Looking out the door I see the rain fall upon the funeral mourners
Parading in a wake of sad relations as their shoes fill up with water
Maybe I'm too young to keep good love from going wrong
But tonight you're on my mind so you never know
I'm broken down and hungry for your love with no way to feed it
Where are you tonight, you know how much I need it
Too young to hold on and too old to break free and run
Fun
And he's much too blind to see the damage he's done
Cause sometimes a man must awake to find that really he has no one
So I'll wait for you and I'll burn
Will I ever see your sweet return
Oh will I ever learn
Oh lover, you should've come over
'Cause it's not too late
Lonely is the room, the bed is made, the open window lets the rain in
Burning in the corner is the only one who dreams he had you with him
My body turns and yearns for a sleep that will never come
Fun
And he's much too blind to see the damage he's done
Cause sometimes a man must awake to find that really he has no one
So I'll wait for you and I'll burn
Will I ever see your sweet return
Oh will I ever learn
Oh lover, you should've come over
'Cause it's not too late
'Cause it's not too late
This came on my ipod at the most inappropriate time this morning, made me think of my own and only regret I have ever had in my entire life, which was dating you. Now, im not saying I regret the time spent with you, or anything like that. I love you, you know that. I regret saying yes, because if I hadnt said yes, then I would still have you in my life. and that is my deepest regret, as much as I have apologized to you, and get nothing in return, because now, you have turned even more cold than I ever thought you could be, and more close minded and heartless and shallow, I realized that I shouldnt have said yes, bc then, maybe, you would still be around. I would still have my rock, my floatation device. But, you're not here, and you bitch to everyone how lost I've become, and you're right. Im horribly lost, but Im finding my own way. I have also realized that in the past 2 years, I dont really need you in my life, no matter how horribly much I WANT you in my life. But you dont accept apologies, you dont listen even if I scream at you with all of my might to make you hear me( even though you say I dont, in which I listen more than you think). But my thoughts are escaping me now, and all I want to do is talk to the person who understands what its like. and that person isnt you anymore.
one more thing:
If you read this, comment, PLEASE! If you read into my personal life, then you should at least tell me so.
thank you.
