For user friendly navigation, please visit

0 25 50 75 100 125 150 175 200 225 250 275 300 325 350 375 400 401 402 403 404 405 406 407 408 409 410 411 412 413 414 415 416 417 418 419 420 421 422 423 424 425 450 475 500 753
Joe Medlock-do You Know This Man?
i just wanted to let everyone know that the man behind the name 'twistedobssessions' is a low life woman user. he picks women with young kids, uses their money for his benifit, and is too violent with small children. i know because i was used and my son was abused. hopefully if u r reading this you will understand that he is a danger to you and your family. he spent 11yrs of his life behind bars for molestation of a 13yr old girl. look it up on the net and youll see. and if you, joe, are reading this, i am not scared of you. my GOD is stronger than anything you throw my way, so just leave me alone before Karma catches up with YOU> dawnmarie
9 Am Fu-time Autos Will Activate
Please Explain
Could someone please explain to me the difference between Osama Bin Laden, Sean Hannity, Bill O’Reilly and Rush Limbaugh? They all advocate for the failure of the current U.S. Administration. They all interpret books for there own particular interests. The book for Bin Laden is the Koran and the book for the other 3 is the Bible. They all describe that anyone that differs from their curious ideas are bad people. Bin calls these people Infidels. Hannity, O’Reilly and Limbaugh call these people Liberals. They are all funded by wealth. Bin Laden and Limbaugh are funded by their own personal fortunes and Hannity/O’Reilly are funded by Rupert Murdoch. They all support the death of American Citizens. Bin Laden supports death for Americans through the efforts of the Taliban and Al Qaeda. Hannity, O’Reilly and Limbaugh support the death of Americans by promoting and campaigning for an unjust war under the guise of Manifest Destiny. So could someone please explain
This is a poem I wrote in 1996,(just found it) after I found my girl friend in bed with my best friend when I came home from work early to suprise her. "For Me" Love is, Love was Love will always be, For Me. Love is taken, Love is stolen, Love can be the most painful thing. Love leads you to loneliness, and loneliness is a terrible thing. Loneliness is emptyness, not knowing who you are, or what you will be. By far lonliness is the worst thing ,
i love you unconditionallyno mateer what you do or sayi'm powerless to your wit and charmtho i try to fight it and walk awaysomething about you keeps pulling me backan uncontrollable force surrounds medrawing me ini am hopelessly lostforever boundforever yours
I Cant Wait
a very good friend i have met on here decided to surprise me and buy me a round trip ticket home in june for a weekend visit. i so adore this man he is the kindest sweetest guy ive met in a long time. well  because of him i get to see my ex girlfriend that i screwed up with and made the biggest mistake of my life letting her go. she was the one for me the love of my life my other half. i get another shot at love with her and im so nervous on seeing her after nine  years. yeah thats a long time but my heart still skips a beat when i talk to her hear her voice or read her messages to me. and shes single haha isnt that fuckin fabulous? so in less than three weeks this is going to happen. i am so nervous excited so ready to see her and meet that wonderful man who is giving me this shot with her.     i thank you with all my heart and soul kenneth.   love you long time
Help Me Level To Oracle Pls
That Guy . . .
the guy i like is blind   and i have came to realize that no matter how hard i try its never going to be quiet good enough not now not then and not ever     i realized no matter how many times i pick up that phone and tell him its all going to be ok
How To Hurt The Economy
America remains in recession, and Washington politicians keep talkingabout ways big government can fix the problem. But their solutionswould just dig the economy into a deeper hole.For example, liberals in Congress have outlined a 2010 budget planthat contains major tax hikes and other changes that would "hurt theeconomy in good times but will devastate it in its current weakenedstate," explains senior tax policy analyst Curtis Dubay.*  Hiking Taxes. Under the liberals' budget plan, the governmentwould raise taxes to Clinton-era levels on high-incomeindividuals, including many entrepreneurs and investors who arekey to recovery. Instead of raising tax rates, Congress shouldkeep them at current levels and allow taxpayers to invest theirmoney and help grow the economy.*  Failing to Kill the AMT. Congress is considering athree-year extension of the Alternative Minimum Tax patch, whichkeeps millions of middle-income Americans from facing a big taxincrease. But the patch's temporary nature b
june 5th im having surgery for my inner ear problem.. hope im not away too long but itd be nice to get some love before i go ! love all my friends so ill miss ya while im gone.. c ya soon!
feeling like a caged bird about to break its wings on the bars of the cage Love is a cage when its not returned trapped and struggling against the restraints A love unwanted cuts like a knife without the relief   freedom is savored but granted not to me.
13 Mistakes
13 mistakes 1. To attempt to set up your own standard of right and wrong.2. To try to measure the enjoyment of others by your own.3. To expect uniformity of opinions in the world.4. To fail to make allowance for inexperience.5. To endeavor to mold all dispositions alike.6. Not to yield on unimportant trifles.7. To look for perfection in our own actions.8. To worry ourselves and others about what can't be remedied.9. Not to help everybody whereever, however, and whenever we can.10. To consider impossible what we cannot ourselves perform.11. To believe only what our finite minds can grasp.12. Not to make allowances for the weakness of others.13. To estimate by some outside quality when it is that within which makes the most.
Fortune Cookie
my fortune cookie said,"you will take a chance on something in the near future." thank you confuscious/sherlock yes,i am a risk taker,but i have the bases covered."now i lay me down to sleep,i pray the lord my soul to keep." i mean,whats the worst that could happen? if you said die in your sleep you totally missed the point.i could stop here and be obtuse,but i prefer to spell it out.the most precious earthly resource we all have is time and free will.wasting chances at living and not making the best choices possible may seem "safe" but that road only leads to a handful of memories and regrets. the worst that could happen isnt that you die,but that you never truly live. what is worth your life? what is your life worth? take a chance spend it only have one
Makes Me Sick
my own little brother just getting done telling me that only white people belong in America. so should he tell my Mexican Aunt that? my black friends? my asian friends? my puerto rican friends? HIS jewish friends? i want to understand the hate because i dont get it. from such a young mind too. how bad was he and his pals injured by non-white people? did the south american migrant workers give them their DUIs? did black people force them to be high school drop outs? did jewish people force them to lose their jobs for not showing up? or being too fcuking drunk and lazy to live up to their own responsibilites? im sick of it! sure joking is fine..sure stereotypes are part Polish i get it loud and clear "brotherrrrrrrrrrrr". im not trying to be another race or a race traitor or too "leftist" being a human adult in the 21st century. i dont care that the president is half black. i dont care that hes half white either! that obviously hasnt changed the hate amo
About My Life
 My mom and dad got divorced when i was 7 years old. i was born in iowa and raised in washington. After my mom divorced she met a man named michael and he proceeded to molest my sister and i for 5 years. I was put into foster care when i was 12.My foster parents were really nice and they treated me and my sister just like there own. i still keep in touch with them. I started smoking cigarettes when i was 12 and i started to smoke pot when i was 16. that was my first mistake. I signed a contract with the state of washington when i was 18 stating that i would stay and graduate from high school. I was in 11th grade. after i graduated i worked at a mcdonalds for about a year. The guy i was with was addicted to pot and after a while he started to throw my dishes around the house. that is when i moved to montana the first time.I moved to montana because my mom and my sister live here. I lived with my mom for about a year and i felt like i was 12 years old again because her husband believes t
12 Year Old Drummer; Britains Got Talent
I lose myself in the pain of art not to feel happy and accepted but to realize I am alive… That is the latest status that cant begin to describe the overwhelming feeling of confusion and loneliness that plagues my mind. I find myself back and forth between numerous hopes of futures that are only baring down present goals. I try to use this pressure as fuel to help my struggling soul dive through a valley of darkness and pain, but the sorrow is so unbearable I see no way out. I circle around viewing my options, hoping for a break, some kind of gap for me to slip through and lift this burden off my shoulders. I see this small glimmer of light, maybe it’s my way out, venture toward the distant beam. Wrapped in solitude it seems so appealing, but like the valley it’s only a mask for its true ugliness. The feeling of being alone had chipped a small crack into my shell of hopelessness. Being alone pushed me over the already small edge my weathered fingers clenched tightly to year after y
Come See Me Girls & Boys Mmmmm
Hey baby let's get to know eachother.  I like to play both ways.  I especially love women.  Come chat and visit with me.
Nobody's Home
Well, I couldn't tell you Why she felt that way? She felt it everyday And I couldn't help her I just watched her make the same mistakes again What's wrong, what's wrong now? Too many, too many problems Don't know where she belongs Where she belongs? She wants to go home but nobody's home That's where she lies Broken inside with no place to go No place to go to dry her eyes Broken inside Open your eyes And look outside find the reasons why You've been rejected And now you can't find what you've left behind Be strong, be strong now Too many, too many problems Don't know where she belongs Where she belongs? She wants to go home but nobody's home That's where she lies Broken inside with no place to go No place to go to dry her eyes Broken inside Her feelings she hides, her dreams she can't find She's losing her mind, she's fallen behind And she can't find her place, she's losing her faith She's fallen from grace, she's all over the place, yeah She wants to go home but nobody's home
Please Help Him Level...
heymans23">@ fubar
Just A Vision [11/28/08]
Happy Thursday My Friends
Just want to wish you all a wonderful day and say that our pool opens today!! I am too too happy. I love swimming and it's a marvelous way to exercise...not to mention, meet people! We'll be taking my sweet Onyx to the vet in a couple of hours and then diving in....enjoy your day too fubabies. Love, Deb xoxo
Whatever U Want To Call This
Free will, the ability to make decisions on our own that determine our future No higher power has influence on our decisions, but does show us both possible outcomes God presents us with a plan, but it is our free will that determines how that plan plays out More and more everyday it seems like Gods plan is slipping away People are choosing the path of least resistance instead of working hard and taking the better path Nobody deserves or is "entitled" to anything It must be earned through hard work and sacrafice We are getting away from ethics and morality Sadly these have become a thing of the past No longer is it "God Bless America" It has become "God Save America"  
Words Of Wisdom
You seem to have it all  You seem to have control But deep within your soul you’re loosing it You never took the time assume your to blame You think that your insane... spare me   You better check yourself before you check out   ~ Tantric ~ Breakdown
Awesome Owner Alert!
This guy is amazing go check him out   and let him know that you was sent my me!   RLC...Owned byand Fu-Married to ✯✯™ DeDeLiCiOuS ™ ✯✯@ fubar
1st Timer
You know you can't avoid it ..IT JUST HAPPENS . That 1st time it creeps up on you and sometimes you dont know it. It just happens ,Its unavoidable. OR IS IT ?? I've decided to go ahead & Blog away my thoughts,feelings,rants , etc etc etc. Let whatever come forth from my fingertips come forth for all to see. SO on that note be forewarned It could get ugly or it could be really great ...who knows Where to start  ?? Well I guess I'll start with this last weekend. My band just happened to land a pretty big gig here in SA. playing at the SOUTH TEXAS ROCK FEST 2009. The 2 day event is topped off by GREAT bands including legends SAXON and QUEENSRYCHE. My band was chosen to play DAY 2 of the event and open for Queensryche. We ended up with a great slot ! Right before the awesome TEXAS band Dangerous Toys ! These guys have been one of my favorite bands for years ! The day started out kinda shaky with rain in the forecast and sure enough right before the gates opened it POURED. Like freaken c
Bbq Rules
Standard Operating Procedures released today. Please learn. BBQ RULES We are about to enter the BBQ season. Therefore it is important to refresh your memory on the etiquette of this sublime outdoor cooking activity. When a man volunteers to do the BBQ the following chain of events are put into motion: Routine... (1) The woman buys the food. (2) The woman makes the salad, prepares the vegetablesand makes dessert. (3) The woman prepares the meat for cooking, places it on a tray along with the necessary cooking utensils and sauces, and takes it to the man who is lounging beside the grill - beer in hand. (4) The woman remains outside the compulsory three metre exclusion zone where the exuberance of testosterone and other manly bonding activities can take place without the interference of the woman.
Bored And A Poem.
Alls these people wishing I was dead From all the fucked up thoughts running through my head Paranoid thoughts I was to shread Suicidal thoughts hanging over my bed I no longer feel alive I no longer feel dead Drugs after drugs Night after night Man these drugs are out of sight It could be acid It could be shrooms Alls I know is that the fucking room moves I hear screaming in my head Makes me wish I was dead Homicidal thoughts racing through my head Holy shit I want you dead GOD DAMNIT BITCH QUIT SCREAMING IN MY MOTHER FUCKING HEAD SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU RAGGIEDY ASS CUNT Click click Bang bang I wonder who's dead.    
Naughty thoughtsOne Evening when the sky is painted with beautiful colors of purples, pinks, yellows, and blues where the stars are begging to show in the sky . The air is sweet with the smell of Roses and Jasmine. The air is humid, from the heat and light rain of the day. You go to your French doors and look across the beautifully kept garden onto the waterfalls across the way. You sigh for a moment and decide to go to  them you slide your flip flops on and walk out the French doors to the brick patio. You go down the stairs and through the beautiful garden. You walk slowly taking in the air, and your surroundings.  You come to the waterfalls where the water is peaceful looking like a mirror of the sky. The water is only disturbed by the light pounding of the water falling to its surface that hits on the rocks before the surface over in the back corner. You slide behind a bush where you  undress taking off the dampen jeans that the air has made, then your boxers, and then the wife bea
It was nearly nightfall of the next day when Alais returned to Zasch, blinking suddenly into existance outside of the cave. She raced into the cave, to find Zasch quietly conversting with the werewolf woman still. The woman was still wrapped in Zasch's cloak, but she looked as if she were uncomfortable to be out of her hybrid wolf form. Alais allowed a moment to survey the strange woman. She was dirty, but her skin was fair, with fiery red hair. She had one green eye, and one blue. She was lovely by any human's standards, dirt and grime aside. Alais blinked over, shouting telepathically into Zasch's mind, "It's a Goristo." The mention of the demonic name drew Zasch's attention, and she could sense is sudden unease. A Goristo was far from a simple demon. They were often the favored creatures of many of the greatest named demons. And with terrifying reason. "You are certain?" Zasch asked in aloud, making it clear to Lupa that he was speaking to the Wisp. With her certain response, Za
Mzliz Birthday Train
~*Mz Liz‘s Birthday Train*~ It‘s birthday celebration time! Lets all give “MzLiz” a warm birthday greeting and help her celebrate! Her special day is June 6th. Hats off to you chicky and hope your day is the best! ~Rules~ R/F/A everyone on the list starting with the birthday girl or comment if already added. Rate the pics (links below) in the MzLiz’s birthday and LadyStClair’s birthday album. Please leave a comment at end of LadyStClairs folder to let us know when u have finished. Will add you to the train then. MzLiz will be making the tags. Also would like to wish our pal “Inkspot69” a very happy birthday as well! ~The Birthday Girl~ ♥ MZ.LIZ ♥ ®® Head Recruiter,Llama leveler, Affinity Train Maker and Rider ◊ LadyStClair ◊ *☈☈Recruiter* *Owned by Inkspot69* Train Riders ~Inksp0t69~DDR ENFORCER~ RATING REVOLUTION HEAD CREW LEADER~ Fu Owned By~COCA-COLA-GIRL~
Fake People And Drama !!!
I don't knowwhy people are soo immature on this site ..Why they like to start drama and act like there are in H.S. People get over yourselfs and get a life. Mind your own business and worry about your family life , relationships and leave others alone.For Highmaintence*****69 this woman is a fake ass person who's only picture she has up is of someone else. She is a fat ugly ass who is married and has 6 kids with one on the way. The self rightous freak has no room to creditize anyone. So for anyone else who wants to be fake and call people names and cause problems on here need a life of there own... Too many fakes and kids on here ...
The Damn Rules Are Back,lol
hello everyonei am back.for those who never heard it,i am the one who came up with the 3 questions gamei made the rulesand i say who and when to break it ,lolif we ever played itthen i hope u had fun with itcuz after all ,its all about geting to know each othersand have funthx anyway--------------------3 questions game rules:1: u cant ask the same i ask on the same round2: gotta be honest,cuz honesty is all u get3:u cant ask 4th one unless u were level 31 or more[lol]4:u only have one pass so be careful when u use it and how to use it5:u cant get a 3ed player into this game6:dont ask some question u wouldnt like to answer it7:u dont have or need to answer ur own questions8: if u dont want to answer any question then dont expect to get answers for all of ur questions9:dont be shy cuz i am not and wont be10: enjoy it as much as u can or it will be ur loss .lol ------------------------------------------------------------------ P.S : last time i played this game, i lost,and ended up marr
Bomb List
The Tax Poem At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his work, Tax his pay, He works for peanutsAnyway! Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ..... Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers; Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin, Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words Upon his tomb, 'Taxes drove meto my doom....' When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The inheritance tax. Accounts
Come Bid On Me!!
The group is in an auction and needs your bids.  Copy the link below to bid on the group!! Thank you  
My Friend Kelly Lol
May 8th 2009- Clothing Optional Foam Party Pics!!
Ok these are pics from May 8th 2009 - foam party Edited ofcourse... 2 live bands, DJs, Foam Dance, Pool, Hot tub, and lots of Debauchery! If you wanna see the unedited versions check out the resort website @
Ty Everyone
Updates On Numbers And Friends
Humanitarian Effortspost date:2007-07-20 22:50:21I'm never going to do as much as I'd like to. I'm never going to take away the pain. Its an impossible task. But maybe, if I give one moment of surcease, that will be the moment that somebody will look back on and hold on to. So this is the story of 666. Some people are sensative to it. I used to be. I'm not anymore. I fully acknowledge the forces of emptiness and their need to feed. Its not scary, its just part of life. I had it in my power today to take that number out of a person's life. It cost me a bit of my own money, but who am I to step back from an easy fix? People want so much to be in control. How can you be in control if you can't identify the enemy? How soothing is it to find a mere number to fear? I fear for my friend. My very best friend. Doctors don't know whats wrong with her. There is no number to cower from. There's only pathology and testing. I'm sure an excellent mathmatician would be able to boil down all the pr
[son Of A Mcbastard]
Alright... I'm seriously kinda out of food right now.I had fish lentil soup with taco shells and ice cream ffs tonight. My point being? *shrug* I need to come up with something good, so, what do we have in the inventory for lunch tomorrow?And yes... shopping is futile right now, we're going to ye ol hometown tomorrow night. We got lentils, chickpeas, red beans, onions, garlic, fish...flour... And we're running very low on rice. Very very low.And 1 mango. wait... damn it I can't even do a fry batter, I have no bonders. Milk and eggs are out. Man what I would do for a big plate of pancakes fried eggs and some peanut soup... and some bacon... and some sausageand someFOOD I mean, jesus, lentils might be one of the most nutrtionally efficient foods on earth, but it leaves something to be desired in the flavor, texture, filling... EVERYTHING department I'm out of $ again, but I'm pretty sure I can live for a bit on these beans and random pastas. But man... peanut soup would be grea
Ss Metaphor
I can only drop to my knees in moments like these. Time enough for the fall, time enough to land, stand up and fall again. Press the trigger and loose a new breath in your next face. Beg and wonder, try and silent till morning. All I can do is glance, all I can do is say a few simple words, all I can do is wonder if you get what I mean in at least one of the million thoughts a day I have of you. Even if it’s just in the typing of a brain you leave lacking for words.
U Wanna Own Me
u wanna own me? well its easy, all u got to do is pm or sb me with ur bid n we work some out dont be too greedy lol ~Rate all pics during HH ~Rate all stash during HH~get u drunk when i see u r not~random comments~random gifts~custom pics for u (3D, Animation, Photoshop)~SFW Salute till $50 bids~NSFW Salute for bids $100 or more~11's rated during HH (if VIP bids)~Blings (if Blingpacks)~Pagepimpout on my page~Blogpimpout in my blogs n more for sure if bid gets really high :) now comment or pm or sb me :)
Bad luck wind been blowin on my backI was born to bring trouble wherever Im atWith the number 13 tattooed on my neckThat ink starts to itchBlack gon turn to redI was born in the soul of miseryAnd I never had me a nameThey just give me a number when I was youngGot a long line of heartacheI carry it wellThe list of lives Ive brokenReach from here to hellAnd a bad luck wind been blowin on my backPray you dont look at meAnd I pray I dont look backI was born in the soul of miseryAnd I never had me a nameThey just give me a number when I was youngFound me with a preacherman confessin all I doneCatch me with the devil playing 21And a bad luck wind been blowin on my backI was born to bring trouble wherever Im atI was born in the soul of miseryAnd I never had me a nameThey just give me a number when I was youngWhen I was youngWhen I was youngWhen I was young
3 Wishes
I wish people I have blocked would get out of my alert box   I wish I didn't have to go to work this morning   I wish someone would catch my ticker for me
Shown  below, is an actual letter that was sent to a bank by an  86 year old woman. The bank manager thought it amusing  enough to have it published in the    New  York Times.    Dear  Sir:   I  am writing to thank you for bouncing my check with which  I endeavored to pay my plumber last month.     By  my calculations, three nanoseconds must have elapsed  between his presenting the check and the arrival in my  account of the funds needed to honor it.     I  refer, of course, to the automatic monthly deposit of my  entire pension, an arrangement which, I admit, has been  in place for only eight years. You are to be commended  for seizing that brief window of opportunity, and also  for debiting my account $30 by way of penalty for the  inconvenience caused to your bank. My thankfulness  springs from the manner in which this incident has  caused me to rethink my errant financial ways. I noticed  that whereas I personally answer your telephone calls  and letters, when I try to contact you,
My Poem Wept Soul
Wept Soul The sun driped heartache on my shoes today.The clouds covered my vision,I heard the thunder.Where is the rain?It is in my heart, pierced by the thorn you left,with your black wilted roses and the promises you never kept.I feel the pain of no tomorrow, the sun faded and color is gone.Hope left the room,as you sored to your deathThe wind began to blow what was to be a disaster.Acid tears hit my cheek heavy with fear.I'm left with your ashes in the urn of sorrow.The son you left behind,weeps for the father he wish he knew.When your soul was in flight and sored to the pavement,what was the last thought you had? You selfish Tormented Soul.The memory your son will have is a picture of you and nothing more. Copyright ©2009  Stacey  Adams
I Feel Sick
Silence envelops the moths inside, flying into my gut wall, again and again - I feel sick. My tongue of sandpaper, hopes your heart isn't as fragile, as mine. And my tears wish they could change the world for yours... But, I can no longer be the soul, standing behind you, as you fall, as I'm simply not strong enough to catch you.
A Story Upon Your Skin
let me begin this tale with a kiss upon your brow to ease your mind for the tale im bout to give you lips placed upon your eyelids so you can see me whether your awake or asleep a gentle kiss placed on the ear so my words are all you hear lips along your jaw to tease you just a lil wandering lips have found your collar bone the secret spot you hide so well a dip of tongue finds it fast as a sound of pleasure escapes your lips wickedlythe lips seek out more for this tale is not over not by far they wander with great recklessness down over your inviting chest to find a nipple a nipple to first lick awake to give it some warmth from my open mouth hovering so close to it a nip to make you pay attention
No Expectations
Someone told me Have no expectations and I'll have no regrets and shes so right. I have expected people I've met online to be true at heart as I am, Im easy to open my heart whether it be online or off and always treat them the way I would want to be treated, but Im relizing I can't put my guard down with everyone, because some are just out for self, As they say beware of the wolf in sheeps clothing.
