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National Health WeekThis coming week is
National Mental Health Care week.
You can do your part by remembering
to contact at “least one unstable person”
To show you care.
Well . . . my job is done.
Your turn!
Ok One Of The Dream Team In A AuctionHERE IS A SEXY MAN IN BOXERS UP FO AUCTION! GOT A LOT TO OFFER TO TH LUCKY BIDDER! MY NAME IS COLORMEBAD AND LOOKING FOR A OWNER FOR ONE MONTH.................................!
HERE IS MY PHOTO AND BELOW IS A SNEAK PEEK PICTURE
CLICK ON PHOTO TO GO TO THE AUCTION
WHAT I AM OFFERING:
RATES ALL PICTURE DURING HH
RATE ALL STASH DURING HH
BUY DRINK DAILY
BUY GIFT DAILY
BUY SPECIAL GIFT DAILY
*IF GET A BLAST OR BLING WILL MAIL THESE SEXY BOXERS THAT I AM WEARING* OTHER IDEAS BUT WILL DISCUSS ONE ON ONE BASICS*
(repost of original by '~AKAMRS.T THE FREE STYLE DREAM TEAM BOMBER~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~' on '2008-04-20 12:29:24')
GamesPeople tend to wanna play games and make you feel like your nothing but dirt, after they have told you how wonderful you are and how much they like you, well makes no sense to me. If you don't wanna know the truth I suggest you don't ask.If you don't want to be played I suggest you don't play games, games go both ways and there's never a winner when you play with someones heart.Be it friend or more!!!
Adult Bed Time Stories On CdI have had many requests for a CD to be recorded of my erotic stories being read aloud
and fully recorded.
Since I have so many stories that I have written I will be recording the stories perhaps
3 or 4 at a time on a single CD and sell them as volume 1, volume 2, volume 3 etc.
Depending how well this goes it may give me the motivation to write some more of my
stories which I love to do so much.
After some guys have heard my voice message about the hypnotic CDs I have received
email from guys making the request to record the CDs while reading my stories. It does
sound like lots of fun and of course I will be speaking with a sultry voice to place more
sexuality into the stories that I have written.
Consider them as "bed time stories for adults".
Later today I will be recording a new voice message promoting the erotic stories on CD
so be sure to watch for that and listen to it.
Since we are not accepting credit card orders yet they will be sold on a first come,
RemnantsRemnants by Me
Embers of a red rose burning through my soul
Of that love which was crushed from words I’ve sowed
The memory of a smile that will haunt my dreams
And the image of those beautiful eyes staring back at me
Reaching and screaming in this nightmare of thought
Awaking in pain of this self inflicted hole in my heart
Knowing the warmth of her touch will come to past
Replaced by remnant embers of love that will always last
Unfinished PoemFire in my mind
there is a fire in my head
searing my mind
consuming me
reducing me
devouring
my soul
noxious fumes
chocking
malevolent
malignant
sinister
a spirit of despair
afflicting my mind
anguish
my companion
disaster
my bedfellow
Happy Where I AmI'm happy where I am.
I have an amazing Boyfriend (6 months on the 28th). I also Live with him in Fayetteville. Treats me awesome compared to EVERY OTHER guy I've ever dated. He opens the doors for me. He pays instead of me paying for everything. He is a sweetheart! Comfortable to cuddle with and a cutie :) (Oh and Gives GREAT MASSAGES! lol) I love you Jeff. Thank you for everything!
I am havin issues finding a job, I mean I babysit for a friend and make out better than at GLC. I switched car insurance and I'm saving 43$ a month!!!!!! a month people!
I have the best family (all but a select few) that you could ever want. They play a big part in my life. If not for Cousin Lisa, I dont know if I would be who I am today. She played a huge part in my life. Adam even though we fight is still MY baby brother and I wouldn't trade him for nothing. My parents are amazing, you dont get any better. They have always been there for me and always my shoulders to cry on. Like I said, all
Shaggey2dopes Interview (2005)Flava >
This is a transcript of the audio interview given by Shaggy 2 Dope on September 16, 2005.
Intro: And now... he's bald-headed... he's got tattoos... the one... the only... Shaggy 2 Dope!
Rude Boy: First question comes from King Steve from Shawano, Wisconsin. Shaggs--
Shaggy 2 Dope: Where's he from?
Rude Boy: Shawano, Wisconsin.
Shaggy: How the fuck shawano? (laughter)
Rude Boy: Shaggs, how come you don't cuff it, and love it, and puff it... the good green stuff i be talkin' about?
Shaggy: I hope you're talkin' about that good green stuff, 'cause if you "cuffin' somethin' and lovin' it and puffin' it," and it ain't that green stuff, there's something wrong with your program, King. (groans in background) But anyhow, King Jerry Lawler, I just don't dig the weed thing, man. I don't like feeling high, I like being in my right state of mind, 'cause if I ain't, I just go out of my mind retarded.
Esham: Does that include secondhand smoke?
Shaggy: Second
Meeting Friendsi joined to make some friends and get to know people and what ever happens it does
My LoveJust a quick note..these are stories that I wrote a long time ago, and mostly were just attempts at writing, so be kind, lol...
MY LOVE
As I wait for my love, I light candles and put on some soft music, knowing that it won't be longs now until I feel you sweet caress. I lie back on the sofa and occupy myself with thoughts of the last time we met. Thinking about you and the time we spent together relaxes me and I drift off dreaming.
I slowly wake from my slumber to pleasant sensations running through my body. I smile, knowing the dream continues on, moaning softly as I feel you warm lips on mine. I open my eyes to find you smiling down at me, lightly caressing my face with you strong fingertips. I slowly run my fingers through your hair, pulling your face to mine for another long, hot kiss.
You begin trailing kisses up and down my neck, your hands moving to my breasts, caressing them through my filmy nightgown. My nipple begin to harden, begging for more than a mere touch. Y
Guest Dj??? Guess Where??? It's Dj Meko @ Sunset Cafe!!!!DJ MEKO LIVE...AT THE SUNSET CAFE!!!
So click the pic and come and join me!!!
(repost of original by 'Dj_Meko/stutta~Dj @ Purrfect sin~{FU_Hubby_2_Amitola}{OWNED by RescueDiva}' on '2008-04-20 11:32:18')
(repost of original by '~RescueDiva~Owner of ~Sunset Cafe ~Owner of DJ Meko~Friendship Circle~Lollipop Girlz~ Ghost Angel~Lu' on '2008-04-20 11:35:26')
(repost of original by 'Dj DREAM KING STATION MANAGER @ SUNSET CAFE' on '2008-04-20 11:41:02')
Rhiannon Of Ancient MythologyA man lost at sea was washed up upon an island. The island seems to be deserted and uninhabited until he finds a fountain mounted on a pedestal. This relic is very old, but the water is clear and the man thirsty. He bends to drink, but stops short when he sees the reflection of a beautiful woman in the still water. He looks up and she stands before him. She is tall and thin and frail looking, yet she radiates strength. She is dressed in a silver white gown and her silver gold hair hangs past her waist. Her age is undeterminable, but her eyes speak of ageless wisdom. Three birds attend her, fluttering about her shoulders, but never landing.
The strange and enchanting woman welcomes him, leads him to a cottage and tells him he is welcome to stay as long as he wishes. She leaves him at the cottage to consume the dinner that is awaiting him on the table. Being hungry, the man set himself to eat without questioning his hostess. The food is simple faire, but he notices there is no meat. N
Dedicated To My Fu Husband ~scott~You whisper into my ear
Sweet things that make me weak,
Then you look into my eyes
With your mysterious provocative gaze,
Causing you to touch my skin
To feel the burning of your flames,
Caressing me with a love that is real,
Then you kiss me...
As I feel your wet eager lips
Our hungry tongues indulging in their craving,
To feel the poison...
Of your blood boiling throughout your soul
Sending electrify emotions
Stimulating pure intoxication,
As your hands flows over me;
Touching every curve and every part of me...
It seems I move my legs apart automatically,
As you lift me on the mystical ride
While my body you know I will guide,
Just listen to our song
Making love all night long,
The flames of passion, desire and love
Is taking control over us,
You put your hands in my breast,
As I feel a sensation so exciting,
When you kiss my nipples with your eager lips
Every time you do that,
It gets more and more fulfilling
Let me feel those sensations,
As I feel you
Gawd! I Wanna VentSo its sunday and im opening my mail for the whole week and i got a letter from my school saying im 2 units short from my social behavioral science degree... WTF!!!! gawd im soo mad! now I do not know what to do because that degree is what matters for my major.. not the communications degree... *breaths* okay.. maybe if i show them the transcript from the geometry class i took in another JC they will hopefully count and will put me 2 units ahead.. arrgghh!!!
The Dark SecretI have always been fascinated by human behavior. During my childhood, I was constantly taught the meaning of "right and wrong". In almost every influential relationship that I experienced, I was told by the adult their own interpretation of morality. Like the majority of people, these interpretations were based almost exclusively upon Judeo-Christian dogma. In retrospect, I can see now that these beliefs were being recanted to me predominantly as a means for the person instilling those ideas in my mind to reinforce their own unfounded faith in the validity of those ideas. Even today I know very few people, Christian or otherwise, who have spent any serious amount of time researching the bible. Most of them have never even read it in its entirety. They can tell me the detailed and precise stats of the last ten seasons of their favorite sporting league, as well as a thorough history of the origins of the game itself, but not of their faith. Almost everyone I have ever met bases t
Poem By Edgar Allen PoeThe Conqueror Worm
Lo! 'tis a gala night
Within the lonesome latter years!
An angel throng, bewinged, bedight
In veils, and drowned in tears,
Sit in a theatre, to see
A play of hopes and fears,
While the orchestra breathes fitfully
The music of the spheres.
Mimes, in the form of God on high,
Mutter and mumble low,
And hither and thither fly-
Mere puppets they, who come and go
At bidding of vast formless things
That shift the scenery to and fro,
Flapping from out their Condor wings
Invisible Woe!
That motley drama- oh, be sure
It shall not be forgot!
With its Phantom chased for evermore,
By a crowd that seize it not,
Through a circle that ever returneth in
To the self-same spot,
And much of Madness, and more of Sin,
And Horror the soul of the plot.
But see, a
Im Lookn For A Bass Playerwe are putn a band together and need a bass player
its gonna be mostly punk rock
with some punked up old country covers
hit me up if youre in nw ohio and are interested
Some "man" On Fubar.So yesterday i rated some anne chick a 10! She messages me with attitude asking what i needed that i had went to her page. here i still have the thing so ill post it.
->_Anne ~Mis...: sorry.. i believe i rated you.. i didnt know that was against the rules.. please forgive me
_Anne ~Mis...: you were on my page. did you need something?
->_Anne ~Mis...: huh?
_Anne ~Mis...: can i help you with something?
I, for one, dont think that i should have gotten bitched at for rating someone! i didnt even downrate her.. it was a 10. I didnt know there were rules about going to random pages considering ive been doing that all along.
So i said:
->_Anne ~Mis...: there i rated you again ..
a 1.. and then i blocked her.
why do i need that drama bull shit on here? i had done nothing wrong.. I didnt call her any names.. had done absolutely nothing! that was the entire 5 lined conversation!
so i just get on and got this :
Charmed0ne: hey cunt let me give you a heads up. there a
What Do Those Shortcuts Mean?I'll edit this as more 'develop', etc.
AFH - Away from the house. Means computer, keyboard, etc.
AFK - Away from Keyboard.
LOL - Laughing out loud
TTFN - Ta Ta For Now
BRB - Be right back
BBL - Be back laters
BBIAB - Be back in a bit
BBIAM - be back in a moment
GM - Good Morning
GN - Good Night
TMI - Too much information
ROTFLMAO - Rolls on the floor laughing my ass off
(If you have any to suggest, leave a message in my inbox.)
Im JigsawYou scored as Jigsaw, You are Jigsaw. You dont enjoy killing people at all. You instead love to see how far people will go to live. However if it ends in a bloody death, you still sleep with a smile on your face.
You are intelligent, and know how to outwit just about anyone. And that spells bad news for anyone who falls into your games of death and torture.Jigsaw90% Leatherface80% Pinhead80% Freddy Krueger70% Hannibal Lecter70% Michael Myers60% Buffalo Bill60% Jason Voorhees50% Captain Spaulding50% Candyman40%
Dealing With Stress!These past few days have been extremely hard for me to deal with. But I am doing my best to hold strong. I have been dealing with my boyfriend's attitude that it has become very annoying. I am wanting to be with a person who is grown up (mature), can hold a steady job, but most of all treats his woman right! I am getting to old for childish games and am beginning to want to settle down to have a family life with the right person. But I am beginning to feel like that is never going to happen. That it will always be a dream to me. Only time can trully tell what the future holds for us all. Piers has been doing everything he can to try to change me into someone that I aint and never will be. I prefer to be myself. He knew what he was getting involved with when we first got together and now things are falling apart a little at a time!
20 DollarsTwo men are in a bar getting drunk. Suddenly one of them throws up all over himself.
He says "Oh, no. Now my wife will kill me".
His friend says "Don't worry. Just tuck a twenty dollar bill in your breast pocket and tell your wife that someone threw up on you and gave you twenty dollars for the dry cleaning bill".
So they stay for another couple of hours and get even drunker.
Eventually he reels home and his wife starts to give him a bad time.
"You reek of alcohol and you've thrown up all over yourself, my God you're disgusting" etc.
Speaking very carefully so as not to slur, he says, "Wait. It's not what you think. I only had one drink, but this man was sick on me. He'd obviously had one too many, or else he just couldn't hold his liquor. He was very sorry and he gave me twenty dollars for the cleaning bill. Look in my breast pocket."
She looks in his breast pocket and says, "But this is forty dollars".
"Ah, yes." says the man. "He pee'd in my trousers to
I Am Now A High School Equivlent GradI passed my G.E.D. Test!!!!!! I am so happy. I can believe that i passed it, i thought i was going to fail the math portion of the test cuz there was nothing on there that i was refreshing up on. I am so glad i passed...I am at a lost of any more words... :)
SurgeryTO ALL MY FRIENDS HERE,
SORRY I HAVEN'T DONE MUCH CHATTING. BUT I THOUGHT I WOULD LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT THIS TUESDAY I WILL BE GOING IN FOR KNEE SURGERY. I DON'T KNOW HOW IT WILL TURN OUT BUT I CAN ONLY PRAY THAT IT WILL BE GOOD. I WILL BE DOWN FOR SEVERAL WEEKS BUT I WILL TRY TO GET ON AND CHECK IN WITH EVERYONE. THIS IS VERY SCARY FOR ME AND I DON'T KNOW HOW 2 HANDLE IT WITH MY ANXIETY AND PANIC ATTACKS.
I WILL KEEP EVERYONE POSTED.
TALK TO YOU ALL SOON.
LOVE TO YOU ALL
TEMPERANCE
TodayisnotmydayOkay people......... I need help...... Please..... If u talk to me quite a bit, u know some about me hopefully. I've been having some personal issues and I just can't seem to get back into the swing of things........... I need to get back into working out. I have 35 lbs left to lose and I really want to do it by July but I just can't seem to get into it again. I want to but I guess I just feel so down on myself. It really hurts..... I hate the word depressed but that's almost what I want to use about my moods. I guess it is partially because I feel like I am not really desirable in r/l. I'm 5'4" and weigh between 165-170lbs. My hubby has been acting like he doesn't want me and that is why I don't really feel desirable...... Please, someone, help me out here...... I don't know what else to do, so I'm asking for help here......................
Contest For The Sexiest W3oman On Fubar!PLEASE CLICK ON MY PIC & LEAVE ME SOME LUV! & HELP MIZZ SHADY OUT!
I'M BEHIND - HELP ME OUT
ALL RATES & COMMENTS ARE MUCH APPRECIATED!
THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO HAVE!
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Three Blondes Go To HeavenThree blonde friends died together in a car wreck. They found themselves standing in front of the pearly gates with St. Peter. He told them that before they could enter heaven, they had to tell him what Easter was about.
The first blonde said, "Easter is a big holiday where we give thanks, have a big feast and eat turkey."
"Nooooo," said St. Peter. "You don't get in."
The second blonde said, "Easter is the holiday that we celebrate Jesus' being born of the virgin and give gifts to each other."
"Nooooo," said St. Peter. "You don't get in, either."
The third blonde said, "Well, I know what Easter is all about. Easter is a Christian holiday which coincides with the Jewish Passover. After Jesus celebrated Passover with His disciples, He was betrayed by Judas and turned over to the Romans. They crucified Him on a cross. After He died, they buried him in a tomb and put a huge boulder in front of it."
"Very good!" said St. Peter.
The blonde continued. "Now, every year, th
Gifts For MommaThree sons left home, went out on their own and prospered. Getting back together, they discussed the gifts they were able to give their elderly Mother.
The first said, "I built a big house for our Mother."
The second said, "I sent her a Mercedes with a driver."
The third smiled and said, "I've got you both beat. You remember how Mom enjoyed reading the Bible? And you know she can't see very well any more. I sent her a remarkable parrot that recites the entire Bible. It took Elders in the church 12 years to teach him. He's one of a kind. Mama just has to name the chapter and verse, and the parrot recites it."
Soon thereafter, Mom sent out her letters of thanks: "Milton," she wrote one son, "the house you built is so huge. I live in only one room, but I have to clean the whole house."
"Gerald," she wrote to another, "I am too old to travel any more. My eyesight isn't what it used to be. I stay most of the time at home, so I rarely use the Mercedes. And the driver is so rud
A Real.....So I got this bulletin a like an hour or so ago right...entitled "A REAL BOYFRIEND/MAN".
Upon reading the bulletin, it occurred to me that it was not written by a man. i mean no way a guy will come up with those lame responses..so i decide to add my own input after the initial one. The initial response is in the first bracket and my response comes after that.
When she stares at your mouth
[ Kiss her ] nah..what you do is [ lick your lips. make ’em more sensual]
When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you
[ Grab her and dont let go ]nah..what you do is [grab her arm and twist it behind her back. apply some pressure...that will teach her a lesson. never hit a man]
When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] nah...what you you do is [walk out on her and give her the silent treatment for a couple of weeks]
When she’s quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ] nah..what you do is [ turn on th
PregoOkay so a Blonde, Brunnette, and a Redhead all are pregnant.
The brunnette says: "I'm havving a boy becasue we did it missionary."
The Redhead says: "I'm having a girl becasue i was on top."
The Blonde Says: "oh no! I'm having puppies! We did it Doggie style!"
Guys!why do guy not like to put on there profile that they have a girlfriend or is it a joke about it. I mean u should be honest about it or is he ashmed of u? I dont know thats why i dont get guys and all. Wish i knew why he wont put it on his and the truth not some idk or a lie.
CakeLittle boy and his dad are at the zoo and see two lions goining at it and the little boy says dad what are they doing . The dad says baking a cake so the next morning the little boy ask dad you and mom baked a cake last night didnt you and the dad says yes howed you know and the boy said cause i licked the icing off the couch
Re: Premier League's Player And Manager Of The Year AwardRE: Premier League's Player and Manager of the Year Award
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Glasgow Rangers
Date: 15 Apr 2008, 08:31
Walter Smith and Carlos Cuellar both revealed their intention to stay at Rangers for the long term after picking up an awards double for the Ibrox club.Cuellar landed the Clydesdale Bank Premier League's Player of the Season award, while Smith picked up the managerial accolade.Before collecting their prizes on Monday night, both vowed to prolong their spells at the club amid a remarkable season with Rangers chasing four trophies.The CIS Insurance Cup winners defend a four-point lead in the SPL at Celtic Park tonight and have Scottish Cup and UEFA Cup semi-finals in the following games.Centre-back Cuellar, 26, who signed from Osasuna last summer, said: "I have a contract for three years. I want to stay at Rangers for life."I always liked the idea of playing in a big league with other big players but now I'm very happy her
Re: St Johnstone 1 Rangers 1 (rangers Win 4 - 1 On Pens)RE: St Johnstone 1 Rangers 1 (Rangers win 4 - 1 on pens)
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Glasgow Rangers
Date: 20 Apr 2008, 10:38
Rangers needed penalties at Hampden for the second time this season as they limped into their 50th Scottish Cup Final.A goal-less and rather poor 90 minutes led to extra time where St Johnstone took the lead through Daniel McBreen and then Nacho Novo grabbed an equaliser from the penalty spot.Then it was spotkicks and Neil Alexander saved the efforts of Stevie Milne and Jody Morris and although Brahim Hemdani also missed Daniel Cousin's kick clinched it.The celebrations were subdued and little wonder. Apart from it being a poor performance the victory came at a cost with both Chris Burke and Stevie Naismith carried off.Rangers have hardly had their injury problems to seek of late and they suffered two major problems within the first 15 minutes of the match.St Johnstone skipper Kevin Rutkiewicz caught Chris Burke just abov
My New WebsiteOk so this is my first blog and I just wanted to share something I am really excited about.
I am an independent consultant for Tastefully Simple. Basically I sell food products that are totally awesome!! Anyway, today I got my own website through the company. Hopefully everyone will take a look at it. The address is www.tastefullysimple.com/web/jlester
Let me know what you think.
New Bling? Read Here!FOR ALL THOSE THAT HAVE NEW BLING SUGGESTIONS - THIS CAME TO ME FROM ERIC650 :D
READ BELOW TO SUGGEST!!!!!
=== 'Eric650' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-20 09:47:53'..
>
> hi there.. you should request this (and tell everyone else who wants one) to:
>
> 1) post it in the Feature Requests discussion thread inside the support lounge (below the chat window)
>
> 2) send your fubling request to marketman
>
> thanks,
>
> -eric
>
> === '~*syn™*~' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-20 04:34:50'..
> >
> >
> > How about a Dragon bling? :)
> >
> >
> >
>
Update On Cameron, Carson, & CaleighI want to THANK EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU who have reposted, commented, prayed and passed on for more prayers. There is some to update on my cousins. You guys... all of you... are truly wonderful!!!
Cameron's CT Scan came back and she has a cracked forehead and one eye socket is pretty banged up, but her sight should be fine. The seizures have slowed to an almost stop. They took her off the ventilator this morning and she is currently awake in the hospital. She is being responsive and we are still waiting to hear how she is doing overall and what her extended prognosis will be. However, it is seeming that she is doing much better.
Carson came out of his surgery last night and it went really well. He has over 100 stitches on his face, but he still has his eye and hopefully in time, he will regain the sight in that eye. *crosses fingers*
Caleigh went to church this morning with my daughter and sister's family. They all prayed there for the quick and full recovery of C
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Waiting...WAITING...
Waiting for your touch
Waiting for your kiss
Waiting for your breath upon my skin
Waiting to feel you inside me where you belong
Waiting for my dreams
Waiting for my lover
Waiting for you
Waiting....
My Lover In DreamsWhat once was light is now only shadow. Life is no longer joyous as it was in days gone by. As I stare out the window at the rain falling softly, I can only wonder when my desire will come back. When he will come back.
