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Updates From Meeting On 4/10/08
Our New Profile of the Week is... A.J. . Member of the Demon Crew Family@ fubar Drop by her page and show her some love! She needs 388K to level. We also have 3 other members close to leveling. If you have rated all of AJ’s stuff please take a moment and rate these member’s things also. ~*Ðã®K_GØTH_£Ø£À*~ DEMON CREW@ fubar 3,762 Points to go to Minion! ♣Τwïšτεd §ïšτä♣ ♠Ç∫ùβ ƒÃ®♠ Demon Crew@ fubar 19,268 Points to go to Minion! peachez''MEMBER OF DEMON CREW''@ fubar 19,905 Points to go to Regular! Also don't forget our Battle of the Sexes Family Contest! Round 1 Ends Tomorrow (Friday) night at 9pm EST! The contestants are: Wolfie has 3,380 comments and 31 rates as of right now Sick & Twisted has 1,376 comments and 13 rates as of right now DJ Rev. Beer has 2,127 comments and 15 rates as of right now Sweetlips has 1,802 comments and 21 rates as o

Profile Of The Week 4/10/08
Profile of the Week: A.J. . Member of the Demon Crew Family@ fubar Drop by her page and show her some love! She needs 388K to level. IN ADDITION TO THE ABOVE RULES: 1. We are a BOMBING FAMILY, therefore, if you are not serious about bombing in contests, then there is no reason to join our family. 2. If you don't bomb in other members' contests, then don't expect others to bomb your contest. 3. If you are in a contest and don't bomb yourself,then other members will not bomb your contest. 4. You need to notifiy me BEFORE you enter a contest. That way, we can ensure that we have enough support to help you win your contest. 5. If you are in a contest BEFORE you join the family, you may not have complete family support in that contest. 6. If you are a new member and enter a contest within 30 days of joining the Family, you may not receive complete family support. 7. If you do not bomb in contests or rate other members pics and/or stash, then you may be r

Many Rivers To Cross-ian Moore
Many rivers to cross But I can't seem to find my way over Wandering I am lost As I travel along the white cliffs of dover Many rivers to cross And it's only my will that keeps me alive I've been licked, washed up for years And I merely survive because of my pride And this loneliness won't leave me alone It's such a drag to be on your own My woman left me and she didn't say why Well, I guess I'll have to cry Many rivers to cross But just where to begin I'm playing for time There have been times I find myself Thinking of committing some dreadful crime Yes, I've got many rivers to cross But I can't seem to find my way over Wandering, I am lost As I travel along the white cliffs of Dover Yes, I've got many rivers to cross And I merely survive because of my will...

Drugs, Sex, And Techno
Hey studs, Whats up? I think I could live on drugs, sex, and techno. Hell, I do live on drugs, sex, and techno. Nothing like rollin my ass off while I'm chained to a bed with my ass and pussy getting rammed to the deep techno beat. Why is that important? Dream stalker has stepped his actions. Last night he had me totally naked except for a full hood cutting me off from the outside world. Every once in a while he'd that the snap cover off my mouth and force more drugs in me. The hood had ear buddy built into it. The entire time he was beating and fucking me the music was up full blast. The music invaded me. It took over my body as he pounded me to the beat. luv u Tara

I Miss You Dad
I was that which others did not want to be. I went where others feared to go, and I did what others failed to do. I asked nothing from those that gave nothing, and reluctantly accepted the fact of eternal loneliness should I fail. I have seen the face of terror, felt the stinging cold of fear and enjoyed the sweet taste of a moments love. I have cried, pained, and hoped... but most of all I have lived times others were to say are "Best Forgotten". At least someday I will be able to say I was proud of what I was.... A United States Fleet Marine Force Combat Corpsman. I am a suave and debonair global soldier of the seas. I am a bald headed, beady eyed, amphibious monster. I am a professional warrior with a clean body and a dirty mind. I don't rust, bust or collect dust. My tales are told around a million camp fires on a thousand battle fields and as many fighting ships. Heaven doesn't want me, and Hell won't have me. There is no mistake that I am a hard charging, fast talking, straight s

Things I Learned Living In Texas
Living in Texas Things I learned living in Texas 1. A possum is a flat animal that sleeps in the middle of the road. 2. There are 5,000 types of snakes and 4,998 of them live in Texas. 3. There are 10,000 types of spiders. All 10,000 of them live in Texas, plus a couple no one's seen before. 4. If it grows, it'll stick ya. If it crawls, it'll bite cha. 5. 'Onced' and 'Twiced' are words. 6. It is not a shopping cart, it is a buggy. 7. 'Jaw-P?' means 'Did ya'll go to the bathroom?' 8. People actually grow and eat okra. 9. 'fixinto' is one word. 10. There is no such thing as 'lunch'. There is only dinner and then there is supper. 11. Iced tea is appropriate for all meals and you start drinking it when you're two. We do like a little tea with our sugar. 12. Backwards and forwards means 'I know everything about you.' 13. The word 'jeet' is actually a phrase meaning 'Did you eat?'. 14. You don't have to wear a watch, because it doesn't matter what time it is, you work u

Drinking I Praise Thee!!!
AIGHT, I LOVE DRINKING. NOT REALLY NEWS I KNOW, BUT FUCK IT'S ABOUT TIME I GAVE IT SOME PRAISE. THE ART OF DRINKING IS LOST NOW A DAYS. I MEAN IT, WITH ALL THE HEALTH FOOD NAZI'S, THE COLLEGE KIDS THAT COULDN'T DRINK 6 BEERS WITHOUT PUKING LET ALONE A 16 YEAR OLD SINGLE MALT. THE WHINERS WHO SAY THAT THEY DON'T DRINK ANYMORE BECAUSE THEY WERE FUCKTARDS BACK IN THE DAY AND COULDN'T HANDLE THIER SHIT!! THE DRUGGIES WHO SAY THAT WEED OR WHAT NOT IS BETTER THEN BOOZE. WELL THIS IS WHAT I HAVE TO SAY TO ALL OF THEM. FUCK YOU!! YOU FUCKING PANSY ASS PIECE OF SHIT!!! DRINKING HAS BEEN THE NUMBER ONE "IT" FOR AS LONG AS MAN HAS KNOWN HOW TO MAKE IT!!!! TO ALL YOU HIPPY FUCKS, GUESS WHAT, IT'S LEGAL!!!!! I DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF IT KILLS AND BLAH BLAH BLAH, IT'S LEGAL!!!! HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE IN THE US OF A HAVE JOBS BECAUSE OF THIS WONDERFUL PRODUCT. I OWN A BUSINESS BECAUSE OF IT!! IT'S CHEAP, IT WORKS, AND BY FUCKING GOD IT'S AMAZING. NOW TAKE IT FROM ME AN "EX" HARDCORE DRUGGY. I M

Why Parents Drink!!
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to "Dad. " With the worst premonition he opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Dad: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with mom and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercing, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes, and the fact that she is much older than I am. But it's not only the passion Dad, she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children.

Yep That Kind Of Mood Again!
Come lay with me on satin sheets littered with petals of rose, so sweet. Take me in with lust filled eyes devour the passion thats between us. Through wetted lips and teasing tongue pleasures of flesh we have begun. With tender touch fingers explore, bodies enchanted while hands adore. At last united once two, now one what has started cannot be undone. Until the hunger has been fulfilled and rapid pulse finally is stilled. As bodies glisten of faintest sweat while held in passion soaked and wet. Now quiet slumber shall not compare to dreams of fantasies next to share....

Why Me????
i am homesick for my old friends and depressed for no reason, and unable to make anyone around me happy anymore. Why the hell does this shit always happen to me? I wish i could disappear and hide but that will only make things worse. I am a poet..most of u prolly don't know that..and stting either tomorrow morning or later tonight i am gonna start putting my poems online here in my blog..not like anyone ever reads blogs anyways LOL. Maybe that will help my depression. U can call me silly if u want to but i am a real person with real thoughts and feelings that I need to get out of my head.

Teresa's Contest 4/11/08
FAVORITE BAND CONTEST ENDS ON 4/11/08 @ 9:00PM MUST HAVE A MIN. OF AT LEAST 20-25K IN ORDER TO WIN YOUR CHOICE OF THE FOLLOWING GIFTS, 30 DAY BLAST, OR 4 BLING PACKS, OR 3 MONTH VIP, OR 50 BUX CASH NOW IF THE WINNER DOES NOT HAVE THE MIN. GOAL OF 20-25K THEN THE PRIZE WILL JUST BE 20 BUX CASH OR 7 DAY BLAST, OR 1 MONTH VIP, OR 1 BLING PACKAGE PLEASE HELP MY FRIEND, SHE HAS FALLEN INTO 2 PLACE THERE WILL ONLY BE 1 WINNER IN THIS CONTEST SO IF YOU HAVE THE TIME DROP BY & HELP HER TERESA~PITBULL MAFIA ~ OWNED BY NINEMMRUGER LITA FORD THANK YOU

Anybody Remembers The Safety Dance
Anybody remembers this song by Men without hats-The safety dance.I thought it was a cool song thou. We can dance if we want to, we can leave your friends behind Cause your friends don't dance and if they don't dance Well they're are no friends of mine I say, we can go where we want to a place where they will never find And we can act like we come from out of this world Leave the real one far behind And we can dance. Dancez! Ah we can go when we want to the night is young and so am i And we can dress real neat from our hats to our feet And surprise 'em with the victory cry I say we can act if want to if we don't nobody will And you can act real rude and totally removed And i can act like an imbecile I say we can dance, we can dance everything out control We can dance, we can dance we're doing it wall to wall We can dance, we can dance everybody look at your hands We can dance, we can dance everybod

Happy Hour Contest Salute Rules
If you have the most comments in my contest you, the lady who wins, will receive either a Happy Hour on fubar at a time and date of your choice; or an equal value prize like a 30 day blast and a ticker package and a month VIP and a bling pak your choice! Okay ladies here is the deal... make me a sexy sfw salute with bunny ears or a Playboy costume or some type of fairy tale theme and post it or send to me. You may show cleavage or booty but no nudity, you must be clothed which means bra and panties are just fine and show as much cleavage as you want just keep the nipples covered please even though it hurts me to say that! Show as little cleavage as you want also just make sure the pic is sexy in some way. The entry with the most comments at the end of the week, 7 days of comments, will be declared the winner. The contest will start on April 28th at 8 pm mountain time and end exactly seven days from that time. I would like to have the pics by April 21st but I may accept some entries lat

Thank You!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I want to say Thank You to all That helped me during my Happy Hour! I Gained alot of New Friends, and Fans I'd Like to Invite each and everyone of you to Club Fantasia Just Click The Pic and Join Us get to know me and my friends! Hope To See you There! We arent Just a lounge We are Family ~~~~~~~~~~~~

Will It Ever End
Will it ever end, can I get through this bend, can this really be the end. I wanted to wipe away all your tears, chase away your fears. I cant be there, but know that I will always care. My heart is broken, will it ever end, can I really get through this bend. Can i break these chains that have caused so much pain, am i really going in sane. I can tell it is going to rain. I want to climb, cant find the rhymes. They say it takes time. Will I be okay, now that i am on my way, couldnt keep you from going astray. I wanted to see you smile, with every mile. Will it ever end. I cant be there to wipe the tears, that you cry. I hope that you still fly. I hope that wish upon that star, it will help get rid of the scars, even though we are so far. In my heart we will never be apart, you can make a brand new start. Will it ever end, this war, will i ever be able to close the door, dont know if i can take anymore. Will it ever end?

Dj Big Country Bully
COME LISTEN TO THE AWESOME TUNES THAT DJ BIG COUNTRY HAS FOR YA!! HE WILL KEEP YA ROCKIN ALL NITE LONG!! WHAT ARE YA WAITIN FOR? C'MON YOU KNOW YOU CAN'T RESIST THIS SEXXY DJ @ FORBIDDEN!!! CLICK ON THE PIC TO ENTER THE FORBIDDEN COME SEE WHERE YOUR FANTASIES TURN INTO REALITY, COME VISIT THE FORBIDDEN....JOIN DJ BIG COUNTRY TO MAKE YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE!!

