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Hahaha
A furious British wife has called in divorce lawyers after spotting her husband's car parked outside another woman's house — on Google. She saw the Range Rover while using the Internet giant's new Street View service to snoop on a female friend's home. The hubby had claimed he was away on business, but his missus recognized his SUV immediately because of its blinged-up hubcaps. The love cheat is not the only husband trapped by Google's controversial new 360-degree photo search, which covers 25 cities and towns throughout Britain. Top media lawyer Mark Stephens said: "I was talking about the Range Rover case when another divorce lawyer came up to say his firm was dealing with the same sort of thing. People are getting caught out on Google. I suspect the husband's lawyers will claim it was an invasion of privacy that will cost him his marriage and Range Rover."
Cheeky
A squirrel feasts on raw peanuts at a produce stand in Davis, Calif., in this Oct. 23, 2008 photo.
Tarot Card Readings
I JUST HAD MY CARDS READ BY ROXY AND IT WAS AMAZING!! I HIGHLY RECOMMEND IT! HERE IS HER LINK Roxy@ fubar ONCE THERE LOOK FOR HER BLOG ON "READINGS" FOR MORE INFO
Butt Train
 Ok, something screwy is going on here. the links don't work so please go to the bulletin http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=3600581584 to join the train It's the BUTT train!  It's easy! First please rate the pictures in the Butts folder starting with this one. Please leave a comment on the last one. Then just fan, rate, and add everyone who has joined before you... or leave a comment on their profile if they are already your friend. In the friend request, or comment, put "I'm joining the butt train!" or something similar. When you receive a request or comment, please rate, fan, and comment back. When you are done with everyone on the list, send me a private message so I will know to add you.  We're all here to have fun, so no drama please! Start with me, your hostess.
Prelude To A Kiss~
From a distance I watch smiling, for her's there again hair...slightly tousled damp curls clinging to forehead framing green eyes.... heart skips a beat. She likes to swim in the ocean me?...well, I enjoy the scenery. Waves, caressing washing away worries cleansing my soul sand between my toes... not unpleasant peaceful. Getting closer now eyes meet...just for a moment laughter lines I note moving down to lips slightly parted would taste salty...I imagine. slender tanned shoulders slim waist and hips perfect shape actually... smile at this thought I smile She blush... Did she read my thoughts? her eyes linger on my lips prelude to a kiss? perhaps...yes, perhaps. ~W.H.~ ~2009~
Its Friday Getty Getty
SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE!HUGS AND LOVE CHERIE'MARIE
I Wanna
flick a booger at bjs hh
Teh Blahs
I found out yesterday that my tissue expansion has to go on hold due to my radiation.  Once the radiation is done, I may not be able to have any further expansion.  At best, it will be several months before my new boobs will be worked on again.  I went out last night to the bar... wore a cami tank with a loose shirt over it.  Apparently it was either too loose or not loose enough cuz I ended up getting stared at everywhere.  Which led to me drinking more... which led to getting royally drunk, which I guess I needed. I've been trying to find work... I've finally resorted to pulling the survivor card and writing cover letters that say I was out of work fighting breast cancer and want to start a new challenge... I figured it's the only thing that will really set me apart from the competition.  I've gotten no calls back from any applications over the past 7 months, so it's not like it can make it any worse - and maybe I'll get lucky and find a hiring manager that's been touched by i
Blog Change
1. TinyMCE is a piece of shit 2.  TinyMCE is a piece of shit 3. TinyMCE is a piece of shit 4. See 1, 2, 3.   :|
Death Before Dishonor ~five Finger Death Punch
[V1:]To the haters, the takers, the liars, all the vultures and the bottom feeding scumThe FCC, the FBI and every tin god with a badge and a gunYou talk and talk, you preach and bitch but your words don't mean a thingYou get what you give, you give what you getJust the way it's always been[Chorus:]I choose death before dishonorI'd rather die than live down on my kneesBury me like a soldier, with my dignity![V2:]You imitate the ostracized, put your head beneath the sandYour cup it runneth over, must be rough to live so grandYou reap what you sew, you pay what you owe unless you bathe yourself in greedYou rob and you take, your world is fakeThere's no honor amongst the thieves[Chorus:]I choose death before dishonorI'd rather die than live down on my kneesBury me like a soldier, with my dignity![Pre-Chorus:]Fuck!You're self righteous, self pretentiousYour ways are not for meYou're deluded, so confusedYour world is not for me[Chorus:]I choose death before dishonorI'd rather die than live d
Poem "she"
SHE As I sit here trying to figure out what part of ME to let FREE   I contemplate what in my life is something I wish u knew to know ME I’m really not that complex… I’m just in search of ME You see ME is someone who got lost so long ago…. I cant even recall who is really me, its been lost in HE HE is not just HIM its all of them. Its every he that says I AM HIM HIM the one you feel will let your heart be FREE… Or better yet your inhibitions go FREE…. that’s probably really what all the HE’S really want from ME. So if they all play to be HE… how do I know when I really SEE HE? You see HE is something new to ME… In my family there was never a HE just a lot of SHES…. As the years pass me by, I am beginning to SEE You may need to grow up with a HE to know how to keep a HIM You see I have thought a long time if your let your inhibitions go FREE it will help keep a HE…. but all I really wanted
How Do You Color Your Life?
You Color Your Life With Vibrant Brightness You are an energetic person who's obsessed with ideas and modern. You love technology, and you like to be on the cutting edge of things. You tend to be a little materialistic. You you love to shop. You love sophisticated and dramatic things. You were born to live in the heart of the city. How Do You Color Your Life?
Sweet Alabama
HEY EVERYONE, TODAY IS SWEET ALABAMA'S BIRTHDAY.....STOP BY HER PAGE AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE AND LETS TRY TO KEEP HER SHITFACED....LOL    HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!!!!!!! sweet alabama~zodiak levelers~fu-angels~fu-badgirl~~OWNED BY STANG77~>and owned by mizotte59~@ fubar
Saturday Auto 11 Blog
HERE ARE SOME FU'S WITH AUTO 11'S RUNNING TODAY. YOU ARE ALWAYS MORE THAN WELCOME TO LEAVE A COMMENT IN THIS BLOG IF YOU OR A FRIEND HAVE THEM ALSO!! I ALWAYS TRY TO ADD AS I SEE PEOPLE WITH THEM AND REMOVE THE ONES THAT ARE OVER SO THAT IT IS KEPT UP TO DATE FOR THE DAY, SO IF YOU SEE ME ON YOUR PAGE.. THAT IS WHAT I AM DOING, I'M NOT A BOT, JOHNNY DEVIL WILL ATTEST TO THAT LOL! A BLOG, PAGE RATE AND PERHAPS RATE MY SALUTES WOULD BE MOST APPRECIATED FOR THIS BUT NOT NECESSARY AS I DO THIS FOR MYSELF TO KEEP UP WITH WHERE THE AUTOS ARE FOR THE DAY. Kimberly@ fubar ❤HORNY ANGEL❤™@ fubar King Dom Royale ***Club Omega Founder***@ fubar ~*BossLadywitdaSeXxyEyEz *~*♥MR_LOVERMAN4U2'S WIFEY ♥*~@ fubar ~ GRLSKIKASS2 ~ lovingly taken by ~T~ fu-married to Chaoskarma@ fubar 'T'@ fubar ōō Bad Santa ōō@ fubar ~ŲTīŃåMć®ļĖ~ ♥♥§HĀŠÕW LŹVĖLŹ®♥♥™ ōō@ fubar *** PapaBear53 ***@ fubar
Lmao
Chicks make me laugh. They fall for these douchebag guys and are so "in love" when last week your man was in my shoutbox telling me how interested he was in me. rofl. I am one catty bitch today. I really should up my prozac.
My True Joy~
I wish i could wake up every morning And see your smiling face Holding you in my arms Seeing all your grace I wish i could fall asleep in your arms Every night of every day Feeling all your warmth Feeling so very safe Nothing could make me happier Than kissing your tender lips Hugging your body Feeling your gentle finger tips A day without you is hell With sadness and much pain But i know that without you completly I would never be the same I can help but think... How alone i used to be How unhappy i felt How i had sorrow for myself But then you came, to save me from my pain You have brightened my face, my heart, my soul You have made me feel special, my heart feels whole I never want to leave you I always want you to stay Because every part of me Loves you in each and every way! ~W.H.~   ~2009~
Terasbetoni- Orjatar (slave Woman)
self explanatory
All About Me
{---Favorites---} Color..................................PINKNumber................................. Nr.1 DefenetlyBand......................All Kinds, Love James BluntMusic Genre......I love Trance and Rock TV Show............................Different Oce. Like Amerca's Next Top ModelMovie......... Actor............... That guy from the Fast and The Furious Actress........................... Kind of Movie....................Thriller, RomanticCartoon.............................Sport......................................SoccerFast Food Restaurant........................McDonnaldsFood...................................FrenchIce Cream..........Chocolater Cereal............................. Candy.................................All thats sweetDrink...............................Water Alcoholic Beverage............ik drink it allQuote.................... "I am Innocent"Have any siblings........................what? Have any pets..........................no Have a job..........
Superjail!!
dunno if anyone has seen this but its on adult swim and when i was in florida witty and i wouldnt go to bed til we watched it because it was so fucked up it made us allmost piss outselves   heres a short clip of it   heres the link if the vid doesnt play   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cf7bbBhE0sM  
Russian Rap
this is what Russian wiggers look like :)
Injured
 Hello Fu friends. I just wanted to explain why I haven't been on your page spreading any love. Yesterday I dropped an 80 lb. bundle of shingles on my left big toe. I don't think it's broken, but it is bruised really bad. I have it propped up trying to get the swelling down.  As soon as I feel better I will be back on here showing the love that I get from all my friends. Have a great week. Hugs.
Ghost Print
I work nights alone at a haunted hotel; I already wrote about it, so dont' feel like doin it again.  Besides seeing shadows and shit, (other have actually seen people and moving objects) I've had a fridge door open and slam several ties behind me.  Last night I looked at it, and there was a foot print looking ice spot on the door...    
Crossroads ~for A Friend~
A crossroad in life,A time for change;Of mind, body, and emotions.Change for you, change for me,Change for all the things it will be.At one corner, there stands you;You, nurtured from the world,find that there was always something holding it back;A barrier to life,a barrier to truth,a barrier to overcome.As an eagle struggling to break it's bonds,the you break free and run, never to return.You run from your past -You run to to be free,Run to all the things you wants to be.To the West, there you stand;A person, who finds the world distorted,an altered imaged from what it wastaught to believe in.Is stranded;Lost in the twisted morals of the world."Everything is different","This isn't what they said it was","Everything they taught me was wrong! "You long for acceptance,for a place of refuge,for people who'll understand you.You are changing;Changing from "no one",Changing into "someone",Changing into all you will become to be.As you search, it is rejected.An outcast among other people,an o
I'm A Creep
  When you were here before Couldn't look you in the eye You're just like an angel Your skin makes me cry You float like a feather In a beautiful world I wish I was special You're so fucking special But I 'm a creep I 'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here I don't care if it hurts I want to have control I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul I want you to notice When I'm not around You're so fucking special I wish I was special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here She's running out again She's running out She run, run, run run Run Whatever makes you happy Whatever you want You're so fucking special I wish I was special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here?   Radiohead - not gifted enough to write this stuff myself
Vicodin > Real Life
  Of course no one's gonna be happy you're around, when you walk around acting like a junkyard dog.       -REL
Dilema- Russaki
It's No Joke
Who would have ever thought that a minor jab from a pen would turn out to be something so serious.  A jab to which all you see is a little dot where the pen ink would have been. Without any more details, that's pretty much what happened. It has been a hell of a week for me. I went in 2 Sundays ago because it got infected and waited, like an idiot and got yelled at for it, 3 days after I noticed it, to have it looked at. A Tetanus shot, 2 vials of blood for testing and 3200mg of antibiotics later am out the door..ugh. Well, yesterday while at work, I noticed red bumps everywhere.. ugh.. another trip to the Doc. End result? Another SHOT! This time Prednisone and a change in the antibiotics. It seems I had an allergic reaction to the initial antibiotics I was given and since I had no known allergies, no one would have known. Well now I know. Now am on new Antibiotics for damn 10 days when I had 7 left of the other one lol and damn steroids to take. I hate taking pills.  Now I have p
Health...
Hey, If you choose to read this please at least rate it.  If you feel like post a comment.. Thats Fabulous! Thank you!   About 2 months ago, I woke up one morning and I found a lump on my leftside ribcage.  I asked my Fiance to feel it. He said he could feel anything. So I let it pass till that morning. I then had my roommate feel the spot where the lump was. I didn't tell her about it. I let her tell me about it. She felt what I felt! So I called my dr office and he was full. So i asked for a referral to see another dr at another clinic. Which was kind of a hug run around.    I get in to see this Dr. He examed me.. Said he thought it was a gas pocket. It would pass in a coupld days. If it didn't then i was to go back in. He didn't even want to bother with me. I waited a week. Its still there. I for sure wasn't going back to him. But they did call and I did express how i felt about how he wanted to do nothing about the lump not even take some sort of pics of it. I said I wasn't g
How Do You Judge A Cover??
How many look inside to see?? How many judge by the cover?? The cover may look pretty, but inside is filled with wonders, far to few and seen. Why do so few, just glance and move on?? Do they not care what is inside?? I guess not. How sad because, what you see outside is nothing compared to the inside.
Little Families Big World
Ok, so this blog is not going to be my usual spicy and evil little self.  I was sitting looking out the window yesterday, listening to the sounds of the crickets chirping outside.  I sat and thought about where my life is going and all the people who have recently entered within my little world.  I have met some wonderful people in my lifetime, but never ones like the ones  I know now.  When I had first came to visit this family they took me in as one of their own.  No questions asked.  This family has already given me so much.  Not material wise.  I am speaking of internally.  I wish all families had the bond and strength as the one in which I am speaking of.  I have never before seen such love, togetherness, strength, and forgivness as in this family.  In today's society, unfortunatly most people are to busy with their own little lives then to worry about another. However, this family realizes the meaning of the word family.  They are how are generations from the past used to b
I Want Your Take
You guys are rocking the nominations. Sooo many great choices....thanks. Now I want to know about something you like. Below is a list, but please feel free to write about something else as well. I'll be selecting a top one for the FWord. We are looking for something that everyone can relate to, so that little bistro on your corner won't work. Booze, smokes, big restaurants, cars, etc. will. This is your chance to give a testimonial about something you love. It can be a fave drink recipe, a funny story or a love letter. Whatever you like! Jamba Juice Acura Canadian Club Coors/Miller Makers Mark American Spirits Axe There's a list of some of the things I like...now, it's your turn. Write away....
Contest
Alright guys, so I'm in my first contest to win auto 11 and cherry bomb. I really need your guys help to win this contest. I have never had an auto 11 or cherry bomb before and would really like that experience!!!! Please help me out by rating my picture and commenting as much as you can. Also by sending bling to the person holding the contest and telling him its for me gets me extra points as well!!! This contest will be on for the next 7 days!!! ...the link for my picture in the contest is as followed......   http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1826462&albumid=1610998&i=1584845078&idx=9   PLEASE HELP ME OUT GUYS, I will repay you some how just let me know how help you were able to do for me! Thank you!
Debating On Nakedness!!!
Do I want to play with Candi @ss or Kissed?
Soulmate
Incompatible, it dont matter thoughcause someones bound to hear my cry Speak out if you do Youre not easy to find Is it possible Mr. Loveable Is already in my life? Right in front of me Or maybe youre in disguise Here we are again, circles never end How do I find the perfect fit Theres enough for everyone But I'm still waiting in line Most relationships seem so transitory Theyre all good but not the permanent one Who doesnt long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why Im on my own If theres a soulmate for everyone
Oh My Good Lord!
gotta watch this, it is sick and wrong but entertaining, lol http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=1381030782
Out Of Boredom!
1) Is there anyone on your friends list you would have sex with? YUP (2) Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?there is a specific time?(3) Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke?only when i had food poisoning(4) Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?hell no(5) Shower or bath while having sex?done both...(6) Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?aggressive(7) Do you love someone in your friends list?of course!(8) Love or Money?i can haz both pls(9) Credit cards or cash?depends(10) Have you ever wanted a best friend?i have my best friends (11) Camping or a 5 star hotel?Again... this depends...(12) Would you shave your entire body (including your head)?if i had a good enough reason to(13) Have you ever been to a strip club?yes MANY(14) Ever been to a bar?just got home from like 2(15) Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club?nah.. i am a good girl :D(16) Ever been so drunk someone else had to carry you?nah i am usually doing the dragging(17)
Rogerlee's Easter Rate-a-thon :)
My favorite FU is hosting a Rate-A-Thon this week. Check it out and show him some LOVE!Brought to you by RogerLee         Have I mentioned that I HATE the new blog editor??
Nyquil
NyQuil is soooooo gooooood. I have the green kind and the red kind. I just can't make up my mind. Green,red green,red? Wait,I could alternate every so often.
Today
Well she is home again today, that makes 3 days being home sick.  So walking on eggshells all day will be a normal thing for me again. Yesterday when I went downtown to the women's drop in center, she had left in the morning and didnt get home till the afternoon. I literally stayed in my room until they went to bed. Not one word has been spoken since she told me I had 2 weeks to be out.   Today I have orientation for the UGM shelter from 1-3. Only thing is their waiting list is upto 6 mths. Right now I am open for any options :(   I still have no idea what I am doing, hell I don't even know what I am going to say to her if she talks to me. I keep telling myself I am not going to cry, yet my eyes look like hell.   sorry for letting this all out....
Holy Cow
So, last month I found an undeposited uncashed paycheck in my glove compartment. I was like WHOA!!! I took it  to work and told my boss that I need the moneys, after which he said that it will take a coupla days to remake the check.  Well...   The next week he tells me that I have 2 or 3 more unchased paychecks in addition to this one.WTF??!! I hope I'm gettin THOSE back.   I am the most irresponsible person in the world, and so is the hubby. GRRRR, we make an awesome couple!
Sesame Street
This Spring Break, I think that I reverted back into my childhood. I start my day with a bowl of cereal, some fruit, coffee, and watch Sesame Street. As I'm watching Sesame Street, I'm thinking, "It would be so cool to live there. I could hang out with Oscar The Grouch and complain about how The Man is getting us down, go to the laundromat and talk with the real people, and meet celebrities once in a while." I'm not kidding. I saw it this morning and saw John Legend playing the piano and singing with an Owl. Sesame Street sounds like such a nice place to live in. Then, my rational mind kicks in. I start thinking, "Sesame Street is in New York... I'd have to put up with the attitude, Puerto Ricans, and the Dominicans all the time... Sesame Street looks like a project, too. Chances are that if it's a bad project, I'll get shot and die... and Elmo. I'd have to put up with Elmo, too." Now, Sesame Street sounds like any other place to live in. You have your good and your bad aspects to
I Need Advice
At what age should a parent talk to their kids about sex??? I have a lil girl in 3rd grade & her classmates made up a club where they are only allowed to talk about sex!!! So she comes & starts throwing me all kinds of questions.... I freaked out cause thats my BABY GURL & i wanted her to know when i did..... WTF is going on with these kids now & days?!
Updated Update
Updated update...... I just got back from the UGM orientation. Was told that it could be anywhere from 2 weeks upto 6 months. Also there you are not able to work until you are in phase 3, which is 6-9 mths. During the 1st two phases you have classes and chores and church. blah   Second thing, my mom just came in my room and was like does Rudi want you back in Germany, if he does I will pay for a ticket but if you have to come back after 3 months you cant come to this house. OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I dont know what the fuck to do :(
My Brain Twitched Over This
Methodolog...: if u change ur mind let me know, u have a very unique physique.... youre absolutely perfect in non modern standardsMethodolog...: implied, i meanMethodolog...: oh, thats cool... sorry im so used to it just being applied->Methodolog...: your right i dont but since your now tellin me that you want to see me naked i dont think i want you to draw meMethodolog...: also i dont think u have a concentrated all nude pose on your pageMethodolog...: whats ustream?Methodolog...: no because ur webcam gives me you in movement which helps me understand your true proportions and composition->Methodolog...: couldnt you just use one of my pics my cam doesnt work with anything but ustream its a real posMethodolog...: yeah, ud basically pose on cam for a couple minutes till we get the right angle, then i would draw off thar->Methodolog...: draw me?Methodolog...: youre hot, can i draw u?
Own My Azzz!!!!!!!!!
If cash bids are made I will add 1 NSFW salute and 1 permanent blog pimpout to my offers. Happy Bidding!!! XOXO Sam
Dedication Blog: A Must Read
I just wanted to thank all of yous for a splendid couple of years on Fubar and thanks for being a friend! > Juicy #1 of '09! She is amazing! >Blueeyes>Grey< img src="http://b.pca1.fubar.com/98/70/1270789/tn_894794954.jpg" width"75" height"100" devil>RedemptionGal>
Good Lovers..
Somehow I have been fortunate to have three very good lovers in my life  .... it is not their sexual prowess that makes them good lover, though they are certainly nothing to sneeze at, and many would have to go a long way to top any one them, that is not their secret to a good lover, it is them themselves. But it is the other elements that make them special: their compassion, their kindness, their intelligence, and even their psychic ability to somehow know when I need them the most.I no say I was in love with any of them,they just to me made great lovers. My lovers have all been gracious enough to place me in a high position in their lives, to make me feel wanted, sexy, needed, that is truly a high honor for any human. For when a person knows they are accepted and wanted, there is no greater ego booster. And in return they get back tenfold of what they give to me for I feel free to share myself with them.What do they do that is special: they give to me their time, their attention a co
Downarted Tons Of "1's "
WELL, LOOK WHAT THE EASTER BUNNY LEFT ME WHEN I GOT ON HERE THIS AFTERNOON NOW! THE OTHER DAY I NOTICED ABOUT 3 OR 4 YOUNG/NEW PEOPLE ON HERE HAD ALL DOWNRATED ME...THEIR PICS WERE ON EACH OTHERS' PROFILES.  I NOTICED OTHERS LEFT THEM COMMENTS ON THEIR PAGES, SO ALOT OF PEOPLE MUST  HAVE GOTTEN HIT. I WONDER IF THIS GUY IS PART OF THEIR GROUP......OH WELL, I JUST WANTED TO GET THIS INFO OUT TO YOU...BE AWARE OF YOUNG PUNKS ON FUBAR...THEY NEED MANNERS.  I AM SURE HE HAS BLOCKED ME BY NOW (HAVEN'T LOOKED YET), SO I CANNOT EDUCATE HIM ON MANNERS. ASI ES LA VIDA! LEE HAPPY EASTER TO ALL THE GOOD FUBARIANS!  HERE IS WHAT I COPIED FROM MY BARTAB FOR ALL TO VIEW NOW: GIVE HIM YOUR LUV IF YOU LIKE!~  : · Dr. Lichterhol:... rated you a '1'! 7 hrs ago · Dr. Lichterhol:... rated your photo a '1'! 7 hrs ago · Dr. Lichterhol:... rated your photo a '1'! 7 hrs ago · Dr. Lichterhol:... rated your photo a '1'! 7 hrs ago · Dr. Lichterhol:... left you a new photo comment! 7 hrs ago · Dr. Lichter
Fvcking Hell!
So, I have to do an author study for my media class. One of the requirements is it have a complete listing of their books that incudes the title, publisher, genre, and grade level. My author has written over 300 books O.O! fml.
Yes, It Annoyed Me That Much...
So there was this mumm earlier (gone now so I can't link) about hell and stuff. Someone said you can't go to hell if you don't believe in it. So I said something along the lines of ...by that token, no one can go to Iowa if they don't believe in it? I was just trying to make a point, but Iowa was obviously the wrong example, lol. Got corrected in the mumm by one person, and whined at in my shoutbox by a friend from Iowa. So yeah, I've been thinking about that for a little while now...and I guess I should have used the old concept of "flat earth" to make my point. Hundreds of years ago, people believed the earth was flat, not round. Didn't matter what they believed, the truth was (and still is) that the earth is round. Hundreds of years ago, people believed the sun revolved around the earth. Also not true. I was just trying to make the point that just because you believe (or disbelieve) something, doesn't make what you think true. Just because I don't believe in hell, doesn't mean I'm
Wondering
I'm back home and my Mom is getting all of her medicine together for the week. I should probably let you all know that she's disabled and she gets a medical card to help cover the cost of her medication and doctor visits. So right off the bat, we knew she wasn't exactly going to get excellent health care..we just expected it to make sense, lol.   Her doctor put her on a new medication, a vitamin shot. She's suppose to take this shot once a month. She goes to the pharmacy to get the prescription filled and they give her needles for it. I start looking at the bottle and figure out that one bottle will last her 5 months. It wouldn't really be that much of a big deal, since she takes shots for being a diabetic....but the needles for her vitamin require a different needle. I got looking at the packaging of the needle and see that it says once you use it, you have to throw it away. So no re-using one. But they only gave her 3. I told my Step-dad about it and told him he'd need to go back t
?????easter
i will give 1 million fu bucks to the first person that can correctly tell me why we celebrate easter when we do AND who decided it.  good luck post your answers in the comment area :P p.s. dont forget to rate
Hmm
"The real world is for people who can't imagine anything better."     I think there is actually some truth to that.  It's along the same lines as being a hopeless romantic and always hoping something better will come alone.  
