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The Type Of Man Im Lookin 4
I Don't Think You Know
I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be. Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me.
There was a timeWhen skies looked blueWhen rhythm and rhymeReminded me of youSunny every dayDespite the weatherLove the only wayI'd stay on a tetherThat's unfair of meI'm not on a leashLove can beThe best of treatsFor the heart and mindFor the body and soulFor two people to bindAnd shatter the moldI've seen sunny daysCome and goI've cherished the waysThey've made my life wholeAnd rainy daysAre what really defineThe brightness of raysWhen the sun does shineFor lightness is onlyDefined by the darkNeither one separateNever do they partWhen you thought I was the lightAnd you were the shadowMistake what was rightMade the words so hollowBecause the other way aroundIs what was rightI was the darkAnd you...were my light.
"20 Years Of Marriage"
"After 20 years of having sex in the dark...a woman realized her husband was using a dildo...and she screamed at him..."EXPLAIN THAT DILDO!!!!" her husband says..."Explain the kids bitch!!!"
Come Own Me! You Know You Wanna!
I am up for auction. Come bid on me. You know you wanna own me! *wink**wink* Just click on the pic below. You know you wanna!! ::MUAH::Auction is brought to you by:­ ♠ Ì¢é ♠ Moonlight Levelers ♠@ fubar
Camel 99's...
are cigarettes.
My Old Hippie
imikimi - Customize Your World!" alt="" />WELL CARL ANOTHER FATHER"S DAY HAS COME AND I'm missing you so badly . i wish there was a real stairway to heaven. i"d run them step"s just to be able to hold you one more time. i love ya  MAMAH
So the bitch was flirtin with a bagger at Walmart, and I was like "have some fuckin decency, whore". I cant believe she gave him her number as well., he better not call. Some fuckin old fart, he was like 60
In Other Words On Sale Now
Im Single Quit Hating!
Ok i am getting pretty fucking sick of this shit! The  guys on Fubar need to realize single means you are free to do whatever you fucking want. No one on this website owns me or has the right to tell me what I can and can not do! For those of you that are jealous over what goes on in one of my NSFW folders ( KINKY FUN) too FUCKING BAD!!! I am me and that isnt going to want to think that you own me or can tell me what to do  then maybe you should remember you dont pay my fucking bills and you sure the fuck are not here fucking me!!! If you read my profile page you will see I am here for "Playtime"!! So if you are offended by the pictures or jealous of what I do in any way remove me, block me I dont give a FUCK!!! Sincerely, NutttyNattty
Oh Shit! My Account Was Deleted?
*****FROM SCRAPPER'S BLOG**** There are so many rumors going around about how the fubar admins are this or that. It's actually quite funny to read some of the stories. I thought I’d save you all some time and clear some things up...  1. We do not like to delete profiles. We know you just come right back. It is has never been our policy to delete profiles for petty shit. Some of the people who have become my biggest supporters and eyes and ears are users who I once had disputes with. I will say it again, deleting is our last resort.  2. If your profile was deleted, it may not be our fault. I always find it funny when a user will come to me screaming about a "friend" who was deleted. This usually alerts me to check their profile for suspicious activity. 99% of the time the person arguing is whining about one of their fake accounts. DO NOT COME TO US CRYING about an account that you know was fake. Spammers get deleted. Underage Users get Deleted, Anyone who SCAMS or DISPUTE
Boys Hurt Tooo
As i sit here to write this, i cant help but smile and tear up at the same time.. i have heard this before but when u love someone u cant let them keep hold of u.. u cant let them have control over u, especially when ur the one that is hurt.. I guess in life if u truly give ur heart to another, u dont think that it will be broken, but there is that chance... So knowing all this and experiencing the hurt and sadness, i must bid them farewell, cause if its meant to be it will be.. Until then i must try to live my life and remember with fondness the one who still has a key to my heart....
Time Off
Two men working in a factory were talking. "I know how to get some time off," said one. "How are you going to do that?" "Watch," he said, and climbed up on a rafter. The foreman asked what he was doing up there, and the man replied. "I'm a lightbulb." "I think you need some time off," the foreman said said, and the first man walked out of the factory. After a moment, the second man followed him. "Where do you think you're going?" the foreman shouted."I can't work in the dark," he said. 
6/18/09 Dilbert
Hes In My Brain
and wont leave ....*smiles*
Through The Storm
I got this out of an email that was sent to me and it  really got me to thinking so I decided to post it please read and comment.   THROUGH THE STORM"One day a young lady was driving along with her father. They came upon a storm. The young lady asked her father what should she do, he said"keep driving". Cars began to pull over to the side, the storm was getting worse. What should I do the young lady asked, "keep driving"her father replied. On up a few feet she noticed eighteen wheelers was pulling over also. She told her dad, I must pull over I can barely seeahead. It is terrible out here everyone is pulling over. Her father told her not to give up just keep driving. Now the storm was terriblebut she never stopped driving and soon she could see a little clearer.After a couple of miles she was on dry land and the sun was out. Her father said now pull over and get out. She said "but why now?" He said"get out look back, at all the people that gave up and is still in the storm". You nev
The Human Heart
The human heart..feels things the eyes can't see.& knows the things the mind can't u n d e r s t a n d.♥
My Life In General
well everyone my year as part of the preston kinsmen executive is nearly over. one more exec meeting then i hand over the reigns to someone else. to me the year was full of learning, taking time out and doing alot of soul searching. this year the club had their 60th anniversary carnival which was a big success, we also celebrated Kin Canadas 45yrs of partnership with the Canadian cystic fibrosis foundation where year to date we have raised over 30 million dollars in helping to find a cure and we will not be stopping until the cure is found. in my own personal life i have been going through some up and downs. but i am getting stronger each and every day. i am glad i still have my job i could have lost it when they shut down the keypad department and moved it to our sister plant in hungary but i didnt and i am thankful for that in many ways that was one of my biggest worries. i am heading to niagara falls in august for a 4 day kin canada national convention it should be alot of fun. even
Death Needs A Vacation :(
My great Aunt Mara passed away last night after prolonged illness. My former manager, Jodie, was set to give birth next week to her 2nd child, a daughter she named Avery Faith.  Her and her husband have tried for 7 years for her.  Tuesday, Jodie found out that her daughter had suffocated in her own womb, due to the umbilical cord being wrapped around her fragile neck.  Along with the old, the unborn also do die.  May they all Rest in Peace.   RIP Avery Faith 6/16/09 RIP Aunt Mara 6/17/09   FUCK DEATH.  Seriously.  Fuck you, man.  I'm not scared of death taking me, but if he wants someone I love... fuck you, death.  Fuck you.
How Time Flies!!
WOW! Amazing how time flies!! I spoke to my Son tonight. I actually speak to him often as since he is in AIT. Anyway, as I spoke to him tonight, he tells me that he is on a bus on his way back to base. I guess him and his, IDK, class I guess, was out in the woods/hills/field, since Monday assisting another class do their exams. Well we were talking about when he was coming home. He passed his final exam about a week and a half ago, but AIT graduation isn't till the 26th. He was told today that he would either be on a flight that night, possibly as late as midnight or early the next morning!! So, I was sitting here and it dawns on me that he will be home in less than 10 days!!! He has been gone since Feb 8th I think, either way it's been almost 5 mos since he has been gone. That's a long time for Basic Training and AIT. Whew! If these past 3 weeks have not been busy enough with work with the Boss being out with foot surgery, the next 2 weeks are going to be hectic. I have
Will Whom Ever You Were Cheers Karma Will Come Around
Some Prophet You Are
Apparently Abraham Lincoln decided that there is one god for our nation. Or as patcondell from youtube suggests Abraham believed that 'one size fits all' or in this case rather, 'one god fits all'.  Obviously, if that was the case A.L. was mistaken.It is rather interesting that Abraham often made refrences to God and/or quoted the bible during his speeches.  Well, thats not the interesting part.  The part that boggles me is that he never officaly joined a church.  It is also noted that he wrote a manuscript that challenged christianity but a good friend burned the material to protect Lincoln. (Though a piece of information like that would be difficult to verify as you can imagine.)  And to top it off, the existance of this manuscrapt was challenged by Mentor Graham, an alleged eyewitness."...I know that the Lord is always on the side of the right. But it is my constant anxiety and prayer that I and this nation should be on the Lord's side." The Inner Life of Abraham Lincoln: Six Months
Poetry- Truth Is Utterly Divorced From Reality
  Fate must be mistakenOr conducted entirely by deceptionBecause the bravest thing is a dangerous confessionAnd a poor medium creates an unsecured loveTruth isn’t the property of an individualThe individual is the property of the truthAt first I neglected the duties of truthAnd found it left me with unsatisfied desiresCoupled with violent emotionsBut I decided to make a movement towards a larger influence of the worlds forcesI decided to build the foundation for civilizationThere was creative force behind the projectI’m convinced the world creates confidenceA confidence that is utterly divorced from realityAnd I figured Risk must be the production of enthusiasmAnd ones enthusiasm constitutes what they view as realityThough our elders try to penetrate the veil of confusionSooner or later they have to face the factsIt’s the intoxicating mentality of youthAnd when one realizes motives are rarely honestThey will move on without fearThey will move on in the face of compl
A friend is one who's always there to lend a helping hand, Who guides me when I lost my way, who simply understands
I Carry Your Heart
I carry your heart with me (I carry it inmy heart) I am never without it (anywhereI go you go,my dear; and whatever is doneby only me is your doing, my darling)I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet)  I want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is youHere is the deepest secret nobody knows(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apartI carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)   E. E. Cummings    
Formula One
So, the deadline for unconditional entry is up and eight of the ten current teams aren't on board for next year, and are planning their own series.  This is not good news. Source : BBC Sport
Movie And My Thoughts..just Blogging"
 Last night, i could not  sleep, so , i went to open the ref and found delicious cherries, and some chips, hmmm. what a combination?.. sit on the couch, sigh and sigh"... lazily, i turned on the tv.  i started to watch a movie... i did not see that movie before, but i find it interesting..TIME MACHINE".... as i watch the movie.. it brings me to so many thoughts , to my own thoughts... how i wished it was real and true, if only i can have a chance to go back to the past, ... i would probably at all cost, will avoid this present time,  i will change route  just to avoid this time and situation , to go to my future.  but then i asked myself, what is really in there in the future? and will i ever be forever feeling sorry for my present?   i am here today, but seems in two real worlds, one physical world, where my body exist, and one hidden world , where my soul and heart wandering..but it is a real world to me as well...  i wonder how beatiful it would be, if one day i found my body
Tony Montana225's Prayer For Father's,fuville225,and Tha' 225 Family!!!!!"
If I Die Tomorrow
If I die tomorrow And my corpse grows cold    Are there things you kept hidden    Feelings you could have toldOur days on EarthAre yet unknownEmotions concealedLove not shownLife is about chancesTake things in strideTo many peopleHide behind prideI see peopleEach and every dayWorried what their friends thinkWorried what they would sayYet if you care for someoneYou should let them knowFate works mysteriouslyAn arrow from cupid’s bowBut in the endIt’s what fills you with joyA heart is a fragile thingNot some play toyEveryone deserves to be lovedNo matter who they areFor love we take chancesBroken heart a scarSo please think hardAnd feel no sorrowWhat would you say to me todayIf you knew I would die tomorrow   Life is uncertain. Our time here unknown. In my life I have learned you have to take chances and let people you care about know. Because, what if....
First Blog :d
hmm well this is my fist blog :D grrrrrrrrr MY FREEVIEW BOX DONT WORRRRRRRRRRRK!!! its sooo annoying cause i love my music channels and yeah its shit it just died lol. and today :O, the speakers on my comp died too :( which again is shit cause then i wont be able to listen to anything on my comp like the radio or my songs lol. this is one of the most boringest blogs in the world lol sorry :D haha
Dedication I Wrote For Myhero And Joan
Well once again something has to go wrong. Last month I found a lump on my pups leg. So i called the doctor and wanted to know when i could get him into the vet. Well she told me things i could try first at home to see if it will go away. That way i wouldn't have to spend any money.   Well a month has gone by and he has gotten worse. The lump is huge and I am thinking it is a tumar. Not only that it has turned black and has gotten hard. Also it has also moved to his inner thigh. which is now all red and also kinda hard.  I have made him an appiontment to go to the vets on monday. But to be honest i don't think he will make it till then. He has gotten the shakes and he is always sleeping now. He is also wheezing in hie sleep. I would hate to have to put him down. Hopefull they tell me all he needs is to go under the knife to get it removed.  I feel so bad for him. And i have done everything I can to make him comfy till monday. I just hope he will make it till then.
I just bought Bjork.. Barenaked Ladies.. Phish.. Less Than Jake.. Cd's from the Dollar Tree.  It actually saddened me to think how bad the record industries doing when companies are sending it to an everything is a dollar store.  Great deal for us.  Terrible for them.  It's about time. Haha. Usually they have the lame tribute Cds, and party mix's there, but I can't wait til certain DVDs are there too.. I've found some classic b&w horrors for 2/1.00.  I love that damn store.  Lately I've noticed alot more name brand items.  If $tree can make a profit off of being that CHEAP, you'd think the original company would get a clue, and stop inflation.  I get my soy milk there, sugar free energy drinks, scallops (REAL SCALLOPS), the one closest to my house has freezers. Oh, and I got some nifty glass beer mugs, and martini glasses from there today too.. hahaha.  Momma would be proud.Here's to being Cheap! Cheers.  Plus I'm so happy about the Cds, I've been slowly rebuilding my CD collection af
Am I The Only One
Days have passedAnd still no sign of usNot a hint of what used to beWhen you lived in that part of meNow we're sitting here all aloneCould this be that it was all a lieAnd we're afraid to say good-byeAm I the only oneWho sees what we've becomeI see no sense in going onOr asking what went wrongWe sit and stare at what could beWe both just grew apart you seeIt's strange to knowThere's truth in what I sayBaby, I know you feel the sameAnd the truth isNo one's to blameTwo lonely dreamersPlaying by the rulesAll we thougth ofWas me and youNow we're facedWith a simple truthI'd love to say that this is all a lieBut that just means I'm scared to say good-bye
Ummmm Unsure
Okay lately i have been dealing with things due to my own stupidity. I am working on fixing it or least trying to anyways. The one person i would think that is on my side i guess is not. Lately i have been getting nothing but fucking attitude from him and i cant figure out why. It really hurts me but i guess there is nothing i say or do will change that. I love this person more then the world. this person is my world my everything and i feel like i pushed him to far and now there is nothing i can do.
How $ex Starts
how sex starts... Now this is friggin funny...true..but funny!!! ...a smile leads to a laugh ...a laugh leads to a high 5 ...a high 5 leads to a hug ..a hug leads to a kiss ...a kiss leads 2 makeout ...a makeout leads 2 finger ...a finger leads to a hand ...a hand leads to a lick ...a lick leads to a suck ...a suck leads 2 a f--k. So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math. ...u add the bed ...subtract the clothes ...divide the legs ...leave your solution dear friendhow many times your solution was correct??mine was 99% and yes its always depends on the teachercuz if u like the teacher u gonna do the homework, if not the F is waiting lol------------------W.B: FM
Where Are The Mumm's
Remember when Mothers day was getting close? Hell, Remember when it was still 2-3 weeks away? There was a fucking deluge of MUMM's. Second class citizens again.
Ok...let's get one thing out in the open. First off, I know people read my "about me" section. And it pisses them off. Some have told me I SHOULD care, but I don't. Why? Because, if I changed myself to "fit in" with all the other idiots of this world, and not show my true colors, would YOU respect me? Let me answer that for you....NO. You fucking wouldn't. Let's face it. I'm a dinosaur. I don't care. If I hurt someone's feelings about tattoos, religion, etc- so what? Those are my viewpoints. Period. Over and done with. Yes, I am former military. So, there's most of your answer there. I am honest, dependable, a hard worker, EMPLOYED, and have a deep devotion to God. BUT, you push me- and God is the only one that can help you. I was honest in my "about me" section. Get over it, you ignoramic morons.
Fubar Lies
u know i join this site to have fun and what did i get a broken heart i meet a wonem i fell in love with she was perfect for me we could talk for hours took us all night to say goodnit.i can rember all she said to me me i was happy in life. then fubar drama kings and queens beagain to tell lies he said she said bullshit. she belive there lies and now she gone and i am a shell a broken man i would do anything for her but now i am block cant get ahold of her because of lies. i am in so much pain knightwing is a man with a heart that now in so broken so much he dont want to live if u see this blog pass it plz maybe she will see and may see though the lies and know she my one true great love and i never love again.knightwing is just a a broken man name mike who dont know what happen to is life. if u read this my love i be here if u ever need me. u may not love me anymore u may be mad or hate me but thats ok cuz my love for u willnot break i prey to god he show u the truth and u fine your w
Bended Knee
As I sit hereThinking of youMy mind wondersOf things to doYou have touch my lifeIn more than one wayYou bring happinessAnd joy every dayYour smile Touches my heartThe caring beganRight from the startYour eyes Can see my soulWanting your heartIs the real goalThe thoughOf your sweet kissIs somethingI don’t want to missI don’t have muchTo really offer youBut what I do haveThat is love that’s trueTo make you smileEach and every dayTo fill your life with loveCome what mayI think about youAll the timeDreaming of a chanceTo make you mineA life with youWould be a true dreamNothing is normalNot as it would seemI have been lookingFor a true soul mateBut life is shortI don’t want to be lateI never want to hideMy feelings for youKeep you safe and lovedEach day, brand newYour heart and loveI will always cherishTo always be by your sideTill one day we parishIf I were to goBefore youWait at the gates of heavenFor you I will doFor there is a connectionTo each our lifeOne has a
Trucking Across The Us!!
This goes out to all the Truckers who travel through out the US! I never really knew but had an idea of the rigerous rodes you all travel but never knew just how ruff it truely is on the open rode till a few days ago when i had to drive from North Carolina to California. All Truckers out there, you all have my upmost respects.  I deffinately don't know how you all do it when it comes to the damn mountains you all have to go through on a daily basis..  But i can say i have learned alot from you guys when it comes to driving through the deepest and tallest mountains.  How you may ask did i learn from you?  As i was driving through the mountains in a rental truck, i couldn't figure out why my vehicle kept wanting to try to over heat on me goin up the inclines of the mountains until i kept watching how you guys would just creep up the mountain. I would then try that n just let the truck creep up the steep incline of the mountain and she would be back to normal.  Thanks guys for showing m
Caa #113
A dear friend of mine here in this great state, needs prayers for her daughter who might have cancer.  Please send angel prayers of love, hope, healing, strength and blessings for her and her family.   love,   Doc
Good Morning
Well its going to be another glorious day in the sunny state of florida. High in mid 90s and a 30 % chance of rain.Iam hoping to meet up with some friends to drift the lower part of the Stienhatche river in a small raft can hardly wait to see how that works out.Visit my Super Store for great deals on a lots of outdoor items.
Holliwood's Salon Adventure
So today in preperation for leave, I decided to go to the Salon and have a few beautification things done. WOW! What an experience! First obviously being a Soldier, I needed a haircut. After the haircut I got a manicure! That wasn't too bad. She made my thumb cuticale bleed alittle and the middle finger on my left hand, but like I said not too painful. Then came the "FACIAL"! Started off enlightening! I was enjoying it actually, to the point to where I fell asleep. I was abruptly woken to the shear pain of a metal object scraping away at my nose. I couldn't tell what she was cutting me up with because I had some type of cloth covering my eyes and stuck to my temples. To my surprise I was not bleeding or cut at all! Intense pain that was shooting through my whole head! WOW! All that just for black-heads! To top it all off I had my back waxed! Compaired to the FACIAL that was cake! It was alittle uncomfortable but had to be done! Ladies! I give you props! You go through alot to stay sexy
Sexy And Hot
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Someone's Been Using The N Word ....
Greetings Neighbors:   When I used that word, 'neighbors', I sincerely mean it.  We all are living here on the planet so , I always consider myself a neighbor, a fellow human being.  Simply put, I try to treat people with the respect I wish to receive.  I realize I can be an irritating lifeform, but, it is just better to live and let live.  Yet, what am I to think of someone who uses the word, 'nigga'?  As a person of African decent, I can claim that I am being victimize when that term is uttered.  I could get angry and immediately try to correct the person in hopes making that one understand how that word makes me feel.  Yet, wait a minute.  It's just a word.  Words can hit like fist when used in brutality.  Then again, words are only as strong as the value or power one puts behind them. I was sitting in a chat session thinking we were having a good time until one of the  users spewed out that accursed phrase and instantly angered a fellow brother in the room.  The two started
Hello all I need some friends. I am a mother so of 4 beautiful children, I am single. Although I am not looking for a commitment, if your nice I may let you peek at my webcam and nasty pics if I ever get any up here.   Willow
My Fantasy
I approached my lecturer at the break and asked him if I could discuss my project, he instantly replied that he would be in his office 15 minutes after the lecture so we could have a chat then. I returned to my seat and as I sat down I noticed him glancing torwards me. His eyes suddenly met with mine and he quickly turned his focus away. As the lecture proceeded I sent him flirtacious signals, gently rubbing my leg and moving my skirt further up to reveal part of my panties. I could see him struggling to focus on the lecture and I giggled to myself as I enjoyed teasing. My mind began to wander, as I wondered how big his dick was, we quickly exchanged looks and my cheeks flushed as I hoped he didnt realise me dirty thoughts. As the lecture ended i passed him by at the door and he told me he'd see me in a few minutes in his office.As I knocked on his office door 15 minutes later I was promptly answered and directed in. I sat in the chair opposite him and shut the door behind me. He moved
My Feelings.
I am so hurt and confused. I hurt the only person i didnt want to hurt. I think i pushed him to  far. I really thiink i lost him for good. I really think i have had my breaking point when it come to relationships. but i really hope i didnt lose him.
The Candy Shop Contest
The candy shop is sponsering a sexy man conest.....decided to throw my hat in the her page love and check out my contest picture........
Pizza The Hut Ate Himself To Death On Father's Day Weekend
Last night after work I say Mary, Sarah, and Jeffrey on the patio and we had no idea what we would do for dinner.  Martha was at work and the other three were wet from spraying with the hose.  We opted to order in from Pizza Hut (which we’d apparently never done before from the restaurant closest to us; when we lived in an apartment, it was on the south end of Minot, where there’s another Pizza Hut) and I wasn’t entirely surprised by the new packaging that just calls the place “The Hut”.  I’d read an item online about it that day; apparently the corporation that owns Pizza Hut is “listening” to customers and repackaging to appear and offer more nutritious offerings.  I figuratively bang my head on the counter, wondering how far this health fascination will go.  Will pizzas themselves be phased out? Ok, that was my angst-filled rant … now to today, when after THEY get off work Martha and Mary are going to go see “17 Again&rdq
Youre're Gone
You were acting so strange and maybe I was blind and I didn't want to understand, that you needed a changeWas it something I said To make you turn awayTo make you leave me coldIf I could just find a wayTo make it so that you were right hereRight now.....I've been seating hereCan't get you off my mindI try my best to be a man and be strongI drove myself insane wishing I can touch your face.....but the truth re-mainsYou're gone............