Help!
How do you go about telling someone you love them? It's that wierd conversation that you can never know the outcome of. You say to yourself every day since you realized, just keep it to youself, that it's not time, he's not ready to hear it. Is it really just because your afraid to hear it, or scared of it? That your not ready for it? You can say to yourself not to say those words ever and keep them from coming out for only oh so long before it slips. When it does slip you pay extra attention to make sure you don't do it again. Sometimes even lashing out on that person for petty lil' shit just because you want an excuse not to say those words. You also keep denying to yourself it's not true, that it can't be possible. You state how much good comes from him and then think of the faults about that person. When you can't find any faults except the little things that the person does that only annoys you, you start to question yourself. Questioning yourself on your own denial that is of cou

I Have Seen You Cry
I saw you cy a million times I thought you were fine. I wanted you to climb, wanted you to fly, couldnt break your lies. Now we say goodbye. I have seen the stars, but like you they are so far. I can never go back to that place, Can't erase the memories. It begins to rain, I feel the pain as i carry these chains, what's to gain, was it all in vain. I heard you call but i had already fallen. I had no clue, if i only knew. I am down on my knees, Couldnt make a plea, i see the raging sea, now i must flee. I had seen you cry, never understood why, but now we say goodbye, and i will never know just why. They say it takes time, that i will be just fine. I make one last wish, upon that star, I know you will never be that far, just wish i could get rid of the scars. I wanted to see you grow, Just like every rose. Sometimes i feel like war, going on behind these doors, cant take no more, done this before. I have seen you cry a million times, they said y

Ozzy Osbourne. March 18th Acer Arena: Awesome Concert
What an AWESOME CONCERT!!!!!!!!!! Have waited a Long time for Ozzy to come Down Under to the shores of Australia and I wasn't disappointed. Ozzy still has what it takes to Command a crowd with his Power House Voice and Gr8 sence of Humor the film before he came out was Funny as well as Ozzy's comments inbetween to hipe up the crowd. Set list was Gr8 from Black Rain,Mr Crowley,Crazy Train to my all time Favorites from Black Sabbath War Pig's & Paronoid. Zakk Wylde On Lead Guitar dose it get any better!!! Rob Nicholson ( Blasko ) Awesome Gr8 to look at to. Mike Bordin Drums Luv my Drummers. Even after the concert walking back to the car all my fellow Ozzy fan's where singing the song's & shouting Ozzy's name so the atmosphere during & after Awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! With any Luck he will Grace our shores again very soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 7Dust played a Gr8 set as well although the sound wasn't as good due to technical mixing sound was only to the front of the Arena but still enjoyed

These Dreams
Spare a little candle Save some light for me Figures up ahead Moving in the trees White skin in linen Perfume on my wrist And the full moon that hangs over These dreams in the mist Darkness on the edge Shadows where I stand I search for the time On a watch with no hands I want to see you clearly Come closer than this But all I remember Are the dreams in the mist These dreams go on when I close my eyes Every second of the night I live another life These dreams that sleep when it’s cold outside Every moment I’m awake the further I’m away Is it cloak ’n dagger Could it be spring or fall I walk without a cut Through a stained glass wall Weaker in my eyesight The candle in my grip And words that have no form Are falling from my lips These dreams go on when I close my eyes Every second of the night I live another life These dreams that sleep when it’s cold outside Every moment I’m awake the further I’m away There’s something out there I can’t resist I

The Curse Of Albrecht Manor
April 15th of this month sees the publication of my fifth novel, my first with Dark Roast Press. This is the first in a five novel series chronicling Noah Ravenswood and his assistant Dr. Sarah Bookings. Below is the back cover blurb to tantilize you.... The Curse of Albrecht Manor... The women of the Albrecht family are cursed! For nearly three hundred years the hex uttered by a witch being burnt at the stake has stalked them down the centuries. Priests, herbal women, and even Inquisitors have been brought in to stop it from driving the Albrecht daughters to sexual-induced madness on their twentieth birthday. Nothing has worked; not even an uprooting from their native Germany to America has stopped it. Soon it just became an unfortunate fact of life if you are a female Albrecht. It is present-day and Baron Markus Albrecht nervously awaits his daughter Elsa’s twentieth birthday. For a year he has searched for someone willing and able to halt the hex from driving his daug

New Book Out...
April 15th of this month sees the publication of my fifth novel, my first with Dark Roast Press. This is the first in a five novel series chronicling Noah Ravenswood and his assistant Dr. Sarah Bookings. Below is the back cover blurb to tantilize you.... The Curse of Albrecht Manor... The women of the Albrecht family are cursed! For nearly three hundred years the hex uttered by a witch being burnt at the stake has stalked them down the centuries. Priests, herbal women, and even Inquisitors have been brought in to stop it from driving the Albrecht daughters to sexual-induced madness on their twentieth birthday. Nothing has worked; not even an uprooting from their native Germany to America has stopped it. Soon it just became an unfortunate fact of life if you are a female Albrecht. It is present-day and Baron Markus Albrecht nervously awaits his daughter Elsa’s twentieth birthday. For a year he has searched for someone willing and able to halt the hex from driving his daug

Drama Of The Circle K
This girl stole a perscription, had it filled and then ran from the cops but then she got busted HAHA AT MY STORE!!! Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 So whats the moral of this story???? DON'T STEAL OTHER PEOPLE'S PERSCRIPTION AND EXPECT NOT TO GET CAUGHT!!!!

Fu Virgin
Ok so I am new to this website and am still trying to figure out some of its features. I am getting a bit better but still not great at setting my page up and all. I love meeting new people so if you just want to chat or whatever hit me up and I will try and return the favor....PS I am not a beer drinker lol! :) Lisa

Yep...been Awhile...
Hi Fubarians...fubarbanites? Funan the fubarian? whatever. Anyways It's been ages and I'll briefly some up the past 3 or so months for you in lightning speed. 1. I'm still in school working to get my degree in graphic design I have 6 more courses to go. 2. Back to working at the zoo. I do guest services now as well as all their graphic design work. Hey, it's a job *shrugs* 3. I met an amazing girl, her name is Jackie and we've been together close to 4 months now. I've never been happier. She's lovely, beautiful, and just all around amazing. Her parents love me, her friends love me, and they all think her ex boyfriend was (is) a douche bag! GO ME! :D That's pretty much it I shall update more. So how the hell have you been? :)

Sicko?
It was beautiful here today! Sunny, 70, no wind, just right! I drove past a neighbor's sheep. The new lambs were all out, playing, prancing, jumping up in the air like they were happy as could be....and all I could think of was Clarice Starling. How sick is that? "Well, Clarice - have the lambs stopped screaming?"

Rock N' Roll Heaven
Rock n' Roll Heaven In the twilight of his years, a man asked God what it would be like when he went to heaven. This man was a child of the 50’s. He had a strong sense of the past, especially his, as he was fortunate to be a teenager when times were simpler. Those were the days when girls were flirty but virtuous; boys were devilish, but gentlemanly. As their lives were molded by the traits of honesty, integrity and hard work, they endeavored to live their lives accordingly. So God told this man, “Your eternal life in heaven will reflect the most innocent times of your particular generation.” The man did not totally understand, but he accepted God’s explanation. Several years passed, and this old man was finally sent to Heaven’s door. As he arrived at the front gate, he could hear music from inside. The sounds were soothing to his ear, and he felt a wave of nostalgia come over him. As he knocked on the g

My New Collar (by Pet)
I am so happy. I received my new collar last night. It is an eternity collar. I can wear it 24/7 and in the shower too. It looks so pretty, even better on me. With any luck Master will take pictures so I can show it off. ;) With more will show me off. Oh, It would help my chances of showing off the collar if you send Master messages telling him you want to see. Feel free to request poses.

People Are Sick!
I was watching some show on tv where parents killed there kids and ate them for food when they had no food to eat.It sickens me that people would eat there own kids or pets just for food.I would rather starve than eat my own kids cuz that is just wrong.

I Want
A NEW TATTOO so fucking bad. its only been like a month and a half since my pirate ship got finished but I'm already aching for a new one. I want to get my octopus started or my parrot. but i dont have any money. AHHHHH buy me a tattoo . kthanks

Need Some Help
If anyone could help me out some that will be really great, I need help on getting some promoters in my lounge called Guys and Girls Night Out,I also need help to get more and more people in my lounge if some of you out there could please help me with that too,I have been asking to and putting up my posters from time to time so if you would all please help me out some that will be really great, Thanks

R.i.p. Poppop
I just wanted to let everyone know that I recently lost PopPop...a man who has been so dear to me for so many years & I will be around here & there for the next little bit. I have to travel to Hazard & my boys have lots of ballgames,too,so time will limited. I miss eveyone here already,but Ihave lots of things I have to get right with me,too. The ex factor is just becoming ridiculous...I hate him more every day. Those of you who REALLY know me know that I do not throw the word hate at all!!!! I just want to protect my sons..that is all. Racing season is upon us now as well & this is just a crazy time of year for me. It won't be the same without you,Pops,but I know you will be watching over me!!!! LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH N MISS YOU ALREADY!!!

Food For Thought
I heard a thousand blended notes While in a grove I sate reclined, In that sweet mood when pleasant thoughts Bring sad thoughts to the mind. To her fair works did Nature link The human soul that through me ran; And much it grieved my heart to think What Man has made of Man. --William Wordsworth Oh, why you look so sad? Tears are in your eyes Come on and come to me now Don't be ashamed to cry Let me see you through 'Cause I've seen the dark side too When the night falls on you and you don't know what to do Nothing you confess could make me love you less. I'll stand by you I'll stand by you Won't let nobody hurt you I'll stand by you So, if you're mad, get mad Don't hold it all inside Come on and talk to me now Hey, what you got to hide? I get angry too Well, I'm a lot like you When you're standing at the crossroads and don't know which path to choose Let me come along 'Cause even if you're wrong... I'll stand by you I'll stand by you W

Ty To All My Friends Today
i would like to thank wetdreams, sin, grown, jaybee, djbarbwire, and everyone else if i have forgotten to mention u ...ty so much for coming to the auction and supporting me with ur bids...i went for 1.5 million bucks and cubby is the winner...i love u cubby bear ur all so good to me and im luck to have u xoxo

Been Gone
Hello everyone sorry I haven't been on for awhile just been busy getting my kustom shop back off the ground which has been very successful. Also I have been very busy with tax's (yuck). I will not be on as much as I used to be and like too be on. I know bummer, but business is boomin and gotta keep things going, but when I get things on track hopefully in a couple of weeks I should resume to the usual clownin around on here. Hope everyone one is well and have a good rest of the week and weekend. Your friendly neighborhood bar friend Joey

Torture? No I Condone Torture...right Fucker!
Cheney, others OK'd harsh interrogations By LARA JAKES JORDAN and PAMELA HESS, Associated Press Writer 1 hour, 22 minutes ago http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080410/ap_on_go_ca_st_pe/interrogation_tactics Bush administration officials from Vice President Dick Cheney on down signed off on using harsh interrogation techniques against suspected terrorists after asking the Justice Department to endorse their legality, The Associated Press has learned. The officials also took care to insulate President Bush from a series of meetings where CIA interrogation methods, including waterboarding, which simulates drowning, were discussed and ultimately approved. A former senior U.S. intelligence official familiar with the meetings described them Thursday to the AP to confirm details first reported by ABC News on Wednesday. The intelligence official spoke on condition of anonymity because he was not authorized to publicly discuss the issue. Between 2002 and 2003, the Justice Departme

Dumbya Is Worse Than Nixon
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080410/ap_on_go_co/congress_contempt Dems fault Bush on executive privilege By LAURIE KELLMAN, Associated Press Writer 1 hour, 19 minutes ago President Bush's refusal to let two confidants provide information to Congress about fired federal prosecutors represents the most expansive view of executive privilege since Watergate, the House Judiciary Committee told a federal judge Thursday. Lawyers for the Democratic-led panel argued in court documents that Bush's chief of staff, Josh Bolten, and former White House counsel Harriet Miers are not protected from subpoenas last year that sought information about the dismissals. The legal filing came in lawsuit that pits the legislative branch against the executive in a fight over a president's powers. The committee is seeking the testimony as it tries to make a case that the White House directed the firing of nine U.S. attorneys because they were not supportive enough of Republicans' political a

Written For Me
This was written for me by one of my patients. For those of you that REALLY know me you know it touched my heart. Enjoy You are very special there aren't enough words to say You brought me from the darkness to face another day Swinging your fists for me in a battle I tried to ignore I was ready to give up on life then you kicked open the door Thank you Karlie from so deep within my heart You can trust that I will be fine even after we part I am undescribably grateful for all your special attention Just a few more things I feel that I must mention You will hold a special place inside my heart forever I'm not just saying that because I think it sounds clever I truly mean what I've said just so you know The day is coming when our seperate ways we'll go I wish you happiness and success in all you do Take care Karlie I will never ever forget about you Thank you sincerely And that, my friends, is why I am a nurse.

