Fubar Blog Posts 4

How About Her?
Me and my friends had our usual night Friday night. We did karaoke until 2 AM and then we always go to this diner called "Choo-Choos". It's the local place that gets busy from 2-4 AM when a lot of the bars close. The four of us sat there laughing about everything anyone said. It was just one of those times when everyone laughs, especially about stuff of a sexual nature. The waitress came over to take our orders. It was Rachel, a friend of my daughter's who is like a daughter to me too. She's an absolute sweetheart. We joked with her about some stuff until finally she laughed, "OK are you guys settled down enough for me to take your orders?" Just then "Miniskirt girl" walked past us. We call this girl that because she always wears the same tiny mini, so short that if she has a thong on you can see it even when she is just standing there. She's a tall thin blond, kind of like a skanky Barbie doll. Sometimes she wears no thong and her and her boyfriend get off on showing her off to

Please Pray For These Families
I was actually up early this morning sitting here having my coffee and I hear this BOOM, like something exploded. Ok, that was odd but whatever. I live in Orlando, I'm used to hearing odd noises. Not 10 minutes later I hear police and fire truck sirens so of course, I go outside to see what's going on. The sirens sounded like they were in my complex and I live near the front so yes, I was a little concerned. I go outside and see this black, black smoke billowing into the sky and freaked. It looked like it was coming from one of the buildings in my complex. Walked a little further and no, it's the complex next door. It's a 2 alarm fire and one child was transported to the local hospital for children and women and a couple of other people were injured. One of my neighbors who was over there said they think it was a gas stove but I have found out it wasn't. They have electric stoves there too. What I saw were red/orange flames coming out of the roof about 4-5 feet. It scared the chit

Drama Drama Drama Lol
lol today i got accused of using a friend of mine for her status..now thats kinda funny to me..i give out blasts, happy hours, gifts and vip mememberships..and to the one that accused me i have even bought him a blast which he quickly used... so really um what would i get out of using someone for their status on here?? omg this is funny..but beware in case i use u for ur status lmao omggggggg k now i have the giggles lmao

If You See Me Crying
"IF YOU SEE ME CRYING" IF YOU SEE ME CRYING, PLEASE DON'T STAY. I DON'T WANT YOU, TO SEE ME THIS WAY. IF YOU SEE ME CRYING, DON'T ASK WHAT'S WRONG. IT JUST MEAN'S, MY PAIN'S NOT GONE. IF YOU SEE ME CRYING, DON'T BE SAD. I'M JUST OVER THE EDGE, I'VE FINALLY GONE MAD!!!! IF YOU SEE ME CRYING, PLEASE UNDERSTAND. IT'S ALL I'VE KNOWN, IT'S WHO I AM. IF YOU SEE ME CRYING, IT WILL NOT LAST. IF YOU SEE ME CRYING, JUST PLEASE DON'T ASK.... by:Paul A. 9-1-07

Delete Private Things
A word to the wise. Remember before allowing family members access to your email accounts or sometimes even your computer, Delete or hide your private shit. Case in point, my darling wonderful wifey allowed her sister access to her email to take care of something and while on there she decided to go through her inbox and was blessed with a not so innocent video of her soon to be brother-in-law(lmao) Now the poor girl is traumatized. Oh yeah..... way to go baby :P lmao

Yard Sold
I just traded a portion of my worldly possessions and a like-new, barely-worn, perfect-gift piece of my soul for a whopping $450! *throws bills in the air* "I'm riiiiiich!" Despite Tomas' persistent nay-saying of yard sales and his repeated attempts to make me abandon the plan ("I'll send you a check for $100 and you can just set the shit out on the curb"), the event was a total success. I woke up at 6:30, baked cookies and banana-chocolate chip muffins, and Kim Jong Il arrived early to help me set up--너를 감사하십시요, gracious leader! Later in the morning, several other friends showed up to partake in the festivities. And by "showed up," I mean "stumbled into the yard still reeking of last night's booze." We started drinking right as the first customers arrived. You might imagine how things progressed after that. Thank you to everyone for your help. So many of you offered useful advice, and when I just wanted to

Xmas Wish List Bishs Lol
so yeah i thot i should start early lol why cuz shit xmas is commin man you know what that means SANTA FOO's OMFG 1 ps3 what ima big ass kid shit whats up 2 xbox 360 lol 3 telescope to hella look at aliens an shit 4 um new desktop computer lmao cuz mine is dying 5 super powers cuz im kick ass? or wanna be more lol 6 new camera cuz newer is bad ass? 7 another bad ass arm tattoo 8 septum piercing cuz i wanna be all primative 9 A sweet ass composite bow 10 POTATOE CANNON TO BLOW SHIT UP MAN WHOOOOOOOOO FUCK YEAH PIGEONS IMA LAUNCH SHIT ATCHA!!!!

♥ Bio ♥
Laser My Words IF YOU REALLY WANT TO KNOW ABOUT ME FOLLOW YOUR FINGERS TO WHERE I MIGHT BE LOOK AT"TO GET MY LOVE AND RESPECT BLOG " MORE PICS TO FOLLOW..KEEP CHECKING AS I ADD THEM UP PLEASE DONT BE AFRAID TO TALK TO ME I AM PLAIN SIMPLE AND LOVE TO LEARN ABOUT PEOPLE. MY TRUEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD"MY SON" TELL ME ABOUT YOUR FAMILY ? THE SECOND PART OF MY BIO IS IN OTHER BLOG CALLED TO " GET MY LOVE & RESPECT" PLEASE READ IT ALSO IT WILL DEAL WITH MANY THINGS INCLUDING LOVE -LOVERS DREAMS SENSUALITY OF MY SELF AND THINGS IVE DONE AND WISH TO DO..IN LIVING COLOR PICS UP TO DATE I SO APPRECIAT WHEN SOMEONE COMMENTS ON ANY OF MY BLOGS OR WRITTINGS WHICH I WILL SOON ADD HERE PLZ TAKE JUSTA SEC TO COMMENT ANY THING ? SECOND PART TO THIS IS"TO GET MY LOVE AND RESPECT Laser My Words

How Big Was Michigans Lose??? Thank God I'm A Buckeyes Fan!
How could this possibly happen? This is Michigan, Michigan, vs. Appalachian State. You and some friends should be able to throw on the Michigan helmet, jump up and touch the Go Blue sign and, by intimidation alone, beat Appalachian State. This is college football. Yeah, upsets happen in college basketball when a few guys get hot for a game and the shots simply don't fall for the superior team. But in football, you don't just pull off upsets out of the blue. Appalachian State just doesn't beat Michigan. Give Appalachian State and quarterback Armanti Edwards all the credit in the world for pulling off one of the great upsets in college football history with the 34-32 victory, and give them credit for coming up with the plays they needed to, highlighted by the blocked field goal by Corey Lynch, to overcome a missed offensive pass interference call, to end the game. But make no mistake about it, this Michigan team lacked focus. Again, give credit where credit is due, but play

Sorry Trifling Thang!
IT'S A GOD DAMN SHAME! FORGIVE ME DAWN, BUT I HAVE TO SAY THIS. BUT TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH WHAT YOU GO THROUGH AT HOME (OR ANY FEMALE) AND THEN COME HERE AND HAVE TO DEAL WITH DRAMA TOO IS REALLY SHITTY! THAT FUKN LIEN ASS KUNT NEEDS TO CRAWL BACK UNDER HER ROCK AND FUKN DIE!! SOME PEOPLE HAVE NO DAMN HEART WHAT SOEVER. SHE AND HER NEW FRIEND WANT TO LABEL ME A HATER AND CALL OUT THE GOONS ON ME FOR IT SO BE IT!! HATE ME & GET THE FAWK OFF DAWN'S ASS! SHE IN NO FUKN WAY DESERVES THIS YOU JEALOUS 2 FACED HAG! DO NOT DELETE MY COMMENT!!!! I AM ME & I STAND BEHIND ALL MY TRUE FRIENDS AND UNDERCOVER DRAMA QUEENS, DOWNRATES AND HATERS DO NOT SCARE ME! THOSE SPYING FOR HER MAKE DAMN SURE SHE SEES IT TOO! My comment on Dawn's sticky: http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=764448471 YES I AM PISSED!

Ranting
sooo I figured I havent written a blog on here... I would think of something to rant about :D cus thats how I roll =; I thought "hey imma make a list of things that piss me off severely" that makes me wonna take my eyes out with a fork and what not :D so heres my list of worthless junk in my eyes. enjoy ... 1. Anyone that uses the word EH.. is that even a freakin word?? and no not every freakin canadian says it. 2. Drivers that tag your ass driven on the highway and have their highbeams on which in this case are blinding me and I feel like hittin reverse and drill my ass end into your car and thus...taking your lights out.. Then cutting off your head and stickin on my antenna. grr you whores! 3.DONT I repeat DONT call me baby. just alil warning I thought I would throw in there ;) 4.people who keep asking me the same question over and over again. I gave you the answer once. dont ask me to repeat it. and if you didnt get it the first time. tough titties fo

May Be Leaving Fubar
To all my loyal friends and fans.i am giving my account one more week on here.i have been here since oct-nov of 2006. since the 15th of august i can not change my online status message the "customize"link is missing from my page.and since the 23rd of august i have not been able to leave a comment or reply to yours,they got me blocked from doing anything. so to me the site is worthless without being able to comment etc.and babyjesus and scrapper is just a shit in the wind. both of them will not return my pm messages in regard to the matter.so they are the only two who can unblock me and both refuse to answer me whats left for me to do but leave.your welcome to report this blog to staff i care less at this time.i want sit here in the dark while 2 calif faggets make up there mind to answer me.good bye to all Tina

Random Thoughts..not Lookin 4 Approval Fuck U If U Dont Approve
its almost 5 am and i have alot on my mind so ill put them here and perhaps make some conclusions along the way. i always seem to fall for the wrong men the ones who later hurt me on a level i didnt think man could hurt its fellow man (or in this case woman) yet they do and once again im left with another mistake made and another situation i could have avoided had i just thought before acting. what is it about me that leads me to fall for scrubs? lowlife men who only think about themselves and never anyone else? why do i always blame myself for the actions of others, i seem to think im supposed to be able to foresee problems in my own life not just the lives of others yet i never do and i get blindsided each and every time. people think that because im tall and because i defend others that im beyond hurt..if that were true then this would indeed be a perfect world. i get so sick and tired of being there for everyone else and yet when i need a shoulder or an ear the peopl

Give Her Some Attn
Someone has sent you an anonymous fubar gift! "damn granny u shouldnt be wearin shit like that wit ur ugly face n saggy tits" she wants and needs some attn show her the love everyone xoxo it made me laugh lmao vmm3@uakro...: please hon put those away! apparently my tits bother her..heaven knows she would go ballistic if i took it all off..can u let her know i have extra breast milk to make her big n strong xoxo lots of love to her tell her licks sent ya xoxo

True Or False
TRUE OR FALSE The way this game is played is you tell me something about yourself. Anything you like. I will guess if it is True or False. If I guess right... then I get to ask you anything I want and you promise to answer truthfully. If instead I get it wrong, then you get to ask me any question you like and I promise to answer it truthfully. Ok, a few side rules. The questions you ask and the ones I ask can be anything... but they can't compromise someones safety, their families safety, or discretion on this site. After all this is suppose to be fun. So you can't ask someone's real name or phone number. You can't ask if they slept with some particular person. Otherwise, anything goes. If you play... post the game to your blog... and I will come play with you as well So go for it... tell me something either True or False about yourself.... GO FOR IT! Let's all have fun !!

It Only Takes Two Clicks :) Need Help Bad!
Hey everyone I am still in third place in my first contest. If anyone could just take a minute out of their busy day and just click on my picture below and rate it I would really appreciate it. No comments are needed. I have helped out so many people when needed, now I am asking for your help. Thanks all and have a great night!!!!!!!! Love, Kassidy xoxo

Why I Think Most Men Are Pansy Asses..
If it's one thing that I hate, it's being tougher than the dude beside me. I think it's because the way I was raised, and who I was raised by. My dad and I would be repairing a barbed wire section of a fence and all of a sudden, a barb would catch on his arm, rip about 1/4" into his arm and the white meat would show for just a moment before the blood came. I would freak out and he would say "Just a flesh wound. It'll stop when it's ready", and we'd continue fencing. One day, my Dad, sister and I went to Burger King in Oakdale,CA. right after getting a load of hay. This arrogant asshole called the lady behind the register all kinds of "bitches" n' shyt and my dad promptly put down his burger, stood up and walked to the register. He said in his John Wayne-ish voice "That woman there is a lady. You will regard her as such"....as he tried to lock gazes with the stranger. This stupid guy said something to the effect of "Mind your own business" to which my dad replied "I'm here, an

I Love You
If I forget to communicate how much I care , for this love we share , forgive me it's not fair , when love goes unheard without a spoken word . I Love you . When everyday gets away, because we're so busy doing things . I want you to remember this as we touch, or as a kiss is shared , I Love you . So I want to know everything's all right , when I hold you in my arms , and squeeze you tight , and surrender to you totally unprepared . I Love you .

My Fam Rocks!!!
ATTENTION EVERYONE: IF YOU HAVENT MET THESE PEOPLE BELOW YOU ARE SERIOUSLY MISSING OUT. EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM IS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING. THIS IS MY FAM ON FUBAR BUT NOT ONLY THAT MOST OF THEM HAVE HELPED AND SUPPORTED ME IN REAL LIFE AS WELL. I JUST WANNA SAY THANK YOU TO ALL OF THEM AND I ASK THAT YOU PLEASE GO TO EACH OF THEIR PAGES AND ATLEAST ADD, RATE, AND FAN THEM. IF YOULL RATE ATLEAST 100 OF THEIR PICTURES AS WELL AND THEN SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE ILL BUY YOU A GIFT. YOU DONT HAVE TO STOP AT 100 THO.I KNOW IT SEEMS LIKE ALOT, BUT THESE PEOPLE DESERVE ALL OF THE LOVE THEY CAN GET SO PLEASE MAKE SURE U GET THEM ALL. -->♥AsH.WєєE Aka Canadian Bad Boys "Bad Girl"@ fubar ★ANGEL~BABY★ ®™ (FU BAD B*TCH) ★PLZ RATE MY PROFILE~TY★@ fubar ЯJEEZY۞Manager of Stangs Underground۞KING-O-TYPO@ fubar *KING* BLUEDEMON (ELLIE FUBAR HUSBAND)Back On The Fu@ fubar *SweetPeach2003*BLUEDEMON PERSONAL SECRETA

Love/sex
She comes in and stands against the wall. Her shirt is unbuttoned, just barely enough to see her firm breast peek out. She whispers in my ear and turns me on as I gently kiss and blow in her ear. I slide down to her neck and hear her moan lightly. She tilts her head back and opens her shirt all the way, grabbing my head, bringing my lips to her nipples, I get turned on more feeling them harden underneath my tongue. I love her breast, so feminine and gorgeous. She runs her fingers through my hair and points me in the direction she wants to take me. She wants my tongue to taste her, I draw a wet strip down her flat stomach and I as I leave it behind, the warth from between her thighs greets me. Her lovely aroma makes me harder and harder. Finally, I hear her moan louder once I she feels the tip of my tongue slide between her wet lips and drive completely inside her. She tastes so incredible. I'm so excited tasting her juices and feeling her hands on my head, pulling me closer to her. I l

Hackers
does anyone know how to prevent hackers from getting into you computer? My friend just had someone shut down all her programs and a window came up that she has never seen b4 and said they were gonna change her passwords if she didn't show them her tits. Which she didn't. Then he said to restart her computer to get rid of his shit. From what i understand yahoo is recording ev1s isp address so maybe someone hacked into yahoo IM. He said he was the master and she was the slave. Very scary

What If I Died Today?
What if I died today? Someone at coffee & cream (the coffee shop at the end of my dirt road. I know am I lucky or what?) what my family, friends, & myself would think of my life if I died sudenly. I looked at them and smiled. She took one look at my peircings, tatoos, & hairstyle and made a horrible misjudgement that I was some worthless punk scumbag. Sucker! I told her that I have lived my life full out. and will continue to do so. I have done more than most people will ever do in their life. I have loved more than most people have in their lives. I've done more more good than many people do in their life time. If I died I would be missed but I would be happy. I have let few oppertunities that I wanted pass me by. I have so few regrets that they could fit in my hat. I said if I died today I would be proud of what I've done in my short time. I may be forcefull in appearance but I am usualy gental in my movements....... I'm not going to die anytime soon because I'm just geting warm

After I've Lived And Died
Tell me what will it matter after I've lived and died. If I had owned all the silver & gold, But I have cheated and lied. If all my fancy clothes came tailor made or a second hand store is where I would trade. It makes no difference as to what I would wear,It matters only If I had loved and cared. If I had lived alone in a mansion with golden pot and lids or in a shack with no money with just my wife and seven kids. Yes,theres' more to life then just living. It's more about loving and unselfishly giving. So it's whether I choose to be lost forever, or in Jesus' Love I abide. This is what makes the difference after I've lived and died... If you read and liked plz don't rip unless you ask me first.. Thank you!!

Life
Well here iam starting this blog in hopes to vent all my anger issues! The last time i started blogging someone got nasty with me, hopefullly noone w ill this time! Ill try not to make anyone upset. As i go on in my blogs you will hear stories of my life or fantisies i thought about to happen. I have a great imagination and I love writing! I have written many of stories and would love to share them with all of you. I write stories from Erotic to horror. Anyway this is all for now till nest time.

Dear Diary
I awoke this morning to ponder the whereabouts of my Knight in Shining Armor, my Mr. Right.....My Hero. I know he is out there and that "Everything is as it must be" so I wait. And I got to thinking this morning, as I lit my Marlboro 100, sipped my coffee from my Jack Skelington tumbler and got "small eyes" from trying to stare at the sun for inspiration, that somewhere last night, my Mr. Right was probably in a club in Vegas somewhere taking body shots off of a slut named Heather until he became so intoxicated that he, voluntarily, went back to her little studio apartment with her, right off of the strip. He believed her when she said that she was on the pill so he fucked her without a condom, only to awake this morning to find her ugly ass curled up beside him and on the dresser is a pharmacy of anti-depressants, anti-anxiety pills and a myriad of other psychotropic drugs because she is "BAT SHIT CRAZY"!! In 4.3 weeks, she will discover that she is pregnant, hunt him down like

Lost Friends
FRIENDSHIPS LOST I see your smile I know your mind No words need be said I understand. Focused on each other We listen and we care Laughter ripples like water Together, we are. Others are here, yes, And we value them, yes, But a special bond remains, A line between us two. Each friendship is special Each is unique And so is ours We know. And then time begins to roll and rear it’s ugly head Change begins Now a little less than before. Slowly, surely, Not knowing why Faster, stronger, without care Our world shifts and shimmers and splits. Shattered shards cascade down Spurred by angry, lashing words Contorted faces, stone deaf ears Outside the whirlwind, We die inside. The scars run deep Jagged clefts in our souls We have suceeded in hurting And hurt ourselves. So you move on And I remain We keep on living Turn our faces apart. Now I glance across At you from outside Shaded eyes dry with tears New friends, new

Help
Ok second blog for today. I have having a major blonde moment here. But how the hell does this VIP work.I see it everywhere but can't find out how.I don't you blonde moment. I just would like to see what it has to offer but if I can't find then how the hell will I know!! HELP !!!!

Press Release On Suzanne Gorman Ny Rocks Tv
Suzanne Gorman will be singing her 9-11 song "We'll Remember" on New York Rocks TV - A Tribute To 9-11 WE'LL REMEMBER This song was originally written as a tribute with lyrics expressing the American heart as every American witnessed the devastation on 9-11 at our front door. It follows our soldiers into battle to help us all see what we need to remember. It is in the quiet times, after the battles, when the world is not under siege, when we've lost those who fought in the darkness of war and when the emptiness settles in, "We'll Remember". We honor those who wear their metals on their chests, no matter what uniform they wear; from Ground O to Baghdad they taught us the meaning of a hero. We then need to take the time to reflect in a song. A song brings the spirit of our souls together to show how powerful and emotional the words can be. We can not forget what these people have done for us. This song speaks in words to share with the world that we care, and we

For Those Who Are Energy Sensitive
This has been a tough weekend for me. With all the energywork I was doing, I neglected to notice the general restlessness and cresting of a nice energy wave! Feels like it dispersed early this morning, for which I am truly grateful! But the Venus Retrograde does not end until the evening of September 7, so we have a few more days to ride out! But it is also true, we should have another on the way fairly soon - I'm not sure which planet retro comes next or when. I will let everyone know when I find out! Working ones issues is painful business on a good day. Mine came up, front and center, this weekend! I was busy dealing with a dear friend's emotional issues, as well. That proverbial "last straw" landed and I spent last evening in tears, literally. I have been reminded of late by another dear friend that crying is not a weakness - that it disperses pent up energy/emotion very well. But I seem to use that as a last resort these days - all of a sudden I hate crying! But it helped.

Well That Took Care Of That Lmao
->jsmooth5: im guessing if u rubbed ur two brain cells together u might get a full fkn thought or clue in ur head jsmooth5: so im guessing u cant then ->jsmooth5: i dont take fkn orders i give them jsmooth5: hey lil moma can u suck this fat dick real good?

9-3-07
It is almost certainly time for a heart-to-heart with your romantic partner or a troubled family member. Even if things are going smoothly, you may surprise yourself with what you've got to say. ---------------------------------------------------- Yeah it is time, but she will hide that fact that she doesn't love me like I loved her. Life is unfair, but I will stick it out for 2 reason and here they are.......

Attention All Available Bombers!
Hey everyone, I hope your week is going well. This lovely lady needs your help. She's in 2nd, and we need to bring her up to first place... All bombers to the bomd floor now if possible... Just click on her pic, and you are there. I know if we all come together as a team, we can get this done. Here is playgurl's pic link:

78-inside Out
She shines from the inside out Luminous smile lives her life out loud She holds me like a drop of rain In the palm of her hand waiting to seal my fate I lose myself in her morning light She is the sun burning so bright And if you knew her You would feel the same Cuz there is nothing truer Than the way she says....my name She shines from the inside out In her eyes is where my soul is found The words I write fall at her feet A million others walk by but they can't see Like a star in my southern sky She starts my day puts a song in my mind And if you knew her You would feel the same Cuz there is nothing truer Than the way she says....my name I am a captive I am caught in her gaze Can't keep from dreaming both night and day Cuz she shines... She shines

Being "domestic"
So earlier today I started making a grocery list for tomorrow and doing all of my other "wonderful" domestic things. I left the notepad on the table... Somewhere along the way, in my mother's writing. I also see she added some items to it. One in particular stood out "Pot Chips" I know people abbreviate things differently. Typically though, most would use "tater" Not "Pot Chips." Maybe this should be a mumm cause my question is Does she really want POTATO Chips... Or Pot AND Chips ... LOL

Stop The Drama...
Save the drama for your momma... oh wait she dose not want it eaither... just get over it already... REPORTING ABUSE / BLOCKING: ~Someone on fubar is bugging/harassing/threatening me - what can I do about it? Per our terms of service, section 7 regarding member disputes: You are solely responsible for your interactions with other fubar.com Members. fubar.com, Inc. reserves the right, but has no obligation, to monitor disputes between you and other Members. fubar gives you the ability to BLOCK any member. fubar staff and bouncers will NOT get in the middle of member disputes. If you would like us to remove your account, please send a message to fubar Support requesting to remove you profile. ~How do I block someone? Go to the person’s page that you want to block and look on the left hand navigation links for BLOCK THIS USER. Click on the BLOCK THIS USER link and approve the block. Blocking a member prohibits them from messaging you, commenting on your page, bulletin

You And I
I close my eyes & you I see, Your beautiful smile it captures me, You look to me & see my soul, You now have complete control... My beautiful Angel so strong & free, Together forever we’ll always be, The love we share will see us through, Forever dear heart I will love you... From where you came I do not know, But to your side I must go, My love for you shall never end, Forever you will be my friend... To be with you I dream so much, Holding you tight & feeling your touch, Your breath upon my skin so sweet, I long so much for when we’ll meet... The day shall come for you & me, We’ll grow together you shall see, Our love will last & never die, Together forever You & I.