Im In A Contest Show Ur Love Click The Picture!
  Click the picture!
A Little Nervous
Been laid off from work for 6 weeks now. Have a job interview today. Been a long time since Ive had to interview for a job in order to get it. Kinda nervous about it.
In Your Eyes
Do you know the night seems so right when you are near Like the moon and its rays beaming our path clearThe sweet winds blow a rythem that flows with our hearts so we dance we sway with ecstasy and dip to pleasurable partsWe stand still in time though our bodies are covered in sultry blissI relish every kiss the slightest touch of your skin brushing against mine feels like The ultimate sinBecause I don't think such joy is meant to be felt on earth I don't think that God him self seen it at our birth LIke the original Adam and Eve Life is not as what other perceiveIts more than this moment of carnal lust a subtle embrace of endless love I
No Clue
No Clue Most men have no clue when it comes to women...We're not that complicated...Don't worry...this is not going to be one of those male bashing blogs that you men dread and that most women will agree with...It's actually going to give you men a little insight as to how simple we women really are.... I've only met a couple of men in my life that really understand a way to a womans heart...No...it's not through your wallet....However..flowers are nice...and much appreciated... :) I say it all the time..."You can catch more flies with honey"...Now break that down...Be nice...be a gentleman...be curtious...respectful and by all means...stop with the "Oh the things I could do to you crap right off the bat....Be patient...Your penis isn't going anywhere... I was chatting with a friend last night while at work...I don't work with him...However we dated wayyyyyyyyyy back in the day...And have still remained friends....As always...and I think for the most part it's just become sort of
Wow
my blog got deleted. I smell a snitch...   what bitter old cunt became sour?
Pittsburghese
I’ve realized that many of my friends on here not only have no idea how to speak Pittsburghese, they’ve never even heard of it.    Pittsburghese is commonly spoken by Yinzers in the Western PA area.   Here’s a small sampling:   Abaht About. It's abaht time you brung us those Arns! (Submitted by Melissa Cupp, Pittsburgh) Acrosst Across. The dog was acrosst the street. (Submitted by Ray Wargovich, Marlton, NJ) Agin
Nkotb-summertime
seasons are changing
We Can Only Get Pimped 3 Times!!
The new rules are.. your only allowed around the block 3 times.we only get 3 pimps. so why cant we get pimped more then 3 times.if your friends want to pimp you they should be able to.if i new this i would have picked demon. at least you can shitface someone 10 times.I say a least 6 time are friends should be able to pimp us.please comment on this..tell babyjesus what you think on this..thank you..ryellowfast07..
Way Too Funny For Words
In Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. For example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of Acetaminophen. Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also called Amoxicillin and Advil is also called Ibuprofen.The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin. Pfizer Corp announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one.   Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of 'cocktails', 'highballs' and just a good old-fashioned 'stiff drink'. Pepsi will market the new concoction by the name o
I Did It!
  I did something significant today. For 2 years I collected and dried every single flower given to me by the man I thought I would spend the rest of my life with. Today, I tossed every single one into a trash fire.What's really cool is that it didn't even phase me! He had certainly talked a good game, marriage, a home together on a river, even kids! 3 of  them. And I loved him far more than I had ever loved anyone in my life.   There was the little matter of his never allowing me to meet anyone who knew him, and only allowing me into his house twice in those 2 years; and his disappearing on me every few months, without so much as an “F you”, then coming back a few months later with some lame excuse. My fault for letting him get away with that crap, I know. Mea culpa.   A year and a half ago; the second time I was permitted the rare privilege of being allowed into his oh so sacred house, I pulled a ladies watch from between his sheets. I hadn’t worn a watch in y
The Updated Heavy Metal Story..
  THE NEW HEAVY METAL STORY BY DEE AND SON..     one day as I was walking down the street I stepped in a PUDDLE OF MUDD. Low and behold my shoes got STAINED.. As I was walking along I met a strange manHe seemed a little DISTURBED he kept shouting at pigeons. Sayin DIE PIGEON DIE he seem to have been on some kind of DOPE. I swear he must of gottonSTONED in the TEMPLE with PILOTS. He smiled at me and his teeth were full of METALLICA>  I think he was a little AC/DC he was in a PSYCHOTIC HOMICIDAL DISMEMBERMENT or something.  I started chatting with the poor WEEZER and he said man my SOUL can FLY.  He sure was some kind of DIVINE HERESY let me tell you.  I asked him were he was from and his name. He replied my name is PINK FLOYD, and i am from a small town called OZZY.  I continued the conversation with him but he kept pointing and said look at the GORGUTS.  As I continued to chat with him a chick said hey my name is OUR LADY OF PEICE. I seem to notice that some kind of TOOL in her han
Huh??? =/
You have exceeded the hourly limit of people one can admire. Please wait for one hour and try again.         but but but...... I haven't admired anyone in a week! wtf? =/
Giggle Please Guys Dont Kill Me... I Did It Because I Love You
Point Whore...
Anyone wanna trade some fubucks for a cherrybomb? Fubar doesn't take food stamps so Im screwed :p
Rating Revolution , Bombers < Friends , You Are Awesome
I was hoping to level by my Birthday in 3 weeks , I am Overwhelmed, You are all incredible !
Multi-tasking While Driving?
Ok, so this has been bothering me all morning. I saw this woman this morning who was talking on her cell, texting, eating, drinking, smoking, doing make-up, trying to read something (newspaper, perhaps?) and fidgeting with the radio.. all while driving. I can't say that I'm perfect, because I'm not. I talk, text, smoke and eat and drink, all while driving, but never all at the same time. I know, I shouldn't do any of those, but oh well. I get yelled at at least once a week from a certain someone who shall remain nameless that I shouldn't text and drive. Sorry. Anyways, the point of this blog is ask this simple question: why do people multi-task while driving? Doing make-up and reading the paper, or whatever, shouldn't that be done either before or after you leave? If you're running late, get up earlier! Is it really that difficult? I have a habit of getting up 5 minutes before I have to leave, but 1) I don't drive to work. I ride with someone else and 2) I don't worry about that cra
Pirates Vs. California
Long ago, President Obama waged war on the Pirates as a way to distract the Americans from the wars in Afghanistan and Iraq, as well as the worsening shape of the American Economy. What the President didn’t know at first was that Pirates were already within the country in Southern California. Taking matters into his own hands, Governor Swarzenegger tries to keep the Californians voting on his policies and the Republican Party by waging a war of his own against these Southern California Pirates. The Governor feels that if he is able to bring an end to the Southern California Pirates, the Republicans will once again be looked at as the good guys in government since the Civil War and granting freedom to the slaves. What the Governor didn’t count on what that this Pirate is no ordinary Pirate. The leader of the Southern California Pirates is none other than the last Mexican Pirate. The very Captain David, founder of the Pirates Of Solana Beach. Scourge of the Coastal Communit
Oracle Bound
  imikimi - Customize Your World! imikimi - Customize Your World!imikimi - Customize Your World!imikimi - Customize Your World!I return the love-if i miss ya and ya want the love returned private message me please!Click on my pic and spank me to Oracle! (repos
Mumming And Blogging
So I'm sitting outside on my porch reading MuMMs. I must thank Rev for posting a picture/link. I'm going to go throw up now. He's not very nice.   Anyway...while looking at the pictures, in the profile of the picture/link Rev dropped.....I'm telling you it was a trainwreck, one can not look away, I seen that she had a picture of her dead  husband.  What I don't get is why do people say they are "late"? They aren't late for anything, they are dead. Hrmmm.....   Also, some stupid lil hussy wouldn't approve my comment in her MuMM. She asked what she should get her kid for his birthday. All I said was.."He's YOUR kid, if anyone should know it would be YOU"   I'm bored and I need something to do.
I'm Not Feeling Very Loved...
Seriously......no wonder I'm losing my rank. Not the daily rank..but the lifetime rank, lol. Tooltip Views: 136 so far today, 13 yesterday. (vip only) Photo Views: 19 so far today, 7 yesterday. (vip only)  
Take This Demon If You Dare
    Yup, MsCharlotte2U is on the Auction block! Stop by and take a peak!Please rate the Pic!!Bid if you dare!!This doesn't happen very often..Auction ends April 24thOnly one Man so far appears to be brave enough to try and take this Demon!Women are more up to the challenge as usual!!Please Re-Post!
The Last Cut
Me and My New Friend *MONI *Just collaborated  on this. Here is the link to her blog go check her out.   http://fubar.com/blog/289518/1007241   The Last Cut   I stood in my mirror again I don't recognize my face anymore I look at all my pieces now I see them in a pool of blood on the floor   You took away my soul You traveled far from my grasp
Fairy Tales Part 1
some people live them..others wish to have them.. the fairy tale ending...happily never after.. well at least for some.. for others we are just pawns in a story that revolves around the stars.....hoping that one day the main characters  will fall ill  and leave a new role to be played...life... oh woe is thee... i see some that  are in what appears to us as that perfect happy ending from the out side... maybe it is maybe it isnt... we all have our own ideas of  our happy endings.. and they change from time to time and sometimes they will even stay the same...   eventually we might get to that part  but for now this is just the  opening act
Billy
lost my good friend my billy on 4-17-09  god I miss that little dog
Standards
The bad thing about comming to your office to take tests is you often think about other stuff. I often don't understand how being the special case in some circumstances often gives you worse benefits than if you were an average person involved in the same situation. I always thought that being given special consideration, for whatever reason, gave you the benefit of being a normal person in that circumstance, plus certian things. However, my experience dictates that while you may in face be considered special in someone's eyes, it usually means that you are effectively entittled to less than what a "normal" person in that same situation would be given. It's almost as if the thought process is, I consider this person to be special, therefore their difference in status means that I don't have to give them what I give others. Maybe I am confused as to what being special means. Perhaps it is that special does in fact mean different, but not in the happy way we think it means, but in a w
You Guys Are Too Cool To Me
Okay since I can't fit everyone in my status I wanted to say thank you to you guys on here I love each of you. I love you Sweet and thank you sooo much :) Krista thank you soooo much that was really awesome of you Shay you're way too nice to me :P I'm not worth that much money! but I love it! hehehe
Church Sign.
Driving around, and saw this sign that said.''When you planGod laughs.''For some reason, this sign grated my nerves a bit. When we make plans, God laughs. I assume because he's already written our story, and we're all just following his game plan.Doing what we're told, without hearing a word. God finds amusement that our plans are what he already planned? As opposed to being our own thoughts,our choices, what we want to do. God seems like a bit of an omnipotent child. We have free will, right? But, if everything we choose to do, is actually his choice, where's our free will? I guess it doesn't exist, if you believe in God, that is. I believe in God, myself, just doesn't seem to be the God everyone else does.Oh well, I couldn't care less. If everything's just God's plan, does he plan the suicides? The murders? All the other sins that cause our souls to go to 'Hell'?Did he plan all the genocides, wars, everything else? For what purpose? Does he giggle when I plan to jack off? Because it'
Emotions
I'm so tired of being alone. I'm not really sure how to fix this time in my life. All I do is WORK WORK WORK and then I come home and get on this fucking box, escape to this pathetic fake world here on the fu because I have no other life. My past relationships, romantically and friendships have all gone to hell. It's made me not trust one single person and THAT SUX!. Its nice once in a while to have alone time but day in and day out....DAMNIT!!!
~~about My Illness~~
Interstitial cystitis (IC) is a condition that results in recurring discomfort or pain in the bladder and the surrounding pelvic region. The symptoms vary from case to case and even in the same individual. People may experience mild discomfort, pressure, tenderness, or intense pain in the bladder and pelvic area. Symptoms may include an urgent need to urinate, a frequent need to urinate, or a combination of these symptoms. Pain may change in intensity as the bladder fills with urine or as it empties. Women’s symptoms often get worse during menstruation. They may sometimes experience pain during vaginal intercourse. Because IC varies so much in symptoms and severity, most researchers believe it is not one, but several diseases. In recent years, scientists have started to use the term painful bladder syndrome (PBS) to describe cases with painful urinary symptoms that may not meet the strictest definition of IC. The term IC/PBS includes all cases of urinary pain that can’t be
The Dumb Little Things
Simple things she does for he And in return, he for she A sideways glance across a crowded room A cockeyed smile when the worlds full of gloom Serving his coffee with special sweet treats Rubbing her skin, from neck down to feet Gentle nibbles on the ear and the throat Unplanned kisses setting both hearts afloat Saying "I love you" at just the right time Serving her seafood with capers and lime He burrows and nuzzles and smells her sweet hair She gives up control and releases her cares She does the laundry and he does the shopping He does the sweeping and she does the mopping She's patient with him though he frustrates her so And he in return forgets backrubs she owes! Though the Fates have played tricks and toyed with emotions They no longer question the other ones notions They no longer ask what the other is thinking They take it on faith, they take it unblinking He looks at her smiling, she looks at him knowing They look at each other with passion still growing
My Medical Update - April 21
I have this tumor on my neck and need a operation asap before I choke to death - I already have nearly lost use of my voice. The surgen wanted the primary doc to do a test on my heart because 20 years ago I went to a heart doctor who told me that I had survived a major heart attack and was one of the lucky 10 percent to  do so. Half my heart does not work and is concidered dead and cannot be repaired via medical surgery. To get tumor removed I must get approval and my primary doc said no surgen would operate on me because the ekg tests show that my heart is not pumping blood smoothy.  She arranged an appointment for me to go see a heart doctor (again) for more testing.  Meanwhile the clock is ticking.   The testing alone delay things for perhaps another month.  Without the operation to remove or drain the tumor ( aka mass ) on my neck is needed also to get the contents tested to see if I do or not not have cancer.  I have survied about 25 years with this heart condition without the
Sold!
Hello little babies. I am going to be holding the FIRST ever Purgatory Dance Party Auction...Its a Chace for our PDP fans to own us like lil bitches....or us own each other (we know the boys will love this). While getting some perks too.   If you don't know about auctions this is how they bascially work. You offer things like Salutes, Rates, Comments, a spot in Top friends/family, Artwork, Their name in ur display name in exchage for Fu-bucks, Bling Packs, Bling, VIP's or whatever else they offer.   They own you for a month. If you want to you can offer NSFW salutes. Anything goes. Just Keep it fun and lets hope its succuesful.   If you would like to be in this auction Leave a comment in here...letting me know. I'm asking that the Staff of PDP get involved along with the regualar PDP fans.   So lets have fun!  It will only work if ya get involved!     Also if you would like to be involved, and I don't already have your YIM, SB me the add so we can discuss what you would like
Brothas..sistas...love & Relationships
As I discuss issues with my fellow sistas, I have discovered it’s much harder for the good sistas to find a really good brotha. A brotha that is not focused on her nice curves but more on her spiritual relationship and her intellect. A brotha that’s not more interested with laying down with her vs. building a spiritual relationship together. I realized ladies, that if we seek after the spiritual relationship then everything we need from the brothas will fall into place! This is not a male bashing because there are some good brothas out there, at least I would like to think. Ladies, we must portray that spiritual relationship that I’m talking about. Now, if you’re not living the lifestyle, then you can expect to get that which you are living! But for the ladies that are living a spiritual lifestyle and still being approached by mess, continue moving forward in that which God has ordained for you. Right now, your ideal man is Him until He sends that man that is to
Strip Search
Ok so right now I am so glad I have no more children in school.... They are STRIP SEARCHING CHILDREN in SCHOOLS They are saying they DO NOT have to abide by the 4th ammendment They say they DON"T have to have probable cause... (probable cause being reasonable proof .....) How far are schools going to go with their dictatorships They say they can do this WITHOUT a parent present Without a warrant Now I understand the concern for safety in the schools and that guns and drugs are a big focal point   But don't children and their parents have rights ? The schools don't seem to think so But even hard core drug dealers get better rights than our children TO STRIP SEARCH AN 8TH GRADE GIRL just cuz someone said opens the door for every bully every clic and peer issue to become a weapen against those they choose to attack for what ever reason..it opens the door for child vendetta Who cares what the psychological aspects this can have on a child ......right? who cares if a child ma
Haha...
So a friend of mine is a reporter in Colorado Springs...my hometown...and Dog The Bounty Hunter was shot at there but is ok...I only take great amusement from this in the fact that I have watched is show a few times..and he is always downing dancers in it...yet heand his fat bitch wife used to come to the club I worked at all te time..even got some dances from me....so yeah the hypocrisy makes me giggle.....and Tak wondered why I laughed?? Hmmm maybe next time the shooter will have better aim...
Mccanns Fly Out For Oprah Interview
Kate and Gerry McCann have flown to the United States for an interview on the Oprah Winfrey Show to mark two years since their daughter Madeleine's disappearance. The couple will use their high-profile appearance on the TV programme to release new images of how their missing girl may look now. They will visit the National Centre for Missing and Exploited Children in Alexandria, Virginia, whose experts have created the computer-aged pictures of Madeleine. The McCanns flew out of Heathrow Airport with their spokesman, Clarence Mitchell, and Emma Loach, director of a Channel 4 documentary to be shown after the May 3 anniversary          
Hola Yall
got my internet stuff fixed and doesnt look like ive missed much of anything. im liking the comment reply notification...but whats up with the friends notification... any ways hey all.... as you were ....
Liga- Russian Rap W/ Spongebob
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Goodbye For Now.
Well im taking some time off.Things around here are i dunno too much for me.I lost a really good friend.I dont know if she knows why...and obviously she doesnt care cuz she hasnt asked..if she did she would of already asked...well thats out of the way..Im going to stay with my dad and my sister.Ill have my laptop but no internet.I might even go work down there for a while.If i do work i can get the internet back :P.I just wanted to let all those i care about know what was going on. I think ive been spending too much time here.I need to go out..and find myself again..Cuz this isnt it.I mean dont get me wrong i love being here..just think its time to  change. My friends..u know who u are..I love you all. I just want to say thank you for always being there for me.You all rock mah socks.Thanks for stickin around.Cedes baby..girl i dont know what i would do with out you.You are my love..my life..my best friend..my lover..my lil freak bitch..lol i freakin luff yewwww!You make my life just so
Psycho
My psycho upstairs neighbor is throwing a psychotic fit, running around slamming doors, and screaming at his aging parents on top of his lungs. I really wanna yell him "Stfu"
Ligalize- Rozhden V Cccp (bonr In Ussr)
Russian rap
Bad News
as many of you may or may not have know  i went to see the doctor last week...over all im in pretty good shape heart is fine bp is norm i check out pretty well... Only thing is i have been in alot of pain for the past several months  and had to get it checked out .. was hoping it was just me getting older  the achs and pains that come with age... I got some news i didnt want  but i did in someway expect . I was told i have a rare type of bone cancer that ony has about a 3% sirvivoiral rate...I beat this crap 10 years ago and i plan on doing it again!!!!!!!! im just writing to let everyone know and to ask for your support and friendship in this time i will need it if im going to make it thank you all for your friendship and prayers big money
Please Read And Rate This Ty Its Important
Douglas Davis: Passing this along....**ATTENTION!!!*** Do not accept a friend request from a CHRISTOPHER BUTTERFIELD he is a hacker. Tell every 1 on your list because if somebody on your list adds him, he'll be on your list too. He'll figure out ur computer's ID and address, so copy & paste this message to everyone even if u don't care for them cause if he hacks them, he hacks you! TY WATCH OUT FOR HIM WE DON'T NEED THIS HERE HUGS WITCHESBREW aka CHERIE'MARIE P.S THERE IS A BU
Soldier
  There is discipline in A Soldieryou can see it when he walks, There is honor in A Soldieryou hear it when he talks.There is courage in A Soldieryou can see it in his eyes, There is loyalty in A Soldierthat he will not compromise.There is something in A Soldierthat makes him stand apart, There is strength in A Soldier that beats from his heart.A Soldier isn't a title any man can be hired to do, A Soldier is the soul of that manburied deep inside of you.A Soldier's job isn't finished afteran 8 hour day or a 40 hour week, A Soldier is always A Soldiereven while he sleeps.A Soldier serves his country firstand his life is left behind, A Soldier has to sacrifice what comes first in a civilian's mind.If you are civilian -I am saying this to you.....next time you see A Soldierremember what they do.A Soldier is the reason our landis 'Home of the free', A Soldier is the one that is brave protecting you and me.If you are A Soldier -I am saying this to you.....Thank God for EVERY SOLDIERThan
Battle Of The Sexes
ALL STAFF MEMBERS ARE INVITED TO PARTICIPATE IN A FREINDLY COMPETITION. IT IS A BATTLE OF THE SEXES,STORM STYLE! THE STAFF MEMBER WHO CAN GET THE MOST MEMBERS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX TO JOIN THE LOUNGE WILL WIN AUTO 11 TO VERIFY ALL RESULTS, THE NEW MEMBER WILL NEED TO COMMENT ON THE BLOG PROVIDED FOR THE BATTLE. ONE WILL BE MARKED WOMEN AND ONE MEN, ON STORMIES PAGE CONFIRMING THE STAFFER WHO INVITED THEM. THIS COMPETITION STARTS SATURDAY 4/25 AT 12:01PM EST AND RUNS UNTIL 11:59PM FRIDAY 5/1  COMMENTS MUST BE IN PLACE BEFORE END OF COMPETITION.. TY AND LETS GET READY TO BATTLE..
Cam Rules
Rules for those on cam: Always ask a member of management ask before getting on cam Change your status to on cam in Bad Habitz or something simular so your friends can come join the fun! Please no long phone calls or just waking away from your compauter while on cam, if you are on cam you should be actively talking in the lounge. Member Cam Rules: No nudity or offensive behavior on member cam . . . doing so will result in getting kicked off cam and banned from the lounge. Please limit your time on member cam to one hour. *Note:  It is up to management whether you get on cam or not.  If we say no dont bitch . . . it will only make things worse for you. Fubar's Cam Rules:
Hot Off The Press
HOT OFF THE PRESSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have just been asked to inform all of you.  The DNA results are in... He is NOT the husband!!!!  Loe asked me to inform all of you who may have...in the past been reluctant to continue communication with him because of the person who continuously claims to be his "wifey", that she is not and will not be his wifey.  He is not in a relationship and he misses his friends he used to speak with.  He is asking you to write him so he can get back in touch with "you all."  Here is his address so you can write him to maintain contact... To send letters to him use this address: Lawrence Awoniyi  #09434-027 Unit Alex Federal Correctional Institution BOX 1000 Morganstown, West Virginia 26507-1000  He is looking forward to hearing from his friends.  This is his sister as usual in case you are wondering.  Peace.
If ?
You found yourself undressing playing strip poker, would you consider that winning or losing?
What Is A Honest Moment?
A friend of mine wanted to know how you can see a person as they are and I told him to look for a Honest Moment. He looked puzzled and I explained it to him... A Honest Moment is when a person is caught without any of the masks or filters they use to deal with the day-to-day throng of humanity. An example would be when a friend of his was interracting with a small child. She didn't think anyone was watching and her face relaxed and a honest smile crossed her face. As soon as she noticed that someone saw her in her moment, the mask and facade went back up. In a Honest Moment, you can see the potential of a person, their happiness and their sadness. Their rage dancing with their fears. I learned that people want others to think of them in a certain way while totally not being true to their essence of self. If you are lucky to see a person's Honest Moment, you will most definitely see what I mean. A photograph can rarely capture a Honest Moment but it does happen.