Is Hillary Clinton The Next George Bush-polikicks.blogspot.com
One would expect a real contrast between Hillary Clinton and George W. Bush. One is a lame duck failing Republican President, the other is an aspiring Democratic presidential candidate. One is as right wing Republican as they get, the other is on the left wing on the Democratic party. So how could one claim that they are similar? The simple answer is distraction. The public and the media are so focused on the contrasting policies of Hillary and Bush that little is said about their character. Bush is for as little government intervention as possible and belongs to the part of the party that reiterates that whatever the government does the private sector does better. His failures are so large that some see a devious attempt to make the government fail to prove his point. Conspiracy theories aside, the fact is that his performance failed to achieve Republican goals. Launching a war on false pretense, having it stretched beyond our worse predictions, failing to equip our soldiers, treat

Why Do Women Go After The Assholes
Why do women go after the assholes why do women always go after the asshole. instead of going after the nice guys like myself. What do the women like getting treated like shit. well i am just wanting to find out why this is so so let me know

The Drunken Sex Chronicles Of +bauer+ - Vol. 3 (the Stink Files)
I have never claimed to be normal. One thing that may be a bit abnormal about me is how much importance I put on the power of smell. I like girls with nice natural smell. They way their skin smells to me can be the vital cog as to whether or not I love them for a month, a week, or forever. It’s something perfume can’t help or fix. In like manner, the rare time a girl has been stinky has effected if I want to be with a girl at all. Here are a few drunken encounters I have had involving the stinkyness of girls. -I was on a party bus and we were leaving a barbecue. I had been drinking in the sun all day and I looked tired. This hot girl who I had been bullshitting with was sitting in the seats in front of me. She stuck her head around the seats and said, "What’s wrong?" (Say it. It’s almost a complete exhale. "Whhhhatsss Wwwwroooong?") Well that question was a fully loaded dose of Doritos and stale beer. Up to that point that only thing that bothered me was the fact that I had to dro

Had My Surgery Yesterday :/
yea ok so im in a lot of pain still..and wont be on here much probably for a few days..and thats why i havnt been on..just thought id let people know... i had my gall bladder taken out- no not a huge ordeal- but still sucked ass...and im still in a lot of pain cuz of it :( anyways....leave me lots of love while im away! haha and ill be back soon.... now ill have icky lil scars on my tummy..bleh :( maybe ill show u..and maybe i wont..lol think of me...and all the hell im going throguh..haha and how much pain im in...and all the bills i now have to pay..lol yay for me :) bleh..ok back to the couch..it is calling my name :/

My Greatest Summer
oh! great news has found its way to me!...for once i believe my prayers have been heard or maybe it was just the thought of the kids moving out that was the cause of her deciding to move them back here....whatever the reasons it doesnt matter because they are coming home!...finally there wont be that sad disappointment anymore of them not being here with me...once again they will be so close that i can have them at anytime..these thoughts alone can make tears of happiness fall down if i would allow them to....my babies are coming home!!! i cant wait for summer to get here....cause for at least a couple months of the year they will be at home with me everyday...to wake up to and every night to see them asleep safe and sound before my night comes to an end.........lol...not to excited about the fussin and fightin they do but its all worth it cause when i can look over and see them sleepin....all my stress and frustrations melt away as i gaze upon them...how the years have flown by it se

Staff Pimpout
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Male-female Friendships
Why is it so hard to believe that male and females can be best friends? Is it culture, something we were raised with, or just plain ignorance/stupidty? I have no issues with it and truly believe it can happen. That is obvious because my best friend is a male. So I did some research just to make sure I wasn't the weird one here and this is what I found. Please share your feelings on this topic with me cause I am just torn on this whole topic. Below is what a researcher had to say on the topic. "To every action there is equal and opposite reaction"and we find this being followed in daily life today. A gal today wants to know that if her male member of the family can have a female friend why cant she have a male friend? Logically, she is correct. If you want her to follow you don't do any indecent thing so that one can hold his head high while preaching others. The root cause of this is our sick minded mentality which views the women as an object of sex only. We tend to forget the

Peckerwood Pt 2
Peckerwood (or simply Wood) In the 1940s, the abbreviated version "wood" entered California prison slang, originally meaning an Okie; but in about 1970 it became applied to white inmates as a whole, regardless of background. This has caused the symbol of the woodpecker to be used by white power skinheads. Many white supremacists identify themselves as peckerwoods, with women referred to as featherwoods. It is usually drawn with a long beak, sometimes drawn to resemble Woody Woodpecker. Sometimes the letters "PW" or "APW" (Peckerwood and American Peckerwood) is used.[1]

In Your A
I live for the touch of your hand as you place your arms around me. In your arms I know I am safe and loved. In your arms the worries of life fade away from my mind. In your arms I feel comfort and warmth. In your arms I can do anything I can do. In your arms I am not a person but a couple. In your arms I am confident and calm. In your arms I place myself knowing that one day I’ll have to leave. Breaking from your arms I face the day as a new person. Waiting for the embrace of your arms when I come back.

Wildwoody
Only Jersey people can understand this. A girl says to her date, "You're in for a real treat. I've been told that I have a body like New Jersey." So, her date grabs her waist and asks, "What's this?" She replies "Middlesex." He grabs her butt and asks "what's this?" She replies,"Freehold." Then he grabs her breast and asks "what's this?" She replies,"Point Pleasant." Finally, he reaches between her thighs and says, "I guess this is Cherry Hill?" "No", she replies, "That's Eatontown." The guy gets so excited that he pulls down his pants and says, "Welcome to Wildwood!" Gotta love New Jersey!

Peckerwood
Now, seriously... why the fuck do people that is an INSULT?!?!?!? Some stupid ass dude... we shall call him GATERTAIL called me a peckerwood.... um, HELLO?!?!?! Thanks? Fucking dumb ass people (read from bottom up) ->Gatertail: and damn proud of IT Gatertail: Peckerwood ->Gatertail: welcome to my block list asshole ->Gatertail: plus, you obviously didn't read my profile... i can not stand people who speak NIGGER ->Gatertail: that was the point... NO Gatertail: Well Fuck U then. ->Gatertail: hahaha no Gatertail: Fuck yo man let Me get at U. ->Gatertail: huh? mike: good arre you married Gatertail: Oh so can I finally holla at U? ->Gatertail: nope, and nope Gatertail: Oh, I thought U had more,So U still not single? ->Gatertail: the only ones i had were pics of my tats and i still have them ->Gatertail: huh? Gatertail: So Y U take ya NSFWs down? He called me a peckerwood... is that the best those idiots can come up with? Regardless, yet another r

Shit
Its shitty outside and I have a fuckin migraine. A second ago my alma mater college called asking me to participate in their focus group. Yeah, right, they can go fuck themselves with a big plastic dick. I didn't say that, but I said I won't be in town the whole May (lie), and the guy asked if I would be available for just 1 hr. Yeah, fuckin douchebag, let me leave whatever the place I'm going to (nowhere really, but he doesn't know that) and attend your fuckin focus group. ARGHH. I hate that place.

I Know Who My Real Friends Are Thanks Sandy Nite Others
i know who my real friends are thanks sandy my favorite bouncer your a sweety nite your awsome /and all the others who care enough to help me when they can sincerly thanks michael others boat man/no more friends@ fubar

We'll Make You See Death (salon.com)
A harrowing account from a man the CIA handed over to Jordan -- smuggled from prison on tiny paper -- exposes U.S. complicity in torture. Photo provided by Human Rights Watch A message written by Ali al-Hajj al-Sharqawi, smuggled from prison, describing Sharqawi's torture by Jordanian intelligence. April 10, 2008 | On a recent trip to Amman, Jordan, during a visit to the home of someone who had been detained by the Jordanian intelligence service in 2002, I was given two very thin strips of paper covered with Arabic writing and marked with a thumbprint. Curled up into a tight spiral, they were no bigger than the cap of a pen. My contact, who had smuggled the papers out of intelligence detention a few years previously, told me that the message therein had been written by a prisoner who had been detained with him. He said it gave a detailed account of that person's experiences. That evening, in my hotel room, an Egyptian colleague translated the text, word for word. Stu

Love Suxs
Hey guys!!!!! What's up????? Well here is the reason I am posting this bulletin is because I just want yall to know that I think love really SUCKS because I think that there is no one out there 4 me…. There was this girl that I liked 4 a real good while but every time I would ask her if she would go out wit me she would either say no or she would have a boyfriend but we dated a few times…… I feel like that I should just give up on love because I feel like love has given up on me and I feel that love REALLY SUCKS and that there is no one that likes me…. I THINK I AM JUST GONNA STAY SINGLE 4 DA REST OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Don't Ask Me
I'm so tired of guys asking: "do you have a webcam?" You know what, NO, I DON'T HAVE ONE, but if I did, you still wouldn't get to see anything, because I don't do that. Not only that, if I want to see a pecker, then I'll ask my boyfriend to whip it out. Also, when I'm on fubar-I'm at work, so I'm not even showing cleavage to my co-workers let alone some dude on a freakin' camera! You can fan me, rate me, add me, or whatever, but DON'T ask if I have a cam, because I don't. I'm a nice person and even a little crazy at times, BUT I DON'T CAM WITH ANYONE! Sorry for yelling, but it pisses me off! Guys can't get the baby batter off the brain for 10 minutes just to say "what up" to someone.

I Love This
Why is beer better then women. A beer is ALWAYS WET. Beer always looks the same in the morning. Beer is happy to ride in the trunk. Beer AWAYS GOES DOWN EASY. A beer doesnt change it's mind after you've already gotten the top off. When you change beers, YOU DON'T HAVE TO PAY ALIMONY. You can enjoy beer all month long. You can share a BEER WITH FRIENDS. HANGE OVERS GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!

92 Angels And Counting
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! > > > > "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! > > > > > ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ > > CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** > > > ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** > > > ******JUICY DEE****** > > Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER > > Special R Kay > > Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~ > > ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? > > Baby-Gurl *FU wife to Cuppycake* ~FU- Bombers Family Manager/promotor~ > >

Maybe?
Maybe...we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe...when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe...it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe...the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe...the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures, and heartaches. Maybe...you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all

Dj Krys @ Forbidden
COME HEAR THE ROCKIN TUNES OF ~DJKrys@Forbidden~DCapo's R/L Wife~ SHE WILL TURN THOSE FORBIDDEN DREAMS INTO YOUR REALITY!! JOIN HER IN THE FORBIDDEN..... Click Pic to Enter JOIN US AND LET ALL OF YOUR FANTASIES COME ALIVE AT FORBIDDEN ENTER THE FORBIDDEN, ENJOY THE TUNES

[stupid Trouble Making Subconcious Mind]
So... today was refreshing, if not confusing. I started the day off having a vivid sexual dream about a girl I've known, and consider a closer personal confidant for quite some time. She's the coolest. I'm hard pressed to find something annoying or bad about her. Problem... well, there's several, and I'm not getting into them. She's a girl I've acknowledged as being attracted to, but haven't really allowed myself to be. Guess my subconcious took charge for me. And yes, I'm being intentionally vague, try not to wig out if you think it's you. I'd tell you if it was, don't be shy, its not a big fucking deal. We can't control what foods we're allergic to, we can't control who we boff in our dreams. No matter HOW enjoyable it was. Hehehehe. Anyway, the bottom line is, she's exactly what I need in my life right now, I'm wondering.. if maybe I can tell her without having this be weird, or hampering to our current situation, which really I don't want to sacrifice, it me

About To Sell My Soul..
I consider myself a good person. I am kind to people. I am a trustworthy and loyal friend. I do not expect anything from anyone. I do not judge people. I raise my own children, I don't expect taxpayers to do it for me, and I have raised them to have respect and to earn what they get. I work my ass off to get what we have, granted it isn't alot, but it has grown from nothing. I help people who are less fortunate than me whenever I can. Now I am not saying I am perfect by any means. I cuss entirely too much. I have been known to drink to much. I smoke. I am hard on my kids, but only for their own good. I don't talk to my mother. I drive without a license. When I get mad, people I care about get the blunt of my frustrations. I don't go to church. I bash people I don't know on the internet (not to be hurtful). They say karma is a bitch, but I don't recall a time where I have done something bad enough for the string of bad luck that I have encountered in the last 5 years. I will not

Thxxx!!
thxXx sO mUch 2 all of u whO hElped me lEvel 2 piMp!! nOw i'ma fiNd me sOme fU hOs 2 mAke me sOme fu bUcCs!! lOl.. lUv yA'll 4 reAl... i diD whAt i sAid i wOuld: mOved a nAughty piC 2 my rOadtRip fOlder;) enjOy... n thxXx agAin!! smOoches!! ~*~mS. e niGma~*~

Damn Doctors Can Scare The Shit Out Of You!
It is 3:30 in the afternoon and I have had quite the day. I felt pretty good this morning and most of the afternoon until now. I am starting to feel sore. My doctor called me this morning and gave me quite the scare. They were thinking that I might need to be admitted to the hospital immediately because the Internalist thought that I might be bleeding internally and should be rushed to the hospital. After discussing all of my symptoms, he is pretty sure that what is causing all of the bleeding and pain is the medicine I have been on for about 5 months now for my neck. I still have to discontinue the use of any pain relievers, still need to do the stool test in 6 days and stay on the medicine that I had to pick up yesterday. A G.I. specialist called me today and set up an appointment for me to go in but they can't even see me until the 29th of this month! My doctor said that if I continue to bleed after the medicine is out of my system, then they will go from there. So th

