ALONE IN A CROWD
The world starts spinning
I feel like a marble in a cup
The air gets Heavy
I feel like Giving up
The World rushes past me
in a never ending up
Continiously falling
The world around me is a rush
I reach out for help but no one is there
Im alone in a crowd again
and no one seems to care.
The people they look at me
I can feel it in their eyes
The gaze at me so simply
yes its them i despise
Alone in this crowd again
I feel like falling to the ground
theres nothing i can do
the world keeps spinning around
theres no one beside me
to touch my hands as they shake
Im alone in a crowd again
Its not something you can fake.
even in the back
it is like everyone is around
they smile and laugh
they touch they kiss
they stare they mock
unknowingly they jest
its nothing intentional
its nothing they can hide
Im alone in a crowd again
And I feel like I could DIE
Im so tired of being alone
Everywhere I go
even when im with my family
I know i go alone
Because im alone in a crowd
every single day.
And unfortunatly for me
This isnt something
I alone can change.