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Progress And Regress
So I just need to vent about some shit.
First of all, I am sick and tired of being broke and my roommate taking advantage of the fact that I have a heart and won't kick his kids out in the street. He is now 5 months behind on paying his rent, and that has put my already tight budget right down to being behind on bills. I missed paying my car note on time for the first time ever. Yet he seems to come up with money to shop on Black Friday, and goes to the store and comes back with crap food for the kids (when there is a pantry full of fairly good-for-you food, but you have to actually cook it) and doesn't bother to even ask if I need anything. So fucking tired of inconsiderate people. It's at the point where I am so far in a hole I am considering bankruptcy, but I'm too broke to even do that.
Second, I am tired of working my ass off at the gym and getting little to no results. Damn it, I have been eating healthy and spending 6 days a fuckin week at the gym for a 20 lb loss in 9 mont
(how To) Coding_101
(How To) Coding 101™It has been requested that a simple blog be made on Coding and the ways it can be implemented on Fubar.com. Those that don't know what Coding is or stands for this blog will give its outline and show some examples (possibly live) on different areas of Fubar.com. Coding mainly stands for Hyper Text Markup Language (or HTML for short) and can also stand for Cascading Style Sheet (or CSS for short). Each of these elements work to keep a page stable among every browser that has either been or will ever be.There is other forms of coding but HTML and CSS are the only allowed forms on Fubar.com so this blog will only focus on these two forms. Also don't forget there is four different browser engines that have there own implementations of the code that is published (these engines being Gecko, Trident, Webkit/KHTML, Text and Presto).This blog will be in concordance with my blogs listed below: -
Random Facts About Le Zombie:
Random Facts About Le Zombie:
I love collecting stickers. I have a huge collection.
My favorite sport is Bowling.
I can ride my bike with no handlebars.
I’ve broken my right arm in 2nd grade. It still turns out farther than my left arm.
I hate spiders.
As much as I adore cats, I don’t own one at the minute.
I’m addicted to tumblr.
I’m afraid of rollercoasters with loops.
I am a pro when it comes to titrations.
My friends call me Betty Cracka, cause I love to bake, and I’m white.
I love chicken nuggets.
I really don’t have a favorite color, it depends what the object is, but if I had to choose. Purple.
I love sparkly things.
I love glitter confetti.
My bra size is (insert your imagination here.)
If I didn’t want to become a scientist, my other option would be a teacher. Probably science teacher at a high school.
I love spicy foods.
When I’m in love with someone. I only have eyes for them. No matter how hot ano
Fubar Needs To Get His Stuff Together
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This Is So True
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”
(h) You Shall Always Be (h)
No matter how much I try, I can not
express just how very dear you are to
me, or how very deeply I am truly in
love with you.
For so many years now, I have thought
each day about you. Wishing so many
times I would have simply just said some
thing long before now.
There truly are no words nor phrases
which could ever do justice for how
I feel about you. No song could ever
express the love for you I have.
I know deep down you can never
be mine, for your heart belongs to
another. All that I can be is a dear
friend who is always here for you.
Please just know how what I truly
fee is pure love for you, and always
shall in life. For you my beautiful
darling will always be my love in life!!
PJ 11/21/2012 2:49am
This Is What Is Going Ok
ok, so some of you may wonder why I am quiet lately. well..... here it is for those who care. 1st i am broke....i mean fat f-ing broke. I have had to rely on the food bank for the past few months. also have been on social services because I can not work. 2nd, my son is now in a respite home, because I can not handle him at all, we have found out htat he functions between a 4 and 7 year old instead of a 16 year old. 3rd. its christmas..... the first christmas with out my gran, with out much of anything right now. my dad is coming for christmas, which would be good except that the house is still under renovation. 4th. I am severly depressed.... and dont see much joy in alot at the moment.
Well thats it at the moment.... of you have any ideas on how to lift my moods please go ahead and try (h)
Her Secrets....part 3
Her eyes rolled. Tragically somewhere her fantasies over looked him. She breathed a big sigh, A veil to cover a deep hated. Sexually sadistic fantasy. "No tricks up her sleeves. Tastefully done in shades of red. It said love, but quietly,, and established a feeling of calm and trustworthiness one would want from her. He helped him self to her, she couldn't really understand him?.All she wanted to do was go to sleep. So she walked home that night from the bus stop. As the rain was falling down this night. Part 3 bY cHristine ..short story...
This Is Not A Drama Lounge
**** PLEASE NOTE before reading this blog: My caps do notttt mean i'm yelling, i DO NOT have time (nor FOCUS ability) to use underline or italics here on FuBar. I'm expressive is all. If u know me, u GET that. :)
As a TDS staff member, inspired by the recent FRICTION and MISUNDERSTANDINGS and DISRESPECT in the lounge that i've seen in the past 2 months -- Please read the following as OBJECTIVELY as possible. I have seen AND heard lounge members (and in sum cases even staff members) VERY much disreguarding our "RESPECT OTHERS" RULE. My direct experience with such would have NOT escalated, had i and all others involved been ASKED in PRIVATE about the verbal/typed friction happening INNN in the lounge. I've been in this lounge for about 2yrs now (or more?) -- we've NEVER had this much friction. TDS will NOT be a drama lounge. As a member AND as staff... I GIVE A DAMN and do my best to take APPROPRIATE ACTION to snuff out ANY disrespect toward ANYONE in OUR lounge. TDS is a place to relax
People That Have Stiffed Me???
I need some input. Should I list the ppl that have stiffed me? Given me absolutely nothing or nearly nothing for up to 24 ponies to polish. Please comment. Mahalo Nui Loa Marie
Guns, Racism, And Hollywood
On December 14th of last year, a young man entered an elementary school and fatally shot over two dozen people.
Twenty children died that day.
Unfortunately we all now know where Newtown, Connecticut is and our hearts pour out for them.
We've also engaged in a national, and worldwide, debate about "gun control" in the states.
This is where it gets tricky...
If you know me, you know I love my video games and action-packed movies. I've waited at midnight for the release of BORDERLANDS 2 on the XBOX360 as well as a secret screening of ZOMBIELAND.
But when I received HALO 4 for Christmas, something didn't seem right when I played it.
Do movies and video games really glorify violence?
Do they not only bring the best out of us, but the worse as well?
After the release of DJANGO UNCHAINED, I see where it brings out the worse...
Not only did this film's star Jamie Foxx joke about "killing all the white people" on SNL, but now Twitter has a bunch of m
Marissa Part 7
Exhausted, she had to let go of the impulse's of wanting to give in to David. She find herself having a couple of glasses of wine with her meal. She feels like she is going crazy, nights are truing into days, She has been seeing David for over 4 mouths now. She is not sure what to do any more. She takes a hot shower as the water hits her naked body she feels warmth come over her. As she moves her hands over her breast and down her naked body she thinks of David. She feels the wetness of her juices come over her. She pulls her hair, licks her fingers moves down to finger herself. She wanted him, so bad. Stroking herself, calling out his name. David, David. As if he was in side her. Marissa keeps "stroking herself" juices of her fingers are so most. She is so surprised that she is so wet..... Then she here's a door open. She is afraid? Is this a bad dream. Did I have a bad dream....
Just One More Night...
Just one more night, holding you kissing you wanting you hearing your name. I lost you in the night. Just one night, I smell you on me we move together last for hr.s tell the sun comes up. You tell me things no one knows. You know me like old love box I found in the snow. Just one more night, so you can put a old move in we get high set drink beers talk about actors what there doing now!. We set on the balcony look at the Sky oranges, blues, greens fad away as I say good bye. My brown eyes are not like they use to be not for you anyways. bY LoVe GiRL This one is for you.. Good bye.... I'm over it now...it's been 3 weeks now...
Embraced in these carnal dreams, we indulge, instantly we become rather alert.So alive in this world of deep tantra, yet, we find ourselves wanting to believe.Creating a daring place to endure, temptations allow ourselves to embrace.Artistically we desire to embrace, feeling other spirits, tempts us to indulge.Through consistent times of tests we endure, arousing sensations brings forth alert.Silent orchestra hopes you will believe, the essence of time enhances tantra.Relinquish old times and accept tantra, when witnessed these dreams, you're bound to embrace.Stealth and forbearance makes all souls believe, lavishly living life known as tantra, Erotic impulses make one alert, cautionary, we often still indulge.Until lessons are learned we will endure, remembering the intricate tantra.Profoundly accepting a new alert,&nb
The Break Down
Watching a show today that was on netflix and there was a mom that was waiting on her daughter before she died because she wanted all her kids to be there with her, but her daughter had had a fight with her family and got there too late. The mother told her other children to tell her daughter that she waited for her and that she loved her and that she was sorry that she failed her daughter. When the daughter got there she went in and started to shake her mother when she seen her and yelled she was sorry. This made me bawl like a baby.
My brother died Nov. 19, 2011 I was with him in his last moments a long with my little brother and step-dad. My mom was at work and I know that she would never believe it but I think that it was that way because she wouldn't have survived it. She lost her oldest baby and it would have destroyed her, but I think it was this way because it had to be because God knew that me and my baby brother would need our mom so she couldn't be there.
I was the one tha
Life Is Unpredictable...
I don't know what to say except to tell it like it is. Shit in my personal life is piling up faster than yesterdays gossip.
Due to events I can not control or, even foresee. I will be taking a break from fubar hell, the internet period. Several
reasons are at play here and, for the most part it is all out of my hand. First and, foremost I have some of the most
wonderful friends on here that a person could ask for. I will truly miss you all while I am departed. I wish I had the time
to talk to you all one on one and explain this in better detail. I would do so here but, unfortunately I'm not. Not everyone
on my list is a true friend and, that is no offense to anyone. The same thing can be said about me in reverse and, I know
this. It is no one's fault just the name of the game and, the cost of leveling to the next level. I will think about all of my
friends while I am gone and, wonder how everyone is doing. I told myself I would not do any shout outs or, point
Why Are Women Clueless..
why are women clueless.. on first date.. man wants sex she gives it up and falls in love... she calls over and over again just to say hi.. why are women clueless.. on first date.. why are man clueless on the first date.. one night stand "Really".... bY LoVe GiRL... "I guess it works both ways"
Popppy's Red Sugar Beets
"My Poppy's Red Sugar Beets"
When I was child I would stay with my grandparents a lot, sometimes for the summerMy grandmother was Lithuanian and my grandfather was Sicilian.My Grandpa always had a vegetable garden and in that garden he grewbig red sugar beets. I hated those beets. Whenever they served those beets with dinnerI refused to eat them. I was not allowed to leave the table until I ate those beets. I would cry and make a big fuss and would not eat those beets which to me tasted like pickled dirt . Sometimes I would sit at the table for hours but I refused to the beets.My granpa would say to me in his Sicilian accent "You eatsa da beetsa or you getta no Pizza.I would laugh but I still would not "eatsa da beetsa".Years later after my granmother passed away I went to live with my Grandpa. I lived with my "poppy" for ten years. We looked out for one another.He was a sweet and gentle man who would give you the shirt off his back.He had a hot dog stand out in front of his
I. D. W. T. C. A. (freedom)
No longer allowed to hold on to whats gone. So I lay behind this computer screen all alone. Another vagina pic on my phone. Masturbating to the thought of them, am I wrong? Everyday is just another day to plan my liberation. When it comes no hesitation. Patiently, quietly waiting. God's son, friend of Satan. Debating should i leave everything behind and drive hours to anything willing to be mines. In any form i see fit. If i need a bitch, she's down sucking the dick. If i need a loving kiss, she's pulling and biting my lips. No more promises of future bliss with wedding bells and fairy tales. Only fucking and cuddling visions exist. Silly rabbit vibrating the clit, you're just the warm up for the constant licks. Just another love hater falling down in his abyss. Wanting to lay my pounding head against the most loving tits. A baby. Your baby. Babe. Crying for your saving. Energy this life taking. Making me insane. Dame. Forgetting the world. Meeting you. Hugging you. Fucking you. Loving
The Curse Of The Wedding Cake
I have been doing a lot of thinking recent years, and have come up with an interesting theory regarding wedding cake and the female sex drive. Yeah, I know, he is thinking again. Now don't take this as any type of sexist rant or anything, this is all just a theory that I have spoken to numerous people about, and well the men have a tendency to agree.
Here is the theory; Wedding Cake is the leading cause of women losing their sex drive. How is this possible Monkey?
You remember, early on in a relationship, how fresh everything was? You couldn't get enough of one another, you kissed all the time, and you were sexually active. You were thinking, "This is the one I want to be with for a long time, maybe I should consider a committment."
Now, here is where it gets interesting and my theory comes into effect. You go through this entire courtship and you finally reach the big day. Flowers everywhere, family and friends all gathered to celebrate this joyous occassion. Let's get this done.
Somedays I wake up and wonder what have I done in life that was so terribly bad, to deserve all of this. It's a loaded question. I guess just about anything could have set these chain of events to fall all over me, but being me I want to see no fault in myself. Though, there is undoubtedly tons. Tons upon millions. Regardless of all the bad I've done, I cannot fathom deserving any or all of this. You're only given what you're able to handle. Blah blah blah. Whatever. I've been a perpetually broken girl to begin with. Weak structure, wobbly at best, so please don't give me that shit. Every step I've taken in life has been an effort for more. I wanted the beautiful things in life girls like me don't ever deserve to dream about. I wanted to be walking towards a forever of happiness, filled with smiles and heart swelling joy, and it seems to me that I have been traveling in the wrong direction, almost 25 years later and I feel as if I'm that one flower, the one trying it's hardest to g
I Feel Like...
I feel like I don't be long it's sad you have to do this to me. I walked away. I feel like I don't be long "I'm strong".. I feel like I don't be long just let me be. I walk away let me have my life back. Stop talking crap. I feel like I don't be long. Nothing romantic about you, I encounter let downs over you. I feel like I don't be long it's sad you have to do this to me. I moved on. So go on with your bad self. bY LoVe GiRL
When any relationship is defined as toxic, the healthiest thing to do is to remove yourself from the situation. As discussed earlier, you may notice when looking inward…that you have known for some time that nothing you do will change the relationship. I always support a period of discussion with the toxic friend…setting of boundaries and expression of what you feel is lacking in the friendship and what is it you need. Often…a short break from the friendship is needed to gain clarity on both sides. Sometimes…and sadly…a permanent break is needed. It is what I always say…just as clearing your closet of things that no longer fit you will leave room for more fabulous clothes…clearing your life of friends who hold you back and drain you…will only make room for new and fabulous friends to come into your life.
Over time…friendships change. I am not saying to simply cut people out of your life without much thought…bu
Burger King Serves Horsemeat. And More From The Week...
This has been a rough week in the real world. Here's some of the crazy that happend this week to our fine dining fast foot establishments:
Subways' Footlong is well...
..not a foot long. Their response I found here, but there are hundreds of other issues out on Google about it:
..and today we find out that Burger King has been serving people horsemeat. That's right - pony patties:
I refuse to eat at Subway anymore - I won't finance that crap. So one is a con that's flagrant and one is serving you a flame broiled Colt.
Why people still support and patronize either one, is beyond me. They sure don't treat their employees very well.
I guess anything for an extra dollar right?
Will there be a Fubar Super Bowl pool this year?. hope so...peace.
Just The Three Of Us
Just the three of us…
We decided to spend the weekend together, and it has started with a bang as I watch you suck his hard cock. Keeping him close, but not letting him cum. teasing him, keeping him on edge, Till finally he grabs you by the hair, forcing you to take all of him as he cums down your throat. And in that voice we love tells you to be a good girl and swallow it all down. He lays you down on the bed and has me get up on my knees in front of you and leans me over you telling me how he wants me to lick that very wet pussy till you cum, then looks at you and tells you not to cum till he tells you too. I lean between your thighs and put my tongue and mouth to work as he tells me what to do. Asking me if I like the way you taste. Then turning to you and asking you if you like the feel of my tongue and mouth on your wet pussy. He has you work your nipples, rolling them and pinching them. As he moves behind me as I slide two figures deep inside you
...was my son's birthday. We had a party planned for the 2nd. Well guess what? Mother Nature decided that she was going to dump about 4 inches of snow the night before the party so we had to cancel it. He didn't get the cake he wanted, I couldn't get to the place to pick it up. He didn't have a party. I had to work all day on his actual birthday so I didn't get to see him at all. Oh, and he wanted the 49ers to win the Super Bowl. Guess you can see how his birthday went.
On a good note about it though....I'm simply rescheduling the party, he's having it THIS Saturday. He talked to me the whole last quarter of the game (it was so cute hearing him cheer them on). He got a cake from me today and the dinner of his choice. I also gave him one of his presents. He got a new digital camera. Figured it would be good, now he can take his own pictures of the party.
I just hope that he has fun. I know he's not mad at me, he said he understood why it was canceled and he said it was okay that he
What Am I Doing Wrong?
ok im not good at grammer but please read
just wondering does anyone make time 4 people these days & if not y do people say thay'll do things 4 u & dont fullfill there word coz im sick & tired of people saying thay'll do things 4 me yet neglecting there word im sick & tired of the lies these days just wish someone would tell me what im doing wrong? i give & give & give & give & yet no ones willing 2 give 2 me all it will take is 4 someone anyone 2 SB ME saying im urs 4 the next X hours & a simple "hopes ur well" in my sb will help 2 im just pissed off at the fact that people say thay'll do things 4 me & yet im kept waiting & waiting & waiting its draining my patients im just soooooooooo drained i tell ppl im there 4 them & tell'em im a good ear & can b very understand & yet no one comes 2 me at all just once id love 2 c my sb blown up by people wanting 2 talk 2 me but nope not me im overlooked neglected forgotten & fucked with im a descent guy for crying out loud all im lookjing 4
Men: How To Be A Better Lover -
In order to truly arouse a woman, you must first get her mind in the game. A woman's mind is not at all like a man's. A man's mind is more organized. If he needs to think about something, he gets that box out, thinks about it, when he is done, he puts a lid on it, and files it away. He will then get out the next box, unless he does not need to think about anything at all, in which case he is able to remain thoughtless for awhile. To picture a woman's mind, take all those boxes - take the lids off - spill them on the floor. That is how many thoughts she has going through her head all of the time. It never shuts off. So when a man is ready for sex, he gets his sex box out and that is all he thinks about at that time. A woman cannot think purely about sex as she has all the other stuff all over the floor that she also has to think about and is unable to turn them off. That is my analogy to help you understand the "Why" it is so hard to get us aroused. If you remember this and do whatever
Live Your Life
"This is your life. Do what you love, and do it often. If you don't like something, change it. If you don't like your job, quit. If you don't have enough time, stop watching tv. If you are looking for the love of your life, stop; they will be waiting for you when you start doing things you love. Stop over analyzing, all emotions are beautiful. When you eat, appreciate every last bite. Life is simple. Open your mind, arms, and heart to new things and people, we are united in our differences. Ask the next person you see what their passion is, and share your inspiring dream with them. Travel often; getting lost will help you finding yourself. Some opportunities only come once, seize them. Life is about the people you meet, and the things you create with them, so go out and start creating. Life is short. LIVE YOUR DREAM AND SHARE YOUR PASSION." ♥
Saw this and wanted to share it with all of you.
My favorite: "Some opportunities only come once, Seize them.!!"
Reading To Slow?
Not to pick on the bouncers but do they all ready really really really slow or rate pic slow because I am a 45 yr old man that can look at pic wright not andrate pic all at the same time as for eny body else I am pretty sure so can every body else. Now i just sat with a bouncer and had to copy a bunch of letters at least 30 different time be for I said scew this now if this is going to happen every time I rate peaple pic then I wont rat eny more hope they dont get up set with me or make me cope any more letter's
BDSM. Hmm? ......Blindfold me, spank me, and make me eat out of a dish on the floor. Yeah, now that's my idea of sexual pleasure. NOT!
I've always wondered about that. Everytime I see those letters, the only thing that comes into my mind is pain. I hate pain. That's probably why I'm not at all into BDSM. Yes, I've read about it, and have been to many a website, call me crazy, but I just can't understand anyone deriving sexual pleasure from pain.
One site I went to (which shall remain nameless) depicted both women and men being hog tied, with ball gags in their mouths. On one of the men, it showed clothespins on his testicals. Fucking OUCH!!!! Plus, the look on his face did not look like one of pleasure!!Then there was this other site (again, nameless, as there are many of them with a lot of the same pictures) where a woman was being spanked, with a paddle, until her bottom was so red, mottled and full of welts..that the look upon her eyes was like she was in sheer torture. Yeah ri
Whats Been Going On
So I have been keeping to myself a lot lately and I feel like I should let people that I am close with know what is going on...
For a while now, as most people I talk too know, I have been sick. I was throwing up stomach acid every day. I went to the doctor they ran all these tests on me and well, they believe its my organs. Since than I have been started throwing up every two days. I got my test results back and it is not an issue with my liver so it is most probably my gallbladder, kidneys or it is duodenal ulcer. Right now I was told to give it a little more time before they send me for a sonogram on my stomach to see what it exactly is.
With that being said, my step mom was diagnosed with stage 3 lung cancer in the fall. She underwent chemo and radiation and it ended in November. She was doing better her tumors were getting smaller it was the results that we were hoping for. A week later my dad and step mom went to Florida for the Winter. Well when she was in Florida she
Thoughts Right Now
So I thought I might as well blog for a bit while I'm awake.
I'm sitting here @ 6:32am with like a gazillion thoughts running around in my head.
Like where am I and who am I.
My Fuworld seems to have gone abit awry and I don't know what to do right now.
I'm sitting here thinking why do I feel like I'm constantly alone no matter how many people I have around Me.
Why do I feel like I'm the worlds worst Girlfriend.
I'm trying to keep the ones I hold dear happy and everything. But I can't seem to do anything right.
This is the weirdest feeling ever and I don't know what to do.
It's just something I have to work on I guess. Paranoia sucks and I hate it. The not knowing and the being kept in the dark about stuff I need to know.
I love Steve, Kathryn and Kris.
I don't wanna ever lose them or feel like I'm pushing them away.
I'm having mad trust issues right now. I feel like I can't tell anyone anything cuz it will nearly always be repeated.
I'm epic worried that they will all fi
Tonight, you wear black silk boxers. Black cotton t-shirt. Nothing else.You sit in a straight back chair, armless, padded for comfort. Your body relaxed. Legs slightly apart. You can smell incense, spices, candles maybe. You close your eyes for a moment and reach for the drink beside you on the low table. It is cool. Exotic. You cannot discern what it might be, but you vaguely remember the taste.You sense me rather than see me. You open your eyes. The lights are dimmed just enough. My hair is pulled up to allow long curls to move and frolic playfully around my face and body. Around my neck I wear the bow tie you only wear when you can't get out of going to a formal affair. My halter top is white linen. You can discern the peaks of my tits because they're hard and pressing against the fabric, but you can also tell that they aren't completely bare. The nipple rings stand proud on my tits and presses against the satin. You can see something between my top and the trousers in fine white li
Fighting Disagreements Is Not My Gig
Arguments Oral disagreements a discussion involving differing points of view. each of whom advances facts supporting his or her own point of view. A controversy or a dispute may involve two or more persons the act, state, or fact of disagreeing. Their is enough " Fighting " in the world and here we are "fighting goin on among us " sad and I Refuse To Be Any Part Of It. Friends are brought to " Us for a Reason " Some Might Not Get It . But Fact Is Fact .. Their Brought To Us For Reason's God Only Knows . I Treasure All That Has Came Into My Life . I'm Far From Perfect I d
The Dance Of Submission Part 5
For the next few weeks, things between us feel 'strained'. This news she gave me, still fresh in my mind. Ive been doing some research into it. And Im just not sure I can give her this. I mean, to take this gift she wants to give me sounds Devinne. But, yet Im still torn on my own emotional responses to it. Part of me whats to give her what she desires. Yet I just dont know if I can.
For as long as I can remember, Ive struggled in every relationship Ive had. One bad woman to the next. With none seeing me for me. Being used, abused, and treated like the devil himself. Makes my emotional state unstable. I live in a confused turmoil of a mess inside myself. I hate to be alone, why theres been so many, yet I hate committing myself to just one. Every Time Ive committed, its turned into a battle. One that I can never win. Ive kept myself at a distance with them all. Yeah, Ive told a few I loved them, which in my way, I did. Just never was in love with someone. Ive never been able to gi
Can someone please remind me how I leave photos as comments?
Fappy told me once...I did it that day...poof...forgot about it. Must I upload the pic somewhere first? What's the code that goes with the link to it?
Oh..if 'inspect element' is a step in that process, forget it lol
Well today my Mom had her surgery. The doctors said she came out of it fine. She has normally high blood pressure and they said that it stayed normal through the surgery. They also said they were able to remove the whole tumor in one piece. They are keeping her in the ICU Step-down over night just to keep an eye on it.
Tomorrow she will be moved to a regular room :)
They did say it would take about a week for her to get over all the confusion, but that's okay. I know my Mom will be better!!
cancer is a scary word to hear. i went to the emergancy room for a severe pain in my knee i had been having for 3 or 4 motnhs got to the point i couldnt take it any more and it hurt too much to push the gas peddle. As i am there they ordered xrays. the DR came in 45 min later wiht a copy of the xray for me showing me i have a lesion cysts and tumors in my tibia below my right knee. She sent me to the orthopedic surgeon who in tunr told me and confirmed the tumore we needed to go for a nuclear bone scan and mri. this was on thursday and fri . the following week thursday i went in for my bone scan and mri. fri went back tot he dr and he told me i cannot do a byiopsy becasue i could hurt u more you need to go to an orthopedic onogolgist. after a few days fighting wiht insurance i finally got the call i had oen day then i would see the orthopedic onogolgist. wed i went and seen him and he looked att he bone scan and mris and explained in detail about c
This is upside down and backwards as far as timestamps, read from bottom up. I didn't know how to make a screenshot.
