Fubar Blog Posts 4

Kids, Goddess Bless Them!
Wasn't sure where to put this exactly! It is kind of a rant, I guess. We'll see! Not exactly a meltdown either, lol! My crying for the day is over!! Dear grandson Tim, who you will recall got into a little trouble regarding being in the wrong place at the wrong time with the wrong stuff in his pocket, is on his blessed way to the Juvenile Detention Center in beautiful downtown LaCrosse, accompanied by two large members of Monroe County Sheriffs Department!! Yes, he had been subpoenaed to testify against the fellow whose house was raided. Seems good old Tim tried to say he lied about where he got the goods and quickly got himself into more hot water! To make this short, my tough guy refused to tell the judge, under oath mind you, who he got the goods from. Absolutely, resolutely refused to tell! Can we say "Contempt of Court"?????? He will now sit in JDC until Monday when court reconvenes. He says he will now tell the judge who he got the "herb" from - we'll see! The judge was

Useless Information, Or Fun Facts...lol.
AIGHT, SO KING NOTHING HAS PROMPTED ME TO DO THIS. MORRIGAN MAD RESPECT FOR THINKING IT UP IN THE FIRST PLACE. GOING TO WRITE THIS, GIMME FEED BACK, BUT AS YOU CAN SEE IT WILL PROLLY GO UNAPPRECIATED. TAKE THE TIME TO DO IT YOURSELF. HERE GOES. -I AM ONLY INTERESTING IN SHORT BURSTS. ANYONE WHO TALKS TO ME FOR MORE THEN HALF AN HOUR CAN VOUCH FOR THAT. -I TYPE IN CAPS TO PISS PEOPLE OFF, PERIOD. -I AM COLOR BLIND, BUT AM ALWAYS CHALLENGED BY PEOPLE FOR IT, AND GOD FORBID I GUESS A COLOR RIGHT. -I AM THE WORST DIABETIC EVER, SORRY DON'T THINK OF THE FUTURE THAT MUCH. -I AM ADDICTED TO CIGARETTES, NOTHING MORE. A DAY WITHOUT HAVING A SMOKE, IS A DAY A WALL GETS A HOLE IN IT. -I HAVE A FEW GOOD FRIENDS, BUT NO BEST FRIENDS. I CONSIDER MYSELF A FIFTH IN THE FRIENDSHIP WHEEL. -I OWN 73 T-SHIRTS, 2 PAIRS OF PANTS, 32 PAIRS OF BOXER SHORTS, 15 PAIR OF PAJAMA PANTS, AND OVER A HUNDRED PAIRS OF SOCKS. -I PROLLY HAVE MORE BODY CLEANING PRODUCTS IN MY BATHROOM THEN MOST FEMALES I KNOW,

Lonely
So I was thinking, Its weird how you can have everyone around you, And still feel so alone and lost, Even when people say their there for you..No one really can be..Everyone is alone to a point....But I guess thats just apart of life.

The Biker
THE BIKER When you see us moving past you quickly: Don't take offense or think we're trying to "show off". Ninety five percent of the time, we're trying to get out of your blind spot or taking ourselves out of a potential dangerous situation that has evolved around us. Distancing ourselves from you does not mean we want to race, but that we're giving ourselves the edge we need at the moment. When you hear our horn: Don't take offense or think we're trying to aggravate you. All we're doing is letting you know where we are in relation to you on the road, and we're more than likely aware of your inattentiveness to us while you're talking on a cell phone, eating, reading or involved in some other distracting aspect to your driving. It's important to us, and you, that you know we're there. When you hear our loud pipes: Don't become angry and hostile toward us. Yes, some are quite loud, but for some, there's a purpose behind being loud. It's about letting you know we're clos

Hmm.
I haven't really been blogging here, or anywhere for that matter. Ordinarily I use it as a tool to help me understand the thoughts going in my head. I've noticed a very important difference in how men and women communicate and/or blog. Men, generally, don't speak, don't ramble, until they have their thoughts straight. I guess it's more internal for them. If they blog, there is most assuredly a POINT. Even when you argue with a man, it seems like, they withhold conversation until it's clear to them what they want to say. I know that sometimes I will start talking, or writing, or fighting, when I'm not even sure what my position on something is. The longer I write the more clearly I see things. It's a method. From there, I talk it out to myself, or whoever I'm fighting with, and at the end I arrive at the destination having used a lot more words and thoughts than any man I'm talking to ordinarily does. I think this is why women feel we're more "emotional" and men think we "ramble". Case

Don't Hate
Hate is a word I just can't stand To me hate is like wishing death on another man You should never hate someone for who they are You can hate the whole world but it wont get you far Hate is something anyone can do Lots have hated me, I hope no one hates you Hate is something that can be carried though life Hate can make a wife kill her husband or husband kill a wife I was hated before for just walking down the street At 8,they call me the N word and threw pizza crust at me I would never hate because the color of someone's skin I don't care if you're white, black, or we can still be friends God loves us all so why should we hate Hate wont get in heaven's gates. Damon Latrell Taylor

I Have Been Attacked
Sometime this am my account was attacked by a level 3 named Scott and Jami ( please see the 'my alerts' section.) This person left vile comments on my photos, which I have since deleted, and several comments on a mumm from yesterday, which has been deleted. Apparently as a result, I am now banned from making mumms. This person reported ( I suspect) and had deleted a mumm I made on a Turk, one of your members, praying that all of our children die by terrorism. Please check ALL of my photos, past mumms, and blogs...you will find NOTHING that is NSFW. Why am I blocked from making mumms? Do you not personally check out a complaint, or do you just automatically take a person at their word? DO you ban from one complaint, or must there be at least three or so? When can I expect to be able to write mumms again...and exactly WHAT have I done wrong? At what can I do about this attack? Please note; I have made this into a blog..I want ALL of my friends to see this.

Sexiest Eyes Contest
Ok ladies I need your pics for the sexiest female eyes on ct. I am not sure when I am going to start it but it will be this week if there is enough interest. The winner will get a 3 day cherry Blast from me. Comment bombing will be welcome and you can vote for yourself. I don't want any drama on this contest so if I catch you rating others pics a 1 or doing anything underhanded I will delete you from the contest This will be for fun, so lets keep it that way. If it is close within 5 votes I will give the 2nd place person a gift I am just not sure what But it will be over 500 cherry bucks. Let me know what you think or if you want in and I will rip your pic. Thanks Scotty PS Filling up fast so get your info to me right away.

Story Teaser
As a teaser of the story I am going to submit here is the first few paragraphs which is setting the story into action. I hope you like the way it starts. It is another attempt to view such as scene from male perspective. I put myself into the place of the female in the story as I have always had a fantasy of group sex. Let me know what you think of the beginning please. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ First Class by Ms. Cleavage Copyright 2007 I just sat down in my assigned seat in first class and opened the latest issue of NEWSWEEK and began to read a story about Terrorism in Iraq and suddenly - you walked through the entrance to first class. There was a certain air about you as you entered. Every male in the passenger area was looking at you. You took the moment and demanded the attention, not intentionally, but your presence showed how secure you are with your personal image and your sexuality. You wore a white silk blouse and a black ple

I Can't Believe This.
It's broutle when you think your pregnate, but your not for sure. Yeah, your stomachs growing, but you think it's just because your getting fat. Your not ready for a child. Your not ready to bring a baby in the world when you was ready to take yourself out. . . . The baby's going to be a bastard, because the father was a prick and decided to leave. It hurts so bad, becuase you grew up without a father and you remember the life you lived. . . . .Always thinkin' it was your fault that he left. No matter how much your mother told you it wasn't. But this time it's really not the kids fault why the daddy left. The daddy left because you cought him in lies, cheating on his girlfriend with you. { Last bulliten I posted explains that. } The baby's dad doesn't even know, but your scared to tell him. Scared that he will just walk away and not want anything to do with him Or he will deny the kid even though you know it's his, because he's the only man you've been with. It's going to b

One More Year
Its my birthday soon and I am a big fat bored old person and I don't like it. Whinge whinge whinge etc must cheer myself up So...what should I be doing? Choices choices a. Get drunk as a skunk b. Buy myself a treat c. Get a new job d. Get laid by a 21 year old e. Get fit f. etc etc Help?

Making That Journey
Making that journey to Oklahoma to say my final goodbyes to Grandma. It isn't going to be easy. Thank you so much to all of you who have left your kind thoughts and words. It has meant VERY much to me! I will not be back in Texas until Wednesday evening so I will try to see ya'll then! Until then leave me comments and messages if you wish! Hugs, Stefani

The Pain Of A Dear Friend
the pain that you feel, but cant touch. a pain you know of, but cant explain a pain so feirce you go insane the unknown pain that clutches your heart and burns in your soul the pain in your life to strong to carry on the unknown pain that clouds your mind and devours your every thought the pain of broken promises broken dreams the pain thats unheard of the pain that's not seen I feel your pain The pain in losing someone so close to us, The pain in losing someone so dear to us Knowing that they were just right here with us I feel your pain. We never really say good-bye Just I’ll see you home some day soon. The pain to us that any time or any day that Any time or any day that our love ones do not have long to stay I feel your pain the pain in knowing this has Happened to you. The pain in knowing what more tears we have gained. But through all this I feel your pain a dear friend came to the raven for his gift his help so much pain so deep the pain burni

Me Myself And I After Thinking Alot....
u know i have always wondered what was good enough....apparently peoples expectations are extremely high...in fact to high for me....the drama and bullshit i face on a daily basis is enough to make me want to take a hammer to my head...u know i have this new outlook on life...people are fuckin perverted assholes who just dont understand the word no...i sware its a hard concept to get but life sucks like that and im the one that has to put up with it on a daily basis.... i have learned a few things over the past few weeks...i know who my true friends.... those are the people that have a normal conversation with me on a daily basis...those are the ones that take the time to care and ask me how my day was..they are the ones who could care less what i look like naked or want to just talked about sex...they are the ones who care about me as a person...thats all im asking for....is a lil respect.... respect from the pervs who are on this site to see boobs and ass....grow the fuck up and r

To Those It May Consern And Nsfw
dont ask to be added to my family so you can see my secret NSFW album. if i want you in my family i will fucking put you there. i am not on here to parade my naked ass for poor horny lonely men that cant find a date in the real world. i am on here to have fun and make new friends. and i am certainly not here to play amiture porn over web cam for your entertainment. just because i get payed to talk dirty over the phone, dont assume i am going to do it to you for free. if you dont want to have a least one real convo with me you should delete me now cus sooner or later i will delete you. i dont want your drama or your disrespect and chanses are good that i dont want your dick or your filthy mouth. i have absolutly no problem getting layed here in real life and to be completly honest creepy internet stalkers just dont do it for me... so in conclusion if you come at me with something along the lines of "hey baby wanna cam?" or "hey what cha got in that family album? can i see? add me add me

Heart Breaking
she cries to go home with her mommy so does baby brother soso sad only to know you cant stop the heart ache of there pain because someone falsely lied and took that right away them sad little tears and missing there sweet face and smile so much you cry everyday and it hurets so bad inside and to think of the pain they are going through only to not beable to fix it in time is all you can say only able to wipe there tears away and hope theyll be ok as they walk out the door til the next 1 and only time in a week you have a hour with them feeling so lost and so mad and all you can do is whats best for them so they can come back and to hold them just one more tijme as they sleep and to go fun outtings a such as we do it is so so hard thyats why this is so heart breaking because i cant fix it right now and it is so hard

Tomorrow Is The Big Day!
Tomorrow at 10:30 am I am having the surgery finally to have the lumps that they found in my neck a month ago..the dr felt it was important to wait and see if they were still here in a month, well guess what they are still present! Again I am frightened and worried as to what they will find upon examining them closer! oh well such is life! Wish me luck tomorrow! Love you guys, as soon as I get home I will let ya know how it all went!

Rules
The Guys' Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down FINALLY, THE GUYS' SIDE OF THE STORY. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear "the rules" FROM THE FEMALE SIDE. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon OR THE CHANGING OF THE TIDES. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a probl

Where Has The Iceman Been????
Well, for all of you who know me and know about my personal life will know what I am talking about. Well, in the past seven days I received a call that my ex-fiancé needed for me to come and rescue her and her daughter from an abusive man! So, I came running and I retrieved what should have been my step-daughter and she came to spend the night with my children and I and we all went sledding with the four wheeler. Then two days later, my ex-fiancé calls and informs me that she was abused once again and her and her daughter wanted to come and stay for a few days while the dust settles. She offered to leave the Exotic Dancing industry and finally be the wife that I have so much desired. So, for almost a week now, she and her daughter have been here and we are moving them in on a permanent basis this upcoming weekend. I know that my love for her is true, I have my doubts about hers for me, but I also know that my love for her daughter is never ending and she is like my own! Well, we

Points Blah Obsessed Blah People
HI there :P Happy Hour...what a way to make people even more points obsessed. Let me tell ya something. When I joined her. You got 10 points to rate a profile and 5 points for comments :P Ya still don't get that even with this happy hour crap. Why ami writing this? noone reads my blog . But its my blog so I can bitch and moan. Another thing is some of the people on here are so fake. Suck up to guys and women for points and its just sad. Comments. I used to comment everyone of my friends once a week. Know how many I got back? Out of 3000? maybe 5. Screw that. Anyhow if your here for points...DELETE me. I know that game and its tired :P Feel free to bitch here. Its gonna be that sort of day!

Family???
I use my family to keep in touch with people that like to banter on the comments, etc. I removed someone from my family that NEVER commented on my profile...fornicates. Boy did she get pissed off...WTF should I do? Block her? DONE! Sorry if I upset people by taking them off my family...it is limited to 50 people and I want to keep in touch with them. Is this wrong of me? BD

Are You My Love
Are you my love, that I wait for on the morn. Are you my love, if you leave my heart torn. Are you my love, when I call out at night. Are you my love, since you completely fill my sight. Are you my love, when I see you in my dreams. Are you my love, that dances with moonbeams. Are you my love, when I'm down and feeling blue. Are you my love, after I say that I Love You

To My Father
Hi Dad. I miss you. I know I never really met you. I didn't even know your name until I was 14 and the psychotic foster parent that I had shoved an obituary with out a picture under my nose and said, "This was your dad, he's dead." I understand that you were married and had other kids when you started the affair with my mother. I understand how you couldn't be a major part of my life because of the other family. My foster parent told me that you stopped by the house once when I was still a baby and wanted to see me and she turned you away. I'm sorry. Were you at the hospital when I was born? Did you ever get a chance to hold me. I hope so. I'm doing ok for myself. I got a good job as an Info Tech at a local college and make good money. Im soon eleigible to purchase a block of time to add to my seniority and it will allow me to retire in 10 years. You have 3 grandchildren from me. My son, Kevin, Jr has moved out and lives with his mom in Texas. He has R

Emmjay.
okay. this is the beginning of my whoring attempts. this is MJ. shes the shiznitty! everytime YOU , yes YOU read this, go give emmjay some lovin in the form of cherry points. thank you and have a nice day. MJ™ [one♥love] °S.S.S°@ CherryTAP

Pre Vd Creme
It does not matter If you have it Or if you are Involved In a life long Search If you find it You’ll grab it But be sure To coddle Do not grasp it By it’s throat I have heard It’s all you need And life’s Greatest joy Just keep faith In you And let your Heart keep beating As loud As you pray For love Is the only thing That works To keep The demons Away

Watch Out!! S&s Is Pissed Off!!
I received an email today from someone a tad upset that i leveled over them, when they joined CT first. How many times can you call someone an attention whore in one email. Well she managed 7x in the one sent to me. Im sorry but OMFG how petty is that?? I had never even met this person until i joined Cherrytap in the first place. So here is my rant, If you want to level up here you HAVE TO work for it!! I visit ppl in the online user bar, leaving 10's and words of hello. NOT asking for anything in return. When ppl rate me or my pics i go and do the same with them. Its only fair. I have posted a few blasts, which is self promotion and in all honesty alot of fun! I fill up my stash and i have GREAT friends who take time to rate it. When my friends are close to leveling i do ANYTHING i can to help them. I have amazing friends like Spazz who bought me a VIC membership. Which has upped my points a bit. I blog when something hits me and ppl rate that. THIS IS HOW I LEVEL. If you

A Sweet Story About Frogs
FROGS Once upon a time there was a bunch of tiny frogs.... who arranged a running competition. The goal was to reach the top of a very high tower. A big crowd had gathered around the tower to see the race and cheer on the contestants.... The race began.... Honestly: No one in crowd really believed that the tiny frogs would reach the top of the tower. You heard statements such as: "Oh, WAY too difficult!!" "They will NEVER make it to the top." or: "Not a chance that they will succeed. The tower is too high!" The tiny frogs began collapsing. One by one.... Except for those, who in a fresh tempo, were climbing higher and higher.... The crowd continued to yell, "It is too difficult!!! No one will make it!" More tiny frogs got tired and gave up.... But ONE continued higher and higher and higher.... This one wouldn't give up! At the end everyone else had given up climbing the tower. Except for the one tiny frog who, after

Woo Hoo Im Still Single....not It Sucks!!!
Alas another day goes by and another day of being single. It sucks!!! I use to think single people are the luckest people in the world, we arent. Just a constant reminder that i go to bed alone, wake up alone, return home, u guessed it alone. Sure I get hey ur cute, or ur nice from time to time. But thats about the extent of it. Someone once told me that God has a person in mind for everyone. Um ok, where is she? Where can I find her? and why do I have to wait? So you married people and couples since a little jealousy in this blog? Good, cause Im fucking jealous as can be! I want what u have for me, and as I must be patient I understand, but damn, patience doesn't make a persons heart happy, patience doesn't kiss u, hug u, talk to u, cuddle with u. Hell even my old friend mister lonely doesn't do that shit 4 me. Most women once they find im a father its like, oh hey well ur nice but eh u got kids. Well excuse me, Im sorry Im a loving father for my girls, you dont care to get to know m

From Bad To Worse...
If people don't think things can ever get worse than what they normally are...then they are just trying to fool themselves. I was just starting to get back off of my depression of what would have been my son's second birthday when something personal kinda slammed me real hard. Now this! I had to take to go check on my sixty plus year old dad Monday. He was taken to the ER here because he could breath right and wasn't able to walk. Doctor told me that it was Congested Heart Failure and fluid on his legs. Easy to treat. They took him to Dothan AL to get some more work done and some more test. Now, I get a phone call from him while he is balling his eyes out. He informs me that they are cutting his legs off. Apparently, he developed problems with his feet and decided not to tell me. Now it has went past the point of no return. Now, who was the fucking idiot that said life was grand?!

The Art Of Sucking Dick
THE ART OF SUCKING DICK 1. DON’T RUSH STR8 INTO SUCKING THE DICK. TAKE YOUR TIME START BY CARESSING AND KISSING YOUR MAN. START WITH HIS LIPS, THEN MOVE DOWN TO HIS CHEST FURTHER DOWN TO HIS BELLY LICK AROUND HIS NAVEL AND MASSAGE HIS DICK AT THE SAME TIME. 2. KISS AROUND THE BASE OF HIS DICK LICK THE SIDES A FEW TIMES THEN GENTLY BLOW ON THE HEAD. TEASE HIM A BIT MAKE HIM YEARN FOR YOU. WHEN HIS BREATHING BECOMES ERRATIC THEN YOU KNOW HE’S READY TO FEEL YOUR WARM WET MOUTH WRAPPED AROUND HIS DICK, 3. PUT THE TIP OF YOUR TONGUE ON THE TIP OF HIS DICK AND LICK IT JUST TO START SOME FRICTION 4. SLOWLY START SUCKING IT IN…. THE JAWS ARE IMPORTANT 5. SUCK 6. AS YOU SUCK CONTINUE TO KEEP THE RIPPLE AFFECT IN MOTION WRAP YOUR TONGUE AROUND THE TIP OF THE DICK AND START PULLING 7. START SUCKING AGAIN AND WHEN YOU FEEL HIM TENSE UP LIKE HE ABOUT TO HAVE A STROKE MAKE THOSE JAWS SUCK LIKE A VACUM UNTIL HE SKEET SKEET SKEET ALL OVA THE PLACE 8. MAKE SLURPING NOISES THE

The Weekend Is Upon Us
Yes its here the weekend, a time of fun and frolics. So I hope all you NAUGHTY NAUGHTY Cherry Tappers have a shit load of fun, keep safe be naughty, and make sure you let me know how it went. Littel Minx's The Bow AKA The Naughty Fecking Brit xxxx

A Tribute To My Best Friend....
Today is gonna be the hardest day I've had in a very long time. Because today I have to say goodbye to my best friend. The one who has been there as my constant and most devoted companion for the past 3 years, who licks away my tears, talks to me incessantly (about what im not sure), who makes me laugh, greets me when i leave even for 15 mins like I have been gone for 10 years, cuddles with me in bed, doesnt care if im fat, or have makeup on, or generally look like shit. The one who somehow knows when i dont feel well or when im sad and stays close to my side like a shadow of myself. The one and only being in the world that I know truly loves me for who I am and doesnt ask for anything more than to be fed, and play fetch with a stick and have his ass scratched on a regular basis. As I sit here in tears, pondering my life over the past year and how difficult some of the things were, the surgeries, the problem solving, the one constant that has been with me through all my troubles

A Letter For Dad
Dear Dad, It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Mom and you. I've been finding real passion with Joan and she is so nice. I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercing, tattoos, her tight Motorcycle clothes and because she is so much older than I am. But it's not only the passion, Dad, she's pregnant. Joan said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Joan has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone. We'll be growing it for us and trading it with the other people in the commune for all the cocaine and ecstasy we want. In the meantime, we'll pray that science will find a cure for AIDS so Joan can get better; she sure deserves it!! Don't worry Dad, I'm 15 years old now and I know how to take care of myself

Yo Mzmic
THIS IS QUITE FUNNY I GET A CHERRY MAIL SAYING SOMEONE BOUGHT ME A LONG ISLAND ICE TEA WELL GUESS WHAT I HATE SISSY DRINKS AND I AINT TO FOND OF THE PERSON WHO SENT IT AFTER ALL THE SHIT HER AND HER SO AND SO GAVE ME OVER A CONTEST SHE FUCKING WON ANYWAY AND THAN SENT ME A LIST OF 20 PEOPLE TO SPLIT THE PRIZES WITH TALK ABOUT BULL SHIT AND YET SHE COMPLAINS CAUSE SHE MISUNDERSTOOD THE TAGS THAT WERE MADE AND GUESS WHAT I DIDN'T MAKE THEM AND THE TAGS WERE PERFECT TOO THEY LOOKED GREAT MANIACAL BLISS MADE THEM AND DID A KICKING JOB AS ALWAYS SHES ONE OF THE BEST TAGGERS ON HERE AINT NO DENYING THAT SO ANYWAY TO CUT THIS STORY SHORT HERES WHAT I GOT AND MY REPLY IS RIGHT BELOW IT AFTER ALL THE HARRASEMENT I RECEIVED FROM HER AND HER LOYAL BAND OF PUDDING HEADS AND MESSING WITH MY SISTER CAUSE SHE WAS AT THE HOSPITAL WITH OUR DYING AUNT AND DIDN'T PIMP U OUT AND YOU STILL WON YEA THOSE WERE THE DAYS LEVEL 1'S WITH NO FACES COULD VOTE YEA SO MUCH FOR YOUR CREDIBILITY MY SISTERS GOT BET

Things That Drive Me Crazy, A Work In Progress
Things that drive me crazy: 1. Long toe nails 2. Fuckers that drive with their turn signal blinking for miles. 3. When a couple at a restaurant sits next to each other in a booth. 4. When girls wear too small shoes and their toes hang off and curl over the front in a kung fu grip. 5. precious moments figurines. 6. Tough guys that bump chests and high five each other in public. 7. Spit in the corner of someones mouth. 8. Chewing with your mouth open. 9. Teva sandals. 10. Black socks & white sneakers. 11. When people add R's to words where the don't belong like "idear" and "liberry" 12. Those corny t-shirts that girls wear that say princess or spoiled. Get over yourself. 14. Vera Bradley pocketbooks. They are fugly. 15. The guy with the question mark suit in that infomercial. 16. When guys try to get your attention and make that fucking "Pssst !" noise. 17. the phrase "party like a rockstar". We get it. You are "crazy". Just stop. fuck

Experiment
A friend and I are discussing the attention an account gets with the right primary pic. Lets find out if his theory is true! Does the profile get more attention with more cleavage? Does "rate/fan me" make a huge difference? Who knows, we will see....:)

Nothin To Fear.
there's nothin to fear —- u're as good as the best, as strong as the mightiest, too; u CAN win in every battle or test for there's no one just like u. there's only one u in the world today cos nobody else, u see, can do ur work in as fine a way: u're the ONLY one there'll be! so face the world, and all life is urs to conquer n love n live, and u'll find the happiness that endures in just the measure u give. there's nothin too good for u to possess, nor heights where u cannot go: ur power is more than belief or guess —- it is somethin u have to KNOW. there is nothin to fear —- u can and u will, for u R the invincible u, set ur foot upon the highest hill —- there's NOTHIN u cannot do.

