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My Wedding
OMG THE DRAGON WAS SOOOOOOOOOO HANDSOME IT HURT THE EYES TO LOOK , MY BRIDESMAIDS BEAUTIFUL, THE CHRUCH SOMTHING FROM A FAIRY TALE AND THE KISS THAT WOULD MAKE YOUR KNEES GO WEEK!!!! THIS IS WHAT MADE MY WEDDING DAY MY GROOM CRYED TO THE POINT HE HAD TO BE CALMED AND AND THAN MADE ME CRY WITH THE VOWS HE SPOKE I COULDNT HARDLY RECITE MY VOWS FOR THE LUMP THAT WAS IN MY THROAT ...I NEVER THOUGHT THIS DAY WOULD GET HERE MY DRAGON MADE EVERY DREAM I EVER HAD FOR THE PERECT WEDDING COME TRUE , I FELT LOVED CHERISHED AND HONORED TO BE THE DRAGONS BRIDE I LOVE YOU HUSBAND

Back 2 Back Happy Hours
30K FUBUCKS AND A BLING FIRST PERSON TO KEEP THIS AS MINE AND STICKS IT MY OWNER LYNNE AND ME ARE HAVING BACK 2 BACK HAPPY HOURS MINE IS @ 2 PM FUBAR TIME LYNNES IS @ 3PM FUBAR TIME SO IF YOU COULD SAVE YOUR 11'S AND SHOW US BOTH SOME LOVE I WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IT CHECK MY BLOGS TODAY FOR GIVE AWAY'S MY WICKED AWESOME OWNER ~Lynne ~ Diva Mafia~Owned by MASTER~Owner of ,NOVA, MASTER, Bubbles, Techboy007...@ fubar ~MASTER™~OWNED BY~LYNNE~& WONDER WOMAN~SWEET&INNOCENTS~FU HUBBY~ SHADOW LEVELER~@ fubar THIS PIMP MADE BY MASTER Music Video: Rough & Ready by (Trace Adkins) Music Video Code by Video Code Zone

::just A Little Humor::
9 Dangerous Words Women Use 1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with Nothing usually end in Fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about Nothing. (Refer back to 3 for the meaning of Nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's Okay means she wants to think long and hard before

Read Please!!!!!
As of today 4/27/08 I am making some changes. I am tired of the bullshit and getting treated like I don't matter. Read the rules: 1. If I am not on your Top Friends and Family Lists don't expect to be on mine. I have noticed that I am not on a few Top Lists and I have known these people for a long time which is kinda fucked up. Oh well such is life. 2. I will no longer leave profile comments on your page if I never receive them back. If I can take the time then so can you. 3. Don't expect me to rate your pics or stash when you can't even rate mine. IF YOU DON'T LIKE THE RULES THEN REMOVE ME FROM YOUR LIST. I DON'T NEED FAKE FRIENDS.

My Cancer Test
for those who care, you know im pregnant. well i went thursday for my cervical cancer testing and it came back positive for severe precancerous cells. he said there are a few areas of concern and covering a large area. i go sometime in the next month for another test at a different doctor for him to determine if he needs to do a biopsy to test for full blown cancer. as long as my baby is fine i dont care, but the biopsy can possible cause a miscarriage so im gonna refuse it. if it is cancer i'll deal with it until the baby is here. just thought id let everyone know whats going on.

Sexy Bitch...ya Know It!!!! :)
Hey everyone.. I'm in need of a vip... I want to upload some more NSFW pics of my sexy ass...:) and I have ran out of space.. boohooo.... anyway the first that buys me the vip, will get into my private pics.. yummy... woohoo... ps... all love will be returned.. muahz... luv ya.:)

Realizing The Truth......
I know now what troubles I have caused for myself. After realizing that yet again waking up crying for the second time like this in my life. The harsh reality that I may never be fully ready for this woman. How can someone disrupt their own life to the point where there feels like no return. I have got to find myself another job. It just wouldn't be fair to lay in this woman's arms even after taking care of the issues here if I don't have something to show for my hard work unless she honestly just wants me. She wants me to be ready for her. But what exactly does this entitle me to do. I guess following my heart on this one is scarier than I thought. I will go to work and pay up all my dues and get myself another vehicle. At least if anything else, I can find a job there and be reliable. Just imagining how long this could take is enough to kill me. But as I see it, I feel it'll be worth it. God I hope this woman is feeling what I'm feeling. It just occured to me that maybe she doesn't w

Oh Look Its Faux
little history...my husband left three years ago..we are still married but very estranged. So he joins the army...my opinion isn't essential to this little blog..but he says to me on IM "you are official the wife of an US soldier." I replied... "no, I am the faux wife of a soldier." "I do not live on a base, nor do I have any notion of what military life entails" so really now I am the faux army wife? I don't get this at all...why doesn't he just get the fact he left and this marriage is no longer. I am no more his wife than I am 6 ft tall. noting of course that this blog made very little sense to anyone but myself..do have a great sunday everyone.

Advice For Woman
1. Don't imagine you can change a man inless he is a baby 2. Whar do you do if your b/f walks out? You shut the damn door!!! 3.If the can put a man on the moon -They should be able to put them all up there. 4. Never let your man mind wonder- It is to small to be out alone 5. Go for younger men You might as well they never mature anyways 6. All men are the same they just have diffrent faces- So we can tell the apart 7. Definition of a bachelor , a man who has missed the opportunity to make some woman misserble. 8. Woman don't make fools of men they r the do it your self type 9. Best way to get a man to do something - Tell him he is to old to do it. 10. If you want a committed man - look in the mental hospitol 11. Love is blind but marrige is a real eye opener 12. If he ask what kind of books you are into -tell him check books 13. Remember a sense of humor does not mean that you tell him jokes it means that you laugh at all his 14. Sadly all m

Your Eyes
I sit here and stare into your eyes. They say there the key to your soul. I look at you. In awe and amazment. Your eyes captivate me and I get lost in them for hours at a time. No ones compares to yours. They say so much. Yet you say nothing at all. They turn this hardend man into mush. As I fall for you more and more each day.Im blessed to have you in my life. I cannot wait till the day. I can wake up every day and stare into your lovely eyes. Seeing face to face the love in them. The love you have for me.For that love will take my breath away. Cause no one has such captivating eyes as you do.

Twenty Of The Worlds Healthiest Foods
By Kathy Browning When it comes to eating healthy most people think of dull, boring food that's green in color. In reality, most of the world's healthiest foods not only taste great, they also come in a vast array of vibrant colors. Many require little, if any preparation, yet provide you with the energy and stamina to get through the day. They are the ultimate fast food! Although fresh, whole fruits and veggies are amongst the world's healthiest foods, it's also important to consume an assortment of grains, nuts, seeds and foods rich in essential fatty acids. Experts recommend consuming a daily total of 3-5 servings of vegetables, 2-4 servings of fruit, 6-11 servings of grains, and 1-2 servings of nuts and seeds. One serving of vegetables is equivalent to1/2 cup cooked or chopped raw vegetables, or 3/4 cup vegetable juice, or 1 cup of raw leafy vegetables (cabbage, lettuce, collard greens). One serving of grains equals 1/4 cup of cooked grains. A serving of nuts and seeds equ

The Revolution Will Not Be Pasteurized
The revolution will not be pasteurized: Inside the raw-milk underground TYPE Article BY Nathanael Johnson PUBLISHED April 2008 VIEW Page imagePAGESPDFPDF The agents arrived before dawn. They concealed the squad car and police van behind trees, and there, on the road that runs past Michael Schmidt’s farm in Durham, Ontario, they waited for the dairyman to make his move. A team from the Ministry of Natural Resources had been watching Schmidt for months, shadowing him on his weekly runs to Toronto. Two officers had even infiltrated the farmer’s inner circle, obtaining for themselves samples of his product. Lab tests confirmed their suspicions. It was raw milk. The unpasteurized stuff. Now the time had come to take him down. Schmidt had risen that morning at 4 a.m. He milked his cows and ate breakfast. He loaded up a delivery, then fired up the bus. But as he reached the end of the driveway, two cars moved in to block his path. A police officer stepped into the road and rais

Pic Stealer/down Rater/hater..help Get Them Off Fu
=== 'TinkerbellMN84 (MY ACCOUNT GOT DELETED PLEASE HELP ME GET BACK TO FU-KING)' wrote the following at '2008-04-27 08:30:48'.. > > This user ripped my picts posted them on their page and then put nasty comments up about them. These are people on fubar that I despise with all my being. > > leelee1319@yahoo.com@ fubar > > > (repost of original by 'F/A/R Every1' on '2008-04-27 03:56:04') > (repost of original by '~Shannon~ Captain 2nd Alarm Hotties IA Unit, Fiesta Tappers Owned By D Smith aka 'Smitty - Just' on '2008-04-27 04:25:30') > (repost of original by 'Mz Chaos♥R/L Wifey 2 TinMan22/' on '2008-04-27 04:27:49')

When You Have Sons Like These
And you also find out interesting things when you have sons, like... 1.) A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. ft. house 4 inches deep. 2.) If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3.) A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4.) If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. room. 5.) You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. 6.) The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7.) When you hear the toilet flush and the words 'uh oh', it's already too late.

Hero/villian
What superhero/villain are you? Your Result: You are Wolverine You are psycho. Violence is your middle name, and you have a really silly haircut. You have good, uncaring taste in clothes. You hate anyone who acts like Ned Flanders, and you tend to keep grudges. If you were a kid you'd be that little boy on the playground who goes nuts and flails and hits and kicks when teased (and bites, ouch). You are, at heart, an okay person, with a dislike for evil, but you really need to take a chill pill and maybe socialize in a friendly way a little more. And get a haircut. Oh, please.You are Doctor Doom You are the Green Goblin You are Spider-man You are Thor You are Elektra You are Captain America

Fade Away
A beautiful morning a clear blue sky I wipe the tears away from my eyes High is the sky above I see a dove a sign of what I thought was love I turn the radio on, its time to dress My heart is broken, my heads a mess They play his song and I let out a sigh Forcing back the tears, its hard not to cry I think about him all day long Oh why oh why did I have to hear that fucking song Why when we love with body and mind That breaking up and heart break is so unkind I see him everywhere I look I wish I could shut him out like closing a book Am I bitter and twisted and full of hate Or is the beast still locked up behind a gate If I where to hate him It would mean I never loved him And I did love him I know for sure For in my heart my love was pure For he was my love, caring and kind And in losing him I nearly lost my mind So the am I really bitter in twisted?? I think not for I believe I was gifted. To love, to lose and then to cry You feel like you just wa

Type Of Accent Do You Have ?
What American accent do you have? Your Result: The West Your accent is the lowest common denominator of American speech. Unless you're a SoCal surfer, no one thinks you have an accent. And really, you may not even be from the West at all, you could easily be from Florida or one of those big Southern cities like Dallas or Atlanta.The Midland The South Boston North Central The Inland North Philadelphia The Northeast

Updates For Sunday 4/27
Good Morning Everyone! Profile of the Week: MASTER Cain ~Demon Crew Co-Founder-Master to Blood Vixen~He needs 2,201,009 points to GodFather!! We also have two unofficial contests/giveaways going on at the moment. Scooter is in my contest where the top prize is a 30 Day Blast or a 3 Month VIP DJ Yummy needs 10K in comments for a 1 Month VIP or Blast Since round 2 of the Battle of the Sexes has not started yet please help them out with some comments as much as possible! These are Unofficial contests/giveaways so you are not obligated to, but it would be nice. Please welcome our newest members.... ~DJ Yummy~demon crew member & DJ @ SunSetCafe~FuWife to DJ Disturbed & Wettangel~Kight Killers BabyG knight KILLER COUZIN IT bartinder@sunsetcafe&asst manager@nautghy g&g demon crew bomber

What Type Of Partier Are You ?
What type of partier are you? Your Result: Hardcore drunk You are usually the first one at the bar, right after work, before anyone else gets there. You tend to be quite buzzed before a single of your friends show up, and keep on drinkin when they get there. You often forget your credit card at the bar and have to retreive it the next day, and can never believe the bill is so high. At parties, you are still drinking while most of the rest of the party is passed out and sleeping. It takes you forever to catch a buzz, and even longer for a buzz to go away. You're made for this lifestyle!Bar Slut The rock-star party animal Bar Social Butterfly The Socialite The Lurker The designated driver

Another Poem
I am only me, that is all that I can be No more, no less, don’t second guess I love, I laugh, I live and cry, I’ve wished at times, that I could die Some days I’m funny, others I’m not, sometimes I’m in overdrive and can’t stop I am a loyal and honest friend, You know that I’ll be there until the end I am a romantic, sensual, and passionate too, to the love of my life, I’ll share this with you I can be sweet and shy or sassy and bold, I’m quite a handful, or so I’ve been told I am not perfect, I do have my faults, like when I get scared I put up high walls Or I’m not as forgiving, as I’d sometimes like to be, because when I hurt, I hurt deeply My logic is all my own, at times misunderstood, because I don’t always do things for my own good I have many facets, like a diamond you see… I am only me.

Nikon Beats The Crap Out Of Canon @ Tipa Awards
TIPA Photography Award Winners Announced: Nikon Goes Away Happy By Charlie Sorrel EmailApril 25, 2008 | 8:46:06 AMCategories: Cameras The Technical Image Press Association (TIPA) has announced to results of the annual camera Oscars. The European awards are coveted by manufacturers, mostly because they get to stick the TIPA logo on the camera box and thereby shift more units. This year, Nikon scooped the Pro and Expert categories with the D3 and D300 respectively. We know that both are good, and probably the two main reasons that Nikon is gaining ground against its old rival Canon. Canon, though, also managed to win a gong for the best "advanced" DSLR with its EOS 450D, not a bad feat as for a camera that started shipping a few days ago. Check the link for the full list of winners.

Fake Ass Shit
http://fubar.com/user/1799364 < [ may be deleted now ] THere seems to be some pretty immature people on this site. Granted I've had my fair share of drama we all know you cant get away from it and I've said a few things from time to time that I cant take back though I would. But that account up there is fake. I would never make up a stupid account to rate my friends low numbers thats ridiculous amd further more , yes King and I were friends but no i never loved him. It was never to that level. So who ever thought they'd be slick and fuck with me should at least get the story straight. I may be many things but i am NOT a liar, nor am i that immature to where i need to make up an account... I know who made it and I know why you made it so why dont you just leave me the hell alone. PLEASE

Best Quality
What's Your Best Quality? Your Result: Out-Going Your best quality is out-going! People like you because you are fun to be around and no one ever knows what you will do next. Also you are not afraid to say or do whatever you want. Personality Intelligence Sense of Humor Ambitious Loving What's Your Best Quality?Take More Quizzes

Lawlermobile Driver
I love you with my entire heart. Even though I don't possess it any more. You have it in the palms of your hands, Love. I pray only that it remains there. . . . . and that your heart remains with me. I Love You.

Nada
Sagittarius (November 22 - December 21) Others may believe that you are luckier than usual, but it's just that your mind is working so fast now that you can stay ahead of everyone else. Combine that with your willingness to take a risk and this can add up to the appearance of luck. But don't push it too far, for you can find yourself in trouble if you do.

Something To Read
The Teaching On Spherical Breathing Like the sun, we must breath, radiating out to all life. And from all life we will receive our manna. Begin by creating a place in your home that is used only for this meditation. Make a space where no one will walk through or disturb you, possibly in your bedroom. A small altar with a candle and a cushion or pillow to sit upon may be helpful. Make this place holy. It is here that you will learn to create the MER-KA-BA around your body and make conscious contact with your higher self. Once each day, enter into this meditation, until the time comes when you are a conscious breather, remembering with each breath your intimate connection with God. To begin the meditation, first sit down and relax. Let the worries of the day go. Breathe rhythmically and shallow. Be aware of your breath and relax. When you feel the tension begin to fade, begin to open your heart. Feel Love. Feel Love for all life everywhere. Continue to breathe rhythmically,

If I Could Be Anywhere
If i Could Be Anywhere Now...A Loving Embrace. If i could be anywhere now, i'd be with you. Holding you gently and treasuring the feel of the skin on your bare arms as we slowly danced before the crackling warmth of a chalet hearth. My eyes search yours. Silently mining the depths of your soul for the secrets which lie hidden there. Our left hands clasp together, fingers tightly interwoven. My other arm wraps you in a warm embrace, my open hand resting on the small of your back...holding you close, so close that our hips caress each other with the langorous motion of each step. Can you feel how my hardness grows for you? The tips of my fingers follow the delicate curve of your spine as i slide my hand up your back, cupping the back of your head in my palm and pressing your eager mouth to mine. We feel the heat of each others bodies as i lock you ever closer in my embrace. You are mine now, and i am yours. My fingers gently massage your scalp, and our tongues play their own sec

Club F.a.r. Request And Family Rules
We the Club F.A.R. Family, the #1 Family on FUBAR, would like to send out an invitation to all of FUBAR to come join our loving family. The requirements are simple and as follows, 1. You must be a level 5. 2. You must have a SALUTE pic, We dont care how old as long as its a verified CHERRYTAP or a FUBAR one 3. You must FAN, ADD and RATE just the profile page a 10 or 11 if your a VIP. All members links are on the members list in the blogs of our New Official Club F.A.R. Homepage 4. Once you have added all the current members, you must return every few days to the bottom of each team list to check for new members to FAN, ADD & RATE. This is your responsibility, dont wait for people to come to you, go show them love and lead by example. 5. We are NOT A COMMENT BOMBING FAMILY, we have had too much drama when members go against each other or friends, so this is why we are not a COMMENT BOMBING FAMILY. WE TRY TO BE A DRAMA FREE FAMILY. We do our own PIMPOUTS for our f

Fubar Drama
Well it has come to my attention that I have a little stalker...Typically you would think that because I'm a woman...it would be a man...But..not this time..It's a woman...And she's not stalking me because she wants me...Although..I'm not sure why..Most lesbians like me...But..because she has a little problem with jealousy... Came home from work this morning...Logged in like always to check my messages...And there it was in print...This chick had downrated me...Hmmm..Curious to know who she was, I of course went to her page...Awwww...Now I knew why she had been so rude...Seems that her top man is someone that "was" on my friends list...Now...please keep in mind...I have never once had any kind of communication with this man...He leaves comments...I leave him comments...Nothing more...And have never had an interest to do more...So, because I am a woman...I to have bitch tendencies...I downrated the shit out of her...Call it petty...But damnit...I worked all night and I'm not in the b

Veteran Partier!!
BATON ROUGE, LA—Veteran partier Adam Girard announced his intentions to continue partying late Saturday evening, assuring onlookers that the multiple injuries he had sustained over the previous six hours did not require medical attention, and were not severe enough to prematurely end the festivities. Despite the fact that Girard, who was attending a house party near the Louisiana State Univeristy campus, had twice fallen more than eight feet onto his shoulder while attempting to walk along the front-porch banister, the 24-year-old bookstore clerk appeared resolute in his commitment to continue consuming alcohol, singing, dancing, and hitting empty beer cans like baseballs with the tube of an old vacuum cleaner. "Whoo! Party!" Girard said. "Someone get—turn on Rock Band. I'll be all like, 'Bwah. Bwah-bwah. '" According to witnesses, the recent college graduate arrived at the party sometime during the mid-afternoon barbecue without any visible bruises, abrasions, or l

Jealous X-girlfriends !!
For someone to lie to get on here by saying they were invited here from me ... Is PRETTY SAD !!!! For you can't even put a pic up of you !!! HAHAHAHA That or your to UGLY or you may think the BLENDER is better lookin then you !!! It's sad to think that you lost a GREAT MAN to a GREAT WOMAN but you did .... I feel HONOURED to think that you joined this site just to look at YOUR'S TRULY !!!!! Well get a lookie at my MAN'S page for his pic's of US !!! ( NSFW OF COURSE BOY"S !!!!) For all the rest on here who has NO interest in DRAMA QUEEN'S to be on their page ... Look out for The Best You Never Had !! Grade A DRAMA !!!!!!! Take care and play safe !!

Today On World Rock Radio
Click banner to enter lounge WRR PIMPOUT OF THE WEEK: ROCK ANGEL has until Sunday at Midnight EST to join the World Rock Radio Lounge for 20,000 fubux!!! If you know Rock Angel, make sure you join the lounge & tell her about this bulletin. When she joins before Sunday at Midnight EST and let's us know you sent her, she gets 20,000 fubux & you receive 5000 fubux!!! 12:00PM EST (Noon) For requests, hit me up on yahoo at krayzeecreeme Click banner to visit Cujo's MySpace page! 2:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at jrmoose75

Disorder Test
DisorderRatingParanoid Disorder:ModerateSchizoid Disorder:ModerateSchizotypal Disorder:ModerateAntisocial Disorder:LowBorderline Disorder:ModerateHistrionic Disorder:ModerateNarcissistic Disorder:HighAvoidant Disorder:LowDependent Disorder:LowObsessive-Compulsive Disorder:Moderate-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! ---- Personality Disorders --

Nostalgique
pg. 1 It was just the flight of snowflakes touching, receding on the rose-colored cheeks that evoked a waterfall of butterfly giggles brushing my heart with the softness of admiration for all that was new in the wonderful world of innocence Dancing to the unheard rhythm of the descending white twirling endlessly until the earth seemed to move counter clock wise to you and you landed with amusement sparkling in deep brown eyes in the soft pile of cold and laughter rose toward the heavens pg. 2 You reached out holding the camera with careful dedication “kiss the snowman, mommy” and in a moment of youthful exuberance you captured what would become a forever engraved snapshot of the young man in becoming etched within the core of me Dedicated to my two children with eternal love and devotion Adam & Aleyna

Make Her A Queen.....
Please come help this DIVA level up. Diva Lynne only needs 59,000 point to reach Fu~Queen. She is also hosting a Happy Hour at 3pm PST 6pm EST. Please stop in and show this DIVA sum mad love. Thanks to all that help... Peace&Love MsMaine ~Lynne ~ Diva Mafia~Owned by MASTER~Owner of ,NOVA, MASTER, Bubbles, Techboy007...@ fubar

Spring Ii
Twelve years ago I built a blind over one of my back decks and planted wisteria in hopes someday it would be covered in bloom and provide shade. The last two years it had some blooms but this morning it's a huge roof of purple over my deck.

Sorry Master
A soft whimper escapes my lips and a shiver runs through my body as I feel your hand caress my left breast, making my nipple grow hard. I lean into your touch but you pull away with a soft chuckle. "Someone seems anxious tonight." Another small laugh reaches my ears and I nod vigorously. Sometimes I hate our similar fetish for blindfolds. I want to see your face as you put me through this exquisite torture, watch your hands prepare your tools, and gaze at your gloriously naked body. I gasp softly as your hand slides between my thighs, urging them further apart to allow your fingers to dip inside my dew soaked cunt. I squeeze the two fingers you slide in, wanting to draw them in deeper and keep them there while at the same time wishing your hard throbbing cock would replace them. However, I know it's too soon for you to end my sweet agony. You stroke my inner walls for just a moment before withdrawing your fingers and gently pressing my shoulders to the ground, lifting my hips. I whi

On Inhibitions To Writing
I've come to the realization that as obvious as some of my influences are to myself, others either don't realize, or see them as insignificant, as even they had their own influences and progenitors in developing thoughts. Way too hard on myself.

On Supposing There's No Cheating Death Through Science Fiction
minds do not transfer, synapses do not copy, memories fade, dissipate, and are kept, alive, by those who shall never know them, if kept, and passed on, at all. what's in writing, is what you're reading, and all you've got to go on. much shall be lost, in time, and translation.

