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Ville, Linde, Mige, Burton Or Gaz?
Take the quiz: Ville, Linde, Mige, Burton or Gaz???Ville.... U are gothic, dark and mysterious.Ville is the man that created HIM, and he is dead gourges to.... But best of all, his voice is like an angel, even it is when he singing on cd or live or speaking...Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!
Which H.i.m. Song Are You?
Take the quiz: Which HIM song are you?Join MeYou take love very seriously and you have many problems...you don't want to leave your loved one so you ask them to die with you for love. You need this person more then they realise.Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!
~*~ About Me ~*~
I am me, I am the way I am, and I do not change for anyone no matter what. I love to meet new people but I have the type of personality where you will either love me or hate me..lol. So who knows, maybe you'll be my new friend? I'm ALWAYS 100% brutaly honest, and I pride myself on being that way. I'm blunt, outspoken, and I say whatever I want to say. I don't really put much thought into alot of things before I say them, if it comes to my mind, then it automatically comes out of my mouth.. lol. I'm weird, and I know it. I love my weirdness! I'm quick witted and I maintain multiple personalities while most people find it hard to maintain one. LoL.
My favorite colors are orange and blue.
I love to laugh.
I hate most people.
Girlie girls make me hurl.
I swear like a sailor when I wax my cunt.
I swear like a sailor when i'm not waxing my cunt.
I hate most things anyone else would like.
I can be selfish.
I can be jealous.
I'm a flirt.
I wish this poem were pixie dust
To throw into your eyes
And make you see the loveliness
Beneath my sad disguise.
And I would take you in my arms
And weave a magic spell
That I could utter anytime
To make you love me well.
But alas my simple words
Are like summer rain
That drums on hills and fields and hearts,
Then vanishes again.
And though my love might make you bloom,
You turn with fragile grace
To gaze in aching loneliness
At someone else's face.
We lust for what we cannot have,
A long, unbroken chain
Of lovers who remain unloved
And loved who love in vain.
While I'm near mad with wanting you
As trees must have the sun,
You cannot help but find a love
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling,
with anyone other than you.
If Only There Were More Men Like Him!
Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes.
He stays up for days on end.
You take a warm shower to help you wake up.
He goes days or weeks without running water.
You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.
He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.
You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up
with your friends.
He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.
You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.
He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.
You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.
He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.
You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.
He walks the streets, searching for insurge
One night, a police officer was stalking out a particularly rowdy biker bar for possible violations of the driving-under-the-influence laws. At closing time, he saw one of the bikers stumble out of the bar, trip on the curb, & try his keys on five different bikes before he found his. Then, sat on the bike fumbling around several minutes, looking as if he might pass out right there. Everyone left the bar and rode off. Finally, he started his engine and began to pull away. The police officer was waiting for him. He stopped the biker, read him his rights and administered the Breathalyzer test. The results showed a reading of 0.0. The puzzled officer demanded to know how that could be. The biker replied, "Tonight, I'm the Designated Decoy."
Biker Saves A Life
Two bikers walk into a roadhouse to wash the road dust from their throats. They stand at the bar, drinking a beer and talking about the new model Harleys.
Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. After a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is in real distress.
One of the bikers looks at her and says, "kin ya swaller?" The woman shakes her head, no. "Kin ya breathe?" The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head.
The biker walks over to the woman, lifts up the back of her dress, yanks down her panties, and slowly runs his tongue from the back of her thigh up to the small of her back. The woman is so shocked, that she has a violent spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth. As she begins to breathe again, the biker walks slowly back to the bar and takes a drink from his beer.
His buddy says, "Ya know, I'd heard of that there "Hind Lick Maneuver," but 'til today, I ain't never seen nobody do it." LMAOOOO
Outside the window
Late at night
Deep in the shadows
But not beyond sight
The moon, pale, bright
Stands a figure.
Tall and fair
With hypnotic eyes
And black shroud of hair.
me to his lair.
Whispers my name.
Hollow eyes burning
The figure fades.
Nothing but silence
Intense and deafening.
My body tense,
I am afraid.
He's still here. I feel
Chills run down my spine
Heart beats like thunder.
What is this creature that lurks, I wonder?
Pleasure and pain.
The form reappears
Near my bed.
Lord of the Darkness
He rules the Undead,
nourished by blood, fear, pain.
With lips cruel, red,
Stands above me.
Descends upon my
Foul breath in my face
Sharp, white teeth gleaming.
Three drops of blood fall, slip
Warm crimson tears.
Try to resist, but
Cannot fight this thing
so strong, so despised.
Defenseless. No one comes,
A Last Chance (repost)
There is a bulletin going around right now, I've reposted it at the bottom of this blog, and I almost reposted it as a bulletin, but decided to avoid the drama.
People have said to me before why don't you go for the spotlight, or do a Cherry blast, and I've always told them that I don't want either, because I don't care about being center of attention.
However, there was a day, a few days ago, when I did consider going for the spotlight.
If you have read my blogs then you know about my neice, and the fact that she is very ill, and the fact we have to raise a lot of money just so she can stay alive.
When I found out about that I considered going for the spotlight, not because it could help in anyway, I couldn't ever ask complete strangers to help with this, but because I wanted to be loved at the time, I felt that down, that depressed, I just wanted people to love me, to hold me, to show me some attention.
That might make me sound childish, and selfish, but it's how I fel
I can feel your hands
touching my body softly
Your soft hands exciting me
with every sexual embrace
the desire deep inside of me
awakens with every touch
my heart beats so fast
My body is on fire
As you whisper your
with every touch
my body weakens
surrending to you touch
till no longer
I can struggle
till i am totally yours
Ya know, somedays you wake up and you think the world is your oyster. Then you have days where you wish you could crawl under a rock because you can not please anyone you love.
I have been on such an emotional rollercoaster lately. And I want to tell all you great LC friends that I'm not ignoring any of you, just trying to figure out a few things that are terribly important to me.
~*~Bites & Kisses~*~
When someone tells you they love you,
but they don't mean it
When you see the one you love..
with the one they love
...When they leave you for someone else
Telling someone how you feel about them,
and they dont feel the same about you
Not knowing if what you have will last
Wanting someone so bad,
but you just can't have them
When you can never stop
thinking about that special someone
even though you don't want to think about them
Wishing you still had them in your arms
When you'll do anything for them and they dont even give a shit.....
Letting days go by without hearing anything about them
Knowing they're so close
but yet so far away..
loving someone for a long time
but they just want to be friends
trying your hardest to get their attention,
but it just didnt work
Going to sleep thinking about them
knowing theyre thinking about someone else
When your intentions are good
but they see it the opposite,
My Guarden Angel
She was born on september 19,1984 in zanesville ohio to her parents david harper and deloris wheeler and she was deliverd full term natural birth.She got yellow johndish at age 1 day. Which left her staying a extra day in the hospital. we went back that next day and they let her come home with us where she did just great till she was 11 days old. I had her on my lap feeding her bottle to her.I turned her on her stomach across my lap to burp her. I look down at her and she is turnin blue i pantic i grab her up and i run out side to where my older brother was cuttin wood. I screamed omg help me please she is blue my brother came runnin over to where i was standin he grabs her out of my arms and turns her upside down smacks her on the bottom and she turns back to her regular color. My next to oldest brother goes gets his car we get in the car and take her to hospital. When we get her there they look at her and they say see nottin wrong may have been chokin on lint on her blanket. So they
Dont Forget Me
Hey every one just wanting to let you know that I am still alive just trying to move on from my baby sisters passing and working hard. Thank you to all who have left me comments and messages regarding my sister. For those that did not know she was just 28 and left behind three very beautiful babies. Any way life is tough right now but I hope to be back in the swing of things soon. Dont forget me out there in LC land ok...Kisses......Sissy
isit bad when the one you love the most gives you the most stress? and when there out of your life all the stess is gone?
My Insides Are Bloody
Goddamn fuckin' mother fucker cheese fucking maggot arrggghhhh aahhhh!!!!! Got woken up by the evilness of cramps. Dammit, I only slept for 3 hours. I'm not normally a wuss when it comes to cramps but for some reason it feels like someone jabbing a fucking knife up your pee hole, twisting the mother fucker and ripping out shit. Owwiee....
Took some drugs...yay for drugs!! *snuggles pill box* I wuvy drugs...they make evil pain go away... well it better this time.. ow ow ow ow
Goddamn you fuckin' men! You're so damn fuckin' lucky..fuck you fuck you...grrrahhhhh I needs coffee.....
Song of two hearts becoming one.
Joined forever and one day more.
Never to know loneliness again.
When the angels come down to take us away.
Part of our soul in the other forever will stay.
We will love each other past the time,
The earth for gets to turn, stars cease to burn,
One light will continue to burn deep down
in our soul's. That love is what we have for
each other. Your love is like food for my soul.
My heart sings the beauty I've found in you.
When other couple's love comes undone.
Our's keeps glowing like the morning sun.
It brightens our live's as well as our heart's
with a perfect love.
Meet & Greet
Niagra Falls April 28th & 29th..arrangements need to be made so let me know if you're interested...hope to see u there
Bored As Hell
yeah im sitting at home, just got out of school..my boyfriend evan couldnt stay here long but i made sure our time was worth while =] i have nothin to do for the rest of the night..lol ill prolly be on here a lot idk ive missed bein on here, its been a while. ever since school started i havent had as much time. i know noone is gonna read this..at least thats very unlikely its a waste of time haha
so like this one time and band camp
Tempest Release Date!!!
Waddup Juggalo's And Juggalette's many of ya'll have asked if the tempest is coming out tomorrow and if the rumor is true that both wraith albums are gonna be remixed well i have the answers to those questions right here....
1.The Tempest has been delayed a couple months.
2.Both Shangri-La And Hell's Pit are being remixed and added with brand new fresh flavor so be expecting those sometime in november alright and thats all i got for ya right now so peace and long live the juggalos.
3.Insane Clown Posse's
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We Will Never Die Alone, Juggalos Will Carry On, Swing Our Hatchets If We Must, Each And Every One Of Us.
What People Call Me
this is my favorite band /singer
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Wraped in a familiarity
I want to....
In the sands of the beach, edge of the waves
Stretch my mind and spirit
Or....cool grass on bare skin
And by the licking tongue of fire
to the limit
Well as you know I am a die hard fan but I have to admit that I don't want the Yankees clinching soon. At least not in Toronto. I want them to clinch when they get to Tampa Bay. Call me greedy but I got tickets to Friday, Saturday and Sunday and that would be so awesome to see a clinch on one of those days.
You are driven and ambitious - totally self motiviated to succeed
Actively working to acheive what you want, you are skillful in many areas.
You are a natural predator with strong instincts ... and more than a little demanding.
You are creative, energetic, and an extremely powerful force.
An outdoors person, you like animals and relate to them better than people.
You tend to have an explosive personality, but also a good sense of humor.
People sometimes see you as arrogant or a know it all.
You tend to be a bit of a loner, though you hate to be alone.
Souls you are most compatible with: Seeker Soul and Peacemaker Soul
I Made A Decision
Well everyone i took the job back at my old work...looks like they just canned someone and now not only the 3 buck raise but the hrs i want. So i will try it out for a bit and if i am still not happy there then i will go else where but i think it will be all good now. Nothing else is to exciting except my lil baby Liam learned today how to climb up on chairs so now i really have to be on him all the time ...lil monkey is what he is...anyways i will try to get these out every so often since i am not on nearly as much as i used to be and i have lost touch with a lot of you...this way u will know a lil bit of what is going on here and there...as always char
More Than Likely You Wont Understand
Some time ago there was someone in my life whom I really cared for .. we were friends .. we had a wonderful relationship.. we laughed .. we cried .. we consoled .. we talked for hours and then some more .. we could say aboslutly nothing and still walk away filled with conversation ..
Unfortunatly this person and I dont talk anymore :( * yes instert sadness here* .. This person was one of My Best friends in my life .. unfortunatly I got scared when we got too close . didnt want our friendship to be ruined by something more .. and I lost him .. not only as a possible partner . but friend .. yes .. this still makes me sad .. I still ask about him .. still worry about him .. even thou he showed less than any happiness for me.. I can understand.. he was hurt .. angry .. thats fine .. I dont hold anything against him .. and I still care about him .. and hope his life is going wonderful .. I dont bug him .. or even go to his profiles .. dont do anything that would cause him to think im "wa
The reflection of you appears.in the mirror i saw nat only myself but the
destruction i caused that night i dont recall maybe because as a flew through
the windshield my mind took over one year to the presant awaking in past of
the nightmare that comes true i touched my hand upon the cold dead dirt my
my teares fall upon the blood running roses my sowrow tingout for the miss fortune
i know nothing about you your lifei so carelessly i took the chance which was a stupid one
the left was the wrong turn powering a life away from an hour of my pressure.
What I Want
Over the years my tastes have changed some..but I mainly want someone that is faithful and loves me as much as I love them. They say beauty is in the eye of the beholder..Well that is true. That isn't just some sappy Hallmark greeting card saying. If you are truely in love with someone, they should be good enough to satisfy you. You shouldn't need a super model with a tiny waist and firm breasts. Yes that all sounds great but how often is that person the right one? Never in my book.They are usually too stuck on themselves to care about another human being. They are usually too high maintence..and too girly. I want a country gal that isn't afraid to get dirt under her nails once in awhile.
Now I have went out with girls that were on the chunky side..not necessarily fat..but they had meat on their bones. And then I have been with others that were just skinny. The ones that I like the most were the ones that had meat on their bones. This one girlfriend was always telling me that guys lo
To Understand Why.......
Good evening to all. My name is John, and I'm
hoping that after you've read the emotions I've
expressed within my profile you will have
discovered my name plus a whole lot more about me.
Based upon the feedback I have been receiving,
which is all good(Thank You), I wanted to declare
a few things about my intentions here:
-Everyone here is beautiful, gorgeous, stunning,
vivacious, attractive and unique.
-Although it is so easy to be selfish and greedy
to focus only upon pictures-the quality that I seek
from each of you is from within. Your expressions
and emotions captured into words truly define just
how beautiful, gorgeous, stunning, vivacious,
attractive and unique each of you can be and is the
true essence of what emanates from.
-As you have guessed I seek love, romance, commitment,
relationship with one woman-only one woman. Can those
qualities be found on a site that, according to the founders:
'LostCherry is the first online nightclub: a pla
Have you ever wanted to scream at the top of your lungs but fear that if you do, not a single person that mattered would ever hear you? Have you ever been surrounded by a group of people and wanted nothing more than to be in the arms of the one who mattered the most to you? Have you ever sat and wondered if the one who mattered the most to you really and truly knew exactly how you felt about them...I mean down to the core? Have you ever sat alone and watched as tears fell from your eyes one by one by one and wondered if the person you loved ever did the same thing...at least in regards to you? Have you ever looked back at the reflection in the mirror and knew that they didn't? Sometimes it is a hard reality to face...waking up and knowing that no matter how much you love someone, that they are never really going to fully understand how it is you feel. How could they when you are too afraid to say something? Have you ever wanted to scream at the top of your lungs, but fear that if you d
so i took some new fabulous pictures today. you guys should check them out! since most of you fuckasses add me and then don't say a word to me! try leaving me a nice little picture comment or something. is it that hard? it must be. i'm gonna have to start cleaning out my friend's list and deleting people who have never said a single thing to me.
to my super cool friends on here...
I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!
I am so excited.... According to this site....when I get 395 more points, my cherry is gonna be tighter!!! I mean, it's like nice and tight now, but oh yeah....tighter is gonna be a blast!!! This place is better than I thought!! Lmao
I was offered an office secretary job and I accepted it. I'm so happy right now it's unbelievable. I'll start in two to four weeks. No more barely making it. (for now.) Now I can move forward in my life. It's a good feeling. A very good feeling. Wish me luck!
IS LIKE A SEED OF LIFE
TO ROOT IS FULL PAIN & STRIFE
TO GROW IS LIKE A GREAT OAK TREE
STRAIGHT & STRONG FOR ETERNITY
LOVE IS WHAT I OFFER
STEADFAST AND CALM & OH SO TRUE
LOVE IS LIFE BETWEEN TWO PEOPLE
WHO REALLY CARES....
LOVE IS OURS, IF YOU AGREE
TO SPEND YOUR LIFE W ME.......
#3: Proving People Wrong
There are few feelings more satisfying in the world than doing something people think you can't do. Case in point: last October. My girlfriend just broke up with me and I lost my job in the span of a week. While I was looking for a job in the newspaper, my ex told me I'm better off just giving up. And you know something, I listened. I threw in the towel more or less, packed my stuff, and moved in with my first ex for about ten days. Then I moved back home to Baltimore, down and depressed. I was out of work until January (when my parents were about to kick me out) when I finally got me a job as an office clerk. I was sick of it after about two or three months and I looked aggressively for better work. Today, I'm happy to tell you (and all those that doubted me) I will soon be an office secretary. With a lot more money and benefits. Did I mention I was going back to school too and starting next month? To those that stuck by me and through me through my hard times, thanks. T
Goddnight To All Of Cherryville!!!!
just wanted to say nighty,night! got to get up at 6:00 am and will not be done running till late,.. so i'm gonna be back on thursday! Hope to talk to you all soon! sorry cant get to mst of ya but just leave me a message and i will get ya back! much sweet cherry luvin! ~JESSICAluvzMIKE~ xoxo! smooches and hugins!!
HEHEH have a nice night! sweet dreams y'all!
WHY IS IT WE TRY TO GO FOWARD AND EVERYTHING YOU TRY JUST TAKES YA RIGHT BACK TO THE BEGINING AGAIN
AS A LOT OF POEPLE IN MY LIFE KNOWS I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL IN DEC OF LAST YEAR DIEN CUZ MY PANKREASE SHUT DOWN MAKN ME AN INSTANT DIABETIC HAD TO SHOOT MYSELF FOR 2 MONTHS STRAIGHT WITH 100CC OF INSULIN 3 TIMES A DAY OR MORE ONE DAY I HIT A NERVE IN MY STUMACH AND SAID ENOUGH OF THAT SHIT AND HAVNT TAKN IT SINCE AND MY SUGAR IS NORMAL AGAIN WELL I WENT BACK TO WORK FOR ABOUT 2 MONTHS THINKN I WAS FINALY GETN MY LIFE STRAIGHT AGAIN AND HAD TO GO IN FOR PHYSICAL WELL GUESE WHAT IM BACK NOT WORKN AGAIN AND IT WASNT CUZ OF INSULIN NOW ITS HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE WELL IVE TREID EVERYTHING TO LOWER IT AND ALL IT DOUSE IS RAISE SO GUESE IM FUCKED WHATS WORSE IS THAT SOCIAL SECURITY WITH ME LOOSN EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE IN A COUPLE MONTHS INCLUDING MY FIANCE CUZ SHE COULDNT HANDLE ME NOT BEEN ABLE TO WORK FUNNY HOW LOVE IS/ I COME TO IT THAT LOVE REVOLVES AROUND MONEY ANYMORE/ HA I SHOULD FIND A SUG
Today marks a very special day in my life. 2 years ago today I started talking with someone online and well little did I know that was the mark of a beautiful friendship.
Shad words cannot even express how much I appreciate you. You always put a smile on my face and keep me laughing for hours. You also seem to make a negative situation look positive. You are the biggest sweetheart I have ever met. Thank you so much for not turning away from me like so many have done. I definately found a new strength with you.
Shad hunni thank you so much for putting me back on the right track and for reminding me how special I am. You are a special man a rare kind. The kind that still has a heart. I could sit here and write forever but I already got enough tears in my eyes...LOL. However I will say this, I truly feel as if the Lord blessed me the day he made you my friend and I pray he keeps us friends forever. Thanks for caring so much it means so much to me. Loves ya always Hun..
Letter To Tide
I am writing to say what an excellent product you have! I've used it all of my married life, as my Mom always told me it was the best.
Now that I am in my fifties I find it even better! In fact, about a month ago, I spilled some red wine on my new white blouse. My inconsiderate and uncaring husband started to belittle me about how clumsy I was, and generally started becoming a pain in the neck. One thing led to another and somehow I ended up with his blood on my new white blouse! I
grabbed my bottle of Tide with bleach alternative, and to my surprise and
satisfaction, all of the stains came out! In fact, the stains came out so well the detectives who came by yesterday told me that the DNA
tests on my blouse were negative and then my attorney called and said that I was no longer considered a suspect in the disappearance of my husband.
What a relief! Going through menopause is bad enough without being a murder suspect! I thank you, once again, for having a great product.
Place Your Hometown On My Map!!
Ok this is simple...just click on the map and place your hometown on the map and leave me a message to show me where ya from! Create one and place on your page so i can leave you some love too!
can somebody tell me why almost every profile have fifty million headshots.I mean they are nice but change the image a little,cmon!same head just tilted one inch to the right or to the left.I like checking out pics but how can you comment when all 289 are the same and 1 is of someones foot.no offence if you have this on your profile but Im just curious!
Dial Up Sucks
I cant be ass'd replying to emails and such while im on dialup but promise i will when i get my broadband back tomorrow :( sorry
Of all the friends I've ever met,
> You're the one I won't forget.
> And if I die Before you do
> I'll go to heaven
> And wait for you
> I'll give the angels
> Back their wings
> And risk the loss
> Of everything
> Just to prove
> My friendship is true
> I'm thankful to have
> Friends like you! **
>OK!Comment me and tell me what you would do?