Digging A Hole (repost)
Digging a holeBurying it all, but your losing your soulBlame no one but yourself when you dig to deepYou are the product of your own self-defeatYou define yourself through self-inflicted painYou search for the storm clouds just to complain about the rainYour are a victim of choice, not of circumstanceHide like a hermit just because you don’t have the guts to take a standCutting out the ones you love like a cancerRemove them from your life when you don’t like their answersYou fear the truth like the monster under your bedCan’t handle being wrong, so you run away insteadThis is the last time I will offer my handI suggest you take it while you still have the chanceGoing against the grain just to prove you have controlI'm begging you, stop digging this hole
So Screwed Up
Somethings About Me
Let's see.....1.) I have been a Master for 12 years2.) I've been told I "make to much sense".3.) People call me wise alot. For the record I'm not wise. Just because you didn't think of it the way I explain it, doesn't make me wise. The advice I give is as much common sense to me as grass being green. I don't get the beaming light from the heavens shining down on me, bathing me with "wisdom". I speak what I believe to be common sense. No more no less.4.) I do not have a "type" of woman I prefer. My reasons of attraction to any given woman are as unique as the woman that I am attracted too.5.) I am an "honest flirt." I will not flirt with a woman who I am not attracted too. Nor will return flirting with a woman I am not attracted to, who might be flirting with me. So if you are flirting with me and I flirt back, it is for a reason. and if I don't flirt with you, well you figure it out....6.) Give me a good 20 minute conversation, and I will tell you things about who you are as a person a
Untitled Lol
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent and demanding thrusts of pa
I Want To Explain
i want to explain but if i do peeps jst call me crazy fubar change and change its name from cherry lost to cherry tap when fubar name changed last it seem to fill with hatas i felt sensitive to leveling of hate i tried not to show any hate toward any1 yo kno tat was hard when i am met with attittude jst i sai if i explain i get met with attitude first i never did salute why should i i know who i am and a few know me i dont care any about any1 else yea i am showing attitude it jst tat yo make me show tat attitude go ahead suck cake when i go i take a few with me oh fuck i dont care yo wont have me around oh fuck its too hard to post blogs the editor change makes it so hard tired of fighting it anymore ma bff jst tell me to quit it jst stupid to stay nobody wants me here every dear friend who sets salutes onli tats jst saying goodbye
Application For Membership In The Erisian Movement Of The Discordian Society
Application For Membership In the Erisian movement of the DISCORDIAN SOCIETY 1. Today's date Yesterday's Date 2. Purpose of this application: membership in : Legion of Dynamic Discord POEE Bavarian Illuminati All of the Above None of the Above Other-- BE SPECIFIC! 3.Personal Name Holy Name Address (If temporary, also give an address from which mail can be forwarded) 4. Description: Born: Yes No Eyes: 2 Other Height: fl. oz. Last time you had a haircut: Reason: Race: Horse Human I.Q.:150-200 200-250 250-300 over 300
It's Kit's Fault
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted?My daughter[2] You were in the car with?myself[3] Went to the mall with?Emily [4] Person you talked on the phone with? Brenda [5] You messaged/​commented on Fubar?Spikecoon T/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?trueQ: Been searched By Cops?TrueQ: Been suspended from school?TrueQ: Sat on a roof top?TrueQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?TrueQ: Broken a bone?TrueQ: Have shaved your head?FalseQ: Played a prank on someone?TrueQ: Had/have a gym membership?falseQ: Shot a gun?TrueQ: Donated Blood?trueWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?drink[2] Be serious or be funny?funny[3] Go to the beach or mountains?beach[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?ShotANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon?sun[2] Winter or fall?Fall[3] Left or right?left[4] Black and white or
“Honesty, rare in this world. Cherish those who you come across where this is a characteristic; they will remain friends forever”
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted?Michael[2] You were in the car with?Mother and nephew[3] Went to the mall with?   Mother and nephew[4] Person you talked on the phone with?Daughter and ex husband[5] You messaged/​commented on Fubar?BradT/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?FalseQ: Been searched By Cops?TrueQ: Been suspended from school?FalseQ: Sat on a roof top?TrueQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?FalseQ: Broken a bone?FalseQ: Have shaved your head?TrueQ: Played a prank on someone?TrueQ: Had/have a gym membership?TrueQ: Shot a gun?TrueQ: Donated Blood?FalseWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?Eat[2] Be serious or be funny?Funny[3] Go to the beach or mountains?Beach[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?FireANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon? Sun[2] Winter or fall?Fall[3] Left or r
Bliss Of The Vampire
Pain through the ages neither lessened nor faded, Consumed by her search left her silent and jaded, Never finding true love... to break death’s cold wrappings To feel life flow within her and not merely trappings. How long had she waited with arms outstretched, For life to beat rhythm within her troubled breast,
598k To Henchman
Took To Prescreen For Anesthesia Today...
took him today and they kept him...his blood pressure was 218/141..stroke stage...they want to get his blood pressure down b4 the surgery tuesday....also did a chest xray that showed more i am scared....please pray for him ....
sybarite \SIB-uh-ryt\, noun:A person devoted to luxury and pleasure.
Well, I Did It........
Well, it's done and over with. Christine Dagmar Stille is now officially Christine Dagmar Zeleniak. Yep.I got married.In real life.Not Fu-Married even though that is fine for other people and I commend them for that. I'll have pics soon for you after we get them back.   Thanks.
Owners Manual Part4
As the sun rose on my tortured body, I could feel the juices of my never ending orgasms. The clamps on my nipples had kept me awake throughout the night, as the phalluses work their dirty deeds on my ass and cunt. The proof of their labors was dripping down my thighs and onto the deck. My cruel but loving Master knew that his ministrations would set me straight and make me see the error of my feelings of protection for my daughter. I now would allow Master full control of Lei Lei. As my body ached I heard stirring on deck. I turned painfully to see some crew members leading my daughter Lei Lei toward the forward deck where I was left to hang through the night. She was naked except for a simple collar. Her golden nipple rings, that adorned her newly enlarged 38FF breasts, sparkled in the morning sun. She was led right in front of me and knelt at my feet. Her tongue trailed up from my feet, licking my juices from my calves and thighs. When she reached my cunt my phalluses were removed, a
Owners Manual Part5
I had just had an orgasm without my Master permission. I had watched my daughter be ravaged my Master's many male slaves for hours and I was aroused. His rough ministrations of my body were more than I could resist, but to my Master this no excuse. I was quickly hosed off and a thick leather belt was placed around my waist. There were several rings fastened around the belt. My wrist and ankle cuffs were returned and tightened. As I had been since we left port I was naked and exposed for all the guests and crew to see. My belt was clamped to the rigging and I was hoisted up on the bow of the yacht. I was lowered below the sprit and eased onto a large phallus that protruded from the front of the boat. My belt was cinched to the sprit and my arms were raised above my head and lashed to the sprit. I now resembled the mermaid figures that were seen on many older sailing vessels. My weight was primarily held by my wrists and the belt around my waist, but I was forced to ride the thick cock-l
My Last Blog Goodbye
Coldest Winter Night (another Poem)
I look up to see that someone But my sight deceives me... Looking still I try to find that one The one who is pure beauty "Why is this a cold winters night? To watch alone, to die alone?" I did not know... The cold rain felt like ice to my skin Searching out for no one. I reach out to feel that someone But their touch is not there... Reaching still I try to find that one That one who keeps me warm "Why is this a cold winters night? To feel alone, to die alone?" I still did not know... The rain felt like ice to my skin Reaching out for no one. I listen to hear that someone But their voices echo is not there... Listening still I try to hear that one That one who's voice is like nectar "Why is this a cold winters night? To listen alone, to die alone?" Again I did not know... The rain felt like ice to my skin Listening out for no one. I say to speak to that someone But my words are not heard... Speaking still to that one That one who sits and listens "Why is this a cold winters night? T
Here We Go
after a week off and talking to my former boss several times. they made me a deal tht is worth trying. going back to work on monday. but getting more money, and only running the west coast. if that holds up it will be ok. will be home on weekends and at least one night during the week. will run mostly between so-cal and seattle. a side trip to phoenix or salt lake would be ok. as long as they do this i will stay. we'll see...hugs..marty
Need Info...
I am going to Oshkosh Wisconsin for 10 days for work (June 3-10).  I need some info to help me on my trip. #1.  I need the names of some "good" bars to have a few drinks in.  I prefer the kind of bar you can sit down, have a beer, and not worry about who's gonna jump you, just because you're from out of town.  I wouldn't be opposed to someone telling me about a dance club (or two) either.  #2.  Where are some good locally-owned places to eat?  Not dives, just places that aren't franchised. #3.  I bought a 15 day fishing license, so can someone point me to some good fishing spots? All good suggestions will be greatly appreciated.
Sorry You Have To Go
Most people are here to get rated levelup and meet new people and have fun.As i've learnd just  because someone wants to add you as a friend its just because they want to get points not because they want to talk to you.A lot of people dont even return rates or say thanks for drinks and gifts.So i have started deleting all but a few of my so called friends.
Children Are Like A Plague.
I have had it, I think I just need to pack up my laptop and a few clothes and get into my car and drive away.  Between having Lola five days a week, and when her mom gets her she doesn't help clean up the place, and now Sonya and Brian are here with their three kids making a mess, I might kill someone.I was never met to be someone's maid, I pick up after myself when I am in the rest of the house, and here and there in my room, but to pick up after four sometimes five other people is just messed up!What really has drive me over the edge is the fact, that Sonya and Brian, like 90% of the parents in todays world, had no idea where their son was, and I have always been one of those people that believe it is the people who gave the child life to know where they were ever second of the day.  Well Dakota went into my mom's room got her baby power and then brought it into my room pouring it EVERYWHERE!  Yes I mean EVERYWHERE, on my radio system, my ex-hard drive, all over my bed, which had my
I am gratefull for the few friends that I have encountered on line, especially those who are not too wealthy to comprehend the meaning of that valued title.  And I hope I did not let anyone down in that respect myself.  Although chances are I did.   True, some can come dancing across the field like sunshine on a dark day and then leave you to die like a fox on the run, none the less I will.  For friendships have an eternal connection deep down inside that are forever - not just another one night stand or a passing fling.   Perhaps these are the words of a foolish fool,  but who am I to judge my self? I have pets that I call friends - but they have little choice in the matter. people do.    I have absract friends which are my vices and addictions - cigarettes are my life and my wife.   Coffee and my loud music - they are the mediums that I once shared with friends,  they are here when the old school passes away into a memory of the good old days.   I am still addicted to Jesus even - h
Dmt And The Release Of Endorphines
a voice rang out through the corridorof another heartless pleainvisible twist thought the turnstilescould this calling be me?bloodshot awakeningthe ringing in my earslook above to the noose's bellowingthis could once render all of my fearsflash of consciencenumb of desiregiving all for nothing giving all to quelch this firethat burns savishly withinto understand this bitter endis to find a new way to beginwho would aknowledge such a ritualistic demisethrough a search for a makeran uneasy compromisewe spend a lifetime for an answerwhen we can reach it in secondstake the rope and welcome as it beckonsyet i'm still searchingfor a hopefull tomorrowa universal calmno need to beg steal or borrowbut this happens within dreamssecure of harms wayfunny how nothing's as it seemswhen lucid eyes see the greythe fibers hold tightas it's grip tells of fateI only wished but never quiteto see a future worldly great......
Poetry About 05-30-09
ALONE IN A CROWD   The world starts spinningI feel like a marble in a cupThe air gets Heavy I feel like Giving up The World rushes past mein a never ending upContiniously fallingThe world around me is a rushI reach out for help but no one is thereIm alone in a crowd againand no one seems to care.The people they look at meI can feel it in their eyesThe gaze at me so simplyyes its them i despiseAlone in this crowd againI feel like falling to the groundtheres nothing i can dothe world keeps spinning aroundtheres no one beside meto touch my hands as they shakeIm alone in a crowd againIts not something you can fake.even in the back it is like everyone is aroundthey smile and laughthey touch they kissthey stare they mockunknowingly they jestits nothing intentionalits nothing they can hideIm alone in a crowd againAnd I feel like I could DIEIm so tired of being aloneEverywhere I goeven when im with my familyI know i go aloneBecause im alone in a crowd every single day.And unfortunatly for me
Ducki Sightings!
Hi, sorry I haven't been around much lately, been kinda busy. Still job hunting for something full time, keeping house, going to the gym, and doing artwork (two of my favorite was to fight off a huge case of the "Blah's") as you can guess I'm pretty much beat by day's end. I'll try to show up more often though. I miss the whole lot of you guys! But in the meantime, I've got yard work to do tomorrow so I gots to get me some sleep now.  In the meantime feel free to stop by and give a li'l love! :)
I'm Never Far From The Darkness Of This Time...
Originally posted on My Yahoo 360 Profile Entry for February 10, 2009The time has come for me to face some hard facts...To withdraw from the world of light...Into the darkness that I have been avoiding...Time to pull away from those people closest to me...Before I cause more pain than I already have to the people that I care about...And the ones that I love with all my heart...The pain from knowing me when the darkness of my soul overtakes the light of the day...It's not fair to impose that upon the friends who only know me for the smiles I fake for them...And for those who have dealt with me in one of those dark periods...I apologize for drawing you into the twisted pain of an existence that was never meant to be...To finally meet the woman who gave you life while pregnant for you second child to only have her reject you for a second time despite all that you did to be her daughter...To also find out after the death of a woman who never accepted you as her grandchild that you were no
I Think I'm Getting This Now...
Thanks to @zmyth who showed me the ropes Friday night before I passed the fuck out. Now that I know I can search for local people it's a LOT more interesting to me. Don't get me wrong, I have plenty of virtual friends, but I've much more interestd in making friends here in meatspace. (like @zmyth and CherryPie) Anyhoo I think tomorrow I'll put up some more pics, maybe my first salute. I'm looking forward to using fubar more! -R
People Are So Stupid...
You know... its so fuckin funny... to watch ignorant people on fuckin FuBar.... its just a fuckin website... I mean get a real fuckin life... SO what you feel like being a dumb fucker to make your stupid ass look so good... whats it goin to do for you in the real world... not shit... you stupid pampous asshole... I mean come on..... you wanna act like your fuckin 8 go back to the playground and cry cuz you got a booboo.... I mean come on... stop bein a fuckin douchebag, grow some balls and stop tryin to stick you dick in every fuckin things that walks.... its just the internet.... get a real life.... People make me laugh.... Im glad its Sunday and God give me this day to laugh at stupid people he put on this earth for people like me to brighten my day... Thank you Lord for this blessing! AMEN!
Libra - Me!!!!
LIBRA  (The Lame One)  Nice to everyone they meet.  Their Love is one of a kind.  Silly, fun and sweet.  Have own unique appeal. Most carin g person you will ever meet!  However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... You might end up crying ... This is  M E!!
Witchcraft's Old Scalloped Corn Recipe
Here's an old recipe... A favorite of the Eisenhart family for generations! It's old to the point of I've had to change the parts about how hot to make the fire... Yes those OLD ovens relied on burning wood to operate! I hope you'll enjoy this recipe..  Try it!!  It goes very well with slow-roasted beef, ham or as a wonderful side dish with just about anything. Hope you like it!! Butter your favorite oven-safe 1-1/2 or 2qt baking dish.Pour into this dish a can of creamed corn. Save the can!!Stir two Tablespoons of flour into the dish with the corn.Next, crack two eggs into your empty can (Fewer dishes!) Beat the eggs nicely.Blend a cup of milk and a half teaspoon of salt, with the eggs in the can.Stir the egg mixture into the creamed corn.Crack several soda crackers (saltines) over the corn to cover lightly and evenly. Dot the top with butter. Bake at 325 degrees for about 1hr and 15min Feel free to adjust the basic recipe as you like.. Less milk will make the scalloped corn set mo
I Hear Voices In My Head
I hear voices in my head (chorus) They come to me They understand They talk to me You got your rules and your religion all designed to keep you safe. But when rules start getting broken you start questioning your faith. I have a voice that is my savior, Hates to love and Loves to hate. I have a voice that has knowledge and the power to rule your fate. I hear voices cryin I see heroes dyin I taste blood thats dryin I feel tension risin (Chorus) I hear voices in my head They come to me They understand They talk to me,They talk to me They tell me things, that I will do They show me things I'll do to you. They talk to me...
411 On Me
Ok I figured I would give you the 411 on me.I was born in Georgia..Never married (thank god)I recently moved to Nevada from Georgia, I endeda relationship that just wasn't working out so whywaste my time.I just wanted a fresh start just meand my son..So I packed up and left and took whateverwould fit in my car.Which wasn't must But I had todo what I needed too.I am not rich, And I barely getby.I am looking for work but its really hard to findanything.I have to say I am much happier, But I amstressed from the worry of if I am going to make it.I am a strong woman and I tend to not eccept help fromanyone.But I have to realize its not just me.I have a little one to consider here now.His father dont help with nothing.He is useless!!!!But I manager best I can and I go withoutso he will have what he needs. I amgine things are going to get tough before they get betterThats usually the way it goes, Plus I never have good luck..But I am thankful I am alive and have a beautiful baby boy.It makes
I'm sitting here in my apartment in the sweltering humidity here in The Colony, and I ask myself, what gives off a hotter sensation? What gives me the same sticky sweaty feeling that I'm feeling now, just sitting here? Love..its full on passion, its long suffering, its enduring, and not a single day is ever the same..its the drive to please the other person, and its the believing in that person when your own mind tells you "youre crazy"...I know of such a love..and I have that capability to love...I just hope my lady love will let me into her heart and allow me to shower her with the love I have and show her that I'm not like her last relationship...I really pray she will.
Keep It Real Ladies!
Have you ever noticed a lot of women on here have the most beautiful faces and cleavage? you will see the same pics literally a hundred times from strategically postioned camera phone angles. "b" size breasts appear mammoth size and from the neck up they appear a lean 110lbs. over and over the proped up breasts sqweezed together, pics of them laying down etc... so, what id like to let all these teasers know is this, "not all us guys are stupid" if you're self conscious of your weight or breast size we understand. not all us guys are pigs. however if you come off all seductive and lead us to believe theres a lot more there than there is , please show some full body pics. they dont have to be nude but if you are showing your breast like they defy newtons law of physics, lets see them. im interested to see how many pair fall to their feet over their beer belly? Ill be honest, im a fool for a pretty face. and if you can kiss well you will damn near capture my heart. i dont give a damn if y
The Good, Bad And The Ugly !!
OK, I've had enough of this BS ! I rate everyday and almost everyone as best as I can...but from now on I am ONLY RATING THOSE WHO RATE ME !! I am keeping a list of who rates my profile, pics, fans, friends and does things for me. Those people will get my rates first and foremost everyday. Also, I am now going thru my friends list and I will be deleting those who have not visited me or rated my stuff. I am going to give everyone 1 week to reply that you want to remain my friend. If you don't reply, then you will be deleted from my friends list. And by remaining on my friends lists you will have to come visit me at least once a week or you will be removed. YES I AM PISSED !!! I AM PISSED OFF SPENDING TIME RATING YOU AND GETTING NOTHING IN RETURN... THIS IS NOW A 1 FOR 1 DEAL FROM THIS DAY FORWARD !! YOU CAN LEAVE YOUR REQUEST TO REMAIN ON MY FRIENDS LIST BY REPLYING TO THIS BLOG. ALSO I WILL REDO MY FAMILY LIST IN A WEEK TOO ... THOSE WHO DON'T RATE WILL BE DROPPED OFF !! I'M SO
Taken By Surprise
  101 again today.   I was walking down the road to the store, past the fenced-in yard with the horses, when someone clamped one strong hand over my mouth, wrapped another arm around my waist, a woman’s voice hissing,”just told what the fuck I tell you, when I fuckin’ tell you, and I won’t hurt you.”   “Too much,” she added, dragging me along, moving her hand from my mouth to wrap that arm around my throat, forcing me into the brick house next to where the horses were, kicking the front door shut behind her.   I caught a glimpse of her, as we passed a mirror over the mantelpiece...I will always remember those cold blue eyes, the long, curly, unkempt red hair, the round face, contorted in hatred, the athletic figure.   I heard a baby crying, the woman shouting,”hush up!” as she dragged me down the hall, towards the master bedroom at the end of the hallway, the woman pausing to kick another door shut, before throwing me onto
Thats Life
Life is like one big ass roller coaster!        Life has it's ups and downs just like any amusement park! I have been witness to it's greatness and it's sadness. So I thought I would enlighten every one with a few insights to what I have seen or experienced. Just like any good roller coaster you can't wait to ride it. You stand in line patiently waiting for your turn to come, and just when your getting strapped into the ride reality sinks in and you think "Oh shit what did I get myself into?" By then of course it is way too late and you in for the long haul.     Just like life you patiently wait your turn for greatness to happen and just when you think you have it all figured out those famous words come into play "Oh shit what did I just get myself into?" Life is way too short to get hung up on petty things. I am a firm believer in the philosophy that tomorrow is not promised so live today as if it were you last. Being in the military I have witnessed it first hand on too many occas
A Thought For Ya...
Isn't it ironic how hate can be defined but love truly can't be you can hate love  but can't love hate.....I really think I am starting to hate love because all it ever has done is betray me....oh well.....
04 - 09
 On July the 8th (of this year), at 4:05 and 6 seconds after, it will be 04/05/06/07/08/09! And this will not happen again for another 1000 years. I thought this was something 'cool to know'!
The Stars Above
Orange and Pink shoot across the sky,I can see it from where I lie,The sun is setting, going to sleep,The dark surrounds, like the ocean deep,The stars come, twinkling lights,Glittering diamonds, What a sight,I lie in the grass and up I stare,My body goes numb as I forget all my caresI like to gaze up at the stars,So I can forget my cares and all my scars,I have no one to look after me,The real me is someone no one can see,So I'll wait until I find some sort of love,And until then it's just me and the stars above
  Author's  NoteThis likely will be the final part of THIS story, as really this was just a cheesey writing I did based on my 4.0 Dungeons and Dragons SnareMage, and never one of the original story lines that I wrote actually using the character Zasch DeCarden. That said, since people actually seem to like my cheesey story, this WON'T be my final story I put up on FUBAR.  Without further adieu, the conclusion to this short story...   Zasch slowly stepped out of the brush, and spoke calmly in the demon's Abyssal language, "I have come to see you pay, wretch." The goristo whirled to face him at the sound of his voice, and growled angrily, and snarled through its pointed-teeth, "I'll make your death slow and painful mortal!" Zasch laughed mockingly at the demon, and drew out his khopesh, and tipped his hat in mock greeting, "My name is Zasch DeCarden, take it back to the Abyss with you, and remember it well while you suffer your one hundred year banishment. Worry not, you'll not be
What To Do? I think the older we get the more we know how to enjoy life.  I want to celebrate my birthday this year and have fun.  I am thinking about going to City Streets, a club here in Fort Worth, or Rick's Cabaret, a strip club here in Fort Worth, or taking a trip to Galveston.  Any suggestions or thoughts?
Aint It Funny?