Enlisting
Hey...just an update to those who actually care.  I have finally making a decision....I will be enlisting in the National Guard Reserve next month unless something comes up.  I want to be able to do more for Morgan.  This will allow me to finish school and to focus on it.  I can't be deployed till I graduate and when I do I will be a nco...and probably have 3 years left of active duty.  I know most of the risks...I know most of the benefits...I know that I will be losing contact and touch with alot of people tho'...but in the struggle to right the wrongs done to me by my daughter's mom....and to be there for my daughter no matter what...it's a small price to pay.  To the friends who have stuck by me no matter what...thank you.  To the ones who tried to shield me from fu-drama realizing that I had more in real life than most...I appreciate it.  I have 9 weeks of basic and at least that long for advanced training coming up...so no computer for that long...any penpals are welcome as it wo
This Made Me Lol
"BLOOMINGTON, Minn. -- Police said a 23-year-old man is in stable condition after he pretended that he was falling off a bridge over the Minnesota River, then actually fell off the bridge. Police got a call just before 5 a.m. Sunday from a 21-year-old man who said his friend fell off the Highway 77 bridge and into a marshy area about 30 feet below. The caller said he was driving north when his friend, who he said had been drinking, told him to pull into the bridge's emergency lane so he could urinate...."  
Divorce
The Leading Cause of Divorce is Men!   OMG... yes it is... think about it ladies!
Pedos
"A 22-year-old has been charged in federal court with transporting child pornography after authorities found more than half a million child pornographic images on his computer hard drive, according to a news release Friday from the U.S...."   ____   I guess someone doesn't know where delete button is...
Wtf?
Yay for first blog!!...sooo I'm in a ranting mood. An if you honestly don't wanna hear it.......don't fawking read this xD   I felt the need to do this don't know why. Im bored. SoI'm actually kinda sick with fu. Like really, My whole meaning to come on is to feel better an get away from the drama that is in my life. Yet I sit here an find myself being hounded by the masses with stupid little things. People getting pissed off bout little things. All I got to say is...its the internet....the mfkn internet. If a little thing lIke oh I don't know...this is clearly just an example...you piss someone off by NICELY stating your kinda put off by the way the are approching you? you get a whole mfkn speech about how your a horrible bitch an you have made them feel like shit....sorry..again the mfkn INTERNET.. I unno..I just don't -shrugs- But  Im kinda thinking of leaving fu really...... guess this is what this was about...Im thinking of leaving fu....so yeah peace
Why?
Tha' 225 Witness To Fu225!!!!!
I beheld the dragon in his glory,"mocking"THE WORD between Heaven and Earth.In his clutches,the family followed by pestilences in the ages of men!!! But THE GREATER LIGHT brought it A-L-L to bear,BROUGHT A-L-L into the Light,but Men were content to"Sleepwalk in THE GREATER LIGHT!!!!! For I was in the time of"Instant Gratification Syndrome which"CONSUMED A-L-L"but the small and "Faithful Few."Where were The Men of GOD?!?",I asked JEHOVAH-NISSI!!.THE CREATOR ANSWERED,"One third of them holding offices betray A-L-L before him,For He"IS ONLY PLEASED"In His own intelligence!!!!!" Instantly My heart became grieved knowing,"THERE IS NO WISEDOM,COUNSEL,NOR UNDERSTANDING AGAINIST THE LORD!!!!!" Men had become smarter,"BUT WEAKER"in the flesh!!! Our days on the cusp of extinction.The world,you ask?!?,the brink of destruction!!! From SPIRIT to Earth to Flesh,the falling veil reveals Man's TRUE Distance from GOD and HIS KINGDOM!!!!!!!" Satan's laughter"FLEETING IN OBEDIENCE"before"THE GREAT I AM,F
I Love You
I love the way you laugh, I love the way you smile, You have a way of warming up a room With your laughter, wit, and style   I love to hear your voice, I love to hear you sing, Your heart can turn a simple song Into such a magic thing   I love the way you give a hug, I love the way you kiss, The passion in your lips Fills my heart with joy and bliss   I love to have you in my arms, I love to hold you tight, I love to listen to you breathe If I could hold you through the night   I love you every moment, I've loved you from the start, Its you I gave my heart. We traveled through a maze To the finish line we gaze, Will you be there for me? I will be there for you. I love you.
The Life I Have Lived...
So I dont know where to start this off at ... but this morning sounds real good. I watched the first most beautiful sunrise of my life n had a reflection on my life. Someone told me a few days ago when I found out who I am, let him know. He cant see this n maybe that will be my blessing ... but I know who I am now. I am NO longer afraid of me,the outside world or the people in it ... I am beautiful,passionate, loving, caring, alive. My heart is pure n truthful. Im gonna dig deeper into my past so those who know why this is being written, might understand what I did n an amazing soul that help me understand "That I am more than good enough for this world to see n know". This I dedicate to ... I am a women who survived the abuse of a man for 12 years. I wish sometimes for his sake I could say it was my fault but I know the difference now in a sick love n actual love. The first time he hit me, I was like wtf did I do. He said his lil ole apology n I forgave him. Then it got worse
Family Issues
Hello everyone, Ive been dealing with a lot of issues with my granddaughter. Looks like the move to Texas will be soon so I can take of her. I want to thank everyone who has stopped by and left comments and drinks. Hope to be back on in full force soon.
Angels
DANI - ANGEL EXOTIC ANGEL PEBBLES EXOTIC ANGEL BABIET EXOTIC ANGEL SYN ANGEL EXOTIC ANGEL SEXY MAMA EXOTIC ANGEL PSYCHOTIC FREAK EXOTIC ANGEL VIXY EXOTIC ANGEL ALPHABITCH EXOTIC ANGEL BABYGIRL EXOTIC ANGEL BLUE EYED ANGEL EXOTIC ANGEL BLONDEBUNI EXOTIC ANGEL LANAH
Ah, Someone Elses Drama
Well as I sit here and ponder the weekends events, one particularly short but relatively eye opening scenario played out for me Friday night. On my way to Las Vegas for the umpteen-millionth time; actually as I was literally 30 miles outside of town, I got a call on my iphone (yes the one that is now MIA) from someone I have not talked to in a while because he has been hella busy working (so Im told). Well I answer the call "This is Tonya" and a very unfamiliar voice asks "You arent Tonya {some other last name than mine}" and I answered, No, Im Tonya Murray. She says, "Oh ok. Well... How do you know {insert poor fella whose girlfriend decided to randomly dial in his phone's name here} so and so?" I paused for a moment, mostly from shock I think and then answered her honestly that I knew him from a website. She then begins to drill me on how long I have known this person, how long have I been talking to him online, on the phone, etc. I really didnt know exact answers and she seemed re
I Dont Call Him Daddy
November 2001 just a month after 9/11 while the nation was still in shock I was sitting on the back deck of my parents house with my father trying to absorb what he was saying to me while still in shock myself after learning in late September that the man I thought would never die was doing just that. He was diagnosed with stage 3/4 lung cancer and was given 3 months to live 6 if he was lucky with treatment. My father being the way he was surprised me when he came to me and asked if I wanted him to have the treatment if I needed him to live longer he was worried about my feelings about everyone but himself. He was asking almost begging for my permission to die looking him in the eye I could see how weary he was. How old he looked at the young age of 56 as if he had lived two lifetimes and wasn't ready to live a third. I said to him almost without hesitation don't you for one second feel guilty about leaving me behind you raised me to be strong and that is what I will do I will be str
Dirty Little Fuck Princess
Dirty Little Fuck Princess Zach pulled me into the door of his apartment throwing me up against the wall, lifting me up as I wrapped my legs around his tight body. "Are you sure you want this babe? Once I start I'm not gonna be able to stop."As he pressed his hard cock against me, with only his jeans holding him back. Kissing me fiercely. Squeezing my ass as he pressed me harder against the wall. My arms wrapped around his neck muted by his aggressive mouth pulling the soft skin around my neck at first with his lips, warning my skin then with rougher tugs using his teeth. Digging his fingers deeper into my ass, my back arched and my legs tightened around him as his mouth moved down my neck to the center of my chest where my cleavage begins. "I don't know if I can make you my dirty little bitch, are you sure that's what you want?"In our 2 months together we'd only ever had sensual, intimate love making sessions. But I knew he could be rough, I knew he liked dirty talk and being i
Seryoga- Modnye Devchonki
the vid has hawt half naked Russian chicks
Decl- Friday
Russian kid rapper, he is now 26
Some New Some Old.
  Some of the flyers I've made...  For print and  web: Some of my commercial design  work: Some of my Logo  designs: Some of my celebrity  hijacks:
Not Sure What To Name This Lol
she sits alone and wonders why? why does she hurt? why does she cry? emotions deep within her soul well up into her mind, a longing for answers a longing for peace is what her spirit tries to find. she sits and ponders days gone by, of past heartbreaks and times of despair. she runs her nails down her arms tearing at the flesh feeling no pain but the pain inside, she stares into the abyss, it stares back not knowing her pain it knows nothing of the love she's missed. it sucks her emotions bleeding her dry, she has run out of tears to cry. it gives nothing back, she feels no relief, all she feels is her soul's deep grief she longs for a moment of welcome release, she longs to feel love, she longs to set her soul free to hope once more and to love. a minute goes by she sits frozen not moving an inch, not a tremor not one tiny flinch. she raises her head, on her face is an expression of deep comprehension. she stands up straight and faces the clouds above and unleashes a banshee-
Pain
you would think vicoden would stop the pain right....nope... i am hurting so bad right now.... omg....   this is crap.... i hurt eating SOUP
Rules! (1)
okay here it is if i do not want you in my fam you will not get in so do not repeatedly ask me you will get blocked. next do not ask for pictures of me topless or nude. you will not get them but you will get blocked. dont ask for my im if  i wanted you to have it you would. you will get blocked. these are very simple things that i ask so plz do not do ne of these things i hate blocking people but when it comes to my personal space i do want your respect.
Wondering
                                   As i sit here on my bed                 Thoughts run through my head                 What did i say that upset you and made you dismayed?                 Tell me what i must say                  I rack my brain to figure this out                  Wondering what this is all about                   I try to say I Love You and you go away                  We haven't spoken in days                   As i sit upon my bed and wonder if you are ok                   Just tell me what i must do or say                  Life is miserable without you                   Oh if only i had a clue                   As I sit upon my bed and dream of our future life                  I could just end it with just one slice                  But, yet i see a small glamour in the far off distance                   But, without you it is just a penance &
Ooohs, Another Lovely Request
Do I not get the bestest requests :P hi how are u babe.. From you a lot of like .. Request from you.. msn messanger Do you give me your address?? me msn address > > > > > darkman-  add pls.. save your kisses for me babe.... my pennis Do you want to see... Chest very beautifull ..I want to lick the chests danielguiz LMFAO
Lamps Bleed Sick Light
Night overwhelms burning eyes although birds do choose to sing while it comes to no surprise sleeping is too hard a thing Lamps bleed sick light feeling like Im bound turning off the light makes me sleep sound
What Flavor Smoothie Are You?
You Are a Pineapple Smoothie You are adventurous and brave. You aren't afraid of much. You are in love with new experiences. You are usually the first to try something. You get bored rather easily, and you need to be challenged in life. You are turbo charged. Most people find it impossible to keep up with you in any capacity. What Flavor Smoothie Are You?
Shattered
As I sit here fighting back tears, I really don't know what to say, but know I need to somehow get all these emotions out of me before I break down. My one hope for the possibility that love really does exist AND can last has just been shattered. I feel like I've been kicked in the gut. I'm crying now...crying for their loss; crying for my loss. Crying for the pain of today and for the pain to come tomorrow.And the children...sigh...those perfect little angels. What is going to happen to them? Are they going to witness the pain of today and tomorrow? It's bound to happen; it always does. It would shatter me to the very depth of my soul, if their sweet little smiles went away. Poor things; will they understand? I don't even understand. How will I explain it? Do I explain it? No...it's not for me to do that; I will just be there for them like I always have been.My tears are coming in gasping waves now. I cant control it anymore. Just imagining the long road ahead and the possibility that
Mother's Day Scrappies
This offer is now available, and will be until  May 9th. If you have not already done so, I would appreciate it if you could rate my blog while you are here. Thank you!       I've been asked if rates would be alright to do, instead of fubucks. I understand that not everyone is fu-wealthy, so that would be fine, too. If you'd like to get the scrappies by rating photos, you can have 2 scrappies for every love box of mine that is rated. They each have 100 photos, so it's 50 rates per scrappy. If you're interested in this, just let me know once you've rated, and have the image information within the private message.    The EASIEST way to send a photo is to view the "link image" option under the photo while it is in someone's fu album. Copy that, and remove the "tn_" that you see in the coding. That will make it actual size in your email, rather than a small thumbnail. If you don't understand how to do this, the thumbnail is fine, too. I can visit the album via the link provided a
Antsy
I hate sittin in one place...the feeling of restlessness is just eating me up (go ahead, go to town with this one).   I can't wait to move back for a year or so, yet I'm really fuckin nervous.  When I went back after cozy 10 yrs in the US, I was freaked out for the first 2 days. It felt like Moscow was a totally foreign city, in which I was an outcast. I hated it, since it wasn't mine anymore. But it will change in a year, and I'll be able to claim it again.
Teens Aquitted Of Serious Charges In Beating Death Of Mexican Immigrant
I was outraged When I read This !!!!!! No Wonder Why I trust No One ,,,, Especially The law!    POTTSVILLE, Pa. —  Prosecutors called the beating death of an illegal immigrant from Mexico a hate crime, and they urged an all-white jury in Pennsylvania coal country to punish two white teenagers for their roles in the attack.Instead, the jury found the teens innocent of all serious charges, a decision that elicited cheers and claps from the defendants' families and friends — and cries of outrage from the victim's.Brandon Piekarsky, 17, was acquitted of third-degree murder and ethnic intimidation, while Derrick Donchak, 19, was acquitted of aggravated assault and ethnic intimidation. Both were convicted of simple assault late Friday following a trial in which jurors were left to sort out the facts of an epithet-filled brawl that pitted popular football players against a 25-year-old Hispanic man, Luis Ramirez, who appeared willing to fight.A representative of Ramirez's family sa
Ty To All Who Helped Me Godmother!!
I want to thank all who helped me level to Godmother!! ty ty ty.. I was overwhelmed with the kindness of people.  A special thank you to Natural_Witch for winning an auto 11 and sharing that with me and to benderblake for the cherry bomb!! ty ty ty.. I had so much fun!!!! ty all for being great friends to me, that means a lot!!! I love you guys! It was an awesome day!!!! ty =)
The Paradox Of Our Time
The paradox of our time in history, is that we have taller buildings, but shorter tempers. Wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less. We buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families. More conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense. More knowledge, but less judgment. More experts, yet more problems. More medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little,drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We learned how to make a living, but not life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not b
[stupid Fruit]
Stupid fruit isn't ripe yet. Cut into a mango today, not a single drop of juice. Damn thing is gonna need days, I'm half tempted to poach the fuckers in sugar water or white wine just to get some syrupyness goin- I mean if I do that- I won't have to add honey when I make lassi... ... wow some kinda unified theory of sweetener just hit my head. Anyway fruits not right. So I'm going to use Moo's chili sauce and my remainder lamb, gonna make spicey cabbage wraps. I'm gonna need some rice, some spicy (got the recipe elsewhere, wasn't told it's a go for sharing). Couldn't scrounge the plum sauce, there will be a substitute. That's right; comb-in honey. I might add pepper flake too. I'll do a simple stir fry of the lamb meatses, leeks, and... I hate cooked carrots, so those aren't in, garlic and the sauce with rice. Tear some cabbage leaves and I've got lunch. I need more indian sauces. I keep trying to look up the one I backward engineered... the internet and recipe books actually a
My Thoughts Of Us
My Thoughts of Us   Who am I in you? Am I the heart that pounds keeping your blood flowing? What is my name in your spirit? Do you desire the touch my love is showing?   Where is the heart I crave? Are the gaps in your heart solely mine to fulfill? Do you see me in your dreams? Am I the one to warm the frigid winters chill?   I am the echo you ignore The whisper throu
Obama
  Don't care what your political stance is.. this is funny...   Rose sat so Martin can walk... Martin walked so Obama could run... People have said for centuries that if a black man won the presidency pigs would fly...   And what do you know? After his first 100 days in office....   SWINE FLU!!!
One Owl's Journey
Wings spread as i take off from my perch the tree of life contains oak ash and birch soaring above our great mother feeling the power of her grace feeling the energy from all things above and below searching to and fro until i see her face In our mother we live and have our being Love and beauty mixed with charm and passion this are the things that i will be seing Flight is as free as i can be excited full of the power of the stars ,fire and all else in between Up ahead walking the path a lady she smiles bids me welcome waving me welcome with a wand Her smile is soothing warm and comforting as i make my descent upon her shoulder I realize I am in the presence of a true Queen
More.... I Swear Don't Look
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Budah
A couple of cenuries ago there was a small village of monks. At the center of the village there was a huge golden statue of budah. It was the center peice of their lives. When word got out that there was a tribe of Monguls raging towards their village they knew they had to do something. The monguls were terrorizing villages on a path straight towards them. So everyday that the monguls got closer they would put clay over the budah. Everyday the monguls got closer they would cover up a little more of the gold until finally it appeared to be just a giant clay budah. Eventually the monguls reached the monks small village. When they got there, they terrorized, robbed, raped, pillaged, and burnt the small village to the ground after murdering all the monks. Seeing a giant clay budah, there was no value to it, and it was to much work to tear down or do anything to it so they left it.Some time ago, I don't know ten twenty fifty years, I'm not sure, a group found the giant clay budah. While res
It Wasn't Supposed To Be Like This...
Yeah, this is another negative one, GTFO now if you don't wanna read it. I'm sure most of this has to do with stress and not my radiation treatments. But I'm losing hair in clumps, I have irritable bowels, daily headaches, and now besides the itchy, red, blistery skin, the entire left chest / armpit area feels like a massive bruise.  I don't know how much of that is related to my raking mulch around in my landscape beds, and how much might be some kinda radiation side effect.  And I'm nauseous, and have some nasty reflux going on. Thank goodness I only have 8 more days of treatment left.  I'm crossing my fingers until May 15, and hope I'm doing better a week later on my birthday.
To The Guys
TO EVERY GUY: To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait". To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy
Hardcore Pics Are Now Family-only. Find Out How To Be In My Family!
My NSFW hardcore pics are now family-only. These are really naughty and hardcore pics of me having sex or masturbating. If you're not in my family, you don't get to see them and I won't send them to your email either. So the next question is, how to get onto my family list? People I know personally and whom I enjoy frequent contact with will be added naturally. I'll only add people voluntarily if we've established a good relationship. And yes, this takes time, given my busy schedule. On the other hand, if you really can't wait, you can buy family status with favours. This includes gifting FuBling, VIP status and blasts, or a generous amount of Fubucks. Also, anyone who Fu-Owns me or is in a Fu-Marriage with me will qualify for my family list in that amount of time that you Fu-own me or are Fu-married to me. Just a note though, Fu-ownership doesn't last very long and sometimes, I get bought by someone else before i even log in to acknowledge your ownership. So buy at your own discr
Another Log On The Fire?
            Tracy and Ron had only been dating for a little while and this was the last night of their very first trip “away from it all” as Tracy called it.  They sat watching as the flames danced around the fire pit.    Wrapping around each other like 2 lovers entwined, crackling and popping as the wood burned beneath.    The stars above seemed to twinkle in rhythm with the flames and a sliver of the moon smiled at their harmony.    No other evening of this trip had shown itself with such perfection and no other evening charged their souls as well.                    After laying a blanket out on the ground, Ron looks at Tracy and asks if she’ll come join him.  Reluctant to leave the comforts of her seat, she walks over and lies down in front of him.    Locked in a spoon, they continue to be mesmerized by the passion of the dancing flames.    Ron puts his arm around Tracy and pulls her body tighter to his own.   She responds with a smile, just barely visible by th
I Waited...
I spent so long waiting Sat here each and every night Your silence screamed at me I saw your face, it haunted me I can't remember how you laughed I could never hide from you You always saw my pain Your broken wings once sheltered me I sit and think of the times we shared You were once my faith Made the world a stage for me to scream I once asked you to heal me You walked away from us Why did I wait so long Because someone I once loved asked me to...
Throughtout Time
Throughout the time that has passedmany memories shared between usmany obsticles we have overcomeStill our love has surpassed it all.When I close my eyes at nightI see your smiling facewith those big, warm loving eyesI feel you caress my bodyand gently warm my heart and soulwanting so much to feel youto spend days having you hold me closeSomeday, baby, this will happen.Someday, baby, I will never let you go!   Carla K.
Burns
So, with me bein sick, hubby brings me chicken soup before goin out with his friend. And I manage to move the wrong way, and spill the fuckin boiling chicken broth on my stomach. To make it worse, instinctively I was tryin to stop the pan from fallin on the floor...with my stomach.   So now my stomach is all red and sore from the metal pan.:(   just some whining before goin back to the couch
Finding Love
Finding LoveAlone I sit thinking about youYou are many miles awayBut yet I feel so close to youWe started out as friendsNever really expected moreTil you showed me a worldI never really dealt with beforeYou made me smileWhen all I did was frownYou made me laughWhen all I did was cryYou showed me that loveIsnt about hurtful jealous wordsYou made me happyMore then words can expressWith your loving wordsAnd your caring heartYou made me realizeI still have lots of loveDeep in my heartI want to make you happyI want to make you seeYou own the key to my heartIn your arms I will always be!Carla K.
Jason &hearts
Jason       Make photo slide shows at www.OneTrueMedia.com  
In Your Arms....
In you arms is where I need to beholding on so tighlyI keep praying for the nightknowing it will endbut not caring when that will beLooking in your eyesseeing your gentle soulLonging for your touchpraying you never let me goTouch me hold me caress meTell me you love me so Hold me in your arms so closelyI pray you never let me go.   Carla K.
Helping People Who Are Bipolar ( Copy From Coppertop)
Helping a Friend or Family Member with Depression or Bipolar DisorderMood disorders such as bipolar disorder (also known as manic-depression) and depression affect millions of people. Their family members and friends are affected too. If someone you love has a mood disorder, you may be feeling helpless, overwhelmed, confused and hopeless, or you may feel hurt, angry, frustrated and resentful. You may also have feelings of guilt, shame and isolation, or feelings of sadness, exhaustion and fear. All of these feelings are normal. This page will tell you a little about what your family member or friend is going through, and how you can help your loved one and yourself. Things to remember: Your loved one’s illness is not your fault (or your loved one’s fault). You can’t make your loved one well, but you can offer support, understanding and hope. Each person experiences a mood disorder differently, with different symptoms. The best way to find out what your loved one needs
The Right To Bear Arms
The 2nd Amendment - A well regulated Militia, being necessary to the security of a free State, the right of the people to keep and bear Arms, shall not be infringed.Arguably probably one of THE most important Amendments in our Constitution, in my opinion.  While they are slowly chipping away at our right, they are slowly disarming us as a nation.  Canada has a similiar law, although it is not written lately in their Constitution, it was previously written elsewhere in Canadian Law.  Their right to bear Arms was derived from the same source ours was, English Common Law, English Bill of Rights 1689, and more... Interestingly enough, Canada is also attempting gun control on their citizens as well.  'Shall not be infringed'.  And yet... slowly but surely they are.  Little by little, one baby step at a time, with each law that is passed because someone went on a killing spree, or a child was killed, or what ever the reason, one more loop hole or some sort of tracking is placed upon LAW ABID
Fast Twitch
I wanted to tell you a joke that didn't use my life as the punchline but it was the only one I knew. I remember writing secret messages.Codes for the words and syllablesif you counted em out there was a numberthat number corresponded to a letterthat letter spelled a sentence sometimesIneedtogetoutofherehelphelpshestoppedlovingme crawling sprawling scrawled little cries for attention, and sometimes legitimate pleas. Sometimes it was the third capitalized letter, sometimes it was the only capitalized letter or just a simple downward column. It's fun.It would trick the reader if they ever saw it.It would trick me into thinking there was more there. ... Wanna try one? Alright.... Summer was the most cruel. October delivers us from the heat, delivers us pleasant smells, orange leaves, strangers that smile to us on damp streets. Mostly I just keep to myself, my hands in my coat, eyes on my shoes. Except every once in a while... I bump into a phantom. This could be an old friend lo
Many Thanks~
I thought I would take advantge of this blog thing by saying Thank~You to all who took the time to send so much love and kyndness for my birthday. Out here in the real world I have a small circle of family and phrends that love me. In the fu-world I got a country full of family and phrends! So Right On to you all! ~Peace~
Caa #99
A dear friend of mine has a dear friend of hers that was scheduled for Gall Bladder surgery tomorrow, however a stress test shows a heart problem and now has to postpone the surgery.  Please send up emergency angel prayers of healing, support and love.   Doc
!@#$&
fuck. seriously.   FUCK.     I apologize for my inability to find better words.
