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Feeding Frenzy.
The moment is captured. Like a photograph on an old roll of film found in some forgotten drawer, it lingers. It is there to tell a story. It is there to do magick. Time stands still. The only sound I perceive is the quick, steady beat of your heart.The only taste on my lips is the salty tang of you. The only touch my fingertips know is the soft, suppleness of your flesh. All of these sensations blend together...filling my senses with the reality of you. You're not a dream. Nothing moves. Nothing stirs. I hunger. You are the only nourishment I seek. I feast on you with breathless abandon, never satiated...never fulfilled. Running my tongue along your skin, savoring the taste...tender nibbles of flesh until I reach my destination. You taste like life. You taste like eternity. You taste like home. Bleed for me. Give me all that you are. Nourish me with the essence of you and make me whole. There is only this. Floating in space, unhindered by time... I
In Her Eyes
Looking into her eyes. I feel so safe. For once I am complete. Life seems so much better with her in it. She is the air I breathe in so many ways. Pureness. I love her. I look into those beautiful eyes and I believe in us. Our future can be so real. We give efoort at succeeding but never loving. It just comes so damn natural to us. We have something real. Those eyes see me for me. They dont judge. They look with so much love in them. I come undone. I become dreamy. In your eyes I get so lost. Everytime our eyes meet its like the first time all over again. All I need is to be the man I am in your eyes. You see the real me. The softness of my heart. You love it. I am safe with you. I am complete with you. You are my all.
This Is Funny!
Which one is your sign! VIRGO: The Virgin Dominant in relationships, Sexy, someone loves them right now, Freak in bed, Always wants the last word, Caring, Smart, Intellectual, Attractive, Loud, Loyal, Easy to talk to, Hard to forget, Love at first sight, Everything you ever wanted, Easy to please, The one and only, Ultimate sexiness! SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean, EXTREMELY sexy, Intelligent, Energetic, Predict future, Most erotic, Freak in bed, GREAT kisser, Always get what they want, Sexy, Attractive, Easy going, Loves being in long relationships, Talkative, The sexiest ever....Romantic, Caring! LIBRA:. The lame lover Very p retty, Very romantic, Nice to everyone they meet, Their love is one of a kind, Silly, fun and sweet, Have own unique sexiness, Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you wanna #*@k with... u might end up crying... the most irresistible! ARIES:. The Liar Outgoi
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Achey... sneezing.. and freezing my butt off even with the room temp at 75.... I'm gonna go curl up on the couch
I Miss You
Sunrise to sunset filled in thoughts. A beautiful love plays into view. What have we but distance? Almost as if a fairytale at times I wish I didn't know. What will become of us? I feel life as if inside an empty box filled with pictures. I know, I see, I feel you there, I look around and you're nowhere. I wish to cleanse away the pain within with droplets. Must love always hurt in it's situation? Can or will it be strong enough to out-do it's given obsticles? How can I cope with life having this weight drag me down? "Be strong," she says, "It's only for a while." To her, "Maybe" to me, "Forever." I Miss You.
Pick Up Lines That Might Not Work
Pick up lines 1. If you and I were squirrels, could I bust a nut in your hole? 2. I'd like to wrap your legs around my head and wear you like a feed bag. 3. If it's true that we are what we eat, I could be you by morning! 4. How do you like your eggs: poached, scrambled, or fertilized? 5. I was about to go masturbate and I needed a name to go with your face. 6. Roses are red. Violets are blue. I like spaghetti. Let's go fuck. 7. Is that a keg in your pants? 'Cause I would love to tap that ass! 8. If your right leg was Thanksgiving, and your left leg was Christmas, could I meet you between the holidays? 9. You remind me of a championship bass, I don't know whether to mount you or eat you! 10. Your parents must! be retarded, because you are special. 11. Could I touch your belly button.....from the inside? 12. I'm not too good at algebra, but doesn't U+I = 69? 13. How about
You Know When You're --hispanic When.....
im puertorican and spainard so i can right this lol You Know When You're --HISPANIC When..... You put your clean pots in the oven for storage Your mother keeps a can full of recycled cooking oil on or near the stove Your relatives take photos and videos at a wake. You have to say "bendicion" to your grandmother / mother / aunts when you come in and before you leave Your grandma's couch is covered in plastic even though it's older than you You call all cereal "con flay" You call any sneaker "tenis" You can't leave a party without taking home a plate of food Your grandma makes you put on slippers because walking around barefooted will make you get sick You need that piece of cake before you leave the party You found out about a Saturday party on Wednesday "La Correa" or "La Chancla" were used to discipline you You have those huge wooden spoons on the wall The biggest pot in the house is burned from all the rice cooked in it You blast the music at 8am to clean the house on a Saturday
Vote No On Sb 861!!!
Against it. If any of you out there are my friends, I ask you out of the kindness of my heart to repost this. If you're not my friend, I ask you search for the source compassion in your soul and repost this anyway. More importantly, if you're in a position to, DO something about it. This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to anywhere. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? It would be great if Myspace could be used for something good other than getting dates. Please pass the word along and post this...so as many people can see this as possible.
Hardcore Happy Fun Time.
AIGHT SO LAST NIGHT WAS A KIND OF HOUSEWARMING PARTY FOR MY FRIEND CRYSTAL. LOTS OF KEWL PEEPS, AND TWO FEMALES THAT I HAVE HARDCORE CRUSHES ON, BOTH WHO I GOTS TO HAVE SOME FUN PLAYTIME WITH, AND YEAH WHOLE NOTHER STORY THERE. THE GREAT PART WAS AFTER TWO KEGS WERE KILLED, AND A BOTTLE OF EVERCLEAR, A BOTTLE OF GIN, AND NUMEROUS CASES OF BEER, WE WAS ALL PRETTY FUCKING TRASHED. THERE WAS THE SKINNY LITTLE BLONDE EMO GAY DUDE NAMED LEE THERE, DUDE IS HARDCORE KEWL, BUT HAS THE BUILD OF A CHEERLEADER. ANYWAYS THIS RED HEADED CHICK NAMED HOLLY, WHO HAS A CRUSH ON ME, BUT WHO I HAVE NO INTEREST IN, STARTED TALKING SHIT TO LEE, CALLING HIM A PANSY, AND PETHEITC, AND ALL THIS OTHER SHIT. LEE GOT UP AND WENT OVER TO HER, AND SHE PUNCHES HIM IN THE FACE!! NOW GRANTED I'M LAYING ON THE FLOOR ABOUT TEN FEET AWAY LAUGHING MY ASS OFF CAUSE OF THE FACT THAT CHICK IS TALKING SHIT TO HIM BECAUSE OF A COMMENT I MADE ABOUT HER WHORE STRIPPER FRIEND WHO WAS TALKING MAD GARBAGE THE ENTIRE NIGHT. SO LEE
Taxi Service
So they decided to let the guys come home from the field for the weekend. My husband being an 88m (truck driver) for the 703rd a transportation attachment for the 3-7 infantry battalion has to load all the soldiers from 3-7 Battalion and take them to their separate companies and then once all the guys are transported from the field to their destination the 88m's can turn in their trucks and come home. So my friends husbands have been home for hours and my husband is still taxiing around other soldiers from the battalion. Then on Sunday when they go back he has to go back early to get his truck ready to take all the soldiers back to the field. So we are getting screwed out of time tonight and Sunday with each other.
Shop 'til You're Dropped
About six months ago, I was about to go on a first date, and I wrote the following blog: ---------------- I'd like to return this... Dating is, in some ways, like shopping. Lots of pretty, shiny new things. But returns are such a bitch. People take it fairly personally when you try them and don't like them. Umm... not the right size. Not the right color? Much, much worse. "Not quite the right fit" might be the kindest return, but everyone knows there's more to it than that. ("I don't know what happened. He just started to unravel as soon as I got him home.") Shopping might be easier. When I return a skirt, the skirt doesn't keep calling me. It just goes back on the rack, waits for the next unsuspecting shopper. To be honest, I don't really like shopping. Perhaps someone could just GIVE me someone. Of course, gifts can also be difficult. If I don't like it, do I have to display it? Can I just put it in the closet? Can I re-gift it? (Here, Sheryl, I think you might like th
Took This Video Today Of My Girls
My Images,dollz,gifs Feel Free To Take What You Want I Posted Them For You!
my images,dollz,gifs feel free to take what you want i posted them for you!
~ The Pledge Of Allegiance ~
The following words were spoken by the late Red Skelton on his television program as he related the story of his teacher, Mr. Laswell, who felt his students had come to think of the Pledge of Allegiance as merely something to recite in class each day. Now, more than ever, listen to the meaning of these words. "I've been listening to you boys and girls recite the Pledge of Allegiance all semester and it seems as though it is becoming monotonous to you. If I may, may I recite it and try to explain to you the meaning of each word?" I me, an individual, a committee of one. Pledge dedicate all of my worldly goods to give without self pity. Allegiance my love and my devotion. To the flag our standard, Old Glory, a symbol of freedom. Wherever she waves, there's respect because your loyalty has given her a dignity that shouts freedom is everybody's job! United that means that we have all come together. States individual communities
Oh Damn
YEAH I WENT TO THAT CONCERT IT WAS CRAIG MORGAN AND TRACE ADKINS.......OK SO I GOT DRUNK WAY TO DRUNK IM A SINNER YES I SHALL BURN IN THE PITS OF HELL PROBLY...LOL...BUT IT WAS FUN AND DOES ANY WOMAN HERE NO HOW DAMN HOT TRACE ADKINS REALLY IS....MY OH MY THAT MAN DOES SUMTHING RIGHT .....ANYWAYS JUST WANTED TO POP IN HERE AND SAY HEY LOVE YOU ALL X0XO, MESHA
Your Karma Is Leaking!
Fakes........
First I want to say I love this site, but it's starting to become just like ayy the others.... some people are so damn fake, they log on, and add pics of supermodels, and actors and actresses and what not. In this day and age how hard would it be to be real......what do they have to loose? i mean yeah I keep some things about myself private, but why not just stay the hell away if all you're going to do is spam someones page, or this site for that matter. If you don't have a pic of yourself, then don't post anything at all.... Sorry had to vent, just tired of the BS.....
Letting Go Takes Love
LETTING GO TAKES LOVE To let go does not mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else. To let go is not to cut myself off, it's the realization I can't control another. To let go is not to enable, but allow learning from natural consequences. To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. To let go is not to try to change or blame another, it's to make the most of myself. To let go is not to care for, but to care about. To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive. To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their destinies. To let go is not to be protective, it's to permit another to face reality. To let go is not to deny, but to accept. To let go is not to nag, scold or argue, but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them. To let go is
Cant Fight The Night
wallking in the moonlight down these empty streets its here i wonder if your thinking of me lost and feeling lonely coss your worlds away time has no feelings and i learn that each day than one by one the stars take away the sun once more and all that i can do is dream i say i can fight the night with out you i cant fight the night theres no way i cant fight the night with out you i cant fight the night can you here me calling im at the end of the line you got the power to save me its a matter of time so i just keep on waiting for that knock on my door so we can turn time around and make love like before cos in my heart i know this stranger in the dark is you your memory keeps haunting me i cant fight the night without you i cant fight the night theres know way i cant fight the night without you i cant fight the night if there was half a chance to catch a moment with you id like it more than ever i wont let go i cant let go let go........ then on
To All My Frends????
I HAVE TO SAY I AM EXREMELY DISAPPOINTED THAT LATELY..I SEEMED TO HAVE LOST QITE A FEW FRIENDS...JUST A WEEK AGO I HAD LIKE 2025 FRIENDS...I MADE A STRUCTURE CHANGE TO MY FAMILY LIST AND EVERYONE SEEMS TO HAVE GONE BIZURK!!!! WTF IS UP WITH THAT? ITS MY PAGE...EVER SINCE I HAVE FOUND WHAT IVE BEEN LOOKING FOR (MY SOUL MATE) THERE ARE VERY FEW PEOPLE WHO VISIT..HMMMMMM??? I WOULDNT STOP TALKNG TO ANY OF YOU..IF YOU FOUND THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE...BUT I GUESS ITS THE NATURE OF THE BEAST..LOL... WEL THE PEOPLE WHO LEFT MY PAGE WONT SEE THIS..OBVIOUSLY..BUT I HOPE THAT I DONT LOSE ANYMORE OF YOU...WHEN I AM ON HERE..I DO TALK..LATELY IVE BEEN JUST DONLOADING VIDEOS OR UPDATING MY STASH..SORRY IF IT MAY SEEM THAT I AM IGNORING YOU..IM NOT..JUST BUSY THESE DAYS... PEACE
Fyi
just in case you DIDN'T know, I'm in the LA area for the weekend, and I'm riding with my mothertrucker when she goes back to work tomorrow. so, I won't be online 24/7 as per the usual. but, I'll be checking in, so... don't worry. ;] I don't really know when I'll be back in Sacto. Before next Monday, most likely.
Webcam Workout Again
I did a workout earlier this morning, but I might be inclined to do another this evening at 5pm p.s.t. *wink wink* though I am not entirely sure when I will start *nudge look at the beginning of this post* =D Brandon
Wrong Number, Dude!
All of these calls were made to me by people who had dialed the wrong number, but were too thick headed to hang up. I just thought I'd share some of them with you. I already know that they were wrong and kinda mean in most cases, but hey, I thought it was funny at the time, lol. I have a pretty good memory about the stuff that makes me laugh the hardest: Wolf: Hello? Caller: May I speak with (some guy, not me) Wolf: (pause) Speaking. Caller: Hello, sir, we would just like to let you know that you have won a free vacation as per a hidden sweepstakes being held by your credit company! Wolf: That's awesome! Where am I going? Caller: That's your choice, sir. Wherever you want! They'll fund a full week with lodging to any place of your choice. Wolf: That's fantastic! I always wanted to go to Botswana. Will they send me to Botswana? Caller: Yes sir they will. Wolf: They have naked natives running around I think. That would be awesome. Caller: Now if I could just have you
Online Love
Longing for your touch Your arms around me tight Aching for your kiss Your lips on mine through the night. Wishing for your eyes, to meet mine across the way, The chance to hear your voice And whisper words i need to say. The sweet words you say, mean more than you know They cut deep inside And reach into my soul. Feelings so forbidden, The right time, the wrong place, It's all to easy to forget, Till i close my eyes and see your face. The distance melts away, In my dreams it's all so real, I wish i knew what would happen If i could tell you how i feel.
Change
Just seems like yesterday i was doing fine on my own, Now your in my head and heart, And u won't leave my thoughts alone, What is the power and hold you have on me? How do you do this so easily? The walls have been up for along long time, Put there purposly to protect my heart and mind. In such a short time you have broken the spell, And broke through the wall i thought i built so well, You made me look at myself hard and true, To find the pieces that where missing Even though i hid them from view, Forced me to think, about old things and new, Rediscovering a part of my life, and starting anew. Hurt too many times, don't want anymore pain, You broke through a wall and made me smile again, Don't know how you did it or why, All i now is this new feeling is there, Making me want you, and wanting to care. Putting aside the pain from the past, This new feeling is something i hope will last. Who are you really? What is the hold you have on me? Everytime i lay dow
About Me?
Name:Kimberly Michele Birthday:January 1 = Im 34 Home Town: Groton Connecticut - currently in SouthCarolina Hair Color:Currently black Eye Color:blue - but they cange to green and grey Height:5-7 Weight:185 - yep Im a chubby chick Favorite Color:Pink Favorite Food:fresh salad Your Status:Divorced Music : Anything I can relate to with a good beat Movie: What dreams May Come Book: The Unwanted Occupation: Mommy Hobbies: the computer Recreaction: I like mountain climbing , rock climbing , reppelling,hiking , nature walks ,playing tag,dancing in the rain,playing on the jungle gym,ice skating,roller skatting,traveling (half of these I dont get to do anymore) Goals: I want to fall in love and get married again , start a new family and be happy.I want to buy a home and be the perfect house wife.
Rick...take The Camera Away.
Wrote This For Him Father's Day 2002
JUST TO LET YOU KNOW..MY GRANDPARENTS RAISED ME FROM THE TIME I WAS A BABY THANK YOU I WANT TO SAY THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART FOR LOVING ME RIGHT FROM THE START HOLDING ME IN YOU ARMS KEEPING ME FROM HARM FOR TREATING ME AS YOUR OWN I NEVER FELT UNLOVED OR ALONE FOR BEING MY DAD THAT I NEVER HAD FOR TEACHING ME RIGHT FROM WRONG AND THROUGH LIFE, HELPING ME ALONG AS YOU LAID ON YOUR SIDE IN THE HALL TRYING TO TEACH ME HOW TO CRAWL FOR FIRING ME OFF THE TRACTOR I LOOK BACK NOW WITH LAUGHTER FOR TEACHING HOW TO DRIVE THANK GOD YOU GOT OFF THE FLOOR BOARD OR WE WOULDN'T BE ALIVE AS A TEENAGER THE STUFF I PUT YOU THRU OH MY! WHAT I HAVE TO LOOK FORWARD TO WHEN I NEEDED YOU , YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE YOU TAUGHT ME TO LOVE AND HOW TO CARE I DON'T KNOW IF YOU KNOW HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME YOUR BUDDY AND HELPER, I'LL ALWAYS BE THE LOVE IN MY HEART WILL NEVER LET US BE TORN APART AND NOW MY KIDS ARE HERE AND THEY HOLD YOU SO DEAR YOU H
Being Sick Sucks
I know this is gonna prolly piss somebody off, but I'm just speaking from the heart. I can't be the "superfriend" everybody wants me to be when I'm sick. I need some me time. I'm pretty sure you don't get bothered a lot when you're sick, but it's amazing how much your demand goes up when your health goes down. Don't mind me. It's just the medicine talking and I need to vent. I hate feeling like crap and I know a lotta people are mad at me because of it, cause hey, I'm not supposed to be sick, right? Anyways, I'm done venting now. Back to bed I go. Wake me when it's Friday again.
At Days End
Minutes coming at me, flying fast and true. No time, any time, just to think things through. Hours flying faster, gone in just a blink. Gone before I can adjust or even start to think. I'm here, I'm here! I shout out to the air, I am, I am! Alas I am going no where. Days go by, I'm so alone, no one to see me cry. I'm destined to live my life alone, I just don't know why. From frisky teen to young adult, it happened oh so fast. From mom of four little ones, now all in the past. I shake my head, I click my teeth, I close my eyes and sigh. I think that all I have left to me is just to say goodbye. amawitch 2007
Me
well I like to chat i like fast cars fast boats fast bikes i think i am friendly i enjoy liveing i say my prayers every night i have 2 great sons that works for me i travel around the stste of Florida meet interesting people i work hard play hard (When i grow up i am going to work at wal mart) its a joke my saying is GOT NO CHOICE I SAY IT DAILY
W.t.f!!!!!
OK.. JUST SO YOU ALL KNOW... SONNY IS ONLY DOING TO OTHERS WHAT THEY STARTED DOING HIM, AND YOU KNOW WHAT I HAVE FOUND IS THAT THEY CAN NOT HANDLE THE HEAT... HERE IS A LIL EXAMPLE OF THE CRAP THAT PEOPLE ARE SAYIN!!!! My Shoutbox cyberman45: HE IS STEELING EVERYWHERE AND PUTS COMMENTS ON LIYTTLE CHILDS PICS ALSO HE SHOUD BE KILLED THAT ASSHOLE ->cyberman45: I HAVE SEEN IT FOR MYSELF. cyberman45: KEEP DREAMING BITCH YOU WILL FIND OUT THE TRUETHE ABOUT THIS ASSHOLE YOURSELF SOON cyberman45: YEAH THAT FUCKER STEELDS MY PICS AND MANY FROM MY FRIENDS 2 ,MOTHERFUCKER ->cyberman45: NOPE I HAVE WHAT THESE PEOPLE HAVE DONE TO HIM, HOW THEY ARE BLOCKED AND STILL COME SIT ON HIS PAGE EVERYDAY!!! cyberman45: BUT HE WILL BE DELETED SOON ,HE IS REPORTED BY NANY PEOPLE ON HERE cyberman45: HE STEELS PICS AND PUTS THEN ON HIS SITE THAT FUCK I EVER SEE HIM I KLII HIM cyberman45: OH YES ,HE DUS NOT HE IS A FUCKING MOTHERFUCKING ASSHOLE ->cyberman45: NOPE ONLY THOSE THAT STAR
Action-at-a-distance Forces Are Types Of Forces In Which The Two Interacting Objects Are Not In Physical Contact With Each Other, But Are Able To...
If I knew it was gonna be that kinda party, I woulda stuck my dick in the mashed potatoes.
Its Over
So my wife ended it today she cheated on me with another man. And said we were done. I think... I'm going to die , because this pain is too great to bare
Owned By A Swing
Phonies
I hate all these phoney peeps in here. They buy there way to the top or flirt. But when you try to promote they dont even talk to you. Hell half the time you are lucky if they rated your profile and one pic. I am on a full wide attack. If you have peeps in your profile that dont repost or respond to your bullentins. Have not sent you a message in weeks, dont rate your shit. I urge you to delete their dumb asses. Why cause then somewhere down the line they will get the message. I personally think tap should take points away from you if a friend drops u. Yeah a few would do it to be jerks. But most the time you would deserve it. So if you fall into this catagory of uber and only talking to 10 peeps but expecting all of us to rate your shit. Then I say fuck off and get a real life.
An Old Poem I Wrote
You and I are connected in a way that goes beyond romance, beyond friendship, beyond what we've ever had before. It has defied time, distance, and changes in ourselves and in our lives. It has defied every explanation. Except one: Pure and simply, we're soul mates. I can't explain, I just feel it. It's there in the way my spirits lift whenever we talk. The sound of your voice brings me home, in a way I can't explain. It's in the delight I feel, when we laugh at exactly the same things. When I'm with you, it's like a tiny piece of the universe shifts into place. A place it's supposed to be, and all is right with the world. These things and so many more, have made me understand that this is a once in a lifetime, forever connection. A connection that could only exist between you and me. And deep in my soul, I know that our love is a rare gift. One that brings us extraordinary happiness all through our lives. I feel stronger as the days pass into
Trusting...
when there's every reason in the world not to trust again, how do you learn to trust?
Done!!!!!!!!!!!
Quite flooding my damn bulletin board!!!!!! Contests... fan me, rate me... and all of my friends as well, hateful crap and general bullshit! I'm done... you flood, you're gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Update On The Wisconsin Snow Situation!
We have 2 feet of snow on the ground and more is falling. I believe the weather wizards are saying another 6 inches or so tonight! And it is still blowing pretty good. To repeat, lol, they had better not cancel school tomorrow! I'm not sure I could handle that after a weekend indoors with this crew! Much love and warm hugs, everyone! Blessings all over the map!
This Is Sick, But Made Me Laugh Just The Same
here's the link since it can't be viewed from here for some reason
Avatar
This isn't really a blog... sorry for trickin' you. Does anyone know how to size a picture to turn it into an avatar? It has to be 50 x 50 and no more than 15k, or somesuch. I have no idea what this means. Can anyone help me?
Scent Of A Woman
After three years of single, dateless life, I have found someone that makes my heart skip beats everytime I see her. The scent of her hair makes me weak. To be around her brings happiness. She knows of my interest but much like my heart, shes taken. She is with a great guy and I would never want to do anything to change that. That would be selfous. Why her, I mean I know why shes taken, shes great. We share more in-commen than anyone I have met in such a long time. Music, food, style, what we like in a partner, etc. We are friends, and for that I truely hold close to my heart. We can talk for hours on the phone and have yet to run short on what to say. You wanna talk about a "crush" here on CT?? That is nothing compared to what I feel for this girl. I do dream about her, but to my own supprise they are never sexual. Thats unheard of since I havent dreamed in years, atleast not that I can recall. One would think that with my feelings for her that it my spring forth sexual dreams of disi
Let's Get Something Straight!!!
Lately I've had people either add me or just chat with me who seem to think that all bald guys stand for the same thing. For the official record, I AM NOT RACIST OR INTERESTED IN JOINING YOUR PATHETIC WHITE POWER GROUP!!!! I think these groups and people who are a part of them have severe psychological issues and need to be cleansed of the ideas in their heads. If you, by chance, made my friend list do the right thing and remove yourself.....or ID yourself to me so I can remove you myself. I stand for the freedoms of EVERY person in this country regardless of race, sex, nationality, or other differentiating factor. Unfortunately, this means for you as well. So, if you want to get mad, go ahead. But I will not be associated with anyone participating in or claiming to be part of these groups and activities. And if you want to leave insults, comments, or harass me as a result of this blog, I will promptly report you to the proper channels to have it stopped. To all of my frien
Memorial Tribute
Through this media I am inviting all family, Friends and fans to view this tribute for my son David he was taken from this plain of exsistance into the here after on November 21st 2005 In Memory Of David Russell 1989 - 2005 16 years of age MeryvilleThe United States The dust has settled on the thingsThat I have stored awayA favorite toy, for little boyA jar of dried out clay.A photograph when y... view memorial powered by Christian Memorials
You Know...
You know when you hit the "smoothie" button on your new blender and yell, "Holy shit!" and start laughing in surprise that you have moved up a teensy notch in the world.
A Wonderful Conversation...
