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Name Change
I think I might get more vistors to my page if I change my screen name to 'I Have Pictures Of Hott Chiks Doing Stuff To Each Other'. Or the other one I considered, 'Red Hot Donkey Action', but not specifying what kind of action, you know, to keep it kind of mysterious. Any opinions? Obviously, both are way too sexy to put in a mumm, hence the blog.

Hey Give Us A Listen
Start this player for DIAL UP connections Start this player for BROADBAND connections (Please note: Some browsers may start both players even though they are set to not play, so you may have to turn one off.. lol) Hey check us out and tune me in every Thurday and Friday night on the midnightrockers show. We are one of the fastest growing radio stations on the net.Come join the fun

Keeping You On This.
Well , sorry to say, but, I'm wondering why you have to click a persons picture just to send a shout, or when they see you in the shout box.Secondly, i'm cleaning out my list, if you want to stay on, let me know, or, I'll take you off, more or less, I hate saying hi to some one, and get NO responce back, so, sorry to say, I'm cleaning up house,. If I dont hear from you, your off. Sorry to come to this, but, when ytou talk to some one, get no respone, its house cleaning time.

Yum Yum
I just made Chicken Parmesean... MmM. But really. Am I close minded? I posted a mumm about George Bush and I have some strong opinions, and just because I oppose Bush, I am called close-minded. My views are: Against higher taxes For Gay Marriage For abortion in only Rape cases. Against the War in Iraq. Against the President and his administration. For higher Education grants. Against Nationwide surrviellence cameras. Against the Sin Taxes Against the Patriot Act. Against legalization of Marijuana. Against allowing Prayer in schools. Against Churches getting tax cuts. For rebuilding Louisiana. Against killing Pit Bulls in CA. And some others I can't think of. Am I a bad person for wanting a better America? Than the current state of the US?

Major Site Maintenance Early Friday Morning.
hey everyone, just wanted to give you a heads up-- we'll be performing *major* maintenance on the cherrytap site this Friday morning (Jan 26th) from 12:30AM PST until around 4AM PST. during this time, the site probably won't be reachable. we're doing this to address the power problems we've had over the last month or two. if you notice anything weird on friday, this is the cause. -mike

Losing A Love One
losing a love one hurts so bad u feel like someone kicked u in the stomach i lost my father to cancer a year ago and my pain is the same i feel like a big peice of my heart left me i havnt been the same since if theie is anyone that can give me advice comment on this or just give me a shout i just wanted to say we all haft to go on with our lives life is not peachey all the time cherish it

Do You Remember
WHO REMEMBERS THESE OLD CLASSIC CARTOONS THAT JUST KICKED ASS DAVID THE GNOME FRAGGLE ROCK EUREKAS CASTLE THUNDERCATS MIGHTY MOUSE MAGELLA THE GORILLA TOPCAT IF YOU DO PLEASE LET ME KNOW SO I DONT FEEL ALONE....SOME PEOPLE HAVE NEVER HEARD OF MOST THEM,, HOW SAD THAT THEY MISSED OUT ON A GREAT PART OF AMERICAN CULTURE

I Feel So Unloved :(
Only one person has a crush on me *cries* i don't think anyone loves me *whimpers* Now you all should have a crush on me....why you ask? cuz well i'm cute...and silly and witty and i've got the hottest lil eyes around this part of town! *gives you the sad puppy dog eyes* Now go crush on me!! hehe muahz! Sue

Stalker *erotic Poem*
Stalk me Choke me Spank me Gently Caress me Kiss me Touch me Fondly Tie me up pull my hair handcuff my wrists to a chair Grope me Hold me Suck me Fuck me STALK ME... Call me yours just yours and show that it's me you adore Make me, Scream Moan Shout your name for all to hear... Make me want you Need you make it you I fear Stalk my dreams as I scream for you to fuck me harder Make it kinky Make it dirty to make it last even longer Watch my face as I beg to get a taste of you On my face in my mouth it doesn't matter as long as I cum too A lick A taste on my tongue Oh the flavor YOUR flavor like an addictive drug Dripping down my mouth don't want to miss a drop Won't waste it gotta have it keep swallowing until it stops Use me for your pleasure until you're done and help me up from where I lay Untie me when you're finish

An 80's Love Song
Once upon a time I was falling in love, Now I'm only falling apart, There's nothing I can do, A total eclipse of the heart! Once upon a time there was light in my life, Now there's only love in the dark, Nothing I can say, A total eclipse of the heart! Bonnie Tyler 1984

My Soul Has Died
My heart it has stopped beating My soul no longer exists All of this has happened Because of this Harsh words were said Now our love is dead Tho my body many roam this earth The love and emotions die today For all of those who know me It all ends today The pain the suffering All of the shit The old Nova dies Welcome this heartless, Soulless prick. The game is over once it's said and done. I hold the key to my life and only I can say who is number one. Life is over this I see over is the light that was once called Nova and the darkside will emerge something filled with nothingness

This "crush" Thing Should Be Stopped
why would i say that--it's a good thing-right--yeah--it can be--but listen here i come back to this site on 1/14 after like a month's absence--the crush thing was new to me-- bu the morning of 1/16---2 people had a crush on me--i felt happy , accepted, wanted, loved --the whole gamut--but by that afternoon--ONLY 1 PERSON HAD A CRUSH ON ME--so what happened?-- DAMN-it-I'M GOING THROUGH MID-LIFE CRISIS--what could be worse than someone removing their 'crush' from me and giving it to someone more "deserving:--someone YOUNGER, BETTER LOOKING, BETTER 'ENDOWED' JUST BETTER THAN ME--and i couldn't thank the person for the original crush--nor could i question them why i was no longer crush worthy--cause its all ANONYMOUS! nevertheless--the 2nd crush was removed the next morning--as well as others that came and went since. it feels real good to get one of these--but not as bad as it does when they're removed. i'm going thru mid-life crisis

Why The Pain
Well many of you have been wondering about my my away messages that I have been posting. I have been in alot of pain for the past 6 months and have been ...well honestly scared to death to have this confirmed. Well last Tuesday I got the answer that I have dreaded for all these months. I was told that I have stomach cancer. I dont know what they are going to do with it yet or if I will take treatments. But the past few days have been terrible. I was at hospital again last night due to the pain and it seems that whatever they give me for pain just makes me very sick. So for now I will having to deal with the pain that at times has me in tears. But I just wanted you all to know at once. And those that have known from tuesday and have been looking in on me I thank you from the bottom of my heart. It is nice to have a couple people behind me even thou we have never met. So if you have been wondering why I havent been commenting that is why. Lots of love to you all Badass Cowboy

I Am Canadian
ok let me start off by saying my visit was good with my kids. now it`s time for me to deal with you drama people. i`m going to be very blunt and foward. it seems that a few of you have a problem with me sticking up for canada. i would just sit back when ppl talk shit about the country i love and live in. so if you got a problem with canada plez save us both the time and remove me from your friend list.i dont talk bad to no one or talk about what country they are from.so no i wont let you dis my country. if this blog bothers you just remove me. i am canadian i`m not going to change cause ppl dont like me or my country. mike

Freedom Isn't Free
You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. _________________________ You complain about how

Secret Kisses
"SECRET KISSES" Secrets.... stolen.... a kiss, a sigh. seldom felt at home. wonderful breaths of air. shared.... alone yet together. touching you.... relief.... home like a prison. stolen.... secrets.... a kiss, a sigh... you and I 01-29-07 J.R.A.F.

Sent To Me By A Friend Hot Wax Not A Friend
Hot Wax is not our Friend All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: 'Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet.1 So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those 'cold wax' kits. No melting a clump of wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (Ya think!?!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. It's two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kicks in so I get out the hair dryer

The List
What it do nephew. Holla atcha boy, Jason Ellis! First, I would just like to thank Jason Ellis for having me on his show last Friday, and also to Sam Tripoli for breaking off my ass cheek. I'll return the love eventually Sam!! Ahh... Today has been very busy for me, incase anyone wanted to know how may day was so far, here is the list of things I've done and have to do: Finalized the scheduling of Odd Jobs Sasha Grey / Rico Strong Roxy DeVille / Arnold Schwartzenpecker Keeani Lei / Rico Strong Marie Luv / Rico Strong Me, Claire Adams / Rico Strong Lexi Love / Rico Strong Adrianna Nicole / Rico Strong Gia Paloma / John West Me / Ethan Hawke Me / "New Guy" Bought plan tickets and hotel for S.L.C. Golden Trails Gentlemen's Club Feb. 8th - 10th, 2007 Scheduled consultation for Tracy Anderson Fitness e-Mailed a bunch of people a bunch of things Paid my bills Organized paperwork for my bookkeeper Made a TODO list before leaving to S.L.C. M

The Battle Between Two Wolves
One evening an old Cherokee told his Grandson about a battle that goes on inside of people. He said, "My son the battle is between two wolves inside s all. One is Evil - it is anger, envey, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guild, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority and ego." "The other is good - it is joy, peace, Love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith." The Grandson thought for a minute then asked his Grandfather, "Which wolf wins?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed." This is a story I ran across and thought it would be a good one to share. Peace, Love, and Joy.

Valentines Lmao!
Put these on your Valentine card boys ;) hehehe The following are entries to a contest by The Washington Post, in which respondents had to write a two-line romantic poem...except that the last line had to be as un-romantic as the first line was romantic: 1. My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife: Marrying you screwed up my life. 2. I see your face when I am dreaming. That's why I always wake up screaming. 3. Kind, intelligent, loving and hot; This describes everything you are not. 4. Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss, But I only slept with you because I was pissed. 5. I thought that I could love no other--that is, until I met your brother. 6. Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head. 7. I want to feel your sweet embrace But don't take that paper bag off your face. 8. I l

From Inside
Would you think me weak for writing poetry, and listening to classical music? Perhaps I am, but in writing poetry my soul becomes free of the burden and restraining confines of the body. I let my soul come forth and breathe with the words that flow from inside my pain and suffering. I see inside the dark places of my soul and shine light deep within to make the horrid creatures go away that lurk beneath the thin layers and I am safe again.

Sun Shining
hello cherries my sexy friends at first and my familly and my fans all am care about them much love for all of u my ladies i wish from my heart only one to see all of u happy and good always about all the the people in the c.t i want to say it is really nice to meet some from all of u , GOOD MORNING, GOOD AFTERNOON, GOOD EVENING, WE HAVE DIFFERENT IN OUR TIME SO I SAY THAT FOR ALL OF U IT IS MY MORNING RITE NOW WITH MY BEST WISHES AND ALL MY LOVE CHERRIES TRIBLE_XXX-ALFA-FOX-99

Appetizer
I decided to take my lover out for a special treat. I thought dinner at a cozy tavern would be a nice way to start a very naughty evening. I await my lover somewhat nervously outside until my eyes meet his. I can tell by the way his eyes move over my body that he’s appreciative of the outfit I’d chosen to wear for him. I wore his favorite red sweater that dips provocatively low between my breasts. A short black skirt and black leather heeled boots show just enough to tease without being too obvious. He greets me with a brush across my lips and ushers me inside the restaurant. I chose this place in particular because of the delicious atmosphere. It’s very dark inside and each of the cozy booths are lit only by candlelight. As we are seated, I sit beside my lover instead of across from him as I normally would. This immediately gets his attention and I give him a very naughty look as the waiter leaves to get our drinks. He slides his hand underneath the tablecloth and caresses m

Flexibility
So, I had my consultation at Tracy Anderson fitness today. They measured my body and asked me what my goals were for my body. I told them that the only thing I'm concerned about is that my butt stays nice and big and that I don't look like a female soccer player! Nothing against female soccer players, but I just don't want to look like one! She told me that the type of workout that I'll be doing is a mixture between pilates and ballet. So therefore, my muscles should be elongated and lean. It should be pretty interesting. I always like to try different types of fitness to find out which one works best for my body. And on a more interesting note, The213, a Los Angeles Independent Film newspaper, wants to follow me around for a story their doing. Basically, it will be like "A day in the life of Belladonna". I'll be sure to let everyone know when that becomes available. Fetish Fanatic #5 is rated #2 this week on AVN's top sales and rentals charts! Yay for me and girl/girl sex! The great t

As Long As You Are
Can't count the miles, you're away from me. Can't count the moments, you're so close to me. Never thought my heart would sound this beat, but heart and thoughts were incomplete : . . . You were not there. How can this be wrong ? This feeling deep inside, so strong. we will share our heart. It never ends, over and over again, a new start. Never knew life could be so tender . . . To this life, to this love, to you, I surrender . . . . . . Now that you are there. Heart and soul body and mind silence and sound to you I send it all sweet and kind with love all around Never thought I could feel this way, this way loved, blessed and sheltered loving, blessing and sheltering, day after day after day, . . . As long as you are there ,I LOVE YOU...

Ever Feel Like?
Ever feel like people see you but dont listen to you? People see you on the outside but not want to take the time to get to know you on the inside? That you could stand there and scream and people would stare instead of asking whats wrong? Today someone said that he didnt no how to talk to me... HERES A SUGGESTION... Him.. Hi there how are you Me... Fine and you Him...So whats going on? Me...Not alot just got home and what about you? Him..I just thought id say that you are hot Me..Well thanks your pretty cute urself Him...Are you single? Me...Ya what about you? Him...Ya... OK see thats how you can talk to me....DAMNIT

Escorts & Massages
A fellow checked into a hotel on a business trip recently and was a bit lonely so he thought he'd get one of those girls you see advertised in the phone books under "Escorts and Massages". He opened the phone book to an ad for a girl calling herself Erogonique, a lovely girl, bending over in the photo. She had all the right curves in all the right places, beautiful long wavy hair, long graceful legs all the way up. You know the kind. So he is in his room and figures, what the hell, he gave her a call. "Hello?" the woman says. God she sounded sexy! "Hi, I hear you give a great massage and I'd like you to come to my room and give me one. No, wait, I should be straight with you. I'm in town all alone and what I really want is sex. I want it hard, I want it hot, and I want it now. I'm talking kinky the whole night long. You name it, we'll do it. Bring implements, toys, everything you've got in your

Brief Note Before Beginning!
Just a heads up that I will be doing a series of blogs on Traditional Chinese Medicine as it relates to sex, sexual function, and depletion of something the Chinese call Essence! I will also be covering some aspects of Taoist spiritual philosophy and how it applies to enhancing ones sexual function. Also going to address some aspects of Tantra. Yeah, I've even got a book list for those who like to read and study as much as I do. None of these are medical texts, so not to worry! Fun reading with very nice pictures, by the way. This is something near and dear to my heart! I treat a fair number of men and women for sexual dysfunction in my acupuncture practice. Some just don't want to use medications like Viagra, et al. Have you seen the list of potential side effects of that stuff - it's enough to scare you!! There are exercises and techniques utilized in these Eastern traditions that really work, if you actually use them! My brief note has become a long one, as usual. I just fe

Letter To Scrapper
Sometime this am my account was attacked by a level 3 named Scott and Jami. This person left vile comments on my photos, which I have since deleted, and several comments on a mumm from yesterday, which has been deleted. Apparently as a result, I am now banned from making mumms. Please check ALL of my photos, past mumms, and blogs...you will find NOTHING that is NSFW. Why then am I blocked from making mumms? Do you not personally check out a complaint, or do you just automatically take a person at their word? Do you ban from one complaint, or must there be at least three or so? When can I expect to be able to write mumms again...and exactly WHY was I banned? What can I do about this attack? Please note; I have made this into a blog..I want ALL of my friends to see this. The mumm which was deleted was a reply to one made by a Turk who stated that he hoped all of our children died from Terrorism. I made the mumm to see if others saw the statement ( A LOT did) and

My Fantasy
I have always had the fantasy of being tied to the bed and blindfolded. I haven't found a partner who shares the same desires yet. While tied to the bed, my arms above my head and my legs spread I want my partner to do whatever he wants to me. I want him to tease me, make my moan in anticipation as I feel him run his hands and body all over me. I won't know what he will do next as he plays with me fully, teasing my breasts, my mouth, and between my legs. He will use toys on me while he slips himself into my mouth. So many thing I want to do, now just to find the right person.

Rate You, Fan You, F*ck You!
Yanno.... I've been online for approximately 20 minutes this morning and I've seen about 4 people (so far) with little blurbs next to their already too-long screen names that read "rate me and fan me before you add me" (or something close)....and *I'm* thinkin...yanno...there is NO ONE I want to be friends with badly enough that I'm willing to take a direct order from them...ONLINE no less.....*no one*. This site is about making friends... If you're getting too much attention from the creeps, too many friend requests and you're overwhelmed, you might review your default pics and make sure they're of your FACE and not your A$$ or your boobs.....then perhaps you'll get attention from more than the pervs and the guys who have the ever present bottle of Vaseline Intensive Care and a box of Kleenex next to their monitors... Just a thought... Love you kids! :)

Honey Just Only You Now....
I won’t spend my days waiting for an angel to descend. Searching for a rainbow with an end Now that I’ve found you, I’ll call off the search. And I won’t spend my life gazing at the stars up in the sky Wondering if love will pass me by Now that I’ve found you, I’ll call off the search. Out on my own I would never have known This world that I see today And I’ve got a feeling it won’t fade away. And I won’t end my days wishing that love would come along ‘Cause you are in my life where you belong Now that I’ve found you, I’ll call off the search. I LOVE YOU HONEY!!!

This Is Not Dave It His Daughter He Is Hospital
Just to let you know that Dave is in Hospital for a couple of weeks to have some tests done. He wishes you all the best and hope to be around very soon Thanks to Tazzy for helping me with this Charlene

Pretend Profile People
damn it I said right on my profile I hate fake people n liars so why is it that retards who pretend to be who they aren't while online always want to hit me up n try to bullshit me if u dislike who u are enough to pretend to be someone else change yourself I really don't want to hear from anyone that lies so much they start to believe it themselves.It's hard enough to sort the good from the bad so if ur full of shit get off my list please.I don't think I'm better than anyone but I'm me and I accept that ,everyone else on my friends list I must've seen somethin I liked so hit me up I'm not normally as mean as my blogs make me seem but somethings just get on my nerves luv the rest of u that r real

Valentine's Day
Valentine’s Day is coming up again, or VD, as it’s known. Is there a more “unfair” holiday around? Every commercial - “If you love your girl, buy her flowers, buy her diamonds, buy her a freakin’ Lexus!” Wait a minute - what do guys get in return for all that? I know what you’re thinking - blowjobs - but those aren’t for sale, so the undercover cop told me. You ladies say you love equality, I say we start here. I want to see some commercials for guys - “Every kiss begins with… Kenwood Home Theater systems.” “Nothing says forever like… new golf clubs.” I want to see a romantic, candlelit Best Buy ad - couple on a couch, he looks bored with her ‘til she pulls out…. A new Playstation 3! “You do love me! I am so doing your dishes later.”

And Still, Jami Continues...have These People No Sense Of Shame?
from: JADE~add urself to my guest book~ date: 2007-02-07 00:42:47 subject: hey there read receipt: Yes replied: 2007-02-07 04:56:02 block user hi... u don't know me and i'm sure aside from this lil message here we will never get to know one another... i have had a short briefing in the situation that has arose concerning u and one of my good friends jami.. now i am not here to attack u nor did she ask me to message u in order to attack u...but due to the fact that u have blocked her she is not able to say n e thing to u in her defense... that is why i am here...to try and set things to an agreeable standard...now i am aware that a friendship between u and her is almost totally outta the question...but i'm sure u can agree that to have drama over an enternet web site is just a lil childish... jami is not askin u to be her friend she is mearly asking that u and her can agree to disagree on the matter at hand and let the past rest... so please...if friends is n

Wow, I Got Jipped.
I joined CherryTap.com looking to find some cool people to talk to. Instead, I get total perverts that can't hold a conversation. Now, I know my pictures don't say much for me, but i'm not into that kind of chatting. I can get the real thing, I don't have to turn to the internet. And you people litterly can't be that desprite to turn to the internet just to play with yourself. * Gross.* I got these 30 year olds asking me to hook up saying they can show me things that would blow my mind. What the fuck? Come on people. Get a grip. That's probaly the most disgusting thing I ever heard. Your fucking twice or three times my age! ! ! ! Even 18-26 year olds doing shit like that. It's gross, and i'm sorry you can't get real sex. Go find a fucking prositute or something. They don't care who they fuck. I don't get how cyber sex can get anyone off. Talking dirty, or pornographic pictures. . . I can see how they make you horny, no doubt they do me, but I'd rather have sex then finger myself

Single Mothers
I have a lot of compassion for single mothers because i was raised in a single parent foster home, believe it or not. I have decided to increase what I can do to help support single mothers and start visiting the strip club to two times a week.

Public Slander..... Etc
So I open a bulletin Don't remember what it was titled, don't really Care to be honest, It was nothing but slander towards someone else. I will not name names because THAT IS HOW DRAMA STARTS. (Thats for all you ppl who like to spread rumours) Anyways, Its goin on about how this person slandered some one else, funny thing is I never saw a bulletin slandering that individual, yet I see one slandering this person. I hope who ever posted the original feels better about them selves that they called out an attention whore. SOOOO, I guess imma see more and more bulletins with slander in them. With that In mind, I wonder, "How can I get slandered in a bulletin so that ALL of CT sees it?" that's when I decided to rant. now I know only a fraction of my friends will read this, and of that fraction of them, only a few will repost. So i ask this, IF YOU ARE READING THIS PLEASE REPOST IT. OK, NEXT SUBJECT. CT MARRIAGE, OH MAN THIS IS GONNA BE GREAT. Who's brilliant IDEA was this? who's ever

Yeeey It's Offical I'm A Bitch..lol...
I used to be in a group on yahoo but now I'm blocked cause of something I've always done...speak my mind,..lol someone in the group thought of a question to ask and it was what features do u most like about ur self, well lot of men and women started talking about size. and alot of us was tired of hearing it so when I seen this, well i desided to be my sassy sarcastic self and respond.. and put and end to the talk about size..lol, I really would like to know ur feedback and if u think I was wrong to respond the way I did, I feel I wasn't. All feedback is welcome good or bad and no worries iwon't contact ya on ur comments..either way...lol o00o_lookingatyou_ o00o wrote: Ohhh, best feature... thats a hard one. I love my personality on the bases of sense of humor. sometime I even make my own self laugh. On the more physical side, I have been told I have beautiful lips, and eyes that sparkle. On the more sexual side of a feature, I will have to go with my 44 DD breasts :D A

Female Ejaculation - How To
When it comes to turning a woman on, there’s wet, and then there’s wet. You can learn how to unleash a tidal wave of orgasmic juices in your bed. Read on to find out more about the phenomenon of female ejaculation. How It Works Females ejaculate? Yes, they do. We’re talking about a gusher of fluid spurting out of her pussy as she comes. Actually, to be more accurate, the fluid comes squirting out of her urethra. Don’t let this gross you out, though; its not pee! Female cum is a clear, odorless liquid produced by a small organ called the female prostate, or urethral sponge, which is located between the urethra and vagina. The fluid it produces just happens to come out of the pee hole, but...so does guys semen, right? While some women may experience ejaculation naturally in the course of intercourse or other sex play, most require some concentrated stimulation of the G-spot. Massaging the G-spot causes the urethral sponge to become engorged with fluid, which is then expelled dur

Stop The World. I Want To Get Off...
The past few days have been interesting to say the least and although I don't care to describe it any further, I will say this...men suck. I'm not just singling out men either. A lot of things suck. Such as cold french fries, the fog that has hung over my neighborhood for several days threatening to send me into a downward spiral of depression and exhaustion, calls from your kid's school where the first words you hear are "I'm sorry to have to inform you of this but...", flowers dying no matter how much you water them or try to keep them pretty, the stuff that's in the Tupperware container at the back of my fridge, and the taste that's in your mouth at the end of a night of hard drinking...you know, the one that makes you look around for the cat that shit in your mouth while you slept... No...I'm not singling men out. I'm just saying they suck more than any of these things... They call us confusing, but they're the ones who never know exactly what they want. They're the ones who run

My Work
THIS IS ABOUT YOU JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE MARRIED OR HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND DOES NOT MEAN YOU SHOULDN'T FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS.HAVE YOU DONE ANYTHING THAT YOU REALLY WANTED TO DO FOR YOU LATELY, I MEAN A GOAL THAT YOU SET FOR YOURSELF THAT YOU HAD TO PUT ON HOLD BECAUSE YOUR LIFE CHANGED.IT'S STILL YOUR LIFE JUST BECAUSE OTHER'S HAVE ENTERED IT DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE TO STOP LIVING,OK YOU HAVE KIDS NOW OR YOU HAVE A MATE GOD DIDN'T INTEND FOR YOU TO SHUT DOWN AND NOT DO YOU.BALANCE IS THE KEY, I MEAN WE PRAY EVERYDAY BECAUSE WE BELIEVE,WE GO TO WORK BECAUSE WE HAVE TO EAT AND PAY BILLS, KIDS HAVE TO BE TAKEN CARE OF AND OUR SPOUSE'S NEED LOVE TOO RIGHT BUT WHAT ABOUT YOU.THINK ABOUT IT YOU HAVE COMMITTED YOURSELF TO YOUR RELATIONSHIP,FAMILY,JOB, WHATEVER BUT ARE YOU TRULY SATISFIED WITH YOU AND WHAT YOU HAVE ACCOMPLISHED FROM LIFE.LIFE IS TOO SHORT NOT TO ENJOY IT TAKE TIME OUT FOR YOU BECAUSE WHEN IT'S OVER IT'S OVER.WRITE THAT BOOK,GO TO SCHOOL, TAKE THAT TRIP DON'T SIT BACK AND WATCH D

Pain
How could you do this to me? How did this happen? All I wanted was for you to leave me be. How come you keep doing this to me? You say you love me! It can't be!! Why all the games? Why all the pain? Pain! Pain that is never going to go away! Why did you take my smile away? Why can't I be free? Are you ever going to stop hurting me? I long to be me. You can't take that from me! The years, The tears, This hell I'm in! Is it ever going to end? (I wrote this last night)

Too Many Flags On The Mantel!!
I wanted to say THANK YOU to all for the support, even though i am inactive now, I still bleed RED, WHITE & BLUE!! I also still have six of my brothers who are there. This is for them "MAY YOU ALWAYS FEEL THE RECOIL AND SEE THE RED MIST, SEMPER-FI MY BROTHERS, COME HOME SAFE we would much rather have you than the flag on the mantel! That is the flag we fight for; however, Let us not lay any more flags on the mantel,and if we must then we shall do it with HONOR, and RESPECT!!You will ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED!! To all of the troops, "WE WILL KEEP THE CANDELS BURNING UNTIL YOUR SAFE RETURN!!" GOD BLESS THE CORE, AND ALL OF THE TROOPS. SEMPER-FI MY BROTHERS!!

