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Today Is April 24, 2008
Am going to start blogging here cause my husband doesn't have and isn't on this site as of yet! ugggggh. He thinks am cheating on him. No am not! Am just looking for friends TRUE HEARTED FRIENDS right now. But, I have lived with an abuser, and am getting my life in gear soon very soon! I worked out at physical therapy today the person who did my therapy today was a guy and he pushed me to do things I didn't think I could do. Am hoping I become strong enough to start being more aggresive when need to be.... so that a MAN can't hurt me again! I can't believe the nerve of some MEN to think we are the weaker SEX and they start taking advantage of us etc. WELL am here to tell ya NO MORE ABUSE For this WOMAN am not going to put up with it NO MORE!! Am not going to be a welcome MAT not more! My husband stole all my stocks about 6 years ago and left me high and dry so to speak, he keeps getting into credit card issues and tries to relay on me to get him out of the messes he gets
What Is A Son?
What is a Son? A son is a warm spot in your heart and a smile on your lips. In the beginning, he is charmingly innocent, putting his complete trust in you. He comes to you for a hand to hold and for the security only your arms can provide. He shares his tales of adventure and knows how proud you are of his discoveries and accomplishments. All his problems can be solved by a hug and a kiss from you, and the bond, you share is so strong it is almost tangible..... Time passes, and your innocent little boy starts to test his limits. He lets go of your hand to race into the midst of life without thinking ahead or looking both ways. His problems have grown along with him, and he has learned that you can't always make his life better or kiss his troubles away. He spends much of his time away from you, and though you long for the closeness you once shared, he chooses independence and privacy. Discoveries and accomplishments aren't as easy to co
Why Do You Stay?
idk what to do about stupid, silly things. like this site, for example. i put these pics up and then i wonder why. i am not "the shit" i am not a superstar. i wonder what keeps me here.
Tag 666-4
watching spongebob and it is funny. I know its random but I like random.
She Silently Cries
A tear rolls down her face and falls to the floor. He touched her heart in a way no one had ever done before. All she wants to do is be with him, to make his loneliness go away. Her heart goes out to him, she's trying her hardest to make him see She is going to be there for him. She silently cries, for she can do nothing to ease his pain. She silently cries, for she can not hold him in her arms. Her soul has been wounded. She silently cries, for she wants to be able to lie within the safety of his arms. She silently cries, for she wants to love him, him to love her. She wants to cuddle up to him within the solitude of his warm body. She silently cries... TO BE CONTINUED::::::::
Rant: Moths Flying Into My Room
Call me crazy but for some strange reason I'm scared of moths. I dont know why I'm scared of moths, they dont bite, they dont sting, they dont spin webs and creep up in your shit during the middle of the night, I'm just scared of them. Last night I'm in my room minding my own god damn business when this big fuckin' moth comes charging through my bedroom window like he's some CEO of a big corporation... So I'm watching this bastard fly around my room and he's just totally out of control. The motherfucker has no flying skills what so ever. He's head butting the ceiling, fuckin' flying face first into the walls, bouncing off the god damn furniture, I mean he's clearly under the influence of something... "Just give me my space cock sucker," I tell him. But sure enough, like most moths, they gotta fly all up in your business. Why? Because moths seem to think they are top of the food chain. You see thats the thing. Most creatures, insects, animals, etc. are intelligent enough to keep t
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I Feel....
a little bit better today. I am not depressed or freaking out. I havent had to take a pill either which I am really proud about. I didnt have to take one all day yesterday until I was going to bed...I started thinking about when I lost a baby and I started freaking out. I was kinda upset with myself cause I was doing good.
Another One For The Ladies!
1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye.9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.11. Guys are very open about themselves.12. If a guy tells you about
Starbucks Hit By Housing Slowdown
Thursday, 24 April 2008 07:20 UK Starbucks hit by housing slowdown Cash-strapped consumers are cutting back on coffee The demand for expensive coffee has been hit by the US housing slowdown and economic downturn. Starbucks has cut its forecasts for 2008 profit, blaming an economic environment that it describes as "the worst in the company's history". The coffee chain giant said conditions had been especially bad in California and Florida, which account for one third of its revenue in the US. It expects full year earnings to be "somewhat lower" than last year's. Uncertain times Results for the first three months of 2008 will be announced on Wednesday 30 April. Starbucks said it expected earnings per share for the quarter to be about 15 cents (8 pence), down from 19 cents in the same period of 2007 and well below Wall Street forecasts. More precise forecasts for the year as a whole were not possible, it said, because of the uncertainty about current econom
The Importance Of Circumcision
Do you think circumcision is not really relevant? In Philippines, circumcision is very important especially if you are a Catholic. Or maybe even non-catholic. It is one way of submitting yourself into God, not only that but as well as cleanliness and safety is concern. Clinically speaking, circumcision is very relevant in most cases. I have known this from a doctor. They have one patient, a foreigner who were so fond of hanging around the clubs and parties or maybe taking out some girls were likely most happened. The guy was already in his 50's that time when he was caught by an unusual disease, taken by having sex from different kinds of women. Although, they were clean but after having sex , the cum that come out from them will stick or remain inside the cover on the head of the penis where the shield or cover can't be open when it is not highly erected. So. there were some dues of cum remaining inside the head that causes some kind of smell and will lead to a disease. The guy
Evil Squirrel
Squirrel Encounter - author Daniel Meyer - writer & motorcyclist I never dreamed slowly cruising on my motorcycle through a residential neighborhood could be so incredibly dangerous! Little did I suspect. I was on Brice Street - a very nice neighborhood with perfect lawns and slow traffic. As I passed an oncoming car, a brown furry missile shot out from under it and tumbled to a stop immediately in front of me. It was a squirrel, and must have been trying to run across the road when it encountered the car. I really was not going very fast, but there was no time to brake or avoid it -- it was that close. I hate to run over animals, and I really hate it on a motorcycle, but a squirrel should pose no danger to me. I barely had time to brace for the impact. Animal lovers, never fear. Squirrels, I discovered, can take care of themselves! Inches before impact, the squirrel flipped to his feet. He was standing on his hind legs and facing my oncoming Valkyrie with steadfast resolve i
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Tomorrow Is My Birthday!!!
Hello Everyone-- I am planning a little Birthday thing for myself. Friday Night-- My Actual birthday-- I'll be going to Johnny's in HB probably around 9:30 or 10:00pm. Anyone and everyone is welcome to join me for this party. I would just be happy to see my friends there on my birthday... there is no need for presents. However if you want-- you are more than welcome to buy me a drink. Saturday Night-- I'll be going to Butterfly Lounge in Costa Mesa with a couple friends-- and the more the Merrier!!! Please come out and enjoy the music and dancing!!! The Club is open from 9pm till 2am... and we will probably be there around 9:30 or 10 until the end of the night. I would love to see anyone who wants to go. It's a BBW club-- so if you wouldn't be comfortable that is fine. but it is a VERY relaxed atmosphere and everyone is always welcome. there is a $10 cover to get in. PLEASE let me know if you want to go!!!! I'll make sure to look out for you! The Theme of the night is Rock o
For The Ladies!
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. If you have ANY doubt in your mind about a man's character, leave him alone. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. . Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Have faith in God/Goddess/Great Spirit/The Universe regarding your relationship, but don't let faith make you stupid. God/Goddess/Great Spirit/The Universe does things decent and in order. Don't settle. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can c
My butt ..or just me in general is so tired. I am here trying to chat..but kinda hard when you are seeing things crosseyed. So, I am gonna get off here for a while. Thank you to those who have helped me out today..and rated a bunch of my stuff. Remember.. I will always return the luv! BBL...
The Angel
The darkening sky was full of rain clouds... The rain falling in sheets. A lone girl stands in a deserted street in a deserted city. The rain drenched her long black hair, as it hung in her face shielding it eyes from any stranger that may see her. Mixed in the rain tiny rivers of tears run down her face and fall to the ground. They come from within from a heart that has been broken one too many times. Her eyes no longer glow with a life and a fire, all has been extinguished. For now the only things her eyes show and sorrow and despair. She used to soar above in all the happiness but for now her wings are no more. Slowly, one feather at a time, they fell till none remain. And they were blown away with the winds of time to a far away place. And the only world she will know is that of the deserted city and the rain always coming.
Need A Good Laugh?
this conversation took place today between a former friend and I. A bit of back history.. he supposedly loves bbws. want me to come visit him at a ren faire we both go to. Then he starts in on bashing heavy men, older men etc. so I called him on it and eventually removed him from my friends list. joeyc07 Pr...: why wont u give me aniother chance at working this over every1 deserves a 2nd chance >joeyc07 Pr...: because its my perogative not to - joeyc07 Pr...: well fuck u then u can stick with that big fugly slob anyways thats all he can get is another big fuckin slob!! - joeyc07 Pr...: i can get better and younger than both of ya anyday! ->joeyc07 Pr...: lol i knew you were fake. and you just proved it joeyc07 Pr...: yea and so arte u i dont need websites to talk or to meet anyone ->joeyc07 Pr...: yet you're a member here. interesting ->joeyc07 Pr...: atleast i have a man and am not beging some chick to give me a 2nd chance. you're pathetic joeyc07 Pr...: i guess ure p
My Name
I was here before as a rockstar i am 41 year old male from florida more to come
The Boils - Orange And The Black Flyers Fight Song!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wake up Philadelphia And let me hear ya sing The Orange and the Black The Orange and the Black Across the blue line we attack We are The Orange and the Black The Orange and the Black Re-load and shoot again We are The Orange and the Black The Orange and the Black And a 1-2-3 Let the hats go flying For a Flyers victory And a 4-5-6 Our bold batallion May they take us all the way Wake up Philadelphia Down my family it was passed We are The Orange and the Black The Orange and the Black Kick the boards and pound the glass We are The Orange and the Black The Orange and the Black And a 1-2-3 Let the hats go flying For a Flyers victory And a 4-5-6 Our bold batallion May they take us all the way Wake up Philadelphia And let me hear ya sing The Orange and the Black The Orange and the Black
From The State Mental Hospital
Hello and thank you for calling The State Mental Hospital. Please select from the following options menu: If you are obsessive-compulsive, press 1 repeatedly. If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you. If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5 and 6. If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want, stay on the line so we can trace your call. If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be forwarded to the Mother Ship. If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a little voice will tell you which number to press. If you are manic-depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press, nothing will make you happy anyway. If you are dyslexic, press 9696969696969696. If you are bipolar, please leave a message after the beep or before the beep or after the beep. Please wait for the beep. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you have short-term memory los
What Is Wachchisssssssssss
its my whip smacking antonio t aka 'sin,,owned bythe best owner sherrylicious's ass around if u see him slap him for me he is a veryyyyyyyy bad boy lmao xoxo sin,,owned bythe best owner sherrylicious@ fubar
So, I Arrived
Hey Everyone - Well, I arrived in TN yesterday and the flights were unenventful for sure. My sister met me at the airport and the first thing she said to me was, "Dayum girl, you got skinny you need to eat!" LMFAO IDK where she see's skinny because she is smaller than Anyway, while we were at the store getting some items for my brother in law's medical needs; she said something about my size again, and I stood in front of her to show her that I am not smaller in width then she is. As some woman watched on in her car - I moved a little closer to my sister and OMG both of us were looking down and we hit heads. The lady in the car I notice was laughing at us. I only noticed because this was a so did anyone see that shit kind of moment as Haley and I just cracked up laughing at our own silly beings. LMAO Needless to say, when we got to the house the first thing my brother in law asks me is, "Do you think they can fix my face!" I had to leave the room because I was
What I Like To Do...........
I had several people ask me of what I like to do. Well lets begin with I am young I love to party hardy. I am a country girl, I love horse back riding, mudding, swimming and all that good stuff. Yes I like all kinds of music not just country. I love target practice. Guns are a thing now days. Reading a good book is an easy way to escape where you are in your stressful life. I am continuning School to get my bachlors in nursing. I just like to sit outside and watch my two children ride bikes play ball ect. I love to doodle. Photos are another thing of mine I can just photo anything. I love riding around in the car just taking pictures of trees, skys, animals, you name it. Well just keeping it real so thats just a few of my things to do.
Rangers 0-0 Fiorentina
Rangers 0-0 Fiorentina By Jonathan Stevenson Pazzini (left) is denied by Cuellar's block tackle at Ibrox Rangers held Italian side Fiorentina to a goalless draw in the first leg of their Uefa Cup semi-final at Ibrox. The visitors dominated possession for long periods but struggled to create clear-cut chances as Rangers held firm. Martin Jorgensen fired straight at Neil Alexander in the Gers goal before Nacho Novo chipped over from 40 yards as Rangers improved in the second half. Adrian Mutu had a 30-yard effort saved late on and the teams will now meet in the second leg in Florence on 1 May. The Scottish champions may have been on the back foot for much of the game, but, as in the quarter-final with Sporting Lisbon, they will be pleased to have prevented their opponents from scoring an away goal. Rangers, with such a fine away record in Europe this season, played like the away side for much of the contest as they sat back and let the Italians play.
Finally Some Answers........
Well, after much debate and plenty of Dr. visits, we think we have finally found the source of my little mans' illness. Let's just say that he'll be having surgery on May 30th. He's not happy about this, but understands that it has to be done. He's very scared about it and I'm trying to do what I can to lessen his anxiety. I wish that the Dr. had listened to me a few weeks ago when I suggested what I thought the problem was and they just dismissed me. But I don't think that in the long run it would've mattered. I'm not the one with the medical degree though, am I? We will be going in soon here for his pre-surgery physical. That should be a breeze. Little does he know though that he has to have blood drawn for a High resolution Chromosome test. I haven't told him that yet and I don't think I will til we actually get there. No sense making him more upset til I actually have to. Just wanted to give you guys an update, and for a couple of you, you know exactly what the surgery is for. I j
What the hell are "Friends with Benefits" ... cause for all that I have been described as a "friend" i sure as hell have never seen any "benefits" ... been told often that I want too much ... think too much ... only people I see getting bennys are the ones I really do not like, but I find myself being jealous of because they get what I never have, and from what I can see, never will ... Benifits
Re: Al-qaeda Lifts Propaganda From Spoof News Website
RE: Al-Qaeda Lifts Propaganda From Spoof News Website ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 24 Apr 2008, 15:36 Al-Qaeda Lifts Propaganda From Spoof News Website If you thought the twilight zone insanity of the propaganda being desperately spewed forth in order to prolong the "war on terror" wasn't ludicrous enough, this week it got worse, after Ayman al-Zawahiri, or whoever is using him as their personal sock puppet, directly lifted a spoof news satire piece and incorporated it into his diatribe. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/april2008/042408_spoof_news. htm
Re: Jackboot Stormtroopers Roam New York Subways
RE: Jackboot Stormtroopers Roam New York Subways ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 24 Apr 2008, 20:44 Jackboot Stormtroopers Roam New York Subways Teams of police armed with submachine guns, body armor and bomb-sniffing dogs are to begin patrolling New York subways today in an effort to "prevent terrorism". http://infowars. net/articles/april2008/240408subway. htm
Re: Ny Post Smears Activist For "wheelchair Assault"
RE: NY Post Smears Activist For "Wheelchair Assault" ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 24 Apr 2008, 21:55 NY Post Smears Activist For "Wheelchair Assault" The NY Post is facing a lawsuit after it brazenly smeared a 9/11 truth activist for attacking a wheelchair-bound woman in New York last night, when in fact it was the activist himself who was beaten up by the girl's father according to eyewitnesses. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/april2008/042408_nypost_smears. htm
Please Help
PLEASE COME HELP US BOMB IN A CONTEST BETWEEN TWO OF THE LARGEST BOMBING FAMILIES ON FU we are catching up again but need a lil more help please come rate and drop some comments look forward to seeing you there THANK YOU!! (((((HUGS))))
The Surgery
Ok, so here it is... For all you who know what is going on(and those of you that may not) it has come down to doctor has decided and i have agreed, that with all the problems i have been having these last few months, that a hysterectomy is the last and only step/option left... Figured out and got the date and time and it's all official now...(didn't get the date i wanted-but oh well) Monday May 12th is the date, at a god awful 7:30am surgical time, at Fountain Valley Hospital. I am told i will be in hospital for 1 week, so i will not be online for a while...during that week at least and maybe 2... To all my friends who have been here with me and for me thru this, i cant thank you enough!! Your love and support have kept me grounded and with out "too" much fear..LOL Big Huggles and Sweet Kisses i send out to you all!!! I know it is still 2 weeks away, but i will tell you all now that i will definately miss talking with you while i'm gone.. Oh, and i hope som
I Wish Upon A Star
I wished upon a star, and my wish came true. I dreamed of finding a friend, and then I found you. I wished upon a star that my life would be rearranged Not knowing my destiny, That out paths would interchange. I wished upon a star, and there you were. Since the day we met, my feelings have been astir. I wished upon a star, and an Angel came to me He's been there through alot, and we rarely disagree. I wished upon a star, And wishes do come true. I dreamed of finding someone But I didn't know it'd be you!
The Rain
I enjoy going to the park. The sun shinning and the breeze gently waving across the grass as it reaches my face...but today is different. There was no sun and there was no breeze. Only thick, dark, and low clouds that covered the whole sky. I choose this day because I know what was coming. A storm was brewing and that meant thunder and lighting. Something about storms gives me a rush a desire a heat that I cant control. As i continue to walk the park of grass and trees the wind picks up and a faint scent hits me. It wasnt the park but a beautiful smell of a women her aroma was so powerful so moving.. i had to follow. It lead me to a small clearing surrounded by trees and flowers all bouncing in the wind as if they knew what was to transpire next. They all hovered over her enticing me to join her in this circle. She was laying on her back looking at the sky the wind swirling around her. I squatted behind a tree and watched as she ran her hands along her silky legs with the tip of her fi
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Why Me
I sit here in a room alone And wonder What's happening to me Why am I like this Why couldn't it be someone else Why me I sit here in a room alone Thinking About what's happening to me And wondering If this is the end of this Oh, what I would do if it was I sit here in a room alone Asking myself Why was I the chosen one And I wonder Why I can't be like everyone else I wish this thing would leave me alone I sit here in a room alone Asking myself "why me"
I'll Always Have You
No matter what You say about Love I keep coming back for more Keep my hand in the fire Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for No matter what You say about Life I learn every time I bleed That the truth is a stranger Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free To admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind Sorry If I have to move on and leave you behind I can't waste time so give it a moment I realize, nothing's broken No need to worry about Everything I've done Live every second like it was my last one Don't look back at a new direction I loved you once, needed protection You're still a part of Everything I do You're on my heart just like a Tattoo I'm sick of playing all these games It's not about taking sides Stop, admit that I'm wrong And then I change my mind Just like a Tattoo, I'll always have You
For Ronnie
For My big brother I never met Have you ever missed a person That you have never met Besides the pictures you have seen I do love a person that I did not get to meet And I feel guilty about this Because I feel like I do not have the right To miss him because I never met him He came to me in a dream and told Me that I should not feel guilty because I am his little sister and he loves me If I could turn back time I would make it that He would still be here Even though he is in Our hearts it would be nice to be Able to hold him and never let him go Because he is missed by so many people God does thing in mysterious ways maybe Ronnie was not suppose to be here But in heaven with God!
2 go down I feel nothing 5 more go down Still feel nothing 10 more go down Still feel nothing I pick up my phone Dial his number I say Hello He says why are u calling I tell him what I am doing He tells me I am stupid I start to cry harder then I already am He tells me to stop I say I can't He says just shut up Then he hangs up the phone on me I go to my medicine cabinet Find the Tylenol 3 with codeine I hold the bottle in my hand Just looking at the label It says take for "pain" I take the cover off There are 15 left I put them in the palm of my hand I separate them into 3 groups of 5 I take the first 5 Still nothing I take the second 5 Nothing yet Finally I took the last group of 5 Still nothing I go back to the bottle that I started with Which is a bottle of Ibuprofen I started with 200 in the bottle I already took 17 I keep on taking them Until there is 50 left in the bottle At the end I took 150 Ibuprofen and 15 Tylenol with codeine I was fe
Mommy's Little Angel
"Mommy's Little Angel" Two little hands Two little feet I was not ready for It was not the Time for me to Have you and you Were not able to come Into this world with me Yet one day I will see you When we are both Ready to see Each other Two little hands Two little feet That I did not get To see God took you Because he knew That I was not Ready to be a mommy One day I will be ready To be and I would love To see your Two little hands AND Two little feet Mommy is so sorry That she was not Able to have you I love you with All my heart and Soul and I hope That you will come Back to me one Day so I can hold you And never let you go You are mommy's little angel And I might not have been Ready for you but I Still miss you everyday
For My Unborn Baby
It was a week ago I lost you But it feels like yesterday I want you so bad But yet will I ever get you This is the second time That I lost you But I still was not able to have you I think some days that I am not Meant to have you I want to hold you I want to sing to you I want to rock you to sleep I want to do so many things I want my angel with me I think today is harder then when I lost you because The memories are in my head Mommy loves you so much I do not want to hurt you anymore So I guess I am saying goodbye to you Please go to some one that can Do everything that I can not do for you Just always remember I love you with my heart and soul I want you with me but I am letting you go So you can be happy some where else I love you my angel always and forever
All These Friends And Hardly Any Sercert Admirers
Come on now I have all these friends and only 26 of you have become a secret admirer. Stop by my page admirer me and while you are there sign my quest book to let me know that you were there. Lots of Love Babydoll0215
Fake And Tired
as i sit here waiting for the world to turn. i realize that things aren't what they seem. everyday people lie, die, cheat and steal. just to show there true side, why? cant i be me and u be u, things should be true. its hard i see that u cant be free but i ask u, why? if not for me then u. i cant stand to see what fake looks like anymore. sometimes i feel like im in a fun house looking at myself in the many ways others see me. do u see me or shall i be free. go ahead tell me, r u fake or not. OR IS IT ME?
I Am Going To Miss You!
In Love Memory of Dad! He Only Takes The Best God saw he was getting tired And a cure was not to be. So He put his arms around him And whispered, "Come with Me." With tear filled eyes We watched him suffer and fade away Although we loved him deeply We coud not make him stay. A Golden Heart stopped beating, Hard working hands put to rest. God broke our hearts to prove to us He only takes the best. My Dad was healed in Jesus's name.
Old Friend
ok so i just wrote this a second ago. how it came about was i talked to an old friend of mine a girl not a guy. and i got some thinngs off my chest that was bothering me for a long time. this poem is for an old soul that holds a place in my heart that no one can take. dont look to much into it but its just a poem that i was feeling at this time: I waited, i waited until the end of time. I hope that everytime you knocked on my door that it would be a surprise, instead all i got was your lies. I cried for I feared that we would never be what we used to be. And then the knocks stopped coming, and i knew that it wasn't true , that my heart turned blue, and you wouldn't be there with your stories or your lies. That day i knew that i had died, until from a distance i heard you cry, and a wisper so true that i knew you would be ok and i would too. But now we are enemies and friends we might never be, cause you won't accept the friend i want to be.
My Gurls....who I Roll With...are You In Here???