If I stare hard enough, long enough, I can see a figure on horseback coming down the lane. My lover rides to me on a steed black as raven's wings. As I run through the rain, my lover collects me up into his arms and away we fly to our place of secrets and passions. The pace of the beast below us is a mimicry of our past intimacies, the draw and thrust powerful under our bodies, reminding us of past experiences in each other's arms. The horse slows as we near our destiny, instinctively knowing that we want to arrive quietly, relishing the moment, remembering every breath, every sigh.
As I waken on a quickened breath, I can feel my rain-drenched skin against the rough, dry sheets of the bed on which I lay. I smile, running my hands through my sodden hair, knowing tha
Is It Her Genes? Oldest Known Person Turns 115 On SundaySHELBYVILLE, Ind. - Maybe it was a lifetime of chores on the family farm that accounts for Edna Parker's long life. Or maybe just good genes explain why the world's oldest known person will turn 115 on Sunday, defying staggering odds
Scientists who study longevity hope Parker and others who live to 110 or beyond — they're called supercentenarians — can help solve the mystery of extreme longevity.
"We don't know why she's lived so long," said Don Parker, her 59-year-old grandson. "But she's never been a worrier and she's always been a thin person, so maybe that has something to do with it."
On Friday, Edna Parker laughed and smiled as relatives and guests released 115 balloons into sunny skies outside her nursing home. Dressed in pearls, a blue and white polka dot dress and new white shoes, she clutched a red rose during the festivities.
Two years ago, researchers from the New England Centenarian Study at Boston University took a blood sample from Parker for the group's DNA
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Thought Of The DayKindness in words creates confidence.
Kindness in thinking creates profoundness.
Kindness in giving creates love.
Lao-Tzu
9 Words A Woman Uses........--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Nine words women use...
1.) Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.
2.) Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
3.) Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.
4.) Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!
5.) Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.)
6.) That's Okay : This is one of the most dangerous statements
The Most Beautiful RainbowThe most beautiful rainbow
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.
So take lots & lots of pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, but be afraid that it will never begin.
Live simply.
Love generously.
Care deeply.
Speak kindly.
Leave the rest to God.
Pow Help!!!Hello Fiesta Tappers,
We are writing this blog because we noticed there were a few of you(we won't mention names, you know who you are) that did not help out with the POW. We picked Evonne due to the vote we held and some of you that suggested her did not even go in there to help. That is not fair to the few of us that used multiple accts. Please keep in mind that you can't expect help if you don't help in return. Also, we will pick POW and giveaways according to who helps. Please step up and make sure you are doing your part. Also a few tappers had outside help come in to help level her. with as many that is in our crew we shouldn't have to count on outside help.
Also would like to thank everyone that has helped!! Your work will not go unnoticed.
Thank you!!
My Poetic Fairytale Pt 8There is no other
He would cross the miles for
There is no other
Who makes his heart soar
There is no other
Who instills such passion
There is no other
Who brings this joy beyond comprehension
There is no other
For whom he would traverse time and demensions
There is no other
Who is worth more to him than the Heavens
There is no other
And he will be with her even if it takes forever
For there is no other
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CLOWNIN WILL BE TAKIN IDS AT THE DOOR
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BIG POPPA WILL BE THE BOUNCER SO NO FUNNY BUSS.GET IN WHERE YOU FIT IN.
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My LoveMY LOVE
By: Tasha Shores
My love is like an ocean
It goes down so deep
My love is like a rose
Whose beauty you want to keep.
My love is like a river
That will never end
My love is like a dove
With a beautiful message to send.
My love is like a song
That goes on and on forever
My love is like a prisoner
It's to you that I surrender.
Bra Codes!AND,just thought for all the women out there........
MENtal illness, MENstrual cramps, MENtal breakdown, MENopause............
Ever notice how all of women's problems start with men?..........
And when we have real trouble it's HISterectomy!!!!
Send this to all women to have a laugh AND, don't forget to have a mammogram!!!!!!
A Friend Is Like A Good Bra...
Hard to Find
Supportive
Comfortable
Always Lifts You Up
Never Lets You Down or Leaves You hanging
And Is Always Close To Your Heart!!!
Share this with a friend!
Never Have I FallenNEVER HAVE I FALLEN
By: Rex A. Williams
Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest.
I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight.
Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never been given away.
Summary Of LifeSummary of Life
GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED:
1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats.
2) When your Mum is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair.
3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person.
4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato.
5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food.
6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair.
7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time.
8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk.
9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts.
10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap.
GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED:
1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree.
2) Wrinkles don't hurt.
3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts.
4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground.
5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside.
So....it's Still Sorta...fubarI think i liked being stuck at work better. isn't that where I waS at the last time I blogged? no time now...but definintly more later.
Thanks Guys!!!I can't begin to name off all the people that helped everyday to help me make Fuberlord. You know who you are. Those that actually took the time to go through my rather obsessively large stash and those that made sure every HH to be here and drop all your 11's. I ♥ you guys!!
Kat & Late Nite FantasyHer Beauty
She's been walking with the grace of a female Cat.
She wears beautiful clothes designed for sexual delight.
She fills the cloths with sexuality known only to nymphs.
This girl knows she now radiates animal sexuality.
Her pussy drips sex like rain drops from the peddles of the most beautiful
flower.
Men and women marvel at her amorous beauty and want her.
Heads turn,mouth and pussies water for this girl,
but she belongs to the one known as Late Nite Fantasy.
He has brought out the fire of lust that has sparked the birth of stars.
He helped expose an inner jewel in this special girl for the world to see,
but only for the one who speaks and writes about the heavens as metaphors to
human desires of the flesh does she shine most brilliantly.
Some PeopleDJ CREENTINC @ OWNER OF VIP 2///FUHUSBAND TO ANGELEYES@ fubar
That guy is a douche, he thinks he can say shit, and ban me from his lounge for no reason, and I designed his background which he has someone remove my tagg from the bottom of the image.
Now he won't even talk to me at all. What a fcukin backstabber.
SpicyCurling around, CAT-like
Lips softly enveloping the head
"No. No more than a kiss.
Or, no more than a kiss for you."
A whimpered, "Yes, Sir."
One finger enters
The gasp silences the squeal
Hair tickling his thighs
Caressing kisses beg to be nourished
Two fingers
Separating, circling
Inserted, stroking
Hips matching his hand's rhythm
Kisses descending
"Careful."
A pout, though purring
Driving back, meeting the third
A sip of his sweetness
Back arching, begging
Tongue tracing down
Swirling around his sack
Then, four
Passionate pleas: Denied
Fisted, furiously
Moans turning to deep groans
Uncontrollably coming
Deep, justified thrusts
Faster . . . faster, still
Shaking, shamelessly
Overcome with ecstasy
"No." Ignored, again
Swallowing his shaft
Tantalizing torture persists
Bobbing, increasing suction
Fingers expanding, twisting
Stretching even more
Continuous, excruciating climax
A firm hand on the neck
Explosion nearing
Pumping vigorously
Filling bo
Im For Sale!New here and trying to get the hang of things. My friend Sexie put me in an auction. Click the link below to place your bid.
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> > > Minimum Bid 100,000 Fubucks
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> > > And don’t forget to show the auctioneer some luv!!!
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> > > Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones@ fubar
Rate-a-thon In My Stash!!So here's the deal..
I'm close to leveling, and rating someone's stash is the fastest way. I've been rating all day but still need a bit to go! So, I am offering anyone who rates all 300 of my stash 10,000 fubucks!
I know it doesn't seem like a lot, but I have been helping a lot of my friends out, so this is their way of helping me back! (hint hint!!)
Keep in mind that this is a STANDING offer! Which means once I level the offer still stands! So please, keep going even after I level!
My AuctionNew here and trying to get the hang of things. My friend Sexie put me in an auction. Click the link below to place your bid.
Getting The Shaft For The One You LoveCheck out the story http://www. kxan. com/Global/story. asp?S=8165144
This story is very real and needs your attention.
This is the superintendent of the high school where the kid was suspended for talking to his father while in Iraq.
254-547-1227
254-547-1227 x222
Dr Bobby Ott
Deputy Superintendent
For everyone of our loved ones who are over there, do this for them, for the families, let the school board know this is not ok, we will not tolerate this type of treatment.
>>*KXAN News Story*
The Moods Of A WomanTHE MOODS OF A WOMAN
An angel of truth and a dream of fiction,
A woman is a bundle of contradiction,
She's afraid of a wasp, will scream at a mouse,
But will tackle a stranger alone in the house.
Sour as vinegar, sweet as a rose,
She'll kiss you one minute, then turn up her nose,
She'll win you in rage, enchant you in silk,
She'll be stronger than brandy, milder than milk,
At times she'll be vengeful, merry and sad,
She'll hate you like poison, and love you like mad.
THE MOODS OF A MAN
Hungry.
Horny.
Sleepy.
The Next Step - TodayThank you for the comments. I really think most people feel like their hearts are wounded so badly that they are unable to take a chance on someone new.
PLEASE READ THIS AND READ IT AGAIN :
KNOW WHO YOU ARE
I know from personal experience the utter heartbreak of loving someone so deeply then having them walk over me. To shatter all dreams and hopes of life. I am now got my life back together somewhat, the glue is still drying that is holding all the pieces together. All men or women are not the same! again, all men or women are not the same!. I have met some of the nicest warmest hearts on here and in person. That is what has helped me the most. If you are in a relationship that has you wondering who you are, please please find a way to fix that. Either by a counselor or by a pastor, anyone you can. The worse thing possible is to lose yourself, I did, and trust me, it takes more than you will ever know to find yourself again. Been there, done that!
I really did not int
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Why Methere is something I don't understand about myself. why is it every time i start to feel a certain way towards someone. something happens to prevent it from fully happening. but everything does happen for a reason. it bothers me now b/c there is someone I truly care about and i'm afraid to tell her my true feelings.
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Joke Timea man shouts down to hes wife and says come and ave a look at my clock
wife goes upstairs and sees her husband standing there naked
wife says that aint no clock
husband say no but it will be when you get your face and two hands on it
ha ha ha
x kel x
Greta's Thought'sJust wanted to thank everyone for your warm welcomes ,I will learn more about this site as I go along just bare with me as I learn it okay I hope to make many awesome Friends and have many good Laughs and Memories as I get to know each of you ...
Hugs Greta~
Who And What Is On Here...I don't know what I'm looking for on here. I have already seen a few decent profiles. Friends. Yeah, that's the best place to start. Looking for friends...more later...
Terey
See Yea Aroundwell im outtie. if you wanna chat hi me up on my email at dirtydragons77@yahoo.com
Complete Bullshit...you Act Like You Want MeBut then you ignore my calls. WHAT THE FUCK. If I had a bat I smash all the windows and scream your name over and over. We spoke on Thursday and Friday.
and then after that everything went to shit. I'm not sure what I did But I deserve an explanation. Honestly. I do.
Jesus...Jesus had no servants, yet they called Him Master.
Had no degree, yet they called Him Teacher.
Had no medicines, yet they called Him Healer.
Had no army, yet kings feared Him.
He won no military battles, yet He conquered the world.
He committed no crime, yet they crucified Him.
He was buried in a tomb, yet He lives today.
Feel honored to serve such a Leader who loves us
Sexual IqYou have a Sexual IQ of 134
You know a lot about sex. You have had many sexual experiences and you are well versed in all of the lingo associated with sex. You watch a lot of T.V. shows about sex and you pick up a lot through movies and T.V. You are likely to get even smarter when it comes to sex, because you are very intelligent already and are just waiting to have more sexual experiences.
'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com
You Set My Soul On FireYou set my soul on fire, and my heart beats a never ending race.
My mind is consumed by you, and my life hasn't been the same since I seen your face.
Your name is etched onto my heart.
I need you, I want you, I've longed for you from the start.
You mean the world to me, this I hope you see.
All I want now is to share our lives together, just you and me.
You are my soul mate, sent from heaven above.
For you I have nothing less, then ever lasting love.
I need you in my life, for you alone can complete me.
To spend the rest of my life with, for you alone hold my hearts key.
So tell me you'll love me for all the rest of my days.
And in return I'll touch you and love you in unspeakable ways.
Thank you for being you and enriching my life.
And who knows, perhaps one day I'll be lucky enough for you to become my wife.
I need you.....
~Michael~
Moment Of Clarity And Then The Pain...was there ever a time in your life when you had such clear thoughts...and could understand the choices that you need to make in your life ...and you have at that very point such a calm that comes over you...
your mind heart and spirit are one with each other...you know you are making the right decission...but you also know that there is pain and sadness that is about to follow???
i have been struggeling with my feelings for a wonderful young man...his spirit has touched my very soul and as i was told his flame has ignited the old one that laid within me...a twin flame to mine own...
and he did just that, started this old flame to roar again...
i know the pain is soon to follow, feeling him walk away again...
but i will always be greatful that he came back one last time, took that chance , and let me feel again...
now how i progress from here i am unsure of... espically now..cuz the tears are starting to flow and my head is feeling be muddled...
i do not feel sry f
A FewTrust
Fragile as a lily,
it cements relationships.
Without it there can be no meaning
to the words, "I Love You",
without it all things fail,
and happiness is eroded.
As the trees in autumn
lose their leaves,
so I lose life
if trusted I am not.
I must be trusted,
for trust builds hope, and love.
Trust brings to all things
a wholeness that is sublime,
and which cannot be explained.
My complete soul screams with fear
if I am not believed.
If I am not trusted,
what can I do?
Speak Or Spell
There were times
when I woke up
with my mind made up
and a burning flame
in my heart,
eager to reach you
with all these things
which I never spoke of
to you,
my all-time love.
And if it's about speaking
or about spelling,
may heart day by day
oh, it is dwelling,
for my Soul has always
been seeking
for the sign of at-one-ment.
How could I tell you
everything
by saying nothing?
You are the Mirror
of my fears,
the shining star that
ligh
Come Join Me During My Hh!YOU ARE INVITED:
What: My FIRST Happy Hour
Where: Well right here of course!
When: Monday at 6pm fu-time or 9pm est
Why: Well, because I was lucky enough to win this in a contest hosted by Freak! Please go show her some love!! Thank You Freak!!!
Here is her link:
Freak ~*~Pwned by Alice in Wonderland ~*~@ fubar
How: Thanks to many friends, many hours and 50,000 comments I am here today! I want to say "Thank you!" to everyone that helped me.
I know this is not as much as many offer (but being low on fubux), here is what I will have going on during my Happy Hour.
I will have 3 rate-a-thon folders that you can rate during my HH. Each folder contains 100 pix. Rate all 100 10's and I will send you $5000 fubux. Rate all 100 11's and I will send you $10,000 fubux. Send me a private message once you have finished rating the folder.
Thanks again...Twisted Whispers! Send all messages to me. Here is my link:
TwistedWhispers -Wolves of Wiccan Family@ fubar
Dream Cum Truehey everyone! i finally had one fantasy cum true 2 weeks ago. i had been talking to a guy online for about 4 months and he saw me at a bar one night and approached me we had a few more drinks and danced a little and when the bar closed we decided to talk in his car. we get to his car and almost imediatly he slipd a hand down my loose very revealing top and grabs a tit and asks me if im ready to fullfil the fantasy of being hung by my titties. i took my top off so he could see my tits better and asked him if he really thought he could do it. he played with them for a bit,sqeezing,piching,and pulling on them (which makes me horney as hell) and says yeah he thinks he can and if i wanted to go back to his place he could try. i said yeah im game so we head to his place which was only about 10 min. away i didnt bother putting my blouse back on cuz he was massaging them and it felt really good. we got his his place and he walked me to the door and asked me to make myself at home as he went up
Fake Profile On Fubar!!!!THE PROFILE LINK BELOW IS TO A FAKE PROFILE!!! DO NOT BELEIVE ANYTHING SAID OR ANY OF THE ACTIONS MADE BY THIS PROFILE AS IT WAS MADE TO FOOL YOU!!! PLEASE BLOCK THE PROFILE BELOW!!!
CHERISH **DON'T TAKE IT SERIOUS THIS IS ONLY THE NET ** I HAVE NO BOUNDARIES HERE** LMAO@ fubar
Mighty Waterfall Gushed At Greenland Ice SheetAssociated Press
April 17, 2008 -- For an hour or so Greenland had it's own mighty waterfall, flowing secretly at three times the volume of Niagara.
A meltwater lake on the surface of a glacier suddenly emptied in July 2006, sending millions of gallons of water through cracks in the ice sheet to the ground where it could affect the movement of the ice.
The lake covered 2.2 square miles near the western edge of the ice sheet and took about 24 hours to drain.
During the most rapid 90 minutes, water was flowing out of the lake at 2.3 million gallons per second, according to researchers led by Sarah Das of Woods Hole Oceanographic Institute in Woods Hole, Mass.
Under international convention, the minimum flow of Niagara Falls in summer is about 750,000 gallons per second.
The findings are reported in a pair of papers about the Greenland ice sheet appearing in Thursday's online edition of the journal Science. Das and Ian Joughin of the University of Washington in Seattle
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrri dont come to this site very often but everytime i do i have a message stating someone reported my entries as NSFW. well they are ALL already posted as NSFW soooo stop that damn it.lol
Am I Trying To Do Too Much Too Fast?Hurried and worried until we're buried
And there's no curtain call,
Life's a very funny proposition,
after all.
--George M. Cohan
Often, when we involve ourselves in a whirlwind of activities, plans, and expectations, we push ourselves so hard that we don't derive any satisfaction from success. We need to face our limitations. We can't do everything we want. Even when we can do a great deal, if we overextend ourselves, take on too much, we will not enjoy ourselves, and there is no reason not to enjoy our work.
Our activities are part of what we are. If we choose to live in a frantic hurry, worrying about the next moment instead of this one, we'll miss life entirely. Part of self-knowledge is learning to pace ourselves to our own speed, learning to set goals we can attain for each day. When we do this, we can say, "Now that I've completed this, I don't have to do one more thing to feel worthwhile."
Am I trying to do too much too fast?
Where Do You Put Your Handbag/purse?HANDBAGS...
Have you ever noticed gals who sit their handbags on public toilet floors, then go directly to their dining tables and set it on the table? Happens a lot!
It's not always the 'restaurant food' that causes stomach distress. Sometimes "what you don't know will hurt you"!
Read on...
Mom got so upset when guests came in the door and plopped their handbags down on the counter where she was cooking or setting up food. She always said that handbags are really dirty, because of where they have been.
It's something just about every woman carries with them. While we may know what's inside our handbags, do you have any idea what's on the outside? Women carry handbags everywhere; from the office to public toilets to the floor of the car. Most women won't be caught
without their handbags, but did you ever stop to think about where your handbag goes during the day.
"I drive a school bus, so my handbag has been on the floor of the bus a lot," says one woman. "O
To Every GuyTo every guy...
This is how every girl (and person) should be treated
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.
To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.
To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls.
To every guy that said he would die for her.
To every guy that really would.
To every guy that did what she wanted to do.
To every guy that cried in front of her. ....
To every guy that she cried in front of...
To every guy that holds hands with her.
To every guy that kisses her with meaning.
To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.
To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.
To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.
To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.
To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.....
To every guy that would give his seat up...
To every guy th
Traffic StopAn older lady gets pulled over for speeding...
Woman: Is there a problem, Officer?
Officer: Ma'am, you were speeding.
Older Woman: Oh, I see.
Officer: Can I see your license please?
Older Woman: I'd give it to you but I don't have one.
Officer: Don't have one?
Older Woman: Lost it, 4 years ago for drunk driving.
Officer: I see...Can I see your vehicle registration papers please.
Older Woman: I can't do that.
Officer: Why not?
Older Woman: I stole this car.
Officer: Stole it?
Older Woman: Yes, and I killed and hacked up the owner.
Officer: You what?
Older Woman: His body parts are in plastic bags in the trunk if you want to see
The Officer looks at the woman and slowly backs away to his car and calls for back up. Within minutes 5 police cars circle the car. A senior officer slowly approaches the car, clasping his half drawn gun.
Officer 2: Ma'am, could you step out of your vehicle please! The woman steps out of her vehicle.
Older woman
Camp Mccready, Week 1Good day to all!!
Well.....week one dow at Camp McCready. It's been a busy and eventful week. We had our "in Brief" last Sunday. Monday morning was gear issue and a few class room sessions regarding battle field care, radio communications, MEDIVAC procedures, and what not. Tuesday was weapons draw and then training on how to tear down and clean the M9 service pistol (Beretta 92S pistol) and the M-16A2 rifle. we also got to wear our "Battle Rattle" (Integrated Battle Armour or IBA) for the first time. Folks....I gotta tell you, I have a new found respect for my brothers in green after wearing that gear all week. My IBA weighs 62 pounds!! Since I am a little small in stature (I'm 5'7"), I have a relatively light IBA. Some of my taller (and larger) brothers and sisters here have gear that weighs upwards of 80 pounds!! DAMN!! It's been a little easier moving around in it as each day passes, I I would imagine that by the time I leave Camp McCready for Kuait, it'll feel a whole
Three Special WordsHow do you tell someone you love them with out saying those three special words.
I don't know, I've racked my brain and haven't figured it out yet.
But I can say this, those three special words don't even come close to describing how I feel about you.
You have my heart, you have my mind, and you have my soul. And the day you have my body will be soon enough when we finally meet and run into each others arms and hold each other. With so much excitement and overflowing emotions finally culminating as we just hold each other and cry tears of joy.
There are certain people in this world that most people never get to meet. These people are the very essence of a soul mate in ever respect of the word. When and if you're fortunate to meet this special person, you just know. Deep inside your heart beats so hard that it feels like it's going to pop out of your chest. You feel that tingle all over your body and in a very short amount of time you feel so close to this person.
I feel
Happy Hour Giveaway!!!IT'S HAPPY HOUR SOMEWHERE, LET IT BE YOURS!!!
I am holding a happy hour contest, first one to have 50,000 comments on their picture in my album wins a happy hour on me!!!
IT'S HAPPY HOUR SOMEWHERE, LET IT BE YOURS!!! IT'S HAPPY HOUR SOMEWHERE, LET IT BE YOURS!!! IT'S HAPPY HOUR SOMEWHERE, LET IT BE YOURS!!! IT'S HAPPY HOUR SOMEWHERE, LET IT BE YOURS!!!
If you’d like to take part, please private message me your photo link and I will save and upload to my album. I will keep you informed of how many people we have and when the competition is to start.
tra71 (W.I.S.E UK Friend, UK Leveller & Rising Stars)@ fubar
Small print
1 – I will not start the contest until we have enough entries (I’m looking for thirty)
2 - Any cheaters will be deleted IMEDIATELY
3 – Only serious people only please
Stoners HolidayWell its April 20th again so for the the few and the proud u know what this means!!! For me i was born for this shit. Smoke it if u got and share what u got. !!!PUT THAT SHIT IN THE AIR!!!
Need HelpCan you please help me to rate and bomb my pic! I'm in a contest to win a VIP so please help bomb me!
TJ @AKA GHETTOLUVA 26~FULORD@OWNER OFGHETTO LOUNGE@/MEMBER OF RATE / FLOW RATERS CO-OWN @ BAR LOUNGE @ fubar
HEY FUBAR MEMBERS,
SHOW SOME LOVE RATE AND COMMENT ON THE BULLY FOR A CONTEST...... TY
Footprints...a New VersionFOOTPRINTS...A New Version
Imagine you and the Lord Jesus are walking down the road together.