Need Comments For Contest
HELLO EVERYONE I AM IN MY FIRST CONTEST FOR THE SEXIEST BLONDE FOR THE NEXT 4 DAYS PLEASE HELP ME OUT BY COMMENTING ON MY PICTURE AND PASSING IT ON TO YOUR FRIENDS....SHOW ME ALOT OF LOVE..XOXO COMMENT BOMB MY SEXY ASS.......

A Chance Online Meeting
A chance online meeting, Two strangers become friends, both feeling like they've known each other forever. An attraction so strong, and a feeling so deep, neither one could ignore. Separated by distance, but brought together by fate, and everyday falling deeper in love. A love that is true, strong, and gentle. A love that only happens once in a lifetime. FROM A CHANCE ONLINE MEETING...

The Following All Need A Sign To Warn People They Are Dumber Than Dirt
Number One Idiot of 2006: I am a medical student currently doing a rotation in toxicology at the poison control center. Today, this woman called in very upset because she caught her little daughter eating ants. I quickly reassured her that the ants are not harmful and there would be no need to bring her daughter into the hospital. She calmed down and at the end of the conversation happened to mention that she gave her daughter some ant poison to eat in order to kill the ants. I told her that she better bring her daughter into the emergency room right away. Here's your sign, lady. Wear it with pride. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Number Two Idiot of 2006: Early this year, some Boeing employees on the airfield decided to steal a life raft from one of the 747s. They were successful in getting it out of the plane and home. Shortly after they took it for a float on the river, they noticed a Coast Guard helicopter coming towards them.

In You
In You I find myself, An internal inferno blazes in the deepest recesses of my soul,kindled by the harmonious music of your precious voice falling upon my eager ears. You created a better me, a person I never knew existed , A person you set free by your empowering love , In You,I am complete, Whole, for the first time in my life, Our oneness is perfection, An unquenchable thirst in my soul is drenched by your love, In You I find my freedom, Independence in my dependence upon you, I am a captive held by the bonds of your overpowering love, Yet, in that captivity are wings to fly high into the heavens of exquisite delight, In You I find everything, Without you … I am lost.

Family List
if you are on my family list it is because i think you are special and i consider you a geeod friend.if your not don't feel bad it's only because i don't know you well or i know you just wanted point's and within the next 2 week's i will be deleting most my friend's list so if you want to remain then send some luv if not then bye-bye. i may sound like a bitch but i am not just wanted to make friend's on here not help people with point's...have a good day

To Love
I felt a short time ago, where it went, I do not know, I try my best to hide the pain, but it falls apon me, like a crimson rain, but it does not come from the sky, my cheek feels wet, its from my eyes, there was no lies, where did i go wrong, I jsut lived, my hearts song, but alas I now sing alone, a song once wrought with love and care, now with a barren hand, I sit and stare, I keep no company, nor do I care, so look into my eyes, and beware, for darkness lurks, with an ice cold stare.

Our First Mothers Day
THIS IS OUR FIRST MOTHERS DAY, SINCE GOD TOOK YOU AWAY. MOTHER'S DAY THIS YEAR, WILL BE A FIRST FOR US, WITHOUT OUR MOTHER WHOM WE COULD ALWAYS TRUST. THE FLOWERS FOR HER, WE WILL BUY THIS YEAR, WE WILL PLACE IT ON HER GRAVE, WITH LOTS OF TEARS. THE MEAL WE PREPARE, WILL NOT BE MUCH, NO ONE WILL BE HUNGRY FOR THAT SPECIAL LUNCH. WE WILL GO ON, AS BEST THAT WE CAN, WITH THE HELP, FROM FAMILY AND FRIENDS. THE HOLES AND EMPTINESS INSIDE OUR HEARTS WILL NEVER HEAL, FOR US WITHOUT OUR MOTHER, MOTHERS DAY IS NO LONGER REAL. SO LORD IT'S WITH THE HEAVIEST HEARTS WE NOW PRAY, TAKE CARE OF OUR MOMMA, AND HELP US MAKE IT THROUGH THIS DAY. IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY MOTHER HAZEL WRITTEN BY MARY (AKA) OKIEGIRL7262 AUGUST 5, 1931 - NOVEMBER 12, 2003 Courtesy of SparkleTags.com Courtesy of SparkleTags.com

Forever Soulmate! For Everyone Who Has Theirs!mine Still Is Yet To Be Seen!
as i lie here with you tonight! and we watch the stars so bright.i turn to you and say,that i love you , i need you, i wanna kiss you all night long! and you, you put my heart next to yours and gave yourself to me.and from that moment,i knew you would be the one.a few years down the road, a little girl in tow,we had a perfect family.she would smile so bright , and give us kisses every night.say her prayers ,and i would tuck her in, saying,"daddy, i love you!",with a grin.and i would come to you,still a slave for you,and love the world away.and a few years later,a son came to our lives.with a heart big enough for you and i,and with a love that we had always known. he played ball with me ,and helped you with other things. gave us love every minute, never a moment without them in it,and still they never asked for nothing more than what we had.and now they've grown up, with a life of their own.and here we are , all alone,still loving the world away! you turn to me with your hand in mine,s

A Day In The Life;
I got a call the other day that took several hours to unravel and I eneded up being the one to take this guy into custody.. Now this story begins at 7:20 am. My boss gets a call that a W/M was walking in and out of traffic on the intersate south of town. He finally gets to the scene and this subject is gone. No where to be found, but at least he's not road pancake. At about 11:00 pm that night my partner gets a call about a W/M passed out beside the road in front of the liquor store. When he gets there he finds the topic of our little story passed out and drunker than hell. Now we carry these wonderful little boxes that take a breath sample and tell us how drunk you are. My partner finally gets this young upstanding citizen awake and gives him a breath test. Is .262% blood alcohol High?? GOD DAMN RIGHT IT IS! The dance begins and our lucky little man goes home for the night with out a ticket. .. Now enter Whezzie, 12 hours later and not knowing as much as you do righ

Thats The Way
When you look at me a smile for you i would walk a mile A wet kiss of you lips the soft curve of you hips Your long red hair it all takes me there Thats the way that I love you Your kisses on my neck make me work up a sweat Our bodies in motion Like the waves i the ocean The feelings we feel together we hope won't take for ever Every day our love grows and I don't care who knows Thats The way that i love you Your sweet gentle kiss is all that I miss Its just so bitter sweet when our lips meet Just like a fine wine our bodies entwine The nails of you fingers bring a feeling that lingers warmth of your breath on my ear it takes away all my fear Your gentle caress It simply arrests My heart feels aglow with all that it knows Your like a breath of fresh air it always take me there The warmth of your lips the feel of your finger tips You make me want to fly my feelings for you so high

Top 30 You Will Never Hear A Southern Boy Say
THE TOP 30 THINGS THAT YOU WILL NEVER HEAR A SOUTHERN BOY SAY: 30. Oh I just couldn't, she's only sixteen. 29. I'll take Shakespeare for 1000, Alex. 28. Duct tape won't fix that. 27. Come to think of it, I'll have a Heineken. 26. We don't keep firearms in this house. 25. You can't feed that to the dog. 24. No kids in the back of the pickup, it's just not safe. 23. Wrestling is fake. 22. We're vegetarians. 21. Do you think my gut is too big? 20. I'll have grapefruit & grapes instead of biscuits & gravy. 19. Honey, we don't need another dog. 18. Who gives a dam who won the Civil War? 17. Give me the small bag of pork rinds. 16. Too many deer heads detract from the decor 15. I just couldn't find a thing at Wal-Mart today. 14. Trim the fat off that steak. 13. Cappuccino tastes better than espresso. 12. The tires on that truck are too big.

Paranoia
Another afternoon at home, I sat with my feet up on the table. Slowly turning a fully loaded ammo clip in my hand, the pistol sat next to me on the plush leather couch. Other than the slight whispering friction of my fingertips against the plastic clip, there were no other sounds in the house. In the days before my final operation in Venezuela, I would be watching television all night, laughing at all of my favorite comedy shows. These days though, I had decided that it made too much noise, and I might not hear someone sneaking in. I always said that you can never be too careful. My former teammates take random occasions to call me and see how things are going. They like to make sure that I made it to the store recently, or really anything as simple as getting up to go to the bathroom. On several occasions, I have soiled my couch, rather than be out of view of the main points of entry to this house. My friends continue to care about me, even after my dismissal from Delta For

A Big Fuck You!!
OK this is how this is going to go... Tonight I was told something that by some means should have offended me which to a point it did but to another it has resolved me to make the following statement... Tonight I was told in a shout box that I am a "HUGE BITCH" and that I shouldnt have my pics on here... Now Im not the type of chick to copy and paste the box thats just not me but I will say the following... So listen up you know who you are! You dont know me... You dont know what I was, what I have gone thru, or what I am now... When you can say that you are going towards a Masters program in Political Science with a 3.87 GPA we can talk... Yes I am a thick chick but HUGE I am not... Not only am I working on the Political Science program but Im also claiming a Major in Dance... And Im damn good at it to... I used to weigh alot more than I do now... But I work day in and day out to work towards my goal of NO not being twig miss size 3 but rather always being that thick c

Another Love Poem
The Pain of Loving You Each time I hear your voice and know you're not mine, It's just like a million suicides. Every time I think of him lying there next to you, I die a little more inside. I see pictures of you and I start to cry, Because being without you makes me want to die. I have tried to be firm and tell you how it is, But, the thought of losing you makes me give in. You tell me of his kisses like I want to hear, And, expect me to believe you hate it when he is near. Life is getting harder all the time in different ways, And, Loving you is like committing suicide everyday. You say things you do not mean and get inside my head, It makes me feel like crying but I chuckle each time instead. You make my heart skip quickly through a million beats, Just to crush it cruelly beneath your selfish feet. Loving you is like a million slow and painful breathes, But, I know you are worth every rise of my chest. I have faith that someday you will

Breaking Muse
Another joint project. My friend Heather and I seemed to get each other's work in a very appealing way, so we wrote a poem together. I hope we have more to share with you soon:) There is a rhythm To the sidewalk You can feel The concrete's pulse And sense This city's soul The mood is dimmed half-closed eyes. listening to blues played cool as the day, thin-fingered in riffs, exponentially timed ups and downs, counted spaces that fall between trees, the first drifts of leaves turning brown. Each stride you take Is a tango You waltz to Natural beats Your step is firm And precise With your partner's Feet Drums brush a rhythm like memory's night. eyes change like autumn, green-brown, gold-rimmed. the day unfolds languorous clouds streaky wisped on intense smoke of skies You glare seductively At the breeze You feel it's Fever rise Time to take off Your dancing shoes You kiss the beat Music plays, blues roll oceans of season that fly past

Women Drivers
(You read it- you comment! Even if you hate it!) I hate women. In general they're retarded. Yeah, I know I'm going to get shit over this rant because it seems hypocritical that a woman would show disdain for her own sex. Bite me. The female body (with a few exceptions) is the most beautiful thing to look at ... women could have the opportunity to rule the world, to be great ... looks and brains, add a little seduction and charm, that's a powerful combination. Unfortunately the brains are lacking. Women are far too emotional ... as if emotions and LOGIC can't coexist. Take the woman driver.......... Most women have no idea how to operate their vehicles. They have no idea how to maintain the pretty car they insisted on receiving as a birthday present (can you find your air filter? change your oil ... hell change a damn tire?!), and they're just clueless about the limitations and abilities of their cars ... most should take a bus. I'm so sick of women who drive around in cute little b

Sweet Touch
Hold me close to you tonight Place your touch upon my skin Kiss me softly while you make Me forget where I have been Gentle hands upon my flesh My mind so lost in pleasure Burning liquid fires of need A heat that has no measure Lower now my lips To tenderly caress your breast My arms beneath your arching back Held tight against my chest Driving my need inside you gently Striking a rhythm deep and slow Push my passion with your kisses Right to the edge and then let go Pausing for a moment as you hold me Pinning you with my white hot thrust My mouth will silence your ragged cries That mark your sweet release of lust And as you take me so warmly Do not fear my tears so much They are just tears of joy Brought to life by your sweet touch...

Making Love To A Friend
You were always so perfect to me, so soft and gentle, cherishing you instantly, without a second glance, I never distrusted those eyes, that lied to me continuously, I promised you I'd always try, but slowly you were losing me. I would always have given you anything, just to keep your interest, stopping my heart from remembering, all the pain you caused, I never pulled away from that kiss, that held a painful hint of truth, Maybe you'd be too hard to miss, so I said I was still in love with you. I wanted more than just the infatuation, that you found in me. You said love was only a distraction, that you really didn't need, so I cried myself to sleep, knowing the times we shared must end. You couldn't let emotion run deep, you said you made love to me, as a friend. But eventually, my love, friendships fade, too, and I can't make love and walk away, pretending I don't love you. Never once did I push you away, but everything comes to end, so all that's

Passion
Silently she awakes and gazes upon him there. She sees him sleeping peacefully and longs to hold him near. She reaches out her trembling hand to gently touch his face. Remembering short hours ago, sharing love's embrace. He stirs just then and spies her tender. loving stare. Then places his hand over hers, stunned at the extent of her care. Their eyes never leave each other as she caresses his soft skin. She smiles at him slightly as she moves closer to him. He takes her in his arms placing a kiss upon her cheek. She turns her head slowly, his lips for her to seek. A subtle moan escapes her as his hand explores anew. Passions kiss intensifies as their rhythmic dance ensues. He proclaims his love for her as he kisses her wanting neck. She moves her hands over him finally to rest upon his chest. Feeling her velvet secret engulf him again and again, And feels her building climax escaping from her then. She arches her back, catches his eyes adoring their allure. As they reach their per

Serenity
My confusion bridges the ageless gap between chaos and serenity And leads me to ask the question of what this life could ever be Uncertainty undresses me and leaves me naked in your waking eye it undoes all possibilities and leads me to ask you why: why I tremble at the slightest touch and pray that you won't feel why I close my eyes each night in fear that none of this is real why I watch you walk away each time and wait til you look back I don't know how many times you haven't - enough that I've lost track And I don't know when you will look back, or even if you'll stay But I do promise to wait til then and never look away So many times I've lost myself in a life I watched pass by In memories that strangled me, winds that refused to die Now I'm waiting for the current that will carry me to you, that will never let me look back and release everything I knew And I'm waiting for tomorrow, for a life that's yet to be I'm waiting for my confusion to lead me to serenit

Am Well Chuffed
I have been working realy hard at the moment.. To get the look i want. And eventually im getting there.. I have a perfect 38 c bust .And i size fourteen waist. with a tight bum.. Watch my photos .. I will be posting new ones eventually xx

A New Poem For Kristin
YOU SAY I DO NOT KNOW YOU YOU SAY, “YOU DO NOT KNOW ME.” WHEN I SAY SOMETHING YOU DON’T LIKE. EACH TIME I HEAR YOU SAY THOSE WORDS; I REALLY WANT TO FIGHT. I GET SO UPSET BECAUSE THE FACT IS I DO KNOW YOU, AND I KNOW YOU WELL. NO ONE COULD TELL ME ANYTHING NEW ABOUT YOU AND THIS HOW YOU CAN TELL: I KNOW YOU LOVE YOUR PUPPY AND THAT TOBERS MAKES YOU SMILE. I KNOW THAT YOU HATE TRAFFIC AND DEALING WITH DIFFICULTY TAKES YOU A WHILE. I LEARN MORE EACH DAY AND I LOVE EVERY NEW THING THAT I LEARN. WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT ME, I THINK IT IS YOUR TURN. NOTHING HUH, OK I WILL GO AGAIN AND NAME A FEW MORE THINGS I KNOW. I KNOW THAT WHEN YOU ARE CRYING IS THE ONLY TIME YOUR TRUE FEELINGS SHOW. YOU LOVE YOUR FAMILY AND WOULDN’T TRADE THEM FOR THE WORLD. SEE, I KNOW A LOT; I LISTEN TO YOU, GIRL. I KNOW THAT YOU HATE MEANNESS AND I ALSO KNOW YOUR BIRTHDAY. I KNOW YOU BETTER THAN YOU THINK AND THAT’S ALL I HAVE TO SAY. I KNOW THAT YOU LIKE LOVE STORIES AND THAT YOU WANT ONE OF YO

Truth
I believe in the God and what The bible says I believe there is a place in heaven for us that god has That's why I took the lord in my life back in the day I love God and I'm not ashamed to say With out the lord nothing would be God loves us that's why Jesus died for you and me I got baptised in 4th grade because I felt his love I feel him working in my life and watching from above I know that the lord is great, as you can tell He picked me up everytime I fell I try not to steal, cuss, or talk behind anyones back When I'm mad and wanna yell I just think would God do that We all make mistakes but God forgives We just gotta change our lives and the way we live No man on Earth has ever been perfect except Jesus Christ But I'm still gonna live for the lord, I already gave him my life. Damon Latrell Taylor

Why Do I Dwell On People?~!?!?!?!?!?!
why ...like ex's and old friends that i haven't talked to since i moved from hollywood. i feel like people that i really really really dislike keep coming back to slap me in the face...ew! i hate small towns like santa clairita where everone knows everyone. damn seeing some bitch (who will stay un-named)date old bf's or dumb sluts trying to hang out with my very impressionable sisters! and this is why i hate the fact that i dwell on shit that isn't even worth my time anymore.... sometimes i hate things like myspace.com and cherrytap...not so much cherrytap but myspace for sure! damn...oh well marijuana will help xoxox celest

This Just In!
I have an itch on my back and i can't friggin reach it! fuck me i'm bored in other news i think i'm addicted to porn so far today i've watched Anal Addicts one in the pink and one in the stink *a personal fav* lol and award winning sex scenes i have no witty ending to this blog lol have a great weekend everyone!!

How
how does the time fly when you are alone why does time stand still when you meet that one who will give you all who is to say i am i been there why go so deep than to lose it all but some how i got it back dont you wish it was you who has it all now who has whatever you needed my son is the answer to me he made me who i am today and now i will always walk with him

A Good Girl's Fantasy
I have always been afraid of my dark side. I have always denied it even to myself, because good girls aren't supposed to want THAT kind of sex. And good girls who use a wheelchair damn sure aren't supposed to want any kind of sex, let alone THAT kind of sex. It's harsh and rough. Edgy. Maybe a little bit painful. But fascinating. And so damn hot. So for all of my adult life and all of my everlastingly vanilla sex life, I denied it. And patted myself on the back for being a good girl. And wondered why, if this was supposed to be what good girls wanted, why was I so dissatisfied? Sadly, our society being what it is, we who don't look like supermodels, or those of us with disabilities can sometimes become sexual "wallflowers", thankful for whatever sexual attention is cast our way. Over the last few months, I have come to the conclusion that what I really want is okay. We are all sexual beings and it's okay to want what you want. Good girls sometimes want to lose themselves temporarily

Ya Ya!
Who really cares, what the world think about me? If I die right now, is you coming with me? When I'm broke, who the hell got money for me? Can't even trust half the team running with me I only know three people that'd kill for me Break the sixth commandment, make blood spill for me Life and death - the only thing that's real for me Cuz I was born into the world with a guilty plea Now shit hit the fan, are you ridin' with me? When the whole world watching, all eyes on me Swear on a stack of Bibles, testify for me Look the judge dead in the face and lie for me If I go to prison, who's gonna do my time for me? Start the revolution, get the chair, fry with me Go out in a blaze of glory, guns to the sky with me I'm all alone in this world, all I got is me

Happy Birthday
well ray ray today is ur birthday and ur 11 now. it doesnt seem possible. it seems like only yesterday dad was holding u in his arms and kissing ur soft cheek. i remember when u used to crawl over to dad and strattle me when i was laying on the floor and pounce down on me. that was always so funny. i remember ur first word i remember ur first step. that is something i will never forget. ray ray dad is so proud of u you are such a good kid u very well mannered. and ur friendly to everyone. i am proud of u for doing so good in school. i know u have been moved around alot with ur mom. butu seem to have not let it bother u. raymond u are my inspiration my heart my smile my laugh and most importantly of all u are my son and for that i thank god every day. i miss u every day that goes by. and there isnt a second in any day that i dont think of u. i hope u enjoy ur new bike and ur playstation games u got for ur birthday. cause u sure deserve them and so much more. i remember the time when ur

My Mistress Of Wolves
This is written for a very special person to me who has helped me come to a better understanding of me , and yes ok I adore her :) she is very easy to adore and noone can tell me otherwise :) There is a howl in the wind that still's my heart a sound I know as well as my art It is as though her voice were calling I hear it in the breeze and the leaves falling I smell the scent of her pack comeing behind me on my track I run on through the chill of the night and there on the ridge I behold her, what a sight I can run nomore I fall to the ground shivering I change my true form I've found now I run but no longer in fear I serve for one whom I hold dear My Mistress of Wolves yes it maybe obvious how I feel about her from some comments you may notice :) , this is my thanks to her for helping me understand myself :)

If I Only Had A Brain Re-written By Me From The Wizard Of Oz
I could while away the hours,masturbating in the shower relieving my sexual pain My dickhead id be whackin while my balls were a flappin If she'd only give me brain Id lick on her nipple fiddle with her clit a little Making her orgasmically insane With the thought she'll be thinkin I dont care if her pussies stinkin If she'd only give me brain Oh,I could help her with the daily chores Go shopping with her at the grocery store I could do things she'd never thought id do before I would not just be cummin Id appreciate the luvin And all there is to gain I would do it doggystyle, get on top for a while IF she'd only give me brain.

Why Me??
Tonight I got back from a "coffee break" with Eddie when I got a shout from some guy calling himself "lovingbear" I said to Eddie.. uh oh I think I have found another perv on CT .... I had no idea! ___________________________________________________ lovingbear: hi sexy ->lovingbear: hi lovingbear: how r u? ->lovingbear: fine and yourself lovingbear: im ok i guess ->lovingbear: you guess? not too positive there lovingbear: well i am single and lonly ->lovingbear: so find someone to snuggle up with lovingbear: i dont know where to look for one ->lovingbear: i hear the library is a good place to meet smart women.. the bars are a good place to meet loose women lovingbear: i dont go to eather ->lovingbear: so start lovingbear: but i dont think i can find the type of woman that i need ->lovingbear: ok I will play the game.. what kind of woman are you looking for? lovingbear: who would act like a mommy to me ->lovingbear: If you want a mom

My Two Cents Part Iv
OK I THINK I HAVE FINALLY REACH MY BOILING POINT HERE. WHAT IS THE POINT OF THIS SITE? ANYONE GOT ANSWER TO THAT? I THOUGHT IT WAS ABOUT HAVING FUN. NO ITS JUST ONE PIECE OF DRAMA AFTER ANOTHER. FIRST OF ALL, GREASEMONKEY. WHO GIVES A F@#$ ABOUT SOMEONE USING A SCRIPT TO RATE PICTURES. ONE THE PERSON GETTING RATED GETS POINTS AND THE PERSON USING IT GETS POINTS TOO. WHY IS THIS SO UPSETTING TO PEOPLE? BUT YOUR MAD THAT YOU DIDN'T WIN YOUR SILLY CONTEST. WHO CARES IT THE FREAKING INTERNET NOBODY CARES ABOUT IF YOU WON SEXIEST THIS, OR BEST THAT. WHEN YOU WIN THESE THINGS YOU IMMEDIATELY TELL YOUR FRIENDS AT WORK ABOUT OR CALL YOUR FAMILY AND GIVE THEM THE GOOD NEWS? I DON'T USE GREASEMONKEY BUT I DON'T CARE IF SOMEONE USES IT AS LONG YOU AREN'T USING TO ADD FRIENDS WHICH WAS THE THING THAT WOULD OF VIOLATED THE TERMS OF SERVICE....READ PEOPLE. SECOND OF ALL, COMMENT BOMBING AND RATING TIME LIMITS. WELL COMMENT BOMBING IS PRETTY MUCH DEAD SO AT LEAST I WON'T HAVE A BULLETIN

Homies
================================================================ now for my boys... olsenight 10000kw Warlock Snow Surfer Ian TwoStep Compton Ass Matt™ King Nothing Flea Van zacthewac AUTOBOHM THROATFAWK! Orly? The Official Cherry Tap Owl™ =========================the girls====================================== what's up? it's happy hour! go drop some dimes on my homies I'll start with my SSS girls: ♥Trixy♥ ~One Love♥Positive Vibrations~⊕S♥S♥S⊕ & Razzamapple~S.S.S~ ============================================ after the triple s crew comes my other hot, do

About Me
Some days Im like a passionate fire & other days Im ice You may wanna be friends But Ill warn ya now theres a price Ill tell you what I think Straight to your face You might hate me for it But hey, that kind of honestys hard to replace Ill talk about music till your hearts content Ill share Ill flirt But if you start to get rude or distasteful Ill knock your dick in the dirt I cannot tolerate A theif or a lier I wanna douse them with gasoline And set them on fire! Nothing comes between Me & my son, We do awesome things together And its a barrel of fun! I cant stand to be around The hauty or the fake I mean theres only so mauch drama One could possibly take So if you like what you see Gimmie a shout If I like what I see Ill share more of what Im about

I Had A Great Weekend!
OK, so I had my first visit to a strip club. I've been to male strip clubs before. This was oh so much better, lol. My husband took me to 3 different clubs around town and we had a blast. I got my first lap dance. It was awesome. I am looking forward to going again. A gf of mine is coming here next month and we are so there, lol!! Damn, I had no idea what I was missing!!!

