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Fake Profiles
Sooooooo whats up with all the fake people on this site? People using other pics other than their own! That really pisses me off!!!!!!!!!! If you don't look that good go to the gym or something! Diet, walk, run or something! But posing as other people is shamefull and childish! I thought we were all adults here! Lets act like it! I know not all the people do this but there are far more than needs to be!

Where?
Where do I belong? Right now I don't feel like I belong anywhere. I feel like wherever I am people just tolerate me. I guess that's what I search for the most, is a place I feel like I am welcome and would be missed if I was not there. Sorry for the rant. Tim

Mia
ok, i am going to be MIA for a couple of days. i may pop on during that time i'm not sure. i know i know, you all are going to miss my insane ranting, bitching, and things that chap my ass, but when i get back i'm sure i will have a whole new set for ya. i am going to be at a hospitol, so YOU KNOW i'm going to have some good rants out of that...rofl lmfao

You'll Need A Tasty Bevi After Eating Some Of These Fiery Chips!
Mama Zuma's RevengeNow if you like seriously hot food, I'd recommend trying some of these fiery Habanero kettle chips.....oh so crispity and crunchy, and flaming lips hot......I find them truly addictive.... Any bag of chips that has a warning : "These chips are made with some of the hottest peppers on the planet" ...warrants at least a try.....Just don't claim that I didn't warn you... Thanks Route 11 Potato Chips!

Naughty Poem
A Naughty Little Poem She whispered "will it hurt me?" "Of course not" answered he "It's a very simple process, You can rely on me." She said "I'm very frightened, I've not had this before. My friend has had it five times And said it can be sore." It was growing rather painful Tears formed in her eyes It was hurting quite a bit now It must have been a size. "Calm yourself" he whispered "His face filled with a grin "Try and open wider So I can get it in." "It's coming now" he whispered "I know" she cried in bliss Feeling it deep within her now She said "I am glad I'm having this." And with a final effort She gave a frightened shout He gripped it in anguish And quickly pulled it out. She lay back quite contended Sighed and gave a smile She said "I'm glad I came now You made it worth my while." Now if you read this carefully The dentist you will find Is not what you imagined It's just your dirty mind!!

10,000 Years Of Peace
the year is indeterminate, but what is happening is ever so clear to me..2nd pangea had come, the time when the continents drifted together again, opposite side of the planet from origional pangea. the government, had only kept us around until now because the vast distances put between "tribes" brought about the need for money, for commerce, so that they could pay the taxes required to import and export certain goods for monetary purposes, and now, since the re-union of these land masses, 2nd pangea had come, and now china was on the other side of a great salt river, and the poeple no longer needed the government to conduct these actions in our place, we could grab a boat and be in russia in a matter of hours, the government decided that the anarchy would be too much, we were no longer needed for our money, and they decided to kill off any who were not a part of that process....and this is where i come into play, for the first part of three.... i stand on the front of a tank that h

Atl 4 Christmas!!
Im leaving the 18th til the 27th!! ahhh BUT Im gunna come back with lots of pictures :) Were going to an Atlanta football game on Christmas Eve!!! Which is going to be amazing! I've never been to one b4.. who am I kidding.. I've never been outta CANADA!!! Im soooo excited and VERY nervous... Its my FIRST TIME.... on a plane.. Any advice?? Im soooooooooo scurrrrrredd :(

Im So Tired!
You kno what i've been givin advice for a long time...good advice! and i just realized that most of the people who ask me for advice are whiners....yeah i kno i whine alot about ma life but some people whine over stupid things...this dude gone ask me how can i get his dog to like him come on now i help people with real problems and that's not a problem well it is but not one that im concerned about! I help people deal with issues on life like sex, abuse, confrontations, fears, relation ship problems,and blah blah blah all that! if you cant get cha dog to like you then maybe you need a new dog!!! And a life!!! People ask me, "Dah'Brita, How can you give advice on all that if you lived a shelter life?" and i tell them that "You dont have to be out in the world to understand it or the problems of the peoplr in it" and it's true i can tell you everythin you want or need to kno from love to sex, from why the sky is blue to why chicks turn gay! I've watched and paid attention to life and how

Wtf - Bulletins And Top Hourly Pix
I have a suggestion/request/plea with regards to 'BULLETINS' and 'TOP PHOTOS OVER LAST HOUR' sections of the site. Firstly, the 'TOP PHOTOS' is not a true reflection of whose pictures have been rated/commented on the most times, but just blatent favouritism and nothing more than a downright farce. The description in the FAQ section reads as follows: "How do you determine the Top Photos?" "The Top Photos ranking is calculated based on the photos overall rating, the number of times it has been rated, and how often it is viewed" Then, why are there a gamut of pix from someone who no-one has ever heard of, and below each pic it even states that views = 0. On the page I've linked below, only 3 from 20 had any viewings whatsoever ! So it begs the question "WTF"? http://cherrytap.com/top_photos_hour.php I propose that all the TPOLH should be legitimately viewed and the chart be a true reflection of user interaction. I also propose a 5 picture limit on any Cherry whi

The Crone Years
The Crone Years Contrary to the sanctions of a culture that worships and glorifies youth The crone years are not simply the interlude between life and death Oh no! These are her omnipotent years These autumnal years when her womb is fallow but she continues to give birth from her fruitful creative self Her nurturing spirit comes not from hormones but from her wisdom of choosing to live fully Both her inner and outer vision see new possibilities Her awareness of her connectedness to all of creation is enhanced She cherishes the poignancy of the sunrise on the horizon of each new day She embraces the quiet of the darkness time when she shares her harvest of life stories This is the legacy she bequeaths Be who you are Trust who you are today

Agnostics
I am Agnostic. Agnostics provide balance where a lot of you people just can't seem to realize it. A lot of you think that Agnostic means Atheism, and a lot of you think that Agnostic means we are non-denominational religious. They're both wrong. Agnostics live in reality alone. We live a life completely devoid of the ultimate question. Why? Because religion can't prove that god exists, and atheists can't prove that he doesn't. We prefer to grab a bag of popcorn and watch you two fight it out. This can be a problem sometimes, especially on religion's side, when we watch wars between people last thousands of years just because you believe in things you have never seen and they differ from those of others. Regardless, we walk the line you draw. We as Agnostics cannot be converted to either side until something is handed to us that states we should. Descriptions of faith in god, or half-ass evidence of his absence, is not going to do it. Atheists don't usually try to c

What A Kiss Means
what a kiss means : ~Kiss on the stomach = Im ready ~Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever" ~Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything ~Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" ~Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" ~Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together" ~Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" ~Kiss on the Lips = I like you" What the gesture means... ~Holding Hands = "we definitely like each other" ~Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" ~Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go" ~Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain like you" ~Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me" ~Arms around the Waist = "I like you too much to let go" ~Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you" --Advice-- Dont ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

Advice On Talking To Women
I'd like to give you some advice on how to talk to women: 1) Calling them when you are drunk and barking at them to come over is not usually the best persuasive technique. 2) If a woman says no, maintain your composure. It could be that the woman had a long day and just wasn't feeling it. 3) If a woman says no, maintain your composure. If it is the case that she is rejecting you, yelling and swearing at her probably won't change her mind. 4)Be aware that you may actually come across a strong, independent woman during some of your drunken escapades. Don't be scared, they won't hurt you. They just won't be at your beck and call. If you feel that you need to move on to weaker, more submissive girls, have at it. But don't project your issues onto the stronger woman. She obviously has the confidence and self-esteem that you are lacking, and that is actually a good thing. Perhaps a big dose of maturity pills will help in your case. 5)If you are shorter than most of the girl

Robbers Beware!!!
I just heard the cutest story on the news yet! A 4 year old boy from Durham NC saved the day when he heard something in his home, This little hero dressed up in his Power Rangers costume and went fighting-sword and all! The robbers left the home-dropping the credit cards and other goodies throughout the home.....YOU GO BOY! No need for an ADT Security system in that household.

Sometimes I Wonder...
I am the tpye of person that will bend over backwards to help someone... I never ask for anything in return... just respect... yet...sometimes I wonder if ppl play on a good nature person... Has the time come in this world to just take and take? not caring? no respect? lying to get what they want, telling you what they think you want to hear...then poof your invisible .......until the next time... wondering if others get this alot in their lives, how do you deal........? Im locking the doors.....lol

A Letter From Jesus Christ
A Letter From Jesus Christ, concerning His birthday celebration Dear children, It has come to my attention that many of you are upset that folks are taking My name out of the season. Maybe you've forgotten that I wasn't actually born during this time of the year and that it was some of your predecessors who decided to celebrate My birthday on what was actually a time of pagan festival. Although I do appreciate being remembered anytime. How I personally feel about this celebration can probably be most easily understood by those of you who have been blessed with children of your own. I don't care what you call the day. If you want to celebrate My birth just, GET ALONG AND LOVE ONE ANOTHER. Now, having said that let Me go on. If it bothers you that the town in which you live doesn't allow a scene depicting My birth, then just get rid of a couple of Santa's and snowmen and put in a small Nativity scene on your own front lawn. If all My followers did that there wouldn't be a

Basic Friend Etiquette
Hello Newer Friendly type people. Heres a few things you should know about me. I am 30 years old. I have four children. I DO NOT HAVE ANY DAMN NAKED PICS SO FFS PLEASE QUIT ASKING! I joined this site for FRIENDS not to partake in the Meat Factory that some ppl think this place is. I have been here nearly six months and in the last 2 months I have gotten the private pics question at least 5 times a day. MY "PRIVATE" folder is an animated avatar that I upped for my friend Krista. It is Private because I dont want points for her pic. Now If you would like to be a person I want to talk to and associate with on a regular basis treat me as a lady and not your one way ticket to boobs and ass. I am a good girl. I dont put up anything I wouldnt want my mom to see.

Boo Speech Codes, Hooray First Amendment!
This is a paper I wrote for my English 101 class a few weeks back. I don't have the final copy on here, just the rough draft. Honestly do not read if you are easily offended. If you send me shit because of this, I'm going to ignore it unless you honestly want to discuss my opinion with me. If you just want to yell at me for being stupid and wrong, then you can fuck yourself and go away. In the 1990's a movement came into power. We know this movement as "political correctness" which arose to challenge curriculum and teaching methods on college campuses ("Political Correctness", 1). "Political correctness" attempted to eliminate language that could be considered offensive to a minority, including women, latinos, blacks, and homosexuals. In a college setting, the pemise is that a professor's use of certain words makes a member of the minority in question uncomfortable which thus creates a setting where it becomes difficult to learn. This led to the creation of "speech codes" on college

Here's A Question...
There is nothing wrong with rating what you want...not everybody is a 10....and if you don't feel they are, then give them what you want...or don't rate at all :) Now here is my question...do you think it is fair for someone to purposely go through your pics and downrate them?? For example...say you have a couple pics of your children or pets...I just think its kind of odd that people would go look at all your pics and give decent ratings or not rate any except maybe pics of your children, pets, house, or whatever....and then rate them with like a 2 or 3... I know accidents happen...like downrating while a page is loading...but I know that I correct this when the page is loaded....its just weird to see ratings come up in my alert box, a 7, 5 and 4....and then I see which pics got the low rating and I can't believe someone would be so petty as to rate low on my children... Any opinions on this one??

Iraq
i catch myself here lately wishin i was back in iraq. even though when i was there last time i was lookin for ied's. my unit was good at it. i dont know if its cuz of not bein around my friends, but i just feel like i should be there. lets face it, i dont have anyone to worry about me besides family. they understand why i do this stuff. even then they dont need to worry, cuz i have 3 sisters and 2 brothers so if i buy it over there im not the only son they will lose. i got my wish of comin to texas, but its not the same as before. hell i dont even know why i get online anymore. most the people i have started talkin to dont even talk to me anymore. maybe its the way i come on too strong. maybe its cuz i have a few faults, the biggest one is im too nice. maybe i should go back to bein mean again. is that what women like an asshole. i mean come on dont mistake my kindness for a weakness. i dont know, maybe its nothin. maybe its everything. i do have a bad habit of pissing off peo

Cutie Contest?
I'm seeing these things all over the place... I had to say something... The "Cutest Face" contest. The "Best Booty" contest. Seems like fun. There's just one problem. The cutest face never wins. Why? Because that's not how the contest is played. The real object of the game is to see who can get the most friends to come over and "comment bomb" the photo they submitted. At the end, you pick a winner, and her photo never played a part. I won't use names to spare any feelings, but just the other day I got a shout from a friend on my list that I tried to talk to several times and eventually gave up. The shout was coming MY way this time though, and it was a mass paste shout asking me to come over and "rate and comment the shit out of" her picture in one of those contests so she could win. I replied, "Is that really how you want to win?" She didn't reply. She didn't ask me to participate in the voting in general, or just come check it out. No, she provides a direct li

Ok Wtf
JUST WHO KEEPS REPORTING THESE PICS AS NSFW? I JUST MOVED LIKE 10 PICS TO A DIFFERENT FOLDER CAUSE THEY WERE REPORTED. FIRST OF ALL LET ME APPOLOGIZE IF I OFFENDED ANYONE. GRRRRRRRRRRRR...NEXT TIME WARN ME. TY MISS. SAVANNAH

Level 15
YaY, I just made it to Level 15. 40,000 more points to 16! LoL. I remember when I first joined this site, back in June, Level 15 was the highest you could go. It seems like I have been using this site forever, but it's really only been 6 months. Oh well, just thought I'd share the good news ;)

Dream Fill Wanted
I wish I could ease Your worries Correct or prevent Those mistakes You seem to be In such a hurry But still manage To get there late Your heart is wide As the ocean Its waves blocked By your mind Trust is the greatest Opponent The only thing Keeping you From being just fine

Be Sure To Cover Your Ass
One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotte

Can't Speel
Thanks Baby: This is a pet peeve for me since I am one of those who is horrible at spelling. To the rest of you, can you read this? cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs rpsoet it. Then to those who bitch and complain about how people mis-spell words, Get the hell over yourself! =) TeeHeeHee!!! Happy Holidays!

Which R U
JANUARY = SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. FEBUARY = LOVER Abst

A Day In My Life
As I lace up my boots at the edge of my bed. I stare across my room at a empty chair. I think when I get to work will she be there. Will she talk or does she really care. I pass by some other soldiers along the way. They all ask how was yer day? I smile and tell them I'm living a dream. When deep down inside I'm comming apart at the seams. As I walk through the door I look at the floor. No mail there it's all gone. So I continue to move, just walk on. I get to the office and start to settle in. I grab a computer and log in. I look at the screen with a blank empty stare. Hope for something from home, will it be there. When I scan through the lines they all say forward like the last hundred times. They all set down and forward there shit. I guess they never had time to just to type a bit. As I get out of that I sit and I stare. Log on to Cherry to see who all is there. A few friends come by and left me some mail. I get a small gri

Boo Hiss !!!
Welp .. after 7 years of running like an ol' champ my old Pc finally bit the dust .. so Ill onlyl be on when Ive got access to the internet via friends or family pc's .. So in case Im not able to fully be back till after all the Holidays .. I wish Each and Every one of you a Most Wonderful day .. Be safe .. Stay happy and damnit .. dont ya'll go forgetting about me now lol Have a Great week .. Im gonna miss you all :) *HUGS* Wen :)

My Sister
this was a message i recieved in my myspace inbox. its a letter to me from my little sister, Lily, whos was seven at the time. this is the best thing ive ever read! : "happy Valentines Day I Love you I am having fun at school sum Kids ar being men but I kick them in the Shins tha Tell the techr but I dot get in trubl evrebte is u skard uf me but I dot kar I hope you fel betr soon ILove you good by from Lily" translation: "some kids are mean. i kick them in the shins. then i tell the teacher but i dont get in trouble. everybody is scared of me, but i dont care." good lord! that sounds EXACTLY like me when i was her age! its scary! i cant wait to see if she gets in as many fist fights as i do! haha i have the "rad-est" little sister EVER!

Sleepless
Have you ever hurt someone without knowing it? Have you ever worried so much about it that you made yourself sick? Have you ever sat and cried because you wanted to scream I am sorry for whatever I did to hurt you? What am I to do? I can't sleep I am exhausted and yet I need to know. If I sleep I might not get the answer. If I knew the answer surely i could fix the situation or atleast atone for it. My thoughts won't sit still they are trying to pinpoint a possible time, place, action where something happened. How did I hurt this person so much I could lose a friendship?

Hot Story From A Friend Of Mine
Lisa's fingers clutched the steering wheel as she sat in the parking lot of the book store. Nervously she glanced around making sure she did not recognize any of the people or cars. Her hand moved to the door handle but stopped. This is crazy she thought jamming the key back in the ignition. He probably won't show up, and even if he does, he won't talk to me, once he sees me he will just keep on walking. "What if he does show up?" She whispered to herself. She looked in the rearview mirror at her reflection then took a deep breath. "Its time to quit being a coward," she said into the mirror. Grabbing her purse she opened the car door and slowly walked up the path to her favorite book store. The scent of coffee called to her but she kept walking, afraid of making a mistake, what if she got the coffee and spilled it on herself, and then he really showed up, or worse she spilled it on him and he left. Smiling at her own vivid imagination she shook her head and wandered around

What Words Alone Can't Say
More often than not Words can't describe My feelings for you Which live deep inside Feelings that grow stronger With every beat of my heart I knew you were the one for me Right from the very start There isn't a moment In the day I can find Where you face and smile Don't appear in my mind I long to be with you And hold you so tight To protect you and love you Everyday and each night We share something so special Each and every day A feeling in our souls Words alone can't say

How Does One Say Good Bye
How does one say good bye to the 1st man she ever fell in love with. This I do not know, my heart hurts and my eyes filled with tears of sorrow. I know he left this world proud of his princess. I also know that I will see him again when its my time to go. What I would not do for that one last hug or one last kiss from him. I never got to say good bye or tell him that I love him. But in my heart I know that he left knowing that I do. DADDY I LOVE YOU~ YOUR LIL PRINCESS ALWAYS & FOREVER

Its About That Time...
okay so im cleaning out my list, for those of you who dont read bulletins... so yeah... im tired of all the bullshit popularity contest stuff... so if you want to stay on my list then tell me, tell me if you want off, it wont hurt my feelings. ill look at it as your loss, not mine. so yeah let me know because if you dont then i guess im gonna delete you and your gonna have to readd me or something... but yeah, just let me know!! ~*~Pixie Stick~*~

To All My Old Great Friends...especially Stixx And Mr. Rush!
THIS IS TO ALL MY "OLD" FRIENDS! THANKS FOR MAKING MY DAYS BRIGHTER! AND A SPECIAL THANKS TO STIXX AND MR. RUSH - CHECK OUT THE PIC AT THE END OF THE 3 OF US ...LMAO

My Anti-religion Bulletin
I honestly detest these messages. Here's an atheist's point of view, and if any of you try to jump my ass about it, read this quote: "Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof". First Amendment, so shut up. This may make you stop and think... I am speaking from experience unless otherwise noted: Why do we sleep in church, but when the ceremony is over we suddenly wake up? It was easy for me to fall asleep in church because the sermons were always really fucking boring and the pastor spoke in a monotone. Plus it was really fucking early, and I go to bed late on weekends; I don't want to be up really fucking early. Why is it so hard to talk about God, but so easy to talk about sex? It's not easy talking about God because it's such a controversial subject. I mean, LOOK AT THE MIDDLE EAST. Muslims, Jews, and Christians all worship THE SAME DAMN GOD, but they keep KILLING EACH OTHER over it. I don't remember

I Got A Problem
Listen, I got a problem. I've been dating alot of goods girls lately and i am not satisfied. Honestly Im getting quite bored. Im a freak in the bed and the girls I've been dating (Im not a hoe) aren't up for the challenge. Alot of the things I like to do. Girls would think is taboo, or off limits. Is there any bad girls up for the Challenge? Let me know where you stand! Never know, you might be able to tame me. lol

Do Me A Favor...please?
The only reason I was able to hang out for a lot of the day is because my kiddo is home sick. She was at the doctors office this morning but since has gotten worse. The after hours nurse is having me keep a close eye on her because I may need to take her to the E.R. Send some good thoughts/vibes our way if you can spare em. I would really appreciate it. I can't stand seeing her like this. G'night folks ***kisses*** Sam

I Have Arrived
Wednesday, December 06, 2006 Im in California! Current mood: accomplished Category: Travel and Places well, i did it. i crossed the country from washington dc to san francisco in 3.5 days! who does that? penskie truck rental gave me 11 days to return it. hahah! so i did it in a 3rd of the time. i really hauled ass. i lived on beef jerky, energy drinks and my mp3 player cranked to 11 the whole way. and because i was alone, i didnt have to stop for any reason but my own. i arrived in palo alto, ca. for last call last night, tuesday. my friend works at rudy's pub so i thought i'd stop in for a beer. but alas, she got off early. man did that beer taste good! and i was back in my local pub again. that shows you where my prioritys are, huh? lol! now i'll need a new set of good friends. anyone up for the job?

Media And Their Lies
Media and their Lies The white American is no longer able to think for themselves. With the Jewish media spreading lies about our race, there is no way we are able to learn the truth from readily available texts and television programs. And what’s worse it that a majority of the whites in this country don’t care to be educated on the atrocities which are committed against them everyday, just so long as their refrigerators are full and their televisions have numerous channels they dare not speak out. It is apparent that the whites in America have no real desire to change what is wrong, in fact there are more and more whites out there joining the ranks of the mestezos and Jewish brainwashers. The Jewish media has a strangle hold on our people and every time one speaks out laws are instated and slander is placed upon those who dare question the Jewish law machines. The majority of the white American population has given up all hope in returning themselves to the once glorious and

Love And Lost..
I have sat and gotten so upset last night and today that it doesn't appear I will be going to work today. Who really cares any way when you think about it. I don't care if anyone reads this blog but i have to get this out b4 I explode. As most of my friends know, I am married and I am very unhappy. I stay because i know if I leave i will not be able to see my kids. Just the fucking thought of that is ripping my fucking heart out. i will die when the day comes that i'm told I can't see my son everynight as he lays down to go to sleep. But how long does a peson continue to stay for that. To put up with the pain, to know the person you live with you don't love. To know you can be happy with someone else. Or is this just a pipe dream like everything else in life. You work your ass off to do the best you can, you do everything you can only to recieve nothing. to be totally fucking honest I'm sitting here alone in my house and I can see why ppl would blow thier fucking bri

My Nsfw Rant
Here's the problem with letting users police the site: They're always going to be petty and spiteful. Women are going to be shitty and report pics as NSFW when they are not in violation of the policy. I finally just moved everything that was even REMOTELY sexual to an NSFW folder. I got tired of the bullshit. So now I won't get points for any of those pics. Oh well. It ain't paying the house note.

Beauty
OK....I AM JUST CURIOUS.....YES AGAIN..BUT ALL THESE BEAUTIFUL AND SEXXY WOMEN ON HERE WHY IS IT THEY FEEL THE NEED TO GET CHERRIES BY EXPOSING THEIR BEAUTIFUL BODIES?? I MYSELF LOVE IT BUT I WOULD NEVER WANT MY GIRL DOING SO NOR MY DAUGHTER NOT MY CLOSES OF FRIENDS...THINK IT WOULD JUST URG ME TO NO END IF THEY DID...BUT ANYHOW I WON'T TURN MY HEAD NOT CLOSE MY EYES BUT THEN AGAIN I WON'T VOTE ON THEM NOMORE..I RESPECT U ENOUGH WITH THEM ON AND LEAVEING ALOT TO MY IMAGINATION....BUT HEY DON'T GET MAD NOR SORE I WAS JUST CURIOUS AND FIGURED I COULD GET SOME CHERRIES THIS WAY..LOL... I THINK ALL U WOMAN R JUST AS SEXXY WITH YUR CLOSE ON...BUT LIKE I SAID DON'T COVER UP JUST FOR ME...MAYBE YUR MOM YUR DAD OR YUR CHILD WHO MIGHT GET ON AND SEE..LOL BUT NOT FOR ME...I WILL KEEP BEING A PERVE AND LOOKING..... TO BAD I COULDN'T SEND THIS ANNONIMOUSLY...OOH WELL I MIS SPELLED IT.. BUT HEY DROP ME SOME CHERRIES AND LET ME KNOW WHY??? JUST CURIOUS...

Got Your Attention??
Woohoo over here ... Yes... Me!... look...I'm here... Over here *waves frantically* Hi .... Noooo!! Not him .... ME!!!!!!!! .... I demand that you look at ME!!!! .... Pay attention to Me!! I'm fabulous!! ... (Well I'm not really but I need you to pay me attention so I can feel better about myself!) YOU!! There ... Tell me how wonderful I am .... Ooh yes ..... More .... more ..... Reply to me ..... agree with me ...... Tell ME!!!!!!! FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!! Get over yerselves!! How sad is it that some people have such miserable lives that they have to demand attention? The Internet gives them the perfect vessel to quantify their pathetic existance, where 'normal' society just fuks them off as total tossers! "Oooh I'm a Victim" you have to sympathise with me ...... "My life is so hard, my pet tarantula has been eaten by a Harris Hawk!" OMG .... What am I going to do .... I can't live without Fred ..... I'm at my wits end..... It was horrific ..... I'm scarred for life .........