Yeah Well Life Is Sucking
I had been sitting here for about 3 hours now. I'm downloading update word Microsoft Vista, is taking forever. It's driving me up the fucking wall. I learned I have an option on my computer to speak into it as transcribes what I say into whenever program I'm using. Do any of you have that? Maybe it's something Microsoft this that has exclusively, but it's pretty awesome. So like if I was writing a paper I could totally speak it out loud. How easy would that make writing papers? That you wish you had this option and your computer. Right now I'm just practicing writing in word document, but I plan on writing a bunch of blog entries this way. I mean all I have to do is just say things out loud. Any ways, I just slept for like 20 hours because I took some geodon to make myself go to sleep. I had slept in like a day. However this was a bad idea considering it probably could died. Also apparently I said some really crazy shit to Steve on the phone. I guess he came over too

Somewhere In Time...
As Mistress Whiplash opened her eyes and lay there trying to focus her weary brain and thinks to herself will it be just another day,what excitement awaits me today? More than likely nothing,just a normal one,yet discreetly wishing that some villain would try to brighten up her day.The forces of evil were everywhere but it was mainly the servants that she was catching these days.The masters behind the dastardly plans were hiding themselves...she knew who they were though...soon one would make a mistake. So for now it would be a working day of humble servility and politeness to co-workers.As a woman driving a truck she was still a rare thing and many never understood why she drove such a large truck to deliver some times such insignificant things,"it's the only truck I got", she replied sweetly to inquisitive people. Mistress Whiplash had her secrets well hidden,her origins,where she came from,why she wore the clothes she did and were not just sexy atire to seduce men.Mind you

Show Lilly Anna Some Big Luv Plzzzz
This lady just ROCKS hardcore!!! she is the sweetest nicest person. please show her some big ass luv ~ Lilly Anna ~ Head Promoter Greeter@ Your Addiction~ Promoter@ Ink Heaven~@ fubar

I Am Sponge Bob Square Pants
Everyone has a personality of a cartoon character. Have you ever asked yourself what cartoon character do you most resemble? A group of investigators got together and analyzed the personalities of well known and modern cartoon characters. The information that was gathered was made into this test. Answer all the questions (only 10) with what describes you best, add up all your Points (which are next to the answer that you choose) at the end and look for your results. Do not cheat by looking at the end before you are done. 1. Which one of the following describes the perfect date? a) Candlelight dinner (4 pts.) b) Fun/Theme Park (2 pts.) c) Painting in the park (5 pts) d) Rock concert (1 pt.) .e) Going to the movies (3 pts.) 2. What is your favorite type of music? a) Rock and Roll (2 pts.) b) Alternative (1 pt.) c) Soft Rock (4 pts.) d) Country (5 pts.) e) Pop (3 pts.) 3. What type of movies do you prefer? a)

Jeff Foxworthy On Upstate New York
If you consider it a sport to gather your food by drilling through 36 inches of ice and sitting there all day hoping that the food will swim by, you might live in Upstate New York. If you're proud that your region makes the national news 96 nights a year because Saranac Lake is the coldest spot in the nation, and Syracuse gets more snow than any other major city in the US, you might live in Upstate, NY. If your local Dairy Queen is closed from October through May, you might live in Upstate New York If you instinctively walk like a penguin for six months out of the year, you might live, bundled up, in Upstate New York. If someone in a Home Depot store offers you assistance, and they don't work there,you might live in Upstate NY. If your dad's suntan stops at a line curving around the middle of his forehead, you might live in Upstate New York. If you have worn shorts and a parka on the same day, you might live in Upstate New York. If you have had a lengthy phone con

Drinks That Show Personality
Drinks that Show Personalityâ€¦Before you order a drink in public, you should read this! Seven New York City bartenders were asked if they could 'nail' a woman's personality based on what she drinks. Though interviewed separately, they concurred on almost all counts. The results: PART A: WOMEN-DRINKS, WHO THEY ARE, & YOU! Drink: Beer Personality: Causal, low-maintenance; down to earth. Your Approach: Challenge her to a game of pool. Drink: Blender Drinks Personality: Flaky, whiny, annoying; a pain in the ass. Your Approach: Avoid her, unless you want to be her cabana boy. Drink: Mixed Drinks Personality: Older, more refined, high maintenance has very picky taste; knows EXACTLY what she wants. Your Approach: You won't have to approach her. If she's interested, Drink: Wine (does not include White Zinfandel) Personality: Conservative and classy; sophisticated yet giggles. Your Approach: Tell her you love to travel and spend quiet evenings with friends..

Thanx
fubar is really cool place to meet people, I like this place, gifts, ratings and friends, I'm new to fubar but so far I like it, no I love it, thanx friendsBest graphics, layouts, and more for your profiles! Click Here!

Insignificant....
As I gaze up into the stars this night, I know that I am insignificant. As the blackness of the night fades, I know I am insignificant. As daylight approaches the horizon, I know I am insignificant. As I watch the world around me awaken to the new day, I know I am insignificant. As people pass me by throughout their busy day, I know I am insignificant. As loved one’s hurry about, taking care of their own, I know I am insignificant. When I look into the eyes of a past lover, I know just how insignificant I really am. As I travel this life and learn all the life lessons that I must, I know that I am very much insignificant. Written by Paulette ~4-27-2008~

A Cool Betting Website For The Sports Fan....
This is a site for gamblers.It's free and they ask for no credit card info and there's no catch.I've been doing this for weeks now and I'm loving it. They give you 10 cents to bet with and you can bet it all on one sport or spread it out to however many sporting events you want to.So there's nothing for you to lose at all. Once you reach $10 you can cash out at any time and they will send you a check for the amount that you won and yes it's real money,or you can keep on betting with it. Right now the sports you can bet on is MLB,NBA,NHL,UFC and several soccer leagues.all you have to do is click on the link posted below or copy and paste it in your browser and sign up and you'll be on your way to making every game interesting. I know it sounds dumb and i thought so at first too but it's really not and it's a lot of fun.So check it out and good luck with your bets and who knows maybe you'll win a few bucks if you're the lucky type. http://www.centsports.com/?opcode=21915

My Fu-owner
Britney SpearsI'm A Slave 4 UMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Come check out my new owner 2thick, Fu-Owner of Suga Mama and Precious_Txs@ fubar He's a wonderful guy, he has some great pics and some good music on his page. I even bet he'd love for you to leave him a snapvine comment. So please if you have a moment just drop by and show some fu-♥ and F/A/R or ladies maybe even a crush =) Thank you!!!!!!!!!!!! This message was brought to you by ~Suga Mama™®© fu-owned by 2thick~@ fubar

Yesterday
Heard on the radio that a 72 year old woman had an accident on her bedroom stripping pole. She was 276lbs and it broke while she was trying something new. The problem is the pole wasn't properly mounted so it fell with her.

To Do It Right...we Must Do It Complete.
Crying only a little bit is no use. You must cry until your pillow is soaked. Then you can get up and laugh . . . --Galway Kinnell Many of us were raised to deny our feelings; that is, we might have been allowed to describe them politely, but we were not allowed to express feelings on the spot by wailing, jumping for joy, or dancing. This is often considered rude. In a proper home, we often hear, if people have feelings, they have them quietly. But many of us have suffered living this way. We need a full and thorough expression of a feeling in order to know it, experience it, and move beyond it. This is the way we let go of sadness, for instance. Feelings come and go. If we are not afraid to let them have their moment, we will not be afraid to express them.

Opening Soon
I am Hosting another Auction. This is gonna be a different Auction. The rules are: A 1 day blast equals 100k in fubucks. A 3 day blast/Bling pack equals 250k in fubucks. A 7 day Blast/Ticker pack/1 month VIP equals 500k in fubucks. A 3 Month VIP equals 1 million fubucks A 6 Month VIP equals 1.5 million fubucks A 12 Month VIP/Happy Hour equals 2 million fubucks And here is the twist: You tell me when you want to end the Auction. If you like the current bid its your choice. If no one bids on you after a week you will get the highest bid posted. I might be Hosting the auction, but it will be done on another page. If anyone wants to enter hit one of the 2 people below up. I will be stop accepting entries Wednesday the 30th and the auction will run from May 1st to 10th. This is where the Auction will take place at, so hit one of us up and your in: The New Justice League Mafia@ fubar BROUGHT TO YOU BY: King of Kings/Ruler of Heavens Angels/Fu-Owned by Steph@nie/

Sunday, 27 April 2008
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A Truer Understanding Of A Woman's Mind Awaits Inside!
Well here I go again with a shameless advertisement about my book. Hey, someone has to sell them, right! Peter Britt's book, "ALL THAT I AM, I THINK!" is critically acclaimed as (The Woman's Nightstand Companion) they say there is a good reason for that. I suggest you find out and let me know what you think. Easy to do, click a link BUT.....If you would like an autographed copy, you need to use the links BELOW the photo. If you use the first link above the photo, the book comes straight from my publisher. So what are you waiting for? I'm ready and so are the books! Thanks to all my wonderful friends and fans for you fabulous support. Peter Britt Click here for Peter's publisher book store Click this link to order the Hard Cover book. $24.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in Hard Cover Click this link to order the paperback book. $19.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in paperback Just click the cdba

Lmfao
If you have raised kids (or been one), and gone through The pet syndrome, including toilet flush burials for dead Goldfish, the story below will have you laughing out LOUD! Overview: I had to take my son's lizard to the vet. Here's what happened: Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me There was 'something wrong' with one of the two Lizards he holds prisoner in his room. 'He's just lying there looking sick,' he told me. 'I'm Serious, Dad. Can you help?' I put my best lizard-healer expression on my face and Followed him into his bedroom. One of the little lizards Was indeed lying on his back, looking stressed. I Immediately knew what to do. 'Honey,' I called, 'come look at the lizard!' 'Oh, my gosh!' my wife exclaimed. 'She's Having babies.' 'What?' my son demanded. 'But their names are Bert and Ernie, Mom!' I was equally outraged. 'Hey, how can that be? I thought we said we didn't Want them to reproduce,' I said accusingly to my

Roses
A Bed of Roses A bed of roses, A field of poppies, The landscape ends, To begin with clear blue sky. No clouds to break, This illusion of peace, No sun, but yet I'm warm, A gentle breeze, But no grass stirs, No movement but The beat of my heart. Laying close together, But yet I'm alone, A bed of roses, A field of poppies. Just a dream , The affair of the heart.

If You Ever Look At Another One Of My Blogs Please View This One!!!!!
I RECEIVED THIS IN AN EMAIL THIS MORNING AND UPON WATCHING IT I WAS IN UTTER SHOCK AND DISBELIEF THAT NOT IS THIS HAPPENING BUT THIS POOR EXCUSE OF A HUMAN BEING HAS NOT BEEN CAUGHT.

Strangers On My Flight
Strangers on my flight, turbans they're packin'. Wonderin' if they might, plan a hijacking. They could pull a stunt, before this flight is through. Something's on their minds. I saw them mutter. What that in their hands? Looks like box cutters, I'm gonna kick some ass, if they make a move. Strangers on my flight. Two smelly people, and they're not talking right; and in a moment, I will grab base ball bat; and that will be that. Swing like Joe DiMaggio, and rip them both a new a-hole. And if they pick a fight, and try to screw us, I'll punch out their lights, just like Joe Louis. It would feel so right, for strangers on my flight. Ratta Tat Tat Tat, Budda Bing Bang Boom, Zooma Zooma Zoom. Send those bastards to the moon....

Happy Bday Catch N Release! Show Da Luv
It is finally here! It is THE day! The day we celebrate the birth of that awesomely wonderful and talented individual, Catch& Release! On his special day, please take a minute to show him da love! Here is his link. Catch & Release@ fubar MySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts MySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts MySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts and for the first time ever...I am even gonna pimp myself out..hee hee! If you get a sec, come show me a lil bit o luv too....mwahhhhhhhh! Click my pic below...c'mon..i know u wanna! luvya, zoeygrl~ fuwife 2 zgirl~Club FAR~Mad FuBombers~TrueLycan FL Bombers~@ fubar

A Brain Cell Is The Same As The Universe
by Cliff Pickover, Reality Carnival Physicists discover that the structure of a brain cell is the same as the entire universe. "Oh God, guide me, protect me; make of me a shining lamp and a brilliant star." -- Abdu’l-Bahá If you are interested in brains and the universe, check out Archimedes to Hawking! Shiver at the sexy minds who have laid naked the math machinery whirring just beneath the skin of reality. Please e-mail me if you get this book, as I would like to know what you think of it. Image Source http://www.nytimes.com/imagepages/2006/08/14/science/20060815_SCILL_GRAPHIC.html Return to Reality Carnival. If you like stories like this, Reality Carnival has many more.

Fuck It
Just sit there with your hatetred baskeling at the fact that it is all over. How bout you go and shoot yourself it would work alot better than having me do it . Just wait for the end to come so you can be judged by the person who turned his back on you for so long is that a god i think not he made us and figured that it would have been better without us here. All we do is kill and feed of the weaklys of the world to further desicrate your little fucking world and make you feel power but you are just a ant sittin on a anthill. Youre dead we have ruin this world there is no saving it and the children of the world will be the same way because that is all they see the killing the drugs and the hunger of death that we all long for we are waiting for the day of redemption.

Happieness
I realized something today that there is hope for happiness and you daze off dreaming about a life with no more pain and you realize that its my fault that I am still in pain I need to let go look forward to the future there is always hope for better things just keep your mind focused on the thing s that matter and forget the nonsense that goes on around you and you will be successful you will be happy just keep telling yourself that because I used to want it badly just for the pain of my past to go away but I couldn't let go but someone is starting to open my eyes and show me that their is hope and I am thanking that person from the bottom of my heart for being a friend if not more someday but you know who you are and I thank you

Be Happy
having the time of my life just kickin and trying to aceive happieness is my new goal in life just keep my friends close and fuck my enimems cause no one will bring me down now i am happy for once i have been dreading my past everyday now i just like being happy and staying away from the dark side just stay away from me if you are negative have happy thoughts cause nothin with come to you if you look at the world as shit belive me i know i have been there have done that don't ever do it again cause the darkness with over take your soul and all you want is death to come and over impose your life so all i am trying to say is be happy

Why Did U Drink
Why did you drink why did you drive but in the end i was the one to die, you just you loved you said you cared then tell me why i am so scared, you said just a couple of drinks but now i lay on the cold contrete as my heart starts to sink , the dreams i had will never come true belive it or not its because of you you drank your beer and smoked your pot but now my body is the one that hased to rot as my life flashes in front of my eyes youre my dad and you don't even cry why did i have to die?

Friends And Family
This is marked NSFW because I'm sure a few people might want to bitch about my decision, but I've decided to close off Shoutbox to family only. Most of the people I talk to in Shoutbox are family anyway, so no need to receive random bullshit in it. For those who aren't in my family I have a few slots left, and I will happily try to add people as I get requests. No offense to people, but I just don't need random spam coming at me when I really don't give a damn about it. Yeah I know, pretty pointless blog, but who the hell cares? The people who take the time to read it clearly. Ian PS...requests are private messages telling me you want to be in my family. As far as who gets added, don't take offense if you don't get put in the family, I just have some people I talk to and if they want it, they will get it.

My Bff Hh Fubucks?!?! Bling?!?! Surprise Bonuses?!?!{
OK I DID IT!!! I SET UP MY HH FOR MONDAY AT 7PM FU-TIME(PST)!! THIS IS MY FIRST HH ON MY NEW ACCOUNT SO I'M REALLY HOPING IT'S A GOOD ONE! AND SINCE THE RATE-A-THON WAS SUCH A HIT WHEN I HAD MY HH ON MY OLD ACCOUNT I WILL BE DOING IT AGAIN!!! 12k FOR 100 11s 6k FOR 100 10s & 6k FOR 100 STASH RATES! ALSO I WILL BE GIVING BLINGS OUT TO RANDOM PEOPLE! SO AFTER EVERY 100 RATES YOU HAVE TO MESSAGE ME SO YOU WILL HAVE MORE CHANCES AT GETTING A BLING!!! WILL BE DOING 1 CREDIT BLINGS AND 3 CREDIT BLINGS AND A FEW PEOPLE WILL GET A BONUS FOR DOUBLE THE FUBUCKS FOR THE SET OF 100 THEY DID!!! AND THE PERSON WHO DOES THE MOST RATES DURING MY HH WILL GET A BLING AND GET PIMPED AND SOME BONUS FUBUCKS!! LAST TIME A COUPLE PEOPLE STARTED EARLY I WILL NOT BE PAYING FOR EARLY RATES BUT MAY EXTEND THE RATE-A-THON LONGER DEPENDING ON HOW WELL IT GOES AND HOW MUCH FUBUCKS I HAVE! LOL! SO ON MONDAY MAKE SURE YOU SAVE YOUR 11s/RATES FOR MY HAPPY HOUR!!!!! TinkerbellMN84 (MY ACCOUNT GOT DELETED PLEASE HE

Older Women
An older woman is like a fine wine. She just gets better with age. As the strong flavorsome rush of youth matures into a rich and intriguing mixture of subtle blends, textures and tastes, the true character evolves. She is not to be handled carelessly, not to be just quaffed down quickly. No, instead you must take the time to slowly savor the exquisite complexity that only the passing of time can endow. A true connoisseur knows he should draw her out slowly, lovingly as he would with a bottle from the shelf. Handle that bottle delicately and caressingly before gently easing out the cork and pouring the dark rich beauty from within. Let the flavor linger upon your tongue, the fine aroma excite your nose. Enjoy the firm full body upon your palate as you savor it drop by lingering drop. Be captivated by the stimulating rush as you become intoxicated with its heady delights. And a true connoisseur will not then just select another wine – he will not even bother with an extensive cell

Thank You For Your Help During Hh
I WANT TO SAY A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL THE PEOPLE THAT WAITED UP TO HELP MEON MY HAPPY HOUR FRIDAY NIGHT SOME THAT HELD ON TO THEIR 11'S JUST FOR ME. I CAN NOT SAY THANK YOU ENOUGH! IF I MISSED ANYONE I AM SORRY JUST PLEASE LET ME KNOW BUT THESE PEOPLE HELPED ME OUT THE MOST AND GAVE ALL THEY COULD GIVE. MY FRIENDS ARE THE GREATEST. MUCH LOVE. MUAAAAAAH!!!! BIG {{HUGS}} TINKERBELLMN84 TinkerbellMN84 (MY ACCOUNT GOT DELETED PLEASE HELP ME GET BACK TO FU-KING)@ fubar LEXA ~*~{Lexa}~*~@ fubar LIL BIT "Lil Bit"@ fubar IRISH GUARDIAN Irish Guardian@ fubar HOPE Hope@ fubar Ðj £íßë®tÿ Ðj £íßë®tÿ RL/GF tø ThëØrïgïnÅlR¤¤stë® Õwñé® Øƒ §tiçk$ & §tøñës

Update On My Knee And Such
Well as many of you know i finaly got the date for my surgery *No time yet just the date* its the 12th of june as for those who dont know I messed up my knee back in feb and have been out on disablity since then and have been waiting for them to set a date for my surgery since they told me that i had 2 tears in my miniskis..well i talked to the surgen and such and left it as a judgement call to him when he's in my knee on weather he though it was a good idea to do the latteral release on my knee *both my knees naturealy pull out wards basicly my right knee pulls to the right my left knee pulls to the left* and what a lateral release is a 2 in. inseasion under the skin which will make my knee cap center on my leg. SOOOO what that means is...if he just repairs the tears i'll be down for a month..if he does the latteral realease as well i'll be down for 4-6 months and let me tell you im getting stir crasy staying at home with bearly anyone to talk to at all but hey what can you do...an

Just Musing
God placed daily on this earth, lady's fair to bring birth, to the ladys and to the men, who will later gain the ken. So the cycle round it goes, bringing pain or joy to those who can live and love and be part of Gods' great symphony. Some say there are those too old to remain part of the fold; they have lived long past the day they can't be part of the play. I don't know if this is true, long as eyes can observe you. Feelings run so deep and pure, don't think age is part the cure. For a fever still can be caused by sexy sensual thee. Lady always has the right to give a nod or treat as blight. Man can ask and sit and pray hoping to him she will say, I think I can still have pride if we go and share the ride. Then they two will take their place in the cycle of the human race.

My Trip To Fairbanks
Well when I was younger I used to travel with my brother sometimes. One time we went to Alaska. It's a fantastic place to see. Well we landed in Fairbanks at the start of the trip, with the idea to work our way down to Anchorage. So we get there and check into the hotel. My bro was tired and wanted to take a nap, so I thought I would just take a little walk to downtown Fairbanks. So I go to the front desk and ask how far it is to downtown. "Oh just a few blocks, just walk out here and go straight." Perfectly normal idea, right? I thought so. And the lady at the desk gave no indication that there was anything wrong with this idea. So I walk out and make my way to downtown Fairbanks. As I am walking, I notice that every car that passes by has one single guy in it. There is a lot of honking horns. (Double entendre. :)) I stop at a corner and wait to cross the street and a car stops and someone is saying something to me that is not very polite. This rattles me a littl

For My True Fam And You Guys Know Who Your Are
we have had our up and a our downs and out downs was posssably the lowest i ever been in my life. Im busting my ass to fix everything and prove to myself and you all that im better and not emo. but in the last 24 hours idk anymore i love you all like my real blood but i am feeling that im really not important especally after the girl i loved blew me off so again i love my fam and if you all feel the same way just give me some time please im really hurt by this girl i put her before my fam my friends and i learned the hard way that online women are only happy when you focus on them but when it comes to somthing really important to you they are ghost so in closeing yes guys im single and WILL be that way till fubar closes im sorry i made the stupid mistake of choosing a girl i knew for a few months over the people i been with and have proceted and have protected in the last year i cant make it all better in one day but i want you all to know i have learned women come and go but fam stays

This Is True Me
How do u tell u online friends something that only a few people around u has know for years.I been asking that same question for 4 years now.Well tonight I reveled the big secret my friend cyandie she is a sister to me.The secret I've been battling and health problem since I was 4 years it called growth hormone def.I remember the first I meet the doctor when I was 5 years old sitting in the room with an there alot doctors around me talking my mom.I siting on the table the table drawing on that paper stuff.I really didn't understand what was doing at time.All I know was something was wrong with and then that when the test started hell how many people can say they had repeat k-g I can.My first year of k-g was at Unc hospital in chapel hill,north carloina.My specialist at was Dr.Underwood he had just finished study's on growth hormone def. that I have.Years went by only my closest friends know what was wrong with me.It was hard for me going to school kids pick me cause at age of 7 years i

What Is Your Sexual Zodiac?
Libra You are so popular, you have your choice of hotties. You can easily charm anyone of your choosing, and you often come home with someone you picked up at the bar.Despite your forward and extroverted nature, you are usually submissive in bed. You like your partner to take the lead and show you all of their little secrets.Sex matches: Gemini, Sagittarius, Aquarius 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com

Song By Sade'
You think I'd leave your side baby? You know me better than that Think I'd leave you down When you're down on your knees? I wouldn't do that I'll tell you you're right when you're wrong Ah, ah, ah, oh, oh, oh, oh And if only you could see into me Ohh, when you're cold I'll be there Hold you tight to me When you're on the outside Baby, and you can't get in I would show you You're so much better than you know When you're lost, you're alone Can't get back again I will find you Darlin' and I'll bring you home And if you want to cry I am here to dry your eyes (ooh) You know time You'll be fine You think I'd leave your side baby? You know me better than that Think I'd leave you down When you're down on your knees? I wouldn't do that I'll tell you you're right when you're wrong Ah, ah, ah, ah, oh, oh, oh And if only you could see into me Ohh, when you're cold I'll be there Hold you tight to me (to me, yeah) Ohh, when you're alone I'll be there By

Alone.
I know its wining and I shouldn't be even talking about it because FUBAR doesnt really care.. but mostly I'm just saying this to get it off of my chest.. No otehr reason.. I'm sick of being alone.. I'm sick of not having someone to hold when i go to sleep.. and I'm sick of having no one to hold me.. I'm sick of waking up alone.. I think im incapable of being loved.

Niagara Falls
More than six million cubic feet of water fall over the crest line every minute in high flow. But not even Niagara Falls can compete with the flow of emotions I am overwhelmed by when I think about you. ~Michael~ Click the above image to rate / rip / comment!