Broken
-I'll be there- *When no one is there for you* *And you think no one cares* *When the whole world walks out on you* *And you think you're alone* *I'll be there* *When the one you care about the most* *Could care less about you* *When the one you gave your heart to* *Throws it in your face* *I'll be there* *When the person you trusted* *Betrays you* *When the person you share all your memories with* *Cant even remember your birthday* *I'll be there* *When all you need is a friend* *To listen to you whine* *When all you need is someone* *To catch your tears* *I'll be there* * When your heart hurts so bad* * You cant even breathe* * When you just want to crawl up and die* *I'll be there* *When you start to cry* *After hearing that sad song* *When the tears just won't* *Stop falling down* *I'll be there* *So you see I'll be there until the end* *This is a promise I can make* *If you ever need me* *Just give me a call and...* *I'll be there...*

Waters Of Lust...
I'm lying there, my skin against the grass, my fingers trailing in the water. I scoop up a handful of the cool liquid and let it trickle into my mouth, The remaining droplets trailing down my throat to find sanctuary within my breasts. The sensation of being touched……..the feeling of being caressed. My eyelids close softly as my fingers play lightly with the moisture there My mind drifts to thoughts of another touching….another hand The nipples of my breast begin to respond….to pucker as the air Kisses them softly with such tender care……. Another scoop of water …. let it find a path of it's own…. Rippling across my stomach muscles… finding a home, Swirling around to the indention made when I was born. A soft sigh escapes my lips as I yearn for something more. A sharp intake of breath, as cold water makes it's way down 'tween my thighs My legs slowly part to allow it access to my full, pouting lips, Flowing 'tween them to my tiny pearl…. a bud that has been asleep M

Literotica Story Is Pending
I just checked with www.literotica.com and in my profile there it states that my first story FIRST CLASS is pending and is waiting for approval. When it has been posted for all to see I will let you know so that if any of you wish to go there and vote for the story you may. I will send you the link for the story when it is up and ready for viewing and voting. First Class Five men have their way with a woman at 36,000 feet. x.xx 0 0 Group Sex (English) Awaiting Approval pending Public Comments: 0 Voting Status Yes No Public Comment Board: Yes No

Sweet Savage Taste
My body aches for your gentle touch Begging for your caress A passionate desire welling up within To put my limits to the test. Pleading for travel to ecstasy Passing through doors unknown Reaching for heights of heated passion That never before I've been shown. Whisper to me those thoughts in your mind Those that are kept deep inside Tell me those thoughts you've shared with no other All of your longings confide. With your sweet lips, set me on fire With the touch of your hand make me melt - With that burning desire within you Make me feel things that I've never felt. Feed off of me for your hunger Drain me of all of my strength Tease me... caress me... set me on fire With your kisses, your passion, your strength. Stroke with your hands my body And touch that body with yours, Guide me to all of those places unknown Open for me all those doors. My body above you will tremble Whispered moans will be heard in your ear My tongue it will tr

To All On My Friends List
I just wanted to take a little time to thank you all. I appreciate every single soul on that list. Your ratings and especially comments mean alot to me. I haven't been on here very long at all, but I already love this place. I hope and wish the best for every one of you. You all are awesome! See you guys around the Tap. To my wife, Dani: I LOVE YOU.......always. - Chandler

Pleasing You....lover
Thinking how sweet it would be to touch you. Slowly caressing you inch by inch and feeling your desire as it builds. You awaken to my touch, and are aroused by me. It is a powerful thing to know I have caused this. I want you inside me but I want to please you above all else. I inch my way down... your chest and to your belly kissing you slowly as I place my hand on your dick. Slowly I tease you, letting my fingers lightly touch you, up and down the length of your shaft. You are almost hard as I firmly take your balls in my hand and begin to rub them. I hear you moan, I know I am pleasing you...my touch is arousing you. I am dying to taste you. To have your cock in my mouth, to love you with my tongue. This desire is overwhelming I cannot wait any longer. My kisses trail down your abdomen in search of what I am after. Impatient the kisses become as my need for you increases. You inhale sharply... My mouth is just above you now...hovering just to tease you...my tongue is read

I Hate Boyfriends.
They steal my friends away from me. I have not hung out with my best friend since she got her new boyfriend. Yes, she is a busy woman but, apparently not busy enough to hang out with that guy every ngiht =[ I would never stop seeing my friends over a boy. They will always be there. He will not. I will still be here when he is gone. I guess I just have to wait till then to see my best friend. Sigh

Damn...
Today sucks...everyone in my house is sick with a cold. Moon-fire...Me...My aunt and cousin...it blows. My eyes a watery cause I cant sneeze and when I do it feels like water is coming out my nose. We all feel like shit. Vamp

No Longer See Or Breathe
We lay on my bed staring at the ceiling, I close my eyes, listening to you breathing, I open my eyes to find you now sleeping, A smile creeps on my face, while I slip into a dream, I wrap my arms around you, This is how I want to be. Please stay with me until We can no longer see or breathe, All I need is for you to love me. I want to see what life can be, Even if we must cross the sea. The light begins to fade While we lay on the bed I made. We talk about anything While my fingers begin to play. I run them across your skin And with each sound you make I grin. I torture you to make you laugh And you try to tackle me. I allow you to disable me, We start laughing like crazy. You look down and kiss my mouth. This is how I want us to be. We can no longer see or breathe. All I need is for you to love me. I want to see what life can be Even if we must cross the sea. The moon is shining bright, It’s very cold tonight. You hold on to me, All I need is for you to

The Decline Of Western Civilization
Yesterday was our annual bus trip up to Greektown. For those not in the know, Greektown is a small section of Detroit, complete with Greek restaurants, a gift shop, and casino. I look forward to going there every year, because I love good Greek food, and the bakery across the street from the casino (Astoria Bakery) is TO DIE FOR! However, the bus trip there and back is enough to give me second thoughts every time. There is nothing like being locked in a mobile tin can for an hour with 50 obnoxious drunks to make one reevaluate their plans....Mom thinks I'm ignoring her when she tries to talk to me during out trip; in actuality, I've made it a habit to wear ear plugs on the bus ride. The ride up is tolerable, but by 8:00 pm when the crowd is good and sauced up after a day of drinking and gambling, my inner serial killer starts to come out. Mind you, I'm wearing my ear plugs and can hear the radio on the bus as clear as a bell, and I hear bellows from the back of the bus of "TURN

Stick A Fork In Me Cuz I'm Done!
Okay, this is regarding the Sweetheart Contest I was in..see another blog labeled, "My First One" for more insight if you haven't kept up. lol Well my peeps, I finally decided to hang it up. I have to say that I gave it a good run and for my first (and last) contest, I'm not too disappointed in myself. I am a very competitive person but I also possess realism at times (haha) and tonight, the realism is that I can't win at this point. I had off and on took the lead with as much as 4-500 comments at one time but when you stop, they come in with their comment bombers and bomb away (which is the way it works in anything - the sneak attacks...lol). So, when you get back on or wake up and look, you're sitting there in disbelief that you sat at your computer for hours on end only to be behind by hundreds or even thousands. Then, there are the moments when you're on a roll and almost taking the lead and you run out of comments. Oh joy! LOL It was interesting and fun at times but the conte

Anonymous Gift???????
I just received a beautiful gift from someone. It was a dozen roses. They're lovely and they smell wonderful. Guess they're for Valentines Day. I really like 'em! Only thing is.....they were sent anonymously!!! Anybody wanna fess up??? :)

The Dirtier I Am
Since we've moved into this new house, we've only had a cleaning company once. It was Merry Maids. I'm terribly unhappy with their service, as with the majority of corporate companies, they brain wash their employees to a routine. Regardless of what custom needs that I might ask for, I get the same job as the house next door. Our new home is substantially larger than the average single family home. We're shooting movies here, it needs to be big. It's very hard to explain, but since it's built on a mountain side, it's more of a "vertical" structure as opposed to your typical flat surface ground dwelling. So your normal home would be square or rectangular in shape having maybe 1 or 2 floors. This place has 7 landings, not "floors" as you would know in a normal house, but more split level areas with 3 major floors. With having 7 landings, that equates to a lot of stairs. I've cleaned the entire flooring, from level 1 to level 7 today. There are over 115 stairs and 3500+ sqft. of living sp

Okay Lost Count
of how many times I have tried to stop smoking, over the past three weeks I have had bronchitis and chest infections which meant it was really difficult to breathe, Dr told me I had to quit this time cos it will get worse, already on the super duper antibiotics and steroids. So anyway Day one I have the patches again so trying this again, I am determined that this will work this time round although yesterday I didnt want so i had smoked what I had left last night to start without the temptation, So Day One here goes I am just glad the team leader is on holiday, me and him dont get on and things whill be easier to deal with this week.

Temptation
She's flowing through my veins. It ties me down with chains. A slave to a desire, Craving the one that I cant have but I admire. This is not reality. Its all in my mentality. I curse the day when it began, It must be control, it has to end. Where do I go from here. To lose this feeling is my fear. Is this possible, can this be real. wish I had a heart of steel. It would not feel, The painful cuts that need to heal. Of Imperfection, I am a lost From temptation, I must run. Forever I will be, Making a plea. To the heavens in the sky, with a tear on my eye.

Men
Why is it so easy for a guy to turn there feelings off and on like a light switch. Why do they play mine games and play with your heart. Is this normal? At 48, You think i would know better to let my heart rule my head. But no once again i got taken and hurt. It makes you bitter toward all men. I know there are some good ones out there, but where. I guess there is a reason for everything, but why? They say love hurts!!! I will say thru all this i have meant some great people and one great freind and she knows who she is. We have been both used and we both know how it hurts. I m sure that we both will come out stronger but alot more cautious. And we both will find happiness, but its hard to forget. I hope that person gets hurt one day and he will know how it feels to be used. Well valentine day is around the corner, hate that day becomes its for lovers. And after going through all the hell the last 8 yrs, this just topped it off. I hope your reading this and right now i hope you have s

Nsfw
What is considered NSFW (Not Safe For Work)? A photo is deemed NSFW if it is: 1)cleavage shot,no face,nsfw 2)butt shot,with or with out thong or clothes,nsfw 3)any sexual act,nsfw 4)any nudity,male or female,nsfw 5)drugs,of any kind,usage or pics of the drug,nsfw 6)text tags with vulgar or sexual content,nsfw 7)morbid pics,decaputations,and such. A pic of a face,or say a set of lips,thats fine,swim suits are fine,as long as body parts are not poking out,or is see thru.same with teddies and things,they are fine as long as tasteful and no nipples or vagina visable. In addition to the above criteria, if a photo is a primary photo, it will be flagged as NSFW if it also contains a suggestive body part without the member’s face in the photo. If you have a borderline photo that is not considered NSFW and it was marked as such, there's a chance someone who has ripped that photo is using it as a Primary Photo. Remember: The Bouncers will be MORE STRICT with those used as P

Blooms Of Fall
A Beautifully Distracted Rev's production:){That means I wrote this one with Heather too} He could not hold her So he hugged himself He knew that she Would feel his Embrace Connected by a Lovelight That never dissipates She always kept it Inside her For she is Spring, Full of youthful singing. He is Autumn, With a tune rich in color. She is in the light of life, Though shades of green it maybe, Bubbling with endless energy He is her strength A soul Deeply entrenched But without her Power Existence fails To make sense She steps through May He turns his back on November As they meet in Summer days, Hand in hand they walk They find comfort Deep passions Are created Seasonal twins With different suns Neither can bloom Without the other Or recall a time When they were not Joined But she is Spring with intellectual reason He is Autumn and well seasoned August, though comes too soon He steps back through November, She turns

Whos At Fault? Child Predators Or Parents Of The Kids
i keep seeing commercials for a show that catches child predators online? im wondering! if there are predators out on the net meeting young kids and abusing them? yes they are sickos but where are the parents of these kids? why are they allowing them to be chatting? why arent they watching what they are doing online? my daughters computer is in living room and i keep an eye of her (one hour) of time online.. i cant imagine why parents wouldnt be monitoring there children? its like taking your kid to a bar and dropping them off!! People watch what your kids are doing online there would be less chances for the predators to get these kids. kids are at an age where they need guidence so that things like child predators cant happen to your kids... agian just my thought

Another Wacko Libertarian Rant
I was watching my stories from last night, "Heroes" and "Studio 60" - I love my DVR. It and I are bff, for sure - and I saw a promo for a news story that was going to air on the 11 o'clock news. The story was about the American Medical Association's urging of the MPAA to change the rating system to make movies that feature a character smoking "R." In the words of the AMA, they want 'smoking' in movies to be treated in the same category as the word 'fuck.' As you may know, there can only be one instance in of the word 'fuck' in a movie, used exclusively in a non-sexual manner, in a movie rated 'PG-13'. No 'fuck' in PG. Any further uses of the word will result in an 'R' rating. Any use of the word in a sexual manner, i.e., "Hey, hottie, let's fuck," automatically earns an 'R' rating. Now, I am all for guidelines. They help some people to decide which movies they want to see or what movies their children to see. My parents were a big fan of them. I didn't see an 'R' rated movie unti

You Should Be Arrested!!
This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each offense and added up your total fine. You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid-- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know -- $10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30 Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20 Went

Please Vote For My Story
If you haven't yet done so, please go to the link below and read the story and vote for it at the bottom of the page. Hopefully the second story will be going onto the site very soon and be ready for voting too. http://www.literotica.com:81/stories/showstory.php?id=297093 thanks.

1973 Vs 2006
True Stuff Pretty sad situation DIFFERENCE OF 30+ YEARS Scenario: Jack pulls into school parking lot with rifle in gun rack. 1973 - Vice Principal comes over, takes a look at Jack's rifle, goes to his car and gets his to show Jack. 2006 - School goes into lockdown, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school. 1973 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up best friends Nobody goes to jail, nobody arrested, nobody expelled. 2006 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark, charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1973 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by Principal. Sits still in class. 2006 - Jeffrey g

Family Fuckin Entertainment
The not so wonderful Wizard of Oz Current mood: giddy Ok i hate to have to ruin every girls thought of the Wizard of Oz but fuck it I gotta tell it the way a guy would be thinking it, and im just the right guy to tell it.So to put it simple why would three guys with one girl be looking for a brain, heart and courage when I know they would be trying to get that pussy.I mean come on ladies you know a guy dont need brains to fuck are dicks do the thinking by then and a heart you definately know we dont have to love you to fuck you and lastly courage haaa i mean come on its only pussy dont be scuuuuuured.Let it be known that next time you come across munchkin land ask to see the wizard the wonderful wizard of cock.

Valentines
Night closes in on this eve of despair Hauntingly familiar this chill in the air Crushing blow of another harsh day Fates cruel hand has swept it away Dreams and nightmares have merged into one Scars remain from the love that is gone Weaker and weaker with every drawn breath Wanting, embracing, caressing sweet death

Do You Think You Know Me?
This is who I am...... Someone wise once wrote: “I've learned that: the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person. when you're in love, it shows. just one person saying to me, "You've made my day!" makes my day. having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of the most peaceful feelings in the world. being kind is more important than being right. you should never say "no" to a gift from a child. I can always pray for someone when I don't have the strength to help him in some other way. no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a friend to act goofy with. sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand. simple walks with my grandfather around the block on summer nights when I was a child did wonders for me as an adult. life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes. money doesn't buy class. it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular. u

From An Awesome Friend
This poem was left as a comment for me from Poetic Angel! I loved it and wanted to share it with all of you You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you ~~!!PoeticAngel...

My First Time.
I recall my first time with a condom, I was 16 or so. I went in to buy a package of condoms. There was a beautiful woman behind the counter, and she could see that I was new at it. She handed me the package and asked, if I knew how to wear one. I honestly answered, "No." So she unwrapped the package, took one out and slipped over her thumb. She cautioned me to make sure it was on tight and secure. I apparently still looked confused. So she looked all around the store. It was empty. She said," "Just a minute." And walked to the door, and locked it. Taking my hand, she led me into the back room, unbuttoned her blouse and removed it She unhooked her bra and laid it aside. She asked, "Do these excite you?" Well, I was so dumb-struck that all I could do was nod my head. She then said, it was time to slip the condom on. As I was slipping it on, she dropped her skirt, removed her panties and laid down on a desk. "Well , come on", she said, "We

I Promise To You
I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we will never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise til the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend I promise you my love I promise you my life I promise this forever I promise this for life your the PEANUT to my BUTTER your the STAR to my BURST your the M to my M your the POP to my TART (This goes 2 a friend) your the MILKY to my WAY your the FRUIT to my LOOP your the MILK to my DUDS your the LUCKY to my CHARMS your the ICE to my CREAM but mostly.... your the BEST to my FRIEND your the one in my dreams To make this forever you know what you must do, To make this forever for me and for you To make this forever To make this wish come true To make this las

In The Spring
A LOCK OF BLACK HAIR FALLS OVER YOUR EYE, YOU ARE SO SEXY AND I AM SO IN LOVE. THE WAY YOUR SMILE PUTS A GLIMMER IN YOUR EYE AND SOMEHOW I FEEL IT IS THERE FOR ME. I LOVE THE TENDER WAY YOU REACH FOR ME AS YOU FOLD ME INSIDE THOSE ARMS, YOU LIGHTLY KISS MY NECK AND REST YOUR HEAD ON MY SHOULDER AND I AM SO CONTENT THAT I SIGH BECAUSE I KNOW THAT I AM TRULY BLESSED. EACH DAY WE HAVE IS SPECIAL AND I KNOW THAT I WILL HAVE TO LET YOU GO, BUT BEFORE I SAY GOODBYE TO YOU, I WILL SAY THANK YOU FOR BRINGING SUCH A MIRACULOUS JOY INTO MY LIFE. I WILL THINK OF YOU IN THE SPRING TIME WHEN THE RAIN WASHES ALL THE TENDER BUDS AND NATURE PREPARES HER SHOW OF NEW LIFE , FOR YOU CAME TO ME IN THE SPRING AND HAVE SHOWN ME HOW TO LOVE

Dad
My dad you had all these kids that grew up mad now just because you're around you expect us to call you dad I can't believe you think you have that right you know how many times your kids cried for you at night? we were a family even without you being there call you dad? come on does that sound fair you don't care if you did you would have been there instead of being a coward running away from your kids twenty-six years later you realize what you did I wanted to love you and to be your son I hope it was worth I hope you had fun what does a grown man need with a dad? I used to think about all fun we could of had we look alike and that's it when the time comes I'll be a man and take care of my kids Damon Taylor Copyright ©2007 Damon Taylor

Who
who can I say is really on my side or am I alone on this life time ride who will be there in the end are the people I'm cool with really my friends who can I call on when I'm feeling sad will they talk to me after I make them mad who will be there if I have some fears who's shoulder will I cry on when I shed tears who will give me a ride to work when I'm about to get fired who will let me sleep at their house when I'm tired who will love me when I feel there is no love left who will cry for me after I take my last breath Damon Taylor Copyright ©2007 Damon Taylor

Yes Its Official
I am fookin hopeless when it comes to stopping smoking, anyway lasted for three days. The place where i work are having a sponsored quit smoking program so i have that and two of the girlies will kick me arse if i smoke after monday, they will bombard me with pink and frilly stuff i have been warned

Beauty Of A Woman
"Beauty of a Woman" The beauty of a woman Is not in the clothes she wears, The figure that she carries, Or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides. The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman Is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives, The passion that she shows, And the beauty of a woman. With passing years- only grows! -author unknown

Save Me
Walking through a world of shadows, a wastland of shattered dreams, can you save me? Looking in a mirror was, like looking into the past, once I had known love, but it all slipped away so fast, can you save me? Then you came into my life, you turned my heart around, you gave me a reason, to put the drugs and bottles down, can you save me? Now my life has meaning, I long to talk to you each day, if only for a moment, even though your miles away, You Saved Me and I Love You... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Wake Up Call
So, I am sitting minding my own business and I explain to someone that i am feeling used by someone who claims to be a good friend. Couple hours l8er I get a "Wake up call". Well let me tell you, if this ass hat who called me to publicly humiliate me let me get a word in edge wise, HE is the one that woulda looked like an ass. After publicly threatening me, he then wanked out by saying he wasn't gonna drive all this way to kick my ass. Well, The offer still stands Ass Hat. So if you are ever in the area, don't hesitate to call, I would Glady dance with ya. BUT, since you are a coward who hides behind your Computer, and a "Radio personality" Tough guy, I reckon I won't hear from you. You threatened to come kick my ass, i made a promise that if you were to show up, I would glady dance. Oh, and Don't call your "Friends in Ontario" to do your Dirty work, ACTUALLY, Go for it, I will dance with them too. why don't you all come find me ass hat. Don't make a promise you can't keep, Because the

This Is Why I Dont Do Messenger
Show Recent Messages (F3) payneindhouse is currently not in your Messenger List. Add to your Messenger List (Ctrl+Shift+A) Report as Spam (Alt+Shift+R) payneindhouse: hello stupid u behave like somebody insane but i will get u, get that. brenda white: im scared you asshole payneindhouse: you are a real motherfucker payneindhouse: and i will fuck you anytime payneindhouse: u are a piece of shit payneindhouse: how there u call me asshole payneindhouse: come lets get it on u bitch payneindhouse: are u scared of me swain brenda white: you are not even on my level dude payneindhouse: i can fuck u any time of the day payneindhouse: look who is talking about level brenda white: sure you can payneindhouse: yes i can , have got the mind to that payneindhouse: are u chicken minded payneindhouse: payneindhouse: come on lets get on with it, if you have the nerves BUZZ!!! payneindhouse: hey sucker are you there payneindhouse: talk to me before i fire yr pussy brenda

Come As You Are
Bring all your access troubles bring all your hopes and dreams, bring your shattered past, it's all the same to me, I will never judge you, I will never turn my back, we will face this world together, there is no turning back, A true friend never turns away, a true friend will never stray, I will be your friend, there is no need to change, if you will need a friend then , COME AS YOU ARE!!! Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Control
I thought I knew you, I thought you cared, I thought you loved me, and wanted me there, you only wanted control.. I thought it was more, I thought it was true, I thought I could trust you, I could count on you, you only wanted control... I thought this was real, I thought this would last, I thought we had a tomorrow, building a past, you only wanted control... I won't be lied to, I won't be abused, time that things change, time that you knew, I'm takeing control, with or without you.. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Me & You
I came to unwind This house of beauty divine Though none will be mine Friendships I do find Leaving my hopes behind Losing dreams in time On my back I do lie Looking to the sky Never wondering why Giving up before I try Not because I'm high I'm just to shy Look in my eyes of blue See the pains I once knew Life unwanted; True Seeking love from few I ask of you To me; You'll be who A lover of sorts Or another cohort Sex I do not sport Love is my castle fort My temper is not short Even when my heart is hurt So keep in mind What I look to find Not just beauty divine Yet someone to call mine As I lay here and unwind Tell me you'll be mine in time...

Who Am I
I WAS THAT WHICH OTHERS DID NOT WANT TO BE I WENT WHERE OTHERS FEARED TO GO, AND DID WHAT OTHERS FAILED TO DO. I ASKED NOTHING OF THOSE WHO GAVE NOTHING, AND RELUCTANTLY ACCEPTED THE THOUGHT OF ETERNAL LONLINESS......SHOULD I FAIL. I HAVE SEEN THE FACE OF TERROR; FELT THE STINGING OF COLD FEAR; AND ENJOYED THE SWEET TASTE OF A MOMENTS LOVE. I HAVE CRIED, PATNED, AND HOPED, BUT MOSTLY I HAVE LIVED A LIFE THAT MOST WOULD SAY IS BEST FORGOTTEN. AND TODAY I AM GLAD TO SAY WHO I AM AN AMERICAN AND A COMBAT VETERAN!

Being The Nice Guy
Here it is.. My Thoughts for today... After being passed over, And Taken advantage of by women I feel and will not necessary ever become this Type of person but I must atleast leave any women that May read this with These thoughts.. Why Shold I be a Nice Guy.. Im almost 30 years old and ive been doing the same thing for the last 14 years with women...My mother Taught me that its only right to treat someone your interested in and Any woman in Particular with the upmost most respect. So I adopted these old school ways of thinking for whomever im dating or interested in Friendship wise or more.. 1. I bring flowers on a First Date. (After careful questioning I find out what they like.) 2. I BUY Dinner. (No I dont expect anything in return I do not do this for sex Never have Nor will I ever.) 3. I Always Open Car Doors Or Any Door for that matter. 4. I meet any Family or Friends they may have. (Why not talk to anyone related they have a right to know who theyre Daughter

Forgive Me
Rejected, lonely The feelings all come back again You'll find me, drowning In my own disgrace, I'm losing hope Losing my mind Helpless as a child lying here Wanting, needing To fill this void in my life again I'm left here, with no one But myself to blame, I'm killing me Many nights I Often wonder why I gave up So tired of this life Crimson stains lie Forgive me Weaker each day Can't find the strength to carry on You took everything I ever wanted in my life Pieces scatter Of my broken heart once again Defeated beaten I've been pushed around for the last time You pushed me too far Now it's time to say goodbye again Forgive me it's too late The deeds already done I'm free to fly So tired of this life Crimson stains lie Forgive me

Yayyy!!!
I GOT MY COMPUTER IS BACK!! YAYYY!!!! hehe Just letting everybody know who didnt see my bulletin, thanks and hi to everybody who already said hello!!! Its not completely fixed and I got some stuff t do to it, but Ill atleast be around again!! Ive missed ya all...and I hope to talk to ya all soon..... Say hi anytime!!! Luv ya guyz!! ~Cindy

Why
Why do you cry when I touch your heart, Did you fear I would rip it apart, It was my heart that was torn from me, I should have known you was just too good to be, Yet still I love you no matter the pain, My love will prove stronger then your bain, Like a sickness you took me, Not againest my own will that could never be, It was my love for you that brought me back, Yet on my gaurd like a wolf ready to attack, So tell me sweet lady why you wanted to hurt me, Because for you I was the sweetest I could ever be.

Issues
So as some of you may know I like plus size girls. I love sexy curvy women. Myself I'm thin and work out. There is this girl I work with who I have been friends with for awhile and she recently told me that she "liked" me. She is a very pretty girl don't get me wrong but she is just to skinny for me and I think dating people you work with is like shitting where you eat.I informed her that I only wanted to be friends and she asked if I thought she was ugly. I laughed and told her that she is very attractive (which is true)but i liked thicker women. Not that they have to be fat but curvy. Now that she has been shot down she is telling everyone that I have a fat fetish. What should I do?