How people on fubar try to be players?? lmfao! Wow! Sure it is easy to be a player online because you can be fake and until you get called out you keep playin your game. I am always upfront and honest and don't ever call me your girl or your woman or boo or whatever you think i am to you because im not! You got plenty of chicks to deal with why bother with me? I don't play that game. So go ahead and be a player with stupid chicks that think you actually like them. Its a pathetic game for boys and I'm sorry but I like grown men hehe! Your girl comes and pervs my page and shit and you fail to tell anyone that you have a girl lmfao! hmm then you don't want me to add her for some strange reason! Well I am a grown ass woman and I will do what I want. Oh and then you cry about not getting bling??? Get your girl to buy it for you!
Boyfriend Application
  name: age: date of birth: eyes: hair: drink: smoke: music: movies: what do you think about me : would you like to kiss me: would you like to french kiss me : would you ever lie to me: would you cheat on me: do you think im bautiful or hot:
My Love
Kiss me my love and hold me tight   fill me with the warmth   of your tender heart   and I shall be yours forever   Be my rock when I can not stand   be my eyes when my own are filled   with tears   Be my everything as I will be yours   show me you love me with more than  
In a place like no other I am there I am not lost nor am I alone Silence is my friend Dare you to come with me? Where the darkness plays and shadows shifts in thy's mind? I walk forward showing I am not afraid No light to see by yet none is really needed The wind whispers it's song so low and almost sad Drifting through the air Darkness wraps around me welcomes me in Come with me Play with me Only if you dare
First Come First Serve!
Ok here is the deal. I currently have 1,171,000 FuBux. I am willing to give you 50,000 bux per bling credit. For example, you give me a 1 credit bling, I will give you 50,000.  For a 3 credit bling, I will give 150,000. Get it? Now YOU MUST WRITE ME BEFORE SENDING ME THE BLING. I WANT TO BE SURE BY THE TIME YOU WRITE ME, I ACTUALLY STILL HAVE THE BUX!! DON'T WANT TO CHEAT ANYO ONE OUT OF BLING CREDITS!!
Somebody To Shove - Soul Asylum
Grandfather watches the grandfather clockAnd the phone hasnt rang for so longAnd the time flies by like a vulture in the skySuddenly he breaks into songIm waiting by the phoneWaiting for you to call me up and tell me Im not aloneIm waiting by the phoneWaiting for you to call me up and tell me Im not aloneHello, speak up, is there somebody there? These hang-ups are getting me downIn a world frozen over with over-exposureLets talk it over, lets go out and paint the townIm waiting by the phoneWaiting for you to call me up and tell me Im not aloneCause I want somebody to shoveI need somebody to shoveI want somebody to shove meYoure a dream for insomniacs, prize in the cracker jacksAll the difference in the world is just a call awayAnd Im waiting by the phoneWaiting for you to call me up and tell me Im not aloneYes Im waiting by the phoneIm waiting for you to call me up and tell me Im not aloneCause I want somebody to shoveI need somebody to shoveI want somebody to shove meYes I want somebo
You Know My Name....
its a stealer of joy from time to time, its a thief of desires, and hope what is it? it's depression and I may be suffering from a comorbid symptom related to the ADHD I have...I just have to find out..
Dont Be Such A Baby
wow got a few people checking me out and blocking me for no reason the only reason i can think of is the fact you did not like what i had to say about some of the players on here that i had in my past blog hey dont bitch if it happen to you. you would have done the same thing if people was brutally honest with one another even on here we would never have a problem but sadly people are not even tho they say they are if you got a problem with me be up front and honest and lets talk about it to see about fixing the problem rather then just blocking me like a ass for no reason specially when i never seen or talk to you before also if you are friends with any of them its cool i dont care but i ask that you dont mention them to me when talking to me i well respect you if you respect me  
Three Months Into The Wilderness
“In the third month, when the children of Israel were gone forth out of the land of Egypt, the same day came they into the wilderness of Sinai.”   So it’s been three months between when Moses led the children of Israel out of Egypt and their arrival at the base of the present-day Sinai Peninsula.  Exodus chapter nineteen verse two confirms their departure from Rephidim where the Israelites fought the Amalekites and, since the account doesn’t say the Israelites moved from their encampment, where Jethro met Moses in chapters seventeen and eighteen.  So Israel sets camp at the base of the mountain at the peninsula’s southern tip.  There they wait. Verse three records Moses going up into the mountain to speak to the LORD and receiving what he’s to say (not Aaron, whom Moses originally told to say what the LORD had said to him, note – Moses has to grow as the leader too) “to the house of Jacob, and tell the children of Israel”.  Verse f
why is it that a person gets fu-engaged to you then blocks you soon after?
This Is So Unreal
     Sharp-eyed passers by and quick work by the Richland Parish sheriff's office led to the speedy arrest of a murder suspect Saturday morning.       "A couple was coming home from a party around midnightSaturday and saw two people near the edge of a bridge ." Richland Parish Sheriff Charles McDonald said. "They thought they were just sick and the boy wanted to stop and help them, butwhen they saw the chain around her waist and the cement blocks, the girlpunched it and got out of there .... which was the right thing to do" McDonald said deputies contacted a Louisiana Wildlife and Fisheries officer and were able to immediately drag near Hatch's Bridge. They found the body on the second pass.      "You could see the marks the concrete left when he dragged her to to the side of the bridge," McDonald said. "We could tell where she went in."      Once the body was recoveredand identified Lincoln Parish Sheriff's deputies were alerted.     The women's husband ,is supected of killing h
My mind permeates with deadly thoughts More cursed than ancient lethal tortures It is the way my mind works……I cloak my heart with a woven crown of lilies My thoughts scrimmage though lush foliage And threadbare skin is slick with sweat It glistens like an image without a mirror Silent movement echoes each step silent My body tensely poised to snap a recoil Attuned to foreign sounds that abound As pale lips form a deceitful smile I gracefully move into fading light And take up guard in my rightful place My home called the shadowlands Ancient kindred spirits call out to me Tis spoken in an unspoken language Passed along with the sound of the wind They call out to me as I quietly pass by I have no form and give no substance Yet my body casts off patterns reflected You come seeking my tribal legend Aching desire for the touch of my flesh Yearn for a kiss from my tender mouth Expectations to feel the velvet wingsI have sealed the hooded doorway Cast off
Love Quotes
Never pretend to a love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command. Alan Watts To love deeply in one direction makes us more loving in all others. Anne-Sophie Swetchine Perhaps the feelings that we experience when we are in love represent a normal state. Being in love shows a person who he should be. Anton Chekhov (1860 - 1904) To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead. Bertrand Russell (1872 - 1970), Marriage and Morals (1929) ch. 19 Love is not enough. It must be the foundation, the cornerstone - but not the complete structure. It is much too pliable, too yielding. Bette Davis (1908 - 1989) Clarity of mind means clarity of passion, too; this is why a great and clear mind loves ardently and sees distinctly what it loves. Blaise Pascal (1623 - 1662) The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed. Carl Jung (1875 - 1961) Nothing takes the taste o
So this is a rant... Im a bit upset with a few "Fu-friends" as of late. I spend hours trying to return rates and such for those who stop by and hitting all of my friends as they load pictures and re-rating old ones. Well today I realized I can count on 2 hands the people who are loyal raters when I upload pictures. Funny thing is.. a couple of people I rate regulary never seem to rate a single picture unless it somehow involves them. So here's how I'm going to fix this... Each day im going to pick one friend maybe two depending on the amount of pictures, and just go down the list. This way by the time I get back to the beginning It'll be time to rerate the first again. As, for my 11's... they'll go to whomever is very close to leveling or to the one who got me my vip *smile you sexy beast man* and the rest will be spent on random people. To you couple of people who have annoyed me with never rating... don't expect anymore rates ♥   Ps.. If this doesn't pertain to yo
2 Against 1
Since the the big D day, It has always been them against me or them against her. When you have something to say, bring it to the one you are sore with. Do not abuse the innocent.   Argumentative we are not. Maybe you have a more pugnacious personality. It does not always mean that everyone else does. Did you ever sit and consider the damage you cause people by tearing them apart? My heart aches for all your hate. During these "arguments" I just give up. I would rather be happy as I can be then be "Right" She puts up a better fight then me...she is part you though. But she finally gives up also.. Why? ...because it is always 2 against 1
Ad's Miracle Grow Solution
Organic miracle grow for flowers of every size Comes from a magic place between his thighs He stands above your manicured lawn Flowers spawn from the seeds he tinkles upon Vibrant colors decorate your yard Dont step in the puddles be on your guard From a smell so putrid beauty springs forth The petals stretch to the sky in the north Soon his peeing on the lawn becomes the norm Pretty flowers bloom in all shapes and form You'll notice the new beauty around you
A Glimpse
A GLIMPSEpeering through the openingof a doorslightly ajarenough light to form shadows of memoriessensual memorieserotic memoriesfingertipsteasing, taunting, slippingacross fleshmemoriesbreathwarm moistwhisperingto increase heartbeatmemoriessoft sensual lipssuggestingkissesgentle, lustfulkisseslips that nip, caress, bite tongue that probes, thrusts, teasesmemoriesvibrationszippers ,clasps, hooks, snapssoundswhispers, moans, groanserotic musicliquid desirememoriesthe dooropens a little morebeckoningthelight createsShadows ofmemories yet tocome
Why Do I Even Try ???
Have you sat back and thought outloud to yourself why the hell do I even breathe ?  Do you ever sit back and go why does everything bad in life have to happen to me ? Do you ever wanna take a long walk and never look back over your shoulder again ? Have you ever thought aboiut the in's and out's of your life and go why me ? Do you ever have that voice in your head that keeps laughing at you sayin I told you so ? Do you ever wanna be the one that comes up missing just to see if your life would be different ? Have you ever wondered why somebody loves you and then get's jealous of your friends ? Have you ever had the feeling of being nothing more than dirt under someones shoes ? Do you ever get the feeling of why ?   One day your life is fine then it get's turned upside down and nothing you say or do makes sense to anyone around you for they only see what they wanna see when your taking in the blunt of all there anger....   Sometimes it's not worth feeling anything anymore an
Gathering 2009!
Best Legs Contest
Duty Duty is a binding allegiance to those ideals that we hold most dear.  It is the most chafing bond we wear.  It is a multi-faceted claim upon our being.  Only to be broken down in context by individual limitation.  We are bound as individuals to bring to the world a unique perspective and make that voice heard so others have a guideline, a basis for comparison or a counter introspective to their own individualism. As a woman these duties have clear definition yet no line of distinction.  I am bound by womanhood to be strong for all those who look up to me or to me for comfort, encouragement, definition of self, independence and leadership.  I determine what people see and it is my duty to present the best possible example of all the things beautiful and strong about being a woman. I am bound by marriage to be the rock that my husband can lean against in his struggle for balance.  Man’s duty being vastly different yet uncannily the same to our own.  I am bound to him in law
Carli's Video Salute!! (the Real Girl In 7ups Photos)
Today out of the blue I recieved a phone call from Carli asking for help to set up a video salute. After talking to her she sent me the link to her video salute on Youtube. I know a lot of people have been waiting for this video salute from carli proving that she's not on fubar. I've stashed it here: Or you can watch it directly from her youtube profile here:
Her: I struck a match, lit the candleShadows showed me my loveWarm, waiting, smilingI paused to absorbFeelings of love flooded meOverwhelmed my meager nervesFrozen in the spark in your eye,bird to your snake I stood.Then, bidden, I moved to youHim:The darkness was swept asideas you flickered in matchlightthe flare subsided, to candle glowmy breath with it.Matchlight flared, I gasped aloudyour beauty shone in the glareCandle-glow shadows on your skinmy breath deepened in the warmth of it.
Drama Free Life
Um, Please explain to me, if you are to actually be on the planet and interacting with others, having emotions, being attached, being detached, being involved in life as a participant rather than a spectator; are you suppose to live a "Drama free" existence?? You have to be kidding me right? Drama.... is an inextractable byproduct of breathing in most instances. Unless you are wandering lifeless throughout the energy that is the planet how can you interact with others and not have some sort of good/bad, yin/yang, friction/smoothness? this is all drama by the way. Drama is a byproduct of life. So to put things in perspective; honestly.... if your goal in life is to be drama free; then we would have absolutely have NOTHING in common. I live for the interaction between people. The good and the bad. I prefer the good but we can't all get along all the time or this effin planet would be a different place to live. Now to flip the coin a bit, living an anti negative energy existence would
I Woke Up Today With A Master Plan...
urgh...frustrations beyond all I might have considered worthy of the moment...  For a thousand years I have had a friendship closer than most people ever aspire to have.  Since age 14 (and I'm 42 today), we have been the best of friends...confidants when needed, the moments of strife few and far between.  Basically, we're much so that this is the man who I gave a kidney to in 2004. For the last year and a half, we have barely spoken.  I was in a bit of a crisis with fear holding firm in my eyes and I alienated those around me in my desperation.  We spoke only very rarely...months passing until pretty soon, well, we've been pretty distant.  I pretty much had been waiting for his call...I had sent feelers, but they were pretty much met with nothing.  He had, a year ago or so, pretty much told me he didn't want to have anything to do with me then and notices of parties and get-togethers (large group down there) pretty much stopped coming...not that I could get down there e
Pbttt Hmmm
If you have a issue with me.. then just delete me. I am tired of trying to fit in..
The One
She's an angel for the blessed soula beauty like never before seenher hair flows like a natural springher eyes glow with a special gleamshe can glide without soundleaving traces of her spirither voice so majestically soothing to the chosen who hear itshe'll make you feel so tallwith her heart so pureher perfect smile telling youtheres nothing you can't endureshe's a beacon of hopea ray of forgiving lightguiding you through every daycomforting you through every night
Solstice Twins
The crescent moon’s pale light bathed the night with a silvery glow, and the sounds of darkness were soft and calm.  Trish and her twin sister Tina had always loved the night, and tonight was no different.  Especially during the summer, when they had no homework and no responsibilities, they loved to spend hours together, outside in the night. In the warm, humid nights of summer, Trish could get away with wearing the revealing, almost-not-there clothes that she loved so much.  With her long, brown hair worn down her back, she loved getting a rise out of the local guys when she walked by them.  Her bright blue eyes watched the men staring, and she happily felt those lusting eyes scanning her, noticing there was nothing between them and her perfect 34D tits but a thin layer of cotton, and nothing between them and her shaved pussy but her micro-cut denim shorts. Tina, on the other hand, was the more modest of the two.  Not that Tina didn’t enjoy the attention of at least som
Survey For My Friends!
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 31. Do you think I could ki
Hourglass Love
She loves me, she loves me not.Shes in and out of love with me.My love for her is hard to see sometimes, through the shadows of my fear.My fear scare her and off she runs.Alone I am left as usual as the darkiness of night.I just want to know what she wants so I can make her happy.I fuck up because Im not perfect, yet I try to do the best that I can.No one understands that Im in love with her and more important she doesnt understand it.Will my love ever be enough or has my time ran out?
What I Wrote Today
Prick Prick of a needle My past swells up Full and strong with in me Punching, kicking Slapping me down Taking over I swell up I stand up I fight for my life I take the lead The past gets up I do not notice Its stands by me I feel safe I say hello And smack I’m on the floor Each round harder Each round a surprise And I say thank you One way or other The fight is coming to an end.     Make ME Pass Out A tickle here, a tickle there. A joke and play That’s leads to a touch A lick and everything slick A laugh a moan A smile that slides into an OOOOOOOoooooo Shaking knees, chest pounding Slow to speed A giggle and love Claw marks and screams Flips and turns Changing flow, directions, positions Moving across the room pounding A slip, a laugh Where do I end and you begin I can’t say no I can’t even moan And you try to make me go The room hazes as we go over and over Over the tip, over the crest the scream the all    
Exercising And Knowing My Limitations Here
I went and played basketball today for about 30 minutes today down @ a local recreation park just down the road from me here and I first started out, my shots weren't going in, kind of frustrated me even though I was there with my girlfriend who was shagging balls that got away from me but then I started making some shots, which was pretty cool and I'll keep working on that as well as working on my stamina because I can safely say I am not in the same shape nor have I ever been in really good shape even though I am 5'9" or 5'10" and 178 lbs here and physically challenged with Cerebral Palsy. Once I was done the muscles and tendons on the inside of my thighs starting tightening up and cramping here, so I may make a sacrifice and stop drinking something that willl dehydrate you like no tomorrow and that's Mountain Dew and just drink Gatorade or G2 or water because if I'm gonna keep cramping or tightening up muscle wise there has to be a way to keep hydrated for one and two then I can sto
My Son's First Ep Cd
My son's band Altered Perception. Has just produced their very first EP Album. So come on all my Fubar friends Go check them out at There are only 2 song's from the album there at the moment. More to come including a video very soon. Not to mention some up and comming Gig's. Am I a Proud Mum or what LOL
Poem By Juggy
Storm of Pleasure   As your blade cuts my skin, fears are enlightened within. Pain and pleasure combined in a place where my lust resides. My sences are hightened, opening depths of passion inside. Fuck me, bite me, make me bleed, My body shaking, quivering, quaking with need. Your fingers inside me, mouth hot on my skin, Making my body shiver with pleasure again. Your blood mixed with mine, So sweet and so warm. Leaving or bodies a wreck, after being caught in a storm. -Juggy-  
♪ Breathe ~ Melissa Etheridge ♪
I...played the fool today...And I...just dream of vanishing into the crowd...Longing for home again...But home, is a feeling I buried in you....I'm all right, I'm all right...It only hurts when I breathe...And I can't ask for things to be still again...No I can't ask if I... could walk through the world in your eyes...Longing for home again...But, home is a feeling i buried in you...I'm all right, I'm all right...It only hurts when I breathe...I'm all right I'm all right...It only hurts when I breathe...My window through which nothing hides,and everything sings...I'm counting the signs,and cursing the miles in between....Home is a feeling I buried in you...That I buried in you....I'm all right, I'm all right...It only hurts when I breathe...I'm all right, I'm all right...It only hurts when I breathe...When I breathe...Yeah, it only hurts when I breathe...When I breathe...Oh, it only hurts when I breathe...
♪ What About Now ~ Daughtry ♪
Shadows fill an empty heart...As love is fading.From all the things that we are...But, are not saying.Can we see beyond the scars, And make it to the dawn?Change the colors of the sky,And open up to...The ways you made me feel alive,The ways I loved you.For all the things that never died,To make it through the night,Love will find you...What about now?What about today?What if you're making me...all that I was meant to be?What if our love...never went away?What if it's lost behind...words we could never find?Baby, before it's too late...What about now?The sun is breaking in your eyes...To start a new day.This broken heart can still survive...With a touch of your grace.Shadows fade into the light, I am by your side, Where love will find you...What about now?What about today?What if you're making me...all that I was meant to be?What if our love...never went away?What if it's lost behind...words we could never find?Baby, before it's too late...What about now?Now that we're here..Now that w
A Funny...
The Husband Store              A store that sells new husbands has opened in New York City , where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among theinstructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates:              You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the value of the products increase as the shopper ascends theflights. The shopper may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you cannot go back downexcept to exit the building!              So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads:              Floor 1 -  These men Have Jobs.              She is intrigued, but continues to the second floor, where the sign reads:             Floor 2 -  These men Have Jobs and Love Kids.              'That's nice,'  she thinks, 'but I want more.'              So she continues upward. The third floor sign reads:              F
Karate Pets
Banking - The Whole Truth
First published in the British humor magazine "Punch" on April 3, 1957: Q: What are banks for? A: To make money. Q: For the customers? A: For the banks. Q: Why doesn't bank advertising mention this? A: It would not be in good taste. But it is mentioned by implication in references to reserves of $249,000,000,000 or thereabouts. That is the money they have made. Q: Out of the customers? A: I suppose so. Q: They also mention Assets of $500,000,000,000 or thereabouts. Have they made that too? A: Not exactly. That is the money they use to make money. Q: I see. And they keep it in a safe somewhere? A: Not at all. They lend it to customers. Q: Then they haven't got it? A: No. Q: Then how is it Assets? A: They maintain that it would be if they got it back. Q: But they must have some money in a safe somewhere? A: Yes, usually $500,000,000,000 or thereabouts. This is called Liabilities. Q: But if they've got it, how can they be liable for
June Libra Love
Libra  -  June 2009The ever-flirtatious Libra is right at home with the chatty Gemini Sun. With lucky Jupiter in Aquarius, you take some new and off-beat methods out of your flirtation toolbox and put them to use. On June 7 the Full Moon is in the house of smooth talk, and the always-charming Libra could outdo previous performances and reach for a goal that at one time seemed unattainable. Jupiter moves into retrograde motion on June 15 and you could find yourself covering familiar territory as an old flame crosses your path or actually turns up on your doorstep. The unattached Libra is always available for love-at-first-sight romantic encounters, and you find yourself wondering why the two of you ever split. The New Moon on June 22 finds you in the public eye and raising more than one eyebrow. You could have your fondest wish granted on June 30 when a magic mirror reflects a powerful image of the two of you back together.
How To Treat A Women
How to treat a WomenTo love and Cherish her EverydayBeautiful words she heir’s you SayGiver her all your attention, always let your eyes StareRespect her heart and treat it with CareIf she's sore lay her down, and massage her feetWake up nice and early to make her a Breakfast TreatGive all your love and support, keep everything SteadyWhen she's upset have your arms open and ReadyHold her tight with Love when you sense her FearAlways surprise her with flowers at any time of the YearMost of all, make sure she never feels AloneGive her a special Valentines, Even write her a PoemAlways be yourself, especially at the StartTell her you love her and that she has your HeartAsk her to marry you, Have something very special to SayLet not your hormones but your heart lead the WayAdmit when your wrong never argue or fightBe Passionate and Sensual, make love to her all NightBefore you sleep, talk to god, be thankful and Prayfor you now know "How to treat a Women" Love and Respect her Everyday
Disciple Bound 6/15/09
 > > > > > Click here or above to go to her page! (repost of original by '~~ ♥ texasgurl ♥ ~~ aka DeMoNAnGeL #6' on '2009-06-03 10:29:32')(repost of original by 'Jasmine~~Protected by Dj Tomicide &  Holydiver~~' on '2009-06-03 10:44:43')  
Just Got Back From The Y.
I just got back from the YMCA and boy oh boy the ladies over there are hot!!! I was thinking of working there in the future, but also.... I would need to have something to calm my mind.  Because there are too many hot young women over there.   It is really fun to work out at the YMCA.
Leaving Soon
Some of you know and some of you dont that I will be leaving soon. Now I will try to get on here and say hi every once and a while. But it wont be very often.I have thougtht about this for some time and have decided to delete alot of people of my lists and make my profile for friends only. No I wont be accepting anymore friend request either. It's just my way of having some kind of control of my profile. Now if I delete you, dont get all butt hurt. It's nothing personal. Ok maybe it is. guess you should of gotten to know me better. It's a two way street. But anyway, when i come back in a year and you remember me and still want to be friends then your more than welcome to send a request. If not, well im sure neither one of our lives is gonna stop because of it. To those of you who have taken the time to tallk to me and i will be keeping. Much love to ya and I'll miss ya!! Got a job to do.