I'm Tired Of You
I'm tired of you How do you respond to that? Family is supposed to have your back But no matter how far I back track I can't justify her saying those words to me. From my brother...maybe cuz since he was a baby he's been in my shadow following in my foosteps and when he didn't, it was deemed failure? just cuz he didn't follow in my success? Shit...years down the road and I'm still struggling Consumed by all this mess Stressing over what is to some... Life's simple tests and it's so hard to do my best when I'm still focused on regrets. So it seems that I have gone astray, I'm off the path and lost the way... I'm not the picture perfect son but am i supposed to act it out? is this a play? Let's check the reviews... Brother says "I'm ashamed that he's my kin and even worse...he don't act black and when I stepped out in mess and in the streets that damned fool didn't have my back" There's obvious resentment just cuz I picked a different path but in th
If You Were With Me
The sky is black and moon is full The stars are out and the breeze is cool I’m parked on the cliff overlooking the sea This would be perfect if you were with me I would hold you in my arms so tight And tell you how much I love you tonight I would kiss your lips and ask you to be My wife for life if you were with me But I’m all alone up here tonight And in my opinion this does not seem right But I keep on thinking how happy I’d be With myself and world if you were with me
Nail In The Fence
There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just
I'm Freaking Starving
I aint been eating much for the last couple days, cause I'm an idiot. So I'm freaking starving.
When I Look Into Your Eye's
When I look in your eyes There’s no need to hide You take my as I am You love me & understand That I’m not perfect But you tell me Im worth it You kiss me when I’m down All of the sudden my world spins around My world revolves around you I promise to always be dedicated & true You held my hand And became my best friend When no ones there You stick around till the end You don’t care what people say You tell me no matter what Your love for me will always stay You make me smile You make me blush You make me breathless with every touch Your love is the sweetest dream It is the greatest part of me You’re the sprit in my soul I love you more then you'll ever know
Top 16 Country Songs
16. It's Hard To Kiss The Lips At Night That Chewed Your Ass Out All Day Long 15. If I Can't Be Number One In Your Life, Then Number Two On You 14. If The Phone Don't Ring, You'll Know It's Me 13. How Can I Miss You If You Won't Go Away? 12. I Liked You Better Before I Got to Know You So Well 11. I Still Miss You Baby, But My Aim's Gettin' Better 10. I Wouldn't Take Her To A Dog Fight 'Cause I'm Afraid She'd Win 9. I'll Marry You Tomorrow, But Let's Honeymoon Tonight 8. I'm So Miserable Without You, It's Like You're Still Here 7. If I Had Shot You When I First Wanted To, I'd Be Out Of Prison By Now 6. My Wife Ran Off With My Best Friend And I Sure Do Miss Him 5. She Got The Ring And I Got The Finger 4. You're The Reason Our Kids Are So Ugly 3. Her Teeth Was Stained But Her Heart Was Pure 2. She's Looking Better After Every Beer And the Number one song is . . . . . . . . . . 1. I Ain't Never Gone To Bed With Ugly Women, but I've Sure Woke
What is your name?: Daniel How old are you?: 22 When is your Birthday?: December 10 What is your zodiac sign?: Sagitarrius Where were you born?: Borken Where do you live now?: Western Germany What color eyes do you have?: Blue What color hair do you have?: Blonde How tall are you?: 6'5 How much do you weigh?: 170 What is your race?: Asian, duh What is your worst fear?: being burried alive Do you smoke?: occasionally. but only cigars or weed. Do you drink?: yeah sometimes Do you cuss?: fuck yeah Do you use drugs?: uhhmm.. Have you ever or will you ever steal?: yeah i have . Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?: if its important, yes. Do you play in a band or play an instrument?: nope. Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?: i had an earring until i was 13 or 14 If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be?: ... Do you suffer from depression disorder?: i dont think so. If you had a choice about how you wanted t
Woman's Worth
In a brief conversation, a man asked a woman he was pursuing the question, "What kind of man are you looking for?" She sat quietly for a moment before looking him in the eye and asking, "Do you really want to know?" Reluctantly, he said, "Yes." She began to explain... "As a woman in this day and age, I am in a position to ask a man what he can do for me that I can't do for myself. I pay my own bills. I take care of my household without the help of any man...or woman for that matter. I am in the position to ask, "What can you bring to the table?" The man looked at her. Clearly he thought that she was referring to money. She quickly corrected his thought and stated, "I am not referring to money. I need something more. I need a man who is striving for perfection in every aspect of life." He sat back in his chair, folded his arms, and asked her to explain. She said, "I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection mentally because I need conversation and
More Dreams
Silky sweat on skin- internal humidity, she's on my mind again. I'm dreaming a summer's day, on blankets hidden in grass-green groves- that no one knows but us. Lips that whisper-moan words unheard but felt, and twisted by teasing tongues that make breathing hard- and thought unthinkable. My eyes are closed against too-bright sun, and too-sharp eyes that delve deep into places I keep hidden even from her. Then weight disappears- and hands that held mine trapped are pulling me higher, as earth and air and self explode-contract and I'm crying- as my eyes open, and my hands reach for a face that's not there. Only my bedroom ceiling, and an achy feeling
Love Is
Love is an experience I've yet to discover Love is when you share what you have with your lover Love is something I can't even describe Love is something similar to a vibe Love is knowing they'll be there for you Love is little bits of heaven, too Love is what you feel in your heart Love will never drift you apart However, love can be deceiving This I know for sure Love isn't when I see you leaving Heading straight for her Love is something marvelous Love is something pure Love is something glorious Love is opening that big door Love isn't when you say "It's over" Love isn't when you lie to my face Love is as beautiful as a clover Love is something wrapped in lace Love is when he brings you a rose Love is watching him purpose Love is when your heart shows Love is when the love grows Love is something that I crave Love is when you try to act brave Love is the most amazing feeling Love is when you look down at him kneeling Love is when he tells y
I Know You
Those words from your lips that I can not see That smile that I dream of but have no clue what its like But for some reason that does not matter I see who you are ... I feel who you are ... I know who you are ...
Dreams Of You
In a dream I held you in my arms Joining my body with yours You were loving and rough Leading me to heights I never dreamed I’d ever reach Onward to orgasmic delight I woke myself from my Dream of you Only to be plagued of thoughts Of your naked body the power you unknowing hold over me Your beautfil gaze never wavering From my deep hollow eyes Wanting in reality to touch your skin And feel the pressure of your body on mine I’m reckless in my desire For never could this be You were but a dream And I’m forced to live in reality
Living Life Alone!
Today I got a phone call from my daughter's stepmother who is my cousin. She said that she wants to end all contact between my daughter and me. To me that is disrespectful after my duahgter and I are able to talk and all. She says that I cause pain and mental distress for my child because I have not been able to get up there to see my little girl in sometime. I have been trying my damnest to go see her but its hard when you have very little finances and family wants to ignore you like your not there. Hopefully I find a man who appreciates me for myself as well. The guy that I was dating has become a royal ass and we have now broke up. So I dont think that I will ever have a happy family life with a good man. But who knows what the future holds!
Slow Dance
Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don'! t dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,"hi" You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. When you run so fast to get somewhere You miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry and hurry
Musica Continuada.
So today I had a to write up some reports for I did for this recruiter I work for. Sigh, I mean, we already entered the information into the hard would it be for them to,ummmm, hit print? Apparently very. Heh Thanks powers that be for killing my day off...bastids. And of course Murphy's law kicks in...I go there on my day off and get suckered into doing work...bastids part deux. I'm home now for a bit....and listening to : You can't go - prince language edit/remix. It's a awesome remix of the old Harold Melvin and the Bluenotes tune which was also covered by Thelma Houston , as "don't leave me this way". It's a booty shakin get down! Another tune I listened to is by the Ballistic Brothers - A Love Supreme. Perhaps a nod to John Coltrane? As per wikipedia they are - Specializing in a kind of jazz-influenced funky electronica music. I guess but it's damn fun to listen too. I guess both can be considered "broken beat".... again I d
hey everybody again. Do you think that money actually changes people? Peoples personality, dreams, character, etc? If you think so, why? has anyone else noticed this? i'm not saying EVERYONE changes but some people do. =) Don't get me wrong i love it when i have money but it don't change me becouse i know that money only can buy so much in life , my family and friend will always be there ..
Have You Lusted 2day
I'm 4 Sale On Here 4 The First Time Ever,Who can Out Bid Who,My Bid Is High,Do you Think You Can Buy Me,Hmm Let's Just See...Here's My Link ,Go At It,I'm Worth The Fight 2 OWN!!
A Journey Thru The World Of Ups And Downs
You never know what life is going to throw at you next. So stop trying to be what everyone else wants you to be or what everyone else expects you to be. take in mind that you shouldn't just sit around and waste your life with people that are wasting there own... You dont achieve your dreams by talking about them. You achieve them by WANTING them bad enough to make sacrifices. At some point in your life you need to be Selfish because no matter what you are doing now.. people will always move on with their lives and you'll be wondering what happened to yours.. Theres no room for regret you just live and learn... ...At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundries don't keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. Thats how we're made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines, or you can live your life crossing them. If you want something you've never had; then you have to do something you've never done ?iF ONE DAY YOU REALiZE i HAVEN'T TALKED TO YOU iN A WHiLE iT'S NOT
This Is How I With It..
I got a text today from someone I didn't want to hear from. The kind of text that makes you feel sick to your stomach, sad, angry and frustrated. All it said was "Do you miss me" but that simple fucking text brought so many emotions to the table. Emotions I have pushed back because I'm not strong enough to deal with them alone. I wanted to scream at my phone No, I don't miss you. I fucking miss my sanity. I miss feeling like I was someone worthwhile and important to someone. I missed the fact that you were an abuser. Nothing hurts more then knowing you gave someone your heart, only for them to crush it. No one knows how much I sarificed to be with that man or how I loved him unconditionally just for him to use all my inner most private deep dark secrets againist me. Or how much it hurt to hear the voicemails he left me telling me that I'm worthless, that I'll always be worthless, that I'm about shit, how I was never shit to anyone and how I meant shit to him. Hell, ther
*eye Roll*
As if blocking her on fubar, bangme isn 't enough, she had to bother me on RMB. I had seen I got a photo comment, to go approve, but guess who it was, cuteasakitten (Sonya) like why is she always bothering me so much? Really STOP IT I AM DONE AND SICK OF IT! If I blocked you, you should know what that really means. Like here's a screen cap of my comments, and the one that I didn't approve LOL So I blocked here from giving me more photo comments ROFL ROFL ROFL (don't ask me why I added ROFL) I'll just brush haters like her off and move on. LMFAO that's how it should be.
Future Mrs. Zuniga
It happened on Monday the 21st of April 2008! John asked me to marry him and I am super STOKED!! Here's the details... First of all about a week or so ago John emailed my mom SUPPOSEDLY asking her some questions about me and stuff and then the other night my mom called him and they talked for like 30 minutes! So, I just kind of blew it off... thinking he was just talking to her about whatever... Well today... We're in the middle of packing up our room because we're moving into a new house! I am walking out of the closet and he asks me to sit on the bed... he wanted to talk to me! So, I sit down and he looks at me and says well you know I emailed your mom and what I emailed her was asking for hers and Malcolms permission for your hand in marriage! I said.. John what are you doing! and he said Crystal... Will you marry me? I cried for like 10 minutes and then... I SAID YESSS!!!!! So, I am now... The future Mrs. Crystal Zuniga!
Friend Request From My Mumm
SweetlyDominated (I'm in Lust!!!!) 2008-04-24 12:25:13 i have 4 children and had to give up 3 of them for adoption when i went to prison and i await the day i can see them again...good luck in ur search
The Break Down
As of Today, April 24th at 3:45PM I am… Age in years 28.39 Age in months 341 Age in days 10361 Age in hours 248653 Age in minutes 14919206 Age in seconds 895152386 Age in Milli seconds 89515238607 Age in weeks 72524 I was born on a Thusday DECEMBER * Loyal and generous * Patriotic * Active in games and interactions * Impatient and hasty * Ambitious * Influential in organizations * Fun to be with * Loves to socialize * Loves praises * Loves attention * Loves to be loved * Honest and trustworthy * Not pretending * Even tempered * Not egoistic * Takes high pride in oneself * Hates restrictions * Loves to joke * Good sense of humor * Logic Want to know yours? Give me your birthday (--/--/----)
Grandma #1
To those who know me best know that my grandma was that one person on top of the hill that you could only wish I could be as strong as even the soles of her shoes. She ment the world to me and helped me get through so many hard times. I will be posting random blogs about her life as it is what is helping me cope with loosing her. Thank you for reading. Feel free to comment if you feel the need to do so. She passed away on the 6th of April 2008. The following is a copy of her obituary posted on the internet at this link: TULIA - Frances Ewers, 74, died Sunday, April 6, 2008. Services will be at 10 a.m. Wednesday in the Kornerstone Funeral Directors Chapel. Graveside services will be 10 a.m. Thursday in the Rocky Ford Cemetery in Rocky Ford, Colo., Kornerstone Funeral Directors of Tulia. Mrs. Ewers married Billy Ewers on Nov. 4, 1950, and he died July 13, 1985. Survivors include three daughters, Barbara Yauck of Darrouzet
Bling Bling & More Bling
Blog Stalkers
I Can't Even Imagine.
One of the little boys in my neighborhood is in a coma. He is around the age that kids are in 5th grade. The cutest little boy ever, very sweet. He and 3 of his buddies had a neighborhood yard work business going. They took care of 4 yards plus their own. He was either building a dirt bike ramp on the hill, or something and 2 tons of dirt collapsed on him. He's the youngest out of the family. I started crying when I heard this. His poor parents. ************EDIT******************** I found out the neighbor kid was burrowing under the stable in the backyard and the sand collapsed on him. I don't know why he was doing it, if his parents knew he was doing it, or how they found him. He apparently suffered a (single) fractured rib, and had a concusion, which he passed out from, having been trapped under dirt, and passed into a coma from the concusion. I'll know more this weekend when I go home. I plan on taking the family some flowers. This happened Wednesday nig
Vacation ,,,,
Can I come visit you? Because I really need to get away for a while!
True Love
You were the sunset That calmed the tides The sparkling stars Within my eyes The moon that hung Above my world One true love For a loveless girl You were everything I never asked you to be And gleamed like an angel Right beside me The end to a life Dreary with hate A lover sent to me By the kindness of fate I thought I was selfless In letting you go For my heart did not deserve The love you bestowed So I asked you to leave And make your own life There’s someone better Who deserves your light And I walked away Not knowing then That I would think of you Over and over again And I realize now What could have been And what will come to be In the end I cannot love My heart is tainted By the picture of love You have painted My guideline to What love should be That nobody but you Could show to me So I’ll spend my life In love with you And never say a word Cause its the right thing to do But when I pass you and glance your way P
No One Wants You You Can't Handle This Biotch.
Please get the fuck out of here. I fucking hate you. your such a liar. you have no idea I guess I'm ok with moving on with everything I am glad that I'm doing bad with out you BTW your dick is too little for me lmao. 7 inches give me a break!!!!! I get a 9.5 cock when I want. you can't handle this BIOTCH. You are going to slow don't want the Beep-Beep up yo' ass. fucking a ugly ass bitch. Cuz you ain't a real man you gotta to sleep with a bitch uglier than the shit you take every nite. lmao.
If A Man Wants You! Ladies Only!!!
If a Man Wants You!! If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be.Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad @ yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have y
The Reason I Ahve Been Absent
In November I found out the only way I could have children is by doing IVF so I have been emotionally turned upside down.My inlaws paid for the IVF which we do have to pay back.I have started my injections and getting ready for the second set of injections.looking to trasnfer our embryos the first week in may.I will be on bedrest for a few days so will be on more..take care
Something Straight From South To You!
The lawyer asked, "How can I help you?" The farmer said, "I want to get one of those dayvorces." The lawyer asked, "Do you have any grounds?" The farmer said, "Yes, I got 40 acres." The lawyer said, "No, you don't understand. Do you have a suit"? The farmer said, "Yes, I got a suit, I wears it to church on Sunday's." The lawyer said, "No, no, I mean, do you have a case?" The farmer said, "No, I ain't got a Case, but I got a John Deere." The lawyer said, "No, I mean, do you have a grudge?" The farmer said, "Yes, I got a grudge, that's where I parks my John Deere." The lawyer asked, "Does your wife beat you up or something"? The farmer said, "No, we both get up at 4:30." The lawyer asked, "Is your wife a nagger?" The farmer said, "No, she's a white gal, but our last child was a nagger…that's why I want a dayvorce.
Hangover Priceless
Jack wakes up at home with a huge hangover he can't believe. He forces himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirin next to a glass of water on the side table. And, next to them, a single red rose! Jack sits down and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. Jack looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotlessly clean. He takes the aspirins, cringes when he sees a huge black eye staring back at him in the bathroom mirror, and notices a note on the table: "Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to go shopping--Love you!" He stumbles to the kitchen and sure enough, there is hot breakfast and the morning newspaper. His son is also at the table, eating. Jack asks "Son...what happened last night?" "Well, you came home after 3 am, drunk and out of your mind. You broke some furniture, puked in the hallway, and got that black eye when you ran into the door." "So, why is everything in such perfect ord
For All Those With Teenagers
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to 'Dad. With the worst premonition, he opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Dad: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Mom and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercing, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is 25 years older than I am. But it's not only the passion... Dad, she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter! We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt any
Give Her Your Fu-bucks!
Hosting A Auction
I am hosting an Auction that will run from Wednesday, Apr.30th at 9am fu time (pst) to Wednesday , May 14th at 5pm fu time (pst). I am taking as many people as who want to join.. so please, if you'd like to join... let me know ASAP. To enter...all you have to do is Private Message me. Let me know which picture you'd like me to use, what you'd be offering, there is no entrance fee so everything is yours all i ask is that everyone who bids at least rate the picture ???DjBlueyes?Fu/wife 2 DjNbk (GM@Acesup) fu/ownedbySoftwhiterose?@ fubar i will do my best to promote the auction but self promoting is good too ... i also will be making everyone matching tags with their pictures and bids on them ... The rules are simple no drama.. and have fun all cash bid overide fu bucks bids and break down as follows.. Fubar gift bids STICKY BULLETIN = 250,000 1 TICKER = 250,000 1 DAY BLAST = 375,000 1 Bling pk = 600,000 3 DAY BLAST = 620,000 7 DAY BLAST = 1,000,000 30 DA
When Total Dementia Could Save You: Lol
WHEN TOTAL DEMENTIA COULD SAVE YOU: A guy is at the supermarket when he notices that the rather good looking blonde behind him has just raised her hand and smiled hello to him. He is rather taken aback that such a looker would be waving to him; and, although familiar, he can't place where he might know her from; so he says "Sorry, do you know me?" She replies, "I may be mistaken, but I think you might be the father of one of my children. His mind shoots back to the one and only time he had been unfaithful. "Holy Crap" he says, "are you that strip-o-gram on my stag night that I screwed on the pool table in front of all my buddies while your friend whipped me with some wet celery?" "No" she replies, "I'm your son's English teacher."
2008 . Lansing ,mi . Common Ground Music Festival
so summer is here .. and i am ready to work backstage and hang out with the rock stars .. heres the list whos is playin at the common ground festival............................................Tuesday July 8 Sammy Hagar Capital City Airport West Main Stage Tuesday July 8 Zappa Plays Zappa Pearle Vision East Main Stage Wednesday July 9 REO Speedwagon Capital City Airport West Main Stage Thursday July 10 James Otto Capital City Airport West Main Stage Thursday July 10 Kelly Pickler Capital City Airport West Main Stage Friday July 11 Seether Capital City Airport West Main Stage Friday July 11 Lyle Lovett Pearle Vision East Main Stage Friday July 11 Finger Eleven Capital City Airport West Main Stage
Ride Or Die
I don´t understand why I'm crazy over you, I don't know what to do, I don't understand why I'm crazy, over you I don't know what to do, If i had to, I would give up everything just to feel and be with you, If i had to, I would pawn the ring you gave to me just to feed you, If i had to, I would give my very last breath just to help save you, If i had to, I would tell a lie just because I know you are the truth, I'd ride for you, Cuz your the truth, I'd die for you, Ooh cuz im a fool inlove with you, And i'll do anything that pleases you, Only you, If I had to I would throw away my only wish just to prove to you, If i had to, I would die all alone, if living meant without you, If i had to, I would go through all the pain again, just to find you, If i had to, I'd surrender all my love, just because I love you, I don't understand why im crazy, Over you i don't know what to do, I don't understand why im crazy, Over you i don't know what to do, I'd rid
For C*nt
Mel@ fubar You see that lady? She has become a FU whore and needs FU bucks to win the Spotlight or some crap (I don't really know; she has dirt on me, so I have to be nice to her.)
Dear God
Dear God, Why do You torture me so? When will You ever let my hardships end? When will my endless suffering abate? Why am I so tortured? "But, my child, I have given you everything you want. Why are you tortured so?" Because, God... Oh wait, God, while you are here I want to thank you for my children. My children are such beautiful blessings. Thank you, God, for these wonderful gifts. Thank you for their wit and their charm. Thank you for their health. I will cherish them with every breath I take, and forever be grateful and indebted to You. "You are most welcome, my child. But, please tell me - why are you still tortured so?" Because, God... Oh, and God? I wanted to thank you, again! Thank you for the food on my table, and the roof over my head, and these many precious moments of my life. My life has never been better! "You are welcome, my child. But, please, please, tell me - why are you tortured so?" Because, God... My dear God? Are You still there? Good.
My Love List
Thanks to Ashlee, I came up with a love list. However, mine is not as long, but it’s a start! I love warm weather and the smell right before it rains. I love rain and the rainbows that appear right after. I love everything about summer, the weather, swimming, biking, grilling out, fireworks, the state fair, all the festivals and going to the beach to play volleyball. I love the smell of sugar cookies more than I love the taste. I love cottage cheese and yogurt. I love ranch dressing on basically everything. I love a good veggie/bean burger more than a regular one. I love fruit, all kinds, except kiwis because they make my tongue itch. I love mushrooms and black olives on my pizza, skip the meat please. I love dipping sauce and breadsticks and an Italian restaurant. I love a good martini, and margaritas, especially the strawberry ones. I also love wine. I love sushi, but not raw sushi (I know, its not real sushi then….). I love strawberry banana smoothies. I love oatmeal for
Bartab Filters
hey everyone, if you hadn't noticed, there's now a link on your profile settings page (next to the 'Bartab Content' option) to configure some more advanced filters for the mini-bartab box that's at the top of every page. you can turn on or off every alert by type.... ie: if you only want to see when people rate you an 11 and leave you a comment, you can see that. or if you only care when your friends post comments on other peoples' mumms, you can see just that. for the first few days it was vip only, but it's now usable by everyone. let me know if you have any problems... cheers! edit: woops, i forgot to do a rollout to the site to turn it on for everyone.. it's going out now, and will be there in about 5-10 minutes. :-) -mike
Live Interview With Smoke E. Digglera Tonight!!!!!
Got a new job. Nothing is stopping me from getting my motorcycle this year.
