Breaking
Breaking when you have a degree and all of the 24 interviews you went on say you dont qualify what the fuck do i have a degree for?
Breaking when you go to catch a cab and damn near get hit by one.
Breaking when your lady leaves you for another man just for the curiosity of his race.
Breaking when you grow up being told that you’re stupid so many times you believe you are.
Breaking when you get beat with everything that your moms can get her hands on.
Breaking when you standing right next to your classmate and they get gunned down and aint shit you can do but freeze like a snowman.
Breaking when you’ve done things that are against your own morals how the fuck can you even be called a human..The only thing that separates us from the animals is our morals..
Breaking when you’re blessed with a gift but scared to use it.
Breaking when your when you let your past heartbreaks stop you from allowing any others, so you indirectly push them away…
Breaking when you grow up fatherless, raised by women so the kids teased you and call you faggot cause you don’t know how to be a man.
Breaking when all the women you get into only want you as a friend mainly because you don’t know how to be more.
Breaking when you have to draw your own blueprint on how to be a man..
Breaking when you don’t know how to love yourself so how the fuck can you love anyone else
Breaking when you get molested in a church so you lose all faith in the church
Breaking when your family treats you with less respect than a bum on the street
Breaking when your grandmother goes for a walk and is never seen again, my best friend why didn’t she let me walk with her.
Breaking when you become more of a problem to ppl you care about than a friend, there’s no need for me to be around then is there..
Breaking when depression calls and you bury it with jokes
Breaking trying to hold on to the promise you will never commit suicide
Breaking knowing that a car accident from eight yrs ago may have your days numbered
Breaking starring down the barrel of a gun of someone you betrayed.
Breaking the cycle of pain to finally allow myself to begin to heal….
Breaking knowing that I am at the point where I am broken and all the pain and heartache I’ve kept bottled up is time for a release…I’ve reached my breaking point. Next is healing…
