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Pondering Thoughts.....
Ever wonder how you can fall in love or lust with someone for all the right reasons yet that person turns out to be all wrong for you. Life may not always go your way.....but it shouldn't always be this hard. Sometimes I can be silent and hear the whispers....and my response is....unless you are in my bedroom.....you have no idea of who I am having sex with. Although your eyes are bright.....what they see may be deceitful to your heart. Hate all you want....but you can't break the spirit of the woman who thinks nothing of you. Don't ever regret anything that made you smile...for it was what you wanted at one time. A closed mind is often expressed with a BIG mouth Keywords for the week: Loyalty Lust Scrutinize Friendship What do they mean to you?

Camping
Who are you camping with, how do you feel about them, and what are the physical surroundings like? Another real question is how are your accommodations and did you plan to camp or just end up in the middle of nowhere without provisions? Most archetypal hero-quest journeys include a time of testing in a man-against-nature conflict. As such, it can often symbolize a time of purification to get back in touch with the earth.

Play Time - My B-day!!
Darkness surrounds and penetrates. Thoughts on fire, the soul vibrates. With cascading scarlet images, the demon wakes. The night, so still, chilled, the light no longer spilled onto the streets and alleys traversed as predator for prey. Stifled desire grows, now knows no bounds, found caged no more and free to slay. The rage, the hunger, no longer hidden, out from under as twinkle and color traces the way to sating play. Quiet, brisk, not a sound, stealthy, hunting, ravenous bloodlust will strike down. Behind so quiet, coiled tight to strike, approaching prey oblivious to impending oblivions sway. A smile grows, a heart soars, the rush uproarious and here to stay. Attack attack, bones crack, crimson splats as screaming fades quickly away. The body spent, the chalice of such wanton destruction in sultry sanguine pools lay, broken and bloody, a simple small price to pay. Hunger abated, soul sated, heart fated, rejoicing in death to yet again play another day. T

Silently Watching
The night is silent....warm and sultry weather makes for a sleepless night. Lying naked beside you, I glance, through veiled eyes at your glistening body. Sweat beading on your upper lip. Your chest rhythmically rising.... Watching your hands move along your stomach as they head downward, so relaxed and comfortable in the feeling of yourself....you know what pleases you. As your hand reaches your dick, I feel a familiar stirring within myself....Should I let you know I'm awake? Feeling the dampness beginning between my legs, my hands ache to reach out and touch you....to reach down to touch myself....but still I watch silently. Your hands glide from the head of your dick to your balls....slowly, erotically, teasingly. I shudder as I hear a moan escape from your lips. Your eyes shut, head tilted back....serenity within yourself as you bring yourself closer to the edge. You reach down and cup your balls, giving them a squeeze as your other hand slides up and over the head....tea

The Pain
So many women and men are in so much pain love friendship life all combine to make the heart hard and sad. On the rare occasion that you find love and happiness time stress the pains of the world around you suffocate and drive your heart deeper inside of you, taking it away from the tenderness that you may have felt. When the time comes for the heart to feel and love its blocked by all the pain surrounding our lives. Fear of not being worthy of the love fear of not being able to love back equally fear of hurting or being hurt. We run from what may be what could be what might be and we shell ourselves and our heart. The world goes on around us the flowers blooom wars are fought and no longer it seems so we allow ourselves to love anything other then the children we bear, even then do we love them as much as we should or do we distance ourselves from them preparing them for the near future of thier hearts empty pain. We are surrouded by hollywood versions of love cloudign our images of w

I'm Done With This Site.. Soo If U Want Me. Read This
I'm Just dont with this site for now I'm im reallyy done with this site...soo im only gonna be here today and tomorrow. basically all day them 2days since i dont have anything better to do on my days off... soo if u tryin to keep in touch with me or whatnot.. u need to come and talk to me about it..and leave me a message or something or post on this bulletin to find where im going to be. My name will still be active but i might not be here I'm ususally on Yahoo all the time MSN all the time. AIM just on under my phone but i be on all 3 on my phone as well.. and im a Myspace person to.. and Facebook.. soo if u have either one of them just let me know and ill add u right away before i leave.

Catching Polar Bears
How to catch a polar bear: Go up north and find a frozen lake or pond. Cut a large hole in the ice. Open a can of green peas, and place the peas around the edge of the hole single file. Hide behind a nearby rock. When the bear comes up to take a pea, kick him in the ice-hole!

Bottle Or Breastfed?
A woman and a baby were in the doctor's examining room, waiting for the doctor to come in for the baby's first exam. The doctor arrived, examined the baby, checked his weight, and being a little concerned, asked if the baby was breast-fed or bottle-fed. "Breast-fed" she replied. "Well, strip down to your waist," the doctor ordered. She did. He pinched her nipples, then pressed, kneaded, and rubbed both breasts for a while in a detailed examination. Motioning to her to get dressed, he said, "No wonder this baby is underweight, you don't have any milk." "I know," she said, "I'm his Grandma, but I'm glad I came."

Sparano New Coach Of Dolphins
Sparano new coach of Dolphins By STEVEN WINE, AP Sports Writer 1 hour, 30 minutes ago DAVIE, Fla. - Tony Sparano is going to work for Bill Parcells again, this time as coach of the Miami Dolphins. Sparano, who had been the Dallas Cowboys' assistant head coach, accepted a job offer Wednesday from new Miami boss Parcells. They worked together with the Cowboys when Parcells was head coach from 2003-06. Sparano becomes the Dolphins' fifth head coach since 2004. Parcells was on the job for only a week before he fired Cam Cameron, who went 1-15 in his first year as an NFL head coach. The 46-year-old Sparano became available when the Cowboys lost their playoff game Sunday to the New York Giants. He has been the front-runner for the Dolphins job since the start of their search. Sparano arrived at the team complex Wednesday morning wearing a suit and accompanied by new Miami general manager Jeff Ireland. Owner Wayne Huizenga soon joined them, then left about an

Fetish List
Here are my answers, would love to see yours! Yes! No! maybe Fetish Activities: _____ __x___ _____ 24/7 (Total Power Exchange) __x___ _____ _____ Age Play ___x__ _____ _____ Anal Sex (Giving) __x___ _____ _____ Anal Sex (Receiving) __x___ _____ _____ Arse (Ass) Play _____ __x___ _____ Asphyxiaphilia (Breath Play) __x___ _____ _____ Biting _____ _____ __x___ Blindfolds __x___ _____ _____ Blood _____ __x___ _____ Body Hair _____ _____ __x___ Bondage _____ __x___ _____ Branding _____ _____ __x___ Breast/Nipple Torture, Clamps, etc. _____ _____ __x___ Candle Wax _____ __x___ _____ Chains _____ ___x__ _____ Chastity Devices ___x__ _____ _____ Chinese Balls/Ben Wa Balls/Anal Beads _____ ___x__ _____ Cling Film _____ __x___ _____ Cock and Ball Torture, Clamps, etc. _____ _____ __x___ Collar and Lead/Leash _____ _____ ___x__ Confinement/Caging _____ __x___ _____ Coprophilia (Shit Play)/Scat _____ __x___ _____ Cross Dressing __x___ _____ _____ Cupping (

Silence
There are some qualities- some incorporate things, That have a double life, which thus is made A type of that twin entity which springs From matter and light, evinced in solid and shade. There is a two-fold Silence- sea and shore- Body and soul. One dwells in lonely places, Newly with grass o'ergrown; some solemn graces, Some human memories and tearful lore, Render him terrorless: his name's "No More." He is the corporate Silence: dread him not! No power hath he of evil in himself; But should some urgent fate (untimely lot!) Bring thee to meet his shadow (nameless elf, That haunteth the lone regions where hath trod No foot of man,) commend thyself to God!

Curves
So...a few years ago I joined " curves " for those of you who don't know what this is..it's a weight loss center/gym for women only..in a few months..of eating right and going every day for the 30 minute workout they created...I lost 27lbs..WWOOT!...however...serious back issues..not related to " curves " ...surfaced ..and after a few weeks I had to stop going...about that same time..the " curves " in my area closed..not enough business I suppose. Anyway..since moving back to indiana..the back issues have subsided..and I'm ready to join again..I don't think..I want to be my high school weight..but it sure would be nice to get out of shopping at Lane Bryant for clothing...no offense to the store..they DO have some great stuff..but I want a change...and the " curves " in my area ..is less then 3 miles away...and for 34.00 a month for a year..it seems like a great investment..WAY cheaper and safer then the alternatives...plastic surgery..gastric bypass surgery..etc.. well...that's it fo

All I Need By Mat Kearney
Here it comes it's all blowing in tonight I woke up this morning to a blood red sky They're burning on the bridge turning off the lights We're on the run I can see it in your eyes If nothing is safe then I don't understand You call me your boy but I'm trying to be the man One more day and it's all slipping with the sand You touch my lips and grab the back of my hand, The back of my hand Guess we both know we're in over our heads We got nowhere to go and no home that's left The water is rising on a river turning red It all might be ok or we might be dead If everything we've got is slipping away I meant what I said when I said until my dying day I'm holding on to you, holding on to me Maybe it's all gone black but you're all I see You're all I see The walls are shaking, I hear them sound the alarm Glass is breaking so don't let go of my arm Grab your bags and a picture of where we met All that we'll leave behind and all that's left If everything we've got is blo

Leaving Fubar
As much as I have enjoyed everyone being a perve and perving every one else... it's time to move on. I love all my friends and those who have become good friends if you want to talk to me you will have to add me on yahoo... sweet_innocent_rainbow. Thanks for the good times everyone ... and take care. HUGS TO EVERYONE. I will be deleting this account within the next week, so enjoy. I"m not asking for comments, i'm not asking for rates... I am leaving. SO keep your comments to a minimal ... unless you are saying goodbye. Love yas. :) AngelwithHornz

Happy Hour
Thanks to · 'Sherrylicious' Tonight I have a Happy hour woot she rocks so come and show us bunches of love...The happy hour is 7 fubar time and 10 my time woot woot.......... Texxas~FU G/F OF DASH..~ co owner and Head bouncer of Dragon's Fyre~@ fubar Thanks again Sherry a wonderful gift from a sweet women.... Make sure u luv her 2 Sherrylicious@ fubar Thanks Texxas Pssst save ure 11s lmao

Bed Of Grass
Bed Of Grass by BlueWolf © The gentle breeze Of butterfly wings Stirs memories of my youth And sweet perfume From fragrant blooms Drifts over the morning dew Alone at last On our bed of grass In a deserted meadowland I know in my heart We'll never part All I want in life is this man The aching bliss Of my lovers kiss Brings shudders of pure delight With his tender caress My love I confess And our passion is quick to ignite Like flower leis And daisy chains Our bodies lay intertwined From this day on Our hearts become one Our souls forever combined ~~PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT THIS POEM~~

Ty Tazisback
MORE THAN A FRIEND Roses that glooms Light that shines Bliss You bring show That you are more than a friend My eye has seen for real A splendid queen like you Your hair is dark like coal Your love is your goal The ray in your eyes show She is more than a friend The sun will worship The moon will adore The star twinkle to celebrate Even your marvelous smile show That you are more than a friend Comely birds sing for praise Tender wind convey your message Mountain water fall portray your beauty Even felicity of today shows You are more than a friend your the light that brightens my day love alot taz check him out ladies he writes beautifully xoxo

I Am Back.....
I thought I had found something good, but it was a stopping place in my life. I knew it was wrong to begin with, but I needed the break in my life. I did come back to my husband. I had hoped they would change, but he did for about 3 weeks. I did find out however that I am stronger and more beautiful than what I thought I was. I now know that I can make it on my own if I have to. I also found that I have more friends than I had thought.

Greenbay
This was read to us at church today by our minister (with tongue in cheek) Our Favre Who are in Lambeau Hallowed be thine arm The bowl will come It will be won In Phoenix as it is in Lambeau And give us this Sunday Our weekly win. Please give us many touchdown passes But do not let others pass against us. Lead us not into frustration But deliver us to the valley of the sun For thine is the MVP, the best of the NFC and the glory of the Cheesheads now and forever. GO PACK. Mimi

Ten Thoughts To Ponder For 2008
Number 10 Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day, Teach a person to use the Internet And they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 Some people are like a Slinky Not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile When you shove them down the stairs. Number 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, Lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to Criticism. Number 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you $200.00 And a substantial tax cut saves you $30.00? Number 2 In the 60's, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is Weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. And The Numb

Lessons For The Future
Lessons To shape a future Love is worth the risk of loss. Anger harms no one more than he who harbors it Both bitterness and true happiness are choices we make, not conditions that fall upon us from the hands of fate. Peace is to be found in the acceptance of things that we are unable to change. Friends and family are the blood of life. The purpose of existence is caring and commitment.

History About How I Became Biker
I wanted to write a little history about myself and how I got to where I am now helping Children of abuse and neglect. I was born and raised in Alexandria Virginia and I have never regretted it. When I was about 10 years old the movie "The Wild Angels" with Peter Fonda and Nancy Sintra came out. It was a biker movie that me and my friends watched I know about 6 times in a row that summer day in 1969. After that movie we went home and started our own Bicycle club and we were known as the "Disciples of Pure Hell". There was about 15 of us riding around the neighborhood on our 20" bikes thinking we were the coolest guys around. One day as I was riding home and I cut threough the Apartmeents down from my house, there were two guys sittiing on the small brick pilars near the street. I knew who they were I had seen them before on the Harley's. They were members of the"Hell's Angels". As I rode past the one big guy yells at me," hey bro nice bike". I waved my hand as to say thnak you when the

Internet Porn!
: Porn Dear Internet Porn, These last ten years have been quite a trip, have they not? My letter to you now, however, is not one of celebration... I don't feel like we are the same anymore. We just don't have that passion we used to. When we first met I was a loser, and you were there for me. My parents told me that you were no good for me, but I didn't listen. You showed me that there were plenty of people like myself getting laid. It was beautiful and passionate. Your softcore erotic videos were a tasteful introduction to my budding sexuality. As I got older I started seeing girls on the side. I knew you were jealous, but you have always held a special place in my heart. You became naughtier and it affected my relationships. I started wanting all the things I had seen you do. I wanted to be just like you. I wanted to cover my girlfriend's face, put it up her ass, choke her. But that's when I realized your dark secret, Internet Porn. Y

Will You
Will you love me when I'm gone will you take comfort in our song Will you smile will you care Will I know the end is near Will I whisper I love you Will the sun refuse to shine Will the moon loose her magic glow Will time at last stand still Will there be nothing left to say Nixy

Good-bye My Angel
From the stillness of night came the final call. With hesitation the words were spoke One life ends One life forever changed One heart bleeds One finds peace Tears fall Memories haunt a troubled soul As this gentle heart begins to break With every breath I miss you With every tear I try to heal Your love I treasure Your kindness I cherish Your words to me I’ll remember In my heart you remain. Good -bye My Angel~ I love you. Nixy- 2004 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Written for my grandfather~ They say time heals all wounds it did not heal this

Do You Dream Spartan?
I was a new blood when I met him. He stood taller than a tree. Everyone knew him and I got to see him in action. I remember, it was deep in a jungle. We had just been deployed and had touched down. Master chief looked back as we loaded up and followed behind for cover support and fire. we moved half a click up north by northwest. We were to take route to an abandoned mine shaft and remove all enemy hostile forces. We got to the front door and thats when the gunfight began. We all took cover behind rocks and anything that would hide us from fire. But not the Spartan; No, Master chief pulled his side arm and let loose SSk's. Single Shot Kill's. The front door was open as we followed behind. Its like watching a God at work. Precise, always move forward, never surrender. We met heavy resistance deeper inside. I remember the pink darts flying over head and their covenant weaponry firing off my friends. thats when the shrap bombs started blowing up behind him. Infront of us. I took th

Conversation With An Angel
An Angel came to me this day to brush the falling tears away No words were spoke , what could we say For we knew they would come another day He painted a story touch by love I showed him one touch by pain He wrote words of faith I turned away He showed me life I showed him death In the end he drew for me the doves of peace I painted him the horrors of war That night the Angel cried and a part of me became cold inside Nixy

I Am A Rock By Simon And Garfunkel
so true..... and i've slipped away from remembering it... A winter's day In a deep and dark December; I am alone, Gazing from my window to the streets below On a freshly fallen silent shroud of snow. I am a rock, I am an island. I've built walls, A fortress deep and mighty, That none may penetrate. I have no need of friendship; friendship causes pain. It's laughter and it's loving I disdain. I am a rock, I am an island. Don't talk of love, But I've heard the words before; It's sleeping in my memory. I won't disturb the slumber of feelings that have died. If I never loved I never would have cried. I am a rock, I am an island. I have my books And my poetry to protect me; I am shielded in my armor, Hiding in my room, safe within my womb. I touch no one and no one touches me. I am a rock, I am an island. And a rock feels no pain; And an island never cries.

A Maidens Prayer
A Maiden's Prayer A Maiden's Prayer Before the brillant sparks of your fires She kneels Tried by juries.. posioned by the fears of days gone past She awaits your hate Torn and tattered her clothes reflecting the station placed upon her Your whore if she pleases you But none could please the tastes of you Even now as they chant phrases only heard in dimly lit Taverns Her pale blue eyes plead to you for mercy Tears fall as you preached to her The words of your perfect god What kind of god watches children died? Bodies lay scattered amongst ash and stone All that remained of the place called home As the flames burned higher She closes those eyes of blue A final prayer whispered on a dying breath ~ I pray not for the death of those who hate but for The hand of justice to touch their blacken hearts On this night of demons I pray for the innocent ~ Comfort them for they knew not of the snakes which slept amongst them Nixy

Trapped Inside A Dying Mind
Trapped inside a dying mind Your careful future left behind A single tear marks your pain As memories fade away There is no fight the battles won For all you know has come undone The hand of death has one more blow As all your systems start to slow Your gift of sight has come and gone Though your hearing like you lives on trapped inside a dying mind. Nixy

Oh My Neck!
I am in bed writing this. If you have been reading my blogs, you know that there has been a lot of stress lately caused by my 15 year old son. Well the fight the other night caused my neck to hurt and also my shoulder. So I have been putting heat on it to try and loosen up the muscle. Yesterday, i picked up my son from school and he came home and stayed home which is a good sign. He didn't ask to go anywhere which surprised me. Maybe he realizes he is actually grounded? Peter went to the parenting class last night that is a 10 week course. I was supposed to go but my neck hurt so bad there was no way I could have sat there for 3 hours. I will go next Tuesday. Peter said it was really helpful. It is just sad because our other two kids don't want to be home anymore because of all the fighting with Anthony. It just isn't good for our family at all. I have so much work to get done between now and next week so I will not be able to chat much online. Always good to he

To My Love
I try to count the days and seem to lose track every time. All I can really say is that it's been over a month. But for some reason, it seems longer. Time seems to pass quickly on the normal, but slowly on the things that are special. My friends tell me that they can see a change in me. I seem happier. And I think maybe they're right. I don't dwell in the pit of blackness and despair that I had once called home. I had a reason not to flee this hellhole of a city and retreat to the sanctity of my lame-ass one horse hometown. I still look back on the past and chafe at all the pain it caused me. I curse those who betrayed me on the most intimate level and then abandoned me. But looking over and past all that pain, I'm eternally grateful to you for finding me. Maybe now I can get past all those nervous and mental breakdowns and pathetic attempts at suicide I've had in the past year and look toward something bright and maybe hopeful. I don't know what the future holds for

Renaissance By Mat Kearney
This is my renaissance This is my one response This is the way I say I love you This is my second chance This is my one romance This is the cutting line On which I stand to show you It happened fast in a flash just this evening I hit the gas, horn blast, brakes screaming Car crash, broken glass, broke my dreaming I hit the dash so fast my ears are ringing My sister's on the right side just slightly leaning I grabbed her hand hard until she started breathing My brothers in the back jaw cracked from the beating The breath in my chest has slipped and I'm sinking Blinking through diamond spider webs of cracked glass I'm trying to remember all the words you said in the past Through the ash, siren screams and red beams I hear you sing softly to me I can be the wall when you fall down Find me on the rocks when you break down I heard it in the song when you call out But I got to say now it's got to change This is my broken heart This is my bleeding start This is

Shattered Mirrors
Screams.................. Trapped in the reflections of another's mirror Pushing..... Shoving..... To Break free Cant you see the image before you is not me But an illusion you want to see Another push ... The mirror cracks and breaks Naked before you the truth now stands Your perfect image shattered The shards of glass your plans Each droplet of blood A sacrifice of time As you search eyes void of light She backs away Nixy

For Someone Special
IN MY HEART I HOLD YOU CLOSE. IT IS YOUR LOVE THAT I NEED THE MOST. I SIT HERE WITH THOUGHTS OF YOU, THINKING OF THE FUTURE AND ALL THE THINGS WE COULD DO. YOU HOLDING ME IN YOUR ARMS AND SAYING "I LOVE YOU". IN MY HEART YOU WILL ALWAYS BE, THE ONE, THE ONLY ONE FOR ME. I ONLY HAVE ONE WISH AND THATS FOR YOU TO LOVE ME.

Paranoia
Clouds of doubt reign high today As paranoia comes to play. Its games are wicked The rewards are cruel For paranoia knows no rules It has no reason its quiet insane How it loves to play the game It grips your spine and quickly shakes A wicked little twist of fate You try to scream No sound will come One more push A fragile mind twists and breaks No place to run You can not hide For paranoia now dwells inside Nixy

Buffalo Chicken Wraps
Buffalo Chicken Wraps A new twist on a perennial favorite! Serving: 4 Prep Time: 20 minutes Cook Time: 45 Total Time: 35 minutes INGREDIENTS: 1 lb boneless skinless chicken breast 1 cup prepared bottled wing sauce 1/2 sliced medium red onion 4 tbsp bottled blue cheese salad dressing 4 stalks celery sliced into thin strips 4 leaves Romaine lettuce 4 soft small flour tortillas DIRECTIONS: 1. Rinse chicken breasts with water and marinate in the wing sauce overnight in a sealed airtight container. 2. Preheat the oven to 400 degrees. 3. Place chicken in shallow baking pan and bake for approximately 45 minutes or until meat in cooked through. 4. Slice chicken into strips and place in the individual flour tortillas. 5. Add the red onion, celery strips, romaine leaf and cover with a tablespoon of the blue cheese dressing. 6. Fold the edges of the tortilla over the filling and serve. NUTRITIONAL INFORMATION: Based on individual serving. Calories: 3

Spaghetti With Roasted Zucchini And Olives
Spaghetti with Roasted Zucchini and Olives Roasted red peppers, feta cheese and olives give this dish a heartiness not always found in spaghetti recipes. More pasta recipes. Serving: 8 Prep Time: 10 minutes Cook Time: 20 minutes Total Time: 30 minutes INGREDIENTS: Vegetable oil cooking spray 3 medium zucchini, sliced into 1/2-inch slices 1 pound spaghetti 1 teaspoon vegetable oil 2 medium onions, chopped 3 cloves garlic, minced 1 (12-ounce) jar roasted peppers, drained (liquid reserved) and diced 12 black olives, sliced 1/2 teaspoon crushed red pepper flakes Salt Pepper Feta cheese DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat oven to 500º F. 2. Spray 2 large cookie sheets with vegetable oil cooking spray. Lay the zucchini on the sheets and spray them with cooking spray. 3. Roast the zucchini 8 to 10 minutes, until tender. 4. Cook the pasta according to the package directions. 5. In a medium nonstick skillet, warm the vegetable oil over medium heat. 6. Add the o

Pool Of Sorrow
Upon the rock of life she sits The pool of sorrow licking wickedly are her tiny feet Misunderstanding brought the tears Alone and vurnerable to their tortures She listens............ You are tainted child Ruined for lifetimes to come Come home..... Depression stood on the banks of despair His hand out stretched ~ Come to me........ Come let me dry you tears From behind her the light begins to warm her cooling flesh Listen ........ A gentle voice calls The sound of laughter warms a aching heart The feel of love.... warms a dying heart She turns ..........Hope beckons her Confusion sets in......... Her mind begins to race The battle begins. Nixy

Lost
Lost She would have battled the heavens just to feel one touch Her soul would have gladly sacrificed its self just to see him smile Her gifts gave her insight Her energy felt his pain As she turns towards the welcoming shadows a single tear does fall. Perhaps if she had found her voice it would be her that brushed away his growing fears. Her love which soothed his pain. A sigh escapes.... To loose that which you have never had is a fate worst than death itself To a heart which longs to love. As the shadows encase her gentle form she again becomes lost hoping one day to be found once more. Nixy

Letter To The Moon
If I could compose a letter to the moon. I would ask her why she shines so bright I would speak to her of the brilliance of the coming day An bask with her in the stillness of the night I would reach out with a gentle touch To share with her mortal love For just one moment time would vanish As Immortal and Child become one A flash of light A crack of thunder With understanding the child silently moves away. Nixy

What Is Love
A touch A gesture Could it be a thought? A hope A dream Perhaps it is a fantasy? A longing A need What if it is a torture? A self created hell A Nightmare to twist the soul Will we die? Alone Disappointed Satisfaction to be fleeting Out of Reach A Tease Perhaps its purpose is to humble To ground To tame Nixy

Test
Well as a few of ya know I had to take my mom to the hospital this mornin for some test. She wont get the results back till Friday so keep ur fingers crossed everything comes back clear! Ill keep ya all informed on whats goin on. I do wanna say I am sorry for ignorin alot of you. I have just had alot on my mind with all this goin on plus with my uncle who passed away on new years its just been alot of stress! Everything always happens in three's and now with my mom havin problems its just really puttin a toll on me. I really dont mean to ignore anyone I just try and find things to do to keep my mind from goin crazy. I appreciate all the love and support I have gotten from my friends and I really thank yall for it. Not sure what I would do with out ya's. If I dont answer back any comments or shouts please dont take it the wrong way I just havent been in much of a mood to talk and ive been doin my best to keep a smile on my face and be there for all my friends that need me. Anyway thanks

Lasting Love
With winter's cool kiss, they embrace. Two hearts that beat as one. No words were spoke as their souls take flight on the endless bitter winter night. With in their love there are no rules place upon them by mindless fools. They'd try to break them and make them see this love of theirs was not meant to be. But through it all they'll survive and keep this precious love alive. For in their love there is no pain. Only memories of those they once left behind. They found each other in the night, their hearts a flame their eyes shone bright. In that moment time stood still their hearts . They lost each other once in time. His thoughts of anger ruled his mind. Her gentle tears fell like rain. As fate would have it they'd met again, like two old forgotten friends. With the softest touch and slightest look deep inside the spark does grow. Their minds at peace their souls at rest the purest love is now revealed. Where others failed they will win, t

The Dark Prince
From the depths of hell he rises, years of humanity’s disgrace fuel the rage within his blackened heart. He is death within its purest form. Blackness creeps along once green hills as he searches for those who dare awake the dark knight. The sands of time have etched his coming into the scrolls of countless days gone past. With only a glance his demons spread plague and destruction, the likes that mortal man has never seen. The hounds of chaos rein with sheer delight as they ravage the the once fertile lands. He is a warrior, a judge, a juror, he is god’s final weapon his most beautiful child. More powerful than the angel of death, he rises on this our judgment day. On this night snow white feathers begin to fall, blanketing the frozen ground. The fall from grace has come at last, mothers kneel in snow-white masses their prayers for salvation deafening shards of glass upon the midnight wind. The sins of father and son no longer whispered delusions but reality for all to see.