All Done....buh Bye
Just saying so long to my friends out here that actually gave a shit lol the rest of you....i feel the same about you lol couldnt care for Tom go fuck yourself, amanda...well you know...Thanks to everyone for the fun while it lasted....couldnt delete my account because of the VIP..but i will when it expires. Its been fun and good luck to the ppl out here whom were real
~Sweetie Pie Sandra~">@ fubar
Why Do I Feel?
I feel so used like a Kleenex tossed to the floor! Was it somethng that I did that made you not want me anymore? If it was I apoligize for everything I did that was wrong! I didn't really mean it because with you is where I belong! Everyone tells me that I shouldn't be crying every night over you! I know I know it's true But I seem to be stuck on you like glue. I wanna know what I did wrong so that I can make it right! Will you let me know so that we can end this fight!
Auto 11
thank you candy for the auto 11 hugs   this is my first auto 11 please bomb or rate me, thank you to all my friends hugs
You Belong To Me =]
Yes you are mine :D And i have a blast to prove it. What your looking for has been here the whole time. If you could see that im the one that understands you. Been here all along so why cant you see you belong with me. =] Oh wait you did. [[Iloveyou]]  Anywho! The last few days have been NUTS. I encountered a stalker. OMG and let me tell you. It was NOT fun. Been working on "things" and im starting to feel okay with situations. BTW please dont ask me for CB. Autos. Or Bling Credits. If ive 1 never talked to you. 2. You NEVER rtf. or 3. just wanta use me :D cause Hunnie IM NOT beat =] I get where ive gotten on my own. Alot of you should try it =] Now mind you ive meet some awesome people so far and they are awesome :D check out my family :p They rawks! Oh icon of the day: Anywho Happy fathers day guys =]
You Still Love Me
Please explain the reason you can’t look at my face. Is it because you don’t want me to see that you still love me? Baby, even before love was invented, I already loved you.  Romeo and Juliet’s love can not come close to my love for you.   Your eyes reveal the passion and the pain that you are feeling now. Even as you reject me, you know that you are dying within.  Is true, no man has been birthed capable of making you fall in love with him.   You hide your feelings and you say that our love is from the past.  But love can never be forgotten, it always stay recorded in the heart.  Prove of that is your diary. There, is conserved the story about two people in love and those special times we lived together.  Do you remember when I made you a woman under that full moon? When I was playing with my guitar as I was singing to you and in return you kissed me?  Oh baby, don’t you try to fool me, you know very well that you still love me.   I must be sincere with y
My Day Is Ruined Overa Dream. . .
although I should be glad I woke up when I did.  Ty car alarm!  My day is still crap!
A Childs Love
Anyone can be a father... takes someone special to be a dad , From the Love of my children .
Happy Fathers Day To The Non Dead Beat Dads
A Remembering
 I am honored and flattered that you write the stories and share our love. I want to thank Master for taking me Jade a young scared school girl and turning me into a full grown women. I am filled with so much emmotion when I read what you have shared with others. tears soak my cheeks, I bite my lower lip while I read remembering each one of those experinces. We seemed to push my limits way past were I ever wanted to go. Some one looking in from the outside would see you as a cruel man to me, but in the end I knew you would never hurt me. Yes there were things I would have never done on my own and never would do again.. BUT in saying that I want you to know ....I did them becuase I love you and wanted to please you. I love you with every fiber of my body. My heart , my soul, they all belong to you Master.  I loved when you traveled and when you came home I was always waiting by the door to place kisses upon you. I was like a small child waiting for her daddy to return home to her. I wou
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A Soldiers Reason
©  Jason E. Rose I can remember the first time that Isaw your smiling face,I held you close to my heart you couldprobably hear it race.I changed your first diaper, and I knowit took a while.youre daddy's baby boy and youre theperfect child.It's been about two months now, and Idon't have much to daddy must leave for a while so thatyou may live.When I come back son I know you won’tremember me,but we'll build a bond at the fishingpond with unforgetable memories.It's time for me to go now son to builda soldiers legacy.To fight a war in another land somedayyou will be proud of me.Not so much for country, not so muchfor pride.But for you my baby boy, for yourfuture I would die.
A Love Like No Other
©  Paula M. Newman From the time I was bornI guess you would knowTen perfect fingersTen little toesWhen you first put your finger in my tiny hand that's when I first knewYou were my papa no one else would doAs I grow olderand reach for the skyMy Papa is still thereto keep that twinkle in my eyeWhen I need someone to hold meyou never say I'm too bigYou pick me up and squeeze meand whisper you're my little kidMost other people don't understand meor maybe just not as wellThat's why you're the one I run towhen I have something to tellI love you Papaas you can seeI'm so gladthat you're a part of me
The Calling
©  Lonelygirlxoxo The waves whisper to me, calling me to the soft sand.The water sweeps over my feet, surrounds where I stand.The breeze caresses my face, whips my hair.The wind encloses my body, acknowledging I'm there.The clouds clotting out the sun, turning gray with anger.The sky no longer blue, a clear warning of danger.The rain pelting my skin, as cold as ice.The water seeping in my bones, undeniably concise.The world calling to me, pulling me out.The atmosphere thicker, it's my sorrow no doubt.The waves grew higher, crashed over my head.The breath blown away, unmistakably dead.
Surgery Went Ok
Hey all, I just wanted to finally let everyone know that surgery went ok.. It was 5 1/2 hours long and it was an alright surgery... After I got really sick and I was throwing up after a few hours.. I slept all night and then all the next day due to being sick and not feeling well... They ended up doing an "L" skin graft to get everything healed up.. Then tomorrow they are goin to do more surgery and they are going to go in and just debride it out.. I am not that worried about going in and just cleaning it out ,but i'm still a little worried about it.. So, keep me in your prayers still please.... Thanjks! ~Ash~
My Son
In just a few days my son will be back home with me.  I technically have 100% percent physical custody of my son but he has been finishing up school in San diego...I didn't want to uproot him.  I am so excited to have him back..
Construction Guys ;)
haha theres some construction guys who have been staying with us for 6 weeks and everytime 1 of the guys sees me he tells me im gorgeous and asks me out but he seems like an alcoholic... and hes from a diff town, pretty far away. but anyways he sleep walked to his truck and came back at like 4:30 am and was tryin to get me to tell his friends he sleep walked naked everywhere haha.. but i was like im not telling them THAT haha. I guess im going out to the bars on thursday and have to call all those guys to meet us out! that should be fun.. they are hilarious.
Auto 11's And Bombs
My NSFW pics are set to family only and I only have a few people in my family! Those people in my family are there because they are good friends and have already seen all of it in person! I will open them to who ever buys me an auto 11,bomb,1 month blast,bling pack or a 3 month vip. It will be open to that person for a month. I'm trying to make it to level 25. I see people all the time with auto 11's and so on,so I figured I would give it a try. Thanks
People Who Can't Spell
I seen a ticker, I don't remember whose it was though. Anyway, the last I knew, neighborhood was one word. I was going to tell them that in a profile comment, but it's comment approval.  =/
If I seduce your mind.  You say I can have your body. But if I find your soul, how can I not but set you free?
For real people...Cant you be the same all the time instead of being wishy washy from one moment to the next....There...Ive said my peace...grrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Going For Another
So Im finally dating again and actually having a good time...Some dates not so good others great....Actually have had several dates with differet friend over the past 2 weeks and I have to say...Some men in this world are gentlemen....Hmmm....stay tuned...for the dating blogs...Lets see if this will get crazy like the last time I was dating regularly.....blah...
What Im Thinking Now
As I sit here wondering in darkness the moonless night the howlings of wolves seems closer as I walk the never ending road to perrish and never be seen again, tears flow like the river of blood as I lay motionless to wait for my end to come nothings more satasfying than to lay and bleed til the grim reaper starts talking never to be afraid. Is it only a nightmare or is it reality? Seems like eveywhere i go destruction and hate follow. Am I hated that much or am i just a spec of dirt that everyone wipes off? I no longer feel that im wanted here on earth or anywhere by that matter maybe i should let the moon cry and my flesh die either or it dont matter soon it will all go away.    
Small Gestures Make A Big Difference
Common Courtesy We often feel that we don’t have the time or energy to extend ourselves to others with the small gestures that compose what we call common courtesy. It sometimes seems that this kind of social awareness belongs to the past, to smaller towns and slower times. Yet, when someone extends this kind of courtesy to us, we always feel touched. Someone who lends a helping hand when we are struggling with our groceries makes an impression because many people just walk right by. Even someone who simply makes the effort to look us in the eye, smile, and greet us properly when entering a room stands out of the crowd. It seems these people carry with them the elegance and grace of another time, and we are always thankful for our contact with them. Common courtesy is a small gesture that makes a big difference. An essential component of common courtesy is awareness and common sense—looking outside yourself to see when someone needs help or acknowledgment. As a courteou
Boldly Growing Into Your Own
Fear of the Future Though much human fear is based on uncertainty, foreknowledge does not always ease the mind. It is often when our futures look brightest that our resolve crumbles and we veer off course. We can recognize that success is on the horizon, but we cannot discern how it will impact our lives. Because success can affect us in complex and unpredictable ways, taking us out of the status quo and pushing us into new circumstances that test our limits, the mere idea of attaining the life of our dreams can shake us to the core. Fear of the future is often closely intermingled with the fear that growing into your own potential will both change you irrevocably and force you to face situations that you aren’t ready for. It is normal to unconsciously project ahead into the future and see success as a great weight bearing down on you. It is important to remember, however, that all the life changes the future will bring will be implemented into your life slowly and gradually.
A Question Of Balance - One-sided Relationships
One of the most beautiful qualities of an intimate relationship is the give and take of energy that occurs between two people. In the best-case scenario, both people share the talking and listening, and the giving and receiving of support, equally. Occasionally, within any relationship, the balance shifts and one person needs to listen more, or give more. Generally, over a long period of time, even this exception will take on a balanced rhythm; we all go through times when we take more and times when we give more. However, there are also relationships in which the balance has always felt one-sided. You may have a friend whom you like, but you have begun to notice that the conversation is always about their life and their problems and never about yours. You may also have a friend who seems to require an inordinate amount of support from you but who is unable or unwilling to give much in return. Over time, these relationships can be draining and unsatisfying. One option is simply to en
Sts-125 Landing
STS-125, or HST-SM4 (Hubble Space Telescope Servicing Mission 4), was the fifth and final space shuttle servicing mission to the Hubble Space Telescope (HST). Launch occurred on May 11, 2009 at 2:01 p.m. EDT. Landing occurred on May 24 at 11:39 a.m. EDT, with the mission lasting a total of just under 13 days. Space Shuttle Atlantis carried two new instruments to the Hubble Space Telescope, the Cosmic Origins Spectrograph and the Wide Field Camera 3. The mission also replaced a Fine Guidance Sensor, six new gyroscopes, and two battery unit modules to allow the telescope to continue to function at least through 2014. The crew also installed new thermal blanket insulating panels to provide improved thermal protection, and a soft-capture mechanism that would aid in the safe de-orbiting of the telescope by an unmanned spacecraft at the end of its operational lifespan. The mission also carried an IMAX camera and the crew documented the progress of the mission for an upcoming IMAX movie. I
Leave me alone I dont want to be with anyone. Whats the point if all your going to do to someone is play a game with them. So my words are fuck off not in the mood. Ive said this many times if all you have are lyes to give me then fuck off i dont want you i dont care and dont fucking make me.
Dogma I - Metaphysics #2
Meanwhile, at the Chinese laundromat...     DOGMA I - METAPHYSICS #2 "COSMOLOGY" THE BOOK OF UTERUS from the Honest Book of Truth revealed to Lord Omar 1. Before the beginning was the Nonexistent Chao, balanced in Oblivion by the Perfect Counterpushpull of the Hodge and the Podge. 2. Whereupon, by an Act of Happenstance, the Hodge began gradually to overpower the Podge and the Primal Chaos thereby came to be. 3. So in the beginning was the Primal Chaos, balanced on the Edge of Oblivion by the Perfect Counterpullpush of the Podge and the Hodge. 4. Whereupon, by The Law of Negative Reversal (see below), the Podge swiftly underpowered the Hodge and Everything broke loose. 5. And therein emerged the Active Force of Discord, the Subtle Manifestation of the Nonexistent Chao, to guide Everything along the Path back to Oblivion - that it might not become lost among
Angels & Demons Updated 6-22-09
Ever wanted to be a Angel or a Demon but not Yet a Godfather, Or maybe you wish you picked the other choice and wish you can change it. Well Now is your chance but unfortanitly no Special Abilities or Special Icon. Back By Popular Demand From the Creator of Fubars #1 Train in the Past Now Brings You Angels & Demons. Basically Just a Normal Train But  Can Also Be used as a Leveling Family. Rules & Qualifacations  1.   Must F/R/A The Founder and All other Members 2.    If Already A Friend Must Leave Them a Comment on thier Page Saying Joining Angels & Demons 3.     Dont have a Salute Not A Problem This Time Pay The 25k Fee and your on Send it through Fupal  to The Founder and mention Angel & Demons Fee 4.     Have A Salute Then No Fee Needed to Hop on 5.     In The Request Need To Mention Angels & Demons and Also Must Messege the founder when your done or you will not be added 6.   Must Also Add Angels & Demons Member To Your Name or A&D Now For The Fun To Begin  
Me , I Guess
I just had me a talk with some folks here(Thanks for the ear you 2. You know who you are.)  I guess I need to tell more about what makes me tick. What ticks me off.What I really like and dislike.  Or maybe I just need to get some things off my chest. Well......I'm just gonna start here. I hated myspace because of all the fake ass peeps there. I got that feeling that nobody cared. I had friends on there that I actually knew. Co-workers. school friends and wrestling buddies. People started to just ignore the mess out of me and it hurt my feelings. I deleted my profile there. They asked why and I told them because ya'll suck. As far as me.....I'll do anything for a friend. I'll be an ear if you need to talk. I'll be your shoulder to cry on. Hell, I'll even let ya hit me if it might help. I guess I was always the friend who would be there no matter what. But.....when I needed was me, myself, and I. I guess I have lots of pent up anger from years of getting jacked up
Sex Questionnaire
FILL THIS OUT AND SEND IT TO ME PPPPLLLLLEEEEAAASSSEEEE!!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION" CUT AND PASTE AND REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN.........1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position (s)?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like foreplay?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Phone number?26. Will you post this so I c
Dont Know
I always tell people never to write as soon as they get mad or the wrong things always come out or things are misconstrod. Everyone has a different definishion of what they think love is. I dont know. Why dont you tell me what you think it is, is it something that has to grew with time or somthing you can get right away? That is my question i present to you. Have fun later on
More Random Poetry By Me :d
It's all a game, don't be a loser, or you'll be a life abuser, when you get your cards, strategize your attack, or you'll get my regards, stabbing you in the back...   -----   selfish, heartless, immune to your touch, I'm starting to think this life is too much, bending, breaking, can't take anymore, wishing it could be like before...   -----   It starts everyday when you open your eyes, without even knowing you've planned your demise...   -----   which way to go? there's nowhere to run, your starting to realize that life isn't fun,  there's no games to play, and you'll never win, you are waiting for hell on earth to begin...   -----   you can run but you can't hide, when you keep your thoughts inside, on the outside nothing shows, but in your heart the anger grows, all the hateful, hurtful words, start to flow like soaring birds *unfinished*   -----    
Evil Rankings...
Ok, you may or may not have noticed; and you may or may not care, but I've eliminated the "Top family" and "Top friends" classifications from my profile. Yes, I do believe they are evil. That may sound extreme, but hear me out first. Does it not create jealousy and drama? Would the fu-world not be a happier place if no one was whining (whether out loud or to themselves) about where they rank, or don't rank in someone's family?Is that what "family" is about?Is this really a competition?!Anyone that knows me, knows that I'm pretty forthright about my feelings... I talk about them. I tell people that are close to me how I feel about them.So I won't play the ranking game...If we are close, you already know it, I've told you! If we're not close... Either we just don't hit it off, or we don't know each other that well yet? I don‘t know, I suppose there are many possibilities. Anyway, if you want to change that, let me know... If I want to change it, I'll let you know...Is it really so
Ugh... Indeed
Just another day of sitting around waiting for something to happen.  This is getting old fast.
forever isn't real to me, it feels just like pretend, I think about the days ahead, and where it all will end. The future changes everyday, depending which path you choose, sometimes you will win but almost always you will lose. Thoughts are swirling through my head, not knowing where to turn, the only thing I'm sure of is that I can feel the burn, everytime I look and see a different choice to make, not knowing what is stopping me, happiness I fake. Now I lay here all alone, no one to hold tonight, no prince charming in my life, to make everything all right...
How Many Friends
"How many friends have you" The old man turned to me and asked,"How many friends have you?"Why 10 or 20 friends have I,And named off just a few. He rose quite slow with effortAnd sadly shook his head"a lucky child you are," he said,But think of what you are sayingThere is so much you do not knowA friend is just not someoneTo whom you say "Hello" A friends a tender shoulderOn which to softly cryAs well to pour your troubles downAnd raise your spirits high A friend is a hand to pull you upFrom darkness and despiar...When all your other "so called" friendsHave helped too put you there A true friend is an allyWho can't be moved or boughtA voice to keep your name aliveWhen others have forgotBut most of all a friend is a heartA strong and sturdy wallFar from the hearts of friendsThere comes the greatest love of all!!! So think of what I've spokenFor every word is trueAnd answer again my child"How many friends have you??" And then he stood and faced meAwaiting my replySoftly i answered
The person who tries to live alone will not succeed as a human being. His heart withers if it does not answer another heart. His mind shrinks away if he hears only the echoes of his own thoughts and finds no other inspiration. ~ Pearl S. Buck Looking back, I have this to regret, that too often when I loved, I did not say so.~ David Grayson There is more hunger for love and appreciation in this world than for bread. ~ Mother Teresa You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly. ~ Sam Keen What the heart has once owned and had, it shall never lose.~ Henry Ward Beecher I have loved to the point of madness,That which is called madness, That which to me, Is the only sensible way to love.F. Sagan It is best to love wisely, no doubt; but to love foolishly is better than not to be able to love at all. ~William Thackeray You can't buy love, but you can pay heavily for it.~Henny Youngman We can only learn to love by loving. ~I
Why is it, when you attain and meet someone who fulfills all the qualities you could ever ask for, that someone who's jealous or territorial wants to bring you down? I care about her and thats that. She's presented who she is to me. if thats a lie then of course ill be heartbroken, I've already poured a lot of my soul and feeling into her. Shared some things and well to be honest, I understand her situation. If you'd had a life like hers or mine, you'd want people to listen, and sometimes there isnt much you can do about it. And people need to get off her ex boyfriend issue as far as the one she still wears the ring for. Dear god people, if you'd been so close to tying the knot for the rest of your life with that one person, wouldnt you be a little depressed or upset too? So stop rushing her to get out of it, Ill be honest, I hate every single god damn perverted sex driven male on here. And regardless of how she talks to you guys, or what she shows you or what she does, shes important
Ratings And You
Some of you have been rated by me and have a grievance against the rating I chose. I find this resentment perplexing, as there is no standard by which ratings are based leaving me to create my own standard(s). For example, what exactly am I rating? Photo quality? Personal appearance? Your fubar profile page? I don't know most of you and therefore my ratings are not personal. So if I give you a one (1), it's not because I think you suck, I just don't have enough information about you to make an educated rating. If you think a one (1) is a personal attack against you, then you're an idiot. So what constitutes a higher rating? I've adopted my own standards for giving out ratings. Pictures of women lying around in their bra and panties  IS NOT an automatic ten (10), nor are the showing of one's muscled physique. You're in shape, so what? You want a ribbon or something? Pictures of babies, pets, and kids will not "awe" a ten (10) from me either. I admit to being biased. My real-life frie
What's Up With Me
Hey everyone...I know I have been barely around here lately but I'm here to explain why. With the kids out for summer and one of my sons making allstars again this year leaves me hardly anytime. They practice everday and then we do the tournaments on the weekends. Baseball baseball baseball LOL To top it all off I registered in college. I am taking a few classes while I wait to get into the nursing program. Something I have always wanted to do. As you can see I have my plate full with things. Once things begin to calm down I will be around more. This doesn't mean I won't be around for awhile just only for a few here and there. Hope this finds everyone doing well. Susie xoxo
Women Of Fubar Beware Of This Man!!!
ok ladies i am going to tell you all the truth about a man here on fubar named dalreace a.k.a. his real life name is richard. first and foremost i will start out like this.he is a predator of women and he is a rapist and beater of women.he has held a close friend of mine hostage and in fear of her life and the lives of her children.he has a rap sheet in the state of missouri for domestic assualt and sexual assualt on different women.i urge all of you women here on fubar to block him if he tries to contact you and warn other women of the things he has done,so this way he can't harm any other women ever.PLEASE LADIES I BEG YOU HELP KEEP OTHER WOMEN ON THIS SITE SAFE FROM MEN LIKE HIM.i am posting a link at the bottom of this so you all can see what he looks like." target=_blank>" border=0>   [ photo: 2082780276 ]
Shadow Tears
Today I walk in the shadows. I watch how the people pass me by. Do they see me? Really, do they? Or can they not even see their own nose. So they keep walking and time just seems to fly. And all the dreams I had once held dear, Have wilted away into Shadow Tears.   by: aimeecbuchanan
His Unfailing Love
In the light of his glory. I sat  there in church. Thinking about what has been going on in my life. The mistakes I have made. Teh promises I have made. Things I have broken. People I have hurt. I knelt down on my knees. Asked for his working hand in my life. He lifted my heart and my body. Showed me that there is more to live for then what I am fighting for. Went to go get my bible. The Lord showed me a sign. A heart and a cross. He poured out his love on me. In one brief moment I knew, I was forgiven for all that I cause and went through.   by: aimeecbuchanan 9/26/07
Kids Wish Network
ok ppl if any of you ever feel like donating to a worthy cause try this one on for size make a childs wish come true and help them get their wish
End Of The World
Why does the sun go on shining? Why does the sea rush to shore? Don't they know it's the end of the world 'Cause you don't love me any more? Why do the birds go on singing? Why do the stars glow above? Don't they know it's the end of the world? It ended when I lost your love. I wake up in the morning and I wonder Why ev'rything's the same as it was. I can't understand, no I can't understand How life goes on the way it does Why does my heart go on beating? Why do these eyes of mine cry? Don't they know it's the end of the world? It ended when you said goodbye Don't they know it's the end of the world? It ended when you said goodbye.