He Called Me A Slut And A Whore
THIS IS THE CONVERSATION BTWN ME AND DAVE92100 ON YAHOO MESSENGER THIS AFTERNOON! DAVE: HI THERE ME : HI DAVE : HOW ARE YOU BABE? ME : FINE DAVE : WHAT ARE YOU UP TO? ME : SITTIN HERE DAVE : CAN I SEE YOU BABE? ME : NO AND IF YOU ASK ME THAT AGAIN OR SAY ANYTHING ABOUT U GETTIN OFF OVER ME I'M BLOCKIN U DAVE : NO TIME TO BLOCK ME SLUT! IM BLOCKIN U WHORE! THEN HIS LITTLE PUSSY ASS DECIDES TO SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE OVER CT! WITH THE SUBJECT "WHORE" AND THE REST OF THE MESSAGE SAYS "I DON'T WANT SLUTS IN MY FRIENDS LIST! YOU ARE BLOCKED NOW! SORRY. WTF! IS THAT ABOUT! GUESS HE CAN'T HANDLE BEIN TOLD NO! PUSSY ASS BITCH! CAN'T LEAVE WELL ENOUGH ALONE EITHER...DON'T YOU THINK THAT WHEN I DON'T ANSWER SOMEBODY FOR THREE DAYS ON YAHOO THAT THEY WOULD GET THE HINT I DON'T WANNA TALK TO THEM BECAUSE OF THE WAY THEY TALK TO ME! dave92100@ CherryTAP

Torn
...Recently I had my heart ripped out of my chest and stomped on. Since thenI have not been able to act "normal" with people ..... I apologize. I found myself the last few days just sobbing uncontrolably out of no where. People have passed away recently and the anniversary of 3 importants deaths is approaching. Maybe being completely brokenhearted and lied to has made me act the way I have. Someone asked me about my erotic blogs...Most of them are true but some are not. I spend every Saturday night alone for anyone who is wondering..its true before you think I have some "Stable" of men waiting. I also had the weirdest week with exs. A shitload of them contacted me begging for me to be involved with them again. HOW NUTS is that? My 40th Birthday is March 3rd, and I am off about that as well.....What I am torn about is to actually persue a relationship with someone else or not. All I see is myself getting shredded again. i do not think I could handle that again....Especially the men who

Is This An Example..
of the men on this site? You tell someone you are married, they make a legitimate enquiry about something, you explain, they then get there boxers in a bunch and go off on one!! T'is soooo sad - go have a fuckin wank and get over yourselves!

Dyin'
I hear you breathin' but your heart no longer sounds strong But you kinda scared of dying so you hold on And you keep on blacking out cuz the post is near Stop trying to fight the reaper just relax and let it go Because there's no way you can fight it but you'll still try And you can try it til you fight it but you'll still die Now your spirit leaves your body and your mind clears The rigormortis starts to set, now you outta here You start your journey into outer space You see yourself in the light but you're still feeling outta place So you standing in the tunnel of eternal light, And you see the ones you never learn to love in life Make the choice let it go but u can back it up If you ain't at peace with God you need to patch it up But if you ready close your eyes and we can set it free There lies a man not scared to die, may he rest in peace

Thought For 2007
We know exactly where one cow with mad-cow-disease is located among the millions and millions of cows in America, but we haven't a clue as to where thousands of Illegal immigrants and terrorists are located. Maybe we should put the Department of Agriculture in charge of immigration

Me And A Stun Gun, 100% True
Last weekend I saw something at First Cash Advance Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were suppose to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing you adequate time to retreat to safety.... WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two triple-a batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. Awesome!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Mom what that burn spot is on the face of her microwave. Okay, so I was home alone with this new toy, thinking to myself that it couldn't be all that bad with only two triple-a batteries, right?!!! There I sat in my recliner, my dog, Brazos, looking on intently

My Grandpa
this blog goes out to my grandpa. He was a great man who I loved. He was a Lt. COL in the US Army and served in WW2 and fought for his life on pearl harbor. He had it all until he died but now that he is gone I sill think about him every day and it hurts to know that I will never see him smile or even say I love u to my grandma. There are times still where I will see him like he is standing beside me or sitting at his desk at my grandmas. Grandpa I love you and U are always with me now in my heart.. http://s89.photobucket.com/albums/k204/wherescharlie111/?action=view¤t=forthekids.flv

Boy's
I just don't know any more I think I have lost all faith in meeting prince charming..... Is there anyone out there that still does?? I guess it's kinda like believing in santa or the Easter bunny? huh? I don't want to give up... I truly do but what other choice do I have??? Someone help... Gina

Someday
Each night as I close my eyes, I always think of you, your eyes, your smile, your beauty, the little things you say and do. Right now I can not hold you, I can't look into your eyes, I can't hear your laughter, I can't take the tears away, I can't give you all the things, that would make your life complete, But that will all change, all this will fade away, the first time that we meet, just hold tight to our dreams, and know that I'll someday be there, we may not have a right now, or a yesterday, but one thing we have, no one can take away, if you just love me, the way I do love you, we have our SOMEDAY.... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

This Is For You,forever In My Heart
there are things that transpire in our lives everyday.some are but fleating moments while others last a life time.this is about those fleating moments that last a life time. in my memory there are pictures of things that i saw for only a split second but will last in my heart and mind for all eternity.some are of happy times,some sad,some are terrific and others horrifying yet each is permanatly embedded. the one im referring to has lasted but mere days but i know will be in my heart and mind forever. its about people who have helped a stranger ,people who have reached out to help without asking for it in return.people in a make believe world that can only exist in ones mind. the people of cherrytap. i have developed friendships here that will last a life time though i may never lay eyes upon them.they have listened,helped laughed and cried with me and have never said u o me. its true that on line friendships are in your mind,but its also true they can exist in yourart. this is

What Songs Are Good For Dancing?
I'm looking for new songs to dance to.. I'm tired of the same old shit.. Please Let me know what would you think would be hot.. Cause I'm doing a New Video tongith!! Lots of Love and Kisses ~Pole Princess~

Should I Stay Or Shoud I Go?
The reason im asking this is because im getting sick and tired of petty jealousies and other people trying to cause trouble or stir up some crap between myself and a friend who i get on very well with. One minute im being told how im such a nice guy and now im being accused of sending abusive messages to someone. Another thing that annoys me is that i have one person who keeps looking at my page to see what comment their friend has left for me, and i know they do because this person never leaves a comment, whats the point in looking at my page if your not going to bother saying something. I was talking to someone yesterday about how they were fed up with the shallowness of certain people on here, and you know what i tend to agree with that person. So, the question is, Should I Stay or Should I go?

Saturday Morning
Oh ... here it is the weekend already. I have told my husband of his surprise for tonight. How I am going to devour every inch of his body. I have been having fantasies all week to help build onto my chapter four of my ebook. It has made me so hot and horny all week while working I need the release tonight. We have been invited to a special dinner party this evening and I will be flirting so much with my husband during the evening. He knows I love to flirt when in public and touch and hold him while other couples sit there and not even talk to one another. I wish so much that other couples could have the intensity of love that my husband and I have for one another. It is so simple if the feeling is there. I cannot wait now until we get home... he is really in for a night between the sheets.

Block Feature...........maybe Someone Should Look Into This??????????????
WITH ALL THE UPROAR OVER THE BLOCK FEATURE ON THIS SITE. I DECIDE TO POST THIS BLOG TO GIVE SOME USERS INFORMATION THAT SOME MIGHT WANT TO LOOK INTO. BELOW I HAVE LISTED TO PORTIONS OF THE CALIFORNIA PENAL CODE. PLEASE READ THROUGH THEM AND TAKE A LONG GANDER AT THE HIGHLIGHTED PORTIONS. California Penal Code § 646.9 (a) Any person who willfully, maliciously, and repeatedly follows or harasses another person and who makes a credible threat with the intent to place that person in reasonable fear for his or her safety, or the safety of his or her immediate family, is guilty of the crime of stalking, punishable by imprisonment in a county jail for not more than one year or by a fine of not more than one thousand dollars ($ 1,000), or by both that fine and imprisonment, or by imprisonment in the state prison. (b) Any person who violates subdivision (a) when there is a temporary restraining order, injunction, or any other court order in effect prohibiting the behavior describe

Coffee Anyone?
A group of alumni, highly established in their careers, got together to visit their old university professor. The conversation soon turned into complaints about stress in work and life. Offering his guests coffee, the professor went to the kitchen and returned with a large pot of coffee and an assortment of cups - porcelain plastic, glass, crystal, some expensive, some exquisite, and some plain-looking paper cups- telling them to help themselves to the coffee. After all the students had a cup of coffee in hand, the professor said,"If you noticed, all the nice-looking, expensive cups were taken,leaving behind the plain and cheap ones. While it is but normal for you to want only the best for yourselves, THAT is the SOURCE of YOUR problems and stress." "BE ASSURED that the cup itself adds NO QUALITY to the coffee. In most cases, it's just more expensive and in some cases even hides what we drink. What all of you really wanted was coffee, not the cup, but you consciously went for

I Won The Contest :)
I won Mizz Hipz n Bootyz contest. Thanks to her for holding the contest and awarding the prizes! Thanks especially to everybody that helps with the comments! Here are the names of some of the people that I saw helping, let me know if I missed you! Ninalita WildChyld No Absolution Balie imSusanShocks ~Dawn~ Deb NAN Night Angel CollegeKitten SouthernGal Baby Girl saphire fzxbarmy Crazzy lil MILF BrattyBytch SEXY MOMMA Tanya Saspanda ShyInArizona Lady of KAOS TNBrnEyedGirl cataine Shash Nicky Char Blue Eyes FOXY Liberty B&A family Thunder and Serenity LALA the dixie lollopop luxgood BadKitty loboshewolf roses31 reeses panda o2Snuzz B

Can I Find This In One Man?
I WANT SOMEONE WHO WOULD MOVE THE HAIR AWAY FROM MY EYES AND THEN KISS ME. HOLD MY HAND IN THE MALL AND MAKE ALL THE GIRLS JEALOUS. SOMEONE WHO WOULD SING TO ME AT RANDOM MOMENTS. WHO WOULD LET ME SLEEP ON THEIR CHEST. SOMEONE WHO IS MORE GOOFY THAN ROMANTIC BUT KNOWS THE RIGHT THINGS TO SAY AND DO IT AT THE RIGHT TIMES. A GUY THAT WOULD BEAT THE CRAP OUT OF SOMEONE IF THEY CALLED ME FAT. I WANT SOMEONE WHO WOULD CALL ME 3 TIMES A DAY. HE WOULD APOLOGIZE FOR CALLING TO MUCH NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I TELL HIM ITS OK. HE WOULD THROW STUFFED ANIMALS AT ME WHEN I ACTED DUMB AND TACKLE ME AND KISS ME A MILLION TIMES. AND SOMEONE WHO WOULD MAKE FUN OF ME JUST TO MAKE ME LAUGH AND HE WOULD SURPRISE ME WITH 25-CENT RINGS. SOMEONE WHO WOULD KISS MY NECK JUST TO HAVE A REASON TO TELL ME HOW MUCH HE LIKES MY NEW PERFUME AND AT NIGHT WE WOULD DANCE IN OUR PAJAMAS AND WE'D ALWAYS TAKE PICTURES IN PHOTO BOOTHS. AND WE'D PLAY TAG ON THE BEACH. HE WOULD TELL ALL HIS FRIENDS ABOUT ME AND SMILE WHEN HE

Time Passes Slowly
Hello all, hardly anyone on here knows me and thats ok CT is a huge site. I blog on 360 alot and thought I'd give this a try. Recently my wife was injured while serving in Iraq nothing to serious just a broken tibia. Did require surgery and will require extensive rehab due to her age, plates and pins they inserted to help the bone heal. Now its been a week since her surgery and 3 weeks since her injury and we are still waiting to hear when she will return home. The last I heard her unit will be fighting her transfer and will take full responsibility for her AMA. Her unit caused most of the damage by making her walk home a distance of 2 miles in the dark 36 hrs after being released from the hospital. Now your wondering why im telling you this.........i have not damn idea just babbling... and if you've read this far i thank you....have a great day and see you around the cherry tap hot tub ;)

Desperate!
DAMN...I'M SO FUCKIN UPSET!!!!! I GOT ARRESTED TODAY FOR POSESSION OF GOOD LOOK'Z. THEY ARE HOLDING ME AT THE STATION SAYING DAT ONLY A SEXY PERSON CAN BAIL ME OUT..... YOU COMIN OR NOT??????? DO I HAVE ANY REAL FRIENDS HERE ON CT TO BAIL ME OUT. SEND THIS TO AT LEAST 10 OF YOUR SEXY FRIEND'Z INCLUDING THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU IF U GET IT BACK 10 TIMES U KNOW UR LOVE BY YOUR FRIENDS AND IS CONSIDERED SEXY.

Dio Falls On His Arse Wooot
This is a preview of the next Dio board vid. IDK when the full vid will arrive considering he told me that he smashed hard into his cam and fucked it up big time, lol. It's a short clip and Dio wipes out so it's worth watching!

Poem - Fuck It :)
i found this and thought it was hella cute :p This is my four-letter word poem. You know the one That gets you hits. And it goes something like this: FUCK IT! Want to be it? Don’t know how to do it? Just tell it Like it is. Only you can do it. If it's from the heart, It’s a start. If they don’t like it, Hey, no sweat, Never mind. FUCK IT! Life’s too short to waste time on idiots. Bigots Who criticize all the time. Anal retentive! Everything’s relative. Profanity, Vulgarity, Telling, spelling, Subject, reject, Hey lighten up, baby! This is poetry! It's free, Meant to be, Not to please. So tell them, Like me: FUCK IT! You're in love. Happens to the best of us. When it works, It's bliss. If not, It hurts. Can’t miss. And worse, It's really hard To say FUCK IT! Life seems vain. You're in pain. Want to open veins. Get run over by a train. Blow your brains. Don’t think I don’t know it. I get it. I’ve been there before. Someti

The Results Are In!!!
AIGHT SO AFTER A WEEK OF FUN, AND SOME HARDCORE LEVELING ON MY PART, I TALLIED THE VOTES. NOW THE ASSHOLE I AM, AND FOR A WAY TO MAKE ALL MY FRIENDS SEEM LIEK BIG PIMPS I MADE EACH RATE WORTH 1000 COMMENTS!!! HURT FACES I KNOW!!! LOL. SO HERE;S WHO WON, GIVE HER LOVE, FOR YOUR RESULTS AND SHIT HIT ME UP, AND TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT FROM THE SATASH AS A PRESENT. CAUSE EVERYONE WINS IN MY CONTEST. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND LOOKING AT SOME SEXY NEW PICS FROM A HOTTIE!!! BUT FIRST, THE MUSIC!! AND WITH OUT FURTHER DELAY WITH 257,916 COMMENTS, AND YES MY MATH IS CORRECT FUCKERS!!! TAINTED LOVE WINS!!!! VICTORY IS HER'S!!! SHE GET'S THE BIG PRIZE!!!! WOOOHOOOOOO!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!! P.P.S. IN THE FUTURE ANYONE WHO IS NOT A FRIEND OR FAMILY MEMBER OF MINE EVER CALLS ME A PRAT IN A CONTEST THEY ARE NOT EVEN IN, I WILL HUNT DOWN AND WEAR THERE FACE LIKE A MASK AS I DO MY LITTLE KOOKY DANCE, AND ONE NOT BELIEVING THAT OBVIOUSLY DOESN'T KNOW ME!!

Why Does Life Suck????????
Ever have one of those days where you just want to drive your car off a cliff? Even though in the back of your mind you know that it won't help any matters....Don't get me wrong, I'm not the type to just do something like that...but it does feel like the right answer at times. I'm not looking for sympathy or attention, I just have a really hard time expressing myself to people...For some reason it's always me trying to console the individual...and 99% of the time they walk away with a smile on their faces...well at least they tell me that. Now I know there are people out there with bigger and more serious problems than mine, but this is my blog so i'm gunna talk about me...lol What's the problem you may ask yourself...here it is...I really fucking hate being alone..It's been 15 years since i've been alone, and personally it's just not for me..I'm not one to go to a bar..been there done that.....Internet dating...LOL fucking failed miserably. I have met a couple of individ

The Night I Became His Sub
It was not long after my parents died that i was alone in that house. I would walk down the hallway sadly not noticing the flashing light above me, I walk slowly towards the bathroom in a daze, open the door, switch on the light and walk in. I stare at the reflection in the mirror. It doesn’t look like me at all, the face is pale and you can see lines of tears from where the person had been crying, hair all over the place and looking like a complete wreck! My hands slide down my breasts, onto the hem of my nightgown, I lift it up over my head and it drops onto the floor. I gently untie my necklace and place it on the bench. Now I am totally bare naked. I turn on the shower, the cold one then hot. I step onto the cold tiles, my nipples go hard and my body shivers. I step into the warmth of the water. The water trickles down my face, onto my breasts, down my tummy and down my warm spot, running down my silky smooth legs. I move my soft hands against my slippery body from my belly up

Not Going To Be On As Much
I just wanted to let all my peeps know that I have some real life drama going on and a LOT of job stress, that coupled with ISP issues has slowed me down drastically. So im not able to be on as much and when I am, unable to do much more than just catch up with new add requests and messages. Just dont want anyone thinking my lack of user comments or chats in shoutbox means I am being a bitch. much to the contrary, I miss you all so much already! Much love and smooches, ~Temptress~

Stupid People
I really hate people sometimes. Especially on the internet. Some dude just left me a comment saying that I have too many friends and that I'm only on here for a fuck. To that dude, if you ever read this, I'm not that desperate. I have better things to do with my time. And then he tries to act like a bad ass on my comments. No one is intimidated by someone who can type like they're a bad ass. Hell, my 13 year old brother can do that and he's far from a bad ass.

Something Needs To Be Done..
I was thinking, it would be a good idea to have a search button on everyone's individual page to search for the person they are looking for in their friend section. I think it is totally unnecessary to have to search through each and every one of your friends to find that one person you would like to send a personal message to. And what if someone has 1000 friends or more? I would hate to see what that person would have to do! No one should have to spend a half an hour looking for one friend when you could simply have a search function..

The 5 Answers We Have All Been Waiting For
THE 5 ANSWERS WE HAVE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR Q: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR? A: It's Braille for "suck here". Q: WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? A: It's the sam e as a French kiss, but only "down under." Q: WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q: WHY ARE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN? A: Because when they come, they're wild and wet. But when they go, they take your house and car with them. Q: WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING? A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch.

Randomness
Nothing much going on today. Spent most of the morning thinking... one of the most dangerous things for me to do. Stuffing my face at the momment with ribs left over from last night. I do love ribs :). I guess I am having trouble finding anything do say today. Been kind of that way not just with this blog.. but in shouts... IM's.. E-mails. Why any of you talk to me when I am like this I don't know..lol. Maybe someone was right when they said these blogs showed I was unstable (I know ya don't think that now..lol). I think maybe its time to take a break from rambling for a few days.

For Members Only
TO ALL MEMBERS I'M THINKING ABOUT OPENING A LOUNGE FOR THE FAMILY MEMBERS TO GET TO MEET EACH OTHER,TO CHECK ALL THE NEW EVENTS AND UPDATES,TO COME AND ENJOY SOME MUSIC AND GET TOGETHER WITH OTHER MEMBERS.WE ARE GOING TO WORK ON IT HOPEFULLY THIS WEEKEND BUT I NEED ALL YOUR OPINIONS FOR NEW IDEAS AND THINGS TO ADD TO OUR LOUNGE.SO PLEASE FEEL FREE TO POST WHAT YOU LIKE TO HAVE OR TO ADD THERE IN A COMMENT ON THIS PAGE,,AND THIS BLOG IS FOR FAMILY ONLY. HAVE A FANTASTIC TUESDAY AND GREAT UPCOMING WEEK. WildCat

Ct Experience
Well hi there everyone who might read this. If you are reading then a big hello, if your not reading this then it don't matter as you would not of seen this in the place,hehe. Well i have been on Cherry Tap for just over a week and i can safely say that the damn thing is major addictive.lol I can't seem to get off the thing, all my waking hours are spent on the computer saying hi to people, adding and rateing e.t.c., it's been crazy.lol One of the really cool things for me is that i've been able to have conversations with people from all over the world.I had a conversation with someone the other night who was in Michigan(hope i spelt that right).It was real wierd sat in my little room in my house in the UK at 3am talking to someone on the other side of the world, especially as i'm quite new to this web thing and surfing the net. Ny mom came and stayed a couple of days ago..lol..she's a right technophobe.lol I showed her the computer and shit and CherryTap and she was amazed as this

Spotlight
Well.... I guess I always did want to be in the Spotlight. ;p I remember a family member of mine blogging about the spotlight a while back and how it sucks because the bids have gotten so high that most peeps can't bid. I remember agreeing with him, and I still do. But it's still fun to win. This reminds me of the only time I ever bid at an art auction and won the piece of art I wanted. My cousin let out a whoop and I must admit that I let out a big "Hoooray!" I was really really excited about the artwork I was taking home.... but the moment of actually winning was a big rush. This isn't quite the same... I don't get to take anything home and put it on my wall. And I actually have to look at my own face all day long (and don't argue with me about this, I don't care if you LOVE to look at yourself) which no one likes unless they're Narcissus. But I just keep coming back to that old tried and true.... I sure do like winning. =)=)=)

Miss Malin
Malin, as i think of your grin and my world starts to spin, the wholeness of peace once discerned from sin. the tone that you keep soothes angels that weep. the one as the all before we all equal none. the rise and the fall before its even begun commune with love and become immune to grief that smile breaks your lips as i gather my peace if we can all gather good as i rather you would once we become one what was pain is now numb what was once numb now knows touch as a cycles begun teach peace through our touch, and reach out to everyone. with no pain or grief soon suffering's deceased let it disolve incomplete to evolve into peace we learn the most as we sleep practical peace within reach to some its a voice to all its a choice to me it was an angel disguised as a grin a wonderful gift a women, malin.

I Love My Tnr Family
I love my TNR family.....I really do....I have never been so into computers untill I met all you cool ass people! I really hate to see all the drama and wierd shit going down. I want TNR and the people in it to never change....and for those of you fighting (and you know who you are) please stop!!! It is so unfair and we are placed in the middle of it. I loke you all and the lounge has my support to the fullest!!! So as my Jamie would say "to lookin like a movie star, partying like a rock star and fuckin like a pornstar" *takes a shot*.....keep on rawkin bitches!!!!

A Pleasurable Night
www.hostdrjack.com Out of the darkness he came to me, he touched my desires with his kisses, his hands ignited a flame all over my body, as he teased me with his tongue to bring me pleasure, my nipples becoming so hard so fast and easily As our passion grew stronger, he gently parted my legs, he rose above me to enter inside, his rhythm started to quicken, as I matched with every thrust, how wet I was becoming how I wanted this to never end, felt so good as each time he entered his hardness deeper and deeper My nails raked his back as he moaned in pleasure, my legs wrapped around him as to keep him my captive, the feel of his ass tightening as each thrust was harder, One finally hard thrust and as I bit down on his shoulder, he gasped and smiled and kissed me as both our juices were combined all together,

Confusion
I haven't blogged much lately.. not anything of real importance anyways. Sure i have posted a few silly things.. and a few things about a contest i was hosting, but nothing about me. I have been going through alot latey. I think i am kinda having one of those mid-life cirises. I know i am only 30ish.. but in my family we have been kicking off early latley, so maybe this is it? As most know i am married. All i ever wanted since i was a litle girl was to be married and have a big family. I know i am an fairly atractive girl.. but i know i am not the kind of woman men want to have a relationship with. I am fine to date breifly,... or to have a fling with. But , for some reason.. I am not the girl men want to settle down with. I can be clingy, and cry alot..i need lots of physical contact/affection. i can be a terrible procrasonator.. and i hate to do housework. I am a worrywart, and tend to get sucked into things quite easily that i don't particularly want to do. I am artistic and my tas

30 Lessons From Porn
30 Lessons from Porn 1. Women wear high heels to bed. 2. Men are never impotent. 3. When going down on a woman 10 seconds is more than satisfactory. 4. If a woman gets busted masturbating by a strange man, she will not scream with embarrassment, but rather insist he have sex with her. 5. Women smile appreciatively when men splat them in the face with sperm. 6. Women enjoy having sex with ugly, middle-aged men. 7. Women moan uncontrollably when giving a blowjob. 8. Women always orgasm when men do. 9. A blowjob will always get a woman off a speeding ticket. 10. All women are noisy when rooting. 11. People in the 70's couldn't shag unless there was a wild guitar solo in the background. 12. Those tits are real. 13. A common and enjoyable sexual practice for a man is to take his half-erect penis and slap it repeatedly on a woman's butt. 14. Men always groan "OH YEAH!" when they cum. 15. If there is two of them they "high five" each other.(and the

We Are The World
I dont how many of you will understand the video below but I guess I wouldnt mind translating. As I was viewing the thing, the first thing that came to mind was "wow are they hacking the shit outta this song". As they joined together as a group I was like "Holy Shit, that actually works". I guess it makes alot of sense, meaning together we make up the world. As individuals we may not stand out much at all, but together we make an impact that's incredible. Yes RIGHTEOUS does see things ya may not expect. I do ask you to actually sit through the entire vid and drop your opinion. I garantee you will be touched at the outcome of the entire group...and be sure to look at the people who are involved. I posted the oringinal is in my stash and that brought me to this one, Thanks!"RIGHTEOUS"

Can You Imagine This
Can You Imagine This I ask can you imagine this a child born to two very young parents.One of the parents loving you from the first time he held you in his arms; while the other parent ran off and left you lonely to fend for yourself, can you imagine the the woman you call mother filling your baby bottle with drinking alcohol.Then that child laying in a hospital bed as they pump fluid back into his body from dehydration;can you imagine a father standing or sitting and sleeping by your hospital bed side, wondering if he going to lose his only son his pride and joy of life laying there motionless.Then to this man surprise his son awakes to call out to his daddy and his dad there snatches up his child into his arms; then this child and his daddy going home to mom to only realize she aint there for them both or cares,can you imagine this daddy packing up his son and his

Poem
Its not mine.... But its great.... Read and think about it.... We sit and we type, And we stare at our screens, We all have to wonder, What this possibly means. With our mouse's we roam, Through the rooms in a maze, Looking for something or someone, As we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, We type all our woes, Small groups we do form, And gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, To type out our name, We want recognition, But it's always the same. We give kisses and hugs, And sometimes we flirt, In MIRC we chat deeply, And reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships But why we don't know, But some of these friendships, Will flourish and grow. Why it is on the screen, We can be so bold, Telling our secrets, That have never been told. Why is it we share, The thoughts in our mind, With those we can't see, As though we were blind. The answer is simple, It's as clear as a bell. We all have our problems, And need someone to tell. We can't tell