A Few Of My Favorite Quotes
IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER 1. rock out with my cock out hang out with my wang out. 2.here's to on'er when you get honor stay on'er if you can't cum in 'er cum on'er! 3.what doesn't kill me only makes me stronger! 4.party like a rockstar kick a little ass! 5.I AM A MASTERDIBATOR!!! 6.We are all just figments of our own imaginations. 7. if God had a voice it would be the voice of johnny cash. 8. IT'S ALL FUN & GAMES TILL SOMEONE GETS AN EYE POKED OUT THEN IT'S JUST FUN WITH ONLY ONE EYE!(THANKS ALOT DIMEBAG FOR THAT ONE R.I.P.)) 9. SEX DRUGS & ROCK N ROLL.... TAKE OUT THE DRUGS AND THATS JUST MORE TIME TOO BUST A NUT(THANKS STEVEN TYLER FOR THAT ONE!) 10.YOU WANT SYMPATHY LOOK IN THE DICTIONARY BETWEEN SHIT AND SYPHALLIS (Thanks alot for that one MAJOR PAYNE). 11.Procrastination is alot like masturbation it may seem like a good idea at the time but in the end you're really just fucking yourself!

50 Things Women Should Know About Men
Universal guy truths that all women should understand. 1. Express yourself. It makes us proud, even if someone thinks you're wrong. 2. You look hot in running shoes and shorts. And that top thingy with the stripes. 3. Bare, tan shoulders are underrated. 4. If you think I’m speeding now, you should see me drive when you're not in the car. 5. If you're truly interested in us, don't play hard to get.(AfreakingMAN!!!!) 6. Shopping is a chore, not an activity. 7. When I screw up, go ahead and tell me--once. 8. No question need ever be asked through a closed bathroom door if I'm inside. I love you less with each syllable you utter. 9. I'm hot for you, not your sister or your friend or your coworker. 10. My guy friends. Not only are they not negotiable, they’re your best sign that I’m not a whack job. 11. Don't be afraid to ditch the makeup. Natural is sexier. 12. Leave the eyebrows alone. Plucked ain't pretty. 13. You can have sex with us any time you want. Seriously. 14. Whe

Re: Paypal Freezes New Hampshire Recount Funds
RE: Paypal Freezes New Hampshire Recount Funds ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 16 Jan 2008, 13:29 Paypal Freezes New Hampshire Recount Funds Paypal has frozen the fundraising account of the Granny Warriors, a Ron Paul supporters group who had been pushing for a recount in New Hampshire, causing a 3pm Tuesday deadline to be missed and the application rejected for lack of payment. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/january2008/011608_paypal_freezes.htm

Poem Written For Me By Taz
Until That Day Too many days Not seeing you I just don't know What I'm going to do You're always on my mind Every minute of every day Happy thoughts of you Chase my blues away When I close my eyes At the end of the day Beautiful images of you Come floating my way I dream of you every night Each night a different dream You are more then wonderful To me you are supreme I hope one day soon We will get some time To be alone together That would be so very fine So until that day arrives I'll still dream of you Of all the sexy things You and I will get to do love always mark

When I'm With You
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You." Please leave comment

Fu Marry Me / Auction
I put myself up for auction. Even get a chance to Fu-Marry me. 1st 200 11's 2nd personal phone call or yahoo phone call 3rd Fu-owned on my name for a week 4th SFW salute 5th NSFW salute (can not choose what I do) 6th Fu perm Blog pimpout 7th pimp out on my page for 1 week 8th A folder with a few of their pictures in it 9th 4 Pimp out Bulletins ( 1 a week) 10th FU-Marriage 11th See me on cam ( SFW ) Click below to check it out Meowzette@ fubar

"embers"
~Embers~ I remember you dismembered bushy-tailed and wild eyed. you stood firm against a time storm but you pulverized inside. I remember that December, I collected all your embers- I surrendered in the center of a mental fender bender and your splendor became tender as I entered my demise. I remember my repentance- you kissed my lips and I was sentenced to ride dreams that dressed as phantoms and speak in tongues I couldnt fathom. I was peppered in your essence I remember luminescence, crawling back into adolescence, steering clear from obsolescence and then reaching convalescence as phosphorescence embraced my heart. I remember that December for your embers wore my emblems and my empathy surrendered once I rendered my own life.

Never Have I Fallen
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away Please leave comment

Pledge Of Love
I've made a vow, to no one but you I pledge my love to forever be true I'll take care of you and treat you right I'll lay beside you all through the night I'll feed you and clothe you and keep you warm I'll hug you and kiss you and give shelter in the storm I'll help you and guide you and clear a path I'll protect you and shield you from an angry man's wrath I'll listen to your problems help you solve them too I'll make you a rainbow and let the sun shine through I'll take your side even if you're wrong Just to prove our love is strong I'll plant you flowers and make them grow They'll be a symbol of love that only we'll know I'll whisper your name when no one is near So low that only you can hear You'll feel my love even if we're apart You'll know that we are one in heart I thought love was just a mirage of the mind, it's an illusion, it's fake, impossible to find. But the day I met you, I began to see, that love is real, and exists in me. Please leave comm

Why I Love You So Much
The sparkle in your eye, The warmth of your skin. Your breath on my neck, That quivers within. The touch of your hand, The smell of your hair. The kindness in your smile, That strength in your stare. Your kiss on my lips, Your body near mine. The stroke of your touch, That feeling inside. The sound of your voice, Compassion in your embrace. The serenity in your stride, The power in your face. The calming of your presence, The beating of your heart. The promise of tomorrow, That we may never part. The beauty of your kiss, and that magic in your touch. It is for all these reasons and more, Why I love you so much. Please leave comment

Smarts Stompernet
SMARTS Stompernet Is Don Crowther and SMARTS worth the money? Here's the way the program will work: Every Monday morning Don will release a set of online videos on our special "members only" website. Each week we will study the keys to success in a specific category of social media with a series of different videos, each covering a specific strategy (some might give a big picture strategy, some will be extremely specific). Along with the videos will be a set of optional assignments. I did say "optional"... but Don's going to be encouraging you to complete them while the information is fresh in your brain – that's the way you will get the best results. Of course, we can all get busy at times, so if you just have too much going on... well, we've got your back. Then midweek, we'll have a conference call where we delve even deeper on that week's topic, and Don will answer your questions. The beauty of these calls is that you learn both from your questions AND the que

Exhausted
i've been very busy the last couple of days. my almost 3 year old has had one of those wonderful stomach "bugs". haven't had much sleep. keeping messes cleaned up and trying to keep him from puking is about all i've had time for. right now i'm wiped out.....need about 24 hours of sleep but i don't see that happening, especially with him feeling better now. and on top of that i've been trying to help my two daughters. the youngest is pregnant with their third and is due next month and is finally supposed to see a doctor. i have to worry about this because her body never goes along with the birthing process. the oldest is having work and relationship issues but seems to be coping pretty well. oh, the wonderful world of parenthood. hopefully i'll be back to my usual state of abnormal soon.

Beautiful Women
So while i was in Cali i saw some beautiful women and thought WOW there amazing, then i got to know them and was like what? you look great when you keep your mouth shut and just stand there, how come women go through alot to look beautiful on the outside but dont take time to create a beauitful person on the inside? it is because there inscure? or it it because they dont know what guys look for in women?

Needs Your Help Today
Please click this link, Cathy is in a giveaway and need your help today. She has only 38 K left to reach her goal of 140 K. He has busted her butt in getting there. Those of you who know her know she will help you as much as she can. It only takes a few minutes of your time to leave her a few comments and rate her pic.

If There's...
If There's... If there's one face I want to see, so beautifull, so true, one smile that makes a difference, to everything I do. If there's one touch I long to feel, one voice I long to hear, whenever I am happy, or just needing someone near. If there's one joy, one love, from which I never want to part, it's you, my very special love, my world, my life, my heart Please leave comment

A Love Like No Other
A Love Like No Other I never felt a love Like this before It's a love like no other Something I have always hoped for A love with friendship Humour and heart A bond so strong It would never part A love that makes you smile From ear to ear A love that is joyful Without any fear A love that is beautiful From the inside out A love with no tears, Pain, or doubt A love with soul So tender and true A love that I have found Only in you... Please leave comment.

When You're Not Here
When you're not here to share my days and nights My life is so incomplete For you are my heart, my soul The ‘oneness’ I had known to seek Without you I merely exist from day to day With you I know that I will find All that I have been searching for My completeness, my eternal peace of mind You are the keeper of my dreams The woman who holds my heart in her hands The one I want to spend my life with The one with whom I will always stand Stand beside through thick and thin Through all that life will throw our way Knowing that this special love we share Will guide us, each and every day This journey was started long ago Before this time and place The journey of completeness As two hearts and souls embrace Forever is what I want with you For the search is at an end Our hearts have found each other As lovers, as soul-mates, as friends. Please leave comment

R.i.p. My Loving Rebel Friend :(
RIP MayLorKal 1977 - 2008 member of the IRA Bombsquad@ fubar from: RIP MayLorKal 1977 - 2008 member of the IRA Bombsquad date: 2008-01-16 05:20:38 subject: A Friend is Dead replied: 2008-01-16 05:31:12 I recieved this fom Brians son this morning sighsss Hello you do not know me but you did know my dad Maylorkal ( Brian McFadden) he was killed in Belfast N. Ireland on Monday Jan 14 2008 as he and Five members of his group were leaving a concert hall a car bomb was detinated less then a meter from their lorry which they were loading with their instruments my dad left instructions to notify you if anything happened to him as he concidered you a special friend and why you were the only one on this chat kine that knew his real identity he would want you to view and save his profile picture before this account is closed on Jan. 20 2008 May the Heavenly Father watch over you and yours as I know my dad will be doing now Tha

My Current Status And Orders Leaving The Usa
Camp Fallujah, Iraq – Once in a lifetime you get an opportunity to do something truly heroic, something that when you are old and grey, bouncing your grandchildren on your knee you can look back on with great pride and say, "I was there, and I made a difference. " As we said our final goodbyes and boarded the bus to the airport, that picture was fresh in my mind. "Remember this moment, remember this moment." These words kept running through my mind like an old fashioned record player scratching and skipping along. Looking out the window of a plain white school bus, its only identifying feature the small spray painted letters USMC, I could see heartbroken wives who would not see their husbands for a year, proud fathers sending their sons to war, and worrisome mothers wondering if their baby would be alright. I guess it hadn't hit me until that point, I was going to war. I thought of my father and what he must have felt like departing for Vietnam, or my Grandfather for W

This Saturday
Well Saturday is the day...I am going to Polaris in Columbus, OH., and going to a store called Lane Bryant to buy me some decent bras. They actually size and fit you there. It will be interesting to see what size I actually am. I have always thought I was a 48DD but for some reason when i put my bra on, I find a little bit of bulging tit out each side so maybe i need bigger? Well, I will let you all know what size I am when I get back to work on Monday.

Society, Getting More Stupid...?
It's time again for the annual "Stella Awards"! For those unfamiliar with these awards, they are named after 81-year-old Stella Liebeck who spilled hot coffee on herself and successfully sued the McDonald's in New Mexico where she purchased the coffee. You remember, she took the lid off the coffee and put it between her knees while she was driving. Who would ever think one could get burned doing that, right? That's right; these are awards for the most outlandish lawsuits and verdicts in the U.S. You know, the kinds of cases that make you scratch your head. So keep your head scratcher handy. Here are the Stella's for the past year: 7TH PLACE: Kathleen Robertson of Austin, Texas was awarded $80,000 by a jury of her peers after breaking her ankle tripping over a toddler who was running inside a furniture store. The store owners were understandably surprised by the verdict, considering the running toddler was her own son. 6TH PLACE: Carl Truman, 19, of

Surgeon Visit Today And The Results!!
OK!! I DO NOT need surgery, this , and I am healing on my own. I will be doing PT for 4 weeks, 3 times a week for neck exercises to get my strength back in the neck and open up the pinched nerve. He is taking me off the nerve meds. and I have needed no pain meds for 3 days now. So my prognosis is a good one. Thank you to all my wonderful friends for your support and advice thru this scary, and painful time for me. I am also off all restrictions so I am hitting the gym tomorrow as well. Hope u all have a wonderful week. I know I will.

Confederate Bombers Our Target For 1/16
Confederate Bombers Sexy Baby Blue Eyes Lt. of the Confederate Bombers needs your help on his contest please MUST ADD/FAN/RATE THE HOST HERES HER LINK.. THANK YOU CONFEDERATES ROCK!!

It's Been That Long?
Click banner to tune in now! Join us for our 1 year anniversary celebration!! 8 HOURS JAM PACKED with MUSIC, FUN, LAUGHS & PRIZES!! Tune into World Rock Radio on Saturday, January 19th from 6pm until 2am EST. You could win great prizes from INDIE SWAG to GIFT CERTIFICATES! Simply pick a number from 1-200. Email your choice to World Rock Radio Tune in & listen for your number to be called! The Party Is On WORLD ROCK RADIO! *Must be tuned in to win prizes. Winners chosen by random drawing. 1 Prize per winner.*

Another Lost
This past week I haven't been on much because J.A.H. overdosed on some pills and died. He was only 16. I remember going to the skating rink back in middle school and he was the one who taught me how to spin around backwards to forwards and we tried to grind on the rails but we never quite made it past a few inches. I've been trying to remember the good times but everytime I look up I see another friend on drugs or drunk. Whether it be drugs such as pills, cocaine, crack, heroin, saliva, weed, cigarettes, or alcohol. I see the pain of their life, the times we've been through, almost dying, car crashes, the cops, scars, abuse, rape, reality. It's hard, he was only 16, I'm not much older and I've been through so much more and survived. It's just not fair

Today On World Rock Radio
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Desires Profile Comment
Come join me And some of the best people you could ever meet right here ON FUBAR darling! We’ve got the BEST DJ’s AROUND!! Hope to see you there! If not you’re missing out! Just Click the PIC below …..and consider your self there!

In My Heart
In my heart you will always be, If you could only see. What I wanted to be. In my heart you will always be, I feel the pain, as it begins to rain. I wanted to wipe your tears, chase away all your fears, but I couldnt stay. you went a stray. My heart aches as I watched you break, My tears are falling, as I hear you calling. I couldnt turn around, but in my heart you will always be, If you could only see What I wanted to be. I wanted it to last, but now it is all in the past. In my heart you will always be, I wish you could see. It happened so fast, Thought it would last, but it all had to pass. In my heart we will never be apart. I did my best, wasnt like the rest. Down on my knees, If you could only see, I saw you crying, I felt like dying. I have seen the scars, I wish upon a star. If only you werent so far. In my heart you will always be, If only you could see. What I wanted to be, but now I cant see. Don't know where you are. You lied and I

Update On My Dog
Well lets start by saying I'm pissed and upset ... My dog Roscoe passed away through the night not from the infection or the mange but from the wrong dosage given by the vet they told us to give Roscoe 1 ml of the Ivermectim daily ..Well we started his meds on Friday and he was a happy puppy all wk he was doing so much better walking around eating and almost back to normal except the no hair and scabs part. Well by Sunday he wasn't moving or eating Monday I was forcing water with a syringe in his mouth. I called the vet and they said we are so sorry but we mis dosed him he should have only received 1/2 ml ..if you can bring him in we can give him an IV but thats it..WTF ... so instead I kept him home and babied him and gave him warmth water and love .. I wasn't about to take him back to people who put him on his death bed ... I know some vets help But ours didn't in this vase they cause the wrong dosage and than didn't want to do anything to help ... He went in to toxicity around 11 y

Aged Defined
Send Prior Service Vets over 60 " I am over 60 and the Armed Forces thinks I'm too old to track down terrorists. (You can't be older than 42 to join the military.) They've got the whole thing backwards. Instead of sending 18-year-olds off to fight, they ought to take us old guys. You shouldn't be able to join a military unit until you're at least 35. For starters: Researchers say 18-year-olds think about sex every 10 seconds. Old guys only think about sex a couple of times a day, leaving us more than 28,000 additional seconds per day to concentrate on the enemy. Young guys haven't lived long enough to be cranky, and a cranky soldier is a dangerous soldier. "My back hurts! I can't sleep, I'm tired and hungry!" We are impatient and maybe letting us kill some asshole that desperately deserves it will make us feel better and shut us up for a while. An 18-year-old doesn't even like to get up before 10 a.m. Old guys always get up early to pee so what the hel

Downtown Bombers
This is for members of the downtown bombing family. If you do not join the family u will be removed from friends list after awhile will remain your fan thou. All members should not join or be in another bombing family < not all familes are bombing families> Please do not be in a contest right as u enter we mat not be able to help u at the moment . We want members who are going to participate and rate family members. If u do not wanna bomb please do not join for this family is not for you. Please come to us if u are going to be gone or unable to help for awhile if no notice we will reserve the right to remove you or include you in any of the activities we do.If you want our help in contest please have the manners to come and make sure another family member has entered a contest and asked for help first we can only do so much at one time. So if you think you want to join just stop by and and lets us know and we will set you up!!!!!!

My 2008 Horror-scope
OVERVIEW: Grounded and practical Taurus will experience extra boosts of optimism and find time to bring creative projects to the forefront, this year. Your personal needs will be met the more you tune into your spiritual side, and your growth will be directly connected with your ability to accept your deep philosophical transformation. You will continue to work out how you can use your creative side to improve your finances. Methodically organizing your perceptions as they come to you will enhance your career. Weighing choices carefully as they arise before making decisions will be very important, this year. Take advantage of this expansive time and act upon your desire to enroll in new classes. You could greatly benefit by finishing that degree or get that certificate you've been working on. Likewise, educational trips and romantic vacations exploring different philosophies and arts will give you insight and help you jumpstart your projects and articulate new ideas. You derive nour

My Loss 1-15-08
Tears fall from my eyes, there was no time for goodbye. I am filled with pain, another loss yet again. I tried with all my might, but there was no winning this fight. My heart has been torn away, just can't face another day. I want to talk but as i try, thousands of tears fill up in my eyes. I lay here alone trying to feel, but I don't think these wounds will ever heal. Nothing can replace this void in my heart, I hope you know I loved you, always from the start. My body is in pain, I feel this terrible ache, this is what happens when your heart starts to break. I want to retreat to my safe little shell, please let me go, I have just been through hell. Surrounded by people who truly love me, I can't see or hear what they say, only darkness I see. All I want to do is just try and go to sleep. but each time I start, all I do is weep. So please give me time to get myself together, it won't be soon, maybe even never.

Chinese Wisdom
Virginity like bubble, one prick, all gone. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run in front of car get tired. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run behind car get exhausted. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Foolish man give wife grand piano, wise man give wife upright organ. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man with one chopstick go hungry *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who scratch ass should not bite fingernails. * ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who eat many prunes get good run for money. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Baseball is wrong: man with four balls cannot walk. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Panties not best thing on earth! But next to best thing on earth. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* War does not determine who is right, war determine who is left. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house. *~*~*~

My First Motorcycle Ridding Lesson
I was so excited, woohoo!! DH and I got dressed and went out to the garage to get the bikes out. Oh I didnt tell you he bought me a motorcycle, yeah Baby. Its a 98 HD Sportster 883. I know I know not the one I really want but that will come later and it is a cool looking bike so nyah. So we got the bikes out of the garage and took them to the front of the driveway. I got on mine and we proceeded to go over all the controls, I tested the gears for a bit so I would know when I was in what gear, DH was going over safety stuff with me so I wouldn't go tearing down the street. We decided it would be best just for me to try and go up and down the driveway for now till I got the feel of it. Now I was ready, I knew I could do this and before you know it we would be ridding down the street together. I started the bike, made sure I was in first gear and slowly let off the cluch, I was moving forward slowly. I let off the clutch a fraction of an inch too much, the bike lurched just eno

To All Who Want Tobe My Friendsss!!!!!!!!lol
add her !!!!angeliclover_01@yahoo.com or hotmail.com!!!!!!!!Talk about a girl next door cutie. Well angelica its this perfectly. She may have freckles and just be fresh out of high school, but this teen has wanted to go wild for awhile! She may be the girl next door, but she sure is the horniest around! She loves to spread her legs and pull her panties up where her pussy almost comes out. She also almost gets topless each time and just barely covers up those perky tits. Her long legs are amazing and she as a perky ass that looks amazing in whatever she wears. We for sure look forward to seeing more of this naughty teen. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thats what you got to angelica!!!!

Fu-bucks Giveaway ( Today Only )
GET PAID FOR BOMBING 100 COMMENTS = 2,000 FU-BUCKS Mikey The Pitbull Mafia Hitman needs 50,000 comments to win a Happy Hour! RULES: WHEN YOUR DONE SEND ME A PM ( NO SHOUTS PLEASE ) NUMBER YOUR COMMENTS 1 - 100 FOR EVERY 100 COMMENTS I WILL GIVE YOU 2,000 FU-BUCKS SEND PM TO TERESA ~ PITBULL MAFIA~@ fubar THANK YOU

Daddy's Rules For Dating
Your dad's rules for your boyfriend (or for you if you're a guy) : Rule One: If you pull into my driveway and honk you'd better be delivering a package, because you're sure not picking anything up. Rule Two: You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter's body, I will remove them.. Rule Three: I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don't take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose this compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will not object. However, in order to ensure that your clothes do not, in fact come off during the course of your date w

Going Away For A While
I am going away for a while. My profile will still be here and I will be checking in every now and then. I have to get away from here and take a break. Things are just way too crazy for me right now and I need to regain my focus and work on getting up on my own two feet. I will keep you all updated but for now good bye

The Demons Of The Past...
I AM A SHADOW WARRIOR, I FIGHT MY BATTLES FROM WITHIN THE SHADOW WORLD OF MY MIND...THERE THE PAST SENDS DEMONS TO CONQUER OR TO UPSET THE BALANCE I HAVE GAINED OVER THE YEARS BY SURVIVING WHAT AT TIMES SEEMS LIKE YEARS OF ENDLESS PAIN AND DISCOVERY... FINDING OUT WHO I AM AND THEN MAKING MY STANCE AS TO WHO I WILL BE... FROM THE EARLIEST OF YEARS IT HAS BECOME MY OWN RITUAL TO FIGHT MY BATTLES IN THE SILENCE KNOWING ONLY I WILL GAIN OR LOSE FROM THE OUTCOME... AND SO FAR EACH TIME I HAVE WON... FROM CONQUERING FEARS TO DEALING WITH THE THE UNKNOWN .. WHICH ALAS IS MY GREATEST FEAR... I CAN DEAL WITH THE THINGS I KNOW AND MAKE ALL THE RIGHT MOVES TO STAY AHEAD OF IT...UNTIL SUCH TIME AS I CAN MANAGE TO CONQUER IT AND LAY IT TO REST AMONG THE OTHERS ... to be continued too many interuptions now... AMONG THESE DEMONS OF THE PAST LIE THREATS, DISAPPOINTMENTS AND THE STRONGEST OF ALL TO CONQUER, MEDICAL ...THE THREATS COME IN MANY FORMS, THE SMALLEST BEING FROM SOMEONE WHOSE OWN DO

Stalkers/haters......
IT'S AMAZING HOW MANY JEALOUS STALKERS/HATERS THERE ARE OUT THERE...NOT TO MENTION HERE ON MYSPACE (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE) ! IT'S GETTING TO WHERE PEOPLE CAN'T FEEL SAFE ON HERE ANYMORE ! WELL, I'M CHOSING TO IGNORE THEIR B.S., AS MUCH AS I CAN...AND DELETE/BLOCK THEM IF THEY'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST ( I SUGGEST YOU DO THE SAME ). LET'S KEEP THIS A SAFE,HAPPY PLACE !