Stay With You
Things sometime seem hopeless, the way we just turn away, but we always talk it out, before we end the day, Never sleep in anger, it's not real anyway, it's only built up frustration, cause we're so far apart, but know that I love you, your forever in my heart, I'll stay with you , threw the good times, I'll stand by you threw the bad, I'll be with you when you need me, you will never face this life alone, although I can not hold you, I hope you feel these words and song, I love you and I need you, so come what ever may, I'LL STAY WITH YOU... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Love And Pain!
this little poem means alot to me! it makes me tear up when i read it! plz tell me your feelings on it? Why do you have to go?,was what she said on that cold september day. it wasn't me, my parents took a job somewhere far away! we were 13, thinking our lives wouldn't revolve without each other, hand in hand. through the window, as we drove away, i watched and i cried as her tears fell like rain. and she said, "i won't let go! i'll be right there when you come home.by your side,i will stay until the day i die!" 13 years had passed, a single parent far from his past.his heart is heavy. cause he misses his teenage love immensly.with time off work, he gets his little girl and they go, to that little town,where he fell in love, to find the one he's been thinking of.she was working in a country type cafe'.she couldn't believe her eyes,they were face to face!13 years have come and gone!when their eyes met, the love was still just as strong!she sat in the corner

What I Want
OK, I know I'm a hopeless romantic but I love me like that!!! The real question is could you be what I want and if you are then why don't I know it yet??? What I Want I want to brag about you to all of my friends I want to say to them, for her beauty never ends I want to hold you in my arms while you lie on my chest I want to watch you sleep, knowing that you're the best I want to romance you with sweet poetry and song I want to make sure that for my love, you'll never long I want to ensure that you're always treated with respect I want to surprise you in ways that you'd never expect I want to move the hair from your face when we kiss I want to love all of you, and baby nothing would I miss I want to kiss you, be it in the sunshine or in the rain I want to be there to protect you from any and all pain I want to sneak up behind you and give you a hug I want to look at you and on my heart feel a gentle tug I want to cause you to hang up the phon

Fuck Me..
Ok Im fucken tired of fucken ppl in my life always tryin to fucken tell me what the hell to do, like leave me the fuck alone already..this morning it got so fucken bad it made me feel like fucken jus dying, and no i dont wanna die but fuck sometimes u fucken wonder if its the best thing. Fuck u give your fucken heart out and it jus gets ripped the fuck up, and i aint jus talkin bout someone u love like a B/F or G/F but fucken friends n family too everything u fucken say or do is wrong and in the meantime you know you jus fucken tryin your damn best to make em happy and why u fucken ask cuz all u want back is jus for them to love and appreciate you jus the way you are fuck ups n all...No im doin this for fucken attention im fucken venting, its either this or do something i fucken regret...

Arsebags
WITH ALL THE UPROAR OVER THE BLOCK FEATURE ON THIS SITE, I UNDERSTAND WHY SO MANY PEOPLE THINK THAT IT SHOULD BE IMPROVED. I SEE EVERYDAY WHAT MY WIFE HAS TO GO THROUGH ON THIS SITE WITH THE LAME ASSES. JUST BECAUSE A WOMAN IS ON THIS SITE DOESN'T MEAN THAT SHE'S HERE LOOKING FOR SOME COCK OR WANTS TO SEE YOU ON CAM. I MEAN SERIOUSLY, DO YOU GUYS THAT DO ON HERE, DO THAT WHEN YOU GO OUT WHERE YOU LIVE? DO YOU GO TO LOCAL CLUB AND JUST WALK UP TO A WOMAN AND SAY WANNA SEE ME JERK MYSELF OFF???? I BET NOT BECAUSE YOU KNOW THAT ASS WHOOPING WOULD SURELY FOLLOW. SO WHY DO IT HERE? DO YOU GUYS KNOW WHO LAME YOU SOUND. AND WHEN A WOMAN TELLS YOU THAT SHE IS MARRIED OR TAKEN WHY CONTINUE???? ARE YOU RETARDED??? DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT NO MEANS???? JUST BECAUSE A WOMAN RATES YOUR PAGE OR YOUR PICS DOESN'T MEAN THAT THEY WHAT TO FUCK YOU......GET THAT THROUGH YOUR HEAD. (BOTH HEADS!!!!) SO YEAH THE BLOCK FEATURE NEEDS TO BE FIXED. BECAUSE THERE ARE SOME DISTURBED INDIVIDUALS O

101 Ways To Annoy People
1. Sing the Batman theme incessantly. 2. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sensual massage." 3. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go." 4. Learn Morse code, and have conversations with friends in public consisting entirely of "Beeeep Bip Bip Beeep Bip..." 5. If you have a glass eye, tap on it occasionally with your pen while talking to others. 6. Amuse yourself for endless hours by hooking a camcorder to your TV and then pointing it at the screen. < 7. Speak only in a "robot" voice. 8. Push all the flat Lego pieces together tightly. 9. Start each meal by conspicuously licking all your food, and announce that this is so no one will "swipe your grub". 10. Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 98 copies. 11. Stomp on little plastic ketchup packets. 12. Sniffle incessantly. 13. Leave your turn signal on for fifty miles. 14. Name your dog "Dog." 15. Insist on keeping your car windsh

Let Me Go
How did we get here, what does it mean? why do you love me, is this just a dream, I long to be you near you, to have you to hold, when my hearts empty, when this world turns cold, but there is so much we don't know, so many parts of our lives untold, I search for the words to tell you, but true love must be showed, just to have you here with me, I'd gladly give all that I own, you are always here for me, you always know just what to say, you show my that you care, with the little things each day, makes me stop and wonder why, You love me but you don't know who I am, If this all just a dream, if your love is not true, then Let Me Go !!! Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Yes!!!! :d :d :d
I passed my veterinary medical math test today!!!! YES!! i was soooo worried! i had to get an A to pass and i did it!! and i got a call from one of the sites i had an interview with and their asking for me! its all equine foaling, breeding, and AI. exactly what i want to do. :D so things are finally! falling into place. and graduation is this much closer!!!

Ok Well Normally I Don't Call People Out
but..what the fuck?? start from the bottom and go up..i don't understand people who are so blatently rude and psychotic and i didn't give his full sn so i'm not exactly calling him out..but i think i was more than nice considering.. ->Hello Ever...: you do realize you're on a computer right? Hello Ever...: sorry your actions brought it out in me lol ->Hello Ever...: i'm sorry your self esteem makes you act like an ass..truth be told you have a piss poor attitude..that alone is why i wouldn't talk to you..again..have a great day :) Hello Ever...: no problem hun sorry to bother you wannamakeout shows what kind of girl u are lmao ->Hello Ever...: you're right..it doesn't :) i don't know you at all..you presume i'm all about looks...umm you're kinda weirding me out Hello Ever...: your actions spoke lol Hello Ever...: Ever hear the saying ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS ??? Hello Ever...: usually when i sent comments u were lol dont worry it doesnt matter ->Hello Ever...: i'm rarel

Just Thinking
i have waited for this day why does it come now not fare to me i do believe in love but not at this pace i am afraid of a broken heart and what will you do to me? will you be good will be what i want i just keep on thinking what it will be like to be with you in the end its me i need to decide if it is us

Hate To Repeat Myself!!!!
Hello all you Cherries, Just wanted to say that I am a private person, yes I do have private pics of me on here, that if I wanted everyone to see I would not have them in a private folder...Please do not ask to be my friend then shout at me and ask to see my private pics....cause the answer is NO.... For example I had an ignorant man reach out to me Friday night and called me selfish cause I wouldn't let him see....well just because his are for everyone to see and I looked...who wouldn't ...he told me I was selfish . Well that to me is being prtective for me...I don't know who any of you are why would I just let anyone see.... So before you go asking...Don't even bother unless I bring up the subject...Thank you all so very much... Have a great evening..

Bad Poet's Society
"and I stood to go, for he was hollerin' And so, I feel that my consciousness is he couldn' wait for orgasm to begin Does anyone know what time it is!?" Written by a bad poetry generator...not me, unfortunately. Today is one of those days that I wish that I was able to write bad poetry. I mean, truly bad, nausea inducing verse. That is not to say that I can only write good poetry. In fact, I can do nothing of the sort. My poetry is absolutely horrid, way beyond bad. During my graduate studies, I took a poetry seminar, thinking that if I successfully completed it, I might be able to pen some decent poems. Nope, that wasn't to be. I was the worst. I think the exact words that the professor used when evaluating my work were, "You suck." Fortunately, I was able to redeem myself by writing a 10,000 word tome on the evolution of modern poetry. Thank the heavens for that, otherwise my attempt at getting a Masters in Creative Writing would have been seriously jeopard

Get Over It.....
Laying on my back with his face burried in my clit..so deep...feeling his fingers sliding in and out of me...he slides from his other hand his finger into my ass...he takes his head back to watch me cum all over his two hands....he ends up laying on his back and i suck his cock until he is harder then he ever has been...licking down each side..sliding his head in and out of my mouth,..licking his balls and under..i slide up his body and side him..he is huge....getting up he slides on top of me...large hard young cock..ready to slide into me...I spread my legs wide and he thrusts that enormous hard manhood into my tight wet hot pussey..fucks me hard...and gets me to turn over on all fours....he happens to be one of the largest I have ever had in my small pussey...tight and wet..and so hot I am while he grabs my hips and fucks me hard..slapping his balls on my lips while he plunges in and out of me...I am screaming as I continually cum over and over again....he gets off me and lies on hi

Every Six Seconds
I rarely think of you, you almost never cross my mind, your never in my heart, your not apart of me, I've cut back thinking of you, I've finally got control, now your only in my thoughts, a couple times a day, I've almost found away, to live without you here, I only think of you now, EVERY SIX SECONDS... Saliva - After MeMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Fk Luv
ALMOST 4 MONTHS AGO I MET THIS WOMAN AT WORK. AT FIRST, SHE WAS QUIET DIDNT SAY MUCH. A FORMER CO-WORKER TOLD ME SHE KNEW THE GIRL AND TOLD ME TO WATCH OUT CAUSE SHE WAS A @3$. SO, I MADE IT A POINT TO TALK TO HER SEE WHAT KIND OF CHARACTER SHE HAD, AND IF WHAT I HEARD WAS TRUE. A SWEEKS WENT BY SHE STARTED TELLIN ME PERSONAL THINGS ABOUT HER RELATIONSHIP ABOUT HER AND HER MAN. SHE TOLD ME HE WAS VERY ABUSIVE MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY. SHE SAID HE DIDNT WORK AND TOOK HER PAYCHECKS FROM WORK. SHE EVEN TOLD ME WHEN SHE GOT IN THE CAR ONE DAY FROM WORK HE JUMPED OUT OF THE BACKSEAT, SO THEN I KNEW HE WAS MENTALLY UNSTABLE. EACH DAY SHE TOLD ME OTHER THINGS HE WOULD DO TO HER. SEH TRY TO CONVICE HERSELF THAT HE LOVED HER, I TOLD HER A MAN THAT WOULD DO THE STUFF SHE TOLD ME DOES NOT LOVE U, AND A REAL MAN DOES NOT PUT HIS HAND ON A WOMAN. AT THIS TIME I GREW VERY FOND OF HER AND I GREW FEELINGS FOR THE WOMAN. SHE TOLD ME SHE LIKED ME AS WELL, HOWEVER SHE SAID SHE HAD TO CALL IT OFF WITH HER

Revised List
ok congrats people we won freakys contest but placed 2nd in ladydeths i know we can do better but its ok just the fact we scaried the liing crap outta the mafia shows were very strong an a force to be reckoned with im proud of u alll an ur committment on that note heres the next tasks ends wens then we have which started sat an runs 4 a fornight night then we have this started sunday an cant remember the rule there is an amout to get to il get back to u on it im only a man can only do one thing at once sorry just hit it an show some love Hosted by CherryTagz.com an a very good friend im tryin to bring in is in a giveaway an needs to be shown some love too

Ten Things Dumbasses Do On Cherrytap
ONE there is NO SUCH THING as a CherryTap tracker. it does NOT exist. so quit posting stupid bulletins like "OH-MY-GOD this WORKS!!!" no, it doesnt. TWO To the people who have like 100,000 friends, are you serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. And if u do ur a freaking mongoloid. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Quit crying b/c you're not on someones top 8. who cares? ITS CherryTap SIX Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "what's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up frui

Bomb Squad Urgent Release 1
guys after today we lost 3 members , i am a firm believer in equality and fairness to ever one and not to bug you all with it i need to know who is still in the squad and who wants out either way would each member please leave a comment on this or the blog that follows to let me and everyone else know and if you no anyone who may want to join please dont let what happen today put you or them off its over with , done and dusted , damien and juicy glitter text glitter text

Listen Up!!!!
ALRIGHT JUST SITTING HERE DRINKING A BEER!! CAUSE I AM BURYING A FRIND TOMORROW! IT HURTS, IT SUCKS!! PAIN AND EMOTION!! REGRET!! PEOPLE ONCE AGAIN REMINDED OF PERSONAL LOSSES THAT CUT DEEP!! HE WAS 26, FRI NIGHT HE ODS! MY GUESS IS COCAINE AND OXYCONTINS! THATS HOW HILLBILLYS THINK THEY NEED A BUZZ!! FITH OF LIQUOR 180 MIL OF OC!! 2 8 BALLS!! 20 XANAX!! JUST GET WILD!! I HAVE BURIED SO MANY PEOPLE IT SUCKS!! I AM 38 AND BEEN BURYING FRIENDS SINCE I WAS 15! ONE GIRL DIED IN A CARWRECK ON HER B_DAY ON HER WAY TO MY HOUSE!! HAD ONE FRIEND SHOT IN FRONT OF ME!! COUNTLESS CARWRECKS!! COUNTLESS!! I WAS SUPRISED THAT I HAD BEEN TO AN OPENCASKET FUNERAL FOR SOMEONE YOUNG!! (ASPHALT AND BULLETS TEND TO DO THAT) I GUESS MY POINT IS!!!! appreciate the little moments! the smiles and laughter! cool sunsets! rainy days!! tell the people u love that u love them more often!! seriously most of the time it takes funerals to do that!! but i go to enough to need reminded!! cause when ur

Dessert....
After a delightful dinner, my lover and I walk towards his car, his arm around my waist, cradling me to his side. Ever the gentleman, he opens the door for me and favors me with a soft kiss. He climbs in and reaches to start the engine, but I have other plans for him. He gives me a startled look as I grab his hand to stop him. I reach over and unbuckle his pants, telling him that there’s no way I’m letting you off for teasing like that. With a very wicked look indeed, I free his raging hard-on. Ever so slowly I lick up and down his throbbing shaft. I look up at him and remind him that he has to keep a straight face. He moans, knowing that he’s in big trouble as I tease him mercilessly. Swirling my tongue just around the ridge…one hand gently cups him, feeling the tightness and knowing how badly he needs to cum. Continuing the sweet torture, I trace his veins with my tongue, lightly grazing him with my teeth. Wrapping my lips around his thickness, I slowly work my way down, i

Mumm Removed Again
So, Alice won some mumm contest against bigandbald dude. bigandbald dude had to take a pic of himself topless with some stupid comment written on his chest. I saw the pic in question and stuck in a MuMM called Alice won. I get home for lunch and I got a message from CT shop saying that the MuMM had been removed for NSFW content. Ok, granted - some of my mumms can be a bit risque and maybe have a double meaning that someone may find offensive. But I have no fucking clue why this particular mumm was removed. I've messaged Scrapper asking him why it was removed but don't really expect and answer. There's something wrong with some fucking people. They can't get through their fucking day without doing shit like this. I reckon they have no real power or responsibility in real life and flagging up mumms is the closest they fucking get to it. Whining, snivelling, spineless trogladite mother fucking, donkey raping, sheep abusing fuckwits everyone of them. Whoever found that par

Ive Reached My Favorite Level!!
Thanks to all my wonderful friends and fans I am now officially a P-I-M-P!! hehe just what i always wanted to be!! I just wanted to say thanks to everybody, not just to help me level but becuz i have some pretty fantastic friends on here!! I luv ya all....if theres anything i can do for ya let me know....ill do my best!! Have a fantastic dayyy!! Say hi anytime.... luvz ya ~PRINCESS CINDY hehe

Things You Never Knew Your Cell Phone Could Do
THINGS YOU NEVER KNEW YOUR CELL PHONE COULD DO There are a few things that can be done in times of grave emergencies. Your mobile phone can actually be a life saver or an emergency tool for survival. Check out the things that you can do with it: FIRST Subject: Emergency -- The Emergency Number worldwide for Mobile is 112. If you find yourself out of the coverage area of your mobile; network and there is an emergency, dial 112 and the mobile will search any existing network to establish the emergency number for you, and interestingly this number 112 can be dialed even if the keypad is locked. Try it out. SECOND Subject: Have you locked your keys in the car? Does your car have remote keyless entry? This may come in handy someday. Good reason to own a cell phone: If you lock your keys in the car and the spare keys are at home, call someone at home on their cell phone from your cell phone. Hold your cell phone about a foot from your car door and have the perso

I Hate This
i hate when girls play head games with me i want some one who,s not going to play head games with me i want some one to love me for who i am and not what i am not it just piss me off to no end so if ur going to play head games with me and play games with my heart and feeling dont fucking bother me at all i dont need that shit and dont want that shit ok JUST KILL ME AND GET IT OVER WITH NOW

The Nsfw Report Function
So - can anyone tell me how I can fight a NSFW designation on one of my pictures? It shows nothing, but was getting huge ratings, so I assume it means that I was pissing somebody off because I was getting better ratings than them. Man -- what a fucking loser! Whoever did it thinks their are clever -- it must mean they lead a really lame life in the real world. :::rolling eyes::: With all of the petty policing they do here, why can't they have someone who actually takes a second and LOOKS at the reported pix?

Admitting.. I Need...help
I have come to the conclution thanks to some very good friends, that um that i need help and i am best to seek it. I have been so afraid.. that i am going to do something stupid, Because it has crossed my mind so many times. I cannot believe i have gotten so bad so fast. Tho in past relationships i have had end i suffered alittle and moved on. I find i cannot with this, In a matter of about 5 days i have gone from great.. to horrible to suicidal to okay to horrible again. I feel like i have lost myself and am sitting in the dark with no way out. The army pays for this... So monday i am making the call to seek some help, Perfessional help because i can't do this i am so afraid , i have been threw some of the worst things imaginable in life... Including how many times i am not sure of almost being killed and never had this problem. I am very scared.. And very unsure Wish me luck and please keep me in you're prayers.. i think i need all i can get

Im Sorry To Those Of You Who Feel
im stuck up, im me im a little shy, i usually wait for people to come to me because that way i know they want to actually talk, if i get a shout or a comment or an im or anything (excluding the ones saying nice tits and allong those lines) i answer. im not gonna preted to be mary sunshine im Beth and im not changing for anyone

God...whats Wrong With Me
I sit here and I wondered how long it would be before the depression would truley hit. It's my first birthday to not either one of my parents. Daddy died last year on March 6th. I had to borrow 17 bucks today from a friend and 10 of that went to getting a RX for imflammation in my joints. I have 7 dollars to try and celebrate my stupid ass birthday. I am going to try and do something with hannah because this is the first year she is old enough to care. She is all I have. I am so alone in the world. My sister is so busy. Even my dear friend from work forgot it was my birthday until i told her today. It's been over a week since I've had my mood stabilizer I just couldn't afford to buy it. I've never had a birthday that I didnt' set aside money to do something with. My stupid fucking myspace friends forgot it was my birthday. I have no boyfriend. I have nothing but hannah. I wanted to take her to chuck e cheese and do fun stuff with her and buy a cake but I can't. I don't e

Karaoke, Bitches!!!
yeah, so....i'm doing karaoke with my roommate. so far i sang: 3 kelly clarkson songs 6 avril lavigne songs 5 songs from chicago the musical 1 madonna song 5 disney songs now thor, my roommate is singing 80's songs. fun stuff! but yeah...so i basically put on a concert. and i plan on singing more! i think next i will sing great balls of fire. it's pretty much one of the best songs ever. hey i think that song "i ran...i ran so far awaaaay" is about me. auburn hair...and eyes that hypnotize. without sounding stuck up, that is. people just always seem to comment on my eyes...so yeah... my cat scratched my thigh. i was picking him up to cuddle...and his claw dug into my thigh then pulled across...leaving a track mark. no good. it hurt. it still hurts. and it was bleeding. feel sorry for me...you know you want to :P now the cat is sitting on the coffee table rubbing on thor while he sings. yay! the next song is "don't you forget about me" i love it...

For My Special Lady! You Know Who You Are! Lol
i see you and my heart skips a beat. i feel a moment without you , is a moment i dare not keep.i look to you for all the love . and i am so convinced you were sent from above.you fill me with an inner peace.like the chains on my heart have been released.and there is nothing i wouldn't do. to spend every moment here with you. you have brought upon my life a reason to live. all i have to offer you is the love i can give.and,to hold your hand caressed in mine, we will love until the end of time. i will offer you the moon and stars, to have the love i feel in my heart.and give you the stars to shine in your eyes, and the moon that will light your heart to mine.i long to see the smile upon your face, and feel your skin so soft as we embrace.as passions of the heart come in to play, i want to make you mine every day. to spend a life with you would sure be grand. all you have to do is take my hand. and as i lead you into my heart . i know our love will never part. i don't say much , but i swe

Sex Sex Sex!!!!
why is it all the women check out the sex stuff and novicely check out the love stuff? lol. just wantng to know. i have been seeing that pattern! let me know! and i thought you guys were all about finding love? lmao sex is good! i fuck like a porno star! lmao. but, i need love!let me know what you need!

The Well Being Of Your Children
QUESTIONS 1.IF YOU SEND MEDICINES FOR YOUR CHILDREN WHEN THEY ARE WITH THIER NON CUSTODIAL PARENT DONT YOU THINK YOU SHOULD GET THEM BACK WHEN THE CHILD COMES BACK? LOCAL POLICE OFFICERS ANSWER......"IT IS A CIVIL MATTER" HMMMMMMMM THE CHILD NEEDS A NEBULIZER WHICH COULD MAKE IT A LIFE THREATENING SITUATION WITHOUT IT, SO WOULDNT THAT ALSO BE CONSIDERED CHILD ENDANGERMENT? LEY ME HEAR WHAT YOU ALL HAVE TO SAY.

"i'm Sorry"
this is my own written continuation of a bulletin I read tonight... I will be adding to it as the days go by ~1 I'm sorry you're so insecure and pathetic that you want my web love and comments all to yourself and talk shit on me when I can genuinely compliment someone else. I'm sorry you're so bitch that when I get knocked for my beliefs by the shear ignorance of others, you turn your back on me and take their side to avoid the conflict - and when they leave, you insult my intelligence by saying you were always on my side I'm sorry you feel the need to be accepted by society so bad that you adhere to fictitious labels, stereotypes and ism's instead of trying to achieve a finite balance of all things good - no matter the source - then disrespect me for doing the opposite of you I'm sorry you actually listen to peoples blatant jealousy's and fears when they're speaking on a subject they know nothing about (me) - and your lack of character allows you to agree with them

Life Is Good
There's something in the air. For the most part, I feel like life is pretty good. Sure, it has its ups and downs, but I tend to think that everything happens because you make it that way so I don't get too down when things don't go my way. After all, I have no one else to blame but myself. Besides, it's cleaner and more organized that way. This week, though has beens simply amazing. I'm still working a lot but there's a good reason...the more I work the more I make. A year ago, however, I took a job with a new law firm with the promise that I'd be made an equity partner at the beginning of this year. Well, there were some rocky points and it took us a couple extra months to get everything done and set up but this past Thursday, I got my partnership and my name went up on the door. Over the next five years, the other new partner and I will gradually completely buy out the business from our former boss who is now our partner. I've had a couple other amazing things happen re

A Guys Point Of View Read Ladys
From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. LET US PAY FOR YOU! DON'T "FEEL BAD" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and

Ugh.
Im moving :( Im gonna miss this little house. But the other one is woah bigger. ♥ Blah my ankle hurts. Ive been moving around all day and its just irritated as am I and i don't like it. Anthony is helping me pack, well mostly packing as i can't move around all that much. I haven't posted in a few days because i havent really just felt like it. I havent had the time to really think about anything :( I love anthony

Wtf!!!!!!
What is with the cherry tap whores on here im sick of seeing girls boobies and girls laying on their backs in pics...... I have no problems with showing alittle skin but, dont go on the world wide web and submit yourself to this for fucking cherry points!!!!!! Is there any self respect in doing this? You girls r quiet impressive but dont do this for points! If they want you or want to look at or fan you then they can use their imagination!! Leave some kind of excitement leave the boobies covered!!!

