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this blog is dedicated to douche bags who get so carried away with bitches on the interent, they feel the need to start cyber fights, to protect there e-girlfriend. hahaha. for real though, my friend you need to grow up and throw away your computer cuz its time you enter real life....
anyways heres a tasty little treat for every one.
i got this in my shoutbox at 5 in the morning while working a midnight shift.
*Dead Angel*: chelsea is playing you like a fool
*Dead Angel*: you think those nudes are just for you?
*Dead Angel*: Sha has talked shit about you to me many times, and till is..
*Dead Angel*: You will soon find out in do time. Just don't spend the kind of money I have.
*Dead Angel*: Don.t tell me you're a scared lil' bitch and can't reply, or are you talking to her at the moment. either way, you are fucked if you are talking with her
now.... the best part is that he is so obbsessed with this that he doesnt wait for any responce
another thing is that he
Please Read This Blog...and Rate
IF U DROP 5 COMMENTS I WIL ADD YOU TO FAMILY..
AND I WILL KNOW I CAN CALL ON YOU TO EMAIL THE RAPPER WHEN THE TIME COME.S...NORE HAS SOLD MILLIONS...HE FOUND ME..I DIDNT FIND HIM...SO WE GOT THAT TO OUR BENEFIT...IF U WILL JOIN THE EMAIL CAMPAING WHEN THE TIME COMES.LET ME KNOW
ALSO IF I MAKE IT THERE NO QUESTION THAT EVERONE ON MY FAMILY WILL REAP BENEFITS..IM NOT PROMISING YOU NOTHING..CAUSE ODDS ARE AGAINST ME..BUT LIKE A LOTTO TICKET HEY YOU NEVER KNOW
THANKS TO ALL MY SPONSOR FANS FRIENDS AND SUPPORTERS..I LOVE U ALL THE SAME ..YOU HAVE DONE THINGS TO KEEP ME GOING.......
Organ Donation Is A Beautiful Thing
September 11, 2006 I lost my ex in a horrible motorcycle accident! He left his 5 year old Daughter behind, as well as many close friends & family! Yesterday I had the opportunity to meet the wonderful people who were saved through the donation of his organs! It was a bittersweet day, but touching never the less! Take a moment to consider becoming an organ donor! He saved 3 peoples lives, one with only about a week left to survive, she is 13 years old & healthy for the first time in her life!
This Is Evan & Our Daughter Destinee!
This is our Daughter & The young Lady who recieved his heart!
This Is Destinee, Emily & Stef His Sister at the organ donor picnic
His Patch on the quilt
These are the other two he helped the one in the center recieved his kidney & Pancreas, the Gentelman on the far right recieved his liver!
This is his Sister Stefanie Hugging one of the recipients!
Thank You for taking the time to read this, sometimes somthing beaut
Trust With No Vasaline //never Again
well here i am,no vasaline and getting fked again.im the type of person that dont trust others very much,guess its part of the job that always makes you leary of others,sort of a self defence mechanism.well once or twice in a life time someone brieches that line of self defence,at first the defences go up but somehow they wiggle througgh the barrier and before you know it youve intrusted them completely.
when you finally resolve to give in and trust this person,they become a part of you,a part of your being,a part of your person.
when it becomes strong enough,they become a part of your inner person and you become totally vulnerable.there comes a time that you will test this trust and if they pass,you have that person for life.when they fail,it can destroy your life or you go back into your defence mode and you end up passing up future friends that may of passed the test had they been given the chance.the problem is,they dont get that chance becouse youve been betrayed and wont let th
U Just Never Know
ONCE IN YOUR LIFE YOU FIND WHAT YOUR LOOKIN FOR ,EVERY HAVE 1 OF THOSE DAYS OR TIMES WHERE U MET SOMEBODY OR TALK TO THEM,THEY GET STUCK IN YOUR IN MIND,OR YOU THINK ABOUT THEM ALOT AND CANT WAIT TILL TALK TO THEM AGAIN,SOMETIMES IT SEEMS LIFE PASSES US BY,I REMEMBER A WHILE BACK I HAD LIKE THIS WOMAN NEVER HAD A CHANCE TO TELL HER I LIKED HER NOT TO LONG AFTER THAT SHE DIED IN A CAR CRASH,SOMETIMES LIFE MAKES ME WONDER,SO JUST REMEMBER U FIND SOMEBODY YOU LIKE TAKE A CHANCE TO GET TO THEM U JUST NEVER KNOW WHAT LIFE BRINGS YOU
Friday night was the first time I’ve performed any of my ‘solo’ efforts in public and when I say public, I mean more than two people in my living room. A friend of mine from another local band has been writing acoustic stuff for about a year, mainly things that his band couldn’t work into band type songs, so he decided to do them by himself. This was his six or seventh gig (he’s getting quite popular) and he asked me if I wanted to fill the remaining support slot. I’ve been fucking around with some ‘sound-scapes’ (which is a wanky art bollocks term for making noises) for a while now, and he’d heard some of them and quite liked them. Either that or he believed I should be punished for some indiscretion.
So there I was, at 7pm on Friday night, sound-checking for stuff I’ve NEVER done in public. Holleee Shitballs. The first thing I realised was exactly how much shit was required to make these noises. My ‘home studio’ (a BOSS 8-track digital recorder), 2 electric basses, one electro-ac
How do you know when your girlfriend is a true Redneck?
Maybe when she chews tobacco and knows when to spit and when to swallow...hehehehehe
From A Very Good Friend
Some friends leave you hanging
Some friends leave you down
But this friend will not let you drag your heart around
Friends are forever and this you will see
Firends are not the ones to be decieved
We are friends I said this before
And though there are times I cant answer your call
Remember it does not mean I do not care
Only that I am busy
But hold on and I will be there
You see the world claims it
And many proclaim
But I am a friend
forever and always
so when you need me
just pick up the pace
because i will be there most any night or day
hello every one want to let you all know that you can reach me n msn or yahoo:
Who Is This Man ?
Who is this man?
Glimpsing into my world, trespassing, as if, in
some strange way, he believes he belongs here.
Who is this man?
Challenging my protective barriers and with
arrogance, dares to approach the fortress of my
Who is this man?
Violating my laws, running his fingers through
my soul, and savagely raping my mind.
Who is this man?
Extending his hand, shining his soul at me, and
with unwavering audasity, taps my shoulder in a
provoking attempt to gain my audience.
Who is this man?
Stop Pitching To Ass-rod
Literally. I have no idea why people are still pitching to him. Two more home runs last night to tie the major-league record for the month of April. He sets the American League record. That's 14 bombs in 18 games. And there are seven days left in the month. Oh yeah. And the Yankees still lost. To the Devil Rays.
Somethin On My Mind One Day
Why does life feel like this? Why do people say they care, and when your down they're no where around?Your voice I hear and its a soothing sound,Where did you go? You said you'd always be there but why am I here alone?What did I do so wrong to make you hate me?All I wanted to do is make you happy.so now Im left to pick up the pieces of my broken heart, and its a bitch get my life to a start...All I wanted was you, now Im left to find something new... Will I ever be loved again? Will I ever be happy? What do I do with this cold heart you left me?
My Opinion On Cocks
My opinion on cocks is....When God was finished making a man.. He had some left over elbow skin he hadn't a clue what to do with.. so he sat around thinking..pondering.. wondering..then he thought.. "I will form up a cock" and SHAZAM!!!Man had a cock!
(Let's face it.. cocks aren't attractive to look at, they are good for sucking and fucking and a friend of mine said, "they are a good tool to write your name in the snow with, lol..other than that.. ICK!!...)
-JUST GIVE ME 10 MINUTES....
-I JUST NEED 10 MINUTES ALONE
-NOT TO DEAL WITH A THING
-AND NOT ANSWER MY PHONE
-JUST TO IG. MY 2 WAY
-IG. THE SHIT IN THE STREETS
-JUST LET ME SMOKE THIS ONE CIG. IN PEACE
-SOME DAYS I DON'T WANNA BE BOTHERED
-SOME DAYS I JUST MISS MY BROTHER
-HE'S LOOKIN' AT 26 MONTHS FED TIME
-AND IF BY A MIRACLE HE MAKE IT HALF WAY OUT
-IT WONT BE PAROL YALL IT BE THE HALF WAY HOUSE
-CUZ HES AN ADDICT
-AND ADDICTS CAN'T DO HALF OF NOTHING
-SOME DAYS I DON'T WANNA BE SEEN
-SOME DAYS I DON'T SHOWER
-I DON'T WANNA BE CLEAN
-BUT LOOK SOME TIME THE TRUTH CAN HURT YOU
-SO I BLOW MY CIG. SMOKE RIGHT AT THE TRUTH COMMERCIALS
-SOME DAYS I DON'T WANNA BE BOTHERED
-SOME DAYS I JUST MISS MY FATHER
-SO GIVE ME 10 MINUTES....
-I JUST NEED 10 MINUTES ALONE
-NOT TO DEAL WITH A THING
-AND NOT ANSWER MY PHONE
-JUST TO IG. MY 2 WAY
-IG. THE SHIT IN THE STREETS
-JUST LET ME SMOKE THIS ONE CIG. IN PEACE
-AND TO ALL YOU DUDES PRAYING THAT I L
Rideing On Money
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I HAVE SEEN ALL THE BULLETINS ON MY FRIEND FAT SONNY AND FRANKLY I DONT GIVE A DAMN WHAT YOU PEOPLE SAY ABOUT HIM OR TOWARDS HIM- HE IS NOT THE WAY THAT CERTIAN PEOPLE MAKE HIM OUT TO BE. SONNY BELIEVE IT OR NOT HAS A HEART FOR OTHERS AND HE HAS A SOUL TOO. I AM SO DAMN TIRED OF THE BULLSHIT I WAKE UP TOO ON HERE- CHERRYTAP TO ME HAS BECOME A PLACE TO BAD MOUTH THE INNOCENT AND THE ONES THAT OOOPS YOU FORGET- PUT YOUR ASSES IN THE TOP DOG LEAGUE!!! IF ALL THE SHIT ON HERE TO YOU IS ABOUT PUTTING PEOPLE DOWN THEN LET ME GIVE YOU A REASON TO REMOVE YOURSELF FROM MY LIST--- REASON ONE.-- I HATE YOUR DRAMA FILLED BULLETINS!! WILL NOT REPOST A DAMN THING FOR YOU.
2. I AM NOT HERE TO MAKE YOUR LIFE ANY BETTER THAN IT WAS THE DAY YOU SIGNED ON THIS SIGHT, SO DONT BOTHER.
3. FRIENDS TO ME IS A TREASURE, NOT A NESSESITY OF LIFE.
4. IF YOU HAVE HEART, YOU ARE A REAL PERSON AND I WILL ADD YOU IF YOU WANT ME TOO BUT THE CRAPPY ASSED WAYS YOU ALL HAVE OF PUTTING YOUR SELFS IN THE POSITION TO PLA
I Did It
I got my first tattoo
its my husbands name
This is my cat Perky
He died yesterday at the grand old age of 19yrs which is equivilent is 133yrs our years. Has been in the family for 16yrs, so hence I miss him. Just seems strange putting down 1 dish of food instead of the usual 2. Gandy our other cat is missing him too. She keeps a look out to see if he comes home. He had a large tumour so I had him put to sleep with me holding him, tis a gutter I can tell you ;) He might be gone but never forgotten ;)
My Recent Life.
Blah, blah, blah, blah........life sucks!
I am working crazy shifts and stupid hours. I'm going from the Fire dept. to the Ambulance and back again. been sooo busy (and sick) that it's driving me crazy. I try my hardest to be nice to jennifer but it's hard when EVERY word I say she tells me is a lie. I miss coming home and having someone to talk to (face to face) about the bad calls and shitty day's. Jen will listen but their is no sympathy. I remember coming home one night after having a close call and I woke her up to talk about it and she was like "well your still alive" wtf? I try my best to tell Akira that daddy is home safe when I do get home, atleast she cares. My Life, work and art seem to matter to know one. I just go to work and do the best I can. Atleast I can make someone's day better (the patients) I lived far too much of my life angry and this is what I get. Fine! I don't want a GF, why? so I can play the "get to know you game" fuk that! I am a work-aholic and that's j
Buy Your Way Past Level 10 With A Vic
I THINK THIS IS DISCRIMATION AGAIN CT OWNS RULES OF ADVANCING PAST LEVEL 10.IT STATES IN THERE RULES
TO ADVANCE PAST LEVEL 10 YOU NEED A SALUTE PHOTO.
HAVE YOU EVER NOTICED OR WONDERED WHY YOU SEE SO MANY PEOPLE PAST LEVEL 10 YET THEY HAVE NO SALUTE.
WELL THIS IS NOT HEAR SAY BUT FROM A BOUNCER.
A FAKE PERSON ON HERE USING SOMEONES STOLEN PHOTOS
CAN BE LOCKED ON LEVEL 10 99.99% THEY CAN BY PASS
UPLOADING A SALUTE BY BUYING A MONTH OF VIC.
WHEN YOU BUY A VIC YOU AUTO ADVANCE SALUTE OR NOT.
SO ONCE A FAKE GETS TO LEVEL 10 THEY CANCEL THERE VIC ITS NO LONGER NEEDED THEY BEAT THE SYSTEM AND GOT TO LEVEL 11 NOW THEY ARE HOME FREE.
MY QUESTION IS THIS. DOES THIS SEEM RIGHT TO EVERYONE?
I Call Upon The Drama Llama!!!
Apparently, someone's feelings got hurt or someone has their panties in a wad.... 2 of my mumms were flagged earlier. Pretty much back to back. I only post mumms when I have a valid question, I used to post boredom mumms a while ago, but now I have these whiny little sissy fuckers nsfw'ing my mumms like it's going to go make me cry or something. I've had my mumms flagged PLENTY of times, and every time it was because someone just wanted to be a dick.
Scrapper's always really nice and reinstates me, so their little childish flagging doesn't bother me long. Scrapper's the man. He's reinstated me so many times, I feel like I'm bugging him when I ask for help again because I might as well say, "Yeah it's me again. Another hater. Help please?" It's damn ridiculous how often this happens when there really isn't any reason for those nsfw flaggers to just be dicks.
Fleeing Harem Girls.
If your not going to be what you say.. dont apply.. its as simple as that.. dont look at me even.. I dont want false.. I dont want fake..
And I should trust my instincts.. if something smells fishy, check its expiration date.. it might be putrid.
DJ Purrr was false, first inkling i get, is when her friend is a "Dragon hunter hired by purrr" i ask her, she says things are fine, nothing changed.. then people are trying to get me kicked out of a lounge...
if you dont want part of my life, im not going to force you. I only want those in my life, who care, who want to be there, who belong there.
I love the way you touch me and how it makes me feel
Seeing the desire in your eyes and knowing that it's real
The way you touch my face as we gaze into each other's eyes
Knowing that for me there is no other guy
The way you run your fingers across my lips
As I gently suck on your sweet finger tips
The way you run your fingers through my long hair
Sometimes gently tugging, It's almost more than I can bare
The way you touch my neck with your gentle kisses and bites
Feeling the warmth of your mouth on my neck sends me to new heights
The way you gently suckle my breasts
The way you kiss, caress and rub your hands all over my chest
The way you kiss me as you slide your tongue over mine
Tasting each other softly as our lips intertwine
The way you love me as your body enters mine
The warmth, the wetness, as we slowly begin to grind
The way you make me soar makes me see stars and lights
As I feel you burst inside me I know they'll be no sleep tonight
For The Assholes Of America
To all our friends, family, and fans this blog is not directed to you. This blog is only directed for a select few AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! I have a girlfriend named Della and she is truly the one true love of my life. I love her with all my heart. If you don't believe that or if you think anything negative about that I don't really give a shit. I know all about her and yes she knows all about me. We are on here simply for friendships with other people. However there are some on here who apparently are cherrytapaholics. They think the world revolves around cherrytap and they feast on drama. Their lives have no meaning so they want to make everyone else's lives as miserable as their own. If the only thing you have to do is to get on here and spread gossip and spew drama I have just one suggestion...GET A FUCKING LIFE!!! To all ex-loves who want to send mean and nasty messages and e-mails to me and/or Della, get the hint....maybe you were just not woman enough for a real man. You talk
For My Father Who Passed Away Last Night
Dad...so many images come to mind
whenever I speak your name;
It seems without you in my life
things have never been the same.
What happened to those lazy days
when I was just a child;
When my life was consumed in you
in your love, and in your smile.
What happened to all those times
when I always looked to you;
No matter what happened in my life
you could make my gray skies blue.
Dad, some days I hear your voice
and turn to see your face;
Yet in my turning...it seems
the sound has been erased.
Dad, who will I turn to for answers
when life does not make sense;
Who will be there to hold me close
when the pieces just don't fit.
Oh, Dad, if I could turn back time
and once more hear your voice;
I'd tell you that out of all the dads
you would still be my choice.
Please always know I love you
and no one can take your place;
Years may come and go
but your memory will never be erased.
Today, Jesus, as You are listening
in your home above;
Would you go
Gee I thought I'd run out of material after a couple of these, but here I am again with another dumb-ass!
This girl shouts at me and asks me if she can see my private pics. So, me being in one of those "I don't give a shit" kind of moods, I let in.
After a few minutes, she shouts at me again, and stars bagging on one of my other "family" members. Saying she was skanky, and had no self respect...ect.
I asked her why she would say that? She said she went to her page, and checked out her pics. She said they were tasteless, and a few other things.
First off, this girl she was bagging on happens to be a good friend of mine. I wont say who it is because that would be indescrete.
Second. This girl she was bagging on didn't even have nudes! She was fully clothed!
Third. This is comming from a girl who just asked me if she could see my nude pics! So what gives her the right to pass moral judgement on anyone?
fourth. If she thinks my friends' pics are tasteless, and show a lack of
do you ever get the feeling of being utterly and completely alone? of being in a room filled with people yet you are the only one there? giving your all... your everything... yet feeling that it's all for nothing? the smallest and stupidest thing sent me into tears a few minutes ago... and i have no idea why. i wish more than anything in the world right now that i could have just one person walk up behind me and wrap their arms around me and hold me close and tell me that everything is going to be alright and that they are here for me..... i do it for everyone else.... am i not good enough to get it done to me? i'm here to comfort and console.... to soothe and relax... but yet when i needed that the most... nobody was here for me to give me that shoulder to cry on... that chest to cling to... those arms to feel safe in. am i so unspecial? i suppose i am... it's the way my life has always been... why should i expect anything different? so now.... i sit here and i cry... and i wrap my a
Longing In The Shadows
I passed by your house on the way home from work I saw your bedroom light on.I stopped,not meaning to,standing there with a hole in my chest.
my mind wandered back to a time one dark stormy night the snow was fierce.We found ourself housebound no car could make the trip.The phone was down but the fire was going,casting dancing creatures on the walls of the living room just you and me.
I offered you a drink ,my best rum.We sat back going over the wedding plans you were working on your fiance,my best friend.Since grade school we have been so tight the three of us.
We sat back on my tufted leather sofa gazing at the fire letting the rum warm our bellies.Dave matthews playing on the radio.I leaned over and looked you in the eyes "Have i ever thanked you for being my friend?"I said
"No" you gave a small chuckle "we have always been friends,there for each other,never expecting anything from one another"
"well then its about time Jessica." I said never breaking your eye contact
I Finally Did It...yay Me
As some of you know I have an older brother with whom i do not get along..well after 20 years of constant bickering and fighting it finally became physical, and it was started by him and im proud to say i BEAT HIS FUCKIN ASS!!!!!
thats right karma just got into a physical altercation not more than 30 minutes ago, blood is pumping body is shaking and damn i feel good about myself because i dont have a mark on me, but OMG is mike gonna b fuckin pissed when he finds out, i hate to be my brother once word gets around to the rest of my family...hes soo dead...lmao
another one that I wrote. Also NOT safe for work. This one shows a lil darker side, so if you can not handle it, then Exit now!!!!!!
Carrie flipped the cell phone closed and hopped into the seat of the ambulance next to Chris. He glanced her direction and then back at the world in front of him. “You sure are particular when you’re on that thing. Afraid I am going to tell everything I know?” Carrie looked at him sideways and said “ You need to learn to mind your own business.” He shrugged and put the truck in gear. “I’m a bit hungry, lets grab some lunch.” Chris muttered more to himself then to her. “You eat more then my last three partners too” she growled. Chris Looked at her and said “ if you would keep one more then a few weeks, you would not have nearly as much to bitch about”. Carrie scowled at him and said nothing. They were just pulling into the local diner when the Radio crackled and came to life. “M-18 are you 10-8?” it squealed. Chris started to mutter about lunch an
Brian Mcknight Concert.
tonight i attended the brian mcknight concert in downtown oakland. mostly to support my homie, matt cusson. he plays keyboard and sings backup for brian. ALSO he is working on his debut album with brian currently [brian set up a recording studio on his bus, so they record on the road].. watching matty 'make love' to that keyboard is enough to make any girl cream!
anyway, the show was awesome. matty has opened for brian every show on his european tour but this time in oakland 'Joe' opened and sang some shit that took me back to high school days. dayuumm.. the girls were goin crazy!
after the show we waited for matty and brian to come out of the back. i met brian and his two sons brian jr. and niko. niko was THE SHIT! he might have been the coolest fourteen year old kid i have ever met! picture a slender black kid with dreads and an 'iron maiden' t-shirt. [he played bass and guitar for his daddy on stage for two or three songs. this kid was kickass!]
so we got to talking after
What Is Love?!
What is love but simple pleasures, heartache and pain with everything to loose and only heartache to gain; Love that natural inclination, 1st hand notion builds you up to tear you down that 2nd hand emotion; Never again will I fall for love's trickery and deceit prickin me and stickin me love is watchin me bleed. Love that thief in the night stealin my sleep, got me searchin the surface when the answer lies deep. Love jes a word that don't mean shit, one minute " I love you" and same breath one of yall is a " bitch". Sometimes love aint love its a fantasy myth damaging hearts and souls, I've been cursed by the gift. Love will make you run to the arms of a stranger and you thinkin its safe, but blind love can cause you harm and danger. On the outside love is ALL peaches and cream, but inside its much different its never what it seems. L-Losing O- Our V- Very E- Existence
L- Learning O- Other V- Valuable E- Experiences
The Door Bell.............
My master had me on a waterbed, blindfolded, with my arms tied to opposite corners of the bed. And I had on this studded leather belt with handcuffs attached to each side. Which were handcuffed to my ankles with a metal loop. So I was completely spread wide for his amusement. And as I lay they’re trembling wondering what was going to happen next, I did not have to wait long.
Master lay downs next to me, and started to kiss me, and rub my body all over. Which in itself was a very good feeling, then he started to rub my nipples until they were very erect and engorged. Then he put on my nipple clamps, and when he did it always brought a gasp.
And then he started to slowly open my pussy, ever so slowly and started to massage my clit in little round circles. And it felt so good; I could not move my legs I was completely at my master’s mercy.
My master was entering me, teasing my g-spot making pant really hard, then stopping and playing with my clit. Which was now becoming very har
Life And Death
Life sucks. I went to a couple of concerts last week, music was great, Flesh Factor rules. Lacuna Coil lead singer rocks my clock. Then, it happened again, for the second time in my life. A young lady, at the Big Fish Pub, asked me if I was a Vietnam Veteran, and I fell for it again. She must have seen my tiger. When I got off the plane in San Francisco, thirty-two years ago, I had an old gray haired lady, that looked like my Grandmother, walked up to me, and spit on me, because I worn my uniform back to the states. It made me feel so low, to think what we had went through meant so little. Last Friday night this young lady, younger than my kids, asked me if I was a Vietnam Veteran, I told her yes. She must have seen my tiger. The next comment out of her mouth, set me back thirty-two, she said, "Your are a killer, then." I just turned and walked away. We that defend this country are not allowed to fight back. We must just turn and walk away; the rules of engagement are not the same, as
Update On My Brothers Death
AS YOUA LL KNOW I POSTED A BLOG ON THE 16TH F APRIL ABOUT MY BROTHER PASSING AWAY. WWEL THE CORONERS REORT IS IN IT WAS NOT A HEART ATTACK THAT CLAIMED HIS LIFE . THE RULING IS HE DIED FROM BLUNT FORCE TRUAMA TO THE CHEST INA HOMICIDAL MANNER.
SO YEAH IM NOT HAVING THE EBST TIME IN THE WORLD RIGHT NOW SO IF IM A BITHC OR SEEM NEEDY PLEASE FORGIVE ME
Was this pic...http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=576109&albumid=291911&i=3323472333
Which is in my "PS pics my friends made of me" album.
So guess the dumbass can't read heh?
Not to mention I have 3 freakin salutes LMAO!!
awwww how sweet & I couldn't even comment her back b/c she has ppl blocked LoL!
& then I go to block her but I already have so wtf??? How did she rate me??
Another one was able to rate me after I had already blocked them.