Hahahah Awesome!
i copied and pasted this from Nyha! I loved it cuz this is exactly how i feel.. Thank God my man gets this about me! Look, I know you men have it difficult. Women are just about impossible to understand, much less please. In a post-feminist society, you never know exactly what you should be doing. Women are bloody picky, I know we are. It can be scary, too, when women freak out about what appear to be benign issues. And men who do their best to be respectful, female-positive humans, I salute you, I do. But please, please just fuck me already. Honestly, I appreciate your thoughtfulness. I like that you want to take things slow. I can totally get behind the idea of emotional connection, but dearjesusinheaven, FUCK ME. We've done dinner and drinks. We've gone dancing. We've cuddled and watched a movie. I'm wearing a low cut shirt and you've been staring at my breasts all night. Goodgodalmighty, get to it and fuck me. When we get hot and heavy, please take charge. Please, please f

My Lesson.....april 26, 2008
What we had, was a few moments in time. What you held were my dreams, What I had was hope. What I hold is memories, of how i want to feel again. What I need is to heal, for now I hide in myself. I have survived the pain, The fist that pounded into me. The bruises have faded completely, the memories haunt me less. I was strong enough to walk away, though my head was down. I had the will to survive, and this will be the same. This is better. I can laugh or cry, I can thrive or fail. My life is my own. I have been held gently. Stroked correctly, held lightly, caressed sofly, kissed fiercly... and I have been set free. I will once again find my wings, I have been through worse things.

Answer To My Prayers
Ever since I can remember, I've asked God to grant me one request. To find that one person that could consume my mind and steal my heart. Someone who could give me everything I've ever wanted or ever hoped for in a lover. And someone who I could love with all my heart, mind, body, and soul. My prayers were finally answered when you came into my life. ~Michael~ Click the above image to rate / rip / comment!

Thinking Of You
Just sitting here and thinking, Thinking my thoughts of you Dreaming of how things would be If you were right here too. I hope that things are going The way that you had planed I only wish that you were here And I could hold your hand I dream of being with you Of being by your side Of waking up beside you of love that we won't hide I hope one day that you'll be more Than just a dream at night That I can bring you happiness And love with all my might But until then, I'm here alone There's nothing else to do Than dream of you and count the days Until I'm there with you

Moonlight And Shades Of Gray
In my world of muted gray, stands a lonely soul. Waiting for her moonlight, to return and make her whole. Through the clouds of sorrow, peek the lonely times. Fewer now; not so overwhelming, without their reasonable rhyme. Can I tell you, just how I feel? Loving you endlessly, with such great zeal. While in your presence, I breath in life. Making me able to storm, through this piercing knife. They try to discourage us, keeping us apart. Don't they know that, each time it kills our hearts. Why won't they let us, be always together. Tying us apart, with a strifled tether. We are grown in body, and wise in mind. But all they see in us, is a impossible love so blind.

I Stand....march 18, 08
Men have come and gone, As the moon rises to give way to dawn, Two stay with me, Into my eternity. One made me cower, To obey his command and cringe at his power. One held me tenderly And healed me completely. To one I bore three children, For all the work; the joy they've been. One gave them light and laughter, Only to turn and fade ever after. With them both there was hope and desire, Until reality came to put out the fire. After the first time I did not believe my broken heart could shine. And after the last one- It is not for me to wonder... I know what true love feels like To be so desired is just right. I have felt it once... and cannot wait to again feek its touch...

Remember Me
remember me by bedrock Remember me for who i am and what not others see, Remember me for all the laughter and happiness we shared over the time that has passed, Remember me for my strength and trust and not for the tears i have shed, Remember me for what i have overcome and for what i have failed at, remember me for when i held my head up high and not for the restless sleeps we share, Remember me for when i tried to smile when it was the hardest thing i could do, remember me for all my love i give to you and not for my faults, Remember me for my friendship instead of the time that we were not, Remember me for my success and not for my failures, Remember me for who i am, not for what the world around you tells you too.. peace,,, bedrock

Family
Family * a group of persons who form a household under one head, including parents, children, and servants. * a group of related things or people * a group of people who are generally not blood relations but who share common attitudes, interests, or goals and, frequently, live together Ok so here are three definitions of the word family. I’m giving them because it seems that the majority of people have forgotten what the word means. When people love each, are friends with each other, and care what happens to them it’s considered a family. It isn’t strange, or weird. And above all it’s not a cult. Even on here we see Fu- marriages and families and no one thinks anything of it. So i ask what is the difference. No i’ll tell you, it’s reality, honesty, truth, honor, loyalty, and righteousness. Well that’s a few anyway. So people who can’t understand the simplest of concepts like family, need to step off and get a life in the real world for once and stop hiding on the internet..

Song By Van Morrison
I've been searching a long time For someone exactly like you I've been travelling all around the world Waiting for you to come through. Someone like you makes it All worth while Someone like you keeps Me satisfied. Someone exactly Like you. I've been travellin' a hard road Lookin' for someone exactly like you I've been carryin' my heavy load Waiting for the light to come Shining through. Someone like you makes it All worth while Someone like you keeps Me satisfied. Someone exactly Like you. I've been doin' some soul searching To find out where you're at I've been up and down the highway In all kinds of foreign lands Someone like you... [etc.] I've been all around the world Marching to the beat of a different Drum. But just lately I have Realised The best is yet to come. Someone like you... [etc.]

Ok Here The Deal Dream Team
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The Box...part 1
It was late in the afternoon and he was coming home a little later than usual. She met him at the door, so happy to see him. When he comes home she can’t wait to hug and kiss him, but today she couldn’t. He was carrying a big box and it was blocking her access to him. She noticed that on the box he had written her name and “DO NOT TOUCH OR OPEN”…she kind of smirked, he knew she loved surprises but hated it when he teased her with them. He made things even worse when he placed the box in the middle of the room, knowing she would see it and have to walk around it. His huge smiling face made it all even worse. After they had dinner and she cleaned up the kitchen she went into the bedroom to fold some clothes. He stayed in the living to watch some TV and check something out online about the upcoming Nascar race. When he finished online he noticed she still had not come back into the living room. He looked at the box and smiled one of his devilish grins and decided to go find her. H

Until I Met Her
I stayed until the end. So much of what we shared was like a nightmare...but I wouldn't give up a single minute i spent with her. she woke me up to things i never felt before, things i never knew i could feel.I never knew how dead i was until i met her.

A Vampires Feast
An instinct ravished before my to pursue, The smell of rotting flesh, And the smell of something new. A short walk down the alley way, And the picture began to appear. A young woman lying at my feet, Bleeding, but still alive, I swear I almost felt a tear. Another stepped from the shadows, And took the girl by her hair. We exchanged glances, And he took away his prey, As I continued onward. I then spotted a strain of blood, And followed it along, And came upon an abandoned building, I knew that dinner was on. My eyes grew fierce, My fangs dripping with thirst, As I entered the feeding house, I thought I would burst. Bodies lied everywhere, Others still being fed from. The smell of the dead, The flies buzzing from leftovers. The picture has been placed before me, The sight and smell of blood intoxicating like ecstasy. I licked my lips and stared, For I was home, And no place could ever compare.

Loneliness
Everyday is full of more wishing, and hoping For someone to listen and want to listen To have that person belong in your world All I have is loneliness, that hurts everyday Watching everyone have that one to care for I've gone through to much pain to know truth The pain took over Letting the blood from the sliver blade fall Watching the others around just stare And not care Wanting just one to grab you by the hand Telling you not to Because your loved Soon, the loneliness takes over And all alone in the world Is what I am Just waiting and wishing everyday

My "twisted" Sense Of Humor...
Is it wrong of me to make fun of the down syndrome kid pictured on the back of the Goodwill Truck while it's parked in front of me in traffic? Why would they exploite someone in that "condition" to market their wares? It's as if they're asking, taunting, me to address the wrongness of their add campaign! OMG...It ammused me to no end for the good two minutes I was stuck at that traffic light! I find humor in other people's missfortunes...it's awful, I know, I'm going to hell... I don't care tho, I don't believe in hell anyway...it's me rebelling against my Catholic upbringing! But apparently, I'm wearing the "catholic" bra...I learned that recently,... (I don't expect you to get that.) I appreciate sarcasm and pick my friends accordingly! What most are offended by I find rather ammusing, which leads me to laugh alot at other peoples' expense. The fact that so many people are "offended" these days annoys me. Furthering on the "Pussification of our Nation!" I rec

Echo And Life
A man and his son were walking in the forest. Suddenly the boy trips and feeling a sharp pain he screams, “Ahhhhhhh!” Surprised, he hears a voice coming from the mountain, screaming, “Ahhhhhhh!” Filled with curiosity, he screams, “Who are you?,” but the only answer he receives is, “Who are you?” This makes him angry, so he screams, “You are a coward,” and the voice answers, “You are a coward. ” He looks at his father and asks, “Dad, what is going on?” “Son,” his father replies, “Pay attention.” The father then screams, “I admire you. ” The voice answers, “I admire you. ” The father shouts, “You are wonderful”, and the voice answers, “You are wonderful. ” Then the father explains, “People call this ECHO, but truly it is LIFE

Cy Frog
Adam aka CY Frog A self proclaimed geek with the most amazing eyes, froggy is the graphic designer for flirtations, as well as a DJ there. He is very flirtatious, and friendly. Froggy has a lot of female fans in the lounge, and any one of them will tell you it is his silly attitutde as well as his sweet disposition that makes him so attractive. He is a very good friend to have and always knows how to cheer you up when you are down, and make you feel wanted and loved. He is a loving son helping with yard work when needed. He is very talented when it comes to doing graphics, and anything computer related. Hi is a hard worker, and has a hard time dealing with people when they act stupidly. He is a great cook, and enjoys cooking naked, one day i hope he will make me a meal. HE HE HE I am very glad i met my froggy, and look foeward to having him as a friend for a long time, and being his private dancer for even longer!!!

Fatty Fatty Fatpants
Let me begin this blog with this statement: Yes, I do realize that I’m not the thinnest, most attractive woman ever. That being said, this site is like on big ego boost for me. It has absolutely nothing to do with the comments or ratings or gifts. It has to do with the endless stream of fatties in lingerie that constantly appear on the asshole rotisserie at the top of the page. Seriously people, I do realize that fatties need lovin’ too, but damn. There’s no way a man could ever be enough for bitches that big. In nature, when the female of a species is that much bigger than the males, three or four males have to jump on her back to mate. That’s usually only in reptiles and amphibians, though. In humans, where females are smaller than males, you should at least be able to tell where the sex hole is without lifting up a front butt. Chances are, if you’re humping a wet spot it’s just a really sweaty roll. But hey, if it gets you off who am I to knock it. Just don’t post pictures

Darkness
Into the light of the darkness a shadow of my former self shall turn to the light and and never again to feel the hate and the tunting coldness grip of death wanting to take me by the hand. for some that even death can't have. you Out of the darkness came nothing of love for someone to touch the light to give their lives for just that one desiere. would you do it?

Of My Love
last night a dream of you came to me. even through the darkness from which it came, came of love. like an angel emerging from the deepest and darkest void of hell. with the song of light to show my heart back to it once more. as the angel flow higher,as did you as my heart lifted i know what to do. but should i keep these things in side my heart, or take that chance to have it fuller then what it is now or risk everything and have it broke?

Intoxication
Into the darkness of intoxication where life is meaningless and death is your greatest desire.To even to touch the hand of death and to be show the way to a deeper darkness would make all your dreams come true.

She Came To Me In My Dream
At the end of my bed, she stands, Darker then the shadows Moonlight pulling her innocent face From the darkness behind What secrets hide behind her face? Carved perfection like a mask For all eternity in a minute passing Our eyes locked in a stare Deep within my chest My heart beats in rhythm Like a thousand drums While all the while Her eyes stare cold Sparkling like set diamonds She has me totally under her control A hunger for lust burns within Meanwhile her white silken gown Flutters in the cool night breeze From whence my entranced eyes Break from hers; to admire her body Her breasts, partially visible Behind the translucent silk of her gown Her smooth, soft skin the look of satin White as fresh fallen snow My mind, a torrent, a sea of emotions Shallow fear yet I'm strangely calm She walks toward me Her beauty becoming More apparent upon each step But who is this mysterious stranger Who graces my presence thus? Her hand runs down my face I try to sp

This Is How Every Girl Should Be Treated
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every

Loyal Toy Obedient Boy
Let your hands Be the explorer on my body Open the door that gives in to your exquisite corners Guide my hand until your sweet lusty flame moist my digits Extend your legs and keep me among them Hold my head as kiss your breasts Pull me closer as I enter you Feel the virile trust conquers your inside Drown me with your moans Revive me with your lips Let your satisfaction Be displayed with a grim Feel the electricity generate within Bare this tidal wave of breathless seizure Submit to the mercy of my gaze Surrender to my whispers of joy Let me be your loyal toy For I’ll be your obedient boy

To Every Guy...
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every

Love Me
When a man and a woman talk to each other, sometimes they both feel they are meant to be together. Sometimes they both feel they have known each other for eternity. Sometimes they both feel a connection to each other but just couldn't figure out what it is. Some people say it may has to be with their past lives. I do not know if any of these are true. But I feel it since I've met you. You seem like someone I've always wanted since I've known love. You seem to have what I've always wanted from a woman. Oh... Baby please let me hold you close to me. Baby please allow me listen to your beautiful heart beats. Baby please let me just rest in your arms. Feeling your warm body next to my skin takes me to heaven. Oh baby please,I love this sweet surrender. Let me feel what you feel. If I do not feel love as much as you do,please let me feel it. If I do not feel pain as much as you do,oh baby please let me feel it. It would not be pain for me but pleasure because that

Lying Men
Ok how do you tell when a man lies to you? And do all men lie because so far I am thinking they do. i mean come on we know when things don't add up. I just don't understand why not tell the truth make it easier on you and the other person. But I think men like to do it the hard way. getting tired of the head games and my heart getting broken or the crazy ones.

Love Is A Theaf
I look around at the world outside and realize Im getting older Those warm arms where I spent passionate nights grow colder The demons that once shyed away from our light now grow bolder And I wonder are you finding comfort on someone elses shoulder Your eyes still haunt me I can see them staring back Your breath upon my skin and the subtle way you tease All leaves me wondering where it was we went of track Cursing at the sky from upon these defeated knees The pain flows over me like a symphony of deceit It hurts me so I cannot breathe then comforts me to its breast But it is a song that I know the composer will not complete And I will just have to sway and dance and give up my best Surrounded by maybes and what might be But in the end what can you hold onto to share The darkness is really all that you can see At what point do you finally start not to care It was a thursday when you took our love away And Ive never faced another day the same I rethink all thos

Naked
MAN! I'M SO TIRED OF THESE MEN ON THESE WEBSITES TALKING ABOUT THEIR PRIVATE AREA. PERSONALLY I DON'T CARE. I DON'T WANT TO SEE IT, TALK ABOUT IT & I DEFINITELY DON'T WANT TO TOUCH IT. I'M TIRED OF MEN ASKING ME IF I HAVE A WEB CAM. (YEA I DO BUT YOU WILL NEVER EXPERIENCE IT! I CANT BELIEVE THERE ARE SO MANY INTERNET WHORES. DAMN LEAVE ME ALONE CUZ I RESPECT MYSELF TOO MUCH TO PUT ANY HALF NAKED FLICKS UP OR SHOW YOU SOME X-RATED SHIT ON CAM. THE MEN ARE JUST PERVERTED DOGS & THE WOMEN ARE INSECURE LOW SELF-ESTEEM HO'S. I WISH I WOULD STOOP AS LOW AS TO SHOW MY BODY PARTS ON THE NET! SOME OF YOU PROBABLY CALLIN ME A HATER BUT GUESS WHAT? IM NOT NAKED ON SOMEBODY'S PC!

"gave Up" Nin
perfect little dream the kind that hurts the most forgot how it feels well almost no one to blame always the same open my eyes wake up in flames it took you to make me realize it took you to make me realize it took you to make me realize it took you to make me see the light smashed up my sanity smashed up my integrity smashed up what i believed in smashed up what's left of me smashed up my everything smashed up all that was true gonna smash myself to pieces i don't know what else to do covered in hope and vaseline still cannot fix this broken machine watching the hole it used to be mine just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline of the trust i will betray give it to me i throw it away after everything i've done i hate myself for what i've become i tried i gave up throw it away

Weight Loss Program
A guy calls a company and orders their 5-day, 10 lb. weight loss program. The next day, there's a knock on the door and there stands before him a voluptuous, athletic, 19 year old babe dressed in nothing but a pair of Nike running shoes and a sign around her neck. She introduces herself as a representative of the weight loss company. The sign reads, "If you can catch me, you can have me." Without a second thought, he takes off after her. A few miles later huffing and puffing, he finally gives up. The same girl shows up for the next four days and the same thing happens. On the fifth day, he weighs himself and is delighted to find he has lost 10lbs. as promised. He calls the company and orders their 5-day/20 pound program. The next day there's a knock at the door and there stands the most stunning, beautiful,sexy woman he has ever seen in his life. She is wearing nothing but Reebok running shoes and a sign around her neck that reads, "If you catch me you can

My Silent Love Call To You.
You are sitting right beside me but you might as well be a million miles away How could I ever dare to dream to catch your eye I can hear my voice speaking but they arent the words my heart wants to say And all that comes out is a sigh each time I try You are the example of what is right in the world we know Subtlety, beauty, envious intelligence and seductive grace You are the goal we want to acheive so bad but see how far it is to go You are that special breed that nothing could ever replace I stare at you in silent regret that I cannot say to you all I could I sit and wonder how it is that you cannot see If I could see a sign to take a chance, you know I would And live each day to show you what your heart could meant to me Brown eyes alive with a thousand promises and love only they can hide Lips curled into the smile that takes my breath away Laughter that could make anyone feel better no matter how hard they tried And a touch that leave me without words to pro

My Computer
My Computer My computer is on its last legs. I'm fairly certain that any day now, it will spontaneously burst into flames as I'm illegally downloading episodes of Lost, sending pieces of computer shrapnel into my face and setting my place on fire. I'm convinced that if my computer were a person, it would have physical capabilities comparable to those of Stephen Hawking. Yes, he is alive, and yes, he can probably explain Euclidean quantum gravity, but at the same time, he can only communicate by blinking or using an electronic voice synthesizer. Like Stephen Hawking, my computer is old and diseased. It's slow, it freezes every other time I use it, and it probably hosts more viruses than a crackhouse in Harlem. One of its most irritating defects is a broken keyboard; the "G", "H", and "Delete" keys periodically get stuck, often causing me to unknowingly write cryptic emails to my friends that say, "ey, you douceba. ow's life?" This gets especially irritating when I have to t

"i Do Not Want This" Nin
I'm losing ground you know how this world can beat you down I'm made of clay I fear I'm the only one who thinks this way I'm always falling down the same hill bamboo puncturing this skin and nothing comes bleeding out of me just like a waterfall I'm drowning in 2 feet below the surface I can still make out your wavy face and if I could just reach you maybe I could leave this place I do not want this I do not want this I do not want this I do not want this don't you tell me how I feel don't you tell me how I feel don't you tell me how I feel you don't know just how I feel I stay inside my bed I have lived so many lives all in my head don't tell me that you care there really isn't anything, is there? you would know, wouldn't you? you extend your hand to those who suffer to those who know what it really feels like to those who've had a taste like that means something and oh so sick I am and maybe I don't have a choice and maybe that is all I have and maybe thi

A Legend Lies In All Of Us
I am a legend in my own right A legend despite the strife The future parent that works for their unborn children The friend that mourns for the death of the mother of a friend I am a legend in my own right A legend with courage, will and might I am a legend in my own right A legend despite the strife The student that acquires knowledge supreme The father whose passion is driven by his children's dreams I am a legend in my own right A legend with courage, will and might I am a legend in my own right A legend despite the strife The achievers who believe that glory and honor be their birth right The mother whose hands are dry from the ultimate sacrifice I am a legend in my own right A legend with courage, will and might 27th April 2008

My Longing For You
Take my heart Steal my soul When i am but weak my love With feelings i cannot control My eyes are only for you And all that i hold dear In my life you linger Banishing my mortal fears Why must i be so lonely? Locked in my prison of blood When all my crimes were of loving you I drowned my sorrows, I submerged my sins all for the one i once called my own. From where i watch you You seem so faraway Just out of reach from my grasping hand in my grave i lay The nightime holds my sweet surrender The lightime blinds my eyes And though to you i seem so dead I am very much alive I cry, i weep for your passion once more Silently in my crypt For i can never see you again Or utter your name on my lips.

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"big Man With A Gun" Nin
I am a big man (yes I am) and I have a big gun got me a big old Dick and I I like to have fun held against your forehead I'll make you suck it maybe I'll put a hole in your head you know, just for the fuck of it I can reduce you if I want I can devour I'm hard as fucking steel, and I’ve got the power I'm every inch a man, and I'll show you somehow me and my fucking gun nothing can stop me now shoot shoot shoot shoot shoot I'm going to come all over you me and my fucking gun me and my fucking gun

Something To Take With You
Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as pe

"burn" Nin
"Burn" This world rejects me This world threw me away This world never gave me a chance This world's gonna have to pay I don't believe in your institutions I did what you wanted me to Like cancer in the system I've got a little suprise for you Something inside of me has opened up its eyes Why did you put it there did you not realize This thing inside of me it screams the loudest sound Sometimes i think i could Burn I look down there where you're standing Flock of sheep out on display Saw your lives burned up around you I can take it all away Something inside of me has opened up its eyes Why did you put it there did you not realize This thing inside of me it screams the loudest sound Sometimes i think i could I'm gonna burn this whole world down I never was a part of you burn I am the agent i never was a part of you burn I am corruption i never was a part of you burn I am the angel i never was a part of you burn Of your destruction i never wa

Words Of A Vetran
I saw this in a bully and thought it much deserved a perm. place on my page. All credit to ACHILLES™ for writing this. Ok then...Let me start by saying we all come here to relax,enjoy and get away from the everyday bullshit, Bills EX's or whatever pisses you off.Please take some advice from a long time member.Buckle up here it goes... (Drama) is everywhere not just FUBAR so don't blame them or the site bouncers and Administration.None of us or free from this semi sorta On-Line terror tactics.You need to understand MOST of these people who CLAIM to be Drama free but constantly terrorize other people usually other better looking women.As for the GUYS..it's Much less common but tend to get clan or group to block you..which I fine and all cause ya prolly don't want Weak minded people on your profile anyways.Then we have the all to Common Attention Whores ..as we like to call.them have never been popular a DAY in they're life and they are thinking Rates,Fans and Crushes will so

Love
I would really like to know. I would really like to see. I've heard of it so many times, but what is love supposed to be? They say that god so loved the world, he gave his only son. They say that down in Calvary, is where the battle was won. I've heard that love's companionate. I've heard it always cares. Love is never quick to anger. Its power never wares. After all that I have heard. After all that I have seen. Does anybody out there know, what is love supposed to mean?

"terrible Lie" Nin
hey God why are you doing this to me? am i not living up to what i'm supposed to be? why am i seething with this animosity? hey God i think you owe me a great big apology. terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie hey God i really don't know what you mean. seems like salvation come only in our dreams. i feel my hatred grow all the more extreme. hey God can this world really be as sad as it seems? terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie don't take it away from me. i need someone to hold on to. don't take it away from me. i need someone to hold on to. hey God there's nothing left for me to hide. i lost my ignorance, security and pride. i'm all alone in a world you must despise. hey God i believed your promises, your promises and lies. terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie you made me throw it all away. my morals left to decay. how many you betray. you've taken everything. terrible lie. my head is f

The Drinkers...
THE DRINKERS CREED The horse and the mules live 30 years, And know nothing of wine or beers. The goat and sheep at 20 die, And never taste Scotch or Rye. The cow drinks water by the ton, And at 18 is mostly done. The dog at 15 cashes in, Without the aid of rum or gin. The cat in milk and water soaks, And then in 12 short years it usually croaks. The modest, sober, bone dry hen, Lays eggs for nogs, then dies at ten. All animals are strictly dry, They sinlessly live and swiftly die. But sinful, ginful, rum-soaked men, Survive for threescore years and ten. And some of us, the mighty few, Keep on drinking 'til we're 92!