Nfl Week 1 Games
THE FOLLOWING 4 GAMES ARE THE ONE YOU NEED TO CHOOSE THE WINNERS ON WITH NO POINT SPREAD. REMEMBER TO TELL ME A FINAL SCORE ON THE MONDAY NIGHT GAME ONLY. YOUR PICKS NEED TO BE IN BEFORE THE START OF THE SUNDAY GAMES. WINNER WILL BE ANNOUNCED TUESDAY. GOOD LUCK! SUNDAY NEW ENGLAND AT THE JETS CHICAGO AT SAN DIEGO SUNDAY NIGHT GIANTS AT DALLAS MONDAY NIGHT BALTIMORE AT CINCINATTI (NEED FINAL SCORE FOR THIS GAME ONLY!)

The Game Of Life
I posted this on my other blog....but I felt the need to post it over here on this one too.....maybe something to think about folks.... Have you ever thought about the things that motivate people to do some of the things that they do? I suppose I do this on occasion, only because I tend to do over-analysis on just about every frickin thing that occurs in my life. I think that some people feel that some people really just have no regard for other people's feelings. I am not sure if they are just that selfish and just do not give a shit or if they are really that stupid and are that oblivious to how their actions affect others? I tend to lean towards the thinking that they are just selfish people and do not give a shit about others. I am one of those people that really open to very few people, but when I do; I think it is like a floodgate has been opened up with all sorts of things that go on through my head. I am sort of in a place in my life where I am evaluating myself a litt

Mary's In Hospital
I have a friend who entered a contest and was taken to the hospital on Friday. She has been battling cancer for 11 years and has been fighting the good fight. None of us know when she might be home again and I think it would be such a wonderful gesture if we could help her win the contest. I wouldn't ask any of you to do this if she was able to do it on her own, but she isn't! At this point, she is trailing by almost 10,000 comments. The contest ends on Sept. 8. If you would be able to help and even ask some of your friends to help, I would be MOST grateful. Thank you in advance for your consideration. The link is: http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=454475&i=3974218748 please copy and paste it in your browser and do whatever you can do! (blog copied from Manly but she's a friend of mine as well)

Cleaning Up
Im going to be cleaning up my friends list for those who do not reciprocate with ratings. I guess since you dont rate me it will be pretty much a mutual thing. Im not going to rate people if you can't spend a little time and rate back. More then likely you won't be reading this blog either LMAO

9 Words Women Use
9 Words Women Use 1. FINE; This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. FIVE MINUTES: If she is getting dressed,this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. NOTHING: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. GO AHEAD: This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it! 5. LOUD SIGH: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. ( Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. THAT'S OKAY: This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will p

Its A Close Race!!!!!!!!!!
heres the latest news with the contest im in... lil devil: total = 34,910 J-Roxx: total = 34,706 as you can see im still in second, but im giving ol' girl a run for her money! thanks for all the love, and help ive recieved! wow i owe you guys big time, and i plan on paying up when this is done!!! love you guys!!!!!!!! for any who havent...PLEASE go rate this photo. :) its worth 5 points and it only takes a second...please help me!!!!! CLICK HERE TO VOTE (rate and comment) thanks again guys for all your help :D **muahs** ((hugs))

Friends Cleanup
I've cleaned out about 20 dead friends from my list which isn't too bad. Most of the people here are cool and return the rates. I even had one person ban me off their list because I mentioned that the webcam needed tweaking that was being used to take pics with because it was grainy and out of focus. I guess when I didnt offer to buy her a webcam like she asked she didnt like that...fuckem. I rated about 800 or 900 of her pics and got promises of rates on mine and never got them. Im no ones slave or buttboy either.

Jerkoffitis
You decide you finally think you met "The One"..or someone you might just settle down with..everything clicks and things look so bright...then it happens....It's like a disease called "Jerkoffitis". It is a disease I beleive that was rare years ago but now has been surfacing more and more. At this time in my life it seems to be at an epidemic state. I beleive these days there is no cure for this condition. The signs of this disease are as follows: 1. Paying WAY too much attention to you 2. Promising anything you want 3. Calling you princess 4. Saying they want to be with you forever after a very short time 5. Promising to spend time with you but never really pinpointing the time 6. Calling you constantly to find out what you are doing 7. Wanting phone sex and asking very "Unusual" things 8. Say they have money LADIES!! STAY AWAY FROM MEN LIKE THESE AT ALL COSTS!!!! They are full of shit and need a kick in the ass...they ALWAYS dissapear or are married!!!

God Is Laughin His Ass Off At Me Right Now...
I have come to a realization people. There is a god. And he put me on this earth so he can have something to laugh at. I am the Jar Jar binks of this world. Listen to this... I was at work the other day selling rugs when a very beautiful Interrior designer came in with her equally beautiful client to purchase a persian rug for her home in Town and Country. Being the wonderful sales associate that I am I felt it was my duty to make sure I stayed with them to ensure they had a pleasent shopping experience. We looked at our rugs for about an hour until we found the perfect rug for her home. Being the gentleman I am I walked them out to their Lexus S.U.V. to help them load for them. As we walked out of the store I casually made a joke about St. Louis weather which got a giggle from the two of them. We got to the truck and as they were staring at this very heavy rug I picked it up with one arm and propped it on my shoulder to carry it to the Lexus. That's whe

If Your A True Friend And Really Care I Need You To Read This
THERE IS SOMETHING YOU NEED TO KNOW , THE REASON I HAVE NOT BEEN ON MUCH LATELY. I HAVE BEEN SICK AND IN A LOT OF PAIN I DID'NT WANT ANYONE TO KNOW BUT THEN I GOT WORRIED THAT THE PEOPLE I CARE SO MUCH FOR ON HERE MIGHT THINK THAT I AM JUST AVOIDING THEM AND THAT I DON'T CARE. THIS IS NOT THE CASE I VALUE MY FRIENDSHIPS HERE AND I LOVE YOU ALL DEARLY. I AM GOING IN FOR MAJOR SURGERY AT THE END OF THIS MONTH AND I CAN'T GO WITHOUT LETTING YOU ALL KNOW THAT IF ANYTHING SHOULD HAPPEN TO ME THAT I LOVE YOU GUYS THERE ARE SOME THAT HAVE STUCK BY ME THROUGH A LOT AND THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE AND THAT THERE IS A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART FOR THEM. SO IF I AM NOT ON MUCH PLEASE KNOW THAT I AM THINKING OF YOU AND THAT YOU ARE A PART OF LIFE FOREVER AND ALWAYS. THIS IS HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU GUYS [Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Photos*] I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND AND CAN FORGIVE ME FOR NOT BEING HERE HOPE WE WILL ALL TALK SOON FOREVER YOUR ANGEL XXXXXXXXXXXXOOOOOOOOOO

Lies, Games
I found out once again that the most guys on here are players or liars. I am soo sick and tired of this, when will a serious honest guy appear? do they even exist?... please my friends if you care about me take my apologize if i wont be on much but i really have to find my self again...right now all i feel is anger and endless pain..please forgive me my family but i will try to come back as soon as i regained enough power to stand this f*cking life. :(

Good Friends
I want to introduce you to some of my favorite people on FUBAR!Please rate fan & add them. You will not be sorry. :) DevilGirl~Fat Sonny's Wife Bitches~@ fubar~FAT SONNY~@ fubar®!!!§ÑÎPËR!!!©**FUBAR HUBBY& R/L B/F TO** ~♥Night~Vixen♥~@ fubar~♥Night ~Vixen♥~ ♥ Fubar Wife to !!!SNIPER!!! ♥@ fubarAnarchy Skull (§åÐì§Tï© £ìgHt§ mÅ§Tër ) Seductively Twisted Over Lord@ fubar§AÐI§TI© LIGHT~Ånarchy §kulls Mistress~§eÐu©TïVe£¥ Twï§TeÐ Øwner~Grow Room Entity@ fubar Nassy V4mpir3 Bitch FUBAR WIFE OF CARNAGE NSFW@ fubar~hot momma~

I Know You Are There.
I know you are there. I may not know your name yet. I may not know your face. My heart calls out to yours. I wonder if sometimes you can hear it. Its that faint yearning you feel. That thirst that is never quite quenched. It is the aching you feel deep with in yourself that never seems to abate. Then perhaps I am only seeing the things that are within myself. At times I find myself staring off, not really seeing what is there. My mind is clouded over with the sense that there are parts of me missing. As many times as I dismantle the pieces of my soul and examine them, there are always gaping spaces where something is amiss. I think of myself as a complete person. A whole entity. Stark reality choses moments to reveal that I am not what I believe I am. These are the junctures that give me such great pause. The details that I am in pursuit of are minor. Small comforts that most overlook. To awake at any point and look over to see you sleeping. To have the ability

Nsfw Police!! Do They Know Thier Own Rules????
Well folks, the nsfw police are at it again! Four more pics of mine were flagged in the middle of the night. Pics that have been posted for nearly 5 months are JUST NOW getting flagged. I am starting to question the guidelines of the said rules. I was told that if there was nudity, or you could not see my face, then it was nsfw. The pics that were flagged DO NOT meet these requirements. Here are the offending photos, You be the judge. This last pic, is not even me: Let me know what you think, and if this is getting not only out of hand, but a little on the ridiculous side! Repost please.

My Hubby!
WHERE TO BEGIN... I HAVE MET ALOT OF WONDERFUL PPL HERE AND SO MANY FRIENDS THAT I GET TEARY EYED JUST THINKING OF MY NEW FRIENDSHIPS BUT I HAVE ALSO FOUND THE LOVE OF MY LIFE HERE. HE GIVES ME REASONS TO SMILE AGAIN AND MAKES ME FEEL COMPLETE, I KNOW ALOT OF MY FRIENDS ARE GONNA SAY HOW OR WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN BUT LOVE IS LOVE AND I CAN'T IMAGINE A DAY WITHOUT HIM. YES I AM STILL A FLIRT AND PROBABLY ALWAYS WILL BE AND HE KNOWS THAT AND HE LOVES THAT BOUT ME! JAY IS MY HEART AND I LOVE HIM WITH EVERY BEAT THAT IT TAKES,I HOPE MY FRIENDS UNDERSTAND THIS AND KNOW THAT WE CAN ALWAYS REMAIN FRIENDS BUT HE HAS MY HEART AND WILL ALWAYS HOLD IT NEXT TO HIS! WE CHAT ON THE PHONE AND I LAUGH LIKE I HAVEN'T IN YEARS AND I AM GRATEFUL TO HIM FOR THAT.I KNOW ONCE YA'LL MEET HIM AND CHAT WITH HIM YA'LL WILL SEE HOW LUCKY I AM TO HAVE HIM IN MY LIFE! TO JAY I LOVE YOU BABY AND YOU ARE MY FRIEND,BOYFRIEND,LOVER AND NOW HUBBY...ALL MY LOVE FOREVER AND A DAY!

Army
However it's spelled, leave it to the fricking army to f**k over, or trying to, my husband who went to iraq for thier sorry asses AND was injured and thanks to THEM he never got his injury corrected so NOW he has a perm. profile yet THEY want to give him to run around and try and chapter him out instead of med boarding him for a reclass or to get out. PLEASE keep us in your prayers as we try and get this straight we are on a tight schedule and time is running out. These JERKS are trying to get rid of him by the end of this month. How's that for a thank you for serving your country??!!?? He risked his life had to stay a year away from his kids and me and this is the thanks he gets??!??GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR Well, they can bite me and shove it because I KNOW the laws and WHO to talk to in order to get this resolved the way it NEEDS to be resolved. Anyhow, if we aren't on for awhile, now you will know why. Thanks for letting me vent.

One More Day Left!
hey guys! after today, there is only one more day left on my contest...thank god!!!! i swear this has been a tough week trying to keep up!! here are the latest numbers :D as of 2:15pm eastern time ...... Rates Lil Devil: 562 x5 2810 Comments-> 34289 Total Points: 37099 Rates J-Roxx: 245 x5 1225 Comments-> 35937 Total Points: 37162 as you can see...im winning!!!!! thanks to all my friends you guys rock! there is still plenty of time for her to catch me tho, and its a hella close race, so...if you havent already, or you want to help some more, or maybe youre just plain bored...whatever it is...please come help!!!! i need all the votes i can get to stay in the lead :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D CLICK HERE TO VOTE! (rate and comment) a zillion thank yous!!! thanks to james for doing the math!! **muah**

I Will Be Off For Awhile
I just want all my friends to know that I will be off the computer for awhile. I am moving to Florida to be with the love of my life. I don't have alot right now here in NY so My computer and some of my things will be left behind until I can send for them later. I will be back as soon as I can. I will miss all my friends, I will be on until the night of the 12th of September but after that I will be off until I am settled and have the money to send for the rest of my things, including my computer. I wish everyone well, and I will be back as soon as I can. OH and this man that is the love of my life, I met online, on a different sight though. I believe now that I didn't believe before that on line relationships can really work with the right person. Going to miss all of my fubar friends but I will be around until September the 12th LOVE YOU GUYS XOXOXOXOXOXO

Damn --my 'family ' List-damn
liking to keep things up to date as i do--i checked out my 'family' list---damn--some of them haven't talked with me for over a year--damn-while some are still so very very dear to me. out of respect for the latter--i did a clean sweep of those who don't know or care if i'm living or dead--but sadly at one time were so dear that i would separate them for dearness to be 20 out of 3000+ now they don't care about me--or it least it seems that way. this makes me sad--sorrrrrry

Ours Souls
A stranger you were once. Then, with a gentle look you took my hand. As our lives engaged, you lit my life and I held both your hands. Now that time has passed, ours souls have indeed become one. How fortunate we are that we have found the love so true that everyone dreams about. Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

Racism Sucks?
ok..i keep seeing signs and banners that say "unite against racism", or "racism sucks"...but then im met by these same morons leavin comments and shit bitchin cause im proud to be white and how my family isnt shit but a bunch of rednecks. I gotta say, ive done not one fuckin thing, said nothing about any minority that would provoke this idiocy. So to you people, suck a dick. Your "peoples" problems dont mean shit to me. Your hip hop fuckin bullshit can stay in the ghetto cause thats where it belongs. No matter how much money or fame "them fuckers" have...they still gotta prove how ghetto they are. Livin in a million dollar mansion still fighting their damn dogs. Still hangin out in the "hood" that they moved away from cause it sucks so bad. In closing, IM NOT A RACIST(lmao.had to say that)...if u want me to be, keep talkin your shit cause it wouldnt be too hard to get there. So fuck you and have a shitty day....

My First Experience With Sex
It was 3 days before Christmas 1989. I was anxious to know what I was getting as gifts. We had guests. My cousin Dan was visiting with my Auntie from Pennsylvania. I was only 14 years old, with the body of a 20 year old. Dan couldn't keep his eyes off of me, he was 21 and quite handsome. My gorgeous breasts were like magnets to his eyes. I noticed a slight bulge in his pants and wondered what the problem was. He comes over and kisses me hard on the lips. He had never done that before. He said, "Because you are so beautiful, I cannot believe you are my cousin." That evening my parents and my Auntie went out for some drinks, leaving Dan and myself alone watching TV. After about a half hour of him teasing and touching me where he shouldn't have, he pulls me towards him and kisses me again hard on the lips, only this time sliding his tongue into my mouth. At first I didnt like it, but when he began holding my breasts and squeezing them, I began to feel a strange sensation bwetween my leg

Luciano Pavarotti -- Ode To His Great Tenor Voice!
What a great man that leaves us tonight.... Couldn't possibly find all his songs he sang, with all the people he sang with... but he will surely will be missed, but the sounds of his great tenor voice will never be forgotten!!!

Wut The Fu@k
why do females play with men hearts and trun a good man into fu@k up man there some females out there juz like to play games when you try to luv them and they juz play arund with you and make me fell like sh&t i dont understand that well forgrt it and move on i guest uh

Hornyscopes!
OK if this doesn't really paint a picture, not much will! I would have to say this is pretty close! AQUARIUS Jan 21 - Feb 19 Ruling Planet: URANUS. The God of unexpected sexual twists and turns Aquarians make much better friends than lovers, but when a typical Aquarian gets some bang-bang, it's more an intellectual experience than an emotional one. Looks aren't important to Aquarians in a relationship, it's the mind and spirit of a lover that turns Aquarius on.They are very entertaining in bed and are probably the most inventive of all the signs.Mental stimulation is more important to them than physical, which means that pornography gets them hot! Aquarians are impatient and like sex to be fast and satisfying. They are very particular about hygiene and contraception and sleeping around holds little interest for them. FAVE POSITION Mutual masturbation. BEST SEX TOY A Dildo. Whether gay, straight, male or female, Aquarians will have some fun with this. AQUARIUS MAL

Lonely
Even though I have friends who love me Their love is never enough Even though I have someone in bed with me I still feel alone something inside wants more something more to life something solid something real I feel alone even when I am with people that love me I feel empty even when I see people care Something is missing And i feel empty without it

A Picnic Just For The Two Of Us!
We had always talked about a picnic like this. Now was our time to finally do it. I always loved picnics with you, being at the park in summer time, watching the wind blow your curly hair. Everything is green and the flowers are in bloom. You had made us sandwiches for lunch. You were so special like that. As we were eating and talking on the blanket something else came into our minds. Our conversation drifted from casual to sexual. We had picked up our lunch and it was just the two of us on the blanket now. We began to kiss and touch each others bodies. You went straight for my crotch and began rubbing my member under my pants. You know what your kisses do to me. I began nibbling on your neck and I reached up your shirt to play with your nipples. I knew you were getting turned on too. Lucky for you you had worn a skirt and I went without underwear today. I reached up your skirt and felt that your panties were wet and I pulled them down and off of your legs. You were now mine for the t

Fuck Me
thoughts of you stay on my mind the sting of your hand upon my behind the smell of your skin the taste of your kiss the weight of your body as it presses on my hips your forceful thrusts my moan filled sighs your teeth marks still look fresh on my thighs feeling you inside as you fill the depths of me you fill me with pleasure yours and mine , i own till you dip down and taste me i lose all control i whimper and struggle my body posessed by your passion fuck me! fuck me! you know i'm not asking

Candle Vigil
I have a photo in my "Mary" album for any of you who would like to rip it. It is a candle-type pic made by master raven. He and Christina would like to have a candle vigil for her and has asked that we use this pic as our primary pic. Feel free do so! Thanks!!!!! manly!

Strangers In The Park
I always liked sitting out in the park. A warm breeze blowing sitting under a tree just watching people. Its fun to try and guess what they do for a living. lol. Sometimes you see some one who is really attractive and you stare. Not trying to be rude but when you see someone that’s hot you just try to will that person to notice you. That’s when I saw you for the first time. You were just walking through the park. My God you are beautiful! I got excited watching you walk by. You had to have noticed me looking (or rather staring) at you. You glanced my way and I shyly looked aside. I realized that I had a hard on as well. Oh my, did you notice that as well? After you were out of view I relaxed a little but coudnt get the site of you out of my mind. I swore to myself that if I saw you again I would say hi. The next day I picked the same spot and the same time of day to people watch in the hopes that I would see you. I wasn’t disappointed. You were coming around the co

Not Happy?..lmao
REALLY BAD DAY I had a really bad day last week. I inadvertently rear ended a van. When we pulled over and got out, imagine my surprise when I discovered that the other driver was a dwarf. As he approached with a sour look on his face, he looked up at me and said, "I am not happy!" God help me, I couldn't help myself. I asked him, "Well then, which one are you?" That's when the fight started.................................

Yay!!!
I had an awesome time guys, thanks for coming, i'm not sure who all was there, but Master, Rev, Broke, Pie, thanks guys... and thanks everyone else that made it.. i had a great time, and i hope you did too! for those of you that missed it, read the HOT SEX post in this blog for information about the shows so you'll be ready for next time. Date and times will be posted ahead of time IF i plan them ahead of time, otherwise keep an eye on my status for "on cam" Love you all Sin

Ignorance. "f@g?"
Apparently its cool to come back to someone's profile after just looking. Just a LOOK...and call them a fag. No comments, ratings or anything of the kind to make anyone else think twice. Instead "angelogabriel" comes back with "fuck off fag" ...no reason accept that I looked at his stupid half naked self. He can't even capitalize a word or puncuate a sentence. Ignorace in bliss? Doubtful. I don't know whether to be shocked or hurt or just appalled. Why do these people still exist?

Police Harassment
Ok for those of you who dont know........ I put tar on driveways, commonly called sealcoating. I was doing a driveway today on a county highway with very little shoulder room (about 5 ft wide) and my truck is 8 ft wide so naturally some of my truck was going to be in the road but still it was easily passable. 2 county officers showed up, the first one saying and I quote, "I almost fucking hit you, move your truck NOW!" I offered to move it over another 6 inches (which was all the room i had left on the shoulder), but the left side of my truck was still over the white line at which point the 2nd officer said, " move your truck completely off the road or I will fine you , put you in jail, and have your truck impounded." at that point I moved the truck to avoid the fine and loss of time on the job, but the way i was treated by those officers was flat out WRONG, my next stop was to the sheriff's dept. to file a formal complaint of my treatment. My customer also called the

Blue Eyes ;)
Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love unexpectedly. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will grow old with the person who you truely care about and love. ___________________________________________________________ Green Eyes People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, honest and trust worthy, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the most beautiful, are fun and outgoing, love to make people laugh, and random as ever. They long for the touch of another. They are very laid back. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards other people. LOVES to have fun. Tend to cover up true feelings, get scared over relationships.

I Am Back Home From The Hospital!!!
Hi everyone well. As you all know I was very sick and got worse... I had to have my father drive me to the hosptital..... I was admitted and in the HOPSITAL for 11 days straight.... They had all kinds of IV's stuck in me filled with strong,, strong Pain narcotics 20 times more potent then Morphine (( called Dilota)).... :-O Also I got serious high doses of Anti Nasuea meds throug my Iv also.... They ran tons of MRIS and cat scans and Scopes down into me throat and belly.... I have a team of 8 differnt doctors plus 2 cardiologist docs on my team.. Because of my bad chest pains I was getting... I had tons of EKGs done also... Fianlly after 11 days in the hospital admitted... They found out I am seriously.. BADLY.... (((((ANEMIC))))..... My blood levels are soo low right now.. The docs have been monitoring it.... Right now when I go back to the hospital in 3 days.. If my blood level is till low and has gotten lower.... They will be doing a ((((( Blood Transfus

Private Pictures
I don't get it, people put pictures up here to show off, to get rated, or just share.... yet they mark them "PRIVATE". Why? If you don't want others to see or look at them, DON'T PUT THEM UP HERE. I feel that is really stupid and childish. The only pics I can see putting private are NSFW, and then only if you want to let family members see them. You know that commercial that says the people are smart?? THEY FUCKING LIED!!!!!!!

Buy My Shoes??
This has definitely been a weird day here on fubar.... ================================================ fetishfrea...: I have a foot fetish and I was wondering if I may buy a pair of ur socks and a pair of ur sneakers/gym shoes pls?