...and The Master Baits
It's 1:00 pm and I'm checked in. It's surreal, I can't believe this is happening. I text him: "I have something for you, come see me at the hotel next to the mall". I know he will come, I've been teasing and tantalizing him for over 3 months. Meeting him at the gym in the wee hours in the morning, taking him in the sauna when no one is there. As I sit in front of the mirror fixing my makeup I reminisce about my rendezvous with him two nights ago at the gym. We met at 12 in the morning, I wet my lips subtly at the sight of his biceps pumping the metal bar up and down to his chest. A light coat of sweat covers his swollen arms, his thin muscle shirt clings to his broad, defined chest and his deep brown eyes... The intense look on his face makes me think naughty thoughts about him. He sees me in the mirror and smiles at the sight of me. I cleaned up pretty nicely for the gym. I wore tight, black shorts, that barely covered my plump, round ass.
My form-fitting shirt hugged my perky brea
I Need Your Help
Im not a huge fan of the totally nude pics of myself but im trying to make an album for my family I need some suggestions of sum ideas for taking pics for this album. Can you help me out Cherries
Shit Just Keeps Getting Worse... But The Beat Still Goes On!!!!
Yesturday while at work, my cell rang, it was my friend, and guitarist of our band lycan, J. i usually dont answer my phone at work, but something told me too... what he told me i wouldnt of expected, or anyone else at that! My friend, and the drummer of our band, Brandon A.K.A. Shroom, was on his way to our singers house, Jim, who is his cousin, when Brandon parked at the side of the road, and shot himself to death... he was an awesome drummer!!! Jimi i just devastated, and so are we. We all got together lastnight, without jim, who was at brandons house, with brandons girlfriend, and trying to make sence of it all. We drank and talked and such... im going to miss him!!!! we all will...
I Am Moving
I am finally free and going to live in this country house, well a bit of it anway, in the New Forest amongst wild horses, pigs, donkeys and cows...I will feel at home.
If you ask me nicely, then you can come and stay.
What It Feels Like To Find Your Soul Mate
I have always been the careful type when it comes to my heart. I'm not the one that would give his love easily or fall easily but it has happened. I do wish to thank this site for helping me find my love, my best friend, and my soul mate. She and I are so happy I didn't know I could be this happy ever but I am.
We started by chatting in the shout box to yahoo chatiing and then I desided it was time to meet face to face. I drove down to her house last weekend. We went out to a chinse food, played pool, I sang keriokie for her we had a beautiful weekend.
On Sunday she drove me to Estes Park and we walked and I sang songs to her while we walked ate icecream I did want the weekend to end. When I started home all I could think about was her. I stopped at a McDonalds to eat and texted her several times. That next night on Monday we both desided we were in love. I connect to her in such a deep way I thought was never posible I have never felt this and it is so wonderful I wanted to shar
The ethereal passage
To your trust
An endeavor to endure
For if I can slay
Your soul’s dragon
And melt away
Your heart’s discontent
There shall be
The flowers smile
The wind a subtle
I travel the darkness
Of your past
Covered in masks
You can release
Let your subconscious
I would not have
Wandered this far
I barely knew
Where to begin
I would not be
Where I am now
If I was not going
As Many As Necessary
So I began a discussion this afternoon, stupid me!, about politics while at work. I am in a stoked and happy mood, as I had just had some flowers delivered to a very special person, HUGS Lynda. So this guy asks about life in Iraq as a soldier, goes okay..... then asks some details about deaths, none of which I am willing or going to give out. Then he asks, very pointedly, I might add, "How many more must die, before you learn to drop your weapon and leave?". NO, I did not drop his sorry ass on the spot, I simply informed him as many as necessary to make his sorry ass realize, they are the reason he has the freedom to be stupid in this Great Country of ours. Why would anyone believe that a soldier who volunteered to serve this nation would drop their weapon for fear of dying? Look, I don't want to die fighting for my country, yet I accept that fact should it be the outcome. Don't pity me for my beliefs, just know that I fight and risk my life so you can stand in Anywhere, USA and voice
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I Am Leaving For The Open Road!
I leave for the open road again tomorrow, 5/03/07
I hope they can run me like last month, and hope the stress of road rage, and the hostility of the terrorists don't get to me. I am defenatly going back to the strange highways where crazy people play.
Html Codes And Friends
I FIND IT IRONIC YOU CHANGE YOUR COMMENT STATUS TO NO HTML CODES AND FRIENDS SHOW UP ON YOUR PAGE TO COMMENT AND WON'T EVEN TAKE THE TIME TO EVEN TYPE OUT HELLO HOPE YOUR HAVING A GREAT DAY BUT WILL TALK IN SHOUT FOR HOURS GUESS I JUST VALUE FRIENDSHIP FAR MORE THAN OTHERS IF I GO TO A PAGE THAT SAYS NO HTML COMMENTS I STILL LEAVE A COMMENT SOMETIMES I GET THE RUDE COMMENT SAYING THAT I'M A BITCH BUT AT LEAST I TOOK THE EFFORT OF TRYING TO BE FRIENDLY ANYWAYS HAVE A GOOD DAY MY FRIENDS I'VE TURNED THEM OFF BECAUSE ALL THE GLITTERY GRAPHICS PEOPLE LEAVE SLOW MY PAGE DOWN ON LOADING. AND SOME LEAVE 3-4 A DAY
Damn, This Sucks
On Saturday 5/5 I will be moving. Just a short 6 months from the last one. Not something that I planned on, had less than 30 days to put this together. But in the long run I will be happier where I am going. I may not have my internet service back up for a few days, it's being shut off Saturday morning. So I thought I would post a blog so that everyone would know. Moving really sucks, let me tell you. I have the bed from hell, nicknamed it BedZilla from the last move! Here is a preview of part of what I am moving!
Everyone bear with me until I can get back on line.
1st Annual Fucktard Contest
You think you know the biggest fucktard? Well now you can prove it in the 1st Annual Fucktard Contest. Just comment this blog w/the link to the picture you would like to submit & I will rip it.
The Contest Will Start at 10 PM Central on May 20th Thru May 27th 10 Pm Central
Self commenting is allowed
Fucktard of the Year's sponsor receives ~ 3-day Cherry Blast
Second Place ~ Silver Motorcycle
Third Place ~ Rolex
(Note: Prizes may change to greater value depending on how many contestants I receive.)
Not sure what a fucktard is?
Fucktards do not just defy common sense, they are pathologically incapable of recognizing the obvious, and are space-and-time bendingly stupid.
There is a great difference between an idiot and a fucktard. For example, an idiot might accidentally burn your stove with a grease fire. A fucktard will not only burn your stove, but your cat, concert tickets and wallet. Then they'll wipe their singed han
The Love That Never Was
as i rode my bike through the sun splashed ,curving roads of the lake i saw a large rock sitting among the trees.i pulled up by the rock and shut my bike down and just listened.i heard the leaves restle in the wind as the soft spring air gently carressed the limbs overhead,and the birds singing while geese squalled overhead.i got off my bike and sat with my back against the mighty fallen stone still damp from the mornings dew.the coolness of the grass relaxed me as did the sounds surrounding me.
i lay my head upon my helmet,listening to the quiet sounds of nature and let my thoughts run random through my mind.i thought of a friend of mine,and how we had become such close friends.i thought of her inner beauty that attracted me to be her friend.she was always there when i needed a shoulder or comforting word.she was always there to tell me when i was wrong,and she was always there to make me laugh.
i truely loved my friend and i wandered what if.what if we carried this to
In Reference To The Last Blog Entry
Tiffany- Missing what used to be. says (5:32 AM):
whatever Matt... have it your way.
Fucking delete it NOW
is your child not more important than what online people know?
Tiffany- Missing what used to be. says (5:33 AM):
thank about that one
I'm doing this because youre being dumb and you always want everything your way
delete it now
Shoot coward. You are only going to kill a man. says (5:33 AM):
im not deleting it... its a copy and paste from this conversation... and it shows the bullshit you try to pull
Tiffany- Missing what used to be. says (5:33 AM):
fine then you will never see your child ever
EVER EVER EVER all because online life meant more to you
Tiffany- Missing what used to be. says (5:34 AM):
wait to go deadbeat
From A Friend
i know a man with chestnut hair....eyes to transfix you in a hyptnotic stare...if eyes indeed are the windows to your soul...when you eyes meet his your heart will be stole...so i write this poem to pay my respects just to let you know...the beauty your eyes reflect..so think of this as the smallest of a tokens..just to let you know of your beauty unspoken...to Brock ..from smurf
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You have a dime and a dollar, you buy a dog and a collar, the dog is a dollar more than the collar, how much is the collar?
In Comment Tell Me What You Think Love Is,
LOVE!!!! IT IS A VERY MISCONCEPTED WORD. IT HAS ALOT OF DIFFERRENT MEANINGS. BUT THE OVER ALL MEANING TO ME IS.
LOVE COMES FROM DEEP IN THE HEART, IT SHOULDN'T MATTER WHAT A PERSON LOOKS LIKE SO LONG AS THEY SHOW THE RESPECT TO YOU, ASWELL AS YOU TO THEM.
IBELIEVE IF YOU STARE INTO SOMEONES EYES LONG ENOUGH YOU CAN TELL IF THEY ARE TRUE TO HEART.
True story of my sexual exploration and how I discovered carrots can be a girl's best friend. ;)
I've always had sexual urges as long as I can remember. Before I grew hair on my pussy I had discovered how nice it feels to touch myself there.
I'd grind my smooth little snatch against my fingers, and after a few years I had discovered how to achieve orgasm. Of course at the time I didn't know what it was so each night I'd put a pillow between my legs and dry hump until my pussy would twitch and my body would shudder with pleasure.
After a while I'd experiment more and more... sliding a finger into my pussy, running my clit warm underwater, looking at pornography, even inserting small foreign objects (and even then my pussy was so tight. they would hardly fit).
Years passed and while I touched and fondled myself under the covers at night (and even during the day, and I've been called a sleepy head for all the "naps" I took). I had boyfriends and we touched and
So I Am A Southern Gal
The ''Rules of the South'' are as follows:
1. Pull your saggy pants up. You look like an idiot.
2. Turn your cap around right, your head ain't crooked.
3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "dirt road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way.
4. They are called cows & hogs. That's why they smell to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-75 goes north, I-10 goes west. Pick one.
5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton pickers that are driven only 4 weeks a year.
6. So every person in the south waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept.
7. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time.
8. Yeah, we eat catfish & crawfish. You really want sushi & caviar? It's avail
While You Are Sleeping (extreme Adult Content)
While You Are Sleeping
I walk into your room, but you are asleep so I decide to go and have a
nice warm bath. I run the water and put some bubbles in, then I light some
candles. I hop in the bath relaxing feeling the warmth of the water,
letting the water run on my pussy, the sensation making my clit become so
I am lying back in the bath slowly washing my body, feeling my skin tingle
all over. I think of you lying there in bed, my body begins to ache all
over. I run my hands over my breasts feeling my nipples harden at my
touch; I begin to moan, my hands slowly caressing my wet pussy. My mind is
thinking of you and what I can do to you. So I hop out of the bath
wrapping myself up in a towel, feeling the softness caressing my body, my
nipples so hard aching, my hand slides down to my wet pussy, rubbing my
clit all over. Then I slide a finger in myself fucking myself wanting to
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The Heart Broken Hero
he was a hansom lad,just 16 when he fell in love with mareen.she was his dream come true,long wavy brown hair and sparkling blue eye.they had everything in common,likes ,wants,dislikes even their dreams of the future matched.they became egaged on his 18 th birthday with plans to marry after spring break before she was to leave for college and he was to become marine.
the day they married and they exchanged their vows they went out and bought their first home that they would begin living in when he graduated boot camo and she got her first smester break.
their lives seamed to be perfect and with in a short time they were proud to announce they were t be proud parents.
the day she gave birth ,with him by her side,he recieved his orders ,he was goingto viet nam.the next few days were hurried as they prepared their home for the new arrival.she came home after giving birth and togather they took their daughter to her new home.they spent every second of the next few days togather they we
She was standing in the dark parking lot waiting for Him in the place He had told her to. Why He was making her stand out here and wait for Him to pick her up was beyond her…she could have waited in her car for Him, but she learned long ago…never question His directions. Impatiently she looked at her watch…8:15. He had told her to meet Him here at 8:00, where the hell was He? Could He have forgotten? He had been working a lot of hours lately…it was possible. Frustrated, she started across the lot towards the pay phone to call Him. When she had just about reached the curb, a man dressed all in black with a black mask covering his face, stepped from behind one of the parking deck columns and grabbed her arm… wrenching it behind her He pressed a sharp knife tight against her throat, daring her to utter a sound. Shocked, she stood motionless.
“What do you want from me? Here… take my purse if it’s money you want.” She stated with
Need Some Input..some Of You Have Read This Already
Im thinkin about leavn ct...i love this site but maybe its just time to give it up for awhile...theres way to much drama on here for me...i have that enough in my own life i dont need it from people on here where i came to make friends and meet new people....send me a message and let me know what you all think...id appreciate it..for those of you that give a shit...please feel free to let me know..thanks Bree
He Did It! Woohoooo!!!! (jumping Up And Down)
As of 12:30pm today, Andrew is now an Exterior Firefighter! He passed his Essentials 3 class!!! Wooohooooo!!!! He is the youngest Junior in our department to reach this level! I am so proud of him!!
This picture was taken at his Public Safety class at Tech School. He is the one on the left, demonstrating a leg lock. (Mom has a hard time looking at this picture).
Andrew is now elligable to take other classes at the academy, but he won't be able to take his Essentials 4 class until he turns 18. The Essentials 4 class involves a live burn and interior firefighting. OMG I'm still jumping up and down!
In other news, there is a suspect in the theft of equipment and vehicle damage I wrote about a while ago. He IS one of the firefighters in one of the classes. They have no proof that he did it as far as witnesses go, but he did show up with one of the missing portables. Nothing has been done yet. I'll update you when I learn more.
I would like to say, thank y
Personal Medical Care
lol I thought I would all bore you to death about what I just did...ok I have a problem when cutting my nails I always seem to go past the quick..I don't know why I do this I just do it allright? ok so like 3 days ok while doing some nail grooming I did that to the index finger and yesterday it was starting to hurt something fierce during spiderman 3 but I didn't do anything about it..and it was even starting to bother me why typing..so this morning when I got up I noticed my finger was ten timees larger then normal lol now I hate the doctors I figure there is nothing they can't do that I can do my self so I got a thumbtack heated it up on a stove burner and jabbed it in the finger in question til it punctured and I squeezed till blood and green pus oozed out..and you know what? my finger doesn't hurt I am able to type this up with no problem..I washed it up real good with soap dumped peroxide on it and we are good to go..I swear I could be Macguyver..if I had 3 names like Richard Dean
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Can Some one Find True Love On the Net? I have found this one lady that i Want in my life and she is so sweet and kind. She Loves me Back And we have never Meet. She Lives so Fare away and I would love for her to Come to Me. I Raise Horses and for me to Pack up and Move is Out of this world. I am Broke and the Horses Take most of my money. So Moving is Out of the Question for me.
I hear People Falling in Love all the Time on Here. But is it a Good Thing Or bad. Have any one of you out their Fell in Love on the Net and Did It work Out?
A Poem Given To Me As A Gift.
To open your heart you need many keys,
But each of these keys fulfill different needs,
The first key can open a wonderful door,
The door to a room you didn’t think could be explored,
Then in that room you find something more,
So many treasures and jewels to explore,
You find old tarnished bracelets and a few rusted chains,
But then you come across something that can’t be explained,
A little box that requires a very special key,
This key is made with love, compassion and a little of everything,
You get ready to use the key and stick it in the slot
But then you notice that the key is not right for the lock,
You try to go back and find another spot,
You open that door and now it is permanently locked.
When it comes to the heart and it’s many needs,
You should be careful because you can make the wrong key,
Love is a game you have to play fair,
You have to be honest and truthful
..no matter what pain you must bear.
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Ms Is Killing Me
I will tell you all a bit more about my illness,the last couple off days its playing up a lot,and some private matters don't make it much better,today i suppose too go to Hospital too get my introduction for stemm cell treatment my second one,but i want i have enuf pain before and i cant fight any more,after that i need too go back too hospital to have a surgery on my back well on my spine they find a lump on there,but i want i give up on everything i do have a lot off pain but i will servive....like i am always do,don't get me wrong this is no drama i don't want drama and don't feel pity with me i am not a person who wants that...i just want you too know how i am at the moment thats all
Do you ever look at a sunset and think just because it isn't the right shades of orange/red/yellow that it isn't beautiful?
Do you ever look at a flower and think just because it is missing a petal that is isn't beautiful?
Do you ever listen to a song and think just because the artist has skipped a beat the it isn't beautiful?
Do you ever read a poem and think just because it isn't quite your style it isn't beautiful?
Do you ever walk on a sandy shore and think just because the sand isn't white enough it isn't beautitful?
OF COURSE NOT AND YET.........
Why do we do it to each other?
Just because of a wrinkle or two we aren't beautiful?
Just because or a hairline that is slowly vainishing we aren't beautiful?
Just because of excess weight we've gained we aren't beautiful?
Just because of a few extra notches on our age belts we aren't beautiful?
Just because gravity has taken control over our body and making things sag we aren't beautiful?
TO ME, THAT
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Tears Of Pain
The tears I cry will someday dry ...
The pain inside I will hide...
The knife you put in my heart will twist forever
but you will never know ...Because I am strong enough to walk away ...There will come a day you will need my help !!! Help you will not get 4 they say what comes around goes around...I gave birth 2 three ... But you will never be a part of my family again you will just be my First born son...
Tonight after work i decided to go and visit a friend whom I haven't talked to in about a week, Brutalmix.
And once on her page I see a whole bunch of RIP Comments. After performing a google Search I discovered that my friend whom had recently invited me to come and visit her, and whom i recently gave some money to so that she could drink her Gibleys vodka, had died of a heroine overdose on May 2nd. :( This is the first time i've ever lost a online friend, i feel blessed to have had the chance to talk with her. Please stop today and say a prayer for her.
As An Act Of Good Faith
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Sometimes I swear to god I would love to climb a mountain and just scream at the top of my lungs. Better yet, there are a couple people I would love to beat the living shit out of. I think I need to take up kickboxing or something to deal with my rage issues.
I find it astounding how some people can be so incredibly selfish and stupid at the same time. Jesus H. Christ live up to your responsibilities! If you are supposed to be somewhere on a certain day at a specific time, be there. Don't always have an excuse. If you rarely ever work, don't schedule work for those days! WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I could go on and on and on but things are never going to change. For the next 13 years, I'm going to have to deal with this bullshit. Lucky me!
I really think there may be something to be said for those women who get artificially inseminated but never marry. They are the smart ones!
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my life fell apart today...my world came crashin down....my heart is ripped to shreds on the floor...all becuz of the man that i love...he was everything to me...but i wasnt everything to him....he says he loves me but i dont quite believe that nemore....i was willin to do w/e i could to keep him...but it wasnt enough...hes gone now and he wants nothing to do with me....he cut me out of his life....he wants a life w/o me....and i wish i could stop cryin but i cant...i loved him with my hole heart...but it wasnt enough...i couldnt be who he wanted me to be...i tried to be perfect for him but i couldnt....i still love him and i want to be with him but he refuses....he said he never wanted to do this but he had to...well i call bullshit on that....i was gonna marry this guy...but not nemore....becuz of him my heart is trying to stay alive but idk how much longer it can fight....i wish i could be 6ft under so i wouldnt have to deal with this pain...i wish i could turn back time so i didnt
This Was Given To Me By My Friend "poet" I Love It!
I look for a poem or write one for each of my friends.. this one reminds me of you...
He had arguments about a woman.
He argued to himself about her.
She was a hellcat, he argued.
Crazy, never the same two minutes.
Yet her breasts were hills of passion,
Her tongue made for swift kissing,
Her torso holding sanctuaries
Strange as the lost temples
Of sunken archipelagoes-
She carried sacraments for him
Yet his words for her were hellcat,
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Thinking Of You
I stop and sit in a corner
With millions of things going on around me
Yet I block them all out
All I can think about is you
I take out your picture
And just stare
How it would be if I was with you
Playing with your black hair with amber highlights
Staring into those beautiful innocent black eyes.
And wondering what secret they hold
How wonderful it would be to glaze a kiss on those cute pouty lips
How fulfilling it would be just to hold you in my arms
I begin to realize something
My heart shall never be complete til I’m with you
My one and true love
You are my darling queen
The museum I work in is in the middle of an old industrial estate, so there are a lot of empty buildings and “unofficial car parks” (i.e. bits of wasteland that people park on) around. After about 5pm it’s very quiet. I drive to work and generally park on the street, because I’m too tight to pay the extortionate car parks prices, unofficial or official. As I was leaving work last night, I saw something that made me realise exactly how quiet it gets. Picture a bright yellow BMW, which is not the most inconspicuous vehicle to begin with. In full view, and I do mean in full few, I want no accusations of dogging here, are a couple making the beast with two backs. Except it was more the beast with two fronts (it was a canine style mounting, should we say). And they are parked right next to my car, which is the only other car on an otherwise empty street. So, I ask you, do these people want someone to see them, maybe to add a little frisson to their coitus? Or are they just fuckin’ stupid? A
Lick My Pussy
Girls, U Got to read this!!!!! Guys Too!!!!
Current mood: pleased
I found this on a myspace page and damn after reading it I felt compelled to share this with all my girlfriends well and my guy friends too!!! It's a must read!!!! Hits the Nail on the Head!
**ATTENTION** The following guide contains language of an adult nature, it also has a graphic description of the human anatomy. It may not be suitable for most kids under 21 yrs old, but if you are under 21 and ARE having sex already, there is really nothing I could ever say that will shock you!! The reason I used bad and crude words is to make it funny! If I didn't use those words, this would sound like a anatomy and biology class! Hopefull you can get the info out of it, laugh for the fun of it and enjoy!
Ladies, are u tired of your man not knowing how to eat u out? Guys, are u tired of not knowing how to eat pussy and fearing your girl will tell her girlfriends that you can’t do what it takes? Or even worse,
Submissive Etiquette , What I Demand!
You will always refer to me as Ma’am. As your immersion progresses, you may wish to refer to me as Mistress, but I will never require that you do so. In your daily life, you are to both dress and conduct yourself in a manner you believe would be pleasing to me. You are to show kindness and consideration to others routinely. You are never to argue with me, but you are both free and encouraged to express your thoughts and feelings. It is my role to instruct you and your role to submit to my instruction. Your behavior is to always conform to your role.
The Six Basic Skills of True Submission
You are to review these six basic skills closely and strive to put them into practice as best as you are able. These form the bedrock of your submissive experience.
1. Honesty: Without honesty, there can be no trust. Without trust, true D/s cannot exist. You must pledge yourself to be purely honest with me in every conceivable way, as I must pledge the same to you.
By: Danielle G. Harrison
Time after time I get knocked down
will there ever be a time for me to shine
a place when my heart will be loved
a moment when my heart doesn't twist like a vine
Every man proves to be like the one before
in some shape or form hurting what's left of me
and every time I swear it will be the last
till I'm being told to keep on and not let it be
When I found one I thought was different
I put myself out there to see
but he ended up being like the rest
and proved there's no more trying for me
How Do U Know
How do you know its an angel that you've met
'Cuz u can't stop the sun once it starts to set
When she fill you with tingles whenever she's near
And being without her causes you fear
When u wake and she's your one and only thought
When heart and mind decide that she's what you've sought
Does her face bring a gleam to your eye
Find yourself with butterflies and you don't know why
Is she undeniably the reason you get out of bed
Or merely the only thought floating in your head
How do you know it's and angel you've met
When you love unconditionally without a regret
All I Want
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Is it really so hard to ask for one guy....one guy that is interested in me to show me this, and not go and hurt me. I hate trusting someone with my whole heart...loving this person so much that I forget not to fall so easily...yet..I do...so now that I do, it is proven again that MOST men are not real. I have great guy friends that show me how great men can be...why cant the ones that want me like they say be like them. GREAT....and just love me too.
I just want to say im sorry that ive been such a bitch lately, for those of who know me you know thats not me....ive just had a bad week...so i just wanted to apologize to the people i pissed off cuz i know i did, but i didnt do it on purpose and I feel bad. Im still not my normal self, but I am sure the real cindy will be back soon
and thanks for everybody who luvz me anyway...
I hate the cable company. I hate the cable company's techinical support.
I like cheese, though.
I thought it was better that I added that in so that people wouldn't think I am just all about hating.