For much of the way, the Lord's footprints go along steadily, consistently, rarely varying the pace.
But your footprints are a disorganized stream of zigzags, starts, stops, turnarounds, circles, departures, and returns.
For much of the way, it seems to go like this, but gradually your footprints come more in line with the Lord's, soon paralleling, His consistently.
You and Jesus are walking as true friends!
This seems perfect, but then an interesting thing happens...your footprints that once etched the sand next to Jesus' are now walking precisely in His steps.
Inside His larger footprints are your smaller ones, you and Jesus are becoming one.
This goes on for many miles, but gradually you notice another change. The footprints inside the large footprints seem to grow larger.
Eventually they disappear altogether. There is only one set of footpri
I Wonder !I always wonder this Why would you want to be in a group that the ONLY thing you have to do is just F/A/R and nothing else. Why they can't help level up or even help in a contest. I noticed when 1 of their Friends needs leveling up they do a bulliton on it to help that person but not the rest I think its stupid just to be in a club just to F.A.R people How can you become friends like that I don't understand.... I been in groups like that and I just deleted them Now RISING-STAR..THE SPANKERS CLUB, RATE SPANKERS and SHADOW LEVELERS YOU ROCK so DON'T this blog is about your groups I will ALWAYS help you guys out... I just think it is stupid to just be in those kind of groups :)..
This is my whining of the day !!!!
Scientists Say Midwest Quakes Poorly UnderstoodBy DAVID MERCER, Associated Press Writer Sat Apr 19, 9:56 AM ET
CHAMPAIGN, Ill. - Scientists say they know far too little about Midwestern seismic zones like the one that rumbled to life under southern Illinois Friday morning, but some of what they do know is unnerving.
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The fault zones beneath the Mississippi River Valley have produced some of the largest modern U.S. quakes east of the Rockies, a region covered with old buildings not built to withstand seismic activity.
And, when quakes happen, they're felt far and wide, their vibrations propagated over hundreds of miles of bedrock.
Friday's quake shook things up from Nebraska to Atlanta, rattling nerves but doing little damage and seriously hurting no one. It was a magnitude 5.2 temblor centered just outside West Salem in southeastern Illinois, a largely rural region of small towns that sit over the Wabash fault zone. The area has produced moderately strong quakes as recently as 2002.
But it hasn't been s
Ditch Your Laptop For These GadgetsRemember the TRS-80 100?
That slim, sturdy machine, first sold through Radio Shack in 1983, had everything a road warrior really needed. The computers had a modem, a good, chunky keyboard and the ability to write up to 11 pages of text. And it only weighed 3.1 pounds.
By contrast, many of today's laptops are a step backward. Sure, they can play some video games, surf the Web and handle modern e-mail and calendar software. But they're big, they're heavy and they're easy to break. Rather than making their users more mobile, some laptops are merely weighing them down--and causing traffic jams in airport security.
Intel (nasdaq: INTC - news - people ) and Microsoft (nasdaq: MSFT - news - people ) finally get it. The two companies are pushing for a new class of machines that combine the power of a personal computer and the portability of a personal digital assistant.
In Pictures: 11 Ways To Lose Laptop Backaches
Microsoft began its latest effort in 2006 with Origami, pushing gi
Nasa Sees Six Month Stays On The MoonFri Apr 18, 4:54 PM ET
The US space agency hopes to build moon bases that can house astronauts for stays of up to six months, with an intricate transportation and power system, Carl Walz, director of NASA's Advanced Capabilities Division, said Friday.
NASA is examining different designs for lunar outposts but that they could be inspired by the orbiting International Space Station (ISS), he said.
"We need to establish a long, extended presence on the moon, up to six months -- same as the time we spend at ISS," Walz, a veteran astronaut, told AFP during a forum on the future of NASA at the University of Miami.
"I would anticipate that we would build something similar as what we are building for the ISS, but maybe something different," he said.
The station usually houses three scientists, although it can accommodate more when astronauts arrive aboard NASA's space shuttle on missions to expand the orbiting laboratory.
The orbiting ISS contains a complex set of laboratorie
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Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together.
After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked?
No. I'm escorting a soldier home.
Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq ; I'm taking him home to his family.
The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days.
I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do.
Upon landing in
ThingsLots of things are changing around my house....
I haven't been online as much as I used to be... In some ways that's good and in others I feel like I've deserted some of my friends. For many years the net has been where my friends were, after we moved from Michigan this was the only link I had to other people that I felt I knew in some small way.
We were so isolated in Kansas and everyone I knew {3 people} had lives of their own and I felt like I was intruding. So I turned to the internet...
Since we have moved to Kentucky, I have made more friends outside the net, as well as being coser to my family. It makes a difference, I'm not having the anxiety attacks near as bad, and I'm getting my life back on track.
I start a new Job on Tuesday...
I'm going back into an area that I have avoided for the last few years, mainly becaise I was confident enough in myself to think I could handle the resposibilities that go with the job, and all the dr apts and stuff with my kids.
I'm s
Yeeahh!!So I met a few kick-ass people yesterday. John, Lindsey, and a couple other ones. I didn't know one of my friends was his dad that was pretty weird because he's always been like a father to me in Royal Oak but I guess it shows you how small the world really is. We hung out a little, and after the hour or so on the phone, we went shopping and all of a sudden my back started hurting a lot. I am in constant pain all the time but this time it was just out of nowhere getting really bad. This kind of thing don't happen all the time but a lot of the time my back acts up, something is about to go wrong. I was like alright I'll see if I can ride it out and see what happens. I don't like to do much about it unless it was absolutely necessary. We get back to the house, and I start feeling really weird, like I was about to throw up or something. I tried to stay strong and shortly after we put the groceries away for the BBQ we were going to have, BAM! I collapse at the bottom of the stair
The Ballad Of AnnThis is just something I had to get off my chest, and I do apologize in advance for going all emo on here.
It was during the time between the gates opening and the movies starting when I encountered something that completely threw my night off. My ex. She occasionally comes in with her new husband from time to time, and we chat. This isn't to say that I particularly like chatting with the girl that I was head over heels for and her significant other. She asks about the screenplays I've been writing, and I inform her that I finished TAKEN, and now I'm working on this new one for Ace. She tells me that she is pregnant and expecting the baby in late October. I do the whole congratulatory thing and go back to work...this caused me to think about the whole "what if?" if her and I hadn't broken up. Then I thought back to when we dated 4 years ago, how it began, and especially how it ended.
I met Ann when I worked the box office, she used to come in Sunday nights by herself to see a mov
The Urge To LiveSent by Girlish K 4/20/2008
THE URGE TO LIVE
The urge to live is an ocean.
The lunar force which hauls flooding and ebbing.
Speed of sunlight which goes right through the brain.
Love and sex alike are each only a small part of that overall urge.
The urge to create. The urge to love and to hate. The urge to exist.
To exist as world, as universe, as an ant or H2O molecule.
The urge to live of those who really are alive is the urge to take in
more than has been allotted.
Translated by Vyt Bakaitis
Written by Lithuanian poet A. Balbierius
Whywhy do people have to be so rude? Wheres their manners?
Beautiful GirlBeautiful girl, wherever you are
I knew when I saw you, you had opened the door
I knew that I'd love again after a long, long while
I'd love again.
You said "hello" and I turned to go
But something in your eyes left my heart beating so
I just knew that I'd love again after a long, long while
I'd love again.
Refrain : It was destiny's game
For when love finally came on
I rushed in line only to find
That you were gone.
Whenever you are, I fear that I might
Have lost you forever like a song in the night
Now that I've loved again after a long, long while
I've loved again.
*Repeat Refrain
Beautiful girl, I'll search on for you
'Til all of your loveliness in my arms come true
You've made me love again after a long, long while
In love again
And I'm glad that it's you
Hmm, beautiful girl
Beautiful Girl - Jose Marie Chan
Narrowing Down..round OneAs many of you may or may not know, I will be leaving in bout 2 months to head "over there" my so called friends list was just way too long.Some of you never talked,etc etc.Which of course is understandable. Therefore, with no harm intened or nothing personal, i have started to narrow down my list and it went from 193 to just shy of 100. Youre still free to come by and say hi, but am not sure how often i will make it on to this site from overthere. AT the same time if you feel the need to take me off your list, for whatever reason, please feel free to do so.I dont take it personally.
FOr those of you on my family list..plan on staying there unless you dont want to be part of it!!
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I am being harrassed by WorldTraveler. I was trying to be his friend but he has turned into a possessive crazy man who does not want me to talk to anyone on fubar. Please disregard any letters or notes he sends to you. He is mean and nasty. Thanks.
::forgotten Memory::"FORGOTTEN MEMORY"
I wake up and see that its a brand new day
I'm starting over without you getting in the way
I look down at my scars as they heal
but the scars in my heart you caused I still feel
you took control and tore me up inside
I've lost count of how many times I've cried
I look back now and can't believe why
I wasted so much of my time
I don't regret much at all, but I regret you
and I can't help but feel like such a fool...
for letting you tear me apart
for letting you break my heart
(why didn't I see it coming)
the alarms rang so loud
but I drowned out the sounds
(and I began falling)
And because of you...
I'm now not the girl you knew before
I won't let you tear me down anymore
The fight is over, the damage is done
you walk away and had your little fun
now I hope you feel the pain I've felt and more
but I hope that you feel it ten times worse
I hope to wake up one day soon
and not feel the hurt you've left in this void
I hope
Why Are Some Men Assholes?I am so tired of relationships. Why my boyfriend has to treat me like shit is beyond me. Everytime I turn around he is pissed off and taking it out on me. I am tired of being beat on physically, mentally and emotionally. I feel so alone. I can't really have friends and when I try to have one he moniters what I can and can't say. I give up. If this is what life is then why live it?
Just Writing Some Feelings I Am Having Problems With....“The night is so dark!” A statement that I have never found so true. However, something I want to know is why must I feel as I do? Why do I even ponder such things when I know them to be wrong? I just do not know why? & this not knowing is bothering me to no end. I just want to run but I cannot do that ether. So then what can I do? Tell me this! I live with such horrid things in my mind & I would truly like to know why I am having these thoughts & feelings? No answers to my questions! There are never any answers for me! & this is what bothers me as well. I have such...well...things inside me & even though I look hard & long I can not get them out of me& I can not understand why I am even having them in the first place. It is just so confusing & this confusion is the one thing that bothers me so damn much. & yes, a great many things bother me, & yes, I am well aware that I am being cryptic but it is just how I see things in my mind right now. I am not sorry for this because I am writing
Blazed(not Finished)dismull mind states
and criminal crime waves
so hit this blunt boy
yo tell me how that bomb taste
your minds blazed
in spiritual ways
and when your am hitting of this shit your getting lyricly phazed
so stop and switch up the pase
and you think i give a fuck what you have to say
the rest i will write tomarrow to tired
The Lost Stars.I'm going out
off the porch out the lawn
its wet, why is everything so grey?
Like the old movies.
That's better, green, and that darkdark blue I got from my really expensive markers.
Singing bugs, humming frogs that forgot the tune.
Rust caked windchimes in the gently dancing reeds.
G'ma
Are there monsters out here?
Or fairies?
Angels?
Foxes?
G'ma?
It's a world of me.
Fresh spit from the sky, but god stopped.
no grown ups, nothing boring or polite
The stars fell to the creek.
Hundreds
no millions!
Green and floaty, like leaves, only little.
I want to catch em all, and make my own sun.
Only it won't hurt my eyes, and it'll be just for me, I'll keep it in my room, so I can keep the lights out but read my scary stories.
Like the one about the boy that shoots the wolf.
Poor wolf.
But these stars dissapear,
and come back
and dissapear
and come back
they must not be real stars yet.
they dance and dart.
I catch a few, gingerly with my pudgy fingers
m
On The Other End Of The Phonewhat, why?
i dont understand
why do you care?
fuck that
i'm not doing that
what the fuck
if i was going to i wouldn't be here
fuck you
that's such bullshit
whatever
i am just going to leave
why should i stay
to get called names
this isn't how i thought it was going to be
-click-
Tortured AngelWith her heart broken she sits spiritless....her feelings spilled on the floor and her head in her hands- to catch her hurt by way of tears.A jagged little pill to swallow... consumed by pain, the loneliness surreal.Her head fills with jealousy, thoughts of what went wrong...confusion is setting in.how can she feel this way?what can she do to ease this pain?dreams of what could have been play in her mind...as she lays her head to rest, to be with him as she shuts her eyes,sleep and dream to bring him close.she wraps her heart and wings about him as she drifts away....and hopes for that bright warm day, when he comes back to her.the tortured angel sleeps.
What You Get Out Of Lifelife is a dark and dirty place
where you seem to only fall deeper
into the depths of despare
cant there be something else
something worth fighting for
why is that everytime you think you have got out
there is something that pulls on you to return
i have given up
i swan dove from the top
i now lay at the bottom
broken, bruised and loveing it
there is nothing like pain to make you feel alive
nothing like pain to make you want to live
i hate all those people running from it like scared rabbits
hate those of you that are so scared to even risk anything
pain is life and life is pain
PAIN IS LIFE AND LIFE IS PAIN
In A World Of Caos...in a world of caos....how can i keep from drowning?in lifes game of chancei am losing... do i take a final stand? do i take my last breath..or exhale into my pain?sitting back i drag the blade across my skin..all the things i thought didnt matter rush back..the flowing crimson makes me drowsy..i shut my eyes as i kiss my life goodbye..i will be remembered for what i have done..but will they remember who i was? my spirit ebbs into darkness..my life is over.......in the end i am forgotten.
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The EndI get a call from you but it was not.
He said his name was Dave.
My dreams with you now are shot.
You lied and said I was the only one.
Mine heart did tell me to turn and run.
Did I listen?
I did not.
For the benefit of the doubt I did give.
For you my life I did live.
The death of this love goes on the pile once again.
Now I search the world for the new one that will start as a friend.
Your tounge was silver with the words of love. I see it now for knife it was.
The truth from you is all I asked.
Your face turned to me fake and masked.
This is the end of the life I once dreamed.
For it was not all that it seemed.
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A Part Of My Family HistoryI WENT LOOKING FOR SOME OF MY FAMILY HISTORY ON MY MOTHER'S SIDE, HER FATHER WAS HALF INDIAN AND THIS IS WHAT I FOUND. IT'S HARD GETTING ALL THE FACTS FROM FAMILY.
Mahican. The name means "wolf." This tribe is not to be confused with the Mohegan of Connecticut (q. v.), though the names are mere varieties of the same word. Also called:
Akochakanen, meaning "Those who speak a strange tongue." (Iroquois name.)
Canoe Indians, so called by Whites.
Hikanagi or Nhikana, Shawnee name.
Loups, so called by the French.
Orunges, given by Chauvignerie (1736), in Schoolcraft (1851-57, vol. 3, p. 554).
River Indians, Dutch name.
Uragees, given by Colden, 1747.
Connections. The Mahican belonged to the Algonquian linguistic family, and spoke an r-dialect, their closest connections being with the southern New England Indians to the east.
Location. On both banks of the upper Hudson from Catskill Creek to Lake Champlain and eastward to include the valley of the Housatonic. (See also Connect
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Wtf???Can anyone that reads this tell me what the fuck is wrong with people???? This is why I asked....
->ryman22003: no problem
ryman22003: its cool jus asking
->ryman22003: lmao I don't even know you. I'm not that way....sry
ryman22003: do u think u would give me head
->ryman22003: meaning?
ryman22003: could we do other stuff besides sex
->ryman22003: no lol that's why I just had a kid
ryman22003: would u ever want to be fwb
->ryman22003: yes I am
ryman22003: cool hey r u single
->ryman22003: It's dieing town
->ryman22003: lol I moved from there last year
ryman22003: i know thats wear i spent the last 21 years lol
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ryman22003: im good jus looken for somethin to do when i go to pocatello this weekend
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I Might Be An InsomniacWhat am I doing wrong that I wanna stay up all night?
How can I just sleep?
I am always tired, but for some reason my body does not wanna let me sleep.
I try to watch tv and listen to music for this, but it does not always work.
i am very confused right now as to how I am supposed to go about treating this.
I realized I was an insomniac when I started college. I started to stay up a long time every night after about a few months of being here.
What do you do if you think you are an insomniac?
Three ManEveryone starts off by rolling one die till someone rolls a three. This person then becomes the three man. The game then proceeds around the circle with people taking turns rolling the dice. The dice are only passed when someone rolls something that does not require drinking. Here is what each roll means:
When dice total:
- 3: Whoever is the three man must drink. If the three man rolls this then he may pass the title to a person of his choosing.
- 7: Person to the right of "roller" drinks
- 9: Person across from "roller" drinks
- 10: Social...everyone drinks
- 11: Person to the left of "roller" drinks
Other dice combinations:
- 4 & 1: Whoever rolls this become the Thumb-Master. They can place their thumb on the table whenever they want. The last person to do this must drink. The Thumb-Master can only change when someone else rolls a 4 & 1.
- Doubles: When someone rolls double they give the dice to someone of their choosing. This person rolls the dice and must drink f
HmmmIs the last person you kissed physically attractive?
hell Yes
Do you currently have a hickey?
nope and not since I was around 16
Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone?
A very good friend , still on phone.
You get bored of your girlfriend/boyfriend easily?
thats hard to answer, im not sure if i have a boyfriend/girlfriend/ but the ones i care about (you know who u are ) NO
What was the last thing someone said to you in person?
Are you still awake
What was your worst subject in school?
science
What's your favorite Hannah Montana song?
lol, i dont know
What is the best eye color on a member of the opposite sex?
doesnt matter
Are you good at your job?
umm what job
Who is the fifth text in your inbox from? What does it say?
lol im not telling
What's your favorite number?
13
What was the last movie you watched?
I am Legand
Do you have a Facebook?
yes , but dont go there anymore
What are your in
Short StoryAs she lays there at night on her tear soaked pillow, with tears streaming down her beautiful face. Her thoughts return to the sheer exstasy she once knew.When she was in his arms her soul shivered.These shivers would cause her body to quiver.The passion they shared was so violent .Yet it always brought her peace of mind.The beauty of their love came to a crashing hault and he was no longer there. Her best friend and lover had left her to never return.In all of the emotions she felt the one that she herself couldn't explain was being intrigued.She lays there at night wondering will he ever be by her side again? Or is it a complete lie? Did he ever love her as he so passionately claimed? Or was this just another one of his games?When he would kiss her it was with such gentleness.Now the love is gone.Does she wait forever to feel that again?How can she love anyone that way without guilt and shame? Keep the passion pent up and hope for her soulmate to come back is how she thinks. Th
Shock MeSo how do you know when to say when? Not give up on someone but when too protect yourself from giving in. In the past I have been supportive even when I questioned the direction some of my friends were taking themselves down. Some got lost in drugs and alcohol, others a more personal fight within them. Personal demons as some would say. The substance abuse sometimes you just have to let people go until they are ready to fight back and regain control of their lives. Yes I have had to turn my back but always made the effort to stay in contact and help them fight the good fight. From a best friend to an older brother I have struggled through the hard times. I am happy to say my friend has turned it around but I can’t say the same about my brother. It’s hard when I grew up as younger brothers do, look up to him, and then to see him give up on his life. You will never understand what it’s like to get a phone call and go pick someone up who is talking about taking their life. Is
Inside The StormWell the storm that has been clouding over me hit to day. I got the dreaded letter from my p.o.s ex. I knew it would come and I wished that it wouldn't. Trying to play mind games with me has me a little worried about what he will do to me when he gets out. I thought this was all over I want it to be all over! I can't handle going through all this it's over between us and I no longer care what he has to say but still I get a letter once a month from him trying to fuck with me. What can I do? How do I feel safe? I want to run away where he can't find me. I have no feelings for him and I just want to be left alone I was scared of him when I was with him why should I have to be scared of him when we're not together? I don't know what to do. I've told him how I feel and I don't care how he feels about me. what can I do??
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This Is Truely Memy name is Robert Jones I am 27 years old and I am in a wheelchair due to a predicament known as spina bifida. That basically means that my spine is split in two and I have no feeling from the waist down at all anywhere. I have many interests in anything ranging from sports to books to academia to sex. In the realm of sexuality being a physically challenged man is quite tough as it is hard for me to even be adequately turned on and or masturbate to relieve my sexual urges. Although I am still able to have desires and I am still able to be turned on and get "weak kneed" and heart racing and things of that nature. Not being able to relieve that frustration in a natural way is a big frustration on my part. There are many kinks I recently began to understand that I have and many things I have recently become introduced to that I am really intrigued by and really really interested in finding out more about as my years go on. One of these things I am experiencing at the moment is known as on
TravelingHey guys,
What's happening?
I'm in Dallas, Texas my dad received an award, and I had to come.
I am so fucked up - rolling my little ass off.
At the awards dinner I was talking to this girl, and some guys probably about 40 started rubbing my shoulders and back. He had to have knowing I was rolling. Right there in front of everyone he slid his hand and started rubbing my ass......It feel so good to have someone touching me.
My brother how ever walked up and pulled me back to the table with our parents.
Now it time to do a few lines and maybe put on my bikini and head to the pool.
Luv u
Tara
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Willie MetcalfI was Willie Metcalf.
They used to call me "Doctor Meyers, "
Because, they said, I looked like him.
And he was my father, according to Jack McGuire.
I lived in the livery stable,
Sleeping on the floor
Side by side with Roger Baughman's bulldog,
Or sometimes in a stall.
I could crawl between the legs of the wildest horses
Without getting kicked--we knew each other.
On spring days I tramped through the country
To get the feeling, which I sometimes lost,
That I was not a separate thing from the earth.
I used to lose myself, as if in sleep,
By lying with eyes half-open in the woods.
Sometimes I taIked with animals-- even toads and snakes--
Anything that had an eye to look into.
Once I saw a stone in the sunshine
Trying to turn into jelly.
In April days in this cemetery
The dead people gathered all about me,
And grew still, like a congregation in silent prayer.
I never knew whether I was a part of the earth
With flowers growing in me, or whether I walked --
Now I kno
Jack KerouacJack Kerouac
-What is the feeling when you're driving away from people, and they recede on the plain till you see their specks dispersing? -it's the too huge world vaulting us, and it's good-bye. But we lean forward to the next crazy venture beneath the skies.
-the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace things, but burn like fabulous roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue center light pop and everybody goes "AWWW!"
-The one thing that we yearn for in our living days, that makes us sigh and groan and undergo sweet nauseas of all kinds, is the remembrance of some lost bliss that was probably experienced in the womb and can only be reproduced (though we hate to admit it) in death.
-All human beings are also dream beings. Dreaming ties all mankind together. (Book of Dreams)
Schofield HuxleyGod! ask me not to record your wonders;
I admit the stars and the suns
And the countless worlds.
But I have measured their distances
And weighed them and discovered their substances.
I have devised wings for the air,
And keels for water,
And horses of iron for the earth.
I have lengthened the vision you gave me a million times,
And the hearing you gave me a million times.