"mr Self Destruct" Nin
I am the voice inside your head and I control you I am the lover in your bed and I control you I am the sex that you provide and I control you I am the hate you try to hide and I control you I take you where you want to go I give you all you need to know I drag you down I use you up Mr. Self-destruct I speak religion's message clear and I control you I am denial guilt and fear and I control you I am the prayers of the naive and I control you I am the lie that you believe and I control you I take you where you want to go I give you all you need to know I drag you down I use you up Mr. Self-destruct I am the needle in your vein and I control you I am the high you can't sustain and I control you I am the pusher I'm a whore and I control you I am the need you have for more and I control you I am the bullet in the gun and I control you I am the truth from which you run and I control you I am the silencing machine and I control you I am the end of all yo

Freezer Binding Spell
Tools * 1 piece of paper: large enough for you to print the full name of your enemy * A refrigerator: 1 ice-cube tray or small plastic bottle Instructions The following spell is to freeze the negativity sent by an enemy. It is an ancient spell that is very potent. If you cast it you can rest assured you will certainly stop the antics of your enemy, Without Harming Them! This spell can be cast at any time and during any phase of the moon. Step 1: Print the name of your enemy on paper. If you don't know your enemy's name, just print: ”ALL MY ENEMIES” Step 2: Place paper in ice-cube tray. Step 3: Fill ice-cube tray with water. Place in the freezer compartment of refrigerator. As you place the tray in freezer repeat this verse: “Stay there and freeze for as long as I please”. Step 4: Leave name in ice until danger is past. Do not allow ice to thaw.

F@#$ The Riaa
Single Mother Gets RIAA Suit Dismissed, Sues Them Right Back Now here's something we love to see: Tanya Andersen, a 45-year-old single mother, is taking on the RIAA for their sleazy tactics and appears to be winning. After being sued for piracy and having the case dismissed, she decided to go ahead and sue the RIAA for conspiracy. She argues that the way the RIAA snoops around looking for people to sue is in violation of the law, as is the way they try to extort settlements out of people without going to trial. BusinessWeek has a whole profile of Andersen and her battle against the RIAA, and it's well worth the read. Go check it out; it's not like you've got other stuff to do. http://gizmodo.com/384380/single-mother-gets-riaa-suit-dismissed-sues-them-right-back Click below for the entire story. http://www.businessweek.com/magazine/content/08_18/b4082042959954.htm

Sence Of Chaos
Oh dark mistress of the night Bring forth your fangs And thrist of fright The taste of blood That calls to you Its crimson glow That melts you through That taste that makes You tingle and twitch And makes you feel Sensual and rich The taste of death The stench of decay The smell of blood All you have to do is say.........

"the Becoming" Nine Inch Nails
I beat my machine it's a part of me it's inside of me I'm stuck in this dream it's changing me I am becoming the me that you know he had some second thoughts he's covered with scabs and he is broken and sore the me that you know doesn't come around much that part of me isn't here anymore all pain disappears it's the nature of my circuitry drowns out all I hear there's no escape from this my new consciousness the me that you know used to have feelings but the blood has stopped pumping and he's left to decay the me that you know is now made up of wires and even when I'm right with you I'm so far away I can try to get away but I’ve strapped myself in I can try to scratch away the sound in my ears I can see it killing away all my bad parts I don't want to listen but it's all too clear hiding backwards inside of me I feel so unafraid Annie, hold a little tighter I might just slip away it won't give up it wants me dead goddamn this noise inside my head

An Eye For An Eye Drop
Usually the punks aren't that bad. Most of the time they keep the noise down to a tolerable roar. This time though, they came through the door laughing as loud as they could and mingling it with occasional whoops and hollers. They were loud enough to catch the attention of everyone in the diner, not that there were many people in at the time. Still, those that were there were clearly annoyed by having what was turning out to be a nice quiet night ruined. Stacie was quick. Before they even made it around the deserted hostess stand, she was on them. I couldn't hear what she was saying as her back was to me and she usually asks nicely the first time. Whatever it was she said checked them for a moment but as Stacie went back to work, they started giggling again. From Stacie's expression, I could tell she was already irritated. Two of them followed Stacie up to the point of their regular booth while the third, a skinny little hyper-active twit named Ted, broke left down th

Depressed
Okay, my first real blog on here. How many people hate drama and bitching, raise your hands. *Counts how many hands are raised.* Okay, you people can leave now, then, because you aren't really going to like what this blog's about. LOL. ANYWAYS...yeah. Where to start? Well, I have a migraine and people know that, yet they come to me expecting me to fix every little fucking goddamn problem they have. Hello, do I have the words "Come to me, I'm Ms. Fixit" tattooed on my forhead? Didn't think so. So when I say I have a migraine, please don't say "I'm sorry" then turn around and start laying all your fucking problems at my feet so you can have that weight lifted from your shoulders. I have enough fucking problems to deal with, and I don't need yours too!!! Please people! I feel like I'm dying here. I need help too. I'm not the girl next door who has no problems or no life. How about the next time I have a problem I need to work on, you help me with it instead of bitching tha

People Piss Me Off
There are people that tell me that I shouldn't have had my daughter because she was just a mistake....I have news for them she wasn't a mistake...she just came sooner than I planned. I didn't exactly plan on having my beautiful baby girl when I had her but she was planned just the same. I have always planned on having a baby I just didn't know that she was going to come to me when she did. I am taking care of her myself now because her dad is a piece of shit and can't stay with someone that loved him more than I have ever loved anyone. I am the proudest mother any child could ever ask for. Granted I didn't think I would be taking care of my little angel all by myself but I love her just the same. Please stop assuming that she was a mistake because I am telling you now she was not a mistake...she just came sooner than I planned on her coming to me.

All The Tear's
I've cried so many tears, I’ve cried so many nights, I’ve cried thinking, and it would make everything turn out right. But all that I’ve cried hasn't changed anything, and sometimes, it even had more sorrow to bring. The tears are red, for our love, or they're black, from the hate that builds up. Sometimes I cry, sometimes I bleed, I watch the blood hit the ground, knowing you’re all I need. I sit in the dark, wait out the pain; I don’t want to lose you, ever again. If I’d have to beg, to bring you back, then that’s what I’d do, time and time again. I think about you, everyday, thoughts of you, are all my mind plays. I can't hate you, I can't leave you, but what I can do, is grieve you. That’s why I ask, for you to stay, for everything to stop, the tears and the rain. I hate our fights, I hate the lies, I hate that when something’s true, and it’s always denied. You say your a fuck up, just a worthless freak, I don’t know why

Ha Ha!!! Stupid Treehuggers...
HA HA!! Stupid treehuggers... ============================ The reason plastic is awesome is that it's super durable, so it lasts forever, which is an issue when we want it to go away and take its place in the circle life. Biodegradable plastics aren't new, but in the past they've been pretty weak and expensive. Eco-geeks at the Missouri University of Science and Technology have come up with the anti-daywalker of plastic: All of its strengths, but it disintegrates in four months. They've got different plastic polymer cocktails depending on use—one for water bottles, another for grocery sacks—with varying bio-based fillers that'll break down easier. One possible filler is glycerol, which is a waste product of making biodiesel. Another is polylactic acid, which is made by fermenting starches, and breaks down in just 60 days—it's a possible candidate for water bottle plastics. The bio-based fillers in the polymers will make it cheaper than past biogradegradables, but still fairly st

Own One Of These Fine Folks
CLICK HERE TO OWN THESE FINE PEOPLE http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=906020&albumid=993741&idx=4 CLICK HERE TO BID http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=906020&albumid=993741&idx=0 (repost of original by 'htsexymomma FUOWNED BY RAGNARD " SLAVE TO GOINGCRAZYCHRIS GUNS N HOSES"' on '2008-04-26 20:08:09')

Spinning Circles
"Go! Go! Go! Go!" I was trying, but there's only so much an under-powered piece of shit car can do and Ted screaming in my ear wasn't going to make us go any faster. He knew it, I knew it, Mark knew it, but it didn't matter. We were all doing it, screaming that is. It was the nature of the game and the spirit of the chase. "Right turn!" Mark was on it. Beautiful execution. I called the order, popped into neutral, cranked hard right, and Mark pulled up on the emergency brake. We caught water and fish tailed violently before hitting dry. We were sliding sideways, facing the curb and our speed was wasted. No good. Tires squealed as I dropped into second while counter-steering. We fish tailed back, swinging inches from the curb, caught traction, and high-balled out of there. Ted popped up from the floor of the back seat, whooping like a demon. Mark had his head back doing his best rebel yell while banging on the dash with both fists. I was laughing like

Appetite
I want you to be my victim! Yeah! All i want is you. Your skin so white, whets my appetite, your dreams, i dream, in your bed at night. And i sleep by your frame, curling around my finger, with hooks in my brain, Blood in your veins, slides down my thoat, pooling inside, now i feel you again! This bliss, this perfect and passionate kiss. Marks us in red. I life well fed.

An Erotic Night
An erotic night in which she had planned As I gave in to her every demand Her skin like milk and body so cold My soul once mine has now been sold Her eyes they glowed in the pitch black room With a smile on her face to seal my doom Her nails so sharp she scraped down my chest My blood then trickled onto her breasts We shared our blood in the passion and fire A taste so sweet that we both now desire I can see her face in every candle flame All I ask is to know her name I knew right then we were meant to be because the girl I loved was cursed like me For she hates the morning and loves the night Our lust increase's by the fires light She hunts like an animal as she stalks her prey For the victim she gets will never see another day She fed on the innocent and her feelings were blind Until she confronted another of her kind It was I she had met and with no regret We pierced each other to start the bloodlet Our wounds so deep the blood would not stop We kept our lip

Don't Know What To Do
SO MANY PEOPLE I CHOOSE TO HOLD ON MY BACK NOT BECAUSE I HAVE TO, I CHOOSE TO CARRY THEIR WEIGHT THESE ARE THE CLOSEST PEOPLE TO ME, BUT YET I STILL SEEM TO FAIL THEM ALL SO MANY DIFFERENT EMOTIONS RUNNING WILD THROUGH MY BODY SO MANY DEVILISH THOUGHTS CONSUMING MY MIND, AND I'M STARTING TO UNDERSTAND WHY I'M LOSING CONTROL OF MYSELF OR EITHER I'M JUST LETTING GO AND HONESTLY I REALLY DONT CARE NO MORE EVERY TIME I TAKE A STEP FURTHER, I'M TAKING 3 STEPS BACK WHO DO I TURN TO? WHAT DO I ASK? WHO DO I KILL? WHY DO I CRY? I ASK MYSELF THAT EVERY DAY I WAKE UP, AND FOR WHAT? JUST SO I CAN LIVE TO SEE ANOTHER DAY WHY LIVE TO SEE ANOTHER DAY, WHEN ALL I SEE IS DARKNESS AND PAIN I USE TO BE AFRAID OF DEATH, BUT NOW I'M MORE AFRAID OF LIFE. WHAT IF I MAKE A WRONG DECISION AGAIN, AND I LOSE SOMEBODY ELSE HOW CAN I KNOW THE DIFFERENCE TO KNOW WRONG FROM RIGHT, WHEN ALL I KNOW IS WRONG? HOW LONG CAN THIS PAIN LAST? WHY I WAS NOT THE PERSON WHO PAST? DEATH SEEMS LIKE THE BEST WAY

There Is Only One
kind of broad on this site. Its only a question of what point on the timeline you are. You are all knock up (or, in fewer numbers, divorced) single mommas. Your ages vary, but most common and equally divided is 22ish to 26ish or low to mid 30s with the 40s taking up third place. The VERY FEW of you who ARENT knocked up or divorced WILL be, its just a question of how soon. Most likely, pretty soon. Almost ALL of you fuggin smoke. ALL of you have one or more cliche, bullschit trashcan tats. ALL of you are broke, low rent, trashbag, schit bags. MOST of you are plain, blah, even ugly and/or fat. The only chicks on here who DONT have kids or arent on the path to having one are the "glam bitches" and Paris Hilton wannabe "fashion cunts". So, the challenge is for a GOOD, ATTRACTIVE, FIT, IN SHAPE, CHILDLESS, SMOKE FREE, NICE, NON CUNTY girl to message me and prove there IS an exception to this, so far, STEADFAST Fubar rule.

A Prayer For Our Military Personnel
O God of Mercy, we beg you now to protect in a special way those who are fighting for us and for the country we love. Bless them and take care of them. If they are tired, give them strength. If they are wounded and suffering, give them comfort. If they are lonely, touch them with your gentle hand and let them know that you are near them. Grant them strength, wisdom and help through your power and your limitless love. Amen Donated by my fu-daughter Jamiie...

The Best Things In Life
The class was chaos. It was almost three minutes past the hour and Mr. Voss, the history teacher, hadn't shown up yet. The class was using this time to run wild. A whole third of the class was up out of their seats visiting with friends across the room. Those that stayed in their seats were making up the distances with their voices. Ted was doing a good job of this even though it wasn't necessary. He sat directly to my left. He always believed that he should be heard above the crowd. He was busy explaining a crazy new idea he had for Sean's locker. It was his little obsession that Sean got a new surprise in his locker at least once a week. The week before, Ted had pasted pin-ups from a Tiger Beat on the inside of the door so that when Sean opened it, he was face to face with a bunch of half naked guys. This week he wanted to put Vaseline on the dial to make it harder to spin. I was only half listening. My attention was on Dawn. Specifically on her right breast which

A Moment Of Clarity
"Christ!" "Shit!" Rubber squealed as the tires locked up. Inertia tugged at their bodies. Hands clenched the wheel and grabbed at the oh-shit bar. Tapes smacked against the window. Bedrolls and potato chips flew through the air. Time slowed down and tires continued to scream. They felt the impact before they heard it, a solid thud followed by lesser bumps as something passed under their wheels. The van came to a stop, slightly canted on the two-lane highway. The only sound that remained was that of cartridges rolling around, searching for someplace to settle. The sound of their breathing came a few seconds later. "What the fuck was that?" "I don't know. It came out of nowhere. I think it was a dog." "Out here?" Dale, still gripping the oh-shit bar, looked out the window at the vast expanse of empty grasslands that spread out in every direction. ***** They planned this trip as a catharsis, as a way of saying good-bye. A week of camping, hikin

"i Just Thought She Was A Really Good Listener!"
Police: Woman lived with dead sister Published: April 24, 2008 at 7:31 PM DETROIT, April 24 (UPI) -- Detroit police said they believe an elderly woman has been living with the corpse of her dead sister on her kitchen floor -- possibly for the last three years. Investigators said the corpse was partially mummified and portions of the body appeared to have been eaten by a dog and cat living at the residence, the Detroit Free Press reported Thursday. Police said the woman -- who appeared to be suffering from mental problems -- was taken to a crisis center for treatment. They said they made a visit to the home after a neighbor phoned police to report she had not seen the deceased woman for a long time.

Panties
Upon returning to my friendly neighborhood laundromat earlier, I discovered that 10 pairs of underwear disappeared from the 2 dryers containing my newly clean and freshly tumbled clothes. As there were no witnesses to explain what happened, I can only assume that one of two events took place. (1) Disgruntled and mistreated, my underwear decided it was time to run away from home. If this was the case, I'm sorry. I didn't realize that you were so upset. I miss you and the way you always kept me warm and safe. You made me feel comfortable in your soft, silk and cotton embrace. I tried to be fair, changing my underwear everyday two times a day so that each of you could feel wanted. Perhaps it wasn't enough. I have asked the two panties that remained behind why you all left, but neither of them is saying a word. I'm willing to go to counseling and try to work this out. I left your drawer just the way you like it. Please come home. (2) Someone with a severe panty fetish casually walked

The Balls These Guys Have. . . .
State moves to ban fake testicles on vehicles By Michael Peltier Fri Apr 25, 12:03 PM ET Senate lawmakers in Florida have voted to ban the fake bull testicles that dangle from the trailer hitches of many trucks and cars throughout the state. Republican Sen. Cary Baker, a gun shop owner from Eustis, Florida, called the adornments offensive and proposed the ban. Motorists would be fined $60 for displaying the novelty items, which are known by brand names like "Truck Nutz" and resemble the south end of a bull moving north. The Florida Senate voted last week to add the measure to a broader transportation bill, but it is not included in the House version. In a spirited debate laced with double entendre, Senate lawmakers questioned whether the state should curtail freedom of expression in vehicle accessories. Critics of the ban included the Senate Rules Chairman, Sen. Jim King, a Jacksonville Republican whose truck sported a pair until his wife protested. The bill

Police: Carjacker Stops To Ask Tv News Crew For Directions
Police: Carjacker stops to ask TV news crew for directions Thu Apr 24, 11:58 PM ET A carjacking suspect stopped during the crime to ask a television news crew for directions, police said. The 19-year-old was arraigned Thursday on a charge of aggravated robbery and ordered held on $50,000 bond. WOIO-TV newswoman Shannon O'Brien and photographer Eric Walls were doing a sidewalk report Monday on bank problems when the passenger in a car asked for directions to a bank. The driver signaled that he was being held at gunpoint, O'Brien told police. The news crew called police and followed the car until officers caught up. Police Lt. Thomas Stacho said the suspect was carrying a loaded handgun.

Dead Bolt
the confliction is overwhelming being torn between your own selfish longing and acknowledging that one's pain wanting so badly to take it all away into yourself so they feel none just to have them back i'd do it if i could i'd die a million times over if it meant that the ones i care about felt no pain didnt't feel the cruel sting the bitter reminder that we are still alive life's harsh cold sinking into our souls deeper til it's rooted in our veins til we cannot know life without some sort or turmoil i'd take it all all the waste all the pain all the anger all the vengeance deep inside so there was a vacancy and life could thrive life could, be for once so the ones i hold dear could finally feel content

What Is True Lov?
I'm talking about the kinda lov u find 2 spend the rest of your love with. Is lov but a memory of what we once had? Or are we still in lov? Do we want 2 be with someone or do we just want someone 2 wanna be with us. I have big issues. since my last boyfriend, I cant even get a crush. I like someone and less than 5 hours later it's gone. I miss that fun feeling of crushing on someone. The minute I even think they might like me or they know I like them poof its gone. Really sucks getting real tired of it. Its not that I want a boyfriend, i just want 2 feel that floaty love thing.

Callin All Bikers Plz Help My Friend
hey my friends parents just lost their house n everything in it to a fire is there any way u can help them get back on their feet she would like to have some kind of run/fund raiser for them to help them ty so much hugs n luv to all misty

Im So Sick Of Punks
alreayd ijust blocked two punkasses one rating me a five and says sorry just avergae wtf is that!!!!!!??? and nother for getting on ym nerves cant hve my opinions wtf!! anymore punks asses then im leaving this damn website wtf !!

Swing Baby Swing
So I met this girl about 2 weeks ago at The Rave during a show. Well to make a very long story short, we've hooked up and I found out she's into "swinging". No, she doesn't swing from vines but she's into date-swapping. Meaning she's into me having other chicks. At first I thought this would be kinda weird, having her watch me have sex with another chick but, it was quite the opposite. It was a huge turn on. I don't know if it's because my ex would have NEVER done that or if I'm just a freak but either way, I'm having a lot of fun with this girl. Any girls want to hookup? Ha Ha X

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Time Off
To my friends i must apologize for not being on here much lately. Alot has been going on and really i just get so busy at times i dont take the time to check all my messages. i do thank E/everyone for the messages, comments and gifts. You all are so kind, thank You again..

When U Become Death(poem)
IN LIFE THERE HAPPY TIME PAIN TIME THE JOY. NOTHING LIKE BRING LIFE IN THIS IM HAPPY FOR SON AND MY BABY GIRL. BUT IT'S A COLD WORLD YOURE MOMMY EVEN KILL YOU IF YOU OUT OF LINE. I USE TO BE SO CONFUSE I BE QUICK TO BE MAD AT THE WORLD BUT FIND OUT. YOU CAN NEVER CONTORL FAITH CAUSE THAT WHY IT'S CALLED FAITH IT JUST EXIST. RISK EVERYTHING I HAVE CAUSE ALL I HAVE ARE MY WORDS AND WHAT I STAND FOR. SLOWING DIENG INSIDE I KNOW LOVE MY ANSWER. I DONT THINK I HAVE ANY FRIENDS MYBE THEY ALL JUST THERE FOR A REASON I CAN BE ANYONE FRIEND FOR NO REASON. EVERYBODY IN UR LIFE HAS THERE USES. NOT EVERYONE CAN BE UR BBF...EVEN YOU CAN LOSE UR BBF. I LEARN TO TAKE WHAT I GET AND EXPECT NOTHING LESS. I HAVE BECOME DEATH.

How Many?
How many times will people that I thought I could trust stab me in the back? I just learned that Mike, Gabriels father, is moving up to the Poconos with Little Man. I'm not talking just an hour away either. He is moving almost two hours away and that is going to make it very difficult for me to see my son. He said that he had wanted to talk to me about it to make sure that I was okay with it. Mike never talked to me about it, and just decided to go. So again, I ask how many people are going to stab me in the back? This will be the seventh person to do this to me. Tami, Dad, Harriet, Kenny, Crystal, Andrew, and Mike! Anyone else want to join the list?

Existence Justified.
NOTE: MY blog = MY opinions. You do not have to agree with said opinions. --- My theories of Existence are incomplete and mangled. New opinions are floating in this mass of gray matter which we call our mind. My imagination is caged; freeing itself in short bursts which society refers to as hallucinations. What if the pen I'm writing with is a mere hallucination? When I go back to read this, it will be a memorized hallucination. If we play with this theory, what if my existence is a hallucination? Existence isn't so justified if you're an imaginary friend to some lonely being. I suppose it ties in with the theory as the dream state. If we are sleeping, dreaming a lifetime of existence. Perhaps I am comatose, and none of this is real. Perhaps reality is a lot more amazing than we thought. Has this always been so? Where does the true power lie? Are we to believe blindly in religion, and a story of an almighty existence? We create. How do we differ from God? We create, we contr

Draft
Well the Cowboys seem to have had a good draft today feeling needs at runnung back conerback and tightend after trading our back up tightend to the Dolphins in a last minute trade last night, I would have liked to see a wide reciever drafted toda but they did not draft one hopefully they will tommorow I would have also ratherd have seen mendanhal instead of jones at running back, I guess we will have to wait and see what they do tommorrow but never the less I do belive we got three players that can help this year and I think they probally had the best first day of the draft then they have had in several years.

You Want It?!?
FOUND A SITE FOR FREE MOVIES. THIS SHIT FUCKING RULES!!!! STREAM THEM STR8, OR DOWNLAOD. JUST FINISHED WATCHING THE BANK JOB, AND RUN FAT BOY RUN, AWESOME MOVIES BOTH!!!!! EXCELLENT QUALITY, I HIGHLY RECOMMEND IT FROM A MOVIE GEEK POINT OF VIEW!!! THIS HAS BEEN A PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT FROM COLOR BLIND CRIMES!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND ABOUT TO WATCH CLOVERFIELD!!! www.watch-movies.net

Meet My New Owner...
Please Meet My New Owner! I would like all my friends and family to meet my new owner Burg. He is a super sweet, crazy, and funny guy. He has to be to own me for a month. Make sure to go by his page show him lots of fuluv. BURG@ fubar He likes new friends, new fans, and everything else. So go add him and show him the fuluv!!

Grow Old With You
Grow Old With You ~ By: Adam Sandler I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad Carry you around when your arthritis is bad All I wanna do is grow old with you. I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches build you a fire if the furnace breaks Oh it could be so nice, growin old with you. I'll miss you, kiss you, give you my coat when you are cold. Need you, feed you, I'll even let you hold the remote control. So let me do the dishes in the kitchen sink Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink. Oh I could be the man to grow old with you. I wanna grow old with you.

Nsfw
I am going to be straight and to the point. I wish the hypocritical bytch that is rating my pics and stash NSFW would put on their big girl/boy panties and deal with it. This is not a children's site it is an sdult site. If you don't like my pics and or stash move on to some one else with your self righteous ass. I really don't need you rating my stuff. Thank you when ya do Dee

Mom's Cousin
The funeral for Dean C. Wilson will be at Bethlehem United Methodist Church in Hammond, with the Rev. Brenda Johnson officiating. Burial will be in Greenwood Cemetery in Plainview. Mr. Wilson, 78, of rural Hammond, died Wednesday (April 16, 2008) in rural Wabasha County. Dean Clay Wilson was born Oct. 22, 1929, in Beaver, Minn. He attended elementary school in Estherville, Iowa, and the Grub School in Wabasha County. He farmed in Zumbro Township, Wabasha County, for 60 years and lived in southeast Minnesota most of his life. He was a member of Bethlehem United Methodist Church in Hammond and enjoyed having coffee and meals with friends and family.