Static/major Tribute Show
Vixen Is In A Contest
Epilepsy Walk June 21st
My Poetry-title-mask
Can you hide behind the smiles forever? Can you push down and hide what you know and feel With every breathe in your body every beat of your heart Deep down within your heart and soul? How long can You wear the mask? Hide the pain? Can you wear the mask and hide the anguish and the tears? Smile and say everything is ok when you have many fears. Having the love you know you have inside can you wear This mask and hide all the love care and concern that you Think of nothing more than this love each and every day? If you decide to wear the mask and hide how long can you Hold the pain the hurt the anger the love all the emotions you know You have inside? Years, months, days, weeks, minutes, hours? Be true to yourself and wear the mask none and instead ask God to Be your guide to lead you in the right direction be your friend and be by Your side that is all you can do is ask him for wisdom an strength To help you when the roads get narrow an yo
Requirements For Any Woman I'd Date
Ok I'll admit this could get a little long since there are a couple of things I have to insist on in a woman. Some things are a must or I'll walk on by. The other things are more of preferences and you can call me a pig if you want but we all have them I'm just willing to admit it. I'll start with the easy stuff first, the things I must insist on. For starters, anyone I date must be a woman :P!!!! But being more serious, Honesty is must. I'm not saying each and every little thing, I'm not going to freak out over something stupid but the major stuff I want honesty. I'm tired of crap like oh dinner was great but I need to tell you something, I have a bf. Yeah my response is going to be do you need to borrow my cell phone because you need to call for a ride. Something else I have to insist on is kinda taking it slow and easy. I'm not saying date for 10 years before I propose, that'd be nuts. But don't propose to me after 2 weeks and expect me to give you a serious answer. I'
Sometimes in life you can get confused And set on the wrongs tracks in life And trust ones you shouldn't Believe ones who only mean you Harm when you shouldn't believe them Or trust them at all and you lose sight Of what is important and true and always There for you, the truth that things You have done in your life have Not always been right and probably Never will be but you can try to make The wrongs you have made right And ask for forgiveness and GOD Will be there on the other end of those words When you speak of your mouth and ask He will forgive you and maybe just by chance Others will too, you never know how things Will go you just have to be willing and not be to scared And take that chance and ask for the forgiveness if You get it you do if you don't then that's the mistake You made and you will have to live with that Mistake for the rest of your days but Someday wrongs do turn into rights if you take the Right direction and path when they are given to y
Only For The Day
Only For The Day If God would grant me one wish I’d pray; The chance to hold you in my arms, If only for the day. We’d walk along life’s long highway Sharing all our hopes and dreams Arm in arm we’d fall in love If only for the day. I’d take your hand and kiss your lips Chasing all your doubts away Begging God to forget I asked only for the day. I’d take you places you’ve never been hoping that you’d stay Racing time and loving life If only for the day. As time grows short We hold on tight as we say God let us be together soon If only for the day. Our time has come to say goodbye And if we have our way God will bring us back together If only for the day.
My Poetry-title-one Day
Once said you loved me You once said you cared Now all you do is hurt me And keep me torn inside For everyday is a new torture With demons I cant seem to Expel, you hurt me more and More each day all because I don't love you, would you rather Me have spent my life lying and Pretending I did? Im sorry that I could no longer live a lie for All of my days would you have Rather it continued for years to Pass and then me walk away? Or live my life with out my sanity and Continue to pretend everything was ok I would rather we both go our separate ways So that maybe someday we both can find Our own happiness if not with one another Alone or with someone else, I will hold my head high And proud knowing I have done what was right instead Of living a lie you can think you will continue to hurt Me but I am putting up my shield and walking away So no more will you hurt me and lead my life astray I hope You find peace and
Final Results!~*~contest~*~ Long Haired Hotties Vs Short-haired Studs
Woo Hoo Hotties RULE!!! The Long Hairs Won all categories. Hunter won with most Thumbs Up 270 (Y), Wolf won with Most Thumbs Down 19 (N), & The whole Team Won with 605 Overall rates! Way To Go Guys!! I would like to thank all who participated and voted! It was a great Contest and I will try to do more in the near future. THANK YOU!!! The Final Results: Hotties: The Photographer 63 (Y) 4 (N) Wolf -- 22 (Y) 19 (N) JuggaloN8ative - 60 (Y) 3 (N) Cory -- 40 (Y) 5 (N) Arcanis -- 21 (Y) 6 (N) Hunter -- 270 (Y) 9 (N) Mr. Serious - 18 (Y) 5 (N) Tool Man Tim --22 (Y) 4 (N) Russ007 -- 28 (Y) 6 (N) Studs: LoneWolfJohn - 19 (Y) 4 (N) Kidd1267 -- 14 (Y) 7 (N) Pete -- 21 (Y) 4 (N) Red_Write_Hand -- 23 (Y) 2 (N) Brett --- 36 (Y) 5 (N) Lions -- 16 (Y) 3 (N) Will -- 14 (Y) 4 (N) WYKD WYKD WYKD
Well, on April 19th, 2008 I was married to Lana. I am so happy to be her husband and very proud to be her sons step father. My life with my new family is going to be filled with so many exciting adventures, I can hardly wait !
My Brother
My lil brother is mini me he tried to rob the ice cream man at the age of 3, told the niggas in the neighborhood if u fuck wit him u gotta answer to me, i paid my dues i earned my respect took it to the next level now i gotta change his lifestyle, make him his own man and dont make the mistakes i mad, so ill do what i can but the rest is in gods hand i hope baby calhoun can see the light get his act right and relize its his life
My Sisters
my sister are my heart, they have been one call away rather day or nite. rather someone mad at me mad or i just wanted to grab da heat and put a nigga to sleep they kept me from fucking up, cuz of them the gloves were put up the rag has disappeared, no one is going to war i pray she dont disappear.
Time For A New Auction...opens Thursday!
Thats right I would like to host another auction beginning on the 1st of May and running for one week (May 8th). I am looking for at least 10 entries (if I get more even better). There will be a $25,000 FuBucks entry fee but the minimum bid will be $50,000 so you will earn that fee back easily. *This fee is also refundable should you not receive any bids. Auction Details: *No Drama will be tolerated! *Cash bids will override any FuBucks bids. *Auction will run from May 1st at Noon EST until May 8th at Noon EST. *There is a $25,000 FuBuck Entry Fee. *Minimum Bids will begin at $50,000 FuBucks. *All Prizes go to those up for auction, not to me, I am just hosting this. *If someone decides not to pay up and they have the winning bid I will post blogs/bulletins about this and the winning bid will then go to the next closest bid. *Those up for auction have the right to refuse any bids. *These rules may change as the auction gets closer but everyone will be no
The Impossible Quiz
You should try it....You might just get to the end!!
Today's Quote Here is a test to find whether your mission on earth is finished: If you're alive, it isn't. -Richard Bach
Today's Quote The foolish man seeks happiness in the distance; the wise grows it under his feet. -James Oppenheim
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Dead / Alive
Dead people who appear alive in dreams have three general categories of participation: cameo, resolution, and judgment. Cameo participation is a little eerie in recall, but not particularly noteworthy in the dream itself. In these cases, the dreamer simply sees a dead person intact and living, just hanging out in the dream scene. Often there is little direct participation in the dream per se. The dream image probably is tied to an activity that the dreamer and dead person once participated in together. Most likely, there is a latent sense of missing the person that made the dream appearance possible. Resolution participation usually involves a specific action with the dead person. In this case, the dead person's presence is central to the unfolding storyline. Either you lack something they need or they act in a way to provoke emotion (positive or negative) from you. In either case, the transaction or inability to complete it revolves around some deficit that needs resolution in the
Today's Quote Laughter is the closest thing to the grace of God. -Karl Barth
Today's Quote Getting to know someone is not a task--it’s an art. -Pierce LeBlanc
Most Unlikely Dragonslayer
Oh dear dragonslayer or those who would-be such is the story most unlikely dragonslayer as it would be i am such a person it was not to be as it started as i was selected to be a feast for the dragon. as a would-be dragonslayer came to slay this dragon i was cut loose so that i might be spared the dragon was to appear to feast on the dragonslayer i ran as the dragon was busy so busy with the dragonslayer i did fall in a crevice between jagged boulders as the dragon was feasting tearing the dragonslayer to pieces the sword landed next to me as i hear the dying gasps to fear now the dragon looking for his feast i moved deeper in the crevice the dragon could not see me he know i was there he could smell me i felt the heat of his breath i thought it is over as he passed over now i was to see his soft belly underside. no one has ever seen this before i just reached for the sword nearby with all my might i thrust th
A Number
For some of you, you will never be faced with the decisions i have been faced with, and I would not wish that on anyone, not even my worst enemy. But as of late, a lot of you have noticed that I'm not me...eluded to the fact that I am human, and I tend to show emotions when something bothers me. This is something that will haunt me for the rest of my life....not anything bad, but to is a part of my life that I cannot change, I just have to deal with it, and move on. I jst hope you are never placed in the situation or anything similar like I have been placed. If you have, you will understand me on a much deeper level then what these words will tell you. I will begin by saying this... I am not perfect, I never have been, and never will be. I have made mistakes in my life, some of which I regret on a daily basis, and some that will haunt me for the rest of this life, and the one after I'm sure. I have been faced with many decisions as a medic/rescuer/savior. I have been
Uova E Prosciutto Verdi
Italians have gotten a bad rap. The Mafia, The Sopranos, Al Capone and Carmella Soprano's baked Ziti have aided in the stereotypes that make up the Italian culture. Visitors to Chicago keep looking for mobsters. Foreign visitors say, " Hey, Chicago! Al Capone!" followed by the rat-a-tat-tat of an imitation machine gun. Go figure. I'm proud to be Italian. The copy of my family tree goes back to the late 1700's. Pure Italian....pure NORTHERN Italian. That is until Napolean and his little soldiers decided to enter Italy. Up to that point, all the names on the family tree were Italian. Suddenly...bada bing...a Michelle. When Napolean trounced through Italy, my ancestors did an about face. The men were drunk and the women apparently drunk and loose. Hello, Michelle. But I digress...and at this point I will tell you a secret about me. Until I was 14 and started high school, I never had American bread. I lived in an Italian neighborhood. There was no such thing as Wonderbrea
Bitch Niggas Just Keep Talkin Wait Til U See Me And Tiny Bull
pops was a hoodsta my uncles were coasta i got the heart of both sides cuz ill run up on ya, empty my clip drag yo body to da riva, let it be known calhoun duece is fuckin home ready to take a niggas head off and send it to his home, catch me creepin through the southeast all day way to el cajon when dat window roll down u betta heat the ground the cuz im emptying clip round by day round, my pistol will never hit da ground but shell are all a round so keep my name out yo mouth or brains will be around yo house.
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Pimping Someone Awesome
My First Auction
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A Lil Irritated
i have been trying to get with this guy im practly throwing myself at him and i cant even get him to look what is the makes me so mad i know i can give him what he want
Fine Then! Lol
What is your name?: Cheryl How old are you?: 37..yes,i am almost 40 deal with it I am. When is your Birthday?: Dec 18th What is your zodiac sign?: Sagittarius...i couldn't get an easy one to spell. Where were you born?: kansas Where do you live now?: kansas What color eyes do you have?: blue What color hair do you have?: blacj How tall are you?: 5'3 How much do you weigh? hahahaha!! What is your race?: human What is your worst fear?: losing my kids Do you smoke?: lord yes Do you drink?: Tequila and yes Do you cuss?: too much Do you use drugs?: nope Have you ever or will you ever steal?: when i was a kid and no i wont Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?: why,do you have something I need to hold on to for you? Do you play in a band or play an instrument?: nope Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?: 6 tattoos If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be?: I can't pick just one,they all have interesting traits. Do
Just To Have Or To Behave?
Today I sit and think. My Brother called. I have had several add me to there lists. I can go on about this but I wont. My point is what life come to when you got your in person friends you can't live without. You got your online friends you have to talk to daily. There is miles between both types of friends. You got your family that is there but you can't say what you want. Yet you still sit there with something to say and can't say it to them in any way. Not a sole knows what feelings you are to with hold. You began to wonder are you really just alone. You can hear the spouse in the living room talking with the kids. You have ims like crazy but yet you have nothing to say. Is this part of your life where it all just ends. You are in one of those moods where nothing seems to be true. Your surrounded by the few who really care. Why must you hold it all inside is it just to have or is it to behave. I am still unaware in my young age how to deal with the emotions that come my way. Yet I m
Crazy Night...
Well last night was crazy and hectic.. TO start things off.. that little bat bastard appeared for night number 3 in a row. After several failed attempts by me and my husband to shoe it out the open door, I decided to call the cops. LOL they actually sent an officer to my house! He then proceeded to beat and stomp the bat to death and tossed its corpse in our flower bed outside. SO that let that b a warning to any strange unwcome houseguests! lol Part two, is i got the news that by the end of next month I will be living in kenton...which i can deal with. but damn.. short enough notice?! The iceing on the cake then is my bor- in laws a crazy dumbass and i had to deal with a bunch of shit, which i never enjoying doing... and that was my night! Hopefuly tonight will go better.. I am takin my girls to see horton ears a who.. and then ive got some homework to finish up.. so hopefully its a nice uneventful night!
Bosslady's Birthday ?!?!?!?
More and more am I wondering why I try to keep this up. I'm very busy with my pages on My Space and really have fun on Facebook. Never expected that. So the result is: I check for messages over here and close down again. I would hate to lose contact with "my family" and some of the friends over here. Maybe there are possibillities to keep contact. I would like to know who would miss me over here. I'll hold my page in the air at least till the end of the month. Than I'll decide what's best. Thank you all anyway for having been nice in the last months. Cheers! Alleycat
What Would You Do
What would you do? You make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Please DO Read this: My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: 'When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?' The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. 'I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child.' Then he told the following sto
In the arms of angels I ride the last time Victim of my own Now I see all Who cared for me Why didn’t they show If I knew then What I know now In the arms of angels I had it my own way Now it is their way In the arms of angels Then I just prayed Locked in an embrace In arms of my love Now all I can do is Listen to my angels Farewell my love
Driving Hurts My Ass, Lol
I had one of the longest days in my life yesterday! My girlfriend that was here for her father's memorial was supposed to stay through the weekend but had been having headaches every night from the stress she has been under with dealing with her Dad's death. So her husband was up North and was hoping we would bring their son to him so he could go riding with him before heading back to Washington. So I told her I would drive them up there. She also decided to just drive back home with her husband instead of flying home Sunday. Sad because that meant our trip to the city was canceled but I totally understood her just wanting to go home. So I drove to Colousa and then over to Stonyford to drop off Kellen to his Dad and then to Willows and Tricia and I waited in the Hotel room for them to get back from the riding. It was a log day. We drove around and had dinner and they got back by the time we were done. Then, I had to drive to the Sacramento airport to take John (the guy
I Miss You So Much
Song I wrote 5 yrs ago Current mood: creative Category: Blogging So I was doing some cleaning and came across a song that I wrote about 5 yrs ago. I thought that I would share the lyrics because I think it's kinda nice. But that's just me. "I Miss You So Much" by Charles "DeAnte" Askew Verse 1: How do I explain the way you made me feel It seemed like it was a dream but only it was real You were always there for me through thick and thin You treated me as your lover as well as your best friend You were there for me when I needed a hug Like when I felt the world was against me you were there to show me love You would comfort me in your wide open arms Like you was my shelter that protected me from harm But since you went away I often reminsce About the love we use to share and the way we use to kiss You were ha
Dreamer And Doer...
Is it best to be a dreamer or is it best to be a doer? Actually, it is helpful to be both. In all great creations, the idealistic exists with the pragmatic in elegant proportions. A dream is of little value unless you put action into it, and action won't get you very far unless there is meaningful purpose behind it. Allow yourself to dream grand, magnificent dreams that express the deepest essence of who you are. Then let those dreams pull you steadily through the practical, nuts-and-bolts work of making them real. Work through each day with diligence and persistence, doing what there is to be done. And as you do, stay close to the dreamer that always lives within you. As a dreamer, you can envision a world and a life with no limits. As a doer, you can focus on something that has never existed before and make it real. Let your most treasured dreams focus your actions and let your actions express your dreams. Be both a dreamer and a doer, and dive deeply into the m
Not To Sound Too Melodramatic Or Anything...
I was diagnosed with lupus (SLE) in March of this year. I'm 24, I've never had any major illnesses in my life... I had a crappy immune system, but I think part of that is growing up where I did, being so close to a bunch of major chemical factories (Cleburne, Midlothian, Commanche...). I never got majorly sick though... until earlier this year. Lupus (SLE) is an autoimmune disease. There's no cure. It can affect your whole body (mine does) or just specific organs. I go ditzy... they call it brain fog. I get tired walking from my desk at work to my car. I sleep like 16 hours a day now. I eat like I've never seen food before, but I still can't gain much weight. I'm sore all over my body. My joints keep swelling up, making it hard for me to function like a normal person... but the absolute worst is knowing that you have to deal with this for the rest of your life. I'll have to live with knowing that I can't have another child... knowing that this pain that I'm in will come back.
Never been here, never coming back Never want to think about the things That happened today Want to lay down on the warm ground I think Im going to need a little time to myself Dont fall down now You will never get up Dont fall down now I ask you for a slow ride Going nowhere You look like satan You ask me if I want to get high Couple of bags down in old town you tie your arm and Ask me if I wanted to drive Dont fall down now You will never get up Dont fall down now Last thing I recall I was in the air I woke up on the street Crawling with my strawberry burns Ten long years in a straight line They fall like water Yes, I guess I fucked up again Dont fall down now You will never get up Dont fall down now
Why I Don't Believe In God
I heard the truth about you And it really doesnt read at all Like the whipping stick you raised me with A scared woman in a private hell Hushed voice like electric bells Strange talk about edgar casey And the long lame walk of the dark 70s Strange talk about edgar casey And the long lame walk of the dark 70s I heard the truth about you, yeah you Mama they woke me up I was deep in an idiot sleep I was just eight years old Heard big words with a horrible sound Whyd they have to call my school Tell me my mother had a nervous breakdown I wish I believed like you do, yeah you In the myth of a merciful god In the myth of a heaven and hell I hear the voices you hear sometimes Sometimes it gets so much I feel like letting go Sometimes it gets so hard I feel like letting it go Sometimes it gets so goddamn hard I feel like letting it all go Letting it all go, letting it all go Letting it all go, letting it all go I ran away and went looking for you Back to cu
There Is No Place Like New York City!
Ok, so this story is almost exactly 2 years old... but it's one of my favorite New York City Stories. I figured I would "re-share" this story since the weather is getting nicer... Enjoy! There Really is No Place On Earth like New York City... Where else can you get a Falafel, A Bagel, A Croissant and a decent cup of Coffee from some guy standing in a 2'x2' trailer on a street corner. But, today was extra special... I'm walking down Madison Avenue from my hotel in the Murray Hill area and this cute girl walks in front of me, getting ready to cross the street. She has her iPod earphones in, a little jean jacket, a pink top and a flowy skirt on.. nice brown should length hair. As she's standing on the corner waiting to cross, she turns her head to the side and.... BLAWP!!!! She vomits all over the place. She takes a step toward the trash barrell on the corner and spits. The light changes, and she starts crossing the street. About three quarters of the way across the
More About Cancers
Cancer the Crab The Sun awakened Cancer the Crab, a feminine sign in the zodiac on your birthday. The Sun in astrology stands for your inner nature, your essential character. The fourth sign of the Zodiac, Cancer is ruled by the restless Moon. A cardinal (creative and original) sign, Cancer governs home life, matters to do with women (especially the mother), as well as sensitivity and emotional intensity. It is a water sign, so Cancerian people are emotionally intense and deeper than they appear on the surface, while quite sensitive and understanding once you get through that tough exterior. The Sun, ruler of our inner nature, is somewhat dimmed in Cancer, the home of the Moon. Creative and romantic, with a strong love of home, family and tradition, you are a good communicator and a strong provider. Your deep sensitivity presents you with valuable and illuminating intuitions, especially regarding those you care for. Powerful Intuition Paradoxically combining a love of
All About Cancers
All About Cancer Cancer Characteristics and Profile Crabs live in the inter-tidal zone of the oceans, where tides rise and fall twice every day. This is the most dynamic and changeful place on earth, but also the most nutrient rich. Because of the constant change, Cancer have developed a hard outer shell for protection. Cancer can use the hard outer shell of your home as your protection. But it's more than just that. Typically, your sensitive Cancer can hold your feelings quietly behind your own walls. Crabs also have large pinching claws, and Cancer can hold onto things, especially from the past. Cancer are fiercely loyal and have a difficult time letting go. But Cancer are also quick to bring those you love inside the safety of your outer shell while you nurture them. Cancer love is protective, but unless tempered, can be smothering. Cancer motto could be, "A good defense is the best offense." Like a Crab in its cave, your attack can consist of baiting your opponent into yo
What Would U Pic
what should i do
Mother's Day Poem
Mothers are the greatest in the world they birth us and feed us they help us to grow they teach us what they feel we should know then the time comes to let us go they pray what we've learned over the years will stay in our hearts in spite of our peers they'll always be there no matter what the problem whether it be large or whether it be small a mother's love knows no boundaries at all a nother and a child from the time of birth have a bond that won't break while here on earth the love for her child won't ever grow cold even when both are wrinkled and old that's why I say to you on this Mother's Day You're the greatest in the world your son... DJ
We Are Doing Great
Trust is the foundation for intimate, secure and successful relationships. It must be earned and maintained with consistent actions. But building trust and feeling like your partner is trustworthy is not always easy for those who have had their trust betrayed. Once your trust has been violated, it’s difficult to make it viable in your relationship again. Trust has to be a living, breathing entity in order for a relationship to survive. This applies to romantic relationships, family relationships and friendships. So when your trust is violated, how do you overcome that and restore trust in a relationship? Children learn how to build trust in a relationship with their parents or caretakers early in their development. If parents are consistent in responding to their child’s needs, then that child will learn to trust them and their environment. As a child gets older, trust takes on a different form because children can process why they trust and why they don’t. It’s especially im
The $100 Bet
A man walks up to the bartender and says, "I bet you $100 dollars that I can stand on your bar and leak into a jar without spilling a drop." The bartender laughs and tells him that is it such an impossible bet, he'll take it. So the man stands up on the bar, and cheering to his friends in the back, begins to leak. He not only misses the jar, but doesn't even get a single drop in. He pisses all over the bar and floor and over the bartender. When he is done the bartender is still laughing and asks the man to give him the hundred bucks. The man hands over the money and smiles at the bartender. The bartender asks him what is so funny when he just obviously lost so badly. The man replies, " I just bet my friends $1000 that I could leak all over you and your bar and not only would you not mind, but you would find it hilariously funny!".
Sweets Sister Bully.. Awww...
My Sisters!!!!! Everyone on this list is my sister! No Matter what race they are. No Matter what Height they are. No Matter what shape there in. No Matter what they've said in the past that was hurtful. No Matter what time has gone by since we've talked. No Matter what fights we've had. No Matter what Promises were broken. No Matter what Rank they are. No Matter what fubar status they get. No Matter what Number they are..... Threw it all these are My Sisters, not by blood but by choice, by Love and by Loyalty. We Stand TOGETHER threw this fight United! MEET MY SISTERS!!!! Please show them all a little Love they Deserve it! The Baddest MILF® ~Chuckiiboo's MILFII POO@ fubar ♡STANG♡Fu Bad B!TCH♡OWNA OF CENTERFOLDS♡@ fubar ღAsH.WeeE™.[[.Mgr@Forbidden.]].♥SmokeyBeaЯ's R/L Wifey♥@ fubar KONGY ~THE YIN~ N CREW~@ fubar JUICY★luxuria★@ fubar
If Only...