Fu-bombers.....
wanted to saY thank you to all of you in the *Fu-Bombers* family for letting me join and be a part of your family!, I have had a warm welcome, and I love being a Fu-Bomber!...I hope you All enjoy me as I enjoy you all! Hi there! Yes it's me again, Meranda(ABeautiful Dysaster), asking you for your help! I recently joined the *Fu-Bombers* Family and I am in a contest to win a 7 day blast or a month VIP, I need 12,000 comments to get this prize!...Anyone who helps (signifigantly, not just a couple) will get my elevens for one day!...Just shoot me a message stating that you helped and we will schedule a day where my elevens can help YOU out!...I added a pic link to TEE, an awesome friend and Fu-Bomber family manager, so you can add him, and I added a pic link for the *Fu-Bombers* family page in case you would like to check us out or maybe even join!!!...thank you all!!!!!.....................RECAP OF MY BULLETIN FOLLOWS. Me...*A Beautiful Dysaster" TEE ~Tee~*FU-Bombers Fam

Autism Awareness Month
NEWS First "Bounce for Autism" Kicks Off National Autism Awareness Month ASA and Pump It Up held the first “Bounce for Autism” April 1 at Pump It Up in Elkridge, Md. A crowd of friends, family, professionals and people on the spectrum turned out to run, jump, laugh and play on Pump It Up’s giant inflatable playground in support of autism. Read more … And don’t forget—the next “Bounce” is tomorrow, April 11, in Beaverton, Ore., followed by the Houston area Bounce April 16 in the Woodlands, Texas. It’s not too late to sign up—visit http://www.bounceforautism.org/ and start your Sock Squad today! Autism Society of America President and CEO Rings the NASDAQ Stock Market Opening Bell Lee Grossman, President and CEO of the Autism Society of America, presided over the NASDAQ opening bell to commemorate National Autism Awareness Month on Thursday, April 3. Photos from the market open are available at the NASDAQ Web site. Online Exclusive Advocate Article on ASA Website ASA

Peeking Into Other's Bedrooms.....
Discussing sexual ideations and differences....monogamy, polyamorous, adventures, deviances, etc etc etc....American adults have varying differences in sexual behavior....how adventureous or boring are you? 1. Paid for sex? 2. Faked an orgasm? 3. Discussed fantasies with your partner? 4. Sex on a first date? 5. 3-somes? 6. Sex at work? 7. Cheated on your partner? 8. Sex with a member of the same sex? 9. Public sex? 10. A combo of the above....do tell which ones

Can You Feel Me?
This day is too valuable to waste. The people in your life are too beautiful to ignore. Take a moment to remember how fortunate you are to be you. Take a look around, with your eyes lovingly and enthusiastically open to the possibilities. Most of what you fear does not even exist. Much of what you love is closer than you realize. You are just one small step away from being on the path toward your most treasured dream. You are just one brief thought away from understanding the richness that is your life. You have traveled a long way to be where you are. With every step you have gained something of real and lasting value. Now is a day to move forward with more experience, knowledge and wisdom than ever before. Now is your moment to realize and fulfill the miracle that is your life.

Because Turtles Need Love Too!!!
WELL Y'ALL DID IT!!!!!! YOU LEVELED THE TURTLE!!! PLEASE GO LOVE ON HER SOME MORE - TURTLES NEED LOVE TOO!!!! RATE/FAN/ADD HER!!! SHE IS TRULY AMAZING!!!! TELL HER SYN SENT YOU!!! Sweet Turtle FuOwned by the spectacular JWH@ fubar MAKE SURE TO REPOST!!!! This Pimp Out brought to you by: ~*syn™*~@ fubar

411 On Relationships ~
Why Beautiful Women Marry Less Attractive Men Jeanna Bryner LiveScience Staff Writer LiveScience.comThu Apr 10, 11:25 AM ET Women seeking a lifelong mate might do well to choose the guy a notch below them in the looks category. New research reveals couples in which the wife is better looking than her husband are more positive and supportive than other match-ups. The reason, researchers suspect, is that men place great value on beauty, whereas women are more interested in having a supportive husband. Researchers admit that looks are subjective, but studies show there are some universal standards, including large eyes, "baby face" features, symmetric faces, so-called average faces, and specific waist-hip ratios in men versus women. Past research has shown that individuals with comparable stunning looks are attracted to each other and once they hook up they report greater relationship satisfaction. These studies, however, are mainly based on new couples, showing that abso

New Skins 4/10
I've added 8 more public skins. As always, everyone is free to rip them, I just ask that you don't rip those marked as Custom. To use my skins, please remember to deactivate any images that you've selected to use as background images, or the code will break and it won't display properly. Larger screen viewables are best for these, as always :) Previews are below - browse my skin list to rip. "Patriot Coin" "Bugs Bunny" "Garfield Cheers" "Johnny Bravo" "RoadRunner" "Sly" "Tequila" "Jungle Boogie" Cheers! -HS

Karma
The philosophical explanation of karma can differ slightly between traditions, but the general concept is basically the same. Through the law of karma, the effects of all deeds actively create past, present, and future experiences, thus making one responsible for one's own life, and the pain and joy it brings to him/her and others. The results or 'fruits' of actions are called karma-phala. In religions that incorporate reincarnation, karma extends through one's present life and all past and future lives as well.

Singularity
Single again as the blog states,pretty simple enough. Broke up with someone that I will always hold in high esteem and regard for the person that she is,but the bottom line is it just did'nt work out between us,we were on two different pages with things that I view pretty important when in a relationship and on sites like this. That in no way means I'm right and she's wrong,or vice versa,just means we are two different people with two different thought patterns on certain views and issues. I CAN say though that not being in that relationship any longer I feel a GREAT weight and burden lifted off of me not having to deal with those issues anymore and I can view this place in a completely,entirely different light than I had. I hope all goes well for her in life,I wish her nothing but the best and for her family,Hope she finds what she's looking for in life,finds love and finds someone who can and will be willing to be able to deal with or handle her point of view of things MUCH better th

Hmmm Lol This Says Alot!
Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Nine of Wands card suggests that my power today lies in remarkable gratitude. I am not a victim. There are no lost causes. "I've been there, done that, and know suffering -- but it's all good." I'm still standing. "Can't touch this." Self-pity is an excuse to do nothing. To appeal to sympathy for pity's sake is to seek affirmation of the choice to do nothing. I am empowered by the spirit and support of meaningful experience and I transform with silent resilience.

Yahoo Is A Capital Idea-forbes.com
LONDON - While Yahoo! Chief Executive Jerry Yang flirts with Google and frustrates Microsoft, one significant investor has quietly doubled its stake in the pioneering Internet portal. On Thursday, Capital World Investors increased its stake in Yahoo! (nasdaq: YHOO - news - people ) to 10.1% from 5.2% according to its filing with the Securities and Exchange Commission. The company now owns 135.5 million shares of the 1.3 billion Yahoo! shares outstanding. Yahoo shares rose 2.5%, or 77 cents, to $28.45, during midday trading in New York. News of the ownership shift follows another twist in the Micro-Hoo! drama with Yahoo! issuing a terse announcement Wednesday that it was launching a two-week "trial advertising" partnership with Google (nasdaq: GOOG - news - people ). The arrangement is a clever way of testing two separate ideas: the financial implications of letting Google's powerful ad-serving engine take over Yahoo!'s search ads, and just how politically explosive a deal b

A Reminder In Case The Neurological Department Ask.
Well, I thought I had better note this before I forget and then have to admit, to whomsoever rings up to enquire about my seizure status, that I could not remember when it was. I have increased my medication 50 mg so that is 200mg am and 250mg pm. This was done because I am not pig headed and just felt the murmurings of something which I thought would be better nipped in the bud. I did not want to increase but it seemed prudent to do so. I have not had another seizure to date. It is coming up to the 2nd anniversary of the worst 17 days of my life. I do not regret having the surgery for all the problems as life has improved no end in so many respects. For instance, I do not have to worry about leaving things in the gangway in case I have a seizure and break my neck on it whilst having an absence, which is the form the seizures took. I also do not have to worry when I climb ladders, not that I really did worry before but there was a time when a nasty accident ensued whilst u

Re: Sporting Lisbon 0 Rangers 2
RE: Sporting Lisbon 0 Rangers 2 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Glasgow Rangers Date: 10 Apr 2008, 22:42 Rangers were in European dreamland tonight as they stormed the dizzy heights of the last four of the UEFA Cup with a classic away performance.The incredible adventure had a new chapter and Jean-Claude Darcheville and Stevie Whittaker were the men who wrote it with two killer goals.Darche struck in 60 minutes then Whittaker scored an incredible solo goal in the final minute to seal a stunning victory.For the first time in 36 years Rangers are in a major European semi-final and there they will face old foes Fiorentina with the home leg at Ibrox on April 24 and the return in Florence on May 1.However, the down side to otherwise fantastic night is that Barry Ferguson and Kevin Thomson will miss the first leg.This was just sensational and undoubtedly one of the greatest nights in Europe.There were heroes all over the park from the immaculate Cuellar a

Return Of The Mistress Jedi!
Wow, I've been gone for WAYYY too long. So, let me think, what is going on in my life that I need to jabber about? Oh, yeah! First off, I finally divorced that lecherous husband of mine. Thats old news to me but seeing as how I haven't been around, that would be new news to you! James and I didn't mesh. You see, it was our star signs. I am a Scorpio and he is an Asshole. They just don't collide well. Needless to say, he was stupid and didn't show up to the divorce hearing. I told him time and time again when and where it was. Hell, I even paid for it! How nice am I? Since he didn't show, I walked away with full legal and full physical custody of our two sprogs. Not exactly what I intended-- but what am I going to do? I don't want to exile James from their lives permanently. I don't have the heart to do that to the kids. He just needs to wise up and learn to be a dad to them. Secondly, remember that jerkoff I was ranting about. The one who couldn't pick up his own nutsack and move a

Hospital
Hi, Went to the hospital today and had a mamogram and ultra sound and nothing nasty found :) They've advised that it was a cyst and that I have micro cysts which are quite common.... Was a really good service and they've given me an open appointment in case it gets worse, I can just phone them up directly. Anyway, that's the update :) Thanks folks for your support!

People ! ! Do You Do This To People !
People ! IS THIS YOU OR SOME ONE YOU KNOW ! YOU EVER STOP AND THING ABOUT HOW SOME PEOPLE ARE. SOME ARE, NICE , MEAN, BITCHIE, AND SOME JUST WALK A ROUND WITH A STICK UP THERE ASS 99% OF THE TIME. THEN THERE ARE PEOPLE THAT ARE JUST SO FUCKED OVER AND OR FUCKED UP , THEY JUST HATE EVEYONE AND EVERYTHING. IT'S FUNNY WHEN YOU MEET NEW PEOPLE. THEY REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO THINK ,SAY ,ACT OR DO TILL YOU FIND SOMETHING YOU HAVE TO TALK ABOUT. SOME PEOPLE PUT A WALL UP EVEN BE FOR THEY GET TO KNOW YOU , OTHERES WILL SIT BACK AND SEE WERE YOU ARE COMEING FROM , SOME JUST THINK YOU WANT TO GET IN THERE PANTS , OR SOME JUST THINK YOU A TOTAL ASS AND DON'T GIVE A SHIT WHAT WORDS COME OUT OF YOUR MOUTH ! IN THE PAST FEW WEEKS I HAVE TALKED TO A LOT OF PEOPLE , I HAVE REALIZED, SOME PEOPLE ARE GOOD, SOME ARE BAD , SOME ARE MEAN , AND SOME JUST REALLY DON'T GIVE A SHIT IF YOU LIVE OR DIE. WHAT MAKES PEOPLE BE THIS WAY ! I HAVE THE ANSWER "PEOPLE " ! IF PE

Cum Check Me Out While I Guest Dj@ddr!!
DDR Guest Member DJ Every Friday, 2-4 PM EST Presented every week by DJ Smurfette This week's featured guest member DJ is !!!!YØYØ¡¡¡¡ @ fubar You can't miss this show!!! Come join the party @ Dirty Deeds Radio If you are interested in a Guest Member DJ Spot, Contact DJ Smurfette:

A Look Back In Time !
YOU EVER STOP AND THINK HOW TIME FLIES, THINGS CHANGE, HOW FAST THINGS GROW. TODAY I WENT BACK IN TIME, YOU ARE RIGHT HOW CAN ANYONE DO THAT. WELL YOU CAN IT'S NOT THAT HARD , ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS GO GET SOME OF YOUR OLD PICTURES , AND GO BACK IN TIME. I DID THAT TODAY. IT IS FUNNY HOW MANY THINGS CAN CHANGE OVER THE YEARS AND NOT REALLY SEE IT . I WAS LOOKING AT PICTURES OF ME WHEN I WAS YOUNG, AND OF ALL MY FAMILY MEMBERS TODAY . ITS FUNNY HOW YOU WATCH BABIES GROW UP TO BE KIDS , TEENAGERS TO YOUNG ADUTLS, AND YOUR BROTHERS AND SISTERS TURN IN TO MOM AND DADS, AUNTS AND UNKULS. WHEN YOU LOOK AT A PICTURE YOU DO GO BACK IN TIME THINKING OF ALL THE THNGS THAT HAPPEN IN THAT ONE MOMENT IN TIME. THINKING HOW FUNNY THAT ONE THING WAS , OR HOW SAD IT WAS. WHEN I WAS GOING THROW THE PICTURES TO DAY I SEE HOW THINGS CHANGE, PEOPLE GROW , AND THE PEOPLE YOU MISS ONE WAY OR ANOTHER. IT'S FUNNY HOW TIME PLAYS TRICKS ON PEOPLE . KNOWING WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN , WERE YOU