Why Why Why Why
The Perfect Man For Me
Well first off...there's like no such thing as a perfect person....   Looks aren't important, but the type that usually get my attention are the punk, rock, goth type...and dudes that aren't men with meat. someone that.... apperciates who i am wouldn't neglect me give me attention helps around the house sex is great but it's not that important if we were to have sex...i don't care what size you are or whatever..just as long as we're having that special moment together...if you complain that I can't get you off....well fuck off... i know that this one could never be true...but i'd wish for that person to never lay their eyes off me or look at anyone else.... that i was the only imporant thing to them... responsabilty is always good... someone i can trust..even though I have a had time trusting people having things in common would be nice...but not everything otherwise it could get boring. love someone that likes to get with nature, not alway sittin
Private Pics
Well im letting all you guys know that to view my PRIVATE pic folder you got to be in my family, and either buy me a vip, auto 11 bling or a cherry bomb bling, i WILL NOT just let anybody view my private pics sorry but thats how it goes thanks nikki If you sb me and ask to see my folder then you will be ignored
If You Love Tattoo Designs And Artwork!
If you're looking for tattoo designs or original artwork, click the picture to get to Ghost's blog for information and check out his pictures for some other examples of his drawings!  
She Makes Me Proud To Be A Mom!!!!
i want you all to meet someone. for as long as i have known her she has been stuck on level 27! shes a sweetheart and amazing friend. she'd do anything for anyone. heres where you come in.... like i stated before shes still on level 27. only has 8mil to go....yes only. when i met her i think it was something like 20mil. im not asking for you to bling her bomb her buy her this and that just a rate or two when you get the chance.
A Nuclear First Strke Aganst North Korea - Is It Viable?
Ladies and gentlemen, welcome back to 1953. And more importantly, welcome back to the Korean War.   Six days ago, the communist regime of North Korea announced it was withdrawing from the 1953 Armistice which “halted” the Korean War, but since there was no official peace treaty ever signed, the war was never officially called to a true end. And now, with Pyongyang saying that they are no longer in agreement with the agreement that created the cease fire, technically, the war is set to resume.   For those of you who haven’t been following because you’re too wrapped up in who was winning American Idol, North Korea has been provoking the rest of the world with numerous short range missile tests, a long range missile test which they claimed was a peaceful operation to launch a satellite, and an underground nuclear explosion test all over the past few weeks. On top of that, they have openly threatened South Korea that there would be action taken if they joined in
Mathematics .... Lol
From a strictly mathematical viewpoint it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R- K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that, while Hard work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, it's the Bullshit that will put you over the top.
I meet a very special lady from fubar what do u think of meeting people from online in person
My Lounge
In Serious need of help in my lounge.My Days are your nights & vice versa.Need someone that will be there.Come walk with me on the DarkWildSide.I dare you..     Ever wanted to go to a place where you can just be who you are without being scolded or told you can no talk this way.My Lounge can get heated up @ times so if you can no stand the heat my lounge is no for you but if you can then join in and lets get Hawt~~ I am in need of all staff M/F to help me get this lounge off the ground.I had an old one,but I am starting over.Would you like to help to make this a total NSFW place to come.I dare you to walk on the WILDSIDE let your hair down and be who you are.We also can just have fun so please no serious stuff in there.Please help me keep my lounge a DRAMA free and fun place to go. Lets Rawk ok?   Need Sexy A$$ Greeters,Bouncers,Promotors and Personal BodyGuards & Dj's.Just ask Dakota or Paul..Need botth GENDERS M/F..
New Poem
love online thanks to this electronic toy i`ve found wonder and joy. i`ve found a love i`ve been missing a woman i wish i was kissing   our love sent over a wire their love is taken mine higher our hearts we then have comitted to a lover to whom we transmitted.   one day we hope that we join despite what others may warn we know our love is sureal because how our love makes us feel   the only thing that we fear and it comes to us perfectly clear the one that we`re missing and want to be kissing is being loved by another that is near   so to those of you who`s love is close by hold them close and never you stray because if you do, a love that was true will be online themself one day.  
What He Said...
To My Hater's!
I keep it real and that's a promice.I may be a bitch but at least im honest.When i walk by u stop and stare,well keep lokin'because i don't care.I have my own life and style.Not trying to please u or make you u smile!When it come's to compotition you are out,now shut your haten ass and keep me out of your mouth.....To all my haters!
Voodoo Woman
My Rules
If you just have pics of stuff...nope not gonna add u.... If you only have one pic of yourself...Im not gonna accept your request.... If you send me a request and ur page is private where I cant check you out first...Denied If your a newbie.....sorry not gonna add you... unless u have a salute If you come at me disrespectful at ALL....wont add u and uget get blocked. If your 18-22 probably not gonna add u....I have a 21 year old son too weird.. Im on here for fun not bullshit....So Come correct or not at All..... Thanks
Calling All Military Fubar Members!!!! (and Anyone Who May Know Of A Few)
Chosing A Wife
A man wanted to get married. He was having trouble choosing among three likely candidates. He gives each woman a present of $5,000 and watches to see what they do with the money.The first does a total makeover. She goes to a20fancy beauty salon, gets her hair done, new makeup; buys several new outfits and dresses up very nicely for the man. She tells him that she has done this to be more attractive for him because she loves him so much.The man was impressed.The second goes shopping to buy the man gifts. She gets him a new set of golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and some expensive clothes. As she presents these gifts, she tells him that she has spent all the money on him because she loves him so much.Again, the man is impressed.The third invests the money in the stock market. She earns several times the $5,000. She gives him back his $5,000 and reinvests the remainder in a joint account. She tells him that she wants to save for their future because she loves him so much.Obv
This Is How It Begins~
She was beautiful. But it was more than surface beauty. The inner beauty showed in her eyes... those eyes that he kept going back to. When he looked over his shoulder as if trying to spot someone, or when he gazed into the mirror behind the bar.But, what was the point?She was with someone... and both of them were wearing wedding rings. No way was he going to get involved with a married woman again.Besides, he'd reached a time in his life when he was comfortable with himself... comfortable with his own quirks and habits. There just didn't seem to be room for someone else.Oh, who was he kidding? He gestured to the bartender."Can I have a piece of paper... and a pen." He wrote his number quickly, and added, Call me... I have to know what's behind those eyes.While he was the folding the paper to the size of a stamp, he looked into the mirror and saw that he was in luck. Her male companion... her husband... was leaving the table. Wherever the man was going, he had to be quick.He stood up an
I Miss You
I miss youby: Ashton MullenThe more pictures I seeOf your familar faceAn emptiness inside of meIs forming a larger space.I know that it was meWho brought us to an endI just hope that you could seeMy love was not pretend.I miss it when you hug me tightThe feel of your fingers lacing mineThe way you held me close at nightYour kiss was so devine.Your blonde hair was so soft to touchYour kiss would cause a lustful burnBut now your gone I miss you so muchYou're new home is in Melbourne.My name is tattoed on your chestI know you love me and your sadBaby, I know you did your very bestInfact, you did nothing bad.I miss the laughs we used to shareYour smile, jokes, and voiceBut I know you're doing better thereAnd I made the right choice.So, go on and do what you have to doYou have a peice of meI know I will never stop loving youAnd what's ment to be will be.
Now Hiring All Staff And Lets Make This Grow
Contests/auctions(plaid Mafia)
post your links for contest n auctions here
Song in my head...   Feelings Nothing more than feelings Trying to forget my Feelings of hate Imagine Beating on your face Trying to forget my Feelings of hate Feelings For all my life i'll feel it I wish I'd never met you You'll make me sick again Feelings, oh oh feelings Of hate on my mind Feelings Feelings like I never liked you Feelings like I want to kill you Live in my heart Feelings Feelings like I wanna deck you Feelings like I've gotta get you Out of my life Feelings, oh oh feelings The hate's in my eyes Feelings, oh oh feelings You're not very nice  
Short Story
    The affair had turned sour, and her guilt waxed inversely as the romance waned.  How could she, a married woman, have done this thing?  What had seemed so exciting at the outset now seemed sordid.  She was sorry she had ever gotten into it.  Her husband was ten times the man her lover was, and she knew that now.  She had betrayed the man she loved, and was ill with selfloathing for it.    There was no help for it, she would have to tell him.  She would make a clean breast of it and beg for his forgiveness, and if he threw her out, well, it was his right and she had brought it on herself by her foolishness.  But what a loss it would be!  Yet she couldn't keep silent, for that would make a mockery of their relationship; there had to be honesty between them, however painful it might be.    She nerved herself and brouched the matter that evening. "Dear, I have something to say that I fear will not please you, and--"    "Oh, you found out!" he explained.    "What?" She was nonplussed.  
Ash Member Of The Month
Congraduations AshYour Member of the Month for June 2009 Thanking your for all your help and family kindness.   We all hope you get well soon and get to be home!! Member of the Month Receives 200 11s per week 2 tickers 2 custom pics Random bling Keep drunk Big Pimpin Gifts
I know that this is a  little late but I am doing this anyway. I want to thank every single person that bombed me and rated all my pictures to help me make it to Oracle. You guys rock!! I owe a special thank you to my beautiful angel who pimped me out so many times and kept encouraging me when I was just about to give up on leveling. On Monday I set a goal to level by Friday and thanks to everyone, I beat my goal. As a way of showing my appreciation for your help, I will do a picture for you. Just send me a pvt message with the link to the picture you want me to use. If you haven't seen my work, please visit the things I made folder on my page. Again from the bottom of my heart, Thank You So Much!!
Kinsy Quiz
1. What is the last thing you eated? Skittles! 2. And the last thing you drank? Vitamin water 3. What doe sit say on your favourite mug? i don't have a favorite mug... martini glass yeah... and it is black and pink polka dotted with a pink M on it 4. Who is the best captain of a Star Trek? KIRK!! 5. Who would win in a fight between the Batman and Superman? always batman! 6. Robots or ninjas? Robots 7. Pirates or cowboys? Pirates 8. Dinosaurs or aliens? aliens! 9. Are you good at crosswords? i like word searches better 10. DC or Marvel? both! 11. What is better, a man who is handsome and a fireman or something, or a guy what is fat and has a beard and makes you lol in MuMMs? hehe B! 12. Do you have a special mug that is yours at work? nah 13. What's the best kind of chart, pie or bar? Pie. 14. Did you study a thing at University? Elementary education 15. Are you more like your mum or your dad? when i am with my daddy i look like him.. when i am wi
Dust Of My Past   The dust of past I wish I could forget the past.All the horrors haunt me.My ghots are always remindingme of the nightmare I want to leave behind melike the dust on pathIt is never swept away, The harsh winds alwaysblows it back my way.When will my time come to put the bad memoriesinto a paperbag and be gone forever.
Rest In Peace
I just dont know what the hell is wrong with this world. I have a friend that I have known since I was a kid his name is Josh. we did everything together as kids, and as teenagers, hell we even worked in the same places together, we did every job from fliping burgers to being Lifeguards on the beaches in Chicago, we grew apart as adults but still talked from time to time, go out grab some drinks. after september 11th we both signed up for the Marines we wanted to fight those bastards the attaced our country. He got in I dident I had too many health issues bad kiddney, asthma, bad knee form playing football they just would not let me join I just couldent hack it but thats ok I still supported the troops but thats another story. Josh was good at everything I dont recall his rank but he fought hard, he lost a leg while he was in Iraq a and came home a hero with his head held high because he fought for our country and had no regrets I wish I could have been there with him. He came home a h
Who Are Consumers Of Matchmaking Agencies?
In ancient time in Russia there weren’t matchmaking agencies, but there were matchmakers – women, who could find a husband or wife. Matchmakers could to entry in each home and palaces. They specialized not only in affairs of the heart, but in diplomacy and in the merging of capitals too. Matchmakers were very well-to-do, they got good honorariums and even couldn’t spend money on food. The consumers considered it an honour to invite matchmakers in own houses and entertain them to breakfast, lunch or supper, because these women were  well informed about all events, gossips and rumours. Nobody dared quarrel with matchmakers, because they were able to damage reputation to everybody. At that time matchmakers acted as yellow press. But who is performing role of matchmaker now? And who are their consumers?   Every year the tempo of life accelerates. Historically, the circumstances were such that women in Russia and other countries of CIS, used to work to secure their lif
Just So You Know....
I am one of just those guys; that's already had those times in life and done the crazy-boy stuff. Laid back artist, self employed and Best of all Single Father. Just living in a harden'd world thats' forgotten what it means too really have fun while existing. Who really knows what is gonna happen next...
I Sure Was Fond Of That Cat
Folks without pets will think it's stupid, but the rest of you know they are family. We lost a dear member of ours this week. Gushy was 14 and had lived a long and happy(hopefuly) life. So at least there's that. Still, I can't help but look for her in all her lil spots. But she's not there. Where do you go for comfort when your comforter is the reason you're sad?  
Sea Of Darkness
Alone in this sea of darkness,Riding along with the tide,I hold all my screams inside,No matter how hard I try,I never seem to satisfy,The craving for you I cannot hide,So in this vast sea of darkness,I shall be,Missing a big part of me,Its locked away so no one can see,There is only one who holds the key,Until he truely finds me,Then in this darkness of the sea I will be!!
It Does Hurt
Every time she pisses me off, or upset me,I walk away swearing that I won’t be backBut, the next day, I come back, holding roses and flowersOhh gosh, this love does hurtEvery time I say with tears in my eyes:This is the last time, that’s itI will walk away forever.But, I always come back dragging my tailAshamed of myself, shy of my behavior Ohh damn it, this love does hurtIt’s been months like thisMe and this poor heart of mineSuffering, getting punished And most of all, ignoredI got stuck with a pretty girlWhat else I can sayI got stuck and I can’t walk a wayOh god, this love does really really hurt---------------------------------W.B : FM
I'm Movin On!
I'm Movin On! by Kody Konfused™ Sittin on a tombstone, Eatin my ColdStone, Livin' life like I like. Feeling the warm breeze, Sweepin throgh palm trees, How did I get this life? Well it took, Two hundred thousand bucks, and three old pick 'em up trucks. But now I'm sittin here drinkin a cold beer, Baskin in the sun!   Hey! That's what I get for goin to college! Hey-ey! My life turned right around! Hey-ey! I know it's not perfect. But now my world is changin and I'm rearrangin So, Hey-ey! I'm movin' on.   Seein' my name, Up on the big screen, Yeah, that's what I like. Seein my face Up in the perfect place Man, that is nice. But, They told me to be a man, But now they are all my fans! See what I did, Lookin for candids. Yeah, man that's right.   Hey! That's what I get for going to college! Hey-ey! My life turned right around! hey-ey! I know it's not perfect. But now my world is changing, And I'm rearranging, So, Hey-ey! I'm movin on.
Well, I Mean It
Stay with me Stay with me to let me see the wind blowing wordsTo see the rain a fallen poetryStay with me to keep my heart aliveTo make it flourish into poemsStay with me, you made me change my mindYou made me love this lifeStay with me, because of you, I wrote this world a poemAnd posted on my doorI made it wait for me at  the front doorStay with me, stay with me, stay with meI might been waiting for you since I was bornI might been looking for you since I was bornWithout your eyes I wouldn’t stayWouldn’t be hereI swear to your eyes, I wouldn’t stayStay with me, because you made me change my mindYou made me like this lifeStay with me, stay with me, and please stay with meStay with me because I will burn my life under your feetWill burn it a sacrifice for your loveAnd my years, my life, I will steal it if It last longI will steal it and increase yoursTo live longer than I will,Stay with me, because you made me love this lifeYou made me keep it waiting for me At my fro
After every flight, pilots fill out a form called a gripe sheet, which conveys to the mechanics any problem they had with the airplane during the flight. The mechanics read and correct the problem, and then explain in writing on the lower half of the form what remedial action was taken. The pilot reviews the gripe sheets before the next flight. Never let it be said that ground crews and engineers lack a sense of humor. Here are some actual maintenance problems submitted by Qantas pilots and the solutions recorded by maintenance engineers. By the way, Qantas is the only major airline that has never had an accident. (P = The problem logged by the pilot) (S = The solution and action taken by the engineer) P: Left inside main tire almost needs replacement. S: Almost replaced left inside main tire. P: Test flight OK, except auto-land very rough. S: Auto-land not installed on this aircraft. P: Something loose in cockpit. S: Something tightened in cockpit. P: Dead bugs on windshiel
if you could be any superhero, good or bad, who would it be?
song in my head... And you Bring me to my knees Again All the times That I could beg you please In vain All the times That I felt insecure For you And I leave My burdens at the door But I'm on the outside I'm looking in I can see through you See your true colors 'Cause inside your ugly You're ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you All the times That I felt like this won't end It's for you And I taste What I could never have It was from you All the times That I've cried My intentions Full of pride But I waste More time than anyone But I'm on the outside And I'm looking in I can see through you See your true colors 'Cause inside you're ugly You're ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you All the times That I've cried All this wasted It's all inside And I feel All this pain Stuffed it down It's back again And I lie Here in bed All alone I can't mend But I feel Tomorrow will be OK But I'm on the outside And I'm looking in I can see through you See your t
It Is Donut Day... But The Trilogy Also Moves On To Make A Repeat Of Itself!
It is donut day... but secretly its ball kicking day... that in it self should have a national holiday... everyday like 429... well it should be every day at 6 20 which kinda looks like B K D YAYYY Ball kicking Day!!!!! lmmfaoooooooooo! Men... I now know why girls have periods because for a whole month minus a week we have hearts... and we have to be very kind to are men and then when it comes around to our period... BINGO like they throw fireballs at us like: And their HUGE like that and we never see it comming and then their all like omg your such a bitch so we're like whoaaaaaa wait what? So we're like ok... weman are sooo strong mentaly because P Yeah see that guy in the pic he dosent even know whats comming his way!!! MUAHHHH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! And so the Trilogy repeats... And we get in are spider ship and we go back to spendeling mens webs! The End hahahahahahaha I love youuuuu!
Sick Babygirl!
So I went to my gyno because I thought I was having complications from my surgery that I had last Friday.  He told me that my cervix was healing 'beautifully' and that I would not need to return next week for my follow-up... however, he was concerned about my raised blood pressure, my extreme paleness, and excessive weakness.  He himself had the flu last week/early this week... So chances are while it didn't display symptoms while he was doing my surgery, I caught it while in surgery. My symptoms, besides what already stated, are random headaches, random bouts of extreme lethargia, body aches, chills, nausea, and feeling like I'm burning up when my temperature isn't even 98 degrees!! So, my gyno, being the nice guy he is, didn't send me to my PCP, and instead treated me himself.  He sent me for blood work and gave me a script for Keflex to keep whatever infection I may have at bay.  He couldn't give me a definite answer, but he's taking care of me... (which reminds me... I need to ta
He Is Coming Yay
i am waiting ... today marks 10 more days ... and he will be here ... bonding with our children in their environment ... i have been all strange feeling like i have no heart .. like i left it in cali loll ... hard to express feelings this strong in IM and text and even over the phone and often frustrations hit us both and it becomes difficult and upseting even at times ... soon we can relax again with each other .. closer to the time i can move there ... the other day i had had a rough day and wished he would move here to northcakalaky.. but that isnt possible ... i will love cali im sure cause where he is is home ... i love him so much id move my kids and i across the country to be with him... i will give up family and friends and not regret it ... one day he says we can move where ever we want ... once the kids are grown up a lil more ... i have that to hang onto .. prolly wont wanna move at that point ... we will be settled and i will have had years to adapt loll ... he has put that
What Else Could Go Wrong...
I just got over a severe staff infection in my face and has left me scarred...and now...out of no where...I've gone deaf in one ear. The scary part is...I already have hearing trouble in the other ear. I may be going completely deaf...I'm hoping it's just tinnitis...but if it is...then why can't I hear? It started out buzzing and ringing to faint hearing it's the next night and I'm nearly deaf completely...I'm going to see the doctor tomorrow if it's the same or has worsened... Wish me luck please...or praying would be even better. If you could show me some fu-luv I'd appreciate it...I need all the luv I can get...  
Random Spouts Part 3
Ok so i spout again.. this time more happier if you dont know what a random spout is .. well you will now, its away for me to just type the exact thoughts on my brain. without heistation *disclaimer- they usually arent in a complete thought process due to adhd * Ok. I keep smiling and i cant stop i just want to explode in laughter passion heartfelt loving but i dont want to come off as a lunitic so i just try to be cool n smile you scare me. not in a bad way but in a way where i never knew i could be this happy it almost feels stolen never in my life have i thought  i could obtain let alone be fesiable of showing love like this i long for your touch, your voice to be able to complete your sentances again I want to be able to keep this smile forever I scare myself when im happy because i know im a distructive person i usually enjoy small happy spirts then i chop em up to feel what im used to alone n misunderstood your like a drug thats more intoxicating and additcing then the
So after I watch my cousin's kid for my cousin she'll be getting a C section.... I'm going to get a job.  I FUCKING MISS MONEY.  I'll probally do something minor night shift at carls jr or some random restruant...   ANYWAY my question is this what's a good web cam?   All my previous web cams sucked I was either yellow or so fuzzy you didn't see me.   AND NOT A SEXUAL THING. maybe show off my dresses that's it though.   BUT PLEASE PLEASE LINK ME SHOW ME or just tell me web cams are good for Windows xp with a lot of RHM or w/e space.  I'm going to get a new computer in a month or so.
Something Down The Drain?
Let Your Light Shine
You Are The Sun Watching the world through a blacked-out windowYou see no sun,Yet people see light shining in your eyes,You are the sun for othersWatching children play, wishing you were them,You start to cry,People see your child- like tears,Yet nobody seems to careGiving light to others,You realize you're aloneYour flame is burning brightlyYet you still feel blindBut if you look deep into your heart, and open the window,You realize,You are the sun,Your stars need your brightness,And one day you will find the special star,Which will add to your flame,And you will burn brighter then ever,Spreading joy and happiness for miles around. Do not let what you cannot do interfere with what you can do.just because you cannot see the life that you have inside of you does not mean that it isn't there. life sux sometimes and i know this from experience but i am learning along with everyone else in this world that when you hit the bottom there is only one way to go..... up. the light in your eyes,
Ok, So I Gone An' Done It...
I did the one thing this !LONG TIME! confirmed bacholure would almost never do... I tied the knot... I got hitch to a !HOT! !NASTY! kinky lil sex freak... Love 'er in real life, married her in fu land, and owen her sexy lil slave ass too boot... Slave_Girl~AKA~Boobarella: she's my real life love, my fu land wifie, and my nasty lil submisive sex slave all 'round. She's my heart, my love, my reason for being... And I'd kill or die for her. Blood and pain, my you from the beginning of the past to the end of our future...and when dust blows out time, I'll be there still; holding you close in pain sublime. 
Hope I Make It Another Day
right now im in such a serious state of depression I feel like ending it all... im about to go into bankruptcy, may lose my car... no matter how many hours i work, cant make ends meet. on top of that Im taking care of my parents. dad has 2 types of skin cancer, luekemia, diabetes and heart condition. mom has scoliosis, ostioperosis, diabetes, some type of kidney problem they are still looking into.... Both my Siblings (older sisters) live out of state, Illinois and Iowa. everyday gets harder and harder for me.. If I take my own life it would void my $75,000 life policy and all my debts would be on my parents shoulders... what am I to do??????  