One Friday Nite In G'ville
just a short clip...AwEsOmE tImE!!!
Rules For Dj's In Blue Moon
1. All staff will respect other staff and members. 2. All staff is expected to greet others 3. You picked your shift, if you are unable to show for it you are required to give one of us two hour window to find someone to cover it...if you don't show up for two shifts in a row and do not let someone know u will not be there, you will be terminated. 4.Arrive for yur shift 5-10 minutes early so u can take air. 5.Follow chain of steve, mari, then tj. DO NOT go to Angel for any reason at all. 6.DO NOT run Autos. 7. If you have a mic, use it. 8.Play all types of music, weather you like it or not. Others may want to hear it 9.Play all requests. If u don't have the song, someone else probley will have it. 10. If there is a reason that you will not be able to pull your shift please let steve, mari, or tj know..You can send us a shout, pm, or leave us a message on yahoo. One of us is always on here. 11. Make sure you have everyones yim names, especially steve, mari, and tj
Lines Composed A Few Miles Above Tintern Abbey--william Wordsworth
MY ALL TIME FAVORITE--I FOUND IT! Lines composed a few miles above Tintern Abbey, on revisiting the banks of the Wye during a tour, July 13, 1798 by William Wordsworth Information about this edition Wikipedia has more on: Tintern Abbey (poem). Five years have past; five summers with the length Of five long winters! and again I hear These waters, rolling from their mountain-springs With a soft inland murmur.—Once again Do I behold these steep and lofty cliffs, That on a wild secluded scene impress Thoughts of more deep seclusion; and connect The landscape with the quiet of the sky. The day is come when I again repose Here, under this dark sycamore, and view These plots of cottage-ground, these orchard tufts, Which at this season, with their unripe fruits, Are clad in one green hue, and lose themselves 'Mid groves and copses. Once again I see These hedge-rows, hardly hedge-rows, little lines Of sportive wood run wild: these pastoral f
I apologize That your memory serves you more than I can now You'll have to make sense of my life somehow Yeah, somehow Well, I close my eyes Remove each piece of armor one by one Inhale this moment deep into my lungs Make amends for all I've done Well how long have I Been sitting here, I must have drifted off I cannot finish any of my thoughts Forgive me for my wayward shot I wake up in the morning, and it comes back to you I breathe in I breathe out, it comes back to you I stare up at the ceiling, and it comes back to you I step out my front door, and it comes back to you The end of my driveway, it comes back to you Brakelights on the highway, it comes back to you I could die in Los Angeles. It would come back to you. All of my devils, they are free at last, oh And all my secrets are revealed, yeah And your permission is all that I, I need to feel All of my devils, they are free at last, oh And all my secrets are revealed, yes they are And your permission is all that I need.
My Son
all ya  out there i want to thank ya all for ya love and support and to my dear friensa al ya others  show the love donate on behalf of my son and help keep his memory alive to the beaten and battered womens centersin yalocal neighbor hood CARL DENNIS BANGHART is my sons name thank you rember thavoilence MUST stop!!! show ya love  NOW!!
Solo Ascent
Wreck In Bahamas
Uss President Coolidge
Redheads Of The World Unite!
Theron Raines, the author of “The Singing” (ISBN 0871131773) subtitled “a fable about what makes us human”, is described in the book jacket as a literary agent who earned degrees from Columbia and Oxford.  I’m trying to not sound pompous here, but I’m thinking that helped fast track this book to publication eleven years ago.  Basically, it’s about Mary Alice, a woman working for an ad agency whose life is jarred by a crashed UFO in Manhattan.  One of the Martians within it, Forrest, goes home with her, they get married, both work at the same ad agency until it’s time for Forrest to leave with his companions leaving her pregnant with their child.  A love story which is deeply moving, as Bruno Bettelheim says?  (Seriously, who buys these reviews?)  Perhaps it depends how you look at it, or in New York do they really do things that differently? No offense to my readers from New York is meant.  The title of today’s entry comes from For
We Need To Survive:
Poor Little Old Lady
I got this out of an email it's funny please read and comment much love to all   Defense Attorney: Will you please state your age? Little Old Lady: I am 76 years old. Defense Attorney: Will you tell us, in your own words, what happened the night of April 1st? Little Old Lady: There I was, sitting there in my swing on my front porch on a warm spring evening, when a young man comes creeping up on the porch and sat down beside me. Defense Attorney: Did you know him? Little Old Lady: No, but he sure was friendly. Little Old Lady: He started to rub my thigh. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him? Little Old Lady: No, I didn't stop him. Defense Attorney: Why not? Little Old Lady: It felt good. Nobody had done that since my Albert died some 20 years ago. Defense Attorney: What happened next? Little Old Lady: He began to touch my breasts. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him then? Little Old Lady: No, I certainly did not! Defense Attorney: Why
How Important Is Sex
 How Important is SEX in a Relationship? Does it account for more than 50 Percent? Does it Maintain a healthy relationship? Cast your Opinion Now!
New To Using Fubar
Wow... I signed up to fubar quite some time ago, but never really started using it.  There is a lot going on here... Hopefully I haven't stepped on too many feet, in the crowded bar, or gawked at things (women) to obviously. A little about me... well like most people, I am not that great about writing an "about me".  I mean, I can say things like I am a single father of four kids, aged 23-13. I am single because my ex-wife divorced me in 2000, and now all these years later, I realize I should have divorced her years before she divorced me.  We did not have a loving relationship, but my beliefs of marriage were that you married for life, and there was no such thing as divorce.  I felt like a failure when I wasn't able to keep the marriage together.  Since then I met a woman that I truly love.  A woman that taught me what love is, and what was missing in my marriage. We were together over 5 years, and now it's been a year since she decided to "move on".  I have dated other women. Dev
I'm In My Very First Auction
Rules: 1. Auction ends July 4th 2. Auction bids must be cash bids only (bling, tickers, bling packs, blasts, HH's, and VIP's are acceptable bids...unless the person being auctioned specifies that they don't need a VIP so please pay attention.) 3. I have the right to refuse or accept any bid at any time so DO NOT make a bid you are not prepared to pay up on at that moment...unless you discuss it with that me before hand. 4. Please be sure to read the comments already posted before you place your bid. If you place a bid that is lower than the previous bid, I will delete it so please pay attention. 5. Drama of any kind will not be tolerated. 6. Winning bidders will be notified by Bebe at the end of the auction OR if your bid is accepted prior to the end of the aution. 7. HAVE FUN!!!!!!! CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO GO TO THE AUCTION FOLDER!! Be sure and love up on Bebe the auction runner. Add, Fan, Rate her. Show this great lady mad fu-lovin'    
Attention Everyone!
First off all who had my old yahoo account amberdamnit88 delete cause it got hacked and my new yahoo id is biwestvirginagirl. My grandma is now finally at peace with no pain she is in gods hands now. Also I am kind of falling behind in college so I will not be on here much I have to finish this last semester with Everest University than I am gonna switch to one here in West Virgina. I am also babysitting so if I am not able to answer my yahoo is why so please bare with me within this time cause with my grandma gone it is still tough. I have a few things from her a ring,watch,barbie doll,a mickey mouse squeak toy, and a little radio that I had as a kid. Anyways thanks for everyone's condolence's made me feel pleased to see I have great friends on here who care alot.   Sincerly, Amber M. Kestner
Late at night, When no one is near. I find myself longing for you. I dont know why, I know you dont care. Yet, I still long for you. Your memory plays inside my head, Inside my heart, Like you are still there. It has been years, You are part of the past. Longing for you, Is something that I should not do. Was it true love, I do not know. Yet, I can't figure out why you are always there. Sometimes at night, All by myself, I long for you and I cry out. Please come back, I still love you so. I dont know why you ever let me go. Then I realize what I am doing. I tell myself don't long any more. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved.
Sex Vs. Love
Sex..   Sex is easy, it's just your body if you let it be.  It can be with out any strings, it can one time or many times, it's all up to you.   Love..    Now love on the other hand is hard. It takes a lot, it takes your mind body and soul.  Love has many strings. It also be many times if you let it. Some are looking for love others are not. Some want it so bad they can taste it, other run from it like its a drug. What ever you view is, love is some thing that everyone works at.     Now my life runs like this... I live is the darkness, I like it there, it keeps me safe from the love I used to seek. I never have givin up the hope of running into that one that will light up my life and help bring me to the light I once looked for. I have learned to let it find me. Even if that means that i might lose from time to time. And this is one of my random thought I just thought I would share.     huggies cherry 
We Belong Together,
You make my world complete, We belong together, No other can compete. We belong together, I need you for eternity, We belong together, So please never leave. We belong together, You had me from the start, We belong together, You've completely stole my heart. we belong together, Its the way it was meant to be, We belong together, Just you and me.
A Mans Worth
a mans worth  he cannot be judged  purely on his looks even the most charming man can have an ugly face a man who can  stay awake long enough  to watch you sleep  kiss your forehead  to promise you sweetdreams is far beyond priceless  in my eyes the man who raises his voice at you in anger  is very low in my mind  but when he takes a calloused hand and touches your face  so soft and light  to trace your lip and say  how truly wonderful you are  that is a man of great wealth  the gentle touch in the small of my back amazes me at times when i have seen that hand do such damage but to hold me near like im the most delicate thing he has ever seen brings tears to my eyes and surpasses my idea of rich  a
Jezebel Gods And Angels
You think cameras are magic things because everytime you clicked there was a different expression on my face my lips my eyes the pulsating purple hue between my thighs the way they quivered the trembling anticipation you wanted to learn my language of fingers that fly in rapid fire succession but I shook my head no your cameras and videos were my voice to you you carried a pad and pencil in your back pocket where it made an indelible demarcation you wrote to me on it you said sometimes that I coo like a dove when you looked me in the eyes from above about to enter holding my hands above my head that the sounds our bodies made in love could still make you tremble for days afterwards then sometimes you wrote "you purr like a kitten when I begin to rock your sweet nakedness as I  open you  up between your alabaster thighs like a sweet magnolia when I thrust into sweet wetness   as I   mark you         ruin you             for any other" you said I rewarded you not with words but
Random Thoughts 7 - Dec 07
So I am sick as hell.  And I am sitting here at home (ed note...I didn't finish this yesterday when I was home I am posting this morning...) thinking...what's my favorite song.  I decided that today it's Buckcherry's Crazy Bitch.  Why you ask?  Well...not since "Closer" from NIN has there been a song that just lays it out there like this.  With got "I want to f**k you like an animal"  well grrrrr baby grrrr.  Talk about just calling it right out.  Do you think he meant a cougar?  Or maybe a racoon?  I like to think he meant a really horny chimpanzee.  I like the Christmas Jesus best, and I'm sayin grace. When you say grace, you can say it to grown up Jesus, or teenage Jesus, or bearded Jesus, or whoever you want.  (sorry...I know it doesn't fit...but I LOVE that movie) Trent Reznor, Josh Todd who is the lead singer of Buckcherry decided to call America out and let us know about a unique segment of the female population and his fascination with the
Setting My Fire Free
Setting My Fire Free   I drew my sword took up my shield My enemy drew his as well I could see My Fire shackled behind him I could feel the anger inside me swell He had taken her captive seven moons prior I tracked them to his castle My Fires snow white dress now tattered I could see he dragged her threw hell He lunges towards me our swords meet He lets out a maddening yell Our shields clash in the moonlight His attacks my sword and shield repel
Why must i give you the satisfaction? to see me cry, to know i think of you constantly? this wasnt all my fault. i took the blame yes, but it takes two to break hearts as we did. was it love? it sure felt like it...or was i being deceived? we sang in the car, ruined the albums i cherished, they haunt my dreams as do you, a stain on my heart and on my shirt. what did you think when i came home? were you relieved? or were you "hurting" as i was so naive to believe? i cannot shake it.. my heart is still mending and with every day passes so does my love for you. you were my best friend, someone i relied upon and shared all with.. now you are the bad taste in my mouth, no longer the tear in my eye, or last nights dinner in the commode, you are just a memory. like those past you will become what was, and when i find what is, you will be the life lesson i will pass to my children... the path i will urge them NOT to walk. you destroyed me and i hope you can live with that, of course you can, y
~*the Pied Piper Beseacheth Thee*~
Dont trust the pied piper, as he beseacheth thee He's song is not as happy as it seems... The melody you seek Was never really gone, What faded once  was blackened for a reason Change isn't always  there in season.   So as the piper plays Turn your head away, release unto yourself forget his ways.   Something that was beautiful, fragile yet unique Don't play the pipers song you think you seek Let your fears free as the piper watcheth thee Never let him see what he has found As you beseach the piper, learn within his words The pipers song was never meant to be heard.   So as the piper plays Beseaching you today, Turn your head and close your eyes Now is not time for compromise Restrain from the pipers meloncholy song Whats done will be forever done
? For The Men & Women Opinions Too
I am truly beginning to believe that there are NO REAL MEN left out there anymore. SO SAD, FOR THE REAL WOMEN OUT THERE LIKE MYSELF! Moesheeba
Second Best (repost)
Why do you settle for second bestInstead of what you deserve, you accept something lessDo you have any sense of self-worthYou're just setting yourself up to get hurtI only have your best interests at heartPlease, before this goes to farYou can do better than me, but why do worseI know I’m even less then you deserveI know I'm blessed to even know youAnd I will accept whatever you decide to doBut agreeing and accepting are not one and the sameHe is playing with your heart, but this isn't a gameSee I want to love you with my last breatheBecause I for one won't settle for second best
We Walk These Streets Of Madness
The grey sky looming above, Rain drops still dripping down From the pregnant clouds, We set out on our journey once again, Around and around we go In slow circles, moving To the beat of the thunder and rain that surrounds us, as the droplets hit the ground, shattered realizations lay scattered reminding me nothing is as it seems to be, as another memory turns to dust
Wciked Jazz - Cwc 2009 Horror Story
  "Wicked Jazz"- my first story for the 2009 Creative Writing Championships Wicked Jazz A jazz man makes a bad bet, but he won’t stop laughing about it, even after he’s dead.
 good mornig  i ha added my son whom passedaway a month ago  help keep his memory alive SHOW the LOVE!!! domate to ya local abused womens centers  doi today  thank ya all G o bless ya and lots of love  benjamin
Hotties Of Fubar Auction: Want To Be In It?
I'm Running an Hotties of Fubar Auction! Want to be in it? 1. Send C51 Art Girl the picture of yourself that you want in the auction along with 15K in FuBucks and what your offering! 2. Auctions Starts on Jul. 1st at 12pm Fu Time and ends Jul. 31st at Midnight Fu time! C51 Art Girl: ︻╦╤─C51™ARTGIRL†AK*S51RLWify* Catacones420wnr✡RoyalHotie*5sMom*@ fubar
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Lbb Entry 11
What Happens When??
As a parent, we are looked to as out childs own personal superhero. We are supposed to protect them from from the monsters under the bed and in the closet. We are supposed to kiss them and love on them when they get sick and get hurt. They look to us to do anything and everything, BUT what happens when the time comes and we cant protect them? What happens when they hurt and we cant put a band-aid on the hurt and kiss it away? What happens when we cant give them meds to take away the sickness and make them better? As many of you know, I am faced with this right now. My oldest is sick and I, myself, and the doctors are ding everything we can. He is going frm test to test. Everyday he looks at me with the "Mommy, make me better look" and I'm hopeless. I cant kiss his pain away or put a band-aid on it and tell him all better. I cant give him meds and make the sickness away. Honestly, I am scared when he has to go in for a different test. I am scared for what I will be told and how I will
Once In An Eon
AT 5 MINUTES AND 6 SECONDS AFTER 4 A.M., ON THE 8TH OF JULY, THIS YEAR, THE TIME  AND DATE WILL BE:  04:0 5:0 6 07-0 8-0 9THIS WILL NOT HAPPEN AGAIN UNTIL THE YEAR 3009!!!(I had a deep feeling that you just needed to know this)Aren't you glad I told you?
5 Things You Never Knew Your Cellphone Could Go:
For all the folks with cell phones. (This should be printed > and kept in your > car, purse, and wallet. Good information to have with > you.) > > > There are a few things that can be done in times of grave > emergencies. > > Your mobile phone can actually be a life saver or an > emergency tool for survival. > > Check out the > things that you can do with it: > > > FIRST > Emergency > > The Emergency Number worldwide for Mobile is > 112. > If you find Yourself out of > the coverage area of your mobile network > and there is an Emergency, dial > 112 and the mobile will search any > existing n etwork to Establish the > emergency number for you, and > interestingly, this number 112 can be dialed even if the > keypad is locked. Try it out. > > SECOND > Have you locked your keys in the car? > > Does your car have remote keyless entry? This may come > in > handy someday. Good reason to own a cell > phone: > > > If you lock your
Iran Young Women Shot By Paramilitary Died In Front Camera
The Lesson Of Fu
Once upon a time, I was a fu-tycoon.  Almost oracle level and owned more than a dozen people.  Had millions in the fu-bank to give away.  Blinged everyone in sight, could level someone twice in one day, and often did.  I know i moved a couple of people over a dozen levels in one or two turns.  i was spending almost $1000 a month "loving" my friends.  I know there were some who became friends through the process and never expected anything from me.  But there were others that I have learned, who are just here for the game.  How do I know this? Well, this time around, I came to fu land with one thing in mind......not spending a dime on anything or anyone.  I came back for my friends.  Nothing more.  I just wanted to see who my friends were.  So as I did, I began to see my old acquaintances online and reconnect with them.  And as I did, I learned that I'm not quite as popular as before, LOL.  As a matter of fact, I rarely have anyone even talk to me now.  So, I am going to be content w
Reach Out & Touch Someone....the Synister Way
I was sitting on the edge of a river and looking across the water. I noticed a small tree or bush along the shore on the other side. Sitting there was a man who appeared to be sleeping with his head resting in his hand. At that moment it came to my attention that I was holding my rifle. I lift my rifle up, look through the scope, center my crosshairs on this unknown person's head and I pull the trigger. I jump into the river to swim across but i notice I'm not swimming in water, but more like syrup or some other thick fluid. I swim back to shore and walk over to a bridge and cross it. Upon coming up to my unknown victim, I inspect the body to find I had blown the top half of this person's head off, as if something you'd see in the movies or some morbid website. I saw that his hand was still resting on his face but in his hand was a cell phone. Apparently this person wasn't sleeping but in fact talkin on the phone minutes before their demise. I pryed the phone from his hand and press it
Look Inside
Take the time to look inside to see everything that you have ever wanted to know. Everything is not as it appears.  
The Big Party!
I will be out enjoying the big party!  Back on 7/6.  Those of you in Skee- town - I might see ya there.  But if I don't have a blast! Night 1- Burn Halo -- Pop Evil -- Saving Abel................................ I got an Autographed CD, and drum stick!  
Different Ways Of Navigating
We’re All in the Same BoatWe’re all in the same boat. We just have different paddles, and perhaps we find ourselves on different rivers. We all live in human bodies. These are the vehicles in which we move through our world. We are all made of flesh, blood, and bone, with brains, hearts, and lungs to power us. Our paddles—the tools we use to move through the world—vary, as do the bodies of water—the environments—in which we find ourselves.Some of us use our high IQs to get where we want to go. Some of use our smiles, others use kindness, a gift with language, or athletic ability. Some of these qualities we were born with and others are skills we have learned. Considering this metaphor in light of your own life can be very enlightening. What tools are you using to get from point A to point B in your life? Chances are, you and the people you know have used many different tools in various combinations throughout your lives to get where you needed to go.
Bill Cosby: Word To The Wise...
"A word to the wise ain't necessary - it's the stupid ones that need the advice."
Livin Nekkid Prevents Global Warming?
“Living more hours naked each day results in a dramatic drop in my laundry, which in turn reduces my water and energy use (along with my related bills),” Ms. Blanchard wrote. “It also reduces the amount of soap I release, in my case, into the Puget Sound.” Hmmmnnn Would 'saving the earth' be a legit defense in court against indecent exposure?
"just Want To Share This To All"
I ask GOD!How do i get the best of out life...GOD'answered!!!keep face your past with out regrets handle your present with confidence,prepare for the future with out the fear! and he added"keep the faith and drop the fear!Dont believe your doubts and never doubts your beliefs. Life is so wonderful if you know how to live!!! The present is invitable remember the power of GOD in you!!!
U Down?????/
Ok, for those of you who were wondering why I suddenly disappeared a few days after getting back from the hospital, surprise! I had another seizure and had to go BACK. After even more tests and poking (literally. Ever have a lumbar puncture?), we finally figured out that it was a reaction between two of my meds that caused the problem. Of course, then I had to be weaned off of one of the meds, under constant monitoring in the hospital, of course. Sigh. So, I'm back. Still a little shaky, and about to start another round of doctor's visits in order to find out what to replace the old meds with, but back, nevertheless. Sorry to anyone who was worried.
4 Sons
Four friends, who hadn't seen each other in 30 years, reunited at a party . After several drinks, one of the men had to use the rest room. Those who remained talked about their kids. The first guy said, 'My son is my pride and joy. He started working at a successful company at the bottom of the barrel. He studied Economics and Business Administration and soon began to climb the corporate ladder and now he's the president of the company. He became so rich that he gave his best friend a top of the line Mercedes for his birthday.' The second guy said, 'Darn, that's terrific! My son is also my pride and joy. He started working for a big airline, then went to flight school to become a pilot. Eventually he became a partner in the company, where he owns the majority of its assets. He's so rich that he gave his best friend a brand new jet for his birthday.' The third man said: 'Well, that's terrific! My son studied in the best universities and became an engineer. Then he started his o
Time Is Passing.
I still can't belive that I am here in Iraq and 4 months has gone by. The sights that I have see here are too gross to post (plus I can got into big trouble if I say). I will be back home in the states in a few weeks. I can not wait to go back home to Florida. I will get to see my kids and spend time with my family. My son has no idea that I am comming home for 2 weeks, so we are setting up a large box in the living room and telling my son that Santa came by with a present for him. Whan he opens it I hope to see a big smile on his face. Maybe he might freak out and start running up the walls. No matter what he does I know that I will never be mad because all I have to do is just to think about Iraq and know how much joy my kids friends and family bring to me.