Combat Infantry Badge
Well today makes a day in my military career. I finally got my CIB(Combat Infantry Badge) for being over here in country. Although in order to get this you had to be in a IED blast or in small arms fire with the enemy. I will post pics when I can. :)

Ass Contest 2
First off I want to thank everyone who voted!! You guys are the best!! If you need me to vote for ya, I'm there. Ill rate ya photos just post here if you voted/comented. & fan ya! I am dropping out though due to DRAMA!! HUGE FUCKING BUS LOADS OF IT. All because I might win?! hahaha GROW UP TEXAS! WOW! This was my first contest, Its supposed to be fun & this definetly was rediculous! Funny thing is.. I didn't vote for myself at all. She did , TONS I hear LMAO Crazy Bitches I tell ya

Woke Up Horny
I woke up from a dream about having sex with my husband at a swinger's party... I must have been thinking about my ebook story line during the night. I just may need to enter my dream into the ebook... it was hot.

I'm Leaving Cherry Tap
I could say something about how it's unhealthy for me to spend so much time at my computer, but we already knew that. I'm just leaving for a few days--My father was hospitalized, so I am headed to the Dakota Territory to be with my family. I'll try to stop in occasionally, but really, I don't know if I want to be perusing CherryTap while I'm at the hospital. The whole website is NSFHospital, I think. Please, leave mean and snarky messages for each other so you don't miss me too much while I'm gone.

My First Rant....
Ok, I'm a little irritated. I went to repost a bulletin and as always there was a problem.. but instead of it saying.. "Error-please try again" it said this: 'Error: i _really_ fucking hate you!' When did it come to this? I hate bitching but it comes to a point where you wonder if they even realize we arn't pieces of shit, as cliche as it sounds we do have feelings. There's no need in putting crap up like that. I will end my rant there even though I really feel like bitching more. I hope someone else out there agrees with me.. if not I will wonder what kind of world I brought my son into. What happened to please and thank you? Or have a great day? Or nice to meet you? Simple stuff that makes the world a little better place to live in. Ok, I'm done... CT did bring something REALLY great to me. And for that I will always be grateful. Thanks for reading this. Whew, I feel better!

Time.
First off, i'd like to ask EVERYONE (and that means YOU too!) that reads my blog to leave a comment of some variety on it even if it its just a little face or something so I know who actually reads my stuff and gives a fuck about how I feel and think about stuff...kthx. This is an old song, but kinda summarizes how I feel about stuff overall right now, take from it what you want.... I Got So Much Trouble On My Mind Paranoia Time I'm Running Out Of Life Clockwise And The Seconds Tick Away Each Line That Cuts My Face Cut As Each Hand Moves Into Place Paranoia Amped And Wired Bile Black The Thoughts That Run My Head There's So Much To Be Said They're So Much Living Dead Walking Corpses Shambling Through Life With Nothing In Their Sight Dance On Their Bones, Step In And Fight Paranoia Amped And Wired Life And Death Are Fighting For My Time I Can't Seem To Find The Time I Want What's Mine Time Through The Clock Just Keeps Talking It Just Walks Any Damn Place It Feels

Missing Everyone!! John's Sooo Sad.
HEY EVERYONE!!! I AM REALLY MISSING EVERYONE!!! I HAVE BEEN LOCKED UP ON FIRST SHIFT!! LMAO. I HAVE WORK 2 OR 3 FOR WELL OVER 20 YEARS AND NOW I'M ON 1ST DUE TO BUSINESS REQUIREMENTS. I'M TRYING TO ADJUST TO THESE HOURS... AS SOON AS I CAN I WILL GET SOME COMMENTS OUT... I LOVE YOU ALL SO DON'T GO AN DELETE ME THEN I WILL REALLY BE LOCKED UP 'CAUSE I'LL COME AND FIND YOU!!... PLEASE PASS THIS ON FROM ME!!! HUGS AND KISSES PUT THOSE WHERE YOU NEED THEM THE MOST!! WOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOO SMOOOCH!! JOHN & SHADOW

What A Grieving Mother Really Thinks
Hello, Old Friend, Oh, yes, you know I lost my child a while ago. No, no please Don’t look away And change the subject It’s ok. You see, at first I couldn’t feel, It took so long, but now it’s real. I hurt so much inside you see I need to talk, Come sit with me? You see, I was numb for so very long, And people said, “My, she is so strong.” They did not know I couldn’t feel, My broken heart made all unreal. But then one day, as I awoke I clutched my chest, began to choke, Such a scream, such a wail, Broke from me… My child! My child! The horror of reality. But everyone has moved on, you see, everyone except for me. Now, when I need friends most of all, Between us there now stands a wall. My pain is more than they can bear, When I mention my child, I see their blank stare. “But I thought you were over it,” Their eyes seem to say, No, no, I can’t listen to this, not today. So I smile and pretend, and say, “Oh, I’m ok”. But inside I am crying, as I turn awa

Messages, Shouts, And Other Stuff...
Hey ya'll! I decided I should get on and write a message sort of en masse since I haven't been able to respond to many of you for a bit now... I'm very sorry, friends, I've been busy lately and when I'm home... well... just not feeling the CT thing much. I recently had an experience that kind of shook me up, and though all is well I just need to be elsewhere for now. I seem to be having deja vu... I disabled my shoutbox a few days back as well, just so I could get caught up - you're all very distracting when you say hello! I just kept falling farther behind... Ya know how I hate the box! ;p I feel sort of pretensious and wierd giving updates like this, but there are those of you who may be wondering why I haven't written you back, and I just wanted to let you know it's not personal. =) In other news... life is good, work is picking up so I'm not bored (turns out I'm getting audited next week at work, good times...), and I'm finally getting through my latest book... I

Change A Life, Save A Life
We all know or knew someone like this! One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd." I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes, My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him and as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks. They really should get lives." He looked at me and

This One Needs A Warning
As tender as A rattlesnake Coy and stunning Like a viper The romantic Submissive Draped in Leather Accessorizing lace The angel with Silver chains A heart of gold And a masked Face She approaches With elegant grace Takes the whip And smacks my Chest Just another Roll to play With unbridled Pleasure Comes inspiring Pain

My About Me
Hello, my name is Alana. I am not hot, it is winter currently and its cold. I am sexy I know...but its not what I look like, but how I present myself. I am not a MILF...that term is stupid...it was funny in the movie because they were teenagers..I am not! I dont feel comfortable with anyone I can't legally drink in a bar with so any of you younger than 21...don't expect me to respond to any flirting ok. I am older than my years say I am. I don't like being seen as a piece of meat in a flesh market. My private albums are just that PRIVATE please don't sniff...you arent going to find my exposed coochie shots posted on cherrytap. I do love men...I am a huge fan of lust, mystery, and inteligence. I also think there is a time and a place for it. I am nuttier than a fruit basket on my good days...and I am a very moody individual on my bad days.

Men!!!!!
Some days I seriously question what a man's purpose in life is. When will some men grow up!!! If you can't grow up and be a man and be a father then keep your dick in your pants!!! What I ever saw in my husband I still haven't figured out. Why can't he just let things go, give me what I'm entittled to and move on with his life and suffer the consequences of his actions. When will he grow up and stop the manipulation and the lies. Put aside the hate and look at what is best for his kids. Sorry I'm just so frustrated that I was stupid enough to marry a child. So I guess this is what I have to deal with now for the rest of my life....unless he grows up and hell will probably freeze over before that happens!! Okay I feel a little better now.

Nsfh
I took my laptop to the hospital waiting room where I tried to log onto CT. I got a blue screen, notifying me that "The Content of This Website is not Allowed." NSFH. I told you so. Things in SD aren't going particularly well. My father has a major vein blockage (so major that his doctors have taken the liberty of telling him--repeatedly--that they've only seen his condition in autopsies, not in living persons). Today's good news is that the doctors have mostly ruled out cancer as a cause. The blood tests have indicated that he has a genetic blood disorder that could have caused the clotting. Right now he's being treated with blood thinners, but he may have to have surgery, and it is apparently a very risky procedure. No one is sure what will happen at this point. He feels OK, but he can't eat. And though the blood thinners may help the clot dissolve, they could also cause internal bleeding, which would be fatal. So, um, not good. My family's doing OK, though, and I'm

American Idol??????
*Father: Roy Head (top ten hit)... http://www.google.com/search?hl=en&q=%22roy+head%22 *Son: Sundance Head (America Idol Season Six loser 2007)... http://www.google.com/search?hl=en&q=%22sundance+head%22 ~What do you think now??? I think Sundance could have sung beter with a famouse dad like that. i would ove to hear back from you soooon.

What Starts With F And Ends With K?
What starts with F and ends with K ? Current mood: indescribable Category: Life A repost : Thanks Crow and Amanda Rose! A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?" Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I th ink I should be in the 3rd grade too!" Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" Harry: "9." Principal: "What is 6 x 6?" Harry: "36." And so it went with every question the prin

Online Friends...and Manners?
So ur talking to what you would consider a close online friend. That person says hold on, kid woke up. So you say ok. Ya wait 15 mins 30 mins 45 mins and still no response. You see this person is commenting around on cherry and MSN never even went idle or away (which happens pretty fast) Did i just get pwned? LOL I mean seriously. What would this seem like to you? ooops? being blown off? shit happens? I'd rather just be told, I don't wanna talk to you right now, or similar. What you think?

Butthole Stickers.
a poem by cake: balls in your ham wallet shuckin' clams to pay the bills. crumbs in your ass pocket pickle juices gives you chills. nerds. nards. ballick tards. oreo cookies make fat fuckin'lards. gristle pickers. butthole stickers. chewy knickers in a bunch. asshole fuckers. cumstain chuggers. have a taint for fuckin' lunch.

Another Viagra Joke :)
An elderly gentleman went to the local drug store and asked the pharmacist for the little blue "Viagra" pill. The pharmacist asked "How many?" The man replied, "Just a few, maybe a half dozen. I cut each one into four pieces." The pharmacist said, "That's too small a dose. that won't get you through intimacy." The old fellow said, "Oh, I'm past eighty years old and I don't even think about intimacy much anymore." "I just want it to stick out far enough so I don't pee on my new golf shoes." :Þ

Give Me Some
alright...I had this great idea. Everyday I log onto cherry tap I have the pleasure of meeting so many people. The interesting thing about the people that I meet on here is that they are mostly men with glamorous lives and shit loads of cash...( or so they tell me ). I am a married women with 2 kids and very little money soooooo.... I was thinking, which is always dangerous... it's time to put your money where your mouth is. I have a paypal account that would love to see more cash flow in it..and since the story I hear from so many of you is that you have more money then you know what to do with... I decided I could take some off your hands. I mean I would just be helping you freaks out....

Top General Calls Homosexuality "immoral"
I believe we need to pray for General Peter Pace... We need more men in top positions to take a moral stand on today's issues! A gay advocacy group Tuesday demanded an apology from the Pentagon's top general for calling homosexuality immoral. In a newspaper interview Monday, Marine Gen. Peter Pace, chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff, had likened homosexuality to adultery and said the military should not condone it by allowing gays to serve openly in the armed forces. "General Pace's comments are outrageous, insensitive and disrespectful to the 65,000 lesbian and gay troops now serving in our armed forces," the advocacy group Servicemembers Legal Defense Network said in a statement on its Web site. The group has represented some of the thousands dismissed from the military for their sexual orientation. Pace made his remarks in an interview Monday with the Chicago Tribune. He was responding to a question about the "don't ask, don't tell" policy that allows gays an

This Past Weekend
Hey gang! I just got back in town from a trip. As some of you know I used to race Motocross. Well, I was invited to race a Vet race where former racers get together to compete in 250cc and 125cc like they used to only on older bikes such as 60's and 70's models. I had a great time catching up with my friends and meeting the guys who did that then. It was a real honor and a terriffic getaway. I was fortunate enough to win my class! Man, am I beat!! LMAO! Anyway, I just wanted to share that with y'all and it's good to be back!

It's Not Over
Word spoken in anger, like a dagger thrown, tearing into your heart, crashing through the bone, words are like diamonds, they never fade away, can we trust as before? will it reappear someday? what we must ask is if the risk, is worth another try, should we just walk away? when I told you that I loved you, every word was true, I forgive we can forget, put the past away It's Not Over... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Wild Birthday
Well today was Heathers Birthday and i got off work scrambling like a wild man tryin to go get her cake card am a present. I got her a cake with butterflies and a ferry. Then after delivering her cake to where we would eat. Mean while i had told Heather that i was stuck in traffic. LOL! Well i hurried home and got cleaned up and we went to HOOTERS for dinner . well Heather got to do the HOKEY POKEY with all the Hooters girls and they brought her the cake and a card from clay and myself. I think i shocked her so no tellin what may happen when we go to bed tonight!

This Reeks Of Racism!!!
The Mouthpiece says: I don't give a fuck what type of explanation they give, it all goes back to this: AMERICA IS STILL RACIST AGAINST AFRICAN-AMERICANS and NOTHING is more supportive of that statement then the following article! And the majority of you will only HALF read this won't even comment. I guess too busy looking for black dicks than really care about anything in the life of us! Black leads still absent from network dramas http://tv.yahoo.com/news/article/urn:newsml:tv.reuters.com:20070312:black_dc__ER:1 Dramas with single male leads are as popular as ever, but none of the leads went to a black actor this pilot season. That is not surprising given the fact that there hasn't been a successful drama series with a black lead. There have been a number of attempts through the years, including three with James Earl Jones: "Paris," "Gabriel's Fire" and "Under One Roof." More recently, UPN's "Kevin Hill" and ABC's "Day Break" starred Taye Diggs. USA Network tried a new

The Business Trip
A man checked into an hotel on a business trip and was a bit lonely, so he thought he'd get one of those girls you see advertised in phone booths when you're calling for a cab. He had found a card on his way in. It was an ad for a girl calling herself Erogonique, a lovely girl, bending over in the photo. She had all the right curves in all the right places, beautiful long wavy hair, long graceful legs all the way up. So he thought, "What the heck, I'll give her a call". "Hello?" the woman said. Wow! she sounded sexy! "Hi, I hear you give a great massage and I'd like you to come to my room and give me one. No, wait, I should be straight with you, I'm in town all alone and what I really want is sex. I want it hard, I want it hot, and I want it now. I'm talking kinky, the whole night long. You name it, we'll do it. Bring implements, toys, everything you've got in your bag of tricks. We'll go hot and heavy all night; Tie me up, wear a strap on, cover me in chocolate syrup and whipp

I'm Weird
I was thinking on my drive home from work. I hate it when I do that but I guess what can you do, right? I got to my exit on the highway, turned the cruise off at the exact moment I had to in order to hit the circular exit ramp at the maximum speed my car will allow to take the curve without having to hit the brakes, just coasting. Knowing that 'normal' is a relative term I thought, "do normal people do this kind of thing?" I always see people hitting their brakes and I just think it's a waste of resources. Not enough to amount to anything but eventually it would right? And then I thought, "I do that on all the exit ramps I take." So I pondered from there... what else makes me weird? I am a walking contradiction, an oxymoron (which is a little different than a plain moron) I LOVE horror movies but I'm scared of the dark. I LOVE roller coasters but I'm deathly affraid of heights. I love spicy foods and eat them until it's painful. I like to drink and smoke but hate the fact th

She's Awesome
I never knew, how love could be, then I found you, just a picture, with a pretty name, right away my life, began to change, you made me happy, you made me smile, now I see rainbows, after the rain, you give me something, to replace the pain, you give me a love, that makes my heart sing, I love you so much, that will never end, someday a lover, but for now a friend, I thank the stars, each and every night, for bringing you into my life, you make things seem so right, I tell all my family and friends, if they don't know it I'll say again, She's Awesome... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

How Do I Love Thee
How do I love thee, so far away? I love thee with a full heart, each and every day I awake, and see your smile, your eyes, in my minds eye. Each day without you is sweet torture, for to hold you is all that I want to do. Funny, how love has transcended mountains, miles and oceans. Funny how my love belongs to only you. Can I grow old with you; hold your hand as we Walk through the park? Can I just hold you, throughout the day, and well into the evening’s dark? What did you do that made my heart go so wild..? Oh nothing much, it’s just the way you looked when You just smiled.

Fantasizing About Him...
Kiss me baby touch my body you make me feel so fucking naughty. Rub your hands all around, drop my panties to the ground. Ill rip your boxers off in haste, come here baby give me a taste. Run my tongue along your stomach and south put that cock in my mouth. Mmm I love sucking your dick, pull it out and lick the tip. Feel my tongue moving round and round, I love it when you make those sounds. Wrap my lips around the base, I bet you want to cum on my face. Not just yet you'll have to wait, my pussies so wet, here have a taste. Lay me down on your bed, lets see how far my legs can spread. Lick my pussy, ohh youre soo good, You like that baby? I knew you would. Lick it mmm massage my clit, tease me just a little bit. Ohhh fuck yesss... Im gonna cum Do you love my juices all over your tongue? Mmmm baby grab me from behind, feel our bodies bump and grind. cmon baby slap that ass, I dont know how long I can last. Pull my hair, I like it rough. Mmm yo

The Guys Guide To Geek Girls
Why the Geek Girl? So you realized that you're never going to meet Kim Basinger. Moreover, the pretty thing in your Sociology class or the leggy new secretary in the office has given you the cold shoulder three weeks in a row. You're feeling fairly dejected. You obviously haven't considered dating a geek girl. Unlike the cute things you've been chasing, geek girls learned long ago that physical attributes aren't as important as the person underneath. On the Internet, they can participate in great, anonymous cybercommunities, they can IRC, they can MUD, they can IM, and they can email; they can interact with people intimately without ever meeting them face to face. They are more attracted to intelligence than testosterone; they don't need football players - in fact, most of them find them to be a turnoff. Most importantly, they like fellow geeks - prefer them, even. With a geek girl, a geek guy has a decided advantage. They understand them; they are understood by them. This could

Free Bird
With my eyes wide open, I lay here in the dark, remembering all I've been through, and how this day will start, probes, pokes and needles, test to show me more, perhaps it will be over soon, the pain will fade away, I can spread my wings and fly, find a better way, leave all the hell behind, and be a Free Bird FreeBird (Old)By Lynyrd SkynyrdBestVideoCodes.com

Number 12
My blog is number 12 on the whole site! Isn't that exciting. You don't care do you? Im just another "person" on CT. :( Now I am sad. Yet you are here reading my blog. You may ask urself why? BECAUSE I ROCK :P Kthx. No Srsly if you are still here THANKS for reading this damn useless nonsense i post daily. I am glad you do. I have been a real downer lately and I am sorry. Between my health and my poor heart I am trying to put on a happy face :) Spring is here ! So if I still have your attention thanks for being a real friend cuz MY REAL friends read my blog! Muahs! And you may find yourself living in a shotgun shack And you may find yourself in another part of the world And you may find yourself behind the wheel of a large automobile And you may find yourself in a beautiful house, with a beautiful Wife And you may ask yourself-well...how did I get here? Letting the days go by/let the water hold me down Letting the days go by/water flowing underground Into the blue again/

Tell Me What U R!!!
IM OCTOBER AND THE WORDS ARE VERY TRUE FOR ME SO I WANNA KNO WHAT IT SAYS ABOUT U, SO LEAVE A COMMENT TELLIN ME WAT MONTH U ARE. ¢¾ JANUARY = SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. No

Relationship Rulez
Relationship Rules 1. The female makes the rules. 2. The rules are subject to change by the female at any time without prior notification. 3. No male can possibly know all the rules. Attempts to document the rules are not permitted. 4. If the female suspects that the male may know some or all of the rules, she must immediately change some or all of the rules. 5. The female is never wrong. 6. If the female is wrong, it is because of an egregarious misunderstanding which was the direct result of something the male did, said, did not do, or did not say. 7. If rule 6 is invoked, the male must apologize immediately for having been the cause of the misunderstanding without any clues from the female as to what he did to have caused the misunderstanding. See rule 13. 8. The female may change her mind at any time for any reason or no reason at all. 9. The male is never permitted to change his mind or under circumstances without the express written consent of the femal

Reluctant Poeminister
I am not A poet I just write Poetry I did not Invent the Words Just created Their order I don’t like To read it Out loud I may invent A definition That causes A meaning Different from Your reading And ruin my Treasure By spoiling Your pleasure And waste more Of your time I’m not a Poet But sometimes I rhyme

Me
OK, so I have like 240 friends and probably talk to like 10 of them on a regular basis. So for those of my friends who don't know me and even for those who do, I'll tell you about myself and I'll try to make it the condensed version. I grew up in Amarillo, Texas. I had 2 abusive step fathers before I was 10. I started drinking and using drugs when I was 9. I was out of control at 12 and was sent to Cal Farley's Boys Ranch when I was 13. I stayed there for 5 years and learned to be a man. I left and became a raging alcoholic. I moved to Brady, Texas in 1997 and met my wife in 1998. We were married in 1999 and I have an amazing step daughter from it. My daughter was born in 2000. She was in ICU for 2 weeks and the doctors told us she might not make it. She did, but suffered brain damage during birth and has Cerebral Palsy. We were told she would never walk or talk, but by the grace of God, she is now doing both. She is as smart as any other 6 year old, just has some physical problems. I

Frustrated...
im soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo frustrated/annoyed with my life right now!!! i just dont kno what to do!!! i think things will be better if i sleep and after finals are over, and well i guess i just expect more out of ppl then what i actually get and because of this i get disappointed and frustrated and sad and its hard for me because i have high standards and everything, and if ppl say mean or rude things to me then i will tell them about it or just not talk to them as much, i dont have time or the extra energy to deal with ppl who are going to insult me...i just dont. so if u want to talk to me and have a good convo with me DONT INSULT ME!!! its a good idea...it really is, and it would make my life so much easier!

Angels: What Are They And What Do They Represent?
I know someone on CT with an angel morph as one of her pics. She didn't know that it would stir up something so much that it would come down to a black and white issue. So she asked me to write my true feelings on the issue. This was my response: Race shouldn't even be an issue here. The angel morph would be beautiful regardless of color. To me, an angel represents God in strength, grace and beauty--all the things God himself represents. When God created man in his image, he created something that represented himself. What I'm saying is simply that the love of God sees no color, but only ONE race...the Human Race! My skin maybe dark. On my birth certificate, it may say that I'm black or African-American, but the truth is I'm human by God, American by nationality, and Ernest Bethea by name. I'm proud of that. Do not let anyone speak ill about your angel morph. It represents you the way angel represents God. Strength...Grace...Beauty. That's you! This is exactly how I fee

I Really F**king Hate.....
1. When people say they will do something, then don't. Procrastination...ok, shit comes up...but to just not do it at all is like a ..."Hey, fuck you!". 2. When someone bumps into you, and don't even acknowledge it. Most of the time, even if it was not me at fault, I will turn and say excuse me. *** However, there are those times when I see it is someone who thinks he's a bad ass or thinks they don’t have to say "Excuse me" because there ancestors were oppressed 200 years ago.....that’s when I like to boldly say..."Excuse YOU"...and hope they say something stupid : ) 3. When people change lanes and get in front of you, then wanna ride the friggin break. 4. When the put the blinker on...as there turning or changing lanes. 5. That woman feel the have to show themselves to the world, naked, and pretend there sluts to get attention on the internet....and worse, that we men have become so shallow. 6. That you think I sent that friend request because you think I want to f**

Sorry For My Absence As Of Late...
I have been away with things going on at the home front. In preparation for yesterday's court hearing, I have been away and now that the courts assigned an appointed Guardian to Eleanor, my entire life is in turmoil and I am jobless, homeless and without a vehicle since everything is in her name and I have been ousted. Eugene and I are making contingency plans and Claudia won - she's getting everything when Eleanor dies (including the home I made with Daniel) which I fear will not be long since I will not longer be caring for her. I am in the process of submitting a bill to the court and the estate for services provided at reasonable rates and documenting receipts for reimbursement for out of the pocket expenses to the household for everything as well as the 24/7 care for my no longer "ward". The legal papers Eleanor signed are null and void and my promise and commitment to uphold her written wishes as well as the wishes of her son of whom I loved is now out of my hands. Life go

Details Of My Life
The details of my life are inconsequential…very well, where do I begin? My father was a relentlessly self improving bolongerie owner from Belgium with low grade narcolepsy and a penchant for buggery. My mother was a fifteen year old French prostitute named Chloe with webbed feet. My father would womanize, he would drink, he would make outrageous claims like he invented the question mark. Sometimes he would accuse chestnuts of being lazy. The sort of general malaise that the only the genius possess and the insane lament. My childhood was typical; summers in Rangoon, luge lessons. In the spring we’d make meat helmets. When I was insolent I was placed in a burlap bag and beaten with reeds. Pretty standard, really. At the age of twelve I received my first scribe. At the age of fourteen a Zoroastrian named Wilma ritualistically shaved my testicles…there really is nothing like a shorn scrotum its breathtaking I suggest you try it. (Yes, shamelessly stolen from Dr. Evil.)