7 Fu Girls Busted?!
7 Fu Girls Busted! Read the blog here:    
Romance By Edgar Allen Poe
Romance, who loves to nod and singWith drowsy head and folded wingAmong the green leaves as they shakeFar down within some shadowy lake,To me a painted paroquetHath been—most familiar bird—Taught me my alphabet to say,To lisp my very earliest wordWhile in the wild wood I did lie,A child—with a most knowing eye.Of late, eternal condor yearsSo shake the very Heaven on highWith tumult as they thunder by,I have no time for idle caresThrough gazing on the unquiet sky;And when an hour with calmer wingsIts down upon my spirit flings,That little time with lyre and rhymeTo while away—forbidden things—My heart would feel to be a crimeUnless it trembled with the strings.
Ya Albi
You are my heart, you are my sightYou are my love, as you are my madnessAmong all peoples I have chosen youAmong all creatures I want youYou are the never ending daylight You are my heart, and my sightYou are my night’s moonYour love is written over my chest, from now till eternityOn your roads I have sprayed my words as flowers On your roads I heard birds singingMy heart has your promised love since I was bornI love you now I worship youNo matter how long my night lastI have your love lightening my wayAnd it’s more than enough,There are no limits for how much I love youYou are more precious than my soul, than my sightYour beauty is what all authors been trying to describeYour voice is the most beautiful songFor you I will give my life awayFor you I will do anythingBut stay by my side, keep looking at meThere is no love but youThere is no precious but youYour love is written on my life as in my heart--------------------------------------------------W.B: FM
New Poem By Me
Depression dispair lying flat on the floor,   The pain sets in you cant take it no more. Your head spinning of thoughts of dread,  Times like these you wish you were dead. Said the wrong thing thought the wrong thought,  A place in hell is all you bought, You think of things better left unsaid,  All your thoughts return to wishing you were dead. If I'd only said this instead of that,  Your mind would not be in this combat. Thought pushing you one way then the other,  You want to fight but then again why bother. Your voice is not heard it falls on deaf ears,  No one is listening no one cares.   ©Kenneth Johnson 6/6/09 8:31PM                  
Cyber Love
CYBER LOVE          Cyber love is a figment of our imagination. A wonderful fantasy of our individual creation. I bought all the lines that came to own me. Never understanding the feelings that I couldn't see. Never realizing my heart he was stealing. Too caught up in the overwhelming feeling. Some people need a lesson to learn. I got mine and can still feel the burn. I never allow myself to make the same mistake twice. So don't read more into my words because I'm just being nice. I can be your friend but my secrets you"ll never know. Inside of my heart is someplace you will never go. Even when you believe you are very close to me. A superficial women is all you will ever see. So don't ask me for love or something else I don't feel. I'm not trying to be a bitch ,I'm just keeping it real. Everything that matters is what I won't share. So don't be foolish and begin to really care. Please ask nothing from me except some casual chat. Because that is all I have to give..nothing b
Destroyer Of My World
My body once burned for you But how was I to know That someday So would my soul My heart raged with a passion So free and so wild I loved and trusted you With the naivety of a child I was young back then Now I feel so old You tore my heart from my chest Left me hollow and cold I know it hurt you too You couldn't bare to look into my eyes To see the pain circle my heart like a vulture The tears crawl down my face like flies Part of me died The day I saw you with him Buried and left to decay I'll never love like that again I'll never give my heart so freely Like an innocent little kid It's cold an grey like a tombstone And behind an iron gate it's hid I want to hate you but I can't For you were just a girl Innocent The destroyer of my world
My End...
My End…   Satin's noose hangs in front of me Dangling like the broken twigs of a dying tree It just waits for me to play a game The game of death A card dealt by a deadly dealer Myself It awaits my end The bottle lies empty Like the form of my heart So cold and black It's lost everything it has What was once inside lies spread across my bed Small capsules that relinquish pain Eyes of the future in me It awaits my end Slits and tips Rise from the surface of my skin My rotting soul being released Out into the toxic air Which I consume with each breathe The knife played tic-tac-toe X's and O's, hugs and kisses Left from the reaper It visits me with each Slice It awaits my end The young boy that stares back In the darkened shadows of the mirror Isn't what I expected to see His eyes are red and weary While his tears run down his face like the fear inside me Those eyes, those hazel eyes Gives me a spine tingling feeling Leaving me paralyzed from the mind I can not control The person
Silence crawls and shadows creep Devils play and angels weep Beyond the ominous doors of sleep I dream   I dream of her and what we had And for what I've done I feel so bad And inside my heart ironclad I cry   I cry for the girl I once held I tried to save her but I failed And to this lover's cross I'm nailed I bleed   I bleed for her and what she's become And inside I feel so numb I pray for an end that will not come I scream   I scream but no one hears Resounding in my mind's ear This is Hell and I am hear I awaken
Winds Of War
Death rains down upon the land Boots pound the blackened earth A beast born of hatred stands Reveling in it's birth Upon the pain of mankind it feeds Growing strong amidst the strife In furrows of hate planting dark seeds Harvesting wasted lives Like a pupeteer it pulls the strings Men die by the score Spreading it's dark wings It rises high Upon the winds of war   Rivers of blood flow Beneath the blackened sky The only thing mankind knows Is to kill or to die Corpses cover the ground Crushed beneath war machines From above the beast looks down Delighted by what it's seeing They will kill each other to the last Death will reign forever more The heat from each bombs blast Feeds the winds of war   Black clouds of smoke block out the day Day is night forever more The dove of peace is torn away Upon the winds of war
I always wondered what he looked like up close and personal. To see those blue mesmerizing eyes that almost look white staring back at me. To run my hands through that long black hair that seems like stands of silk. His creamy white flesh so soft and muscular under my finger tips. He is so erotic just standing there motionless and his movement so fluent like skating on ice. I close my eyes and picture his fingers trailing my cheek and lips. I can almost feel his lips on mine as he leans in to taste me. How I long to feel those fangs brush against my wet skin and to hold him close as he takes my blood into him. I sense him watching me, as i watch him. Is it all a dream? or a fantasy? Could it be real? One will never know unless they come face to face with their own vampire.
13 Lbs Gone
13 lbs gone since i've been at my heaviest weight. I haven't seen myself at this new weight in a long while. Pretty happy with myself, even though it's shedding real slow....but it's healthy I suppose. At least it's not fast. The weather should be nicer on my days off....I'm going to head to the pool again, swim some laps again and try to sun bathe again. I know that i lost weight..but I don't even notice it...maybe if I lose more..ill start to notice
The Purest Spirit.
I've been putting off watching a certain movie for quite a while now.  When my family decided to watch it a few months ago, I left the room until it was over.  Judging by the mountain of tissues on the armchair and tear-reddened eyes belonging to both my parents, I knew that I really couldn't watch it.  I get angry when I hear people talk about animals as inferior beings.  Not a "Hey, don't say that..." angry.  A furious "How DARE you..." angry.  Especially when it comes to dogs. I may have three cats right now, but I've been a dog person all my life.  I grew up with huskies, then irish setters, then an overprotective doberman pinscher, a big ol' gordon setter who was with me from the time I was three til I was a freshman in high school, and then...  an Irish setter named Rusty. He went with me everywhere.  We played soccer together.  We went running at the Ledges alongside the river.  We went to Lincoln Brick Memorial Park and swam in the quarry.  He was there for me when I'd lost
Last Night
I had the "pleasure" of watching 4 normally fun people turn into my idea of a nightmare.  The evening started out well.  We played a game of catergories and were having a really great time...then things went downhill fast.  The people I was with decided that we all needed to go to the bar and we were going to take one vehicle.  There was six of us.  I know that doesn't sound bad in theory, but the fact that all of us are somewhat large made for a bad decision.  Not to mention that the driver (who swore he was sober to drive and would not drink anymore once we reached the bar) was actually not sober and he was driving in the middle of the road.  When we reached to bar I think they just lost their minds collectively.  The bar was almost empty and the people who typically go there are there because it's quiet.  Our group was certainly not quiet and the first thing that happened was us doing liquid cocaine shots.  That was the last thing any of the others needed.  You'd think that people w
*~blind Date*~
Sleeping Demon
The rage within me burns,  To strike out in anger my mind yearns. To quench the thirst for pain,  This anger pumps through my vien, I want to release this pent up rage,  Let my demon out of its cage. Run rampant upon the streets,  Slaying everyone it meets. Till there is no blood left to shed,  Then my demon can retire to bed. But rest assured it wont be long,  Till someone else does me wrong. Then the demon once more must be released,  Till the provoker once more is deceased.   ©Kenneth Johnson 6/7/09 1:52AM
☆тнє вυяи вσσк & ωну υ ¢αи'т ѕ&#
  иσ σffєиѕє тσ συя fαмιℓу & fяιєи∂ѕ тнє яєαѕσи ωє нανє тнє вυяи вσσк ιѕ вє¢αυѕє ωє нανє ℓσтѕ σf нαтєяѕ... ρρℓ ωнσ αяє яυ∂є αи∂ gяσѕѕ тσ υѕ ιи∂ινυαℓℓу αи∂ тσ αℓℓ σf υѕ ιи gєиєяαℓ αи∂ ѕσ тнє в&up
This one is for my dear old "dad"   Why do you want to lie to me,  Like the truth someday I will not see? You think you know whats going on,  But on this one you are oh so wrong. People fill you with stories about me,  Buy you dont know me this I see. Why should I expect you to know what kind of man I am,  When for me you never truely gave a damn. You treated me like your children to follow,  Your own truth you could not swallow. So you packed your bags and ran away,  Fooling yourself for another day. But one day the deciets and your evil ways,  Will catch up to you before your dieing days. And you'll look back at all the shit you stired,  And you will see me flipping you the bird. Cause I know what kind of man you are,  And I am more of a man by far.   © Kenneth Johnson 6/7/09 3:16 AM  
Please Pray 4 Makin' Whoopie--gwyn---(now Texasgurl)
I suck at bullys but I'm doing this to ask everyone to please pray for Gwyn.... she was always on here as Makin' Whoopie but Fubar froze her account.... so she started over again as TexasgurlHer kids contacted me in the night asking for us to all prayer for her as she had a stroke.Please... pray to whomever YOU pray to... and say some good words for her fast recovery.  Thank you!~~ ♥ texasgurl ♥ ~~ aka DeMoNAnGeL #6@ fubar
Who Am I
If I were to shed no more tears, then what would I be but a heartless soul among the masses of this place we all dwell To be a object of lust and pleasure is fun for the moment but when all is done and deeds are fulfilled what is left for the one that has given To truly care for someone is a wonderful experience and to share your life, the ups and downs, and the inbetweens would be a dream come true once again, but is not meant to be How much can one person exude from their inner self to be accepted and loved and wanted, is my heart really this big and open to all, this is just me
Cleaning And Swimming
I really need to go clean my room. It's not that it's messy...I just need to make up my bed and put some clothes up. I'll get to that as soon as I post this thing. Not sure what I'm going to do after that though. Yay for lack of creativity and gumption to do anything....   I was watching some show on HGTV. It's showing houses in 6 different cities for all the same price. One of them had a pool in the backyard. I'm thinking...if I lived in a house that had a pool in the backyard, I'd never be in my house. I'd be in the pool any free time I had. Maybe I should move......
Losin My Kids
losin my kids is the worst thing that's ever happened to me. i was stayin wit my step mom n when i let my sons dad come visit him. my step mom was cool wit it at first.. til i was gonna let him take Ricky home wit him for 3 days. than my step mom told me that if i was to let him take ricky than i have to get out of her house.. n that's ricky's father i can't jus keep him from seein his dad.. so i pretty much got kicked a few days go by n dhs showed up at my baby daddy's door.. n took my kids cause of my step mom callin them n tellin a bunch of lies.. so now i'm doin everything i can to get my kids back... they are my world... i luv them soo much.. the worst thing that could happen to a real good mom is have her kids taken from her.. so yeah... PS. Please everyone that reads this PRAY for me n my kids. i really need it rite now... Thanks
Finallly Smiling Again
Finally Smiling Again After the many tears getting away from all the sadness rid of all my fears Finally Smiling Again not wishing to die at last I'm laughing not needing to cry Finally Smiling Again this smile isn't a joke my hearts recovered now from the last time it broke Finally Smiling Again not always need someone around I can stand on my own without falling to the ground Finally Smiling Again witout a care in the world I still need my friends but I'm a independent girl Finally Smiling Again atlast I'm happy to yell I haven't gone to heven but atleast I'm not in hell Finally Smiling Again Feel like I'm finally home all my Family and Friends around I'm not alone. Not alone. Finally Smiling Again After the many tears Got away from all the sadness Rid of all my fears
Just Alittle About Me Blog #1
I used to write a blog on my myspace account most everyday.   Now I'm never on myspace, so i've decided to move it here. Anywho.  I'll tell you alittle about Mia you may or may not know.  I am a single mother of one 3 yr old boy , Tony.  He also suffers from Autism.  So at this point in my life, I work 24-7 365 Days with my son.    Hence why I'm on the computer all the time.  We don't get out as much as normal ppl can. Yep, I am single.  Right now its by choice.   Guess you can say I've got sick of looking and finding the wrong ones.  Time for a break I think.  If I'm not all flirty.  This is the reason why. Alright, Alittle fu background on me.   I've been a Dj at probably at 15 differant lounges.  Including my own "The Rejects"  Since July 2008.  Presently I am a Dj Manager for Snake Eyes Radio (June 2009).  Which I do have to say.  This is the best lounge I have worked for by far.  Plus the bunch is the best group of nut nuts I've ever met online.  Oh before I started the whole
Believe In Me
I sit alone and watch the clock Tryin' to collect my thoughts All I think about is you And so I cry myself to sleep And hope the devil I don't meet In the dreams that I live through Believe in me I know you've waited for so long Believe in me Sometimes the weak become the strong Believe in me This life's not always what it seems Believe in me Cause I was made for chasing dreams All the smiles you've had to fake And all the shit you've had to take Just to lead us here again I never have the things to say To make it all just go away To make it all just disappear Believe in me I know you've waited for so long Believe in me Sometimes the weak become the strong Believe in me This life's not always what it seems Believe in me Cause I was made for chasing dreams It's my life, it's my choice Hear my words, hear my voice And just believe I sit alone and watch the clock Tryin' to collect my thoughts And all I think about is you If you believe in me Life not always what it seems Believe i
i just wanted to know if anyone read these or not. DRINK UP !! cheerzzzzzzzzzzzz
About Fu Bling
i see this stuff is really expensive. if i send this bling to someone... do they get to convert it to real money?  if not... then why the F-  is it o expensive? i mean serious. who is dropping $650 for 1350  bling credits? thats next to rediculous
Evanescence-"bring Me To Life" Live
Woman Next Door Part2
Oh God, she thought as she moved away from his stiffened sex. Now she knew why he loved to dominate her. It was such an act of brutal intimacy and posession. One can do almost anything to his sub, and it was such a power-trip to know that he could e controlled just as she. He was so magnificently helpless and yet so strong... she could do anything to him now, she thought as she felt the warmth of her own arousal, that gathered and oozed. She bent down to kiss his cheek, but on a second thought, she knew something else would be just as effective... He suddenly felt the sharp sting of her slap across his cheek. Angrily, he jerked against the bonds and felt them slightly give way. His legs were still tightly secured, but there was a marginal accession for his hands. If he only had the time... She smiled wickedly. "That hurt, didn't it?" She asked him. His answer was a menacing snarl, "You will pay for this." She shivered at the threat. Last night had been amazing. She wanted that...and mo
Wonderful Surprise
I woke up in the morning, glanced at the clock, and quickly hopped out of bed and ran into the shower. I overslept because I had stayed up too late talking to you again last night, but I can never get enough of you. And honestly, I would probably still be talking to you if you hadn't ordered me to go to bed! As I was lathering my body quickly, I began to think about our conversation the night before. I loved your voice, so deep, so firm, so irresistible. As I was washing my pussy, I lingered a bit, thinking of how you made me play with myself last night, but never let me cum. How you loved to torture me! And how I loved it when you did! I forced my hand away and finished washing up, as much as I needed to cum, I wouldn't without your permission. Wrapping myself in a towel, I walked to my bedroom, where I had laid clothes out the night before for work. You chose the underclothes for me, and I shivered in anticipation as I looked at the panties you had picked. A present from you. Red lac
Wetness trails up my thighas you devour my breastspert nipples aching sweetnessthat spreads through my bodysoft moans of joywriggling against cloththat entwines my wrists and anklesunable to reciprocateonly able to takehips lift as fingers pressand an emptiness is fillednot full but stretchedopening to arousalwetness seeps downwardsand i shudder a're above me nowhands wrapped around my shouldersfingers twined through my hairas you bury yourselfwithin me.trying to movewanting to givebut you only takeand i can only receive.faster and hardermurmuring sweet words"Good girl"into my necki cry out my relaseflooding juices on the bed.your movements changebecome all for yourselfdemanding, takingand i rise above the cloudsas you pillage mehelpless but willingenthralled in ecstacyas you gasp and thrustand pulse within me.soft afterglowas you untie my bodyand i can finally hold youstroking, lovingas you kiss my lips. ~W.H.  2009~
I'm A Sheep (chinese Zodiac)
Chinese Zodiac Sheep Daydreaming all afternoon sounds heavenly to the Sheep. This creative, esoteric Sign needs plenty of time alone in which to feed its Muse. Sheep are generally most comfortable in their own minds (which other, more linear-thinking Signs may have trouble deciphering). This Sign makes a great craftsperson or artisan, or perhaps a teacher of New Age studies -- any occupation that allows its mind the full range of freedom. Sheep tend not to be very well-organized, precluding many more dry business endeavors. In fact, Sheep tend not to be very materialistic in general, finding plenty of riches in their own imagination. However, especially when in love, the Sheep can be quite a lavish gift-giver. Perhaps it's that artistic temperament that so often causes Sheep to feel insecure, but the result is that these high-strung creatures need to feel loved and admired lest they start worrying incessantly. For this reason, Sheep tend to have a hard time with romance; anyone who
Walking In The Rain!
i walk  alone! no one understands! its too hard to really explain some thing i feel every day! dont want to  bring the world around me down! scraed to live,scared to die!cant run or hide from it!cant sleep to escape! moments of hope come my way & leave just as fast! living in two worlds is very hard! my head spins in many directions! have taken the fools path too many times! it never ends! who wants to live empty inside? greatful but never happy for so long!working & living for what???sick inside! breathing if a fight i have every day! looking down the road i see many paths! each has a dim light in the end of them! they all have many different  color lights! so awsome to wonder what each path has to offer! scary in a way but mind blowing in another! WHATS next? i guess its all up to me! i really dont know!  THINK DEEPLY!  
From A Gentleman To A Lady
Dear Honey.... Mesmerized…. I have become completely lost in your eyes Your smile astonishing I guess it would be true for me to say you complete me Yet… how can I separate the two Infatuaghted by love and not lust from me to you It has been so long since I have even thought about uniting with a mate But everyday it become harder to fight when you step to my face So I have come up with a decision to you from me This is a gentleman’s plea Hear me out for what I say is true I want to hold your thoughts so close until I become apart of the and you I want to outline my affection with a kiss To only decorate your heart with my love that you would never miss If I had to make a choice between breathing and loving you Then baby I would use my last breathe to tell you I love you From your past… those dudes were wearing cover up masks with lies and cruel intentions And you are single now so answer this question If a gentleman could compile together the
I post because I choose to share things that are good and some things that are not going so well in my life. I do not post to try to embarrass any one. I post the poems others have written to me because i feel they are special and I have the desire to share that special moment with others. who knows they might read this and it might brighten their day like it brighten mine. you never know what effect things have on another person but i trust and hope that when they read the things that i have posted whether they are the poems i have received from others or the thoughts mostly random that come out of my Head/Mind they will get a good feeling a feeling of self worth. i hope you enjoy the writings and feel free to comment or request, who knows you might be the next topic but in a good way of course! take care all have a love filled day
The Annual Blow Job contest is tomorrow. We"re asking that you stay home this year so someone else can win. Thanks Champ
When I Go Down
"When I Go Down" I'll tell you flat out It hurts so much to think of this So from my thoughts I will exclude The very thing that I hate more than everything is The way I'm powerless To dictate my own moods I've thrown away So many things that could've been much more And I just pray My problems go away if they're ignored But that's not the way it works No that's not the way it works When I go down I go down hard And I take everything I've learned And teach myself some disregard When I go down It hurts to hit the bottom And of the things that got me there I think, if only I had fought them If and when I can Clear myself of this clouded mind I'll watch myself settle down Into a place where Peace can search me out and find That I'm so ready to be found I've thrown away The hope I had in friendships I've thrown away So many things that could have been much more I've thrown away The secret to find an end to this And I just pray My problems go away if they're ignored But that's not the w
The Knight
Upon the kingdom Nameth in the days of old there was a lovely princess whose hair did shine like gold and though her face was pure the color of virgin snow her heart was black and heavy no love to make it grow she strolled outside the palace onto the kingdom's plain taking refuge under storm clouds and crying in the rain in the distance her ears beheld a sound not hard to read it was the clomping of hooves under a galloping steed through fog and rain her eyes could still so clearly see "a knight, a knight" she cried "and he's come to rescue me" he moved so swift and quick upon his mighty beast "a brave and strong soul" she moaned "and a gentlemen none the least" With every clomp and every breath the night began to near She opened wide her arms she knew there was nothing to fear She knew his arms would lift her up toward the sky but when she opened her eyes the knight had passed her by Now somewhere there is a field where the rain will never fall and a princess with hair of gold sits t
Teenage Catgirls In Heat
Going to watch this movie.   I'll post my responce after maybe durring lol.   ever hear of it?
Aim Convo...oy
[23:36] Synth *****: do i know u[23:36] *** Auto-response sent to Synth D1vision: You silly twisted boy.  -  Spike Milligan[23:37] Synth *****: whatt[23:37] earthstar: I don't you?[23:37] Synth *****: you know i have a girlfriend[23:38] Synth *****: a serious girlfriend[23:38] Synth *****: right[23:39] earthstar: And I am are you messaging me all harrassing-like for?[23:39] earthstar: I didn't message you[23:39] Synth *****: sorry[23:39] Synth *****: whats your prob[23:40] earthstar: I have no problem.  You seemed all defensive[23:40] Synth *****: i have a gf is harassing you[23:40] earthstar: [23:37] Synth *****: you know i have a girlfriend [23:38] Synth *****: a serious girlfriend [23:38] Synth *****: right[23:41] Synth *****: yes its serious[23:41] earthstar: That whole series of messages is what made me wonder wtf YOUR problem was[23:41] earthstar: Okay, then fucking delete me.  You're not even on my friend list[23:41] earthstar: YOU MESSAGED ME[23:41] Synt
Chains Of Death
Chains of death, I escapeI had no choice, I could not waitWhy can't you follow, why can't you understandI'm lost tonight, In the sins of manI observe you, I can't control youI want to help you, not destroy youLove like kin, ruined by sinTwo different roads, everything we choseAn unwanted ending, two different destiniesOnce an ally, now an enemy
Alone Again
Alone AgainYou made it endYour reasoning standsAlone in my denCaged like an animalAlmost unforgivableYou're so unbelieveableAlmost nondurableIf I leave this cageLeaving all this rageWill I charge a gateThat's there to debateCan I make it on my ownLeft there to roamSitting as a droneEver so monotoneHow can I be cursedHow can I be blessedAnxious at firstThen later motionless
[[ Spork Stabbin Vent ]]
I thought that today I would blog, since well Ive never done it, and also I need to vent and sometimes I feel just typing it gets it off my chest without having to pull someones eyeballs out with a Spork! So here goes.... I know I dont know most of you pretty much at all. They few I do talk to on here I adore. You people know who you are and I think that you are amazing. But anywho, I kinda am crushing on someone, but like he cares or notices. Blah =/ But once Im gone Im sure he'd notice, like hey wheres Tanya, right? Cause thats how it works. Anyways, I hate the girls on here that NSFW my pics because my ass is nicer then yours. Im sorry bitCh, I have 3 children and I work pretty fuCken hard to stay Ok looking. Get on a tredmill, run a mile, drink some water. Do SOMETHING other then sit your ass on fubar day and night with bon bons in one hand and a diet coke in the other thinking thats going to do something!!! So I have something huge coming up in my life, real quick status, and
Cat Sitting
One night while I was cat-sitting my daughter's indoor feline, it escaped outside. When it failed to return the following morning, I found the beast clinging to a branch about 30 feet up in a spindly tree. Unable to lure it down, I called the fire department. "We don't do that anymore," the woman dispatcher said. When I persisted, she was polite but firm. "The cat will come down when it gets hungry enough." "How do you know that?" I asked. "Have you ever seen a cat skeleton in a tree?" she said. Two hours later the cat was back, looking for breakfast. 