Point Whores
I'm sittin in my basement,I've never had a lifeI have 11 babiesWith my fatass welfare wifeI troll for nudie pics;My cock is all the rageWith unsuspected chicksThat stumble on my pageThe only thing I doIs eat and masturbateSo please check out my pageAnd Add, Fan, Rate
Closing Off Fu Here...
Yes the time has come!  I will be closing down my account here just before I leave to go back to work on the 6th... there are a few of you whom I would like to keep in touch with, so if I don't already have your 'other' address, please send me a PM with it.I will be taking all my pics down in the meantime...Aloha my friends..Be well... And take care...AND REMEMBER.. TO THINE OWN SELF BE TRUE!! Leilani
What In The Hell!
so i woke up today, and the strap on my tank top was like cut in half, and i have sscratches all down my side!   um wtf?     and no i didn't drink last night
My Gift And My Curse (the Thoughts Of Mem Chapter 1)
Smoked filled halls and lost for words. The pain is too real. It's part of my curse. The darkness is never ending. I cannot not breathe. What would it take to get out of the abyss of my dreams. My nightmares haunt me night and day. I feel like the shadows are stalking me. The chains bound me forever to the ideas I think. My mind is my worst enemy. It likes to play games. It is a beast that has a unspoken name. I fight it every day through the fire and the flames. Fighting on day by day. I get close but the result is the same. Hence the reason I cannot change. Hence the reason it remains the same. I fall deeper and deeper into the hole of my self consious. Wondering if there is a ground for me to land or will I continue to fall deeper into the thoughts of my head. I never shed a tear because that would show I am weak but it knows I am incomplete. So it tears at me 24/7 trying to break me. It wants me to fall so I will lose my grace. You see I am salvation incarnate. A walking form of ch
I Don't Understand
Ok this is what I do not understand, You try and make friends over this site and ask if they would like to talk to you sometime on the phone and they always say well I like to text. Ok do tell me why even have yahoo if you only text from a phone? And why have a phone if you never are going to talk on the damn thing? A phone is ment for talking on not just texting, whats the point in having one if that is all you do? Or you call them and they never answer the phone or they ask who is this and you tell them then you get the answer how did you get my number? Now come on people are you seriously that stupid and don't remember giving it out to the person and whats the point in giving out the number if never going to answer the damn phone to start with? Thats another thing why have a phone if your not going to answer it anyways? I think the best thing I love is when they tell you oh I don't have a phone so we can't be friends or can't get to know them, Ok you don't have a phone but yet you h
Lost in a moment of sinful pleasure We need this to come together Rise so high as we slip away Fingers on flesh can change so much Such an undeniable delimma To give and take Share to breathe Give a touch to feel I can help you change Balance our pain with confort Relax...this won't hurt a bit Sweat with me Bleed for me Take me with you through the spiral gate Meaning is found within the meaningless Show me how we belong together Help me see the pleasure in my pain
What Sets You Off
I hate going to profiles that the color scheme is so weird that you can't read what the hell they have on their profile...  I suppose it is better than the crazy shit that comes out on myspace (I don't have by the way). Tell me  what sets you off???
I Love Her So
I would take her downtown with a smile never a frown to show her off to my friends all around show her she is what I was searching for show her I care and that I would miss her if she wasn't there.   My goal would be to praise her for the little things she would do. Enforce what she means to me with a simple I love you and give her hope everyday to help her make it through in each new way
Michael Jackson Dies
Posted Jun 25th 2009 5:20PM by TMZ Staff We've just learned Michael Jackson has died. He was 50. Michael suffered a cardiac arrest earlier this afternoon at his Holmby Hills home and paramedics were unable to revive him. We're told when paramedics arrived Jackson had no pulse and they never got a pulse back.A source tells us Jackson was dead when paramedics arrived. A cardiologist at UCLA tells TMZ Jackson died of cardiac arrest.Once at the hospital, the staff tried to resuscitate him but he was completely unresponsive.We're told one of the staff members at Jackson's home called 911.La Toya ran in the hospital sobbing after Jackson was pronounced dead.Michael is survived by three children: Michael Joseph Jackson, Jr., Paris Michael Katherine Jackson and Prince "Blanket" Michael Jackson II.
Music I Love
my mumm got reported......... I love it when people are losing an argument and have to resort to repoting a mumm as nsfw  just to feel better, what losers lol.   FYI the mumm was this:   now the micheal jackson has died are the kids safer?   or   are they in just as much danger due to the stupiditiy of their parents?
Sex between humans and (other) animals.
Thank You
As some of you know, I'm leaving for deployment soon. I just wanted to say thanks to those of you who have been there and continue to be there. I'll try and pop in from time to time to say hi and put in an update. Thanks again and luv ya's.
Pimp Outs
Know anyone that needs ability points spent on them to level? Well send them to me! I'm trading and selling my pimp outs to help them as well as help myself. I have a little something planned, hehe. Thanks friends!
Day Two
day two of the new medication. the pain in my chest from the constant anxiety has been replaced by the usual hole. the one that feels like there is no one there that will be here, no one to understand. that no matter what i do, i will be alone. i try to fill it by asking someone to be close to me, in the same room at the least. to not worry about whether or not i'm sleeping, and still it's not enough. my fears of being abandoned are replaced with the fear that it's already happened and my mind is just refusing to accept it. no matter what anyone does, i seem to make them feel like it isn't enough because there are things that i know will help me that will just not be done. sometimes i need someone to hold my hand. you can't do that through the internet no matter how badly you may want to. sometimes i need a hug. sometimes i need to be held. and "/hugs" although appreciated for the sentiment can't fill the void, can't help escape the fear. what do you do when you need someone and the
Micheal Jackson.
Today everyone lost a great man Micheal Jackson.  Alot of people thought he was a child perve and dug into anything and everything he did to prove that he was nothin but trouble it was to the point that he could not even hide no where it was never realy proved that he did anything with those kids yrs ago, and the 1 kid that took the witness stand againgst him the parents only wanted money and they proved the kid was lieing too. Micheal had to grow up fast because his father wanted him to be a star but also to make money for them also half of the time the kids didn't want to act and or sing that is all proved in the 6 hour documentry about him and the whole family.  Micheal died today at 50 and the bad thing is most of the time the poor guy was going threw hell because the media and people in general would not leave him alone always after him for something a typical person would of tried to killed them selves yrs ago and or tried to disapear if they could for all that poor man and hi
Let Mj Rest In Peace.
Now that Micheal Jackson is dead, people have been villanize him more than ever. Here is my take on things:   Child molester or not, he was truly sick and could not be held accountable. He should have had some serious therapy long ago.Truth is, I don't want to believe that he molested any children. However, i could believe it if he truly did and I was presented with evidence. But I think his situation was different than most, and he would have been better suited for psychiatric treatment than prison. Of course, if he had gotten the help he needed before all that happened, it might not have happened at all.I think one reason I don't want to believe it is because I find it sick for parents of the children to go after or even take his money. Greed knows no bounds, I guess and everyone has a price. But were I a parent in that situation, no amount of money would satisfy my vengeance (yes, I think he was sick and needed help more than prison, but if it happened to my child, I would probabl
A Statement Of Me
BITCHOLOGY When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a BITCH. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a BITCH. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a BITCH. Being a BITCH means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me.   When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a BITCH. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid.  It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am ! and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined.  I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that!  So try to stomp on me, try to defuse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a BITCH, so be it.  I embrace the title and am proud to
'stoned Wallabies Make Crop Circles'
"Australian wallabies are eating opium poppies and creating crop circles as they hop around "as high as a kite", a government official has said. Lara Giddings, the attorney general for the island state of Tasmania, said the kangaroo-like marsupials were getting into poppy fields grown for medicine. " Source : BBC online
You gave me this Made me give Your silver grin still sticking it in You have some machine soul machine Soul of Machine The longest kiss Feeling furniture days Drift madly to you Pollute my heart, Drain You have stolen me broken me stolen me broken me All your mental armor drags me down nothing hurts like your mouth Your loaded smiles and pretty just deserts Wish it all for you So much it never hurts You have soul machine Stolen me all your mental armor drags me down We can't breathe when we come around All your mental armor drags me down nothing hurts like your mouth We'd been missing long before never found our way home We'd been missing long before we will found our way You gave me this made give you have soul machine broken free all your mental armor drags me down we can't breathe when we come around all your mental armor drags me down nothing hurts like your mouth all your mental armor and your mouth...
Z Lounge
This is my 1st blog n I'm fairly new to fubar, anyway... if ur a person lookin for a kick a*s time, cool people(as in staff n members), awesome tunes, good lookin men n women, AND FU'S FINEST N HOTTEST CAM GIRLS - go to the "Z Lounge", u won't b disappointed
Funeral Weather
As with many funerals, it was a cloudy, rainy day. The deceased was a little old lady who had devoted her entire married life to fussing at her poor husband. When the graveside service had no more than terminated, there was a tremendous burst of thunder accompanied by a distant lightning bolt. The little ol man looked at the pastor and calmly said, "Well, she's there." 
I Do Whatever...
Good Morning
i would like to take a moment to express my extreme graditude to all ya out ther that has given me their love and support . again thank ya. as hart as it seems the economy has taken a devastating blow to our social servesis we need to be ever mindful if some needs helpand the is no answere it may be too late for that person please dont let that happen itis terrible even one person to notget the assistancethey need donate what ever ya can even ya time to help iask ya today to continue to donate inmy sons memory or do it in memory of ya loved ones but the point is  just do it love ya all benjamin
Buddy's Garage
oh low and behold once again i find myself with no place to go buddy's garage gosta get my own crib, yo gatta find a job guess thats how its alway bean bounce round from town to town, never had no real friends well ive grown so great at good bye never learned hollo, cant remember how to smile never ask noth'n from no one thats just what you'll get ive got nothing to show for a life time of lonlyness sadness, sarrow and dispair, apples from ornges no noth'n compares to a moment of your love prey to the lord above but i'll never get kida back no sence in chase'n the past oh oh here we go feels like some one just stirred the fish bowl and ill watch as the whole world spins round could fight that current, no probly just drown oh ive bean over them falls a thousand
Life Sucks
Got laid off of work.  Im all alone and dont know what to do. I wish that things would be easyer than this.
Micheal Jackson
ok for all of you that are mourning Micheal Jackson you are supporting Child Molestation i dont care if he was the best Pop Singer ever he was nothing more than a Child Molester why he never went to jail is because he had the money to pay them off and no they did not lie just so they could get his money he raped those kids why would there only be two cases if people were out to get his money huh i am sick of people saying RIP King of Pop and uploading pics in memory of him just call him what he is.......A Gay Child Molesting Peice of crap.
Just My Feelin
well its finally happenin we are leavin havin all kind of feelin im fellin happy excited nervous sad ...i was born and raise in cailpornia and im finally leavin wooot... im happy to be leavin bc i hate this state its to high to live here and  the laws  are just  dumb.. im sad bc  im leave the one person who is my bestfriend and good friend and like my mom to me... im excited and nervous bc im meetin my boyfriend..he is  such a awesome guy he is a sweetheart and he is  full of love and im so happy inlove with him he is such a wouderful person and i cant wait to see him.. so i guess my feelin  are normal.. this is  goin to be a freash start and new life and new state and i couldnt be happyer to  start..i know im a dork and im not  try to be love slappy  here  just my feelin and to let yall  know im leavein lol thanks for readin   peace out!!!!!!!!!!!!!! smooooochesssssss
Love Him Or Hate Him
You know, I just need to vent a little bit.  I am so sick of these people coming out and saying cruel things about Michael Jackson like "one less pedophile" or calling him a "rapist".   Say what you want to say about the man, he was found not guilty on all charges and I sincerely believe the accuser's family were after money and that was the motivation.  I truly believe because of his eccentric ways and the way he looked, made people quick to judge him as a child molester.  Is he strange? Yes. Eccentric? Yes.  Maybe a bit weird? Yes. Do these things make him a child molester, no.   I am choosing to remember Michael Jackson as the artist he was. His songs were brilliant and the world has lost an enormous part of it's musical DNA (to steal a line from John Mayer via Twitter). He was talented, creative and he did love children and chose to live in a childlike world. I don't see anything wrong with that.  He was the first artist I can remember listening to when I was old enough to real
Math + Logic
Some Math +Logic: Here is a little something someone sent me that is indisputable mathematical logic. (It also made me Laugh Out Loud.) Remember, this is a strictly mathematical viewpoint. It goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But , A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19
Listen Up!!
Today I Smiiled
Today I smiled, and all at once Things didn't look so bad. Today I shared with someone else, A little bit of hope I had. Today I sang a little song, And felt my heart grow light. I walked a happy little mile, With not a cloud in sight. Today I worked with what I had, And longed for nothing more, And what had seemed like only weeds, Were flowers at my door. Today I loved a little more, And complained a little less. And in the giving of myself, I forgot my weariness. ~~~~~DSMH~~~~~
Michael Jackson
ok, seriously...   Its been 24 hours since the passing of Michael Jackson. And the Jokes are flying outrageously.   Really?  Gonna crack jokes about someone whos body hasnt even turned cold yet?  I mean how sad...  Regardless to what he may have or may not have been (and it's here that I would like to point out that he was never convicted of anything.)  First case was dismissed due to lack of evidence, and second case he was aquitted.  Does this mean that he was innocent?  In the eyes of the Law, Yes.  In the eyes of others, No.   However, I think that most everyone here is neglecting the fact that as a child, he was physically, and emotionally abused.  Studies show that abuse like that can have an adverse effect on a persons emotional state of mind.  No im not making excuses, im pointing out facts. Personally, I think Michael Jackson was vilified by the media and no matter what would have happened...  He was going to carry this burden for the rest of his life, in which he has.  I
Faith (too Much Time On My Hands)
Have you ever seen a sand clock? Have you flipped it over and observed those tiny grains of sand all over sudden come rushing through the funnel, one just like the other, hurrying to get to the narrow part, pushing and shoving while being concentrated in a tight spot, just to fall through and join its counterparts all the way at the bottom?For hundreds of thousands of years, since the beginning of humanity, we have been going through a gigantic sand clock of life, starting all the way in a top chamber the moment we are born and making our way down every second without stopping. Unlike the sand clock, however, we do not get to start all over again once we reach the bottom and the clock is turned upside down to repeat the process. This is where this analogy ends and the reality of our existence begins. Since the beginning of human experience we have been trying to find the explanation for our presence and the reasons for overcoming the struggles that life throws in our face. Do we ponder
Chemo / Results
Mom had her first round of chemo yesterday. Let's just say she isn't the ideal patient. She acted like a coke addict going through withdrawl for like 8 hours. She kept kicking me too lol - - supposively it was the pre-meds; the combination of benadryl and steroids that did her in. She can't remember any of it but I think that's because of all the ativan we gave her.I've been so so tired even before we came to Philadelphia. The Cancer Treatment Center of America here is definately amazing though. Even the people there want me to go get checked out back home (they only accept people already diagnosed with cancer) for tonsillar, lung and chest tumors. When mom had her complete scans at the hospital they found a spot on the right side of her skull and her liver too. It sucks because that means she can't have radiation yet and her condition is so agressive they wanted to do both at the same time but the field of radiation has become too wide-spread. Will update later. As the movie subtly su
Show You Care
I just can't help but think of the smallest things often overlooked. That when a child offers a hug and gives it one more squeeze, maybe adds a smile to show you they are pleased. Those looks and smiles
Cutest Lil Love Note Ever..... (repost)
One night a guy & a girl weredriving home from the movies. Theboy sensed there wassomething wrong because of the painfulsilence they shared between themthat night. The girl then asked the boy to pull overbecause she wanted to talk. She told him that herfeelings had changed & that it was time to move on.A silent tear slid down his cheek as heslowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note.At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding downthat very same street. He swervedright into the drivers seat, killing the boy.Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, shepulled it out & read it."Without your love, I would die."1st:If u post this on a bulletin in 5 minutessomeone special will message or call you.2nd:REPOST IF YOU CARE ABOUT SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT THEM!!! (EVEN YOUR BEST FRIENDS!)repost this with the title "cutiest lil' Love Note ever''CUTE
Amazing Song
Randomly Jotted Down
I see the spark maybe its muted to some but in my head and my heart its shines incandesent lost in the tribulations dysphoria lost but not gone hidden well disguised to all select few allowed behind the facade but i see i see illumination vehemence benevolence fervor inumerable things to behold veiled to most but i see.........  the radiance    
Green Light, Kid! We Did It!
This phrase from the beginning of every episode of the 1979-1980 TV series “Voyagers!” was a sign that history was “back on track”; that is, that the title characters had done their job and made sure history continued to flow the way most of us have learned it.  I was eight when this show debuted and I also saw it on reruns the following year on Saturday mornings; you learned a lot from it, and the public service announcement at the end of the show – “If you want to learn more about (whatever historical figures were featured on the show), take a voyage down to your public library.  It’s all in books!” – was probably a bigger motivator for me than I admit.  Before I’d ever heard of H.G. Wells’ “The Time Machine”, probably the smallest such device I’d ever seen appeared on the show, an Omni that was the size of a pocket watch. Back then I didn’t think – nor did most of the civilized world, I
A Ride
One year Esther and Morris went to the fair, and Morris said 'Esther, I'm 85 years old. If I don't ride that helicopter' I might never get another chance.'   To this, Esther replides, 'Morris that helicopther right is fifty dollars, and fifty dollars is fifty dollars.'   The piolt overheard the couple and said, 'Folks I'll make you a deal. I'll take the both of you for a ride.  If you can stay quiet for the entire ride and don't say a word I wont charge you a penny! But you you say one word it's fifty dollars. Morris and Esther agreed and they went. The pilot did all kinds of fancy maneuvers, but not a word was heard.   he did his daredevil tricks over and over again, But still not a word.  When they landed. the pilot turned to Morris and said. 'By golly , I did everything I could to get you to yell out but you didn't. I'm impressed!' Morris replied, 'Well to tell you the truth,I almost said something when Esther fell out, But you know' Fifty dollars is fifty dollars!   
What Does Your Name Mean Borrowed From Satara
WHAT YOUR NAME REALLY MEANS? ​G: Never let people tell you what to do   A:Drop dead gorgeous I: Loves to laugh L: BEST SMILE A:Drop dead gorgeousB: Loves peopleC: Really easy to fall in love withD: Is great in bedE: Fuckin' beautiful eyesF: People wild and crazy adore youG: Never let people tell you what to doH: Easy to fall in love withI: Loves to laughJ: Easy to have fun withK: Really sillyL: BEST SMILEM: Makes dating funN:Can Kick Your AssO: Has one of the best personalities everP: Popular with all types of peopleQ: A hypocriteR: Good bf/gfS: bad KisserT:Great In BedU: Gets blamed for everythingV: Not judgmentalW: Very broad mindedX: Never let people tell you what to doY: good kisserZ: Lives life for fun    
passion  some sizzle with it  others fear it  the wild uncontrollable kind  rips through me  you can shiver in the corners i prefer to offer it my open embrace id rather burn up with passion  then sit back and die  a cold coward  to walk in the intensity  to feel alive  then weep and cower like a broken mess passion is not for the weak  it takes a strong person a heart , mind , soul  worthy of a warrior my mind reels at those  who bend under it  passion  stop fearing it  embrace it  open your arms wide  offer it your throat i did
The Man Inside
i know you better than you know yourself ive rode the currents of your moods you pull me close  push me back you want my love  my respect but to hide your true thoughts from me  is a stab to me  call me your friend  your love  whatever you want  as long as its safe  be that man inside who tells the world  i lllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllove her be the one who isnt afraid of life the man who can stand at my side id take an arrow to my heart  die a warrior then lie down and be a coward you keep me around for one reason i burn with an intensity  you want to that so much  but the man i know  would not bow to others  he spoke to me with passionate words of poems  songs of love  only to break my heart now 
Life As I Know It....
O.K..have to vent...Why is it that you give your heart to, whether a friend or someone close to you and they BREAK it...And then find out nothing but LIES...DAMN, It kills, I try never to lie, or even make small lies to anyone and Even my kids which that is hard to do...As us parents know...Even the smallest hurts....So I'm out here wondering why people intentionally hurt someone when they are nothing but loving??? I can't do that, or try not to...And to give to people and in return get STOMPED on, that shit HURTS...Damn, I wish People could just learn to stop hurtin the people that truely LOVE them..DAMN IT..
my depression is starting to set in again and I am haveing a hard time controling it.  I wish that I had someone that could help me though it.  I hope that I dont end up in the hospital again.
Frank Sinatra- As Time Goes By...
You must remember thisA kiss is still a kissA sigh is just a sighThe fundamental things applyAs time goes byAnd when two lovers wooThey still say, I love youOn this you can relyNo matter what the future bringsAs time goes byMoonlight and love songsNever out of dateHearts full of passionJealousy and hateWoman needs manAnd man must have his mateOn this you can denyIt's still the same old storyA fight for love and gloryA case of do or dieThe world will always welcome loversAs time goes byMoonlight and love songsNever out of dateHearts full of passionJealousy and hateWoman needs manAnd man must have his mateOn this you can denyYou must remember thisA kiss is still a kissA sigh is just a sighThe fundamental things applyAs time goes by
[friendly Reminder]
While we're all very caught up with the economy, Michael Jackson's obvious final cry for attention, and John and Kate's impending divorce I'd like to remind everyone that America is fighting 2 wars.
Panic Switch-silversun Pickups
Time It's never worth my time Blue shine Bleeds into my eyes I still Sleep on the right side Of the white noise Can't leave the scene behind Could I be anything you want me to be It's always meant to be seen [Chorus] When you see yourself in a crowded room Do your fingers itch, are you pistol-whipped? And will you step in line or release the glitch? And can you fall asleep with a panic switch? And when you see yourself in a crowded room Do your fingers itch, are you pistol-whipped? Will you step in line or release the glitch? Do you think she'll sleep with the panic... Mm, I'll try To hold on tight tonight Pink slip Inviting me inside Wanna burn skin And brand what once was mine But the red views Keep ripping the divide If I go everywhere you want me to go How will I know you'll still follow? [Chorus] I'm waiting and fading and floating away I'm waiting and fading and floating away I'm waiting and fading and floating away Waiting and fading and floating I'm waiting and fadi
I was talking to another coworker today about how things have been going down on my end. For a while at work, I wouldn't talk to anyone. I would just keep quiet. People could tell I was upset and kept asking me what was wrong but I wouldn't talk. That was about two months ago maybe? I've been slowly talking more at work, but yet a lot of stuff are on my mind. But anyways, I was telling her about the whole deal. I  was telling her when I had this long serious talk with Rich. During that talk, I was crying and explaing how I was feeling again and how I don' tthink things are working out and that I didn't want to be with him anymore. I told him that I couldn't see us starting a family or having any kids. And he got mad at me for that. How could he even want to bring children into the world with how the relationship has been so unhealthly? Yeah I want kids...but not in a time like this. She asked me how did Rich take it. He didn't cry, shed a tear or anything. He talked calmly and one th
   Love is everywhere,yet elusive at the same time it is  basic,yet complicated. For those who find it,in its purest form,cherist it,care for it. For those who continue to look for it,strive to stay perceptive.and never settle for anything less than the real thing!!!