Remember To Think !
SOMETIMES IN LIFE , YOU TRY TO FIND OUT , OR LOOK FOR THINGS IN LIFE , BUT IN REALATY YOU JUST KEEP LOOKING, NEVER KNOWING OR FINDING THINGS, WHAT YOU ARE LOOKING FOR . SOME TIMES IN LOVE YOU WANT TO FIND THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE , BUT IS IT THE ONE YOU ARE LOOKING FOR ! YOU COULD HAVE SOMETHING RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU AND NOT KNOW IT . SOME PEOLPE OVER LOOK THINGS IN LIFE , AND NOT STOPPING TO LOOK AROUND AND SEE WHAT IS REALLY GOING ON . PEOPLE LOSE TRACK OF THINGS THAT THEY FOUCSES ON , OR A DREAM THEY HAVE . PEOPLE TEN TO FORGET WHAT REALLY MATERS IN LIFE. THAT IS ...LOVE , CARING, SHARING, LETING THE PERSON YOU LOVE KNOW IT,AND DOING THING JUST OUT OF THE BLUE FOR THEM , NOT DOING IT FELL YOU HAVE TO BUT DOING IT BECAUSE YOU LOVE THEY AND SHOWING YOU CARE IN YOUR OWN LITTLE WAY. DON'T BE AFRADE TO LET THEM know YOU LOVE THEM , CARE OR JUST GIVE THEM A HUG OR A KISS OUT OF THE BLUE ! IT WILL SHOW THEM YOU DO CARE IN AWAY , AND MAKE THEM STOP AND THINK A BIT. (HAY SHE OR HE

Need Help Please In Giveaway..tyvm
I'M IN A GIVEAWAY FOR A VIP OR 7 DAY BLAST..I'D GREATLY APPRECIATE ALL THE RATES AND **BOMB** COMMENTS I CAN GET..ALSO PLZ RATE/FAN AND ADD THE HOSTESS...TYVM..**HUGS** ~ROXY~ JUST CLIK ON THE PIC..

Its Hard To Say Good Bye !
HAVE YOU EVER SAID GOD BYE . IN A FEW WORDS. YOU CAN SAY GOOD BYE TO PEOPLE ,WHEN THEY REALLY DON'T KNOW THAT YOU ARE GOING. SHOWNING THEM IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER, YOU ARE TELLING THEM GOOD BYE IN SOME WAY . THAT YOU ARE GIVEN UP HOPE AND THE LIGHT INSIDE FINIALY BURNS OUT AND THE DARKNESS FILLS YOUR HEART, AND THE CARING ,AND LOVING NESS GOES AWAY. I HAVE REACHED THAT POINT WERE EVEY THING I LOVE IS GONE, MY DREAMS I HAVE HAD ARE FADED AWAY , AND THE PEOPLE THAT YOU TELL YOU LOVE THEM DON'T BELIVE YOU . SO WHAT ARE YOU TO DO ,BUT SAY GOOD BYE , FAIR WELL AND SEE YOU ON THE OTHER SIDE. I CAN FEEL MY TIME IS GROWNING NEAR AND THAT I CAN SEE TIME IN THE HOUR GLASS SLIPPING AWAY . WHEN THE SAND IS GONE , MY LIFE WILL BE OVER AND I HAVE FALED IN LIFE ,TO LOVE , CARE, AND SHARE MY LIFE WITH SOME ONE! I CAN SEE THE SUN SETING , AND THE SKY GROW DARK , AND MY BODY GROW WEEK , AND THE LIGHT INSIDE OF ME GROWING DIM , AND THAT THE COLDNESS IS GROWING CLOSER. I FEEL DEATH ON

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Take the Heaven or Hell Quiz at QuizRocket.com!Make Your Own Quiz r ResultYour Result Hell I hope you like things hot, stuffy, and agonizing, because you're well on your way to Hotel Hell - where you don't ever check out and the TV is stuck on Teletubbies. May I suggest canceling your reservation with a good deed or two? Maybe join the boy scouts, or help that old lady with her groceries...hmm?

Wanna Own Me?
hey all I am up for auction at 504 bourbon street. I am offering a lot here is the list. Rate all pics 11's 3 SFW salutes a daily profile comment, an Audio Drop saying I am owned by .......... Added to Family while owned 5 morphs 2 big pimpin gifts 5 regular gifts daily and I will keep you shitfaced while owned if bids go over 6 month VIP I will add more as of right now high bid is a 30 day blast so come check me out and good luck to all of you

Re: Government Scientists To "geo-engineer" Earth's Atmosphere
RE: Government Scientists To "Geo-Engineer" Earth's Atmosphere ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 10 Apr 2008, 22:23 Government Scientists To "Geo-Engineer" Earth's Atmosphere Government scientists have been experimenting with the feasibility of bombarding the Earth's upper atmosphere with microscopic glass particles to dampen the effects of "global warming," despite warnings that the process could damage the ozone layer. Are admissions of government research into altering the earth's atmosphere tied to increasing reports of chemtrail spraying over the past 10 years? http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/april2008/041008_geo_engineering. htm

When The Lord Made Paramedics
When The Lord Made Paramedics When the Lord made Paramedics, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one." And the Lord said, "Have you read the specs on this order? A paramedic has to be able to carry an injured person up a wet, grassy hill in the dark, dodge stray bullets to reach a dying child unarmed, enter homes the health inspector wouldn't touch, and not wrinkle his uniform." " He has to be able to lift 3 times his own weight, crawl into wrecked cars with barely enough room to move, and console a grieving mother as he is doing CPR on a baby he knows will never breath again." "He has to be in top mental condition at all times, running on no sleep, black coffee and half-eaten meals. And he has to have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head slowly and said, "Six pairs of hands...no way." "It's not the hands that are causing me problems," said the Lord, "It's the three pairs of eye

Is Faster Access To The Internet Needed? (wsj)
By VISHESH KUMAR April 10, 2008; Page B5 When it comes to Internet access, is there such a thing as too fast? That's a question U.S. Internet providers are grappling with as they place strategic bets on whether or not to upgrade their networks to offer high-priced, superhigh-speed Web connections. A growing number of households served by certain Internet providers -- notably Verizon Communications Inc. and Comcast Corp. -- are being offered Internet services that are 25 times faster than the average broadband speed in the U.S. But those who live in areas served by other Internet providers, including AT&T Inc. and Time Warner Cable Inc., will have to make do with much less for some time. Last week, Comcast launched a superbroadband service in Minnesota offering consumers download speeds of 50 megabits a second for $150 a month, more than double the cost of its standard broadband plan. It plans to offer the new service in 20% of the area it serves by year end and to offer speed

Cant Stand This
the following was sent to me this morning in sb and it goes to prove some people have no respect for others yes my lifestyle is different then most but that does not mean i want to be harassed about it. i will make the choice of who i want to be with without being approached in this manner below is the link to the guy that sent the following misterak25...: hello... you are a good slavegirl material? that was just a question... and i am not here to joke arround... when you are curious about that theme... and when you are curious to behave like a slavegirl... to act like one and to be treated like a submissive by a dominant... read my profile and my blog and when you think then, that you would be an enrichment for me and my slavegirl family, adress me as sir and add me on yahoo: misterak20 or msn: misterak20@hotmail.de and contact me there immediately, to ask for a chance to present yourself as worthy submissive. misterak25 "Owner of 3 Fubar Slavegirls"@ fubar

A Little About Me And Kidz
I Debra Rochelle Riley, Dont pretend to have a pretty life. I was Born February 12th 1973. I Live everyday for my Children,Daughter Jasmine and My Little Man Jonathan, and my home and my pets and Friends that I have made in life. When those things are in order and running right then What I like to Do is... Go to the Park with my Kidz When Summer Comes around,Go to the Beach walk in the Sand and play in the Water. Ride Bikes with My Kidz and Hang out with Friends too. Go to the Woods and Camp and Look at Wild Life and Waterfalls and trees and the clouds above and have no care when we are there.. The People I have Met in My Life are Dear to Me and Mean everything to Me and My kidz tht meet them too. Im A Good Woman and Mother and a Good Friend When You need Someone to talk to or Just Hang Out with. One thing that I love to Do For Time Killing and getting to know Some People is to go Bowling or Sitting in a Cafe drinkin Soda or Coffee. Me and My children Have that in Com

Am In A Contest For Once, Gonna Show Me How True You Really Are Of A Friend!?
Alright all my friends, fans, family!! Are you who you say you are, if so show me and prove it. All I ask is to help me out with some comments to win me a 3 day blast for the 1st time, I need some everyday, even from myself! Please do that for me as I will do the same for you if you were in a contest n such. Hope to see some of you there to help me out! Thanks and God Bless our Military, Veterans & Families!!

Fake Ass People
One thing i can't stand in life is for someone to be fake. I mean for real people, if you have to act fake then you must not be happy with you're self. So if you are not happy with you're self then how are others suppose to be happy with you, and how are you going to be happy in life? You are what you make you're self out to be. So be real much respect and love to those who are.

Hi To All
as u know im back for the second time as my first account i lost everything pics videos comments and friends so i have had to start up again thx to someone hackin my account and erasing it so forgive me if i dont get to rate ur pics but i do promise i will get round to rating ur pics and tht so plz dont worry i will get to it but thx to everyone tht has been there all my friends on here especially tarheel4life danny boy she devil poetic princess and the rest i want to thx u all fo everythin much love to u all and tty soon ciao :D:D

Sporting 0-2 Rangers (0-2)
Sporting 0-2 Rangers (0-2) By Thomas McGuigan Darcheville was Rangers' hero in Lisbon Jean-Claude Darcheville fired Rangers into the last four of the Uefa Cup to stun Sporting Lisbon. The Frenchman, who had earlier spurned a great chance, collected Steve Davis' cross to slot the ball past goalkeeper Rui Patricio after 60 minutes. Liedson struck a post for Lisbon as Vukcevic and Veloso also went close. But Rangers' defence held firm and Steven Whittaker's solo effort in the 90th minute secured a last-four clash with Italian outfit Fiorentina. Rangers made four changes to the side which drew against Dundee United on Sunday. Christian Dailly moved to centre-half to cover for the suspended David Weir. Darcheville was used in the lone striker role, and Kirk Broadfoot, Brahim Hemdani and Steven Davis were all restored to the starting line-up. Sporting were without injured Brazilian centre-half Anderson Polga, with Gladstone replacing him for the P

Flaws In The Justice System
ok about 830 this morning i was arrested my a local cop and constable on a warrent. i left them into my house while i got ready. they told me on the way to the police station it was on a parking ticket. well i sat in the police station lock up till 200 when i was taken to court in front of the local justice of peice or aka magisrate. well i was never given no miranda rights. i was given no phone call. i was already guilty before i even got to defend myself. as it turns out my car was given a ticket cause the meter ran out of time in town. this was april 2nd 2006. they have been sending notices to where my car is registered in florida. i never knew anything about this. well i explained it could have been my ex wife and it could have been a guy that was gona buy my car. well the judge said it dont matter the car registered in my name. well i was ordered to pay 131 bucks by 5/18/08. i would fight the hell out of this cause i was read no rights and never had a phone call to call my attorne

Give Away Tomorrow At 9 My Time
I'm gonna be giving a give away tomorrow around 9 my time to give my 11's away to the people that need to be leveled up.Hopefully i can help out as doing a give away for people on here.Just let me know if you need them.I'll give them to you.I might give away some fubucks if i have alot to give out.remind me about the give away tomorrow at 9 so i won't forget too.