PitBull vanguard: And as long as you were talking to yourselves and now I am talking to myself --- I've been listed more often and hit harder by guys who weren't even trying and flet like they needed to say shit. You know there are little old ladies on this site with bigger badder players than yours right? The player size to shut-in ratio is pretty big. Why don't you boys play outside? - del
PitBull vanguard: Y'all also know that dogs don't play computer games, right? I never thought anyone would assume I actually was a pitbull. - del
PitBull vanguard: Huh. I'm really ... angry? No, no, that's not it. Jacked up? No, c'mon. Embarrassed. Yes. That's it. You guys saying dirty words to each other to feel better about yourselves. Those are my dogs. Calling them pussies is like calling me a pussy, we don't fucking care, it all sounds like meow meow meo
Love And Hate
"It's hard to wait around for something you know might never happen, but it's even harder to give up when it's everything you want."-Unknown
Nice quote. Kind of goes with how I feel at the moment. I hate it when I don't hear from you. I hate it even more not knowing if your okay. I hate it when I hear from you just once in awhile and not more that what I feel I deserve. I hate the patience I have in waiting to hear from you or see you...I hate the fact that I'm still in love with you and want to be with you knowing that I might not ever see you again. I hate it when your all I think about even when I sleep I dream of you.
I hate the fact that I never stopped loving you and wanting you and to be happy with you..
You know now I have seen it all... People judge you because of the pics you put up but at the same time those are the people who have cheated on their partner or who have beaten their partner... Yetthey judge a single person of pics that aren't viewable to everyone... If that makes them feel better about the person who they are all the power to you because that person who is single and doesn't hide who they are is better than you... I always accept people for who they are and that will never change about me because to each their own whether I would do it or not and I am always here for those who have truly done wrong in their lives and am willing to help them better themselves as a true friend would... What has this world come to????
Stupid Encounter Blog #105 - Wtf? No Really...... Wtf!
WTFfe2JESS: fuck her her pussy was sooo losse its not even fucnny she was a stright dead fuck like really i dont even no y i was with her i think it was because i felt sorry for her not having a man and not having any titts like really she has none she had them cut out because of cancer but lol fuck that cunt she still texting me rubbing it in my face that shes in there and im not so fuck her she ruined my friend ship with a lote of people on here and on the street sooo fuck it
Apparently....... this guy is just nuts... In fact after talking to her to their both nuts and absolutely perfect for each other but that's neither here or there... REGARDLESS of all the shit talk... CANCER... really? Your gonna diss someone for having Cancer? Its a fucking disease which you don't ask for it just happens. A lot of my friends here have had it along with My Mother, Grandmother, Grandfather, and 4 of my Aunts. JFS... stay away from this dipshit... hes been causing more issues with people over a th
Your eyes are like sparkling sapphires.
Your hair is like black onyx.
Your smile is like a rare jewel.
Your lips are like radiant rubies.
Your voice is like an enchanting spell.
Your skin is like soft silk.
Your touch is like electrifying sparks.
Your kindness is like the glowing sunshine.
Your love is like the infinite cosmos.
Your beauty is like a celestial angel.
Never felt the sun smile, the moon beam...laughs haunt but don't entertain. A caress brings fear, but pain comforts with a familiar feel. Screams are music that bring amusement and glee, yet gentle whispers anger and bring despise. Silence wakes anxieties that chill the bone and echoes shadows that make you hide. Racing heart your alive...calm, are you dying? Flesh shivers, muscles tremble, a carnival of feelings which carries through the day, while nightmares entertain the night. Love is a vague and ridiculous idea, but curiousity of it eats away at the confines of the soul and tenses the spirit. Humanity...people...a person, me...What Should Be?
You asked me how my parents would feel if I dated you since you are younger than me.
I told you they wouldn't care because they want me to be happy.
I thought about it long, and hard before I asked you to be my girlfriend.
You rejected me because you just got out of a relationship.
I told you I understand, and when I said those words my heart started breaking.
I cried to myself, but still tried to maintain a calm exterior.
Then because of my sorrow I was not there for a friend that needed me.
I broke down in tears thinking I lost her too, and my heart started cracking.
I couldn't hold back the tears anymore because my heart was shattering into pieces.
You realized then that I was not a player, but a person with real feelings for others.
You talked to me to help me to cheer up, and you talked to my friend also.
My heart is still broken for you because I still love you.
All I have left is my tears, and the pieces of my broken heart to give to you.
I don't know if my heart wi
So Wanna Fuck?
So wanna fuck?
The moment I see you that is all I can think of, when are we going to be able to lick, nip, suck, and fuck. When am going to feel your tongue in my mouth on my body in my pussy. When am I going to feel your hands pulling my hair rubbing my breast fingering my pussy. Pushing in and out of me flicking at my clit running by my asshole. Feel you pulling at me making me feel all these delicious erotic feelings. You work my body asking me what I want you to do to me, well the answer is this I want to feel you nipping at my breast, my neck, the inside of my thigh. I like when you are about to come your ruff. I am glad my hands can’t reach you cause it is then that I truly lose all control because you lose control and don’t care if you are hurting me. That your need for my body is so great that you take what you need and forget the rest. Don’t get me wrong, I love the way you take your time with me but sometimes a little pain with me goes along way. I would lo
During ones lifetime you make many friends and many enemies. But when faced with the what could happen your mind starts racing on what you can do to make it right with all the people you have wronged throughout the years. Although I won't ever be able to make amends to all, I have started with my family and friends. Heck I am even reaching out to some of the ones here on Fubar that I have had cross words with at one time or another and blocked them.
Today is a new start, I am unblocking everyone on my list. Then if things work out that they have to be blocked again I will know at least I tried. I am not asking for your sympathy, Just for your kindness. Give me another chance to prove to you I am not that person I used to be.
I want what could be the rest of my life to be lived to the fullest that it can be. Remember my life one day may be yours. I want people to remember "Freaky" as fun loving, a jokester and most of all a great friend in the end.
Changes To Ability Bling
What about the cost Mike ? After all, this website is a business and profit margin is the bottom line. How do you justify charging 60 credits for a one hour ability bling, and shortening the run times on the other blings ? Don't give us this fluff about the number of points that can be made. Of course it's good business for fubar, but at the customers expense. The people are your customers and you are feeding us a load of crap. Too bad there is not a competing website because people would be leaving, fast. You will never convince me that the driver for these changes is not greed.
Feels Like Relish...
i will never love againand i will never promise toi can't come back from where i've beenit's a stain i'll always viewit feels like relish in my mindmaybe i'll just run and hidethere's nothing left for my teeth to grindit's a spoken soft spot, no well insideit's stain that's all i seeeven when i turn my backit won't ever let me bevelvet red that's turned to blackof course i know i'm standing hereyour hands can't do much more than nudgei inhale, but don't exhale fearand my feet are concrete, they won't budge
Our Qunees Love
its funny now a days men dont bother treating there ladies like the queens thay are men dont take time to noties the small things weman need frome a man like making a hot bubble bath for her to wash her gently or a spechiel night of romance not a shity meal bad move and 3o mint sex
The devil must be the inventor of love
It hurts to much to much to come from heaven above
Wearing a mask to hide his face
Sneaking around to find his place
A place like the heart thats inside of me
Roaming freely to get what he needs
Things that only my heart knows
Useing it againts me to make my love grow
Telling me things i need to hear
Makeing me feel safe because he knows my every fear
Untill the day his face is unmasked
Shattering my heart as if it was glass
A plan so clever that works so well
Must be from the devil
Straight out of hell
BY William J Holt
No Greater Joy
There is no greater joy than having you as a friend.
There is no greater joy than having you laugh at my jokes.
There is no greater joy than listening to you talk.
There is no greater joy than seeing your smile.
There is no greater joy than gazing into your eyes.
There is no greater joy than knowing you love me even as just a friend.
There is no greater joy than learning about what you like.
There is no greater joy than hearing your advice.
There is no greater joy than knowing that you support me.
There is no greater joy than having your encouragement to help me to go on.
There is no greater joy than you in my life.
Boston Memorial Poem
The tragedy that struck Boston on Monday, April 15, 2013 was devastating.
Several people died from the senseless acts of two people that are less than animals.
Everyone wanted them caught, and prayers went to the families of the victims.
One of them was gunned down in a shootout with the police while the other one got away.
The manhunt was intensified as Boston was put on a lockdown to help to protect the people.
The last bomber was finally caught a short time ago by the authorities.
The people are glad that justice can be brought upon this crime.
The victims' families can finally have closure as the world is safe once again.
May God bless all who were involved that helped to stop this individual.
The truth is that the victims were the real heroes in all of this ordeal.
It was their passing that sparked courage in the hearts of many to help those in need.
It was their lives that touched the hearts of those around them to encourage them to get along.
It is their memory that
Open Message To A Former Family Member
following is a letter of explanation to a former family member. i want others to know "where i am at" though...
what i love most about fu is the cooperative spirit that much of the game inspires. we help ourselves by helping others. in that spirit of giving i have run 85 famps in the past 2 mos (i just counted from my bling page, you may check if you like.) as a member of my family, you have benefited from rates and points for every one of them. yet i have been shy to ask you for the help of a family boost or a pimpout. usually when i have asked you, you have been one of my last resorts. why? because you have turned me down for one reason or another so many times, much more than anyone else i have asked. when you most recently turned me down, you said it was because you were running a boomy and you wanted to keep your points to trade pimpouts for yourself. did you really think your personal boomy was going to bring you so many more rates than the boomy that i was
Pay Fucking Attention To That Shit...
Fear of NOT being watched over indicates a distrust of oneself in general
And ones motivations in particular
A subconscious loathing of desire
Of self really
A perpetual childhood
Waiting for PERMISSION
From whomever you place above you
Disastrous mistake of course
Yet so many make it
Remember as a child what you made for other people
In hopes of approval
And what you made for yourself
Because you just had to
Which did you cherish & keep?
THAT will tell you who you are
And why you are here
More than anything else really
No god, lover, parent or offspring can tell you that
That is something that you have told yourself
Very loudly & clearly
Pay fucking attention to that shit
*warning Nsfw Rant* Getting Cheated On Old School Achievement
Clearly there is something were not being told about doing this achievement:
This is what the achievement states: OLD SCHOOL RATE FEST
Rate 10,000 members with no SA bling active!NOTE: you can only do this requirement once you are level 35+ w/VIP *OR* level 53+ w/o VIP. Otherwise your daily limits will interfere!
(Now Unless I was Just Born a SPECIAL kind Of STUPID...and I assure You I was NOT....)
There is NOTHING Noted Here that this achievement is under a TIME RESTRAINT..such as with other achievements like Widowmakers ..White Knucklers ECT.
The ONLY restrictions are those at level 35 with VIP or lvl 53 W/O VIP
I am a Level 54 with so no restrictions apply to Me
AND I was Not running Bling NOR was anyone i was rating pics for were running Bling .
And Last but not least...I am also working on the POKE achievements...Those Totals are increasing and stay..they also are under NO restrictions other than One you may not know..
There is a POKE L
Jealous Fu Girls..
Ok,Listen Up Haters this for my Female Haters.
I seriously have Mad haters on here mostly Females,some Females i've never even spoken to before some who i even thought i was cool with,I find it silly how when i see a blast,someone who got pimped out etc and i am about to go Rate them or Like em and guess what they have me Blocked i'm like WTF i don't even know them but yet they feel so THREATEN by me that they have to Block me,
I mean i understand if i did something to upet you or piss you off then i totally understand for being Blocked.
Another thing that pisses me off is just because i Bling or Fu Own the guy you are dating In Real Life or Fu Dating does not mean i am Interested in them..
Like for example not saying names,I had been friends with this guy who was dating a girl he met from Fubar they met in person and are dating now,i was cool with him and me being a nice person i did all i could to help him level etc i bought him ability bling and fu own him for like 100 Milli
Disappearing Acts Of Me!
So, I've had quite a lot of messages from people who've known me on Fu since my first account about 5-6years ago about where I've been and why I come back for a short period of time and vanish again without a goodbye.
I've had a lot of family issues, my partner has problems with his eyes and has required several lots of surgery over the past 18 months to try and save his eyesight (I think we are finally winning on that front!). My grandparents were ill over Christmas and new year’s, ended up going into a care home and unfortunately we lost my granddad last month. Dad is still in and out of hospital waiting for some major surgery which has been put back and delayed so many times now due to cut backs but hopefully that will happen for him soon enough.
Then there’s me. Well, I'm in work most days when I can make it in, taken a few days off in the past several months but I come in as often as I can, perhaps pushing myself a bit too much some of the time. I've been
The L Word.
The L word.We use it daily. We toss it out into the ether for the simplest of reasons. I love pizza. I love cupcakes. I love this shirt. I love lamp. And I am just as guilty as the rest of you sheeple. Just yesterday, I expressed my undying love for my pot dealer. Several times, in fact. And with what some would consider to be an excellent reason. Justifiable maybe. But that doesn't make it any better.Whatever way you look at it, the word has lost its luster. The shine has dulled. Maybe no amount of polish can ever restore it. Perhaps it never should. It's an evolutionary step, an inevitability in this desensitized world filled with atrocities being committed every day in the name of misplaced faith. We've moved on from such silly sentimentalities. We are a new version of humanity. A new kind of crazy. And there is no room in such a place for something so pure, so we twist it. turn it, chew it up and spit it out, and turn it into something meaningless and commonplace. We profess our lo
All of the celestial beings stopped what they were doing when you came into existence.
Time itself stood still as it remained breathless from being shocked into stillness.
The stars flared up in the hopes of catching your gaze.
The cosmic waves flexed their glitter hoping to see you look at them.
The angels sung praises to you hoping you would notice them.
Even the Gods, and Goddesses bowed down before you casting their crowns at your feet.
The entire universe watched as you came to earth to learn why I did not try to catch your attention.
I handed you you a heart that was broken when it crashed to the ground.
I told you how I pierced my heart so my blood would fuse the cracks making it whole again.
You wanted to know why I would do that to help to mend the broken heart.
When I heard your angelic voice I was captivated beyond description.
I looked up into your mesmerizing eyes of radiant pools of beauty, and I felt alive again.
I told you that this heart-shaped diamond belo
I have been told I am sweet.
I have been told my writings are beautiful.
I have been told I am very handsome.
I have been told I would be the best boyfriend.
I have been told my smile is lovely.
I have been told I am full of love in my heart.
I have been told I am kind to all.
I have been told I am a sweetheart.
I have been told I am funny.
I have been told I know what to say to cheer someone up.
I have been told I have stalkers that follow me on here.
I have been told I am awesome.
These things are all true, but there is something else that is true also.
I am not worthy to be called these things because I am just a simple gentleman.
Why would a dead lake be a promised land? Oh... because you were a big enough asshole to get kicked out of Missouri and had to spin the exodus to your cult members. (That's like getting kicked out of Denny's)I'm goin to Salt Lake for a couple days.I hate flying.If I'm not back in a week, don't touch any of my stuff.
The distant rumble
Awakens the fear
She knows it’s coming
She can hear
At every window
A flash of light
Her heart races
Trembles with fright
It’s always been
One of her fears
When storms roll in
Reduced to tears
She needs him now
Her shining knight
To keep her safe
Throughout the night
In his arms
So safe and warm
From every storm
It’s how they connect
Him meeting her needs
In all of his deeds
Seeming all knowing
The strength he provides
It’s what keeps her glowing
To tend to his whims
Satisfy his desires
As his urges arise
He controls what transpires
Or does he really
Is it her that is knowing
Offering her loving touch
In what keeps her man going
In the arena of needs
The reality is
He needs to be there for hers
As much as she does for his
For it’s her love he feeds on
And the heart that she gives
Is the truest of reason
I thought I'd try this out again. I'm going to make a movie of my friends on here. If you want in it......leave me a comment.
I'm kinda bored, lol.
Oh....while I've got your attention, rate me!! I'm getting a boomerang later ;)
this is a list of people, that have made Teambutthurt sucessfully
This Space Between...
i know we are separated by time and spaceso there are things i can't say to your faceand convey to you the things i feelso if you have a moment that i could steali never meant for my words to strayand sting you in your heart that daybut not being near and so far awayit's so easy to misinterpret the things we sayit has taken me many yearsto come to terms with all my fearsand to dry up all these salty tearsand that is what you do for meyou make me look inside and seethat through all the miles and where i've beenit is safe to hear your voice and smile againin my mind i know it's cleari have nothing if you're not nearso take my handso i can help you to understandi give to you all i have of meand i say these words, i'm sorry
Feeding Your Curiosity
Feeding your curiosityMy hand moves down your backcaressing your bare assI smile wickedly looking into your eyesas you look back into my Minenervous and anxiouslyknowing this has been your fantasyand your fantasy is coming to lifeMy finger rubs between your cheeksI move to your sidegetting ready to feed your curiosity all night**CRACK**
My hand comes down on your bare skinyou lightly whimper as a smile creeps across your faceI am now behind youas you are on your hands and kneesAs quickly as My hand spanks one cheekit sharply comes down on the otheryour pussy drips with excitementyour moans get louderyou no longer whimperas I continue to feed your curiosity.........
Want Me For Your Very Own? Read This!!!
FROM NOW UNTIL *THIS* SUNDAY, JUNE 9TH, I AM AUCTIONING MYSELF OFF TO THE HIGHEST BIDDER. I AM ONE OF THE ONLY CHICKS ON HERE WHO ACTUALLY OFFERS THINGS FOR WHAT THEY WANT...SO HERE ARE MY OFFERS:
CASH BIDS UNDER $20:
RATE 100 PIX A DAY FOR A WEEK
1 PIMP OUT A DAY FOR A WEEK
KEEP YOU SH*TFACED WHEN I'M ONLINE
1 CR BLING OF MY CHOICE
25 CR BLING PACK (EVERYTHING ABOVE OR/PLUS):
RATE ADD'L 100 PIX A DAY FOR A WEEK
2 PIMP OUTS A DAY FOR A WEEK
5 CR BLING OF MY CHOICE
ADD YOU TO MY FAMILY
BOOST YOUR POINTS ONCE
1 NAUGHTY SALUTE
65 CR BLING PACK (EVERYTHING ABOVE OR/PLUS):
RATE ALL YOUR PIX
3 PIMP OUTS A DAY FOR A WEEK
BOOST YOUR POINTS ONCE A WEEK FOR A MONTH
GIVE YOU MY YIM
GIVE U ACCESS TO **ALL** FOLDERS
"my Slut Whore" Cont
Denise couldn't restrain using filthy language with that black dick churning her insides. "Fuck me! Fuck my ass! Beat it up! Ohhh yyyeeess! Give me that black dick! Oh Rose pound me silly!" Her shriek coincided with his own loud groan. Black Rose felt like his balls were rupturing! His throbbing dick jolted spasm after spasm of his hot cum into her ass. The hot slut whore kept rimming him, forcing him to drain every fucking drop. But Denise wasn't finished, far from it. "Fuck me! Again! I want it again! Keep pounding my ass! I need it! Oh Master Rose i love you! Keep it inside me!" black Rose grimaced with both exaltation and a little anger. That was his slut whore for you. Always giving commands like she owned every thing and every body. Any normal slut would savored the moment and rest awhile, but not this one. Oh no! Will resume later:)
I Paint A Portrait With Words...
your beauty escapes methe most precious thing that i've ever seeni only have to think of all the love that you gavei'm enveloped and swallowed by your love and i batheit might only take me five minutes with a paper and pento give weight to my thoughts and my love to you sendthat don't mean it's not crafted with precision and careit don't even matter if i'm here and your therethere's a certain feeling i get whenever you come aroundi start floating on air, you know, my feet leave the groundi'm enamored, ensnared, enslaved and enrapturednot even in previous have i ever before and been capturedthere is no limit to the things i can sayi paint a new portrait each and every daythat's why i hold you softly in thought and i call you a flowerwith you by my side i leap tall buildings and towersso whatever it is, as the day turns to duski can never break free, i don't want to, and have you i must
Listen To Your Heart
Listen To Your Heart
Never doing good enough
Not doing anything right
It’s not how it’s supposed to be
Shouldn’t always be a fight
In the wrong relationship
A person feels held down
You feel as if your partner
Does not want you around
In the right relationship
Your partner holds you high!
For all the world to see and know
For every passer by
They want everyone to know
The partner you adore
Has opened up their soul to you
And want their heart to show
So when two hearts can beat as one
When things match like puzzle parts
We always need to pay attention
To what we feel within our hearts
Embrace that person
Let them in!
Only then your life
Ever Meet Somebody
Ever Meet Somebody
Ever meet somebody
And wonder what others missed
How is it that they’re available
And why you just can’t resist
Wanting to know them better
Needing to know more
It almost makes you wonder
If it’s them you’ve waited for
You try not to be too interested
You don’t want to scare them away
But deep inside you know it’s true
You’ll want them every day
And here’s the thing
It isn’t that you only see outer beauty
You see right through the dark façade
And want to share absolutely
You see beauty and darkness
Feel their heartache and pain
But somehow know if things work out
The light will shine again
June 11, 2013
The world is becoming a horrible place. No one says please or thank you. Everyone seems to have their face buried in their phone or up their own ass. Many nights I've wondered why and only just recently did i figure it out... With the help of Netflix. Pretty Woman is the cause of all this. What good could ever have possibly come from that film. "Hey kids... Go on ahead and whore". Never mind you don't have a drug habit to support or three children at home from three different felonious fathers. Just sell your body. Someday a well to do businessman will show up out of the blue and let you drive his Lotus Esprit.. Kiss you on the mouth even though you stipulate that "wasn't on the menu" and let you bathe your disease infested hooker ass in his penthouse suite for a week. Don't study or aspire. Just sell that ass.. And don't get me started on Dirty Dancing either..
She never knew I liked her
She never knew I cared
Her heart belonged to someone else
I don’t know why I dared?
I saw the way she loved him
The way she gave her heart…
I didn’t even notice
Strong feelings from the start
Once it took it came on fast
I knew not what to do
I never meant to love her
I did what I had to
I walked away so quickly
It’s what my head told me
The feeling were so strong…so deep
I knew I had to flee
I tried to stay away
Never told her how I felt
We’d touch base from time to time
And every time I’d melt
The thought of her
The one for me
I had to let my heart go free
I tried to find another
I opened up and tried
I almost thought it working
And then I heard her cry
The lucky bastard left her
From her I couldn’t stay
I knew I had to tell her
Of why I ran away
Her heart still belonged to him
I wanted it for me
Instead I just consoled her
It’s how it had to be
We picked up w
Poem Post #14
The Swaying Libra
Spinning in Circles my thoughts are so deep.
My aching heart is starting to weep.
Be quiet my dear, lonely soul
We will find love which makes us whole.
Tired of everyone else's thoughts,
All my feelings need not be fought.
Keep throwing obstacles at me,
I like the feeling of being crazy.
Swaying decisions Im going to make
Somebody's heart Im going to take.
Who cares what is going on with you,
Ive much better things to do.
Crushing, breaking, falling apart..
Looks like I'm getting off to a good start.
Bend over backwards, do what I say,
My commands you will obey.
What's that, you cant take it anymore-
Well I guess Im not a STUPID whore.
Get out of my life I don't need you,
Ill find someone who can be true.
Fighting the darkness to get through the night.
My life will someday be right.
The clouds will soon overcome,
You will know that Im not dumb.
Then you will find that you've missed out,
That's what my smile is all about.
Im the winner
Visualize light containing soundSuch that the shimmering ripples on the midnight pondChuckles to the night hawk and gossips with the owlAbout our evenings on the shoreImagine that fire flies are glorified beaconsConsummate mating rituals of iridescent flight Sung to the tune of 'Come on baby, Light my fire'For our psychic eyes and prescient earsSuppose that in the darkest nightOur love song can light up the nocturnal sky like an auroraSo thus, while the Moon risesWe hear a jubilant chorus of scintillating blue tonesListen, on the darkest night to the smallest starsHarmonizing with our Moon Song chorusBouncing back at the speed of loveTo all the Universe, the vibrant song of our love light
Introduction: Welcome To My Blog.
This is the place where I get to say what I bloody well want to say. If you care to read it, then you get to read what I want to say. If you prefer to read what you want to say, there is plenty of space in your corner of FUBAR to create your blog.
Now that we understand each other, meet the Wingnut, Wingnut, Wingnut, and the other Wingnut over there. *Whispers, “she’s crazy mad crazy mean with the big sharp thing and we like to leave HER alone!” Straightens shirt and regains composure.*
WARNING: Contents may be twisted, funny, serious, outlandish, silly or totally weird. You never really know because, well, I am the Wingnut after all, and you never know what will fly out of my brain from one moment to the next. For one thing, all my voices fight each other trying to determine what my mouth is supposed to say, or in this case, what my fingers should type. The winner gets as long as it takes for the other voices to beat her to unconsciousness. Imagine how that w
One Of My Most Exciting Sexual Adventures
I was with this guy who loved fishing. He decided to take me with him what the hell do I know about fishing. While he was fishing I was tired of the heat so I decided to get in the river (Rio Grande) I never thought getting in water was going to scare fish away but he told me I ruined his fishing day. I got out of the water and decided to pull off my underwater thru the side of my shorts and bra came off thru shirt sleeve. I rinsed myself off as you all know dirt gets in our clothes. Well turns out his day just got better as he decided to get in water with me. While we were having fun wrestling in the water I felt his hard cock so I begin teasing him rubbing my self against him . I went so far as to gently push his face down to my breast and not letting him touch my nipples because they were hard. I didn't want to get him to the point where we would have sex in this very open space. I wanted to keep his mind off the fact that he was upset about me getting in the water while he was fis
Mrs. Scattere' D. Brain's Solutions For Modern Living: The Perfect 4th Of July Celebration
For Best Results: The black jelly beans are the most potent (smells like licorice); Use other colors to make jellyfish glow in the dark; Spark wisely.