Girls Vs. Grown Women
GIRLS leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. GROWN WOMEN make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. GIRLS want to control the man in their life. GROWN WOMEN know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. GIRLS check you for not calling them. GROWN WOMEN are too busy to realize you hadn't. GIRLS are afraid to be alone. GROWN WOMEN revel in it using it as a time for personal growth. GIRLS ignore the good guys. GROWN WOMEN ignore the bad guys. GIRLS make you come home. GROWN WOMEN make you want to come home. GIRLS worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. GROWN WOMEN know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. GIRLS try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). GROWN WOMEN realize that a little bit of space makes the together time even more special and goes to spend time with her own friends.

Harrassement And Why I Am Writing About This Subject
ha·rass /həˈr¿s, ˈh¿rəs/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[huh-ras, har-uhs] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –verb (used with object) 1. to disturb persistently; torment, as with troubles or cares; bother continually; pester; persecute. 2. to trouble by repeated attacks, incursions, etc., as in war or hostilities; harry; raid. [Origin: 1610–20; < F, MF harasser to harry, harass, v. der. of harace, harache (in phrase courre a la harace pursue) = hare cry used to urge dogs on (< Frankish *hara here, from this side; cf. OHG hera, MD hare) + -asse aug. or pejorative suffix < L -âcea] —Related forms ha·rass·a·ble, adjective ha·rass·er, noun ha·rass·ing·ly, adverb ha·rass·ment, noun —Synonyms 1. badger, vex, plague, hector torture. See /ˈh¿rəs/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[har-uhs] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation, with stress on the first syllable. A newer pronunciation, /həˈr¿s/[hu

The Dating Experiment.....lol
Oh okay...it goes like this. I allowed myself to be talked into persuing or meeting new potential partners online. Since I'm so picky, it's winter (I hate going out in the winter) and I'm picky...no that was not an accidental repeat. I figured, "Okay, what the hell?" "What do I have to lose?" Well the answer to the first question is still open but the second one has been duly answered. What's the answer you ask...? I'm glad you did. The answer to "What do I have to lose?" My patience and my sanity....LOL Before I go on my tirade, I have met some super cool people that I've talked to and write to. So, not everyone is a total wash, I'm making some killer friends in the process. That said. What has started out as "stepping out of the box" for me has become something that is mimicking a science experiment. After a few conversations or text chats with some of these guys, I am thoroughly convinced that I'm dealing with individuals with mutated genes. I know, that was harsh but

Be Glad You're Not Indian! Lol
NEW DELHI (Reuters) - Condoms designed to meet international size specifications are too big for many Indian men as their penises fall short of what manufacturers had anticipated, an Indian study has found. The Indian Council of Medical Research, a leading state-run center, said its initial findings from a two-year study showed 60 percent of men in the financial capital Mumbai had penises about 2.4 cm (one inch) shorter than those condoms catered for. For a further 30 percent, the difference was at least 5 cm (two inches). A poor fit meant the prophylactics often didn't do the job they were bought for, and led to some tearing or slipping off during use. "One of the reasons for a failure of up to 20 percent (of condoms) is the association of the size of the condom to the erect penis," the council's Dr. Chander Puri told Reuters, adding another reason was couples often put them on in a hurry. Puri said many men in India, which has the world's highest HIV positive c

Commentless..
*sigh* Error: you've reached the daily user comments limit for your user level. I went on a midnight commenting spree and so have been seeing this all day when I try to leave something. I'm too blonde to remember from one moment to the next. ;c)

Happy Holidays
As a lot of you know, I'm on my way to VA Beach in a few weeks, right after the New Year. This affords me the opportunity to finally get to play with the big boys on important issues, it lands me right by where I first lost my virginity, and puts me right on the beach in my off hours. Most importantly, it puts me near family. This will be the last Christmas I spend alone for awhile. I don't complain. I chose the life and am grateful for the opportunity to do what I do for you. On at least two occasions, I have spent Christmas Eve on a dry cot in the same room as 50 men I never met before, and one of them on a cold hard floor in a place I cannot identify for security purposes. In between, I was simply by myself. Sometimes I had a box to open that came in the mail or something. Usually its just checks in the mail. Somehow the bank always finds a way to throw me into the negative hundreds right around this time too, so I can't even send gifts back. I just become distant fro

Why?
why can't i find the right guy, and when i do it never lasts, why is it that i give him my everything and it is never good enough for him, i am just tired of being lied to and cheated on, like the last one i was with, i loved him so much, and he unappreciated it, he dosen't even talk to me anymore, and sometimes i sit her and start to cry, but not anymore i am not gonna cry over a man anymore, i have other thing in my life to do insted of thinking of him. and this is for the ladys who's mans don't treat them with respect. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Life Lately.....
my car has a flat tire i cant get this guitar riff right, or any guitar riffs for that matter i have a habit of staying up late, really late, too late i'm constantly losing my mind i can never sleep when i say i'm going to music and friends are the only things that keep me going bank account is in the negative, money's never really been an issue before suddenly all of life's major issues hit me in the face like a brick, injuries soon follow in my perfect world i'd be a rockstar... in fact i posted an ad tonight that im looking for a band so wish me luck i have good friends, one who will go out of his way to pick me up and take me with him to see drifting tomorrow 2 hours away because i cant afford gas money i took a new pic today, some noticed it's really good i am not gonna lie, probably my fav pic on my page now did i write too much? was it poetry or a blog? kinda a mix of both, really. the ones who read this are truly awesome and actually care

Ty For Voting For Me!!!
I have to tell you all how very touched I was by your endless comments and votes on my pic in the contest. I didnt win the contest, but I faired much better than that, I was blessed with huge amounts of love. I'M NOT WORTHY!!!! I love you all sooo much, my friends. If y'all need my votes for anything, or need me to do anything else, DONT hesitate to ask!!! MUAHHHHHHHH XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO YOUR FRIEND CLAIRE Make your own Glitter Comments Code Generators Graphics Layouts

Dear Diary
1/14/06 - 5 days to extinction In case someone ever finds this. I want you to know that I am not really dead. Jason Carter, the notorious serial killer and slaughterer of kidnapped children, may have died on that table, but it was not me. 1/15/06 - 4 days to extinction I cannot stop writing in this thing. To whomever may read this one day. I hope you take it to the public eye. If I have to give back the money, I will. I found something better. 1/16/06 - 3 days to extinction Hollywood paid me to be here. I'm breaking my contract just by writing this. In 3 days you will see me on a table in front of millions. I will be the first ever to receive a lethal injection on live nationally syndicated network television. The entire US wants to see me die for the heinous crimes I have committed. Hollywood is picking up the check for all of your entertainment. 1/17/06 - 2 days to extinction If I'm going to confess, I might as well do it entirely. The biggest problem

A Rant
ok first off I really don't give a damn what people label me. what does piss me of is stereotyping me. yea I'm goth get over it but I'm not depressed violent etc. I am myself damn it so fuck everybody else.no I won't conform to what you want me to be!!! love me or hate me cause this darkness is me and I have chosen it willingly. for all that presume to know me you are the same people who judge me so fuck you.

My Interesting Life!
A quick greeting to all! I thought I'd have time to blog this morning, but things do change quickly around me these days. I'm an acupuncturist. Love it! I am an empath; I tend to take on the pain of others very easily. I have a pretty compassionate nature, lol. I have chosen to take on quite a task. I am treating women with breast cancer who are only utilizing natural medicine to resolve it. This particular treatment is very, very painful for someone with advanced cancer! I have become their pain relief lifeline! I hope I have not taken on more than I can handle! It's Sunday morning and I'm going off to my office to treat a lovely woman in excruciating pain = my treatments help, but only for about 24 hour periods. Anyone who is energetically capable of sending me some energy, I'd appreciate a boost about 10 am CST! I'd really like to see how long I can relieve her pain with energywork plus acupuncture. Don't worry if you can't, it was just a thought! Talk to everyone later. Wi

Shopping
so i was shopping the other day which is quite a chore these days. id walk by and see these really cute pants but i barely give them a glance because they would look like capris on me. i know im not the only person with long legs. people can say oh we make em in long lengths too, but 33" inseam is not long come on now a 35 inch inseam is barely long enough to where it doesnt show my socks when i sit down. i guess i just need to start designing my own clothes and make them just for tall girls, lol

Thought And Rumination For The Holidays!
Working as a Police Officer for the many years that I have I have seen the worst that man can dish out to his fellow human beings. I have been punched, kicked, spit on and had some down right brutal fights. I have investigated minor fenderbenders to Fatality accidents. Tha hardest thing in the world for me to deal with or be involved in is the death of a child. This morning at 7:20 am I was advised that a 2 day old child had passed away. The saddest part is the child had large amounts of Methamphetamine and crack cocaine in his system. CID investigators spent all night last night trying to sort out the whys and the hows. Long story short another child became a victim of a mother who didn't give a flying shit anout anything but her next high. They arrested the stupid cow and she just didn't understand why they were giving her such a hard time. She will subsuquently be charger with murder and she will hire some bottom feeding fuck of a defence attorney that wil cut her a deal and

Soulmates
On a cold winter night, He came out underneath the lunar light. From the shadows where dreams are made of, A dark angel from the darker side of love. Within the midnight hour, she felt a sense of power. From the black mists of the ocean, through the thin air, He crawled out of the sea to find her standing right there. There was darkness all around. He whispered to her soul of pleasures never found. His aura radiated with grace, And she became wrapped in his magickal embrace. Her long raven hair intertwined them together, As the rain drops sprinkled down from the cloudy weather. He wrapped themselves within his painted wings. She looked into his midnight eyes and he began to sing. She held him tight and in that moment she was mesmerized. His eyes sparkled with stars and then she realized.... She had seen him somewhere before. He was the one she had been waiting for. A crimson tear slid down her cheek He kissed her face and held her within his myst

Beautiful
Beautiful by Steve Cook I WATCH YOU STAND THERE, BEAUTIFUL AND BOLD FROM THE LOOK I'M SEEING, YOU'RE LONELY AND COLD THE STARLIGHT IS BEAMING DOWN ON YOUR BEAUTIFUL BROWN HAIR I CAN'T HELP MYSELF, BUT CONSTANTLY STARE YOUR EYES ARE GLISTENING FROM THE FLAMES OF THE FIRE AND STILL I'M FEELING A BURNING DESIRE TO HOLD YOU AND CARESS YOU, TO KISS YOU AND UNDRESS YOU TO MAKE LOVE TO YOU WITHOUT EVEN TOUCHING OR TESTING YOU REMEMBER WHEN YOU ASKED ME WHY I WAS LOOKING IN YOUR EYES? BECAUSE THEY'RE THE WINDOW TO THE SOUL, AND THE SOUL NEVER LIES

Fucking Goof
today my ex called and said he isnot bringing back my kids, the cops wont do anything and now i have to wake up and get court papers to go to court all over again. OH well he is going to be sorry now.

The Lioness In Winter (poem)
The Lioness in Winter I. I have been The Lioness, licking my paws and letting my roar escape into the still night air, breaking the silence out of rage or exasperation or sheer exultation, sometimes for the simple joy of letting the roar out, cutting through the night air, under the black sky and the fifty million stars. II. I have been Fire. My flame dancing around you, flickering, flaring up. My heat has burnt you. I have kept you all at bay. I know the threat of consumption or engulfment has kept you at arms’ lengths. I have, at times, touched everything in my path with destruction. III. I have held my misery in my arms, as I would hold my child. I have kept it at my breast, nurturing and feeding it, almost, at times, eager for it to grow. At times, I have passed the child to you, said, “Do you see now? Isn’t she heavy? How would you like to lug her around day in and out?” But this is only a game I like to play: a trick, a trap, a

Christmas Gift
Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a "Pocket Taser" for their anniversary submitted this story. Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 22nd anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Toni. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety ... WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two Triple-A batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. Awesome!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Toni wh

My Life Is So Fucked Up
Things in my life are so fucked up right now. I can't figure out what to do and what is the right thing to do. The guy i've been with off n on for 8 yrs had been telling me for about a month or so that he felt like he wasn't in love with me anymore and that he didn't wanna be with me and after Christmas was going to leave....it was very very hard for me to accept until i met someone else whom i wanted to be friends with n if things came of it it did and if not at least i had a friend but being around this other person made me realize i deserved better then what i was going thru and i had finally made myself see that and that if my current bf wanted to leave me and he wasnt' happy with me that i was just going to let him go. Well soon after i realized all this and was finally ready to let him go he changes and is all lovey dovey and wanting to be around me n spend time with me n all that crap....when i ask him about things he says he's not sure what he wants n doesn't know if his fe

Birthday Blues
I love birthdays!! I love celebrating them for me and for everyone else. This year is my 30th birthday which should be a super exciting one. Just a couple of problems. My family got in a huge fight over what they were going to plan as a surprise for me. I'm normally the family party planner. Plus they're all broke. So now I think there may be nothing planned at all. Then I've been waiting all month to buy a blast for my birthday. I screwed up my freaking checkbook and I don't get to have my birthday blast either!! So I guess my 30th will go by quietly without my face appearing on your screen every couple of minutes...which I suppose will make some of you quite happy!! Thanks for listening...I should have some new pictures up soon at the very least. ~SMILE~

End Of Quarter!
Well, the end of the quarter for school is finally here. I have one more final exam to take and I get a break until January. First final grade for grad school is.... ACC560 ~ Managerial Accounting... Drum roll please? {ha, ha} "A" WooHoo!!! {does little dance around the room} Thank you for reading this!

Meaning Of Love
What do you know about love? I've touched its perfect face I've held it tight in my arms and kissed it to sleep each night What can you know about love? If you can hate something so perfect something so beautiful something so real that it brings me to my knees When I see them walking hand in hand with bright smiles across their faces and a look of pure joy in their eyes I know they've touched the same love I hold and I could never deny anyone I loved anyone I cared about such a perfect union of souls Some people spend their entire lives up until their dying breath looking for something this beautiful searching for something this wonderful and that's why I could never not in a thousand lifetimes stand between my love and her happiness. I could never tell her who she is or that what she's feeling is wrong. But there you stand soaking in the pouring rain shaking your head violently disgusted by some invisible shame What do you know about love? How can you tou

Kieyahs Big Day
So today was Kid shares christmas party. So my boyfriend and I got the kids ready got on the school bus that they had to pick people up. We got there made a craft. Tristen just loves to make things. So my daughter asked her dad for some milk. He gets up to pick up a small carton on milk when the thing moos. She won custom skins, which are face plates for like a cell phone or PSP. Now you all have to remember my daughters only 21 months. I think its the coolest thing ever. I dont really think she cares but I think its great. I am going to add a pic of her and the winning carton. I just wanted to share my great day with you all. Have a great day.

Celebrate
Wednesday, December 13, 2006 Celebrate Make today a celebration of the good fortune you have to be alive and aware and able to make a difference in your world. You will pass through this day only once, so fill it with joy while you're here. Imagine traveling for hundreds of years through darkness and silence, and then suddenly arriving at where you are right now. Get out and explore the magnificent landscape that's filled to the brim with possibilities. See the colors, taste the flavors, feel the warmth and texture of it all. And delight in the truly awesome ability that you possess to make it even better. Every important occasion calls for a joyous celebration. And what could be a more important occasion than life itself on this very day? Make every moment, every thought, every action into a celebration. Whatever you find yourself doing, do it with a joyful heart. And see how many others you can infect with your joy. For the more you think about it, the more you k

You're Beautiful
I wish it were not raining, I see it in your eyes. The world has been so cruel to you, told so many lies. I wish that I could hold you, chase those tears away. I want to make you laugh so bad, and forget about the day. I want to steal you far away, and rest a bit your mind. And though I want these so bad, there's no way I can find. So i'm asking for a promise and i'll have to just have faith. That you will try to find a smile and not these words forsake. I know you feel the world has died and it drawns down to an end. But what about the lives you fill to me and other friends? I only have just one voice and I yell so loud it breaks. The tears you cry you think just damp are filling up my lakes. Can't you find the sunshine, just for one more day? Instead of saying i'm going can't you say I guess i'll stay? You can not let them win this way, when they build their hateful fire. You have to spread your wings now dear, take yourself up higher. Now I can go on all day with all

A Him
As the path she was taken become to dark to see She reached for her light to see where she should be. As the rain starts to fall and then starts to pour She reached for her umbrella, not wet anymore. As the rapids go wild and her boat floats down river, she reached for the oars that he did give her. As she climed up the mountain her legs bacome numb, She reached for a branch she claimed had a thumb. As the stranger came closer she dialed on her phone, She reached for some comfort when she felt so alone. As the sun turned hotter and burned to the skin, Was that which she reached for, not a thing but a him. He lead the way to help on her the right path, he was the umnbrella and the rain could not last. He was the oars that stayed through the rough, and he held out his hand and thought it was enough He was the comfort that she held up to her ear not one doubt in her mind, that she new he was there JW

Here We Go Again.... Contest Time
Oh my, I do get roped into these! But well, I figure I might win one sometime! Please come say hello and vote for me in the most beautiful girl on CT contest. You may comment as many times as you wish, it is for comments and ratings both! The contest ends on Sunday, 12/17. Many many thanks, my friends!!!

Recover Your Happiness
RECOVER YOUR HAPPINESS I LOVE THIS... A--Accept Accept others for who they are and for the choices they've made even if you have difficulty understanding their beliefs, motives, or actions. B--Break Away Break away from everything that stands in the way of what you hope to accomplish with your life. C--Create Create a family of friends whom you can share your hopes, dreams, sorrows, and happiness with. D--Decide Decide that you'll be successful and happy come what may, and good things will find you. The roadblocks are only minor obstacles along the way. E--Explore Explore and experiment. The world has much to offer, and you have much to give. And every time you try something new, you'll learn more about yourself. F--Forgive Forgive and forget. Grudges only weigh you down and inspire unhappiness and grief. Soar above it, and remember that everyone makes mistakes. G--Grow Leave the childhood monsters behind. They can no longer hurt you or stand in your way.

Late One Night
this is a true story: getting a message from someone who has wanted me for years. yes he may be a few years younger than me..ok 16 years younger, but the thought of a stiff long lasting 23 year old cock was my forethought in my decision of letting this young gentelman come visit me. it had already been late at night, but i had not been feeling well earlier so i had slept most of the day. i informed him that i was going to be sleeping in my room with the tv on and to let himself in the front door was unlocked. i was dressed in my sheer pink lacey/silky top with the pink thong and light robe that matched. i just took a shower and completly shaved so when he came to find me i would be extremely fresh. in a complete somber, i felt a large figure over me. he kissed me passionately waking me with his large hands rubbing up and down my body. beins so sensative because i was just waking up, he started sucking down to my nice erect pink nipples. my body was feeling so warm and i was soaking

A Rose For Farewell
All works of Razorwolf are produced by Wolf himself using MadTracker 2.0 If you are ever faced with that moment where you are forced to say goodbye when you don't want to. If you could make that moment last forever, and never have to leave...

Fuck Me?? Fuck You!!
I thought only nice people got fucked over?? I'm not a nice person so why is it happening to me??!!?? If there's anything in this world I can't stand, it's somebody who makes you a deal, makes a promise and, for no reason at all, changes their mind. It's one thing if the deal or promise means nothing to you, but it's another thing when it's something important, something you want, something you've counted on being one way. I was supposed to make partner at my law firm. One of the other associates is too. We were supposed to have equal shares and buy out the current owner over the next five years. Well, behind my back, they completely changed the terms of how the buyout's going to work (that part is actually good for me) but now the other associate is getting 1% more than me to start. It means very little as far as money and he's even agreed that despite the ownership differential, he will agree to split the profits equally. But, if we're the only two owners, then I get no

Not On The Air, But I Have A Rant Anyway
How come when you get a divorce your ex just can't either 1) GO THE FUCK AWAY 2) DIE BITCH DIE 3) BURN IN THE FIREY PITS OF HELL UNTIL HER FLESH FALLS OFF HER BONES AND HER INSIDE BECOME FUCKING TAR LIKE GOO.... AND I HOPE THAT SHE WOULD BE AWAKE FOR THE WHOLE THING WHILE I AM SITTING THERE WITH A STICK UP HER ASS ROTATING HER OVER THE OPEN FLAME LAUGHING AND SAYING " I KNOW YOU ENJOY THAT STICK UP YOUR ASS... YOU WILL TAKE ANYTHING UP YOUR ASS YOU FUCKING NASTY WHORE" . . . . . . . OH... ONE MORE FUCKING THING... PISS OFF YOU WHORE... GO GET FUCKED BY YOUR " I AM TOO GOTH AND I SEE DEAD PEOPLE" BOY TOY... whore *takes a DEEEEEp breath* ~Simion~

No Im Not Racist
This is so true You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey" and you think it's OK. But when I call you Kike, Towelhead, WOP, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. If we had white history month... we'd be racist. If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racist. In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and rights. If we marched f

Things I Hate About Everyone!
This is absolutely hilarious!!!!!!! 9 Things I Hate About Everyone 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2. People who are willing to get off their arse to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually. 3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their arses! 5. When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $15 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor. 6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me

Omg How Freaky Can You Get?
Damn, this gets harder and harder to do...lol. I am running this same one on both Myspace and CherryTap so let me rund own the rules for some of you rookies..yeah I said rookies b/c I have some people who are real pro's at the Freaky Friday 5....LOL. 1. Use your imagination, think outside of the box. Although some of us could never see oureselves in some of these situations, PRETEND and answer the best you can. Answers like "I'd never do that" are absolutely no damn fun. 2. Repost the bulletins. It's proven that the more people who play, the more fun it is. 3. Please do not copy and past the text of the Friday Freaky 5 into your own blogs or bulletins. It defeats the purpose. What is the purpose? To provide a central location for this feature and for everyone to enjoy one another's answers. To have it spread out all over is no fun. If you want a Friday Freaky 5..........Write your own...!...HA! Okay, now that I've taken care of this weeks disclaimer....let's r

Do Doctor's Make Bad Patients?
Really I wonder about this? I've been thinking about it all day because of an incident that happened early this morning. My friend Shane is an installer at my work. Which means he is always out on the road. He was in house today so he brought my birthday present. It was a super cute cell phone holder. He had a razor blade in his hand that he was cleaning some gunk off his name tag with. We were messing around and both went for my present and he sliced my thumb with the blade. Instantly I was bleeding everywhere....and got very whiny. Now let me interject when my children bleed I do not freak out. I'm always calm. I put pressure where its needed, calm them down, doctor them, love on them. I on the other hand wanted my mommy!!! I went to my friend Aimee who IS a mommy and made her take care of me. She made fun of me the whole time and threatened to kiss my boo-boo (no pervo comments nasty boys!). So I wonder are there doctors out there like that...surely its human natu

An Explosion Rocks My City
Just a few blocks from my home one of Sarnia's biggest oil refinery's had a huge explosion thurs night around 3am. The blast caused an earthquake like shake to my block and the fire lit up the night sky mimicking daylight. The fire could be seen 20km's away. We were told to shut off funaces and block all air inlets. We were also ordered to stay in place...meaning do not go outside.... And thats not even the scary part...the scary part is I SLEPT THROUGH the whole thing!! As did my kids!! It literally knocked stuff off selves and i had no clue what happened til the next day when my mom called to see if we heard it. There was a secondary explosion and nope, i didnt hear that either...the blast is still being investigated and thank god no1 was injured...Can i believe i slept through it?? NO!! Lol. Read all about it below..its Sarnia history in the making, Ontario history in the making. And i had no clue. http://www.ctv.ca/servlet/ArticleNews/story/CTVNews/20061214/sarnia_fire_06

Bah
I got a wicked Kidney Infection kickin my ass the past few days guys, I know i made plans with some of you but bah....Plus for some fucked up reason bubble baths make them worse, i knew that and did it anyway... like the one time i take one in years and ...well bah.

Re: Continue With Angel!!
If you are a parent or have nieces, nephews or cousins or someone you love every much. Go and hug your children. You never ever know when something bad might happen to them or have there life taken. As some of you may already know that my niece passed away friday night do to a car accident. Her little brother is fighting for his life. Her other sister is doing good up and playing. I would like you all to just note that life is very short Pls make good time with it, Even if you have loved ones as in Kids!!! Hug them.... let them know you love them always and forever. Make sure everyday you tell your family good bye and that you love them!!!