Current Events
I got to watch my whole world come crumbling down around me. I stood alone in the aftermath wondering how I would rebuild my life out of the rubble that was left. Things had been going very well for me for quite some time. I was the go to guy in my field at work. My coworkers and management all respected and liked me. Any time an unforseen problem needed an expedient solution, Sam was the man with the plan. Every weekend I hosted incredible dinner parties and bar-b-que's. Sometimes I would not even bother to announce a party until just a few hours before. People would cancel their other plans just to come enjoy my food and company. I even got up the will to quit smoking cigarettes after fifteen years of  heavy smoking on a daily basis. Everything started to change when the mother of my children decided she didn't want to take her medication any more. I was supportive of her decision, because I have always been a fan of the slogan "meditate, don't medicate."  She went the route of
Dont Judge Me On My Age, Do It On Experiance
I was goin onto one of my social networking sites... and it said they found a pic to use as my default cuz I hadnt picked one.... and it was a pic of my ex that shot himself.... someone suggested it.. I just opened my email and I saw the message from the site so I logged in and I saw it and just bust out in tears... I dont have the heart to take it off their either.... cuz of the after drama with his family. Its one of only 2 or 3 pics I have of him Here is our story : I met him when I was 8. It was like a match made in heaven... never a single fight. He and his brother got cancer at the exact same time, I was there for his the whole way though it. He and the fam moved to Canada for 9 months for treatment. I was faithful and just waited for him.... I said goodbye cuz I wasnt really expecting him to come home  But he did, and one month later his brother got tangled up in some "gang related" drama, and brought him in it too. The gang drama happened and his brother got killed.. stabbe
Rip Jeremy Faulk
So I just got a phone call from my cousin informing me that my other cousin Jeremy OD'd last night. So much for the great outlook I was having today with getting more feature film work next week and all that that entails. Now I just want to tell the world to go fcuk itself.
Teardrops On A Keyboard...
Sometimes I find myself wondering why I care, why I love these people as much as I do.  It goes beyond family, they are a part of me as much as I am a part of them.  Yet sometimes I find myself wondering just how much more of them, how much more of their drama, I can take.  Each of them has their own unique set of nuances that drive me absolutely crazy.  Each of them has their own unique way of making me smile.  At times I feel burdened by their problems, the mistakes that they make over and over again, and sometimes they are quick to remind me of mine.  Sometimes I find myself wanting to cut the ties that bind, and sometimes God is quick to remind me of how precious each and every single one of them are.  That’s what happened today.  God has decided that he’s taking my favorite uncle from me… not today, but soon.   This is the man who has always accepted me for who I am no matter what, and always believed that I could do anything.  He introduced me to art, showed
Question Of The Day
So me and a friend of mine do what is called QUESTION OF THE DAY: through text messaging, and the question of the day today was why is it so hard to find love? so im asking everyone to give me their answers on this much love to all there will another one of these tomorrow
Ut Oh!
I went on a date and now I can not find my panties!
I Gots A Word!!!
Total Loss Of Mouth Control...
Has anyone tried to get a mouth-ectomy? I think I am a prime canidate for the first proceure. Trust me I don't need it anymore. I actually have been told it's infected. Foulness and bile tend to spit out more and more these days. And it is inflammed with sarcasm. I think nerve damage has also set in because what I mean to say comes out as the exact opposite. Seriously! Talking to me sometimes is like playing chess with a 2 year old; the actions make no sense and is usually more meesed up afterwards. And if a piece does end up in the right spot, trust me it wasn't an intentional action. So anybody who needs this procedure lets start a support group. the Brain 2 Mouth Group-B2MG ( got a better name?) My son said it best; "I know it in my head.  it gets messed up on the way to my mouth."                                                   -Brillant and simple statement
10:20ish pm I just tried making a 'stash' thing from Photobucket, but I deleted it because I don't think it worked. (AKA I don't think I did it correctly)   It's okay though, it's just a few more pix I had on there, that's not on here. I can just upload them onto here, but I dunno if I want to.
Random Thoughts
Has anyone tried to get a mouth-ectomy? I think I am a prime canidate for the first proceure. Trust me I don't need it anymore. I actually have been told it's infected. Foulness and bile tend to spit out more and more these days. And it is inflammed with sarcacm. I think nerve damage has also set in because what I mean to say comes out as the exact opposite. Seriously! Talking to me sometimes is like playing chess with a 2 year old; the actions make no sense and is usually more meesed up afterwards. And if a piece does end up in the right spot, trust me it wasnt an intentional action. So anybody who needs this procedure lets start a spupport group. the Brain 2 Mouth Group-B2MG ( got a better name?) My son said it best; "I know it in my head.  it gets messed up on the way to my mouth."                                                   -Brillant and simple statement
Life The most important thing I have learned in life is nothing is more important than being happy & having a sense of humor. Follow your dreams and your bliss always and no matter what anyone tells you and be sure to be happy along the way. Because happiness is not attained from achieving your goals, it's the fuel that propels you toward them! And there is too much serious shit in this world not to laugh at all of the absurdity of it! Such as the dynamics of sex and male to female relationships. Surely GOD has a twisted sense of humor to play this joke on us! Besides have you ever seen a platypus I rest my case! Don't think you know me from 1000 words on a page...this is only the tip of the iceberg, only one facet of me, the part I allow you to see at this particular moment in time.
Stupid Boys...
My face stained with tears of hopeless fears, starting over again.  Why did i trust myself in some one elses hands? Like a viscious cycle over and over, a shattered mirror glued back together. it's psychotic to let yourself repeat something destructive. so why do i?  every time it happens gets harder. will this continue forever? it can't or i'll die. I'm so confused. It's so complicated. This mess my life's created. Everything sacraficed. for what? or better yet why? so i can be let down and lied to, left empty inside? Fuck trust! Fuck love! they don't exist in my life...    
12:13ish pm Everything is almost all set now. I just need to add more pix that I like and explore some more.
Hi Come And Jone Gateway To Hellfire
thes is a grate plase for frends
Lost Within A Stromy Night
Lost again within the dark confinds of my own mind I do set night by night and ponder why Though I know the stars are there up in the sky I do not see them twinlking though I seek to find   The moon continues is monthly faze Each night it slowly passes true But to mine eye it’s a constant new Not like before when it did amaze   Darkness fills my thoughts Like clouds before a strom So I set and watch it form While my heart slowly rots   For the pieces never fully mend Even though I try to put them right So I try wi
A Few Things To Say To You! A Song (still Working On It )
Girl I just got a few things to say to you, because in your heart you know it’s true. I would give my best to you, if you just let me prove to you, that I’m the only one for youBut when I look in your eyes, girl it’s no surprise, I see so much pain inside.But I’m just not like the rest of them, I’ve got no games to play an gotta to say.That if you need then I’m here, to make all them tears disappear   Girl I’m not making any promises, and I’m not goin to lie to youI know I’ll make you mad; I might even make you sad But girl you know if I do, I’ll do my best to make it up to youCause you know my heart is true and I got so much love to give to you   I know I can’t get you everything you want, but I want to be everything you needAnd girl you know that, I want you by my side, and I just can’t hide all these feelings insideAnd girl I just want to kiss your lips, every time I make you smileI just want to run my fing
Travel And Coming Home
every time i leave to go to some base for work i usualy have to go for an extended period of time sometimes i am without internet and i am not online for extended periods whenever i get back i notice that some of the people on my friends list have deep sixed me if you do not understand that i am not ignoring you i am just doing my job then take me off your friends list now sorry if i sound harsh but this is starting to bug me
Some Men
I have a little bit of an issue with men..... First of all where do you guys and you know who you are get off thinkin it is ok to play with peoples feelings? I mean really ya'll judge us by how we look. How we look is not what makes us who we are. Guys ya'll need to be for real. I mean you talk and say things we wanna hear, then when we fall for you, you turn around and hurt us. I am so sick of the games guys play. I am not only spaking for myself but other women too. Yeah, just because my name used to be Amanda The Seductress, does not mean that seducing men was my purpose. Although I would have loved to try. lol Guys we are not just put on this earth so oyu can get your happy on and forget who we are. We have hearts, and ya'll never fail to break them each and every day. I mean, heck I am married but I have the freedom to play because that is how my relationship with my hubby is. He can play too if he chooses. I know that most of the guys on here are here to hook up for fun, but you
For Joanna..... A Great Friend
I know I can't always offer you much especially when you look at a screen. A virtual hug or words across the screen are nothing at times. Sometimes someone means a lil' more even if you never see them eye to eye. I do hope you get to feeling better, my friend.I hate to see you hurting and not able to help you.   JoAnna is in my top friends and family. Stop by and wish her well, however you like. Thanks!
New Ink
Trying to figure out what to get this weekend. Airborne wings surrounded in flames on my chest( went to jump school in july in Georgia) surround my bull skull on my right shoulder with tribal or start the tribal wings on my back   ???????????????????
Blank Page~just Because
okay not realy blank
Do U Say Hi
I am not sure exactly what is about me that gets people to talk to me. I can be standing in a line somewhere and by the time I leaving I know everyone around me. Same thing happens when I got out. My girls are just like me. We can go into a restaurant and by the time we leave we know the waiter/waitress name, life story and waaaay more than most would care to. I talk to every one. I never look down at anyone. EVER! Everyone has their shit, their wish I wasn't here today days. It has NEVER back fired on me to talk to folks. Sometimes I shock them. They aren't used to people just randomly saying hi or asking them how the hell they are. Pffft....that doesn't phase me at all. Matter of fact I sorta enjoy the shock value of it all. Think about it how said is it that people go into a place expect other folks to "serve" them, wait on them and never even acknowledge them. How sad is it that people just pass each other and not say something. Even if they are dick heads you probably will never s
Scent Of A Woman
Just before dawn breaksThe room greyYou lie awake tranquilWith hopes of more sleepDeep breath followed by a subtle sighOnly provided a stimulating scent to take hold of youWith her back to you, she lays, still within the grasp of nights sleepStarring for a moment; taking in the sight of her silhouetted curvesBlanket cascaded along her lower back - teasing you, tempting youThe faint fog of sleep has liftedAnother deep breath followed by a subtle sighLifting the blanket, moving inYour arm wraps and pulls her inRemoving the space between youHer skin rushes the blood within youYour head pillowed by her neck melts youThe hold of her scent swells youThe squirm of her hips pressing against you, signals youHer shoulder welcomes the touch of your lipsHer body loosens within your graspYour teeth provide a pinch of desireWarranting the faint moan of your nameHer breast cradled in your handAgain her ass presses against you…leading youQuickly movingSurprising herNow you straddle her backTowe
Give Me The Finger!
I guess it could be taken offensivly so i'll mark it as nsfw.   I WANT YOUR BIRDY PICTURES, you know, fuck you with the middle finger.   I WANT 6 DIFFERENT ONES TOO.
Pray For My Friend And His Family
a good friend of mine named daniel lost his grandfather on monday night early tuesday morning please keep him and his family inyour prayers thank you very much and if you wanna show him some love here is his link
One Of My Stupid Lil Poems
The love I have for you takes me far above, I know truely I have found my one true Love.If we split up and fell apart, It will truely break my heart.Without your love I will surely die, I am sure you would move on and time would fly by.But my question will still remain, Would you even remember my name?
First Blog
Hey people. So it's been an eventful past week for me. I've been on here about a week now and it's pretty kick ass. Most of you that I've talked to are cool as hell, especially Wes =) But here in real life, one of my best friends passed away, so I'm pretty bummed about that..and on the good side, my family has sold our house, so we're ready to start having our new house built. Guess thats about it..later ppl.
My Vow To Myslef
I will eat healthier food and work out more , I will start taking vitimans and drink soy milk and more soy products less meat less junk more organic foods and furits drink glass wine a day  red wine to clean my body eat more yougurt eat way more greens 
Where I've Been
For all who actually care to know where I've been the past 2 or 3 days....I was out sunday evening hanging with some friends and we got into a car accident....another car had hit us from behind and another on the side....I'm alright,not too messed up but I do have a broken rib and I'm just sore all yeah I spent a day and a half in the hospital getting looked over and shit to be sure nothing else was wrong with me...they gave me meds for my pain....right now I'm numb on my side...pretty sure I'll start feeling it again soon but just wanted to let y'all know what was going on with me   much love to all my friends and family
Why is it that when a guy is looking for a relationship that they go by the outer appearance when most people that they shove there nose at are the best people to have a relationship with and treat you good? Why is that when a relationship ends that the other person who hurt you tries to walk back into your life like they did nothing wrong when they just took your heart and stomped on it like it was trash. So tired of giving my heart out and it getting stomped on. For once i would like to find someone who accepts me for me and we in my life because of no other  reason but they are happy and they love me. I just want to find someone to give my heart to, share my feelings with,  build bonds and enjoy life to the fullest. I know i am not hot but i know that i am decent looking and all i want out of friendship or relationship is honesty so i ask you all women out there what matters to you and why, and what do you think of me, be honest, i don't care if you hurt my feelings i just want hone
Yellow Treehouse Restaurant In New Zealand3
Yellow Treehouse Restaurant In New Zealand4
The Truth
....PARENT - Job Description This is hysterical. If it had been presented this way, I don't believe any of us would have done it!!!! POSITION:Mom, Mommy, Mama, MaDad, Daddy, Dada, Pa, Pop JOB DESCRIPTION: Long term, team players needed, for challenging, permanent work in an often chaotic environment. Candidates must possess excellent communication and organizational skills and be willing to work variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends and frequent 24 hour shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities! Travel expenses not reimbursed. Extensive courier duties also required. RESPONSIBILITIES: The rest of your life. Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily, until someone needs $5. Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly. Also, must possess the physical stamina of a pack mule and be able to go from zero to 60 mph in three seconds flat in case, th
Midget And The Horse
There was this midget with a speech problem. He was looking to buy a horse and was talking to a friend about it. His friend sent him to see another guy that had a horse for sale. Before the midget arrived the friend called this man to let him know that the midget was on his way and to try to be nice and to bear with him cause of his speech problem. When the midget arrived the man met him and was showing him the horse. The midget then asked to see the horse's eeyaws, so the man picked up the midget and showed him the horse's ears and then sat him back down. The Midget asked to see the horse's tweef, so again the man picked up the midget and showed him the horse's teeth and sat him back down. The man was beginning to get frustrated. When the Midget asked to see the horse's twat, then man picked up the midget and shoved him as far up the horse's twat as he could. When he pulled him out the Midget then looked at him and said, maybebe I sh-sh-should re-refase dat..... can I see da hors
Lying Cheating Husband Caught
Actual Emails From My Ex-Husband (DH) And His Cyberwhore Skank, with commentary from your's truly... My comments are in Red DH comments are in Black Skank’s comments are in Blue Mon. 10/30/06 1:56 pm DH: it seems that I have trouble with msn. So I switched to aol. I hope this time that I will get all your email. Cheers. MON 10/20/06 3:12 pm Skank: Hi not going to write much need to see if you get this I sent you 10 messages and it seems you have not got them MON 10/30?06 4:03 pm DH: hello so far since we started talking again I have received 5 emails in total from you. Maybe somebody doesn’t want us to talk. lol. Now, by using aol, I am getting all your emails. Pls rewrite everything you sent me before and always use aol. I miss your emails and your sense of humour. After he tries to send 3 or 4 emails with no response, he writes: TUES 10/31/06 3:47 pm DH: this is my last message. I have tried to keep in touch but it seems that you don’t
Bt - Rose Of Jericho
My Dad!
    Your morning thought for the day:    He didn't tell me how to live -- he   lived, and let me watch him do it.       Clarence Budington Kelland 
War Rant
Written by a housewife in  New Brunswick, to her local newspaper. This is one Ticked off lady.. 'Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started By Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001 and Have continually threatened to do so since? Were people from all over the world, not brutally murdered that day, in Downtown  Manhattan, across the  Potomac  from the nation's capitol and in a Field in  Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and  children die a horrible, burning Or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a few Taliban were claiming to be tortured By a justice system of the nation they come from and are fighting against in A brutal insurgency. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for Incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the  Middle
Quote. Buy. Print.
And this isn’t even an Esurance commercial!  What I wanted to say (and I did under my breath) when a customer said it would be hard to print out a new, more recent pay stub to put in her file since “everything’s on the computer now” was what IS so hard about it?  I’m asking for a hard copy, not a pint of blood … we need these where I work so we know how much a person makes, and hopefully they’ll figure they shouldn’t borrow more than they can afford to pay back as we do – twenty percent of their take-home pay. Yes, even with the economy less than stellar right now, people borrow money. Forgive me for ranting there.  Now to the “it’s not broken, so we’d better fix it” department.  I’m saddened but that’s about all by the upcoming closing of networking platform Yahoo! 360.  That’s also the last time you’ll see me use those terms together, since Yahoo! abandoned 360 more than a year ago
Sunsets, Pick One...
I USUALLY DON'T SEND MUSHY STUFF,BUT THIS IS BEAUTIFULFOUR BEAUTIFUL PICTURES OF SUNSETSFor those of us who are in Touch with our Feelings, these fabulousphotos are truly classic works of art.Choose a favorite.. I USUALLY DON'T SEND MUSHY STUFF,BUT THIS IS BEAUTIFULFOUR BEAUTIFUL PICTURES OF SUNSETSFor those of us who are in Touch with our Feelings, these fabulousphotos are truly classic works of art.Choose a favorite.. image001.jpg
The Suprise In My Email
LinkedIn Recommendations Clayton Bruster has endorsed your work as at . Dear Cheryl, I've written this recommendation of your work to share with other LinkedIn users. Details of the Recommendation: "Cheryl does marketing for my photography and art business and as such I find her very professional, creative and dedicated. I would highly recommend to anyone. Clayton Bruster Photographer / Artist" Service Category: Marketing Year first hired: 2009 Top Qualities: Great Results, Good Value, Creative       My bosses fubar page check him out and leave love
Nsfw Uploaded
Well i decided to be brave im not shamed of them at all and noone should be but i now have NSFW pics added but only for family now the fun part for now  what you willing to do to get in my family to see them cause i know almost 95% of the males on here are horndogs also one last thing did i ever mention IM BI if not now i did
Mum Responders
I've been reading some responses to some of the posted mumms. Most of what I have read seems to have nothing to do with the question posted. Instead, the replies tend to bring out the self centeredness of the mumm responders. I am 57 yrs. of age. Is it my age that has me seeing younger generations as very out of touch with the ability to be real, or is it me that is failing to keep up with the times and adjust to the cavalier attitude that seems to be taking over? I wonder!  
When in doubt, don't.  -  Benjamin Franklin
Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground?
Hate Me-blue October
(If you're sleeping are you dreaming If your dreaming are you dreaming of me? I can't believe you actually picked me.) ("Hi Justin, this is your mother, and it's 2:33 on Monday afternoon. I was just calling to see how you ware doing. You sounded really uptight last night. It made me a little nervous, and a l... And... Well... It made me nervous, it sounded like you were nervous, too. I just wanted to make sure you were really OK, And wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication. You know I love you, and... Take care honey I know you're under a lot of pressure. See ya. Bye bye") I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again? And will you never say that you l
Erotica ... For You
You open the door and step through. The candles on the nightstands are lit, they offer up their fragrance to us. Just a hint of Jasmine and Rose, nothing overpowering, but enough to awaken the senses. Soft music is playing softly in the background, the notes wafting upon the air and curling around you. The drapes are drawn, but billow from the slight breeze coming in from outside.You look over to the corner and see the candlelight dancing in the full length mirror. You eyes return to the bed and you see that the comforter is turned down, the crisp sheets revealed and inviting. Your eyes move to me as I stand beside the bed in my short pink velvet robe, a smile spreads across your face, matching the one on mine. You turn and close the door quietly and walk to me. You stand before me and I tremble slightly as you lean down to kiss me. Our lips meet gently and my mouth opens slightly to welcome your warm, probing tongue. You take me into your arms and hold me close to you as our tongues
Should U Decide To Bomb Me
Morning Fuck Up
i woke up this morning and went to my computer like i do every morning and jump on yahoo and i got a message from my ex roommate who is liveing with me temporary  i have a history of having a voilent temper and it does not come out much like it did when i was much younger however this morning it did i dont no how i was able to cool down but i did and the subject witch was said was the cause of the outburst as you know i have alot of problems mentally becuse of my mother and what i was put thu for the most part iam great and now  i was able to put it behide me but this morning it got to me he seen on my status  on yahoo that iam finally getting confidents in my self and he said to me awww your getting confident becuse your mother never loved you  mind you there not much i take personal but when you talk about a touchy subject like that or my cat then you better run no thanks to that cunt my mind is all fucked up becuse of her if it was not for me that dude would be liveing on the
to  be or not to be is the question 2 what goes up must come down by that i mean let people see the real  you and not the phony you and you will some days you will be in a happy mood and in a insant you will be in a depresion /or a sad,grumpy irratable mood but i guess thats life
5/11/09 Dilbert
A Day At A Time.
One day at a time is enough... Don't look back and grieve the past, it's gone... Don't be troubled about the future, it has not yet come... Live in the present and make it so beautiful it will be worth remembering.
6 Inches
Coming into the bar and ordering a double, the man leaned over and confided to the bartender, "I'm so pissed off !"   "Oh yeah? What happened?" asked the bartender politely.   "See, I met this beautiful woman who invited me back to her home. We stripped off our clothes and jumped into bed and we were just about to make love when her god damned husband came in the front door. So I had to jump out of the bedroom window and   hang from the ledge by my fingernails!"   "Gee, that's tough!" commiserated the bartender.   "Right, but that's not what really got me aggravated," the customer went on.   "When her husband came into the room he said 'Hey great! You're   naked already! Let me just take a leak.' And damned if the lazy   son of a bitch didn't piss out the window right onto my head?"   "Yeech!" the bartender shook his head. "No wonder you're in a lousy mood."   "Yeah, but I haven't told you what really, really got to me.   Next, I had to listen to them grunting and
My Hero
    I can remember back to the rip young age of 12 when I wanted something from the store and asked my dad for the money. He told me then if I wanted something then earn it. So thats when I got my first job at 12 years old. It seemed thru the years I strived to prove that old man wrong on one thing after another but all I did was prove him right. I remember to this day when i trained my first horse at 15 or 16 and my dad had brought me home a brand new cowboy hat, boy I was happier than a puppy with 2 peckers. Well I was until he told me when you earn it you can have it. Took me a year to get that hat and many bruises, sore spots and saddle sores later he gave it to me. To be honest the way he treated me it was almost to the point that he dispised me and i was the youngest and only boy out of 5 kids. I spent many a day and night working on a cattle ranch riding fence, tending to the cattle, earning the right to call myself a cowboy, and all the while hating my father for the way he tal
So How Could I?