If only I could be with you instead of her when I'm with you my heart is filled with love when I'm away from you, I miss you immensely the problems we face is that you're with him wanting to be with me and I'm with her wanting so very much to be with you you say that you love me and I know that I love you so why are we not together instead of apart because he's my friend and I am a fool I should have asked you sooner to be with me but, I felt bad for him because he liked you too now we hide our love from everyone except each other we pass a look or a touch without anyone knowing but the more I am away from you the more it hurts If only I could be with you instead of her
Womanly Desires
As she laid lonely in her tub The soft soapy water refreshes Her stressed out body The water soothed but a man would relieve, The unsatiable power of desire that controlled her As the years have past, she feels an incredible desire to be wanted, to be touched, to be loved. As she closes her eyes to let the bath soak in, she feels strong warm hands caress her face, Slowly moving down to the fullness of her breast. Warm lips meet hers, and tongues begin to dance. She begins to feel an aching in her body As his hands tingles down her stomach to the inner part of her thighs. Her clit becomes hard and throbbing. As his tongue circles softly on her neck His tonges caresses her nipples as his hand gently rubs her swollen treasure. She lets out a soft moan, as by now he rubs lightly enough to tease her clit, causing her head to move back wards, then soft moans escapes her. He takes her by the hand and moves towards the bed. TO BE CONTINUED
Keep Me In Your Bed.
... "And when somebody knows you well, well there's no comfort like that. And when somebody needs you, well there's no drug like that. So keep me in your bed all day. Nothing heals me like you do..."
My Tag For Slippery When Wet
True Nature
I am by no means an “expert” in the online social scene but over the years, since back when AOL was “pay-by-the-minute” that there is a vast personality difference. Almost as if when a person sits behind a keyboard an alter ego emerges. I begin to think that in the face of other people that we wear masks for whatever the situation calls for. At work we can have out our serious-focused mask on, at home we can have on our passive-aggressive one on, but behind the keyboard is it another mask that we don or is it all masks off and the true nature emerges? In general, my time interacting with other people online has been pleasant, short of the adolescent interaction where “flaming” seems to be the norm. From time to time I have come across, typically from the male gender, those who posses the evil alter ego. Not caring for the feelings of the person on the other end of the computer. Could this just be the suppressed nature that is being held back from a day of wearing masks
Thur 04-24-08 (rainbow?)
Real Cowboy
An old cowboy dressed to kill with cowboy shirt, hat, jeans, spurs and chaps went to a bar and ordered a drink. As he sat there sipping his whiskey, a young lady sat down next to him. After she ordered her drink she turned to the cowboy and asked him, "Are you a real cowboy?" "Well, I have spent my whole life on the ranch herding cows, breaking horses, mending fences... I guess I am," replied the cowboy. After a short while he asked her what she was. "I've never been on a ranch so I'm not a cowboy, but I am a lesbian. I spend my whole day thinking about women. As soon as I get up in the morning I think of women, when I eat, shower, watch TV, everything seems to make me think of women," said the young woman. A short while later she left and the cowboy ordered another drink. A couple sat down next to him and asked, "Are you a real cowboy?" "I always thought I was, but I just found out that I'm a lesbian."
Come On Friends Bid On Me
come on and bid on these two ladies.... come and see what they are offing... there great friends to have so give them some love..
I Want Him Still
I want him still, his touch, his kiss, his hands interlocking around mine. I feel him deep inside myself, touching my very soul. I have my legs wrapped around him, I feel his heart beat against mine, the pulsating power behind each motion and movement of his body penatrating mine. He pulls me close, his breath is my own. Intwind as my body becomes his, filling me with such esctacy that I move towards him with a new connection, reaching beyond the physical realm and moving into the spiritual realm. Reaching such heights of orgasmic bliss, I feel the waves moves through out my entire being rushing into the depths of my body, the explosion of passion spilling out wettness of pleasure. He takes me giving me all that he is. The erotic sounds I make coming from with in expressing every feeling and emotion making all that hear gasping for their own pleasures to experience. I want him still, Come find me and take me there again to only where you can take me. You know my touch, you know my desi
Come On People Lets Wake Up
"Am I the only guy in this country who's fed up with what's happening? Where the hell is our outrage? We should be screaming bloody murder. We've got a gang of clueless bozos steering our ship of state right over a cliff, we've got corporate gangsters stealing us blind, and we can't even clean up after a hurricane much less build a hybrid car. But instead of getting mad, everyone sits around and nods their heads when the politicians say, "Stay the course" Stay the course? You've got to be kidding. This is America not the damned "Titanic". I'll give you a sound bite: "Throw all the bums out!" You might think I'm getting senile, that I've gone off my rocker, and maybe I have. But someone has to speak up. I hardly recognize this country anymore. The most famous business leaders are not the innovators, but the guys in handcuffs. While we're fiddling in Iraq, the Middle East is burning and nobody seems to know what to do. And th
Wife's Special Treat
A man walks into a bar and tells the bartender he dares have only one beer. The bartender asks him what the problem is, and he replies "The last time I came in drunk at 3:00 A.M. my wife was so bent out of shape we damn neared ended up in divorce court." The bartender replies "I'll you what, all you have to do is give her an extra special treat and she'll forget her little difficulty with you." "Such as?" asks the man. "Do you ever go down on her?" The man replies, "I really can't bring myself to do that, and, in fact, the mere thought of it makes me sick to my stomach!" "I'd get over it if I were you," replies the bartender. "Just think, she'll be so grateful and no matter how loaded you are you won't be all stressed-out trying to keep it up and end up resorting to soft-packing." "I'll give it a try. And now, get me a double Manhattan!" Our hero stumbles in the house blind-drunk and having a hard time containing his guts. "I'll get this over quick and hope not to up
Some Days
Some days I just want to hide As the hours pass my heart hurts more the feeling of despair the fear of rejection with simultaneous fear of being alone the fear of breaking down in front of others so many hopes & dreams as well as fears some days I just want to hide
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The Female Genie
While trying to escape through Pakistan, Osama Bin Laden found a bottle on the sand and picked it up. Suddenly, a female genie rose from the bottle and with a smile said, 'Master, may I grant you one wish?' Osama responded, 'You ignorant, unworthy daughter-of-a-dog! Don't you know who I am? I don't need any common woman giving me anything.' The shocked genie said, 'Please, I must grant you a wish or I will be returned to that bottle forever.' Osama thought a moment, then grumbled about the impertinence of the woman and said, 'Very well, I want to awaken with three American women in my bed in the morning. So just do it and be off with you. ' The annoyed genie said, 'So be it!' and disappeared. The next morning Bin Laden woke up in bed with Lorena Bobbitt, Tonya Harding, and Hillary Clinton at his side. His penis was gone, his knees were broken, and he had no health insurance. God is good
The one who makes my heart beat. I feel your thoughts racing towards me, wanting to take me to my limits and beyound. Discovering myself in your hands and the way that you see me. It gives me new sight, recognition of something familar that has always been with me. A kindred spirit that intertwinds through me and coarses through my veins. Alive I feel, connected I stay no matter the distance of time or miles. My path standing still here at this time in these cross roads. Waiting for conformation, the direction to you. Your ment for me and I belong to you, once together before, seperated by the physical birth and now brought together again by passion. The passion has found itself again with in us making us whole, now all the pieces are back as one. By RoseHeart
It Was You
It Was You By Scot Wing Dreams are but a reflection of the soul A picture of the innermost fires of our minds A place that puts reality into our darkest secrets And my dreams are of you. In the stillness of the dark night As I lay, alone, a corpse in time The visions, the dancing lights, the angel of sleep Arrives to carry me gently away It is your face that I see before me Eyes afire lips pursed into eternal whisper Such sweet voice singing glorious song It is your warm lips and gentle touch That sends shivers to the very core of my soul That speeds my heart and stills my breath It is you that wakes me in the dark night With shuddering gasp blended with deep sigh Your name is upon my lips, to you my arms reach out Then slowly, as sad and heavy eyes open I look around at the quiet room Salty dewdrops burn stains on my cheek As alone I lie back down to dream again.
To Share
What is love but to share??? I have the deep love of the passion that runs as deep as the oceans as high as the mountains but not the lover to give it to. My touch aches to let you feel my desires. My passion drips with erotic energy that manifests in the depths of your soul.You know me, you search for me cause it is only you that is able to recognize the intense pleasure that our hearts have when they find each other. I await you, my love is here to give to you and only you. I have the promise you. And as strong as my desire is for you now, it will only grow when we touch. Our souls become one, our hearts beat together as one. Our pleasure is taken in one another to where our spirits sore. I know you because you already have my heart. I long for you, I want you, I can share myself only with you. My love, my lover, the one who posesses my heart. By RoseHeart
The Short End Of It All
Where do we find what we are looking for? and then how do we know when we find it? Is it just the one who is looking or is the other looking for us as well. I see the shortness of it all, why do so many people waste so much time playing the stupid games instead of reaching out with an openess and allowing the love to grow and making the connection that will forever change the way of life. Time is short, I can see it, can’t anyone else, or is it that no one else wants? I am and I can be but I have not the completeness of what life has for me. I’ve noticed the the differences of ages verses the differences of experiences. Some of us have had the experiences that gives us the wisdom beyond our years and I wonder if it is a blessing or not? I wait for the other to catch up to find what has been waiting for them all this time. Now the time is shorter and can we have what was meant for the time we have left?????????????
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Beer And Sex
A guy spots a nice looking girl in a bar goes up and starts small talk. Seeing that she didn't back off he asked her name. "Carmen," she replied. That's a nice name," he said warming up the conversation. "Who named you, your mother?" "No, I named myself, she answered. "Oh, that's interesting. Why Carmen?" "Because I like cars, and I like men," she said looking directly into his eyes. "So what's your name?" she asked. "Beersex."
Ok......I feel its only fair to say that today IS NOT a good day.....I will not go it to details but I think that today has got to be one of my worst emotionally, so all I ask is that you bare with me, don't avoid but accept that I will try my all I can sympathy needed just understanding.... Thank you and hey...I do love you all
Erectile Dysfunction
Two dwarfs go into a bar, where they pick up two prostitutes and take them to their separate hotel rooms. The first dwarf, however, is unable to get an erection. His depression is made worse by the fact that, from the next room, he hears his little friend shouting out cries of "Here I come again ...ONE, TWO, THREE...UUH!" all night long. In the morning, the second dwarf asks the first, "How did it go?" The first mutters, "It was so embarrassing. I simply couldn't get a hard on." The second dwarf shook his head. "You think that's embarrassing?" "I couldn't even get on the bed
Code Word For Sex
A husband and wife decided they needed to use "code" to indicate that they wanted to have sex without letting their children in on it. They decided on the word Typewriter. One day the husband told his five year old daughter, "Go tell your mommy that daddy needs to type a letter". The child told her mother what her dad said, and her mom responded, "Tell your daddy that he can't type a letter right now cause there is a red ribbon in the typewriter." The child went back to tell her father what mommy said. A few days later the mom told the daughter, "Tell daddy that he can type that letter now." The child told her father, returned to her mother and announced, "Daddy said never mind with the typewriter, he already wrote the letter by hand."
Application To Date My Daughter
(REVOCABLE AT ANY TIME) NOTE - This application will be Incomplete and rejected unless accompanied by a complete financial statement, job history, lineage, and current medical report from your doctor. 1. NAME:_____________________ DATE OF BIRTH: _______________ 2. HEIGHT:___________ WEIGHT: ______IQ: ________GPA: ______ 3. SOCIAL SECURITY #: ___________DRIVERS LICENSE #: _________ 4. BOY SCOUT RANK:_______________________________________ 5. HOME ADDRESS: ________________CITY: _________ ZIP ______ 6. Do you have one MALE and one FEMALE parent? Yes____ No_______ If NO, explain: ________________________________________________ 7. Number of years parents married: ___________ 8. DO YOU OWN A VAN? ____ A TRUCK WITH OVERSIZED TIRES OR CAMPER SHELL? ____ WATERBED? _____ MOTORCYCLE? _____ TATOO? ____ COLOR ALTERED HAIR? ___ (IF YES TO ANY PART OF #8, DISCONTINUE APPLICATION AND LEAVE PREMISES IMMEDIATELY) 9. In 50 words or less, what does "Late" mean to yo
Caught Cheating
A woman came home just in time to find her husband in bed with another woman. With superhuman strength borne of fury, she dragged her husband down the stairs to the garage and put his manhood in a vice. She then secured it tightly and removed the handle. Next she picked up a hacksaw. The husband terrified, screamed, "Stop! Stop! You're not going to cut it off are you?" The wife, with a gleam of revenge in her eye, said, "Nope. You are. I'm going to set the garage on fire."
Aussie Challenge @ Sunset Cafe!!
¢¾¢¾Calling all AUSSIES!!!!¢¾¢¾Calling all AUSSIES!!!!¢¾¢¾ SUNSET CAFE!!! Is having a a deal with our fubar memeber!! (BRUCETHECOOLSEXYCAT) If He can get Aussie Members in here that we will host a show full of nothing but Aussie tunes and Aussie request.... So click a pic and come and join and saying your a aussie member and we will tally up the members and post a date for the Aussie show!! So you have to join the family to get the posted date!! So click a pic and join us in the lounge and ask questions for further details!!!Designed By:Dj Meko...please repost (repost of original by 'Dj_Meko/stutta~Asst. Head Dj@ Sunset Cafe'{FU_Hubby_2_Amitola}{OWNED by RescueDiva}'
A high school English teacher reminds her class of tomorrow's final exam. "Now class, I won't tolerate any excuses for you not being there tomorrow. I might consider a nuclear attack or a serious personal injury or illness, or a death in your immediate family - but that's it, no other excuses whatsoever!" A smart-ass guy in the back of the room raises his hand and asks, "What would you say if tomorrow I said I was suffering from complete and utter sexual exhaustion?" The entire class does its best to stifle their laughter and snickering. When silence is restored, the teacher smiles sympathetically at the student, shakes her head, and sweetly says, "Well, I guess you'd have to write the exam with your other hand."
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I guess I just wasn't very interesting... her status was " (wanna see me on cam?) " Can someone help me on this whoring thing? ->_carhinne_: good, a little tired but good... and you? _carhinne_: how are you? ->_carhinne_: hello _carhinne_: hi there
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The Pond (a Sequel To The Spring?)
THE POND Whisper soft my angel Whisper in my dreams Come to me in the middle of the night Quiet my midnight screams Hold me tight my lover Squeeze away my pain Hold me in your arms till the morning light Teach me to love again I wandered through the darkness To the pond of memory Through tangled overgrown trees Gnarled with the pain of days gone by Through thicket heavy with thorn Cutting deep my flesh and scarring my soul To the clearing True joy is here As the moonbeam dances on dewy sweet grass Barefoot I walked on cool mossy carpet To peer into the pool I close my eyes and ope them again A vision made of dreams My heart stops: my breath stills Perhaps moonbeam plays tricks on me I look again The placid water waits for me Here I see your face Emerald fire and tender smile Oh what does this mean? I reach out to see if this vision is real Trembling hand touches cool water And still heart feels your milky skin GONE!!!!!! Nothing but liquid col
Oil/gas As Public Utility??
Ralph Nader for President 2008 April 23, 2008 Gasoline is heading to $4 a gallon. We have our ideas on what we can do to control oil industry price gouging. Gas PricesStay tuned. (Here's a hint: public utility.) But for now, we need gas money. This weekend, Ralph Nader and the Nader/Gonzalez crew will be touring upstate New York and New England to meet you - our steadfast supporters. But we need gas money to send Ralph and the team on its way. Please donate now to the Nader/Gonzalez gasoline fund. Please give as much as you can. To help fuel Ralph's travels this weekend - and throughout this election year. And if you are in the neighborhood, please stop by to see Ralph and hear about the Nader/Gonzalez plan to restrain the rapacious oil industry (see schedule below). Onward The Nader Team This weekend's schedule: Friday April 25, 2008 Buffalo, New York 12:30 Velikodnya Pyatnitsya (Ukrainian Good Friday) lunch with
Hosting An Auction
I am Hosting an Auction. If anyone is interested in selling some of their goods, LMAO just kidding. But if anyone wants to enter let me know. There is a no entry fee. I am accepting pics and offers from anyone that wants to enter. I will be stop accepting entries Wednesday the 30th and the auction will run from May 1st to 10th.
Kelly Clarkson, "maybe"
i don't need to be fixed... "Maybe" I'm strong But I break I'm stubborn And I make plenty of mistakes Yeah I'm hard And life with me is never easy To figure out, to love I'm jaded but oh so lovely All you have to do is hold me And you'll know and you'll see just how sweet it can be If you'll trust me, love me, let me Maybe, maybe Someday When we're at the same place When we're on the same road When it's okay to hold my hand Without feeling lost Without all the excuses When it's just because you love me, you let me, you need me Then maybe, maybe All you have to do is hold me And you'll know and you'll see just how sweet it can be If you'll trust me, love me, let me Maybe, maybe I'm confusing as hell I'm north and south And I'll probably never have it all figured out But what I know is I wasn't meant to walk this world without you And I promise I'll try Yeah I'm gonna try to give you every little part of me Every single detail you missed with you
The Spring
The Spring By Scot Wing I was down at the river Washing my soul in the cool water When I looked down and saw my reflection I looked away But I had to look again Because I thought I saw something else I saw your face. Down there, Smiling in that pool Your eyes like two stars Shining in the night They called to me, I looked again, But you were gone I lay down in the cool sweet grass On the banks of this magical pool My mind was full of thought Soon my eyes grew tired, so I let them close But suddenly as if the world had stopped You, rose up out of the water, a goddess from her throne Wet sandy hair lay tight upon that swanlike neck Water dripped slowly in small tear shaped droplets Flowing; caressingly down your Slender body, like rain on the petals of a rose A cool breeze blew and my heart lifted Together we danced, a duet Under the trees on a cool moss carpet We flowed together like water to the ocean It was our destiny And soon it gr
Help Me Level Plz Ill Retun Favor
help me level and ill return the favor
V • I • R • G • O: The Honest Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser.
My Poetic Fairytale Pt 12
Its all about perception For The King of Deception What she doesn't know won't hurt her It won't hurt him either for that matter She speaks so fondly of this "knight" But this is my land and he won't dare put up a fight Even if he does I will dispose of him in short order And erase him from her world forever And not a soul will be around to give a confession I proudly wear the crown of The King of Deception
so my eyes look gray in a picture i took. and i wasn't wearing my contacts. Either way I think gray eyes are lovely. Gray is my favorite color ever since i was mesmerized by gray eyes. Katies birthday bash was great, i had a nice time and there were no wild things going on. that i was involved in... :)
8 Days And Counting
yay for weekend parties with best friends and bands playing beer pong with us. the only thing that would like be better now .... would be nothing. ;) how are you peoples?
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My Bucket List
Since it's the middle of the week, and not much going on, and I'm at work and not that enthused, It gives me time to think and reflect. I've already turned Freak onto The Electric Six's song Gay Bar, I'm ahead at work, so my mind is wandering, and I got to thinking about the move The Bucket List, and decided to make my list. So here is my list of things I want to do before I die...I'm 40, so I may not have much time. 1) Asian Twins...female to be specific for all your smart alecs, preferedly at the same time. 2) I'd like to do an open mic for stand up. I can be funny at times 3) Travel to Asia. I have had a fascination for Asia since I was little, and want to see it all. 4) Travel to Scotland and Ireland. I've been to England, loved it, now I want to see the rest of the UK 5) Take Swing Dancing classes. I've seen people do it at dance clubs, and it looks soooooooo cool. I want to do it while I still can. 6) Meet David Lee Roth. He's the greatest fro
Love From Shannon
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Unconditional Love
There’s only one kind of love that can fill us up, make us whole, and give us the happiness we all want: unconditional love or true love. It is unconditional love that we all seek, and somehow we intuitively realize that anything other than that kind of love isn’t really love at all—it’s an imitation of the real thing. Unconditional love—true love—is so different from the kind of love most of us have known all our lives that it deserves both a name—Real Love—and definition of its own: Real Love is caring about the happiness of another person without any thought for what we might get for ourselves. It’s also Real Love when other people care about our happiness unconditionally. It is not Real Love when other people like us for doing what they want. Under those conditions we’re just paying for love again. We can be certain that we’re receiving Real Love only when we make foolish mistakes, when we fail to do what other people want, and even when we get in their way, but they don’t feel
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favorites? Animal - Wolf and Goat Breakfast - Leftovers. Or Fruity Pebbles Color - Black Drink - Faygo Event - Carnivals ( i was a carny!) Flower - Orchids Gift - Knowledge House - An Old Church/cathedral Ingredient - Garlic Juice - Pear/Pom juice Keepsake - i have none, yet, really Life accomplishment - Having a demon spawn, hopefully Memory - The first time i met my mate, that cold night in Cleveland Nighttime activity - Karaoke, oddly Occupation - Carny Place - In Her Arms (or, world wide, Prague, or Ireland) Quote - "And when I vest my flashing sword And my hand takes hold in judgement I will take vengeance upon mine enemies And I will repay those who hase me O Lord, raise me to Thy right hand And count me amoung Thy saints ." "Whosoever shed last blood. By man shall his blood be shed. For immunity of god make he the man. Destroy all that which is evil. So that which is good may flourish. And I shall count thee among my favored sheep. And you shall have the p
Stole It From Beauty And The Beast... Who Stole It From Charley Lol
favorites? Animal - cat Breakfast - Big cup o coffee and algebra II Color - khaki Drink - Capt morgan and Iced tea...together.. Event - Birth Flower - Iris' Gift - Sex House - one that is my OWN (amen) Ingredient - paul newman's sockarooni Juice - ew Keepsake - all three of my kids umbilical cords.. Life accomplishment - going back to college Memory - the first time i meant my ex husband and how fucking goofy i thought he a cute redneck sort of way Nightime activity - sex Occupation - Banking... i like numbers what can i say Quote - If you don't define yourself for yourself you'll be sucked into other peoples reality of you and eaten alive- Audre lord Room - Launddry room Sport - sex Time of day - whatever time i get off work. Urban place - Chicago Il Vacation - hocking hills ohio Weedend activity - making homemade playdoh with the kids Xercise - sex Year - 1978 Zodiac - Aquarius because thats whats compatible with me..
How Naughty Are You?
The ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. How often do you maturbate? 4. Favorite position (s) ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me nude pics if I gave
Pimpin Out Some Studs!! Are You In Here??
Another One
I feel like I've lost my breath, My whole world has stopped turning. The fire that seared through my veins, Is now cold,no longer is it burning. I can feel the cold as it grows, My heart grows gray,totally defenceless. How to attack this I don't have a clue, It overwelms me,so relentless. Have I finally gone and lost my soul, To give up on life for what reason. God I am such a damn idiot, Hell I forgot to breathe in. The serious version is called never ending season.
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My Son
Be Filled
She approaches him softly. Kneeling beside the chair where the master sits, she whispers her quote to him, never daring to look directly into his eyes. There is too much power within him for that and what would she see, but her soul reflected back at her from his depths. " that case..." he tells her as he hears her quote and the rest of his words are lost as he lowers his mouth to hers and kisses her softly upon her lips. She feels the blood rush into her veins with a pounding force as her lips meet his, warm, soft, yet demanding. His tongue seeks hers out, shyly at first, then with an increasing need for contact, as he runs his fingernails up her back, a jagged course along her spine, until one hand rests on the back of her neck, his fingers playing with her hair. She encircles his tongue with hers, increasing the passion between them and she runs a fingertip down his spine and then tucks her fingertips into his waistband, pulling him closer. He breathes in the scen
Camming Now...
I have started working for a site (THIS ONE) and would like to invite you all to come in and say hello :) It's completely free to sign up (*no credit card required*) and I actually TALK on there lol... I will be on Friday night around 10pm EST.... Under "AthenaH" So go to my profile HERE after you have signed up for the site, and leave me a comment and a rating :) hope to see you all there! Needs Your Help!