> ID NEVER GET KISSED AGAIN
> GET A PECK ON THE FOREHEAD
> GET A PECK ON THE CHEEK
> GET A PECK ON THE LIPS
> GET A KISS
> GET A HUG
> GET A REALLY BIG HUG
> GET A KISS AND A BIG HUG
> GET KISSED& HUGGED
> GET ALL THE ABOVE AND WHATEVER YOU WANT!! **
I LOVE YOU ALL!
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Happy Mchump Day
Hump Day. Am I the only adult human being who has yet to get randomly humped on this day?
And I'm not talking about the nice comments I've been left. I'm talking full-on, wild monkey lovin'.
Do you ever type something and then think, "What the hell was that all about?"
kinda sad today
my car is in the shop for the umpteenth time..
and my fishie died...
So You Can You Tell Me Why I Torture Myself??
I have this increably nasty habit, of getting myself hurt, weither it be from being clumsy, or from falling for the wrong guys. See i was raised very old fashion, from a very backwards community, where when you went out on a date with someone they where then forever known as your boyfriend, or if someone asked you out it was no different, you where with that person exclusivly. oh we had friends that we hung out with, but it was an unwriten unstated fact, that the man holding your hand was the one you where with. He didnt use you for sex, he didnt use you as a pawn in his little head game. It just seems like so much has changed. See i never dated around, it was exclusive relationships, my whole life, they may not have last long, but everyone knew we where together, but now that im 26 i have a few kids, and im starting over, trying to find someone to commit to, things have changed to much, to the point that i have an incredable fear of dating and men. Sure i know how to flirt, i know how
Quiz- Vampire Strength
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I am going to the hospital tomorrow.
What Is Love?
What Is Love?
It is that which is without condition, without limitation, and without need.
Because it is without condition, it requires nothing in order to be expresed. It asks nothing in return. It withdraws nothing in retaliation.
Because it is without limitation, it places no limitation on another. It knows no ending, but goes on forever. It experiences no boundry or barrier.
Because it is without need. it seeks to take nothing not freely given. It seeks to hold nothing not wishing to be held. It seeks to give nothing not joyously welcomed.
And it is free. Love is that which is free. For freedom is the essence of what God is, and Love is God, Expressed.
Im So Tired Of This Crap
Does anyone out there just avoid dealing with their past because it makes them feel uncomfortable? Is it just better to put it completely behind you and block it from your memories and remove everything in your life that makes you remember the pain? It is acceptable to avoid everything in this world that could make you feel uncomfortable or is that just a part of life? I really dont know the answer to those questions but I have dealt with that crap for the past year and its really getting old!!!
hey all im trying to get a ghost hunting society in michigan started up. we will be doing hunts all over the nation. if you are intrested in joining drop me a line and tell me.
Jamie! When I was at the age of sixteen, I had a secret , Which should have been seen. No one saw it, So I didn’t tell. I managed to hide it So very well. I carried on As though nothing was wrong, But it seemed to go on For far too long. The night I went to the labour ward, I was frightened of what was to come. I was glad I had a hand to hold,- That same night I had told my mum. When it was over I was so confused. It’s not nice to have loved, And only been used. I missed the life I’d had inside me, For nine months he had grown. But after all the hiding, I could not call him my own. But I gave him a name,- I called him Jamie, I think of him every day, I loved him then, and always will, And no one can take that away. Rebecca Duncan (copyright)
Lovers we are and lovers we will be
For now and forever throughout eternity
Our love can never be known
Our desire for one another can never be shown
Our love will be forbidden from now until the end
One that we must hide, because it is the ultimate sin
I will remember the intimate nights of passion
Where lust and desire had no reason for ration.
With each obsessive thrust I was pushed to the end
Scratching and clawing deep into your skin.
The sweat that glistened off our bodies, entertwined
As the ultimate climax shook my mind.
You laid your body down on mine
Taking in your scent and wishing for more time.
I have to let you go now, but the memories will remain
One day you'll be back sweet lover, but for now I will live with the pain.
So Sue Me.
So I have an oral fixation. Sue me.
Wait... send me pictures of Sue first.
I wish she would like to earn 10$...
Wonder what i mean? Watch Wong Kar Wai's movie 2046. And the others too some culture won't hurt you.
Body: If you have done it... add it up... if you have not...leave it off your total.
Smoked Pot - $10
Did Acid - $5
Ever had sex at Church - $25
Woke up in the morning and did not know who was next to you - $40
Met someone on MySpace - $20
Had sex with someone you met on MySpace - $25
Had sex for money - $100
Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican - $20
Vandalized something - $20
Had sex on your parents bed - $10
Beat up someone - $20
Been jumped - $10
Crossed dressed - $10
Given money to stripper - $25
Been in love with a stripper - $20
Kissed someone who's name you didn't know - $0.10
Hit on someone of the same sex, while at work - $15
Ever driven drunk - $20
Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk - $50
Used toys while having sex - $30
Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before - $20
Went skinny dipping - $5
Had sex in a pool - $20
Kissed someone of the same sex - $10
Had sex with someone of the same sex - $20
Cheated on your g
Sotd - Hitchin A Ride
by Green Day
Hey mister, where you headed?
Are you in a hurry?
I need a lift to happy hour
say oh no
Do you brake for distilled spirits?
I need a break aswell
The well that inebriates the Guilt
Cold turkey's getting stale
Tonight I'm eating crow
Fermented salmonella poison oak no
There's a drought at the fountain of youth
And I'm dehydrating
My tongue is swelling up
I say 1,2,1,2,3,4
You know I cannot lie
I'm off the wagon and I'm hitchin' a ride
There's a drought at the fountain of youth
And now I'm dehydratingMy tongue is swelling up
I say shit!
You know I cannot lie
I'm off the wagon and
I'm hitchin' a ride
Hitchin' a ride
I've done nothing all day. I slept, felt like shit when I was awake, and slept some more. Now that I'm up, I'm just going to grab a bite to eat and then pass out listening to some depressing piece of soothing earcandy. Is it in these moods that we are suppose to produce something artistic? Do you automatically become an artist once you put your thoughts onto a piece of paper or paint them on canvas? I'm at a point in my life where I feel like I have nothing to look forward to, the things I wanted to see or accomplish are just muffled sounds thumping in and out of my head. I feel like a robot on autopilot, going somewhere and doing things that other people would want to see me do. Why does it take a tragedy to produce something beautiful? Can you love life? I wish I was able to appreciate it more. I wish that I could hold on to some of the people I meet.. one person in general. The person that shares the great unknown with you, the person that appreciates your efforts to make things bet
BOOTY CALL! Please fill out the below application if you want to be a booty call for this person.
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Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible_
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1min ___ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ all nite___
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Which do u prefer? (check appropriate box)
One on one__ Doubles__ Group___
While having sex, what do u do? (place "X" in all appropriate boxes)
Just lie the
Change To Recent Top Photos On Home Page..
displaying the recent top photos box on your homepage is now an on/off option under your profile settings.
it's defaulted to off, feel free to turn it back on if you miss the ass and cleavage shots. :-)
Big Deck 2
Okay... I think I might have gotten it... lets see if this works ............
*crosses nipples.......... finger*
*Hugs n Kissies*
News In My Town
- Two were injured when an ex-husband drove his truck through a metal gate and peppered his ex-wife's mobile home with .22-caliber slugs, according to Durant Police.
Durant Police Chief Gary Rudick, who was at the scene, said that Travis Wigington, 47, drove through the gate of property located at 2909 Cemetery Road, pulled out a .22-caliber rifle, and began firing at a travel trailer occupied by Carol Annette Johnson, 45, and her 6-year-old daughter.
According to police, Johnson yelled at Wigington to stop shooting and that the child was inside. Rudick said Johnson returned fire with a handgun.
The incident was heard by a police dispatcher when Johnson called at 5:05.
ďShe called us and said, ĎHe's shooting at us,' and finally, she said, ĎI shot him,'Ē Rudick said.
Johnson was hit in the right shoulder, and Wigington was shot in the groin area. Both were taken to the Medical Center of Southeastern Oklahoma where they are listed in stable condition, according to a ho
I bet u think I spelt that wrong but really I didn't!! Memphiss is My new Daughters name She was born on Monday Sept. 18 2006 at 7:30 pm she was 8 lbs 3 oz and her length was 20 in!! Yeah!!! well I won't be on much for the next cupla days but I'll be on when I can!!
Ok how do I get a custom background in, wanna help me, send me a message I will make sure you have somethin in return kisses
Perhaps I should send him to go live with his father?
Okay, now I AM crying because he is MINE. How can I possibly let my kid go live with someone else?
But if I am such a failure.....
Hey Guys Insurnce Company I Have Made The Drs Discharge When He Is Still Sick
hey guys i have good and bad news well the good that is fever is no longer but my insurece company made the doctors discharge him so i had to bring home still with kidney failure but the kidney dr.is sending a home nurse to my house to check on him but im still worried about things.the doctor said if hes worse bring him to a hospital he will let me know the results of the cancer test with tissue they took from both kidney then they will let me know how they will trat him for kidney failure then everybody on lost pls pray that peter does not get worse while home i want to kick ass right now with my health insurnce that i have ,for me and my sons well guys wish me goodluck watching my son until the home nurse comes to my house i am not a dr or a nurse they shouldnt make do this its killing me already that hes has kindey fallure and is still not out of the woods show me and peter well wishes send peter some hi how r u u have us has friends he can read your comments everyday until we know
Tats And Peircings!
So i have been thinking that tats and peircings are a turn for me.. lol so i have decided to get one myself. I dont want to cover myself with tats and peircings but a few would be nice. Im not really sure which ones i want but if you guys wanna give me some suggestions that would be kool. Im looking more for the "Suicide Girl" look. As some of you know i am a fan of them. LOL can you guess why? LOL So i am up for any suggestions. I cant wait to hear what you all say! =)
Party Time!!! :o)
You are invited to a special Pampered Chef party!!
WHERE: My house
CAN YOU COME?
I know how busy you all are and that you probably hate being invited to any home parties, but I assure you this is no ordinary home party. And to be honest, I haven't had a party like this in ages, and I need to update my kitch gadgets.
Pampered Chef has come out with new consultants
and products that are fabulous.
I have enclosed samples below of the new home party products...
I'm expecting a good turnout . !
Now, aren't you sorry you groaned and sd, "not another party..."
Have a Good Day
Ok see, I know this site has a bit of "racey" pix on it and shit and that's cool, don't get me wrong. But if you're Goddamn busted as fuck, and you weigh like over 268.9 lbs. please keep that shit private. Nobody needs to see that motherfuckin "monster box"!! Goddamm. a motherfucker has to eat around these Goddamn parts, and apparently (bitch) you'z already eatin' good. So try not to fuck up my meal ticket....plus that shit is scarin' the cat.
While being home alone one day,
With ďHoney-Do'sĒ Iíll not mention.
I ventured towards the ice box,
For something to ease my tension.
To my joy and shocked amazement,
To think that I should spy.
Way back amongst the green stuff,
An intact Chocolate PIE.
I grabbed a spoon from out the drawer,
And milk from off the shelf.
I plopped down at the table,
And preceded to stuff myself.
I dove into the Meringue and Chocolate,
With such a frantic pace.
There was chocolate on the table,
On the floor and on my face.
Just as I finished, the do
Talked To The Kid..
He thinks everyone hates him. The kids pick on him, etc etc. Nothing that the majority of us haven't gone through ourselves. They tell him he is ugly, or stupid or that he needs to get his teeth fixed cuz the braces aren't working. He said he got water on himself and kids are speading a rumor all over the school that he pee'd on himself. He is a tattle tale.
What do you do? What do you do when the kid takes it all way too seriously? He DOES instigate a lot of this stuff so how do I get him to stop?
Haha.. expect many more whiny blogs from Felicia tonight. I'm having a helluvanight!
Crying Is Gd For U!
"There was a study done where a control group of 100 people were divided into two.
50 people watched a very funny, tears-of laughter type movie. 50 watched a very sad and tears of compassion type movie.
At the end of the sessions researchers collected the "happy tears" and the "sad tears" with eye droppers.
They found that "happy tears" are made up of brine...salt water and not a great deal else
However the "sad tears" were found to contain the very same chemicals and enzymes that are found in tumors, ulcers and other such lumps and bumps and sicknesses through out the body.
This test concluded that the body, when crying in sadness etc is literally flushing out all of the toxic-chemicals that accumulate and are a part of the sadness /heartache experience.
Therefore if one holds back those tears, those toxic-waters will find somewhere else to deposit themselves... .and prolonged lack-of-crying-release will guarantee that the body will accumulate a huge amount o
Updated Repost Of About Me Section
FIRST OFF, FOR ANYONE OUT THERE WHO ACTUALLY READS PROFILES, I AM A GUY. YOU MIGHT HAVE KNOWN THAT IF YOU HAD READ THE PROFILE TO START WITH CONSIDERING I MENTION THAT I AM A PROUD FATHER. I GET VERY IRRITATED WITH PEOPLE WHO DON'T BOTHER TO READ THE PROFILE BEFORE THEY LEAVE COMMENTS OR SEND ME SHOUTS. THANK YOU...CARRY ON.
My name is Rayne and I am a 23-year-old proud FATHER of a little boy named Holden. He is my world! I adopted Holden when he was 3 years old. (Yes, single parent adoption--it helps to have connections sometimes.)Holden's biological father is in prison and his mother had abandoned him in the snow not too far from where I live. I love this boy more than life itself.
I love being with my family. I have a very rare family. We are a tight-knit family. You hurt one of us, you hurt all of us. We are also rare because we all get along. If you look at families today, they are always fighting, kids are getting into trouble in school and with the law. It's a crazy world
Thought For The Day
It doesnt matter where you come from. What truly matters, is where you are going.
Happy Spring Day!
yes, today is the first day of spring time!
and just when i came to the bank (where i work) they gave me a rose :)
i went to college before, so i start the papers for my paper degree or whatever is the name for it lol
well, after they checked my information, and that i really finished all my exams, they sent me to pay... ya, i had to pay for it lol (the bad thing about privat colleges is, that you have to pay for everything)
hmmm i hope today is a nice day, because i feel like there will be something really wrong...
hugs for everyone
Milkshakes Melt......people Change
Yeah Hmmm ok lets see well Stephen was suppose to come by and see Nicholas yesterday. Ha yeah right he never showed. Not that i'm surprised at all. He's such a little faggot. All he is is a piece of white trash and I regret our whole fucking relationship. He had the nerve to call me 2 hrs after he was suppose to be here to tell me he wasn't coming. I was so fucking pissed. Even though we aren't together he still thinks he can treat me like a piece of shit and he's gonna get his ass beat. Guys like him make me think I'm never gonna find a good one..... I'm just down for some reason this morning....
Why Do People Have To Be So Fake???
I got a call about 30 minutes ago or so from my grandfather saying that my grandmothers blood preasure was spiking and she thought she was having a stroke. Of course, i freaked out and the worst case scenarios started racing thru my mind. I was terrified and scared of losing my Lorcey cause she is the cornerstone of my family... she is what keeps us all together. I still haven't heard anything from them yet as to her condition and I am so nervous I can't think straight... so I saw a person on here who claimed to be my friend and I had thought we had gotten close over the past few days. I kept trying to get her to talk to me and she wouldn't but i really need someone to talk to so i kept trying. She finally answered me and I asked why she wasn't talking to me and she said "Don't start with me thins morning, I have a done of paperwork to do" I then told her why i was trying to get ahold of her and that i needed to talk and there was nothing... pure silence... no response at all. H
The Venus Butterfly
The Venus Butterfly is hinted at as not being intercourse but can supposedly, when practiced, cause hour long orgasms, hundreds of orgasms and multiple contractions in both women and in men, among many other things. Is this myth just an old urban legend, or does it really exist?
It is my belief that the Venus Butterfly DOES NOT exist. Here's why: The only places you see saying anything at all about the "Venus Butterfly" or anything else you've probably not heard of are adult catologues, bookstores, TV channels, etc. that are trying to SELL you this supposed secret. No where else will you find any information about it all. Searching for this topic on the Internet will no doubt lead you to find only places where other people are asking, "What is the Venus Butterfly?" and not any useful information about it. In limited form, however, the venus butterfly may be a form of manual stimulation where the hands are used to stimulate the wo
So...why Is It....
...that the weather has such an effect on people? I mean today it is all rainy and icky outside and sure enough my mood matches it! Thank God for my LC friends...a few comments here...a shout there and presto chango...I am all happy again! Damn, am I really that emotionally "easy"? I can go with that! Well...I will stay in a good mood til lunch and then out into the "shit" I go...so to those who love me...better be ready to bring me back out of the Pit Of Despair (please notice the raspy Albino voice from one of the best movies of all time). Note...bonus points to anyone who can name the movie! love ya all!
Sorry I haven't been around for a while. Work has been a bitch lately.
I usually work nights, but recently the powers that be (obviously not me), decided that I need to start working some day shifts as well. So, now I get to switch back and forth every week.
It's hard enuf getting used to working nights, so throwing a couple day shifts into the mix just screws with your mind and body.
That being said, my wife and I are taking a 10-day vacation to Arizona starting tomorrow. We never took a honeymoon bcuz we were broke, but now, it's time. We both need it, and we certainly deserve it.
I should be back around the 1st of October, so I'll talk to y'all then!!
Im Over The Moon
Today has been one of the best days of my life . This special person will know why .....
And i just wanted to say thankyou xxxxxxxxxxx
The Unwritten Law: It Is Written
Scarybirds has a number of characteristic beliefs. Some of these are:
The world is harsh. Prosperity is rare. Life is for the strong, and we should take what we can given the opportunity. Especially if we're armed.
We are free to shape our damaged fantasies to the extent allowed by our skill, courage, and cunning. There is no sentiment imposed by the will of any external deity.
We do not need salvation. We're already completely screwed by any standards. All we need is a bottle of booze, some warm food, a porn movie and maybe a pack of smokes.
We are connected to all our ancestors by police records and DNA matching via national databases. We should probably figure out a way to work this to our advantage.
We are also linked to all our living kin - and to a lot of other stooges on the internet who are ripe for the picking.
We are connected to Nature and shouldn't worry about urinating in public. Hell, I don't give it a second thought. The selfish egomaniacs often express
Fiona Apple - Sleep To Dream
I tell you how I feel, but you dont care.
I say tell me the truth, but you dont dare.
You say love is a hell you cannot bare.
And I say gimme mine back and then go there - for all I care.
I got my feet on the ground and I dont go to sleep to dream.
You got your head in the clouds and youre not at all what you seem.
This mind, this body, and this voice cannot be stifled by your deviant ways.
So dont forget what I told you, dont come around, I got my own hell to raise.
I have never been insulted in all my life.
I could swallow the seas to wash down all this pride.
First you run like a fool just to be at my side.
And now you run like a fool, but you just run to hide, and I cant abide.
I got my feet on the ground and I dont go to sleep to dream.
You got this head in the clouds and youre not at all what you seem.
This mind, this body, and this voice cannot be stifled by your deviant ways.
So dont forget what I told you, dont come around, I got my own hell to raise.
Moments In Memory
Moments In Memory....
Remember the picnic on the lake
The days were shorter, the air crisper
The leaves changing in beautiful hues
The breeze just barely stirring, like a whisper
The meal itself a simple fair
all that was left was cheese & wine,
Those we were enjoying as the fire that
Kept back the chill, as the sun dipped the final time ...
All that is left is the glow behind the horizon,
The dusk of the night,
The fire softly glowing with
its warm soft light ....
The sounds of the waves
softly hitting the sand
Just being together
Silently holding hands
Enjoying the silence
Settle around us, whispering breeze
the chill of the air as it
gently becomes a tease ...
Times when knowing
this is what friends do
Sharing a moment to last all time
Knowing I found a dear friend in you ...
Moments like this
are far and few
And one im glad
I shared with you
Where do we begin on love . Well all i can say is , ive been taken by it , That BIG FOUR LETTER WORD LOVE . That means so much , To so many different people ..... But at last i think i have it ... Ive grabbed it and taken hold of it . And im going to keep it for ever xxxxxxx It's a wondeful feeling to have ............ I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU . I LOVE YOU XXXXXXXXXX
I am hella bored so here is a new blog entry i need CHERRY BUCKS to buy a gift so yall gotta help me comment rate or whatever i will do the same in return PROMISE i aint a lame ass lol
2.54am - Drama. I'm a simple guy, to me the city has so much useless shit, it's cluttered with 'unnecessity'. Everywhere there's restrictions, it's like we're in jail, might as well be, can't even fart without a warning here or a summons there. In NYC you should automatically be born with a middle initial assigned to you, D, for drama - John Drama Doe. This way when you take a vacation, go out of town and people look at your ID, they say "Well I guess he's had it rough, let's go easy on him, he's from New York City". So the other day, back in february, I was on the train going home, it's about an hour ride home from the city, it's 6am, me, the mildly drunk russian,in a nearly empty train, with a homeless guy sprawled out across three seats at the other end of the subway car, in his dark corner of the car is a busted light. Halfway through at one of the stops I get called over by an officer of the law, this american law that I don't mind following rules of, if only you spill it in a sha
You are simpley amazing.
And yes you rock.
I always have a constant smile when im talking to you.
-I need you to know you can fall into me
That my arms are wide open and will always be
Right here waiting, Staying strong
Come and fall into me-
Hope that makes you smile :)
Porn Magazine Pages
I walked to work today after school and then went to Chic Fila (sp?) to pick up lunch for everyone that was working already since I had an hour to kill...so anyway...and the way to get the food, I had to walk past this empy store that used to be Franks and is now becoming ACE Hardware...but anyway to the point of this...