Just In Case There's Any Questions
The very FEW people that I let into my lil online world here need to know this: I'm a real ass fukin woman. If you have any doubts, plz just send me a msg and I will very nicely say goodbye. I am single and don't answer to no one. I am a struggling single mother trying to live a life and make a life and Fubar is my escape where I can "drink" and have some laughs with the very few cool ass people that I meet on here. I am a therapist to many and I thrive on helping those select few that I choose to help. Again, if you have something to ask, say, whatever, hit me up and I'll be glad to explain or answer whatever you have doubts about. The therapist is on duty...I'll collect the fee at the end of life.

Idiot Sightings
IDIOT SIGHTING : We had to have the garage door repaired. The Sears repairman told us that one of our problems was that we did not have a "large" enough motor on the opener. I thought for a minute, and said that we had the largest one Sears made at that time, a 1/2 horsepower. He shook his head and said, "Lady, you need a 1/4 horsepower." I responded that 1/2 was larger than 1/4. He said, "NO, it's not." Four is larger than two.." We haven't used Sears repair since. IDIOT SIGHTING My daughter and I went through the McDonald's take-out window and I gave the clerk a $5 bill. Our total was $4.25, so I also handed her a quarter. She said, "you gave me too much money." I said, "Yes I know, but this way you can just give me a dollar bill back." She sighed and went to get the manager who asked me to repeat my request. I did so, and he handed me back the quarter, and said "We're sorry but they could not do that kind of thing." The clerk then proceeded to give me back$1 and 75 cents

Mordechai Vanunu
Mordechai Vanunu http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=KMvawO51PiM An illegal interview with Mordechai Vanunu - Part I ENG/ITA We Are Wide Awake (WAWA) interviews Mordechai Vanunu in 2005 settings advanced search Loading... CloseSearch settings Display query suggestions as I type Filter videos that may not be suitable for minors Note: some videos not suitable for minors may still appear in search results. An illegal interview with Mordechai Vanunu - Part II ENG/ITA Israel's Nuclear Whistleblower (1-4) Mordechai Vanunu An illegal interview with Mordechai Vanunu - Part II ENG/ITA Uncensored Video Interview with Mordechai Vanunu Nuclear Threat is from Israel NOT Iran.

Finally, It's Coming Together
Well things in my life are finally coming together. I was going through hell since July of last year cause I had lost my job, and apartment and had to move in with my family. That's a miserable and humiliating experience. Strangely enough some of the best things that ever happened to me happened during that time. I met my girlfriend and I can't remember ever loving anyone as much as I love her in my whole life. I was able to switch into the profession I wanted to, and despite the hard time the economy is having I'm able to enjoy a really good job that pays more than I've ever earned in my life. I now have my own place again and life is looking up. I'm dying to get back into making mischief, nothing fancy, just painting someones house cats, and dressing up drunken midgets in wedding gowns. And speaking of wedding gowns, my girlfriend and I are getting Fu-married on our 9 month anniversary. I'm hoping that we can make it a real moment to remember.

Fubar Points
thanx to Kikisparkles for this To help you get a better idea of where you get your points; I will list some of the following; These may vary on Happy Hour, the level your at, and whether or not your VIP. The following are based on Happy Hour. When "YOU" do the following: Create a new album.........................0 pts Upload a photo.............................2 pts Rate a profile pic.........................6 pts Rate a pic a 10............................2 pts Leave a photo comment......................2 pts Rating a blog..............................2 pts Posting a blog.............................0 pts Click "share this".........................2 pts Rating stash...............................2 pts Commenting on stash........................2 pts Uploading stash............................2 pts Leave a profile comment....................4 pts Send a friend request/accepted............12 pts Someone fans you..........................23 pts You fan someone....

Israel's Nuclear Programme
Israel's nuclear programme Israel built the Dimona plant with help from France While Israel has never admitted to having nuclear weapons, few international experts question the Jewish state's presence on the world's list of nuclear powers. Its nuclear capability is arguably the most secretive weapons of mass destruction programme in the world. Unlike Iran and North Korea - two countries whose alleged nuclear ambitions have recently come to the fore - Israel has never signed the Nuclear Non-Proliferation Treaty, designed to prevent the global spread of nuclear weapons. As a result, it is not subject to inspections and the threat of sanctions by the United Nations nuclear watchdog, the International Atomic Energy Agency. The extent of Israel's nuclear capability has been the subject of often wildly inaccurate intelligence estimates since the 1960s, when the country's nuclear reactor, at Dimona in the Negev desert, came online. The suspicion and fog surroundin

Space Spiderwebs Could Propel Future Space Probes
A new type of solar sail has been woven by a team of scientists in Finland. The spiderweb-like sail is designed to catch the wind of ionised gas that blows from the Sun, carrying spacecraft to the outer reaches of the solar system, or letting them tack back and forth through the asteroid belt on exploration or mining missions. The new sail differs from the more conventional type of solar sail, which is designed use the gentle pressure of sunlight to move a spacecraft. Instead of catching sunlight, Pekka Janhunen of the Finnish Meteorological Institute in Helsinki is aiming to sail using the solar wind, a tenuous plasma of electrons and positive ions blowing out through the solar system at speeds of hundreds of kilometres per second. Janhunen's plan is to reel out long wires from a spacecraft and pump a positive electric charge into them, so that they repel the heavy positive ions in the solar wind. That way a wire only microns across can feel the force of a broad swath of pass

Mugabe Parliament Loss Confirmed
Mugabe parliament loss confirmed Mr Tsvangirai says he won the presidential poll The party of Zimbabwe's President Robert Mugabe has failed to regain its parliamentary majority after a partial recount of votes from polls last month. Zimbabwe's Electoral Commission said results were unchanged in 18 of 23 seats where recounts had taken place. Mr Mugabe's Zanu-PF needed to win nine seats to regain its majority, lost for the first time since 1980. The opposition MDC says it also won presidential polls, although those results remain unreleased. The Zimbabwe Electoral Commission (ZEC) said the presidential results could be announced after the completion of the recounts, expected by Monday. But ZEC Chairman George Chiweshe said a "verification and collation" process would take place with agents of the presidential candidates before the long-awaited results were released. MDC spokesman Nqobizitha Mlilo told the BBC the recount results "only serve to confirm wh

Fuel To Be Shipped Into Scotland
Fuel to be shipped into Scotland Workers at the Grangemouth refinery are due to strike over two days Timeline: Grangemouth dispute Additional imports of fuel from Europe will be shipped into Scotland so the country stays on the move through the on-going Grangemouth dispute. The Scottish Government made the announcement hours before 1,200 staff are due to walk out at 0600 BST. The Unite union said it was taking the two-day industrial action in protest at planned changes to the staff pension scheme by plant owners Ineos. During the shutdown, oil production will cease at the plant. Unite officials agreed 150 unpaid staff could remain at the complex overseeing safety during the strike. Talks involving the union and plant managers took place at conciliation service Acas earlier in the week. However, they broke up without agreement. The strike will also result in the closure of the BP Forties pipeline, which provides 30% of the UK's daily oil output f

Mumm Intelligence
you'd think something would be done w/ the mumms. they are supposed to be for gaining information. But the idiots use them to chat in and to make stupid comments if they don't know what to say they bash you. They bash because they are too stupid to know the answer usually. these are some comments on my mumm. it was a real mumm trying to get a real answer. this is what I got. thick skin or not.. what gives these people the right? You never see these people get flagged? Wonder why that is? I think we should be able to flag the commenters lets start grounding them maybe they will think before commenting.. At least its a thought. since we can flag everything else..

50 Questions About Me
1) Do you smoke weed regularly? Why does THIS have to be the first question??? Lol ... no, definitely not regularly 2) Have you kissed somebody in the last 2 weeks? Um, well, yeaaaaa 3) Who was the last person's house you went to besides your own? My friends Ted & Karen 4) Miss someone? Yes, desperately so 5) What's your ex doing? IDRGAF?!?? As long as he ain't doing it with me, I'm all good with that. 6) Is there something you could've done to make your last relationship work? Maybe .. Probably .. But it would have been me not being me, and knowing what I know now, it wouldn't have been worth the effort anyway. 7) Do you like someone right now? I like lots & lots of people until they choose to piss me off :D 8) Listening to music? Ipods are brilliant ... Snow Patrol at the moment. 9) What are you doing tomorrow? I intend on living every moment with a bright shiny smile on my face, making the most of a beautiful day &

Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love Lyrics
Closed off from love I didn’t need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you’re frozen But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melts into the ground Found something true And everyone’s looking round Thinking I’m going crazy But I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you They try to pull me away But they don’t know the truth My heart’s crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling But nothing’s greater Than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your face Yet everyone around me Thinks that I’m going crazy, m

Carnival
I took my kids to the carnival the other day. As I was watching all these children haveing fun, riding rides, eating carmel apples and cotton candy, I thought what a great job being a carnie would be. To be able be whitness and cause of such childhood bliss. Then as I look around at the people operating the rides I saw no smiles. I cant imagine what could possible make one of these people smile. Here they are in the middle of all this joy. They are part of everyones childhood memories. Yet they seem so oblivious to this. There are people everywhere who would love to be able to give children some bliss. Why are these people so numb? I dont know just stupid things I notice

I'm Yours
I'm Yours ~ Jason Mraz well you done done me and you bet i felt it i tried to get you but you're so hot that i melted i fell right through the cracks and i'm trying to get back before the cool done run out i'll be giving it my bestest nothin's going to stop me but devine intervention i reckon its again my turn to win some or learn some i won't hesitate no more no more it cannot wait, i'm yours well open up your mind and see like me open up your plans and damn you're free look into your heart and you'll find love love love listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me ah la peaceful melody its your godforsaken right to be loved love loved love love so i won't hesitate no more no more it cannot wait i'm sure theres no need to complicate our time is short this is our fate, i'm yours i been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror and bendin over backwards just to try to see it clearer my breath fogged up the glass so i drew a

Proof The World Is Still Living In Pre Civil Rights Days
http://www.silive.com/news/advance/index.ssf?/base/news/1209191411291770.xml&coll=1 Bell verdict:Anger and relief Islanders agree there are no winners, but reactions appear split along racial lines, community Saturday, April 26, 2008 By PETER N. SPENCER STATEN ISLAND ADVANCE STATEN ISLAND, N.Y. -- Staten Islanders appear to be somewhat split along racial lines, and even more divided between the North and South shores over the acquittal yesterday of three police officers charged in the shooting death of Sean Bell. Interviews by an Advance reporter in various parts of the borough revealed mixed and often conflicted reactions of shock, dismay, anger, acceptance and resignation. In North Shore communities, which are more racially diverse and accustomed to dealing with a larger police presence, the verdict was "unjust" -- many said they could not believe 50 bullets could be fired without any consequences. On the South Shore, a largely white, middle-class and suburban

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Do You Believe In God?
4/26/2008 You must check the pics on my blog http://www.myspace.com/drturi Watch Dr. Turi - http://www.youtube.com/drturistar " Your Future is Nothing Else Than the Reincarnation of Your Thoughts." - Dr.Turi Dear Readers; Being a much older "place" the people from Europe (France/England) are indeed much more spiritually advanced than the religiously poisoned US population. Of course Italy (mafia and/or the Pope) are still reluctant to release the humongous astrological work and tons of gold making precious artifacts stolen (in the name of God and Christianity) from the Incas Indians preciously collected in the seven miles of secret library located under the Vatican. I am glad to see once again one of my predictions pertaining to the New Age of Aquarius (Astrology) unfolding in the UK, keep reading… One of the wealthier men ever named J.P. Morgan wrote, "Millionaires don't use Astrology, Billionaires do!" After reading this article you may want to consider

Shaking In My Boots!
Alright, so I wasn't actually wearing boots at the time, I just threw that in for interest... Last thing I remember last night I was laying on the couch watching "The Soup" and I must of fell asleep all cuddled up with my blanky and cat, then, it was like someone came over and started shaking the back of the couch to wake me... I quickly awoke to this low rumbling sound...I was so startled I didn't dare get off the couch. I just sat there with my cat staring at me, his eyes all bugged out, as if to say, "What the fuck is that!" I leaned over to look at the clock, couch still shaking, that read 11:47 p.m. The blinds to the sliding glass door were swaying back and forth... Then it stopped. Just like that... I jumped up to grab my phone and turn the lights on because "lights on" in the house means "safe" to me. Then my phone vibrated. It was a text from my friend who lives around the corner from my house. She said; "HOLY CRAP DID U JUST FEEL THAT HUGE ASS EARTHQUAKE

Memories Are Forever
So, one day, driving on the Carefree Highway(the real one) me &my bf, Terry(the love of my life), were listening to GordonLightfoot cuz we fkn loved his music, "Beautiful" was T's song to me.....getting off the point.............Playing this song today...Terry passed a couple yrs ago........I remember us driving, and singing, and having not much in life but love n happiness.....we held hands and he's all"HEY!...Ya ever driven ON Carefree Highway, while listening to.....AND singing the song Carefree Highway"?...and I said, no....u? And he said no..........We laughed and sang and made out like school kids!!! My point..........Treasure every moment, and every person.........AND yes I know I'm cheesy...BUT, the lil things.....they can end up meaning the MOST!

Addicted To Karaoke
So tonight as with most nights that I don't have the kids I am going to karaoke. I love to sing and this seems to be the only way i get to do it without looking like a super model first (because then I could be famous and junk). But This is my first rambling so I am sure there will be many many more :)

Pity
Hope you found a reason to stand up where you lay Cos I don't have the time to play your game Told me that your legs don't work, your jerkin me around I know cos hey, you sure don't look that lame Don't come to me cryin cos you ain't bothered tryin for yourself I know you been lyin so please save your dyin breaths for someone else You know it is the season but you're canned up where you stay Well I'll tell you, our misfortunes aren't the same Your eyes are watered down like you got somethin sad to say Well I'll break it to ya, I ain't glad you came Cos I ain't got no fortune and I am certain I ain't got no fame You know I ain't got nothin for ya an' I know it's such a cryin shame There's nothin I would give for you that I haven't already lost before It's right around that time that I took your hand and showed you to the door You think I am a gentleman but baby there is somethin I should say I'm a simple man at heart You say you wanna save me so lately I've been

Traintracker
Hazy recollection in a maze of misdirection as I wander on and on, exhausted on the long haul and I'm hangin from a strand, I tell you, I can barely stand up straight situation keeps me waitin' and waitin' so I pack my shit and leave, pack my shit and leave, pack my shit and leave, pack my shit and leave I been gettin lost but I can always turn around this life always seems to have new shortcuts to be found you know I'll always be a drifter till the day I'm in the ground but I never shoulda kissed her, I just missed the way I tied myself down.. the only thing I'm tied to now's a tore up pair a shoes, with everything to gain cos they ain't nothin' left to lose when everything you loved you left two thousand miles away everything will be okay just pack my shit and leave, pack my shit and leave, pack my shit and leave, pack my shit and leave money comes and goes in life, it's workin' that I love seein' people's smilin' faces light right up but I'm driftin' with a

Greener
I might be beneath you but I could be beside you and we still have a lot to leave behind Starin at the afterglow of people walkin hand in hand well I don't need disaster to remind me of you I remember all the better days, I recall the colors while you clung to all the greys While the grass was greener you were still even meaner man, you shoulda seen her walk away We're all just prospects to be seen and had and lost or be borrowed for an evening at the minimum of cost cos we're wide open, yeah we're wide open and we all are just as ready for the fall it's wrong But I remember all the brighter days, I see you radiate while I'm still in a haze While the grass was greener you were still even meaner, maybe I'm better off alone I seen you walkin' by and pass me by the side well I had, I had half a mind to give the runaround to hide and watch you lookin' for another, you're lookin' for the one.. who smiles like those shinin' clouds that cover up the sun. But I remember all t

Ireflies
Capable hands have made waste before with their palms to the ground shouting psalms for the poor pickin' up pecans off an old man's lawn like it's all they got left to be livin' on. A man in the lowest of luck is lovin' his life more than you. Tell me, how much you would lose, truly, if it were you? Even my tedious life bears some relevance even your ignorant mind finds meaning even in the depths of longing there is reason in the emptiness, rhyme to our dreaming. A man in the middle of misery enjoys his life more than you. Tell me, what would you choose, truly, if it were you? Heavy from his hunger and lethargic from his thirst the man without a morsel finds the food to put his family first. A man at the heart of his hunger is headin' for heaven faster than you. Tell me, how fast would you move, truly, if it were you? He speaks a foreign language from an unfamiliar face, ejected from our country cos we can't make the space. A man, the epitome of poverty, pro

Lucy
she told him she had hope and tried to let it all out till she swore nothin' more to say, now she's cold and in the open right before the fallout and a warhead's on its way, yeah she prays it doesn't melt her seeks herself a shelter cuz she knows there's hell to pay. but soon all her burns and barbs will turn themselves to scars and it will be okay. sold her soul for a cigarette cursed cos her only match was wet drownin' in the devil's debt all for nothing, nothing but regret so she bought black magic burned the holy bible like the fires would do her will, well the rain came tragic tricked like a tribal she's soaked and sorry still.. never learned her lesson never guessed confession was the cure to all her ills all she does is wallow oblivious and hollow and the void cannot be filled Her mind's long gone but she carries on so well Hoping she never had a soul to sell That the beauty on her bones was just a shell That a spirit can't succumb to a

Never Knew...
That you can post a blog on fubar. All this time I've been writing the things that are on my mind in the about Me sections. This is fucking awesome. So my crazy internet stalker bitch has quit harassing me. Thank God! She did rip my picture though. What she intends to do with it? I don't know but simply I am flattered. That someone hates me enough to stalk my fu-page. To leave me psycho messages. Damn, I AM a pimp. Well it seems I ain't getting so much love lately. Maybe its those crappy webcam pictures? Oh well, fuck it.

The Red Water
Bleeding beneath, breathe like a victim so discretely Pour my adoring heart before your feet, lean and listen like a chasm with an emptiness to fill but know no abyss is limitless enough to hold the blood I spill [when will one more pass or be the last to fast and drink my poison when will one be unafraid to wade where all the bitter blood has run] Inside my brain into my veins there comes a pain no Novocaine could be the bane of, crimson stains would still remain and leave me drained Shed me the tears I've sought so I can shed my fears and stay, then shed me off like skin that I would rot while, terrified, you run away Try me on for size surprise I do not even fit Look right through my lies my eyes And tell me I am full of it When I tell you I am bleeding just for you. Riddle me this just to call me a "liar" Tie me up like a witch and set the ropes on fire. near my death my dying breath will tell you something true love can be a life long luster o

Keepin Movin!!
Magnetosynthesis Why rocking chairs and cradles? Is crib death osteoporosis in babies? Evidence indicates, that through an educational process, a prescribed change in our lifestyle, osteoporosis can be eliminated as a plague afflicting mankind. Please take the time necessary to become familiar with the following information. My analysis indicates that your health, and that of others around you, stands to be beneficially affected through your understanding of the newly acquired concepts known as Magnetrition and Magnetosynthesis. These factors have always played a role, yet gone unnoticed until now. Your help in bringing this matter to everyone's attention should be greatly appreciated by all. I'm promoting the research I've done, and its conclusions. I've been working with this idea for over 20 years. It just seems hard for most people to grasp the concept. And, the theory implies a high degree of ignorance, on our part. Collected together, the facts prescribed a soc

Bad November - Track 5 - Eternal Summer
Bad November Disclaimer: This is a chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from Eternal Summer - Hanging with my mates/ Having fun in the sun/ Watching the girls walk by/ I want to go back to that time/ Where nothing matters/ I want to go back to that time/ We can have eternal summer Track - 5 - Eternal Summer After Gavin told me he wanted me to meet his friend I was worried. Am not sure if they will know who I am. Yet I know people will judg

Leaving Fubar
I am going to be downsizing my page and also have been contemplating deleting my account If you would like send me a message and let me know if you want to keep contact with me If so i will let you know in a response my yahoo id Thanks for being a great friend and yes all my friends and family have been great and sweet I cherish each and every one of you As you can see i always kept my family and friends list down cause i have kept the ones who mean something somehow to me in a special place Thanks again tony Hugssss and Kissesssssssssss

Misery Of Life
I sit here in my Jail cell called life Feeling a breath that is not my own. I wonder where life will lead me More pain? More misery? I don't really know. I see a light. I try to reach out but cannot Feel it. It gets closer and I notice It's a figure I reconginze. She tells Me she loves me...and I smile.

Moses
"BURNT OFFERINGS" The story of Moses and the burning bush, was written to remind man of how smoking must be used to compensate for the organic compounds found in the air he once had, in the environment of the trees. Today, as in the past, burnt offerings allow man the physical health, and therefore the mental ability, needed to commune with history in the form of words. For man to have started smoking, he needed a reason, and the reason is still the same today. Man found that by smoking different substances he could maintain better health, by supplying the body rapidly with needed elements, and at the same time combat many microscopic organisms. The rapid oxidization of the substances, cooks any organisms on the plant while chemically braking down the elements. It was wise for man to begin to use for his betterment the fact that elements enter the blood system faster through the lungs, and not only does the burning of the bush take the place of digestion, it also save the energy

Pain In My Heart
there was a time when all was right never needed an answer never wanted to fight layin in bed holdin ya tight kissin your lips all was right but im alone now dont what to do i give this pain in my heart all to you and the tears keep flowin and the hurt still there wish you knew how much i care

Bleeding
Bleeding My feelings draining from my body Like blood streaming out of an open wound My ability to love My ability to laugh My ability to feel pain I care not what happens anymore Fighting, stabbing, shooting, slit my throat Clawing my way out of a shallow grave Nothing matters

Jesus
Is Jesus Famous for the Bed? When I ask a group of students, "Who's famous for the car?" they say "Ford", then I ask, "Who's famous for the light bulb?" they say "Edison", then I ask, "Who's famous for the bed?" and most are stumped, and say they never thought about it, but once in a while a person in a group will quickly say/guess Jesus. And when I ask why they say that, they say, "Because of the manger!". The Jesus Bed Connection Think and remember. Before the word sleep became part of our vocabulary, the word dead was used, meaning not conscious. The word dead covered all the conditions for being found not conscious. People 2000 years ago, not yet having the word sleep, would have described what the carpenter Jesus was doing as raising the dead. With hindsight, through the study of history, we can now see and understand that Jesus was raising the sleeping, by giving them beds. The manger, praying before going to bed, and the spread of furniture with Christianity, all points

God
Rainbow in our lives Or A Reminder Some say the planet Mars does not have a magnetic field. And, some say we would not have the atmosphere that we do, if it were not for the Earth's magnetic field. The word "firmament" may be referring to our atmosphere and its ability to maintain life, when mentioned in the Bible. A rainbow, it has been said, is a token or symbol of a covenant between God and earth. But, have we recently learned that without a magnetic field there would not be rainbows? Is a rainbow also a sign of a magnetic field on a planet? From the reports, Jesus was called many names, and Carpenter and Rabbi are two of them. A worker with wood, and someone that studies and teaches the written history. A rocking chair, and a cradle are called so because they have bows on the parts that touch the earth, where they stand. And a study of the theory of Magnetrition points to rocking chairs and cradles being used as a tool/method of keeping a person ce

The Illusionist
It sounded so sugar coated the second time you said it sickening the sound. you called yourself devoted just to ruin and regret it and give someone the runaround. that manipulative monologue grasped at me but your tears, my devious dear.. blasphemy a lapse in concentration left your weak enchantment broken as if the very magic words you wrote you had misspoken. [in the face of temptation your loyalty withers.. fidelity fades, revealing the hollow in your heart.. that needy void that drained so many.. of their faith in your depth of feeling] bitter and alone you drift away. donning the mask of a victim. your lips hiding the noose that would ensnare men's throats. and such a graceful walk.