One Day
One day when the truth is revealed and everyone has taken their sides and no matter what drama perhaps will unfold during the time between now and then, one must keep focused and diligent. Drama, haters and players must never succeed in distracting from the ultimate goal. People's feelings get hurt along the way sometimes, and it's sad. Think about this: People come and go out of your life nonstop. But one or two can make the difference forever. =]

Sweet Leaf
My life had no meaning, things was so uncertain, I was numb inside, apart of me was dead, then I found you. you gave me a reason to face the day, to believe in love again, for just a short time you helped me to forget the pain that haunts me inside, the loss I live with everyday and the nights was almost bearable again, just want to thank you for giveing me a reason to live, a reason to love, and a reason to forget, even if it was for just a short time, now I walk into a new world with an unclear path, but I just want you to know that come what may, I take a small peice of your love with me today and hopefully it'll get me through untill I can talk to you again, I have loved this song, thats why I wanted to put it here in this blog so you know you are my world and always will be, remember that and whatever happens know this.. I LOVE YOU SWEETLEAF Ozzy Osbourne - Sweet LeafMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Sorrow's Princess
I wrote this story about an X who ended up beating the shit out of me when I broke up with him for being too..controlling..verbally abusive. That lesson and what I learned after taught me to keep my head up I hope ya enjoy it & feel me She was being held against the wall again. The rough stone was scraping her back as her captor pushed her up higher so she rested on his hips. Grabbing a handful of hair he pulled her head back and whispered "Sleeping my kitten told you I would be back for more of you shortly. I didn't say you could rest yet." She struggled to open her eyes and answer quickly. Her body was already exhausted. He had fondled and caressed every part of her body. Covering her with soft kisses and flickers of his tongue. Then taking the tasseled leather whip he had continued stroking her and occasionally delivering sharp snaps of it to her heated flesh. He had continued this for two days until she no longer fought him. After he inflamed her passion to the point she n

I Love Technology!
Yesterday, Aiden had to go to the Apple store to get a replacement battery for his laptop, they told him he had to replace it online. So instead of wasting a trip, I ended up buying a new editing system! I'm so excited, I'm motivated, I'm on a roll! I feel like I can get so much more done now that Aiden has taught me how to make video clips and update the site! It's also a lot easier than I thought it was! Of course, once the new machine is setup, Aiden is going to take it and give me his old one. That shit always happens right? Well, no, he explained it to me and I agree with him. The new machine is twice as fast as his and he needs more power to render our movies, I don't need that much speed for just doing video clips for the website. So, if he can make movies fast, that means I can make MORE movies, so you all benefit as well! 2007 is going to be a very successful and prosperous year for Belladonna Entertainment! I hope you all continue to enjoy my work and learn from me. Oh

Potty Mouth
I was told recently that it was unladylike to use so much profanity. I've thought long and hard about that comment. Then it hit me. Are men the only ones that can speak in such a manner? Why is unladylike to cuss? Why is it cool for men, but unsavory for women? Well, here's my response. FUCK YOU, FUCK ME, FUCKWAD, DICKHEAD, DICK, COCK, BALLSACK, NIPPLE HAIR, PUBIC HAIR, MOTHERFUCKER, FUCKER, CUNT, PUSSY, ASSHOLE, SHIT, SHITHEAD, PRICK, DICK-LICK, PUSSY-LICK, ASSWIPE, PENIS, VAGINA, BASTARD, CLIT, CUM-SUCKER, CUNT LICKER, SCROTUM, BITCH, SPHINCTER, CORN HOLE, DICKWEED, DICKWAD, TEA-BAGGER, SHIT FOR BRAINS, CUM SPOT and finally BUSHY TWAT. I'm sure I've left a few out. The point is, just because I am not waving a dick around doesn't mean that I cannot cuss with the best of them. By the way, my balls are much bigger than most men I know. The only difference is, I don't have to adjust mine when I sit down.

For All That Has Helped With Angel
I just wanted to tell all of you that I am very moved for helping out with my friend Angel. Just keeping the bulletins going helps tons! I Love You All for helping make a difference!!! Andrea

Broken
"so broken i spend my days wishing to be good enough to always have your hands upon my skin so tired of this constant battle with the girl in the mirror she steals all life from me convinces me i'll never be good enough for you or anyone else i need a muse a reason but instead i lay in bed at night crying because i no longer wish to breathe hating who i've become -this lifeless, empty shell. tell me how to see myself otherwise gouge out my eyes and take the touch from my hands so i never have to feel this worthless again" "how can anyone love me the way i want to be loved those fairytales died long ago with the hope that has been stolen from my heart is there anyone left that sees through my side of the spectrum is there anyone breathing who places love on a pedestal the way i always have. because i will not settle i've betrayed my own heart so many times now that i can no longer count the times i have fallen only to fall again for the same line

Part Two! Yummy!
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com OK PART TWO I stayed for dinner that evening and learned more about who she is. When Cheryl wasn’t taking photo’s of this and that, she spent her time hiking in the surrounding woods. Three times a week she would go to town to get the things she needed and sent off her photo’s, which would make ends meet. I was fascinated, and thanked my lucky stars that we’d met. Cheryl did not have to ask me twice to stay the night. Nor did I need any encouragement when she took my hane and led me to the bedroom. Once there she locked her arms around my neck and gave me a long, deep kiss. I responded in kind, thrusting my tongue deep into her mouth. I could feel her legs shaking as I slid my fingers down her back and cupped her ass with both hands, pulling her dampening crotch up agains’t the bulge in my pants. She quickly unbuttoned my shirt, pushing it back off my broad shoulders to reveal a a trim chest were she covered it with lit

Grandma's Idea :p
One day, Jimmy is walking home from school. When he gets home, he finds his grandpa sitting on the Porch without any pants on! So he goes up to his grandpa and says "Grandpa, do you realize that you're not wearing any pants?" His grandpa replies "Yes Jimmy, I do." Jimmy then says "Well, why are you outside without any pants on Grandpa?" His grandpa looks at Jimmy and responds "Well Jimmy, yesterday I sat outside without a shirt to long, and I got a stiff neck. This was your grandma's idea."

Ode To My Best Friend
My best friend is small and kinda ugly, but is full of might; I love my best friend with the left and then the right; Some times I love my best friend several times a night. My best friend never complains about what I make them do: Climb in wet and hot places, sticky too; My best friend goes with me everywhere, this is true. My best friend gives others and me pleasure by the loads; My best friend can make you shiver from your head to your toes; My best friend works harder and harder until he explodes. I know my poem may seem weird and silly; It my be hard for you to understand really; So I'll just say it...My best friend is my willy.

My Hats Off To All The Firemen & Policemen Who......
TO ALL THE FIREMEN & POLICEMEN WHO.. Who put their lives on the line w/out: ANY THOUGHT FOR THEIR OWN LIVES, UNSELFISHLY, W/BRAVERY And why?: BECAUSE THEY LOVE HELPING/SAVING PEOPLE!! Could you handle this: OR THIS: Thank god there are those who can!! Please take a minute and pay your respect now WHY DO WE ONLY PAY AND SHOW RESPECT WHEN THEY DIE?? They saved my life 8 months ago and I say thank you and I love you guys!!! Hero VideoHero lyrics - Mariah Carey lyrics

Silent Screams
SILENT SCREAMS YET YOU DO NOT HEAR ME, ARMS OUTSTRETCHED AND REACHING FOR YOU, YET YOU ARE NOT REACHING BACK TO ME, INDIFFERECE IS YOUR SHIELD TO ME, YOUR MIND CLOSETS IT THOUGHTS , FEARS PLACED ON THE SHELVES LIKE TROPHIES, PASSIONS RISE AND YOU COME TO ME, AN INTENSE NEED FOR MY HEAT, GROPING HANDS THAT BUILD THE FIRE, BODIES PUSH AND GRIND FOR RELEASE, I OPEN TO RECIEVE YOUR LUST, IT FILLS ME COMPLETELY, AND I FOR ONE MOMENT CAN PRETEND IT'S LOVE.

Love
What is it that makes you fall in love that that special person? When you wake up in the morning and the first thing you think about is them. They are on your ming all day and night. You can't wait to hold them, feel there arms holding you tightly. You think about there soft and gentle lips kissing yours. You think about everymoment you have spent together and can't wait till the next moment you are together. You have day dreams about them all day long. You wonder if they are thinking about you as much as you are thinking about them. You want to spend every waking moment with them. You want to hold them and embrace them. You want to feel there soft touch against your body. You want to kiss them and tell them how pretty they are or how wonderful they are. Tell them how much they mean to you. When you are with that with that special person, nothing or no one in the world matters. You dont' care what others tell you or what they think about them. You are with the one that you have

My Va-jay-jay...
is rather on the small side In other news i'm currently blogging from my beand new Toshiba Sattelite series laptop *bounces up and down* I HAVE SOUND AGAIN!! which i have a feeling is going to make me hate this site..i've been told it can get pretty damn noisy... and i have a mic..and..and ok i don't know what else but i'm just happy i'm not in ghettoville anymore :D i'll actually be able to hear my internet porn again *swoons* ok WTF was that?? why did i just hear a cha ching or something?? lol

Ok
I will be cleaning up my list of friends. Some I do hear from and some I do not. When I give you a shout some of you are not even nice enough to say hello right back. sooooo with that out in the open I will begin deletion during the week. If your name is deleted you know why. dont be whining and bitching because you got deleted. regards

Native Tongue Ii
...Its been over a week since she has seen her dark warrior, yet she can still feel his touch. As she passes her porch, she looks off to the Texas sunset and wonders what he is doing at this very moment...as sadness over comes her and she moves back into her house. The feather Greywolf gave to her sits on her mantle, the Buffalo hide he wrapped her in is layed across her bed. She did not relize there was a chill in the air till now, and she puts up a pot of water on the stove..perhaps some tea will help she thinks, and as she sits by the window her eyes looking to the hills where she first met him, her mind again replays the night in the cave where she gave herself to him..freely and fully. What is this I'm feeling? she thinks..... what magic does this man have over me? She moves to the fire place, placing another log on the fire and stoking it, she again see's the eagle feather on the mantle,..lifts it and embrases the memory....why did he give me this, what meaning could this have?

If She Only Knew
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that I like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your

Grrr...
For all who don't know, I play pool on a league Tuesday nights. I was just looking at the schedule and discovered we have to play a certain team. There's this guy on that team that hits on anything and everything that's alive, (and I think female may be a requirement too). He’s frumpy, he’s got long scraggly hair and, *Sigh* if you ever watch Seinfeld you'll know what I'm talking about, he's a close talker. He gets up in your face to talk to you, and he always stands so close. While he's spitting in your face telling you something you can hardly breathe because you're gagging on the stench of his cheap cologne. And I seem to be one of his favorite people to bug because he’s always hanging on me. So needless to say, I’m not really looking forward to my ‘fun night’ this week. He’s a nice guy though.

Adult Fun Facts
Fun Adult Facts 1) 94% of men lie about their dick size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capactity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "

The Vow
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com I WILL BE AT YOUR SIDE FOR THE REST OF MY DAYS, TO LIVE, LOVE ,AND LAUGH WITH YOU, I WILL SHELTER YOU ALWAYS FROM THOSE WHO MEAN HARM, YOU ARE A PART OF MY SOUL AND FROMM YOU I WILL DRAW MY STRENGTH TO MAKE MY FALTERING STEPS STRONG AS I WALK THROUGH TROUBLED TIMES, I OFFER MY BODY TO ONLY YOU AS A CELEBRATION OF OUR LOVE AND A COMMITTMENT THAT HAS BOUND ME FOREVER TO YOU AS ONE HEART THAT WILL BEAT IN EACH OF US, I WILL FOREVER BE AT YOUR SIDE TO SHARE ALL THAT WILL COME OUR WAY IN THIS LIFE AND I WILL LAUGH WHEN YOU LAUGH AND I WILL CRY WHEN YOU CRY, WHEN OUR BODIES GROW OLD AND WEARY AND WRINKLES DRAPE OUR EYES, I WILL KISS THOSE LIPS THAT I HAVE KISSED FOR A LIFETIME AND I WILL SAY THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME, AND MY ONLY REGRET WILL BE THAT IT WAS NOT ENOUGH TIME , FOR I COuLD LOVE YOU FOR MANY LIFETIMES AND IT WOULD NEVER BE ENOUGH

The Rain
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com THE RAIN FALLS FROM MY WINDOW PANE AS GLISTENING TEARS FALL DOWN MY CHEEKS. CLOUDS SWELL ANGRILY IN THE SKY AND ARE IN CONSTANT MOVEMENT, AS MY BODY FEELS A DESPAIR THAT WILL NOT ALLOW REST, MY MIND FILLS WITH THOUGHTS OF YESTERDAY AND I FEEL FRESH TEARS READY THEMSELVES TO BE SHED. I LONG FOR JOY AND CONTENTMENT AGAIN, TO LAUGH FREELY AT LIFE'S SIMPLEST WONDERS, TO APPRECIATE THE BEGINNING OF EACH NEW DAY. AND FOR PEACE TO EMBRACE ME AS THAT DAY IS ENDED. MY LIFE IS IN LIMBO AND THE PAIN OF YOU IS FRESH, BUT I KNOW THAT ONE DAY IT WILL NOT BE SO HARD AND I WILL SMILE AGAIN, I WILL HOLD ANOTHERS HAND AND KISS HIS LIPS, YES, I WILL LOVE AGAIN.

An Update-part 6
3-5-2007 TheRH@ CherryTAP Here an update, I had blood work done on Friday and had my meds up and all is good. My med level are rated on a points scale 0-20, an ideal reange for me is 10-20, and I'm glad to say it was a 16.7. I ask that still keep me in there thoughts is staying healthy RH Please Rate and Comments

Tell Me This Won't Happen To Us !!!!
LOST IN THE DARNDEST PLACES: An elderly Floridian called 911 on her cell phone to report that her car has been broken into. She is hysterical as she explains her situation to the dispatcher: "They've stolen the stereo, the steering wheel, the brake pedal and even the accelerator!" she cried. The dispatcher said, "Stay calm. An officer is on the way." A few minutes later, the officer radios in. "Disregard." He says. "She got in the back-seat by mistake." ________________________________________________________________________ FAMILY Three sisters, ages 92, 94 and 96, live in a house together. One night the 96-year-old draws a bath. She puts her foot in and pauses. She yells to the other sisters, "Was I getting in or out of the bath?" The 94-year-old yells back, "I don't know. I'll come up and see." She starts up the stairs and pauses "Was I going up the stairs or down?" The 92-year-old is sitting at the kitchen table having tea listening to her sisters. She shakes her

Axes Of Necessary Evil
Had a few co-workers get laid off yesterday. Never happened at this job before. This is to them:( You feel full Of empty As you sit Powerless Watching your world Change The everyday Turns into Not anymore You say goodbye Wish good luck Future meetings We can explore But You sense the chord Sever As you see them Close That door It has happened Before And shall Again Sometimes detachment Makes you realize They really are Your Friend

My New Profile Words To Live By
today I have been bombed by three people who have decided to let me know how they feel about the "DevilsDen" as well as add some of their in sites on my "Evil ways" ohohohhhhh be afraid people be very afraid ...this is it people, we play ball my way..... I have been on cherry tap for awhile now when it was "lost Cherry" and I have met some real kewl people, and I have met some butt heads too,(you know who you are) I have to tell my new friends that I am a real person with feelings thoughts, hopes and dreams,I am not a shallow person I show respect when it is shown to me, random acts of kindness are welcome here and will be returned,random acts of stupidity are not,and I will blog about them and will mention your name with a number of different colorful meta fores I have locked away in my book of curses, do yourself a favor and please move to the next narrow minded dummy here, there are many to choose from.PLEASE don't rate my page under a 10, if you don't like my page then DON'T

Why I'm Bi An Proud Of It
I notice the older I get the more proud I am to be a bi-sexual female. When I was growing up my Dad was a strict Christian man, an was very unforgiving towards anyone who didn't think the same way the Christians do on the issues of Moral values. Now I love my Dad, don't get me wrong, I understand he came from a strict up bringing an really didn't know any better. But there are so many things it took me a long time to expierince for myself because of fear of being looked down upon as a hiethen an a sinner by my family an piers. And I remember very well when I spent the night with a girl friend from school when I was 11, an we were playing around on her bed, well one thing led to another before you know it, we were experimenting? I guess that would be the proper word for it lol. But we experimented with each other for a long time, and I really enjoyed it. I enjoyed it so much so it really frieghtened me to the point I went back home that evening. Needless to say, I harbored those sexu

It Does Seem That Way I Guess
well I guess I can be an ass, yeah like you have never been an ass...I just cant seem to shake curtain things I know "get over it" right? yeah I wish I could, maybe a few years ago I could and I don't want to keep using my sons death for all my problems, I just cant seem to get over this sadness this weakness I feel everyday brings me more to nothing nothing more then the day before, was reading a book called "why bad things happen to good people" oddly enough written by a paster who's child had passed and I guess you have to be a special person to be able to deal with it, like I said this was a paster and even his belief and faith were tested, I don't know I have to deal with this in my own time on my own, one day at a time kids are suppose to bury parents not the way around, its sad and I feel it a lot.I cant seem to deal with assholes I use to be able to just walk away but for some reason I want to confront them and tell them how I feel, I do know that my doctor tells me that this g

Just Me
I just wanted to say i love it here on CherryTap i have met some of the coolest people on here and i wanted to say to my new friends you are welcome to chat or stop by my page anytime. A little about myself i started back at the US Postal Service a few months back and i am loving ever minute of it and i am going to buy my first house in a few weeks so i am very happy about that also it a 3 bedroom and it just me, myself , and I (I am still single ) but i will have my own house and i will be posting pics of the new house on here to show it off. Well everybody have a great weekend. Peace, Jerry

So Dig It, I Have An Idea.
Between TheGothGuyWho'sNameIDon'tKnow, (you know who you are.), and Courty, I've decided to Game-itize people. Got a favorite 8 or 16 bit classic game? Give me a yell, and I'll do up a picture of you in it, a la my recent additions to my album. It's fun for me, and gives me something to do when I'm bored.

Round 2
Deleted another 160 people today, would do more but that shit takes forever. So if you're still around you are either a) a decent human being or b) I just didn't make it that far down my list yet. What bothers me is when you delete someone and they come right back and try add you again...look if I took you off my list I probably had a reason so kindly fuck off and die slowly for all I care. k thanx!! I also have no time for whining and bitching, If I say something and you take offense to it...oh well. I'm not gonna cry about it so why are you? With that said... have a nice day :)

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition
ok guys thank arkham if ya get a chance she rules and has made me think about leaving and i've decided not to let the cherrytap fuckers to win by me leaving. This group is called RED and they are pretty new i dunno they remind me of Breaking benjamin and I love them so maybe these guys will satisfy your pallettes today... This is BREATHE INTO ME And this is how it feels when I ignore the words you spoke to me And this is where I lose myself when I keep running away from you And this is who I am when, when I don't know myself anymore And this is what I choose when it's all left up to me Breathe your life into me I can feel you I'm falling, falling faster Breathe your life into me I still need you I'm falling, falling Breathe into me Breathe into me And this is how it looks when I am standing on the edge And this is how I break apart when I finally hit the ground And this is how it hurts when I pretend I don't feel any pain And this is how I disappear when I thro

#2 Phantom Friday Night Theater - Think Of Me
Welcome to Phantom Friday Night Theater 18-year-old Emmy Rossum as Christine, the Phantom's musical protégé and bondage victim. Opera-trained and movie experienced (she was Sean Penn's daughter in "Mystic River"), she carries the movie with an unaffected grace and charm, and a voice that sounds like the cling of Waterford crystal CHRISTINE Think of me, think of me fondly, when we've said goodbye. Remember me, once in a while - please promise me you'll try. When you find that, once again, you long to take your heart back and be free - if you ever find a moment, spare a thought for me We never said our love was evergreen, or as unchanging as the sea - but if you can still remember stop and think of me . . . Think of all the things we've shared and seen - don't think about the things which might have been . . . Think of me, think of me waking, silent and resigned. Imagine me, trying too hard to put you from my mind. Recall those days look back on all th

Who Am I?
As many of my CT friends and family know I work as a fulltime youth counselor. I don't look at my work as a job but a lifestyle. I am extremely busy and am on call 24-7. Many of the youth I work with are from broken homes and have had very troubled pasts. I have a lot of compassion for the youth of today. I am a mother. I have an 18 year old step-son who I've raised since he was a young boy. I also have a 7 year old son and a 3 year old daughter. I am a fulltime student. I am working towards completing my degree in Oriental Medicine. When I am finished I will have my Master's in acupuncture and herbology. I am Wiccan. I was raised Catholic and when I was confirmed from the Catholic church and permitted to choose my own spiritual path I found that Wicca was the spiritual path most condusive to my personal beliefs. I have a deep respect for all religions as long as the individual does not use them as a personal targeting weapon to harm and critique others. While

Beauty
One of the workshops that I did with my youth dealt with the subject of beauty. This is a topic that I am passionate about. How do we perceive beauty today? I recently one of my dear friends on CT learn this lesson. As many CT people know not everyone is as they appear on their profiles. This young woman used pictures of another on her profile and was caught doing so. Many individuals got to know this kind and caring woman and became extremely upset with her when her ruse was brought to light. Yes, there is no justification for her actions but in my work it is something I understand. Let's ask ourselves this question? Is it the person in the photos that we become friends with or those that we get to know on a personal level? When those individuals admit their mistakes and take accountibility for their error do we as REAL friends turn our backs on them or stand by their side and support them during this transition? I personally choose to take the high road and embrace

I Alone
I would give my heart and blood, to know that you are well, I would face the gates of hell, to have you here by me, I would gladly give my life, to give you just today, to somehow show my love for you, to just find someway, to only have you in my arms, I'd gladly die today, I Alone Love You, Live - I AloneMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

People Who View Your Profile
Whats up with people? People come visit ur page, but they cant rate it real quick. Anyones page that I visit, I rate out of kindness. I was just noticing, a little under 1000 people have rated my page but i've had almost 8000 page views, hmmmmmmmm talk about lazy lol if you cant click on the rating scale. Pretty bad...... lmao Way I see it, if you rate someones page and their pics. They should return the favor.

Tee Hee!
yay! i put this as a bulletin...but now it is also tucked safely away in my blog... the internet is a beautiful thing. so is whoring oneself. don't judge me! okay okay okay...i admit...contests are silly... but...i'm in one...because i like the guy who made it :D and it's just for fun... i mean...we all know that whoever wins this isn't REALLY queen of the cookies... (that has nothing to do with the contest...i just really want a cookie...) so yeah...if you wanna rate my picture...or if you wanna throw down some comments telling me how fabulous i am...that would be perfectly acceptable. oh, and i will still be your friend even if you don't take this contest seriously. NOT!!! fuckers! do it! just kidding...i love you :) oh and...the winner gets a 3 day blast...so you better think really hard about which person in this contest you want to see up on the top right corner of the cherry tap window... i've already made my decision... okay...so here is my FACE...and you can

Sunrise
The room is slowly becoming brighter and the first ray of sunshine is peeking through the half closed curtains, I can see the smooth curves of your body only lightly hidden by the soft silk sheets and the soft breathing is barely audible as your lovely chest rises, your nipples are slightly erect and I can’t resist the urge to trace your curves with my finger and touching the soft curls of your hair, the room is still filled with your delicate perfume and the scent of lovemaking of the night before, I feel a light shiver going through my body as I remember the wonderful feeling of your body closely pressed to mine, your skin so soft and almost like porcelain. It is incredible to have you next to me, how you change from soft tenderness into an almost animal like state when we drive each other to an absolute state of ecstasy. How we make love and revel in each other’s body, your soft kisses, hands that cannot stop touching, this urge to be close to be one. I let my hands continue it

First Time?
*this is my first attempt at humorous poetry. i think i turned myself on instead. oh well. enjoy.* pink cheeked nipple tweak. wanna cum? go fuck a geek. light eyes. pillow thighs. why don't you try me on for sighs? red toes. little nose. spank my ass and rip my hose. first time? nevermind. ride the wave. you'll be just fine.

Love The Hate
Ah yes can you feel it That warming sensation running down your spine It flows through the veins and replaces the pain This hatred grows ever so strong Feel it Breathe it Taste it Blood thirst for vengeance That overwhelming desire to destroy all Kept in check harms no one Unleashed it leaves no remains Crave it Lust for it Love it

Wow... What Next?!?!?
TONIGHT, I JUST FOUND OUT THAT ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS ENDED UP IN THE HOSPITAL... HE HAD A SEIZURE TONIGHT. AS IT IS... HE'S FIGHTING WITH A DIFFERENT PROBLEM. HE HAD TO UNDER GO A LOT OF CHEMO.... JUST WHEN THINGS LOOK ON THE BRIGHTER SIDE. THIS HAPPENS. I REALLY HOPE HE GETS BETTER. PLEASE, IF YOU PRAY... SEND HIM SOME PRAYERS AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE... HE COULD USE IT RIGHT NOW. http://www.cherrytap.com/user/273158 I DON'T USUALLY ASK FOR MUCH... BUT HE COULD USE THE PRAYERS AND THE LOVE.... THIS IS ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS. I HOLD HIM CLOSE TO MY HEART AND ALWAYS WILL...... SINCERELY, ~TORN WITHOUT YOU~

Poem
There's been a lot of mucky poems about recently. I thought I'd try and elevate the tone slightly and to this end I have composed a haiku. It is entitled 'Spring': Shiny, shiny balls Pull upon the slidey shaft White stuff will appear. The haiku is one the noblest and most well-regarded forms of poetry in Japan. I am a dead man.