Been A Bad Day
Well, sorry if I have not been replying to messages, or posting comments, rating pics etc. The day started off great, had a day off, some of my friends boosted me over to level 10..WOO HOO... and I thank you and will return the favor 10 fold very soon. Then things went worse. Those that have pets will know what I am saying. Today I had to take my Rott (Gretchen) to the vet to be put down. She lived a long life of almost 15 years, and was in pain. I knew tha tI had to do it, but it was difficult to say good bye to a family member. She went quietly, I held her head and was able to give her a kiss good bye. I burried her in my back yard, along with my other family members (two dogs, and three cats) my boys and I dug her grave and made her cross. Time will allow me and my sons to get over the tears and pain that we are feeling, but she will be in our hearts forever. Some will say that she was just a dog, and to get over it. Well, she was more then that, she was family, and will be treated
My Spotlight Of The Day
Hey Friends and Family..
I have decided to do my own personal spotlight. It doesn't cost you any of those fake cherry $$$s.. come on and face it.. the cost to be in one these days is way over a million. It's crazy. No one will ever have a chance to be in one. It is the same people over and over again.. So.. here is my "Spotlight of the Day"
She is very very sweet.. loving.. caring.. and has the heart of gold. Plus, she is easy on the eyes. (She thinks she is fat.. but.. the more cushion for the pushin' huh guys? *winks* )
Anyways, here is the link to her profile.. show her some love... and she will show it right back.
Vampy Cassiel(Eternally Heartbroken)WhipsNChains Society---420Caboose@ CherryTAP
I love you dear.. You deserve it!!
Hugs and Smoochies!
It's a nice sunny day here in Central Tennessee.
Back to moving furniture and cleaning my old place up and unpacking this new place!
My back is sore, my muscles hurt.
Have pizza in the fridge and tequila in the cubbard!
Gonna buy beer for tonight and have a few when this is done!
I feel good damnit!
Curse you and your lurking, Sensei Pete!
Soon your dojo shall be destroyed, as Jae and I know the secret to effective martial arts!
A Place For Everything?
Now my move is done, the labor of loading and unloading a truck is completed.
My new neighbors pitched in along with an Ex GF to help with my fishtanks. (What a chore!)
Moving fishtanks is NOT what I call FUN.
But they weathered the 30 mile trip from Nashville to Lebanon just fine and are busy now rearranging the tank decor to suit their needs.
So much for the "Fish are Stupid" saying, they seem to know they are in a new place! go figure.
Anyway, now the real chore begins, puting things away in places I would need them in.
Things like dishes, pots and pans are no biggie, I am talking about how to lay out a room and whatnot and then emptying the boxes out of that rooms contents.
All in all, I am now tanned from being in the sun all day. My muscles have been worked out to the extreme so though I am tired as hell, I feel good and I have energy.
The Moral of the story!
Don't buy lots of shit you may have to move someday.
The Best to ALL of you and Have a Safe and Happy
Hahaha.. My Creepy Myspace Stalker.
Okay... first... I only replyed to one of this guys letters... which makes it even SO much better...
Normally, I would look at someones page and go straight to their other pics and skip the song, but something was different here. I dont think ive ever heard something so sad yet beautiful. Tell me, do you choose music to show your personality? I just am curious. I know people have their reasons. I guess I'm curious about you. You've peaked my interest. Please dont take this as just another email from some stupid horn dog. I am not the type, but if given the chance, youll discover that. You've already disarmed me with that song. I wait with anticipation to see if you can break down my walls with the rest of your personality.
Titled Please read and reply.
SAME DAMNED LETTER.
Titled Totally Rude.
How rude is it not to show someone the common courtesy of even a reply when they take the time to comment on your page and th
Clean Up On Isle 5......
OK Mothers Day today...I went to the cemetery and just wanted to stay and be with my mom, Clean up her and my brothers grave sites, plant a few flowers, and just talk to her about my life today...So...Got there about 10 am this morning was a lil chilly so went and grabbed some hot chocolate from the coffee shop... Now my mother is buried in Detroit and i am from Ida..So thats about a good hour drive from me with all the construction on the expressway...So as i said i planted and talked to my brother first..He was 17 when he got killed by an idiot with a switchblade that started a bunch of shit.. Anyways hes buried by my mother...So talking with her and just wanting to be with her today...So took a book with me so i can just be there..I know kinda sounds weird...But talking to my mom telling her what is goin on in my life makes me happy...So was there for about 5 hours today...Had a MRI scheduled for my ankle today (yea on sunday at 630 weird huh) so was watchin the time....So on the w
Quote Of The Day
An optimist is someone who goes after Moby Dick in a rowboat and takes the tartar sauce with him.
She Said Yes
I think I floored her a bit doing it this way-BUT SHE SAID YES! :D
Quote Of The Day
I wish I could be half as sure of anything as some people are of everything.
Email Address Verifications
buenos dias amigos,
this afternoon i'm going to make email address verifications a requirement to move beyond level 5 on the site (except for VIC's). if you're already beyond level 5 and haven't verified your email address, you won't move back.. you just won't level up anymore until you do it.
now, before everyone gets their undies in a bunch, let me explain why:
with the number of people using the site now, many of the larger ISP's/email providers are starting to get upset at the number of emails we're sending to invalid addresses. we need to reduce this before they start blocking all our emails. please help us by verifying your email address!
to verify your email address, simply go to your profile settings page, and click the re-send verification email link under your email address.
oh ya, you'll also get 500 cherry bucks when you verify your email address. if you've already verified your email address, you received the 500 cherry bucks last night. :-)
THIS IS OUR NEW CHIEF OF SECURITY
WILDMAN55 MEMBER OF THE GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY@ CherryTAP
WE WANT TO WELCOME WILDMAN55 AS THE NEW CHIEF OF SECURITY!!!!
IVE BEEN THINKING ALOT LATELY ABOUT MY LIFE,THINGS IVE DONE,PEOPLE IVE MET,AND PEOPLE THAT HAVE COME AND GONE.AHH,SWEET MEMORIES.IT ALL SEEMS SO LONG AGO YET THERE AS FRESH AS YESTERDAY.CHILDHOOD,VIETNAM,THE AGENCY,LOVES FOUND AND LOVES LOST,EACH HAS ITS OWN BITTER SWEET MEMORY.NOW AS THINGS BEGIN THEIR FINAL NESTING I FIND MYSELF RELIVING THOSE MEMORIES MORE AND MORE.TODAY IVE DECIDED TO SEARCH OUT THOSE MEMORIES AND FIND WHAT IS LEFT OF THE PAST AND WHAT THE FUTURE MAY HOLD.
IVE GOT A FEW THINGS PACKED AND STRAPPED ON THE OL BIKE AND IM GOING TO START THAT JOURNEY.FIRST IM GOING TO MY OLD STOMPING GROUNDS,KANSAS CITY.
THATS WHERE MY LIFE BEGAN AS FAR AS MY MEMORIES GO AT LEAST.MY FIRST RECOLECTION IS OF QUINDARO BLVD.ON 12 STREET.MY EARLY CHILD HOOD WHEN I HAD MY MOM STILL.
FROM THERE,MAPLE HILL CEMETARY WHERE ILL VISIT MY FAMILY BEFORE I EMBARK ON THE LONG RUN.NO THATS NOT DEPRESSING ,I NEVER REALLY KNEW THEM BUT I DO FEEL THE LONLINESS FROM LOOSING THEM.FROM THERE,THE LOWER STAT
To My Wicked Intention Famliy And Friends
I type my love for you
On the TV screen
Never will you truly know
Just how much you mean
Some may say it's crazy
But I don't really care
They could never understand
all that we have shared
All the nights you've spent with me
Felt like you were here
Always with a open heart
And an open ear
I never had to wonder
If you truly care
Because when I turn on my TV
You words are always there
Was, Is And Next...
WHAT WAS... WELL OK, WHAT WAS IN MY LIFE. IS NOW THE PAST... WHY IS THAT SOME DAYS MAKE YOU RE-LIVE YOUR PAST? WHY ARE SOME DAYS HARDER TO GET OVER YOUR PAST THEN OTHER'S? THE MIND IS A WEIRD AND WONDERFUL THING... TODAY'S THOUGHTS ARE ABOUT WHAT WAS... AND WHAT IS... AND WHAT'S NEXT... MY THOUGHTS ABOUT WHAT IS... WOULD BE MY THOUGHTS OF THIS WONDERFUL MAN WHO IS WILLING TO COME AND SEE ME AND CHANGE MY WHOLE WORLD... DOES HE KNOW THAT HE ALREADY CHANGED MY WORLD? HE HASN'T EVEN MADE IT HERE YET. BUT IT'S GUYS LIKE HIM THAT MAKE ME SEE WHO BRIGHT MY FUTURE REALLY IS. WHY IS THAT SOMEONE HAS TO SHOW YOU HOW BRIGHT YOUR FUTURE IS? WHY IS IT THAT PEOPLE LIKE ME CAN'T SEE IT ON THEIR OWN? IS IT BECAUSE OF NOT BEING INDEPENDENT ENOUGH? IS IT BECAUSE PEOPLE LIKE ME WERE READY TO GIVE UP ON LOVE? THERE'S SO MANY POSSIBILITIES.... WHAT IS IT ABOUT THE PAST THAT'S SO HARD TO LET GO? IS THERE'S SOME THINGS YOU HAVE TO LIVE OVER AND OVER? IS IT LIFE SAYING... YOU HAVEN'T LEARNED YOUR LESSON... S
Proud To Be A Hoe
...I had to write something about this because I'm feeling like an extra large pussy today and it kinda hurt my feelings...
Apparently guys gather from my pictures and profile that I'm an idiot, I enjoy cock in every orifice and I most likely can't spell my name. So when they try to talk to me and find I can actually hold a conversation I think they're shocked.
An anonymous MALE member of cherry sent me a message today. The usual "hey, what's good" "you're hot Miss Sneaky" whatever asking about my ass and titties - then tells me he has a girlfriend. So after arguing like a dumbass with him for a minute about how he doesn't need to "get to know me" if he already has a lil wifey, he calls ME a hoe for not wanting to talk to a dude with a girlfriend.
WHAT THE FUCK!??!?!?!?!?!
I don't know who is raising our men nowadays but they should be fucking fired. I am amazed by the fact that the male gender seems to get more and more discrespectful of women EVERY DAY and no one is making
The tears that stained her pillow
And the ones that slowly fall
Are remainders of the life
She once knew and came to love.
She touches her lips and recalls
The feel of his goodbye still lingers
She is reminded of his love,
Realizing she's alone after all.
She reaches for the his letter
His handsome face she sees again
She caresses her stomach
And tears fall for their little man.
He promised to come home safe
To return to their life they lived
He was away doing his duty,
For his country, his home, his love.
Now she is left to raises their baby
And try to explain why his not there.
To be a mom and dad for her little man,
While people whisper that they care.
Still no one really realizes
The pain that they all live
When a letter and a soldier
No longer come home to keep.
Or the feeling of the taxi that comes to call
The passengers, another soldier and a chaplain
The message, that their loved one no longer lives
The grief of realizing
How Not To Be A Friend!!
DOWN RATING NOOB!!!!!!!!!!!!
his reason i dont like u naked but u have great eyes like WTF
why would u even bother looking in my NSFW and goin out of ur
way to downrate it if u didnt want to see it
he needs a lesson on how to be a friend
oh and he blocked me b4 i could say anything to him
ppl like him = SCUm
To All My Friends & Family (especially Twisted Radio)
On May 10, 2007 I lost a good friend of mine that I grew up with (literally he lived next door). Due to his passing it has made me realize just how important my friends and family are to me. For those of you on my list that actually talk to me and care thank you so much!
For everyone else consider yourself lucky to read this as you are about to learn about a wonderful person that is no longer with us.
Steve A. Martin
Son, brother, father, grandson and friend was lost to us on the early morning hours of 5/10/07.
He left behind a beautiful daughter, great sister, awesome father, and a lot of true friends that will miss him dearly.
Although he is gone his memories live deep with in our hearts and he in never forgotten.
On 6/11/07 we would have celebrated his 21st birthday with the customary drinking and smoking that was Stevens favorite pass time.
So take a minute to hug and kiss your loved ones and tell them you love them for you never know when it will be the l
Through The Eyes Of A Crystal Meth Addict
I never really believed that I had it in me to be one of those
people you hope and pray your child will never grow up to be.
Yet without me even knowing it,
or without me even seeing it,
right before my very own eyes I grew up to be that person.
How did I not see this happening?
How did I, day by day, let this transformation take place
overtaking the beautiful person that I know I am?
Why did I let myself become a statistic of something I could
have undeniably avoided had I opened my eyes and done
what I knew was right from the beginning?
For fear of going against this new lifestyle I had become
I became at nineteen years old
not only a crystal meth addict but a drug dealer as well.
And even though your whole life you've been taught right
and good from bad,
suddenly the wrong doesn't really seem all that wrong
and the bad doesnt exist anymore because it's been cloaked
by excuse after excuse
Random Questions Of My Mind.
As I sit here and look at the countless hits and ratings that I get on my page I wonder, how many people really give a shit about the person behind the profile. As I stated these are my ramblings so don't mind me. So I guess what I am wondering is when somebody stops by and rates your page or photo or whatever do you ever get that spark of wonder about what they saw in you to make them wanna stop? Or am I just being shallow and egotistical thinking they just saw a cute pic and threw a rating at it? Ah hell thats what I get for lookin at this shit in the middle of the night instead of bein in bed where I should be!
Were home...tories ok....thanks for asking or paying attention to the bulletin I posted yesterday. To the few who do care I will post about the surgery tomorrow.
Light crawls across the ground,The sign of a new day
I smile as I ready for the challenges that come my way
Like a knight with new armor or so it would seem
You have opened my eyes giving me reason to dream
Filling the cracks,covering the holes in my soul
Teaching and showing me things I thought I'd never know
Fullfilling my life,bringing happiness where there was none
My world is fresh and new,as if my life had just begun
You are my smile,the beat of my heart,in my eyes you shine
Heres wishing our hearts remain toghether till the end of time
My parents are visiting, and my mother asked me if there was a church nearby.
Sugar: "Yeah, I think there's one on the way to the grocery store."
Sugar Ma: *glares*
I think I'll sleep in. Then mow the lawn. Then, if I'm feeling up to it, I'll go to this other ceremony.
Wish me well. I hope there's a piece of paper in the envelope they give me, not a steaming slice of poo.
So This Paradise
Born Again…is what the Christians call it…saved, reborn, redeemed…is what The New American Roget’s College Thesaurus says…revelation, epiphany…after a years of searching for love through sex…trying to perfect my skills…trying to compensate for the emptiness…trying to find comfort with women… whether it is a year, a month, a week, a day, or a moment…searching for purpose…I have used and I have been used…sex was how I showed love…sex was how I said I love you…it’s what they all wanted…I would stay away from women who liked the “beach muscle”…superficial…I needed the connection…I needed the empathic connection…anybody can just fuck…I had to make a connection that goes beyond the physical…a connection that made me special…something that made her stay…even if it was just for a while…Lord knows I am not gifted in the crotch area…have to make do with what I got…always learning…always trying to get better…reading books…watching porn…trying different things…I found out that
I had to set all my pics to "friends only" because of haters marking things NSFW that are not NSFW!! If things still get marked NSFW I will DRASTICALLY downsize my friends list! This is SUPPOSED to be an ADULT site, 18+ it's NOT like I'm posting nudes, I had a pic of me in a tank top marked, a JOKE pic that shows NOTHING marked and even a MUMM marked. If people are THAT immature as to mark those things NSFW then they should not be on Cherry Tap at work anyway they should be concentrating on GROWING UP and learning work Ethics, because they obviously lied about their age to get on here, and are about 15!!!!!!!
Ok A Forewarning This Is Vain And Not Important But I Am In Need Of And Honest Opinion
I am putting a before and after pic in this blog, I would love all opinions as long as they are constructive and not mean. I got extensions in my hair and I want to know if they look good or not. My husband and close friends wouldn't want to hurt my feelings by saying it looked bad so please be the judge and I appreciate it and as I said I know this is vain and I apologize in advance for it but also need to know and appreciate any and all comments. Thank you, Jami
Also if you click on the pics it will go to a larger pic if you can't tell by the tiny pics.
This is the day before
This is the day I got the extensions
I Dont Believe Anymore!
I BELIEVED IN LOVE LIKE MAYBE FEW PEOPLE EVER DID! I WANTED TO GIVE EVERY SINGLE PIECE OF ME TO THAT PERFECT LOVE BUT WAKE UP RALU...........LOVE DOESNT EXIST! U PEOPLE OUT THERE SHOWED ME THIS!
I DONT BELIEVE IN LOVE ANYMORE~
as you all know:
start from the bottom and work your way up!
i totally said "dear lard".
Captain Le...: "dear santa, i know it's not xmas but if you could do me a favour, that'd be great. can you send cakey a man with a big willy for her b'day. thank you, love legobot"
->Captain Le...: i need all the wishes and hopes i can get! so thank you!
Captain Le...: i'll be wishin a b'day humpin on ya.
->Captain Le...: chucks, fucks... i hope i get the best of both worlds...
Captain Le...: laughin's good for you and it's nearly your birthday so i think you deserve a few chucks.
->Captain Le...: i'm fucking dying over here.. between you, ian, and scottie? dear lard im spent! hahahahahahaha
Captain Le...: i can guarantee you, if i do come and visit, you will not be able to keep your hands of my 'ball head'
->Captain Le...: fine! ball head!
Captain Le...: well, i'll have the art work, so ner.
->Captain Le...: im dowloading it for free.... hahaha
Child Abuse, No Excuse...
The last time I shopped in Wal-mart, I was quite surprised! As I went about my shopping I saw a woman go by me with her son, who looked to be about the age of 5. About a minute later, a commotion began as the little boy threw a temper tantrum. It wasn't so much the little boy screaming that was bad, ...it somehow got uglier as the Mom screamed in a shriil voice so loudly, any nearby glass could have shattered.."Shut the fuck up, you little ugly bastard!" She then went on to slap this little boy several times as the crowd was getting ugly,and angry. They started shouting at her as she was slapping this poor child,and security finally calmed things down before the other shoppers were about to attack this so called "Mother". Well...I dont shop there anymore because I prefer Target, a gentler , more upscale crowd that beats their childen kindly with pillows from the bedding department, instead of their hands. Now, I want to place one of these at ever Wal-Mart entrance ,everywhere..to save
Should I Give This To His Dad In The Coffin? Morbid I Know..advice Please
I know that before you died, that we didn’t get along the best, but I write you now because you are gone, and these are just a few of the things that I must get off my chest to you so that I can raise our son in peace.
I will not say that this was a happy day for me, it was an extremely painful day losing you, not only for our child, but losing the man with whom I had my first child by. I still loved you because of Brandon, you and I had a bond that never would have been broken due to the fact he IS AND ALWAYS WILL BE our child. The pain you have caused him by taking your life, not only affects him, but me as well.
You were not losing Brandon by him coming to live with me, and if I knew how you felt, I wouldn’t have taken him from you, I know he was your whole world in one little man, who is in fact, a perfect carbon copy of yourself. I know what he meant to you, and I know what he means to you still. This letter even though I know you will never read it, maybe
Today I realized that no matter what we do its never enough for anyone... No one really gives a shit or cares about how others feel... You can tell someone just how much they mean to you and that you love them and for some fucked up reason it always comes back and slaps you in the face... Is any of this bullshit worth putting everything out on the line for people? You can even give someone your heart but you know that isnt even enough for some people... You all should be able to understand this we have all been hurt and all we hear in return is "Keep your head up things will get better..." But what the fuck nothing is any better! Maybe we all need to step back and realize what I have today and maybe just maybe people will start giving a shit again... For now good bye... Maybe typing this wasn't even worth it... I guess I'll have to wait and see...
Lonely Road Of Faith
So many dreams have falling,
somewhere along the way,
so many broken promises,
so many wasted days,
if only I could turn back the clock,
relive this life once more,
would things really be better?
or would it just hurt so much more?
could I find a better way?
or is this all life holds for me,
being lost & empty,
would I find the path,
the way life should be,
would you travel with me?
or would I still journey alone,
trying to find my way,
through this world to you,
would we be together,
would we meet along the way,
somewhere on this,
Lonely Road Of Faith
More Things To Ponder ....
When exactly is Hammertime?
What are you supposed to go figure?
Would working out help a road with soft shoulders?
If a road has no shoulders, how does it keep its arms on?
If a bunny is so quick, why do so many get run over by cars?
Why do you drive on a parkway and park on a driveway?
Here is a recent snippet of convo from a recent verbal sparring session with me and the one and only Dj Sniper from http://www.hookahradio.com !
(09:58:03) >> • Sniper • : do u know why his screen name is oni
(09:58:19) >> • Sniper • : its the sound he makes when he bangs sheep in the farms of scottland
(09:58:51) oni: you want to know why they call him sniper? When it comes to sex he so premature he cums 5 miles away!
Owned your ass!!
Everyone knows British is best = P
Latest Michael Prick Update
From the Atlanta Journal Constitution:
"Three envelopes addressed to 'M. Vick' were among evidence seized by police under the authority of a search warrant executed on the Virginia property owned by Falcons quarterback Michael Vick, according to documents obtained by The Atlanta Journal-Constitution. Also seized in the search, authorized in late April in relation to organized dogfighting, was a black 3-ring binder containing "contracts" or "copies of contracts."
You know, it was all fun and games when Roger Goodell was swinging his big stick at guys who (with apologies to how good Pacman Jones is) are not true NFL stars. I am wondering if the applause from the panties-in-a-bunch-over-NFL-off-field-shenanigans crowd will be as loud when Goodell is forced to suspend Michael Vick. Because, at some point I am guessing, enough evidence will be collected that ignoring the bad smell wafting over Vick's off-season will be impossible for the NFL commish if he wishes to not be the world's
She walks alone along the path knowing better than to be so late.
The night is still and the air is cool as the branches crunch beneath her steps.
A chill suddenly runs up her spine as she hears something in the darkness.
Instincts tell her to run and she instantly takes off in a full burst.
Her persuer takes chase as she runs with all her energy allows her.
Hearing the darkness take chase sends her heart into her throat and running becomes more difficult as her thoughts and fears begin to merge as one.
Running till she can no longer she falls to the ground panting and near crying as she looks around her frantically into the darkness.
Fighting to calm her breath and her thoughts as she listens for her night stalker.
The silence is as terrible as hearing it was, knowing it is out there somewhere.
The moment she chooses to relax a moment is the moment he is upon her.
He is massive and easily overpowers her, pinning her arms under his knees painfully.
Petrified with fear she ca
Dark Walker Part 2
Bella walks to the corner store where she noticed an unusual car parked on the cornor
Far to nice and expensive for her area.
A large man sitting in the front while two others stood next to the rear.
Walking inside she was greeted by the owner.
“another midnight snack hon ?”
“you know it”
Her heels click evenly as she walks down the isles
Bella reached for a cream pie, with a smirk of delight on her face.
While walking back to pay she began to remember him……
His smile and humor, the way he laughed
Stuck in almost a blissful trance she stood at the counter for a few minutes
“oh yeah, sorry bout that”
She always let him keep the change no matter how large or small the amount.
She began walking out and noticed the car again but the men were gone from the rear,
Twas only the driver now……..
She thought nothing of it and began to walk home……
Half a block down was when it happened…..
Some one grabbed her from behind…..
Splattering her pie all over the ground,
Who wants their pictures rated? I'm looking for pics to rate before i have to log off.
Two Faced People......why?
I have many friends on CT...many that I talk to everyday. I just cant understand why you would be a friend to my face and go behind me and talk shit...and I know that I do not talk shit about anyone on my friends list at all...And you wonder what is wrong with me..CT is beginning to be nothing more than one big fucking soap opera with who wants to fuck who and who is messing with this ones man and vice versa..its the internet people...who GIVES A FUCK!! But when you start spreading information or something that I have told you in confidence, doesnt matter what it is...IT HURTS!! But I guess if you cared, you wouldnt have said anything...to begin with and if you were a true friend you would have never said anything..I choose my friends and who I talk to on here very carefully, I dont talk shit behind anyones back and if I have something to say I will say it to your face, before I said it behind your back. I am a true friend that you can tell anything to in confidence and know that it is
Tall Blonde And Gorgeous....
A day after my Birthday, I get a message from a gentleman who was so hot I thought my Monitor would melt. We talk and I find out he is in Jersey on business. We discuss a few things and ..oh my what a hot conversation...the things going thru my mind....I jump into my car and start driving west. I usually don't go to someone but considering he was from another state...why not right? I call and ask a question when I see someone drive up close...unreal..I get pulled over. No speeding ticket for me (wonder why?)...I continue my quest for the hot man.