Scissors
Youre probably wondering why i named this blog entry "scissors" lol, well its a track from slipknot that im listening to now at 9:33 AM today to get me all pumped..I'm all hyped up about my meet up i have planned for tonight.I'm only hoping my asshole roommate lets me borrow his car.
"submission"........part I
August in Florida is always torrid, especially in the southern part of the state, and he could not help but sweat. Not from the weather, since he was still inside the conditioned air of the house, but from the beat of his heart. It had been racing for weeks, but today it was damned near fibrillating. Today he was going to finally meet her after months of online chats. Deep inside, he had felt like he met his soul mate the first time they talked, but now was the real test. For some reason he felt like a high school kid going on his first date again. His thoughts strayed over the past few months as he showered and bathed himself with trembling hands.  It had all started so innocently. They had met in one of those popular game/chat room combinations that everyone seems to frequent. Often he would meet a woman, or a man posing as a woman (one thing about cybersex, one never has to know, and one can pass all bounds of reality) and go directly to cybersex hell, feeling unfulfilled after, an
~guido's Zen On Romance~
Just as I see it..... ~Men always want to be a woman's first love. Women have a more subtle instinct: What they like is to be a man's last romance. ~As a Rose absorbs the nutrients it feeds on and as it thrives to see the sun as it must to survive...... the Rose becomes more beautiful and in turn will provide sunshine to those who can behold it's beauty. Fortunate is the Man who can see the Rose within a Woman. Blessed is the man who this Woman holds to be her nutrient, her sunshine. ~Give her two red roses, each with a note. The first note says For the woman I love and the second, For my best friend. ~Jealousy is the only vice that gives no pleasure. ~As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . . I will always keep falling in love with you. ~Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly. ~You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her ~Sometimes the heart
Love And Unity
Don't try to out smart love~ When you feel it let it be, let it guild you sweet and carefree!! Open those strong arms and let it be don't be scard of me.. For I give to you the strength of unity and all that is glorious and free!!! I see in you things I've never seen, your words are so strong how can a feeling like this be so wrong? The power of love is so much better with two with a man like you.. Don't try to out smart love because it will find you...
Youtube
I listen to music at work via youtube at the moment.   Now when I have a free moment (when no one else is around basically) I like to read the comments on whatever song I have on.   Is there some special mutant breed of human that posts on there? First you got the spammers, then the religious nuts, then the people trying to type in english and creating some new language. After which you have foul mouthed (fingered?) with obscenities every other word, along with the childish name callers. Then, possibly worst of all, the "fanboys" who will not have a bad word said against the band that is being commented about, whether it be somewhat true or not.   I don't really know if there was a point to all this, but what the hell....
Feel-good Time!!!
You May Be Right ;)
"Have you noticed you only talk to me when you are sad?"   I can explain this away sure...it is mostly justifiable to me..but it still is a fact. I tend to only come online when I am sad. Especially of late. I think this probably says I spend too much time worrying about myself and not enough time being a really good friend. I know I expect my friends to be great so why shouldn't I be great too? I am sorry for being a lousy friend.   Can you forgive me?
Help!
Help!!! My fu-wifey is 1.25 mill from oracle with autos on! She only has a little over 500 pics! Help Slirpa (or whatever she is calling herself today) get there... her autos expire in a few hours.....   DJ STFU@ fubar
My New Name
R.I.P. Angel People have been asking me why the name change.. well..that is a very easy expanation... 1. Almost everyone had forgotten Angel existed. People have pretty much stopped talking to her. Angel was feeling so lost and alone. 2. Angel is what someone once called her "Fubar's Best Kept Secret" And I think that person was right. almost never given a second look. 3. Angel has been on this site for over three years and not a Godmother yet. She has sat and watched whore after whore become oracles within a month.. and they have had a lot of help and she had to do it all alone. Angel is still over 700,000 from being Godmother. I guess Angel isn't one of the beautiful girls here that get help. She feels quite ugly. 4. Angel had to die. She was almost dead inside anyways. She became Vampyresta. I hope Vampyresta won't have to resort into begging like Angel did for friends. That is humiliating. 5. Vampyresta won't tolerate those that call her a friend and never speak to her.. she
Borrowing
I am totally borrowing net at the moment and this connection is not the greatest. But, it's something so you wont hear me complaining. Although, you will see me logging off and on a lot more then I used to, since I always stayed logged in before.  I am in the mood for a bubblegum ice cream cone, anyone else want one while I am up?
Spiders On Drugs
Todays Quote
I think this makes soooo much sense! May 10, 2009 Quote of the Day "I always wondered why somebody doesn't do something about that. Then I realized I was somebody." – Lily Tomlin
Mother's Day
Here it is Mother's Day, 2009.  Its a pretty rough day for me, because on September 28th, 2004 I lost my mother to cancer, just 4 days into my 2nd deployment.  I try to deal with it best I can.  I havent fully grieved so to speak, because this, that, work, my kids, and deployments.  I'm getting ready to go on yet another deployment, this will be my second one without her.  But I know she's up there looking over us and protecting us.  I love you mom and you will NEVER be forgotten.       Callie Reagan 4/6/56-9/28/04
Auction
hey guys i am in my first auction please check it out and at the least rate it please!! thanks!! [ fubar.com photo: 2807209868 ]
Miles
Between distant hearts lays this watery wasteland The single crack in our path to infinite joy And yet this wasteland is set as our final destination Although it is bound to be our undoing We must travel these broken dreams of those to fall before us In a single hope to hold true to our hearts That single being that can bere the weight of our love Even if only for a second To save our eyes for a single place Where myth and desire become one Where we can lay for eternity upon the softest earth Miles from the begining And yet the end always creeps closer.      
Marijuana Filled Firewood'
MARIJUANA FILLED FIREWOOD''Hello, is this the Sheriff's Office?''Yes. What can I do for you?' 'I'm calling to report 'bout my neighbor Virgil Smith....   He's hidin' marijuana inside his firewood! Don't quite know  
Sorry A$$ed Men
So, there is military guy who was cheated on while he was in Iraq. Very crappy, right? Now he just left for Iraq and calls his fiance and tells her he is gonna marry someone else. They had made plans for a wedding, her kids call him daddy, and they have been together for almost a year. She has all his crap, and his "new" girl has found out what a shit he is, and now he calls his fiance a bitch for telling new girl all his business. To make a long story short, how do you get revenge on him? OOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHH assholes make me soooooooooooooo mad! A P>S> to the sorry tale, he borrowed money from his fiance telling her he needed to pay for school because his ex took all his money for child support. He spent it on the new lady and has yet to pay the money back
My Rant Of The Century..fuck Some Of You!
First off I must say if you really dont like me then you can kiss my ass and delete me.I will say what the hell I want to say when I want to say it.Im a strong woman and I will never shut my mouth when someone tells me to.This site is really annoying sometimes and then really awesome sometimes.Lately Ive had some real winners become "friends" with me.First off who the hell are you to judge me?Why did you add me as a friend if you didnt like my page or what I do.I am a grown adult woman who is quite intelligent and can make my own decisions.Dont tell me my pics are immoral.Dont tell me Im a whore.Dont tell me Im a bitch.If you dont like me simply move on.That is what I do.If I dont like someone here I block them and go about my day.Lately Ive had friends mark pics NSFW when they clearly arent.Ive had friends tell me they thought I was something bad and then figured out I was quite kind and actually talk to people.Im no stuck up snob.I talk to anyone.But Im sorry I have 3000 friends.Stop
Caught Ya!
For a couple weeks now I had wondered what I was going to do with the kids on Mother's day. We usually do something new and fun...an adventure on Mothers day. An old friend, Chris, called me up and invited me to his moms place for a bbq/pool party. Chris and I have known each other for 21 years now. We had a hiatus when I hit about 20 and we got back in touch last year, but nothing changed, we just picked up where we left off. I adore his family...I guess I just forgot how much until today! The kids and I had so much fun laughing and swimming. We're going back the next two weekends for swimming and "family" time, lol. It was nice to get my smile on for a change. Chris' mom was the mom I didn't have in jr high and high school...she is another surrogate mom for me now as well. Funny thing, her name is Debbie...just like my Mama Deb :-).Cousins, Aunts and Uncles were there today, and I just felt like I was at home. I needed that. Since Dave and I seperated, I really felt like I didn't hav
Walk Away
Dot King was whittled from the bone of Cainwith a little drop of poison in the red, red bloodShe need a way to turn around the bendShe said I want to walk away and start over again.There are things I've done I can't eraseI want to look in the mirror, see another faceI said never would I do it againI want to walk away, start over again.No more rainNo more rosesOn my way, shake my thirst in a cool, cool pond.There is a winner in every placeThere is a heart that's beating in every pageThe beginning of it starts at the endWhen it's time to walk away and start over again.Weather is murder at a hundred and three William Ray shot Corabell LeeA yellow dog knows when he has sinnedYou want to walk away and start over again.No more rainNo more rosesOn my way, shaking my thirst in a cool cool pond.Cooper told Maui the whole block is goneThey're dying for jewelry, money, and clothesI always get out of the trouble I'm inI want to walk away, start over again.I left my bible by the side of the roadCar
Wow I Love It
Libra  -  May 12, 2009A surprising and intriguing new contact could lead to a special kind of relationship. The current astral configuration indicates that quick as a flash you both realize there is far more to this apparently casual meeting than is apparent. You sense a powerful and almost disturbing chemistry between you. You will certainly want to discover more about each other - which will be good for both of you.
Iz Old
Wow, I just realized next month will be 3 years on the site for me.... June 4th to be exact.  Does this mean I don't have a life? Oh, wait.... don't answer that one I already know the answer.   Tomorrow morning I go in for the testing, kind of nervous......... but shrugs.......   I really wish I had a pepsi right now, don't know why I just thought of that, but one really does sound good.... too bad all I have is diet cherry coke.....   Oh well just thought I needed to get some ramblings in....   Muahz all!
Supercalifragiwhat??
Super Cali Fag a Listic Lesbian has the Douches!!     HAHAHAHAHAHA       that cracked me up!  
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The 6 Strangest Objects People Were Caught Having Sex With by Daniel Barton       #6 The Picnic Table It says something about relations between the UK and America when the Telegraph publishes the headline: "American Caught Having Sex With Picnic Table." Seriously, does it matter where the guy was from? So what if one guy's pursuit of happiness took the form of sticking his schlong inside the umbrella hole of a picnic table. Do not such things transcend borders? After all, isn't this the sort of thing that could happen to anybody? Maybe a girl had been there just moments ago, and rolled away at the last minute. Maybe it was dark. These would all be reasonable suppositions if the story didn't say that the guy boned the picnic table on four separate occasions, and for hours on end. How do we know that? This would be thanks to the neighbor who secretly taped it each time ... also for hours on end. Now, filming it the first time is understandable. You just want to have evidence for
Demands For Change In A World In Dire Need From A Person Who Opened His Eyes
I look into the mirror to look into my own eyes to try and see what others do. Why am I pained when others say I'm great. It's confusing to me you see. They say mirrors never lie that their reflection is your true self. Everytime I find something that is great something that seems better shows up but in the end it isn't. I don't know why but Life has it's curveballs. Why does life have to be so hard. Why do I feel happy one minute and the next I feel like I am at the bottom of the rock pile. So what if I am sad and crying sometimes. No where in any book does it say that a man can't. It's ppl's presumtion that a man shouldn't cry because they are suppose to be strong well I say that is B.S. If someone wants to cry don't judge them be a friend and tell them it's ok. I'm tired of going on sometimes if you must know. I am manic depressant. It is a diease. I don't say it like most ppl just so they will feel sorry for me. I really am and I get depressed easy. The hardest thing to do is to li
One Last Time
Okay, final blog about this...anyone interested? If not I'll settle for Meg :p    
Popularity Contest!
Fubar is pretty much a Popularity Contest.. and It's annoying! Just because Some people aren't Picture Whores, and Show off their Body, They don't get Paid any attention.. WTF Is that Fubar!! a Place for Friends.. I've lost more Friends, then Gained friends from this Place! But I guess it really doesn't Matter anymore Does it! Get the Fuck over the Popularity Bullshit! And Treat everyone the Same Fuckin Way!!!!!!   Oh, and It's Also nice to Know how.. When you FAN someone.. They Don't FAN you back.. I am Fan's with Over 9,000 of you fucks who Haven't Fanned me back.. So... Whatever.. Shows That this place is "A PLACE FOR WHORES" Not a Place for Friends.. So.. Sorry to the Females who Don't FLASH their shit around to get Votes.. Cause, I'm one of Them..
Dum Din Im Dun Din Im
Bored Much?
No Words Left To Speak
No Words Left To Speak   Don't leave me here I need you to stay To catch each tear You caused today   I know you hurt me But I just can't let go I want you to see I need you to know That I love you And I always will And this is true Completely real until You let me fall Out of these dreams When I give my all It's not as it seems   There are no words left to speak You've taken my breath away from me You've left me here so weak That I can't let you see That this doesn't feel right And things can't be this way But you can't leave without a fight To convince me I want to stay   I really don't want to leave But I don't know why I should stay Maybe if I could only believe That you wouldn`t run away Everything is going to be fine I`m going to make it trrough You were never mine So I no longer need you  
Any Interest?
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My New T-shirt
My brother got me this for my birthday, and it finally arrived yesterday.  Jamie Smart makes awesome comics, and also draws other cool shit and designs wicked t-shirts.  Find out more on www.fumblog.com And this t-shirt will be gacing my fat chunk of a torso in upcoming photos. Carry on.
Home At Last.....
i go on vacation from the 19-26th.......i get my net turned on as soon as i get home.......love you guys and i truly miss each and every one of you...it sucks not being able to say hello to all of you on a regular basis........   Wes
One Nite
It was the same night after night. Men would come and go, while she lay on her back, or sat on her hands and knees pretending to cum. It was her job, the only job she had known since her family sold her into prostitution. She was lucky, she got to work in the most beautiful and highest priced brothel in town. She was not hurt for money. She had tried before to leave, but always seemed to find herself coming back. She knew no other life, and never would. This night was like all the rest. She lay there putting on fake moans and orgasms. This night she had, had a skinny ugly guy, a fat sweaty guy, a rude bastard, and a guy who was so scared his wife would find out he could hardly perform. Nothing new, though her clients would change from night to night she never expected what would happen next... It was about five in the morning as her boss came into the room saying she had one more client. She argued calming she had already had five, the limit, for one girl for one night. It took her b
To Real Beings
We need to help the fake people wake up and come about being real through some tough love or whatever its going to take but the fake in the world need to perish they are not helping anything out lates keep on keepin it real
Seizure In The Bathroom...seizure In The Bathroom
i think The Beat stole my idea for a song haha. and yes...another "episode" right before i got in the shower last night. didnt black out completely...so i could actually watch myself in the mirror losing control of my mind. i have never really experienced that. it sort of scared me but then i realized i was coherant enough to fight it. with blood coming out of my mouth and still battling the seizure...i could only think of being pissed off about it. big fcuking deal that i was on my way to slamming my head on the floor unconcious. i just wanted to take a damn shower! so i fought it...which im told not to do but im also told to take these pills that are supposed to battle the condition. so i beat a full on mind fcuk via epilepsy by shear mental force. then i took a shower and went to a party. where i spilled red paint all over my friends front steps by accident yet it ended up looking like someone just got shot there. hahaha. the irony makes me laugh. yet i know even thoug
Military Tribute....add Yourself Or Military Friends, Family..
Remember your Soldier this Memorial Day...add them to my tribute...SB/PM  me.   Check out my folder...will add new pics daily  through memeorial day
True Meaning
af·fin·i·ty Pronunciation: \ə-ˈfi-nə-tē\ Function:noun Inflected Form(s):plural af·fin·i·tiesEtymology:Middle English affinite, from Anglo-French or Latin; Anglo-French affinité, from Latin affinitas, from affinis bordering on, related by marriage, from ad- + finis end, borderDate:14th century 1: relationship by marriage2 a: sympathy marked by community of interest : kinship b (1): an attraction to or liking for something (2): an attractive force between substances or particles that causes them to enter into and remain in chemical combination c: a person especially of the opposite sex having a particular attraction for one3 a: likeness based on relationship or causal connection b: a relation between biological groups involving resemblance in structural plan and indicating a common origin
I Am Worth It.
I have loved and I have lost. I have hurt and been hurt. I've been lied to, cheated on, rejected, and taken for granted. I may not always let you know how much you've hurt me because I will try to maintain a smile...choosing instead to bear the pain in private. As often as I sometimes do it, few know how much I cry. Even fewer will ever see it. Everyone in my life is there because they choose to be. Should you choose to walk out please know that I will not ask you to stay. I refuse to beg. Those who remain in my life know just how much they mean to me. To all those I've ever hurt in my life, I'm sorry. I pray one day you will forgive me. To all those who have hurt me in my life. You're forgiven. I realize now my best isn't always going to be good enough and that I won't always make everyone happy. I also realize I deserve happiness because dammit, I AM worth it. As much as it may hurt, I will no longer let anyone treat me less than I deserve to be treated because dammit, I AM wor
Saga Of My Tears
I sit all alone in this roomAs memories unfoldTears streaming down my face againThis pain never grows oldSome say it's a state of mindBut it's my heart that really hurtsI only aim to please you allBut what's a smile really worth?This is the story of my lifeThe saga of my tearsA story told a thousand timesRemade over the yearsIf you listen up closelyMaybe you might hearThe beating of my heartAnd the saga of my tearsThey say that life's a tripI hit the ground face firstLost everything I ever wantedBut it could have been worseOr that's what they tell meDo they sit alone in the dark?Or stare into broken mirrorsThinking it's the pieces of their heartThis is the story of my lifeThe saga of my tearsA story told a thousand timesRemade over the yearsIf you listen up closelyMaybe you might hearThe beating of my heartAnd the saga of my tearsThis is the saga of my tearsA saga that never endsThis a the saga of my tearsThat fall from cheeks til the end
Are You Ready For This??auction!!auction!!auction!!
YEP!! I'M AN AUCTION ADDICT! I ADMIT IT!!! SO WHY DON'T YOU COME GET ADDICTED WITH ME??THIS AUCTION WILL TAKE PLACE IN AN ALBUM IN MY PICS...IT WILL BE MARKED AUCTION WITH THE DATES THAT IT IS RUNNING. IT WILL START TUESDAY MAY 26TH AND END WEDNESDAY JUNE 10TH...YES...IT WILL ONLY BE RUNNING FOR 2 WEEKS...SO GET YOUR BUTTS IN HERE!! THERE IS A ONE TIME ENTRY FEE OF 50K(NON-REFUNDABLE),MIN. OPENING BID IS 125K,ALL CONTESTANTS HAVE THE RIGHT TO ACCEPT OR DENY ANY BID,AND CAN PULL OUT OF THE AUCTION AT ANY TIME!! WHAT I NEED FROM YOU::::: A LINK TO THE PIC THAT YOU WANT TO USE FOR THE AUCTION,WHAT YOU'RE OFFERING,AND THE 50K ENTRY FEE...LEAVE THE REST UP TO ME...( IT'S ALSO GOOD TO LET YOUR FRIENDS KNOW THAT YOU'RE IN AN AUCTION,HELPS TO GET YOUR BIDS UP) ANY QUESTIONS?? PLEASE,FEEL FREE TO PM ME! NOW,WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?....GET YOUR BUTTS IN HERE!! THIS IS AN EXAMPLE OF WHAT THE PICS WILL LOOK LIKE... ••→ SwEeT ImPerFecTiOn←••...♥→Pro
Fubar So Full Of Hatas
fubar is so fucked up its so full of hatas with names of love in them example am in a mumm about ratings http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=548839 ok i make a comment makin it known ma feelings about it n dis peep comes to ma page n downrates ma pic of course she onli came there jst to hate on me for makin ma comment fubar is so full of dis crap am fuckin sick tired of dis btw i can type any way i want yo stop makin comments about tat too they think am whinning about ratings it not tat its the damm attitude they come to ma page with dis bunnylove dint come to ma page to rate she saw ma comments n came to downrate n downrate with attitude cuz in next comment she sai "i rate yo "8" so fuck yo" shows her damm attitude dont it i dont need yo damm attitude
Crap -- And Yes I Drink Way Too Much
Drinking large amounts of cola can cause paralysis, doctors warn Drinking large amounts of cola every day can cause muscle problems, an irregular heartbeat and even paralysis, doctors have warned.   By Kate Devlin, Medical Correspondent Last Updated: 3:44PM BST 19 May 2009 Glass of cola: Researchers said that family doctors should look out for muscle problems in people who drink large amounts of cola Photo: GETTY Chronic consumption of the drink can cause a condition called hypokalaemia, in which levels of potassium in the blood fall, in some patients. Symptoms can range from mild weakness and constipation to paralysis. Researchers said that family doctors should look out for muscle problems in people who drink large amounts of cola, after finding that patients who drank between two and 10 litres a day developed the condition.   Related Articles Broken heart 'really can be bad for your health' Natasha Richardson: Doctor fears she coul
Ops
sorry for the confusion, My statues yesterday   ‘layedOff,g’n to Play,bbl’ meant “whoooooooo hooooooooo, took a day off”I layed off free day, on my board, 'job', if ya stay marked up 'available' ‘for the pay half’ I can lay off 1 day a half with out losing any guarantee, stay marked up all half I get an extra days pay 'incentive day' Railroad terminologylayed off = day off unavailable,  24 hours            with pay or without, depends how ya layoff            as in,  LS-sick, LV-vacation, LP-personal, long list            they can't call ya, its mostly a good thingfired = is not permeate, caught breaking rules              fired 6 days, 120 days , what ever            depends on rule, I think we must have about 6 million of them            Its good or bad, depends if ya want the time off,             most railroads have can insurance , pays when caned or fired,             some make more when fired than when their working, depends how much ya g
Heres What You Have Been Waiting For (breaking Dawn Info
Robert Pattinson Will Star in Breaking Dawn May 19, 2009 · View commentsComments in Robert Pattinson If there was ever any doubt that Robert Pattinson wouldn’t be appearing in the fourth movie of the Twilight Saga, Breaking Dawn, he has confirmed to the Hollywood Reporter that he’ll be appearing in the film– Pattinson told The Hollywood Reporter that he is committed to starring in the final outing to date but doesn’t know when backers Summit Entertainment will begin production because of the actor’s jam-packed shooting schedule. He also talked a bit about the fact he’ll be appearing as a flittering image of Bella Swan’s mind in New Moon–instead of just a voice: Said Pattinson, laughing: “You’re playing a figment in Bella’s imagination so I was trying to do it in a 2-D way. I hope it doesn’t translate onscreen as being boring.” The hardworking actor is taking a few days off after completing &ldq
Why Do U Care?
i have found through friends and myself that because some of you pay for this site or things on this site that you make such a huge deal over pictures and salutes! i have looked at many many a fake profile picture on here and the person has no salute and they have leveled up and up!!!!!!! ok here u go to so you can see some of that pichunter.com there is one picture on particular of a blonde girl in a mirror that so many woman have used so everybody sit down shut up and go about your lives! quite frankly i wanna know how people say they are working and sitting on this site, my boss would fire me! kissessssss
Leaving Tomorrow
I am leaving tomorrow with the whold family and going to San Franisco.  My younger brother is graduating from San Francisco State University on Saturday.  Sunday I will be with my family on fisherman's wharf doing some touristy things and showing my parents the life of SF.  They have never been to the wharf since they are from southern California and this will be only their second time to the City. Monday we will visit with our oldest son where he is stationed and visit for a few hours before we head back north on Interstate - five to home. It is going to be very fast, long and brief stay with the families for the weekend. It appears that it will be beutiful though and who know, maybe some pics will come out it if we can find a camera soon.    
200k To Level W/ Auto's
Dj Amanda V*Fu/RL Wifey of Dj Static Killer*Co Owner @ Darkness OverComes@ fubar
Scammer Alert!!!