Mz.b's Huge Thank You Pimp Out
Over the last few days, so many wonderful people have come to my aid.I was on a mission to finally become Fu-Queen. Some people went above and beyond anything I could ever ask for. There was some who spent days rating my page, some spent hours. Tonight I was finally ready to give up, because it seemed like I'd never get there. When I was least expecting it, so many wonderful people bombed my page. Yesterday I recieved news my uncle had passed and alot of you opened your hearts, and some of you said a silent prayer for my family for me. Through it all you guys stuck it out with me, so I wanted to thank each & every one of you. IF, for some reason I left some one out PLEASE EMAIL ME and let me know so I can add you. It's now 3:30am, and I threw this all together in about an hour 1/2. My appologies if it seems a bit silly, or a bit thrown together. Thanks again every one, you all rock ! Enjoy ! Make on Snapvine | Copy This ~Cynde~Member of Shadow Leve

Where She Waits
She barely knew but said I do to no one's question a see-through groom And six months later dressed in white and fair she walked to the altar to a priest who wasn't there but she took her vows in sickness and health for better or worse for want or for wealth and at a reception where no one arrived she threw her flowers for the future bride then she danced to silence as if hands were on her side she spun in circles with an invisible guide and after a dance to her favorite tune she fell asleep and dreamed of her honeymoon Love, our canvas is an empty one. Love, till the setting of the evening sun. Love, be not undone, be not undone. Love, we are as one, we are as one. And when she awoke she walked to a park, she'd been so many times, she could find in the dark and she sat and cried in front of his grave wearing the gown and the veil she saved Love, our canvas is an empty one. Love, till the setting of the evening sun. Love, be not u

Whats The Purpose?
we get up, we fight life we go to bed we fight to go to sleep how often you wish you want to be a dog, in a good family? whats our purpose of life? to be a good Husband? a good wife? A GOOD PERSON ? we pretend, we take things for granted until you don't have it anymore. what do I feel ? everyone is out for they're on wellnes fuck selfish people

Auction
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The Burden Of Truth
Prepare yourself briefly for one moment's respite we pause giving thanks to the air of our words moments of silence postponing the violence of verbs from which others deterred the words slip away with sensitive cowardice candid, they have no place, so blatant brutally the words malign themselves, tainted a flagrant affront to the angels is painted such bitter bruising belittling baritones blaspheming, blithering, billowing; bile blowing booms from beyond blood and bones.. the burdened brood.. of beasts below bemoans as though evil was only a word never felt, thought or seen, only heard as if we did not bear witness to the vitriol like an oil that seethes through the dialectic soil as if we did not see in reality that your truth was a poisonous lie.

Html 4 Me To Remember
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Satiety
vain as i was i confess i am in a mess my spirits shaken restless emptied everything along the way as meaningless as the end to spend this time alone. to have such solitude, such zen in the nothingness, the iterances as endless as the bitter become bereaved the best become beloved belated we waste our time worrying which one we'll be. be free. sick and tired of trying, aren't you rather waste it wondering won't you? haven't had enough of hazy greys? so you say let alone I stand I wanting zipper down, failing, knees weak all that stands between us but a smile. i noticed, your reply was no denial.

Lounges To Me>>???stop Sending Invites
lounges are kewl but all i see is a** kissing. i like to chat not alot people dont know the art of conversation. look three keys..1.how are u 2.how is ur day 3.really hello is the 1st thing but sometimes we forget. lounges are chat room plain and simple im a loner. AND SOME DJ SUCK DONKEY BALLS..FOREAL NO SENSE OF MUSIC. IM A LONER I WAS THE ONE WHO NEVER HANG OUT WITH THE COOL KIDS BUT EVERY ONE KNEW OF ME A LITTLE. IAM A GROWEN WHO ENJOY REAL PEOPLE ALOT PPLS HERE REALLY FAKE..I HONESTLY CAN SAY OUT ALL MY FRIENDS I CAN CALL TURE FRIENDS BY THE WORDS U SAY.AS FOR LOUNGES THEY SUCK SORRY THAT MY OPION

Outlined Kisses
His loving touch, His warm embrace, The kisses that out-lined my face, Have faded away and sailed in time A time unclear But were all mine. Sleepless nights, Still untold The love we had, will never grow old. Blissful "hellos" And sorrowful "goodbyes" Now watch the tears run from my eyes. So now i'll take these bricks and stack them high, Never to be broken down by another guy. Can't break me down, or hold me back Loyalty is what you lack. So I'll stick it out, and put on a brave face Because this next chapter in my life.... Will take me to a better place.

Xenophobia
the war machine churns my brain into mud as it hunts for the source of some spurious conflict seeking solutions to empty equations it smokes and spews slaughters all reasons waining is logic, for fear it may too become bruised or broken or buried in debris in the siege.. or worse.. siezed in the freeze-frame firefight fleeing for life from the fetid ferocity known as finite. come whatever come what will violent, merciless, the machination feeds Unrelenting avarice, the victim is all reason Hearin' the gears in my ears.. Grind in my mind so blindly It was a hunt for nothing.. No success till it stopped looking. Unless there was nothing left the machine would not rest. Must quiet this down.

In Need......
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True Friends
In a friendship We're free to expose, Parts of ourselves Nobody else knows. But the thing that sustains it And sets it apart, Is not something spoken It's a bond of the heart. True friends are rare In a lifetime two or three, I'm so glad it happened Between you and me!

Hey All Dj Ghost Has Arrived
HERE EVEY ONE COME OUT AND SUPPORT DJ GHOST AND THE NAUGHTY GIRLS LOUNGE!!! HE'S ROCKING IT OUT ON THE PLAYER WITH SOME COOL TUNES AND WE'D LOVE YOU TO ROCK WITH US!!! COME ON YOU KNOW YOU WANNA. CLICK ON EITHER PIC TO COME IN AND ROCK WITH DJ GHOST RIDER AND THE NAUGHTY GIRLS. (repost of original by '~DJ*Twista♥JustShizzle'sFUWIFE♥{CO-OWNER OF 11TH DIMENTION}LovesNona,Nikki,Lizzy' on '2008-04-20 17:11:23')

Sound Bites!
New Rule: Judge the candidate on his/her own merits, not his/her pastor. If you think an issue is important, you must investigate it for yourself, not just accept information provided in sound bites - out of context. Barack Obama's pastor was in the news again this week. North Carolina Republicans are preparing to run an ad tying Obama to some controversial sound bites lifted from Reverend Jeremiah Wright's sermons. And CBS and MSNBC led their broadcasts with reports about the ad. Reverend Wright teaches black liberation theology. Reverend Wright gave an interview to Bill Moyers,last night, on the subject: BILL MOYERS: One of the most controversial sermons that you preach is the sermon you preach that ended up being that sound bite about Goddamn America. REVEREND JEREMIAH WRIGHT: Where governments lie, God does not lie. Where governments change, God does not change. And I'm through now. But let me leave you with one more thing. Governments fail....* When it came to treatin

Some Of The Sunset Members In Our Cafe Now -- Come In And Meet Them!! :)
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Give Me A Commerical Break
New Rule: Smug politicians don't get to ask the people to take action. In a new commercial, current House Speaker Nancy Pelosi and former House Speaker Newt Gingrich discuss the dire need to take action to solve the climate crisis. Gee, IF ONLY THESE TWO PEOPLE EVER HELD POSITIONS OF POWER WHERE THEY COULD HAVE DONE SOMETHING ABOUT IT! At one point Gingrich - mustering up all the sincerity of a two-faced politician - says, "If enough of us demand action from our leaders, we can spark the innovation we need." Hey numbnuts: why don't YOU demand action from one of our leaders - she's sitting right next to you!

You Ask Me What I Am Missing So Much
What am i missing you ask! A lot of stuff! My life in michigan was full of fun! I miss: Meeting friends for dinner& lunch Going to glow bowl on most fri nights: the 2 of us 4 of us or as many as 12 of us playing on 2 lanes drinking and laughing our ass off disapearing to go dance a song at the bar and steve bowling for me I miss the meet and greets at franco’s most of all: going early to eat dinner with friends new and old to talka nd hang and gossip before it got loud and busy I miss girls comming up to me grabbing my hand and dragging me to dance to "our song" I miss new girls every meet and greet i made out with a new girl at every meet and greet I miss seeing ppls faces light up when they 1st walk in I miss them running up to me for a hug and or kiss I miss DANCING all night long with my favorite girls I miss dancing with my girls and making out the whole song or songs I miss being comfy even though there is 200 ppl there I miss going down stairs to the dj an

Love
A Reason To Believe In Love Often I have wondered, If true love was truly meant to be, I had found so many times wishing, And wanting more, Needing, Wishing, For something, A reason to believe, A reason to believe in love, A reason to believe in true love, A reason to believe in hope, A reason to believe in faith, A reason to believe, In something beyond what I have felt, Something beyond what I have had, Something beyond what I could have, But it always seemed so far, So far in the distance, So far in the horizon, So far, Until one day, One day I saw you, One day I talked to you, One day I felt something starting to form, Something forming that was stronger, Stronger than I could ever have believed in, Believed that could be, Could be with me, One day I found you, And you changed my life, Changed my life forever, Changed my life completely, Changed everything, Everything in my life, Because I found you, I found my true love, I found my soul mate, I

Knowledge Is Power...
Last night i saw a poll about is it bush's fault. Well while i was reading the responces i relised that 1. the bouncers were not doing their job, as polls are not allowed. Talk about lazy and biased. 2. and more importantly how idiotic and ignorant many of the respondents were. And im not talking about those who just responded with off topic responces but those who were responding to the Mumm itself. I guess it amazes me in a country with so much freedom that there are so many individuals who do not have a basic and simple understanding of their own goverment. They then think based off their blantent inability to understand and delve into the deomcratic process that they understand who is to blame for whatever they want to complain about. These people should relise that to be able to have a reason to complain first you must vote, and second you must have a understanding about what you are complaining about. But no you see these same individuals seem to think that the media tells

I Found You.
I found you by BlueWolf © As i look back over my life, I try to recall a place, a time, a moment when i felt the way you make me feel. No memories come to mind, only... Could have been, should have been, Wish there had been. Always wishing, always dreaming of the day, the day i would meet you. And that day came, It was like walking past a mirror, but i did not see my own reflection, i saw a beautiful creature. It was the reflection of my soulmate, and at that moment i knew. I knew i had found the missing beat in my heart, I learned why my heart was capable of such profound love, I found my reason, my why, I found you.

Life
Life is too short for the wasting away of our minds and souls. We have based our daily routines on the self-satisfaction of material life. Ultimately, no matter how un-materialistic we may think we are, we all endure this journey by, if you are like me, fighting to maintain enough wealth to pay the rent and bills whilst paying for food and school and any other of those expenses we all in developed nations face day-to-day. We eat, work, sleep, party, fuck and do all those human things that humans do, but how many of us have stopped to take time to re-connect ourselves to this beautiful universe? Or have stopped to absorb the energy we are constantly surrounded by instead of stealing it from those we love? Our parents, and our parents' parents, and our parents' parents' parents and so forth have all gone on worrying about physical and material security for years and years and years and years. Up until the past few years, this need has been justified in aiding our world to move forwards.

Thank You Mz B
Over the last few days, so many wonderful people have come to my aid.I was on a mission to finally become Fu-Queen. Some people went above and beyond anything I could ever ask for. There was some who spent days rating my page, some spent hours. Tonight I was finally ready to give up, because it seemed like I'd never get there. When I was least expecting it, so many wonderful people bombed my page. Yesterday I recieved news my uncle had passed and alot of you opened your hearts, and some of you said a silent prayer for my family for me. Through it all you guys stuck it out with me, so I wanted to thank each & every one of you. IF, for some reason I left some one out PLEASE EMAIL ME and let me know so I can add you. It's now 3:30am, and I threw this all together in about an hour 1/2. My appologies if it seems a bit silly, or a bit thrown together. Thanks again every one, you all rock ! Enjoy ! Make on Snapvine | Copy This ~Cynde~Member of Shadow Leve

The Past Few Yrs
THE CRAZY BITCH, MY ILLNESS, AND THE MOVE! The crazy ass bitch wanted me dead: She went to school we with Steve and she married his best friend and I was there daycare provider. After cheating several times on her husband she left him for a man the same age as her dad! She had 2 kids now girl is 14 1st husband and boy is 4 2nd husband! She is one nasty woman gross as hell she would wash dishes before dinner cause every dish in their house was always dirty! We are talking moldy food not even scrape stuff off she left the dishes all over the house! She would even forget to shower! You know those people that give you a bad vibe this is her! She was a terrible mommy so bad that when her daughter was a baby her mom called me and asked if I would take care of her baby if she called cps I said yes but ya have to be a relative! She is bipolar not on meds! So for several years she begged me to do a 4 sum with her and her husband and I kept saying no cause ewe…. I need to lik

Playing A Smal Part In A Large World
Let me start this blog with a story ...PLEASE ENDULGE ME, for i must set the stage... i joined the army in 1987... My first real assignment was to an ADA unit...{AIR DEFENSE ARTILLARY}//my MOS {JOB} was a communications specialist... a month after being assigned to this unit parts of the batallion were assigned to a field excercise that was to last for 45...IN THE FIELD... we loaded up the equipment on rail heads bound for a small town called Caliente Nevada my first night of guard duty watching the equipment i was BLOWN AWAY by the view i had seen... i never seen a shooting star b4 in my life..that night looking up in the sky at that very moment in that very second in time i beheld so many shooting stars i was left breathless...never b4 and never since have i seen such a wonder of celestrial beauty... the next day we drove out to the town of rachel, there the main HQ was set up... and between rachel and a town called tonopa we were spread out , setting up a grid

Class Reuinion!!!
Anyone have any amazing INEXPENSIVE ideas... or favorite things they did or liked about theirs? Was there anything you hated? Let me know in comments please!!! I'm having to help plan ours... and its very last minute... haha we always were a bunch of slackers....

A True Friemd
Friends in need, real friends and fairweather friends 'A friend in need, is a friend indeed' is a popular saying, implying that people become friends when they need something from you. Whilst this can indeed be true, the reverse is also significant. When you are in need, then you find out who are your real friends. An acquaintance found out recently that she has a chronic medical condition. Nothing visible and nothing to stop her living a normal life, but something that will occasionally flare up and cause discomfort. She also found out something of the difference between real and fairweather friends. She informed them simply because she is an open and honest person. There was no seeking of particular help. Perhaps a little sympathy, but no special treatment or additional attention. When she told some friends, they responded with concern. They listened without asking anything in return. They asked how they could help. These were real friends. Others, who she also believed

This Sites Awesome... I Already Made $!!!
What is Yuwie? ================= First off, Yuwie is FREE. Yuwie is like any other 'connect with friends' or social networking site. But we have one major difference. Use Yuwie - Get Paid! Yuwie pays you to blog, upload pictures, refer friends, chat, hang out, etc.

Masters Of Creativity
Some say Poems are so boring Drab and non alluring They get nothing From anything they read ~ They don't see no point In reading words and ryhmes They say, It's only for the weak ~ But what they don't know Is where a poets mind can go Opening Realms To other worlds ~ If you sit and listen Imagine and envision And take in Every little word ~ The enchanments so delightful A little sinful and exciteful This I guarantee ~ Cause what you are seeing In the words that you are reading Is Master's Of Creativity ~ Don't get to relaxed With the intentions that we have We plan on Capturing your mind ~ Tracing our fingers Along the very dangers That lurkes so Deep within' the mind ~ Hypnotizing you Illusions oh so true Creating you A new reality ~ How savage we are When it comes to our own hearts We'll abuse it Just so we can dream ~ So whenever you are reading What a poets mind is thinking We toy With your fantasies ~ Just you remember Tha

Older
Older by BlueWolf We rise a little later We move a little slower The body has its little aches And the hands have a steady shake This is getting older? Not exactly what I had in mind We were supposed to be wiser and smarter As the years flowed by like running water But life is still good You appreciate things more The subtleties of life Especially my loving sole mate The one who knows me better Then anyone in my life The one who knows all the secrets Only because I let her So hand in hand we stroll Down life's unknown highway Tomorrow is never promised But, I finally know what peace is...... My faith carries me through Day to day, hour to hour It took so many years To understand........ God is the truth

Godfather Me
Ok...guys heres the offer... Im lookin 2 hit godmother...im about 242k away... whever u want 2 help is awesome...then more u help the more u get...u can help out by Rates...pic comments...user comments...fu bling...blasts... rates,pic comments, and user comments all deps on how much u do deps on how much fu bucks ill give u... fubling = 5k blast...1day 10k...3day 25k...7day 30k...30days 70k -♥Applelicious

Pangako Sayo (the Promise)
Ngayon, ko lang nabatid na hindi biro ang umibig nakapagtataka nadarama'y tunay na ligaya habang sayo'y buong pusoy ko ngayon tila ipaubaya. Chorus: Pangako sa'yo, ipaglalaban ko Sa hirap at ginhawa ang ating pag-ibig Upang 'di magkalayo kailan man 'pagkat ang tulad mo ay minsan lang buhay ko. Noon akala ko ang wagas na pag-ibig Ay sa nobela lang matatagpuan At para bang kayhirap na paniwalaan Ikaw, ikaw pala ang hinihintay kong pangarap Ngayon kapiling ka at tayo'y iisa Hindi ko hahayaan na sa atin ay may hahadlang Chorus: Pangako sa'yo, ipaglalaban ko Sa hirap at ginhawa ang ating pag-ibig Upang 'di magkalayo kailan man 'pagkat ang tulad mo ay minsan lang buhay ko Upang 'di magkalayo kailanman 'pagkat ang tulad mo ay minsan lang sa buhay ko Pangako sa'yo, ipaglalaban ko Sa hirap at ginhawa ang ating pag-ibig Upang 'di magkalayo kailanman 'pagkat ang tulad mo ay minsan lang sa buhay ko..... oh, lalala 2007 IKON ASEAN winner -Vina Morales "Pan

Cremson Shadows
Crimson Shadows in the shadows of the rose I lie i want you; i desire to lure you in with my fragrance and so i shall and you can't resist my vivid petals i can resist your gaze but you cannot resist mine i can give you your every desire - but once your energy is mine, there will be nothing

Where Is Everybody?
Where Is Everybody? did you happen to catch or did it happen so fast what you thought would always last has passed you by is everything speeding up or am I slowing down i'm just spinning around and I don't know why all the pieces don't fit thought I really didn't give a shit I never wanted to be like you but for all I aspire I am really a liar and I'm running out of things I can do I'd like to stay but every day everything pushes me further away if you could show help me to know how it's supposed to be where did it go? pleading and needing and bleeding and breeding and feeding exceeding where is everybody? trying and lying defying denying crying and dying where is everybody? well okay, enough, you've had your fun but come on there has to be someone that hasn't yet become so numb and succumb and god damn I am so tired of pretending of wishing I was ending when all I'm really doing is trying to hide and keep it inside and fill it with

$600 3 Br House In Northport, Ny
Looking for roommate for 3 BR house 1.5 bath. Washer/dryer, small yard, living room, Dining Room/Office, Eat in Kitchen, Fireplace. Walking distance to downtown Northport and harbor. $600 + Utilities, 1 month security. Male or Female. Contact me for pictures!!

My Dirty Lil Sectrets
MY DIRTY LIL SECRETS SHHHHHHHHHHH Current mood: flirty Category: Romance and Relationships MY DIRTY LIL SECRETS! I LOVE WOMAN! THERE LOOK THERE TOUCH AND THERE TASTE THE SENTIMENTAL STUFF THE SNUGGLING AND TONS MORE! THERE IS JUST SOMETHING WHEN A WOMAN TOUCHES ME AND KISSES ME AND THE LOOK IN HER EYES WHEN THEY SAY I LOVE YOU, AND MEAN IT! IT MAKES ME MELT. I SO CRAVE TO FIND THE PERFECT GIRL FOR ME! I LOVE MY HUSBAND TO DEATH! HE IS THE BEST! I LOVE STEVE SO VERY MUCH BUT HE IS NOT A WOMAN. HE SNUGGLES AND LOVES ME TO DEATH! HE WILL ALWAYS BE MY KNIGHT IN SHINNING ARMOR WHO SAVED ME! HE TREATS ME GREAT! EVERYONE KNOWS HE LOVES ME! HE PUTS UP WITH ALL MY SHIT WHO ELSE WOULD DO THAT! 15 YRS OF MARRIAGE AND 16 YRS TOGETHER I DO BELIEVE OUR LOVE WILL LAST FOREVER! FOR ALL WHO KNEW SOME OF THE STUFF WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH THEY ARE ALL SHOCKED WE HAVE MADE IT THROUGH ALL THESE BAD TIMES. I THINK ITS LOTS OF REALLY GOOD TIMES IS WHAT HAS DONE IT! HE IS THE ONE WHO IS ENCOURAGING ME

Hangover
They say to cure a hangover have another drink the pain i feel ain't simple it'll put you on your knees no way to ever end it not a hope in sight can anybody help me I had to much to dream last night Chorus- When i close my eyes I see your face it's back again just like you stayed life was magic if you know what i mean How do you cure a hangover a hangover from a dream It's the best of addictions Aphrodite in a glass a freight train from the heart and your standing on the tracks I don't want to end it not a hope in sight nobody here to help me I had to much to dream last night -Chorus

Hips ( Rap/rock Song) The Beginning Of It
I love the way you move your mouth love the way you move that ass when you dip down low make it jump out da pants make that booty quake,make it jiggle make it roll show me how you work it when your riding the pole sexy gotta tell ya, that this dog has a bone we can do it in the club,or when i get you back home either way anyway, it's an all night affair say you got a boyfriend baby I don't care... Chorus- I got something you'll like Something all night the way you move those hips lick those lips sexy getting all of this baby I'll show you everything never had a man like me

A Letteer To The World
Maya Angelou letter on Senator Hillary Clinton Body: I am Honored to Say I am With Hillary for the Long Run by Dr. Maya Angelou4/24/2008 2:39:10 PMDear Friend: I am writing to tell you about my friend, Hillary Clinton, and why I am standing with her in her campaign for the presidency. I know the kind of president Hillary Clinton will be because I know the person she is. I am inspired by her courage and her honesty. She is a reliable and trustworthy person. She is someone I not only admire but one for whom I have profound affection. Hillary does not waver in standing up for those who need a champion. She has always been a passionate protector of families. As a child, she was taught that all God’s children are equal, and as a mother, she understood that her child wasn’t safe unless all children were safe. As I wrote about Hillary recently in a praise song: “She is the prayer of every woman, and every man who longs for fair play, healthy families, good schools an

Need Some Royalty
Get my banner code or make your own flash banner I am currently going to build a royal family of Fubar. To join is simple, reply or post for this bulletin and your profile will be displayed in future bulletins. Also when you join change your name to Member of Fubar's Royal Family. example: Rabbit $Member of Fubar's Royal Family$

The Night You Died
I place my hand upon your cheek, The words are hard for you to speak. I nod my head and try to smile, You've been fading for a while. And now you lay upon this bed, Barely alive, almost dead. The color fades from your face, Those times we shared I can't erase. So young, alive and much in love, Now angels call you from above. I can't let go, please stay with me, Closing my eyes, can't bare to see. The silent angels that took you away, But in this heart, you'll always stay. I took for granted all we shared, To late to show how much I cared. I'll never forget, or let you go, For in my heart, I loved you so. You died tonight, but in my heart, Together forever, and never to part.

More Than A Friend
More than a Friend ~ By: Gavin DeGraw You need a friend I'll be around Don't let this end before I see you again What can I say to convince you to change your mind?..Don't leave I'm gonna love you more than anyone I'm gonna hold you closer than before And when I kiss your soul, your body be free, I'll be free for you anytime I'm gonna love you more than anyone Look in my eyes What do you see Not just the color Look inside of me Tell me your need and I will try I will try I'm gonna love you more than anyone I'm gonna hold you closer than before And when I kiss your soul, your body be free, I'll be free for you anytime I'm gonna love you more than anyone Free for you whenever you need We'll be free together baby, free together baby I'm gonna love you more than anyone I'm gonna hold you closer than before And when I kiss your soul, your body be free, I'll be free for you anytime I'm gonna love you more than anyone

Meaning
Meaning ~ By: Gavin DeGraw Hail to the light, that by baby watches me. In the darkness of the window I can hardly get to sleep. Wish for the hour that the nighttime soon shall pass And the morning dew will bring us to a day our souls can last. Chorus: Love has a reason, there's a meaning to the world. We're giving love (yeah) Situation: candle light, enough to see the bits around you, but it's never very bright. Stare at a memory, you, through the grapevine, heard the truth. It's good to learn from your mistakes, but that only works in youth. Chorus: Love has a reason, there's a meaning to the world. We're giving love Giving love Giving love Giving love Restless minds; curtain calls follow fanfares. Troubled hearts; just a walk down the hall. Restless hearts; you take a punch just to land one. Troubled minds; it's only fair after all. Mountain, the trail, but you've got it in sight. Somtimes the only way is jumpin' I hope you're not afraid

Azure Rider's
Have you recently taken the time to make me velvet or to simply wrap me up in blue and green? I need this, you know. Perhaps I'm not asking in a way that you can understand, perhaps my spider madness gets me tangled in a web of dreams. It's true, tonight I could do with a soothing moonbeam, or two, slowly on my hair, across my face, intimately. A warm and cleansing rain could follow; for desert, I have a purple desert wind full of mystique and miracle enchantment; Arabian nights under bright white stars with unfamiliar music drifting strangely. Before I go, I want to turn and greet the azure riders on their horses, silver flanked and silver armoured, watch them flow in sweeping arch towards my window. Is that too much to ask of you?