ALL OVER the ground outside of the place there was pages of a porn magazine everywhere!...lol girls masterbating and shit...the book itself was like in the road there...but pages were on the sidewalk and all. Yeah I thought I would share that...it was quite interesting...and amusing.
1. What is the middle name of the first person you ever slept with? who knows
2. What kind of underwear are you wearing and what color? None
3. What is the song you want played at your funeral? Don't want to think about it
4. Would you tell your parents if you're gay?
5. What would your last meal be before getting executed?
6. Beatles or Stones?
7. If you had to pick one person on earth who should die, who?
8. Beer, wine or hard liquor?
9. What is the thing most important to you about your mate?
How well we click
10. What are your plans for the future?
Be married with a house and a family
12. Do you walk around the house naked?
When i can
13. How many drinks does it take to get you drunk?
14. Where is your best friend(s)?
California and Michigan
15. Hair color you like on someone you're dating?
Blone or bald
16. Would you rather be blind or deaf?
17. Do you have any special talents?
I canít taste you on my lips anymore, your voice just a whisper now. A memory of a lover lost.
It is late; I am awake again, thinking of you, longing for you again.
For your touch
Your breath on my neck
Your smile, your musings
The way you make me laugh
They way you make me feel when I am with you
But you donít know how I want you, how I ache for your touch again. I canít bring myself to tell you, and you wouldnít care if I did. You are consumed with her and not me. You donít even remember me.
Iím over it.
1) 94% of men lie about their****size.
According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of
men need to use extra large condoms.
2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the
truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capactity is
only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle
3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary.
4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can
make your penis grow. (most men reach
the end of their growth by the early 20's)
5) There is no correlation between penis size and
shoe size, hand size, or nose size.
6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically
called "prostatic congestion."
7) Only 16% of men shave their privates.
+Some stuff on the ladies+
1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider
themselves "attractive" (20% of British women
do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say
Letter From Louisiana Mother To Her Son In Iraq
I am writing this slow cause I know you can't read fast. We don't live where we did when you left. Your Dad read in the paper where more accidents happen within twenty miles of home...so we moved. I won't be able to send you the address cause the last family that lived here took the numbers with them for their next house so they wouldn't have to change their address.
This place has a washing machine. The first day I put four shirts in it, pulled the chain and havn't seen them since. It only rained twice this week, three days the first time, and four days the second time.
The coat you wanted me to send you, well your Aunt Sue said it would be a little too heavy to send in the mail with them heavy buttons, so we cut them off and put them in the pockets.
We got a bill from the funeral home, said if we didn't make the last payment of Grandma's funeral bill...up she comes.
About your sister, she had a baby this morning, I havn't found out whether it is a boy or a gi
I Think You're The Father Of One Of My Kids.........
A guy goes to the supermarket and notices a beautiful blond woman,who waves at him and says "Hello."
He's rather taken aback, because he can't place where he knows herfrom. So he says, "Do you Know me?"
To which she replies, "I think you're the father of one of my kids."
Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever beenunfaithful to his wife and says, "My God, are you the stripper from my bachelor party that I made love to on the pool table with all my buddies
watching, while your partner whipped my butt with wet celery???"
She looks into his eyes and calmly says, "No, I'm your son's math teacher!"
#1 State you live in
#2 Fav vacation Spot
#3 Who's your lost cherry sweetheart?
#4 Celebrity crush?
#5 If you could live anywhere in the World where would that be?
Just some random questions i am bored feel free to ask me too :D
Just One Of Those Days
You ever have one of those days where everything starts off great and then all of a sutton it just goes to shit?????
ok i posted pics of the man meat check them out if you want
Way, way down inside there's a hollow soul
An emptiness shatters tomorrow
And I find it hard to breathe for me in your company
Seems I've been taken for granted
And you're breaking and bleeding me down to nothing
It's tearing me down
You're breaking me and bleeding me down to nothing
Maybe, this time baby it's meant to be
No more suffocating you or me, oh yeah
And I payed the price but you sentencing me to life
And I feel I bought in my time
And you're breaking and bleeding me down to nothing
It's tearing me down
You're breaking me and bleeding me down to nothing
You're breaking me
And bleeding me
You're bleeding me, you're bleeding me
And you're breaking and bleeding me down to nothing
You're tearing me down
You're breaking me and bleeding me down to nothing
You're tearing me, tearing me down again
Tearing me down again
You're breaking me and bleeding me
Bleeding me again
Dont Miss Me Too Much
well, as of tomorrow at noon, i am gone, heading out for the weekend. dont miss me too much yall. love yas and i love this site. best one on the web. anyway, yea, im outtie and ill be back sometime around supper time sunday. have a great weekend yall *hugs and kisses*
I'm not really sure why I am tonight but I just wanted to let y'all know that I luv you guys. Each of you for different reasons but the reasons are still there. SOOOO, thank y'all for makin my world a little brighter.
Chalk One Up For The Old Guy
An older, white haired man walked into a jewellery store one Friday
evening with a beautiful young gal at his side.
He told the jeweller he was looking for a special ring for his girlfriend.
The jeweller looked through his stock and brought out a $5,000 ring and showed it to him. The old man said, "I don't think you understand, I want something very special."
At that statement, the jeweller went to his special stock and brought
another ring over. "Here's a stunning ring at only $40,000," the jeweller
The young lady's eyes sparkled and her whole body trembled with
The old man seeing this said, "We'll take it."
The jeweller asked how payment would be made and the old man stated,
check and I know you need to make sure my check is good, so I'll write
now and you can call the bank Monday to verify the funds. I'll pick
Monday afternoon," he said.
Monday morning, a very teed-off jeweller phoned the old man. "There's
money in that a
You'll Just Never Know
I ain't comfortable talking about this but I feel like I need to, to let my feelings out...Some people on here knew about my last pregnancy...and how I had a miscarriage. I have been pregnant 3 times. All ended in miscarriages =[.
Ash Mason. R.I.P.-2001
Xaviar James. R.I.P.-2003
Aaliyah Jean. R.I.P.-2006
Some of you also know the father of her. I am not going to say his name but yeah. Her death affected me the most. I was deeply in love with her father and what happened in the surgery room. While i was in surgery to get aaliyah taken out of me i was sedated i had a aaliyah song i was singing to her while i was out. In my heart is where i got to hold her they wouldnt let me hold her when they cut her out of me. The doctors told me i was crying why i was sedated i think when i was holding her is when i started crying. I named her Aaliyah because when I was singing to her in my heart holding her I was singing One In A Million by Aaliyah. I only got her once, while I was sedated...
What I Would Say
what i would say to you if i were only to say...
what i would say to you if i could only understand..
what i would say to you if only you would listen...
what i would say to you if there was no tomorrow...
what i would say to you if there were a tomorrow...
what i would say to you if courage would overcome...
what i would say to you is what eyes say when met...
what i would say to you is i love you.
I'm Not Allowed To An Opinion.....
this i know to be a fact because i've had friends that were supposedly behind me all the way until i voiced my opinion and then...*poof*....they were gone! i was under the impression that these blogs were for us to say what we meant and what we felt at any given time. i must have been mistaken about that. anyone who's mature enough to be on lc should also be mature enough to know that opinions are like assholes....everyone has one and they all stink (that includes mine). they should also be mature enough not to let someone else's opinion on any given topic keep them from still being friends with that person. wasn't this country built on values such as freedom of speech? am i to keep quiet and only write about things that everyone agrees with? well, as for the first question, i think we're falling a bit on that one. these days if you don't follow the crowd, you're left out in the cold. this country really has no tolerance for the individual. there are enough examples of this so that i s
Whisper My Name
an infinite sadness
darkens my soul
has taken control
where is my love
scattered like leaves
what do i feel
nothin but grief
here i stand
and stand alone
a weakened light
a distant home
hidden amongst us
a band of theives
their purpose to steal
the souls we need
when happiness and love
dies in the rain
my only hope
one of pain
a look from you
one i call friend
picks me up
again and again
balance me now
with a will to live
do this for me
and my life i give
and if you need
or feel the same
look my direction
whisper my name
In A Moment
When at first sight I saw your face,
from across the way my heart did sway.
You held me close but for a moment
only to turn and walk away.
Never knowing how you made me feel,
unknowingly it was my heart you did steal
The rest of my life I would pay
for falling in love with you that day.
4 more days, and i will be another year older. Lots of things have happened in the last year. Some good, some not so good. The last few days some people have asked me if there was anything in the last year that i would change. And honestly, I don't know. There are one or two things I wish had happened differently, but Regret is a wasted emotion, its too late to change it now. And I still stick by my sayin, once i give a piece of my heart, it is forever theirs..... Whether they want it or not is up to them. Life goes on, things change.... The test is keeping what you have, and gettin what you want. And at the moment, I have failed at both. A reminder to those reading this.. tell the ones you care about how you feel at each opportunity you get... Tomorrow may be too late.
Native American Drums
Drums of The Native American Indians
All life is rhythmic. We see it in the coming and going of day and night. the ebb and flow of tides. The swaying of trees in the wind. We hear it in the patter of rain. The repetition of footsteps. The beating of the human heart. We respond to rhythm when we sense it-and seek it out when it is not present for it is invariably pleasant. Little wonder that throughout the history of mankind, people from all over the world have prized drums-the instruments of rhythm.
Perhaps no other people have attached a greater significance to the spirit of the drum than the Indian tribes of North America. The drum has played an inherent role in the lives of Native Americans for centuries. prior to battle, the beat of the drum aroused a sense of strength and solidarity. in gatherings of celebration, it created a sense of social and spiritual harmony. The Indian Nations continue to express their deep spiritual awareness through ceremonial dances accompanied by th
Emily was having a great time out with her friends. It felt great to be out of college at long last. She had spent so much time studying and such, that tonight she was letting her guard down and have some fun without worrying about tomorrow. Her strawberry daquari was helping. She had already danced with a few guys, but none had held her interest so far.
At last, the guy she had been eyeing all night walked over and asked her for a dance. Andrew, as he introduced himself, was a great dancer, and a smooth talker. After four dances and some small talk in between, Andrew asked if he could drive her home. The request was followed by his lips grazing along her neck and his hands cupping her ass cheeks. She had no disillusions about what he wanted. Her nipples had hardened long ago and her panties were soaked with her juices. The alcohol and all the rubbing and teasing on the dance floor had her really worked up. She readily agreed and bid her friends good night.
They fondled, carress
Attention People Of Earth
I am what scientists call a "social retard". Any conversation we have will at some point go horribly wrong and you will think I am insane.
Which is about right.
Another Day Another Dollar, Right??
so basically i like to fuss, lmao.. not in that bitchy girl sort of way, more in a WTF was that all about kinda way and it usually happens once a day to me, so figured well funny shit happens to me all the time why not blog it, right? right.. keep an eye out wont be a daily thing unless the folks at the nursing home decide that my popcorn and porno movies every friday night is a keeper, lmao.. then i shall right some reviews for ya lmao.. until then let me sneak off and find some trouble to get into.. ttfn kimi
Sometimes you can see me here.
And if you are brave you can listen to me singing just click on the note.
Broadcast Yourself LIVE
Her hair was up in a pony tail,
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say.
What to tell her
classmates of why he wasn't there today.
But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.
But the little girl went to school
eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees;
a dad who never calls.
There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats
One by one the teacher called a student from the class.
their daddys, as seconds slowly passed.
At last the teacher called her name,
every child turned to stare.
Each of them was searching,
for a man who wasn't there.
The pastor entered his donkey in a race and it won. The pastor was so pleased with the donkey that he entered it in the race again, and it won again. The local paper read: PASTOR'S ASS OUT FRONT
The Bishop was so upset with this kind of publicity that he ordered the pastor not to enter the donkey in another race. The next day, the local paper headline read: BISHOP SCRATCHES PASTOR'S ASS.
This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the pastor to get rid of the donkey. The pastor decided to give it to a nun in a nearby convent.
The local paper, hearing of the news, posted the following headline the next day: NUN HAS BEST ASS IN TOWN. The bishop fainted. He informed the nun that she would have to get rid of the donkey, so she sold it to a farmer for $10. The next day the paper read: NUN SELLS ASS FOR $10
This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the nun to buy back the donkey and lead it to the plains where it could run wild. The next day the headlines r
How Things Change
Sorry, this is not a sex story. More of a rant.
I have come to the conclusion that with all of the technology provided to us we have become less personal. Sometimes it seems that the normal courtesy of even saying bye is lost in the world of instant messaging and email. If you were on the phone or talking to someone in person, would you just walk off and leave? Would you not say bye? If someone walks up to you would you just ignore them like you arenít there? How did we become so impersonal? No wonder our kids today donít have any verbal communication skills or an idea how to act in a group of people. They are sitting behind a computer or a phone text messaging. Personally I miss the days of a proper conversation. It is sad to see such a wonderful trait lost in this technology world.
Ok the weekend is officially here!!! everybody have a good one!!!
just a side note: For those of you who think I look like a whore thats great keep it to yourself. It's the same as wearing a bikini to a beach or being a Victoria Secert model. Why is it HOT for a celeb or a playboy bunny to do it but the average ordinary woman does it shes trashy? I think ppl are just intimitaded by a woman who is not afraid. Besides if you havnt noticed there are worse pictures of ppl on myspace/ LC For those of you who say I'm no better than the 14 yr olds that try to look twice thier age well theres a difference: I AM 21 YRS OLD. For those of you who say " does not look like the Jamie I know" thats cuz you dont know me theres only a few that really do. So in other words you don't like don't look and piss off.
To all of My friends,
Im writing this blog to inform everyone that im going to take a break from Yahoo , Lost Cherry and Myspace. As most of you know Ive recently got back together with my Ex girlfriend and Im going to give 100% of my attention to making this work this time. Im happy and hope everyone is happy for me. I'll check in from time to time to let ya know im still alive.
Time To Go
ok kids, i have a sore back from last night, but im ready for tonight. its gonna be a busy night as all fridays are for pizza. hoping i'll make more and get twice as many deliveries. so good night and catch yall later. time to go make a living, lol
I'm sick of all the fucking drama in the bulletins. Do people not realize that this is the fucking internet? If they take shit to heart, than they should STEP AWAY from the fucking computer and get a real life. I'm sick of seeing a million bulletins from people saying "He/she is a bitch, he/she did this, he/she did that" So fucking block them and ignore what they say! Simple as that. This isnt pointed at a certain person either, so dont message me saying "is this about me and the bulletin I posted?" cause I'll probably just put you on ignore and delete you from my friends =] It's the internet, I understand that not everybody is going to get along, but why bitch about what they're doing, than 2 seconds later, post a bulletin about them, talking shit? Attention whore much? I'm sure when you're with your friends IRL you guys dont sit there saying "Oh yeah I was on the internet today and posted bulletins about someone because she hurt my e-feelings" cause if you do, then you should really
My Thoughts On Love...
In my years, it seems that a lot of my friends and acquaintances seek me out for advice or perspective. And recently, I have been approached on one topic a lot.....LOVE. When will I find love? When will I find the one? Why do I always end up with assholes?
Well, first of all, if you want to find love, let me suggest one thing............STOP LOOKING!!! Honestly, you're just setting yourself up for failure. If you're "looking" for love, you're doing a few things that might hurt you in the long run. First, you're allowing yourself to be viewed as vulnerable, which means that predatory people will pick up on your "scent" and use you to get what they want, or you end up with someone who is also looking for love, which means that they are just as, or even more desperate than you. Now tell me, do you really want that?
I think a lot of us "look" for love because of this saying..........."Love at first sight". Now this saying is ironic because true love has absolutely NOTHING TO DO WITH
1.36am - What are you suppose to think of yourself when all you hear from people that are suppose to support you most, is avalanche of verbal abuse? When you are being reminded everyday that you're a nobody, going nowhere, even if in other people's eyes you're an ideal friend. Often being compared to people that wasted their life away, the losers who accomplished zero, nill, nada. Working a dead-end job, with no degree, you did this to yourself. You did this, you decided to skip out on the higher education. You have cut yourself off from friends, from family members living less than a football field away, from fresh air alltogether (let's not go as far as saying "fresh" about the air in New York, but you get my drift). Locking yourself away in a paper prison of your own appartment, isolation, seemed logical since you can't afford to have fun without the green. Sleeping pills are a good way to reboot your system, because in reality the difficulty of life can be too hard for some. So che
So far this week has been kinda upsetting and difficult for me. I am 10 weeks pregnant and have not felt pregnant at all. I have had very little nausea and have not gotten sick once. With this not being what I have experienced with my other 2 kids, it makes me nervous and think there is something wrong. I went into the dr yesterday hoping that we could hear a heartbeat and set my mind at ease and we heard nothing. I was told it is most likely too early but it was still heartbreaking. I have another appt on Oct 3 and that should yield more reassurance. If any of you ladies that read this have had babies with few or no pregnancy symptoms, please let me know because it makes me feel better.
One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a
battle that goes on inside people.
He said, "My son, the battle is between two
"wolves" inside us all.
One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret,
greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false
pride, superiority, and ego.
The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility,
kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith."
The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather:
"Which wolf wins?"
The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."
hope all my friends on lc have a great week end
For Someone That I Know From Here
there is this girl who really does like me alot whenever she was needing help i came to help her she cried of happiness to know that i help her she gave me hugs, kisses etc.. and she REALLY!!! and i mean REALLY!!! does love me
Nosey Ass Bitches!!!
so david and i havent been married even a month and some bitch is already trying to break us up! why the hell do people do this stupid shit?! I dont even know this bitch and shes calling me a barracks rat! what the fuck?! Im so pissed right now!! i hate this shit! do people honestly not have better things to do then ruin other peoples' lives?! GET A LIFE! Leave me and my husband the fuck alone! Sorry i had to bitch.
other than that not much else is going on. My angel is moving back tonight! shes on her way back to Campbell! i cant wait! My boy Aaron is back from iraq. got to hang out with him a little bit today. well, im off to bed. im too pissed right now to do much more than sleep.
I hate being alone cuz its so depressin and I hate 2 feel lonely-
But im afraid of a relationship, fallin in love, then havin her hurt me-
Ive been hurt 2 many times and the last girl i was with, tore me apart-
Should I stand on my own or should I take one more chance and give someone my heart?
ALL ALONE AND SCARED.. I FEEL SO UNSURE OF.... EVERYTHING.. WHERE I CAME FROM AND WHERE I AM GOING.. AND ALL THAT HAPPENS IN BETWEEN.. I AM AFRAID.. OF WHERE I HAVE BEEN.. OF ALL THE SHIT THAT HAS HAPPEND TA ME.. THAT MAYBE I AM NO BETTER THAN HIM.. AND I WANT TA BE.. I DONT WANT TA BE THE KINDA PERSON HE IS.. I DONT WANT TA BE AFRAID.. BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TA OVER COME MY FEAR.. I WAS SO HURT.. BRUISED BATTERED TORN.. TA KEEP IT ALL TA MY SELF.. BUT I REALIZE NOW THATS WHAT HE WANTS.. FOR ME TA KEEP IT ALL LOCKED UP.. TA HIDE MY PAIN.. SO I AM LETTING JUST A LITTLE OF IT GO.. AS THESE WORDS FLOW THROUGH.. MY PAIN DOES TOO.. MAYBE SOME DAY I WILL UNDERSTAND..
Congratulations your a REAL Slut! Your deffinatly not going to lose it becuase you sure are using it!
Your Motto: "I'll try anyone or anything once or twice!"
Your Sign: "Slippery When Wet!"
* Don't forget to pratice SAFE SEX! Better stock up on condoms and lube!Take The Slut Quiz Now!"Slut Quiz - Female" is available here***starXtest v2.0***
Kitty Litter Cake
Want to be forever eliminated from the guest list? Just take this to your next "pot luck" dinner!!!
Kitty Litter Cake" * ~
This is *no joke*
READ THE INGREDIENTS AND STUFF FIRST AND THEN LOOK AT THE PHOTO...
DON'T LOOK AT THE PHOTO FIRST, BUT LAST...
This is for all you cooks out there looking for something a little different.........
WANT TO HAVE FUN AT A PARTY? PREPARE THIS RECIPE! COMPLETELY EDIBLE,
BUT YOUR FRIENDS MAY NOT THINK SO!
1 box spice or German chocolate cake mix
1 box of white cake mix
1 package white sandwich cookies
1 large package vanilla instant pudding mix
A few drops green food coloring
12 small Tootsie Rolls or equivalent
SERVING "DISHES AND UTENSILS"
1 NEW cat-litter box
1 NEW cat-litter box liner
1 NEW pooper scooper
1) Prepare and bake cake mixes, ac
You Know You Grew Up In The 80's Or Early 90's If
I know this is long but, if this is you, you will understandÖ..
You Know You Grew Up In The 80's or Early 90's If:
1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word SIKE.
2. You watched the Pound Puppies.
3. You can sing the rap to the Fresh Prince of Bel-Air and can do the Carlton
4. Girls wore biker shorts under their skirts and felt stylishly sexy.
5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-sitters club and tried to start a club of your own.
6. You owned those lil' Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls.
7. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey on Blossom
8. Two words: Hammer Pants
9. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock"
10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars... and spokey-dokes or playing cards on your spokes for that incredible sound effect
11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales" (Woo ooh!)
12. It was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your he
Hello, everyone! I just wanted to say thanks to all my friends and family, I have met alot of new and awesome friends here and i love you all. GO Ohio State! Much love, Heather
Check Me Out!!!
Be sure to check my site out at www.karmanude.com! Let me know what you think! Good Karma or Bad Karma?
All Work And No Play....