Do you have this chick as a friend of yours? Have you *wasted* any money on her? {I sure hope NOT} She lies to all the guys and girls on Fubar just to try and get what she can from them. She has NO intentions on meeting ANYone from Fubar! MyTrueFriendsRTheOnesWhoCare@ fubar{Tiffany} MyTrueFriendsRTheOnesWhoCare ~ AKA ~ 1587086 ~ AKA ~ Sweet Kandy Kisses ~ AKA ~ Tinkergrl ~ AKA ~ TinkGirl 101  She's NOT from Sweden and is NOT in Sweden, nor was ever in Sweden! They're from Pennsylvania and always have been. Tiffany and her boyfriend {Steve} that she lives with {for 4 years now} have been scamming TONS of people of Fubar! BEWARE!!!!! I know this girl and her boyfriend {who likes BOTH guys AND girls} personally.  I used to live in the same town as they do and we all hung out together. As far as her pics on Fubar go....all I can say is THANK the sweet lord for Make-up, lighting AND photoshop! They really do wonders for some people! LOL  I have actual pics of her if anyone is interested. I
My Pic
http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2506304&albumid=1623889&i=3750976888&idx=0
Exhibit A
The first thing ever said to me by user laugholoud: laugholoud: "Wanna bang baby?"  I thought this extremely rude so my response "yep.. just not you".  Laugholoud: wow rnt you a rude BITCH if you don't wanna get fucked then you must be full of diseases...so for now your not worthy of me anyhow, nor do you know me, but you lost a great thing whore That definitely makes me wonder just exactly what I'm missing, what do you think?
Saying Good Bye
Hello. I just wanted to give you all the heads up. I am saying good bye. I am here for two more weeks and I am going away. I have to sell my computer in order to get enough money together to fly my daughter down here. I didn't know trying to come up with $400 was going to be so hard. So I have to do what I have to do and I will miss you all so very much and I just reopened my lounge and it has to die since I won't be here. I am so very sorry to all it's new members and staff. I love you all.   Cassie Aka Vampyresta!
Auto 11's(plaid Mafia)
Running Autos? Know someone who is? Leave your links here!!
Tha' Montanaland225 Universal Soldier!!!!!
"GREETINGS FROM MONTANALAND225,"WHERE EVERYDAY IS CHRISTMAS AND LOVE IS OXYGEN!!!!!"H-A-P-P-Y MEMORIAL DAY TO A-L-L THA'U.S. TROOPS A-L-L OVER THA; WORLD FIGHTING TO SAVE OR KEEP O-U-R"FREEDOM"INTACT BOTH PAST AND PRESENT,THA' MONTANALAND225 FAMILY LOVES YOU DEARLY,"T-H-A-N-K Y-O-U!!!!!"MOST OF YOU KNOW AND LOVE Tony Montana225 and THA'225 FAMILY,BUT MST OF YOU HAVE NO IDEA THAT I WAS IN THE U.S. NAVY IN THA' LATE EIGHTIES AS A V-E-R-Y YOUNG MAN ONCE!!!"I REMEMBER WHEN"THE WAR FOR FREEDOM" ACTUALLY BEGAN IN"MY TIME",AND IT WAS"A-L-W-A-Y-S BRUTAL!!!!!"SADDAM HUSSIEN JUST LAUNCHED HIS"CHEMICAL BOMBS AND S.C.U.D MISSILES"ON A TINY,POOR COUNTRY CALLED,"KUWAIT" AND THE U.S.S. KING(DDG-41)THA'LAST DIESEL-POWERED SHIP IN OUR FLEET WAS"ON ALERT"TO HEAD TOTHE ARABIC REGION!!!!!"AT THA' TIME,I WAS SOOOOOOO YOUNG AND DIDN'T T-R-U-L-Y UNDERSTAND THE"RAMIFICATIONS OF SUCH UNILATERAL AGGRESSION" BY PEOPLE LIKE HIM!!!!!"NOW,WE'RE SEEING"O-U-R FUTURE" PAYING"THE ULTIMATE SACRIFICE"AGAIN FOR"FREEDOM IN
Guess Who
Sidestep, For The Victory
I don't like censorship. So, again: for those who wish to keep in touch with those who are leaving, and those who are leaving who wish a place to gather, check out this cool site I found and put in my stash!!1oneoneone It's ... wow, fubar is pretty gay sometimes. C/p for the win. http://www.fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=6608293
Veterans
My hats off to President Obama for refusing to ignore the confederate veterans on Memorial Day. Soldiers on average dont get to choose what we fight for that is what our leaders are elected for. We3 are told to fight and we do. Not for a cause but for the men and women beside us. And reguardless of the flag that they fought under they are still America's Veterans. We honor the veterans of the French Indian War and they fought under the British flag.
Things I've Learned About The South
1.  Apparently it is impossible for Southerners to drive without highbeams at night. 2. Georgia exits are shaped like U-turns 3. The weather is more effed up than New England's 4. Churches outnumber everything 5. They cannot make a decent cup of coffee 6. They "darlin" everybody 7. BBQ rocks 8. They don't believe in Service areas on the highway .... just rest areas. 9. Gas and cigarette prices are phenomenal! 10. WAFFLE HOUSE!
Its My Birthday
Its my birthday   and I am whoring for salutes...   will you make me one?   PLEASE
Somethin Else I Wrote
Passing through the night Thoughts of love and lust filled her mind Will she find the one? True love has always escaped her Never giving anyone a chance Lusting for the feeling of love through carnal knowledge Only to fill empty inside yet again Love does not equate to sex She tries to remind herself Only to be betrayed by her mind again She cries inside, afraid to show her tears of dispair Wanting no one to pity her It was the reason why she committed this act she rationalized Love is what drove her to this action A smile crossed her face as she let the guilt fall away Like the gun she just dropped in the river below He will never hurt me again
Whore's
Well I've been on Fubar for about2 months now and have learned alot about the sight with those of you that are on here.  I do not judge or wish to be judged but its in our nature.  This morning when I logged on.  fewer messages than usual, which is cool, but one stuck out to me on my shout.. this guy compared me to "Ilovepapsmurf" In the beginning I talked with her and even added her as a friend, went to rate her photos and she had sveral nude photos, she is a cute girl, but because I would not put naked pics up or email her some she deleted me.  Thats fine.  But this jerk said I was an internet whore just like the bitch Ilovepapasmurf.  Am I missing something here?  Yes all you pervs will check her out to see the nakedness, thats cool, but is that what you are really looking for on this sight?  If this is what it is then Im int he wrong place.  I will not put pics up like that.  I have a son and a reputaion to keep.  You guys need to to think about it, you never know what dirty laundr
Even More Stress
When my mom got home, she told me her husband was on his way home that he had gotten layed off today. He does the pipe fitting and cutting for sprinkler systems in new buildings. The stress is going to be high here :( I called the transitional place since she told me to call and check in with her today, she told me she is still waiting on my inpatient papers but had gotten the rest of the releases. I did inpatient in 2001. She said if she gets them today she can staff it tomorrow, if not it wont be staffed until next week, I am not quite sure what the staffing part means, I am assuming that it is where all of the staff come together and she discusses the interview that she had with me and all the releases she recieved back on me.  I just hope it happens soon, because I don't want to be the target of the stress that is going to be going on here.   
Keyboard Cat Vs. Keyboard Gato
Keyboard Cat is fucking hilarious. If you don't agree I hope you die.
Third
Zasch stood observantly at the mouth of the cave some time later, Alais hovering around him curiously. He had followed the trail here after it had doubled back, and now he stood not far from his quarry. He spared a glance to Alais, and her sweet whisper came again. "I can travel the plains and ask for Kallista or Muriel to aid you." Shaking his head slightly, and went about setting up a quick ritual that would allow him to see in the darkness of the cave. In less than a minute an opaque black ball had formed in his hands, and floated just over his right shoulder. Zasch drew out his blade, and motioned for Alais to follow him. As he entered the cave, the dark ball did it's job, shedding everything within thirty or so feet in dim light, though in varying shades of gray. Zasch was still for a moment, allowing himself time to adjust to the change in coloration, and started forth. Alais hovered somewhere above him, blinking between the stalagtites that clung to the ceiling, the Wisp kee
What Real Friendship Means
We seacrh for friends and sometimes get lucky.. Then you crash into angels that love you for the soul you have inside and never judge .. only stand by you , asking nothing in return...... I have been so blessed to find two angels  that bring light and warmth into my life.. Ronpowers... ty for always adding love and kinds words to my day...and for letting me give the same. Carlos... your my rock, my friend, and the most giving person i have ever met.. I love you both for the wonderful light you carry inside and for being such great examples of what a man can be. "You gave me wings and watched me sore to the heavens, never once failing to push me higher".. that is what a true friend is.. am and will always be your rock.. Vanilla
Leaving
Sooooo, I have pretty much made my mind up with leaving this site. Seems there is nothing but drama and jealousy all over this place. There is nothing left for me on this site. I made a few great friends and I am thankful for that. And those friends, you know who you are, know how to get in touch with me. If you want to keep in touch, just e-mail me.  jerzeydevil31@yahoo.com. If you dont want to keep in touch....enjoy the games in here. So, since this site is all about people perving and shit, should I just break down, take a NSFW, and post it? Seems thats all anyone wants here anyways.
It Is Time To End It
It is Time To End It   Do you remember the spaces you filled? Do you remember the smile you caused? Do you remember the fire in my eyes? Do you remember the life now paused? I see your face everywhere I look You are my total eclipse of the sun I stand in the darkness of you leaving I have no strength to run Why has my life shattered? How did I let myself become this low? I curl up inside my corner alone
When I Open My Hand
When I Open My Hand   I watched the last tear hit the floor I saw what was my life in that pool I turned my face towards the heavens The sun breaking in on this fool As my eyes slowly came to focus I could see a shadow of beauty A figure in the mist becoming clear As her eyes pierced right through me I could see her wings start to spread I could feel my heat begin to beat The ice cold blood melting in my veins
Who Is Belizaire?
Hey Yall It seems last night I was involved in a discussion in the MUMMS and didnt   know about it until after the fact, I seem to stay in the dark about a lot of things on FuBar lol. Some were wanting to know who I am and if I'm real . My name is Paul and if you take the time to come by and visit with me,You'll know everything there is to know about Paul, plus I'll probably have a cold beer for you if you partake of that stuff and maybe some good food fresh off the barbecue grill. To make it easy to find me if you have google Earth or a GPS goto 32' 47.280 N      91' 53.760 W     that should put you in my front yard at least. For those that dont have  either of those get in your vehicle and  goto    Bastrop, La 71220          1601 Montgomery Ave and that will put you in my front yard too if you cant afford a vehicle to go in and have a phone call 318-239-4685 and I'll answer and talk with You If Your not interested in doing any of this, Dont be bashing My Sweet LadyDonna, shes o
Damn Him!
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take it RULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks! LAST PERSON YOU.... [1] Who was the last person you texted?my good friend [2] You were in the car with? Shawn [3] Went to the mall with?Vicki [4] Person you talked on the phone with?Christy [5] You messaged/​commented on Fubar?Mark T/F Only answer with True or False Q:Kissed some one on your top friends?true Q: Been searched By Cops?True Q: Been suspended from school? true Q: Sat on a roof top?True
Revenge Is Best When Served Cold
When your  husband or wife does something that makes you really angry, don't give  in to the temptation to argue and fight . . .         Just count to ten, remain calm and after he or she goes to bed, super-glue their flip  flops    to the floor !    I  could watch this one over and over.............  
Blank
I am just so tired of people in this day and age. What ever happened to honoring your word? Why can't people just be real? Why does one have to do things in order to impress the next person? People wonder why I stay to myself. Most would classify me as a hermit. I have very good reasons for staying to myself. I have maybe 2 people in my life that are worth giving the time of day to. Everyone else is just that......everyone else.  
Sad
    DONT KNOW, AS U KNOW IM FEEING SAD THATS WHEN I WRITE THE BEST.  iVE BEEN GOING THROUGH ALOTA SHIT LATELY, GOT A PMOTION AT WORK, SO IM WORKING MY ASS OFF FOR PENNIES.  F YOUV READ ALL MY OTHER BLOGS, ULL KNOW A LIL BOUT ME. ( 4 THOSE WHO DONT, REAL QUICK. .  I WAS LIVING IN A HOMELESS SHLTER ATTHE AGE OF 13 14 I 4 GET. . . I HAVE 2 KIDS 2 TWO DEADBEAT DADDIES ONE WHO EAT THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF ME, HIS DAUGHTER AS DEAD 3 MINUTES, 1 POUND AND TNY AS FUCK SHE WAS 3 MONTHS RE MATURE. YES I HAVE A PFA.  DNT WANT HIM INH ER LIFE.  MEN HAVE USED ABUSD MENTALLY FINACALLY PHYSICLLY EVERTHING!!! FUCKING EVETYTHING!!!  I LOVE MY KIDS, THEY ARE THE MST IMPORTANT THING 2 ME... I LIVE MY KIDS (LITERALLY) WITHOUT THE, I AM NO1!!  HAVE A 13, AND A 5 YR OLD. MY 13 YR OL (BOTH GIRLS) IS OFF THE HOOK RIGHT NOW, SHES DOING EVERYTHING I DID AT 13, THAT SCARESME. IT REALLY SCARES ME.. I WANT MY BABY BACK. WHERE DID SHE GO. . .  IM SAD.   I LOOK AT HER AND I SEE ME.. THE FUCKED UP THING IS I KNOW SHES R
Caa #100
A very dear friend, sister and angel has asked for all the angel prayers of healing, power and strength we can send out IMMEDIATELY.  Her friend, Abbadon, had a heart attack earlier today and we need to keep him and his family in urgent prayers.   Love,   Doc
Knights Heart (last Poem)
MIND YOU THERE ARE GRAMMATICAL ERRORS LEAVE ME BE BOUT EM ^.^ Enjoy your read   Smile my sweet empty soul, and awake from your slumber. The time is now and we shall prevail as the book is sang and the sword unsheathed. Dress our plate and put or shield to our left. Mount the stallion and storm the battle. We shall strike down those who seek destroy you, the empty soul. bound in glory and might, victorious you shall become! Stand thy ground and raise hells fire for ye foes But yet my dear soul remember that bravery is not set by a warriors will but the enduring love of the woman who sought the adventure to love a knight. To love this knights soul, to love thy. undertake thy oath of chivalry and honor the gift of the gods in melancholy. Destroy not the ones soul has it had been done to thee. Slay those who disregard thy word and damn thy to the blazes of demons inferno. Smite them down my soul. Once that is complete and your day is end, battle won. Return to the woman that sought th
I've Been Thinking
Just a words of what I've been thinking about lately... Yesterday a friend told me to check out a girl on his page..like a dumbass I did...I checked out her pictures.. Gods, she is perfect...hair. body..face everything..but what got my attention was her page comments..They were so sweet, loving...and so beautiful...and all I ever get on my pictures and such are thinks like.."Oh baby let me lick that ass" or.."You are so hot" and even really nasty stuff.."Can I wear your ass as a hat" garbage like that..   I was really stupid and clicked on this one girl's pictures and all she had was breasts and cleavage hanging out.. one of her pictures alone had more rates and comments than all mine combined. But she still got some really pretty comments...   I guess you can say I am a glutten for punishment when i do crap like that..My jealousy kicks my ass sometimes...and it hurts so bad.. Sure I have maybe 4 friends on this entire site..and I appreciate them greatly.. Just makes me wonder why
Back, After Illness...............
Hi All! Just wanted to tell you all I was back, had a illness that kept me in the hospital for quite a while but now I am out and back on Fubar to see all the friends and family I missed. Please drop by and say hi and give me a little time to get back to all of you that I missed, I will be renewing my VIP in time and buying blings for all of you that mean so much! Missed you all! Muaaahhhhhh
Margaritas .... Important Womens Health Issues
Subject: Margaritas IMPORTANT WOMENS HEALTH ISSUESDo you have feelings of inadequacy?Do you suffer from shyness?Do you sometimes wish you were more assertive?If you answered yes to any of these questions, ask your doctor or pharmacist about Margaritas.Margaritas are the safe, natural way to feel better and more confident about yourself and your actions.Margaritas can help ease you out of your shyness and let you tell the world that you're ready and willing to do just about anything.You will notice the benefits of Margaritas almost immediately and with a regimen of regular doses you can overcome any obstacles that prevent you from living the life you want to live.Shyness and awkwardness will be a thing of the past and you will discover many talents you never knew you had. Stop hiding and start living, with Margaritas.Margaritas may not be right for everyone. Women who are pregnant or nursing should not use Margaritas. However, women who wouldn't mind nursing or becoming pregnant are enc
From The 1st Book Of Democrat.....psalm 2008-2012 :)
      OBAMA IS MY SHEPHERD, I SHALL NOT WANT. HE LEADETH ME BESIDE THE STILL FACTORIES. HE RESTORETH MY FAITH IN THE REPUBLICAN PARTY. HE GUIDETH ME IN THE PATH OF UNEMPLOYMENT. YEA, THOUGH I WALK THRU THE VALLEY OF THE BREAD LINE, I SHALL NOT GO HUNGRY. OBAMA HAS ANOINTED MY INCOME WITH TAXES. MY EXPENSES RUNNETH OVER MY INCOME. SURELY, POVERTY AND HARD LIVING WILL FOLLOW ME ALL THE DAYS OF HIS TERM. FROM HENCE FORTH WE WILL LIVE ALL THE DAYS OF OUR LIVES IN A RENTED HOME WITH AN OVERSEAS LANDLORD. I AM GLAD I AM AN AMERICAN, I AM GLAD THAT I AM FREE. BUT I WISH I WAS A DOG, AND OBAMA WAS A TREE. Today's Quote: "Americans grew tired of being thought to be dumb by the rest of the world, so they went to the polls and removed all doubt."
Beauty And Fool
[[ Mercy whom on earth and they one in heaven will mercy you ]]That what the greatest prophet saidBut you weren’t a mercifulThat you care for nothingBut to be called the beautyYou had a lot of friendsBut you didn’t have any clevernessThat because the life for you is justA big party and a lot of giftsLaughing and dancing all timesBut the world my baby is notAll happy peoplesThe sad are so muchAnd miserable are much moreBut you don’t know any of those thingsThat your problem my dearIs not that you are mercilessBut it is that you have a serious deceaseDecease without any known medicine Your illness my dear is fooleryWhich no cure and no heal offThat with all your beauty you are a fool- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -  -W.B: FM
Im In Auction
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Amon Amarth- Twighlight Of The Thunder God
I love it
Cherrybombs!
So, lately, I've been running bombs quite often and I've noticed 2 things that really stand-out in my mind. 1.) If you want me to bomb you, atleast rate, fan and add me. Don't just JUMP in my shoutbox, and expect to be bombed. Just because I make 29k off bombing you, doesn't mean anything. I'll gladly pass right over you and bomb someone without 11's who has atleast taken the time to do the afformentioned. 2.) Most people...NOT ALL OF THEM...don't bomb you back. I'm okay with that, but I'll just remember it the next time around. If you say you're gonna' bomb me and don't, I'm okay with that, too. But fuck ya'. =) So, if you can read this and understand...then you're good to go. :D Happy Cherrybombing!   P.S. Fu-Hubby runs 24/7 Auto's, so rate, fan and add him. He bombs friends first. :)
Give Me An Answer....
WHEN WILL I FIND SOMEONE WHO CAN CARE ABOUT ME? WHEN THEY CAN SHOW IT 100% WITHOUT HAVING TO BE TOLD? WHEN WILL I FIND SOMEONE WHO CAN TAKE ME FOR ME AND NOT WANT ME TO CHANGE? WHEN WILL I FIND SOMEONE WHO IS WILLING TO SCREAM FROM THE ROOFTOPS " SHE IS THE ONE I WANT"? WHY CANT I FIND ONE WILLING TO DO THIS? WHY MUST THEY ALL TRY AND CHANGE ME? WHY CANT I BE LOVED FOR JUST BEING ME? WHY IS IT MY FEELINGS CAN NEVER BE RETURNED? WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME THAT I CANT FIND THE SMALLEST THINGS? I  DONT CARE THAT YOUR NOT RICH, I DONT CARE IF YOU NOT THE SMARTEST, I DONT GIVE A DAMN IF YOU CAME FROM THE WRONG SIDE OF THE TRACKS. I GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THE PERSON I ONCE HAD. THAT MAN THAT MADE ME SMILE EVERYDAY! THE ONE WHO MADE ME FEEL LIKE I MENT SOMETHING TO HIM....THEN HE STARTED DRIFTING AWAY. LOST IN THE MELADRAMA OF BULLSHIT LIES. ANGER TOOK HOLD OF THE MIND AND I WAS FORGOTTEN. I WANT HIM BACK BUT IS IT TOO LATE FOR THAT MAN TO COME OUT? I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY ANYMORE. I DO EVERYT
Caa #102
Another very dear friend of mine has asked for special angel prayers for her boss, who is to see the doctor tomorrow about major surgery and for him it will be risky.  Please send special angel prayers of healing and strength for her boss, and may God guide the surgeons hands on any operation he might need.   Love,   Doc
Jesus Freaks?
LMFAO at this... Yu may have seen the mumm titled OMG talking about some jesus cult... I checked it out and have been laughing insanely ever since... fucking right out of a steven king novel these people...any who, I saw this signature on a comment regarding a thread talking about how you dont have to "do it" on your honey moon... these people are the of the belief its a sin to have sex other than the sole porpose to make baby christian warriors!!! ffs..any ways its some funnyshit! heres the signature on his comment, who also has a spaceship baby jesus website...but i deleted the link cuz our baby jesus doesnt like any other baby jesus's to be lmao I am the MAD PROPHET HELMHOLTZ. SPACESHIP JESUS appeared to me in Astronaut form when I was staying in a motel in 1974. He then told me the TRUTH about our world and what illusions the SATANIC ALLIANCE uses to control us! To this day, I still receive SPACESHIP RADIO SIGNALS INTO MY BRAIN. Praise be SPACESHIP JESUS! fuggin lunatic
Natal - Intriguing
This looks... fascinating. :o  
Fuck An Animal
Ain't About What's Waiting On The Other Side ..
We all rush to get to a place in life, often times when we reach it, it isn't what completes us ...  We are left wanting more. Sometimes it is good not to want too many things, it's the journey not the destination. I like the song that goes ..     I haven't been on but I have seen people come by my page. Love you all hope to be back soon ... Oh and remember, if you want to make me a chest salute, I would be honored ... nudge nudge wink wink ...      
Interested In Making $1000 A Week?
I'm involved in a marketing plan with a company called USANA. This great opportunity is being put together by a pastor of a church and it's called "Operation Promised Land". This plan was put together to help people and this economy in these tough times. I am starting to see some of the benefits already. If you're interested click this link or sb me to find out more. http://www.bring2help2.com/opl/operationpromisedland/id/index.php?ref=jeromy
Feelings Of Love
Letter To Normals...
A Letter To: Normals Having FMS means many things change, and a lot of them are invisible. Unlike having cancer or being hurt in an accident , most people do not understand even a little about FMS/MSP and its effects, and of those that think they know, many are actually mis-informed. In the spirit of informing those who wish to understand...... These are the things that I would like you to understand about me before you judge me.... - Please understand that being sick doesnt mean Im not still a human being. I have to spend most of my day in considerable pain and exhaustion, and if you visit I probably dont seem like much fun to be with, but Im still me stuck inside this body. I still worry about school, and work and my family and friends, and most of the time I'd still like to hear you talk about yours too. -Please understand the difference between "happy" and "healthy" .When you've got the flu you probably feel miserable with it, but Ive been sick for years. I cant be miserable all th
Can Ya Dig It
THE CANDY SHOP IS CURRENTLY HOLDING A SEXY BBW CONTEST THIS CONTEST ENDS ON THE 14TH AND THE WINNER IS BASED ON THE TOTAL NUMBER OF RATES NOT THE SCORE. THEREFORE, DOWNRATING THE ONES YOU DON'T LIKE ONLY HELPS THEM, SO DON'T DO IT DUMMIES! WITH STILL OVER A WEEK TO GO, IT IS STILL ANYONES GAME, SO PLEASE RATE, AND CHECK BACK TO RERATE! I'M ASKING YOU PLEASE HELP OUT THESE WONDERFUL LADIES AND DROP A 10 OR 11 ON THEM. [ fubar.com photo: 143325494 ]
Gd 1
She was ushered silently by her mother and father, walking along and examining the populated training ground. She had been trained for her thirteen years, and now it was time for her to choose the one that would be her companion. All around her teenage boys and girls were practicing magic and swordplay. The violent use of so much arcane energy left a tingling sensation in the air, one that had the young girl on her guard. All around her the sound was deafening as spells erupted into massive and violent explosions, and crackled with electricity. Steel on steel erupted into a faint melody as sword met sword in open duel. Despite the chaos of the training taking place around her, she was more intrugued by the group of boys and girls that stood at attention. Her mother and fathers stopped at the front of the group. She knew that she was now suppose to choose from the group arrayed in front of her who would serve as her companion, her guardian. With so many arrayed before her, she didn't
Why?
first :my friends already know my english is bad so i hope u can understand what i type   then people i'm here and i'm asking myself: why a lot of people on internet like do bad things to other people? why so many drama? why so many fake? May be becouse they are bad person,may be becouse they haven't a real life,may be becouse they are jelous....i don't know.. People tell me why i dont post a salute,well why i have to post it???the real friends i had meet here had saw my face on cam so they know i'm really me...if someone needs i post a salute for talk with me...well they can stay away... I'm tired,really tired of people who speak ill of someone...I'm here talk directly to me if u have a problem...    
