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Timberwolf2257
ykno.. I think some people just intentionally act like pricks to get into my blogs now.. lol.. anyhoo.. the latest addition to the list of bollock brains... (read bottom to top.. damn shoutbox.. ) timberwolf...: lol ->timberwolf...: uh.. wtf timberwolf...: trying to get warm want to help me ->timberwolf...: updating my online store.. timberwolf...: what you doing timberwolf: your sexy timberwolf: hi riiight... as im not in a particularly evil mood today (thank you Jay.. =).. stealing my necessary evilness! ) I'm pretty much just going to leave you with that... what a complete tool. The only way I would help him to get warm, is with the help of petrol and a match.

What Vampire Clan Are You?
Artistic and maybe even a bit shallow, you belong to the clan of the Toredor. You have a keen eye for pretty things. The embrace is looked on as perserving all beautiful things for eternity. You are the sensual vampires that you hear people talk about that seduce to get what they want. This clan is the one thought of as being the spoiled sort who want to get what they want. However, you usually work right under the ventrue clan as they try to carry out their plans.What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

Steaming
great now not only do i have a king size $156 blanket i have to resale but I just had an order for 30 pony tail holders cancled for no reason what so ever this needless to say doesnt make me happy at all. Now i have to resale the blanket AND the pony tail holders. Until I can resale both im out money and I cant raise the price on either orders to break even because it wouldnt be fair to the future owners of the items.

What Now
I wonder some day to why I do what I do. I've been puttin my self through pain an sorrow an it feels like its for nothin. I cant seem to catch a break. Its gettin harder for me to breath an even harder for me to wanna live. I am lost in all that is my life. I fight the urge to cry. I have two options to either keep the man who says he loves me or my best friend whom i have loved for years. Its all so confusing my mental abusing. I am lost in this world that I call my life. What do I do it all for????

Hitman/hitwoman Name
Fire CrotchPeople Iced:FortyCar Bombs Planted:ElevenFavorite WeaponStillettoArms Broken:TwentyEyes Gouged:Twenty FiveTongues Cut Off:TwoBiggest Enemy:Joey Big-LipsGet Your HITMAN NameAWSOME-GAME

Achilles
OK, I always knew this guy was an ass, but guess what he did this time?? He has blocked me!! I've been bombing Hopeless's pic for Happy Hour for the last couple of days, and while in the process lookie what happened: SOoooooooooooooo yeah basically now Hopeless is on his own :( Here's the link to the contest pic, not that I support a DAMN Thing ACHILLES does, but let's help a sweet man get this over with!! ACHILLES has also blocked another friend that was helping Hopeless, early in the game. He claims to have screen shots of me causing drama before. I knew better then to even go to his page and help a friend...

Boredom Sets In
Ok, so I am pretty busy now a days. I have no time to sit here on my ass and waste time on Fubar. I am not going to delete this profile as of yet, but I am not really going to be here. When the spirit moves me, I will blog.. but otherwise I dont see myself here. I am not like those people you see who "cant take the drama" anymore and leave a website or the internet all together. Shit, if there were drama I might not be nearly as bored.. haha. So, If you know me well enough, you know where to find me. my email address is mindicatt@aol.com.. feel free to say hi if ya wanna.

Men Who Say Nasty Things To Women!
Where do some guys get off with the things they say to women?! I got this friend request from this NASTY OLD man who is older than my father! He wrote "I really don't care whose "wife" you are, I would love to get my ..... on those beautiful big boobs!!!" Not only is it disrespectful, but its completely disturbing that he gets away with that type of crap! Does he really think a woman is going to respond to him in a positive way or want him after reading that?! I sure hope he doesn't have any daughters! Here's his link if ya feel like showing him some "love" http://fubar.com/user/1160678

Love Truely Stinks
I feel there is a thing called Love out there.I just don't know where.o if you do find it grab it and hold on to it.Cause its so hard to find.Take and worship it and cherish it for ever.Never let anythig stand in your way.But of All things take and Love it th all you heart and let them know that they are your Love no matter what.And always keep the line of communcation open between the 2 of you.I know I did have it and let it go...But I won't ever again.He has my heart and soul.And its his to keep.I don't want it back.With out him love is just a 4 letter word and Its best that way.....So find it an hold it forever......

Ohio
How is everyone? I am okay hopping for a good year and new friendships. I had gotten married on May 5th 2007 to a women I thought loved me. everything was great for three months. I started noticing the smallest details, its funny how you notice the smallest things first. after being with this women for 4 and half years I don't understand it maybe I am not supposes too? I am seeking a divorice now and I am trying to move on with my life. maybe you have had same experiance or have some type of advice that may help in overcoming this ordeal.. I am a very honest man and excpet the same from my friends. JE

*** Kinky Nikki ^sin^***
Surely EVERYONE knows KINKY ^SIN^ by now! ^sin^@ fubar If by chance you DON'T, just click on any of the pictures of Nikki and it will take you right to her profile! ^Sin^ is just under 600,000 to Disciple! ^Sin^ is SO close to leveling! Just click on ANY picture and start rating pics! Rate stash and blogs too! If you're not already a friend, by all means, fan, add, and rate her profile! By the way, while you're there rating and commenting all her good stuff, be sure to rate and comment bomb this picture: Thank you very much! This public service bulletin was brought to you by me, Tulsa's Angel: THANKS!

This Is It!!!
Ok, so like it is completely over between him and I. More things happened since the last blog. I won't get all into it, just to say that I finally broke up with him and he was like telling me all this stuff about how he was gonna do this and that...that he wants to marry me and wants me to have his kids after he has his vasectomy done. All bull and I hate the fact that he freakin lied to me the whole 4 months and is trying to blame it on my friends.

Comments, Ratings And Such For Every1
hey guys ok well i finally got my dsl back lol it only took these people like a 1 or 2 from when i said it'd be back, but now that its back it seems i promised all of u ratings, and i know most of u gave up on me but for those that haven't, just say rate me on this blog and i'll write all of ur names down that wants to be rated or commented for points, sorry i'd do it all without askin u guys to ask me its just i now have wayyy more friends then i used to and it's easier this way ...but from now on when some one adds me i'll comment and rate them right away..... laterz all and have a good night ..

New Year's Resolution....
Uh.... I forgot to get one, but I'm forming a list for now... help me edit it? 1. Stop having random sex with strangers. 2. Try to have a committed relationship. 3. Wear pants. 4. Fall in love (a suggestion from my ex, eh!) 5. Make time for family. 6. Lose weight (a suggestion from my ex's new gf) 7. Stop dating dicks 8. Confirm my fears. 9. Focus more on my studies, less on partying. 10. Get a internship worth your time. 11. Find a place you can be yourself. 12. Love yourself, and the people who remained true to you over the years... Am I missing anything?

Welcome All!!!
I just want to welcome all you freaks to my world of fantasy. Climb aboard this train of everlasting pleasure.Sit back and browse through a list of come sucking, puzzy pumpin, booty shaking, back breaking, finger popping, I need to lick that, suck that, stick that, make it so good you want to slap yo mama, no sexual hang ups, tight skirt wearing, guys start swearing, don’t stop get it get it, don't stop.I said hit it!! kind of release we all need to experience. Be a friend, a friend with benefits, a soul mate, girlfriend, boyfriend or significant other. This page is open to all freaks and freakettes, bbw's, male, female, bi, gay, straight, dom, sub, tv, ts, if you got breath you have a home here. You feel me! OPEN YOUR MIND, BE FREE, EXPLORE YOUR GREATEST FANTASIES RIGHT HERE, RIGHT NOW AT : Madame Diva Chocolate's Fantasy World.

Studio54 Sucks Ass!
If you are a member of Studio54.. please remove me from you friends list and block me from you page.. I have no respect for people who pretend to be your friends and say you are their family only to shun you for having a life outside of the internet.. It truely is sad. If you want to delete yourself off of studio54's member list then feel free to stay on my friends list.. don't think you can be in there and I won't find you and delete you.. and I will not associate with neone from there anymore... sorry to all the people who are nice and didn't do me wrong but I guess it is all or nothing. farewell

Systematic- Leaving Only Scars Lyrics
So, do you feel what I feel when it all comes down? I see it in your eyes Throw, throw me a line so I won't drown The shore just seems to fall Another callous on my heart No, there's no way to stop The sting inside when it comes apart I realize who we are No, no matter when it stops The broken pieces cut my hands Leaving only scars We pretend we've got this all figured out Not as selfish as we are So, clear the dust off my soul as I fade out You knew I wouldn't be here long Another callous on my heart No, there's no way to stop The sting inside when it comes apart I realize who we are No, no matter when it stops The broken pieces cut my hands Leaving only scars And I didn't want to lose Or want to understand I fell right through your hands Now there's nothing left to lose My life crumbles in your hands I lay me over and over again There's no way to stop The sting inside when it comes apart I realize who we are No, no matter when it stops The broken piece

A Love Poem For You
The first time I saw you, I knew you were the one. There was no question in my mind, after having that much fun. There's just something about you, that I've never found before. And now that we're good friends, I find myself wanting more. I never thought it possible, to care for one so much. But everyday that passes, I long to feel your touch. To look into your eyes, would make my day complete, cause every time you look at me, my heart just skips a beat. Everything I'd wished for, every dream I'd hope come true, I never thought would happen, until the day that I met you. I know that your not ready, for the kind of commitment that I am, but for you I'd wait forever, there's nothing I can't stand. Although it hurts to know, that you don't feel the same as me, hopefully one day you'll realize, one day you'll wake up and see.

Lies Of Society
Why does life have to go by so fast? It seems that only yesterday we were just beginning our childhoods. Now we’re adults. We work and never have time for friends or family. We deal with everything that comes our way. We have to be responsible for our actions. But when we were kids, we could point our finger at someone else and yell “He did it!” and get called a tattle tell or hear “Liar, liar, pants on fire!” from our best friends. We’d share secrets and say we’re best friends forever. Now, secrets are few and far between and our best friend is most likely fucking either our boyfriends or the mailman. Trust is hard to find in this society that is built up by lies. We are all suppose to be treated as equals, but then everyone turns around and says life isn’t fair. But death doesn’t care in what you are. It doesn’t care who you are. It’ll eventually take you and there’s no escape. We are living only to die in this cruel society that is built up with our lies.

The Goddess's Blessing
I have found love at last I finally know what it’s like to have someone care They caress me with eternal love that will never die They show me what it’s like to be alive. This is truly a blessing A work of the Goddess in disguise So I thank thee Goddess for ending your child’s suffering and giving her a blessing. A blessing of love A blessing so high A blessing that is mine.

Black Rose Of Death
Look into my eyes Tell me what you see Am I really blinded by love Is this really me? Look into my soul Tell me what’s there Is it as dark as the night sky Is it really bare? I see the way you look at me With eyes so brown With eyes so dull When I wear the black gown The black gown of death Is what I wear Because of you My heart is not bare But I shall die soon enough With or without you by my side I shall go to the Underworld And the Undertaker shall be my guide While I’m there I will see That there’s only one love And he’s not beside me When I’m there I shall remain The Black Rose of Death That can never be tamed.

Another Child
Another child is to be born Another woman is to be in pain Pain that was bestowed upon woman years ago To happen once more just to bring a child into the world The father is a great man The mother is a caring one The child is to be protected from the world Til the is right for it to leave home one day Parents and child That’s the way it always goes And one day The child will become a parent It will continue this way For years to come Just like it did Many years ago Another grandparent, there will be Another uncle Another father Another mother Another child A child is to be born A woman is to be in pain.

Will The Sadness Stop?
The tears flow from her eyes again. She can’t stop the crying. The thing she loves most is the truth. But she hides behind the lies. No one can hear her cries for help. No one can ease her pain. Except for the one she loves Will he ever come And save her Will he lift her from the ground And carry her Will these tears ever stop flowing Will the sadness cease to exist Will the tears that come with the night be no more?

Dream To Become Reality
With the passing of each day, I long for it more. With the night comes the wishing and with the day comes the struggle. They say I’ll never make it but I will prove them wrong. I will be the best. I will get what I long for. I will make my dream a reality. Then everyone will want to be my friend but I can’t be everyone’s friend. They’ll want me to come home but I won’t be able to. All because my dream will be a reality.

In Remembrence
Tears stream down my face. The quiet whimpers fill the room. No one knows the pain. No one knows the fear. The stinging in my eyes burn more and more as I cry out the name of Eduardo Gory Guerrero Llanes.

Afraid
Afraid to fall in love. Afraid to be alone. The girl who’s life was full of happiness is now all sadness. Afraid to live life. Afraid to die peacefully. Afraid to be insane. Afraid to be normal. Afraid to be awake. Afraid to be asleep. Afraid to be dangerous. Afraid to be cautious. Afraid of everything. Afraid of nothing. This girl wants happiness yet fears it the most because she knows it could be taken away with ease and leave her in the sadness that is all around.

Survivor
Mom, Dad, I’m sorry I’ve fucked up again I shouldn’t be alive Just tell me how to live Too much drama In my life Too much to confess My past My religion My life Too much sadness But it has made me stronger I have cheated death What would have killed someone else hasn’t killed me I’m a survivor Of rape Of taunts Of life. I’ve been good but I don’t know what I did to deserve this. Someone tell me. So I can get on with my life

Fuck Me, Rape Me, Do What They Please
It’s happening again. I know I can’t stop it. The anger The sadness Oh how I long for someone To accept me For who I am I’m tired of Listening to This shit The only way I can make This stop Is by making Myself hurt Even more The cuts appear More and more I wish this Would stop But to make Myself not Do this is Like telling Someone to Fuck me, Rape me, Do what they please With me Oh how I long For someone To accept me For who I am.

Defier Of The Odds
The laughs and smiles are fake. She tries to hide the sadness but it shows up no matter what she does. Everything in her life has blown up in her face. She fears every day. She fears every night. She sees right through the people who try to be nice to her. She realizes that they just want to put her down again. They make her feel like she has done wrong and they don’t even know what they are doing. Telling her she’s a worthless bitch and that no one will ever love her. But they are wrong. They don’t understand her the same way other people do. She’ll make it to the top. Fighting her way there. She’ll make it to the top. No matter what people say. She’ll make it to the top. She’s the defier of the odds.

Cracks In A Stone Wall
my new year resolution for the year of 2008 is a very complicated one. I decided that I was going to steer clear of any relationships including just plain fuck buddies. I was totally proud of myself for making this decision but here i am not even a week into the new year and i'm already doubting myself. I don't know what to do being single is something i'm used to but why is this so difficult? it should be easy if i'm so used to it right? well its not. if its this hard after not even a week what is the rest of the year going to be like?

You Did Nothing
I once lived and now I don’t This life of mine has disappeared Never to be found again You watched me slip away And yet you did nothing. You just watched it slip away While you help me in your arms. You wept while I lost my life And you I thought you cared. The little act you did Was magnificent. I was clapping at your performance When you were at the funeral. I loved you And yet you didn’t love me. You didn’t love the way I was. I meant nothing to you. I was just another girl to you. A slave to your love. To your life. And yet you did nothing You did nothing when that trigger was pulled You did nothing when that bullet hit me. You did nothing to save my life. You did nothing!

Time To Take A Stand
What have I done to deserve this? I am just an innocent girl. Trying to find myself Yes I cut. Yes I hurt Myself I don’t know what I did wrong. But I’m willing to make it right I just write what I know and know what I write I just walk down the halls Listening to people call me names All because of what I write I write what’s on my mind Is that so wrong? People call me a Slut Whore Lez Hoe Bitch I listen to what they say about me And I do nothing But times are changing and so am I Now it’s time to take a stand and Fight For I must stop running away People can kiss my white American ass If they don’t like what I have to say.

Milk Bath For Beauty
A blonde heard that milk baths would make her beautiful. She left a note for her milkman to leave 25 gallons of milk. When the milkman read the note, he felt there must be a mistake. He thought she probably meant 2.5 gallons. So he knocked on the door to clarify the point. The blonde came to the door and the milkman said, "I found your note asking me to leave 25 gallons of milk. Did you mean 2.5 gallons?" The blonde said, "I want 25 gallons. I'm going to fill my bathtub up with milk and take a milk bath so I can look young and beautiful again." The milkman asked, "Do you want it pasteurized?" The blonde said, "No, just up to my boobs. I can splash it on my eyes."

Who Will Be Next?
The time goes by slowly And everyday means pain. He is hurting He is suffering No one knows his pain. Who will be next? The pain in her heart is strong She stays in her room Like a prisoner in her own mind The door is locked And she grabs the knife one more time She is going to try and get rid of the pain in her heart. Their love is strong but their relationship is falling apart. He is suffering and her heart is in pain Their love for one another is the only thing keeping them alive. They are inches to death and soon they will die. They both are hurt And now they’re dead. The girl died in her room And the man died on the street No one heard their cries for help. Who will be next?

01-05 Pimpout
Hello Familia! This is our first Pimp Out in the New Year! We have had 80 members join in the past month!!! This is Awesome!!! And it's also a reminder that we are still and will always be the #1 Family on Fubar!! In order to insure that everyone gets the love they deserve we will only be putting 25 members on each pimpout, so if your name isn't on here, stay tuned because it will be. In the meantime please go and show all of these wonderful new members of our family some Club F.A.R. Love!! That means pic ratings, comments, profile comments, stash rates. Let each and everyone of them know how very Happy we are to have them!!! Much Love Pete, Molly, Jamie, Stacy and Luna *~*HockeyChik*~*CLUB F*A*R*~*all luv repaid-thx!*~*@ fubar

Lenny Kravitz-black Velveteen
Black velveteen Simple and clean Oh what a bad machine Black velveteen Supple and lean The 21st century dream Ready to please Free from disease Shes waiting on her knees Its not a sin Titanium skin Just take her for a spin Black velveteen Simple and clean Oh what a bad machine Black velveteen Supple and lean The 21st century dream Nice piece of kit Electronic clit Just sit down for a fit Ready to trip A guarantee hit Shes all you ever wished Black velveteen dont give a damn shell do dishes Black velveteen knows all the night spots in france Black velveteens cat smells like strawberry kittens Black velveteen always is ready to dance Shes ready to Black velveteen Simple and clean Oh what a bad machine Black velveteen Supple and lean The 21st century dream Black velveteen dont give a damn shell do dishes Black velveteen knows all the night spots in france Black velveteens cat smells like strawberry kittens Black velveteen always

Talked With My Daughter Today
It's really sad that when you try to contact her via her dad, i can never get him on the phone. I have tried to call him via his cell phone for the past 3-4 weeks and keep getting this users mail box is full. Finally broke down and called his house and his wife (which hates my guts) answers the phone. asked her what was going on with his phone, she says that hasnt had a chance to clear his messages on there. when i asked to talk with my daughter she kinda copped a attitude with me. but i did get to talk with her. My daughter got on the phone and i asked her what she wanted for her birthday which is on monday she wants an adult guitar (smiles) and she knows that her evil step mom isnt going to get her one. She wants me to meet her baby brother but said that her other mom didnt want me to ever meet him. I told her that adults have reasons for what they do. and its not up to me or her as to why other mom doesnt want me to meet her baby brother. Im hoping that i will get to see her

New Drugs For Women
NEW DRUGS FOR WOMEN DAMNITOL Take 2 and the rest of the world can go to hell for up to 8 full hours. EMPTYNESTROGEN Suppository that eliminates melancholy and loneliness by reminding you of how awful they were as teenagers and how you couldn't wait till they moved out! ST. MOMMA'S WORT Plant extract that treats mom's depression by rendering preschoolers unconscious for up to two days. PEPTOBIMBO Liquid silicone drink for single women. Two full cups swallowed before an evening out increases breast size, decreases intelligence, and prevents conception. DUMBEROL When taken with Peptobimbo, can cause dangerously low IQ, resulting in enjoyment of country music and pickup trucks. FLIPITOR Increases life expectancy of commuters by controlling road rage and the urge to flip off other drivers. MENICILLIN Potent anti-boy-otic for older women. Increases resistance to such lethal lines as, "You make me want to be a better person. " BUYAGRA Injectab

People Annoy Me.
I had a random invite then i shout at "them" asking "them" why "they" wanted to add me and well I didn't realize it but "they" blocked me... seriously what the hell? Ok and before that hapened I went to someone's profile and that person blocked me rated me a one and called me a cunt. when did fubar get assholes? I never get mad at people till now. God yes I blocked them. I had no one on my block list and now i have 2. That makes me sad. I marked it not safe for work since well... it's a venting blog. I know it's safe for work, but still maybe people won't want to read it unless they know me well.