Things I Read That Ment Alot To Me
Part of the reason women are so tired is because we are spending SO much energy trying to "keep it together." So much energy devoted to suppressing the pain and keeping a good appearance. "I'm gonna harden my heart," sang Randy Ross. "I'm gonna swallow my tears." This is a terrible way of living your life. Part of this is driven by fear that the pain will overwhelm us. That we will be consumed by our sorrow. Grief, dear sisters, is good. Grief helps to heal our hearts. Why, Jesus himself was a "Man of sorrows and acquainted with grief" (Isa. 53:3 NKJV)

Best Family!!!!
Come Join the Fu-Bombers !!! Want to meet some new friends and family? Have you ever thought about joining a bombing family? Since joining the FU-Bombers, I have leveled key values of fam. I have also become very close with some of family members. We are a huge online family and are there to help each other. We are always looking for new family members. Please come check out the FU-Bombers family and read the blog on our main page. If you are interested in joining, send a friend request and be one with the best bombing family around. Here is the link to the family website. What is bombing? Comment bombing means leaving as many comments as you can on a picture. The comments do not have to make sense. Most of our bombers just hit random letters on their keyboards and hit enter. The most effective bombing is done when you just hit a few keys and hit submit and do this until you are out of comments. Click The Picture For Link To Main Page Of the Fu-Bomber Family

Is Your Life Full?
The Mayonnaise Jar and 2 CUPS OF COFFEE When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, When 24 Hours in a day is not enough, Remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in Front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, He picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar And proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the Jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of cou

Politics Lol
say I break into your house A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the US might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters: You are Required to let me stay in your house You a

Self Destructive
Sometimes im so happy it makes me sad Others say that I am good so I do bad When im with you i feel so free i lock myself up and thow away the key I tell you that youre one of a kind eventually i cover my eyes and make myself blind I love to listen to the sweet words that you say i put earplugs in so i cant hear them that way Others compliment my attire I go and set my clothes on fire You fill my life with nothing but cheer I sit around and think of thinks to fear You call me all the time on the phone and i tell you to just leave me alone So you see youve gota let me be Ive got to stop hating me Some ones got to stop this fight Pick the pieces up and make it right So that life can see better days Its time to change my self destructive ways.

Help A Friend
THIS MAN IS AMAZING HE IS ALWAYS LENDING A HAND TO HELP EVERYONE HE CAN LEVEL. NOW ITS TIME TO RETURN THE LOVE. MIKEY NEEDS 50K FOR A HAPPY HOUR!! PLEASE COME HELP HIM OUT HE ALWAYS RETURNS THE LOVE. REPOST REPOST REPOST REPOST REPOST IF ANYONE DESERVES TO HAVE A STICKY ITS THIS MAN.. IF YOU STICKY IT LET ME KNOW PLEASE :)

Help Him Level! ♥
show this man some love! he's great...he's almost leveled up. just a little bit to go. Mattilus(The True Male Lesbian!)Member of The Brotherhood!@ fubar he'll definately return the love! anyone that helps him out, let me know, i'll show you some love, too. thanks in advance! brought to you by: ¢¾Miranda¢¾~*member of the sisterhood*~@ fubar love ya!

My Life In A Nut Shell
Wow its been sometime since my last blog so my life been ok I guess my Christmas was a good one this year well I wasn’t sick this year so already a lot better then last year I got some really great thing this year like my T.V( but no cable yet) I got 5 new books 3 new DVDs $50 to Wal-Mart and $30 to star bucks and one really great gift from someone and they know who they are so if you read this I loved it and I had sooo much fun too My new years was ok I had to work new years eve and day so I didn’t do much but its all good I was able to talk to my friend Shawn and Mike so I was happy about that For all of you who don’t know I’ve been working 2 jobs since September and its been one hell of a time for me but that about to come to an end come the 27 of this months I’m kinda sad to see dad by dad close cause I’m going to miss the 2 paychecks but then I am going to have a life once more Last week I had Jacob from Monday night till Thursday afternoon and we had soooo much fun we

Once Upon A Time...
...there was a land called "Belpaese" worlwide known for its "bella vita" and for its "spaghetti". Then some black dressed men come here and decided that this land was too beautiful and sunny and people used to be too smily. So they decided that this beautiful country must become their house, where they can do what they want. So they decided that poeple that has different sexual opinion has no rights. They also decided that who is not marreid in church has no rights. They decided that marijuana is like heroine and who use it must go to prison but in the meanwhile they sell to people (to young people too) alcohol and cigarettes. They didn't do anything for people who has handicaps, we still have houses and offices where people with wheelchairs can't go. They decided that people have to pay for some things that can't have no sense. Then they decided to bring some new friends, who can say only "no". Their name usually is priests and they have a godfather which usually dress in white. This

Why I Left Lounges
Gotta a lot of things on my mind, but most of all, the lost of my best friend since childhood. Justin was beautiful in so many ways, but most of all, he was a true friend. My mood? I'm pissed. I'm really tired of the damn drama around here. I came on this site to make friends, not get into petty b.s. Yes, I do mean petty at the moment. Yes, I do visit lounges where I want to hear music. Yes, I used to be members of several. But right now, I am and will not be member of anymore. Sure I will miss the tunes, the peoples, and the chances of meeting new friends. But what I am feeling? Hell people, I just put the ashes of someone I love since childhood away this past Saturday. Yes, I'm grieving. Yes, I'm sick of b.s. Want to get a hold of me, leave a damn message or shoutbox. I will be focusing on my writings more. My children, love them with all my heart, know that their mommy lost someone dear to them for they left me a handmade card to let me know that they love me and they know that Just

Cleaning House
I am finally cleaning the false friends off my list sisterhood i do not know if it was a coincidence yesterday or not. But as soon as i asked you to help with the contest all hell broke lose. I am a mature adult and do not need any drama, or false friends on my list. KOW you are so gone. i do not even need to give a reason because if you don't know you are blind or stupid. Do not ask to be added again because i will not add you. sorry I had to deny a few of you this morning. purple needless to say you are gone. you talk about lord wolf like a dog then after i give you the link you add him. A good friend huh poof you are gone. I am not into drama and i do not appreciate the shit that went down on here yesterday. and to my true friends I am sorry about all the b/s. huggss Dee

"friends"
No offense but I'm not adding friends if we haven't "talked" (chatted) at least once. I'm not in the "see how many friends I can get contest". It's silly. Become my fan if ya want, but unless u want 2 get 2 know me...we ain't friends...

Time Spent On Fubar
Just to let me family and friends here know that school is back today and my team has arrived back in school. My quiet time is over and things pick back up as we enter our fourth season of the school year. Road season is a long season that will end with Nationals in Colorado in May. Please understand if I am slow to respond or just don't send out as many messgaes as I have, I am still here and will be on when I can. Hope everyone is having a good year so far with lots of positives to look forward to. Doug

Fridays And Saturdays Winner
This Contest was for a VIP or Blast. Fridays Winner Master4slave Manager & Head Enforcer @ Music overload... Owned by ~*~MommaTasha~*~@ fubar Saturdays Winner *Ms. Anonymous*@ fubar

Lets Have These 2 Win
hey help THESE 2 In A contest for a possability of winning 2 HH in one shot how this works is this. 1 HH for the most rates 1 HH for the most comments 25,000 min comments to recieve the prizes it started 1-13 and ends 2-13 just a rate is all i am asking for if you want to bomb then feel free to & The First Link Dose Work if you click on it

Lets Help Her Lvl
Fan,Rate, and Add Her Please Tell Her Devil & Fire Blade Sent You Show Her Some Fubar Love crazyangel fu bf 2 fire blade/enforcer of oblivion@ fubar Music Video:CYCLONE FT T PAIN (by Baby Bash)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone This Pimpout Is Brought To You By The Devilish One Himself DD ♠ DJ Devil - Excalibur Radio ♠ DJ Sunshine's Bodyguard ♠ Devils Train Founder@ fubar & Fire Blade ♦ Fire Blade -- FU-BF To crazyangel ♦ Manager/Enforcer for Oblivion♦K45@ fubar So Thier Is No Confusion Crazy Angel Is FireBlades Baby

Lil Spicy!!! Hope It Stirs Something
I SEE THOSE BROWN EYES N I WONDER WHAT SECRETS LIE BEHIND THAT WICKED SMILE CATCH A GLIMPSE STARING SO SUBTLE I KNOW YOU KNOW I WOULD BE WORTH WHILE PUT YOUR HAND IN MINE MIDNIGHT ANGEL LET ME TAKE YOU OVER THE EDGE AND BACK AGAIN CLIMBING MOUNTAINS OF PASSION WRAPPED IN EXTACSY YOUR BREATH STEAMY, I LICK MY LIPS AS I BEGIN BODIES LOCKED IN MOTION, FORCES OF NATURE ACTING AS ONE KISSING U ALL OVER, UP N DOWN TASTING YOUR HONEYPOT HEAR YOU CALL OUT IN THE STILL OF THE NIGHT FINGERS SCRATCHING MY BACK GIVING IT ALL YOU GOT HIPS THRUSTING AS I EXPLORE YOU DEEP INSIDE YOU SPASM LIKE THUNDER AS YOUR EYES ROLL BACK IN YOUR HEAD YOU QUIVER YOU QUAKE, YOUR BODY ERUPTS,YOU TREMBLE N SHAKE FALL BACK, EXHAUSTED N SATISFIED ON THE BED LIEING IN MY ARMS, BASKING IN THE RAPTURE OF AFTERGLOW COVERED IN LUST N SWEAT, SWIMMING IN TOTAL CONTENT KNOWING THAT WITH JUST A TOUCH I CAN TAKE YOU HIGHER ABSOLUTE SATISFACTION,I'M DEFINATELY AN EVENING WELL SPENT jay rogers

Wednesday Opie And Anthony Links: Whip 'em Out Wednesday, Boobs On Paltalk, Ben Mezrich, Larry The Cable Guy, New Video Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Happy Whip 'em Out Wednesday, especially to the Ladies of Paltalk, who are keeping us all drooling with the early morning breasticles! (log in and check out the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room to see them now!) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (New Episodes Added Every Week!) Today on The Opie and Anthony Radio POgram, we'll be talking to our pal Ben Mezrich, who will be counseling Anthony on his blackjack techniques and theories. Also checking in will be our buddy Larry The Cable Guy, who has a new film coming out, Witless Protection, and is on tour now (click for tickets!). Now, back to this Whip 'em Out Wednesday thing... If you want to get WOWed, you might need to get your hands on a WOW STICKER. There's a few ways to go about it:1. GO TO THIS LINK FILL OUT THE FORM, AND WE WILL MAIL YOU ONE.

Something For The Guys..
How to Eat Pussy *or Everything You Need to Know About Cunnilingus But You Were Too Busy Picking the Hairs Out of Your Teeth to Ask* Eating pussy can be one of the most wonderful things you can do for a woman (or so I read on the cover of Cosmo). It makes her feel appreciated, respected, desirable, and has the potential to give her an orgasm that will shatter glass, raise the dead, even wake you in the next room. Besides, lots of women expect it these days, and men who perform great oral sex are always in demand. If you gain a reputation as an expert, many classy, attractive women, way out of your league, may overlook your other shortcomings. Just kidding, but it gives us an excuse to talk more about vaginas. The vagina is a mystery to most men. It's hidden away. Taken out only for special occasions and then quickly put back into hiding. Like an english muffin, its full of nooks and crannies and tastes best slathered in melted butter. For something so complex you'd think there

Zodiac Signs
VIRGO - The Perfectionist Dominant ( Aug 23 - Sept 22) Conservative in relationships. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic. SCORPIO - The Intense One (Oct 23 - Nov 21) Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long Relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional. LIBRA - The Harmonizer ( Sept 23 - Oct 22) Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own uniqueness & creativity Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible. ARIES - The Daredevil ( Mar 21 -

1-16-08
YOU ARE THE MIST THAT SAILS ON AN OCEAN BREEZE AND THE LIGHT IN THE DISTANT SKY YOU ARE THE SONG THAT THE MORNNIG BRINGS YOU ARE MY REASON WHY YOU ARE THE RAINBOW DAZZLING WITH BRILLIANCE AFTER A VICOUS SUMMER STORM YOU ARE THE BLANKET OF STARS IN THE MIDNIGHT SKY YOU ARE HOW MY HEART AND SOUL LONGS TO STAY WARM YOUR ARE THE VIEW FROM THE MOUNTAINTOP THE VIOLET, PINK AND BLUE OF A BLOSSOMING FIELD YOU ARE A BURNT ORANGE DAYDREAM IN OCTOBER YOU ARE WHAT MAKES ME BELIEVE THAT LOVE IS REAL MY NEVER ENDING PRAYERS, YOU ARE THE ANSWER THE SUNKEN TREASURE AT THE BOTTOM OF THE SEA YOU ARE THE REASON WHY I AM THE KING OF THE WORLD WHEN YOU SIMPLY SAY THAT YOU BELIEVE IN ME YOU ARE MY DREAMS OF THE FUTURE AND MY LONGING YOU ARE THE COURAGE TO BE THE MAN YOU ARE PROUD OF YOU ARE THE ESSANCE I WANT TO ENRAPTURE AND ENGULF YOU ARE THE YEARNING TO UNCONDITIONALY BECOME ONE jay rogers

Ruth
SUP ALL! DJ RUTHLESS AGRESSION HERE ! IVE COME TO ROCK YOUR WORLD! YOU WANT THE HARD CORE ROCK ? IVE GOT IT ALL ! ILL EVEN PLAY ANYTHING ELSE YOU LIKE ! come on in and join me in G.O.H ! GUARDIANS OF HELL ! HOTTEST PLACE ON EARTH ! just click the picture below ! and join us for some awsome ROCK till you DROP tunes !

Dawn
" /> HELLO IM DJ DAWN ! K.O.P.E.s LIL WANT TO CUM IN & PLAY WITH ME ? click my picture! and leave me some love on my profile! click the picture below! and join me in G.O.H. GURDIANS OF HELL! while i play u some sweet tunes!

Wild
HELLO ! DJ WILD FIRE HERE ! AND IM ON AIR RIGHT NOW TO ROCK YOUR WORLD ! click my picture and give my pro some loving ! then! come in to G.O.H. guardians of hell! to visit with me and stay a while! THE # 69 ISNT THERE FOR NO REASON BOYS! COME LISTEN TO AWSOME TUNES IM MIXING UP JUST FOR YOU! just click the pic below and join me for some fun !

$20.00
$20.00 Sometimes we just need to be reminded! A well-known speaker started off his seminar by: holding up a $20.00 bill In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill . He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, cr

Tiggs Bully Too
ITS TIME TO COME IN AND PLAY THE GAME WITH THE GAME MASTER ! DJ TIGG ! OWNER OF GUARDIANS OF HELL! AND FOUNDER OF K.O.P.E! KLAN OF PURE EVIL! click the picture below and join us in our own personal HELL!

Amish(bully)
WELCOME TO G.O.H.! come on in introduceing! DA AMISH PIMP! live on air! Music Video:AMISH PARADISE (by Weird Al Yankovic)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone just click the pic below and join him !

A Must See Video..
Good Morning. I had a huge morning letter just waiting to be written in my mind on how government is interfering in Baseball as we know it today and how can we can ourselves not a communist country when government is controlling sports… But I was stopped dead in my tracks. Two things did that. The hard felt need to reply to a questionnaire sent by a marvelous email bud and then another sent by an equally marvelous bud. I say buds because in this day and age Harems are not legal in 49 states. So if you are called a bud, a friend or heavens just receiving anything from me, you are thought to be good as gold and will always… Always share a special place in my heart. That is who I am… plane and simple you can thank my mother for that god rest her soul in forever peace. Naturally everyone has received a get to know your buddy, friend email partners in crime and most of use have done them or looked laughed and deleted them… I admit I have done all of the above, but always feel compelled to s

X-men Original Comic Artwork For Sale On Ebay
I have another bunch of pages up for offer on ebay this week, among them pages from X-Men, Spiderman, Batman, & Catwoman Click to pic to view the pages on offer, & PM me, or contact me thru ebay if you have any questions. Bear in mind, only pages offered by ebay user 'Nightclown' are being offered by me.

Felony Charges
By MARK TODD - Staff Writer - mtodd@starbeacon.com Star Beacon TWO STUDENTS WHO TURNED THEMSELVES IN — CONNEAUT — Two 18-year-old Conneaut High School seniors face felony charges for spray-painting a threatening message on a school wall early Sunday morning, officials said. Korey Bartosh, 448 Sandusky St., and Michael English, 227 Woodland Ave., have been charged with inducing panic and vandalism, both felonies, and criminal trespassing, according to Detective Michael Colby. They were jailed overnight and will appear today in Conneaut Municipal Court. The pair was arrested after a noon meeting with Colby; Mary Zappitelli, Conneaut Area City Schools’ superintendent; and CHS Principal Doug Wetherholt, Zappitelli said. “I received a telephone call and was told the families (of the teens) wanted to speak,” she said. The arrests were made at 12:45 p.m., Colby said. Police are satisfied Bartosh and English are the only people involved in the incident, Colby said. CHS staff disco

Bondage
Bondage, or the act of restraining another, can be a heady, erotic form of play. For those practitioners, the tying or being tied by another can have a profound affect on their level of sexual energy. For the dominant to have the consensual trust of a submissive who allows him to render her completely helpless by bondage… it is a very powerful feeling. There aren’t many leaps of faith that are bigger. Bondage is among the most intense of games people play with each other. There are as many reasons for doing it as there are people who indulge. Bondage safety is the responsibility of all parties involved. It should not and does not fall exclusively on the shoulders of one partner. No matter where your interest is in the power dynamic when playing bondage games you should never under estimate your personal responsibility for making the bondage as safe as it is stimulating. For the bondage bottom, submissive, or slave that is involved in the bondage game (you know… the one that gets

Running Away
SEEMS LIKE THESE DAYS EVERYONE IS RUNNING FROM SOMETHING. RUNNING FROM RESPONSIBILITIES,COMMITMENT,REALITY(IN THIS CASE-ME FOR INSTANCE)AND EVEN THIS WEBSITE! I HAVE NOTICE ALOT OF VERY COOL PEOPLE ARE DELETING THEIR PROFILES OR JUST ARE NEVER ON ANYMORE. I AM UNFORTUNATELY ONE OF THESE PEOPLE... RUNNING FROM THE REALITY THAT THE GUY I DEEPLY CARE ABOUT EITHER A)DOESN'T FEEL THE SAME WAY I DO OR B)JUST PLAIN SICK AND TIRED OF ME IDK... I'M REALLY TRYING NOT TO STRESS TOO MUCH OVER THIS...I WOULD MUCH RATHER KEEP RUNNING AND BELIEVE THAT MAYBE ITS NOT ME...MAYBE HE IS ALSO RUNNING. RUNNING FROM PAST DEMONS THAT I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND RIGHT NOW. IT WOULD MAKE ME THE HAPPIEST WOMAN ON EARTH TO BE ABLE TO STOP RUNNING...REST AND CATCH MY BREATH. MAYBE ONE DAY I CAN STOP RUNNING BUT UNTIL THEN I WILL KEEP TRYING TO WIN THIS RACE THAT I SO DID NOT SIGN UP FOR-UNTIL THEN I AM STILL RUNNING TO YOU PAPI

Pay Attention Is That So Hard To Do...i Think Not
I have been on this site for about 6 or 7 months now and I do enjoy it a lot. I am here for friends..."real" friends. I don't care about points or ranking or the DRAMA. When I get to know someone on here over a period of time I feel as if I know them in person and look at them as a real friend...not just a fu friend. So...when a friend does me wrong...or neglects to show friendship in return it does upset me. I am a very loyal, respectful and helpful friend. I spend 99% of my time on here helping my friends with whatever they need. Wether it be talking, leveling, bombing, etc. I give and give because that's the kind of person I am. Honestly though I am tired of helping people and having people confide in me and it go unappreciated. I try the best I can to acknowledge people and be respectful and show I am a friend. When I post a bully or blog it gets sent out to over 800 ppl yet only a select few ever even look or respond. It bothers me that I can ask for one simple thing like a repo

Missin Him
Bob Shepherd has drawn ever since he can remember, although he never really intended to make a living with his art," the Nebraska native said. "I wanted to be a chemical engineer, but my teachers told me to stick to drawing. They told me my reports were lousy, but they said the drawings accompanying the reports were great." He was born in 1926 in Lincoln, Nebraska and raised in Omaha. As a youth in the 1930's (the Depression days) he soon gained a real empathy for that part of our country and its inhabitants by roaming along the banks of the Missouri River searching for arrowheads and the buttons off Calvary uniforms, hitch-hiking and hopping freight trains heading farther and farther west, seeking out adventures and material he would use to do what he loved most--draw. Bob first studied under neighborhood WPA artists in settlement houses in Omaha during the 1930's. "Some very excellent artists taught me how to draw for two bits a week or less for supplies," he said, "and af

A Pretty Smile
"Such a pretty smile," you say, "you look so happy." I force another smile as I say, "Thank you." Thinking to myself, "Well, the smile has fooled another one." Going through life for so long with the pretty smile just to avoid the questions that hurt so much. If I keep smiling on the outside, maybe you won't see the pain on the inside. Maybe you won't see that on the inside I just want to crawl away and die. Perhaps you won't see my soul wilting like a neglected flower.....each day, becoming more and more brittle. Wanting so bad for the pretty outward smile to convince the hardened soul that happiness will come. But it never comes. The only thing that comes is more pain. Forcing me to build my protective wall even stronger than before. But I'll keep smiling on the outside and crying on the inside. A way of life for me.

Just A Poem
DOESNT ANY ONE CHAT ANY MORE OR READ BULLETINS? DO YOU LIKE YOUR FRIENDS LIKE YOU LOVE YOUR FAMILY? DO YOU WANT THEM TO BE THERE FOR YOU LIKE YOU WANT YOUR LOVER? DO YOU NEED THEM TO KNOW IT WELL ALL BE OK?

I Am So Important!!! ( Watch Me Shit!!)
Hello all my sexxy's. I am guessing by now having read the headline you wonder what in the hell is going on inside my head today. Do not worry I am not going to ask any of you to watch me drop trow and make " Mookie sticks" This is more of a full on attack again. Let me explaine. If you are on my friends list then you can surmise that I have at least a passing intrest in you. some of you are friends I would die for ( I am praying that shit never comes up though!) Rest assured that this clown has your back! My question is what makes a good Blog? If we break down the word it roughly translates in to " Web Log" and I guess it is if not fair, it is somewhat expected that people will write just about anything! That in mind, they ( And I have not a clue who the fuck THEY are ) say if you give 100 monkeys 100 typewriters & 100 years one will write a novel. Well that may be so but it does not mean I want to fucking read it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think a blog should make a statement. I have

Introduction
Ok so a friend of mine has turned me on to this site (he is good at turning me on). Its like myspace for adults. haha God help me this is just another site Im sure I will waste away my days with. I guess thats what happends when your marriage is rocky and you're 600+ miles from family and friends. Welcome to my life!