Computer Probs :(
I'm having a few probs here - can you help? Its ONLY on this site but randomly, I'll click a link (it could be another persons name, a rate button, ANYTHING) and it'll boot me out the site and disable my net connection for about 30 mins. Like I said, its only on this site that this happens. I've cleared my cache, cleared my cookies, run a cleaner program and its still doing it - very frustrating!! If you can give any advice on how to stop this then please, share away :) Thanks everyone xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

1 Rate And Some Comments Too If You Want
Hey, I need everyone that reads this to go rate this picture below. I am in a giveaway, and the one with the most rates gets a bling pack. I really would like to get a HH out of this giveaway, so if you have time, leave a few quick comments too. thanks to all! hugs Carrie aka Carebear

For Grandparents
FOR GRANDPARENTS Current mood: disgusted I think that the department of human services is getting away with too much. I think that us grandparents need to put a stop to this about department of human services taking away our grandchildren and adopting them out just to fill their pocket books. If you figure that a child is worth $1000 a month out of our taxpayers money even after they are adopted out then so be it but I as a taxpayer dont believe that it should be done because my husband and I both work and I know that we can take care of our grandchild and dont believe that we should be supporting them elsewhere from our taxpayers money when grandparents should have rights to be able to keep the child in the home with the family rather than adopting them out to strangers. They are so willing to pay these people $1000 a month or so because we have to pay for their clothing bills even after they are adopted and when grandparents can do it out of their own pockets and actually g

The Drunken Sex Chronicles Of +bauer+ - Vol. 2
I had being seeing Natalie for about 3 weeks. We hit it off right away. One night,Nat and her sister came out with my friends and I. We drank like fish. When the night was over, a few of us did some post partying. I went into the bedroom to change out of my bar clothes and slip into a pair of basketball shorts and a t-shirt. As I was changing, I took a header on to the bed and passed out. I do that when I am drunk. I will just fall asleep anywhere.(Big Mistake!!!) That's another blog! After about 5 minutes of nappy time, Natalie woke me up by giving me a little speech. I opened one eye, and turned out the light. "I love to give blow jobs." She said. "I am amazing at it too, and I can practically cum just by giving one. Will you let me?" Now, I found the speech a bit odd since this wouldn't be the first time she blew me before, and I never got the preamble the other times. But it's Saturday night...so the answer was yes. So she started, and I laid back feeling like a master o

Re: Chinese Paramilitary Cops Police Americans
RE: Chinese Paramilitary Cops Police Americans ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 09 Apr 2008, 22:37 Chinese Paramilitary Cops Police Americans A 30 man squad of crack trained Chinese paramilitary cops will today march through the streets of San Francisco, policing the one and only US stop on the Olympic torch relay, and tackling any American protesters who get in their way. http://infowars. net/articles/april2008/090408Chinese. htm

Copperheads Lounge
hey everyone are you looking for a lounge that plays country music well there is a lounge for you its called copperheads lounge where there some of the best DJ's on fubar why dont you come on in and check us out just one click away from be coming a member click on the link below and come see us ......

Re: Ludicrous Hit Piece Attacks Ventura On Wtc Collapse Comments
RE: Ludicrous Hit Piece Attacks Ventura On WTC Collapse Comments ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 10 Apr 2008, 14:52 Ludicrous Hit Piece Attacks Ventura On WTC Collapse Comments An almost unbelievably absurd and weak hit piece against Jesse Ventura's contention that WTC 7 was deliberately imploded on 9/11 compares a 4-story church that was a stone's throw away from the twin towers with a 47-story skyscraper that was nearly 400 feet away. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/april2008/041008_hit_piece. htm

Re: Un Human Rights Official Wants 9/11 Investigation
RE: UN Human Rights Official Wants 9/11 Investigation ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 10 Apr 2008, 18:08 UN Human Rights Official Wants Investigation Into US Government Role In 9/11 An official in the newly formed UN Human Rights Council has called for a fresh investigation into the events of 9/11 in order to examine the possible role that neoconservatives may have played in the attacks. http://infowars. net/articles/april2008/100408Official. htm

Contacting Me... Phone Internet So On
As of tomorrow I will no longer have internet or a home phone. Soon after I will be loosing my cell phone as well. I am looking for work so I hope to be back up soon but right now its a choice between food for my kids or my internet addiction. I have to choose the first. I hope you are all still here when I get back.

How I Feel Don't Like It Don't Read It!!
Things go wrong and aray but still you hold onto the day but why hold onto something that is meaningless and not worth remembering. Why try in life where you know you will not succeed. Why build hopes and dreams for them to be knocked down like building blocks in a heap at your feet. Why do people love you is it because of the person you are or the things you do. I have found it is because of the things you do not because of the person you are. Lets think how often do people really know other people they don't they really never truely take the time to understand and individual for who they are. They take them for whats on the outside or for what they can do for them the shell of the person they appear to be. I don't want anybody to try and get to know me they might get lost in the vast darkness that is me. I have tried all my life not to be swayed to do things that are for evil or bad but now that I think about it Fuck it it takes less effort to hurt people than to help them.

Fu Dummies
OK, SO I HAD MY FIRST FU-HUBBY I DONT THINK I WANT ANOTHER ONE. I KNOW MARRIAGE IS HARD IN REAL LIFE, THOUGHT IT MIGHT BE FUN TO PRETEND. I WAS SO WRONG! THERE WAS DRAMA, DRAMA, DRAMA. SOMETHING ALWAYS LOOKS BETTER WHEN IT BELONGS TO SOMEONE ELSE, GUESS I FORGOT ABOUT THIS LITTLE TENDENCY. WELL MISS PIGGY, YOU CAN HAVE HIM. IM HERE FOR FUN, NOT DRAMA. I THINK THE NEXT TIME, IF THERE IS A NEXT TIME, ID RATHER HAVE A GIRLFRIEND OR A WIFE. OVER AND OUT!!!!!!!!!!!

Heavens Special Angel
The light in his parents eyes And the smile on everyones face Could only come from This special childs loving embrace His smile shone brighter Than the stars at night He could chase away your darkness And let in all the light He was a treasure to all And loved by many more More love than any one child Has ever known before He walked upon the Earth With the light in his eyes Now he shines that light on us From high up in the sky An angel here in this world But is now at home up above Takin our hearts with him And leaving us his love. For my son Jason... 1998-2005

Pimpout #1 For Mr. Diamond
OK!!!! Here goes my first ever fu-owner pimpout PLEASE GO RATE/FAN/ADD THIS MAN AND CHECK OUT HIS PHOTOS.... HE WAS GENEROUS ENUFF TO BID ON ME BEFORE REALLY EVEN KNOWING ME.....I'M SO GLAD HE DID ITS GREAT TO BE ABLE TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS!!!! MrDiamond ~ Shadow Leveler~Owned by Say@ fubar HE HAS ALSO BEEN EVERYWHERE HELPING EVERYBODY AS MUCH AS HE CAN WITH RATING/COMMENT BOMBING AND REPOSTING OF BULLY'S!!! IT ONLY SEEMS RIGHT THAT WE SHOW HIM IT IS APPRECIATED BY RATING AND COMMENTING THIS FU-BUCKS GIVEAWAY HE IS IN... THIS PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ♫DJ Crazy_Momx4♫ ~FU_OWNED~MR DIAMOND& DJ KraZZed/FU-Owns DJ KraZZed/BABS~Kurrupts Krew~@ fubar

Guide To Business Development 2.0
Written by Alex Iskold / April 10, 2008 2:22 AM / 9 Comments At least once each day I get a call from someone trying to sell me outsourced development services. It's difficult to not be frustrated with these calls and it is increasingly hard to be polite, because they come so frequently. Yet, more than frustrated, I am just puzzled. Does this tactic still work? Who in this day and age would give business based on a cold call? These companies could definitely use a dose of business development 2.0. Because of these calls, for a while I have been thinking about the impact of the modern age on business development. In the good old days, it all boiled down to the salesmen with the big rolodexes who could close the deal. But clearly, the rules have changed. How does business development work this days? What makes sense and what does not? In this post we take a look. Cold Calling is Dead The reason we all hate cold calls so much is because they are very intrusive. A stranger interr

Department Of Human Services Is A Joke
can you believe that department of human services would be willing to keep a child from his mother claiming it is best for the child yet not caring that the child is getting worse because of it. only in iowa would department of human services get away with this crap. The television stations claim that they have it rough doing this to families and that they should be commended for this yet they dont talk to any of the families that have to go through this just to find out the facts of it but instead they just go off of what the department of human services has to say about it.

Can't Read This And Stay In A Bad Mood
You can't read this and stay in a bad mood! 1. How Do You Catch a Unique Rabbit? Unique Up On It. 2. How Do You Catch a Tame Rabbit? Tame Way. 3. How Do Crazy People Go Through The Forest ? They Take The Psycho Path. 4. How Do You Get Holy Water You Boil The Hell Out Of It. 5. What Do Fish Say When They Hit a Concrete Wall? Dam! 6. What Do Eskimos Get From Sitting On The Ice too Long? Polaroid's 7. What Do You Call a Boomerang That Doesn't work? A Stick. 8. What Do You Call Cheese That Isn't Yours? Nacho Cheese. 9. What Do You Call Santa's Helpers? Subordinate Clauses. 10. What Do You Call Four Bullfighters In Quicksand? Quattro Sinko. 11. What Do You Get From a Pampered Cow? Spoiled Milk. 12. What Do You Get When You Cross a Snowman With a Vampire? Frostbite. 13. What Lies At The Bottom Of The Ocean And Twitches? A Nervous Wreck. 14. What's The Difference Between Roast Beef And Pea Soup? Anyone Can Roast Beef

Through The Miles
Through all the miles and all the trials, was it all worthwhile. To see you smile. My heart is broken. I hide behind these walls, noone ever heard me call. I feel the pain, can still feel the chains. what's to gain. If I had only known, you were so alone. I feel the tears run down my face, i can't go back to that place. can never retrace. was it all a waist. you close the door, like so many times before, I cant take no more. I sit on the shore. I wish upon a star, cant get rid of the scars, dont like you being so far. I can not mend, this must be the end, or is it just a bend. You have gone away, i have gone a stray, just couldnt stay, you made my skies so grey caused the tears to fall from my eyes, when you said goodbye. Through the miles and all the trials, just wanted to see you smile.

Sex God
Um, don't exactly agree with this one, but this is what I got!! LOL. How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com You scored as A Slave To BDSMAdmit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun. A Slave To BDSM 78%A Romantic 73%Sex God 70%Virgin 23%

Zombie Computers Decried As Immanent Security Threat
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Plz Help This Soldier Level! :)
This soldier is at home right now on R&R from Iraq. He leaves in a few days to go back... leaving his family again for a few months... He would really like to level before he leaves and I thought it would be great if we could all show him the love and support that all soldiers need!! :) Thank you for the all your help and support!! I know he will appreciate it greatly!! :) punisher2@ fubar Thanks again in advance... AngL

Trying To Get On My Feet
Life is looking up with time. I went to my hearing the other day for my disability benefits and by the way my lawyer was stating is that he knows the judge and that I most likely have them. But I wont know anything for a few weeks to at least 90 days before I hear anything regarding it. So hopefully the judge grants it and I can be able to financially support myself without having to struggle everyday. So its down to the waiting game again, But I have faith that I will!

Am I A Firman Yet?
> Am I a Fireman Yet?? > > In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. > > Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & Fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true. > > She took her son's hand and asked, 'Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with Your life?' > > &nb sp; Mommy, 'I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up.' > > > Mom smiled back and said, 'Let's see if we can make your wish come true.' > > Later that day she went to her local fire Department in Phoenix , Arizona , where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big As Phoenix . > She explained her son's final wish and Asked if it might be possible to give

Will My Friends Help Me?????
I am in my first Giveaway. It is not a contest so I thought what the heck¡¦ Good way to test the waters LOL Please go to my pic & drop a few comments I need 10,000 comments to get a VIP or Blast. Don't forget to rate the pic as well Bomb This Pic Please If you would, for me, Fan/Add/Rate the host as well Not part of the rules, but she is a friend & likes To be shown luv too =-)~ ~MommaTasha~DYLONS DIVA MAFIA~Hosting Giveaway Bulletin Brought to You by ~Dream~ }i{ Girlfriend to *Big E* Bomb my Pic PleaseRate/Fan/Add Me If we Aren't already Friends Thank you all so much

Don't Talk To The Parrot...
DON'T TALK TO THE PARROT !!!!! > DO NOT TALK TO MY PARROT > > > > > > Wanda's dishwasher quit working so she called a repairman. Since she had > > to > > go to work the next day, she told the repairman, 'I'll leave the key > > under > > the mat. Fix the dishwasher, leave the bill on the counter, and I'll mail > you> a check. Oh, by the way don't worry about my dog, Spike. He won't bother > > you. But, whatever you do, do NOT, under ANY circumstances, talk to my > > parrot! > > I REPEAT; DO NOT TALK TO MY PARROT!' > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > When the repairman arrived at Wanda's apartment the following day, he > > discovered the biggest, meanest looking dog he had ever seen. But, just > > as she > > had said, the dog just laid there on the carpet watching the repairman > > go > > about his work. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The parrot, however, drove him nuts the whole time with his inces

I Can Remember
I can remember when i first held you, my skies were so blue. but this world is so cruel. My heart breaks, my inisdes ache. I feel the knife rip at my soul, how could you have been so cold. I can feel the pain, still carry the chains, going in sane. I hide behind these walls, can you hear me call, never wanted you to fall. wanted to see you grow, just like the rose. all I can do is cry, did we really have to say goodbye, or do you even know the reasons why. can't erase , was it all a waist, can we really win this race. Down on my knees, looking across the raging sea, sitting on the shore, will this war ever end, or is this just a bend. I wished upon every star, can still feel the scars, why are you so far. I am still waiting. I miss you. I can remember why can't i forget. In my heart, I know we will never be apart. I remember your smile, it was only for alittle while. Cant take the miles. When you get scared know that i will always care. I miss