Not To Sound Mean Or Like A Racist, Cause I'm Not
Mexicans are taking over my walmart... what's next? Stopped there for a second today. I don't understand why this makes me so sick, cause i dont really even like walmart. lol Why do they have to shop in packs? I was trying to pay for a couple of items. I had to stand behind 9 mexicans while i guess the pack leader paid for his case of beer. I hate to think of the Demographics of this country over the next 20 years. I'm saying that based on the changes ive seen in my small town over the past few years. Anyway, enough of my rant. Bash me if you wish I would love to hear all your comments. My local radio DJ was really bashing the illegals and mexicans in general today so I guess that got me going. lol Sorry if I offended anyone, but I want my town back!

Poem
Time Flows Without End. Briefly We Touch The Stars. A Moment In Time As We Drift Along. Time To Surrender Our Hearts ~ Openly Surrendering Freely and Proundly. Give Me Your Heart ~ I Will Give You Mine. Loving Completely In Our Brief Time. Sharing Our Souls And Fulfilling Our Destiny. Open Our Arms Widely As We Look Into Each Other Eyes. No Reservations ~ No Hesitations. Devoting Our Love Completely ~ Fully ~ Profoundly

Forgive Me
To all my friends please forgive me for my lack of comments and conversations. I am very sick right now and weak so it is hard for me to stay online. This flu is kicking my ass I am fighting the trip to the hospital that my doctor wants me to make. So as soon as I am feeling better I promise to leave you all a comment. I miss you all very much..hugsssssssss, Tammy

Can We Talk Reposting
I just want to say how sorry for all the blogs i put in here concerning two people and they know who they are. i must have been just as crazy as them to stoop to their level.. well no more.i have a wonderful family. three wonderful kids and 10 grandkids..which my oldest grandson chris who is 19 is graduating this year. i am more then excited to watch him walk across that stage in his cap and gown.. and he is going to go to three years of college before joining the marines.he is my pride and joy along with my other grandkids..three beautiful granddaughters and 6 handsome grandsons. my life has been great and i am very happy with it i dont need two people making it miserable for me . if they want to be miserable let them. if they want to think the internet is real life let them......u cant fall in love with someone on here..guess loneliness and sadness in their lives let them think this is the real world well i have to much to live for to let stupid people like that make me

Without You Here
I'm alone and empty, the sun never seems to shine, I go through the days, with a longing that you where mine, just drifting in a haze, my every thought is of you,, nothing else means a thing, I try so hard to hide it, to never let you know, I put on a smile, I laugh and I joke, but deep inside I'm hollow, on the very food I need I choke, my heart stays in my throat, like a burning coal, some nights are so unbearable, I just lay there and think, if you where only here with me, my life would be complete, but for now I'll face the days, just like the nights before, with this aching deep inside me, it will never leave me, till the day I can finally hold you, then it will all go away, but I know for now, the pain is here to stay, Without You Here.. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Bad News
WELL WE JUST GOT BACK FROM BIRMINGHAM TODAY, THE THOUGHT THAT I HAVE BEEN WONDERING ABOUT ALAN ARE TRUE. I WAS NOT SURE IF HE HAD BEEN GETTING WORSE OR NOT SINCE I AM THE ONE THAT SEES HIM ALL THE TIME. ANYWAY WE SAW THE DOCTOR. IN 6 MONTHS SINCE WE WAS THERE LAST..IN AUGUST OF LAST YEAR. HE HAS GOTTEN WORSE. HE HAS LOST ALL MUSCLE MASS/TONE IN HIS LEGS. ALL HIS NERVES IN HIS LOWER BODY ARE DEAD.HE HAS NO REFLEXES IN HIS LEGS OR IN HIS ARMS, HE STILL HAS STRENTH IN HIS UPEER BODY. WHICH IS GOOD. HE HAS THE BEGINNING OF SCOLIOSIS. THE DOCTOR SAID THEIR WAS NO HELP FOR IT RIGHT NOW. ALAN NEEDS TO HAVE A SLEEP STUDY DONE, HE NEEDS TO SEE THE BREATHING DOCTOR AGAIN AND THE HEART DOCTOR. HE WANTS US BACK THERE IN JULY, TO SEE HOW ALAN HAS PROGRESSED IN THE FOUR MONTHS, INSTEAD OF 6. WE TOOK THEM TO THE ZOO YESTERDAY. ALAN HAD A REALLY GOOD TIME, WE ALL HAD A GREAT TIME. THEIR ARE NEW PICS FROM THE ZOO POSTED AS I KNOW MORE INFO I WILL POST IT.

Friend Requests Part 555.5
I come to this site to decrease my anxiety. Someone who asks me to read their profile and sends me a friend request that shows that they have manifestly not skimmed let alone read mine- I am not going to agonize over how best to explain to them why I am denying their request, or try to get past the manifold barriers they have put up in their profile (very few methods of contact available, few of them appropriate) to ask them to provide more information or enter into a conversation -- so that I can ease my mind that we'd get along as CTFriends, that I wouldn't mind their having access to my protected blogs. (Some people actively want people to join their lists and are fairly exhibitionist, blog- and photo-wise, though their attitude to making lasting friends may be more ambiguous; I do lose track of people, which I need to work on, but I am not a the-more-the-merrier person, I think, when it comes to adding people to my trust-lists.) No. Deny it is, with people who can't be bothe

I'm Sure No One Cares..
But, I read last night that Ronnie James Dio and Black Sabbath were working on some project together at the moment. I just about had an orgasm when I read that. In fact, I had to read it a few times just to make sure I read it correctly. If they on tour with Ronnie James Dio as their singer again it would be heavenly for me. I'd pay a shitload of money to see that. The only thing what could be that for is seeing them between 1980-1982. Seeing Led Zeppelin around 1972 would have heavenly too.

No Such Thing...
They always say there's no such thing as an original idea.... well fuck it all if that's not true with me LOL. Over the last several years i have come up with ideas... a lot of ideas, only to see about 90% of them actually hit the market, get made, whatever... some products, some movies, etc. i think i need to get me one of those inventors kits or start writing down my freaking script ideas and getting them submitted. When i was in 9th grade (1987/88) i wrote a story called When Worlds Collide... about a modern day era that suddenly meets up with Dragons. There was more to it then just dragons, but dragons were the primary point of the plot... a few years back we saw Reign of Fire. Not a blockbuster smash or anything, but it was there all the same LOL I'm not whining about it. I think it's kinda cool in a weird sort of way. I'd like to think my ideas are escaping into the social conscience or something. it would explain my brain sharing with some people LOL well, the other

Venting
ok so ive had one of my shittiest days ever. First off, I found out my grandpa died. We knew it was coming because he had gotten pneumonia last week. So that sucked ass, just to find out it actually happened. Next I watch the big ten championship game, thinkin well maybe my badgers will pull one out and win it or at least lose respectably. But, NOOOOOOOOO, they had to get killed! FUCKING BUCKEYE HORSE SHIT OVERATED SOB'S!!! Then, last, but certainly not least! I get called in to work for 2 WHOLE HOURS! Do you think it would be a legit reasoning? HELL FUCKING NO!!!!! Drama bullshit, causes my co-workers to say they CANT work. UGH its ALL FUCKING BULLSHIT TOO!!! I wont go into their reasons, because they are somewhat private, but trust me when i say its fucking horse shit! ok Im done for now. FYI the funeral is tuesday so I'll be gone all day.

Bomb Train System
Ok First off, This is for everyone thats in a contest or for people how help them out by doing some comment bombing. This how it will work: 1. If you're in a contest post your contest link in this blog comment 2. If you post your contest link, you promise to COMMENT BOMB the other contest pics that other people post (example) Say if there's 10 people that posted their contest link and you have 10 people doing some comment bombing and each one leaves at least 50 comments, That's 500 comments comming your way 3. If that person isn't online to see their comments, then send them a private message saying you did so. Please say how many comments you have left them, so they can return the favor.

Today's Random Bits Of Trivia....
- The liquid inside young coconuts can be used as a substitute for Blood plasma. - No piece of paper can be folded in half more than seven times. - Donkeys kill more people annually than plane crashes. - You burn more calories sleeping than you do watching television. - Oak trees do not produce acorns until they are 50 years of age or older. - The first product to have a bar code was Wrigley's gum. - The King of Hearts is the only king without a moustache. - Venus is the only planet that rotates clockwise. - Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning. - Most dust particles in your house are made from dead skin. - Walt Disney was afraid of mice. - Pearls melt in vinegar. - It is possible to lead a cow upstairs... but, not downstairs. - A duck's quack doesn't echo, and no one knows why. - Turtles can breathe through their butts.

1-9-7
EARLY JANUARY MORNING SUNSHINE WATCHING THE SNOW BLANKET THE GROUND FEELING AS COLD & GREY ON THE INSIDE SIMPLY WISHING U WERE AROUND FEBUARY I'M AFRAID WILL ALSO BE BITTER LONELY AS THE PALE WINTER NIGHT LOOKING FOR YOUR EYES TO WARM ME MAKING EVERYTHING MORE THAN ALRIGHT BUT EVEN AFTER APRIL SHOWERS & MAYFLOWERS THERE'S A FROST ON HORIZON'S DOOR SUMMERTIME SUNSHINE CAN'T CHASE AWAY THE BLUES CAN'T WASH THIS FEELING AWAY FOR SURE FOREVER WINTER TILL I FEEL YOUR TOUCH LIKE IM LIVING AT THE SOUTH POLE CONSTANT DARKNESS UNTIL YOUR LOVE SHINES ON ME THIS MISERY HAS FINALLY TAKEN ITS TOLL 1-9-7 JAY ROGERS

1-14-7
JUST LEFT THE ARMS OF AN ANGEL TO GIVE THE DEVIL HIS DUE HEAVY PRICES TO PAY FOR THESE VICES SELLING MY SOUL SEEMED LIKE THE THING TO DO DON'T KNOW HOW LONG I GOT 1,000 MPH AND THE DEVIL'S BEHIND THE WHEEL RUNNING WITH NO CONCERN OVER CONSEQUENCE GOT TO STAY FEELING THE WAY THAT I FEEL SPILLING BLOOD & ENDING LIVES IN MY WAKE OF DEVESTATION THE DEVIL'S SO PROUD OF HIS PRODIGY I'VE BECOME HIS FAVORITE CREATION I'M THE SUBJECT OF COUNTLESS PRAYERS BUT THERE'S JUST NO TURNING BACK THE DEVIL'S GOT ME ALL WIRED AGAIN I'M PRIMED FOR ANOTHER ATTACK THE SWEET TASTE KEEPS ME RUNNING KNOWING THE DEVIL'S WHIPERS R FULL OF LIES THE SINS OF MY PAST WILL ALWAYS HAUNT ME THE THRILL OF THE CHASE KEEPS ME MESMORIZED 1-14-7 JAY ROGERS

Myself
Myself I have to live with myself, and so I want to be fit for myself to know, I want to be able as days go by, Always to look myself straight in the eye; I don't want to stand,with the setting sun, And hate myself for things I have done. I don't want to keep on a closet shelf A lot of secrets about myself, And fool myself,as I come and go Into thinking that nobody else will know The kind of a person I really am; I don't want to dress myself up in shame. I want to go out with my head erect, I want to deserve all people's respect; But here in the struggle for fame and wealth I want to be able to like myself. I don't want to look at myself and know That I'm bluster and bluff and empty show. I can never hide myself from me; I see what others may never see; I know what others may never know, I never can fool myself,and so, Whatever happens,I want to be Self-respecting and guilt-free.

Stink...
sometimes i wallow in regret. i have lived a life that has been less than kind, it amuses me sometimes, that all the people here think i am so nice. i enjoy hurting people, it's a curse. i enjoy being hurt. so fucked.

My Daughter Wrote This To Me At 12yrs Old
WHO I WANT TO BE Is someone related to me She is very smart She has a big heart She works all day and still has time to play She cleans and she cooks and even has great looks Who I want to be, can only see, When I am mad or sad Maybe even glad she is the one Who lets me have fun Who I want to be really loves me She is kind and nice Like sugar and spice She is buzy and sweet and hard to compete She is really the Bomb Who I want to be is my MOM

Tired Of Haterz
WHY DO SO MANY PPL LIKE 2 HATE ON ME.. I KEEP IT REAL, I ONLY RATE TENS + , BUT YET I GET LOW RATES 1,7,8 I WOULD NEVER DO THAT 2 NE ONE UNLESS THEY DID 2 ME, I MIND MY OWN BUSINESS, I AM REALLY NICE...

Im Sorry
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your

It's Warm Out!
Things I have learnt today. 1) 3 dollars to charity church people earns you not one baggy of candy but two! 2) Charity workers think that pink streaks in black bobs are the ish and that nobody should tell anyone otherwise! 3)They also enjoy pink velour jogging suits. >> 4) Wet charcoal from last year does not work as well as new charcoal. 5) Grilling is a pain in the rear. 6) How to assemble a grill by myself! 7) What I think would make 3 kabobs in reality makes about seven. 8) I can fit into a size 12 and a half childs skirt! 9) People drive crazy when it's warm. 10) I like to pretend I am a race car driver when its warm... I need to slow down. ..... possibly more to come.

All The Hate I Get
the new train of thought [im not 100% sure yet] is i am goin to close my NSFW folder down since that is what stems majority of the hate on here eg whore. && i am not a fucking whore and am sick of the hate so um yea if u come by and cant see them this is why [oh and dont think U r missing out NO ONE will be able to see them]

Me...............
I sit alone and sometimes things consume me in fear. I need time I need space to find the answers but there is always someone pushing me pushing for more. I cant give more Im giving fully to those who need me the most now. My children I am the one person they have that loves them unconditionally and im there always, My mother who gave me the life I have and My grandmother who has lived so fully yet is beginning to see the end of her days. They are where I need to be .....how do u not give all you have all you are to show u love to show u care. and how can some one who says they love you so fiercely want you to turn your back on them and satisfy him? I cant I wont. Love would understand and be patient and wait. but sometimes what seems to be a love of a lifetime turns out to be nothing more than a love that passed the time. I said so many times to myself DO not let anyone in your heart they will only rip it apart. I am my family's rock and I shall continue to do so until I cant do

Breakin.
Breaking Breaking when you have a degree and all of the 24 interviews you went on say you dont qualify what the fuck do i have a degree for? Breaking when you go to catch a cab and damn near get hit by one. Breaking when your lady leaves you for another man just for the curiosity of his race. Breaking when you grow up being told that you’re stupid so many times you believe you are. Breaking when you get beat with everything that your moms can get her hands on. Breaking when you standing right next to your classmate and they get gunned down and aint shit you can do but freeze like a snowman. Breaking when you’ve done things that are against your own morals how the fuck can you even be called a human..The only thing that separates us from the animals is our morals.. Breaking when you’re blessed with a gift but scared to use it. Breaking when your when you let your past heartbreaks stop you from allowing any others, so you indirectly push them away… Breaking when you grow up

Ahem....i Need Advice
ok so my ex is talking to my friend.. he's 18 shes 14.. not that that matters but.. he pisses me off the fact that he says "i still like your you were my first"..ok and then all the sudden likes my friend.. do you think hes trying to make me jealous or what

The Retired Age
For those of you that know me already, this will not come as a surprise. For those of you that do not, I guess I am talking to you. Ever wonder about things you had the opportunity to do and never did? Whether they were dangerous, sexual, high speed, or just plain fun and you felt unmotivated to go? Ever sat down and thought about all the things that, despite whether or not you knew you wouldn't like them, you had to wonder, "What if I did?" A little history: My father got drunk as hell one night when I was 5 and without warning he beat the hell out of me. It wasn't today's day and age, so nothing came of it, but I was tough and stayed standing. Eventually he tired himself out, and I still had all my teeth. The point is, I'll never forget the last thing he said to me. He said, "I hate you for everything you will one day become." This scared the hell out of me. Not so much his words, but what they represented. They represented a broken man, with so many regrets about th

My Pops
After having a brush with death, my father seems to have punched the cloaked guy in the throat and kept his scythe as a souvenir. The doctors, either sick of my dad or believing he's well enough to function at home, sent him away. Dakota simultaneously spit me out, and now I'm back home. I'm swamped with work, as always, and so I'm putting it all off to the last minute. Typical Sugar behaviour. Oh, and I'm going to quit smoking, which is probably the least-harmful of my destructive behaviours.

My Boys
I want to say thank you to my boys (and good friend Girly) for their love and support in my returning to this page. It keeps my mind clear. Everyone has been great to me and my good friends have kept it real and drama free. It is hard sometimes to respond to everyone, so thank you for being so fucking cool. I have had a couple of friends bail on me recently for some dumb ass reasons, to them I say later! Real people stick around and exercise something called PATIENCE! Learn it.

Help Please....
I'm not sure if anyone can help me, but I've been looking for my brother and it seems him and his mom have disappeared. I haven't talked to him for about 2 years and I keep looking and looking, I'm now at a dead end. His name is Robert and goes by Rob from the Princeton--Zimmerman Minnesota area, his b-day is in Oct. and he'll be about 19 now. This is a total last resort for me, but if you think you know him or where I could find him at I would be soooooooooo thankful.

I Give Up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have a lot going through my head right now and none of it is good. I want to run and hide or just die, but dieing is not and option for me as I have a beautiful little boy who needs me, no matter how much he pushes my buttons. The one person who even though we are divorced still loves me with everything that he is and I can't be with him right now. I feel like I am all alone and that no one wants to talk to me or be around me. I have a friend that comes up every week and do you think we talk? Nope we sit in the same house on the computers. We may say some things to each other, but otherwise we IM each other every now and then or we don't talk at all. I stay in my house all time cause I don't want to be around people cause I don't want to being them down which causes my son to be in the house all the time and that is not fair to him. I feel like I should drop out of school and just stay working for the company that I work for, but I did not take the last yr and a half and put myself t

Some Info On Lupus
I Hijacked this from Cricket..its is very helpful and interesting for those of you who think that this is in fact a BS diagnosis! For those of you that care to know some of the facts about the disease that I, and some of our other dear tappers have..I am blogging some facts in here. Some of you will walk out of this blog, shaking your head and not really giving a shit, others..this will help you to understand why..when we're having a bad day..it's a really bad day...Not an "empty diagnosis" as one of my friend's docs put it to her..OR "non life threatening" as Dr. Phil so kindly put it. :/ ::Taken from the LFA website:: By definition Lupus is a chronic inflammatory disease that can affect various parts of the body, especially the skin, joints, blood, and kidneys. In an autoimmune disorder such as lupus, the immune system loses its ability to tell the difference between foreign substances (antigens) and its own cells and tissues. There are 4 types of Lupus: Discoid-almos

Just A Small Touch
I lose myself in my own reverie. Stretch out my arms to reach your heart. Can you feel the heat at my fingertips? I brush your skin lightly, softly until you shiver at the feeling. closing my eyes we are there... Soft whispered hints of reminscent days are unspoken..only felt as our lips brush faintly. Feel the breath against your skin... I blow strawberry kisses and they tingle towards the spaces neglected. You forgot how it makes you aware. Powerless against your will, powerles against my own, it's then i realise that I am yours. ~D~

Tears
Sometimes I feel that I can actually understand people who get severely depressed. That makes me depressed. Sometimes there are so many roads to choose from, you never know which road you're supposed to be on or if you should just cut through the woods in some area. I was taught as a child that if I were ever lost in the woods, I should just stay in one spot and cry out. In my adult life with all of these crossroads, and every one has a tollbooth or two, I just want to sit in one spot and cry.

Quilts For Charity(domestic Violence)
WORKING TOGETHER TO ELIMINATE ABUSE AND FEAR, I MAKE MY QUILTS MOSTLY FOR OTHER DOMESTIC VIOLENCE VICTIMS AND AUCTION THEM OFF FOR CHAIRaTYS I MAKE ALL MINE BY HAND WITHOUT USE OF A SEWING MACHINE I WAS THINKING BOUT STARTING A GROUP WHO R WILLING TO MAKE AT LEAST ONE BLOCK EACH SEND ME THE BLOCKS AND ID assemble THEM INTO ONE BIG QUILT TO BE AUCTIONED OFF FOR DOMESTIC VIOLENCE SHELTERS AND VICTIMS NOT SURE IF ANY ONE WOULD BE INTERESTED IN IT BUT I THOUGHT ID PUT THE IDEA OUT THERE U CAN SIGN YOUR BLOCK AND EVERY THING JUST ANOTHER WAY TO SHOW YOUR SUPPORT WELL TY FOR EVERY ONE WHO READS THIS PLEASE LEAVE COMMENTS AS TO WHAT U THINK OF THE IDEA HERE R A FEW THAT I HAVE MADE BREAST CANCER

What Is A Geek
I have gotten a few messages that I am too cute to be a geek. Well I think geeks can be cute LOL. I call myself a Geek because thats what I am. Most people cannot differentiate Geek and Nerd. I am a geek. Maybe this will help Geek: a definition "But just what is a geek?" you ask. Well, I'll tell you. At least, I'll tell you my definition... which may be different from "general usage" of the term, webster's definition, and even the definition used by other geeks. A geek is someone who spends time being "social" on a computer. This could mean chatting on irc or icb, playing multi-user games, posting to alt.sex.bondage.particle.physics, or even writing shareware. Someone who just uses their computer for work, but doesn't spend their free time "on line" is not a geek. Most geeks are technically adept and have a great love of computers, but not all geeks are programming wizards. Some just know enough unix to read mail and telnet out to their favorite MUD. Geeks are generally soc

#3 Phantom Friday Night Theater - Angel Of Music
Welcome to Phantom Friday Theater PHANTOM'S VOICE Bravi, bravi, bravissimi . . . (CHRISTINE is bewildered by the voice. MEG, following, has not heard it. CHRISTINE turns in surprise, and is relieved to see her) MEG Christine, Christine… Where in the world have you been hiding? Really, you were perfect! I only wish I knew your secret! Who is your great tutor? CHRISTINE (abstracted, entering the dressing room) Father once spoke of an angel . . . I used to dream he'd appear . . . Now as I sing, I can sense him . . . And I know he's here . . . (trance-like) Here in this room he calls me softly . . . somewhere inside . . . hiding . . . Somehow I know he's always with me . . . he - the unseen genius . . . MEG (uneasily) Christine, you must have been dreaming . . . stories like this can't come true . . . Christine, you're talking in riddles . . . and it's not like you . . . CHRISTINE (not hearing her, ecstatic) Angel of Music! Guide and

Yet The Bullshit Starts Again
I know why I havent been on CT much..it's the stupid ass rules they are having..WE are suppose to be adults..then someone flags a lot of My pics..NSFW... Some had been there for over two months....... IF you DON'T like My pics stay the FUCK off My profile..... LOOKS like I'm leaving again for a while.. I guess someone with flag this blog NSFW........