David Carradine Died??
My Dad used to watch him in the kung fu series when I was a kid.:D I can't believe at 72 he has left this world.:( Life is  rather odd. No other thoughts at this time. No biography info.... sorry I'll leave that to Highwaysong.;)
Today
My dad passed away on June fourth of the year two thousand four. He had been ready to go for a long time, but some of us had not been ready to let him. We had been through a lot together maybe more than most father son combos should be allowed. On my 17th birthday, October 25th of 1996, he attempted suicide, and told me it was my fault. I almost killed myself on that day. What stopped me from taking my life and caused me to save his was nothing short of a miraculous display of the powers that be. I somehow pulled open the door of the locked car and pulled his life-less bulk from the front seat. I performed CPR on him for over 30 minutes before he came back. He was a miserable man after that, and I let him blame me for his misery. We didn't talk much about that incident. There even came to be a time when he began to deny that it ever happened. One night near the end of May, five years ago to be precise, we sat down together. He not only for the first time admited to me that he actually
Concerta
so i got on some new meds thanks to my bff she let me use her pills   iam on concerta   have to say it does help with my depression   but there a side effect i have to force my self to eat everytime i look at food i pass it up and iam loseing weight witch can be a good thing but at the same time can be very dangerous as well
Cry No More
I have cried all my bad tears And faced all my fears Then I awoke and saw the light You're asking me back in your life. You're saying Please Jenny let's talk You played me for a fool. No it's time for you to walk. We were once one now we are two The whole time our marrage was all about you. It's kind of funny a big ass shame You talked all your shit And thought there was no pain. I thought I was fighting Fighting just for us. You know we will never be Because you broke my trust
Katt, Revised Edition Of All Blogs. ♥ (long)
It all started on April 19, 2009 and it didn't last long. I had only been living here for a bit over a month, helping Katt and Mike as they were helping me after I lost my apartment. Katt had been eating a pear and as best as Mike (Katt's Fiancee and one of my good friends) and I can figure, a piece had scratched her esophagus which lead to her complaining of chest pain. Katt asked Mike to take her to the Emergency Room here in Bullhead City, AZ. It was early evening when they left. Around 1 AM, Mikes' mom comes in to tell me to start packing some things up because they had to transport Katt to a Las Vegas Hospital. I started packing immediately then wrote a small blog to let people know that I will be offline and that Katt is in the hospital. The next two paragraphs is a little explaination before I proceed. As far as the local Dr's were concerned, Katt had a "fatty liver", this condition caused fluid to collect in her abdomen. I'm not talking about a little fluid retention either, I'
Torn Apart
Separated by miles of pavement Loneliness is second nature Fallen into the ashes of lust Can't decide if love I should trust Desperate to get outta this pain Running from this feeling again Caught somewhere between the truths Scared to let myself open to you Hoping for that one last kiss You know you are the one I miss Searching for the peace inside Not sure what else I have to find Terrified to jump right in Torn apart by this confusion  
Poem
Somewhere it floats in the back of my mind So hard to push forward, always on rewind The fantasy that's never coming true So many reasons why I'll never be with you Months have faded and I haven't seen your face Feelings I can't let go of, can't seem to trace From the begining I told myself I wouldn't fall I had nothing to hold onto now I can't even crawl I'd be a liar if I said I had no clue I always knew I would be number two I tried to pull it all together I still fell apart Because you still got away holding my heart
Rant, As I Will....
I love the reactions of those that are caught cheating on the one that that are suppose to be committed to.  The blustering, the scrambling backwards to scan the track they just left.  Trying to figure out a way to cover their mistake, to try and incorporate that mistake into something that was to you and you only. You can't very well take back text messages that you sent to the wrong person. You can't explain them away, no matter what you say, or how much you accuse the other of accusing them of cheating.  YOU CHEATED. What do you expect them to do?  Let it "slide"?  I don't think so.It's funny how that happens.  You bust them, and they blame you.  They try to say, "see, this is what I answered in reply to YOUR question/text".  It doesn't fit Buddy roh.  DOES NOT FIT. No matter how many god damned ways you mix the alphabet around, that text was sent to the wrong person.  You can't talk your way out of it.  You can't make it appear to be something that it isn't.  I may be blonde, but I
I Got A Bounty Hunter After Me!!!
Seeing as how I can't upload anymore pics (no more VIP) I decided to blog this cuz he is the SWEETEST dude this side of the Mississippi!! hehe Thanks hun!!
My Kid Brother
my brother tony u ppl know him as papi he dont know this but 4 an older brother like me i look up 2 my younger brother a lot hes a great father brother and friend got 2 love him like him even except him as he is
False Friendship...
I CAN ASSURE EVERYONE AND ANYONE WHO COULDNT TAKE THE TIME TO B A TRUE FRIEND TO ME WHEN I GET HOME IN MY NIGHTMARE...U R GONE OFF LIST AND DONT BOTHER ME EVER AGAIN...I AM A TRUE FRIEND AND IF THAT CONSISTS OF UR FUCKING POINTS AND UR FUCKING GIFTS..KEEP THEM BY ALL MEANS...IT DOESNT MEAN THAT TO ME....TY LISA...CELTIC
Give It A Name!!!
Why would you judge me on one bad day,When everything normal has momentairly gone astray,Master of illusion my smile is my mask,Why would you judge me on one single act,You really don't know me,You just don't know who I am,So let me lay it out for you,Like a grand master plan,I am a mother, I support my kids and I do it alone,I don't need a man to bring value to my life,That's why I raise my kids on my own,I am someones sister,I bail her out when she gets into trouble,The only family I have, And she's a diamond in the rubble,I am a friend,I never bail when your down,I'm a phone call away,Just ask around ,I work like a dog,I may only break even,But at least my kids see, Dedication is not a weakness,I am introverted,I don't let it all hang out,I will smile before I ever voice my doubt,I am very distrusting,I don't allow many people close,But like my step daddy told me,Anyone worth knowing will always want to know,Just as I have said,I am only me, Pretending to be someone else,Brings to m
Gone
So after this afternoon I will be gone for a few days to Montana. I am still feeling like total hell, I have a dr appt this afternoon and will ask him for something. I literally feel like I got ran over by a bus. On the bright side, I woke up and checked my email and won tickets from our local tv channel for Carbon Leaf. Whats bad, I have no clue who Carbon Leaf is, I youtubed them, they dont sound bad but I dont know them. Those tickets are for June 18th so.....
All I Need
http://www.youtube.com/v/5DGjt1K_ewQ&hl=en&fs=1&">   I'm dying to catch my breathoh why don't i ever learn I've lost all my trust that i'm sure we try toTurn it aroundCan you still see the heart of meall my agony fades awaywhen you hold me in your embraceDon't turn me downfor all i needmake my heart a better placegive me something I can believeDon't turn me downyou're far from the door nowdon't let it closeHe only had to goI wish I could let it goI know that I'm only one step awayFrom turning aroundCan you still see the heart of meall my agony fades awaywhen you hold me in your embraceDon't turn me downfor all i needmake my heart a better placegive me something I can believeDon't turn it downwhat's left of memake my heart a better placei've tried many times but nothing was realmake it fade awaydon't break me downI want to believe that this is for realsave me from my feardon't turn me downdon't turn me downfor all i needmake my heart a better placedon't tear me downfor all i needmake
Amazing.....
Well....... Where to begin..... i sit here and think about how i feel about her..... How she makes me feel whenever i talk to her.... when i hear her voice, how my heart skips a beat........ All i ever want to do is reach thru the phone or the computer screen just to caress her face, or to kiss her lips...... i dunno what it is shes done to me..... or even how shes done it...... shes my best friend..... shes my partner..... shes my wife.... shes the missing piece to my life. shes who completes me..... shes made me the better person that i am today...... opened my eyes to see theirs a different side of life even when things go wrong...... i sit here, and all i can do is smile..... because im beyondy lucky to have her in my life...... shes my angel, shes the treasure at the end of a rainbow, shes my lucky charm..... i know no matter the trials we go thru or are put thru, we will make it thru anything and everything.... i know what i have with her, is REAL..... and i know its going to b
Caa #104
A very dear and special friend of mine has suffered two losses recently.  Please send her lots and lots of angel prayers, strength, love and healing.   Love, Doc
Caa #106
A Dear Friend has informed me that her father has to go in tomorrow for a colonoscopy.  Please send her, her father and their families plenty of angel prayer, love, healing and strength.   Love,   Doc
Fly Away
U reach 2 touch me I moveU try 2 grab me I avoid ur graspU patiently wait 4 me 2 restu try 2 sneak up on meI C U...hahahaU missed again.....I float away far from youout of ur reachu watch me u study meu can c different shades of pinkwhen i spread my wingsI jus wanna fly awaygo where no person has beeni wanna jus get awayto a place where i can b mesweet pink wrapped n brown sugar soft 2 da touchmy lil butterfly
June 8th
    Sarge's Bad Girls June 8th, 2009 Edition Show The Sarge And These Fine Bad Girls Lots Of Love! Miss Moneypenny™ ~ SBGs ~The Sarge a/k/a Sarge's Bad Girls†Txtigerldy41™†
Milk N Honey
  exhausted babeyesu want anythingno answer i turn to gomy luva takes me n their arms smothers me with kissesbabe its readymy luva steers me to the bedroomsets me down on the bedtakes off my boots n socksmy cuffed jeans slides them down takes off my panties plays wit my hairstakes off my top n brawater just the right temp o how i love my luvamy luva helps me in the bathoooooofeels soooo goodi sit down let the milk n honey soothe meoooooo feels sooo goodbabeyesu readynot yet, wanna soak jus a while longerthe candle glowin soft scent of cherryoooo my love u know wat i likethe music the sweet sweet musicbabeyesu readyyesmy luva cums and starts with my feetwashes rubs kissesthen up my leg to my thigh cleaning massaging feeling soothingboth legs donetakes my arm kisses my fingersrubs my handsmy love how i love urubs my arms cleans my arms massages my armsO how i luv wrappin them around my luvawashes my back my neck my crackmy luva washes my ass scrubs till it glistensmy luva washes my pu
Twin
Apparently I look like this chick  
Car Accident
Just to let all my friends know the reason why i havent been around much. I was in a car accident a little more then a month ago and i have been trying to recover. It wasnt that serious but enough to wreck my sholders and neck up. So please be patient i will be back on full force soon i hope! Much love to my friends.   Lucy
Maggot Flaggers!
IT'S LIKE THIS.. SOMEONE JUST FLAGGED 50 OF MY PICTURES AS "NSFW" AND I FREAKING HATE YOU..I HATE LOSERS AND JEALOUS BITCHES THAT GO ALONG AND FLAG PEOPLES PICTURES. I WISH TO FREAKIN' GOD THIS SITE HAD A WAY OF SHOWING WHO FLAGGED YOUR PICTURES, I WILL RIP THAT PERSON A NEW ONE. I WOULD MAKE THEM WISH THEY WERENT BORN. THIS HAPPENED TWO YEARS AGO, SOMEONE WENT ALONG AND FLAGGED OVER 300 OF MY PICTURES AS "NSFW", I SHOULD HAVE LEFT THEN, BUT I DIDNT. IF THIS HAPPENES AGAIN, I WILL PUT ALL MY PICTURES ON LOCKDOWN FOR NO ONE TO SEE. AND THOSE THAT LIKE MY PICTURES AND LIKE RATING THEM AND DONT FLAG THEM, HAVE THE MAGGOT FLAGGERS TO BLAME. I AM SICK OF IT. STUPID FREAKIN' LOSER MAGGOTS!!! GET A LIFE. AND GET OUT OF MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I Just Can't Seem To Get It Right.
Last week, my ex asked me to marry him. I said yes. I floated around on a could for a few days, but he is still not home from over the road. He's working on it he says. Trying to put together a plan to come home for good. He says he loves me and he just wants me to wait for him. I started feeling miserable again. I can't help the way I feel, and its hard to feel happy about getting married when I am still alone. We started fighting about wedding planning. He threw a fit about a pink tie. Thinks its prepsterous that I would ask him to wear one on our wedding day. Today I told him I wasn't sure if I wanted to get married. He thinks I'm being unreasonable and he told me that I am tearing his heart out. I don't know what to say.
A Love Like Ours
A love like ours is so hard to findYet it teaches us to be kindIn our heartsWe are like sweetheartsI love you todayAnd that will never go awayLoving you is so rightI can’t wait to hold you through the night.  
As We Walk Along
Our toes go gently into the sandYou make me so happyAs you fill my heart with gleeI look for tomorrowFor I know you share my sorrowOne day soonYou will be back at my sideStanding there watching the tideI know we are meant to beBecause you love me!!
Impressionable
thinking of yours makes me forget mine how to analyze always body rejects advice especially home not easy being the dispenser never reciever of wisdom cant see straight with vision so cloudy always they seem like cool ones with private iniatives controlling the shape impressionable putty takes
Pendulum 'other Side' - Official Video
Anti-summer
Mama Wrote About Me
"JEFFREY" I will miss your smile                           your funny face feeling sad in this new place.I miss your kissesand your big bear hugs.I miss you slidingacross the rugs.Time goes slowerwhen you want it to go fast.I paced the floor.Watched the hours past.I love you baby,           Son of mine.
Come Here.
Time is passing by and I have not been able to kiss you, to give you love, to hold you.  I know you feel the same as I do, but I’m tired of not being with you.  When you call me, I am able to pretend that I am happy with it, but as soon as I hang up the phone there is great sadness.    I am tired of all the “I like you” and the thousands “I want you” that you send me through email. Come here and tell me face to face, because through the computer I can’t feel a thing.     You are keeping me from seeing your body laid on my bed.  I notice time passing by and you are so far.  Come here and make my life longer, come here and heal this wound, come here because through pictures I can not touch you and less give you love.  Come here baby, because none can be adored by chatting on the computer.  Come here because is not the same to talk to you, than to touch you, and feel your warmth.  
Please Have A Go At My Friend Asb's Quiz
[1] Who was the last person you texted?A fubar friend who is ill[2] You were in the car with?No one[3] Went to the mall with?Myself[4] Person you talked on the phone with?My best friend Jane[5] You messaged/ā€‹commented on Fubar?The turtle is born...T/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?YesQ: Been searched By Cops?False Q: Been suspended from school?FalseQ: Sat on a roof top?TrueQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?falseQ: Broken a bone?FalseQ: Have shaved your head?True, I always doQ: Played a prank on someone?TrueQ: Had/have a gym membership?False I have a Home GymQ: Shot a gun?True..Air RifleQ: Donated Blood?True, to save a lifeWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?Eat donuts[2] Be serious or be funny?Funny - Always[3] Go to the beach or mountains?Beach, I am an ocean surf fanatic[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?shotANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon?Sun[2] Winter or fall?Fall[3] Left or right?Right[4] Black and white or co
Distance...
(another poem I stumbled across...*QUITE* relevant to me)Distance...A thousand kisses will never be,Enough to satisfy my craving heart's plea,Tomorrow will be the day I love you more,Than today or yesterday or ever before,Words and phrases will never do,What my heart feels so deeply for you,Deeper and deeper my feelings go,My head is spinning too and fro,I want you here, forever and more,For our hearts to join and together explore,Our hearts beat and beat as one,Feel what I'm feeling, it's only begun,Yet, slowly my desire turns to rage,My heart feels as though it's within a cage,You are so close yet so far,At times like this I wish upon a star,I wish you were here and not over there,Yet life is hard as well as unfair,All I can do is wish and wait,Until we meet again as that is our fate,I love you more than my words can say,And forever my love will grow each passing day,Until the day I gently hold your face,Kiss your lips within a candle lit place,Hold you close and feel you near,Kiss y
Caa #108
A very dear and special friend here at Fubar, very lovely and caring woman, and my fmaily and sis is having a hard time.  She was just laid off today.  Please send plenty of angel prayers of healing, love and support for her.   Love, Doc (Your saved angel)
Shapes
It is quite fascinating how much our life experiences shape us as human beings, sculpting every minute detail in our human forms. Some of those forms come out shiny and smooth, very pleasant to touch and to come in contact with, with innate abilities to bounce off any light that shines upon them. They might not be too deep, but all you need to know about them lies on the smooth surface, easily visible to the naked eye (unless there are some deeper cracks that might form overtime).Some come out with jagged sharp edges others might hurt themselves on, and deeply carved crevasses inside which no one is able to see or set a foot. Sometimes it might take a very powerful flashlight to see the wonders hidden in those crevasses, yet sometimes there are no wonders to begin with but cold empty space.While some may begin as shiny smooth specimens, if touched too roughly, they sometimes may crumble, revealing not so smooth bottom layers. Our shapes may change depending on the amount and quality of
Playing With Myself On Cam
yeah fuckin right, I dont even have a cam   I'm bored, my cheekbone twiches, and my house looks like a tribe of gypsies was living here. Furghhhh
Misdirectinon
Led down a path overrum with falsehoods and deceit with you as my guide. This misdirection of my mind the game you played, Following you past every fork in the road, Being enticed onwards towards the darkness I did not see, Believin your lies and faux promises, Heedless of the warning cries sounded from afar. Thus is comes to pass that only now in the gloom of this desolate night I awaken. Sensing my peril I search for the path back into the light yet see only your treachery. The trust I placed in you lies shattered on the ground, Leaving me lost in thsi black forest of illusions, Led to this place by your misdirection, Left with only my nightmare companions.
Costa Rica
just giving a quick update to my fam and friends, or at least those who care, lol, i recently moved to Costa Rica to help my family with some mission work. I'm not sure how long i'll stay here but at least for the summer. So since i won't be online too often just didn't want you to think i forgot about you. Thanks to all who still keep in touch and show love. Hope you all have a wonderful summer
A Poem
I took a journey on a highway through life  no one picked me up"cept myself Scares me to know that very few care to see a desperate man They look but they do not see; They have eyes but they don't want to see I tooka journey on a highway through life No one picked me up 'cept myself Scares me to know that very few care  To see a desperate man on a highway singin' to himself And laughin' at the world as it goes by But I'm just laughin at myself
Have Made It Home At Last...
I just wanted to take a quick moment and update everyone. I am finally home and will be taking it easy for a few days.  I did end up with surgery having my apendex out as well as having scar tissue remmoved off of my intestine. Thank you all for all the love and support and I will continue to update!! Hugs always, Amity Kay
Havin A Fight With Myself......
Silver: You best be careful! Karen: But he is so sweet and treats me like a queen!!   Silver: Been there done that. They ALL are in the beginning.   Karen: He's the most romantic man I've ever been with.   Silver: Romance, schmomance, he's a guy and he'll just break your heart.   Karen: Women have broken my heart too.   Silver: You have never been in love with a woman.   Karen: True, true, but this just feels so right. So good.   Silver: I'm tellin ya, you let yourself go and you'll regret it.   Karen: I have no regrets, remember? Only disappointments.   Silver: Ok, get used to disappointment then.   Karen: Fuck off Silver, I'm goin for it and let the chips fall where they may!!
Compulsion
compulsion.slicing off small strips of fleshsharp pain relieving pressure of boiling bloodthe lips being still movingforcing thoughts from brain to wordso eyes don't pop out of their delicate socketsalone and aware only of the voiceeminating from the mouth attached to the facethat does not feel like a part of ittrying not to cry, not to screamafraid either will never stop if succumbed toteeth clenched every time the words stopthe nails digging further inwondering which pause will give way to the blood beneathit is babbling incessantly now, trying to save its lifehoping for the calming word, the calming voicethe calming caress to remind it that there is morethat the words will fade, the tension will fadeand when night comes once againall will be as it was before, it will be safe again. ~sinamynlee
Seduction
With fingers lingering over tempted flesh, you kiss my lips tenderly,Our tongues become one as we slowly tease and taunt each other...taking each other in deeper and deeper..drinking in the sweet nectar. Feeling your lips and tongue caress my neck,my shoulders and my breasts, you lightly brush them with kisses.You tease me with little nibbles here and there, making my skin tingle and long for more. With a brush of your hand, you tease me in such a way that awakens a part in me that i never knew was there. Stroking, nibbling, teasing, tasting each other...We explore every inch of our bodies together..only to heighten what will come. In an instant you have me arching my back, moaning and quivering as the heights of orgasmic wave hits me over and over again. I beg for you to stop, but with an evil grin and a seductive look in your eyes that i knew what i was in for,You kept going and never stopping. You bring me to that peek time after time, untill i am in a little ball shaking and quiver
We Are Soul Mates.
Like a pair of dolphins playing in the waves and following a ship, that’s the way we always find ourselves. Like a pair of doves who are always seen together at a church tower, that’s the way we love each other. We are tied together until the end.  Like two palm trees that grew together alone on the field, that is the way we always are.  Like two stars that look as one in the open sky, that’s the way we love each other.   If you jump I jump, If you fly I try, Nothing else matters if you are by my side.  If you walk I move, if you win I succeed, if you are feeling sad, I also feel the same.  We are soul mates.   We are one, sharing one heart. Our souls always seek each other and you are for me.  There is no doubt I am perfectly for you.  We are soul mates.    You are for me and our destinies are tied together.  We have identical feelings, so I am for you.  Like two rain drops, you are for me.  You are for me because I always follow your way.  I am for you becau
Want Katiemae At Your Beck And Call?
Love
I want the love that everyone envies.....respect.....the laughter....2 be so connected you know what eachother are going to say next.....that you love one another so much you feel that person in your heart @ all times.....   Anyone can say I LOVE YOU but its when two hearts become one that you are true SOUL MATES.....Not everyone will experience that.....But when you do you will know it......
This Week And Friday Being My B-day(please Read If U Wanna)
as u all know by now my birthday is june 19 pretty sure it says in b-day alerts...i see alot of birthdays in june..wow anyways i won't be able to take pics this week cause i am kinda busy gettin ready to have my dad and step mother down for my birthday ...u know gettin house clean and sum other stuff...they are taking me to see Yannie in concert...Im so excited and i am making my own birthday cake too...yellow cake with chocholate frosting mmmmmmmm=) saturday and sunday is a hit and miss for me...got other people comming down sunday..and my dad is staying til saturday...well i wanna say thanks to all my friends that have wished my a happy birthday and BOMB MY PIC ALBUM not sure what that means but cool...mean u like what u see here and that makes me happy...well i am hungry and got to make sum potatoe salad and devil eggs and get me sum breakfast...ill try to get back to u asap...be patient..oo yes i am still fanning the people that i haven't fanned yet...much love to u and for those w
Men's Rules
Now for the men's rules.... We always hear "the rules" from the feminine side. OK - we are now going to hear the rules from the man's side. These are our rules! Please note ...these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE.   1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.  1. Sometimes, we are not thinking about you. Live with it.  1. Shopping is NOT a sport, and no, we are never going to think of it that way.  1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine. Really.  1. Crying is blackmail.  1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one:    Subtle hints do not work.    Strong hints do not work.    Obvious hints do not work.    Just say it! 1. We don't remember dates. Mark birthdays and anniversaries on a calendar. Remind us frequently beforehand.  1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.  1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what y
My Story
Maybe some of you have wondered why I am depressed most of the time. I really hate talking about it, but this will be the only time I will tell my story. It all started May 10, 2008. I had finally sworn into the United States Navy, going in to be a Master at Arms. I had the highest of hopes for a promising future with my loving fiance Ashley. Initially, she was upset at the fact that I joined the military. I mean, it was understandable knowing I was going to be gone for some time. But she quickly became very supportive. Everyday, I tried to reassure her that this was for her, so I could provide a better future for her and for me. Days turned into weeks. Weeks turned into months. And on September 10, 2008 I shipped out. The last I saw of my Ashley was when she dropped me off at my recruiter's office because my recruiter was taking me to the airport that day. It was slightly raining that early morning, still dark outside. Out in the parking lot, I can still remember her the longest hug
Leadership
I attended a course of leadership/management yesterday so I have the answers to some of the questions I'm about to ask, but I would like other people's views and opinions too. What makes a good leader? What sort of leader would you follow? Should leadership style change with the situation? At what point does a leader become a dictator?
