Miss Vanima's blog: "blah"

I got my key to my new place tonight... and now i keep looking at it...

I am scared... i am scared to be alone... i really don't want to be... I haven't been in soo long...

I am trying to find people to stay with me for a few days... who? i dunno.. just random friends... tomorrow... i am probably going to stay there... alone...

I know i am going to cry but I guess that is expected..

hell even now... next to him.. i am lonely... because I know that we aren't "together" anymore...

this whole separation bullshit SUCKS

After seeing him not wear his ring today... I went without mine... i kept looking at my hand... and at first i was sad... then i was just angry...

i have SOOO much anger in me right now that I don't know what to do with myself...

I would LOVE to break something... but I don't know if i will stop once i start