Consensual Crimes For Concenting Adults!
Hello all you SeXxY motherfuckers, Drag yer' tired asses out of bed and get ready for another week of being " Slaves to the grind!" It's just the way it is I guess. I spend a lot of time pondering lifes nuances and in my own fucked up mind I attempt to make sense of a number of these things. For all of my Michigan SeXxYs you may have heard that our very own Jennifer Granholm has some great ( at least in her mind ) Ideas to ballance Michigans budget and economy. GOOD FUCKIN' LUCK BITCH!!!! One thing she is suggesting is yet another increase in our liquor tax I have to ask WHY are those of us who like to get our drunk on being punished in essence by having to pay a higher tax it makes no goddamn sense to this clown. As usual the majority of this money would come from a section of society that I feel our Government conciders " misfits " to begin with. I ask you to drive through the Rich & affluent sections of town and see how many Liquor stores you see.....NOT TOO FUCKIN' MANY. yet liq

Help Out A New Fubar Friend
Hey there, My friend just joined Fubar and I was hoping you could take a minute to rate him and add him. I am hoping everyone can help him move up in levels. I remember when I was freshmeat and it seemed like forever before I could do anything fun on this site. Thanks my Fubar Friends..I am sure when he figures this site out he will return the favor. kcc_0102@ fubar

Like The Wind I Am Gone
Ready to cry and yet still inside I stay to hide Ready to scream but yet still woundering if its all a dream You hold my heart and yet you seem to always seem to be hurting me Deep inside i cry and yet no one seems to dream of a day that i will be gone like the wind...to never again live this life ever again I love you cant you see so why play these games with me your always woundering about trust and love Have you ever woundered its you i want I just want to spend time with you but you wanna go out instead. After the night before were i felt you near and now you feel so far away Please hunny dont leave me to be this way I love you so much and dont hurt me anymore I couldnt stand it if I really had to hit the door I dont wanna be gone like the wind you see. But really are you ready for me. I cant believe I am writting this now but shit some way some how I needed to let it all out

Idiot Sighting
Be Careful Out There: IDIOT SIGHTING : We had to have the garage door repaired. The Sears repairman told us that one of our problems was that we did not have a "large" enough motor on the opener. I thought for a minute, and said that we had the largest one Sears made at that time, a 1/2 horsepower. He shook his head and said, "Lady, you need a 1/4 horsepower." I responded that 1/2 was larger than 1/4. He said, "NO, it's not." Four is larger than two.." We haven't used Sears repair since. IDIOT SIGHTING My daughter and I went through the McDonald's take-out window and I gave the clerk a $5 bill. Our total was $4.25, so I also handed her a quarter. She said, "you gave me too much money." I said, "Yes I know, but this way you can just give me a dollar bill back." She sighed and went to get the manager who asked me to repeat my request. I did so, and he handed me back the quarter, and said "We're sorry but they could not do that kind of thing." The clerk then proceeded

Potentially And Realistically?'
Potentially and Realistically?' A young boy went to his father and asked,' What's the difference between Potentially and Realistically?' The father answered, 'Go ask your mother if she would sleep with Denzel Washington for one million dollars. Then go ask your sister if she would sleep with Sean 'Puffy' Combs for one million dollars. Then come back and tell me what you have learned. So the boy went to his mother and asked, 'Would you sleep with Denzel Washington for one million dollars?' The mother replied, 'Of course I would. I wouldn't pass up an opportunity like that!' Then the boy went to his sister and asked, 'Would you sleep with Sean 'Puffy' Combs for one million dollars?' The girl replied, 'Oh my gosh! I'd be nuts to pass that up!' The boy thought about it and went back to his dad. His father asked him if he'd found out the difference between 'potentially and realistically.' The boy replied, 'Yes. 'Potentially' we're sitting on two million dollars, but 'realisticall

Divert Your Course
Divert Your Course This is an actual radio conversation of a US naval ship with Canadian authorities off the coast of Newfoundland in October 1995. Radio conversation released by the chief naval operations, 10-10-95. Canadians: Please divert your course 15 degrees to the south to avoid a collision. Americans: Recommend you divert your course 15 degrees to the north to avoid a collision. Canadians: Negative. You will have to divert your course 15 degrees to the south to avoid a collision. Americans: This is the captain of a US Navy ship, I say again, Divert YOUR course. Canadians: No, I say again, you divert your course. Americans: This is the Aircraft Carrier US LINCOLN, the second largest ship in the United States Atlantic Fleet. We are accompanied with three Destroyers, three Cruisers and numerous support vessels. I DEMAND that you change your course 15 degrees north. I say again, that’s one-five degrees north, or counter-measures will be undertaken to ensure the

The Good Ole Us Of A
It really pisses me off when I think about the country I live in. The good ole' US of A. Land of the free and home of the brave. In my eyes Americas pretty fucked up. Every single one of our ancestors came here looking for a better life, and they found it. They called themselves American's. Today we have Native-Americans, African-American, British-Americans, Irish-Americans, German-Americans, and any other hyphenated name. We need to stop hyphenating and just call ourselves Americans like out ancestors did. What happened to our rights of freedom and of choice. The things America was founded for. 75% of Americans are robots programmed by the government. Who the hell is the government to tell two people that are mad about each other, that they can't get married because they are the same gender? They say that the Bible says its wrong. Ok the Bible says its wrong, but aren't we suppose to have the right to believe anyway we want? Speaking of religion, I personally don't know if God

Mediumship Legislation Change In Uk
The Fraudulent Mediums Act 1951 will be repealed from April 2008 by the Consumer Protection from Unfair Trading 2007 (CPR’s) which implement the Unfair Commercial Practices Directive (UCPD) Read the full article here: Calling all UK & European Spiritualists http://www.essexspiritguide.co.uk/article.aspx?a=451&p=39 The deadline for the petition is 6th February 2008, please sign. Copy and paste the link into your browser.

Do You Luv Gud Music? Then Come See What I Can Do With A Beat.
Well to start. im a single dad of two great kids. i luv to make music . and thing like that. anything that has to do with it. im in there. been doin it for over 6yrs now. and things are just starting to pop off. this is going to be a great yr for me and my music. so if you ever like to here the next hot thing out. hite me upper. i do have a cd out that you can get. and if your in to rappin, singer, are anything like that there . come get on one of my hot tracks. much luv to everyone out here. and keep it pushin. ICEDUB in the 08! and here are some websites u can hear some of my hot new tracks. let me know what you think. luv to here what you think always. http://www.showcaseyourmusic.com/toosweetjiggs2001 here u can get some of my track for free. http://amiestreet.com/artist/21349 http://audiojolt.com/index.php?mode=login So! thats about it for me. hite me uppers!

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THIS AUCTION IS FOR 24 HOURS ONLY! LET'S DO IT! FU-OWN THIS HOTTIE NOW! HE WILL BE ALL YOURS! HIS OFFERINGS TO THE LUCKY WINNER!! Pimped out on my page and Weekly pimp out bully's. Rate stash/pics/blogs during HH's. Yahoo or MSN messenger add with possible cam shows. Personal salutes sfw/nsfw. Fone calls. Oh yeah..BTW..I do have a special gift for the winner as long as they play well with others. PS... MALES DON'T BE SHY TO BID HE HAS RESOURCES! Synthetic@ fubar *BIDDING HAS ALREADY BEGUN! ANY BLASTS, ETC. WILL ALWAYS TAKE PRECEDENCE OVER FUBUCKS. ALL TRANSACTIONS ARE BETWEEN THE HIGHEST BIDDER AND SYN. CLICK HERE TO BID NOW! HAPPY BIDDING! (repost of original by 'HELLCAT' on '2008-01-16 00:11:28')

True Friends Verses Acquaintances
AFTER READING ALOT OF THE BULLETINS THE LAST FEW DAYS AND EVERYTHING THATS GOING ON I AM JUST WONDERING WHAT HAS HAPPEN TO THE MANY MANY FRIENDS THAT WERE ALL ONCE A HUGE PART OF LOST CHERRY/CHERRYTAP & NOW THE WONDERFUL FUBAR(LAND) AS WE NOW CALL IT... WE ALL JOINED FOR A REASON AND MY OWN PERSONAL REASON FOR JOINING WAS TO MAKE NEW FRIENDSHIPS AND TO INVITE MY TRUE FRIENDS TO MAKE MORE FRIENDS.. AND TO BE ABLE TO CALL THIS HOME AWAY FROM HOME TO SPEND TIME WITH FRIENDS THAT ARE FAR AWAY AND THIS IS OUR ONLY WAY OF COMMUNICATING.. NO MATTER IF YOU TALK ON THE PHONE OR MEET IN PERSON I STILL LIKE TO THINK THESE ARE MY TRUE FRIENDS WHOM I KNOW I CAN CALL ON NIGHT OR DAY IF I SHOULD NEED SOMETHING EVEN IF ITS ONLY TO TALK ABOUT SOMETHING THATS ON MY MIND OR JUST TO BE ABLE TO HAVE A RELAXING CONVERSATION WHEN YOU TALK TO SOMEONE DAY AFTER DAY YOU BUILD A BOND FRIENDSHIP YOU DONT HAVE TO EVER MEET IN PERSON TO BUILD THAT BOND ITS THE SHARING OF WORDS/ COMMUNICATION EVERY SINGLE DAY FOR TH

To My Internet Valentine
I have Loved you from the start my Love; We swapped pictures after instant messaging for a few days. When I seen your picture I was struck with such awe. But did you feel the same about me? So we would talk each and every night. Gradually but quickly I fell inlove with thee. When I would switch my computer on Oh what a big broad smile:D I would have to see thee once again. We would both surf the net, Many miles apart,But when online we were together, Flirting and teasing each other. Having interesting conversation, Tonight I write this Valentines verse As you are my true Love, I love you from afar my Love, So this word I just felt compelled to write With each e-mail I send to you I always send you kisses and hugs XXX Tonight I just wish those kisses were Real. So my Love Please be my Valentine, To Love me and hold me forever So I need to be held in your arms, My Internet Valentines Love(*v*)

Introduction Into Life’s Reality
Muttering words of love upon a harden heart is like wind storm upon an uncaring life. A mindless soul wanders about within a coldness depth that leaves no mercy within cruel words upon another. Shall we ever recognize our twisted fate not belong upon the winds of reality. Sacrifice of one is not a gracious act of self worth in gaining more than one already has within their reach, It is about the needing to show there is more too life than greedy heart of selfishness to achieve your goals in life. Inward, we must look into our hearts and souls to find what truly would make us complete That one shall be able to offer more than what they have to offer. The wind gentle breeze about life is the proposal we must one day come to see… Life is much more when you dare to be open to its hidden secrets. Confess to our hidden self, we are not enlightened enough to understand what it is that life is telling us within the wind of truth. The altar within life, we need to be standing upon is

Introduction Into Life’s Reality
Introduction into Life’s Reality Muttering words of love upon a harden heart is like wind storm upon an uncaring life. A mindless soul wanders about within a coldness depth that leaves no mercy within cruel words upon another. Shall we ever recognize our twisted fate not belong upon the winds of reality. Sacrifice of one is not a gracious act of self worth in gaining more than one already has within their reach, It is about the needing to show there is more too life than greedy heart of selfishness to achieve your goals in life. Inward, we must look into our hearts and souls to find what truly would make us complete That one shall be able to offer more than what they have to offer. The wind gentle breeze about life is the proposal we must one day come to see… Life is much more when you dare to be open to its hidden secrets. Confess to our hidden self, we are not enlightened enough to understand what it is that life is telling us within the wind of truth. The altar within l

Summer Daze
Summer Daze by DJ Muzik-AL ANOTHER FAVOURITE MIX OF MINE RECORDED IN THE SUMMER OF 1996. SEXY SUMMER DAZE WITH SEXY SUN DRENCHED PEOPLE DANCIN BY THE POOL. AHH, MEMORIES! MIXED ON 1210'S. A 25min snippet from my full 45min sexy house set. For a full track list please visit www.djmuzikal.moonfruit.com/summerdaze http://www.esnips.com/doc/4d044b77-1f0e-44fb-bd19-8f5002d8ef9a/DJ-Muzik-AL---Summer-Daze_128

Poem The Tragedy Of Love
"The Tragedy of Love" They say "It's best to have loved and lost, Than to have never loved at all" although I don't totaly agree It's not completely false. To live a life without love yeah that's depressing, but to fear to love or of expressing now thats a tragedy. Take this story for example of a love I never got, I feared to express it because I thought that her type I am not. So I sit here pondering a love that might have been, all because I was scared of getting rejected. So how is this for a new version of an old expression, It's best to have loved and lost, than to have loved and feared to express it. Because love is such a beautiful thing you should never suppress it. But love is not so simple it still needs more consideration. The expression still one sided it should cover alot more angles. The more I think about the expression the more I want to change it, the tragedy behind love depends on the situation. I guess the expression can be changed t

The Auction So Far
So as of Wed. Jan. 16th the highest bid on my Auction is: 30 Day VIP, 30 Day Blast, & 2 Fu Bucks. It's still open till the 18th at 9 Central time. I hope to see you all there. Like anyone reads my blog. The Auction: The Top Bidder So Far: Wanna see yr face above and have me to torture and abuse for a month. Get tah Biddin'

How Heart Breaking Some Things Can Be !!!
Ok so here is the story ... Yesterday my 5 yr old son comes home from school and as we are talking about how or day went he out of the blue looks directly at me and this is what I hear ..( Daddy I don't have a mommy!) No hesitation just a matter of factly statement ... I just stood there not knowing exactly what to say , it broke my heart to hear him say that , what makes it even more heart breaking is the fact that he doesn't have a mother in his due to her own selfishness . It has been over 6 months since she last lied to him , I am sorry last had any contact with him of any kind . Now I could understand that if my phone was turned off or my number had changed , or if I had moved and not told her but sadly the fact is none of that has happened . I have done everything in my power to keep the lines of communication open between us for his sake . But it seems as if that is not what she wants . My personal oppinion is that she is a selfish , uncaring person that has her head so far up h

Wierd Things
so i sent a little gift to the one that has hold my heart since i met her...the one song i wanted her to notice more then anything on the cds i made her.. well ended up repeating in her cd player all day today ... without even knowing this i to have been playing the same song all day on repeat ... it wasnt till later that i found this out ..... i feel it but its so distant .. least i know i got a smile when i told her when i dream of her i like it cuz i wake up happy

No More Starbucks
Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some of it to the troops there. Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by buying any of their products! I feel we should get this out in the open. I know this war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the ground fighting street -to-street and house-to-house. If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can discard it and no one will never know. Thanks very much for your support. I know you'll all be there again when I deploy once more. Semper Fidelis. Sgt. Howard C. Wright 1st Force Recon Co 1st Plt PLT PLEASE

Starbucks Suxs!
PLEASE Read! It is a damned shame that an American Company would do this! I will NEVER buy another one of their products as long as I live. Thanks, Frank ************************************************** Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some of it to the troops there. Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by buying any of their products! I feel we should get this out in the open. I know this war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the ground fighting street -to-street and house-to-house. If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can discard it and

Brooklyn Bound
A man thinks to himself: "If I ever get the chance, I'm burning these fucks alive." Trying to squeeze through the unaccommodating crowd of people lining the subway, He keeps the doors in his sight, Hoping to get there before they slide closed, And take him even further from his destination. Stepping over the blonde's duffle bag, In between the couple arguing over her ex boyfriend, And the man who seems to be either scratching his leg, or trying to solve another compulsion of the lustful kind. Past the old lady who loses her balance out of fear, The bum shaking a cup of change, and a man whose body smells so bad, he could probably be declared legally dead, He reaches the door. Just as they close. On the opposite side, A woman, Slightly older then himself, Slams into the door, Cursing it from keeping her even further from her destination. Meeting eyes. Each feels less angry. More centered. As for the limited time they gaze upon the other. In this hot, festerin

Esp
They had not seen each other in years. Two to be exact. Not a word had been uttered between them, directly, or otherwise. They had not made any attempt to reach the other, and felt pride for it. They had both seen worse times they had ever seen before, and even though they had always leaned on each other in those types of situations, they fought the want, the need, the driving, unending, and burning sensation that came with the thought, and stayed silent as far as the other was concerned. Neither having come to this place with any reason in mind, They scoffed at the chance sighting, and cursed the boredom that sent them forth as if it had stolen something valuable, As a child often curses the band aid that is ripped from its arm. Each ignoring the other in every noticeable manner, No facial expression, no uneasy breath, and no eye contact of any type what-so-ever. Each won their battle with the other, By simply doing nothing. Nothing at all. One simply hushed the girlfriend at

The Three
Jagged wood pieces of the doorframe go airborne and crash against the floor with minimal sound. Holding his shoulder and stepping in, he looks onward at the bed in front of him. And the girlfriend it contains. And the man that is not him. Quickly ceasing and desisting from their actions, both look up at him with fearful faces, guilt ridden eyes and gaping jaws. Wondering what his next move is going to be, what he will say, how he will react, they wait in silence, hardly taking a breath in anticipation. But he does not know what to do either. He does imagine, though. Pulling out a pistol he does not have, or even own, and firing several well placed shots into each of their chests, and faces, before dropping to his knees, and giving himself one as well. Pouring gasoline on and around the bed, as they plead for their worthless lives. And in a moment of crazy/optimisim, He envisions all of his friends, popping out of the closets, and from under beds, to reveal that it

Sings. . .
"For criminal acts and violence on the stage For being a brat Refusing to act your age For all the decent citizens you've enraged You can go to Hell For gambling and drinking alcohol constantly For making us doubt our parents authority For choosing to be a living obscenity You can go to Hell You're something that never should have happened You even make your Grandma sick You'd poison a blind man's dog and steal his cane You'd gift-wrap a leper And mail him to your Aunt Jane You'd even force-feed a diabetic a candy cane You can go to Hell You're something that never should have happened You even make your Grandma sick For criminal acts and violence on the stage For being a brat Refusing to act your age For all the decent citizens you've enraged You can go to Hell" I love that song. . . Heh heh.

Sparks
The reigns of the horse went tight as the rider pulled back hard, halting the beast in its tracks. Dismounting from the saddle, and drawing his sword from its sheath, he wasted no time in his advancement into the fog ridden forest. Blocking out the sound of his leather bound boots snapping the twigs and branches beneath him, and the sound of his lungs drawing nervous breath, he pushes his mind to find some sound, any sound, that would lead him in the right direction. But no such hint would come. His mind hoped that he wasn't far too late for any bit of good to be done. But his heart pulsated, at the chance that he might. Coming to a clearing, his eyes strained themselves as they peered into the darkness, desperate for some semblance of life. Some sign of the immoral bastard that started this, and forced him to come finish it. But then, the bastard found him. It was not his footsteps, nor his breath, or his very form that alerted him. But the sound that all men come to r

A Moment
"Time is not on our side. It is not our friend, nor confidant. It is our ever lasting enemy. A worse enemy at that, which neither of us could ever equal up to. It seeks our recognition in this way, by showing us the worst it can do to us, that neither of us could rival. The reason for this, is because it does not like to be wasted. It is insulted when one assumes that there is much of it. And we have done this, if nothing else, for far too long. It is because of this, I ask you to be brave enough to come forth. As a man, as a General, as a first and foremost, a Soldier. To show your hand, and reveal your intent, and help decide this war, Before time does so for us. I know you will look at this as a ploy. There is no denying that I would as well. But in a very short amount of time, you will see with your own eyes, that I am wasting no more, of what precious little we have. Till we meet upon the field of battle. General Inson Elle." ___ In the history of the world, ther

Starbucks Doesn't Support Our Troops
Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some of it to the troops there. Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by buying any of their products! I feel we should get this out in the open. I know this war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the ground fighting street -to-street and house-to-house. If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can discard it and no one will never know. Thanks very much for your support. I know you'll all be there again when I deploy once more. Semper Fidelis. Sgt. Howard C. Wright 1st Force Recon Co 1st Plt PLT PLEASE DON'T

Marines
Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some of it to the troops there. Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by buying any of their products! I feel we should get this out in the open. I know this war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the ground fighting street -to-street and house-to-house. If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can discard it and no one will never know. Thanks very much for your support. I know you'll all be there again when I deploy once more. Semper Fidelis. Sgt. Howard C. Wright 1st Force Recon Co 1st Plt PLT PLEASE

A Friend In Need
hi everyone again! this blog is important this time. i know i dont know any of you personally but a very wise friend once told me that there is power in numbers when it comes to prayer and im askn for your help. my little boy is having surgery on the 23rd and im freakin out. i believe in my heart that everything will be okay but i would greatly appreciate it if you keep my little guy in your prayers that he will have smooth sailing so to speak and will recover quickly. if any of you are parents im sure you have an idea of what im goin thru right about now and i would really appreciate if you keep him in your thoughts. thank you over and over again. thank you fellow fubarians. it will not be forgotten. = )

What A Rough & Sad Day!!
My Grandpa passed away tonight. I saw him before it happened. But he was on a ventilator and sedated. I was able to tell him I loved him and hold his hand. He squeezed my fingers when I talked to him. Then 2 hours later he passed away. I went back to the hospital and saw him and he was already in a body bag. I really wish I hadnt seen him like that but didnt really have a choice in the matter. I gave him a kiss on the forehead and told him I loved him again. I wont be around much as I need time to myself. But I love you all!!

I Did This
OK IT'S BEEN A HOT MINUTE SINCE I BEEN IN A CONTEST,SO PLEASE GO RATE/COMMENT.ALL IS APPRECIATED ! IT IS A BOMBING CONTEST IN CASE U WANNA HELP WITH THAT PART TOO. THANKS LINK @ THE BOTTOM !!! The Prizes this time are all Fubucks! First Place 250,000 Fubucks Second Place 100,000 Fubucks Third Place 50,000 Fubucks This is a bombing contest and here are the rules & scoring system: Every comment counts as 1 point Every rate counts as 10 points The total combination of Comment points and Rate points added together will be your total score. The highest wins. ENDS MONDAY JAN.21

Boredom At Near 2 Am
1. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you laid in a bed with? - Once I paid him the money the agreement was sealed and no names will ever be revealed 2. Where was the last place you went out to eat? - I was eating out not too long ago over at a friends house 3. What was the last alcoholic beverage you consumed? -Did you buy it for me? 4. Which do you prefer: eyes or lips? - Eyes are important, but oh never mind the sense of touch can make up for that 5. Medicine, fine arts, or law? - I avoid medicine and the law 6. Best kind of pizza? - Is eaten off of a nude body 7. Is your bedroom window open? - Are you willing to try to find a way to get in if I leave it open? 8. What is in store for your future? - I am gonna guess more hookers and less money 9. Who was the last band you saw live? - I didn’t see the last band I tried to see, I had other things to do 10. Do you take care of your friends while they are sick? -Oh, I take care of them alrigh

New Soul Train List Updated Today Total Passengers Are 77
The Sound Of Philadelphia (Soul Train)Uploaded by eXsistenZ1968 href="http://s8.photobucket.com/albums/a10/simply2special/back grounds/?action=view¤t=4b29.jpg" target="_blank"> CHOO CHOO THE NEWEST TRAIN AROUND! COME AND JOIN THE S O U L TRAIN OF NOTHING BUT THE BEST PASSENGERS AND MUSIC IN TOWN!...............................! RULES: 1. PLEASE RATE/ FAN AND ADD THE HOST AS YOUR FRIEND. 2. MUST RATE AND ADD ALL PASSENGERS OF THIS TRAIN 3. MUST HAVE A SALUTE 4. IF YOU ALREADY FRIENDS OF A PASSENGER THEN JUST LEAVE A PROFILE COMMENT WITH THE SOUL TRAIN NAME TO INFORM ME THAT, YOU HAVE BEEN THERE. 5. WHEN TASK IS COMPLETED THEN E-MAIL, ME AND I WILL ADD YOU TO THE S O U L TRAIN..................! AKAMRS. T~LIL PLEASURE~LIL BUSINESS~DYLON'S DIVA~@ fubar CONTEST ON THE 30 TH SEXIEST QUEEN ON FUBAR@ fubar NYCE-N-SLOW@ fubar

Comarades
What is a true friend. Someone who takes you in no questions asked. The person that sticks bye your side, through the good times and the bad. The person you know you can call any time or day and lend you a helping hand. Someone that travels 450 miles just to hang out. A person in your life that you can ask anything, and they wont judge you. No matter who you are, what you say, or do, or even look like, you or accepted for who you are! Silly with some, serious with others, and never hold back on what you feel. Unconditionally you are willing to give, as long as you recieve also . Sitting around not doing nothing, but still enjoying your time together. Being able to know what to say, to get a smile. But, of all the things I consider a friend, knowing something is bothering them. Knowing when to leave them alone and knowing when to lend them a shoulder to cry on.