Im Not Alone
im not alone in my world of darkness..im not alone in my world of fear.. im not alone in my world of anger...im not alone in my world of tears the demons come and keep me company.. the drugs the alcohol the sex.. they claw at my chest they invade my brain.. they take over me.. my world was once ruled by demons..they cant take me over just u wait and see.. im not alone in my world of darkness..im not alone in my world of fear.. im not alone in my world of anger...im not alone in my world of tears the angels have come and worked their magic ways.. my life is at peace.. no more pain.. no more anger...no more fear.. the angels of darkness have come and helped me find my way.. im not alone in my world of darkness..im not alone in my world of fear.. im not alone in my world of anger...im not alone in my world of tears im not alone in my world ..

Through The Rain
When you get caught in the rain With nowhere to run When you’re distraught And in pain without anyone When we keep crying out To be safe But nobody comes And you feel so far away That you just can't find you way home you can get there alone it's okay once you say I can make it through the rain I can stand up once again On my own and I know That I’m strong enough to mend And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith And I live one more day And I make it through the rain And if you keep falling down Don’t you dare give in You will arise safe and sound So keep pressing on steadfastly And you’ll find what you need to prevail Once you say I can make it through the rain I can stand up once again On my own and I know That I’m strong enough to mend And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith And I live one more day And I make it through the rain And when the wind blows And shadows grow close Don’t be afraid There’s nothing yo

Centaurin
Let me breach the barriers that lie between us. Let me break down the walls. I want you, raw and naked, I want to flow into you, nothing barred, and nothing held. Break down. Melt and crumble, both of us, we need to just let go, just fall, don’t catch me, we need to lie together. You turn to me, I turn to you, and I will see you. I will know you. And finally, I can love you.

Help This Amazing Woman Godmother!!
THIS AMAZING WOMAN IS ON HERE WAY TO GODMOTHER AND SHE NEEDS YOUR HELP!! SHE'S NOT ONLY AMAZING BUT SHE IS LOVING AND CARING!! IF ANYONE DESERVED GODMOTHER IT'S THIS WOMAN! FIRST OFF I'M ASKING EVERYONE TO HELP HER GET SPOTLIGHT!! ALL DONATIONS ARE WELCOME....DOESN'T MATTER WHAT YOU DONATE AS LONG AS YOU HELP OUT!! I WILL PERSONALLY DO PERSONAL SALUTES FOR ALL WHO DONATE! AFTER YOU MAKE YOUR DONATION JUST PRIVATE MESSAGE ME AND LET ME KNOW YOU SENT SOME FUBUCKS HER WAY! WHILE YOUR THERE WHY NOT RATE/FAN/ADD HER AND HELP MOVE HER A LITTLE CLOSER TO GODMOTHER! CLICK HER LINK BELOW TO GO SHOW HER THE LOVE SHE DESERVES! dj nilla~owner of ~DIRTYDEED$RADIO.COM~ fu-owned by DJ Blood@ fubar THIS BULLETIN BROUGHT TO YOU BY: !!!!ҰØҰØ¡¡¡¡ ~Greeter@DDR~Owned by~†Ð¿ GøThÏ¢†§ø£dî£r†~†Fu-Owned by inkman876@ fubar

The Solace
Solace did I seek within your arms, and haven calm you were when all around us raged the night and seas as high as mountains threatened with their roar. Enfoldment of silence and a stillness born of ages did I feel from you, so patient your acceptance of my tears and of my youth, you questioned not, just stroked my hair, your breath the tides, the hush of night wind caught in stately elms - oh how you soothed me, healed me of the days ... In your remembrance, a gust of rain the window holds at bay.

Kiss Of Life
Your skin, once perfect, once a pale sweep of unbroken desert dunes, has felt my kiss and now it cries - ruby tears are welling up, are slowly sliding down your throat, glistening, delicious tears of joy, of life of your awakening. I am always moved when I thus watch the sorrow of the body, expressed, released, out in the open now for all to see - and it was always there, and not to know that is the deepest of illusions. Here, watch with me. Observe with fascination as your treasures flow across your breast and make their way to your most intimate of oceans - this is my sacrifice before I start to make all this my own, my gift to you, the first of all, the most important lesson of your life. Now close your eyes. Give up your yesterdays and your tomorrows - all those are gone, will never be and you and me will take a journey new and bright, into the night a dawn of radiance awaits.

Giving Up
I guess it's time to move on now I tried so hard to be your friend But whenever I get close You push me away So I'm giving up Can not take the pain I thought you were sweet Guess I was wrong I helped you when you were sick I held you when you were sad I was always there for you But now I'm not 'Cause I'm giving up Can not take the pain Your think I'm crazy But the crazy one is you And when you're sad and alone And wish I were there I hope you remember what you did Bucause I'm gone I'm never coming back You turned your back on my And I'm giving up

The Feast
We swept into the sleepy town on wings of night; we were a rushing, a ferocious wind and we were hungry. Some felt us coming. Some amongst the fat and frightened sleepers raised their heads, their hooded eyes would try in vain to pierce the dark - as always, they would try to find a refuge in a fire, that is all they ever knew to have, to stand between them and the endless night, filled to the brim with life that wants to feast upon them, wants to sink its flashing teeth without a second's hesitation deep into their unprotected flesh and tear their worlds apart in a bright ruby sacrifice, a baptism of blood that ends their meaningless existence. But all the fires do is blind them further still and take away whatever chance they might have had to rise and flee, or to agree and find a balance, learn our ways and share our days and nights in some form that resembles an ecology - but they do no such thing, instead they quiver and they tremble, they pray,

So Do I Fly
Few things eclipse the coming of night. A cessation of noise is the first and finest unfolding; the noise of the sun, the incessant howling of that radiation storm, an interference and an insult to my senses which are finely tuned and made for night. As the sun recedes, so does the noise recede; and then, behind the veil that thins and thins again, I can perceive the first strands of the song – the first strands are the ocean pulses, stars and beings, all around, above, below and deep beneath me, singing as they are, the song of life itself, the song of time and unbound freedom, flight immeasurable and immense, star children as we are, and trapped here in the realms of day that cuts the chord and the connection to the beauty of it all, to the beauty in my soul. But now, the night is coming. Hushed whispers, radiance recedes and now, I come to life; I can emerge, unfold my wings of regal hues, of blue and black and as the last rays of

Away From Home
Here I am now I am on my own I broke away from home And living on my own It's a little lonely But it's the job I chose Sometimes I wish that A few I knew where here But then I wouldn't know What it's like to live alone I enjoy myself when I can But sometimes I sit here and think Think about home About family About friends It's nice to think about them You never know how much You appreciate home Until you leave I found that out a few months ago And let me tell you There really is no place Like home

Cotton Candy Kisses Needs 50,000 For A Happy Hour
Cotton Candy Kisses needs 50,000 comments for a happy hour.So can you all come show her some fu-love to her pic She really wants this happy hour real bad.So when you all have time can you come help her out please.She will be so happy that she won her happy hour in a contest.Here's her pic link just click on it and start going at it.Thank you very much for helping out.Let her win this happy hour please.It means alot to her to have it.

Soooooooo Truuuu!!!!!!! Lmmfao
THE MAN RULES!!! The Man Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules " From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1 " ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don 't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work ! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every qu estion. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you wan

You Give Me Something
You Give Me Something ~ James Morrison You only stay with me in the morning You only hold me when I sleep I was meant to tread the water But now I've gotten in too deep For every piece of me that wants you Another piece backs away You give me something That makes me scared alright This could be nothing But I'm willing to give it a try Please give me something Because someday I might know my heart You only waited up for hours Just to spend a little time alone with me And I can say I've never bought you flowers I can't work out what they mean I never thought that I'd love someone That was someone else's dream You give me something That makes me scared alright This could be nothing But I'm willing to give it a try Please give me something Because someday I might call you from my heart But it might be a second too late And the words that I could never say Are gonna come out anyway You give me something That makes me scared alright This c

Embracing Everlasting Beauty
The night falls upon us With that we gain power I feel my blood turning cold And start to hunger for you You show me your neck And in the light of the moon Your neck gives an overwhelming glow I move to kiss it But I can't fight my temptation My eyes turn red And my fangs begin to grow I bite into your neck And taste your sweet blood It flows into my mouth And throughout my body You hold me closer Digging your nais into my back I release you from my grasp And watch you regain your strength You look up to me and say "I love you, my dark prince" I pick you up and hold you close And after embracing your everlasting beauty We are one in body, spirit, and mind

Ashes To Ashes Dust To Dust
Making love to you is like a stately funeral procession, six black stallions, satin sombre glory and blood red roses. The world stands still as we proceed, slow march, one direction, no escape. It doesn't help to turn away and to pretend this isn't real. The mourners in their finery assemble now around our bed their faces white, their eyes devoid of tears, the worst has come to pass and now, there are no longer any fears remaining here. Ashes to ashes, dust to dust, come I will, and come I must.

Stand In The Rain
Stand in the Rain ~ By: Superchick She never slows down. She doesn't know why but she knows that when she's all alone, feels like its all coming down She won't turn around The shadows are long and she fears if she cries that first tear, the tears will not stop raining down [CHORUS] So stand in the rain Stand your ground Stand up when it's all crashing down You stand through the pain You won't drown And one day, whats lost can be found You stand in the rain She won't make a sound Alone in this fight with herself and the fears whispering if she stands she'll fall down She wants to be found The only way out is through everything she's running from wants to give up and lie down. [CHORUS] So stand in the rain Stand your ground Stand up when it's all crashing down You stand through the pain You won't drown And one day, whats lost can be found You stand in the rain So stand in the rain Stand your ground Stand up when it's all crashing down Stand

To My Friends
Ok well as some know I am in chicago and the internet in the hotel sucks ass big time. It's taking me so long to rate people. For the next few days I'm not going to be around much. My daughters boyfriend was killed in a car accident on the 25th of april at 1:30 am. 4 kids were in the car, the driver and 2 passengers were killed and one got out with minor injuries. Both my kids were friends with one boy and my daughter was dating another boy in the vehicle. This has been her truley first serious relationship and isn't taking this very well... So I am doing a early prediction by saying I won't be on alot. My page wilbe up I'm sure but not sure what the next few days will bring. As many of you all know I lost 2 childen not long ago and this is really hard for me to even absorb let alone feel. Kids have lost total faith in alot after the death of their siblings, and now this. These are young kids and had a promising future. Well it chokes me up to even type all this..... Here is the lnk to

My Sweet Fiancee
I love you so much My sweet fiancee You are the love of my life We haven't been together long But we know we belong to each other People might say we're moving too fast But we know we're not We feel it in our hearts And the feeling keeps growing Soon we will be married And I will never let you go

Diva
The diva strides and flexes lightly - yet her footsteps resonate and all who sense the ripples stop and turn around. Her power is her freedom; her freedom is her joy; her joy is boundless like the wind unstoppable sometimes soft and gentle, sometimes like a hurricane she takes you, and she sweeps you up and far away ... Her laughter owns the sky and all is at her mercy, at her touch of wilderness enchantment, vibrant lightning bringing rush of life, wherever it may strike. Bow your head in reverence and pray! Her smile as you emerge the chosen one will raise you, a breathless moment - Step beyond, become immortal in the mirror of her gaze.

I Will Be Back
I know you are worried, honey But I promise I will be back I will come back and hold you I will hold you very tight I will wipe your eyes when you start to cry I know the tears will be happy But I don't want you to cry As soon as we're together And live in our own house I will hold you close all night long And when the time comes for me to leave I will make the same promise And I will be back With you in my arms

Love
They say you just know that he is the one. When we first got together, we were absolutely crazy about eachother. Now we argue, we get on eachothers nerves, and i'm starting to think 'what if i am wrong?' How do you really know when its not meant to be? I am still crazy about him, and love him with all of my heart, i'm just starting to notice some flaws, some that i can deal with, some i dont know if i want to. do i have to make a sacrifice?i'm scared that if i do, it will come back and bite me in the ass, the problem will only progress if he doesnt get help. that is not whats best for me and my son. but can he change? Most people have to hit rock bottom befor they realize that there is a problem. i am worth more than rock bottom, a lot more.

I Can't Wait
I can't wait to see you again I can't wait to hold you I can't wait to kiss you I can't wait 'til May And ask you to marry me I can't wait to be your husband I can't wait to live with you You are the love of my life And I can't wait to be with you forever

Anyway
Anyway ~ Martina McBride You can spend your whole life building, Something from nothing One storm can come and blow it all away, Build it anyway You can chase a dream That seems so out of reach And you know it might not ever come your way Dream it anyway (Chorus:) God is great, but sometimes life ain’t good And when I pray; It doesn’t always turn out like I think it should But I do it anyway, I do it anyway This world’s gone crazy And it’s hard to believe That tomorrow will be better than today. Believe it anyway You can love someone with all your heart, For all the right reasons, And in a moment they can choose to walk away Love ‘em anyway (Repeat Chorus) God is great, but sometimes life ain’t good And when I pray It doesn’t always turn out like I think it should But I do it anyway, Yeah I do it anyway You can pour your soul out singing A song you believe in That tomorrow they’ll forget you ever sang Sing it anyway, Yeah sing it anywa

True Love
I now know what it is I somehow knew the first time we met I'm not sure how to describe it But I shall try my best We haven't been together long But we are very close Everyday the feelng we have The feelings in our harts grow It grows like a start of a river A river will start small But as it gets closer to the ocean It becomes wider and deeper Some rivers flow slowly And others much faster Some stay smooth and even flowing While others are hard and rough Our love might have started fast But the love is even flowing We have no doubts We know we love each other And for once in my life I can say I am in love And I am truly happy

The Other Side
Write me a poem Write me a song make it loud and make it strong declare your future, yours and mine. Fall on me in in sweetest wisdom words which float beneath the tides and all we hear is waves that rush and whisper ancient knowledges again and yet again they stand. You walk the shore you walk to water’s edge and those who know they listen with their feet their wing tips touching tiny bubbles, foam and swiftly, all that wonderment is nothing more but here and now – We enter there and there lies grace itself revealed, revered and so beloved - oh, what can I say to you? How can I call your name in such a way that you will turn your head upon your slender neck - skywards you gaze seawards you gaze the breeze is lifting up your hair – ah, come to me beloved child of stony shores of lonely nights, of summers that were never bright! Now raise your wings and feel the lifting, feel the rushing, come to me my love, my only one! Don’t heed the v

Essay
I have to decide which topic to use for my essay... which do you think would be more interesting Rosa Parks The Dred Scott Case Underground railroad Brown vs. Board of Education this is for my Ethnic Studies paper and these are from the list given to me that I could choose from.

Love
Can someone tell me what it means It is hard to grasp at times I think of someone everyday And when I see her It's like time just stops My heart begins to pound But when I try to say something The words never come out Does she know how I feel Does she feel the same way That I do not know And I may never know

Depressed
Why am I depressed today I've felt this way since I woke up Is it because my dad is away Or is it because of a love A love that might never be I do not know which I do know I want to be held But no one is here to do so I feel so alone right now And I hope this depression ends soon

It's Over
The day had come But my heart doesn't believe it You said it was over and walked out You left me on my knees Crying because you're gone I call out your name But you will not come back I reach out for you But all I touch is air I'm left alone with a broken heart Because it's over

Waiting
my soul knows you are meant for me no matter how confused you are you will realize we're meant to be its ok to be unsure love i can wait i feel you are worth it and you cant mess with fate when everyone else has left you for dead i will be by your side and you will remember what i said i give you everything i posess i give to you all that i am nothing more and nothing less all i ask in return is your undying love your soul, your life, your children and anything else i think of its a tough order for an average man but you are something special and you handle me like no one can so hear me love, i'll wait for you give me a chance to show you what i can do

The Meeting
The day had come at last The day I meet my true love I wait on the shore See her walk towards me Her hair, so beautiful, blowing in the wind As the sun hits her face I thought I must have been dreaming I look into her blue eyes And become enchanted by them Her lips are oh so soft One kiss and I knew We could never part We sat down in the sand Watched the sun set in the west I held her close in my arms And kissed her again She whispered so softly Telling me she loved me And in the light of the moon We made love in the sand

Tribute To My Beautiful Son...
HUNGHARIAN GYPSY VIOLIN SOLO MOST DONT KNOW I HAVE A SON, HIS 18 NOW... HE STARTED TO LEARN HOW TO PLAY THE VIOLEN AT THE AGE OF 10...MY GRANDFATHER PLATED THE VIOLEN AS WELL...THIS TALENT RUNS IN THE FAMILY, WE R BLESSED WITH IT.. I AM SO PROUD THAT HE STUCK WITH IT AND PLAYS SO BEAUTIFULLY!!! MY TRIBUTE TO MY HEART...MY WONDERFUL SON QUEEN OF THE DAMNED PERFECT VIOLEN SOLO

The One
There is a man standing in the dark Who is he you ask He is a creature of the night He lives on the blood of humans Many fear him Others love him He is the one many call the Lord How do I know this you ask I know this because I was there when he was made Whe he awakened in his new life It was I who called him The One

Droplets
Droplets ~ By: Jason Reeves & Colbie Caillat I'm leaving you I'm not sure if that's what I should do It hurts so bad I'm wanting you but cant go back Trying to find, to find That all elusive piece of mind Stuck here somehow Shrouded beneath my fear And now I don't need it Cuz I'm walkin down this road alone and figured all I'm thinking bout is you, is you my love And my head is in a cloud of rain and the world it seems so far away and I'm just waiting for The droplets, droplets You left a mark I wear it proudly on my chest Above my heart Above my heart To Remind me that I feel the best When I'm with you When I'm with you To me everything is effortless You know its true My eyes are painted with regret and I don't need it Cuz I'm walkin down this road alone and figured all I'm thinking bout is you, is you my love And my head is in a cloud of rain and the world it seems so far away and I'm just waiting to fall and sink into your tears You are like the

Sat 04-26-08 (conga)
Saturday, April 26, 2008 Being I've been away during this grieving period I thought I probably should drop an honest blog in here before tomorrows "Birthday Begging" and shameless self promotion ... Strange how the two meet at the most inopportune times, that being the celebration of ones birth just as another's has perished. Both for me always brings me to reflection of the past. The two: Life and Death, are assured to be linked for each cant exist without the other. We all are born and part of life is death -- guaranteed! All born with an expiration date, We just dont know when it is ... I've excepted and lived with - loved ones dying most of my life, (far-far too

I'm Ready
We knew this day would come But we did not know when War is upon us Are we ready Yes we are Men and women are fighting They are fighting to keep us free How many will die We do not know Are they ready Some yes, others no You are aboard ship Ready to attack But are you ready I can not tell you You have to find out yourself I am at home Hearing the news it is time Do I know what will happen I do not Am I ready Yes, I am ready

Poem By Princess:)
Are you just a memory? Or did you never really exist, Another hallucination Continuing to persist, If you never walked this ground, There was no suicide goodbye, Figment of the imagination- You would never have had to die, If you lived, if you were real And depression defeated you, Hurting I'd understand why you left But still wish you'd made it through, Whether you're just a memory, Wish, dream or hallucination, I'm here suffering, walking Your brave smile as my inspiration.

My Love Is Gone Why???
IM DYIN INSIDE CUZ MY HEART HAS BEEN BROKIN BY SUMONE WHO MEANT ALOT TOO ME. HE WUZ TAKIN WUT I SAID THE WRONG WAY! ALL I WAYS DOIN IS JUST TRYIN TO FIGURE OUT A WAY FOR US TO B ABLE TO B TOGETHER MORE! AND NO I DONT HAVE HIM AT ALL AND THAT WUZ TOTALLY NOT WUT I WUZ GOIN FOR SO NOW IM SITTIN HERE WITHOUT HIM AND A BROKIN HEART NOW WUT! I HAVE BEEN THROUGH HELL THIS MONTH AND I DONT UNDERSTAND WUT I DID TO DESERVE IT IVE BEEN KICKED OUT MY FOOT BROKEN AND NOW MY LOVE IS GONE I JUST WANNA DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Celebrate!
In honor of the upcoming Krush Fest, WRR is hosting a pre-Krush Fest party in the fubar lounge.. WORLD ROCK RADIO .. Saturday, May 9th, all day long.. games, prizes, and of course MUSIC!! help us celebrate our station's fest.. come join us!! Join the lounge & let us know you got the beads. We'll give you 500 fubux to start the party right!

Challenges
The challenges we face in life are suppose to make us stronger. How strong do we have to be? The pain we face in life is supposed to make us feel alive. How much pain does one have to endure? The losses in life are supposed to make us appreciate what we have. What is left when there is nothing else left to loose? They say these life experiences help to form us into who we are. If these experience make us who we are. What does that say about us? Then again if it were easy we would probably just take life for granted.

The Woman
There's a woman sitting on the bench Who is she we ask It is the woman who hides her feelings We ask her what is wrong But she always says nothing But we all know how she feels We are all waiting for her to tell us She is my friend One that I care for But our friendship is ruined So It is time to bid fair well Goodbye my friend Please shed no tears Be well and always remember I will always be your friend

The Devils Princess
Sweet angelic child, skin stained with the beauty of death A child lost and afraid Her name forgotten, never again to be said Ash collides to ground as footprints are left beneath smoke Her tears consuming the blackness seen through her eyes She walks in the dark her skin covered in tattered lace Her cries for a new life consumed by the evil inside Blood and tears blend as they fall from her sky She tells the story of a shattered friend The story of how death chose her life to live and not to end She sat there watching the darkness take her family away Than cursed her with the taste of immortal misery No longer needing another breath She screams in silence wishing the pain would vacant her troubled mind The voices tearing at her faith binding the bind of lost time Everything she touches parishes as the darkness begins to cry Crying of laughter as another soul dies Wishing to be doomed to a place far greater than this hell Fingertips twitch as desire of safety seeps fr

Lily Stiletto
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April 27,2001
Seven years tomorrow still feels like yesterday,I seen that big pretty smile. I know you're in a way better place doesn't stop me from hating the fucker who got u killed. He got away with killin you even added on to his family. Family no one to carry on your name he took that option from you. Just know you are missed and loved.