Cleaning Up Friends List!!!!!
Aight guys I thought i would have to never do this but... I am going to start cleaning up my friends list some... there is some of you that never stop by or return comments or even rated half of my shit!!! soo on that note.. im going to be removing some of you.. the ones that always show some luv and talk to me occaisonly have no worries.. soo dont bother to try to im me lol.. and you know who you are.. The ones that never come around or even talk to me at all or even come to page if you really want to stay as a friend contact me.. then we can work something out.. but other then that if i dont hear from ya then bye bye.. I want friends that do for me too instead of me doing for them all the time!!!, and for the new peeps that i added no worries either.. soo you are safe. even though the peeps that never came by my page that never have.. I still went too theres and left comments and rated prob all of your pics or most of them if not all. Ill just make room for the ones that do come arou

Well Well Well
It is official... Right after Christmas my hubby and I are calling it quits..I lost out to a little young blonde bimbo...not really she lost too...he doesn't want her either...he just wants time alone...to think things out..... Oh well, I tried and failed again..don't get me wrong...he is a wonderful man...just we need space...

A Mother Asked (too Good Not To Share)
A mother asked President Bush,"Why did my son have to die in Iraq?" Another mother asked President Kennedy, "Why did my son have to die in Viet Nam?" Another mother asked President Truman, "Why did my son have to die in Korea? Another mother asked President F.D. Roosevelt, "Why did my son have to die at Iwo Jima?" Another mother asked President W. Wilson, "Why did my son have to die on the battlefield of France?" Yet another mother asked President Lincoln, "Why did my son have to die at Gettysburg?" And yet another mother asked President G. Washington, "Why did my son have to die near Valley Forge?" Then long, long ago, a mother asked... "Heavenly Father, why did my Son have to die on a cross outside of Jerusalem?" The answers to all these are similar -- "So that others may have life and dwell in peace, happiness and freedom." This was emailed to me with no author and I thought the magnitude and the simplicity were awesome ... IF YOU DON'T STAND BEHIND OUR TROOPS, PLE

Another Reason Yahoo Can Kiss My Ass!
I had a reaffirmation tonight that the only fucking reason I deal with yahoo is because I talk to some of you cool ass people and a few others from Myspace. Tonight I go to add some pics to my yahoo album only to find out that my shit has been flagged as an 18 and over album. That's right, I got flagged on yahoo, those cocksuckers! What I have in my yahoo albums are kindergarten refrigerator pictures in comparison to what I have posted here on CT. Hell, I have the same images on myspace and my textamerica photoblog Not only was that damn thing flagged but I'm unable to share the photos, post them on my 350 or even e-mail the album. I've had to send it to have it reviewed. Fuck....yahoo can review THIS!!! Dammit.........grrrr. Maybe they should concentrate more on the kid touchers on yahoo than a bunched of clothed pics and head shots (the one one my shoulders, don't get cute). Now that I've blown off steam, yahoo should write you all a thank you note. You all are the re

Johnny Cash: Ring Of Fire
Ring of Fire - Johnny Cash [Trumpet intro] [Verse 1] Love is a burning thing... And it makes a firey ring... Bound by wild desire... I fell into a ring of fire... [Chorus] I fell into a burning ring of fire... I went down, down, down... And the flames went higher... And it burns, burns, burns... The ring of fire...

The Ratings Feature Here...
Im not big on the points thing here altho I do like to go up in levels so I can know Im doing something right around here but theres one thing about the ratings that gets my goat... Why is it that there has to be one jackass in the bunch that doesnt rate you the same way others do? I mean I know Im no dog and I dont consider myself to be perfect but most of the time I get my share of 10's..and then when I think everything is going along really well, some jackass has to "buck" the system and rate me lower than everyone else has.... I know everyone is entitled to their own views but what makes them think that I deserve to be rated lower than the rest have rated me.... Are they doing that to be an asshole or do they have issues that dont permit them to rate people higher than they do?? I guess Ill never understand people...

Im Sorry
im sorry if im just not with it.. most of you know that my father passed away last nite around 8:30.. thank you all who left me messages and all the love and support.... he was a great man and a fighter.. he was fighting for 20+ years... he had a double lung transplant and parkinsons dease... he's in a better place now...

Beer Vs Vagina
OMG i couldnt stop laughing! 1.Beer is always wet. Vagina needs a little work. One point to BEER 2.Warm beer tastes awful. One point to VAGINA 3.A really cold beer is satisfying. One point to BEER 4.If after taking a swig of your favourite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit. One point to VAGINA 5. If you get home reeking of beer your wife may get mad, make a scene, kick you out, etc. If you get home reeking of vagina your wife may get mad, kick you out, even leave you. There's definitely a point to be had here, depending on your point of view and personal circumstances. I'll just call it a DRAW for the time being. 6. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten vaginas in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere. One point to VAGINA 7. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer. If you eat any vagina in public, you become a legend. One point to VAGINA 8. If a cop stops you and you smell of b

Bmi Calculator
Not too sure how accurate this is - but if you want a quick calculation of your BMI based strictly on your height and weight, you can go here: Find My Fatness. Just remember that this doesn't take into account external things such as your body frame, or the fact that you may actually have muscles - lol!

Erotica
Plans for the weekend were as always a little hazy. Friday night was pretty much a write off. All of us were just to damn tired after a gruelling week of work, so we figured we would just enjoy each others company over a couple quiet drinks at the local pub and shoot a couple games of pool. Anything to unwind and relax at this point. All agreed that the guys would pick us ladies up the following evening for a house party that we were just invited too, we went our separate ways. My friend and I decided we had absolutely nothing exciting yet casual to wear, so it was time to hit the local stores for that specific outfit. Hours later, returning from a giggling shopping trip we had a drink and headed for the showers to prepare ourselves for the festivities of the evening. We schemed together and came up with a plan to get people talking for times to come, only after realizing where we were going and who was all going to be there. Being sure to shave to the absolute smoothest state anyone

To All My Friends
i would like to wish everyone a merry christmas not that i will have a very merry christmas an jist wanna say sorry that not been on an talkin much my son has been in the hospital an ain't doin so very well so as i can i wil be onlinean hope u have a wonderful christmas

Who Needs This Shit Anyway!!!
Who Needs This Shit Anyway.. This shit sucks I hate this crap I know its nothing more than a fucking trap What bullshit is that anyway Wont see my ass there on any day Im no fool in need to be schooled Look at all those perverted fucks who have just drooled Sad pathetic thoughtless scum Touching themselves begging just to cum Simple little minds with no heart Dont ask me cause where would I start I wouldnt waist my spit Id rather just split Dont harm but love and cherish them respect the lady Ya right, bullshit such bullshit therere fucking Shady Kill or be killed is what I know The lame pussies cant even bring home the dough So ask me again why would I waist my time I was dumb drunk caught up in the wrong line I cant help but to think what a joke all this shit is I just wanted to chill I didnt want a kiss Relationships are over rated and detrimental to my health They sneak on in and rob me of all my wealth I nev

Cum See My Private Pics For 30 Min.
Hi to all my friends, I'm going to open all of my private pics for 30 min. for everyone to post comments, and tell me what you think, hoping you all give me some points, so i can post more pics, going to open them from 10:45 PM till 11:15 PM EST

Definitely Feeling Sick Today..
totally got hit by the cold bug this morning. i didn't last more than 2 hours, took a Benadryl, and i went back to sleep for almost 5 hours again.. got up.. went out with Bella to finish my Secret Santa shopping.. and got some yummy food at home.. ugh.. i'm off to bed. i'm sorry if i haven't been active lately, i know i owe some of my friends some love back. i promise to repay all the kindness.. night jon, aka 'jaha'

Because Of You!!!!
Because Of You..... I don't know if you realize the huge impact that you have made. You've entered my crazy life and you stayed. I just needed to share with you some of what it is that you do. Some of the so many reasons of why I'm so in love with you....... Because of you..... I start each day with a smile as big as one could ever be Instead of hopeless tears blinding me from what I should see. Because of you..... I feel like there is hope for happiness after all Instead of unbelievable sadness that would make anyone fall Because of you..... I feel safe for maybe today I won't hurt Instead of living in constant fear with a worth that's less then dirt Because of you..... I feel like I'm wanted and maybe even desired from the heart Instead of lusted for and degraded right from the start Because of you..... I'm excited to see what tomorrow brings Instead of dreading morning for I know how it stings Beca

Drives Me Nuts...
stop using profile pics of people that arent u... stop posting meaningless chain bulletins that dont mean a damn thing....stop flagging my pics i mean after all u are on my FRIENDS list...stop holding contests to up ur levels...hmmm there is so much .......stop putting porn stars pics in here to get votes and what not...if i wanted to look at porn id look in the mirror....lol....so whattya say..i think with a little team work and dedication we can do this ....sooooooooo??? big pern

Really, It's Very Simple...
But quite a few people have this problem. And really folks, I'm here to help. There is a VERY big difference between YOUR and YOU'RE. I used to think that people who couldn't differentiate should probably sue their school systems, but after reading your bulletins, blogs, and other such, I realize that the problem is so huge it's almost beyond containable. Here's the simplest way to figure it out: YOUR - possesion of 'you' YOU'RE - contraction of 'you are.' If you are referring to an item that BELONGS to a person (a noun), then you would use the possesion of the word. i.e. - "I really like your shirt!" If you are referring to something that a person is or is doing, you would use the 'you are' contraction. i.e. - "You're pretty!" or "You're driving me crazy!" If you're in doubt as you're typing, it may help if you say it outloud! If the word that you're trying to relay uses the short "ou" sound, then use "your." If it uses the long "ou" sound, then it's "you're." R

Bondage
Saw this on a friend's bulletin (yay Harleyandheels) and had to took it. Yes, I am into bondage, but let me share a little of what bondage is about before you cast your judgement. Bondage is about absolute trust. It's about going to a level of intimacy beyond anything you've ever experienced before. It's about giving yourself so completely to another human being that you abandon all sense of self and just lose yourself in them. Bondage is not just leather and chains and being all trussed up like a steer at a rodeo. Those things are for people who like S&M as well as bondage. For the rest of us, there are padded handcuffs, ribbons and silk ropes. These things are designed to enhance pleasure and stimulation. Most of them are easy to get out of if you start to feel uncomfortable. It's all about the tease, and pushing your senses to the limit. We're so busy in today's world, and so used to instant gratification, that we've lost the art of foreplay. It'

Dear Santa
Deer Santa, I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. I'v ben a gud boy all yeer. Yer Friend, Billy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawn care. How about I send you a book so you can learn to read and spell? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell. Santa ************************************************************************ Dear Santa, I've been a good girl all year & the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa ********************************************************************* Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas I'd like for my mommy & daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do. Love, Teddy Dear Teddy, Your dad's banging the babysitter lik

I Don't Know..
Everyday I put on this happy face for everyone, I listen to everyone's good news and their bad, always the one that everyone leans on..and I'm not really complaining about that, I like to be there for people and glad that I'm the one they choose to come to...I just get so tired of petending like I'm always happy and let my hurt or sadness build up then one little thing can just set me off and the tears just start flowing. I hate feeling like I'm all alone and can't talk to anyone about certain things. I know I have some great friends on here and irl but it's still hard to open up...So I figured I'd put some things down here so some of you would at least get an idea. It's hard to be a bitch when you're so fucking sensitive sometimes lol If you've gotten this far..thanks for reading.

Suddenlink Can Suddenly Kiss My Ass.
My internet got shut off. It's not anymore. I had no idea that many people would even notice, let alone care so much. I'm a bit overwhelmed. I mean...s'just 3 days... But still. I feel both horrible, and estatic. I love you all. You know who.

Que Pasa
QUE ESTA ARRIBA CON ALGUNAS MUJERES, ELLOS ACTUAN COMO ELLOS LE QUIERE ENTONCES CUANDO USTED ES SUFICIENTE MUDO que ELLOS CORREN ESPANTADO, BIEN PERMANECERE SOLO PARA UN TIEMPO LARGO LARGO, SOLOS MEDIOS PERMANECEN INTOXICARON NOCHA ES COLOCADO DIARIO

Another Check In
I will probably not be on line near as much as I used to be. A lot of things have changed in my life and I don't have the time to get on line the way I did before. But I wanted all of you to know that I have not forgotten about you just because I don't get to see you as much anymore. You are all never far from my thoughts. I hope you all have a wonderful holiday season and a safe one! Love to you all! Rayne

Sista Half Step
I am not The antidote For anything I am not Searching For the cure Operators are not Standing by And my motives Are far From pure An Unholy Roller Just embracing Souls Different from Anyone else You know You can steer me In many directions But without a Wheel to grab You cannot Assume control I speak my Piece Causing relief Or grief Then I resume Life’s stroll

Things That Currently Annoy Me.
I have been waiting to write this for a long time thinking maybe I was just being harsh or irrational and eventually the feeling of annoyance would pass. I gotta say..so far..NO LUCK! Maybe you will find something here (or add something to it) that annoys you as well. 1.LostCherry- Nobody likes change but it annoys me when I see tags for comments that still say "Lostcherry" its annoying. The new people that usually get the "welcome to lostcherry" comments, are confused, people!! Consider Lost Cherry, Lost and move on! 2.Ratings- You see all over the place "add me, fan me, rate me and i'll return the favor" then bulletins because its usually one sided..Yes its a nice thing to do, and its the polite, right thing to do, if someone rates you, you should rate them as well, however it is a "favor" That means its voluntary, not manditory. Consider it the way you do when you loan someone money. You should never really expect it back..its a bonus if you ever see it again lol. Rate people,

Good Morning Comments
I send out comments every morning to everyone on my friends list i do this not because of the cherrytap points but because i hope to make someones day a little better by saying good morning. I have quite a few people on my friends list some have never spoken a word to me but i still send them a comment some have and i really like the ones i have spoken to they all seem like nice people. Im not an advertizer a perve or anything like that. I am just a person who actually cares about others and wish them well. But seems to me that some people are making it hard for myself and others like me who like to say hello. If we cant find the comment box or we cant leave the comment because either they dont want html and something new is coming up an error about spam. Which to me says that this person doesnt want me to say good morning to them. If this is the case then post a comment on here to me or send me a message telling me and i will make a list of those people not to send comments to. i don

Part Fifteen
For a moment there was stillness, only the sound of people trying to catch their breath. Cat sat back on her heels and waited for whatever was next. Time seemed to be running slow as she felt the cum drip from her face onto her nipple and then to her thigh. She had to fight the urge to wipe her face as it continued to fall. Cat's respite was short lived as she felt herself being pulled by her hair until she was standing. Her arms were raised over her head and her hands placed in leather cuffs. When she felt her arms and body being pulled upward she realized the cuffs must be attached by a pulley to the ceiling. Fear crept up inside her as she became aware that she was completely vulnerable. It is one thing to have your hands free and allow yourself to be groped and spanked but to not have the ability to protect yourself whatsoever, changes things. The pulling stopped when Cat's toes were barely touching the floor. The combination of fear, excitement and being suspended fro

Felt Like Writing
Everyone that can create a letter of the alphabet with a pen is a writer. Anyone that can bang a rhythm is a musician. If you can scribble with a crayon, have a thought, or make a smile, you are an artist. If you can pay the bills, and manage to eat something, you are a philanthropist. If you put an effort, mental or physical, into doing something, you are an athlete. If you recite a story, you are an actor. When you bounce on the bed, you are an astronaut traveling thru space. You are already living your dreams. You have already done the impossible. No one ever believed there could be anyone exactly like you before, so you have already proved us all wrong. You had no idea who you were going to be either, so just like everyone else, you don’t know everything. Too many people walk fine, but still rely on crutches. Little girls want to be pretty, because they do not see they are beautiful. Little boys want to be big and strong, but they fail to remember what they have already conquered.

Solves The Spam Issues
I USE A PROGRAM CALLED FLOCK YOU NEED TO CHECK IT OUT I CAN SEND OUT MESSAGE AND STILL COMMENT BOMB CONTEST USING THIS WEB BROWSER Flock is an amazing web browser built on fast and secure Mozilla technologies. View and share photos with an innovative new photo bar in the browser. Subscribe to your favorite websites to get the freshest content automatically, in summaries that are easy to save and blog. Search more quickly, more effectively, and more richly with the innovative Flock Search Toolbar. Download the Flock beta and you'll be spreading the word that there's a new way to web. HERES THE LINK YOU CAN THANK ME LATER BUT PLEASE DONT FORGET TO RATE MY BLOG http://www.flock.com/download/

This Bulletin And What It Says....things Make A Bit More Sense Here Now...
I now understand why there are so many BS changes being made here.....This might clear up the connfusion...ENJOY! must read, interesting info about CT, repost this everyone (repost) REPOSTING I just found out something interesting. I don't think we need to worry about Baby Jesus's rants, he's the Tom of CherryTap read this article sent to me by an unnamed source. business suites in grunge clothing: A while back I did a post on LostCherry.com (LC), an alternative to myspace without the teenybopper crowd. The place appears to be ran by one, Mike Hedlund. The whole amostphere of the place is suppose to be that of a cool place to hang out without the whole corporate world. Mike presents himself as the ever humble, yet overworked webmaster who is putting in a hundred hours a week for something he loves. And everyone believes him... Well, for some reason or other I started getting a bit suspicious about two months ago. Forgive me, but I smelled some corporate influenc

Love Or Confussion
You get inside my head, and I think of yesterday I think of what we were, and it never goes away I pop another pill to take away the pain But now i'm dreaming more, and I guess your here to stay I hit the lights, go out, there's laughter in my head I try to shut it out with fears I'll end up dead I hear the shots go by, it's the voices in my head And now my time is up This mass confusion has become a part of me, I turn and run away, and I pray you'll never see The clock hits 12 o'clock and the voice says in my head, "We'll never make it here" - I swear that's what she said I hit the lights, go out, there's laughter in my head I try to shut it out with fears I'll end up dead I hear the shots go by, it's the voices in my head And now my time is up

This Does Make One Think
subject: got to be one of the saddest stories .. post date: 2006-12-24 10:20:44 views: 6 comments: 0 ratings: 0 got to be one of the saddest stories .. I was walking around in a store. I saw a cashier hand this little boy scheduled September 10, 2006 from 3:00 PM to 4:00 PM his money back saying "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll." Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. "It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her." I r

Merry Christmas To Everyone!
Wow! This year has been sliding by so fast! It seems like only yesterday when I stepped aboard this fast growing network, and I've had the best time and experiences ever! I've met SOOO many people here and made so many friends, and learned a lot about many of you! I look forward to meeting many more of you and finding out about you! I hope that your Christmas Day is special in many ways. I'd like to wish my Administrative Staff: Mike, Ryan, Bill, Neil, and all of my friends of the CT Bouncers and Training Staff and Assistants, a fantastic Christmas and thank you for all the things that I've learned and for your support. As we each go into our own beliefs and celebrations on this day, I hope that each one of you has a blessed time with your family and friends and that if you are traveling, be ever so safe and please make everyone wear their seat belts! If you've had too much Christmas cheer.. please.. take a cab..let some one else drive...I'd like to see all of my friends aroun

Ode To The Nice Guys
Ode to the Nice Guys This rant was written for the Wharton Undergraduate Journal This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girls every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style. This is for the guys who escort their dr

Please Read...
i have been on here for a little over a month now and have noticed alot of people that whine, talk alot of shit, and then i noticed people that are real... on that note, if ur in my friends list and have any problems with the military in any kind of way, then please feel free to delete urself from my list. i do not have time for the BS!!!! i just read and reposted a bulletin that made me disgusted... so if u hate the way our military is run, who it is runned by, or just our military in general, do us all a favor by disappearing! and if u think u can do what i do everyday, then by all means, switch places with me!!! i could use a break!!!!! thank u to all those who support us and have been there with us through this whole war and past wars and conflicts!!!! we love u guyz!!! ~hugz to my family, friends, and fans that are real~

Hope You All Had A Great Xmas
HOPE YOU ALL HAD A GREAT TIME - GOT EVERYTHIGN U WISHED FOR AND MORE!!!!! NOW JUST SIT BACK AND WAIT FOR THE NEW YEAR TO BEGIN- TIME TO REALISE THE OLD AND LOOK FORWARD TO A FRESH NEW YEAR!!! TAKE CARE ONE AND ALL LOVE YA LOUISE XOXOXOXOOX i [[HEART]] you jon always

For My Babyyy :)
everybody has someone in their life that keeps them looking foward to another day. I'm the girl who loves you inside and out, backwards and forwards with my heart hanging out. I love no other way. How did you go from a person I did not know existed, to a person I could not live without?(pretty much true my love) I don't know what it is about you, maybe it's the way nothing else matters when we're talking, or how you make me smile more than anyone else ever has. It could be the way that you say the exact right thing, at exactly the right time, but whatever it is, I just want you to know that it means everything to me. we are the perfect couple. we’re just not in the perfect situation. Love is the most indescribable feeling out there. Many elements make it up and people help define it. The world would be nothing without love. Some people thrive off of it, but others try to hide from it. You know that tingly, butterflies-in-your-stomach feeling or getting weak in t

Back :):):)
hey all!!!!! the christmas season is over....and what a long and busy time it has been for me. but now i have time for cherrytap and all of the freinds i mave missed so dearly :)thanks to all that has shown me love while i was gone... hugs and kisses kels :):):)

I Am A Terrible Person
Another Christmas has come and gone, and i must say it was one of the greatest i have had with my kids. My son is old enough now to understand a bit more and he ripped into his gifts like a mad man. Lol. Im exhausted and its 115pm and i refuse to get dressed. Instead we are staying comfy and playing with all the new toys. Now the reason for this blog. My cousin Gina announced she was getting married yest to all our family. She has been dating her man for about 4yrs now and they live together. All seems great. Here is my problem. I just could NOT get excited for her. I had to fake a congratulations and force a grin. I remember when someone would annouce an engagment and it was a great thing. Now its like...oh another 35,000 (they are both from italian families) wedding that will end in divorce. OMG, how negative am i?? My whole family sat there and tried to be excited but i think we all feel the same way. She truly deserves all the happiness in the world, and i wish her the best.

Random Tricycle Knowledge
How I learned what hitchhiking was. I was in kindergarten, and there was this patio where we rode trikes. I was just standing and discovering the joy of people watching when Sam, a classmate of mine, asked me if I was hitchhiking. I asked him what that was, so he said if I needed a ride to get on. You could stand around and if you needed a ride a friend would give one to you! I stood on the back of the tricycle for a few laps around the track. We were heading up the wall by school, and Sam told me he was losing control, so I jumped off the back. He picked up speed as he was able to peddle faster after dropping 20 to 30 pounds off his legs, and he slammed into the big wood toy crates they kept under the patio roof. He fell over, and the junior kindergarten teacher made me sit and her class and write about what I had done. Seems she had decided I was guilty for the accident, and now I had to be punished. She would have had to teach me how to make letters, and I knew I could just sit with

Spam
what is this shit now goin on here with this spam thing? now you cant leave the same comment bloody hell this is crap!! why should you search sites which takes up time & usage just for different comments?? PLEASE give me strength Cherry Tap whats goin on??

Dou You Want This
My Darling Make no mistake I am very hot for you and I want to be the one you want making deep romantic passionate sex to you. I will undress you and look at your body and I see everything that will make me happy. I want to be the one that makes you moan and groan from the pussy I give you. I want to be the one you want to go deep inside of controlling all of your passion. I like the way you look and the way you are built. . I see you as someone that I would enjoy fucking to on a regular basis.. I am the woman that can bring the wildness in you. I am sure that you have a tremendous amount of passion that needs attention. I believe in highly and passionate sex and will do anything to make your dick feel good. A woman needs a lot of fondling and foreplay. As you are giving me that, I can see me kissing on your ear lobe and up and down your neck as my hands slip into your pants caress your big hard dick I would run my tongue up to your lips and give you a deep passionate kiss again

Just Me
Im trying to get a grip on how "rankings" go in cherrytap.com. But thats not the "just" of my blog. I need your opinion, ANYONES opinion is welcome. Say you have full custody of your child, the other parent rarely see the child, doesn't help with clothes, food, school supplies, heck, child support for that matter. Should the mom be let off the hook, no responsible for any of the above mentioned items if its the dad that has custody? I don't think they should. So what should be done about it? If a dad does what was mentioned above he'd be in jail, why not the mom? T

Amidst The Bloodshed
Admist the bloodshed from my hands i see no care no reason to live a life unfufilled death calling upon my name going insane a tear trapped with inside of my brain you can't feel my pain you just add to it creating emotions that run a muck on my soul a gaping hole in heart lost for the most part slit my wrist and die never let a tear so people can see you cry hide you screams of terror and pain die in vain die in purgatory of knowning nothing can help ease the pain not even compassion from others because love is false never real so i look back at the cards that were dealed.