Tap chat, so read bottom to top: ->arclaith: And that is a universal language. ->arclaith: No, I just have taste. arclaith: excuse my english,, r u lesbian? ->arclaith: I see I have been unclear with my big "NO". arclaith: so? u r not interested? ->arclaith: On a curious note, how often do these lines work? Because I may need to be more disturbed about my fellow females than I already am... arclaith: u have camera? here is so late, and i want u more tha nevery other thing ->arclaith: Well, honey, Yahoo isn't going to do all that much for me, so you may need to do some more trolling around tonight. arclaith: and if i want with u? and for u? arclaith: and i f i d want with u? and for u? ->arclaith: I am certain you know how to have a lot of fun with yourself. arclaith: no, i want u in yahoo to have fun with me.. ->arclaith: And the second part of that comment is "...to send me some delicious cookies." correct? arclaith: i want u
Lessons We Learn In Life...
so i had to write an essay for a final in my english class which is due tomorrow, so i spent almost all day writing this paper. it is about life lessons, i dont share about this subject with many people, but i thought id share it with you today. please read it and let me know what you think of it. A SIGNIFICANT LIFE LESSON We all have lessons learned in life that are important to us. Some are spiritual, some are painful, some are small and some are life changing. My life lesson came in from a small child that helped me realize that we do not run our own life. This has made me a firm believer that God does exist and has us go through different situations not to punish us, but to help us learn and become the people he wants us to be. To start off with I would like to share with you a little about myself. I am a recovering drug addict, for years I was heavily under the influence of many different types of drugs, from methamphetamines to heroin. I would lie and steal
My Guestbook ~ Sign Or Die
Wonder Why???
honestly, do you ever wonder why? some ladies on here have a gazillion points? 1. too much time on their hands. 2. probably a hubby who doesnt know they are on . 3. The all have BIG BOOB! LMAO!
Private Album Open For A Short Time!
I'm bored and it's Monday so I decided to open my private album to all my friends. Have a great Monday!
10 Husbands And Still A Virgin
A lawyer married a woman who had previously divorced ten husbands. On their wedding night, she told her new husband, "Please be gentle, I'm still a virgin." "What?" said the puzzled groom. "How can that be if you've been married ten times?" "Well, Husband #1 was a sales representative: he kept telling me how great it was going to be. Husband #2 was in software services: he was never really sure how it was supposed to function, but he said he'd look into it and get back to me. Husband #3 was from field services: he said everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the system up. Husband #4 was in telemarketing: even though he knew he had the order, he didn't know when he would be able to deliver. Husband #5 was an engineer: he understood the basic process but wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state-of-the-art method. Husband #6 was from finance and administration: he thought he knew how, but he wasn't sure whether it
Why Wedding Ring Should Put On The Fourth Finger??
Why wedding ring should put on the fourth finger?? Thumb represents parents Second finger represents brothers & sisters Center finger represents own self Fourth finger represents your partner Last finger represents your children Really interesting Why wedding ring should put on the fourth finger?? Pls follow the below step, really god ma d e this a miracle (this is from a Chinese excerpt) Firstly, show your palm, center finger bend and put together back to back Secondly, the rest 4 fingers tips to tips Games begin, follow the below arrangement, 5 finger but only 1 pair can split. Try to open your thumb, the thumb represents parents, it can be open because all human does go thru sick and dead. Which are our parents will leave us one day Please close up your thumb, then open your second finger, the finger represent brothers and sisters, they do have their own family which is too they will leave us too Now close up your second finger, open up your
I Know.. I Know What I Need
I need some sweaty, sticky, unprotected big girl love.. Who wants to help?
Okay Boys...seriously
DO you think shouting us girls with the following is gonna get us to talk to you: "I'm Horny" "Wanna watch me jack off" "Can I see your private pics" "Wanna see my huge c*ck" "I'd like to....." " If you were a new hamburger at McDonald's, you would be McGorgeous." AND MY FAVE ADD ME TO YOUR FAMILY... I don't add just anyone so don't ask! And so on... This is not the way to make friends or get girls. Stop viewing us as MEAT and as smart women..(most of us) capable of intelligent conversation. Start thinking with the big brain and not the little one.
Getting To Know Me
Prologue 1.Where did you take your default pic? Home with web cam 2.What exactly are you wearing right now? Tan Dockers and Hawaiin Shirt 3.What is your current problem? Saving Money To Move 4.What makes you most happy? Sleep 5.What's the name of the song that you're listening to? Sister Miss Bloodshed by The Solenoid Hums 6.Has anyone you've been really close with passed away? My uncle 7.Do you ever watch MTV? bwahahahaha 8.What's something that really annoys you? Politicians, Political correctness, stale beer Chapter 1: 1.Middle name: James 2.Nickname(s): kjlintner 3.Current place: Lansing, MI 4.Eye color: Brown Chapter 2: 1.Do you live with your parents? No 2. Do you get along with your parents/gardians? Only if I have to 3.Are your parents married/separated/divorced? DIVORCED 4.Do you have any Siblings?: Yes - somewhere Chapter 3: Favorite. 1. Ice Cream: Death by Chocolate from QD 2. Season: SPRING
Flame Wars?
so i go outside for a cigarette. i'm sick beyond belief... and apparently retarded. i'm using a lighter with an adjustable flame... and didn't bother to check the flame before i lit the cigarette. i now have half of the amount of eyelashes on my right eye that i did five minutes ago. gah!
Guess What
GUESS WHO IS GOIN TO SEE BLS BITCHES, SDMF MOTHA FUCKAS. WOOOO WHOOOOOOOOOO
Fin.
Let me tell you a little something about friendship. Looking forward to hearing that special voice and knowing it lifts your heart... That's friendship. Trudging through a mire of hard work, tedium, and adversity, knowing that at the end, this person is there, waiting for you. Being able to be completely comfortable telling your feelings to someone who will listen non-judgmentally, and being able to share the same in return. Feeling incomplete when that person isn't there... missing that person's presence. Okay, maybe I've defined love. But, friendship has elements of love in it. I realize now I can't find that here. In the streets of New York, it was notably absent, or well-disguised. Here in Texas, it's non-existent. Let me tell you a little something about solitude. Being alone in a room, with nothing but yourself and your thoughts. Being in a room full of people, none of whom share anything with you, spiritually or emotionally. Fighting to give every
Down Again
I've been pushed down so many times I feel this time will be the last as I lay here fading my thoughts are invaded by memories of my past I feel the pressures of shame and rejection building as I lay here on the floor I have no strength to get up I'm not worth it any more
Can You Help Me?
So I am making new graphics for a new page. I would like the about me section to be written by my friends. I know a lot of you do not know me so well, but if you do then please reply something to this blog that I can stick in the graphic. It has to describe me in words or an image. K, thanks and Huggs-n-Stuff
Word Up To Everyone!!
THE WORD IS THAT MY BABY IS MOVING CLOSER TO ME AND I AM MOVING, TOO. YES!!!!!!
My Illnesses..... Lets Be Real Clear.... I Dont Have Cancer.... And To Those Supposed Friends That Use This As A Weapon Against Me.... F*cku!
I have never ever lied about my illness - I had this posted once before and I will repost it - Tiger cleared it out when he cleared out all my blogs for me, but here it is again, I will state for the thousandth time - I DO NOT HAVE CANCER - FUCK I WISH I DID - IT HAS A CHANCE OF BEING CURED!!!!!!! I have what they call Scleroderma, only about 150,000 Americans have this disease - arent I lucky? I've always had to be different ;)) its an auto-immune disease of the connective tissue, is characterized by the formation of scar tissue in the skin and organs of the body ( at some point the organs shall need to be replaced but I will worry about that when that time comes) it leads to thickness and firmness of involved areas. It involves symmetric thickening of skin of the extremities, face, trunk (chest, back, abdomen, or flanks) which can rapidly progress to hardening after an early inflammatory phase. Organ disease can occur early on and be serious. Organs affected include the esophag
Should I ?
Or Should I pass? A girl on here wants me to post pics of my cock.. Do women really like looking at dick pics?
Love Question Servey Shit..
Okay this is just how id answer if it was going to any of you all personally. Its just what it is. If you want to send it to me cool cool however you'd like. Your Name: ha funny its Shady to you 2. Age: 34 3. Fave Color: pink 4. Are you a virgin? ha ya why not 5. How tall are ya ? 5"4 6. Do you like to dance ?? yep HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? Shit im friends with all you men.. 2. Do you have a crush on me? Nope no crushes at this time trying to mend my broken heart.. 3. Would you kiss me? If you were hot shit you have no idea. 4. ...with tongue? hum let me think lame question 5. Would you enjoy it? Depends if you had a clue 6. Would you ever ask me out? If i wanted you id ask you out just like that 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? We wouldnt even make it to the theator if i was hot on you 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? depends on what you got.. There is s
Where Do We Find The Crazy Women At?
I seem to find every crazy bitch out there.Is it me or is everyone getting the same results in life.They see money and think they can win u over.Not going there again.Must make some dough to be with this man.No broke women need to reply..lol..Get a job stop living off the old man...Unless ur needed to raise ur children but after they go to school gloves r off..Later
I Made This For All Of You..i Hope You Like It..
Are You Kiddin' Me?!
Hey Cherry pickers! Well, those of you following me and my bullitins know that I've deleted some because of people I helped get them where they are(rates) and never heard from them. Well, just had one I have not heard from in months and she had the damn nerve to ask me to rate and comment JUST AFTER I did, lol! Oh my God...(chuckle), it gets better. She then asked me to add her. Get this...I was already on her fan and friend list!! LMAO!! Way to go you egotistical DUMBASS! LMAO!! Anyway, PRIME example of what I had been talking about. For those people who have been loyal all along, I say this THANK YOU. I appreciate all of you and your true friendship. Hugs, Chris(aka irishfly)
Death Took Me
Death claimed me long ago, When i was filled with pain and sorrow, Now i stand again this day before you, This story i speak is all true, Long ago in a meadow i stood, Wearing armor and my face hideden by a hood, My blade notched from battles in the past, As the men surrounded me i knew i would not last, As the first man came i did not run, My face held an evil grin for this was fun, With just a twist of my arm this one fell, Another reason why i am going to hell, As the second and third came at me, I knew as i moved this is how my end would be, The blade snapped as i went to defend. This i claim as my death my sweet end, As the blades slide into my flesh, I took my very last breath, The pain i felt did not last long, I am not in hell where i belong.
Shit I Miss Repost Cause Of Lack Of Love.
MAYBE IT'S JUST THE WEATHER, BUT I REALIZE I MISS THIS SHIT. BY THAT I MEAN I MISS BACK WHEN FRIENDS AND I JUST USED TO GO OUT AND DO SHIT. I MEAN I REMEMBER WHEN PEOPLE DIDN'T HAVE AGENDAS. DIDN'T WORRY ABOUT GETTING IN TROUBLE, OR WHO SAID WHAT TO WHO. I REMEMBER WHEN ME AND A GROUP OF FRIENDS USED TO DRIVE AROUND FOR HOURS, WAITING FOR A PHONE CALL FROM SOMEONE SAYING THEY GOT A SPOT TO GO TO AND SHIT TO DRINK OR DO. STANDING IN A DARK FIELD OR A BACKYARD, SIPPING ON WHATEVER SHIT THE 21 OR OLDER FUCKER IN THE GROUP COULD GET BOOZE, USUALLY MILLER HIGH, BOONES FARM, OR IF LUCKY A KEG OF MILLER. EVERYONE SCREAMING, PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT THE MOST PETTY OF SHIT, BUT AT THE TIME SEEMED LIKE A REAL ISSUE. AFTER THAT, YOU WENT SOMEWHERE ELSE, AVOIDING ROADBLOCKS, PULLING OVER TO BUY MORE BOOZE, OR PICK SOMEONE ELSE UP. WINDING UP GETTING RIDES FROM WHO THE FUCK KNOWS, BUT LOVING IT ALL THE SAME. NOW THOUGH IT SEEMS EVERYTHING HAS TO BE PREPLANNED, AND IT'S PISSING ME OFF. I WANT IT
Why I Am Pissed Off!
Why is blood thicker than water? Why are there “laws” that meddle with the affairs of common sense? What stranger knows what to do with the “affairs” of a sweet, senile old woman? What child has the right to outright pillage their parent, endanger their well-being and show repeated lack of care hence hospitalizations and “experimental” procedures performed on them? Why do I continue to fight what appears to be a losing battle that the only winners are the attorneys? OK Confused now? So am I as well as the lawyers and even the Judge! In case you need to catch up… read the following blog: http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/24690/168504# So why today’s rant? Attorneys, Judges, Laws and Family – just do not mix!!! I want to know what happened to common sense and hard EVIDENCE (of which none is admissible in court so as the “law” states) regarding each and every stupid proceeding and filing and total waste of time and money. Claudia Margot Carl is the 61 year old “baby boomer” dau
Amber :)
I have a beautiful new girlfriend, Amber ♥ She wrote some poems for me today, and they are just wonderful. I love you Amber! When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You." I dream of your touch while you are away, I dream of your smile all through the day, I remember the day, You came into my life, I dream of the day I will be your wife. I dream of the day I can fall asleep next to you, I dream of the day I can say I do. To be your wife, To be together for life, Is a dream I have, Every night.
Who?
who is the second person who has a crush on me?????
It's A Game
You know someone had a bullentin out that said to describe in one word what you think of me. I thought that was just to damn cute. I loved it. So I thought why not put a blog up & maybe it wouldn't go to my shoutbox or private mail like it did in the bullentin. Now when doing this please repost this anyway you wish & I will damn sure tell you in one word what I think of you. So if you post here I will post there.
Just Wanted To Let You All Know
I wont be on as much my grandmother is passing away and i'm not taking it well.they have given her until mother's day so i will be traveling to be with her very soon....i will try and check on this everyday that i can.love to all
Wow Here We Go Again
What is it with men do they like to push our buttons to see how far we will go??? Do they want to make us get up and leave??? Do they really care or is it easier to have a piece of ass waiting at home or a built in baby sitter??? Well hell if I know and hell if I want to find out. Im getting so sick and tired of all men trying to tell me what to do or how to do it or how to feel Im ready to swear em off once and for all I would like some guys imputs on this let me know what are women supposed to expect out of a man and what the hell do men expect out of a woman leave a comment and as long as its not to nasty I will leave it up so that us women can really understand a man lol so go ahead and comment away I cant wait to see how most of the men on here respond to this and men be truthful dont try to feed us any bull crap because most of the men on here are only here for one thing and most women aint gonna feed into ur sobby feelings unless we really know you and what kinda guy you really
Short Poem
spending my time searching searching far deep inside for all the answears why! why i have done the things i have done or better yet why i haven't haven't done the things i should have! feeling the way i do without even knowing why nobody else can answear this question of why searching for self freedom breaking the chains of self dismay dreaming and awaiting this day! searching for when when i will be set free free from my hearts burning pains! katrina jefferys
The 10 Rules For Cybersex....lmao (repost
1. Before becoming involved in any kind of cybersex, please make sure your spouse, boyfriend, kids, etc. are out of the room at the time, (preferably out of the house and not during a major holiday when your in-laws are also present or at a time when all your relatives are in attendance). It really gets difficult to explain the moaning and groaning, while the buzz of various "toys" can be heard. 2. For men, before you begin, please check that your modem protector is on, along with the splash guard for your keyboard. It will stop the future embarrassment of telling the computer technician that your keys are "stuck" and you have no idea why. 3. For women, no matter what you are truly wearing, such as: sweatpants, sweat shirt, torn bathrobe, slippers, t-shirt with stains on the front, bloomer underwear that could cover a car or be used for a parachute, always tell your potential cyber partner you are wearing a thong, garter belt with black stockings, and your best Wonderbra (the one
Meant....(poem)
We're meant to be, that's transparent to me. You're even enabled to uncover my soft side. I care, don't you see? At you, starin' for weeks. If it were up to me, we'd be hugged up at all times. Within your smile I've hidden my trials. (& tribulations) About you, words don't define. Our souls been twined. Only I've witnessed the sparklin' force your heart gives off. Able to tell you anything, forever you dwell in memory. Whatever circumstances, count on me to see you through. Feeling pain? Then I'm there to ease and treat the bruise. "Keep it true" goes without saying for us. Sculpted from the same mold, no one came close--It's amazing sorta. Head to toe and inside out, truly a unique, grand piece. Your presence more priceless than giving someone clean antiques. Connected via telepathic link, I fell in past the brink. Love you? Answer for that is automatic, never have to think. -- Snipe and the woman I wrote it for, I'm no longer with...go figure... not her fault
So Yeah.
Who wants to send me beer money? 20$ and I'm yours.
My Prayer
All praise be to the dark mother forgive our selfish transgressions blessed be and glory to all that is yours Oh great chaotic mother many faces many names barren to with child withchild into death like phases of the moon guide me and bless me with your wisdom and love grant me your wisdom with age grant me passage from this realm glory to you dark mother my only true wish is to stand beside you giving myself to you may i be worthy to stand by you not to be consumed by the material in this world but to stand by your side my creator my dark mother my goddess blessed are you and allthings that you are
Does The Usa Really Need These Laws?
In Alabama, it is illegal to drive a car while blindfolded Jamie's thoughts-NO SHIT, does that mean even a blind man can get his license, aslong as he doesn't wear a blindfold? In Connecticut, It is illegal to walk across the street on your hands. Jamie's thoughts-All you hand walkers, Take careful note when you are in Connecticut. You can walk anywhere else you want on your hands, the grocery store, the bank, and even in the mall, BUT, make sure you switch to your feet when you come to a crosswalk In Illonois, it is illegal to give a lighted cigar to a dog, cat or any other domesticated animal. Jamie's thoughts-So, If you see a bear or any other wild animal on the side of the street, feel free to sit down with it, pass it a cigar, and start a game of poker. OR, If your domesticated pet has opposable thumbs, give him the Cigar and lighter, and tell them to light the fuckin thing itself In Massachusetts, it is illegal to snore with your bedroom windows open. Jamie'
Who Is The Biggest Cherry Slut????
repost
The Funniest....speechless
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Spam?????????
OK. THERE MEAUSRES IN PLACE THAT KEEP PEOPLE FROM RATING PHOTOS REALLY FAST ON A THAT'S ABOUT RATING THING. THERE ARE MEASURES IN PLACE TO KEEP PEOPLE FROM COMMENTING REALLY FAST ON A SITE THAT ENCOURAGES COMMENTING ON PHOTOS, STASH ITEMS, AND WHAT NOT. THERE IS ONE FUKKIN QUESTION THAT I HAVE...... WHY THE HELL ISN'T THERE SOMETHING IN PLACE TO KEEP PEOPLE FROM POSTING THE SAME DAMN BULLETIN 46 DAMN TIMES IN A ROW? THE REASON WHY THEY GIVE FOR THE LIMITATIONS ON RATINGS AND COMMENT IS EVERY SITE HAS SOME SPAM FILTRATION. WELL FILTER MY DAMN BULLETIN BULLETIN BOARD!!!!!! SEEING THE SAME BULLETIN POSTED BY THE SAME PERSON 58 TIMES IN A MINUTE IS SPAM. SO IF YOU WANT TO LIMIT THE THINGS THAT MAKE THE FUN, LETS LIMIT THE CRAP THAT MAKES THIS SITE DUMB.... THANKS
Godiva Chocolate & Raspberry Martini
Recipe for Godiva chocolate/raspberry martini, I came up with this blend when I was really craving a chocolate martini. Thinkin' maybe I was a little high! LOL Ok, the recipe already: 2 shots Skyy vanilla vodka with 1 shot Godiva chocolate liqueur & 1 shot raspberry liqueur, your choice or possibly Chambord liqueur. Shake ingredients with ice, strain & pour over chocolate covered expresso beans in a chilled martini glass. Garnish if desired...Like with whipped cream & a strawberry or other berries. Mmmmm...hmmm...if you are in the mood for a drink & chocolate at the same this will hit the spot. Mudslide & "Starbucks" & "Cask & Cream" martinis are awesome as well.
Jades Gift
She comes home for work as she does every day, showers and performs certain little rituals that get her ready for His return home. She watches the time as she gets ready for Him, being very careful to do everything just as He has asked her to do. It is time for her to kneel at the door...she checks her position over and over nervously...wanting to be perfect for Him. Her thighs parted so she is exposed, her bottom resting on the heels of her feet, back slightly arched head high eyes lowered hands holding hair above head so He can inspect her. In this position, she will wait for 30 minutes. As she waits she goes over and over in her mind what He has taught her and what He expects when He enters...she is not to react or speak. This is hard for her ...she wants to jump up and wrap her arms around Him covering him in kisses every time He enters the room. However, she is for His pleasure, its no longer about her wants or needs, her will is His will. Trying not to fidget, as the time draw
Bathroom: My Privat Igloo
i hate meetings that are longer than 30 mins.... and today i had one that was for more than 3:30 hrs geeeeeeeeez i only had time to go to the bathroom i really need vacations and as soon as possible i'm home now but tired as hell and tomorrow i have to go to rehab early morning, and then go to work *shrugs* anyone wants to give me a massage and hug me and love me for a bit?
Written For Me 8>)
If you're wondering whether anyone is thinking about you now, caring about what you're doing, wishing you the best, and remembering you're there... If you're feeling alienated from the world, with no one on your side, and you're questioning if there's another human being who would even be concerned about what's going on in your life... Well, wonder no more. Someone is thinking of you and someone does care about you, and that someone is me. If you're wishing you had someone who hopes that life is being good to you, that you're coping well with every challenge, and reaching the goals you want to reach... If you're hoping that there is someone in your corner of the world that you could call on anytime, someone with whom you could share your hopes and dreams and disappointments... Well, don't waste your time wishing and wondering anymore. I'd be glad to be that someone. All you have to do is let me know and I'll be there. If you need someone to talk to, to sha
"freinds"
Amazing how you never seem to stick around. Who was I kidding?
Free
like the eagle my spirit is free, there are no boundries that will contain me, for where my heart leads me thats where i'll be, soaring so high, so wild , so free... ~Denise
Sorry...love Doesn't Live Here Anymore...
yeah it moved out... all of a sudden... didn't leave a note... no forwarding address... so stop knocking on the door... 'coz love doesn't live here...anymore...
Another Of My Favorite Songs By The Alan Parsons Project........
If you believe in the power magic, I can change your mind And if you need to believe in someone, Turn and look behind When we were living in a dream world, Clouds got in the way We gave it up in a moment of madness And threw it all away Dont answer me, dont break the silence Dont let me win Dont answer me, stay on your island Dont let me in Run away and hide from everyone Can you change the things weve said and done? If you believe in the power of magic, Its all a fantasy So if you need to believe in someone, Just pretend its me It aint enough that we meet as strangers I cant set you free So will you turn your back forever on what you mean to me? Dont answer me, dont break the silence Dont let me win Dont answer me, stay on your island Dont let me in Run away and hide from everyone Can you change the things weve said and done
Help
This is bs!!! I have asked my friends here on Ct for help w/a new program that i can use for downloading music, and not any of ya are willing to help me!!!! I was using morpheus but its now freakin out on me!!!! can anyone help me find a good and simple one to use.
You Guys Wanted Instuctions.....
Obviously, the majority of you foolz out there haven't a fucking boardgame CLUE?!?!?! on how to eat pussy...which just causes an increase in the already abundant population of bi[trendy]sexual females..sooo here's a few SIMPLE (no it's actually very easy) methods I've had in my arsenal for quite some time.. FIRST..It's easier to make a girl cum, from eatin' her pussy as opposed to fuckin' her, even tho im told that i make most women im with cum by fucking them.i love to eat it lick it and suck on the lips clit and put my tounge deep in her hole...this is a lil ..from what I know offhand...95% of females can't cum from sex UNLESS, they're on top..and they're on top why? so they can stimulate their clit..by doin' their lil snake charm grindin' grab on our pelvic bones..which..really does nothin' for us..so the key is..eat pussy first..make her cum a few times...numb her up..then hammer away or soft and slow with alot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up
Pleasure And Pain
Take control and have me. Do as you please. Pleasure with pain. Thats what I need. Influence my thoughts. Release me from stress. Bite me with glory and sing in my ear. Your nails feel good clawing my flesh. I feel it rip away and again, I feel. I love this realm. Imagination. So much I need you to do. Take me. Break me. Give me my familiarness and make me ache for you.
Sometimes
Sometimes... when you cry... no one sees your tears. Sometimes... when you are in pain... no one sees your hurt. Sometimes... when you are worried.. no one sees your stress. Sometimes... when you are happy.. no one sees your smile . - - - - - - - - - - - - - But FART!! just ONE time... And everybody knows!! Gotcha!! You thought it was going to be one of those heart-touching stories! not ! Send this on to your friends and make them laugh.
Cold Day
another winters breeze is blowing the streets are paved with deadly ice everything lays silent for the outside is a dangerous place snow on the ground reminds me of days past when things were simple when love was blind the girl i loved kissed me for the first time on a cold day just like this she told me she loved me i hesitated frozen among the ground i gazed upon her brown eyes she smiled i shyed away she told me i was the only person for her i never knew trust life wasnt that simple for me i wish i would have said those words the words that bond two people together i love you my time to tell her i felt has long since passed away im sorry i didnt say it i felt it but the words dont speak themselves love is hate love is blind tell the person you want to be with i love you
Circumsized
A teacher noticed that a little boy at the back of the class was squirming around, scratching his crotch, and not paying attention. She went back to find out what was going on. He was quite embarrassed and whispered that he had just recently been circumcised and he was quite itchy.The teacher told him to go down to the principal's office.He was to telephone his mother and ask her what he should do about it. He did it and returned to his class. Suddenly, there was a commotion at the back of the room. She went back to investigate only to find him sitting at his desk with his weenie hanging out. "I thought I told you to call your mom!" she said. "I did," he said, "And she told me that if I could stick it out till noon, she'd come and pick me up from school." KIDS - DON'T YOU JUST LOVE THEM???
Wolf Soldier To Go To Good Home - House Broken
Someone wanna take me home? love me? because i am tired of feeling like this, my mother in law got hold of me.. told me that sheenas family took him out to dinner and everything. I dont get it... they are taking a faster shine to him then they ever did to me. I have not even been gone a week from her life... I feel so dead inside. At least i have my mother in law... But i cant help but miss my wife. I dont understand why this is happening to me I dont understand why.. i just want to be loved..