This Qualifies As Significant
Well it started out as an average wednesday. The truckload comes in, we kick ass and get it put away, cuz were good like that ,lol. 3:45 rolls around and BOOOOOOOOM! CRAAAAAAAAAAASHHHHHHH!!!! Next thing I know, theres broken glass and oil all over the floor! Yes, someone drove INTO the gas station today and it was AWWWWWWWWWWEEEEEEESOME!!!!! The clean up sucked, but who cares? How often do you get to see that kinda thing happen? :D and lemme tell ya the SUV has a one lil dent and a few scratches in the paint, what a tough vehicle lol :P oh and YES the drive was blonde! lmfao I can only hope your day went as well as mine lol!

True Love
True love is a sacred flame that burns eternally, And none can dim its special glow or change its destiny. True love speaks in tender tones and hears with gentle ear. True love gives with open heart and true love conquers all your fears True love makes no harsh demands it neither rules nor binds, And true love holds with gentle hands the hearts that it entwines.. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Not A Day Goes By
All I have are pictures, just visions on a screen, I have no way to hold you, no way to show you, just how much you mean, but in my heart and soul, you are forever apart of me, you ask me if I think of you, if my love is real, you have only to open your heart, and inside you will feel, with my every heartbeat, every breath and every thought, I think of you always, love you more then words can say, when don't you cross my mind, a million times a day? Not A day Goes By... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Wtf?!?!
how can a person live with themselves when they break into other peoples accounts and say/start shit that isn't true!?! on top of that how can a person try to be nice to someone then turn around and "rip" a photo and say some bad shit about that person?!?! i mean come on GROW THE FUCK UP!!!! we are suppose to be adults here and all i see are people acting like little children and/or starting HIGH SCHOOL DRAMA!! LOL i mean if u r really going to act like grow up or get the fuck out of here cuz ur not needed or wanted!!!!

I Am Getting Sued! Lol.
figure this shit out! lmao. your fave person,moi', is getting sued! lol. but the funny part is why i am getting sued! yours truly is getting sued by the state of Florida ! and by my ex wife! for child support! nothing odd or funny about that. but, what is funny, is , i am getting sued for support of a child that isn't mine! what in the fuck is that shit about!?!? now, i am not the smartest man in the world, but, i did the math and , how can it be my child when her and i split up november 11, 2001, and the child is 2 years of age??? we haven't had sex with each other since september of 2001! now, i am no einstein, but, i do think this shit ain't adding up! lmao. so, i did what any guy in my position would do. i answered the petition and requested a paternity test! dna test , for those who need the small words! lmao j/k. and this shit is really starting to bug the shit out of me! both , the state and child support enforcement,have been told by her and myself, that i am not the dad! the

Men With No Honesty
Why can't men be straight with women. I have been seeing a man for a while now....someone that I have known for 26 yrs and now all of the sudden he wants to disappear. He gave me the old speech about how he loves me and how he is confused and blah blah fucking blah. I have asked that man for nothing.....I have a job and I have a home, Im not a gold digging bitch. I take care of myself. So what's the deal?..Someone with an ounce of insight..help me out with this....Im not crying over this, I am more angry and hurt than anything......It seems that I am indeed intended to be the crazy old cata lady on the hill with 95 cats and when some neighborhood kid goes missing the police come to my house to see if i have them in the stew.... Sheesh............Have all of the good men become extinct????

Water Creature, Moi?
A mermaid is also known as a Nix or Nixie... You scored as Mermaid. Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let the song of the Sea fill your soul, for you are a Mermaid.Mermaid100%Demon59%WereWolf42%Faerie42%Angel42%Dragon8%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Death Of An Uncle. Not Going To Be On As Much
Hi All, Over the weekend my Mom's brother past away over in Ireland from a heart attack while having his leg amputated due to blood clots. He was in his late 60's and had diabetes but still a very young age to go. We also think he passed away due to a broken heart as he wife died from cancer just 10 years ago this month. Please keep my family in your prayers. I won't be on here as much the next few days. Thank you for your understanding. Irish, just a saddened teddybear.

Back To Work
Just wanted to let you guys know that I just went back to work last week after quite a few years of being a stay at home mom. It's only part time but it's going to take me some time to balance everything out. Forgive me it if takes me longer then usual to return comments, rate your pics/stash and get to your blogs. Hope everyone has had a great start to their week!!

Lol I Have Been Tagged
We all have to look at things at times with a smile... Or even laugh at things.. In a world of war, sickness, hate and so on... We just have to look at things at laugh.. Or maybe drink LOL.. It is the best medicine around to laugh .. And its free and does you the world of good... I have asked the elderly what is their secret in staying so young.. Many have answered to laugh alot and enjoy life... It is a postive way to look at things.. When things get to much for you... Go and find something or listen to things that make you laugh.. I try to look at things and avoid the seriousness.. And think of other things... Ok it can be very hard to do at times I must amit... When things get to me I can stay down for months at a time... But with help from the love of my friends I soon get back up... I even put a comedy dvd on which I never use to like... But some I laugh so much i cried LOL... And what people say at times... Or looking at emails, or video clips, or even music..

Lat Emodel Driver Dies In 4 Wheeler Accident
Hello everyone!! I just wanted to share with all of you a tragedy that happened Sunday.Scott Hall,a local late model race car driver,was killed on Sunday as the result of a tragic 4 wheeler accident.He was 31 years old.Scott has 2 small children & a loving wife who are all just in shock right now.I haven't been on cherrytap long,but everyone I have met has been so nice & understanding!! I thought I would ask you all a favor & say a little prayer for this family.One thing I have learned while being a member of the racing community is that we all might act like a bunch of crazy ass rednecks,BUT when something as horrible as this happens...everyone sticks together!!! Thank You all who come by & take time to read this.I will have some pics posted of Scott's car as soon as I possibly can!!!! LOVE YOU ALL!!!!! HUGGZ ReD

Effing Mumm Deletions
earlier today I posted the following mumm, which, one hour later, was removed by the cherryTAP shoppers: “This mum was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. […] This mum removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again.” while i in principle agree that masturbation itself is not safe at everyone’s workplace, I had no idea that also applied to the mere mention of masturbatory delights. but furthermore, it would now appear that you are expected to quickly kill the radio when the songs quoted in the mumm are getting aired. just to give you a heads up… there were about one hundred votes and comments, none of which i witnessed (nor, evidently, have any access to at this point), since i logged off after posting the mumm. i am horribly sorry if you really gave it your best and tried to impress me and the small pack of faithful mummers. bah, if you really feel like it, try to recreate your brilliance in a comment to this

Road To Nowhere
There is a way to find me, but most don't have the heart, the journey into my world, is lonely,cold and dark, if you are searching for me, make sure the task, you can achieve, you'll find a path of sorrow, wrecked and fadeing fast, so unless you care for me, if your love is not true, save yourself the bother, cause it's hell finding your way through, this road I'm on is shattered, broken and unkind, the only road I've ever known, to reach this world of mine, for there is no turning back, and many trails to take, if you still feel the need, to somehow find a way, I'm here in the darkness, every night and every day, if your heart is true, I'll be here waiteing, to spend always with you, just take the blackest path, I'll be waiteing there, you'll find me at the end of, The Road To Nowhere...

Having A Gripe At The Takers Who Never Give
I am sorry if this offends some but , ahhh well, stiff shit....it's the truth !!! What is the go on this site with those who have those fucking names with "i will return the cherry love" shit? Ya go rate all their shit,they drop by your page leave a comment bullshitting on about, gunna,gunna,gunna,gunna return the love AND THAT'S THEIR EFFORTS IN A NUTSHELL....to them kind of people....FUCK OFF. Another of my pet hates is those fuckers who shoutbox you,and i know we all get this,but fucking hell.."rate me in a comp and i will show return love"....for fuck sakes.....no thanks....ya either rate or not;don't want people who offer these services and because i cannot due to the fact i am outta damned comments or rates,they huff and puff,never to be heard from again.....tossers!!! I have rated this blog as NSFW for the easily offended cry babies so don't get childish and cry over a word or two we all use....we are meant to be adults in an adult site right????? I just get pissed a

Sexual Harassment
OK I AM GOING TO WORD THIS AS NICELY AS I POSSIBLY CAN. THE WOMEN WHO SIGN UP FOR AND CREATE CHERRYTAP PAGES ARE HERE BECAUSE THEY WANT TO SOCIALIZE AND MAKE NEW FRIENDS AND KEEP IN TOUCH WITH OLD FRIENDS . WE ARE NOT HERE TO BE SEXUALLY HARASSED BY HORNY UNDERSEXED GUYS OR IN A FEW RARE CASES WOMEN. WE ARE NOT HERE FOR YOU TO COME AT US WITH UNWANTED SEXUAL ADVANCES OR TO BE TREATED AS AS SEXUAL OBJECTS OR WHORES OR SLUTS, OR HOOKERS OR PROSTITUES. WE ARE WOMEN. GUYS HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF IT WAS YOUR MOTHER OR DAUGHTER OR SISTER OR GIRLFRIEND OR WIFE THAT WAS THE VICTIM OF SEXUAL HARASSMENT. YOU WOULDNT LIKE IT NOW WOULD YOU. WELL GUESS WHAT ALL OF US WOMEN WITH THE RESPECT YOU WOULD IF WE WERE YOUR MOTHER OR YOUR SISTER OR YOUR DAUGHTER OR YOUR WIFE OR YOUR GIRLFRIEND. IF THAT IS TO MUCH TO ASK OF YOU THEN PLEASE DO ALL WOMEN A FAVOR STAY THE HELL OFF OUR MESSENGER LIST OR CHERRY PAGES AND ANY CHAT ROOMS WE MAY BE IN . THANK YOU FOR YOUR COOPERATION CALLIE

Truth
I want to know why some men play games, and are not honest and upfront with someone? I have always thought that being honest will get you so much farther than lying.You never know we might be more understanding than you think, but are never given the oppurtunity to understand because we are shit on.Games are for suckas, and people who have no meaning in there life but wasted time.Those people you are game playing with someones fealings are lost and will always be alone.But the good thing about it , is that it makes a woman stronger in the long run.But the bad thing is it turns our hearts black and not willing to open up to those really great people, who are sincere.I hope alot of men read this and put how they treat some women into perspective and look at thereselves deep inside.

How Many Have You Done?
How many have you done? 1) smoked weed or cigs 2) consumed alcohol 3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex 4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex 5) made out with someone of the opposite sex 6) made out with someone of the same sex 7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex 8) watched porn 9) bought porn 10) done drugs TOTAL: 11) taken pain killer 12) taken someone elses prescription medicine 13) lied to your parents 14) lied to a friend 15) snuck out of the house 16) done something illegal 17) cut yourself 18) hurt someone 19) wished someone to die 20) seen someone die TOTAL: 21) missed curfew 22) stayed out all night 23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself 24) been to a therapist 25) been to rehab 26) dyed your hair 27) recieved a ticket 28) been in a wreck 29) been to a club 30) been to a bar TOTAL: 31) been to a wild party 32) seen the Mardi Gras 34) had a spring break in Florida 35) sniffe

Converting To "boring Good Girl"
Men... fun times. ::eyeroll:: The men in my life enter through the door, browsing, looking for "something different" or "something fun". Well... you came to the right place. I'm fucking unique alright... These men are tired of relationships without adventure, sex, stimulation of the mind... They're tired of their dead end jobs, beige walls, fake women, stale food. They end up leaving me for various reasons... too extreme, can't be controlled, too honest, not accessible. Or they just weren't honest with their needs and abilities. When lamenting on this subject... Nor (my dear) gave me some insight: "You're like a Porche, and they can only afford a Honda". Okay, well that makes me feel a little better... but I wanna be a VIPER instead! Thanks Nor ... and to all the other wonderful guys in my life who are just awesome as hell: GREG (Reck), Lief, Keno, Ben, Russ, and Justin.

Confused
OK BECAUSE YA MEET SOMEONE ON THE INTERNET AND SPEND COUNTLESS HOURS/DAY TALKING GETTING TO KNOW THEM AND YOU TELLING THEM THINGS ONLY YOU WOULD TELL YOUR BEST FRIEND, IS IT NOT SUPPOSE TO HURT WHEN THEY JUST DUMP YA LIKE THAT? THEN SAY ITS NOT YOU ITS THEM? IT F*CKIN HURTS, BUT ITS INTERNET...... IS IT NOT SUPPOSE TO HURT? IM CONFUSED

I'm Pissed
I know not all mothers are like my ex, but right now I just gotta ask why some mothers can feel they can screw Fathers over anytime they want? April 14th is my sons birthday. he will be 12. And it is my weekend with him. We live 75 miles apart so its not like it is easy to spend the day with both. he was actually to have a soccer game that day so I was going to set aside time after the game for his Mother to join us on his birthday. But now there is no game. BUT.. my wonderful ex has a sleep over with his friends planned for him on Friday.. and Chucky Cheese on Saturday. Has she asked? Nope. She did try to get me to switch last weekend and this weekend... but I said no because I wanted him for his birthday. Not a word to me about the party. So she has it planned and kids invited. On MY weekend. She knows how David thinks, so she told him he could come Easter weekend and be with me Thursday night through Monday night. Shouldn't she ask ME first? All he sees is that

Somewhere,someway,someday
though miles lye between us, and hours seperate our day, somewhere,somehow,someway, togather we will stay. though my skys may be blacken by the night,while the suns rays turn your sky blue, my everythought will be of you. somewhere,somehow,someday, well meet each other and have our way. though mountains and plains lye between, and rivers and valleys block our way, my lips toutch yours to begin my every day. i hold you and carress you, and hear your whispering voice, well be as one,weve made our choice. though our love is far apart, it is what we share in our heart. somewhere,somehow,someday, well share our love, till our dying day. for all you net couples,this ones on me. but be honest and truethful,and do not dismay,becouse, somewhere,somehow,someday.............. renegadelvr 3/28/07

Women
A married couple is driving along a highway doing a steady 60 miles per hour. The wife is behind the wheel. Her husband suddenly looks across at her and speaks in a clear voice. "I know we've been married for twenty years, but I want a divorce." The wife says nothing, Keeps looking at the road ahead but slowly increases her speed to 65 mph. The husband speaks again. "I don't want you to try and talk me out of it," He says, "because I've been having an affair with your best friend, And she's a far better lover than you are." Again the wife stays quiet, But grips the steering wheel more tightly and slowly increases the speed to 75. He pushes his luck. "I want the house," he says insistently. Up to 80 . "I want the car, too," he continues. 85 mph... "And," he says, "I'll have the bank accounts, all the credit cards and the boat!" The car slowly starts veering towards a massive concrete bridge. This makes him nervous, so he asks her, "Isn't there anything you want?" The wife at la

Old Fashion Love Story !!!
Donald and Dasiy were going to spend the night at a motel . Donald wanted to have sex with Dasiy . The first thing Dasiy ask was do you have a condom ? Donald frowned and said "NO" Dasiy said no condom no sex !!!! She said maybe they sell then at the front desk . So Donald went to the lobby and ask the clerk if they had condoms ? "Yes we do " clerk pulled one out from under the counter and gave it to Donald . clerk ask would you like me to put it on your bill . "NO" Donald quacked. What kind of pervert do you think i am ?

Kicked Out Of Church
I recently went to a church with a friend on a sunday morning. I've attended the church before and in fact used to attend the church when I was a wee little girl. However on this past sunday I happened to be wearing my pentacle necklace and when we were all meeting one another, shaking hands my necklace somehow loosned itself out from below my shirt and was seen by the priest. He asked me to step aside and I figured that perhaps he was going to see if I was to join the church again and instead he pointed at my neck which confused me. I hadnt realized my necklace was showing and then he showed me to the door saying that the devils work was not allowed in his church of God. My friend came outside when the priest told her I wasn't allowed back in and sat outside with me until 12 noon when the church was released. Never before have I been kicked out of a church and told not to come back in, and i find it utterly ignorant. First of all my necklace was a pentacle and not a pentagram. I am wi

Completely Honest Profile?
So I am playing "follow the bouncing profile" and hopping from profile to profile randomly when it hits me.... What if a guy was 100% honest in his profile? And I am not implying that guys are outright lying now... they are just editing and filtering themselves to be socially acceptable. But what if..... What if the "About Me:" box went something like this? _________________________________________________ Hi! Im Honest John and I am just here for the pussy! I'm not 6 foot plus... more like 5'6" I'm not weight proportionate either... I got a bit of a belly. The pics of me are from before I went on an eating spree. I am easily 5 years older than I say. Maybe 10. I have a bald spot and a receeding hairline. PLEASE Ignore the Hair growing in my ears... I do. Thats not my harley in the pics, it belongs to my taller, thinner, better looking coworker. Thats also his Vette. Dont tell him I snuck into his yard to let my World of Warcraft buddy take these pics of me! Oh yea

Cheese
Facts about cheeses. No cheese has ever been convicted of a crime. Cheeses are immune to STDs. Having sex with cheese isn't cheating. Cheese invented the Polaroid camera and the difference engine. In 200bc Cheese successfully attacked and took over the entire Persian Empire. Cheese was seen glowing at the birth of Christ. Mice are more fond of the taste of peanut butter than they are of cheese. Cheese on the other hand prefers the taste of mice over the taste of peanut butter. God originally gave the Ten Commandments to Moses written on a slab of cheese. Cheese written backwards spells eseech which, as far as I'm aware, isn't a word in English Ancient Celts used cheese the same way we use TNT today, making it one of the earliest forms of explosive known to man. Donkeys are not allergic to cheese. Cheese has never been to the moon. There are over 9 billion species of cheese, most of them French. Cheese was once worshiped as a god by Neanderthal

Forget
Forget her name Forget her face Forget her kiss Her warm embrace Forget the love you once knew Remember she has someone new Forget her when they played your song Remember when you cried all night long Forget how close you once were Remember she has chosen him Forget how you memorized her walk Forget the way she used to talk Forget the things she used to say Remember she has gone away Forget her laugh forget his grin Forget the dimples on her chin Forget the way she held you tight Remember she's with him tonight Forget the time that went so fast Forget the love that moved, it's past Forget she said she'd leave you never Remember she's gone forever

Love Ya'll!
Thanx for your ear..your friendship..for YOU! ..I appreciate ya'll more than you can imagine...((((HUGS)))) For EVERY First off Kaos..ya know you are always # 1..You have brought so much into my life, laughter,joy,compasion,understanding,loyalty...everything I was alway looking for in a friend..I love you more than I can explain. Zee..as I call ya..you my friend..I love ya cause you love my friend and treat her the way a person should be treated...with respect, honesty,everything possitve..but you have been a shoulder to me for me as well and thank-you for that! Roady...You are a MAN! I love you ..you are honest..there...real..compassionate...I love our talks hugs calls..me trying to figure out red neck talk..BIG HUGS! Dark "n" Twisted....You are an amazing woman..love ya..proud Canadian, I hold thee up-most respect for you as a woman and mother..you are extremly beautiful inside and out... Jeremy...You my dear..are an amazing listener,friend,confidant...love talk

Seriously!
What the fuck. I was supposed to go on a date tonight but now that isn't going to happen because it is getting late and he still has an errand to run and this would be our first date so we aren't gonna meet in some bar cause that is lame, and I could go to the bar and meet any random person. However, I am getting sick and tired of this fucking shit. ALL I want to do is meet a nice guy that I have chemistry with, fall in love, make some love, get married, have some kids, etc. etc. Of course I am perfectly aware that all of that takes (or should take) years but meeting a guy I like would be a good start! Now I don't know what I am going to do tonight. I'm going to the bar but that isn't till like midnight so I might go see a movie before then. Plus I probably won't end up going to the bar cause I have to be at work at 6:30 am. Oh well

To Whom It Doesn't Concern:
I have a blog on CT that is strictly for ME. Those of you that use blogs to vent can understand. I'm getting some shit out that I don't feel as though the world needs to hear. Nonetheless, I still need to release it. Respect that I need to express myself and I am doing it privately in order to spare feelings.

Salute To Our Forgotten Heros
Entry for April 01, 2007 THE LAST RIDE THE BIKER STOOD LOOKING OUT OVER THE CITY HED ONCE SERVED.THE WIND SLASHED AT HIS CHAPS AND TORE THROUGH HIS CRACKED LEATHER JACKET.NO FAMILY HAD HE KNOWN,AND MOST HIS FRIENDS HAD GONE BEFORE.HIS HARLEY SEEMED TO BELCH OUT IN A HEART BEATING SOUND,AS IT LAY THERE,FALLEN TO THE GROUND. HE REMEMBERED THINGS SO LONG AGO PAST,AND A WEARY SMILE CROSSED HIS FACE,PROBABLY HIS LAST.HE THOUGHT OF THE GIRLS HED LEFT BEHIND AND OF THE ONE LOST HE COULD NEVER FIND.HIS BEST FRIENDS FACE CAME INTO HIS MIND,A GENTLE FRIEND BOTH HONEST AND KIND. HE TOOK A SMOKE FROM INSIDE HIS COAT AND BROUGHT IT TO HIS PARCHED DRY LIPS.HE STRUCK A MATCH AND WATCHED ITS GLOW,THEN FROM HIS FINGER TIPS HE LET IT GO.VISSIONS FROM NAM CAME INTO HIS MIND,AND HIS MANY FRIENDS HED SEEN LEFT BEHIND.HE REMEMBERED THE DAY MEDALS WERE PINNED TO HIS CHEST,AND THE TRUETH THEY HID BEHIND THE REST, AGAIN HE STRUCK ANOTHER MATCH,HE KNEW HE HAD TO GO FORWARD WITH THE PLAN

And Not So Good.
If you are truly my friend you have read all my blogs and know about my kids. I posted awhile back about my one daughter Tatiana. She is it one with cerebral palsy. She keeps getting weaker. We had an mri of her brain a few weeks ago. I spoke to the neurologist yesterday and she said there is not sign of stroke in the brain however by the way the mri looked they cannot rule out a small tumor. She has been weak since she was born. She can't squeeze the toothpaste or button her pants, and shes getting weaker. The neurologist is supposed to call me next monday to let me know whats next. We just nead a reason as to why shes getting weak. I assume they will repeat the mri or do a petscan to verify what they saw in her brian.So I have been preoccupied with that and the other BS in my life lately and I just haven't been a great friend here. But my family is most important right now. Thanks to all who have been there for me..it means alot. Heres a Pic of Tatiana...keep her in your thoughts.

Subject: Why?
center>Subject: Why? A mother asked President Bush, "Why did my son have to die in Iraq?" Another mother asked President Kennedy, "Why did my son have to die in Viet Nam?" Another mother asked President Truman, "Why did my son have to die in Korea? Another mother asked President F.D. Roosevelt, "Why did my son have to die at Iwo Jima?" Another mother asked President W. Wilson, "Why did my son have to die on the battlefield of France?" Yet another mother asked President Lincoln, "Why did my son have to die at Gettysburg?" And yet another mother asked President G. Washington, "Why did my son have to die near Valley Forge?" Then long, long ago, a mother asked... "Heavenly Father, why did my Son have to die on a cross outside of Jerusalem?" The answers to all these are similar -- "So that others may have life and dwell in peace, happiness and freedom." This was emailed to me with no author and I thought the magnitude a

Picture This
Ok, I'm not sure if this mental picture will be nearly as funny as an actual picture but the fact that I left my camera at work leaves me no option. Driving home from work today... Picture a guy on a moped, a fat man on a little moped... got it? Picture a full size mattress, not twin, full. Now picture a fat man sitting on a full size mattress, sitting on a little moped driving down the road. Is that not some funny shit?!!! I swear, I saw it with my own two eyes. And what made it even funnier was watching people laugh as he passed them. lol, *sigh* I'm so glad I got to see it. Camera would have been nice though.

Oh Ffs
I go and rate 3 pics on Miss Cherry's profile and I get ratings blocked for 10 minutes. stop flooding our servers! --babyjesus Its bullshit that we are treated like 3 year olds. rating too fast? Are we supposed sit and start at each pic for 5 mins? I pay for vic and have spent alot of money on this site. I have been here for 9 months and because some ppl cheat. I have worked hard to get where I am on here. I cannot keep up because I am a real person minus the fake display pic. The new CT index page says...REAL PEOPLE! Where are the real people? It should say real boobs. I am just aggravated to all hell with the way things work here.

My 2nd Rant...
Ok, I understand CT can be a pain in the ass.. I know, I have bitched my share about it. BUT, I'm getting tired of all these "I'm leaving CT forever" bulletins. Stop threatening...just leave. It doesn't matter after you have whined so much that people are dying for you to do it. Piss or get out of the pool people.