I have leaped over space with speech,
And taken fire for light out of the air.
I have built great cities and bored through hills,
And bridged majestic waters.
I have written the Iliad and Hamlet;
And I have explored your mysteries,
And searched for you without ceasing,
And found you again after loosing you
In hours of weariness--
And I ask you:
How would you like to create a sun
And the next day have the worms
Slipping in and out between your fingers?
J. Milton MilesWhenever the Presbyterian bell
Was rung by itself,
I knew it as the Presbyterian bell.
But when its sound was mingled
With the sound of the Methodist, the Christian,
The Baptist and the Congregational,
I could no longer distinguish it,
Nor any one from the others, or either of them.
And as many voices called to me in life
Marvel not that I could not tell
The true from the false,
Nor even, at last, the voice that I should have known.
If I Could But Grace Your Lips With MineIf I could but grace your lips with mine. If my breath could blow upon yours. It would tell you tales of my heart.
My love for you flows deep within me. Beating my heart which in turn bumps at my chest, with naught but a glance from you.
Lips slide and tongues flicker. Fingers clutch at your back.
You slide by me and disappear. Only to appear again.
In your gaze I hear your voice. Singing to me. The notes dribble from your lips and drop against my breast. Entering my very entity.
Sensuality entrances me. Lust envelopes me, love surrounds me.
If I could but grace your lips with mine.
William GoodeTo all in the village I seemed, no doubt,
To go this way and that way, aimlessly.
But here by the river you can see at twilight
The soft-winged bats fly zig-zag here and there --
They must fly so to catch their food.
And if you have ever lost your way at night,
In the deep wood near Miller's Ford,
And dodged this way and now that,
Wherever the light of the Milky Way shone through,
Trying to find the path,
You should understand I sought the way
With earnest zeal, and all my wanderings
Were wanderings in the quest.
Dow KrittSamuel is forever talking of his elm --
But I did not need to die to learn about roots:
I, who dug all the ditches about Spoon River.
Look at my elm!
Sprung from as good a seed as his,
Sown at the same time,
It is dying at the top:
Not from lack of life, nor fungus,
Nor destroying insect, as the sexton thinks.
Look, Samuel, where the roots have struck rock,
And can no further spread.
And all the while the top of the tree
Is tiring itself out, and dying,
Trying to grow.
Samuel GardnerI who kept the greenhouse,
Lover of trees and flowers,
Oft in life saw this umbrageous elm,
Measuring its generous branches with my eye,
And listened to its rejoicing leaves
Lovingly patting each other
With sweet aeolian whispers.
And well they might:
For the roots had grown so wide and deep
That the soil of the hill could not withhold
Aught of its virtue, enriched by rain,
And warmed by the sun;
But yielded it all to the thrifty roots,
Through which it was drawn and whirled to the trunk,
And thence to the branches, and into the leaves,
Wherefrom the breeze took life and sang.
Now I, an under-tenant of the earth, can see
That the branches of a tree
Spread no wider than its roots.
And how shall the soul of a man
Be larger than the life he has lived?
Ida ChickenAfter I had attended lectures
At our Chatauqua, and studied French
For twenty years, committing the grammar
Almost by heart,
I thought I'd take a trip to Paris
To give my culture a final polish.
So I went to Peoria for a passport--
(Thomas Rhodes was on the train that morning.)
And there the clerk of the district Court
Made me sware to support and defend
The constitution -- yes, even me --
Who couldn't defend or support it at all!
And what do you think? That very morning
The Federal Judge, in the very next room
To the room where I took the oath,
Decided the constitution
Exempted Rhodes from paying taxes
For the water works of Spoon River!
Henry C. CalhounI reached the highest place in Spoon River,
But through what bitterness of spirit!
The face of my father, sitting speechless,
Child-like, watching his canaries,
And looking at the court-house window
Of the county judge's room,
And his admonitions to me to seek
My own in life, and punish Spoon River
To avenge the wrong the people did him,
Filled me with furious energy
To seek for wealth and seek for power.
But what did he do but send me along
The path that leads to the grove of the Furies?
I followed the path and I tell you this:
On the way to the grove you'll pass the Fates,
Shadow-eyed, bent over their weaving.
Stop for a moment, and if you see
The thread of revenge leap out of the shuttle
Then quickly snatch from Atropos
The shears and cut it, lest your sons
And the children of them and their children
Wear the envenomed robe.
PoohMy daughter needs to read a book a night. And in true motherly fashion...I forgot..and...as usual *rolleyes* noone else did either.
I stayed home this evening from school due to a wicked cough straight from missouri.It's hangin on there. 3 weeks and counting.
So. Gathering up 4 books that I figured were appropriate and challenging enough for her, we headed down the hall to snuggle in bed.
I lay there next to my daughter. She smells so sweet. Her hair is long and mixes with mine on the pillows.
It was comforting to lie there and be read too. Every now and again opening my eyes to help her with a difficult word.
She read through 'Guess how much I love you' 'The foot book' 'I can read with my eyes shut' and when she picked up the last 'Pooh goes visiting' I lay back and listened.
It got to a part and we both stopped. I shall share.
When rabbit said "Honey or milk with your bread?" Pooh was so excited he said "Both"
At last Pooh got up and said that he must be going o
Richard BoneWhen I first came to Spoon River
I did not know whether what they told me
Was true or false.
They would bring me the epitath
And stand around the shop while I worked
And say "He was so kind, " "He was so wonderful, "
"She was the sweetest woman, " "He was a consistent Christian. "
And I chiseled for them whatever they wished,
All in ignorance of the truth.
But later, as I lived among the people here,
I knew how near to the life
Were the epitaths that were ordered for them as they died.
But still I chiseled whatever they paid me to chisel
And made myself party to the false chronicles
Of the stones,
Even as the historian does who writes
Without knowing the truth,
Or because he is influenced to hide it.
Lycanthropy Prt 2Animal spirits
In North and Central America, and to some extent in West Africa, Australia and other parts of the world, every male acquires at puberty a tutelary spirit (see Demonology); in some Native American tribes the youth kills the animal of which he dreams in his initiation fast; its claw, skin or feathers are put into a little bag and become his "medicine" and must be carefully retained, for a "medicine" once lost can never be replaced. In West Africa this relation is said to be entered into by means of the blood bond, and it is so close that the death of the animal causes the man to die and vice versa. Elsewhere the possession of a tutelary spirit in animal form is the privilege of the magician. In Alaska the candidate for magical powers has to leave the abodes of men; the chief of the gods sends an otter to meet him, which he kills by saying "O" four times; he then cuts out its tongue and thereby secures the powers which he seeks.
The Malays believe that the office of paw
I Like To Write.One of those days.
It's one of those days that turn into nights; that turn into days.
I have forgotten to sleep,
I promise you there hasn't been anymore tears.
Lays into the weak while the dreamier I become the more you seem real.
It's one of those weeks that turn into months; that turn into years.
I haven't kept my word; I can't help but weep.
It's one of those life times that turn into once in a life time; and
I'm still waiting for the next life.
~amf
Lycanthropy Prt 1Lycanthropy is the ability or power of a human being to undergo transformation into a wolf, or wolf-like characteristics. The term comes from Greek lykánthropos (λυκάνθρωπος): λύκος, lýkos ("wolf") + άνθρωπος, ánthrōpos ("man")
The word lycanthropy is sometimes used generically for any transformation of a human into animal form, though the precise term for that is technically "therianthropy". Sometimes, "zoanthropy" is used instead of "therianthropy"
The word has also been linked to Lycaon, a king of Arcadia who, according to Ovid's Metamorphoses, was turned into a ravenous wolf in retribution for attempting to serve human flesh (his own son) to visiting Zeus in an attempt to disprove the god's divinity.
There is also a mental illness called lycanthropy in which a patient believes he or she is, or has transformed into, an animal and behaves accordingly
The PainI sit here with my heart bleeding,
trying to stop my mind from turning,
these thoughts are scaring me.
Why do I love so hard?
Why do I fall so fast?
These I cannot answer.
I wait here hurting,
I stand here waiting,
for you to stop this pain in me.
To hear your voice is but a fleeting hope,
To hold you again would be a dream come true,
I can't stand feeling alone..
Why can't you talk to me?
What is going to happen?
The answers are yours to give.
The hurting I can't stand any more.
Put me out of my misery.
Hold me close or let me go.
Stop the hurting of me.
Poemsas i sit and watch the snow fall like tears from heaven. Softly kissing the ground like a new lovers embrace. a silence trickles over the land . Thoughts of you fill my troubled head. I recall your gentle caress. I close my eyes and i remember your sweet perfume.As the first silent tear slides down my cheek and i feel your gentle kiss. the second tear rolls down my face and i feel your warm tender embrace. I open my eyes and watch a million birds take flight and i hear your name softly spoken upon the wind. the third tear wells up in my eye as it's wisked away with the wind and i know you are there with me
Frankenstein; Or, The Modern Prometheus (1818)The novel start with series of letters from Robert Walton to his sister. Walton is an English Arctic explorer who spots a strange creature on a dog-sled. The exhausted Victor Frankenstein arrives, in pursuit of the creature,and while recuperating tells his story. He has been born into a wealthy Geneva family. After his mother dies of scarlet fever and becomes a student of natural philosophy and medicine. Inspired by occult philosophy and the teaching of his mentor, Waldman, he builds a creature in the semblance of a man and gives it life. It body is assembled from parts which Frankenstein has stolen from butcher shops, dissecting rooms, and charnel-houses. The creature is repeatedly rejected by those who see it, but the monster proves intelligent, and later highly articulate. Receiving no love, it becomes embittered. Frankenstein deserts his creation, who disappears. "I had worked hard for nearly two years, for the sole purpose of infusing life into an inanimate body. For this I have d
Mary Wollstonecraft ShelleyMary Wollstonecraft Shelley was born in London. Her mother, Mary Wollstonecraft, died of puerperal fever 10 days after giving birth to her daughter. Mary's labor lasted 18 hours and then it took four hours to remove the rest of the placenta. She was one of the first feminists, the author of A Vindication of the Rights of Woman (1792), and the novel The Wrongs of Woman, in which she wrote: "We cannot, without depraving our minds, endeavour to please a lover or husband, but in proportion as he pleases us." In the intellectual circles of London, her acquaintances included the painter Henry Fuseli, Erasmus Darwin, Charles's grandfather, and William Blake, who illustrated an edition of her book, Original Stories from Real Life.
Mary Shelley's father was the writer and political journalist William Godwin, who became famous with his work An Enquiry Concerning Political Justice (1793). Godwin had revolutionary attitudes to most social institutions, including marriage. In feminism he found
For The Lost Loves We Have Experienced In Our Lives.....Heard this on 95.5 Majic Radio this evening when I had driven up into the parking lot of my work -- and about to head into the office. This tugged at me because of the caller who had been with his wife for 3 yrs, but only one year married and had died recently (just like it was with my own late husband who had died 6 yrs ago).
This song is good for any one who has lost anyone though. I hope you can enjoy the words.
Kat
JOSH GROBAN LYRICS
"To Where You Are"
Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memory's so clear
Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You're still an inspiration
Can it be (?)
That you are mine
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above
Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are
Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn't faith bel
For Those Of You That Wanna Know More About MeSo for those of you that care to know more about me here is a tid bit of some things about me.
I am 22 and my name is Vanna. I have a daughter and a son and my fiance has a son. I work at mcdonalds when they decide to schedule me. I am currently trying to lose weight.
I have a few great friends here on fubar and in rl i have maybe 1 or 2 friends I can trust.
I have 4 sisters and all of their names start with V's also fuked up right lol.
I enjoy all types of music besides country and gospel. Yes I do like 1 or 2 country songs but that's it. I am and always will be a juggalette.
I do not bash or try to hurt peoples feelings no matter what they do to me. If someone is unkind to me I usually just ignore them and move on.
Like any other lady I have my ups and downs. If I don't talk to you one day it might be because I do not want to say anything unkind to you lol.
I have 3 tattoos im looking to get a few more not sure where yet I know I want to get a tat of ha
I'm Never Second BestThere's this echo in my mind
A voice I haven't heard before
It tells me to back away
Don't ask questions anymore.
To listen to them closely at
What they have to say
Incase one day I need it
And here is what they say..
Never let your guard down
Keep putting up a fight,
Always be 5 steps ahead
And make sure to do what's right.
Never wear a smile
When you really want to cry,
Listen even closer and we'll tell
You reason why.
Being someones puppet
Is never any fun,
Being someones everything
Is what is to be won.
So give it hell and do your best,
And remember young one
You're never second best.
Bubbles & Foam......ALL ABOARD!!!!!!!!
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WELCOME TO THE FU-BLOCK FOAM AND BUBBLES PARTY!!
IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO JOIN THE PARTY ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS
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THE HOSTS OF THIS PARTY INCLUDE
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~lonely~If you ever heard the words I just dont care
Baby please forgive the foolish heart that told you that
When the road got rough I started doubting myself
Still I cant believe that lifes worth living
With anybody else
So why do we say goodbye
When we know well only cry
Were gonna be lonely
And why do we fool ourselves
Saying therell be someone else
For me theres you only
All we need to make it right is precious time
But its funny such a simple things so hard to find
Dont know when or where we started
Living separate lives
But I know its still worth fighting for
I see it in your eyes
So why do we say goodbye
When we know well only cry
Were gonna be lonely
And why do we fool ourselves
Saying therell be someone else
For me theres you only
Now I realise that Ive been living so selfishly
Someone along the way
I forgot you had your own hopes and dreams
I never meant to make you weak
But I was too blind to see that Ive been hurting you
How I made you blue
Now g
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~i Feel You~Everything about is so right
Baby you know that Im so proud
To say that your mine, all mine
Why you leaving like a fool
Is there something that I said or done to you?
You know I wonder
If youre coming home tonight
Im thinking what it could of been baby
Cant get you off my mind
Ive opened up the door
But in my heart
Feel you running away from my love
Why you running away from my love
Its cold when were apart
And its playing in my heart
The moments that we shared will stay
In my heart,I feel you
Thinking of the lovin we made
Baby, I love the way you touch me in that special way
So why do I feel like a man thats being played
Tell me it isnt true
Im begging baby, stay
You got me going crazy
Ive been waiting by the phone
Im thinking about the things that I want to do to you
Soon as you get home
I give you everything
But in my heart i......
Feel you running away (yes I do) from my love
Why you running away from my love
Its cold when were apart
And it
The Origins Of The Vampire MythIt is certainly no coincidence that Bram Stoker chose the Balkans as the home of his famous vampire. The Balkans were still basically medieval even in Stoker’s time. They had only recently shaken off the Turkish yoke when Stoker started working on his novel and the superstitions of the Dark Ages were still prevalent.
The legend of the vampire was and still is deeply rooted in the Balkan region. There have always been vampire-like creatures in the mythologies of many cultures. However, the vampire, as he became known in Europe and hence America, largely originated in the Slavic and Greek lands of Eastern Europe.
A veritable epidemic of vampirism swept through Eastern Europe beginning in the late seventeenth century and continuing through the eighteenth century. The number of reported cases rose dramatically in Hungary and the Balkans. From the Balkans the plague spread westward into Germany, Italy, France, England and Spain. Travelers returning from the Balkans brought with them
Episode 11. I tend to say things that border on obscene just to get a rise out of people. I live in Kansas, the “Jesus Saves” buckle on the Bible Belt, people make themselves easy targets.
2. I love museums. I used to work in one doing cataloging and exhibit design. It was a fun job; I got to handle mummies and put together dinosaurs.
3. I volunteer. Whether it’s putting in a garden at the Boys & Girls Club, at a local blind and low vision agency or for school; I like staying busy and being productive. I’ve been paired with a teenager through Big Brothers Big Sisters for about a year and a half.
4. I don’t understand naked people. The people who post NSFW pictures confuse and, quite honestly, repulse me. I believe that modesty and demureness are far sexier qualities than blatant desperation. I have one “NSFW” picture because some chode marked it that way.
5. I don’t like kids. Let me rephrase that: I don’t like the thought of having children. I don’t see myself as a motherly type.
Atrocities Of Vlad TepesMore than anything else the historical Dracula is known for his inhuman cruelty. Impalement was Vlad III’s preferred method of torture and execution. Impalement was and is one of the most gruesome ways of dying imaginable, as it was typically slow and painful.
Vlad usually had a horse attached to each of the victim’s legs and a sharpened stake was gradually forced into the body. The end of the stake was usually oiled and care was taken that the stake not be too sharp, else the victim might die too rapidly from shock. Normally the stake was inserted into the body through the buttocks and was often forced through the body until it emerged from the mouth. However, there were many instances where victims were impaled through other body orifices or through the abdomen or chest. Infants were sometimes impaled on the stake forced through their mother’s chests. The records indicate that victims were sometimes impaled so that they hung upside down on the stake.
Vlad Tepes often had the
The Life Of Vlad Iii Or Vlad The ImpalerVlad III was born in November or December of 1431 in the Transylvanian city of Sighisoara. At the time his father, Vlad II (Vlad Dracul), was living in exile in Transylvania. The house where he was born is still standing. It was located in a prosperous neighborhood surrounded by the homes of Saxon and Magyar merchants and the townhouses of the nobility.
Little is known about the early years of Vlad III’s life. He had an older brother, Mircea, and a younger brother, Radu the Handsome. His early education was left in the hands of his mother, a Transylvanian noblewoman, and her family. His real education began in 1436 after his father succeeded in claiming the Wallachian throne by killing his Danesti rival. His training was typical to that of the sons of nobility throughout Europe. His first tutor in his apprenticeship to knighthood was an elderly boyar who had fought against the Turks at the battle of Nicolopolis. Vlad learned all the skills of war and peace that were deemed necess
Origin Of The Name "dracula"King Sigismund of Hungary, who became the Holy Roman Emperor in 1410, founded a secret fraternal order of knights called the Order of the Dragon to uphold Christianity and defend the Empire against the Ottoman Turks. Its emblem was a dragon, wings extended, hanging on a cross. Vlad III’s father (Vlad II) was admitted to the Order around 1431 because of his bravery in fighting the Turks. From 1431 onward Vlad II wore the emblem of the order and later, as ruler of Wallachia, his coinage bore the dragon symbol.
The word for dragon in Romanian is "drac" and "ul" is the definitive article. Vlad III’s father thus came to be known as "Vlad Dracul," or "Vlad the dragon." In Romanian the ending "ulea" means "the son of". Under this interpretation, Vlad III thus became Vlad Dracula, or "the son of the dragon." (The word "drac" also means "devil" in Romanian. The sobriquet thus took on a double meaning for enemies of Vlad Tepes and his father.)
I Don't Want To Work Tomorrow.I hate working on Sundays, it just sucks. Eveything always goes wrong, people are rude, the kids I work with are brats, and the adults I work with are tired and angry. But I have to pay for school, so I go.
With YouI woke up in a dream today
To the cold of the static and put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday
Remembering I'm pretending to be where I'm not anymore
A little taste of hypocrisy
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake slow to react
Even though you're so close to me
You're still so distant
And I can't bring you back
It's true the way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you're not with me
I'm with you
You, now I see, keeping everything inside
with you
You, Now I see, Even when I close my eyes
I hit you and you hit me back
We fall to the floor the rest of the day stands still
Fine line between this and that
When things go wrong I pretend the past isn't real
I'm trapped in this memory
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake slow to react
So even though you're close to me
You're still so distant
And I can't bring you back
It's true the way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of
What I've DoneIn this farewell,
There’s no blood,
There’s no alibi.
‘Cause I’ve drawn regret,
From the truth,
Of a thousand lies.
So let mercy come,
And wash away…
What I’ve Done.
I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I’ve done.
Put to rest,
What you thought of me.
While I clean this slate,
With the hands,
Of uncertainty.
So let mercy come,
And wash away…
What I’ve Done.
I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I’ve done.
For What I’ve Done
I'll start again,
And whatever pain may come.
Today this ends,
I’m forgiving what I’ve done.
I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I’ve done.
What I’ve done.
Forgiving What I’ve Done.
Valentine's DayMy insides all turned to ash, so slow
And blew away as I collapsed, so cold
A black wind took them away from sight
And held the darkness over day that night
And the clouds above move closer
Looking so dissatisfied
But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing
I used to be my own protection, but not now
Cause my path has lost direction somehow
A black wind took you away from sight
And held the darkness over day that night
And the clouds above move closer
Looking so dissatisfied
And the ground below grew colder
As they put you down inside
But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing
So now you're gone
And I was wrong
I never knew what it was like
To be alone
On a Valentine's Day
The Little Things You Give AwayWater grey, through the windows, up the stairs
Chilling rain, like an ocean everywhere
Don't want to reach for me do you?
I mean nothing to you
The little things give you away
And now there will be no mistaking
The levees are breaking
All you've ever wanted
Was someone to truly look up to you
And six feet underwater I do
Hope decays, generations disappear
Washed away, as a nation simply stares
Don't want to reach for me do you?
I mean nothing to you
The little things give you away
But now there will be no mistaking
The levees are breaking
All you've ever wanted
Was someone to truly look up to you
And six feet underwater I do
All you've ever wanted
Was someone to truly look up to you
And six feet underground, now I
Now I do
Little things give you away (x4)
Little things give you away (All you’ve ever wanted)
Little things give you away (Was someone to truly look up to you
Somewhere I BelongWhen this began
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And I'd let it all out to find
That I'm not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
When all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
Nothing to loose
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own and the fault is my own
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I felt so long
Erase all the pain till its gone
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didnt fall right down on my face
I was confused
Looking everwhere only to find
That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I
What do I have but negativity
Cause I cant justify the way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to loose
Nothing to gain, hollow and a
Shawdow Of The DayI close both locks below the window.
I close both blinds and turn away.
Sometimes solutions aren't so simple.
Sometimes goodbye's the only way.
And the sun will set for you,
The sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.
Pink cards and flowers on your window,
Your friends all plead for you to stay.
Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple.
Sometimes goodbye's the only way.
And the sun will set for you,
The sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.
[Guitar solo]
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.
Pushing Me AwayI’ve lied / to you
The same way that I always do
This is / the last smile
That I’ll fake for the sake of being with you
Everything falls apart / even the people who never frown / eventually break down
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Everything has to end / you’ll soon find we’re out of time left / to watch it all unwind
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
I’ve tried / like you
To do everything you wanted too
This is / the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you
Everything falls apart / even the people who never frown / eventually break down
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Everything has to end / you’ll soon find we’re out of time left / to watch it all unwind
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your
Points Of AuthorityForfeit the game / Before somebody else
Takes you out of the frame / Puts your name to shame
Cover up your face / You can’t run the race
The pace is too fast / You just won't last
You love the way I look at you
While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through
You take away if I give in
My life
My pride is broken
You like to think you’re never wrong
(You live what you’ve learned)
You have to act like you’re someone
(You live what you’ve learned)
You want someone to hurt like you
(You live what you’ve learned)
You want to share what you’ve been through
(You live what you’ve learned)
You love the things I say I’ll do
The way I’ll hurt myself again just to get back at you
You take away when I give in / my life
My pride is broken
You like to think you’re never wrong
(You live what you’ve learned)
You want to act like you’re someone
(You live what you’ve learned)
You want someone to hurt like you
(You live what you’ve learned)
You want to share
PapercutWhy does it feel like night today?