Dealing With Tragedy
I'm dealing with a lot of stuff right now. I got some horrible news Wednesday night. This is something I wrote. I’m running through a seemingly endless stream of emotions right now. Last night I discovered that someone I knew committed suicide. I am shocked, angry, depressed, and bewildered. I know that these feelings are normal when someone grieves, but what makes this so much more complicated is the fact that she not only ended her life by her own hands, but there are myriads of people asking the question . . . Why? There are so many questions that start with the word “why,” but in the end the answer is the same. The answer is that there is none. No explanations that anyone could possibly give. No reason to the madness. No solace or empathy anyone can provide. I’ve been in the dark void many times myself. I’ve dealt with the ridicule and shame associated with mental illness. On more than a few o

My Beautiful Daughter
So as I sit here I chose to look back on what I was doing 18 years ago today....I was in St.Mary's Hospital in Long Beach,California waiting for Ashley to be born.She was as stubborn then as she is now and didn't want to come into this world.Then in the morning of September 7th,1989 Ashley was brought into this world.When I laid my eyes on her I knew she was going to do great things with her life.I watch her today amd I know I was right,she just keeps doing things that amaze me.When she was 3 we were in a horrible car accident where she was thrown from the car.The Doctors at the time told me she may never walk again,let alone run.She has proved them all wrong,she has played soccer and basketball.Then to top it all off she has been on the dance team at school for the last 4 years.As of yesterday she is one of the Captains of the dance team.She has made me so proud of her in all that she has done.I haven't always been there for her but I hope she will always know what she means to me.Whe

The Law@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WELL I JUST WANTED TO POST A BLOG TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT THE JUSTICE SYSTEM SUCKS ASS.. 4 MOTNHS AGO I FINALLY GOT THE NERVE TO GET RID OF MY OLD MAN AFTER 3 YEARS OF PHYSICAL AND METAL ABUSE .. HE THREATENED TO KILL MYSELF AND MY 2 CHILDREN ,, I MEAN HOW BLUNT DID HE HAVE TO GET ::: IF I CANT HAVE YOU NOONE WILL ,, ILL BURN THE HOUSE DOWN AND PUT A GUN IN MIKES MOUTH AND BLOW HIS FUCKIN HEAD OFF :: NOW HE DID THIS INFRONT OF 3 WITNESSES AT MY PLACE OF EMPLOYMENT ,, FOR 3 YEARS I PUT UP WITH HIM BEATING ME ,,, CHOKING ME ,, SMACKING ME .,, KICKING ME HAVEING SEX WITH ME WHEN I WAS SLEEPING .. SO I GOT HIM FOR 2 COUNTS OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE WHEN I GOT THE NERVE TO GET HIM OUT OF OUR LIVES .. WHAT DOES THE COURT SYSTEM DO ??? THEY PUT HIM ON PROBATION!!!!!! YES CAN YOU BELIEVE IT PROBATION,. NO SLAP ON THE WRIST NO JAIL TIME NOTHING ... BIG FUCKING WHOOPDEEDOO... SO U TELL ME ONE THING .. THE LAW IS TO SERVE AND PROTECT RIGHT ?? WELL WE ARE WRONG IF WE THINK THAT .. SO MA

Sexxxy Hotties
OK SO THESE HOT,SEXXXY, HOOKAZ ARE BEING PIMPED OUT !! THEY CRAZY(LOL) BUT HOT ! SO GO RATE/ADD/FAN/CRUSH/COMMENT PLEASE !!! HOOKAZ NEED LUV TOO 'FallingWater~' NºOnes Water, Nani & Boss's FU-Hooka! FallingWater~@ fubar 'NaNi...Water's & BossLady's #1 Fu-Hooka! NaNi...Water's & BossLady's #1 Fu-Hooka! :P@ fubar '~*BossLadywitdaSeXxXyEyEz*~NO MORE GETTING TWISTED~NANI AND WATERS FU-HOOKA~' ~*BossLadywitdaSeXxyEyEz*~NO MORE GETTING TWISTED~NANI AND WATERS FU-HOOKA~@ fubar

Asap.....need Wolf Pics
My friend Lord Wolf lost alot of his wolf pictures and morphs. If possible I'm asking all my friends and fans to share there wolves with him. He's a real sweety and he deserves our help. So please..if you have any pics of wolves send them to him or me, I'll get them sent to him. For shared friends..you can send them directly to him. Thank you in advance. I love you all and I know we can make a difference for him an at least try to help him get his wolves back...may be even some he didn't have. Love to all. Momma Rox...aka..roxxycottin@yahoo.com

Laugh For September 7
Q: How can you tell if a lawyer is well hung? A: You can't get a finger between the rope and his neck! Q: If you are stranded on a desert island with Adolph Hitler, Atilla the Hun, and a lawyer, and you have a gun with only two bullets, what do you do? A: Shoot the lawyer twice. Q: What do you call 5000 dead lawyers at the bottom of the ocean? A: A good start! Q: How can you tell when a lawyer is lying? A: His lips are moving. Q: What's the difference between a dead dog in the road and a dead lawyer in the road? A: There are skid marks in front of the dog. Q: Why won't sharks attack lawyers? A: Professional courtesy. Q: What do you have when a lawyer is buried up to his neck in sand? A: Not enough sand. Q: Why did God make snakes just before lawyers? A: To practice. A command was given to a dog: "SPEAK!" The dog said in return: "Not without my lawyer present!" Q: Why is going to a meeting of the Bar Association like going into a bait shop? A: Becaus

Boredom Sets In And...
I'm sitting at work and i'm thinking, What would i do without Fu? My eyes are tired, My head it aches, But i know what i can do... I'll message my buddy called Fuzzy, He's always making me smile, He posts silly comments, is a real life saint, And will keep me sane for a while... My Soul mate is also on Fu, She's gentle and funny and kind, Watch out for drunken comments, She knows how to stalk, The most caring woman you'll find!... And then there's this geezer called Marty, A Scotsman living in a towel, He welds up his cars, Arranged a seedy meet in a bar :P And his air guitar moves make me howl... We mustn't forget our Lou Lou, I loves her to bits, she's a hoot, She's a crazed footy fan, Drives a huge car, With Billy boy barkin in the boot! From West Virginia is my buddy Chaos, He's a cutie who lives over the pond, Amazing good friend And if i was a witch, I'd magic him here with my wand! The one that i miss, my friend Link, He's busy right n

This Tells Me Who My Friends Are ..........
I am thinking about entering a contest and was wondering how much help i would have. Please let me know if you would help thanks . I will return all love after i got done the contest .

This Is The Softer Hurting Side Of My Anger Right Now
u had the angery part....now heres the softer more hurting side of this.... I dont know what it is that i have done to make everyone treat me the way they do...its not fair...i treat everyone with love and respect....and i get shitted on....everytime it never fails....it will never stop...i know it wont cuz it was ment to stop...then it wouldve by now...im hurt by all of this...and no one understands...i cant talk to ne one...that is why i write...cuz with writing...i can express myself...without any interruptions...and i can do it peacefully and quietly...i just wish that someone would understand me...why i am the way i am...and stop treating me like shit...i have nothing but respect for everyone...i just want the same amount of respect...but its to hard to ask for...i shouldnt even have to ask...im hurting and im dying inside...and i need help....i dont need ppl yelling at me all the time...i respond much better...when im being talked to...not being yelled at...cuz yelling at me..

Ode To The Nice Guys
Ode to the Nice Guys This rant was written for the Wharton Undergraduate Journal This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl’s every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style. This is for the guys who escort thei

Your Love
There is but one thing I fear And that is the loss of your love For my love would go with you And my heart would crumble And fall to pieces on the floor Where it would be trampled upon Without care of my pain I would be but an empty shell And would surely draw my last breath But armed with your love I am whole And can face anything with you at my side Your love gives me the strength I need And breathing in the very essence of you I am able to fully feel alive. ~JMW~ 9-7-2007

New Song That I'm Working On.
Upload Music, Audio, Mp3, WMA,Video, ZIP, TXT, & PDF files for free only at: Now Playing: Porn Rock Money Shot (working name) It's only beats and bass so far, but I'm liking the direction. I already have the lyric and vocal, ideas w/ melody, and once I add some Heavy and wierd funky guitars, (and who knows what else), it'll be a total "LSD" trip, but NEW. I've been writing, but this is the first recordings that I've flirted with, for almost a year.

Make Love To Me !!!
This is my desire at the moment. That's what I want at this moment. " To be made love to ." I want you to slowly undress me in soft candlelight. All the while your eyes never leaving me. Your fingers sliding each piece of clothing to the floor, only to return to stroke my newly exposed flesh. I shiver at your touch, so soft, yet I can feel your strength , your desire radiates through my body. I stand before you naked now, you grab my face, and pull me closer looking deeper into my eyes. At this moment, my nakedness means nothing to you. YOU ARE IN A MUCH DEEPER PLACE, MY SOUL. You lay me down on the bed, I feel the cool sheets on my skin which just heightens my senses. You stroke and kiss my body head to toe. My breasts,I can feel your tongue circling each nipple,gently sucking at first, and then feeding from them like a starved infant. I moan as I pull you closer to me. Running my fingers through your hair. You lift your head and look into my eyes. AGAIN YOU LOOK TO MY SOUL. I fee

When Men At Like Pigs
okay so this guy that i have know for about a year now that i have liked and he knows this and so he im me and asks me if we want to hang out and i have a cold so im think about it and he just keeps on and then it comes *i have a date tonight with a cougar.... *how is u im me to hang out with but after u have a date where i know ur going to sleep with her and then come hang out with me and try to get in my pants. that is how some men are pigs

I Am Getting Paranoid..
I just wondered if other members have this happening to them. I get a message in my shoutbox.."Hi Rick..."..I reply, they reply, i ask how they are doing, hows the world treating you,etc. etc..nothing rude, no dirty comments, no perving, just being friendly...then.. nothing..no reply, no "sorry, got to go"...nothing...i am just sat there wondering. Does this happen a lot to others?, or am i getting paranoid, do people not like talking with me? Its happened so often lately, i am thinking of just not bothering answering my shout box anymore. If you want to talk, talk!..and if you have to go, then no problem, we all have a real life,but would it hurt to just say.."Sorry, i have to go" ?? If you dont want to talk to me, why bother starting the conversation in the first place? I just think that if your talking to someone, and then just go, no explanation, no "bye..got to run"...is just rude. Or maybe i am getting paranoid. Ok, i am off my soapbox now. Take care everyone. Rick

Spending Too Much Time On The Internet
So I'm walking over here to get on the internet, and my commander sees me and says "Ed, I heard you went and worked out, then spent the rest of the day on the internet." "Yes, I did," I replied. "Don't you think that's a little much?" he asked. "Well, what the hell else is there to do here? I worked out which is more than 70% of the Battery did." "I just don't think you should spend that much time on the internet," he said as he walked away. You know, I could see if I neglected my duties (I was checking in with my platoon sergeant all day and the XO) but there wasn't anything to do. Plus I went and lifted weights, so I got exercise in. Is there anything really bad with spending your free time on the internet? By doing this, I'm not needlessly spending money (I bought a wireless service from a local provider for a monthly rate) or causing problems. I'm a nerd, a geek even. I have a friken master of science degree in computer science. I need to get back with my sign

They Are Just Fubared
I think alerts are f'ed up. I uploaded a couple pics and people tell me they got no alerts. Last week I watched as 7 people gave one pic 10's and it says only 3 rated it. Anyway, if there are any friends who's stuff I've missed seeing, I am sorry! I try to rate and look at everything people post and enjoy most of it but it's hard to do that without alerts.

How Do You Know?
How do you know that you love someone? Is it that tight feeling you get in your stomach? Is that need to be with them as much as you can? 10/02/07 To love him with all your heart and know you may never have him? Yet you keep hoping and dreaming of the day you become one.

Observations About New England
Or at least the Boston area. I've noticed that there are just a certain number of names that everyone uses for their children here. For Boys, there's: Steve, John, Paul, Michael, David, and Robert Unless you are Greek, then its : George & Nick For Girls, there's: Mary, Jennifer, Stephanie and Laura If you are Greek or Italian, then there's Marie With those names you pretty much cover at least 80% those that live here. If you have a name other than those, most likely you moved here from somewhere else.

Nsfw
Ok I have a question for my friends here. I see the "allure" to have my wonderfully hot female friends posting NSFW pics of them on here, but honestly ladies. Does it really interest you to see some guys cock in a private album?? Please let me know, so i can figure it out.

Let Me Live Again
Darkness grows around me As I walk this lonely road Beating hearts Sweaty palms Where am I headed for Gone is the sunshine The laughter And the smiles The miles I have to wander The road to travel is long Destination unknown Arriving when I can Greet me when I get there Greet me with a smile Break these chains around me Come take away the Pain Let me see the sunshine Let me live again

~everybodys Fool~
I feel ashamed of my inner desires but the pleasures it brings not just to me makes the shame bearable if only for a fleeting moment The ecstacy of the act is almost not real and this is why i can begin to feel the pain is the friend that stays The lies that one hears to cover the act echo like the I love you from the mouth of family which is true i will never know for I love you

One Night Stands....
I meant nothing to you. You played around, tickled and teased me. Gave me soft kisses here and there. Held my hand when we walked and pulled me close to you. I aroused you so easily. You whispered those sweet lies in my ear. Told me you liked me and that you love looking into my eyes. Such beautiful eyes I have you said. Three weeks later what ever did happen to what's his name? I meant nothing to you. Four men later, hell I meant nothing to them either. Where is that guy who said he liked me? I was just a f**k to him. An easy lay he knew he'd get. So easy from the stupid girl that I am. I did mean nothing to you, and you and even you. But that one that I mean the world to gets hurt in the process. All he ever wanted was for me to be in his arms every night. To lay with him in bed, and live forever with. Why haven't I done that yet you ask? Because I'm scared that when I give in, I will mean nothing to him...

Just Want Her To Smile
i am going to buy her a trailer and weeds for her garden..can u all help me and send a gift and some love to her page and go ahead blame me lmao here is the link to her page xoxo ty and let me know what u sent her..loves of love to all ~FunkyMunky~aka Fuzzybutts@ fubar

Am The Only One Who Thinks Hearts Aren't Toys ?
Am the only one who thinks hearts aren't toys I come to notice that a lot think that hearts are toys you play with them then break them. You say that you love them. And that there only one you love. How can you say you want that one you love so bad then when they need you the most. You just walk away. Leaving them sad and alone and hurting inside. So tell me am i the only one who thinks heart a'rent toys?

Sunday, Bloody Sunday
When I was a kid it started. I hated Sunday evenings because it meant early bed and school the next day. Then when I was in college Sunday afternoon became catch up day on my homework. When my kids were young and I was divorced I had to have them back to their "mother" Sunday evenings. In recent years I dreaded the pressures of my job and could feel it as early as Sunday afternoon - the end of the weekend. I shouldn't feel like that now because I don't have a 9-5 job so it's just another day. Still, Sundays are still a crescendo of depression. I just feel an impending sense of doom with the end of the weekend and the upcoming week. Is it like this for everyone? I hope there's some people out there that actually enjoy Sundays, even if they have to work some.

Attitude?????????????
THE LONGER I LIVE, THE MORE I REALIZE THE IMPACT OF ATTITUDE ON LIFE. ATTITUDE TO ME IS MORE IMPORTANT ,than the Past-than Education-than Money-than Failure-than wat other ppl Think or Say or Do. It is more impotant than Appearance,Giftedness or Skill. It will make or brake a company...a church...a home. the Remarkable thing is WE have a CHOICe evEry day regarding the ATTITUDE we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our Past...We cannot change the Fact that Ppl will Act in a certain way.We cannot change the Inevitable. the only thing We can Do is Play on the one string we have,and that is OUR ATTITUDE. I Am Convinced That Life Is 10 Percent of wat Happens from 90 Percent of How WE react to it .

Thais And Food
On the list of Thai priorities, eating ranks right about at the top. We Thais love to eat. My BF won't even talk to me, hell he won't even look at me if I'm hungry, because I'm a real bitch. I know it's wrong but I can't help myself. And it’s not only me, it’s all Thai women. Thai guys have more control. I don't think you can go a hundred yards in Bangkok without seeing some sort of restaurant or food stall or something to eat. And if you don't want to leave the house, just wait a few minutes and some kind of foodmobile will pass your house. I don't know how we stay so thin because we eat and eat a lot. NOBODY starves in Thailand. And the food is good. We've had about 3000 years and we've mastered the science of cooking. You can have sweet, hot, sour and salty, four tastes in one spoonful, which might sound offensive but is quit the opposite. Even though everyone can cook at least a little, in Bangkok people usually eat out everyday. With so much food around, it's cheaper to eat out t

For All Those Who Don't Like Those Who Aren't Tall---
I'M 5 FRICKIN 4"!!!!!yeah a subscript on a photo prompted me that its time to write this blog.--it said 'how tall are you' i'm sure many of those who accepted my friendship here wouldn't have if they knew i was 5 frickin 4--that's 64"--1 metre and like 27 or so inches--many ppl must think i'm inferior because of this--as metallica said in 1991 "sad-but true" so all my life i worked to prove against this. i'm 5 frickin 4---love all yas who don't care

Instruction Manuel
Found this somewhere and it's so true! 95% of females can't cum from sex UNLESS, they're on top..and they're on top why? so they can stimulate their clit..by doin' their lil snake charm grindin' grab on our pelvic bones..which..really does nothin' for us..so the key is..eat pussy first..make her cum a few times...numb her up..then hammer away or soft and slow with alot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up in the end, however u like...... now once ur in between her legs..don't just dive in there like a bum at a thanksgiving charity dinner...take your fuckin'time I know pussy is nearly irresistable...but don't act like it is.. lick her inner thighs, kiss them..kiss around her pussy lips..kiss the lips etc. etc..finally once u've got your tongue on her clit..this is what u do..(u can use ur hands to spread her lips here if u want..that's all preference...it's easier to make em cum w/their lips spread..so u have easier access to their clit) now...roll the tip and

Sleep, My Darling
Sleep, my darling, please with my voice inside your head, singing softly soothing songs like a breeze, gentle through your hair and dream of us together, always. You have carried me to this moment, let me ease you into bed, to lay beside you, watching over, as you slip away to sleep, my lover, peacefully - knowing I am here and I am constant. In the morning, I will kiss you once again again again, but for now, my darling, please, my darling, sleep. © All rights reserved

Guess Who?? Omg!! She Is Back!!!!
SHE'SSS BACKKKKK!!!!!!!! The Beautiful ~Clandestine~ ~Clandestine~@ fubar she just couldnt stay away.. she missed me too much,lol go love her up let her know we missed her sexy a**!!! {{{ repost the hell outta this,, spred the word,, things are bout to get fubared redneck style}}} thanks ~nnc~

Still Loving You
Time, it needs time To win back your love again I will be there, I will be there Love, only love Can bring back your love someday I will be there, I will be there Fight, babe, I’ll fight To win back your love again I will be there, I will be there Love, only love Can break down the wall someday I will be there, I will be there If we’d go again All the way from the start I would try to change The things that killed our love Your pride has built a wall, so strong That I cant get through Is there really no chance To start once again I’m loving you Try, baby try To trust in my love again I will be there, I will be there Love, our love(wrong words, help me) Just shouldnt be thrown away(wrong words, help me) I will be there, I will be there If we’d go again All the way from the start I would try to change The things that killed our love Yes, I’ve hurt your pride, and I know What you’ve been through You should give me a chance This can’t be the end I

Poem
I open up to a broken heart My, how fast it fell apart. many pieces I must find can not leave any pieces behind. Walls going up one at a time to stop pain of loves crime. Foolish me to think I can trust Only to be left in the dust.

Update
Some of you might be curious to know. Saturday morning my cousin Ryan was killed in Baghdad. He had called home the weekend before and said something was not right that he knew that it was just to much. First two of his sergeants were killed. He died in gun fire combat. I prayed that he was not scared but I know that he was. I have been crying for so long that my eyeball sockets hurt. I am asking that everyone please pray for the family for strength and for peace. May god now take your soul and rid you of the pain that is living on earth.

Sunshine Angels Club Members Update 9/9/07 Blog 2 (continued)
--STRONGS DEN--@ fubar **Chez** Proud member of Sunshine Angels**@ fubar wonderick1958~ sunshine angels frinds club@ fubar scott4169@ fubar 'EZE *Tsung Lao Clan*'@ fubar ♥ Canadian Chick ♥@ fubar ~ Forbidden ~ Perv Crew ~ Proud member of Sunshines angels friends club@ fubar ARIADNE LOVES ANGELS@ fubar NAUGHTY CHIC ~OWNER OF THE G-SPOT (GOD FATHER/MOTHER LEVELING CREW)~@ fubar zgirl PROUD MEMBER OF SUNSHINE ANGELS FRIENDS CLUB@ fubar CARING PERSON@ fubar blackat201

Thud!
That was me falling off the wagon. It's okay though. The fact that it's being drawn by a morbidly obese, asthmatic mule means it's moving pretty slowly, so it should be fairly easy to get back on it. But not tonight. I didn't know mules could draw. What talented beasts they are...

Stop And Look Around...before Going On
SLOW DANCE Have you ever watched kids on a merry go round? Or listen to the rain slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? You better slow down Don't dance so fast Time is short The music won't last. Do you run through each day on the fly? When you ask "How are you" Do you hear the reply? When the day is done, Do you lie in your bed? With the next hundred chores running through your head? You better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die? 'Cause you never had time to call and say "Hi"? You better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short The music won't last. When you run so fast to get somewhere, You miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry and hurry Through your day, It is

A Few Questions
okay first off, im in a lot of pain because my back is killing me on my upper right side and it hurts bad, like even when i breathe okay first off why do the guys who claim to not play games and want an honest woman, the biggest bullshit artists? i always liked the guys who were considered to finish last, the ones women only wanted as friends, but they have seemed to play me the most i would love it if someone gave me an answer, and to those guys who are full of shit, please remove that crap from your profile because you are a bigger liar than anyone thanks guys

The Next Fubar Godfather
come help & show some fubar luv for one of the next fubar godfathers. gifts & prises for the ones who add/fan . then either 500 pic rates & those who add 500 rates/comments will get u more. ur also gonna see luv added back to your page as well. send private messages to let me know. ty for all the luv $r Whi+e Knigh+~Confederate Bombers(mod)~Git R Done Rebels

Yeah...
So what is this...existence we call life? It will ultimately end in death. This is inevitable. Do we make the most of what we can? Do we love only to be hurt? Do we breath only to suffocate in the end? Or perhaps, we wall our hearts within ourselves when abused too much regardless of whether it was injured by others or by oneself. Is it this factor that makes life...life? Begin this world with one love only to leave it with a different kind? Something to break your heart, then turn around and heal it. Or perhaps to leave it broken in shards that can never be repaired. Life...so much pain, but it still seems worth having.

A Dedication
*the weak, hybrid wolf pup crawls in to your feet. she looks up into your eyes with all of her strength and whispers* Wolf moon, come cast your spell on me, and save me *her consciousness fails and she lies helpless before you*

I'm Sorry!! :(
A Friend of mine posted this as bulletin....at another site...gawd and it is soooo sad...because sometimes it is true...Society and "SOME" men have a certain idea of what a woman should look like or what types of things "we" should be doing...Therefore us Plain women are more often than naught overlooked .... ahhh well, what a pity...(now I do not know if the song will come out but it is a good one...made me sad...:( ...) I'm sorry..I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..if I'm not tan enough for you.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like meI'm sorry..if my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry..if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.If you're a gir

Review - "black Sheep"
*a bad cinema blog of bad movies you won't like* Get ready for the Violence of the Lambs! IMDB, Homepage, Trailer Torrent: NewTorrents This is a dumbass film, done up all serious, and rightly so. It's B-aaaad, for a B-movie, but has it's moments. Actually very beautifully filmed, the New Zealand scenery is gorgeous, and big, fuck-off panoramic shots are plentiful. Could be why it's absurd, as all the lush countryside takes a backseat to the mutton mayhem that unfolds. Shear Terror. Want details, fuck off, i hate spoilers, so either follow the links for more plot (yeah, RIGHT) details, or rent/pillage/pay to go see it. Now get the flock out of here!