It is the 60th annual 4th of July family reunion barbeque at the beach topped off with the yearly fireworks over the water. Your children have looked forward to this gig since Memorial Day while you have dreaded it ever since Cousin Billymae Joleen took a swan dive off the hood of Uncle Frank’s truck onto the half melted ice filled 50 gallon beer cooler. However, you consider that, given Mrs. Brain’s non-slip triple tread fail-safe advice with the fresh lemon scent, you can execute the perfect road trip and survive any eventuality that could possibly occur. It merely requires a little strategy.
You will need:
Enough Food to feed the 7th fleet
Electric bean counter
2 dogs, 3 cats, 1 parakeet and 5 goldfish
Vehicle with gas
Flying carpet, just in case
Family members without gas
A mask, just in
Missing My Son
as any of my close friends would know my son is in North Carolina with his dad for the first time this summer and i am missing him bad. I worry because of all the bad that has gone on in the world even more so lately. I know i need to let go sometime and he is having a good time with his dad so i am doing the right thing by letting him go all summer. My question to you all is what is the best way to make the time go by fast and to try and not think about it so much? i already work, hang out with my daughter, clean, errands... not sure else what to do. I Love my family and friends on here and im reaching out. thanks :)
What Do U Think?
so i ran into this guy last night around 11pm I played 2 games of pool with him i told him i was not intrested in anything serious but i gave him my number thinking we can play again sometime harmless fun thinking we can be friends. but after i get home i get a text saying and i quote "i like you alot ur good people i felt the vibe and its all good and yeh i wanna cook good for u" what does that mean? ... what do u guys think? i really dont want to text/call him after that text... i thought i made myself clear about the just friends thing. maybe it was just the after math of drunk texting...
What It Is
Rationality saysIt’s nonsenseLove saysIt is what it isReckoning saysIt’s doomFear saysIt’s nothing but sorrowSense saysIt’s hopelessLove saysIt is what it isPride saysIt’s ridiculousCaution saysIt’s recklessExperience saysIt’s not practicalLove saysIt is what it is
My Delightful Insanity..
The quiet whispers within my own head, The pictures in my mind stained crimson red, The unthinkable desires that must be fed, Rationality gone, I find chaos instead. The screams and echoes are a constant sound, My world crumbling, I lay curled on the ground. A shadow of my old self is all that is found, No help in sight, there’s no one around. The final acceptance of what is to be, Welcoming the beast that’s inside of me. No need to resist, my mind is now free, Welcome to my world, of delightful insanity.
The Morning Following
Although Tony is more endowed i knew i still wanted to keep seeing Abel. I guess Abel saw the scratches i left on Tonys back kinda made him a lil insecure i really have to say Abel can really make my disires go thru the roof. The whole morning i thought of how nice and thick Tony filled me and his intense moves kept making me blush and knowing Abel was in room with me was just a experience i enjoyed having. I really thought Abel was done with me but he still wanted me. While we had company that whole weekend things were no weird at all. All of us in the morning go up made breakfast. Abel helped me prepare breakfast and Tony was in kitchen helping clean as we cooked. I had no time to talk to Abel about the night never did i say sorry. I kind felt like everything was fine between them the whole day i had no moments alone to talk to Abel. That night we still had company so sleeping arrangements were the same and to my suprise Tony did crawl into bed with us we turned on tv and we talked
Angel Of Mine
Angel of mine
Where did you go?
Are you behind me?
Well that won't do
You are my forever, not yesterday
I sit here in wonder
Watching lovers walk past me
Wondering if my angel will walk with me
Enticing lifes desires
Making love under the stars at night
And not caring of nothing at all.
Every woman wants to be made love to
In every way there is.
And I want that from my angel
To make love to me
With just his eyes.
I will always remember that you love me
Always want to touch myself
Until your gentle touch
Day 2 After The Shots
I woke up feeling pretty ok today. The pain was diminished slightly and I was actually kinda comfortable. So of course, with the new feeling spilling over me I attack the household chores that had been neglected.
I over did it slightly. Im achey and tired & have my back all flared up. And I didnt even do much, just more than I
had done in some time.
I will be resting the remainder of today & probably take it real easy over the next few days.
I really want these shots to work & if I mess it up Ill be so pissed at myself.
For The Bestie!! And Others Who Want To See Another Side Of Me
This aint a rant or a bash or even anything of the norm from me....This is something that needs to be said.....Most people around here know me as a few things....bitch, cunt, emo, slut, whore, or whatever other teminology you desire to use, But the sad truth is....Thats the furthest thing from me. Over the almost 5 years Ive been here, very few and I mean very very few....have truly taken the time out to get to know me, the person behind the screen....The one burried deep beyond this realm, One person tho has taken just that time, and I never give her credit where credit is due....and ya know what....its bout time I do just that......so Bestie this is for you...A few years ago this overly obnoxious, self centered, high and mighty acting Chick fell into a lounge I was in....At first I thought it was a "fake", (cause at the time I was dealing with a stalker fake) and Their profile said the same area ect...So I instantly went into bitch mode.....needless to say after just a few short mins
"confronting My Wife"
"During my last year of school, i got really daring. I started fucking guys at school, doing it behind the stage in the auditorium, or in a class room that wasn't being used. Most the girls at school hated me, but they were just jealous. I was probably the most powerful girl in school. I could literally get a guy to do anything for me. Sometimes i would get two of them to fight over me. Telling them that whoever won would have a night of pleasure with me. They would go nuts to win. Mind you, many times i would end up fucking the loser a few days later.
"Probably the most daring thing i did in school happened the last month of my senior year. My english teacher was a married guy about 36 years old. He was reall cute but that wasn't what turned me on about him. It was obvious that my rep had preceded me to his class, and i would catch him stealing glances at me during the class. It was the first time i realized tha i could turn older on older men as well as the boys around me.
Admit That You Deserved It
Admit that you deserved what he did to you. You're a little slut and you got what was coming to you. Tell me about what he did, and tell me that you want it again. I know you enjoyed being treated like a little slut.. now tell me every detail.
Content Being Me
A few weeks ago I was in church (yes *I* was in church ) admiring all the cute little country children who were all dressed up in their best for Sunday. One little girl in particular, who was in the pew in front of me, caught my eye. She had on the most lovely, yet simple, little dress and was absolutely adorable! It was obvious that she and/or her parents had taken the time to get her ready for church that day. As she was fidgeting, her cute little sandals sorta separated from the sole of her bare foot; what was revealed nearly made me laugh out loud right in the middle of a prayer!! Her dainty little foot was pitch black!!!! I was immediately flooded with images of this child happily running through the fields of her nearby farm barefooted without a care in the world. The image made her all the more adorable Today, I was again in church (albeit a different one) and it was me who was fidgeting a little bit during prayer. I, too, had taken extra care to wear a nice dress and look my b
Complaints On The Opposite Sex.
In the past two or three weeks I have constantly seen My female friends complaining about the "Men" in their lives. How they treat them bad and so on and so forth and "where are all the good guys at."
You want to know where all the good ones are at?
Open your eyes and look around you. Look at the friend that comes over to cheer you up when you've been stood up even though he had plans to go party with the guys.
The one who comes around with chocolate and a funny movie when you're felling depressed or moody even though they don't eat chocolate and they don't watch comedy.
The one that shows up to comfort you when something devastating happens in your life and you have no one to turn to or a shoulder to cry on, even though it the anniversary of his loved ones death.
The "friend zone".
That's where you are going to find the ones that have cared about you for a long time, and have tried to show you but you've rejected them because they didn't have the "hot b
On The Porch .....
Rene' was sitting on the front porch swing , back & forth she went as were her thoughts. What am I going to do ? He know I love him but my people wouldn't except us together . He was from Cuba and relationships with U.S. were tight, walking on a thin line at best . My Father which was a VIP in the military would have him & his family murdered. Sad to think of ones own flesh and blood that way but I had to think of the safety of others now. I looked at my watch and seen it was time for my walk. Living off the beaten trod had a few pluses , yelled in the door way that I'd be back in a few and took off walking my familiar path. It was a nice walk but as I neared the old water-mill my heart started pounding. I could almost feel Rob. So I started almost running and entered the Mill through the side door. I stood still so my eyes could adjust to the dimness , then made my way into the bellie of the beast as us Southerners called the Mill , It had claimed a few lifes that I knew of. There was
Shut Up, Follow Me And Let Me Listen To My Music
I just need to vent. It's probably going to be stupid to you all, but it will make me feel better. If you want to read it, go for it.
I hate being on the phone with someone and all they do is talk. I do understand that that is the general purpose of a phone call, but isn't part of the whole thing suppose to be listening too? I was on the phone for over 30 minutes just saying "yeah" or "uh huh". I heard everything about bowling, friends, stupid girls that think they are pretty.......to how a dog got to play with another dog. What made it worse is the fact that I couldn't understand much of what was being said. I don't know how many times I mentioned that I wasn't feeling well. He asked what was wrong, I start to tell him and what does he say? "Oh, sorry....I didn't hear you". At that point I just had enough. He got upset when I said that I "just sat here for 20 minutes listening to you talk, and when I say one sentence you don't hear it?"
Maybe I shouldn't have said anything to hi
"the Debt " Part2
On the next play the reciver caught the ball and got both toes inside the line for the first down. kathy jumped for joy. "I win!" I win!" She said loudly with her arms in the air. She turned to look at Bob and laughed at him celebrating her triumph.
"Lucky!" He said.
"It's skill sport," she said in return and pushed her open paim into his face. He used one hand to deflect it and turned his head slipping the blow. She fell forward and he caught her under her breasts with his other arm. She struggled a little trying to get the upper hand and crawled onm his lap, sitting straddle of his waist she grabbed his wrist and tried to pin him to the sofa.
Bob resisted easily but put up a token feigned surrender for a moment before he kissed her. She accepted the kis and kissed him back. soon they had their tongues darting in and out of each other's mouths and Bob pulled her shirt up to suck her nipple into his mouth. she pulled on the shirt removing it entirely and put her hands on the back
A Goodnight Kiss
What do you do when you want him so bad it hurts ? You know as deep as the burn is u're vibrator
Just isn't gonna cut it . You look Up an see the big full moon , you feel the dull thug of your heart .
You need to feel skin on skin , you need to feel the heat , You need that big hard cock inside you ,
Making you scream with pleasure , like you know how to do it . Even as you pump in & out of my wet
Dripping kitty , you run your tongue down the side of my face , down to my rising breasts as you
Play with one and suckal the other , my nipples are hard and ripe for the taking. I can feel where you're
Going with this right now , as you slowly withdraw from my well of rich honey , and whisper to me ,
I wanna taste your sweetness an lick you til you almost pass the fuck out. I knew you meant every soft spoken word .
So I just yielded to our lust and felt all the sensations gathering up in one secret spot. You just keep on kissing
my swollen lips and you stop caressing my boob to
Danger! Watch Out For This Member!
I hate blogging about other members, but this needs to come out. There is a member on here who goes by Steward or Steward fuo by and slave to aMaNda694u who is a very psycho and dengerous person. He starts by sending you little things on Fubar then it goes to real life, but this guy wants you to make suicide pacts with him and always talks about how he wants to die and take women with him or have a woman take him out. I have been sent bling with very disturbing messages and they are included below. If you have this person on your list, block him, avoid him, and stay away. He is a very disturbed psychotic person.
MESSAGES SENT TO ME BY STEWARD
"So how do you want to die? Painfully trapped in a ring with the flames moving in on you, or something slower - or faster? ];>" - Came with a Ring of Fire blin
"the Debt " Part2
bob was ready and hard enough to get started and he tossed the dildo aside. He positioned himself on his knees between her legs but there wasn't enough room on t he sofa. Bob decided the carpet would be better. he stood and they took each other's hands.
He pulled her up and she took a few short steps to the middle of the carpet in front of the TV. He let her down easily to the carpet and she opened again for him. This time he put his knees under her thighs. she lifted her legs high. Her feet dangled in the air. He stabbed her moist pussy and she winced with the pressure against her tender insides.
"Fuck bobby!" Kathy said. "you're hot!"
"I know i'm a hot guy," he said, emphasizing the compliment.
"No, not that! Yuor dick is hot like a sauage out of hot water," she clarfied.
"wow! I guess what you were doing relly turned me on,' Bob said and continued toy fuck her hard.
He kept rapid strokes and held her legs so he could enter her deeply. Kathy shook with another climax and
A Three Some
Would love to have a three some with you and the wife. I know you would love to see and obviously since she has never been with a woman before I would have to take the lead. I would start kissing her passionately on the lips rubbing my tongue against hers. I would tell her things would be so much easier and better if we were naked and I would help her strip and then take my own clothes off. Then would kiss and lick up and down her neck giving light nips with my teeth along the way. Licking and sucking my way down to her breasts. Rubbing them starting from the outside edges and slowly and sensually get closer and closer to her nipples. When I reached them I would rub and pull them then twist. I would lick all around her nipples rolling my tongue around them licking and sucking. Biting her nipples softy at first and then a little harder until she moans. She has her hands tangled in my hair and is holding me to her breasts breathing slightly heavy and moaning softly. I start sucking on he
Bobby,i Love You
Thank you for coming into my life baby.i am really happy I found someone like you.you have showered me gracefully with your love.if I had a choice about someone in my life.my choice would be to spend it with you.to love you,to cherish your love,to honor your love.some nights I can't sleep very well for thinking about you.you're constantly always on my mind and hurts me at times that i can't get to you.wait for me,I'm coming baby,soon,we will be together and that's fact.you're all that a woman can ask for.i hope you will feel the same for me.Thankyou for sharing your love for me,I won't take it for granted.Bobby,I love you.
Of The Whispers...
they come to me before the dawnbefore i've even chance to yawnso many voices bemoan a lack of choicesand again my reason's gonewhispers hide inside my mindas day becomes the nightthere is no place of refugenor a cave in which to hidei have started out as nothingjust a body to be usedfor other people's pleasuremyself? often not and without measureworth of self is somethingif it's something you are shownworth of self is nothingif it's something you don't ownwhispers come in valleyswhispers come when one is highthey speak in darkest alleysand don't leave when day is nigh
I will be more than happy to help you with Adds for family, votes on mumms or comments on mumms, blasts, need help with your profile i will figure out how to help or find someone that does... I will even donate my points to you.. BUT if i am going for points or needing things too dont ask for help and when i do a simple thing and ask you for a simple favor to help me not help I WILL NOT HELP YOU AGAIN!!! I try to help out and help out and help even more.. people are starting to take advantage of it... DONT tell me what I need to or better do... I am a human being and should be treated with respect for godness sakes i dont talk to you like that DONT talk to me like that... I dont get money very often but when i do and its to help level i will bling someone, or if someones helped me out with something i will bling that person.. DONT beg in my SB for a bling... I notice what people are doing I am usuraly shut mouth but you know you all can KISS MY BUTT I will from now on help
The First Of Many, Probably
REY AZTECA: nice boobs baby!
Owl Queen: thanks, theres a lot more to see where those came fro
REY AZTECA: ok. whats ur name? single?
Owl Queen: yep, sure am...you know, if you ar einterested in seeing a lot more than pics, and can buy things, let me know
REY AZTECA: i wana buy you!!!!!!!!!!!!
REY AZTECA: NOT PICTURES OR VIDEOS! i want you body!
Owl Queen: prove it then. Send my 100$.
REY AZTECA: fuck you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Owl Queen: problem?
REY AZTECA: fuck you!!!!!!!!!!!!
Owl Queen: fubar.com...
Owl Queen: you liek that?
REY AZTECA: fu
There was a lonely sense of discovery to what I was doing.Like I was lost over the horizonin endless salt sprayand dessolate wind.There was no fear of spiders, or crawly things in the night.Only a pastel skyline, empty and free.Tiny chains of islands, and misty sandbars.Why can't it be like this out there?Where I end, and this isn't.Where's your safe sense of infinite adventure?
I say let us ride steadfast into uncertainty and follow our folly into a chasm of ambivalent promise.
And lay low the seers and charlatans that litter the path along the way.
Greetings intrepid reader & fellow FUBARian,
Welcome to my poetry blog. All of the poems posted here are written by me. Some have been published. ALL have been copywritten. I hate to use him, but I have a GREAT attorney...so please don't attempt to steal any and pass them off as your own.
That being said, I hope you enjoy them. I'll be posting more periodically, so please check back. Comments and intelligent criticism are always welcome. If you don't like something, that's fine...we don't all like the same things. But if you have somethhing to say, please have more substance than just "This sucks".
And yes, I'm fully aware that most of my poetry doesn't rhyme.
Have a great day and get inspired.
What are different kinds of four play that you enjoy
Why I Have Been Away So Much Of Late
Ok, i haven't done this in a while, but here is an update. After many different kinds of scans in the last 6 to 12 months (MRI's, ct's, x rays etc),... it has been found that i have degeneration at disc c6 level. Not only does this date back, as far as i have found documented so far, to 2008, but because of this, i am now developing further complications, such as scoliosis, bulging disc & compressed nerve. I refuse to go back & see the surgeon that did my spinal fusion because he had read my results & reports, he would never have put the fusion where he did (to add to that he has permanently paralyzed the right hand side of my larynx, to the point have so far had an implant put in & a further procedure to open the narrowing vocal chord so my GP agrees with me on this) & have therefore been referred to a neurosurgeon from the Cabrini Hospital in Melbourne. Unfortunately he has closed his books for the rest of this year to public patients so has referred me to his colleagues at the Alfre
I Actually Like This!
He considered that he might be just as much in love himself, only where he came from the phrase 'got the hots for' was more acceptable.
Book game (disguised on FB as the International Book Week status thingie)
The rules: Grab the closest book to you, turn to page 52, post the 5th sentence .
P.S. For the record..this is a book I haven't read BUT is the one closest to me right now.
Groups That Call Themselves Family
I have been a member of fu for a little over 2 years and i have seen a drastic change in the way people are treated and the way the game is played. There are some that just point whour and some that just beg for bling then there are the ones that have there little family groups that only take care of the ladies or degrade them i have seen them all so the days of true family and friends on fu are gone But there is one or two that still like to help people and treat them like family so i don't give a rates ass if i ever level again but this is how i feel about everything that is going on with people polishing your bling when you need it to polish youeself to level and someone has already polished it before you can get to it and don't even ask like rate you they just do it so many people are deleteing high bling because they can't polish it themselves and i know people have come to my page and polished and only rated me but it is the othere 100 or so people that don't give a dam they are
"the Test"-dr Phil's Son Is Actually Promoting This Crap?
I'm a big Dr. Phil fan. I know a lot of people don't like him. But he really get's down to business and get's the job done. No bull. AND he treats every guest, no matter what the subject matter, with dignity and respect. Honestly,I don’t get all the crap people say about him. When you consider all the other trashy shows that are out there that have absolutely no moral message, you find that, at the very least, Dr. Phil’s show does a lot more for his guests and his audience than Maury, Springer or whoever else is out there now.
When I first saw "The Test", I couldn't believe it. Trashy subjects, the host is just a jerk(at least, when Dr. Phil is being a smart-ass, he does it in order to HELP the person and get down to the truth and to show them how stupid THEY are being). This guy is just obnoxious and just like every other talk show host who plays off what the audience wants to hear. He even put's little smart ass "Inner-monologue" comment's underneath his guests about wha
Well..it's been a while
So um...let me kick this off
And uh, I promise it'll clear up any questions
Damn right I'm the ex
And damn right I'm the best
You'll never find anyone to take my place
You can tell 'em you love 'em all you want
But you'll be seeing my face
And no matter how far you run
You can't get rid of what you've done
You had a girl that woulda given you the world
Now you're too busy wishin you could get me outa your head
Because you turned your back instead
So fuck all those fakes who pretend they have you
They don't and you and I both know it's the truth
But hell go ahead an let 'em try
They won't get very far
All those bitches know I got your heart
Who woulda thought
We ain't fighting no one but ourselves
So I''m just gonna kick it
Let everyone think they got you on around their thumb
Gonna watch them try to get close
Play a little dumb
And give them deuces as the pass by
I never thought it would play out this way
I just wanna say thank you for all who sent me kind & thoughtful emails about dad. I just have no reason to be on here or anywhere on the computer as I try to deal with his passing & try to build a life to where I’m not tearing up. Some of you that I’ve gotten to know on here have asked me what happened & I appreciate all of the concerns. Instead of repeating myself, I’ll just explain here…
Dad had a leg infection called Cellulitis. Since his regular doctor didn’t send him to the hospital to be treated like last year when he had it, my sister that dad lived with dragged him to the ER (literally) the night of Aug 30th cause he was having symptoms of Sepsis. The following day which was suppose to be a happy day cause it was Shaun’s birthday, he went into Septic shock which made him stop breathing & had cardiac arrest. Took them 14 minutes to get a pulse & was transferred to their ICU. They don’t know how long we wasn’t breathing so they
ok, so as you know, i have been giving videos for each bca bling i receive. i was so excited yesterday, because i felt like i could help contribute to a great cause. i read that fubar would donate $1 for each one purchased. this gave me an idea to try to get as many as possible. i had 22, when one of my family informed me that i was about to hit an achievement. i had no clue what she was talking about. she told me to go look, so i did. at that time, i could not have been more disappointed. i knew that my true intent would be questioned. if there was a way to turn down this "achievement", i would. my only intention is to raise as many donations as possible. for this reason, i am asking anyone who wants to give me bling, to only give the bca bling. no powerups, no roses, no le bling. if you decide to give anyone else bling, please remember that breast cancer touches more people than you realize. give them bca bling. i don't care if i ever get another bca bling or not. i only care th
The First Thing I Ever Wrote For Kelly, 17 Apr 13...
in all my life, i've only once thought these thingsi can't ever be close to anyonei don't ever feel the need to clingbut now i behold your beauty, and the earth revolves around the sunnot even once have i said this thing beforei have never wanted to try so hardin light of that, it means so much moreand so much more my senses jarredi will tell you head to toei will tell you heart and soulas the moon wax and wanesi find myself not new but changedi have opened myself to newer portalsand seen the sunlight shining for me todaysuddenly, i feel that i am immortali can't keep your image at bayi'll never know the reason whyi was meant to read between the linesbut it's all those things i know you'd dothat have me wrapped inside of you
Plz Use The Help
TIPS PLEASE READ CAREFULLY THESE ARE IN PLACE FOR YOUThe tips below are stated, for beginning players (level 1s) but apply to all. No matter if you are a merc, or a level 40, all of the things below refer to any player, no what that player is. Basically don't level yourself. Build. You can build cashflow at any level, however, here is where you have the best shot. Not doing missions, no attacking, and losing, are all part of building, no matter what level your player is at. The longer you sit, the more powerful your cashflow becomes, and the longer you sit at levels 1-9 you won't get listed. You start getting listed at level 10.DON'T LEVEL TOO FAST:As with most games I have played you want to get to the higher level the fastest. That's NOT the case here. He who sits, and builds cashflow does the best. I've seen some high level 5's but usually they are mercs. As time goes by, you can tell who's a merc, who's a blinger (people who use credits to pay for their player) who's a scrubbed pla
Where Did My Nsfw Go?
Where did my NSFW go?
I have been asked this A LOT for the last month or so. As such I think I just need to make a public record with the reasons I decided to make everything private.
Why did I hide my NSFW folders?
#1 - Many of my images got leaked on 4chan and other imageboards without my consent. Most of the time it was flattering "look at this fubar hottie" type stuff but some people jacked my older images to make fun of me during a period in my life where I was ill and on medications that caused me to swell and gain weight. Because of the life I lead I need to know where my image is at all times. I'd have liked to think people on fubar are cool enough to leave things on here, but apparently not. A few bad /b/tard apples ruined it for the bunch it seems. Whether it's to gain cool points for finding nudes of relatively unknown cute girls or to make fun of thick girls because of one's own insecurities, it is shitty to share my images without consent. Plain and simple.
Xét Nghiệm Adn
Những nghi ngờ về huyết thống càng lâu ngày sẽ tạo khoảng cách lớn và mất niềm tin trong gia đình. Xet nghiem ADN là cách xác định huyết thống chính xác nhất hiện nay
Dịch vụ xét nghiệm ADN :
Hiện nay chúng tôi đang thực hiện các dịch vụ xét nghiệm và phân tích ADN giữa:
- Xét nghiệm ADN xác định cha – mẹ con trong những trường hợp:
+ Xác định quyền thừa kế tài sản.
+ Làm rõ các yêu cầu bảo hiểm.
+ Cần cơ sở pháp lý để tiến hành ly hôn.
+ Thay đổi họ và xác nhận con đẻ.
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Palm Garden Resort Hoi An
Set on 5 hectares of landscaped tropical garden in an enviable beach location, Palm Garden Beach Resort and Spa offers a green environment with over 400 species of palm trees and plants right along a 220-meter stretch of the famous Cua Dai Beach in the UNESCO-recognized world heritage site of Hoi An Ancient City.
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Hoi An's most glamorous and indulgent retreat, Palm Garden Beach Resort and Spa has been awarded as the Green Hotel Standard 2010-2011 by ASEAN, The Excellent Performance by Vietnam Economic Times and The Guide Magazine during seven consecutive years since 2006, the Certificate of Excellence by Tripadvisor in 2011 – 2012 – 2013, the Luxury Beach Resort of 2012 by the World Luxury Hotel Awards. The resort takes great pride in serving international events such as APEC Summit in 2006, ASEAN Summit in 2007, Miss Universe in 2008 and Miss Earth in November 2010.
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Have you ever had someone, just take you by surprise.
Sweet you off your feet, before you realize.
That the person you once were, no longer exists.
Suddenly the fear you had, is easily dismissed.
For giving into it is greater, than holding in the way you feel.
Absorbing every emotion, knowing it is real.
Everyone has that person, that was designed specifcly for them.
And when your hearts combine, love is what you'll win.
The feeling is surreal, overwhelming yet pure.