Cherrytap.com Issues
Hi to all of my Friends and Fans! As many of you already know through my fanclubs and website, I have been unable to access Cherrytap.com for just over a week now. I don't know why, but when I type in Cherrytap.com or follow a link already placed somewhere else, I get an Error message through IE, or an Operation time out message through Mozilla and Netscape. At first I thought the site had crashed, but then I found out that everyone from everywhere else was still able to access it. I tried to get friends from all over Korea to access the site and they all received the same error messages as well, which lead me to believe that there was a region block. The other day I was at a friends office one out of three of his computers was able to access the site, which lead us to believe that it was not a region block, but something else... Cherrytap support has been e-mailed a few days ago, but since it's the holiday season I don't expect a prompt response. I have managed to get onto the site t

A Great Rant About A Loser Of An Ex
I need to vent before I blow. I get an email from my ex. You all know the one, that moved here, used me, then left and broke my heart? A broken heart I am still mending? Ya that one.. Ok.. SOO I get an email that just blantenly takes shots at my integrity and character. Which is funny considering its coming from the shadiest person I know. Case in point: Hasn't had a stable job in years Has been mooching off of friends and women off the internet Claims that Hurricane Katrina is something that he hasn't "dealt" with Says he loves someone, then asks someone else to marry them WHILE living in his g/fs house Talks daily, nightly to his ex that he's still in love with while living with his current g/f Lives with his current g/f and never offers to pay a single bill yet blows $300 on an uneeded IPOD Lives with current g/f and never bothers to look for a job cause he's uncomfortable Accepts $4k from a police officer for services of building an engine, yet proceeds to BLOW

Improved Search!
so for those who haven't noticed, we rolled out an improved search page a week or 2 ago. you can finally search by distance again (US only, sorry.. working on the international data). also, we created a 'name search' since most people were searching for that. the name search matches first, last, and/or nickname's to find people. it still might be a little buggy, but is much better than it's ever been before! -mike

2007 Will Be Better?
I left Austin in 01 after having to file bankrupcy to try and save my grandmothers house after she died.I still couldn't afford to keep up the mortgage on it so i sold it quickly payed off the bankrupcy and we left Austin moved to the Killeen area where houses where cheaper to buy. Bought a house there that turned out had so many problems,rat infestation, a leak we didn't know about till to late then find out the pipes n the house had some major problem and no plumper in town would touch them,then mold the bad kind toxic mold so we just had to walk away from the house. e had flat out payed cash for it and lost everything. We came back to Austin and had to move in with my then mother n law who is a bitch and made my life miserable daily,even would bad mouth me to my kids but my kids alays stood up for me. Out of the blue one night late she kicked us all out on the streets at that time my youngest was 6 months old,thankfully it was in July so we didn't end up on the streets in

Not Everything Is As It Seems
A sexy woman went up to the bar in a quiet rural pub...She gestured alluringly to the bartender who approached her immediately. Seductively signalled that he should bring his face closer to hers. As he did, she gently caressed his full beard. "Are you the manager?" She asked, softly stroking his face with both hands. "Actually, no," he replied. "Can you get him for me? I need to speak to him? " She said, running her hands beyond his beard and into his hair. "I'm afraid I can't," breathed the bartender. Is there anything I can do?" "Yes. I need for you to give him a message," she continued, running her forefinger across the bartender's lips and slyly popping a couple of her fingers into his mouth and allowing him to suck them gently. "What should I tell him?" the bartender managed to say. "Tell him," she whispered, " there's no toilet paper, hand soap, or paper towels in the ladies room

Attention All Haters!!!!
Ok. Ok. OK! I have held my tongue on this long enough, but certain muthafuckas on this site have made me do it. And you better believe when I finish writing (typing) this shit they will receive the full editorial in their Private Message Inbox. That is how serious I am. First thing let me quote one of my favorite rap artist, local Sacramento area legend, Brotha Lynch Hung PLAYA HATAS DIE A SLOW DEATH! And that is what a lot of you people on here are. HATAS! When I was growing up it was standard that you never downed another man to make yourself seem better or else you would be considered a hater. It was said that you better have the social skills to keep a woman interested without trying to down talk another man. If you don't then you have no game. Period….point blank. So it is unfathomable to me how several sorry muthafuckas on this site can continue to do that. I wish these fools could give me an explanation. I have never done one thing to them. Never uttered their names, ne

Seems I Have My First Hater
This person deemed it necassary to join CT just to hate on me and give all my pics, blogs etc a "1". yourworstnightmare@ CherryTAP To thank her or him i went and gave them a 10...they are my first hater here on CT, waho0o0!!...go show them some love. Obviously they need it!!

Love And Revenge
Setting my wine glass down again without taking a sip, I wrapped my arms around Kelly. We were finally together. I couldn't stop holding her long enough to drink the glass of wine she had brought to me. I loved her so much. Together we sat on the couch in front of a fire. Van Morrison played in the background, and the mood couldn't be more perfect as she sat in my lap on the couch. She must have seen the look in my eye as she asked, "What's on your mind, honey?" She smiled with such a demand for adoration. How could anyone not love her? "I'm just happy to be here. I'm happy we can finally be together." She smiled and snuggled up to me a little closer and sipped her wine. We had been through so much together, gone through so much hell just so we could have this moment, the first of many. Her debts, her court dates, and finally her husband. Thinking about her husband is the hardest part. For the first time I dared to ask, "Do you think it was wrong that we killed him?"

Utter Shit
Feeling like Utter shit .. goin to bed for those of you that I didnt get to your profiles . im sorry .. the queezies have taken hold of me .. and I just wanna go to bed .. Happy New year everyone .. Hoping it brings you all you deserve .. Xoxoxox

How Not To Start A Conversation With Me!
OK if you've messaged me you guys know that I answer back as much as humanly possible, but for all you new people and the old one's that haven't tried to talk to me yet but decide to one day remember this conversation.....It's an example of what not to do....why? because it will get you blocked...

Age Is A Number...
I've often been told I look younger than I am so when I saw this site, I thought I'd see just how young I appear. See my page at the Age Project It's been interesting. Thought some of you might want to try it out.

Women And Beauty ..
There is alot of Women online and in the world looking for love but weather the woman is skinny like some nasty fake model and nice and healthy like Queen latifah there is one thing that is not sexy or beautiful about a woman is smoking its degrading to the body and smells sure not sexy either when it comes to a kiss. I could never have a girl friend who smokes its just not healty and soon enough is sure not gunna be cheap for a pack of cigs and big time for a carton of them also and im sorry but a woman just can't hide it by mouth wash or gum or brushing her teeth and for sure not perfume.. Thank You for your time..

Why Are We Here?
Well folks I got up this wonderful morning and got an email from user Dave loves Melissa in which the subject was hi guy and the body is as follows: “get off my girls stie my girls is blocking you on i blocking you have a good day…” now bear in mind that I don’t even know who these ppl are.. Never visited their sites and thought to my self hmmm. What the hell is going on here, then I decided to take a look at their respective sites and realized that their was some drama going on…. So I then tried to message this guy to let him know that there was nothing going on between his girl and I, seeing that we have never meet, conversed, imed or anything like that, but numnuts did a hit and run, made his comments and then blocked me, so this is why I decided to post this blog, folks we need to ask our selves why are we on cherry tap in the first place, which in my case is to meet new ppl, and have fun with the new friends I have made…. Hey I don’t like to put anyone on blast but there comes a

New Years Toast~~for All
The Gift of a New Year Here’s to the year that’s almost past its expiration date—2006. We all had some surprises, didn’t we? Some good, some distressing. Let’s use everything we got from our experiences, everything we learned, to enrich the new year. Here’s to the new year, 2007, a gift we haven’t opened yet. May its bright, shiny package contain even more than we hope for. And even while we’re delighting in new treasures, let’s appreciate fully what we already have— the blessings we take for granted. Make a list, and check it twice. And here’s to all you wonderful people who are putting up with my toast; I hope in the new year you see yourselves the way I see you: intelligent, interesting, and likable. To 2007: May it give a whole new meaning to the phrase, "the good life."

Love
Why can't I Why can't I stay true to the things I believe in Should my show of respect for you really be a sin Don’t you appreciate the hugs I give to you from behind The soft kisses on the back of your neck that you rarely find Why can’t I hold you in my arms when you are ill Would you let me love you thru the pain I know you feel Can’t I help to cheer you up when your feeling down For I’ll bring you the kind of joy only children have found Why can’t I treat you with a surprise each and every day Or show my love in front of my friends no matter what they say Can I open doors for you or come to my feet when you return to your seat Will you lay your head in my lap while it I rub, and next your feet Why can’t I bring to you breakfast in bed at high noon Will you let me cook dinner for you while you gaze at the moon Will you enjoy your bubble bath while I clean our home On my bed will you lay as across your back my fingers do roam Why can’t I worship you if I

Sexxxy Stimulation
Over, over and over people have tried to figure out the most erogenous and sensual spot for their partners. Speaking from a man's perspective I will say this, while there are some spots physically on a woman's body that react in a very positive way when touched, licked, have a hot breath come across or are massaged in a certain way, the ultimate spot to stimulate if you want to please a woman is her mind. Raw physical animal lust is one thing, but to be able to stimulate a woman's mind, capture her imagination and get her to divulge her wants, needs and desires so that you can fulfill those for her is something far more powerful than anything physical you can do for her. Capturing the idea of her desires and to have her convey them to you so that you can provide her the enjoyment, the rush, the feelings and sensations she is craving. Now that's is truly art in motion. There is nothing more exciting than the meeting of two minds and the ability for those minds to communicate and

Sometimes Frustrating
I really enjoy this site. I have chatted with some very nice people and I enjoy the lack of teenagers too. I get frustrated by it from time to time due to how slow it can be and some of the limitations too. All-in-all, I would say it is one of the best sites out there. If anyone has any tips or thoughts on how to get even more out of the site...please add to this blog.

This Doesn't Affect Me, But...
I don't really agree with the new rule that you have to have a salute photo to get off of Level 10. What if you don't want your face all over the internet? Or don't have a digital camera to take a picture of yourself holding a Cherrytap sign? I just don't think you should be forced to have a salute photo if you want to level up. I have one, so it's no big thing to me, but I just don't really see the point in it.

I Am Done With " I Am Done With Fake Ass Friends"
I am so sick of the fake ass friends bulletins We take this test how many times a month? Everyone who has posted a fake ass bulletin in the last month as been no where near my page. Is this a case of the pot calling the kettle black? Maybe instead of posting these HIGH SCHOOL bulletins you should go by the pages of those who you are upset with and talk direct. By putting it out in public you are worse than they are in first place. What a concept, go talk to the people who you are mad at. I will not jump through anymore FAKE ASS hoops to prove anything to anyone. I dont delete and I dont block. You feel the need then please do so but you are the one losing a good friend.

First Day
Wow... I joined the site last August but never did anything with it. Got tired of Adultspace so I thought I would try and explore CT for the day. Wow... this is a lot of fun and I sure have been flattered with many different great photo comments and ratings too. You guys are so generous... thanks so much. 36d hugs, Dawn

Devil's Pimping Gift Giveaway
This is a Big Pimping Gift Give Away, there is no time limit to how long it takes you got get the comments for which ever prize your going after. Everyone Welcome. The prizes will be as follows. Mens Bracelet- 1,500 comments Diamond Earrings-2,000 comments Platinum Cherry-2,000 comments Mens Ring- 4,000 comments Diamond Ring-4,000 comments Rolex-5,000 comments Silver Motorcycle-10,000 comments Tropical Vacation-15,000 comments Corvette-20,000 comments Porsche-25,000 comments Yacht-50,000 comments ***IF YOU WANT TO ENTER, SEND ME A PRIVATE MSG *** With this Said Please get those Pic links to me. Any and all Welcome ~Devil In Cuffs~PrisonBreak Fan~ The Pimping Give Away Contest Is OPEN get those votes in Happy New@ CherryTAP

Part Sixteen
Nerves.....a walking, throbbing bundle of nerves. Nothing seemed to look right as she tried on every dress in her closet. They were all too something.......too long, too short, too plaid......(god when did she buy a plaid dress and why). She only had a short time before she had to leave. It had taken her two hours to do her hair and make- up, she had 10 minutes to find a dress and leave. Yesterday was the first time she had heard from him in two months. To be sure she had been busy pushing the limits of her new found freedom in that time, but she had begun to feel the void he left. Humiliating James had its rewards but she felt the old familiar need to be put in her place by Sir's firm hand. When his letter arrived (by Currier no less) in a black envelope with a dark red S on the front, she felt giddy. It was the only way to describe it. Her heart pounded as she tore open the envelope and thought of all the things it might hold in store. She wasn't disappointed. The instru

Drama (fake Shit)
I apologize.... The shit follows me everywhere! You create a name fake hater from all that u have seen (circles,u Cant trust anybody!) Not even your own girlfriend sometimes! Cause the bitch might leave and put u through shit like me... My life started off pretty simple Went to school n such Was told that I had to! I dont like being told I have to do anything.. But Im not goin to get into all the bullshit Iv been told I had to do lol! I learned many times That true friends are rare So rare Iv never seen one except for on Tv! People r fucking back stabbers (For the internet its probably the worst cause of shit like copy n paste for example) You cant see who it is almost anyone can be fake!! There everywhere and there taking over lol jk! There even in government.. who forces the shit to be taught in schools(go judge little children) Till u cause someone to pick up a gun n shoot everyone!*wink* Where ment to be peaceful.. Where not ment for killing each other or fuckin

Teardrops.
I do love to watch movies. specially chick flicks. and to let all in on my secret. they make me cry. a couple of examples. A walk to remember. I am sam. in the mix and how to deal. thats my secret and i am not afraid to say it.

Part Seventeen
The lounge was even more congested than the bar had been. For starters it was the only place in the ballroom where smoking was allowed and secondly it offered the most comfortable seating. Dark leather couches with high backs and high arms were set on rugs, each facing two deep and heavily cushioned arm chairs. Every couch and chair was filled. Even the spaces between the couches and chairs were filled by people talking in small groups. Cat wondered amusingly if Sir expected them to sit on the floor and fuck. He wound his way through the crowd with Cat in tow, finally approaching a beautiful woman sitting in one of the chairs in the middle of the lounge area. The woman's eyes flashed recognition at Sir when they were a few feet from her. With only a quick nod of Sir's head the woman rose and disappeared into the crowd. Cat knew better than to ask questions but she was a little amazed to think that he had planed this to such detail as having someone save them a seat.

Meh...
OK so I tried to create a mumm entitled simply ' Dave Grohl ' and I got this error message: " Error: mum title must be under 24 characters. " WTF? D a v e = 4 G r o h l = 5....ummm...5 + 4 = 9 where I went to school... Fuckin' CT... Ya wanna know why I never blog on this site? Cuz half the time I get similar errors when I try to...fuckit, ya wanna see my blogs, ask me for my myspace. This site's so damned anti-functional half the time...grr !

Another Year..........
HI CHERRY TAPPERS, Well,here we are at the start of another year,unfortunatly all this means to most people is that they are going to make a newyears resolution that wont last a minute,not to mention a week!I was asked what my newyears resolution was going to be by a good friend of mine down here on the border and I told him,"I wont ask anyone what there newyears resolution is!" So far I have been doing a really good job on my newyears resolution, and the only reason is that I really dont give a damn what kind of promises people make to themselves......they arent going to follow through with them anyway!They are not going to stop smoking,they arent going to lose weight,or start eating healthy!But I tell you what they will do,they will forget about what ever stupid resolution they made within 1 day, because they dont have the willpower or they guts to actually follow through with a promise made to themselves.....making a newyears resolution is a complete and total waste of breath and t

Didja Miss Me??
I'm bacccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm alive. My old puter died on me. Soooo...I'm back. New puter and all. Hope yall had a safe and happy holidays. I'm sorry that I didnt get to ring in the new year with you all. *hugs and stuff* BrattyBytch!

The Ex Factor
Yah know, a lot of women don't know how to deal with their exes. Even when we think we have made a clean break, something happens that makes us so angry that we wonder why we even dealt with them in the first damn place. It's at this point that we really try and figure if the dick was so good that it was worth the trouble and in many cases the answer is no, we stayed for some reason but for another reason they are exes. Sometimes we even consider if jail time is worth the heartache that we sustained during or after the relationship. I know many a woman who has asked one of her girls for a reminder as to why she lets that sorry ass man continue to breathe. The answer is usually that is murder is illegal and goodness he's not worth all that, we think he's on our nerves NOW....LOL. Evaluating some of the conversations I've had with the girls, I've come up with a few little things that may help you through the time when the ex acts up. Just small things you can do to get thro

Strong Feelings
lost in your touch sighing from your kiss touching you so slow how can i go on loves you so since our first meeting had to tell you this before my nerve was lost knows one day i shall see my future of you an i holding each other fully knowing our love shall stand the test of time for you are mine an i am yours forever

Not Single Anymore :o)
Ok guys and girls, My exboyfriend and I got back together. I havent seen him in 3 months, it was an unexpected surprise to say the least. Anywaysssssssss.... He came over to talk and I showed him my cherrytap profile, and was quite surprised to find what Ive been doing. But He was excited and wants to help me with it :o) Sooooo.... when you talk to me, most likely He (TRAVIS) will be sitting right here next to me :o) and any new pics may be taken by him/ with him :o). My point here is, I am no longer single, but I will still be "playing" and having lots of fun. Its awesome to have someone to share this with. Ok so keep showing the love. I love the pic comments!! ***HUGS AND KISSES AND ALL THAT SHIT*** MaryBerry (and Travis)

The Slave Begs
I have given of myself My fragile being To you...my Master. What is your will for it? On bended knees With Bounded hands I bow before you And heed your call. I am yours Now and for eternity. Do you place me at your altar? I have given, I have taken I have recieved For you...my Master The sacrifices never ending And I do indulge freely Awaiting your rewards A simple touch Ravenous yet benign Intoxicates me I am your slave Do I please you Master? The tears streak my face Folds become moist Eagerness, anticipation For your bounty, I pray I am worthy. Hands tighten In mounds of hair A touch, your gift to me For obedience and loyalty I am here to serve you Do with me as you will Use me and then praise me Devour and make whole Tyrannize and liberate me This....I beg of you. I am for your pleasure A slave to you....Master. written by Cherie copywrite 2006

Kinkiness
My score on The Kinkyness Test: Pretty kinky!(Grats! You're 69% kinky!)You kinkscore is pretty high. Most likely you're up for trying anything at least once, which show open-mindedness. You're probably a great lay, so just keep doing that thing you do! Link: The Kinkyness Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

Old School Blog From One Of My Msns (lol Men Bashin)
http://eyelikadeebooze.spaces.live.com/ (note blog is on page 2)if u go in link! lol now for my opinions about men! Theres only 2 reasons why women are fucked 1-Way they were raised 2-(Men) You play girls and brag about it u are disgusting and should be shot n pissed on. You lie and say u like to cuddle then u cant handle being hard now this is odd..Do u masterbate everytime u wake up? No I dont think so u have to take a mean piss So why Try shit? ahh Probably goin to get it for this blog lol but maybe not People seem to leave there negativity at the door! Men are out for something u need to find out what it is! I admit Im out for myself but I was molded this way and would never play people.You give me I will give u. Lucky for u I like a good attention! (Most guys lie) Although in a fucked up way and in a fucked up lodgic Usually they will admit them to u! Even if cheating!Probably guilt and selishness to feel better.Almost like they love fuckin u up to turn u into a p

-where-
This is a poem written for me by a good friend.... -Where- Where, would you like? For me to hold you, console you In the way you like, control you Open wide, and unfold you Where, in the bed To the floor, to the shower Power in my seconds Heaven in my hours Where, on the counter On the washer, to the dryer Spin cycle in reverse My queen??? “Yes, Sire!!!” The question I ask is, “Where???” To care, to feel Even taste that desire The sex of your appeal Where, anywhere Tell me your every fantasy Fulfilling your every erotic desire In the bliss of your ecstasy… So, uh may I ask you “Where???” -Pharaoh Speaks-

Truth Or Dare (humor Me, Bishes.)
So here's the deal. You get to ask me THREE QUESTIONS no matter how crazy, or random, and I promise to answer it 100% truthfully. 1. 2. 3. (thats the truth part) Now I dare you to repost this, to see what people ask you (thats the dare part)

A True Story
This goes out to the one person who I hate more then anyone in the world. You want to sit their and tell people how much you love someone, but yet you find someone else not 24 hours after being dumped. You want to sit their and start with a person that you have never met. To that I say you are the dumbest person alive. You sit their and say that I can control anyone at my own will. Wel if that were true you would have never met her. You want to start problems with words that were never said. I talked to you once in 2 days that she wouldn't and you expect me to be your friend and tell you everything. I don't think so on that, because whether or not I am your friend I would never do that to someone I have known way longer then you. You want to it their and tell me all this stuff that she said to you and I have to say that I was around for about 80% of what she said to you. You are the biggest loser in the world trying to meet people online and internet dating them and think

Work
THERE ARE TIMES WHEN WE ARE CALLED UPON TO HAVE THE COURAGE TO EXCEPT THINGS THAT SEEM TOTALLY UNACCEPTABLE-THE DEATH OF A CHILD,DIVORCE,CANCER,LOSS OF A JOB,FIRE AND SO ON-AND WE WONDER IF WE ARE STRONG ENOUGH TO FACE IT. ACCEPTING TRAGEDY IS DIFFICULT AND PAINFUL.ANDIT IS NATURAL OR EVEN WISE TO RAIL AGAINST GOD OR FATE WHEN WE FEEL ENRAGED,BECAUSE THAT IS A PART OF THE PROCESS OF MOVING FORWARD ACCEPTING THE UNACCEPTABL.BUT IN ORDER TO TRULY HEAL FORM AN EMOTIONAL,PHYSICAL,OR SPIRIRTUAL WOUND WE NEED TO STOP RESISTING THE FACT THAT IT HAPPENED.FOR RESISTANCE MAGNIFIES PAIN.MAYBE WE WILL NEVER SEE THE REASONOR THE BEAUTY IN THIS LIFE,BUT WE NEED TO TRUST IN THE BENEVOLENCE OF THE UNIVERSE AND GOD AND ESPECIALLY IN CHALLENGING TIMES,TRY TO BELIEVE THAT EVENTUALLY THE VEIL WILL PARTED AND WE WILL UNDERSTAND.ACCEPTING THE UNACCEPTABLE IS EXTREMELY DIFFICULT,AND BECAUSE OF THAT WE NEED TO BE VERY GENTLE WITH OURSELVES AS WE ATTEMPT TO DO IT.RELEASING RESISTANCE OPENS THE DOOR TO ACCE

I'm Sorry
if my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs. I'm sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry if I'm not tan enough for you I'm sorry if I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry if im not tall enough. I'm sorry if my hair is not long enough. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry". If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost, and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are"

Another New Feature - Custom Glitter Text
Ok I need to stop workin but I just added a new feature for you guys! Bling your profile at CherryTagz.com Glitter TEXT say what you want TONS of fonts and more coming!!!! Here is the quick link: Glitter Text Let me know what you think! PLEASE SPREAD the WORD and PLEASE PLEASE visit my sponsors thats how I can keep adding new stuff !!! Vlad Bling your profile at CherryTagz.com

Snippets Vi: My Cock? O.o
ZenCynic: No woman would take the blow-off two weekends in a row. dosekete: It wasn't two weekends in a row. ZenCynic: Oh, you meant 2 nights/one weekend. ZenCynic: Meh, same deal. dosekete: Yup yup. dosekete: I'll think about it, though. Not sure if I'm justified in my madness ZenCynic: I think you are. ZenCynic: *shrugs* dosekete: Yup yup. dosekete: But you are a two-timing slut who is really realy hung ZenCynic: *coughs!* dosekete: *smiles!*

105 Things...
105 Things You Might Not Have Known About Me. 1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING? Yes 2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP? 3 years 3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED? silver watch 4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE? no 5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT? today 6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON? books and jewelry making supplies 7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE? banana 8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? eyes 9. ONE FAVORITE SONG? Fireproof by pillar 10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE? ohio...ugh 11. SCHOOL YOU ATTEND/ATTENED: military brat so too many to name 12. WHAT? No, really... 13. FAVORITE MALL STORE: dont shop at the mall 14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD: tutor (current) 15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE? several 16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?: no 17. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED: brother's 18. FRIENDS YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY: *ponder* 19. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND:? 2 years ago 20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT: dont like

Beauty Of A Woman
The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, The figure she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her heart, The place where love resides. The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives, The passion that she shows. The beauty of a woman With time, only grows..

