Mattenheimer's blog: "Just Matt 2"

It's not easy to be me.... I know, everyone feels this way... and I’m not alone... but I need to express how I feel... It's hard for me cause I’m constantly told, I’m the best dad, the best worker, the best friend, someone that will take care of every one.... I’m expected to be everything to everyone.... No one understands how hard that is... to always be the one people count on.... I'm not a rock, not a superhero, just a man... I know people love me, but it's because of how I take care of them... will any one ever love me for me?.... I’m so busy taking care of everyone and everything no one knows or has time to know how I feel.... and yes I cry alone sometimes... and this song sums up how people see me and how I feel.... I’m the most popular person in every room... yet, I’m the most lonely person in every room.... maybe because everyone knows and expects what I will doo for them... will anyone ever care about me?....