So I just woke up a little bit ago. It's about 12:45 ish. I gotta be at work by 3:15 which really sucks. I hardly ever close the store on Saturdays because I always do it during the week, but this weekend I got stuck with it. I work tomorrow too, but luckily not closing. I'm feeling much better though, the cold is on it's way out. I'm hoping to be as good as new by tomorrow. Oh well, I just felt like bitching. I hope you all have a better, more exciting weekend than me!
As I sit back and think of how it used to be
I cry for the one who left
I cry for the thoughts of why,
Why it has to be this way
I need a reason...
A reason why,
Why you left me on that cold dark night.
I try to think back,
But it's all a blur...
That day you left me with all this hurt,
How could you do this?
I thought I was your little girl...
But then you left,
You left me alone,
Alone to grow up,
In this cold dark world...
~i See Me~
~I See Me~
I see me as lonely and depressed
I wonder why i am this way
I hear sounds of laughter
I want to be happy
I see me as lonely and depressed
I imagine a place where i can do as i please
I feel so empty and broken
I touch my face
I worry about how i will feel tomorrow
I cry everyday, because i am this way
I see me as lonely and depressed
I understand how long it could take to get better
I say i'll be better someday
I dream of the day it comes
I try to feel better, I really do
I hope for the day i don't have to cry anymore
I see me as lonely and depressed
I NEED TA DEAL WITH ISSUES.. I NEED TA FIND MY PLACE IN LIFE.. LOYAL FRIENDS ARE HARD TA COME BY.. BUT NOW I HAVE A FEW.. PEOPLE WHO LISTEN AND DO NOT JUDGE.. I WANT TA TELL THEM ALL MY SECRETS.. BUT HE IS STILL THERE INSIDE MY HEAD.. I DON'T KNOW HOW TA GET HIM OUT.. I FEAR THE HURT WILL NEVER FADE.. THE PAIN I SHALL NEVER OVERCOME.. SHAME FELT OVER SOMETHING THAT WAS NOT MY FAULT.. I WAS TOO YOUNG TA UNDERSTAND.. HOW CAM I GET OVER SOMETHING I AM AFRAID TA FACE.. I NEED SOME HELP.. HOW DO I FIND MY SELF.. CAN I LEARN TA TRUST AGAIN.. I FEAR THAT HE HAS WON.. THE PLACE HE SENT ME IS SO DARK.. WHAT I NEED IS SOMEONE TA BRING ME LIGHT.. AND HELP ME UNDERSTAND..
My Main Squeeze
Please click on the link below to vote for My white knight in a contest.....Come on Girls, lets show him some love.....
Thanks His M"Lady Tina
Pete Tyler knew he was asking for trouble when he slid open the unlocked window. But without a momentís hesitation slipped inside of the unoccupied house. Only two weeks out of prison and here he was back prowling homes in search of jewelry, money, or anything else of value that he could be hidden under his coat. Like the old pro he was he immediately rifled through an unlocked jewelry case only to find that it only contained cheap costume settings that were practically worthless! After tossing the case away in disgust he made his way to the den and made short work of the desk and adjoining file cabinet. ďDammit,Ē he said under his breath, ďa guy canít even make a dishonest buck anymore robbing houses.Ē He was just about ready to sneak out the back door when all of a sudden, and much to his surprise, the door swung open and a cute little red haired woman of about twenty eight barged into the kitchen carry several bags of groceries!
It was too late to run, and for a hot se
Thinking Only Of You
thinking Only Of You
Wishing You Were Here
Whispering Sweet Nothings In My Ear
I Wouldn't Have Anything To Fear
Just Protesting My Love To You
and Telling You How Much I Care
Just Feeling Your Touch Would Mean
Ever So Much if only you were near
Ofcouse i Would show you My Dear
So That We Would Be In the Clear
sitting Here Protesting My Love
When My Only Wish Is Having You Near
Written By: Blossom_ Rose
I Sent This Poem In To Be Published And It Is Scheduled To Be Published I Received The Letter Today In The Mail.
And Yes When Ever I Write A Poem I Always Send It In Before I Post It Here All Of Them That I Post Are Published
Love & Laughter
A handsome young man and a beautiful girl met and it was love at first sight. They immediately got married and went on their honeymoon. On their wedding night, the bride went into the bathroom to freshen up.
Unfortunately, she had a case of bad breath so severe she had to take a powerful drug to control it. She was about to take the drug when she decided it would be best to let her husband in on her secret since they would be spending the rest of their lives together.
So she returned to bed without taking the drug.
Her husband then went into the bathroom to freshen up. He also had a problem with foot odor so offensive it required a special preparation to keep it under control. He was about to apply the preparation when he decided it would be better to let his wife know about his problem because she would find out about it sooner or later anyway.
He skipped applying the preparation, returned to bed, grabbed his wife and gave her a big kiss.
I hatepathetic LC people, this bitch vice girl and her friends haha. damn peopleneed to grow up with the stupid taking LC seriously. same with this LC cuklt thing going on here. I love calling them names and pathetic. how pathetic is a bunch of old fuckers trying to act cool online. hahaha
anyone can be cool online
What You Do In The Dark?
Everyone has dual natures, whether it Saccarin sweet and fuzzy, or dark and deadly. Everyone has a personal facade, a mask that they wear. I know I have a splendid array of masks that I wear daily... Sad, Happy, Depressed, Inspired... its all the same.
What is different for everyone is the timing. When we choose to wear the masks and how we choose to wear them is what makes us unique.
Hell we all know that we aren't going to get out of life alive... the question is... how much fun are we going to have along the way.. Will death really be worth the road trip to get there? Will this life be memorable or miserable enough to be etched into my soul for the next life?
A ramble... More to come I suppose...
Hello Hot Cherries
Just wanted to "Hello" to all you fine ass HOT SEXY ladies of LC that have dropped by! I DO Love fast cars and FASTER Women!! Drop by and say "HI" cuz you know...."A Hard Mikes Is Good To Find" !!
The Movie Of Your Life Is A Black Comedy
In your life, things are so twisted that you just have to laugh.
You may end up insane, but you'll have fun on the way to the asylum.
Your best movie matches: Being John Malkovich, The Royal Tenenbaums, American Psycho
If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?
My Life As A Movie Would Be...
The Movie Of Your Life Is An Indie Flick
You do things your own way - and it's made for colorful times.
Your life hasn't turned out how anyone expected, thank goodness!
Your best movie matches: Clerks, Garden State, Napoleon Dynamite
If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?
One Morning I Stare!
Laying beside you
Asleep and not knowing
Knowing how much I love you
You slowly breathing
Breathing the breath of life
Life so precious
Precious as my love for you
You're chest slightly rising
Rising as does my curiosity
Curiosity of your dreams
Dreams of me I can only hope
Of, love I can only hope
Hope of perfect love
Love that will never leave our lives
Lives we share together as one
One morning I stare
Stare at you
You so peaceful and calm
Calm as the ocean at night
Night I wait for
For to watch you sleep once again
Copyright ©~Ted E. Brown II
January 6, 2001
the mist rises
the night falls
a cry echos
tears fall down again
Boy Friend Application
Would you tell me you loved me?
Would you cheer me up when i'm sad?
would you clam me down when i'm mad?
Would make me smile just see me happy?
Would portect me?
What would you do if i cried?
If i was in the hospital?
If i was ill?
If we got in to a fight?
Would you hold me till the sun would rise?
Would you talk to me just to hear my vocie?
What is you favorite part of the opposite sexs body?
Do you like rock?
Do you like to make music?
If so then on what instrument to you make this music?
Do you like the rain?
Would you watch it wiht me?
Would you hold me hand?
Do you like
Am i cute?
I do not know what I would do without my internet friends...Isn't it funny how you seem to express yourself better to the people you meet here as to the ones you meet in real...Its like you dont have to worry about being judged because you may not see things as they do...I have made some really good friends here online and hope that if you took the time to stop by my site and read this blog that we might become friends also...Please leave me a message and rate my pics as i will do the same respects for you....Knightskitty
A Million Dollars
A great friend of mine shared this with me and I thought it too funny not to pass on!!
A young boy went up to his father and asked him, "Dad, what is
> >>difference between potentially and realistically?"
> >>The father thought for a moment, then answered, "Go ask your
>mother if she
> >>would sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars. Then ask
>your sister if
> >>she would sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars, and
>then, ask your
> >>brother if he'd sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars.
>Come back and
> >>tell me what you learn from that."
> >>So the boy went to his mother and asked, "Would you sleep with
> >>a million dollars?"
> >>The mother replied, "Of course I would! We could really use
>that money to
> >>fix up the house and send you kids to a great University!"
> >>The boy then went to his sister and asked, "Would you sleep
>with Brad Pitt
> >>for a million dollars?"
> >>The girl replied
A Tribute To The Memory Of..
A Tribute To the Memory
Virginia Joan Brown
In Memory of Virginia, a daughter, a wife, a mother and grandmother, a sister,aunt, a relative and co-worker, an in-law, a friend.
To all who knew her, Virginia was many things
to all, each in their own special way.
The memory of Virginia is fresh in each of our minds. Let no one think that the memories will
die. Reminders of her are everywhere because she touched our lives so deeply. Some have been just recently, yet others have been life long.
let us take comfort in knowing these memories will help us to get through this sad time.
A Beloved Friend
Nah Me And My Wife Have Alot Of Fun On Here
WE HAVE ALOT OF FUN ON HERE WITH THE PICS AND THE OTHER CHERRIES MOST ALL OF THE WOMEN I HAVE MET ON HERE ARE SO VERY SEXY SWEET AND STICKY LIKE CANDY BUT THE BEST CANDY IS MY WIFE THANKS TO ALL OF U ON HERE AND OH YA THE GUYS ON HERE FUCKING ROCK TO JUST WANTED TO SAY THANK U TO ALL OF YA.....
Fire My Words
Fire My Words
Nascar is not only for hicks! Now at one point (back in the 1968) that was true, but not anymore. I'm really tired of people calling me a hick just because I like Nascar. Nascar has elevated itself through the years. Did you know that their are an estimated 75 million fans of the sport? Companies such as Pfizer, Office Depot, Cingular, Nextel and Home Depot (my personal fav) have figured this out. In the 2005 Daytona 500 alone, DuPont was estimated to receive $9.4 million in exposure, second only to the Nike's $10.8 million value at the masters. If television networks are willing to write a check for, oh, say, $600 million a year, there must be more than a few people watching .Now, can you honestly say that all of those people are hicks? Think about all the sports in America: golf, hockey, baseball, soccer, swimming, diving, skating, college sports, rodeo and many more- yet only the NFL commands a bigger audience than Nextel Cup.
Racing is more than a bunch of nondescript car
Ive often sat and wondered about so many things that have happened in my life and that of which is happening now. I hear people all the time express how much they would go back and change their life the least little bit. I on the other hand wouldn't for the simple fact, if you are a dear friend to me than you know my life has been thru pure T shit, but i wouldn't trade it because of the simple fact it has made me the person i am today.I am able to hold my head up high and face this cruel jackass of a world everyday i wake up breathing. yeah i think i could have possibly done some things different, but would i trade it. Nope! Not One single drop of it. so yeah my life is pretty much a complex orbit cycling the earth's surface.And you know what I wouldn't have it any other way. lol i can say loud n proud "I'm A FUCKED UP HUMAN BEING!!" see wasnt so hard, now if only half the population here would step up to the plate, we'd be getting somewhere. We all go thru trials n tribulations, but i
My Pimp Name!!
Your Pimp Name Is...
What's Your Pimp Name?
That Damn Baldhead Video.....lol
I got this from MILF a while back and posted it a few times. Since then, I've been asked many times to repost it. Since it's been requested and I've officially retired this thing from MY bulletins...I thought I'd blog it......so.....hang on to your wig cause he's "fuckin bald".......LOL
So I Went Out Tonite...
I got wasted not on alcohol, but sniffing charlie. Every weekend it has come to that. I say I am not gonna do it anymore, and I don't. Only on the weekends do I do it. Cos I hang out with my friend Joanna. She is all I have of a friend out here anymore. It's like I am going even lower than I ever could imagine. I never do drugs! I am sad. Not to mention my health problems. What am I thinking. I guess I just have a brokenheart, and I can't get past it. I miss her so much. How could she just walk away, but at the same time tell me she still loves me? I don't get it.*shakes head*~NFA
I have just gotten a new "haze" lens filter for my canon camera and asked my girl to please put it up. Now it cant be found. I have looked. I have had her to look, and nothing... I have all the others but not the one I need. I try to keep everything organized but to no avail. I have several (9) cameras and can always seem to find everything except for the canon....I am beginning to think I am fighting a losing battle with it. Dont you just hate when you know you have something but never seem to be able to find it. I have a photo-shoot planned and it looks as if I will be buying another one. uuugh!!! Am I the only one who seems to have this problem...some days it just feels like a curse. Anyone else have this problem? Well thanks for letting me vent..dont really feel better but had to let it out.
Got This Poem From A Bulletin .... Liked It! ;)
We sit and we type and we stare at our screens,
We can't help but wonder what all of this means.
With mouse in hand ...we roam through this maze,
On an infinite search...lost in a daze.
We chat with each other, we type all our woes
At times we'll band together to gang up on our foes.
We wait for somebody, to type out our name
We want recognition, but it is always the same.
Soon friendships are formed - but - why we don't know,
But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow.
We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes we'll flirt,
In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt.
Why is it on screen, we are so easily bold,
Telling our secrets, that have never been told.
The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell,
We all have our problems, and need someone to tell.
We can't tell real people, but tell someone we must
So we turn to our 'puters ...and to those we can trust.
Even though it sounds crazy...the truth still remains,
Most of my "fr
* 2 1/4 cups graham cracker crumbs
* 2/3 cup butter, softened
* 1/3 cup sugar
* 5 packages (8 ounces each) cream cheese, softened
* 1/2 cup light brown sugar, packed
* 3/4 cup granulated sugar
* 3 tablespoons all-purpose flour
* 1 teaspoon salt
* 1 1/2 teaspoons vanilla extract
* 1/2 teaspoon ground allspice
* 1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon
* 3/4 teaspoon ground ginger
* 6 eggs
* 1 can (16 ounces) pumpkin puree
* 2/3 cup evaporated milk
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Heat oven to 350į.
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Quiz - Sexual Experience
You have a sexual IQ of 157
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
So tender is your burning heart,
A passion of power and pain,
Strong is the fire of your life,
As loved ones cut you with the blade of a knife.
Why do they not see your splendor,
Why can they strike your beautiful heart,
My pain is deep for what I see done to you,
I wish only to hold you forever and believe its true.
You are so beautiful my eyes can scarcely contain your radiance,
Your heart is so passionate mine wishes to break,
Break for I would join my heart with yours to be as one,
And you would know my love is true for I shall never run.
Matthew Scott Geyer
What Too Technical Lol
Hey i find reading the basics about xml pretty easy, and RSS is so simple on the basic level. Still I apologize to my readers and try and make it a bit easier next time LOL.
So what did I do with my day off? Well apart from talking to someone special :D, just watch some films and what i taped on the video, yes i still use tape! I will wait till the video starts playing up before i move to dvd. My brother has one and is happy with it, but he doesn't tape much off the tv.
I was able to catch up with the latest series of spooks, if you haven't seen it then go get it!
Pics For My
my grandson and grand-daughter
This weekend was my National Guard drill weekend for the month. It was my first drill as Personnel Officer. I however got asked by my Battalion Commander if I would mind moving to the Logistics Officer position. I have no problem with either one.
The big thing of the weekend is that I passed my PT test. I really don't think I should have passed the push ups. I am sure that I didn't do a single one to standard. I hopefully wont get super lazy and go into hibernation mode.
I want to start running 5k races. I will never win but the competition will keep me motivated.
This is wrong on soooo many levels...LOL. I don't necessarily endorse everything said here but it's still hella funny.
Heres an update...
I got the admin job,.... Im starting tomarow... IM REALLY nervous... Its been a VERY Ruff 2 years for me...But i'm hoping its over now.. and that my life can get back on track...
Corey, (my husband), found a Hampster in the street a few days ago... we named her Houdini... Becasue she mustve escaped.... so now we have three pets... 1 dog, 1 cat, 1 hampster
The last day at my PT nanny job did NOT go well... the youngest is ill with mental haealth issues... and he freaked out.. and hit me and shit... it kinda sucked... since it was our last day..... BUt he did calm down.... but it was sad...
So.. thats my update... have a new job.. New Pet...and some new freinds that mean the world to me already.. Keep in touch my peeps!!!
Friends Or Not Friends
I thought that friends were supposed to help friends when they needed help. I have helped everyone with leveling up when they have asked me to, but when I ask for help leveling up for me or some of my friends here on the LC no one helps me or them out why is that? Could and would someone please answer this for me?
The Cheerleader - Erotic Story
Max was just finishing up his work in the science lab when he thought he heard an odd noise outside the window. He turned off the burner, closed his notebook and picked up his books. He walked to the window and noticed Wendy Meyers, head varsity cheerleader, sitting alone outside on the bleachers. She appeared to be crying. He left the science lab and walked down the hallway to the back hallway exit and pushed open the door. He walked over to Wendy and saw that she was crying. Her elbows were on her knees and her face was in her hands, and she shook all over from crying. "Wendy?" Max said quietly. She stopped crying abruptly, wiped her nose on her jacket sleeve and looked up at him. "Yes?" "I'm sorry, you probably don't know me, but..." Max began. "Sure, I know you. You're Max Sheffield. You helped me with my algebra last year," she said, sniffling. "Oh, um, ahem, yes," Max stammered, blushing nervously. "Well... I was... I was wondering if you were okay." "Oh, yea
hmmmmm well this is a good subject to start with isnt it......but I dont do blogs ha ha
MY FIVE SENSES AND YOU
Category: Writing and Poetry
MY FIVE SENSES AND YOU!
AS I LAY HERE IN THE DARK
A WARM FEELING COMES OVER ME
TINGLING YET NUMBING
THERES A FLITTER FLUTTER IN MY TUMMY
I CAN'T CONTROL IT...WHY?
WHAT IS IT?
I KNOW...IT'S YOU!
THESE ARE FEELINGS I CAN'T CONTROL
AND YET I TRY TO BUT,
DO I REALLY WANT TO;
OR DO I WANT MORE?
WHEN IT COMES TO YOU
I WANT MORE THAN JUST
THE TINGLING , NUMBING,
AND THE FLITTER FLUTTER I FEEL
I WANT IT ALL!
I WANT TO FEEL EVERY BIT OF YOU
AND I WANT EVERY BIT OF YOU
TO FEEL ME.
I WANT TO FEEL
YOUR LIPS AGAINST MINE
I WANT TO FEEL YOUR FINGERS
AS YOU CARESS MY FACE
AND YOUR HANDS AS YOU
PULL MY BODY CLOSE TO YOURS
AND AT THAT MOMENT
I WANT TO FEEL OUR HEARTS
AS THEY BEAT AS ONE.
I WANT TO FEEL THE CHILL
UP MY SPINE
AS YOU WHISPER SWEET
NOTHINGS IN MY EAR
AND YET THE WARMTH
OF YOUR BREATH, MELTS ME
AS YOU WORK YOUR WAY DOWN
TO EXPLORE ME ENTIRELY
One Of My Old Poems...
Touch upon the abandoned world
Of primitive pasts once tender.
To breathe the winds of arid dust
Inhaled within the splendor.
For art thou thee of spoken thought
The man within the mirror?
Reflections eye the image of self,
Through sands of time made clearer.
I hold the stone of which you yearn,
Weighted through timeless grief
This gem of history I do gaze,
Where images grieve beneath.
Gods of infinity unshackle your bounds
Ficticious memories now dead.
Within the abyss doth lie the currents,
Of rivers once crystal now red.
The dusted corpse from whence you rose
This face I see but shattered
Deeds of sorrow doth make you whole,
And to this world not mattered.
Chase not the winds which carry you free
Set loose perversions of sin
To sanctify this abandoned world
Your path shall now begin.
I need some, lol...
Help pay for a girls boob job! Invest in my breasts!
Funny As Hell
I'm sorry but this is so funny
MySpace Comments Graphics
On our way back from a walk on the beach there came a down pour we ran back to the hotel when we reached the covering laughing so hard you wrapped your arms around my waste pushed my wet hair from my face and leaned down to kiss me softly on my lips I wrapped my arms around you and the kiss deepens
You pull away we both start smiling we walk inside the hotel get on the elevator and start kissing again. Get up to the room peal off our soaked clothes and head for the shower we jump into the steaming shower and begin kissing again I push your back to the wall and started kissing your neck down your chest I slip down on my knees and start kissing your stomach and rubbing your thighs
Sliding my hand up to your cock start playing with you and teasing sticking only the tip in my mouth you run you fingers through my hair pushing on the back of my head for me to go all the way down I give in as I do you start moaning loudly. I continue down until I feel you ready to cum I pull away to watch
He sat in a secluded area, looking at the picnic tables in front of him. Looking at his watch, 2 am, his shift wonít be over for another five hours. He couldnít wait to get home to take this vest off. He looks up, headlights approaching from the right. Unusual this time of night, he thought, until the car came into view. Red Mustang, black tinted windows, and that oh so familiar sound of Atmosphere track 12. She always knew where to find him on slow nights.