New Soul Train Updated Passengers List
The Sound Of Philadelphia (Soul Train)Uploaded by eXsistenZ1968 href="http://s8.photobucket.com/albums/a10/simply2special/back grounds/?action=view¤t=4b29.jpg" target="_blank"> CHOO CHOO THE NEWEST TRAIN AROUND! COME AND JOIN THE S O U L TRAIN OF NOTHING BUT THE BEST PASSENGERS AND MUSIC IN TOWN!...............................! RULES: 1. PLEASE RATE/ FAN AND ADD THE HOST AS YOUR FRIEND. 2. MUST RATE AND ADD ALL PASSENGERS OF THIS TRAIN 3. MUST HAVE A SALUTE 4. IF YOU ALREADY FRIENDS OF A PASSENGER THEN JUST LEAVE A PROFILE COMMENT WITH THE SOUL TRAIN NAME TO INFORM ME THAT, YOU HAVE BEEN THERE. 5. WHEN TASK IS COMPLETED THEN E-MAIL, ME AND I WILL ADD YOU TO THE S O U L TRAIN..................! AKAMRS. T~LIL PLEASURE~LIL BUSINESS~DYLON'S DIVA~@ fubar CONTEST ON THE 30 TH SEXIEST QUEEN ON FUBAR@ fubar NYCE-N-SLOW@ fubar

Took U 4 Granted
I was gonna call but it slipped my mind, You knew I did that from time to time..... I wasn't mad at you, was in a great mood Hanging with the wife & kids, eating good food.... Figured I'd go to your house soon & talk about life Anything from my job to my lovely wife...... You knew I never had my dad and it was a need You took it upon yourself to lead... You gave be guidance taught me how to be a man I hope you know that I did understand... You felt as my moms brother, it what had to be done You hugged me several times, like I was your son... I should have called and I am feeling it now Man this hurts and I can't even explain how..... I feel so bad, I just should have made a call Even for a few minutes, just to talk baseball... I will never take the ones I love for granted again.... I promise you that until the bitter end.... LOVE YOU UNCLE JOE R.I.P 12/30/07

Actually More Like Scared
today was actually a pretty good day..since John has been here the girls are starting to mind a little better so it is getting easier to clean this house.but yea it was a pretty good day until about seven when we heard from my grandmother who has a form of bone cancer...which has spread.she has been going through chemo and radiation treatmeants for awhile and they arent helping...they have had to call hospice in to help out with her and it scares me..my grandmother and i have our differences but in all honesty she is my grandma and i love her very much..even if she preaches at me a little more then the others that is just who she is..she is the rock in this family when my grandfather passed away it was her holding all of us together instead of us holding her together ya know...there are a couple family members that iam really worried about if anyting happens to her...one my brother, she is the one who raised him and he relies on her for way too much and my aunt because well grandma is

Such A Sweetie!!!
I got this in a fumail tonight... I thought it was really sweet and his link is at the bottom of this blog. I really love them sweetie... :) Thank you! While Your Gone!! What do i miss Is it your smile That brightens my sky Is it your words That brighten my day Is it your silent laughter That fill me up inside And sends me into orbit What is it then? Its you! I just spotted you and all I can say is wow!! Your one sweet hottie. Wrote a poem for you! Because your sexy Stars shine But none outshine you The sun is bright But nothing outshines you Your sweet smile Lights up Fubar Like none I've seen In a very long time I hope your night Goes well For you Are one beautiful lady That deserves the best Take care sweety Ken ken7700@ fubar With Love To All *AngL*

Pentagon Is There To Help
Pentagon, Big Pharma Drug Troops to Numb Them to Horrors of War By Penny Coleman 14/01/08 "AlterNet" - - - In June, the Department of Defense Task Force on Mental Health acknowledged "daunting and growing" psychological problems among our troops: Nearly 40 percent of soldiers, a third of Marines and half of National Guard members are presenting with serious mental health issues. They also reported "fundamental weaknesses" in the U.S. military's approach to psychological health. That report was followed in August by the Army Suicide Event Report (ASER), which reported that 2006 saw the highest rate of military suicides in 26 years. And last month, CBS News reported that, based on its own extensive research, over 6,250 American veterans took their own lives in 2005 alone -- that works out to a little more than 17 suicides every day. That's all pretty bleak, but there is reason for optimism in the long-overdue attention being paid to the emotional and psychic cost of these new

Please Help My Friend!!!!
hey everyone my friend is in a staff contest in his lounge will u please help him out and hit his pic with comments please *cute southern puppy eyes*. thank u so very much... click the link below or copy and past it... thank u so very much and much love to u... http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1066232&albumid=799277&i=2607627039

Date
So I am single yet again this year for Valentine's Day and I would really like to go out and have a nice dinner. Is there any guy out there that is willing and available to take me out? I will pay my half but I do want to go out! Help!!!

Seriously
So what's the deal with the people that are on here and just post one word on comments for people instead of taking the time to be genuine about it? It's not like the site is going anywhere. Calm down.

Update
Well we just got back from the specialist today and they have told use this...the mass in her abdomen looks to be 50/50 on ovarian cancer. Bad news is even if it isn't at the rate it is growing it makes them think it is cancer and right now it is the size of a small watermelon, and if not removed she has 4-6 months to live before basically starving to death. If they do the surgery she has a 25% survival rate, which basically means there is a slim chance she won't die during surgery. That is what we know so far.

Radical Islam-2
Honor Killings in Dallas: Made in the USA (Posted on 1/3 at 2:22 p.m.) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- They have dishonored our shores for quite some time and more keep coming our way. I am talking about honor killings in North America. In The Death of Feminism, I write about honor murders in Missouri, Ohio, and in parts of New Jersey, New York, and Canada which took place during the last quarter-century. Just yesterday, an Egyptian Arab Muslim father in Dallas, Texas allegedly shot his two beautiful teenage daughters to death because he disapproved of their American-style ways. Their names were Amina and Sarah Said and their father’s name was Abdul Said. The girls looked sassy and full of life; they looked like Dallas teenagers. They were 17 and 18 years old and their friends considered them “geniuses.” Abdul was a taxi driver. (In parts of Europe, taxi drivers are known to aid and abet honor murders). Perhaps how Amin

Why Guys Fall In Love With Girls
1. Girl's always smell good even if it is just shampoo 2. The way their head always finds the right spot on our shoulders 3. How cute they look when they sleep 4. The ease in which they fit into our arms 5. The way they kiss you and all of sudden everything in the world is right 6. How cute they are when they eat 7. The way it takes them hours to get dressed but in the end it's all worth while 8. Because they are always warm even if it's -30 outside 9. They look good no matter what they wear 10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on earth 11. How cute they are when they argue 12. The way her hand always finds yours 13. The way they smile 14. The way you feel after you see her name on your cell after you just had a big fight 15. The way they say "lets not fight anymore"- even though you know that an hour later... 16. The way they kiss you after a fight 17. The way they k

Sexy Zodiac Traits
VIRGO- THE ONE ! (8/23-9/22) Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..!!! Not the kind of person you wanna mess with- you might end up crying! CANCER-CRAVES SEX ALOT (6/22-7/22) Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being In long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. SCORPIO - THE CUTIE :) (10/23-11/21) Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Best kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. ONE OF A KIND.Gorgeous Smile.Not one to mess with. The best sexual partne

Paying For Things Online
So I'm curious why someone would pay actual money for services on here. To host a happy hour is $100USD. But what do you get out of that other than points and other bonuses related to this site? You can't cash that stuff in can you? I see blasts cost money and those ticker messages are $20. I just don't understand why people are willing to pay money for that. Well, I should be more specific. Why people would pay so much money for not much in return. Maybe a VIP could answer this for me and explain what's the deal. Are you just addicted to online things like this? Someone help me out here. Thanks. -Durious-

Radical Islam
A Letter to Mankind Dear fellow human, Today humanity is being challenged. Unthinkable atrocities take place on daily basis. There is an evil force at work that aims to destroy us. The agents of this evil respect nothing; not even the lives of children. Every day there are bombings, every day innocent people are targeted and murdered. It seems as if we are helpless. But we are not! The ancient Chinese sage Sun Zi said, "Know your enemy and you won't be defeated". Do we know our enemy? If we don't, then we are doomed. Terrorism is not an ideology, it is a tool; but the terrorists kill for an ideology. They call that ideology Islam. The entire world, both Muslims and non-Muslims claim that the terrorists have hijacked "the religion of peace" and Islam does not condone violence. Who is right? Do the terrorists understand Islam better, or do those who decry them? The answer to this question is the key to our victory, and failure to find that key will result in our loss and de

Braking Up With Hubby Hard
I am losing him and I don’t know what to do any more oh well I will die with out him in my life and his love but he don’t know this oh well I am crying right now cuz it hurts so much I want to be with him and he don’t want me I will love him always my bad for falling in love I just want to spend time with him b4 I leave but he really don’t want to so it makes me just want to sleep my life away I feel bad that I love him and I cant have him he wont even hug me I just want a hug some times and I cant even get a hug I am the worse person in the world I drive every one I love away I should stay single for ever why be in love with some one that just don’t under stand me being in love sucks when you are not getting loved back = its bad when you are crying all the time and hiding it from the guy you love he said last night he would spend time he didn’t he said it tonight he hasn’t when I move out he will for get me and never talk to me again why me I think why

A Practical Note
In today's world, as in the ages long past, certain things disrupt the flow of power. In today's world it is technology. To truly connect with the power, involvement with technology is, out of necessity, to be limited. Consider the following truth: As humans evolved and grew more civilized and began to utilize technology in more ways, the human ability to channel the power for magic has been lost, or greatly interfered with. With each passing century, things vanished from our world, moving to just beyond the veil. Rarely do these beings and creatures cross back. Sadly, many of these mystical things have become jokes. To truly regain the power and ability, one must first learn to do without technology for long periods of time, then one can cross through the veil, not in dreams but fully awake.

Does God See Color??
Does God See Color? Does God see color? Some say He doesn’t, And therefore, we should all be color-blind; Yet, His creation has a vast rainbow Of people of color of every kind. Was it always this way? Back in the day, The world was one race that spoke the same words, But by divine design, we grew apart, And throughout the world, we scattered like birds. Through the years, the world’s people multiplied, And our once-common language disappeared; Isolated in our clans and cultures, We learned that differences should be feared. Our differences have many aspects, Such as gender, creed or religious sect; In this day and age, the hue of one’s skin Is the difference that we least respect. It is the most visible difference; This makes it the easiest to assume Whatever stereotypes we adopt When someone “different” enters the room. It colors our very first impressions And governs the tone of our reactions, Giving each person more of a reason To distrust all

Am I Prejudice???
You Are Not Prejudiced Not only are you color blind, but you're also ethnicity blind, gender blind, and sexual orientation blind. You don't judge someone until you truly know them. And even then, you're probably reluctant to judge. You try to treat everyone equally. Everyone has a fair chance with you. Good job - there's not a prejudiced bone in your body. Are You Prejudiced?

I Am He By Robert Ellis
I am he that cares too much and allows this world to penetrate. I am the man that loves too deeply, while others merely perpetrate. Do you see this man or the boy inside, with emotions to great and plentiful to hide? They've shorn my hair and crushed my pride. Taken my land and my wife from my side. A man of honor, whose spirit remains free with love to give, but finding none that need. So take the hand of a distant Crow child and with the Spirit of my fathers, the wolf will run wild.

Family Lets Show This Awesome Friend Some Love
I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THIS TIME TO THANK AN AWESOME PERSON FOR BEING SUCH A GOOD FRIEND hillbilly (Elder) Native Spirits Tribe@ fubar TAKE THIS TIME TO VISIT HIS PAGE AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE HE IS A GREAT FRIEND TO HAVE THIS MESSAGE BROUGHT TO YOU BY Tsisquo'ga ¢¾Native American Queen¢¾ ~ Club F.A.R. ~@ fubar (repost of original by 'Tsisquo'ga ¢¾Native American Queen¢¾ ~ Club F.A.R. ~' on '2008-01-15 21:26:57')

Everytime You Say Goodbye
Look at the sky baby What do you see? Looks like the tears I cry Fallin' down like rain on the ground Every time you say goodbye Take a look around now Why don't you feel The way that cold wind stings and drives And your words just are like arrows through my heart Every time you say goodbye There's a restless feeling knocking at my door today There's a shadow hanging 'round my garden gate I read between the lines of words you can't disguise Love has gone away, and put these tears in my eyes Look at the sky baby, see how it cries? Ain't it just like my tears Fallin' down like rain on the ground Every time you say goodbye There's a restless feeling knocking at my door today There's a shadow hanging 'round my garden gate I read between the lines of words you can't disguise Love has gone away, and put these tears in my eyes There's a restless feeling knocking at my door today There's a shadow hanging 'round my garden gate I read between the lines of words

Marine Corps Sniper
> A USMC SNIPER WAS REALLY GOOD AT HIS JOB. THIS SNIPER HAD A METHOD, HE WOULD > YELL OUT SOME INSULT AT THE ENEMY AND WHEN SOMEONE STOOD UP TO YELL > BACK, BANG! ONE LESS INSURGENT! > AFTER EVERY MISSION THE COMPANY COMMANDER WOULD ASK, "CORPORAL, HOW MANY > INSURGENTS DID YOU SHOOT TODAY?" > ON THIS PARTICULAR DAY, WHEN ASKED ABOUT THE KILL NUMBER, HE REPORTED, "FIVE > KILLED AND ONE LET GO." "ONE LET GO!" > ROARED THE CO! "WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN, YOU LET ONE GO?" > "WELL SIR, REPLIED THE CORPORAL, I YELLED OUT OSAMA IS A HOMOSEXUAL! THEN THIS > BIG INSURGENT STOOD UP AND YELLED BACK, HILLARY IS A BITCH!" "SIR I JUST COULDN'T SHOOT A FELLOW REPUBLICAN!"

Water World
Water world, classic Kostner, honestly i like the movie even though it has a shallow plot and the acting sucks. Who can argue with the mean person everyone hates gets a heart and saves the little girl. It kinda reminds me of the "how the grinch stole christmas" (and the deformed bad ass's heart grew three sizes that day). but who knows the way global warming is, we all may learn something from this movie. STOCK UP ON SCUBA GEAR. For those who haven't seen it this post apacolyptic movie follows the travels of a mutant drifter (Kostner) who gets involved in a small group of peoples search for "dry land" as the whole known world is covered in water. The "smokers" also want to find this utopia for themselves and it's basically a race to find and figure out the map, which happens to be a young girl's tatoo. Well overall I would have to say i would give this movie a 3 out of 5 tankards.

Not Deleting
Ok so change in plans...not deleting BUT only because my best friend casey keep callin me asking me not to and it was kind of getting annoying. If I did delete she would have called me harrassing me to make a new one im sure. But pls do not waste ur time rating me or anything. This acct will lay dormant unless Casey 'needs me' or I happen to get the FU syndrome and starting rating again. If and when I am on always feel free to chat! The one who can't get rid of ya's :D lol -submissive ... now known as Minja; check out my vid on my profile lol :)

If Like Were Like Computer
if life Were Like A Computer: - You could add/remove someone in your life using the control panel. - You could put your kids in the recycle bin and restore them when you feel like it! - You could improve your appearance by adjusting the display settings. - You could turn off the speakers when life gets too noisy. - You could click on "find" (Ctrl, F) to recover your lost remote control and car keys. - To get your daily exercise, just click on "run"! - If you mess up your life, you could always press "Ctrl, Alt, Delete" and start a new life!

Perfect Blue Buildings
Just down the street from your hotel, baby I stay at home with my disease And ain't this position familiar, darling Well, all monkeys do what they see Help me stay awake, I'm falling... Down on Virginia and La Loma Where I got friends who'll care for me You got an attitude of everything I ever wanted I got an attitude of need Help me stay awake, I'm falling... Asleep in perfect blue buildings Beside the green apple tree Gonna get me a little oblivion, baby Try to keep myself away from me (myself and) me It's 4:30 A.M. on a Tuesday It doesn't get much worse than this In beds in little rooms in buildings in the middle of these lives which are completely meaningless Help me stay awake, I'm falling... Asleep in perfect blue buildings Beside the green apple tree Gonna get me a little oblivion, baby Try to keep myself away from me (myself and) me I got bones beneath my skin, and mister... There's a skeleton in every man's house Beneath the dust and love and

Ghost In This House
I don't pick up the mail I don't pick up the phone I don't answer the door I'd just as soon be alone I don't keep this place up I just keep the lights down I don't live in these rooms I just rattle around I'm just a ghost in this house I'm just a shadow upon these walls As quietly as a mouse I haunt these halls I'm just a whisper of smoke I'm all that's left of two hearts on fire That once burned out of control You took my body and soul I'm just a ghost in this house I don't care if it rains I don't care if it's clear I don't mind staying in There's another ghost here He sits down in your chair And he shines with your light And he lays down his head On your pillow at night I'm just a ghost in this house I'm just a shadow upon these walls I'm living proof of the damage Heartbreak does I'm just a whisper of smoke I'm all that's left of two hearts on fire That once burned out of control And took my body and soul I'm just a ghost in this house Oh, I'm

Locked My Keys
well sunday just was a bad night for me i guess. for 1 i had to work that aint a big thing though. but me and the guy i ws working with got out late. and i told a friend that i would run and get him so medicine because he was getting a cold no big deal. well then on my way to take it to him i took a few wrong turns but i still knew where i was at. so i make it to give my freind his medicine and i lock my keys in the car so we are outside in the cold trying to figure out a way to unlock the car which didnt work. so we had to break the back little window so i could unlock my car and get my keys. so anyway that was a pretty bad day.

My Real Man
I NEED A REAL MAN TO HANDLE ME TO GIVE ME ALL I TRULY NEED AND I DON'T JUST MEAN SEXUALLY GIVE ME WHAT I DESIRE TO BE PLEASED A REALNESS THAT WILL BLOW MY MIND NOT SHALLOW CONVERSATION TO WASTE MY TIME NOT A FAKENESS FOR I'M NOT BLIND COME WITH SOMETHING NEW, NOT THAT OLD ASS LINE BE STERN, TO THE POINT, HELL, JUST BE REAL STIMULATE ME WITH SOMETHING REAL NOT WITH WHAT'S BETWEEN YOUR LEGS BUT ASTOUND ME WITH WHAT'S IN YOUR HEAD CAPTURE MY HEART WITH A THOUGHT OUT PLAN CAN I SEE THROUGH THE BS,? WELL YES I CAN I TOLD YOU MY DESIRE, YOU UNDERSTAND? BUT ONCE AGAIN,I'LL TELL YOU, I NEED A REAL MAN

I Love How Twisted I Am Being Made Out To Be!!!
24 hours ago, I posted a blog saying that I was leaving this site, and as of right now that is still my mindset. After I posted it, I had literally a dozen people come to me and ask me not to delete my profile - that I will be giving in to the ones who want me gone from this site. (Am I really that much of a threat to some people?) I have also heard some rumors floating around that paint a very sick and disturbing picture of me. Believe me, I am tired of the lies, so I am coming out with what I have heard has been said. Believe whatever you want to - I really don't care! I have heard that I have lied about a lot of things on this site. I hear that people have been saying that I never had cancer, nor did I ever go through treatments or have the two surgeries. I have heard that some are saying that Kianna never existed - that I made her up and I was really her (an alter-ego of sorts). I have heard that I am just saying these and being like this for the attention and to pull at

Feeling Of Love
To the one I love When I saw you..I was afraid to talk to you... When I talked to you..I was afraid to hold you.. When I held you..I was a fraid to love you.. Now that I love you..I'm afraid to lose you.. Yesterday is a history...Tomorrow is a future.. and today is a gift..Thats why it's called the present.. I was born when you kisses me...And I died when you left me.. But I lived for two months...You loved me.. Untill there was you...I cried myself to sleep.. While I had you, I fell asleep with a gentle smile on my face... Before I lost you..I worried myself to sleep.. Now that your gone..I sit up at night,waiting for you to come back.. Today I'm going to tell you I love you, incase tomorrow never comes. done by Christine

Undying Love
You came to me with such love in your eyes I wondered why you looked so happy You came to me, and said your were in love But how could you be in love When I'm in love with you She said he must be an angel in disguise That every glimpse of him Makes your heart want to fly All I wanted to say, was I could be The one you could love and hold And spend you whole life with I could never tell you this As you speak, my heart breaks to pieces Like the rain covering us drop by drop You look at me and say How wanted to introduce us But we already met As I stared at him puzzled and curious He said lovingly "It's you" Done by Christine

Creation Of My Blog
I sit around when not at work and watch movies a lot. this time of year i'm inside more than out, and in the summer i still usually watch one after dark. So i thought what the heck, i'm on here and wanted to start a blog so i'd stick with what i know. So if you don't mind listening to a nerd's opinion on movies come by if you see a title you like or want to check out.

"the Injuries Of War"
What a horrid nightmare! To be far away in a distant land, Surrounded by mud and foreign sand, With th’ smell of death filling th’ air. It’s all so surreal! At home one day eating a meal With children and wife, Whom you now defend with your very life. The battle cries sound Silently on the warring ground. The warriors draw their arms At the beating of their drums; Waiting to break the cold air With blatantly harsh steel, To slash without the slightest care; Piercing souls that will quickly heal, And causing their bodies the greatest despair, To just simply make a quick kill, Under a bridge or over a hill. Tis’ all these things that make a war so justly unfair. ___________________________________________________ [Copyright © 2008, written by Jamie Shawn Tan. All Rights Reserved.] Photo url location ~ www.visitdunkeld.com/img/Battle%20of%20Bannockburn%20Print.jpg

How Much Does Love Cost?
How much would it take to hear "I love you"? How much is the price of what was lost? How much is the fee of joy? How much does love cost? Does it take a broken heart? Or maybe just the tears? Does it cost your happiness? Or maybe just the fears? Is a commitment too much to ask? Or maybe not enough? Is loving you worthless? When life seems so tough? So does love have a price? Even though you cannot buy it? How much does love cost? Is it the fact you cannot deny it? There's nothing I wouldn't do, To retreive what was lost, Just tell me one thing, How Much Does Love Cost? done by christine

Answer For My Ex
You called to ask me back, professing you still love me I can't help but wonder how could this be when you turned your back and abandoned me You left to be with someone else now claiming to have made a fool of yourself i didn't ask you to go, it was you, who left I have forgave, but i never forgot how you said she was your high school sweetheart treated me like your love suddenly stopped It wasn't your leaving, but the way you left no thoughts of me, my kids, but only self lying that it wasn't for anyone else you hurt me deep, broke me inside for months, every day i cried now you are asking to be back in my life? you left because you wanted to go my life moved on when you clsed that door so to answer your request boo...... HELL TO THE NO!!!!!

Read About Me
theyear of 2007" was the hardest year of my life! everything i use to be and everything i use to like, doesn't even matter to me anymore! In the last year I have been sick over 15 times making it almost impostible to keep a job. I've been in the hospital 3 times, almost died 4 times, been treated for severe depression, have been engaged to the girl who i thought was the love of my life who does't even talk to me anymore. lost most of my friends and gave up on everone else, i just don't care anymore, her family treated me like shit and trust me I won't be dating for a long time! I have no friends, my brother is too busy to be my brother anymore. my best friend is my cousin mike who is like a brother to me. last year sucked, i would say i wouldn't change it for the world but i would be lieing! i wish the day allison walked in the pantry was my day off and at the club i would of let her leave with cindy! it would of saved me alot. I am how i have always been theres no chang

My Bucket List
1)Kids-1 boy (Colton Andrew Kenji Unrath or Roary Elijah Unrath) 1 girl (Aurora Alison Michelle Unrath) 2)Find true love (i might be able to cross this one off) 3)Find employment in something I truly enjoy 4)Help out someone truly in need 5)Quit chewing 6)Make at least one person truly happy-check 7)Set up a savings account 8)Travel to australia, Brazil, Germany, Cananda, Mexico, Spain, Japan, Ireland 9)Go hunting 10)Go to at least 3 more concerts-Taylor Swift, Rascal Flatts, Blink 182, Something Corporate, 30 seconds to Mars, Eminem, Colbie Caillat, Carrie Underwood, Brad Paisley 11)Go to college AND graduate with at least a associates degree (law or criminology) 12)Visit the playboy mansion 13)Meet Celebs-Megan Fox, Bam Margera, Orlando Bloom, Jonny Depp, Lindsay Lohan, Jessica Alba, Eminem, Taylor Swift, Colbie Caillat (at least 5) 14)Get all the tats i want-Shamrock ribs, bear claw left shoulder, snakes forearms, ohana neck, words, heartagram under the belly button 15

I Am Me
I think of you so often You keep floating in my mind, You seem the one and only The type that's hard to find. But deep within my heart I realise it's not meant to be, Your life is so much better Why would you want me? I am not a princess A model, an actress or a star, Why can't girls take you For who you really are? So i'll just wait my turn Keep watching, observing and see, Maybe one special day You'll realise Iam me. done by christine

Whore Seeker
HE'S A DOWNRATER PEOPLE, AND HES GETTING TO YOUR FRIENDS! STOP THIS SHITHEAD BEFORE HE HITS SOMEONE CLOSE TO YOU!!! GOT YOUR PIC PRICK..lmao WHORE SEEKER@ fubar (repost of original by '~ Phoenix FuOwned By Arthur 155~Rider of the Love Machine' on '2008-01-15 18:36:48') ~~~~~~~~~~~~ I clicked on his profile picture and before I could do anything he already rated me a 1 and blocked me. · WHORE SEEKER rated you a '1'! · WHORE SEEKER just checked you out!

People Suck
I got off work at 8pm I got home at 9pm, I live 8 minutes away. why did it take so long, a snow drift and mean people. After I dropped off the nightly money from work I headed home, there was a drift didn't look to bad plus there were already tracks from another car, so I backed up so I had a run at it and went, made it half thru. and nothing. Got stuck, I rocked back and forth for 15 minutes didn't make any progress. so I got out in calf deep snow and rising to wave people down, 11 cars slowed down and drove by. one person stopped, A 16 year old. he went and got a better car and pulled me out. took 5 minutes. My pants are frozen, so are my ankles. People piss me off sometimes. But I now know I am not going to try that again. first time I got stuck in a long time. Well after I finish my glass of wine I am off to bed. Thanks for reading.