This week, Senators John McCain, Lindsey Graham, and Richard Burr offered a watered-down substitute to the 21st Century GI Bill, which was introduced by Senators Jim Webb and Chuck Hagel. We need you to write to your Senators telling them that the McCain bill is unacceptable. The Post 9/11 Veterans Educational Assistance Act (S.22), the Webb-Hagel bill that we support, now has 57 supporters in the Senate, from both sides of the aisle. With three more supporters, this bill would be filibuster-proof, and guaranteed to get to the President's desk. Senator McCain's bill could split the Senate, undermining the common-sense legislation that Senators Webb and Hagel offered. In doing so, it also undermines America's veterans. Here's how. 1) The McCain-Graham-Burr legislation creates a flat education benefit, not taking into account the cost of state colleges where veterans live. This would mean veterans in states where the cost of education is higher than the benefit would have go
Dear Mr. Dragon...
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Who I Am Makes A Difference - The Blue Ribbon Story
Gladys Drinks A Little
I heard this lady call into a syndicated radio show this morning and she is freakin' hilarious! Gladys Hardy, 88 years old has a wonderful grasp on life matched with the ability to say whatever she feels. Her motto is "I love Jesus, but I drink a little". Check out her clips -
Jared Allen
favorites? Animal - Border collie Breakfast - Cereal with fresh strawberries or blueberries Color - Blue, Orange, Green, Purple Drink - Gin and Tonic Event - the Olympics Flower - Daffodil, pansy, fuchsia, orchid... Gift - friendship House - fist one -- 204 S Downing St Denver CO Ingredient - Rosemary Juice - Grapefruit Keepsake - my dad's tools Life accomplishment - helping others Memory - any time with my mom or dad Nightime activity - Dancing Occupation - Coaching Place - Colorado Quote - "Nothing happens unless first a dream" Carl Sandburg (hard to have a favorite, but this is a good one) Room - Kitchen Sport - Volleyball Time of day - Morning Urban place - San Francisco Vacation - Florida with Mom, Aunts and Cousins Weedend activity - gardening Xercise - biking Year - 1989 Zodiac - scorpio -- well not really favorite, just mine
Man Accused Of Improper Behavior
Man accused of improper behavior Monday, April 21, 2008 2:08 PM CDT A Sallisaw man is facing felony sex crime charges in connection with an alleged sex game he made three teenage girls play in his apartment. Charles Alan Prudhomme, 20, was charged Tuesday with lewd molestation, two counts of lewd or indecent proposals or acts to a child under 16 and one count of indecent exposure, according to court records. At about 11:15 p.m. on March 27, Sallisaw Officer Travis Buchanan met with a woman at the police department regarding her 13-year-old daughter, who was mentally challenged. The woman told Buchanan that her daughter left her Sallisaw home at about 9:15 p.m. that same evening with a 15-year-old friend. The two were going to another location to get a friend and return home. The woman allegedly gave the trio instructions to return home quickly but they had not returned. She told Buchanan that she did not know where the other teen lived, but she had heard m
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To My Friends
A friend is a hand that is always holding yours, no matter how close or far apart you may be. A friend is someone who is always there and will always, always care. A friend is a feeling of forever in the heart.” As I look back on all that's happened..growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me -- there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days, I realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you. The past may be gone forever..and whatever the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow. So, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold.”
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It is time to make some new calendar pages. Any one want to be on a calendar page? Any suggested / recommended person?
Why Is That
so when you spark up a feeling for someone and they make all the big deal saying that they don't wanna get hurt and feel like I might be the one to hurt them... then they are the one to hurt you... wierd hmmmm, i give up,....
What Number Are You?
You Are 3: The Achiever You're confident and competent - with a lot of energy. Eager to reach your goals, you are ambitious and competitive. You are good at motivating yourself and motivating others. You're also a charmer, with a great sense of humor. At Your Best: You are kind, confident, and completely authentic. You are witty and full of life. At Your Worst: You are insecure, narcissistic, and jealous. Your Fixation: Vanity Your Primary Fear: Being worthless. Your Primary Desire: To be important and valuable. Other Number 3's: Tom Cruise, Sylvester Stallone, Michael Jordan, Madonna, and Shania Twain. What Number Are You?
I am here since like 5 min. newly logged in and i dont know what the heck i am doing. lol. so just be patient with me. i need to check this whole page out. i dont know how to write you back, whoever keeps on writing me, just write me but i dont know how to get back to you. so hopefully you all read my blog. lol. i am sorry. i hope i figure it out soon. i keep on getting blog posts, what do i do with them, can i answer them or do i just leave them like that. help!!!!!!!!! Big time help! there are noises , sorry, i dont know what to do. lol
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Your World Will Be Transformed
__________________________________There is Love!by Maggy Erotokritou__________________________________Where there is light, there is LOVE. LOVE is like a candle in the darkness that lights your way. LOVE is the healing balm that comforts the heart, soothes the soul and frees the spirit to fly beyond unimaginable horizons. LOVE makes everything endurable. LOVE is the only real power and it can heal all suffering and transform any situation. LOVE has never ending patience, LOVE is always the answer...When the heart is heavy or troubled, it is because you have forgotten and disconnected from LOVE. To be in the light, is to be in LOVE, to always be aligned with LOVE brings great joy. Open yourself up to the light of LOVE, listen with your heart and let your heart speak. Open every chamber of the heart, even those that have been closed for a long time. Clear all barriers to LOVE and remember that you came here to experience LOVE, to give LOVE, to understand LOVE and to fall in LOVE with lif
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Harley Rendezvous
How many people are going to the harley rendezvous this year? Last year was our first time so there is no more Laconia for us.....
I'm Up For Bid!!!!!
Heya guys!I just wanted to see if anyone would actually want to own here goes! 1.Rate all my pictures and my profile(10's ofcourse lol) 2.Fan me 3.Add me 4.Leave me profile comments everyday until bidding ends. 5.Bidding starts at 5,000 fubucks 6.Bid for me in this blog 7.Rate this blog :) *You MUST private message me to let me know you have done 1 and 2 so I can keep tabs on who does what. *You can be a guy or a girl *winks* *The winner must be able to buy me a 7 day blast or 1 Happy Hour. *11's are always better than 10's :) *Bidding starts right now and will end next Friday at 6p.m. GOOD LUCK!!!!!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
I Am Happy!
I am happy sitting here grinning like a cheshire cat! I know why so do you! I am happy knowing things work out when done right! I know why so do you! I am very happy waiting to share it with you! I know why so do you! I am very happy being who I am is wonderful! I know why so do you! I am overjoyed getting everything I have wanted! I know why so do you! My cup runs over with joy My body fills with warmth My heart fills with love I wish everyone could be this happy!
And It's Name Is London..
There's a whole in the world that's a great black pit and the vermin of the world inhabit it... Yesterday was my birthday. I am finally 23. woo? Not much of an exciting day but over all not too bad I suppose. Mom had given me my gift(s) a while ago. Maternity jeans, nursing bra, and new tires for my car. Yesterday she also handed me some pretty smelling stuff. So far nothing from anyone else. I started getting upset at one point because my dad hadn't called me yet. No card from him- hell no email even. He did get around to calling and said he was going to go shopping after today (since today is payday.) My brother sent me a text message, and my aunt and grandmother called. Got a few texts and emails from friends- a few who I didn't expect. Also apparently today I should be getting a package from my aunt and grandmother. ug... that all sounds so greedy and materialistic doesn't it? Honestly the STUFF I couldn't care less about. I felt like most people had just forgotten my birt
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We have a special birthday today. Please stop by and show her some birthday love and make it a special day ;o) her link ... LilBabyBi -of shady's s*u*p Club F.A.R. Member and just incase i haven't made my point clear enough LOL happy birthday my awesome friend, i hope you have a great day **hugs** this bulletin is brought to u by .. MishNumber1 ¢¾ Fubar World Cruise & WISEUKF Owner ¢¾ of SUP, Club F
The Historical Origins Of Bdsm
The historical origins of BDSM are obscure. During the 9th century BC, ritual flagellations were performed in Artemis Orthia, one of the most important religious areas of ancient Sparta, where the Cult of Orthia, a preolympic religion, was practiced. Here ritual flagellation called diamastigosis took place on a regular basis. One of the oldest graphical proofs of sadomasochistic activities is found in an Etruscan burial site in Tarquinia. Inside the Tomba della Fustigazione (Flogging grave), in the latter 6th century b.c., two men are portrayed flagellating a woman with a cane and a hand during an erotic situation.[81][82] Another reference related to flagellation is to be found in the 6th book of the Satires of the ancient Roman Poet Juvenal (1st - 2nd century ad),[83][84] further reference can be found in The Satyricon of Petronius where a delinquent is whipped for sexual arousal.[85] Anecdotal narratives related to humans who have had themselves voluntary bound, flagellated or whipp
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9 Things I Hate About Everyone
9 Things I Hate About Everyone 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2. People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the tv remote because they refuse to walk to the tv and change the channel manually.. 3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses! 5. When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor. 6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine? 7. When something is 'new and improved
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Saying Goodbye But Not Forever
A week from today will be my last day on fubar, but not forever. I am moving and changing jobs, so it will take me some time to get settled but i will get back as soon as i can. but lets make this last week as fun as possbile i would love to win my giveaway, see my giveaway blog and comment the hell out of my pics, i will definitely return all the love. and then some. i love you all and i will miss you while i am away. be good. Stacy
Wow life rushes by so fast....Have you ever sat down and asked yourself where has all the time gone? My last couple of weeks have been crazy hectic. My oldest daughter is getting ready to graduate from high school so we have been dealing with all that fun stuff. 18 years ago I knew this day was gonna come but my god I look at my little girl now and wonder how I did it all alone. In 30 days she will graduate and be ready to move on to bigger and better things in life. My emotions are a wreck because I am so proud of her and for my own accomplishments of raising a good kid on my own, but at the same time I am scared that she is now going out into this big world where society anymore if screwed up. I can only hope I gave her all the qualities and all the information she needs to make it a great life. As a mom I will always want to protect her but I know time has come to cut the apron strings and let her be the woman I know she can be. She is my little twin and I sure hope she learned from
Issues And Men
It has occured to me lately that I am surrounded by men in my life. All of which are more than willing to tell me that I have issues of one kind or another. Not that I disagree with them.. Lord knows I have my issues. The problem in my mind arises because I was recently told that I should have only 1 man in my life. Here is the problem. The men in my life all take different roles, and have different meanings to me. If I could roll them all together... well... the world would come to an end because the perfect man would be created. Let me explain a little.. I have a boyfriend, who I live with. He is a wonderful provider, kind, very loving to both myself and my children.But he has his own issues. He works too much, stresses too much. I have a soulmate. He is strong, opinionated, loving. He is my teacher and my guide. For the most part I can tell him anything and expect an honest opinion on the subject. But he has his own issues as well. He is demanding and irritable. I have one th
Finish Your Beer...
F. is for Forget asking me for help T. is for Thanks to all my wanna be friends W. is for Why should i be nice D. is for Don't get no help A. is for Always being generous M. is for Making myself happy F. is for Feelings from this day on S. is for Should i change or stay the same. bottom line F. Fuck T. The W. World D. Don't A. Ask M. Me F. For S. Shit
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"not Done Yet"
So about 2 dayts ago at work...some russian chick came and asked for a salted pretzel....I'd jsut put some in the warmer sicne i sold the last one b4 she came....i told her they weren't doen yet and she's all " i don't understand" im thinking...what part do you not understand...the pretzels AREN'T done yet....gah some ppl are then i told that i'd jsut put them in there and it'd be 30 mintues b4 they're ready...apparently she still didn't understand cuz she asked for one then she goes and gets her husband....the dude is huge and I'm thinking...just what are gonna can't make them cook any then he starts talking...couldn't understand not a damn tihng he saying..all i heard was blah blah blah blah...think him being so big garbled up his words...I was like look people the pretzels are not ready and will not be ready for 30 minutes so if you want 1 then you can wait and if not then move then they started talkingi n their language...pret
Updates For Thursday 4/24
Good Morning Everyone! Profile of the Week: MASTER Cain ~Demon Crew Co-Founder-Master to Blood Vixen~He need 2,269,097 Points to GodFather!! We also have two unofficial contests/giveaways going on at the moment. Scooter is in my contest where the top prize is a 30 Day Blast or a 3 Month VIP DJ Yummy needs 10K in comments for a 1 Month VIP or Blast Since round 2 of the Battle of the Sexes has not started yet please help them out with some comments as much as possible! These are Unofficial contests/giveaways so you are not obligated to, but it would be nice. Please welcome our newest members.... Mystic Wolf Woman(Demon Crew)~CLUB F.A.R.~@Dylon's Diva Mafia @(Fu-Angel)[Lollipop Gurlz Club] ~DJ Yummy~demon crew member & DJ @ SunSetCafe~FuWife to DJ Disturbed & Wettangel~Kight Killers BabyG
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MyHotComments You left us May 1, 2006 we miss you we love you and everyday it gets a lil easier never forgotten, always in my heart. please continue to watch us from above
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Postcard Written In 1937 By Anne Frank Discovered In Antiques Store!!
"Those who forget the past are doomed to repeat it" Anne Frank’s ’37 holiday card turns up in shop Dutch teacher finds Jewish diarist’s hand-written card in antique store -- from msnbc. com A handout photo made available by Kastermans Studio on Wednesday shows the back of a New Year's card signed by Anne Frank, which a Dutch teacher found at an antiques dealer in the Netherlands. AMSTERDAM, Netherlands - A Dutch school director preparing an exhibition on Anne Frank has found a holiday postcard signed by the Jewish teenage diarist, a museum said Wednesday. The card, sent in 1937, was addressed to one of Frank's best friends, Samme Ledermann, and postmarked from just across the Dutch border in Aachen, Germany, said Maatje Mostard, of the Anne Frank Museum. Decorated with a clover-covered bell atop a snowy field and wishing "good luck for the new year" in German, the card was signed "Anne Frank" with no other handwritten message. Mostard said the museum
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Just Another 'poem' I Wrote A Few Mins. Ago
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The Saddest Truth: An Early Morning Soliloquy
so i heard this song and it touched me so deeply, i was blinded by the truth of how small things really are in this big life. for so long, i've been afraid to love and lose, and well, simply to lose. now, faced with loss, i shake myself to see that i've been wasting my time for so long...wasted my love by not giving it away, wasted my heart by letting foolish people hurt me, wasting my time by thinking i had so damn MUCH time. i kept myself from people for some foolish and crazed reason, all in the name of not getting hurt. i kept people at the surface of me and made my cover so strong, so impenatrable that i and everyone else thought i needed no one. the sad thing is that others teach us how to treat ourselves by how they treat us. when people you trust play games with you, it changes some part of your heart and depletes your trust. FINALLY i understand it all, and the saddest truth is that it takes losing someone so vital to me to realize all i've put on the line. God, mak
Carrie Underwood, "so Small"
older song, but this goes with my blog "my heart in your teeth" for today. What you got if you ain't got love the kind that you just want to give away It's okay to open up go ahead and let the light shine through I know it's hard on a rainy day you want to shut the world out and just be left alone But don't run out on your faith [Chorus] 'Cause sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand What you've been up there searching for forever is in your hands When you figure out love is all that matters after all It sure makes everything else seem so small It's so easy to get lost inside a problem that seems so big at the time it's like a river thats so wide it swallows you whole While you sit around thinking about what you can't change and worrying about all the wrong things time's flying by moving so fast you better make it count 'cause you can't get it back [Chorus] Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of
Slaves Creed Or A Wife's Problem
~slave's creed~ He is Master, and i am slave, He is owner, and i am owned, He commands, and i obey, He is to be pleased, and i am to please. Why is this? Because He is Master, and i am slave. I will communicate with complete honesty my needs, desires, limits, and experience. I realize that failing to do so will not only prevent my Master and I from having the best experience possible, but can also lead to physical and emotional harm. I will not try to manipulate my Master. I will not push to make a scene go the way I feel it should. I will keep an open mind about trying things that I am not accustomed to or comfortable with and expanding my limits. I will continue to grow as a slave and as a human being. I will accept the responsibility of discovering what pleases my Master, and will do my best to fulfill His wishes and desires. I will not allow myself to be harmed or abused, I know that slave does not equal "doormat". I will be courteous and helpful to my fe
My Family
So I Did My First Everyone Mumm.
First some background. I am a union steward. I represent everyone who is disciplined by the management of the grocery store I work at. Because of the oil boom in Alberta, we just can't get anyone but kids to work for us. Last week, two of them got caught with booze. One was blasted, the other has had a drink, or maybe two, just enough to have a smell of liquor on his breath. So I asked, Should someone be fired for having a drink or two? Wow, the Anger! Most people took it that I was an alcoholic freak, and did the names start to fly. cinfulone "Sure...why not get blasted at work, get in your car and endanger the lives of everyone else on the road. What an upstanding guy." Jeehosafat "and if you ever make a mumm on whether or not you are a dumbass, the answer to that would also be yes." liquidxtc "i like to get sh*t faced and run the forklifts into everything" Baron VonMuffin... "I bet you work at the sperm donor clinic" (Which I think is supost to be an insult, but is p
By William Wadsworth !!!
PERFECT WOMAN by: William Wordsworth (1770-1850) HE was a phantom of delight When first she gleamed upon my sight; A lovely apparition, sent To be a moment's ornament; Her eyes as stars of twilight fair; Like twilight's, too, her dusky hair; But all things else about her drawn From May-time and the cheerful dawn; A dancing shape, an image gay, To haunt, to startle, and waylay. I saw her upon nearer view, A Spirit, yet a Woman too! Her household motions light and free, And steps of virgin liberty; A countenance in which did meet Sweet records, promises as sweet; A creature not too bright or good For human nature's daily food; For transient sorrows, simple wiles, Praise, blame, love, kisses, tears, and sm
I Feel Like A Puppet!
Just let me go From this world please. I beg you to cut from me These painful puppet strings. I'm unable to do My heart's desire. Living in isolation By my string supplier. Up, then down, then left and right; Harmful commands are made. I try to move and jump But every time pushed to be laid. Your scissors are too blunt No freedom for me today. Remember that life attached to puppet strings Is not as easy as they say.
Thursday Opie And Anthony Links: Randy Couture, Pat Cooper, Animation Festival - Show Us Your Progress, Prison Bitch Movies, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) It's Thursdee, kids? Read any good bullshit stories lately? Just curious... thanks to Mike from FMQB for doing some investigating.... Anyway, on the non-fabricated version of the Opie and Anthony Show, we'll be hanging with MMA fighter Randy Couture, who is promoting the new David Mamet film, Redbelt. Also stopping by the show is our buddy, comedian Pat Cooper, who is doing his very own Paltalk Show. ...speaking of Paltalk... If you want to see any of this really famous, funny and attractive people LIVE, in-studio... All you have to do is Log In To PalTalk and head on over to the Opie and Anthony LIVE room to enjoy all the in-studio action. Of course, if you're anything like us (and you probably ARE), you're drooling profusely to the many Ladies Of PalTalk, who can be seen getting naked o
There Were Times
There were times you could not understand That what life was going through was wrong Those friends were devils in disguise You were trapped among. Till One day he came into your life You got a shoulder to cry on You shared your life out like never before Its on him you felt will ever rely on. You shared with him all of stupid ness He became your God who listened to all your confessions Still he loved & accepted you as you were It's him who restored your face with that long lost smile. He drank away your tears You learned what is a true sacrifice You loved & cared for him to such an extent You forgot you had a horrible past. You never met this guy who meant everything to you No touch, No vulgarity Still you shared the pain With him you walked the right path. No Touch, No Lust, The purest love ever You never knew before love was yet so beautiful You felt so lucky dreaming of your future Forever you promised to live faithful. But past returned to haunt
What If??? Mine Too....
The Storm
A tear in the fabric of reality An illusion or the truth? The ashes of your awakening Delusions of your youth. The dreams you once had Have become warped and twisted. Refrain from the thoughts you have Tremble on what once existed. Slip away from your morality As your essence becomes frayed Lose the battle against insanity These skies are turning grey. Fall back into the dust As your vision becomes obscured Scream into the face of lust Stand where death once lured. A taste for vengeance The seed of your betrayal Losing grip as my head spins Seeking truth but lies prevail. Fading into the darkness What once was can never be You're living off my weakness Captivity will never set me free. I am not meant to be here When will you let me go? My face is tainted by tears Feelings will never be shown. Slap on that smile Again, another day I'm living in denial Because there's no sun after the rain.
Where Did I F@ck Up?
I was thinking today after I got off the phone with the most beutifull woman I have ever met or seen in my life. Man I am a round mouth had this person in my life for years.. Glad she is still a part of my life but in a diffrent way now. And I truelly love this person with all of my heart then some. True love only comes once in a lifetime and my dumb brown ass pissed it away someone should kick my ass because I have been kickin it for years. I wish I could go back in time and change things just maybe one day or a phone call I should of made who knows. I pray that someday I get the chance again and this time I know where I fucked up and I will make sure that shit does not happen again. But if I dont at least I know I will always have her in my life in someway. And for that I am happy and thankfull. I hope she knows how much I love her.
A Fool
I'm sitting all alone in my room and once again I'm thinking of my life My past is passing me by See a lot of pain, a lot of tears That's how I remember it There were a lot of days that I could only cry My hope was faded away I wanted to say goodbye to everything Now I'm laughing and feeling fine Sometimes I still cry, inside and outside But that's different then in the past I wanted to say goodbye to everything Damn, what was I a fool Cause if I really said goodbye I had never felt this lovely feeling deep inside It's a great feeling, called love And I'm so thankful for finding my love It's making me stronger day after day There was a time that I wanted to say goodbye, Now I want to live!
She Is Everything!!!
Out Of Sight, Out Of Mind?
Sometimes it is best to do just that. The hard part would be getting them out of your mind. Sometimes you just can't. Today my brother would be 22. Brian, I will always love you........... Jenni *my family calls me Jenni, no one else*
my comp. is broke, im getting a new one sometime next week,Kim
Flag Draped Coffin & Our Folded Flag
Thank you so much Beer Hunter! The Meaning of Flag Draped Coffin, 21 Gun Salute & Our Folded Flag All Americans should be given this lesson. Those who think that America is an arrogant nation should really reconsider that thought. Our founding fathers used GOD's word and teachings to establish our Great Nation and I think it's high time Americans get re-educated about this Nation's history. Pass it along and be proud of the country we live in and even more proud of those who serve to protect our "GOD GIVEN" rights and freedoms. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I hope you take the time to read this..... To understand what the flag draped coffin really means..... Here is how to understand the flag that laid upon it and is surrendered to so many widows and widowers. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Do you know that at military funerals, the 21-gun salute stands for the sum of the numbers i
All At Sea
All At Sea It was last summer when Uncle John and Aunty May Left Southampton On a cruise ship holiday I wouldn’t like it It was like a holiday camp at sea And just like Butlin's There was entertainment daily And after dinner At the end of each day Everyone met in the lounge Where there were games to play But one evening Illness struck aunty May So Uncle Joe Went on his own to play Each person had to give A ten minute address that evening On a subject Of someone else’s choosing When Joe’s turn came Of all the subjects That he could have had He had to talk about sex He was very nervous But gave of his all And at the end Applause Reverberated round the hall Feeling very pleased Joe went back to his cabin And found May still awake Who wanted updating “We had to give a little talk It was a very nice evening Ten minutes on a subject Of someone else’s choosing” “What was your speech about?” May wanted to hear He thought for a moment
Dieing Girl
Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend Was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents Unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place But she grabs her bear And softly cries She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking "Please god, why is My life always sinking?" Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She trusted the blade Right into her chest "You deserve to die You worthless piece of crap!" The mom walke
As the clouds came in and the wind begun to blow The tears started to flow I just feel so low My happiness, were did it go I am aching I am slowly breaking My phone does not seem to be ringing Everything else just seems to be tangling Unable to pull a real smile I feel like I have walked a mile Maybe as long as the Nile All I can think about is your smile Cutting to try and feel real Is being unhappy the deal Not wanting to eat a meal Death is my zeal Looking at my phone Hoping to hear the message tone Possibly even the ring tone There is no sound coming from my phone As my heart sinks lower My mood gets poorer Trying not to self harm becomes harder My throat just became dryer
Look into my eyes they say a persons eyes are windows to their soul Look into my eyes You can see how deep someone is just by looking into them Look into my eyes You can see how much pain, suffering and hardship someone's been through Look into my eyes If you were to look into my youthful eyes, you would see a guy who's seen too much and grown up too fast What do your eyes say?