But this time was a little different, she didnít get out right away, as if waiting for him to make the first move. It had been nearly three months, he was not going to give in first. Then the car door opened. First legs, black knee high platform boots, white thigh highs, with a satin bow at top. She steps all the way out, he had to take a deep breath before he could even open his door. He cannot take his eyes off of her as he steps out and closes the door behind him. She steps towards him, her hands folded in front o
this is my life it sucks big time but that just me thinking that tho
i have 2 sweet and lovely friends that care about me well really 3 her name is sherry and her husdand 3 kids then my sweet daughter that i love so much she is my world just like sherry and her family they are my world too love ya.ll guys dont never for get that
***Published October 2006***
So many reasons to fall
To slip away never to be found
To many excuses to call
Always tied and bound
Sitting in the dark alone
Wondering what it was I had done
If only I had known
It wouldnít have sounded so fun
Always together, never apart
At least as it seems
I wish I were smart
Not only in my dreams
A million and one excuses
To tell me why you ran
A Multitude of bruises
Leaving all you can
So many things to say
With revenge on my mind
Leaving you in dismay
Your death warrant has been signed
I do what I must
Wishing I could disappear
Running in disgust
Your impending doom draws near
Hide if you can
Leaving no clues to find
Dodging my hit man
Our souls have been intertwined
Copyright ©~Ted E. Brown II
September 28, 2005
Im Really Fed Up
im so fucking tired of ppl thinking that just cuz someone looks good that they have no fucking heart. all they care about is whats showing on the outside my heart is the best part of who i am ya i may be pretty but so what even at 44 i look good but if ppl took the time to know me they would know im so much more then a good looking woman . and the true men i know are beautiful on the inside and they truly hate being labled as just a peice of meat when u find love yall look at the persons heart because when u see the heart of a person no matter how beautiful the outside is the tru heart wont let u down. dont judge by whats on the outside because sometimes its so ugly on the inside. why cant ppl just be happy for ppl in love why do they want to distroy happiness and rune it out of not haveing what someone else has i just dont get it. im not a lil gurl out playing lil gurl games im a woman who demands special care so if u arnt real dont even talk to me fake ppl wont last in my life, i lov
A Few Words
Time trys the soul
Love breaks it
Lust burdens it
God saves it
Hard to speak whats on the mind
And who can you really tell
Fear not for your secret is safe
Inside your soul it will dwell
But the weight and the burden will break you
You might think you can hold up the world
Share that weight with god
Turn your sand into a pearl
My Life So Far...
I'm home again... This time I absolutly do not know for how long. I am 90% sure i'm moving back to Pennsylvania. The 10% left over is not doubt, just lack of finances....I pulled into RR /Gaston area yesterday, only to feel sick...I honestly felt as thou I would puke. I love my sister and her Husband (Jerry), them and Yumi is the only "real" family I have. But other than them, I hate everything about this area... The memories, the smell, ( and anyone that has ever been down here knows what I mean, Paper Mill....LOL)
I went out last night with Yumi and Josh...and several of their friends...I was nervous to even be out, I'm always afraid "he" or his "skank" will walk thru the door. So we hung in the back so I saw everyone... With the ppl I was with, I had a wonderful time. But feel bad, cause I had to be "drunk" to even be out.
This time when I went to Pa. I stayed with my "cousin" and her family. I did enjoy this. I give her credit to work 3 jobs and raise 2 teens alone. With hardly a
7.32pm - mentally unstable. 10:19pm I have just made an ass out of myself in front of myself. If I had split personallity, one of them would slap the other for thinking that it would all be allright again, that it would all fall back into place. The funny thing is, it's not the women you had that you still think about, it's the ones that got away. Before I had a chance to even settle from the shock I got by hearing her voice again, I am back in the time when everything seemed like it was put together by the nice people at Ikea - perfect. What goes around comes around, except it comes back around with a lot more baggage 'it' picked up on the way, souvenirs so to say, karma's a bitch. If you nibble on it, it makes sure to come back to bite your arm right off, and you deserve it because you initiated contact first, you started the chain of events. The news snowballed on me when I least expected it, when I was just allright. If you find a way for your heart to stop producing feelings of sa
What Does Your Name Say About You
A-lIKES TO DRINK
P-POPULAR WITH ALL TYPES OF PEOPLE
L-IS LOVED BY EVERYONE
D-HAS ONE OF THE BEST PERSONALITIES EVER
A-LIKES TO DRINK
W-VERY BROAD MINDED
A: Likes to drink.
B: Likes people
C: Is wild and crazy.
D: Has one of the best personalities ever.
E: Easy to fall in love with
F: People adore you.
G: Never let people tell you what to do.
H: Have a very good personality and looks.
I: Loves everyone.
J: Lives life for fun.
K: Really silly.
L: Loved by everyone
M: Makes dating fun
N: Dead sexy.
O: Best in bed.
P: Popular with all types of people.
Q: A hypocrite.
R: Fuckin crazy
S: Easy to fall in love with
T: Loyal to those you love.
U: Really like to chill.
V: Not judgemental.
W: Very broad minded.
X: Never let people tell you what to do.
Y: One of the best damn bf/gf ne one could ask for.
Z: Always ready.
My Song For 2005!
Your 2005 Song Is
Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day
"My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating"
In 2005, you bummed everyone out. Like you care.
What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?
My Drink Personality...
You Are a Strawberry Daiquiri
You're a fun, playful drinker who loves to party.
You may get totally wasted, but you're always a happy drunk!
What Mixed Drink Are You?
Well.. Kinda True...lol...
[adjective]:Like in nature to a human dildo
'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com
Seems there is a Point thief out here on L/c .. Before that Malfunction .. I was in need of just a bit over 9,000 points .. Now Im needing 24,999 ..
The reward will be given on the capture and Conviction of the Point Thief ..
yeah, uh huh
see everything started off right
thought that i couldn't even go a single night
without you by my side
but real fuckin quick i realized
you weren't the girl i thought you were
fabricated every aspect of your life
told me what i wanted to hear
and all that shit was lies
now i'm in tears
drivin down the street with all these fears
is it always like this?
is every single girl a crazy bitch?
shit, probably is
came to me, tellin me, that you'd do anything for me
so hear i am doin everything to keep you with me
but i gotta get up stand up, stay straight my feet
i'm not gonna let this crazy bitch beat me
poppin out babies, like a pez dispenser
gettin on welfare like acid reflux gets alka selser
gettin me caught up, settin me up
now i'm steppin up, callin you out
tellin you what i really feel about
all the drama the bullshit
every lil thing you perpetrated
i know you, i can read you
i would have let my
Spend Your Life With Me
baby your love and affection
point me in the right direction
i love the feeling of being with you
only because you make my dreams come true
you are the one that completes me
i can see you on your bended knee
asking will your spend your live with me?
and all i can say is let it be
It Aint Rocket Science.
There is a reason I don't prance around town in a g-string. And it has nothing to do with the restraining order.
Ok, it has everyting to do with the restraining order.
Damn the Man and His laws.
Why do we hurt animals is it because we are afraid of them or just dont understand them?
being an animal lover i can't understand why people have to be so cruel it sickens me to my stomach they are defenceless & only want to live on this earth like you & i.
Would you do this sort of thing to another human being? then why animals!!
I just hope all this cruelty stops & these bastads get what they deserve.
Like i always say treat one like you want to be treated & let animals live in peace with us.
Protect our animals & wild life.
Where Is He?????
A man who wants to be more than a fuck buddy!
A man who is capable of thinking of someone elses needs before his own!
A man who is caring, respectful, honest and isn't into playing gasmes with a person!
A man who is capable of having feelings!
A man who can actually think with the brain in is his head rather than with the one in his pants...LOL!!!
A man who can actually be in a relationhip with just one woman!!!
A man who wants a loving, honest, down to earth person who loves life to the fullest!!
If you are out there somewhere, please come find me and say HELLO!!!
Hey, you all can tell that I am obviously a HUGE H.I.M. fan. I thank you all who have left comments with anything H.I.M. Wicked! In the future, anyone who wants to leave comments with H.I.M. graphics, you will totally make my day. I don't care if it something I have already seen or not. I will love it anyway. Okay, so I am a bit obsessed. lol Very cool. Thank you all again!
why does nobody say anything
Freak In Bed
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13)
AND NO CHEATING!
SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST!
WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR...
1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
A. LIGHT COLOR
B. CHANGE COLORS
2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD...
A. SEDUCE THEM
B. JUST CHILL
C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE
3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER?
4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT?
5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS....
6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR?
7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD?
8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN?
9.PICK A PLACE YOU WOULD HAVE SEX AT OUT OF TH
:( Won' T Be Here Much In The Next Week...
well its the season of the flu here already and of course everyone is sick around here includeing me ughhhhh so if I am on much i am sorry my whole house is down with the flu, includeing me but I have to w ork cause I can't aford to take time off ughhhhhhh . ....miss you all hope things will straighten up a bit and get back to normal real soon.....
Huggs to all
I Wrote This Like 15 Years Ago
you said you didn't need me
you said you didn't care
i love the way you looked at me
and the color of your hair
you said i just don't want you
you said just let me be
i need you more than want you
i loved you for what could be
i said goodbye to someone i love
and really just don't care
i only want to love you
any less i could not bear
A Bit Of Bondage
You hold the thin leather straps up to my face and slide them across my lips. The scent fills my senses as you order me to kiss the restraints you plan to bind me with. You do this because you want me to love my bondage and to cherish my restraints, and you do this because I must understand that my surrender must be willing, that my submission is an act of love Ė and so I must also love the instruments of pain and pleasure, of freedom and imprisonment.
You have taught me the difference between such things and what each word truly means. You have punished me with pain and have rewarded me with pleasure. You have tortured me with prison and liberated me with freedom. These lessons have been hard, but I know that I am better because youíve shown me that I can be better, youíve taken away the confusion, the questions, and youíve replaced doubt with clarity. I now know who and what I am, and I am secure in my place.
I used to think you cruel for the things you do to me, but I know now
Im Leavin For Vegas!!!
WELL TO ALL MY CHERRY FRIEND IM LEAVING FRIDAY TO VEGAS... MY MOM NEEDS ME FOR A LIL WHILE. I WILL HAVE COMPUTER ACESS BUT DONT KNOW WHEN ILL BE ABLE TO GET ON SO BE PATIENT ILL BEN IN VEGAS UNTIL THE NEW YEAR SO AFTER FRIDAY ILL TRY TO GET ON TO SEE HOW ALL OF U ARE DOIN SEND ME LOVE AND LUCK FOR MY MOM KISSE RED!!!!!!
S&m Vs. Abuse
SM play differs from abuse in many of the same ways that a judo match differs from a mugging. Consider the differences:
1. SM play is always consensual (according to the definition of consent on Page 3*). Abuse is not.
2. SM players plan their activities to minimize the risks to one anotherís physical and emotional well-being. Abusers do not.
3. SM play is negotiated and agreed to ahead of time. Abuse is not.
4. SM play can enhance the relationship between the players. Abuse cannot.
5. SM play can be done in the presence of supportive others -- even at parties given for this purpose. Abuse needs isolation and secrecy.
6. SM play has responsible, agreed-upon rules. Abuse lacks such rules.
7. SM play may be requested, and even eagerly desired, by the submissive. Nobody overtly asks for abuse -- although self-destructive people may sometimes attempt to provoke it.
8. SM is done for the consensual erotic pleasure and/or personal growth of both or all participants. Abu
Hey guys! I finally got some freee time and posted a lot of pics today!! Check them out when you get a chance.
For those of you who are in my family (and you know who you are!) there are a lot of pics for you!! And please, don't ask to be in my family if I don't even know you!!! family is for those special people that I'm close to.
Ladies, I'd really love to hear back from you!!!!
How Pure Are You?
You Are 24% Pure
You've either done it, thought about it, or at least heard about it.
Luckily, there's a few things left for you to try!
How Pure Are You?
This is what I want for you..
I want you to find your drive in life
I want you to decide what you want to do with you life
I want you to set a goal for yourself
I want you to make a plan to get to that goal
I want you to figure out who you are
I want you to come to terms with your pain
I want you to reconnect with reality
This is what I want for me
I want someone with ambition
I want someone with a goal
I want someone that works hard
I want someone to stand beside me
I want someone that will do whatever it takes
I want someone to make me a better person
I want someone that won't lie to me
This is what I want from you
I want you to make me feel safe
I want you to love me with all you are
I want you to want to be with me
I want you to know what we could be
I want you to make me feel like you won't hurt me
I want you to make me number 1
I want you to love me like you do her
And maybe when you are there we can be
You Are 36% Pure
You've either done it, thought about it, or at least heard about it.
Luckily, there's a few things left for you to try!
How Pure Are You?
Could It ! Just Random Shit!
sometimes i sit here and wonder couls it happen can it be real i mean love comes in certain shapes sizes and do oppisites really attract.........could you find love online and can it work or could it work is there really a thing of love at first site or fate even ......can u fall in love with your est friend and it work des someone who looks like they walked out of a magazine be with a common woman as myself(just a example)men want conifdent and sure of themselves women ......how come women are always labled as hot sexy cute.....how come there not beautiful or stunning haha good one to think on!!!!! gotta run xoxo/....mesha
P.s yeah im depressed haha
Hazily my eyes open to a peek of morning sonshine casting on our bodies. Awakened by the warm sesation of a lover tongue. Runnig up and down the inside of my thigh. At attention her handsknowingly bring me to attention so stiff under the sheets. Her breath passing through covered cock to send chills up and down the tip of my spine. Unwrapping her gift like a schoolgirl she smiles and takes me into her mouth as if i were breakfast. Now stretching her mouth every vein glistens in her juices as she takes my length to the balls. Moaning and asking me to cum for her. My hands are now wrappend in her hair and meeting her every movement with my hips. Thrusting and fucking her face as she asks for more. Her hands grip me with excitement carressing and squeezing my chest. Slithering back she takes me inside her and begins to mimick her mouths movements. Up and down lathering at the hilt of my cock mixed with her spit.
Bucking wildly now, our bodies smash together in heat and pass
How Pure Am I
You Are 16% Pure
You've been a very bad girl or boy...
And you probably enjoyed every minute of it.
How Pure Are You?
It's late at night and the lights come on, I open my eyes but somewhere someone cries.
I climb in the truck, we rush out the door, we arrive to find that a mother cries.
As I look down in the crib, there lies a sleepy head - Someone shouts their child is dead.
As I look in close, I see no breathe no hope, oh my god how will these people cope.
I scoop the baby up, I put it's lips to mine, I check for life, and I give it a breathe.
Out the door I run, with the baby held tight - Oh my god let me save this one tonight.
We drive real fast as I breath and hope. The mother cries, she thinks her child has died.
As I look at her face, I wish to ease her pain, but there are no words to relieve the strain.
I check for life, and a teardrop falls, when suddenly there's a wonderful sound.
The baby cries, the mother smiles - Oh thank god we saved this one tonight...
Just For Fun
Your Seduction Style: The Charmer
You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement.
You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you.
By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power.
And then you've got them exactly where you want them!
What Is Your Seduction Style?
Lost Cherry Freak Out
If you read my blog called So Embarassing then you know about my mishap with the private pics. Well yesterday during the Lost Cherry freak out/system upgrade my family pics became available to everyone. The album options were correct but I was receiving comments from people not on the list. So Merry Christmas to those who were paying attention and thank you for the love :)
Tell Me About Yourself SurveyNameClarissa
a.k.a. Rissa or clarBirthdayNovember 2BirthplaceGuam BabyCurrent LocationSin CityEye ColorBrownHair ColorBlackHeight5'4Right Handed or Left HandedRighty Your HeritageGuamanianThe Shoes You Wore TodayNikesYour WeaknessStill trying to figure that out...lolYour FearsSnakes...Your Perfect PizzaSupreme Pizza Goal You Would Like To Achieve This YearHaven't thought of one yet...Your Most Overused Phrase On Instant MessengerJealousy is a terrible disease...lolThoughts First Waking UpIf i'm going to make it through the day..LMAOYour Best Physical FeatureMy smile...Your BedtimeAnytimeYour Most Missed MemoryGoing out with my good friends back home in Guam..Pepsi or CokePepsi MacDonalds
yeah okay this is okay not really my deal, but its cool in its own right. Having a bad day today so im not too up on much of anything. Feel like breaking things just to hear then shatter. yeah being a woman is a bitch, i dont recommend it to anyone. but yeah i guess ill just write more when i feel better.....
Oh, I'm Disgusted
I log on to LC. And I see that I have a new friend request. And the message says "Yur so beautiful. Can I see yur private pics?"
A message like that tells me two things.
1. You have the mentality of a 12 year old and want to use my private folders for free porn.
2. You didn't read my profile.
Some men, really.......
yeah im just sitting here in my whip cream top shirt and my fruit roll up pants, and i begin to think if it rains my shit will melt and if i get to hot my pants will also melt, so maybe i sould change but then i had to think what shoes i sould wear with a my corset and lether pants damn i need help....hmmmm oh well guess im going naked lol what do yall think?
YOU WERE MY ONE WEAKNESS... MY LIFES JOY AND PAIN... I SUFFER NOW THAT YOU ARE GONE... BUT I WOULD NOT TRADE A MOMENT OF OUR TIME TOGTHER... THIS PAIN I DEAL WITH GLADLY FOR IT IS A REMINDER OF YOU... YOU TAUGHT ME HOW TO LIVE; TO LOVE... AND I LEARNED YOUR LESSONS WELL... THAT IS WHY I AM HURTING SO... OH MY LOVE, MY LIFE IS BETTER FOR HAVING HAD YOU IN IT... I SHALL TRY TO BE THE KIND OF PERSON YOU THOUGHT I COULD BE... BRAVE AND STRONG AND TRUE... BUT THAT WILL COME LATER... IF I GET OVER YOU... THE SUN IS SO BRIGHT TODAY... I SMILED FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE I LOST YOU... THE PAIN IS LESS... I WILL MISS YOU FOREVER... BUT I FEEL YOU IN THE BREEZE THAT KISSES MY FACE... AND IT THE STARS THAT GUIDE MY WAY... LIFE DOES GO ON... AND NOW SO CAN I... AND MAYBE SOMEDAY I WILL LOVE AGAIN... AND IF I DO THAT TOO WILL BE BECAUSE OF YOU... BECAUSE YOU WERE THE ONE WHO TAUGHT ME HOW TO LOVE... GOODBYE...
You Are 16% Pure
You've been a very bad girl or boy...
And you probably enjoyed every minute of it.
How Pure Are You?
To Kill An American
Written by an Australian Dentist...
You probably missed it in the rush of news last week, but there was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American.
So an Australian dentist wrote an editorial the following day to let everyone know what an American is . So they would know when they found one. (Good one, mate!!!!)
"An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German, Spanish, Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian, or Arab, or Pakistani or Afghan. "
An American may also be a Comanche, Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache, Seminole or one of the many other tribes known as Native Americans.
An American is Christian, or he could be Jewish, or Buddhist, or Muslim. In fact, there are more Muslims in America than in Afghanistan. The only difference is that in Am
I can't find someone to talk to me. I really wanted to get with a guy tonite.Not even for sex, I just want a guy around so that I had someone to makeout with if I wanted to.I really hate this. I think when I move out I'm going to get a hot guy roomate. Maybe someone thats pretty hot like [.Ashphxiaô.] [[but not him]]Haha. Devi probably won't read this. But he knows he's hot. Anyways.
I'm going to go add some more people.
Maybe someone will talk.If you read this and want to talk just give me a shout comment/message me.later.
It's been a very long time since i dressed up for halloween.. I don't even remember anything hmm, only last memory i really remember was being 12.
Hehe, also remember of another time, i thought i could fool my parents by taking off my glasses and they wouldn't recognize me. Maybe it was supermans fault, he took his glasses off and no one knew who he was.. ? :D
anyways.. this year i made a new years resolution that i would try things i never thought i would do and try it and to learn new things.
One of them is going to be dressing up, even if i have no where to go. I really want to try to be a character named cloud strife from FF7 but no enough time or money to get a costume together.. so i will save that for next year :)
I did think of a new idea today. but I will keep it a surprise :)
Tired Of Shit
I love it when you try to talk to someone and they completely ignore you. It is the stupidest thing ever for gods sake.
Why Do We Have To Be Thin
Just was thinking how society typecasts every woman if you dont look pencil thin then you are an outcast no clothes to buy people always staring giving nasty comments & just ignore you.
Society should except women for what they are inside not out no wonder Anorexia starts at a young age. women are not clones
Life Is Complicated.
I don't know what happened.
First, I was sad, I thought I'd never be able to get over all the shit in my life.
Now...life is so simple.
Wake up, get ready, go to school, come back home, eat, do homework, sleep.
I even have a job on campus. And I got my bank account.
I finally feel independent, my own person.
It's a damn good feeling.
I love life now. I never realized how much I missed out.
I have my amazing friends, my uber awesome family and my somewhat good health. What else could I ask for?
A boyfriend maybe?
Well, we won't go there.
Anyway, if you got this far, thanks for reading.
:] You are amazing, all of you.
Phone Conversation With Val
Me: I hope there penis's fall off, exspecially when there masterbaiting, adn there just about to cum and there penis's just fucking fall off. Then there balls explode. They deserve it.
Yes. Im pissed.
Get the fuck over it.
An unattractive, mean spirited woman barged into Wal-Mart with
her two kids. Shoving her way past several customers waiting to get carts,
she demanded of the Wal-Mart Greeter, "Go through those carts and find
me one that doesn't need oiling for once!"
"Yes, Ma'am, happy to oblige," said the Greeter. He chose a cart
for her. "Here you are, Ma'am. I hope this one is okay.'
"If you'd move out of the way, I could find out!" snapped the woman."Sorry,Ma'am,"
the Greeter said,standing aside." You and The twins have a nice
The woman halted. "They're not twins, you moron! They don't even
alike." The greeter agreed."No they don't, Ma'am,I just find it hard
to believe you got laid twice."