Pulling up to the Hotel, I feel my heart beat faster. I knock on the door..and there before me was an absolutely gorgeous mand who I think was about 16 or 17 inches taller than me. Me at my towering 4'11 (yes frickin short) I was so turned on. He looked like his pic. We talked a few minutes then...started to kiss. I sat on his lap as he slid my clothes off piece by piece. His large hands sliding up and down myu skin....sucking my nipples..fi
who have i not fanned/rated?
let me know if i haven't and i will
Just How I Think
to me love is what happens when friendship is set on fire... its that one breathless kiss mixed with a true heart and a friendship that will last a lifetime... it doesnt come with a pricetag nor does it come only in one package... some are slightly dented from being abused , others are dusty from neglect... none of us are perfect we all come with our on little flaws... the key it to see past all those and into the heart.. simply amazing is what it is... the sound of love can not be heard nor can the beauty of ones heart be seen with just a glance.. its discovered , cherished and nurished until our hearts give into it in helpless desire... true that frist impression can be amazing with the beauty of a smile or the feel of a warm lingering embrace , but sooner or later we get use to it... father time and mother nature takes there toll on us all and when everything is all said and done we go back to what maters the most..... ONES HEART...
I always wonder,do woman have to have a certain connection with people they have sex with?Or is it just men can have sex with just about anyone?
I just wonder!!!
Do women think of sex as often as men?Or is it just that us men have a penis?
I have been told that a woman wanted to,meet me for friends with benefits,it never happens and the quit talking to you alltogether!
I know being a married guy alot of woman,wont even bother chatting,but dam I need friends too.Even without benefits.And why when a guy and a woman are friends,why do others always think its with benefits??
All im after is just sumone i can talk too,like sumone outside looking in.Everyone needs a therapist type of friend!Right???
So this is just me waking up in the middle of the night,cant sleep and just wondering sum things.
Lorraine Chase just moved into a house behind me. I bumped into her in the street tonight and we exchanged a few pleasantries. She seems very nice, and now she knows that the recycling bins go out on the same day as the normal.
None of you know what the fuck I'm on about, do you?
Saddest Day Of My Life (don't Read If You Don't Want To Be Sad)
Things are going all right, I guess. I got rid of a few patients. I have only three right now, and they’re pretty stable. And I got a decent night’s sleep last night. I really needed it; basically collapsed at nine-thirty after I got home totally wiped out from another all-nighter without any sleep. So right now, things are looking up.
But Sunday night was one of the worst possible nights I could imagine. I was on with Larry, the senior resident, and we were both working our butts off. I spent most of the afternoon and evening doing shitloads of scut. At about one in the morning, I finished most of my work and went up to the well-baby nursery to try to finish all the physsies. There were a lot of new babies, and I was plowing through them all. At about three A.M. I realized that the chart of the baby I had just examined was still over in labor and delivery, so I went over there to get it. Just as I got through the door, a nurse came running out of one of the labor rooms,
I am U-G-L-Y lmao. Got rated a "1" today!!!!
Anyhow I am wishing all of you a wonderful Memorial Day tomorrow. Peace!
My Chakra Reading
Merritt, you are radiating positive energy from your:
This is the chakra located at the top of your throat. The fifth chakra represents honesty and truth. In your case, this chakra appears to be clear and unblocked so that positive energy can flow from it freely. Radiating positive energy from your fifth chakra indicates that you've cultivated higher wisdom concerning the important life lessons associated with this energy center. You're apt to feel a more burning need than others do to speak the truth, treat people with respect, and act with integrity. Possessing strong fifth chakra energy also suggests that you're not one to fight your life's natural path. Instead, you seem to align your will with divine will.
More than many others, you really are able to go with the flow. Perhaps this is because you sense that your life is connected to something greater. Such a belief can help you accept situations that don't go your way. It gives you the ability to remember that life has
..first of all, is "observationally" even a word?...well if it's not.
It is now.
That's what I tend to be and lend that trait onto others that do not possess such a keen eye to observe the actions and motives of others.
Because in every action, or even non-action, there is a certain amount of truth spoken through both the written words and actions of the participants.
For example, if a person acts sheeplishly around you or cannot make eye contact of some variety, it speaks volumes about either how they feel about you or how they feel about themselves.
Strong, confident and truthful people can be told by their words and actions, which ultimatley leads to a level of respect and trust garnered over a period of time.
Such holds true on internet social sites as well, such as here myspace or the "other site" I always refer to it as, CherryTap.com.
People are forces of habit and pattern, for the most part.
They act similar toward certain people, say the same things, act the same ways
Websites And Stuff
Hi there, we recently had a guy build a website for our pics and stuff. We have just over 3000 pics taken over the last 5 years. We have no idea about this stuff, the site was launched without us knowing it was online and we have not uploaded the content which has caused hubby no end of grief...... but he is trying to sort it all out this week. What kind of things do you want to see on a solo girl site? Let us know.
Idiots In My Shoutbox #6
Unfortunately, there's no reference mumm to link this one to, as it's been deleted.
The brief summary, though...
Some chick posts a mumm asking if she looks like she'd be prudish or wild in bed.
My first comment in the mumm was complimenting another mummer on her beautiful breasts, because I really didn't feel that I had anything to add to the mumm, and I've been trying to be a kinder, gentler Obsidian.
Upon revisiting the mumm later on, the poster had started insulting the women that posted in the mumm. Now, women will be women, and we all know how catty women can be.
I responded back saying that I never found the mumm poster's default picture attractive enough to care what she was like in bed, and when she started replying, and exposing just how surly and nasty she was, it just kind of sealed the deal that the woman was CERTAINLY not someone I'd want to sleep with.
Well, about 30 minutes later, I get a shout from some girl that's acting like a grade schooler. This
About The Cheater...
This is why we should think before we actually do things in relationships with others...think about it when you do things that you know will hurt someone else..
Read the entire story..
Girl: is on the couch making out with a hot guy, her ex boyfriend and her cellphone rings...
Girl:Hey babe, I'll be right back. I need to take this call.
Boy: Yeah okay. Sure.
She walks into the next room.
Girl: Hey! What's up?
Guy [on her cellphone]: Nothing, hey hun, do you think we could go do something later tonight? What are the chances my boss let me get out early.
Girl: Yeah, sounds great!
Guy [on her cellphone]: Okay. I'm right by your house, I'll come to get you now.
Girl: That's not such a good idea...
Guy [on her cellphone]: Why not?
Girl: I'm busy right now... sorry.
Guy [on her cellphone]: With what? It's our anniversary! You didn't make any other plans did you...?
In her head she yells, CRAP! Throws clothes back on quickly.
Girl: No No... I was
High Gas Prices...
I don't know about all of you...but this is how I feel......
I'd also like to thank the ct staff for deleting those two porn bots Andrea and Jenns!
Fed Up With The Bullcrap
Ok I have seen a few things that are bugging me. When i joined LostCherry, People were friendly. They commented and rated pics. I upped 31 pictures today
and the most rates the pics have are maybe 8. But hey theres like 20 viewers. If you are gonna view a pic RATE IT. The other thing is the mentality that if it ain't tits and ass you aint gonna rate it. If its a guy in my album you will look but won't rate. The other thing is NOONE reposts fucking bulletins anymore. And for that matter I posted a sticky for my babys bday and maybe 15 of my friends out of 7000 bothered to send a gift. Wake up you ppl. This isn't all about getting laid. Or how many sets of boobs you can see.
We knew it was destined to be... we had talked so many times & for so long, that neither of us would be able to control ourselves. Our first look at each other, deep into each others eyes, then our first kiss, the deep passion, we could feel rising between us. His toungue deep inside my mouth, me sucking & holding the kiss as I could feel the deep ache inside my pussy starting to build. I could feel the pressure of his hard throbbing dick, as it started to pulsate against my stomach & that made the ache between my legs build up even more. We just were not sure what to say to each other, but words never seemed so useless, until now... He took me by the hand and led me to his apartment. No talking, because neither of us had the breath....we had been telling each other for so long what we needed & wanted, that words were not needed... As we entered the main room & the door was shut behind us... I no longer felt "shy", I immediately reach for his shirt & took it off him with one smooth mo
SO JUST SITTING HERE THINKING ABOUT WHO MY FRIENDS REALLY ARE....I OPENED A LOUNGE WITH 2 OTHER PPL IN THE HOPES OF MAKING A FUN ENJOYABLE PLACE FOR ALL MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS AND AQUAINTANCES AND TRUST ME WHAT A GREAT LOUNGE WE HAVE A GOOD CROWD OF FRIENDS THAT COME IN ON A REG....COULDNT ASK FOR ANYTHING BETTER...BUT ILL TELL YOU ONE THING YOU SURE LEARN WHO YOUR TRUE FRIENDS ARE, 1 MISTAKE OR MISUNDERSTANDING AND SOME OF THE FRIENDS YOU THOUGHT WOULD NEVER LEAVE YOU SIDE ARE THE FIRST TO TEAR APART WHAT LITTLE YOU HAVE LEFT OF YOUR HEART....I HAVE TO SAY THE ONE PERSON THAT HAS STUCK BY ME NO MATTER WHAT I WILL LOVE TILL THE DAY I DIE AND IF I GO FIRST HE WILL BE LOOKED AFTER, SHANNON YOU ARE THE MOST AMAZING PERSON I HAVE EVER MET AND WITHOUT YOU AND VIX THINGS WOULDNT HAVE BEEN POSSIBLE!....SO WITH THAT SAID I HAVE A FEW OTHER NAMES ID LIKE TO MENTION,THANK YOU TO VIRUS YOUR AN AWESOME FRIEND,JOKER 1 IN A MILLION PPL LIKE YOU,SUPER,BUDSGIRL,BABYT,CYBER,SNUGGLES,RACH,SANITY,TROUBLESU
Bbg Cheater And Lier Ummm I Wonder ?
This women CLAIMS she is 33.…….LMFAO, I personally think she getting her age and IQ mixed up. And to those who say, "so what" ? who cares, a lie is a lie, if she lies about something as petty and simple as her age, can you trust anything she says ? she also say's she is not a cherryblaster/script user, ummmmmm i wonder ??????
Cathedral Of Darkness
A lost cause that never finds;
troubled dreams and faded lines.
Forever drowning and cursed to be,
losing touch and touch to see.
Tortured mind and hungered soul;
loss of love; burnt out coal.
Tears of acid running dry,
reality fading as I cry.
Hollow screams echo here;
smell of never-ending fear.
Smile of chaos; burning blood;
lies of misery; sound of mud.
False hope and blinding pain;
courage hiding and bravery drained.
Sighs of passion thirsting for life;
blurry visions, an unending strife.
Imprisoned happiness locked up tight;
lost the key, end of sight.
Whispering voices; a trembling sound;
fading faces that cannot be found.
Decieving friends, family of solitude;
fake smiles and false gratitude.
Lingering worry and deafeaning silence;
forgotten hurt; scars of violence.
Thoughts of madness, feelings of war;
captured imagination becoming sore.
Moving images, captivating danger;
alluring time; reflecting a stranger.
Cruel sincerity, a broken
today started off with me waking up late, get to work. Have all kinds of FUCKING SHIT! work to do! it's 103 degree's in that damn place. get through that then get off work and go to pick up my daughter, only to drive the forty-five minutes there, And she can't go with me, she has a thing at school with the ex and her mom. No call to tell me not to bother driving that far. So then i get home to get on here and find out im gay! damn what a fooked up day! im gonna play poker and go to bed! i fart on this blog! :P
Looking within my self I have excepted you
Breathing with your every heart beat I have excepted you
Placing my hands into yours I have excepted you
Giving my mind, my body, my heart, my soul I have excepted you
Believeing in your will, you words, your feelings I have excepted you
Gazing into your soul and realizing the thruth I have excepted you
My body pressed up ever so gently against yours I have excepted you
My blood boiling with passion and feeling yours too I have excepted you
My heart rate racing, so eager with the anticipation of now I have excepted you
You kissing my lips, then my neck, then my breast oh my I have excepted you
Your tongue circling my nipple and the lust in my body over flowing I have excepted you
Your tongue moving towards my passion so slowly I have excepted you
Circling my clit sucking with such conviction I have excepted you
My body so hyper I have no control so wet so creamy I have excepted you
Looking deeply into
Tonight I Cry
I was chatting with someone who has become a good friend in a short time and she was sharing the pain of the loss of her brother that still carries it's sorrow with her. As we chatted I was struck with this compulsion to write this for her. I have ask if it was ok with her to post this since because it comes from her sorrow it is hers as I feel it to be. Her brother was and is so blessed to have had a sister that loved/loves him so much.
Thank you Azura for letting me post this to maybe speak to another feeling a similar loss
Today is the day you left us long ago
yet I still miss you just as much today
You left us way too soon
your smile I see in the dawn of each new day
I know you would be here if it were your choice
and I miss you with every day that comes
I know you feel me where you are as I do you
this is why I cry, because I feel you so strong
each tear a momment we shared and smiled
How People See Me
Tony sees me as a beautiful Angel
Jack sees me as a sexy Princess
Bear sees me as a survivor
Paul sees me as natural beauty
Everyone else sees me as a heart with something sweet inside
I love each and every one of you!
omg you're so ugly!
is what this thing below said to me...
I Was Thinking
i was thinking wouldn't it be nice to come
to your room this night,
and get with you in bed ....I'll move real slow ,
not to wake you ,
wanna feel your warm back against my body ...
I'll touch your beautiful body with one hand ...
move it over your hips ,
wanna feel how soft you are !!!
then i touch your breasts ...
go to your nipple .
I love to feel a woman's body
change by my touch ...
your nipple gets hard now ...
You think you have a nice dream ...
suddenly , you turn to your back .
I can see you smile !! yep,
must be a nice dream ..
i know it's risky ,
but i can't resist
to go with my mouth to that hard nipple ...
i lick on it , make it all wet ,
then, gently blow a little
mmmm she gets even harder now ....
My hand go's slowly down to your pussy ....
I'm getting nuts from excitement now ....
hope you don't wake up .... think it's so kinky ,
touching you like this !!!
my finger touches your pussy now ...
waaaaauw you're so w
I have a voicemail thing-a-ma-jig on my profile now, so this means that everyone should get drunk and sing to me.
Cake, this means YOU.
And the German. I need to know how many corners have my hat.
Please, if you leave me a comment, do not just ramble on endlessly. I'd like you to sing me a song.
I Feel Nothing But Anger Right Now
This is going to be very messy and have a lot of spelling errors in it.. Later if I feel up to it I will give out more detail and make it look nicer..
Just a few minutes ago I had just found out that my very good friend here had died. April 2 with only part of a head and very little body left. He lost both arms and one leg..
ROSS LABADIE (3/1/2007 2:48:28 PM): incoming brb
Mizzshady (3/1/2007 2:48:33 PM): k
ROSS LABADIE (3/1/2007 2:51:03 PM): back hun they missed by a long ways
Mizzshady (3/1/2007 2:51:32 PM): what do you mean
Mizzshady (3/1/2007 2:51:35 PM): a bomb
ROSS LABADIE (3/1/2007 2:51:44 PM): incoming rocket fire
Mizzshady (3/1/2007 2:51:56 PM): wow
ROSS LABADIE (3/1/2007 2:52:12 PM): missed us by 500 meters
Mizzshady (3/1/2007 2:52:25 PM):
Mizzshady (3/1/2007 2:52:36 PM): wow
ROSS LABADIE (3/1/2007 2:52:56 PM): lol they harly ever get close to the camp more just to wake us up
Mizzshady (3/1/2007 2:53:09 PM): im sorry this is
A Miracle Too Late
A miracle too late
Why do I strive to be a better man than my father?
Because I feel alone to him, because I cannot be my brother..
We can talk and talk and never work things out
All he seeks is praise from others, such a shame I want to shout
The man that made me is so blind to see
I am nothing like him, but I am me!
Oh I tried for years just to get along
But it always ends in a country sad song
Most men would have been so proud of things I've done
I'm a man's man, not a wimpy ass clown!
Oh I love woman, beer, and yes even Nascar!
But I put on a suit to work, Integrity I will go far!
Parenting, yes I now a thing or two
I've raised 6 not of my own, even purchased their shoes
They had no dad, and I was a welcome sign
Stood proud in front of them, covering their behinds
That is how I go about my day
Giving them loving, attention, showing them the right way
Yes their are days, my kids aren't good enough for you
Almost Lost Custody Of My Daughter 3 Years Ago
Letter To My Daughter! (written 3/12/04)
This very difficult for me to write you,
but there is some things you really should know. You came into my life when you were just 5 months old. You came to us because where you were living with your biological mother who was being sexually harassed by her stepfather. Emilee, I never wanted you hurt, so we drove 4 hours to wrap you up in blankets and come live with us. Emilee, you and I made a connection that day! Your sparkling brown eyes melted my heart! I swore from that day forward, I would try and be the best father figure I could be for you. Since I am growing older, and have no kids of my own. I think God planned it that way, so I could give you all the love and special protection that you needed that only a daughter can get from a true father. Well Emilee, it seemed like over night, Da Da Da Da you would run around the house calling out my name! Everytime I show up at your Aunt Suzie's to pick you up, no matter
pleasure, become physical, is like string cheese. in too many ways. gooey in the chest cavity, but really stringy in the loins. it is hard to draw out or away from the proprietary glands. yet beyond the fully automated, short-circuiting fuck it has to be drawn away and out, taken off track. i can imagine restraint. i imagine restraint. not to render lust beyond control, where it pitches tent in any case, be it locked, strung up, or bundled. but rope articulates the body. hand fixed to the bedpost, the arm ends or begins in the shoulder just as much as in the wrist. anatomy a game of mikado. and conversely, to tie down well means nothing other than to put a tension into the body, a curve along which urge and excitation can travel in reverse directions. hit or miss. like putting a string up on a box; it not always makes a top notch violin.
Tie your girl’s hands behind her back and encourage her
To attempt to get loose. This will make her breasts look
Especially pretty, like Partheno
Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character.
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.
HELLO TO ALL MY FRIENDS THAT HAPPENS TO READ THIS...
HERE LATELY SEEMS THAT THERE IS GETTING TO BE MORE AND MORE HOW DO I SAY THIS NICELY..OH THE HELL WITH NICE..
IF THE ONLY FREEKING REASON YOU WANT TO ADD ME AS A FREEKING FRIEND IS SO YOU CAN BE A BIGGER PERVERT THEN YOU ALL READY ARE AND GET INTO MY NFSW FILE AND THE ONLY PICS YOU RATE ONCE I ACCEPTED YOUR REQUEST ARE THE NSFW ONES THEN YOU ARE NOT WORTH HAVING ON MY FRIENDS LIST. I AM GOING TO WATCH CLOSER AND IF THAT IS WHAT KEEPS HAPPENING I WILL REMOVE YOU AS FAST AS I ADDED YOUR PERVERTED ASS!!
THANK YOU AND HAVE A NICE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
If you haven't noticed by my profile, I am a BBW. Well I have been fighting with my weight my entire life and I have failed every diet I have tried. I saw a commercial on TV today for Optifast. People who have lost A LOT of weight and have kept it off. So I called and made an appointment. As of yesterday June 3,2007 I weighed 252 pounds, and I am 5'6. I want to lose at least 100 pounds but hoping to lose even more. I am a Big boned person so I think losing 112 pounds would be great and I'd look great at 140 pounds :)
I have No family here to support me, I do have a few friends here and I know they will help and support me.
I need to do this for me....then I will work on quitting smoking. That is going to be harder.
Wish me luck!
Ok Here Goes Nothing
I am tired. I have spent my emotions unwisely yet again...one day I am sure i will learn to effectively budget them so as to not over extend myself. I am sick to my tummy now, but I don't mind that people think I am blue. I am I suppose. I know I have a need to be online...and each day I tell myself I can live without it. It is an addiction, not the worst one could form but not the best either, I suppose I would do better to become addicted to excersize..:p NOT LIKELY...but it would be beneficial. I am just going to ramble out whats in my head and if it bores you I apologize now. I don't know what I want to be when I grow up. Do I have to grow up? I am an adult and I am responsible and such but inside I feel young sometimes, and foolish. I skipped thru childhood and adolescence, not completely by choice but never the less so. I don't wish to change anything because I have learned something from every experience. I did read something the other night, it was a poem..Strip for me...wow..t
People On Here
You know its funny, I see many people on here saying rate me, fan me, friend me....until they get so many points and then they think their so special with their rules...WTF...what kind of crap is that!!!!!! Get real were are even here!
Night, candles are lit; shadows dancing on the wall. Window is open for a cool breeze. Sweat is glistening on our skin. My hands are on your chest; my head is thrown back as light moans escape my mouth. I rock back and forth on your hard cock, feeling it deep inside of me; squeezing your chest tighter and tighter.
I bend down to kiss you softly but passionately; tongues searching each other out. Your hands are running up and down back. I shiver as a breeze feels cool on my hot flesh. Your hands play in my hair as the kiss gets more intense. I moan in your mouth as my clit rubs on your hot flesh. You roll me over on my back, kissing my neck, my shoulders. Slowly you slide in and out of me; my fingers gently scratching down your back. Your tongue circles my nipples; my back arches as you thrust deeper. Biting my nipples and pulling on them. I dig my nails into you, begging for more; begging for the pain with the pleasure. You rise up, scratching down my stomach. Grabbing my thighs; p
Just Don't Bother
I gotta ask what the hell is it with people on here,that they feel the need to make excuses for not wanting to chat. Why do they add you at all? every time you talk to them they say about three lines then i have to go. gotta run, gotta work out, gotta cook, gotta something. jesus just say you don't want to talk.
Leaving Cherrytap For Good
it has been a great time hear on the site.i will miss all of the friends that have been friends you all have been great.but im gonna be leaving the site later on today forever because i feel it is the thing to do I enjoyed all of ur company thanks have a great cherry experiance everyone
firecrotch or brittany
To My Angel ~ Come Take My Hand
To Angel ~ Come Take My Hand
Come take my hand and let's walk through the stars
We'll laugh at Venus, we'll sleep on Mars.
We'll wake with the sun and hear him yawn
With celestial brushes we'll paint the dawn.
We'll bathe in the magic and shake hands with the moon.
And learn it's mystical unearthly tune.
Our feet will tiptoe through stardust fine.
Our eyes will sparkle our faces shine.
Our deep running love will burn very bright,
Your smile will twinkle and shine through the night.
Come take my hand, let's walk by the sea.
It's vastness reflects its eternity.
The cool of its waves brushing over our feet,
Warmed by the rays of the sun's steady beat.
The sun through your hair makes a halo of gold.
The warmth in your smile leaves no secret untold.
The sand soft as velvet sifts through our toes
While across our faces a summer wind blows.
A seagull in flight looks from up high above
At this couple below,
I Just Want To Cry!!!!
I am not one to have emotional breakdowns, but the stress level at work is just getting too much. I have been working 10 - 12 hour days for the past 3 weeks because we are seriously short staffed and there is no end in sight.
And they keep piling more and more work on me. Its bad enough that I have double the people to support that I had before, but know they are piling the email migration to Outlook on top of that.
I just don't know how much more I can take before I break down in tears.
I want to taste you,
I want to taste you right now
I want to lick the sweat from your skin
I want to suck your soul right in
I want to explore your mouth with my tongue
I want to burn from the flames of passion
I want to taste you,
I want to taste you right now
I want to hold your heated flesh
I want our bodies to mesh
I want to explore your sex with my tongue
I want to savor you when you cum
I want you to go numb from the sensations
I want you to get wet from this verbal masturbation
I want you so hot you drip
I want to drink you, I want to sip
I want to slip you some tongue
I want to lick you off my fingers and savor you some
I want to taste you
Are you satisfied
Are you electrified
Can't you decide
Are you what you wanted to be
Tasted by me
I'm On Cloud 9
I sat here, trying to describe him... words failed me. After the last man in my life broke my heart at the worst possible time... I swore off all relationships and love...
So, this guy would have to be something fucking amazing in order to get me to open up and let my guard down again........... that's just what he did.
My friends call him a lucky bastard, but I think they might have it wrong. At a time in my life when I wasn't looking for anything, he walks into my world and gives me everything. I'm the lucky one.
I can't describe him... words wouldn't do justice- but he's changed my world, and I'm loving every moment of it.
I should be scared, running like hell........... maybe he just did what so many have tried and failed- tamed the Nix. I have no desire to be anywhere else but in his presence.
I'm not dating this person anymore. I've grown, moved on, and am on my way to becoming the person I most wanted to be before I let my illness
Chantel Michole- My Oldest Girl
THIS IS ME AND CHANTEL SINGING OUR FAVORITE SONG TOGETHER. AND MY LIL GIRL IS IN THE THE SINGING EAGLES AT SCHOOL THAT HAS A CONCERT EVERY SATURDAY NIGHT THROUGHOUT THE SUMMER. IM A VERY PROUD MAMA. TO HAVE MY BABY SING LIKE THIS.
I LOVE YOU CHANTEL.
Mom Is Home!!
For my friends and fans out there, mom is HOME! They discharged her late yesterday and I will be staying the night with her 3 nights a week. The night nurse 2 and my brother on weekends. Word to the wise, my brother and I promised this woman she would never be in a home when we wre kids. We are fulfilling that promise! It can be done.
She is doing as well to be expected and two little boys(us) are glad to have the greatest woman in the world back home...We love ya momma!
Mauberly and I were out this afternoon to enjoy the lovely hot weather--she was lounging in the shade under the steps, I was rotating around the yard, trying to soak up as much sun as possible. Suddenly, though, she flipped out. She hissed, then wouldn't let me touch her.