My Job...
So I'm sitting outside work with my Sergeant having a smoke when one of the inmates we had just released starts to walk past. ( I work in a correctional facility for the record) He stopped a few feet away and seemed to hesitate for a moment before turning around to address us. "I just have to give y'all a little bit of advice" (at this point I'm thinking that this asshole is going to say 'You need to burn this damn jail to the ground' or 'The food here sucks, get a cook'... something like that) So I gaze at him with the look reserved for people who bother me while I'm on my break and my Sergeant just sighs and lights another one up, probably preparing to cuss at this guy and tell him to get on down the road. The man hesitates again, tells us he's been in Federal Custody for going over two years and then says "Here's the advice... never, ever, ever fuck with the Bureau of Alcohol, Tobacco and Firearms" That was about one of the funniest, truest bits of advice that I've eve

Thinking
Thinking about the other day Thinking about another way Thinking of all the things we say Thinking how the time does stray Thinking of you relieves the sorrow Thinking about a long tomorrow Thinking of those who like to borrow Thinking of friendships, oh so hollow Thinking as I lay with you here Thinking of easing all your fear Thinking of the last time I saw you tear Thinking how I wish for another year Thinking as I hear our song Thinking how it's been so long Thinking how they were wrong Thinking of us, oh so strong Thinking of what we might do today Thinking about what we did yesterday Thinking of your beauty as you obey Thinking how everything will be okay Thinking of something Thinking of nothing Thinking of why are we all really here Thinking of.......thank God the morning does appear

Real Friends
Real friends don't post bulletins talking about REPOST THIS BULLETIN IF YOU ARE MY TRUE FRIEND, and IF YOU DON'T REPOST THIS BULLETIN I WILL REMOVE YOU FROM MY FRIENDS LIST. By all means, if you ahve enough time to repost those bulletins, at least have the sense enough to change the title, or don't post it. If you post bulletins with any title that says anything relevant to the above mentioned things, I will remove you upon seeing your bulletins. The bulletin board is a place for people to be able to see where REAL SHIT Is going on, and if someone has an announcement, not somewhere for a bunch of people to be posting useless self promotion shit. I am not interested in seeing how many people can repost a bulletin about DROP ME AS MANY COMMENTS AS YOU CAN if you get some time either. I use the bulletin board to post stuff to help my new friends, not some go vote or please vote bulletins. If you read this and it offends you, feel free to remove me from your friends list, otherwise, drop m

Am Hibernating This Summer
Well summer is going to be here real soon. This wolf will be hibernating most of the summer from CT. If he will be back...not sure as of yet. There's some things that are getting out of hand and not getting into details lol. All i can say is that i've enjoyed helping the people that i have helped as well as getting help from the people i got help from. If there's anyone who wishes to keep in touch i'll be on yahoo :) Anyhow just things i've been realy thinking about latley so i thought i'd do up a stupid blog on it lol. for everyone that reads this i hope you have a fantastic summer :):)

Symptoms Of Last Blog...
Chances ar eyou know at least someone with these, maybe this can help some people understand what I live with..... It isn’t unusual to have both TrPs and FMS contributing to one symptom — sometimes with the addition of reactive hypoglycemia (RHG) or insulin resistance (IR). Some of your symptoms may be caused by the side effects of medications. There are other medical conditions that can cause some of these symptoms as well. This guide will, however, indicate whether there is a pattern to your symptoms. For example, if you have three symptoms indicating possible TrPs, you have a great likelihood of having other symptoms also caused by TrPs and a good possibility of having chronic myofascial pain. Visual locations of TrPs and their reference zones can be seen in the video "Chronic Myofascial Pain Syndrome: The Trigger Point Guide" (see video). Key to Understanding the Self-Diagnostic Guide "(FMS)" indicates that the preceding symptom often accompanies fibromyalgia. "(H)"

Running List Of Ppl Who Ive Rated Or Not Rated...please Post!
Heres an honest attempt to keep track of who rates and fans me...i rate fan and add everyone right from the jump and i make it a point to rate everything on someones page if they rate my stuff too...so if u would post a comment here if i have rated all of ur stuff or if u rated me and i havent been 2 ur page 2 return the favor yet. As we all know its kinda hard keepin up with it so heres a way 2 make a list!...drop me a link 2 ur stash or pics or whatever it is u want me to rate in this blog...also post if ive been 2 ur page and rated all of ur stuff etc...kinda like a testimonial so ppl know i return the favors! thanx for readin...laterrrrrrrrr

You Didn't Think I Could Do It! Lol. My Idea Of Sex!
lie down on the bed take off all your clothes!i kiss you all over, from your head down to your toes.i kiss your body and you start to quiver.you kiss my neck and my body starts to shiver!i take your bra off , unsnapping the latches one by one. you pull up my shirt,kissing my chest just for fun. i kiss you on your breasts,and suck the nipples as they are hard. i feel your breath begin to weaken,at this point you are sex starved! and you unbutton my pants ,unzipping the golden fly, i pull of your skirt, as i see the twinkle in your eye.and i ease your thong off,slowly with my teeth.stopping in midriff licking your clit , so sweet!as the thong comes off , i kiss up your inner thigh. and lick the tip of your womanhood ,and you begin to feel high!and you pull down my underwear so slowly and serene.kissing on my throbbing cock,making my body steam. and you climb on top of me , putting you juicy cunt in my face.we begin 69, here and now is the time and place. and i lick you ever so swiftly as

Love Is For Everyone Who Isn't Me
Follow me into the desert As thirsty as you are Crack a smile and cut your mouth And drown in alcohol Cause down below the truth is lying Beneath the riverbed So quench yourself and drink the water That flows below her head Oh no there she goes Out in the sunshine the sun is mine I shot my love today would you cry for me I lost my head again would you lie for me I left her in the sand just a burden in my hand I lost my head again would you cry for me Close your eyes and bow your head I need a little sympathy Cause fear is strong and love's for everyone Who isn't me So kill your health and kill yourself And kill everything you love And if you live you can fall to pieces And suffer with my ghost Just a burden in my hand Just another anchor on my heart Just a tumor in my head And I'm in the dark So follow me into the desert As desperate as you are The moon is glued to a picture of heaven And all the little pigs have gone Oh no there she goes Out

Update On My G/f
ust thought that I would let everyone know that Angel came through her surgery very good. We had to be at the horpital at 6am, tey took her to surgery around 7:30 and she was done around 10:30. Right now she is resting, has pain, when she'snot pushing her little button for pain that is. They have her on a Demarol drip, so she's feeling pretty good. The doctor said that if everything keeps going good, that she might get to come home either late Wendesday or maybe eary Thrusday. I will find out more tomorrow and I will try to update everyone again. Until then, Blessed Be. Wildman

Whatever....
Yeah... I'm still in a pissy mood.... but thought this was worth sharing. Dumb joke time. **************************************************** After spending fifteen sexually starved years in an asylum, an inmate escapes. The first female he runs across is a washer-woman hanging up the institution's laundry to dry. He takes her, satisfies his urges and dashes on to freedom. The local newspaper ran the following headline: "NUT SCREWS WASHER AND BOLTS"

Haterz, Ho's, Fakes
H8rz, Ho'z, & Fakez This goes out to all u haters... The two faced fuckers & shallow imitators, You think these Drama queens & cam whores mean what they say? Fuck no.. Its just their method to be noticed... For their own ego's sake Coming online just for shits & giggles, Mind fucks, an wastes of time... I should have figured... Your merely hams for the cam ... How you love to be seen. Str8^ Chat hoz & attention fiends. It's like a video game to you... Nah u don't give a fuck, Cuz you'll just make it go away with one click or touch.. How sad an pathetic that your so fake, You'd rather hide your face, Than to be put in your place Well I've had enough now, I detest your ways & your webs of deceit that has spawned my rage This is my coming... call me karmas messenger, I'm sorting out the frauds... Not to disrespect to the rest of ya. But my disappointment in humanity, Has been growing all the while, As i add former lovers & friends to the pile An the mound

Cock Sucker..pissed Off Now
WELL I JUST GOT A PVT MESSAGE FROM SOME ANONYMOUS USER SAYING THAT I WASN'T SEXY ENOUGH TO BE CT'S HOTTEST MOM, AND THAT I SHOULD BE HOME BAKING COOKIES FOR MY KIDS INSTEAD SAVING LIVES CUZ THATS WHAT WOMEN ARE SUPPOSE TO DO. OH FUCK THAT KINDA ATTITUDE WILL GET A MAN'S DICK RIPPED OFF BAREHANDED. AND IF I FIND FIND OUT WHO DID IT MAY GOD HAVE MERCY ON HIS SOUL CUZ I WON'T

Eroticstories.com
I received an email from the webmaster of EroticStories.com and they have designated me as a FAN CLUB AUTHOR. I really don't know what all that means so I will find out but I feel honored to be designated as a Fan Club Author for ES (whatever it means). It sounds good no matter what it means. LOL

Beware!
Ladies watch out for this one, guys if you don't want your lady hated on read on: Missy@ CherryTAP The above ugh I'll say person and bite my tongue pretends to be nice and here for friends yet rates your bf's profile and pics then rates you a 1 and blocks you (that's what she did to me and Marc)! Her profile says: First things first, DO NOT send me friend requests just to get points or to have another person on your list to send bulletins to, don't leave comments just to have me stop by and give you points. I'm not here for that, I'm here to make friends. Those are some of the main reasons I left myspace! I'm easy going and love to hang out with my friends and party. I agree with her views written but that is no reason to be such a b*tch! (I've never been to her page before, requested an add or rated) my bf and a few friends paid her a visit with 1s back and block but I thought you should know what she's like for real!

The Most Amazing Man
This is going to sound crazy but I have found the man of my dreams..it is truly a fairytale..I have met the most amazing man..his name is Michel. He is everything a woman could dream of..handsome, kind, caring, romantic and compassionate. Truly an amazing man. I love you Michel more than anything and I am so proud to be yours :) xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoox

The Rose
I would rather have one little rose, From the garden of a friend, Than to have the choicest of flowers, When my stay on earth must end, I would rather have one pleasant word, In kindness said to me, Than flattery when my heart is still, And life has ceased to be, I would rather have a loving smile, From friends I know are true, Than tears shed round my casket, When this world Ive bid adieu, Bring me all your flowers today, Whether pink or white or red, Id rather have one blossom now Than a basketful when Im dead!

Another Fucking Nfl Moron
Oakland Raiders running back Dominic Rhodes pleaded guilty to reckless driving Wednesday after prosecutors dropped drunken driving charges against him. The 28-year-old Rhodes, who spent the past six seasons with the Indianapolis Colts, was fined $1,000 in exchange for the guilty plea during a brief appearance in Marion County Criminal Court. He was stopped on Feb. 20. Rhodes also was sentenced to 180 days in jail, but 178 were suspended and he received credit for two days. Rhodes was originally charged with operating a vehicle while intoxicated and operating a vehicle with a blood-alcohol level greater than 0.08. Those counts were dropped due to evidence problems and Rhodes' blood-alcohol level being 0.09, said David Wyser, chief trial deputy for the Marion County Prosecutor's Office. The legal limit to drive in Indiana is 0.08. Wyser declined to elaborate on the evidence problems and denied that Rhodes was given preferential treatment. "This was the proper reso

True Love
TRUE LOVE Open your eyes that you may see the love that grows deep within me.Open your heart that you may feel this love I have for you thats real.With you in my arms, I shall keep you warm. With me in your arms, our union no one can harm. Our love transcends those who hope for so much, for it is hard to find a love that is such. The dreams we've made, I take to my heart, for no one, not anything, shall ever keep us apart. A Red Rose... Do you know how much I love you? I love you more than the heaven, more than the stars.Your beauty is greater than one thousand red roses.And I want to thank you for bringing the splendor of a garden full of roses to my life. When you're near I forget all my strife... You changed my life for the better,and I treasure you and our love.I truly believe you were sent to me from above. I know it's not nearly enough,but here is a rose for you.In celebration of our love. Wherever you go; No matter what you do, Remember that I love you!

Wyoming My Way:)
I wander This life In various states Of Fuck You The middle fingers Locked and loaded The F bomb In the silo And ready to Fire I enjoy having A weapon of Ego destruction A lack of peace keeping Missile A verbal sabre It can be used So many ways With multiple Interpretations Depending on Which shade I choose It can be Magnum force Or an Invitation

Hatin
It has come to me there alot of hatin' going around on cherry tap. Likr reporting pic's NSFW when they really ain't NSFW. If u don't like the pic or the person's pic u lookin at makes u feel ugly. Don't report it move on u hatin' ass kid. Yes I said kid cuz thats wut kids do. They "HATE" on others. So stop the damn hatin' and have a hate free day.

The Stupidity Thats On The Internet...
I thought this was a good MySpace bulletin I made just a couple minutes ago to post after reading some bulletins made by fake people so Im turning it into a blog entry and adding more to it all for everyone here on CherryTap! --------------------- Why do people post bulletins on this damn website like they actually are in love with someone they just met? Im sorry, but no one can be in love with someone in two or three weeks after meeting them... Its lust... Its not love... Its superficial to think that someone whos hot is the one who is perfect and your only one. Guys now adays are so sad and so fake and so are their feelings. All they want from a girl is for them to lay down and spread their legs. They dont care about the person they're reeling in on the hook, line and sinker. After they're done netting them, taking the hook from their mouth and saying, "Oh what a purdy one you are," they end up throwing them back into the river for another asshole to bait. Its quite sad

Female Domme Story Very Harsh
I should have told you a good servant would have I noticed the lock didn't latch on my cage my heart raced I knew the penalty for gettin out but I couldnt help myself after the previous night my mind was racing.I heard you leave and waited to hear the car and slowly,cautiously crept out from my home and snuck into the bedroom . I went to your bed and buried my face in your pillow taking in your perfume I looked on the floor and in your bathroom saw a pair of your panties with my heart in my throte I grabbed them and crawled in your tub I held your panties to my face in inhaled deeply takin in your musky smell I couldn't help myself I felt a stirring down there I knew I shouldnt touch but couldn't stop.your smell is intoxicating like a drug I was lost in my fantasy when I heard "what the fuck are you doing?"you yelled at me I jumped tried to scamble out of the tub quick in a flash you had my chain. "I knew you couldn't be trusted",you snarled at me ,"I wanted to see what

Update On Ass-rod
TAMPA, Fla. -- The Yankees don't intend to offer Alex Rodriguez a contract extension, leaving him the option of opting out of his deal after the season and becoming a free agent. "Alex has a significant contract. The most significant in baseball history," Yankees general manager Brian Cashman said Wednesday. "He has a decision to make. It's in his contract. It's a right he's earned." Rodriguez has four seasons left in the record $252 million, 10-year agreement he signed with Texas before the 2001 season. He is owed $27 million in each of the final three seasons -- with the Yankees responsible for $50.7 million and the Rangers owing $30.3 million, including $9 million in deferred money. Under the terms of the deal, Rodriguez can terminate it after this season. He also can stay for 2008 and have the right to opt out of the final two seasons if the Yankees don't boost his salary to $32 million annually for the final two years. "He's under contract; he can opt out of it if he w

Smoking
We arrived in Little Rock yesterday afternoon and took a cab from the airport to our hotel. Along the way, we grilled our cab driver about Little Rock's features. I immediately asked if Little Rock had a thriving gambling industry. My cohort Lucas immediately asked if there were elaborate pyramid schemes. Our cab driver answered "No" to both questions, so we immediately vowed to change this during our visit. My second question was whether I could smoke in bars. (Yeah, I know I said I was going to quit smoking, but I meant I'd quit smoking SOMEDAY, not right away. And certainly not before this trip.) Our cabbie said that you could smoke in some bars, but not all. He then launched into his beliefs about smoking, boldly declaring that it doesn't matter whether you smoke or not. You won't die until God decides it's your time to die. So smoke up, I guess.

Dazed And Confused
why i say that to myself over and over again and time and time again and i just cant find a answer to my confusion. i just sit back and think why is everyone always against me and like to see me suffer i dont understand it. people say they try to help me but they turn their back well i guess thats how life goes. lifes a bitch and then ya? well hope yall like my blog

Dear Idiot Drivers,
Did you not realize that little stick on the side of your steering wheel is known as your "blinkers"? They are used by conscious drivers to signify which direction they are attempting to turn, or whether or not a lane change is going to take place. By pulling this stick down in a gentle manner, you are signifying a left turn signal, by pushing up, a right turn signal. This is not rocket science. Most 7 year olds are familiar with "those blinking lights" and what they represent. Am i to assume you have infantile skills while maneuvering a vehicle on the road? I do understand completely that the MVA, (or whatever it may be referred to where you are) has fascinatingly low standards when handing out licenses. But do you think at some point in your travels that YOU could prove your IQ level is greater than the gallons of gas in the tank? I'm not asking for much here. I don't think my middle finger and profane attitude is what you're looking forward to when you get u

Unsolicited Messages From The Pathetic
So... I've been at this site for less than a week now. So far I like it a lot and it definitely has a lot more freedom than other sites I have or do belong to. Freedom is a great thing. I am all about non-censorship. I even have my own forum site dedicated to it. I guess I just want to point out the difference between freedom and anarchy in regard to a site like this. I'm going to direct this to the man folk since my experiences have been with them. Guys, Isn't it great to be able to show your dick to the world? Have you not just been salivating over the thoughts of pretty women touching themselves whilst looking at YOUR dick? I bet there is nothing hotter than knowing you have the starring role in someone's fantasies. I understand, truly I do. You are free to share yourself as you and "they" would like. This = freedom. Is it not a tad fucked up to send women, with whom you have had absolutely no conversation, messages telling them about your dick? I never asked to see any of you

Weekend Getaway
It Started like any typical morning as I was returning home from work, but this morning I knew was going to be different as I made the drive home. It seemed a little more stressful than normal dealing with all the stop and go traffic due to all the lights and everyone trying to get into work during rush hour. Simply having somewhere I was wanting to get to rather than just home alone made me feel a little more rushed. I had to keep reminding myself that it wasn’t as bad heading out of town rather than into it at this time in the morning, which made me a bit more thankful. However this morning I knew would be far from typical. To be able to do what I was about to embark on later in the day could turn out great, or it could turn out disastrous. I had done my best to make all the plans and arrangements, but no amount of planning could control individuals responses or decisions. I had spoken to both of my friends about the details and plans, making sure both were up for th

For You
my life is changing as i am i met someone its crazy how i walked in daves hideaway to catch him talking about a blood oath or the blood calling to him it bothered me i hadnt been a member of ct that long and had not been in daves before i was just lounge hopping i shout boxed him sent him my yahoo addy it really bothered me i knew he was going to kill himself didnt know him had never felt such a feeling that i was going to lose something special something important to me it drove me nuts i wondered sb him again worried he finally sent me an add on yahoo we started talking i found out you were are just as fucked up as me almost mirror images we are of each other in our pain and trauma your mom raped you at the age of 3 i was neighberhood raped at 6 you have a speech impediment and i a major trust issue you abused yourself i did too we kept talkng getting closer and closer i kept fighting you never let anyone in this close lotta things you dragged out of me i wasnt willing to let go of

The Endless Search
i reach for you but your not there, i see you and call your name, but there is no answer. everyday i look fr you, but your not there. i sit in this motel room and i close my eyes, searching for the how and whys. i fade into a restless sleep, as my heart continues to weap. i see you in my dreams, you seem so real. i call to you in my sleep, and you gently call my name. i hold you and caress your face, in my dreams i leave this place. i drift back to a white sandy beach, whereyou are within my reach. then as our lips meet, i awake to face my defeat. no more white sand do i see, im back alone,as it was meant to be. as i walk the dirty streets of hell, i know my life is at an endless swell. i look up into the sky, and i remember the nites youd cry. i hang my head and i softly say, ill join you honey,on my dying day. togather once again well walk this earth, and togather our lives well rebirth. but till t

Whinners
look people adult is not nsfw but it means the same thing i labeled the album adult instead of nsfw beleaving that you would know it meant the same , i have seen pics that are so unsuitable but nothing has been said. some one had a problem with one of my pics i dont know who it is but GROW UP it is a CARTOON get the rod out of your keister if it says adult it prob will offend you so dont look at it its real simple but maybe not for you after all a CARTOON offends you if you are going to bitch about anyones pics at least be grown up enough to tell the person involved instead of going to the teacher like a little kid we are supposed to be adults here right are you afraid to let people know who you are am i that intimadating to you then stay off my page dont want you there ok you are a up tight prude who cant take a joke i say again its a CARTOON dumb ass

A Fantasy
I wish I could pick her up and bring her to the bed. I’d pick her up and lay her gently down on the bed. Then I guess I would start kissing her and perhaps then I will start getting undressed and start undressing her. The whole time that is going on we will still be kissing. I will be her slave in the love making. Or perhaps we’ll be true partners. It’s up to her how it goes. I love her so much. I just adore her and I want to show her that.

A Rose That Cry's
Raindrops flow deeper than tears to a rose Raindrops fall; Tears are shedded, over the years to a loved one. Raindrops Yet, we as women or men will take the roses from their bushes To dream over, to love over and romance with or to wear for scent Yet we still wish to shed tears over them When in the bushes, gradening we cry over them in love, sarrow, hope, joy, pain, and anger When we cut them from their home we still do the same Raindrops flow deeper than tears to a rose Raindrops falls; Tears are shed Loneliness is never a problem when one lives Yet, we still shed tears when we are around roses Even a smile is shown with joy and tears Tears of joy, laughter, and tears of suprise Ask a rose to drink of one of these tears No, I as a rose will take teh drop of rain water We ask why? The tears are salted with to much love and hate for me as a rose It makes me sad and ill: Tearsdrops are like drinks of wine to humans I can get drunk o

Who The Hell Is That??
I look around on site and I noticed the increased number of "fake"default images floating around. Not because someone is trying to be someone else but because they are trying to attract more profile visitors. In a way it's sad. We as users have allowed the site to make a climate where people think they have to be "beautiful" to fit in or be liked. One thing that I've learned, people will either like me or not. I can't be attractive to everyone, nor will I go out of my way to try. It bothers me that people really think they have to appear to be someone else to even get the profile hit. I'm seeing guys with women in their default and a whole bunch of other craziness. Just be yourself, those who want to like you will and one thing that I've learned on CT is that everyone is sexy. Everyone has what they are into ....just be who you are. Sucks more that we've created such a superficial environment....that's our fault. Just my two cents

Caution: Drama Ahead!
From the mind of a B.U.O.F.M............ This one falls under "Serious". I've been a CT member for about seven weeks now. Amazing! Get to visit other folk's pages, rate their profile, rate their photos, stashes....become their Fan, Friend, Family! Have nice, friendly chats...and for some, develope deeper relationships. Wow. Technology is wonderful! Me, I'm a 47-yr-old straight male, father of four adult children, who JUST got his divorce finalized on March 16, 2007. I'm not what some of you may consider a "typical" recently divorced 47-yr-old male. I did not enjoy the process, and wish I never had to go through it. That in mind, I am in no hurry to "get back in the saddle". I'm in no hurry to even "touch the saddle", if you catch my drift. I even have a "Disclaimer" at the very top of my profile stating such. Why am I saying this? Well, some folks in the CT community take this cyber existance waaaaay too seriously. I'm sure you have all run across it, whether it b

Crystal Meth!!
Crystal Meth! I destroy homes, I tear families apart I take your children and that's just the start I am more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me remember, I'measily found. I live all around you, in schools and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor, I live just down the road, and even next door. I'm made in a lab, but not one like you think; I can be made under your kitchen sink, or in your child's closet, and even In the woods. If it scares you to death, it certainly should. I have namy names, But there's one you'll know best. I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is CRYSTAL METH. My power is awesome. Try me and you'll see. If you do remember you may never break free. Try me once and I might let you go, but try me twice and I'll own your soul. When I posses you, you'll steal and lie. You'll do anything just to get high. The crimes you'll commit for my narotic charms will be wo

A Good Lesson In Life...but Hard To Live By
Someone said to me once..... You shouldn't see things that your not suppose to see or see things that might upset you"... " You shouldn't hear gossip.....or things that are negitive...or things that might upset you".... " You shouldn't speak lies or speak things that will upset others that are negitive"..... These things I find are what we have to learn by....It is not easy at times....to see to speak and hear things that are not good for you or to others... As this is what the world is made up from.. So I like to turn it around and say this: " I love to see things that pleases me and uplifts me"..... "I love to hear things that is good for me to hear what is good for my soul"...... " I love to speak postive when I have good things to say and to say thing that are good for others".... All these things are easy to type and for others to agree with but in truth.... in life it is dam hard to do..... For we like to see things in life that is bad for we have

Losing A Friend....
I hate losing a friend. Especially when there is no reason to lose one. But last night I did. This was someone I have talked many hours with, someone who was there for me when I needed advice, needed a shoulder to cry on, or just someone to talk to. So why did I lose the friend? I lost the friend because I refused to stop being friends with someone else. I try to be friends with everyone. I don't care how different you are I will be your friend if you want it. This wasn't about being different though. This was about a guy. And then it became about who I was better friends with. I got the messages complaining that I left a comment for one and not the other, or even about what the comment said. And then asking what comments meant. And expecting to know what was talked about. So in the end, we deleted each other from our lists. It makes me sad to lose that friend. But why would a friend put me in that position? Asking me to choose.. asking me about what things meant

Finding My True Self
hmmmmmmm where do i began well lets see i have always considered myself a loner a nobody... and to be honest i stioll feel this way i am not looking for smpathy or anything of that nature all i want is a family to love me for who i am.. i am still learning who i really am and i tell you what the song Everybody's Fool my hubby says that is my song all the way if you get a chance watch that video and listen to the words.. the only true family i have is my hubby and three kids my makers dont have anything to do with me (parents) i had a brother who was murdered.. my in laws dont claim us either butr we wont get into that ... i have another family that live in Texas and they are so awesome they helped me with myself and i am so glad to have them Now just recently i am now part of the L.D.C. Family and wow that makes me feel so good i knoew deep down i was of the dark and now i know for a fact i am i love you all and i hope to get to know each and everyone of you (huge family)

My Love
The sweetest flower, a precious rose, My love for you just grows and grows, As the Indians say, "you walk in my soul," I live off of you, for my heart you stole, I want to be with you everyday and night, To sleep by your side, to hold you tight, So whisper sweet nothings in my ear, Hold me close and hold me near, It's your side I will never leave, It's of your breath I long to breathe, So hear me now and don't forget, A stronger love, you could never get. -E. Dunphy (C)2009 all rights reserved

Loyalty
I gave into her and her hypnotic gaze, like a vampire's bodyguard during the days, I'll give my life for her without thought or fear, So long as she feels no pain and is in the clear, I will kill without hesitation or remorse, if you bring harm to her, you'll soon be a corpse, No loyalty has or will ever compare to this, To my love I remain, Semper Fidelis.* -E. Dunphy * Semper Fidelis - Latin for "Always Faithful," the United States Marines Corps' motto

Say My Good Bye!!!!!!
I am lv this weekend for iarq!!! If you want to come by and rate my pics and show some love or do what u need to do!!! I well be on here on and off well i am going but othere then that well see you when i come home!! I well try and stay safe too!!! God bless all of you pls keep me in your prayers!!!! If you all could do me one fav would pls add yourself here PLS I support my military, do you?@ CherryTAP THIS IS THE MAN BEHIND I SUPPOURT MY MILITARY,DO You? PLS STOP BY AND SAY GOOD BYE and RATE & ADD & FAN HIM PLS Sexy Crazy Marine@ CherryTAP Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com

Another Fallen Angel!
I once had friend/brother; Christian! Truly he was one of a kind! I learned a lot about myself and life through him. I was also accepted into his family by himself, his mom and two sisters. Christian was killed in a car wreck about a year and a half ago. I cried so much, for he was truly an angel and a Godsend. To this day, I miss him and his family is still a part of mine. I learned earlier this afternoon that his older sister, Kirsten, had committed suicide either late last night or early this morning. I have not stopped crying since I got the news. It makes me wish that sometimes I didn't have a heart or just not one my size, because my heart right now is not only broken and aches so much, it's bleeding. To anyone reading this, please keep the McKenna family in your prayers! I would most appreciate it!

A Nice Calm Rant By Yours Truely
So i have like 291 friends... yet i only seem to really talk to only a handful! Which is absolutly amazing to me since everyone on my list, i have rated, commented on pictures, sent every person a Thank you for inviting me and still nothing ! and yet, do i get that favor in return ?? Hell no i would say over 70% haven't done shit Its amazing to me as well with a site that has pretty much no boundries and yet we still get the same comment/friend whores on here that are all about the 3's What have you done for me What are you going to do for me And i want it now So to end this rant, im going to post this a few more times... but if your not someone i talk to often you better start or your ass is to the curb

Why Him Among The Others?
...Was the question posed.....When I read what he wrote and realized he was being genuine and not a player...I agreed to give him my number. First night he calls and I am distracted by the goings on in my home. When all was settled...I found that man...6'2 dark blond hair and blue eyes darkening my doorway. He had such a look of joy in his eyes...I lead him back to my room being as quiet as possible...He looked down at me and commented on the fact I am 4'11. He leaned over and kissed me. He stopped, looked into my eyes and said " ..You really are much more beautiful in person..pictures don't do you justice.." From that point, the younger man could not heep his hands...or his mouth off of every inch of my body. First thing he did was threw me back and burried his face into my freshly shaved and showered pussey..licking and sucking me until I came...he slid his fingers into me while i came again and one in my ass. May have been younger but knew exactly how to make me cum repeatedly. H

Boobs
THE WOMEN WHO HAVE THE BOOBS HAVE THE POWER IT DOES'NT MATTER WHAT SIZE THEY ARE,BUT IT SEEMS THE BIGGER THE BETTER.BOOBS ALMOST ALWAYS SEEM TO BE THE FIRST THING A GUY NOTICES BECAUSE THEY ARE AT EYE LEVEL,THE GOOD THING ABOUT BOOBS IS THAT YOU CAN JUST DO SO MUCH WITH THEM THEY ARE THE PERFECT TOYS YOU JUST HAVE SO MUCH FUN,THEY NEVER BREAK,THEY COME IN SETS,A GUY CAN HAVE A BAD DAY,BUT SHOW THEM YOUR BOOBS AND ALL OF THE SUDDEN TREY ARE HAVING A GOOD DAY,AND WOMEN,THEY LOVE TO SHOW OFF THEY'RE BOOBS TO ONE ANOTHER,YOU WILL GET THE SAME RESPONSE OUT OF A 6 MONTH OLD AND A 65 YEAR OLD,THAT THEY LOVE TO SUCK ON THEM,BOOBS MAKE GREAT FLOATATIONAL DEVICES,YOU CAN JUST DO SO MUCH WITH THEM,SUCK THEM,FUCK THEM,TEASE THEM,SQUEEZE THEM,PLEASE THEM,GOD HAD FUN WHEN HE MADE BOOBS ON THE DAY GOD RESTED THAT IS WHEN HE MUST HAVE CREATED BOOBS.YOU KNOW THAT HE MUST HAVE BEEN HAVING A GOOD DAY,BOOBS ARE SUCH A TURN ON,SO HOT,...