When You Really Love A Woman
Expressions of Love Love may go stale if not flavoured with romantic seasoning. Romance is a key element of a relationship, deepening with intimacy and helping you to fall more in love with your mate. The art of romance requires learning what your beloved finds romantic, and applying that in your relationship. 15 expressions of love for your beloved With a zing of romance you could spice up your relationship. Here's how... Send her flowers unexpectedly from work. A dozen roses: 11 red roses and 1 white one with a note: " In every bunch there's one who stands out -and that one is you." (I choose 1 white lily). As she enters the house from work, play your favorite song, hold her in your arms and carry her to the bedroom. Just give her bare hugs and kisses for no reason, while she is cooking or cleaning and later cuddle up in a blanket and watch a romantic movie together. Tell your mate that you - love, adore, admire, cherish, desire, want, need, prize, este

Kissing 101- I Like The Sucking Kiss And The Spiderman Kiss
Types of Kisses Given below is a variety of kiss that you may find interesting. You could feel free to try them out with your partner. Angel Kiss A comforting kiss. Kiss your partner very gently, delicately on their lips or eyelids. Cheek Kiss A friendly kiss. With you hands on your partners shoulders, brush your lips across their cheeks. Be gentle. A kiss preferred on the first date. Chew Kiss While kissing tell your partner to place their tongue in your mouth. Very VERY GENTLY chew on their back of the tongue. Do not suck. This creates a sensation that can be very exciting. Copy Cat Kiss Just imitate the way your partner kisses. Copy every act of their kiss. Cordial Kissing (Hot/Cold Kiss, Trickle Kiss) Sip a very small amount of your favourite drink, either hot or cold and when you just begin to kiss, pour the drink into your partner's mouth. It will leave behind a sensational feeling. Some love this type of kiss and some cringe with the thought of it.

Monkeys Use Grooming As Payment For Sex:
By GILLIAN WONG Associated Press Writer AP Photo/SHUJI KAJIYAMA Buy AP Photo Reprints SINGAPORE (AP) -- Male macaque monkeys pay for sex by grooming females, according to a recent study that suggests the primates may treat sex as a commodity. "In primate societies, grooming is the underlying fabric of it all," Dr. Michael Gumert, a primatologist at the Nanyang Technological University in Singapore, said in a telephone interview Saturday. "It's a sign of friendship and family, and it's also something that can be exchanged for sexual services," Gumert said. Gumert's findings, reported in New Scientist last week, resulted from a 20-month observation of about 50 long-tailed macaques in a reserve in Central Kalimantan, Indonesia. Gumert found after a male grooms a female, the likelihood that she will engage in sexual activity with the male was about three times more than if the grooming had not occurred. And as with other commo

One Missed Call
quite possibly the most predictable movie i have ever seen. i did jump once though which made chris laugh cuz i'm not a jumper. i spent the rest of the movie laughing and thinking of the new Indiana Jones that'll be out in may. love me sum Harrison Ford!

My Beautiful Amazing Mother
Your passion in life was to be the best mom and grandma, and that is exactly what you were. I told you I loved you often, but wish I would have said it more. I wish I would have spent more time with you my heart knew your time was limited, denial set in and life went on. I know you no longer suffer, but I want to be selfish and ask for more time even if it's just a few hours. How am I supposed to go on without you? I miss your beautiful understanding blue eyes, your soft sweet smelling skin, your calm nuturing voice, and most of all your presense. I never knew one could truly have a broken heart, and since the day you passed I have. The pain of loosing you is too much to bear at times. However I will cherish the 33 years I got to spend with you, and hold all the memories over those years close to my heart I will let go of you but not your memory. Go on mom take that long awaited pain free walk with our Lord Jesus in the Heavens and I will patiently await the day we see each ot

~~expressions Of A Kiss~~
What Each Kiss Means - Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -SLAP ON THA BUTT: That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one.

Let Go
The Power of light, the cover found by night. Questions with no answers, often betrayed by sight. Truth is often lost, hearts do pay the cost. Reality no longer felt, all the cards have been delt. Fading fast but burning bright, once a game is now a fight. Desperatley longing to hold love near, accepting the deamons and things you most fear. Trying hard to embrase the life that you know, Having the courage to finally let go.

My Mask
I hide behind a mask You can't see my face Looking at first glance I'm in a happy place The truth is, that's a lie But you can't really tell that in the back of my mind I think the world should rot in hell What's the point of living If we are all going to die What's the point of being happy If in the end we're going to cry But this is something no one sees This is something no one knows And yet deep inside of me This feeling of hatred grows So even though this mask reveals a happy side of me, I use the mask as a shield to look at what others can never see.

Boyfriend Application
Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked crap about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18. Would you have sex with me? 19.Would you dance with me? 2

This About Sums It Up!
It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing. It doesn’t interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love for your dream for the adventure of being alive. It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon... I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrow if you have been opened by life’s betrayals or have become shrivelled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain mine or your own without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy mine or your own if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful to be realistic to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn’t interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint a

Yahoo
listen up everyone! if you have me on yahoo and i havent been responding and what not for like 3 months i appologize, yahoo hates me lol. It decides randomly to display an empty message box when people send me messages and just recently it encounters an error everytime i get a message and has to shut down, i just reinstalled so MAYBE the yahoo messenger gods will smile on me and things will work ;)

Auction
LET SOMEONE FU OWN YOU!!! Want to FuOwn Someone? Now You Can! Here They Are..Hit the Pic and Go Bid On the One You Want To make Yours! Need 11's and Stash Rated? Nows Your Chance! These Sexy People Have Put Themselves in a Position For You To Fu-Own Them! So Check Them Out! Everyone here is special and you would be lucky to have any one of them! AUCTION RULES! 1. Drama Free. For fun only auction. Anyone causing it will be eliminated. 2. Contestant reserves the right to refuse any bid. 3. Minimum Bid is 10,000 Fubucks. 4. Must have a salute to bid. 5. Auctioneer is not responsible for bids. 6. Serious Bids Only!(meaning do not bid if you do not intend to honor that bid.) 7. Bids must be paid for before any prize is given. 8. Do Not Take This Seriously!(I know, I know...Contradiction..:P) This Is FOR FUN ONLY Auction! 9. RULES ARE SUBJECT TO CHANGE! HERE THEY ARE!! PUT IN YOUR BIDS!

Kidney Stones Suck..
Well, I had a fun start to the new year. On New Years eve, I went to the ER, thinking I had a kidney infection, which is something, sadly, that I am used to. Well, I get to the ER and was hurting so bad that I could barely walk from my car to the ER doors, and I have never hurt that bad before. Skipping the boring bits, they did a CT scan of my kidneys, just incase there was something else going on, besides the kidney infection (which I did have). Well, they decide to keep me over night so I could get fluids and a couple rounds of strong antibiotic, when I get to my room, the ER doctor informs me that he found a 2 inch stone in my left ureter right where it meets the bladder..... Great..... This is a good time to point out, I have never had a stone before, so, my first one, I went big I guess. After being removed, it was found that he could not find my ureter (the stone passed overnight I'm guessing because it was completely in my bladder at this point)and so, I am now sitting he

Fubar Couple Contest
SO ALL I NEED YOU TO DO IS STOP BY AND RATE THIS PICTURE ONCE. ITS FOR A CONTEST THAT ME AND MY HUSBAND ARE IN AND ITS NOT A BOMBING ONE SO IT WONT TAKE YOU LONG. SO IF YOU COULD JUST TAKE A MINUTE OUT OF YOUR TIME TO STOP BY AND RATE THIS FOR ME AND THEN REPOST THIS FOR ME?? PLEASE AND THANKS

I'm Up For Bid
You Now Have a Chane to Own Me. Are You scared to take a chance??? Click on the link and let the bidding begin... Here's what You get For the Highest Bid... Add to family one month. All pictures , blogs and stashes rated #1 Friend for one month Fu-owned in my name for one month Weekly pimp out bulletin for 1 month Permanent pimp out in my blogs. Pimp out in my me section for a month Daily comments for a month 1 Personal salute sfw 1 Big pimping gift

True Love
A baby, born of Mary, A legend, before His birth; A child to grow into a man, To prove what true love is worth. He was a man more full of purpose, Above all other created things; The light of man, the son of God, The one true king of kings. And, on common roads, He'd walk with us, The weak, the poor ill-fated; Shedding light on true importance, With the words of God He stated. Then He'd prove those words with actions, Restoring sight and life to dead; Giving hope to those in jaws of hunger, With an endless crust of bread. He would give His strength, His heart and soul, Though our world would give Him strife; And when it seemed He could give no more, He would give His very life. He would allow the torment, of His body, His own flesh to fill the need; Of every man, woman and child, Even those that made Him bleed. And He'd cry out for His father, Feeling forsaken, from above; Yet, never would He begin to bend, Though broken, for our love. Hung fro

An Open Letter To The 2008 Presidential Candidates
I've been following the election campaigns for the 2008 Presidential hopefuls - probably more so than the average American (though probably equally to those of you who actually read this). I've seen nothing worth voting for in any candidate. All I've seen is slander, ad hominem attacks, talk of religion and ethnic background, and a general try for a popularity contest. What I have still to see is a real platform of relevant current issues. Where are the candidates that want to bring the American government back into the hands of the people? Where are the candidates that want to address the severely flawed health care problems in the US? Where are the candidates that want to address the suffering education of our children? Where are the candidates that want to end this senseless war and bring our troops back home? Where are the candidates that want to restore this country to the free nation it once was? All I see in these candidates are war mongers, willing to carry on the Bush plans

On A Saturday Evening....
Well, felt like a weird week this week. I did not have to go back to work until Wednesday. When I did, it made for one of the longest weeks I have experienced. It is amazing how sometiems the shortest workweeks, can turn into some of the longest workweeks. Anyhow, hey introduced a new time card system called the JobBOSS. Does any one else use this? I am not much impressed with it. I think everyone where I work at was expecting better. Seems like JobBOSS will be more of a hassle than an advancement. You just have to love Ohio weather. One day it is freezing cold, snow and ice conditions and then the next day it is 50 degrees with a few showers. On the extended forcast, they are calling for almost 70 degrees on Tuesday and Wednesday! Then, for the weekend it is supposed to be back down in the 20's. No wonder so many people are falling ill. I am over my cold now. But, I guess I should just prepare for the next one way this weather is. Well, everything around this

A Year On And Everything Has Changed At Ibrox
A year on and everything has changed at Ibrox By ANDREW SMITH EVEN the potential to lose a player can be considered a reflected glory in assessing Walter Smith's second coming at Rangers. The club Smith returned to exactly a year ago this Thursday would not have attracted the £9m offer from Tottenham Hotspur for Alan Hutton, which the player declined to pursue. The Ibrox squad then, under Paul le Guen, a seemingly querulous, flaky bunch of also-rans, would have been lucky to attract such a sum if shifted lock and stock in a fire sale. The flames were licking Rangers when Smith inherited a team 14 points adrift of Celtic, and without a serious championship challenge in two seasons. These were expected to singe the reputation of Smith, celebrated for guiding Rangers to nine consecutive titles after emerging from the shadow of Graeme Souness in April 1991. Instead, the only smoke now wafting from the club is given off by the remarkable rekindling of success which Smith has been res

Past, Present And Future
Past, Present and Future Many good memories in the past, but the past is the past, it didnt make it to the future for a reason!! People need to stay there in the past>> and quit popping up!

Code Brown
Was a slow night at work. We only had 8 patients. There was me.. a PCA,, and 2 nurses on. I was just coming out from my supper.. at 10pm..when all of a sudden I hear the operator announce.. code brown! Most hospital staff consider that a poopy situation but its a code for a missing patient. The nurses couldn't leave the floor so the PCA went to go look. I just got to my desk and sat down..when the phone rang. As I picked up the phone..all of a sudden I felt somthing slide up my skirt. It was a hand! It was the missing patient. He was in his 40s. I tried to talk to the person on the phone..while this guy kept feeling me. What was I to do? The 2 nurses were in patients rooms..and I was at the desk alone. All of a sudden, i felt his tounge on my clit. Damn, this was a sticky situation, in more ways then one. The person on the phone was a patient who just left today,, with 50,000 questions. What was I to do? Hang up rudely...and run like hell..or be professional..and ignor

Boruc Signs New Celtic Contract
Boruc signs new Celtic contract Boruc had been linked with moves to Arsenal and AC Milan Poland goalkeeper Artur Boruc has ended speculation about his future by signing a contract extension that commits him to Celtic until 2011. The 27-year-old, who joined Celtic in 2005, was this weekend linked with moves to both Arsenal and AC Milan. But he told arturboruc.com: "I am very grateful to the Celtic management for putting their trust in me. "That's why I accepted the new contract offered to me and I have extended it for three more years." Celtic chief executive Peter Lawwell confirmed the deal for the player first signed from Legia Warszawa. "Talks have been ongoing for a while and we are delighted that Artur has decided to sign," he told BBC Sport. Celtic had themselves been linked with an interest in Major League Soccer goalkeeper of the year Brad Guzan, the 24-year-old presently with Chivas USA. MY SPORT: DEBATE Fantastic news. So much for him doing

Weirdo Alert
This guy {yes i said guy} is a real piece of work... he admits hes a guy in his blog...he didnt down rate me or anything but he gave me a photocomment telling me to go check out his new blog... the blog was titled fakes... it was talking about why should we rate someones pics a 10 if they are really ugly... i left my opinion as a comment and then blocked him... his other blogs are just crazy he poses as a girl and says he has a new respect for women cause of the perves on this site... which is true but why does he feel the need to be like this? i dont know reading his blogs hes just a few grapes short of a fruit basket? Know what i mean? NONE ( rate me, fan me, rate and comment all pics and blogs then add me)@ fubar

Someone Drank Some Hateraide
304LIFE@ fubar This lovely lady decided to send me this nice little message.... after this lovely message she decided to rate me a 10 and add me? HAHAHAHAHA thats a lil strange she gave me a sympathy rate and add LOL as if i need it HAHAHA oh well i just blocked her no harm done... just watch out for her everyone she thinks her shit dont stink!!! ***Please rate this blog since you are already here!!!***

Chocolate Ritual
THE CHOCOLATE RITUAL Copyright 1993, John Shepard, Performed at Dragonfest, August 1993 Materials required: On the altar there are brown candles; a Tootsie Roll (the great big one -as the athame;) a large glass with milk in it, (the chalice;) A small dish of Nestle's Quik and a spoon; a small dish of chocolate sprinkles; a plate of cupcakes and some Yoo-Hoo along with a goblet; CLEANSE THE SACRED SPACE: (Take the small bowl of chocolate sprinkles) Chocolate sprinkles where thou art cast No calories in thy presence last. Let no fat adhere to me, And as I will So Mote It BE! Nestle's Quik where thou art cast Turn this milk to chocolate, fast. Let all good things come to me, And make my milk all chocolatey! CAST THE CIRCLE (using a tootsie roll): CALL THE QUARTERS: Mousse of the East, Fluffy one! Great prince of the palace of dessert. Be present, we pray thee, And guard this circle from all moochers Approaching from the East. Fondue of the South, Mo

If Your A Parent Read This. It Is Important:(
Today in Lower Michigan, an innocent is lost. He fought bravely and with all he had in his little body for two days, but death made his call. The boy was 10years old. I don't know him personally, but my heart goes out to you lil one. 2 Days ago him and his little brother was playing. They was playing with daddy's Shotgun. They didn't know better, didn't realize it was loaded. It dropped on the ground and went off...The boy was shot in the face. The Family has my sympathy. I am asking and imploring all you parents who have children and Guns...For God's Sake store them away locked up and get trigger guards on them, please I am begging you don't let another innocent die needlessly. Parents those children have their future in your hands, please do the right thing....

I Will Buy You A Happy Hour
Here is the deal, I'm asking a favor from anyone that can read this... This may sound absolutely crazy but.. 2 months ago my password was stolen on this site, it took me up until a few weeks ago to get my page back, everything was messed up, all my family was gone, but worst of all my points have been reset. I understand other people have had this problem so I went to support and asked what had happened and they said my account was reset do to fraudulent referrals. Granted I have all 5,000,000 fubucks left, i lost all my points and was sent back to level 0. I was just 100,000 some odd points from leveling to a 25 godfather. Support will not even respond to me. So in conclusion, ANYONE that can help me get my points back just short of level 25 I will buy up to 2 people happy hours. When I get my points back, just forward your original message to me proving that you wrote in. I don't care who you write to, support, or jesus christ himself just please do it and I will gl

I Have No Life....sort Of...
It's 18:25 on a Saturday night, and I'm about to go to sleep. I would definitely say I have no life except that I've been awake since 02:30 chilling with friends and visiting with people. I finally made it to one of my favorite hang outs today. I

Hellllllllp
50 Sponsored User - Someone who has shown consistent support for fubar throughout its lifetime 100 fubar Supporter - Someone who has helped out fubar along the way so who determines these two titles is it by points or by money spent or is it fubar staff that decides?? who can answer this question..i dont have the answer and have been asked

Restored!
Looked for, couldn't find, looked for, thought I found, ... hrm, what's this?... nope, it wasn't... looked for, found something else, used it... erm... anyway, I ran "Disk Utility" on my Mac to see if things were working right because I started having trouble installing the newest version of a program. Disk Utility does a verification of my hard drive and found several problems, of which the most serious was "Invalid volume free block count (It should be 36413940 instead of 36235151)" Now to repair one's boot drive on a recent Mac (with operating system "earlier than 10.5"), one needs to get out the boot CD the computer comes with, put it in, restart it with the button C held down... and run Disk Utility again, this time from the copy of Disk Utility that's on the CD, not on your computer, basically. (So that it can repair your your hard drive without having any programs - including itself - on the hard drive running and changing things on it, I think...) ... The

Clydesdale Bank Premier League : Table
Clydesdale Bank Premier League : Table 05 Jan 17:05 | Home | Away Team P W D L F A W D L F A GD PTS 1 Rangers 19 10 0 1 30 5 4 2 2 15 11 29 44 2 Celtic 20 7 3 0 28 2 6 1 3 23 15 34 43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 3 Motherwell 20 5 2 3 18 14 6 0 4 12 11 5 35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 4 Aberdeen 22 6 3 2 19 10 3 3 5 9 19 -1 33 5 Dundee Utd 22 7 1 3 15 7 3 1 7 17 23 2 32 6 Falkirk 22 5 3 3 13 11 4 2 5 21 24 -1 32 7 Inverness CT 22 7 0 4 19 17 3 1 7 12 18 -4 31 8 Hibernian 21 4 4 2 20 15 3 3 5 9 13 1 28 9 Kilmarnock 22 3 3 5 14 15 2 4 5 9 17 -9 22 10 St Mirren 20 3 1 6 8 20 3 3 4 5 11 -18 22 11 Hearts 22 3 3 5 19 18 2 3 6 13 22 -8 21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 12 Gretna 20 1 2 6 8 19 1 2 8 8 27 -30 10

Fuvent
I think that I have said, before, here, that, since becoming single, I have good days and I have bad days. It's natural and I am OK with the roller coaster emotional thing. Life works that way. But today seems to be leaning towards the "bad day" category. It's really difficult to explain, in a forum, such as this, the fundamental realities of my situation. I'm not alone very often... I have friends who tend to make sure of that. But I am lonely often. I think there was a song, by Bush, that had a line in it that said "I'm never alone. I'm alone all the time...". That about sums it up. It's selfish of me, I think, that I let myself get depressed, or down, when people work so hard to try and keep me from feeling that way. But it's simply something that I can't really help. I'm not sure I'd want to, even if I could help it. I want to heal and move on. If I were capable of holding it all in, and pretending it was all gravy, then this process wouldn't happen, I suppose.