I thought: "Odd."
I mean, she's a bitch, but that was unusual.
I shooed her inside, muttered, "Ugh. Women" and went back to lounging. Less than five minutes later, chunks of ice started falling from the sky. I scrambled to move my plants to safety, then quickly realized that there was an important choice to be made: Which is more important? Pretty flowers or an intact skull?
Opting for the latter, I sat inside, helpless, watching the glacier in the sky break apart and pummel my yard. I stared up--what did my grass do to deserve this kind of abuse? The frozen tennis balls were drawn like flag-magnets to my car--they crashed onto it, I cringed. But not as much as when they hit my plants. My poo
Artistic & Sexy Contest (please Read)
I am in a contest...Artistic & Sexy. I would appreciate it if you find my photo to be most artistic to rate it and only comment once to let me know what you think of it. Click on this link below and enjoy :)
Thank you for your support all!!
George Carlin's Solution To Gas And Immigration.
i love this guy.
George Carlin's Solution to Save Gasoline:
President Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use.
The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down.
Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq . Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military. Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it. After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country.
He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot. This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves. If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway,
Tales Of Backdoor Passion 1
prelude: hi... my name's atarah... and i like to fuck with random internet boys.
how fucking stupid can you get?
make sure you read it from down to up, as it was a shoutbox conversation.
this is what happens for arthur and my entertainment...
->kansaskoyo...: i'm gonna go play now. have a good one yo.
->kansaskoyo...: cause it's not a good fuck if you don't lose a couple teeth
kansaskoyo...: y to beat u
->kansaskoyo...: i also need a boy who will beat me
kansaskoyo...: u want more than an hour
kansaskoyo...: done what
->kansaskoyo...: are we done?
->kansaskoyo...: one hour isn't nearly enough.
kansaskoyo...: i do u for one hour
->kansaskoyo...: only if he gets to join in...
kansaskoyo...: i wanna do u one on one
->kansaskoyo...: apparently so. where are we meeting up?
kansaskoyo...: what do u mean him give it to me from the back
->kansaskoyo...: you can fuck my ass...
To Let You Know
I just want to let you all know.. I have deleted eight albums today.. Yes.. that includes my nudes album.. I will be deleting a few more soon. The reason for this is because when I checked them out.. No one commented on ANY of it since December that folks.. that is sad.. VERY FUCKING SAD!!!!! So, I clicked "DELETE ALBUM" and Poof they are gone. I deleted my nudes album is because.. many have left me because of my new picture.. and if they can't be my friend, then they have no chance in hell see those pictures.. They do NOT deserve to see that part of my world.. TATA.. they are gone. For those that have remained my friends after the new picture.. which are very few people..You have the perverted asses to blame for that folder being gone.
Thank you for reading this.
A Parents Worst Nightmare
This video came to me in my bulletins today and I am absolutely incensed. I am going to get on my soapbox for a moment because the time has come for a change. The founding fathers were more than ingenious in their formulation of our justice system, but as visionary as they were, there is no way they could have envisioned the insanity of today's society. In fact, this is the very argument being made against the provisions of the 2nd amendment, that no one could have forseen AK-47's, Mac 10's, Uzi's etc., and therefore it needs revision.
Further, seeing such tragedy only reinforces my disdain for an "altruistic" vision of a supreme being. If God were love then it would be the criminal responsible for this abomination laying in a hospital bed instead of this sweet child. The video asks what is wrong with our justice system and that is the heart of the problem. We operate under a "criminal" justice system, and I for one am damn tired of it's fallacies and failures. Since God is
Im just curioous if there is anybody out there that still believes in love. I mean real love like in the old days when people would get together and stay together till one of em passes away kinda love. Not the 2,3 month love spell but the real thing!So do you?
Husband Off The Walll
i want some feedback on this blog....
shouldnt everything in a marriage be equal instead of the male wearing the pants should the women have the right to wear the pants to. a man and woman should be equal when it comes to marriage or any relationship. not in front or in back, unless ur having sex of course. lol. let me know if u feel the same ladies and gentlemen.
Cherry Tap Bi**hes
Why when I rate chicks photos and give them comments they don't respond!!! Am I a lil too hood for some people??? I just don't get it, i'm not gay, I do have a man and a son, and I come at everyone correct!!! What is the fuckin problem??
Imma nice girl who get's along with everyone except some of these Cherry Tap stuck up ass bitches!!! I'm outtie
Inside My Dreams
Passionate kisses, wrapped around a breeze
flowing onto my skin, pushing me to my knees
begging for mercy, I sink in so deep
wanting excitment, never knowing sleep
Lust at its fullest, soft subtle screams
trapped inside a moment, stranded in a dream
Tell Me The Truth!!!!
If you woke up one morning and saw me in your bed what would u do?
1) Go back to sleep
2) Slap me
3) Cuss me out
4) Push me off the bed
5) Just tell me to leave
6) Climb on top of me and cuddle
7) Do me
8) Make me breakfast
9) Ask me my name
10) Call the cops lol
11) Fuck me for hours
12) Talk to me
13) Stare at me
14) Fore Play
What would you really do to me?
Awww Dont Worry
hey guys as by now u know i am not online much and wont be for a lil over a week i am moving so if u r one of my blog readers then u know whats up if not then u gonna think i fell off the face of the earth but i didnt lol dont forget about me ill be back lots of love *lolly*
skinheads are people who like to wear doc martians boots,they come in differant sizes from eight holes to eighteen holes.you get them in black or oxo blood,you can put in differant colour of laces,red yellow or white.jeans must be turned up,to show boots,jeans can all so be bleached.the most commen top is a top called a fred perry.you can get a skinhead coat which is called a bomber jacket,and hair must be shaved off.there lots of differant skinheads from all over the world,some are into 14 and some 88 and 18 and ss,some belong to the national front combat 18 ss skins.but not all skins are bad as many people beleave,for some skinheads are there way of life.for me i love the way we dress,tatoo,s its been my life now for over 28 years and for many more i hope.to my brothers we are the people wpww.so keep the boots clean and you hair tight.god save the queen
The Story Of "gray"
Yesterday I am sitting in my bathroom brushing my hair, minding my own damn business. I am loving the fact that my hair is not that frizzy. Getting tired and irritated waiting for the blonde highlights to grow out of my hair so I can get the stop sign red put in. (I refuse to get them dyed over, I try not to do too much damage to my hair.) Thinking I need to get a trim cuz I got some split ends. Yes I know writing a blog about my hair is wierd. BUT its not just a blog about my overall hair. It is about one hair. I'm thinking it is just a blonde hair then I realize it is too close to the root to be blonde since it is growing out. HOLY FUCK ME!!!! IS THAT A GRAY HAIR?????? I examine it for like 5 minutes before I come to the realization that it really is a fucking gray hair. You have got to be kidding me right? I start laughing like a maniac. I'm too young for my first gray hair. I have no kids to blame this on. I yank the damn offending piece of hair out. (Be damned the
Oh My God I Am In Tears........
I went to the grocery store and my grades for the week hadn't been posted. When I got home just out of curiosity I checked the grade book link and OMFG. The grades had been posted. I am so happy I was in tears. The first assignment was worth 50 points and I got 50 for it. The second assignment was 100 points and I got 97 points. That is an A people. OMG I got an A. Anyways I was so excited I thought that I would share it with the ones on here who care and matter. Love y'all you know who you are take care. Muuuuuah!! Toodles....
hi everyone, first let me apologize for not being around much lately. im not neglecting anyone on purpose, just my work life and home life have become overwelming on certain levels.
as very few of you know, i had to put a beloved family pet to sleep yesterday. my lask of information on this was on purpose. in foact, the only reason several of you know was due to people asking waht was wrong, until i broke, lol.
my intention was to not burdon anyone so please know that me not telling you in no way means i dont care.
this ordeal has been harder than i ever imagined. the pet in question was a less than one year old ferret, Gus. we rescued him last october. he was from an abusive home and sustained what we determined to be a broken nose. he was welcomed into our home with open arms, and we quickly fell in love with him.
6 weeks ago he was diagnosed with a rare and terminal illness, that caused his health to slowly decline. over the past few days, the life in his eyes was gone, an
Family And Bombers
THIS IS TO MY ENTIRE FAMILY BOTH BOMB SQUADS AND OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS. OK I NEED TO KNOW WHO WANTS TO BE IN ONE OR THE OTHER BOMB SQUADS CAUSE EVIDENTLY WE HAVE A HUGE MISUNDERSTANDING ABOUT WHAT THE BOMB SQUAD DOES! NOW PLEASE BELIEVE ME, THIS IS NOT A BITCH SESSION BUT JUST WHAT NEEDS TO BE DONE IF YOU ARE IN THE BOMB SQUAD. YOU ARE TO BOMB UNTIL ALL OF YOUR COMMENTS ARE EXHAUSTED FOR IT ONLY TAKES ABOUT 1 TO 2 HRS. THEN YOU HAVE PLENTY OF TIME TO DO WHAT ELSE ON HERE YOU HAVE TO DO. FOR THAT IS WHAT A BOMBER IS ALL ABOUT. BUT WHEN YOU GO IN AND BOMB FOR A FAMILY MEMBER AND LEAVE ONLY 20 OR 30 COMMENTS AND THEN LEAVE AND YOU ARE OUT THERE REPOSTING BULLETINS FOR OTHER PEOPLE WHILE YOUR FAMILY MEMBER IS LOSING A CONTEST, WELL THAT LOOKS REAL BAD FOR YOUR BOMB SQUAD. NOW IF ANY ONE HAS A PROBLEM WITH THIS PLEASE LET ME KNOW. I AM SORRY IF ANYONE TAKES THIS THE WRONG WAY FOR IT IS NOT MEANT THAT WAY. I JUST WANT ALL THE BOMBERS TO DO WHAT THEY STAND FOR, THAT AND ONLY THAT IS WHAT MAKES
I Was Asked To Repost This. Enjoy! A Day In The Life Of Quick
12:00pm - I open my eyes at the butt crack of noon, and light a cigarette.
12:01pm - I realize i have morning breath that could melt the aluminum siding off of a house!
12:04pm - I get my lazy ass out of my overly uncomfortable bed and hobble over to the shower, and get hot water running.
12:08pm - While showering, i stop to admire my own cock, and think of manly names for it....end up settling on "The magical spitting wand of doom"
12:10pm - I have dirty thoughts of a massive orgy including myself and 25 of the hottest women i know handling the magical spitting wand of doom!
12:12pm - I get out of the shower with a massive hard on, which works out good for me....i needed a place to hang my towel while i brush my teeth!
12:30pm - After drip drying, and staring at myself in the mirror for 10 minutes, i start looking for clothes. Have to remember which side of the room was the CLEAN clothes.
12:32pm - I settle on my usual. A pair of levi's, and a corona t shirt, with
Mournign A Loss
Where to begin....well let's start with this past week..I found out my sister had to put her puppy down, because she was having too many seizures.....Bonnie was only 3 1/2 years old...Then i found out, that my mom's bird Rosey dropped dead on tuesday....And today as I went out to get something from my car, my lil Tucker (sneaky as he is) darted outside once i opened the door, and imediately started running....That when the worst happend....A car hit Tucker, killing him instantly....I was in shock, I really didn't know what to do....The owner of the car stopped as soon as he realised he had hit my kitten, got out, grabbed an old shirt from his car and wrapped up tucker with it...Now being a man, who usually doesn't show alot of emotion, I couldn't help but shed a few tears..
Tucker will be sadly missed.
First Time For Me
im starting somthing tonight, major deleation in my friends list. I know im not the SHIZ-it when comepaired to looks or what ever!
There alot of fake ppl in my list.
--now adding in friends list, do you qualify?:
-you must have a salute picture.
-you must be atleast a level 5.
and there will be a few that dont meet this but
are personal close to me friends.
The end of deleation will start as of June 13 2007 and will end on June 24 2007.
I do hope that I get alot of responses from most of you out there. Just comment on here saying what ever.
hugs to all that comment
Hurtin The One U Love
Why r the babies gettin hurt in this world? I have three kids and i would never dream of hurting them. I do believe in punishiment but not to to the point of beating them, a lil tap thats as far as it goes. I see the pictures of babies being beat to death or the broken bones left by thier parents. We are supposed to protect them not hurt them, they r r jewels in our lives, i live to see the smiles in my kids eyes and although i may not get to see them as much as i want, but they know i love them so much. I have had friends that had their babies taken away due to abuse. And if i ever catch that S.O.B i will give him a taste of what his baby went thru. I love kids and i hate to see them hurt, like i said i understand if they get in trouble i understand disicpline but dont go to the point of bruising, breaking, cutting, burning, and killing them, If your having problem go to ur family ask them to take them for awhile go to a good friend that u trust ur life with, someone will help you out
As you well know from previous blogs my father passed away April 11,2006 and my mother passed April 23,2007. Now if I were a superstisous person I would be on edge every April. Because not just the last 2 years April has been a bad month for but a few before were too.
April 15th we think of tax time but I don't. April 15, 1972 rings a real bell in my head. I lost my best friend...my idol you might say. He had survived his time in Viet Nam during the 1960's. He was out and got married and had a baby girl too. He was 10 years older than me and I really think I was the little brother her never had. I looked up to him as the big brother I never had. He was also a friend of my father too. He would be 60 this September if he were living but at the age of 24 he died in a auto accident. Sure was a sad time for me and for the people who loved him. Hi memory will live on with me..all the way to my grave.
19 years later another thing happen to me. It was something I thought would never happen
I Am In Serious Pain!
Just a warning! I decided that I wanted to wax my bikini area. Of course I have to do it myself because I don't want someone else causing my the pain! Damn remind me not to do that ever again. It hurt so pain. I am bleeding in some areas! Only about half of it is done so I look like a half bald chewbaka! Don't ever try this at home!
The one thing I can not understand or will never get is why someone has to play with other people. Be it emotionally or for gain, or for any reason. I will never understand the mind games. What ever happened to honesty and honor. If someone was not wanting to be in a relationship or friendship they have the responsability to tell the other person. People are not mind readers and can not asume or understand enless you tell them. I see too many people i care about her by this and even myself hurt by this.
LET THEM GO if you don't want them, TELL THEM JUST FRIENDS if that is all you want, TELL THEM YOU CANT DO EITHER ONE if you feel no matter if friends still won't work out.................BUT STOP DRAGGING PEOPLE ALONG !!!! Its not fair to them!!!!
~*~HUGS~*~ To Everyone ~*~HUGS~*~
I Need Your Help
I NEED THE HELP FROM ALL MY FRIENDS.I CAN'T BELIEVE IT I HAVE OVER THAN 5000 PEOPLE ON MY LIST AND I'M SURE IF EACH ONE OF YOU POST 1 VOTE AND COUPLE COMMENTS,IT WILL HELP.
AND I KNOW YOU'RE NOT GOING TO LET ME DOWN,,
JUST CLICK ON HIS LINK RATE THE PIC AND POST COUPLE COMMENTS THERE ...
THANKS TO EACH ONE OF YOU
LOVE YOU ALL
HUGS AND KISSES
So, yeah...I am single again. Not a bad thing though. I actually like being single. Plus this last guy I dated just wasn't my type, no matter how hard I tried to make myself believe he was my type. I DO wish I would have listened to my friends though. The things that have been told to me the past couple of days by people he has went out with just amaze me. NO, I did not go asking any of them anything, but for some reason they suddenly feel the need to let me know what happened with them. Usually I don't listen to such chatter but after hearing that he used the same LINES on them as he did me, I am glad I listened. "You have my heart" .... yeah, whatever. How many women can you tell that to in a few months and actually keep a straight face? LMAO ~shakes head~ I actually wasn't pissed until these conversations happened. I was annoyed but not pissed. NOW I am pissed. There is nothing I hate worse than a liar. If a man can not be a MAN and be truthful, he just needs to keep
Finding Inner Peace....
I woke up this morning, and looked in the mirror and saw a stranger looking back at me....And as i saw this face looking back at me i wondered who she was..I know it is my reflection,but thats all it was...for on the inside i felt nothing for the person looking back at me...She was just an empty shell of some one i once knew...Thats how most people feel when they have no inner peace...empty alone and unsure who they really are...It's a cold and lonely place to be...So how does one find inner peace? you might ask...well it comes from inside us ,it is not taught or learned...but some thing we find among ourselves....I hope some day soon when i look in the mirror i'll know the reflection looking back at me ..and the only one who can find the inner peace is me.....
Okay got the hell scared out of my last night. My son Aidan had a febrile seizure. If you don't know what this is, it's when a little kid fever gets so high that it sends them into a seizure, let me tell you I've been a paramedic for several years now and this is the scariest thing I've seen let alone it being my own child. His fever spiked to 104.2 even after giving him motrin. I'm just letting all my friends know what's going on here if you all don't see me on for awhile. I'll still check in from time to time. He's currently in the Children's hospital here in St. Louis, so if you can say a lil prayer for him and keep him in your thoughts. Thanks to all my friends for reading this. Hopefully they'll figure out here soon what's going on with him and I"ll be able to bring him home. I've dealt with sick children on the ambulance and in the Emergency room and it always bothers me , but when it's your own son it really hits home.
Cab Drivers And So Called Princesses
Last night I went to a Bachelorette Party. Not my kind of fun, but I went with a wad of $1 bills...ya know, just in case....well, there could have been some shakin' goin' on. Needless to say, the strippers made their appearance and two other friends and I beat a hasty retreat.
Looking for some real fun, we drove down to a club in the city. Parked a mile away and took a cab to the club. Nothing like a party in the city. You never know if your car will be there when you get back....courtesy of Lincoln Towing, or just on the tireless rims...courtesy of some thug.
The club was crowded, I ran into some other friends from school. About 2 hours later, I was pleasantly liquored up and too tired to party any more. I decided to head home.
Making my way through the crowded bar, I heard, "Hey Baby, ya got any peanut butter because I'm ready to jam!" I looked up and there HE was. We talked about our jobs, mutual friends and families. Then he walked out with me to get a cab.
I woke up to this wonderful gift this morning...rofl
Now for anyone that knows me....sure I like getting points and moving up levels and ranks....but I also like talking to people and making new friends :)
I am pretty thrilled about being in the top 50 cherries...and certainly have no inclination to even hit top 10....too much seems to go on there.
I am nowhere near top cherry(only 23000 rates away...lmao) and somebody sends me this...if I really cared about the internet and games people play, then I'd be so hurt....but REAL LIFE is a hell of a lot more important to me....so go ahead and send your dirty weeds...I just laugh at them...and your pathetic attempt to scare me...roflmao
Do you think about me?
Do you wish me in your arms?
Do you stand outside and look at the stars?
Do you stand there and wish I was there?
Do you wish me in your hands?
Do you know that I cry for you every night?
Do you know I watch the stars and think of you?
Do you know that I feel as I have lost my place with out you?
Do you know that my need for you grows everyday?
Do you know that without you I am complete darkness?
Do you know that you are my light?
Do you believe in me?
Do you still care?
Do you see a yellow & red rose and smile?
Do you think of us?
Do you think of me?
Do you know that my inner light dims without you?
Do you know that my heart aches to be near you?
Do you know that I dream of you?
Do you know that without you I am broken inside?
Do you know...that without you...Nobodys Home?
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt
"Upon this Earth walks a perfect creature, so pure, in such beauty none can rival. So perfect is woman in form and spirit. Her ability for love knows no boundaries. Her capacity for intellect, limitless. Her forgivness, is complete. Her love, beyond the dreams of averice. Her beauty, beyond the physical, from a dream does she appear and light the way for the world. One perfect creature was created in our world, her name is woman and life begins in her eyes and it is built, upon the purest heart.
© 2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions
Prayers For My Cousin Please
For those who know me well know i have a 17 yr old cousin who has cystic fibrosis. Well last night she was admitted in the hospital for coughing up alot of blood. She is in the ICU. So could all of you who read this please say a prayer for her i would so greatly appreciate it!!!
I am guessing everyone on my friend list has done it lol Since they are on my friend list.... But why do we do it? does it help forget that one you can't forget? And MEN----tisk tisk, would you be upset if the girl is crying during the act? but you knew she was on the rebound? Hmmmm I'd like to know---seriously
Is It Time ....
.... to go home yet? Because I really don't want to be here today. :(
I just got off the phone with the guys from State Wide Training Academy and my Class III Commission paperwork is in and they will be sending it to me this week. *Bigs Azzed Grin here*
The book is coming along fine. Thought I found out that professionals and such don't like to see Wikipedia sited even if it is just used a color commentary. So That means that when I get done with this edit I am going to have to go back and pull the Wiki color, and drop it or fill it in with some other source. That sucks, but not a major hurtle.
Other things are coming along well, too. Looks likes good week.
I Need Your Help Read More
Hey whats up it's me,So or Somong! And I was wondering on your spare time if you would be so kind, come by, and help me pick my first single. It's simple just click on the pic below and vote by leaving a comment of what you think in your own opinion I got a nice response going and trust me it all helps so so much ;) !!!! thanks and sorry if this seems rude. Again thanks for the time and have a great day/night....
If clicking the pic doesn't work just go to my blog section and you can still help thx again.
Free ringtones only for a limited amount of time so hurry up and get them while they are FREE lol's Once again this is saying thank you to all of your support this is Music ya'll find your escape!!
2book So feel free to call Ricky # 407.782.2771
Still No Bar Tab
I still have no bar tab sayin my friends uploaded or blogged.
the right side of my see all in bar tab is simply one line that refreshes but only holds one line of info.
I will not be VIC next month for this reason. I can not and will not pay for MY page not to work.
Support says clean your cache and cookies Ive done it a million times. I use both FF and IE browsers so it cant be that.
Sign in to my account on my husbands name and still cant see it. So its MY ACCOUNT!!!!!
Ill miss my 11s.. I sure hope someone gets on the ball on this... but its been 2 weeks Im not holding my breath.
I looked for some laughter, in the here and after,
The here and after of you
I discovered the book, after a long hard look,
The book about being true.
I flipped through the pages, and looked at the stages
the stages of me and you.
I found a few times, reading the lines
the lines were colored in blue
Each was a sign of the future times
The times I would be without you
I took one more look and discarded the book
the book about me and you.
I think when you are convicted of rapeing someone and register as a sex offender i think you should have a sign on your yard saying you are a sex preditor because i do not care about your rights anymore. If you sick bastards come anywhere near my nieces I will kill you myself and turn myself in happy that ive done it. Rot in Hell you sick freaks.
I Will Be Gone.... For Grams Funeral
well ... i leave on thursday so today i will spend packing and ill be gone til saturday the wake is friday morning at 9 30 and the funeral is at 11. soooooo if i can get you all to help me on my contest while im gone. or its really no big deal im 5000 behind. i guess when someone dies u dont feel like cherry tappin much. grandma lived to be a ripe old age of 96. my grandfather died at age 97 (her husband) and would be 103 if he were still alive. for those of you who follow dates... my grandfather (my dads dad) and my great grandma who just died (my dads grandma) were both born on march 17th. which is st patricks day. they both die on june 16th. my grandfather died 4 years ago and gram of course just died on saturday. so they born on same day and died on same day just years apart.. on my dads birthday.. interesting, huh? so my cousin carlas birthday is march 17th is she going to die on dads birthday too? anyway just something to think about.
stressful times here. my head is spinning w
A Big Welcome
LET'S WELCOME ALL OUR NEW MEMBERS WITH LUV, RATES & COMMENTS
LET'S ALL WELCOME NENOO
LET'S ALL WELCOME JODY
LET'S ALL WELCOME AL
LET'S ALL WELCOME RACHEL
LET'S ALL WELCOME CAROL
LET'S ALL WELCOME ALINA
LET'S ALL WELCOME CHRISTI
LET'S ALL WELCOME CHERYLE
Bar Tab Problems
Seems that since they changed to the new bar tab w/ the pull down menu or adding points for being online my bar tab lines disappear. I used to be able to see everything going on but now its only 3 line items and that is all. I cant see anything else and it sucks cuz I feel im not getting back to people. Is anyone else experiencing this?
Gods Cake (thanks Pita Bunny)
Sometimes we wonder, "What did I do to deserve this?" or "Why did God have to do this to me?" Here is a wonderful explanation! A daughter is telling her Mother how everything is going wrong, she's failing algebra, her boyfriend broke up with her and her best friend is moving away.
Meanwhile, her Mother is baking a cake and asks her daughter if she would like a snack, and the daughter says, "Absolutely Mom, I love your cake."
"Here, have some cooking oil," her Mother offers. "Yuck" says her daughter.
"How about a couple raw eggs?" "Gross, Mom!"
"Would you like some flour then? Or maybe baking soda?" "Mom, those are all yucky!"
To which the mother replies: "Yes, all those things seem bad all by them selves. But when they are put together in the right way, they make a wonderfully delicious cake!