Free from wrecklessness and taint, yet full of love's allure.
I have found my one, he swept me off my feet.
And through his eyes I felt his love, and I am now complete.
hmmmm ...he waits at the window as the wind blows gently through the trees. He sees her hair flowing as she walks past his gaze from the window as she passes and pretends not to notice. Her stride becomes more seductive as she feels his wanting gaze , and the hunger began to rise even stronger . She wants him , doesn't he realize that ? I wonder if he'll follow if I head to the tree line of the forest ? The moon was high and full tonight and her hunger was driving her not to be as careful as she should have been . The clan would go balistic when & if they noticed she was gone. Send him a telepathic message to follow you , as her movements become even more suggestive to the naked eye. She lifted her arms to the moon and began swaying to the tune in her own head. Now this was driving Clint crazy with the need of feeling her close to his heart. He opens the window and quietly climbs out as he sprints to his Lady Lilith , Lilly for short was new to the community. She lived in the castle of
Office Call With A Smile
Wanting to save her Fathers ranch Jeannie went into the bank to do whatever it took to win the game. Walked up to the first desk and demanded to see Robert Duraan ." Do you have an appointment ,Miss "? Under clinched teeth she said , " I sure the hell do , now ring that bastard , I don't like to be kept waiting" ! At that precise minute another office door opened and this impossiblly hansome man came out , walked to her and said ," follow me , please Maam " They retreated back into the office he had just came out of . " Did'nt your mother teach you , that you could catch more flies with honey than vinigar "? Who wants to catch flies anyway ? I replied with a haughty voice, my chin tilted up to meet his arrogant gaze.." You're bossy " I said ." And you're annoying " was what I got ! Jeannie was backed into the desk which his body , He pulled her close and she felt every inch of his hardened body , he was hot to touch and the heat caught her on fire .
Her nipples tightened fast an
For The Ones Who Care To Read
as i sit here in this motel room waiting for court tomorrow and knowing that i'm goin to be doin time for about a year i try not to cry...i have met some amazing wonderful ppl on here that out weigh the superfical just here for the game part of fu.....yes fu is a game but dont forget on the other side of the screen is a real person with real feelings.....we ALL are quick to judge someone and yes even i have...but know that most of the ppl that u so call beg for things are the ones who arent as fortunate as the ones who have bling to constantly run.....i always treat others the way i want to be treated..with respect.....what they say about karma is true..what comes around goes around.....so once just once try helping someone who is asking for it...you'll be surprised how good u feel by doing it....live as if tomorrow isnt promised....love as you've never loved before and laugh because laughter is the best medicine.....may to you who reads this...its just a bunch of rambling but maybe ju
Cattie's Happy Home
It was raining , thunder rollin' and lightening flashing as I watched out the picture window of our condo, I was looking for Julie to pull-up in her Ford pick-up. She was my girl and she had finally agreed to met with me and this wonderful man I was seeing for a " love feast " Now Clint was a little doubtful about a three- some but finally agreed because he wanted me happy. To me he was a perfect man , he looked good and had an 9 inch cock that stayed hard or got that way in a snap if I said the right word . He lasted all night and would fuck me til I was so sore I cried mercy and then would lick and suck my clit til I cum at least one more time. We would fall asleep in each others arms . Now Julie was 5'7" 125 lbs. 36-24-36 , with red hair hanging down to her waist. She was a vision to make man or woman want her. And she was mine , now I met Clint at work in the Photography department . His eyes had me under their spell the first time I looked into them. We had dated for about 6
I had a dream. In that dream i was lifted. I was whole. Nothing could hurt me. no one could find me. No one even thought of me. I was safe. I was happy.Then suddenly, after years, something dark entered my dream. and it consumed it, and warped it into a nightmare. and I was stuck. trapped and in fear.i tried to wake up, but when i awoke it was all the same. I had stayed safe for so long. I had escaped. But then my vacation had a natural disaster, and there were no flights out.
Being Half The Person I Used To Be~my Thoughts About, What I Wasn't Totally Expecting
I Decided Back on March 24th that I wasn't happy living within the shell I was carrying around with me. Busting/rolling out of a Size 14, With way more than a MUFFIN top, more like a bunt cake! I was going to CHANGE, Starting with a calorie counting, drinking more water & green tea, and adding some calorie burning. I took out my Smart phone, downloaded the "LOSE IT" app, added my weight, height, age, and my goal weight. started walking 3 miles a day, eating under 1,300 calories a day. I also added a step counter accupedo, put a goal of 10,000 steps a day which I fell short of at first. I took Photo's, even though I hated my reflection looking back at me. Pushing 180, with a goal of 150 in site. I started walking my route twice a day. Weighing ounces and counting every calorie became a game to me. Not just putting in the food I ate but the butter I cooked it in, the salt I added. I used to think FRUIT & veggies were FREE.... wrong! My image of a pasta serving and a real serving was 3 ti
God Blesses America Because Of Our Vets...
I think everyone can agree I'm a pretty vocal and opinionated person, as are millions of people around the world.
The reason why people like me aren't locked up or even put to death is because of the men and women who not only put their lives on the line for American freedoms, but for our allies in the free world as well.
Much respect to the Veterans that have come before, much love for the Veterans here and now, and much prayers for our future Veterans.
And God bless the wives, husbands, daughters, sons, mothers, and fathers of our Veterans.
America is great because of your sacrifices, and I for one will never forget that fact...
Who Dat? Auction
I have been hosting auctions here on Fubar for quite a while. I have noticed over the years that those who are the most popular (or highly ranked in one Fubar catagory or another) always get the best bids, while everyone else is left with the crumbs. I was thinking...What if nobody knew who they were bidding on? Would everyone then have the same chances of getting high bids? I think they would and I want to find out. So, I'm starting a new type of auction.....The Who Dat? Auction!
HOW TO ENTER:
Submit in a PM your auction offers, just as you would when entering any other auction. Include a link to a photo you would like to use for the auction photo that DOES NOT show your face! It's that simple! I'll do the rest!! You don't even have to promote the auction if you don't want to. (Doing so would take away from the "Who Dat?" concept, right?) .
Entry photos must be of some part of your body.
MAY NOT show your face!
May show whatever part of your body you
Love, An Emotion
"Love, an emotion so strong that you would give up everything. To just feel it once, to know that you are part of something special. To know that you can feel what love really is; to know, to feel, to love."No matter how ugly you think you are, that special someone that loves you believes you are the most beautiful and irresistable thing on earth and nothing can ever change that."To love someone is to understand each other, to laugh together, to smile with your heart and to trust one another. One important thing is to let each other go if you can't do this."
The Results Are In!!!
The results are in for my Chanukah Salute Contest!
Firstly I would like to thank my 8 wonderful friends from the bottom of my heart for entering my first contest. They took time out of their busy schedules to create a salute on my behalf for a cause very near and dear to me and on their behalf and my own, I am making a donation to the Kids' Help Phone, which is an organization where troubled youth can call in and receive anonymous help. In my book, they are ALL winners for their time, effort and creativity, and most of all for their friendship. THANK YOU GUYS!
That being said, this isn't a Kindergarten Soccer Team where everyone wins, so here are the results. I have broken it down into 3 categories that seemed most logical and fair: # of comments, # of rates and overall rating. Kudos to you all!
Puffinz - 1 comment, 8 rates, 10.5 rating
Emeraldrose63 - 20 comments, 77 rates, 10.49 ratingBella
Latina - 153 comments, 406 rates, 10.55 rating
so as you all know, i went to sleep last nite intending to turn up my radio, try to keep my mind off stuff and drive all day today. but. fate, it appears, would intercede. 'bout an hour ago, i started to hear a funny sound. even above the ear splitting music that was punishing my eardrums. i reached to turn down the music and my heart sank. i knew wut it meant in an instant. someone would soon be taking my money to fix it. i prayed to st. christopher to let this be something i could afford to fix today that i may be able to continue my journey. but. my prayers fell on deaf ears. maybe. maybe there's a reason i can't see why i'm stuck here. waiting till tomorrow for some place to open up that has the part i need. maybe by being stopped here today, i'm avoiding a life threatening situation further up the road that will have passed by tomorrow evening. maybe i'm suppose to meet someone here today that i needed to meet. who knows. on my way here today, i was feeling a bit down despite the
December 12th, 2013
..So I'm sitting here dealing with all of this anger, hurt, frustration, anger, and pent up animosity towards the Dr. that murdered my daughters...I'm not sure on how I'm going to convey or make this bitch feel what I am going through..normally, being able to rip people to shreds and cut them down to size is something that comes naturally to me given the way I was raised. Bottling up all my anger and hiding from people is something that I've always been good at. But for the first time in my life, I don't know what to say or how I'm going to say it. How as a father am I going to convey my feelings and ensure that they hit home with this cunt, and make sure that she pays for it internally for the rest of her life? How do you make sure someone feels the hurt and pain you go through losing your child to the point that it sticks with them forever, and not end up getting into trouble yourself? I already have an anger problem, and for ME of all people to contain it when all I want to do is un
Man Love Thursday
Since I couldn't post the link in my status. The definitive glossary of modern US military slang
Man Love Thursday: Soldiers use this phrase to half-joke that on Thursdays in southern Afghanistan men customarily have sex with each other so that they will not be distracted by lustful thoughts on Friday, the Muslim day of prayer. Sexual relationships between boys and men are notorious in Kandahar, but the stories of Man Love Thursday are likely apocryphal. A regional proverb goes, "A bird flies over Kandahar with one wing covering its butt."
My 2 Cents
WELL IT SEEMS EVERYONE IS BLOGGING ABOUT IT SO I THOUGHT I WOULD TOO.......I'VE BEEN ON FU ALMOST 2 YEARS (STILL CONSIDER MYSELF A BIT OF A NOOB) AND MY HOW THE GAME HAS CHANGED...I HAVE SPENT A LOT OF CASH RUNNING BLING IN THAT TIME AND I STILL DO.FAMPING 2 OR 3 TIMES A WEEK AND RUNNING OTHER BLING FOR POINTS WHEN BONUSES ARE GOOD.I HAVE PEOPLE IN MY FAM THAT ARE FRIENDS THAT NEVER RUN AND I HAVE PEOPLE IN MY FAM THAT RUN ALOT. ALL SPOTS IN MY FAMILY ARE EARNED THRU A SOLID SUPPORTIVE FRIENDSHIP OR THRU TRADES BECAUSE I RUN AND THEY RUN REGULARLY. I HAVE BEEN LUCKY TO MAKE SOME GOOD FRIENDS HERE THAT RUN A LOT AND THINK I HAVE EARNED MY WAY INTO EVERY FAMILY I AM IN...EITHER THRU SWAPS OR FRIENDSHIP.I WOULD HATE TO BE REMOVED FROM A FAMILY SPOT THAT I FEEL I'VE WORKED HARD TO EARN JUST TO MAKE ROOM FOR SOMEONE TO MAKE RED. I AM A FAN OF THE FMP57 THING AS EVERYONES GOAL HERE IS TO LEVEL.BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I WILL CHANGE THE WAY I RUN MY FAM. I DO HOWEVER AND ALWAYS HAVE TRIED T
I wanted somethinghot for my birthday, something erotic. Something memorable. Something I havenever done before. Something I would never do again. I wanted to push thelimits on what I was willing to do. So I contacted you, of course, and trustedyour judgment.
The rules weresimple. Whatever you say, I have to do. No exceptions.
We started at myplace. You picked out what I was going to wear. Naturally, you chose a dressthat clings to my body, very thin fabric, showing lots of skin, Lots of leg andtons of cleavage, with easy access.
A couple drinkswould lower my inhibitions. A Jack & Coke, a shot, a second Jack & Cokeand a second shot. I was ready. I looked fucking gorgeous. I smelledincredible. I was feeling sexier than ever. The anticipation of what mighthappen had me wet already. Well, it didn’t hurt either that you insisted onhaving the Playboy Channel on my TV as we got ready and warmed up. We wereabout to leave when you noticed something.
“Why are youwearing
the blog also here :( i'm not so good for blogs :( oh well goodnight :P :)
Oh Looky Here
lol So swe get to be all EMO now? lol (for the record I'm not an EMO boy)
The sky was...
colored with your smile
painted warm against the night
telling me there's reasons
and everywhere I walked I saw your smile
and it told me I was safe
and I was breathing...
ok, u know u wanted to hear it..dolly, ur a sweetie, lmfao... had to get it out... and chris, ur the bomb hun, luv yas both ;)
One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing and to take a nap.
Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out.
She motors out a short distance, anchors, and reads her book.
Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?"
"Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, "Isn't that obvious?")
"You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her.
"I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading."
"Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up."
"If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," says the woman.
"But I haven't even touched you," says the game warden.
"That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment."
"Have a nice day ma'am," and he left.
MORAL: Never argue with a woman who reads. It's li
After 12 Years...
Well after twelve years my real dad wants to be a part of my life. For the past ten years i had a horrible step dad is now out of my life for good. I am very excited to have my real dad back in my life.
My Cancer Update As Of 9-13-06
To all my Fellow Cherries!!!!
Well I had some great news yesterday at the Doc's. I have two options. One.... is to have the Chemo and hope that is goes in remission, or Two....I can have my ovary removed and go thru 3 weeks of low dose radiation twice a week. So I am going with the removal and radiation. The Doc also said that they will see if I have any good eggs left in that ovary and freeze them for me just in case someday I want to have kids. So I am very Hopeful, and with all the supoort from my family and friends I know I will beat this. Thanks again to everyone that has wished me well and for the prayers and kinds words.
MUCH LOVE and PEACE
Sorry I have not been around to much in the past week, A week ago Saturday I was diagnosed with Ovarian Cancer and have been opting on what I am going to do. My doctors do tell me that it is treatable/operable. I will find out now tomorrow. So please can ya'll keep me in your prayers. I will post an update as soon as I know more.
MUCH LOVE and PEACE
It's 3 A.m. I Must Be Lonely!
WELL I'M SITTING HERE IN MY SILKY BOXERS WITH HEARTS ALL OVER THEM AFTER A LITTLE LIGHT READING, I JUST FINISHED THE ILLIAD AND STARTED ON THE ODYSSEY.AND I THOUGHT I'D BLOG SOME THINGS THAT COME TO MIND.IT'S 3 A.M. SO WHAT THE HELL. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN VISITING AT A FRIENDS HOUSE AND FELT THE NEED TO PICK A BOOGER AND TRY TO FLICK IT OFF YOUR FINGER WITH OUT ANY ONE NOTICING, BUT YOU CAN'T BECAUSE IT STUCK TO YOUR FINGER? SO YOU WAIT UNTIL THEY LEAVE THE ROOM SO YOU CAN THROW IT AWAY, BUT THEY WON'T LEAVE SO YOU HAVE TO TRY AND WIPE IT ON THE WALL WITHOUT THEM SEEING YOU. WHY DO WE PARK IN A DRIVE WAY AND YET WE DRIVE ON A PARK WAY? IF A TREE FALLS IN THE WOODS AND THERE'S NO ONE THERE TO HEAR IT DOES ANYONE GIVE A DAMN IF IT MAKES A SOUND? BOOBIES, NO THOUGHT THERE I JUST WANTED TO TYPE THAT WORD! IF A WOODCHUCK COULD CHUCK WOOD HOW MUCH WOOD WOULD A WOODCHUCK CHUCK? POOP!, JUST ANOTHER WORD I WANTED TO TYPE IN HERE. HAVE YOU EVER TOUCHED YOURSELF AND PROMISED NOT TO TELL ANYONE? AN
Blogs are awesome even tho I don't ever really know what to put in them...LOL...
I Wish I Were A Rich Play Boy!
WELL I HAVE TO GO TO WORK TONIGHT. I HATE WORKING, IT'S REALLY A WASTE OF A GOOD TIME. LIFE WOULD BE EASIER IF I'D BEEN BORN A RICH PLAYBOY WITH JENNA JAMESON AND ALL HER FRIENDS ON SPEED DIAL. I COULD DRIVE AROUND IN MY SPORTS CAR,PICKING UP GIRLS WITH MY ONE AND ONLY PICK-UP LINE," HUMP ME I'M RICH". EVENTUALLY MARRYING ONE JUST SO A WEEK LATER SHE WOULD LEAVE ME AND TAKE HALF MY WORTH...AWWW THAT WOULD BE THE LIFE! BUT INSTEAD HERE I SIT IN MY SPONGE BOB BOXERS, DREADING THE FACT THAT I HAVE TO GO TO WORK. OH WELL A MAN CAN DREAM I GUESS
Things you'd love to say at work
Things you'd love to say out loud at work......
1. I can see your point, but I still think you're full of shit.
2. I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce.
3. How about never? Is never good for you?
4. I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself in public.
5. I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to see it my way.
6. I'll try being nicer if you'll try being smarter.
7. I'm out of my mind, but feel free to leave a message.
8. I don't work here. I'm a consultant.
9. It sounds like English, but I can't understand a damn word you're saying.
10. Ahhh...I see the screw-up fairy has visited us again...
11. I like you. You remind me of myself when I was young and stupid.
12. You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers.
13. I have plenty of talent and vision; I just don't give a damn.
14. I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mou
Why I Am In A Wheelchair I Have Type 1
NEUROFIBROMATOSIS, it's a mouthful, isn't it. Think it is hard to say, try living with it.
Hello my name is Julie Atterbury. I have a medical condition that is called NEUROFIBROMATOSIS TYPE 1(neuro-fibroma-tosis) NF for short. what is NF? You ask. Well there 2 types of NF and both are very serious conditions. This May is National Neurofibromatosis Awreness Month.
Here is a little info.
NEUROFIBROMATOSIS, Type 1 (NF1)
NF1 is also known as von Recklinghausen's disease, after the doctor who first described it in 1882. There are a wide variety of symptoms associated with NF1. Symptoms show up by age 2 in about of the cases. In most cases, symptoms are mild and patients live a normal life. These common symptoms include: Six or more large tan spots on the skin (caf-au-lait marks), which are present at birth, and may increase with age.
Small benign tumors under the skin, called neurofibromas, which usually occur at adolescence and can number from one to hundreds. Thes
hi every body love you all and thx for ever thing from lostcherry
I have done a lot of soul searching lately, and I have to say i'm not completely happy with what conclusion i have came to. How do figure out what it is you want and go for it? Man I hate having to make decisions.
Why Does It Have To Hurt So Much
Everyone in life just wants to be loved. It is at the core of our very being. We all want to be desired and needed, to give love and to receive love. Why then, does love have to hurt so much? How can 3 words be so painful? How can the absence of those same 3 words be just as devastating to life, to the very core of one's being? Why do people throw the sentence, "I love you" around like it has no meaning, no value. I know for me I have never said it to someone and not really meant it. I know that it has been said to me when the person saying it didn't really feel that way...so why say it at all. I would much rather be told the truth than lied to. Those wounds heal faster.
I also know what it feels like to love someone that you KNOW doesn't feel the same way in return. I know what it is like to wake up every morning wishing that you had the courage to speak up and say something. I know what it is like to want nothing more than for that one person to be happy in life, even if it isn
Freeze In Hell
This is the color of forever
The same as the ocean the same as the seed
Which he violently throws into her deadwomb
All is void as the black between her thighs
Cutting pieces away from you
Is this aggression or some sick new fetish
Two are left with the scars of her flesh
Can you not see the suffering
Hidden behind the apathetic veil
Shrouding her dirty face
Everyone who comes here
Comes here to die
Everyone that falls in love with him
Is falling in love with a lie
Drowning down the worries with another glass of wine
yes, of course, Im married, but her body is divine.
Put your mouth up to her ear as if it were a shell
The so called sweet nothings you whisper will send you straight to hell
Teach you how to love your life
With rules that dont apply to me
A gutter drunk in a beautiful house
Souls starvation has left a blackened husk
With which to roam this earth
One more belt notch
Will never separate you from the m
God... I Love This Feeling !!!!!
When your heart skips a beat, everytime you think about him
How when he's around even the slightest glance from him sends you soaring
And when he brushes up against you ever so slightly, you think your knees are going to buckle underneath you....
When he kisses your lips. so softly, tenderly, you feel as if its your last breath on this earth.....
When he gently caresses your face... the butterflies in your stomach flutter so awesomely
And, when he tells you for the first time that he loves you, your mouth gets as dry as the Sahara desert. and if you swallow... your esophagus is going to collapse.......
I love that feeling of my heart pounding a thousand times a second, as if the earth is moving under your feet. and your soaring through the clouds in your own little world of happiness
Your soul feels like it has connected with your one and only soulmate for life.................
Life and love are so unpredictable...........
I only want to feel this way again
Just want to apologize to everybody if I don't respond quick enough to ur comments or messages... My computers slow right now and it keeps booting me out. I will get to u just hang in there...lol.. Someone brought it to my attention and made me feel really bad so I just want to say sorry!! But u know I still love you all...
Smile : )-
Gee...now They Got A Blog Thingy!
Um..hello to anyone out there that actually took the time to stop by and read this. I feel very sorry for you since it's nothing spectacular. Just wanted to check out their new blog tool thingy and give it a go. Well..since you stopped by...can at least leave a few very bad jokes up here.
Two ducks go on their honeymoon and stay in a hotel. As they are about to make love, the male duck says, ''Oh, we haven't got any condoms. I'll ring down to room service.'' He calls and asks for some condoms.
The woman says, ''OK sir, would you like to put them on your bill?''
''No,'' he says, ''I'll suffocate!''
It was a really hot day and this blonde decided she would go buy a coke. She went to the coke machine and when she put her money in, a coke came out - so she kept putting money in.
And since it was such a hot day, a line had formed behind her. Finally, a guy on line said, "Will you hurry up? We're all hot and thirsty!"
And the blonde said, "No way. I'm still winning!"
Ok, all I wanna know is..........who the FUCK came up with the word BLOG ???
I loved you for a little
I loved you not for long
Our love was only brief
Like the opening to a song
The time was not lasting
For it only seemed a day
Then it all disappeared
Like the wind swept it away
Our love was simply shattered
I guess it was a wrenching twist of fate
So now it seems that life
has handed us another lesson to take
My mind is adrift as I search for something
anything that can help me with this high
The pain is like a drug for me
curing everything that is broken around me
I find it, then I sit down, debating where to start
that's a good place, but alas, so is that one
I close my eyes and start cutting
only opening them when I feel the blood
hit my leg, peaking my already jubilant high
Each cut only bringing more to my high
but finally, I sucomb to not falling into a sleep
Many ways I have tried
many ways not capable to fulfill my high
I do not want to be forsaken
I have chosen my road I want to walk down
Let me walk!
I bandage my arms, tears now replacing the blood
Once again, I have tried to complete something
and once again, I did not succeed
to ending my pain and anger
More scars to add to the ones already there
The ones I can see, and the ones I can feel
Maybe.....tomorrow. Yes, tomorrow.
By Me and no....I'm not suicidal...it's an old poem I wrote
My Life (part 3)
Ok, Navy is behind me, now I'm finding the healing for my mind and my soul. I know it will take a long time, but at least its started. Damn, been a lotta years now, still have the nightmares every so often....sigh.
Got back to Texas and hooked up with a little cutey I met on my last leave home.....Mary Jo, damn she was cute, looked just like Goldie Hawn with dark hair !!!
Ended up marrying her, boy was that a mistake....we just weren't ready, especially me, my mind was still screwed up. So we went our seperate ways, and ended that one. I hear she's married to a good man now, happy and doing well....that pleases me to no end.....wish I could find her and tell her.
Met my second wife a couple years later, she impressed me. Taking care of two little ones, a house, bills, day to day life, all on her own. We married.....19 and a half years.....she was a good woman, I just wasn't the right man for her. In the end, she was angry all the time, it took me awhile, but I finally f
I am the whispers in the classroom
I am the writing on the wall
I am the one you love to hate
I am the one designed to destroy
I am the one you fear
I ruin images
I will shatter your so-called reality
I will break your heart into shambles
The pieces not fusible
I will destroy your dreams,
No matter how big, or how pathetic
I will maim, I will kill
I will crush your sanity
I will ruin you forever
I cannot be erased
Once I appear
I never disappear
I will follow you
like a shadow in the night
Always there behind you
Waiting for your wall to go down
Everything you want and dream
I will take
I am Gossip
Never underestimate me
HELLO TO ALL MY FRIENDS THAT I HAVE MET ON HERE. YOU SHOULD ALWAYS LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST. DONT HOLD NOTHING BACK. DONT TAKE ANYTHING OR ANYONE FOR GRANTED. TELL PEOPLE EVERYDAY HOW YOU FEEL. GO PLACES SEE THE WORLD. HAVE FUN. YOU SHOULD LIVE LIFE LIKE YOU WERE DYING BECAUSE YOU JUST NEVER KNOW. I HAVE A VERY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE WHO IS. I HAVE LEARNED ALOT FROM HIM.HE HAS TAUGHT ME MANY THINGS. HE IS MY BEST FRIEND. SO THAT IS WAT I AM GONNA DO. I AM GONNA GO OUT THERE AND SEE THE WORLD AND DO THINGS THAT I AM NORMALLY AFRAID OF DOING. I AM GONNA LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST. YOU SHOULD TOO. THANK YOU, HUGS TO ALL MY FRIENDS
What I Did On Hump Day
fisrt woke up went to work at 6am to 1 pm then went to freinds house did some smoking then came here to write on this and play pogo
haha made ya look!!!!!!!!!!!1
Don't you just love the new blog alert sound?
Why do I even bother to have pics or friends on this site? I have maybe 3or4 that EVER leave me a comment once in awhile! My pics never get votes or comments. So why do I bother to have "FRIENDS" or pictures here?
A Poem For The One Who Hold My Heart.