Verbal Intercourse!!
JUST SOME SEXUAL THOUGHTS ON MY MIND TONIGHT... WISHING I CAN JUST COME HOME TO A SEXY MAN WHO HAS DINNER COOKIN' AND A NICE BUBBLE BATH AWAITING. HE GREETS ME AT THE DOOR GIVING ME A LONG INVITING KISS. I AM SO WEAK TO THE KNEES FROM THE KISS THAT I HAVE TO SIT DOWN...HE TAKES OFF MY HIGH HEEL SHOES MASSAGING MY FEET, THEN STARTS TO SUCK ON THEM...WHICH GOT ME EXCITED AND BECOMING VERY WET!! HE COOKS ME MY FAVORITE MEAL WHICH IS CHICKEN, RICE AND CORN..WE ATE OVER CANDLE LIGHT WITH LIGHT MUSIC LOOKING INTO EACH OTHER'S EYES AS WE ATE... AFTERWARDS HE CAME OVER TO ME AND TOOK OFF MY CLOTHES AND WHISPERED IN MY EAR "COME WITH ME TO THE BATHROOM I HAVE A SURPRISE FOR YOU" I DIDN'T HESITATE SO WE WENT INSIDE THE BATHROOM AND THERE IT WAS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL SIGHT A WOMAN CAN EVER VISUALIZE...THERE WERE ROSE PEDALS EVERYWHERE, CANDLES BURNING, AND BUBBLES IN THE TUB SO HE GUIDE ME TO THE TUB AND BEGAN TO WASH MY BACK..I WHISPERED TO HIM "PLEASE CUM JOIN ME" SO WITHOUT ANY QUESTION

They Can't See What I See
They Can't See What I See Tell me can you see the pain of a man that was once broken down. Can you look into this man eyes and tell how many tears he's cried; our you able to tell that this man heart and life has been through turmoil, no you can't see what this man has been through cause you can't see what he has seen. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson Copyright ©2007 Charles LaMark Nelson

To My New Friend
Hi, Thanks for wanting to become my friend and get to know me better. I don’t know what to say but getting about 300 friends in a day took me off guard and well I have hard time writing all of you and doing other things around the house and such. I do hope that until I get to know you that you can accept this letter and share it with the others seeing that I am just over whelmed at the amount of request that has taken placed and I don’t have it in me to be rude to such generosity. Also, you do not have to be Barbie or Ken, just please be yourself with me that’s, all I ask is for you to be yourself it’s the only way you can let someone know you and for you to know them. If you wouldn’t mind try emailing me a letter and I’ll try my best to write back but if I get a ton I am going to have to take a break; I find it very pleasing to receive a letter but I do like the post as well. If for some reason I don’t respond or send you a letter or comments please understand and I d

Before You Go
*Before you go* Before you walk out the door... Look at me and the tears that you will see.. The love that will always be... Cause no one can ever replace The love that you have shown me... You gave me strength to carry on... Knowing that you'll always be apart of me... KD

In My Humble Opinion!
In My Humble Opinion.. I do not know why or how people end up in this situation but they do. They get complacent and then they wonder what happened to the person they are dating or are engaged to or, yes even sometimes married to. It’s funny how some people in the road to making and establishing a relationship make a wrong turn when they really think they are doing the right thing. These are the people that have the best of intentions, and wish to show the best that they can of themselves to their significant other. Problem is, things become common place and accepted as the norm and then they are taken for granted. Example.... I have a friend, everyday her significant other is in the shower, she warms a towel in the dryer for him so it’s hot when he gets out.. Nice great wonderful, shows you, she cares about him. End result, he now has a mom in his mind instead of a woman, and she has 2 kids in the house instead of one child. No dude wants to bang his mom, but they lo

My Dedication
As a former member of this great Nations military forces. Having served three years in the Army and, three years in the Navy Reserve. Also being the Grandson of a most wonderful man that served this nation in WWII, and having a son that served in the Army , who was fortunate enough to come back from Baghdad alive and in one piece, have a few feelings I would like to convey. Unlike my Grandfather and son I did not have to enter a field of conflict, but that didn’t exclude me from danger and possible death or dismemberment. The life of any uniformed individual is far from being an easy one. The dangers of their every day existence far exceed the dangers in a civilians every day life. You live every second of your life in the reality and fear, that at any moment you could be called on to put your life on the line to protect the weak, to save the unfortunate, to right an injustice or to help emancipate the oppressed. Many of us live in a comfort zone. Not being put in a situation where a

How To Write A College Paper
1. Sit in a straight, comfortable chair in a well-lighted place with plenty of freshly sharpened pencils. 2. Check your email. 3. Read over the assignment carefully, to make certain you understand it. 4. Walk down to the vending machines and buy some coffee to help you concentrate. 5. Check your email. 6. Stop off at another floor, on the way back and visit with your friend from class. If your friend hasn't started the paper yet either, you can both walk to McDonald's and buy a hamburger to help you concentrate. If your friend shows you her paper, typed, double-spaced and bound in one of those irritating see-thru plastic folders, drop her. 7. When you get back to your room, sit in a straight, comfortable chair in a clean, well-lighted place with plenty of freshly sharpened pencils. 8. Read over the assignment again to make absolutely certain you understand it. 9. Check your email. 10. You know, you haven't written to that kid you met at camp since fourth grad

Thinking
Once upon the shadow of the foreskin of life, deep within the garden in the womb of wisdom, there stands a young man, confused..poking..licking and smelling....searching for suitable soil for the sowing of his seeds. What life is such when love be so elusive? Confusion. Check! Not mate. Hi there--want a taste? Just let it melt on your toungue...dont spit it out! Dont spit! For it's all you get. Now..off you go with love's sweets lingering still on the edge of your tongue. I told you not to eat from the tree. I love, ...oh yes, more than I could have imagined. So beautiful. So frightening. I love still I love

Me.
Its not often that I record myself playing. I do a lot of rectials, but only with Violin, not on the piano. However this was done at my friends house... one of my friend kindly posted this for me back a while ago...so I thought that i would post it on here as well. Its a song that ive always sang to, listened to, played, improvised etc... Its a song which has a lot of meaning to it for me in life. One that always touches my heart from the day i found the song. Legend. I just thought it would be nice that i shared it with all of you. I hope you enjoy it. The song is called Over the Rainbow. Let me know what you think of it. Thanks.

The Special Haters #2
The subject of today's blog is not a single hater but apparantly a group of them. Today one of my pictures got flagged NSFW. This phenomenon isn't new to me it happens often. My record is 40 in a day. This particular picture is posted below. It was one of the most popular pics I've ever had as far as ratings and comments go. It had also been my profile pic for over a month. You've all seen this pic a million times since my friend younggraff bought be the 30-day blast for my birthday. So anyway big deal right another pic got flagged. My true irritation and the reason for the haters blog is that I am on a friendly basis with two bouncers, who have told me in confidence that there are multiple people who go through my profile and flag my pics. I have flagged a pic or two in my time not in a hater manner but by god if I don't get boobs for my profile pic you don't either :) So the haters are busy people. However it makes them happy so have at it. Flag 'em all!! I can

Death Of My Cat
Bye mom, i hope you feel better and get to come home soon. I was 8 and leaving the hospital with my dad and 4 year old brother. Mom was getting ready to have her kneecaps replaced,and was going to be in the hosptial for 3 to 4 days. On the way home dad got pulled over for rolling a stop sign and got a ticket. It really pissed him off and he told me that it was my fault for being loud with my brother and making him not pay attention to what he was doing. When the cop left he backhanded me twice in the face for him getting the ticket. We stopped at aLawsons on the way home. Dad came out with 2 cases of beer and a carton of vantage ciggerettes. He yelled for another 10 min or so as he drank his beer and drove us home. He told me to go straight to my room. I ran up the steps and slammed my door crying. Dad always treated my brother better than me and i could never figure out why. A little while later dad came upstairs. He was laughing and smelt really bad. i knew then h

Mommy Stuff
how many times a day can a kid watch cars? REALLY? and it's such a bad movie. long as hell, overly complicated plot for a friggin cartoon, no real antagonist, just crap. and i think you have to have an affinity for boring ass nascar and whiny ass country music to appreciate it. i, obviously, have not an appreciation for either. in other news, my kid's allergies (environmental) are back in full force. of course they appear as soon as we don't have insurance anymore. i'm going to have to appeal to his father to put him on his insurance plan in order to get him the medicine he needs; this will be a fight, of course, because his father will figure that this means he should pay less child support (as if he doesn't pay less than the state requirement already.) now, i'm going to be a bitch if i don't give him whatever he wants since his uncle just died, but WHATEVER. i'm still pretty disgusted that he didn't send his my son anything for christmas anyway. my poor kid. he deserves w

Shut This Down. Child Lovers?
Please Help Shut Down This Site! http://www.puellula.com/Main.html, is a site for "child-lovers" to come and try and justify why they go after children. They try to explain the differences between loving a child and being a child molester or pedophile. Anything you call it won't change what it really is and that's wrong. Please Sign the Petition and then Forward http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/493662088

Why So Gd Fucking Stupid
Ok im gonna rant if you dont wanna hear me bitch you should probably exit this. . . Is it not fucking enough i stayed up all damn night when moms feeding tube poped and came out....that i waited and kept things ok so the er nurse could get here....I kept washing all that fucking blood and stomach acid off my hands jsut to tell her to try not to move...but no one fucking listens. So they fixed it about 4 am and i got a hour or so of sleep...but now shes up, its leaking horribly and she keeps falling... Her regular nurse just to check on her showed up today..but can bearly speak english...and said all the leaking is ok...even though nothing will stay in her, this lady is a moron i swear it makes me so mad...But i cant get a single nap in cause my sis is home from work and sleeping...and moms out of her mind and telling the nurse we let her fall all the time and she hurts herself, like we try to be bad for her...wtf i try very hard to feed her and give her meds i dunno what else to do, no

To Those I Offended
I would just like to say i am sorry to those of you that i have offended with the other blog. I wrote that for one reason and that was to let somebody, anybody know that they were not alone. I used to think that this kind of treatment was normal. I know that it is not. I got over this a long time ago, I was not looking for sympathy, reaching out, or looking for a shoulder to cry on. I know there are others that have gone though this or other kinds of abuse. I just want those people to know that wounds heal and you can forgive and get passed it.

Snippets Vii: Messican?
fallingintoavoid: what are you doing, RIGHT now? ZenCynic: Drinking. fallingintoavoid: and ZenCynic: Rocking out to wu-tang. fallingintoavoid: and ZenCynic: Fucking around onlizzle. fallingintoavoid: old man, does it still take you THAT long to hunt-and-peck?? ZenCynic: Multitasking, bitch! fallingintoavoid: whatevah fallingintoavoid: what, you can chew gum and walk at the same time?? fallingintoavoid: i'll fuck yo shit up... ZenCynic: Nigga please. fallingintoavoid: ILL MAKE YOUR BROCCOLI AND POTATOES TOUCH fallingintoavoid: yeah, that's right ZenCynic: I'll cut you so fast you'll think my name was "Julio". fallingintoavoid: haha fallingintoavoid: julio?? ZenCynic: Mexican, bish!

I Think Of You
WHEN I OPEN MY EYES EVERYMORNING I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL TO WAKE UP EVERY MORNING WITH YOU. WHEN I GO IN TO TAKE A SHOWER I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL TO WASH YOUR BACK FOR YOU. WHEN I GET DRESSED TO START THE DAY I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL TO HAVE MY CLOTHES TAKEN BACK OFF BY YOU. WHEN I DRIVE DOWN THE STREET IN MY CAR I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL TO GET A CALL SAYING TO MEET YOU. WHEN I SIT LISTENING TO MUSIC I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL TO BE IN YOUR ARMS... DANCING WITH YOU. WHEN I FIX SUPPER I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL TO BE MAKING IT FOR YOU. WHEN I TAKE MY NIGHTLY SHOWER I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL COMING IN THE BEDROOM READY FOR YOU. WHEN I LAY DOWN EACH NIGHT TO SLEEP I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL HAVING THE WARMTH AND COMFOR

Nsfw...and What That Means For All The Dumb Asses On This Site
Just another observation from the Mage... When an album (not the default) is Marked NSFW ..(18 and older only) NSFW!!!! For most sane people with an IQ above 4 what would that mean? Hmmm...Not safe for work (18 and older only) Not Safe for work!!!...that would be my guess. Im not a man of great faith in my fellow human beings as most of the time Im correct in my lack of faith...but would it help to hand hold the dumb azz, pozers that flag my photo's NSFW in an already clearly NSFW folder for the Darwin award nominations as some of clearly the least brightest crayons in thier box? Would it be wrong to send them back to thier village having obviously just received a call their "idiot is missing"? What would be the fate of one who apparently struggles to breath and think at the same time? Natural selection....the weak die and the strong survive? Or a pure beratement of the kind of azz clowns that apparently struggled with "see spot run" .... so for anyone who is unclear...NSFW means

Gemini Twin
It sounds to me Like you must have met The other guy In my head The one Who is not really there He is charming And compelling But still is just a myth Everyone seems To love him I would love To meet him myself But he only shows up When I am not around Or I am being Somebody else

Ultra Sound Results!
Well, I just got a call from my doc, and yes the results are in, tomorrow I am going to have surgery to remove the three swollen lymph nodes, today I go in and have another CT done to see if there are more that need removing! I am scared to death now, why must they tell ya bad news over the phone! Please everyone keep me in your prayers! Hugs and kisses! Jill Oh and I will keep you all updated as to what they find when I feel up to it! Thanks in advance! I love you my pals!

Blowjob Etiquette
Blowjob Etiquette for Men! 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule #5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubic hair from

This Is So True
I think the life cycle is all backwards. You should die first, get it out of the way. Then you live in an old age home. You get kicked out when you're too young, you get a gold watch, you go to work. You work forty years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You do drugs, alcohol, you party, you get ready for high school. You go to grade school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a little baby, you go back into the womb, you spend your last nine months floating in a sea of relaxation.and you finish off as an orgasm. Now that's life!

My Heart Is Gone
so i run into my xs mother today, we get to chatting. so before i go to leave i ask how is angel? she gives me a blank stare? my son is such an asshole omg i cant believe he didnt call to tell you im like hey kay slow down whats up? shes like we told him to call you before he went and did that, again im like did what. he got sick of the dog he fought so hard to keep and had her put to sleep. my love, my heart. because some bastard wanted to hurt me so badly, ive never honestly wished harm on anyone til now, i called him and told him to go slit his wrists in the bathtub. all he had to do was call me and i would have gladly taken her

12 Steps For Marines Anonymous
1. I am a Marine, I have a problem. This is the first step to recovery... 2. Speech: -Time should never begin with a zero or end in a hundred, it is not 0530 or 1400 it is 5:30 in the morning (AKA God-awful early). -Words like deck, rack, and "PT" will get you weird looks; floor, bed, work out, get used to it. -"F *ck" cannot be used to replace whatever word you can't think of right now, try "um". -Grunting is not talking. -It's a phone, not a radio, conversations on a phone don't include "say again" and don't end in "out" -People will not know what you are talking about if you tell them you tell them you are coming from Camp Lejeune with the MWSS platoon or that you spent a deployment in the OCAC 3. Style: -Do not put creases in your jeans. -Do not put creases on the front of your dress shirts. -A horseshoe cut looks dumb, not motivating. -A high and tight looks really dumb as well. -So does a low reg, but not as bad. -A hat indoors does not make y

My Work
YOU ON TOP ME ON THE BOTTOM YOU SLOW GRINDING ME I'M SWALLOWING ,WANTING TO SCREAM YOUR NAME BUT I CAN'T CAUSE YOUR PLACE IS IN MY FACE BUT IT'S OK I LIKE THE TASTE OF YOUR PLACE. TAKE ME IN, MY MAN INSIDE YOUR MOUTH UP DOWN,IN OUT DON'T STOP WAIT JUST SLOW DOWN I DON'T WANT TO CUM RITE NOW STROKING MY LIFE LINE MY MAN IS LIKE OH IT'S TIME BUT ME I'M LIKE NAW WE HAVEN'T CROSSED THAT LINE FASTER PAPI FASTER NAW MAMI LET ME TAKE MY TIME WHILE MY TONGUE AND YOUR PEARL INTERTWINE AS YOU MOAN AND SLOW GRIND KEEP IN MIND THAT HER GRIND IS A SLOW GRIND, HOLD UP LADIES INHALE NOW EXHALE CLOSE YOUR EYES NOW YOU FEEL ME, OK BACK IN STRIDE, NOW MAMA AND I WE HAVE THIS CERTAIN GOAL TO ACHIEVE YOU SEE SHE WANTS ME TO SCREAM AND SAY HER IT CUMS MAMI AND ME I WANT HER TO SAY OH MY GOD YOU ARE THE BEST PAPI BUT IN A SIMULTANEOUS MANNER THAT MEANS AT THE SAME TIME AND IT'S ABOUT TO ARRIVE OOOOH SH... MAMA HERE IT CUMS DON'T STOP OOOOH DAMN PAPI I'M ABOUT TO POP,OH SH.... I SCREAM OH YES SHE SHOUTS AND

Dimmu Borgir - For All Tid :
"Det Nye Riket"...sounds like some Zelda-ish platformer theme song. What a freakin a sad, beautiful melody. Every one should listen to this song and cry happily. I'm going to go ahead and claim the genius of this song lies in the keyboardist's fingertips. Makes you crave moonlight and foggy graveyards...to make-out in. hahah. IMO.

How To Delete Your Account!
HOW TO DELETE YOUR ACCOUNT First, if there is anything that we can help you with in order to solve a technical or information challenge, please let one of the CherryTAP Bouncers or Scrapper know. We will do our best to help iron out what ever it is. If you feel that you need to move on, please follow the steps below to delete your CherryTap.com account. Steps: 1) Remove all photos from your gallery. 2) Remove all comments on the right hand side of your homepage. 3) Turn off your EMAIL Alerts. You can do this by clicking into the PROFILE link on the upper left navigation. Your profile will eventually be auto wiped from our system.

Just A Little Tidbit.
Alright people. i am NOT persian. It's just my name. Normally i wouldn't disclose the origin of it but here it goes. Myself and Ruby (who's not Egyptian btw) were messing around one day. (No not like that). Anyway we were talking about Alexander the Great *my favorite person of all time* and we were talking about how he repeatedly invaded Persia. Oh and yeah Alexander was Greek. Figure it out.

Making Yourself Smile!
I just wanted to share with everyone something that has kept me going through hard times! We all have hard times, and deal with them in our own way! I BELIEVE IN MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!! Simply saying it isnt enough! Say it slowly! Listen to the words as you say them! It wont take long before you feel a sense of joy, happiness, confidence! Atleast thats what I felt! Those words, to me, rank right up there as some of the most powerful words that can be spoken aloud! I think some of you can relate to what im saying! If you havent said it lately, stop, look in the mirror, and speak those words out loud to yourself!! Why not do it right now!! You dont have to be going through hard times to say them! I speak those words to myself every morning, and im that much happier!!!

Pics Of Me
OK, I decided to put this up due to the amount of times I get asked for pics each day. I do not post pics of me on the net and do not give them out to anyone I do not already personally know. PERIOD! I have a stalker. She, along with her friends and boyfriends, their friends and boyfriends, etc. have been making my life Hell for the past 4 years now. I do not want to make it any easier for them to find me online. I am in a serious relationship with an amazing man who I am VERY deeply in love with. I am NOT here to hook up or to become romantically involved with anyone here. I set up this profile to have some fun in my spare time chatting with some of the really great people who are on here, and maybe get a little more traffic over to my internet store in the process. I am interested in online friendships ONLY. You do not need a picture of me in order to talk to me. And if you aboslutely MUST have one in order to be my friend, than just delete me because you are too superfici

Kinda Mood I Am In Right Now Fray ( How To Save A Life)
Step one you say we need to talk He walks you say sit down it's just to talk He smiles politely back to you You stare politely right on through Some sort of window to your right As he goes left and you stay right Between the lines of fear and blame you begin to wonder why you came Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life Let him know that you know best Cause after all you do know best Try to slip past his defense Without granting innocence Lay down a list of what is wrong The things you've told him all along Pray to God he hears you And pray to God he hears you and Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life As he begins to raise his voice You lower yours grant him one last choice Drive until you lose the road Or break with the ones you've fo

Guilty Pleasures
Okay, so I've gotten caught up in a drama series, which is rare for me. I do not watch soap operas, I don't do the Desperate Housewives thing... but here's a series I can get caught up in... Anita Blake Vampire Hunter Series. As far as my reads go, I usually lean towards the more academic choices, expanding my mind and pushing the limits of my own knowledge... But this is a great guilty pleasure and a nice side track. Written by Laurell K. Hamilton, Anita Blake is a vampire executioner, a necromancer, friend to every troubled monster, and a nasty foe to all who oppose her. Her small stautre is offset by her vorvacious appetite for revenge and justice. I love her nasty little attitude. I think my favorite quote is when Anita says "The quickest way to a man's heart is 6 inches of steel right between the ribs". Start with Guilty Pleasures, followed by The Laughing Corpse, Circus of the Damned, and Luantic Cafe... careful, these novels are as infectious as a vampire's glance.

What Should I Do?
this past month i have had a problem and i am unshure what to do about it.i thought that some one on here could help me out.in matters of love..do you think woth your heart or do you think with your head?i am in a bad marrage that will be ending soon.thats not the problem.what the problem is ,is that i have a new man new in my life that is crazy about me,says he wants to marry me,says i,m his world,says he loves me with all his heart.i have known him a month now and thow i am cracy about him,i am getting out a marrage i don't want now.i don't know if i am ready for such a huge step so soon.but i must say this man makes me feel wanderful,loved,and wanted.i do love him but i am not in love with him.do i risk telling him this? or do i go with the flow and see how it all works out?i need sound input,so please tell me what i should do. thanks,hotfawn

Men On The Internet
I've complained a bit in my blog about men on the internet and how they talk to women. I thought I would share a few of the experiences I've chronicled. The majority of these are from my first couple months as an active IM'er last year. After that, I honestly got blase about it, and stopped chronicling the idiocy. Names have been changed to protect the idiotic. My comments are in italics. And these are all direct cut and pastes. I didn't edit, modify, embellish, or do anything other than cut and paste them. By the way, for more examples, see: Lafillette's very funny webpage Guys Online Note: Some of these are R-rated. Cover the eyes of your children and all that. Disclaimer I don't hate men, and I certainly do not judge men based on these prizes. I'm obviously not adverse to talking to people online, since I'm here. I have made some very good friends online, and most of my friends are guys in real life. It's just that they wouldn't talk to women the way thes

Who Is She?
She's brown hair blue eyes, 5 foot 4 which is 2 inches shorter than me. But who is she? she keeps it real, I never see her with a man , however i see her in my dreams. But again i ask who is she? I never see her in stores spending money, why i don't know. if i had to guess her age i would say between 30 and 34. But still i dont know who she is. I talked to her and she said I've been waiting alifetime for u. Can I take you out on a date, she said no but i like ur up-frontism. Then i forgot to ask who is she. The next week i saw her again thsi time walkin with kids, so i walked up to her and said what do they call you, she replied well my grankids call me nana and surprise took me over and my jaw hit the ground and she walked past like I was a ghost. Didn't see her for days after that But i still dont know who she is. So when I seen her again Iasked what can icall you she anwsered with Tammy. Now i know she loves her friends and family, she also loves tweety bird, and

Bitching Free Zone
Hello my cherries just wanted to say my page is a bitchin free zone so if ta wanna bitch to me about someone else forget it!! dont want the drama. I just cant stand females or males doing it gets a bit catty lol anyway thats my rant for today. & hello to Bee Tazzy Stephilicious mystic TigerAngels r real Travelin Bob Sydistic too many to mention but this is for you Layout Codes Myspace Resources Top Comment Graphics Luv Jovichick

Bad Things Happen Sometimes.
so last night i get a call that i should come out and drink. nothin new realy...i get htese calls all the time. so anyway, my buddy's girlfriend just got a job at my local dive bar. cool. anyway they are having this great drink special and my buddy is payin my tab. whoohoo. so we are all havin fun drinkin when this bunch of guys walks in looking like a gay version of a scandanavian hairmetal band. and one of them is named rodrigo (wtf?) well rodrigo starts talkin shiht to me and i shut him down because he is a pussy and cant back himself up. one of my friends has to work in the morning so he bails early. so instead of getting a ride home with him, i end up at my buddy's house. wel recently his girlfriends mom came into town and is staying on the couch and he just happened to get a new roommate. we are all up and talkin and whatever. next thing i know my buddy and his girl are going to bed. her mom is starting to fall alsep on the couch... and the roommate... mayb

My Deepest Thoughts Of You.....
The thought of having you was very tempting to me...it was like a dream coming true, I couldn't believe that it was finally happening. My prince charming was finally here and he was about to make love to me for the first time. I felt like a 16yr old about to discover her first kiss. What was happening to me, I couldn't stand the thought of you going away forever and not having your touch on me. As you take me in your arms the kiss is sooo passionate, I can taste your desire towards me, I could sense the sensuality between us, the wanting to make me yours. You take my hand and lead me to an open area on the beach, you have everything ready, the candles, the music, the blankets, the rose petals all over the beach, the chocolate covered strawberries, the coconut body oils. It was perfect just as we had talked about. You look into my eyes and express your thoughts and feelings through your touch, you guide your hands and you caress every inch of my body, you can feel me trembling and m

I Love You Unconditionally
PFC Bania. Ok yeah i know the name sounds like a crazy soldier's name huh? He's a PFC that is a little off his rocker and an awesome friend. I had the pleasure of talking to him today while he was getting ready to pull some mission out in iraq. Dropped everything and stopped my daily events to talk even though i was heading out the door. Even his family hasn't really had the oppertunity due to time differences. I guess people still dont understand that many soldiers still sleep in their sleeping bags, snuggle their woobie (pancho liner which is this awesome blanket) and miss home. Which i was notified he misses beer, tv and his beloved video games. But anyways yeah i was really happy to hear from him. I miss the ADD video game punk. He's always been a confidant in my book. I've been able to talk to him about anything and it's great. We both dont have many friends so when we get to talking it's like giving a fat kid cake. We are so happy and excited we change subjects atleast 15

Aries!!
ARIES March 21-April 20 Ruling Planet: MARS the bonk now/think later God of War, aggression and action! Sexually, Aries is an explosion waiting to happen! The excitement is often in the chase more than the actual conquest though and while they may appear to want to dominate, they do not want a submissive partner. Routine brings boredom to sex for Aries, so if you’re only comfortable with the missionary position, go for another sign, but if you like forceful personalities and enjoy pretending you're a human Twisty, then you've found paradise with an Aries. FAVE POSITION Always on top and always in charge BEST SEX TOY Handcuffs! Like I said, Aries likes to take charge! ARIES MALE IN BED The Aries male is loud, domineering and 100% stud! He's from the bump n grind school of lovemaking so if you're looking for romantic dinners by candlelight and long walks on the beach, keep looking! He's the original 5-minute man so if you’re turned on by ultra-macho grunt-and-groaning typ

Response To What Are You Fucking Kidding Me?
member is NaughtyWetNLickable 2007-01-13 20:21:03 I appreciate everyone who supports me. I know I shouldn't let some jerk make me feel this way but that was a very intimate thing I was sharing and I NEVER in my life have EVER had anyone insult me so viciously. All that negativity has caused me to cry..I don't like tears..but sometimes someone hurts you when you are most vulnerable makes you want to kick yourself in your own ass. That was my comment I just made. I saw all the people who stopped by and rated. Thank you so much. We all know everyone, as sick as they may be, has a certain beauty. I just sometimes have a hard time seeing it.