So how could I turn away from the one I love?How could I, when I know what my heart’s made of.Could it be that your soul lives inside of me?How could I ever say good-bye?
y is it that to me everyone seems to be taken 20 steps ahead and in life and i am the one who is taken 40 steps back no matter what i do i cant get ahead i cant be happy anymore my life has taken a turn for the worse and i cant get out of here wat does it take to get ahead of ur life? why cant i be happy again? i just want to take my steps ahead and stop going back
Saying What You Do Or Doing What You Say
You may tell me one thing but you show me another. I see what I see. You may say anything or nothing and I will see that as well. I have thoughts in my head and words waiting to be released. I do what I say and I say what  I mean, I do not feel the need to be evasive or elusive. If I wish to be kind I may not be abrupt, but take the easier route to soften the blow. I feel rage and sadness and wish to feel nothing at all.    
Life Is Like A Ball Of Clay...
Life is like a ball of clay. We are born into this world like a ball of clay…. We are nothing special. Then as we grow we begin to get molded by the choices we make and the things we go though. It’s like we are the clay and God is the artist. Each day we go through He molds us making us that much more perfect to put into his glass case (heaven) and show us off. I believe that each hardship….each choice shapes a different part of our lives. Each person we meet makes an impact on how we are developed. It’s like we are born this block of clay and with every decision every hardship some clay is scraped off in order to mold the character. The harder the decision or hardship the more clay comes off. When life is over and we die that’s when God had decided we are good enough to go into his collection, good enough to be put in his glass case. For the ones that don’t go to heaven its because they grew hard and refused to be molded into a better more u
Last Walk
 Last Walk I look to my Right,I see a Golden city filled with Love.An Old man looks into my eyes,he reads my soul and looks depressed.I look to my Left,I see a Lake of fire filled with Chaos.A beautiful Angel looks me in the eye,he sees my soul and smirks.I look behind me,I see a world filled with Pain.A timeless Woman peers into my eyes,she sees my soul and gives me a Hopeful nod.I look forward,I see an endless journey filled with MysteryNo one attempts to read my soul.I smile and continue my journey alone.
Should I?
Well I am thinking maybe I should leave fubar for alittle while... Just not feeling it right now maybe its because ive had a real shitty week.  I dont know.  I am also seeing now that people who said they were my friends and wanted to be in my life were all just being liars and didnt mean any of it.  The ones who are dear to me know who you are and I love yall so much and so very happy that I have met yall on here.  But yeah if you dont see me for like a month or two im taking a break.  If you have the cell number then you can always text and call me there.  But we will see I will probably get drunk or very bored and get back on here.  Who knows.
Updating Sunday...june 14th
will b updating everyone on sunday the 14th of june...he is coming home much to tell...nightmare right out of hell....
Something To Think About!!!
A broken heart is hard to mendbut we sit back and pretendthat every thing is OK when it's notand the love that you shared you haven't forgotbut all the bad things we did we seem to forgetand wished that we can take it back, that you can betevery one has been down this road beforeand we kept it behind closed doorsthe truth is out but there is no reason to shoutwe smile and laugh to keep from crying and y'all know I'm not lyingbut it is time to let it go and move onour merry way because he/she is goneand never coming backto the person they think is whack.The truth to a broken heart that has been torn apart.
Pic Contest
Of course, this is my first blog...and my first contest, I usually don't do things like this, but what the heck. Chances are I'm the only one on your friends list in this contest, will you please hook a brotha up and go rate me? Shank ya, Allen David        
An Untrue Heart
You can walk away knowing that you were lovedKnowing that you were the moon and the starsKnowing that someone believed in you, and believed in your soulSomeone who would rather give you up, than to believe your heart untrueMy heart can hold sweet memories of stolen moments in your armsMy dreams can recall the fire and passion of your kissAnd I’ll still believe in you, I’ll believe in your soul. I would rather give you up than believe your heart untrue.   Poem by Tammy C.
Living Your Life Pain Free....
only on the darkside of the moon will you find people like me. people who run away from love to live their lives pain free, a place you can always go to when your hurting, and feeling down, so if you've ever had your heart broken and you need to get away fast, come to the darkside of the moon!!!!!11
Have You Looked Deeper Into The Mirror.
each time i look in the mirror i see an image of someone i knew before, but when i take a closer look, the sight before me makes my eyes sore,  an image of a past history thats lurking just behind my eyes. the shadows are all reminiscent and my image is nothing more than a mere disguise. an image is an animated facilsmile, an image that stares right back at you, a color copy of what we think were supposed to, but the image dosent know what it cannot see. now when i look in the mirror, i look at the image for what its truly for, to treat life a little dearer, for many things to be explored................................................
The Sky Weeped
Memories are all that remain,Of a perfect love gone wrong,Memories of your warm smile,Of your soft loving caresses,And your sweet tender kisses,Memories so bitter yet so sweet,Where my lips curl into a smile,Yet the joy never to reach my eyes,As unbidden tears streak down.Memories of a classic love story,That ended on a rain soaked day,As if the sky saw and empathized,And weeped along with my heart. Poem By Tammy C.  
6/12/09 Dilbert
What's Out There?
How does a person live in hard times like these?
when is the best time 2 buy hh? like 2 know the most traffick in fubar so i can optimise my profits! :O thanx?
Being A Perv* ;)
Being on Fubar for so long made me realize that i m not the only Perv on this fuckin planet lol I am so glad that i found some very good pervs friends on fu and i m happy that i will never be alone again .. lol So thankyou all the perv out there especially the sexy perv hotties on here that i love to listen and talk to and get to know their crazy ideas and creations on Fubar ;) So dont ever stop being a sexy perv that i love you all to be... muahh to all my sexy perv ladies..... you know who you are ;) So you better leave *Pervy* comments lol
100% - Sh*t Faced! (demon Abilities)
OK.... If u wants trade for sh*t face (pink stripe).... I wants some of Blings gift.... Ask me P.M. or Shoutbox! I will reset it and be honest to me!! I don't like they use me to do that!! 1 credits = 1 sh*tface 3 credits = 3 sh*tface 5 credits= 5 sh*tface 10 credits 10 sh*tface Thank you
Own Me!!!!
click the pic to bid!!!!
Fuck It
i just love it...i mean really FUCKING Love it when you think something and it TOTALLY fucking turns out to be right, when ur being told its not what u think it is! like seriously wtf ever. fuck life. fuck this shit in life. im sick of being let down and caring.
So it's been nine whole long years. I miss Rene today. I miss her every day at least a little, but today, it's really bad. I have a history of not telling anyone, not a soul, and I'm starting to think that's a really bad move. I don't need sympathy or anything like that. I just think I need to have it on the outside, because keeping it all on the inside is just stupid. I miss her. She used to sing to me. I miss that. I miss so many things and this is the kind of day where I feel soul-crushingly alone, even though I'm really not... there's a lot of people who care. Even though I don't always see it. It's hard to see when you feel so alone. Nine years... doesn't feel like it today. And I feel guilty because... I hope it does tomorrow. Your normal insane Dagorath will resume service shortly.
Pool Party-bra Pantie Party
My husband and I are swingers and he and I decided to have a party, It is not a sex party that is not why we are doing this ,, it is just to have a good time and be comfey while we are doing it cause I am one of those ppl that have clothing probs when I drink lol ,, anyway we hope that all of our space friends can make it. If so just let me know here or in my Y**HOO at ezgoinzwife we can chat better there..
My Mom
She passed away June 13. 2009  @ 3:00 am she was 72 yrs old .
And Bullshit There Was Election"
yesterday we had our election for the presidenialt"election".... and so many people voted, or i may call was fooled and cheated, of what they called 'election". i am one of them.. lol.. i was ready  to partiipate hoping for some reforms, but'... now leave me really confused, disappointed... i feel that evrything was just a political drama.   blah blah... i'd just cant express really what i am feeling about this..  was there really democracy in iran? my answer is yes!!!  BUT I CAME TO CONCLUSION WITH ITS DIFFERENT DEFINITION    DEMOCRACY HERE, MEANS.. POOR THE PEOPLE, FOOL THE PEOPLE AND BUY THE PEOPLE.
My Thoughts
I first joined this site back when it was Cherry Tap, it was a place to come and just talk to people. Not has turned into free for all for jackasses that harass women. It seems just because I'm male that i automatically want to hook up or see you naked, that is not the case with all men (and don't roll your eyes) ....I know the concept is hard to fathom but it's true. Why can't I simply say "good morning" and get one in return. On to what I refer to "Fubar Ho's".....everyone knows who they are...."can I get a bling?"..."can I get a blast", auto's, happy hour, ticker....geeesh buy it yourself....all for what? show some desperate individuals naked pictures of yourself, that says so much for your morals and self respect. Who's to say the pics are even of you.....most likely not. I could careless if I get any comments on this......atleast you have my opinion.  To my true y'all :)                                                             Roger
It's been a long day At the bottom of the hill They say she died of a broken heart She told me I was living in the past Drinking from a broken glass I'm Alone Now I turn to face the cold I'm Alone Now I turn to travel home I walked down To the other end today Just to catch those last few rays I held out my hands and slowly waved goodbye I turn my eyes to the sky Chorus She'll come back to me I held out my hands to the light and I watched it die I know, that I was part to blame But I've done my time And I Never want to spend my life alone
Lmao And Shes Still A Hussy She Says
now i lay me down to sleep i pray the lord my shape to keep please no wrinkles please no bags and please lift my butt before it sags please no age spots please no gray and as for my belly please take it away please keep me healthy please keep me young and thank you lord for all you have done       five tips for women 1. its important that a man helps you around the house and has a JOB.  2. its important that a man makes you laugh 3. its important to find a man you can count on and who wont lie to you 4. its important that a man loves you and spoils you 5. its important that these 4 men dont meet each other loll one saggy boob said to the other saggy boob; "if we dont get some support soon - people will think we are nuts" omg she is too cute at 80 years old i swear
Sex Goddess
read my profile and send me a message..... tell me if ur hot lol
Fly Away In a world of pain You called me up And played the game I did'nt know you'd hurt me so Rip me apart very slow Don't have to dry my eyes; no tears Just twisted wasted worried fear What to do now that your gone Bitter empty played out songs Over and over Time and Again I ask when will this suffering end? Tomorrow or maybe today Probably never That's what they say Continue to pour my heart and soul? Or close up and grow old alone? Decisions made I'm just fed up Sick of trying Done with love
5 Year Old Boy Dies In High Speed Police Chase!
The police responded to a domestic violence call and the boyfriend that had a shotgun got in his vehicle and took the 5 year old with him and the boyfriend was drunk. The police chased the car for about 30 minutes when the driver went through a red light and hit an oncoming semi and the little boy was NOT strapped in and flew through the front windshied dying immediately. Please pray for the family of that boy!!!
Rest The Insomniacs
"Rest The Insomniacs" [A Poem Of Resolve] by Kiera Rose Lathan [Do Not Steal/Use/Ect Without Permission!]   Rest the insomniacs, Challenge the slayer, Lead the maniacs, Swallow the eternal fire. And still I find myself crying for your embrace. For my bloodstains upon your walls, Repeatedly read and misunderstood. Keep steadfast in your train, As thoughts of doubt overwhelm you. Ficticious, as though the rain pours, Exercise my love for one alone. Believe what you will, Life shall change still. Don't assume to know what is in my mind, From time to time, You don't know this from that, And that is a cold hard fact. You can't understand, You can't even know, What roams through my head, Will never be so. You think I yearn. You must be mistaken, For I am happy in love, Happily and serenely taken. Never was he mine, Never shall he be, I shall not want, He's just not for me. Say what you will, Do what you please, Your jealousy and doubt, Will bring you to your knees. Rest the insom
Come Rate On My Girl......
Iam Asking to please click the link below to rate a profile for me....It just Takes a sec of ur time.....And I would do it for you....Pls rate my girl...
so i might not be on for a bit and i dont want people to think that  I was mad at them or ignoring them...   going thru a tuff time right now so I am on here when I can be but its going to be a bit till things settle down   thats all for now love to everyone
Girltroll's First Dance Recital
I need help in understanding - Was the recital kind of boring for me because My daughter was up there for maybe 6 minutes out of three hours? or Dance recitals are boring in general?
Monsters Vs Aliens
If you have seen Monsters vs Aliens, you know that scene where the President is playing the keyboard in front of the alien machine thingy? My son and my nephew broke out dancing to it right now when it came on. It was so freaking cute. That is all.
A Flame And An Oath
You throw around I love yous like bread crumbs are thrown to the birds and then you wonder why you get chased away by the crazy lady with the umbrella. I feel sorry for you. You constructed a pedestal out of infatuation that in paper terms would be no thicker than cheap vellum. You glue it together with the words you speak on the first night and the sweat that pools in your back. You wonder why when you stand your desire on top of it; it falls to the floor along with you. You always seem to end up on the bottom and you always seem to stay there way too long. You know how it feels when you're in love? Its like youre on fire and you are burning brighter than ever before. A fire can be very quickly lit but will always go out without the proper care. How does it feel to be nothing more than a step above a right hand? A comfort for uncomfortable times and once you've served your purpose youll go back on the shelf until youre needed again. There are fires starting up all over, its damn near
I Only Want Friends That R Real So Many Fakes On Here It Sad
...the Taser.....
3, 2008 Last weekend I saw something at Larry’s Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety….?? WAY TOO COOL!Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I’d get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. AWESOME!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Julie what that burn spot is on the face of her microwave. Okay, so I was home alone with this new toy, thinking to myself that it couldn’t
Unable To Sleep ~
Tonight is tough, my son in law who just turned 21 last Wed, has to get back on a plane at 8:30am in the morning/ Sunday/ in order to go back to another 6 months duty in Iraq. I think that it's harder to see him go back this time than when he left in Jan.  My daughter and he have had 15 days, and well now of course, she is also in tears. That's hard to see as her Mom.. We'll all be going together in the morning to see him depart and.. So, I ask, that you keep them in your prayers and ask God to watch over him as he serves our country. Thank you my friends, Anna aka Fyretygress
My Mom
My mom died June 13, 2009 at 3:00am . She was 72 yrs old .
A Downer...
well got ready to go home...packed the whole smear...down to the prescriptions...dr. came in...has in more week of this gettin tired....but keep plugging on...all  my friends and all the prayers r so much appreciated....i just hope whenever ANY of u need me..i am available for u as u have been for me....thank u from me and my family...GOD BLESS U ALL.....XOXOXOXO.....CELTIC
clue#1 slow jamz clue#2 movement clue#3 hott clue#4 kisses clue#5 wet clue#6 water clue#7 drips HAVE YOU GUESSED WHAT IM TALKING BOUT? NO NASTY IM TALKING ABOUT A BUBBLEBATH WITH THE MUSIC GOING... OMG PEOPLE GET UR MIND OUT THE GUTTER!!! LOLZ JP
Leveling Blog #457
~~~BIGSEXY~~~fu engaged to COLLEGE BRAT~~~@ fubar 45,800 to GODFATHER-Lets do this for him plz:)
A Slut Not A Whore~
a slut not a whore sensualsultrysexualslutswe serve and we dancechores galorewe tease and delightsluts not whoresfur bunnies sicken usthe whores a borea slut for a fewa whore for allsly winkssubtle swaysbouncing breastscreamy thighsslave oils leakng and poolinga small stream delightfula great river distastefulfew Masters dip their wicksa nice treat for someall Masters samplingthe goods diluted and polluteddo you know what you area slut or a whore?if not maybe you should think about it more?! ~W.H.  2009~
A Special Glow~
One day I met a girl with "a special glow,"The kind that inflames immediate desire.She was a lovely five feet two inch small Blond,And her perfectly shaped figure lit my fire!We didn't waste a lot of time with small talk,Cause what we both needed was just one small thing.A private place that the both of us could share,And make both our sexual fantasies sing!There was a "special pleasure" as we undressed,Because I saw a "Goddess" revealed to me.Her perfect figure with small breasts was "Heaven,"And her tight plump bottom was SOMETHING to see!She was a natural Blond but without proof,Because she always kept her pussy shaved bare.To me her pussy looked like a feast waiting,And it didn't take me long to get down there!Her pussy's lips were smooth as any peaches,And when they pulled apart they showed a flower.The way it's pink Rose color glistened wetly,Showed me what my inflamed brain wanted devoured!I began with my tongue gently caressing,The inside folds of her vulva's tender lips.I lick
Another day Slips away Through the fingers of my clenched fist My emotions lay In disarray My heart has fallen into the abyss It seems that pain Is all I've gained All else is lost Though chance is to blame For loss in life's game It is up to me to pay the cost Tears fill my eyes As I cry Over my heart's remains Into the sky I want to fly But I am held down by my chains Through the past I have come so fast Only to find my end And at last My time has passed Death is now my only friend As darkness is cast I can only laugh As my pain upon the world is doubled And mankind is destoyed in a flash By a great blast Now my heart is no longer troubled
Your Love......
I never was struck before that hour With love so sudden and so sweet. His face it bloomed like a sweet flower And stole my heart away complete. My face turned pale, a deadly pale. My legs refused to walk away. And when he looked what could I ali My life and all seemed turned to clay. And then my blood rushed to my face. And took my eye sight quite away. The trees and bushes round the place Seemed midnight at noonday. I could not see a single thing, Words from my eyes did start. They spoke as cords do from the string, And blood burnt round my heart. Are flowers the winters choice? Is love always snow? He seems to hear my silent voice Not love appeals to know. I never saw such sweet a face As that I stood before. My heart was left it's dwelling  place And can return no more....................
Violent End
Dark clouds Moonless sky Howling wind Spirits fly Lost memories Restless night Dark souls Take flight Forever troubled Eternal pain Graves open Pouring rain Church bell Hallowed hill Night growing Darker still Chilling scream Sightless eyes Rising dead Darkened skies Lightning flashes Death descends Earth erupts Violent end
Fubars Most Scandalous
Deb, One Of The Best! A Good Friend?
I'm not so sure anymore, I don't know what the hell happen however she's blocked a few of her closest friends.... Amazing Grace, Lisa & Myself from rating her profile/stash & or even send her a gift everytime I've went to her page this is what I get? ERROR: This user's permissions don't allow you to view their profile. Now I have called her 5 times an everytime there has been no answer. I love DEB with all my heart an soul & for her to pull this shit on me thats just FUCKED up right there, without a goodbye or reason for doing this? Anyways I just thought I'd vent for a bit seeing I am so goddamn mad right now I could bite through nails!   Much love to all my "REAL" friends...  
Teen Confesses To Roasting A Kitten! Read At Your Own Risk!
Bronx teen confesses to roasting kitten BY Lisa L. Colangelo, Erica Pearson and Bill Hutchinson DAILY NEWS STAFF WRITERS Friday, June 5th 2009, 4:00 AM Myspace Cheyenne Cherry tossed her ex-roommate's kitty, Tiger Lily (below), into the stove, then left so she didn't have to hear the cat's anguished cries. Myspace A Bronx teenager roasted her ex-roommate's kitten to death in a stove - then brushed off the incident as a joke when she was busted, authorities said Thursday. "I hate cats," Cheyenne Cherry, 17, allegedly told investigators when asked about the heartless crime. Cherry's confession came after she was arrested Wednesday by the American Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals. She and an unidentified juvenile allegedly broke into Valerie Hernandez's Tinton Ave. apartment on May 6 and trashed the place. Then in a shocking act of animal abuse, they tossed the woman's kitten, Tiger Lily, into the stove and cranked up the temperature, ASPCA assistant d
Fire Trucks Stopping At Your Home...
Life can sometimes scare the shit out of you. Earlier today, mom was playing a computer game when she asked if I heard that noise? I didn't hear anything but the games effects. So, I grabbed my book and headed out onto the balcony to read. You can imagine my shock and horror when I saw and heard a fleet of fire trucks pull up and stop next to our condo building. I walked back inside, telling my mom that something must be going on cause a shit load of fire trucks just pulled up. This is when I noticed a beeping sound. I assumed it was the idiot people that live above us. They had an alarm clock from hell go off one afternoon when they went out and you would have sworn it was in your place. I grabbed my keys and was going to check to see what was going on outside when I opened the door and was hit with the beeping noise and strobe lights! SHIT! I slammed the door and screamed at my mom it was the fire alarm going off. I dart to my room to get my ids and bank stuff thinking we're gonn
I Want A Vip! Here's What I'm Offering... Sb Me!
^^^CLICK TO BID^^^ Hey all... I want a VIP And so I'm offering up these Items... SB Me or send me a VIP and I PROMISE that I will Do everything on this list for you! 1. Shitfaced for a however long the VIP is for! 2. 4 pics graphically designed or morphs! 3. SFW Salute! 4. Pimpout on my page for how ever long the VIP is for! 5. All Stash Rated 6. All Pics Rated 7. #2 Spot in Friends for how ever long the VIP is for! 8. 1 Million Fubucks 9. 6 Bulletin Pimpouts 10. 1 Blog Pimpout 11. Access to NSFW's 12. 200 11 rates a week 13. Daily Profile Comments 14. Cherry Bombed whenever I have one! 15. #3 Spot in family for how ever long the VIP is for! 16. Random Blings 17. Personalized Skin Thats an awesome deal isen't it... 16 items for a VIP! Thanks to all that whom have stopped to read this! Lots of Love! C51
Be Warned....
twisted, misshapen, fractured pieces of a memorycracked through timecannot replace pieces of a defective soultears pushed backtrying to escapecreating condensationin and around a broken mindcarefully wrapped, surroundedenveloped in metallic lovestowed away in darknesswith comfort of a mending heart ~sinamynlee
I tell ya I have about had it with some of the greedy selfish people on here who dont give two shits bout anyone but themselves. I try and help people as much as I can when I can, or when ever I am privilaged to run a Bomb, and what do I get in return? Not a fucking thing. Now, I'm not asking for anything, but a simple THANK YOU would be nice...or have the love returned, but half the people on here have their noses stuck so far up in the air they would drown in a fuckin rainstorm. Just because you arent in their little "clique" or their "social class" you get treated like shit but boy when your runnin a bomb they'll be the first to hit up your Shout box goin BOMB ME BOMB ME PLZ PLZ! FUCK THAT. Until people can start showin the common courtesy and respect that I have shown time after time, you aint gettin nothin from me. I will stick to helpin those that have not done me wrong. fuck the greedy people. someone oughta knock em off of their damn high horse and bring them down to realit
Just A Lil About Me
hey Imma a 29 yr old male, been married for 8yrs this coming october and I dont add men so dont try unless I know you, so ladies only send me your invites, rates, blings, drinks, and whatever you want to to me.