Who Wants To Buy My Sexy Used Underwear
I started selling stuff on eBay I can't believe half of the stuff people put on their....I'm going to do an experiment and see if anybody would buy my used underwear...lol....soon as I get it going I will put the link in so you guys can look....LOL...any buyers? :)

I*d*g*a*f
TO MY FRIENDS WHO UNDERSTAND THAT I HAVE A LIFE AND AM NOT ALWAYS ON HERE OR AM QUICK TO RESPOND THAT HAVE FUN WITH ME WHEN WE CHAT AND DONT GET ALL BUTT HURT WHEN WE DONT I LOVE YOU TO EVERYONE ELSE I*D*G*A*F BOTTOM LINE IS NOT INTO DRAMA OR BULLSHIT YOU CAN SAVE THAT I AM NOT THE ONE. MY REAL FRIENDS KNOW I LOVE THEM IF YOU ARE ONE OF THOSE WHO THINK I SHOULD STOP MY LIFE AND KISS THIER ASS THEN YOU NEED TO MOVE ON THIS GIRL HAS A LIFE. SO TO ALL MY FRIENDS LOVE ME OR HATE ME THIS IS WHAT IT IS. TO EVERYONE ELSE I DONT GIVE A FUCK! DELETE ME. DONT GET ME WRONG LOVE TALKING TO EACH AND EVERYONE OF U YOU KNOW I DONT CARE ABOUT POINTS OR COMMENTS BUT IF YOU START TO GET ALL PUSSY HURT THAT I DONT RATE OR AM NOT RESPONDING FAST ENOUGH TO YOUR NEEDS THEN MOVE ON DELETE ME I*D*G*A*F. TO ALL THAT LOVE ME I LOVE YA BACK MUAHHHS

Abuse Of A Child And Adult
Ok people, here's somethng that is not uncommon in relationships but what happens at the end is pretty messed up to me, I don't know about all of you though. Anyawys, yesterday I get told by a female friend of mine on here that her husband had hit her child across the face because she got into some paint and when I got told this, I was pretty pissed off because how can any man hit a 10 yr old child in the face and then she tells me that she caught him on top of her and had to pull him off of her daughter and then I found out also that she was beaten up by her husband and hit by him and grabbed her around the neck three times, so I tried to encourage her to turn him in, supposedly they were getting a divorce but after tonight, I was pissed off enough to chew her husband's ass out for doing what he did and he's been known to drink heavily and smoke weed and get high off of that plus this guy has cheated on her with a woman who I was trying to get with in Indiana where all these peop

Who, What, Where
There in my bed I laid you down There in my mouth I tasted you There in my arms I held you like no one before There in my love I felt your comfort Here in my eyes I see you safe Here in my hands I warm your soul Here in my room I watch you change Here in my home, you take me into you Where I've always seen you smile Where it is I admire you Where I wonder you go when I watch you sleep Where of always is the greatest place for you There I hold you in my arms Here is where I kiss your lips Where is it that I touch your heart It is here, there, now, where I will be forever to you If only I knew who you were.

Men
Would you let a man that you meet online back into your life if he tries you? Now you are really into this guy and he really seems to be into you, he meets your kids and they get along great. One day he's at your house kickin it with you and your kids and the next day he's emailing you telling you that he's moving and he got a new job in a state way across the United States. Hmmmm, let me think about that one! Uhhhhh-HELL NO! Then the next morning you get another email that says he might not be moving after all. HELL NO! He would have to keep on moving because he's not gonna put me on an emotional roller coaster or my kids. Think something in the pot ain't clean. He gotta go! What do you think????? Any comments or suggestions greatly appreciated! Thanks PS: This is not me that I'm talking about, it is someone I am friends with. LOL And she knows who she is.

Winning And Keeping A Woman
First of all, let me say that I am NO George Clooney, but I am no Ernest Borgnine either. What I lack in Clooney good looks I more than make up for with sparkling with and charming personality. Over the course of my life I have realized that... for the most part... the rest of you guys a fucking MORONS when it comes to women! I am here to help you, son. While I may not be as great looking as you, Im not hideous. Maybe not as "metro-sexual" as you, but I am "retro-sexual". More on that in a minute. Maybe not as "muscleman hardbody" as you, I am not a bloated sack of protoplasm either. So, I can easily say that I got some stuff in my PLUS column, but where I simply leave you in my wake is.... hold on to your hair gel kids... Im a man. Not a Boy. Not a Guy. A Man. If you think sitting around all day with your place smelling like cheetos and ASS while you play fucking Xbox is manly... it isnt. If you think staring THROUGH a female to watch some sports on TV is manly... it is

My Birthday Wish List
What do I want for My Birthday? It is on April 11th. I want lots of things but does not mean I am going to get them. If you want to get me something, Its up to you what you want to get me. What ever I have on here, will only give you an Idea of what I want/need. If You truly want to give me something for Most of You Have known me for almost 3 years so You know me very Well. Just do what you can and Late gifts are ok also. Well, let me get started with my list now. Colognes: Guess, 360: Black- Perry Ellis, 306: Red- Perry Ellis Lacoste: Style in Play(Red), Hugo Boss: Energize, Salvatore Ferragamo: Subtil, Bvlgari: Aqua, Heir- Paris Hilton, Escada: Sentimental, Bijan: Wicked, Armond Basi: in Blue, Aqua Di Gio, Curve, Mambo, Onyx, Chrome, Hugo: Dark Blue, Basically anthing you would like for me. Cell Phones: SideKick 3, Sony Ericsson P990i Clothing: Pants- Size 32 x 30, Boxers- M 32-34 , Shirts Size 16 neck, T-shirts- M-L, Shoes Size depending on Brand: 7 1/2- 8 1/

Here We Go
Well the Cardinals got off to a rocky start, but the came back and took two from Houston. And they just swepted the ass pirates. So our bats are back and our young pitching is coming around, so everyone buy your jerseys and t shirts before the prices start going up.

I've Changed Appartenly.
OK this is not a rant on how much I have changed and I have truend over a new leaf. While that might be a good idea thats not what this blog is about specifically. To the point. As some of you know I had surgery on my knee (lots of crap) and I am in recovery, going to physical Therapy weekly. I live in a suburb North of Boston, and getting in and out of the city is not something that I really enjoy, but I need my leg back to normal. So on my way out of the Boston medical Center complex I drove up to a traffic light which was red and I was behind one or two other vehicles waiting to get onto Mass Ave. Anywho there was this homeless guy with his little cup asking for money. So like usual, ignore ignore ignore right? That how it started off then I was hoping the guy came to my window? here I was trying to get the attention of the homeless guy. Imagine that? Well let me tell you why and then I will tell you my take on the whole thing because for me it was a turni

General Screen Name Rulez 4 Cherrytap
General Screen name rulez 4 CherryTAP 1. If u are ugly, Pleaze add the word "Goddess" to your screen name. 2. If u are above average in width (OBESE) pleaze add the word "little" or "baby" 2 your screen name. 3. If u are insecure and have no life, pleaze add the word "devil" or "demon" 2 your screen name. 4. If u are a total internet whore, pleaze add the name "lady" to your screen name 5. Add more 2 this and repost.......

My Attempt At Poetry
I lay awake, watching you sleep, smiling, knowing you are content. I thank the Powers that Be that they brought you into my life. My life has improved a thousand fold since the day we met. I can't imagine not seeing or hearing from you everyday for the rest of our lives. I whisper "I love you." My smile fades as you awaken, for the time has come for us to part once again. The only thing that keeps me going is knowing we will see each other in just a few hours time. I'm no poet, but thinking of you, the words flow from my mind and insist they be shared. I await the day I can shout to the world and let all know, "I LOVE YOU!"

Im Sad
well some of you know i losty my job in january and i havent been able to get a new job i been getting im overquailfed and dont have enough experince well on monday they are going to repo my car so im kinda down and depressed about it :(

Lol I Love This Song !!!!
NEED TO SHARE ! OH I WISH , I WAS A OSCAR MAYER WEINER, THAT IS WHAT I TRULEY WANT TO BE . BECAUSE IF I WAS A OSCAR MAYER WEINER , EVERY ONE WOULD BE IN LOVE WITH ME .LOL TY TY TAKES A BOW BE SAFE HAVE FUN !

People Who Rate One's
This blog is for the person/persons who keep giving me a 1 rating, I'd like to say thank you very much,I'm very grateful. I'm not a super model nor do I claim to be, so it doesn't offened me if for some reason you want to give me a low rating, they all add up and the people who know me, know that ratings are of no interest or importance to me.So if you think your upsetting me your not, and i wont be losing any sleep over it. Oh God I'm such a liar,i just need a make over, I must be revolting and ugly, oh god!!! someone hates me,BOO HOO! oh god ,I'm so not happy, I'm going to drink myself to death and blame it on that mean person/s from cherrytap, for wrecking my life..........................puts fingers in throat and vomits

Unwritten Biography...
I received my divorce papers in the mail yesterday. This small paper, 2 pages...is the end to 20 years. I was a child 20 years ago. Met my husband when I was 17. I am here to tell you, I was much too young and my brain too small to handle things that were put before me. I reflected back the memories, some good, those however, very few are hard to remember from the past many years of hell which clouds them. I now must decide what to do with the days I have left in my life. I will begin by attaching the divorce paper to the end of the first chapter of my unwritten novel. The first chapter will be short and painful, not only for the author but those who will ever get the pleasure of reading, but getting through the first chapter and understanding and caring enough to continue are the readers I am currently in search of. The chapters that follow I hope you will find captivating, passionate and heart touching...but when you finally lay the book down, remembering the book's author,

Hard Times In My Life
THIS IS AN OPEN LETTER TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS. IF I SEEM A BIT OFF FOR AWHILE IT IS WITH GOOD REASON. MY BROTHER PASSED AWAY AT 6:22 AM THIS MORNING HE WAS 34 YEARS OLD. ALL WE KNOW IS IT WAS SUDDEN AND APPEARS TO HAVE BEEN A HEART ATTACK. PLEASE UNDERSTAND THAT I AM NOT IGNORING ANYONE OR TRYING TO BE A BITCH I AM JUS TIN A STATE OF SHOCI AND MOURING. TY DJ DOMINATRIXXX

From The Hospital Bed
It's April 16, or so the marker board in my room states.... it also states the name of my current nurse, the physical therapist's name and extention, and what I'm allowed to eat: Ice chips. It's the first thing that I see when I wake up cold, in the middle of the night, in my narrow, all too firm hospital bed. Why do they always paint hospitals a bland color? Is it supposed to be comforting? If I'm to be stuck somehwere for weeks on end, I'd like it to be colorful... I'd prefer a bright blue room, one that matches my hair color. My hair color seems to be a good conversation starter. Last night, while walking slowly around the third floor (this is almost cause for celebration- any escape from my cold room is) I met Ira. She was hobbling, hunched over, pushing her I.V. machine in front of her, as was I. She commented on my hair and a friendship was born....not a soul mate type pf friendship, but more like commodery. Like a roommate in jail.... She joked with me that she could beat me, w

Powerful Free Editor & Reference For Cherry Bloggers, Writers, Musicians And Poets! I Need Your Help Getting The Word Out...
Well, it is finally released folks! ;-) Now I could use your help to get the word out... What are some things you can do? You can post a blog here on CherryTAP, You can Re-Post a bulletin, You can post a blog or bulletin on MySpace, you can email your friends and do them a favor, You can post on a group you belong to, You can post on a message board you use, you can write about it on your blog, you can post the banner on your profile here and other places... yahoo 360, MySpace, Facebook, Tribe, Send a message to you email addresses... Any other good ideas? Here is a link to banner and bulletin codes:(Please post this anywhere you can on the internet)http://www.bryantmcgill.com/Free_Rhyming_Dictionary/Please_Promote/ This powerful writer's editor and reference is for all of my CherryTAP community members that love to write blogs, prose, poetry and songs. This gift is something into which I have put a cumulative effort of over 10 years of hard work.http://www.VerseP

Just A Poem....many More To Come...at Least One A Day!
A woman who doesn't see herself The way she truly should Is somewhat like the past mistakes You'd change them if you could Beauty shown in every sense Sincere in every glance Never seeing her own potential Afraid to take the chance To me you can do anything And I'd be there 'till the end Standing by you as a partner Or even just a friend Let me show you what I see So you can understand Why I want to be with you And hold you by the hand Take you in a warm embrace And gaze into your eyes Kiss you gently on your lips And let love surprise 12/23/03 ``` Cory

Need Help
Ok...My son just turned 4 and he is still refusing to go poop in the toilet or even let anybody know he has to go poop. I am at my limits with him before I just jump his ass about it. I have tried rewards, I have tried the Potty chart, I have tried just sitting him on the toilet for lengths of time, but he will just not go!! He has never expressed any fear of the toilet cause he goes pee in it all of the time (tho only when I make him). He is perfectly happy sitting in his pee and poop until the days end. And it frustrates me to no end because he will sit there and say yes about needing to say something about going to the poty, but he just totally disregards it when the act occurs. Is there some new theory or invition I am not aware about??

Happy Birthday
So today would have been my grandfather's 82nd birthday. Happy Birthday Papa!!!! There's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you. I hope you're having one hell of a good time up there. Have a glass of Brandy for me!!

Top 10 Reasons To Hate The Shoutbox
Top Ten Reasons to Hate the Shoutbox 10. It is as hard to use as a condom in the heat of passion 9. It disappears right in the middle of your work, not unlike some men I have been with 8. No I do not want to see your wife naked, if I want to see a naked woman I will look in the mirror 7. I do not want to watch a man on cam, why waste time on something I can't touch? 6. Have you seen my birth certificate? If so you would know my name is not honey, sexy, etc. 5. More propositons than an Intern in Washington 4. What the heck happened to starting a conversation with "HI, How are you? 3. If I wanted in your pants you would know and not have to ask. 2. Are the majority of members, desperate and lonely? I think not.. 1. Where is the respect....Most people are more than what can be found at the "V" at the top of legs. Take some time to say Hello and get to know a person you just might like what you find out. Have some confidence in your

Gm To All I Want To Take A Min And Say This To All
ALOT OF YOU'S KNOW I BURIED A SON 3/14/97 AND HIS ANNIVERSARY WAS LAST MONTH. AND WHAT HAPPENED MONDAY HERE IN VA TECH , I'M NOT THE SAME WITCHSBREW OR CHERIE YOU KNEW.I WANT TO THANK THE ONE'S THAT KEPT MY BULLITTEN GOIN , KAZ , TRINA , TALL BLONDEGIRL , DJ DARK FROM WICKED INTENTIONS JESS MY BEST FRIEND AND SO LIKE A SISTER , SOCCER DAD , ELIZABETH ,SPEED GIRL, GOD FOR GIVE ME IF I LEFT YOU OUT ,I GROWN TO LOVE SO MANY , BUT , I ALSO KNOW MY FRIENDS , ONE THING I NEED TO SAY , I WILL RATE YOU , DON'T ASK ME YOU WILL NOT GAIN POINTS , I RATE , GIVE POINTS ON MY OWN , AS I CHOSE , SO RATE ME FAN ME DON'T ASK ME , I CHOSE WHOM , I WANT TO DO , THANK YOU LOVE YA'S CHERIE BE HOME SOME TIME TODAY , GOD BLESS P.S. THANK YOU'S TO ALL WHOM HELP KEEP IT ALIVE .

My Imperfections.
The other evening, I was eating dinner at a local restaurant, minding my own business...laughing with my daughter over stories of her day, watching my son fill his plate at the buffet...when a woman walked up to the table. I had never seen this woman before in my life, but she approached me and started asking questions about my skin. "I know this is odd and I hate to bother you but...is that dermatitis?" She asked me, pointing to my chest and left cheek at the skin discoloration there. "I only ask because I noticed it from across the room... {gee, thanks for reminding me how noticeable my imperfections are, you bitch} ...and my grandson has something that looks a bit like that. We've been thinking it might be dermatitis." I was speechless. I seriously didn't know what to say. And, for those of you who know me, you know that doesn't happen often. My daughter and I looked at each other, wide-eyed. After stammering for a moment, I explained to her that the discoloration had

Gun Control..
When madmen go on killing sprees in America, they use guns. Inevitably, in the aftermath, the arguments about gun control begin. But a poll conducted in the days after the Virginia Tech massacre found that the majority of Americans don't fully align themselves with either the pro- or anti-gun arguments. The MSN-Zogby poll found that 59 percent of Americans do not believe stricter gun control policies would have prevented Cho Seung-Hui from killing 32 people and then himself in the worst mass murder in America's history. The poll found that only 36 percent of those polled believe stronger gun control could have prevented the shootings. However, arming more Americans with guns is not the answer either, most people say. Slightly more than half of those polled—54 percent—say that more guns would not stop killing sprees. Thirty-eight percent believe a better-armed populace could help prevent such mayhem. (The interactive survey of 1,336 adults nationwide was conducted April 17-18, 200

I Guess It's Time
OK many of you know about my relationship with Play. And i want you all to know I am a big girl. I know what you all see or think you know, but it is still my choice on who I love. I am sorry some of you seem to be having issues with us. The thing is I love him and noone else can change that but me. So if you are truly a friend you will remain one and deal with it. I can't help how things happen. I can't change the past. I can only work on the right now and the future. I love you DJ. And I love my friends...just chill on the drama.

Short In The System
"...Come on over at lunch and let me take a look at it...." was the sentence that made my libedo start. A friend for a long time said that to me as I once again brought a technical problem to him. Joe is a sweet man who by all sense of the word had a wonderful skill of making me cum. I drove over to Long Swamp and brought in my equipment that was "fried". He and I always laugh and are good friends but it is all secret. He rewired and changed some things to help me with my small electronic dilema and as I stood up, he stood nextto me and said"Hey Girl" and leaned over and kissed me. The man stand a good 16 inches taller than me. He caressed my breasts as I took them out for him to suck..licking my erect nipples and sliding his hands down the front of my outfit..I leaned over and unzipped him to feel how hard I had gotten him. I found myself on my knees sucking his enormous cock and making him completely hard as a rock. From there he swung me around to all fours, sliding my tights and th

Vera Wang,....and Me
Wow, I've never heard of that one, but I like it. Do you have any other new samples? I love men's cologne and when I go shopping I always pass through the men's department and see what's new or get samples of my old favorites. There's a method to my madness. I take the samples home and when I masturbate I create the perfect fantasy man to go with each fragrance. I like to turn the lights down low, relax and drink in a fragrance that I've selected. This one would be dark haired man; tall with a devilish smile that just told you he could kiss with the best of them. Sometimes when I'm out with my friends having drinks I'll pass by one of my favorite aromas and see what type of man is wearing it. About six months ago, I was in a crowded nightspot headed for the ladies room. As I was slowly squeezing my way through the crowd, it hit me. My all time favorite men's cologne, Vera Wang; I would know that maddening flavor anywhere. It has just the right amount of musk without being heavy and t

Racism Pisses Me Off
Recently i got told because im Native i should be fat cause thats how all Native women are..cause i have so many kids..well let me just set the record straight fuck face..and then you can get the fuck off my list.. I work with kids tons of them dumb ass..I take babies born addicted to drugs into my home and i provide safe care for other kids and on an emergency list for extreme situations..and guess what most of those kids are white ..how does that grab ya..so the next time anyone else has anything negative to say about Native American Indians say it somewhere else and stay the hell away from my page.. Oh does it sound like im a bit fiesty..dam straight i am when it comes to who I am and to others looking down at other races..

A Lil Bout Me
i am a 30 yr. old male living in okc oklahoma. i am divorced with 2 kids. they are my lil angels and i love them . i now have a new wife and she is the most wonderful woman a man could ever ask for. i'm not sure how the hell i got so lucky but i thank god for her each and every day.

Doing A Video Tonight..
Hey Everyone.. I'm doing a video tonight.. If any one has any songs that they think would be hot...please let me know.. It will be uploaded by tomorrow night forsure.. Just want to Remind you all ... YOu Guys Kick Ass!!! Lots of Love and Kisses ~Pole Princess~ xoxox

Finally Made It Home
After two weeks in the hospital, with nothing to eat... I was released three days ago. I'm back home, but not quite back to myself these days. I miss my friends, most of whom didn't call at all while I was in the hospital. But since I was high on morphine the entire time anyway, it wouldn't really have mattered. So, I'm home... and in pain- every minute of everyday. It actually hurts less to starve myself, than it does if I eat... imagine swallowing shards of glass- that's what the insides of my body go through whenever I eat anything now. But at least I have control- I get to choose my pain. Starving hurts less so my diet- yogurt, bananas, and soup. I hope things improve. I have things to do and people to screw!

Why Am I To Blame For Your Problems!
This is in response to a blog someone wrote. I wasn't able to comment on the blog or their page, so Now I will comment in my Blog! And this way she can't erase it anyway. Wow pretty stupid on her part if you ask me. I would have just let me comment and then erased it. I guess she is too scared her "friends" (whatever she may have left) May actually see what kind of person she really is if i left the truth there for everyone to read. Maybe she is afraid she wouldn't be able to erase it in time. Oh well what ever. Here is the link to her blog if you wanna read it for your self http://cherrytap.com/blog/76262/321763 or here it is copied and pasted. SHE SAYS: ...........And my friendship was questioned? It's my turn now....Does A TRUE friend try to hook up their husbands ex-girlfriend with one of their friends ex-husband, and evidently knowing that she still had feelings for him and was considering reconcilliation? Be-friending the ex-girlfriend, taking her shopping, ta

Fuck You!
perriello66@ CherryTAP no good piece of shit selfish pig. nobody has ever said such hurtful things to me in my ENTIRE life. who the hell do you think you are treating your friends the way you do!? you call me a fat pig "oink oink". you call me a fucking bitch. you call me a fucking cunt. you threw in the cunt card? FUCK YOU! what else could you possibly do to hurt me? OH YEAH. tell the entire population of Benicia secrets that i confided in you? pretty much. rot in hell you self loathing insecure piece of floating shit. your tiny penis is the ugliest i have seen yet. the only thing i will miss about your sorry fucking ass is YOUR MOTHER. i feel sorry for her that you turned out as worthless as you are.

Fantasy Dame
-YOU WERE A FANTASY, I WASN'T SUPPOSE TO MEET YOU -CHANCES OF THAT WERE SO UNLIKELY -AND IF WE DID MEET, YOU WEREN'T SUPPOSE TO LIKE ME -BUT LOOK I'M TRAPPED NOW -AND IT JUST SO HAPPENED -GOD PUT ME IN THE SPOT WHERE THAT WOULD JUST SO HAPPEN -SEE SHE HAD A MAN AND I HAD A GIRL -I BROKE UP WITH MINE AND AROUND THE SAME TIME -WE WERE HANGIN' OUT, SHE NEVER LAID A HAND ON ME -BUT I COULD TELL BY THE WAY SHE GLANCED AT ME -HER LOOK SAID "BABY BOY SOMETHING HAMPERS ME" -"IT WOULD GO DOWN BUT I'VE GOT MY MAN WITH ME" -LORD HOW CAN IT BE -YOU KNOW I'VE NEVER BEEN A DUDE TO BREAK UP A HAPPY FAMILY -AND THESE TWO LOOKED SO HAPPY ON THE OUTSIDE -THEY COULD HAVE ONLY BEEN HAPPY ON THE OUTSIDE -SEE WE EVENTUALLY STARTED CREAPING -BUT FOR ME ITS JUST SEX -FOR HER IT'S CHEATIN' -IT WENT DOWN ONE TIME, TWO TIMES, ONCE MORE -TALKIN' REAL PASSIONATE EVERTIME IT JUMPED OFF -I'M IN DEEP NOW SHE'S MORE THAN A JUMP OFF -BOTH CATCHING FEELINGS, BOTH STARTING TO WANT MORE -BUT GUESS W

Nostalgia And Envy.
Stop. Close your eyes. Feel the gentle breeze cooling your scorching body from the sun. Listen to the construction of the nearby house- A dilapidated form of old age and abuse. Take note at the handful of piercing voices of the children running about the field. Inhale each thought, each sense, and each emotion in with every uneasy breath. [I’m here Alone, unaccompanied in my helpless, wandering mind. Observing and learning of my surroundings. I feel powerless and vacant. Is it possible to feel so empty and yet have such an abundance of thoughts racing thought my mind? Is it possible to feel nothing and yet be so dejected and poignant at all once?] There is nothing. Nothing but the sound of construction and screaming children. The grass is green. The sky is pale blue. It’s a beautiful day. Why have such ugly thoughts? Nostalgia. Look at them. All of the children. I envy them all. So care free….Having so much fun Not a care in the world. Having no idea o

Good-bye Yaall,cuts Like A Knife
just moments ago i recieved a message about a man ive grown to respect more than any man ive ever known.it wasnt a message to me but to everyone,it simply stated,good-bye ya all.as i read this it cut through me like a knife.here was a man id been able to open up to about my times in nam and about my life and he just disappeared.why?all i know is his message was filled with pain,i felt that pain.many a time he gave his own time to address a problem or give me an honest oppinion.he is truely my best friend.its like loosing someone you never got to say good bye to only this is worse,i wasnt there to help him if he needed help,i wasnt there to listen if he needed an ear,i just wasnt there.there arent many i hold in high regard like curt.matter of fact,there isnt any. curt ,if you ever read this,know in your heart you are family,a family i never had.i miss you sir.i salute you.please curt,come home.