What Is True Friendship???
i think true friends should be there no matter what happens! we all have good days and bad days!i have people around me who do not apreciate me! it hurts so bad!!! i dont ask much from my friends! i am very understanding! i am not just saying that! i get hurt so bad from things u would not believe! i wish i had someone who would just understand me! i know it can be hard! i am so very complicated! what a crazy life!! i hurt so deep inside!!! well i have to take life by the balls! stop feelimg sorry for my self!!!well whats on your mind about it!!! latters!!!!LILA

Why I Write
I came upon this topic on an email list a few days ago. I was going through some of my old college books and found Joan Didion's essay, Why I Write and was contemplating using this topic as the basis of a biography I need for another venture. Ah synchronicity! So, why do I write? I write as a hired gun, putting words to other's ideas. For my daily bread I am called upon to clean up the rambling technical verbiage of the overly educated or to put order in the brilliantly disheveled thoughts of executives. My task is to turn somewhat obscure concepts into easily understood documents. Watch me pull a rabbit out of a hat! Why do I write? As a child I was afraid to write anything on paper, afraid of being punished by my mother for having thoughts that didn't match hers. I wrote my forbidden wisdom on frosted windows sending it away with warm breath and a sweep of a hand. My contraband thoughts were painted with water on summer sidewalks, burned onto the night sky with lit pun

The New
When I logged into day Mike had added in the new crush system. This brings an interesting situation to the table. I totally agree that each person only gets to select one person as their crush. If your really serious about trying to pursue one person then for sure you should only have one crush. What I don’t agree with is that you don’t get to know who has the crush on you. I think that it should be kept confidential to all other people concerned. Nobody but the “crusher” and the “crushed” should know. There maybe should be an option where you can select to allow the other person to know it is you that has a crush on them. I currently have 1 person that has chosen to select me as the person they have a crush on. I personally would like to know who said person was. I’m not saying that I would drop everything I’m doing make her (hopefully is a her, I don’t swing any other way) my number one priority, but it would be at least the decent thing to do and talk with them. So here is

My Work
ALTHOUGH THERE ARE TIMES AND THINGS THAT I DON'T UNDERSTAND,I KNOW IN MY HEART THIS IS NOT OF MAN.MY EYES HAVE SEEN THINGS THAT MADE NO SENSE TO ME,MY EYES HAVE SEEN THINGS AND I WONDER HOW COULD THIS BE.THERE ARE TIMES WHEN I AM FEELING THIS IS JUST TO HARD,THOSE TIMES ARE THE TIMES I AM REALLY FEELING THE LORD.HE KEEPS ME ON HIGH WHEN I AM FEELING LOW,HE SHOWS ME THE WAY WHEN I DON'T KNOW.HE GIVES ME STRENGTH WHEN I AM WEAK,AND CONSTANTLY REMINDS ME THAT I AM A LAMB OF MANY SHEEP... AMEN...LOVE IS.....PAPI

Tired Of Games
Lookin for a WOMAN tired of lil gurls and hoes tired of gettin hurt, tired of puttin my heart into somethin just to have it shredded! I have a lil heart left and lookin for the right woman to give it to to make it grow lookin for a soulmate some one I get along with in and out of bed! So if yer real and ready to explore a rlelationship thats based on heart mind body and soul then hit me up and well chat

Readme Now Or Else!
This is by my Friend and The Same Applies for me! Saspanda@ CherryTAP OK, Here I go. This may keep me from getting rated or some being nice to me but I have to get this voiced. I do mean this in the kindness way I can. I thought long and hard how to approach this. The best way is straight forward I think. I am not a Prude by any means, But this site has guideline that some seem to just plain out ignore. I do NOT want to see your Penis or Vagina, although I'm sure YOU think it is just lovely, its NONE of my business. If I choose to see these type of Pics I will know where to go look for them. In the NSFW folders (hint hint) These pictures are not suppose to be in the Default album at anytime. And if you choose to upload these kind of pics of yourself, You are suppose to mark them NSFW and place these items in a folder marked NSFW. IS that SO HARD to understand. That way those that don't wish to see them can set their personal controls, so they do not have to v

Crushes...
I think the new crush option is cute! But I wish we could have more than one crush at a time. I have at least eleven Cherry crushes and I couldn't possibly choose just one as my top crush. Now if I could just get them all in one room at the same time... *daydream*

Internet Dating
Just a note...if u talk 2 a woman that doesn't look like an ogre on the net, expect her 2 have many male suitors and know that u probably aren't the only person she will be chatting with. hey and the same goes 4 u possessive women who think u own a man just cuz u get a lil mushy with ur words on the net. and if u can't handle it cuz ur inecurities have led u 2 become a jealous person, then maybe the net isn't the right place 4 u 2 be meeting people. u might be better off hitin up that chick down the road that lives by herself and has 15 cats and stays home every night in front of the t.v. watchin reruns of her favorite soap opera. hey there's someone 4 everyone!

Are You A Real Man?
It Takes A Real Man IT TAKES A REAL MAN TO LOVE WOMAN Only a REAL man can take on the challenge of a woman's passion. He can hold on even when she's buckin and thrashin. A REAL man loves the feel of a woman's breasts. And definately appreciates her in all of her sexiness. A REAL man can handle a woman's desires Her softness and wetness just sets him on fire. A REAL man will love her without any shame And tell anyone who asks, "She's the best in the game." A REAL man will honor the beauty within And be thankful that all that goodness is his. A REAL man will appreciate her for who she really is. And cherish and love her no matter what anyone says. It takes a REAL man to love a lady To hold her close and to call her his baby. So, to all of the men out there: If you think you're a REAL man Who's seeking a treasure Look for a REAL woman Her love is without measure. We are easy to find Just look a

For The Thousandth Time I Do Not Have Cancer!!!!!
I have never ever lied about my illness - I had this posted once before and I will repost it - Tiger cleared it out when he cleared out all my blogs for me, but here it is again, I will state for the thousandth time - I DO NOT HAVE CANCER - FUCK I WISH I DID - IT HAS A CHANCE OF BEING CURED!!!!!!! I have what they call Scleroderma, only about 150,000 Americans have this disease - arent I lucky? I've always had to be different ;)) its an auto-immune disease of the connective tissue, is characterized by the formation of scar tissue in the skin and organs of the body ( at some point the organs shall need to be replaced but I will worry about that when that time comes) it leads to thickness and firmness of involved areas. It involves symmetric thickening of skin of the extremities, face, trunk (chest, back, abdomen, or flanks) which can rapidly progress to hardening after an early inflammatory phase. Organ disease can occur early on and be serious. Organs affected include the esoph

Her Beauty
Her beauty is of a thousand suns burning bright she lightens up the dark puts a spark in my heart a flame in my soul she has filled my hole i had her beauty cannot be captured by a picture or painting only seen by the naked eye to my suprise she wants me she says only you can touch this beauty i hold her tight never letting go her beauty in sight with her i can never lose my might holding her through the nights she holds me back leans in for a kiss leaves me in a deep bliss she moves her hips i move mine we grind through the night looking into each others eyes as the sun rises and the night ends a new day with her begins repeating everything the night before with more intensity than the last time she looks in my eyes and says your mine and i look at her and said i want to keep you as mine my beautiful queen.

Food For Thought!!
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider freeways but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We’ve learned how to make a living, but not a life. We’ve added years to life not life to years. We’ve been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space, but inner space. W

What Friendship Really Means
I recently lost a friend that i cared a good deal about. She is intelligent and hillarious and great to hang around with and I will miss her although it was I who had to end the friendship. I've seen those bulletins in myspace about the definitions of friendship and I've even seen a few on here too. You know the kind where they say a true friend doesnt pick you up from jail , a true friend is there beside you in jail. Well, I think thats bullshit, those kinds of friends are not true friends, they are TROUBLE. Anyway, I lost her as a friend because i told her things she didnt want to hear, a couple of times i was wrong and did apologize for it like any true friend would do. But none the less, she didnt want to hear anything other than her own point of veiw on life. So she got mad at me. She got so mad that even though she chooses to call me everyday and i continued to talk to her when i could have done anything else really, she had to say that because i didnt call her on my o

Thought I'd Put This Together
So i was bored awhile ago and thought i'd put something alittle different together. There comes a time for taking a break from rating and commenting lol. I will be posting more as i get bored, so enjoy haha. Welcome The Members Show Some Luv Cherry Tap Add Valentine Special Other Add Me

Nigerian Money Scammer..
Well a little set up information... The same person keeps forgetting that they attempted to scam money off from me already and were not successful. Only they must talk to hundreds of guys a day looking for the one or two that are suckers and pay off. There usual game is to tell you right away that they are stuck in Africa and need help getting back home to the states. If anyone here has chatted with me you know I talk to just about everyone if i have the time. This particular individual was granted the same courtesy like everyone else and immediately was asking for money this isn't the first time this person has talked to me, and I have left their name on my yahoo just to have some periodical fun. This is actually my third conversation with this scammer. If you read between the lines really carefully you might pick up on the person is guy like I did. That’s why I went with the direction I choose to. I figured I would turn the tables and make them uncomfortable and go away. [02:48

I Want To Be Your’s Forever.
I see the smile on your face, When I do I can’t help but smile back. The sparkle in your eyes, Fills my heart with warmth. I miss you when were apart, I never want to leave when you by my side. Knowing in my mind you care, Fills the emptiness in my heart. Just to hear you say “I thought of you today”. Let’s me know, everything is Ok. We share so many things we both Love, Were alike in so many ways. Someday I hope to be there for you. Someone who’s not just dropping by when Schedules allow, I want to hold you in my arms, Kiss you goodnight, & tell you “everything will be alright”. I never want to tie you down, Although I would like to tie you up. I never want to imprison you, Although handcuffs are nice. I want us to share life together. I want to be your best friend, The one you tell your secrets, The one you share your pain with, The one you tell your most inner desires to, The one you kiss goodnight, The one You share all with. I want to be your best frien

How To Eat Pussy!
How to Eat Pussy *or Everything You Need to Know About Cunnilingus But You Were Too Busy Picking the Hairs Out of Your Teeth to Ask Eating pussy can be one of the most wonderful things you can do for a woman (or so I read on the cover of Cosmo). It makes her feel appreciated, respected, desirable, and has the potential to give her an orgasm that will shatter glass, raise the dead, even wake you in the next room. Besides, lots of women expect it these days, and men who perform great oral sex are always in demand. If you gain a reputation as an expert, many classy, attractive women, way out of your league, may overlook your other shortcomings. Just kidding, but it gives us an excuse to talk more about vaginas. The vagina is a mystery to most men. It's hidden away. Taken out only for special occasions and then quickly put back into hiding. Like an english muffin, its full of nooks and crannies and tastes best slathered in melted butter. For something so complex you'd think there wo

Please Help This Great Friend!
I am asking anyone that sees this blog to go to the blog of my friend PoeticAngel and read it and give it a rate. She has devoted her blog to Domestic Violence awareness and its survivors as well as a friend that she lost to this violence...its a worthy cause that more people should know about and something that touches so many. http://cherrytap.com/blog/37044

Ideas Anyone???
So, what do you do when your job is so boring? There is nothing for me to do at my job (I am in the process of looking for something else) BUT I mean I have like 5 mins of work to do each day and then nothing... I mean my boss is an idiot and the other guy that works here is ready to quit too (we are not treated the greatest)... but I get so bored... help...???

I Feel You!
I feel your smile, Deep down in my heart. I feel your sincerety, As I have from the start. I feel your desires, It touches me inside. I feel your dreams, 2 you cannot divide. I feel your needs, As I have them too. I feel your wants, I know I need you. I feel your strength, Without your touch. I feel your power, Sometimes, just too much. I feel your closeness, Yet, your so far away. I feel your lonliness, Soon to be gone one day.

Upgrade Quicktime Message
We found a security issue with the old Quicktime Plugin. As you may know, the site is asking you to upgrade. If you are having problems, please try the following. 1. Click here to upgrade to Quicktime 7.1.3 2. Shutdown your browsers. Yep...your going to have to log out for a few minutes while QT installs. 3. Click on the Quicktime.exe and let it install. 4. Restart your computer. This should work for 99% of you. If you are still having problems. Please re-install and/upgrade your browser. Windows Browsers Fire Fox 2.0 http://www.firefox.com Microsoft Internet Exploder 7 http://www.microsoft.com/windows/ie/default.mspx

The Unexpected Encounter
I sit on a bench outside of your building. The Summer air is hot, and I am sweating (although I do not know if it is the heat, or my nervousness about being here). My heart beats rapidly as I watch you exit the building. You are wearing a very beautiful, tight fitting, sun dress that hugs the curves of your luscious body. With the sun behind you, I can faintly see the curves where your thighs meet the tempting mound of your pussy, which is barely discernable, but vivid in my mind's eye. You turn toward me and I am suddenly afraid that I have gone too far, crossed the boundary of acceptable behavior. However, you apparently do not see me. I watch you intently as you talk and laugh with a friend. Your smile is brighter than the sun and your laugh far more beautiful than the songbird's symphonic songs. I watch as a tiny drop of sweat leaves your brow and trickles down your check, neck and finally into your cleavage. I long to feel what that drop feels and sees at this moment. You be

Ice In Texas Everywhere!
Alright so i wake up to hearing something tapping against my window. Thinking it was the damn cat that lives in our apartment complex i came to realize it wasn't that stupid gray cat but it was sleet! Ice was on everything. A thin sheet on the pool infront of my apartment and eveyrthing was looking like a winterwonderland, right until I watched the guy who lives above me fall on his ass sliding all the way down the stairs. Ice. Tons of it. You see, san antonio dosn't know what to do for an ice storm so they shut down every highway, sanded every overpass and warned people to stay inside. It was nuts. I dont even own a pair of gloves. I had to de-ice my car for an hour with a spatula because i didn't own an ice scraper. It was amazing how people freak out because of the ice, but then again you should have seen my car windows. It was so bad that i rolled it all the way down and it still looked like I had it up. It was so amazing and it was beautiful driving down the back streets seeing ev

Please Read.
I am starting this new blog that will be opened to all on CT because I am starting to get alittle pissed off at some members that keep on asking me the same questions. Here is abit some of you should know about me. 1. I am not going to show you my private folders and that is that. 2. If I do not answer you on my Shoutbox? it is because I am either very busy or really not at my desk, or I dont like what you have posted in my S/box, or I am busy reading other ppls blogs myself. 3. My blasts clearly say... "you may add me as a friend if you have two photos of yourself up". There is a reason for putting that in my blasts, so when I turn your friend request down? you can come back and rate me a one or whatever you like, but I will still, not add you as a friend. as I said, I have my reasons. Those are the only things I ask, and I am not out to get to be the Number one cherry on this site or anything.. I am here for fun & to meet people from all over the world. Please resp

Why Marriage Is Poisonous To Sexual Energy
why marriage is poisonous to sexual energy marriage is a practical arrangement.... two people agree to share responsibilities, chores, expenses because they care about each other and feel that they want similar things out of life. the fiery sexual energy that the couple starts out with an incredible motivator. it has to be b/c that's what keeps the species proliferating. but that intensity, that omg-i-want-u-now type priority is trumped by practical things over time. the urgency of the mortgage and the parent-teacher meetings become bigger than urgency of sexual connection. i've been married twice. faithful marriages both times. but i prefer to take care of my own practical arrangements and have a woman in my life for fun, for company, for friendship and especially for sexual exploration and satisfaction. marriage is just the opposite... i get her help with the practical shit, but wind up taking care of my own sexual needs. no contest if you ask me.

Please Answer This...
So, I am rating this guy's profile... as I do with others... and he sends me a shout asking if I wanna f***. I said excuse me? He said you are excused... I said first off... I am married and that was kind of rude. He then goes and says "if you are married why are you on a dating site" me: my profile says I am married and last I checked this wasn't a dating site him: uhhh what do you think "cherry tap" means thats ok I'm sure you didn't get it. but most women 99% use this for sex or daiting you should be happy someone wants you instead of being so uptight him:this is a kids sight for crying outloud why are you rating peoples pics if you have a husb to look at me: I am happy my husband wants me... and the cherry tap... has nothing to do with tappin anything... most of my friends on here aren't single... and my hubby is on here too him: thats great I'm glad we had this chat sorry your so uptight now don't you have some kids to watch or a house to clean Since when did t

Whatever
You know under different circumstances i would fight and be an asshole but i have a funeral of a wonderful friend i have to attend to in a weeks time. It is bad enough that i have lost another friend i dont have the strength in me to fight with anyone. Believe whatever you all want to believe , i am loyal to the core and thats my final answer. If someone wants proof then hey come ask come talk to me i will gladly give whatever proof you want. In the mean time just please leave me alone dont pick fights with me do not leave me or my friends and or brothers and sisters in arms discriminating comments just because you feel you can. So there you go believe what you want i just dont care anymore. To my brothers and sisters in arms i love you all because you guys rock, I wish i was back out on the front lines with you but i cant be , not physically anyways, But always in spirit.

Nice Girl
During the apex of my bacchanalian summer, my friend Lisa and I were out carousing and met two pilots, Ryan and Brian. By the end of the evening, I had removed Ryan's tie (it looked uncomfortable, and I was obviously trying to be nice), and Lisa had managed to unbutton his shirt. Ryan said something about giving me and Lisa flying lessons, and he gave me his card. Several nights later and several drinks into the night, Lisa demanded we call Ryan to schedule our flying lessons. I don't remember what came of that telephone conversation. In fact, I don't remember having the conversation. But I apparently called him because he got my number. And then he proceeded to call me every few days for the next several weeks to see if I wanted to meet him out for a drink. I put him off (still trying to be nice! look at me! so nice!), giving every excuse I could think of. Too tired. Too busy. Cat will get lonely. Have nasty case of the clap. Nothing worked. One night, he called while

Photo Facts
For those of you that are interested. . . I have a set rate for a standard three setting photo session. Which includes up to three different looks. (outfits, backgrounds, etc.) This includes a photo disc with edited images from the shoot in two formats. Full size, hi rez images for printing, and smaller, reduced images for web use. A discount is offered for those willing to sign a release which allows me to use the photos for personal promotion. (Such as many of the images that you see on my pages here.) I also offer a TFCD (TradeForCD) for those willing to sign a release, as well as work with me on any creative or artistic ideas that I may have in mind. In essence, there is no fee, and we both get the shots that we want. If anyone has any further questions, you can message me. Of course I am always looking for new photo ideas and opportunities.

Sad But True
i'm still getting updates that "someone" is rating my pics a "1" this is a little dissappointing since there's not a lot i can do about it and this account is more for my art than for personal reasons, but hey. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=577636&albumid=0&i=1599011987 is this pic really that bad? maybe i should delete the pictures that someone is fucking w/ me about and re post them w/ clean slates... like i dont have better things to think about, ha.

A Whole New World Of Bras
So its now been 84 days since my breast reduction surgery. I got the clearance from the plastic surgeon on Monday to start wearing a real bra again (I NEVER want to see another sports bra again as long as I live). He was VERY pleased with my recovery. So last nite I went and got measured and I have def gone from a 44 F to a 40 C. I bought three bras last nite...I wanted to cry, I have not been able to wear a 2 hook bra since I was a teenager....and now I can buy PRETTY bras, not those ugly granny bra's. I just want to tell anyone thats ever considered reduction surgery, that its the best thing in my life I have ever done. SO much is different now, not only with how I look but with my quality of life. I should take pics of the new bras :)

Would You Do This?
OK say theres this hot sexy person in a diff state and you want to stalk him/her for a day or 10....Would you jump on a plane and go see them? As a suprise? Hmm.... The person of couse wanted you to i think...Hmm wonder would someone do that?

Southern Girls
Southern Girls Current mood: full "Factors such as habitual pearl-wearing, time spent at the beach, proficiency in the Carolina Shag, and a diet of fried foods, green beans, and oysters have all played an instrumental role in ranking South Carolina 1st by a National Hottie Report. The Palmetto State, is renowned as being a perfect, exclusively southern area filled with smiling faces, beautiful places, and the sweetest and most charming girls in the country." -The New York Times

Allergies....
Allergies suck ass...especially food ones... i am so frustrated...all i really want is a salad with ranch dressing and some chicken or a greasy cheeseburger...with the cheese and the damn bun... i would KILL for a tortilla chip...fuck i hate my allergies.... here is a rundown.... So ok..some of you had asked what all i am allergic to..... I will show you the codes....then show you whats in them 4+ is extremely large....none to list thank goodness 4 is very large... Ragweed, milk, chocolate, cola, cinnamon, walnuts, and strawberries 3 is large.... grass, mold, housedust, dust mites, corn, soybean, cat, feathers, oranges, raw tomoatoes, wheat, goat, flounder, raw potaotes, onions, black pepper, bananas, raw string beans, oregano, turkey, silk, pyrethrum, tobacco leaf, rye, chicken, carrot, and lettuce. 2 is moderate.... tree, egg white, dog, orris root, garlic, barley, rice, and cabbage 1 is slight...thats cattle the zeros that i got were.... peanut,

Shoes....
Ok now seriously...if i am a shoe whore is there really anything wrong with that? SO what if i have 75 or so pair of shoes...i do wear them...obviously there are seasonal shoes in the mix.... Anyway...i am a girl....and i buy them myself...if i can afford them whats the big deal? Ok i am done venting...my sister yelled at me...:((

What's Up With This?
Hello,all: Basically what I'm trying to figure out is if anyone has had the same problems as I have had wiyth cherrytap support.I received a rather ugly error message this morning because,evidently,cherrytap doesn't wish for you to send the same comment to a lot of people consecutively. While i DO appreciate the due diligence in eliminating spammers from the site,this error message is a bit out of line.It reads as follows: Error: you've triggered our anti-spam trap. please stop posting the same crap over and over. ps: if you ride the short-bus and don't understand what this means, please go back to myspace. thanks! My reply was as follows: First of all,referencing the mentally challenged just to insult a complete stranger is pretty tacky,maybe you should change the error message to something a little less childish. Secondly,I found a really funny vid that i would like to share with my friends,and I fail to see how that's any skin off your noses.Mayb

This Soldier Is Coming Home! Pass It On!
I'm done! My tour here is over and I managed to make it with little more than a few scratches. I AM COMING HOME TO THE USA IN SIX HOURS!!!!!!!!! I am all packed-- Tickets in hand-- Gonna grab a few beers on the plane to celebrate-- I will be off-line here of course until I am back completely. THANK YOU TO AMERICANS WHO SUPPORT YOUR TROOPS AND SAY SO! WE INDEED BELONG TO YOU! WE ARE HERE FOR YOU! WE LOVE YOU TOO! Smile! Be happy! Dance! When I get back I swear I am going to kiss the ground. I don't care where it is! Nothing will be sweeter tasting than beautiful American Ground! This is a bittersweet time. Part of me is saddened that some of my friends won't be coming home with me. You see, a few came home before me. Merideth Howard, Ronald Paulsen, and Shane Mahaffee. They earned the Purple Heart. It was presented to their next of kin. My beers tonight will be in their honor. But if it was me (and it could have very well had been) I would be saying, "Hey

Name Test
Spell your name and check each letter in it & see if your name rocks A: Likes to flirt. B: Likes to flirt more than an "A" C: Really likes to chill. D: Has one of the best personalities ever. E: Good Kisser F: People adore you. G: Never let people tell you what to do. H: Has a very good personality and looks. I: Is always there for their friends. J: Lives life for fun. K: Really silly. L: Loved by everyone M: makes dating fun N: Dead sexy O: Best in relationships P: Popular with all types of people Q: A hypocrite. R: Freakin crazy S: Easy to fall in love with. T: a sweet heart. U: Really wild and crazy. V: Not judgemental. W: Very broad minded. X: Never let people tell you what to do. Y: One of the best friends anyone could ask for. Z: Always ready.

