So.. i talked to him tonight... quite a bit... he wants to go out wed night again (whole group of us.. not a date)... i am like... um... maybe... and am like.. dood... yesterday you could barely talk to me..... but i didn't say that part LOL
i dunno... i probably will.. i need alcohol
I am SOO stressed out... it just hit me today that i could possibly have cervical cancer... i know my GYN told me... but... it JUST hit me.. i was crying at work.. blarg... few more weeks and i will know... my appointment is on the 17th..
on another note...
my cat had her kitten.. there were 4.. one died..we tried to save it but poor little thing... so we have three babies... cute little boogers... i have a few pics to post in a bit...
i forgot how little baby kitties are... though.. one of the little fuckers is fat.. i am naming him after Deacon LOL!!!