New Photo Plaques
Something New!!   I found a company that makes beautiful photo plaques... It's a plaque with my pix on it & a message that's engraved on a metal plate 2 u..there beautiful !!! Hit me up 4 a photo & more info.. XOXO   Lily I now have the 1st 2 plaques made..there beautiful!! I custom make em 2 you..I have a lot of Firemen on the list so far..& I did one 4 my friend in the Army.. Request photo 2 c one....lilykiss19@aol.com Update: June 27th New T's will be available in July..go 2 Firehouse Hotties..   July 4th..The new T shirts look HOT..
Moonlight Levelers
Hello i am very happy to be a part of ths group,but with this comp. which is very slow so therefore it takes me 4ever to do anything.I am really trying very hard to keep up and do my part so whenever and if i ever come up as being DOD give it to someone else until i get different internet service or a faster comp. lol because i feel aint doing my part but im doing all i can and giving it my 100%. When i do ML rollcall if a member has a few pics i try to rate them and the ones with a big lot of pics i try to rate them but it takes me longer than usual.when a blog comes up and its less than 10k to level its usual leveled by the time i get there i just wanted everyone to understand and not think im not doing my part thank you agatha
Anything
Anything. i melt in your eyesi try so hard to pull awayjust to run back to youyou are so fucking beautifulin my dazed dreamsand moresowhen i am awake you are dangerous because i let you ini let you in because you are dangerousyou burn me  with passion and desireand with curiousityyou make me smileyou make me dreami want more from you than i would ever aski want your desirei want your dreamsi want your darknessi want your tearsyour deepest joyyour greatest sorrowsyour fears, your gazeyour everythingright now you are everythingi dream in shades of youi sleep wrapped in imaginary armsi awaken wondering if you are a dreamand you are a dreami wonder if you understand-and how you possibly could when even i cannot-what i am going throughjust knowing you existjust knowing there is someone like you out therebeyond my grasp, beyond my sighti do want your bodythis is truebut there exists so much more in my desiresi tried to tell myself you are just a bodyto objectify youin a way that would let
Surgery This Morning June 18th :(
Well its very early on June 18th like 2 in the morning and I can not sleep what so ever... I am having surgery this morning at like 11 am and they are goin to do a flap graft to close the sore thats on my thigh.. I have been told this is a pretty routine surgery so I dont have much to worry about except for if it gets infected after it then that is a huge deal and a big worry ,but i'm not tryin to worry myself to death and worry and stress myself out unless it happens.. Cuz if i stress myself out it will cause me not to heal as well and as fast as I should.. But after today I will be here for about another month if not a little longer.. After this surgery I will have to lay on my left side or my stomach for a good 3 weeks straight to keep all pressure off my right leg so theres very little chance of it getting infected.. Then after the 3rd week the doctor said that he will let me start to sit up a little bit.. Then after the 4th week then he will let me sit up again ,but he wants to ma
Auto 11 On *giving*blings
    BACK BY POPULAR DEMAND ****** New RATE A THON*******   ^^BUT FIRST I WOULD LIKE TO SAY..Thank You for Your Rates and Thank You for Re-rating my Profile and making sure you have me Fanned...:)  ***STARTING A NEW PIC RATE A THON *10-30-09 TILL ??????  TO SAY THANK TO MY FRIENDS. I AM RUNNING ANOTHER AUTO 11, SO MANY HAVE LEVELED ON ME THEY WANT ME TO DO IT AGAIN LOL  **RATE ATHON WITH BLINGs GIVE AWAY**  I HAVE HAD LOTS DO IT 13 & 14 TIMES LOL & AND GET BLINGS EACH TIME WHILE THEY ARE WORKING TOWARDS LEVELING LOL.. **RATE ATHON WITH BLINGs GIVE AWAY**  get 35 points for each rate, and 60 points during Happy Hours. Have fun rating and hope a lot of you level up  Happy Hour 11's from VIP's will count 110 and not 60  (*JUST A Example*)...600 rates takes about 30 minutes and @ 60 points each, thats 36,400 easy points and matching fubucks,,From FUBAR, what a deal.  ****Rate Athon with Give Away BLINGS For (All) Pics Rated UntIL??????  **RULE**,,after you rate
Untitled
I WISH I HAD MORE SISTERS IVE MET TOO MANY MISTERS BLOWN INTO MY LIFE LIKE A TWISTER SWEET KISSES LEFT ME WITH BLISTERS HEART BREAK WITH NO ELIXIR ALAS IM OFF TO ANOTHER MIXER IF NOT LOVE ILL HAVE MY WAY WITH LIQUOR
Such A Proud Mom
I was so excited today..even after going through all my mail and seeing the bills..because I got one letter that made me overlook them.  It was from knox county education service center..saying that they did testing throughout the school year..and have noticed that my youngest who is going into 3rd grade..is gifted in math. It is such a good feeling..after all I been through with my oldest being delayed in school somewhat. I feel like framing this letter! Anyways..they said that there is some programs kids can be eligible for..depending on the district.   I am wondering if they are provided here..should I enter him into some kind of program or just let things go the way they are. I am kinda afraid if I put him in something like that..it will turn out to be to hard for him.  
Lbb Entry 1
FATHERS DA...: ur not gonna talk to me nowFATHERS DA...: so whats new with youFATHERS DA...: im not a perve like most the men on here i respect women]FATHERS DA...: im engaged and only wanna chat with u as strictly friendsFATHERS DA...: wtf did i say->FATHERS DA...: byeFATHERS DA...: ur smokin hot hun do you have yahoo or aim cutie->FATHERS DA...: hiFATHERS DA...: hey hun how r u Anyone else amused by this? http://fubar.com/user/2168209
Fathers Day 2009
  Oh the joy of Fatherhood, it changes ones perspective on many things all at once! Yet, this is not about me, but about my father. My dad was in the military, army to be exact. He was not a perfect dad, for I have found out later in life that there is no such thing. I spent a lot of my younger years being mad at my dad, because of things I couldn’t do “because he said so” or things that I didn’t get to have. But I loved him like child would. It didn’t upset me until later years that he and mom didn’t attend my football, basketball, baseball or bowling games and banquets or band stuff, but they loved me, I knew that, Dad was too busy all the time, army, American Legion, 40 & 8. Yet my teen years must have been the hardest on him, for as I also found out later, we were so damned much alike. I was rebellious, coming at the end of the hippie generation in my teen years, anti-establishment, and since dad was army that meant him too.   I grew up and ha
Love This Comeback !!!!!
  One of my sons serves  in the military. He is still stateside, here in  California . He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him and his troops everywhere he goes, telling me how people shake their hands and thank them for being willing to serve and fight for not only our own freedoms,  but so that others may have them also.  But he also told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday on his way home from the base. He said that ahead of several people in front of him stood a woman dressed in a burkha.  
Anger
Any one can get angry — that is easy — or give or spend money; but to do this to the right person, to the right extent, at the right time, with the right motive, and in the right way, that is not for every one, nor is it easy. -Aristotle
Contest!!!
Sup FUBAR,   After realizing, i have no interest in gettin to 30, due to so many events prior to this, I have come to realize I am a happy Oracle.  Anyhow going to the point... I'd like to place this contest in honor of those who have been there for me and those who have helped me get to this level.. most of all my true fu-family... So what about this contest... hmm..   To win this, is simple, at the end of the night...I will size up who commented on my pictures or stash items the most.. that person will receive ANYTHING in the FUBLING section thats 35 credits or less...   Rules of the Game: 1.  DO NOT in ANY WAY flirt with me or do anything to PISS OFF my girl. If i see this, you will be DISQUALIFIED. 2.  Feel like clowning me, go ahead, as long as its not disrespecting my girl or anyone i care about, you're still good.  However, insults will not be counted as a comment, in fact, it will place a negative count of 5 comments. 3.  If you know you've had problems with me in the
Leveling Blog #465
DEADHEART(OWNER OF SPIDERS WEB)@ fubar 1,573 to level
Sex Story #15
I know you love to please me and as much as I am enjoying how you kiss, lick, touch, nibble me all over, I am craving to do the same to you.....the need to let you lay back and enjoy what is about to come ur way....I stand beside the bed, ask you to sit at the edge...you do just that, I come closer to you, u reach out to pull me a lil closer, and I say no hands, no touching me in any way, it's my turn to tease and please you.....I look u in the eyes, my nose touching urs, I kiss ur lips gently, but hardly even touching....my hand reaches up, slightly brushes ur cheek, my finger tips tickling ur skin...running thru ur hair, pulling u a lil closer so I can kiss u a lil' deeper now.....my hands barely on ur shoulders, moving down ur back, using just my finger tips, feeling more like a feather, I feel u shiver from my touch....still kissing you in a teasing way, u go to reach for my breast, and I say no hun, no touching me.....enjoy the sensations I am sending thru ur body with gentle touc
Bling
I need some bling. no one loves me anymore!!!
Hypnotic Possession
    A Perpetual abysmal dream Transforms into reality Minutes shift into hours Hours morph into years Barely stirring in sleep Dream is now my nightmare From which I cannot awake Time passes at speeds that mystify Yet I stand still  
People
I find the people hard to get to know. The Mumms never seem to stay with the topic. People are rude and some use it as a chat line. Answer the questions. How can you have 14,000 friends and keep up with them. The Lounges are clicks that I have know interests in.
15 Stiches
I went into work.. decided i was going to walk down to the bar to get some reports i have to go through.. there was a guy there looking very good in a suit but as soon as he stood up i knew he was wasted! The bartenders had him drinking water but he was still f'd up. I went back to the front desk where the girl i used to work with, Jenna, was doing our work. We started talking to a guest who needed to know if there were any restaurants open still so we were showing him menus and then somehow it went to him showing us his tattoos.. probably because he was irish and so is jenna. but anyways the guy is showing us his tats when all of a sudden this guy and the bartender come walking to the front desk we took a second look the guy was fullll of blood... and he was wearing a nice white button up shirt! me i sprint into action right away calling 911 and filling out the accident report and calling managers, while jenna goes and gets a towel and stays by the guy asking him questions like his na
Lil Red
I have to say a few words about Lil Red co owner and Founder of Red's Hot Spot and also a .com of the same name.  She tries to be a great friend to all. She listens and holds no punches back. Tells it as she sees it and as she has been told.  She suffers from fibromyalgia, Rheumatoid Arthritis and Raynauds.  All cause her a great deal of pain but I know for a fact hurting she has went on cam and been there to listen to problems.   Many offer and some are there for her.  But lately seems the crowd in lounge went poof when she took a much needed vacation from the cold of Michigan. She has worked hard to get the lounge going.  Even going on cam cause no one else would or could although she felt like hell. Today has been a rough one she is hurting and her hubby is ill and she has to tend his needs. Plus I know for a fact they dont get along well and that stresses her.  So for those of you that think she ignores you dont rate back like she should keep in mind. She does the tunes tries to
Sweeeeeeet
SCREW THE BLOG, HERE IS THE BULLY LINK   http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=1196580641
Lbb Entry 8
Is Everyone On Fubu Sick?
Am I the only non-sick Fubu Member?
My Life Is Over!
I got my fricking Mexican food with NO SALSA!!!!!!
Auction
ok so seabreeze and i are hosting an auction on my page if you would like to be in it let me know. 30k entry fee 20k pic fee 500k minimum bid and all bids must be placed by commenting on pics or the bid wont count payment will be made to the person being bid on by the biddee. collecting from your winner is your responsibility. be prepared to do evrything you offer dont offer anything you cant or wont do
I Thought This Was An Adult Site!
OK IM SINGLE IM 41 AND IM MY OWN PERSON AND DO WHAT I WANT!      TALK TO WHO I WANT,OR NOT.IM SO TIRED OF PEOPLE TALIKING SHIT AND PLAYING FUCKING CHILDISH GAMES JUST CUZ IF I TALK TO YOU OR YOU TALK TO ME THEY HAVE TO COME AND DOWN RATE, NOT THAT I CARE ABOUT THE RATES , I COULD GIVE A SHIT LESS, BUT COME ON PEOPLE THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE AN ADULT WEB SITE NOT FUCKIN ROMPERROOM.SO IF UR LITTLE INTERNET "boys" AND YEAH I SAID BOYS, CANT HANDLE IT THEN PLEASE I HAVE ENOUGH SHIT IN MY LIFE TO DEAL WITH URS, ESPICALLY WHEN IM JUST TRYIN TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS AND START MY LIFE OVER.WHEW. NOW I FEEL BETTER, SORRY NEEDED TO GET THAT OFF MY CHEST, JUST BE FOR FOR REAL PEOPLE I AM:):)
Henry David Thoreau
Henry David Thoreau From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia   (Redirected from Thoreau) Jump to: navigation, search "Thoreau" redirects here. For other uses, see Thoreau (disambiguation). Henry David Thoreau Western Philosophy 19th century philosophy Maxham daguerreotype of Henry David Thoreau made in 1856. Full name Henry David Thoreau Birth July 12, 1817(1817-07-12) Concord, Massachusetts Death May 6, 1862 (aged 44) Concord, Massachusetts School/tradition Transcendentalism Main interests Natural history Notable ideas Abolitionism, tax resistance, development criticism, civil disobedience, conscientious
Oh Holy Hell!
i go and get sick on my first day of fuckin tcc. how the hell am i gonna take phone calls for 8 hours, when i can barely even talk??????
Caa #114
A dear friend of mine has requested prayers for her adopted sister, she is in the ER and they don't know if she will make it. Please send all the angel prayers of healing, strength and love that you can.   Love,   Doc
*sigh*
In true fantastic fashion from my mother... I no longer have someone to pay for my college.. so... i don't know what I am going to do. I may be able to get some grants.. but i don't know since she makes a lot of money.. the only other option that i have is to change my degree and go to the technical college and pay for it myself. I could get a few different degrees there.. not many options.. but it would be affordable.... and i could do it without having to worry about money. what am i going to do... I know i can't count on my mother anymore... and i am kind of glad.. i am tired of being threatened with her pulling the money.. i am tired of having to run every little thing that i do for school past her... i kind of need to do this alone... screw it... All this on top of my friend since 7th grade passing today after being in a coma for 22 days... Today sucks.... major monkey balls
Questions
When is it enough?  No particular "thing" just in general..... What is strong?  Is it the will to stay and fight or being big enough to walk away? When you hit the wall and you push and kick until you are out of breath, then you take a step, get a drink of water, look at that wall and decide you're ready to try it again because you can move it. Does it move, can you with sheer will, faith and belief move that wall?  Or does it just stand there impenetrable, unwilling to give an inch? I have reacted when I should have been pro-active.  I thought (wrongly) that others actions justified my reactions.  I lashed out not once, but many times and it was uncalled for, unjustified.   I have been a person I don't want to be and irrational when I should not have been.  I have been unloyal to myself if only in my actions and all the while thinking it would do some good. I've let myself down more times than I can count in the last few days, more times....than I could have imagined.  My alte
Lbb Entry 10
Ok Who Is Sensitve Thursday
Your Lovescope - Tomorrow, June 25, 2009 A sense of humor is one thing, but sometimes this can backfire, as you may find out with today's astral alignment. Some people are quite sensitive to off the cuff remarks, and the person in question, who also happens to be someone you greatly admire, may mark this down as a point against you. It may be best to watch your tongue in the future.
I'm Having Issues...
My MSN doesn't work... Is anyone else feeling my pain or do all you Yanks still use Yahoo...   thanks :|
Snow
The snow kept falling and falling. Large, shapeless snowflakes were slowly and steadily making their way to the ground, creating a see-through curtain and covering everything with a sheet of virginal white monochrome. The cold winter sky was blending in at the horizon with a sea of whiteness while looming over the land in a solid layer of metallic gray, completely void of impurities and discolorations, and preventing any futile attempts of sunlight to get through. The trees, which just a day ago were desperately extending their bare skeletal limbs to the sky in a silent plea for vital sunlight, were now comfortably hidden beneath soft, bulky snowcoats, standing in orderly rows along the sides of a snow covered alley. In a complete silence, with which this bustling city was very unfamiliar, the time seemed to have stopped in its tracks, eternally capturing the world in a moment of frozen wonderland. All imperfections-chunky dull gray pavement, bits of colorful litter strewn here a
Idf Captive Soldeir
GILAD-TODAY IS THE DATE THAT HAMAS TOOK U AWAY. WE HOPED U WILL BE HOME SOON BUT ITS OVER 3 YEARS NOW.U WERE TAKEN AS AN18 BOY N NOW U R A MAN- WE WILL NOT STOP FIGHTING 4 U N YOUR FREEDOM. WE PRAY N WE DO ALL WE CAN SO THE WORLD WILL KNOW. DONT BRAKE.KEEP HEADS UP-PLZ-YOUR MOM DAD N BROTHER R DOING EVERYTHING THEY CAN.N SO US PPL WHO FEEL 4 U N KNOW U WERE THERE TO DEFEND US. GILAD-HUG N KISS- PLZ REMAIN STRONG http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SVVfxD4i2C0 LOOK AT MY PROFILE PLZ THERE IS A VIDEO ON HIM-THANK U
Michael Jackson Just Died At 50 Wow
Pop star Michael Jackson dies at 50 Updated Thu. Jun. 25 2009 5:49 PM ET CTV.ca News Staff Michael Jackson, the "King of Pop," has died after suffering cardiac arrest at his Los Angeles home. A fire department official said Jackson was not breathing when paramedics arrived at his rented Bel Air mansion at 12:26 p.m., according to CNN-affiliate KTLA News. Jackson, 50, was treated at UCLA Medical Center. But hospital officials were unable to revive him. His death came as Jackson prepared for a major comeback, after years of seclusion. He was scheduled to perform 50 shows in London's O2 Arena, with the financial backing of two billionaires. In recent years, Jackson had been the subject of endless tabloid headlines and financial difficulties. If his London shows had proved successful, he was expected to embark on a major world-wide tour.
Michael Jackson-"billy Jean"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=En-cHBv7UpA
Reason, Season, And Lifetime....author Unknown
  Reason, Season and Lifetime People always come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do. .. When someone is in your life for a REASON, It is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, or to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or even spiritually. They may seem like a godsend to you, and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they just walk away. Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and it is now time to move on. ... When people c
Questions Of The Day
Q: "YOu want your cake, and you wanna eat it too?"  Who the fuck came up with taht? If I have a cake, I damn sure want to eat it. As fast as possible.   Q: What happened to Travis Barker's genitals? (the guy that was in a plane crash)
Music I Love- Pain -on And On
My Trip
Well, I'm finally in Missouri. I haven't been on nearly as much as I was when I was home. It feels weird. I miss it here, but I'm really having fun with my friend. The flights here were....different. I've now come to the conculsion that I hate flying. Too bad I have to do it to get home. Taking off scares the hell out of me. The first 15 minutes of it I pretty much have my eyes closed. Of course that my have been because the planes I had to fly in were old and I was sitting right by the wing and I really didn't want to see if the engine caught on fire =/   My actual trip: I was suppose to leave Charleston at 7am. I was really nervous because I'd never been on a plane and I'd heard so many things about the airport that I was flying out of...like the runway was smaller than some other ones, that it looks like you are going to hit the mountains. Well, about 20 minutes before I was suppose to leave they come over the intercom and tell us that my flight has been delayed for 2 hours and
Journey In Concert In New Orleans Sept. 2009
JUST GOTTA SAY THAT JOURNEY IS PLAYING HERE AT OUR UNO LAKEFRONT ARENA ON SEPTEMBER 26 AND MY FRIEND KAREN IS TREATING ME TO THE CONCERT AS AN EARLY BIRTHDAY GIFT....WOOOHOOOO. I STASHED SOME TICKET INFO AS THEY ARE ON SALE FOR OUR CONCERT TODAY.   "DON'T STOP BELIEVING'.....XOXO
Getting Away
Every word I’ve uttered is true Everyday I picture your smile , your laughter Your innocence at had and now I wish I was holding it Gazing at the joy in your eyes I wonder if we share the pain But that conversation has nothing for us to gain The sun rises another day just like yesterday But our today is very special Our today has no fears or tears Only the shine as the stormy weather clears @ @ @ @ Pinch me if I’m dreaming Perhaps my feelings are misleading Its been to long , too sad To right , too wrong and all one can take Watching you , watching me Its strange when eyes connect and souls are set free Its an Indian summer captured in a jar But now things don’t have to go that far You’ve brought me the sun The moon , the stars , a loved one A new beginning to the same old ending There isn’t any sense in pretending In denying our lives new journey Our separate paths drawn by our hearts glee I accept this twist of fate And I
Turning About
If all I did was smile And my words came out in fumbling style Please realize I’m just taken away with the beauty before me As there is much more then these eyes can see If all I did was stare into your eyes Then know my heart speaks no lies True beauty like a humming bird Captures the wind beneath its wings giving word Giving of its self without thought If all of this is true If all of this is because of you Then there is no coming down There could only be you and me You and me out at sea Quenching the flames with our bodies tender plea
Can You?
2.5...................gettin closer to the ultimate fu orgasm   gimme gimme
Famous Comedians?
Hey peeps! I am hoping you can help me! I want to know who everyones favorite stand up comedians are! Such as Rodney Carrington, Chris Rock, Margaret Cho... So who is YOUR favorite comedian?
Blame It On Boo
What is it that you absolutely need sexually?A man that likes to take charge..but has no problems letting me take charge every once in awhile. What is something you have always wanted to try? It's a secret ;) What is something you have never done in bed before?Probably a lot.What time of day do you like to have sex?Who cares? When I want it..I want it.What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on?His smile and the look in his eyes when he looks at me.How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?Depends on how well he kissesIf someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited?If they are in the next room, it doesn't bother me.Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river?No.Have you ever faked an orgasm?lol, yes What Part of your body are you self-conscious about?Every part of itDo you have any sexual regrets?A fewIf a lover cheated on you would you take them back?Probably notHow Important is sex in your life?Hone
Don Coldsmith
EMPORIA, Kan. (AP) — Don Coldsmith, a family physician who gained fame as the author of the Spanish Bit Saga novels about the Plains Indians, has died. He was 83.Coldsmith, 83, died Thursday at the University of Kansas Hospital in Kansas City, Kan., said his wife, Edna. She said he suffered a stroke June 20 after attending the Western Writers of America conference in Oklahoma City.Coldsmith was the group's president in 1983-84. In 1990, he received its Spur Award for "Changing Wind," one of the Spanish Bit Saga series.Coldsmith began work in the 1980s on the Spanish Bit Saga novels, which chronicle the momentous change in the lives of Plains Indians wrought by the introduction of the horse by Spanish explorers.His 29th Spanish Bit Saga novel, "The Moon of Madness," is awaiting publication.Jim Hoy, a fellow writer, lecturer and teacher at Emporia State University, said Coldsmith had a talent for connecting with his readers, even when writing about unfamiliar cultures.The son of a
Nsfw?
If I disappear this is why... Hi Scrapper,Okay, here's my little story:I got a picture of a fully clothed woman taken from behind marked NSFW. (see my default album) The only skin that was showing was her arms. I was angry, so I marked a fubar support picture NSFW. One of your bouncers - DollyDagger told me that act alone was against the TOS agreement. This seems like a double standard don't you agree? Then, she told me having NSFW Bouncer is an A$$ in my status is against the TOS agreement. BTW Ass is written in the bible and now allowed on TV and the radio. Look, I like this site. I come here every day. I don't want to cause problems but maybe some of these things should be reviewed an reconsidered. I'm writing this not only to give you constructive criticism but now I fear DollyDagger is going to delete my account over this sillyness!  