God works the same way. Many times we wonder why He would let us go through such bad and difficult times. But God knows that when He puts these things all in His order, they always
Mum Regarding Phone Sex
Just so you know, I personally know that having phone sex, while in a relationship, is a form of cheating. I posted the mum because I was curious what other people thought about it. I've talked with many people on here who see nothing wrong with it, and most of them are married.
Assumptions, as well as rude comments, were made assuming that I'm stupid and that it's something I think is okay.
FOR THE RECORD, I DO NOT THINK IT'S OKAY TO ENGAGE IN PHONE SEX, OR ANY FORM OF SEX, WHILE IN A RELATIONSHIP.
Some of you may have seen the work I've been doing for the online strips which accompany the Heroes TV show.
If you click either of the pictures below, you can read my latest (& possibly last) episode.
Hope you enjoy it.
My Day Today
So when I get out of the shower this morning I see I have a voicemail message on my phone. I call it back it's my ex wife's ex boyfriend telling me she called him at midnight telling him she want AWOL from basic training out in SOuth Carolina. She just joined the Army 2 weeks ago. Well he tells her he will not help her out and that she should go back to the base and turn herself in. I tell him that's the right thing to do, make sure he doesn't help her in any way and let me know if he hears from her again.
After I take my kids to school I try and call the base she is at to find out if this is true, the regiments headquartes tell me they know nothing about it but give me the company she's in phone number. I call get no answer so I decide to call her mom and see what she knows. She tells me she doesn"t believe this guy and that not to worry about it. I keep trying the base after about 3 hours someone answers and tells me yes she has gone AWOL. I tell them what I know and promise to let
While Perhaps Not "erotic" Maybe Just Wierd
Be prepared for the Merkin Parade
By the by, if you don't know what a merkin is, you may be put off by this, so don't blame me, I didn't make you push play:
You know you love the Merkin!
God Bless All Of You ..
Jesus had no servants, yet they called Him Master.
Had no degree, yet they called Him Teacher.
Had no medicines, yet they called Him Healer.
Had no army, yet kings feared Him..
He won no military battles, yet He conquered the world.
He committed no crime, yet they crucified Him.
He was buried in a tomb, yet He lives today.
Feel honored to serve such a Leader who loves us.
If you believe in God and in Jesus Christ His Son..send this to all on your
Buddy list..if not just ignore..In the Bible, Jesus says..."If you deny me
Before man, I will deny you before my Father in Heaven."
GOD BLESS YOU ALL
Will I Be
I know you want me
wrapped in your arms at night
To feel my skin
next to you at night
I know your passion
runs so free
wanting and waiting
to have all of me
and in the end
when the night is done
will you love me
will I be your number one?
I want to feel you deep inside me, moving ever so slow. I want you to take me to all these places called ectasy you know.
I want to feel your tongue upon me, as you will feel mine. I want to feel you inside me till the end of time.
I want to feel you caress my soft body with your hands, wait baby, don't rush, I have no other plans.
Kiss my lips so softly and gently enter me, you should always no, you're the only one I need....
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt
"She was angelic. Dressed in satin flowing over her pure body while the breeze caught it, tracing her beauty. A glimpse of paradise for mortal eyes such as mine. She turned her head to look, her hair drifting around her head, bright strawberry red. The sun gleaming off of it then, her eyes met mine. I gave into emotion from such a vision before me. Tears of such beauty do fall, they fall for the believer of truest love. They fall for he whose heart is emptied and waiting to be taken, cherished."
© 2003 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions
She Spreads Her Wings... Pt.1
*Work in progress soo it will come in parts*
She stands there in front of him...in the dusk of the light she moves. She does not like to be caught and so her wings move her effortlessly.
He wishes to touch her, but she moves away, for even though she has come to be taken by him...she has not yet totally submitted. As she comes closer to him she finds she can not breath for antisipation is building within her heart and soul.
The fire that started long ago now burns like an inferno, tempting them both to seek the heat that pours from both as they stand and look at eachother. Which will move first? who will cross the line that they have kept for so long? When they bring real time into now???
The night is hot and the place they stand cold, but the fire pours over them both, as person to person, they struggle to find the way to real time. She will not make the move for it is not her place, but he is looking for that last okay...that last intamite knowlegde that she trusts him 1
In a sweet loving memory for those who have fallen, yet never forgotten... I am posting this in my blogs for it has reached out and touched me deeply and I wanted to keep it forever.... Read if you dare or not makes no difference you see but this story means so much to me!!!!
Her hair was up in a pony tail,
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today.
But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.
But the little girl went to school
eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees;
a dad who never calls.
There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to
Me And My War On Philly
I hate Philly. I hate it so much. It takes away your desire to do anything and makes me dead inside.
I was emailing one of my best friends at work yesterday and our exchange went like this:
Me- Hey, want to do something this weekend?
Mike- I tire of doing things
WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT SHIT?!?! You've got to be kidding me. If you're only 23 and you're tired of doing things during the summer... you may as well hang yourself now and stop consuming the resources. Thats bullshit right there. I'm really getting tired of no one around here wanting to do stuff or if they do it involves the same bar or the same person's house. We're in our 20s and have disposable income... what the fuck is the hold up?
So what I'm saying is that anyone nearby or wherever, if you want to do anything this weekend please let me know. Apparently the "best friend" title is up for grabs... could it be you?
Chat Room Irritation
It is appalling, the behaviour of some that claim to be submissive. I don't care if you are owned or not. If you have claimed that you are a submissive, then perhaps you should at least stop and educate yourself so that you know precisely what it is that you are claiming. Do you have any idea how disturbing it is to see these lab monkeys in chat, behaving just as such.. a bunch of lab monkeys. Throwing things, being ignorant to manners and simple politeness. Hissy fits and bad attitudes. I sit and watch and bite my tounge. Gawd have mercy on the first of these foolish twits who dare cross me or those that i hold dear. Disrespect will be curbed immediately and is not tolerated. I am submissive yes, but i am no doormat. I am completely capable of holding my own and more than willing if the need should arise. So tread lightly ladies, show due respect.
Tell me, if you were in a social function with a room full of respectable Dominants, would you be throwing things and stripping on table
good morning my awsome friends,have a great day love you all keep smileing
*Kiss on the Stomach --- We are having sex. I am anyway
*Kiss on the Forehead --- Be good
*Kiss on the Ear --- If my tongue is in your ear, we're getting ready
*Kiss on the Cheek --- Friends
*Kiss on the Hand --- Must be a European thing.
*Kiss on the Neck --- sensuous, we're getting ready again
*Kiss on the Shoulder --- I'm playing. Want to see what you'll do.
*Kiss on the Lips --- Oh, we are getting into it.
What the gesture means...
*Holding Hands --- That's a girl thing
*Slap on the Butt --- "That's a guy thing
*Playing with the Ear --- I want you now.
*Holding on tight --- Want to feel your body next to mine.
*Looking into each other's Eyes --- Nov verbal sex talk
*Playing with Hair on Head --- Caressing you.
*Arms around the Waist --- Here we go. Into it again
*Laughing while Kissing --- I don't do that. I'm serious
--Advice-- * Don't ask for a kiss, take one. I do every time
*If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.
Welcome, Visitors Via Anti-cupid's Bulletin
I told the woman he's obsessed with, who out of the blue, today, told me she was deleting me 'because we don't talk anymore'... that the reason I've kept my distance is her salutes look like bad photoshop jobs, and the only new pictures she's uploaded (aside from those salutes) since we first met online were animations and artistic manipulations of her old photos...
I told her I didn't think she was really who she said she was, and her CT hubby who lives a few continents away got a little upset.
So all you people can block me, or whatever, I don't care. Just keep an eye on your creepy friends, cause I won't say I told ya so.
All About Me!!!
WELL, LETS START OF BY INTRODUCING MYSELF, MY NAME IS MARLENE AND I AM FROM THE BEAUTIFUL ISLAND OF GUAM U.S.A....FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DO NOT KNOW WHERE GUAM IS WE ARE LOCATED IN THE PACIFIC OCEAN NOT FAR FROM HAWAII....I AM 34 YRS OLD AND A SINGLE MOTHER TO MY 11 YRS OLD DAUGHTER. I HAVE BEEN THROUGH ALOT AND I HAVE SEEN ALOT IN MY LIFE TO LAST ME A LIFETIME...BUT, I'M OPEN TO LEARN NEW THINGS...I AM A SCORPIO, BUT, I AM ALSO VERY SENSITIVE AND I HAVE A PURE HEART...I DO NOT ENJOY SEEING OTHER PEOPLE HURT OVER STUPID THINGS...I LOVE TO HELP PEOPLE IN NEED AND I HAVE A NACK FOR MAKING PEOPLE SMILE...I HAVE A VERY POWERFUL SENSE OF HUMOR.(NOTE: IF YOU CAN'T OR WON'T MAKE ME LAUGH,I WILL). DID I SAY THAT I AM SINGLE....ITS BY CHOICE, BECAUSE, I HAVE NOT FOUND THAT SOULMATE OF MINE TO SHARE MY LIFE WITH...IN THE PAST I WAS USED AS A TROPHY ON A MAN'S ARM AND I DON'T LIKE IT....I AM A FIGHTER...I FIGHT FOR LIFE, LOVE, AND THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS....BUT, I DO HAVE A WHOLE OTHER SIDE, WHEN
New Kitchen Signs
So this isn't Home Sweet Home ... Adjust!
Martha Stewart doesn't live here!!
Ring bell for maid service. If no answer, do it yourself!
I clean house every other day. Today is the other day.
If you write in the dust, please don't date it!
I would cook dinner but I can't find the can opener!
My house was clean last week, too bad you missed it!
I came, I saw, I decided to order take out.
If you don't like my standards of cooking ...low ER your standards.
Although you'll find our house a mess, Come in, sit down, converse. It doesn't always look like this: Some days it's even worse.
A messy kitchen is a happy kitchen, and this kitchen is delirious.
A balanced diet is a cookie in each hand!
Thou shalt not weigh more than thy refrigerator.
Blessed are they who can laugh at themselves for they shall never cease to be amused.
Countless numbers of people have eaten in this kitchen and gone on to lead normal lives.
My next house will hav
OK THIS IS TO ALL YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE THAT FEEL ITS OK TO HATE ON A PLUS SIZE PERSON. WELL GUESS WHAT ITS NOT.I WAS IN MY LOCAL WALMART TODAY AND WENT TO GET MY CHILDREN SOME JUICE.THE COOKIES AND CRACKERS HAPPEN TO BE IN THE SAME ISLE AND THERE WAS A COUPLE THAT SAID "I CANT BELIEVE SHES IN THIS ISLE.SHE NEEDS TO LOOSE WEIGHT TO LOOK LIKE THE AVERAGE PERSON.IM SUPRISED SHE CAN EVEN WALK SHES SO BIG." THIS NEEDS TO STOP WE ARE NO DIFFRENT THAN ANY OTHER PERSON DONT JUDGE US BEFORE YOU KNOW US.ITS TIME TO GROW UP AND STOP THE SHIT.LIFES TO SHORT.THERES NO REASON FOR IT.ITS NOT LIKE WE GO AROUND HATING ON THE SKINNY PERSON.US BBWS HAVE RIGHTS JUST LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE.IF YOUR A BBW LOVER OR ADMIRER I THINK ITS GREAT.IF YOUR NOT THEN I THINK YOU SHOULD RETHINK YOU VISION ON US TAKE THE TIME TO TALK TO A BBW MAYBE YOULL SEE THINGS IN A DIFFRENT LIGHT.
For The So Called Friends On My Page..
Sorry if seems I'm being a bitch or a point whore but if you on my list its because I consider you to be a friend. If I put up a pic and YOU TAKE THE TIME TO LOOK AT IT, AT LEAST BE KIND ENOUGH TO DROP ME A 10. If you don't think you can do that then just delete me it will save me the time of having to delete you.
A Question For Those That Read These Seriously
I have a question now that I am laying here in the darkness of my room, listening to the silence that reigns. This is a serious one, and I would like for anyone that reads this blog to make a comment, even if it is a short one, so I know what everyone thinks. I would deeply appreciate this:
As many of you know from the Serious blog and the Life/Death blog, I wasn't suppose to live, but did. Since this disease can pretty much take me at anytime, my question to all of you is this:
If I suddenly died in my sleep, who would remember me and why? What is so great about me that would make someone remember a person they had only met online?
WOKE UP FINE,
go to work then start to get a head cold
BY THE TIME I GET HOME I FEEL LIKE SHIT
wtf is up with that and i really needed to work
Sluts (is This Fair?)
Don't you notice that most of the women that are in a high level has naughty and nude pics up? I don't have a nude pic, and I'm only a low level person, and that's how I'm going to stay, but those sluts get it off easy?
Now tell me, is that fair?
Look at all those sluts that has nude facials up. I don't have to be a whore to get attention, I get buy with my intellect and my wits.
But it's not enough. Is that fair?
Is it fair that perverts keep asking me for nudies?
Is it fair that all the nice girls are betrayed as uglies?
That some whores will go as low as to post pics of them in thier underwear to gain attention, while girls like me don't get as much as a second look?
Is it fair? Tell me what you think!
Someone named "dirtdiver2010"--a new profile, sans photo or any identifying information--checked me out a few minutes ago. I ignored it, because that's what I do.
Then Dirty sent me an email. The subject line said "yahoo." The body of the email was completely blank. Dirty didn't even have the obligatory "Dirty wants to share photos with you" footer, because Dirty apparently doesn't understand the concept of photos.
I *loathe* giving out my yahoo ID. I mean, it's bad enough when people I actually *like* can interrupt my day by saying things like, "You smell funny." But it is much, much worse when people like mikeyZBT have your ID and say things like, "So... what are you wearing, Sugar?" (ZiBiT, Mikey!)
I thought about ignoring Dirty's email, but then it struck me that it was a bit cryptic. I mean, it didn't say, "yahoo?" He wasn't ASKING for my IM, was he?
"You're a yahoo?
I think that's a nice way of putting it."
He didn't write back. Did I
You know I have been on CT for close to a year now, and for the most part I have had a really good time, meeting ppl and talking to people. But one thing that I have come to notice is that people dont read your profile at all. One thing that I cannot stand is a person that lies. Why would you lie to someone, to get closer to them, knowing that somehow they will find out? Trying to earn brownie points? Well this is one person that could give 2 shits about fucking brownie points, if you are on my friends list, my family or my fans list...I care about you in one way or another. I dont try to be someone I am not, its a waste of time. But if you are on my friends list and you have lied to me about something...I am done. I dont waste my time with liars or players, dont say you care about me, if you DONT, dont say you wanna be with me if you DONT, dont say you wanna be my friend and then stab me in the back, dont say you wanna be my friend and then you talk about me behind my back..I am so si
I Am Bi-polar And Im Sorry....please Do Not Rate This...just Read It...please...
The time has come for me to explain something to alot of people and this is gonna be hard for me to do...Im putting my REAL self out here and I fully expect to be ridiculed and made fun of and/or dropped as a friend by alot of people...If thats the case, so be it...
Just recently I was diagnosed as having something called Bi-Polar Disorder...Otherwise known as Manic Depression...The definition of Bi-Polar Disorder is as follows:
"Bipolar disorder is a psychiatric condition defined by extreme, often inappropriate, and sometimes unpredictable moods. These moods can occur on a spectrum ranging from debilitating depression to unbridled mania. Individuals suffering a bipolar disorder generally experience fluid states of mania, hypomania or what is referred to as a mixed states in concert with clinical depression. These clinical states typically alternate with a normal range of mood, which is termed euthymia. Bipolar disorder can range in severity from a mild annoyance to a serious lif
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt
"The moment she fell in my arms was surely meant in time, this passion in her eyes I saw the lover I would find. The days which followed after, though filled with fleshful want, were never more remembered than the moment she did say, her heart enslaved to me now, in rapture we should stay. A lustful loving moment, a lasting place in time, eternities pass by us and still she is, but mine. Her heart will never wander, her eyes see only me, she looks into the future with the thought of what might be. And as our lips together, create the firestorm, she turns to me and whispers you'll never be alone. A moment lighted in the world for two alone to share, the storm goes unabated and passion has it's way, again this day."
© 2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Producitons
Oh... Yes. I Almost Forgot.
Hmmm. How to say this. And I know you're going to call me conceited, or at least think it.
I get pleasure from being watched. I don't mean in the weird peeping tom voyeuristic thing.
But what really gets me is those that know they'll be caught looking - at my new pictures, at what I write. They remember what happened, but maybe never knew why. And so they continue to watch what I do. Looking for clues.
Hey... and I told this to Eric the other day - "With guys, when its over its over... when we turn that page we don't go back and none of us can ever explain why. Sometimes we turn the page immediately after that first time. And we make up some lame excuse about having to be "up early". Other times, two years go by and BAM! in an instant you went from forever material to spitting up in the back of my mouth." I don't know why and whoever he was doesn't know why. So don't ask.
But back to what I was saying, I notice everything. As much as you didn't think I kne
Can I reach out and run my finger down your spine
as you lay on your belly with your eyes closed
breathing in the soothing smell of incense?
Can I press a kiss just in between your shoulder blades
and taste the slight salty flavor of the sweat
resting in beads on your skin?
Can I lay down next to you, tightly against you
while your steady breathing and soft moans
of contentment sing in my ears long after you fall asleep?
Can I breathe in the scent of you
The sweet smell of your cologne mixed
With the teasing erotic odor of love-making?
Can I call you my lover
and share this night with you every night
for the rest of my life?
Playing Dress Up
I have been encouraged by a friend, who shall remain nameless, to share with my fellow tappers some stories i have posted elsewheres on the net. for several years bnnow i have been experimenting in writing erotic fiction, so far so good, lol.
here, therefore, is what should be the first in a series, please comment and let me know how you like it. if all goes well, i have several more ready to post, and even more tat are awaiting finwal editinig.
Playing Dress Up
It was starting to look like just another boring day at the office. At least until Shannon signed in the IM. She is easily the sexiest young thing I have met through various chat and dating sights. Over the past year or so we have developed quite the friendship, without ever actually meeting. We briefly talked about Christmas, the previous weekend, and when she mentioned that she had received a martini set and cash, I (half)jokingly suggested that I come over so we can break in the martini set and then go spend the
"dark" Poem #7
The Reaper's song, "O hour Mark",
brings days' light to dusk.
Bright sun fades,she awakes;
Night, her violent lust.
Like lethal drops of night-shade
in a victim's wine.
Days cold death, murdered,
brings Dark out to dine.
Mist comes in blind embrace
thru live and darkened wood.
Dew kissed earth, her crimson lips,
it's fragrant winds is good.
Dark's scent is sweet jasmine,
mane pitch and silken shade.
She stands a Valkyrie warrior
though the child in her afraid.
peers with twinkling star light.
soft, pale, moon touched skin.
Ears harkened unto coming twilight.
tears..passions deep within.
Charge the dawn of morning.
Sun's blade burns between her breast.
Heart weeps a laboring sigh.
Sun stabbith her to death.
Sick Of This...
I have been nailed again by the morality nazis. Yet another pic got hit as NSFW...I think it might be time to leave this site since we have children who think they have the right to judge me. If you don't like my shit or you are overly snesitive...GET THE FUCK OFF MY PAGE...at least talk to me first before being a little priss and nailing my pics...if this continues I will be gone and so will others...
I Think I Have Issues
I don't know what it is about the "dark" guys. The Goth types, the bad boys, the BDSM types that I find so attractive. Seems like the scarier they are the more I like them.
The sweet romantic types I'll be friends with but, that's about it.
I think there is something wrong with me.
Dust In The Wind
what will you leave behind?
who's heart have you touched?
how many children did you feed?
how many hurts have you healed?
do the ones you love know that you do?
time passes, things change,
if you care show it now,
tomorrow may never come,
we are all just here for a season,
in the end we are each just,
Dust In The Wind
Forever My Friend
you are forever my friend
and forever in my heart
I will always guide you
until the world falls apart
in the night sky
thats where ill be
like a shining star
always there to see
im holding onto everything
when the angel spreads her wings
ill keep you here with me
until the light sets us free
its been so many years
time sure flies
i think back to when
i wiped the tears from your eyes
we stayed up all night
walked down to the tracks
in the pouring rain
thats when it all came to be
the light set us free
hand in hand we'll always be
my friend you mean the world to me
If You Care About Our Country Please Take A Few Minutes To Read This
SORRY I DONT HAVE THE PICTURES BUT I THINK YOU WILL GET THE POINT! FOR ALL OUR MEN AND WOMEN SERVING AND ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE SERVED IN THE PAST MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU ALL AND I WANT TO THANK YOU ..WITHOUT YOU AND ALL OUR FAMILYS BEFORE YOU WE WOULDNT BE LIVING IN A COUNTRY WHERE WE HAVE THE FREEDOM TO SPEAK OUT AND FOR ME TO REALIZE THEY WANT TO HONOR THIS BITCH IT SICKENS ME..
She really was a Traitor
IF YOU NEVER FORWARDED
ANYTHING IN YOUR LIFE FORWARD THIS SO THAT EVERYONE WILL KNOW!!!!!!
She really was a traitor
A TRAITOR IS ABOUT TO BE HONORED
KEEP THIS MOVING ACROSS AMERICA
This is for all the kids born in the 70's who do
not remember, and didn't have to bear the
burden that our fathers, mothers and older
brothers and sisters had to bear.
Jane Fonda is being honored as one of the
"100 Women of the Century."
i learned a lesson today.
don't insult your boss's mother, even if he is doing so himself. it makes for a hostile work environment.
I see myself in a faded mirror
longing to see the beauty that others see
I find myself thinking for hours
who really sees the real me?
Am I just hiding inside myself
afraid to accept who I am?
Or do others distort the image
and put me high upon a stand?
I crave to hear the words
that many have spoken so long
But I cant help but feel
I will never really belong.
I try to so hard to imagine it
To see the beauty reflecting back
when I look inside myself
I see a mirror image filled with cracks.
Maybe someday I will come to find
the person that others appreciate
but until that time has come to be
I hope its never too late.
Last Night 6.28
so last night, me and rik were together.. so you already know what happened. lol. but omg. last night... last night last night last night.. lol. we was gettin it in.. just got out from showering with each other... starts with me top on kissing on him, and he slides inside me... i start riding him not hardcore just enough to get things hott..and he says no.. i lie down on my back, hes over me, kissing me, rubbing me, grabbing me.. then, lips and tongue slowly down my stomach... then his tongue finds his way to my clit.. and geez.. whenever he goes down he does his damn thing.. but last night, he had me OPEN. and i dont mean just enjoying it, but my eyes were rolled to the back of my head steady.. i felt high like crazyyyyy high. he found my lil spot and just s l o w l y cirlced his tongue around it. and i mean slow but it was soooooo amazing.. and just every lil circular motion he made, i felt it. it was SOOOO intense.. it felt incredible.. omg. just thought id put that out there.. cuz
Just While I Was Bitching
Ok ok, I know I said I don’t blog often. But all this writing has inspired me.
I now present some issues that are just chapping my hide. So bare with me please. This might offend some, but please keep an open mind.
Issue number 1, REBEL FLAGS
Ok, im from the south. Born and raised here. I eat grits, say ya’ll, drink coke, and love my momma. But, if you have a rebel flag strung from the back of your pick up truck or bandit addition trans am, you need to get a grip. It called a history book people, READ IT! This whole north and south grudge is about as dumb as toilet paper use under water. Incase you didn’t know, they were right, we were wrong. Slavery really is a bad thing. So, having pride in your heritage is one thing. Taking a historical flag and turning into a symbol of hate, not so much.
Issue number 2, VAMPIRES
This has been a huge pet peeve of mine for years. You people running around playing dress up drinking blood claiming to be vampires. I mean really people. You thi
A Sexy Welcome Home
I greet you at the door when you come home from work. Walk you to your favorite chair and remove your shoes for you, massage your feet and legs. Stand you up and undress you slowly as I kiss you lips very tenderly at first. Move my way down to your neck and shoulders and down your chest and belly. I would unbuckle your jeans and pull them down very slowly massaging your hips and kissing your lower tummy and hip bones. As your cock is straining against your underwear for dire release I lean in and kiss it thru the material. You groan and reach down and grab my hair. In a low growl you tell me to suck your cock. I take your underwear off you and your cock jumps right out at me. I can see the tip glistening with pre cum. You sit in the chair and I nestle in between your legs and look up at you as I bring the tip of my tongue to the tip of your head and lick off the little drop accumulating in the hole. You taste so sweet. I then roll my tongue around the head of your cock and take you int
For A Very Special Someone And They Know Who They Are !!