Collared...
i entered the room quietly. He was sat there at His chair and as i looked at Him i caught His eye. i quickly lowered my gaze and sat on the floor in my normal subservient position. He gently pulled me up of the floor and made me stand. He tilted my head back looking deep into my eyes, His eyes forcing mine to remain fixed on His. I did not fear Him and He knew that. It was the attracting force that had drew me to Him. A woman of formidable power choosing to acquiesce to His every whim, no matter the cost, or pain involved. He smiled, knowing this. Today was my first real training as His own. He had made me undergo a rigorous series of trials throughout the day all to which i had surrendered to easily. The more ego i lost the stronger He became… and… yes… He knew i was stronger for it too. With each demand, each pain driven task asked of, with eyes lowered i abided to His every desire, subjecting myself to His hand, His whip; His intrusions. i spoke no words of refusal, my body acce

Undistinguished Death
He sits in astonishment at the words that are spoken, And he cannot even breathe. His attempts draw in only the brimstone burning Acrid air that has accompanied him As of late. How can God take away yet another person From his life? There is only Hell, no Heaven. No angels, no beautiful music. The one man that gave him life, He watches withering away- His father, in his mind, he's not there, His father, in his body, he is trapped, And he can't remember the past, And he doesn't believe in a future. He watches his father disappearing Inside himself, And knows that he has promised His own son that he will not leave him In this way. It's not a distinguished passing, It's not what a man deserves, But this is the life and death that Everyone has left this once great man. He can't handle the pain it's causing, As he watches, a once great man slips into oblivion. Robert J Nye (2008)

The House
okay, this house and just about everyone in it is about to drive me crazy....I'm so tired of being the only one who cleans it, and when they cant find something they come and ask me where it is at and i'm like if you'd put it where it is suppose to be you'd know where it was at...I have to keep up with the girls and then keep the house clean and making sure everyone is feed and happy and clean and everything else...I'm so tired...by the end of the day i am so wiped out that i can barely think about myself....I wish I could just get into my house and it just be me, the girls and john....but yea!anyways...HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!! May this year be blessed for everyone! Luv's Ya's all much!!!

2nd Day At Work
It was my second day at work.. and another busy day. With the new staffing grid at work..we never have the extra help we need. I was all caught up with my work..and decided to take the patient in room 510 downstairs to go home. He was getting around very good..so I didn't need to use a wheelchair. He was a 43 year old in the hospital with a migraine. As we were on the elevator..the elevator gave a jerk..then stopped. We were stuck and no amount of pushing the buttons was working. I dialed the operator.. to let her know. She told me, that the maintenance guy was on call..since it was evening time..and on the weekend. Omg,, what to do stuck on a elevator,having to wait for them to get there to fix the problem. As I am leaning against the wall.. I hear my patient say.."I hear having sex gets rid of headaches". I look at him with fear in my eyes..not knowing what to do..stuck in a closed end area with him. Next thing I know..he lifts up my hand and starts to kiss it. Slowly he

Timed Contest
I know that we have several members currently in contest. I would just like to remind our family members that timed contest take priority over contest that have no time limit. Please bomb the contest that will end on a certain day and time first over the contest that just need a certain comment count for the family member to receive their prize. If you have any questions, please ask a family officer. Tiggerbear2007 Family Manager Fubombers

I Am Sick To My Stomach
they went ahead and deleted my main profile and i lost all of my grandkids pictures along with all the gifts all my friends have bought me..i am just so upset. wish they would have let me know they were doing that first

Real Or Not Real Fubar Friends ??
I find myself adding people who i meet in lounges and stuff and have fun talking to them too, then after rating them and addng them to my list, it seems like they dont talk much to you after that are they being fake or just want to add you for the numbers on their lists??, I know some have a busy life too like we all do but still aint it polite to talk back when someone says hi to you??, guess not for some. Im always thinking bout life and how its a learning phase, online or not there will be drama somewhere else, like myspace, or yahoo etc. If your a real friend be true to yourself and to others, then you will find out who your real friends are!!

Guarding The Gates
Her heart is something he wanted, And in a moment of passion, It was his- He knows that it has been broken, And put together too many times, So he who loves her, has become The guardian of her heart. A trophy isn't what he wants, And the only desire he has is for her, And until he inhales his last breath, He shall stand guard over her, And he shall protect this once fallen angel. Once a soldier, always a soldier, And he defends the good from the evil, And this world has shown her too much evils. He towers above her, And she looks up to him, And she is his only weakness. He couldn't imagine what he thought He has experienced before in his life, But he knows he has not truly lived Until he met her. She has opened the gate to Heaven, With her love and her presence, And now, he stands here, Guarding the gates to Heaven. Robert J Nye (2008)

An Awesome Poem
Strip For Me She said she wanted to have sex with strings attached; Only to her arms and wrist. Said she had, had her heart broken far too many times to even consider walking down that road again She said she only wanted to partake, in the physical. Said she, wanted me to fill her chest, with my treasure; Then afterwards, pretend like I had never even met her. But there was something about the way her insides taste after they had Marinated over night, that made me ponder What it would take to have this woman wake up next to me Every single morning for the rest of my LIFE To abandon my fears of abandonment, To make every woman who has come before her a blur! See the Fact of the matter is I want to reinvent the wheel with her. I want to find different reasons to be in love every single minute That's why I contemplate different positions to keep her interested Each and every single time that I'm IN IT! That's why I treat her sweet like Holy Water.

Pot, Pots Or Just Plain Potty.
Miracle, don't ask me why, I don't love you any more. Why, don't ask me why. Fleetwood Mac. Annie Lennox. The track before that. Blue Guitar or something. Rheo Speedwagon maybe. Don't get me wrong, Once in while.?? Oh that says it all, talk about rambled, scrambled and forgetful. Thank heavens for YOU HAVE RATED THIS blah blah, or everyone would end up thinking they had a stalker. Miracle is not in it, it is an absolute humungous modern scientific happening of the, er, what is better than miraculous? Oh, I cannot think and it has nothing to do with the wine. It is word recall or lack of that is the problem. I kid thee not there is a deficit and it is not all in the mind. Well, it could be something to do with all the pot I have seen today and it is a good job this is not virtual cyberspace or I would be with the circling kites, spliffing their differences and getting high on more than just ozone. Oh, thank you for nothing, the word has come and gone but it was there. No,

They Walk Among Us
THEY WALK AMONG US IDIOT SIGHTING: We had to have the garage door repaired. The Sears repairman told us that one of our problems was that we did not have a "large" enough motor on the opener. I thought for a minute, and said that we had the largest one Sears made at that time, a 1/2 horsepower. He shook his head and said, "Lady, you need a 1/4 horsepower." I responded that 1/2 was larger than 1/4. He said, "NO, it's not." Four is larger than two.." We haven't used Sears repair since. IDIOT SIGHTING My daughter and I went through the McDonald's take-out window and I gave the clerk a $5 bill. Our total was $4.25, so I also handed her a quarter. She said, "you gave me too much money." I said, "Yes I know, but this way you can just give me a dollar bill back." She sighed and went to get the manager who asked me to repeat my request. I did so, and he handed me back the quarter, and said "We're sorry but they could not do that kind of thing." The clerk then proc

Why Is Life Choices So Hard To Make
Ok this is what i need to know. Why is it so hard for me to make the decision to leave my husband. I want to leave. Im miserable here, he treats me like shit, but yet i cant get the nerve up to leave. What am i supposed to do? Someone plz let me know whats wrong with me. I married him right after i turned 18 and been married to him for almost 20 years. i have never really known another life. I am scared as hell as to what is out there. My health is not the greatest and it will be hard for me to find work. I have a 16 year old that cries and gets very upset when i mention leaving. So should i just sit back and take all this or grow a set of balls and put my foot down and leave. Oh and did i mention that if i do leave i would have to go far away for fear of what he will do to me. He is not a stable man. He has already got violent 2 times before. Someone rescue me. Help

A Song For You...
Search Video Codes GoddessOfLight R/L ENGAGED&Fu-Wife of HarleyRider70@ fubar I know what's going on in Your head right now My Love and trust Me I'm doing everything in My power I can to help. I know I'm not there in the physical sense. But I am doing all I can to see to it that it won't be long till I am Baby. Please, Listen to what I'm telling You when We talk... I Love You Baby...

A Two Thought Process (thoughts)
It has been a goal of mine lately to try and scribble down something each day. To try and capture a glimpse of the world and workings of the mind in word-weavings. Words that would hopefully lean towards interesting, entertaining, amusing. Thought-provoking. Challenging. But it seems that the more I try, the harder it is for me to coax these fancies out of thin air. To arrange them neatly into fine print. To tickle out a meaning that goes deeper than their outer coverings. To find satisfaction in these dribbles of creative juices. I long to scrape away at the leathery shield I have wrapped around those wistful dreams and tap into the voices that build up confidence. That give promise of success. Reassurance. Praise. Faith. Is it merely the fear of letting someone else down? Of admitting failure? Of accepting that what will be will never be? Or is it the fear that I may not have what I have always believed I had. Hoped I had. Dreamed. Pondered. Wondered. Hid. Hone

It's What I Do...
Well hell... sorry... Life sucks.. but get the fuck over it.. Time is numbered for us.. Live life to the fullest.. I know a bunch of people say that shit but... it's true... Why not do what you want to?? And why not do what makes you happy? it isn't like we're immortal.. and have a long life ahead of us... we don't.. Be happy.. and do what you want...

Auction
Ok yall time to break out the Fubucks!!! Coem bid on some of the hottest people in all of Ace Cafe!!! Lots of sexy people to choose from!! THE RULES: 1.All Fu Bucks you bid will be sent to the person you BID ON! 2.WHO EVER GETS BAUGHT HAS TO HAVE YOUR NAME ALONG WITH BITCH AFTER IT IN THERE NAME EX. BUBBAS BITCH 3.ALL BIDDING WILL START AT NO LESS THEN 20000 FU BUCKS These are the sexy people up for grabs!! Dj Bubba Dj Wyldone Tattoo Man Shaggy Seakrait Dj Patriotschicks Momma Michelle Dj Mel Dj Lezka Blackice

Alone...
I am in a crowded world. But still I am alone. People are looking towards me. From what I see in their eyes, They don't truly see me. They make themselves busy talking to me. Never do they take a moment to truly listen. Some do try, but always fail in the end. I am a simple person, not very hard to understand. Yet people fail to see who I really am. Sometimes I try to make them see, to understand me. My tries only end in frustrating me. Why do they fail to see me? I fail in the end, Instead of the friend I seek, an enemy I find. Years spent adrift upon this human sea, Finds me searching constantly looking into eyes, Hundreds upon hundreds do I seek Signs of recognition, only to find none. In this vast sea of human life, I am alone. ~Paulette~ 1-5-2008

How I Feel
on't know what's going on Don't know what went wrong Feels like a hundred years I Still can't believe you're gone So I'll stay up all night With these bloodshot eyes While these walls surround me with the story of our life I feel so much better Now that you're gone forever I tell myself that I don't miss you at all I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now That you're gone forever Now things are coming clear And I don't need you here And in this world around me I'm glad you disappeared So I'll stay out all night Get drunk and fuck and fight Until the morning comes I'll Forget about our life I feel so much better Now that you're gone forever I tell myself that I don't miss you at all I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now That you're gone forever First time you screamed at me I should have made you leave I should have known it could be so much better I hope you're missing me I hope I've made you see That I'm gone forever

No Power For 2 Days :(
What a pain in the ass! Our power went out yesterday morning after I wrote my blog on here. I thought it might be out for a couple of hours. NO! It didn't come back on until about 45 minutes ago. I have never been with out power that long as far as I can remember. It was a very bad storm wit high winds and lots of rain. It has rained off and on today but the worst is to come tonight and it is supposed to be a 5 day storm. I am worried that I will lose power again. You don't realize how spoiled we are until we lose something like electricity and phones. Then we act like big babies without them. LOL I am one of them though! At least we have a good heater and it heated up the house pretty fast. Earlier when I had to go to the bathroom, my butt was cold from the cold toilet seat! hahaha Guys have it easy. So it has been an interesting couple of days. I need to go pick up my son from the movies. Luckily the movie theater didn't lose power. It is quite busy there.

Weather
I Got this from one of my Aunts today . Now she only lives a bit more than 2 hours from me . .Contrary to public opinion...this is NOT sunny California...we do not surf...we do not live on the beach....and the sun does NOT shine 365 days a year and it does get colder than 35 degrees. No-- we have had wind, (up to 60 mph- gusts-- sustained at 35)..we have had rain...about 2.5 inches in the last 24 hours...(not a lot compared to Georgia)...we had had cold (cold to us) temps...about 38-40 and expected to get colder with the third storm coming in....we do have electricity tho...even tho 100,000 people haven't had it in at least 24 hours.....in Butte County... Our canvas and steel gazebo ended up on the roof of the family room...taking the wood stove chimney for a tipping party....(yes the gazebo was anchored down with cinder blocks..which we have discovered can be moved by wind gusts)....we had a 60 foot cypress tree in our patio..uprooted...at lest 3 sections of the fence are gone...and

Barbie's Letter To Santa
Dear Santa, Listen you ugly little troll, I've been helping you out every year, playing at being the perfect Christmas present, wearing skimpy bathing suits in frigid weather, and drowning in fake tea from one too many tea parties, and I hate to break it to ya Santa, but IT'S DEFINITELY PAYBACK TIME! There had better be some changes around here by next Christmas, or I'm gonna call for a nationwide meltdown (and trust me, you won't wanna be around to smell it). So, here's my holiday wish list for 2008: 1. A nice, comfy pair of sweat pants and a frumpy, oversized sweatshirt. I'm sick of looking like a hooker. How much smaller are these bathing suits gonna get? Do you have any idea what it feels like to have nylon and Velcro crawling up your butt? 2. Real underwear that can be pulled on and off. Preferably white. What bonehead at Mattel decided to cheap out and MOLD imitation underwear to my skin? It looks like cellulite! 3. A REAL man ... maybe GI Joe. Hell, I'd take Tickl

You Dont Know Me (borrowed)
You don't know me... You might think you do, but You don't know me... I'm much deeper than you've delved, Than anyone ever has... You don't know so many things, And yet you think you do... If you took the time, you'd see That there are many more layers to me, That the spirit is deep and true. This soul of mine hides so much inside Because it doesn't trust anymore, not even you. If you could have taken the time, you might have seen, But you didn't, so you don't know me And I guess you never will...

Almost Gone
Almost Gone By Steve Cook Its five a.m. I’m wide awake Cant sleep with everything on my plate The dreams, the nights I lay and fight The loss of you not by my side Pondering if we’ll make this work The emotions inside start to churn Frantic as my mind can get Lessons learned that I regret Letting go it feels so right But now another lonely night With you there running through my head All the words I should’ve said To make you stay don’t leave today I’ll do anything don’t walk away Just listen to the words I speak I’m sorry if their sounding weak Obsessions of you through out the night How I wish I could hold you tight All my thoughts of such despair Will you ever come back here What will it take to make things right I wont give in I’ll stay an fight My love for you is to damn strong With you is where I belong I’ll be here waiting for the call To surrender my emotions love and all

Cam Girl Profile: Cameron
This super-fit specimen you see before you resides in sunny Florida and goes by the name Cameron, and not only is she one of the most physically fit girls on FOUNDRY CAMS, but she's also one of the most eager we have seen to get a profile done. She must have sent in FIFTY photos for us to choose from (not that we mind, of course. We could look at her all damn day long). You may have seen her in our Merry Christmas Compilation, as well as this clip of her nearly bottomless. Just as we've done with the other gals, we fired off a pile of stupid to Cameron in the hopes that we'd get back something juicy in return. Here's how she handled our interrogation... CLICK ON THE LOVELY PHOTO TO READ THE INTERVIEW Then, after you finished reading, close your mouth, stop drooling, and HEAD TO FOUNDRY CAMS TO CHAT WITH CAMERON LIVE!

Redneck Vasectomy
An Alabama couple, both bona fide rednecks, had 9 children. They went to the doctor to see about getting the husband "fixed." The doctor gladly started the required procedure and asked them what finally made them make the decision--why after nine children, would they choose to do this. The husband replied that they had read in a recent article that one out of every ten children being born in the United States was Mexican, and they didn't want to take a chance on having a Mexican baby because neither of them could speak Spanish. "Git-R-Done"

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Want to Enter? Click On Me Below!!Please note the reason there is an entry fee is because I will be pimping this auction out. *†DJ. Rain†*~Fu-Owned by ЯÄWƘƧ†☆Я~Owner of WYKD & WSC@ fubar Come See What We Have to Offer and Place your Bids.You don't want to miss out on this!!Just click on the pic of the person you want to see. Shawty Got Class PIA ~G~ DJ Mr. Nice Guy ~ Now owned by DJ. Rain~ Michelle Tanya Not Your Average Girl Shortsweetie82 ~*Mantis*~ DJ Rain & DJ LuAngel (The 2 fu's for 1 special) Mandy DJ Ozzfanatic2

To All Those Under 30
THE SPOILED UNDER-30 CROWD!!!> If you are 30 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning ... uphill BOTH ways.yadda, yadda, yadda! And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something, we had t o go t o the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!

Volume 1
Please don't take this the wrong way.... hell I don't care if you do take it the wrong way... I am a straight male, a married straight male. I don't mind having guys as friends online and I honestly don't care about your sexual orientation. I dont care if your gay, straight, uni-sexual, bi-sexual, tri-sexual, omni-sexual, asexual, or if you are a unick; honestly I'm okay with you screwing or not screwing who ever you like, I just don't want to be involved if you are also a male. Good lord does it creep me out when I open a profile comment or a photo comment and another guy looks at me and says "yummy", or "you're hot", or anything of that nature. I have gay friends, not just one or 2 but I have several gay friends. However, they are all under the understanding that I am completely straight, and only like women. They know that if I even see a twinkle in their eyes when they look at me that makes me think that I'm being assessed, I'M GONNA GET MAD AND HURT SOMEONE. Again,

Cheatin Men
So here's the deal. Man and meet, fall in love, make plans blah blah blah. Months go by and she decides to look at his fubar pics. Surprise Surprise, what does she see? Pics of him with a woman he claims is his love. So, being not the type to take any BS, the woman contacts the chick. They exchange words(neither knew about the other) but great info was passed. It turns that he's not all that, the other doesn't love him, and doesn't care for him. So, the smart tells him he's busted. What does the coward do? Tells the new chick, he never loved the smart one. Never offers a word to the one he cheated on. So, though it looks as though the smart one looses, the truth is, he does. He traded a woman who gave him her heart and soul for a woman who doesn't give a shit about him. Karma is a nasty bitch,don't ya think? Cheaters never win, they always get their balls caught in the door...........