Golf Lessons
A foursome is waiting on the men's tee while another foursome of ladies is hitting from the ladies' tee. The ladies are taking their time, when finally the last lady is ready to hit the ball. She hacks it 10 feet; goes over to it, whiffs it; and then hacks it maybe another 10 feet; and then hacks it another 5 feet. She looks up at the men who are watching and says apologetically, "I guess all those Fucking lessons I took this winter didn't help." One of the men immediately replies, "Well, there you have it lady. You should have taken Golf lessons instead."

My New Rap
THIS IS THE MUSIC TO GO WITH IT Aint a nigga on the grind but im straight street Everywhere I go man I gotta pack heat Rollin wit my niggas yo we dat famed fleet Aint nothin changed man im still the same G Another day another dollar its still the same fight Sleep all day and run the streets nigga all night Your hood my hood its still the same sight My hoods just like yours just a little less bright When you roll through Green Run you better break bread It don’t matter who you wit or what the fuck they said My niggas come out the shadows and leave ya ass for dead They da sheriff you da outlaw theres a price on yo head I seen the big lights they don’t fuckin phase me The problem with stars is they too fuckin lazy But don’t go gettin buck dog don’t call me crazy If you do ill leave yo ass ghost like Patrick Swayze People that I meet never cease to amaze me No matter where you go theres always someone shady But they don’t bother me I just let them graze me I aint go

509...guess I Have No Friends??
I know your not going to read this...nobody ever does....Think I have had enough....posted a bulltin yesterday and a blog ( i just deleted it) aksing you guys to cheer me up and make me laugh.....but nope.....oh well.....dont act so surprised when I just dont come back on CT...... I'll try One more time.....Cheer me up, say somthing funny, don't tell me to hang in there, I dont want to hear that, I want some funny stuff...I want to hear from my "friends" I even offered yesterday to buy a big pimping gift if somebody made my bulliten sticky..... Again.....Say what you want, ,just no bs, and make me laugh!!!! Show me you are a friend......

Without A Word
A knock at the door and she opens the door to see Shadow standing in the doorway........without a word he takes her hand and walks into the room,looking until he finds a chair.He sits down as he lets go of her hand......she is standing in front of him ,hands behind her back and her head is lowersd. Without a word he turns his hand as she turns slow befor him.All the way around and stops befor him once again.He reaches to her and pulls her top up and pver her head slowly .On to the floor the top lands next to her feet.The sight of her breast makes him start to smile as he reaches to them ,taking her nipple between his fingers and twisting it.First the right one then the left one.Reaching to her jeans he unzippes them slow as he watches her smile.Down to the floor as she steps from her jeans.He reaches and hooks his fingers into her black panties and starts to slowly pull them down,to the floor as sge steps out of them .His hand moves to her ,between her legs as he parts them a little mo

Blonde Joke And Yes I Am
A blind man enters a Ladies Bar by mistake. He finds his way to a barstool and orders a drink. After sitting there or awhile, he yells to the bartender, "Hey, you wanna hear a blonde joke? The bar immediately falls absolutely quiet. In a ery deep, husky voice, the woman next to him says, "Before you tell that joke, sir, I think it is just fair - giving that you are blind - that you should know five things: 1 - The bartender is a blonde girl 2 - The bouncer is a blonde girl. 3 - I'm a 6 feet tall, 160 LB. Blonde woman with a black belt in karate. 4 - The woman sitting next to me is blonde and is a Professional weightlifter. 5 - The lady to your right is a blonde and is a professional Wrestler. Now think about it seriously, Mister. Do you still wanna Tell that joke? The blind man thinks for a second, shakes his head, and declares, "Nah, Not if I'm gonna have to explain it five times." -

Zombies
My girlfriend and I watched the original "Dawn of the Dead" tonight. It was her first time seeing it so of course it made it more fun for me to watch it my 75th time, enjoying it more, because she loves zombies as much as me. The original "Dawn of the Dead" is my favorite zombie movie. It has better acting and the best plot. It's magical in a way. It makes me just want to watch people try to survive with the world in that state. Imagine them, crashing through your windows, in hoards, killing, and eating... never dying. One of the main differences between the original "D of the D" and other zombie films is that it was written with social messages for the viewer, and is filled with raw graphic depictions of savagery. In the original "D of the D" you witness one of the protagonists killing two zombie children. The only weakness is that it was shot in 1978, so it has that "Dirty Harry" look to it. It's too bad every strength of the original was overlooked

Child Support!!
Maybe this is stupid, maybe it's not. I am a divorced father of a 3 year old little girl. Shes my life, my everything. My ex, her mother, who i'll just call the LOSER for now, has no regard for her whatsoever. I have full custody of my little girl. My ex signed her over. Since signing the papers my ex has only came to see her once in 5 months. That part bothers me, but not really that bad. I believe my daughter may be better off for this. My ex is the type of person who works maybe 2 jobs a year and depends on her druggy boyfriend for making money. She finds one job, then quits and so on, and so on. Anyway, when we signed the custody papers and my daughter came to live with me, the court decided that the only thing she has to pay is half of my daughters insurance which equals to about $40.00 a month. Easy right? Well, for the last 5 months my ex has neglected to do this. She refuses to pay period. In my lustrous brain schemes I went to social services to see about child support and the

Conquest...mistaken For Feelings!
I hear allot of my female friends speak about how sex ruined there relationship. How they had been chatting online and had really developed feelings and when they met, had sex, and didn’t hear from the person of found them cheating...ect., ect.. I want to share (or wake some of you up to a fact you probably know about but don't want to believe)... Men are, by nature, conquerors! And believe it or not, while men are more physical about it, woman have a conquest nature to. However, yours are more mental and spiritual. The truth is, men will sometime tell you, and may even feel it (won't be lying intentionally, or actually do believe) ...that they have deep feelings for you. However, sometimes, it is just the desire to physically conqueror you (aqua: fuck your rains out). It is not a need for some pussy, it is a need to conqueror. Woman do it to the heart, men do it through physical activity. Ever wonder why everything seems to go so well, attraction, so much in common....yo

Post-apocalyptic Life
I'm a bit obsessed with post-apocalyptic tales. From Stephen King's The Stand and Robert MacCammon's Swan Song, to zombie movies, to TV shows like Jeremiah and Jericho, I'm a big fan. I treasure our society as it is, and have no desire to change it (well, mostly -- I am a social liberal, after all :). But the idea of "what do we do if society breaks down" intrigues me. In The Stand, one of the characters (Glen) posits a theory about life in a post-apocalyptic world, where those who have technical knowledge and can get the power back up are going to be the new VIPs. Frannie talks about how, in a less civilized world, might becomes right again, and women are much more in need of protection. They become more powerless, more fragile, and once again property of the man who can protect them. I think about things like: how do we get food when it's no longer delivered to our supermarket? No problem if the world's population is decimated by a plague or something but more of a proble

Omg Not 1 But 6 Babies
omg... we do foster care for rescued kittens and its that time of year , so tonight we got not 1 but 6 kittens. 1 is 4 weeks the other 5 are 3 weeks . Im sitting here with the oldest and all is does is cry .. guess were in for some long nights.. people dont be stupid .. be a responsible pet owner and get your animals fixed!!!!

Pagenism V. Christianity In School
I go to a school which recently allowed that the pledge of allegience be spoken every morning. However we have the choice if we would like to stand up, place our hand over our heart and say "under GOD". It so happens that I do stand up but choose not to place my hand over my heart or say under God. Today would have been fine if our substitute had not called me and a few others out. She called out three other ladies and two gentleman out for not standing up or showing any respect to the almighty god or our country. Then she called me out for not placing my hand over my heart or saying under god. I simply explained to her that I am a follower of pagenism, which worships Mother Earth and quoted "when your bible is tossed into the outside world, the rain washes your words away and the wind scatters your blank pages awry; but my bible is the wind and rain" This highly upset her. Enough to pull out a small bible and read quotes to me, some I was familiar with [from being drug to chruch every

A Work In Progress
Im the Juggalo Bulldog bitch you can' fuck with me not when I'm with my whole crew, theres lilnasty to my left, piggly wiggly to my right, don't forget Big Dawg behind me achin for a fight. I'll Fuck you wives cause I don't care, you aint nuthin' but a mother fuckin' cuck to me. I'm a new breed of Juggalo you aint never met my kind, we dont fuck around now get the fuck out my way. If you know whats up throw em up, If you know whats up throw em up! Wicked Clowns Never Die, Wicked clowns, wicked clowns, Wicked wicked wicked Clowns I'm straight out the bind, lookin' to take your wife, take your life so bow down before me to make it right, Cause I'm the Juggalo Bulldog bitch you cant fuck with me, fuck with me, ya fuck with my whole crew I'm a sick motherfucker and I'll tell you why I love blood, guts, fingers, and toes. I love blood runnin' down my chin and dripin' on my balls. I love guts all up on my dick, I love fresh chicks, dead chicks, fat chicks, skinny chicks, you

This Kid Has No Sense Of Humor.
what wishes are made of how dreams come true :: 'Cupcake' : “your name is 'dennis' on myspace, is it not? i believe i ran into you a year or two ago...odd.” :: 'what wishes are made of how dreams come true' : “yes that's my modeling profile.. I have 3 different names on myspace.” :: 'Cupcake' : “hahaha! so we might never know the real name? you know whats weird? everytime i looked at your picture i saw you as an "andrew".. is andrew REALLY your name? that would be crazy, if so. damn im a psychic...” :: 'what wishes are made of how dreams come true' : “dennis is what my friends call me as a joke... cause it's my modeling name... but andrew is my real name” :: ‘Cupcake’ : no offense, dear, but "dennis" is a name for some fugly nerdface who works at microsoft and eats his own dandruff... that is NOT you... [i hope]. hahaha.” 'what wishes are made of how dreams come true' - NO RESPONSE. GET A FUCKING SENSE OF HUMOR!: this just goes to show that pretty ‘model’

Thinking
2NITE IM A LONE THINKING ABOUT MY SON IF HEWAS HERE .WOULD THINGS BEBETER 4 ME WOULD I FEEL ALONE.I WISH I HAD THAT 1 SHOT FIND OUT .U NO I LOST MY SON NOW I GAINED SOMETHING WITCH WAS MOLLY SHES MY LIL ANGEL ANGEL IM ALWAYS THERE PLEASE JUST VIST ME THIS TIME LOVE U ANGEL

You Are Invited To Another Ct Wedding.
rosie...CT Wife To Rob :-)' spewed forth the following at '2007-03-30 18:28:50'.. You Are Invited To Another CT Wedding...Jennifer & Ken Jennifer & Ken wish to invite you all to the happiest day of their lives THEIR CT WEDDING Please join Jennifer & ken and help them start the new begining of their new lives Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com And then join them for some good cake and champange And sorry guys but thats as far as u all go hehe Plzz join us friends and make this moment special for us. Thank you, Jennifer & Ken originally posted by Rosie

Lotta Latte
I just got the Bialette Moka Express (a small stove-top espresso maker) and am now deeply, maddeningly in love. I'd been making latte-ish drinks for some time, whisking and boiling milk on the stove and using Starbucks Espresso beans in a french press, but--as was pointed out to me--it's really not the same. And so I ordered the Moka Express. I slept in today, and have just meandered downstairs to make my first latte of the day: Fluffy, frothy milk, blended with this amazing espresso, topped with a light sprinkling of extra-fancy Vietnamese cinnamon and homemade Madagascar-vanilla sugar. I'm basically creaming myself over this beverage. As I think about it, though, it took the work of so many people in so many countries to make this coffee. Espresso maker: Italy Espresso beans: Latin America & Asia/Pacific "blend" Grinder: Mexico Saucepan for frothing milk: Indonesia Milk: Unspecified Origin (Probably a Midwest conglomerate) Whisk: Unspecified Origin Raw

Ratings
how rude can ppl be? they wanna sit there and down rate ur pics and shit.. thats pretty rude.. i know who it was and im not gonna say who it was... pretty fuckn childish if u ask me.. but neways i hope ppl like this grow the fuck up and get a life.. well im done for now, so all u haters get a fuckn life and quit downrating ppl with their pics and profiles.. thats one thing i wont do ever, i always rate a 10 no matter what.. have a wonderful day....

Mixed Messages
I hate not knowing where I stand with someone. I'm the most open and honest person you could ever meet. If I like you .. you know it. If I dont like you .. you know it. I dont pull punches.. blow smoke up your ass.. I tell it like it is. Why cant everyone be like that? If you like me.. are interested... say so. Dont like me.. thats fine too. No one is forcing us to talk. Thats part of the whole.. being free thing. But please. Please.. don't tell me you like me.. and talk shit behind my back. Man up as my brothers would say.. and be honest. If you want something from me.. or with me.. be honest about that too. Dont treat me one way in private, and another in public. I'm a good person. I'm worthwhile. Love me for who I am.. but.. if you're going to love me.. Love Me Always. Love me openly. Love me.. without strings. Love me Love me anyway Do accept me as I am Love me Love me for who I am Love me for what I am Don't change me Just love

James Dean Vs. Elvis Presly.
i have no idea how my dream last night started. all i know is that James Dean and Elvis Presly were sitting next to each other in lawn chairs, both in the same sailor outfit, fighting over who's dick was bigger. i told them i would decide. they both whipped out their giant floppy donkey weiners and James Dean won the prize. go James!

I Have Bad News
Well, everyone knows that its really been raining here in Texas and my yard has some woods out back. Well, yesterday I was out back trying to cut the weeds with the mower and I looked up into a tree and found a cat stuck up there. I heard it crying something awful so felt like I had to get it down. I got my ladder out and set it up under the branch where the cat was and tried to get it down. Well, the poor thing was so scared it didn't know what to think and so it attacked me with all claws bared. Long story short...I fell off the ladder and landed on my lawnmower pushing it into where some rocks were and a rock shot out from under the mower and hit the cat killing it. Well, the lady next door saw what happened and called the police and complained that I just killed her cat. Anyway, this is getting long and I am hurting. I am in a holding cell with a broken arm at the police station and charged with Cruelty to an Animal and am to be held till the wife bails me out. She went to her moth

Bondage Test
, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > Story of O yeah!You scored 68 Knowledge and 92 Interest! You are deeply interested in every aspect of bondage and know quite a bit about it. You love to experiment with various bindings, positions and how much you can move during each one. Not only that, but you know quite a bit about bondage and would be a safe partner to play with. You probably frequently wear some item that declares your interest, even if it is meaningful only to yourself. My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 99% on Knowledge You scored higher than 99% on InterestLink:

Not To Nsfw
Here's an example of one of the reasons I keep taking down my NSFW pics. [14:14] wimsey70: Hello [14:14] redneckdragon64: hi wimsey [14:15] redneckdragon64: welcome [14:15] redneckdragon64: did u like my nude pics [14:15] redneckdragon64: in cherrytap [14:15] wimsey70: I don't look at guys' nude pics on CT [14:15] redneckdragon64: oh ok [14:15] wimsey70: Nothing personal :) [14:16] wimsey70: Might want to read this: http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/40587/293022 [14:16] redneckdragon64: all my 10 inches up there for nothin? [14:18] wimsey70: Why am I supposed to care? I don't know you, and I'm not going to sleep with you, and penises are kind of boring unless they're in real life. [14:18] redneckdragon64: well you were the one who came on to me [14:18] redneckdragon64: on cherrytap [14:18] redneckdragon64: you have sexy pics there [14:18] redneckdragon64: so you want somethin there [14:18] wimsey70: No, I don't. [14:18] wimsey70: I have sexy pics, I also have a lot of o

Dragonfly Story
"In the bottom of an old pond lived some grubs who could not understand why none of their group ever came back after crawling up the lily stems to the top of the water. They promised each other that the next one who was called to make the upward climb would return and tell what had happened to him. Soon one of them felt an urgent impulse to seek the surface; he rested himself on the top of a lily pad and went through a glorious transformation which made him a dragonfly with beautiful wings. In vain he tried to keep his promise. Flying back and forth over the pond, he peered down at his friends below. Then he realized that even if they could see him they would not recognize such a radiant creature as one of their number. The fact that we cannot see our friends or communicate with them after the transformation which we call death is no proof that they cease to exist." by Walter Dudley Cavert

Bomb Squad New Rules Please Read And Comments As Exceptance
as our no`s or increasing i thing a few things should be made clear 1, as and from now juicywetlips my women will also be know as no 1 she will be helping me share the day to day job`s ie setting up new members, releasing targets etc 2, new members will not be please note that you can not submit a contest pic for bombing until you have been a full month in the squad and have proved to bomb the other daily targets you date of joining is now been put on the members list 3, your user name must be edited the main reason fore this is so we all can instantly know each other both when bombing and when not bombing. 4, we want this to be fun so when your bombing have fun with the other members like a chatroom but be nice flirt but never bully or insult another member 5, if and when your in a contest you or excused for any other bombing except your own till contest ends please don't be greedy and keep entering contest after contest think of

Jumpin On The Briggs Train? Moron.
It appears that you can add New England's outstanding cornerback to the angry-at-being-franchise tagged list. No leverage? Ask for a trade. And then, the beginnings of leverage. A smidgen, anyway. And, given how Deion Branch used unhappiness and a hold out to force a trade out of New England last year, we have some precedent. The money quotes from Samuel: "I've been patient, haven't said anything bad, haven't said anything negative. But my patience has run out. Business is business. They handled their business their way and I'm handling my business my way. I hope not, I really hope not, but it's looking more and more like it could be time to move on. If it's best for me and my family. I will do that. Absolutely." And "We want to get something done and my hope is we will," Samuel said. "But if it doesn't get done, I'm prepared to do what's best for me and my family. It's not what I want to do, but what I have to do. They're handling their business the way they feel they have t

Jerk And Yes You Know Who U Are :)
As I lay me down to sleep, I hope you rot in hell, you creep. My life was fine before you came, Why are you so fucking lame? Your hair is stupid, Your memory stinks, Whenever we talk my intelligence shrinks. Your ranting is too much to bare, When will you realize I don't care? As I lay me down to rest, My sanity is put to the test. You go on and on, Like the Energizer bunny. You are so annoying, It's not even funny. People say your stupidity is a cute little quirk, But I see you for what you really are. And that is... a jerk.

Just Bitching Sorry Y'all
OKAY....what is the reson y there is writing on nebodys page? a duh??? u obviously do not know. To read (or r u illiterate??)Ya know IF y'all read some ones page you will not be asking dumb assed questions..like do you have msn or yahoo? Hell yes I do, but I do not wanna live Cherry Tap 24 hours a day, so I will NOT talk to you on there. That info is ON MY PAGE!! READ IT!! If I do NOT holla back in the shoutbox, did y'all ever think I might b busi? It's not I do not WANNA TALK TO YOU, OR I AM MAD AT YOU. OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT. Go on with your insecure self. I do not have time to b boosting your ego! And if you r going to act like a baby what r u doing on an over 18 site to begin with?? I AM ALSO JUST TOO DAYUM BUSY, a lot of the time, TO WASTE MY TIME TO ANSWER Y'ALL DUMB ???'s, WHEN THE ANSWERS ARE RIGHT ON MY PAGE. READ IT!! I don't appreciate the I wanna F**k you, or your pictures make me so hard and I am coming all over them right now.............I DO NOT NEED to

Whats The Point Anymore
Whats the damned point anymore on this site? You can't do shit no more it seems, Can't comment your friends and family no more, if you do it your going to get your account deleted! You can't change your email if you want on here or you get your account deleted! People are getting there VIC member ships stopped temporary! Sorry if that happened to me I'd be pretty pissed off!!! Tons more bull crap happening on here. What the heck are they doing anyways? Aren't they wanting us all to get so damned tired of it and cancel all of our memberships? I come on here and there really isn't anything to do on here, I guess just sit here and stare at the screen hmmm Don't think so !!!! I was seriously thinking of buying a VIC membership but I don't think so now! Who is is getting tired of the bull crap like me? But what can we do really? Oh well thanks for listening to me bitch about it all ! (:

What A Day To Forget My Book
9:00 AM – Our phone system is all done through a program on the computer and somehow the computer picked up a virus. Since our receptionist is gone on vacation I’m playing receptionist for the rest of the week. This is so boring!!! Can’t use the computer, no book, no magazine… just a pen and paper, and my tired brain hyped up on coffee. I feel really weird blogging on paper, and if I actually start writing ‘lol’ I’m gonna hang myself. The worst thing is that besides me, it’s only my boss left to answer phones and he doesn’t know how to answer them manually and transfer calls, so I guess I’ll be stuck here… 9 hours… He seems to think it’s my fault this happened but yesterday I went to lunch, he covered the phones, and when I came back I started getting major pop-ups. My theory is that he was looking at porn while I was gone, lol. Damn, I guess this means I’m gonna have to hang myself lol. Crap, I did it again. 11:08 AM – Now I don’t even have a chair. Bossman is sitting at t

R.i.p. Spike
I just had to put my dog down today. He was 15...that was my lil baby and i'm pretty damn sad right now since I had him for half my life. So if i'm not myself for the next lil while you'll know why...

Wtf??
Okay guys... it's not funny... some son or daughter of a bitch decided that it would a GREAT idea to rate every pic I had as all 1s... on top of that, they decided to rate my profile as a 1. What the hell guys... I'm here because I enjoy it here, I'm not here for my health, so whoever the hell did it, I find out, I will personally nuke your entire life. Enough of this crap. No more mister nice guy. You rate me 1s, I will nuke you, end of story. -- This rant has been brought to you by the Sons of Degenerate Radio, and in no way reflects CT management.

Happy Easter
I would like to wish all my friends and family a Very Happy Easter. If any of you are doing going anywhere or meeting up with family over the Easter weekend, then I hope you all have a great time. As for me, well I'm work the Easter weekend, which really sucks :( Love you all! Willie COOL MySpace Comments

F-ing Sick...
i will quote myself from a message i just sent about this very issue. ok so i was just poking around inside of myself..i used my pussy pump for a sec.. and this other toy.. and then i decided to use the speculum i stole from the clinic a couple years ago.. i was pokin around in there.. i reached deep inside and felt something fucking strange..i freaked out wondering if it was a part of me that grew or something..i poked at it and scratched it to see if i could feel anything, then thought maybe it was some odd dead growth.. i freaked wondering just what the fuck was wrong with my innards, my sweet luscious vaggy.. got a mirror.. poked around. thought no god it couldnt be!!! but i hope it is..! i poked and pulled and saw white. PHEW.. a tampon. i had a fucking tampon in there.. now i havent been feeling well lately with all this bullshit going on in my life in general.. but NEVER EVER have i been so careless.. my period ended DAYS ago. how could i forget one inside of

The Beach
I walk alone on the beach out near my home im living with no one. im left on my own. my wife of ten years past away just last year and my heart is still heavy,and my eyes fill with tears. we bought this land to live out our lives but my heart is still empty missing my wife . i walk alone on this now empty beach i love my lost soul mate, i love wife . i look out upon her and take my last breath and i will join her in eternal rest So when you come calling here,s what youll read. we were so happy me and peach Till a drunk driver hit her up near the beach he went off the road and staight down the path were my love was walking and there he did crash so i went on with living the best that i could But my heart was so empty theres no way i would what i leave behind are memories of joy... a ten year relation and a house filled with love writen: july 23 2006 By me

Barbies You Won't See In Stores!
1. Scratch and Sniff Barbie (Use your imagination...we're not saying a word.) 2. Crash Test Barbie 3. Opera Barbie (complete with the horns and the brass brassiere) 4. Marie Antionette Barbie (with removable head; guillotine included) 5. Hiroshima Barbie (just a shadow of her former self) 6. Enron Barbie (Originally sold for $29.95, but now you can't give her away.) 7. Frozen Barbie on a Stick (in your grocer's frozen food section) 8. Divorce Barbie (includes the house, the car, and half of Ken's crap) 9. Broken Bungee Barbie 10. FrankenBarbie (green Barbie with bolts through her neck) 11. Shock Therapy Barbie (car battery and wires included) 12. Samuel L. Jackson Ken (He'll get medieval on your a**.) 13. Manic Depressive Barbie (with a set of Oriental throwing knives) 14. Biker Barbie (with leather jacket, tattoos, and red bandana) 15. Cheesehead Barbie (Wisconsin's best) 16. Dogsled Barbie 17. Peg Leg Barbie 18. Eye Patch Barbie 1

I'm Staying
I had decided to leave because of punishment. For something i don't think I deserve.And would of changed if i had been able too. But some of you showed me what life would just be with out you in it. Too all of you for the private messages, comments, shouts you are the reason im staying. Friendship means the most to me. If i go i wouldn't have you all. My true friends made me realize that life isnt always going to be my way. So ill work through the little things and be there for the ones that mean the most to me.Much love to you all. Hugs BooBoo

Easter
Happy Easter Well if you’re like me, rate and comment on this. I would like to know who out there is like me, single, home or at work, and all my family lives out of town and spending this Easter by your self. I’d like to make a toast to you! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Wtf? I Came Home And Find This In My Sb
hotsexyman: I AM GLAD U LEFT ME U WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT hotsexyman: U MUST BE A PUSSY THAT U GOTTA RUN FROM UR MISTAKES AN SEND UR MAN WHORES OVER hotsexyman: I AINT WORRY HE WOULD BE FUCKED UP FOR SURE hotsexyman: U TELL THAT ONE GUY IF HE WANT SUM COME GET SOME hotsexyman: ITS FUNNY HOW U TOLD EVER ONE ON CT I TOOK UR FUCKING MONEY hotsexyman: GET A LIFE YOU TOOTHLESS BITCH CAUSE NO ONE IS GONNA WANT UR ASSS hotsexyman@ CherryTAP HE CREATED THIS ACCOUNT ON MARCH 21 B4 BITCHING ABOUT HIM WANTING THEM TO SHUT DOWN THE SITE, THIS IS MY EX IN WHICH STOLE NOT ONLY MONEY FROM ME BUT FROM MY KIDS FOR OUR FOOD AND IT IS ONE OF THE REASONS I LEFT HIM.......

