My life is useless and I'm no longer needed.
I should have heeded the call when death came to chat.
In constant pain for many years.
Physically, mentally, and emotionally distressed.
Tears through the years, many never veiled.
Living in constant fear of what he may do.
I sleep very little and very light.
The only comfort I find in life is the sweet darkness of night.
Tired of the pain, lonliness and despair.
I now say goodbye for I now know.
No one ever really cared.
M.A.S. 9/28/09