I Fall Apart
I fall apart. Limb by limb, I'm falling. Decaying youth. It upsets me, but I won't cry. I won't. I refuse. Think back to a time when there was a warm summer breeze, dancing through my hair. Where the world was a welcoming, beautiful, sunny place. It's hard to think to that time, since now my eyes no longer see a welcoming world. But a cold, ugly, dreary place. My eyes, so dry and blurry. Am I seeing correctly? Should I look further on, and wait for something good? Soothsayers couldn't help me now. I'm too far gone. This isn't living, this hardly counts for living. My shoes are torn and wet, and I think I'm done for. I think this is what's left. What's left of me. I'm running, running free from these horrid dreams. Yes, free. I stumble, I fall. The rain beats hard on my chest, I can't breathe. The water turns to red and I see nothing more. This is what I was meant to be. Broken, hurt, cold,and all alone
LOL.. ok.. I really don't care to much if i level to godfather..since there will just be double the amount of points to go. But, I thought I would try what others do.. and do a blog or something on how I would like to be leveled. I only got.. 1,920,000 to go! Can you all help me out by the time I get home from work.. I will be godfather? OK, I know,, I am just joking, but seriously..if you want can. I will rate yourstuff to! Now, my morning joke is over.. just wanting to wish you all a happy Thursday.. I am off to work..and already exhausted.
Wanna kick it with me? Cool, just be yourself, that's all I can ask of you. Wanna keep my attention. Keep talking even if I don't look interested, 'Cause I’m looking at your lips and thinking about kissing you. Wanna see me happy? then smile at me for no reason, I’ll be content and curious all at once. Wanna get me bodied? Then put on Beyonce, 'cause that's my jam! Wanna be my hero? Then hold me when i cry and don't say a word, 'Cause I’m thinking about how lucky I am that GOD let me find you. Wanna kiss my lips? Then hold my hands and hug me tight let me know there is some type of love between us, 'Cause all I want is to feel secure. Let me know that after the storm, When everyone leaves me high and dry that you will be there With a bottle of Aquafina ready to help me restore my world. At the end of the day I’m gonna need you. But all I want is to know that you are there for me. HELP ME love YOU.
You were the sunset That calmed the tides The sparkling stars Within my eyes The moon that hung Above my world One true love For a loveless girl You were everything I never asked you to be And gleamed like an angel Right beside me The end to a life Dreary with hate A lover sent to me By the kindness of fate I thought I was selfless In letting you go For my heart did not deserve The love you bestowed So I asked you to leave And make your own life There’s someone better Who deserves your light And I walked away Not knowing then That I would think of you Over and over again And I realize now What could have been And what will come to be In the end I cannot love My heart is tainted By the picture of love You have painted My guideline to What love should be That nobody but you Could show to me So I’ll spend my life In love with you And never say a word Cause its the right thing to do But when I pass you and glance your way P
They say love never dies But it does leave an empty space Where a heart should be. I cried a thousand tears I died a thousand deaths Will I survive? Will my love return? I danced a million dances And prayed as many times. Will it help? I think not. So, shall I live or die? Life’s so wonderful Despite the sorrow. I’ll live and remember And learn to love again. written by:(head enforcer)
If you like the sort of film where a man in the 70's kills a bunch of people and another group of people like Iron Man, Donnie Darko, Dr Greene from ER and Mark Ruffalo try and work out who the man is, and they go about not working it out, and everything's brown cos it's the 70's and its full of things like tension and good acting, then you should see 'Zodiac'. It's like that.
I'm so fucking bored I can't handle it!! I'm tired of Indiana ready to take off and go party and hang out somewhere else!! I'm bored and restless and ready to take off!! I just need a change of pace everything around me is so slow and I feel like I'm moving to fast for everyone and everything. I wanna be in the car passing people as fast as it feels like my mind is going. Or I need to get fucked up and slow myself down. I hate feeling like i need to run away like there's something better somewhere else that will slow me down. I wanna scream I wanna jump in a semi with a truck driver and just travel I'm tired of being here... grrrrrr.. I wanna scream I'm so bored and it seems nothing around here satisfies me. I'm so bored I'm babbling in a god damn fucking blog!!
Officers Quiz Men Over Body Find
Officers quiz men over body find Heather Wardle "doted" on her son James Hughes Police are continuing to question two men on suspicion of murdering a severely disabled 22-year-old man. Missing James Hughes' mother Heather Wardle was found with a ligature around her neck at the base of a tree in undergrowth near her home on Monday. The men were arrested after a body was found at a house in Redditch, Worcestershire, on Wednesday. A police cordon has been put up around part of Loxley Close, Church Hill - near to Ms Wardle's home. A white tent has also been erected by police in the back garden of one of the houses. A white tent has been erected outside one of the houses The two arrested men are being questioned at police stations in Kidderminster and Redditch, West Mercia Police said. Police said a post-mortem examination was being carried out to establish the cause of death. Detectives had been trying to establish the last sighting of Mr Hugh
Gaza Fuel Embargo Blocks Un Aid
Gaza fuel embargo blocks UN aid Recent supplies of fuel from Israel have been sporadic The United Nations says that it is being forced to suspend its humanitarian work in Gaza because of the Israeli fuel blockade. A UN official says food aid to 650,000 refugees and the collection of sewage will have to stop on Thursday if Israel does not allow in more vehicle fuel. The UN Security Council met to discuss the crisis, but Western representatives walked out over comments from Libya. They objected to the Libyan delegate likening Gaza to a Nazi death camp. Among the diplomats to leave the UN chamber in New York were representatives of the United States, Britain, France and Belgium. The remarks comparing the situation in Gaza to the Nazi Holocaust of World War II were made by the Libyan ambassador to the UN, Giadalla Ettalhi. "A number of Council members were dismayed by the approach taken by Libya and do not believe that such language helps advance the peace
Venture Capital Success
Venture Capital Success Venture capital success: “I recently listed my company on and as a result of their introduction, we took an hour-long meeting with a VC at their office! We'll let you know where it leads. Thank you FundingPost for helping us connect!” - Tom Hawkett, Connect4Growth Corp. “I had two Venture Firms request a business plan in last couple of weeks from FundingPost due to being a Pitching Across America winner. Thanks FundingPost!” - Cameron Gunn, Shield Technology Group “I am very excited about having invested in Cloud Systems, an emerging leader in the enterprise control system software space, thanks to and my panel participation in November 2005 at the Menlo Park conference where I met their CFO and partner.” - Bob Welch, Coast Ventures “After our presentation at FundingPost, we received a term sheet from one of the VC's we met there. It was a very valuable meeting - thanks FundingPost.” - Ellis Smith, President
Stash This Fuckers
SSSSSSSSSSSsssooo.. a bunch of my stash items just got deleted.. which sux cuz i have some seriously good shit in there. and i just want to know .. what got erased.. and theres no way in telling.. sooo.. fuck.. im sad.. boo..
Refinery Strike Talks Break Down
Refinery strike talks break down The planned strike is closing down the Grangemouth refinery A strike which could close down Scotland's only oil refinery will go ahead after talks between the Unite union and plant bosses broke down. Operators Ineos and the union held two days of talks at conciliation service Acas in a bid to halt the strike by workers at the Grangemouth facility. Scottish Finance Secretary John Swinney told BBC Scotland there should be enough fuel to avoid shortages. Staff are due to walk out of the refinery on Sunday. Mr Swinney said: "What we are confident about is that we have taken preparations to make sure that there are ample supplies of petrol and diesel available well into the month of May. "That's obviously predicated on consumer purchasing patterns remaining as we would normally expect them to be." He added: "We also have the ability to import fuel into the bargain if we need to support the stocks that we have already within
Im Your Superman
I consider myself loyal, simple, and determine to succeed. So please take my hand and stay with me. My heart bleeds with pain every time I think of you not being with me. My hearts hurts just to think of the possibility of you living with someone who’s not me. I wear that S on my chest with pride because I am your superman Ain’t no other man super enough for you but me, open your eyes baby, can’t you see. My heart beats to the rhythm of your life when you are with me, But it cry’s out to you every time I see you leave. I get nervous when you are around; I fall when you are not around. You are my love, the only one I want, the only one I need. If I can’t have you then what’s there left to want or need? My heart is shaped with your name in circles, with an opening in the middle that is waiting for you to pick, fill and color yourself. So here take my heart and proceed, my heart can’t stand to beat alone; it looks plain, it’s useless and can’t function by itself. Wh
Red Marbles
Red Marbles I was at the corner grocery store buying some early potatoes. I noticed a small boy, delicate of bone and feature, ragged but clean, hungrily apprizing a basket of freshly picked green peas. I paid for my potatoes, but was also drawn to the display of fresh green peas. I am a pushover for creamed peas and new potatoes. Pondering the peas, I couldn't help overhearing the conversation between Mr. Miller (the store owner) and the ragged boy next to me. 'Hello Barry, how are you today?' 'H'lo, Mr. Miller. Fine, thank ya. Jus' admirin' them peas. They sure look good.' 'They are good, Barry. How's your Ma?' 'Fine. Gittin' stronger alla' time.' 'Good. Anything I can help you with?' 'No, Sir. Jus' admirin' them peas.' 'Would you like take some home?' asked Mr. Miller. 'No, Sir . Got nuthin' to pay for 'em with.' 'Well, what have you to trade me for some of those peas?' 'All I got's my prize marble here.' 'Is that
New Song On...
I just uploaded a new KILLtheCAT's song on our reverbnation profile. Its named Rain, check it is for free
Destined To Be Alone?
It's the dead of the night, I can feel the eyes of my guide staring at me as I sit here and think. What happened to the bliss? We had started building our seperate lives into one, then the foundation crumbled. Now everything is a mess and I don't know what to do. We've had our rough spots in the past and were able to get through them. This crack appears to be growing into a canyon. I see you nearly everyday when you bring our bundle of joy by for a visit. I want nothing more than to hold you both and never let you leave, but I know I must because you've made your decision. Please, don't slam the door and lock out what could be our future. I have loved you. I still love you. I will always love you.
We Need Your Help
We need your help, please. We're fighting to keep our lead in this contest. It has now turned into 3 families against 1 and we are doing all we can to struggle and keep our lead. Our lead is dropping with every hour. Three families against our one. We ask if ANYONE can please help us and bomb this pic, we would be extremely grateful. Please help us! Thank you! Please repost the hell outta this!!!
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Fun With The Alphabet
Attentive, Bashful Caring and Daring. Excitable, Friendly Goofy and Helping. Intelligent ,Jovial Kind and Loving. Methodical, Needless Obsessed and Practical. Quarrelsome, Reliable Stubborn and Talkative. Unusual, Vivacious Wacky and X-treme. Young and Zealous.
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i remember everyday, every hour, we spent together. i remember the sadness sorrow, drives with never ending questions. i remember every night i missed you, and know that the stars that i looked at every night had your heart tight. i remember the night that i fell, with your last words in sight with the blame, and lies so clear. i fell so hard, and no care in your mind but yourself....... now i have apart of you, apart of your heart, that twinkle in your eye, the one who is ever so sly..... people what do you think.....?
Give Up
i sit here and i disappear, in your eyes i am wrong. what makes you right, i don`t want to fight. you know what!! FUCK IT !
Am I Vain
Everything about me I don`t like, but I can look in the mirror and smile! That means I love myself, some people cant say that!! Or can they!!
How can you lose something you never really had in the first place ?
My ex, who broke up with me on christmas, calls me tonight to ask advise about his new girlfriend. This is the man I thought I'd spend the rest of my life with. 18 months, he just dumps me. So he wants my advise because evry last thing he ever did to me is being done to him and now he knows how I felt. Never seeing him, him not returnig calls, never going out. Is Karma a bitch? Or is it that justice does indeed come around?
Help Me In This Contest Plz!
Five Levels Of Hangovers
Five Levels of Hangovers One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 AM Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Life would be better right now if you were home in your bed watching Lucy reruns. You've
I'm The Girl
Ooooooo yeah The message of love is a mystery so divine Spoken your words that are whispering in the night Do I have to spell it out for you or hang a neon sign until you Finally see the answer after all I've had my share of broken arrows Young and wild and not too careful But I still wanna go around the world I may not be a Cinderella But you don't need a fortune teller 'Cuz anyone can see that I'm the girl So ready or not you're staring it in the face The iron is hot and you're running just a little late yeah I can understand your hesitation Should be makin' reservations Better sieze the moment while ya can cuz I've had my share of broken arrows Young and wild and not too careful But I still wanna go around the world I'm not exactly unattractive You should be so cool the fact is That anyone can see that I'm the girl I am the one who wants you and not know that you know And you're the one who wants to but just can't let go I've had my share of broke
You Know When Your Old
1. You and your teeth don't sleep together. 2. Your try to straighten out the wrinkles in your socks and discover you aren't wearing any. 3. At the breakfast table you hear snap, crackle, pop and you're not eating cereal. 4. Your back goes out but you stay home. 5. When you wake up looking like your driver's license picture. 6. It takes two tries to get up from the couch. 7. When your idea of a night out is sitting on the patio. 8. When happy hour is a nap. 9. When you're on vacation and your ENERGY runs out before your money does. 10. When you say something to your kids that your mother said to You, and you always hated it. 11. When all you want for your birthday is to not be reminded of your age. 12. When you step off a curb and look down one more time to make sure the street is still there. 13. Your idea of weight lifting is standing up. 14. It takes longer to rest than it did to get tired. 15. Your memory is shorter and your complaining las
I found a video from the 200 ozfest concert I was at for the band Kittie. I was in the pit for this one.
Can You Hear Me
Time passes by so quickly But I guess I thought you'd be here forever I never even had a chance To say goodbye There's so many things to tell you Left unsaid until now Can you hear me when I talk to you? Do the words I say ever make it through? Can you hear me when I talk to you? 'Cause I'd give anything if I knew Every night I have the same dream The one where you get to hold me We laugh and talk until the morning And then you vanish,yeah It always leaves me feeling helpless When I wake up and you're not there Can you hear me when I talk to you? Do you know how much I'd love to be with you? Can you hear me when I talk to you? 'Cause I'd give anything if I just knew Living in this world without you I constantly search through my memories Hoping that I find some treasures That I passed over,yeah All that I took for granted Means so much now and I won't let it go Can you hear me when I talk to you? 'Cause I never said some things that I meant to Can
Whatn' The ....
Hmmmm .... I wonder why I forgot about this site... ...I'll be back... :)
It Going Down On Friday The 25th $$$$$$to Win And A Happy Hour Time For My Good Friend Purplesky! Fubar Time And 10 Est
Gunpowder And Lead
Lyrics | Gunpowder And Lead lyrics County road 233, under my feet Nothin' on this white rock but little ole me I've got two miles till, he makes bail And if I'm right we're headed straight for hell Chorus: I'm goin' home, gonna load my shotgun Wait by the door and light a cigarette If he wants a fight well now he's got one And he ain't seen me crazy yet He slap my face and he shook me like a rag doll Don't that sound like a real man I'm going to show him what a little girls made of Gunpowder and lead It's half past ten, another six pack in And I can feel the rumble like a cold black wind He pulls in the drive, the gravel flies He dont know what's waiting here this time I'm goin' home, gonna load my shotgun Wait by the door and light a cigarette If he wants a fight well now he's got one And he ain't seen me crazy yet He slap my face and he shook me like a rag doll Don't that sound like a real man I'm going to show him what a l
Up Date On My Knee
I think have messed up my knee worse. My knee is giveing out when am walking and have no pain pils. Final got sent to the doc today and not got to go back the sob who relse me. my appt 8 50am. there poping and clicking
Battle Of The New Rock Music 04/23/08
Sunday Thru Thursday Nights at Midnight Eastern time will be a Battle of the New Rock Music. Your Votes Decide which song will move onto the Next Night to Battle a New Challenger. Wensday 04/23/08.. Last Night It Was: Avenged Sevenfold - Afterlife (champion) V.S. Rev Theory - Hell Yeah (Challenger) The Vote Was 6 - 3 Avenged Sevenfold - Afterlife Held on Tonight to remain your champion! They Will Return Tonight with a New Challenger, So Make Sure you tune in at Midnight With Me DJ Nite Wolf.. The Big Bad Wolf, Only @ Dirty Deeds Radio.
Trying To Godfather
this person is part of the shaow levelers and is in a race to see just who can make it to godfather first he has over a millon to go but if we all keep working on him a little at a time i think we can just help him out some even though he isnt under our 15,000 points limit but when it comes to making godfather i think we can help him get his points down i for one am going to help him a little everyday because i would hope and pray that the favor would be returned to me 1 day and the owner of shadow levelers is a wonderful lady booboo has helped me dearly in the past back in sept. 2007 love this wonderful bunch of family we have here when i lost my daughter a freak did something that upset me she was there 4 e so please go show him some love thank you all so very much misfit~angels SBM08 ~Sergeant-at-Arms Rate Spankers Leveling Club*~**{{Shadow Levelers}}**@ fubar
Hey everyone! Just taking a break from endless amounts of packing to let you all know I'm heading back to my home state of Iowa. Not that this makes any difference whatsoever to the friends I have made here on Fubar, but just letting you all know what's going on with me lately. I depart NC on May 9th. I can't wait to get there, but at the same time I'll miss all my NC friends and all the people to come sing with me at my karaoke gigs. But anyway, just a note to give you the news.
I Am The One Who'll Be The Exception
I AM THE ONE WHO'LL BE THE EXCEPTION Stolen, again, from Girlish K I am the one who'll be the exception. It seems to me I can avoid disease. Try shooting at me – You are sure to miss. Try pushing me over a precipice – I don't know now, But I am certain somehow To find a chance support and cling to it. I am the one who'll be the exception. Imposing, free-born, youthful, strong I'll roam the country far and wide, and everyone I'll choose to love shall love me too. My foes will never trick me into wrong, My friends will always be sincere and true. I am the one who'll be the exception. With beaming smiles I'll greet all folks And they'll smile back, They all shall see I am the one without an equal, A person you cannot ignore – that's me! No death awaits me on my way and no deception. I am the one who'll be the exception. What are you smiling at, my friend? I guess you think we two are birds of a feather? That's not surprising
Here It Is Again, With Some Things Added
So, I'm tired of people befriending me and then when they get involved/someone else comes around to keep them preoccupied/they get pussy or dick whipped, they seem to forget their true friends that have been there for them regardless of whatever, so I will now turn into the Bitch that everyone seems to love. I don't give a fuck who deletes me cuz guess what? It's just Fubar, but if I used to talk to u on the regular either on here or Yahoo and this applies to you, suck my asshole after I shit cuz I can read right thru the BS. Go play with ur fake ass "friends" who swear they are there for u when all they are are needy lil bitchasses who can''t speak what's on their mind when need be. I am better off alone and don't need you callin on me when no one else wants to talk to u or u have gotten tired of the other ones. A true friend is there regardless of whatever else is going on and I've learned alot of u so called "friends" I have made here and in life need to look up the definition. Unfo
Why Me
i just don't know what to do anymore. seems like there are certain people out there who love talking bad about me and making me look bad and getting enjoyment in my pain. i don't know what to do anymore.
Rememeber The One I Lost
Jerome Rice Aka 'jrice'
Jerome Rice aka 'JRice' Rated my "My Picture" a 3.Anyways, this downrater's links are below View Downrater Block Downrater Leave Comment For Downrater
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"THE WEEK" Anybody else notice How 'the week' just flew by?
Just Remember
If you have any doubts or tears Just remember "GOD" IS NEAR............ HE SENT YOU HERE............. FOR A LISTENING EAR.............. NOT THE BED YOU INVISIONED DEAR........... SO AS YOU TURN TO WALK AWAY....... "GOD"s OWN WAY................... IF THERE SHOULD COME A DAY........... YOU NEED A FREIND BEFORE YOU STRAY........... REMEMBER WHERE YOU APEARD............. TODAY......................... COME AGAIN WHEN YOU HOPE AND PRAY.............. "GOD" WILL LOVE YOU COME WHAT MAY........... "MAY "GOD" BLESS YOU & YOURS ALWAYS NO ONE HERE IS A SAINT TODAY.............
k...on here for 2 min. MUAH FUKRS :) ima b back in like 4 days. COACHELLA PPL! ps. im up four dimes already!...SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET!
I see! Oh my how do I see! The straining under my hands Struggling to not breathe Small elliptical bubbles rise As the air becomes stale in your lungs. Oh my! *smirking* How long before you will panic? How long before you tempt to take that breath? How long before your eyes bleed? Oh wait, Oh yes, there you are . I see! I see your eyes, you are telling me to stop. Stop being so petty all I want is for you to take that last breath Let me feel you , let me feel you panic, let me feel you give up! I want to see you smile one last time. Please do.
I Will Learn To Love Again
Even thought you brought clouds to my blue skies. And chased my rainbow away. I will learn to love again. And when the tears fall from my eyes And you still make my heart cry. I will learn to love again. So when you look back at your like and love You will see that my love came from above And I have learned to love again.
Breathe in. Oh wait you cant ! How does it feel? My hands around your neck . Squeezing tightly, ever so tightly. The straining of your lungs , the spittle dripping from your sweet mouth. Is it not euphoric, do you not feel the passion coming from with in? Wait. Shhh... What is that ? A whimper ?…Why? Why show weakness at a time like this? Struggle not dearest , for I will have my way soon . I will see the look, I will see the darkness as it falls across your eyes as they glaze over. And to think, once that is done. You are free. Free from the pain, free from the torment. That is one feeling I will admire from you. You will be perfect. Never again feeling the wrongness. Never hurting…. Just free…
Let Down Again
Because I loved you I gave you another chance You let me down again I heard about your dance All your trips out of town just to do your dirt Never thinking about me or how I would be hurt Do you want us both? Are you torn between two? You need to make your choice and decide who's your boo I'm not strong enough to leave you yet But that day will come, this you can bet
My Trip
listen to all my fubar friends and famly that live in the nc durham and raleigh areas me and my band will be visiting your town this weekend first in durham downtown and raleigh on saturday. i will give you the places where we are going to be tomorrow hope to see yall coolcome party with us it will be off the hook trust me
All Dead Inside
The feelings of the past Of all the relationships Did not ever last now I'm sitting here Alone and crying I felt the pain of my heart And the pain of my soul Having nowhere to run and hide No place, nowhere to go. Feeling lost all the time All alone Don't know where to turn to Have no reason or no will to live So I'm letting you know this Of all the loves I've ever known And ever had in my life You've already lost my love, My faith and all my feelings are gone. Of all the feelings I have left are none But why do I still want to cry I am frustrated and wondering So lost and no one cares Have no one or nothing for my life It's all been stabbed by a knife In my back so I guess from the dying inside I'll just wait, sit down and relax No friends, no family, Nothing but all dead inside.