What (love) Means To Me
I was thinking about My Baby all day couldn't stop. I thought about how She makes me feel when I talk to Her about how much I love her and exactly what love is. I thought about this a lot today and I just wanted to share what I came up with so here goes bear with me not the best writer.
Love is the emotion that hurts the most and at the same time the emotion that fills you with the most joy. It can make you cry from pain or joy when you love someone one second they can break your heart and bring you to your knees and the very next second they can lift you up to the heavens with just a look or a word.
Love can fill your life with friends and family that you will never forget and then without warning can leave you feeling so alone. Love (I love you ) is not just words its a special feeling between two people that mean the world to one another it's not just something I say its something I do. I try to show my love in every thing I do. Love is doing the small things to let someone kno
We're A Family
it's raining here in Buenos Aires... and thanks God i'm feeling better
i decided to close that chapter of my life, and move on
yes it's hard, but there is nothing that can change it
i'm not the kind of person that lets depression rule the life... i give myself sometime to accept/understand/hate/cry/talk/understand it, and then it's time to begin again: i'm 26 years old, i graduated 10 days ago, i'm engineer and i have a future, i work in a bank in network security, i'm intelligent and i can touch success
.... but.... if only there wasn't always someone trying to f*** my life and plans....
Wtf?? Are We Nuts??
You know I woke up this morning and for some odd reason INTELLEGENCE & COMMON SENSE slapped the living shit out of me.
I picked my ass up off the floor and asked, "What the fuck was that for?" The two of them looked at me and just started to laugh. Com Sen said to me, "You really don't know do you?" "Um Hello... if I did I wouldn't be asking." "Why do you want to be like all the rest? Look at them... pathetically doing anything for attention. Playing whatever game it takes to get votes and points. Not one of them would toss you a rope if you were drowning."
I sat down on the floor and leaned against the wall to think. Intell and Com Sen knelt down in front of me. "We aren't trying to hurt you or spoil you having some fun. We all need that in life and we need to know people care about us. What we don't need is to Whore ourselves out to get that." Intell's eyes were intense as he continued to speak.
"Do you think there is any intellegence in people when they put some of the pic
My Fellow Cherries!!!!
I am going in the Friday for my surgry. I am having my ovary removed. It's out-patient so I will be home later that day. Wish me luck ya'll
MUCH LOVE and PEACE
Three Days Grace
(dedicated to WHA)
Don't know what's going on
Don't know what went wrong
Feels like a hundred years
I still can't believe you're gone
So I'll stay up all night
With these bloodshot eyes
While these walls surround me
With the story of our life.
I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying,
that I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever.
Now things are coming clear
And I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you dissapeared.
So I'll stay out all night
Get drunk, get fuckinfied
Until the morning comes,
I'll forget about our life.
I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself, that I don't miss you at all.
I'm not lying, denying
that I feel so much better
Now, that you're gone forever.
First time you screamed at me
I should have made you leave
I should have known
it could be so much better
Why, Why, Why ?
Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting weak?
Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough?
Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet?
Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle?
Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection?
Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard?
Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him?
Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets?
Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"?
If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes?
Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white?
Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale?
Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized?
Amusment At Work
I am such a smartass at work.
The company I do order entry/ customer service for does engraving, screen printing and digital printing. Weíre a supplier who sell only to distributors who then sell it to the end user.
My job is to take orders as they are faxed in, match them up with proper artwork and name lists and determine if I now have all the information to be able to produce the order. Once thatís done I have it to one of my coworkers to continue or write it up for them if they are busy.
Most of the time I donítí get everything I need to proceed so we all do a lot of guesswork. And many times if they mess up on something itís our fault.
In the front office our days are usually full of angry customers or just difficult customers. Itís stressful and much swearing and beating of desks is often heard.
So I decided to make people laugh.
Iím creating a religion based on Badges. I have a psalm, 4 commandments and now the beginning of ďGenesisĒ.
Everytime I writ
Getting To Know Me Stuff
1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
Right below my left testicle...she was bucked tooth...nuff said?
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
How would i know?...i'm asleep
4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
Kisses and Hugs
8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?
9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
not tall at all
10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
extremely!!!I hate crowds too.
11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
Bring on the darkness and all it's carnal delights!!!
12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
can't recall....probably Johnny Cash
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE FOR A GUY?
i'm all natural baby!
14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
ummm....i don't care as long as she'll give me some
Love... (inspired By A Dear Friend)
last night i was talking to someone, when the thought came to me... will i ever be happy? will i ever find true love? be with u until u die love? i never want to leave ur arms love? i have been through so much with so lil outcome... whats the point in that? i want to find someone... that special someone... THE ONE! if hes out there... sorry pplz, just having a depressed day, feeling really alone and almost lost.
Do You Really Want To Know The Truth?
It came up in a conversation today that men dont tell woman what they really want they have a hidden agenda of sorts. But do woman really want to know what men want? And why is it that when men do tell woman what they want they get all fussy i mean you cant expect them to say what you want to hear can u?
The System Sucks
i was in foster care for 18 years of which i was not prepared for anything except failure. Most the homes i was placed in were terrible to say the least. Why do we still allow ourselves to subject the future to such a heinous atmosphere? and what steps can we take to change this?
MEAN PEOPLE SUCK. THAT'S ALL I HAVE TO SAY.
is not to arrive
at the grave safely
in a well presevered
but rather to skid in
sideways totally worn out
"HOLY SHIT "
WHAT A RIDE!!!
all i really need to know about how to live and what to do and how to be a i learned in kingergarten. wisdon was not at the top of the graduate school mountain but there in the sandpile at sunday school. These are the things i learned:
dont hit people
put things back where you found them
clean up your own mess
dont take things that arent yours
say your sorry when you hurt somebody
wash you hands before you eat
warm cookies and milk are good for you
live a balanced life--learn some and think some and draw and paint and sing and dance and play and work every day some.
take a nap every afternoon
when you go out into the world watch out for traffic, hold hands, and stick together
be aware of wonder...remember the little seed in the styrofoam cup ....the roots go down and the plant goes up and nobody really knows how or why, but we are all like that
goldfish and hamsters and white mice and even the little seed in the styrofoam c
What Makes A Guy To Be A Jerk
- promise something he wont do
- say i love you when he doesn't feel it
- play with girl's feelings
- make fake plans for the future
- say the most hurting words
- if she asks something, the guy just tell he's confussed
- cheat (this gives like 100 points)
- he will just say "i need to go to sleep" to don't need to answer any question
- silence is equal to yes
.... add anything else to the list
i don't say all the guys are jerks, i just made a list with things that guys shouldn't do if they doesn't want to be catalogued as jerks
and yes, i feel bitter...
and yes, i don't know if i'll trust in men again (at least when they say they want to go seriously with me)
Radiologist Complete Ultrasound Report
I have a complex ovarian cyst on my left ovary. Has to be removed. We dont know exactly how big it is or if it is cancerous. I will be transferred to Universite of Chicago Medical Centers for further treatment.
And So I Giveth You The 19 Rules(mistakes)
MY PENIS IS NOT YOUR PERSONAL STRESS TESTER: That means don't tug on it, twist it, pull it, try and bend it or smack it with a brick. PRETEND that it is a delicate, one of a kind, priceless piece of china that you need to approach with loving tenderness....make balloon animals on your own time!
MY TESTICLES ARE FRAGILE: Do not bite them, crush them, squeeze them like you're juicing an orange or suck on them in a way that vacuums my eyes into my head...that shit hurts and gives me weird pains in my throat, thigh, chest, leg, hand, head, stomach, ankle, chin and a hundred other places that I can't understand.
BLOWJOBS: I am not a piece of cheese and you are not the grader...try to keep that fucking bear trap you call your teeth OFF my manhood...dragging your choppers up my shaft is no more fun than me workin' your cooch with a wire brush and some sand paper....I don't like limping away from oral sex with a peeled hotdog dangling between my legs just like you wouldn't wanna crawl aw
NEW TO CHERRY DONT KNOW MYCH ABOUT IT
The Sixteenth Century
Subject: The Sixteenth Century
The next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be. Here are some facts about the1500s:
These are interesting...
Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May, and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell, so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting married.
Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and men, then the women and finally the children. Last of all the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it. Hence the saying, Don't throw the baby out with the Bath water...
Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, with no wood underneath. It was the only place for anim als to
In human sexual behavior, a dominant is one who enjoys performing any of a variety of BDSM practices upon a submissive; or one who holds a dominant position within a relationship based upon dominance and submission (DS). This enjoyment can spring from a simple desire for dominance or an enjoyment of the interplay of wills involved in such a scenario. A male dominant is often called a dom; a female, a domme or dominatrix.
The main difference between a dominant and a top is that the dominant ostensibly does not follow instructions, although s/he is limited by what the submissive is willing to do.
There are some indications that preference in DS activities follows a 'compensatory' pattern, with people who have much power and responsibility in real life often preferring a submissive role; no hard scientific data to either confirm or reject this hypothesis seem to exist, however.
There are also indications that submissives substantially outnumber dominants, in both males and female
You Have 1 Life
You get just one life,one single solitary chance - you endure pain & strife,you cry,laugh,scream & dance! You endure HATRED,you feel warmth of love - you fear the man below,you adore the man above! You ignore your heart,you go with your gut - you bite your tongue,you have plenty to re-butt! You act so humble,you can be so snide - you are so selfless,you have too much pride! You put faith in people,you can't trust a soul - you let life take it's course,you let life take it's tole! YOU...You create...You destry - You are in every man,woman,girl & boy!YOU...YOU...YOU!!!!! You have 1 life...You create or you destroy YOU.....1-LIFE/1-LOVE!!!!!!!!!!
Once so deeply in love Was hurt so bad My theory whats love It wont work if Theres no trust,hope, or faith, Lieing, cheating, and backstabing How can you be hurting Still be deeply in love He talked so smooth Knew exactly what to say His own was of getting me to fall for him Did he really love me Or was it all lies, being used I guess I will never know What it is, I truely need to hear Just a simple yes or no Hiding in fear Of wasted love of a year I really did love him Honestly dont know why No more crying, wasted tears No more hiding from the fear Maybe not knowing is best for me Finally lay the pain to rest I've moved on Passed one of lifes tests
Looking In The Mirror
He makes me laugh He makes me smile I just want to giggle a mile My heart skips a beat Dances to a brand new tune Slowly filling like a balloon I like the feeling Can not hide it Falling for him more and more Wont let him know yet Think i'll burry it Afraid of getting hurt again I feel i've found a real good friend And so much more The only one i'm falling for Scared to bend, let my guard down Worried it might bring another frown Upon my pretty face Dont want to be a discrase Go nice and slow I'm in no hurry The past is still being buried No need to worry theres only you
to sit and stare in the mirror
The Hardest Thing
They always say that the hardest thing in life is having your parents die or get your heart broke but really the hardest thing for me was losing my son. I lost Jayden Lynn Thomas Kemp on December 31st of 05. I was 34 weeks pregnant and he was still born. And all i could do when I found out was stare into space because i did not want to believe it. Its something i would never wish on anyone. Its actually the hardest thing any parent can imagine that can happen in their lives. I'm still having a hard time with it but its something that will get better in time i guess.
I am sick. and i want to whine and i want hot chocolate. and i want to watch scary movies and lay in bed all day. stupid sick cooties. i wanna cuddle with someone.
Can Breath Travel Through Cyberspace?
I can feel the warmth of your breath, upon my neck, even though we are a thousand miles apart.
I can feel the gaze of your eyes, as you look upon me, and I can sense the growing anticipation, that could burst into passion and lust, even though you are not here.
I can feel the tension in your hand, as it wants to touch me, even knowing I am but words on a screen, at this very moment in time, and I can hear, the longing in your voice, even though there is nothing but silence in the air.
I too feel these things, and see these things, and want these things, I too am filled with love, and longing, hope and desire, and burning passion, a ball of energy, that would fly through the ether, along the cables and wires of the internet, and into your arms, if only it were possible.
Can you feel the warmth of my breath upon your neck too?
Sit still, sit silent, for just a moment, and feel it.
The Beast Within
Your touch sends chills down my spine
Your touch excites me, your scent drives me wild
But I must have control or the beast within will take control
I watch your face, I feel your body give
With my every touch, I feel your passion rise
As does mine
I kiss your lips, passionately
I move and kiss your neck, gently
Must control the beast
I kiss, nibble and suckle your breasts
You touch my pretty cock
I must control the beast
You kiss my lips, passionately You move and kiss my neck, gently
Must control the beast
You feel the beast within me
Wanting, needing, waiting to come out
I need you, I love you
Our bodies intertwined in the dance of love
You tell me to release the beast
But I do not
You tell me again
Again I do not
Must control the beast a little longer
You moan with every thrust of my cock in your pussy
As I moan in unison
Again you say release the beast within
Again I do not
Our passion rises to the point of no return
I must release the beast
I must dri
Well its Sept 28 cant believe in like 2 weeks ill be 26 Year went by pretty quick if you ask me. Semmed like a few months ago we were coutning down 2006 Anyways I hadnt blogged in a while figure i would now (Thanks Amy lol)
So last night i was in a great mood (if you listened to my radio show youd know) But something happened about a hr after i got home. Not that i turned emo or anything but i got depressed. Not sure really why but i did I did how ever sleep it off and much better today but what boggles the piss out of me is why oi get like that is it because i have no one is it lonlyness or just cause i wasnt keeping busy i dunno Anyways gonna end my small rant. Btw oct 8 is party time if you want to come or (cum-women only) hit me up
Cant Ppl Take A Joke?
Cant ppl take a damn joke anymore???
Look what my ex wrote!! First of all it was a joke you can ask anyone that was there that night. Ask Lesha! I am so sick of his nasty ass bitch running her mouth about me. There time will come..... I am not going to sleep with his brother, I can do better and i have done better.... I have been with some hot guys since I got rid of the white trash I was married to.....Fuck him and his nasty ass bitch he is with!
I dont understand why some ppl cant take a damn joke! Evan yeah I just busted out your name! FUCK YOU AND YOUR NASTY BITCH AND YOUR FAMILY! I have done so much better than you.... Your time will come trust me. Evan and Lottie whatever the fuck you wanna call yourself.... All I have to say to you is that payback is a bitch! I could put some pic on here of the guys I have been with but the ppl that know me know who they are.... UMMMM so of them or on my friends list..... some aren't. Once again that was a damn joke! I would NEVER ev
i am having such a bad bad day!!! i dont think it will ever end it just keeps goin on and on i havent slept im unhappy im just done and had it ........
What Do Your Eye's Say About You?
table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'> You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion67%Eyes full of Pain58%Diamond Eyes50%Mysterious33%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com
always focus on what you want to see
never viewing whats inside of me
I control the way I feel
can drop you like a bad habit
If this world crashes down for real
Everyone pulling at both sides
ripping at the walls we're building
cant control this feeling
I want to break and smash everything in sight
Just to be alone with you tonite
Ill go out swinging
til I take my last breath
Live another day
or die a thousand deaths
there is one thing I know from the start
I control where I send my heart
Sooner Or Later,,,
This is a copy of a page from my favorite book, "Das
Energi" by Paul Williams (not the Song writer). I like
to post it occasionally to share (normally after I
find it again and re-read it). It is written in the
form of "she" here but the author uses "she" on one page
and 'he" on the next. This page just happened to be a
"she" page. Needless to say, I highly recommend the
Sooner or later a person begins to notice that
everything that happens to her is perfect, relates
directly to who she is, had to happen, plays its
little role in fulfilling her destiny.
When she encounters difficulty, it no longer occurs to
he to complain - she has learned to expect nothing,
has learned that loss and frustration are a part of
life, and come at their proper time - instead she asks
herself, whyis this happening? ... by which she means,
what can I learn from this, how will it strengthen me,
make me more aware? She lets herself be
strengthened, lets hers
I became a father at such a young age.
We worked so hard to get the girls raised.
It seems as if time has flown.
Because now they are grown with kids of their own.
When they were young we never had time to spend.
Always had work to do, It seemed to never to end.
Always fingerprints to wipe, and messes to clean.
Piles of dirty diapers, and laundry unseen.
Then one day my house was quiet, something was wrong.
I couldn't put my finger on it but something was gone.
I walked through the house to try and see.
If I could find what it was that was bothering me.
Then there were a knock on my door.
I opened it up and was met by love and smiles galore.
Standing there before my eyes were my childern and my grandchildren.
I realized than that this is what was missing, the void was now filled.
Time spent with our children can be hurried and rushed but I was rewared with grandkids who can fill my older years with nothing but love.
Why Do I ruin everyone's lives??..I already went through the pain of losing one dad..Now I am losing another...THat i got really close to and loved very much...And it's all my fault... I hate myself.. I ruined my mom's life..now she won't be happy..and I guess neither will I..I guess this is what I deserve..
It's hard to imagine
This angel by our side
I wonder if she sees our love
Does she know how much we've ried
God, it's so hard
To let go of
This woman we love so much
We know she's still with us
In the spiritual sense
But we long for one more touch
Her hands have dried so many tears
We sure could use them now
We're all trying to be strong
But sometimes we don't know how
This woman meant the entire world
To each person in this place
And I know I'd give my very last breath
For one more look at her smiling face
My grandma was an angel
On loan from above
She gave us pearls of wisdom
And disciplined us with love
Her memories we'll all cherish
They are locked within our hearts
And we'll continue to smile through each day
Though our world just fell apart
My grandma's singing with angels now
And though her body didnt give her the chance
I know when I meet her there on high
I'll get to see Grandma dance.
~Summer R. Fry 11/18/2003
In loving memory o
Some Of My Past.
This is hard to write, but I want to let ya'll know what I know.
I am in a sad mood at this time because I have been thinking about the past. I want everyone to know what I have told just a few close friends. Not even my parents know everything about me. I don't share my personall life that much. When I was younger I lost a brother to a drive by shooting that happened in Houston, TX. I was 13 at the time. It happened on June 21, 1992. It was Father's day morning. He was 26 years old. He was on his way home when a car pulled up next to his truck and there was four black guys in the car. They opened fire on my brother and one bullet hit him in the left temple that killed him instantly. It was later said that they had three of the four in jail, but they let them go because they didn't have the driver. It is still a open case. Nothing more has been done about it. It has hurt my parents very badly. He had two sons that never got to know their father. We get to see them once a year and th
When I close my eyes they come calling, these ghost from the past, they torment me.
No matter where I hide they find me, they haunt me in my dreams, and memories.
Now I see a way to save me, I'll drain them from me with a cut, a cut from my blade.
I don't want to leave you but I have to go now, have to get away from all this pain, and misery.
I don't want to leave but I have no hope now, it's because of them I must say farewell.
Now I see my lifeís blood draining, as the darkness closes in now, it's suffocating.
Won't someone please come to save me, thought I should go but now I don't, I don't want to leave.
Oh god it's too late for me, although now, now Iím finally free.
Now the darkness it surrounds me, I cry out for help but the words, they have no sound.
I didn't want to die this night oh no babe, didn't want to end it all, in this way.
I didn't want to leave but had to go dear, had to set free the ghosts that lived, inside of me.
It's so cold as the dark
What would you do if i wanted you and you wanted me and we were together for one night only?
Please leave details id like to know
Single Parents Prayer
This poem was a gift from my niece.
Lord, grant me time enough to do the chores,join the games, help with lessons,and say the night prayers and stillhave a few minutes left over for me...
Energy enough to be the breadmaker and breadwinner, knee patcher and peace-maker, ball player and bill juggler...
Hands enough to wipe away the tears to reach out when I'm needed to hugand to hold, to tickle and touch...
Heart enough to share and to care,to listen and to understand, and tomake a loving home for my family.
What People Think of Your Mouth
People see you both as mysterious and exotic.
You definitely have cultivated your own unique interests and lifestyle.
Brainy and quick witted, you aren't one for superficial friendships.
But if someone can make you laugh or think, they'll likely be your friend for life.
What Does Your Mouth Say About You?
Even Anudder Poem!!
i wrote this poem about a friend that was molested for several years as a fukin baby!! mcl
wondering when he'll return,
that lecherous smile
that terrifies Her so.
Like a Vampire
he sups on Her innocence,
an endless craving
for Hopes and Dreams,
slowly draining Her
leaving a broken, cynical soul
afraid to Trust,
afraid to Love,
afraid to be Loved,
afraid to be Herself.
God ! Kill the fucking bastard !
written by slingbob777
Ready For Love
Take my hand and lead the way;
tell me all you want to say.
Whisper softly in my ear,
all those things I want to hear.
Kiss my lips and touch my skin;
bring out passions deep within.
Pull me close and hold me near;
take away my pain and fear.
In the darkness of the night,
be my beacon, shine your light.
In the brightness of the sun,
show me that you are the one.
Give me wings so I can fly;
for I can soar when you're nearby.
Enter my heart, break down the wall,
it's time for me to watch it fall.
I've been a prisoner, can't you see?
Break my chains and set me free.
Strip me of my armor tight;
you'll find I won't put up a fight.
Release my soul held deep within . . .
I'm ready now, let love begin.
Using your mouth
Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth.
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Today I go and pick up my exhusbands remains...
didn't think it would bother me...yet im sitting here stalling. Not sure if its the anger or the memories that pop in to my head bad and good.
I will be dropping him off at another funeral home here and they will be bring everything to the church tomorrow.I have talked to some old friends in this last week...some yelling that im not doing more,,, some thinking my daughter has no rights to her father...most believe that I am doing the right thing. My daughter went in to a shell then anger when we went to talk to the priest about the verses,He told her that she was doing the right thing, that later in years she will be happy that she did this for her dad, even if he wasn't there for her.