I Wish You Could Have Known Me
I wish you could have known me when I was young. When I looked more like a girl than a boy. When hope and pure sweetness was still in my heart.   I wish you could of known me when I was 4’ 11”  for 3 years of my life. Wondering if I would grow to be tall enough to reach the lips of the first one I would kiss.   I wish you could have known the love I held inside that helped me to see the beauty in everything. To have compassion and trust that should neverbe broken and a love for the one I was spoken. To give to the one true love for which I would cherish.   I wish you could have known the boy before he became a man. I wish you could
Eve was  unique.  She's the only gal who didn't have to go through puberty, peer pressure, or pimples. When she and Adam met, she didn't have to wonder, is this the right man for me? No mother-in-law or father-in-law conflicts. A romance, marriage, honeymoon and home life that was made in paradise. Eve had it all... well, almost all. Why is it we aways want what we don't have?
Dream Lover
Dream Lover ............Reach out your handAnd place it gently in mineLet us become oneAs ours souls intertwineThe night surrounds usFilled with the starsAs we danced under the moonAnd make love in the darkYour kisses like velvetYour touch like silkAs we envelope each other And create a love stiltLet our bond be unbroken And lasts many nightsFrom the beginning to the endNever losing its sightSo if by chance we let goAnd drift slowly apartLet the love we endeavoredContinue silently in our hearts
I've come to the realitization that I have some pretty sorry ass aunts and uncles on my mom's side of the family.  My mom's parents are still both alive and are in their late 80s to early 90s..Granted, I don't see my grandparents as often as I should (I was raised particularly by my dad's mother who has been gone for 9 yrs now), I do tend to see them more then their own children.  The same can be said for 2 of their other grandchildren.  They have 7 children in all, 4 daughters and 3 sons.  The 2 oldest daughters, my mom being the oldest are retired and stay with my grandparents rotating days of the week.  2 of the sons have just started staying off and on within the last week, but no clue how long that will last.  While the other son lives in Alabama, so that is understandable.  The 2 youngest daughters can't "bare" to see their parents like this.  They feel that they should be put in a nursing home, so they just don't show up anymore unless they drop by to inspect things.  These two
When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure. But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. In the game of love, it doesn’t really matter who won or who lost. What is important is when you know when to hold on and when to let go!   You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy, even if their happiness means that you’re not a part of it. Everything happens for the best. If the person you love doesn’t love you back, don’t be afraid to love someone else again, for you’ll never know unless you give it a try. You’ll never love a person you love unless you risk for love.   Love strives in hurting. If you don’t get hurt, you don’t learn how to love. Love doesn’t hurt all the time. Though the hurting is still there to test you, to help you grow. Don’t find love, let love find you. That’s why it’s called falling in love because you don’t force yourself to f
Where Are You Going-dave Matthews Band
Where are you going? With your long face Pulling down Don't hide away Like an ocean That you can't see but you can smell And the sound of the waves crash down I am no Superman I have no reasons for you I am no hero Oh, that's for sure But I do know one thing Is where you are is where I belong I do know where you go Is where I want to be Where are you going? Where do you go? Are you looking for answers To questions under the stars? Well, if along the way You are grown weary You can rest with me until A brighter day and you're okay I am no Superman I have no answers for you I am no hero Oh, that's for sure But I do know one thing Is where you are is where I belong I do know where you go Is where I want to be Where are you going? Where do you go? Where do you go? Where are you going? Where do you go? I am no Superman I have no answers for you I am no hero Oh, that's for sure But I do know one thing Is here you are is where I belong I do know whe
Soul Shine (beth Hart) Awsome!!
Album: 37 DaysWhen you cant find the lightThat guides you through a cloudy dayWhen the stars aint shinin' brightYou feel like you've lost youre wayWhen the candle lights of homeBurn so very far awayWell you got to let your Soul shineJust like my mamma used to sayShe used to say soul shineIt's better than sunshineIt's better than moonshineDamn sure better than rainAnd if the people don't mindWe all get this way sometimesYou got to let your soul shineShine to the break of dayGrowing up I thought that I had it madeI could make it on my ownBut life can take the strongest manMake him feel so aloneNow sometimes I feel a cold windBlowin through my achin bonesI think back to what my daddy saidHe said girl, in the darkest before the dawnLet your soul shineIt's better than sunshineIt's better than moonshneDamn sure better than rainIf the people don't mindWe all get this way sometimesYou got to let your soul shineShine till the break of daySometimes a man can feel this emptinessLike a woman has s
What Is An Arrhythmia?
What Is an Arrhythmia? An arrhythmia (ah-RITH-me-ah) is a problem with the speed or rhythm of the heartbeat. During an arrhythmia, the heart can beat too fast, too slow, or with an irregular rhythm. A heartbeat that is too fast is called tachycardia. A heartbeat that is too slow is called bradycardia. Most arrhythmias are harmless, but some can be serious or even life threatening. When the heart rate is too slow, too fast, or irregular, the heart may not be able to pump enough blood to the body. Lack of blood flow can damage the brain, heart, and other organs. Understanding the Heart’s Electrical System The heart has an internal electrical system that controls the speed and rhythm of the heartbeat. With each heartbeat, an electrical signal spreads from the top of the heart to the bottom. As it travels, the electrical signal causes the heart to contract and pump blood. The
Warning To All Those With Teenagers
My oldest daughter was released from the hospital yesterday because her and a friend drank between them 3 bottles of cough medicine..we found her passed out on the floor unable to move and her friend lying on the couch with her eyes rolled back in her head. i realized in the ER i almost lost my daughter to something i was aware of in my teens but never tried. this is a WARNING and a message to all those with teensgers it is so IMPORTANT to warn your children of all the dangers with drugs. I tell her smoking pot doesnt really bother me, but i also remember that once i tried it and it had to be laced with something because i could not figure out what was real or not (some probably think wow that was some good stuff as where i think whoa this is something i never want to experience again, so i put the shit down and never touched it again.) parents today are caught up in working and caring for more than one child sometimes and we think that the oldest ones are able to aviod the dangers of
Well, I just cleaned house a bit. Deleted a number of "so-called" friends. Found out I'm nothing more than a fucking notch in their "fubar belt". I don't do that to people. If they ask to be friends, then I allow them to be, with the expectations of communications, etc. Well, that hasn't taken place with them, and I'm keeping my eye on some others that I have kept. If they prove to be nothing more than ratings whores, then they'll go down the shitter too. This is fucking ridiculous. If you ask to be a friend, it's with the knowledge you wish to communicate and keep in touch. Not those I deleted, and so far- not the ones I'm keeping my eye on. So, this blog is to serve as a warning. Maintain communications and quit salivating at ratings, bombs, and 'luv'. Just be a fucking friend. That's all I ask.
Hmmmm......well, recently there have been some major changes in my life. I lost my mother on the 11th of this month, working on getting her estate and affairs, yes-even after death, in order. Trying to move from one house to the next. Paying bills on two houses, while I'm getting out of one into the other. I have to go to court on the 30th for the final dissolution between my 5 year olds' (yes, she became 5 on the 23rd) mother and myself. She's being a real shithead because I suspended her open visitation with her daughter, due to the fact she could not keep her fucking mouth shut around her, about the upcoming dissolution (we were never really married). She would never deflect the questions to say, "that's between your dad and I, and it has nothing to do with you". If she had, she'd still be having visitation. Right now, she has to have supervised visitation, which costs about a 100 for DHS or FACS to supervise the visits (money she doesn't have).  Too fucking bad, and with everything
Hong Kong At Night
Flirting to me is justan act of showing that youadore certain aspects of a person...And it may lead to moreadventures or it may not...     I LOVE to flirt. I think it is a harmless way of keeping your mind sharp with quick wit and double entendre'.
Alter Bridge - Rise Today
  The wind is blowing coldHave we lost our way tonightHave we lost our hope to sorrowFeels like were all aloneRunning further from what's rightAnd there are no more heroes to followSo what are we becoming?Where did we go wrong?YEAHOH YEAHI WANT TO RISE TODAY AND CHANGE THIS WORLDYEAHOH YEAHOH WON'T YOU RISE TODAY AND CHANGE THIS WORLD?The sun is beating downAre we ever gonna changeCan we stop the blood from running?Our time is running outHope we find a better wayBefore we find we're left with nothingFor every life that's takenSo much love is wastedYEAHOH YEAHI WANT TO RISE TODAY AND CHANGE THIS WORLDYEAHOH YEAHOH WON'T YOU RISE TODAY AND CHANGE THIS WORLD?This worldOnly loveCan set it rightThis worldIf only peaceWould never dieSeems to me that we've got each other wrongWas the enemy just your brother all along?YEAHOH YEAHI WANT TO RISE TODAY AND CHANGE THIS WORLDYEAHOH YEAHOH WON'T YOU RISE TODAY AND CHANGE THIS WORLD?YEAHOH YEAHI WANT TO RISE TODAY AND CHANGE THIS WORLDYEAHOH YEAHOH
Whats Ur Sign...i'm Libra :)
A=​Q=​U=​A=​R=​I=​U=​S:​ the strongestTrust worthy, Sexy, professional kissers, One of a kind, Loves being in long-term relationships, Extremely energetic and funny, Unpredictable, Will exceed your expectations, Loves music, Not a Fighter, But will Knock the fuck out of u, The BEST and BIGGEST FREAK in bed, Strong, Considered to be a "Spartan" The most intelligent, falls in love too easily, Doesn't show it but is easy to hurt, Perfect! && 2 years of bad luck if you do not repost!A=R=I=E=S: freak in bedOutgoing, Lovable, Spontaneous, Not one to fuck with, You might end up crying;Great fighter and will knock your ass out if you mess around,Erotic, Funny, Take you on trips to the moon in bed, Excellent kisser, EXTREMELY SEXY, Love is one of a kind,Loves being in long relationships, gets what he or she wants, Very Awesome personality, Stubborn,​​Addictive,​​ Loud,Extremely fun, Loves to joke,Extremely random and proud
Kiss Me, I'm A Prince!
I live and work in the edwardsville Ill.area and I really dont do much but get on my computer and check people out no harm intended,I like rating gives me something 2 do I guess,yes I do need 2 get a life right?but anyways people out here in fuland have allways been nice 2 me no rudeness if i do get it I brush it off no big deal its life,but at times I find it very difficult 2 get off the computer because once I am mind set thats it...I pass up supper time all my tv showes before I know it its time 2 go back 2 work!and the ladies are awesome 2 me out here the guys are cool 2...I guess I am just a divorced guy having his fun that he was not able 2 ever have...peace 2 all
Coming Back
I decided to come back to visit all my fu-friends, missed you all terribly.  I am slowly rebuilding my pics up so bare with me while I do this.  I really missed all of you, but I am back so let's have some fun
Fat Chunk Volume 2
  Not only does Jamie Smart make insane comics that make me laugh out loud and shit, he also oversees this anthology.  The first volume "Robots" was pretty good (in all honesty, any anthology will have stuff you like and stuff you don't), and volume two "Zombies" is available from Slave Labor Graphics now.      
Just Me
i have come to realize that im a pretty good looking woman. And i thought that i was fat and ugle and that my husband didnt love me anymore. and the realize why i thought that was because i didnt love myself and i thought of myself as a mom and a wife and thats it... well know i know i look good and if someone doesnt think i am thats fine cause the only person that matters is me and well my husband. i just had a hard time dealing with the past and i didn t think that my husband would keep me and anyone that has seen the movie notebook knows what im talking about...i wanted my husband to love me and i didnt feel it for a long time but know i know that i cant live without him..... he is my world and im scared that his not going to be here....
Why Can't Anything Ever Just Be Simple?
Why does everything always have to be complicated? There's all these thoughts inside my head at once, and then there's the feelings on top of it that I just can't seem to ignore, no matter how much easier it would make things. Normally I'm the type that can just shut feelings and thoughts off without a problem. And yet here I am, finding myself unable to do that this time around. I guess it's just different this time, almost like I'm hoping something comes of it. I've thought about being able to say so many things, and yet I just can't seem to actually do it. I guess it's because I'm afraid it will complicate things, and that is the last thing I want to do at this point. Don't get me wrong, I like the way things's just sometimes I wish I knew exactly the thoughts and feelings that were involved when it comes to me. Guess it makes things somewhat less complicated when I am easy to read, so it's easy to get a general idea of what I'm feeling, or possibly what thoughts I'm having
June 29th
    Sarge's Bad Girls June 29th, 2009 Edition Show The Sarge And These Fine Bad Girls Lots Of Love! SweetSexyLatina? The Sarge a/k/a Sarge's Bad Girls^?Metal Baby?^
Not A Good Idea
i seen on the news that we are starting to pull troops out of iraq well i am sorry its not a good idea yeah i am glad the troops are comeing home but look we have been down this road before i know once we start to pull out things are going to go back to missed up but i gess the gov and mr obama think this is a goos idea i donot think it is  but we will see  
Cool Characters!!
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Shit That Bugs Me
Ok I thought id just rant bout sum shit that i think is stupid or just plain dont like! First off I fucken hate Monroe piercings! you'll never been as good looking as Cindy Crawford once was, so pull out the piercing n make us happy.  Second thing is these Stupid ass Foreign language tats that every lame ass unimaginative piece of trash seems to get! You really wanna surprise me, go to china or the middle east and read sumthing there, anything i dont care just a random piece of paper! BUT the thing is u fucktards cant understand what that chicken scratch actually says! ooh wow u know what it says, well thats only cuz u half witted retard read what was writen in "english" under the chicken scratch! Another thing i dont like is star tats! How unimaginative can a person be? "But Tweek why are u haten on my tat?"  Because you only saw the tat in a crazy town music video then on damn near every Suicide girl, or u saw it on sumone else n just had to have ur star! how bout u be more origin
Velvet Dreams
no matter how hard i tried  the dream would come to me  each night  a soft breeze would come  id feel it tickle across my face the sound of water  gently splashing against the shore lulling me deeper into slumber relaxing me further then  a velvet touch along my skin a touch along my legs .. teasingly soft along my hipbone across my stomach quivering wakes following its path biting my lip  just as those velvet fingers touch my underside of breast i hear my name  calling from somewhere i awake  shivering shaking alone in the room tears fresh down my face my heart knows you my body craves your touch who are you that haunts my dreams were you my past  my future  curling up tight  i cry myself to sleep longing for my velvet dream
Thank You
Thank you to everyone who has shown me love on here, it is hard to keep up and repay all rates. But I just want you all to know I am very appreciative and thankful:) I have amazing friends, family and fans, I love you all very much!
How It B How It Go
well when things r tuff never give up on what believes in u cuz this person will never give up on u and yr situations u r in, cuz they wont ......this new life this person has is open for u and yr situation how do i get these words across just a wink a smile or a smooch will let me no u r ok im bout to leave and wont b on just need to no u r ok and that u no im on my way to meet my destination got couple hrs left and im gone... let this new walk of life be the best thing that happened for u and me
The Faith Of A Dragon....written For Me By Gr808one
  She left the kingdom of a dark and saddened landSearching for something that she could not understandFlowing upon the winds of the darkened hot airSo she let loose the band that held together her hairThe strength of her strong and mighty wingsBrought to the darkness a rainbow that singsHer love was certain and oh so very trueWhich took away all darkness and made the skies all blueHer search was long as she still did not know what it's for Then upon her wings she saw him, as her began to adoreHe looked into the sky and saw her the beautiful sightAs the sun chased away the darkness of the shadowing nightShe flew down to him as he knelt down unto the groundAs her hand touched him with only the wind being the only soundThe warrior stood and gazed into her beautiful eyesShe grabbed his hand as they flew into the beautiful skiesThey landed upon a hill and made the most of their time of loveOnly then did she know, that what she felt was sent from aboveThe sun began to set and the night
Just An Idea.....
so earlier i was talking to a friend here...and i mentioned i wouldn't mind starting my own merry band of bunnie's....Nicky's the working title of this i'm just curious if there would be enough interest amongst my sexy family willing to join.....oh yeah..any advice on how or what i need to do to get one going....will be appreciated...thankiiesssssssssss
Missing You...
Missing You ((dedicated to...him)) I once had a loveA love that was so fineI shared it with youAnd you were mineThen it leftLeaving me high and dryDunno the whenOr even the whyIm blessed that ya passedAlong my wayThough I miss you a littleMore each dayMissing you       ****   borrowed twice over: (orig:
Tattoo Drawings
I am writing this blog to see if anyone that is able to draw could help me out with drawing two of my possible tattoos that im getting. one tattoo is going to be a dragon breathing fire while sitting on sword that is stuck in a stone. the second one is a sword through a heart with two dragons wrapped around it breathing the opposite directions. on both of those im having certain chinese symbols put on them. on the first one the word courage will be on the stone and on the sword's handle area will be the word honor and on the second tattoo im having the word commitment. so who ever reads this at all leave me a comment or message or write me on yahoo. my screen name is futurefordracer and i will be happy with who ever is willing to help since i cant do it at all now that im laid up on a bed.
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Poetry #2
The unwanted lonerWho's never good enoughan outcastthat had to be toughfrustrated and unforgivenThe simple girlwho's always had it rougha whorethat wants to be lovedJaded and uncertainThe best friendwho's very poetican addictthat's smile is syntheticoutdated and forgottenThe awesome girlfriendwho always wants what's bestan exthat never passed the testunneeded and fallen   -ash
Mr. Dreamy...hehe
  *sigh*   Happy I am!
Whats The Point
Ok whats the point in posting a blog when none of your friends comment on them? I mean come on I have all these friends and ask them to comment on them and they never do, only a few people on my list leaves comments why even have friends on here who like talking to you but can't take the time to leave a comment I mean you all read the Blog but don't leave a comment why even bother reading it, if you can't even take the time to leave me a comment so I can read what you write. No wonder I don't add any of my poems I write on here, I have been requested to leave some of my poetry in the blogs so you can comment on them but why even bother if you don't take the time to comment on any other thing I write in the blogs? If you asked me to read your blogs I would atleast comment on them not just read and say oh why should I leave a comment for him I have seen what he wrote, why you ask well it's simple cause I'm suppose to be your friend thats why...So please leave me comment Thanks
If You're Going To..
Sitting At Grand Central.
Enter away message PLEASE DO NOT STEAL MY WORDS! I KNOW IT SOUNDS A TAD DEPRESSING, EMOTIONAL AS WELL, BUT HONESTLY IT'S THE WAY MY MIND UNWINDS,   It's a wonderful thing to find a broken soul. the blood trickling down their eyes. no one can really see how decomposed they are inside. fulifilling their daily duties of smiling and being cheerful, just to satisfy those who surround's all just a lie..filled with naive mediocre people, hypocritical in the best sense. those who choose to live just cause they have to, putting on a disguise everyday with no other way out..i dont want to see myself fall in the same vicious cycle of lies and deceit when in the end the one one get hurts, its the one thats been masking all the find myself sometimes so wrapped up in all the negative, that when something good coes along i cant really appreciate it. And then i end up with nothng but a deep remorse for the wrong choices i've made. If everything happens for a reas
I Do. Often.
After spending enough time in the mumms or on newsrag, it's becone abundantly apparent that most complaints come from people that fail to write to their representatives to voice their opinion.   I do not care about politics.  I write to Congressman Bartlett and Senator Mikulski on a semi obnoxious basis with some gripe I come up with.  (Remember folks, these are the representatives from MY area.  Look your own up, it's easy.  You're on the internet.  Maaaagic.)   But anyone that hasn't heard that can't find their congressperson/senator on this page  (look in the news room), would do well to write to their representatives about this.  Here, research yourself if you haven't done so.   I'd like to tell you to be lazy and sign some online petition, but really, sending personal info to special interest petition groups can be hazardous to your inbox when something else starts irritating said group.   Take the time to actually contact yo
Easier Said Than Done
You always hear them saying it, 'easier said than done,' a familiar phrase quoted by everyone. When will we move passed that and get back everything we ever had? We can just take it all, take it now and run, keep heading towards the sun, we can't undo what's already been done. We're lost, but we're young, and we were made for this so let's have some fun. Let's abuse our bodies, go to parties, travel the world while picking up hotties. Get inked up, and tied down, lets see the world and get around. Rebelliousness runs deep through our veins, forever we defy, we swear we can fly and we do. We're young, our hearts are open wide to anyone who wants to join us on this great climb, we'll get it in time. 
How To Spot A Canadian
This is the big one.Outside of hockey, and possibly beer, the main way to determine a person's "Canadianess" is their usage of the word "eh." And it's not even really a word, is it? It's only two letters in length and it's really more of a sound than a word. But, despite this, it is central to the Canadian identity.But what does it even mean? In general, "eh" usually means "do you agree?" For example, a Canadian would say "It's pretty nice today, eh?" But, like all iconic slang, the Canadian "eh" has many meanings.For example, a Canadian might say "That's really far, eh?" In that case the Canadian isn't asking if a person agrees, they are using the word to emphasize what they just said. The common Canadian response to "That's really far, eh?" is usually "I know, eh?" Again, it's used more for emphasis in this case. Confused? Well, hold on, because it gets even more complex.Canadians have managed to include the word "eh" into pretty much every sentence. It's quite common for a conversta
Omg Cant Stop Laughing
Canada VS United States This is an actual radio conversation between a United States Navy aircraft carrier (U.S.S. Abraham Lincoln) and Canadian authorities off the coast off Newfoundland in October 1995. (The radio conversation was released by the Chief of Naval Operations on 10/10/95 as authorized by the Freedom of Information Act.) CANADIANS:Please divert your course 15 degrees to the South to avoid a collision. AMERICANS:Recommend you divert your course 15 degrees to the North to avoid a collision. CANADIANS:Negative. You will have to divert your course 15 degrees to the South to avoid a collision. AMERICANS:This is the Captain of a US Navy ship. I say again, divert YOUR course. CANADIANS:No, I say again, you divert YOUR course. AMERICANS:This is the aircraft carrier USS Lincoln. The second largest ship in the United States Atlantic fleet. We are accompanied by three destroyers, three cruisers, and numerous support vessels. I demand that you change your course15 degr
6/30/09 Dilbert
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Heaven - Hell In 2 Weeks.