Conjured Up
"We will be guided to be in the right place at exactly the right time and to meet the people we need to encounter."---Bob Frissell, American Author. Sometimes I think I conjured up my Gus.... He was everything I'd ever longed and prayed for in a man and the very first time we ever met in THIS life, we both knew instantly that we had known each other before. We looked into each others eyes and instantly everything else fell away. The way that he looked at me then shall forever linger in my memory. A look that will flash before my inner eyes for incarnations to come, a look of recognition and confusion that perfectly reflected my own. A look that I suspect will be the last thing I see in the cinema of my mind before I die. It was as if at that moment there was no one else alive in the whole world except he and I. His twinkling eyes hid an intense sexuality that smoldered just beneath his surface that I could feel as surely as I feel the chair I sit in now... Sometimes I cry thinking I mi

Before He Died...
When Gus was in the Hospice dying, he told me "I'm not afraid to die, I'm just afraid of losing you." I told him "you can never lose me, we are part of each other." Then he said that after he died, he would find the body of a younger man, with a bigger cock (his words) who was in ICU with a brain injury. As soon as the family is told this young man would never wake again, he would wake-up, but it wouldn't be that young man anymore, it would be my Gus! And then, he would come and find me. I'm still waiting Ug!

Is It Wrong
It seem like every time i get in a relationship there always some kind of drama happening. im so tired of these bitchs that right angel. trying get him to hate me and telling all these lies about me. come on now. sercly grow up a little bit. telling me i look like im on fucking crack lol sry i dont even do drugs so i dont know what the hell you be smokeing. but i dont do that shit. and then has the nerve tell my bf like they kno me i just use fucking men and bullshit sry i dont even need man in my life i can do so much better when out one. im tird trying to make shit work when i kno deep down i didnt do shit but sicne im the nice person i am i didnt have to give anyone a apolgy at all. cuss they one starting all this bull shit just because i tell them i dont like the fact she keep righting my boyfriend and i get one back of her telling me she gonna kick my ass and punch me in my face. what ever sercly. then has the nerve come to are door. and start shit. thanking he gonna not pertect m

::know Me More/faqs::
Everytime I log onto here, my shoutbox is always full of the general questions so I've decided to post them here and answer =] Q. Were you born here or in Croatia? A. I was born here in the states in Los Angeles...my mom's side immigrated here from Croatia and my dad is from Croatia so its all Croatian in the family!! Q. Do you speak Croatian? A. Not fluently but enough to get me by if needed =] I also speak a little bit of French. Q. Where are you now? A. California Q. How old are you? A. 20-years-old, my birthday is August 7 Q. Are you single? A. Yes Q. Whats you're bra size? A. None of your damn business Q. What kind of underwear do you wear? A. The kind you wear under your pants Q. Any tattoos and piercings? A. 4 piercings, no tattoos Hmmmm thats all I can think of but keep the questions coming =]

Brain Test
I CAN NOT BELIEVE IT I PASSED Brain Test Okay............here it is. A test to see if your brain is still working. Let me know if you passed. I didn't!!!!!!! Which one do you think is the blonde? Answer is shown below : The blonde is the only one with her right leg up.

What Is It.....
Why can't people rate your stuff. If you stop at a blog rate it. if you like it comment too. I mean what's the point half the time. I know that if I go to someones blog I ALWAYS rate it, and if it's really good I share it. What the harm, you get points for it sheesh. (sorry small vent)

Friends For Points
I wish everyone who has 1,000 fracken friends would tone it down a notch. We all have gotten all these so called 'friends' just for the points. Tell me out of all your friends just how many to you really keep in touch with? I got rid of a crapload of my friends just because these friends are so fake I might as well go back to porn at least I feel closer to Jamesen then to all these friends for points. I don't care about the points anymore. Friends count, not numbers.

First Pimpout Of 2008
Hello Familia! This is our first Pimp Out in the New Year! We have had 80 members join in the past month!!! This is Awesome!!! And it's also a reminder that we are still and will always be the #1 Family on Fubar!! In order to insure that everyone gets the love they deserve we will only be putting 25 members on each pimpout, so if your name isn't on here, stay tuned because it will be. In the meantime please go and show all of these wonderful new members of our family some Club F.A.R. Love!! That means pic ratings, comments, profile comments, stash rates. Let each and everyone of them know how very Happy we are to have them!!! Much Love Pete, Molly, Jamie, Stacy and Luna *~*HockeyChik*~*CLUB F*A*R*~*all luv repaid-thx!*~*@ fubar

Marriage
Is married life for real? I mean you can completely give your whole self to someone and they can care less. When do you finally say enough is enough? Is it possible to love someone so much that you don't even realize how aweful life really is for you? If you are just content in a marriage should you stay? What about sex? If he's not giving it up, how do you know where he's really getting it from? I'm at a loss right now in mine....my new moto for 2008...NEVER MAKE A MAN A PRIORITY WHEN HE MAKES YOU AN OPTION. Just needed to vent a little and maybe see what others have to say about it. Thanks for your time!

Learned The Hard Way
I've learned the hard way that until you kiss the cold dead gray lips of The one TRUE Love-of-your-Life, after witnessing their last breath in your arms, then having to walk away from their body for the very last time, you can NOT understand real loss. Before Gus died, I had nearly all of my possessions stolen. But I still had my life, and I still had Gus. So I got over it. Those things I lost were only things after all. I know I am blessed to have had Gus' amazing unconditional Love and I know it's more than some people will ever have. I also now know real loss, and that's why I don't sweat the small stuff anymore. Now I know first hand that the best things in life are not things, and compared to losing Gus, everything else is small stuff. Perspective is everything, and there is no substitute for experience. I'll never get over losing Gus, but I'm getting on with it. Blessed Be ~Drea

A Swarthily Handsome Devil
I never would have believed I could survive without him. When I held him in my arms and watched him breathe his last breath, I thought that would be the hardest thing I'd ever do in this life. But I was wrong. Living without him has turned out to be so much harder. It doesn't feel like nearly two years have passed since the light went out of my life. The reason it's called heartache is because it really is a physical pain in the heart. It seems like only yesterday Gus and I were at Bank One Ballpark in Phoenix, in our season ticket seats that he surprised me with, watching our favorite Arizona Diamondback Luis Gonzalez playing left field, cheering him on together and laughing. Gus was The Sunshine Of My Life and my memories of him and his love for me are all that has sustained me through these long lonely months without him. I dreaded the first anniversary of his death much like I dreaded living without him as I watched him die. The second anniversary of his death is approachin

Plz Help Me.....
Would you pls help me get all my points and fubucks back?...Everything got deleted due to a huge misunderstanding...So could you pls try and help any way that you can...all the fu-love shown will be returned!!! Thank you so much.... #1 Vols fan...(PLS FAN & RATE ME B4 ADDING ME)!@ fubar

It's So Hard!
I am so tired of struggling. Tired of this emotional and financial pit I am in. I bust my ass working to pay the bills and it is never enough. I just don't know how much more I can take. Sometimes I just want to run away and let the chips fall where they may, but I just can't do that. I keep trying and keep failing. I just don't know what to do anymore.

10-ifsantaansweredhismailhonestly
If Santa Answered His Mail Honestly..... Deer Santa, I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. I'v ben a gud boy all yeer. Yer Friend, Billy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawncare. How about I send you a book so you can learn to read and spell? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell. Santa ******************* ********************************** Dear Santa, I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa **************************************************** Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do. Love, Teddy Dear Teddy, Look, your dad's banging the babysitter like a screen door in a hurricane. D

Submit Or Be Punished
Please come leave naughty school girl Paradise some comments. Or else you will be punished Her contest ends January 15th Shes gonna get naked if she wins If you leave her 100 comments let me know and I will give you 5,000 Fubucks or make you a morph

~ For All My Friends~
Dear Friend: ""iTS AMAZING WHEN STRANGERS BECOME FRiENDS,BUT iTS SAD WHEN FRiENDS BECOME STRANGERS...i NEVER WANT 2 LOSE U AS A FRiEND....SEND THiS 2 ALL UR FRiENDS...INCLUDING ME (IF U DON'T WANT 2 LOSE ME!) %u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665 %u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665 %u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665%u2665 i MET U AS A FRiEND i TOOK U AS FRiEND i HOPE WE MEET iN HEAVEN WHERE FRiENDSHiP NEVER ENDS SEND iT 2 UR FRiENDS --000000___00000 _00000000_0000000 _0000000yo0000000 __00000000000000 ____00000000000 _______00000 _________0 ________*__000000___00000 _______*__00000000_0000000 ______*___00000000te000000 ______*____00000000000000 _______*_____00000000000 ________*_______00000 _________*________0 _000000___00000___* 00000000_0000000___* 00

9-truesigns
Over a gynecologist's office: "Dr. Jones, at your cervix." On a plumber's truck: "We repair what your husband fixed." On the trucks of a local plumbing company in NE Pennsylvania: "Don't sleep with a drip. Call your plumber." Pizza shop slogan: "7 days without pizza makes one weak." Outside a muffler shop: "No appointment necessary. We hear you coming." In a veterinarian's waiting room: "Be back in 5 minutes. Sit! Stay!" Door of a plastic surgeon's office: "We can help you pick your nose!" On an electrician's truck: "Let us remove your shorts." In a non-smoking area: "If we see smoke, we will assume you are on fire and take appropriate action." On a maternity room door: "Push. Push. Push." At an optometrist's office: "If you don't see what you're looking for, you've come to the right place." In the front yard of a funeral home: "Drive carefully. We'll wait."

8-confucioussay
Confucius Says: *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Virginity like bubble, one prick, all gone. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run in front of car get tired. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run behind car get exhausted. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Foolish man give wife grand piano, wise man give wife upright organ. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man with one chopstick go hungry. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who scratch ass should not bite fingernails. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who eat many prunes get good run for money. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Baseball is wrong: man with four balls cannot walk. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Panties not best thing on earth! But next to best thing on earth. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* War does not determine who is right, war determine who is left. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

7-dearalcohol
Dear Alcohol, First and foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect gift, post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around at the holidays (hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings). However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1.Phone Calls: While I agree with you that communication is important. I question the suggestion that any conversation after 2 a.m. can have much substance or necessity. Why would you make me call my ex's? Especially when I know, for a fact, they DO NOT want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night. 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal. But, why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce along with a big Italian meatball an

Need Pics
Out of all the ladies out there how many have taken pictures with firearms (guns) and are willing to share their pics with me. NOTE all pics shared will be set up so no one may rip them. If there are any takers to help me out with this please speak up.

6-alcoholwarnings
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and panties. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: The consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like a retard. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: The ! consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell your friends over and over again that you love them. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to think you can sing. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that ex-lovers are really dying for you to telephone them at four in the morning. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WA

Ordinary Caught In The Extraordinary
During dinner last night, the family and I were watching “1 vs. 100” and one of the question was about an alcohol-flavored Jell-O. Not that I’d know what margarita flavored Jell-O [which is the trademarked name for the stuff, not “jello”] tastes like, but I imagine like most alcohol I’m experienced with it’s pretty bitter. On the subject of food, our son Jeffrey (can you believe he’s six months old already?) was looking at us, particularly at me, eating some fried chicken from KFC Thursday night. He first gave me the puppy dog pout before miming me eating with his mouth opening and closing. Gah! I hated eating in front of him, but it was so funny watching him try to act like Daddy; I surprised Martha by bringing Jeffrey and his big sister Sarah from their grandma and grandpa’s place Thursday night after work to the bowling alley where Martha and her sisters Mary and Margaret are on a bowling league. Margaret’s kids were there too, and her littlest one Josceline came up to giv

5-9/11
1) New York City has 11 letters 2) Afghanistan has 11 letters. 3) Ramsin Yuseb (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) has 11 letters. 4) George W Bush has 11 letters. 5) The two twin towers make an "11" 1) New York is the 11th state. 2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11. 3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11 4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers. 6+5 = 11 5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1= 11 6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911. 9+ 1 + 1 = 11. 1) The total number of victims inside all the hi-jacked planes was 254. 2 + 5 + 4 = 11. 2) September 11 is day number 254 of the calendar year. Again 2 + 5 + 4 = 11. 3) The Madrid bombing took place on 3/11/2004. 3 + 1 + 1 + 2 + 4 = 11. 4) The tragedy of Madrid happened 911 days after the Twin Towers incident. The most reco

Fu Wedding
Get your butts to Dirty Lil Secrets Lounge for my Fu Wedding going on NOW! The wedding was great thank you to Princess RBK for letting us have the wedding in her lounge Dirty Little Secrets and thank you to Rev Eternal for performing the wedding it Rocked Vegas Style.

4-clevelandbrownsfanspleasereadlol
Q. What's the difference between the Cleveland Browns & the Taliban? A. The Taliban has a running game Q. How do the Cleveland Browns count to 10? A. 0-1, 0-2, 0-3, 0-4, 0-5, 0-6, 0-7, 0-8, 0-9, 0-10 Q. What do the Cleveland Browns & Billy Graham have in common? A. They both can make 60,000 people stand up & yell "Jesus Christ" ! Q. How do you keep a Cleveland Browns player out of your yard? A. Put up goal posts Q. Where do you go in Cleveland in case of a tornado? A. To Cleveland Browns stadium - they never get a touchdown there! Q. What do you call a Cleveland Brown with a SuperBowl ring? A. A thief Q. Why doesn't Akron have a professional football team? A. Because then Cleveland would want one Q. Why was Romeo Crennnel upset when the Cleveland Browns playbook was stolen? A. Because he hadn't finished coloring it. Q. What's the difference between the Cleveland Browns and a dollar bill? A. You can still get four quarters out of a d

3-thingstodoatthemall
1. Ride mechanical horses with coins fished out of the reflecting pond. 2. Try pants on backwards at the Gap. Ask the salesperson if they make your butt look big. 3. Dial 900 numbers from demonstration phones in Radio Shack. 4. Sneeze on the sample tray at Hickory Farms and helpfully volunteer to consume its now unwanted contents. 5. At the bottom of an escalator, scream 'MY SHOELACES! AAAGH!' 7. Teach pet store parrots new vocabulary that makes them unsalable. 10. Follow patrons of Borders/BarnesNNobles around while reading aloud from 'Dianetics(or any religious text). 11. Ask mall cops for stories of War/Cop stories 12. Ask a salesman why a particular TV is labeled black and white and insist that it's a color set. When he disagrees, give him a strange look and say, 'You mean you really can't see it?' 13. Construct a new porch deck in the tool department of Sears. 14. Wear pancake makeup and new clothes and pose as a fashion dummy in clothes departments, occasionally scream

2-imsuchabadazz...
Some kids piss their names in the snow. I can piss my name in concrete. I counted to infinity twice. Once while having sex in a tractor trailer part of my sperm escaped and got into the engine,we now know this truck as Optimus Prime. I can do wheelies on a unicycle. I once won a game of connect 4 in 3 moves Once a cobra bit my leg. After 5 days of excruciating pain the cobra died I can slam revolving doors. Superman owns a pair of my pajamas. If it looks like chicken,Tastes like chicken,and feels like chicken but I says it's beef then it's fucking beef. Giraffes were created when I uppercutted a horse. I secretly sleep with every woman in the world once a month. They bleed for a week after as a result. When I give you the finger,I'm telling you how many seconds you have to live. I can kill 2 stones with one bird. I doesn't pop my collar,my shirt just gets erections when they touch my body. I'm the only person on the planet that can kick the bac

When A Soldier Cries
When A Soldier Cries I was the airport this week sitting behind my booth when I noticed a young couple walk by. They were walking very slow and she was holding onto his arm with a death grip. He was in civilian clothes and she was a soldier. They went down to Delta got his ticket and came back and sat with their backs to me across from my booth. About a half an hour later I saw them standing, hugging. Her face was buried against his chest and I could hear her crying. I felt so bad for her, but then I noticed all the people walking by and staring. I mean they were very obvious in doing so too. Almost walking into things because they were looking so hard. It made me so angry. Even though this couple was in the middle of the airport they didn't have to stare like this. I just wanted to yell at them to stop! "Stop staring! Haven't you ever seen people saying goodbye?! How would like it if your pain was made into spectacle?" Then i wondered if this young woman wasn't wearing the uniform

1-interestingandinsightfullyfunquiz
This is not a trick question. > It is as it reads. > A woman, while at the funeral of her own mother, met a man she didn't know. She thought this guy was amazing, so much her dream guy, that she believed him to be just that! She fell in love with him right there, but never asked for his number and couldn't find him. A few days later she killed her sister. > Question: What is her motive in killing her sister? (Give this some thought before you answer). > Answer: She was hoping that the guy would appear at the funeral again. If you answered this correctly, you think like a psychopath. >This was a test by a famous American Psychologist used to test if one has the same mentality as a killer > Many arrested serial killers took part in the test and answered the question correctly. If you didn't answer the question correctly good for you. If you got the answer correct, please let me know so I can take you off of my email list unless t

5-the1flawinwomen
I know way too many really beautiful girls who think they don't look good... It hurts... because it's our fault, guys I mean. We make girls feel like they have to be perfect. You know what I mean, flat stomach, big boobs, round booty, long legs, sexy lips, and on top of all that, they have to dress like a whore, and be one as well... nobody can measure up to that... and its not fair... because nobody should have to. The little imperfections are what make people special. If everyone was perfect the world would be so boring, variety is what makes life interesting. So guys, stop making girls have to live up to your, I'm sorry, our... deluded fantasy visions of perfection. Stop acting like boys and start being men... realize that women don't exist to fufill our sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them, be nice to them because you want to be their friend, not because you want to hook up with them. Say nice things about them not to flatter them in hopes that you'll get so

4-thingstodo2makeherfeelspecial
Im the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. Im the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. Im the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a big t-shirt. Im the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to. Im the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you aren't feeling well. Im the guy who kisses you on the forehead. Im the guy who doesnt kiss and tell. Im the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. Im the guy who's excited all day because im looking forward to our date that night. Im the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. Im the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. Im the guy who won't lie to you about where he's going or wher

Weekly Update
I thought that having the holidays over and done with Id have some down time... No Such luck ...althou Most Everything ive been dealing with is VERY good .. First and foremost .. Mike is officially registered in for his first 2 classes in College .. He's going for a History Major .. Secondary Education ..He is Elated and Im So Damn proud of him .. Not saying i thought he was going to be a lump on a log for the rest of his life .. But He's got such a wonderful goal .. I couldnt be more happy ...* PROUD MOM ALERT* ..WHOOP WHOOP !!! .. he goes next friday to get his student ID .. Parking pass and Books . then on the 14th he starts his Introduction to Lit . and then on Tuesday he starts World History II ... The campus is Beautiful .. very secure and seeing that he's an instate student we got a slight break on the tuition * Thank goodness*... I also got wonderful news yesterday .. as of Yesterday .. From Dec.6th to Jan 4th .. Im down 29 Pounds .I dont see much of a difference in mys

Me...
Behind these eyes Lies pain and sorrow Dreams that died No tomorrows Smiles that fade Laughter is gone Happiness forgotten Sadness lives on An empty heart A lonely soul Pain and anger Have found a home How did I get here? When did it start? Once there was joy Now a wounded heart When will it stop? How will it end? Will I see light? Will you help me friend? Help me along Take my hand With your love I will stand You will help me see Together we'll strive This life is worth living and I can survive

