was there ever a time in your life when you had such clear thoughts...and could understand the choices that you need to make in your life ...and you have at that very point such a calm that comes over you...
your mind heart and spirit are one with each other...you know you are making the right decission...but you also know that there is pain and sadness that is about to follow???
i have been struggeling with my feelings for a wonderful young man...his spirit has touched my very soul and as i was told his flame has ignited the old one that laid within me...a twin flame to mine own...
and he did just that, started this old flame to roar again...
i know the pain is soon to follow, feeling him walk away again...
but i will always be greatful that he came back one last time, took that chance , and let me feel again...
now how i progress from here i am unsure of... espically now..cuz the tears are starting to flow and my head is feeling be muddled...
i do not feel sry for myself...not at all... for i know there is yet still another that in time will find his way to me... having to face a hard choice...
i am not the one walking away but he has to make a choice... and i know what is to come...
i must shed my tears, and miss him much... but i will be strong...and i shall always love him reguardless of what will happen today