The teacher asked the girl to use handsome in a sentance, she replied..."when i'm giving a blow job my jaw gets sore so i have to use my hand some"
Why Cats Blink
Cats send all sorts of nonverbal signals, both to each other and to us humans. One of those signals is a blink. If you own a cat and haven't ever noticed it blinking at you, keep an eye out. It usually happens just as the cat enters a room where you are sitting. It will notice you from a small distance, stop, blink both eyes once or several times, and then approach. Once you are on the lookout for it, the blink is quite noticeable. It's slower than a human blink and looks, well, intentional. What is your cat trying to tell you? A blinking cat is a happy cat. Blinking in cats is a signal that they recognize the presence of another cat in their vicinity but they are not going to fight it. A blink sends the
Stuck Foot
For  a while, I've been having these weird muscle spasims or whatever in my lower back leg...calf..or whatever you call that area. I had actually gone to the doctor about it becaues it was driving me nuts. She told me to try this certain pill and get back to her in a month or so...I haven't yet... but anyways...i would get this weird tingling feeling in my I have to stretch it out. The last few days, I've been trying to massage it on my own...the muscles are really sore for some reason... Okay, so I was sitting in the office looking over some papers. My legs were bugging the hell out of me so I tried stretching them out while looking over my papers. I then decided to sit somewhere else to where I could lay my legs out. I sat in this chair at this table and across the table, I had put another chair there so I could rest my feet. I sit down, and put my right foot into the chair infront of these are odd's one that you can adjust the level of your seat. S
Just To Bitch
Incomplete By Backstreet Boys
Empty spaces fill me up with holesDistant faces with no place left to goWithout you within me I can’t find no restWhere I’m going is anybody’s guessI’ve tried to go on like I never knew youI’m awake but my world is half asleepI pray for this heart to be unbrokenBut without you all I’m going to be is incompleteVoices tell me I should carry onBut I am swimming in an ocean all aloneBaby, my babyIt’s written on your faceYou still wonder if we made a big mistakeI’ve tried to go on like I never knew youI’m awake but my world is half asleepI pray for this heart to be unbrokenBut without you all I’m going to be is incompleteI don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you goI don’t want to make you face this world aloneI want to let you go (alone)I’ve tried to go on like I never knew youI’m awake but my world is half asleepI pray for this heart to be unbrokenBut without you all I’m going to b
U Got It Bad By Usher
Oh, no, no, no, no, no... When you feel it in your body You found somebody who makes you change your ways Like hanging with your crew Said you act like you're ready But you don't really know And everything in your past - you wanna let it go I've been there, done it, fucked around After all that - this is what I found Nobody wants to be alone If you're touched by the words in this song Then baby... U got, u got it bad When you're on the phone Hang up and you call right back U got, u got it bad If you miss a day without your friend Your whole life's off track You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house You don't wanna have fun It's all you think about U got it bad when you're out with someone But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else U got it bad When you say that you love 'em And you really know Everything that used to matter, don't matter no more Like my money, all my cars (You can have it all back) Flowers, cards and candy (I do it just cause I'm...) Said I'm fortunate to
Yet Another One...#4
i'm up for auction again...come bid on me!!       hopin to not get jipped this
I've Been Workin Out. :p
Create your own FACEinHOLE
Why do men always like to be on bottom during sex?   Cause they only know how to fuck up!
My Grandma Information!!!
Patricia J. Kissell Patricia J. Kissell, 72, of Homosassa, Fl, passed away on Friday, June 12, 2009, at Seven Rivers Hospital, Crystal River, Fl. Visitation is scheduled for Wednesday, June 17, 2009, between 11:00 A.M. until 1:00 P.M. at Wilder Funeral Home, Homosassa. Burial to follow at Stage Stand Cemetery, Homosassa. Published in the Citrus County Chronicle from 6/14/2009 - 6/17/2009
Pervs B Gone!!!
How I handle pervs.... ->whip me, t...: heres ur answer *block* whip me, t...: you ever dominate a man sweetie whip me, t...: hello how are ya -> Idontcareless: heres ur answer *block* next time read profiles!!!! Idontcareless: hey sexy do u have yahoo or msn?   Short sweet nd simple :D .....just sayin....
Love Is Temporary, Divorce Is Forever!
The crazy Bitch struck again.  Apparently -she managed to put a bill in my name, back in september.  I found out today when the collection agency called me.  Anyone wanna take care of this recurring problem for me?  I will give ya lots of rates!! 
Looking Back To That Day
Looking Back to That Day   Lying on the bed we created Our thoughts focus on the love we have shared We begin to recount the years I remember the first day my heart was ensnared My Fire’s soft voice whispering My ears bask in her ever word Her voice still fills my heart She is the most beautiful song I have heard My Fire smiles at me and I still melt Through the years of learning her touch There is one thing I know for certain An eternity in her arms is simply not enough
Monday June15th,2009
Started my day with great news my lil brother coming home and I am excited.  Not sure if this is what the blogs are supposed to be.  I am enjoying fubar and my friends rock and so does my cousin.  So excited to see my little brother and having a great monday.
I just want this hell of a day to end. Nothing is going right at all. I feel like crying. Someone come cuddle and make me feel better!
I Need A Few Referrals
I would like to work a deal out....for each referral you send my way, I would be more than happy to bomb you the next time I run a bomb. Please send me a private message to receive credit for your referral. Thanks !!
Feeling Cheeky Today
I guess I am in the mood to set something on fire. If not the house then it might as well be you.  
This Sucks
I want something (or someone you'll never know lol) so fucking bad  I can taste it. But I can't fucking have it and it's driving me insane!!!!
The Pact Of The Witch
You have been dabbling in black magicYour ending will be tragicYou will be burnt at the stakeMake no mistake No chance of redemptionNo divine interventionYou have been practicing the black artsThat is where your downfall starts You have been condemned as a witchThe onlookers will watch you twitchYou will be consumed by fireOn your funeral pyre You are going to HellYou have cast your last spellTo your utter consternationYou face eternal damnationShe remains defiant in the face of deathNailed to the crossAccused of treachery and witchcraftShe was only true to her soulShe had a taste for adventureShe could bewitch and beguileShe was fantastic companyA party animal who also had a sensitive sideShe loved romantic trips to Paris and RomeShe liked expensive clothesHer lovers would spend all their money on herBut that was not enough to keep her closeShe always felt the need to moveAlways uncomfortable in one single placeA thirst for excitement which had to be quenchedMany of her partners becam
Suddenly You
a short poem of mine lol enjoy.... suddenly you were in my life my gray skies turned to blue all i wanted was to be near you keep you by my side forever and ever no more tears no more rain and no more soul renching pain forever and ever by each others side till the day we die .  
Amazing Applications
Anyone who knows me, knows I love my cell phone. I have probably owned more cell phones in 4 years than an average person will own in a lifetime. Face it, I'm a cell phone geek. I currently own a Blackberry Curve through Verizon. This will be my 3rd time owning one. No matter which phone I go to, I always end up coming back to the Blackberry Curve. It's pink.....and I
You Know You Wanna!! *wicked Grin*
  Can you please rate this pic for me? I am in contest for a cherry bomb! Feel free to bid to own me also If you want! Have a GREAT day!Love up on the host too!:)just click the pic to rate!    
Virtual Vs Reality
How Could I Resist
  so I got this shoutbox message this morning, and i know your thinking how did i resist the urge to earn those macy gift cards, I thought about it for about .1 nanoseconds then I came to My senses and realized I should wait for at least a offer for a gas card or a walmart card     WOW what an attractive and sexy woman you are...can you please look at my profile and tell me if I am too old to be your real life Sugar Daddy for maybe once a month?....I would love to just taste your pussy for maybe 20 minutes then in return I will give you a Macy's gift certificate so you can buy some new shoes...let me know what you think...PS: I am from   so if your interested in earning a few macys gifts cards contact tongue4sweetclit, hes such a charmer, he almost made me hurl My breakfast damn i need more coffee, laughs
for those who are interested to know....not braggin, just info :) married life is wonderful! we are so happy together and i feel so at peace:) nova just got new job so no more driving 100 miles a day for work. i am loving the new nursing unit i am on. all our boys are together for the month and gettin on wonderfully. plans now are looking to purchase a house.   cant wait for the honeymoon in mexico in july. i have never felt so content :)
I don't really understand that rating! I thought this was an adult site. If you're at work why would anyone be on this site!? Anyways if I were to put pics like that on here what would my/our friends want to see if anything?
got into a hot shower knowing I was worked up so a cold shower is more traditional, but I was enjoying the warmth and relaxation the heat brought.I got the hair wet and groped for the soap. I will do that for you, sean said.pulling back the curtain and stepping into the shower with me. I gasped, just short of a shriek. he had discareded the jeansl. He was also in the mood, the same mood I was in. I was embarresed, horrified and absolutey ready to jump him. I stood still,paralyzed by conflicting waves of emotion, sean took the soap out of my hands and srarted lathering up his own and begin washing my arms,raising each arm in turn to stroke my armpits, down my sides never touching my breast, which were practically quivering like puppies who wanted to be petted. he stated working on my back his fingers were very strong and very clever. My shoulder blades were the only thing relaxed my libido was hopping up and down. Was I really going to do this? It seemed more and more likely that I was,
anoher angel went to heaven my biker sister went to heaven this weekendy the eage l  carry her peacefully to heaven
My Sammie Girl
My baby Sammie is in trouble and this time there is nothing I can to to help her. The story is longer and more painful for me than I can retell at the moment. As sad as I am I can't help being angry as well. No one. Not one of my friends bothered to tell me what happened. All I knew was that my girl wasn't answering her phone and wasn't home even though her car was there. No one, not Josh, Seth, James, Kaylin, Kaylene, anyone bothered to let me know that my best girl friend was sitting in jail on an accessory to agraivated battery charge. It's the first time in my life i've gotten drunk enough to puke.
How's Norma?
HOW IS NORMA?--A sweet grandmother telephones St. Joseph 's Hospital. She timidly asked,"Is it possible to speak to someone who can tell me how a patient is doing?"The operator said, "I'll be glad to help, dear. What's the name and roomnumber of the patient?"The grandmother in her weak, tremulous voice said, " Norma Findlay, Room302."The operator replied, "Let me put you on hold while I check with the nurse'sstation for that room."After a few minutes, the operator returned to the phone and said, "I havegood news. Her nurse just told me that Norma is doing well. Her bloodpressure is fine; her blood work just came back normal and her physician,Dr. Cohen, has scheduled her to be discharged tomorrow."The grandmother said, "Thank you. That's wonderful. I was so worried. Godbless you for the good news."The operator replied, "You're more thanwelcome. Is Norma your daughter?"The grandmother said, "No, I'm Norma Findlay in Room 302. No one tells meshit."
I Thought I Was Cured
I thought I was cured from heartbreak. I thought that I had recovered from it.  I thought that after the failure I finally was able to shut the lock to the door of my soul.  But it seems there was a little opening in my heart, because the sound of her voice, a new feeling was birthed that I knew too well and I thought it was dead.   I was not planning in falling in love again; I was not planning on going crazy for you.  I like to know were I am stepping, but I realize that I have begun to give in.  I was not planning on falling in love again, because when I did, I suffered.  But it is so easy to fall in love with you, and even when trying, I am not able to stop myself from thinking about you.   I swore to myself that I was not going to give in to love, the way that I once did.  I swore that I was going to be selfish for my own good. But I was not counting on you having such a beautiful face.   
Follow your DESTINY Wherever it leads you! There comes a time in your life when you realize that if you stand still, you will remain at this point forever. You realize that if you fall and stay down, life will pass you by... Life's circumstances are not always what you might wish them to be. The pattern of life does not necessarily go as you plan. Beyond any understanding, you may at times be led in different directions that you never imagined, dreamed, or designed. Yet you had never put any effort into choosing a path, or tried to carry out your dream, then perhaps you would have no direction at all. Rather than wondering about or questioning the direction your life has taken, accept the fact that there is a path before you now. Shake off the "why's" and "what if's," and rid yourself of confusion. Whatever was-is in the past. Whatever is-is what's important. The past is a brief reflection. The future is yet to be realized.Today is here. Walk your path one step at a time- with coura
Lounge Rules: No Douchebags - Respect us and we will respect you. No Drama/No Bullshit - take it to the shoutbox. DO NOT flirt with the owner. No caps lock except for staff. Please do not post links with out mgmt approval.   Click here for Cam Rules  
On The Cumberland-erotic Poetry By Sondra
On The Cumberland   You tenderly, teasingly kiss me in the moonlight While holding me, unyielding and close Secure in the love we feel, together, as One Sheltered in a Lover’s embrace Protected from the cares of the world While in your presence `My Happy Place` Your warm breath brushes my bare flesh Affection substantial in your sparkling eyes
I left him yesterday and I know that I did the right thing. I can't handle the crazy fights. But why does it feel like part of me is lost at sea floating away and I can't swim to it. I wanna cry but I'm just to tired I wanna sleep but I'm all outa pills. I wanna be anywhere in the world as long as it's just him and I. But we can't hide away from the world forever. I wonder what he's doing I wonder if he's thinking of me does he feel just as empty? We break up and make up all the time but never like this there's something in me that makes me feel like this times different. I just want to be in his arms but the only time I'm happy is when we are high and I'm tired of being high. I just feel so blah I wanna be happy but don't know if I can or if I deserve it. I'm not sure if I'm capable of being happy. I don't know who I am with him I've always just been his soul mate now it feels like I don't have a soul.
Some Fu Loving
Go check out this cool lady. Show her some great Fu loving and tell her Miss Z. sent you. Druivenmeisje@ fubar
Ways Of My Life
Every time something good happens in my life, another parts fucks up. I wish I knew what my purpose in life was. I'm tired of the pain....tired of the hurt and tired of the ANGER and RAGE......If I missed my purpose in life, then why am i still here? I ask that everyday. As I watch the storms outside my window, I also think of the storms in my life. Seems like they hardly ever go completely away. I never get to see the "silver lining" everybody else speaks of. Sure I'm happy for a while but then the bad shit of my past sneaks up on me and pulls me back into that abyss I can never seem to get out of or get rid of. I battle my demons every day and am getting weaker everyday in fighting them. One day I will not have the strength to battle the fight anymore.
An Update!!!!
For those you you that actually took the time to look at my friends mumm, thank you. And for my friends that don't know ALL of what is going on with my life I am going to give a small amount of back story. I broke up with my bf after an almost 2 yr relationship recently. We tried talking and being friends but that didn't go so well. He was talking to me on YIM, here and myspace so I blocked him every where. And in some places several times. Well last night I was having some fun and I here him call me a name from outside. I walk outside and see our truck driving away. I call the cops. Today I am working for my friends and he calls and asks if it is ok to drop off the last of my things that he has. After we had a decent talk he tells me to change my passwords. APPARENTLY he figured out my password and has been checking my email, myspace and fubar. I am not sure how often or when this has been happening. He even went as far as to create a fake fubar account so he could still look at m
a poem i wrote after i recieved my first black eye by the bitch lol i walked away from a fight with that was sleepin with my bf lmao .... pensive storm in my mind boils over turmoil turns my insides upside under whispers about you around my ears swirl rumors rumors make me want to hurl fake smiles brighter than the sun they wear walkin around as though without a care darkness steals up in a huge black cloud admist the evil you are in the crowd angry words spew back and forth through our mouths unchecked O'man ive been decked!
the chaotic day to day rush plunges me into a rapid flowing stream from which i have yet to return the joys and sorrows of everyday life fill my heart with a continious ache tears flood my eyes and fall like rain from sorrows i would like to abstain joy and laughter id like more to gain for the pleasures of life and love should outweigh the heartaches and tragedy yet you insist on causing grief through strife caring not the hearts you crush you sacrifice all for your delight of pain i wish  all could see the shriveled black nugget you call a heart to hear the devilish thoughts that run rampant through your mind for then and only then could they see you for what and who you truly are ...... ........... LIFE......................
This Has To Be The Single Fucking Weirdest Week Ever...
...and it's only Tuesday. SSSC . THE OATH The lamp post can swear it had seen me before. Instead as I stumble through the motel door. The dirty mirror also thought I looked familiar. But commented only that my suit was brilliant. The TV, bolted to the wall and cracked. Remembered how I cried and said I'd never come back. In the lacquer of the table I had carved my oath. With a burnt butter knife and this is what I wrote: Blaze it up! I pledge. To get their foot off my neck. Instead. I shall demand my respect. I fight. Even if I won't win. Alright. The beginning is the end. I pledge. To make the bosses cringe. Instead. We'll get some justified ends. I fight. 'Til the system is gone. Recite. This ex-losers song. Woo. Alright motherfuckers. Woohoo. Fight motherfuckers. Woo. Alright motherfuckers. Woohoo. Fight motherfuckers. I pledge. To live life as lesson. That said. Even the words are weapons. I'll fight. Show love in motion. Alright. Mountains move the from oceans. I pledge. There
Being alone can be the hardest thing some times. You can have a thousand people around you and still be alone. They say you find love or what ever it is you are looking for when you arent looking. But what are you suppose to do if you think you have found someone you can conect with and your wrong. Wanting so much to bealbe to have someone to hold, talk just be with. But I guess for some of use we were just ment to be alone. Wanting so badly to believe what someone tells you but knowing deep down it cant be. There is someone for everyone but me. How can i believe someone one when all i have ever been is lyed to. So who is it am i supposed to believe? What am i supposed to believe? Just guess some questions just will never be answered.
If We Had Sex
The answers were so FUN Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you!Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT!1. Would you be in control?2. Would you pull my hair?3. Would you whisper in my ear?4. Would you talk dirty to me?5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?6. Would you say my name?7. Would you go down on me?8. Would you let me give you a hickie?9. How many rounds would we go?10. What would you wanna do afterwards?11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?12. Would you lick and bite me all over?13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?14. Would you want me to take my time?15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10?16. Would you want fast or slow?17. Where would you wanna "do it"?18. Would you be loud or quiet?19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet?20. What position would we do it in?21. Do you like me?22. Would you call me the next day?23. Would you scratch me?
Men Of Power And Faith And Their Penis Divining Rod
Comic Sans is the only font proper for this blog. Sans meaning NOT in french. There is no comedy to me in the slew of men of power and supposed powerful faith that think with their dicks. What the fuck. (INNUENDO, PUN INTENDED). I want to know exactly what point in time things were going soooooooo well with the areas these men were supposed to be guarding for the safety and salvation of WE, THE PEOPLE - that they had time to play with winky. Free Willy. Get the Knob Slobbed. Play Hide the Sausage. (insert (INNUENDO, PUN INTENDED) - sexual code phrases ad infinitum... You know, I do not care if the guy down the street that is not in charge of anything that really matters to me, that was not elected by me, that does not tout his pristine faith to me, that does not judge me, nor judge any part of society of which he is so loftily above - screws the neighbor or his wife, or his dog, or his perfectly holed ash tree. I  DO expect people of power, that gain goods and services and access to
To My Baby
im missing you, i miss the way you look at me, i miss the way you think of me, i miss the way you hold me at night, i miss the way you keep me in sight!  i miss the way you kiss me, i hope that we are ment to be!
This Is So Funny. Plz Read
The family wheeled Grandma out on the lawn, in her wheelchair, where the activities for her 100th birthday were taking place. Grandma couldn't speak very well, but she would write notes when she needed to communicate.After a short time out on the lawn, Grandma started leaning off to the right, so some family members grabbed her, straightened her up, and stuffed pillows on her right.A short time later, she started leaning off to her left, so again the family grabbed her and stuffed pillows on her left.Soon she started leaning forward, so the family members again grabbed her, and then tied a pillowcase around her waist to hold her up.A nephew who arrived late came up to Grandma and said, "Hi, Grandma, you're looking good! How are they treating you?"Grandma took out her little notepad and slowly wrote a note to the nephew... "Bastards won't let me fart!"
Dimebag Darrell
Dimebag-darrell "R.I.P." dime history
Lvl My Ass To The Moon
this fucker right here me needs to reach lvl 28 by tonite so im running auto 11s and im paying 25 to 30k for 125 rates so if ya intrested giv me a buzz on me shouty box thingy ma gig
Indy Ladies Lets Play An I Will Pay
lets play an i will pay $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ real indiana ladies
I Had To.........
What would you be willing to do if everyone in your life you love was going to turn on you? How far would you go to keep your own family from hating you? well.... i know how far.... i'm sorry to the ones i hurt..... but i had to!
Lawyer Son
When my mother was called for jury duty, she felt confident of her Ability to answer the questions asked of prospective jurors. As a young attorney, I had filled her in on what to expect. Asked about the occupations of family members, Mom answered, "My son is a lawyer." As a follow-up, she was asked if she had ever used the services of an attorney. "Only to mow my lawn."
The Last Kiss I Placed On Your Lips.
I can feel the last kiss I placed on your lips.  You gave me a hug and with a sad face you said good bye.  I could not contain myself, when I saw your crying I had to cry.  I have no idea if it was your tears or mine; but those tears that wetted my lips when I kissed you had a sour taste. Many years went by, but I still remember that kiss.
I don't understand why intelligent HOT women either stay or back to a situation where they are being abused . I recently had a friend call me in the middle of the night to ask me to pick her up. When I asked why she said her boyfriend had beat her up and kicked her out. When I got there she was at the road in her pajamas. Her face was already swollen, I told her she needed to call the cops she told me no she deserved it. The next day I took her to buy cloths and other stuff she needed. While we where at the store her BOYfriend called and left a message asking was I enjoying his woman IT WAS EXPLICIT sexually. I then asked her how he got my number she told me she had called him to ask to come back. I knew I was in over my head so I called a friend of mine who is a HCSD officer. WE went to his house and he bragged to the cop that he beat her because she overcooked his macaroni. HE went to jail lucky for him. My friend wanted me to take her to see him of course I said NO. When he got out
For Ravinglunitic..
  just love playing with pictures.
Blog Smog
wtf is a fricking blog anyway?
Why Are People Obsessed With Points On Here?
I tend to work quite a bit so I don't get out much, so I like to come on fubar and some other sites and meet people.  I do like this site quite a bit but what's with the obsession with the points? It just seems like you can't meet people on here cause all everyone wants is you to rate their photos and fan them.  Maybe it's just me though, am I the only one experiencing this? Jer
She sits alone In a empty room Everythings so sad and filled with gloom   THe smile is fake the happiness unreal these are the reason she takes that pill   She tries to cope with her depression But all she can do is hide her expression   The happiness inside her is gone without a trace But the sadness is hidden by a smile on her face   She has alot of pain inside her still but she can only focus On the pain that is real   She cuts herself and the she bleeds Love is what She really needs  
I Wish You'd Stay-brad Paisley
I talked to my sister in Memphis and I told her you were movin 'to townHere's her number, she said she'd be glad to show you aroundWell, I left a map on your front seat just in case you lose your wayBut don't worry, once you reach Sallasaw, it's all interstateI know you need to goBut before you do I want you to knowThat I wish you the best and I wish you nothing lessThan every thing you've ever dreamed ofAnd I hope that you find love along the wayBut most of all, I wish you'd stayI figure right about sundown, you'll be in West TennesseeAnd by then maybe I'll understand why you had to leaveWell, I know that you've done some changin 'I know there's no changin 'your mindYes, I know we've been through this a thousand timesAnd I'm sorry for still holdin 'onI'll try to let go and I'll try to be strongAnd I wish you the best and I wish you nothing lessThan every thing you've ever dreamed ofAnd I hope that you find love along the wayBut most of all, I wish you'd stayYes, everything you've ever

Site Map