Dark
I miss it I haven’t felt it in so long It pains me. I haven’t felt it in so long, Yet I remember exactly what it was like And that’s why it hurts. Because I do remember what it was like To be happy….. I do remember how to smile And how to laugh! I do think back to yesteryears, And the memories they hold. I remember these things. I remember every hug, Every warm tug at the heart That sent happy tears down my cheeks! But that’s not enough. Memories don’t drag me out of this Dark depression that consumes me. The pictures of smiles And laughs, The things And people That tug at my heart Can’t help me anymore As everyday I stay As I’ve been my entire life. Private. Independent Self-contained Introverted Self-sufficient Alone….

2,450 To Level
will all my friends go and rate and add my hubby and help him level..please leave a comment letting me know if you will help my hubby out..he only needs 2,450 to level......here is the link ...thank you in advance!......HOTSTUD262006 founder and Recruiter of The Godfather Family.(Real husband to Angel1111)@ fubar

All Along The Road Of Life
This road is dark there's no looking back. The will and strength I seem to lack. Afraid of the turns coming up in the road. Unaware of the future and what it beholds. Judging from the past I have everything to fear. Life hasn't been kind Taking everything I hold dear. Still I go on down this long winding road. Feeling nothing but numbness from a world bitter and cold. A fork in the road I must decide. Which path I will take by the rules I must abide. So I look to the left then to the right. One looks like day the other like night. this looks like a maze I feel so lost. Trying to find light at any cost. Little did I know Fate already had a plan Little subtle hints helping all that it can. I watched for the signs and followed them through I didn't know they were guiding me to you. So I kept on walking finding my way through getting lost a time or two. An opening lies just up ahead afraid of what there could be. Hiding there waiting to take som

In Memory Of Those Lost On 9-11
On September 11th 2001 the lives of our people were no longer fun. For many that morning were no longer alive and many more others would no longer survive. Many in airplanes and in buildings around were praying for life while they heard dreaful sound. Planes had crashed into our famous Twin Towers and the cries and the screams seemd to go on for hours. Some people were trapped in the towers up high and others were stuck inside planes in the sky. The towers were burning and were goin to fall and many wouldn't make it out of the buildings at all. The firemen and police did all they could but the damage was done and over for good. When everyone thought the crashes were done another plane crashed into tower # 1. The victims were jumping one after another hugging and saying goodbye to each other. People on cell phones called home one last time to say bye to the loved ones they were leaving behind. As their lives are now over forever and more We remeber those people who

17 Signs You Like Someone
SEVENTEEN: You look at their profile constantly. SIXTEEN: When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago. FIFTEEN: You read their Texts and IMs Over and over again. FOURTEEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. THIRTEEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. ELEVEN: When you think about them, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time. TEN: You smile when you hear their voice. NINE: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. EIGHT: You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them. S EVEN: He/She is all you think about. SIX: You get high just from their scent. FIVE: You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them. THREE: While reading this, t

Holocaust
Holocaust by Barbara Sonek We played, we laughed we were loved. We were ripped from the arms of our parents and thrown into the fire. We were nothing more than children. We had a future. We were going to be lawyers, rabbis, wives, teachers, mothers. We had dreams, then we had no hope. We were taken away in the dead of night like cattle in cars, no air to breathe smothering, crying, starving, dying. Separated from the world to be no more. From the ashes, hear our plea. This atrocity to mankind can not happen again. Remember us, for we were the children whose dreams and lives were stolen away. http://www.iearn.org/hgp/aeti/1995-children-holocaust.html

I Am Home Now
I JUST GOT HOME WITH MY DAUGHTER I JUST GOT HER OUT OF JAIL AND SHE DIDNT DO NOTHING AND,I DO HAVE TO GO TO COURT OVER THE SHOOTING AROUND HERE ON SEPT.19TH THE BOYS THAT WAS WITH MY DAUGHTER DID ALL KIND OF DAMAGE AROUND HERE THEY EVEN SHOT MY SON BUT HE OK....THE BOYS ARE THERE WITH NO BONDS AND ASSAULT FOR WHAT THEY DID TO MY KIDS..... THANK YOU FOR STOPING BY I WAS JUST WANTING YOU TO KNOW THAT WHY I HAVENT BEEN ON HERE...........

Stupid Bullshit
ok i have a fuckin question for you people. why is it that you can not stop saying or doing stupid bullshit?!?!?!?!?! why is it that once you tell everyone that you are done with this shit and don't want nor need the damn drama, it gets started right back up again. isn't life hard enough on us without adding stupidity over bullshit to it??????? isn't this just children's games that you are playing by doing that?????? now i ask you this, are we children or grown adults?!?!?!?!? cuz i know im a damn adult not a child. i do not tolerate the stupidity of these little games that you people like to play nor will i tolerate the stupid rude remarks from anyone. if you want to play your damn games and start a bunch of stupid bullshit over fucking nothing or a simple word or anything you can turn right around and walk on out of here. i do not need this nor does anyone else i know. thank you for your time in reading this and have a nice night/day whatever it may be for you.

9-11-01
ref="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"> On Tuesday, September 11, 2007 everyone in the USA who will be driving a motor vehicle is asked to drive with their headlights on during daylight hours. Though no explanation is needed as to why we are commemorating September 11, we hope more importantly to pay respect to the victims of that day, show our nation's solidarity and show support for our men and women of the Armed Forces. You can help by sending this bulletin on to others! WE SHOULD ALL REMEMBER ALL OF THOSE WHO LOST THEIR LIVES AND THOSE WHO'S LIVES WERE LOST SAVING OTHERS.

Mypast
My past written by my sister, i dont think i could have done any better! well, when i was in the 10th grade my father commited suicide. For a long time I thought it was my fault. He had told me right before he did it that he loved me and if I did not move in with him so we could be a family again that I would never see him again. Now this is the father that had abused drugs and been an alcoholic since I can remember. But if I did not do what he wanted this time then he was going to kill himself. Me being the rebelling teenager that I was told him that I wanted to stay at my Uncle's house because there I actually felt loved. So he then told me he loved me and always would. When we hung up the phone I felt it inside me that tonight was the night. I was so worried that he was going to go through with his threat I actually slept by the phone in the living room. Sure enough the phone rang probably about 3 or so in the morning. When I answered it was the Port Charlotte hospital. It was

Vip!
I am really gutted this morning as tried to buy VIP but only accepts credit card and as I dont own one I guess it's tough monkey nuts! But what has really annoyed me is I just done a repost of a sticky bulletin and it gave the option of using paypal if it didnt go through, so why cant I use paypal to buy VIP? It's not fair sob sob, can you tell i'm feeling very sorry for myself!

Reputations
A guy in our office bought two packets of biscuits in for the office to share, and another gur who's kinda new and who I don't know that well said "Ah, two packets, one for James, and one for everyone else." I felt that was a bit hurtful.

Good Morning, Everyone!
A rousing good morning to one and all! It's sunshiny but cool here in Western Wisconsin! Highs in the 60s again, yay! It truly feels like Fall, my favorite time of the year. Must say we are all being made to work our issues! Dakota, my 13 year old grandson who lives with me, got a phone call last night that one of his friends from school died yesterday afternoon! He was in school last Friday, although not well - Kota says he couldn't move his arm! Apparently he had contracted encephalitis and had gone into a coma over the weekend. This is the first time Kota has experienced the death of a friend. He is taking it hard! Young people always feel rather immortal - they CAN'T die - they're invulnerable! They couldn't be more wrong, but they don't understand that until they've experienced more of life. It's painful to watch them come to that realization! No news is good news as far as Jenn goes! I will call her later this morning and see how things are faring with her. Updates will com

Nothing Better To Do With Time I Guess
Here it is 9/11. A day to remember the victims of terrorist attacks. Most people are reposting bulletins, some are in lounges talking about this day 6 years ago and what they were doing when they heard the news, some are loading up or ripping 9/11 tribute pics.... What I want to know is WTF is wrong with the few that have nothing better to do with thier time than to randomly go to profiles...go through folders (not default) and mark pics nsfw. Its sad and I pity the lonely person who can't find anything better to do with their time. Atleast wait until tommorow to do that!!! I'm not questioning the pic is nsfw. Its a pic of my tat on my stomach, but it does irritate one cuz there is better things to do on a day like this. Oh well. Enough from me..lmao I'm gona go back to hiding for awhile. I forgot what some people can be like on this site. That's one of the reasons I left here to begin with. A small number of people that waste thier time trying to piss people off.

25 Things My Mother Taught Me
Here are 25 things my mother used to say to me......funny thing is, that I find myself still repeating at least half of these to my own children! Don't lie, you know if you're a parent, at some point in time you've mumbled one of these out of your mouth or it was said out of your mother's mouth........lol. 1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE . "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL . "If you don't straighten up, I' m going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. " Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taug

10 Ways To Handle Stress
10 Ways To Manage Stress Removing Stress From Your Life 1. We seldom concretely identify those situation and people we find stressful. To understand what brings on stress in your life, try to maintain a heightened awareness of your physical and mental feelings for a week. When you feel your heart racing, your muscles tightening, or your stomach contracting, ask yourself why. Keep a list of those things that trigger stressful feelings. 2. Make relaxation part of your daily routine. Deep breathing and simple stretches can be performed both at home and in the office. Taking a few minutes to sooth your soul by savoring a cup of tea or grounding yourself can center you, giving you the ability to deal with stress more effectively. 3. It can be difficult to let go of worries or thoughts that provoke anxiety. One technique involves dissipating stressful thoughts before they get out of control. Concentrate on the thought and firmly say "Stop" to prevent the though

The Beauty Of A Woman
The beauty of a woman. Is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman. Must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides. The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole, but true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives, the passion that she shows, and the beauty of a woman with passing years only grows..!! For my ~*SeXxI iTaLiA maMi~*

Back To The Cardiologist.....update
Well I had the appointment today...well I have to wear the monitor for 30 days, October 11th will be the last day. I tried my damndest not to have to wear it, but they said they need to monitor my heart crucialily...They did an EKG today...not so good, I have an arrhythmia, its beating at times too fast in the lower area of my heart its called Ventricular Tachycardia... so they are making me wear the monitor, to get the information on how fast its beating or how many beats per minute it beats, so they can more tell how to treat it. Its a lethal disruption of a normal heartbeat, it basically keeps the heart from pumping blood normally throughout the body. It can be caused by low potassium, which is what they seem to think the problem might be so they are thinking that they can maybe treat it by upping my potassium...they may not even have to treat it, or they may put me on medicines used to treat it...the last and only way they would be able to treat it is to do surgery and put in a pac

Comment Bombing :)
Hey a contest I am in just started tonight, if anyone wants to help comment bomb I will list the link below. Also if you rate the picture it counts as 3 comments I believe. Thanks!!! Kassidy xoxo Direct Link:

Where I Was On Sept. 11, 2001
I had just got up and fixed my one month old baby mark a bottle and sat down the the rocking chair to feed him when the second plane struck. I hadnt paid much attention to the tv till that point. You know with a baby and toddler who had the time. But i sat down and started feeding mark and saw it. Tears came to my eyes and wouldnt stop. I went in and woke my then husband john and said the US is under attack. he turned on the tv in the bedroom and at that time the next plane had struck the pentagon. we both sat the completely dumb founded. Who would have the balls to attack the US we thought and why? Nothing could have scared us more. we were waiting at anytime for GE to go up. You know with that list and GE here in Mt Vernon being in the top 10 off places in danger of being hit. We lived between New harmony and Mt Vernon at the time and I went to new Harmony to get my mom. We all just clung to each other all day watching the events. The tears never stopped. All of my friend and I calle

A Play Featuring Bob And Lucy
I crack up every time I read this. It's a convo I had with some guy... I have no idea who he is *wink* Hugh Rodham: ello? Hugh Rodham: any bunnies home? Bunninator: lol, yes sorry charlie Bunninator: or what is your name again? Hugh Rodham: you can call me clarlie chuck or charles Hugh Rodham: err charlie not clarlie Hugh Rodham: or bob or john Bunninator: me likey bob Hugh Rodham: and i shall call you lucy Bunninator: for non specific reasons Hugh Rodham: lucy for non specific reasons? Bunninator: non specific reasons for 1000 please, bob Hugh Rodham: sure thing lucy. why did the chicken cross the road? Bunninator: what is, he didn't want to be chicken anymore? Hugh Rodham: could you be a little less specific please? Bunninator: what is, he didn't want to be less anymore? Hugh Rodham: knock out a few more vowels Bunninator: wht s, h ddn't wnt t b lss nymre? Bunninator: fook... I'm scrapin here Bunninator: I just want to WIN!!! Hugh

A Long Dark Night
A Long Dark Night by: Ann Lori Cooper I stand in absent memorie, looking down the hallway, of those years. Behind each door, another painfull tear. Your smell your eyes your words, Echo still, in every squirming room. My son, your other victim, gone far to soon. Today we stood there, you and I, Walked down the faded carpet trail, Meloncholic dialouge of all that made us fail. You clamied your demon soured by drink ripped violently my soul No forgivness or remorse can change that heavy toll Threadbear floors dust laden drapes Filtered out all ray's of sun In the cool dark timlesness, decay has long begun Fingers trembling, fluttered heart This door should now shut tight But I can't say good bye my son.! It is still a long dark night. Copyright ©2007 Ann Lori Cooper {Ann lori Cooper is my pen name}

Smile Contest Results
The winner of the Smile Contest I held was Whateverrr....so watch for her blast coming in the next few days.... Thank you everyone who participated and I want you to know I think you all have great smiles!!

Friends
Wanted all to know, some I know get upset cause they don't get to talk to me as much as they like, 1st off, I do have a job, and that job right now requires me to work 12 hrs a day, 10:30 am to 10:30 pm, i get home at 11:15 pm, shower, til 11:30, i may stay up 30 to 45 mins, then get up at 6:30 am to get my kids ready for school, being i am a single father, get home from taking them to school to get ready and lerave for work at 9:15, so with that my weekdays have been taken up, weekends, are mostly for my kids since they don't see me much during the week, and yes i do have a life, went on a date saturday night, so the kids got sunday, so the people on my friends list that had no clue about why i am not on much at the moment that are thinking i just aint a good friend, i am sorry, but real life, is what it is, so quit getting upset and sending me messages like i hate you, or don't answer calls, lordy, Have a great night all Don

No Matter How Many Times I See This, I Still Cry...
From: !!!NIC-NAC Est. in 1988!!!Date: Sep 11, 2007 12:30 PMGrab a tissue. If you have a heart, you will shed some tears when you listen to the little girl talk. Turn up the volume!!! Turn On Your Volume.They'd go to the beach, hold hands, collect shells, and make sand castles. Even though they were young, this was the start of something new.One day after Mandy's 6th birthday, Billy came up to her and asked "Will you be my girlfriend?" and she said yes. They sat there by the pond and they promised forever.They hugged, they kissed, and their parents knew they were perfect.Every day as they grew older, their love kept growing stronger.They became teenagers, and they loved each other more than ever.They spent their summers together,they had sleepovers, they were the best of friends, and more than anything, they were lovers.They loved everywhere,even if they were miles apart.It was perfect. Years passed and passed and finally, they got married.One day, after Billy got home from

A Poem By A Very Close Friend
This has a lot of meaning in my life...brings back a lot of memories some good and some sad. My Shattered Life I sit here in your hoodie and my favorite pajamas wondering what went wrong, how'd it end so fast where'd all the late nights and the laughter go why am i sitting here on this cold september night all alone and the more i think about it the more i want to cry because somehow I wasn't ready to say goodbye so i'm holding tightly to the pieces of my shattered life wishing the pieces would fit back together, but they don't and wondering if someday they will, but they won't If I could take back anything, if i could fix my biggest regret I'd fix this mess, I'd rebuild these broken friendships I'd give anything to laugh, anything to smile like that again because when i needed to run away that's where i went and the more i think about it the more i want to cry because somehow i wasn't ready to say goodbye so i'm holding tightly to the pieces of my shattered li

Life
This is more of a question than just writing. I know I am very open and would answer anyones questions. I consider myself a pretty honest person. But, does life ever get easier? As much as I get frustrated about it. Do I really want to date or am I getting frustrated over nothing? Is it better to have close friends people you can hang out with(like I have the chance). Or, better to have a special person in your life?

Unbreakable Love
Unbreakable love When the night is darkest And everyone is sleeping I lay awake Thinking of how I love you so Wondering what it is about you That makes me want, love, and need you so Then I silently laugh at myself Knowing this list could go on forever Its how I have no worries When you're with me How when you smile My heart skips a beat Its how when I'm with you Nothing else matters It's how I can say "I love you" without hesitation It's the way you make me feel So safe and at home It's how I'm incomplete Without you It's the way you look at me With a gaze so kind and sincere It's the way you embrace me With arms so gentle and strong It's the way your kiss Is so meaningful, so passionate It's the way my world Revolves around you Its how when you laugh You sound so sweet Its how when you talk Time stands still Its how when I'm down The thought of you cheers me up Its how when you're down I try to make you laugh It's the way you took my heart Whic

What Is This????????????
now..i am trying hard to not be sarcastic...but when this came through the shoutbox i almost spit out my coffee... guys I know you might say go for it:p but truly I am not into this..so should I answer her or just let it remain a unreturned shout??

Jus Sumthin I Wrote
WHERE DID THINGS GO WRONG WHERE DID I LOOSE YOU WHY AM I SO HURT WHY ARE THINGS SO FUCKED UP I HATE THE WAY THAT I FEEL I HATE THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT I WANT YOU TO HAPPY I WANT ME TO BE HAPPY I WANT YOU PERIOD I CANT MAKE YOU WANT ME I CANT MAKE YOU LOVE ME I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I FEEL SO LOST INSIDE I FEEL LIKE I LOST MY BEST FRIEND YOU NEED TO BE LOVED YOU NEED TO FEEL WANTED YOU NEED TO FACE REALITY YOU NEED TO COME TO TERMS YOU NEED TO THINK THINGS OVER YOU NEED TO FEEL THE LOVE YOU NEED TO WANT SOMETHING YOU NEED TO CARE ABOUT SOMETHING SO WHY CANT THAT BE ME SO WHY CANT THAT BE YOU WHY CANT THERE JUST BE AN US? THIS IS MY SWEAR TO YOU THAT I WILL NEVER HURT YOU I WISH THAT YOU COULD TRUST ME WHEN I TELL YOU THAT I LOVE YOU WHEN I TELL YOU THAT I NEED YOU I WANT EVERYTHING TO BE BETTER I WANT EVERYTHING TO BE RIGHT I WANT US TO BE TOGETHER THIS IS MY WORDS TO YOU THIS IS MY LOVE FOR YOU THIS IS

Oh Noes!
I lost Ruby. You help me find her? :D Today is boring and Ruby isn't around she's at some convention thing which sucks for the rest of the population in this world, since she's the one that keeps me calm enough not to kill people. *BLAH!*

Not Feeling Well
After two long years and a recent months stay in the hospital I have finally been diagnosed with the disease that is slowly killing me. The disease is called Amyloidosis here is a short description of the disease. Amyloidosis is a rare and potentially fatal disease that occurs when substances called amyloid proteins build up in your organs. Amyloid is an abnormal protein usually produced by cells in your bone marrow that can be deposited in any tissue or organ. Amyloidosis can affect different organs in different people, and there are many types of amyloid. Amyloidosis frequently affects the heart, kidneys, liver, spleen, nervous system and gastrointestinal tract. The exact cause of amyloidosis is unknown, and there's no cure for amyloidosis. However, therapies are available to help you manage your symptoms and limit the production of amyloid protein. I am currently undergoing a steroid treatment until I am strong enough to start stem cell treatment

Deliver Me
Sarah Brightman - Deliver Me "Deliver Me" Deliver me, out of my sadness Deliver me, from all of the madness Deliver me, courage to guide me Deliver me, strength from inside me All of my life I've been in hiding Wishing there was someone just like you Now that you're here, now that I've found you I know that you're the one to pull me through Deliver me, loving and caring Deliver me, giving and sharing Deliver me, the cross that I'm bearing All of my life I was in hiding Wishing there was someone just like you Now that you're here, now that I've found you I know that you're the one to pull me through Deliver me Deliver me Oh deliver me All of my life I was in hiding Wishing there was someone just like you Now that you're here, now that I've found you I know that you're the one to pull me through Deliver me Oh deliver me Won't you deliver me

No One Like You
Sarah Brightman No One Like You From the Film POWDER "No One Like You" And reach out will it not be soft and kind At rest from life from patience and from pain At rest from bliss we know not when we find How can I have enough of life and love In your eyes are my secrets that I've never shown you In my heart I feel I've always known you In your arms there's a comfort that I never knew You're what I've been waiting for there's no one like you Sure as the sunrise pure as a prayer You fashioned hope right out of thin air Every dream I abandoned seems it could come true I believe in miracles there's no one like you Innocent as a newborn in a world so frightening It's as if my world's been struck by lightning Every dream I abandoned, seems it could come true I believe in miracles, there's no one like you

Too Much Damn Fun
Hey guys this is a repost of an idea i had a couple days ago, but then Ghost was REALLY generous and bought me one... but here goes: I LOVED my happy hours, and I'd really like to do it again, but as most of you know, i've been out of work aside from a paysite i work at off and on, for about 3 years now, if not longer... so i really can't afford it on my own. Here's where you all come in: I'm taking donations to my paypal account - if you want to make one, send me a mail and i'll give you the email address to use... even if it's just a dollar or two - Every single dollar would help. So if you think i'm worth at least a dollar, based on what you know of me, please help me out ;) Love you guys :) Sin

Tear
Wants to run and hide, cant find himself knows what he did to fuck up maybe the best thing that ever happened to him someone took the time to ask, to send to put their heart right next to his always told him the things he wanted to hear the mistakes a he made the tears he has and will have all he wants is to feel the same way he did jut a few days ago with the butterflies in his stomach but for now his stomach will feel like its been kicked 9 times.... misses the most important person in his life next to his son Tearssss............