Goodbye Heart
A stone cold machine slowly walked down and into the water half way it stopped. An opening appeared and walked out holding something small and dear to ones self. A heart that once beat within his own chest. With a tear down his face he got down onto his knee's and spoke gently. I brought you to where you always felt at peace, you can rest here in the waters you love so. I promise no one will ever hurt you again , you will never feel pain or be afraid. Placing it into the water and looking down into it gently seeing the name Sheena engraved on it as it floated for a moment... Only to slowly sink down into the depths of the ice cold water. I am sorry he cried, i am sorry i could not protect you, I promised i would and i failed i'm sorry.... Tears streamed down his face and he watched as it sank further and further down into the water till it could no longer be seen. Then the tears stopped..Only anger was left inside his body. Now one would think it was the heart
Not The Player Everyone Seems To Think I Am....
Romance and Relationships Ok....here's the deal...I am told that, upon looking at my page, more importantly, my "Friends List" and comments...that I appear to be a "Player"..... Many people are confused as to what a player actually is, and how a real player should conduct him/her self. I do NOT believe that there are two different groups of people in the dating game, the players and the haters. I believe there are three groups: The players, the watchers, and the confused. The players are those who are actively participating in the dating game. Some may be seasoned players and some many be new to the game, but EVERYONE who is dating people on any sort of level is a player (besides people involved in long term relationships). The watchers are those who do not participate in the dating game, some may try once in a while while others would never even think about it. These watchers are scared to become players because of a wide range of reasons, the most common being: shynes
In My Head
1. I have a head cold 2. I took a nap for 3 hrs 3. I don't understand women 4. IM glad im not an alcoholic 5. Sunrises are romantic 6. My car hasn't broken down thank god 7. Ice is a bitch 8. I love macaroni and cheese 9. Every person I've ever talked to on the phone has gotten angry at me i think 10. Anti Virus never works 11. My new computer doesn't seem right 12. I haven't look at my new computer yet lol 13. I'm a funny guy 14. Ok im tired of writing stuff now.. have a great night..my feet are cold dur dur dur ~Timmargh~~ ps. cindy...yo yo yo
You Know This.
You Are 80% Gentleman You are definitely a gentleman. You're very considerate and you have excellent manners. Occasionally, you slip and do something foolish... but usually no one notices! Are You A Gentleman?
Update When I'll Be Gone
I have talk with Lady I'm going to be watching for two week. She getting the surgary on her Left leg March 6th, 2007 here this next week. I thought my grandma told me it was this week Her friend got the surgary.....Yesterday the Lady just wanted to talk while she had her tests done. We didn't have much time cause the doctors were doing x-rays other tests too. It's not til Friday March 9th I'll be Gone two weeks. we had some bad weather yesterday night, After I got home.Flash flood....torado 20miles from me. Linn,KS got the worst of it. well headache all day. be back torromow. Take care & God Bless. hugss ~Mary~
Paganism
Ok..this blog is geared toward clearing up a few misconceptions for those ever-present, narrow-minded individuals that think they know something of my faith preference, but in all actuality only succeed in making their ignorance obvious to the world by voicing unfounded fears and ideas about it. Also, this blog came about from a recent conversation, and I'm still a bit miffed about it..so do try to overlook the rancor reflected therein. Misconceptions: #1. Pagans try to convert others to their ways: Umm..NO. We don't. In fact, in all the history of religion, we are one of the few faith practices, religions if you must call it such, that does NOT seek to convert others. Practitioners of Wicca, Paganism, and Witchcraft have been hiding in the shadows for ages. Carrying out our rituals beneath the moon in isolated areas actually came about due to the necessity of concealing them from those who would force us into their beliefs. To tell the absolute truth, we have in many wa
Love.......
Sometimes there are no words to describe how incredibly deep a person touches your heart soul and mind...they enter you so completly you cant breathe without seeing them hearing them . All you want is to be their only one the love of their life their everything ..the one they cant live without. not only to be the one dreaming of them together but have him dream of the same things. Have him tell me im the ONLY one he wants for eternity. and make sure he knows everyday how much I love him. to love so deeply so completely you are eh others best friend other half the piece to the puzzle that makes it whole. And even as deep as the love is there are stillbumps n hurdles you must overcome....some little things that u giggle about while dealing with others so big u just dont know if you will make it but you do and it makes you all the stronger for it. and you love the other person so much not only for who they are but for who they are not. Never once wanting to change a thing about them beca
Fuck Test Response...lmfao (someone Sent This To Me)
> Fuck Test.... You will be surprised on all the results you get...Put the [X] which best suits ur answer....or all that apply... > () mean explain > > 1.Where would we be? > > []My house > []Ur House > []Pool > []Shower > []parents room LOL > OTHER....please explain in (.....kait's house? haha) > > 2.What position? > [x]Doggy Style > [x]Missionary > [x]69 > []OTHER...() > > 3.What would you use?? > [x]chains and whips > []choc. syrup and whip cream > []strawberries and whip cream > []cherries and chocolate > [x]ropes and hand cuffs > OTHER...() > > 4.Lights? > [x]ON > []OFF > > 5.Where would you take me 4 a date before all of this? > ()PLEASE EXPLAIN....... dont have to. > > 6.Givin Face? > [x]Yes > []No > > 7.Gettin some Face? > [x]Yes > []No > > 8.Protection? > [xxxxxxxx]Yes > []No > > 9.Day or Night? > [x]DAY > [x]NIGHT > > 10.What song would we make love to? > ()PLEASE EXPLAIN......who's makin love i just wanna bang you
Emotions....
Ya Emotions...They suck.... Love...Is not a good thing.... Lust....Umm wont go there Relationships....GRRRRRRR..(think that says it) Where are all the good guys at? Are they alive? Where are the guys who want to get to know someone??
Hurt Lyrics Sung By Johnny Cash
I hurt myself today to see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that's real the needle tears a hole the old familiar sting try to kill it all away but I remember everything what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end and you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns upon my liar's chair full of broken thoughts I cannot repair beneath the stains of time the feelings disappear you are someone else I am still right here what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end and you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt if I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way This is how I feel today, this song describes my feelings
How I Feel
I sit and stare at a monitor, a false hope in my dull existence. Names flash by, some words from those who say they care. But in the end when I turn off the lights and lay down, I still lay down in a cold and lonely bed. I never ask anyone online or in my life away from the computer for anything. But I am about ready to self destruct. I never ask anyone for anything, but yet I am always there when someone needs me. All I ask is this, just remember me ok. I never ask for sympathy, and I always hide my true feelings from everyone. In truth my life SUCKS. There are times I wish I had never been born, but I am here for a reason. In truth I don't mind comment bombing people, I don't mind rating them or even fanning them. But don't get all in a tizzy if I forget OK. Here lately I need to wear a sign, fragile, please be careful OK. Since my divorce I have fallen into a depression and I think its going to kill me because I am having trouble, I fight with my son, and he is 12. I yell at my par
Regarding My New Fiction...
I have begun a new story called fantasies. However, I have decided not to continue until I receive at ten comments requesting I do so. It may be shameless pimping, but that's the way it is. So, if ya want to see more of this tale, spread the word!
Dictionary For Women's Personal Ads
Women's Dictionary DICTIONARY FOR WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS 40-ish - 49 Adventurous - Slept with everyone Athletic - No tits Average looking - Ugly Beautiful - Pathological liar Contagious Smile - Does a lot of pills Emotionally secure - On medication Feminist - Fat Free spirit - Junkie Friendship first - Former very *friendly* person Fun - Annoying New Age - Body hair in the wrong places Open-minded
License
So... Here's a lil story for those that care to read. About 5 weeks ago I got my driving license suspended for 30 days. The backstory there is long, but it was my own damn forgetfulness that did it. That's not part of the story ;) I can tell you for a fact that losing your license sucks... if you've never lost yours, DON'T. In fact, work REALLY hard not to let it happen. Becoming immediately dependant on others for transportation to and from work, unable to "stop at McDonalds on the way home" or "grab a cup of coffee" or just go for a drive... having other people ask you how you're doing without your license... unable to keep appointments... hell it's pretty much impossible to get a job if you happen to be looking at the time. And on and on... you can't imagine the list of things we take for granted when we have a car and a license available on demand. But, that's all pretty obvious if you think about it. Here's the part that drove me to write this... As soon as you get you
Something To Ponder
Showers are always my conduit for brainstorms ... today's shower birthed the idea of Nothing. If in math, something can always be multiplied forever without end, then obviously it can also be divided forever without end. So there's no such thing as zero. There's no such thing as Nothing. Infinite smallness. But doesn't math apply to all realms of life? If so... everything we experience can never be without existence. So, you will always be able to multiply love, and always divide love. But there will never be a true absence of love. Nor will there ever NOT be fear, war, sadness... the best you can wish for is a reduction of these "negativities". Which means that the bad is as necessary as the good. Another thought... if you exist now- you can never be nothing. If that is the case, what is death? Is it simply a reduction of life? Death cannot be nothing if there is no true zero. But then... how to prove that you exist in the first place?....... that's a question for another day.
Let Me Know!
Ok, my contest is starting in about 10mins. If it gets bombed I'm gonna miss alerts letting me know when you've updated your shit. If you put up pics, blogs anything that you want me to see in particular, please let me know in shout or yahoo and I'll definately check it out. On another note - I fucking love you guys - I'm only 10,000 points away from Epic Cherry and believe me, the fact that so many of you regularly rate and comment on my shit warms my heart. Sorry for being too stoned and fucking lazy to show you the love you deserve on your profiles. Paul.
I Have...
i have big ears...if you need to talk... i have broad shoulders...if you need one to cry on... most of all...i have a big heart...if you need a friend...
Hey
i have 100 11's to give out any ideas
Fishy...
All hell will break loose tonight. I do believe my husband is hiding money or spending it and leaving bills unpaid. I'm pissed!
People In Pennsylvania :d Thats Me!
At +70 degrees, Texans turn on the heat and unpack the thermal underwear. People in Pennsylvania go swimming in the rivers. At +60 degrees North Carolinians try to turn on the heat. People in Pennsylvania plant gardens. At +50 degrees Californians shiver uncontrollably. People in Pennsylvania sunbathe. At +40 degrees Italian & English cars wont start. People in Pennsylvania drive with the windows down. At +32 degrees distilled water freezes. The Susquehanna River water gets thicker. At +20 degrees Flordians don coats, thermal underwear, gloves and woolly hats. People in Pennsylvania throw on a flannel shirt. At +15 degrees New York landlords finally turn up the heat. People in Pennsylvania have the last cookout before it gets cold. At +10 degrees people in Miami all die. Keystoners lick the flagpoles. At 0 degrees Californians fly away to Mexico. People in Pennsylvania get out their winter coats. At -10 degrees Hollywood disintegrates. The Girl Scou
Right On
yes its true little john is comming home monday. he will be on a monitor and some caffine drops but he will be home. safe and warm with his family im so happy that im crying. i got the great news this morning. and i want all my cherry tap friends and family who ave stood by me in this time of hard ship to know he will be home at last and to say i love all of you and thank you so much. ill keep you updated
Horrorscopes
once you have opened this email, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. Dont try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. Send to 7 friends. : TAURUS The Tramp Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships.=] Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as .... Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. stubborn. Sexual as .... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to #### with. Are the most sexiest people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost. :VIRGO:. The Virgin Domina
I Graduated Today
For those of you that don't know today is a huge day in my life. It was my last day of class and I am now a graduate. I have a degree in Electrical Science, a national certification as an Electrician and very soon to have my state License. Just wanted to share my big day!!!
Liers
Hey, Heres one of my latest poems Lie to me It’s what I’m used to. Let me go It’s what I need. Hold my hand But only for a minute. Take your hand And let it roam free. Don’t compliment me I won’t ever believe it. Just criticize me It’s the only thing I know. Don’t kiss me softly I won’t feel it. Don’t shower me with attention You’ll never see me grow. Don’t call me when you’re supposed to I’ll always be waiting. Don’t tell me you need me I’ll always need you. Don’t try to understand It’s way too complicated. Lie to me I’ll always be your fool
Tending The Virtual Garden-- Please Read!!!
I'm not prone to caps-shouting. I feel it necessary, though. for the simple reason that I need to get **everyone's** attention here. My friends list-- my virtual garden-- is getting kinds weedy. I feel like there are an awful lot of you out there who sought my friendship solely for points. I'm here to try and form acrual friendships-- you know, talking about things. Now I do feel blessed by the ones who really make an effort to come by and keep in touch-- Maggie, SeidrDragon, Shalai, DivaDez, Janice, Amourette, and others, and new ones like AWitch4Life who do genuinely enjoy the art of conversation. There are others of you-- I won't name names-- who have never stopped by and said anything. I've rated everyone's photos, and stash. So I know I've done my part. I stop by every now and again to wish everyone a good weekend or whatever. What's really disgusting is that if these people are into my friendship for the points, then they aren't even rating my pics and stash which is
Winter ... Will It Ever End?
I am SO ready for spring. We were really lucky and didn't get much snow until January. Then we got slammed with 90 inches of snow between the middle of January through the middle of February. I need to be someplace warm. I'm really not a cold weather gal! *shivers*
Poem: To Be Free Of Fear
COPYRIGHTED MATERIAL. PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. THANK YOU. To Be Free of Fear We are so far from home Through this desert we roam Seeking a hidden enemy Who attacked our country When we'll be home we don't know Our mother's tears freely flow People say we shouldn't be here Better that than terror's fear They brought their terror to our land Never thought we'd raise a hand Slaughtered friends, sons and daughters Duty in my thoughts never falters Tried to bring us to our knees A screaming eagle instead frees Army, Air Force, Navy, Marines We all know what duty means To strike our land, kill our people Cause bells of mourning to peel in steeple We go to where terror resides Seek terror out while it hides Despite what many people may say We know why we're here this day It's not to fight for a bit of oil For freedom from terror do we toil Help these people build a better life That children may grow free from strife Then go home with our duty done
I Want To Break Free.
What Sign R U?
: TAURUS The Tramp Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships.=] Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as .... Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. stubborn. Sexual as .... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to #### with. Are the most sexiest people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost. :VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. : SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Att
Blah....
too much coffee. too many people. too much banter. anxiety attacks suck. made it home beforehand tho. You see, i'm sort of a shutin, i rarely leave my house and when i do it's to go to another house not into public. I just dont like people, crowds specifically. Humorously enough i 'm always working customer service. It's a mask I put on thaqt makes me bright, bubbly and enthusiastic, however now that i'm home and i think i'll shiver for a bit... feh.
Illegal Immigration For Dummies
Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house). If the same laws applied to this as apply to Illegal Immigration in America today, then... ... You are Required to let me stay in your house. ... You are Required to add me to your family's insurance plan. ... You are Required to Educate my kids. ... You are Required to Provide other benefits to me and to my family (my husband will do all of your yard workbecause he is also hard-working and honest, except for that breaking in part). If you try to call the police or force me out, I will call my friends who will picket your house carrying signs that proclaim my RIGHT to be there. It's only fair, after all, becaus
What Kinda Person
What kinda person calls your best friend hot to your face and then only rates the pics that she is in? Personally, i thought it seemed kinda rude.
Bald?
OK, I HAVENT BLOGGED IN A WHILE, SO I FIGURED I MIGHT AS WELL. IN A CONVERSATION AT WORK THE SUBJECT OF SHAVED PUSSYS CAME UP. HOW OR WHY? I DONT KNOW. IT WAS INTERESTING TO FIND OUT HOW PEOPLE FELT ABOUT THIS. SOME WEMON DO IT JUST BECAUSE. SOME BECAUSE THEY FEEL IT'S CLEANER AND MORE SANITARY. SOME DO IT FOR THE GUYS, THEY FEEL IT MAKES THEM SEXYER. 4 OF THE 5 GUYS AT WORK PREFER A WOMAN WHO SHAVES, 1 LOVES THEM HAIRY, "THE MOR HAIR THE BETTER". 1 BISEXUAL WOMAN ALSO STATED SHE LOVED A SHAVED PUSSY. WELL BEING THE SMART ASS THAT I AM, AND JUST TO SEE WHAT KIND OF REACTIONS I GOT, I SAID WHAT ABOUT MEN WHO SHAVE. THE WEMON GOT A CURRIOUS LOOK ON THEIR FACES AND ADMITTED THEY HAVE NEVER HAD A MAN THAT WAS SHAVED, BUT THAT THEY THOUGHT IT MIGHT BE PRETTY COOL TO TRY IT. THEY GUYS OF COURSE BELLOWED OT, "I AINT SHAVIN MY BALLS FOR NO ONE". I OF COURSE ASKED, "WHY NOT?, YOU LIKE FOR A WOMAN TO DO IT FOR YOU, WHY WOULDNT YOU?" THEIR NO'S WERE VERY STRONG AND THEY WOULDNT BE SWAY
Liver Cancer Awareness
Angel Dean has been battling liver cancer since 1998. She recently learned that she needs a transplant as soon as possible to survive. Please, atleast read her story Also go to her best friends page, Andrea, and read her blogs for even more information. Thank you, and please, repost this and keep it going.... for Angel's sake. Show your support for Angel by adding this banner to you profile or website. Thank you
Time To Leave
Hello friends and fans. I think maybe it's time to say goodbye to CT. Haven't been here long and know VERY few people here personally. But it seems that someone, has decided that sticking thier nose in my personal life is thier #1 priority. I came here because it was refered to me as a fun site. I came here with the only intention of making friends and meeting new people. Certainly don't need the drama. Have enough of my own. But I guess some people feel the need to start problems with people they don't even know, and I'm sure whoever you are know that YES, I'm speaking of you. First, it started a week or so ago with peple bashing my profile pic and other pics and reporting them as NSFW. #! the bikini top pic i had on my profile was certainly no worse, and far better than many profile pics i have seen on here by far. 2nd, i had a real shitty pic of me in a bikini top with a shirt over it in Hemps contest. But wow, it was disqualified because it was concidered inappropriate or NS
4-more Days
it will be my 48th birthday in 4 more days time to party
Flash!
If you've watched the Queen double bill blog thingy, then you've seen this already. I made it into a lone movie to put on my profile page. It's slightly longer with a bit of extra footage than the other one as I had to cut that down to make the 5 min limit for photobucket and youtube hates me, lol
President Bush
Liberals claim President Bush shouldn’t have started this war, they complain about his prosecution of it, One liberal recently claimed Bush was the worst president in us history, lets clear up one point. We did not start this war on terror try to remember, it was started by terrorist before 9/11 lets look at the “worst” president and mismanagement claims, Franklin Roosevelt lead us into WWII, Germany never attacked us, Japan did, from 1941-1945, 450,000 lives were lost, an average of 112,500 per year Harry Truman finished that war and started on in Korea, North Korea never attacked us, from 1950-1953, 55,000 lives were lost an average of 18,333 per year John F Kennedy started the Vietnam conflict in 1962 Vietnam never attacked us Lyndon Johnson turned Vietnam into a quagmire, from 1965 – 1975, 58,000 lives were lost, an average of 5,800 per year. Bill Clinton went to war with Bosnia without us or French consent, Bosnia never attacked us, He was offered Osama bin Ladens h
Endless Love
I seem to have loved you in numberless forms, numberless times... In life after life, in age after age, forever. My spellbound heart has made and remade the necklace of songs, That you take as a gift, wear round your neck in your many forms, In life after life, in age after age, forever. Whenever I hear old chronicles of love, it's age old pain, It's ancient tale of being apart or together. As I stare on and on into the past, in the end you emerge, Clad in the light of a pole-star, piercing the darkness of time. You become an image of what is remembered forever. You and I have floated here on the stream that brings from the fount. At the heart of time, love of one for another. We have played along side millions of lovers, Shared in the same shy sweetness of meeting, the distressful tears of farewell, Old love but in shapes that renew and renew forever.
March 4th
So, i've come to a common-term theory. I want to bann the period. Seriously. It sucks, hardcore. Not because i'm bleeding, oh no. Because auntie flo is the oncomer of severe bitchiness and a low tolerence for attitudes. -.- Anyone else wanna sign the peition?
Found This On A Post I Think It Says It All
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your
Blue Bears
No Deed Goes Unpunished
Jade missed her Master, Darius, desperately. He'd left hurriedly that morning with just a light kiss on her cheek, a cup of coffee in one hand and his briefcase in the other. Usually they would shower together and He would tease her, but the power had gone out in the night and Master was running late. She'd received a call from him, telling her that He would be stuck at the office late. She'd complained but relented when she realized her Master was not in the mood to deal with a moody, pouting girl. Still missing Him, she laid down on her bed, almost fully nude. She ran her hands over her body, sighing softly, letting her fingertips trail lightly up her stomach to play with her nipples, gently pulling on them and twisting them between her fingers. The open window let a warm breeze blow in, caressing her body. She allowed one hand to move back down her body, and pause between her long, open legs, which were encased to the thigh in black silk stockings, each ending in a lacey cuff, fo
The Starting Of A Possible Novel.
He is at work sitting at his desk. He hears a knock at his door. When he opens it, there she is standing there in a red lingerie outfit looking more smashing than ever. His jaw drops to the ground. He is wondering what she is doing there. She starts to walk forward while her hand is on his chest forcing him to back up. He falls into his chair still speachless. He starts to say something but she places her finger over his lips and whisper shhhhhhhhhh. She starts by removing his shirt and tossing it aside. She then undoes his pants and pulls them off. She can tell by his nice long hard cock that she has his attention. She removes his shoes and then his pants. He is sitting there completly naked, unable to move or speak. She removes her top and reachs for her nice round bossom. She lets him touch and rub it. He wants to start sucking her nipple but she wont let him just yet. She steps back and then she removes her red matching panties. As they fall to the ground, he starts to get up but s
Things I've Learned
As I close in on 40, I thought I'd share some of the knowledge and wisdom I've gained over the years: 1. There are very few problem that a bottle of Jack Daniels or Patron Silver tequila can't solve. 2. Being a complete fucking wiseass has not really held me back. If anything, it's thrown people off their game and allowed me to "sneak past" them. 3. It's not plagarism if you give credit to the original author. 4. Watching NASCAR is like watching a golf game....I'd rather watch flies fuck. 5. I have not matured with age.....I've aged with maturity. 6. Legos are still fun. 7. As my son goes into his 8th year and acts more and more like me at that age, I understand why my mother went prematurely gray. 8. With great responsibility...comes great bills. I had more "disposable income" when I was 15.... 9. Las Vegas has routinely become a place where I deposit my money...it's like a bank...with only a slightly worse interest rate.
Nsfw
can some one explain to me how lace covered breast get marked NSFW....but lace covered pussy with hand touching doesn't?
Fed Up With The Childish Bullshit !!!!
Well Im going to just Spout off about this . not that it'll do any good . ...But .. I've had enough Freakin drama to last me a damned lifetime .. I sign off last nite after actually coming on and talking with friends .. feeling more myself and more social . get on this morning thinking .. Cool .. things are feeling normal again . and WHAM .. I get a message from a Freind saying someone they know told someone them that someone they know .. knows someone I know and whomever that person is told this person that Im doing things .. Yanno people .. Id really fawkin appreciate it if Youd keep me outta the Fawkin Conversations .. If I do something . and tell you about it .. Keep your damn mouths shut .. If I.. YES I .. want the world to know what im doing I'll Fawkin TELL THE WORLD .. I dont need a Fawkin Messenger service running their mouths telling the world what Im doing at every friggen turn .. This is about the straw breakin the Camels, Donkey's,Lama's,Horses, Goats,Emu's , And every
My Health
i still do not feel 100%.... bronchitis and a sinus infection seem to KICK MY ASS!! I am on an antibiotic since friday so i feel worlds better than i have...but fuck me! i wanna feel better! So yeah...ps friends, romans, countrymen..... you all only have 3 days left to find the perfect gift for me...my birthday is the 8th.... don't let me down....remember i am sick lol
Views On Men
Okay im by far not a man basher....but im just tired of getting hurt...it seems everytime i like someone or am with someone they hurt me. I have heard every line in the book from "i love you but not in love with you" to "I just want to be single" and im not sure what im doing wrong...and when i ask i get the "Its not you its me" speech. I just dont get it. And its no wonder i dont want to give guys a chance anymore because i figure if i dont let myself care then i wont get hurt. Rainey
Morphs
Which of these 2 Morphs are better the Larger image on top or the smaller image on the Bottom.These Morphs were created by, xeromancer666. > > smaller image: > >
Not Talkin Back
i effin hate it whenu tary 2 talk 2 ppl and they dont talk back it is like they dont see u or some thing....it pisses me off so bad
There Are Angels...
Today I got the sceare of my life. I was driveing in the town that I live in and someone just about side swiped my car. I had to pull over some where to get my weites back. It shock me up that bad.. The woman who just about did it pulled in behind me, got out of her car came up to my car , then I rolled down the window to see what she wanted. She was crying and aked if I was ok. At first I wanted to just call her all kinds of really bad names. but I stoped myself and just told her that I was ok but shock up. Of course she was on her cell and was not paying any mind to what was going on around her. She gave me her phone # and told me that if there was anything she could do to make it all up to me. And then left. Talk about a close call. I no for sure that there had to have been an angel watching over me today. Thank God for that . I could have been really hurt. She was speeding well way over 35miles in town.
A Lovers Prayer
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com HE AWAKENS ME WITH SOFT CARESSES AND WHISPERED WORDS OF LOVE, ONLY HE KNOWS THE STROKES OF A HAND THAT MAKES MY BODY BURN WITH DESIRE. ONLY HE KNOWS HOW TO QUIET MY THOUGHTS WHEN I AM LADEN WITH WORRY WHEN I AM WEAK, HE HELPS ME TO BE STRONG. WHEN I AM AFRAID ONLY HE CAN COMFORT ME. I REJOICE IN OUR LOVE SO PURE IT IS AS A GIFT MORE PRECIOUS THAN DIAMONDS, AND I PRAY THAT I CAN BE STRONG FOR MY LOVE, FOR WHEN HIS BODY IS WEARY,MAY I ALWAYS REACH TO COMFORT HIM, TO SHARE HIS LOSSES AND HIS VICTORYS, LET IT BE ONLY ME THAT WALKS A LIFETIME WITH THIS MAN, FOR MY SOUL WOULD WITHER AND DIE WITHOUT HIM AT MY SIDE HE IS THE BEAT OF MY HEART AND EVERY BREATH I INHALE, AND WHEN HIS LOVING EYES REST UPON ME AT THE HOUR OF HIS DEATH, GIVE ME THE COURAGE TO LET HIM GO FOR I KNOW THAT AT ANOTHER TIME, HE WILL AWAKEN ME WITH SOFT CARESSES AND WHISPERED WORDS OF LOVE AND WE WILL REJOICE TO BE REUNITED FOR WE
Woohoo! Another Report Of Nsfw On One Of My Pix!