Roxy Needs Our Help Leveling
Spirit Levelers Friends Fans and Family Roxy is trying to level she only needs 23.000 so let's go show her all the luv you can! '*RØX¥*~§PI®IT £€V€£€®§ G®€€T€® H€ÅÐ §€ÇU®IT¥@§PI®IT'§ Ð€Й&¤P®I§ØЙBITÇh#11¤@ fubar

Young, Scared And Strong
I know in my last blog I spoke about being strong, holding myself high and being positive. Well yesterday I spent the day out of town in the hospital for some routine treatments, to have some things taken care of, and also because I am very ill right now. I was a bit humbled by what a new staff member said to me. She was taken aback that I was 'so young' and yet had such an extensive list of health complications and active medications, and was in an obvious amount of pain, yet I was smiling. 13 active medications, she read off. She'd look at me and back at my files, and then at my mother.. "So young"... she said, "and look how bright and pink you are, it brings out your spirit". Pink being my trademark color, of course. A bit later on I had to have some education on a new treatment I am going to be given, and it's high risk of me developing lymphoma because of how advanced my disease is and whatnot. This is the first I've heard of a high risk of cancer for me, but apparently it

Gilligans Island
Just sit right back and you'll hear a tale a tale of a fateful trip, that started from this tropic port, aboard this tiny ship. The mate was a mighty sailin' man, the Skipper brave and sure, five passengers set sail that day, for a three hour tour, a three hour tour. The weather started getting rough, the tiny ship was tossed. If not for the courage of the fearless crew the Minnow would be lost. The Minnow would be lost. The ship aground on the shore of this uncharted desert isle with Gilligan, the Skipper too. A millionaire and his wife, a movie star, the proffessor and Mary Ann, here on Gilligan's Isle. (Ending verse) So this is the tale of our castaways, there here for a long long time. They'll have to make the best of things, it's an uphill climb. The first mate and his Skipper too will do their very best, to make the others comf'terble in their tropic island nest. No phone ,no lights, no motor car, not a single luxury like Robinson Crusoe i

Without
Being without love there is no life being without joy is a slow death when you can't smile it hurts when all you do is cry you walk in a constant never ending never drying river. i am without love and joy. I am slowly dying from the inside out. there is no smile in me. my feet are always wet from the river of my tears. without sunshine there is only darkness and cold. without peace there is constant battles. This is my life. my life of being without. my life of unwantedness adn misery and pain. without someoen to care abotu you is loneliness. without someoen to come home to after work is emptiness. Day in and day out this i show i live. nolife left in me. just a shell or zombie.

Misery Lyrics
In the shortest days When the light unbraids Oh, misery When heaven said your name It never felt the same Misery where have you gone? Let the stories Gather us around as tiny songs Some things of truth Expose the pain Long words of rain Leave the world unchanged Misery, where have you gone? I said enjoy my friends with the drifting sand Oh misery, sweet misery Let the stories Gather us around as tiny songs Some things of truth Expose the pain Chorus: What the hell you gonna do? (you're fading out) Is this hell you're going through? (I can't get out) Sweet misery. What the hell you're gonna do? (you're fading out) Is this hell you're going through? (I can't get out) Sweet misery. Now the fruit is gone And the nights are long She's come to stay Let us say her name Let her remain Memories will have to do What the hell you're gonna do? What the hell you're gonna do? Sweet misery. What the hell you're gonna do? Is this hell you're going thr

Sex
Whats your sex style?Romantic Sex StyleYou like to take it slow, lots of kissing and touching. Just like in a Chick flick... takes the girls away! At best when you are in love with your sex partner, and if not...they will be!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

The Beggining
On warm day's and night's all the Lakota children would play at the river while the madins would clean their body's and soul's.Little Oy'sa would sit there while her mother cleaned the clothe's for her family and play in the sand. One day when Oy'sa was 15 her mother asked her to help with this chore and to help cook a meal for their tribe and a visiting Cherokee tribe that was coming from far away,Thay where coming down from the mountains wishing to speak of peace. That evening whille all where around the camp fire eating and injoying the warm summer night Oy'sa decied to walk down to the river and wash but befor she made it she ran into a young Cherokee brave or should I say she wasn't watching where she was going so deep in thought that she stumbled over him. Cikala Peta was very anoyed at this young girl for her mishap that he began to speak very rash at Oy'sa but soon seeing the sadness in her eye's decied to forget his anger and walk with Oy'sa. Thay walked down to the river

I Want To Lyrics
This song is SOOOO awesome. BTW, if any of you want a song, just email me and I will send them to you! I want to -- teach you how to stand I want to -- take you by your hand I want to -- lift up all your shame I want to -- not dwell upon your grown pain I want to -- learn to want again I want to -- lift out all that's stained Chorus: When a fall decides What you are gonna do And the fallin' tides Leave you spiraling through Gonna choose your time of lament and shame When the moon above, Remain your only friend I want to -- show you how to feel I want to -- look upon what's real I want to -- can't realize what's gone I want to -- till your life has come undone I want to -- shake your world away I want to -- I can't change the things you said When a fall decides What you are gonna do And the fallin' tides Leave you spiraling through Gonna take your time of lament and shame When the moon above, Remain your only friend You fall through You fall thro

Dark Days Lyrics
I am a huge Guns N Roses fan. I have everything any member of the band has ever had... Below are lyrics to a song called Dark Days. It is by a band called Loaded. This band was fronted by Duffy McKagan, bass player and song writer for GNR... This song along with some others from him SO describe how I feel right now... Dark Days Sure enough listen to me Dark days, black nights, Now you say, it's gonna be alright Your way, my plight All you ever want do is fight Chorus: Watcha are gonna do Why do you wanna stay? Such a waste of time Can't stand another day Nothing to this game Go and get a life I got to get away Away and save me Sure enough listen to me My way, your way Don't you know something's got to break Get out Nothing left to take. Got to save a little piece of grace Watcha are gonna do Why do you wanna stay? Such a waste of time Can't stand another day Nothing to this game Go and get a life I got to get away Away and save me

Did You Know???
Did you know? I didn't know! How could we? Did you know that 47 countries' have reestablished their embassies in Iraq ? Did you know that the Iraqi government currently employs 1.2 million Iraqi people? Did you know that 3100 schools have been renovated, 364 schools are under rehabilitation, 263 new schools are now under construction; and 38 new schools have been completed in Iraq ? Did you know that Iraq's higher educational structure consists of 20 Universities, 46 Institutes or colleges and 4 research centers, all currently operating? Did you know that 25 Iraq students departed for the United States in January 2005 for the re-established Fulbright program? Did you know that the Iraqi Navy is operational? They have 5 - 100-foot patrol craft, 34 smaller vessels and a naval infantry regiment. Did you know that Iraq's Air Force consists of three operational squadrons, Which includes 9 re

Who Are They?
Who are Volunteer Firefighters? They are your neighbor, the " guy/girl next door " They are husband, father or son, wife, mother or daughter They are the laborer, the store owner, the corporate executive, They are the jogger, sportsfan, hobbyist or handyman.... They are just like everyone else, except for one quality... They are one in one thousand who will risk their life to save yours; You'll see them waiting for the train and at the little league game, You'll see them in every house of worship, You'll see them in town, proudly wearing the emblem which shows they are a member of a fraternity dedicated to preserving life, Their car is the one backed into the driveway with the red light or blue light on the dashboard, Their keys hang by the door and a pair of boots stand at their bed, They take their pager everywhere for fear they will be missed when they are needed; They won't complain much about life, they've seen too much suffering for that,

Those Who Make This Place Their Life
Just felt like posting a blog,stating that this place.....is just a freaking website...I don't NEED to be on here,I don't NEED to leave my account on my pc as I go and do things,that's because it's just a bs website.....but SOME people....this IS their life....and to me....that is a sad existence. Truly sad indeed. Unlike those people I have a real life,with real friends who I can and do go visit,see and can hang out with. And THAT'S why whenever I FEEL like it I can lock up my page so that NO ONE can view it. Why?!?! Because I don't care about this place....I don't care if I get rated or not ever again. Being ranked is'nt my driving force to be on here. How this place views me and ranks me does'nt determine my value in life,doesn't determine ANYTHING that REALLY matters in the real world and THATS why IDGAF about this place,because at the end of the day it's a freakin website. I just wished other people did'nt have to make this their life,got out there in the real world and expierienc

Justice System Is Messed Up
http://www.silive.com/news/advance/index.ssf?/base/news/1207827905252590.xml&coll=1 Slay suspect could be free for months Bail would be unlikely if case were brought on Island rather than in Jersey, records show Thursday, April 10, 2008 By JOHN ANNESE and PETER N. SPENCER STATEN ISLAND ADVANCE STATEN ISLAND, N.Y. -- Had Jessica Tush been killed on Staten Island instead of in New Jersey, the man charged with her slaying almost certainly would wait for his trial behind bars. But because he's accused of committing the crime in New Jersey, Thomas Paolino could spend the next year in his Tottenville home -- if he makes the $1 million bail set against him. Several lawyers and sources close to the criminal justice system on Staten Island told the Advance they were hard-pressed to recall a case in the last several years in which a murder suspect wasn't held without bail. But with the way criminal procedures go in New Jersey, Paolino likely won't be due back in a courtro

4400 To Go Please Stop By
Here is a really good guy and he is offering fubucks for leaving comments on the contest he is in. So please go and help him out he is less then 4400 away from his goal. 50 COMMENTS = 500 FUBUCKS 100 = 1250 FUBUCKS 200 = 2500 FUBUCKS 300 = 3500 FUBUCKS 500 = 10,000 fubucks and a bonus gift. must all be done in one visit not spread out.. if you are done let me know so i can send the fubucks if you will be back send me a message telling me not to pay till done

Need Rates On This Pic
OK FRIENDS, COME RATE THIS 1 PIC, JUST 1 RATE IT WILL TAKE YOU 5 SECONDS TO DO. I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT.. LOVING ALL MY FRIENDS THAT HAVE HELPED ME OUT THRU THIS WHOLE THING AND IT MIGHT TAKE ME A FEW DAYS BUT WILL SHOW APPRECIATION THIS WEEKEND, AND THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! COME RATE TIS PIC, I'LL LOVE YOU FOR IT ~BRATT~

A Sad Day For The Nypd
http://www.silive.com/news/index.ssf/2008/04/police_investigation_causes_tr.html Cop found shot to death in Staten Island parking lot; suicide likely by Staten Island Advance Thursday April 10, 2008, 7:47 AM Michael Oates/Staten Island Advance An investigator examines a gun at the scene of an apparent suicide in the parking lot of a Staten Island shopping mall.There was a massive police presence in Staten Island's Eltingville neighborhood early this morning after an off-duty cop was found shot to death in a supermarket parking lot in what law enforcement sources say is an apparent suicide. The victim, who sources have identified as Police Officer Christopher Stella, 24, a resident of Great Kills who works in a Brooklyn precinct, was discovered with a gunshot wound to his head in the parking lot of the King Kullen supermarket, located at Arthur Kill Road and Getz Avenue. According to sources, Stella, who worked in Brooklyn's 72nd Precinct stationhouse, was driving on Bar

Update
1. I have come to realize that my butt... still hurts when I sit too long! 2. I have come to realize that when I talk... he still listens to everything I say! 3. I have come to realize that, if I love someone... he will always love me back just because he wants to! 4. I have come to realize that, I need... to be by his side or in his arms! 5. I have come to realize that, I lost... my way, but am glad to say that I know exactly where I am and where I am going now! 6. I have come to realize that, I hate it when... I have to be without him! 7. I have come to realize that, if I'm drunk... I have had a very very bad day, so just hold me cuz it doesnt happen very often.(not changing yet) 8. I have come to realize that, marriage.... is something I look forward to, and cannot wait until I get to be a wife again! 9. I have come to realize that, work… doesn't have to be something I don't enjoy! 10. I have come to realize that, I will always be... who I am...

Which Is Yours?
Below are True descriptions of zodiac signs. Read your sign, and then forward it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line. This is the real Deal, try ignoring or changing it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets Worse from there. Remember, if you are on the cusp of another sign you most likely will have features of both signs...which may lead you into total confusion... CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19) Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be Unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they Want. 20 years of bad luck if you do not forward. AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18) Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional.

Ash's Hh Tomorrow Night!
EVILASH HAS A HAPPY HOUR!!! THAT’S RIGHT ONE OF THE EVILEST PEOPLE ON FUBAR HAS GOT HERSELF IN TROUBLE WITH A HAPPY HOUR!! ~EvilAsh~BCK~Killer~@ fubar HER HAPPY HOUR IS AT 8PM PST/11PM EST THIS FRIDAY NIGHT!!! GO SHOW HER SOME LOVE AND MAKE SURE YOU LIGHT THIS PLACE UP!!! THANK YOU SOOOOOO MUCH!!!!! PLEASE REPOST!!!!