Broke My Thumb
well i was in the field training with the M777A2 cannon. the piece i work on cuz im a 13B witch is a cannon crewmember. well i was loading a 100 pound round onto the loading tray and when i set the round down i didnt move my hand out of the way in time so the round landed on my thumb. its broke and the shitty thing is that it is my right thumb. i do everything with my right hand. write, type, jack off, get dressed, eat, pick my nose, smoke, talk on the phone, shave, ect. im broke and it sucks. guess how long it took me to type this out with one hand....10 minutes! lmao

Miss You Always
It seem I always miss you When you're not here with me I love you oh so very much And that is plain to see We should be together We love each other so If I knew how to get to you I would surely go I would just do anything And share in all your charns On what I'd give If I could be Right there in your arms I know that it will take a while For God to see this through And I would just give anything If I could be with you You know how much I love you And want to see that day When we can hold each other In such a loving way I will hold ever tight to you And never let you go But until that day You're on your way I'll still be missing you so "I miss you always"

Knowing The Truth
From the moment that we are born, society places it's mark on us. It said to me that it would take care of me, that it would provide for all of my needs and give me happiness, if I only OBEY. It said, “consume, produce, follow the mainstream” and you will be happy. Society told me that I could “find” happiness in the forms of money, heaven, marriage, material objects, beauty, prestige and/or security; That happiness is something “that can be reached externally” and earned only by long-term investment. And THAT was the biggest lie that I have ever been told. And you know how I now know that it is a lie? Because all lies must be vigorously defended. They must have concrete walls of support to prop them up because they have nothing else under them. And society is always trying to convince us of this one. Television, radios, billboards, magazines, newspapers, politicians, teachers, parents, priests, music lyrics, novels, movies, fashion models, celebrities, advertisements on every wall,

Men Will Now Be Subject To
a short two question quiz when they add me. First question: Did you read the profile? Second: Did you watch the video in the stash (which, by the way, the profile directs people to do). If I don't get either a shout or a mail saying yes to both within ten minutes, add requests will be denied. Sorry for the inconvenience, but I'm sick of being inconvenienced myself. Thanks Sin

Thank You All Again
I want to thank everyone who helped me make my Happy Hour a huge success. Also i have added a load of new pics in most folders but for some reason no one is getting alerts so feel free to drop by and have a look and rate :) Luv all my friends and fans, my Family is awesome. WiKid - i know you'll read this, you're great :p Daz - i love you sweetie Ok now go do your thing :p Shell xxxxx

To My Family,friends & Others ...
Please do not Add me as a friend if your going to ask me " Can I see your dirty pics ?" Its a nakie boob picture I'm sure everyone has seen boobs before lol.... My family only gets to see those pics ! why you may ask ? Those are the people I feel that I have a close connection to!!!They have taken the time to get to know me and rate/comment/fan ME... They talk to me everyday or just about ! So Please stop asking ! If you wanna be friends then thats cool, If I feel like adding you to my family I will.. I am here for friends not to look at nakie pics I can look at porn for that !! ps. Much luv to my true friends and family ~*Hugs & Kisses*~

Post 9-11
I remember this day well, and all its somberness for those that perished. And in the days/weeks after that, I saw a unity amongst strangers that I had never seen before. Everywhere I went, this sudden awareness and compassion for the fellow man, this bond between everyone, in the wake of what had been done to "us" as a whole. Traffic problems subsided with cars yielding to others and not raging on each others bumper. People in the grocery line would say "go ahead sir, you have only 3 items and I have a cartful". People waved, spoke and acknowledged each other on the street despite being total strangers in this large metropolis. Inner city youths even took a reprieve from shooting one another daily. I saw many random acts of kindness, and suddenly all the differences and the walls between us within our borders seemed to come down. And I remember wondering "how long will this last? How long before this unity wears off, and we all settle back into our self servedness and complacency?"

Time Comes & Time Goes
Time comes and time goes, days pass and fade away, true love should be hear to stay, but 90% of the time it fades away too, always leaving you feeling so blue, a love lost is a love never to regain, it fell apart because of the stain, when two path finally cross one another, it should make you sutter, for thats a gift like no other, take the chance to see where they lead, romance might be the seed, the worst that could happen to you, is both paths will part one another too, dont feel blue for that time was true, for a brief moment they belonged to you, your heart may weep and you may cry, its never worth wanting to die, so many friends are out here to stay, carring for everyone in my special way, love may be a gift made from above, or its the pain when you are pushed and shoved, true friendship is unconditional but true, they will leave the littlest of clues, truely they are the ones here for you, dont block the goodness you have inside, please dont ever let i

Girls Vs. Grown Women
Girls vs. Grown Women Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you want to come home. Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special-and goes to kick it with her own friends. Girls think a guy crying is w

Not For Nothing
Her heart still flutters, beating a weak feeling. She puts up the steel walls, guarding it with everything. Finding nothing but hurt, pain at every turn. Love is her life. It's what she craves,desires, needs. Knowing everytime she lets someone in, It breaks more and more, crushed by emotions. Feelings of betrayal, anger and desolation Are now the feelings her loving heart knows best. She still clings to the hope that love will be revived. That her pain, anguish and torments aren't for nothing. One day, love will be hers again. It will. It must. She sits on the edge of a mountain face, looking down. Her feet dangle off, wind threatening to yank them away. Closing her eyes, her hair flows about, stinging her cheeks As the tears are drawn slowly down, driven by the hurts. Drawing a sharp, painful breath, she feels His presence. The One who take her from this feeling of dread and loneliness. He walks up behind her, wrapping her in His arms around her. He lifts her gentl

The Story Of My Nickname
Bats, many of you know me by that, well this is it's story. I worked as a DJ at a local night club, well when I met the bartender he thought I said West instead of Wes, so he associated me with Adam West aka Batman, so I became DJ Batman. Well that's a common one so from Batman we shortened from Batman to Bats, so that's how my nickname came around.

Shameless Self Pimpin.. Whatever!
BEFORE YOU READ THE REST OF THIS BULLETIN CLICK PLAY ON THIS *POINTS DOWN* OK NOW THAT YOU GOT THAT GOING ON.. NO ONE REALLY KNOWS ME THAT WELL SAVE FOR ABOUT 10 PEOPLE ON THIS SITE.. SO .. LISTEN TO THIS SONG.. AND YOU MIGHT UNDERSTAND A BIT MORE... AND WHILE YOU LISTEN TO THIS, CLICK THIS LINK AND CHECK OUT MY PROFILE TO FIND OUT A BIT MORE.. HELL ASK ME ANYTHING IF YA WANNA KNOW MORE! Drunk1 {AussieGoddess StalkingVictim} {Co-OwnerOfTheTank}@ fubar CHEERS TO ALL OF YOU, AND TO PEOPLE I DONT KNOW YET .. CHEERS TO YOU TOO.. AND TO ANY OF YOU WHO DONT GIVE A SHTI, CHEERS TO YOU TO, (just remember MarQs a bitch) ... MUCH LOVE TO ALL THE REAL PEOPLE ON THIS SITE, AND YES THIS HAS BEEN A SHAMELESS PIMPOUT OF MYSELF, BUT HEY AT LEAST YOU GOT TO LISTEN TO A GOOD SONG!!!!!!! DRINK, DRANK, DRUNK FINE PRINT: there comes a time when you realize that Marq and Achilles, are never going to change.. thats why its so much fun to keep ragging on them!!!

Rip
My uncle John Edward Williams, the last survivor of my parent's generation in all of my family, just passed away. He was my mother's brother. The sibling to whom she was closest. He and his family lived in Seattle when I was growing up, and my grandmother lived in the "mother-in-law" apartment in the basement of their house. We spent nearly every holiday with my uncle's family when I was growing up. He and Aunt Millie moved to Sacramento quite a few years ago, after he retired from the post office. She passed away about twelve years ago. He served in the US Army for fifteen years, and was a veteran of WWII and the Korean War, I believe. Goodbye, Uncle Johnny.

Nsfw Opened Again
k so the deal is this....... i want to level up to godfather and if the only thing ppl rate n comment is the nsfw it will never happen and havin said that, next time the folder will just be deleted and i wont bother anymore with nsfw pics ty :)

Much Love For Ya !!!
You Know...I have been on here for almost a year now. I have met alot of wonderful people on here !! But,Lets be honest..Met alot of not so wonderful people also !! Some of my friends have been there for me since I have joined the site !! Some of the people I have met are nothing but FAKE !! To ya fakes...Maybe one day you will wake up and decide to be yourself !! You may come to find that more people will like you that way. Besides..Don't it suck to lie to yourself every day ? To the ones that are real and that have been there..I got MAD LOVE FOR YA !!!!! There are also those that seemed to have gotten pissed because I am totally interested in someone !! Don't know why any of you would be pissed ? No reason to be !! If you were truely a friend you would be happy and supportive no matter what !! Sorry if you take this personal.. But, If the shoe fits......... !! Sorry Peeps, but, I have to be honest !! Those of you that have taken the time to get to know me...know that i am a honest pe

Lol! Astros/cubs Game Last Night.
Last night I was invited by Continental Airlines to watch the Astros/Cubs game in their suite at Minutemaid park in Houston. I walked up the stairs and reached the club level, I asked a nice man who worked there if I was at the right spot and he told me I neeeded to go up one more level and I was in Suite 5, I thanked him and went to the suite. I walked in and immediately started introducing myself got a glass of wine and mingled around. The owner of the suite and I chatted a bit about our dogs and talked about the weather. After I was there about an hour, and realizing that I still didn't know anyone there I started to get this weird feeling. My alter personality came out, I was feeling really withdrawn and shy....it was painful. I confided in one of the women I had met there that I thought I was in the wrong suite. She asked me what Suite was I supposed to be in and I told her Continental, she smiled and said "girl this is the Astros suite, this is where all the players wifes

The Gifts
I just noticed and was going through the gifts and there is absolutely NO bisexual or gay pride ribbons or anything like that for us. There is the yellow military ribbon..which I love and appreciate greatly, but nothing for us to "buy" for our bisexual or gay friends here. Seems a bit discriminatory. Please give us some gifts that we can send our friends. A VERY PROUD AND OPEN BISEXUAL WOMAN Cassie aka Angel>

Emotions
For over two years I have been single. This has kept my emotions in check and drama free. I have been meeting new people on this sight and having a great time. However, recently I have found myself attatching emotions to these virtual friends. Damn ....not what I was intending.This was just supposed to be a fun way for me to flirt. Grrrr

The Results...
Well, After my Friends list was totally Cleaned I added back the people who Posted Comments on my Blog and a few others that contacted me in other forms I went from having 308 Friends to have 17 as of the time of this Post (This is only counting people who have accepted the friends request) Some have yet to Accept Should be around 20+ When everyone Accepts the Friends Request So, Thank You all who took the time to contact me to show me who my Real "Online" Friends were, I would rather have 17 Real Friends than 300 who don't give a crap any day.

Blah
Right now I cant believe some of the thoughts that are running through my brain. YIKES, once again I am over thinking. For some reason I keep asking myself if this is the right thing, me being in Germany. During the week I have no actual real human action besides Fubar and Camfrog, oh yeah can't forget the calls to the states. Right now I am feeling extremely lonely with him being gone as well as feeling extremely helpless when it comes to doing much around here. I am just hoping my thoughts are because I am lonely and I need something more fulfilling to pass my time with. I love that man with all my heart and when I told him tonight that we dont say I love you as much as we did when I was in the states, it makes my mind tend to wonder off. He explained to me at that time that he has alot of thinkings going on and sometimes he forgets. God I hope and pray that is correct, cuz it would totally crush me if not. This is the first time in my life that I have totally let all my guards down

Biography Of Ani Difranco
well since ive had so many people ask about her...heres a biography i found. she is without a doubt my #1 favorite artist ever, and has been for 11 years. i saw her live for the first time when i was 19, and i consider it a turning point in my life. Ani DiFranco's career as a singer, songwriter, and guitarist is proof positive that "alternative rock" can mean much much more than a group of guys with electric guitars and a hefty record contract. In a culture where multinational corporations sing the praises of the "indie" aesthetic, Ani has created a truly provocative means of producing music on her own terms and getting it to listeners. She has broken just about every rule of the music industry, and in the process has paved the way for other artists, emerging and established performers alike, seeking real alternatives to corporate control. Born in Buffalo, NY in 1970, Ani's first interests were dance and visual art. Her earliest awareness of music came not from pop albums and

Just Wanted Every1 To Know
Im posting this let everyone know whats going on in my life. About 3 weeks ago, Bob, my husband, went numb from his belly button to his toes. Yesterday he was diagnosed with M.S. Im sorry if Ive been distant or not in touch with my girls on here as much lately because this has basically taken over our lives. Please, if ur trying to get ahold of either one of us, be patient. For those of you who know Bob you know he wouldnt want a bunch of sympathy. Just say a quiet prayer and if u feel like it, shoot him a message. I love all my friends on here and thank you to everyone for being so wonderful. MUAH

Men That Get Off On Hitting Women This Is For You !!!!!
I GET SICK AND TIRED OF SEEING BULLETINS ABOUT THIS SUBJECT !!I GREW UP IN A HOUSE FULL OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE IT WAS HORRIBLE I LIVED THIS FOR 14 YRS OF MY CHILDHOOD ! MY DAD WOULD GET ALL BOOZED UP AND BEAT ON MY MOM BUT WHEN I TURNED 14 ON MY BIRTHDAY AS A MATTER OF FACT I HAD ENOUGH AND I DID SOMETHING ABOUT IT AND I TOOK MY DAD HEAD ON AND IT ALL STOPPED ! FOR MANY YEARS I HAVE HELD THIS AGAINST MY DAD AND OUR RELATIONSHIP WAS THAT NOT OF A FATHER AND SON! I HATED HIM FOR WHAT HE DID . BUT AS I GREW OLDER AND WAS PUT INTO SOME SITUATIONS OF BEING ABUSED MYSELF IT KEPT ME FROM BASHING THE SHIT OUT OF MY WIFE CAUSE OF WHAT I HAD SEEN GROWING UP. THERE IS NO EXCUSE FOR VIOLENCE FROM A MAN TO A WOMEN IN MY MIND THAT MAKES U A WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT THERE ARE MANY FORMS OF VIOLENCE .MENTAL AND PHYSICAL ARE THE 2 THAT WE WERE ALL SUBJECTED TO GROWING UP. I AM NOT WRITING THIS FOR ANYONE TO FEEL SORRY FOR ME BECAUSE IT MADE ME A STRONGER PERSON . I AM WRITING THIS BECAUSE I JUST READ A B

Thanks To My Friends
I just wanted to take a minute and let you all know that I really appretiate the thoughts and kind words that you left me this week. It has been a rough week here. Most of you know that I lost7 friends earlier this week in a tradgic accident in Baghdad. It is a hard thing to deal with someone you know dying...even harder when its someone that you trust your own life to. But in this line of work it happens. Take a minute tonight to remember these fallen paratroopers that paid the ultimate price during operations here. We are within a couple months of wrapping thi 16 months up. We have taken a beating at times but have always bounced back. I lost my best friend here in May. It is hard and I miss him everyday. But that what we do. Everyone always comes at me with thank you and you are doinga great job. I appretiate it all...but if it werent for people like yourself then we wouldnt have nothing to protect. So as a favor to me take a few seconds tonight and thank those 7 warriors along with

What Is Wrong With You People??
I posted a MUMM today asking for people's opinions on whether or not my profile was bitchy. Now I'm not normally a bitch, but I'll tell you what, you disrespect me the way some of the people that left comments on that MUMM did, and I can definitely be a bitch! If you don't care what the MUMM says...THEN DON'T READ IT AND DON'T LEAVE A FUCKING COMMENT!! And yes, I put an '*' instead of an 'i' in the word bitch...it's called RESPECT FOR OTHER PEOPLE! Maybe you should go look up the word and figure out what the hell it means! You know, I'm figuring out real quick that fubar is about 90% full of nothing but perverts, bitches, assholes, and old, lonely, horny, sluts(both female and male!). You all need to grow up and stop being so damn disrespectful to people you don't even know!!

Help Me Win!!!!
I am entering a contest that »†HøĦå§«' aka T-Rex is putting on!!! My pic is posted in the album "Happy Hour 2" under †HøĦå§«' aka T-Rex's folder!!!! You must rate him, fan him and add him to comment... CLICK ON MY PIC AND COMMENT BOMB!!!! PLEASE REPOST! Here are his RULES You must rate me, fan me and be on my friends list to enter or comment in this contest.I will rate and fan you back. I will be checking everyone and the folder will be set for friends only to comment so anyone that you want to help you comment bomb you need to let them know and get them to do this. Please make sure to let all your friends know ahead of time so you can all be ready before the contest starts. NO DRAMA!!!!! if you start a problem, or anyone that is voting for you starts a problem I have the right to delete your entry from the contest. This means no bad mouthing, no going and down rating, and no accusations. No cherry blasters will be used in this contest. If y

Together
I like it when we talk on the phone, but I love when we're finaly together and I'm not alone. I like when you say you love me when we're far away, but I love it when the day comes you say it to my face. I like when you say I can't wait to have you in my sight, but I love it when you say let me hold you tight. I like it when you're concerned and say what time should I call you, but I love it when you say you care. I like it when you say I miss you, but I love it when you say i can't wait til the day i can kiss you.

Yes I Ramble
In times of need, why are most people more apt to turn their backs than to offer a helping hand? Is it so hard to be generous, or are we becoming a society of people hell bent on taking what we can from whomever we can? I don’t just mean monetarily but emotionally as well. Being decent is so easy. So is being kind and looking out for the other guy. This selfishness is more evident in some cultures more than others. I’m not going to point fingers but, how much “BLING” does one person need? This mentality is really pissing me off and makes me want to bash a head or two. You aren't clever, or unique. There are alot more just like you out there. Be original, be yourself! Yes this is just me rambling on but oh well, I feel better. Thanks for taking time to read it.

My One Promise
I promise to give you all that's within me. And all that's beneath me is my heart, that's within you. My future is with you. You're universe is with me. And whenever you're with me, I'll promise to love you. My courage is around you. My soul will surround you. You're heart will fulfill me with feelings I'm bound to; Need when I'm with you. Feel when you're with me. And whenever you're with me, I'll forever protect you.

Lies
Men are some of the best liers in the world. We have all heard a few lies in our lifetime and I am sure we will here a lot more before we are through. Ever wonder what the top lies are that men tell. Here you go. Lie #1- Yes that outfit looks great There are many reasons why a man would say this. The main one is to keep them selves out of trouble. Let's face it, if they tell you that it looks horrible, then what is going to happen. You cant really blame a guy for lying about this one. You should also know that you can not trust his judgement on your clothes. Lie #2- Your defentally better then my last girlfriend/wife Again lets look at the other side of this lie. If he was to tell you that his last girlfriend was better then you, how would that make you feel and what would that do for him. He would have to think about what he has done for god knows how many nights on the couch. These types of questions should not be asked, because you will probably get a lie out of him. Y

In My Secret Place
I am curious and perceptive, always seeking answers and never satisfied with the superficial. I’ll be utterly bored by someone who's just a pretty face or hot body -- though I don't mind looking and flirting! I am more turned on by an equally smart and funny mate, someone who challenges my mind and makes me laugh. I love to talk, so I need a good listener who's open to playful and eccentric ideas about love and lovemaking. I am romantic at heart, and strongly influenced by the intuitive like a mother, a mystery and a poet all in one. Though on the surface I may seem innocent and all about seeking the good in people, beneath the surface, I hide secret yearnings for intimacy, for attachment and ideal love. I am seeking a knight in shining armor, a soul mate, someone who will complete me and tether me to the earth when I get carried away with my fantasies. I find myself super-sensitive, soaking up the moods of others; and emote freely, crying at commercials and sappy movies. I also prov

I'm A Huge Jerk!!!!!
I would just like to say that I am a huge jerk!!!! I met this really sweet girl on here in June and we started talking. She was new to online chat and I knew it...so I took full advantage of her. We chatted constantly and talked at least once a day on the phone for the last 3 and a half months. I told her that I was in love with her and said I had bought a plane ticket to go see her. She totally fell for it and then I just stopped calling,writing and refused to take her calls...She was all worried that something terrible happened to me!!!!How stupid is she????LOL!!!!

You Know You're From Michigan When...
1. You've never met any celebrities. 2. "Vacation" means going to Cedar Point. 3. At least 1 member of your family disowns you the week of the Michigan/Michigan State game. 4. Half the change in your pocket is Canadian 5. You drive 86 mph on the highway and pass on the right. 6. Your idea of a traffic jam is 40 cars waiting to pass an orange barrel. 7. You know how to play (and pronounce) Euchre. 8. It's easy to get VERNORS Ginger Ale, Sanders Hot Fudge sauce and Faygo Pop. 9. You know how to pronounce "Mackinac." (Mack-in-aw) 10. You've had to switch on the "heat" and the "A/C" in the same day. 11. You bake with SODA and drink a POP. 12. The movie "Escanaba in Da Moonlight" wasn't funny. You consider it a documentary. 13. Your little league game was snowed out. 14. The word "thumb" has geographical meaning, rather than anatomical significance. 15. You show people where you grew up by pointing to a spot on the back of your left hand. 16. Tr

May Dj Razor Rip.... (or Not???)!!!
Razor@ fubar May she rest in peace. A senseless death.... There is help out there for those in domestic violence situations.... if you are, or know of anyone in a domestic violence situation.... please call the National Domestic Violence Hotline at 1-800-799-7233. Okay... UPDATE!!! Apparently it was a cry out for attention??? Ughghghghg.. can't stand it when people cry wolf... however, it is apparent that she does need help of some sort... See bulletin: which proves up that DJ Razor IS very much alive.

Since Alot Of You Seem To Not Know...
I know everyone seems to hate the shout box, it's a pain in the ass cause you have to keep your cursor in the box, and if you recieve a shout it can screw everything up in the middle... which seems to be why at least SOME of you ask whether or not i have other messengers... quick tip: if you're talking to someone for awhile, sending long messages, or think you might be... or think you missed a shout since that tiny box doesn't go back that far... click the person's name, and instead of typing your shout, first click on "open shoutbox" this will open your entire conversation with them in a new window. your messages will still show up in the smaller shout box, but this one won't disappear if you move your mouse, lol So, in closing: no i don't have yahoo, but if you click on "open shoutbox" when talking to me, it may make your life a bit easier ;) Love, Sin

I'm Not Happy
a lot has happened in the past few weeks. LOTS. I don't want to throw any blame, names or anything else around. I'm not happy here. Nor am I really wanted, and I've not been really loved here for quite some time. The only reason I have put up with as much as I have, is my kids. We were very close to seperation/divorce in 2006, and we both decided to stay. Looking back, I can't help but to think if that was the wise thing to do. I am torn between ending another relationship where I have children, and moving on from here. I'm not happy....I feel unloved, unappreciated, disrespected, and ALONE. He has been blaming me for what went wrong. If that's what he has to do, to come to terms with it, then fine. I know in my heart, that he threw me out years ago. I didn't have to make a "guilt free" weekend to go fuck someone, make plans to leave, etc.... I told him from the (almost) beginning of my relationship with my master, but it did no good, because he didn't want to know, a

When Does Enough Become Enough ( Relatinoship Rant Fair Warning)
After 10 years Im sad to say I think it's time to move on. Most anyone who reads this knows a little about my situation. For those who jsut happen to be curious & clicked on this blog I will give you a short over view. I have been with my husband for 10 years. We did not get together in the best of circumstances reguardless I love this man to pieces. However he is so emotionally & affectionately closed off I cannot relate to him anymore. A big part of this is from past experiences & being afraid to be vulnerable which I almost understand. I have tried everything to make him understand he is worth something ... not just to his kids but to me. In 10 years I still have gotten nowhere with it. I changed 75% of who I am to try to make him at least content thinking if I was more like the person he insisted I should be then he would be happier and in turn treat me a little better. Not the case...the more I try the worse he gets. At what point do you go *sigh* Im done cant do it anymor

Why Are We Here?
Everyone here has a story. Either we are unlucky in love, we've been left behind, a significant other may have found greener pastures. Some may be divorced, from an abusive relationship, maybe it just wasn't meant to be. Whatever the case, we couldn't find what we're looking for. Either through life or the way's people normally would. So we found ourselves here. It may have been a long road to follow to get here. Looking for love in all the wrong places before. But now we found ourselves at Fubar. So you might say, we're just a mixed bag of nuts. We come from all walks of life, occupations and lifestyles. But we all share one thing. We're looking for something here. Whether it be love, friendship, blogging or companionship. What's your story? How did you find the path to get here?

Oh Crap! Lol
Ed was in deep trouble. He forgot his wedding anniversary. His wife was really angry. She told him "Tomorrow morning, I expect to find a gift in the driveway that goes from 0 to 200 in less than 6 seconds, "AND IT BETTER BE THERE!!" The next morning Ed got up early and left for work. When his wife woke up she looked out the window and sure enough there was a box gift-wrapped in the middle of the driveway. Confused, the wife put on her robe and ran out to the driveway, and brought the box back in the house. She opened it and found a brand new bathroom scale. Ed has been missing since Friday. Please pray for him.