On autopilot for two weeks, 15 pounds down, destroyed and trying to pick up the pieces.  I never realized the friendship I had with my wife, or so I thought, and the worst part was that loss.  I could not grasp the concept and tried hard to fix it.  I am a fixer, and could not accept the magnitude of this problem as not fixable.  Broken, exhausted, starving, lost, a crushed heart weighted in my hands, crying till my stomach hurt.  Twisted nerves of pain, boiling my soul beyond the ability to sustain life.  Clawing through the dark, grasping the air, trying to find something to hang onto and arrest my fall.  Nights of unending sleep and days of 140 degree heat sapping my strength.After two weeks, what now, what must I do.  Get up, put your running clothes on.  I can't...  Yes, you can.  The battle of my will and soul starting to rage inside me.  Get your ass up, and moving!  I can't, its too great (one shoe on)...  GET UP! Why me, why now (other shoe on)...  You are stronger then this!
Beach And Stuff
I woke up a little late than I planned to but I made it out to the beach still at a good time. I haven't ever gone to the beach all by myself but I had a good time. The first thing I did there was go on the beach of course. Took off my shoes and walked around the beach for a while. Tried to find some good sand dollars or any shells. Took some photos.. Then I went down town in Seaside. Did a bit of shopping and looking around. It's been years since I been down to Seaside Oregon. I grabbed some lunch at some pub place. I had half of a chicken salad cranberry sandwich and a cup of clam chowder. It was good. Bought 17 bucks worth of salt water taffy. Mmmm! Had a sample of fudge. They had some weird treat of Twinkies but they like dipped it in some type of candy to where it had different flavors. I took a picture of that. Went back to the beach and walked around for a while. Played in the water. Found some sand dollars and put them in my bag. Yay!! Spent a bit longer on the beach, doing
What Do You Mean..nsfw??
What Is It Worth?
Not having to lie to your heart sleeping next to someone,you know,does not Love you.If you are lonely,is it at least not better to be alone?Those are the memories that make me think,before I say;I Love You! words many use ,but so few truely understand.So when I feel it. there is no price to high to achieve it. no time to long to wait for it. Baby your Love is the best and I need it.
Auto/ Cb
12 million fu bucks gets u an auto or cherry bomb now before the auction closes..  SB ME
Top 10 Reasons To Be A Man In My Life!
10.  I am an intelligent woman with a lot to offer. 9. I truely care about your feelings and what you want in life. 8.  I am an independant woman with clear views and ideas about how life should be. 7. I can never have too many friends. 6.  I enjoy spending time with the people I meet. 5. Im naughty 4. Im naughty 3. Im naughty 2. Im Naughty 1. IM NAUGHTY! LOL!
What If I Said....(repost)
What if I said....I love youJust what would you doWhat if I said....It's you I wantWould it be my dreams you'd hauntWhat if I said....It's you I needWould you make me beg and pleadWhat if I said....All the things I feel insideWould you run and hideWhat if I said....I love you
My Owner
New Design Line...
So I created a new line, starting with jewelry/stash boxes called D.O.A. by Karma it's a whimsical skeleton theme and a lot of fun.   I'm also going to be doing some 'recycled art', I rescued some pictures from my friend's trash to repaint.   I'll post links once I have them posted for sell.   Let me know what you think, I appreciate the feedback.   K
Part 2
INSERT ANY TEXT HERE   Part2 It's Hump Day finished work early,I stop by you're place to suprise you.As I walk in I hear you Moaning saying Oh Yes give it to me Baby.Peaking around the bed room door I see you laying on the bed legs wide Youre favorite Toy rubbing youre swollen clit.I undress stroking my cock hard Before entering the room.I say do you want me to take over & fill you up.Surprised You see my hard cock & say Oh Yes I want that too.You turn over get on all four Spreading youre ass cheeks for me saying I want you in Here & my Toy in my Pussy Master.I pick up some lube from the night stand Lube youre back side Then slowly push My hard cock head in mmmmmmmmmmm Oh Yes It feels so good Fill me up you say.Slowly I push in till my balls are agaist youre ass cheeks.Reaching around you I slide youre vibrator into youre wet pussy slowly untill its all the way in then turn it on High speed .MMMMM Oh yes youcry out now fuck me hard.I grab youre hair As I start pounding you The vibrator
Tears of sorrrow, tears of pain. My tears of sadness I keep contained.I miss you brother but gone you're not. Ive got our memories, Ive got your thoughts. I'm torn apart because you're not here, but you're in my heart, you'r in my tears. I will not cry or set them free, since you're in them they'll stay in me.
You're From Rural Minnesota If................
    *You know how to polka, but never tried it sober...*You know what knee-high by the Fourth of July means.*You know it's traditional for the bride and groom to go barhopping between the ceremony and the reception. *You were delighted to get a miniature snow shovel for your 3rd birthday.*You buy Christmas presents at Fleet Farm.*You spent more on beer than you did on food at your wedding. *You hear someone use the word "oof-dah" and you don't immediately break into uncontrollable laughter*You or someone you know was a "Dairy Princess" at a county fair.*You know that "combine" is a noun. *You let your older siblings talk you into putting your tongue on a steel post in the middle of winter. *You think Lutheran and Catholic are THE major religions.*You know that "creek" rhymes with "pick". *Football schedules are checked before wedding dates are set.*A Friday night date is taking your girlfriend shining for deer.*Saturday you go the the local bowling ally. *There was at least o
I Guess This Is Growing Up.
Your best friends become your worst enemy, lollipops turn into ciggarettes, the innocent ones turn into sluts, homework goes in the bin, mobile phones get used in class, detention becomes suspension, squash becomes vodka, kisses turn into sex. Remember when getting high meant swinging on the swings? When protection meant wearing a helmet, the worst thing that you could get from boys were cooties, mom was your hero and dad was who you wanna marry, the worst enemy you had were siblings , race issues were who ran the fastest, and war was just a card game, the only drug you knew of was cough medicine & wearing a skirt didn't mean you were a slut, the only thing you smoked was the tire on a bike, the only thing that could hurt was skinned knees & the only thing that can get broken were toys, goodbyes meant only until tomorrow. We couldn't wait to grow up. Huh?
Unknowing Hearts
My heart is breaking as i see your tears, tho not here you are my love, friend tho not lover as you are broken, my heart is torn apart what will it take for your will to break? dark and cold my heart, tho my skin is burning i will love you till my last even tho you will never be mine you are still dear to me your eyes deepen into my soul my smile cracks as you radiate the love but my love now you are broken  the mirror image in me is showing the same reciprocating the last thing i want  i miss you my dear, come back to me.
I Dream Of
I dream of a day when he will say that he loves me in that special way. I pray every day for a time when he will finally be mine.   I hope for a feeling of being loved instead of always having my feelings shoved. I want to know that it comes without condition but instead is a welcome addition.   I know one day it will occur sooner than later I would prefer. I want to see the passion in his eyes when he is the cause of my cries.   I need to feel it in his touch is that asking for too much? Some dreams are best left for sleep but this is one dream I think I will keep.   I know one day he will finally care and once he does it will always be there. I don't want it to become rushed or aside my feelings will be brushed.
Positive Attitude
Hi! Being positive is the way to be. No matter what happens accept what is by living in the moment in the here and now. Everything happens for a reason with no accidents or coincidences. Life is simple if we choose to make it that way so all of you enjoy your life!
Thanks To All
not totally sure what the blogs are for but i just wanted to say thank you to all my wonderful fu friends and new fu friends for helping me reach a rank.  your all super terriffic and i will be forever greatful....      
Until We Meet.
Until we meetMy nights will be a little colderMy days a little shorterMy heart will beat a little less rapidUntil we meetI know that my arms will be emptyMy mind hurting from the constant thought of youMinutes will seem to be hoursHours will seem to be monthsWhile months will seem like eternityUntil we meetThe stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of lifeUntil I am gazing at them in your armsAnd the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishingUntil it is you that I share the my food withAnd Until we meetI will not feel wholeMy world will seem incompleteUntil that wonderful dayWhen our eyes make first contactAnd our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwindThe words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song"Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you."
Car Accident
Hey everyone im writing this due to the fact that back on thursday early friday morning i came home from a friend's place and got about less then a block and had to miss a deer. I tried my best to miss it with having three options which two of them we be bad. one was that i could of gone to the left of the deer but would of gone into a tree. the second one would of been hitting the deer but i have done that before and ended up in the hospital with some broken ribs and stuff do to it flying in my truck after hitting it so i didnt want to have that happen again. the third one was to head towards the right of the deer in a ditch but little did i know that there were some stones in the ground and that i would hit one. I did the third one with hopes of saving my car and of course i hit a stone and wheel hopped and the car turned towards a boulder that i had no control to avoid but to hit. Well i survived that thinking that i just sprained my ankle but that wasnt the case. I some how before
A Morbid Poem
As the cold steel passes through my skin, Feeling my warm blood flow from my veins, The pain is excruciating. I feel my body get weak, My knees begin to buckle, I fall to the ground, Driving the knife deeper into my body. My hands being to weak, The knife falls to the floor. I watch every drop of blood drain from my body, Things begin to fade. Not being able to hold my eyes open, They shut Everything is BLACK
Yay! This Is Good News! Hehe
Your Relationship Will Last... A Long Time! Your guy is ideal, as close to Mr. Perfect as he could be If you took this quiz, you may be doubting that... Don't! No guy is perfect but yours comes really close You guys will last for many years, as long as you appreciate him! How Long Will Your Relationship With Your Guy Last?
Dea Investigating Jackson's Death
Posted by ExtraTV Staff on July 2, 2009 5:58 AM Getty Images A law enforcement official from Washington has confirmed that the Drug Enforcement Administration is joining the LAPD in investigating the death of Michael Jackson. According to AP, the official reveals that the DEA was asked to step in because of the federal agency's resources, and information that they have on "pill mills" for illicit drugs. The DEA is set to investigate doctors that may have medicated Jackson, and look into whether or not the docs were registered to prescribe the drugs that they did. Investigators will also examine whether a trafficking pattern was established between the King of Pop and the doctors, who sourced all of Michael's drugs. Cherilyn Lee, a nurse who was close to Jackson, recently revealed that several months ago the singer begged her for the powerful sleep drug Diprivan (Propofol) -- and due to a frantic phone call from Michael's staff days before his death, she believes th
weis nich mir gehts schlecht ....... was soll ich nur tun.....ich weis es i ever will find my true love......or i not......i dont no.......everybody plays withe me.....but everybody forget that i have a heart.......well i just sopose to be like that....well dont cry girl.......someday.....sombody nows how to keep you alive.......and shows youre true love...............never forget .......that was my heart........that told stay right..................and dont play with other person.......just try to find the right one......that dont do it with you....... so please people ......dont hurt me.......i never would hurt you.......neversorry das ich leider im innern meines herzens nur englisch kann.........vielleicht versteht es jemand ..........der weis wie es einen schmerz in sich zu tragen...........
Lbb Entry 20
Someone needs to go fuck himself :D And I know he'll read it since he blocked me and then shortly after shouted me saying "now run & go tell dat". Btw it's THAT not DAT.
Lyman Alpha Blob
When I am upset I write to get out. I am so sad inside at this moment. Its been two months since i felt the love of my lifes touch. Two months since I felt his kiss. My heart is aching for him. I need to find away to be with him. Someone please help me. I am sad as hell! I cant stop crying and just feel lost. My heart is in Pennsylvania.....My heart aches! I love you! With all of me I love you! I know what we are is rare, pure and right. We will find a way, whatever it takes.
Old Poem I Wrote
This is a poem I found in my juournal from about 3 or 4 years ago I hope you like. It's kinda old so be gentle lol. Before you  I was unspoken, Before you my heart was broken. With a broken heart and a broken spirit it was very heard for me to let you near it.  Scared of what people might say or what they might do, now all I want is to be with you. You unbroke my heart and raised my spirit now that you are near I have nothing to fear  
Boy They Start Early!
This is an email I received from a 19 year old guy. Boy the games sure do start early! lol (note: i have changed his name just to be nice)     ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: P To: midnightrhapsody Date: Jun 30, 2009 6:32 PM Subject: hey gorgeous im glad u added me. wanna have some fun one nite? ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: midnightrhapsody To: P Date: Jul 1, 2009 11:08 AM Subject: RE: sorry. you're a little too young for me but thanks for the request. ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: P To: midnightrhapsody Date: Jul 1, 2009 12:04 PM Subject: RE: babe, babe, babe, there is no age on size. just give me one nite or day with u and u will never see age as a factor ever again. ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: midnightrhapsody To: P Date: Jul 1, 2009 6:47 PM Subject: RE:   my final answer is no. btw you need to learn that begging is not very sexy. you need to stick wit
Without music, life would be a mistake.  -  Friedrich Nietzsche
This Is For Every Woman That Thinks Nice Guys Dont Exist
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls.To every guy that said he would die for her.To every guy that really would.To every guy that did what she wanted to do.To every guy that cried in front of her. ....To every guy that she cried in front of...To every guy that holds hands with her.To every guy that kisses her with meaning.To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.....To every guy that would give his seat up...To every guy that just wants to cuddle.To every guy that reassured her that she was b
D.o.a. By Karma For Sell On Ebay
My first item is listed! Love You To Death stash box  
Missing Out (for Witchie :d )
Missing Out   The sands in my hour glass Poured down like my fortune As my harried hour came to be Cut short and out of tune As I quickly crashed hard Long before my time was due My opportunities wasted The story of my life was nothing new My head in my hands now To weak to scream and shout I left some waiting in the cold Leaving them lonely and Missing Out
Dream Of Better Days
Gazing through the window at the world outside Wondering will mother earth survive Hoping that mankind will stop abusing her sometime After all there's only just the two of us And here we are still fighting for our lives Watching all of history repeat itself Time after time I'm just a dreamer I dream my life away I'm just a dreamer Who dreams of better days I watch the sun go down like everyone of us I'm hoping that the dawn will bring a sign A better place for those Who will come after us ... This time I'm just a dreamer I dream my life away oh yeah I'm just a dreamer Who dreams of better days Your higher power may be God or Jesus Christ It doesn't really matter much to me Without each others help there ain't no hope for us I'm living in a dream of fantasy Oh yeah, yeah, yeah If only we could all just find serenity It would be nice if we could live as one When will all this anger, hate and bigotry ... Be gone? I'm just a dreamer I dream my li
Ambers Wedding Song?
You woke up this morning......getting ready for your big day. rushing here and running there.Trying to make sure everythings just right.   you have no time or daddy. i stand on the sidelines,with tears streamin down my face,remembering yesterdays little girl,that only a short time ago would sit on my lap and fall asleep.   I look at you now and wonder where's daddy's little girl. your all grown upand ready to start a lie of your own.    
Packing And Moving
Hello everyone,I want to start off by apologizing for my lack of communication here.  I am moving next weekend.  This weekend is my last weekend to pack and get everything organized.I know I have received a lot of music from bands and I just have not had the time to dl the tunes and update and organize the band list.My internet will be shut off on July 8th at my current address and will be turned back on at my new place on July 18th.As soon as I get settled I know I will be playing major catch up with everyone.  I appreciate everyone supporting God's Forsaken Radio and I will get back to each and every one of you as soon as I can.You can also send your music to Mike aka DJ Groundzero.  He is the owner and creator of the radio station.  His email address is:  zground@hotmail.comThank you all for your patience and understanding.Much love and respect,Mindy
My Lifetime Match?
They are born between 24th October - 22nd November People sometimes find you cold, reserved and passive. This just means they don't know you well enough because in reality you're warm and passionate with a sensitivity to nature and natural beauty. But you hide your feelings. You're a natural worrier and as soon as you fall in love, you're afraid of being deserted. It's this fear that too often prevents you from committing or doing what feels right deep down: for example, leaving a someone you love through fear of them abandoning you one day. But over time, you gain confidence in yourself and your relationships have a better chance of lasting. Hidden agendas don't exist with you pair, as you both expect honesty and loyalty from one another no matter how brutal it may be. You complete one another, with these people you are able to have an intellectual debate or those deep conversations which you crave. The sexual chemistry between you to will last a lifetime and you only improve with ag
Wrong Place, Wrong Time The Story Of Calamity Jane.
My luck has never been the best. My choices deserved to be reproached. From the sheltered life i have lived as a child and a teenager, to being forced to marry the first man I "gave it up to"....and I think  God why couldn't I have held out for a better man?..but marry him I did, and he was a selfish, arrogant, abusive son of a bitch. No where to run, because my parents didn't believe me when I said he was hurting me, when he finally beat me for hours and put me into the hospital, I ran to my friends not my family. I ran to the people who knew the truth, the people who looked after me. my chosen family. I also fell in love again, and thought I was given a second chance. And God help me I really loved him. I was 22 and he was 18, but he made me laugh, his touch made me shiver and I though I finally found it, and so this is what it's like to finally be happy. No matter how badly things have turned for me and this particular person now, he stood by me when I bruised and broken. He watche
Bitches~ Another...
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thought it was funny..i chuckled....bbl
Alone, and lonely 800 miles away She waits.   Alone, and lonely 800 miles away It's me she waits for. Together lonely 800 miles away Together we wait no more   To be, Alone and lonely.
Coolest Shirt
What's Sexy About My Name?
You Are Demure Sexy You are sexy because you are reserved. You keep most of your passion hidden. In truth, you are a very sensual and sexual person. But you mostly keep this to yourself. You are secretly very interested in sex and very open minded. You definitely have a wild side most people don't know about. You are comfortable with every aspect of your sexuality... but you don't flaunt it. When you're finally alone with someone you trust, it's like flipping a switch. You're sexually savvy, exciting, adventurous, and carefree. No one would ever guess it! What's Sexy About Your Name?
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.
July 4th!!!
2nd Bling Auction
This auction is for any 1 credit bling your choice.... see pic folder or follow link.... ends tomorrow 7/5/09 at 1pm central time.   Thank you and Good Luck  
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Other then free will, love is the only thing god dont control, he lets us decide on how we use it. And many of us men take advantage of the fact its there and we seem to forget what it really means. So to all you women out there, Im sorry as a man for being so damn stupid to let pride over run my heart and not show you love can be real. And to all the guys, wake up as i have and realize real love dont come around much, so live the love you have now or it will be gone in a blink.                                                                                              frankielee  
just felt like saying it, actually i want to know where is the mfkn love today ?  guess i need auto 11s, cherry bombs, bling packs and a default picture showing my cleavage to get some love.  all the people ive helped are nowhere to be found, well guess i need to quit doing that. just wanted to bitch for a bit, dont care if you read this or not and one last thing THANK YOU to DIPPINDOTS, HEATHER and JUGGALETTE for the love today, YOU GIRLS ROCK !!!!
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Note To Guys.....
"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before, she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being a human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more then she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there." - BOB MARLEY
The Truth, Good Rum And Answers
Normally I don't say anything worth hearing. Brooke would say it is a defense mechanism.  My way of keeping people at bay.  Lots of $10 words, abstract concepts, impossible things.  It keep the "real me" hidden. "Real me".  That term sickens me.  There is no "real".  A fake you is still you.  There is no hiding.  Not that it matters. We were talking the other day.  I said something I felt like writing down.  We were talking about "true love" and how everyone looks for it and no one ever finds it.  It occured to me, like the mirror scene in the movie "Labyrinth", we have this all backwards.  This is an inversion of what should be, and what is. We all say we haven't "found Mr. Right" or "Ms. Right" or whatever.  We think that there is this One Magical Person that will enter our lives and make it all better and everything will be sparkles and sunshine and cheesecake after that.  We are all looking Out There for that One Person. I think we have it backwards.  Instead of looking for th
The Prodigy 'warrior's Dance'
The Prodigy - Invaders Must Die (ws) (hq
Morrissey - How Can Anybody Possibly Know How I Feel
  She told me she loved me, Which means, She must be insaneI've had my face dragged in , Fifteen miles of shit, And I do not, And I do not, And I do not like itSo how can anybody say, They know how I feel, The only one around here who is me, Is meThey said they respect me, Which means, Their judgement is crazyI've had my face dragged in, Fifteen miles of shit, And I do not, And I do not, And I do not like itSo how can anybody say, They know how I feel, When they are they, And only I am IHe said he wants to befriend me, Which means, He can't possibly know meThe voices of the real, And the imagined cry, The future is passing you by, The future is passing you bySo how can anybody possibly think they know how I feel, Everybody look, See pain, And walk awayAnd as for you in your uniform, Your smelly uniform, You think you can be rude to meBecause you wear a uniform, A smelly uniform, And so you think you can be rude to meBut even I, As sick as I am, I would never be youEven I, As sick as I
In My Heart
You were always searching for a place to stayWhere special emotion is bestowed everydayWhere you can find love that can never be wrongWith a person you've been waiting for so long...If you can't find the right place you're looking forIf love you're expecting is always closing it's doorJust turn your head back to where I standI'm here to catch you, just take my hand...Let me show you the love you've never had beforeWhere pure love resides and acceptance forevermoreClose your eyes, hold my hand, I'll show you the wayYou only have to choose if you'll stay or walk away...In this place of mine there is no fancy thingsOnly love that is beating, you just feel the rhythmThis place I call my heart, I reserve to someone trueSo if you can't find love, I'll open it and share with you...I hope someday, all your pain will subside....I hope someday, you know the love I have inside...                          I want to share it with you..because right from the start....You've always had a special pl
What Real Love Is But So Rare To Have!!