I Love You
If I said I Love You, would you understand? Understand where words come from and what they can with stand. Some things can be said to cause someone to hurt. Even stronger words can tear two people a part. But the words you said keep ringing in my mind. Have I found what I was looking for, or is there still someone to find? All I want is you. Like no other ever has. I will always love you stronger, but you first must let go of the past. I am all you need, besides a little trust. Believe me I will never let you go or leave you in the dust. I will stand by your side through thick and thin. I promise you that from my heart within. We may not always be together, but I will always try. Try to make this work and never let this feeling die. So when I say I love you do you understand? Understand where those words come from and what they can with stand. done by christine

Relationships
WELL.. HERE I GO AGAIN. SINGLE. HMM.. CAN'T SEEM TO FIGURE OUT WHAT THE DEAL IS. MY EX AND I WERE OFF AND ON FOR OVER TWO YEARS. LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP, SO AUTOMATICALLY THERE WERE TRUST ISSUES. BACK TO THE DATING GAME. UH!!! I'M JUST NOT INTO THAT B.S. YOU PUT YOUR BEST FOOT FORWARD, JUST TO GET IN THE DOOR, AND YOU DON'T FIND OUT UNTIL YOU'VE WASTED YOUR TIME FOR 6 MONTHS THAT THE GUY IS AN ASSHOLE. I DON'T KNOW. THINK THIS TIME, I'M STAYING SINGLE. WHERE ARE THE GOOD MEN AT? NOT JUST THE SEXY FINE ONES. BUT THE ONES THAT HANDLE THEIR BUSINESS, ARE FAMILY ORIENTED, LOVING AND UNSELFISH? WHERE? SO HERE I SIT..HAPPILY NEVER AFTER. KELLZ

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The Wolf And The Indian
It's not surprising that the Indian saw the wolf as a significant animal. Both were hunters of which the survival of their families depended. The Indian was very aware of the many ways in which his own life resembled those of the wolf. The wolf hunted for himself and for his family. The wolf defended his pack against enemy attack, as the Indian defended his tribe. He had to be strong as an individual and for the good of the pack. It was a sufficient system of survival; and in the eyes of the Indian, no animal did this as well as the wolf. The Indian worked to be as well intigrated in his environment, as he could see the wolf was in the universe. The hunter did not see the wolf as an enemy or competitor, or as something less than himself. His perception of the wolf was a realistic assessment of the wolf's ability to survive and thrive, to be in balance with the world they shared. He respected the wolf's patience and perseverance, which were his most effective hunting weapons. To say

Ode To Her
I wanna taste your sweet other lips, I want to plant my face between your thrusting hips, I want to eat your fuzzy peach, like an ever feeding leech. I want to suck on your divine tits, till the ecstacy blows away my wits, I want to sate my burning fire on your booty with my desire I want to hold you in my arms I want to kiss you and feel your charms. I want to have your sweet lips, around my mightily throbbing dick. I want to lick your sweet, sweet ass as you polish my piece of brass, I want to taste your lip gloss, I want my pecker to be your floss. I want to make a promise here, I will always worship you my dear, your my goddess, my ever shining light, I will never leave you, I would die for you, I swear for you I'd fight!

The Hero
So you feel that you ain't nobody Always needed to be somebody Put your feet on the ground Put your hand on your heart Lift your head to the stars And the world's for your taking So you feel it's the end of the story Find it all pretty satisfactory Well I tell you my friend This might seem like the end But the continuation Is yours for the making Yes you're a hero

Letting People Know
Just to let people know.. yes i am overweight.. i am doing my best to overcome what i have to in order to be happy.. i am shy because of this.. i hide in my pictures.. and i rarely go on my webcam.. all because of my weight.. its not the person its me and something i have to do.. i am not comfortable enough.. when the time comes ill do things differently.. please forgive me if i am too shy or too quite.. there are reasons for this.. jus give me time..

I'm Getting Fatter!
I weighed myself today, and I have gained 14 pounds since october. I feel like a sausage stuffed in a skin right now. BAH. Time to go on that diet..I blame the beer.. And the icecream... ........oh, and the..nevermind.

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What Love Is
love is everchanging love is neverending love is unstoppable love is undeniable love is eternal love is divine love is uncontrolable once you start to love someone, never will you stop, It may seem so but it is not true, you always love them, your love for them just grows and changes, maybe so you can still recognize it, but in todays world more often not. However attempting to control love, turns love into hate, true unconditional love is FREEDOM!!!

Angels Of All Sizes
She said we are her angels and that there are angels all around angels come in all sizes, some may seem to be strangers some are friends there are angels of all sizes, some are short, some are like big huggable teddybears some have golden hair shining like a halo.

Bid On Me
plain and simple im up for bids in BABII'S auction fubucks, blasts, HH, and VIPs are also accepted want to own me for a month then BID heres the link http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=993496&albumid=801753&i=4075610672 now get of you @$$3S and BID LOTS OF LOVE

All Kidding Aside, Obama For President?!?!
One of the obvious differences between Democrats and Republicans is the role that religion plays in their presidential campaigns. For instance, every Democrat, while pretending to believe that “separation of church and state” actually appears somewhere in the Constitution, must also insist that religion plays an essential role in his or her life. But just about the only time you see them going to church is when they’re posing for the cameras while addressing a black Baptist congregation. What’s more, when questioning these people, the liberal media kindly limits itself to a yes or no question regarding the existence of God. However, when the candidates are Republicans, you might get the idea that the members of the MSM were boning up for their theology exams. Is Huckabee too Christian? Does he actually believe the universe was created in six days? When he was a governor, did he go out of his way to commute the sentences of felons because he was a sucker for anyone who announced he’d

Functioning High Pressure W/low Input
All your chicken-soup for the brain has been soul-candy all this time Grant me inconvenience, allow me to NOT care what minds assume Sheltered reputations incriminate pure, harmless, gentle saints Give us euthanasia if we must forgo basic human rights Positive-attitudes are NOT solutions, negative-attitudes are NOT the only problems Ignorant-optimists perceive proactive-foresight as rudeness, and alarms as grouchy-tantrums Life in an atmosphere of sugar-coated-planets is the curse of keen-observers All your pearls-of-wisdom are avoided like biohazards, futile forever Faith in being a better human than your fellow human Leaves your wetware convinced the planet is immersed in vermin Why does anyone bother trying to enlighten wetware? We are products of evolution, so we hunt and gather Comfort-zones are the building-blocks of each and every status-quo Interpersonal-conflict takes effect whenever change is due No one’s paradigms shift when gridlock

Sick Of The Bullshit!!!
What should I do??? I always put out all kinds of affection, and do all kinds of shit for the person I am "with"... Single right now, but I started talking to someone lately... Well I am tired of having my heart ripped out... WTF do I do... Just give up all together, or keep trying hoping it doesnt happen again pushing me over the edge??? Please let me know...

Wanna Be Players
I have thought a long time about this....seems I keep coming up with the same conclusion every time. I find a man, and I really start to like him. Things seem to be going well. And then all of a sudden I find that the person that he told me he was, wasn't who he was after all. I'm not one to throw my hands up and quit at the first sign of trouble...so we talk about all this. And I try to understand and work past all of the stories I've been told. This brings me to where I am now and how it has made me put up my guard. Now this person wants me to take them back and start over. With all the hurt and lack of trust I'm having a hard time with this. Not to mention...I hear that I'm the only one that he wants to be with. And I'm the only one that he truly cares for. However, I'm not oblivious as to what has been going on elsewhere. "Giving other women his number, calling one I know of for sure, calling her baby (same as he does me)and telling her he can't wait to hear her sweet voice again(s

Depression That Won't Leave
I am still depressed and have not figured out why. Things are going great all except for a few things, but nothing major. I love my job which I will post a blog about soon. Today was my second day. :) Anyways...I can't seem to shake this depression right now.I have thought about doing stuff that I know I shouldn't be thinking about. The good news on that is that they are just thoughts that I will never act upon. I have no reason to. I love my children way too much to hurt them by taking my own life. I am having better days now with minimal suicidal thoughts. I am not sure why they are there though. I am trying to figure out what has me so depressed, but I can't figure it out. It doesn't make sense. I am a little disappointed in the fact that Erick is proposing without a ring, but that is not depressing me. He is giving me a temporary ring until he can get the engagement ring he is looking at. I don't mind at all. I'm just not myself right now and that has me worried. I need to figure o

Free Sex, Yes You!!!
Jan. 10 (Bloomberg.com) -- If you want to watch Nick having sex with a prostitute, he's happy to let you. The 36-year-old bank-security technician drove eight hours from his home in Metz, France, to Big Sister, a Prague brothel where customers peruse a touch-screen menu of blondes, brunettes and redheads available for free. The catch is clients have to let their exploits be filmed and posted on the Internet. ``Sex is no taboo,'' Nick says, though he asked that his last name not be used. ``You have to free your mind.'' Big Sister is marrying 21st-century technology with the world's oldest profession to profit from the public's appetite for ever-more graphic reality TV. Since 2005, more than 15,000 men have taken up the offer of free sex in return for 15 minutes, or less, of fame, according to the brothel. Big Sister is now expanding into the U.S. with a local version of its Web site. Visitors to the virtual brothel pay 29.95 euros ($43.88) for a one-month subscription to a s

For All My Friends...this Impacted Me Please Read
To My Charlie To Joshua Lucas Grisham... To all of those that have been called home and all the friends that I still Have here... Love Ya! One day a husband's wife died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the husband was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't anymore. No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye, before we can say "I love you." So while we have it, it's best we love it, care for it, fix it when it's broken and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage . And old cars . And children with bad report cards, and dogs with bad hips, and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it. Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up

I Wonder
After the Fu Drama I have been through tonight i decided to write the dumbest blog I've ever written. We all know this place if full of players both men and women. They both tell you what they think you want to hear and there good at it. Like for me for example I don't have a boyfriend haven't had one since May 14,2006. But that has been by choice for me for many reasons. Funny thing about the guys I deal with is they all say how sexy or hot or beautiful, I am but i bet you anything that if you guys were here in the same place as me you wouldn't be talking your shit. So really whats the point of talking your trash if you don't mean it. I mean really it's not like we are ever gonna meet so what's the purpose. Maybe you just like to see yourself type who knows. Ok so with that said who wants to be my real life boyfriend lmao!!

30 Things Guys Want Girls To Know
30 Things Guys Want Girls To Know: 1. We're not as perverted as you think we all are. 2. No matter what YOU say, your ex-boyfriend IS a LOSER. 3. We like you to give us hugs and kisses sometimes too. 4. Don't argue with us when we call you beautiful. 5. Don't treat us like crap, what goes around comes around. 6. We know you're pretty, that's one of the reason's we're dating you. 7. Don't go into detail about your period. It scares us. 8. If you have cramps and we ask you what's wrong, just tell us it's that time of the month and nothing more. 9. If you really liked us for us, you would let us think that our mustache, beard, or sideburns looked cool. 10. We never shave our legs. So get over it. 11. NEVER ask us if you can put makeup on us. It's just wrong............ 12. Don't make bets about us, because one of your friends will tell us, if you don't. 13. When we tell you that you're not fat, believe us. 14. We absolutely do not care about the Backstreet Boys, *NSYNC, 98

Better Than I Thought
It's less than a week til finals for my two classes, and I'm doing better than I thought. I thought I was failing economics badly, but I'm passing with a C+. Yeah me! Wish me luck on my finals this weekend!

Surgery Tomorrow!
Hey peoples; I am off to surgery tomorrow morning, just wanted to keep an update and let you all know. I won't be on line for alittle while, almost a month, all depends on how fast I heal from the surgery. I wish you all well, and keep in your thoughts and prayers. Cheers and by for now! Alley!

Woooooooooooooooooooo
well well well.. i finally got round to looking at this site ha! too blimmin hot to be sitting here in fron of this computer aye! have a good one i may add more later i may not who knows i don't!

Fairies Kiss
IT WAS THE FAIRIES KISS MAYBE THE LAST ALL I AM ASKING IS FOR ONE LAST CHANCE HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FEEL? I SIT ALONE IN THE CORNER WHILE THE TWO OF YOU DANCE, I DAYDREAM IS IT MY ONLY ROMANCE? BUT WHAT I SEE NEXT IS MAGIC, WHEN FAIRIES KISS.

Cant Figure It Out
Okay so here is the thing.... i need help. Or more like i need some opinions. I have been 'talking" to this guy for about 6 months now and at first we were spending a lot of time w/each other and all that good stuff (mostly just sex), then all of a sudden he stopped coming to see me and stopped askin me to come over... i asked him what was goin on and he said that things were just getting to serious and he got scared... so i backed off a little and then he started coming around again. Not as much as before. Well spending time w/someone and having relations with them makes you close to that person and can cause you to have feelings right? Well i started catching feelings for him. And he goes back and forth. One moment saying he is in love with me and the next he states that he just doesnt have those feelings for me and that my feelings are way to deep?? So i tell him that we just need to stay away from each other and he agrees... but then a few days later he is coming back hugging and k

Origin Is Forever
Origin is forever. Through these brown eyes behold them brown eyes. I see my worlds tears. Yeah origin is forever. Every peak will have two valleys. Hopeful eyes in the comfort of true protection and admiration of a child thats forever. Forever is to stride at the pace of endearment forever. Forever is what i leave, my I self contribution. Damn what am i gonna leave?? Ok, i leave my one and only grain of spiritual sand. Through universal scales of humanity all humanity. Forever is finding a solution to a solution. Tsunami's, hurricane's following the trails of african slave ships. War,war and more war, floods, columbine. Global warming, earthquakes, another somebody done me wrong song. Virgina Tech is not a oh what the heck. Where do u place your one grain of spiritual sand forever?? Confusion,need a solution. Blend stir, stir and blend the pot of humanity. Sift the ingredients of acknowledgment, apology, amendment, atonement. We are gonna work with the 4 A's here. Forever possible....

Why Bother?
I'm seeing a few people I know get fed up with human relationships in their lives. I guess I look at them and think to myself, "now, that's why I don't have close friendships". I mean, I've got my husband, and I love him to death. I let him into my life and he knows all of my secrets and quirks. I trust him. Most people, though, I don't trust. I don't form relationships with people. I've got my husband and my family, but not many other people get in. In fact, it was a surprise when my husband found his way through my defenses. It was one of those "and just how did you get in here?" moments. I think I do it to save myself from disappointment. I used to try. I used to give of myself to people. I used to try to trust them. Then I got burned, over and over again. Finally I just gave up on it. I'll be friendly. Sure, I'll talk to you and maybe even go out sometimes, but really I don't trust people anymore. The old saying goes, "a pessimist is never disappointed". I wo

Horny To The Point Of Distraction
I don't know whats wrong with me tonight..True it's been awhile since I've had sex..but this is crazy. I want a cock inside me so bad. I want some one to spank me, whisper absolutely dirty things to me. Make me cry out, fuck me deep & hard till it pushes my pussy open. I'm thinking I should put this to good use and I've been trying to write my erotic horror stories. But my mind wanders instead of writing! I'd love to know if this ever happens to anyone else? HeH or what you'd do to me if you were young hot & horny..

22 Ways To Make A Girl Smile
THESE ARE 22 WAYS TO MAKE UR GIRL SMILE. but remember there are consequences 1 . Tell her she is beautiful (not fine, or sexy) but if she's not, go with sexy because she will beat you down if she thinks you're lying. 2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second. If you grab her hand, plan on holding it for no less time than it takes an iceberg to evaporate, or get asked why you stopped. 3 . Kiss her on the forehead. You kiss her on the forehead, she'll want more. Hope her breath doesn't stink and that is probably why you kissed her on the forehead anyhow. 4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. Wait until you two have been going out a while though, this also constitutes as stalking. 5 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. Unless you're the reason she's mad..........then run! 6 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. Unless you have money, then she will simply think you're che

If You Say So
i keep hearing about people being "fake" lo's and lette's and people trying so hard to be something they are not... who is to say what someone is? who are you to judge if someone is worthy enough to be anything? i've come to notice the ones that are so quick to point a finger at someone calling them fake are usually the fake ones. i will say i am new to the whole juggalo family. i dont listen to icp around the clock, i dont own any icp parafanelia (sp?) but guess what? i'm fucking poor and dont spend money on myself period... so just because i dont have icp on everything i own does that make me less of a lette then you? to me being a lette isnt what materialistic things you have to show you are a lette or how many words to how many songs you know it is a way of life. accepting people for who they are. loving people even if they are a little fucked up. not judging people because they are differant!!! hello???!!!!! do ya'll not fucking pay attention? stop judging people and st

Shit On My Mind
whats good ppl well me iam doing ok i guess beside the fact tht iam single and i hate and iam not use to it . i miss being in a realationship but my last realationship i was in shit got ugly towards the end i just want someone who is good and happy with me ya dig. now on to the nexthing iam tryin to get back on top with my money shit being fuck up with out a job is no fuckin fun i tell you tht hopefully tht all cjange this week with a few interview tht i had this week wish me luck

~~new Orleans~~
Moving to New Orleans This happened on a flight getting ready to depart for New Orleans. Jack was sitting on the plane when a guy took the seat beside him. The guy was an emotional wreck, pale, hands shaking, moaning in fear. "What's the matter?" Jack asked. "I've been transferred to New Orleans, there's crazy people there. They've got lots of shootings, gangs, race riots, drugs, poor public schools, and the highest crime rate." Jack replied, "I've lived in New Orleans all my life. It's not as bad as the media says. Find a nice home, go to work, mind your own business, enroll your kids in a nice private school. It's as safe a place as anywhere in the world." The guy relaxed and stopped shaking and said, "Oh, thank you. I've been worried to death. But if you live there and say it's OK, I'll take your word for it. What do you do for a living?" "Me?" said Jack. "I'm a tail gunner on a Budweiser truck."

Yoga For Migraine~~!!
Breathing exercises to strengthen the lungs and improve the oxygen levels in the body All of you who suffer from migraines know how difficult it can be to deal with the same — they seem to l ast from a few hours to a few days! This is yet another disease that no-one really knows the root cause of. Yes, there are genetic factors but stress and anxiety, food allergies, sensitivity to sound or light, irregular meals, irregular sleep and lack of exercise are also contributing factors. I am giving you a seven day programme that specially works on all the areas concerned with migraine and you must do these regularly to see an improvement in your condition. Yoga gives great importance to breath, because how you breathe will affect the health of your body and the breath also links the body and the mind. Today we begin with breathing exercises that are a must for those who suffer from migraines. Not only do they strengthen the lungs and improve the oxygen levels in the body but a

Source Material
Let me get straight to the point of this post: I find it difficult when people come with an image, obviously pulled from the internet, and want an exact tattoo of it. I almost feel weird admitting this: I download music and TV shows from the internet for free - thank you usenet - but I balk when somebody wants an image recreated. Here's the thing, I have less of an issue with turning a photograph or series of photographs into a custom piece. That's no problem. But when somebody comes in with a piece of art that has been pulled directly from, say, DeviantArt, I sort of feel bad. Then I get over it and go about my business. *Often I'll make a point to contact the original creator of the piece. I don't ask for permission though, I just tell them about the finished product.

Cold Weather
I work in a street shop. A lovely street shop! Two of the guys have been tattooing together for years and years. Both are amazing tattoo artists, and both have built up a clientele. So they remain steadily booked in advance, minus cancellations or bad weather. Then this is Big G and myself. We are working our butts off trying to build the foundations of such. But for now, we're hit or miss. We'll have insane weeks (sporadically) followed by mediocre ones. It's pretty random and I've learned to sway with the tide. The past two weeks I've been busy as ever. But then the temperature dropped today and I knew things would slow down. So what do tattoo artists do when there's nothing to do? Well, sometimes we catch up on drawings, clean and organize; you know, tighten up that ship. But usually we do something else... 1. Song lyrics are much better when the content is dumbed down to eighth grade level. 2. YouTube, as vast as it is, only holds our attention for about ten minutes

Wow
Well it has been quite a while since I have been on here./ A lot of things have gone on in the past several months. I mean it's really been since the beginning of July that I was really on here. The end of July We started pccking to move. We have relocated towns and jobs.... Bought a pickup and a house. It has really been crazy but it also has all been for the best. I am much happier and more content and stress free..... Welll just thought I would let you all know... I will probably only be on here once a week or 2 just because of how busy life is with everything new..... but definately keep me informed!!!!!! And keep in touch!!! Love you all!!! Manda

Oh Love!
So a quick question! Why is it when you want love and you long for that special someone, its not there for you! I just know I am recently divorced and so tired of being alone...Its sad to say that when I was married I was just as lonely as I am now. I mean I have my daughter but its not the same kinda of love I am longing for. Who knows! -Lindsey

The Meaning Of My Tattoo...
The meaning of my tattoo Current mood: calm Category: Art and Photography Symbolism The Claddagh's distinctive design features two hands clasping a heart, and usually surmounted by a crown. The elements of this symbol are often said to correspond to the qualities of love (the heart), friendship (the hands), and loyalty (the crown). The way that a Claddagh ring is worn on the hand is usually intended to convey the wearer's romantic availability, or lack thereof. Traditionally, if the ring is on the right hand with the heart facing outward and away from the body, this indicates that the person wearing the ring is not in any serious relationship, and may in fact be single and looking for a relationship: "their heart is open." When worn on the right hand but with the heart facing inward toward the body, this indicates the person wearing the ring is in a relationship, or that "someone has captured their heart". A Claddagh worn on the left hand with the heart facing outward is

Sad Day Today
woke up this morning knowing the afternoon would bring uncontrollable tears .. and emotions i had buried very deep .. a couple of years ago .. Today i had to put down my sisters pup .. she just couldn't do it .. she wanted to remember her as the happy little soul .. that loved going for walks . going for rides and eating her beloved cookies ..not the cancer ridden pup that couldn't even climb up on the couch .. or eat her favorite kibbles and bits .. I gathered up all my strength .. as i had taken this walk what seemed just a short time ago taking my own lil girl to be put down and it broke my heart more than i can say .. I thank God for the sweet people that work at the vet .. Johanna came and sat with me for a few mins before we took her to the back room .. the Vet ( lori) came out and we just had a big hug session .. and shed some tears .. for all the furry babies we've all lost over the years .. Johanna and i walked back to the room .. its a small room .. with a rocker

~my Dad~
Life Lessons You may have thought I didn't see, Or that I hadn't heard, Life lessons that you taught to me, But I got every word. Perhaps you thought I missed it all, And that we'd grow apart, But Dad, I picked up everything, It's written on my heart. Without you, Dad, I wouldn't be The woman I am today; You built a strong foundation No one can take away. I've grown up with your values, And I'm very glad I did; So here's to you, dear father, From your forever grateful kid. ......................................... Hes not only my dad but my friend....I love him with everything I have and I miss him...he lives in Indiana...and dammit man it sucks...i cant wait until he moves back south!!!

Thoughts
I Don't Carter to you Anymore A lifetime shall pass before we ever speak again Don't Worry , Your Conscious is clear Out of Sight , Out of Mind, Be Gone, Over and over, You could never comprehend , All I wanted was what was best for you. Unfortunately, You Never truly Valued me as Friend That all seems not to matter now Over and over I suppressed my feeling, Held my tongue, Only To watch, And Forever Resist ever revealing how Disappointed I am Maybe, Actions do not speak louder than words Maybe Everything is Lost in Translation You want to say, Your Actions Had no Hidden meaning, That it was all Just Misunderstandings..... Again , It Does not Matter I Wish I could be your Friend, But You Don't Even Respect me or Care Enough To Be Honest One Lie Always Leads to another But, What you Do not Comprehend I Never deluded myself that I would be nothing more than your freind... So Let the Hunt Begin While your on that, Maybe you should look in the mirror Really Look W

I've Moved On!!!
It's OVER!!!!!! After 9 yrs. of putting up with Romel's bullshit, lies and the list could go on and on!!! But I am so done with his ass! Yes, he's my daughters father but that really doesnt mean shit to me or my daughter. She knows who he is (YEEPEE!)and at times he's tried to be a father. But I dont have to deal with him on the level. All his "women" on his myspace leave me messages about stupid shit. Whatever! Trust me ladies you can have his sorry ass! I'm done with him. He can't do shit for me or mine. But if these "women" (and i use that term lightly) have something to really bitch about...women up. I dont have shit to hide. Romel might, but I dont! I have better things to think about and better things to do with my life! So, for the stupid ass trailor park trash bitches that email me with some fucked up shit....trust this...watch what you say and do...I DO NOT PLAY WELL WITH OTHER BITCHES!!!!!

Becoming One
You on the left,me on the right We lay here in the night I take a breath and breathe you in I never want this feeling to end I look at you and just smile Lets just lay here, just for awhile I look over at you and feel kind of week I'm so in love with you I can't speak. You look at me with that evil litte grin I fall in love with you again and again. Your holding my heart, its been yours from the start. After all this time I still get shy When you look me right in the eyes. I take your hand, you squeeze mine tight I can feel my heart smiling, such delight. You pull me close and kiss my lips Only with you do I know such bliss. You pull of my hair and kiss me deeply Never have I been kissed so sweetly. You start taking me to that place Where nothing matters except your warm embrace. You know all of me is yours for the taking once again my legs start shaking. You take my hair and pull it tight Then grab me by the neck and take a bite. I moan out in such extacy, i

Poetry
in a world where all is just as it seems, i wander in the shadows that have been cast by dreams, at wat point do we realize we arent safe in our own minds? that our thoughts will be judged by those who r blind, blind to the images that make us who we r, and the paths we have chosen that bare us as scars, we will continue the struggle on these sleepless nights, 2 afraid to be me for fear of hate and spite, but im tired of bein judged by those who cant be me, yet still i bare this burden cause only i can free me, but is feedom the issue if i cant escape my sins? would i give up my soul 2 feel safer in my skin? could we put a price on the things that would seem trivial 2 most? could we continue to live the lies that keep us hidden from our ghosts? could we travel on the path that would prevent us from bein real? the parts of us that will decide who we r and what we feel? i vow from this day fourth to stop running from the pain, and hold my head up high traversing this roc

Trying To Help A Friend
WhiteWolf aka bill is haveing some problems and stuff im not going to any of it right now but the Boy is in drespret need of funds right now any thing can help. if you can spare a few bucks then please do so. I hate to ask for help but in this case its needed. if you can help in any way please hit me up in the shout box or in an email. thankx Jess

Garbage-stupid Girl
You pretend youre high You pretend youre bored You pretend youre anything Just to be adored And what you need Is what you get Dont believe in fear Dont believe in faith Dont believe in anything That you cant break You stupid girl You stupid girl All you had you wasted All you had you wasted What drives you on what drives you on Can drive you mad can drive you mad A million lies to sell yourself Is all you ever had Dont believe in love Dont believe in hate Dont believe in anything That you cant waste You stupid girl You stupid girl Cant believe you fake it Cant believe you fake it Dont believe in fear Dont believe in pain Dont believe in anyone That you cant tame You stupid girl You stupid girl All you had you wasted All you had you wasted You stupid girl You stupid girl Cant believe you fake it Cant believe you fake it You stupid girl You stupid girl Cant believe you fake it Cant believe you fake it You stupid girl

Why 10?
Why do they give you the opition to rate a picture 1 to 10, if you are suppose to give everyone a 10? My rating system is very differant than your, I guess. No shirt or looked like a kid(sorry not in to guys my sons age!) got low scores. Had some thing cool in pic got meduim scores. And only FUBAR pics and friends got 10's. so I think I was fare!!!