Got another one! I must be doing something right! Here ya go -- enjoy! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=562891&albumid=189235&i=1900848078
Junkie (my Opiate )
i've taken 157 passed out woke up fuck yes i'm good for another how is that even a question do i want more do i look like your grandmother? my veins pop at the suggestion my nasal cavity clears itself in anticipation my pores open in preperation fiending for my intoxication fix me up, i'm fucking craving i'm at the point that i'm wake and baking it doesn't matter what else i'm taking there's only one thing that gets me wasted my pupils gape in dilation my brain-cells peak with stimulation colors glow with saturation the world gets smooth as my vision glazes even when it's never enough it's still the greatest
Hi Everyone!!
Hey What's up everyone? WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO this thing can be a bit overwhelming. Sensory overload is an understatement, I think I'm getting the hang of things now. Concentrating on making my profile pretty right now. I wanted to say hello to all my new friends, you guys are too sweet and I look forward to getting to know all of you personally. Feel free to drop me a line and say hi whenever you like. I have a feeling I will start being on here more often. MYSPACE BLOWS, haha.
Snippets 9: Autoerotic Asnippication.
Read from the bottom ->T-Ro: "Mr. Steffen, we noticed she'd suffered some anal trauma..." T-Ro: hahahahaha i know, right? ->T-Ro: I would. >> ->T-Ro: HAHAHAHAHAAHA T-Ro: i wonder if he kept going until he got off... ->T-Ro: Dumbass, you don't strangle em, you cut off the blood flow. SIDE of the neck, not the FRONT. T-Ro: hahahaha T-Ro: but it was an accident! T-Ro: omg!!!! ->T-Ro: HAHAHAHAHA! Dude is getting charge with first degree murder for choking his girlfriend to death during sex by accident. XD
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I hate when I find myself in a situation where I'm supposed to be totally cool and pretend like nothing bothers me. Meanwhile, inside, I'm screaming for answers. The thing is, though, that I'm too scared to ask the questions. I know it's better to know than to constantly be wondering and I've always been one to tell someone what I was thinking. Why is it so hard this time?
In Response To Majik....
true, love can hurt, is it not supposed to at times. we reguard hurt as an offense, but instead let it be a tool of teaching. just because we have reached an age of being grown up certainly does not mean we are to ever stop learning...good or bad, but with the advice in this blog, though vague at times, alot of these "formalities", can be PREVENTED. sure people have trouble with commitment and love esspecially unconditional love, based on upbringing and life experiences, but...arent we to surpass them all to seek the one thing that all want most.....to be unconditioanlly loved. we can use all the expensive words we can find but there is one simple word left to ponder....love. It has to be learned, but people mistake love primarily as a feeling.we base our entire lives upon feelings...but they are fickle and can be there one minute and gone the next. you can "feel" the past , present and then the future, but thats not the entire equation. thats where people go wrong....always how they "
Word Of Caution!!!
WORD OF CAUTION!!! Go to the bathroom before reading, THIS WILL CRACK YOU UP!!!! STUN GUN (Only a guy would do this!) Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this. Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 22nd anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Toni. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety.... WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two triple-A batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blu
Wtf Is Wrong With People
Ok I understand that what is on my page might be offensive to some of you, but talk about the Christan Values, where are they?? You will not think twice calling me a devil worshiper, or Satan, telling me that I should be more sensitive to other's feelings you point your finger and judge me??? wow instead of a drive by Christan random shout though your ass how about a random act of kindness and step out in front of a bus so no one has to hear the shit that easily flows from your face and hold up a cross in your defense hello!!KNOCK KNOCK...better to shut the fuck up then show everyone how Ignorant you really are,dammit what seems to be the problem with some of you? I put on my page what I like I dont give a rat ass if you are "bothered" by it..move one to the next "holier then thou" page there is a reason there is a "back button" on your browser USE IT...
The Rose... (i Was 21 And Heartbroken)
The Rose I reached out to touch a rose today, Growing so beautifully, so passionate As my hand grasped the stem I pulled suddenly away with pain I had closed my hand not thinking On the thorns that grew from the stems. As I looked at the drop of blood on my finger The pain still fresh in my mind I couldn't help desire to Reach back and pick the rose Knowing what happened once could happen again. It was at that moment Deep in my heart and soul It made sense to me I now understood why God created the Rose And why it was a symbol of Love So powerful was my discovery that I felt it burn in my heart. When you look at the Rose what do you see? You see a flower so powerfully beautiful The color so deep red as that of the blood from my finger The petals as soft as flesh itself So wanting to be held and kissed And let's not forget the scent So intoxicating one can ever get enough Yes the Rose is beautiful. But least we forget... the thorns They are all around the Rose Along with it's
Love
u cry i cry. u hurt i hurt, u fight i fight. u jump off a bridge i get a paddleboat and save ur retarded ass....send this to those who matter the most..... lol
Somethings Are More Important Than Being Online ..
As some of you know from my earlier blog ( well last nites blog) My Mother had her surgery today .. Thank goodness all went well as Ive now found out..She was in a while longer than they expected but .. Thank GOD She's fine .. and enjoying her Loopy phase .. Now .. lets get on with the Subject of this blog ... I was signed onto Cherry . and for a few moments was actually here .. as I was trying to get thru to the hospital to find out what room she will be in . and any updated Info on my mom .. While I was here .. someone Box'd me asking how I was .. I replied .... no fast combacks so I sat there on the phone .. When I finally got someone .. So .. I walked away from the computer so that I could be on the phone in a more quiet area .. When I come back this is the Box I got .. Oh .. he also figured he should go onto Yahoo and Give me a WTF BITCH !!?? Pm . Oh arent we so sweet .. Well here's the Box I got .. (Name Exluded as Im not the bitch I was told I am) um HELLO!!??? dont feel
Showin' Some Love
I noticed a lot of people give these graphics that claim they're "showin' some love." Here's the problem people. In case you haven't noticed, I'm a girl. The graphics I get are all of fine women that even I wouldn't turn down. However, if you want to show some love, lets keep it real, shall we? What I find funny is that the majority of these pictures come from men. It just goes to prove that even when they're trying to be nice, they can't help being fucking selfish. Well here's my version of showin' some love baby...
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Yeah, I'm Picky.. Sue Me.
Ok so I see all of these mumms about tattoos. If someone should get it and where they should put it and blah blah blah. I am real picky about what I get and where I put it. So picky I did something really cheesey. See, I am normally against tattoos on the boob or near the boob. I have just seen so many bad ones that I cant bring myself to like them. Well, I really want the Kanji symbol for "Love" on my chest. It has to go in a certain spot to cover a bad home made nightmare. Well, my daughter brought home some temporary tattoos. They are all kanji symbols!! So I picked one ( not the one I will get, but close enough) I put it where I want it to see if I like it. Before I washed it off, I snapped a pic. I kinda like it there. Any and all opinions are welcome. I am still trying to decide! Yeah.. cheesey idea with the fakey, but how the hell else am I gonna know, right? This is the fake one ( it means "passion" i think) This is what I want
Killing Me Softly With His Words
If some of you might notice on maverick's page he's taken my name out of his. As much a shock as it was for some it is for me.As i review what had been going on I feel like all that had been said couldn't have been completely true. Things were getting to hard for him so it seems I no longer have any place in his life. I told him my heart breaks easily and he didn't pay to much attention to that as he said he'd be there for me during the hardest times, and i told him i would be there for him for his but I guess he didn't want that. The roads life take you in. I put my whole heart into getting myself to him but i guess efforts and working on things dosn't work out huh? Time to move on and wait until my cop school picks up again. I had to restart my new semester there. It might work out for the best because i was the class reject for that group of people as well. Pushed out of the group. Unliked for being me. So what else is new?
A Piece Of Me
Have you ever loooked in the mirror and wondered where you were going with your life, or standing in the shower letting your mind drift to where you want to go? Life is full of surprises, twist and turns, good and bad, but nothing is black and white anymore. A few days ago as I was standing in the shower before the night of work, I let my mind drift...Drift to where it wanted to go. Although in the shower, my mind went to the mountains lush and green. Was able to smell the mountain air, one place that is my peace....My serenity. Life is a mystery no matter how much planning, percautions, "safty measures" that you take. Nothing is ever set in stone other than the fact that you will die. One day you can be the wealthy person in life, then the next have nothing. Don't be so self-absorbed in what you don't have that you foget to be greatful for what you do have. There is always someone out there that has it worse than you.
A Fool...
a fool with a broken heart is just that...a fool!!!...
Please
Free file hosting from File Den! PLEASE-don't ask me if I'm over it yet? I'll never "be over it" PLEASE-don't tell me that he's in a better place. He isn't here. PLEASE-don't tell me you know how I feel. Unless you have lost a child, grandchild, sister, friend or parent. PLEASE-don't tell me to go on with my life. I'm still here, you'll notice PLEASE-don't tell me I'll feel better with time. Bereavement isn't a condition that "just clears it up" PLEASE-don't tell me "At least you had been able to see him grow up for some time" When would you choose for someone you love to die? PLEASE-don't tell me "At least you still have a brother and sister, or other children, or another parent." I live with the empty space in my heart every day. PLEASE-know that sometimes there is nothing that will help but a hug. PLEASE-don't try to say words of wisdom when there probably aren't any. PLEASE-just say you’re sorry. PLEASE-just say you remember the good and bad times wit
Memories
years ago my nana was my inspiration she tuaght me to be kind to whom deserve it but yet keep level minded i know at times i slip from her teachings but yet she lives on in my life she was the biggest example to me of how some one should be, honest, respectible, and upfront always and willing to show kindness and forgivness. well she passed when i was 7 years old it killed me inside slowly watching cancer consume her but she always remained soft and kind not once did she speak harshly. An the day i heard she passed my heart was stricken with pain but i let it hide that day at the wake i walked around a 7yr old comforting everone when i was dieing inside years passed and i grew bitter and more withdrawn from life then more years came and i grew from my breaking points her words came back to my ears and my heart and for the last 5 years ive been trying to live by her example , I love you Nana, may you watch over me
Purple Ribbon
Is It Worth It?
I've been on CherryTap for a couple weeks - and I have seen so many different things, it's a bit overwhelming. The one that bugs the shit out of me the most, though, are the comments left by guys (and gals) that have absolutely NO content... I understand dropping an image to say hi, or wish some CT luv, and things like that...it's what CherryTap and related sites are for, right? What I don't understand is filling up a person's comments - either on their main page, or their photo page, to state the completely obvious! Example...take any of the beautiful women on CherryTap - and look at their profile's comments. In a completely random review - I found ALL 10 comment spaces had multiple posts with witty remarks like, "You're hot!" "You're sexy!" "Damn!" "Smokin'" etc, etc, etc... Are the people leaving these comments so totally useless that they can't think of something original to say? Then there are the posers who think that because a woman shows a little flesh
Can't You Please Read Before You Come Rate Me
I don't know what the hell is wrong with people on c/t all that you do is look at me never reading about me.. I hate that shit... why can't you be real and read all about it... you would think if you wanted to add me as a friend you took the time to read my profile... but noone ever does..you think adding me as a friend or fan means you can see my naked pic... all you want is my naked pic. it shows what kind of a dumb ass you really are... Do you really think I would just show everyone how beutiful my body is... That's just fucken dumb.. I may be a sub... But I am not a hoe... so figure it out would ya... Don't fucken bother if you don't read my profile... I'm sick of it....
Inspired By Procrastination
I can no longer tolerate The same old thing It is like watching A repeat That never seems To end Changes have to Be made In my life In my brain I cannot continue Hoping without Hope Dreaming without Dreams Ideas are created Every single day They are born Then gather dust Because I get in Their way The time has come For something New This is my 1st step We shall see What else I can do
Wow What A Picture
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.
(rant) I Had Not Realized This Was An Issue...
...until today. Don't get me wrong, I love meeting people, finding other geeks, sharing interests and jokes and so on. I love reading my friend's blogs to see what is going on in their lives. I love the comments that every posts that always help to easy my day along even if I never have time to get back to you all. But there are some things that I jsut assumed were things that you didn't ask. Particularly the phone number of a person you don't know and have never spoken with. Do I honestly make it seem like I'd give out that information? I mean, I don't think I give that impression but perhaps I'm wrong. Still, even after I've said no DO NOT PUSH IT! I mean, fuck! No means no, asshole. I dont' care if you "think" you can get me hot. And I certainly don't want to call you. Don't get your hopes up buddy...I'm a damn picky girl and you are most definitely not my type. I'm not into pushy assholes. I've had to block someone today beacuse of that. Oh well.
Ok, This Is Ridiculous
ok, maybe im on my man-period or something. but this petty points bullshit needs to stop. i caught some hell this morning for rating someones page a 9. they were really pissed. now, anyone who actually knows me, knows thats not my style. but instead of talking to me about it first, i get blasted for it. well, im sorry bitch, if you had a normal page, without all the dark crap around anything, it would have been easier to see the fucking 10. which brings to to my other point. why the fuck do we have those other 9 numbers anyway if nobody uses them. i mean realy, im not a 10, i dont get pissed if i get 9. hell, thats 90% and im good with that. we might as well just have a plus or minus. anyway, just had to vent, buh bye.
The Nerve...
I need to rant for a bit. This morning a member of my kids/hubbys church comes over and invites himself inside my home. He proceeded to ask me what pagansm/wiccanism is. I explained it is an earth based religion which has been around far longer then christianity. He then said oh so you believe in worshiping satan. I smiled and said no...as a pagan I don't believe in satan. Well them he proceeded to tell me I am evil. That my children deserve a better influence in their life then me. I have never felt it was my right to push one set of beliefs on my kids and instead allow them asccess to any path they want to explore. I will support them no matter what they follow and will never assume the right to tell them what they believe in is wrong. I am proud of my beliefs. As you can see fromn my primary pic I do not hide who I am...nor do I see a reason to. I will explain my beliefs to those who ask and will always say I understand we don't share the same views but you have as much right
Really Irritated
How can it be that you are having a perfectly good day and then all it takes is one person to shoot it all to hell? I am so tired of women!! They whine and moan over the most trivial things. The competition factor is unreal..."You have a new friend", "I'm not your best friend", "You're closer to her than me"...waah, waah, waah!! Won't even go into detail about the back-stabbing and two-faced BS!! The majority of my friends are men and this is the exact reason why! You don't see men pulling that crap! They accept their friends as they are, welcome new friends into the fold, have your back when needed. Doesn't that seem so much more the way a friendship should be?
I'm So Excited And I Just Can't Hide It...
la la la It is like 60 degrees today and sunny here!!! It's awesome. I just had the first walk around my neighborhood of the year, a very nice one too I might add and one I was in much need of since I have sit on my arse all morning. I am so so so excited, spring is almost here just a few short weeks and I may be warm again!!
Verdict In Jessica Lunsford Case
John Couey Guilty on all charges and the death penalty is most likely
Another Contest Lol
Well here I am again In another Contest I said I wasnt getting in anymore But Here I am .. I never ask for Much help ... and I am always helping others So Please Please Please Help me .. I have 200+ friends so I should be able to get plenty of help :o) Please come bomb my pic and rate ... and anyone Ive helped or who is my friend KNows I always return the love ..... Muahhhhh Here is the Link Just click on the pic it will take you there ........
Why?
why do ex boyfriends want to act like it's the end of the world when you break up with them>? there are plenty of women out there.and why do they try to make you feel like shit after it's over? i know women arent much better but damn
True Friendship!!!!
WHAT IS A TRUE FRIEND YOU ASK,,, A TRUE FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO IS THERE FOR YOU,SOMEONE WHO IS REALLY TRUE BLUE. A TRUE FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO WILL CALL YOU OUT WHEN YOUR WRONG AND HAVE YOU SINGING A WHOLE NEW SONG. A TRUE FRIEND WILL BE THERE REGUARDLESS OF HOW MANY FIGHT YOU HAVE AND STANDS STRONG BEHIND YOU LIKE MOSES STAFF. A FRIEND WILL STAY WITH YOU UNTIL YOU SEE, JUST HOW STRONG A PERSON YOU CAN BE,THEY WILL CRY WITH YOU, MAYBE EVEN FIGHT WITH YOU,BUT JUST REMEMBER THEY ONLY WANT WHAT BEST FOR YOU, THIS IS FOR MY FRIEND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! MUCH LUV SPECIAL!
Deadline Is Friday
This is incredible!!!!! I almost got 500 votes, thank you to all my friends!!! If you still feel like a dropping a few votes this is the link, thank you all s much, Carlos
Happy Birthday To Meee
Heyy its my BIRTHDAY and im excited!! Thanks to everybody for the gifts and cmments im trying to get back to everybody but im having a lil tugh time here hehe So thankkkss so much still didnt hear abut anybodies crazzeee 21st B-day stories hehe..... thanks again and luvs u all lots!! ~CINDY
Taking Time..
So I spoke to the Counciler today... We spoke about a number of things and has told me all i can do is talk out the issues i feel i have to talk out. I spoke of my ex.. actually i spoke of a few, of my family and friends. Feelings for people in the past and the best ways of dealing with what still remains. She noted the fact i am so young to have so much going on and that it is not the most healthy of situations to have to face. To hold such rank and be responcable for so much , too much on one plate. That if need be i take some time off and let the emotional wounds heal. To be honest about my feelings good and bad, to not take the world on even though i feel it nessessary, to remove some of the stress and drama from my life and learn to have alittle fun, The fact i was far too serious she said plays a roll in it all too. I spoke of my fears and she explained how normal they were, and that the fear of being alone is normal for someone who has lost all that i have t
Lake Tahoe
I hope this will help all you guys who are sending me shouts and are telling me that they are very horny. Let your imagination take control and see where this story takes you. 36d hugs, Ms. Cleavage ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ LAKE TAHOE by Ms. Cleavage copyright 2007 The scent of winter fills the air of our cabin as I light the fire in our massive stone fireplace off in the corner of the living room. The floor is all hard wood except for the deep rugs about the room and the occasional large pills stacked in the corners for more comfort while lying on the floor. Through the window I can see the lights shining off of the silvery snow for the night skiers at Heavenly Valley ski slopes. They are skiing the slopes of the Sierra Nevada Mountains and I have visions of your slopes in my mind. At this moment I long for your mounds over the ski trip that we have come to enjoy. Our leather chair and couch is very large and cushy. Paintings of the wilde
The Adventures Of Enema Man
Yes, you read that right...Enema Man. It's an affectionate term for one of our customers...or would-be customers. We don't know if he's ever come in the store, but he likes to call and engage one of the pharmacists in conversation about enemas. I guess it is his lame attempt at a dirty phone call--luckily I don't have to deal with him since I am merely a lowly technician and cannot counsel people on medications. Besides, I'd probably just laugh at him. We have lots of nicknames for our customers. There is this one man who had questions for our staff pharmacist (a female) on his enlarged scrotum. Hence, we call him Chief Big Scrotum. He brings his sister in with him, and if there hasn't been some inbreeding along the way I would be very surprised. I call the Chief's sister his SisterWife. Or one of our female regulars....she's so feminine I thought she was a lesbian until she came in with her husband one day. Anyhow, her code name is Popeye. Yep, little squinty eye a
Fucking Redneck Druggies
OMG I just had to call the cops on my druggie redneck neighbors because he threatened to kill my dog and threatened me! Bunch of fuckers!! He raises ALL kinds of hell, and have I EVER said anything? NO! But when you threaten ME or anything that is mine I will take you down one way or another.......Now the boy has seriously messed up, because if he so much as coughs to loud I am gonna call the cops on his damn ass.......Jesus I hate rednecks!
Sunday
so this sunday im getting 8 new piercings. yep 8 :D where would i put these 8 piercings u ask.... my back. im getting a corset piercing :D something ive wanted to do for a looonnng time. and im wicked excited!!!!
Nothing Special That Describes Me.....
Hey ya'll I am nothing special, i'm just me. All these people tell me that I am special that I am so the most beautiful sexy creature they have ever seen. Blah Blah Blah. Guys, let me give you a heads up that all us burnt women know..... WORDS ARE FUCKING CHEAPER THEN A FIFTY CENT WHORE!!!!! I don't mean to sound like a bitch, but if the shoe fits as they say LOL Is it too much to ask for that ONE guy that is honest and trust worthy and loves me for me???? Or have I really already found him and how will I know?? Will he always love me or will his faith be tempted too far?? I have seemed to only find those guys in the past and am terrified that I will find the same error. I hope and pray that he's different he says he is and let's hope he can walk the walk as well as he can talk the talk.
Tuquatis Cabasa? (want Some Head?)
ok ok this is a funny story. One of my friends had taught me a little spanish one day told me to go up to a spanish guy she knew and say tuquatis cabasa(want some head)Of course i did not know what that meant at the time. So I said it to the guy you should of seen the guys face. So my friend was standing there almost falling to the ground laughing cause she had told me it means Hi how you doing. The guy kept telling me si si (yes yes). The poor guy was probably thinking damb i am going to love america. That was the first words in spanish my friend taught me. I told the guy i was sorry and he was laughing so hard he was nierly in tears like my friend. I was so mad at her but its funny.
Just Me!!!!!!!!!
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Ironic ?
I did it; it has been over a month now with out a cigarette!! It was not easy and most days I wanted to rip someone’s head off. I still do miss it when I have my coffee or the well know one after sex. My son had been on me for so long to stop and I kept coming up with excuses, after smoking for 18 years I was really good at it .The new commercials that are out now are enough to at least make you want to stop or smoke in the far corner of your basement from embarrassment. I’m actually a bit surprised that this time I did stop and proud of myself. Why the title “Ironic”? I spent over 8 hours in the ER the other day over an entirely different matter. But after viewing my CT the doctor informed me that I have shadows and nodules on my lungs. He recommended that I get a detailed CT ASAP. I do realize that it does not necessarily mean cancer. I just can’t help thinking too little too late. So if I am not on much or not replying to your comments my mind is just not here. I will however get
Girls Kissing 03
I Finally Have A Fuckin Dryer!
LOL..I'm the washing clothes queen, LOL I havent had a dryer for months...I had to let the clothes hang dry, so you can imagine clothes all over th eplace..but now..I dont have to worry about that because I now have a washer and dryer...so you know what that means right? Its ON! LOL
Song Of The Day! Afternoon Edition!
so i'm a big supporter of almost any group that has a chick as the main singer I LOVE Kittie and evanescense(sp?) and otep and all kinds of bands lol so enter Flyleaf who are a really cool band and you should check them out this is I'm So sick; I will break into your thoughts With what's written on my heart I will break, break I'm so sick, infected with Where I live Let me live without this Empty bliss, selfishness I'm so sick I'm so sick If you want more of this We can push out, sell out, die out So you'll shut up And stay sleeping With my screaming in your itching ears I'm so sick, infected with Where I live Let me live without this Empty bliss, selfishness I'm so sick I'm so sick Hear it, I'm screaming it You're heeding to it now Hear it, I'm screaming it You tremble at this sound You sink into my clothes This invasion makes me feel Worthless, hopeless, sick I'm so sick, infected with Where I live Let me live without this Empty bliss, se
I'm In Love With My Feet!
First off, I have to apologize for not blogging yesterday. It seems that I've gotten too busy for my own good! I had to run errands all day yesterday, like buying some wardrobe for my Tukwila signing at Castle Megastore on the 9th! For all you new comers that haven't read all my old blogs yet! Ron Jeremy will be there signing with me! I went to AIM Healthcare to get tested. Got my eyebrows done at Anastasia. At 6 a.m. I went training, which has been going really well! In fact too well! Today I was too sore to go again this morning. I picked up my fan mail, which I will open on a video blog so you all can get my 1st, honest reaction to what I get! Should be a fun experiment... we'll see! I also have to regret, I was unable to book Ashley Blue for Fetish Fanatic 6. She was not available on the only other open day I had, so I will have to book her in the future! She is booked up every day until April right now. But I did just book Sammi Rodes to fill in her slot! I've heard really good th
Threats 2 Delete People On The Bulletin Board Lmao
Gotta love the bulletins titled "If you dont repost, you mine as well delete me off your list" Heres what I think about that DELETE ME lmao because I dont give a shit, I dont have to repost bulletins that all of you post!!! Whoever types that in the titles, get a grip!! And one more thing, I wont lose any sleep if u delete me, because I didnt repost some corny bulletin lol
I Cant Stop
i cant stop bloggin someone show me there panties
To All
just wanted to let everyone know that i wont be online for awhile. i just have some soul searching to do. but i'll be back....better than ever. promise. so dont forget me!! all my love, ~b xoxxx
Arizona Beer Festival
To all members of the Congregation: Pastor Redneck and Reverend Doggie James will be taking the congregation on a little field Saturday 10th and Sunday 11th to the Arizona Beer Festival @ Tempe Town Lake (Sat-1pm-6pm and Sun-2pm-6pm). Admission is $35 at the gate, and this includes a drink pass. We feel this is a reasonable price, because it will give us the opportunity to spread the word of our Congregation and recruit new members....and it also means some beer drinking:) We will also be doing some beer drinking before hand at Casa de Redneck and under the Mill Ave bridge. So each member attending should byob. As of today, 59 members have given their word they would be showing up, but I hope that number doubles over the next couple of days. That should not be too hard since there are close to 300 members in the Congregation. We look forward to seeing everyone out there. Other Announcements: I would like to congratulate two of our newest members for seeing the light
Will Be In My New Home This Weekend!!!
