So- I'm sick. I've been sleeping about 18 hours a day for the past three days. I have a fever that comes and goes. I can't breath. My lungs hurt. My throat hurts. My head feels like its swimming in muck. And what happens? I get served with divorce papers today. My darling husband filed on October 1. That means- if everything goes smoothly and uncontested- my divorce will be final April 1st. Which is our Anniversary. Another twist in the scenario?? He changed everything. Everything we agreed to, and talked about, and worked out amongst ourselves for the greater good of our children. It was subtle changes- 5% here and there on our monetary agreements- but everything's different. I was supposed to file on October 15th. We had a plan. We had this all worked out. And he went behind my back, and hired a lawyer and changed everything. The entire paperwork was f*cked up. He didn't even have our wedding date correct. He had it as us getting married on 01. We got married in 00. I called him on this and he tried arguing with me saying that I was pregnant with our oldest when we got married- NO I WASN'T?!?!? How can you not remember?!?!??!
What really gets me- is why I am surprised? No one honors their word anymore. There's no respect left. Out of everything he's done this past year- why would I think he'd live up to his end of this?
In closing- I'm having a great f*ckin day. Anyone else wanna kick me while I'm down? It might have to wait til I get back from the ER- I'm heading their shortly for some meds.