SHE SEES HIM AND SHE KNOWS
THAT SHE SHOULD RUN AWAY
STILL HER DESIRE GROWS,
HE HOLDS HER UNDER SWAY
SURELY THIS PASSION WILL BURN HER SOUL,
HIS CARRESSES MAKE HER SHUDDER;
SHE IS LOSING ALL CONTROL,
ALREADY HE HAS CLAIMED HER
SHE IS CAPTIVATED BY HIS EYES;
HIS ARMS HER WELCOME PRISON.
FIERCE DESIRE FILLS HER CRIES--
HIS BODY A SWEET WEAPON
WHO'S TO SAVE HER FROM HER HEART?
SHE HAS NO WILL TO FIGHT
WILL HE TEAR HER SOUL APART,
OR WILL HE TREAT HER RIGHT?
NO MATTER WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS,
SHE HAS WILLINGLY SURRENDERED;
HE OWNS HER BODY AND HER SOUL,
BY HIM SHE IS DELIVERED.
ALL HER FEARS HAVE DISAPPEARED
HER JOY'S AT HEIGHTS SO GREAT
SHE HAS BECOME QUITE OBSESSED,
AND IS HAPPY WITH HER FATE
9-12-06 A Day I Will Never Forget
on this day i found that my long time friend Mike (i use to live by him when i went up to canada) commited suicide i will miss him if you get the chance pray for him and his family
One Of My Tarantulas Died.
I had 3 tarantulas.
The youngest died just after her molt.
She was a aviculara versa color...she changed
colors with each molt and was currently in her
neon blue stage.
I got her as a spiderling...my first baby tarantula.
Im bummed about it. Her name was brain.
I have an Aviculara aviculara, or aka Pink Toe. Her name is Pinky. She is jet black and has each end of her eight legs are pink..hense..pink toe.
I also have Rosie....Grammastola rosea...she is the color of a penny.
Hold Me In Your Arms
Hold me in your arms
Hold me in your arms
And don’t let me go
Hold me in your arms
And caress my body so
Hold me in your arms
And please don’t let me go
Hold me in your arms
I need your loving yo
Hold me in your arms
And don’t dare let me go
For I know I’ll miss you so
Hold me in your arms
Make sweet love to me
Hold me in your arms
And cast this spell you have on me
Hold me in your arms
It’s only your love I’m craving of
Hold me in your arms
And don’t let me go
Hold me in your arms
And be good to me I don’t want
You leaving me just hold me
in your arms and cuddle me
your so very special to me
BY: Blossom _Rose
Shopping List Of Doom!
"Do you need us to get anything while we're at the store?"
Famous last words. I should really know better by now, than to ask my wife if she needs anything when I'm taking my son with me to the store. And I'll bet you all know her answer..
"Oh geezus, you better write this one down." Because we all know there's hell to pay if you get the wrong brand, style, color, or scent.
Someday I'll learn.
Yeah okay i got online, and everybody and their brother was posting a Blog so yeh wtf, people are always asking stuff about me.
Umm, Today i got my license renewed, Worked on my 360. yeh i skate alot now. makes me feel young! lol i did some other stuff but nothing to write about. Dont expect alot blogs from me lol.
Have a Great night Cherries. Shelly
Welcome The Weather Change
but damn the fact that I get a sinus infection every year when the weather changes from hot hot summer to cool cool fall. It especially sucks because I work on the phone all day...and with a stuffy nose its impossible to sound right to the person on the line. i sound like a big dork trying to talk on the phone and sound professional with a stuffy nose.
lol thats all i just wanted to post a blog. ha ha
From Online To Face To Face
Ok my first blog here on LC.
Need to rant a bit, also any advice would be appreciated.
I am here like most of you to have fun, and meet some online friends. I have a few on here(lol) I try to comment on pics/pages as much as I can, and I get my share of comments which are all appreciated. Thanks to those who comment and rate my pics.
Now to my frustration, I see comments from the ladies saying I am handsome, sexy, (again I appreciate the comments ladies Thank you very much keep the compliments coming)
So why is it so hard to cross over from online to real life meeting(providing of coure you are in close proximity to whoever it is you might want to meet)?
I am told I am a goodlooking man, so why do people seem so unwilling to meet in real life??
NOw if anyone reads this, I know I will get differering comments, response to this.
So post away, or message me if you have more to say than a comment
You said we were "Soul Friends"
And I felt that bond
I felt the connection
Yet now ... again ... its gone
Why do you fear
That which is your
Why are you taking
And closing all the doors
Its happened to us
Over n over again
Past n Present
Have no end
The sun has risen
And it will set
The moon is now up
And still you try to forget
Why ?? A question
with no answer
Because: the simplest
reason of all
To want; To have
Yet dreams still come your way ...
The physical ... the spiritual ...
Drifting ......... nothing gained
Love on any level
Is Blessed and pure
Why dost thou question
Her calling ... the allure
Come back .. oh please come back
Let the love flow
And grow as it will
Let the past n presant
Be tomorrows glow
Come back to the place
Where You have found love
Come back to the place
Where you again can grow
Its not perfect .....
nor rewritten ......
this is just as i wrote
You think you can play games with me
Well I'm stronger then that
You think you can play me for a fool
Well I'm stronger then that
You think I will always stick around
Well I am stronger then that
You think you are above the rest
Well I'm stronger then that
You think this will alst forver
Well I'm stronger then that
April 13, 2004 original create by sdj54321
Listen to the sttillness .....
The quiet in your soul....
Listen to the moment....
The silence makes you whole....
Listen to the Wisdom....
That comes from deep inside....
Listen to what you know is true...
And follow your inner guide....
May you find the path
Thats follows your journey ...
And I Quote
"And I Quote"
You were born an original - Don't die a copy
Dream as if you'll live forever... Live as if you'll die tomorrow
A broken heart continues to beat
Follow your heart... but take your brain with you
Growing old is mandatory, but growing up is optional
Feed your faith and your fears will starve to death
I'm old enough to know better, but too young to care
Fall seven times, stand up eight times
You never lose by loving, you always lose for holding back
You don't fail by not succeeding, you fail if you refuse to get back up
Listen closely to your enemies, they tell you your faults
Always forgive your enemies - they hate that
You may regret things you do, but you regret the things you don't more
Don't be sad it's over - be happy it began - so don't regret the past - you can't change it
When your life flashes before your eyes, make sure you've got plenty to watch
CAN SOMEONE PLZ TELL ME WHY IT IS THAT THE ONLY TOP PHOTOS THAT ARE POSTED ANY MORE ARE THE ONES OF TITS AND ASS? I MEAN DONT GET ME WRONG I AM JUST AS QUICK AS ANY GUY TO LOOK AT BOTH OF THEM BUT YA KNOW THERE IS MORE TO WOMEN(WELL SOME) THAN TITS AND ASS
Hell On Earth (a Tribute To 9/11)
On my way to work
Work I do everyday
Unknowing the danger that lye just ahead
Ahead a plane in the distance
Distance between us
Unaware of the danger
Danger of being horrified
Horrified for our lives
Lives were silenced
Silenced by a madman
Madman needing destruction
Destruction of American and worldly lives
Lives gone in an explosion and a flash of light
Light of god keeps them safe from now on
On forever and for eternity
Eternity of pain it felt like
Hell on Earth
Uneasy of war
War between love and hate
Hate and righteousness
Righteousness and evil
Evil has an ugly face
Face that wasn't seen just once
Once wasn't enough
Enough to show us
Us to see we can be hurt
Hurt beyond belief
Belief of evil
Evil has hit us not once
Once, Oh no
No not even three times the pain
Pain was times four
Four times we were hurt
Hurt to believe we are weak
Weak we are n
WELL EVERYBODY ITS BEEN A LONG DAY SO I THINK IM GONNA HEAD TO BED NOW, I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A NICE EVENING AND THANKS AGAIN FOR YOUR KINDNESS. HUGS AND KISSES TO YOU PRETTY LADIES
I went away for 5 days and came back with 2 new tattoo !!! yeeeeee hawwwwwwwww. so now i got 6 . and played in the ocean . it was nice.
I Am A Woman
i am a woman
Wednesday, February 23, 2005 09 05 PM
I am a woman,
So treat me as that,
I am a woman,
Don't walk on me like a mat,
I am a woman,
Whom has passion
I am a woman,
Who won't go out of fashion,
I am a woman,
Don't get mad when I speak my mind,
I am a woman,
I won't run off, cower or hide,
I am a woman,
Who isn't afraid to fail,
I am a woman,
Not weak nor frail,
I am a woman,
I have my own way of thinking,
I am a woman,
Even if at times I feel like sinking,
I am a woman,
And that is all,
I am a woman,
Who will always stand tall,
But I am a woman,
A strong, independant woman
For My Bro
My oldest bro is over in Iraq and we hope and pray that he comes home safely to use this is also for all the soliders that are over there helping our country out please be safe and careful and we pray that u guys will have a safge return home they are over there to fight for us and there are so many right now have lost there life helping us and fight for us they are always in our prayes to my oldest from we love and miss u and hope u come home safely to us. adn also for all the other we pray and home u have a safe return home. also becareful over there and be safe
At 1st the blogs were fun...But HOLY SHIT!!! I can't even keep up. So if I dont comment yours, I'm sorry...and frankly, Get over it :P
Cradled between your tender thighs
I lift you to my mouth.
The abundance of your wetness greets me
and my mouth overflows with your warm essence.
Your sweet taste is on my tongue
and your fragrance delights my senses.
No gentle lick this visit.
No bashful cautious approach
For I wish to consume you.
Push against my hungry mouth
As the tip of my tongue slides up the slippery furrow
that welcomes me between rows of delicate pink petals.
Thrust against my generous tongue.
Show me the power of your desire
for my oral caress.
My exploring tongue lifts the hood
and finds your smooth firm pearl.
You squeal in that unique way,
signaling that I have found your special spot.
I harden in response.
My jaws protests what my open mouth provides
but I am unrelenting in my gift,
intent only on your fulfillment.
I feel your body tense,
and you are quiet now...
Concentrating... bearing down.
Soon now my love,
You push hard and fast against my tongu
good LORD what was I thinking? Advice: never invite people from LC to your house. it's a couple hours of fun and after they leave you don't exist. People are idgits. Me included..I know I know..i should never have invited them over but ya know... the experience made me...ah..i wouldn't say a better person..but they sure as hell made me a more difficult person. i would honestly...rather spend many a year alone than feel as worthless as they made me feel. No one ever wants to be cast aside like nothing, which is what they did. So thanks guy..thanks for making me feel like even more of a nobody. i could care less if anyone reads this..I'm just getting it out.. No one should have to go through that bullshit. I hope you both are happy. I wasn't heading into any of that with the thought of long term on my mind..but I wasn't exactly going for the "wham bam you're not welcome....wait who are you again?" approach. Anyway..I'm done bitching for now.. comment or whatever if you want..i don't care
Last year I decided that for my vacation I wanted to go to Australia to meet my friend, Anthony. We had been talking for months and had developed a really good friendship, and we felt we should finally meet. Upon my arrival in Australia, I was so nervous about meeting him. While I was standing there waiting for my luggage I heard this voice behind me say “Hello, Pants”. I recognized it in an instant. It was Anthony. I turned around and was looking at the most handsome face that I have ever seen. He stood about 5’9”, tanned, athletic body, (I could see his muscles through his t-shirt), gorgeous brown eyes and beautiful dark brown hair down to his shoulders. He smiled at me with a quizzical look on his face and I realized that I was just staring at him. I regained my composure and said “Hello, Smarty”. Then we hugged one another as if we’d known each other forever. He laughed lightly as he felt my body shaking. He grabbed my bags and we started walking towards the exit. Out
oooh so on a positive note... a coworker is gonna pay me to do a painting for her.... and that once she gets her own place she'll be coming to me more for artwork for it. yayyyy!!
Love Is A Battlefield
Artist Pat Benatar
Song Love Is A Battlefield
We are young, heartache to heartache we stand
No promises, no demands
Love Is A Battlefield
We are strong, no one can tell us we're wrong
Searchin' our hearts for so long, both of us knowing
Love Is A Battlefield
You're beggin' me to go, you're makin' me stay
Why do you hurt me so bad?
It would help me to know
Do I stand in your way, or am I the best thing you've had?
Believe me, believe me, I can't tell you why
But I'm trapped by your love, and I'm chained to your side
We are young, heartache to heartache we stand
No promises, no demands
Love Is A Battlefield
We are strong, no one can tell us we're wrong
Searchin' our hearts for so long, both of us knowing
Love Is A Battlefield
We're losing control
Will you turn me away or touch me deep inside?
And before this gets old, will it still feel the same?
There's no way this will die
But if we get much closer, I could lose control
I Should Sleep I Know…
I try to find me somewhere between euphoria and depression while this monkey still tries to squash my head. I turn you into a demon you know while playing with something I mustn’t break yet I know I will and this makes it all shallow and bitter. Or maybe I just jump again isn’t this the special ability?
I wish I could find some more hope and some more discipline but those things are not for me so I place another bet ready to lose it all and win nothing even if I win… especially if I win.
Why Newfies Can't Be Paramedics
Tom and Wally are out in the woods hunting when suddenly Wally grabs his chest and falls to the ground.
He doesn't seem to be breathing; his eyes are rolled back in his head.
Tom whips out his cell phone and calls 911. He gasp's to the operator,
" By t'undering Jesus, I think Wally is dead! What should I do?"
The operator, in a calm soothing voice says, "Just take it easy and follow my instructions.
First, let's make sure he's dead."
There is a silence.....and then a gun shot is heard.
Tom comes back on the line...."Okay, now what?"
Well toay goes to prove that anything can happend and you really never know how. I ended up spraining my left ankle and i have no clue how i managed to do that. lol. I am in a splint and its annoying and crutches. NO FUN AT ALL. I have no clue what i managed to do lol.
Artist/Band: Martina McBride
Lyrics for Song: In My Daughters Eyes
Lyrics for Album: Other Songs
In my daughter's eyes, I am a hero.
I am strong an' wise,
And I know no fear.
But the truth is plain to see:
She was sent to rescue me,
I see who I wanna be, in my daughter's eyes.
In my daughter's eyes, everyone is equal,
Darkness turns to light,
And the world is at peace.
This miracle God gave to me,
Gives me strength when I am weak.
I find reason to believe, in my daughter's eyes.
An' when she wraps her hand around my finger,
Oh, it puts a smile in my heart.
Everything becomes a little clearer.
I realise what life is all about.
It's hangin' on when your heart has had enough;
It's givin' more when you feel like givin' up.
I've seen the light: it's in my daughter's eyes.
In my daughter's eyes, I can see the future.
A reflection of who I am,
An' what will be.
An' though she'll grow an', some day, leave:
Maybe raise a family,
When I'm gone, I hope you'll see,
let/s start with the end
a plot spoiler.
the meaning of life,
a unified story,
the big reason why.
let/s get the big surprise over and done with
the earth is just a big machine. a big processing plant. a factory. that/s your big answer. the big truth.
think of a rock polisher, one of those drums, goes round and round, rolls twenty-four/seven, full of water and rocks and gravel. grinding it all up. polishing those ugly rocks into gemstones. that/s the earth. why it goes around. we are the rocks, and what happens to us- the drama and pain and joy and war and sickness and victory and abuse- that/s just the water and the sand to erode us. grind us down and poslish us up nice a bright.
buffed by pain.
that/s why we love conflict. we love to hate. to stop a war, we declare war on it. we must wipe out poverty; we must fight hunger. we campaign and challenge and defeat and destory.
as human beings, our first commandment is:
something needs to happen.
I feel lonely today not much diffrent from any other day really other than I relized something.I am alone yes I have my 2 babies but I have noone for those cold nights to hold close. To have that feeling agin is something I crave more than anything.To have that person look apon you and for you to relize that yes you are loved....someone called here for my ex today made me think wow dumb ass he hasnt lived here for a year then in turn made me think wow its been almost a year sence I have had that want or feeling.He really did break me.I have used men for a time now the way I have seen and have had personal experience with. I thought why get your heart involved get what you want have them be the lucky ones if you decide to speak with them agin. Rude of me yes shilding me from that pain is all I wanted then i see it I can cause that pain in men even though I say what its all about before hand they think yea I will melt her now frozen heart.Its not frozen its broken. how long does it take
A Story I Wrote
You are sitting at the piano, and are being approached from behind. Suddenly you feel a kiss in the neck and a pair of strong arms around you. You feel how his hands cup your breasts, tweaking your nipples gently through the fabric of your blouse and bra. It calms you, sooths you, lets your spirits and feelings rise, make you come alive like you never ever felt before Your lips find his, your tongue reaches out to meet his tongue and your hands reach to his neck to pull him closer. Then you stand up and feel overcome with emotions, you feel his arms folding around your body, his hands fondling your bum. You feel your pussy getting moist and as you look in his eyes, you see the love and desire for you in it
His hands open the top button of your shirt; you feel his kiss on the base of the left side of your neck as he bites you there softly. He starts to undo the 2nd button, his mouth moves down a little bit down towards your collarbone. As the 3rd button has been undone, you feel yo
I Want To Thank Everybody
who's given me your attention, and have shown me how I should be treated as a woman... I love everyone...thank you guys!
Erotic Short Story Entitled A Brief Encounter
***Some have already read this piece but to those of you who haven't...be forewarned it is extremely explicit and I am not to be held responsible for anything that happens after reading it...lol.***
I stand outside my brand new car, now pulled over to the side of the road. The man behind me says to place my hands on the hood of my car and spread my legs, so I do so. I place my hands equally apart on the hood of my car, leaning forward. My v-neck blouse falls open in the front and my little black skirt rises slightly as I lean forward. My heart beats like a freight train as he approaches me.
"Do you know why I pulled you over?" he asks.
"No," I respond quietly.
Here I stand in the middle of nowhere. Trees line the street for miles, but there are no people, houses, or even cars in sight. The sun has begun to set and a cool wind blows my skirt a little higher. The young cop comes up behind me and places one hand on my shoulder. I turn my head to the side and look over my sho
Something Im Working On... Gimme Some Hints What Should Happen
we are walking in a busy shopping mall and ( pull you in one of the fitting rooms and start to kiss you, really deep throated. Letting my hands roam all over your body teasing your nipples. I pull up your skirt and pull your panties aside as i kneel on one knee and push your thighs open so i have access to your pussy. The excitement of fitting lingerie is clearly visible and you lean your back against the wall from the fitting room. I pull off your panties and let my tongue slide in your pussy, tasting your sweet juices. Letting my tongue tease your clit as i feel this swell up i start to nibble softly on it, and pull with my teeth softly on it
I hear you moan and taste your juices and notice how they are flowing more freely. You put your hands on my head and grind your hips in my face to get my tongue as deep in your pussy as possible.
Your usual demure attitude has made place for the wanton slut that you are deep inside and that i like to bring out at random times. You forget about
finally a blog thingy..... a place to put all my demonic and evil plots to take over the world mwa ha ha ha ha ............................ IT SHALL ALL BE MINE!!!!
MySpace Comments Graphics
I wanna some ladies will join with us???? Do U??????
Tribute To The Friends That For Some Reason No Longer Talk Or Sign On.......
Not having a good day, had to tell those friends that still talk to me the reason. So here it is
There is some friends of mine that I dearly miss talking to. You will forever be in my heart and can't stand that we no longer talk. You were such wonderful friends to me while I have been a member to LC. I loved you guys and still do. I feel lost without you. LC just isn't the same without you. You were the glue that kept me on LC.
You where the my among my first friends on LC. Those were the good days when I would laugh and smile whenever I saw you message me, knowing you had something wonderful to tell me. When you quit LC the first time I was behond devastated. All I could think of was how to get you back. I thought of a way to get you back but when I actually got helped I was kicked out of the project as the others took full credit. But it worked when I finally sent it to you. You came back if for only a little bit. I don't know where you went but I miss you
I KNOW I CHEATED ON YOU..I'M SORRY BUT IF YOU WOULD OF SHOWN ME THE LOVE I DESERVED...ME NOT THE OTHER WOMEN YOU TALK TO ME....AND YOU ASKED WHY....I'M TOLD YOU OVER AND OVER AGAIN...THAT I NEEDED THE ATTENTION AND THE LOVE...BUT YOU NEVER DID SHOW ME...AND YOU ASK WHY AGAIN..I FOUND IT FROM OTHER MEN....
Dream Lover, Part Ii
IN THE RAIN
Dream Lover, part II
On vacation in an exciting city, I was a little disappointed when it started to rain. This was the last day I would be in the city and I was looking forward to discovering more of it. I ducked into a hotel to escape the down pour, the rain was warm, but it had somehow chilled me. I went into the bar to dry off, wait for the rain to stop, and get a hot drink. At first, I didn’t notice the man sitting next to me or the way he kept glancing at me. I ordered a Hot Toddy and slowly started sipping at it. The hot liquid quickly warming me and making me a little fuzzy. My clothes were so damp, that I slipped on the leather chair and bumped into the man sitting next to me. I turned to apologize and was taken aback by most amazing blue eyes. I was struck speechless, unable to think of any words. He grinned at me and asked if I was alright. All I could manage was a goofy “uh huh” I finally regained my composure and said “yes, thank you”. He conti
Late Night Thoughts
I woke up from another of my strange dreams sweating and lost in the darkness around me. I have been having a lot of them lately though I'm not exactly sure why. Maybe it is all the death surrounding me these last few weeks or someone trying to tell me something. I only wish I knew which and than maybe they would stop.
Reality Of A Break-up
"Reality of a Break-up"
(this is for people who question WHY)
Why is it when we end a relationship our hearts can't seem to move on? Our heads play circular games with us that continue to haunt our every waking & sleeping moments. Why do we hang on to what we think is our destiny? Is it that we have a need to fulfill some certain void that we ourselves can not obtain within ourselves?
I wish I knew the answers to these questions because I keep getting beat up by these same taunting thoughts day in and day out. But I am also a glutton for punishment. I am one of those women who love too much. There is no cure for a woman like me except to find a man who truly loves me and appreciates the woman I am OR just never end the relationship. Pretty simple right...WRONG!
I tend to find men who have an addictive personality only to win my affections...then charm their way into my bed. And I'm sick of men who can not take responsibility for their own actions then turn blame
You People Wanted To Know If I Was A Romantic Heres The Proof
You are my one and only . the sight of you keeps me going and makes me want to get up in the morning. your smile lights up any place You are in . You have a kindness to You that would tame even the most wild of beasts . lips like newly bloomed cherry blossoms and eyes that i strugle not to lose my self in . Your alabaster skin is beautifull soft and addictive to the touch i feel i would wither and die without it, Fiona you are the woman i dream of when i sleep and the woman i crave when im awake..... I love you now and will for the rest of my life you are my perfect woman, my fantasy, my eternal lover....
After The Honeymoon...
Relationships..its all about WORK WORK N MORE WORK!!!...why do some people think that once you've hooked up with that guy or girl their work is done? HARDLY!! When you find someone you like one tends to mold oneself to become their object of affection by "liking" the same things...listening to the same music...goin to the same places of interest that person does...dressing up and speaking and behaving in a certain manner that that person likes saying all the right things that you KNOE they want to hear but then once the honeymoon period is over.. BAM!!...you tend to go back to your old ways and the person is left wondering who the hell they fell in love with in the first place...
Yes, we all have faults but isn't it better to show those faults right from the start so that your potential significant other KNOES what he/she is getting into that way it leaves no chance for misrepresentation and that person could never ever say you lied to them about who you are or that you're not the p
Things With Me
Dark Greetings all, I know I have not been around for a while now but I have a good reason…I have been working my ass off and things are going very well for me…I am no longer a temp for Fresh express I was hired on full time and now I am a crew lead… I am getting ready to move into my own place, and my car is finally all fixed and so far there are no more problems with it…
Me and my x got back together and that has been going good, we still have a lot of things to work on but it is no where near as bad as it used to be….
My weight loss fight, I have lost over 40 pounds and I did it the right way no drugs and no starving myself I feel GREAT…
I hope everyone is doing great….Blessed be and Rock out with your twins out…
If anyone you want to talk to me you can always hit me up on messenger, even if I am not here I can pm you back when I am great thing about off lines… (nassy.bitch)
**licks and Bites**
I started this to get oppinions and options in the world of everyday life, the roller coaster ride of life, any topic can be discussed I dont beleive in sencorship . After going through what what went through with hurrican Katrina im sure you can guess how upset with the government i am all local ,state, and fed .. I dont care if its democrat,republican,independant the whole system is fked up and should be all disband .. it does say in the constitution that if the american people are dissatified with the government they can tare it down and start a new one .. dont quote me word for word lol but it is in there
anyways im done with the rambling, i hope we all can discusse some great topics and have tons of fun .. peace n love
What Is Better???
What is better
1. Playstation or X box
2. T.v or Music
3. Love or Lust
4. Nicole Ritchie or Paris Hilton
5. Finding Nemo or Shrek
6. Black or White
7. Apple juice or Orange juice
8. Harry Potter or Lord of the rings
9. Scrabble or Monopoly
10. High Heels or Flats
All my answers are the first ones written, please take the time you write your prefrences in my comments i would love it-thanks.
It is the essence of life.
Without it Life ceases to exist.
I crave it.
I have the Thirst for it.
To Quench it is invevitable.
The desire to live or die.
I offer u the Gift of Life.
Take it or Leave it.
Immortality shall have its way one way or another.
Alot of people lately have been asking me about wicca saying well isn't that devil worshiping? Lastnight I got a IM from yet another person asking me about it so just for you Mike I will try to explane it as best as I can from my point.You see there are many aspects to Wicca ...
Celtic Wicca:This tradition incorporates Celtic god/dessesand the spirituality with green witchcraft and faery magic.
Dianic Wicca:Named for the goddess Diana,this is a goddess-centered tradition and excludes gods
Faery Wicca:This is an Irish tradition,that centers on green witchcraft and faery magic
Teutonic Wicca:A Nordic tradition witchcraft,this incorporates deities,symbolism,and practices from Norse.