YAY!!! I\'M MOVING INTO MY NEW HOUSE THIS WEEKEND...ALMOST ALL DONE WITH TRANSFERING STUFF...AM I GLAD..IT\'S BEEN A ROYAL PAIN IN THE ASS, AS WELL AS EXPENSIVE..HELLZ YEAH...DAMN...BELOW IS A LOOK SEE OF MY HOME WITH THE FINISHED ROOF...
Lmao
Ok so I love CHERRY TAP!! But come on............. why do you have to fake it.... and be a girl when you are a nasty guy!! They have doctors for that.. I do not thing cherry tap has any on staff but you might want to ask. And if you calling me a bitch is supposed to hurt me............. yeah you are wrong.. I have many people on my profile and I have never been a bitch to any of them.. so yeah if you are comeing to me as a girl when i know you are a guy ( because of the fact that a guy was asking the same questions and I said NO) thinking you are going to get in my privates... you are mislead. there are very few that I let in and you best believe you are not one of them.... and always remember you will never have a true friend when you are faking who you really are the whole time. so i suggest that anyone that has to fake who they are to get satisfaction then you need to go on the dr. phil message board and get the fuck off of cherry tap cause no one wants you here. and I feel bad for
Pet Peeve #1821
The fucking "Cherry Bank" pop-up is TOTALLY PISSING ME OFF!!!!!! AAAARRRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!! I was in a great mood, but it's come up on me 3 times in the last 15 minutes......AND NOW I FUCKING WANNA GO OUT AND CLUB BABY HARP SEALS!!!!! STOOOOOOOOOP IIIIIIIIT!!!!!!! YYYYYEEEEEEAAAAARRRRRRG!!!!!!!
Whats On My Mind
i have alot on my mind. it just seems to me i might be a loser. i really am starting to hate what i am i cant find the right girl, people always judge me for what i look like i need fase teeth (bad teeth runs in the family) im embarrassed about that. i cant seem to make eds meet i am so dumb i spend money to calm me down i was molested when i was 5 by my babysitter and it really fucked me up til now i was scared to tell anybody i feel like a loner i cant do things right im such a fuck up i know i have a few friends but some just dont understand what i do everynight before bed ever since i was molested im ebarrassed i really need some more good friends
All My Friends
this is to inform you all , now that you opened this up. your are one of a kind , i love each and every one as equally. you special to me no matter who or what any one says. i cherish you each , and every day. always!!!!!!!! to infinity and beyond. your are very special individuaL. YOU ARE MY CHOSEN FRIENDs. IF YOU ARE ON MY FRIENDS LIST OR NOT MAY GOD BLESS YOU EACH. MAY YOU PROSPER EACH AND EVERY DAY. love angel
The Last Cigarette
I'm driving down the street, smoking my last cigarette. Went to flick the ash out the window and ended up breaking it. Shit - Just my luck, the story of my life Just one thing to go my way, wouldnt that be nice? Nope - It just doesnt happen that way I can tell right now, its gonna be a bad day. Now with no cigarette, my mind wanders away. Started thinking of something someone had to say, "Use your writing as an outlet, so you dont cut." But all that does is let me sign my poetry with blood. I would paint you a picture, but I have no artistic ability. So I draw you that picture, using words to show my lack of stability. I use all these descriptive words and verbs and get all teary, But if I simply said "Please listen", would you actually hear me? I'm merely a beat down, broken man with a shattered soul, Looking for a small piece of sanity to have and to hold. I'm told, "Things are bound to get better" Yeah right, I already wrote my suic
Villainy
Zac the mention of my name may induce puke worse then the father of a jedi named luke get choked to fucking death without ever touching you deploying wave after wave of storm troops but i'm not going out in some exceptional act of good i would have slaughtered my master years ago and start enforcing my own rules more ruthless then lex luther just not bald and i don't have a kryptonite ring because i don't need a ring to make you pussies sing bitch piss yourself at the scent of my intent apologize for nothing and curtsy as you exit stage left the joker was practically fashioned after me because with all the horrible things i do i can't stop fucking laughing i get giddy and ecstatic thinking up ways to harm humanity and make fun of people grieving over dead families i'm the leader of the deceptacons; megatron we're stealing all the energon put it all back where it belongs in the bow of our ship we're gonna fuel up, take hits and then we're taking over this shit
Next To You (a Song I Wrote About 5 Years Ago...)
If I had to choose I know what I would do,  Between a million bucks and you,  I'd light up a match,  Throw it on the cash,  And watch all of the money burn, Next to you...  Eskimo kisses with a side of love,  Baby your the one I been dreamin' of,  In your heart you know it to be true,  I could spend the rest of my days, Next to you...  If I had to choose I know what I would do,  Between a safer world and you,  I'd pull up a seat,  Put up my feet,  And watch the world go down in flames, Next to you...  Eskimo kisses with a side of love,  Baby your the one I been dreamin' of,  In your heart you know it to be true,  I could spend the rest of my days, Next to you...  If I had to choose I know what I would do,  Between heaven and you,  I wouldn't give a damn,  Cause no matter where I am,  I'm in heaven as long as... I'm next to you...
No More !!!!!!
Yea jus updated my family section, had to cut some of u out cuz i guess u forgot why u were there. But it doesnt matter, I deleted my NSFW pics anyway. But im shortenin my friends list and family list because some of u have forgettin the meaning of the words. I like how some friends say they miss u or love u or care about u, but then dont take the time to see how you are doing, or u hit them up wit a message and they ignore u or gone invisible or give you some bullshit excuse about why they cant talk, but then they postin pics or bulletins askin for points. OOO I really like the friends that are always hittin u up, but then they get a CT companion, or a real life companion and kick u to the curb, then wanna hit u up askin for favors lol. FUCK DAT. If "friends" wont be there for me, then why should I bother bein there for them. I know who my real friends are and Ima be true to them, all u others can do watever, delete me, scold me, watever, cuz I aint sugar coatin nothin, and i dont ca
Sorry, Gang.
I know I've been hella flakey lately, and I'm sorry about that. I've just been dealing with a few personal matters, and I've been a lil busy with a other things as well. So! If I don't talk to you on msn/yahell, or just like...Pop on and off, etc etc. DON'T take it personally, and don't think you're being ignored. I leave my comp on occasion, and I shut down my messengers on occasion, too. This too shall pass. Much love to you all. ♥
Tell Me Why? Tell Me What You Think?
Why do people on here have too pretend to be someone they are not. Where does it get them? Are they afraid they wont be liked? Are they married and dont want whoever they are trying to get the attention of to know? Are they that ashamed of themselves that the only way they can be happy is to be someone else? It is sad when you find out that someone you made friends with is not who they really are. Come on people we are adults, if you dont know by now that it should not matter who, or what you look like, its the fact that you have made a new friend. I dont know about the rest of you, but if you dont like the way i look, or talk, then move on..... Cause myself i am not here to impress anyone, You will like me for who i am or go to hell....Because i am me, and i happen to like me! Im not ugly, but im not beautiful, im not tall im short, im not fat, im skinny, who gives a shit. I want people to like me for me, how i treat them, and care what they have to say. Because what my friends have t
Unloveable
id like to leave you all with something to think about tonight... this is me.. thinking outloud again.. always a dangerous idea... but so im talking to a girl... we'll call here - amordea =) i was talking to her briefly about her pics.. and how it saddened me seeing pics of people so in love.. well - that is, if shes in love now still.. who knows - emotions are fickle ever changing things - hopefully she is... but the point is.. it got me to start thinking of a great song by morrissey 'unloveable'... the lyrics are.. 'i know im unloveable... you dont have to tell me.. i dont have much in my life.. but take it its yours.. i know im unloveable... you dont have to tell me.. oh. message recieved loud and clear..' great tune... but the funniest thing about that song is... you can sing it - even when people are dying to have their love reciprocated (returned) from you.... even when there are 5 girls waiting for you to finally fall in love with them... you can feel 'unloved'... bec
Sex
I love everything about sex. It makes all the worries in life seem so much less. Some say too much sex is a bad thing. Those are the ones who havent experienced good sex yet. For others too much sex is no such thing. Sex is so good at times you never want it to stop. In my mind it goes on and on and on. If you could pour the feeling into a bottle, I promise you would'nt spill a drop. Sometimes I get zoned out when having sex You know you're in the heat of the moment, As your body begins to sweat. What is it aobut these two bodies in conjunction as one. That some may say is bad, and I feel is a world of fun. Some like it fast, Like a roller coaster taking off and you hope it dont crash. Some like it slow, Like being in a boat with no engine all you can do is row. There's only one thing I think about during sex. And that hey baby what position next.
Kieyah's Second Birthday
So tomorrow is my daughter second birthday. We are having a big party for her. Theme is disney princess. Shes got friends coming from playgroups and from swimming. We went out and bought her a disney princess birthday cake. I have to pick it up later today because tomorrow morning I want have time have to much other things to do. Her party starts at 11am-2pm its going to be a fast three hours I know that. We bought her a dvd, a princess dvd game, dora shoes, dora outfit and a big disney princess kitchen. I will for sure add some pics tomorrow of her birthday party and the gifts that she gets. I still cant believe that tomorrow shes going to be 2, its crazy. So for those of my friends that I talk to each day if I am not around tomorrow till late its because of the party and all the cleaning I will have to do after. Please feel free to leave a comment or birthday wish if you like. Have a great weekend all and keep a look out tomorrow for a blog on how the birthday party goes. Take care a
Still Loving You
Always you are on my mind, I wonder how you are, no matter what my day holds, or how far apart we are, you are always inside me, you make my life complete, I so long for the day, we can at last meet, whatever I say or do, not a day goes by, I'm not thinking of you, just know that come what may, whatever we must face, you are my heart and soul, my reason to awake, you give life meaning, always and forever I will be, Still Loveing You.. Scorpions - Still Loving YouMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com
Planning A Pic Nic For Tomorrow Night!!!
I am planning to throw a pic nic tomorrow night in bed for my husband... a basket, a bottle of wine, some sandwiches, etc. And then afterwards "dessert". I am hoping to get some suggestions on anything additional for the pic nic. Do you have any ideas?
Turn Around
When it all seems hopless, you feel like walking away, hope you will remember, you are the sunlight in my day, in your heart you know, I love and need you, you lighten my load, you are my best friend, I do love you so, you are my world, and so much more, the most beautiful lady, I have ever known, without your love, my heart would turn to stone, before you walk out, there is just one thing I ask, listen to your heart, and just Turn Around... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com
Pledge Allegiance
~I~ me, an individual, a committee of one. ~Pledge~ dedicate all of my worldly goods to give without self pity. ~ Allegiance~ my love and my devotion. ~To the flag~ our standard, Old Glory, a symbol of freedom. Wherever she waves, there's respect because your loyalty has given her a dignity that shouts freedom is everybody's job! ~United ~ that means that we have all come together. ~States~ individual communities that have united into 48 great states. Forty-eight individual communities with pride and dignity and purpose; all divided with imaginary boundaries, yet united to a common purpose, and that's love for country. ~And to the republic~ a state in which sovereign power is invested in representatives chosen by the people to govern. And government is the people and it's from the people to the leaders, not from the leaders to the people. ~For which it stands, one nation~ one nation, meaning "so blessed by God" ~Indivisible~ incapable of being divided.
Do You Think I'm Dunb?
I have to know... do I seem like an idiot? Somebody came into my Stickam room just now. She wanted to chat on Yahoo! which, I really try to avoid unless I have had a chance to talk to you a little bit. I don't fill my Yahoo! list with "single serving friends". So, I asked for a little introduction first. The conversation went as follows. blue_smoke: How old are you? Jamie: 20 u blue_smoke: 24. Jamie: kool.. blue_smoke: Are you a student? Jamie: no Jamie: im a nurse. blue_smoke: What kind? Jamie: Just a RN. blue_smoke: What field? * Jamie left the room. * jamie joined the room. jamie: Hey what ur yahoo thing blue_smoke: What? jamie: dis thing sucks blue_smoke: What field do you work in? jamie: why u askin me Q liek that? jamie: going to cum kiil me or somethinglol? blue_smoke: To be honest... because you sound a little full of it. blue_smoke: Just an RN is not something an RN would say... jamie: Lol blue_smoke: And every RN I know is at least 22. blue_smoke: S
Why
Ok so i met this guy right. He was awesome. Everything I had been searching for. We spent lots of time together. Laughing, loving, sharing. There was nothing that we couldn't talk about. Shared our deepest thoughts and feelings. then one day. It all stopped. He stopped talking to me. No communication at all. He had said there was a lot going on in his life with family. I understood and offered my help. I don't know, I just don't understand why. I don't understand how loving someone can push them away from you. All I ever offered was my love. All that ever mattered was his happiness. Now I'm here, my heart in a million pieces. Makes me want to be hard and uncaring. I don't know...I'm just tired of the pain. tired of games. I want to be loved for me.
Want To Become A Patron?
The next month and a half of my life is pretty hectic with school. I also have 5 canvases I have to do as well as Art assignments from school. So I'm going to be pretty busy. But I have gotten a couple requests from some friends on here that wanted to know if I would be willing to draw for them. The answer to this is, of course. I will take any chance I can get to do what I love. The way I'm going to do this is I will draw up sketch drawings much like I have shown on my picture selection. I will keep a photo of it on my page and of course give you one. Now if you like it and want a full painted canvas of it I can do that too, but it will cost a lil bit of money, just for the supplies itself. By no means a rich person... I go to college. LOL. But anyways depending on the size of the canvas the price differs but I usually get the 16" by 20" streched canvas runs about $5 and then about $10 for the paint itself and then of shipping and handling for the finished product itself. Anyw
Im Leaving Ct.......
Im moving this weekend-yea for me! Ive got a great place to live and am excited to get moved in and thing set up. However I will not have internet for a bit, until things get settled. I will check in from time to time on my sisters computer but I cant get online and chat. Im going to miss everyone while im gone-dont forget me! Ill be back! (((huge hugs))) to all my friends and family, and my new friends I promise once I get a connection Ill show some love by hitting your page as soon as I can! Ill be disconnecting this thing either tonight or tomorrow....and im in the middle of packing up last minute stuff now-so I wont be here but .....youll all be in my thoughts! All my love... LS
Original Hollywood Squares - Unscripted
If you remember the Original Hollywood Squares and its comics, this may bring a tear to your eyes. These great questions and answers are from the days when "Hollywood Squares" game show responses were spontaneous,not scripted, as they are now. Peter Marshall was the host asking the questions, of course. Q. Do female frogs croak? A. Paul Lynde: "If you hold their little head under water long enough." Q. If you're going to make a parachute jump, at least how high should you be? A. Charley Weaver: "Three days of steady drinking should do it." Q. True or False, a pea can last as long as 5,000 years. A. George Gobel: "Boy, it sure seems that way sometimes." Q. You've been having trouble going to sleep. Are you probably a man or a woman? A. Don Knotts: "That's what's been keeping me awake." Q. According to Cosmopolitain, if you meet a stranger at a party and you think that he is attractive, is it okay to come out and ask him if he's married? A. Rose Marie: "No;
Poem
~~ Dreams ~~ There are two types of dreams mainly... Dreams you have when your sleeping... Dreams you have when you hope for things.. Everyone dreams when they are sleeping.. Even animals dream when they are asleep.. Dreams when you sleep at night can be also nightmares.. But does anyone remember their dreams what they.. Dreamt about say six months ago??????... Dreams can be beautiful and we hope those dreams come true.. But dreams can also be very disturbing and we try to forget.. Those ones... Dreams can seem very real...and we wake up to find.. That is was only a dream...whether we want them to be real.. Or not... Some people dream and sleepwalk... Or even talk in our sleep.. But no matter how we view or try to fugure out.. What we dream about... They are all just dreams and we do wake up from them to find.. That they don't last... ~~~~~~~~~ Then there are the dreams we hope for in life.. Whether we dream for what we want.. Or dream for anything in life... W
Changing My Name :)
Well.. it's time to do it.. change my name. I'm no longer "Beautifully Broken".. This broken gal has been turned into a "Beautiful Soul". Those broken pieces have been put back together and I'm flying higher than ever!! Thank you to all my wonderful friends.. Jose.. Matthew.. you both ROCK..you lift me up higher than you know!! Love to all my Cherries!! ~*Beautiful Soul*~
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Marijuana Facts O' Fun!
If you listen to my joint "donforget" you'll hear me in the 2nd verse, state the following... "the reason herb's illegal is they earn more money on trees" - I realize that many lack the information 2 put 2 and 2 together or just lack the general knowledge to understand what this means. If you read these fun-filled facts about marijuana, you will completely understand ...so lets do this~ Fact: The first Bibles, maps, charts and even Betsy Ross's flag were made from hemp and The Declaration of Independence and Constitution were drafted on hemp paper Fact: For thousands of years, 90% of all ships' sails and all rope was made from hemp. The word 'canvas' is Dutch for cannabis Fact: Hemp was the most traded commodity in the world up until the 1830s Fact: Paints and varnishes were made from hemp seed oil until 1937. 58,000 tons of hemp seeds were used in America for paint products in 1935 Fact: In the 1930s, innovations in farm machinery would have caused an industrial revol
Ughhh Wtf...
Men in the clubs creep me the fuck out...seriously!!! Why is it that the oldest, slimest, ugliest men have the most confidence in approaching women? I'm guessing it's because they have nothing to lose and everything to gain? Another thing...why do they wait to approach until you're in a group of 2 of less? As soon as there's 3 you're left alone....and no you can't by me a drink, no I don't want to dance with you and hell fuckin no I won't go home with you!!! I just needed to vent a little so don't mind me :) Another thing on the same topic...why is it men don't understand when you say "I HAVE A BOYFRIEND" to me that means back the fuck off...I don't need to hear "what's your man got to do with me" or "ya man ain't got nothing on me", or any other lame line that sounds like that. If you can't respect that I'm in L-O-V-E then delete me and die slowly. k thanx
Some Of You People Are Amazing!!!
All thru this week and actually for months now, my life has at times been a shambles. During this Horrid time of my life I have found real friends here, ones that are not ashamed to say they will pray for you & send you all the help they can in any way they can. I think this is the very hardest time, other than perhaps losing a child or spouse that one must face in our brief time here. I am at peace with my Mom dying, she has lived through so many struggles and been so hard pressed at times with bad health issues that in some odd sense this will be the peace she always prayed for. Yes I will miss her terribly but again one day we shall meet, of that I am so sure! NO soul goes on alone.......................... Thank you again friends, I do Love you all & pray unlimited Blessings on you all!!!!!!!
I Believe
Believe . . .. Have a seat . . . relax . . . and read this slowly ....Think! I believe - . . . that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - . . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. Remember that! I believe - . . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. Even if you think you can't. I believe - . . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe - . . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - . . . that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe - . . . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - . . . th
Always
I remember now, I let it slip my mind, that love is the one thing, I will never find, I must have got lost, in the dreams we shared, what was I thinking? that you realy cared?, I will ALWAYS Love You, that will never change, I'll be here for you, till the end of time, if you ever need me, just drop a dime, I'm on my way I won't be too far away, all you have to do, is let me know, there is no ends, to what I would do for you, I would walk through hell, fight the devil too, just to let you know, I'll be right here, waiteing for you, your in my heart, part of my soul, I WILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS... Bon Jovi - AlwaysMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com
My Msg To Cherrytap Support 10th March
I'm gonna write down my thoughts & feelings about the top score right now I hit level 25 date 7th march and from that day I'm out of the top score and everyone that hit the level of cherry godfather Well if you have enough fans you still show as legend no matter what so in that case I think it's kinda unfair that you still not show as top score when you have the most points.. Not a reward or anything.. At least newbies have a green frame .. I feel I put a lot of money and effort to be a top score for no use.. I guess I have to go out and chase fans from now on to be in a ranking :/ Well anyone can start a new non VIC account and just focus on the fan thing to be a legend .. Yes I'm a bit disapointed I guess lol Anyway I will keep supporting this site cause I'm addicted to CherryTAP & love to spend time on here with my friends Much love to each and everyone of you =(^_^)=ENGLA
More Cherry Things That Make U Say Hmmmm
why does cherrytap have to have that daily tips page EVERYTIME you log on? daily tips mean it's the tip of the day!!! If we log on several times a day (like most of us do) why do we have to deal with that over and over? If I didn't click it the 1st time I logged on what makes them think I want to click it the 10th time???? At least on MYSPACE they have the link to skip the ads BEFORE they load. I know when I joined cherry it said no ads........ so what are those tips of the day to join blockbusters and all those other sites to get extra points?? just ads for those sites.
5 More Days
Til I find out if the moles I had removed are cancerous. Think good thoughts for me. Im goin to quiznos again!
Faithfully
At times when I'm empty, you always fill my life with love, giveing me the hope, I need to face another day, always you say the right things, as if you see into my soul, I will love you always, never let you go, you are the only reason, I can go on at times, promise to always love you, your forever apart of me, this promise I make to you, Faithfully... Journey - FaithfullyMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com
The Irish Prayer
The parking space. Paddy was driving down the street in a sweat because he had an important meeting and couldn't find a parking place. Looking up to heaven he said, "Lord take pity on me. If you find me a parking place I will go to Mass every Sunday for the rest of me life and give up me Irish Whiskey!" Miraculously, a parking place appeared. Paddy looked up again and said, "Never mind, I found one."
I Have To Go Home
Sorry everyone i won't be on again until tuesday. I have to go home to take care of my family. My mom, dad, grandma, and two aunts are sick. I have my work cut out for me when i get back home. Wednesday is My Birthday too, so hit me up and show some love. If you leave me a private message i will be glad to return all the love you have shown me. I say leave a private message because I don't want to skip or miss anyone. You'll have a great One and I'll catch you when i get back : )
Hemp & Maryjane Myths An Facts.---- Damn Good Read.
Hemp and Marijuana Myths & Realities Abstract Surely no member of the vegetable kingdom has ever been more misunderstood than hemp. For too many years, emotion-not reason-has guided our policy toward this crop. And nowhere have emotions run hotter than in the debate over the distinction between industrial hemp and marijuana. This paper is intended to inform that debate by offering scientific evidence, so that farmers, policymakers, manufacturers, and the general public can distinguish between myth and reality. Botanically, the genus Cannabis is composed of several variants. Although there has been a long-standing debate among taxonomists about how to classify these variants into species, applied plant breeders generally embrace a biochemical method to classify variants along utilitarian lines. Cannabis is the only plant genus that contains the unique class of molecular compounds called cannabinoids. Many cannabinoids have been identified, but two preponderate: THC, w
True Love Came
True Love Came Love ran away from me Never looked back to see The tears that came along And stained my pale cheeks Love ran away today It pack away the warmth The smiles and laughter Love cried while it ran away I called out for it to stay As it walked away for good My soul ached with pain As my love came to an end Love ran away before I could tell it how I felt Before I could show it That with me there are no doubts I thought love ran away Never to return again Until true love came To show me I was wrong True love came to me today And wrapped me up close Took away all the pain And showed me true loves worth. this poem was shared with me by a great friend © Alicia Marin A/K/A Angeleyes Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com
Women's Relationships
When I miss my mother, it is most often in the car. Perhaps because when we're in our cars, we're on our own, yet surrounded by others. It's a time when we're very alone with our thoughts, without other activities to keep us busy -- just keeping our eyes on the road, and letting our thoughts wander. It is at these times when I miss my mother most acutely. It is at these times when I break down and sob for the loss of my mother. The weight of parental expectations can be a heavy burden to bear, and the relationship between mother and daughter most complicated of all. My mother taught me to be independent and strong-minded, and to make up my own mind about things. But she was upset when that same independence and strong-mindedness lead me away from the path she wanted for me. She steered me away from music as a career, but she lamented that "the most talented student of her career" wasted her talent. She taught me to believe in myself, to not put too much credence in the opini
And The Grand Total Is: 17
17 is how many ppl deleted me because I couldnt rate all thier pics!! People are so petty! Gonna go see wild hogs today with an old friend. Muah!! And for those who don't know what my status message refers to its this next song. I try and make my status the song im feeling of the day! Geeky eh? Here it is Starry Eyed Surprise Paul Oakenfeld
I'll Follow You Into The Dark
Although I can not hold you, I try my best to show you, just what you are to me, I hope that you will see, your love set me free, from all I used to be, you came into my life, changing everything, gave me the will to live, made it all worthwhile, even if just for a time, all the wrongs seemed right, if all our days end now, I'll find away somehow, to have you with me, the way it was ment to be, where ever forever takes us, come what may, I just had to say, I love and need you always, deep in your heart you know, I'll Follow You Into The Dark.. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com
Can We Say Yuck?!
I thought I was gonna die yesterday.........I think I Had food poisoning, if I was not sleeping I was in the bathroom, blah it was a nasty situation lol......I feel a little better, just drained.......blah.........
What Song Should You Strip To?
Your Stripper Song Is Master and Servant by Depeche Mode "There�s a new game We like to play you see A game with added reality You treat me like a dog Get me down on my knees" Yawn, dancing is so boring without a little spice.What Song Should You Strip To?