Paradigm Shift
This is from Stephen Covey's Seven Habits of Highly Effective People and is a story I often think of when I fell I am being too judgmental of others. One day, a ten-year-old boy went to an ice cream shop. The place was very busy and a waitress finally made her way to where he was seated. The boy thought for a time as the waitress impatiently waited for him to speak. Finally he asked the waitress, "How much is an ice-cream cone?" She said, "seventy-five cents." The boy started counting the coins he had in his hand. The waitress became more and more annoyed as other customers waited. Then he asked how much a small cup of ice-cream was. The waitress impatiently replied, "sixty five cents." The boy said, "I will have the small ice-cream cup." The waitress, irritated at how inconsiderate the boy was of her situation, brought him his ice cream and scurried to serve the other patrons. The little boy had his ice-cream, paid the bill and left. When the waitress came to pick up the em

A Friend Needs Your Prayers Please
Everyone.. I don't ask for much here from my friends.. But this is different.. One of my really good friends here needs your prayers.. He is really bad sick.. He is going through chemotherapy and he is really bad.. The treatments aren't working this time. I am losing a friend. Gods this is so hard. A passing of a friend is like a piece of yourself being taken away. Please go to his page and show him some love and send your best wishes. He is one of the nice guys here on Fubar.. hell he is one of the nice guys PERIOD. He was there for me when I was at my lowest and he saw me through my sick days and even my good days. Below is a link to his page. The Enigma AKA: The Black Winged Angel@ fubar Thank you all.

Gonna Be A Daddy!!!
Me and Amber went to the doctor today to get our answer if she is pregnant...and it was what we both wanted to hear! Yes my wife is going to have a baby, and it's due April 27, 2008 :D I am so happy cause I know she is going to be the most amazing mom, and I'm hoping I will make a great dad.

Vip Runs Out Tomorrow (((saturday)))) Yet Again!!! :( :(
Well here I am again yet agaion with this... :( My Vip runs out tomorrow.... I been adding so many pics and stuff.. been on this stupid levedl 20 for 1 month now..... I cant afford nuttin and have no credit cards.. Or else I may of bought myself a renewal... I have been in 6 contests soo faw only won 2 of them and the 2 I did win the lady closed down her site on here and none of us got our VIP renewals we had one on... Yet again... I am toooo sick to enter any contests right now for a while anyway.... And no you buttheads...lol Who think this is some kind of ploy.. Bite my big old white ZOMBIE arse.... lol..... hehehe.. I gotta go back into the hospital for 1-2 days only short this time....Compared to the 11 days I just spent in there.. lol .. My Birthday is in 4 days Sept 18th.. So I am not going until after my B-day I told my doc that.. lmao!!! Maybe another little angel could help me out again.... Now worries.. I am not a point whore nor l;evel whore.. and pull my own weight.. all

Abuse
ok you guys help me out here i have several friends FEMALES that are in abusive relationships wtf is goin on here why the fuck do some guys feel the need to beat up a woman i mean is it a power trip control trip or just plain out fuckin bein a pussy? ok ill put it out there for any MAN reading this you ever feel the need to wanna beat up a woman you bring your pussy ass to my house and beat on me fucking men like that give me a hardon to whip someones ass heres the addy 1795 north mcdonald drive lot 105 griffin ga 30223 lets see u pussy asses come beat on a man !!! on the same note u women need to grow a set if a man gonna put his hands on u like that lock his punk ass up and get the fuck away from him real talk IF HE DOES IT ONCE HES GONNA DO IT AGAIN! ok ill stfu now yall have a great weekend

Love Is
I love is a living blaze of fire kindled by and attractive thoughts divine. it blooms and blazes at a rapture speed. According to the lord design. II It illuminates humanity, it circulates the mind; it destroys all savage liars among the human kind. III It deducts the stupid ignorance, it turns darkness to light; its power is stronger than heaven or hell, tis a brilliant blaze of light IV Love is a diamond set in liberty, Tis the anchor of the mind; Tis the sweetest bloom of all the flowers Among the human kind. V It bends right the stubborn will, it breaks the cruel mind; it builds well the forts of joy it takes care the feeble mind. VII Love is the spring of life, lovwe is the source of joy; Love sees the hungry fed; love saves the wondering boy. Although i am not very religious anymore these words i have studies from the fo

Pink 'dear Mr President'
this was requested by destiny...pretty impressive for a 9 yr old! Dear Mr. President lyrics (feat. Indigo Girls) Dear Mr. President, Come take a walk with me. Let's pretend we're just two people and You're not better than me. I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly. What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street? Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep? What do you feel when you look in the mirror? Are you proud? How do you sleep while the rest of us cry? How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye? How do you walk with your head held high? Can you even look me in the eye And tell me why? Dear Mr. President, Were you a lonely boy? Are you a lonely boy? Are you a lonely boy? How can you say No child is left behind? We're not dumb and we're not blind. They're all sitting in your cells While you pave the road to hell. What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away? And wha

Help Me Win
Contest starts Sunday 16th September hi, i am in a contest for best fu tattoo so if you could please support me and help me win! It dont open till Sunday 10.00am us time i expect! Anyway your support will be appreciated! Lisa http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=835114&albumid=546393&i=349817960

True Love
> It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80s > arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry > as he had an appointment at 9:00. > I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over > an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his > watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would > evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the > doctors and got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his > wound. > While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's > appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me > no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his > wife. > I inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a > while as she is a victim of Alzheimer's disease. > As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a b

Stuck In A Hotel Room
It's been a long day, the drive has been hot and long. We check into the hotel and collapse on the bed, exhausted. You look over to me, I sigh and pull you over to me, kissing your forehead. "Let's go eat and see the town," I say. We crawl out of bed, and drag our worn-down bodies to the door. I turn the handle, and it's locked. After fiddling with the lock for 10 minutes (and claiming I'm "manly" enough to get any device to function properly), I give it up and concede to the fact that our door is broken. You inform me the phone doesn't work, so I check the windows, which are bolted shut. We are stuck. "I guess there isn't anything to do besides wait until the maid comes in the morning," I tell you, with a shrug and a wink. You give me your sultry grin and dash off for the bedroom, leaving articles of clothing along the way. I have no choice but to follow your lead. By the time I get to the room, you are naked on the bed. I pull off my boxers and lie down next to you, grinning evilly a

Sensuality...
kissed by the morning sun...i awoke... tickled by it's golden rays running amok... hazy flecks...sashaying in it's glare... the hands of time...stopped and stared... lazily i stretched...and french kissed the breeze... frolicking amongst the billows of the curtains with ease... playing hide and seek...with my waking eyes... the mischievous smile...widening in style... turning...i pressed upon the satin sheet... like a lover's skin...silky and sweet... i pressed my face...into it's fragrance... and fell into it's cool embrace... blowing the lock of hair from my face... watched as it twirled and fell with grace... inhaling deeply...i breathed the beauty in... felt the butterflies fluttering within... such a sensual feeling...i deduced... and i kissed the sun back...amused...

The Math Of Life..
This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint...it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard work and Knowledge will get you c

My Weekend Plans
Today I am going to wash my car and do some house work. Tonight I am going to the Races in Roseburg, OR to watch a friend race his car. Sunday... I plan to just relax and watch football all day. Go Seahawks.

Bomb Fest
Ok family here we go...we r going to help in bomb fest...we r helping out friends the independent bombers...The only thing we need to do is friend the host before we can bomb so please do it as soon as posable. The link is down below....... RUBIAS ROCKIN IN NYC THE FALL BOMB FEST COMIN SEPT15,TO SEPT30@ fubar after she accepts u here is the link we will be bombing...... thanks...dave/aka/hotstud/aka/the godfather

My Mom
Well some good news..She is now home.She goes back monday to have the drain tube removed but she is happy to be home. She still has no feeling or use in the right side of her face but hopefully in time it will come back...She is in good spirits though and making jokes. First thing she said when she walked in the door was gimme a cig lol But she is resting now and doing very well considering everything she has went through...but i also want all of you to understand if u shout me or send a message and i dont answer right away im not ignoring u it means im helping her with something...thank you all for your prayers and well wishes since finding out about the tumor...i have some tuelly awesome friends!!

Im Rude.......
And all this time I thought I was being nice....Some Peoples Children. Catherine: you and your little bitch ass friend are just stupid, she's a stupid mexican and you're just stupid ->Mr.Potatoe...: So good luck with that and your problems. ->Mr.Potatoe...: Yeah that is gonna happen.LMAO Catherine: I'm not trying to be nice to you, the only way i'll be nice to you is if you take that girl Amelia out of your family list, she's a bitch ->Mr.Potatoe...: You seem so nice to me.Thank you. Catherine: because you are rude i hate people like you

She Wants My Kak..
Catherine: that was stupid what you said Catherine: because you need glasses if you think that ->Mr.Potatoe...: well this has been fun continue to talk amongst YOURselves and we can talk later. Catherine: seriously do you think she's better looking than me ->Mr.Potatoe...: I would think you were hot,if I could set you on fire. ->Mr.Potatoe...: THe Internet is Serious Biznaz isnt it? Catherine: all my photo comments people say i'm hot ->Mr.Potatoe...: RIght,you wish. ->Mr.Potatoe...: LMAO Catherine: she definately ain't better looking than me ->Mr.Potatoe...: I would have to start with Intelligence probably.You seem to be lacking in it. Catherine: why would i be jealous of her ->Mr.Potatoe...: Do you even read what you are typing? ->Mr.Potatoe...: LMAO Catherine: or envious Catherine: i'm just speaking the truth about a dumb ass rude bitch named amelia, that's not being jealous ->Mr.Potatoe...: Yeah and I have Potatos for eyes. Catherine: i'm not enviou

Help Me! Lol
ok i'm like 11.5k to level... who's out there that didn't rate my SFW's yet? lol seriously, i wanna level today and it started out SO damn good, and now it's slowed to like this snail's pace... i know someone out there's got stuff to rate me for (blogs, stash, sfw pics... anything!)!! please help me out guys ;) love y'all Sin p.s. yeah i know i'm demanding, but i'm cute dammit, that's gotta count for something!!!!

Comment Bomb Away
I aim to please so have fun. I just never know what to write in one of these things, so I'll just say the short time here has been a blast so far and I have checked out many wonderful looking females. Thay all seem so cool. I hope to have the chance to speak to or...sigh...even maybe meet some of them someday. Life online is a bit of a pain in the ass especially going the fwb route somedays, but it beats the alternative of not doing anything or meeting anyone ever. Gonna go out tonight and get my fun on, catch y'all when I get back. Hope to see some comments, even if y'all just tell me it's a lame as s blog lol. Y'all be well and to those so inclined, blessed be

Internet Sucks Sometimes
Okay I had a dr appointment yesterday! It was just for normal tests like cholesterol and stuff like that. My doctor informs me that my Red Blood cells are high, but I smoke and that is common, She says yes but mine are higher than that and they keep getting higher everytime I get tested. She wants me to see a specialist OK good. I find out its an Oncology/Hemotology expert. Blood disease doctor so that just freaks me out. Anyway, I make an appointment with new guy. I go home and think well I will just look up High Red Blood Cells on internet. Major Mistake! The crap it listed on there is scary!! I believe that my parents left me with all the crap genes of the two families!! LMAO Yes, I am the only child that has inherited every disease my family has to offer. Allergies to everything, Aneurysm, Stroke, and multiple other things... I swear I have been in a hospital every year of my life for one thing or another..! One of the diseases listed on the web page for High Re

Posting Pics©right Laws
USING ANOTHER PERSON’S PICTURES WITHOUT THEIR PERMISSION IS ILLEGAL, AND CONSTITUTES A VIOLATION OF THE LAW — IT’S COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT !!!!! First of all, let me start by saying that I am gettingtired of hearing people say, “If you don’t want your picturesstolen, then don’t post them on theinternet.” -- That is the dumbest thing I’ve everheard! That’s like saying if you don’twant your car stolen, don’t park it inan open parking lot. Or if you don’twant your house burglarized, don’t leaveyour house unoccupied. Or if you don’twant raped, don’t go out in public, or wear skimpy clothes. Or if you don’t want your work stolen, don’t publish it. While all of these illegal activities takeplace, it doesn’t make them right, or tolerated. We have laws that protect the victims of thesecrimes. And taking someone else’spictures without their permission is copyright infringement—and amounts to thesame thing as theft.

Check This Out
Did you hear about the trucker who has painted his cab and trailer with the names of all those who lost their lives in 9/11? The trucker's name is John Holmgren from Shafer , Minn. He has been "pulled over" numerous times just so the troopers can get their picture taken with the truck.

This Hits So Close To My Heart
There are way too many children being abused and slipping through the cracks while Children Services is ripping too many kids from homes that don't have any abuse going on it. This video shows what happens, in a worse case sinerio, when the real cases of child abuse slip through the cracks. It hurts to see kids being abused. They didn't ask to be here on earth and they are Gods gift to us. Martina McBride Videos | Music Videos | Airlie Beach vacation rentals

I'll Never Be A Mommy
Robertsonian translocations and Autoimmune problems are going to stop me from having a baby. Robertsonian Translocation is a different type of translocation and only ever involves chromosomes 13, 14, 15, 21 and 22. It is actually quite a common rearrangement and is found in approximately 1 in every 1000 of the population. And then my immune system attacks itself because I have Graves’ disease (overactive thyroid). It's nothing bad but also not so good because my immune system attacks itself.

2
A bbleesed thing it is for any man or woman to have a friend, one human soul whom we can trust utterly, who knows the best and the worst of us, and who loves us in spite of all our faults. CHARLES KINGSLEY Friends are like windows through which you see out into the world and back into yourself....If you don't have friends you see much less than you otherwise might. MERLE SHAIN We cannot tell the precise moment when friendship is formed. As in filling a vessel drop by drop, there is at last a drop which makes it run over; si in a series of kindnesses there is at last one which makes the heart run over. SAMUEL JOHNSON A friend is one to whom one can pour out all the contents of one's heart, chaff and grain together, knowing that the gentlest of hands will take and sift it, keep what is worth keeping, and, with the breath of kindness, blow the rest away. ARABIAN PROVERB more to come>>>>>>>>>

Ok.. So.. What?
They gave me this list at my ex's rehab facility yesterday... Common Characteristics of Adult Children from Dysfunctional Families... The following statements are characteristics of adults who have grown in alcoholic or abusive familes. Although most people probably will identify with two or three of these statements, it is the children from severely dysfunctional families that identify with the majority of them. 1. I guess at what normal is 2. I have difficulty following projects through from beginning to end 3. I lie when it would be just as easy to tell the truth 4. I judge myself without mercy 5 I have difficulty having fun 6. I take myself very seriously 7. I have difficulty with intimate relationships 8. I overreact to changes which I have no control 9. I feel different from other people 10. I constantly seek approval and affirmation 11. I am either super responsible or super irresponsible 12. I am extremely loyal even in the face that loyalty is undeser

To Every Guy
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured he

For The Sexy Bbw Out There.
My Hourglass- by Ol' M.EZY I like my body when it is with your body, It's so quite a new thing. Nothing I could compare to it cause it's beyond an amazing thing. Muscles relaxin yet ur nerves jump on top of a shiver running down ur spine Lovin the fact that ur body is ever pressin with passion up against mine. I like your body. i like what it does, i like the curves you posess. i like to feel the smoothness of your body caressing every esscence, and the trembling -firm-smooth ness and which i will again and again and again kiss, i like kissing this and that of you. Ur body is MY hour glass figure, cause ur always the perfect time, never concerned about other ppl's time. That in itself is what makes you complete in my eyes, and I'm glad I got two cause that makes you twice as devine.

Sleeping , Tryin To Feel Better
Just writing in case anyone comes by .... I had to go to the hospital yesterday had a pretty bad asthma attack . and migraines feelin horrible am on inhalers ,and all sorts of crap .. gonna just be layin around tryin to feel better . I hope you all have a good next couple of days .. *HUGS N SMOOCHIES* Wen :)

I Am In A Contest, Please Help!
I have been chosen for a contest , which is on SEPT. 16TH FROM 10PM TIL MIDNIGHT EST, 7PM TIL 9PM PDT The prize is a 7 days blast or a month VIP for the most commented and rated pic. Every rate would help me to win this. This is the pic: Thanks in advance to everyone who helps me!

I Will Not
I will NOT answer the following: anything already in my profile, anything in all caps, anything regarding how "kinky" i am. if it's in the fucking profile, read the fucking profile. if it's in all caps, figure out where the fucking caps lock key is. if you can't tell how kinky i am by the pictures, explaining it is not going to fucking help. guys, start using the head ON TOP of your SHOULDERs, not the one at WAIST LEVEL. if you send a shout and i don't respond, figure out if one of these reasons is why. i come here to post pictures, not discuss my sex life. i come here to make REAL friends, not assholes that just want to see my fucking pussy. i don't come here to get you off, if you need help with that, find a fucking hooker. are we clear??? ~Sin

Why Do People Think Im Fucking Stupid
well it seems people think i should jump when they say bark and have to do things thier way and no one elses way well i got news for ya I DON'T FUCKING THINK SO this is not Directed at anyone in paticular but im tired of everyone thinking im gonna do things their way sorry guys but if u don't like me speaking my mind to bad guess u can deal with it cause it ain't gonna change im me and i'll always be me and if no one likes it such is life cause im not gonna change for anyone or anything i work and come here for enjoyment. after all i do and work some people think i should jump and do things their way well got news for ya i don't fucking think so and if u can't handle it to bad life's a bitch

Thanks
I would like to give my thanks to all who have ever voted or commented on my MuMMs.I have a great time reading all the comments, good or bad. They all make me laugh, one way or another. People are such a great resourse for laughter. Without each other, we would have no one, and and nothing to laugh for! Laughter is one of the best things for the soul. Thank you ALL for some great laughs! Your Friend, MOODY.

Humph !!!
BabyDoll is frustrated lol I tryed my hand at making the morph pics but with no luck Boohoo ! I can't figure it out but I'm not giving up ! Its going to take me awhile.... 6 months lol I just wanted my picture to turn into Drew Barrymore *smiles... I hope everyone is have a relaxin' day ! much luv to all ! Sorry for the boring blog after all its a Sunday !

Will Be Gone For Awhile...
My internet will be down for a few weeks, so I won't be around.....For those of you who are my close friends, send me a PM before the end of the night with your yahoo IM's so I can keep in touch with you...Internet will be down beginning tomorrow..

Re: This Is Boilerplate Stuff: If U Don't Know It, Pls Read It
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Chrissay Date: 16 Sep 2007, 17:13 An EXCELLENT and reader-friendly presentation Dave ...I have only one small quibble with it and it is not very significant: the author states that the Ashkenazi rejected out of hand the notion of founding a state elsewhere than Palestine. However,according to more than one account that I've read, Theodore Hertzl selected a place in Africa as his first choice (I will try to recall *where* in Africa).Heh,I think it soon became apparent though that they could utilize the Genesis story of God giving the land to the Jews, even though as we know they are not the ones God said that to in the story. Sure seemed to work real well on a lot of the Christians in the U.S. though, all these years.Thanks DaveDate: Sep 16, 2007 2:57 PMFrom: SaladinFriday, 14 September 2007The Life Of An American Jew In Racist Marxist Israelby Jack Bernstein; 1985 ...Judaism is a religion; but Zionism is a polit

How Shy Are You?
You Are 60% Shy Although you live a pretty normal life, you tend to be a fairly shy person. Many situations make you feel uncomfortable, and you sometimes find your shyness hindering your life. How Shy Are You?

Honey Do List
ok so now im pimping myself....im in a tattoo contest if you could plz come help me out...i love back...thanxxx to anyone that helps... xoxoxoxo ***PLEASE HELP OUT IN THESE GIVEAWAYS IF POSSIBLE*** HAPPY HOUR GIVEAWAY FOR 50,000 COMMENTS: 7 DAY BLAST GIVEAWAY:

Why
So, you've read some of my other blogs and know that I am getting divorced, AGAIN... well, this is the last time, let me tell you this... but that is another blog, and don't want to go there right now... What I would like to talk about is a conversation I had with a perfect stranger over the weekend... I was extremely upset after Devlin's football game this past saturday night, causing me to miss my date (sorry bigjeep07, muah & miss you). Then around midnight my brother dragged me out of bed, made me get ready and took me out to a new bar in town. They had a live band, dancing, pool tables, bar, the whole nine yards... I was wishing I could crawl back under the covers. After my first margarita, I walked back up to the bar to order another... of course passing 6 pool tables with 2-6 people each and people sitting at tables before you get to the bar itself. I'm sure you know by now I am loosening up and starting to cheer up a little bit, when out of the blue this young looki

Nightmares And Shadows
NIGHTMARES AND SHADOWS My world is filled in dark shadows A place where nightmares breed The peace that I have found within Has made them take thier heed. A peace that has me in its grip A soft warm blanket tightly wrapped A gentle voice whispers in my ear The calming sensation became apt My thoughts are filled with you Coming at both day and night My mind can feel you there Your touch is gentle and light I have nothing to fear anymore My mind pushes at the shadow I have started breathing again My soul a wide open window The bright sun shines down on me Its warm rays enveloping me solidly The nightmares and shadows run I watch them go and smile gladly

Im Losin My Internet Soon
i would like to let all my friends know im losin my net soon and i do have a yahoo im on my cell phone if you want to chat with me its dmbuzz1017. i love to keep in touch with my friends. thanks for everythings my friends god bless and have a wonderful day, dianna bama redneckwoman

Im Just A Gurl
My life the and way it goes now is so confusing.I feel like going through life is hard enough and the fact that i am feeling like the world and everyone in it and around me are consuming me,im sarting to feel smothered like i cant breath.divorce is so hard and when u think u know someone..that can change in a blink of an eye.I'ts funny how people think its so easy for me to get guys and people to like me just because of the way i look and its crazy. i go through shit with men just like everyone else and its not easy for me.looks has not a dam thing to do with it.I cant help but to have a bad attitude about men...yeah the same men who make me weak in the knees nuts for.They have u fall in love with them ..tell u what u wanna hear...and then in a blink of an eye they change.I'll never understand it....but i'm sure as hell gonna have fun trying.And what makes a strong person in life is to go through the fuked up shit that the opposite sexes wanna throw ur way, to only find out that u were

Hehe Of Course You Do :d
OMG Ive been deemed crazy enough to enter a crazy fu competition..... HELLLP!!!!!!!!!! Click the pic below and help me out if poss please :D Fankoo in advance I shall be awaiting the huge queue to comment me lol!! :D:D:D:D:D

Fast Food Serenade
Yesterday, I took my nieces and nephew to their track and football games. I was the head cheerleader for them. It was early in the morning so we decided to get some breakfast before hitting the field. My nieces, being the high class eaters that they are, wanted to eat somewhere classy like IHOP. The place was jammed and we never would have made it out of there on time. And we were starved. My nephew was ok but the girls and I were dying for food. It's the XX gene that sets us off when we're hungry. Don't ever annoy us during feeding time or you just might lose a limb. We hit the road again in search of some morning sustenance when I saw that mecca of artery clogging. I haven't eaten at Burger King in a good long while so I thought, "Why not?" As we entered the place and looked at the menu, things seemed to be going pretty normal for the fast food world. There were workers busy doing nothing and others laughing and telling jokes to each other. I placed my order and the

Guardian Angel?
Look at the first picture above and you can see where this guy broke through the guard rail (right side where the people are standing on the road).His truck left the road, traveling from right to left. He flipped end-over-end, Across the drainage outlet and landed on the left side of it.Now look at the 2nd picture below ««««If there was not a God above, he would have been down below.....