5-abortion_notpreachingjustfoundtouching!!!
I support your right to chose (even though me personally dont agree with abortion) but i do feel this is true and should at least be read and considered first sorry to offend anyone Month One: Mommy I am only 8 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can

Irish Viagra
IRISH VIAGRA An Irish woman of advanced age visited her physician to ask his advice in reviving her husband's libido. "What about trying Viagra?" asked the doctor. "Not a chance", she said. "He won't even take an aspirin." "Not a problem," replied the doctor. "Give him an 'Irish Viagra'. It's when you drop the Viagra tablet into his coffee. He won't even taste it. Give it a try and call me in a week to let me know how things went." It wasn't a week later when she called the doctor, who directly inquired as to her progress. The poor dear exclaimed, "Oh, faith, bejaysus and begorrah! T'was horrid! Just terrible, doctor!" "Really? What happened?" asked the doctor. "Well, I did as you advised and slipped it in his coffee and the effect was almost immediate. He jumped straight up, with a twinkle in his eye and with his pants a-bulging fiercely! With one swoop of his arm, he sent me cups and tablecloth flying

3-iwillwait
Her smile I love, And her heart is made of gold, She was sent from above, Her hand I want to hold, As I wait for her to love me, I think I can not wait anymore, Was this really meant to be, Or will my heart just end up broke, I will wait until I die, Just to see if it’s true, I will wait forever, Just to hear her say I love you

Never Say Goodbye
One of our sister Diva’s will be leaving us soon due to personal issues that arose here on fubar. Diva Blackloona is one of my personal friends and we have discussed her reasons and of course I asked her to stay, but her reasons for leaving are valid and I can understand them. She has stated that she knows who her true friends on here are and loves them as so. She will be here for about another week so let’s show her some Diva love and respect her decisions. I would love to see her stay as all of you would too, but this is a decision she has made and I have chosen to stand by her knowing that she knows what is best for her. We all should be careful to what we tell people on here and how close we let ourselves get with these people. Just know that there are mean vindictive people in this world and anyone can pretend to be anyone on the internet. Please do not take anyone at face value on here… just not fubar but on the internet and real life. It is sad that we all have our gua

2-youtakemybreathaway
Look into my eyes and youll see Im the only one Youve captured my love stolen my heart Changed my life Every time you make a move you destroy my mind And the way you touch I lose control and shiver deep inside You take my breath away You can reduce me to tears with a single sigh Evry breath that you take Any sound that you make is a whisper in my ear I could give up all my life for just one kiss I would surely die if you dismiss me from your love You take my breath away So please dont go Dont leave me here all by myself I get ever so lonely from time to time I will find you anywhere you go Ill be right behind you Right until the ends of the earth Ill get no sleep until I find you To tell you that you just take my breath away I will find you anywhere you go Right until the ends of the earth Ill get no sleep until I find you To tell you when Ive found you I love you Take my breath take my breath ... away

A Poem For Girls
A poem for girls... I shave my legs, I sit down to pee. And I can justify any shopping spree. Don't go to a barber, but a beauty salon. I can get a massage without getting a hard-on. I can balance the checkbook, I can pump my own gas. Can talk to my friends about the size of my a$$. My beauty's a masterpiece and yes, it takes long. At least I can admit to others when I'm wrong. I don't drive in circles, at any cost. And I don't have a problem admitting I'm lost. I never forget an important date. You just gotta deal with it, I'm usually late. I don't watch movies with lots of gore. Don't need instant replay to remember the score. I won't lose my hair, I won't get jock itch. And just cause I'm assertive, don't call me a b*tch! Don't say to your friends, Oh yeah, I can get her. In your dreams, my dear, cause I can do better! Flowers are okay, But jewelry's best. Look at me you idiot... Not at my chest !!! I don't h

1-theroses
Each year he sent her roses, and the note would always say, I love you even more this year, than last year on this day. My love for you will always grow, with every passing year." She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear. She thought, he ordered roses in advance before this day. Her loving husband did not know, that he would pass away. He always liked to do things early, way before the time. Then, if he got too busy, everything would work out fine. She trimmed the stems and placed them in a very special vase. Then, sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face. She would sit for hours, In her husband's favorite chair. While staring at his picture, and the roses sitting there. A year went by, and it was to live without her mate. With loneliness and solitude, that had become her fate. Then, the very hour, The doorbell rang, and there were roses sitting by her door. She brought the roses in

Being There (not Mine)
When the road seems too long And I know where I belong On the SIDE ROAD WheRE DREAMS SEEM TO DISAPEAR It's the love that I find But I just don't have the time It's a wish to be near you It's being there Ohh when I want to be there For ya baby yeah yeah Be there for you All for you I think of you When I'M YOUNG It's gettin' harder NOW THAT YOUR GONE What was once Only mine yesterday You were my love And my friend You held on To the very end It's the pain and the loss Of not being there Ohh when I want to be there For ya baby yeah whoooh Be there for you All for you baby Oh when I wanna be there For ya baby yeah whoaoh Be there for you All for you It's a sad song that I sing But I'll never let it bring A bring me down And bring my heart lower too It's the leaves on the trees It's a SOFT WIND AND A STIRRING BREEZE It's just the season A sensation of being there Oh when I wanna be there For ya baby yeah whoaoh Be there for you Al

4-theboy&thedoll
I was walking around in a store. I saw a cashier hand this little boy his money back saying "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll." Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. "It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her." I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus will bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. "No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister

Where The River Flows
The heart of an angel, He has touched in such A manner- He can't even return To the place he began journey So many years ago. He sits in wonderment at her beauty, And he knows her touch. He knows the moment that they parted, There was a promise to return, No matter how long it would take. He sees the woods were they stood, And knows it's a place Where the river flows. How can it be that som time ago, He knew her, and she him- Does she feel it now? He soul has guided him to a place, Where there is only Heaven, And that's when he is with her. She has touched him in a way That only she could have. Until they are together, He will wait in the woods, Where the river flows. Robert J Nye (2008)

3-thedarksideofromance
As I sat there in Enqlish class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didnt notice me like that, I knew it. After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanna tell her, I want her to know that I don`t wanna be "just friends", I love her but I`m just too shy, and I don`t know why. . 11th Grade The phone rang. It was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone so I did. As i sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, a Drew Barrymore movie, & 3 bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "Thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I

Don"t Broke It Please
I had closed the door upon my heart and wouldn't let anyone in I had trusted and loved only to be hurt but that would never happen again I locked the door and tossed the key as hard and as far as I could My heart was closed for good Then you came into my life and made me change my mind just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find that is when you held out your hand and proved me wrong inside your palm was the Key to My Heart You had it all along

2-daddyday
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, for a man who wasn't there. "Where's her da

Somebody's Raising Their Kid Right!
SOMEBODY'S RAISING THEIR KID RIGHT! One Nation, 'Under God.' One day a 6 year old girl was sitting in a classroom. The teacher was going to explain evolution to the children. The teacher asked a little boy: Tommy do you see the tree outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Tommy, do you see the grass outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Go outside and look up and see if you can see the sky. TOMMY: Okay (He returned a few minutes later) Yes, I saw the sky. TEACHER: Did you see God up there? TOMMY: No. TEACHER: That's my point We can't see God because he isn't there. Possibly he just doesn't exist. A little girl spoke up and wanted to ask the boy some questions. The teacher agreed and the little girl asked the boy: Tommy, do you see the tree outside? TOMMY: Yes. LITTLE GIRL: Tommy do you see the grass outside? TOMMY: Yessssss! LITTLE GIRL: Did you see the sky?

Don't Be Afraid To Tell Them
How can I feel the warmth of your body as I think about you night after lonely night? The sweetness of your kisses from lips I have never felt? Why does my body fill up with butterflies as I wait patiently to hear you voice? How can I love you so much, someone I may never have... with such a passion that my heart skips a beat each time I think of you? When I close my eyes, you are here... the love I have for you embedded deeply. And I think I will keep you here, deep within my heart. Today...tomorrow...forever!

Men Are Asses
I ask you , why are men such liars? I wonder if there is a man on this site that does not lie just to break a girls heart. I have been asked for all kinds of things from guys on here,but the worse thing is that i fell for a guys lies and lines and now i am dealing with humiliation. So ladies just a warning, if you come across a guy on here by the name of cowboy3579070 stay away hell run away. He leads women on and when he can't get anything else from them he moves on,but, keeps you on the line till he is sure he has another, so here is another asshole to add the the asshole folder.

Test For Dementia
Test for Dementia Below are four ( 4 ) questions and a bonus question. You have to answer them instantly. You can't take your time, answer all of them immediately. OK? .....and donʼt cheat and go ahead too fast!!!!! Let's find out just how clever you really are.... ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- First Question: Y ou are participating in a race. You overtake the second person. What position are you in? Answer: If you answered that you are first, then you are absol utely wrong! If you overtake the second person and you take his place, you are second! Try not to mess up next time. Now answer the second question, but don't take as much time as you took for the first question, OK ? Second Question: If you overtake the last person, then you are...? - - - - - Answer: If you answered that you are second to last, then you are wrong again. Tell me, how can you overtake

The Truth
How can I tell you what I feel for you? When I think of you my feelings twist inside As if someone's fist reached in and grabbed a few, And turned and turned them tight and tangled. I've tried Somehow to say: You're the sun in my sky, The wind that takes me where I want to go, The sweet incense that makes me feel so high That loving you seems all I need to know. But it all sticks in my throat! It sounds too cute, Empty as a wrinkled paper bag. You won't believe it! Better I stay mute Than offer you cliches that make you gag. And yet I wish to tell you of my love, If only love its own locks would remove!

1
A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about 'And blood was everywhere,' 'The sirens screamed out eulogies,' For death was in the air. 'A mother, trapped inside her car,' Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: 'Oh, God, please spare my boys!' She fought to loose her pinned hands; 'She struggled to get free,' But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused 'On where the back seat once had been,' But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; 'She did not hear them cry, ' 'And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, ' 'Oh, God, don't let them die! ' Then firemen came and cut her loose, ' 'But when they searched the back, ' 'They found therein no little boys, ' But the seat belts were intact. They thought the woman had gone mad 'And was traveling alon

Where Are You
I love you, my darling, and you know it's true I thank God in Heaven for someone like you. I never knew how empty my life really could be But this is what I lived before He gave you to me. Whole is my life for you are here now To continue without you I do not know how. So be with me forever my heart needs your stay 'Twould stop its rhythm if you ever went away. I know this love for you will last You are my future, my now, my past.

Sorry This Made Me Laugh
yes i have rank humor and not a lot of ppl can handle it..but here it goes..we had two clients that came to check out our business and they are deaf..not the funny at all..i showed respect to them..but my boss this is what i think is funny u can tell me how u feel..i have no idea what she was thinking but she is yelling in a very loud voice to them and pointing at our place showing them things before the become clients..i had to take her over to the side and say um they are deaf they cant hear u..u need to write things down or use sign language..she was so embarrassed she went home right after they left..im sorry but i laughed all day at her...now do u think im just mean or thats kind of funny

A Dream
A Dream I thank the Lord for creating the beauty of you. Who has shown me how your heart is so humanly true. Who is the most precious person in my life. The lady I am honored to call my wife. I thank the Lord for giving me this chance, to wine you and dine you with all my love and romance. Trying to express my Love for you through these words. As we fly high on the clouds as if we were birds. I want you to know how deep my Love runs for you. Yes, deep in my soul and in my bones too. You are the most precious person in my life. The only one with no doubt, I would never think twice. Who has the power to move my heart, into believing in you from the start. As though you were the sea and I am the beach. Moving my heart to depths no one else could ever reach! I ev

Part 7 Golden Tickets....
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Falling In And Out Of Love
Falling In And Out Of Love When I say I love you I do But this with you will not do I need someone I can lean on Someone I can count on too Yes you are there sometimes For that I am grateful to you But I need someone there full time And that you can not do You told me once you loved me That I could believe in you I was there when you needed someone Where were you when I needed someone, too? The time has come for me to let go Never to expect you to care again People may come and people may go But my love will never end

Feelings
Last night, today, tonight I've thought of you, Your fear of loving me, your fear of pain, My own reluctance soon to love again, And why we often flee what we pursue. I've thought: if we could make time disappear, Prune past and future, make the moment flower, Lobotomize all save this single hour, Then we could love with neither hope nor fear. But when we pause to watch the moment flow, Beneath we see eternity and space, So thin a moving film is time and place, Removing us, and all we love and know. I cannot but anticipate the end: Desire a lover, yet fear to lose a friend.

Letting Go
Letting Go How do you walk away from someone you love And take the road of friend; Can you reroute the course you have taken And start over once again? I don't really want to let you go But inside me I know I must; The times we've loved . . . the times you've left My heart says stay . . . but it's my mind I must trust. We have shared so much together Laughter . . . fun times . . . tears; Yet sometimes we can't turn back time We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal. I know one day you will be happy And your soulmate you will find; I know we each have one out there Even if for now . . . only in our minds. May life be gentle with you May God's best come your way; And on some quiet tomorrow You will realize things were better this w

Everything
Everything Every new beginning, comes from some beginnings end. Every time you kill me, I am born again. Every time you close that door, Another door is opened. And every time you say goodbye, a different word is spoken. Every time you look at me my back is facing you, And every time you ask to see me I'll have something else to do. Every time I join your game, You're not playing fair, And every time I really love you, I pretend that I don't care.

Cleaning Out Frineds And Family List.
For all you friends and family that never talk or retrun comments rates etc. are goin to be deleted off my list. most of you added me just for the points. so this is to let every one know for those of you that don't keep in touch will be deleted from friends family and fan list. dont need fake ass friends. if your going to add me just for points dont bother.

Mr. Right....
I stole this from someone....but damn, ain't it the story of my life!!! GRRRR! MR. RIGHT Advantages a. He loves God and takes his relationship with God seriously b. He is intellectual, brilliant, and capable of taking you there mentally and emotionally c. He will love you even when you are not lovable d. He has a career and not a job! e. He acknowledges his faults and strives to be a better man f. He understands a relationship is built on a 200% quota - 100% him and 100% you g. He doesnt have a bunch of kids and babies mommas - hes smarter than that h. He is a true best friend and everything you ever wanted in a man i. He was cute when you met him. But, after spending sometime you see hes fine as hell! j. He can dress - knows the difference between formal, semi-formal, professional, business casual, casual, and since we are just chilling let me throw on some sweats and a fitted hat. k. He loves his mother and respects women Disadvantages a. You`ve never met him

What Happened One Night...
Ok, to understand this you have to know two things first. 1. In Germany you are only allowed to let your car idle for 1 minute. After that you are supposed to turn it off. 2. This happened in OCT. 2001, when US forces in Germany were still on high alert after 9/11. There was a lot of false sightings and "noises in the woods" calls, so everyone was watching around more than normal. Like all good Army stories, it starts like this: There I was, no scheise (look it up it's German), driving on patrol in an MP vehicle (Chevy Corsica) at night near Frankfurt Germany. As I drove around in circles.....before I got my free doughnuts and nightly nap LOL j/k , I saw a silver in color 2000 Jeep Cherokee running in a parking lot near base with its parking lights on. I didnt notice it much then since it was a US vehicle in a US Housing Area. Later on though, I passed it again and it was still running.. (REFERENCE : 12 hours driving in BIG circles) then I got really curious because now it

To That Special Angel
You are an angel in my eyes. You are the brightest star in my skies. You are my other half, that makes me complete. I feel that every time our eyes meet. You are my dream that came true, Now I'll no longer feel blue. You are the one I've been searching for, But now I don't have to search any more. You are sent from up above To give me your precious love. You've wiped away my salty tears, And helped me through all my fears. I am complete, no longer lonely, And You, You are my one and only.

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Stay
I've been sittin' here stairin' at the clock on the wall And I've been layin' here prayin' Prayin' she won't call It's just another call from home and you'll get it and be gone and I'll be cryin' And I'll be beggin' you baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waitin' My Heart on my sleeve Oh for the next time we'll be here seems like a million years and I think I'm dyin' What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of bein' lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby, why don't you stay You keep tellin' me baby There will come a time When you will leave her arms And forever be in mine But I don't think that's the truth And I don't like bein' used and I'm tired of waitin' It's too much pain to have to bare To love a man you have to share Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired

Don't Let Go Of What You Want
They say there is someone for everybody out here. But is it the one for you. If he is then go for him. But be true to yourself and heart. Don't let anything stand in your way. Before it might be to late. Don't let the pass love destroy you There is beter out there. Just let the shield down and let them in to show you. Just live and learn from your mistakes. There is a thing out there called LOVE. And whenyou do find it and its the right person it is Great so they say. Jst fght for what you want and let him know and let it all come from the Hear and soul.

International Bowl
Todays Pat on the Ass goes to another local athlete, Nate Davis. Today Nate is playing quarterback for Ball State University in the International Bowl. I first met Nate when he played basketball against my stepson Joey school. When they were in 7th grade, Joey was an area star who looked like a high school player amongst kids, but Nate looked like a college player. He got to be great friends with Joey and my daughter Taylor as well. If ever a kid had a reason to be a primadonna, it was Nate. But he was always a gentleman, polite and humble to a fault. He overcame some obstacles that effected his grades in school so it's really nice to see him succeed in college!

Show Some Love ~
Ok so here is the scoup .. the two pics you see are two beautiful ladies I have met here on Fubar ~ They are both in contests and I so want them to both win ~ Would please drop by each picture and drop em a rate and a few comments They are each in seperate contests are very humble and wont ask alot for help ! BUT I WILL Giggles Thanks and hugzzzz to all of you Sweetfox

01-05-08 (wrong Day)
Hello Saturday Blog Readers How are you this fine wintery Saturday? Good I hope! As you see from my video "Hang on Sloopy" I guess I'm not quite ready to ease up on my "BUCKEYE babbling" just yet! I just realized today that the game isn't until Monday ... I guess between my fever & wishful thinking -- that it was on today! *sigh* I thought waiting until today was bad enough!!! I feel like a kid waiting to open his presents on Christmas morning, Like the clock is ticking slower as the anticipation grows! Growing older by each passing moment ... With that I'll segue into today's greeting: I've used this one numerous time in different formats ... Adding a little "Buckeye Flare" to it ... (being I thought today was 'GAME DAY') ugh So if it looks somewhat familiar -- that's why. I think the original making date back to March '06 Yesterday's TGIF was from then too, being the 'second' Friday tag I'd made ... With a lot of revisions - I thi

And The Word Of The Year Is ........
Even the American Dialect Society knows how risky home mortgages are these days. The group of wordsmiths chose "subprime" as 2007's Word of the Year at its annual convention Friday. "`Subprime' has been around with bankers for awhile, but now everyone is talking about `subprime,'" said Wayne Glowka, a spokesman for the group and a dean at Reinhardt College in Waleska, Ga. "It's affecting all kinds of people in all kinds of places." About 80 members of the organization spent two days debating the merits of runners-up "Facebook," "green," "Googleganger" and "waterboarding" before voting for an adjective that means "a risky or less than ideal loan, mortgage or investment." The choice signifies the public's concern for a "deepening mortgage crisis," the society said in a statement. "Facebook," as a noun, verb or adjective, was popular with younger linguists, Glowka said. Several people lobbied for "green," which "designates environmental concern," but the term has been arou

I Forgot Who You Are!
I wanted to join a contest yesterday for sexiest tattoo and i sent my picture of my tat to someone yesterday and i forgot who it was and my bartab and things are cleared out so i can not see who it was so if i sent you the pi yesterday or ur holding the contest please send me a msg so i know who u are plz. all i know is it is a female holding the contest. thanx to those who may be able to help me figure this out

It Don't Matter Too The Sun
IT DON'T MATTER TOO THE SUN WHAT YOU'VE GAINED OR LOST THIS DAY.ABOUT LOVES LOST OR NEW ONES FOUND.HOW MUCH MONEY YOU'VE GOT OR DON'T GOT COULDN'T MEAN ANY LESS TOO THE SUN.ALL THE MATERIAL THINGS IN THIS WORLD ARE JUST A DROP OF WATER IN AN ENDLESS SEA TOO THE SUN.YOU COULD BE TOTALLY CONTENT WITH IT OR YOU COULD COMPLETELY DESPISE THE SUN FOR RISING EVERY MORNING.AND THE ONLY WAY TOO REALLY STOP THAT SUN FROM RISING IN YOUR WORLD EVERY DAY IS PRETTY MUCH SUICIDE,BUT IF YOU DO THAT YOU MISS OUT ON THE GREATEST GIFT THAT THE SUN HAS EVER GIVIN' THIS WORLD...LIFE!

