So its crazy to think how i 1 2 3 4 weeks a month how everhtng can be so differnt ... a month ago i seriously was planning to get married i was planning school i still am doing that but i was setting up a life in my head i was really sure who i was with was who i wanted forever and 15million days :P ... thank god i am saved form that one lol i way to young i know that now... but its like 3 weeks ago i was heart broken shattered feeling lost and seeing everthing fall apart.... i was mad sad u name it i felt it ... 2 weeks ago i got hit by a ton of bricks my funding for school backed out lol needless to say i was never so sure of my love as then i never cried so hard in my life i felt as though m,y eyes were gonna pop they hurt for days .... it put things into new guild lines and what matters and what dosnt weekago.... I met someone amazing He been a good friend ever since ...
a month ago i got intouch with some old friends and they helped me thru my heard times and showed me what real friends r not what
3 weeks ago i thought i was lost
2 weeks ago i found my self
spinning half naked in the rain and falling onto the grass staring up at the sky and feeling ther rain fall it was amazing
1 week ago i had the biggest day of my life thus fair i went to my 1st day of school
and this week everthing in my life is sooo differnt theres not even words to explain it
i will need to find my self a lil more of who i have lost but i will and i will find much more
its amazing what a week can do :P
much love to all my friends who have been here for me in these times of great changes u mean the world that ur there and r still there
