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I’m stuck in my head and tired of worrying over people who never worry about me.. Crying over assholes that never cry over me.. Things I wish I could say but never will.
1- I’ve hurt you I can see that but why do you keep trying to rip my heart out? You should know after all these years you wont find it. Have fun digging around my rib cage.. If you ever find it let me know
2- Broken fingers, ribs, and nose I think we finally done. The violence between us will never fade but the love sure as fuck has.
3- I wont be here to build you back up. I’m through with watching her break you down and you running back to me. You are perfect for one another.. Let her dominate your sorry ass for a while
4- I wish I knew what you were hiding. I'm not stupid or naive, I can feel the distance and differences adding up. I don’t even have the strength to put the pieces together.
5- I bet it sucks to think I know all of your secrets. Does it burn to know I will never forgive you?
6- You may fool all of them but I see the monster inside. You can’t hide that side from me.. I carry the same demon and I can see yours as you can see mine.
7- If you run to me with all of her secrets don’t you think I would realize you run to her with mine? Sometimes saying nothing is enough.. Just shut your mouth
8- I can’t keep both you and I afloat, stop holding onto me. I’m drowning and you just drag me deeper. I know you will be my downfall and I’m done. I can’t expect to lift you up without you bringing me down.
9- You may want to rethink your hiding technique… I saw the tracks on your arm silly boy. I see the pinpoint pupils and rapid mood swings… Trying to force happiness through your veins is sure to work.. Good luck with all that.
10- I love the color green you have become.. It looks like the color of jealousy.
11- How about you just tell me what the fuck you want and that’s what we will do. It will save time and energy.
12- if you want me to believe you left him you might want to move your car out of his driveway. I’m clever huh? How did I ever know you were fucking him?
13- I wish I were as hollow as you thought.. I wish these silly things didn’t bother me and you didn’t have the power to break me. I want so bad to move on but I keep getting pulled back. Don’t we know how this game will end? Haven’t we played this over and over? It wont be us who gets hurt just all of them..
14- Turns out you were right.. I didn’t care and I was too good at pretending.. Fuck off
