i catch myself here lately wishin i was back in iraq. even though when i was there last time i was lookin for ied's. my unit was good at it. i dont know if its cuz of not bein around my friends, but i just feel like i should be there.
lets face it, i dont have anyone to worry about me besides family. they understand why i do this stuff. even then they dont need to worry, cuz i have 3 sisters and 2 brothers so if i buy it over there im not the only son they will lose.
i got my wish of comin to texas, but its not the same as before. hell i dont even know why i get online anymore. most the people i have started talkin to dont even talk to me anymore. maybe its the way i come on too strong. maybe its cuz i have a few faults, the biggest one is im too nice. maybe i should go back to bein mean again. is that what women like an asshole. i mean come on dont mistake my kindness for a weakness.
i dont know, maybe its nothin. maybe its everything. i do have a bad habit of pissing off people. i can do it and not know it. oh well thats life right. anyway enough of me borin the shit out of you all.