Something in here’s not right today
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia’s all I got left
I don’t know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed / but
I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
It’s like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
(And watches everything)
So I know that when it’s time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me / right beneath my skin
It’s like I’m / paranoid lookin’ over my back
It’s like a / whirlwind inside of my head
It’s like I / can’t stop what I’m hearing within
It’s like the face inside is right beneath my skin
I know I’ve got a face in me
points out all the mistakes to me
You’ve got a face on the inside too and
Your paranoia’s probably worse
I don’t know what set me off first but I know what I can’t stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I c
One Step CloserI cannot take this anymore
I'm saying everything I've said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you'll say
But you'll find that out anyway
Just like before...
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I find the answers aren't so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again
Just like before...
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Break break brea
NumbI'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you
can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
and every second I waste is more than I can take
I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
Nobody's ListeningYo, peep the style and the kids checking for it
The number one question is how could you ignore it
And drop right back in the cut over basement tracks
Rap stack got you back in the sub black
Rewind that we just rolling with the rhythm
Rise from the ashes of stylist division
With these non-stop lyrics of life living
Not to be forgotten but still unforgiving
But in the meantime there are those who wanna talk this and that
So I suppose that it gets to a point where feelings gotta get hurt
And get dirty with the people spreading the dirt it goes
(Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody’s listening)
(Called to you so clearly but you don’t want to hear me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody’s listening)
I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
Head full of anger, held in my chest
And everything left’s a waste of time
I hate my rhymes, but hate everyone else’s more
I’m riding on the back of t
No More SorrowAre you lost in your lies?
Do you tell yourself I don't realize
Your crusade's a disguise?
Replace freedom with fear
You trade money for lives
I'm aware of what you've done
No
No more sorrow
I've paid for your mistakes
Your time is borrowed
Your time has come to be replaced
I see pain
I see need
I see liars and thieves abuse power with greed
I had hope
I believed
But I'm beginning to think that I've been deceived
You will pay for what you've done
No
No more sorrow
I've paid for your mistakes
Your time is borrowed
Your time has come to be replaced
Thieves and hypocrites!
Thieves and hypocrites!
Thieves and hypocrites!
No
No more sorrow
I've paid for your mistakes
Your time is borrowed
Your time has come to be replaced
(No) No more sorrow
I've paid for your mistakes
(No) Your time is borrowed
Your time has come to be replaced
(No) Your time has come to be replaced
(No) Your time has come to be erased
Lying From YouWhen I pretend everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you always wanted to see
When I pretend, I can’t forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can but
I can’t pretend this is the way it’ll stay I’m just
(Lying to bend the truth)
I can’t pretend I’m who you want me to be, so I’m
(Lying my way from you)
No no turning back now
(I wanna be pushed aside so let me go)
No no turning back now
(Let me take back my life I’d rather be all alone)
No turning back now
(Anywhere on my own cuz I can see)
No no turning back now
(The very worst part of you is me)
I remember what they taught to me
Remember condescending talk for who I ought to be
Remember listening to all of that and this again
So I pretended up a person who was fittin’ in
And now you think this person really is me and I’m
(Trying to bend the truth)
Cuz the more I push the more I’m pulling away cuz I’m
(Lying my way from you)
No no turning back now
Leave Out The RestI dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
'Cause no one else cares
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving?
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the one that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Don't be afraid
I've taken my bail
I've shed when I'm near
I'm struggling to surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the one that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to have so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me
From myself
I
In The End(It starts with)
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried
so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all
In PiecesTelling me to go
But hands beg me to stay
Your lips say that you love
Your eyes say that you hate
There's truth in your lies
Doubt in your faith
What you build you lay to waste
There's truth in your lies
Doubt in your faith
All I've got's what you didn't take
So I
I wont be the one
Be the one to leave this
In pieces
And you
You will be alone
Alone with all your secrets
And regrets
Don't lie
You promise me the sky
Then toss me like a stone
You wrap me in your arms
And chill me to the bone
There's truth in your lies
Doubt in your faith
All I've got's what you didn't take
So I
I wont be the one
Be the one to leave this
In pieces
And you
You will be alone
Alone with all your secrets
And regrets
Don't lie
So I
I wont be the one
Be the one to leave this
In pieces
And you
You will be alone
Alone with all your secrets
And regrets
Don't lie
In BetweenLet me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between
Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to be someone else was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between, between
My pride
And my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
And things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to regain your trust was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between, between
My pride
And my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
And things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none
And I cannot explain to you
And anything I sa
Hit The FloorThere are just too many times that people have tried to look inside of me
Wondering what I think of you and I protect you out of courtesy
Too many times that I’ve held on what I needed to push away
Afraid to say what was on my mind afraid to say what I need to say
Too many things that you said about me when I’m not around
You think having the upper hand means you gotta keep putting me down
But I’ve had too many standoffs with you it’s about as much as I can stand
So I’m waiting until the upper hand is mine
(One minute you're on top)
Next you're not watch you drop
(Making your heart stop)
Just before you hit the floor
(One minute you're on top)
Next you're not missed a shot
(Making you're heart stop)
You think you've won
(And then it's all gone)
So many people like me put so much trust in all your lies
So concerned with what you think to just say what we feel inside
So many people like me walk on eggshells all day long
All I know is that all I want is to feel lik
Hands Help HighI summon the rhyme of dumping.
Feeling the blind,
I promise to let the sun in.
Sick of the dark ways,
we march to the drumming.
Jump when they tell us
they want to see jumping.
Fuck that, I want to
see some fist pumping.
Risk something.
Take backwards yours
Say something that you know
they might attack you for
cause I'm sick of being treated
like I have before.
Like a stupid standing for
what I'm standing for.
Like this war is just like
another brand of war.
Like a dozen caded rich
and an abandoned poor.
Like they understand you
in the back of the jet,
When you can't put gas in your tank.
These fuckers are laughing their way
to the bank and cashing their check
asking you to have compassion and to have some respect.
For a leader so nervous
in unobvious ways
Stuttering and mumbling
for nightly news to replay
and the rest of the world
watching at the end of the day
in the living room laughing
like what do we say?
Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen
In
Given UpWake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape
I'm my own worst enemy
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me
I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused but i'm scared
I'm not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow, somewhere
And no one cares
I'm my own worst enemy
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
put me out of my
put me out of my
Fucking misery
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me
From The InsideI don’t know who to trust your surprise
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Happy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet
) (All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you
Tension is building inside steadily
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Happy thoughts forcing their way out of me
(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you
I won’t waste my
Text Messaging...I'm riding the fence on this little conundrum...I love to text now that I can and have had practice thanks to my loving friends...ha, but I still find it rather impersonal and sometimes feel that I might get the wrong impression on the "intension" of the text and or text(s) being sent my direction.
Did you get that?
It's a bit like here, writing a blog, you as the writer know what you are feeling but the job at hand is trying to convey that to your potential reader...and, sometimes...the reader just doesn't "get" it!
Maybe it's just that I'm a bit sarcastic and sarcasm is lost on many a fool!
Although, you can't deny the "convenience" of a text. It can allow you to send a message without interupting the receiver...or allow you to flirt...or vent...or just plain say hello..
Of course, my main objective is to flirt because I (heart) my text friend...he knows I do :)
ForgottenFrom the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core I’ve forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
Taken far from my safety
The picture is there
The memory won’t escape me
But why should I care
From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core I’ve forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
Taken far from my safety
The picture is there
The memory won’t escape me
But why should I care
There’s a place so dark you can’t see the end
(Skies cock back) and shock that which can’t defend
The rain then sends dripping / an acidic question
Forcefully, the power of suggestion
Then with the eyes shut / looking though the rust and rot
And dust / a spot of light floods the floor
And pours over the rusted world of pretend
The eyes ease open and its dark again
From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core I’ve forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
Taken far from my safety
The picture is there
The memory won’t escape me
But why should I care
Figure.09Nothing ever stops all these thoughts and the pain attached to them
Sometimes I wonder why this is happenin'
It's like nothing I can do would distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
Cuz from the infinite words I can say I
Put all pain you gave to me on display
But didn't realize instead of setting it free I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
(And now)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be right here)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be my fear)
(I can't separate)
(Myself from what I've done)
(Giving up a part of me)
(I've let myself become you)
Hearing your name the memories come back again
I remember when it started happening
I see you n’ every thought I had and then
The thoughts slowly found words attached to them
And I knew as they escaped away
I was committing myself to em n’ everyday
I regret saying those things cuz now I see that I
Took what I hated and made it
FaintI am a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints but I can’t help the fact that everybody can see
these scars
I am what I want you to want what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believe
this is real
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here cause you want what I've got
(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
I am a little bit insecure a little unconfident
Cause you don't understand I do what I can but sometimes I don't make
sense
I say what you never wanna say but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hear
me out
So I let go watching you turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cau
Easier To RunIt’s easier to run
Replacing this pain with something more
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I’ve kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they’ve played
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)
It’s easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I t
Don't StaySometimes I, need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I, need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know
Somehow I need you to go
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Sometimes I, feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I, just feel like screaming at myself
Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know
Somehow I need to be alone
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored
I don’t need one more day of you wasting me away
I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to b
Crawlingcrawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real
there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming/confusing
this lack of self-control I fear is never ending
controlling/I can't seem
to find myself again
my walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
so insecure
crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real
discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
distracting/reacting
against my will I stand beside my own reflection
it's haunting how I can't seem...
to find myself again
my walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
so insecure
crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real
crawling in
CarouselShe can't hide no matter how hard she tries
Her secret disguised behind the lies
And at night she cries away her pride
With eyes shut tight staring at her inside
All her friends know why she can't sleep at night
All her family asking is she alright
All she wants to do is get rid of this hell
Well all she's got to do is stop kiddin herself
She can only fool herself for so long
She can only fool herself for so long
She can only fool herself for so long
I'm too weak to face me
(She can only fool herself)
I never know just why you run so far away far away from me
I never know just why you run so far away far away from me
When it comes to how to live his life he can't be told
Says he got everything under control
Thinks he knows he's not a problem he's stuck with
But in reality it would be a problem to just quit
An addict and he can't hold the reigns
The pain is worse cause his friends have it the same
Tries to slow down the problem he's got
But can't get off the ca
By MyselfWhat do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride / from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I / sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I / try to catch them red - handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can’t hold on / when I’m stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I’m lost within
I put on my daily façade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
by myself [myself]
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can’t rely on myself
[myself]
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can’t rely on myself
I can’t hold on
To what I want when I’m stretched so thin
It’s all too much to take in
I can’t hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in
If I
Turn my back I’m defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on / then they’ll
Take from me ‘till everything
What's It Mean?I was talking to someone last night and I suddenly started to wonder what it means to care about someone.
Here I am at 28, and I can say with all sincerity that for me love and caring has been a large falsehood in my life. Oh, my parents cared, but what about the rest of my family? I've always had the "high expectations" thrust upon me, and been resented by my siblings for it. At least two people I know from Fubar might be able to voice the truth of that, but hey I was the kid brother, so the resentment was "natural", or so I hear.
Natural or not, I never knew love. I've known lust, I've known a number of women very intimately, but never have I truly said I love you and meant it. It was a great way to get a piece of ass. Honesty right? That's what I strive for.
In the past women have fallen for me. But none of them have ever really set my heart to racing. In the past few weeks I've meant several women whom have done this. But, the truth is, only one of them has set my heart to
Breaking The HabitMemories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safer in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one
Who battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
Cultured my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I have no options left again
I dont want to be the one
Who battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
I'll paint it on the wa
Bleed It OutYeah here we go for the hundredth time,
Hand grenade pins in every line
Throw 'em up and let something shine
Going out of my fucking mind
Filthy mouth, no excuse
Find a new place to hang this noose
String me up from atop these roofs
Knot it tight so I won't get loose
Truth is you can stop and stare
Bled myself out and no one cares
Dug a trench out, laid down there
With a shovel up out to reach somewhere
Yea someone pour it in,
Make it a dirt dance floor again
Say your prayers and stomp it out
When they bring that chorus in
I bleed it out
Digging deeper just to throw it away
I bleed it out
Digging deeper just to throw it away
I bleed it out
Digging deeper just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out
Go, stop the show
Chop your words in a sloppy flow
Shotgun opera, lock and load
Cock it back and then watch it go
Mama help me, I've been cursed
Death is rolling in every verse
Candypaint on his brand new hearse
Can't co
LyricsI watch how the
Moon sits in the sky / in the dark night
Shining with the light from the sun
The sun doesn't give / light to the moon assuming
The moon’s going to owe it one
It makes me think of how you act to me / You do
Favors and then rapidly / You just
Turn around and start asking me / about
Things you want back from me
I’m sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest
I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don’t understand
(You’ll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head
Maybe someday I’ll be just like you / and
Step on people like you do and / Run
Away the people I thought I knew
I remember back then who you were
You used to be calm / used to be strong
Used to be generous / but you should’ve known / That you’d
Wear out your welcome / now you see
How quiet it is / all alone / I’m so
Sick
Need HelpI need your input, I just uploaded some new pics, which one do you think I should use as my main pic?
Comment please!!!!
Hugs to all my darling friends:)
Fubar??????what does fubar mean????? FLAGGED UNDER BU*LSH*T AND REPORTED??? OR F***ED UP BEYOND ALL RECOGNITION????
Correct me if im wrong i thought FUBAR WAS ADULT SITE ONCE AGAIN.
Flagging pics???...IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT I PUT UP GET OFF MY PAGE DONT FLAG OR MARK NSFW..ME KISSING MY HUBBY WITH WHIP CREAM IN MY MOUTH GET REAL GROW UP..OR MAYBE OVER 1/2 YOU PEOPLE DONT KNOW WHAT LOVE IS OR YOUR HUBBY OR WIFE IS CHEATING ON YOU..IF THAT IS TRUE THEN MAYBE YOU DONT NEED TO BE ON THIS SITE GO TO ROMPER ROOM.COM...
SydneyguyOK, so here was the friend request:
Here's the resulting conversation. Start from the bottom. The asshat never bothered to read my profile or anything. I thin khe gave up when I started talking about the fruits and stuff.
->Sydneyguy: So are you going to answer my question?
->Sydneyguy: Big enough baby, big enough.
Sydneyguy: wht size is ur tits
->Sydneyguy: Yeah, we do, but we just started being able to get them again.... will you fuck one of those?
Sydneyguy: do u get Afonso mangoes?..sure u don't.
->Sydneyguy: You can still get them, can't you? YOu're not that backward are you?
Sydneyguy: this is not cantelope season in Australia
->Sydneyguy: Would you stick your dick in a cantelope?
Sydneyguy: no pets, but i pet my dick
->Sydneyguy: Dammit. No pets?
Sydneyguy: i dont have dogs and i hate pets
->Sydneyguy: I'm not going to add you to my yahoo without knowing what you'd do for me... I don't add just anyone... I've been wanting to see a
Plz Pray For Cameron, Carson & CaleighSaturday morning, my 3 young cousins were in a car accident. Cameron, 8 years old, was in the front passenger seat of the car. She was in front of her 6 year old brother, Carson. Caleigh, just 2 months shy of turning 5, was in the back seat behind the driver in her carseat. The car they were in was hit on the passenger side... head on to Cameron and Carson. They got the blunt of the hit. The driver of the car with my cousins, is currently in jail pending charges.
Cameron, is in critical condition. She has a fractured skull, swelling of the brain, seizures as a result. She is bleeding internally and in the lungs. They cannot do anything for her at this time as they can't sedate her because of the seizures. They were finally able to send her for the CT Scan about 2 hours ago. Results aren't back yet from that. There is not any change in her condition as of then. She had flatlined in the hospital in Sumter and was Life Flighted to the Regional Childrens Trauma Center in C
EnoughI had just about all that i can take of the shallow people here tonight. I've sent requests,fanned,rated,sent drinks,bought blasts,gave out bling and i can't even get a thank you from the majority of the people? Nice guy from NJ you fucken rock! Everyone else can lick my ass for being ungrateful fuckheads!!!!!!!!
Mother Hoodi just became a mother in feb. of a little boy. i am very happy but it is hard his father is still in my life but he dont help much. he trys some times but only when i get on his case. my son is pretty good but i do need help. i can multitask but there is no way i can go to work, do laundry, walk the dog, cook dinner clean the house, take care of the baby, and take care of the cat. it impossible im only women. well my son is crying g2g
Stfu And Gtfo!UNDER NO CIRCUMSTANCES IS ANYONE SEEING ME TOPLESS OR NUDE WITH THE EXCEPTION OF MY BOYFRIEND. STOP ASKING. YOU WILL BE BLOCKED. I'M NOT A FUCKING WHORE, OR A SLUT, YOU DON'T KNOW ME, SO STOP FUCKING ASKING! AND STOP ASSUMING THAT ALL WOMEN ONLINE WILL DEGRADE THEMSELVES FOR FAKE MONEY. NOT ALL OF US ARE THAT MORALLY DEFUNCT.
WhyWhen you find the one love them like no other,
Remind them as you would no other,
Some people were met be, others not
Why do we open up just to have someone hurt us?
We are all here in the pursuit of the one
to make us whole.
But why does God make the journey
some times unbearable?
We love people that don't love us,
But we think we cannot live without them?
BreethI breath today as I did my first day, uncertain of where my exhale will settle and stay. I'm unsure of the risk my ongoing rough breath will display. I feer to show my fear, I'm angry at my hate. I cry to the sadness of each breath I need to embrace. I tremble for the chuckle of each windful escape with every beat of my heart as it strives to brake.
NO!!! No I say. I want to breathe and chuckle to happier days. Yet i still sigh with an on going pain. Why Oh Mighty God, why must i disgrace all I breath today as I did my my first day with hesitant ambition yet I still pray. I curse the first breath given each one on each day. Will I curse and curse this painful breath I need to embrace and keep sighing and crying hating and denying the sweet breath you give me each day?
YES!! Yes I want to breath as my first day. I know my breath is the wind that can clear my way.
I breath today as I did my first day hoping for an exhale that my soul will save
On The Road For TinkerbellWE ARE AT IT AGAIN!
imikimi - Customize Your World
AS ALOT OF PPL KNOW TINKERBELL GOT HER ACCT HACKED AND DELETED AND WOULD HAVE BEEN GODMOTHER BY NOW IF THAT HAD NOT HAPPENED. SHE ALSO LOST ALL HER GIFTS AND BLING AND A HAPPY HOUR THAT HAD BEEN BOUGHT FOR HER. I'M JUST ASKING EVERYONE THAT HASN'T TO PLEASE GO RATE HER PICS AND STASH TO HELP HER GET BACK UP TO THE LEVEL SHE DESERVES TO BE AT. YOU ALL HAVE BEEN GREAT AND I KNOW SHE APPRECIATES EVERYTHING EVERYONE HAS ALEADY DONE. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!!
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(repost of original by '~BABS~ ""GODMOTHER""' on '2008-04-19 18:39:36')
Moving OnI am moving on
It has taken me far too long
to reach this place, it seems
My fears may try to hold me back
To try and block my way
But with courage and faith in my heart
I will get there come what may
The road will be a long one,
And it may be rocky, too
But when I reach this place in time,
My dreams could all shine through
The plans I have made will soon be real
Along with the destiny I chose
Though I have been tossed and turned in life's storms
I will surely see a brighter dawn
I'm no longer held back by my fears
I'm finally....Moving On
Never EasyDon't mind if you treat me bad again, I don't care anymore
Life's too short to make trouble out of small things
It is better this way, I'm sort of laid back today
Close my ears when words come flying out, I've heard them all before
With just a lot of hope flushing down the drain, it is better this way
I am going away
Chorus
I tried and then some more
Instead of dragging the both of us down
Divide separate ways
It's never easy this way, it's never easy this way
Verse 2
My palms are sweating, I'm barely aware, what I'm turning down
This awful life that is what I've been told think it's better this way
I will regret it one day
Chorus
I tried and then some more
Instead of dragging the both of us down
Divide separate ways
It's never easy this way, it's never easy this way
Verse 3
Talk too me, throw the ball back
I've been here before there is no turning back
Talk to me just tell it like it is
Just two afraid souls, going at each other, at each other
We're at
ILook at my behaviour.
I can't help myself.
One feet before the other,
and hope you didn't notice.
I’m 14 days ahead of you.
In my head you already mine.
I hope I don't seem, like the desperate kind.
Chorus
Sometimes I, melt I,
I don't know where to put myself,
but I'm, not alone, cause right outside,
there's two people just falling in love.
I see you're looking,
but are you looking my way?
I like to thing so, I could only say.
Chorus
Sometimes I, melt I,
I don't know where to put myself,
but I'm, not alone, cause right outside,
there's two people just falling in love.
Some other time, some other place,
would maybe I show you my real face.
Chorus
Sometimes I, melt I,
I don't know where to put myself,
but I'm,not alone, cause right outside,
there's two people just falling in love.
Sometimes I, melt I,
I don't know where to put myself,
but I'm ,not alone, cause right outside,
there's two people just falling in love
ElectricPack your bag,run away
Along a freeway, out of town
Where you'd like and the night is over
It's alright
From despair, between the sheets
Spilling over, spinning round
Waiting still, in the street
Ain't it bitter, ain't it sweet, oh ho
Holding, holding on to you again
Holding, holding on to you again
No rushing, don't rush it, my love
Holding on, holding, holding on to you
Bet you lie, on your back
In the backseat of his car
Cattle black, pepper night
Dylan Thomas, pass around
Passing out on the floor
In the bathroom, black light vail
We don't need once again
Sing the song, sing
Drink the wine, love
Oh, well how long did we stay in there
Well I can't believe my eyes
Well how long did I take this
Well I can't hold on no, hold on
Holding, holding on to you again
Holding, holding on to you again
I'm ready, I'm ready, my love
Holding, holding on to you
Crazy Languagecrazy language
Let's face it English is a crazy language. There is no egg in eggplant
nor ham in hamburger; neither apple nor pine in pineapple. English muffins
weren't invented in England or French fries in France. Sweetmeats are
candies while sweetbreads, which aren't sweet, are meat... WTF
We take English for granted. But if we explore its paradoxes, we find that
quicksand can work slowly, boxing rings are square and a guinea pig is
neither from Guinea nor is it a pig.
And why is it that writers write but fingers don't fing, grocers don't
groce and hammers don't ham? If the plural of tooth is teeth, why isn't the
plural of booth beeth? One goose, 2 geese. So one moose, 2 meese? One index, 2 indices???
Doesn't it seem crazy that you can make amends but not just one dam amend...
If you have a bunch of odds and ends and get rid of all but one of them, what do you call it?