What A Night....
I went to karaoke last night....and something happened. I don't know what, but i only had four beers and a shot, and i was DONE!!!! Usually i can drink like a fish, but one of my best friends said "maybe you got drugged" and i was like ok. How do you know if you were drugged? I mean i couldn't hardly walk last night, i was tired by midnight, i barely remembering singing any songs last night. I also did eat a very very big meal before i went there to sing, so you think it could have been that as well? Hell i have no fucking clue what just happened to me. Can you all give me some info on what it's like to be drugged if you ever have been, WHICH I HOPE IS NEVER!!! I just can't believe someone would do this to me, if they did drug me...I'm one of the nicest guys you could possibly meet. What the hell happened to me last night???

My Specal Angel
You are an angel in my eyes. You are the brightest star in my skies. You are my other half, that makes me complete. I feel that every time our eyes meet. You are my dream that came true, Now I'll no longer feel blue. You are the one I've been searching for, But now I don't have to search any more. You are sent from up above To give me your precious love. You've wiped away my salty tears, And helped me through all my fears. I am complete, no longer lonely, And You, You are my one and only.

All Because Of Each Of You...much Love
Wishes do come true with family and friends like each of you. There are no words too even begin too describe this pimpout. You all gave so generously too help me..Some are close friends and others were there just to help make my wish come true. Thank you too all of my friends and family for going above and beyond too make sure that I got SpotLight one last time. Im greatful for all the love you share. Much love too all of you. Take some time too meet a new friend.. Fan, Add, and Rate you wont be disapppointed.. ~ Phoenix FuOwned By Arthur 155 and Proud Owner of James~Rider of the Love Machine@ fubar ~Mz Attitude~ Shadow Leveler@ fubar LOBOSHEWOLF@ fubar ~*Naughty*~*Blinky~AKA~*Girlblink182*~*StewieGriffin's Wife*~@ fubar Christie@ fubar ~slave~@ fubar Ladygray™@ fubar ♥Thyckie Thyck♥ Club FAR ♥@ fubar

Blessed
When my days been long and hectic and my patience has worn thin when my weary butt's a draggin' and I've no strength left within, when my mind feels much too troubled at the close of the day quite preoccupied by worries that so heavily do weigh, feeling certain I could crumble 'neath the burden of it all afraid if i should stumble I might not survive the fall. Then just as I am nearing the very end of my rope darn near out of energy and almost out of hope like a knight in shinning armor your there to rescue me to mend my wounded spirit so very tenderly. To touch my soul so deeply as my troubled hearts caressed refill me till I overflow indeed i know I'm blessed! What ever toll the day may take one thing I know for sure life my rob me of my strength but loves there to restore!

Please Help All
Okay she has been calling for help for days and some of you have been awesome THANK YOU SO MUCH to those who have helped now what I really need is for my other 800 and some other friends to help...Come on its her birthday and she needs less than 7,000 to make her VIP oh and well your at it drop in and JUST rate this one you all know I love ya all..... Both this lovely ladies are my sisters and so very sweet let me know when you have and i am on my way to send you some love Liberated Spice

Thanks For Being You
I love you because you make me happy I love you because you make me feel safe and secure I love your smile I love the way you say my name I love the look in your eyes when you tell me you love me And how you laugh at me when I do something stupid, when others would put me down. I love the fact that when I'm around you I can be myself and not worry about what you may think of me, because I know you love me for who I am. No matter what my faults may be. I love being able to wake up with you by my side... It makes my days better At night I love watching you sleep, hearing you take each breath, and feeling your heart beat with the palm of my hand... reality hits that you are not a dream YOU ARE MINE. I love the way you wrap your arms around me and hold me really tight, like there is no tomorrow And I love the way I feel when your lips barely touch mine for a kiss, the love and emotions that go through me at that moment are unexplainable. I love your laugh I love hearin

Wana Be Part Of The Best Bomber Family?
What you heard is true. The best bomber FAMILY to belong to is here….closest family, most wins, best members…Yes indeed….. Here is the link to the bomber family page. If you want to be a part of it, check the page out, read the blog on the front main page and send a friend request to the page and put a little note in the friend request letting the owner know you are wanting to join the family and that it is not just a random friend request. FU-Bombers@ fubar What is comment bombing? Comment bombing means leaving as many comments as you can on a picture. The comments do not have to make sense. Most of our bombers just hit random letters on their keyboards and hit enter. The most effective bombing is done when you just hit a few keys and hit submit and do this until you are out of comments.

That Very Special Person
No matter how many others I am with You are the only one that I can think about No matter how many others that I kiss Your lips are the only ones I want. No matter how many others I touch Your body is the only one I dream of. No matter how many others want my heart You are the only one that I will give it to. No matter how many others want inside my soul You are the only one I will open it to. No matter how many others there are They will never compare to anything like you.

Venture Out
Dare to trust those dreams your dreaming on but a chance that they'll come true. Hold fast the hopes that your heart longs for refusing doubt to limit you! Walk the path that beckons to you while others choose more traveled ground seek out your own direction don't blindly follow others round. Be proud and be determined search out a better route explore uncharted waters BE BRAVE and venture out!

People
Have you ever noticed, people are just not happy unless they are making someone else miserable? Why do we have to go thru life hiding who we are to appease everyone else? I was recently left a message saying, that I should not have "Proud to Be Cherokee", because I am not full blooded Cherokee! Why shouldn't I? Should we not be proud of who we are? I am very proud of who I am, and who my ancestors are. So for this rude person, (and I know they will be looking!) For your information, am a third Cherokee, a third German and the rest is Dutch and Irish. I really don't find this to be anybody business, but I felt compelled to set this person stright. I can prove the Cherokee and the German. I have traced my family on the Cherokee (which is on 2 sides of my family) to have walked the Trail of Tears, from North Caorlina and Georgia. From the way the family stories go, my family was beaten, brought into slavery and the women raped on their way to Arkansas and Oklahoma. Where they s

Half Full/half Empty
Why is it you embrace so tight such negativity? Only seeming to see the worst of it all in all that there is to see. A constant clouded perception on the darker side of things weighed down by the heavy sense of it all that such dread and depression brings. Don't you think that it might be better to arrange a little room for a bit of positive thinking instead of impending doom? Every cloud has a silver lining and there's a possibility when viewing without the blinders that even YOU might see... Past the gloom in the distance the sun is shinning bright cast aside such negative thinking and bask in the utter delight! You can view the cup as half empty or prefer to view it half full the choice my friend is yours to make which opinion you let rule.

I Find This A Hoot
I have had several people on here tell Me that i have serious issues because of some of the pics I have up. Some have even gone as far as to block Me. Which I think is to funny. Yes, I have some interesting hobbies and interests. I have some interesting pics up. But, would it be better if I made stuff up about Me so I looked better in their eyes? Should I have a fake Me instead of showing the real Me? Yes, I have been into Bondage, S&M, D/s for 15 yrs now. It's who I am. I've been into Group Sex, Gang Bangs and other activities like that for quite awhile now. Does this make Me a bad person. I have had My own GangBang group for a couple years now. Am I a bad person for it. I like to look at Myself as kinda like the Make-a-Wish foundation for people wanting to try certain things. See, My problem is they try to see what I am like. They just assume. They think if someone likes these activties they are a bad person. Am I? Are you? I also drag race, Which I have pics up of. I hav

The One That Holds My Heart
Between you and me there's a love that has started, so real and warm hearted, so rich and so rare, a feeling so glowing it just keeps on growing, and both of us know it will always be there. Between you and me there's a love that's so treasured it just can't be measured or mapped or defined, a spirit that binds us, a pride that reminds us that when we are together, we are one of a kind Between you and me there's a once-and-for-all love, a nice to recall love, the best there could be, a closeness and caring

Tired
I'm really tired of some people. Like there's a server at my job, she's got this little attitude that I'm really getting sick of. She doesn't even like her "own" race sitting in her section. I don't get that, but it's her problem to deal with not mine. I'm just hoping I find a better paying job real soon so I don't have to keep making crap money at this resturaunt as a hostess. So i'm thinking maybe I should just let it go, not worry about him dating right now because he's a jerk and not worth my time fighting over. Yeah sure sometimes I wish this was all just a nightmare and I would wake up next to my husband again, being held and loved. But I know that that is actually a dream that will never happen as this is REALITY. He's not really as loving as I thought, not caring and very heartless. To hell with him, he can screw up his life, i'm going to go forth and make a better life for myself and find someone that will actually treat me with the proper respect I haven't gotten

Unfortunate Thing
Unfortunate Thing Here is the tale of Unfortunate Thing Whom I found in our garden shed He’s seven foot two, with shiny black nose And horns on the top of his head Unfortunate Thing wore a fine suit of scales Which hadn’t been polished for years All covered in dust and speckles of rust From endless showers of tears Reclined on a large sack of compost A vision of gloom and despair Alone in the shadows, sat sobbing Needing some comfort and care “Poor Thing” said I, “What’s the problem – whatever is troubling you?” And proceeded to give him a cuddle (….which proved quite a hard thing to do) Whilst blowing his nose on some sacking Still sobbing, he tried to explain How his rather unfortunate features Had caused all his troubles and pain “I love all the creatures of nature – I love all their beauty and grace But they all run and hide when they see me arrive Because of my hideous face” “And oh, when I look at the flowers My ugliness they cannot stand I pick

Reunion
Without warning I approached you and we stood there face to face my heart began to pound so hard my pulse began to race. My hands began to tremble and my knees began to shake as i threw my arms around you my very soul did ache. That ornery grin I loved so much reducing me to tears your eyes had that same sparkle I'd remembered all these years. Mere words could not express my joy but I sensed you somehow knew and felt as tho that moment meant just as much to you!

Darker Side
From the imprisonment of the darkness into the light of day out into the open what's been neatly tucked away. Straight out of the subconscience has come a call to be set free.... Looks like its time to deal with the darker side of me!

Five Bolt Main- The Gift Lyrics
Please explain a couple of things to me How could you leave and then turn your back on me if only we said goodbye, maybe then i would respect my life in the end i am so ashamed of what you did (why) you said that you would never leave,i didnt even see you go (why) you just up and turned your back on me,for reasons I will never know (why) now i am starring at an empty space,its the place that you used to be (why) and the look you see upon my face,is the gift from you to me a haunting pain inside that lingers over me this is not the way its supposed to be if only we said goodbye maybe then i would respect my life,in the end and im so ashamed of what you did (why) you said that you would never leave,i didnt even see you go (why) you just up and turned your back on me,for reasons I will never know (why) now i am starring at an empty space, its the place that you used to be (why) and the look you see upon my face,is the gift from you to me you made me what i am you ma

Hello
Thanks to everyone who has visited my blog. It is amazing really, I mean time I registered, I already had folks commenting on my page. It was absoultely fabulous, and I want to thank all of you for being so friendly, and giving me such a warm welcome. I shole woundnt be surpised if some of yall aint southern yourselves. I am mainly looking for male acquaintances and bows. I loves men they are the friendliest; especially the more handsome ones. So I invite all you fellas to come a courtin or buy me a drink anytime. Thanks yall, The Southern Belle

Whores Sluts And The People Who Love Them
Why is it that people are classified whores slut and what have you just because they love sex? They like to go have a good time. Burn some energy. Maybe try something new. But, people look down on them? Could it be the haters are to scared to be who they wanna be. Maybe, because people will down on them? I think the ones who are willing and wanting are the true people. At least they are willing to try something they have seen or thought about. We, as a country have become so stereotypical and have let a few idiotic individuals tell us what we can and cant do. It has gotten so pathetic. I dont have a problem with religous people. But, They are the ones who have the real issues. They try to hide behind the bible. They preach one way but go about life a diffrent way. Trying to bend and twist things to fit them. I'm into bending and twisting. But, not of that nature. I've been ridiculed and looked down uponed for My outlook and beliefs. Hell, I love trying new things. Whats wron

Perverts
I now have a whole new respect for the women on this sight, oh but first things first, I'm not a women, that's right douchebags, you have been attempting to get a guy to watch you jerk off and look at your dick pics. I had no idea that there were so many fucking crazy ass pervs on this goddamn sight. Ladies I tip my hat to you all. Its crazy that all I had to do was put up a pic of a girl with big tits and the pervs came flocking. The fucking guys on this sight are fucking pathetic and I would have to say that about 60 percent should just end it all right now. HAHAHAHA have a nice day darlins

Do You Want To Own Me For A Month??
I am for sale and if you want to own me i will leave the link at the bottom of this blog and you can go bid on me.......here is what i am offering to the winner for a month.... all pics rated, all stash rated, a salute picture from me with winner's name included, a blog done about winner, comment daily, "owned by" with the winners name in my id, 4 personal phone calls from me, 4 cam chats, the winners name and link to the winner on my front page for a month, buy a gift daily for the winner. here is the link...come bid for me:)

My Wifey Loves Me:d
I (OhioBBW) am offering anyone and everyone 10k fubucks if you leave 200 comments for Honeyshine in the following contest. Please make sure to private msg me (no shoutbox msgs accepted) when you are finished! My link is below! Please click here or on her picture & leave her some luv!! Any & all is appreciated! I'll offer 1k for anyone wishing to leave 100 comments but you will get 10k if you leave 200, you can do this daily! Thanks so much!! This Notice is Brought to you By: OhioBBW & Honeyshine (repost of original by '**OhioBBW** ~Fu-Wifey to Honeyshine~' on '2008-01-05 10:37:54')

Now Hiring!
PyRat Radio is now hiring for all positions: DJ’s Bouncers, and Promoters. We are a drama free station and lounge and work very hard at keeping it that way. If you would like to join our family please fill out an application @ a href="http://www.pyratradio.com/application.htm" target="New">www.pyratradio.com/application.htm or Contact DJ Retching Red or River Rat for more details. We look forward to working with you!

April Is National Autism Awareness Month
Recently, I was made aware that someone I love has a child whom has been diagnosed with Autism. I don't want to say Autistic, because the word does not define a person. It is a condition which can be worked through and overcome. I know that is awfully PC-sounding for me, but to say "Jenny" or "Tommy" is autistic seems to me to limit OUR perceptions of children with potential. Just my take on it though.Too often, the word autism is associated with some sort or retardation (that word is used in its honest, medical sense). So you may ask.."What Is Autism, then?"Autism is a complex neurobiological disorder that typically lasts throughout a person's lifetime. It is part of a group of disorders known as autism spectrum disorders (ASD). Today, 1 in 150 individuals is diagnosed with autism, making it more common than pediatric cancer, diabetes, and AIDS combined. It occurs in all racial, ethnic, and social groups and is four times more likely to strike boys than girls. Autism impairs a person

Application For Permission To Date My Daughter
APPLICATION FOR PERMISSION TO DATE MY DAUGHTER NOTE: This application will be incomplete and rejected unless accompanied by a complete financial statement, job history, lineage, and current medical report from your doctor. NAME_____________________________________ DATE OF BIRTH_____________ HEIGHT___________ WEIGHT____________ IQ__________ GPA_____________ SOCIAL SECURITY #_________________ DRIVERS LICENSE #________________ BOY SCOUT RANK AND BADGES__________________________________________ HOME ADDRESS_______________________ CITY/STATE___________ ZIP______ Do you have parents? ___Yes ___No Is one male and the other female? ___Yes ___No If No, explain: _____________________________________________________________ _____________________________________________________________________ Number of years they have been married __

Sincere Love
What ever you do where ever you go which ever direction you steer through both progress and strife you'll encounter in life remember my love is sincere. Whether relishing in the progress or hopelessly treading deep pain be it bad...be it best...be it cursed be it blessed by your side I shall always remain. Matters not be it disappointment or perhaps a sense of great pride my love is secure and my heart will endure and my arms will be open wide. Rest assured what ever life's journey might happen to put you through the venture will be in the warm company of the one that will always love you.

Very Interesting
I was readinga MUMM. Which most I find very amusing. But, this one just made Me shake My head. The question about people being mean with their comments and things. If they do it because they have low self-esteem and to make them selfs feel better? I always like to read what people put down for comments. Sometimes it is very amusing. This time someone made a comment. Then it turned into a big ol lil kids fight between this poster and the MUMM maker. Funny thing was. The MUMM maker was doing exactly what she was complaining about in her MUMM. It was too funny. Things like "I'm better looking then you" "Your ugly" Very childish things. I wonder if she actually knew what a ass she was making herself out to be? Best of all. Her MUMM fit right into one of My other blogs. The one about fu-bonics. She made herself look very uneducated in it. Best one was self-esteem. She typed it as self a steam. What a ass.

Expressions
It doesn't take all that much effort to pick up on whats ~NOT~ said when ones expressions like a story are just waiting to be read. A wealth of information registers across the face everything you need to know in one convenient place!!!

I Wonder
I wonder if you wonder as often as I do I wonder if you think about me thinking about you. I wonder if you miss me every now and then and feel a twinge of loneliness remembering back when. I wonder if you search for me the way I search for you in hopes perhaps our paths will cross at least a time or two. I sometimes wonder if you knew tho I couldn't tell you so my love for you had grown so deep ....enough to let you go.

Me
touch me, tease me teach me, please me kiss me, haunt me love me, want me control me, mold me squeeze me, hold me toss me, flip me tempt me, whip me hug me, thank me pet me, spank me behold me, yearn me know me, learn me comfort me, caress me eye me, undress me need me, complete me wow me, unseat me inspire me, spark me long for me, mark me desire me, wake me seek me, take me...

It Seems To Me
It seems to me that there should be a place for me to go. Somewhere that I can laugh and cry somewhere that I can grow. It seems to me there oughta be a place where I belong. Somewhere that I'm suppose to be but gosh, I could be wrong!

Prozac Nation
Warning, this is a very emotional Christina Ricci film Based on a true story written by Elizabeth Wurtzel. Where she plays a writer who wins a scolarship to Harvard with a piece on Lou Reed. Who battles her personality, surroundings and depression with drugs.

Haunted
Each morning when I rise I say "tomorrow I will cry for hopes half born that perish and treasured dreams that die" Each day I start out bravely to take just one more step along the path that faith has planned I stumble even yet. Each night I lay my weary head down to wonder why but rise each day with hopes renewed pick up my cross and sigh. Plod on, tho often teary shadowed by a memory to mourn another day the loss that haunts me constantly.