Every minute of everyday
There is someone on my mind
She is there every monet of my day
She is the one that can always make me smile
And always keep me happy
She is the one I love and hold so close
She may never know how much I yearn her touch
I wait for it everyday with full anticipation
To see the girl I love so much
And to have her loving touch
To embrace her in my arms
And hold her close and tight
Never wanting to let her go
Happy and fully content
Now and for many years to come
May You Be Blessed
CLICK ON THIS PIC
Your Life Purpose and the Angelsby Dr. Doreen Virtue, Angel Therapy..What..s my life..s purpose?.. is one of the most frequent questions I..m asked. Our angels know the answer to this question, and they want to give us guidance, encouragement, and support concerning this topic.When someone asks, ..What..s my life purpose?.. the underlying question may be one of the following:What career would I find the most fulfilling?Can I quit my present job and be financially secure following my heart..s desire?Am I ready to be self-employed?What..s my true passion that will bring excitement and meaning to my life?These are wonderful and very important questions to consider, and our angels can definitely give us answers. In particular, the Archangel Michael can give us the answers to these questions. Michael knows the contents of our soul contracts and akashic records (Book of Life). He can help us to remember why we came to earth, and the mission that we intend for our lives. H
Check This 1 Out 4 You !!!
I know I've never been near you,
but I still smell your sent,
I know I've never held you,
but I still tast your lips,
I know I've never told you,
but you rock me to the core,
I know I've never showed you,
But it's you that I adore,
I know I've never made sweet love to you,
but you shook me all night long....
AC/DCYou Shook Me All Night Long (Live)Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com
I just entered this contest and for every 15,000 comments i get a 7 day blast and every rate counts as 10 comments o could my friends come help me please
hears the link to the pic
JUST THOUGHT I'D SHARE A LITTLE SOMETHING LEFT IN MY SHOUT BOX TODAY....
Chris (Cho...: you dont know what funner is than your a dumbass. just cause it isnt gramatically correct doesnt mean you gotta be a bitch and leave a rude comment. that and no one comments on you bein a slut
Chris (Cho...: but since how i brought it up you are a pretty big slut
And this is what I replied.....
->Chris (Cho...: what the fuck are you talking about dude?
->Chris (Cho...: and this is the internet dude how can any one be a slut on the internet sluts sleep around and i'm not getting penetrated on this mother fucker thats for damn sure....
I don't even know what he is talking about...
And to make this a righteous mumm...The question I want opinions to this...Can you be a slut on the internet or does it take the actual act of fucking every human you come into contact with to be one?
What People On Here Do That's Funny
One person I know here claims to know baby jesus, yet never met him. He claims to have discussions with this guy, but I have never heard a word from baby jesus, ever, have any of you? Another friend claims to have a long distance relationship with someone on here, but she never met him. Others claim that these sort of relationships work, but they sure haven't for me. Good luck if you have one of these relationships. One friend seriously loves her mumms, and she get really sensitive when people don't vote on them. She thinks highly of mumms. Other's don't give a care and write mean things in them, so the world goes on. Some people really like cutesy baby animal pics on here. Some people like burning buildings and people on fire. Do you think those types of people are actually friends on here? hmm, maybe.. One person I know who is not young pastes young model pics on their page, even as the main pic. Obviously the person doesn't look like this, but no one ever says anything, and
The Lady That Could Share My Life
I was asked by a few people what I was looking for on here and I thought I would post this blog to explain a bit.
First off I’m not Looking for anyone or anything. Of course I hope to find someone but I’m not looking. My thoughts are that fate will cause two like souls to meet when its good and ready so one should walk the path they walk and not try to find someone. In living ones life as they wish they will at some point meet another walking the same path. Those that read some of my blogs will get a good idea of my thoughts and feelings even those that are fiction are from my head and heart and should give insight into who I am.
But these are the attributes I hope are in the one I do join on that path.
Looks are not important, I’m no show stopper so these days it’s the ability to have good conversation and friendship are much more important.
The lady that would hold my thoughts will be self confident, intelligent and happy with her life. She would not Need anyone to
I Would Devor Your Body Anyway You Want...............
as i walked in the room, he was lying there naked on the bed... i wearing nothing and he asked me to come closer to him. he sudennly grabbed me and kissed me softly, then he rolled on his back and me to sit. i was goping to sit on his hard cock but then he grabbed my hips and placed my wet pussy on his face. he lifted me up and down sliding his tongue deep inside me,,, tasting me at every chance. he then took my clit in his mouth and sucked me till i was cumming. he lifted me up so that all my cum would drip on his face/ then he grabbed my hips and forced me on his cock where he fucked me slowely and with suck care that i came again and again. my tits bouncing my clit throbbing , it was heaven, the end...............
sends me a comment...
I have no idea what he means O.o
I've never sent him a comment before LoL!
*bands head agaist wall*
Grandbaby Is Born!
Just to let you know...the reason that I haven't been online much during the last few days is that my granddaughter decided she wanted to join this world on June 29th (Friday)....
It has been an interesting weekend...all day at the hospital on Friday, working double shifts on Saturday, and catching up on sleep this morning/afternoon before heading to visit them some more at the hospital today.
They will be going home tomorrow (from what I understand)...and I'll go try to spend more time with them tomorrow as well.
She is absolutely beautiful... and I am looking forward to being able to spoil her in due time...
Got To Thank My Cowboy Taz For This Joke :)
The Photo on the Night Stand
After a long night of making love, he notices a photo of another Man on her nightstand by the bed.
He begins to worry.. "Is this your husband?" he nervously asks.
"No, silly," she replies, snuggling up to him.
"Your boyfriend, then?" he continues.
"No, not at all," she says, nibbling away at his ear.
"Is it your dad or your brother?" he inquires, hoping to be
"No, no, no! You are so hot when you're jealous!" she answers.
"Well, who in the hell is he, then?" he demands.
"That's me before the surgery."
We Have An Announcement!!!
Hello Family & Friends! I know it's been a while and I apologise for that. We have been so busy. Working for one, then of course every day life can get hectic as you all are aware of.
May 8th, 2007 marked the 3rd year anniversary of the passing of my only child. That day, as well as others, are hard for me... but this year, something special happened... let me explain.
I took the day off from work - because I knew I would be an emotional wreck - Chris took the day off too to be with me. As I predicted, it was a day of mixed emotions - missing Ryan so much and wanting him here with me, so many memories and so many tears.
Later that day I was on the phone. While I was talking I got on the computer real quick to check my email. There was an email from Chris. He told me not to read it till I was done with my phone call. So, after I hung up, I looked at the email, it was an e-card. I am not going to recite it word for word, but it was a nice card saying how much I meant
Name This Poem
We gasp at straws of truth and yet we find that truth is gone, flowing in the sands of time drenched in a sea of wrong
we search through grains of peace and yet the war still wages on, we stand so strong with passion while we sing a death filled song.
we stand with pride in beauty and yet hate still knocks us down, so search within to find yourself and realize your heaven bound
Correct Me If I Am Wrong
Does it seem like you always see the same CTERS scrolling along the top of your Ct screen, cause I certainly am today :/
"Friendship is like peeing on yourself: everyone can see it, but only you get the warm feeling that it brings."
"Girls are like phones. We love to be held, talked too but if you press the wrong button you'll be disconnected!"
"Flying is simple. You just throw yourself at the ground and miss."
"Last night I lay in bed looking up at the stars in the sky and I thought to myself, where the heck is the ceiling."
"Men should be like Kleenex, soft, strong and disposable."
"Your services might be as useful as a barber’s shop on the steps of a guillotine."
I can't stand pieces of shit that get drunk and then go out in public like stores and such. They stink like B.O., cigs, and alcohol. They are so fuckin stupid when you talk to them you just want to smack the crap out of them. If you need your alcohol that bad, stay the fuck home!
What A F'd Up Day..
I know there was well wishes that today might get better, but it only got worse.
I won't go in detail here, but just know that I feel insulted, hurt, and stomped on.
Apparently, the best thing for me to do is walk away. It has been nothing but negativity since I woke up. I just can't deal with it anymore. I am tired, frustrated, irritated. I have had it!!!!
Sorry if anyone gets upset, just can't deal with it anymore!!!! Enough is Enough!!!!!!
I just took my son to see the new Camaro, I mean Transformers pre-screening movie. Very damn cool. The whole movie is almost just a commercial for the new Camaro, but I didnt mind one bit. My son was there for the robots and I was there just to drool over my future car.
God, I want that damn thing more than ever now. They better not dress it down too much from the prototype. I've got a bunch of prototype pics in my pic folder. Check em out if you are a hot rod junkie like me.
Nothing more too terribly exciting than that- Just taking my son out for his birthday and hanging out. We had a good type, my oldest boy is growing up.
The whole family is headed for DFW this weekend, staying at the Wyndham hotel and going to Hurricane Harbor. Hopefully i will get to see Miss Jenny while I'm up there.
I'll Be Around
This is especially for my friends.
Back in November I was shot during a confrontation with a pimp. Case went to court the gentleman in question was convicted of assault, attempted murder, brandishing a weapon and a few weapons charges since it wasn't bought through the proper channels.
At any rate since he is finally going away to prison, along with 2 of his friends who tried to "convince" me that testifying wouldn't be in my best interest. The city attorney has informed me I can go back to living my life, since they are all now incarcerated. This means back to playing pool, being out and going to the clubs once again.
This of course means less and less of me being here on CT. I will check this at least once a day if I can. If not it might be a few days between me checking things, but I will keep up with all of you as much as I can.
It isn't that I've forgotten any of you, it's just that I'm back to having my life back, and I'm all about living it.
Keep smiling an
A Thank You...
....On this 4th of July, I'd like to thank everyone that
helped me level up to Godfather, something that I never thought would actually happen..
Everyone helped in their own ways, and well, what that tells me that the vast majority of
people that hang and chill here are great friends and I am happy to have them on my list..
...I never asked anyone for help, but the people below went above and
beyond in offering thier assistance and well, that says alot..don't be offended if I didn't
include you, there are so many that this wouldve just went on and on...
...enough with the speech...here they are, rate, add and fan them like crazy, because
they deserve it and always return the love:
of Elite Hotties / Club F.A.R. Member/ the R/L Mrs. CT DADDY :)@ C
The Next Few Days
I will be out of town the next few days and not near a computer so I want you all to have a great 4th of July and behave yourselves a little. Don't blow yourself or anyone important up. Take care and I will be back in a few days.
Thank U To My Friends
I am sorry i havent been around but my kids really needed me lately we have had a few deaths in our family..and July 1st is the anniversary since my son's dad died and yesterday we buried his 6 yr old baby sister..i just am telling u to explain the hard times we have had and why i havent been here..so hugs u all and thanks for wondering about me.. xoxo
why must my ex boyfriend continue to let me know what's going on in his life?? (we spilt up in march) i'm the one who dumped him and to tell ya the truth i don't give a f*** what he does! he calls all the time or he emails me everyday...he tells me he's getting married! i say good for you now leave me alone!! this is the only place i can blog about it without him reading it!!
I've blocked him from sending me emails from him sending instant messages, I've blocked him on yahoo 360 and myspace...the only problem i am having now is the phone calls....I called the cell service provider like someone told me to do, they told me there is no way to block his #....I'm glad he doesn't know where i live or have my home #
Another Brief One!
Jessica, Damian, and I are going to visit oldest daughter Jennifer in the LaCrosse County Jail, oh joy! Yes, I am breaking down and visiting her in jail - I'm really not looking forward to this visit at all.
She lucked out at her sentencing hearing on Monday! She will sit for three more months in the jail, then be put on Justice Sanctions again for a undetermined period of time. Not sure this is going to do it, but I can try to think positively. I've just done this a few too many times.
I'll let you know how it goes! We're getting ready to head to LaCrosse. I could use an energy boost from anyone willing to share, lol!
Love, hugs, and blessings for all my dear friends!
Ooooooo Jumps Up And Down Like An Excited School Gorl
I forgot to tell you I enrolled at Rogers hair and cosmetology academy Tuesday afternoon. I start school in September and its a 10 month class. Im so excited. Im letting my hair grow out so I have more to play with when I start studing. whoop
My Bird Pebbles Just Died
I had Pebbles for 15 years. She was an african grey parrot. She was a baby to me. I took her everywhere. She talked and would always give me kisses. I dont know why she died. I am very sad right now. I loved her very much. I went to check on her and give her some food and water but she wouldnt drink the water and she didnt do her normal head bobbong thing she does to me when she sees me. I knew right away something was wrong. I tried to get her to drink some water and she wouldnt so I called the vet. I live on Cape Cod and there arent many vets around here adn the only emergency vet hpstpital that is here said they donthave anyone on that knows about parrots so they would try and locate a vet for me that does. In the meantime Pebbles had fallen to the bottom of the cage. I picked her up and started force feeding her water with a medicine syringe, she was drinking it but not responding well. She finally took her last breath and died in my arms. I was crying and my son was crying. My son
Hello all you wonderful cherries. Normaly I am all about fun and good times on CT but today I want to tell you a little story about my hero and what he did to day.
This afternoon I came home to my husband on the phone with his travel agent which to me usualy means he is off to do sum buisness for a day or two. After he got off the phone he told me that he had purchased two tickets for our freinds wife and son to fly out here they are going to spend a few days with there family out here, and on sunday they will be cumming to our house where my husband has made arrangements for them to video chat with him. then he went out this afternoon and purchased a new pc for her to take home with her so she can get online and talk to him from home more often. Now I have allways known my husband has a huge heart but I have to admitt today he evan suprised me and all he could say about it this eavening is he wishes he could do the same for every family that is going through simaler cercumstances.
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What's Important To Love And Friendship ??
Patience and honesty are two of the most important things people can have for one another... and with that you will allway's have a foundation for a true friendship, and love.
for people who are learning to love, or learning what true friendship really implies, Patience and Honesty for youself aswell... cuase shouldn't "you" be "your" true'st friend of all ??
Peace and Love to all you groovy humans and to the few that I call my true friends that know how much that really means to me... you will never know how much I adore you for your patience with me.
The Italian Bride
Maria had just gotten married and, being a traditional Italian, she
was a Virgin. On the wedding night, staying at her mother's house, she was very Nervous.
Her mother reassured the daughter; "Don't worry, Maria, Tony's a good man.
Go upstairs and he'll take care of you. Mean while, I'll be making pasta."
When she got upstairs, Tony took off his shirt and exposed his hairy
Maria ran downstairs to her mother and says, "Mama, Mama, Tony's got a
big Hairy chest."
"Don't worry, Maria," says the mother, "All good men have hairy
chests. Go Upstairs. He'll take good care of you."
When she got up in the bedroom, Tony took off his pants exposing his
Again, Maria ran downstairs to her mother. "Mama Mama, Tony took off
his Pants and he's got hairy legs!"
"Don't worry! All good men have hairy legs. Tony's a good man. Go
upstairs And he'll take good care of you."
When she got there, Tony took off his socks and on his lef
There is nothing that makes a woman more unique than her pussy. Pussies come in all different sizes, colors and shapes. Some are tucked inside and some have thick luscious lips that come out to greet you. Some are nestled in brushes of fur and others are covered with transparent fuzz. Others are shaved clean for that deliciously soft and sensual look.
Appreciate your woman's unique qualities and tell her what makes her special.
Women are a good deal more verbal than men, especially during lovemaking. They also respond more to verbal love, which means, the more you talk to her, the easier it will be to give her a lasting impression and get her to BEG you for more. Hearing that you find her hot and sexy and that she smells good and tastes good while you are petting and stroking her beautiful pussy, makes her feel incredibly vulnerable to you, and can make a huge difference to her entire dynamic with you.
A smart man knows how to be sincere and to a woman, this is the differenc
Spokenword(video Blog) : The Machine By Marq
First, let me explain how I will start
You see, I came today just to share my art
I didn’t come here with cute lil anecdotes,
Or with names of fame & their over used quotes.
Nor with fanciful ways of describing birds,
Only sharp & blunt words & descriptive verbs.
That force themselves out of me from a lack & meaning
To provide more depth to a world that’s needing
A little more purpose & a lot more feeling
Than these shallow puppets of masses conceding
To mundane routines, resulting in a severe psychosis.
Your humanity is filtered out through reverse osmosis.
Like a parasite inside, you are who the host is
Recruiting consumer militia to proportions atrocious
Using propaganda, advertising & the media.
Through all their Jargon, & babble,
The pompous work & kneed you
Then flog & beat you
Til you’re damn near see through
Then they put you through the grinder & cast their mold
& Wrap you up in plastic, packaged to be sold
Spit out fraudulent cookie cutter
Just got back from a night of dinking with my mom was a blast of fun thingk i am kinda drunk might need some cleep have a great night all dand talk to you all tomorrow. I think i need some advl to help me out tomorrow ommetnts would be ghreat loe you aroo lorts
atay at shome mome
haooy tappung aii
I am getting Married today at 12:00 in Destiny's Wedding Chapel http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6544# theres where it is at
One Hell Of A Weekend...
Well, Friday night I was supposed to meet 2 of my girlfriends at the bar. I remember having one beer and I remember them showing up, but that's all I remember. I left the bar at I don't even know what time, but I know it couldn't have been much after my buddies left, and I totaled my car. From what the police, I think, and the hospital said, I must have fallen asleep at the wheel, hit a tree, and went backwards into a ditch. I don't remember any of it, but if you were to see my car, I thank the Gods every day that I was able to walk away from the accident alive.
Sexual Predator And Pedophile Alert!!! (from The Bulletin Board)
My friend told me how the guy below asked for her msn and yahoo addy's and when she said not until she has him checked out by me he went off and called her a cunt and all sorts of stuff. Well i decided to do some checking on this dicksmack and found out that he has had several complaints signed against him but with no convictions but is on his local watch list for sex offenders which includes several CONVICTED sexual predators and pedophiles so Ladies be warned and do not give this guy your info and block him asap here is his link:
Da White Sox@ CherryTAP
***bree's Update 07/08/07
I came to my moms here in Naples and wanted to give you all a update. Well there is nothing new to talk about today, she is still doing well but doesnt have much energy after her big day yesterday. The doctors are both off today so she has been a little moppy without her boyfriend (Dr Mitchellson)around but her said he is going to surprise her Monday, which she doesnt know about so it should be a good surprise.
I have told Bree about all of your prayers, and she said to thank you all, she also asked where all of the prayers are coming from so I told her we would put a guestbook on my site and as people sign it I will show it to her. So if you get a chance please sign it if you dont I understand.
As usual Thank You all again for your continued thoughts and prayers for her recovery. They mean more to me than I could ever express.
I will be off for the rest of the day, I am going to stay the night tonight with Bree so I can be there first thing in the morning when Dr Milowacz shows u
My Blonde Moment #1
BLONDE MOMENT NUMBER #1
when did they put that in options that u could change ur hompage i had it in old school LMFAO!
but i like the "power" one
gawd damn i been missin out
so how the hell is everyone :p
Just wanted to give a shout out good night and sweet dreams! Tomorrow I am going to see if I can find a second job to supplement for the very few hours I am getting at the job I have been working now. This past week I worked a whole 2 hours and thats not going to cut it. I may even see if I can just find like an 8-12 or 9-1 job so that way I can work the other one cuz I have actually made some kick ass friends there. This weekend went off ok, for those of you that know what was going on in the past week with my sister and I. Only roughly about a month and a half till I can go back to Deutschland and counting! Well Good night all!
ok so...every once in a while I get slack about how...revealing my pictures are and I guess to some extent I can understand that.
However, I'm 22 years old for goodness sakes and I'm not really ashamed of my body. Not that I'm conceited or anything but I don't think I have anything to hide.
If you don't like it then don't look.
I mean, I do get self concious and just like anybody else I'm just curious to see what kind of reaction I'll get from people.
I'm entitled to be a little vain...right?
Want To Play A Game With Me?
I stole this one from that cute hooligan.
Give me a comment that your interested and want to play and then:
1. I’ll respond with something random about you
2. I’ll challenge you to try something
3. I’ll pick a color that I associate with you
4. I’ll tell you something I like about you
5. I’ll tell you my first/clearest memory of you
6. I’ll tell you what animal you remind me of
7. I’ll ask you something I’ve always wanted to ask you
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours. Or else I am sending Satan's minion after you and I can do that she is staying with me for a while.
Life No More
Shallowness the people have became hollow is the value of mankind has became crumbling at the core watch the mass self destruction of a people worried on how they look when inside they are rotten the moral fiber dies and a people lack the weak are steped on and dreams get burned away weve steped into a world that is barren and so cold were realness is jus an option and fakness seems to rule then the voice beckons from the shadows screaming for the days when we use to be so real where the truth was norm and lies seemed not to be awake we are and see our crime where have we gone to be so blind to our own decay.........life no more
Sex Me Not On Ct .
COME ON PEOPLE SHE JUST NEED A LITTLE MORE TO BE OUR NEW GODMOTHER,SHE IS THE SWEETEST AND HELPS EVERYONE NOW SHE NEED ALL YOUR HELP
SO PLEASE COME ON GIVE HER A HAND AND HELP HER TO GET THERE...............
HAVE A FANTASTIC WEEK YA'LL
HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL
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All I Need Is A Rate
could all my friends and fans go rate this pic please. u don't have to leave any comments unless u want to thanx and i hope u all have a great day
I Need A Hug...
I think being so tired from being sick last week has effected my thought proccess.... I am exhausted and unable to finish tasks at work...but I am so stinking stubborn I won't go home from work to get some rest....
Either I need a hug or a spank...
My Surgrey Update
had my 1 week check up after having surgrey last monday all test came back great im doing great still alittle tired but getting my to normal lost 7 pounds total 10 in the month now im going to spend a quite romantic nite with hubby if you know what i mean its been over a month with intimatcey so we r catching up with things lol
hugs talk soon
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I DIDNT KNOW IF YOU ALL LIKE THEM OR IF IT WAS TOO MUCH LOL NOT TOO MANT COMMENTS ON ANY OF THEM I DIDNT HERE MY RATE ALERT AND GOT WORRIED YOU ALL DIDNT LIKE THEM I CAN DELETE THEM NP
Don't Go To This Guy!! Waste Of Freakin Time!!!!
Not trying to start drama, just a word of advice & I have proof so here goes...
Well after the Bi Babe Scandal I was hesitant to join anymore contest/giveaways but I had already started on AUSSIE ASSASSIN's 1 month blast giveaway.
I already had half of the 50,000 comments needed but just to make sure I stopped bombing
& asked my friends too as well.
I messaged him after several shout attempts to let me know if this was legit or should I even bother.
Here's the message & his response...
So my friends & I continued bombing.
I finished on Sunday July, 1st...
I shouted him because I saw he was online.
There was no response so I c-mailed him.
Sooo Tuesday, my time rolls around & guess what??
What a shocker!!
Wednesday cums & goes, still no response...
so Thursday I c-mail him again...
& @ this point I was quite frustrated having wasted all that time bombing & nothing to show for it.
I'm copying & pasting this for easier reading & because
Ratings (inspired By Sugar)
Observe as I descend to previously unplumbed personal depths of bitterness! Marvel at how little niggly things get right under my skin and annoy me to the point that I think I might very soon be out of here! Fuck right of and leave me alone if you are new here!
I know people say, “I’m here to meet people, I’m not interested in the points” all the time, but the fact that Cherry Tap (I’m not putting ‘tap’ all in upper case, it looks weird) has a rating system is one of it’s attractions for many people, I’m sure. It is for me. We all like to feel we are attractive. We may not admit it, but we do. Being a pasty, snaggle-toothed Brit adrift in a sea of American almost perfection, I am sometimes astonished by how attractive people are. (The other thing that has struck me is the intelligence of a lot of the people I have met, but that’s a different story for a different time. Let’s keep this superficial…). So it has been a massive ego boost to receive so many ‘10s’ from so many people (I’m
My Love Brings On Hate
standing in the shower, just letting the water pour
tears mingle with the spray then hit the bathtub floor
water so warm almost passes for hot and still i'm skaking so hard..i really should be shot.
never one to cause pain, in any shape or form
but constantly getting blammed, directing toward me their scorn.
i *thought* i was a "good" person but my view has suddenly changed
i'm looked at as careless, someone who needs to be tamed
i need to be free! cut ties with everyone and everything..
but the feelings i get when with you... they are what makes me sing.
so here i go, back into my shell, being the person i didnt like
i really never meant anything to You.
if i had, you would have put up a fight.
...just my thoughts on the current dilemma i'm trying oh SO hard to deal with. feeling dejected and rejected..but just ..needed to get it out. putting it here seemed a good answer while writing it. but now.. i'm no so sure. i'll leave it for the time being. until i get it mov
this probably my last day on ct for awhile
so be good or good at it ppl
Lmao Me And My Sister
ahaha another random funny convo with my sister
Nicole: my ass hurts
Nicole: ive been sittin in this chair since about 7
ME: i sit in my chair way longer than that
Nicole: yeah but you have more cushion
Nicole: I mean on the seat
Nicole: ours is like
Nicole: just material
Nicole: I didnt mean ur ass ahaahaha
Hi Everyone. I just wanted to let you know that I started a website....yes yes its a naughty website. Go visit WWW.MyStrawberryMistress.com. It will have both a public and members only section. I will have lots and lots and lots of pictures on there and yes Videos. It is just starting up with a public profile....members only is soon to come. ;) I will also have a blog that everyone can see....So go Check it out !!!