If teachers taught, why didn't preacher praught? If a vegetarian eats
vegetables, w
Day OffI see the morning sun from my window
not a cloud for a mile or two
wearing out my slippers when i walk
but that's what i'm suppose to do
what is the purpose, what am i doing here
when i ought to be at work
going round and round in circles all day
cuz i can't stop thinkin about what hurts
look ahead
is this what i wanna do for the rest of my life
well that's not right
look ahead
does it mean that i'm afraid to give it a try
yea just a try, i..
i'm taking a sick leave
i gotta make the call
just let him know that this is too hard
i can't figure out what i'm gonna say
cuz telling him lies would be bad anyway
a little scared as i dial the phone
saying that the fever has got to my bones
i'm sweatin like a pig when you return my call
"now get well soon, and take the day off"
look ahead
is this what i wanna do for the rest of my life
well that's not right
look ahead
does it mean that i'm afraid to give it a try
yea just a try, i..
keepin' a straight fac
Updates For Sunday 4/20Good Morning Everyone!
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Dad's GirlShe had her heart broken
She was her Dad's girl
With her childhood stolen
Her eyes are beautiful and they've seen a lot
Her eyes are beautiful and they've seen a lot
She's got a lot of memories
About a lot of things
A lot of stories
She wanted to tell you but she couldn't do
She wanted to tell you but she couldn't do
She grew up so quickly
Much faster than her friends
She says: my Dad's so nice to me,
Look what he gave me for my birthday
Look what he gave me for my birthday
She doesn't know the meaning of the words
Hold me tight, kiss me sweetheart
kiss me goodnight, kiss me baby
She hears the sound from the TV
The TV gets turned off
Her Mum goes to bed early
Her Dad is knocking on the bedroom door
Her Dad is knocking on the bedroom door
It wouldn't be good for him if someone knew
It wouldn't be good for him if someone knew
Her eyes are beautiful and they've seen a lot
Her eyes are beautiful and they've seen a lot
Her eyes are beautiful and they'v
A Part Of MeYou sing a song for feeling right
And you sing a song just knowing it's right
You write songs when everything's a mess
You sing a song to get it off your chest
You hate to brand what you're doing anyway
You close your eyes when you sing to yourself
Being what you are does not make a change
You sing a song for setting things straight
Chorus
On and on, it's wonderful
But isn't there something missing
On and on, wherever you go
There's always someone listening
Verse 2
You sing a song for being in love
You sing the song that made it to the tops
Never get wise on music, so just let it go
You sing a song if it makes you grow
Chorus
But on and on, it's wonderful
But isn't there something missing
On and on, wherever you go
There's always someone listening
On and on, it's wonderful
But isn't there something missing
On and on, wherever you go
There's always someone listening
You sing a song for m
*shrugs*Well I haven't been here in a while...what can I say? My life is busy right now & I have ocd so I get distracted from sites very easily...I can't sit still, its just my nature...if I'm not doing about 5 things at once I fall asleep, lol, I am an excellent multi-tasker...
These past days have been filled with both profound sadness & astounding happiness...I just celebrated my 17 year wedding anniversary..the daughter is finishing school & got a scholarship for college...his condition is growing worse, very quickly...about a year ago the doctor told him he was amazed that he was still walking, so I guess its finally catching up with him...I love him dearly, and it pains me to see his distress..I must admit I spoil him, but that's just my way, I'm a born caretaker, did the same with my dad..
I don't really have any friends here, so I can't talk to anyone about things..the internet is great but its amazing how quickly you find out who is a true friend & who isn't when yo
12 WeeksWent to the doctor, and although we weren't able to get an ultrasound, I did hear its heartbeat through the machine thingie. Doctor says it sounds healthy =) Can't wait till we can find out the sex.
Relations And LoveFirst of all, I am not a real writer or author.
This is comes for real life, you may read this and think of it as a joke, you may read this and know the feeling behind the words, the latter is my intention.
Watch for more to be added as I get time. I do appreciate and comments or complaints, remeber its only my view on life, love and realationships. I will do my best on spelling and grammer but I am not an author, just me.
My history:
Male, 44. if you are into the signs, I am an aries. Married for 19 years to a woman who is bi-polar and refused to go to the doctor or take any medications. I am currently seperated and the divorce will be final in 4 months. I did attempt to set up with a marriage counseler, that failed also, she would not go.
My views on love:
When you try to fix someone and hold you world together, you will fail. It is not anyones job to fix anyone as you can not do that. Never blame yourself for anyone elses actions, whether it be from abuse, ie. ment
World Of Kung Fuhey all found this free online game thats just like World Of Warcraft but even better seeing as its free to play and instead of wizards and warriors you choose Kung Fu fighters. Definitely more addicting than WoW....check it out at www.worldofkungfu.com
Who Crushed Me???i just signed on and found that i have another crush.....so who crushed me?? dont be shy come forward!
You Fucks!'Progress for the sake of progress must be discouraged!''
So, it always seems that I can never move forward, in my case, progress for the sake of progress is just not a reality,BUT, shit happens right? meh, No...
I don't think i'm ment to be happy.
But what keep sme pissed off, is the fact that you all are happy...
Like my ex-wife stephanie, she got the family she wanted...
a new husband...
a new child...
Our child...
living in the state she always wanted...
Why, why you. why can you be allowed to be happy and not be...
why did you get a second chance at love and marriege and not me...
why did i get my hopes up and have yet other person just like you hurt me...
why why, why fuckin' why!!
Or the last person...
Mary, the most beautiful person I know, poisined with lies, hurt, free, anger...
But why is she allowed to move on hurt free, why does she get to have this new fling of her, why is she the ones with the friends so pleased that i'm gone, yet the same people who
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What Do They Want Of The DaySo she has both the words "sin" and "seductress" in her name. You'd think you'd be able to tell from that what she's into...
except her profile totally contradicts her name:
"First Of All,I'm Not Available..[snip]
I Have No Intentions Of Posting NSFW Pics
And Am Not Into "Cyber Sex""
So where does this person get into seduction or sin? Sounds more like she should call herself "The Church Lady"
Uuuuuuuuuugh :)nothin like a 11 hour day to stot shiza off ..
im outro.. cu2morrow :)
Countess Bathoryin Slovak, El¿bieta Batory in Polish, August 7(?), 1560 – August 21, 1614), was a Hungarian countess from the renowned Báthory family. The family is famous for defending Hungary against the Ottoman Turks. She is known as the most infamous serial killer in Central European history and is remembered as the "Blood Countess" and as Bloody Lady of Csejte, after the castle near Trencsén, in Royal Hungary, where she spent most of her life.
After her husband's death, she and four collaborators were accused of torturing and killing hundreds of girls and young women, with one witness attributing to them over 600 victims, though she was only convicted on 80 counts. In 1610, she was imprisoned in Csejte Castle, where she remained bricked in her room until her death four years later. She was never formally tried in court. The Báthory case is the inspiration for the story of the Countess bathing in the blood of virginal girls whom she killed in order to retain her youth. Like Vlad Tepes, who insp
Vampires In Today's EraWith the 20th century came a wonderful invention called the motion picture. It was with this that vampires and other movie monsters showed their faces on the big screen. The first vampire movie ever made was 1922's Nosfertau: Eine Symphonie des Grauens (Nosferatu: A symphony of horrors). This German movie, directed by F.W. Murnau, starred Max Schreck in the title role. The vampire in this case took on the semblance of the creature in folklore...hairy palms, large bat-like ears, and so on. Then came a series of vampire movies from the US with Bela Lugosi as the notorious Dracula. The vampire was given fangs to bite with and an air of seduction. Afterwards, Christopher Lee joined England's Hammer productions in comprising the next image of Dracula...he was given dark hair, a long black opera cloak and glowing red eyes. From here on, numerous other vampire movies were made, some based on original screenplays, some on historical novels, some even comedies. As technology evolved in the film
Things About Me.....Things about me.
1) im friendly with everyone and treat everyone the way i want to be treated.
2) I do have a past, some im proud of and others that im not. but who doesnt
3) I hate those that wont at least try to do something on their own, before begging from others.
4) I am a private person.
5) I am an independant person and dont like to be told who my friends or and I dont like stalker all that much. In fact i have had one for about 2 years now. Stalkers are very demanding and will use threats about telling ppl about a persons past and try and ruin anything they have, even try and manuplate things where it looks like they are the victim always when they are infact the one that starts things with others. They will call you at all times of the night and day,. they dont care if you have a life or not. or if you choose to spend time with your family. They have to always be in the mix and always up in your business.
Vampire HistoryThe history of the vampire begins In ancient Persia, where a vase was discovered depicting a man struggling with a huge creature which is trying to suck his blood. Then, in Babylonian myth a deity known for drinking the blood of babies, Lilitu or "Lilith", was discovered. She was reputedly the first wife of Adam according to old Hebrew texts removed from the Old Testament, and left her husband due to his sexual ineptitude, becoming the Queen of Demons and Evil spirits. In China during the 6th century BC, traces of the "Living Dead", or revenants as they are known, were also found. More legends continued throughout all the world, including India, Malaysia, Polynesia and the lands of the Aztecs and Eskimos.
According to the Aztecs, the offering of a young victims blood to the Gods ensured the fertilization of the earth. But truly, the vampire proper originates from European civillization...ancient Greece to begin with. There were numerous bloodthirsty Goddesses in both Roman ang Gree
Attention All Fans/friends/family!! (important)NO MORE FAKE SPOTLIGHTS!
I need your help!!Trying to Spotlight!
So, there have been a lot of talk about SpotLights being fake people. I'm as real as we got and I really really really want a spotlight for a day, but as you already know they can cost anywhere from 5,000,000 fubucks. I need your help. All I am asking for directly here is for your personal attention to help me gain some fubucks. I need your help. I am only asking for 10-20 minutes of your time. If your bored this is a perfect thing for you. It will keep you busy and entertained and it can help someone out. Not to mention it will give you killer points too. I would really really really like to get a Spotlight. So, please come to my site and rate/comment the heck out of my pictures & stash.
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Wow....I've just been informed by one person that I am a total bitch.... If you do think this, honestly I don't care.... If you do feel comfortable telling me, please do.... All I have to say if that it ain't my problem... I could care less what you people think about me with the exception of a very limited number of you... So, whatever.... I don't give a rat's ass....
I Miss My FriendI MISS MY FRIEND BEING HERE . SHE HAD HER HEART BROKEN AND THEN BLOCKED BY THE GUY SHE WAS TALKING TO . JUST BECAUSE HE WAS TALKING TO HER COUSIN ,HE BLOCKED HER . ALL SHE WANTED WAS A FRIEND , ALL HE WANTED WAS TO GET INTO HER .
It's Just A BlogARE YOU SCARED OF A LITTLE BLOG . THEN MY FRIEND WAS WASTING HER TIME WITH YOU . BEST WISHES TO ALL .
Life!!!LIFE JUST BLOWS BECAUSE NO ONE EVERY KNOWS WHEN OR WHERE GOOD THINGS WILL HAPPEN.
AND YOU GET TIRED AND SEE LIFE FADING AWAY INTO NOTHINGNESS.
Pic'sWell hope yall happy, its a shame we have some plp on here who cant take a joke and an adult joke at that, gotto go and mark some cartoon pic as nsfw, grow up plp.
but to make it easy on ya's i deleted a bunch of them so ur poor little sensibilitys dont get hurt any more , happy now???
My Troubles..helppppppim trying to get romantic aka kinky with misfit but im broke and wellllll can u help me plz send her a spicy gift and tell her..the angel sent u winkzzzzzzz thats my pet name she gave me ...blushnnnnnnnnn
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A Virgins Worst NightmareA girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night
and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a
big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that
after dinner, she would like to go out and make love
for the first time.
* * * * * * * * *
Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex
before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get
some condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time and
the pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour.
He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and
sex.
* * * * * * * * *
At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many
condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family
pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he
thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all.
* * * * * * * * *
That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents
house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm
so excited for you to meet my parents, come
Sent To Me And I Wanted To Share...A little boy asked his mother, 'Why are you crying?' 'Because I'm a
woman,' she told him.
'I don't understand,' he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, 'And
you never will.'
Later the little boy asked his father, 'Why does mother seem to cry for
no reason?'
'All women cry for no reason,' was all his dad could say.
The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.
Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked,
'God, why do women cry so easily?'
God said:
'When I made the woman she had to be special.
I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world,
yet gentle enough to give comfort
I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection
that many times comes from her children.
I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else
gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue
without complaining..
I gave her the sensitivity to love her
Something RandomLooking for Work
A Japanese doctor said,
"Medicine in my country is so advanced that
we can take a kidney out of one man, put it
in another, and have him looking for work in
six weeks."
A German doctor said,
"That's nothing, we can take a lung out of one
person , put it in another, and have him looking
for work in four weeks."
A British doctor said,
"In my country, medicine is so advanced that
we can take half of a heart out of one person,
put it in another, and have them both looking for
work in two weeks."
A Texas doctor, not to be outdone said,
"You guys are way behind. We took a man with
no brains out of Texas , put him in the White
House and now half the country is looking for
work."
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Life is short! Break the rules!
Forgive quickly! Kiss slowly!
Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably..
And never regret anything that made you smile!
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WelpThis is fucking insane he said he would b here yesterday so i cancelled all my pland and waited and waited then nothing. So I finally talked to him and he promised today by noonish. Well noonish came and went and what a shock he still didnt show. He didnt even have the fucking decentcy to call and tell me what was going on. hate ths shit and I cant believe I keep putting up with it. Im fucking finished with ppl everyone is so fake. I just dotn know anymore.
Gently Bentley."Many males are fixated on penis size, the whole idea that bigger is better. I get questions from University and College students wanting to know about "jelqing" to make a penis larger. I had never heard about it, so I asked my urologist contact and he had never heard about it. Then I got an E-mail describing the process, so I went back to my urologist, filled him in and he was less than enthusiastic. So, here is the procedure. Take it with a grain of salt.
Take a towel, soak it with hot water, (not hot enough to burn your penis.) Wrap it around your penis and hold it for 5 minutes, this relaxes and allows more blood flow to your penis.
Apply lubrication or Vaseline and massage your penis to ¾ of an erection. Then, making an OK sign with your index and thumb, firmly grip your penis at the base, and slide your hand down to the head of your penis. This is one jelq. Continue this by alternating your hand, "milking the penis" downward. The head of your penis will fill up with blood a
Back Home From The Reunuion TodayWas the reunuion fer mymoms side of the family, we all enjoyed it alot. Mom felt better than she had since Christmas.Did her n pop so much good to be out amoungst family like that. Her phyiscal rehab is over, n shes doing worlds better. Dads back is hhealing hes just a stubbourn old fart bout wanting to take it easy.Well what yall up tonite? Gonna be on and off, if i anit fel asleep by then.
But i'll be on alot more i think over the next few days too.
PS
Hoooooray fer boobies too! My friend who owns the Hooters resturants here in the southeast said there gonna have the new Hootersgirls calander made up soon!nHehehe n i get mine fer free......
My Heart HurtsI dont know what is wrong with me lately. I used to be such a confident and independant woman but lately I have been so un sure of myself clinging to my friends, both on and off line. I have been feeling like I have nothing but my daughter. I dont have many friends, dont get me wrong the friends I have are amazing and I would not trade them for the world, I just have very few that I would call friends. and to be honest I have no real social life other then D and M and A. and yes those are the first letters of my two friends.
I know I am just feeling sorry for myself but I think that it stems down to me missing being in a relationship. I miss being held. I miss the constant companion in my life. the connection having someone in my life brings. I know it is stupid to feel like you need someone but everyone needs someone right? I can seem to meet anyone local. the only men I have "met" that I like are online and live in states far away. and even then you can not trust that they are for
A True RedneckWe have enjoyed the redneck jokes for years. It's time to take a
> reflective look at the core beliefs of a culture that values home, family,
> country and God. If I had to stand before a dozen terrorists who threaten
> my life, I'd choose a half dozen or so rednecks to back me up. Tire irons,
> squirrel guns and grit -- that's what rednecks are made of. I hope I am
> one of those. If you feel the same, pass this on to your redneck friends.
> Ya'll know who ya' are.
>
>
>
> You might be a redneck if: It never occurred to you to be offended by the
> phrase, 'One nation, under God.'
>
> You might be a redneck if: You've never protested about seeing the 10
> Commandments posted in public places.
>
> You might be a redneck if: You still say ' Christmas' instead of 'Winter
> Festival.'
>
> You might be a redneck if: You bow your head when someone prays.
>
> You might be a redneck if: You stand and place your hand over your heart
> when they play the National Anthem.
>
For The MenAn orgasm is described as a level of sexual arousal that reaches a peak then subsides leaving the participant feeling elated, relaxed and sexually satisfied. It is difficult to describe an orgasm because it is different for every female. Women generally describe it as a feeling of being so aroused that you are going to explode.
Muscles in your body may go into contraction, your hands tighten up, you may arch your back, your facial expression is intense, your breathing pattern changes to short gasps, your legs tremble, your toes curl under. You may make groaning noises, whimper, some women cry out. Because the sensations are so intense and so different for each woman, it like trying to describe a sneeze.
Are all women capable or reaching orgasm? Yes, unless there is some rare congenital abnormality or extensive genital surgery where nerves have been cut. Some women who have had a stroke can still reach orgasm. Women who are Spinal Cord injured and are paraplegic or quadraplegic w
History To ConsiderFirst U.S. money never used the motto "IN GOD WE TRUST"
The original coinage minted by the United States never carried a religious motto. Interestingly, "MIND YOUR BUSINESS" (from Benjamin Franklin) appeared as the first motto (see below). The first American coinage appeared totally secular; as clean from a mention of god as the Constitution.
However, the religious community in America grew. At the time of pre-Civil War days, church membership had risen to 16 percent of the population (1850) and to 23 percent by 1860. From a desire to transform America into a Christian state, several Protestant denominations organized the National Reform Association which aimed to amend the Constitution to "declare the nation's allegiance to Jesus Christ." and to put a "legal basis" of the land on "Christian laws."
Although the National Reform Association failed in its attempt to amend the Constitution, it continued its efforts into the twentieth century. The National Reform Association at
Nightmares- - PoemI wake up with fear in
the middle of night.
I know this isn't right
anxiety from fright.
Something I cannot fight.
Why do they torture me so
The nightmares that use to
come and go.
And, now... well
continue to grow.
They induce such anxiety pain
My soul they emotionally drain
The lack of sleep, I am going insane
Something I cannot explain.
No one to comfort me
From terrors unseen
No comfort for my need
All I can do, is hope and
pray to be free.
What Do You Call?.What do you call a dog with no hind legs and steel balls?........ Sparky!!!! :o)
100+ Versions Of The Biblehttp://www.tyndale.cam.ac.uk/scriptures/
English Bible Translations
Each version has its own page where there is a brief description about that particular version, information taken from within the version itself. You can view a quote from Genesis 1: 1, 2; Wisdom (of Solomon) 1: 1; and/or John 1: 1-3 as recorded in each version to illustrate its style. Also noted is the library where the version is located.
Abbreviated Bible - TAB - 1971, eliminates duplications, includes the Apocrypha
American Standard Version - ASV - 1901, a.k.a. Standard American Edition, Revised Version, the American version of the Holy Bible, Revised Version
American Translation (Beck) - AAT - 1976
American Translation (Smith-Goodspeed) - SGAT - 1931
Amplified Bible - AB - 1965, includes explanation of words within text
Aramaic Bible (Targums) - ABT - 1987, originally translated from the Hebrew into the Aramaic
Aramaic New Covenant - ANCJ - 1996, a translation and transliteration of the New Covenant
The U.s. Government Is Not Founded On Christianityhttp://www.nobeliefs.com/Tripoli.htm
The Government of the United States of America is not, in any sense founded on the Christian religion
by Jim Walker
Originated: 11 Apr. 1997
Additions: 26 Dec. 2004
Many Religious Right activists have attempted to rewrite history by asserting that the United States government derived from Christian foundations, that our Founding Fathers originally aimed for a Christian nation. This idea simply does not hold to the historical evidence.
Of course many Americans did practice Christianity, but so also did many believe in deistic philosophy. Indeed, most of our influential Founding Fathers, although they respected the rights of other religionists, held to deism and Freemasonry tenets rather than to Christianity.
The U.S. Constitution
The United States Constitution serves as the law of the land for America and indicates the intent of our Founding Fathers. The Constitution forms a secular document, and nowhere does it appeal to God, Chris
I Love RomanceThe can get as hot as hell, depending on the person.Love is the key, that unlocks the beauty that romance that haven't seen cause the get lost reading the wrong signs. Believe in love but more importantly belief in one another, that is the life I think in a relationship. If you desire to be cared for and caressed by one who can't see anyone but you in their eyes then you have to have faith they are waiting somewhere out there wondering where you are? Don't give-up, stand up and grab a hold of Loves hope and let it guide you and strengthen your heart when it is weak. You can call me if you'd like. But the love the you so desire keep the fire burning bright so you true love see the way.
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The Next Mortgage CrisisSubprime was just the beginning. Wait until California's prime borrowers start handing their keys to the bank.
By Mark Gimein
Posted Tuesday, April 15, 2008, at 8:12 AM ET
ForclosureForeclosures are soaring out West
California is to mortgage lending what Chicago is to pork bellies. For years, that meant it was a place with soaring house values; today, the foreclosure rate across the state is twice the national average and going up fast. Riverside County, outside Los Angeles, may be the foreclosure capital of the country, with a rate close to six times the national average. And housing prices are in freefall.
California should be the poster child for a mortgage-loan bailout. In few other places have so many taken on such onerous debts with so little equity. Unfortunately, the crisis in California is going to get much worse, and there is no bailout that will solve it. Why? Because if the first stage of the foreclosure crisis was about people who could not afford their mortgages,
Spring!!At last! Sun and temps have brought out some bloom and greenery in the Ohio Valley! Anyone else have spring going on?
Expect Exponential ProgressBy Ray Kurzweil Fri Apr 18, 4:00 AM ET
Massachusetts Institute of Technology was so advanced in 1965 that it actually had a computer. Housed in its own building, it cost $11 million (in today's dollars) and was shared by all students and faculty. Four decades later, the computer in your cellphone is a million times smaller, a million times less expensive, and a thousand times more powerful. That's a billionfold increase in the amount of computation you can buy per dollar.
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Who Am ILook at me now
You may not see
Who I really am
You never knew me
You only see the beauty
It is only a mask which to fool
Who am I really
You don’t know me
I hide behind the mask
For those I don’t know
I pretend I’m someone else
Who am I inside
I must be secret inside
Forced to hide
From those I don’t know
So I may be free to fly
Don'tShe has broken my heart,
But she'll never know.
Today she has buried my heart,
So deep within the snow.
The morning cut like a knife,
So well and deep.
She never heard my sounds,
Or care when I weep.
Maybe I might be better,
On this not to second guess.
Because if I try any longer,
My friendship could become a mess.
My Friends Rock...Im taking this time to let everyone know that our good friend Natural Witch has a happy hour tomorrow " Sunday "
at 8:00 p.m. Fu-Time
~Natural_Witch~ *Club F.A.R.*(No Fan, No Add)@ fubar
Happy Hour is for lots of Drinks and fun.
So lets do our best to give her lots of love and keep her totally shitfaced.