Bdsm Total Mind Controll
( Just my thought's on mind controll part ) In the BDSM world alot of Dom's use mind controll to keep the submissive in controll ...Why you may ask ....To bend the mind into giving up free will ( or so I have been told ) But as a person and humanbeing in my thought's total mind controll is the worst way to treat a submissive.As I have said befor ......Submmising is a gift not something that should be takin lightly and to give such a thing is one of the hardest and most giving way a sub can say I love you Striping away ones self and molding the sub's mind to acept and do the thing's the Dom wants.But is this love ? Is it truly submissing ?I say no...In my thought's it is a way of robing one of their true self and a way of being selfish. We are who and what we are to make us a indivusal. In time the sub will go threw a burn out stag ( i have been there so I know this one frist hand ) It's where the mind can acept nothing but try's to acept eveything (

For Destiny
Hi! I’m joining in the American Heart Association’s Jump Rope For Heart event at my school. I will be jumping rope to help the American Heart Association raise money to fight heart disease and stroke. Can you help me by making a donation? Thanks! The American Heart Association's online fundraising website has a minimum donation amount of $25.00. If you want to donate less, that's ok. You can just send the check right to me and I'll make sure the American Heart Association gets it, i have a folder here for donations too. ty Follow This Link to visit my personal web page and help me in my efforts to support American Heart Association – Great Rivers Affiliate ****************************************************************************** Some email systems do not support the use of links and therefore this link may not appear to work. If so, copy and paste the following into your browser: http://www.kintera.org/faf/r.asp?t=4&i=249042&u=249042-200885448&e=1462904810 **********

And I Am Slave.
Over the years I have heard numerous times about Goreans stating that the Master/slave relationship is "deeper" than the BDSM or D/s relationship. I would like to address this issue, not defending either side but to shed some light. All relationships start with nothing. Both parties know nothing of the other person. As you talk or witness each other in social situations, you begin to make judgements of the person. One person who has been in #DominateRadio a lot lately said "Tal" to me. I was elated to find another Gorean but actually he said he was taking a stab, but that my actions lent to the fact that he thought I would be Gorean (I took it as a compliment though I’m not sure if it was intended as such J). We assess situations and people and decide whether or not to include them further in our lives, if we have a choice in the matter, which SHOULD be the case. (Yes, some countries still have arranged marriages.) As we get to know the other person, we learn about them. This bri

Nasty Sex Poem
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Shian Date: 15 Jan 2008, 15:49 Body: Roses are redLemons are sourOpen ur legs and give me an hourKissing Is A HabitFucking Is A GameGuys Get All The PleasureGirls Get All The Pain10 Minutes Of Pleasure9 Months Of Pain3 Days In The HospitalA Baby Without A NameThe Baby Is A BastardThe Mother Is A WhoreThis Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!!Sex is like mathYou subtract the clothesAdd the bedDivide the legsAnd Pray to godYou dont multiplyRoses are redGrass is greenOpen your legsAnd I'll fill you with creamHickory dickory dockThis bitch was suckin my cockThe clock struck twoI dumped my gooAnd dumped her to the end of the blockSex is goodSex is fineDoggy Style & 69Just for funOr gettin paidEveryone likes gettin laidSex is evilSex is a sinSins are forgivenSo stick it in!!!u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!!roses are niceviolets are fine.ill be the sixif you be the nine.Repost this as

Basic Contract 2
D/S LIFESTYLE Contract "B" For Male Dom Master & slave "Slavery" Contract Of my own free will and out of a desire to express my love and devotion to the man I love and adore, I offer myself in slavery to my Master for the period beginning on __________ and ending at noon on_____________. Although I consider myself to be a slave full-time to Master, during the time period expressed above, I will devote myself completely and totally to the pleasure and desires of my Master, without hesitation or consideration of myself or others. General Rules The slave agrees to obey her Master in all respects. her mind, body, heart and time belong to Him. The slave accepts the responsibility of using her safeword when necessary, and trusts implicitly in her Master to respect the use of that safeword. If a condition arises in which the slave needs to use the safeword or gesture, her Master will assess the situation, and determine an appropriate course of action. The slave shall

Who Says Romance Is Dead
YOUR ESSENCE There’s something In the way you smile With your eyes, Across at me That makes me blush Warm to touch. Feel the rush By my side In one stride With your hand On my back As you whisper On my neck Lose my breath As your hand Slips in mine You take me there Without a care You pull me in For the spin And the tingles begin Feel the heat From my fingers To my feet I slide my hands Up your chest To the back Of your neck You grab my ass Just as fast You smell good This cant last Hear the music Change its beat You taste sweet As your lips Land on mine With your tongue Your sublime I am moist From your hips Grinding mine Your heart is Beating fast I want to leave While you’re hard In the dark Maybe swing In the park With your hand Up my skirt In between Where I’m wet Just for you Slippery wet Not just yet I need your tongue To make me cum Before you slide Deep inside As we sweat And you thrust Th

Life..
Why, Why, Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? Why do banks charge a fee on 'insufficient funds' when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an 'S' in the word 'Lisp'? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep running over a

Basic Contract 1
Accompanied by: Temporary Consensual "Master Contract" and Negotiated Boundaries Contract for the Enslavement Term. This entire three (3) contract package is known as the Enslavement Documents. Of my own free will, I ___________________________, herein known as the slave, hereby grant you, __________________________, herein known as the master, full ownership, care and use of both the slave's body and mind as of the ____ day of _____, 19___, at ____:____ am / pm _____, until the ____ day of ______, 19___, at ____:____ am / pm _____. This period of time will herein be known as the enslavement term. The slave will obey the master at all times and will wholeheartedly seek the master's comfort, pleasure and well-being, above all other considerations the slave may have. The slave agrees that the slave shall derive their own pleasures from accepting their part in the relationship de

Acquisition
One comes into possession of a slave in many ways, she comes by her own will, or through a symbolic purchase. When she comes to you through her own free will, she is essentially giving herself over to you. This does not mean to do with her as you will, there is some control involved. One does not mark a slave, injure or permanently maim a slave. She wears your collar, you are then responsible for training her to do the duties you wish of her. The use of the blacksnake or true cat-o-nine-tails is both barbaric and unnecessarily brutal, not to mention it leaves scars, and that in turn lowers the value of the slave. Many would argue this point, but in my experience, a buckskin lash consisting of wide supple strips of buckskin applied to the buttocks of a slave never leaves marks, but does make the point of reinforcing discipline. A ring on the floor at the foot of your bed to leash her to is also a good punishment. As there are times to punish, there are times to spo

The End
The end has come. I am done with Play Pen. Regardless of what Iroc may say, I felt that I was not wanted nor was I needed there. Everything I would suggest would get blown off. Every time I would try to help, I was told it was being handled. I had a LOT of people I considered friends in there and totally understand if you all don't want to talk to me b/c I am no longer part of the lounge. Those of you that do....I just want to say, thank you. You all made coming to FUBAR every day worth while and fun. ny staff that reads this, you all kick ass!!! Everyone did a great job while I was there and I hope you can continue to do o. You work hard for your spot at the top and you deserve it. I will miss those of you that no longer want to talk to me, but please don't think I will hold it against you. I totally understand. I wish you all the best and hope you all keep on ROCKIN'. Take care all. MUAHZ ~Chris~ aka DJ Dreamcatcher

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New Family Memeber
I finally sold Steve on a Puppy!!!! She is a 5 month pocket beagle that has too much energy for her current owners!! She is too cute!! She is black and tan like a little dachshund!! I will get her when I get back from Boise next week!! Kim

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The Happiness Of A Slave...
A slave will never be truly happy or content in her life if she is un-owned. A slave's most profound freedom is found within her Master's chains. Within these chains, she is free to live as she is destined to live to serve and please, and to be pleased in return for the privilege to serve and please her Master. A slave should never think of herself as a weak person for it takes a strong female to commit to the drive inside her, to serve, to obey and to please a Master. A slave chooses willingly to be her Master's property. As a slave is her Master's property and an object of great value she is an instrument Master will use to draw out His pleasures. Above all else a slave's primary and foremost focus shall be to please her Master, hoping that her Master finds her pleasing in all that she does, whether she is in her Master's presence or not. All of a slave's choices shall be based upon whether or not they will please her Master. A slave and a slave's behavior are a direct

Beauty
EVEN as on some black background full of night And hollow storm in cloudy disarray, The forceful brush of some great master may More brilliantly evoke a higher light; So beautiful, so delicately white, So like a very metaphor of May, Your loveliness on my life's sombre grey In its perfection stands out doubly bright. And yet your beauty breeds a strange despair, And pang of yearning in the helpless heart; To shield you from time's fraying wear and tear, That from yourself yourself would wrench apart, How save you, fairest, but to set you where Mortality kills death in deathless art?

Release
I see you, as you sit there with that little smerk drawn on your face, misplaced in this world you think you have no place. "Why was I brought to the Earth" "Why am I here" "Is there a reason for me" thoughts of your every day life. "No reason to be here" is all you can think, so you stand in you own puddel as it grows, nothing to save you so slowly you sink. Your world grows dim and your mind eclips, caught in a whorle pool of thoughts as your mind caught arift. Not a thing that can change your mind you think on ones to care, just one more shout or slander is all you can bare. Small strands of lights shines through you shell, firey beams caught in the dust it feels as if your in your own hell. You hear of peoples love, but you dismiss the thought, and slower and slower, inside what you made, the sent of decays you as you seem to rott. A shower of feelings await you as drops of hope seep in, then when you realize your true birth begins. A new sent, a hopeful se

Let Go
Why is it we look towards others to find what we already know, and we refuse to believe to hear those words coming from the ones who love you so. Is it so important to keep holding on to what you want rather then what is real that you dismiss the truth, that all you do is punish yourself trying so hard to hold on to what you believe as it rotts your very soul. Why must we try so hard to relight the dwindling flames of a once simmering smothered old torch that should have never been light, trying and trying to the point where nothing burns but the hands caught inside flames of once what was. Suffering from yourself and not wanting anything but to have what can never be. You hear your loved ones who moved on, yet all you want is to sit aside and watch the clouds roll by, as you sit there waiting for that lost spirit of yours to completely disappear. You hold on with every last ounce of your dieing soul, that you lose all sight of the ones moving from that retched sent, the decaying smell

Taylors Picture Contest!
I just entered Taylor in the Great American Photo Contest. The baby with most votes this month wins $2,500 (that could be a nice amount to put away now for college!!). Please do me a big favor and click on this https://www.greatamericanphotocontest.com/voter1/index.aspx? referid=EmailFriends&p=304697&x=.JPG and vote for Taylor. It takes a minute. I really appreciate it, and so does Taylor . Thanks in advance. Sincerely, Bethany p.s. Tell your friends to tell their friends!

Tired
Seemingly impossible to forget your face I see you in my dreams. I see you and here you and so I lose sleep. I long for your presence and pray for your love, and yet not an answer to lay me down and rid of my insomnia. No reason for me to lay atop my goose down mattress nor my head upon clouds, for I have no reason to dream of you if I kno you are not there. No reason to smile when I'm dreaming of you so, so I grow tired, as I lose sleep night and night again. I need the satisfaction of my lady, the warmth of your body carressing my soul. Yet you are not there and I lose sleep of your absence. My body is weary and my mind fully roughts, yet you still taunt me, for you are not here. I need you here and now, to kno that I'm sane, because without you I kno I have lost my mind, and my heart, and part of my soul. Give me back my sanity, and my love, and if you may, when we die, i want to walk you into heavens gates. Come back in my life and stay by my sid

Happy?
This is as happy as I've ever been. Walking and talking with a smile on my face. Spirit held high and eyes to the sky. Grinning and sinning as I slang my stuff. The world knows no happieness that I have right now. Yet at night I have a blank look on my face. No reason to smile, no reason to grin. Am I truly happy now that I have lost so much? No home and no family, no job and I lost my girl. Still yet, you hear of my happieness. Smiles are all you see on my face, and all you hear are my lies. This is indeed the happiest I have ever been. Peace and serenity comfort you, for this is what I tell you I am. Yet tearing at my heart barbed wire surrounds me every where I go. Smiling through the pain, grinning in the rain. A hallow man without a heart, I need true peace. Indeed this is the happiest you have ever seen me. Dancing the whole way through, I let my foot loose. Sending my pain away so you can be as happy as you want. You think nothing of it and you cheer me on. I feed of your words

Pondering
Caught in a daze, my mind misplaced. I yearn to forget. An undying feeling in my soul, it quakes me physically. You are trapped in my thoughts, and haunt me emotionally. I ponder the ways you have beseeched me, and yet, you could walk away so suddenly. Your essence has thrilled me, body compeled me, I ponder how you could want such a lowly embodiment of a man, and yet I ponder why is it when I have come to realize how much i can be because of you, you ravish my will, and destroy all hope by leaving so suddenly. Forced to witness my own demise, I sit here dwelling on the times I could have had without you, and how this man with seemingly no hope could have been that man with at least a bleak future. You have made me what I am today, and I have thanked you, now that I have come to where I am, I implore you, please release me from this tomb that is slowly being burried into an abyss of nothingness. Your angelic nature have captured my everything and twisted it all to a demonic vision of w

Questions
Some people ask why their life gets harder when things start to go wrong. Right now I'm asking myself why life is going so much easier. Why is it in this time of sarrow and pain, why can I only sit here, put my head back and laugh things off? Even when I am faced with the lose of a loved one, well more like two or three, all I do is sit here smiling away any emotions I should be feeling. Why can't I cry, why are the sounds of my laugh so empty, why is it when I smile it's the same blank smile I had before? Why is it when my little brother died, I tried to cry, but only for a few moments, I shed so little tears? Not to mention when a girl I felt so much for left me, the only thing I could do was make sure she felt just as mad at me as I was at her? Then when i heard my sisters mother-in-law died so suddenly, it hit me like an avalanch, I just might be heartless. I did nothing to that news. Now all I want to do is drink only to see if this will trigger the emotions I am supposed to be fo

I Love This
EVER let the Fancy roam, Pleasure never is at home: At a touch sweet Pleasure melteth, Like to bubbles when rain pelteth; Then let winged Fancy wander Through the thought still spread beyond her: Open wide the mind's cage-door, She'll dart forth, and cloudward soar. O sweet Fancy! let her loose; Summer's joys are spoilt by use, And the enjoying of the Spring Fades as does its blossoming; Autumn's red-lipp'd fruitage too, Blushing through the mist and dew, Cloys with tasting: What do then? Sit thee by the ingle, when The sear faggot blazes bright, Spirit of a winter's night; When the soundless earth is muffled, And the caked snow is shuffled From the ploughboy's heavy shoon; When the Night doth meet the Noon In a dark conspiracy To banish Even from her sky. Sit thee there, and send abroad, With a mind self-overaw'd, Fancy, high-commission'd:--send her! She has vassals to attend her: She will bring, in spite of frost, Beauties that the earth hath lost; She w

To Laugh
I was able to laugh things off like they were nothing before. . . Before these times have passed. Now I sit here with no emotions witting across my face. I lost so much since the last time I truly smiled, and now, the grin on my face means nothing more then a wallow of sheer lose. Lose of time, emotion, feeling in itself. My family, a girl here and there, happiness, they mean nothing to me anymore. I now only wish to live my life as I am told, a shell of a human. Emotionless is to be my goal, to care only for me. Have you ever had a really nasty food and you wanted to get rid of that taste so bad, you just eat something better to solve that problem, only to notice that your not solving the problem, your just prolonging it, and a few hours later you realize it was a mistake, because you burp up a taste so nasty that you want to throw up. . . I had that experience, but with a relationship. . . She knows who she is. . . But any ways, back to the topic at hand. . . To laugh would be a nice

R.i.p Derek A.k.a Digi
last night sucked so bad... i got a call saying that my friend Derek who is also know on here as DiGi had passed away... I actually couldnt believe it! it wasnt unit i actually went to the E.R and saw him that it really sunk in :( Ill never forget you Derek youll always be in our thoughts and hearts DigiAdd to My Profile | More Videos

Cam Girl Profile: Angelina
The captivating young lady whose eyes have you hypnotized is Angelina, a welcome addition to the ranks of FOUNDRY CAMS. Now, she may have only done one video for us in her F*CK ME Shirt, but we're not holding that against her, nosiree. She'll make more... oh yes, she ...will...make...more. Angelina was sent the usual hatful of stupid, and she sent back some of the best answers we've seen yet! CLICK ON THE PHOTO TO READ THE INTERVIEW When your slacks are overflowing with the happy, HEAD TO FOUNDRY CAMS TO CHAT WITH ANGELINA LIVE!

Stephanie Lynn You Rock Girl Friend
FIRST THINGS FIRST.. I DON'T GIVE A F*CK WHAT ANY OF YOU THINK OF ME. I WILL NOT PICK MY FRIENDS BASED ON WHO YOU THINK I SHOULD OR SHOULD NOT BE FRIENDS WITH. IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH ME BEING FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE YOU DON'T LIKE THEN DELETE ME. FACT IS STEPHANIE LYNN DOES NOT CHEAT. SHE HAS GIVEAWAYS THAT HAPPEN TO ROCK. AND SHE PAYS UP I KNOW THIS FOR A FACT. SO GO AHEAD AND HATE HER FOR PAYING HER WAY TO THE TOP. JEALOUS? BECAUSE SHE DID WHAT YOU WISH YOU COULD DO? IT IS AMAZING HOW MANY PEOPLE TRY AND BE-FRIEND THE TOP MEMBERS YET TALK BEHIND THERE BACK. WELL FOR THE RECORD STEPHANIE LYNN IS MY FRIEND LIKE IT OR NOT IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THAT DELETE ME. AND IF YOU DON'T ALREADY KNOW THIS AMAZING LADY THEN YOU SHOULD. CLICK HER PIC FAN RATE AND ADD HER TRUST ME YOU WON'T REGRET IT. Stephanie Lynn@ fubar

Promise
You make them then break them because you can’t keep them. You make only as a bribe to get something you want. They mean the world to me but nothing to you. They’re just empty words, floating on the wind as you leave just like everyone else. My heart aches and a part of me dies each time a promise to me is broken. The tears I cry are nothing compared to the blood I’ll shed when the final promise, the most important one…to protect my heart and soul… is broken. The pain you cause me is taking a toll on my body. Neither of us can be happy. To make you happy, I have to be unhappy. Stop making promises you can’t keep. Make this one last promise to me. Promise me when I leave you’ll forget about me and move on, not dwell on me and your past. Just leave me alone. Don’t call me, don’t message me, don’t stalk me. I will have long forgot about you.

If We Had Sex
Body: Don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and repost so others can fill it out). Don't be shy now!!!! 1. Would you let me be in control? 2. Would you pull MY hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10: 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you do it today? 21. Would you do it tomor

Heartbreaker
Splashing through puddles Beneath the broken heart Razor kisses so sweetly fallen. Drops of tear stolen Recreational sorrow transgress Needles of love to give. No pity left for the contemptible fool Not a tear nor even a frown How many times must you count your dead?

On Valentine's
The Origins of Valentine's Day There are several interpretations as to the origin of Valentine's Day. Let the romantic in you decide. A quick quiz: St. Valentine was: a) a priest in the Roman Empire who helped persecuted Christians during the reign of Claudius II, was thrown in jail and later beheaded on Feb. 14. b) a Catholic bishop of Terni who was beheaded, also during the reign of Claudius II. c) someone who secretly married couples when marriage was forbidden, or suffered in Africa, or wrote letters to his jailer's daughter, and was probably beheaded. d) all, some, or possibly none of the above. If you guessed d), give yourself a box of chocolates. Although the mid-February holiday celebrating love and lovers remains wildly popular, the confusion over its origins led the Catholic Church, in 1969, to drop St. Valentine's Day from the Roman calendar of official, worldwide Catholic feasts. (Those highly sought-after days are reserved for saints with more c

101 Rules Of Hardcore
101 Rules of Hardcore 1) Be tough at all times. 2) Never cheer after a show, only clap. 3) Be open minded in a "punch people" kind of way 4) Only the good hardcore bands have names that are sentences with bad grammar. Boy Hits Car, Boy Sets Fire, Skycamefalling, Boy Sets Car-fire. 5) Ankles are tough so bring your socks down into your shoes so we can see them. 6) Tattoos are tough especially when they are on your calves. See Rule 5 on how to see said tattoo more clearly. 7) Wear your hoody in the mosh pit because sweating like a wild pig makes you look tough. 8) Don't admit you listen to heavy metal. 9) (Exception to rule Only admit you listen to heavy metal if you think it is ironic and you wear 80's cheese metal shirts. 10) Be a non-conformist, just like all your friends. 11) Practice hardcore dancing in front of your mirror and then try them out the next time Atreyu comes to town. 12) A hardcore band is only original if you call it something-core. Example Screamcore

101 Rules Of Black Metal..
101 rules of Black Metal.. 1. Don't be gay. 2. Be "true". 3. All people who aren't "true" are gay. 4. Be grim. 5. Be necro. 6. Be simultaneously grim and necro if at all possible. 7. Break things while being grim and necro. 8. Don't have fun at concerts. Stand around with arms crossed. 9. Repeat all above while denouncing organized religion in any form. 10. Never ever, EVER under ANY circumstances... 11. ...Listen to Peccatum. 12. When someone asks you if you enjoy the music of Mayhem, point out that you only enjoy the music of "the true" Mayhem. Maniac is gay. 13. Don't play with fuzzy things, excepting that by "play" you mean "burn". 14. Don't be Dani Filth. 15. Never, ever, under any circumstances utter the phrase "Kenny G slams, man." 16. Don't be Dani Filth. 17. When your mom tells you to take out the garbage tell her that you're too metal to remove refuse. 18. Run for it! 19. Sodomize a virgin whore. 20. Sodomize anything that is not male. (Fuzzy things look

Mind Your Own Damn Business
Ok here I go you dun pissed me off, who ever is startin there shit. Listen, I am fuckin single and who ever I talk to is none of your fuckin business. So fuckin what if I talk an old friend of mine, if dont like it tuff shit deal with it and when i find out who u r, u r erased from my life. Peace Out Bitches.

New Tattoo Ideas
Hey! I posted a mumm about needing help on a tattoo! I want to get a sunflower above my grandmothers name on my foot. I have a folder that shows the tattoo. Her fav flower was a sunflower and I wanted to get it across my foot in her memory. I was thinking about something like: A large sunflower curly skiny vines.. like those pumpkin curly strings.. a lady bug on a pettle of the flower or on the vien. Something. So I was wondering if you could help me! I would love to see if you could design a tattoo. I will get it done if I like it! Contact me if you are interested! Thankyou very much! =)

Well Said
"It is the soldier, not the reporter, that has given us Freedom of the Press. It is the soldier, not the poet, that has given us Freedm of Speech. It is the soldier, not the campus organizer, that has given us Freedom to Demonstrate. It is the soldier who salutes the flag, who serves beneath the flag, and whose coffin is draped by the flag, who allows the protester to Burn the Flag." - Rev. Dennis Edward O'Brien

Left Empty
You say it’s over But I was faithful You cheated on me I forgave you You said “I Love You” I said “I Love You Too” You promised to be honest with me I never gave you a reason to doubt me You lied to me I got angry You got angry I said some things I meant instead of holding them in You broke it off I said fine We are both left empty

Best Smile
ok i am going to have a contest, 5000 fubucks to all the get 2500 rates/comments. The one that gets the most will get a 3 month VIP and 7 day blast, 2nd place will get 7 day blast, 3rd place will get a 3 day blast, 4th place will get a 1 day blast. The contest will begin Saturday 1-19 at 11am CST and end 2-2 at 11am CST. if you want to be in it send me a link to the pic u want to use in a private message. You have from now til sat at 8am CST to enter. Good Luck to Everyone.