Just Got Home
Hello everyone...I just got home from training for the Army, I missed you guys, just thought I'd let you know why I wasn't around this weekend. I hope everyone had a fun and safe weekend :) Gonna hop in the shower and get ready to visit my mom...haven't seen her in a couple weeks. Take care and hugs to everyone :) Nellie
Harsh Reality
Here's some things I've been thinking lately.. My Dad was right when he told me never to get old, he was right about a ton of stuff actually. I am terrible at relationships, and as of right now I want nothing to do with one. I am fairly promiscuous, I'm not a man whore yet, but I'm in the ballpark. When it comes to women I'm like Jesus, I love them all. But at the same time, I have a real fear of commitment. I would like to have kids someday. I do not want to marry. I want to get tattooed soon. If I win the lotto I'm gonna build a garage that looks like the DeathStar. I want a new car. I want to open my own shop(this one is a real possibility soon). I want to get another bike. I miss my dog. I miss my ex's four year old. I drink a little too much. Even though I'm not broke I still really like Top Ramen. I want to quit smoking. I think I want to move to Denver. I can't wait to get back to Vegas. And finally I think that footage of Joe Nameth being interviewed drunk a couple years ago mi
You And Me
Time has frozen, my clock has not moved, from the moment you said, that atlast, I would get to hold you, seems that the days, drag on forever, each one the same, I never knew how long, a heartbeat could take, want you so much, my whole body achs, you are so beautiful, I look at your pictures, so much everyday, it crosses my mind, can we be the only ones, so much in love, out of all the people, could it be only, You And Me? Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com
Friendship
If I could catch a rainbow, I would do it just for you And share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue. If I could build a mountain You could call your very own A place to find serenity A place to be alone. If I could take your troubles I would toss them into the sea But all these things I'm feeling Are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair But let me be what I know best A friend who's always there.
Never Rush Love
never rush inlove for it never runs out let love be the one to knock on your door So by the time you staet to fall you will know thast your feelings is for sure love has its ups and downs its twists and turns, love leaves you in painn teaches you until you r is over and even if it takes so long its always going to find you no matter where you are it also takes you were you belong
Friends
SO I WAS SITTING HERE LOOKING AT ALL THE ADDED FRIENDS I HAVE. THERE IS NO WAY YOU CAN EVER TALK OR SAY HI TO ALL THE PEOPLE ON YOUR LIST SO THAT IS WHY I'M WRITING THIS LITTLE BLOG. I JUST WANTED TO SHOW LOVE AND SEND HELLOS TO EVERYONE AT ONCE...... SO HELLO, HELLO, HELLO, HELLO, HELLO, HELLO!!!!!!
No Arms No Legs
one day a guy was walking down the beach taking his regular stroll and he walks by this log a huge log as he passed it there is this faint cry so he walks toward the log and see's this female with no arms and no legs. so he asked her what was wrong and she replied well sir with the way i am and the position i have been in i never been hugged before he responded (i can take care of that)so he reaches down and hugges her. he starts to walk away and she cries just a little louder and he walks back quickly(are you ok miss)he asked in a hurry she said well you see it is depressing because i also never been kissed before well this gentleman was getting agravated and says(ok i can help you)so he reaches down and kisses her on the cheek. so he turned around and walks away he gets about 20 feet away and can hear her bawling her eyes out he rushed over in a hurry and with a panting breath he says(ok now whats wrong i hugged and kissed you what now?). she said well with the way i am ive neve
Way Beyond Empty
If I could only be with you, I would give you everything, all your heart is longing for, I would spend my time, trying to find a way, to make you happy, just to see you smile, but if I never find away, to take the hurt away, from all the broken promises, all the shattered dreams, all the times that you been let down, by all the cold lies, would you remember, I was not to blame, done my best to show you, just how life can change, or would you just turn and walk away. would I be left standing here, Way Beyond Empty? Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com
I Feel Pretty
Best Blog Ever.
My bff wrote this on her myspace. It's a little recap of stuff that happened at the bar Saturday. Enjoy: things not to do to pick up some one at a bar   well i want out with some girls to a wondferful place called the salty dog. and i found dating no no for everyone to learn 1. ladies if you are trying to impress a man maybe getting your ass slap might not venue to find your future husband. if i was a guy and i saw you bent over having some stranger slapping your ass with a paddle. i do not think oh this one a keeper. i can wait to show mom. 2. if someone says there married please stop trying to rap to them . it is a lost cause. 3.if someone does tell you that they are married do not i repeat do not and say "god why are the good looking ones married" if you know that the "good looking ones" are married. try  rapping to a ugly ones. chunky/ugly girls need love too. 4.if you want to pick up a girl please do not wear a shirt that says in the ass in the vagina in the mouth
Jus One Blah Day
well more bullshit yet happens my sister is tryin to get back in my life with all her "me me me " bullshit and shes doing it in a way if i say anything ill look like a total douche bag it pisses me off it always seems to happen someone finds a way of making me look like a douche , well two nights ago she called to tell me that an uncle ive mine had passed on and she was thinking i could track down the other uncle to let him know and also to see if she can have things of my past *old pictures family letters of the holidays, and the family bibles. and i personaly feel she can sit and spin shes dissed me for for 2 years and she expects me to be warm and recieving to her and the biggest thing that pisses me off is shes had it easier then ive had it for she was the child that was "wanted" i was always the accidentle fuck fest baby to my parents but she saddly cant get that thru her skull its like wtf one part of me wants to tell my sister to go fuck off and one part of me wants to mend brid
Wild
Ok as most of u all know i am married going through a divorce. Well on Sunday early morning hours i was basically attacted and threatened so bad i had to leave my home. I am at a friends house right now with only dial up. I won't be around much for this week. I hope everyone continues to cum by and show me all the CT luv i am used to getting....lol I hope to be back by the end of the week. For those with my cell # don't call ...it is in about 20 pieces...U can't leave a message.. I will be checking in 1 or 2 times a day but with dial up and a slow computer it is impossible to try and return comments or anything. I will keep everyone up to date here in my blogs... TY to everyone...Kisses... TTYS...
Theres A Rumor Going Around..lol
The One Thing
I've often asked people this question: "What's the one thing?" Funny enough, it originally came from the movie "City Slickers". Later it got modified. The basis of the premise is that each human that lives his life has just one thing for his life, and it's up to each person to figure out what that one thing is. Later, it evolved into BEING one thing. We have to become the changes we wish to see, and therefore its both word and deed that would require you to be that one thing. I actually saw this again, of all things, on a recent Kleenex commercial, lol! That's what triggered me to see if other people do, or should, think like me when it comes to this. In the commercial, a man is talking to another man about the death of his stepfather. The other guy says, "What's the one thing?" I whipped my head around to the TV when I heard this. I've asked that question for years about others or myself. The man had a quick reply, "Love... He had a lot of stresses and downfalls, a lot
Gender Equality
Women will never be equal to men until they can walk down the street with a bald head and a beer gut & still think they are sexy. I got this quote in a "Men Strike Back" joke today, but as I sat there and stared at it, I started to think less about it as an amusing joke, and more and more about the truth of it. The sad truth. In the end, men who do not meet the societal beauty standards often think they're hot stuff while women who are perfectly attractive do not. I saw this over and over again on dating sites where people had to "grade" their appearance (like, what the hell?). Perfectly ordinary men almost always graded themselves as "hot," while very attractive women were "average." We all know women tend to be more insecure about appearance than men are. Obviously, there's a lot more focus on female appearance in our society, and because men are generally so much more visual and focused on looks, there's more pressure on women to always be visually appealing. (Side no
Bad Day!!!
I have no idea whats the matter with me, I had a good day at work, it went fast, after work I talked with the man of my dreams, but then after we hung up the phone, I began feeling depressed. My son came home, doing just the littlest shit, and it got on my nerves. I get so tired of feeling alone, I hate this feeling. It hurts to want someone so bad, and then to not have them, hell I confuse myself. Oh well, figured what the hell girl, have a few drinks, you'll feel fine, pass out,lol. and wake up again to start over another day.
A Busy Year Ahead
IM NOW BACK PLAYING COMP DARTS ONCE A WEEK AND I NOW HAVE COMPLETED MY LEVEL ONE SPORTS TRAINERS COURSE AND HAVE BEEN APPOINTED THE HEAD TRAINER FOR THE HVFC UNDER 17'S HERE IN AUSSIE AND ALSO WILL BE ASSISTING WITH THE SENIORS WHERE I CAN SO MY WEEK IS GETTING PRETTY FULL NOW I HAVE ONE NIGHT A WEEK FREE FOR MY SELF THE SEASON IS FAST COMING UP AND WE ARE LOOKING PRETTY GOOD WITH THE TEAM WE GOT FINGERS CROSSED WE DONT GET MANY INJURIES AND CAN MAKE THE FINALS I HOPEFULL WILL BE ASSITING IN THE WORLD POLCE AND FIREMANS GAMES BEING HELD HERE IN ADELAIDE WILL KEEP U POSTED ON THAT
Nsfw Pictures
I put this in a bulliten but decided to blog it too - seems different people read each Due to a recent development - I have decided to take down my nsfw pictures - or a majority of them Be careful who you trust even the most benign person can turn evil... Be sorry to those you hurt, there are somethings you can never fix... the internet is no place for trusting souls and open hearts... Cat
Conservatives Wanting Giuliani For President?
Ok I was going to title this blog, "WTF?" but I may say that bout a lot of other things so I figured I would be rather on point as to why I am fuckin annoyed. So Conservatives (and Republicans)went after Clinton for getting a blowjob during office, fine I can understand where they are coming from on that issue, being as they all are the pinnacles of virtue and the champions of public morals. However, here we are in 2007 and all you keep hearing is how Conservatives are looking to back Rudy Giuliani for President in 2008 and I say WTF? Don't they know Rudy cheated on his wife with the woman he later married? And that she served as hostess for functions at Gracie Mansion there after? This was something big in NY (being a native NY'er) but most of the U.S. doesn't probably know bout it cuz they got their head up their ass or are too worried bout who is doin who or what in their lil hick ass town. So give me a fuckin break people we impeach someone for a blowjob by an intern but we are
Windowpane
Looking through the window pane of my soul My heart yearns for a love once sound My thoughts are surrounded by images of terror And my essence of my being is in question Looking through the window pane of my life I see tragedy haunting me with vengeance A shadowy figure in the corner taunts me And my dreams lye shattered on the floor Looking through the window pane of my dreams I see sharp shards ripping my wishes into pieces A single ray of sunshine filtered by the darkness of doubt An unwillingness to let go of the past Looking through the window pane of my hopes I see a series of unfortunate road blocks One twist after another But a sign near the end of the road that reads In your self may you find redemption In yourself May you find peace In yourself may you find Life In Yourself May you find yourself March 12, 2007 ©-Ted E. Brown II
Dead Leaves And The Dirty Ground
The above video is for my best friend. But I decided to share this with YOU too. I made these today. The lighting on the first one is waay better. FOR YOU GUYS AT CHERRY TAP!
Input.
hey y'all. i will be attending a meeting this wednesday [14th] with the cherrytap staff about feedback for the site. so if you have any questions, or concerns, please make a list and i will compile them all and take it to the meeting. feel free to leave your comments and concerns in response to this blog as well. pee ou bishes!
A Blessing
My friends...this blessing to you... May the powers of The One, the source of all creation; all-pervasive, omnipotent, eternal; may the Goddess, the Lady of the Moon; and the God, Horned Hunter of the Sun; may the powers of the Spirits of the Stones, rulers of the elemental realms; may the powers of the stars above and the Earth below, bless this place, and this time, and all who are with you
Sexiness
Go here and take the test... www.howsexyareu.com/test.php?223695
It Sucks Being Single
Now that I'm separated, I'm finding there's really not a lot of options out there for people who aren't in their early 20s in terms of places to go and meet new people. I love going out clubbing, but I always feel sooooo old there with all the early 20 somethings getting all the attention. I may be in my mid 30s, but I'm not over the hill yet, and I still love having a lot of fun and being a bit crazy.
If I Do Not See Tomorrow
--I woke up this morning and through tears I wrote this. I have no idea where it came from but I had to write it. The feeling was overpoweringly strong as I cried until it was finished and now just as quickly I feel fine. Because of this I share with you for I feel it was ment to be shared, someone needs this-- ---------------------------------------------------- If I do not see tomorrow I would want you to know that I will miss the passing seasons I will miss the breezes as they blow I will miss the beauty of a sunrise and the chill of new fallen snow the twinkle of starlight secrets revealed that they show If I do not see tomorrow remember me as I was and the times that we did share so many days you found my smile when even I forgot it was there suffering no longer haunts me nor pain of deep dispair I will always be with you watching only to think of me and I will be there If I do not see tomorrow Please know I did not want to l
Wedding Present For Victoria
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Shout Out...
Just throwin' a shout out to all our friends... Lisa and I are leaving Thursday morning for Palm Springs, finally getting a chance to see our grandson for the first time !! Obviously, we won't be spending a lot of time on here, so hope everyone has a great week, and we'll see ya when we get back !! Please feel free to add your photo to our slide show as well... As always, have a great day !! Glitter Text Maker Layout Codes BEST Hot Graphics and Images
Money V Love
You Would Choose Love Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love. You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet. And while many people may claim they would choose love too... You're one of the few who would really do it. Would You Choose Love or Money?
Journal #2
As I sit here on a beautiful day lookin out the window at my lil girl playing in the warm sun, i think to myself..self you need a vacation. you work too damn much and never have time for play. So soon very soon I am going to make more time... i have to or I am gonna go nuts.Ha ha anyone got any ideas what i should do? ha ha just blowin off steam here. UGH school is hard and not getting better i got 3 more years to go with my residency still to do yet. SOMEONE SAVE ME!!!! muah kisses too all
Friends Forever ( Poem That I Just Did )
The day gets brighter each day When we are always together Can't wish a thing but you to stay Here by my side life's a wonder No fire can burn our friendship Nor wind can blow our trust Water can suck a ship But not our loyalty and trust No triumph can break us Cause we work and help each other Loving and caring guide us Build the dreams of one another Even if we die then There'll never be regrets nor bother We'll meet each other in heaven Cause we are friends forever
Beach Dream
I'm wondering where will it be next time? Maybe you will stumble upon me while I'm sunning myself, lying half dressed on a chaise lounge along a quiet part of the beach...enjoying the heat of the sun and dreamy from fancy little umbrella drinks. The sound of steel drums playing somewhere in the background....Mmmmmmm... Warm, moist skin, hand lingering on my breast, eyes closed...softly dreaming how fantastic it would feel to have a mans hand skimming over my body...gently applying more sun lotion to my legs and thighs, lingering gently across my hips and tummy and then slowly up and to my breasts where they stop and caress me, squeezing gently, brushing over my nipples, moving to my shoulders and arms, very relaxing. I barely feel the fingers as they gently part my legs and slip between my very moist and hot thighs, easing against the lips of my pussy, pressure so gentle and firm begin to make small circles around my clit, my breath draws in and stops for moment and a low, slow moan
For All My New Cherries!
For those who have messaged me! My Name is Angel I am 30 years old I am a full time mom and college student I do not "Yahoo" I love to chat on IRC and I can be found there all the time since I have my own network. I am not a stupid girl :) I am not here to "hook up" YOU will not see me naked I am shy I drink Pepsi I love music My fave TV shows are Lost/ER/CSI/Charmed and I like reality shows like The surreal Life and Hells Kitchen. I am watching the Grease one now. I do not think I am anything special. I was not the pretty popular girl in Highschool or anything. My Birthday is April 30th I have 4 computers I am a 80s and 90s junkie...I love pop culture Now reply and tell me stuff about you! You wanna be "friends" well tell me about you!!!!! And don't hit and run on my blog..its insulting..you read it reply!YOu can get to know alot about me by reading my blogs! TELL ME ABOUT YOU!
The Lines Of A Candy Bar
On PAYDAY,Mr.GOODBAR wanted a BIT OF HONEY.So he took Mrs.HERSHEY behind the POWER HOUSE on the corner of CLARK an FIFTH AVENUE.He began to feel her MOUNDS and it was pure ALMOND JOY which made his TOOTSIE ROLL get hard. She let out a SNICKERS as his BUTTER FINGER went up her KIT KAT and caused a MILKY WAY.She screamed,OH,HENRY,I am FOREVER YOURS as she Squeezed his PETER PAUL and caressed his ZAG NUT. Mrs.HERSHEY said,you are even better than the THREE MUSKETEERS.Soon she was a little CHUNCKY and nine months later,they had a BABY RUTH.
Good Bye Friends
If your reading this then i finally did it I'm sorry i didn't say bye there was not time under stand i was stressed livingday to day was hard and i gave it my best,but there was nothing left for me in this world to convince me to stay now. I'm long gone away just remember all the time spent over the years never cry never think bad of me.What done is done and that the way it had to be. I need you to be strong for me say your prayer everyday in my memory i'm sure it help me to earn my feathers to get some wings and a heilow and a harp and angelique things even through i'm gone and outta sight never worry about me i'm alright. This is the last people will hear from me peace i see the fam at shangri_la This is Juggalo robert 420 saying good bye.
Wheel Of Fortune
So if you saw the pic and came to see what this is all about... This necklace that I WORE is the wheel of fortune. It represents the constistincy of change. To indulge a little further, it means that nothing in this life is for sure, except that of change. Well just now at 10:31, this symbol I have wore for a year decided that I have changed enough and fell off. It is almost a year to the freaking date that my ex and I went our seperate ways. I guess I didn't notice how much I have changed over this last year until this moment. The is no clasp on this charm it literally wore thru the thick circle of metal. Wow at this moment I can't really describe how I feel except for happy surrounded by sadness. This feeling has my hands shaking because I am unaware of the lack of uncertainity that lies ahead for me. To sum it up...I have come full circle. (Sighs)
Had To Come Out And Tell It Again
Had To Come Out And Tell It Again The first time I came out Lord to tell it like it really is.Now their really not going to like me this second time around Lord;I've gone to your house of worship the place of learning you and your Father word, only to see people acting holier then thou when they our not holier then thou.They drive up to your house in expensive cars and turned your house into a fashion show;oh I can't forget the Minster who calls himself laying hands and up in other beds beside his own. I know Lord people our not going to like me for saying it but it had to be told;cause you said to come as you our and that not what I see so I had to do it again. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson Copyright ©2007 Charles LaMark Nelson
Eenie Miyenee Mo.
a gangsta rap by cake: hey, yo. you baby bobby poets drink pedialite. while the other mothas brothas been rappin all night. whatcho name. where you from . who you come to get wit? hope you suckas sittin' seats, cause you 'bout ta hear it: eenie. meenie. eenie miyenee mo. go catch that nigga by his. cone'row. make him holla like a bitch. hes about ta get hit. when we bring it to yo face. niggas cant deny it. slurpin. fuckin. rappin. shuckin. suckin all night. raptors gonna break loose and spit this game real tight.
Rise.
I'm a soldier, znachit ya I otvyetchik i sud'ya Ya stoyu na dvukh kontsakh ognya Ogibaya virazhi, obgonyaya smyert' i zhizn' Ya byegu srazit'sya s tyen'yu lzhi skol'ko b nityey nye plyol obman pokazhyet lik svyeta istina
Military Friends
CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk MILITARY FRIENDS: Will post 360 security so you dont get caught CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs MILITARY FRIENDS: Call your parents Drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. MILITARY FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. MILITARY FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but hey, that shit was fun as fuck!" CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Cry with you. MILITARY FRIENDS: laugh at you and tell you to put some vagasil on your pussy. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. MILITARY FRIENDS: Steal each other's stuff so often nobody remembers who bought it in the first place. CIVILIAN FRIENDS:
Online Popularity...sad
And while I'm at it..I have one other thing to get up off of my chest. Let's start like this. Number 1, I'm not mentioning any names. Cause this isnt about blowing up anyones spot or trying to embarrass anyone. It's just my thoughts on people looking for validation through online popularity. So..where to begin? I think it's best to give an example. I'm looking at pics and I notice someone has a folder which is marked as private. I'm as much of a perv as anyone else. lol I wanna see, ya know...why not? So, I message them...and ask them..."Hey, ya mind if I take a look at your private folder?" This is the response I get "um if u vote a lot for me first...u can!" I read this..and I think to myself.."Is this chick serious?" so, I write her back.... "Well..you're gonna have to forgive me if i pass then. I'm not jumping through hoops for anyone. No disrespect. It's just not my style...You're a pretty chick, dont get me wrong...but I aint into the whole online popu
English Poetry??
HERE THEN IS A POEM CONCERNING THE LUNACY OF OUR LANGUAGE. PLEASE BEAR WITH ME FOR AN "ENGLISH LESSON" WE'LL START WITH BOX, THE PLURAL IS BOXES BUT THE PLURAL OF OX IS OXEN, NOT OXES. NOW ONE FOWL IS GOOSE AND TWO ARE CALLED GEESE YET THE PLURAL OF MOOSE SHOULD NEVER BE MEESE. YOU MAY FIND A LONE MOUSE OR A WHOLE LOT OF MICE BUT YOU CAN NEVER FIND MOUSES IN A ROW OF OLD HICE. IF THE PLURAL OF MAN IS ALWAYS CALLED MEN THEN WHY CANT THE PLURAL OF PAN BE CALLED PEN?? THE COW IN THE PLURAL CAN BE COWS, KINE OR CATTLE BUT THE PLURAL OF VOW IS JUST VOWS, NO VINE AND NO VATTLE. I SPEAK OF A FOOT, YOU SHOW ME YOUR FEET AND I GIVE YOU A BOOT... WOULD A PAIR BE CALLED BEET?? IF ONE IS A TOOTH AND A WHOLE SET ARE TEETH WHY SHOULDN'T THE PLURAL OF BOOTH BE CALLED BEETH?? IF THE SINGULAR IS THIS AND PLURAL IS THESE THEN WOULD MORE THAN ONE KISS BE NICKNAMED KESE?? NOW ONE MAY BE THAT AND THREE MAY BE THOSE BUT THE PLURAL OF HAT WOULD NEVER BE HOSE. WE SPEAK OF
Sex Crime ~ Oh No!!
Terri will go to jail for ... Performing a strip tease on the street 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com
Divorce, Custody, And Pepsi Cola
A man and his wife were getting a divorce at a local court, but the custody of their children posed a problem. The mother jumped to her feet and protested to the judge that since she had brought the children into this world, she should retain custody of them. The man also wanted custody of his children, so the judge asked for his side of the story. After a long moment of silence, the man rose from his chair and replied: "Judge, when I put a dollar into a vending machine, and a Pepsi comes out, does the Pepsi belong to me or to the machine?" Don't laugh, he won!
Even Though I've Been Outta Touch....i Haven't Been Without My Brews :)
So where to begin, been outta the writing mood with all the working, but felt I had a few hits and misses post holiday season beverages and I'd recap granted the pics are definitely past season :) 1st up Le Chouffe or the Magic Gnome as we like to call him... I've become quite the fan of Belgian Ales lately and this one is not as excellent as my favorite ie: Corsendonk, but lighter and perhaps a bit reminiscent of fall, my Nutcracker decided to have a sip of this tasty beverage so see if his gnomish kindred had it going on... Not to be outdone by some silly nutcracker, the Rat King decided he'd be all daring and try something out there... Needless to say I love coffee and I love a fine crafted beer, but its just plain wrong to mix the two. It's rare for me to not finish a beer, this one, I couldn't finish more than two sips. Bad bad bad rat, no more picks for you! So my last friend from the Suite, Drossemier thought well enough with this beer I am more refined an
To All My Friends
I WANT TO TELL ALL MY FRIENDS THAT I LOVE YA'LL YA'LL ARE THE BEST HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL OF YA'LL
Please Explain What A Ct Spouse Really Is ....
I see where all of these people are proud to put that they are the the CT Spouse of " So and So " and think this is cool . Hello !!!!! My world is outside of my computer ......LOL . So how do you people go on a CT Date ?? Is it also done online ? I just find it hard to believe that people get so wrapped up into La La Land online that they have to take an online spouse . Do you have real life spouses also , and do they mind if you do this . I have seen blogs where people are getting real world ass chewings from real world people that say you are spending too much time in fantasy land .......And now you are begging to get your points back ......that is too freakin funny ....such sad sad people . Could you all please enlighten me on why you need a CT spouse and maybe I won't laugh at you anymore .........Sorry for being mean but ........
New Job
Was on the phone earlier with my old boss. Early last year, I left my old plumbing company after 10 years of service to try something new for someone else, as much as I tried to stick it out here, it sucked. The new company was unorganized and unstable, they went from 300+ guys to less than 180 in a matter of months and now they're laying off 40 more. There are substantiated rumors of charges from the INS for knowingly hiring illegal immagrants, pulling illegal permits and there's a list that follows that I won't get into. My boss had called me a couple of times to see if I would go back...well, long story short, I'll be going this friday to fill out my employment papers. He made me an offer that I couldn't turn down. I'm happy that I'll be going back to a really good company, with great benefits and great people that I've missed working with, but in a way I'm a little disappointed that things didn't turn out the way I had hoped they would've. Seems that I was lied to for me
Sorry For My Absence But...
Wow... spring fever has hit at an all time high... I apologize for not being around but life outside the box is much more interesting! I am already sunburned from my gardening and cultivation efforts. I have already harvested two bunches of grape tomatoes from my garden and a plethora of seeds are germinating to my sheer delight! The sun and warm weather has done wonders for me and I exhuberate in the delight and wonders of life! For the first time in over 5 years, I have gone to a movie, 300 that was awesome and a matinee only cost me $5.75 as opposed to a $12 movie back in my NY days..*{gets melancholy and snaps outta it soon*). Oh well.. to my friends that read this... be happy that I am finding the simple pleasures in life fulfilling, yet think of all my friends and wish that they find the peace that I have found to balance life as it exists... Brightest Blessings, In the name of the Maiden, Mother and Crone.. Blessed Be!