Love
Love's a deep emotion that must take time to grow it doesn't happen over night but must develop slow. "I love you" is too freely used too easy to give away but just because the moments right doesn't make it the thing to say. So often it rushes from anxious lips without a second thought when "I like you" is whats really meant more often than its not. So let us save those precious words and give what we've found a chance to grow so that ~if~ and ~when~ we say it we're darn sure that its so!

Until We Meet Again
Sometimes I feel you here beside me but its just a memory a vision to vanish into thin air were the silence interrupted with the whisper of a prayer. I hear your voice when others speak a memory to leave me weak. I search for but a chance to see the smile that I depended on and meant so much to me. Day after day my heart does yearn as my soul awaits your swift return. Fond memories that I retrace must tide me now until we are heart to heart and face to face.

Amazing!
This girl meets this guy...who cautiously is flirting with her. She thinks that he's nice and very handsome so what the heck right?..Right! She tells him that she's single and he's like cool :D...and so it begins...He flirts, she flirts...and what the heck, who is that on his page? ever so cautiously ever so timid...She asks.....he tells her you have nothing to worry about nothin at all....:D so then they keep talkin, and plan to meet...but something came up...:(....disappointed, but not deterred they try again.....damn all the luck and the stupid weather........:( We'll do it he says, we'll meet, it will happen...yeah I know, but I'm just ready to be in your arms...and feel your warmth just seep into my body...and and yeah..... they keep talking they keep planning til at last the day arrives... You can just feel the nervousness and sense the tension...yet they don't faulter..they are both more than ready to met each other...the time grows nearer and nearer... then... I'm le

Raging Storm
I manage to hide it although the chance is slim that I can ever hope to calm the raging storm within. But so they'll think me happy although thats not the case I'll slap a sunny smile across a very weary face!

My Life's Been Touched By Many
My life's been touched by many yet changed by just a few for theres more with good intentions then there are that follow through. So many will come to share my space awhile and then depart but few are those who'll win a place forever in my heart!

Tv Show / 12 Corazones
HEY..GUESS WHAT..I WAS JUST ON TV LAST NIGHT HERE IN HOLLYWOOD..ON TELEMUNDO'S...TOP RATED TV SHOW..12 CORAZONES..OR 12 HEARTS. It's a dating show..in Spanish...& I was one of the girls on stage. I have plenty of closeups..plus 30 sec's of good video of me dancing..center stage..& on a pole..some HOT stuff..U gotta see it..lol The show won't air till next month..30 days from tape time... If U can..watch 4 it.. Kisses... Your GF Lily

Your Delivery
Its not so much ~WHAT~ your saying... its more the tone you use not so much the point your trying to make as the attitude you choose. Your message may be valid but you come on a little strong and its hard to see your point of view when your delivery's all wrong! Understanding and patience are attributes you lack your approach is always lousy cause you haven't any tact. Your wondering why nobody's listening but its plain as day to me it isn't ~WHAT~ your saying ITS YOUR DELIVERY!!!

Mistakes!
Mistakes They say you are the mistakes that you make. Putting your whole family’s lives at stake. In something that you really believe. Not knowing you are only being deceived. Trying to stay in touch with your soul, to find the truth to you was never told. A mistake you now have to try to explain. While your heart and soul are weeping in shame. Human we are and human we will be. No matter what you may believe. God is love, love is in our hearts. A part of us we have had from the start. Your heart is a part of your soul and mind. The three of them can make you go blind. If you allow your emotions to take a part. Your thinking will lead you to believe with all your heart.

Last Laugh
You think I stand before you naked of my pride you laugh because I didn't win although at least I tried! You smugly stand before me with that smile upon your face when its ME who should be laughing cause you didn't even place!!

Familiar Ground
Watching from a distance too afraid to wander near tho curiosity did tempt far greater was the fear. How I did long so much to see the view upon the ledge but I lacked the inner courage to even near the edge. My feet were firmly planted upon familiar ground tho I couldn't still the yearning to have a look around. I tried to hide my weakness and as well the tears I cried too stubborn to admit defeat I choked upon my pride. With insecurities so vast I guess I always knew I'd die upon familiar ground and never see the view.

Illusion
Nothings ever as it seems theres always more to see do I dare to take a second look or simply leave it be? I know that there are many managing quite well or are they merely posing its often hard to tell. I set out to seek some answers I searched and searched some more got lost and tried to come back BAD NEWS......can't find the door! It looks as tho I'm stranded here to live as others do lost in the illusion..... that seemed...it seemed so true.

Tired Of Bullshit
Do you ever just have those friends or family that you'd do anything for and you would give them the world if you could, but they dont seem like they give a damn. I just am getting sick and tired of trying so hard to please people I mean I'd walk a thousand miles just to make someone happy or if I could help them I would in anyway possible...so its left me laying awake at night thinking of how much I hate people who lie to me I mean it doesnt make me dislike them it just gets to me that they can't be honest at least once about something. That they dont know that Im a strong person and that I can take the honesty... I care so much about people so easily I wear my heart on my sleeve way to much and I need to learn to stop it. But I only want the best for people even if it means I have to give up what I feel for them I dont know what to do I am starting to guard my heart so NO one can get thru... in order not to hate myself or the world around me. I give up no one else cares so why should

Drastic Measures
I'd no doubt get your attention were I to lick your face or wag my tail from side to side and run about the place. Bet I'd get your attention when you came through the door if I simply started barking and rollin' round the floor! It may be a crazy notion about as silly as can be but I bet that you'd ignore the dog and finally notice me!!!

One Wish
How can you remain so pleasant so controlled, so centered, so strong? How is it you hide the aching inside when everything goes dead wrong? Build castles from out of the rubble find the best in the worst of it all through the trouble and strife still find peace in your life you stumble and yet never fall. How can you be so optimistic not giving in to your doubts and fears? With strength to lend to a needy friend and a smile holding back your own tears. If I had the chance to be granted one wish guaranteed to come true the wish that I'd wish is to be less like me and a whole lot more like you.

Judge Not Upon Appearance
You can't judge anothers character by the color of his skin for the body's just a package to house the soul within. You can't judge credibility on just appearance sake so why should color, shape, or size any difference make? And yet their are so many who are still preoccupied by whats upon the surface rather than inside. Its so unfair to draw conclusions based on what you see instead of on ones merits and their personality.

Cheaters Never Win
I played fair and lost it all you won because you cheat! No glory in your victory nor shame in my defeat. I may never be a winner but at least I have to say I'd far rather be a looser than a cheater any day!

Saturday
1012am Ok so it rained last night. It's cool. All i know is, I guess the year has started ok, even though it's the 5th day of the year. I haven't cried since my car accident. Actually I haven't cried since before then and I am quite happy about that. I've shed too many tears last year and all for good reasons. Well a lot of them shouldn't have came out, but I can justify them all. I know I shouldn't... I should go back to the gym. I haven't been there since the night before my accident. Actually, if you didn't read the post, or blog, before, then you don't know what accident I am talking about. In mid-December, my car was involved in an accident. I was actually sleeping, when it happened. A drunk driver in a van hit my neighbor's car which, in turn, catapulted on mine. Ouchies! I know!!! Oh well... that's life. It was the biggest bang in 2007, well in my personal space. Sucks huh? I'm just ranting on and on, and I shouldn't. I'm just bored.. hence the blo

How
HOW DID IT START WITH FIRE HOW DID IT END WITH RAIN HOW HAS MY HEART BEEN TOUCHED IN SUCH A WAY HOW HAS THE UNIVERSE BEEN WORKING AGAINST ME TRYING TO STOP MY FEELINGS INTERFERING WITH MY LIFE HOW AM I NOW LEFT LONGING, WANTING, NEEDING, WONDERING FEELING HELPLESS, WANTING TO RUN HOW IS IT THAT I FEEL THIS WAY FOR HE IS JUST A STRANGER, A THOUGHT, A FANTASY, A DESIRE, A WANT, A WISH NOT KNOWING WHAT HIS HANDS FEEL LIKE NOT KNOWING HOW IT FEELS TO LOOK IN HIS EYES NOT HEARING HIS VOICE IN PERSON FOR THE FIRST TIME FOR THE FIRST TIME NOW I AM LEFT IN DISBELIEF FOR A STRANGER HAS TOUCHED ME SO YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE "HOW"

My Pedestal
Just when I thought my life was in order everything in place something unexpected slapped me in the face. I tumbled off my pedestal onto the ground below my confidence was shaken my recovery was slow. When I got my wits about me and I took a look around talked to all the other people who had tumbled to the ground I soon realized I'd simply built my pedestal too tall my head was in the clouds too long I'm glad I took a fall!

Re: Rangers 2 Dundee Utd 0
RE: Rangers 2 Dundee Utd 0 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Glasgow Rangers Date: 05 Jan 2008, 17:52 Goals from Steven Naismith and Barry Ferguson secured three points for Rangers and put Walter Smith's side top of the SPL for the first time since September 23.Smith stuck with the starting eleven that had earned three points at Easter Road last week after an impressive display in Edinburgh.Despite the quality on show in that match and United coming off the back of a 4-1 over Hearts it was a slow start to the game.After a well observed minute's applause in memory of Phil O'Donnell it was a subdued beginning to the first half with both the teams and the crowd struggling to make any early impact.If anything it was United who made the better of the early possession. Noel Hunt forced a corner in the sixth minute but Barry Robson's delivery was poor and his second attempt was well cleared by Davie Weir. It was just the wake up call that Rangers needed thou

Game Playing
I do not understand you but I love you just the same you'll always be a part of me but I will not play your game. For playing by your rules is bound to only bring defeat the game you play can not be won so I shall not compete!

Left In The Darkness
You left me in the darkness a little bit too long you would have broke my spirit had i not been so strong. You cast upon me silence cause you chose not to share but little did you know that I at least found comfort there!

Just Startin 2008
Well it is now January 5, 2008 ... I am now located in Coalgate, OK starting a new life ... I will be having a 3 bdrm 2 bath place with my family ... so far this year is starting to be a good one ... lol lets just hope it stays that way! I miss chattin with all my frenz online & such but i will be back very soon! thx to all of you who care & have listened to me. But i am gonna go for now ... see everyone real soon!!!! much luv, Deja

Father And Son
Not so much as a word between them hearts heavily laden with pain a plea for resolve brings no answers sadly seems to be offered in vain. So hard to stand on the side lines and helplessly view the sad scene heartache unfolding before me fed by the distance between. Two lives to be scarred by the silence with little hope to undo whats been done lost time that can not be recovered sad fate for a father and son. A wedge drives deeply between them with a vengeance so swift and severe no defense could hope to combat lies told in an innocent ear. Tho the truth may win out in the long run and patience may win in the end two lives are forever altered mere hope they'll eventually mend.

Agree To Disagree
You view the scene from one perspective while I quite differently opinions vastly divided of the same thing we both see. Your lookin' in from the outside I'm lookin' out from within you speculate on where its going while i study where its been. Where I see good, you see the evil you see the loss where I the gain I concentrate upon the hopeful while your outlooks from the pain. I take in the vast horizon in its entirety while your view points much more narrow of what it is we see. Each gazing from their position from a different altitude little wonder that perspectives quite differently are viewed. Like an artist's brush to canvas who's creations seen by all and yet opinions vastly differ of the exact thing people saw. So let me simply say in closing It'll be quite fine by me if we just reach an understanding to agree to disagree.

Destination
Happiness is not a destination, it is a method of life. Sometimes we find ourselves thinking I'll be happy when I get married or when my child is old enough to go to school. The truth is, happiness doesn't arrive as the result of s certain event, it comes when you decide to laugh more, take yourself less serious and focus on enjoying your journey instead of reaching your destination.

Neighbors Puppy
"Excuse me if I'm butting in where I do not belong its really not my nature so please don't get me wrong." "I just couldn't help but notice tho you don't seem aware that you've a darling little puppy in a prison over there." "Your with holding food and water so he's edgy and uptight nobody comes to visit so he barks both day and night." "I just wondered, whats he guilty of? What has this puppy done to deserve to loose his freedom and the right to romp and run?" "Why on earth is he imprisoned and how much time must be served?" "Please tell me what it is he's done for this to be deserved?

Practiced Smile
Perhaps you think the smile you wear will camouflage the pain well rehearsed and well portrayed and yet its worn in vain. A practiced smile may well fool some more easily deceived those with narrow vision more easily relieved. Far harder to disguise my friend the story the eyes tell for a smile has no ability to cover that so well. I will not over step my bounds by challenging your pride to state the utter obvious kept hidden safe inside. But I am not oblivious nor fooled so easily a smile can not distract me from the harsh reality. A heart heavily laden is mirrored in your eyes a silent suffering soul deep your practiced smile denies.

Atm Safety
If you should ever be forced by a robber to withdraw money from an ATM machine, you can notify the police by entering your Pin # in reverse. For example if your pin number is 1234 then you would put in 4321. The ATM recognizes that your pin number is backwards from the ATM card you placed in the machine. The machine will still give you the money you requested, but unknown to the robber, the police will be immediately dispatched to help you. This information was recently broadcasted on FOX TV and it states that it is seldom used because people don't know it exists. Please pass this along to everyone possible

Where's My Little Girl
Where did my little girl go? How could she disappear? She left behind her teddy bear her dolls are all still here. When did this brand new person come to take her place wearing torn and tattered jeans instead of frilly lace? MY little girl loved cartoons THIS ONE loves MT.V. WHO IS THIS TOTAL STRANGER where can my daughter be??? I don't know this teenage person who suddenly did appear complete with raging hormones and a phone stuck to her ear! I turned around for just a moment and my child vanished in thin air and when I turned around again THIS ONE was standing there! I wonder where MY child has gone by chance do you suppose... she's simply playing hide-n-seek perhaps the stranger knows.

Stars
lazy days lonely nights looking for a lonely star who'd keep me company looking at the widespread sky being me a lonely soul gazing at the moon so bright making wishes `pon a star a blow of breeze to animate the freezing scene so the strings of white gold ribbons seem to tease the lonely moon because it is standing still and they are free to move "twinkle twinkle little star . . . " I used to sing when I was young now I've grown but still today " . . . how I wonder what you are" lying down upon the meadows dream of flying up so high reach the stars, sit on the moon dancing ballet with the clouds

Take Notice
The little girl stood all alone and caught my wandering eye nobody seemed to notice her as they did hurry by. Her eyes told of the sorrow that her smile just couldn't hide nobody seemed to notice she was hurting deep inside. As anger built inside me a memory did stir MY GOD, I'd only noticed cause I saw myself in her!

Addiction
Ever since your addiction we've struggled just to cope torn between reality and the smallest shred of hope. We've searched beyond exhaustion in hopes for any clue researched all possibilities in hopes to rescue you. But we've come up empty handed as we searched each dead end lead there doesn't seem to be a prayer to ease a desperate need. We struggle with a longing for a loss that we all feel that no amount of time we know could ever hope to heal. Brain storming every angle 'neath a shroud of sad dismay and hope...my God theres always hope that you will break away. I rise to curse reality with gut wrenching concern trying to deny the fact that you might not return. How I hate your cruel abductor and the sick seductive way it lured you from your loved ones and locked you far away. Left in the wake of torment shattered lives remain struggling just to endure beneath the veil of pain. Although we know who took you we can not penetrate the fortress that contains you beyond

So Far And Yet So Near
So often son I hear your voice although you are not there. A glimpse of you in other's faces catch me in an awkward stare. So many times I've felt your presence and wipe away a lonely tear. A memory to bridge the distance... So far and yet so near. Its certain I can't stop the yearning that on my maternal instincts play but at least there is SOME comfort knowing..... your only just a thought away.

Gentle Side Of You
At first I shocked your ego shook up somewhat your pride, when I uncovered the emotions that you fought so hard to hide. It was hard to reach inside you beyond the front you wear drag out into the open all the kindness hidden there. You've such a tough exterior but I penetrated through long enough to fall in love with the gentle side of you.

Contest! Win Fubux!
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Is Honesty The Best Policy?
Ask yourself: If you are an absolute honest person, how are you supposed to survive being yourself in this dishonest world? It seems to be my experience that the more honest you are, the more burnt and taken advantage of you get!! There are three different results that I can think of right now: 1.) Keep being yourself (the only way you know to be) and continue to get beat down. 2.) Get the hint and learn to be something you're not in order to survive. 3.) Become an introvert, not trust anybody,be paranoid of people, and lose you mind.....give up!!! I will never understand this world and the cruel people in it.

Poetry: Suicide
Your face is still so crystal clear as tho etched into my mind tho many years have come and gone since you left this life behind. Your pain, your sole undoing that drove you from this place the strain far more than you could bear far more than you could face. I sensed that you were slipping tho denials had been made I feared the time at hand was short and much too soon you'd fade. And yet...I remained unprepared for the inevitability the call to say you'd gone away a stark reality! An eerie sense of longing for your constant pain to cease now realized, I felt the loss tho you had found your peace. Torn between relief and grief your memory lingers on like the echo of a storm thats passed although its long since gone.

This Dude Totally Rules. Go Give Him Fu-love! ^_^
'DONT MISTAKE MY KINDNESS FOR WEAKNESS OR STUPIDITY!!!' aka:Jay just bought me a months VIP.. woo!!! so go give him lots of fu-love, because he freakin rules anyway... =D. xxxxxx

Just What Is A Cowboy?
Being from TEXAS People online ask me if I am a Cowboy..My answer is unequivicably YES....Then I am asked if I wears Boots and a Hat.....Most people dont know what a real Cowboy is..Boots and a Hat Do not make a COWBOY..Being a Cowboy is a way of Life..A Cowboy is not judged by his Boots and HAt...A true Cowboy judges people by "How they Ride"..The most important Ride is Called LIFE...A Cowboy grabs Life by the Horn and Holds on....You never know how high Life will jump...nor how low to the Ground it will go....But you just have to hang on and experience all that it has...We only come this way once so it would be a Shame not to experience all there is !!!A True Cowboy also "Rides for the BRAND" Meaning he is Loyal to his Frineds and Family..Loyal to his Convictions..Loyal to his Heart !!! Sometimes the Brand can be a harsh taskmaster..But a COwboy will always stay loyal even when he stands Alone against the Majority..He will stand Tall and Proud for all he beleives in !!!A Cowboy Lo

Trolls Among Us
Ok.. lets get this straight. I'm not here for you to get your rocks off. If you've only added me in an attempt to view my nsfw pics and I find out I will delete you. I got called a stuck up rude b*tch today because i denied someone to my family list. Well if thats what I am so be it. Get the hell off my friends list before I delete your sorry butt. that is all.

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I Dont Know
i'm sick of giving a damn about anything!!! i dont want anything to do with anybody! i just want everybody to leave me alone and let me just live my life. i take care of my son working and going to school and evverybody else can go just bleep bleep them self. i'm tired of it all its just a bunch of bullshit and i dont need the problems

Seven-0-duece
Bacq in da day, '95-'97 (age 16-18) My clicq was called Seven-0-Duece (702). Affiliated wit Hoover Crip, Hoover Duece, & Valley Crip of Portland, OR. I'ma Thug, but don't get it twisted I never became a "Crip" or a "Gangsta"! I am NOT in a Gang. I WAS part of a "Clicq" that I DID Co-Found with real Crip connections. This clicq is now defunct. And apart of my past. I still use the "Duece" in my internet company Duece Publications/Duece Entertainment Doing business so far as BoneThugs420.com!