How can people determine what love is? the truth is noone can truly give someone else the definition because of the fact its different for everyone. in life people make decisions regarding love fro example when a relationship turns from loving to abusive one of the other doesn't leave because of the fact that they love the other even if it means getting the shit beat out of them in the physical or mental effect. In their minds that person that they fell in love with is still in there underneath the hate the anger no matter what, to them, they will not give up on love even in the darkness of what once was beautiful.I want to take a second to tell you what i think love is or what it should be so if you would be so kind as to listen to these words that im about to write let me know your definition to the word and motion called love.What i believe to be love is the feeling of being whole whilst around that person feeling like my imperfections are not flaws anymore but are adornments by the
There Is Something About Me
There is something about me you don't know That I should probably tell you There is something about me you don't know So listen close The fact of the matter is I tend to fall to quickly The fact of the matter is I don't know what to do I wanna love and I mean truly love But no matter what I do, it always fails on me Either I hurt them, or they hurt me It's something I don't want any more now I want to love her, yet my heart will not let me She loves me, she is allowed but what shall I do This makes no sense, I thought we all had free will In the end I will love, but who will my love be There is something about me you don't know I want to love but I really can't My heart's to weak to let anyone in The wall is fortified and indestructible What will it take for me to long, care, and love someone What will it take for me to be allowed the freedom to choose My heart wants love, yet it is unable to handle it Oh what shall I do to fix this It makes no sense it really doesn't My heart w
All day and all night I think of you I say I love you, and you say I love you too Forever I am yours, you are forever mine You are the angel of my life that I have been hoping for The girl I dream of every night I never thought something so perfect could happen to me Then I met you and everything changed From the look in your eyes, to the way you talk, I know for a fact I want to be with you and you alone Around you I act as I am and nothing more I am acting as I am in love, only it isn't acting for every breath I take, I am grateful to be alive But more grateful if you would be my wife You mean so much, yet the effort is little No matter what I do, I try to make you smile Then again it is my job as your man All day and all night I think of you I know I love you but do you love me too From dusk to dawn and dawn until dusk You will always be my baby girl, forever and always
This one hits home because it is about my grandpa and there is a really depressing story about mine and hsi last words.       He died because of cancer A lot of us are sad We need to remember the good But all we see is bad Why do we see this way A dark and shadowed light We should not see this way But darkness has blinded our sight Forever he shall live But only in my heart And I show my grief, that ever lasting pain Through my poems, my best kind of art It's amazing how I feel I still miss him so I wish I could tell him But he will never know My grandpa was my hero My grandpa was always there When I was troubled He was always there to care Grandpa I miss you I miss you more and more Thinking about it does nothing But makes my soul and heart sore Grandpa I need you Grandpa I need your help Grandpa I am sitting here All they here is a cry and yelp My friends ask what's wrong The pain deep inside I tell my friends nothing But my emotions collide This is to my Grandpa. I miss
A Cover Up, A Fake
I wake up every morning its always the same drill time to get ready ready to be fake out in the real world what you see is false but if you look at me closely you'll see I'm nothing like i look i look like a normal teen guy but inside in nothing like it i am sensitive and loving but my friends cannot see i have an image to be tough an image i need to keep no one can know my secret my secret about my poetry why must they laugh and stare when i tell my true passion my passion to write write about my true feelings its about time i stop and think think about what is real my friends...or my writing passion but only i can decide i thought and thought and my mind is made if you don't like my writing the please back away, far away from me
Home Made Vagina
When I was a young lad, I’d get really creative when masturbating. It wasn’t enough for me to grab some lotion and go to town. I wanted to try to replicate the vagina fucking experience as best as possible. Call me the McGyver of masturbation, if you will. Anyhow, as I mentioned, this story takes place in the early days when I had just started to beat it. I wanted to create some sort of device that I could have “sex” with that would feel like what I thought a real vagina would feel like… or, at least not feel like my hand. I was too young to know that you could buy masturbation toys (like rubber vaginas), and even if I did know, was I going to ask my mother to buy one for me? No. One day I got some paper, tape, and tissues together. I made cylinder-like shape with the paper. I was sure to use several layers so that the object would be sturdy. Then, I got a bunch of tissues, and stuffed them inside of the paper cylinder. I suck my finger down into the s
A Blue Sky Out Of Any Storm.
She get’s uncovered and then she uncovers me.  She draws a map of my face from an image that’s in her eyes, the reproach from her soul.  Just her stare was enough, it is not necessary for her to tell me a thing.   I always draw a map of her face when she is not with me; her image is in my eyes, but it spills.  And with her stare, I am capable of creating a blue sky out of any storm.   So that this world may not disturb her, I quietly will transform if she is not able to rest her soul.  It is not necessary for anyone to say a word for me to fix her wings; her stare is enough for me. 
Gah Fudge
What the fuck is with stupid fuckin boys????   I got a SB from some ass, and the first thing he says is ''I'M BIG"   so i replied with "congratulations"   this conversation went on for about an hour   i understand that if i'm gonna post pics like i did that i'm gonna get comments, but god damn what the fuck happened to saying "hi"????
Am I Sure It Will Pass??
you know i consider myself to be a pretty good person, yet i seem to always find myself hurt, or broken. Im tired of letting someone in just to have them kill me slowly from the inside out. Im tired of all the lies and the "i love yous" yourself a favor and live and let they say, often its the most deserving people who cannot help loving the one that destroys them. I do have one thing to say to you mathew allen're not my favorite mistake you are just a simple regret. i thought i knew who you were, but watch how fast and watch how well i FORGET............
Caa #117 Update
We are on our way to Colorado, thank you for all your prayers and kind words.
Bonnie * R.i.p
I lost a dear close friend and the world has lost a beautiful person.  Her family, her Husband of 28 yrs and their three children have lost a very loving, kind, so proud of them Mother! We met in 1981, my father had been transfered to Ft. Rucker, AL. I was a junior in HS and Bonnie's family was our neighbors.  We were the same age and became insperable, she had lost her mom when she was very young, her Evil Stepmom was just that.  Bonnie practically lived with us and even called my parents MOM and DAD! It was great because I was an only child, I now had a Sister.  We spent every weekend at Panama City Beach, FL.  It was 90 min. drive but we knew some short cuts and with Radar Detector, we made it in an hour!  Her older Sister lived there and we could stay as long as we wanted! We moved into a one BR tiny apt right after school. Money was tight, but we could get fruit cheap, being so close to FL and the things we learned to make with mac and cheese an tuna!!!  That was short lived tho
Why do u give a women everthing in the world and treat her  like a queen and. Then they cheat on u anyways.....
Viagra-laced Coffee Seized In Malaysia
Viagra and coffee - to keep you going all night Viagra and coffee - to keep you going all night Malaysian authorities have confiscated 900 boxes of coffee laced with Viagra, which was marketed as an energy boost. Health Ministry officials raided a company in Kuala Lumpur that marketed the coffee as an energy booster, The New Straits Times said. The report did not say whether the package labeled Viagra as an ingredient. Sunday's report said the 900 confiscated boxes containing some 9,000 coffee packets were worth more than 72,000 ringgit ($20,000). Related Articles * Latest news bulletin * Today's top weird headlines Tags * viagra * prescription * malaysia * kuala lumpur * ingredient Some of the Viagra-laced coffee had been distributed nationwide, it said. Viagra is legal in Malaysia, but it requires a prescription. The drug helps men get an erection, but it can pose a heart hazard, especially when taken with certain medications. The report quo
Lost Love
I love the though of seeing two people in love that is something so amazingI think about love everyday. is she in love?how can I show her my love. What makes her smile? Now I think to myself on why do you love the thought of something I'll never get back?you are too old my friend, A life without love is life without a partner that you can laugh with, cry with, fight with love in the afternoon with. Love is your partner for life not the moment. you have lost love my friend   Psycho~Sexy
The Cost
I'm broken by the world in which I live Torn to shreds by those I hold dear I've never asked much from this life A sinple, yet powerful moment Pure love given and returned Should I beg Could I borrow Should I steal Would I kill to keep my soul intact What is left to salvage These few shreds of a tattered life These remnants of what could have been Should I pay this cost The cost of one mans soul...
Mario Brothers Tattoo
Full Moon Meditation
A FULL MOON MEDITATION Suggested thoughts for a sensed relationship with your ashram and group: UPON AWAKENING:   Om.   I am one with the light which shines through my soul, my fellow disciples, and the Master. NOON:   Om.   Naught separates me from my soul, my fellow disciples, and my Master. My life is theirs and their life is mine. SUNSET:   Om.   Naught can dim the love which flows between my soul and me, the little self. Naught can come between my fellow disciples and my self. Naught can stop the flow of strength between me and my soul, between my fellow disciples and my soul, between the Master of my life and me, His pledged disciple. BEDTIME:   Om.   From darkness lead us to light. I tread the way of life and light because I am a soul. With me there walk my fellow disciples and my Master. Therefore within, without, and on every side, there is light and love and strength. Full moon meditation keynote: The disciples that face the light and stand within
Penumbral Lunar Eclipse
Penumbral lunar eclipse The moon will be in Earth’s shadow in a penumbral lunar eclipse July 7 at about the time that it will be rising over Australia after dusk and setting over western North and South America in the early predawn hours. When a blooming Moon is face-a-face an expansive Sun, does an eclipse really matter? The shadowing will not be visible in India. Eclipses pass, just as rainbows do. What remains is the promise of a new beginning. The July full moon is a “renewal” moon for two reasons. For farmers, it marks the onset of the crop-sowing season. For many others, it is the Day of the Guru – the teacher who shows the path and then steps away from your light, urging you to renew your quest to spirituality. It is a promising full moon waiting to be harvested by the sweat of one’s own efforts.
Second Chance - Shinedown
My eyes are open wideBy the way I made it through the dayI watch the world outsideBy the way I'm leaving out today I just saw Haley's Comet, she wavedSaid, "Why are you always running in place?"Even the man in the moon disappearedSomewhere in the stratosphere Tell my mother, tell my father I've done the best I canTo make them realize this is my life, I hope they understandI'm not angry, I'm just sayingSometimes goodbye is a second chance Please don't cry one tear for meI'm not afraid of what I have to sayThis is my one and only voiceSo listen close, it's only for today I just saw Haley's Comet, she wavedSaid, "Why are you always running in place?"Even the man in the moon disappearedSomewhere in the stratosphere" Tell my mother, tell my father I've done the best I canTo make them realize this is my life, I hope they understandI'm not angry, I'm just sayingSometimes goodbye is a second chance Here is my chanceThis is my chance Tell my mother, tell my father I've done the best I ca
The Only Thing I Will Do Is To Love You.
Life is so pure and you are filled with peace and the only thing that I can do is to love you.  You fill my life with light, you fill the sky, the earth, and the ocean, and the only thing I will do is to love you.   Baby, I don’t think there is a heart that can resist it, but if you cry, I want my eyes to follow every single tear until I lose sight of them.   When I look at you, I’m dying to show you my soul. Even when the moon is out and it shines through my window, the only thing I do is to love you.
I found dust in the stillness of my sill.No spin or song to the room.Just an empty peaceof truces between one stranger.An unslept in side of bedand an ever fading sense of purpose.Determined to survive, but forgetting all other flavors between.Just walking by a market of greys and blurs.No pricetags, no barking vendors.I found a ghostly whisp of hope in that place.Like light breaking clouds in the rolling green seaof life, cool gravel-y breezes and fescue.Soy, soma, and betrayal.I wasn't sure what to make of it.Beast, stranger, darling or whore.To this day, I'm not sure when pretending stopped.Such experience... such vivacious exchangeI'll never understand it, feel it the way you all do.Some people are born colorblind, and I imagine a worldcold, flat, and even in tones of brown.Some can't sing, and that's not nearly as hard to fake.But then there's meexpressing all joy and pleasure for the sake of performance.Some men are born blind, deaf, dumb and addled.They are the subject of my dai
Why Do People Even Bother ?
Can someone PLEASE tell me why some people get on here and say they are your friend and then when you are not on line an for no reason the block you ? If you wasn't messing with someone elses man you wouldn't have a problem ! It was real childish to talk shit about me then block me ! But you know what ? Computer's can find alot of things ! Some people are so dumb and don't realize who they are messing with . Why don't you go find your own man and leave the takin one's alone . Stop trying to make friends an then blocking them .
"whip It"-devo
My Soulmate
My Soulmate It’s been years, since we first met. Since we started our lovers duet. Your heart was captivated, never mine. You weren’t sure of any of my signs. I fell in love with you the very first night, You weren’t sure if it was right. Slowly you started to fall for me. Little, by little, like a growing tree. Your feelings started to grow, Our love; to flow. Before we knew it, you had fallen in love. Wild and free, like a beautiful dove. Your hair in my fingers, your eyes looking into mine. I am so happy to be alive. To be yours forever And ever more My soul mate - it is you I adore.
Legend Of Dj Stormie
Boyfriend Application
Copy and paste, and then fill it out………………   Name: Age: Place of residency: Why do you want to fill this out? What do you think about me? What was your first impression of me? Do you still feel that way? Do you wanna kiss me? Do you like to cuddle? If you had the choice of either going out and hanging with your friends..... or spending the night with me, what would you choose? Pick one word to describe me: What reminds you of me? On our first date, where would you take me? If your favorite SoapOpera show was on... but so was mine and we only had one TV... would you let me watch what I wanted, or what you wanted? If I was wearing really ugly clothes, would you still show me off to your friends? Are you controlling? Are you FUN? Do you fall in love easier than most? Do you have sex? If so how many and favorite positions? Do you get depressed easily? Pick a random color, doesn't have to be your favorite: What do you spend most of your time
Inside The Darkness Thats Me
My mind seems consumed by an inosence that holds onto anger n hurt. The very depths of my being fill with contemplations of suicide. No longer does a smile fill this room with desire to go further into the life that has become nothing more than a darkness within the walls of my very existing and breathing tortured being. My eyes no longer look into the light ahead for it only comes with memories of what I am n used to be. This angel of wings so jagged it can no longer soar the heavens of pureness the ones I so loved. My shatterd halo sits in the corner of my clouded room room shattered to bits no longer glowing. I'm but a fallen being trapped in this darkness that is me, barely recognizable by those whom cross my path n step all over me. My eyes they cry tears of blood that glisten like rubies crushed against my face under the only light I see the moon. It too has forsaken my existance! My lips thirst to be touched n yet the simple thought of this brings pain you'd never want to know.
Free Hugs: Never Get Tired Of Watching This One
Tired Of Games
There has been a lot going on in my life that at times I feel so stressed over. I am so tired of the games and the childish bullshit that so many grown men like to play (women as well). I am not a child and am not into games. I am 42 years old and am hoping to find someone special to share my life with. I am not looking for one night stands... can do that out in a bar. I am not looking for marriage, never was, never will be at least at this point in my life it is what I am thinking. I am looking to date, by date I mean go out, maybe have a few drinks, dinner, movie, a walk in a park, basically spending time getting to know one another. I have said on my profile and am saying it again, just because I feel comfortable with my body and am confident does not make me sleazy. I am a proud woman who enjoys being proud of my body and taking care of it. I share it with others on here because I think the human body is beautiful and I have no hangups about nudity. Please stop thinking this means
So Yeah....
So I'm the girl that no one thought would ever get married again... Even myself, the idea of it actually makes my skin crawl at times.  It's a piece of paper, nothing esle. If the love, and trust are there why is the whole wedding needed?  I found it pointless for the last few years.  But I can't keep putting Dave and his wishes off.  So in a very short 23 days I'll be taking the plunge again and going forward with him, mainly for him and our children.  don't get me wrong I LOVE living in SIN, it's just sometimes one must make a sacrifice for the ones they love, and for me a wedding and marriage is the biggest one I can personally take.  My thoughts used to be 'been there done that' I don't need it ever again.  But I guess somewhere I evolved and put 4 other people ahead of myself.  So wish me luck in not becoming a bridezilla.
Tied In Knots
The Journey of ReleaseWhen we become overwhelmed and things are not going as planned, it is natural to hold tighter to our goals and try to force things to go our way. In the process, we tie ourselves in knots, tensing our shoulders, jaws, and muscles throughout our bodies. Our mind tells us that this is how to get a firmer grip on a situation that feels out of control, but as we create knots in our bodies we are blocking the flow of our energy, exhausting ourselves by exerting more effort yet accomplishing less. At these times, though it may seem counterintuitive, our higher selves know it’s better to let go.This may not be quite as easy as it sounds. After the relief of our first decision to release, if we allow questions about how to get everything done to start again, the knots will be back before we know it. So we need to be aware that this is a process to breathe through. First, we need to let go of our idea of what the perfect outcome should be, and allow that the intellig
Roller Babies
I Want To Fuck You With Words
I want to fuck you with words… Take every vowel and consonant and rub them gently over your skinhear you gasp in the spaces between letters and wordsas the language devours you and sucks you back in grasp every soft sounding letter to lightly stroke you in all of your sensitive spots tease you and please you with the gentlest of sounds until you feel as if your stomach is tied up in knotsI want to trace every word with the tip of my finger from the top of your lashes down, carve every letter with my fingernails along your spine as we surrender and both fall to the ground I want to lick you and suck you with soft sounding syllables from the top of your naval to the tip of your cock and then I want to slowly savour your essence as i take you down deeper to that place you forgottwenty six fucking glorious letters seduce you when I’m down on all fours, I succumb to the smell of your sex and surrender to the sound of you groaning I’m yours… Words, reaching
Parts Of The One
Ants And Bees, A MetaphorWhen we see ants and bees out in the world, we often see just one, but this belies the reality of their situation. More than any other species, ants and bees function as parts of a whole. They cannot and do not survive as individuals; they survive as members of a group, and the group’s survival is the implicit goal of each individual’s life. There is no concept of life outside the group, so even to use the word individual is somewhat misleading. Often, humans, on the other hand, strongly value individuality and often negatively associate ants and bees with a lack of independence. And yet, if we look closer at these amazing creatures, we can learn valuable lessons about how much we can achieve when we band together with others to work for a higher purpose.Most ants and bees have highly specified roles within their communities, some of which are biologically dictated, and they work within the confines of their roles without complaint, never wishing to
Do We Live In A Christian Nation?????
"I have examined all the known superstitions of the word, and I do not find in our particular superstition of Christianity one redeeming feature. They are all alike founded on fables and mythology. Millions of innocent men, women and children, since the introduction of Christianity, have been burnt, tortured, fined and imprisoned. What has been the effect of this coercion? To make one half of the world fools and the other half hypocrites; to support roguery and error all over the earth."           Thomas Jefferson The USA is a nation that is predominately populated by Christians but we are most emphatically not a 'Christian nation' in name, law, or behavior.
Oil & Oil Prices
I asked the media to find out why a quart of oil stays the same price when the price of gas jumps. The answer that I got was supply and demand, Sources told me that because the demand for gas is greater than the demand for refined oil it passes under consumer watch and is legal. If someone could explain the definition of price gouging and see if it relates to the topic I've brought to the table it would be appreciated.
I am lost Within myself, Wandering through a maze of thoughts. Plans and dreams are my pathways, full of twists and dead ends. Darkness and fog shroud me as I travel, haunting my every step. The more I search for a light... it can't be seen The more I look for hope cant be found Still, I wander aimlessly-  Not lost, yet never finding my way completely out. I am plagued by so many things- Memories that can not be erased, The whispering of 'What if's in my ears as I walk through past choices. I step through decisions long past- Here and there at the same time
A Is For Ass
So in my haste I forgot the damn seatbelt. I am going on autoplay...shuffling randomly until I turn it off.  ;)
Bless Me With Those Eyes
A thing of beauty is a joy foreverWords of Keats one can forget neverWhat is beauty - beauty is whereOne can enjoy here and there, every where!Grecian urn a beautiful pieceNiagara falls a beautiful placeSilver streaks of water brings us peaceHills and dales sure nature's grace!Does beauty lie in the objects seenOr lie in the eyes of the seer keen?Beauty seen in the scorching SunBeauty felt in the biting coldBeauty heard in the melody of birdsBeauty smelt in the fragrance of roseBeauty tasted in the bitterness of neemBeauty found sure in every mean(s) !Beauty is truth and truth beautyThat is all what ye know on earthAnd what all ye need to know'Words of WisdomFrom votary of beautyAnd a devotee of Almighty!Creator of noble beautyHarbinger of peace and pietyBless me with those eyes and mindBeauty in ugliness that they can find!Beauty of the mind and beauty of the soulSure makes one the wholesome whole.
Angels To Some, Demons To Others! :)
in our day to day life we have so many things happen...we just learn how to appreciate things in our own way and of course accept things the way that God given in learning period as of now...i'm learning the process in which you building your own family...but unfortunate i'm searching for my right guy yet his not to end up this blog...i'm inviting evryone to have you or to get to know you...maybe your the right guy for me..!!! so be the one...have a nice day to all.....mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Everyone should havea friend like youYou are so much fun to be withAnd you are such a good personYou crack me up with laughterAnd touch my heart with your kindnessYou have a wonderful abilityTo know when to offer adviceAnd when to sit in quiet supportTime after timeYou've come to my rescueAnd brightend so manyOf my routine daysAnd time after timeI've realized how fortunateI am that my life includes youI really do believe thatEverybody should have a friend like youBut so far it looks likeYou are one of a kind!
Use Your Lips To Mark Me A Canvas By: Azraeyl
Doodle, draw pictures, cover me with your words, use your tongue to make me a canvas. Use your lips to draw a world on me, I portray the art of you, and all that you create, what we could create, but your mouth stops there. Drawing the heavens formed in the air, millimeters above my skin. As I gasp, filling the ozone in my bedroom with a haunting ghost; the world your lips make contains no people, just gods and ghosts and worshippers of a dying faith. A faith that lingers in your teeth marks. Bruises left of battlegrounds, but no one fought there, just muscles, saliva, and air, left of an imaginary world in which we live. When your lips trace my ribs, designing crop circles no one else sees, just you and me and a God that we are and love. Fingering the ends of my hair while the other hand guides the would-be moon along my spine. Use your finger tips to leave a milky way of shooting stars upon my back. Blowing tsunamis of smoke rings, hissing animals come out between your teeth. Nip the
To share what is difficult, To heal what is hurting,To think what is not possible,To understand without even talking....Is the miracle called FRIENDSHIP!
What I Was Afraid Of...
Well as most who actually read my blogs know, my Son finally came home from his Basic training and AIT last Tues. 6-30-09. Today, we ran around to get him checked in as he had to by tomorrow.So we went to VA Beach and checked him in where he was going prior to leaving for Basic, then we had to go to Portsmouth and check him with his actual Unit. So, my Son comes back out and tells me he has drills this weekend, which is fine, he has to have them every month since he is after all in the reserves. But then he drops it on me. His Unit is scheduled to be deployed to Afghanistan in February 2010. I don't know for how long. I am worried, it's 7 mos away. I'm not at panick mode yet, but I know as the time draws nearer I will be. Right now I guess I'll just put it out of my head as much as possible. The only comforting thing I guess is his field of specialty will keep him protected to a degree.
My Angel On Earth
The moment I opened my heart and let you in I saw this great love starting to begin. I opened my eyes to a vision of you I hope, I pray your feelings are true. I have loved and I have paid the cost And I have felt the pain of the love I lost. But, now, I think I have truly found An Angel who walks upon the ground. You go beyond all limits for me Just to show your love endlessly. I could search my whole life through And never find another 'you'. You are so special that I wanted you to know I truly, completely love you so.
