Miss Vanima's blog: "blah"

So some people may remember me mentioning my friend Shannon in previous blogs.. if not i will do a quick rundown..

right after me and hubby split.. i became friends with this guy shannon. he was just splitting up with his girlfriend Kristi. since then we have gone out as friends many many times... pretty much at least once a week we hang out..  I had/have a crush on him.. he knows it.. but we discussed it and decided that it would be best to stay just friends... fine with me!

issue is when he gets a bit drunk.. he starts getting touchy feely and a bit jealous of other guys... at one point he straight out told a guy that was hitting on me that if i was going home with anyone it was him.. i was like.. WWHHHAAATTT??

anyway.. last night we went out as usual. he was drinking, so was i.. I was texting my exboyfriend Beau. We became friends again just recently. Shannon (before he got too drunk) was asking me who i was texting.. so i told him. (remember.. JUST FRIENDS) also told him that i would probably go to beaus after the bar because beau was having a party. Shannon says "not if i have anything to do with it." i was like what? he said he was going to keep me with him all night so i couldn't see beau.

ended up not going to beaus because.. i was out till 530 in the am with shannon. we had a blast.. MAJOR fun..

when i was driving him to his truck.. he was all quiet and sullen.. not even talking to me... when we got to his truck.. he got out, mumbled a bye and walked off.. i was just sitting there with my jaw dropped.. thinking.. wtf just happened...

My phone was dead.. had been for most of the night... so when i got home i put it on the charger and checked my messages.. there was one from shannon. it said "thank you. you reminded me what i hate about kristi. good night." I was like WTF??

so i text him saying what does that mean? what did i do to piss you off?

finally at 10pm tonight i got one back saying "sorry for being a jerk"

i asked him what i did and he said "nothing.. it was me.. not you" and i asked him to explain..

he said.. "im walking into work.. i will talk to you tomorrow"

wtf is going on with this guy.. HE said it would best to stay just friends.. me.. i dig him.. more than i should.. I am trying to keep it on the friends level.. but wtf is this shit...