Tell Me........
“So, tell me your fantasy,” he asked. “What?” she blushed at the unexpected question. “Come on. I’m curious.” “Are you kidding me?” She laughed and glanced up at the waiter who suddenly appeared to pour the last of the Australian red wine in their glasses and supervise the bussing of their dinner dishes. “Would you like anything else?” the waiter queried. He raised his eyebrows at her, and she shook her head almost imperceptibly and said, “I’m fine.” He said to the waiter, “No thanks. Just the check, please.” “Very well, sir.” When the waiter disappeared in between the tiny tables and the trendy Tribeca restaurant, he said, “Let’s go back to my place and have coffee.” She looked at him curiously over her glass of wine, “Okay.” She smiled. She had met him nearly five years earlier when she moved to the city and he was doing business with her company. During that time, he had sold his business and she had been promoted to another division, yet

A Broken Heart
A broken heart is hard to mend It's full of pain and strife Until it heals it's very hard To get on with your life You lose sleep and spend a lot of time crying It's hard to get out of bed when all you do is feel like dying It's hard to concentrate on normal everyday things and even your job You want to close yourself off from everyone, do nothing but sob But broken hearts do mend It just takes time To heal inside and out You body, soul and mind

Here I Am...
I landed in Portland, OR at 10:25 am today... I plan to stay until next Wednesday... So - if you don't see me around - I'm out enjoying the scenery and time with my friends. Leave a note and I'll get back to ya as soon as I can. Take it light! ~Rose

Didn't Want To Lose This So I Figured I'd Blog It.
Bulliten originally title: MY TWO CENTS ABOUT FAT SONNY went around for a while and there is some stuff added. I was trying hard not to get involved in the whole Fat Sonny drama bullshit. However after reading his blogs and his bulletins I have discovered what it is all about. Anyone who discriminates a country over someone callin you out does not deserve to be my friend. Especially when the claims are false. If you follow Fat Sonny then you are not a friend of mine. He is not a real American. If I lose friends over this I could really give a flying fuck. He is not worth my time. =^^= REPOSTING FOR DJ CASH CUZ THE CAT ALWAYS HAS MORE THAN 2 CENTS FOR SONNY MWUAHAHA! AND THOSE OF YOU WHO GO STICK UR NOSE UP HIS A$$ WHAT THE HELL?? I JUST DONT GET IT! YOU SEE THINGS HE HAS DONE, THINGS HE HAS SAID, IT IS CONSTANT! YET, HE COMES BACK AND YOU SHOVE UR NOSE RIGHT BACK UP THERE AND OFF HE GOES AGAIN TO CALL PEOPLE NAMES AND WHATEVER HE FEELS LIKE DOING THAT DAY. ADDED BY BBG...

Grrrrr....
FUCK YOU, cherrytap! if i had a dick id stick it in your ass right now! bend you over and give it to you dry..just like you do me. everytime im doing something good! grrrrr..... but no really..I LOVE CT! LOVE IT! :O)

Whatever
I was just sitting here thinking how uncertain things are. You have something one minute, and you lose it the next. Nothing is permanent and nothing is forever. My friends mean everything to me. I try so hard for them, and I put 115% of myself into helping them. I enjoy helping my friends and I enjoy sticking up for them. I am just baffled at how much people don't see. A lot of their pain and heartache is brought on by themselves. Nobody can MAKE you feel sad. Nobody can MAKE you feel angry. Those are the choices that you made. Now, mind you, I am talking on more of a minor size situation. I am not saying that if someone killed your best friend, that it is your fault that you are mad and hurt. I would be pissed too and wanting to lash out on their killer. But anyways, I am just rambling. It sounds weird, but for once I feel like I am part of a group on here. Like no matter what, there is a purpose for me. I am part of the XXX lounge and it makes me feel good to go in there a

When It Rains It Pours.....
Following my blogs we all know I have been very poor in the relationships area...well I think some other areas have now caught up. I moved from one place I was at for 4 years to a friends 2 weeks ago. I was supposed to move into a new place May 1st. I got a call that the plumbing was so bad it is unliveable for a few months...draw back..I admit, tears were rolling down my cheeks earlier today. I said..ok..not a livable place for my child and myself right? Well....one of my friends has been mysteriously absent for some time now. I loved him and he was so dear to me as a friend. He lived far away and would have loved to have been with him, just had to see how things went. Well, an email I just received blew me the FUCK away. He was a fireman in Florida and was in an accident. He was in a coma and just died. I thought after my boyfriend 2 years ago died of Non-Hodgekins Lymphoma at the age of 34 leaving 2 children behind was the most heartbreaking thing I would have to encounter. This

Broken
IT WAS OPEN BUT NOW ITS NOT, I SEEMS LIKE YOU FORGOT. I LET YOU IN FOR US TO START, AND ALL YOU DID IS BREAK MY HEART. YOU AND I WERE SO NEAR, BUT SOME THING GAVE YOU FEAR. I NEVER THOUGHT I'D SEE, THAT YOU CAUSE ME THIS MUCH MIERY. I WAS THERE FROM DUSK TIL DAWN, AND THEN YOU WERE GONE. NOT ALL THE TIMES WERE TOUGH, BUT SORRY WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH. THE WALLS CAME DOWN ON COMMAND, JUST TO FIND OUT WHERE STAND. WE WERE CLOSE FROM THE START, SO WHY DID YOU HAVE TO BREAK MY HEART.

For Someone Special
TO THE ONE THAT CALLS ME A FRIEND, I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU. I MAKE YOU LAUGH AND SMILE WHEN YOU ARE FEELING DOWN. SO I EXSTEND MY HAND TO YOU AND PICK YOU UP. THEN I HOLD YOU CLOSE TO ME SO THAT YOU FEEL AT EASE. SOME WOULD SAY IT IS LOVE, BUT OTHERS WOULD SAY IT IS BEING FRIENDLY. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO CALL IT, BUT A CONFUSESION IN MY HEART AND MIND. I THINK OF THEM ALL THE TIME, IN EVERY WAY. I HAVE A PASSION AND SEXUAL DESIRE FOR THEM. AS I LAY THERE AT NITE I DREAM OF THINGS I WOULD LIKE TO DO TO THEM, AND HAVE THEM DO TO ME. BY THE MORNING BREAK OF LIGHT I AM IN A ROLLING SWEAT FROM A BURNING DESIRE OF A UNTOUCHED DREAM. I WILL SAY COULD IT EVER BE REAL OR IS IT JUST ALL A HOPELESS DREAM TO EVER COME TRUE WRITEN BY: STEVE EDLIN APRIL 27, 2007

For Angela
ANGELA WHO IS SOMEONE I LOVE AND CARE ABOUT ALOT IN NY IS NOT DOING WELL....SHE HAS BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL FOR AWHILE AND IM DOING EVERYTHING I CAN TO GET TO HER. SHE IS IN A COMA AND ON LIFE SUPPORT. TONIGHT I WEAR CANDLES ON MY CT PROFILE FOR HER AND THE PRAYER SHE WILL WAKE UP..OVER THE NEXT COUPLE OF DAYS PLEASE KEEP HER IN YOUR PRAYERS AND PLEASE WEAR THE CANDLES AT LEAST FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS... JOHN AKA WET AND WILD OWNER

Stick People
"me" rated your photo a '6'! I keep getting rated low by stick ppl on Cherry tap people too scared to post a salute or pic and rate.. if you agree repost .Maybe Cherry Tap will redo the rules on rating pictures Mike S

Female Cake .. Naked..
OKAY FOR THE ONES THAT WANTED TO SEE IT HERE IS THE CAKE I WAS MAKIN LAST NITE.. ITS NOT AS GOOD AS NORMALLY BUT I WAS BUZZIN LMAO.. THEN I WAS PISSED SO YAH.. THIS IS WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE.. LOL I PROMISED I WOULD SHOW YOU.. J:)

Friends
so i went to work this morning and i was sooooooo mad about it cause i couldn't sleep in on a weekend and i work all week and i get there and their like ok u can go home we have to many people on shift today i was like WHAT!!! i was soooooo mad i could have hit the supervisor if my boss was there he would have at least called me to tell me not to come in... i was really upset but whatever i'm home now nothing i can do about I GOT A CRUSH!! Hehe yes boys and girls i've decided who my crush is going to be... Don't really know what i'm doing tonight AND i need to mention something all u people are adding me as friends and u people arn't even reading anything arn't leaving me comments ur just gawking at my pics LISTEN u'll be off my list i'm making a total clean up if u want to stay u have a week before i start deleting people if u want to stay u will have to read this and comment that u want to stay i'll keep u if u comment but i noticed nobody reads these things except for loyal friends.

The Loss
EMPTINESS IS ALL I FEEL, SOMETIMES IT DOESN'T FEEL REAL. ONLY THE PAIN MAKES SENSE, THE LOSS OF THE INNOCENCE. THE HURT THAT I FEEL INSIDE, MAKES MY HEART AND MIND DIVIDE. SOMETIMES ALL I WANT TO DO IS CRY, NEVER TO FEEL THE TIR. THE LOSS OF A CHILD NO ONE SHOULD FEEL, TH HEARTACHE IS SO UNREAL. IN MY HEART IT WILL ALWAYS, ALSO IN MY MEMORY. THE LOVE WILL ALWAYS IN MY HEART, EVEN AFTER EVRY NEW START. THE CHILD THAT WILL NEVER BE I WILL NEVER FORGET, YOU MOTHER I WILL NEVER GET TO BE IS MY ONLY REGRET.

Semicolon - The Penisth Song
I don't like you at all I really hope you die I will cut off your penis, and cook it, and give it to the homeless people on your street But it probably won't feed that many because It is very small Your penis is very, very small Your peenie peenie peenie peenie peenie peenie peenie Is tiny iny iny iny iny iny iny Your Penis is very very small I think you farted once when you were eating dinner with me and my parents And we blamed it on the dog, and we all laughed And you laughed but you didn't know we didn't have a dog And your penis is very, very small Your penis is very, very small Your peenie peenie peenie peenie peenie peenie peenie Is tiny iny iny iny iny iny iny Your Penis is very, very small I will gouge out your eyeballs with a spoon Then I will freeze them, and put them on sticks And then I'll sell them to your cousins And they'll buy them, and they'll eat them Because they're stupid, because you're stupid No-one likes you we all hate you An

I Lost Someone Special Today
Today one of the most beautiful women I know died. She always called me her Lula Bell. She made my first birthday cake and dressed me up every Halloween. She truly treated me like her daughter growing up. She made me smile always and made a point to always call me beautiful. She was the person who shaved the rest of my hair off for surgery and the one who taught me to make mints. Her son and I were like two peas in a pod. She was the lady who put me in vinegar when I had a bad sunburn. She was a mother to me growing up. She always introduced me as her daughter. The last time I saw her was 2 years ago since she moved away. Today I get a call telling me she is gone. She died of a heart attack at the age of 58 years old. I will miss her greatly. Tears escape my eyes as I write. Please say a prayer for her two sons, husband, and four grandchildren. Thanks Lula Bell

Housecleaning
I'm about to do some serious CT housecleaning, I can't stand people who just add me to look at my pics then I never hear from them again, they don't rate my stuff, say hello or anything... I am hear to make acquaintances and meet new people from all around the globe MALE or FEMALE.. it doesn't matter. I am going to delete those people that have never rated me or even said hello..and I'm going to stop being their fan too.. call me mean, or a bitch.. I don't care.. I'm sick of the games people play on here! If you care.. drop me a line if you don't want to get axed!

T'is The Time I Guess
Well the time is almost upon me.....What is that you may ask?, well come June of every year, my son comes down for the summer...Therefore, I will be taking a break from CherryTap and Myspace and every other website I belong too. I won't be completely deleting my profile, but I won't be on here as much over the summer. However, I'll still keep my IM's open for those of you I chat with on a daily basis, I just might not reply as quickly..Which I'm sure alot of you can understand being parents yourselves. (there is another blog with my IM's incase I don't have you and you wish to add me) On that note, I have to get to work :( Have a great day everyone Fred

For Baloons Sent To The Person Of Your Choice Pick A Number From One -10...
for ballons sent anonymous to person of your chooooice pick 1 number from 1 to 10 dont pick a number that has been picked and rate all these blogs from no on.......u have to rate the blog to qualify

Grrr
Tiffany- Missing what used to be. says (5:15 AM): I am not allowing my child to be brought up with you and 'another' person its not happening Tiffany- Missing what used to be. says (5:16 AM): your child comes first Shoot coward. You are only going to kill a man. says (5:16 AM): i will have a relationship with whoever i want... i will marry when its time for me to marry... and you have absolutely NO say in that whatsoever Tiffany- Missing what used to be. says (5:17 AM): did you want to be a part of your childs life? Shoot coward. You are only going to kill a man. says (5:17 AM): yes Tiffany- Missing what used to be. says (5:17 AM): then it isnt happening

My Son's Choice
My son is a junior in high school,and 18. He has decided to inlist in the ARMY. He will complete basic training this summer, then return home to complete his senior year. During his senior year he will be in the reserves, doing his one weekend a month. After graduation he has the choice of remaining in the reserves, or going into active duty. He knows how worried I am about that, so he tells me he's not sure what choice he will make. But moms know their child. I saw the look on his face and am 95% sur he is gonna choose active duty. I pray by that point we won't be in a war, but don't believe that. The unconditional love for my child would never hold him back from following a passion, or experiencing life. But the inate protector in me wants to keep him close and safe. I am not a very trusting person, so asking me to know trust a government I have no faith in, and ppl he or i neither one know, with my childs life is an unreal thought for me. I will miss him of coarse, but wil

What Is This World Coming To???
ok...bear with me while I vent...any advice, comments, etc. are welcome, and much appreciated....I do, however, ask that you read ALL of this...and be prepared...it does get ugly... What the hell is the deal with people these days? How can one person justify hating another...for no reason other than the color of their skin, religion, sexual preference, etc? I'm sick to death of hearing people bitch about how fucked up the world is only to be a part of the damned problem. Hate breeds hate...I don't care who you are, or what you do... People call themselves "good Christians"...since when did being a Christian involve hating people? Doesn't God love all? (To those who are agnostic, atheist, or believe in something else, use higher power, or whatever you choose...to me, God is the Great Spirit, but whatever...venting isn't always politically correct.) It doesn't matter what basis for the hatred...hate is hate...whether it's from man to woman, white to black, or vice versa (definitely

What Vowel Is Not Used In This Paragraph...for A Mens Bracelet
THIS COTEST IS SPONSORED BY )o(Pagan~Wiccan~Crystal~Isis~Please~fan~me:) )o( Member of CLUB F.A.R )o( Member of the BombShel@ CherryTAPIF YOU WIN PLZ GET IN CONTACT WITH HER THRU SHOUTBOX SHE IS ON NOW...ALL BIG PIMPIN GIFTS PAID DURING HH.. WHAT VOWEL IS NOT USED IN THIS PARAGRAPH How quickly can you find out what is unusual about this paragraph? It looks so ordinary that you would think that nothing was wrong with it at all, and in fact, nothing is. But it is unusual. Why? If you study it and think about it you may find out, but I am not going to assist you in any way. You must do it without coaching. No doubt if you work at it for long, it will dawn on you. I don't know. Now, go to work and try your luck. Answer

My Friends
ok thanks for all tha leave me comment and say hi every now and then thank you. but i have gotten way to many friends and having a hard time finding everyone so for those on my family no worries you are staying but the rest of you if i leave u a comment. all i ask is comment back. Plus if u read this just leave me comment on this blog and u will not be delete. if u can not do so i will delete you. i am sorry if this hurts anyone feeling. but i just want to meet cool and fun people. and not fake ones. =) hope all is well with everyone. have a great day

The Hottest Fantasy Ever
LICKING OVER EVERY INCH OF HER BODY CARESSING HER CURVES WITH MY TONGUE,MAMI IS THE ULTIMATE HOTTIE DAMN WHAT A BODY SEX APPEAL OUT OF CONTROL NOTHING BUT ECSTACY FROM HEAD TO TOE, LET'S TAKE A JOURNEY DOWN EROTIC, EXOTIC LANE DAMN IT'S A SHAME THIS IS ONLY A FANTASY BECAUSE IN REALITY I WOULD LOVE TO KISS HER NEEDS IN BETWEEN HER KNEES LAYING MY HEAD IN BETWEEN HER LEGS WHICH HEAD HUMMMMMM YOU DECIDE IT WOULDN'T MATTER TO ME REMEMBER IT'S ALL JUST A FANTASY.AT LEAST IN HER MIND ME ON THE OTHER HAND I'LL JUST WAIT TILL IT'S MY TIME OH YEA MAMI IS GOING TO FEEL THE REAL ONE DAY BUT FOR NOW I WILL JUST CHILL,AND KEEP PLEASURING HER WITH MY THOUGHTS OF TAKING HER IN THE PARK AFTER DARK WHILE THE RAINS CUM DOWN FROM THE HEAVENS ABOVE THIS IS SIMILAR TO LOVE BUT WE BOTH KNOW THE TRUTH,RITE NOW IT'S ALL ABOUT LUST BECAUSE THE BOTH OF US ARE ON LOCK DOWN IN DIFFERENT PLACES YOU KNOW OTHER TOWNS.THIS IS WHAT MAKES IT ALL THE MORE SEXIER CAUSE OF OUR DISTANCE ALL WE CAN DO IS LISTEN AND TOUCH O

For Flashy Hearts
1st person to drop 3 comments wins...anyone that wins twice in a row is declared champ..till someone else wins twice in a row...if u get blocked for commenting to fast remember to tell us so we can hav a chuckle..im so bad..but everygame has to have somthing to lose

Lonely Arms
Here I sit waiting and yearning for you time has made my hunger for you grow like the flames of passion that burns in my heart. Day by day I run the images embraced in deep passions our hands taking and roaming over eachothers body and imagine the sensation of us exploding in deep lust as we look in eachothers eyes we deeply kiss and say how much we love eachother...but for now all I can do is dream and hope for the day its real.

Pain
why do we bleed we bleed so we may feel the madness why do we feel so much pain we feel so much pain so we can feel so much love why do we cry we cry so we may laugh why we go so far but not far enough we go so far to find out we had it all back home why do we need so much we need so much to find out that we need so little

Restaurants
A lot of people cannot go into restaurants alone because they feel uncomfortable. What is up with that? If you are hungry, and you are by yourself, and you are craving something, what's wrong with treating yourself?

Love Hurts
I guess I thought you'd be here forever Another illusion I chose to create Don't know what you've got until its gone And I found out a little too late. The tears they fall The sleep wont come My eyes are red My heart is sore and My strengths undone I tried so hard to keep control and make you proud......

Bitching Rant And Rave
some people seem to live off of others misery wtf is wrong with society what happened to live by whats right and do good for we are all judged on our merit and actions and not how popular we are wtf people lets wake up and live to be better then the fakes and liars that seem to form every 2.1 secs why can we live to live and instead of pushing people down as we do it no one seems to help anyone unless it helps them out in some greedy way what a load of bull so lets learn and become better

Venting
I just went say sum shit real quick. just gonna vent and let out some shit. first I hate when people come to my page and just check me out, no comment, no ratings, no friend request nothing. whatever..... I hate when people add me as their friend and then never talk to me. are you my friend just cuz you want some points? thats weak. if you add me talk to me..... and hey one last thing if your gonna rate me anything other then a ten be honest cuz I know I aint no zero haha thats it fuck off

I Wish I Would Have Tried.
Sometimes i sit an ponder on the life i chose to live, bumps and bruises for the fans seems to be all that i can give. Sometimes you have a diamond and you never even see, that the character you choose to live isnt all you have to be. Forget about the cheers at night and signs that lift you up, sometimes you have to realize that fame isnt enough. You sit and think about the times that the diamonds need you most, and come to the conclusion that you have gone far out of touch. But then you see the sacrifice and the rainbow at the end, and realize this is a dream that simply will not end. Some people sit and wonder, what if i had just tried, and endured the lil sacrifices just once before i died. Could i have been more than i am to this day? So I chase my dream and sacrifice so that I will never have to say ....I wish...i had..tried.

Apr 29 2007
Damn bro it started out like any other day, woke up early checked the internet damn still in black out, went and made sure you where up, watched as you went to the maintance yard to put on your new lights, shaved pulled my hmvvw out, got it ready, watched you pull your hmvvw up to the line just waiting for the start of our mission, we joked a little, made sure you had the game so we could play when we got to where we where going, 15 mins before we would leave the gate i said seeya later, jumped into my hmvvw and we got ready to go, rolled out the gate right behind your vehicle you where doing what you always have done and thats lead the way, for everyone else to follow in safety, your job was the hard one, never knowing what or who would try to get you. 20 mins into the patrol nothing felt right and no one wanted to say that, next thing i know im watching it all in slow motion with a sinking feeling inside, it really did hurt watching it happen and not being able to do anything, i mov

The Last One
Call me Ishmael. I never thought my life would be so similar to Melville's Moby Dick. Call me Ishmael is the first line from the classic novel. Ishmael was the only survivor of the encounter with the white whale. It is through his recounting of the story that the reader finds out what happened and how he alone survived. My life has recently seen me become as Ishmael was. The last survivor of a tight crew. Earlier today the phone rang. The voice on the other end was one I had not talked to in years. It was the voice of the little brother of the drummer from my first band. He told me of his brother's passing. It seems Wednesday night on his way back from the store he was hit by a drunk driver. His car was totalled and he did not survive. Bob Blackwell was a great person and an incredible musician. He earned my respect a long time ago. We had loosely kept in touch after the band broke up in 1986. We were just teen-agers then. From 1983 to 1986 we were in a great band called The Nuckin

I'm Not Rascist But Its True
You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "Gringo" and you think it's OK. ...But when I call you Kike, Towelhead, WOP, Camel Jockey, Gook, Nigger or Chink you call me a racist. -You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi -You have the NAACP. -You have BET. -If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. -If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. -If we had white history month... we'd be racist. -If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. -If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racist. -In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and r

More Useless Products
Upon wandering through my place of employment the other day, I stumbled across some more useless items we sell. I don't know who comes up with this shit, let alone actually buys it... The Olivia Newton-John Self Breast Examination Kit. While I'm all for breast cancer awareness, who actually had the nerve to come up with this, and have ONJ endorse it???? It comes with a magnifiying glass that fits your finger, an examination pad, a velvet pouch for the magnifier, and a postcard. I was born with my own self breast examination kit...it's called HANDS. A portable alchol detector...great for parties! See who can blow the highest at your next kegger!! A perfect stocking stuffer for your favorite alcoholic!! If you blow in the Alcohol Detector, you won't end up blowing Bubba in the big house!!

Down Raters
Here is a list I am starting with he pictures of people that down rate my page. I have never spoken to these people nor have I ever rated them. (Not sure if this is a dude or chick!) maddiegurl@ CherryTAP (He down rated me? WTF there has to be a mirror in his house some where! Mr clean is not the MAN.) ManInBlack666@ CherryTAP (Total wanna be!) It's All In The Eyes@ CherryTAP (Pure Hood Rat! And um yeah you are white!) ONE OF A KIND SEXY LOVE@ CherryTAP NeaterNita@ CherryTAP BlackRose@ CherryTAP Baby@ CherryTAP Smittys Angels@ CherryTAP CBR900GIRLZ@ CherryTAP Harley Bitch@ CherryTAP !!!~The_Gr@phix_Speci@list~!!!

Alright ..im Back..testing The Waters!
Hey everyone....or anyone that actually reads these farking things...lol...Im back...but just testing the waters....so far so good....I missed everyone of ya and its good to see some familiar faces still hanging around. just a heads up though..one of the main reasons I left was because of the constant bombardment of requests for graphics and skins...NOW don't get me wrong...I was and still am flattered that everyone liked my work but seriously...40 to 50 emails a day asking for something to be made...thats insane....and I just couldnt keep up and I pissed a lot of people off when I said NO...and I think thats bullshit...but its all in the past...anyway... it would be nice to have a go at this without having all these requests for skins and tags to be made. I hope you guys understand...It would be a lot more fun for oh Stevie boy if it was like that. :) Thanks ..and Ill see you guys on the other side! Hugs! Steve

Game Rules And What U Need To Do
ok guys been gettin alot of question on what this game is and what yall need to do sad thing is i cant tell u because then ppl could cheat and i want this a fun honest game :) no cheating but i will tell u that it is a hunt. and in NOWAY benifits me at all. so i dont get any points for this like most ppl do when u do pic contest :) so sing up and let me know whos in :)

More About The Game
OK HERE IS MORE ABOUT THE GAME I CAN GIVE THIS GAME WILL TAKE U A LONG TIME TO DO BUT HAVE FUN WHILE DOING IT AGAIN ITS FOR A 7 DAY BLAST IT WILL START AT 7 PM EST TIME TOMMROW TUE THE 15 :) EVERYONE WILL MEET IN THE CANDYLAND LOUNGE AND I WILL TELL U WHAT THE GAME IS AND THEN IT STARTS. I NEED TO KNOW EVERYONE THAT IS IN THE GAME PLS. JUST LEAVE A YES ON THIS BLOG SO I KNOW.. THANKS LOVE YA CANDIES

My Blog
"Davis, William C," wrote something to think about. A Little known Black History Fact. This information can also be found in the African American Archives at the Smithsonian Institute. Although not taught in American learning institutions and literature, it is noted in most Black history professional circles and literature, that the origin of the term "picnic" derives from the acts of lynching African -Americans. The word "picnic" is rooted from the whole theme of "Pick A Nigger. This is where individuals would "Pic" a Black Person to lynch and make this into a family gathering. There would be music and a "picnic" "Nic" being the white acronym for nigger.") Scenes of this were depicted in the movie "Rosewood" We should choose to use other words like "Barbecue" or outing instead of the word picnic I do believe that the "N" word falls in the same category The "N" word is a vulgar and derogatory word used in the same malicious manner by slaveowners as the wo

Quote Of The Day
I have found that the greatest help in meeting any problem with decency and self-respect and whatever courage is demanded, is to know where you yourself stand. That is, to have in words what you believe and are acting from. William Faulkner

A Tale Of A Crystal Meth Addiction
It hurts to know that the way I'm feeling is caused only by myself. And even though the physical wounds left on my body were put there by the hands of another it's me that's accountable for all the scars inside. How was it possible for me to be so blind, for so long to all the wrong I have done and hurt I have caused without even knowing I was blind to it? How did I fool myself into believing that the wrong I was doing wasn't that wrong, and the hurt I was inflicting wasn't that painful? Even the times I truly thought the decisions I was making were honest and pure, still turned out to still be jaded by the same billowing fog that had apparently never left, but instead had only just ever so slightly subsided long enough for me to believe that I was as solid as I always thought I had been. It's only just now that I can honestly say with a clear mind and conscience, how unbelievably wrong and selfish I was to let myself think I

Oh Fuck Me Running.
http://cherrytap.com/blog/76314/354015 Now they're just grasping at straws. Mo was going there for the simple reason of getting a link to post to the bouncers. Talk about petty. The ONLY reason I post this here is for posterity and to document it for the legal case outlined in my last blog.