Family Traditions:These are the practices and traditions,usually seceret of families who have been witches for generations.
Now as for me ...My mother was a Wiccan my grandmother and so on for the past 7 or 8
we're not sure generations but I am also full Lakota so I
If you are my friend please contact me. I don't care how. A friend is someone who is there for you no matter what.
Just Another Day
Well what can i say...its just another day..same ole shit goin on n on..but anywayz just wanna say im soo glad that i signed up here on LC...N i wanna thank my bro DJ acid for inviting me..thankies sooo much sweetie..n i just wanna thank all the fantastic ppl here on LC...for bein soo friendly n helpful...but anywayz ill b checkin out all my friends profiles when i get bk from work 2night so expect some ratings on ya photos n stuff..but anywayz thats it for now..but b4 i go please all check out my porn site....thats only for u guys who like porn lmaooo...
but anywayz im outties for now XxXTemptressXxX
Funny As Shit!
Baggage - The excuse people use to punish their current boyfriend/girlfriend for things that their past boyfriends/girlfriends have done to them.
Bicurious - Gay.
Bisexual - Gay.
Bitter - What all Atlanta singles are destined to become. Caused by drama and stress (see below).
Buckhead Soldiers - The clones you see hovering around the popular Buckhead bars wearing polos tucked into pleated Dockers. Usually wearing loafers.
Butch - What gay men who don't think they act gay call themselves. Actual butch men will never need to use this term. Also used to describe 75f Atlanta lesbians.
Cabin Room - Where you go when the bars are closed and you still haven't found someone to sleep with.
Cuddle - Sexual activity in which there is no exchange of bodily fluid.
Drama - An imaginary condition made up by sad, lonely individuals with no real problems in their life who feel the need to drag stable, well-balanced individuals who are trying to make a valuable contribution to
So im not sure what this thing is for...but i thought i'd just post one and see what this is all about. I dont really have anything exciting to say though. ha. Umm i've just been busy lately with school and work...looking for a second job, so ya =)
I've been kinda hard to catch on here..so sorry about that to everyone out there!!
Anywhose, its time for me to go to classes...meh. bye for now!
Why Must I Have To Deal With So Much?!
Ok, ok...so I understand my life can't be perfect! But why the hell must I live such a hard life?! Seems like every time things are going well, I suddenly trip and mess up, and end up back where I was before...being a depressed girl with no reason to live! I get so many compliments, hearing how beautiful and special I am...but I don't feel it...I don't see it! All I see is a sad, lonely, ugly, fat-ass girl with no purpose in life! I mean, what's so special about me?! What the hell do others see in me that I don't?! I really don't see anything special about me. After all the abuse, bullying, and teasing in my life, I really can't see myself as someone special...it keeps making me feel like maybe they're right, that maybe I'm not worth it! And I just can't get those thoughts outta my head! Why must I have to go through this?! Geez, I hate my life!
Things I Love...
ok..i keep seeing people who are so angry sayin fuck this fuck that and fuck the next thing...so im gonna do the opposite. its my LOVE blog. sappy? yes. lame? probably. me? 100_FONT>
I LOVE doing good things for people
I LOVE waking up every day
I LOVE being held
I LOVE being in love
I LOVE the company of amazing friends
I LOVE children.
I LOVE to smile
I LOVE shopping
I LOVE cooking
I LOVE EATING!
I LOVE watching nothing important on television
I LOVE living in america and knowing i can do and say whatever i want.
I LOVE getting a paycheck
I LOVE tulips.
I LOVE jeremy.
I LOVE dylan
I LOVE...MY CLOSEST FRIENDS( not gonna list cus u know who you are).
I LOVE being able to listen to a friend in need
I LOVE remembering the fun times
I LOVE the atlantic ocean
I LOVE cherry blossoms
I LOVE my brothers and sister
I LOVE the smell of fresh laundry
I LOVE spring time
I LOVE myself
I LOVE life
I LOVE having absolutely nothing to do
I LOVE a bottle of great wine yo
Urgh Im so fucking tired all I wanna do is SLEEP!!! I worked from 9:30 to 10"30 yesterday and now having to be back at work at 10:00 am today and I just dont wanna do it I just wanna crawl back in bed!!
Senior Citizen In Fl
A senior citizen in Florida bought a brand new Mercedes convertible. He took off down the road, flooring it to 80 mph, enjoying the wind blowing through what little hair he had left on his head. "This is great," he thought as he roared down I-75. He pushed the pedal to
the metal even more. Then he looked in his rear view mirror only to see a highway patrol trooper behind him, blue lights flashing and siren blaring. "I can get away from him with no problem," he thought as he tromped it harder, flying down the road at over 100 mph; then 110, 120 mph. Suddenly he thought, "What am I doing? I'm too old for this kind of thing." Pulling over to the side of the road he waited for the trooper to catch up with him. The trooper pulled in behind the Mercedes and walked up to the man. "Sir," he said, looking at his watch. "My shift ends in 30 minutes and today is Friday. If you can give me a reason that I've never heard before why you were driving that fast, I'll let it go." The man looke
AS A WOMAN PASSES HER DAUGHTER'S CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR, SHE HEARD A STRANGE BUZZING NOISE COMING FROM WITHIN.
OPENING THE DOOR, SHE OBSERVED HER DAUGHTER GIVING HERSELF A REAL WORKOUT WITH A VIBRATOR.
SHOCKED, SHE ASKED: "WHAT IN THE WORLD ARE YOU DOING?" THE DAUGHTER REPLIED: "MOM, I'M THIRTY-FIVE YEARS OLD,UNMARRIED, AND THIS THING IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE."
THE NEXT DAY, THE GIRL'S FATHER HEARD THE SAME BUZZ COMING FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF THE CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR. UPON ENTERING THE ROOM,HE OBERVED HIS DAUGHTER MAKING PASSIONATE LOVE TO HER
VIBRATOR. TO HIS QUERY AS TO WHAT SHE WAS DOING, THE DAUGHTER SAID: "DAD I'M THIRTY-FIVE, UNMARRIED, AND THIS THING IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS
I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE."
A COUPLE OF DAYS LATER THE WIFE CAME HOME FROM A SHOPPING TRIP, PLACED THE GROCERIES ON THE KITCHEN TABLE AND HEARD A BUZZING NOISE COMING FROM, OF ALL PLACES, THE L
i need a pimp, who wants to turn me into there cherry hoe and pimp my ass out
I Love You Mom............
A tribute to my mother Brenda Sue Patton From June 14, 1950 to May 21, 1998
You are our mother
Your name was Brenda Sue
And so I am doing this as a tribute to you.
Your body is gone now, but your spirit is free,
like an eagle released it soars above the trees.
You may be gone, but your memory still remains,
deep in our hearts tucked carefully away. You'll
never be forgotton, your life was not in vein.
There are many people who still remember your name.
It plays on thier lips with a smile and then a sigh,
And for this your memory will never die.
Tierd Of Peoples Shit
im tierd of stupid poeple theres so many of them ts like a endless wave of stupid people n tey are always atracted towards me o_O
I've tried silence
I've tried violence
To keep the love of my life with me,
But sometimes I wonder how it will be
If I just sit back and let it all go...
Darkness will conquer my aching soul
Is "I Love You" just a phrase?
conflicting emotions put me in a daze
Because I know I Love You...
I hope you still feel it, too
I must act now to prevent our calamity
Even if it means I plead insanity...
When love is real, when love is strong,
You've got to fight to right the wrongs
Don't make me die, dont let me suffer,
Please dont make this any tougher!
You mean too much to me to let this sleep...
I will win in the end for the one I must keep
OMFG! I'm at my sisters, right? And I'm playin around with my baby nephew (Caleb, 2 1/2) and niece (Elise, 1 1/2). So baby Caleb comes running and jumps into my lap and biffs me in the eye with his big ole noggin. As I'm holding and rubbing my eye, all of a sudden (and unbeknownst to me at first) he PUKES on me!!!!! Now anyone who knows me, knows that I DO NOT deal with baby fluids AT ALL! My first instinct was to get him away from me, which I did (GENTLY!). I slid him off my lap, freaked for a second about all the barf on me, then asked him if he was ok, he nodded yes, then I totally freaked about being ralphed on, LOL! I'm screaming at my sister to find me something to wear as I hobble to the bathroom without letting my legs touch, because, yes, there was even puke in my crotch. I get to the bathroom and I'm tryin to strip without gettin any on my skin, and all I can hear is my sister and my two oldest nephews (Damon, 10; Daylan, 6) laughin their asses off at me! I'm in there gaggin
(some) People On Here Are Not Fair At All
this morning i rated about 450 pic on only 3 peoples pages and none of them returned the favor i have better things to do ! the family sits there and pimps some people out and these people take the rating and don't return the favor well i'm going to wait and see if they help me out back or i'm not going with the request from the family to help people out when the family pimped me out everyone that hit my page got rated back from me now that is fair i'm not pushing people up the level until those people help me out and u know who u are because u are online when i did it
thank u very much
Hay All My Sexy Lc Friends
for the ones that did not know my adopted sis baby was in the hosp for faluer to thrive and she could not hold any of her formula down. the dr's put her in chilrens in little rock ark. put ivs in her and put a tube down her throt so she could still eat and day defore yesterday they took the tube out untill they got the results of her uper gi back from the emergency room here then they got the results back and they could not find anything really wrong with her so they put her on a diffrent formula and set her home yesterday. i am soooo glad that she is ok and home now she is 3 mons old. i want to thank the two friends that were there for me when i needed them. thank you king and game love you both.
Im Better Now
Is it always like this?
Wanting to be away from the ones you miss.
Knowing of ways to ease your pian.
If only you could drown yourself in the rain.
I havent any time for your silly games.
I'm better now,
But it isn't the same
For the one
Who could always make my day
I'm better now.
Thats all you'll hear me say.
As I look into eyes
Of one I still need.
I feel myself start to bleed.
Cold and alone
On the floor half Dead.
Im better now.
The words repeat in my head.
One day I would have let you see
How I really felt.
The blood flows from my torn hands.
All I can thnk is I didn't help.
My eyes close.
Yours tear fall to my face.
I'll love you always.
Dont let her take my place.
She was the cool air of a summers night, yet inside were strange confusions. She had confident exteriors but could she ever be the person that she really was?
Her dreams were folded neatly and placed in open view, a mask to cover up her anxieties, but I knew behind it all she was everything she ever said she was, but some how she'd stopped believing...
I knew inside of her were angels, singing a soft chorus of melodic hope, monochrome tears for a world she didn't know, and even as she passed from view, and faded out beyond the street light, I knew one day everything would work out, it has to, doesn't it?
Well the 2006 regular season is soon coming to an end. Needless to say the Yankees are going to the post season once again, like we didn't know that. This year was a trying year with two of our stars going down to injuries. What a blow losing two 100 RBI guys in the same month. With the loss of those stars for most of the season it was left to the others and call ups to do the job. Our rookies have lived up to the task, even better than some veterans. Our captain Derek Jeter is having an awesome year and is a candidate for MVP. The pitching staff has had some ups and down but they are pretty solid now. So who's out there that can compete with that, NO ONE. We are running on all cylinders and everyone else except for our cross town rivals has already come and gone. So it looks like a subway series is in the making this year and you know what happened the last time, The Yankees Won!
Nameles as we are to the world
forsaken to the light
still we stand on
even in our darkest times
we are there
IN the darkenss we take rest
and we take love
The fight is not yet won
we are few
and all alone
I am Your Friend when needed
And you are truly an angel
I pray you are well
and i hope to hear from you soon
may goddess bless you and keep you
torn between the
light promising so much
the darkness over taking me
holding me as if i was glove.
shacking i forsaken my light
not for pleasure but for pride
having been traped in the light,
like a wolf caged.
shacked scared i run in to the night
having missed the darkness
its sweet smell
its sweet never know feeling
a wolf isnt a beast you can cage,
its a night creatuer as im i
no more being torn
no more being caged
living in the darkness of night is who i am
only steping in to the light of day when it is ended
Sweet angel you have fallen from the sky
in the shades of darknes
Boys are confusing as all hell, so simple is the way for me to keep things. So for now I'm keeping things complication free. I'll prolly date a bit here and there, but I'm keeping myself single. Just got out of a year and three months relationship and I don't particularly feel like being complicated or serious anytime soon. This is NOT a reason for the male populous to flood my prescence, I know your all there, if I'm interested you'll know too.
Also, pick up lines are LAME. Please cut it the hell out. kthxbi.
on a side note: i need to take more pictures. hmm maybe i'll bring my cam for 2morrow night when sam and nicole and i go on the discovery cruise for the male review and dinner. we'll be all cute...
The Complete And Utter Idiot's Guide To Making A Baloney Sandwich.
The Complete and Utter Idiot's Guide to Making a Baloney sandwich.
by David Neilsen
Hello. Welcome to The Complete and Utter Idiot's Guide to Making a Baloney and
Cheese Sandwich. Ready for Lunch? Good! Let's begin!
We're going to start our journey by assuming that you already possess each of
the individual items you'll be needing to make this sandwich. It's a bit of a
I know, but Lord knows we don't have time to take you shopping. So, that said,
the first thing you're gonna need is a place to make your sandwich.
My suggestion would be a plate. So reach into your cupboard and grab a plate.
Any will do. No, that's a bowl. Plates are flat. Right, yes, that's flat, but
cutting board. Plates are going to be round. Yes the bowl is round, but it's not
flat, is it? Just.. Christ, forget it. Grab that cutting board you had in your
Perfect. Put it down.On the counter, not the floor.
Much better. Alright, you're ready to start. You need bread. P
Thoughts On Life #2
heres the deal life suck no matter what so just get on with the good stuff and forget the bad if this was true in real life there would be alot less drama and bull shit like that so just get on with your life and dont worry about any thing you only live once
~girls Night Out~
OMG ...we had an awesome time. We went to the Funny Bone in Huntington ..the comedians were simply hilarious. The food was good and we just had fun. Then I got this big bright idea to go to the gay bar. Now that was fun! ha ha ha...I got completely shitfaced. I think I had like 6 beers and 4 shots of tequila ..woooo weeee ...I was the life of the party then. I got into a conversation about blow jobs with a gay guy - imagine that! He was telling me how to give one! Paaaaalease boy! I didn't argue though - I was a good girl and just noded and went on. I didn't figure I was going to win that one - at least in his mind. LOL
We had a great time. Although the 4 other girls I went with didn't really enjoy the gay bar too much ...ha ha ha! imagine that once again! They said I was the entertainment - hey everybody has to be something :)
I'm thinking we need to at least have a girls night out once a month
Over the last few weeks a lot of things have changed. And honestly only about 2 people will understand this entry.
Ive finally come to terms with things with Matt and Stephen. Ive finally realized im completely over Matt, and honestly im proud of myself.
I will admit, i dont really know what else to do or say when it comes to my best friend. = Or anything else.
But ive come to a few conclusions. Always let yourself be happy. Reguardless of what happens next, and never forget the steps you took to get to the road ahead, cause those steps are learning expirences.
Ive meet some awesome people in the last few days. Like steve, i love you hun
Screaming, sobbing, wailing
Tunes of a tortured soul.
Dischords and missed harmony
Striking madness into the mind's ear.
Crashing, percussive beat
Of a breaking, hurting heart.
Tuneless melody of sorrow
Off-key and wounded,
Mindless, seeking solace
Finding only shrieking chaos.
Slicing slashing pain
Escalating notes of misery,
copyright 2006 d r hyden
Storm Of Grief
The air sags with the heaviness of grief,
Anger and rage are searching for a voice
Overwhelming, suddenly, all hope of reprieve
The heavens burst in a storm of wailing.
Their gasping pouring desolation finds its voice in thundering strobes.
The gales of their moaning whip the earth with their fury and despair.
Finally spent, a grieving silence settles deeply.
Joy begins to lift the darkness,
as the clouds of sorrow begin to part.
The trees weep with gratitude,
splashing their tears onto the foliage
as the sky finally finds the courage to smile once more.
© 2005 d. r. hyden
Dreaming Of Middle Earth
Out of step, and out of place,
Somewhere in this Human Race
There's got to be a niche
That I can call my own.
Should have been born in a time
Of castles, wizards, and of rhymes.
That Hobbits and Elvenkind
And Dragons called their home.
Where folks go on magic quests,
Rings are cursed and heroes blessed,
Adventure is the rule
And I could find myself.
A heroine, I could be
Bound in chains, and yet break free.
To save the distressed Knight,
And win the heart of an Elf.
But here I sit, home instead,
Dreaming most, of books I've read,
Fantasy is better
Than Real Life any day.
So heavy heart, I lift my head,
Put book away, and go to bed.
Alas, my life of Dreams,
And dreams all fade away.
© 2005 D R Hyden
Death Of A Soldier
A fine soldier passed today
As he lay here in the sand
While mortality was fading
I held his dying hand.
As the light in his eyes faded
I pulled him up to me
Hand-in-hand we walked away
Across the yellow sea.
In a steamy jungle years ago
I fought in Viet Nam
While fighting for my country
The Father took me home.
I came back to lend a hand
When brother's time had come
Mother's heart will surely break
Now both her sons are gone.
©2003 D. R. Hyden
We grieve for ourselves, not those who have passed, for they are in a far better place. Grieve for yourself and for those who will feel the loss. Then the joy of the life can fill you.
Now we're apart.
In my ears.
So many memories,
Over the years.
I light a candle
For you this night.
I love you so
With all my might.
With your parting
There is a space
My heart is torn
It's out of place
Your warm smile
Your loving ways
Well be with me
All my days.
I love you
A Bad Night
I ache, I weep,
I die inside.
I see the world,
And want to hide.
I ache, I hurt,
I want it gone.
How I hate,
To see the dawn.
Where have you been,
I am so blue,
Here I am,
I don’t have you.
I don’t want to think.
I don’t want to feel.
I don’t want to know,
That this is real.
Men want my body,
But not my heart.
My soul is lost,
It’s torn apart.
How many tears,
Must I yet shed.
To release this pounding,
In my head.
I want to scatter,
Into the breeze.
I beg and cry,
Upon my knees.
I fall apart,
Without a hope.
I can’t go on.
I cannot cope.
Into the night,
Let lose my soul.
So it may find,
What makes it whole.
ok say u r married and ur spouse cums to u and tells u that they wanna b a porn star... how would u take that news? what would b ur answer?
(just doing sum research)
So What's Up With Folks Anyway?
I have over 700 virtual friends on LC and only 172 have dropped by to rate my page. I've visited each and every one of yours and rated them all!
C'mon by sit a spell and rate away!!
OMG I love Crys just thought i would let the world know hehe :P
"Life is all about ass; you're either covering it, laughing it off, kicking it, kissing it, busting it, trying to get a piece of it, or behaving like one."
I have been stuck at a level 8 for way too long. I am at 91.something right now. Any help would be appreciated and favors returned
When I close my eyes I can see the man you are
and the man you want to be,
and I want nothing more than to be the one
who pushes you, who gives you strength.
The one you come to when you need a shoulder
a smile, a kiss.
I want to share my world with you,
to look into your eyes
and know that you understand that this passion,
the passion that burns deep within
is ignited by simply knowing you
talking to you, laughing with you.
I would give my last breath
so that you never felt one ounce of pain.
I would give up my life
so that you could live yours,
and touch all the world
as you have touched mine.
Wow this thing actually works! lol i just wan to hear the gunshot sound again! LMAo ok if you wanna rght me you can if not bug off ya bugga!
Hi All My Lc Addicts
WOW,,this is fuckin cool, I just wanted to let all my LC friends know that I am having problems replying to your comments as my page is taking 15 minutes or longer to load because of my stupid internet provider. I am trying to get the problem fixed but they are being assholes.
Thankyou everyone for the lovely comments that you have sent and I promise that as soon as I can sort this shit out with my internet I will be sending out comments to you all. NiceNNaughty just dont know it yet that she is gonna help me to send em out to ya'll,,,hehe love ya NNN.
Love ya'll and stay safe PEACE!!
Fall- The Depressing Season
I don't know about anyone else but fall really makes me depressed. I think it's because everything we looked forward to in the summer is now dying.I lost my best friend when I was 15 during the fall and my grandmother within two weeks of each other , I think that's what my major problem with it is. I just start thinking.It feels like it is the season of everything to come to an end if that makes any sense.I usually will listen to really depressing music to depress myself more, oxy-moron , I know, but somehow being more sad makes me happy in the long run.I want to share a poem I wrote about my cousin/ best friend Becky. If anyone has ever lost anyone really important in their life they can relate.
My Becky ( March 1st 1984 to October 26th 2000)
Life without you.........
How could this be...
Just 6 years ago...
God took you from me...
I know it may sound indulging...
But the pain is still so true....
Everyday I still feel blue...
I love you like my
Well......here we are.......the world known as my blog!!
and I am the king
it's good to be king....
i don't know what the fuck to write so I'll do a little dance!
*dances my ass off with precise cheeseness*
expect better stuff soon..........or else! mwahahahahaha
It's Thirsty Thursday-
which means only one thing....it's almost Friday!!
And I will not be on tomorrow night, but you guys can leave me some love for saturday morning!!
I will be going out to the club ((as usual!!))
with my girls to geta lil crunk and shake my ass!! ((woot woot!!)) I'll make sure to bring my cam along, cause you never know what's gonna happen when us girls drink too much!! LMAO
well if you know any of us, you DO- but it's ok anyways!! :)
The Murder Of My Duck
been tryin to figure out what has happened to 2 of my ducks and today i found out. my neighbors dog murdered another one of my ducks and im not happy this has happened. im tired of dogs killing my anaimals and im going to get revenge after telling my neighor what has happened. the dog is still trying to get back there and get the remaining 6. so far raising ducks is expensive. the original duck i rescued at the shelter was killed 2 weeks ago, body never found but now i know this dog took it, the 2nd duck i rescued at shelter, same faith. i found 4 more ducks at a different shelter and well, 3 hours later, 3 flew away and the remaining one died 4 months later from i suspect dog bites. so thats 4 ducks this dog has killed and will bring it up with neighbor.
i got 2 more ducks at a duck farm, the male died two months later and still got the female. back in may i got 6 more ducks but they were 3 weeks old and now their big as u can see on my pic tab. so out of the 14 ducks i had, 6 re
Call Me When Your Sober
Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can't keep believing,
We're only deceiving ourselves .
And I'm sick of the lie,
And you're too late.
Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
Couldn't take the blame.
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
No wonder you're jaded.
You can't play the victim this time,
And you're too late.
Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
You never call me when you're sober.
You only want it cause it's over,
How could I have burned paradise?
How could I - you were never mine.
So don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
Don't lie to me,
Just get your things.
I've made up
i guess people were bitching about the new blog posts being in a new alert column cuz it's fixed. niiiiiice. so what's everyone doing tonight? i was thinking about drinking and being an ass on cam, but now i'm kinda tired. dammit jim! today was long and tiring as usual. i took my math exam and passed! =D so i don't have to go to school on monday to retake it. yay! i'm bored, listening to music..
anyone wanna cam with me later? haha
one time offer, i swear
i might reject you, but it's worth a shot.
bring on the alcohol!
Hi ya'll... new to bloggin...is bloggin a word? whatever...I like it...so here's to ya...a toast to the bloggin universe...love ya'll good nite.
Chris Rock's Quotes
"You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy, and the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese.
The Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the US of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named 'Bush', 'Dick' and 'Colon'."
What Would You Do???
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be
What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would
be 10 moments of sadness?
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?
So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life,
you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life.
I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you.
Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends
you never will.
Remember, everyone needs a friend, someday you might feel like you have
NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mail and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and always will.
In times of trouble,
In times of need,
If you are feeling SAD,
You can count on me.
I will give you a wink,
Until you smile,
give you a hug,
And stand by your
I tried to join the Mile High Club while living in Europe, but it didn't work out too well. You walk in the bathroom fully clothed and come out missing your pants, covered in that strange blue shit....your passport is missing. When you land, you to submit to a cavity search & profiling from airport security.
It was the closest I've come to a real date in years. It was a bit of a let down though...the security oofficer didn't buy me dinner - or even say thank you
Boner Jams 2003
David: I'm not gay I'm just celibate.
Cal: I think? I mean, that sounds ga- I just want you to know this is like the first conversation of like three conversations that leads to you being gay. Like... there's this and then in a year it's like, "Oh you know, I kinda wanna, ya know, get back out there but I think I like guys" and then there's the big, "Oh I'm I'm a gay guy now".
David: You're gay for saying that.
Cal: I'm gay for saying that?
David: You know how I know you're gay?
Cal: How? How do you know I'm gay?
David: Because you macramed yourself a pair of jean shorts.
Cal: You know how I know *you're* gay? You just told me you're not sleeping with women any more.
David: You know how I know that you're gay?
Cal: How? Cuz you're gay? and you can tell who other gay people are.
David: You know how I know you're gay?
David: You like Coldplay. You know how I know that you're gay?
David: You like the movie "Maid in Manhattan".
Cal: You kno
One Of My Sex Stories
warning this is an adult story :)
I get home from a long day at work and find you in the spa. I hurry to get changed and join you. You are wearing that one peice suit I love on you so much. I pull you onto my lap as we kiss and cuddle. I slowly let my hands roam your your body enjoying both the feel of your body and the warm bubblering water. As I kiss you one hand cups our breast as I drop the other over your belly going lower till its on your swimmer glad pussy.
I hear you let out a small moan as I rub your nipple as Im kissing your neck. I slowly pull the swimmers down over your sholders so that your breasts are exposed to the water and my sight. I play with your nipples making them harder then they were before. I stand you up to fully undress you. I pull the swimmers down over your hips then down your leps as you giggle.
I kiss your belly and nipples again before asking you to sit on the edge of the spa. You sit there legs wide. I place one leg over my sholde
How I Feel
outside i smile............inside i bleed and die
My Ode To Lostcherry
We talk on this thang we call Lostcherry,
During the day your words seem to carry.