U Rememba
hey do u rememba when we used to just park the vehicle  get out it was so cold but we would go for a walk  n hold hands while walking i do  do u
Sheepdogs, Wolves And Sheep
"Most of the people in our society are sheep. They are kind, gentle, productive creatures who can only hurt one another by accident." We may well be in the most violent times in history, but violence is still remarkably rare. This is because most citizens are kind, decent people who are not capable of hurting each other, except by accident or under extreme provocation. They are sheep. Then there are the wolves and the wolves feed on the sheep without mercy. Do you believe there are wolves out there who will feed on the flock without mercy? You better believe it. There are evil men in this world and they are capable of evil deeds. The moment you forget that or pretend it is not so, you become a sheep. There is no safety in denial. Then there are sheepdogs, and I'm a sheepdog. I live to protect the flock and confront the wolf. If you have no capacity for violence then you are a healthy productive citizen, a sheep. If you have a capacity for violence and no empathy for your fellow c
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My arm hurts, I'm getting really upset, people tell me to call them...I do....and they don't answer. This is NOT going to be a good day.
Fmri Can Now Tell Who Talked To You And What They Said
http://www.illuminati-news.com/articles2/00324.html
Somewhere-within Temptation
Lost in the darkness, hoping for a signInstead there is only silence can't you hear my screams?Never stop hoping, need to know where you areBut one thing is for sure you're always in my heartI'll find you somewhereI'll keep on trying until my dying dayI just need to know whatever has happenedThe truth will free my soulLost in the darkness, try to find your way homeI want to embrace you and never let you goAlmost hope you're in heaven so no one can hurt your soulLiving in agony 'cause I just do not know where you areI'll find you somewhereI'll keep on trying until my dying dayI just need to know whatever has happenedThe truth will free my soulWherever you are, I won't stop searchingWhatever it takes, I need to knowI'll find you somewhereI'll keep on trying until my dying dayI just need to know whatever has happenedThe truth will free my soul
Every Drop I Desire
Every Drop I Desire   Escaping into our lustful desires under the stars Venturing into silky thighs so dangerous Entrance into her sweet cherry filling my tongue goesRoaming deep into My Loves hidden pleasureYearning for her to climax as I tasteDrawing upon lips as sweet as morning dewReveling in the fantasy that is My AngelOverwhelmed by her scent and tasteProbing deeper into her succulent wares Indescribable is the love My Angel givesDesperate to fulfill her every needEnchanted by My Angels true beautySipping down her nectar as her fire grows Inner thighs shake as sweet lips swellRelease of tensions shake the night skyEvery Drop I Desire
July 2 - New Member Of The Week!
I want to congratulate SixtyNineMunch -- he is our new member of the week!  Go by and LOVE UP ON HIM good ---   SixtyNineMunch ~Club United~@ fubar
Stolen From Someone Who Stole It From A Bottled Message... Or Something.
What is it that you absolutely need sexually?A sense of adventure, an open mind.   What is something you have always wanted to try?Mile High club   What is something you have never done in bed before?I'm sure there's a few things out there I haven't heard of.   What time of day do you like to have sex?I love Nooners.   What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on?Their excitement...  always a good thing to know they're enjoying it too.   How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?I love kissing. I can spend quite some time just kissing, with hands just shoulders and above. But only if I'm not in the mood to rush.   If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited?Is the door open? Is it my grandma?? Cuz I swear, Grammie, I didn't mean for you to see that, it wasn't what it looked like and I promise I'll never do it again!   Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river?Not at all.   Have yo
Mickey And Minnie Are Getting Divorced
Mickey and Minnie Mouse are getting a divorce and the Judge is looking over the papers. The Judge says to Mickey "I see you say here you're grounds for divorce is that she is a little silly. Are you serious? I mean, you are cartoons after all, aren't you supposed to be a little silly?" Mickey looks up at the judge and says "I didn't say she was a little silly, I said she was fucking Goofy!
Inner And Outer Beauty
Hi! Inner beauty is beautiful. It consists of compassion, empathy, love, acceptance, forgiveness, confidence, humility, gratitude. a person can look hot and sexy on the outside very easily. Is that beauty or is it society that has conditioned people to think and look a certain way? People sometimes wear the glasses that society has given them and they choose to look through the same filters. They can get a new pair and look through different filters. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder it's all about whether we stop, look, and choose to see it. There is beauty everwhere all around where ever we go. Is being sexy and hot on the outside beauty? If a person has all of the above qualities then that is sexy and hot. Being comfortable in our own skin is where it's at and what we see when we look in to the mirror because it says everything. People get caught up in the cycle of life for some reason. It's like a washing machine they choose to spin and spin and spin around in circles and they d
Omg I Made Oracle! Whoo Hoo Thanks!
I am super excited right now! I just made oracle.I had 2.1 million points when I logged on this afternoon and through all the awesome people blinging me and bombing me I made it! You guys fricken rock! You know you you are who helped me.I am so happy.It just feels cool to make it.I started fubar 4 1/2 months ago and made it fast cause ya'll loves me.(h) So anyways..I don't really like the new format of the website.I don't like the status thingy and it limits you on your statuses so I can't even update my status right now to say thanks to everyone.I have one pimpout left and the first person to comment me and say they want it for 1 million fubux its yours.Im fubroke.I gave away the other two though to people who always pimp or help me.Im so excited!
Status
wtf is with the format of the comment/stati? Are there any other changes that I haven't seen yet??
Want To Join My Auction?
IM going to host an auction that will start Friday the 10th and will end Sunday the 19th.  I will take entries up until the auction starts as well.  It is free to join and the bidding will start at 100K.   AllI need is for you to email the link to the pic you want to use and your offer!!
A Bad Day At The Jail
Andrea gagged as Vicki pushed her pussy against her face. "Suck me if you want to breathe." Vicki said above her as she mashed her pussy against Andrea's struggling face. Andrea had been sent to this prison after being sentenced to 5 years for killing her abusive husband. When he had hit her the last time, she had slammed a knife into his chest, right through his heart.Andrea had married Mark Sinclair when she was 18, now 10 years later she is being smothered by another woman who wants her to suck on her. Not exactly how she pictured her new life. At 5ķ8ī and 130lbs, Andrea had always considered herself an independent woman. She thought she would be able to defend herself if the need ever arose.She had barely been pushed into the cell by the female guard and the door slammed shut when she was thrown roughly onto her back on the bottom bunk. She had moved to get up, but had the breath knocked out of her when her roommate suddenly sat down on her chest. "Ooooooffff. ..Get o
There Funny As Hell
A song from your lips is an aria from heaven.   All this could be yours for one low, low price!   Apart from being sexy, what do you do for a living?   Are you a parking ticket? (What?) You got fine written all over you.   Are you a tamale? 'Cause you're hot.   As she's leaving....Hey aren't you forgetting something? She: What? Me!   Ask a woman for the time. "10:30? So today is January 10,1999, at 10:30 PM, thanks I just wanted to be able to remember the exact moment that I met you."   Baby did you fart, 'cause you blow me away!   Baby, if you were words on a page, you'd be what they call fine print   Baby, somebody better call God, cuz he's missing an angel!   Baby, you must be a broom, cause you just swept me off my feet.   Baby, you're so sweet, you put Hershey's outta business.   Baby, you're the next contestant in the game of love.   Can i get your picture to prove to all my friends that angels really do exist?   Can I have directions? ["To where?"] To
The Choice To Rate Pics Or Not
 UNBDOUBTEDLY I HAVE A DIFFERENT OPINION ABOUT RATING PICS THAN OTHERS DO...  SEE, I AM NOT GOING TO SIT DOWN AND RATE 250 PICS OF SOME FUCKING ACTRESS OR A FOLDER FULL OF BULLSHIT A 10!! ! IF I RATE A PIC A 10...ITS A FUCKING 10.  BUT I WILL BE DAMNED IF I GIVE A PIC A 10 I DONT THINK IT IS A 10! IF I FEEL ITS A 7, I WONT RATE IT BECAUSE THEN YOU GET CALLED A DOWNRATER. THEN YOU HAVE TO LISTEN TO SOME FUCKING ASSHOLE WHINE BECAUSE YOU RATED THEIR PIC A 7.  I AM NOT ON HERE TO FEED YOUR EGO AND I AM NOT HERE TO CATER TO YOUR NEEDS. I HAVE SOME REALLY GREAT FRIENDS ON HERE AND THEY KNOW THAT IOF YOU HAVE 250 PICS OF WHAT I FEEL TO BE 10'S...ILL RATE EM 10'S. IF YOU HAVE 250 PICS AND 3 ARE 10'S...GUESS WHAT? YOU GET 3 10'S AND THATS IT.  IF YOU ARE ON MY FRIENDS LIST AND YOU DONT LIKE THAT PHILOSOPHY, THEN REMOVE ME FROM YOUR FUCKING LIST...  NOW...IF YOULL EXCUSE ME...I HAVE SOME REALLY GOOD WEED AND ITS CALLING MY NAME...
Leveling Blog 474
  Hell~On~Heels@ fubar       48k to level Autos on  
2 Pimpouts For Auction Starting Bid 1 Million
THIS AUCTION IS FOR 2 PIMP OUTS THAT CAN BE USED AS YOU WANT   AUCTION OVER 7/5/2009  
From La Cracka
From my Friend La Cracka...thank you for this inspiration..I love the song.  
Fu Sale Today
ONE VERY HOT RED HEAD WITH THE SEXIEST VOICE THIS SIDE OF THE RIO GRANDE. LMAO SHE IS DEFINATELY ALL TIGER TOO!! SHE NEEDS A NEW OWNER! SHE LOVES TO LOVE HER FRIENDS! ~Tiger~Goddess~Lady~~Impossible to forget...But Surprisingly, hard to remember....~Tiggz~~@ fubar
Pain- Same Old Song
music to die for
My Army
I never meant to start getting sick like I did 5 years ago I didn’t ask to be frustrated and sick every single day All the pain that I go through I thank GOD every day that you don’t have to go through And every night I may not be on my knees praying but I GOD knows That the pain im going through has a purpose even if im not sure what it is I will keep on bearing this pain until reality sets in and I fall to the floor Open my eyes and the pain will hurt no more I will get up strong as knowing I won the battle between my life and death And I will throw my hands in the air and praise you like I never have before And I will stop on the ground and say you had me for all those years held down with the Chains of hatred, anger, mistrust, anguish, and rage, OH SUCH RAGE and HATERED And I will scream at the top of my lungs now who’s next ive been through it all I refuse to let you take anyone in this world from where they are meant to be I’m fully equipped no
Quiver
      brand new daybrand new startbrand new friendbrand new lovei long 4 ui met u not too long agoacross the way we spokeacross the way we touchour lips finally did meetthe softness of ur kissthe eagerness of ur tongueexploring my mouthi want to feel this 4everi want this 1st touch 2 b remembered2 b cherishedi want 2 remember the chills flowing thru my bodyi want to rememberhow my body burned with desirei want to rememberhow wet i goti want u 2 remember how i touched uhow i kissed uhow i loved uhow i sucked uhow i blew ur fuckin' mind
One Day
 One Day  you'll  Love me , the way I love you One Day  you'll think of me think of me  the way I thought of you       One day you'l cry for me the   cried  for you   One Day you'll want me  ,But I want  want  you
New!
I'm brand new so give me time to learn this site!!!!
Why Ipod Owners Shouldn't Upgrade To Os 3.0
As is often the case, it all comes down to speed. While the benefits of upgrading your current iPhone to OS 3.0 are clear and virtually irrefutable, the path for the iPod touch isn't so obvious. First of all, you have to pay $10 and second, recent tests indicate that this update could slow the iPod Touch down.
Right Or Wrong?
Ok I am not a Michael Jackson fan. I think he should rot in pedophile hell. I know, I know.. he was aqcuitted. So was OJ Anyway.. was it right for the family to let his daughter speak to the whole world as the way of ending of his funeral service? I realize she probably wanted to do it but shouldn't the family have said no? The press is going to run this into the ground. Do you realize the money the family and the estate just made off this 1 minute? Personally I think it was a mistake. MJ always hid his kids from the spotlight and here the family throws her right into it. Doubt MJ would have wanted this to go this way. Shame on them. go ahead and eat me alive.. i don't care.   Rot in hell
I Offer
I offer you my heart thought it is slightly bruised. Just do your part to be sure it is not mis-used.   I offer you my love that is full and complete. But please do not shove and make me feel defeat.   I offer you my body for what it is worth. I know it is shoddy and contains too much girth.   I offer you everything that I am with the hope that it is enough. You have shown me that I can stop the pretense of being so tough.   The things that I offer are not worth much but they are the things that I can offer for free. I can offer a loving touch all you have to do is agree.   What I ask for in return may be too much for you to be willing to accept. I may need you to be my crutch but I won't need you to make me feel kept.   I ask to be able to see in your eyes that you have feelings for me. And though it would be the greatest prize unconditional love for me does not need to be.   I know the love that you can provide is much more than I deserve. But bec
10 Words Stupid People Mispronounce... By Oztech
People that constantly point out when people say things incorrectly tend to annoy me. There are exceptions though. People do need to learn how to speak proper English. I’m not talking about foreigners either. I’m talking about people that use English as their first language but seem to butcher certain words that make them sound like jackasses. Here are the most common words people need to learn how to pronounce. 1. Espresso - It’s not pronounced ‘expresso’. There is no express caffeine drink at your local Starbucks. Calling it an expresso doesn’t make it arrive on the counter any faster either. You’ll only succeed in getting condescending looks from the Barista. 2. Ask - If you say ‘ax a question’ somebody might think you are trying to murder them. There is an ‘S’ in this word! 3. Portal - No, it is not a ‘port hole’! There are no small, circular windows on your computer
What Is It With The Truth?
What is it with the truth? Why the hell are people so god dammed afraid of it? WTF? Do people not realize that being honest with someone is the best thing you can do for yourself and them?   You get people who are afraid to learn it. Why? Is it because you’re afraid of getting hurt?   Even more so, you get people who are afraid to tell it. Why? Do you think that by lying, obscuring, and/or avoiding, that the person isn’t going to get hurt? That’s a grand way to show the person that you care. I personally think that if you do that, you don’t really give a shit about the person, you’re more concerned with your own conscience. The ironic part of that though is that you can’t lie to yourself. Sure you can try, but in the end it’s not possible.   Let me go into that a little more though: Lying/Obscuring: You tell the person what they want to hear so their feelings don’t get hurt or leave things out for under the same pretense. Why? It&r
Structural Integrity
How does a man truly know what he is Is it something he just feels They say he is to stand strong through all He is supposed to be the pillar that withstands A primal force within the hurricane What would happen if this man were to fall Would his world crumble without foundation Does he not deserve to bend Whats to be done should he break Who would be there to rebuild To brace this weary hero Would you turn and run Just like all the rest Will you allow yourelf to fall as he does  
Chef Jay Is 89k To Disciple
Please, go rate the heck out of him!!!   Chef Jay@ fubar
Requirements To Be A Faba Member
#1 Rate, Fan, Add ALL family members #2 read/repost FABA bulletins #3 show minimum MOD love as often as you can #4 nominate members who show you FABA love #5 get 10 nominations each month to remaine a FABA member #6 NO DRAMA #7 HAVE FUN   (FABA will only have 50 members at a time were a family not a social club LOL) i will add you to a list once we hit 50 members and once a member leaves or is removed i will check to see in order if u still wish to become a FABA member at that time)
Breath
His touch makes me shiver His touch makes me ache His fingertips gently brush my skin Making me anticipate where he will touch next Everytime he touches me I feel love and makes me want him even more than I already did When his lips touch and kiss my neck I almost loose control His fingertips running softly down my spine His breathe on my stomach The feeling I have when u runs his fingers through my hair Our bodies intertwined as we kiss uncontrolably Making love for hours on end Then I realize I wish reality was just like my dreams
Wtf Shaft???
So its after 1am, here I am sittin here watchin my baby sleep, which is what I should be doing as well but how can I sleep when my babies hooked up to all the fkn machines? So I let my bestie talk me into signing up for this fkn site. Lord I must be outta my fkn mind. Fk it~ Idgaf anymore! I have learned in the year of being a single divorced mom that if a man has the internet~ he ain't bein faithful to you! PA-LEASE! Too much fkn temptation, even if every bone in their body is loyal. You put a lappie or pc in front of that muthafkr and he will find his way into some badness! Even if your man is over seas in sandland doesn't matter if he's talkin to you 24/7 on im ~better believe hes lookin at another bitches titties on an im window. lmfao! Been there~done that! It's sickening to me that noone seems to be faithful or geniune anymore. Seriously! You meet someone and you click but something just ain't quite right. You wanna trust em but at the same time there's that instinct telling yo
Socialism...
Alot is being said now about the Obama administration's leftist leanings and the country slipping towards socialism.  As an actual socialist and a member of DSA (Democratic Socialists of America) be assured there is nothing further from the truth.   Socialism is very different than a capitalist state and it is a system which is run by and elevates one thing... LABOR.   State owned and state controlled businesses and banks are not part of the a socialist movement unless the government was made over and controlled by laborers, I'm not simplly speaking about party affliation. GM being bought out by the government and run by the government is state enforced Capitalism, not socialism.  The fact is GM and many other indutries have and continue to receive a great degree of corporate welfare... this is nothing new.  The main difference in this situation was that government not onlt supplied funds and loopholes, this time the government wanted a say in the decision making.  I would hope all of
My Whore List
  Fubux:1.shitfaced everyday2.pimpout on page3.3 SFW salutes4.rate 300 pix 10's5.owned by in nameCash:1. 300 11's a week if VIP offered2. Bling me and you get half3.3 SFW salutes and 3 NSFW salutes (of my choosing)4.Added as #1 family5.NSFW surprise if offered 65 bling pack or higher
Favorites?
I've noticed that a certain person on here has favorites. Not a single thing I've said has ever been "approved" by them. Ugh. It's not like I'm being mean.   I guess I should say.."everything is wonderful"
Wrote For Jwh, Her Status Touched Me
black, no sun arosetragicly my lips brush cheek.Me, the kiss of death.
Sexual Desires
Just a thought~~ Ever wonder why people walk around so up tight daily? You go to the store every1 is a grump ass, you try to say hi they look @ you like your crazy~~ There is too much negativity going around~~ I feel if more people would start their day off the "RIGHT" way then there would be more smiles in the world LOL Stop being so uptight and get in tune with your inner self and your sexual desires!! When you start doing that the world will be a happier place!! Live by Mr Rogers words: (lol) "So lets make this the most beautiful day, Since we're together we might as well say, Would you be mine? Will you be mine? Could you be mine? Wont you be my friendly neighbor? ( LOL) awwww Gotta love Mr Rogers~~ Now take Sammie advice:If you want to walk around with a smile on your face then listen to your inner self and stop being a bore (don't be scared) lol Before you get outta bed start your day the "RIGHT" way (daily) like brushing your teeth lol and I gaurentee you wont be a grump ass
Sigh!
A glimmer of hope to know you care to know you want me to know you're there interest it comes and fades away nothing changes just the day it seems to be the way it goes a vicious cycle my heart knows I let go i have no hold waiting i am to be told we can be friends this is true but wasnt my hope when i kissed you the hand is open laid down by me i cant take more misery the flowers bloom refusing to die why must this make me cry?  
Where I Have Been This Week
So Monday was when the ex's trial started. I testified on Tuesday morning and the jury got the case that afternoon. Wednesday morning the verdict was guilty. He was taken immiediately into custody. His bondsman is trying to get me to cosign on the new bonds and I told her no. I am free of this guy that I was tied to until now. So why do I feel so empty? I know it was all a game and he fucked with my head. I am looking into therapy now. So thats the big news!
Eyes Of Blue
With your Eyes of Blue told me of which I knew You are the One to make me come undone. Oh girl, you take me there, where no one can compare. There is so much delight in the feelings you excite. With me you can have your way, 'cause you keep heartache at bay. There is more that I need to say but I need you here today.  
Letalis Votum...
Look into my heart and see her there I was dead as dead can be She came in the darkness and brought me out She who lives by the stream Judged and vindicated is her soul She came to me as a child of darkness She has shown me her inner light Such severe beauty forces me to bow Her presence inspires me to soar Her voice has brought me to new horizons The thought of her spurs me to betterment The monster I see in me she fears not She is mother to many Cognatio Animus She of many names Letalis Votum...  
Phil Anselmo An Asshole
but pepper keenan (and dimebag in pantera) makes up for it  
O Horten
If you like a film what is in Norwegian, in which a train driver retires, and then misses his last train-run, and buys a new pipe, and visits his mum, and has some export lager in a restaurant, and goes swimming late at night, and decides not to sell his boat, and meets a really weird drunk guy whose fridge is broken, and this is all done with an other-worldly sense of abusrdist whimsy, and almost gets a bit too weird near the end, but then it's okay when it finishes, then you're probably the sort of person who would enjoy 'O Horten' which I saw last night. Yeah, obscure European cinema.  On a Friday night out.  I'm ten times more cultured than you will ever be.  Be impressed.
What Aphrodisiac Are You?
You Are Vanilla You are incredibly sexy and sensual - yet still sweet and innocent. You have an exotic, mysterious vibe. You leave people wanting to know more. You know how to make lovers relax, calm down, and be vulnerable. You draw people in and make them addicted to you. You're a lot more potent than people think. What Aphrodisiac Are You?
A Pure Blast!
So last night I met up with some new people from another site that I've been on for about 5-6 years.  Anyways I've got a folder (party pics more to come later) that's pics from the party.  Now I'm just giving the heads up that right now you won't see me in the pics because I'm just loading what I took with MY camera.  There's still pics from like 4 other cameras but I'm waiting on those people to upload their pics and send them to me.  Then I'll have pics of me to load but these pics will show you the type of craziness we were doing lol
Saturdays Sumthin
FIRST OF ALL, TIGER GODDESS AND I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE WHO RATED AND BOMBED US DURING OUR AUTOS AND BOMBS. I ONLY HAD 1 BOMB BUT NEVER FEAR! I ALWAYS KEEP THE "BOMB MAILS" IN MY MAIL FOR THE NEXT TIME AND YOU ARE FIRST TO GET BOMBED BACK. (IN CASE YOU DIDN'T KNOW THAT)  IF ANYONE WOULD LIKE TO GIVE OR SELL ME 5 BLING CREDITS, YOU CAN GET BOMBED AND SO COULD OTHERS RIGHT NOW.  WE ARE BOTH ALWAYS LOOKING TO BUY AUTOS AND BOMBS SO HIT US UP!   THANKS AGAIN TO EVERYONE!  
I'm You/you're Me
Wake up now or fall away Crash headlong into the wall Take the sin you've sown Eat it whole Take the long walk You know you'll never come back Such a long and dusty road Should you stay the path or stray Gallows call Keep your smile Laugh to hide the pain Broken by the world that bore you I've made you this way Yes it's me I came to you in your need I promised salvation Just came to see you bleed You can't cry now because of me Hold all your pain inside I hope it poisons you I'm the nothingface Look up to me and beg I make you want me here You will never make me leave When they look at you they can only see me What you were is what I'm going to be I am the sum of your sin I'm You...
R.i.p.
Those who know me well or have explored my blogs enough will understand this and yet some still won't so I shall attempt to explain for anyone who cares to know.   Normally these days pass with no hassle or issue but this year I am for some reason very aware of them. 8am  July 13, 1999 I lost my fiance in her sleep to a brain aneurysm. I think the realization of that 10 year marker is what is triggering me this year. I purposely become ignorant of the calandar this time of year but this year it has caught me. 10 years later and it can still bleed out of me like it was yesterday if i allow it, well this year I am allowing it. Forgive me for being short, not myself, isolated, just generally not much myself these next few days. I am not a drinker but I am thinking getting lost in a bottle for a day and just letting this bleed out of me might be my direction. If i piss you off over these next few days all I can ask is to understand. I hate when I get like this but once I am I gotta rid
My Freedom
My body aches, but no scars to show,This kind of hurt, no one will know.One deep breath and a smile appears,The life in which I've loved to fear.I fake my way through one day at a time,My dreams they haunt me, living these lies.Please let me break free Before I'm down on my kneesIt's to hard to carry onWhen you're only so strong.And I try to believeWon't someone rescue mePlease just take me away!!!!!!!!!!I fight and I try to carry on in my lifeBut all I feel is the hurt insideEvery night, my tears, they fall,The only one who understands, my favorite dollI squeeze her so tight, only she can see,The hurt inside I want to let it free.Dreaming my dreams, And screaming my screams,They're wearing me down,As I fall to the groundI hit that ground with a cold, hard slam,Because there's no one around to give a damn.I shatter to pieces when I hit that floor,And My body screams "I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE!"Please lend me a hand, that's all I needJust one caring soul, and I will be free.

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