Ratings Please Read !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU KNOW THERE IS MORE TO PEOPLE THEN A FUCKING NUMBER THATS ALL IT IS A NUMBER PEOPLE RATE PEOPLE ON THERE LOOKS AND NOT WHAT THEY ARE MADE OF AS A PERSON AND NEW FRIEND AND FEELNGS CAN GET HURT ALONG THE WAY AND MAKE SOMEONE REALLY FEEL LIKE SHIT I DO NOT CARE IF YOUR FAT SKINNY GOOD LOOKING HOT OR BUTT UGLY I RATE EVERYBODY A 10 BECAUSE LOOKS DO NOT MEAN SHIT TO ME AND RATINGS DONT EATHER ITS THE FRENDSHIP THAT COUNTS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If I'm a "1" than wtf is she??
I'm not conceded by any means but geesh!
I know I'm hotter than a 1 LMaO!!
Update On My Grandson
WELL THEY DONT KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON. HE CANT KEEP ANYTHING DOWN AT ALL....SO THEY ARE GOING TO DO A CATSCAN ON HIS STOMACH. THEY THINK HIS BLADDER MIGHT HAVE BEEN RUPTURED OR INTERNAL BLEEDING..
WILL KNOW MORE LATER. THEY ARE KEEPING HIM TONIGHT THERE. NO MATTER WHAT. AND HE ISNT LIKING IT. WE ARE PRESSING CHARGES ON THE BOY WHO DID THIS TO HIM. THEY TOOK PICTURES AND GOT HIS CAT SCAN AND XRAY RESULTS. NOW THEY ARE WAITING TO SEE WHAT THE CAT SCAN SAYS TONIGHT..THEY TOOK PICTURES AND A DETECTIVE WILL BE OVER HERE SOMETIME NEXT WEEK
SORRY NOT ON MUCH. I AM GETTING READY TO GO AND LAY DOWN. 2 HOURS OF SLEEP ISNT GOIN TO CUT IT. HIS MOM IS WITH HIM NOW AND SHE HAS HAD ONLY 2 HOURS AS WELL.
THANK U ALL FOR U KIND PRAYERS
Fettuccine With Vegetables
Fettuccine with Vegetables
This wonderful combo of pasta and summer vegetables is creamy and satisfying while remaining light and refreshing. It's perfect with a glass of crisp white wine.
Credit: Eater's Choice
Servings: 2 to 4
* 1 cup sliced carrots
* 1 cup sliced zucchini
* 1 cup broccoli flowerets
* 1 cup green beans, halved
* 8 ounces fettuccine
* 1 1/3 cups low-fat cottage cheese
* 2/3 cup skim milk
* 2 teaspoons basil
* 1/4 cup chopped parsley
Steam the carrots, zucchini, broccoli and green beans until tender. Put in a serving bowl to cool. Cook the pasta according to the package directions, then drain and set aside to cool. Using a blender or food processor, puree the cottage cheese until smooth. Blend in the skim milk, basil and parsley. Combine the vegetables and pasta. Pour the sauce over the cool vegetables and pasta and mix until they are thoroughly coated. Serve at room temperature.
Peter Britt's Book Cover!!!
Well, the book cover is here. The publisher is currently fixing the title, but I felt that it is time to reveal my book cover. The title will be different, but the rest will stay the same. So, go get your book today!!!!!!! lol
Here are the links to get your copy right away:
Use this link to purchase the hardcover book:Click here for the hard cover book
Use this link to purchase the paper back book:
Click here for the paper back book
I Just Do Not Get It
over 456 people on my friends list 97% are female and i do not understand why or makes me so hot and so sexy and so on and so on as i have been told and whats with my bedroom eye's i keep hearing this i am flaterd really its all very nice compliments you all have givin me but there are so many better looking guys on ct i'm just an average joe on here really i am noting special here but thank you anyway its very nice of you all
Friday The 13th Always Sucks
it was good till my man couldn't sleep and then as uasual he made me feel like it was all me fault,seems like i'm always the one who is shitty until a week later :(
yet again on a friday night/saturday morning
this hot girl is not having fun
seems i never am:(
My First Contest (sexiest Milf) If Your A Hot Momma Get In This.
Coolest Guy Ever is hosting a contest!
THIS IS A COMMENT BOMBING CONTEST, SELF BOMBING IS *ENCOURAGED!*
And his prizes go like this...
WANT IN ON THIS???
CLICK BELOW AND CONTACT HIM!!!!
Coolest Guy Ever™ ( DeeLicious's CT Husband)GETTIN' FUBAR
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* bbG * ~ Ti Amo, Bambino! ~GETTIN' FUBAR
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Honky Tonk Badonkadonk Ringtone - Trace Adkins Music Video Code
To The Men Of Ct
This is to the men of ct. I'm sick and tired of being shoutboxed and asked for my messengers. Yes I have messengers, but no I will not give them to you. SO STOP FUCKING ASKING If I want to give out my messengers I will, you asking me isn't gonna make me give them to you. Try having a fucking conversation with me, and not just shoutboxing me asking me for my messengers. YES THERE IS A FEW ON CT THAT HAVE MY MESSENGERS, BUT THAT IS BECAUSE I TALK TO THEM ON HERE ON A DAILY BASIS
To all my friends and you know who you all are, I love ya all dearly and glad I have met you.
Ok everyone i have some more pics that i want to post but cant until i level up..I am sooooo far away but i think if all my family and friends and fans will help me i sure can get ALOT closer...So can everyone please help me...I will even open my NSFW ones to anyone that asks as long as they get rated and commented on...So Please Help Me hehe...Mwah!!!
Its 8:37, do you know where your Mac is?
This one is back in the saddle, plenty of pics and stories about the vacation. For now though... shower time.
Update ~ Upclose & Personal With Echoangel ~
Just A Quick Update With My ~Upclose And Personal With EchoAngel~
( http://cherrytap.com/blog/82633/38272 )
I still going to the gym and still losing more weight. I have lost some more inches and weight as some have noticed in my recent pictures (yes I'm doing safely.. and I am still eating :P). Alot have asked what my next goal was so I thought I would open up a bit more and say in here -
I have lost alot of weight ... right now it is over 140 pounds and with that I need to have surgery done to remove excess skin. Right now I don't know how that will be done but still working on it. Had a few suggestions that still those plans are WAY out of reach.
But I do want to thank you all for caring and your encouragement :D You are so wonderful and awesome :D
You know how to make a woman feel beautiful and sexy!! Muahhhh XXXXX
So, it has been a while since I blogged. Mainly because a very important person in my life told me that when I blog - it's never a good thing. In which, he is right - but at the same time, being a writer, I express myself best when I can put words together on paper and pour my heart into whatever I may be writing. After all, a writer can only write what he/she knows. And this is what I know and have learned over the past 5 months. I have learned that the mind games that I played at the age of 20 - don't work so well at the age of 32. The "tit for tat" game causes more damage than anything else. I have learned that feelings should be considered before drastic steps are taken to ensure that no one gets hurt. Love is not supposed to be hurtful, confusing and most importantly should not be taken lightly. I've learned that you should not hold onto angry or bitter feelings, because it steals your energy from love. And within the last few hours, I have learned to let the first impul
Apparently, I'm Rude Because I Am Married...
This guy wouldn't leave my shoutbox, every 5 mins, he is saying, Mely, Hey you there, etc., etc.. I try to be nice, tell him that I am busy with my daughter, that I am married, and he still insists...
So today, I wasn't online all day and I come back to more messaqes. I tell him that he doesn't command my time, and I block him.
Then I get this email.
On 7/16/2007, firstname.lastname@example.org wrote:
You really rude. You are not the first married person I talk with. Never unblock me Bitch
The camping trip was excellently relaxing, just what the doctor ordered.
On the first day we got there and set up, the site was great and right on the lake. Then we went swimming and the water had to have been 70-80 and clear... very relaxing. I like just floating there and not having to hear any noise, stare up at the sky. Freud says that we all long to return to the silence of the womb, to rediscover the "oceanic feeling" and he might be onto something. After the lake we lit a fire and cooked on it, then went hiking around and fought off some raccoons, who were circling our tents like sharks, before passing out.
Friday we woke up and cooked breakfast over the fire and then went to Sea Isle to go to the beach. You gotta love the beach. We went body surfing and then played wiffleball and bocciball. Girls were looking great in their bikinis and the water was great. Then we went back and showered and ate only to go to Wildwood later in the evening to check out the boardwalk
The Final Writing
many good times were spent here with my friends,they were happy times with no forseen endsbut as all things these have come to passbut the friendships are there to last.i go on but in my mindi remember those words,all so kindi hate to lave with out a goodbye
but in this blog,a farewell i must tryi found riches no man could ever findand its something ill never leave behindthere was love and i had given my heartbut through this world its now torn apart
wish me luck as i do you,and remember to u i was always true.now in leaving one thing ive not said,ill take these memories with me till once i am dead.
i never was one to say good bye,
so im just going,in private ill cry
dedicated to all my friends here on ct with special dedications to those so special to me
So this past Saturday, Lizzie and I hosted our first annual Meat-On-A-Stick day. This carnivore delight day is perfect for all Atkins friendly meat eaters, and definitely not for the crunchy vegetarian types. Not that we don't strongly support freedom of choice. We just happen to like meat: A lot.
SO what actually composes a day of Meat-on-a-stick one might ask (and by now you're either reading this or have clicked off to something less meat filled that this blog)?? To be properly broad in our appreciation of meat, we selected from the five basic meat groups and dishes from several countries to add a little variety:
Super spicy habanero pepper rubbed and lime splashed sirloin skewers
Peruvian style Beef Kebabs with grilled onions and zucchini (recipe at end)
Juicy Pineapple Ginger Chicken with extra pineapple (of course)
Pork: (the other white meat)
Hispanic Grilled Pork Kebabs with Manchamantel Sauce (recipe at end)
Fucktard Of The Week 7/16/07
Ok this idiot sends me a friend request a couple of weeks ago right...
than today for the first time ever she shouts me...
At first I couldn't find her bulletin but here is...had to screen shot it b/c she deleted it...
So I was a bit pissed after I read that, not to mention I had posted a comment in her bulletin but she deleted it so had to shout her back...
If you are going to send me a friend request than ask me to read retarded bulletins like the one posted above plz delete me now!! I don't have time 4 stupid 2 face ppl who wine & cry that no one talks to them yet they never even try. Grow up, go back 2 myspace or at least grow a freakin brain damn!!
Guys Leave It Be Now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well i really wish that guys would stick to messing with single gals instead of ones that are taken......... that really ticks me off... and i know that when a guy wants to be "just friends" with a girl that means that they want more then that with them.... but i know i cant keep them away... especially if they get invited in....
Ok so I have watched alot of my so called friends go from being friends to just caring about ranks and leveling.... What happened to actually caring about someone? This makes me sick, I cant believe people give a shit more about ranks and levels than peoples feelings, and to top it off those that just want phone sex, cyber sex and shows.. Screw that crap, Im NOT gonna do any shows or be or cam for NO ONE again... Damnit people I have feelings and issues too... This site doesnt mean shit to me compared to knowing or getting to know a person... And some can shove their levels and ranks straight up their asses...... And those willing to throw away friendships bc of levels and ranks, get the hell off my friends list... I dont need this shit in my life... Its gonna be this way
Wtf Where Are All My Friends?
ok so my contest has lack of interest in the other contestants so......... help me get to 5000 comments please please please rules got changed i was in first place and still am but i need 5000comments and yes i'm upset about it but its not my contest so any help would be so appreciated thank you!!!!!
had a great weekend wife and i went out to a comedy show and dinner saturday and then took our mothers out for their birthday on sunday. Are moms share the same birthday hers turned 80 mine 68 My wife realy has me woried as fuck!but i can't tell her that she has had irgegular hart beat no big deal right? ohh it is she can not have surgery for a pace maker and the meds they give her to help causes shortness of breath thats all she needs since she has no lung power now! and can't turn the oxygen up any higher ohh fucken Yay she aint ill enough to bust my chops bless her hart =)
i am on my way for another test on my throat right now need to go get ready have a good day folks and smile damn it life is to short !
Thoughts From Today's Drama!
I have been through alot in my life but this shit really makes me angry! I dont get into drama but everyone here needs to know and be aware that there are some on this site with some real serious issues.
Read from bottom up....I cant even write anymore im so nauseated and pissed off!
->!!!horny a...: you said that to the wrong person, i was sexually abused from 7-10 and my son was abused by his own father, you make me sick ya know that read my blogs instead of lookin at my goddamn pics and maybe you wouldnt ask such a a stupid fucking question
!!!horny a...: sorry sorry sorry......
->!!!horny a...: offended me that is called incest you have some serious issues dude
!!!horny a...: just wondering...i dont know u...sorry if it offended u
->!!!horny a...: i cannot believe you just had the audacity to even ask that question
!!!horny a...: i just wana play wit u sooo much!!!
!!!horny a...: hey do u and ur son ever.....u know.....play???
Ok, so someone please explain to me how exactly you can go from infinately happy and hopeful, and then suddenly you are questioning everything around you.
Seems like everytime I get my hopes up and actually get to a point in my life where everything is great, then all of a sudden that little piece in the back of my mind steps forward, and takes control.
Then out of nowhere, I am questioning my own beliefs and thoughts. I know it all probably boils down to my own habit of self-sabatoge. You know.... things are just to good to be true, and why on earth should I ever truelly have happiness. My brain, when left to its own devices can turn the best and happiest situations of my life into nothing if I let it. Everything will just turn from bright bold colors to this shitty grey muck!!!
Sometimes all I need to get out of my self created drama is someone who gives a shit, is to know that the people I care about are there for me no matter what, and that they love me unconditionally!
Married And Online
Welcome to my newest blog..it is based upon my opinion and I have chosen to share it with you all.
Married and Online
In my not so humble opinion I firmly believe married people in general have no place on a chat site geared toward promiscuity. This is of course my opinion and I am entitled to it as you are entitled to your own.
I absolutely despise the use of the term "happily married" especially in conjunction with a page that contains less than proper photos. I think peoples ideas of happy are their own, but I do not believe a happily married person would be seeking out a playmate(s) online if they were so happy.
I realize this blog will garner me no fans as most of the people online I do talk to are married. I am not here to air others laundry just merely state my opinion. I feel that married people should not complicate a bad situation with another bad situation. Some people prefer to have their fantasies and I do not. I won't criticize them for it...but I don't pers
I Get To Watch!
A good friend of mine is getting another tattoo today and invited me to go with her to watch (my wife would be tagging along, but she works nights and sleeps days).
So, I am stoked. Other than getting one myself, watching a friend get one is the next best thing!
Get this.... My dad's 13th grandchild had his 13th great grandchild on Friday the 13th!! Cool huh?!
WOW I JUST ATE 2 SPICY NATCHITOCHES
MEAT PIES AND MY MOUTH"S ON FIRE !!!!
WHAT YALL KNOW ABOUT MY CAJUN FOOD
HERE ? LOL
What Do I Want In A Slave?
Last night I was playing Truth or Dare, and I was asked a truth.. to paraphrase.. 'what is your favorite fantasy' or something of the sort..
I dont have many fantasies, and what i do have, i rarely think of in ranking.. i have some that are more desirable than others.. but, my brain went to one of my odder 'fantasies'.
or maybe not odd, just, not exactly a fantasy. because this is something i see as a general necesity.. this is what i need in a slave. I have only been really Dominant for 2 years or so.. though ive practiced BDSM for nearly 14 years.. so though i may be very experianced.. i never really asked me what i wanted..
so here it is in the form of prose.
what i want:
A woman of sound mind and body.
She must want what to change, to be something else.. but i would prefer her not to want it because she hates what she is now, but if it must be I will put out the effort to heal that self hatred.
She does not have to be 'beauiful' she does not have to be 'thin' she
12 people enter a room. Two more than two-thirds of these people then leave. How many people remain in the room?
by the way i know the anwser:)whoever gets it right
gets a gift from me:)
Expires tommorrow 8pm....
Friendship & Loyalty
“Most important in a friendship? Tolerance and loyalty.”
“The best things in life are never rationed. Friendship, loyalty, love, do not require coupons.”
“An ounce of loyalty is worth a pound of cleverness.”
“When put to the test, an ounce of loyalty is worth a pound of cleverness”
“Lack of loyalty is one of the major causes of failure in every walk of life”
“Loyalty means nothing unless it has at its heart the absolute principle of self-sacrifice.”
“If having a soul means being able to feel love and loyalty and gratitude, then animals are better off than a lot of humans”
“Through loyalty to the past, our mind refuses to realize that tomorrow's joy is possible only if today's makes way for it; that each wave owes the beauty of its line only to the withdrawal of the preceding one.”
“I'll take fifty percent efficiency to get one hundred percent loyalty.”
“The foundation stones for a balanced success are honesty, character, integrity, faith, love and loyalty.”
OK I met with the surgeon yesterday (Thursday)! He explained what is going to happen!
This is basically a non-invasive procedure! It is called 'gamma knife' which does not require slicing me open (which is good, otherwise you are talking one slip up being fatal). This is a safe procedure, but there are some possibilities of backlash that are very probable (which I will not get into here).
After the procedure, I will get a few rounds of chemotherapy and maybe one or two gamma implants (radiation therapy). My first one will be days after the procedure before I leave the hospital.
If anyone knows me and what I went through the last time, you know as much as I'm not looking forward to it, I am gonna fight like hell! It's the only thing I can do, and I'm glad to have all the support!
A Routine Test
A test is cancelled on Thursday morning.
You tell me to go home.
I am driving you insane with my questions and worries.
A simple invasive test on Thursday afternoon.
A good morning on Friday.
And then in the twinkling of an eye,
Friday afternoon, you cease to exist.
I don't know why.
I don't know how.
I do know that my life is now in turmoil.
I don't see any light right now.
I know you missed Pops,
You drove him crazy always running late,
But you know he waited then,
Always rolling his eyes and tapping his watch
And yet, he would always wait for you,
Always running back into the house....
Why couldn't you be late one more damn time?
I love you, Mom
Do ya love me for my boobs or just myself?
For Those Who Dont Know
yeah.. so... Not really everyone knows.. but.. hey.. guess what? im gonna be a father.. Yes.. i found out a few weeks ago.. and im still excited about it...
me and jess go on the 30th of this month to find out just exactly when she is due...
wish me luck :D
Bats Sweet Side (fair Warning)
Anything said in this blog if used against owner/creator the owner/creator has full right to hunt you down and cause more pain then you can imagine.
Alright that being said I, Bats, in reasonable and sound mind, really does care for this one girl. Her name will remain nameless, but the importance of this is why I can flirt with people but when it starts seeming to serious I run off. Fuck I think I might acctually have fallen in love, holy shit fuck, woah.
Rated Me A #1? Lol
OK I'm not a 10 but a 1 by a chick that looks like hatchet face! Sheeesh! She has a glamour shop pic! WTF are they still doing those stupid pics? Is it possible to make a chainsaw look good? Can you go to sears and buy a chipper vac and dress it up? I didn't think you could! I swear when I looked at her pic my dog ran out of the room! He is hiding by the back door shivering! I told him that hatchet face is not coming to get him but he doesn't believe me!
All Males Please Read Carefully!!!!!!
~WARNING RANTING PREGNANT WOMEN~
I JUST DONT GET IT! MY NAME CLEARLY SAYS READ MY PROFILE AND IN MY PROFILE IT CLEARLY STATES THAT I DO NOT USE MY SHOUTBOX, SO PLEASE TELL ME WHY THE FUCK ALL THIS IDIOTS CONSTANTLY WRITE ME IN IT? SEND ME A FREAKING COMMENT AND IF I AM INTERESTED IN WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY I WILL WRITE YOU BACK! IF I DONT WRITE BACK, IM EITHER NOT INTERESTED IN CHATTING WITH YOU AT THIS POINT IN TIME, OR IM NOT HOME! I LEAVE MY COMPUTER SIGNED ON 24 HOURS A DAY HOME OR NOT! IM SO SICK OF THESE IDIOTS WRITING ME IN MY SHOUT AFTER IT CLEARLY STATES THAT I DONT USE IT, THEN THEY WANNA GET ALL PISSY WHEN I DONT SHOUT THEM BACK! ANOTHER THING IS MY PROFILE CLEARLY STATES THAT I AM IN A HAPPY RELATIONSHIP. I AM NOT INTERESTED IN SEEING ANOTHER MANS PENIS SO DO NOT ASK ME IF I WANT TO SEE YOURS! I AM ALSO NOT INTERESTING IN HAVING CYBER SEX WITH ANY OF YOU, OR TALKING DIRTY THRU MESSAGES. THERE ARE SO MANY PERVS ON HERE THAT JUST TAKE IT TOOO FAR! SENDING ME MESSAGES TALKIN
I'm An Auntie!!!!!
My bestest friend in the whole wide world had her baby early. No one told me :( She just called me today :D I'm so thrilled!!!!!!!
*doing a happy dance*
Club Rules And Revisions
CLUB PROCEEDURES AND REVISIONS
BEING TRIAL AND ERROR AS WAS STATED IN MY FIRST BLOG WHEN I FORMED THE STASH CLUB WE NOW HAVE BEEN A CLUB SINCE JULY4TH, AND WE HAVE DONE SOME GREAT TEAMWORK AND ACCOMPLISHED SOME GREAT LEVELS FOR OUR FELLOW CLUB MATES IN HERE AND I WANT TO THANK ALL OF YOU WHO HAVE MADE THAT POSSIBLE! YOU GUYS REALLY AND TRULY DO ROCK!
AND THAT IS WHY I AM JUST REVISING SOME THINGS THAT I HAVE SEEN THAT I THINK NEED TO BE CHANGED FOR THE OVERALL BENEFIT OF THE CLUB AS A WHOLE.
1. ALL CLUB MEMBERS OLD AND NEW ARE REQUIRED TO
HAVE 1,000 ITEMS IN STASH.
THIS HAS BEEN RAISED FROM 500 TO 1,000
THERE IS VERY GOOD REASON FOR THIS!
NUMBER ONE IS JUST THE SIMPLE FACT THAT THE
REASON I STARTED A STASH CLUB INSTEAD OF A
SOCIAL FRIENDS CLUB IS THAT I WANTED PEOPLE
WERE SERIOUS STASHERS AND PEOPLE WHO LOVE TO
RATE OTHER PEOPLES STASH AS CLUB MEMBERS, IN
NO WAY SHUNNING FRIENDS IN ANY OTHER CAPACITY
HECK THAT IS W
What Is The World Coming To?
Its pretty sad how a lot of women on fubar buy rates/fans/adds with nudity. Doesn't even matter if the chic makes GF because in RL shes still going to be ugly. Most of the chics aren't even good looking. Well maybe if I were drunk. Pretty sad it is. Dudes are pathetic.
Like A Trip To The Zoo
Ok this went on longer than the usual... if she hadnt started with me. I wouldnt have a new subject ( because I wouldnt care otherwise)
You know the drill.. read from the bottom up
-§WËËT ÇHËR...: JEALOUST BITES GIRL....GET A PERSONALITY FOR ONE...GRAB A SENSE OF HUMORE FOR TWO AND WHILE YOUR AT IT...GO AWAYYYYYY YA ANNOYING ME NOW
>§WËËT ÇHËR...: as I said.. you missed the point.. but Id say that term fits
§WËËT ÇHËR...: THAT'S WHY YOU ONLY HAVE 150 FANS RIGHT...WHO'S BARKIN NOW BITCH !
§WËËT ÇHËR...: HEY YOU WANNA CALL ME A BITCH...YEA I'LL KEEP GOING.....YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME TO CALL ME A BITCH
->§WËËT ÇHËR...: theres nothing to be jealous of..... your like visiting thZoo
§WËËT ÇHËR...: DAMN UR REALLY JEALOUS AREN';T YA...PUTTIN ME IN YOUR BLOG HOW NICE OF YOU THANK YOU
->§WËËT ÇHËR...: keep going.. ppl are going to love this.
§WËËT ÇHËR...: NOW GO CRY TO BABY JESUS CAUSE YA CAN'T TAKE THE HEAT ! WAAAAAAAAAAAA
->§WËËT ÇHËR...: Thank You
As though everyone lives in some fantasy game
Clearly showing just how inept an insane they are.
Telling you all you want to hear just so they can get near ya.
When push comes to shove,
something honestly real comes down.
The truth comes out, reality is all to real.
You playing youre games being a clown.
Telling me what you think I want to hear.
Saying all that you can just to get near.
You flakes, possers & fakes.
Please fuck off!
Ive more important things to do like taking a piss in the wind, then for you flakes, posers & fakes to take my time to waste.
Honesty & realism is all Im willing to take the time for.
Lifes to short.
So if youre lookin @ this?
started youre fantasy shit?
Now is the time to kindly fuck off!
Thank you, that is it.
Have a lovely whatever you can make of it.