I check my home page everyday,
I goto reply and I think of what to say.
Hopeing you are repling I wait a while,
I look at your picture and it makes me smile.
I goto message you back to tell you a tale,
After I'm done I click send and hope it doesn't Fail.
Back and forth till up comes the sun,
Who knew meeting new people could be so fun.
Addicting it may seem to be,
We are lucky we have Lostcherry and its free.
You take the good and you take the bad,
You take them both and there you have.
My ode to Lostchery.
What Am I?
What Am I?
Virtue and crime
Dancing among the shards of your shattered dreams.
I've got nothing but time
To slowly drag you into insanity.
No candles you light
Will ever build a wall between you and me.
I'm a part of your mind
Inside the people you want and the things that you need.
I am Hatred
I am Sin
I'm the doubts that keep you locked up within.
I am Treason
I am Shame
I'm inside of you and I wont be tamed.
I am silver
I am gold
I'm the face you'll see when you sell your soul.
Random Thoughts About Lc...
Well lets see my first blog...I am really glad I came across LC. I have meet some very interesting people to say the least...a couple of people who no matter how much time goes by I will never be able to forget...one of those people I have alot in commen with...he knows who he is..I just want to thank each & everyone who is in my friends/family, each of u has made some of my days ALOT better...
Share With Me
Share with me your feelings above, Embrace the facts of heaven sent love. Share the warmth of the nature Of us and of future. The climate changes when you are around, From darkend skies to that of light abound. Sing to me of your love, or it's lack So that one day it will be sung back. Perfect are the days gone by, But with out you they longer lie. Quell the fear inside your heart Entangle the conscience choice apart. Share with me the choice of fact That we can not abandon and crack The love of which is being shown Of how much short time we have grown. Of this I can say one thing We have rendered ourselves to love's claim Joining is a simple choice to make That of which we can not fake Alas, the fear overrides Both with out doubt and lies Do I see what future holds. So I sit and wait to unfold, Greet me now, with your reaching arms. Let me swoon you with unravering charm. Bring us together. Not now or ever Will I embark on a different quest For you will always be my guest Settle with
Damn Its Bad To Miss Someone This Bad
whoever said love didnt cause problems was wrong!! if ur not fighting your missing the hell outta them. so either way ya go ya lose!! lol i know off the wall. oh well gotta love me.hehe
This Is A Blog.
This is a blog. A blog is what this is. If this wasn't a blog I wouldn't say this was a blog so I'll just say...This is a blog. A blog is what this is...
That's all I have to say right now.
I Think I Should Categorize....
I have been doing some thinking as I browse through the L.C. about the different types of people that get on here. I have been a part of L.C.for quite sometime, MySpace before that, and before all these online communities I was a chat room junkie too. So, basically it is about 10-12 years of experience talking here. Through all of this I have broken down the people who belong to these groups into one of five categories...and yes, I definitely belong to one of them. The categories and explanation follow:
1. Attention Cravers: Also known as attention whores, but I am not a fan of the whore expression. I mean a whore suggests that the person is giving something in return for what they are given...this is not the case with this group. Put simply these people put pics up until they are inundated (sp?) with comments and sexually explicit suggestions. They thrive on this attention! Many "experts" would suggest they are suffering from low self-esteem. I would disagree with this..
What Women Want...and By
So, I've compiled a list of traits neccesary in the perfect mate. If I've missed anything, ladies, go ahead and say so.
1. He must have a job...or some other means of paying his own way. if it's illegal, I don't wanna know about it. That way I can't be forced to testify against you when you get caught.
2. He must have his own transportation. (exceptions may be made in special cases as long as he's willing to pay for gas in these days of rising fuel costs.) At the very least he should have a valid drivers' license. I'm sick of being the chauffeur.
3. He must have a sense of humor AT LEAST as sick and twisted as mine. If we don't get each other's jokes there's no point in telling them and without laughter there is nothing.
4. He must not have a jealous nature. Most of my friends are guys because, in general, most women I've known have proven themselves to be selfish catty bitches(No offense to the lovely ladies on this site. I'm not talking about any of you.) Plus, I'm bi, so
You know I have blogs everywhere...and no one ever reads them. Think it will be different here?
i hope everyone has a great weekend
Just A Little About Myself:
Please let me start off by introducing myself to you. All of my close friends call me Hell. I am a Sanguinarian, which is a blood drinker or better known to the vast main populace as a vampire. Even though I think that title is a little funny since there are many more types of vamps out in the world than most realize.
My life has always tended to lean more to the darker side of this world and the world beyond it. If I am approached in a posituve manner than I am very open to helping out others that may have questions or need help. I do have a caring heart and am rather eager to help improve other people's moods.
If you are one of the darker side of this world please make yourself at home in my little space in the shadows.
If you are not a creature such as myself please feel free to send any questions you may have but please understand that I may be reluctant to share my information until I have had the chance to get to know you better.
Welcome and good day my curious blog readers ...
To follow up and hopefully complete the "frustration" topic of discussion. Today is about profiles and how much I miss reading yours.
With said problems mentioned in my first two blogs ...
(for those of you who might of join this in progress: my computer sucks and I get booted attempting to open most every page "Lost Cherry" has to offer)
Well, the thing I miss is reading peoples profiles (assuredly I'm not the only person who still likes to read those things -- Am I?) Although in today's aesthetic loving world, some people opt to jump right into photo browsing and skip getting to know the person.
Me, I'd rather see a great profile -then- if they seem interesting *rate* the profile (tens only) fan them if indeed they have something - somewhat entertaining or interesting about them. Then I move on to the photos.
My point today is: I wish that I had that ability to go to more profiles -yes- ... but the latter part is w
To Be Or Not To Be
The heart races with Love swelling inside
head makes the world spin around me
conflict swelling up inside of me
head screaming the Love will end
all Love is doomed to die
heart softly wispering:
the Love is a wonder, not everyone can find it, even if it is only fleeting emotion
Is wanting Love forever asking for to much?
Best B Readin It Says Alot About Who U R
For those who are on my friend list...
See... some of you do pay attention!
For those who are on my friend list...I totally have to agree with all of you who say people are getting fake In here. So I gave in and let's see who really reposts this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. It serves to eliminate people who are desperately trying to add "friends" like its a popularity contest in High School. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are.. Repost this if you are a friend.. if you don't, you get deleted.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as (numerous things such as "Goodbye LostCherry, Too all my friends, etc.)
Wow...wish I Knew!
I just found out today that my "best guyfriend" in Cali joined the Marines. I havent talk to him in years and I find this out today...wish I had a way to get a hold of him. I am proud of him and would like to let him know that.
Just wanted to say hi, and see how everyone is doing.
I'm doing good..Just busy with College and Work.
Luv you all..
Racism, Intolerance & Survivor
For the first time in many years, I am not watching the TV show Survivor. And I know a lot of you whom usually would agree with my blog postings won’t agree with this one, but I am writing it anyway.
I grew up as an Army brat. Although we lived all over the USA, there is one thing I was never exposed to until I was an adult; Racism. Ok, two, Racism and Intolerance.
Growing up I was taught to judge man on their actions, not their skin color. My mother often used to say, “God made people in all flavors just like ice cream.” and then the first time I heard someone utter the word “Nigger” my mother calmly explained that it was a bad word meaning the person was trash and that the person using the word was ignorant and there was just as much or more white trash as there was any other color.
Throughout the years it has been my contention that organizations such as, but not limited to the NAACP and Affirmative Action do more to keep racism alive than any other factor. But now we
Women Should Know
I think all the ladies out there need to know something. These are a few of my beliefs that I try to let all my female friends know:
Your beautiful. And you should know and believe it. Beauty is not skin deep, it has nothing at all to do with appearances. Beauty has to do with the quality of one's soul, it comes from within. Your personality and character are what makes you beautiful, not your physical appearance. There will always be someone more physically attractive than you, however it does not take away from yours. Never hold yourself to someone else's standards, you can never live up to societies ideal of a perfect woman. Its your flaws that truly shine out your perfection. Be confident, hold your chin high and take the world head on. Confidence is what draws attention. Smile more often. The most beautiful feature of a woman is her smile, show it off. Don't ever let someone else bring you down. There will always be someone who will say bad things about you, ignore them. The on
Once I Loved A Boy...
Once upon a time i fell in love with a boy he promised me the world i told him i was scared to start another relationship he promised he would never hurt me for awhile we were right for awhile i could sleep at night then one day we got into a fight day after day week after week we argued all the time i thought i would loss my mine i loved him so much but it hurt with every touch i tried to work through it i tried to ignore it i tried to stop it but i ended up drowning in it i let everything he did just be i knew he couldnt see how much it hurt me i felt that i had changed into something i hated the jealous type the dependent type the overbearing type i became the type of female that believed everything he said soon i started feeling like lead i just felt a heavy heart i didnt feel real smart so i did what i had to do for me i left the boy be i no longer feel the pain i no longer feel depressed or anxious or happy or sad or mad or dumb i dont feel anything i just feel numb
Women Are Like Flowers...
This is something that I stumbled across while I was surfing for porn (did I type that out loud?). Anyway, it made me think of some of the wonderful women I know past and present. To them I wish all the happiness in the world (even if it's not with me)!
Have You Never Loved Someone
Have you never loved somebody and they wouldn't give you the time of the day or even look at you.This is my feelings everyday. If I didn't have all of you on here I would have a very boring life. The Person on here that I like and love doesn't even know it and I'm not going to name him but he knows who he is and I will never turn my back on him either. I rant to long.
Expensive Monkey Near Air Force Base
A tourist walked into a pet store and was looking at the animals on display. While he was there, a Chief Warrant Officer from the local air base walked in and said to the shopkeeper "I'll take a 933 monkey, please". The shopkeeper nodded, went to a cage at the side of the store, and took out a monkey. He put a collar and leash on the animal and handed it the
Chief, saying, "That'll be $2,000." The man paid and left with the monkey.
The surprised tourist went to the shopkeeper and said, "That was a very expensive monkey. Most of them are only a few hundred dollars. Why did that one cost so much?"
The shopkeeper answered, "Ah, that's a 933 monkey. He can build pallets of freight, plan aircraft loads, rig loads for airdrops, drive forklifts, type manifests, heat meals for officers, and perform the duties of any Traffic Tech with no back talk or complaints. It's well worth the money"
The tourist then spotted a monkey in another cage. "That one's even more expensive! $10,000! What do
Who I Am!!!!!!!
I am a very Sweet Person to know! I'm not evil,not mean to anyone,I can get along with anybody,I am not a pervert, just a good guy who is friendly!I'm not trying to get with anyone,if somebody mention getting together,I promise you it will be you first!So we could be good friend,I'm safe for you!!!!!
(I wrote this a while ago so opinions are welcomed)
As I lay here tonight.
I stop and think of you
wishing i was there with you
holding you tight.
Knowing that you are wishing the same thing
but know mylove, I am there beside you.
Listen to me whisper to you tonight.
As I wrap my arms around you tight.
Baby I love you.
I have since the first moment our hearts met.
I promise you I'm not going anywhere without you.
Cant you feel me? I'm holding your hand.
Shhh Shhh Baby please don't cry
It's alright i'm here, Your safe in my arms.
I havnt left your side.
I never will I promise you.
Oh please baby hush thoughs tears
I know you hurt inside.
I hurt too, Not being there with you.
Shhh my princess, I'm not far
Think of me holding you tight.
As our bodies bask in the moonlight.
Dry thoughs tears, Please baby
I havn't gone anywhere.
I havn't left your side.
My fingers are wrapped around yours
I'm not letting go.
I Love You My Darling.
I Love Y
So many a thing i see
but nothing quite as breath taking
as the look within your eyes
within the way i kissed you
and the way you held my hand
the world could shake
and the sky could fall
But nothing mattered
and our hearts
We may be apart
but my heart still resides with yours
this earth can shake
the sky can fall
I will die knowing
my heart is still with yours
He may kiss you
he might hold your hand
But nothing can replace
the feeling that remains
One day maybe
Maybe it will change
My heart is for ever yours
for a married couple isnt it the husbans duty to take care of his wife?The last 4 nights in a row my room mates mom came up to me and started to chew me out for her son slacking of his duty to take care of his wife.like im am to get her car a tune up and bye her food as long with my own andput her and her husban on a famoliy plan on my cell plan. i was wtf this bitch is crazy.my room mate makes more money than i do. Im a low paying cook at pizza hut that is at rock bottem trying to get back up. does this make me sound like an ass when i say i cant afford to take care of my room mate and his wife and the 2 kids?????
Dedication To Canadianmeany....
Jen is a friend that can make you feel like you are the luckest person in the world. She has a way with turning you from being upset to laughing your butt off as you are talking to her. Everything about her makes you just feel like you have found a person that you could be with without ever being let down.
She has eyes that could make you go breathless just by looking at them.
Her smile could make a whole room erupt in smiles.
She is one of the sweetest girls on LC. Without her I would feel lost. She is one of the reasons I still come to LC and always makes me feel better when I am down, and fantastic when I am feeling great.
She makes you just want to grab her in your arms and just swing around in a great big hug. When she is on, you feel like you seeing someone you love for the first time in years. You feel like at that specific moment is the best thing that ever happend to you.
Her name may
Dedication To Magilla....
LOL what can I say about this guy.
Well for one thing you all better say thank you to him. He the one that introduced me to LC. Without him I wouldn't be here.
*Will have to figure some stuff out on how to mkae his page cool. MAYBE SOME TEDDY BEARS WOULD YOU LIKE THAT MAGILLA*
Q.What do you call a virgin on a waterbed?
A: A cherry float.
Q: What's the fluid capacity of Monica Lewinsky's mouth?
A: 1 US leader
Q: What did the sign on the door of
the whorehouse say?
A: Beat it - we're closed.
Q: Why do walruses go to Tupperware parties?
A: To find a tight seal.
Q: What's the difference between sin and shame?
A: It is a sin to put it in, but it's a shame to pull it out.
Q: What's the
Speed limit of sex?
A: 68; at 69 you have to turn around.
Q: Why did Raggedy Ann get thrown out of the toy box?
A: She kept sitting on Pinocchio's face, and moaning, "Lie to me!"
Q: Why is air a lot like sex?
A: Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any.
Q: What's another name for pickled bread?
Q: Why are Monica Lewinsky's cheeks so puffy?
A: She's withholding evidence.
Q: What's the difference between light and hard?
A: You can sleep with a light on.
Q: Why is sex
Good Morning :)
Good morning my friends,
I'm off the amusement park :) That means new pictures for my profile lol...Have a good day everybody :)
So here's how I'm doing today...
Have been sick the last few days, have the flu. Can barely move and am SOOOO dehydrated. They sent me home from work yesterday because they didn't want me to get everyone else sick. If only someone was here to take care of me. :-( Alas, I ache all over and the theraflu only helps for a little bit. Will get back with more later.
Sotd - This Year's Love
by David Gray
This years love had better last
Heaven knows it's high time
I've been waiting on my own too long
But when you hold me like you do
It feels so right ah now
I start to forget
How my heart gets torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Feeling like yuh can't go on
Turning circles and time again
It cut like a knife oh now
If you love me got to know for sure
'Cause it takes something more this time
Than sweet sweet lies oh now
Before I open up my arms and fall
Losing all control
Every dream inside my soul
When you kiss me
On that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singing ain't this life so sweet
This years love had better last
This years love had better last
Cause whose to worry
If our hearts get torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Don't yuh know this life goes on
Won't you kiss me
On that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singing ain't this life so sweet
This years love had better last
This years love had better last
This years love had bet
Modern Day Romance
The romance of past is not the romance of today, that kind of true romance has sadly slipped away.
True and lasting love now seems so out of reach, the age of technology love is not the kind my parents used to teach.
We call persons FRIEND today with a keyboard and a smile,
When all the while, deep inside we know there not our style.
Each day we wake, come to a terminal and check for new email,
While on this super highway our happiness may someday sail.
Honesty, openness, feeling to express...don't you dare, its how hot someone is you must say if you really want to impress.
Who am I to say these things, why should I be trusted? I don't really careif you do, I am just disgusted....
by Poet deVine
Glistening bodies entwined
in an ageless erotic dance,
seeking pleasures from each other,
seeking wonder and romance.
She touches his face with tenderness.
He draws her body near.
Aching, needing hunger
will make their destiny clear.
Their lips meet in soft kisses,
their tongues begin passion's war.
Forgotten now, the outside world.
All is here, behind this door.
He strokes her body tenderly,
she arches up for his caress.
He finds her silken portal
and her womanly wetness.
She moans in fiery desire
and pulls his hand away,
wishing to end this exquisite torture
and get on with passion's play.
She straddles his waiting body,
eases him into her feminine hollow.
She leads him on a rhythmic dance,
his thrusting hips must follow.
She rides him faster, even then,
to hear his wondrous sighs.
She shows him all the delights
she has between her womanly thighs.
They stare into each other's eyes
and gasp as ecstasy unr
You look into my eyes and see things you don't understand.
Am I a mystery? I think not.
You look at my smile;
You search for something that isn't there.
Am I a mystery? I think not.
You listen to my voice, and call me an angel.
This angel is flesh and blood,
Not a doll to be put on show.
You see - I'm not a mystery.
I am me.
I am flesh and blood.
Touch me; I wont break.
There's no mystery here.
Caress me; feel the warmth.
I'm not a mystery; I am Woman.
Here I am - desires abound;
Relentless and sensuous - yours to caress
Like a flower; make me bloom.
Don't stop; not even to rest!
No mystery here; Just a Woman.
I feel the weight of your body against mine;
Your heaving breath upon my skin.
The most gentle touch on my thigh,
The soft nibbling on my breasts -
Moving slowly in a downward motion.
Now you see,
I'm no mystery; I am YOUR Woman.
I am all Woman.
A Poem I Wrote For My Mom
in memory of my moth
Dandelions From Heaven
Mothers Day is coming...and I wanted to send you a sign...
Something you can tell others..."Is from an angel of mine".
So I searched the Heavens high and low for that perfect thing..
And low and behold I found it....and a smile I hope it will bring.
So when you look to the Heavens...and see the yellow stars in the sky...
Just think of me...your angel... in the Heavens way up high...
And just imagine those stars...are dandelions up above...
Yes! Dandelions are also in Heaven...,which you know how much I love.
So on this Mothers Day... when you awake and feel blue...
You will notice those yellow stars...are no longer in view...
So just look to the meadows and the dandelions you see....
Are the ones I've tossed down this Mothers Day from me!
And when you find a dandelion that has turned from yellow to white...
You're supposed to make a wish...and then blow with all your might.
For you will be blowing
With every passing day my love grows
But how much you could never know
I love you more than anything, anyone
For me girl, you will remain the only one
I wish someday you would be my wife
It’s with you that I wish to spend my life
You’re the one for whom I’ll always care
When you need me I’ll be there
It’s thoughts of you that I hold dear
Your words I’ll remember through the years
My sweet flower, you really are all I can see
You’re precious and mean the world to me
Our Unorganized Military
Well as far as I know my husband is still in Turkey, though I havent heard from him in over a day last I heard his flight had been moved back three times b/c the next base is full. For those of you that dont know every branch is switching out soldiers this month. What I would like to know is where the new guys are going to sleep if they cant get the old guys out. Anyway I'm still waiting, hes supposed to be home Monday but its not lookin' like that is going to happen. Say a quick prayer for the militarys organizational skills for me, and ya'll have a good weekend.
I Want To Make Love To You
I want to make love to you
By Eric T Brown
AKA Dark Passion
Honey stop don’t take off your clothes making love has nothing to do with sex, I don’t have to touch you to make love to you. I’ll make love to you by drawing your bath after a hard day, by rubbing your tired feet when been on them all day.
I want to make love to you by holding your hand every time we walk together, by just call you at work just to say I love you and then hang up. My lady it is the little things that count. Sometimes I just love to look into your eyes, seeing your warmth and passion. Just the sound of your voice makes my heart sing, honey are you ready to make love real love for the rest of your life?
More About How Too
Some women don't know how to orgasm, while others need nothing more than a whisper to reach orgasmic heights. And then there are the others -- those women who have the capability to squirt their juices all over the bed, the floor, or even you.
Although I'd like to believe that every woman is capable of reaching such heights of sexual ecstasy, unfortunately, there are many women out there who disagree. And if they're not willing to open their minds to the idea of ejaculating, no matter how hard I try to convince them (yeah, it's a dirty, messy job, but someone's gotta do it), then that's their prerogative.
Nevertheless, if you've got yourself a woman who is very sexually in tune with herself, and would be willing to let you manipulate her vagina until she ejaculated all over you, then today's tip is going to leave you soaking wet.
before she starts squirting
As I've already mentioned, a woman's ejaculate is expelled from the urethra, the same place that urine comes out from.
Sharp Things Make Me Happy
alot of things calm me down especially a knife thats a rusty brown slit slit slit is all u hear all u see is one fallen tear death shall come to those who care should i make it true and take that dare
shit gets hard u try and act tough ur home life is rough lock ur self inside ur room droplets fall like bombs and go kaboom i guess its time to bring out ur lil friend its time to just let the pain begina and let everything else end
alot of things calm me down especially a knife thats a rusty brown slit slit slit is all u hear all u see is one fallen tear death shall come to those who care should i make it true and take that dare
ur lover dumped ur and ur really sad ur best friend fucked her and ur fucking mad thinkin ima kill that guy or maybe its my time to die pull out ur butterfly with old blood stains renimissing all ur old forgotin pain
alot of things calm me down especially a knife thats a rusty brown slit slit slit is all u hear all u see is one fallen tear death sh
See You In Your Dreams Tonight
The party's over, you're in the corner, you're all alone for the night
And you pick up a phone, you want me to hold
Well dry your eyes, it's alright, it's alright
See you, feel you in your dreams tonight
See you, feel you in your dreams tonight, dreams tonight
When you're in the room, you're home too soon, you can't get me out of your mind
And you get in bed, you cover your head, my letter to you is signed
I love you, you know I do, but take me home tonight
And think of me, I think of you, baby baby it's alright, it's alright yeah
When you're in the room, you're home too soon, you can't get me out of your mind
When you get in bed, you cover your head, my letter to you is signed
And this is what I'm sayin'
For My Firestarter:You know who you are
See you, feel you in your dreams tonight. See you
Make Love Or Fuck
After talking to a few of the ladies on my list. I am really starting to wonder what females prefer now days. It seems as though the art of making love is fading away like a limp dick. To me this is so sad. Anyone can fuck, but it take someone special to make love. I have always said you do not have to be in love with the person to make love. All you have to do is show her that you care and that it is a honor to be with her. It seems as though fucking is taking over. Now I am not saying that I do not like to have sex hard and fast. But I still enjoy holding and softly touching every sweet place on a females body. Learning the curves, finding the soft spots. Kissing them and licking here and there.
Come on ladies, tell me what the rest of you enjoy..
Im not too happy with them right now. Last weekend, the weekend of the 8th-10th I was stood up 3 times by 3 different guys. Thats right 3 in one weekend. The first one made plans to watch a movie. Well before he came his friend asked him to come to a party he said he would stop by. And he did. This wouldn't have bothered me if he called and cancelled but he didn't do that. He apologized the next day and I told him if he would have called I wouldn't be so mad. Well then he said I forgot. I asked him what he forgot. And he said I forgot I could call. With this answer I was more angry. How can you forget you can call someone?!?!?! Well guy #2 Dustin, he came home on leave we hung out a couple of times. Well then sometime during that week he said he would stop by over the weekend...he never did. Never even called or said anything to me. Well then theres guy #3 who is actually an ex boyfriend who wants or says he wants to get back together with me. Well he was going to come down to see me a
On the way home I was listening to the radio and "Everything Zen" by Bush came on and it reminded me of how my best friend and I used to argue about song lyrics and how one of us thought Gavin was saying "Schwazi was my wife..." instead of "Try to see it once my way..." and "There's no sense in your violence..." instead of "There's no sex in your violence". Oh all those arguements over stupid things... it was so much fun once we finally got the words straight we would sing it the wrong way and laugh about it.
(if this doesn't get to you, nothing will)(grab a tissue before you read)
Her hair was up in a pony tail,
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today.
But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.
But the little girl went to school
eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees;
a dad who never calls.
There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats
One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed.
At last the teacher ca
Blahblahblah...oh...sorry... sunday...bike license day...still feel like a bag of runny shit set out in the sun on a busy highway... thanks to allllllll my beautiful friends out there in this wacky fucking cherry land...nice tits y'all!!! except you Ray... no seriously...gives an anti-social type person who has trouble with people an actual chance to meet people...now before everyone starts thinkin I'm goin soft...did I mention nice tits y'all??
Turn on the lights, make me a tapestry, go start a fire, get close to the gasoline... i followed you to the deep end, i was helpless but still you pulled me in... Now i'm caught in the tide!!! lost! and the odds are bending way, it concerns, some never learn!!!!! She lacerated me! exposing me piece by piece; she saw a weakness in me, and used it against me!!! (she lacerated me!) she lacerated me.....