New Blog Feature!
Need some extra fubucks? Well here's the deal this is a new feature called picture caption, and rules are: Im going to post a pic each week and the person who writes the best caption, will win 1,000 fubucks. Also, if you refer people to this blog and they drop me an email, saying who you are and you refered them I will give you 10,000 fubucks! Lets have fun with this and see what we come up with~

No Title Part2
A frantic girl screaming is heard from afar. "SEAN!" she run's to his side, he is so faint, drained of all his color. Pale. Sean tries to sit up, but only manages to slurr words. So gibberish, she waited for the rest of the group to show up. "In here" Karlie screams Petite young lady, wearing a bloodied easter dress, clinging to a bunny with no left eye, and the right ear is about to fall off. Footsteps followed her screams and they all came in to see Sean, barely being able to speak. A tall black gentlman with spectacles shoved his way in, and stood back in aww and amazement. He leaned in closer and saw two very large wounds on the mans neck, almost like a large spider. "SO DOc..." A heavier set man jumped on this demanding if it were one of them. The Doc looked up in puzzlement "no, if it were one of them, he would be in pieces and we would all be dead as well." "Hmmph" this not making the heavy man happy, went and grabbed his niece they backed away from sean and

Sleepless
night i lie awake my room is so cold. i think distant thoughts of some one far away. my head swims with the ideas and the fantasies. i drift in and out of reality and dream, untill the world is unclear to me. was that my phone or did i dream it rang...... should i get it or stay here..... i reach for my phone it beats like a heart, the red shining shell seems to glow knowing i need it. i look.... nothing ...i was dreaming. i lay my head to the pillow and try to get back to where i was... the my red phone beats again.. i watch it ask my self do i fall for it again or just go back to my dream.... what do i have to lose, i reach at it look again..my heart jumps it is real i look and see what i wanted to ..... lay smiling back on to my pillow.

Sin Derella Said This..
It is very easy to get rates, which on this site make you RED! Now you see all the top members writing they rated your page could you please come back and rate mine...blah, blah, blah. Well that is fine and dandy. However, those nasty little bouncer checks get in your way. Here is what you need to do, go to who's online and then hit new members. That will take you to all the new members that are online. Click next, next, etc. To you get to the very last page of all the green members. Then you work your way back, you can rate over 1000 profiles a day. Most leave a comment, but damn that takes way to damn long with the bouncer checks, so make up a cute little saying (Welcome to fubar and that you rated their profile etc..something cute and something that will make them want to rate your profile back)then send that to them in a drink! Fubar kegs is the cheapest because during happy hours it cost only 50 fubucks. You pretty much will make that back too when you get rated back and some w

That Burning Smell? Oh It's Me Thinking...
Yes, another exciting (or not) blog from yours truly. As I sit here in this drab apartment I've been doing a lot of thinking. If given a choice (s) what changes would I make? Well, let's see. I know that I'm extremely miserable that's a given. But why? The lack of work? Yes, that irritates me to no end...not that I have this incredible work ethic anyways...but it's nice to have a few dollars in one's pocket. Loose weight? Yes, that would be nice as well. I've been trying to watch what I consume and do my walks. I don't see a appreciable difference but I'll let others who know me make that call. My mental state? Well,I think it hinges on the above and the following. If your broke,alone and well,fat..you wouldn't exactly be Mr.Happy Go Lucky. Being alone...a bit of a sticking point for me. I've ranted and raved about this on my other blogs as well. We as human beings are a social animal. And last time I checked I'm human..one sec...yes,yes I am. On the weekends I pr

Meditation For January 15
I will relax and not get tense. I will have no fear, because everything will work out in the end. I will learn soul-balance and poise in a vacillating, changing world. I will claim God's power and use it because if I do not use it, it will be withdrawn. As long as I get back to God and replenish my strength after each task, no work can be too much.

The Talking Asshole
Did I ever tell you about the man who taught his asshole to talk? His whole abdomen would move up and down, you dig, farting out the words. It was unlike anything I ever heard. This "ass-talk" had a sort of gut frequency. It hit you right down there like you gotta go. You know when the old colon gives you the elbow and it feels sorta cold inside, and you know all you hafta do is "turn loose"? Well, this talking hit you right down there. A bubbly, thick, stagnant sound. A sound you could smell. This man worked for a carnival, you dig, and tos tart with, it was like a novelty ventriloquist act. Real funny, too, at first. He had a number he called "The Better Oh", that was a scream, I tell you. I forget most of it, but it was clever, like, "Oh, I say, are you still down there, old thing? 'Nah, I had to go relieve myself!'" After a while, the ass started talking on its own. He would go in without anything prepared and his ass would ad-lib, and toss the gags back at him every time. Then

My Bail Is $510.00 ......... What Is Yours?
This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on My Space -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Dated a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30 Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20 Went skinny dipping -- $5 Had sex in a pool -- $2

Dedagurl
SHE WAS BORN A MONTH EARLY BUT ON A GOOD DAY VALENTINE'S DAY OF 05 AND SHE CHANCED MY LIFE WITH THE HER FIRST LOOK, YES I WAS THE FIRST PERSON SHE SAW AND I WAS THE FIRST PERON TO FEED HER AND GIVE HER A BATHE WHEN SHE WAS BORN THE FRIST FOR DAYS THEY KETP TAKING HER BLOOD TO CHEK HER BLOOD SUGAR AND IT KILLED ME TO SEE THEM HURTIN MY BABY BUT SHE IS FINE AND ALMOST 3 AND GROWN AS HELL I NEVER KNEW THAT I COULD LOVED SOMEONE LIKE I LOVE DELONDRA WELL YEAH I CAN BUT IT'S SO DIFFERENT WHEN YOU LOVE YOUR CHILD AND THEY LOVE YOU BACK I HAVE BEEN TO PRISON AND SEEN ALL KINDS OF SHIT AND WAS A CRIP SINCE 10 AND ALL I CAN SAY IS THIS I NEVER WANT TO MISS ANYTIG IN MY LIL GIRLS LIFE AND SO ALL THE BULLSHIT THAT i WAS DOING ENDED WITH THE BIRTH OF MY DEDAGURL LOVE HER MORE THEN WORDS

Romantic Jan 15
Dear Tawnya, Here is your couple's love horoscope for Tuesday, January 15: Trusting yourself is the first step toward truly trusting another person. Believe in your choices and know that your instincts are working in your favor. If you're constantly second-guessing yourself, find out why.

Need Some Help
ok guys i havent been on fubar in awhile, so i need alittle help to get my face out there again. anyone want to buy me a blast or VIP for a month? i really want to get to know all of you, the people ive met so far have been great. come on, help a shy girl come out of her shell...

Stalker Alert
ok has anybody had a problem with a guy called da white sox , da sox or da team . he keeps making a new account every time he is blocked and only goes to womens pages and want's your ip address and if you don't give it he calls you nasty names ! if you have let me know help me get him off here for good ! i can't sit back and watch this this guy has some major problems. i'm calling on all my friends to help me . i lived with a stalker for 10 yrs and to this day don't know who it was he made my life hell and i had to move out of state and change my name when i got married. please don't let this go on! lets find away to get him off of fubar. i talked to a couple of police officers i know and they gave me some advice on what we can do. they said fubar can block his ip address and he can't get back on here . so i'm calling on all friend and his other victims. please help my guy friends you are included to help . so spread the word please .

What I’ve Done Today
What I’ve Done Today I made someone laugh, I calmed another's tears. I acted very silly, To subside a child's fears. I held open a door today, For an old couple to pass through. There is no real reason why, This is just what I do. So at the end of the day, After a few have laughed or had fun. If I don't wake tomorrow, I know the job I'm here to do has been done.

Women R Crazy!!
The FBI had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviews and testing were done, there were 3 finalists; two men and a woman. For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your instructions no matter what the circumstances. Inside the room you will find your wife sitting in a chair. . . Kill her!!" The man said, "You can't be serious. I could never shoot my wife." The agent said, "Then you're not the right man for this job. Take your wife and go home." The second man was given the same instructions. He took the gun and went into the room. All was quiet for about 5 minutes. The man came out with tears in his eyes, "I tried, but I can't kill my wife." The agent said, "You don't have what it takes. Take your wife and go home." Finally, it was the woman's turn. She was given the same instructions, to kill her husband. She took the gun and went into the room. S

Cigarettes And Tampons
CIGARETTES AND TAMPONS A man walks into a pharmacy and wanders up & down the aisles. The sales girl notices him and asks him if she can help him. He answers that he is looking for a box of tampons for his wife. She directs him down the correct aisle. A few minutes later, he deposits a huge bag of cotton balls and a ball of string on the counter. She says, confused, 'Sir, I thought you were looking for some tampons for your wife? He answers, 'You see, it's like this, yesterday, I sent my wife to the store to get me a carton of cigarettes, and she came back with a tin of tobacco and some rolling papers; cause it's sooo-ooo--oo-ooo much cheaper. So, I figure if I have to roll my own .......... so does she.

This Woman Is Awesome
Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. I don't know who wrote it but she should have signed it. Some very powerful words. She should run for president. 'Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was 'desecrated' when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care ab

Attitude Problems
I have about had it with some people on this site who have nothing better to do than to insult other people. I have posted some mumms lately and I'm sick of some of the people who comment not directed toward the subject of the mumm but who would rather insult me for no reason whatsoever. The thing that pisses me off is that they don't even know me, they probably don't like the content of the mumm so they spew their venom towards me. I have had people to tell me fuck off or to jump in a fire and die, wow how mature of you. Naturally these idiots live either on the other side of the country or in some cases in another country, but I would love for them to say that shit to my face. I'm not claiming to be some type of bad ass, but if they want to provoke me I'll show them a new definition of pain and suffering. My philosophy is if you don't like the subject of what i post on here, than keep moving because you have no right to insult me without even knowing who i am. Remember to do to one a

Confused
everytime i've loved someone, they have cheated on me. i trust them with all that i have and they still cheated on me. im supposed to keep trusting anyway???? i try and i try but the more i try the harder it gets. im tired of wondering. if you check up on them, its stalking. if you dont check up on them, you will never know for sure and will still wonder. "i'm just going over to a friends house." they say. "no problem", you say, "i mean hell, i trust you." then one day you find out they were f)*@ng around on you and you should never have trusted them. that has happened more than once. they want to hang out with a friend they used to be serious about. you say, "sure, i trust you, just dont go to his house." they call you and say, "hey, i'm at his house, but dont worry, his friend is here so its alright." ok, and his friend that you don't know makes this better how?? so is it alright???? or am i still being the gullible dumbass that i alwa

Better Man
Send someone to love me I need to rest in arms Keep me safe from harm In pouring rain Give me endless summer Lord I fear the cold Feel Im getting old Before my time As my soul heals the shame I will grow through this pain Lord Im doing all I can To be a better man Go easy on my conscience cause its not my fault I know Ive been taught To take the blame Rest assured my angels Will catch my tears Walk me out of here Im in pain As my soul heals the shame I will grow through this pain Lord Im doing all I can To be a better man Once youve found that lover Youre homeward bound Love is all around Love is all around I know some have fallen On stony ground But love is all around Send someone to love me I need to rest in arms Keep me safe from harm In pouring rain Give me endless summer Lord I fear the cold Feel Im getting old Before my time As my soul heals the shame I will grow through this pain Lord Im doin all I can To be a better

Angels
I sit and wait Does an angel contemplate my fate And do they know The places where we go When were grey and old cos I have been told That salvation lets their wings unfold So when Im lying in my bed Thoughts running through my head And I feel the love is dead Im loving angels instead And through it all she offers me protection A lot of love and affection Whether Im right or wrong And down the waterfall Wherever it may take me I know that life wont break me When I come to call she wont forsake me Im loving angels instead When Im feeling weak And my pain walks down a one way street I look above And I know Ill always be blessed with love And as the feeling grows She breathes flesh to my bones And when love is dead Im loving angels instead And through it all she offers me protection A lot of love and affection Whether Im right or wrong And down the waterfall Wherever it may take me I know that life wont break me When I come to call she wont forsake me

Again With The Woefully Honest Bio's
Well, since my real life is kind of keeping me at bay, in terms of ability to hang out online, for more than a few minutes at a stretch, I guess I'll invest a bit more into this blog. After all, what's more fun than killing ones own mystery? Among friends, now, on top of the running drunk and insane gags, is a joke that I have an inflatable girlfriend. I find it infinitely entertaining and throw more ribs at myself than anyone else could possibly feel comfortable throwing. It's a blast. But, sigh, the truth is I do not now, nor have I ever had, an inflatable woman. In fact I don't recall ever actually seeing one, outside of having witnessed a few, for sale, in adult novelty stores. Even if I were to get so lonely that an inflatable bride seemed like a logical and rational choice, I'd end up realizing that, when it comes to male self satisfaction, science has yet to invent anything that works better than the well lubricated right hand (In my case, as I am righty). I am, however

A Few Idiots Create A Rant!
So, in my last blog I was criticized for writing about a conversation I had with my dick, and then after the blog was over, I get private emails with bullshit like; Do you and you dick really talk, Do you do and talk about this shit in front of your little boy! I take a lot of shit. But this is where I draw the line. For one, lets talk semantics. The blog was about a conversation I had with my dick. (1) I did not have my dick out and converse with it while my son was in the room. He was nowhere near me or my fictional conversation with my dick, He was sleeping, when I posted it. (2) While the things my dick said were vulgar, in all actuality, my dick cannot speak. It just pees, and gets hard at all the wrong times. If there is one thing in this world I am proud of, and secure about... It is my relationship with my son. We are amazingly close. So because of that, should I be less abrasive about what I write about? Because he is a child, should I be mo

Executioners Way
> 2---BIKE ONE === '~The Virgin Mary of The Notorious P.O.P. Militia in BC~' spewed forth the following at '2008-01-13 17:35:05'.. > > *** THIS IS THE SECOND ONE I DID *** CLICK ON "REPLY" THEN COPY & SAVE CODES TO WORD PAD *** HUGGZ, LUV & RESPECT *** > > > > > > > > > > > EXPERIENCE AT THE NAUGHTY PARTIES LOUNGE IS LIKE GETTIN A TATTOO > > AFTER THE FIRST ONE .. YOU'LL WANT TO KEEP COMIN BACK FOR MORE > > > > > > > CLICK ON BANNER & GET A FUCKIN TATTOO YA PUSSY > > > > THERE'S A NEW SHERIFF IN TOWN > > CLICK ON PIC TO JOIN THE FUN > > > > > > (repost of original by '

Naughty Way
*** HAVE NO FEAR ... THE EXECUTIONER IS HERE PARTY STARTS NOW!!! AT THE NAUGHTY PARTIES LOUNGE > > MEET THE NAUGHTY PARTIES LOUNGE STAFF > > > > JUST STRAIGHT UP PEOPLE HERE > > NO BULLSHIT .. NO DRAMA > > > > SUBSCRIBE TODAY > > MUST BE 21 & OVER TO ENTER THIS LOUNGE > > > > >

Iam Back From Iowa
iam back from iowa my dads services two of my sister and a brother split my famley in to they so disrepsted my dad my son is name for my dad them sob would not let him be a paul bear my asshole brother even work my dad biggs to his services and when to the rest home where my dad pass away at and stole alot of thing us kids hade got him over the years his little bithch daughter got to be a paulbear and this little bithch thinks she going to get some of my dad askes to put in a necklace and wear around her neck over my dead body well the fight not over with yet iam going back to iowa to finshes this fight i was pissed that my mom let it happend so me and her are not talking now well write more later after i cool down

What A Mess!!!
I have been with my b/f (Stuart) now for 4 yrs and in the 4 yrs he has driven a truck OTR. At first I used to bitch, moan, and groan that he wasn't home on holidays, or that we couldn't plan anything. This past year has been a little better in the fact he is out for 5 to 6 days and not for 2 to 3 weeks. His home time is 36 hours normally unless something comes up that he has to be here. Now most of you that know me already know that my life doesn't really suck , I'm not necessarily mistreated and I can even step up and say there are worse women off than myself. so this is my bitch, He is obsessed with money to the point I'm not on the checking account because he thinks I will spend every last dime he earns. Which i laugh at this because I am the type to spend maybe 10 dollars on a pair of sunglasses and he will spend 50 dollars on his loose them and replace them with the same brand. The money issue has repeatedly came up due to my Dr's bills lately and he hasn't come right out and

My Life In All It's Boring Glory
Turns out I made the deans list last quarter..Completely amazed seeing as how I wasn't sure that there was even a deans list at the school.. Also it has been 8 days, almost 9 since my last cigarette, and today was the first day that I did not wake up craving one

Bad Day Turned Worse!
DAMN! As if today wasnt a bad enough day! R.I.P. Uncle Ronnie! But a dude that i used to have a crush on back in like um 2002 found me on here.. everything was fine. found out we both thought each other was good lookin but never said anything til just now, I have a man! & he makes me very happy, and he is engaged...but this morning, i have some random bitch from sum other state like a million miles away all up in my box screamin and cussin at me fer talkin ta him! 1.) i see no harm in talkin to him hes a friend! Nothing more nothing less! 2.) hes engaged, nothing romantic or what not going on between us, and if there is between him and her thats they business! she should like try and ask to see what the fuck is going on before she comes at me talking all kinda trash! stupid trick! DAMN!!! anywho! im done spouting off about that! Today at 2:15pm My Uncle Ronald Smaile passed away due to lung cancer that eventually spread beyond the lung and through out his entire body! Im glad that h

" Hugs N Love "
Fr ee Comments & Graphics THANK YOU MY HUBBY KAGE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MIDNIGHTSTAR KURT AKA OAK MY SON SHAUNA AKA RAVEN STORMWOMEN40 CHERIAN WOLVES LORD WOLF WOLVES ALPHA WOLF PUP FROM DOWN UNDER SEXYTIGGER MAKE ME LAUGH PYSCHO KAREN PYSCHO BITCH AND ANY ONE ESLE I FORGET TO ADD THANKS , SURE DON'T PLAN ON IT AGAIN , BUT THANK YOUS SO MUCH CHERIE AKA BREW P.S. WOW SECOND PLACE FOR A CONTEST IS GOOD , TY LISASWEET DIDN'T EXCEPT ANYTHING FROM IT TY HUGS .

A Gentle Word Like A Spark Of Light (written Long Ago, For The Exwife...)
A gentle word like a spark of light, Illuminates my soul And as each sound goes deeper, It's YOU that makes me whole There is no corner, no dark place, YOUR LOVE cannot fill And if the world starts causing waves, It's your devotion that makes them still And yes you always speak to me, In sweet honesty and truth Your caring heart keeps out the rain, YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof So thank you my Love for being there, For supporting me, my life I'll do the same for you, you know, My Beautiful, Darling Wife. gmw2mlw

Issues
Had some issues on here, so I left, it took about a week to get back to normal, so I am here again. The phoniness of this place kills me. I don't do lounges, and don't rate me just to ask me to rate you. Just because I rated you doesn't mean we have to be friends. With that in mind have a great day and stop by now and then

My First Poem Of The New Year
living in pain and darkness not ever seeing the light sitting alone tied down by my own suffering walking through life with this dark cloud raining constantly never letting up just wanting to end it all not knowing why it has all happened to me looking up for a moments glance seeing your face lite up by a blinding light the words you spoke cutting through my flesh and through the darkness that has plagued my life standing before you pale and weak you grab my hand and tell me all will be ok you showed my the light that I have missed the light that used to warm my skin taking me out of the darkness and into the light proving that everything will be all right.

The Way You Make Me Feel
You make me feel special, You make me feel new, You make me feel loved, With everything you do. You hold me close when I am sad. You wipe the tears from my face. Every time we are together, It seems like the perfect place. My eyes light up when you enter a room. I smile when we are together. No matter how bad things are, You always make them better. I love the way you kiss me, The way you hold me tight. I love the way you touch me, I could be with you all night. I love the way you can make me laugh For absolutely no reason at all. I love how no matter what I do, You will be there to catch me when I fall. I just want you to know, That even though we sometimes fight, I will always love you! No matter what, day or night. gmw 07!

Fighting Back The Bikers Way
BIKERS AGAINST CHILD ABUSE and THE NAUGHTY PARTIES LOUNGE ARE FIGHTING BACK!!! > ARE YOU UP FOR THE CHALLENGE TO SAVE OUR CHILDREN?!?! > > > > > > LET THE WORLD KNOW THAT YOU'RE FED UP WITH CHILD ABUSE > > > > > THE NAUGHTY PARTIES LOUNGE FAMILY ISN'T SCARED TO FIGHT BACK FOR OUR KIDS > > > > > CLICK ON BANNER TO ENTER LOUNGE > > (MUST be 21 & over to enter) > > > > LEARN HOW YOU CAN SAVE A CHILD TODAY > >

Horse Cutting
So Got home yesterday. Was up in temecula For 4 day working with my "girlfriend's" brother. We were building stalls for some horse cutting event. 250 stall in 4 days I guess from what they said it was done kinda quick. I did get a chance to stop and see some friends while I was up there. Sadly i left dissapointed on how I was greeted by friend I haven't seen in a while. It got me thinking about how I use to be. I got depressed for a whole diffrent reason. I figure that is not all that intresting but that kinda the point I came to realize there isnt shit that intresting in my life right now. How fucking sad is that when you wake up one moring and just cant find anything in you life worth talking about. I think ill run out tonight and randomly throw bricks from a moving car at people.....

One Special Night
As I sit here gazing out the window, Instead of working, I’m daydreaming of you... And wondering if while you’re in your own world, You’re thinking of me too. I reminisce about the day we met and how you made me feel, Looking at the glowing smile on your face, Staring into your dreamy blue eyes, Your smell, your touch, your warm embrace What a special night that was... And now, I’m starting to feel that warmth inside, Like nothing or no one else can make me feel... Butterflies, a constant smile, happy thoughts, Looking forward to the next time we meet. What lies ahead, down the road to love? Can it possibly be what I’ve been hoping for? All my goals, dreams, passions, hopes... Glaring now before me with great anticipation. No one knows what tomorrow brings... One can only wish and believe... I have abounding faith that God will take care of me, And brought the right person into my life. Could it be you? Time will tell... I feel a special bond that sta

Executioners Way
> > > > > > > > > > > EXPERIENCE AT THE NAUGHTY PARTIES LOUNGE IS LIKE GETTIN A TATTOO > > AFTER THE FIRST ONE .. YOU'LL WANT TO KEEP COMIN BACK FOR MORE > > > > > > > CLICK ON BANNER & GET A FUCKIN TATTOO YA PUSSY > > > > THERE'S A NEW SHERIFF IN TOWN > > CLICK ON PIC TO JOIN THE FUN > > > > > >

When I Look Up At The Stars
I gazed in your eyes, Such a beautiful blue; My heart whispered to me, And that’s right when I knew; The waves had ceased crashing, On the sand at our feet; Time had stopped passing, My search was complete; I finally discovered, What I'd known all along; A mystery uncovered, That just couldn't be wrong; It wasn't our first kiss, Nor' the day that we met; But I realized something, I will never forget; With the stars shining brightly, From high up above; I'd one word to describe it, That word, is love. I knew then these feelings, For my sweetheart were true; The girl of my dreams, And my soulmate, is you. g.0.7

Every Second Beat
If I had a thousand pages, I could never name them all, The reasons that I love you, For the list would be too tall. I love you for the melody, I hear within your voice. The way your blue eyes hold me, A captive, but by choice. I love you for your gentle hands, That melt away my pain. I love you for your loving heart, That made mine beat again. I love you for your loving smile, With which my old heart soars. These are some of the reasons, Every second beat is yours. g07

Untitled...
As we sit in the snow white sand, And the waves crash upon the shore, I stare to the sky trying to understand, Why the stars seem brighter then ever before. Is it because the sky is so clear, That the stars are shining bright? Or could it be that love is near, On this perfect summer night? We laugh, we kiss, we talk, Draw pictures in the sand. Along the ocean we walk, Just her and I, Hand in Hand. Our night is almost finished, As the moon is fading fast, Another day will be diminished, Put with the others in the past. Everything seems to melt away, Faster then the drop of a dime, As night dissolves to day, We lose more precious time. Surely soon the sun will rise, As this is Gods command, I know he can see the twinkle in my eyes, As we walk Hand in Hand. gmw07

They Don't Just Think Cheese In Wisconsin After All....
MADISON, Wis. - Things are heating up in Wisconsin. ADVERTISEMENT After the second snowiest December on record in the state capital — and with temperatures hovering around 20 degrees Tuesday — the Legislature abolished a statewide ban on heated sidewalks, stairs, entrances and pedestrian walkways. The bill, which cleared the state Assembly in October and was approved unanimously Tuesday by the state Senate, overturns a law passed in 1980s in response to the energy crisis of the 1970s. Wisconsin is the only state that had such a prohibition in the books. Supporters of overturning the ban argue that with better technology, and the prospect of using less salt and saving money on snow removal, the ban had outlived its usefulness. Phyllis Christensen, director of the Marathon City library, said library officials hoped the bill would pass so they could build an outdoor stairway between a new parking lot and the library's entrance, which is about 17 feet up on a hill. "Try

Come Do The Naughty With Us-naughty Parties (the Bikers
*** HAVE NO FEAR ... THE EXECUTIONER IS HERE PARTY STARTS NOW!!! AT THE NAUGHTY PARTIES LOUNGE > > MEET THE NAUGHTY PARTIES LOUNGE STAFF > > > > JUST STRAIGHT UP PEOPLE HERE > > NO BULLSHIT .. NO DRAMA > > > > SUBSCRIBE TODAY > > MUST BE 21 & OVER TO ENTER THIS LOUNGE > > > > >

Missing My Family/friends!!!!!
If u have noticed I hv not been online lately...I don't hv any internet right now but should hv it back by the 19th of January...Woo-Hoo! I hv missed all of you terribly..until I get back online I send ALL my love and huggzzz...Rox-Indian Princess