Isn't Someone Missing Me?
Can you stop the fire? Can you stand to fight her? You cant stop the fire, you wont say the words. Please, please forgive me, But I won't be home again. Maybe someday you'll look up, And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one: "Isn't something missing?" You won't cry for my absence, I know - You forgot me long ago. Am I that unimportant...? Am I so insignificant...? Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me? Even though I'm the sacrifice, You won't try for me, not now. Though I'd die to know you love me, I'm all alone. Isn't someone missing me? Whispered: Can you stop the fire? Can you stand to fight her? You cant stop the fire, you wont say the words. Please, please forgive me, But I won't be home again. I know what you do to yourself, I breathe deep and cry out; "Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me?" Even though I'm the sacrifice, You won't try for me, not now. Though I'd die to know you love me, I'm all alone. Isn't someone missing me? And if I bleed, I
Member Of the Day will be chosen at random each day please do all you can to rate this one member at least for FABA love MOD can be found in daily bulletins and stash and daily pik uploads in MOD album incase u miss someone and wanna go back
Time To Let Go
I don't see the smile you used to give to meI don't see the same again your eyesI don't know what is happening to usAnd losing you forever so fast It's time to keep the pieces of a broken heartThere's no mending, there's no brand new startOh maybe I just have to face the truthI'm losing you and there's nothing I can do CHORUS:(Maybe) it's time to let go, it's time to move on(Maybe) it is the time to forget what we have sharedI just have to learn / is it easy for youGetting over all the daysWe used to say "I love You" Tomorrow is a lonely day that I must faceTo try and get back on my feet would be a wasteOh how can I truly live without your loveA life without you is not a life at all [Repeat CHORUS] Bridge:MARK: There are many questions SARAH: (many Questions)Left in my mindI can't find the answersWhy oh whyBut I know it is true, it is time to let go [Repeat Chorus]    
I Dont Care
My heart is breaking again but again why do i think you would understand outside i am happy, i am content, i am aware inside i am scared and i am alone, i am searching but this treason is at sea, is it me? for all the things i have come to love, find the evil inside andthis black heart withers and dies who am i fooling? just myself or everyone around? can YOU see it? the scares bear a story, which ripped me apart i pretend to be ok with this, but i am not all i want is live but as i have been told love is not like anything, especially a fucking knife   in times when i wanted to end it all, you were there but where are you now? on the coat tail of another hoping and wishing things will work out, but you ignore me the one person who has given everything for i am a fool, to think you would love me like i love you i wish my life would leave me, suddenly... for it isnt worth it to love and to of lost is maddening.... to not know love is ignorance and as they say... ignor
Faba Is Up For Auction
your chance to own FABA looking for FUbux or bling packs linx hate me so copy and paste this please? bid now share with friends?
A Letter
Dear Newest Love Interest in NY,I know you want me to come and see you. Believe me, if I had the money, I would have already flown out. My plans for travel this year have prevented it, thus far. I wish I had gotten a contract sooner, but I have have to make you wait until I'm back from being on tour, instead. I love you. I miss talking to you. every time I close my eyes, I dream of lying in your arms. I hope that's enough to sustain you until I can get there.Huggles and kissles,That Hobo You Know
Some Things You Just Can't Explain
A farmer was sitting in the neighborhood bar getting drunk. A man came in and asked the farmer, "Hey, why are you sitting here on this beautiful day, getting drunk?" The farmer shook his head and replied, "Some things you just can't explain." "So what happened that's so horrible?" the man asked as he sat down next to the farmer. "Well," the farmer said, "today I was sitting by my cow, milking her. Just as I got the bucket full, she lifted her left leg and kicked over the bucket." "Okay," said the man, "but that's not so bad." "Some things you just can't explain," the farmer replied. "So what happened then?" the man asked. The farmer said, "I took her left leg and tied it to the post on the left." "And then?" "Well, I sat back down and continued to milk her. Just as I got the bucket full, she took her right leg and kicked over the bucket." The man laughed and said, "Again?" The farmer replied, "Some things you just can't explain." "So, what did you do then?" th
Recently Written Poetry
The first one is a bit more classical and I think I may try too hard at it...   Change Winds of change come sweepingTheir breath a gentle breezeWillow branches weepingAnd oak leaves barely sneeze Grasses bow beneath the weightOf transparent changes' passingChange of seasons' quickening gaitTurbulence no longer lacking The longer the winds blow unheededMore resistant to the galeThe more damage done excessiveAnd more likely one is to fail So when the gentle sighing kissesThe skin of your upturned faceBe sure to note it, lest you miss itHasten your collective pace   The second is a bit more edgy, I think.  I dunno.  Wrote these between classes, so I didn't spend much time on them.  That's always the best work, though.  lol. Do this Don't make me do thisI don't wanna do thisWhy do I always do this?Please don't make me do this Get your act together girlBefore this falls apartBefore you fall apartWhen everything unfurls You always end up this wayWanting ever to goNever can you st
Gate Boarding
At the airport for a business trip, I settled down to wait for the boarding announcement at Gate 35. Then I heard the voice on the public address system saying, "We apologize for the inconvenience, but Delta Flight 570 will board from Gate 41." So my family picked up our luggage and carried it over to Gate 41. Not ten minutes later the public address voice told us that Flight 570 would in fact be boarding from Gate 35. So, again, we gathered our carry-on luggage and returned to the original gate. Just as we were settling down, the public address voice spoke again: "Thank you for participating in Delta's physical fitness program.
Cajun Joke ( Boudreaux & Thibodeaux )
Now Boudreaux, he fall in love wit Marie and he ax > > her to marry him... > > > > > > Marie > > was very naive and uninformed about da birds and da > > bees. > > > > > > Boudreaux was a poor fisherman and could not afford > > to take much time off for a honeymoon.  So, dat night > > dat dey were married, dey retired to his little shack on da > > Bayou Teche.  When Boudreaux was undressing, Marie > > said, "Oh Boudreaux! What dat is?" > > > > > > Boudreaux, being very quick thinking and sensitive to > > Marie's naive young ways said, "Marie, my love, I > > am da only man in da world wit one of dees."  And, > > den, he proceeded to show her what it was for; and Marie was
True Love
How to Dance in the RainIt was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80's arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am.I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would be able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound.While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease. As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if
Cajun Joke: Boudreaux Gets Married
Now Boudreaux, he fall in love wit Marie and he ax > > her to marry him...   > >   > >   > > Marie   > > was very naive and uninformed about da birds and da   > > bees.   > >   > >   > > Boudreaux was a poor fisherman and could not afford   > > to take much time off for a honeymoon.  So, dat night   > > dat dey were married, dey retired to his little shack on da   > > Bayou Teche.  When Boudreaux was undressing, Marie   > > said, "Oh Boudreaux! What dat is?"   > >   > >   > > Boudreaux, being very quick thinking and sensitive to  
Smart Car; Thanks For This One Too Dove!
what we will be forced to drive quite soon. But look at all of the 'great new choices' we will have from 'The SMART Car'....   The Smorvette!  The Smaudi A3 AWD!  The Smamborghini!  The Smorsche!  The Smerrari!    And last, but not least
Don't You Wish You Were As Cool... this baby?! STILLWATER, Okla.--A quirk of the clock and the calendar has given a Stillwater family an unforgettable memory. When the time lined up on Wednesday afternoon at 12:34:56 on 07/08/09, it was more than just a twice-a-century alignment. They also had a unique reason to celebrate. "It just so happened that when they took me back, when he got here, it was 12:34:56," said Lydia Uhrig. Baby Denis Uhrig defies the odds, arriving by Caesarean section at 12:34:56 on 07/08/09. Her son's birth certificate says his birth happened at 12:34:56 at 07/08/09. Uhrig said she planned to have little Denis by Caesarean section on Wednesday anyway, but the special birth time was a bonus. "I thought that it was very unique," she said. "It was just something that I never thought would happen in a million years." She said her son's birth was extra-special for his grandma, who shares a birthday with her grandson.  
Across a crowded room our eyes meet,my palms begin to sweat i shake as if i had parkisons. My mind begins to wonder to your soft lips a smile curling on them as my hand runs into your hard chest. You grasp me tightly yourhand exploring my every curve i let out a sigh. Those beautiful lips place soft kisses into my neck and breasts my head tosses in passion. I grab you close pressing my lips to your ear "take me" I say. Your lips curl into that smirk again driving me crazy i run my fingers through your hair the feel of your body close to mine i guide your hand over my special places your fingers sinking into me... i gasp grabbing you into a kiss. you want more better comment...
A Mistress On The Plantation
  My name is Louise Antioch and I am a female psychopath. Having antisocial personality disorder isn't a disease. It's a lot of fun to me. Trust me on that one. A five-foot-ten, plump, green-eyed, blonde-haired woman without conscience. That is yours truly. One of the free spirits out there who can do anything at all without feeling guilty. These days, it's the early 1900s and I live in rural Georgia. My family has owned the Great House Farms for years. We've become short-staffed, so I hired some people to work for us. A lot of folks from the local black village were looking for work and I hired them. I paid them decent wages, and expected some good service. My most unruly worker was Sheila, a tall and muscular black woman from Atlanta. I decided to teach her a lesson. I invited her inside for some tea and crackers. As soon as she got inside, I cornered her. I had a demonic light in my eyes and I could tell it scared her. Good. Sheila was a large black woman and thought she could inti
Through The Pain
Is the open book that is my heart So difficult to read that you, Finding not the answers there That you seek, tear at the pages, Rip them up in your frustration, And toss the pieces so that They fall like bloody snowflakes To bathe the ground beneath Your parting feet? Is the language that my heart speaks So opposed to that which you know,
Something Heavensent
It was so in the beginning That man should love woman That he should love her… …with all his heart …with all his mind …with all his being And with every ounce of his soul. That he should have an unquenchable thirst For her and for all that she is. That he should build a life for her …filled with the sweetness of true-love
so i dont think (i may be wrong ) that he has had a VIP before ....i wish i could find someone to get him one so he can level finally and add some more pics cause he is a good friend and  deserves one atleast once so he can have the fun of deciding who gets his 11's if any one can help lemme know and i will make u a salute if you can vip him thanks for reading this       frog~greeter@SNAKEPIT!~@ fubar
Who Do You Love?
Can you feel the sexual tension when not a word mentioned?   What is there to be known? When all the feelings are shown...   With everything below & above   Who do you love?
What Is
Didn't know what to say, when I saw you the other day. Feelings came back hard, too intense for me to handle, for I still hold your candle.   Days turned into years, beers into tears.   I gave it all away, trying to make you stay. So there you have it and it's no wonder,  it's just another young lover's blunder.   What is and what is not, is that old memories cannot be bought.
Just Some Shit
ok well this is my first blog on fubar. so lets go and see where i can take you? im a father of 2 great kids and i love them more than any thing in the hole world. i came from a small town i mean real small. but i got big dreams i think you can learn more coming from a small town. i know i did ha ha ha. i love to draw and to sk8 board and ski and snow board and i love vid and pc games. and for the most part music. music is 2nd just under my kids i love music so damn much that if i was cut off i would be lost for ever. i play guitar and drums. so thats about it for now. this is just a warm up so sit tight and injoy.
Fake Profiles!!!
it seems I have a problem with an old friend again!!they are making fake profiles just 2 put out trash about me and my friends use caution! if u get any messeges about me or u get trash BLOCK THEM!!!(profiles are ht 1 always & bluejays girlfriend IGNORE BOTH.and I am sorry If any 1 of u were offended by them.
There are only a few people that rate anything but a 1 10 or 11 and that is something that kinda bothers me So should they make a new rating system or what? Like a bad good great thing Maybe throw in if your picture gets vetoed enough its automatically deleted  
fervid\FUR-vid\ , adjective:1.Heated or vehement in spirit, enthusiasm, etc.2.Burning; glowing; intensely hot.
Is Either You Or No One.
Those hands that lead me to life’s street. That face that compels me to look on my knees.  There’s only one, there’s just one. Is either you or no one.   That voice that councils me to believe in smiles.  That hair that covers me like a rain of caress.  There’s only one, there’s just one. Is either you or no one.   There’s no way out, because behind you my love there’s a mist.  If you didn’t exist, I would have to invent you. Like the sun to the day, is either you or no one.
Blog Of The Decade.
'From the start of the first plane To the edge of the next day First time, and first place Just know who you are.. "Square One" .Coldplay    Look up, look down look all around, you constantly look for answers, with every dying second of your existance. You stare at the clock, you wonder what everyone you knew or had known is doing at a given time. You contemplate. You think 1 2 3 a b c's and X and Y and wonder just what it is you exist for. You wonder what you'll be known for when you die. Who did Adam and Eve really originate? When did Bill Gates make such an inspiration to the modern world?    The answer isn't as complex as you might see why? Because it begins with 'you'.    We are all after something, someone or a goal for persuit of an originating value. We all want to achieve success. We often don't realize what success is until a certain age, and your higher up enlighten you about it. I'm talking about your parents, who are the reason you exist.    Whether your
Whats good yall some times in life u must take the good with the bad it hurts when u cant please everbody at once but things happen 4 a reason just so long as the ppl that matter and cares 4 u knows that u tried ur best no matter what i hope whom ever reads this can relate on a issue or two in life we must choose the paths we r given if u make the wrong choise bad will happen if u make the right choise good will happen whos 2 say whats right or wrong in some ones life dont judge others unless other judge you 1st member god is love and thats the strongest thing we all have and can hold on 2 peace love and happyness 1 love 1 god 1 world in all
Pissy Mood...
I am in a pissy mood today. It is mostly due to some of my Fu-friends. I know lots of people get on the internet & make up a personality that is better than their realilty, but I don't. I am me & I am real. I get really tired of the idiots here who want you to talk dirty to them, cam them or generally do whatever it takes to jack them off, but you don't seem to be looked at as a real person. I may be words on a screen, but I am a person with real feelings. I have a salute posted. The point is to prove I am real. So why do so many people here treat each other like shit?? I am not saying all do, just some. But it is ALWAYS the ones who tell you they are "not like the rest", "why would I lie?"  and "trust me". Any time I see any of those sentences, I know I am talking to a lying asshole. I don't know why I let it get to me, but sometimes it just does. Today is one of those days.
Where Is The Loyalty?
Ok, here is my burden. I was working at a job I truely love. I worked with mentally retarded individuals. All going well for 361days.Then one day im accused of verbal abuse toward my favorite client. Do I even need to tell you guys that I didn't do? I didn't do it! Well, there were no witnesses only the one person that accused me was around me. All the other staff were in the kitchen the doors shut, and I was outside with my clien where I was suppose to be. Long story short, I spilt tea on myself and supposedly I called my client a "worthless piece of shit". #1 this client is someone i truely love, I share whatever I have with him from my drink to my Marb's. I think more of him and the other clients than alot of my acquaintences. I do not make a habit of cussing people out period. No matter who they are. #2  this client did not spill or throw the tea on me. So I had no reason to cuss him anyway. Well the question I have about loyalty comes in where the co-workers lied on me and about t
Lost And Found
Death and Life go hand in hand never separated. From the ttime we are born death becomes a part of us. How we cope with what we got determines how smooth our time is spent.
Love Is Not A Crime
I shouldn't. Even though I say I shouldn't I can't seem to help it I look at only your face again... again Even though my heart, soaked in tears, is torn I can't turn my neck around My heart that desires you seems to be asking... Is love a crime? Are these feelings bad? Even though you say it's wrong, I'll take the punishment, if only I could have you My chest is so numb and my heart seems like it's going to burst Even though you hate me and curse at me, I can't love anyone but you Even if I become a criminal... Even though I pass a day in tears, I can't seem to talk My heart only want you, often I... Even though I hide, these feelings cannot be hidden They cry out to me - saying that they can't live without you Is love a crime? Are these feelings bad? Even though you say it's wrong, I'll take the punishment, if only I could have you My chest is so numb and my heart seems like it's going to burst Even though you hate me and curse at me, I can't love anyone but you Even if I become
Fifty Years Of Math 1959 - 2009 (in The Usa )
  Fifty Years of Math 1959 - 2009 (in the USA )Last week I purchased a burger at Burger King for $1.58. The counter girl took my $2 and I was digging for my change when I pulled 8 cents from my pocket and gave it to her. She stood there, holding the nickel and 3 pennies, while looking at the screen on her register. I sensed her discomfort and tried to tell her to just give me two quarters, but she hailed the manager for help. While he tried to explain the transaction to her, she stood there and cried. Why do I tell you this? Because of the evolution in teaching math since the 1950s: 1. Teaching Math In 1950s A logger sells a truckload of lumber for $100. His cost of production is 4/5 of the price. What is his profit ? 2. Teaching Math In 1960s A logger sells a truckload of lumber for $100. His cost of production is 4/5 of the price, or $80. What is his profit? 
The Straight Low Down
Okay so here I am back to fu..again lol after a some what short absence.  there are things I am doing different on this go around so I just wanted to talk a little bit about it here.  First its okay to give me really it is lol second of all I am flirty persom, just deal with it, if you cant move on, your in for some serious heart break.  I am easy going and will befriend everyone, last time I excluded the 1000000 friend types as I guessed any real convo with somone who had so many friends would be impossible; turns out I was wrong and im plenty man enough to admitt that when it happens..rarely as it does lmao!!  Am I a confident person...are you serious lol do you even have to ask, doesnt mean im arrogant, I can back up everything I say but sometimes I lay it on a little thick just to get a laugh or two:).  alright more to come on here good enough for now and comment on this stuff will ya:) thanks   loves and hugs, Jc
Blame Me
You know very well that you failed me and that you forgot about your promise.  You know for sure that you deceived me, even when no one can love you as I do.  I have many reasons to despise you, but I wish you well.  Please tell who ever asks you that I never loved you, tell them I cheated and that I was the worst.  Blame me, and with my pain cover your back.
Simple Things In Life Mean More....
Faith Hill "Take Me As I Am" Baby, don't turn out the lightI wanna see you look at meWhisper only truth tonightNot just promises and empty fantasiesI don't need a bed of roses'Cause roses wither awayAll I really need is honestyFrom someone with a strong heartA gentle handWho'll take me as I amBaby, I need for you to knowJust exactly how I feelFiery passions come and goI'd trade a million pretty wordsFor one touch that is realI don't need a bed of roses'Cause roses wither awayAll I really need is honestyFrom someone with a strong heartA gentle handWho'll take me as I amFrom someone with a strong heartA gentle handWho'll take me as I am
Better To Smile Than Frown...
George Strait "She'll Leave You With A Smile" I can see you're falling for herFriend you know she once was mineSo I guess I oughta warn you'Cause you're showing all the signsShe's a devilShe's an angelShe's a womanShe's a childShe's a heartacheWhen she leaves youBut she'll leave you with a smileWhen she held me it was HeavenIt was worth the losin' painAnd when she's gone she'll leave you wishin'She'd just roll your way againShe's a devilShe's an angelShe's a womanShe's a childShe's a heartacheWhen she leaves youBut she'll leave you with a smileShe's a devilShe's an angelShe's a womanShe's a childShe's a heartacheWhen she leaves youBut she'll leave you with a smile
Oh My God!
A wealthy women is being shown around the hospital. During her tour>                 she passed a room where a male patient was masturbating furiously.> >                 'Oh my GOD!' screamed the woman. 'That's disgraceful! Why is he doing>                 that?'> >                 The doctor who was leading the tour calmly explained, "I'm very sorry>                 that you were exposed to that, but this man has a serious condition>                 where his testicles rapidly fill with semen, and if he doesn't do>                 that at least five times a day, he'll be in extreme pain and his>                 testicles could easily rupture."> >                 "Oh, well in that case, I guess it's okay," said the woman.> >                 As they passed by the very next room, they saw a male patient laying>                 in bed while a nurse performed oral sex on him. Again, the woman>                 screamed, "Oh my GOD! How can THAT be justified?"> >                 Again the d
Your Hands In Mine
Clasping your hands in mine Sharing love and affection Caressing in blissful dreams Feel heart to heart connection Wrapping me in your warmth In soft kisses everywhere Together laying side by side In the dreams which we share With whispers from your lips Beckoning me sensually I welcomed with open arms Sharing our nights in intimacy Swaying with sensual rhythm I felt pleasure in every way Releasing the passion within Together till night turns to day
Open Your Mind
open your heart open your mind open your sprit open your soul open your body open your hope open your dreams open your mind to new things open your hands to new wishes open your eyes to the light of another day open your mind                                 by cleon
Solitary~existing Alone
i look around 4 uur not therei call 4 uu do not answeri wish 4 uu do not cumi even rub a lamp 4 unothingcan u feel mecan u feel my lonelinesscan u understand my sadnesscan u feel my solitarinesssolitaire is a game I playbut not a life i want
Wisdom From The Tom Cat
Gentle Thoughts for Today -  Birds of a feather flock together . . . .and then crap on your car.A penny saved is a government oversight.The real art of conversation is not only to say the right thing at the right time, but also to leave unsaid the wrong thing at the tempting moment.The older you get, the tougher it is to lose weight, because by then your body and your fat have gotten to be really good friends.The easiest way to find something lost around the house is to buy a replacement .He who hesitates is probably right.Did you ever notice: The Roman Numerals for forty (40) are  XL.'If you think there is good in everybody, youHaven't met everybody.   If you can smile when things go wrong, you have someone in mind to blame.The sole purpose of a child's middle name is so he can tell when he's really in trouble.There's always a lot to be thankful for if you take time to look for it.  For example I am sitting here thinking how nice it is that wrinkles don't hurt.Did you ever notice: Whe
The Untimely Passing Of Jeff Goldblum
Since once again entering flash code is a pill all I can offer is this link. Worth the watch, too funny!
Day 2
   “Love knows no limit to its endurance, no end to its trust, no fading of its hope; it can outlast anything. Love still stands when all else has fallen.”    “Love is not written on paper, for paper can be erased. Nor is it etched on stone, for stone can be broken. But it is inscribed on a heart and there it shall remain forever.”   In order for a relationship to last the trust value has to be evenly distributed.  It’s a two way venue…both has to have similar strengths in how they trust each other.  I think that one of the main forces of destruction for the value of trust someone has for the other is based on two opposing factors:  reality and imagination.  Imagination can lead to fictitious scenarios that can seem so real that they seem to betray reality.  I say if you didn’t see it first hand or you haven’t been in a situation to have doubt then why act like the action happened? 
women today seem to be nothing but whores and liars...must be a full moon coming   /end rant
The Nuptials Of Reddawg & Neesi
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Chatroom "winner" Of The Day
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