Just A Stupid Survey With Stupid Answers
1. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach? Well, I a not sure when I ate the cocoons exactly, but I am guessing a a few days after that 2. What was your last alcoholic beverage? I believe he said his name was Phillip, he was pretty toxic too I tell ya 3. Who is/are the friend/s you can count on the most? Well, Judy right now I guess . . . She not only has all her fingers and toes but she has the spawns in her as well with fingers and toes 4. Where was your first kiss with your current significant other? Exactly who is this significant other of which you speak? 5. Favorite Band? Hmmmm, I’ve heard some freaky ass stories about Band Camp so I am going with any that I find there 6. What is something you've learned about yourself recently? Contrary to popular belief I am in fact a human being 7. Do you like anyone? Nope I am an equal opportunity hater - hate ya all the same 8. Do you know anyone who is engaged? I am currently engaged in typing answers to
Horrible Week
Its been a long week March 13 would of been my moms b-day she passed away in 97 anyway for those of you that know me I work nights anyway i came home and found our pet ferret spike not feeling very well I sat up and held him all night I wasnt sure if he would make it until morning well he did. I took him to the vet they worked on him all day but around 730 pm i got a call he went to sleep and didnt wake up. Its very sad he developed prostate disease and it hit him very quickly he was a sweety and my kids are so sad we are going to miss him but i guess he was a birthday gift for mom I know I sound corny but I am an animal lover we had spike 3years and i was extremely allergic to him but could not give him up i also have 4 dogs im allergic to. well thats enough for now rip my sweet baby spike
My Birthday Is Friday The 16th
And I like typing in all caps ^_^ Because as everyone knows: Capslock is cruise control for cool XD Blah, my birthday is definitely Friday(which is technically tomorrow) And it'd pretty much make me happy if I actually got things for my birthday, which may seem like a selfish thing to ask But I think it'd be nice if people bought me things, I've heard this birthday is kinda important XD I'm really incredibly RAWR And its frustrating Because there is no girlpart here P.S. I can think of no better present than if you'd be able to personally deliver me my pet duck
Just Thoughts
bare with me for this is my first attempt and usually my words dont come out as i would like them Some things I have been missing in my life; all the time we used to spend discussing todays events being there to listen to things that made you sad and the things that made you happy being there to help you with all the little things in life being there to help you find solutions to some of the things that once made you happy being there in your time of need and reminding you things will be alright offering a shoulder or hug to comfort you when things might not look so bright. But as I write this, I realize that this is not things I have been missing, but rather we have been missing in our lives.... if that makes sense at all. So somewhere along the line, things were taken for granted and things or obstacles were missed or pushed aside, not intenionally knowing. But now stepping back, I am able to see my error in stride. To whom it may concern, know this, you have made
If I Don't Seen Chirper
PLEASE UNDERSTAND AS OF MAR 14TH WAS THE ANNIVERSARY OF MY SON TORREY , WHOM PASSED AWAY 10YRS AGO YESTERDAY OF PANCREASE CANCER AT THE AGE OF 24 YRS OLD . SO , YESTERDAY THROUGH TO MAR 20TH WILL BE ALILTTLE HARD , FOR ME , I'M SORRY , BUT , HE WAS MY SON , AND HE IS IN A BETTER PLACE . THIS YR AS BEEN HARDER THAN ALL . HAVE A GREAT DAY . I HAD WROTE THIS : MY GOD'S ANGEL'S WRAP THEIR WINGS AROUND THEM AND PROTECT THEM . BY: CHERIE 3/14/97 THANK YOU ALL , FOR YOUR TIME HUGGS .
The 10 Things In Life You Control
There are just a few aspectrs of life that we can truly control, and it's useful to know just what those areas are. If you don't know, you'll spend a lot of time blaming others for your own failings. Try and exert too much control in areas you shouldn't and the universe will create interesting ways to remind you of your place. So be prepared and learn the 10 things in life that you DO control: 1. What you do: Your actions are yours alone. You choose to make them or not make them and you are responsible for the effects of those actions. 2. What you say: Likewise, the words you speak (or write) are also consciously chosen. Like actions, they have an impact on your life and the lives of those you contact. 3. What you think: Yes, there are some subconscious thoughts that you can't control. But the things that you really think about, your beliefs,your ideals, etc. are concepts you have chosen to accept and believe in. Each day I will post a new blog that finishes up
Mind Dust And Toys In The Attic
In "real life," I say “mind dust” to refer to the irrelevant (to anything) thoughts that accumulate in my mind. I’ve always said that I have a lot of words in me, and a lot of thoughts. Not necessarily interesting words or important thoughts. Just . . . thoughts, images, ideas. “Things” I need to say…. Connections between ideas or images or thoughts or symbols…. Words that I really want to get out of me and into someone else. I like to think, which is a good thing, because I do it a lot; more than once I’ve been told it’s “too much.” Again, not necessarily productive thinking, but aimless wondering and curiosity and desire. Seventy-four thoughts at once. I don’t know if writing here is about seeking validation or acknowledgement? Connection or commiseration? Perhaps it’s just run-of-the-mill narcissism, or even exhibitionism. The value of my terminology is best illustrated as such: “mind dust” is two words, while my explanation of it contained 109. Or so. You know. If you were g
Because I Know We All Care Lol
but.... im conflicted, do you like me better with light brown hair with highlights or should i go back to dark brown? im getting roots and its time to decide O:) (and i KNOW this is the gayest bulletin ever lmao) lighter darker
My World
I PRAY ALL THE TIME HOPING THAT YOU AND YOU ARE OK,HOPING THAT NOTHING NOT ANY TYPE OF HARM EVER COMES YOUR WAY WHY? I GUESS BECAUSE I LOVE YOU AND NEEDING IN RETURN THAT YOU LOVE ME NOT BECAUSE I LOVE YOU BUT BECAUSE YOU LOVE ME.LET'S TALK ABOUT ME,I AM WHO I SAY I AM NOTHING MORE,NOTHING LESS NO NEED TO LIE ABOUT REALITY BECAUSE IT IS WHAT IT IS.MY DAYS ALWAYS BEGIN WITH PRAYER AND MY NIGHTS END THE SAME WAY,CONSTANTLY NOT TRUSTING MAN AND NEVER BELIEVEING WHAT THEY SAY YOU KNOW THE PLAY,ANYWAY HOW ARE YOU TODAY HOPE THINGS WENT YOUR WAY.OH YEA THAT'S RIGHT MY BAD WE ARE TALKING ABOUT ME LET'S SEE HUMMMMMM WHEN I GROW UP WHO DO I WANNA BE,IN LOVE WITH THE WOMAN OF MY DREAMS ONE DAY THAT DREAM WILL BECOME REALITY, MAYBE WELL JUST MAYBE ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE I GUESS I WILL HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE.NEVER BEEN INTO MYSELF ALWAYS WANTING TO PLEASE,SOMETIMES GETTING IN RETURN THE LOVE THAT I NEED BUT IT'S RARE VERY RARE BECAUSE PEOPLE DON'T WANNA BELIEVE, PLEASE DON'T GRIEVE FOR ME CAUSE I WILL
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im thinking about cuting my hair...what do yall think??.....lol..
Rawr!!!!!!!
To my friends who are supportive and caring to me, thank you that means a lot to me, you know who you are, well cause i told you already but in case you forgot I'm reminding you. So people want to go around and piss me off do they? Well DIAF dick wads. I am sick of being treated like a common pervert/stalker. Just because I am nice and want to have a decent conversation about say the shape of a apple, doesn't mean I want to get in your damn pants. Don't flatter yourself, most of you I wouldn't touch with a ten foot pole let alone my pecker. Don't like my attitude right now? Then don't piss me off. I have a really really long fuse, so you have plenty of time to realize you are irritating me. ~Gerry~
Sometimes It Pays To Not Listen With Your Heart.
yes here i am again just ramblin becauseits better than blowing up inside. There are SO many things that are stepping stones in any path in any relationship. And within that relationship you tend to listen mre with your heart than anything else and u get blinded as to where exactly you need to be. If you cant be happy with yourself then how in God's green earth can u make another person happy. AS hard as it seems as hard as it is a have to step back slow down and try again. Not exactly start over because u cant erase where you have been but yeah go back to swuare one and try n rebuild IF its worth rebuilding. And when the rebuilding starts dont play the idiot n say ohh Ill wait u ntil you are ready or whatever..step up be a friend be there for the person who needs you and DO NOT Expect anymore than they can give. When they feel they are back where they need to be they will open up. Everything in life IS NOT about 2 people who think or who know they love one anothere there are ma
Chicken Adobo
INGREDIENTS 1 1/2 cups water 1 cup distilled white vinegar 4 tablespoons soy sauce 1 teaspoon whole peppercorns 4 cloves garlic, crushed 2 tablespoons salt 1 (2 to 3 pound) whole chicken, cut into pieces 2 tablespoons vegetable oil In a large pot, combine the water, vinegar, soy sauce, peppercorns, garlic and salt. Mix together, add chicken pieces and simmer over low heat (uncovered) until chicken is cooked through and tender (25 to 35 minutes). Remove chicken from pot and brown in oil in a large skillet over medium high heat. Return chicken, with oil/juices, back to pot with reserved sauce. Cover and simmer over medium heat until desired amount of sauce is yielded.
Alone
Coming down the street she walks alone doesn't matter where she goes cuz no one's home no one's there for her but she does this for herself or did she think too much again? lose a friend find out what she could have been? Is he coming back to her? Baby's mama's love's alright gonna find himself inside this bottle one more night no need to fight there's no feeling's anymore they're given away in both their minds stubborn ways don't ease the times and it's all fine he's not coming back to her Seems like a lover's gone away on an empty train and all I have inside my head is rain can't complain because I did this to myself I didn't think again lost a friend how can this all end? Is he going back to her?
Its Just Livin For The Meaning And Lovin For The Livin
everyman,woman and child has the right to love and to be loved.sometimes it takes the shape of a family,friend or sometimes a stranger but their is supposably a love for everyone.ive found through my life that sometimes love and its meanings have been squashed into but a couple of definitions in a dusty ol encyclopedia.if love is for everyone then why do we have people that are alone,live and die alone?why do we have little children with not enough food o eat?isnt love supposed to cover them to?if love truely does exist then why dont we,as people,put it to the test.a little kid had the same questions.he wrote a school paper and called it 'pay it forward'.he died for his ideas about love.the book ,made movie,toutched off a nation wide movement that went coast to coast and even over seas but soon it was marred by wars,murders and hate.i challenge each and everyone to pay it forward for just one day,one time.lets see if love can grow once again in this world.one time,one day.i bet you can
Lol
I woke up this morning to the site of snow...thats right it's snowing out as I type this...So I started singing "I'm dreaming of a white ST patty's day" yeah I know corny but I did just woke up lol....So I;m thinking of getting some green food coloring and put it on my front lawn lol ok thats all I had to share my lame thoughts with you wonderful cherries
A Night In A Dark Room
Your hands are bound tightly above your head. You can't see through the darkness of the black blind fold over your eyes. It is so quiet you the dripping of water onto the hard wood floor. Drip. Drip. You hear a bottle open. The bottle cap hits the floor and echoes in the empty room. Foot steps slowly come towards you. The floors creak with each step. Your naked body lays there waiting. Waiting for some kind of sign on what the person in the room will do with you. Your nipples are hard waiting in fear. Or is it in anticipation? You feel a cold hard object against your foot. The water on the outside of the object coats your foot as it traces up and down the arch of your foot. Still no voices. ..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> The object makes its way up your legs tracing the inside of your calf and then your thigh. The wet trail left behind is tickling your skin. You feel the ridges along the bottom of the object. You feel
Check This Out !!!! You All Need To Read!!
What's up all my SEXY CT'S!! I'm having alittle trouble keeping up on who I rated and shown some luv to so if I have not yet got to you PLEASE send me a private message telling me so I can do so !!! THANKS ALOT TO ALL MY FRIEND'S AND FAN'S AND FAMILY,FOR ALL THE LUV!!! BE SAFE ! Always Kiera AKA ITALIANDIAMONDS
What To Do In A Blizzard
Well it's a snowy New England day.... which I happen to like.. but my podcast collaborators are.. less into risking life and limb then I, so one doubt that we'll record and episode tonight.. which means my plans for the day are not what today shall be.. so, what shall today be? Well I figure I gotta go out for a walk in the snow, there's just no two ways about it. This year has been a year with very little snow.. and I like to have at least a little.. strangely it didn't even seem like winter till 3/4 of the winter had left us.. which I don't want to complain about but.. again, I like my snow.. I was going to write this blog long blog entry, or post it here anyway.. that um.. was sorta on the subject of sex.. but it ended up veering off into other subjects to such a degree that you'd be hard pressed to say / tell that it really had anything to do with sex.. unless of course you where Freud.. I suppose I'm just into typing out random thoughts mode.. which isn't s
The Candy Mountain Song
WATCH THIS AND COMMENT...im feeling needy...so love me Oh when you're down and you're looking for some cheering up Then just head right on up to the candy mountain cave When you get inside you find yourself a cheery land Such a happy and joy filled and perky merry land They've got lollipops and gummidrops and candy things Oh so many things that will brighten up your day It's impossible to wear a frown in candy town It's the Mecca of lovely candy cave They've got jellybeans and coconut with little hats Candy rats, chocolate bats, it's a wonderland of sweets Buy the candy train to town and hear the candy band Candy bells, it's a treat, as they march across the land Cherry ribbon stream across the sky and to the ground Turn around, it astounds, it's a dancing candy treat In the candy cave imagination runs so free So now Charlie wont you go into the cave (more) (
Your Thought On Polygamy
A FRIEND ASK WHY I FEEL POLYGAMY IS OK BECAUSE SHE FEELS ITS WRONG AND IT IS DISRESPECTFUL TO WOMEN, I FEEL IN MANY CASES ITS GREAT FOR ALL INVOLVED DIVORCE RATES ARE SO HIGH AND FACE IT MEN SEEM TO SUFFER FROM MARITAL ADD, AND KIDS SUFFER SO MUCH ISN'T MARRIAGE ABOUT FAMILY? DOES IT REALLY MATTER HOW BIG THE FAMILY IS? BIBLICAL DAY POLYGAMY WAS NATURAL, A MAN WHO HAS 2 OR 3 WIVES AND TEN CHILDREN BUT CAN FATHER AND BE A HUSBAND TOO ALL SHOULD HE BE ALLOWED? OF SHOULD HE BE JAILED AND/OR FINED, TELL ME YOUR THOUGHT I'D LIKE TO HEAR
Happy Birthday Suzanne!
Your Dark Wish....
Your dark Wish Your wish is my command I’ll submit to your demands Grab my head and pull me in Tonight our bodies will commit sin Baby girl I’ll want you so bad Time with out you drives me mad I wish I could taste you tonight As I grab your ass and squeeze so tight Let me be your sexy boy As tonight I’ll bring you to a state of pure joy Filled with nothing but hot ecstasy As tonight baby girl it’s just you and me I’ll be anything you want me to be And I’ll do the things only you can make me do No matter whatever it is nothing’s taboo All you need is to speak your mind And soon our bodies will be intertwined I’m just a slave boy for you tonight my love Consider me a gift from the heavens above Poetry In Motion “Mario” http://www.myspace.com/dying_poet http://blog.myspace.com/dying_poet
Keys
How many keys do you have on your keyring and what's the oddest one I have 19 and the oddest one is the key to the table linen storage room at Belmont racetrack.
Wanna Get Horny? New Updates
New pics on my SC site this week. http://www.southern-charms4.com/aimeelynn/photos.htm and also check out www.aimeelynn.net New videos and update! Enjoy guys! XOXO, Aimeelynn
Have You Ever Had The Best Feeling In The World
well to me the best feeling in the world is being a parent.You will always have someone to love you.Besides the point i can still be a wild child when my mommy shoes arent on.
I Found The Perfect Bra!!!
It's so great, really! I want one in every color, but they're $16.99 each. Ah well.
25 Thins My Mother Taught Me
25 things my mother taught me THINGS MY MOTHER TAUGHT ME 1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE. "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL. "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. "Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. 'If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY. "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. "Will you look at that dirt on the bac
Fuck Ii
. Damn, Monday afternoon rush-hour sucks! It’s already 5:45, and I still have at least another 20 minutes to go until I am home. 6:09 - I open the garage door and see You are already home. Damn again. I finally walk through the door, quickly toss my keys, watch, and purse on the mud-room shelf, and hang my coat in the closet. 6:11 – I enter the living room. You are seated in Your chair, music playing softly in the background, Your head tipped back, relaxed. I get on my knees, drop my arms to the floor, palms and forearms flat on the carpet, head lowered. I hear You move, but dare not look. "Eleven minutes late, Jade. That’s going to cost you." "Yes, Master Darius." I reply meekly. "You may rise and prepare yourself. I will see you in fifteen minutes." I lift myself off the floor, walk unhurriedly up the stairs to our bedroom. Under no circumstances am I allowed to rush to "beat the clock." Nor am I allowed to wear a watch or look at the clock to check the time. I mus
I'm A Professional Pussy Shaver
Yes, I am. I get asked that question a lot. Only the best. I can write this blog because I know not a single damn person will read it. So...ummmm....
New To Cherry Tap
Ok, so I am new to Cherry Tap...I have been on for about a week now, and I am still trying to learn the ropes on here. Go figure. Cherry Tap seems pretty cool, but what is some of the edicate on here? For example, I ripped a pic from one person, and they got really upset. Other people don't mind at all. Now, there was nothing that I saw on this folder saying please don't rip, so is it safe to assume it is ok to rip as long as it does not say not too? What is up with all the private folders? I see a lot of them that say 'don't ask', so I am assuming people ask to see private folders. Isn't that kinda rude, since if they wanted you to see it they would give you the permision? Is it expected for people to ask to see these folders? I just don't know! How do you add things to you page? So many things to learn yet so little party time.. Anyway, to all that read this, I will assume you are on my friends list, and I look forward to talking to and getting to know you soon!
Drama In The Lounge
I would like to start out by saying that I enjoy each and every person that is on CherryTap and I finally found a lounge that I am comfortable in.I have been a member of a couple of lounges that dissolved, because of DRAMA. As you all should know by now I don't do drama.My quandry now is I will be moving in about 2-3 months and I am debating on whether or not to keep my membership in this particular lounge. I was in the lounge last night and we had a young man come in and thought he was more important than anybody else and he starting bashing everyone in the lounge when they didn't chat with him as soon as he said something to anyone. As you all know, it can get pretty messy in the lounges when you have quite a few people in there.Well, it seems now that he has some personal problems and he apparantely was wanting attention.There seems to have been a couple of others that felt the same way, and I have no problem with that, but, when you start bashing ME when I am not part of the proble
Contest On Best Tattoo Will Run For 2 Weeks Guys And Girls All Welcome
1st wiiner will be a yauht 2nd will be a porche final winner will win 3 day blast on me.. i wil rip your photo.. from your profile you can vote for yourself as much as you wish. starts as soon as i get all the pictures good luck. xoxox flame internal flame..@ CherryTAP
To Everyone On My List!! :-) Friends And Fan
I know we are not all Irish..But Iam today hehehehe its also a beautiful color green too! so I thought I share it with you all!! XOXOXOXO Joanna
Kids, Everyone Should Have A Few.
It's past midnight..I'm sitting here in darkness, the kids are in bed-Very reluctantly I might add. Plotting revenge against me for sending them there no doubt, and I hear them whispering back and forth, then laughing uncontrollably. At first its humorous..then I started to worry..are they stratigically planning my demise? My mind raced thinking of all the things they could possibly be whispering about then laughing like it was a joke meant to stay just between the two of them. (evil children) One gets up, peeks out at me, noticing that I've noticed, she just stands there draped by the darkness of the doorway she was standing in. I look at her, she looks at me, and I'm thinking to myself "The end for you is near. Why is she just standing there staring at me? It's kinda creepy." So, I ask her.."what are you doing?" and as if a glow from heaven came on cue, she steps out of the room and is illuminated in light and in an angelic voice she says "mommy can I have something to drink?" Whe
My Dream
I dreamt of a man, he was in a land far away, a land I did not know, there he met a princess that he fell for. He could tell she liked him as well. Days later she offered him a pendant, and told him that she made this pendant for him alone, and that the design was inspired by him. He felt on top of the world, there was no greater feeling. Hours later she came back and said that she wanted to duplicate the pendant and sell it across the land. He did not know how to tell her that he would not like that, in fact at that very moment he thought it a wonderful idea. He told her to duplicate it and sell it around the land, she did so. That very day after seeing his pendant on other men and women chests he no longer felt the same about the pendant that she had made especially for him. He could not bare to throw it away, as it was a precious gift in the begining. Yet when he looked at it, he got discomfort from it, instead of the joy and high as he had once did. There was no way he coul
It's True, You Know.
Dungeon Masters don't have levels.
The Dork Collector
My Newest Poem, I Just Wrote It!
"He Kisses Me" He kisses me and his passion seems so real! He kisses me as my senses awaken, I begin to feel! He kisses me and I feel like I can fly! He kisses me as I soar high into the midnight sky! He kisses me as I feel our bodies become one! He kisses me as I think this has only just begun! BY: JENNA MARCH 18, 2007
The Real You Originally A Mumm
why does it seem more and more people have the Michael Jackson Syndrome aka the black man trying to be a white woman? not saying that you are a black male trying to be a white woman but why are you trying to be something you aren't....girls pretending to be guys, guys pretending to be girls, white male gays pretending to be a straight black male?? i am a white BBW and very happy in my skin....i am a slave and very happy in my heart....i am bisexual and don't give a rats ass who thinks badly of me....can you say the same thing? the insults have to stop but then if you can't be you then i suppose you can't be kind either! ps...i think you all know WHO i am talking about
Brittany's Next Strapon Dvd
This is my recent press release that we released. Brittany Andrews’ Britco Pictures Signs Deal with Juicy Video CHATSWORTH, Calif. - Industry veteran Brittany Andrews and her adult production studio, Britco Pictures, have announced an exclusive distribution deal with Juicy Video. The first DVD release under the deal will be Miss Brittany's Strap-On Sissy School which is set to hit streets on April 18. "I'm very excited to join the Juicy team," said Andrews. "I've known Jerry at Juicy for a very long time and we've done some really great things in the past. He's very open to my ideas and it's fabulous to be working with him again." Sissy School is the 3rd strap-on feature written, produced, directed, and starring Andrews. "I like to think of myself as a mover and shaker in this industry," continued Andrews, "so when it comes to cutting edge ideas, I like to do things that are fresh and innovative...stuff that hasn't been done before." Andrews said she also plans t
Off And On!
so i am around, but not as much as i used to me. my life is in shambles right now. some of you know what's going on and i am so thankfully that I have friends like you that I can talk to. I am trying to figure out who i am again, but certain people are making it hard as hell. I do not like who and what I have become. In fact, its actually scary as to who i am. I've been this person before and it almost destroyed me!!! I dont want that to happen again. SOOOO..... On that note, If you care to talk, hit me up in a message and i will do my best to explain what's going on. LEAVE ME LOVE BECAUSE RIGHT NOW I REALLY EFFIN' NEED IT!!
When Was The Last Time U Had Sex?
when, where & how.....heheeee...dont be shy ...lol...
Another Freestyle Without Thinking
Today was yesterday at some point of time I woke up tomorrow wondering why My mind is like clouds on perpetual bliss Make love with the sun and the sky gets a kiss Im not writing this down, it comes from my head and im just typing down the thoughts as theyre said I will freestyle a mile and still keep on going Giving up and slowing down, its not showing Come in my mind and find what I find That the story of life has so many kinds My path is a turn for the worst or the best and I will keep going til nothing is left A soldier by nature, surviving the streets Ive been throght it all and Im still not beat. So show me the love as it enters your heart Tomorrow is today and yesterday was the start.
Weekend In Review...
Would you believe that I didn't have a drop of alcohol this whole weekend? Actually it's been two weeks since I last had a drink. I'm not sure if I'm proud of myself or if I'm ready to go out and get smashed on B&B. The weekend was quiet. Got new headlights for my car so I can stop blinding people with my high beams at night. (my low beams went out about 3 years ago and I've been lazy abou replacing them) Relaxed at home. Went grocery shopping. Played WoW for 12 hours on Saturday. Yep, that's right....12 hours. I was logged on from 4pm on Saturday afternoon till 4am on Sunday morning. There was a good reason for that. The people that originally pressured me into playing decided to switch servers. I didn't really feel like paying to transfer my poor little lvl 17 character so I made a new one on the server they dragged me to. Same race, different class. So now I have an Alliance character on Laughing Moon (the new one) and Haoramush (the old one) and a Horde character on Sil
To All The Men I,ve Loved Before....
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Pisces
PISCES - The Partner for Life Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around.Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
"stamp Tramps" And "hook Ups"
I have delayed writing this blog because I wanted to sort out my thoughts after watching the Tyra show the other day where she had a panel of gals that loved to party and have sex with guys and some guys who offered their opinions on gals who play. It was interesting to hear about the guys' viewpoint. They referred to the gals that had tats in the small of their backs as "stamp tramps" because they feel that the only reason that gals do that is to have guys attention drawn to them and the goods in their pants, hence the nickname of "stamp tramps". Of course, not all gals do that for that reason only, but when you think about it many do. As the show went on, it was further revealed that one of the girls spoken up (unplanned) about how she had been raped long ago and how part of the reason why she has sex with guys is to get back at them with the same non-feeling that they had when they raped her. This part of the show hit me like a brick wall. I had put aside my memories of
Fish Sticks
Fish Sticks One day a little boy walked in on his parents doing it and asked what they were doing. The parents' reply was that they were making fish sticks. So the little boy left it at that. A few nights later the little boy walks in on them again, and this time he asks, "Are you making fish sticks again?" The parents both reply yes. The boy remarks, "Well, mom, you have a little tartar sauce on your mouth."
Windows Vista...
Well, I finally got my new computer hooked up to the internet tonight - hooray! The problem stemmed from two things. The first one being the fact that the new hard drive had a slight problem so with the help of 4 different foreigners in what I would guess was India, I performed a system recovery and all was well again. The second problem stemmed from using the USB on my cable modem opposed to the Ethernet. My phone call with Comcast I have to admit, was a very pleasant experience for both of us (lol). I was able to hook up the internet successfully - woohooo! Moments later, I faced another problem but I was able to walk myself through it by exploring. Yay for me! lol So, now, if I can transfer my email over using the transfer cable I bought, life will be great! And then of course, learn all of the ins and outs of Windows Vista. Anyone else using Vista now? How do you like it?
