Well life is about as drama filled as it can get with so muh shit going on i've honestly lost count on how many sleepless nights i've gotten..
Between an ex here and there and wearing my heart on my sleave i am seemed doom to get crushed one way or another.
You would think it was easier for a country boy but it i guess isnt. Not to mention i get to worry about family at home, My brother being my biggest worry at the moment and his situation.
For those of you still new to it all he knocked up his ex who for the most part is a okay kid, Not that i dont have my moments i wanna kick her in the ass... But then again i have those feelings towards my brother on a daily basis.
Then my folks... god knows their health is getting worse as the years go by, Sending what money i can home to help too so life stays as stable there as it can be.
The rest of my family sadly isnt any help they rather gossip behind everyones back point fingers and then denie it later on.
It really pisses me off.. And then some where in all this i am suppost to attempt some kind of a normal life.. HA that doesnt seem to be happening either.
Well i guess i am ending this blog with the hopes tomorrow might be a better night. Love to all you guys out there in dream land.
Dominic