Turn on the lights, make me a porcilean doll, whisper your secrets, can't get to your truth at all... i reached out again and again, i can never believe you'd do me in... Now i'm caught in the tide!!! lost! and the odds are bending way, it concerns, some never learn!!!!! She lacerated me! exposing me piece by piece; she saw a weakness in me, and used it against me!!! she lacerated me! and now i don't know where to go... she lacerated me!..... YEAH!....... yeeeaaaaah, she lacerated me! and now i don't know where to go, she saw a weakness in me (release me from my machine!!!) she lacerated
You can do anything
Just put your mind to it
And anything could be possible
Because you have it in you
Keep your thoughts positive
That way you believe
Believe in yourself
And others will believe in you
Never give up
It won't do you any good
Because somewhere there's someone
With words of encouragement
Well, let's see... i just woke up... kinda growly about it, as usual. starting week two of no day off at work. wondering if anyone will ever read this thing.... if not, oh well... i'll rant to myself... i guess that could be theraputic in it's own way.
anyhow, what should i do with this blog? should i make it a journal of my extraordinarily boring life? should use it to post samples of my lame attempts at being a writer? should i develop a sense of righteous indignation and blast about things that just piss me off? perhaps be a bit random and do all of those things? yeah... i think that's the way to go. no structure. no set format. just put down whatever pops into my head from time to time. and if anyone actually does read this thing, please please please comment, have something to say. i'm here for some sort of interaction and conversation, although most times, the best i can hope for from the LC is to kill my boredom by checkin out profiles lookin for boobie pics
If You Ain't Dirty, You Ain't Here To Paarrrtayy
Yes. I'm listening to Christina Aguilera, I don't know why, however. So, yesterday was quite possibly one of the longest fucking days of my life, but it was so fun. I got sunburnt at the football game, but it was so worth it. Lyco rocked Philly.
Now, I'm like way so tired from hardly sleeping the last three days, but I'm used to being awake so I can't sleep, and I can't stop complaining, lmafo.
I'm watching the Jerry Spring Movie, how exciting?
This reminded me so much of my mom who I lost 10/6/04 I miss you so much momma.This one is for you.
by Rodney Belcher
I feel you in the morning
When at first I awake
Your thought is with me
With each decision I make
You'd been around forever
Since the first breath I took
Now I have to go on alone
But for love, I need not look
Cause by what you bestowed
In our short time together
Will last in my heart
Forever and ever
Although you've left
And now walk above
I'm never alone
I'm wrapped in your love
Enjoy now your long waited reward
Feel peace that your love continues on
What was taught to me, will be taught to mine
Cause you live on in me even after you've gone
Ok so today I am going to leave a more personal blog. Not sure why Iam going to share this other than if I dont tell someone I am gonna bust..lol
Last night I went to a bar called Rum Runners, a great place. There were dueling pianos and a lot of fun.
I drank too much, and flirted a lot. But had a great time!
I had gone to help my B/F celebrate his 40th B/D. And ended up being his best friends date as to not make my B/F's wife wonder who the hell I was..lol
After we left the three of us hooked up later and wow, I had an amazing new lesson in submission last night and I was in heaven. I can not imagine ever feeling more safe and respected as I did last night. The fucking and sucking went on for hours, and I felt well appreciated as well as well used.
I was never sure about the being shared thing during sex, but now I understand the motivation behind it a little better I think, and I can not wait to go and do it again..
So to Sir Dean and Dave, Thank you for last nig
Cant View People Viewing My Blogs
ok why is it that i can see people viewing others blogs and i cant see shit on mine. is this some kind of cornspiracy against me or what. the truth is out there and i wanna know. am i doing something wrong or what?. i dont know, about to give up on this thing for good.
Ive Had A Wicked Day
thankyou to all the wonderful people that i have met on here today , ive had a wonderful day , and have met some realy hot peeps, please come back again and im sure we will find something to chat about xxxxxxxxxxx
from a hell ofa night!! LMAO
so had a fantastic night at the club, once again!! nothing less for me n my girls!!
had some drinks (ok maybe too many) and a bottle of champagne~
((nah- no glasses just the bottle!!))
LOL- and wouldn't you know that i got good n fucked up, and one of the beads from my nipple rings fell out- you want a good laugh?? watch a drunk girl try to put it back!! :) ((hee hee))
I'm crazy, but my friends they love me!!
**If you haven't checked out the pics from the night, please do!! they are in the pufferbellies file!!**
Cooking the rice separately, then combining it at the end makes this is a faster and easier way to make this dish. The tumeric adds a subtle richness and gives the rice an even bolder golden color than saffron alone.
Extra virgin olive oil
2 cups rice
2 cups chicken stock
1 scant tsp. salt
1/2 tsp. turmeric
1/8 tsp. saffron crumbled
1 lb. smoked sausage cut in half then sliced into 1/4” pieces (even better is Spanish chorizo, if you can find it, but not Mexican chorizo—it’s completely different!)
1 lb. boneless chicken breast cut into 1” pieces
1 yellow onion, chopped
1 red pepper, coarsely chopped or julienned
4 (or more) cloves garlic, minced
1 heaping Tbsp. tomato paste
1 14 oz. can of quartered artichoke hearts
1 small jar clam juice
1 lb. peeled and deveined medium shrimp
1/2 to 3/4 lb. Calamari and whole baby squid cut into small circles and pieces
A dozen or more mussles
about 8 oz frozen baby peas
In a 2 qt. sauce pan, heat 2 Tbsp olive oil. Li
YOU know what I HATE!!!
that people dont have many real friends anymore-Liars-domestic abusers-cancer-child abusers-depression-poverty-injustice-ignorance-brusselsprouts-vanity-hangnails-selfhate-racism-lack of mental healthcare in USA-100million people in Africa has AIDS-cruelty to animals-people who hide their emotions-pushy & evil people-that our friends and family are on crack but nobody talks about doing something about it-loneliness-YOU!!(just kiddin) LOL
Love In A Drive Thru Society (my Philosophy)
Lets say a relationship is a rose bush. You go to Home Depot and you pick out a new rose bush. You got the best, it has really bright full flowes and really green healthy leaves. In the excitement you buy a new shovel and snippers and a hose with attatchments. You are all set. You get home and kick the old lawn furnature out of the way and rake real quick to make a spot for your new rose bush. You dig the hole and plant your new pride and joy. You tell all your friends about it, its all you can talk about. You are just high. Every day you are out there with your rose bush just loving it.
But after the first season the leaves wilt and the flowers die. And since we live in a drive thru society and everything is disposable and super sized, you rip it out of the ground and in your anguish, you say "it wasnt meant to be" "its fate" and you head back to Home Depot for another one. But this time you look at the rose bushes and you say to yourself, the last one did this and that so the next o
Waste Of My Time
IS THE BLOG A WASTE OF MY TIME TO DOES ANY ONE READ THIS ETHER OR WAS I RIGHT YOU GOTO BE HOT TO GET PEOPLETO TALK TO YOU
What Do You Do....
What do you do when you want to tell somebody something, but you don't know how to do it? Any suggestions would be great.
Damn My Tiny Brain!
I really wish I'd thought of a better username. Something super-clever that would score points with the ladies. Something like... pussypleaser. Because, damn, that's brilliant.
It tells everyone what you're all about AND reveals your inner gift for words all at once.
Why Can't We All Get On?
Why can't we all get on?
Because we're different.
It's a fact of life, and it's everywhere, from the school food hall, thru the mall, to the bars we hang out in. We all split in to our little groups because that's what we do, we split in to our little groups, and interact with those that we get on with.
The world would suck big time, if we all got on, because it would mean we were all the same, all liked the same music, the same clothes, the same taste in everything, we'd all love the same man, or woman, and it would be bland and lifeless.
Variety is the spice of life, it's our diversity, and uniqueness that sets us apart, that drives us forward, and makes us what we are, so the question isn't why can't we all get on, but the question is why can't we leave those alone who chose to be apart from us?
That is the secret to harmony, not to force people together, but to recognise, acknowledge, and respect our differences, and to leave people to get on with their own lives, a
Sex Scene Of A Hooker
So I fucked your mothers butt
First I greased up a carrot and she made it to the green
I learned how to fuck from Twiztid and now im makin her scream
TAP TAP TAP
Your fathers home from work
and now he's knockalockin at the door
So I donkey punch that bitch like BLAAAM
I love her too much couldnt let her see this death scene
I open the door, your pops strolls in
Talkin big and bad like he's tough shit
So I took my axe and didnt hesitate to crack
Im covered in blood and ya mutha's wakin up
Im straight up FUCKED
Going To The Uk
Ok yall tell me if this isn't fucked up or wrong.. By law I'm allowed to visit the UK for 6 months on a visa waver, so I desided to go there September 6th. I was gonna spend 6 glorious months with my fiance, than he was gonna come here for 3 weeks before we filed for a visa for me to move there (if I liked the UK). Well when I got to the immigration section they pulled me in for questionning when I said I was going for that long. They than finger printed me, and took my pics, also interigated me for over 3 hrs. To come to the conclusion that since I didn't have a job at that point here in America, I had no reason to return. They figured I was gonna stay there longer than I was suppose to illegally. I even had a return flight ticket to prove I was returning home. They than held me in a room for about 28 hrs, than sent me on a plane back to america, and now I have to b apart from the love of my life a long 5 months. Now yall tell me if yall think that is right.,
i just wanted to thank all my friends on here for maken me feel welcomed and wanted to thank you all for becomeing friends with me but i will be leaven lc in a couple of weeks i will miss you all
all my love to all you of you
This song is dedicated to the young and to the young at heart..
When we make love
Its hard to tell
If you're dreaming of me.
Or someone else?
That drunken kiss.
Seems like a lie.
Don't say its forever. And then say goodbye.
Don't ya leave me.
Please believe me.
I only want your love..
When the morning comes.
And the sunshines bright.
You're gonna need someone.
Someone to treat you right.
So don't walk out when you wake up.
Let's give it a chance girl
Give it a shot, give it a shot now.
Don't deceive me.
You gotta believe me, I only want your love..
This is fine for now but maybe..
Let's make a baby inside of you..
Its just the time, you gotta find.
I want your name on my tattoo.
You blow my mind.
So tell me. I wanna know.
Forever and ever. I only need your love.
Lay your head down here.
I'll always be so near. I only want your love...
Here comes the here it goes.
There goes t
My Life (part 6)
Well, here I am again, lots of things happened, lots of thing happening. The divorce was rough, the loneliness prevails, the hurt is still there..........but, I'm still alive, I'm still pushing, and mainly, I'm still happy!
There were a couple of bad spots, some still needing to be fixed, some just plain absurb to have happened. My name was slandered, my honor put to the test, my patience and temper sorely tried. Most for naught, some for good reason.
I find it interesting that there are people out there who take what they percieve as a slight to them, and blow it up into a thing so out of proportion and full of lies, that it's nothing NEAR what the truth is. I often shake my head in wonder at the extremes some will go to, merely because they decide to take one persons word as gospel without even attempting to talk to the other person involved.
To date, I've been accused of many, many things, things that are so far outside of my personality, and mental traits, that anyo
My weekend wa sactually pretty good, went to a friends house and visited it was great, watched movies drank beer and had a good ole time.
Played poker last night and won ofcourse. *flips hair*. Today my 49ers won yayyy. so all in all probly the ebst weekend I've had in a month
Subject: DUST ?
This was too cute not to pass on. I think we all
remember those times in church with our kids!
A visiting minister during the offertory prayer:
"Dear Lord," he began with arms extended and a
rapturous look on his
upturned face, "without you we are but dust..."
He would have continued, but at that moment one very
obedient little girl
(who was listening carefully for a change!)leaned over
to her mother and
asked quite audibly in her shrill little girl voice,
"Mommy, WHAT is butt dust?"
Church was pretty much over at that point...
It Still Belongs To You
My whole world
My knight in armor
My strength and honor
You said you'd always be there
I said I believed you
So when you're not
Who do I turn to?
I cant see you
My world is cold
My light is dim
And my tears are old
I really really miss you
And I know it's not your fault
I guess the two of us had
Our lives come to a screeching hault
The only difference is
I'm stuck here
And the hardest thing is
I dont have you near
I know that you can see me
When you're looking down
As I struggle on
In this little 'ole town
Please wait for me
Hold onto my heart
Because it still belongs to you
Even though it's ripped apart
Forever You And Me
I lay here..
And I think of you.
I hear your laughter.
And your sighs.
I close my eyes,
Feel your touch.
You are always here.
Outside my window..
I hear the rainfall,
As a hundred songs
Play through my mind..
Their words so much clearer,
Than ever before.
Because you make everything
Easier to see...better to feel.
You are everything
Love is supposed to be.
And what we share,
Could never explain.
The feelings we have,
Comfort we find in one another.
How our souls meet,
As if we've always been.
And I am so grateful
For you, your heart.
The way you captivate my mind.
How you make me smile.
How you love me.
I disappear into you.
Everything else fades away,
When it is you and me.
A special kind of love
To never end,
To never be forgotten.
You and me.
The moment I walked into the bar, I knew something was up. I couldn’t sense anything. No fear, no lust, no jealousy, no rage- in short, none of the usual emotions that hit me, (or any other clairsentient worth their salt) once I enter a bar. These people- were they zombies?
My eye fell on a woman sitting near the entrance. She smiled at a joke her partner was making, showing off canines that were very sharp, very pointy, and very, very un-human.
Shiiit, I thought earnestly. Shit shit shit. Of all the bars in LA, I had to walk into a damned vampire bar.
The patrons had fallen silent. Many, many pairs of unnaturally beautiful eyes of all hues were on me now.
I walked very slowly up to the bar. The smart thing to do would not be to bolt. Like wolves, vampires are predators. You run, they chase. It’s a sign of weakness, and one does not go showing signs of weakness in a roomful of killing machines that can rip your heart out without even breaking a sweat.
As I stare now into glory I seek to conquer all. I’m sick. I know I’m not well because to look into my heart is to take a journey into hell. I’ve done things that I’ll never tell. I have been broken battered and defeated. The blood may no longer run like a river but the pain is here to tell me that I’m still alive. I’ve been guilty of judging to quickly and I have paid the price. I’ve been addicted to substance and punishment and they got me no where but trapped within my own empathy. Now I must face my bruised reflection daily. Just because I am bruised does not mean that I will bow down and I will give in…..I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again…the pain is here to show me that I’m still alive…Every drop of blood and sweat has it’s own meaning. I live for the pain I do not care what you think what you say…I don’t give a fuck that people stare at me every day. My blood shall flow and it will stain the land for I am one who is to be judged….when that day comes the real horrors will
Touch my cold lips,
Hold my hand,
With your fingertips,
Trace our love,
Whisper a sweet thing or two,
In my ear,
Show me the sun setting with a sky so blue,
You know I love you so.
I'll take you away,
And save you from the merky water,
With our bodies so close on the grass we'll lay,
In the darkness,
Of a cold room,
You feel my heart, it's lifeless,
But I'm still awake,
How can that be,
Could this be fake,
Or am I just dead,
The living dead,
I do not wish to scare your nights,
I just wanted my beloved,
You never knew,
In the darkness,
Of a cold room,
You feel my heart...lifeless.
Now seriously do men actually really believe that by giving girls a few compliemts that its gonna make us all wet and get naked.. I have been giggling at gettn the same messages over and over again sayn how hot i am so will i get on cam and make myself cum for them.. i mean really surely men dont believe a one compliment would work!
and would you like to fuck me on cam is not a temptn pick up line.. lmao.. my vibrator gives better pick up lines!! herhehehe
When it comes to turning a woman on, there’s wet, and then there’s wet. You can learn how to unleash a tidal wave of orgasmic juices in your bed. Read on to find out more about the phenomenon of female ejaculation.
How It Works
Females ejaculate? Yes, they do. We’re talking about a gusher of fluid spurting out of her pussy as she comes. Actually, to be more accurate, the fluid comes squirting out of her urethra. Don’t let this gross you out, though; it’s not pee! Female cum is a clear, odorless liquid produced by a small organ called the “female prostate,” or urethral sponge, which is located between the urethra and vagina. The fluid it produces just happens to come out of the pee hole, but...so does guys’ semen, right?
While some women may experience ejaculation naturally in the course of intercourse or other sex play, most require some concentrated stimulation of the G-spot. Massaging the G-spot causes the urethral sponge to become engorged with fluid, which is then expel
She breathes heavily watching him running through the woods, sniffing the air to catch her scent, everytime he gets close to her she moves, playing games with his mind, prowling like the animal that he is, he whimpers to her begs for her to comes out of hiding, She knows he wants her and she wants him, but shes a tease, and he likes this feature of hers , hes throbbing with delight he gets closer and closer to her, she can see he`s only a few yards away but she doesnt move this time, she lets him come to her.................to be continued.
Tell Me Ur Sign?
Taurus (April 20 - May 20)
--Don't tease them. It will only piss them off. Taureans are realists. If you say that you are horny: Prepare to be fucked. Taureans are heavy indulgers, though. All forms of indulgence: Sex-drugs-wine-food...whatever their vice may be: they simply cannot get enough. They do not believe in moderation. They will fuck until they are sore. Taurus likes to have sex just for the sake of having sex. What they lack in originality, they make up for in stamina and endurance. Okay...so they may not be into bondage, okay? But they WILL lick you until you have at least three orgasms or until you pass out...whichever comes first. Taurus uses their tongue for EVERYthing...and I mean that. They love to lick people in whipped cream, alcohol, chocolate, flesh and candy???Bring it on! Caution: They are looking for a relationship so be kind to them.
They also have a BIG wet thing for scent. Sometimes they don't want a lover to bathe before sex. Or you may find them shaggin
Its Monday =(
Ahh this weekend went by so fast. I hate when that happens. lol. Now its back to the usual stuff...classes and such.
Im attempting to find another job, but i really have no idea where to start. so im going to be heading out today to search for something i suppose. I need money...been spending too much of it lately, and need to go back to saving.
Its beautiful out today, going to be hitting low 80s here..which is amazing for this time of year up there in rochester ny. haha. Its most likely going to be the last warm summer like day around here. The leaves are starting to change colors and im excited. I love the fall.
Its a shame that i have to spend it drving around doing errands.
Anywhose, i hope you all have a wonderful day..even though its monday =P
The porno of frankiegirl's life will be called ...
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Grimoire Of Beneficial Vengeance
I have this as a podcast on my profile if you would rather listen to it than read it
In essence all good things come to those who be themselves. It puts you outside the box. Others see the difference and they become attracted. They want to be with you and warm themselves at your independence.
You may attract the weak - it's an occupational hazard. If you attract too many of them you will attract those that prey on them. They will see you as competition - and you can do without that.
So you have to ration yourself - by being careful about when and where you come out to play.
If anyone tries to make you feel guilty that should set off immediate warning bells. They will be only trying to manipulate and control you. Your mission does not allow you the time to get sucked into those games.
It says in the Art of War that you defeat the enemy by attacking his strategy. It says in the Celestine Prophecy that you collapse a strategy by naming it.
The Porno Of My Life...
The porno of ChristmasBaby's life will be called ...
"Victory on Mount Venus"
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I wonder why we as human beings always seem to think that when things are at there worst...they will never get better. I myself am guilty of this. I have found myself in the position so many times to just feel tired...to not want to go on. Just stumble around this hectic world until my lottery number comes up and I get hit by a greyhound bus while walking across the street, talking on my cell-phone like a fucking zombie.
But it's strange. Some how, some way, things always turn around. They always get better. Do we always recognize this? No...I don't think we do. Sometimes that pit of self-pity that we drown ourselves in feels too comfortable, to warm. Those jacuzzi jets are on full speed hitting you right in the middle of the back, the sweet spot. Who would want to drag themselves away from that when it becomes what we are used too?
There have been a few times in my life when I have let the upward climb go completely over my head. I was so miserable I didn't realize
Love is full of passion,
Full of fire and desire.
When its lost, the passion fades.
How do you move on?
What do you do to heal the pain?
What do you do with all the acheing?
The world seems different,
Cause you love no more.
You want to love again,
You wait for the feeling of * One*.
Waiting to be whole again.
Because, Without the one you love,
What are you?......
Michelle*sept 18th 2006*
Ok , Game On
The first carinivore of of hearts has been freed. That means the monster is on the loose again. I have made promises to the ones he hurt before that if would not happen again,,,but that promise might have been premature due to the backbonedness of power. We must watch and make sure our friends and unsuspecting victims do not fall prey again. I will eat his cold black heart. Howl with me pack and lets get this finished.
Never Was As Lonely As The Night
Never felt as lonely as the night
in all it's dark solitude
with all it's weight
and though my mind is crowded
by the measures of the universe
the golden clouds of gases
that swell even the tiniest notion
to a magnitude of...
When I Was Younger
When I was a lot younger, I moved to Aizona with a friend. We made the long haul one night. I stayed there at his place and worked with him at the factory where he worked for a while. Later, I decided to try the big city life. So I made the venture to Phoenix. I found a job at a motel as a desk clerk.
It was a pretty seedy run down motel, and at night it was rather scary. I did meet some very interesting characters there, though. This is a story about one of those people. It was a fairly quiet night, and this older lady was checking in. She was nice looking and was in her in late 40's or early 50's.
She smiled brightly at me as I checked her in. She left and came back a little later. She asked me if I could come down to her room later and help her with something. I said yeah, I could come now. She asked me what time I got off work, and I told her at 11 p.m. "You know my room number" she said to me. "Why don't you come and see me when you get off work". She added. I couldnât bel
go vote for me guys...lol
ill pay ya back when u need me too!
Well my fellow Cherries!!!
I am having my surgry Sept 29 to have my ovary removed. Then 2 weeks from then I will start my Radiation treatments. You guys asked for updates and as I get them I will let all my Friends, Fans and Family know. Keep me in your prayers please.
MUCH LOVE and PEACE
Aries (March 21 - April 19) --
Aries LIVES for head massages. ANY part of their head: Lips, Eyelids, Eyes, Tongue, you name it! Aries also likes to fuck in public places during business hours. You need to be open minded with an Aries...If you don't feel like being duct taped to a wall and beaten with live ferrets: Tell Them. Be warned! IF you don't want to be kinky, don't be with an Aries. If you say 'No' too often to them you may lose them as a lover forever.
Aries Idea of Heaven Is: Participating in live sex shows for money. Having their favorite human toy win first place in a pony boy/girl race. Fucking as an art form on display in a gallery. They secretly crave to be strippers or Annie Sprinkle. Aries LIVES to be jealous...they also like to coordinate other people fucking. Secretly desire to be fluffers. Aries owned a Violet Wand before it was popular. They are also Sadists.
The best gift to give an Aries is designer colored nylon rope in their favorite color. They live to tea
I'm not sure how much I'll actually use this thing, but I'll give it a shot.
First of all, I'd like to thank all of you who have rated and commented my pictures. I try to return the favor whenever I have a chance, but I'm sorry if I've missed you.
I get a lot of requests to add people to my messenger and I just wanted to let you all know that I don't chat that much and I don't cyber or cam either. If you want to add me to talk books or photography, that's cool, just don't ask expecting me to cyber or cam with you.
Thanks again and I hope everyone has a great week!
Word Of Wisdumb
Do not walk behind me,for i may not lead.Do not walk ahead of me,for i may not follow.Do not walk beside me either. Just pretty much leave me the hell alone. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and a leaky tire.Its always darkest before dawn .So if you're going to steal your neighbor's newpaper, that's the time to do it.Dont be irreplaceable. If you cant be replaced , you can be promoted.Alwalys remember that you're unique,Just like everyone else.Never test the depth of the water with both feet.If you think nobody cares if you're alive try missing a couple of car payments
how do u describe a best freind? or freind a freind is a person when u have a break down is there to pick up the peaces a freind is there for every thing a best friend is the friend who help hide a body for u
Lol... Online Fun N Games...
So someone please fill me in on what the fascination with the online games is, because I really don't quite comprehend.
LOL... inevitably the lie comes to the surface and you get caught. So begs the question, why lie?? Why disrespect the people you call friends by being dishonest with them??
Just a little food for thought on this chilly Monday...
Shitty Mood.....too Much Bad Luck, Read On
So, I got sent home from work yesturday right..... because Im sick, and I couldnt help myself from running to the bathroom to puke about every 20 minutes. So.... I went to the doctor today...and I have asthma, and I have broncitus and pnemonia shit again...on medication for that..... 2 different inhalors and antibiotics. Well, I also took a pregnancy test. Mind you, I have a IUD (intra uterine device) that protects a female from getting pregnant for 5 years. The test came up negitive....but thats not all. I had a pap smear and a test ran to make sure I dont have HPV again (human papilla virus)... Its contracted from having too much sex, with too many sex partners... YES, I guess you can say I was a promiscus girl when I was younger..... that is what caused me to get my cervical cancer when I was pregnant with Jacob. She also made sure that my IUD is still in place. And to my surprise, There is No IUD!!!! HOW THE FUCK CAN IT NOT BE THERE?!?!? So, my doctor ordered me a ultrasound.... I
The 18th ~ The Aim Convo.
Noelly:im a loser baby so why dont kill me ?
Me:cuz i dont wanna lol
Noelly: wow talking to my awy message?
Me: oh yes u no it
Me: u no im special like that
Noelly: lol thats my fred
Me: ah hhuummmm... i wanna be a kitten can i be a kitten?
Noelly: hmm i lemme see
Noelly: lol fine
Noelly: your my kitten
The 18th ~ Rock Vrs. Paper??
I understand that Scissors can beat Paper, and I get how Rock can beat Scissors, but there's no fucking way Paper can beat Rock. Paper is supposed to magically wrap around Rock leaving it immobile? Why the hell cant paper do this to scissors? Screw scissors, why can't paper do this to people? Why isn't notebook paper constantly suffocating students while they take notes in class? I'll tell you why, because paper can't beat anybody, a rock would tear that shit up in 2 seconds. When I play rock/paper/scissors, I always choose rock. Then when somebody claims to beat me with their paper I can punch them in the face with my already clenched fist and say, oh shit, I'm sorry, I thought paper would protect you, you asshole
Have A Goodnight My Sweet Cherry Friends!
I'm tired so its off to bed i go! Have a nice night sorry I cant get to everyone but I would if I could. Talk to ya all tomorrow! sweet cherry dreams nighty,night! smooches to ya!
P.S If ya leave me a message its easier to get back to ya, so yea, just do that! goodnight, hugs & smooches!!! talk to ya soon as possible!!
My husband has got to go to hospital this morning to the Cardio- Respiratory Department.
He has got to go on one of them running machines to to test his heart. If he fails he will loose his driving licence and he is not happy about that. He loves to drive and loves to get out in the car with me and the kids.