This message brought to you by the one and only " Tsisquo'ga
♥ Cherokee God Mama ♥ Owner Of Club F.A.R. #1 Family on FuBar ~ d.s.c.@ fubar
(repost of original by '♥ Cherokee God Mama ♥ Owner Of Club F.A.R. #1 Family on FuBar ~ d.s.c.' on '2008-04-19 17:19:15')
(repost of original by 'Club FAR TEAM CPT--DSC--I.B.I.C.--FuAngels--Lollipop Gurlz Club' on '2008-04-19 17:34:39')
The Real Reason Men1.SOME MEN CANT HANDLE LOVING 1 WOMEN CAUSE THEY DONT WANT TO BE HURT 1ST.
2.MOST MEN ARE THE ONES WHO DONT WANT THE REALTIONSHIP FIRST CAUSE THEY CANT GET ANY MORE OTHER WMEN.
3.IF U HAVE MALE FRIEND 8-10 TIMES THAT A DI$K IN THE GLASS CAUSE U NEVER KNOW U COULD BE THAT ONE.
4.ALOT OF MEN WANT A THREESOME BUT SOME ARE JUST STUCK ON THE FACT OF HAVING TWO GIRLS.BUT IN THE REAL WORLD.SHE MIGHT LEAVE U FOR HER..LMBAO
5.WHY GUYS CHEAT CAUSE IT BY CHOICE A MAN CAN BE IN LOVE WITH YOU.BUT STILL NEEDS SOMETHING YOU CANT GIVE another women can give to him.
SORRY ABOUT THE CAPS..lmbao
6.BE CAREFUL IF YOU HAVE FRIENDS HANGING AROUND UR BOYFRIEND..NEVER KNOW HE COULD USE HER TO GET BACK AT U.
(MORE REAL REASON SOON 2 COME)
"persecuted And Prosecuted."LONDON (Reuters) - Fortune-tellers, mediums and spiritual healers marched on the home of the British prime minister at Downing Street on Friday to protest against new laws they fear will lead to them being "persecuted and prosecuted."
Organizers say that replacing the Fraudulent Mediums Act of 1951 with new consumer protection rules will remove key legal protection for "genuine" mediums.
They think skeptics might bring malicious prosecutions to force spiritualists to prove in court that they can heal people, see into the future or talk to the dead.
Psychics also fear they will have to give disclaimers describing their services as entertainment or as scientific experiments with unpredictable results.
"If I'm giving a healing to someone, I don't want to have to stand there and say I don't believe in what I'm doing," said Carole McEntee-Taylor, a healer who co-founded the Spiritual Workers Association.
The group delivered a petition with 5,000 names to the prime minister'
HelpTO EVERYONE OUT THERE LOOKING AT MY PICS. PLEASE HELP ME. I WANT TO KNOW WHITCH ONE YOU THINK I LOOK THE BEST IN. THANKS FOR YOUR HELP
Letting My Friends Know The Hell Going On With My Lifeso this entire month has a been pretty much a living HELL for my family and me. my dad was diagonised with Congesitve Heart Failure earlier this month, he also has high blood pressure, high choslteral (so i cant spell bite me), and only about 24% of his heart is working (normal person is around 68%), he had a heart cath preformed on both sides of his heart this past weds, no blockage...thats good...but he does have a badly leaking valve in his heart. so now he must go back to his cardiologist and decided when/where/if they are gonna do surgery to correct this problem.
now on to my mom she has been diabetic (type 2) for years and well over weight (nothing new here) well she's catching hell from her boss at Forrest General Hosptial cuz the bitch women hates new nurses, so mom is now stressed out and having to stay at job she dreads going to bc we need the insurance for my dad so her evil boss lady sent her to be evaluted by another dr who put her on antidepressants (yet again she too
Rip Aunt Betty!This is an open ended message to my late Aunt Betty. She died on 4-17-08. I want you to know that i love you with all my heart and i have been missing you since you moved. I wish i could have saw you before you passed but know that my heart and soul will always love you. And i believe i am very fortunate to have a guardian angel like you that is willing to kick the shit out of anyone who tries to hurt me.
In What Manner The Master Of The Art Should Keep, Rule, And Govern HimselfHE who wisheth to apply himself unto so great and so difficult a Science should have his mind free from all business, and from all extraneous ideas of whatever nature they may be.
He should then thoroughly examine the Art or Operation which he should undertake, and write it regularly out on paper, particularly set aside for that purpose, with the appropriate conjurations and exorcisms. If there be anything to mark or write down, it should be performed in the manner specified regarding the paper, ink, and pen. He should also observe at what day and at what hour this Experiment should be undertaken, and what things are necessary to prepare for it, what should be added, and what can be dispensed with.
The which matters being prepared, it is necessary for thee to search out and arrange some fitting place wherein the Magical Art and its Experiments can be put in practice. All these things being thus arranged and disposed, let the Master of the Art go into a proper and fitting place, o
Goin Through Hellwell ur gurl has been goin through hell lately my a** of a step father through me out. wich im glad cuz all they did is used me for my lil bit of money and treat me like crap!!! then i decided that i should kick a coffee table ofcourse the table won and now i have a broke foot! lol i feel like such a tard! i really do need sum fam love rite now mcl
HelpI'm sorry to bother you but I really need some advise. I have only lived in Charlotte for 4 years and my first job here was in the online bankig dept., we ended up in mediation becaue of the harrassment from the employees. I gave them a letter of resignation at that time and for
the past three years the black community has gained up against me and I can't make them go away. I have wrote the Senator, I have informed Wachovia on numerous occassions, I have left jobs to to stay away from them. Basically, my entire life has been ruined because of them I have started informing their HR when they start. They know everything about my lfe
and I don't even know them. Do you have any suggestions on how to make them go away? I didn't move to Charlotte for this.
A Broken Hearted SoulLet this poem to be true to all that is heart and soul of this earth. As i lay in bed and write this poem i think to myself god may he reap my soul from my body he will never be able to pick up the piees of my broken heart.
My Xever since that bad period she had she's never been the same.
Someday We'll Know90 miles outside Chicago
Can't stop driving
I don't know why
So many questions
I need an answer
Two years later
You're still on my mind
Whatever happened to Amelia Earhart?
Who holds the stars up in the sky?
Is true love just once in a lifetime?
Did the captain of the Titanic cry?
Someday we'll know if love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you
Does anybody know the way to Atlantis
Or what the wind says when she cries?
I'm speeding by the place that I met you
For the 97th time tonight
Someday we'll know if love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you
Someday we'll know why Samson loved Delilah
One day I'll go dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know that I was the one for you
I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
I watched the stars crash in the sea
If I could ask God just one question
Why aren't you here with me t
Can Someone Pwease!!If anyone is watchin UFC tonight since my broke ass cant watch it on pay per view:( let me know who wins between st Pierre and serra, cus me and tatoe has a bet..and really its a no win either way for me.. I still want my fellow canadian to put the boots to Serra :D
If you do I will love you all kinds!!!
Once tatoe is finished with me of course :(
he..lp..m..e ......
:-S
later days!!
Could Use All The Friends In The World!Hey all my lovely,sexy beautiful friends. I am trying to get here as often as I can. Feel free to drop by and leave me a note. Don't worry I don't bite. Well...................okay maybe sometimes.
Muah! ;)
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Lil WayneFiremanMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com
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9-11 SolvedITALIAN SAYS 9-11 SOLVED: It's common knowledge, he reveals, CIA,
Mossad behind terror attacks
Former Italian President Francesco Cossiga, who revealed the
existence of Operation Gladio, has told Italy's oldest and most
widely read newspaper that the 9-11 terrorist attacks were run by
the CIA and Mossad, and that this was common knowledge among global
intelligence agencies. In what translates awkwardly into English,
Cossiga told the newspaper Corriere della Sera:
"All the [intelligence services] of America and Europe know well
that the disastrous attack has been planned and realized from the
Mossad, with the aid of the Zionist world in order to put under
accusation the Arabic countries and in order to induce the western
powers to take part in Iraq [and] Afghanistan."
Cossiga was elected president of the Italian Senate in July 1983
before winning a landslide election to become president of the
country in 1985, and he remained until 1992.
Cossiga's tendency to be
Not Gonna Be On Much...I Know I Have Not Really Been On Here Much L8ly Anyway, But I Have Got To Do Some Things And Will Not Even Be Logged In For A While... Hope All My Peeps Are Well, And I WILL Be Back On When I Get All The Bull$hit Sorted Out... Take Care All And ThanXXX For Any And All Love Or Anything Else That May Get Lost In The Mess.... C-Ya All L8r On...
P.S. Am I The Only One That Has The Problem Of Missing Friend Request??? (They Show In The Alerts, But The Are Not There) :-(
ChocolateWhat Your Taste in Chocolate Says About You
You are sophisticated, modern, and high class.
Your taste is refined, but you are not picky.
You are often the first to try something new.
You are energetic and quick to act.
You are open minded, and you easily adopt new social causes.
While your heart is in the right place, you often can't follow through with your dreams.
You love the feeling of accomplishment. You enjoy doing what's important.
You feel lost when you have to do frivolous tasks or hang out with shallow people.
The Chocolate Oracle
Aint No Sun Shinethis goes out 2 all the hurt ones who was every worng when they was right.
you try to forget the pain but you cant the pain is the only memory.
even if u startin something new you carry that flame that blame of the old realtionship in the new one.
THE older i get i gain the wisdom to when to hold on and let go..i have flaws dont we all?
im a good guy who finish last that a good thing at some point of times.BUT in this case im geting a shift foot in my aS*.
I WILL NEVER GIVE UP TRYING TO FIND MY TURE LUV. but i expect life no matter the outcome..but i feel like that old song..cause i still have not found what im looking for?
History MysteryHave a history teacher explain this--- If they can
Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846.
John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946.
Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860.
John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960.
Both were particularly concerned with civil rights.
Both wives lost their children while living in the White House.
Both Presidents were shot on a Friday.
Both Presidents were shot in the head.
Now it gets really weird.
Lincoln's secretary was named Kennedy.
Kennedy's secretary was named Lincoln.
Both were assassinated by Southerners.
Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson.
Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln, was born in 1808.
Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908.
John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln, was born in 1839.
Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939.
Both assassins were known by their three names.
Both names are composed of fifteen letters.
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Dont Knowwell today is alright juss kinda boring going to go out with my angela tonight and maybe get laid later by um someone anyways yeah hope and pray i get laid cause i really need it
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April 28th Happy Hour ContestWell I have three contest pics so far. Ladies who want to enter have your entries to my by April 27th please, and if I don't get more entries there really doesnt seem to be any point in doing the contest. I had almost 30 ladies for my 30 day blast contest and only three so far for a Happy Hour? Pretty sad in my opinion but if I do cancel the contest all three great ladies who made pics for the contest will receive something for their trouble. Sorry but I will not give away a 100 dollar prize for less than 10 entries. I should say more than entered my 30 day blast contest but there is no way I will get that many which does not make sense to me. I still might have the contest even if I get no more entries but if I do you can bet there will never be another contest from me. I try to come up with fun ideas to give things away here on fubar and get salutes made for me but some people want Happy Hours just to make salute pics so I think I am done asking for salutes for a while lol. Anyways l
Bad November - Track 4 - Who I AmBad November
Disclaimer: This is the first chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This story is planned to be revised and maybe I can talk the writer to let me post them here if people like them. Please comment and let the writer and me know what you like or don't like.
Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows).
Track - 4 - Who I am
Lyrics from the song Who I am
When I dream/ I am dreaming of you/ Every time I take a step/ I'm one step closer to the truth/ Do you see me?/ Like I see you?/ Do y
So Called FriendsThe past couple af days has opened me eyes to who are my friend in this sight and who isn't. I opened my home to Tink and she crapped all over it and has started to tell everyone that she and I know that I kicked her out with noplace to go. Well the trueth is, that she left after two days worth of her additude to me over me treating her like no man has ever treated her in her life. I gave her use of my car and gave her most of my paychecks for three weeks. I helped her with her pregnancy when the father wouldn't even help her. She has burned every bridge with 90% of all of her friends and it was all the others fault. Dosen't that tell you about her true nature? Now she and a so called friend in Darkness falls has plotted against me for being the only friend that has been there for her in the past four years of her life. Well is say fairwell to them all and there are a world of better people in the world. I just wanted every one else to know that I have done all that I could fro her and
Applebottom Girls Are Goin Bye ByeOK LADIES AND GENLTE FOLKS SOME OF YOU ALL KNOW ME AS THE...oppps sorry fro yelling. any who im goin to get ride of the applebottom girls and im startn a whole new click. in short more info will be comeing about the new group, the regulations, and requierments to be a member. trust me you will luve it....SHOCK TROOPERS RULE THE STREETS.
Help Her Make GodfatherHEY DREW ONLY NEEDS 39K TO MAKE GODFATHER STATUS
SEND HER SOME LOVE
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ME THE QUEEN THICKNDAAZZ4YA IN T-SHIRT AND PANTIES! MY OTHER HALF IN SEXY BOXERS WAITING ON YOUR BIDS........................................*
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THIS GUY IS COPYING PEOPLES CAMS AND POSTING THEM ON PORNSITES I HAVE THINGS TO BACK THIS UP I HAVE OVER 200,000 FUBUCKS TO THE PERSON THAT CAN MAKE THIS STICK .....
I WELL NOT STOP UNTILL EITHER IAM OFF FUBAR OR THIS GUY IS
Help A FreindSHE ONLY NEEDS 9K TO LEVEL!!PLEASE HELP HER
Shady's Under Ground Posse S*U*P* III@ fubar
Drunken Poems-AWAY-
Its a cloudy day
The rain is softly falling
The plants around me
Covered in rain drops
I reach out my hand
To touch a raindrop
It rolls off the leaf
Falling into the palm of my hand
As i stared at it
It reminded me of how...
I held a tear of yours
In my hand...
I started to think
Of the things I said and done
The hurt I caused you...
I felt a pain
Deep in my soul, mind, and heart
My body started to feel weak
I truly didn't mean to cause
You pain
To make you cry
To lose love in me...
As I'm walking down this street
Alone, cold, sad, and afarid
I feel a chill in the air
I looked up to the sky
The clouds were dark
Like the pain in my heart
The once softly falling rain
Turned into pouring rain
I prayed to God for forgiveness
For the pain I caused yu
I prayed that you would...
love in me again
I closed my eyes and...
Then i saw your face
The tears that you were crying
I saw the pain in your eyes
The sorrow in your heart
I opened my eyes...
Indifference Towards FriendsIndifference!
I’ve found that a whole lot of people on here treat others in that way and seem to think that is just the normal way to treat people and they don’t seem to understand why people like me don’t want those kinds of friends in my life, so I thought I’d just explain my self about this in this blog!
What do I mean by people treating other’s with indifference? Well it’s things like when you are chatting with someone on here, and they just stop talking, don’t say bye, or gotta run or anything like that. That’s just rude, it leaves the other person wondering what to hell happened… do you just not want to talk to them, did something happen that you can’t talk, they sit and wonder if the conversation is over, if if that person is mad at them, etc…. in other words, they have no idea what or why that person just stooped talking and took off…. And people like me who actually care about other people, that bothers us and worries us, and it truly is very self centered and rude for
Is It Wrong?Is it fubu-incorrect not to add the Juggalo people?
This Fukyou Is For You!!!Is it really worth putting your heart on the line, to have some FUCKER rip it, Not for Nina ANYMORE...I guess my views on love are so much different from others, OR maybe it's this place??
Sooo for all you HEARTBREAKERZ GO FUK YOUR SELF!!! Your time will come.....
"the Way I Feel"Your love is like the, embrace of a crisp breeze
Of air on a hot summers day
Your voice is like an, army of angels singing
A lovely harmonious ballad
Your words are pure and true
Like the nobility of a woman in love
Your heart is giving so
Easily and free like the dew
Falling over you and me.
You are like a birds feathers
So beautiful and new
Knowing that everyone will have
Their eyes all on you
You make it hard for a, man to choose between
His heart or his pure
Instinct feelings for you
You are one of my truest
Of friends I respect you
Voice of opinion and words
Of wisdom for now and always.
"the Love Of Enternity"Loving someone may be hard to do
For I have searched for an eternity
For someone just like you.
Finding you is the best thing
That has ever happened to me.
You are my everything
From the air I breathe
To ever single last one
Of my heart beats.
You make me the happiest
That I have ever been
If it wasn't for you
I would still be lost
Like a tumble weed blowing
In the breeze.
This is the day and hour
Were most would say
I Love You Now and
Always.
"loving You"Your love is like the wind
Blowing in my face
Like the sun glistening
My face.
One point in time I was lost
At least until I found you
Pushing through a cloud
So dark and new
Out of all of that you
Shined Through.
Your love touches me
So deep and true that only
God knows how far you brought
Me through the day you said
"I Love You."
Endless LoveYou are my better half
The best thing that has
Ever happened to me
When I look to the sky
I know that this is
True when I feel your
Love surrounding me like
A flower in bloom
You make it hard not
To fall in love with you
From the sway of your walk
To the voice of an angel
Coming out from within
Knowing that you will take me
With everything that means
Growing through out time
And spending eternity with thee
Will You Marry Me.
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Suspended From School After Phone Call From Father In Iraq...Check out the story --> http://www. kxan. com/Global/story. asp?S=8165144
This story is very real and needs your attention.
This is the superintendent of the high school where the kid was suspended for talking to his father while in Iraq.
254-547-1227
254-547-1227 x222
Dr Bobby Ott
Deputy Superintendent
For everyone of our loved ones who are over there, do this for them, for the families, let the school board know this is not ok, we will not tolerate this type of treatment.
>>*KXAN News Story*
Wrong DoingsCheck out the story --> http://www. kxan. com/Global/story. asp?S=8165144
This story is very real and needs your attention.
This is the superintendent of the high school where the kid was suspended for talking to his father while in Iraq.
254-547-1227
254-547-1227 x222
Dr Bobby Ott
Deputy Superintendent
For everyone of our loved ones who are over there, do this for them, for the families, let the school board know this is not ok, we will not tolerate this type of treatment.
>>*KXAN News Story*
Help Drew!Drew is 63k to Godfather.
Go help her out, get points, earn fubucks, then forward them to me. :D jk
Sorta. :p
•DREW• Owned By Violets & TyWebb@ fubar
Fubar Support Can Get Fucked!Ok so since i think this site needs to lighten up a bit and it was pissing me off, i decided to take a break for a while. What do i find when i come back 2 months later? 59, yes fifty nine fucking messages from fufuck support, all saying the same god damn thing. blah blah blah i have stopped collecting points and i need to post a salute to level up. I think that is a bit fucking excessive, come on now really... If i really gave a flying fuck about stupid ass points and levels, i think the first 5 messages would have gotten through to me, but 59? So just out of spite, i REFUSE to post a salute to this piece of shit site, Fucking nazi bouncers with nothing better to do then harass the shit out of me. fuck them and most of the people on here. People take this site way way way to fucking seriously. like it's a fucking online job for them or something.
Female'sWhats up sexy? I was about to send you the sexiest thing you have ever seen in your life....but then the mailman told me i couldnt climb in the mailbox......aint that some shit...lol... Send this to 10 of the sexiest people you know. If you get it back, then that means you really are sexy TAG YOU'RE IT!! SEXY... YOU HAVE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF MY SWEETEST FRIENDS ON MY LIST ONCE YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED YOU HAVE TO TAG 5 OF YOUR SWEETEST FRIENDS AND LET THEM KNOW THEY ARE SWEET ; ) (((HuGs))) xoxoxo me ; )* FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this Send this 2 at least 5 ppl including me if u care 4 me!!!
I Made ItJust wanted to let everyone know I made it safely. I won't have internet until Tues afternoon. Love you all
Thanks!Thanks for all the welcomes! I promise to try and return all the love!
HUGZ and kissez,
Sasha
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Hellowhats up people? kinda new here so things will go kinda slow on my profile as i figure all of this out, so sorry for the slowness in advance and hope to figure all this out soon :)
Great Time TodayToday was Our Family Reunion and everything was so gorgeous .........I saw alot of my kin folk that I haven't seen in almost 10years.....We had our reunion at a Clubhouse that overlooked beautiful Lake Jackson....There was so much yummmy food and the main centerpiece was a HUGE sheet cake that My Aunt Joyce has a family picture airbrushed on it surrounded by spring like flowers, it was amazing to look at.......There was over 50 family memebers that came from all over and the weather was sunny and alittle windy, simply beautiful weather....I know my Mom and her sister's and brother had a wonderful time catching up with one another.....It was such a Wonerful Family Reunion........
Yard Sales!I just got back from "garage selling" with my friend. She called me and told me the senior citizen neighborhood that her dad lives in was having a big sale and that we might be able to find Ashton some things.
I thought "what the hell" so I went and picked her up and then picked up her Dad. There were a lot of houses that had sales. At first it was a lot of stuff we didn't need but by the end, I ended up getting a really comfortable love seat that reclines. It can be recovered. She wanted $50 and I offered her $25 and she took it! I also found a knife set for Ashton and a food processor! Also a brand new cook book for a dollar that sells for $35.00 in stores! It felt good to get out and walk.
I am going over to some friend's house for dinner tonight. Peter went up to the cabin this morning to bring up a trailer he got the other day and also to bring up tires for our truck up there. Last trip, the kids got a flat in the truck! He told me that he will be back for dinner s
Computer FrustrationI bought cubase le 4, well it came with recording audio eqiptment and im trying to figure it out. its not that complicated but my audio comes thru extremely distorted and i dont know what to fix. when i go to the website i cant find anything related to the problem. grrrrrr i am aggrevated now and taking a fubar break.
if anyone has familiar with cubase please let me know.
Erotic Stories CdI have had a few guys request that I take the time to record myself reading my stories and have the stories that I have read on a CD and sell it to those who would like a copy.
Just wondering if there is enough interest in such a CD to make it worth my while.
Who might be interested?
Where I WanderMy heart aches amongst the shades of gray that linger in silence. I can not concentrate on the tasks at hand, when my heart wanders with itself detached from the day.
Answers1. Would you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your wife or husband?
YES
2. Where were you on your 17th birthday?
DITCHING HIGHSCHOOL SNOW SKIING
3. Have you ever seen a live bat?
NO
4. Is there anyone you hate?
YES...WILL TAKE IT TO MY GRAVE
5. How much are you on the phone daily?
WHATS A PHONE?
6. Do you like the color orange?
BAAAAAAAARF
7. Do you find it in your heart to forgive?
100%...FORGET...FUCK NO
8. Have you ever seen a prostitute?
DUH!
9. Have you ever seen a real redneck?
WTF AM ONE.
10. Do you like tattoos and piercings?
YES THE MORE THE BETER
11. What size shoes do you wear?
8
12. Whats your favorite season?
FALL
13. Do you care if people talk smack about you?
WHY NOT I DO
14. Do you like someone?
EXPLAIN LIKE...
15. Does your dad call you by a nickname?
?