I finally have my one of my best friends coming home from Germany and I cant wait to get a big BFF hug from her. I need her so bad she has been my rock for three years helping me through so much. I owe her tons. I met a great guy on here that I hope to one day be able to serve. he is smart and funny and caring. and he is willing to take on Bree and for that I will always care for him. I cant wait for the time ahead where I can get to know him more and more. I dont care what happens, if anything, I know I have a good friend in him. I am getting a lot of my friends to join too so that is nice. and I am making new ones. I cant wait to make even more. HUGS kitten
Men, Or The Right Lady~
Im tired of random guys and one night stands, for once in 9 monthes since my husband of 10 years left me, I think im finally ready to get into a relationship, the only problem with that is finding the right person. No cheaters need apply. Nor men who play freaking head games. I want someone who I have shit in common with, who likes spending time with that so much to ask? oh and GREAT SEX! XXX Tiff ;)
A Nutshell Of Ideas...
Well, it has been awhile since I actually blogged in here... I'll do most of my writing here, cut, paste and put it on the page I spend more of my internet time on......... maybe..... Now that I have a job where I actually have to work, I don't spend all that much time chatting online anymore... how odd is that? So I'm a bit confused at what is termed the "American Work Ethic"... does it really exist? Is business really gone from the action plan to the 'here and now' plan? Let's say you run a business that grosses about a half a million per month..... lets say the big reason behind this money is a certain part of your inventory.... now... since inventory is a numeric thing.. and sales trends, being 'trends' are also numeric... doesn't it stand to reason that if you see your numbers getting low you replace said merchandise to continue making money? Or do you tell your 'consultative' salesmen (don't get me started on that line) to just sell the bigger ticket item because 'we have some
Words From My Mind....
Walls built long ago, Begin to decay as time flows. Surrounding your heart to stop the blows, Fending off the pain and sorrows. Joy and life is all you sought, Yet turmoil and confusion are all that is brought. Why does love always seem to end in pain? Threatening to tear you in twain. Once again to the keep does your heart go, Seeking solace and refuge from the world’s woes. -------------------------------------------------- Dark horizon up ahead down this road that you are led. Walking out of the light down this dark road Alone you shoulder this load. Sun casting your shadow at your feet First meeting the darkness you now greet. "Merry met and Merry Be!" "Strangers no longer are we." The darkness is where you met your soul Alone with this shadowed self are you WHOLE. -------------------------------------------------- Step back from the darkness, All you have done you now bear witness Do not look into the light For there you will l
You Know You're From The Pacific Northwest When... (according To Jeff Foxworthy)
You know you're from the Pacific Northwest when... (According To Jeff Foxworthy) 1. You know the state flower (Mildew). 2. You feel guilty throwing aluminum cans or paper in the trash. 3. Use the statement "sun break" and know what it means 4. You know more than 10 ways to order coffee. 5. You know more people who own boats rather than air conditioners. 6. You feel overdressed wearing a suit to a nice restaurant. 7 You stand on a deserted corner in the rain waiting for the "Walk" signal. 8. You consider that if it has no snow or has not recently erupted, it's not a real mountain. 9. You can taste the difference between Starbucks, Tully's, and Caffé D’arté. 10. You know the difference between Chinook, Coho and Sockeye salmon. 11. You know how to pronounce Sequim, Puyallup, Issaquah, Snohomish, Yakima and Willamette. 12. You consider swimming an indoor sport 13. You can tell the difference between Japanese, Chinese and Thai food. 14. In winter, y
There was always a inferno below the surface, smoldering embers glowing inside me like a coal fire. It was something to be contained, controlled, tamed by my sheer will alone. No one understood…my passions, desires, fantasies. Things that show in the swirling depths of my eyes, written there like an ancient dead language…a tongue only you speak. One meeting, a kiss, a facial caress…a tease, a promise of things to come. Things to do in the dark… Conflagration, Fire! And I am burning from the inside out…for your touch: hands, lips, eyes…feast on me. Devour, Swallow… The pressure builds and glass shatters…sparks on the sheets, flame eats the edges of my vision. In my eyes you glow… And in your eyes… Heat.
Up 4 Auction
I am up for auction again . Come see what i have to offer to my owner to be As bids go up i will be adding more so come on and place your bids click here to enter the auction
Other's Words On Profession
Pray For The Men In Blue It takes a very special person to wear the blue. Most people do not understand what we do We made a commitment to protect and serve. We work hard to provide the safety you deserve. No normal shifts, not nine to five. We work 24/7 to keep you alive. Holidays and weekends don’t mean a thing. We work night and day, just give us a ring. Our loved ones and children pray every night. That we will return at the break of daylight. We carry guns and wear vests to help us get through. You couldn’t imagine some of the things we must do. We see accidents and blood and small children crying. We also see death and it’s not just old people dying. Abusive spouses and parents that don’t seem to care. These are just a few of the things, to make you aware. Drug dealers and drunks are a regular sight. We go to the bars for fight after fight. Responding to calls day after day. Not allowing our personal lives to get in the way.
what you doing tonight i wish i could be a fly on your wall are you really alone stealing dreams why can't i dream you into my life so tell me... what would it take make you see that i am alive if i was invisible and i could just watch you in your room if i was invisible i would make you mine tonight if hearts were unbreakable and i could just tell you where i stand..i would be the smartest man... if i was invisible.. oh wait i already ammm saw your face in the crowd i call out your name you don't hear a sound i trace out your steps each move that you make wish i could read what goes through your mind wish you could touch me wth the colors of light if i was invisible i could just watch you in your room..i would make u mine tonight if hearts were unbreakable..i could just tell you where i stand..i would be the smartest man.. if i was invisible oh wait i already am
Help Me Get Spotlight, Please!
Alright, as most of you know, a lot of my friends have had the spotlight. Now, it's MY turn! I'm going to need a lot of help, but it can be done! My friends are awesome and I'm sure I can get it! I'm not asking for a hand-out, although I won't stop you from donating lol, but I will WORK for fu-bucks! I will rate pics, rate stash, comment bomb.. whatever you need done! Also, if you don't have fu-bucks to spare, you can help me out by rating my stuff! You know that I always return the love! :) Please help me! Every little bit helps; no amount is too small or not enough! I will make a thank you bulletin and blog when all is said and done! Abby♥Normal@ fubar
Well...after many mistakes and people just looking to have fun with a person's emotions...I have found a person that makes my life great and more complete then where I was going and headed. I am hoping that the trip here and worth it. I know that so far it has been and I wouldn't change a minute of it....because who knows where I would end up if I did. This girl is what I have been looking for. She is smart, sweet, funny, and likes certain aspects of a lifestyle that not many people do. I am still alive even though I haven't been on here in a long time. It's just that since its spring there is more things to do around the house like getting my garden planted and maintained. Nothing beats fresh veggies and fruits! Hope that who ever decides to read this has fun with their lives and has a great time until I return.
Moment of Truth (like the show!)TAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey Do you really care about the environment?: i does Have you ever parked in a handicapped spot?: yes =) Have you ever driven in a carpool lane while alone in your car?: nope lol Did you ever fake it in bed?: once Do you believe you are better looking than all of your friends?: yeah lol Have you ever exaggerated the number of women/men you slept with?: nope Do you owe a friend money that you have no intention of paying back?: nope If you saw your friend’s spouse with another woman/man would you tell them?: yeah Are you more comfortable around friends that are not as attractive as you? naw Do you think you are smarter than your girlfriend/boyfriend?: dont have one..but i would be lol Have you ever thought that your parents would be better off divorced?: yes Do you think that you are smarter than your parents? yes lol Did you ever throw a party at your parents’ house without their knowledge?: naw Do you think
Made For My Son Harry Jr. (haleraiser)
> > Harry 'HALERAISER' Hale Jr. His 17th Birthday present this proud bully is brought to you by Micki-Blue-Eyes a.k.a Proud MOM~!~!
Wanna Talk To Me? Do So While I'm @ Work!
Hey all you sexy guys and girls out there reading this. I work for a place where I provide company, providing your willing and eager to pay for it. I promise to make it soooooo worth it though. I'm always wet, ready and oh so very wild. I take all calls from guys or girls. Hope to hear back from you sexy people soon. Go to the link below: Click on my name and dial the # for me. Then we can get some hot fun in! ~Natalie~
The Freak Tells All, Lol
Moment of Truth (like the show!)TAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey Do you really care about the environment?: I little bit, but not nutcase Have you ever parked in a handicapped spot?: nope, gramma woulda killed me Have you ever driven in a carpool lane while alone in your car?: dont have a carpool lane Did you ever fake it in bed?: hard to believe for a guy but, YES Do you believe you are better looking than all of your friends?: most of em, but not all, im avg. Have you ever exaggerated the number of women/men you slept with?: nope, cant remember em all Do you owe a friend money that you have no intention of paying back?: no but he owes me , bastard If you saw your friend’s spouse with another woman/man would you tell them?: evenetually, would give my friend the chance to be honest first Are you more comfortable around friends that are not as attractive as you? nope, but im not less comfortable either Do you think you are smarter than your girlfriend/boyfriend?: dont have
My Heart
This time I won't cry or feel bad or even for one moment look back and wonder if things would be different if I just try a little bit more. I have been through alot and way too much to have my heart ripped open again. I have way too much going for me at this point and I will not let nothing or nobody stop me from accomplishing my goal. I hold my head high and walk away with my my sanity in tact. I won't give my heart away to easily the next time. My heart would be locked away and it would take alot to touch it.I don't really compare what I want to anyone. I know what I do want and that well if you want my heart you will have to give it all or nothing. So for now and till that day my heart is locked away for a good long while. Because it will be a long time before anyone can open that lock. I love my boys and just want them to be happy. They also want me(their mom) to be happy. I have been through 2 very complicated marriages and not ready for another one. Thats just not gonna happen. S
The Master's Whore & I Are Hot!!
So The Master's Whore just posted a blog showing what some dicklick said to her and I get this FROM THE SAME GUY 2 minutes later!! FYI: The "Jedi fag" he's referring to is Jedi Master Goatse, who also had him in his "box". ->Scatter My...: he thinks you have a purty mouth ->Scatter My...: no...that's our bodyguard Scatter My...: is he a jedi fag too ->Scatter My...: yeah our husbands are happy Scatter My...: yea so she has hot tits so do you ->Scatter My...: you just told my friend you wanted to fuck her tits Scatter My...: lol what ->Scatter My...: oh lord Scatter My...: hey sexy
Random Thinking #1
I have been kinda down as of late. Down, because it seems no matter how much effort, care, and trust I put into my romantic interests, nothing seems to pan out. I have had 2 (well 3) romantic interests as of late. the first one was a 21 yr old was fun for about a week, but you remember how it was like when you were that age...relationships end as soon as they! The other 2 are friends I have. The second one...well that won't happen...oh we are good friends but im about as sexually appealing to her as a house cat. The last one is a bit more complex. we are great friends, and we had some history of romance in the distant past. She's different now. She still sees me as a dear dear friend and thinks I'm attractive...but she doesnt want me like that anymore, if she did, she would have done somthing about it by now. Its too bad really, becasue honestly, I could see myself spending the rest of my life with her. Im thankful and greatful we are sitll friends (even tho
Angels Above
This is hard for me to write. Ok here it goes.... Last year on March 17-2007 My daughter and two of her friends died in a traggic trailer fire. All though they are no longer here with us in person they are in heaven watching over us. They have become beautiful angels that look after all of us. Though we miss them very much they are always with us in spirit. One day we will all be together again but for now R.I.P
Mitakuye Oyasin... We are all related. Osiyo you honor our lodge with your visit. "Ho! Mitakuye Oyasin"....."We are all related." "Ea Nigada Qusdi Idadadvhni"....."All my relations in creation" "Donadagohvi"....."Let us see each other again." "Wado...."..... "Thank you"
Candles & Wine
Candles & Wine Candles lit, romance in the air Wine filled glasses, just, the two of us there. Tender kisses, on lips, and throat Reciting for you, poems, I wrote. Slowly, clothes are falling away Passions burning hot, no longer, at bay! Hands, roaming and feeling, in lustful quest Bodies trembling, flesh upon flesh. Lips to breast, both, yours and mine Minutes tick by, in, lover’s time. Down to your navel, my kisses roam Even further down, my tongues, found home. Ecstasy engulfing, your body responds Together our passions… joyfully, bonds. Climatic release, as you scream, “Oh Yes!” What I’ve done for you; you could do no less. Inside your body, you take me in Taking your time, you slowly begin. Mounted above, your hand is the guide Down then up, you gently ride. The sensations you’re causing, pulsing, through me Feel like blissful jolts, of, electricity. Finely your power, has me at my peak Wave after wave, I can’t even, speak. Explo
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Ugh, Car Accident
Today as I was driving with hubby, this moron decided to make a left turn. The person in front of me hit the breaks, as well as Doug (the hubby), but the person behind didn't, sending her minivan straight into my bumper. And..."hello, Mrs Face, meet Mr Dashboard". For a second I thought my teef fell out, which could've made me some serious bux if I was a hooker. But I counted, and they were all there. Just some skin off my elbow, and a weird bruise. Doug somehow shoved his nail into his face, creating a deep cut that was bleeding kinda profusely. But he just wiped it off with a used Taco Bell napkin, sure it will heal well. The lady that was in the front started crying from shock, and I had to comfort her (no, I did NOT bash her head in). Turns out she missed her daughter's bday somethin. Later on it turned out that she got a guitar for her daughter since she wants to take lessons. It so happened that Doug is a guitar teacher. So out of the whole ordeal Doug got a new studen
To All My Friends,fans And Family
My Master's Blog To Me...
i hope YOU don't mind MAITRE doux, but i wanted to bring YOUR words closer to me... so i copied and pasted them here. i love YOU sooooo much. Thank YOU for YOUR beautiful words to me. I have so much to say, and yet I cannot speak Come and do MY bidding now, for I have grown too weak MY weary eyes have seen All that life can give Come to ME oh Little one, through you I can forgive I stood where no man goes and conquered demon foes with glory and passion, no longer in fashion the hero breaks HIS blade But with talons wrought of steel, I tore the heart of doom and in one gleaming moment I saw beyond the tomb I stood where no man goes and above the din I rose
Hosting My First Contest!
I am hosting my very first contest! Woot! Woot! The contest will run for three weeks, beginning Monday,April 28 and ending May 19 . All entries must be in by Sunday, April 27. Rules are very simple: 1. It is a comment bombing contest. There will be prizes for the person with the most comments in 1st, 2nd and 3rd place. 2. ABSOLUTELY NO DRAMA. Anyone causing drama will be disqualified immediately, no questions asked!!!! 3. Self bombing is allowed and encouraged! 4. It's a CONTEST.....HAVE FUN!!!!! 5. Email me the picture or the link to the picture you want me to use. Do not send it to my shout box and do not ask me to pick a picture for you. Prizes are as follows: 1st Place: 1 Blingy Pack, 1 Three Day Blast and 100,000 FuBucks 2nd Place: 1 Three Day Blast and 50,000 FuBucks 3rd Place: 1 One day Blast and 5000 FuBucks So come on, join in Happy Country Girl's very first contest and help
Arf Arf Arf!!!
I know I posted one a while back on the same lines as this, but this one has a funny twist... Ok, you all know how I feel about the being on all 4's trying to look sexy in a pic...*rolls eyes* Well to me, it makes some of the women look like they have a badonkadonk wider than their shoulders...I just seen one on a blast that I spit my iced tea all over myself lmfaooooooooo.... This chick was in a pair of jeans and looked like she slid on her arms to keep from slamming her nose into the ground omg I was laughing so hard I gave myself a headache lmfao...Yes I'm bored, I'm all out of all rates n stuff and not ready to go to bed yet...I was thinkin about having one taken of me with a flower stickin outta my crack lmfaoooooo...What are your thoughts???
Does Love Really Exsist Anymore?
I find myself wondering these days if love really exists anymore. I thought it did once, now I'm not so sure. I gave my heart to someone very special once, and no matter how hard I try, I can't get it back from him. He has moved on to someone else, but still has the key to my heart. After almost a year I still can't get him out of my head and out of my heart. I have tried to move on with someone else, and it just doesn't seem to have worked. I feel so much guilt for someone else having fallen in love with me, when I am still so much in love with someone that doesn't want me anymore. I am searching for a way to get these feelings of love out of my heart and out of my head, but it just won't leave me alone. Maybe it isn't even love at all, maybe it is just wishful thinking that there really is such a thing called love.
April Poem-a-day Challenge Day 23
Only one week left in the April Poem-A-Day Challenge Today's prompt: "write about getting older." All in good time Already starting to find signs of inevitable declines in all the lines now etched upon my skin. In hair that's thinned and turning gray and fears of cognitive decay and doubt about the state my life is in. But all of this is not for naught, I've also found what I have sought that until now has slipped away from me. The wisdom and the insight to understand that which I've been through and become someone I would like to be.
Dragon Protection
Sometimes it becomes necessary to cleanse and seal where you live. This ritual can help cleanse the place of bad vibrations and other things. But before you cleanse your house because you think your being haunted by Jack the Ripper (by the way, it is very rare that demons and other bad things are going to just show up in your house and start doing bad things, so, don't get to carried away), think if there is anything going on in the house right now that could be causing bad vibrations. Maybe your house is just very stressful. Before you get rid of anything, see if there are any guilty feelings, and get rid of them. Uncover and purge all deeply felt emotions. This alone can get rid of whatever bad feelings you might have (another note, it usually isn't a ghost in your house, just bad feelings. I have a room in my house that I can't go in without feeling angry. It's just that the people who live there fill the room with bad emotions. That is what cleansing rituals are usually for, gettin
Happy Birthday Java!
Happy Birthday, Java! We wanted to wish Java a Happy Birthday! Please go show her some BDay love! Java ~ Last Tribe! My "Give a Damn" is Busted!!! We have just learned that it was Java's Bday. Sorry we haven't been online but we have been extremely busy. We will be back as soon as we can!
Dragon Blessing Ritual
This is a ritual for blessing and consecrating all of your ritual tools. It doesn't matter if the tools are only for dragon magick or if they are for all types of magick, it is still wise, and a nice gesture to ask the dragons to add their power. This ritual is best done at the Full Moon or at noon. All of your tools may be consecrated at once, or at different times if you haven't collected all of the magickal tools you want. This goes with any type of consecration ritual. Have pure frankincense gum to burn in the incense burner. NOTE: With most incense that is from pure substances, especially gums, a little goes a long way. I speak from personal experience). Tools that you will find useful at this point in practicing dragon magick are the dragon pentacle (a pentacle with a dragon, in, on, or around it), the pentacle disk, incense burner, chalices, salt dish, sword, and wand. If you cannot drink wine, substitute apple cider, fruit juice, or soda. Arrange the ritual area with care.
This is in my head ALL the time, I can't explain it... Just thought you'd wanna know one of my quirks, LOL
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Riding The Dragon
This ritual is for riding a Chaos Dragon. The main reason for riding a dragon is so that the magician can remove barriers and obstacles, inanimate or animate that impedes forward progress. However, know that a Chaos Dragon will go straight to the heart of the problem and break down the barriers, whether you really wanted them gone or not. What you think is the best solution might not be, so be prepared for all consequences. You should be able to release all negative feelings about the situation when the ride is over though. Perform this ritual during the evening or the waning Moon, with the New Moon being the strongest. Supplies: Pentacle Disk, dragon Pentacle, water chalice with some fresh water in it, dish of salt, wine chalice, black or dark purple altar candles, sword, wand, incense burner, binding incense and/or dragon's blood (basil or patchouli work well), gong or bell, staff. Cast the Dragon Circle, using counter-clockwise motions, and calling the elements
Dragons - Meeting, Calling And Circle
Meeting Your Dragon The first thing one should do is create an atmosphere that will attract dragons. Pictures and statuary will help. The next thing is to take a good look at yourself and decide if you are ready. Do you think you have what it takes to work with dragons? They are not a force to be controlled or manipulated. They are creatures far older and wiser than us, and if you try to pull one over them, they are not going to be happy. It is for a serious person, who wants to cultivate a friendship and partnership, not someone who just wants power. Working with dragons requires that you earn their trust and friendship by showing that you are worthy of it. This doesn't mean you must be perfect. Dragons realize that humans aren't perfect, nor is the world we live in. but, if you put some effort into it, and do what you can, you will find some great friends. How some people greet them is by lighting a bit of sandalwood incense, because sandalwood is incense for all dragons, a
Do You Know The Difference?
John McCain and Hillary Clinton were walking down the street and came to a homeless person. The Republican, John McCain, gave him his business card and told him to come to his office for a job. He then took $20 out of his pocket and gave it to the homeless person. Hillary was impressed, so when they came to another homeless person, she stepped forward to help. She gave him directions to the welfare office, then reached into McCain's pocket and got out another $20. She kept $15 for administrative costs and gave the homeless person $5. you understand the difference?
Dragon Colors & Types
Dragon Colors Green Dragons - Green Dragons are the smallest so many people think that makes them the weakest. While they are not physically powerful, they are the dragons of the earth element and are in a way very material beings. Green is the color of life, and these small but important dragons are full of it. Gold Dragons - Golds are the chivalrous knights of the dragon world. They honorable, brave, kind, wise, and very good in the field of Magick. They enjoy taking on other shapes such as humans and animals and mingling with that species. However, they are often too trusting and quick to make promises that they can't always keep as well as they would like to. They are keepers of the peace and would only attack someone if provoked and in self-defense only. Yellow Dragon - These dragons of the east typically live in deserts, mountains, or plains. They are very helpful when they need to be. However, they can be quite boastful and fickle at times. Red Dragons - These southe
Dancing With Dragons
In all forms of magick, the universe and everything in it are said to be made up of four elements: Air, Fire, Water, and Earth. The element of Spirit rules the center as a balance. In dragon magick, specific dragons rule these elements and help to create through their powers. These four elements correspond to the four directions, the four quarters of the universe, the four winds, and the four quarters of the magickal circle. Each element has assigned traditional rulers and boundaries to their kingdoms. They possess form and force, and can influence our personalities as well as magickal procedures. Each element and its dragons have certain qualities, natures, moods, and magickal purposes; each has positive and negative traits. Because the magician calls upon each element and its ruler, it is very important to understand them, what they are and what they do. Dragons According to Mr. Webster, a Dragon is a fabulous animal represented as a large-winged, scaly serpent with
Speeding Ticket
Speeding ticket CHP vs. USMC Top this for a speeding ticket. Two California Highway Patrol Officers were conducting speeding enforcement on I-15, just north of the Marine Corps Air Station at Miramar?. One of the officers was using a hand-held radar device to check speeding vehicles approaching the crest of a hill. The officers were suddenly surprised when the radar gun began reading 300 miles per hour. The officer attempted to reset the radar gun, but it would not reset and then turned off. Just then a deafening roar over the treetops revealed that the radar had in fact locked on to a USMC F/A-18 Hornet which was engaged in a low flying exercise near the location. Back at the CHP Headquarters the Patrol Captain fired off a complaint to the USMC Base Commander. The reply came back in true USMC style: Thank you for your letter. We can now complete the file on this incident. You may be interested to know that the tactical computer in the Hornet had detected the presence of, and su
Nsfw? An Eagle's T-shirt?