Last Night's Hawt Sexx
As promised, I field tested two prouducts last night, and here is the promised blog. Matthew and I had been giving looks and nudges at each other all night as we peered into the box of toys and such that got sent to my house. The toys, of course, will be passed around in parties, and I have my own, so of course none of those will be "tested" unless I buy my own. Howver, we saw the bottle of *FIREWORKS*, and the "Rolls Royce" of the line, the amazing *PURE SATISFACTION* This stuff retails at about 40 bucks a bottle. It is mostly for couples who are more mature, and could really use a boost in their lovemaking... of course, it doesn't hurt for some of us young adventurous types either. So I wrote my bulletin last night, and we grabbed the bottles. *FIREWORKS* is a cinnamon flavored warming liquid. I leaned my naked self above matthew in bed. I kissed him slowly and deeply, and nuzzeled my mouth into his neck. I love how solid he feels beneath me, with his soldiers body.

Southwest Airlines
A mother and her very young son were flying Southwest Airlines from Kansas City to Chicago. The little boy (who had been looking out the window) turned to his mother and asked, "If big dogs have baby dogs, and big cats have baby cats, why don't big airplanes have baby airplanes?" The mother (who couldn't think of an answer) told her son to ask the stewardess. So the boy went down the aisle and asked the stewardess. The stewardess, who was very busy at the time, smiled and said, "Did your Mom tell you to ask me?" The boy said, "Yes she did." "Well, then, you go and tell your mother that there are no baby airplanes because Southwest always pulls out on time. Have your Mom explain that to you.

Ready For Love (for That Special Guy)
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

Cause Your Special
To wake up in your arms is all I ask... To have you beside me is all I need... To always be able to have you as my friend... lover... confidant... is all I need and all I want... Cause you are the one person that lets me grow and who lets me be me... So as you can see... you are very special to me... KD

Ratings, Rankings, Levels, And What??
Okay, i've seen many contests, rated many profiles, been rated, made some great friends...so i thought i would share some thughts and see what y'all think... 1. Points: okay, they move you up to the next level, and yes, of course, for whatever reason, and i can't truly explain it, even i want to move to the next level as it approaches...now ask yourself why? more photos? like we ever fill up the photo space we have...well, i don't anyway, some do...a lounge? talk about a headache...braggin' rights? well okay if ya say so... 2. Ratings: Now this one just escapes me...if you go to a page, why not just slap a 10 on it...ya took the time to look, and after all, we all want to make it to the next level...course, if you're gonna leave a one...move on, better yet, don't stop... 3. Rankings: hmmm...i never understood just what that was til a few days ago...it's based on the number of fans you have..now just what exactly is a fan you many ask...i haven't figured that out...

Very, Very Proud!!!
I just want to start this by saying.. I'm so damn proud of my 8 year old daughter!!! I will tell you why... Well, this morning, we had to go and file our taxes and my daughter was still sleeping so my brother said he would watch her because we didn't plan on being gone very long... While we were out, we got a call about a stove that we had called and asked about and the guy told us to come and pick it up... I tried calling my house to tell my brother that we would be a bit longer because of picking up the stove, but no one answered, in fact, I kept getting a busy signal. I kept telling myself that my brother had used the phone and just forgot to press the "end" button, or else, once again, my puppy got up on my desk and knocked the phone down and pressed the talk button!! Anyway, we got home and everything was all closed up... and for my house, that just is NOT normal!!! LOL Now comes into play why I'm so very proud of my daughter.... My brother lives with me and he

Just Checkin'
I just want to see who actually checks out there friends blogs. I know I'm guilty of not checking them out myself, but I want my friends to know that i value there friendship and its time to make a change you know. So for all my friends that leave a comment on my blogs will get the favor returned!! Peace out to all ya'll!!! Much luv!! Jay aka What's Really Good?!

Boondock Saints Rule!!!!
OMFG!!! I just saw Boondock saints for the first time.... Evere see a movie and think... why the FUCK did it take me so long to watch it? That has to be one of the BEST fucking movies EVAAAAAAA!!! To all u fans out there.... answer me this in a private message.... How many Languages did the brothers speak and what were they? answer this and Ill be crushing on ya bIG time!! Kisses-- Me

Bitter Sweet Memories
Today the Chicago Bears win a spot in the superbowl!! I can see his smile...the excitement in his eyes..from his hospital bed..watching the screen flashing frantic fans and a field in disaray..hes yelling..the nurses are angry..trying to warn him..he needs to keep calm you see...because soon he is dying..the doctor gave him 6 months..or so he told my mother..he didn't know..he was a strong man..full of wisdom and pride..a tall stance and and a long stride...we refused to take the last months of that from him..the news would have detroyed his dignity..rather..we helped him thru his pain..until the sad reality was to clear and imobile to him..and still through his sorrow and devistating pain..he remained strong and never lost his pride..even when the good old welfare system stamped that big NO on his request for help...he kept his head held high..and in a stern angry grumble..refused to surrender the home he had struggled to mantain for his family of 9..too many 14 hr days..so many cr

Pain
Pain By Steve Cook No cuts, no bruises, no broken bones There’s nothing like this pain of being alone No blood just pain and tears to gain Heartache that can drive you insane Emptiness fills my body, a soulless shell I feel like I’ve been put through the fires of hell Sleepless nights with no one to hold My heart is growing bitter and cold Drowning my tears and sorrows for years With this empty liquor bottle I have no fears Hangovers from hell I sit and dwell About the cards I was dealt and the way they fell When someone gets close I push them away See no one can hurt you if there not here to stay You’ll be lonely and sad, depressed for a while But one of these days you’ll learn to smile So hold your head up have patience you’ll find That every heartache heals with time

Whats This Song Called!!
guy sings: "U aint gotta say to much i can tell from the look in ur eyes i can tell u wanna fuuuckk..." Girl sings: "You aint gotta call me ur boo as bad as you wanna fuuckk i wanna fuckk too..."

Deleted My Folder
ok i made a naughty folder n started out to be some1 im not lol...but reality grabbed hold n i deleted my folder..im not about to keep my nakkid ass online just to get a rating lmaoo...i know im better than any rating so why prove it heehehe... plus im not out to become popular on here...just to meet NEW REAL FRIENDS who might enjoy a conversation or 2.... stay real guys

What's Going Completely Bald
I have been thinking about shaving my hair. Of course you know it's not the hair on my head because I am bald. Some people say it's ok. No hair in the mouth, cleaner, no musky smell, etc. Porn stars do it all the time. (NO. I don't think I am a porn star! lol lol) Other people say it looks funny, it's a gay thing. What's your opinion? What do you think about a shaved penis? If you can look.......then you can comment. hint hint

Blind Deafness
A poem For the hearing impaired Yes I know you read These things I'm not that Unaware But I've knocked down All these walls Just to find Your new fence I know that there is Depth to you But this resembles Dense What if I Just left you there Trapped inside Your cage Would you finally Hear what I say And turn To the next Page?

Closing The Deal
Years ago I worked for a major Car Dealership. I was the only female manager among 80 men in the sales department. I was the Finanace and Office Manager for years. One of the Managers and I for years flirted around. Never did I think what would happen happened. John and I were talking privately during the day about some contracts in the GMs office. We got a little closer and closer. He leaned over and kissed me. I kissed him back. Next thing I knew, we were in each others arms passionately kissing in the GMs office. Johnny had his hands all over my body, pinching my nipples, sucking me, and gliding his fingers in and out of my pussey. He tore my clothes off of me and threw me back against the GMs desk. Fevorishly he ripped open my blouse to suck my supple erect nipples. From there he slid my stockings and panties off. He leaned me back so he could taste me. My legs were wide open so he could suck me til I came in his face. From there, Johnny flipped me to slide his cock deep into me.

Heart-broken
I have lost a very good friend today. She really meant a lot to me, but now it seems as it things have changed. I don't know why she left me, but I am sure that she has a good reason, I just wish I knew why. She is one of the most special people that I know. And I truely miss her.

To All My Friends Can You Please Read This And Repost It, Thank You So Much!!! (repost)
To all my friends can you please read this and repost it, thank you so much!!! (repost) date: 2007-01-23 19:12:06 I am trying to get a yacht in Incredible Hulks pimpin gift giveaway, but I need 40,000 comments for it!:( I need all the help you can give me and there is no time limit to get it so you can do some everyday to help me and I will always return the favor!! Just click the pic below and it will send you right to the pic that I have entered! (repost of original by 'Incredible Hulk- - Please Fan Me Too!!!' on '2007-01-23 19:01:51') (repost of original by '~~~~PEYTONLICIOUS~~~' on '2007-01-23 19:10:28')

Just So That Yall Know...
i have been out for the past few dyas due to a family funeral. i'm in a weird sad mood and not real talkative. when things get a little better i will be back to my old self, until then i dont have it in me to "fake it" and be talktive or pay attn. I am sorry and hope yall understand. Much Love, Carrie

Champagne Rain....
Champagne Rain > > > A crystal glass filled with champagne, > > along the edge there's a lipstick stain. > > > > Robust flavor from the finest year, > > two glasses meet to toast good cheer. > > > > Ruby red lips glisten and shine. > > The color fading fast as they dine. > > > > A flame flickers and dances about, > > removing any worries or hidden doubt. > > > > Eyes in a trance barely blink, > > sipping slowly from their drink. > > > > Music playing down the hall. > > Shadows dance upon the wall. > > > > An empty bottle set to the side. > > Words flow freely with nothing to hide. > > > > A clock ticks its seconds away. > > Neither wanting to end this day. > > > > A ruby red kiss adds fuel to the fire, > > leaving no secret to each others desire. > > > > Pale lips drenched in champagne, > > are drank slowly in the pouring rain. > > > > Both drunk from the taste of love, > > bodies finally join under the sky above. > > > > Champagne rain so

Drivers License!!
Check your driver's license. Now you can see anyone's Driver's License on the Internet, including your own! Thanks Homeland Security! Where are our rights?? I definitely removed mine. I suggest you do the same. Go to the web site and check it out. Just enter your name, city and state to see if yours is on file. After your license comes on the screen, click the box marked "Please Remove". This will remove it from public viewing, but not from law enforcement.? Drivers License Search - National Motor Vehicle License Bureau? http://www.license.shorturl.com/

Old Men Are Disgusting.
so, as we all know by now, i got shit canned again last month. honestly, i did not make much of an effort to find gainful employment until about two weeks ago. yep, that's right, me and quite a few quarts of ice cream sat home for five weeks and enjoyed the holidays and my family on my couch. i don't really regret it, i got to spend lots of time with the boy and we sort of reconnected. i was feeling a little downhearted about the whole mommying thing, but after the past month or so i'm feeling a lot more confident. i suppose i just needed to find the patience within myself. of course, i'm broke and i have no car, but really those material articles can't compare. anyway, i digress. last week i began temporary employment with enterprise, the rental car company. now, i assure you, i foresaw that this was not the position for me, as the pay was less than what i desired and there's no actual career path to follow. but i was downing nutter butters like popcorn, and something had to

Road Trip!
Well have to hit the road this morning! Hate it too! One of my lovely little Granddaughters(7 year old Brianna) is with her druggy Mom, and she called Late Monday night and told me to come get her!Of course they live in Indianapolis, Ind. too! So, am getting ready to leave in just a little while, found out we ( RERE & I) will be running into a LOT of snow!Please, if you are a friend of mine or miss RERE, keep us in mind today and pray for a safe journey. The trip takes about 10 or so hours depending on the weather , and we plan on getting a room for tonight then hitting the road home in the morning! So, keep us in mind , and hopefully we will talk to you wonderful folks upon our return! Hugs & Thanks......Lily

Observations On Pain!
How curious that I was once considered an "expert" in pain relief. Physical pain, primarily severe chronic pain, as opposed to severe acute pain! If you need an explanation of the difference, PM me! I mainly dealt with the severe chronic pain of cancer patients, either the pain of their disease process or the painful side effects of treatment. I was good at knowing what to do, what to ask for, to best relieve their pain. How amusing to think of that now! Emotional pain is much more difficult to deal with, much harder to relieve. I have stated before that pain is an excellent tool for focus. You can zero right in on it! The more pain, the better the focus! Enter painful processing, the Miracle Grow for individuals on the fast track to spiritual growth! Apparently, there is a schedule to be met for I am being flogged from one learning experience to the next! Nice visual! (Don't call me; I'll call you!?)May I have some breathing space here? Ah, yes! Back to pain. I have always

Day 1
The beginning of a different philosphy. I got a new book the other day, one that has been anticipated for quite a while. Its called the Eat Clean Diet by Tosca Reno. She is a world class fitness competitor and personal trainer. She cleaned up her eating program after she turned 40 and realized she was a mess. She lost quite a bit of bodyfat, toned down and now looks great. Its not going to be easy, even though I have been watching my eating program even more recently, I do still have my little slips. This is going to be tightened down even more. Im going to post frequent thoughts and updates as to if this program works for me. Its not a diet, despite the title. Its a complete change in theory and lifestyle. The nice part is, with my skills in the kitchen I know I can make even the blandest food taste good. If I am going to compete at the end of the year, it necessary to start making some changes now. The leaner you get as you approach crunch time, the less dramatic changes you h

What Can I Say? I've Always Wanted To Have Office Sex ;]
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com So I've always had crazy fantasies about my boss. He was gorgeous, nice straight jawline that I dreamt of tracing and a perfectly built body. It was perfect... not too muscular but still very toned and his suit would slightly shift whenever he flexed when he was stretching or something. I can only imagine what his dick looked like. I was just his secretary but of course I would get all nervous whenever he asked me to bring in something. I don't think he has noticed because he still acts very nicely to me. Once he told me I did a really great job on one of the reports and put his hand on my shoulder and gently squeezed it. Man did I feel hot then. I started having fantasies about him a few weeks after I started working for him. I just wanted him to screw me. Anywhere… here, there I would have done anything. I had many fantasies about him in my dreams and I secretly hoped that my fantasies could come true. So much that I even wor

Visit Afar!
I lay quietly on the deserted beach listening to the waves gently lapping at the shore while the sun beat down on my naked body!!! I had been saving for this vacation for a year now, and finally here I was on a beach in Brazil enjoying the fruits of my labors!!! After reading about the fanaticism that the Brazillian people had for keeping their bodies in tip top shape, she had even joined a health club to make sure that I wasn't too embarrassed by the locals, and even I had to admit that I looked pretty darn good!!! I had been here for two days and not a single solitary sole had invaded this part of the beach, so when I felt the sun disappearing and a shaddow roll over me, I only thought that it was a passing cloud, but much to my surprise I was snapped to reality when I realized that a naked young man was standing next to me staring at my sun tanned body!!! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com "W-what do you want," I asked nervously while casually glancing arou

To All My Friends
Hey, I'm sorry I haven't been on line much. I'm going thru a divorce, and looking for a place, and getting my computer set up in my new place... I'll be back on soon, and a free man too....Thats a Good thing... :) Big hugs and kisses to you all... Jim (The oldbiker)

Guilty Pleasures
Let's talk about guilty pleasures. C'mon, we all have them. A movie, book, or food that we really enjoy, but would be embarrassed to share with most people. Well, as we know by now, I'm not embarrassed to share just about anything with you poor saps, since you're willing to read all the thoughts that gush out of my head. So here we go -- some of my personal guilty pleasures. Blood of Heroes (Movie) Odds are, unless you're Mike, you've never heard of this fine cinematic gem. (I'm betting Mike has seen it. Am I wrong?) It's sort of a post-apocalyptic Bad News Bears except that, instead of baseball, they play a game where someone tries to put a dog skull on a stake while avoiding getting the living crap beat out of them by very large men holding blunt objects. Yes, a dog skull on a stake. It stars Joan Chen and Rutger Hauer, who, as in Blade Runner, is giving off some incredibly charismatic sexy vibes. Yes, Rutger Hauer. No, I am not off my rocker. 80's Music It's

Round Two
Although it had seemed like they slept for hours, only forty-five minutes had passed before she started to awaken. Slowly she raised her lids and watched her lover sleeping. Unable to resist she began to slowly and softly explore every inch of his body. She gently massaged his chest as she followed the path of her hands with her mouth. Lightly she flicked her tongue out to tease his nipple in between tender nipping and suckling. As she raised up to allow herself better access, she stared straight into her lovers eyes. He was watching her with a look that burned with both desire and longing at the same time. She had been hoping for this and did not even hesitate in her ministrations on his body. Feeling her own desire flare higher, she very slowly traced a path down his stomach, only stopping momentarily to tease his navel. As she pulled back the sheet, she saw that he was definitely ready for her again. She grasped his manhood tenderly as she began to stroke and massage

Just Look Into My Eyes & What Do You See?????
LOL... These are default pictures on CT tonight that have a mere focus on the eyes. If you were the judge, who would you vote for as having the best eye default picture???? JustDerek@ CherryTAP BaSiCaLlY_iNsAnE_cAnAdIaN@ CherryTAP KelMel@ CherryTAP NSFW DONT LOOK HERE@ CherryTAP ღ Only for you ღ@ CherryTAP Evanestorm@ CherryTAP Big Adam@ CherryTAP Tim@ CherryTAP Tube Bar Red@ CherryTAP blueeyes@ CherryTAP seekin' somethin' fun@ CherryTAP JW

Cum Vote For This 41 Yr Old Milf. I Need Some Luv
HEY MA CHERRYS, PLEASE CUM VOTE FOR ME PLEASE LEAVE AS MANY COMMENT AS POSSABLE AND PASS MY LINK ON..ILL OV YA FOREVER HERE IS MY LINK http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=93659&i=641464454

Rude Ppl!!!
IF UR GONNA BAD MOUTH SOMEON AND OR RATE THEM LOW ON PURPOSE AT LEAST HAVE THE DECENCY TO LET THEM KNOW WHO U ARE AND Y U MAY JUST BE BEIN AN ASS OR U MAY HAVE SOME GOOD SUGGESTIONS DONT BE SCARED AND DO IT ANONYMUS !!!THAT JUST SHOW HOW CHILDISH AND ASHAMED YOU ARE OR THAT YOU HAVE SOMETHIN AGAINST THE PERSON.

*~fun With Yahoo - Session 15~*
Sometimes we grasp at straws, trying to come up with that special present we want placed at the very top of our Christmas wish lists. That one gift that would make you forget about all others. This 30 year old man knows exactly what he wants... And he's determined to get it. th_devils: hello Goddess th_devils: how are you ? th_devils: you are beautiful PiercedQT: I'm great and yourself? th_devils: im alright .. i would be better if i had a Goddess to serve . lol PiercedQT: Well it's almost Christmas... *Sings* I want a Mistress For Christmas th_devils: lol ... yes i think i really do .. lol PiercedQT: LOL Good luck with that. th_devils: awww ... that doesnt like you will let me serve you .. PiercedQT: Serve me a cheque for like 200 dolla! th_devils: well ...thats possible .. th_devils: a check huh ?? PiercedQT: Yeah - sorry - Cheque = Canadian for check th_devils: ok th_devils: 200 th_devils: and what do i get ?

Thank You
my sister had her op yesterday and the doc just took out what needed to come out her so thank god for that she still very sore and tender and went right in to the change. i just wanted to thank all my friends for there well wishes and prayers you all rock oxox bee

The Surprise At Home
He was a very happy man. A good job. He had a great looking wife. Life could not be better. Forgetting to take some papers with him to work this morning, he thought that he would be surprising his wife by stopping by the house at lunchtime. But, when he arrived, she was not home. Damn, he thought. There went the opportunity for a lunch time quickie! But, such was life. As he searched through the bedroom tables for the work that he had forgotten, he heard the front door open. Ah, this he knew would be his wife, returning home, maybe after a shopping trip. He would have that opportunity after all! He hid, quietly in the closet, and waited for her to come into the bedroom, as was her habit, to put her shoes away. The closet was dark, and he left the door open a crack, so that all he could see was a part of the room containing the bed. She always sat there, on the edge to remove her shoes. He could already see her great legs, in a skirt, raising slowly to take her shoes off one at a time

Just Thinking 3
So I was just thinking... as I drive the same route almost every day, and every day I pass this restaraunt. It never seems to do very well, as a matter of fact it's changed names 3 times is the past 2 years. It doesn't matter what the name is, people are never gonna frequent there. I wonder what each owner is thinking when they decide to buy the place. I mean, who wants to eat in a building that's conjoined with a crematorium? Anyways, I was just thinking...

Art Of A Blow Job
First I take the cock and hold it firm Lick around the head you wait your turn Down the shaft and onto the balls Your cock pulsing to be in my jaws Licking and sucking all on your nutz Like to stray dogs we are mutz Up your shaft I will glide To the head and around the side Taking you in easy rolling my tongue Taking you in deeper in my throat you are hung Sucking and bobbing nice and slow The more you moan the deeper I go Up and down and in and out Thats what giving head is all about Tasting all your pre-sweet juices This from me you will hear no excuses I want to feel your cum run down my throat Swallowing it all and I will quote This is the art of giving head I will suck cock until I am dead Taught by me but written by my sister... haha

Joke
Bit of a mean joke to some and it is a joke so PLEASE nobody take offence What is the difference between a WOMAN and a HURRICAINE. ANSWER :- NOTHING There both warm and wet when they cum, and take your house when they leave.

Human Papillomavirus Vaccine
If you can prevent your daughters from developing one of the leading cancer killer of women, would you? Some states are adding the HPV vaccine as a required inoculation for girls before entering the 6th grade. This has outrages many communities and religious groups. California, for example, is in the process of passing a bill to mandate it for girls entering the 6th grade. Why is it so controversial? HPV is a sexually transmitted virus. Parents, abstinence advocates and religious groups argue that the vaccine will cause a false sense of security for young girls into becoming sexually active. Facts about HPV... The Human Papillomavirus is the leading cause of Cervical Cancer. 80% of women will come in contact with a strain of this virus before the age of 50. 10,000 new infections are documented in the US, of those 3,700 are in the precancerous state. HPV usually is undetected and clears up on its own. In some cases women may develop either genital warts or cervical cance

Curious About The Single-ness?
yeah since EVERYONE has been asking, i guess ill just tell everyone here. me and evan have been broken up for a bout 3 and a half weeks now. at first i just thought it was one of the little ones when we get right back together but i was wrong. he has been telling me that he just doesnt want a relationship and that we fight too much, and i guess we do. but we were going to try to fix it. at one point he gave us the title "dating" but we got into another fight about it so he said we can just be friends. basically i was devestated. yeah everyone tells me he is a nerd and i could do a million times better. but i dont care, i honestly love him more than anything, even after all the shit we have been through. then just yesterday he told me he has missed me terribly and is considering us getting back together so we can fix things. tonight he is taking me out for a "suprise" lol and in case youre wondering, i have been hanging out with that nick guy as well..but he totally creeped me o

Signature Evil Plot
Background info: I own a Q36 space modulator Signature Evil Scheme: I plan to overtake all the marble companies of the world, kidnap all their marbles, load up the Q36, modulate to the Earth's outer atmosphere and release all the marbles. It will rain marbles, then no one will be able to walk because of all the marbles on the ground and I will sit back and laugh at how silly everyone looks. I will render the world powerless to help themselves... mmwwwaaaahhhaaahhh!!! I shall be called MARBLE MAYHEM!!! this part you have to read really fast: *this signature evil scheme is patented. It is a federal offence to utilize the ideas herein for any purpose. Ideas are subject to change, void where prohibited, and if I'm gonna keep using the word 'modulate' I really need to look it up. And that's what it's all about *clap, clap*

Never Seen Loneliness Coming
Never Seen Loneliness Coming Never did I think how destructive that loneliness was to others until it happen to me. It will take you places Mentally, Emotionally and Spiritually where you don't want to be; I should know I have been on the road of loneliness and almost didn't return from it,I never seen lonelinness coming after me or anyone else why cause loneliness can only be felt. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson Copyright ©2007 Charles LaMark Nelson

This Is Me Learn To Deal With It
the man is back to being his juggalo self again and now for all you "I AM A FUCKING JUGGALO AND I AM PROUD TO BE ONE I PAINT MY FACE AND I DON'T CARE IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT THIS IS ME.i am done hideing who i am and i refuse to do it anymore if you don't like it i have two words for you fuck off.because this is me and i am not changeing to fit in with the rest of the world.but if you one of my real friends then you will understand sorry if this pisses some of you off nut i don't give a shit anymore.and to all my juggalo's and juggalette's that read this MMFWCL.