News...
So it is Big update time. Wow it has been two weeks since my last update... I had my CAT Scan done Friday. The Dr.'s Office called to let me know the results. In comparison to my scans back in May, they found that the lesions that were in my Liver are now Gone. From Numerous Q&A sessions with my Doc, Just so that I understood, we wanted the lesions to still be there to confirm that it was something other than cancer. If they were found to be gone, then it would confirm Cancer putting me at a verified Stage 4 Colon Cancer. Now the Bright Side, It's GONE!!! The Chemo is working no other tumors or suspicious area were found in the SCANS!!! So even at stage 4, I am getting better and better!! YEAH!!! Thank You GOD!!!! My Doctor is requesting a copy of all my scans to send to a specialist at Baptist Hospital for a second opinion and to have absolutely no doubt it is what they saw, and that will be another week, so I will update then. On other notes...The kids are doing gr

Friends Wit Benefits
Friends Wit Benefits It doesn't matter if you're married, engaged, in a relationship, single, gay or straight! A test of your bravery. It will be kept a secret!! Here's how it works: Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a msg saying "I'M YOURS" If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'D HIT IT" SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you.

The Girl Of My Dreams...
Her name is Nora Abigail Guerrero, She is 18 like me, and I have really really liked her since my sophomore year of highschool. Well so a time came around when I got the guts to ask her out. She turned me down saying that her parents are not letting her date anyone till after highschool. So I made it my mission to ask her out again after we graduated. One day when my cousins and our friends, her included, were hanging out talking about stuff, she told the girls in the group, who were 14-16 years old, that Dating isn't all cracked up to what it is. She told them that she probably wasn't going to date anyone till after she graduated College. Knowing that I really liked her and that I was planning on asking her out after Graduation, my younger cousin, who was one of the girls, glanced at me and made eye contact and that whole.... "crap Nathan that sucks" expression. Now get this. Two weeks after she told the girls this, my older COUSIN, who knew that I wanted to call this girl my own, and

After The Vows
After The Vows Category: Writing and Poetry She loved him to death, Though never sure why; But he was handsome and strong, One hell of a guy. Her treatment was special, What he thought she deserved; Alone and silent, While she cooked and she served. And it was all she would know, Without hopes of progression; Apart from more beatings, And verbal oppression. But she loved him to death, Still never sure why; Wanting to leave him, With no thoughts to try. She'd just justify the bruises, Her pain didn't matter; Just because she chose love, While he chose to batter. "He just gets mad," she'd say, "I still love him to death;" "And he says he's so sorry," Then "every time" under her breath. 'Every time' was always, The hand or the shout; But with so much love for this man, She had no way to get out. And then, one day, the man she loved, Brought her flowers, in a basket; Not shouting at all, or even hitting ,

Naked Me...hmmm
please baby doll , come help me with voting on my good friends freinds contest....if ya drop a buncha votes ill prolly letcha in my family to see all my naughtyest photos...got over 200 in there ...im there bombing now....ty so much!

Fall
I was sitting here working, got the door open and the windows up and ii tell u it feels damn good now. Its finally starting to feel like fall. Its been hot as hell here like fer the last two months before. Temps in the 100's plus 90 percent humidty.We didnt have much rain at all to cool us down either. I feel for the other farmers who planted this year, alot of em will only have insurance to look forward too cause of the draught. We didnt plant this year because of family problems, but will next year. Anyway its good to let the fields rest fer a year, replensihes the land. I love this time of year though. Hunting seasons fer many different game starts next month, good fishing weather too. And its the best time of year to go camping too. No damn skeeters n bugs.I like weather when its just right fer long sleeves or my old leather jacket, like in the 60s or 50's. Just makes everyone feel human again after all this oppersive heat.

Day 1 (kinda Suck-ish)
Today I began training. Today I am motivated and sure that I want to make it to Tuesday Night Fights. And so I give you Day 1. A little of my history of combat: I grew up scrapping and it was fun. But there is nothing more fun than fighting an equal opponent. I was in the military and had learned hand to hand, and I found this out about equal opportunities in fighting when I began Kajukembo (A martial art that is the "Gang Bang" of all martial arts in my opinion, since it incorporates Kung Fu Karate, Judo, Kempo and Chinese Boxing). I haven't done that for a while now but I have retained much of the knowledge and reflexes. My neighbor Maria came over for coffee this morning. She is an ex-fighter who unfortunately gave in to drugs a few years ago but is clean now. She stands nearly 6 feet tall and has "boulder" shoulders and we got to talking. We were discussing my physique and how I have a solid, low center of gravity, powerful arms and I would LOVE LOVE LOVE to fight! She in

Fuck Marriage
Ok, so heres my story Mr. Blog, I guess you could say that I am the head of the household when it comes to pretty much everything. I clean the house, take care of the kids, do the laundry, cook the food, clean up the mess, take care of the fuckin husband, do everything for him, all he has to do is go to work and mow the lawn (which I have to tell him to do). So that is the beginning of the story. So this weekend, the hubby decides he wants to bring home a dog. Mind you I am not an animal person. I hate animals. Most of which I am allergic to. So I tell hubby that he needs to put together the kennel so that when we are at work she can stay in there. This was Sunday nite. So hubby DOES NOT put together the kennel and puts the dog (which is a pit bull) in the bathroom and leaves for work. So I talk to him during the day and he tells me this. I told him once before that she should not go in the bathroom because she is going to tear it up. So I get home last nite, and to my shea

Wtc Family
I need as much as your help as you can give i never ask like this but i need all my family help so please come help me out for awhile we can beat them just need all your help thank you DJandSugarAnd Demon_lover

A Thought To Ponder
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, "If I could only see the world, I will marry you." One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left her in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.' This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most pai

The Perfect Woman :)
I was thinking about this topic and this is what I came up with :) What I want in a woman: Original List: 1. Attractive 2. Nice Butt 3. Good Conversation 4. Funny 5. Good Cook that can cook with me 6. Gives me sex whenever I want it At Age 32: 1. Attractive 2. Nice Butt 3. Good Conversation 4. Funny 6. Gives me sex whenever I want it (Good Cook was removed, because I found I can cook as good as any woman out there - lol) At Age 42: 1. Attractive 2. Nice Butt 3. Good Conversation 4. Slightly Funny 5. Gives me sex whenever I want it At Age 52: 1. Moderately Attractive 2. Decent Butt 3. Good Conversation 4. Slightly Funny 5. Gives me sex whenever I want it At Age 62: 1. Hopefully Attractive 2. Hopefully not a wrinkled Butt 3. Gives me sex whenever I want it (Good Conversation was removed because I have already heard everything she has to say by the age of 62 and Slightly Funny is not needed anymore because I am sure t

Ok Who Knows What...
There's a picture in my albums here... with a bunch of medications in it. Now those prescriptions are ALL mine... Jason, don't answer this, lol... I'm watching alot of you talk about making money off the scripts... now, my question to all of you is.. who can name the drugs in there (besides zyprexa, that's written on the bottle :p )...? and who knows what they're for...? (aka what's wrong with me :p ) i'll edit this with the answers tomorrow ;) Sin P.S. first person with the correct answer to each question will get their page rated (pictures/stash/blogs)

Never Had A Pretend Friend...but Here Goes!
For the days when I was all alone And the times when I needed a friend. You were there when I wanted you. All I had to do was pretend. You were there to see me through and to lend a helping hand. You would always listen too! When no one would understand. Whenever I needed your giving heart. A message to Heaven...I'd send. For a friend that is just and smart. And down you would descend! Then all my problems would be solved. All my wounds, you would mend. All my heartaches, you'd resolve. And to all my hurts, you'd tend. And in my world of make believe, You are my closest friend. And though I have you at my plea, In the end...It's all pretend... J. Koblitz

Gotta Vent
As some of you know I had surgery last Thursday...if not it was not minor surgery, I had drains left in until today. I have had a PICC line in my arm for IV antibiotics for the past three weeks...not fun to say the least. I had a negative lumpectomy 3 years ago and got staph from the surgery. I have been fighting it for 3 years!! A year and a half ago I went to a plastic surgeon who said they could fix the problem by removing the damaged tissue. Well 3 days after surgery I again had a staph infection and was on antibiotics. To make this shorter I have had off and on infections since then and they always drained them and up me on meds until finally an ultrasound was done and they saw how really big of an area they were dealing with......hence the IV meds this time. I went back to to doctor today and found out ALL of the tissue taken was infected with staph......and on top of this I have a horrible cold/sinus infection...whatever, can hardly talk. NOW for my VENT......many pp

Lucky Bastard...
All you that think "DAMN she's got a man...." GO and SHOW my man some love... Click HERE...and show tyr some love... his 21st birthday was last week so go get his ass drunk so i can take advantage of him... if i'm pleased, i'll even show you pictures ;) come on, show him some love, you know you wanna see what i have in store for him... ~~Sin

The Meaning Of The Word Love
It's a word we use every day, but do we really know what it means? The conotations are astronomical. We love each other, or pets, the shoes we just bought, our parents and the list gos on. But what does it realy mean? Is it an expression of sexual desire? Is it a way of comunicating to our other half just how we feel about them. Do you tell your pet gold fish you love them and in the same breath, tell your spouse or best friend you love them to? Please! Sombody tell me , where do you make the distinction of true love, and how do you expressit.?

If You're Ever Bored...
You can play...Monkey Kick Off! So far my highest score is 4560 :D I know FunkyMunky will appreciate this game LOL Ok since the game itself didn't load well um can you see the icon for it below and click to get to the site to play? Monkey Kick OffKick the ball as far as you can! Play this free game now!!

My Fubar Friend
I never really knew you; you were just another friend, But when I got to know you, I let my heart unbend. I couldn’t help past memories that would only make me cry, I hold to forget my first love and give love another try. So I’ve fallen in love with you, and I’ll never let you go, I love you more then anyone, I just had to let you know. If you ever wonder why? I don’t know what I’ll say but, My feelings for you will never change. Just know my feelings are true, Just remember one thing… I love you!

Smitten!
So I'm sitting on my porch yesterday afternoon with my cat when I noticed he took off after something. All of a sudden I heard this massive commotion on the roof next to us and I looked up and saw a hawk! I've never seen one in person before! I totally forgot about my kitteh and just stared at the hawk like it was the second coming. Very beautiful animal!

Tammy
Letting people fall in love with people who are already married is one of the meaner things that God does... Many people have asked why you would let yourself fall in love with someone who is married. That's a really stupid question. The obvious answer is that love, real love, doesn't take into account religion or race or marital status. Love is seldom convenient, and we sure as hell don't get to pick who we fall in love with. And unless it happens to you early in life, there's a good chance there will be other people involved... I'm a romantic, and I truly believe that each one of us has a soul mate. However, there is this theory I call God's Law of Compensation. It works on the premise that each one of us gets a different set of goodies. Some people get looks, some get money, some get a perfect mate or fame or whatever. But no one gets everything. Perhaps God has decided that love is the one thing I should do without...

His Plan
For I know the plans I have for you,”declares the Lord”, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future” (Jeremiah 29:11). Today's Word from Joel and Victoria God created every one of us to be successful. Before the foundation of the world, He laid out an exact plan for our life. And in this plan, He has marked moments that are going to come across our paths. These moments are not ordinary. They are destiny-altering moments. They are designed to thrust you years ahead. It says in Ecclesiastes that “time and chance come together for every person.” That means you’ll have opportunities to meet the right people, opportunities to advance in your career, opportunities to fulfill your dreams. God has already pre-arranged times of increase and blessing. You may not be seeing a lot of good breaks right now, but let me encourage you; there are seasons of favor and seasons of increase marked for your future. There are God-ordained moments planned out for you

Erase Racism
ERASE RACISM! A BLACK DUDE WALKS INTO A CAFE EARLY ONE MORNING AND NOTICES HE'S THE ONLY BLACK ONE THERE AS HE SAT DOWN HE NOTICED A WHITE DUDE SAT BEHIND HIM, THE WHITE DUDE SAID "COLOURED PEOPLE AINT ALLOWED IN HERE" . THE BLACK DUDE REPLIED... "WHEN I WAS BORN I WAS BLACK WHEN I GREW UP I WAS BLACK WHEN I'M SICK I'M BLACK WHEN I GO IN THE SUN I'M BLACK WHEN I'M COLD I'M BLACK AND WHEN I DIE I'M BLACK. BUT YOU MATE... WHEN YOU WERE BORN YOU WERE PINK WHEN YOUR'E SICK YOUR'E GREEN WHEN YOU STAY IN THE SUN YOUR'E RED WHEN YOUR'E COLD YOU TURN BLUE AND WHEN YOU DIE YOU TURN "PURPLE." "AND YET YOU HAVE THE NERVE TO CALL ME COLOURED" THE BLACK DUDE TURNED BACK AROUND AND THE WHITE DUDE WALKED AWAY. COPY THIS INTO YOUR BLOG AND HELP ERASE RACISM

Dear Haters,
Dear Haters, In my line of work I have be taught some very valuble lessons, but the one that is most important is this, " Appretiate and respect you fam, friends,and fans.......but Love your haters!" This rings true in all aspects of life. The people that care for and support you are wonderful to have and mean the world but the haters are the one's that will make you! They are the ones who take time out of there lives for people they know absolutely nothing about to complain and make critisizim! They will tell all their friends about you and even though they are talking crap on you they have now intriged other people about you. Now those other people are going to want to check you out and maybe they'll like you and maybe they will continue the "Hater chain" but either way, there is your exposure! So I just wanted to take the time out to thank all the haters, who have given me and so many other really wonderful people thier time to make us popular and for the many friends we have mad

Saying Hello To All My Friends
I wanted to let all my friends know that yes I am alive and well. I needed a break from alot of things and I'm sorry I haven't been around. Those that really know me know that I've been going thru the long and drawn out process of finding out what is wrong with my daughter. After alot of genetic testing she's finally been diagnosed with what is called Rett Syndrome. What is Rett syndrome? Rett Syndrome (RS) is a unique neurodevelopmental disorder which begins to show its affects in infancy or early childhood. It is seen almost exclusively in females, although it can occur rarely in boys. It is found in all racial and ethnic groups throughout the world. What is the outlook for those with Rett syndrome? Despite the difficulties with symptoms, most individuals with Rett syndrome continue to live well into middle age and beyond. Because the disorder is rare, very little is known about long-term prognosis and life expectancy. While it is estimated that there are many middle-ag

Honesty
This blog goes for in person relationships and online but i guess mainly online for now. I think that I am a very honest and open person. Whoever I tell people I am online is exactly who I am in person. I also try to be as honest as possible in person without hurting people intentionally. I do NOT get what is so hard these days about being fucking honest to the people in your life. If they aren't worth being honest to, why are they there in the first place? If you are dating someone and don't want to be with them, just fucking tell them. I don't know how many friends I have that don't want to be with their significant others but it is easier to live a lie and cheat on them than just break the news to them and let them move on WITHOUT being crushed. As much drama as it may cause at the moment, at least you are doing them a favor and it just gets the drama over with that much sooner. It really isn't that hard to say hey, things aren't working out with us so we shouldn't date anym

Why......
Why are so many guys "afraid" or "intimidated" by single mom's?? Not ALL of us are looking for a "DADDY" for our child/children or a paycheck!! We are capable of handling our own. I know in my situation, I have 2 children (13, boy & 7, girl)they don't see their "dad" & it is a good thing. I am in NO WAY looking for a REPLACEMENT. It would be nice if the man I date is a good role model. Someone who isn't lazy, disrespectful, abusive (in any way...drugs, alcohol, physically, etc...)someone who can be a FRIEND. But, it seems like men are afraid of getting involved. Yes, I know it is difficult because as a single parent we can't just 'get up & go...' or be as 'spontaneous' as we once were BUT we are still very capable of loving & caring & making a partner happy. If there are ANY guys that can shed some light on this I would LOVE to hear it..... XOXOXOXOXO

Work!!!!!
ok finally i start a job tomorrow 7am i guess flirting with someone oops i mean talkin with someone online who runs a job service paid off...lol and i just found out today she did lol But i wont be on like i used to anymore so lets see who misses me lol...but i will be on just gotta do what i gotta do huh... so hope to chat with u all now n then still seems like i have lost alot of my friends somewhere i think do to me not commenting as much or maybe to much flirting who knows but still love ya all.... love ya all..... Tongue...........

Yippie...i Did It!!!
As most of my friends know today was the big test day. I was up last night worried to death I would not pass and awoke this morning mostly with the same fear. I poured over notes,attemped the final of the 60hr class which I knew by heart just once more,and even called a friend and future coworker to make sure a few things I had correct. Time ticked away from 8 am to 10 am in no time. I was nervous talking to friends for moral support befor heading out. My hubby got home and was ready to get going toward the Nashville test center. I finished up the test I was taking with a 76. Still not confident I had what it was going to take to pass the test I carried my notes along for the ride. I know better but decide to look over them going down the road...I do this until my hubby tells me to stop before I either get a headache or worse get sick. So I stop reading my notes and start talkin nonstop about this "test" until he tells me to calm down. The closer we get to Kermit Drive the more nervous

Bad News
THEY HAVE TAKEN MY PAPAW BACK TO THE HOSPITAL SO CONTINUE PRAYING FOR HIM. AS FAR AS MY COUSIN NONA MY AUNT TOLD ME A FEW MINUTES AGO THAT THE EEG CAME BACK WITH NO BRAIN ACTIVITY AND SHES BREATHING A LIL ON HER ON BUT NOT VERY MUCH NO LIFE SUPPORT OR FEEDING TUBES SO ITS UP TO GOD. IN HIS HANDS ON WHAT HAPPENS NEXT BUT AS YOU ALL KNOW ITS NOT GOOD AT ALL. SO CONTINUE PRAYING FOR HER . I REALLY HOPE AND PRAY SHE WILL PULL THROUGH IF ITS GODS WILL BUT IF NOT FOR HIM TO TAKE HER HOME.

Gotta Love It...
The following conversation was had on aim just a few minutes ago...i have a very strong feeling that i know who it is...its really funny how some people cant let things go...especially when they "won"... Shinjuku05 (12:57:33 AM): you're Krissi? OffTheWallChick1 (12:57:38 AM): yes...do i know u? Shinjuku05 (12:57:48 AM): wow... that's a ... uh... very interesting myspace profile OffTheWallChick1 (12:57:49 AM): ty Shinjuku05 (12:58:11 AM): I'm just a bit currious about that hair though.. OffTheWallChick1 (12:58:12 AM): what about it? Shinjuku05 (12:58:35 AM): you realise the 80s are over ... by almost 3 decades, right? OffTheWallChick1 (12:58:57 AM): yepp...not trying to do the 80s thing tho...the bangs arent teased out Shinjuku05 (12:59:16 AM): do you always wear that much makeup? OffTheWallChick1 (12:59:20 AM): no, not always Shinjuku05 (12:59:44 AM): oh... Shinjuku05 (1:00:20 AM): that's ... i'm trying to find the right word Shinjuku05 (1:03:23 AM): grot

What Matters Is Whats On The Inside Not The Outside
I'm sorry..I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..that i dont want to have sex every minute of every day.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like meI'm sorry..if my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry..if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.I'm sorry..That i try my best to make you like me, then get hurt.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

Taking A Break.
I have decided due to some things going on in my real life that I am going to step away from Fubar and the internet world all together. I have some things I need to figure out. Fear not I will return in due time with a batch of new chapters in the life of me I promise. Cheers, C

This Is Really Odd!
i,m only putting this up because I thought it was a bit strange. I started a page on facebook last week because my mums on there and she thought it would be a good place for us to chat but today i got an email from them saying that I had been removed because they considered me "Strang and inappropriate" lol Am I really strange? I will consult the runes and let you know :-)

Alexandra
Boy....did I get it put to me this time.... I fell head over heels for a woman named Alexandra that I met on Hot or Not.com. We chatted on Yahoo for a while, then arranged a date. Thursday, August 30, 2007 We were to meet at Bob Evans in Westerville. The only problem was that there are two Bob Evans' in Westerville. She went to one....and I went to the other. So we didn't get off to a good start. I received a phone call from her later that night. She was in the Emergency Room for abdominal pain. She asked me if I could go to McDonalds for her daughter. I told her I would and brought it right to her. So our REAL first meeting was in the Emergency Room. She finally got released and I walked her and her daughter to her car. As it turns out....I had parked right beside her. I figure to myself that this has to be some kind of fate playing it's hand. Friday, August 31, 2007 We decided to try Bob Evans again. This time we went to the same one, but traffic made me abo

So Tired
I've been SOOOO tired lately. Seems like I can't get enough sleep. Plus I've been working at least one day out of the weekend OT trying to get my bills caught up. But its not going to do any good if I end up running my self down and have to miss work. Blah! It seems like every time I think I'm getting caught up something else comes along. I'm sure you all know what I mean. School starts and it's school supply, fees, lunches & pictures. Homecoming is next weekend and my oldest is taking a date PLUS he's the Senior escort! Dress clothes & corsage. LOL Like I said one thing after another. Oh and yeah I have to make about 100 sandwiches before tomorrow nights football game. I picked up the meat today when I left work. And Tiger is suppose to pick up buns for me. So I think I'm going to try to make half of them tonite. My life in a nutsell .. hah.. guess thats where a nuts life should be eh?

I Quit.
Just to let you people know who did come in and listen to me...I quit today. And quite frankly I'm fuckin glad I did. The "boss" did not ask me why and didn't want an explanation. She even talked shit about me behind my back to somebody who she has talked shit about behind her back. Drama drama drama. jeez. I did it for fun. I LOVE dj'ing. but not when you have no crowd b/c of the lounge. There's so much more to my explanation but I'd rather not get into it. I hate drama. Not gonna bash them though. Cuz I'm better then that. I'm not looking for another home yet though. I'm gonna take a break from it. lol a friend just told me to say if you buy me a VIP then I'll dj for ya lol Silly. I wont' do that but hey for a happy hour...lmfao kidding!! I'll let everybody know when I start to DJ again and where. :)

A Poem Written By Adrain...a Very Special Friend....wow...a Brilliant Mind.....ty 4 Sharing It With Me......its An Honor To Say The Least
The Vision Vision is a sense that can show you to the light as well as lead you head on into the dark..........prepare for all, expect for nothing Senses can lie, that is a hard lesson learned like the moth to an open flame you can burn I see the stars align and shine with the power of heavens like an ant to the street lights of forever wonder and impressment I vision smooth rhythms as they dance on my soul I envision happiness at the end of a hard worked goal The vision at times can be so adapted to negative fortune and paths that when something pure and good meets the vision, intimidation is the only math raised up in surroundings with constant conflict and demonic ways the routine can make someone hesitant to walk with the suns rays vision can place many situations in an out of place equation still i heal from childhood scars an abrasion when pain arrives in any form, physical or mental, anger becomes the judge, jury, and executioner that

Sex Positions That Women Love...
Sex Positions That Women Love... Let's face reality; women don't think that reaching orgasm is a lucky shot in the dark anymore -- nowadays, they want their juices to flow and they want it now. And sorry guys, on her knees and blowing you to kingdom cum didn't make the cut. More often than not, women are assertive and no longer behave like quiet little mice when it comes to sexual scenarios. Actually, the fact that most guys try so hard (there's that play on words again) to get their women to cum is quite evident of this fact. The following are sexual positions that many women enjoy. So the next time you're about to get down to the nitty-gritty with your woman, try the following positions and ensure that she receives some great orgasmic pleasure. Woman on top : Some women love being on top when it comes to sex. Why? It's all about control, and having the liberty of getting herself off is quite tantalizing. If she likes, she can give herself a clitoral or G-spot orgasm,

Drama Whores And Nosy Ass People !
OK YOU WONTED A RANT NOW U GOT ONE !!!!! AND IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT I HAVE TO SAY THEN GET THE FUCK OFF MY PAGE AND LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE !!! TO ALL THE DRAMA WHORES THAT ARE HERE ON FUBAR ! I HAVE NOT ONCE TOLD ANY OF YOU THAT I LOVE U OR WONT TO BE WITH YOU ! I DO WISH TO MEET SOME OF YOU TO HANG OUT AND SEE IF ANYTHING HAPPENS I DO NOT GET INVOLVED IN ANY ASPECT OF ANY OF YOUR'E LIVES! I DONT TELL YOU WHO YOU CAN TALK TO OR SEE OR ANYTHING CAUSE THE TRUTH IS YOU ARE PROBABLY PLAYING EVERY GUY ON UR LIST !!!!!TURNING THIS ONE AGAINST THAT ONE WELL DO ME A FAVER AND LEAVE ME THE FUCK OUT OF UR DRAMA I DO NOT HAVE TIME FOR IT AT ALL NOR DO I HAVE THE PACIENCE TO DEAL WITH IT !!! I WILL TELL ALL U CHICKENHEADS ONE MORE TIME I AM SINGLE AND I CHOOSE TO BE THIS WAY IF I TALK TO YOU IT DOESENT MEAN THAT I WONT TO FUCK YOU IT JUST MEANS THAT I WONT TO TAKE THE TIME TO GET TO KNOW YOU !AND IF I CHOOSE TO MEET YOU THEN IM GOING TO DO SO AND IF I CHOOSE NOT TO THEN ACCEPT THAT . SO FOR ANY RO

I Hate Working The Wk End!
Damn every other wk end rolls around and I have to spend 38 hrs of it at work.That Blows big time, but at least I only have to work 2 a month, so I shouldn't bitch too much. Hope every one has a good one! Love to all who reads this!