Seriously.....
So I'm irritated.... because I have a friend... who I consider a very good friend... and well when shyt got bad for me she was there. Well why is it that people feel the need to bring up old shyt? When she is pregnant and doesnt need some stupid stress and they wana go act like little kids. Leaving stupid ass comments and acting like stupid ignorant assholes. What is the point in leaving a damn comment on someone's pg just to start shyt? Is it really necessary? And is it really necessary to go and start acting like a damn 10 year old when you are a grown ass man? OMG act like you are grown up instead of going and acting like a child. DONT like what I have to say? THEN GO TO HELL BECAUSE I DONT CARE :) *my ranting because im mad... dont read if u dont wana hear it*

Our Christmas Tree
So the story behind the Tree...I moved in May 2007. The place I am in is SO small. a close friend of mine lived behind me. She offered to store my Christmas Things in her attic until December 2007. That was nice right? Unfortunate turn of events....She left her Husband 11-30-07. My Christmas Angel plus everything else is now captive in a mans attic I really do not care for..lol (she is fine believe me!!) We traveled the next day and it made taking down our Christmas mess a lot easier this year. I know I got some poor comments on the pic of our tree this year but we did our best. I hope everyone had a wonderful Holiday Season and good Luck, Prosperity and Health in the New Year!!!

The Things I Love About You
I love the way you make me laugh I love the way you make me cry Tears of joy stream from my eyes As I hear your voice, a loving surprise. I love you when you're angry I love you when you're sad I love you when you're glad When you tell me of the day you had I love you truly I love you deeply Ever since the day I let you meet me I missed you when you left I miss you now more than ever Making a mistake that I regret Hoping that you are a forgiver Without you, my life is strife But now I ask for a second chance Be with me and start a life Together forever, an eternal dance I wait for you as the days go by My love is growing inch by inch I cannot wait to see you again But I wait for you, and your warm kiss I love you

Whatcha Think?
It's amazing how I feel when I'm around you, How my heart pounds when you come into a room. I look at you and think: My God! How lovely! And everything I am bursts into bloom. I feel as though you must, you must be mine, Not as a possession but a goal, Something almost unimaginable: The free devotion of another soul. As though I were about to enter heaven Or just within the hour condemned to die, My mind with one fierce thought keeps running over, With you, and only you, the reason why.

How To Write A Book About Your Childhood Without Sounding Like A Whiny Little Bitch
I've been contemplating this whole book prospect for awhile now. I've also been trying to figure out what the fuck it would even be about. I'm really annoyed at the way Generation X (my generation) has become a bunch of crybaby pussies who whine about how shitty their childhoods were. No shit, everyone had it rough. So what? Welcome to growing up in the 70s and 80s with parents who were either poodle skirts and fonzie jackets or smelly free-love hippies. You think any of those people have a clue how to parent? I feel sorry somewhat for the kids that result from the generation after mine... raised on Nintendo and RPGs and getting no education on the subject of child rearing beyond tv shows like the Osbourns or Jerry Springer. It's pretty scary to think about. So about this book... I think I've only touched on my childhood dramas in my blog - usually I just discuss what a failure I am as an adult. I do think it might make for an interesting read though. The trick would hav

I Love Thee
I love thee, as I love the calm Of sweet, star-lighted hours! I love thee, as I love the balm Of early jes'mine flow'rs. I love thee, as I love the last Rich smile of fading day, Which lingereth, like the look we cast, On rapture pass'd away. I love thee as I love the tone Of some soft-breathing flute Whose soul is wak'd for me alone, When all beside is mute. I love thee as I love the first Young violet of the spring; Or the pale lily, April-nurs'd, To scented blossoming. I love thee, as I love the full, Clear gushings of the song, Which lonely—sad—and beautiful— At night-fall floats along, Pour'd by the bul-bul forth to greet The hours of rest and dew; When melody and moonlight meet To blend their charm, and hue. I love thee, as the glad bird loves The freedom of its wing, On which delightedly it moves In wildest wandering. I love thee as I love the swell, And hush, of some lo

At Last
At last, when all the summer shine That warmed life's early hours is past, Your loving fingers seek for mine And hold them close—at last—at last! Not oft the robin comes to build Its nest upon the leafless bough By autumn robbed, by winter chilled,— But you, dear heart, you love me now. Though there are shadows on my brow And furrows on my cheek, in truth,— The marks where Time's remorseless plough Broke up the blooming sward of Youth,— Though fled is every girlish grace Might win or hold a lover's vow, Despite my sad and faded face, And darkened heart, you love me now! I count no more my wasted tears; They left no echo of their fall; I mourn no more my lonesome years; This blessed hour atones for all. I fear not all that Time or Fate May bring to burden heart or brow,— Strong in the love that came so late, Our souls shall keep it always now!

Introductions
Every once in awhile, we all have something which makes us stand up on our little soap box and speak up. Do we always do it for attention or to shock unsuspecting readers, not really. Sometimes it is done to find answers to the thing which is baffling us at the time and other times it is just what is right at that particular moment in time. This is what you will find here. Sometimes there will be nothing for days and other times, well lets just say there will be enough to keep any reader busy

Things You Will Never See Here And A Few Things You Might
After exploring things here last night, I came up with list of things you will never see on my little page here. You will never see me half naked or in some suggestive pose. While it is beautiful in art, it leaves very little to the imagination and is a bit personal for the internet. I am not saying it is not alright for others to do this. Its not my place to police the internet,or others actions,however it is within my power to be honest and let you know my limits. You will also not see me on a web cam, I absolutely hate those beastly things, talking about an invasion of privacy. Nor do I care to see you on yours. Bitch you say?~lol Perhaps.. If you think someone expressing their thoughts to be such a thing. What you will see here is honesty , sometimes brutally so, life sometime jades even the most kind of heart. You might also see a glimpse at the soul through my writing and photography but that is entirely up to you~ smiles

Using Piss In Modern English
From a young age I've always enjoyed the P-word. Just to hear it pronounced is like music to my ears. While thinking the word "Piss" could only be used in limited ways, I started to live on my own and started to live life and the hardships that comes with my own piece of Americana. Within weeks I started learning how to swear with greater creativity, which I can now share with you. Following is a list of P definitions and fun ways to use the word Piss. Piss¹ - An alcoholic beverage, usually beer: Turning water into piss was the first of all the miracles that Jesus performed Piss² - Pee-pee or urine: To piss - or not to piss: that is the question Pissed - The art of being drunk: Always do sober what you said you'd do pissed. That will teach you to keep your mouth shut. Pissing Down - Coming or moving quickly, normally refers to rain: It began to piss down upon the earth forty days and forty nights Piss Up - People gett

Haunting
Hear me I know you have been waiting Build your wall I shall enjoy the game while it lasts Your pleas have awaken me Your need tempting a desire long since lost Intoxicating is the promise of your gentle cries Master Slave Predator Prey Tormentor Tease Sing to me your words of love Feel me For I am near Open before me A blossom from a seed A dream you say If one believes a dream is real does it not make it so. A simple touch Before I fade Nixy

Today On World Rock Radio
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For U
Raven Hair and Sexi eyes Ruby Lips and soft soft sighs That beautiful smile will Melt your heart and then you're lost, before you even start You wanna touch her and Hold her close lay right there beside her, that's what U want most. Feel her breath on you're skin, listen to her breathe, hold her very close and never leave.

Have You Ever...
Have you ever wanted someone to really look at you... someone who melts your soul with his stare... reading your mind… Caressing your very soul... someone who could know your wants and needs... feel your hunger... your skin drenched with desire... a simple glance that ignites you completely… soo much so that you want to fall into his arms… then and there... to live in the moment... drunk with passion... captivated simply by desire. Where you feel your soul has been taken and every part of your being is just that "taken" and you don't want it back because the feeling is so intense it drives you even further... Well have you?

Selling House And Belongings
Currently I am going through 30 years worth of accumulation including some of my childhood items, collectibles and some antiques as well. We lost our home and its going on the market on Monday or Tuesday. Once I start listing on Ebay will post a new blog. I'm not sure yet where I will be moving to, but it will definitely be somewhere warmer. The good news is my knee is doing awesome almost have right knee equal to left just need to strengthen my quad muscle some more. If there is something you might be looking for lol ask who knows I may have it. IF I do since it will cost me less you will get it for less.

Lost
LOST Lost isn't only a feeling… it's a demon It feeds on people… because so many feel it every day So many understand it, yet none know how to end it No one knows what to do or say When this demon begins its game on them Most don't realize until it's far too late They keep thinking its only confusion taking them over Little do they realize, Lost has just added one more name to the list on its slate How many more will have to suffer because of this? Before there's finally a way to end the madness How many more times will people suffer? From this undying sadness Lost is something too many have had to encounter Lost will never stop attacking There are so many reasons for this…but one stands out most of all There is one thing that people who encounter Lost might be lacking And that one thing is...

Life's Promise (poem)
You were once a guy i never knew then you became my friend you were always there for me when i needed a helping hand you were there for me when i needed an ear just for someone to hear. as time grew i started falling in love with you. i now want to be your wife and stand beside you thru your life. i love you and i care. i will always be there for you just like you are for me. if i never tell you enough i thank you my love for everything you do. i love you Stephen and this will always be true.

All About Me... In Song Lyrics
All about me in song lyrics “The urge to run, the restlessness The heart of stone I sometimes get The things I’ve done for foolish pride, The me that’s never satisfied. The face that’s in the mirror when I don’t like what I see…” “She’s alone in this world… She’s nobody’s girl…” “All my life I’ve been over the top, I don’t know what I’m doing All I know is I don’t wanna stop. All my life I’m going to go till I drop You’re either in or in the way Don’t make me I don’t wanna stop” “Don’t try to change my mind, you know I’m one of a kind Ain’t gonna change my bad behavior” “So take a good look at my face, You’ll see my smile looks out of place. Look a little bit closer, And it’s easy to trace The tracks of my tears” “Let freedom ring, let the white doves sing. Let the whole world know that today Is a day of reckoning. Let the weak be strong, Let the right be wrong, Throw the stone away, Let the guilty pay. It’s Independence day.”

A Rose Is
A ROSE IS A THING OF GREAT BEAUTY IT TELLS SO MUCH OF ITS PURPOSE AND WHAT IT MEANS TO YOU & ME! MORE ON THE BEAUTY OF THE ROSE I'D LOVE TO TELL YOU MORE, BUT THAT'S REALLY FOR ONLY YOUR EYES SO MUCH MORE ABOUT THE ROSE YOU'D REALLY BE SURPRISED A ROSE IS LIKE MY FRIEND, MY LOVE THAT'S WHY I SHARE THIS WITH YOU BECAUSE ITS FOR MY SPECIAL FRIENDS AND THAT WOULD SURELY INCLUDE YOU FRIENDS ARE LIKE ROSES,THEY HAVE SPECIAL MEANING LOVE EACH & EVERYONE OF YOU,

What My Hands Say About Me:
What Your Hands Say About You You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills. Flexible and broad minded, you can fit in to any situation. There's no telling where your life will take you. Consistent and reliable, you like to count on structure and routine in your life. Your emotions tend to be nervous and potent. Your energy - both positive and negative - deeply impacts your life. What Do Your Hands Say About You?

Suxs To Be Me
Why is it that when i meet someone, they always have a boyfriend or live 3 states away, or just wanna be friends. Will i ever get to find the one to give all my love too I can wish and hope, but that only go's so far. Yup suxs to be me!

Come Have Fun With Us-naughty Parties (the Bikers Way )lounge Come Join
meet the crew best around- Money and Corvette Giveaway WE ARE GIVING AWAY A CORVETTE AND 10,000 FUBUCKS. IT WILL BE ALL NEW MEMBERS WHO JOINS WILL BE ENTERED AND WHEN WE HIT THAT MAGIC NUMBER WE HAVE PICKED WINNER WILL BE ANNOUNCED.SO COME JOIN US AND YOU COULD BE A WINNER ONLY WAY TO ENTER IS BY JOINING THE LOUNGE SO COME PARTY THE NAUGHTY BIKER WAY WITH US SO BRING YOUR FRIENDS AND JOIN OUR LOUNGE AND MEET ALOT OF GOOD FRIENDS NAUGHTY PARTIES (THE BIKERS WAY )LOUNGE COME JOIN CLICK ON PIC TO LOUNGE

S/o My Ass
Hmmm.....I just love having my friends coming to me complaining about their bf/gf. Just the highlight of my day,NOT. They always tell me oh he/she not talking to me much anymore and i don't know what to do or i don't know what i done wrong. Well the 1st thing you done wrong was get a bf/gf that don't acknowledge that you even fucking exist. If your so called S/O makes you sit and wonder if your with them or not. Time to find you a new S/O. You shouldn't have to sit there and wonder if your taken or not. You should know.If your the only one in the relationship that seems to be doing all the work....fuck that shit....find a new S/O. Any type of relationship is 50/50. Even a friendship.If your the only one thats saying lovey dovey things and or post their pics on your page or leaving comments. HA............Stop doing that. Take their shit off your page and get a new bf/gf. One thats actually with you and wants to prove and show it.If he/she seems to just talk to you when you say somethi

I See Now
when you wake everyday and wonder why the pain and torture of life. A distant light slowly appears in the form of a star in the farthest reaches of your mind. Soon you notice that that star gets a bit larger every passing day until one day you pay notice to it. pondering what this Bright light is. You start to notice the peace and tranquility that this bright light offers to you. Inside you feel warm and painless in the presence of this light as it grows larger and comes nearer. What can this light in my mind be? I feel I want to go there. nothing matters much anymore as this light gets closer. Is this a calling? am I to get there somehow? or is this a place for me to find my peace of mind for a moment from the sanity of life. Everyday it gets closer and brighter. I am wanting it more than my waking days. I feel soon that I have to offer myself to the light whether it be in soul or mind. It looks like a very peaceful place to go now I look forward to looking into this lig

Untitled Poem
i want to be in your arms i want to feel your kiss i want to know what it's like to be loved like this. to be in your life would make my every wish and dream come true will be the day when we say i do to put your lips on mine to hear you say i love you all of the time will make my heart skip a beat i want to be wrapped in your arms day in and day out i wanna say i love you baby and i am never going to go away. my love im here to stay my love is true and it's only for you.

Somethin' To Ponder
Pig Hunting” - Here is something to think about. There was a Chemistry professor in a large college that had some Exchange students in the class. One day while the class was in the lab the Prof noticed one young man (exchange student) who kept rubbing his back And stretching as if his back hurt. The professor asked the young man what was the matter. The student told him he had a bullet lodged in his back. He had been shot while fighting communists in his native country who were trying to overthrow his country’s government and install a new communist government. In the midst of his story he looked at the professor and asked a strange question. He asked, “Do you know how to catch wild pigs?” The professor thought it was a joke and asked for the punch line. The young man said this was no joke. “You catch wild pigs by finding a suitable place in the woods and putting corn on the ground. The pigs find it and begin to come everyday to eat the free corn. Wh

Another.....
My daughter, who is now 15... 2yrs ago, She came to me and said, "dad, everyone says I look alot like you..." I was proudly smiling, But, she went on to say, "Awwwe, I don't want to have a big nose." I almost cried...

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She reached into her little bag Pulled out a shiny coin Coiled it in her fingers Until they looked enjoined She glanced about As if to see If any were watching her Then quickly looked up to the stars Wishing with all her world That her mother would be watching From the heavens up above She wanted her to know She still needed to be loved She knew it wasn't her fault She just wanted now to share That this coin within her fingers Was one without compare It was one she found on her dresser The day her mother died So she looked upon the heavens Unbidden began to cry She cast another look around Then once more at her hand Then shoved it in her pocket Afraid she'd turn to sand Retracing every step she made She walked out of the door Invisible to everyone She was walked on like the floor Some say she went to heaven That day she tried to leave He wouldn't let her Her attempt just got him peeved Her child tried to get help A neighbor heard and called They foun

Next Chapter?
I have this deep seeded feeling that my life is about to begin a new chapter of some sort. Well, not so much starting a new chapter, but closing a current one. One of those "winds of change" feelings we get from time to time. The biggest problem in my life's journey has always been complacency. I become "comfortable" in my surroundings. The problem with being comfortable is there is no room for growth. It's a difficult problem for me to overcome. It's the reason I've been at my same job for a dozen years. I could be making more money in a bigger market, but I've become comfortable where I am, and that leads to a stagnant life with out growth or improvement. Complacency is the same reason my relationships tend to last for a finite period of time. It's easy to fall in love, but after you've found out everything about each other, and gone thru all your life stories, I get comfortable. Stagnant. I stop trying to interject new things into the relationship. The same thing occurs w

Sgt.raider!!!
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Bon Bon
she had sex oh what a thrill! she did it in the car trunk with a enormous hunk he took off his pants and he did a little dance she was turned on and she wanted to touch his bon-bon he fed her a strawberry her lips the color cranberry he pulled out his weenie it was quite teeny she laughed but thought he was a sexy beast anyways he whipped out the package it was time for some snackage the condom was green and it smelled like meat that was lean they were ready and they didnt take it steady the car shook in all places you should have seen the faces groans and moans they were getting groovy in the zone the condom broke OH NO! now they have an ugly baby but they'll be at it again next tuesday

Best Blond Joke Of The Year....so Far
THE BEST BLONDE JOKE OF THE YEAR - SO FAR A man was in his front yard mowing grass when his attractive blonde female neighbor came out of the house and went straight to the mailbox. She opened it then slammed it shut and stormed back in the house. A little later she came out of her house again went to the mail box and again, opened it, slammed it shut again. Angrily, back into the house she went. As the man was getting ready to edge the lawn, here she came out again, marched to the mail box, opened it and then slammed it closed harder than ever. Puzzled by her actions the man asked her, "Is something wrong?" To which she replied, "There certainly is!" (Are you ready? This is a beauty...) " My stupid computer keeps saying, "YOU'VE GOT MAIL!"

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Alright! It's finally 2008! But, where in the hell did 2007 go? Did it not seem like it flew by? So here is how the New Year is starting off for me... a few weeks before the January, I lost the job that I had due to insufficient hours. I started looking for another one the same day. It took 3 weeks to get my first interview... 3 WEEKS! So finally found a great job as a Merchandiser at a beer distrubition company. Im loving this job. All of the guys I work with are great. It's like a family, not the typical jerk-off's in a warehouse. We joke around with each other, play jokes on everyone... even the 2 supervisors will do pranks. He said a long as we have fun and get the job done, he has no reason to say a word to us. Fun times in the warehouse. Now, as soon as my CDL classes are done, I will be put on a route to start the actual Merchandiser job. Until then, I get to train on the lot for 2 hours for the CDL test, then work in the warehouse the rest of the day. Love the job...

A Blond's Year In Review
A Blonde's Year in Review January Took new scarf back to store because it was too tight. February Fired from pharmacy job for failing to print labels..... Helllloooo!!!.......bottles won't fit in printer !!! March Got really excited.....finished jigsaw puzzle in 6 months..... box said "2-4 years!" April Trapped on escalator for hours .... power went out!!! May Tried to make Kool-Aid.....wrong instructions....8 cups of water won't fit into those little packets!!! June Tried to go water skiing.......couldn't find a lake with a slope. July Lost breast stroke swimming competition.....learned later, the other swimmers cheated, they used their arms!!! August Got locked out of my car in rain storm..... car swamped because soft-top was open. September The capital of California is "C".....isn't it??? October Hate M & M's.....they are so hard to peel. November Baked turkey for 4 1/2 days .. instructions said 1 hour per pound an

That Special Hunger
Licking her lips Bringing you closer Hunger in her eyes Breathing quickens Wanting only you And no excuses Opens her mouth Bringing you inside Her lips so soft And then she bites Chewing through And in one gulp The cookie is gone.............