Omg...sooo Funny
OK so today my sister lexi was home all day and well she got a call and left...My puppy tinkerbell went upstairs well lexi usually shuts her door becuse tink chews things, So about 4 friends of mine come over and my brother stops by and well after about 10 min tink comes running downstairs with something in her mouth and Annie the other dog is trying to get it and well...Its lexis vibrator...OMG and its buzzing like crazy...I was stunned and the people i had over were so stunned and well my brother actually fell in the floor laughing his ass off....I went to grab it and they ran playing i had to chase them around the house and everyone laughing there asses off....SOOO FUNNY...I just grabbed it and threw it under sink and my bother couldnt wait to call lexi...When she got home she was sooo embarrassed because she said she left it under her pillow and tink must of made it go off when she jumped on her bed...SOO that was my day!! LOL Teach ya to close your door doesnt it?? LOL

The Sexiest Redhead Contest Resu
The winner of the Sexiest Redhead Contest January 22 - 26 2007 1st Place Sweettpie999 She accumulated a whopping 8100 votes. 2nd Place Baby Bunny She accumulated 5767 votes. 3rd Place Bits and Pieces She accumulated 2503 I want to thank all the participants in this contest. They all deserve all the best in their lives. They all are very beautiful women.

Women
Why do women come out and talk about how honest they are and how they always say what is on thier mind when in reality they don't? I have been nothing but straight with people and all I have asked is for people to be straight and honest with me. If I ask you a question I don't want you to fluff it up. I don't want you to make it all rosy because you think it will hurt my feelings. I want you tell me like it is. I will to you. For those that know me, you know that the main thing that pissed me off is to be ignored. I would rather you tell me to fuck off and you hope I drown in my own blood before simply ignoring me. Maybe it is because I have been ignored at times in my life and I am finally sick of it. Here is my specific example of the night and then I am going to bed so I can lay there and let it boil some more before finally crashing 2 hours later: There is a girl I have been talking to and we met a few days ago in person. It was a quick meeting. Basically one just to

Superbowl.who Will Win.2-4-07
ok.. here is a chance to rate and comment on my blog. superbowl sunday.... tell me in comments who u pic to win the superbowl. all correct picks will be entered in a random drawing to win from me a 2,500 gift. you must rate and comment to enter. in comment you tell me ur pick to win.. on sunday il pick the winner by 10pm est. thanks for reading good luck

Chapter 1 Is Done!!!!!!
Chapter one is complete. WOW... I went back over it and edited it and made it even better. Hmmmmm - a shower, shaving, hot water... what a way to start the day. My poor husband... he won't know what hit him tonight thanks to how I wrote this chapter. I think I will now go shower and act out my chapter and live through it again live. I cannot wait till I finish chapter 2 now. It can only get better as it goes along.

Why Even Try?
I dont know what to do anymore, I try and I try...Just when I think I found love it turns around and smacks me in the face... Love drives you crazy and mad, Love makes you do stupid things for stupid reasons...all in the name of love,...you know what FUCK YOU LOVE! If I could Id beat your ass down for all the pain and shit you have caused me I would...and what do I have to prove for what you've done to me? Absolutely Fucking Nothing! dont get me wrong I dont blame you for all my problems I am also to blame...I have many imperfections, Jealousy is my big one....and Trust...I trust too damn much! I give up on love once again.... Music Video:LONELY DAY (by System Of A Down)LOVE SUX

New Cherrytap Ideas
I have some ideas for new poke user options and gifts that I'm considering running by baby jesus: Poke User Options 1. Choke the bitch! 2. Pimp-slap 'em 3. Flip 'em the bird 4. Kick their ass New Gifts 1. Can of whoopass 2. Can of "Bitch•B•Gone" spray 3. Bottle of Reality-Check pills 3. Lifetime supply of clues 4. How Not To Be An Ass: A Guide To Respecting Women Online 5. CherryTAP High School diploma 6. Bottle of Common Sense tablets 7. Ass-Clown repellant Do you think that I should submit them for consideration?

Why Oh Why?!?!?!
Im as much a Hinder fan as the next, but I think if I hear Lips of Angel or better yet see the video on another CT members page, I think I might just pull out the inner workings of my ears. Thank you and goodnight! =P

The Sensitive Man
The Sensitive Man A woman meets a man in a bar. They talk; they connect; they end up leaving together. They get back to his place, and as he shows her around his apartment, she notices that one wall of his bedroom is completely filled with soft, sweet, cuddly teddy bears. There are three shelves in the bedroom with hundreds and hundreds of cute, cuddly teddy bears, carefully placed in rows covering the entire wall! It was obvious that he had taken quite some time to lovingly arrange them and she was immediately touched by the amount of thought he had put into organizing the display. There were small bears all along the bottom shelf, medium-sized bears covering the length of the middle shelf, and huge, enormous bears running all the way along the top shelf. She found it strange for an obviously masculine guy to have such a large a collection of Teddy Bears, but doesn't mention this to him, and actually is quite impressed by his sensitive side. They sh

I'm Sorry...........
There she was The girl i met, But never met face to face. I knew she would be there for me, Thru whatever life threw at us. But i held a secret from her, Scared how she would react. I talked to a friend, Who told me I should tell her. I wanted to wait to tell her, Until i no longer had the secret. But my friend convinced me, It would be better to tell her now. I told her my secret, Yes she was pissed. Myself and her, We sat and talked about it. As we talked I started to cry, Cause i knew i just lost her forever. But we sat and talked some more, I tried my hardest to prove to her, That i still very much care about her. She told me that she still care for me, Thats when i knew that we were meant to be. But i now know that she wont trust me, I dont know what to do to gain her trust. Buy I wanna close by saying to her, That i am very very sorry, I keep something from you. I hope that you can find it in your heart, I hope you can find it in your soul, Please fo

Giving Pregnancy And Infant Loss A Face
I have added a slideshow guest book to my page. If you are a pregnancy or infant loss survivor please add yourself and put in your caption a little about your loss if you can otherwise just survivor works if its too painful...if you havent suffered this loss but support what I am doing please add yourself and in your caption mention being a supporter. thanks so much...lets make this real for people who dont YET understand! innocentprncss™ (Sorceress of the royal family)@ CherryTAP

My Son
today i got a very sad phone call my kids live with there aunt, she called to tell me my son mikey who is only 7 years old is almost blind in 1 year. they figure about 90% blind.i was almost in tears when she told me this.i just cant believe 7 years old and almost blind in 1 eye. it tears me up cause my kids have not seen there mom in 3 mths.and the kids have been through enough. sry it`s just my thought on this. you all have a great nite mike

To All The New Ppl I Just Added
I accepted all the friend requests I had waiting. There were 75 of them. I wanted to say hi and thanks for friending me. I have a house full of kids with the flu. So I am not active on CT much atm. Letme know you exist and I will respond as soon as I can. To all my old friends...I loves ya!! Here is a little about me...reply as a comment on here and tell me about you :) I am 30 years old I am a full time mom and college student I have 4 kids I do not "Yahoo" I love to chat on IRC and I can be found there all the time since I have my own network. Message me if you wanna join a great chat network I am not a stupid girl :) I am not here to "hook up" YOU will not see me naked I am shy I drink Pepsi I love music My fave TV shows are Lost/ER/CSI/Charmed and I like reality shows like The surreal Life and Hells Kitchen. I am watching the Grease one now. I do not think I am anything special. I was not the pretty popular girl in Highschool or anything. My Birthday is April 30th

Ha!
Now I AM depressed! DisorderRatingParanoid Disorder:ModerateSchizoid Disorder:ModerateSchizotypal Disorder:LowAntisocial Disorder:ModerateBorderline Disorder:Very HighHistrionic Disorder:ModerateNarcissistic Disorder:ModerateAvoidant Disorder:Very HighDependent Disorder:ModerateObsessive-Compulsive Disorder:High-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! ---- Personality Disorders --

The Zipper
The zipper running up my leg don’t stop I beg start at my ankle, knee then side there’s nothing I’ll hide peel back the layers don’t stop are my prayers higher and higher you go up to the top from down below exposing the flesh softly you caress let the feeling linger on it will last long after you’re gone as the pain sears my skin from above and within tears well in my eyes as I try to stifle my cries a grin spreads across my face the bloods bitter taste I lick my lips and finger tips sweet nectar of God pulsing like a flood like the Nile turning red it flows across the bed I writhe against the scythe pull back more skin unveil my within start from the other side opening wide cleansing my sins answering to your whims how far to go pain, intense, I don’t know increase release... I shed my skin open from within are you ready to see the inside of me the outer layer falls away feel my body sway rhythmic throbs weaves and bobs like a snake sheddi

Sorry
I know I have been sort of put offish lately, but I have had a good reason ! I work for Group Health hear in Washington and I am part of Internal Security. We had two robberies in two days at two of our facilitis Pharmacies. The bad guys failed on the first attempt, but very successfull on the second, getting away with OVER $100,000 in drugs. We have been working double and triple shifts , so I havnt had much time to do anything but sleep, much less eat or anything else. We should get back to normal operations by next week !

Just Some Random Things From Me.....
When someone you love abandons you, it doesn't hurt just because they've changed, or lied, or went back on their promises, but because you know what they really are and what a beautiful person they can be. And when they take that away from you and won't let you see that beautiful person again, well nothing hurts more than having someone just decide to take your entire world away without consulting you first Sometimes you've got to get hurt in order to grow, sometimes our visions seem clearer after our eyes are washed out w/ tears I want to be remembered as the one who Always smiles even when her heart is broken, And the one who would always brighten up your day Even when she couldn’t brighten up her own There's a smile on my face but I don't know why its there I put it on to satisfy all the people that don't even care Have u ever wondered what is worse...? Saying something you wish you didn't or not saying something you wish you had? No smile is more beautiful than

I Get To Thinkin
I am starting to question ppl at this point in my journey down this path called life. I start to wonder who is playing games, and who is real. Who Wants to know Jamie, and who thinks Jamie is just some punk 23 yr old kid. So, I am gonna sit back and start doin a lot more watching, and a lot less talking. I am gonna carry on doin what I do. Help ppl who ask, be there for my "friends" and I am gonna wonder, "when i need someone who will be there for me". Who is gonna be grateful enough that i was there for them and ask me, "Jamie, whats up man?" or, "Jamie, you don't seem yourself, how are ya?" I am beginning to think I have become a stepping stone for everyone in my life with some shit that has gone on in my life recently very few of my "friends" have been here to support me. Some ppl pop in when THEY need a friend and never stop any other time to say, HI", Bye" or "Kiss my ass". and again I think, who are these "friends". I realize That I am not one to "reach out and say something fir

Thoughts On A Worrysome Day!
As I sit here in my recliner at 3:00 am with two little cats sleeping on my legs, (which are asleep, Legs that is) and my two big cats sleeping in the wifes recliner, I think of the wonderful people I have met on here and have to ask myself.... "Self what have I done in my life to deserve such wonderful friends". Self puzzles over this for a time and then just says fuckit...What ever I am doing right is good enough for me. So to my friends and those of you who will become my friends. Thank you for being there for me in my times of need and when I just wanted to shoot the shit. You make me smile and thats what it's all about. Cliff and Moni, Mystical, King Nothing, Bones and Teddybear, Easylivin, Matt, Dick, Masokyst, Wendy, Sassy, Lurch, Glenn, Martigras, Rose, Cheshire, Nyne, XnTrek, Eric, Illusion, Unlucky, Oldbiker, Arcadian, Dragon, and all my B&A Family Members. You guys make my life fun and and make me proud to call you all friend... But I have to send out

I Am Going To Say This One Last Time...
and this better sink in.... I do NOT need to be pestered, bothered, nagged or any other adjective thereof about my Family list and the pics there... If I want you to be on that list I WILL add you when I feel like it...Not when YOU want.... And my pics are my pics....I really dont give a rat's backend about the stupidity they have here about ripping my pics.... If you rip them WITHOUT my consent, you will suffer the consequences of your actions...Including but not up to being sued for copyright infringement... Im tired of people taking "liberties" with me and my friend Jenna...The crap needs to stop NOW..... My tolerance for this has hit its peak.... Im really a nice person but 99.9% of you males out there act like your momma didnt teach you any common sense....Try using it once in awhile and you might find I am really a sweet girl... I hope i dont have to repeat myself about this anytime soon...

Dating Myths
So with Valentine's Day coming up (and believe me, I'll be blogging about my opinion of THAT holiday soon), I thought I'd talk about some dating myths for women that I really feel are still pretty active. Feel free to comment. Please. The dialogue is interesting! These thoughts came from an article in Bust magazine, which is a modern feminist magazine (and not what your dirty mind conjured up). Myth #1: Men's biological imperative is to pursue, so women shouldn't ask men out, shouldn't be the aggressor, etc. Traditionally, men were supposed to pursue because women were taught to be quiet and chaste. This was more society's way of ensuring that women don't go around having multiple partners, since our modern society is patriarchal, and men kinda like to know they're the father of any little kiddies running around. In nature, the male of the species isn't necessarily the aggressor in many cases. I think this one is still active, although it has a lot less hold than it us

My Apologies
Just wanted to apologise for not bein on in the past week just had more probs with my puter modem AGAIN lol fixed it a 2nd time Argh so just wanted to say i am sorry for not posting anything....once again it was a ppoa to ppoe thingy just lets hope i can access this site when i log on again tomorrow..lol talk to you all soon hugz Jovichick. PS its only this site..rofl

Last Day At Work...and Iraq...
Tommorrow morning I leave Iraq...head to kuwait. I should be getting on a plane sometime tommorrow headed for Texas, where I'm to demobilize for a week. Then off to Toledo, Ohio to live with my sister. So in the mean time, i will not have internet. Lately i have been packing my bags and have been busy.

Wow I Have Had Enough
alright so I have a pic of me in one of my photo albums i am wearing a white button up shirt that definately shows the clevage and i have my finger pointing at my boob now i didnt think that anyone would be so pathetic as to copy and paste my picture of myself and post it on some dumb fucking website called www.ratemybody.com by the way the name is hrny4u so whoever u are im lettign u know im making an account on there with a salute to make sure it gets taken off i just cant believe how this has happened 6 times already are people really that fake they have to be someone else wtf? i think cherrytap should post their name of the site on the bottom of each pic anyways just watch out girls and guys hope this dosent happen to you and if it has hope u respond to this

Public Restoom Etiquette
If you're like me, you probably spend a lot of time in the restroom at work, sitting in the toilet stall, quietly sobbing to yourself and writing blood-soaked messages on the tiled wall pleading for Satan to deliver you from the inanity of your moronic coworkers. But this brings to mind a few questions: Is it really proper to write in blood on a bathroom wall, or would the standard sharpie pen or clumsy knife etching be more appropriate? Is it considered impolite to take three-hour naps in the one-and-only toilet stall in the building, forcing your coworkers to empty their bowels in a sink or trashcan, or worse yet, run across the street to use Taco Bell's facilities? The sad fact is, a lot of people don't know how to properly behave in a public restroom. Sure, it's one thing when you're in the privacy of your home and you can urinate in the shower or take a shit in your roommate's clothing hamper all you like, but when you're in public, there are certain expectations on how you should

Mongoloid Manning
INDIANAPOLIS—Colts quarterback Peyton Manning took a moment during Super Bowl Media Day Tuesday to acknowledge his "deep, abiding joy and pride" that, after many years of attempting to make his presence felt on advertising's biggest stage, his commercials would finally be coming to the Super Bowl. "There's no greater honor for a major player in the endorsement game than to get to the Super Bowl," said Manning, a three-time AdWeek MVP who is attempting to prove once and for all that he can land the big campaign. "My dad was a great pitchman, but he never got here. People said I would never get here. But on Super Bowl Sunday, Sprint, DirecTV, MasterCard, Sony and I plan to prove them all wrong. I guarantee it." Manning will also be playing quarterback for the Colts during the game, although he is not expected to be televised nearly as much in that capacity

"stepping Stone"
WRITTEN BY ZAKK WYLDE These words speak exactly how I have felt lately I've tried I've tried Oh I've tried I've been bought and sold One to many times I aint your puppet, no And I ain't your steppin' stone I should have looked before I jumped I should have known Out and down Lost and never found Deaf and blind Insane and out of line I ain't your puppet no And I ain't your steppin' stone I should have looked before I jumped I should have known I ain't you puppet no And I ain't your steppin stone I should have looked before I jumped I should have known

Amusing Shout Messagng About Some One Hating My Mumm Songs
SINCE THIS IS A SHOUT READ FROM THE BOTTOM UP, SHE WAS ANGRY THAT I KEPT POSTING SONGS AS MUMMS I FOUND IT VERY FUNNY AND AMUSING, SO I BLOGGED IT HAHA ->Sh0rty [S....: OK PEACE NEXT ONE IS A SONG ALSO SO ITS UP TO U IF U LOOK OR NOT..PLEASE DUN BITCH ABOUT IT AS I SAID IT IS A SONG Sh0rty [S....: Whatever. I dont care to keep arguing with stupidity. Later ->Sh0rty [S....: NO ONE SAID THAT YOU WERE >>YOU CAN WRITE HOW U LIKE AND I WILL WRITE HOW I WILL >>ILIKE IT OR NOT I ONLY USE CAPS Sh0rty [S .: Well, I just explained to you, Im not ILLITERATE and can read without the caps. ->Sh0rty [S .: I ALWAYS WRITE IN CAPS >>NO ON ELSE COMPLAINS Sh0rty [S .: WHAT IS UP WITH THE CAPS LOCK? Honestly, theres no need to get pissed, I can read. Im not illiterate. ->Sh0rty [S .: WELL MIKE SAID I CAN SO I WILL MINES ARE ALWAYS SONGS SO AS I SAID U NEEDNT LISTEN TO IT Sh0rty [S .: point*** grr Sh0rty [S .: points** Sh0rty [S .: Well of course you can post songs but the poi

For My Kid
Hey this aint about no contest or anything. But check this out my youngest daughter is in the hospitial. She has had problem since birth ( a long story) shes missin 2% of the left side of her brain. Nobody knows about this cause I dont talk about it. But shes been having sesiours since last night. And I would like all my freinds to pray for her for me. Ive done lots of favors for all of you please do this for me. Thats all I need thank you for your time. God Bless you all Randy (redneckcdb)

Stiches Gone, But...
... but what you do with what you feel inside? André was my friend from like 2 years now, he's from germany... i met him in my last trip to switzerland and you know what? he came to buenos aires, like 1 month ago, and he didn't tell me.... he's still here, he's living with a girl and her family now, for sometime.... he didn't tell me he had an online gf either and this is the one he's visiting now, and he came here for her i found this out like 1 week ago, when i came back from hospital... what a cool surprise huh?! today i talked to him again in msn, and i told him he can come tomorrow to my house, and he said no because the girl is at home with him. he wanted to meet me near to my job a day in the week (that's far from her house)... i guess because he doesn't want her to know he's going to meet me it make me feel very upset... he wasn't going to tell me either he was here, and he's so near to my house!! like 30 mins away!!! he only told me because he's not happy with

Goodbye, Bigshow
Just got home from Seans wake and I feel like writing about it, so here goes. First of all, I got lost for an hour, fuck New Jersey, nuff said. I got to the funeral parlor and it was packed. A friend of ours grabs me outside and asks if I'd been in yet. Told him no and he said to get ready because they did a pretty bad make-up job. Someone always says that, and besides....what the hell, the guys freakin dead, I'm sure he'd have said something if he could've! I go inside and see two of my best friends. These guys, Sean, me and another friend that couldn't make it are inseparable. We are as close as 5 men could be without performing unatural acts on each other. They'd already been up to the casket and they told me they'd come up with me. They know I knew Sean the longest and maybe they sensed what might happen. We get on line and move our way up to the front. I kneel down and look at him and think, "Damn...they did do a pretty crappy make-up job...." and laugh a little bit.

Poetry
Okay so I use to be really big on making poems not so much anymore but I think I'm going to start getting back into making them , partially just for the hell of it and partially to relax myself so here's the first poem in which may go on to be a continuous daily thing.. maybe... Untitled How long shall I sigh As confusion clouds mine eye Who to be, what to do Has the nation told you true Seems to only lead you wrong To follow the same drummers song Never knowing where you belong Gather faith in yourself, hold it dear Love the ones that you hold near Challenge yourself with each waking day Have your colors show in vast array For who shall love you more than yourself Confidence is the greatest wealth So smile on and hold your head high Give yourself these wings and make them fly

Damn It!
man...so i'm sitting here at 3 in the morning...super sick...watching the news... this world is seriously...horrible. so...these caregivers in LA were arrested for beating a couple of mentally disabled men. they filmed it on a cell phone... the caregivers...yeah..."caregivers"...had these 2 men in the bathroom...and they blocked the exit. they repeatedly hit the poor souls...while they screamed and cried. 38 year old men...with the mentality of 2 year olds. think of a 2 year old...and how absolutely frightened he/she would be while being hit repeatedly in the face. just wondering what they did wrong...what they did to deserve this. it just...makes my tummy even more upset... and then of course...the mention of global warming...always creeping upon us. and the horrible air quality in central california...where i live. also, kids are drinking hand sanitizers now...to get drunk... and they explain it thoroughly on the news...just in case a few teenagers didnt realize they

Fun Facts...
Ok, so I did this mumm called Fun Facts. It was so well received that I did it TWICE! Well the only problem with mumms is that they go away so quickly you know? So King Nothing decided to start a blog version of this! *It's really simple, you write down facts about yourself, from the mundane, to the funny, to the weird, etc, etc, and post it as a blog. I do NOT want comments on this blog ok? The ONLY comments I would like to see here are links to the blogs where you do this at! That way if one of my friends would like to be a friend of yours, they can learn a lil something about you. And this will be a fun way to learn more about your friends!* Thanks, King. So here goes... -I drive a minivan and I don't care who knows it. It gets really great gas mileage and I can fit 8 people in it, so that's enough for me. -When I was a child, my dad drank alot and fought with my mom while I hid in my room with the TV on full blast so I couldn't hear the yelling. -My childhood depressed m

You Ever Wonder?
Some people really believe in Karma, a sort of cosmic balancing act. I do - I don't know why, maybe I just want to believe that you get out of life what you put into it. Or maybe I want to believe that the assholes that make life miserable are gonna get theirs someday. I'm having a week that makes me believe that I am really on the wrong side of karma. 1) I am sick..I've been sick, it's one of those "cough your lungs out until you either feel like you are going to pass out or throw up. I need to go to the Dr. but things keep getting in the way. 2) The heater died. I rent, thank GOD. The heating guy came yesterday at 3pm (I had been without heat for almost 24 hours at that point.) It was the first day of snow here and only 32 outside. By the time he got here it was 50 degrees in the house (thus the parka in my picture.) He messed with it a bit - apparently the motor is not functioning properly. He was able to get it started by manually spinning it. He told me he didn

Enough Already!!!!!!!! :) My Rant!!! W/ Updates
One of the reason I came to CherryTap and left other social networks was that the average age of the user was much older and hopefully more mature. Was I wrong on the maturity thing? ITEM #1 All these fucking blogs about: ????? is fake. Then you have the so called victim doing hours of research trying to prove that ????? is a fake. Oh, enough with the crap already. AH, so ????? tricked you and you fell for this person. Now you got hurt. Yeah, it sucks, but get the fuck over it and start living your life instead of trying to be PI GetaLife. I get emails daily from supposed drop dead gorgeous 20 something year old females trying to become my friends etc.... It is not too hard to recognize. When I get an email from some user with a hot pic wearing barely nothing who claims to be in the 20-25 year old age range, then a red light comes on in the head of this bald 41 year old male. As much as would like to believe that this chicks want to jump my bones and be my girl