The More Boys I Meet...
The More Boys I Meet... ~ By: Carrie Underwood This boy here wants to move too fast He see's my future as having a past Well, I don't think so I don't think so That boy there, well he's playing a fool He thinks he's funny and he thinks he's cool We'll I don't think so I don't think so Cheap date, bad taste of nothing like gone to waste Talking about nothing in so many words It's not like I'm not trying 'Cause I'll give anyone a shot once And, I , I close my eyes And, I kiss that frog Each time finding The more boys I meet the more I love my dog Here's this guy, thinks he's bad to the bone He wants to pick me up and take me home Well, I don't think so I don't think so Cage fights, PlayStation, X-Games rated nation Oversize paints with an ego to match It's not like I'm not trying 'Cause I'll give anyone a shot once And, I , I close my eyes And, I kiss that frog Each time finding The more boys I meet the more I love my dog Why can't they

Reality
Hard thing reality is We try so hard to escape it But we find we never can A man meets a woman and wants to be with her At the same time this man is with someone But still he wishes He cares for her Yet denies he loves her After some time the man believes that All of a sudden the feelings come back He wishes for one chance to be with her And that is when reality hits His feelings are shot His heart has been cut out and crushed And time and time again he cries For now he know he can never have her The feelings for her will never end No matter how hard he tries The love will never fade How can that be you ask the man But he can never tell you in words For the man is me And this story of reality is true

Music Of The Night
Nighttime sharpens, heightens each sensation Darkness stirs and wakes imagination Silently the senses abandon their defences Slowly, gently, night unfurls its splendour Grasp it, sense it, tremulous and tender Turn your face away from the garish light of day Turn your thoughts away from cold unfeeling light And listen to the music of the night Close you eyes and surrender to your darkest dreams Purge your thoughts of the life you knew before! Close your eyes, let your spirit start to soar And you'll live as you've never lived before Softly, deftly, music shall surround you Feel it, hear it closing in around you Open up your mind, let your fantasies unwind In this darkness which you know you cannot fight The darkness of the music of the night Let your mind start a journey through a strange, new world Leave all thoughts of the world you knew before Let your soul take you where you long to be Only then can you belong to me Floating, falling, sweet intoxication

See You Tomorrow
I didn't know you long But I feel like I've known you all my life You were always happy When ever someone was down You lifted up their spirit You let them know that you cared Even during your final days you were there I will always remember you

For Those Of You Who Give A Rats Behind....
Well ya'll here I am again to let ya know that I will not be on for at least a week cause I am packing up my things here in Texas and going back to my family where I belong. Texas was great but it just isn't for us so Kenzie and I are going to go where we are wanted....and loved! It will be an adventure but I think it is the best thing for all involved! I love you all keep in touch and see ya in a week or so! XOXO~Amanda

Going To A Concert W. Adam....
SO, Adam and I are going to see Rush tonight... Down at the ford center. WE're gonna hang out at the canal for a while beforehand though. So, that'll be cool. But, I'm 23... I'm going to see a band that was cool, when I was still shitting in my pants... and apparently, when my mom was still in highschool. And, I'm 23. So, I'll probably be the youngest person there. But, hey, they sell beer :) lucky me. Anyways, seriously though, it'll be awesome. This will be my and Adam's first concert together, so that rocks :) I'll have to keep the stub and make a "firsts" album lol Nah probably not... Anywys... thats my evening, and I'll be gone... so text me if you need me, although I may not respond... And give Chastine kudos, she's gonna be gettin her some tail prob :) lol luv ya

Blessed
Blessed ~ By: Brett Dennen I welcome the sun The clouds and rain The wind that sweeps the sky clean and lets the sun shine again This is the most magnificent life has ever been Here is heaven and earth and the brilliant sky in between Blessed is this life and i'm going to celebrate being alive. Blessed is this life and i'm going to celebrate being alive. Blessed is this life and i'm going to celebrate being alive. Blessed is this life and i'm going to celebrate being alive. I dwell in the darkness I let in the light I sleep in the afternoon and become the noise in the night I trespass in temptation suffer in sacrifice But I awake each day with the new sunrise. Blessed is this life oh, and I'm gonna celebrate being alive Blessed is this life and i'm going to celebrate being alive. Blessed is this life and i'm going to celebrate being alive. Blessed is this life and i'm going to celebrate being alive.

Lost In Thought
Sitting here tonight Watching the sun go down Lost in thought as I think of you Wishing we were together Wishing we will never part Wishing you love me like I love you But like mos wishes it will not come true Instead it will only be a dream whenever I sleep

Men
At some point in time all men are jerks They meet someone they like And treat them like dirt They say they want to be with them But they never are They say they love them But sometimes they don't mean it I hope I don't turn out like most men And be a jerk like them

Saturday......ahhhhhhh
Saturday.....ahhhh. It is sunny and warm. I have been out in my backyard soaking up the sun. It was cold in the middle of the week and now it is going to be in the 80's today. Crazy weather! I am trying to get some things done inside the house but the sun keeps calling my name. It says "cristi, oh cristi, don't you want to be outside?" Our pool cover is on so maybe it will warm up enough to get in it soon. I am looking forward to that. I wish we had solar heating but when we were thinking about putting it on, it was the same price as my son's braces and I think he needed them worse. Peter said he is going to try and build solar heating for our pool. Not sure when he iss going to find time for that? We have to move Asthon out Thursday night, leave for the cabin Friday. The next weekend we are going to actually finish our room that we have been planning to do for the last 3 months! Then, both boys rooms need to be done. So now we are into summer and who wants to

Welcome The Rain
Welcome the Rain On the wings of an angel your sending out hope To call to the gods to help you to cope You'll ask to accept the feelings your shown With prayers you would hope your feelings are known Will they know your devotion and how much you care Will they know all you'll give and what you will share What would you give to just hear their voice What would you do if given the choice Is it worth all the risk is it worth all the pain Can you give up your sunshine can you welcome the rain

Good Friends And A Glass Of Wine
Good Friends and A Glass of Wine ~LeAnn Rimes Who died and crowned me everybody's everything I'm even busting my butt through the weekend By the time I get home there's not an ounce of sanity Between the dogs, my momma's calls Is it against the law For me to get what I need A good friend and a glass of wine Someone to say it's gonna be alright A good friend and a glass of wine A little pick me up to get me through the night We talk trash n' we laugh and cry That kind of therapy money can't buy Every now and then, every now and then Every girl needs a good friend and a glass of wine I don't need to jet off to no vacation for a week I'd be happy to have a happy hour When I'm tired and I'm fried it gets me right back on my feet Any kind of red or white, a little sister time It's every smart girls secret A good friend and a glass of wine Someone to say it's gonna be alright A good friend and a glass of wine A little pick me up to get me through the nig

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry for what has happened I'm sorry for the way I feel I'm sorry for caring and falling in love So many things to say So many things to do But no matter what I say or do It will not change the past, present, or future And for that I am sorry

I'm Up For Auction!
That's right Ladies & Gents...This girl is being Auctioned as one of the Sexiest Inked Women of Fubar!!! So stop by and throw down a Bid, you know ya wanna ;) http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1651712&albumid=963992&i=654554771&idx=1

Hearts
Hearts are ment to be strong Hearts are ment to fall in love But if someones heart is weak they fall in love too quick Their mind says you don't love them that you just want to be friends But their heart speaks louder and says you do love them and want to be more They think about that person day and night They wonder what would happen if they ask the person out And when they have enought courage to do it They find that they are too late Their heart is broken and later on the tears begin to fall And no matter how bad it hurts They will always love that person You see, my friend, I know the stroy all too well For my hear is weak And I have fallen in love with you

Too Much....
pain and suffering in this world. and too much here at home.I just want to be free of it. I want my marriage to grow closer, I want to feel better so I can be the type of person I used to be--- not this woman of 36 years who feels like she'd rather die that endure the pain. That's selfish, but we are all a little selfish sometimes. There are too many positive reasons to keep breathing and enduring the pain. The people I love are my anchor. ANs the USS Ashleigh ain't going gently into the night. I'll just plug along and continue to pray and find my way toward health and peace..and possibly happiness will follow. ~Ashleigh

I Can Breathe
I CAN BREATHE.. THE DAYS ARE BECOMING BRIGHTER, THE NIGHTS A LITLE EASIER.. MY HEAD IS SLOWER.. MY THOUGHTS A LITTLE CLEARER... TIME IS PASSING AND I NO LONGER STRESS.. MY LIFE IS NO LONGER BECOMING A MESS.. AND ALL BECAUSE.. I CAN BREATHE..

Home
Home ~By: Michael Buble Another summer day Is come and gone away In Paris and Rome But I wanna go home Mmmmmmmm Maybe surrounded by A million people I Still feel all alone I just wanna go home Oh I miss you, you know And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you Each one a line or two “I’m fine baby, how are you?” Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough My words were cold and flat And you deserve more than that Another aerorplane Another sunny place I’m lucky I know But I wanna go home Mmmm, I’ve got to go home Let me go home I’m just too far from where you are I wanna come home And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life It’s like I just stepped outside When everything was going right And I know just why you could not Come along with me But this was not your dream But you always believe in me Another winter day has come And gone away And even Paris and Rome And I wanna go home Let me go home

Portrait Of A Vampire
His hair is black, his flesh is cold; He's tall and dark and lean. His eyes are deep and dark and clear With an unearthly sheen. He lives in darkness, shunning light; The sun would mean his death. But does he live? He has no pulse And, in his lungs, no breath. His teeth are even, pearly white, And yet, they're not quite right. He does not eat what mortals eat. It is not bread he bites. He stalks her and she does not flee; She finds him mesmerizing. But if she lets him seduce her, Will she again be rising? Does she imagine what he is Or is her mind o'ercome? Does he have her in his spell? Can she escape her doom?

April Poem-a-day Challenge Day 26
April Poem-A-Day Challenge Only 4 days left :D Today's prompt: "write a poem with the title of "I'm so over (_____)."" I'm so over nightmares That's it, I'm out. I've had enough, I can't take anymore. I quit this bout, you've called my bluff. I'm walking out the door. This mess right here, inside my head is more than I can take. The stress and fear when I'm in bed. I'd rather stay awake.

Love
Love ~Matt White And love .. Such a silly game we play, oh, Like a summer`s day in May. What is love, what is love? I just want it to be love oooh. oh I, I, I, I, I .. I can feel it in your kiss It just gives me tender bliss What is love, what is love? I just want it to be love oooh. oh. When I feel you around, I was mad as hell when I hit the ground. When I see you laugh away It hurts but I just won`t say, uh uh uh. Loveee ... Who can tell me? I am lost. I just think that I am strong. What is love, what is love? I just want it to be love. ooooh ooh. When I feel you around, I was so upset we fell on the ground When I see you mad at me It was such a silly thing ooooooh And love .. Such a silly game we play, Like a summer`s day in May. What is love, what is love? I just want it to be love ooooh. oh and I, I, I, I, I, I can feel it in a kiss It is something I will miss What is love, what is love? I just want you to be loved

God Rests In Reason
God Rests in Reason ~Jason Mraz you were born together and together ye shall be forever until death should scatter it wouldn't matter in the memory of God above let the wind of heaven dance between you too allow the space and time to bring you closer to everlasting love cause God moves what do you do God moves through you when love beckons his ways are often hard and steep when his wings unfold ye yield to all he speaks the soul it might be hidden there among his pinions oh you may wear a wound that truly spoke to you believe in all that voice and follow through follow so on and on what do you do when God moves through you what do you do say i do i do just remember love possesses nothing nor would it ever be possessed oh love is love sufficient unto love and you can figure out the rest your children will not be your children they are the daughters and the son of a beginning they'll come through your womb but not be coming from you they will

A Friend.......
So a friend of mine she posted this and I thought it was so good! it should be posted for all to see on my list. So the credit goes to her and if this isn't the truth about friendship, relationships or anything for that matter in particular I don't know what is. Take the time to read it! & think about all that has come and gone & what awaits ahead. Dear Friend,there's a ghost in this memory;i think i'll name it after all of you.see I came in here and I sat in silenceand heard the echoes of who we used to be.and I heard the memory in my ears,back to the years and all those tears.I guess somehow time goes byand what we had just goes away.maybe best-friends aren't always an absolute.

Call & Answer
Call & Answer ~By Stephen Duffy & Steven Page I think its getting to the point Where I can be myself again I think its getting to the point Where we have almost made amends I think its the getting to the point That is the hardest part. And if you call, I will answer And if you fall, Ill pick you up And if you court this disaster Ill point you home You think I only think about you When were both in the same room You think Im only here to witness The remains of love exhumed You think were here to play A game of who loves more than whom And if you call, I will answer And if you fall, Ill pick you up And if you court this disaster Ill point you home You think its only fair to do whats Best for you and you alone You think its only fair to do the same To me when youre not home I think its time to make this something that is More than only fair So if you call, I will answer And if you fall, Ill pick you up And if you court this disaster Ill poin

On The Road For Tinkerbell 2
imikimi - Customize Your World http://i198.photobucket.com/albums/aa158/ocean972/t160019052_75747_3.gif"> OK so here's the thing I have a HH coming up on Monday night BUT I am only about 335K from making it back to Fu-Queen!! Now I know it's asking a lot but I know how awesome my friends are so hopefully it's not too much to ask! I would REALLY LOVE to make it to Fu-Queen BEFORE my HH so that all those points from my HH go towards GODMOTHER! Now I am having a rate-a-thon during my HH so I want you to save your rates Monday for my HH! SO that means today and Sunday I need my awesome friends to come and help me out!! I need lots of Rates and Blings if you can spare them! Now on Monday if you CAN'T be on during my HH then by all means rate me all you can while you are on! :D :P PLEASE PLEASE help me out!!! I've made soooo much progress since being deleted and I am FINALLY almost back where I was thanks to my WONDERFUL FRIENDS!!! I am doing my best to use all my rates every d

Reincarnation
Reincarnation Harry came home drunk one night, slid into bed beside his sleeping wife, and fell into a deep slumber. He awoke before the Pearly Gates, where St. Peter said, "You died in your sleep, Harry." Harry was stunned. "I'm dead? No, I can't be! I've got too much to live for. Send me back! St. Peter said, "I'm sorry, but there's only one way you can go back, and that is as a chicken." Harry was devastated, but begged St. Peter to send him to a farm near his home. The next thing he knew, he was covered with feathers, clucking, and pecking the ground. A rooster strolled past. "So, you're the new hen, huh? How's your first day here?" "Not bad," replied Harry the hen, "but I have this strange feeling inside. Like I'm gonna explode!" "You're ovulating," explained the rooster. "Don't tell me you've never laid an egg before?" "Never," said Harry. "Well, just relax and let it happen," says the rooster.

The Stone
The Stone ~ By Dave Matthews Ive this creeping, suspicion that things here are not as they seem. Reassure me, oh why do I feel as if Im in too deep. Now Ive been praying, for some way to show them Im not what they see. Yes I have done wrong, but what I did I thought needed be done, I swear. Oh, unholy day, if I leave now I might get away. Oh but this weighs on me, as heavy as stone and as blue as I go. I was just wondering if you'd come along. Hold up my head when my head wont hold on. Ill do the same if the sames what you want, If not Ill go, I will go a long... ..long way, ah, from that fools mistake. And now forever pay, no run, I will run and Ill be ok. I was just wondering if you'd come along. Hold up my head when my head wont hold on. Ill do the same if the sames what you want, But if not Ill go, I will go a long... ...long way, to bury the past for I dont want to pay. Oh how I wish, this, to turn back the clock and do over again. Now Im just wond

I Am Upset
ok here it is i am upset today because my mom grab me and got in my face because i was spanking matthew because he was back talking to her. but i am not suppose to get mad when she spanks him. i know she is still upset with me because i got a tattoo but dang it i am 31 years old and it is my body. right now i am so mad it makes me feel really bad. and at this minute i have no friends i can talk to. oh well i will get over it i always do.

Poetry
"Poetry" by Danity Kane When I stand in a crowded room I feel alone like nobody's there And when u speak so cold to me I can see your breath in the air It's taking it's toll on me In the bathroom taking showers So u don't see me cry Baby it's such a crime I've tried to feel confident I'm bitter, you're not making sense I missed you till you almost took My sanity, I'm starting a new verse You're like poetry Hiding behind the words you speak Changing the words of the story You say you don't love me Then say that you love me I'm fighting You're hiding behind the words You're speaking Changing the words I'm lost in the verse You say you don't love me Then say that you love me Why are you hiding? When I give you gratitude You act like you don't hear me speak And when I tell you what you do to me You don't even hear the truth What are you trying to prove? I stare out the window for hours Cause you won't listen to me You won't even look in my eyes I've

Sonya Needs Ur Help In This Conteest Please
she dont think she can get it cause her friends are not really helping her. she is thinking of dropping out of it . lets show her she can make it please Sonya needs 140,000 comments in 16weeks to win a Happy Hour, 1-Year VIP, 30-day Blast AND Ticker Pack dj mysticaldreams... wrote this 5,000 for each 100 comments. if you want the fubucks email me when you are done if you dont want the fubucks then dont email me. if you bring in today 3 people and does it then i will add an extra 5,000 for bringing them in here. they have to email me saying you are the one that brought them and your link. she is about to give up she dont think she can do it . lets show her we can get it for her 5,000 for each 100 comments. if you want the fubucks email me when you are done if you dont want the fubucks then dont email me. if you bring in today 5 people and does it then i will add an extra 5,000 for bringing them in here. they have to email me saying you are the one

What Does It Mean
most people say they live from day to day for the rush and others live to just see what the end will be like but me,i think life is to short.i like warm summer nights and cool winter days but most of all i like life itself.being able to wake up the next and see that the world is still here. what do you think the meaning of life is?trust me if you blink,its gone

No Air
Tell me how I'm suppose to breathe with no air [oohhhh] [ Jordin S.] If I Should die Before I wake, Its cause You took My breath Away. Losing you is like living in a world with no air Ohhh... [ Chris B.] I'm here, Alone, Didn't want To leave. My heart won't move, It's incomplete. Wish there Was a way That I can make you to understand, (Pre-Chorus) But How, Do you expect me, To live alone with just me? 'Cause my world revolves around you, Its so hard for me to breathe. (Chorus) Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air. Can't live, can't breathe with no air. That's how I feel whenever you ain't there. There's No Air No Air. Got me out here in the water so deep. Tell me how you gon' be without me. If you ain't here, I just can't breathe. Its No Air No Air. No air air (ohhhh) No air air (noooo) No air air (ohhhh) No air air [ Chris B.] I Walked, I Ran, I Jumped, I Flew, Right of

Relationship Needs Assessment
Interdependence Interdependence refers to how much you need dependency or a “couple identity” with your partner. You are highly interdependent in relationships. This means that you desire – and perhaps even demand – a substantial degree of physical and emotional connection with a partner and other loved ones. Those connections and interactions can be frequent and superficial or they can be deep and meaningful. And you are probably attracted quickly to someone who you can deeply respect and even emulate to a degree. In fact, it is typical for a person in this score range to consider how a particular romantic partner might reflect on his/her own family and friends. All of this does not mean that you do not need personal space now and then; nearly everyone values being unique and different from others in some respects. However, people in this range draw considerable strength, comfort and sense of identity from close relationships. You like to know about virtually all aspects of your pa

R.i.p. Big Bro Red 01/04/79 - 03/24/08
WHATS GOOD RED, HOW'S LIFE UP THERE I CANT EVEN LIE, IT'S ONLY BEEN 30 DAYS SINCE I SEEN YOU AND IT FEELS LIKE 30 YEARS, AND I STILL WANT BLOOD JUST TO LET YOU KNOW, DA WHOLE DOWNTOWN MISSES YA. I HAD TO DO A LOT OF GROWING UP IN DA PAST MONTH AND ITS FINALLY STARTING TO GET THRU MY THICK AZZ SKULL THAT IT WAS NOT MY FAULT BUT YOU KNOW ME I HOPE YOU IS NOT MAD AT ME FOR NOT COMING TO YOUR GRAVE, I JUST CANT ACCEPT THAT YOU'RE GONE. I'D GIVE ANYTHING TO GET THAT PHONE CALL FROM YOU ASKING ME DO I WANT TO COME KICK IT ON DA BLOCK? IF I KNEW THAT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED YOU KNOW I'D BEEN RIGHT THERE I JUST MUSTERED UP ENOUGH STRENGTH TO LOOK AT YA PIC FOR THE FIRST TIME LAST WEEK. THAT WAS THE HARDEST SHIT I EVER DID IN MY LIFE, I JUST BROKE DOWN IN TEARS. THIS SHIT AINT FAIR, I KNOW I'M NEVER SUPPOSE TO QUESTION GOD BUT I HAVE TO KNOW WHY. OF ALL THIS MUTHAFUCKAS ON EARTH, WHY DID HE HAVE TO CHOOSE YOU? I KNOW YOU UP THERE HOLLING AT JESUS TELLIN HIM TO GIVE ME AN EXTRA GUIDENC

A Little About Me
Odd Facts about me Body: NOPE WHAT DO YOU THINK OF REALITY TV? WAIST OF MONEY DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS? yes WERE YOU A CUTE BABY? yes HOW MUCH DID YOU WEIGH AT BIRTH? 7LBS 8OZ HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU? ITS OK JUST MISS HAVING A MAN AROUND WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD? black DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER? SOMETIMES HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED? OH HELL NO ANY SECRET TALENTS? WELL ITS A SECRET WHATS YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT? IN THE MIDLE OF NOWHERE WITH A GREAT MAN HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI? YES HAVE YOU SEEN SAW 1-4? yes DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE? kinda lol HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP? YA THAT TAKES TO MUCH COUNTING LOL CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS? yes HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE? YES ARE SPEEDOS HOT? heck no! WHATS YOUR STAND ON HUNTING? I LOVE IT ITS FUN EXSPECIALLY SKINING LOL IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE? BEEN THERE DONE THAT IT WOUL

Me
What is soo wrong with me? I don't understand. I'm nowhere near perfect but I can't be something I'm not. Maybe I'm just not good enough for anyone? Sorry for being a downer to anyone that actually took the time to look at this.

Junk Mail
Dear "greenies", Here's an "Uncomfortable Truth" If you peckerwoods are so interested in saving trees and all the other B.S. you spout, WHY THE HECK AREN'T YOU TRYING TO ELIMINATE JUNK FREAKING MAIL? Don't you realize how much total crap comes to our mailboxes every week? If global warming is half the total B.S. Al Lisping Gore says it is, try to imagine how much LESS greeenhouse gas would be emitted by all the mail-carrying vehicles IF THEY DIDN'T HAVE TO HAUL AROUND ALL THAT SNAIL-MAIL SPAM!!!!!! Not to mention the trees that would be saved, and the reduction of so much of the the steam and UNGODLY STINKING POLLUTION created by paper-mills. Hey BIG AL! Have you ever SMELLED a paper-mill? When you and Tipper were having all of your Ponderosa Pines harvested at the same time you were trying to put the Oregonian loggers out of work did you happen to LOOK at all the stupid crap that comes in the mail? I reckon you had an "undocumented immigrant" (translate: Illegal Ali

Going Offline For A While.
Seeing how I am having almost every weekend off with nothing to do than sit at my pc all day and night. I am going to log off for a while. Not sure how long yet. I know that I am pretty bored today and will be rearranging my livingroom which involves moving my pc around. That should take all night, but do I really want to allocate as much time as I have in the past chasing points? Guess I should be out in public (YUCK!) looking to meet some more friends that I can spend time with out in the real world. Kinda sux to make this decision after my VIP was just renewed, but I must find a better way to spend my time that doesnt leave me sitting here alone watching these sunny days slip past. My days of traveling are about over with. Need to concentrate on my new job so going places are out for now unless I want to move out of state to a new store, which wont happen for at least another 2 years. My main jist of this blog is to let you all know that I may not be replying immediately to m

Song I'm Writing
Another song I'm starting: I never wanna be without you, I never wanna have to try, but still it seems were losing ground. Like a child I reach for you, hoping you don't pass me by, but it seems my dream can't be found. (this is still a work in progress)

I Luv Misery
Misery is... Seeing what you want everyday, Being close to it in so many ways, Holding it in your arms and squeezing it tight, kissing it’s lips and it all feels so right, But at the end of the day’ You both must go your seperate ways, If only I could wake up each morning and you were my first sight, Oh to see your beautiful face so shiny and bright. I thank GOD for all the Misery I endure each day!!! By J White 3-18-07

Life Gets Shorter
Our lives get shorter with every passing day, Don’t keep putting off all the things you want to happen someday, Or they will become the things you wish you had done yesterday!! By: J. WHITE 3/15/08

Drugs
Women r like drugs, It will blow your mind just how quickly you can get hooked on them, The longer you go without them, the more you crave to be with them. And the longer you have them the happier you are. Women r like drugs!!!

How To Embed Music To The Profile??
Hi everyone!:-) Im trying to figureout how i can upload music and embed it on my profile???.... im a drummer and play in different bands, so i figured that it would be cool to share it with you guys on here:-)... im in the studio right now with my main band, and it would be really cool to post the new stuff on here tomorrow after we have layed down the final mix:-) I have tryed out imeem.com.... but that did not work out... So if you have any other suggestions please let me know:-)) Thanks Tord