Easter & Ham - Correlation?
OK I've always found this kind of ironic... Millions of people worldwide celebrate Easter by eating sprial ham or some other type of ham product that people love so much... But here's the thing: Back in the time of Christ, pork was considered unclean and therefore was forbidden to eat... So don't you think it's just a BIT ironic that we celebrate the resurrection of christ by eating ham?!? Just a thought... What do you think? DemonStorm

Please Read
my niece was killed in a car wreck saturday morning please keep us in your hearts and prayers she was only six years old and such a fun little girl to be around and she will be missed so much. i hope you will prayfor our family . her pick is in my pic under new if you would like to see her thanks for your love

Poem: For Us And Our's To Keep
Moonshine, moonshine, shine down on me. As I walk with My lady, in nature tonight.. By letting nature's spirit move free to bring us to the truth,if we dare. Allowing our heart to feel and hear as we speak what's on our minds.. knowing that our soul's are comfortable with each other's desire. While the moon shine's we're allowed to taste,smell,touch,see and hear.. As we give into the delight we find our desire's are exactly the same. Then together we'll know that love is a reward for us and ours to keep.. Sign: Raymond Starns Dated: 7/99

Need A New Life
HAVE U EVER FELT AS IF U WERE SO UNHAPPY U JUST WANT TO DIE BUT U HAVE TRIED THAT AND IT DIDN'T WORK AND U WAKE UP AND STILL IN THE SAME UNHAPPY LIFE? AND THE WORST PART IS YOUR STUCK IN THE LIFE U HAVE AND NO WAY OUT? ALL I HAVE EVER WANTED WAS SOMEONE TO JUST LOVE ME FOR ME...NOT FOR WHAT I COULD DO FOR THEM OR WHAT OR BECAUSE THEY FELT LIKE THEY JUST KEEP ME AROUND TO DO CHEAP LABOR LIKE HOUSE DUDYS! I'M NOT REAL SMART I GUESS BUT ALWAYS BEEN TOLD THANK GOD I'M PRETTY BECAUSE I WOULD NEVER BE ANYTHING ELSE! I'M DIEING OF A RARE LIVER DESISE! I ALSO FEEL LIKE I AM SO TIRED OF TRYING TO BE HAPPY WERE I AM AND HAVE NO WERE TO GO! I DON'T REALLY WANT TO DIE BUT IT ALMOST SEEMS BETTER THEN LIVING DEAD WERE I AM IN MY LIFE AND WHO I'M WITH...I LOVE TO BE SPOILED AND LOVE AND TOUCHED AND DESIRED AND KISSED AND MADE LOVE TO AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE AND I GET NONE OF THAT BUT I DON'T WANT TO DIE ALONE...I CAN'T WORK BECAUSE OF BEING DISABLED AND DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO? IF ANY ONE HAS ANY IDEAS O

Before I Go To Bed, One More Blog.....
When I die, I am going to reincarnate into a cat...not just any cat... I'M COMING BACK AS A CAT OF A RICH WHITE WOMAN! hahahahahahahahahahaha With this said, I am off to bed!

Let Me Be...
LET ME BE... by SLAYER copyright April 9, 2007 (for cherrie) Let Me be your white knight Upon a gallant steed, Coming to your rescue In your time of need. Let Me be your saviour Sent from Heaven above, Giving you all I have to give With unconditional love. Let Me be your shelter From the dark and from the storm. In the deepest chill of winter, I will always keep you warm. Let Me be your hero, your dragons, I will slay. And hold you close at night To keep your Demons away. Above all these things Of what I want to be, Let Me be your Everything, Because you're everything to me.

Why It Is?
why is it that you all give me 10's when half of the pictures arnt any good,,you can hardly see them i want you all to be truthfull,that is what friends are for to be there for one another but not to hide the truth,you all are awsome and love you all but be truthfull about the picturs ok

Decided To Quit Smoking.
So ya at the age of 21 I have been smokin for more then a decade. I have been over a pack a day for bout half that time. When I went to the doctor's office a couple weeks ago when I had strep throat he told me if I don't quit smoking I will have emphasyma by the age of 30. I was like Ok, well maybe I should try quitting again. Well now for the last day or so I have been coughin up blood whenever my smokers cough goes off. So thats pretty much the last line for me. I don't know if I will continue to smoke herb... might just find cleaner ways to do it, but either way the decision to quit has been made. Now I don't have the type of money to spend hundreds of dollars on nicotine patches and shit like that, so I am going to have to handle this cold turkey styles. I should be able to handle it but would be nice to get some general support from my friends and family on here. Since my friends and family in my life all smoke. :)

This Is From My Heart!!!
I've always been an admirer of beauty and sometimes I WILL STAND and say how I feel, about especially, something so close to my heart..THIS IS SOMETHING MY MOTHER ALWAYS TOLD ME "Vickie, Baby, stop letting people run all over top of you, YOU NEED TO STAND UP FOR WHAT YOU BELIEVE IN & DON'T START TOMORROW, START NOW!!"

You...
You… A smile is on my face That has yet to leave Who could have thought No one would believe That words typed late at night Would eventually Place you in my sight When you pulled up the drive I was so nervous Sitting across from you Sharing a quick glance So happy we took this chance Conversation flowed Through dinner Dessert was so good Though I couldn’t think Of anything but how you would taste Imagining your lips to mine Watching you Wishing I was the wine You were sipping If you could have read my mind My face would have glowed red After dinner you brought me home Held me in your arms Completely into you You kissed me It was like tasting the sun So hot... Like the first summer’s day Basking in it’s ray My flesh glistened As we danced across my floor Sade playing softly Then we kissed once more I soaked up the sun Felt it pour into my soul Seeping deep I opened my eyes Seeing pure joy Passion I have never felt before I now have an unde

The Unsaid Goodbye
DO NOT RIP!! When you lose someone you are very close to, it's hard to pick up the pieces and move on, especially if you never had the chance to tell that person goodbye. I lost someone very close to me, and at the time, I didn't realize I gave up the opportunity to tell him goodbye. Because of this, the guilt and regret from those unspoken words left, to say the least, a huge void in my heart. My Uncle Jimmy was the person I favored most in the world. He had a warm and gentle heart, and he would do anything for anybody. I loved being with him because to me, he was just a big kid at heart. We would go to the movies, play cards for hours, and just laugh about everything. Never in my life could I have imagined being without him. Somehow I thought he would always be there. The last day I saw my uncle was on July 7, 1995. He had come up from Alabama to visit his parents and me, and on that certain day, he was going into Pennsylvania, to see some friends. As He

Wicked Cool To Set A Personal Record
You sill see that Im not all about the bitching and the complaining, lol. This will be a small taste of me NOT being a bitch. Actually, as some of you know, Im really not a bitch at all, Im a sweetheart...I just happen to have strong opinions and a really big mouth that Im not afraid to use. Anyway, I digress. Yesterday was a record-breaking day for me. At my age, record-setting that DOESNT involve new wrinkles, gray hairs or creaky bones is kinda a good thing. This one is, Im thinking. In a galaxy far, far away...oh, wait, no, thats not right. In a land far away, in a time long ago, yeah, thats better, there lived a teenager who loved to lift weights. One of her goals was to compete. She never saw that dream, though she was well on her way, come to fruition due to a back injury incurred while working out. After that came the marriage, the kids (yes, in that order), junk food and life landed...firmly on her thighs and stomach. Well, three kids and 20 years later, that teen had

Two New Tags 4/11/07
I have made two new tags to everyone here ar cherrytap.. You may rip them from the links before... "PLEASE LEAVE COMMENTS" I am not asking for points... I like to know what you think of my work You may rip this tag here [ CherryTAP.com photo: 3611296496 ] You may rip this tag here [ CherryTAP.com photo: 1675918506 ]

Soulmate
A soulmate is so rare to find, that the wonder of actually finding yours can leave you breathless at the joy and wonder of your love - love that gives so much meaning to life. I wade through a life with no meaning, with no desire or aspiration, every day redundant of the one past. One day the sun breaks through the cloud that is my life, and fills my days with a blinding light. You. And everything becomes precious and sacred, you become my passion, my frenzy, my fantasy, my ecstasy. You are my every moment, my every breath. My soulmate. By Jayzee ...Posted by ~THE GUY~

George Carlin, Pt. 4
"I got into an argument this morning with my Rice Krispies. I distinctly heard, 'Snap, crackle, fuck him'. I don't know which one of them said it, I was reaching for the artificial sweetner, and was not looking directly into the bowl. Well, I told them, you can all just sit right there in the milk! As far as I'm concerned, you can all just sit in the milk! Until I find out, which one of you said it! Little mass punishment for my breakfast food. The idea is to turn them against one another."

Penny For A Thought
Well, it's been a while since I actually sat down and just wrote. I've been going through alot of hard things in the last 6 months a smany of you may know. However, I feel it i snow time to express certain feelings that I have had bottled up for some time. I write these blogs fo r my own benefit/therapy as well as with the hopes that they may inspire the reader. We seem to become so trapped in our own little worlds and problems tha twe overlook the fact that many are going through similar ordeals. The path we traverse in this life is traveled by many. We are all here together trying desperately to forge ahead and carve an existance for ourselves. This being said, I must address the first issue I'd like to discuss. A misunderstanding of sorts. It would seem that many here think tht I am unapproachable. This is so far from the truth. No one is any better than anyone else. I will chat/talk to anyone. If you are on my friend's list then you are more than willing to talk to me anytime

Truebeauty
Take my hand and look into my eyes,See all those words that have been spoken are true,Feel my touch in your hand,See in my eyes my touch is true,See my smile and look into my eyes,You will see the Truebeauty i see in you. writings of my feelings,not copied

My Little Epiphany
< font color="hotpink" size="1">Have you ever wanted to just get up leaveing everything and go,move to another state where nobody knows you? i think there comes a time when you just get plum sick and tired of being in the same depressing spot in your life, and you feel kinda stuck, well i aint stuck, i got nothing to look forward to here and i can leave this life guilt free, fuck cutting and other things of the sort, thats for pussys, eeh anyways, anybody have any advice as to where i should go? because im pretty damn fuckin ready to do something!,before i lose my mind anymore that its allready been lost! if that makes any sense lmao

Well, I'm Leaving Cherrytap
I was going to post a long rambling thing (you know, like my normal stuff) explaining the why's and wherefores behind my decision... but I'm too damn tired, mentally speaking, to bother. I've spent a lot of time looking at this place over the last couple weeks, and I've come to the conclusion that there is nothing about this site that I like enough to stay. Those of you that read this are on my friends or family list (or both). I care about all of you, and I'm honored to have met you. Most of you have my Yahoo IM, please stay in touch if you would like. I'm sure I'll message you from time to time :) So, if you want to stay in touch, please do! There's one person that I met here that I care deeply for. She knows who she is, and I met here here so leaving here was a tough decision... but people you care for are not attached to a website, so I know I'm not losing her, just her CT profile page ;) To her, there are a lot of things I'd say... but she's already hearing them in

Dammit
why am I so fucked up inside? why can I not let someone in? I want to love someone....I don't know why I have to push so fucking hard. Like I am clearing a path to run for my life. I swear it feels like a panic attack...like all the walls close in on me and i cant breathe. will this ever go away????

For The Unseen Heroes Of The Military...the Wives
I would like to recognize these often underestimated, unseen, and unheard heroes. This is for the sad military wives, the angry military wives, and the strong military wives. *This is for the young women that are waking up at 6 a.m. every morning, laying out clothes and packing three lunches for those small precious children that they have been left alone to care for. *This is for the pregnant military wife wondering if her husband will make it home in time to watch their miracle happen *This is for the childless military wife, living in a town or on a base alone where she is a complete stranger to her surroundings. *This is for the women that feel like a third leg when they go out with their friends and their husbands. *This is for the military wife that canceled all her plans to wait by the phone, and even though the phone broke up and cut off every time you spoke to him you waited anyway. *This is a pledge to the women that cry themselves to sleep in an empty be

Tramp Stamps
OK...not sure how this all works but just thought I'd try this out. I Think Tramp stamps are sexy as hell. Girls with ink are sexy as hell if it's in good taste. If any girls read this... just wondering if you find the term "tramp stamp" offensive? Incase you never heard the term "Tramp Stamp", it is the tattoo that girls have over their azz. This is my first attemp at this and still figureing this site out. Let me know what you think. Thanks, Greg Edited*** Please do not take offense to this post. I am not calling anyone a tramp. Just calling a tattoo that for lack of better terminology.

Stubby Finners
I met my mom at Old Navy yesterday after work. Woohoo!!! I got 2 new shirts! After I left there I was happily driving along when I came to a point in the road where my lane ended and I had to merge left. I turned to check my blind spot. There was a car back there but I had plenty o’ room, and as I flipped on my signal that car tried to speed up so I couldn’t get in front of them. I merged anyways because that’s what I non-verbally said I was gonna do and what does that bitch do? She lays on her horn for at least 30 seconds. I’m telling ya… it was a looooong time. She proceeds to ride my ass for a bit, eventually backs off, and it was the strangest feeling because I was calm knowing she was just being stupid. For me though there is a thin line when it comes to staying sane and becoming enraged. She was standing on my line and I was walking it. Maybe two miles down the road she ended up passing me on the right to make a right hand turn. As she passed I glanced over, what is

Gun Control
I swear, if I read so much as ONE MORE article on how we need gun control in this country, Im gonna vom. Yesterdays HORRIBLE shooting (and my thoughts, prayers and condolences do go out to all victims, including families and witnesses) was aired, here, with a large and lengthy segment of the type of guns used for the perpetration of the heinous acts. I just KNEW it was a precursor to the calls for gun control. Well, fuck that, thank you. Want to know how many guns kill people per year in this country? Well, Im happy to tell you my guess. NONE!! PEOPLE KILL PEOPLE!!!!! Unless I missed the newest issue of Guns & Ammo where the gun was introduced that will walk around of its own volition hitting targets it plans to, then people are still in control. What we need is PEOPLE control. Its already kinda tough for Law Abiding Joe Public to get a handgun/other, with the cooling off period and paperwork, etc. How many of the shooting crimes do you suppose are perpetrated BY the legal

Two Faced World...
Beautiful masks with smiling faces and caring eyes kind words of support genuine hugs offered all belong to people I have known a life time Some of which I called "friends" Today, many forgot to wear their faces I have come to know Left behind with their Christian ways For the first time I saw them for who they truly are Seeing exactly what I mean to them When ones life changes so dramatically you begin to open your eyes to many things I have often said so many times, "That will never happen to me" Funny, but it could and I'm here to say for myself it did, many times over. More to say on this but out of time... so to be continued... ~Melody

I Am A 5....what Are You?
Birth Test Let me know your number. Once you have discovered your Birth Number, re-post this bulletin with your birth number in the subject line. Have fun! Our Birth Date describes who we are, what we are good at and what our inborn abilities are. It also points to what we have to learn and the challenges we are facing. To figure out your Birth Number, add all the numbers in the Birth Date together, like in the following example, until there is only one digit. A Birth Number does not prevent you from being anything you want to be; it will just color your choice differently and give you a little insight. Example: June, 9 1972 6 + 9 + 1972 = 1987 1 + 9 + 8 + 7 = 25 2 + 5 = 7 Keep going until you end up with a single digit number. 7 is the Birth Number to read for the Birth Date in the example. #1 THE ORIGINATOR #2 THE PEACEMAKER #3 THE LIFE OF THE PARTY #4 THE CONSERVATIVE #5 THE NONCONFORMIST #6 THE ROMANTIC #7 THE INTELLECTUAL

Kinda Feelin It 2day!
Im kinda light weight goin threw it 2day, it might not seem like it but yeah 2 day iz kinda hard & 4 ya'll that really know me it has ta be BIG 4 me ta write. I havent saw my lil girl since X-mas of last year sum of ya'll know tha story baby mama drama, anyway I LOVE my lil twin wit everything i have & not ta get ta see her like i used 2 iz really killin me on tha inside, i go about my day every day tryin ta just do life but a little bit of me iz not here its there alot of u may feel me on that cuz i know other ppl r havein tha same prob.I write her just like tha ppl at parenting class told 2 but thats not enough i need more...so thats about it, thamks 4 letin me get that off my chest!

Tough Day
Today one of my son's turned 18I have not been able to see my kids in 14 years and his mind has been poisoned against me so my birhtday wishes will not be welcome. It is a lot for me mind to deal with so please forgive me if anything today has been harsher than intended. And also if I have had to leave conversations recently. I will never know my younger son eitehr who is 16. He has Down's and would not understand who I am. PS I have moved his pictures from my family only folder to my defualt folder if anyone wants to see

To My Male Friends On Those Lonely Nights
Melon Sex How-To: Melon Masturbation Technique Step 1: Buy yourself a rock melon, canteloupe, or honeydew melon. Cut a round hole in one end a bit smaller than your dick. Scoop out a little of the inside but not too much. Step 2: Nuke it good Heat the melon in a microwave (be careful!) and squirt in some baby oil. Step 3: Ahhhhh! Step 4 (Optional): On the opposite side of the melon from where your penis enters it, make a small hole with a skewer or small knife, no bigger than a pencil eraser, but reaching all the way in to the "vagina." Wrap your hand around the melon after you insert your erection and put your finger over the hole on the outstroke. Remove your finger on the in-stroke, replace it over the hole on the outstroke. Feels like a mouth going down on your cock, then sucking on it as it draws back. A very nice substitute for a blow job!

So Sad!
In Memoriam Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The gravesite was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Doug

Celebrity Lookalikes
You ever try complimenting someone by telling them they look like a celebrity, and they have no idea who you’re talking about, but you keep trying until you finally break down and call them a social retard? That’s a great way to meet women. I was talking to this girl last night - Wow, you look a lot like Sandra Bullock. “Who?” You know, Sandra Bullock, the actress. “Who?” You know, ‘Miss Congeniality’, ‘Premonition’, ‘While you were Sleeping.’ “Huh?” You know - ‘Speed?’ ‘Speed 2 - Cruise Control?’ Have you seen ‘Speed 2 - Cruise Control?’ Have you ever been to a movie, have you ever seen a movie, have you ever been out of your house before tonight, you stupid whore?! Hey, where are you going? You look a lot like Julia Roberts when you’re mad. “Who?” - Everyone gets told they look like celebrities, and it’s usually an attractive celebrity - women get told they look like Julia Roberts, not Eric Roberts. You never hear - you know who you look like - Gollum. I don’t kno

Love Lost
JUST RECENTLY I LOST MY BEST WHICH WAS MY MOM. I JUWT WANTED TO SAY THAT I LOVE MY MOM WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOLE AND SHE WILL LIVE THROUGH ME. HER LOVE WILL BE LOST BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN.SO PEOPLE OUT THERE JUST TELL YOUR MOM OR DAD YOU LOVE THEM EVERYDAY

Cleavage Contest Starting Tomorrow 4/20/2007
HEY FRIENDS! I HAVE BEEN ENTERED INTO THE CLEAVAGE CONTEST STARTING TOMORROW MORNING AT 10AM. COULD USE ALL THE VOTES YOU ALL WOULD MAYBE CONSIDER GIVING ME! I MAY NOT HAVE THE BIGGEST ONES BUT WHAT I DO HAVE IS ALL ME...NO ADDITIVES OR PRESERVATIVES!! VOTE FOR ANDREANNA- THANKS BUNCHES!!!!!!!!!!

A Lot Of Stuff--ranting And Venting
where to start...what to do.... i am getting tired of whiners, liars and stupid people but alas this has been going on for all of eternity and will continue to the end of time.... the mumms have been attacked by The Point Whore People....which do you prefer, which is better....WHO THE FUCK CARES! Make a survey! Damn! i like points as much as the next person cuz i like to level but isn't that what the i'm bored link is for? You also get points for your stash and they NEVER expire and people can vote yes or no there too and comment or whatnot....GET A FUCKING CLUE! and if you still want to know...i prefer Coke, Papa John's, my favorite color is purple, i am a Christian, i don't support the war but i do support the troops, i wouldn't kill anyone in any fashion, i don't drink, i don't do drugs, i am not a virgin, and i ride both sides of the fence....i can't think of anymore off the top of my head.... Liars suck...PLAIN AND FUCKING SIMPLE! Don't tell me one thing and do the comple

Insight On Mumms
alright most of you notice that i'm highly against drug use... but how many of you know why... well here you go, and this is no way trying to seek sympathy... My mom had left when I was 8, I am a crack baby, my mother until i was 16 was in and out of prison... she is the down side of what drugs can do to a person, she used drugs (and by drugs i mean them all) daily. She stole from me, her only child, she hurt me and ways that most don't know could be, and then all these damn pot smokers post stupid bullshit about celebrating a day that for most of them probably couldn't tell you why 4/20 is designated the day to smoke weed... btw it's because marijuana when heated to 420 degrees Fahrenheit burns the THC to the right temperature to be consumed by your body for the most desired effects. most of the people who glorify the usage of any product that alters ones emotions and mental state, this includes alcohol, tobacco, and drugs (both legal and illegal), is scum in my book. the moment yo

Smokin Pot - Nfl Style
I remember the year Warren Sapp was drafted. He slid down the draft board because there were rumors he was a resin-stained regular user of Mary Jane. He then proceeded to play like a HOF for his first few years in the league. I smoked pot in college. So did Barak Obama. So did some of you. Some of you may be under the influence right this minute. This is not an issue unless you had to pee in a cup at the Combine. Three players widely regarded as top-10 picks in the upcoming NFL draft, including Georgia Tech wide receiver Calvin Johnson, have admitted to previously using marijuana, Pro Football Weekly reports. Johnson, Clemson defensive end Gaines Adams and Louisville defensive tackle Amobi Okoye admitted using the drug, according to multiple sources who have watched the interviews, the publication reported. The admissions were made during standard interviews at February's NFL scouting combine. The interviews are conducted with every player and shared by all 32 teams for revie

Me
Just want to let everyone know what is going on with me health wise. You probably often see it says im sick. Well, I have been dealing with peritinitis, it sand infection of the lining of the stomach. People have died from it. I almost did. I spent 29 nights in Gi unit in Boston. Had 7 surgical procedures done to fix. I got peritinitis from a mistake made by a surgeon during a sugery. I still have infection in stomach now. Also, my heart has been acting weird, skipping, fluttering, palpitations. CVhest pain, shortness of breath, weak, dizzy. Blood pressure very high. Yes Ive been seeing docs. I have major signs of heart attack lol, but they say its not. But not sure what is going on. Ive been having mri, catscans, upper and lower gis, x rays etc. MY real father died at 44 with a tumor on his heart, i have all same signs as he . And they said he had a rare form and it runs in families. So they are watching closely. I just wnat to let you all know, if one day I am just no there, that i

Goodbye For Now
Just Wanted To Let Everyone Know That In A Couple Days Im Havin My Internet /Etc Shut Off..I Am Going Through Some Personal Stuff Right Now So I Just Wanted To Tell You All Bye For Awhile Imma Miss You All!! Don't Forget me!!!

Loving The Master
One time in your life you find one who can whoo your mind, body, and soul. Open up the flood gates that bind you then tie you up to bondage. Fate has not seen the heart given to thee, broken servent destined to be. My Most Precious Ones is called out in vain for the Beloved Master is a Master of the game. Always we are one forever and a day, is this the start of a life or the beginning of the slave game? Tortured by control wanting to be cared for, is this the invitation of the time manipulation of love for? Obey, honor, and serve. Trust in the Master and receive all you deserve. Wanting, needing, loving,desire, passion, a life with ONE you would serve. What is this life this love truely made of to give up ones self for the love you burn for. Pleasure, pain, romance, to be called the One most desired slave, woman, forever and a day..

Why ?
Why am I always dreaming, and can't find my way inside? Why must I be so far away when I listen to you cry? Why must the music always sing so loud about a broken heart? Touching me so deep inside, as it tears me all apart. Why must you always be so far away when I want to hold your hand? Why can't you be looking love when I'm writing in the sand? Will forever be tomorrow, or will you give me one more day? And let me try to tell you dear all the things I'd say? And why must the stars in heaven, all look just like your eyes? While I wait for you so patiently and I wear my thin disguise. And why can't tomorrow find us and know that we're just fine? I don't care at all my love If I can hold you one last time

Ok Family
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Recipe
Hot Sauce... for dipping, accents whatever.. 1lb of jalpeno peppers 1 bunch of cilantro Boil the peppers for 30 minutes, drain, pull off stems, place in blender. pull off about 30-40 leaves of cilantro, place in blender, tsp of salt, 1/3 cup of water. purify till consistently flowing. Done!!! maybe be used for beef accents, regular chip dip, pork accent, chicken..whatever...great for mexican food. Give it a try. Let me know what ya think. BEWARE HOT!!! BEWARE HOT!! BEWARE HOT!!