Handcuffs, Gold Grills, And Toddlers
As much as I like to rant... I LOVE to laugh. Many people online complain that I'm being one sided, sharing only my anger. This is true- these blogs are an outlet for my frustration. But I make a point to be silly and laugh everyday... though most of you won't see that... it's reserved for my family, mostly... my kids. So, things that make me laugh... One day my oldest kid "Shark" asks (while in the car, listening to Nelly) "Mom, when am I going to be old enough to get a gold grill?" ...I almost crashed the car I laughed so hard. After coming home from school I asked my youngest "Loki" if he took of his shoes before coming in the house. "Loki, did you take your shoes off like I asked?" He replied, "Yes Mommy". I said, "You took your shoes off... and left them at the door, Loki?" ..... "yes Mommy" he said again. "Loki, if you took off your shoes............................................. why the hell are they still on your feet?" My three year old taught me a valuable lesson: a
I Have The Need To Explain The "why" Of Me
Oh how I wish, at this moment, I could be as eloquent and intelligent as my friend Jeremy Crow. But I'm not capable of much right now - so I'm just tappin' what's falling out of my brain. That said . . . When I was 4 years old, I was raped by my father and his buddy, on the bathroom floor of my house - then tossed into the back of a pickup truck, driven a couple of miles away, and tossed into a ditch - left for dead. I have most of the memories of that incident, some are blocked (defense mechanism I'm sure). What I remember most is waking up in that ditch, dry because it was August, struggling to stand up, and looking down at myself covered in blood and bruises, thinking "Daddy threw me away". That was 45 years ago, and still, that's the part that hurts most . . . Daddy threw me away. I somehow incorporated the rape and other injuries into my 'person' - with a lot of hard work, of course. I went through many months of not speaking at all, many doctors trying to figure out w
Damn This Sucks Man!! How Could You Not Do This?
HERO Bracelets and Dog Tags...Fundraiser to support building of rehab facility for wounded soldiers.. (EVERYONE WHO CAN AFFORD A VIP MEM., BLAST, AND OTHER THINGS HERE CAN AFFORD TO GET JUST ONE OF THESE. YOU SUPPORT A FUN PLACE TO HANG OUT AT WHICH THEY ARE DYING SO YOU CAN HAVE IT. GIVE A LITTLE THANKS BACK AND DO THIS FOR THEM.. DON'T LET WHAT THEY ARE ARE DOING GO IN VAIN). MIZZ SHADY SGT> Brennan C. Gibson Killed in Iraq December 10th, 2006 a href="http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=216886&i=1757784814" target=_blank> In December When my Nephew Brennan was killed in Iraq...we found out about this project through Jumpmaster82. The profits for these bracelets and tags are to help build and support a rehab center for our wounded soldiers. Congress is finally taking good care of the families of the fallen soldiers..but we can take better care of the wounded and help get their lives back together. You can order black for fallen soldie
Fun In The Shower
Motivation
I think I lost my motivation somewhere. Anyone see it?
Thought Of You Today
Old People Are Not Good Conversationalists
Ok, I work at a country club. I sell golf and golf-related accessories to the wonderful patrons of my course. Today a thought struck me, improper conversation. I don't have a lot in common with old people, but I'll shoot the shit with anyone who wants to...I'm a friendly fellah. The problem, however, is the huge age gap and generational differences. For instance, I can't talk to most of them about how hot Jessica Alba is. They either would not know/care who I was speaking about, or they would have a heart attack just thinking about how awesome she would look naked. Likewise...I do NOT want to hear about their new swimsuit. I don't care about how wonderful it works for tanning...elephants should not have tans. I cannot share in modern musical trends with them, they would probably throw holy water on me for even saying the names of a few of my favorite bands. On the flip side, I can always talk about Miles Davis or Huey Lewis. However...I do not wanna talk about health issues. I know the
Ok Ya No Named Bitch
IF I FIND OUT YA NO NAMED JENNY CRAIG, LIPOSUCTION, STOMACH BANDING WENCH HAD ANYTHING TO DO WITH THIS. YOU WILL WISH YA NEVER CROSSED ME. THE FAMILY WILL MAKE SURE YOU ARE DONE ON CT. YOUR ACTIONS ARE CHILDISH AND A NEWBORN HAS MORE MATURITY THEN YOU DO!!!
Burns My Ass...
THIS IS 2007 NOT 1957. I LIKE YOU, YA NO NAMED PILE OF SHIT DO WHAT I DO. I PUT MY ASS ON THE LINE EVERY FREAKING TIME MY PAGER GOES OFF. I DON'T GET PAID TO DO IT EITHER!!! I WANNA SEE UR FAT ASS JUMP IN A LAKE IN SUB ZERO TEMPS TO SAVE SOMEONE YA DON'T KNOW AT THE RISK OF YOUR LIFE. I ALREADY KNOW YOU CAN'T BECAUSE YOU AIN'T MAN OR WOMAN ENOUGH TO SHOW YOUR FACE WHEN YA SEND A MESSAGE. AS FAR AS BAKING, WELL I AM SURE I CAN BAKE YA A NICE FRESH PILE OF SHIT.
Speaking My Mind
okay so ive been sitting back and watching the drama unfold and now i think its time i speak my mind about it all so if you dont like it then oh well get over it because no one else seems to want to do it... first off im tired of the point whores on here, i know a few and they say they aren't but every time i turn around they are changing their picture to a porn star just so people will rate their profile and fan them. i thought this was a site to meet new people not see who can get more fans and points then the other person... next is the fact that a lot of people on here say they cant stand drama but as soon as i look on the bulletin board or in my shoutbox theres a message saying "so and so did this" or "omg i cant believe he/she did that" STOP THE DAMN DRAMA you say you hate it so damn much then why do you cause it? if you knew how to ignore the people who cause issues then it would be okay, so just grow up and stop acting like your 5... another thing is the whole "fightin
Thoughs
If you are a prude or easily embarrased, go get a life. Lets have fun on here! Lets not ponder "Oh gee, I should not say that or what will they think..." Say it! Screw it! Piss some people off. If they get pissed off, they will get over it.
Pretty Funny
If anyone is interested I've got a video on my page of my friend and I zapping each other with a stun gun, while drunk St.Patty's day.. You're bound to chuckle if you watch it. Also here's the link, enjoy! KJZ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JKLPMRBK7Rg
Meet Lil Miss Camil.....
Help Me Name her....I never can think of a really cool name for any of the dogs i have had..Her moms name is Sassy...and i jus want a name that is not like an ordinary dogs name...But plz dont leave any stupid or rediculas names that u would not even name yur animal...Leave me a comment on this blog with a name and i'll let ya all know what i have chosen...Thanks to anyone who helps me....XOXO
Reminscing...
You know what I miss. I think I told some of you in a previous posting. I was just checkin out some porn and it came to me! like a dream! Pussy! I miss having sex! Thank you for your time Realest
Just One Of Those Days !!
Im having a pretty pissy day today... First off...I had my hair done yesterday...washed it this morning..and instead of blonde with pink foils..its more pink with blonde foils ...ok..thats managable..rang the hairdressers..getting it fixed tomorrow. My middle daughter had a migraine, so was up with her most of the night..maybe thats adding to my tired grumpy mood !!! My mum rang...and she was in a pissy mood..so guess who copped it...lol.yup. We have 2 toilets in the house..the kids chose not to replace either roll..lol..now that pisses me off grrrr. I know this seems really minor..but to top it all off... I went and had a shower..lovely..hung out some washing on a beautiful autumn day..happily taking in the sunshine and the cool breeze..when I felt a warm..spongy sensation under my foot. Looking down to find the puppy had left her morning deposit..right under my freshly showered foot !!! Ok the day cant get any worse
I Do Hope Everyone Is Doing Well
I just came by to see how everyone is and hope everybody is doing well.. I've been working and dealing with the classes that I am taking right now.. My hopes, thoughts and prayers are with everybody!! Take care, Jeremy
Stealing It From My Wifey..
1. What bill do you hate paying the most? My damned car bill.. 2. What's the best place to eat a romantic dinner? On a blanket at nighttime... 3. Last time you puked from drinking? Never from drinking.. usually the next day.. 4. Have you ever got drunk and danced on a bar? No... but I have gotten messed up and danced on tables... 5. Name of your first grade teacher? I have no friggen clue.. 6. What do you really want to be doing right now? Laying on a beach somewhere warm... 7. What did you want to be when you were growing up? A cowgirl! Or a country singer.. 8. How many colleges did you attend? Er... none. I took college art classes though.. 9. Why did you wear the shirt that you have on right now? Because it matched my suit and the lingere one I was gonna wear was too itchy.. 10. GAS PRICES! First thought? *sigh* 11. If you could vacation anywhere and take someone with you, where would you go? Hmmm. Grandma and Hawaii cause she's always wanted
Dammit To Hell..
I think of you all the time wishing I was in your loving but so evil embrace, kissing me, touching me making me feel like your fucking my insides... I want to look into your mysterious stare and tell you I love you that I never stopped and every waking moment with out you kills my empty soul.... My lips burn like the fires of hell so that I may tell you that I so desire your love that Im dying with out you as I slowly go into my 6 ft hole....
Fing Crap
all i can say right now is grrrrrrrrrrrr fing grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Drunk Dialers Suck
Go See Pete Ask Him Who Kim Is And Tell Him It's Not A Good Idea To Dial While Drunk.. If you wanna know why just ask.. boston pete@ CherryTAP LMAO
How Does A Parent Go On When They Have Just Lost A Child?
SABBATH'S SISTER WROTE THIS IN A BULLETIN JUST LAST NIGHT JUNE 10-2007. hey everyone who knows my brother.hw quite breathing earlier.my family thought we lost him.he was out by his computer.our mom came in with his two babys.and notices he wasnt breathing.before he would sign going to the hospatail.all he would say he wanted his babys.and scream he wanted his son that passed away 4 years ago/they have a tube down his troat.more update as they come in.leave him youre prayers he do leave his heart.his youngest baby.his siter ================================================================================================== SABBATH HAD APPROCHED ME IN THE SHOUT.. EYES FULL OF TEARS WITH A VERY HEAVY HEART THAT WAS FULL OF CONCERN, FEAR, SADNESS, AND GUILT. I STOPPED WHAT I WAS DOING AND FOR THE NEXT HOUR OR SO I OFFERED AND EAR. THAT NIGHT I WAS FOREVER TOUCHED AS SO WAS HE. WE MADE A BOND THAT EARLY MORNING THAT ONLY GREW STRONGER AS TIME WENT ON. MY HEART NOW IS SO HEAVY A
Blah
here I am again trying to make sense of things arghhh I just don't understand people and I am all confused. How can people say they care about you and that they are your friend and at the same time avoid you and don't wanna have anything to do with you! I don't know I am the type of person who would do anything for friends and love spending time with them...even if it is doing nothing! I guess here is when my naivety kicks in and tells me 'believe them they are your friends'. However, there is so much a person can take before they doubt their intentions..them trying to spare your feeling by saying nah i don't really care and take a hint! Is it hard to tell it to my face rathen than everything being a game? Oh well i am just ranting on as always...blah!
Fat And Loving It....
An Interesting Rant on Being Fat
An Inconvenient Truth (&if You Think I Support Al Gore, You Are In For A Rude Awakening)
For all of you mindless sheep who really believed the farsical "Inconvenient Truth", I roll my eyes at you. If you REALLY want an inconvenient truth, here it is. THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS MAN-MADE GLOBAL WARMING, YOU FREAKIN' IDIOTS!! Throughout the dawn of time, there have been cycles from ice age to hot. They have been tracked, they have been monitored, they have been recorded. Since the dawn of time, when this "heating trend" has happened, there HAVE BEEN NO CARS, INDUSTRIAL PLANTS, OR EVEN ENOUGH PEOPLE ON THE PLANET. WHAT CAUSED IT ALL THOSE TIMES??? Want to know what causes global warming? THE FREAKING SUN, YOU MORONS!! If someone, be it politician or group, creates a widespread panic, such as this, what better way to line their pockets than to get in bed with "solutions" such as certain cars (AHEM) and other things. Can we say KICK BACK?? Are you all BLIND???? If that absolute IDIOT in charge of this load of horse manure was REALLY concerned about such utter nonsense, D
Her
Some kind of friction has scarred me, but created your new style. My reasons to endure used to be based around who you were, and your brilliant passion that could blaze right in front of a perfect stranger. This is my downfall - my blemish, I've been told before. Quit holding on to what she was. She doesn't recognize you or herself anymore. She's stuck in the process of embracing what crumbles, and when it happens there will be no apologies. She chose to collapse what held her, and if not cautious there may never be a cradle to soften her descent, like clouds. New shapes are taken, but they're not always actual, they're never tangible. It's so brutal to see someone give it all up for nothing, and having no power to stop them. ABR
Hurt
i never thought that i would feel the way i do about some one, i thought i loved him and i thought he was a friend and it turns out i was wrong, i allowed him to break my heart and i promised myself i would never let anyone do that to me, i feel like such an idiot! theres nothing really left for me here and im going outta my mind! why cant we all just get along and live life happily ever after! i want to live in a fairy tail where everything is okay!!!
Touch My Bum?
Scary...yet..Cheeky Cheeky
Going Home
I am headed back home... all things are coming to a close here.. I will Truly miss the friends I have made... I hope that the few I have gotten close to(you know who you are) choose to stay in touch.. I have sold all I have to the next soldiers coming on board.. so my ability to visit will be few and far between.. Thank You all..
What Makes Men Fall In Love?
Judging from the kind of mail we get at Men's Health from men seeking relationship advice, I can tell you this definitively about men: When a man falls for a woman, he falls hard. Men love to be in love. While men often get stereotyped as single-minded sex-seekers, the truth is that a man's stomach churns like a slushy machine when he's in those initial stages of the perfect relationship. When you consider that half of men say that they're currently not with their soul mates, that means a heck of a lot of slushy machines are waiting to be turned on. What are they waiting for? What makes a man fall in love? After you rule out the obvious intangible laws of chemistry, attraction, and being in the right place at the right time that kick-start many a relationship, I think the question really becomes this: What makes a man fall -- and stay -- in love? About 60 percent of men deem friendship the most important thing in a relationship (sex comes in at a skimpy 8 percent, according to a nat
Got Pride?
Proud To Be White Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" . And that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, So why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You Have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) . We'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day .. You would c
Looking For A Cherry Wife
Well not a wife with a cherry, but a Cherry wife. Changed my mind....seems all those people are in an online marriage, so it stands to reason they are having lots of cyber sex. Count me in! LOL
On Fantasies...
You do not know another person until you know their fantasies. We add and subtract pretty much the same way, but our fantasies are branded with our own histories and personalities. They are precious and, in certain particulars, unique to us. A person who does not wish to know our fantasies does not really wish to know us; he may wish to deal with us, or to use us, but he does not totally wish to know us. (my italics) (p. 48) I found this quote on this page. Your friendly sex toy laydee is always looking for good, thought-provoking information out there... I enjoyed that one, thought I'd share. If you're bothered by something in your relationship, LEARN about it, talk about it, look for other angles to look at it in. NEVER do something that doesn't feel right. This will cause resentment, but DO look to understand. If you just don't keep looking. At least GET your mate, even, if after careful introspection and communication, you just aren't "into" the same things. At
An Online 'vet' Says Thanks!
In 1987, before I even graduated high school - I was doing the 'online' thing... Back then, there were 1-2 line Bulletin Board Systems (BBSes) - so called, because you left messages like you would on a traditional bulletin board. You'd hang up, dial back a few hours later, and see if anyone had replied to what you had said. Email wasn't something anyone had, outside of universities and large companies...so there was no notification...you just waited. With the exception of a few local technical BBS systems, the only way to reach out and meet people was through large online services, like Compuserv, GENie, and Delphi. The internet, as it is today, wasn't even a pipe-dream. We were all still stuck in the land of dialup modems, at 1200, or 2400bps (think about that...when you bitch about your DSL being slow!) In 1989, I created my own little 'piece' of heaven on Delphi called 'Shooting the Bull'. I was active on other parts of the system, had accounts on COmpuserv and
Update On My Aunty
just thought i would give an update on my aunty she went home yesterday from hospital after ten days. she is doin well. She had most her tongue removed as well as part of the side of her mouth, they removed some skin from her arm to help the side of her mouth heal. She also had the feeding tube removed the day before so she has started to eat vitimized meals that my mum and my other aunty are cooking for her & now she will start the Radiotherapy thanks for all the thoughts and prayers it has been much appreciated :) {HUGS}
Thought For The Day
Who ever said anything is possible never tried slamming a revolving door.
Rest In Peace
just so everyone know my newest angel jason passed away this morning so i will be greivng for awhile i don't know where to start but please i could use all the love i can get thanks
Anal Sex....
ok is it as good as i hear it is...i want opinions on this one.... is anal sex really as good as people tell me it is..i want answers...
Lately
with all the drama going on ive been thinking to myself is it worth it to even be on this site anymore, and ive really thought this one out and decided for the great friends ive made on here it is worth it, the rest of you can go suck suzys fucking dick for all i care
So True And Sad
When you were 8 years old, your mom handed you an ice cream. You thanked her by yelling at her and telling her its the wrong kind. When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons. You thanked her by never even bothering to practice. When you were 10 years old she drove you all day, from soccer to football to one birthday party after another. You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back. When you were 11 years old, she took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row. When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked her by waiting until she left the house. When you were 13, she suggested a hair cut that was becoming. You thanked her by telling her she had no taste. When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked her by not writing a single letter. When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked h
Part 2 Of "her Heart Cant Lie"
cont...... Current mood: content With a sence of urgency she makes a bee line for the door for fear of what may happen if she doesnt leave. She feels his eyes burning into her back and she doesnt dare turn around. She knows she has hurt him but what could she really do? She reaches the door and as she steps out the cold night air hit her like a frieght train, she takes a deep breath, trying to stop the shaking. Has she made a huge mistake? Knowing he has been there when ever she needed him? She can remember those nights when he just sat there holding her while she cried. Knowing in his heart the tears were for another man. But he never questioned, never judged, and never complained he just sat there holding her letting her know that everything would be alright. He had picked her up when the world had knocked her down but through all of this she just couldnt make herself love him in the way he deserved. As she drives home the scenes of her life replay over and over in her head
So Hollow.../goodbye My Lover..
Everymorning the sun quietly creeps in. Slips through the curtains and curls around your toes... You keep your eyes closed as I slowly stretch and slide away from the ever crowding rays... A smile on my face I remember the night before. I know its a bittersweet ache in my empty arms. But I am free, you are bound. I wanted you to see how easy moving on can be. Even I know it is hardly true. For every park I pass and every memorable spot that shows me you is a thought you live with too. I don't expect you to be impressionable to your days ahead~ I only wish I could walk on with ease. The pressure in my head finally released~ I hold the purity of what existed within my cross. Don't lose confidence or spite, lift yourself up, when you're alone working those hands, just remember I am there as I always have... You can't believe every tear is a picture of faith. Or every fault is a weakness... how could that be true when there was no fault in loving you. You know this yet you
It's My Wall
I have been getting a lot of shit lately from some people about my attitude and inability to let people get to know me. Oh there are so many reasons for this that I can’t even begin to explain them all, nor do I really care to spill my entire life story to a bunch of men who don’t give a damn one way or another what I have to say or how I really feel. So, I decided to write this and put what I want them to know out there and hope that they take the time to read and appreciate what I am saying because most of this I will not repeat just for your benefit or amusement. Yeah I do have a huge fucking wall up between me and the outside world. I know it’s there, I put it there. That wall exists in order for me to exist. I am a strong fucking woman, I have went through shit in my life that others only have nightmares about and I have waded my way through it all. I have done it all on my own - no man by my side to help me through - no real family there to offer support - just me and my
Fuck Everything And Fuck Everyone
fuck it all i am giving up on everything that i ever wanted and dreamed about having and i am giving up on everyone. so have fun everyone enjoy your lives to the fullest. may god bless all the soldiers. I GIVE UP. I CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT FOR ANYONE SO I JUST GIVE THE FUCK UP.
.parental.randomocity.
k so ive come to discover...the best punishment for wicked disobedient children...is put them them to work. they crapped up mah clean house... they left nasty dishes on the table they threw trash... *waves wand* now im contentedly listening to mah girlies profile music while they're in the kitchen loading the dishwasher and washing by hand whatever else didnt fit...cept for some reason or another lacrymosa wont load n keeps leading me back to metallica n giving me a headache n the urge to vomit. hmmmm so mah living room is back to the way it was...mah dining room is back to the way it was...my porch is swept...the dishes are almost done... hurrah for free slave labor. *nod* yup. thats what ima do from now on. k so in other news... i heart my new herbal book its superfantasticness. my back hurts i spose the teleportation from yesterday actually might have worked on a much smaller scale than i originally thought. stupid blatant penis boy? stop trying to ad
Get Over Your Self,, Damn
Okay Iam gonna bitch up a storm here!!! I am usually one that juss keeps muh mouth shut but I have had juss about had all I am gonna take now. 1.Correct me if I am wrong but isnt cherry tap where you get on and rate people awesome profile and their pics and to meet new friends? I am so tired of these people droppin shitty ass comments becase I rated their B/F, cherry tap hubby or their hubbys profile, good gawd this is a frickin website!!!! I am not after anyones man, I am on here to have fun and thats it so get over it!!!! 2. Now muh big complaint, If you have a problem with me,BRING IT TO ME. dont go after innocent people. I am not gonna say your name on here becasue thats not how I roll, but I know who you are and you know who you are. I am not gonna fight with you over cherry tap, thats alittle childish for me, but I will be more than happy to make a road trip or even dial your digits. If you aint big enough to come blah blah to muh face then keep your trap shut. 3. Now to the p
Yeah, He Really Should Be Your Hero
THIS is who we look to for guidance?!?!?!? As if I needed to remind you, yet again, of the folly of your ways in this whole "we created global warming" thing, let me show you who you are dealing with for opinions and answers: Mammogram...sonogram...honey graham... At an event in Las Vegas on Monday, 09/1800, Gore declared potential breast cancer victims faced "a long waiting line before they could get a biopsy or, uh, or a uh, another kind of, what am I looking for, a sonogram or...." People in the crowd shouted "mammogram." (Source: Fox News 09/18/00; MSNBC 09/21/00 - The News with Brian Williams) "Had that happened to Bush the news media would have used it to further the theme that the Texas Governor has a troubled relationship with the English language." - Brian Williams 09/21/00 Equal...if not more so? "When my sister and I were growing up," Mr. Gore told a small audience made up mostly of women, "there was never any doubt in our minds that men and women were equ
To Whom It May Concern,
To Whom it may concern, My name is Mel Anderson. Though from what I’ve found a name holds little precedence to most these days. Rather, we are limited to a number. A Number, that should the day come if it suddenly grows legs along with that which also has a lovely state approved picture of one’s face, it can stall… or, from my experience, bring your entire life to a grinding stop. February 24th of this year could have been a wonderful day, though it seemed to be eventually ill fated or doomed to begin a landslide of ill happenings at least for the last month of my life. All surrounding being the victim of a senseless purse thief. Now I happen to be one of those people who yes, I do read horror-scopes, believe in ‘signs’ and all that jazz, though my downfall is I am a walking contradiction. I do also believe that if it is known it also has the possibility to change. With that idea I ignored all the ‘signs’ that my birthday was doomed. Now- no party was planned all of our frien
Poetry
Once long ago in a forested place A little girl with an angelic face Lay in the grass & looked at the sky And dreamed of a love that would not pass her by. She thought the meadow was magickal earth That all of her dreams would rise & give birth So she talked to the maple & pines all around And buried her heart in this hallowed ground. She left this place when she was 11 To her it was her own private Heaven A place of peace & magickal dreams Where she could fly & touch the moon's beams. She finally grew up as girls always do But has never forgotten that color of blue The sky was clear there with big fluffy clouds Where God had listened to her thoughts out loud. So many years have passed since that time Oh how she loved the smell of the pines But no one had found her heart that she placed In the earth on that hill with her innocent grace. One day when she had about given up A man came along and dug her heart up He'd found the sacred spot on the knoll He
Vidblog2
Still gettin the hang of these. =P Hopefully this embed works.
Things That R Collectors
PEOPLE WHO ARE OUT THERE AN CAN HELP IT WOULD BE APPICIATE. I HAVE A ROBERT BATMAN PICTURE..STUFF ON ROYAL FAMILY AN ELVIS PRESLEY-I ALSO HAVE STAMP COLLECTION-BASE BALL PICTURES-OLD HOCKEY PICTURE AN ALOT MORE BUT TO MUCH TO PUT DOWN .AS YOUS ALL KNOW I MOVED TO A SMALLER PLACE AN DONT HAVE ROOM FOR IT ALL NOW.. SO PLZ GET BACK TO ME IF YOU KNOW ANY ONE THATS INTERESTED IN ANYTHING.THX ALOT. DARLIN MOTHER
Some Thoughts On Love
Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry", not "where are you" but "I'm right here", not "how could you" but "I understand", not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are." The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other. (To those who have "a special someone") Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person." It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be. Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them. How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain. True love cannot be found where it does not truly exist, nor can it be hidden where it truly does. Love is magic. The more we hide it, the more it shows; the more you suppress it, the more i
Few Of My Poems
Poems of heart "My heart's prayer" This is my heart's prayer. That I'd remain unique and rare. To stand strong and firm. But to be human enough to know when weakness comes. I need to learn to love life with each stride. To deal with the good and bad that may join in this ride. I pray to find my "missing rib." And once found that she never think she isn't of worth to me. That nothing and no one would get in the way. Once she and I are together, it will be a great day. I pray to be a good father if that is my fate. I will raise them to do their very best and love them with my all. My heart's prayer is to be my all for God even through the imperfections. I ask that God would help me to look past other's rejections. Then I pray to never let the light within me to ever go out. That I not become something that I am not meant to be. This is my heart's prayer. To love, give, live, dream, and to just dare. "Heart cries" I

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