Working as a Police Officer for the many years that I have I have seen the worst that man can dish out to his fellow human beings. I have been punched, kicked, spit on and had some down right brutal fights. I have investigated minor fenderbenders to Fatality accidents. Tha hardest thing in the world for me to deal with or be involved in is the death of a child.
This morning at 7:20 am I was advised that a 2 day old child had passed away. The saddest part is the child had large amounts of Methamphetamine and crack cocaine in his system. CID investigators spent all night last night trying to sort out the whys and the hows.
Long story short another child became a victim of a mother who didn't give a flying shit anout anything but her next high. They arrested the stupid cow and she just didn't understand why they were giving her such a hard time. She will subsuquently be charger with murder and she will hire some bottom feeding fuck of a defence attorney that wil cut her a deal and keep her out of jail. Sad thing is there is another innocent life lost at the hands of someone that was supposed to love and protect them.
I know that the leagal system is flawed at best and that we try as hard as we can to do the best with what we got, but when an adult can so calmly say that they DIDN'T KNOW, or COULDN'T CONTROL THEMSELVES, or IT THE DRUGS, I just want to fucking scream.
I would love to see some good old bible justice (or BIKER justice) come to our little spot of heaven. EYE FOR AN EYE works for me baby. I will prolly be thnking of this for the remainder of the HAPPY HOLIDAY SEASON.
My best friend catz posted a blog of another baby being killed by another shmuck. Please vist catz's and read her blog...you will never feel the same again.
To end this rant I will say to all who read this. If you have kids hug them and tell them you love them. If you are thinking about starting a family, remeber, YOU are the one who will make them happy, so if your miserable they will be to (Then don't have kids). If you need help get it and stop blaming everything but yourself for the problems you face.
I love my kids and I truely and deeply love my wife. I am a very happy man and it shows when you look in my eyes. Those of you who have met me know this. I wish everyone a very Merry Christmas and a Wonderful New Year. For those innocents that will never know how much they could have been love, I love you even tho I don't know you...
Peace