I understand what NSFW means but I just uploaded a picture of my Eagle's Tshirt that I was wearing and someone flagged it NSFW? There is nothing suggestive about it. No skin is showing, nothing racist, yada yada yada. I don't get you people flagging a picture of a T-shirt NSFW.... *blinks*
Dragons Of The Zodiac
Zodiac Dragons Aries: Energetic, impatient, short tempered, sarcastic, witty, lucky, demanding, cutting, egocentric, adventuresome, & feisty. Color = Red Ruling Planet = Mars Stone = Diamond Flower = Geranium Dragon of Aries I summon thee, Your fiery existence, And strength of will, Come before me, I summon thee. Taurus: Patient, loyal, emotionally stable, stubborn, practical, dependable, organized, materialistic, possessive, plodding, sweet, calm, determined, & secure. Color = Pink & Blue (Tyl-green & turquoise) Ruling Planet = Venus Stone = Emerald Flower = Violet Dragon of Taurus I summon thee, From your secure home, Bountiful and cozy, And stubborn of will, Come before me, I summon thee. Gemini: Versatile, fickle, curious, high strung, flirty, changeable, anxious, petty, superficial, & communicative. Color = Multicolor Ruling Planet = Mercury Stone = Agate Flower = Lily Of The Valley Dragon of Gemini, I summon thee, From your thoughtful
Dragons - Guardians
The Guardian Dragons are adept at their tasks and quite skilled in fulfilling their charges. Remember that their place is to guard and keep secret, not to do anything else, and while they may try... success is not guaranteed. That comes from not following the hierarchy. Other tasks may be asked of other dragons for whom the task falls closest to their sphere of influence. Guardian Dragons may be called to serve for a brief period of time (length of a trip) or for an indefinite time frame (length of a marriage). Guardian dragons are the friendliest of the species and the most fun-loving. Then enjoy simple impromptu rituals that include dancing, singing, and general fun. Simple, very relaxed rituals are an excellent was to introduce children into the field of ritual and getting acquainted with dragons. It is also a very good way for adults to unwind and release stress. These dragons are attracted to ginger and sweet-smelling and spicy incenses. They are greatly interested in div
Dragons - Light & Dark
DRAGONS OF LIGHT AND DARKNESS Being the greatest of Dragons, the two Elder Dragons are the most difficult to describe. They embody the principles of Light and Darkness on a cosmic level, most similar to Yin and Yang. They are balanced opposites in harmony. Working with them is like touching pure active or receptive, two concepts very difficult to grasp. They are far easier to work with and communicate. This is in no way to state that they are impossible to work with, only that it is difficult to do so due to their vast powers. Approach them as you might approach the Tao in Chinese philosophy, with respect and reverence. See them as the living embodiment of the principles of Yin and Yang, Night and Day, Darkness and Light. It is also important to remember that 'evil' and 'good' is neither one's sole domain, they contain both, as do we. The Elder Dragons are invoked primarily as an augmentation to any other working you are performing. They are called upon to help balance the
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Elemental Dragons
Dragons - Air The element of Air governs the eastern quarter of the circle. Its dragon ruler is Sairys (sair'-iss), who oversees the dragons of breezes and winds. Air's color is pure yellow, and is considered warm and moist. The positive associations of Air are sunrise, spring, incense, the wand, the gong or bell, clouds, breezes, the breath, optimism, joy, intelligence, mental quickness, renewing, any kind of helpful air. Negative associations are frivolity, gossip, fickleness, inattention, bragging, forgetfulness, windstorms, tornadoes, hurricanes, destructive air in any form. An Invocation to the Dragons of Air Choose music that either represents to you either storms or light, breezy winds. Dancing and singing should make you think of wind blowing across the land. Use candles or other objects of a pure yellow color. Choose herbs and oils that are of the element of Air. Repeat this chant three times: "Dragon ruler of wind and cloud, I call your secret name aloud. Sa
Introduction To Dragons
Everybody knows what a dragon is: an enormous, fierce, bloodthirsty creature appearing in fairy tales and legends as an accessory whose main function is to set off the bravery of knight challenging him. The dragon is an obscure, mysterious character, described in broad terms, and is little more than foil to enhance the hero's valor. Dragon is a legendary beast in the folklore of many European and Asian cultures. Legends describe dragons as large, lizard like creatures that breathe fire and have a long, scaly tail. In Europe, dragons are traditionally portrayed as ferocious beasts that represent the evils fought by human beings. But in Asia, especially in China and Japan, the animals are generally considered friendly creatures that ensure good luck and wealth. According to some medieval legends, dragons lived in wild, remote regions of the world. The dragons guarded treasures in their dens, and a person who killed one supposedly gained its wealth. The English epic hero Beowulf die
What Is Dragon Magick?
Dragon Magick is the calling upon of Dragons to aid you and become co-magicians with you. Dragon Magick can be practiced on its own or along with other Magickal Traditions. Dragon Magick is not for everyone. Those who practice Dragon Magick must be self-disciplined seekers who realize the potential dangers but dares to communicate with and befriend this vast astral power of the ages. It is for the Magician who is serious about changing his/her life and the living space around them. When a Magician dances with Dragons, as the practice of Dragon Magick is called, he/she discovers an intensity of power never before tapped. When tapped into this intensity, it is exhilarating and a Spiritual high. When you are befriended by Dragons as Co-magicians they can empower your rituals no matter what tradition you practice far beyond what you have normally encountered. Their grasp of ancient knowledge is deep and profound. Their ability to see through layers of time both present and past as well
My Thoughts Of You
as i walk thru this life shadowed in darkness and hopelessness i cant help but to wonder is she out there , is she real ? i have loved many times,, but never understanding what it means to be loved or for that matter what love meant , until the one night i sat poundering what my life meant. was it worth living ? i spent my time asking god why he had allowed me to choose this path and why he had put the gun in my hand yes i was on the door step of life beyond with out ever knowing , you spoke so sure and soft, it was as if an angel had come down and sat next to me . i didnt want to hear you i turned away from you many times hoping you would see i was no good hoping you would say no no your not worth it like somemany others had done in my time here . but you didnt you stood firm you stood strong , and by doing so i opened an eye in my heart and for the first time i wanted to hear what you had to say . i heard every word, but not one word was spoken . your love was felt from
Don't Worry About Looking Like Brad Pitt
Sure, she might drool over a ridiculously hot guy, but that doesn't mean she needs to come home to one. When asked what the most important quality is in a beau, only 2% of Cosmo readers say looks. And if you're thinking, Well, yeah, that's because she wants a dude with boatloads of cash, you should know that money isn't such a big draw either. Just 3% say financial and career success matters the most in a relationship. 42% of Cosmo readers say what they really care about is a sense of humor, while 38% say sweetness. At a loss for how to play up your fun, nice-guy persona? Cosmo Recommends Roll with the punches. The waitress spilled water on your lap and that sucks, but reaming her out won't magically dry your pants. When you get worked up, it makes your girl uncomfortable—she'd prefer that you let the whole thing slide. Make the most of a bad situation. As you know, not everything always goes according to plan. Rather than damning the gods, though, try to lighten the mood.
Take Your Sweet Time In The Sack
Step 1: Give some attention to nonsexual spots. To get warmed up, a woman needs proper buildup. So start with innocent areas. Run your palms and fingertips over her arms and back with straight strokes and swirling motions. Varying your movements will keep her nerve endings on high alert. When her breathing becomes deeper, turn up the intensity. Step 2: Handle the merchandise gently. With an open palm, move in broad circles over each breast at the same time, making the circles smaller as you get closer to the nipples. Then go over the same spots with the tip of your tongue. Step 3: Head south. Kiss and lick your way down her torso as you run your hands down her sides. While you tease her lower stomach and hip bones with your mouth, lightly massage her thighs and butt with your hands. Then soften the stroke and move to her promised land. Step 4: Put your oral talents to work. Start by gently teasing the clitoris with the tip of your tongue. As she becomes more aroused, increa
Hone Your Kissing Skills
74% of women say bad kissing is a sexual downer, and for very good reason. Women read a lot into a kiss…like how a man will be in bed. No pressure, though. Cosmo Recommends If she's kissing you slowly, she wants more of a sensual experience. Grow your kiss. Start slowly and sensuously, then gradually introduce more tongue action. If she's kissing you with a closed mouth, she's feeling romantic but probably isn't in the mood for sex. To get her fired up, return her kiss with soft pecks, then take her lips between yours to spice up the smooch. If her kiss is passionate, she's ready to play. Match her aggressive style by sucking on her lips a little more forcefully. Also, use the tip of your tongue to play with hers. SOURCE: William Cane, author of the Art Of Kissing
Random Jokes Funny And Not Funny
Oval Office Monica Lweinski came into Bill Clintons office. Bill got up and closed the door. He walked over to Monica, dropped his pants, pointed to his dick and said, "How do you like my clock"? Monica said, "What are you talking about, thats not a clock". Bill answered, "Well then, put two hands and a face on it!" DUI During the big DUI Dragnet, a Highway Patrolman waited outside a popular local bar, hoping for a bust. At closing time as everyone came out, he spotted his potential quarry. The man was so obviously inebriated that he could barely walk. He stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes looking fo his car. After trying his keys on five others, he finally found his own vehicle. He sat in the car a good ten minutes as the other patrons left. He turned his lights on, then off, wipers on then off. He started to pull forward into the grass then stopped. Finally when he was the last car, he pulled out onto the road and started to drive away.
Social Experiment
So, I'm trying this experiment with a less than attractive new default. I want to see if guys will continue to hit on me if they think I look like this. I'm guessing that I'll have to deal with a lot fewer pervs, but, who knows. And no, this was just kind of a spur of the moment thing, so it's not really well thought out or anything.
Stalkers List 23 April 08
Shadow Levelers Members List Here are the members closest to leveling... :) If someone levels, could you please post a comment letting everyone know who has leveled in between updates so that we all know or if you have any suggestions or find any errors outside of points dropping, please let me know. I do this list at various hours and may make some typos. :) I don't always remember the "delete" or "backspace" key... hehe... :) Thanks for all your support with this list. Each one of you are truly amazing!! :) Good Luck!!! :) 6,632 to Level 10 lost in love@ fubar 7,219 to Level 12 LionRawr{Prowler of the Savana - Defender of the pride} {Shadow Leveler}@ fubar 7,788 to Level 11 (needs salute) truckdriverofhooterville{shadowleveler}@ fubar 11,169 to Level 13 kasman**SHADOW LEVELER**@ fubar 11,578 to Level 17 laprincesa{shadow leveler}@ fubar 20,914 to Level 13 momofsteve@ fubar 21,686 to Level 16 ladystartara*Razorblade Kisses or Crimson moon*
Prayers Needed For U>c Cure
Hi friends, I need your prayers for my son that has been hospitalized today for Ulcerative Colitis. There is no cure for this disease so I need a lot of prayers that they will find a cure! Thanks, I love ya all!
Old Man's Story...another By Late Nite Fantasy
Old Man's Story A young boy I, I stood beside the man who was my sire. He spoke to warn of many things, still I burned my hand on fire. A sharp clawed cat, a barbed wire fence, oh YES! I learned, Of this and that. "My tree of Life" he pointed far, I looked yet did not see, The truth of the words he spoke, or what he was telling me. "My Father." he said, touching my head, "Told me about this place," The tree of life is where one puts the Gold of your life's embrace. So young, I did not understand, and the day I said goodbye, The very last words my sire spoke were, "Son, you really have to try!" A grown man now, yes late in life, I stood upon that place, Where my Father spoke to me the words my mind failed to embrace. "The tree of life" is what he said, I looked across the woods, I realized just one didn't fit, from the point of where I stood. I went to the base of that now large tree, I realized what I had found, My Grandfather had buried all his wealth within
Just For Today.....
You know the more that I leave this town, the clearer I think. I do not understand how these people who lived here for generations haven't had enough brains to pick up and move. I have been praying for help on moving, and I think my answer is coming soon. If you guys never lived in a tiny town in the middle of nowhere, let me tell you, coming from the city and living here it's been a living nightmare for the past two years. People here are much different, they seem like the lights are on, but no ones home. I sometimes feel like in the movie "They Live" if you haven't seen it, please do so maybe you'll have a simple concept of what I've been living. LOL I have been going through A LOT lately, and I really have shut down from the world, and I though maybe writing something on here would make me feel better. Like somone actually cares enough to read what I am thinking. THANK GOD FOR THE INTERNET. You know my whole entire life, people have told me exactly what to do and whe
The Truth
It's Been A Long Time
Daybreak, Once again I watch as The sun creeps over the horizon Slowly, with a menacing fashion. Overcome with that familiar feeling, I sigh. It showers me with its antagonizing rays, Portraying nothing but false pretenses. Yet another realization... Another eternity I prevail. I feel the hands of despair Grip tightly How will I ever break free? Would you deny me the air in my lungs? In a humane sense, no. Yet without you I have no existence You are the air I breathe, The blood that circulates Throughout me. Hard and fast I fall, Back into reality's Cold and barren embrace. It welcomes with me A distanced illusion. You've taken flight Off on a journey To seek answers, To the questions you behold. Every day I witness As you soar I smile How beautiful it is To watch you transcend. With my head held high, A tear in my eye, I know you will be all right. The tear is hot With one quick swoop It falls, Searing the skin beneath That
60 Cheesey Things A Perfect Boi Would Do
1. Touch her waist. 2. Actually talk to her. 3. Share secrets with her. 4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts 5. Kiss her slowly. Are you remembering this? 6. Hug her. 7. Hold her. 8. Laugh with her. 9. Invite her somewhere. 10. Hangout with her and your friends together. KEEP READING 11. Smile with her. 12. Take pictures with her. 13. Pull her onto your lap. 14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back. 15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved. Are you thinking of someone? 16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her. 17. Kiss her unexpectedly. 18. Hug her from behind around the waist. 19. Tell her she's beautiful. 20. Tell her the way you feel about her. One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it. 21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a
Be Warned! Crackdown
Fubar is cracking down on MUMM comments, Bulletin comments and Profile comments that are sexually explicit. Its a shame since I love the sexy comments I get and never find them offensive. From Fubar Help April 23, 2008 SEXUALLY GRAPHIC COMMENTS As a reminder to all users, sexually explicit content left on any users page, in the MUMMs (including NSFW marked MUMMs), in bulletins, or in any other public areas of the site is prohibited. If found connected to your user ID, fubar will delete your content and either block your ability to ever comment again, or delete your entire profile. THIS, ALONG WITH THE TERMS OF SERVICE YOU AGREED TO WHEN SIGNING UP WITH IS YOUR ONLY WARNING. From Terms of Service: Please choose carefully the information you post on and that you provide to other Members. Any photographs posted by you may not contain nudity, violence, or offensive subject matter. reserve
Come Join Me On Purrfect Sin
This Is A Poem Sent To Me By Late Nite Fantasy
THIS WAS ME AT 13 Pray Again Lord, please Listen to this humble plea, I don't know why you should listen to me. I have locked you out with my sins, but with this prayer, my faith begins. Please forgive this sinful man, In your mercy, take my hand. Change my Life to do your will, Empty my Heart and Love please fill. Make me a Friend to all mankind, Thats the richest Life I could find. Don't let me error or fail to see, That all men need to seek Thee. I give my Life and all I own, So I'll be in Heaven, near your Throne. Please forgive me Lord, for much did I sin, Even forgive me Just enough to barley get in. At the end of this Prayer, I'll say amen, If I am not changed, I'll pray again. Please, please, Lord, Listen to me, My Life and future, all depends on Thee. Amen This a Good One! > >
S - Z
S SCAPULOMANCY: Divination by interpreting the patterns, cracks and fissures of the burned shoulder blade of an animal. Sometimes considered to be a form of augury (divination by interpreting the appearance and behavior of animals). Also known as Spatulamancy SCATOMANCY: Divination by interpreting excrement. A form of Spatalamancy (divination by interpreting skin, bones or excrement). SCIAMANCY, SCIOMANCY: Divination by communication with spirits. Distinct from Necromancy in that the spirits are voluntary participants in the divination. SCRYING: See Catoptromancy. SEER: See Ariolater. SELENOMANCY: Divination by interpreting the appearance and phase of the moon. SHOWSTONE: See Crystal Ball. SIDEROMANCY: Divination interpreting straw placed on a hot iron surface. A form of pyromancy (divination interpreting fire). SKATHAROMANCY: Divination by interpreting the tracks of a beetle crawling over a grave, especially that of a murder victim. A form of augury (interpr
L - R
L LAMPADOMANCY: Divination by interpreting a candle or lamp, usually the flame. A form of pyromancy. LECANOMANCY: Divination by interpreting the sound or image of an object or substance falling into a body of water. LESSER ARCANA: The 56 suit cards in a Tarot deck that assist in fleshing out the situations indicated by the Trump Cards (Major Arcana), or indicate smaller occurrences in our lives. Also known as the Minor Arcana. LIBRANOMANCY: Divination by interpreting smoke from incense. A form of capnomancy. Also known as Livanomancy. LITHOMANCY: Divination using precious or semiprecious stones either by interpreting light reflected from stones (crystallomancy, scrying) or casting them and interpreting the way they fall (sortilege). LIVANOMANCY: See Libranomancy. LOGARITHMANCY: Divination by interpreting logarithms. LUNOMANCY: Divination by interpreting moonlight on a person's face dusted with silver. A form of Selenomancy. LYCHNOMANCY: Divination by interpre
D - K
D DACTYLIOMANCY, DACTYLOMANCY: Divination using rings. Most frequently dactylomancy is done in the form of radiesthesia (divination using a pendulum) and the ring is suspended over various objects. One form uses rings of various metals placed on the fingernails in patterns in conjunction with the planets. Sources indicate it is often used for dowsing. DAPHNOMANCY: Divination by interpreting a burning laurel branch. If the fire crackles it is a positive sign. A form of pyromancy. DEMONOMANCY: Divination by evoking demons to reveal information. DENDROMANCY: Divination interpreting trees, especially oak or mistletoe. DERVISHING: The practice of whirling into a state of ecstasy. Sometimes cited as a form of Gyromancy (divination by interpreting the fall of a person who whirls until they are dizzy and fall down). DIRECT WRITING: Term for a spirit writing without human or mechanical assistance. Distinct from Autography, Automatic Writing and Psychography which are done thro
Types Of Divination A - C
A AEROMANCY: Divination interpreting atmospheric conditions. There are several different forms including: Austromancy (wind); Ceraunoscopy (thunder & lightning); Chaomancy (aerial visions); Meteormancy (meteors, especially shooting stars). AILUROMANCY: Divination through interpreting the appearance and behavior of cats. A form of augury. ALECTORMANCY, ALECTROMANCY, ALECTRYOMANCY: Divination through interpreting the appearance and behavior of sacred chickens (originally); current versions include the interpretation of fowls eating grain and marking the cock's crow as letters are recited. A form of augury. ALEUROMANCY: Divination through sortilege of fortunes written on slips of paper. The fortunes were inserted into balls of dough that were baked, mixed, and distributed randomly. This form of divination is the origin of Ash Wednesday pancakes and fortune cookies. Another version involves the interpretation of patterns left in a bowl of flour rinsed in water. Aleuromanc
girl from this weekend is on her way here, for date 3, and i have tons of shit all over that say bad man. i rule. omg.
Tips.... For Men
How to Be the Perfect Guy for Her 1. Don't Obsess About Your Looks 2. Cheer Her Up 3. Be a Gentleman 4. Earn Her Trust 5. Be a Good Kisser 6. Don't Rush Sex 7. Give Her a Great Orgasm 8. Be honest 9. Players not apply
What We Need In A Master Or Dom.
TRUSTWORTHINESS A dominant who is not trustworthy is worthless as a master. How can you totally surrender to someone who does not give you a reason to trust them? CONFIDENCE Without confidence a dominant will never have the courage to take control of himself, let alone another human being. A dominant has to feel his own worth and believe in himself. SELF-CONTROL A dominant must have mastery over himself or he will never be master of another. WISDOM Being smart is not the same as being wise.A dominant must be wise when using the knowledge he's acquired. HONESTY If there isn't honesty, there can't be trust. Without trust there is no D/s relationship. It's as simple as that. COMMUNICATION SKILLS A great dominant must be a skillful communicator. Don't confuse communication with talking. A dominant that talks all the time, just to hear his own words is not communicating. He has to LISTEN to what's being said and to sort out the real meaning
3.2 Lbs!
I know it's not alot!!! but in the last week and a half I lost 3.2 lbs! which means, 6.5 lbs since my hubby and I split! Yay!!!! No i am not saying yay about the split! oh! and I went to church tonight!
Dream Of The Master Part 2
Sparks flew in her belly, and she thrust her butt out to Him, opening her legs more. With ease the vibrator caressed her most sensitive area. Rocking against it she searched for her voice, “M-m-Master… May…I…cum…?” the question pressed out between pants. “Yes, my lovely, you may.” Biting her lower lip hard she tossed back her head, moving against the toy, feeling as he shifted it so that it would run along her bud and lips. Shivering, trembling, she raises to her knees, arching back, her skin connecting with his chest. Letting her fingers move over her breasts she rides the vibrator, moaning his name. Feeling the brink of her heightened passion burst, she drops to her arms, her legs closing around the toy, causing it to press against her as her hands rack against the sheet. Writhing there for minutes she collapses her body spent. “Very well done my little Athena.” Slick with her own juices, she feels the toy slip out of her, and hears it being shut off. Then she feels
Its now down to 2 people! The final round is upon us as two more people failed to send me an entry. I even waited an extra hour! Im going to keep both of your entries without posting them and give you until Monday to add - 1 lolcat pic - Landscape pic - Another random anything goes bonus pic Voting will start monday night for the finals and will last a full week. Scoring will be posted once both of you have submitted your pics! Good luck :)
Im Late I Know
Please forgive my tardiness on rating the Friendship Circle Family this week...I usually get all my rating in om Mon.&Tues. This week has been a rough one and I apologize~!~!Im here now and i will get most of it done tonight~!I will finish on Thursday~! Again Im sorry for the delay~! Your Co-Founder Micki-Blue-Eyes 4-23-08
Dream Of The Master Part 1
The reflection of the moon off the glass illuminated sad dark brown eyes, as they gazed at the sky in its nightly dance. Beyond those eyes, a mind worked through wishes, hopes, perhaps even dreams that always turned into nightmares. Racing through feelings that mind, comes to a conclusion and the dark eyes blink turning away from the light to the darkness within their life. There in inviting emptiness do the eyes close and a single tear makes its way down a cold pale cheek. Athena had been here for a year and a day, trapped in her own misery. She’d lost everything she yearned for and only lived now day by day, in silence, hoping no one would notice her yet desperately praying every night for someone to take her into their arms and enwrap her in emotions that she feared were now all dead. She read about love, lust, passion; the words on the pages seemed to flow into her mind, slipping down her body, toying with her heart before causing her breath to leave her lungs as she uttered a s
Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, 'I love you and I wish you enough'. The daughter replied, 'Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom'. They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?'. Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?'. 'I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral,' she said. 'When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough'. May I ask what that means?'.

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