Skin And Pic Rippes
who ever this is has been giving me fits the last two days, ripping my skins and pics without asking, and without rating or leaving a comment. They/he/she/it just rips then blocks me. I'm gonna leave my site on the default skin until they are dealt with as only CT friends can, Thanks for all your help this guy ripped my skin that said "rip and you're dead !!!" tonight Operalover@ CherryTAP ripped my skin and a very special pic that they are using as their profile pic "UndercoverLover"@ CherryTAP this is his original site Fnewhsky@ CherryTAP this is his "wife" Wicked J's Angel@ CherryTAP this is her other profile *Devils Lady*@ CherryTAP

Froggy Style!
Since i put that up on my page every1 wants ta know wht froggy style iz, so here i'll let u n on it.Ta me Froggy style iz a lil better than doggy, Tha woman lays on her stomach n tha position of a frog & u match her on top of her u enter lock fingers & rap yr legs aroung each other, woman lift yr ass just lil n tha air (if u use a pellow that works 2)men u enter her at a angle ( i put that on everythang u will hit her spot everytime u enter & exit), now dont do it stiff only use yr lower part of yr pelvic. Start out wit a slow windin grind, ladys u grind wit him, but n tha other direction.Men durin tha grind pull yrself back all most ut of her but not all tha way leave just tha tip n & then sink yrself back n2 her az deep az u can go until u hit tha back off her walls, repeat this motion a few times..& then thats when u speed uphittin hard & fast, now keep it up dont stop faster harder & just when yr both r about ta cum ( let each other know thats key " baby im getin ready ta cum")grin

When We Make Love
I Light a candle, build a fire, chill the wine, for just awhile, my every thought, is of only you, I know it's hell that, we been through, all the time, we spent apart, all the aching, deep in our hearts, it will all feel, like just a dream, when your finally, here in my arms, all the hurt, will fade away, and everything, will be ok, When We Make Love...

Just Letting Yall Know
i just wanna let all im gonna clean out by friends list......most of the ppl on my friends list, i dont talk to and you dont talk to me..... if i lose points or things like that....i dont care....ppl who are in my family...have no worry...if you read this blog and comment on it...you are safe too.... Also.....i will not be on here as much....now that summer that the summer is here....i will start playing softball a lot more...spend more time on my boat...and with my family.... no offense to anyone on here....met some really great ppl on here...and yall know who you are... but i really just wanna spend my time doing something else... when im here i will send love to the ppl who REALLY care bout me... Hugs and have a great time Nate

Read These Things?
This is my "daily" horroscope... "Doing the right thing comes automatically to you, but it might be such a conditioned reflex that you're starting to get a spiritual stress injury. Cut loose. Have fun. You don't have to be bad, but be a little naughty." ^Anyone care to translate into plain English??

Ct, Lounges, Drama.
Ok, seriously I am FED the fuck up with all of this. All I ever wanted to do is play music and fucking hang out. Do you know what I want to do right now? I want to set all this shit on fire and watch it burn! fucking burn it all. FUCK THE LOUNGES FUCK THE MUSIC AND MOST OF ALL FUCK THE DRAMA..... It has gone too fucking far on everyones side I tried to be a fucking peacekeeper and trust me YOU don't want to be on my bad side... EVER. but right now almost everyone is on my shitlist.. I really respected a lot of you and now you have all betrayed not only me but yourselves... fucking think about it. I am so heated I can hardly type. FUCK EVERYONE I THINK I MIGHT LEAVE CT AGAIN AND THIS TIME FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!! BURN MOTHERFUCKERS BURN!

Etherus & Aphrodite
Etherus & Aphrodite Though he had hired on for the stable with a good recommendation from his mentor, Faisal still felt uncomfortable. It wasn't so much the animals...they were his friends. He had become friends with each one quickly, each equine trusting him easily. No, it was the way he was treated from the family. That is all except for Kat. She was a princess of course. Yet she did not act like the rest of the family. When they looked towards him, they looked through him...after all, he was but a mere serf. Faisal smiled inwardly when Kat looked at him. It was as if she saw him for the man that he was...he felt whole and sure of himself. She was a beauty, tall, with smooth creamy white skin. Her dark hair was such a contrast against her white skin. Her eyes were light brown, soft and tender. Each day, Kat would come down to the stable for a ride. She would be dressed in tight fitting leathers...not at all that of a princess. Often she would laugh and joke with the hired han

Watch Out People!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TO EVERY ONE ON MY FRIEND'S LIST I WANT YOU TO WATCH OUT FOR THIS MAN. teddybear@ CherryTAP HE RIPPED ALL MY PIX EVEN THOUGH I TOLD HIM NOT TOO,DOWNRATED MOST OF THEM REPEATEDLY MANY TIMES (for ex):rated your pic 9 then 7 from 9 then 5 from 7 then 3 from 5 then 1 from 3 for each pic SO I THINK THIS IS NOT AN OPINION!!! ALSO HE CLAIMED ME HIS OWN. FOR SOME REASON HIS OLD ACCOUNT GET DELETED NOW HE IS BACK WITH NEW NAME UNDER '†hΓøä†ƒäωk™' INVITE LINK AND I'M SURE THAT '†hΓøä†ƒäωk™'HAS NO CLUE ABOUT WHO HE IS. I SENT A MAIL REGARDING THIS PERSON: I just want you to know that this person is a downrater.and pix ripper even if you tell him not to. he had another account and he get deleted and now he is back with your invite link. just to let you know...and here is his link teddybear@ CherryTAP JUST WATCH OUT,DON'T ADD HIM AND LET YOUR FRIENDS KNOW ABOUT HIM HAVE A WONDERFUL SUNDAY ALL HUGS AND MUCH LOVE ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞

Read The Profile
I just ran the cursor across the scrolling bar o' morons, and stopped it at someone whose photo is of her, on the floor, on her knees, with a skirt hiked up to her waist and her hands all grabbin' her crotch. Her name? "READ THE PROFILE!" or some variant thereof. Seriously? I can just imagine her indignation. "Ugh! These men are SO RUDE! What makes them think I'm just a horny dog who wants to be fucked?" Does someone need to explain this to her?

For The 7 Of The Wolf Pack Who Never Came Home
I know this is a "love" song. However a famous man once said "Greater love has no man than this-That he would lay down his life for his friends" "All the things that you never ever told me All the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me Do you ever get the feeling that you're never all alone and I remember now... All the wounds that are ever gonna scar me For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me" From "The Ghost of You" -My Chemical Romance Me with SGT Davis as he goes over a wall-Only pic I have of him: Martin after an Op in Afghanistan: SPC Todd Gagelo teaching a local to fight: SGT Ramirez died of wounds 6 months after coming home: Bill Khoust: SSG Ortiz in foreground: Our "Civilian Guest": A final farewell to them:

Bioootttcchhhhh
My profile picture got rated a 3, i was like that isn't very nice, she says i was rating the photo hun not you, i say but I'm in the photo, she says but it isnt a great pic sorry, snotty lil 18 year old UK biootch. angeleyes1974 is who this was I could go rate her all 1's but im not mean I mean come on I am just relaxing in my bed.

Mm Hmm
Since my tat was marked NSFW, my entry is dropped. I was winning. Now, that pic has been in my folder for MONTHS. All of a sudden it was flagged? Can we say "cheaters"? Oh of course not! Because this is an adult site.

To All My Friends
If You Have Been Wondering Why I haven't Been On Ct Much Lately Its Because I Was In The Hospital For Kidney Stones I'm Doing Better Still Passing Stones And If You Have Never Had Them YES THEY HURT LIKE HELL lmao I don't Wish Them On Anyone So If You Don't See Me For A few Days Thats Why Don't Think I'm Not Coming Back Because I will Be Back ...

What To Expect From Me As Your Friend
Ok people I seem to be getting more and more of you offering to show me your body parts, wanting phone numbers, wanting to "cyber," or just expecting a little teasing online relationship. So, this blog will be devoted to expressing what you can expect from me relationship wise, friendly or other. What I don't want: 1. I do not plan on meeting anyone on this site for any kind of sexual encounter or relationship (that statement alone will keep my friends list very low) 2. I will not give you my phone number and I do not want yours. 3. I don't want you to friend my just for the hell of it or to collect large amounts of people. 4. I am not going to "cyber" with you or show you anything. But I will damn sure peep at what you flaunt. 5. I don't want to join things outside of this site. I will support you when you need me too but not if you just need people to fill up space on your site or anywhere else. 6. I don't want to feel like I have to be a bitch to get these points across. What I d

Want A Sweet Piece Of Ass??
If you rate my stash I'll sent u a Shot of Sweet Piece of Ass or a shot of your choice ;) Plz rate the entire stash & than comment on this blog when your done & tell me what shot u would like to recieve. Note: Shots will be given out during Happy Hour. CLICK HERE TO START :) That is all Thank you, Muahs

Friday
Just to let everyone know, a very dear friend lost their Father the other day. He was a super human being and it was a true honor to know this man. He was married for 53 years, had 22 grandchildren, 17 great-grandchildren and a very honorable man. I will not be online Friday, May 25th to chat. I will be with my friend to bury his father. Any prayers will be welcomed and appreciated. I value your friendship AND your understanding. Sincerely, Chris

I'll Be There For You !!!
When the sun no longer shines, to bring light into your day, When the stars no longer sparkle, high in the sky at night, When the moon has faded away, and nothing in life seems right, When there is no one to hold you, to make life seem worthwhile, When you feel lost and alone, you will find me in your heart, When you need a true friend, When you need someone that loves you, for the beautiful lady that you are, When the world turns against you, you feel you have nowhere to turn, When you ever need me, I'll Be There For You !!!

Hot And Steamy!
It got me thinking.. Personally, NSFW is not my thing, prefer to see peeps with clothes, now don't get me wrong, i appreciate the attractiveness of girls here, but still i prefer it wrapped you know.. But also the thing around NSFW folders.. And people who ask you for those kinda pics cos you don't have one. So next week i am off to starbucks, and well, i am going to start a new thing, and have a NSFW folder called HOT AND STEAMY.. And inside one pic of me with a great pic of hot chocolate! So if you sick of people asking for those kinda photos, join me! And tag them "Get the hint?" or something! I mean if you want to post those kinda pics and look at them good on you! It the people who ask, and sometimes get very insolant after, that i don't like! Peace out!

+i Just Noticed A Little Something...
It's not really worth noticing...not a big deal at all : I just realized that a bunch of folks on my list...are not interested in chatting/socializing unless it involves some sort of flirting or attention mongering....when they see I am happily in love/engaged, they become ghosts. I am not saying that everyone needs to adhere to my reasons for coming to the Lost Cherry, I'm just saying that it's annoying as fvck! Also, the ignoring shows me what kind of people they are : no one gives them attention IRL(probably b/c they're tools)....or their mothers give them too much attention IRL.(uhhh, yeAH...still tools) +

I'm Back!
Hola, everyone! Vanity insists that I should announce that I have made my return from the wilds of Central America and I am now safely back in the land of the big PX. Costa Rica is an amazing place. Life changing, for me, at least. I recommend to any and all that you should go there once in your life. Undoubtedly, I will write more later... Only 2 and a half months until Spain! Wooohhooo! Pura Vida.

My Past Now My Fututure
well im not real sure how to do this so bear with me.since the incident that happened to me my past has truely become my present and possble future.i have little recollection of things from the past so i feel god has given me a chance to form my past as i would of liked it to of been.everyday now since my return has become the only past i really remember.its called long term memory loss. when it will return ,or if,i dont know but i do know ive been given a second chance to redo my life.there are people that ive been told i knew but dont remember,this is my chance to possably reform that into a better relationship becouse i have no need to forgive or forget,its gone.maybe thats the reason for what happened to me,there were things i could forgive but not forget,now i have the chance. ive read my blogs and though some seem so familiar the events seem like vauge dreams.some day i may be able to remember them but for now,ive got the chance to maybe redo some of the mistakes i had done bef

Sex At Work
There are certain places that just do not easily lend to coitus. In front of elderly relatives, for example. On a pitched roof. Anywhere where sharp things are strewn about. Or, in a museum during opening hours. The first three are in order, disrespectful (not to mention gross), foolhardy and just plain fucking stupid. The last one is more jarring than anything else. Picture the scene; your faithful narrator (stop laughing) has been working at the museum for almost 12 months. During this time, no less that 5 different relationships have started between members of staff (three of them having a one person in common, one involving yours truly and one involving a new friend of yours truly. And our boss. Ouch. The dangers of employing several people at the same time, all in their early 20’s and all straight from university). Every morning, we (the staff) check the museum to make sure that nothing has exploded and vomited lethal shards of glass all over the gallery floors and, worse still, t

Stood Up
If someone was to make a movie about my life it would be called "Stood Up" because I constantly am. Almost every time I make plans with someone. They either A. Don't show or B. Cancel on me at the last minute. I don't know what the fuck I ever did to deserve it either. I pissed off karma somewhere along the line. I don't think I will ever have a successful date in my life. Like today for example, I was talking to this really, what I thought, smartm funny and sweet guy on yahoo. We got a lot really well. We both had said we had no plans today. Well, he says "Let's go to lunch!" and because he was fun to talk to I agreed. Well, we set a place and time. Logged off. I get to olive garden at 12:15. Right on time, well guess who never shows?!?! I was livid. We had just made plans. I don't get it. Then I come home and go on yahoo only to find he has me blocked. We were on cam and stuff before so its not like he showed up and found me hideous. and I'm not anyways. But dammit! Why do I keep get

Show Them Love:)
bratt@ CherryTAPCricket says Lv Me a voice comment please :)@ CherryTAPApril Marie ♥I'm SO kickass♥I'd be jealous too if I were you...@ CherryTAP Happy_Eyes@ CherryTAPkrazy bitch@ CherryTAPREAD MY PROFILE BEFORE YOU COMMENT@ CherryTAP ~*♥ Lorie ™ ♥ *~ [My name is NOT "hey sexy"]@ CherryTAPPrincess@ CherryTAPDJ Ms. D @ Club Vamped *Mrs. to FireFighter6681 aka Dalton/Stick Man/4th Horseman*@ CherryTAP these ladies are most exceptional and I think you should show them some love too....:D they are all very special to me...and I generally don't like women, but these select few are strong minded individuals with style and class not to mention all are beautiful inside and out!!! I love them all :) xoxo Thank you ladies for being so awesome!!!

Sprint
ok who has a sprint phone they are screwing me big time ..they jsut took 55 out of my account and today they wanan do another 53 im on social security and im on a tight budget..when i left them last time they cancel taking it out of my acount they said they would the 3th of every month so not only will this cost the 55 bucks but 32 for over charge so what do u think..im about to call all the news station in st .louis what would u do ty

Happy Hour Points
Most people on here know I'm a high priced point call girl. But even I was surprised when I was awarded points for the surveys I took over the weekend and they were doubled in value for Happy Hour. Take a look at the before and after shots of the difference 3 surveys made. That's a 67,000 point difference. Wow. OK, I'm just strange enough to be happy about it, lol. And yes, I know my crush is showing, I'm not ashamed.

I Wanna Fan You!
I have alot of fans and I would like 2 fan everyone back but it is hard 2 keep up with!So if you are a fan and I haven't fan u please leave me a comment on my blog and I will glady fan u.Please don't be shy I want 2 fan you!:p.I love all my friends fam and fans!KISSES CHERRIES!

Making Friends
Be discriminating when it comes to the company you keep. Just because a person wants to be part of your life doesn't mean you have to say yes. Be civil and polite, but remember to go your own way if necessary.

Drivers I'm Not A Target Ok
Ya know when you walk and you thing how nice it is and how your day is going great well i was having that day until.............. one of the houses i was walking past just like every day to work the guy who lives there hit me with his car so good thing i know where he is bad thing i got to go to the hospital in a ambulance i got some vicodin and i lost a days worth of work. i have a nice pic of my knee stop by and have a look Thanks for listening

Friends And Other People
Perhaps the whole fascination with Myspace and CT have confused some people on the idea or definition of "friends". It's easy and a simple way to categorize people for internet pages...you know, fans, friends and family. Here's my definition, if you know something about me that isn't posted on my profile or in my blogs then I consider you close enough to be my friend and share that information with you. That is my definition, you may have your own. If I work with you, or know you in passing sorry you are an acquaintance. I try not to be friends with my co-workers due to the fact that I want time away from work, and to not be reminded of it. Additionally, I have an interesting life outside of work and I don't need that getting back to my supervisors. This is why my friends list gets whittled down, and the list remains small. While we're on the subject let me touch another subject. I really wonder why people categorize their friends. For example I hear some people say,

Pit Bull Saves 2 Women From Deadly Cobra,
Pit Bull saves 2 women from deadly cobra, dies wagging his tail Four-year-old "Chief", an American Pit Bull Terrier, dashed in front of a venomous snake which was poised to strike at 87-year-old Liberata la Victoria and her granddaughter Maria Victoria. Shielding the women from the attack, Chief saved them but died minutes later from the snake's bite. (Photo: Marc Sabelita) BARANGAY LAPASAN (Philippines) Mar 1, 2007 The children in the Fronteras household refer to their dog as "kuya" ("big brother"), and he certainly proved it on the day he sacrificed his life to protect the family. On Monday, Feb. 12 at around 2 p.m., "Chief", an American Pit Bull Terrier, rescued Liberata la Victoria, 87, and her granddaughter Maria Victoria Fronteras from a deadly cobra which had entered their house through an opening in the kitchen. Liberata la Victoria and Chief had been watching TV on the sofa when suddenly Chief jumped up and alerted her to the presence of a cobra less t

Call Me What U Will...
Alot of people on this site like to label me because I post nude pics and to be honest with you I could careless what anyone thinks!I have been in a relationship for 4 yrs faithfully and my man takes all my pics so calling me a slut or whore or watever I think its amusing.I will not feed into haters and downraters anymore I have realized the reason they like to pick on me is cause they are miserable with their selves..Misery loves company and I won't let you bring me down 2 your level.I love my body and I am not afraid to show it.If you could pull off a pic like me I am 100% sure you would!So call me slut whore watever cause the more you talk about me the more you blow up my head!Your making me famous..

Update On My Hero, My Mother..
As you all are aware of, my mother is back in the hospital. After the concert, I dropped in and visted with her. She still is fighting. When I originally checked her back in, she looked as she was pregnant. The tumor in her liver has grown that much. We weighed her at 189lbs! Since then, we drained the fluid and she weighed in at 168lbs...it's killing me to see the most couragous, loving woman in the world suffering like this. Shes in pain all the time now. She was pleading with me, begging, to be comfortable, to make the pain stop....and I can't do a damn thing except to kiss her, hold her hand and tell her how much I love her. As a favor, PLEASE, rate this blog, and comment with your needed prayer. PLEASE. Thank you to all who have gone through this with me and been absolute prayer warriors. She deserves your help. God bless you all and I promise to keep you informed.

Banned From Commenting
Seems, somebody took offense to my comments and reported me to a CT bouncer. Who decided I was a mence to CT's good name and banned me from posting any type of comments on anyone sites. I'm allowed to rate pic's and that's about it. I've begun purging friends and fans and will only have those who are adult enough to be a friend. I've also decided to post a link to my other page. A site which is truely for the Open Minded Adult who doesn't want a typical Myspace enviorment that CT claims not to be, but deep down they are trying everything possible to be.. Sir Dave - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Bouncer: RAVIOLI ™: hi, please stop leave pornagraphic cokments on peoples pages, ty - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - use this url to get to my other page: http://mydungeonspace.com/Sir_Dave/

Dedicated To True Love
Little something i wrote , i know iam not a poet , but it comes from my heart i guess . Its called Dont Forget . Dont Forget dont forget, i loved you and it was a true love . dont forget, tears that fell from my eyes were for you . dont forget, the way i held you and looked into your eyes and thos sweet soft kisses the color of your eyes , and the way you tilt your head. dont forget, my love is forever, even if you are with another, my heart will always be locked away thinking of you and forever broken hearted. dont forget, even tho iam not worthy of you , you were my dream come true and nothing will ever replace you . dont forget, ill be looking into the sun or moon light sky , clouds or stars dreaming of you . dont forget, without true love , you have nothing . dont forget, i will miss you and always love you , my heart has died and somebody in the world truely did love you . dont forget, everything i did was for you and only wanted to see you happy. dont fo

Friends ....
Ok.... have you ever been friends with someone or thought you were good friends with someone and everything was great..... then all of a sudden they weren't? Like you sense or feel something is wrong.. and you know if you ask they'll just say nothing.... or you do ask and they say nothing.... but you can tell it.. just in the way the person interacts with you? It's not like it usually is. Or maybe its just me reading too much into things..... *sigh* well anyways...... I'm tired... off to bed... nite nite

Waiting Rants
1:00 AM - I went to a party this evening, celebrating the opening of a new magic show at the Planet Hollywood Hotel. Lots of people there - too many for my taste. Good food, though, and, of course, free booze. I didn't imbibe much. Just wasn't in the mood, I suppose, plus, I drove myself to the event. So, I had to be responsible. Typical Vegas party - tons of frosty headed, striped shirt boys and lots of nubile girls in very skimpy outfits. Quite a few "model" girls, strutting around as scenery. There was even some interestingly body painted girls walking around in nothing but little bikini bottoms. Of course, they had pasties over their nipples. I think, too, they had some sort of sheer body suit on. I couldn't get close enough to any of them to actually see for sure. I tried to get one of the guys that was in the group I was hanging out with to go and find out for me, but he was too chicken. I'll have to find out from someone else that went to the party if they were wearing that.

(nsfw) What A Joke!
Since i've been here on Cherrytap i've had a couple of my pictures marked NSFW. but yet you go look at some of the sites here and you'll see more adult themed pictures then the pictures i had marked NSFW. NOW why is that ? could someone explain that to me. Have you ever heard the phrase what's good for the goose is good for the gander. I'sf your going to mark someones picture NSFW you should do the same for some of the add's on peoples sites.

Diary Of A Broken Heart..
Diary of A Broken Heart © By Brittaney A. Montgomery We were just friends at the start, Always having fun, never apart Then one day, something sparked The next thing I knew, you had my heart. The days flew by, I lost track of time Everytime I was with you, I was on cloud nine. Then one day, you asked me to be your girlfriend I exclaimed, yes! and prayed we'd last until the very end. No one could look into my eyes and say I wasn't happy, Happy that I was with you, and you were with me. With me in your arms, you told me you loved me, Then gently kissed my forehead and gave me a squeeze. I was convinced you were the one for me, Apart from you, I would never be. Just when I thought all was well, Was when you began to put me through hell. You said, we should just be friends That's when I knew it was the end. I looked into your eyes, trying to find out why, It was all I could do, not to begin to cry. Where I once saw love, I saw nothing, I couldn't believ

Methods Of Love
methods of love.... *kiss on the ear--------------------"i'm horny" *kiss on the cheek-----------------"we're friends" *kiss on the hand------------------"i adore you" *kiss on the neck-------------------"we belong together" *kiss on the shoulder--------------"i want you" *kiss on the lips---------------------"i love you" or "i want you" *holding hands--------------------"we can learn to love each other" *a wink---------------------------------"Let's get it on" *slap on the butt---------------------"thats mine" *playing with the ear----------------"i can't live without you" *holding on tight---------------------"don't let go" *looking into each other's eyes---"let's get romantic" *playing with hair on head---------------"tell me you love me" *arms around the waist -----------"i love you too much to let go" *laughing while kissing-------"i am completley comfortable w/you" =advice= ***if you're kissing someone, close your eyes. it's not nice to stare