After Talking with the main detective this week, I believe this was Dave's wish to leave this world. I believe that if his girlfriend was really concerned, she would of had him committed (as i did in 2000)after an attempt in 2005...instead of allowing
1. A man comes into the ER and yells, "My wife's going to have her baby
in the cab!" I grabbed my stuff, rushed out to the cab, lifted the
lady's dress, and began to take off her underwear. Suddenly I noticed
that there were several cabs, and I was in the wrong one.
Submitted by Dr. Mark MacDonald, San Antonio , TX .
2. At the beginning of my shift I placed a stethoscope on an elderly and
slightly deaf female patient's anterior chest wall. "Big breaths," I
instructed. "Yes, they used to be," replied the patient.
Submitted by Dr. Richard Byrnes, Seattle , WA
3. One day I had to be the bearer of bad news when I told a wife that
her husband had died of a massive myocardial infarct. Not more than
five minutes later, I heard her reporting to the rest of the family
that he had died of a "massive internal fart."
Submitted by Dr. Susan Steinberg , Manitoba , Canada
4. During a patient's two week follow-up appointment with his
cardiologist, he informed me,
A Fuckin Annoyance!
Ok. Now I am fuckin annoyed. You know what pisses me off? I get all these fucking Shoutouts from some of you asking me to vote for you in some of these bullshit ass contests. Now I understand the spirit of competition and recognition is nice. Yeah yeah yeah. but the problem I have with some of you is that you all never say WORD FUCKING ONE TO ME! No hey what's up how ya doing? You guys don't come shoot me a comment on my page. You guys don't come rate my pictures. You guys don't even thank me for the comments I leave on your pics. Now all of a sudden you want me to come rate your photos in "The Phat Ass" contest or "The Sexiest Lips" contest (what do you all actually win)? what kind of conceited bullshit is this? I know most of you people busy talking to silly muthafuckas that fill your head up with shit you like to hear, but damn! Atleast say hello to a muthafucka first!
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Meaning Of A Juggalo[ Urban Dictionary Meaning]
Juggalo as defined by the Urban Dictionary
A Juggalo is someone who lives for themself, meaning they realize that if you care what other people think about you and try hard to be accepted, then you will always be a slave to your own mind. A Juggalo is someone who enjoys life to the fullest they possibly can and stops "to smell the roses"(meaning living your life in the moment). It's not about having all the gear, posters, albums and trivia knowledge. You don't have to know what faygo or a neden is or even have ever heard of psychopatic records in order to be a Juggalo. A Juggalo is an enlightened/reawakened person with a discovered wisdom beyond their years.
Yes, there are hound dogs who haven't discoved what the dark carnival is really about and perhaps sadly, never will and just really want to belong somewhere and have a loving family they never had. That is what you find with the fam-MMFL. Sure, there are many posers/'trashy people' around at shows and mini-gatherings, but a r
A Poetic Mourning *poem*
"A Poetic Mourning"
Light as a feather and stiff as a board.
I beseech you flesh cutting sword.
Your blade is shiny and fresh.
Awaiting to penetrate.
Just like the virgin in me which you have deflowered.
Feigning my innocence well I smile.
You are waiting there to cut once more.
As the sharpness hits the skin.
Draining all of my purity from within.
In stigmata form I am bleeding from your advances.
Not to mention your contamination within me.
My soul feels dirty.
My eyes are weak and swollen.
Infected from the black tears which I sob.
And I still do not know.
Why do you curse me so?
Why have you chosen me?
Emasculate the beast within yourself.
Look into the mirror and break it.
Whichever gets you seven years first.
But even then, will you ever change?
Will you longlingly continue to bleed?
Ask me to pick the scabs once more for you.
And I would do it in a heartbeat.
To watch you bleed...maybe.
To hear you wail...possibly.
But mainly for pure sat
Home Again.....home Again!
Just wanted to let you guys know taht I'm back from my little week long navy jaunt! God.....what a long week! Thank you SO MUCH for the comments and love you showed me while I was gone! I missed you all very much! Hit me up when you get the chance. I'll be home for a few weeks now......woo hoo!! Anyone wanna go get a beer??? :)-
*yawn* ok ya so im so tired of people i dont even know let alone i dont even know there fucking name asking to see my pics well HELLO if i dont even know you and u cant even talk to me either on here leave comments or anything why the fuck should i give u the time of day eh mother fuckers?! i think there is like maybe 3 people on my whole list that knows what i look like because either they are my blood realtion family or some one that acutally gives a shit and talks or carrys on some kind of a convo....so sorry to the people that keep askin just to see what i look like theres the remove button if ya dont like it im tired of people judgeing people based on looks and what not if that was the case hell humans would have died out a long time ago so grow up people and stop begging im tired of it! *H*
Newz On My Sister Sonya
ok so she came over not long ago right? well she been cryin i knew it cuz i could tell well she wuz talkin to me and what she told me was not good newz at all..she sed she has testz dun and the resultz came back and she sed she has Ovarion Cancer...my dad dunno anything bout it so he said not true btu sonya sed it iz... i do not know wut to believe here ...i know me and my sis fight n argue but it dont eman i wunt her 2 have cancer n die..... she has a 9 yr old daughter whom iz my niece destiny......i cant deal with anuther person i loeve and care about having cancer and dying...ill go insane...nwayz feel free to comment on thiz and say anything to me...
Ancient Native Americans believed that all animals had lessons to teach and had healing or inspirational power. When they held or carried a certain fetish, or meditated on it's meaning, they believed they drew the special energy of the animal into themselves.
Today, in a search for a closer walk with the earth, many are relearning the old ways of these ancient people, using the animal energy as the Native Americans did. To choose which animal energies are right for you, simply take a deep breath, still yourself and ask your inner being. You will have a knowing, as the ancient people did long ago.
Speed, Grace, Rapid Advancement
Strength, Introspection, Self-Knowledge
Building, Shaping, Structure
Service, Gathering, Community
Unity, Freedom, Individuality
Abundance, Healing, Good fortune
Transformation, Balance, Grace
U.S. Marines come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helens. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible.
A U.S. Marine is a U.S. Marine all his life! He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. U.S. Marines are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack.
A U.S. Marine is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket. Whe
A Razor Only Cuts So Deep
THE PAIN CANNOT LAST... A RAZOR ONLY CUTS SO DEEP... AS IT MOVES ACROSS MY SKIN... THE BLOOD BEGINS TO WELL... THE PAIN JUST STARTS TOO SEEP AWAY... I FEEL NORMAL AGAIN... AND FOR AS LONG AS THE BLOOD FLOWS... I AM FREE... NO ONE ELSE CAN TOUCH ME... I AM IN CONTROL... HOW DEEP... HOW LONG... HOW MUCH... FOR THOSE SECONDS... ONLY I COUNT... NO THE PAIN DOES NOT LAST... I CUT IT OUT SO IT CAN'T... BUT A RAZOR ONLY CUTS SO DEEP... YOU WOUND ME MORE THAN I EVER HAVE... THE RAZOR DOES NOT HURT...
My One True Fear
Everyone has one thing that they fear more than anything else; and I have kept mine hidden from so many for so long that I have to let it out. Being as I will most likely never meet most any of you, and you have an unbiased opinion of me at this time, I feel safe telling all who read this here.
I didn't grow up in an abusive home or anything, my dad was a baptist preacher for a while, but also an alcoholic. We had money, and dad's drinking would lose it all. Didn't have the father son projects most kids did with their dads, other than go get me a beer and get the fuck out of the house, what fun that was. It was because of the lack of a father figure that since a young age I dreamed f being a daddy, to be the father I never really had.
My dream didn't become a fear until around the fourth grade when the talk was that the earth was going to blow up in the year 2000. I actually drew up a timeline for when I needed to meet someone, propose, get married, and concieve in order fo
A Retired older man joins a very exclusive nudist
colony. On his first day there he takes off his
clothes and starts to wander around. A gorgeous petite
blonde walks by and the man immediately gets an
erection. The woman notices his erection, comes over
to him and says, "Did you call me?" The man replies,
"No, what do you mean?" She says, "You must be new
here. Let me explain. It's a rule here that if you
get an erection, it implies you called for me."
Smiling, she leads him to the side of the swimming
pool, lies down on a towel, eagerly pulls him to her
and happily lets him have his way with her.
Later, the man continues to explore the colony's
facilities. He enters the sauna and as he sits down,
he farts. Within minutes a huge, hairy man lumbers
out of the steam room toward him, "Did you call for
me?" says the hairy man. "No, what do you mean?" asks
the newcomer. "It's a rule that if you fart, it
implies that you called for me." The huge man easily
~A question to all my freaky freaks and devious dark dwellers, where shall i go this month? Where will i find the most mind bending of haunted houses, the dark thrill of devious enticement. This year like every other i look for the kindred spirits that will take me in and blow my mind... where oh where will that be.... as this is just the beginning of my quest... you know by now... more later lol @};----
I Got It...
I got my tattoo last nite.........it looks real good as soon as my daughter wakes up ( she was still up @ 5am w/ her g/f last nite) I will have her take a pix & I will post it....it wasnt as bad as I thought but than again certain areas were bad...the middle was the worst but it is really cool, & I still cant believe I got it :), the older I get, the younger I act....lol...I think I am doing things in the wrong order...lol, but thats life I am already thinking about what else I might want to get...well the lil one wants some pancakes so I am off to fix breakfast....
Something To Think About
I have always belived that " Everything happens for a reason"
Lately tho.... things havent been so clear:
Things have been pretty ruff for me these past two years......
When I graduated College in 2000, I was SURE I wanted to be a social worker for children..... So when I got a job doing just that, I thot my " Lifes work" had begun...
4 1/2 years later and totally exhasted and jaded by the system that " protects" our children, I found myself not knowing what i wanted in life....
Got a job in HR... was fired.... Got a job in sales... Quit... Got a job as a temp for a customer service position.. Quit.. Got another job in HR working for the biggest freak I've ever known...(and THATS saying something)... and the contract was pulled for no reason after two weeks...
Two years of New types of jobs....being a Nanny... doing Customer service for $11 an hour....Sales for a bunch of mafia guys that was almost purely commission only....HR jobs for ppl that were in need of men
Ranting And Bitching
Why is it that people who always seem to have a grip on life and know exactly where they're going and who they want to be end up turning out to be some of the most childish and petty people that you will ever come across?
I have encountered this recently with more than one person I have come across here on the net. It makes me realize just how fake people really can be and how much the internet helps them to get away with it.
Why pretend to be something you aren't? What pleasure do people get out of it? Are they so in need of the attention and the drama that they need to dramatize things that don't really happen or even exist?
People need to learn to be themselves. There is no point in all the utterly fake bullshit! Though it may make you feel big or important to be something else it really isn't. It only shows how untrustworthy you are.
No, I am not claiming by any means to be perfect. As a matter of fact I am far from it. My life for the past 10 years has been filled with
Why Hasn't Yafro
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I have my niece this weekend. and she is the smartest and beautifulest child in the world,i was sitting here talking to her and she informed me she knew how o tie her shoe's now and tha she will no longer be needing my assistants...i grabbed her a hugged her while pretending to cry i told her...Ur dont need ur ti ti no more? but ur my baby, i cant live woithout you..i know a lil over dramatic but she is my world..she then looked at me and kissed me on my nose and said ti ti do you know why i love you so much???
i said cuz im ur ti ti she said no cuz ur the only person who say's they cant live without me..and i know youll always love me ti ti....man i am so blessed to have such a beautiful and sweet baby in my life...
This is biance
I saw this in a bulletin and I just had to blog it!
Thanks Caty!!! *hugs*
1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me,
for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either. Just pretty much
leave me the hell alone.
2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and
3. It's always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal your
neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it.
4. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be
5. Always remember that you're unique. Just like everyone else.
6. Never test the depth of the water with both feet.
7. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of
8. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes.
That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their
9. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you.
10. Give a man a fish and he w
The Shower Part1,fireplace Part 2,perfect Sex Part3
The Shower part1
You are in the shower and I come in behind you and tell you not to turn around I start running my tongue up and down your back stopping to lick and play with your tailbone. You turn around and I start kissing your chest while I play with your nipples then I start kissing you on the neck running my tongue up and down on your neck while Iím still playing with your nipples. I start to nibble on your Adam apple and you start to squirm and moan softly.
Then I lick down to your right nipple and flick it with my tongue then I run my tongue over to the left on so it gets a good flicking with my tongue then I move to your ears where I start to nibble on your left ear lobe. Then I take the wash cloth and get it wet and full of soap. I lean you up against the wall. I tell you not to move as I start washing your trembling body. I start washing your chest then I move down to your stomach then down the outside of your left leg then up the inside of your left thigh stopping to nib
People will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget the way you made them feel.
Sometimes the path you're on isnt as important as the direction you are heading.
A littel girl sits by her window
watching the world pass by
She's depressed, empty, hurt
everything was great she thought
then it all suddenly shattered
She had wanted to salvage something
a friendship atleast, maybe try anyway
He said one thing but did another
only confusing her more inside
She sits there, day after day
trying not to think, "What if?"
They have taken different roads,
paving their new lives apart
Each time they talk, old feelings appear
causing only more pain
She feels he meant nothing he said
only saying it because it's what she wanted to hear
She wanted to believe he cared
or he wouldn't still be here
But she felt he did it out of guilt
because he was the one who hurt her
But he made the choice to make a break
and left her with questions unanswered
She knows she cannot win for losing
this battle was lost long ago though
She deserves better, she knows this
telling herself everyday, trying to move on
The pain wi
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very true of me!
A Thank You To My Husband Scott
Well ever since LC added the blog feature to their site Iíve been racking my brain to think of what my first entry would be about. Today I finally decided that I wanted to write this for my husband Scott. Today is our first wedding anniversary. We donít have a lot of money so I thought perhaps a gift from my heart would be the best way to go. I find myself thinking throughout my day sometimes that I do not stop to thank him for all the small things he does for me every day. So I thought Iíd take this time to tell anyone whoíd like to know just how much I love him and why.
We met at an event called Pagan Night Out. Ironically enough neither he nor I are pagan. We are just both very open minded and have an appreciation for otherís beliefs- well that and our married friends both dragged us there to meet someone. It took Scott over a month to actually ask me out. He was adorable when he finally got the guts up to ask me out. Apparently, he was not expecting me to say yes s
My First Blog Omg
i got all excited to write my first blog on here, but i dont know what to write...
If tears could build a stairway
and if memories were alive
i'd walk right up to heaven
and bring you home again
no farewellwords were spoken
there was no time to say goodbye
you were gone before i knew it
only god knows why
my heart aches in sadness
deep down my tears still flow
what it meant to lose you
no one will ever know
The Picto-personality Test
The Picto-Personality TestYou are a person who is very calm and kind. You go out of your way to help people who need your help.When alone, you appreciate being able to do nothing if you want to, and setting your own pace for things.You are adventurous, always up to do the most extreme things. You have a certain recklessness that makes people very attracted to you.In the future you will be wise and healthy.Take this Test at QuizGalaxy.com
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Athena, the Goddess of Wisdom
Athena was the greek goddess of wisdom, skill and war The roman name of Athena is "Minerva"
Genealogy of Athena Athena was born during the battle of the giants by Zeus and Metis, Zeus' first wife, who was keeping inside herself all the world's wisdom.
According to a prophecy at that time, Metis would bear a son who would pose a sever threat to Zeus, so Zeus swallowed Metis after she revealed her pregnancy, out of fear he would lose his kingdom.
Nine months passed by and then suddenly Zeus started feeling a strong pain in his head and asked the Gods' smith Hephaestus to comfort him. Hephaestus opened Zeus' head with an axe and Athena managed to spring out of Zeus' head, fully-armed. From the first moment on, Athena became Zeus' favorite child.
Athena was the patron deity of the city of Athens. She was known as "Athena Nike" (Athena the victorious), as she was believed to have given the Athenians the victory during the Persian War. Athena'
yesterday i went to see my boyfriend with who'm i have a relationship for 3 years now..to tell him that it is over between us..not knowing how..without blaming eachother what we did wrong..all the love we have put in eachother, in the relationship..it wasn't good enough..we have tried so hard to make it work..leaving ourselfes behind..not in a healthy way..so much did we care..but the distance between us was too far away..physically and mentally..it had to end and i feel that i have lost the best friend i ever had..hoping that he still can be in an other way..but afraid that i lost him forever..still loving him..and still sad about it..
Are you ready, for suicide?
Let me run a razor across your throat.
You took a child for a ride.
Led them down a long and shameful road.
It rips my heart out to see you living.
You gave them money in exchange for pain.
You're the monster in the closet.
They'll take your secrets with them to their graves...
Locked you away behind cast iron doors.
Rather see you dead on the floor..
I hope that you're feeling so much pain now.
Uncle Jack, Can you hear them still screaming?
Broken hearts broken dreams..
Uncle Jack, is your evil still creeping?
Never coming back here again.
What were you thinkin? Are you human?
Took their innocence and made them slaves.
You want forgiveness? You're so sorry?
I'd rather put you in an unmarked grave.
Uncle Jack, can't you see them still bleeding?
Uncle Jack, tell me, how are you sleeping?
Never coming back here again.
I just wanna tear your goddamn HEART OUT!!!!!
On Coming To Terms With Your Self
There is a time in the evolution of every soul
When the chief concern is no longer the survival
of the physical body, but the growth of the spirit
no longer the attainment of worldly success, but the realization of Self.
Polite Society Where Has It Gone?
As a few of you here know I am usually not the forst to make contact and some have asked why. I prefer that others make the first move contacting me as there are so mant idiot guys on here who think that you should use the most primal and gutteral language possible. I should also mention that it seems to also be the least creative utterances that humans have to offer. Due to this I dont just go around hitting on everything with a profile, and if you would like to have a decent conversation just hit me up, I promise that I will not hit on you unless you start the voideer, and I am interested in you. When did we loose the polite society?
Hey My Pts
LOL HEY MY PTS ARE KILLIN ME HERE IF YOU COULD GO RATE SOMETHING OR COMMENT ON SOMETHING THAT WOULD BE AWESOME....
9,788 Cherry Points to go!
Well i figured i would start a blog and maybe you will all learn a bit more about me. But this blog begs the question... if i write here, will u read it?
Reply to me - if enough people will read it and it is not a waste of my time I will write something everyday. I will write about work, play, sex, politics, anything... requests?
You Must Be Kiddin Me...
Someone MUST tell me when this became an accepted form of communication with a complete stranger... (The name has been changed to protect the stupid)
->rket...: lmao- are you kidding me??
rket...: how hard u like it sexy?????
rket...: i'm so hard
->rket...: awww, thx
rket...: wow ur pcs are totally beautiful, I cant keep my eyes off u baby, I am in love with ya eyes..damn ur pretty
How Life Should Be....
I think the life cycle is all backwards
You should start out dead and get it out of the way.
Then, you wake up in an old age home feeling better every day.
You get kicked out for being too healthy; go collect your pension, then
when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day.
You work 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement.
You drink alcohol, you party, you're generally promiscuous and you get
ready for high school.
You go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, you have no
responsibilities, you become a baby, and then...
You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, in spa-like
conditions; central heating, room service on tap, larger quarters every
and then, you finish off as an orgasm.
I Need Prayers
well today i got a call from the doc at the ER and they said that they found abnormal cells in my blood work now what that means i have no idea but i dont even want t think about what it could mean you know the big C I have to call tomarrow to make an appt with my doc and go to and ENT doc so i will all let you know what happens
Hey everyone, thought i'd go ahead and make a blog. Now know what really bothers me. Whenever I find a nice women on here they are either taken or live like a zillion miles away. Usually live too far. That really sucks. So, just tought i'd complain about that. If you are nice and live close then where are you?
Libra (Sept. 23 - Oct. 23)
Let the games begin! Libra will try anything once. Twice to make sure they
liked it. Three times to be absolutely sure. Do not touch a Libra's head
during oral sex...that may work with an Aries, but not here. Libras LOVE
giving oral - They LOVE getting it , too. But don't feel like they get
enough...too bad, because they sure as hell are getting enough of everything
else. They will buy toys to make YOU use it on THEM. Libras are mental
creatures that believe in living and fulfilling fantasies that they haven't
done in real life...which is rare because they have done almost EVERYTHING.
They have no problem sploshing. To them, sitting in a pie COULD be fun.
Porn? Bring it on! Sex, video AND food? ALRIGHT! They are heavily
exhibitionistic by accident. They are accident prone, they lose bras,
underware, condoms....they also accidentally end up in bed with people.
Amazing how THAT works! They like to cross dress. Both sexes do this quite
Tears run down my face when I see you crying.
Although we are not married,
I love you like a wife.
Devoted and loving is what you are
When I am not near you
I imagine you by my side
Holding me close with your undying love for me
I open my heart to you,
So you can shape it into whatever you want it to be.
I am not afraid of anything when I'm around you.
If I could give you my life,
I would because I trust and love you.
My love for you is essential, everlasting and true
Making me want to spend the rest of my life with you
With that in mind, I want to ask you one question,
Will you marry me?
Take This If U Really Care
I want to know 20 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. I really don't. You are obviously on my list, so let me know with whom I am friends!
1.Your Middle Name:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...
1. Do we know each other outside of myspace?
2. Whats your philosophy on life?
3. Would you have my back in a fight?
4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
5. What is your favorite memory of us?
6. Would you give me a kidney?
7. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you:
8. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
9. Can we get together and make a cake?
10. Have you heard any rumors of me lately?
11. Do you/have you
Just one of my poems I wrote...enjoy ;) ~Lanie~
When you smile
You brighten my day.