16. Are you in a good mood?
FOR A RAGING HOMICIDAL TENDENCY BITCH WITH PMS...SURE PRETTY GOOD
17. Do you think people will exist forever?
HOW LO
So Pissed Off, You SmfTO MY DEAR FRIEND ON FUBAR. LOOK OUT FOR A GUY NAME FUNKYNITRO HE IS A STUPID OBSESSIVE ASSHOLE THAT STEALS PICS AND VIDEOS OF YOU AND PUTS THEM ON HIS SITE AND OTHER PLACES THAT HE HAS PROFILES. DON'T TRUST THIS ASSHOLE. HE GOT PISSED AT ME AND STOLE PICS AND CAM CODES FROM ME TO PISS ME OFF CAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO PLAY HIS BOYISH GAMES. IF YOU SEE HIM, PLEASE REPORT HIM AND BLOCK HIM FROM YOUR PAGE. HE IS FUCKING TROUBLE... NOTHING BUT.
Police And FamiliesOk here goes just a pretty long rant. I state this as a third party observer and just someone who is just generally pissed off about things that are going on between the public and the police in the state I live. I am by no means a saint in any sense of the word. First off let's just start with the NYPD and the bull shit they are dealing with. Not long ago a number of officers fired 50 rounds and killed a man and injured two others. They state that they thought someone in the party had a gun. Another officer also heard that one of the men in the group was going to get a gun from his car. Long story short, Police identified themselves and the group tried to take off in the car. What this group did not realize is that the officers were on a stakeout of the club they were at. They tried to flee, hit one officer and then hit the van the backup squad was in. Then proceeded to backup and try and hit the officer again. Once the officer was hit the police opened fire. Now where the
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My Comments On The Pope's Visit To The U.s.This is a recent article of the Catholic Church, or Vatican, pope visiting the US to console victims of sexual abuse by priests. I was going to post the following comment on the page of the article, but it was too long (as usual). LOL
http://abcnews.go.com/US/story?id=4678527&page=1
MY POST:
If I tell you that you have 13 toes, it's not true. You know its not true. Albeit, if I tell you something that hurts (or angers) and offends you, its because you are secretly agreeing with me and all defensiveness is a sign of denial. Judgment and intolerance of criticism is a form of defensiveness.
When you repress people psychologically and spiritually you essentially repress them sexually. All abuse is eventually sexual abuse because we are sexual beings and sex is ultimately the greatest releaser and healer of emotional tension in the body. Healthy orgasms are important, especially for women, who are more emotional creatures than men, to help us regulate and balance our emotiona
Screw ThatSo I've put up a few mumms and I have run into a few real jackasses with their oh god boring comments or been there done that attitudes .. my personal favorites are the one presuming to know my motivations for even posting it. Just because I am not on here on a daily basis reading everyones mumms and comparing one mumm to another every few minutes, Doesn't mean what I put in mine should be mocked, unless you seriously disagree with my choice of conetent then by all means give your 2 cents. If you've it read before from someone else move along .. keep your craptastic little self loathing comments to yourself.
Love Because You CanYour age, gender, nationality, race, religion nor background should never dictate who your friends are. Just 7 months ago one my closest friends died. Over a year ago another very very close friend died. Recently a young friend came near death. The other day my best friend's mom had emergency surgery. We have people who come into our lives and stay long enough to leave deep impressions. When they leave, it might be a move far away or life takes them in a different direction and you lose contact or they live eternally in another state of being after this life on earth.
Each of our lives is precious. Sometimes we can't see it's so great to us. But when that life line is threatened (it doesn't matter if it's your life or the life of someone you love) ALL of a sudden, BOOM....... DAMN!!!!!! It doesn't smack you in the face, it hits you in the head like a 50 pound hammer, "I LOVE LIFE! I WANT TO LIVE! I WANT THAT PERSON TO LIVE! LIFE IS GREAT!!!!!!!!" Why is it that we can't see that eve
My Coment On The Pope Visiting The U.s.This is a recent article of the Catholic Church, or Vatican, pope visiting the US to console victims of sexual abuse by priests. I was going to post the following comment on the page of the article, but it was too long (as usual). LOL
http://abcnews.go.com/US/story?id=4678527&page=1
MY POST:
If I tell you that you have 13 toes, it's not true. You know its not true. Albeit, if I tell you something that hurts (or angers) and offends you, its because you are secretly agreeing with me and all defensiveness is a sign of denial. Judgment and intolerance of criticism is a form of defensiveness.
When you repress people psychologically and spiritually you essentially repress them sexually. All abuse is eventually sexual abuse because we are sexual beings and sex is ultimately the greatest releaser and healer of emotional tension in the body. Healthy orgasms are important, especially for women, who are more emotional creatures than men, to help us regulate and balance our emotiona
The Lies That I BelieveAround it comes and round it goes
Around it swims around my head
All of us are lonely souls
And all of get left for dead
How come I always try to cross
Even though I know the bridge is burning?
How come I take it
When I know that you fake it?
I tell myself I'm learning
The lies that I believe are simple
The lies that I believe are true
The lies that I believe are beautiful
The lies that I believe are true
All the flings and all the flaws
Let me cling to someone's clause
All of us are lonely souls
And all of us mend broken laws
How come I always try to cross
Even though I know the bridge is burning?
How come I take it
When I know that you fake it?
I tell myself I'm learning
The lies that I believe are simple
The lies that I believe are true
The lies that I believe are beautiful
The lies that I believe are true
Everyone uses, everyone abuses
Nobody takes the blame
Everyone uses, everyone abuses
Ain't it such a shame
The lies that I believe are simp
Life 2.0Been a while since I have written some people back, and sometimes just easier to write a blog/bullitan/forum than to try to answer everyone at once. I appologize for the delay, just getting swamped in medical/insurance/work paper work and been emotionally up/down the last few weeks and just really stressed out. So, here is whats going on in my life so far as to this date.
Work - Finally pnned boss down today on the phone to talk to me Monday about what will/wont happen at work. According to company policy, you must maintain a valid drivers license in order to be eimployeed. With the legal ramifications of my 2nd owi within 5 years, its mandatory 12 month suspension without possibility of occupational license and minimal 5 days jail up to 1 yr. So, they bosses were going to see what they could do and if they could call in any favors or find any work arounds and let me know, but, thats been weeks now, still no talk, and overheard some things from there closed door conversations that d
Gilded CuntYour misery is worn as a veil
To hide bewitchment of the ugliest kind
In place of Eve a bitter parody hails
Daggers from the swagger
Of a sodomite's concubine
Gilded cunt
You gilded cunt
Your thin pretense overstretched and sickly
Feigns love and light a long time laid in the grave
My preference leans to killing you quickly
Scissored in the gizzard
That a heart no more maintains
But i am tied
To the labyrinth and the beast
The one way track of eyes
Black and gray like panzers
Loose your shell
Shoot the mouth
The gates of hell
Have often dropped their jaws about
Satan's agents are perversions to bear
Side to side with the diversions
You use to guide my fingers there
Dirty little gold digger
Gilded cunt
You gilded cunt
Nothing is above you save arboreal light
That halo paid for by a consummated ring of ice
And below you, will i see you tonight
Glower from your tower
Built of ivory and spite?
For i am torn
Between the sheets that keep me bo
I Carry Your Heart With Me (edward Estlin Cummings)i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
All My LifeAll my life I’ve been searching for something
Something never comes, never leads to nothing
Nothing satisfies, but I’m getting close
Closer to the prize at the end of the road
All night long I dream of the day
When it comes around and it’s taken away
Leaves me with the feeling that I feel the most
Feel it come to life when I see your ghost
Calm down, don’t you resist
You’ve such a delicate wrist
And if I give it a twist
Something to hold when I lose my grip
Will I find something in there?
To give me just what I need
Another reason to bleed
One by one hidden up my sleeve x2
Hey don’t let it go to waste
I love it but I hate the taste
Weight, keep pinning me down) x2
Will I find a believer?
Another one who believes
Another one to deceive
Over and over down on my knees
If I get any closer
And if you open up wide
And if you let me inside
On and on I got nothing to hide x2
Hey don’t let it go to waste
I love it but I hate the taste
Weight, keep pinn
The PretenderKeep you in the dark
You know they all pretend
Keep you in the dark
And so it all began
Send in your skeletons
Sing as their bones go marching in... again
The need you buried deep
The secrets that you keep are at the ready
Are you ready?
I'm finished making sense
Done pleading ignorance
That whole defense
Spinning infinity, boy
The wheel is spinning me
It's never-ending, never-ending
Same old story
What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays?
You're the pretender
What if I say that I'll never surrender?
What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays?
You're the pretender
What if I say that I'll never surrender?
In time or so i'm told
I'm just another soul for sale... oh, well
The page is out of print
We are not permanent
We're temporary, temporary
Same old story
What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays
Jamie Madrox - This Bitch(feat. Monoxide Child)
[Chorus:]
This Bitch Dont Know What She Got Comin To If I Stick It Im About To Stick It To Her
We Hit, Imma Blow It Out the frame Imma Tear That Ass Up Imma Lick The Whole Plate
No Shit Imma 10 Seond Brotha With A hour worth of Dick Wanna Spend A Little Time
Hey Bitch Can I Get Come Cut Ups So Im Steppin Up To Her With A Pick Up Like This
[Jamie:]
I Like The Freaky Deeky I Like The Way They Freak Me
Flashin They Nipples And Peaches From Up The Street Bakiki
I Like Them Dirty Bitches Without No Panties On
Frist Time She Bendin Over Grab Her Right Because Its On
I Got Pulled For Snake Hold And Cake Hold Put U Some In A Doggie Back So U Can Take Sum Home
I Make It Good For U Make U Explode Again And Again Like Ya Bodys Out Of Control
Aint Got No Money On It I Got Sum Money In My Wallet But Thats Mine You Aint Gettin None Of It
All I Can Offer You Is Some Time And A Ride And My Word And A Promise I Wont Bust Up Inside
[Chorus:]
This Bitch Dont K
Dirty Girl Scout RecipeDirty Girl Scout
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Ingredients:
1 oz White Creme de Menthe
1 oz Vodka
1 oz Kahlua
1 oz Bailey's irish cream
Mixing instructions:
Mix the vodka, Kahlua and Bailey's and pour over ice. Pour the Creme de menthe down the center of the glass. Looks gross, but tastes delicious!
Sat 04-19-08 (shake It)Saturday, April 19, 2008
Welcome Back!
Slip on your dancing shoes &
shake your "groove thing" right
up to the bar and get yourself
a good drink, first ones on me!
Alone I BreakPick me up
Been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
I'll stop it somehow
I will make it go away
Can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone
Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn't seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?
Shut me off
I'm ready, heart stops
I stand alone
Can't be on my own
I will make it go away
Can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone
Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn't seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?
Am I going to leave this place?
What is it I'm running
Did My TimeRealized I can never win
Sometimes feel like I have failed
Inside where do I begin?
My mind is laughing at me
Tell me, why am I to blame?
Aren't we supposed to be the same?
That's why I will never tame
This thing thats burning in me
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn't last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me
Sometimes I can never tell
If I got something after me
That's why I just beg and plead
For this curse to leave me
Tell me, why am I to blame?
Aren't we supposed to be the same?
That's why I will never tame
This thing thats burning in me
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn't last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me
Betrayed
I feel so
Enslaved
I really tried
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time
I did my TIME
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn't last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me
Hit Me With Your Best Shot~!~!dustmepinkShow this awesome girl some Fu Luv 'DustMePink'
Here's her Link...
this pimp out brought to you by Micki"Blue Eyes" {Dirty South Crew}Co-Founder of Friendship Circle'----Owned by Jus'Me
Tell her Micki sent ya ~! ;)
The Outlaw TornAnd now I wait my whole lifetime
For you
And now I wait my whole lifetime
For you
I ride the dirt I ride the tide
For you
I search the outside search inside
For you
To take back what you left me
I know I'll always burn to be
The one who seeks so I may find
And now I wait my whole lifetime
I'm Outlaw torn
I'm Outlaw torn
And I'm torn
So on I wait my whole lifetime
For you
So on I wait my whole lifetime
For you
The more I search the more my need
For you
The more I bless the more I bleed
For you
You make me smash the clock and feel
I'd rather die behind the wheel
Time was never on my side
So on I wait my whole lifetime
I'm Outlaw torn
I'm Outlaw torn
Yeah I'm Outlaw torn
And I'm torn
Hear me
And if I close my mind in fear
Please pry it open
See me
And if my face becomes sincere
Beware
Hold me
And when I start to come undone
Stitch me together
See me
And when you see me strut
Remind me of what left this outlaw torn
Hear me
And
Full Heart, Empty ArmsThoughts of you illuminate my spirit;
Never a flicker of flame, but with
Arching bolts which strike with a force
That disturbs my equilibrium.
My mind races as waves of passion flush over
My pale skin, causing me to gaze upon visions
Of impossible romantic possibilities.
Pathetic is this woman who anticipates the
True rhythm of love, with a man she will never hold.
My imagined discourse of thoughts leave me suffering,
As my lips quiver with the words I shall never speak
to his: "I have loved you more than anybody in this world."
Monoxide Child - SlutIma Slut
i cant fuck you anymore
i cant fuck you anymore
Ima Slut
i cant fuck you anymore
i cant fuck you anymore
because you dont do nothin for me
Ima Slut
i cant fuck you anymore
i cant fuck you anymore
Ima Slut
i cant fuck you anymore
i cant fuck you anymore
because you dont do nothin for me
Girl girl girls they dont love me a bit
but they all want a piece of this dick
like licorice come get you some
but my dick and no chewing gum
i always hate leavin but i love to cum
and now let me pop one on your belly button some
ima in a drillin to rush like jumpin off a cliff
when i land i got layin in the bed like this
you never seen something quite like it
keep an eye on your girl cause im additted to (bitch)
ima wolf in sheeps clothes but i steal curl toes
and freak hoes and all they say is
(can i get some love?)
then i hit em with a serious
man Hell no
ima one night stand
in a 2 piece band
who really dont give
a fuck if your man understand
Ima S
Love On The InternetThough I wasn't looking for anyone new,
One day I got shout and in it was you.
Charming, sensitive and so debonair,
I strongly resisted it go anywhere.
But the messages and shouts captured my heart,
Filled me with passion almost from the start.
Love on the Internet, how could it be?
These things just don't happen to people like me.
But doves and butterflies flew into our lives,
Carrying messages we could not deny.
Each person has meaning and love to express,
And we could deny our hearts nothing less.
It's a beautiful love that is growing between us,
Something beyond any words we discuss.
Much deeper than LOL, cyber kisses and such,
Far down to our souls, beyond human touch.
My love's not confined by what it can see,
I feel you, I taste you, I experience your dream.
Close my eyes, and I envision what in my heart I can hear,
"Love knows no boundaries, no distance, no fear."
It's the soul that captures God's love in a way
That eternally melts hearts together
Kicked Outin case u all have been wonderin where ive been i have been kicked out of my house im offically homeless! so if u all need me u know how to get me i miss u all much wicked clown love for live!! and i also broke my foot
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Good Ol BoysThese are my boys they
have went so outta
their way to help me
on this site.
I love them all.
I know you will too.
fan/rate/add them
and they will return
the love. Tell them
Wonder Woman sent Ya
Please and I will add
you too this pimpout!
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For YouIf I told you love was in my heart,
Would it be in yours to.
If I gave you my soul,
Would you give me yours to.
My heart is so close,
To never leaving yours alone.
It's the only place,
The only place it feels at home.
It only wants to be one with yours,
Promise me never let me fall out of love,
And in return for you a promise,In mine,
Nothing else will ever be put above.
Love
Ladymooselaura came out of the surgery she hasnt woke up yet because they have her in a drug induced coma because they found a big blood clot and 2 open chambers they had to close had to replace 2 of the valves the replaced the last time because they had gone bad and they are giving her blood because she lost alot because she was on blood thinners....larry
Please pray for Laura.
Bling ContestYEAH JUST WHEN YOU THOUGHT I WAS DONE !!
CONTEST TIME !!
OK,HERE IS THE DEAL !!! THE WAY THIS CONTEST IS GOING TO WORK !!
1) YOU CAN GET IN A CONTEST FOR BLING PACKAGE
OR
2) YOU CAN GET IN A CONTEST FOR 2 BLING PACKAGES
OR
3) YOU CAN GET IN A CONTEST FOR 3 BLING PACKAGES
OR
4) YOU CAN GET IN A CONTEST FOR 4 BLING PACKAGES
YOU CAN ONLY ENTER IN ONE CONTEST ONCE !!!!!!!
EACH PERSON MUST HAVE SALUTE .. SO I KNOW THE SAME PERSON IS NOT ENTERING TWICE..
JUST SEND ME A MESSAGE LETTING ME KNOW YOU WANT IN AND ALSO SEND ME A LINK TO THE PIC YA WANT TO USE
IF I CAN GET 10 FOLKS ... IN EACH . WOULD BE PERFECT ..IF NOT ..5 WOULD BE NICE !!
FOR 1 BLING PACKAGE .. YOU WILL NEED 10K.. IN POINTS .. THATS ONE CONTEST !! (1st one wins )
FOR 2 BLING PACKAGES YOU WILL NEED 20K.. IN POINTS .. THATS ONE CONTEST !! (1st one wins )
FOR 3 BLING PACKAGES .. YOU WILL NEED 30.. IN POINTS .. THATS
Used ToYou used to talk to me like
I was the only one around.
You used to lean on me like
The only other choice was falling down.
You used to walk with me like
We had nowhere we needed to go,
Nice and slow, to no place in particular.
We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?
I used to reach for you when
I got lost along the way.
I used to listen.
You always had just the right thing to say.
I used to follow you.
Never really cared where we would go,
Fast or slow, to anywhere at all.
We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least
My HeartNo more tears from these eyes will fall.
Apology not needed, I will stand tall.
Your words were cruel and yet I stayed.
I tried so hard to live your way.
I had no chance at winning this race.
For in your heart I held last place.
I walk away with tear filled eyes.
Nothing in my heart but a list of lies.
My heart is lonely and so weak,
From loving someone who didn't love me.
I tried lying to my heart with a fake smile.
Yet my eyes told the truth from deep inside.
There's so much sadness within my heart.
My healing begins with us apart.
Now my heart seeks comfort and peace.
Knowing you never really loved me.
My hearts love has been cruelly abused.
What once was us, has now become you.
I Will Wait For YouWhen I hold this razor to my lips, I feel your pain,
Your hand reaches my soul, and touches my heart,
I shall never speak of your love in vain,
And we shall never really be apart,
This world is trying to separate you from me,
But we'll be in heaven when we pass away,
Until then, I pray that in my arms is where you'll be,
And in my heart is where you stay,
You know I love you, but do you know how much?
Because of you I can't stop thinking, and I can't sleep,
All I need to survive is your smile and touch,
Even if this dagger cuts in too deep,
Just be careful with me, cause I'm just about to break,
You've never hurt me before,
And my breath is the only thing you take,
You are my weakness, when I think of you, I need you more,
And sometimes I wonder, when I look at the moon, if you're looking back,
Staring at the sky with stars all around,
Just like you, I feel empty, holding this heart with a crack,
You may have it, here it lies, faintly on the ground,
And take this ro
Bling ContestYEAH JUST WHEN YOU THOUGHT I WAS DONE !!
CONTEST TIME !!
OK,HERE IS THE DEAL !!! THE WAY THIS CONTEST IS GOING TO WORK !!
1) YOU CAN GET IN A CONTEST FOR BLING PACKAGE
OR
2) YOU CAN GET IN A CONTEST FOR 2 BLING PACKAGES
OR
3) YOU CAN GET IN A CONTEST FOR 3 BLING PACKAGES
OR
4) YOU CAN GET IN A CONTEST FOR 4 BLING PACKAGES
YOU CAN ONLY ENTER IN ONE CONTEST ONCE !!!!!!!
EACH PERSON MUST HAVE SALUTE .. SO I KNOW THE SAME PERSON IS NOT ENTERING TWICE..
JUST SEND ME A MESSAGE LETTING ME KNOW YOU WANT IN AND ALSO SEND ME A LINK TO THE PIC YA WANT TO USE
IF I CAN GET 10 FOLKS ... IN EACH . WOULD BE PERFECT ..IF NOT ..5 WOULD BE NICE !!
FOR 1 BLING PACKAGE .. YOU WILL NEED 10K.. IN POINTS .. THATS ONE CONTEST !! (1st one wins )
FOR 2 BLING PACKAGES YOU WILL NEED 20K.. IN POINTS .. THATS ONE CONTEST !! (1st one wins )
FOR 3 BLING PACKAGES .. YOU WILL NEED 30.. IN POINTS .. THATS
The Fundamental Inequality Of Sex.Another title for this could be: What I want.
A lot of people worry about sex being equal. About not being used & discarded, ignored. Treated like an object. Get turned off if sex turns into a power struggle. Sex must be equal! Or you are a bad man, you woman-hater. Bah, what a load of crap.
Sex is not equal, on a very fundamental level. No matter what we do, one of us is the giver, and one is the taker. And I'm interested in taking you. You are not a faceless hole for me to stick my dick in, regardless of what you get out of it. You are my slut, my wanton whore, I will have you over and over until I am satisfied with how weak and sated you are.
That's what I want! I want you to be beautiful! I want you to be horny! I want you to dress hotly and show off! I want you to feel sexy and desired, because you are, slut, oh yes. You will bend over and show yourself to me, because that's what I demand. Open yourself, show me how wet you are, nasty girl, show me where you want my cock.
~new Godmother To Fubar~TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND THE SHADOW LEVELERS FOR THERE HELP AT THE END. IT WAS A SMOOTH RIDE TO GODMOTHER...................................!
AKAMRS. T THE DREAM TEAM BOMBER/ DIVA MAFIA/ LIL PLEASURE.................GODMOTHER
Google Will De-rail Microsoft-yahoo Deal:cnet.comOver the past few months, we've been inundated with constant stories about the future of Yahoo. Will it be gobbled up Microsoft? Will Yahoo get away? For quite a while, no one was quite sure. But after seeing what's going on with Google and the deal it may soon strike with Yahoo, the writing could be on the wall.
Last week, Yahoo announced that it had formed a temporary deal with Google that involved the company outsourcing its search ads to Google. At that time, the online firm said that it would give it a two-week trial period to see how it worked and make a decision after that time.
But after foregoing that two-week stipulation and deciding instead to try to form a deal now, Yahoo seems anxious and more willing than ever to sell itself to any other company but Microsoft.
According to the Wall Street Journal, Yahoo and Google are closer than ever to forming a deal that would see Yahoo increase its revenue by as much as $1 billion per year and throw a wrench into Microsoft's
Please Read Shadow LevelersI just want too ask for all of your help. WHen you are visiting your friends profile and you see someone close too leveling that you want too help.
PLease leave there profile link on the homepage.
This is too make finding level ups easier. Sometimes I go and look and I dont see anyone and you all wanna level someone. This way we all can meet new friends and help alot more.
If you dont know how we level please look on BooBoos Blog on How we operate too find the amounts we level on.
Im asking one more favor please on the homepage please dont leave profile comments this page is for those needing leveled.
I will be deleting all those today only so we can keep track of who needs leveled.
Thanks for taking the time too read this and for all your help in leveling Fubars.
I also want too let you know im keepiong this page too levelers so i wont be excepting friend request unless its a levelers..
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