Do you ever just have those friends or family that you'd do anything for and you would give them the world if you could, but they dont seem like they give a damn. I just am getting sick and tired of trying so hard to please people I mean I'd walk a thousand miles just to make someone happy or if I could help them I would in anyway possible...so its left me laying awake at night thinking of how much I hate people who lie to me I mean it doesnt make me dislike them it just gets to me that they can't be honest at least once about something. That they dont know that Im a strong person and that I can take the honesty... I care so much about people so easily I wear my heart on my sleeve way to much and I need to learn to stop it. But I only want the best for people even if it means I have to give up what I feel for them I dont know what to do I am starting to guard my heart so NO one can get thru... in order not to hate myself or the world around me. I give up no one else cares so why should I what am I getting out of being nice to so many people nothing but a broken heart and alot of tears I just dont care anymore....