You show me love
In the most simple way.
I want you with me
Of that I am sure.
An array of emotion,
So sweet and so pure.
For you I would go
To any great length
Endurance I have
As much as strength
I feel an emotion that is
Kindred to love
One that is as bright
As the stars above
You make me smile
Inside my heart
Though in distance
We are miles apart
You are the one I want
Above anyone else
And for you I can
Only give of myself
Come to me and
We shall see
If this is truly
Whatís meant to be.
An Afternoon Delight
An Afternoon Delight
by FuckDoll ©
Alone with myself
Only time to consume.
Pain-filled pleasures come to mind...
My hands feel soft on my tender smooth skin
My legs quiver at once
Touching myself all over
Searching for places to explore...
I start with my breasts
So round and so firm
Breathing in deeply I sigh
My nipples harden as I grab at me
Pushing me closer to satisfaction
Attaching the clips, laborious indeed
As the tender bite invokes fire
Heat rushing through my chest
all my attention is there...
It hurts so much, It feels so good
I moan as I continue...
Naked and wanting, waiting for me
Breasts heaving, nipples cinched by these binds
My hands roam further down
My thighs so pale and white,
I smack the inner part of my thigh
Seeking to find the pink print of my hand
Slowly the blood rushes forth to my skin
Revealing a nasty mark
Moving higher still up my thigh
I find the smoothness that is me
Defining me as I lay
TO ENERY ONE OF MY FRIENDS.. HOPE U ALL HAD A GREAT WEEK END IT IS MONDAY TOMARROW AND HOPE IT IS GREAT FOR EVER ONE OF MY FRIENDS.. LOVING FOR EVERY ONE HOPE THI HUG WILL HELP YOUR DAYS BE HAPPY ONCE
Is She Replacing Me?
I wrote this poem tonight on 10/01/2006. Please read and tell me what you think about it and then repost it so that others may see it and can tell me what they think about it. I am going through a rough time right now and I always put my feelings down in a poem.
IS SHE REPLACING ME
I sit here waiting on you to make up your mind
One week, one month, one year
When will you once again be mine?
When will you be here?
I feel as though I've been replaced.
You never have time for me.
Are your feelings that misplaced?
How worried should I be?
Everything we used to do together.
The places we'd go, the people we'd see.
Will those be ours again ever
Or has she replaced me?
Her name I always hear.
Mine is always last.
My biggest fear
I'm fading away fast.
Does it have to be?
PLease come home now.
Is she replacing me?
Please say no way, no how.
She's Really Terrific
My story and my ex
Cole and Jen have been waiting for Christmas break since the school year started. They made plans to go to Coleís parentsí condo in Beaver Creek for the week, just the two of them. They have been dating for almost 6months now. They go to different schools so they donít get to see each other that much during the week, mostly on the weekends. Cole is a junior and Jen a senior, so this week should be a pretty wild one, full of sex and adventure.
Cole picked up Jen Friday after school and they headed for Beaver Creek, which is about a 3 hour drive from where they live. On the way there the two of them were starting to get a little excited about the thought of being alone together for a whole week. About half way there, Jen decided that she would try to help Cole relax a little bit. So she leaned over and unbuttoned his jeans. Cole was all for this, so he had Jen hold the wheel while he pulled his jeans and boxers down a bit so she would have easier access. He too
I think Im crushing on someone lol.... Any ways Im bored what to do what to do? Not a damn thing....Any ways later!
Mans Best Friend
Mans best friend is a dog they are loyal always greet you when you get home always cheer you up when your down.
Greet you with a great big kiss & always there no matter what.
They love their walks play with balls & whatever else.
I wouldnt be without a dog now even if i wanted to just the best sometimes are better than people.
Dont back stab or answer back or ever give up on you i love dogs to bits
"god's Letter" To The Victims And Survivors Of 9/11/01
I wrote this in March of 2002, I wanted to share this here with you. Rest in Peace all Victims of September 11, 2001.
There's nothing I can do
There's nothing I can say
To make the pain fade
Or the memories go away
Of where I was that day
When the angels cried
Because so many people died
No words I can find
No actions to take to help me change my mind
About my madness
Overcome by sadness
Horrified with disbelief
I lose count of the many souls
On that day lost dreams and goals
Mothers and Fathers
Children and Grandchildren
Husbands and Wives
I watched all helplessly
Of their untimely demise
Friends who were dear
That were once here
All are now gone
The damage has been done
Time to start over again
I think this is the worst it's ever been
I created man in my own image
Built him of strength and courage
I'm helpless as a man
As powerful as your God
There is nothing I can say
Nothing I can do
To make this okay
Or to explain why and what we're g
What I Think......
He makes me weak, his kiss is sweet and erotic and makes me feel complete. He makes me feel that I am the only person for him. I have neverr been so overcome with happiness since I met this person. He looks upon me as a beautiful goddess carved out of a precious piece of stone or gem. He makes me feel that my flaws and the way I look no longer matters and that he loves every inch of me the way I am.
Society has placed so much on how a woman should look. I am proud to say that I am a heavy set volupcious woman. Society has placed so much on outside appearances than what people are really like on the inside. Should a woman who is over weight not know what is like to be loved and desired? Does she not need assurance that she is beautiful in the eyes of her significant other. Does she not cry when she is hurt does her heart not stop beating when it is broken.
The person who makes me feel this way is the person who I could spend the rest of my life with. I can see myself sitti
I am everything I appear to be..and nothing you imagine
I am unlike every woman..and just a typical gurl
I am soft and simple..and tuff as nailz
I am outspoken and strong..and sensibly quiet
I am curious as a cat..and quiet as a mouse
I AM..the grey in your black and white world
Creep By Radiohead
When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in the eyes
You're just like an angel,
your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special
But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here
I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so Fuckin' special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh
She's running out again
She's running out
She runs runs runs runs...
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here...
Beauty is found everywhere,
but most of all in love.
You are my love, my life, my friend
Be mine for ever xxxx
What Is Your Fave Guns N' Roses Song
ok i know this band is like old school now but i am curious again and i want to know what's your fave guns n' roses song and it can b any album including the greatest hits album and it also can b more than one if you have more than one from Bruce
Rejected Hallmark Cards
Rejected Hallmark Cards
"Looking back over the years that we've been together,
I can't help but wonder:...
-- What was I thinking?"
"Congratulations on your wedding day!...
-- Too bad no one likes your wife."
"How could two people as beautiful as you....
-- have such an ugly baby?"
"I've always wanted to have someone to hold, someone to love...
-- After having met you, I've changed my mind."
"I must admit, you brought Religion in my life...
-- I never believed in Hell until I met you."
"As the days go by, I think of how lucky I am...
-- that you're not here to ruin it for me."
"As you grow older, Mum, I think of all the gifts you've given me...
-- Like the need for therapy."
"Thanks for being a part of my life!!!...
-- I never knew what evil was before this!"
"Before you go,...
I would like you to take this knife out of my back.
-- You'll probably need it again."
"Someday I hope to get married...
-- but not to you."
Happy Birthday Dad!!! It has been since April that I have seen you though I have talked to you many times. It pains me to know that now you can only listen. I miss being able to call and talk and ask advice about various things from life to automobiles and how to fix them. It also pains me to know that you won't be around to see your grand daughters grow up, but I know you will be there.
There are so many things that come and go during the day that remind me of you....seeing the cans on the side of the road waiting for you to come by on one of your walks to pick them up, that distant train whistle and the power and noise as it passes by. There are several others but the one that gets me the most is the empty seat in the stands where you used to sit to watch my ball games, but I know you are there.
Thanks again for being my Dad...and I hope you are well. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
You come home from a ride on your bike and start working in the yard. Then I come home from the store. You ask me if I would please get you a cold beer. So, I go into the house, get you a beer, me a glass of ice tea, come back outside and sit down on the porch as I hand you your beer. I sit there and watch you mow the yard and clean the mower up. Then get up and go back into the house to get you another beer. I walk back outside and ask if you are ready for another beer, as you sit down on the porch. I sit down beside you and set my glass of tea down next me.
Then I lean over and start to kiss you on the lips, moving my way down to you neck. You say "Babe, Iím all hot and sweaty, you donít want to be kissing me when Iím like this." I look into your eyes and smile at you, as I get up off the porch I turn and look at you and say "meet you in the bathroom in 3 mins." You ask me "why?" I say "for all the hard work you did in the yard."
I close the house door an
It's All About Me!
I'm needy. I readily admit it. It's not something I hide, or am ashamed of. It's just who I am. I'm codependent. I also readily admit that. I don't need anything materialistic. I need attention. I need to feel like I'm number one in the lives of my friends, family and significant other. Perhaps I could blame my Daddy. He spoiled me for attention. He still does. He calls me everyday, just to say hello and that he loves me. It takes two seconds, and it will last me for the entire day. And when I care for someone, they get the same from me. They become my focus, and I make sure to give them all my attention whenever possible. I will never understand people that say they care for me, and then ignore me continuously because something else is more important. Don't get me wrong, people have lives, they have problems, they have issues, all of which are more important then myself. But when you know it only takes two seconds and a few loving words to make me happy... why wouldn
In 1993, the American Government funded a study to see why the head of a man's penis was larger than the shaft. After one year and $180,000.00, they concluded that the reason the head was larger than the shaft was to give the man more pleasure during sex.
After the US published the study, France decided to do their own study. After $250,000.00 and 3 years of research, they concluded that it was to give the woman more pleasure during sex.
Poland, unsatisfied with these findings, conducted their own study. After 2 weeks and a cost of $76.46, they concluded that it was to keep a man's hand from flying off and hitting him on the forehead.
Full Figured Women
hello room, there are some of the most beautiful chubby women on the internet in this room.
IS IT ILLEGAL TO KILL STUPID PEOPLE? I MEAN FOR REAL! WELL IF WE CAN'T KILL 'EM CAN'T WE AT LEAST SLAP THEM SILLY WITH OUT IT BEING CALLES ASSULT?
I just wanted to say quick I miss you all and hope to be back soon!
Mike goes into an elevator, looks up and sees this great big huge guy standing next to him. The big guy sees the little guy staring at him, looks down and says, "7 feet tall, 350 lbs, 20 inch penis, testicles 3 lbs each, Turner Brown."
Mike just faints dead away and falls to the floor. The big dude kneels down and brings him to, by slapping his face and shaking him. He asks, "Are you OK??" In a very weak voice Mike says, "Excuse me, but what did you just say to me?"
The big dude says, "When I saw the curious look on your face, I just figured I'd give you the answers to the questions everyone always asks me. "I'm 7 feet tall, weigh 350 lbs, have a 20 inch penis, my testicles weigh 3 lbs each, and my name is Turner Brown." Mike said, "Oh Thank God!!! I thought you said 'Turn Around!'"
So, my grandmother has cancer..She's 82 years old.
We were told that she has 3-6 months to live, 2 weeks ago..now they dont expect her to make it past this weekend..so yeah..if I'm not on, or I dont feel like talking..PLEASE dont pressure me, and dont get all pissed and think that I'm mad at you, I'm just not w/ it right now..considering Sunday is my dad's birthday..and he's been dead for 3 years..=/ I just dont want to deal w/ bullshit and drama right now..so please, dont bring it to me.
Hey all I'm sorry if I haven't responded to all of your comments I have been very sick so I haven't been able to keep up with anyone on here but I'm truely sorry and I will return the favor for all of you thanks for being patient xoxo
You Are The Reason
"You Are The Reason"
You Are The Dawn Of Every Day To Me,
The Hope That Sees Me Through,
The Light That Guides The Way For Me,
The Love That's Always True...
You Are The Joy That Fills The Heart Of Me,
The Dreams I'm Dreaming Of,
You'll Always Be A Part Of Me,
You'll Always Be my Love.
You Are The Reason For My Tomorrows,
You Are The Reason For Today,
You Are The Reason For My Life's Living,
You Are The Reason My Life's Complete.
You Are The Joy I Have Come To know,
The Comfort That I Depend On,
You Are The Friend I Share My Dreams With,
You Are The Reason.
Leave a comment please thanks.
Its my fault I need you
Its my fault I want you
Its my fault I love you
Its my fault you left
Its my fault I'm dead
Its all my fault
The blood flows from my eyes
As you rip my heart from my chest
Your evil laughter echoing though my head
As I see my heart in your hand
My soul is crushed and you have won
As you walk off my heart in hand
I can't help but think
What a bitch
BLOOD RED SUMMER 2
On that blood red summer I found you
I knew you were gone
I knew that they did this
I knew that they had to pay
So I took took their possessions
I took their homes
I took their blood
I took their lives
I took their souls
I took everything from them
All in the name of love
All in the name of you
That blood red summer
Best Chest Contest ~ I Lost
I lost..but thank you for all of your support you guys were wonderful!! It just goes to show naked pays and covered doesn't :)
You had me...
until I saw my reflection
in a pool of my own blood
I felt so weak, so small
you stole my heart, painted it black
and put it back
brainwashed me with emotion
force fed me deception until it tasted right
I was on you
and needed to break my addiction
I'd pull on my chains
but I'm so used to them
I'd kill you but i love you
that's what they're telling me
I'd break free from you
and your poisonous words
if only I could see myself again
I Don"t Understand
I DON"T UNDERSTAND
Current mood: confused
I DON'T UNDERSTAND
I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M SUPPOSED TO DO
I DON'T UNSERSTAND WHY I DON'T GET THE POINT
I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY WE CAN'T HAVE ANOTHER CHANCE
I DON'T UNDERSTAND AT ALL
I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE MEANING
I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE HURT
I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW I COULD BE SO BLIND
I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE SMALL PRINT
I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I CAN BE HAPPY
I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I CAN'T HELP MYSELF
I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU'D WANT ME
I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW I DID THIS
I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY IT'S ALL MY FAULT
I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY WE MET AGAIN
I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY WE CAN'T MOVE FASTER
I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I AM WRITING THIS
I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE TEAR BLINDING MY EYES
I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW MY ICE HEART COULD MELT
I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I DO THE THINGS I DO
I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I FEEL THE THINGS I FEEL
I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL
I DON'T UNDERSTAND
Vote For Me
Thanks :) Oh and repost my bulletin... Get the word out.
New Skinz And Skin Request'z Being Taken
Okay friend'z, I created a bunch of new skinz, and may I say, some of my baddest on the LC too. They take a little longer to load, but the skin'z rawk.
So feel free to browse my skin'z and rip any that say (RIP) on them. And if ya want a more personal one.....feel free to message me and I'll hook ya up. I can do about anything to these pages now.
The Trouble Today...
The problem with the world today is that so few people are willing to satisfy my every whim without question or regard to their own personal safety.
A Lil Something For The Fellas
we decide to go camping just the two of us and after we get there and figured out where we were gonna set up camp...i walked around for a bit...found a couple of places out in the woods...so i wait till later in the evening while everyone was asleep and with it being just you and me..i grab one of my blankets...and lead you in to the woods..lay my blanket out and have you sit down as i sit on my knees beside you giving you soft kisses...then i help you out of your shirt. as i slowly lay down with you on the blanket. still kissing you sweetly and running my fingers lightly up and down your chest and stomach...then move my hand down to your waist and find your pants then i would start to slowly kiss down your neck to your chest. from your chest to your stomach as i slide your pants down and start rubbing on your hard dick....still kissing down your stomach i make it to your dick...i kiss and lick the head of it. the slide my mouth over it and work my way down making sure that i feel ever
What Is Your Fave Song Of The Red Hot Chili Peppers
ok the curious bug has grown on me again so this time i am wondering whats your fave song or songs by The Red Hot Chili Peppers and it can be from any album including stadium arcadium i am just wondering and it can be more than 1 song if you have more than one song from Bruce
Letter From The Goddess
To: All My Children of the World
From: Your Goddess Mother
Idiotic Religious Rivalry and Fear
My Dear Children (and believe me, that's all of you), I consider myself to be pretty patient. I mean, look at the Grand Canyon. It took millions of years to get it right. And how about evolution? Boy, nothing is slower than designing that whole Darwinian thing to take place, cell by cell and gene by gene. I've even been patient through your fashions, civilizations, wars and schemes, and the countless ways you take Me for granted until you get yourselves into big trouble again and again. But today, I want to let you know about some things that are starting to tick Me off.
First of all, your religious rivalries are driving Me up a wall. Enough already! Let's get one thing straight These are your religions, not Mine. I'm the Whole Enchilada; I'm beyond them all. Every one of your religions claims there's only one of Me.
But in the very next breath, each religion claims it
Fake Ass Friends
I'm sooooooo tired of being a good friend and bending over backwards for ppl but as soon as they get a new friend or woman it's like I never even fuckin excisted. Yes I know my spelling sucks but I dont care! I have spent my last dime and put trust in the last person. People are too fuckin FAKE for me anymore.
Yes I know everyone isnt like this but just seems thats all I meet.
I no love you no more.
NO NO NO.
I just watched this show called Heroes and it was pretty awesome, this chick like murdered someone while she was sleeping, she has like split personailties and after she woke up she saw her other half in the mirror and it was like shh!
Then this other chick is like super woman or something she cant feel pain, and when something get broke, it like heals automatically.
How fucking cool would that be.
im about to shower who wants to see me all latherd up send responce quickly
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guess i'm a freak. lol, sorry, peoples--- i LOVE sex
So will you love me tomrrow?
I sit in the shadows of your life.
I wonder if our paths will cross tonight.
As I watch you tease me I wonder?
How sweet will you taste on my lips?
How hot you will feel under my fingers?
How high will you send me?
I sit in the shadows as she walks to you.
I can't help but laugh to myself.
I know what she plans to do.
How far will it go I wonder?
Will you let her touch you?
Will you let her know you as I do?
Will you let her kill you as I would?
As I sit in the shadows I wonder?
Will our paths cross tonight.
Will you let me take you over the edge.
Will you feel as sweet as he did?
So will you love me tomrrow?
I sit in the shadows of your life.
So will you love me tomrrow?
I wonder will our path cross tonight.
HEHEHE, SORRY MY MORE DARK TWISTED SIDE IS SHOWING TONIGHT!! >>;)
Sinus Headaches & Sex
Oh, btw, I have a massive sinus headache today. And according to that LC bulletin that's made the rounds lately, if I have sex, it'll help.
Just curious -- anyone ever tested this out? Should I be thinking about calling up someone and saying, "Hey, wanna come have sex so my now 24+ hour headache will go away?" I'm really getting that desperate to get rid of this stupid thing!
The headache. Not the sex. The sex I'll take anytime. And I should stop hanging out in the BBW lounge if I don't want to be thinking about sex all the time. (See how I'm blaming it on them instead of my own natural horniness? And you guys thought I was such a good girl.)
A Sad But Funny Story!!
A woman pregnant with triplets was walking down the street when a masked
robber ran out of a bank and shot her three times in the stomach.
Luckily the babies were OK. The surgeon decided to leave the bullets in
because it was too risky to operate. She gave birth to two healthy daughters
and a healthy son.
All was fine for 16 years, and then one daughter walked into the room in tears.
"What's wrong?" asked the mother. "I was taking a tinkle and this bullet came
out," replied the daughter.
The mother told her it was okay and explained what happened 16 years ago.
About a week later the second daughter walked into the room in tears.
"Mom, I was taking a tinkle and this bullet came out." Again the mother told her
not to worry and explained what happened 16 years ago.
A week later her son walked into the room in tears. "It's okay" said the Mom,
"I know what happened. You were taking a tinkle and a bullet came out."
"No," said the boy, "I was playing with myself and I
Think Of Me....
im not sure what else to think
coz boredom is creeping inside me
i just settle in a glass of water then
that maybe whatever or whoever im thinking
will think of me toooo...
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My Fans And Friends Please Read
I'm just letting you know if I'm not around, this is why. Normally, I am one of the three technicians, I'm one of the "head technicians." Anyway, due to circumstances beyond my control, one of them was fired today. The other is going on vacation. So here I am doing a three person job by myself. Yes, this does mildly upset me, but there is hope. Yes, hope. I get to work OT, but I'm going to be working 8am-8pm Mon-Friday and possibly weekends. I will be dog tired. If you leave me a message, it may take me a couple of days or so to get back to you. Anyway, I"m letting everyone know, take care.
The Vibrator (adult)
AS A WOMAN PASSES HER DAUGHTER'S CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR,
SHE HEARD A STRANGE BUZZING NOISE COMING FROM WITHIN.
OPENING THE DOOR, SHE OBSERVED HER DAUGHTER GIVING
HERSELF A REAL WORKOUT WITH A VIBRATOR.
SHOCKED, SHE ASKED:
"WHAT IN THE WORLD ARE YOU DOING?"
THE DAUGHTER REPLIED:
"MOM, I'M THIRTY-FIVE YEARS OLD, UNMARRIED, AND THIS
IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND.
PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE."
THE NEXT DAY, THE GIRL'S FATHER HEARD THE SAME BUZZ
COMING FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF THE CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR.
UPON ENTERING THE ROOM, HE OBSERVED HIS DAUGHTER
MAKING PASSIONATE LOVE TO HER VIBRATOR.
TO HIS QUERY AS TO WHAT SHE WAS DOING, THE DAUGHTER
"DAD I'M THIRTY-FIVE, UNMARRIED, AND THIS IS ABOUT AS
CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY
AND LEAVE ME ALONE."
A COUPLE DAYS LATER, THE WIFE CAME HOME FROM A
SHOPPING TRIP, PLACED THE GROCERIES ON THE KITCHEN
COUNTER, AND HEARD THAT BUZZING