Git-r-done
Let me start by saying that the past few days have brought about some rather surprising events. Some that I am really happy with. I have realized that in the past I have let someone else influence my actions towards others based on how that someone felt about them. And I have realized that friends are so much nicer to have than enemies. I would like to take this opportunity to offer a public apology from me to the GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY. I cannot offer an apology from the entire Patriotic Family. Only myself. I do not expect everyone in the GIT-R-DONE Family to be able to forgive and forget but I will admit when I am wrong. And I was wrong. Thank you Hitman6 and BigDawg69 for taking the time to listen and giving me the opportunity to try to right some of the wrongs done by me. It really means a lot. GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY YOU ROCK!!!! ‡±Freedom Isnt Free ±‡@ fubar

Honesty
what does honesty and trust mean, is it a big deal, if someone lies should you be fucked off with em or let it go, is it a breaking of trust between two people, if it is can that break be bended or is it pointless to try, if its pointless to try what then, do you call it a day and move on, why is it not that important what the person did but the lie that was told,

Friends With Benefits
Friends with benefits He's gone is he, out of town for the day? Damn we have been waiting so long for this. No problem Hun, let me sign off and I'm on my way! Just an hour and a half and I'll be there to slip it in. Hey baby, I'm turning on your street now. I'm not clear on one thing though, left or right at the light? Yes I know honey, I too am ready for us to lay down. Better start stretching baby, It's going to be one hell of a night! Hello love, Did you really think that I wouldn't show? No worries baby, I wouldn't have missed this. Your worth the trip baby, no matter how many miles I had to go. Now come here sweety, Time for us to have that long awaited kiss. MM. you taste good to me. Your lips are like rose pedals softly brushing up against mine. That's it hold me close baby. Press me hard against you, so you can feel me beginning to rise. Oh baby I need you now. Hold up your arms, lets me help get that shirt off. Kiss me baby, While I gently lay yo

For All Those Who Know
well i talked to my dad yesterday and he has told me the doc has informed him he has what they call a flap, its now gotten to the point where he is having a hard time breathing and cannot eat :( . Hes also told me that he go's for his pre-op on friday then he said surgery is supose to be done on october 2nd. the out come of surgery he probobly will never talk again:( . i hate how things in life are so damn hard.

World Peace!
Today is International Peace Day and I just wanted to Spread The Love! Have an Awesome Day & Fantastic Weekend! P.S. It is also Pagan Pride Weekend so wear your Purple Ribbons and Fight the Fear! Happy Mabon One and All this Sunday!

What Is Oregon Doing?
I just heard this morning on the Glenn Beck radio show that the state of Oregon School Board has made a request to the Mexican Government for text books and school curriculum so that they can teach all the illegal aliens that have been rushing into the state. What is wrong with this picture? When will government agencies open a dictionary and pursue the definition of ILLEGAL? There are laws on the books to send them back yet we bend over backwards to make their life comfortable. The day when there will no longer be a United States is coming. We will see the creation of the North America Union coming yet. Canada, USA and Mexico will be a single country using a single form of currency and Mexico taking over the entire continent. I guess they want more than just Texas and California back after losing them to the USA back in history. Remember... you heard it here first. Australia is sounding better and better each day. What is happening to this country?

Guys
Just want to know why....why is it that no matter whether it's on here or in the real world that every guy you meet is interested in only one thing. Like that's all they really need in life. Why is it that no matter how nice a guy seems or how honest and sincere he is, he always wants sex? It's like all they want to talk about and do. Why can't they just be there? Talk about life, anything. I just want someone to care about me for me, not sex. Someone to hold me when I need to be held. Listen when I need to talk. Not judge my previous actions or past mistakes. Embrace my life and choices like I do. Be considerate of my feelings. Support me in my choices. I want a friend and a lover. Why aren't guys the same way?

Coming Soon :)
I've been thinking about writing a book for a long time. But what to write?? I've always heard "Write what you know" well..this is what I know. :) Once upon a time I had a group of friends that make the Sex in The City woman look like prudes. LMAO, which wasn't a bad thing. They were fun and they opened my eyes to a WHOLE new world.. Now, will these stories be true??..maybe :) names will be changed but that's about it I will introduce the characters soon.

Anger Management (rotflmfao)
This is kind of long but funny as hell. When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know.I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying "Hello."I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?"Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear "Get the right f***ing number!" and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude . When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits.After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was p

My Lust For Women
Delicate and soft is this touch As these lips of mine meet with another’s And I taint her Love her For what she wants, I give I am Lust I am her desire And what she covets for, yearns for Once more, our mouths separate in a distance Letting our breathing come to a steady Greed and lust is all this is I say to myself For many times I have said this Repeated it endlessly, countless times But this is my purpose The sole reason I live and have been created A sin, I am I could be any Wrath Greed Envy Sloth Vanity Gluttony But I… I am Lust

Paco And Princess Candace!
So my wife and i have decided that we're going to buy two mini horses. She's going to rename herself to paco and i'm going to rename myself to princess candace. Im going to ride on my dyed pink horse named bob wearing a tiny tiara, a tiny cape, and plastic shoes (the kind you got as a kid from the dress up toys). We're going to live on the beach and ride our mini horses like royalty.

Why Women Love Men
1. They've got that comfortable place on their shoulder that's perfect for snuggling into while we fall asleep. 2. They're at peace with their bodies, except for maybe some minor anxiety over height, weight, and baldness. 3.They fall in love so hard, once they finally fall. 4. Bravery around snakes, water bugs, bats and flat tires. 5. Their unapologetic lust for a nice hunk of beef or chocolate cake.. 6. How tender they get when they cry, and how seldom they do it. 7. What they lack in talk, they tend to make up for in action.. 8. They really love their moms. They remind us of our dads.. 9. Their near-endless appetite for discussing the ins and outs of work and money - ours as well as theirs. 10. Their genuine ardor for tinkering with toilets, changing oil and assembling gas grills - jobs any intelligent woman can do but would be nuts to volunteer for. 11. They never care what their horoscope, their mother-in-law, nor the neighbors say. 12. They rarely lie about their age, t

Missing Kisses...
waking to the feeling...of missing kisses... touching the coldness...of empty spaces... the colors of rainbow...the shadows of your eyes... reflections of loving you...the never-know-whys... bittersweet refrain...an unfinished melody... broken phrases...chaotic harmony... an unhealing wound...perpetually stabbed... bleeding crimson blood...spiked and laced... the exorcism...of haunting memories... erasing the wickedness...of invisible injuries... waking to the feeling...of missing kisses... filling up the void...of empty spaces...

Nsfw Photos Removed
I've gone ahead and removed almost all of my NSFW photos here, as I warned I would. If you are in my family, and you'd like to have access to them elsewhere, including the family-only photos, let me know. I just needed to remove them from Fubar because I got tired of morons. The family-only photos were especially frustrating. Grumble. If you are not in my family, do not ask to see the photos I removed on here. Any nagging to see photos that aren't available on here, especially if it's the first time you've talked to me, will result in immediate removal from my friends list. I'm serious about this. I'm totally sick of morons who think I'm some sort of porn star who owes them jack-off material. Sorry if this sounds bitchy -- blame the jerks who've pissed me off so repeatedly.

Happy Weekend
Sooooooooooooooo as I leave for the day I wish you all a great week-end! Heading out for my little one and tonight is her first cheerleading for the varisty football team, so my proud mommie pics will follow. I am so excited to see a bunch of 4 year old girls cheer. Its gonna be a hoot for sure. Learned this week if you get happy despite what may be going on in your life, it works and can be very effective. Warm southern smiles to you and yours form me and mine. Huggles and Muahs to you all Laura and Taylor

Highlite Of The Day
I was grocery shopping with mum,and as we came around the corner we saw a man....a very OLD man about 101 yrs old pocketing candy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I laughed so fucking hard. You know this world is bad when old guys need to steal candy! LMMFAO Oh and who wants to take me shopping,i need new clothes but i dont have any money??????? =( PWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESE!!!! xoxo

Fuck Me In The Ass
That was my day today... Ok there was no actual ass-fucking but I felt like I got raped by the world today! My moment of happiness was short lived. I have no idea why certain people go out of their way to ruin my day and then tell me that they love me... Are all parents like that? And then she has the gall to ask me why I do not visit more often... Then I have issues with someone who has a longer conversation with this very same mother than they do me... I am so mad right now that I cannot even think. No, I am not mad. I am disappointed. I am very disappointed. I try to always be there for whoever in my life needs me yet I do not get the same. If I call you crying, don't tell me that you have to go talk to some guy about something irrelevant. That does nothing to help me get over whatever made me cry. As far as I am concerned everyone at this moment can bite me. I have nothing poetic to pretty up this incoherent rough draft of thoughts. This is me in my raw, unpretty and o

Nothing At All
in the back of my mind, all these thoughts and feelings. damned if i do, yet damned if i don't. the possiblities... endless... my mind wanders beyond compare. although i am unaware... there is an angel there to guide... but most the time i'm just trying to hide...laughter fades as the scene suddenly turns to gray... sorry mama i wanted to be your baby but i just could not stay.. is what i hear in the back of my mind...i try to block it out thought, as though its nothing at all.... smiles that has once painted my face, change to save grace.... fallin from the sky.... seasons change just as the rain must fall... and we go about our lives.... as though it is nothing at all.

Though Out Life
though out life you will meet one person who is unlike any other, you could talk to this person for hours and never get bored, you could tell them things and they wont judge you .this person is your soul mate, your best friend.. don t ever let them go.

Lustful Eyes Part Ii
I move my hand up your inner thigh, higher than higher yet till i hear her moan my name, she arches her back and makes her breasts and nipples. thrust out so hard and firm, nipples as hard as diamonds, wanted to be sucked and chewed which i gladly do, she moans, again and begs me to touch her wetness, i kiss her hard as i slide, a finger easyly into her. tongue against tongue like savages we suck and bite. eachothers mouths, she reaches down and takes my hand and pushes it hard against, her wetness and my fingers disappear into her like a wonderful magic............. .................Part 3 soon...............

On The Rampage Again
So I am going to write another blog that is going to piss-off some people and probably get me kicked off of several of my social networking sites yet again. As many people know who are my friends I normally write down what I am going to blog about and then I write it on one site and then copy and paste it to the other sites I am on. This saves me from having to re-write the entire blog over for every site that I am on, so if there are references to one site and it is not the site the blog is on, please forgive me because I must have missed it in the editing process. So let me begin by saying that if you read something you do not agree with please do not have me kicked off of whatever social networking site you read this blog on. I have a right to freedom of speech as much as any racist, bigot, or just plain moron who gets to enjoy that right and who are normally the people I go after the most. Well let me start by saying that I am really pissed-off that our troops in the Af

Too Late :(
With the faintest touch Two souls ignite Kisses burn The reality of it so impossible Melting under the perfection of the moment But the reality of it so untrue Can't turn away, Away from everything you ever wanted But can you really turn towards Something that can't exist? A hand on the clock Stopping in midair Make this last Please make this last another second Another second and I'm blinded by this bliss What was the point of all this, More damage done When you continue to let it develop, expose And set fire to this love A confession It hurts too much to see this last In the moments we have left Knowing there's no path to go by Just standing at the end of a dead end street savouring each minute Each scent, touch, taste Too much Release, and let your final visions of life as it is Mark your mind forever.

I Am Woman
Now here we are Together, all alone Resting in the back of my car Bodies next to one another I finally feel at home And then I look into your eyes Trace the runnels of your lips I feel the passion that resides Feel my heart begin to pound As you plant a kiss at my fingertips We move closer, as close as two can be Then begin to whisper sweet songs Words just between you and me Beyond the comprehension of others In my heart where it shall forever belong Our breaths grow deep Souls begging, yearning for more The windows tainted with our heat Feel the sensations rise As our bodies begin to explore Your sweet, sweet caress That leaves me in a daze I feel your hands run up my dress My eyes sparkle Vision now glazed Bodies moving so fast And I can’t seem to comprehend A moment in time that will forever last Swirling, touching, together, strong sensations rise Heaven’s here with you, my godsend Crashing down, down so heavy I see the world through new

Please Pray For A Good Friend Of Mine
Hey all i need to take a minute of your time if i may. our dear friend ana the angel is in the hospital she just had surgery. she had that bullet removed from her hip. right now things arent looking good for our dear sweet friend. its a possibilty she might lose her right leg. so if you all could please pray for our sweet ana it would be greatly appreciated. please also keep her family in your prayers as well. they will need them as well because they will be helping take care of her as she recovers. so im asking please that you all prayer for her and her family. her husband is getting ready to deploy as well. so please keep them in your thoughts and prayers. and while shes recovering show her a lil love as well. thank you all very much.

I Am Ok!!!
WOW what a difference 5 months makes! I sit here and I look back at the last 5 months and wonder what the hell happened? You wanted my heart and I gave it to you. You promised never to hurt me and I believed you. We made plans and promised to be 100% honest with each other. I stood by you through all of your "Stuff" I was there even when you didnt want to talk about it. I understood that sometime you just need to "figure it out" I was there for you when she wasnt! I was supportive of your choices for the future. I told you things I never told anyone else. Confided in you about my fears of not being loved. You assured me I was loved. you were there for me when I need to vent and I was there for you. I looked forward to those 6 am phone calls and LOVED hearing your voice. I was sure you were the one... I still remember the day like it was yesterday. I couldn't believe what this person was saying I mean how could it be true? You would NOT do this to me. break my heart and all my trust.

Wow
WOW I think about the moment we met. The first time I saw your beautiful face. That look in your eyes that I’ll never forget. The one that still makes my heart race to this day. Then we spoke. Oh god your voice, so soft and sweet. Such a soothing tone. Right then I knew, you are the woman for me. That hasn’t changed love. You are full of fire, proud and true. Sexy as fuck! And a great mother too. A goddess in bed. Every mans fantasy. The best friend anyone could get. The woman of my dreams. Come get in bed darling. God I love your sweet smell. Your warm touch is so charming. Just makes me melt. Yes rub me love. Slowly up and down. Bringing me to rise up. Fuck yes I love the feeling of your mouth. Mm that’s it take it all the way in. wiggle your tongue up and down my hard shaft. Rub my tender head all over your soft lips. Gripping me tight while you jack. I recognize that devious grin. The one that says, no not yet. Climbing on and gu

Twenty Things To Remember
1. Faith is the ability to not panic. 2. If you worry, you didn't pray. If you prayed, don't worry. 3. As a child of God, prayer is kinda like calling home every day. 4. Blessed are the flexible, for they shall not be bent out of shape. 5. When we get tangled up in our problems, be still. God wants us to be still so He can untangle the knot. 6. Do the math. Count your blessings. 7 God wants spiritual fruit, not religious nuts. 8. Dear God: I have a problem. It's me. 9. Silence is often misinterpreted, but never misquoted. 10. Laugh every day -- it's like inner jogging. 11. The most important things in your home are the people. 12. Growing old is inevitable, growing up is optional. 13. There is no key to happiness. The door is always open. Come on in. 14. A grudge is a heavy thing to carry. 15. He who dies with the most toys is still dead. 16. We do not remember days, but moments. Life moves too fast, so enjoy your precious moments.

Metroseksual...the Name Says Enough
so this guy posted a mumm about picking up college girls when he's 47 and i was just fucking with him in comments and he got all butthurt and this began... This was a photo comment he left me: Okay dude, so you're 22 years old and you're 225 pounds and 45% body fat Fuckin slob. I thnk you need to go to my page and learn how to be a man. I'm more than TWICE your age and I have a resting heart rate sub 50 bpm and 12% body fat. How do you feel about that? so i replied: right, thats why i have a smoking hot girlfriend and you're posting mumms about whether or not to try to scam on college chicks him: Okay fat boy. Let's see your waist line size right now. me: size 38 gaymo and i'm 5'10. don't be mad cause i get hotties and you have to post mumms about trying to get anything you possibly can. just enter the twilight of your life gracefully there chief. him: Great book: YOU ON A DIET, Frank Oz. Good read. See if you can overcome bad genetics and fix yourself. then he block

Friends
Have you ever found a friend That makes your heart glow Someone who is wonderful You feel honored to know. Someone to laugh with perhaps even to cry Someone whom you love Someone who is comfortable to be around Someone who just seems to understand. Someone that you think of day and night Someone you pray for as you go to bed Someone who shows up when needed Thoughts of them are always on your mind. Someone who shares with you all your ups and downs Someone who comes when called Someone who shares your smiles and frowns Surely you must know, God planted that seed These seeds God has planted here on earth Were planted deeply in our friends They cannot be measured by earth's worth Only by God's values placed here from the start Value those friendships, honor their decisions Respect their feelings and not make demands Never try to change their dreams to your own Hold their love tightly in your hands Refrain from angry if you don't talk to them each day

Quotes...
Having a dream is what keeps you alive. Overcoming the challenges make life worth living.-- Mary Tyler Moore Everything that irritates us about others can lead us to an understanding of ourselves.-- Carl Jung I’m not going to die because I failed as someone else. I’m going to succeed as myself. -- Margaret Cho The important work of moving the world forward does not wait to be done by perfect men. -- George Eliot

Prison Vs Work
Prison vs. Work ..> ..> IN PRISON...you spend the majority of your time in an 8X10 cell. AT WORK....you spend most of your time in a 6X8 cubicle. - - - - - - - - - - - - IN PRISON...you get three meals a day (free). AT WORK.....you only get a break for one meal and you have to pay for it yourself. - - - - - - - - - - - - IN PRISON...you get time off for good behavior. AT WORK.....you get rewarded for good behavior with more WORK. - - - - - - - - - - - - IN PRISON...a guard locks and unlocks the doors for you. AT WORK.....you must carry around a security card and unlock open all the doors yourself. - - - - - - - - - - - - IN PRISON... you can watch TV and play games. AT WORK.....you get fired for watching TV and playing games. - - - - - - - - - - - - IN PRISON...you get your own toilet. AT WORK.....you have to share. - - - - - - - - - - - - IN PRISON...they allow your family and friends to visit. AT WORK.

Sigh
Been having a stressful and a bad day I probably will just sign off. It's a long story, an ongoing problem i've been having. Disappointed in myself for my stupidity! And helping someone who wont help themselves and I end up getting hurt and burned yet again. And my daughter and her ADHD problems and my teen not going to school etc. just going through alot, not to mention health problems. Well I'm done bitching about myself and my life..lol Thanks for listening. Lisa

Eww Just Eww
fetishfrea...: I have a foot fetish and I was wondering if I may buy a pair of ur socks and a pair of ur sneakers/gym shoes pls?I will pay up to 150 sometimes more depending I wont even respond to this crap, ewww yuck

'nam
When i got home from 'nam people were indifferent to me, and i wondered why i spent all that time dodging charley's bullets to come home to a bunch of fucken commies right here in america. these fucken rock music hippy wannabe's made me sick. 'nam was hell. they were in the trees.

Swallow A Few Pills To Live....
I have neglected my medication. I have not taken not one pill sense I have returned home. I only took my medicine twice this month, and those two were while I was in PA. Joel asked me to, so I did. I am a disaster. I am over run with anxiety. I am over ran with emotions that are as uncontrollable as a wild horse. Tears and myself are no stranger. If I am not laying in bed crying. I am sitting alone crying. My decisions in life have gone astray. And I am doing my best to get all of this out. If I had to name one emotion that I am over come by. It would be failure. or perhaps despair. the best way to describe it would be a mix of the two. My brain doesn't function well with out the chemicals that the pills produce. and yet, I don't care enough about myself to even give myself sanity. Some how I feel that I deserve every agonizing moment in my head. Positive thoughts are foreign to me. I like to pretend that I can be positive. Put on a show as I have done for years. I'm not happy

Couples
well bouncer ironhorse has shot down our latest salutes...because we share our fubar name... melodyandmike@fubar.com Our sign still says "cherrytap" which I can understand... but couples should be allowed to salute together what do you think?

Peach Comments To Bomb With
update...go to www.commentbuddy.com...on the right side of the page some where there is a place to make these..its called glitter txt maker or something like that....what i do is copy and past codes of the ones i make and paste to notepad and keep on my own pc....so you have them handy for bombing...you can make what ever you like and in your style...have fun with it... commentbuddy.com commentbuddy.com commentbuddy.com

Insanity
A COCOPHONY OF SCREAMS SO SHRILL, EVOKING TORRENTS OF EMOTION SO PENETRATING THAT IT ENTOMBS ME IN A COFFIN OF DESPAIR I SOB AS I FEEL WEIGHTED BY IT'S OPPRESSION AND CANNOT MOVE I ABSORB SORROW AS IF I AM THIRSTY FOR AFFLICTION AND ONLY THIS PERGATORY WILL QUENCH ME YOUR WORDS ARE BUT DAGGERS THAT PIERCE MY HEART SO SWIFTLY I FALL TO MY KNEES TEARS SEEP FROM LOVE FILLED EYES AND I FEEL YOU NEAR ME DO YOU REACH TO PULL ME FROM THIS TIMELESS TORMENT OR TO BUTTON THIS CLOAK OF DOMINATION THAT DRAWS MY SPIRIT INTO DARKNESS. TORMENTED BY FLAMES THAT FLICKER NOT ON MY BODY, BUT AT MY VERY SOUL AND FANNED BY YOUR WORDS OF LOVE TO BURN FOREVER AN ETERNAL FLICKERING FLAME OF WANT

I Am Getting Married!!
I am getting FU Married to the most wonderful woman. I met her through my bombing family. I love my bombing family to death! We are getting married Saturday Oct. 13th. It will be at 12:01 am CST. I will let you know more details when I know. Thanks for everyone's support and everyone is invited! Here is my profile...show me mad love ♥Яąċħę£♥FU Fiance' to Kathy*FU-Bombers Co-Owner Co-Founder@ fubar Here is my FU Fiance's profile...show her mad love as well Kathy~ Fu-Fiance to Bisexual_Rachel@ fubar And here is the profile to the best bombing family ever!! FU-Bombers@ fubar

Fuck Men
That’s right. I’m going gay. I have just about enough of men. I’m tired of promises. I’m tired of “hey…. I’ll call you” and then nothing. I’m tired of “hey… call me” and when I do… nothing. I’m tired of you blanking on me. I’m tired of you emotionally retreating. I’m tired of the games that you play. I’m tired of it. I’m tired of you. Perhaps I’m asking too much. Perhaps it’s unrealistic of me to think that hey when someone says they’re gonna do something …. they do. Perhaps I need to change. Perhaps I need to start blanking on you. Start ignoring you. Start emotionally withdrawing from you. Perhaps that will give you what you want cause I’m obviously not it as I am.