Jude, Book Sixty-five Of The Bible And My Feeling
I loved this! LOL I can imagine the kids doing that in a toy car or bike, and right now it's how I'm feeling too. Have a better day, everybody! David Check out this video: JudeAdd to My Profile | More Videos

Life N Love(( 1st One)))
Everyone says live life like the lord would want u 2. Alife without love is a life without a soul. I gave you my heart and soul. when u left u took both with u. Now I sit here without my heart and soul. On the inside i cry and beat myself up. On the outside i seem happy and like the world is my play ground. I feel so lonly without u. I jst wanna go and hide to cry , OD, and cut myself. The moment u take a blade to cut ur self. All what u felt before u cut goes away. The pain takes its place but not for long then all of the lonelyness and sad nees and hates comesback then u go take alot of pill to make urself pass out but u endup ODing you think to urself ("no one help me jst let me die") but then u wake up and ur laying there in a bed with all this stuff hooked up to u . U jst lay there looking at ppl and still thinking why? why? why? why did u help me? why couldnt they jst let me die? they say they love u but u know soon they will hate u. It starts all over again. Life and Love. My Li

Spill My Heart
Who am I? Well let's see. I'm Cheryl. I'm almost 23 (I have a hard time still saying 22 for some reason. *shrug*) I am single. I am also currently about 34 and a half weeks pregnant with my first child. A daughter. If I lay on my back I can feel her feet and butt pushing out of my tummy. It's amazingly creepy and far cooler than anything else I have ever felt. Like I just said, I am single. I don't like it. At all. Right now really isn't the best time to try to start a relationship I guess. That's what I keep telling myself but I know I'm lying to myself too. I don't know. I'm just tired of feeling lonely. I have a job. I bitch about it a lot but I really do enjoy what I do. I work with one of my best friends, Brad, which is pretty awesome. Even if he does get promoted above me. (the jerk.) I don't know if I will be able to handle having this job after the girl is born... the hours are crazy. Some back story maybe? I live in Missouri now but I grew up in New Jersey. I am

Without U!
Im Here Without You, In This Messed Up ,Broken World. Here,Right Here Sitting Alone In The Dark Without You Crying For You. Im Lost Without You. Im Broken Without You. Without You Im Nothing. In This Broken Body Of Mine ,Im Dead Without You

Bonus!
I was online checking out the band I've so wanted to see in concert, to which I have tickets to see tomarrow night, (yay!) and saw that 12 Stones will be performing also...Bonus! I just wanted to write that RED is an excellent band and their debut albumn, end of silence, is something you should pick up and listen too. Their songs strike a chord with me... It's not about screaming out the lyrics or trying to be something your not ie:Linken Park, (their new c.d. sucks ass and I for one am an idiot for buying it on the sole fact that their first two were great...dumb!) Listen to "Let Go" by Red. Great Song :)

Nightmares
Tomorrow I will wake And I'll despize the dreams I dreamt For every passing day Just brings one more failed attempt At finding meaning in the chaos And the truth unrealised When the meaning's been forgotten And the truth's been compromised I search for salvation At the foot of satan's bed I seek my redemption But find damnation instead I long for some answers But the questions still remain And even in broad daylight All that I can see is pain And my troubles are reflected In my nightmares everynight Demons taunt me in my dreams Until I wake in fright Each night I fight off sleep Until it finally pulls me in And when I think I've seen the worst The real horrors begin And when I think it's over It starts over again The nightmares blend together And it seems there is no end I contemplate an ending To my pain and suffering And yet I fear the darkness I know that it would bring

Life Pt 2
the past year and a half has been the most trying time of my life. between loss, pain, illness, & depression, i have reached the lowest points i have ever known. in the disaster that became my life i crumbled, in the mess i have become, i've destroyed anything good that has come my way. in the darkness i have come to know, my inability to see the light has caused me to hurt many people, some of whom i cared for very much, one i loved dearly. i see now that my bitterness, my pain is slowly killing me. i cannot fix anything around me because i, myself, am broken. i was once the rock, the mountain, everyone turned to me for support for strength. i have had people devote themselves to me, love me, look to me for guidence, but i have been drained, grown weak in my despair. it has to end, now. the phoenix is a mythological bird, a legendary creature that rises from the ashes of it's own destruction. so too shall i rise from my own ashes, i will find my streng

Read Me...now
I have realized several things in the past few days. Well, not actually realized, I already knew....just accepted it in the past few days I guess. There are those that stand beside you no matter what. Then there are those that stand beside you when its beneficial to them. And then there are also those that will stand beside you as long as the times are good, only to jet at the first sign of trouble. Ironically enough, its the ones that will ALWAYS be there that often get neglected. I refuse to name names this time. I'm not gonna point fingers and say, you're real, you're fake, and you're half assed. The real ones KNOW who they are, as should the fake ones, as well as should the half steppers. Out of all of those I think its the half steppers I resent the most, the so called fair weather friends. Can't you see? Do you NOT realize? Its not on the sunny days I need you most? Its on the storm filled days that your friendship is needed most. Its not on days that I'm so incedibly happy that

Pagan Sci-fi? What's Next?
Greetings Everyone! I'm new here and kinda feeling my way around, so I'll start with a brief intro. My name is Corwin Nighthawk and I'm a practicing Wiccan and Sci-Fi author (What a combo!). Those of you who are unfamiliar with Wicca, don't hesitate to ask. I will freely discuss any subject. My first novel, "Astral Force Rising" is now available at wordclay.com. Just click on "Browse our Books" and search for the title. There is a brief synopsis there. Sorry I don't have a pic up just yet, but I don't have one to upload. You can see me at myspace.com/corwinnighthawk. If anyone would like to send me a message, feel free. I enjoy making new friends. Blessed Be! Corwin

About That "stuff"
If you aren't ready to hear personal shit, stop reading. Ye be warned. I finally went to the doctor's and had my blood test done. This last 6 weeks have been really rough on me, health wise. I was almost ALWAYS exhausted, to the point of being unable to keep eyes open driving home from work at night. The doctor was worried that something ELSE was wrong. She wouldn't ellaborate on what this "else" was. Suffice it to say, something important, or rather, something potentially scary. I still don't know yet, because the tests haven't come back. But we will see. At least now, I feel better. My cousins (sisters, really) moved to Vegas for awhile. I don't know how long. I was off helping them get their shit together, because they made the decision to move mid-March. Their lease was up April 1. Neither of them have a savings. None of it should affect me like it does, but it did. I am incapable of telling my family no. It wasn't stressful, not like I'm making it seem, but i

Here's The Deal
Ok, my plans to level or to have enough for the spotlight fell through since my VIP runs out Friday morning...What I did was bought a VIP from Sherrylicious for 200k in fubucks to give me another month of VIP to work towards my goal...I want to thank each and every one of you for your help giving me a great boost in making that goal...Later on today I'm going to try my best to make a thank you to all of you that have helped me in any way cuz you all deserve the recognition for the love and kindness you have shown me...So, I have set a 1 month goal to get the spotlight since my first goal was totally unreasonable...I love each and every one of you for all the fubucks pic/stash rates comments and bling that you have so generously given to me to help me out...

Dick And Shit
So I take on a new job because they say they want to try me out 3 days a week. so i cut my hours at my regular dick shit ass fucking garbage peanuts job. then they tell me they dont need me last week, and then this week. so im sitting on my ass on a day i cancelled work at my steady job because the new company is a fucking sack of shit. fuck all this shit fucking balls dick ass cock.

Why Do Some Of You On Here Make Others Feel Bad
I am upset over the fact that so many people here on fubar only look at a person's picture they only see the person's picture and base there picture on what kind of person that person might be...i mean you can be skinny..fat..ugly..beautiful whatever...why do you all feel the need to put other's down...is it because you feel so disgusted with your own self appearance that you feel the need to skip over someones profile just because they aren't one of the so called beautiful people of fubar land? Im not saying that all the men on here just go for the beautiful women here because women do it to they skip over the geeky guy just because their picture isnt appealing...the same goes for men too...we've all done this on him im sure...bad thing is people don't read profiles and base their decision on the person's picture...it's rare that you see a bbw on a skinny guys page...i mean the really model looking men don't do things like that...to them it's like oh no that would taint my profile...w

I Can Be An Asshole
And i don't think you want that so be cool no stalkers,haters,and nosey mf or ppl that try to make you jealous i'm jus on here havin fun i will block yo ass ;) i'm no snake,hater,manipulator non of that shit jus a friend who tells the truth lol can't handle it GTFO my page translate that lol :P

Never Forget
Thoughts run wild escape through the air Thoughts of the one you wished was there Your choice was wrong now a blank stare As you turn to find they’ve disappeared You say sorry but your words fall flat You’ve lost all there’s no getting back You shed a tear your emotions lack You feel numb as reality gives you a smack You live you learn but you can never forget The ones you lost the ones you upset Your tears come strong your face soaking wet You live you learn but you can never forget

My Secret
My Big Secret Current mood: contemplative Category: Romance and Relationships Some of you know my big secret and some of you don’t because it’s not on my profile but I thought I would write about it today just because it’s something that I felt like writing about my name is Dan I am almost 35 and a virgin yes I am a virgin. I get a lot of jokes from my buddies about sticking a girl to the wall my first time like in "Scary Movie" and "Scary Movie II" and I laugh but this is gonna sound corny but I want my first time to be special we live in a world where people go to bars and end up in a drunken night of passion with some random person and while that’s ok for some people I want my first time to be as special for the young lady as it will be for me. As I’ve stated my luck with women hasn’t been that great and I’ve never gotten far enough in a relationship where sex has been an option for me but when it does happen I want it to be the most romantic and special night that the youn

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I Stand
I Stand I stand beneath this falling rain In shadows dark and caverns deep. I scream for you through searing pain To lull my trouble soul to sleep. The skies above have broken loose And heaven's seal has broken free. I reach for you to take my hand; And never lose your hold on me. I stand within this tempest's fury In blinding wrath and callous might. I call for you through thund'ring discord To guard me through this weary night. The past has failed to let me rest, Still it taunts and follows me. I close my eyes and picture you, You set my troubled spirit free. I stand within a barren world With starving angst and deep desire. I long for you through chilling times, You set my frigid world on fire. The storm has surged and battered me, Yet still I stand through each attack. I know you wait beyond somewhere To take me home and lead me back. I stand beneath a calming sky, To find my soul again come dawn. I see you have been here with me Until the tro

Random Thoughts 4/4/08
I am finding life is one big series of conundrums. You make decisions, have questions, and provide answers, it is all part of the pathway of understanding but what do we need to understand? My guess is it is not the world we need to understand but rather ourselves. When you have a clear understanding of yourself, you tend to understand the people and things around you. You sympathize with them and when you sympathize, you have a connection of understanding. The question I have is, where are we headed and what is the point of all this? It is as if I am on a rollercoaster ride and I only have two questions. How the hell did I get on this thing and when is going to end? I would like to think that there is more to all this, something more than love and war, something more than random thoughts and random coincidences or are we just a bunch of bouncing balls colliding into each other. With no direction or path, no beginning or end? I seek clarity, clarity to understand the process.

Convo
->Ick-R-Us: that's a good quote... i like that much Ick-R-Us: -or write one. I hear that. I learned late in life, that the nail that sticks out gets pounded down. ->Ick-R-Us: a teacher and a counselor who have nothing better to do than to prescribe meds for kids who can't sit still or focus on just one thing at a time. you would be amazed at how many mentors will get upset if you do all your school work in class and still have time to read a book or two Ick-R-Us: What determines social IQ? I don't remember that test. ->Ick-R-Us: or by lack of social IQ Ick-R-Us: and it means welderman Ick-R-Us: I'm starting to think genius is mostly arbitrarily determined by genetics and head trauma. ->Ick-R-Us: nearly none of the necessities are necessarily normal, nor are the number by which nimbic genious is achieved Ick-R-Us: How can we be sure of such a statement? What qualifications and pedigrees do I have available to prove the contrary of my impudence? ->Ick-R-Us: insolence. impudence

Dammit!
I was trying to have some fun, but this asshole didn't want to play along... oh well *sigh* You know the routine... bottom to top. misterak25...: no problem.. block and bye ->misterak25...: I don't have either and can't download them on this computer. misterak25...: it is allways a pleasure to talk with a female that knows her place... you can contact me now via yahoo: misterak20 or msn: misterak20@hotmail.de for a conversation about that theme ->misterak25...: I don't need a big cage. I like to climb in my dog's cage now, and that fits just fine. misterak25...: i think a collar would be enough for now... but you can also get a cage when you find one that fits.. ->misterak25...: I might make good slave girl material. Do I get a cage? misterak25...: hello... you are a good slavegirl material? that was just a question... and i am not here to joke arround... when you are curious about that theme... and when you are curious to behave like a slavegirl... to act like one and to

Theives
i hate ppl that steal someone broke into my house lastnite and stole my laptop computer i hate theives they have to be the lowest form of person there is why do ppl do stuff like that drugs joy ort excitement whatever the reason i could really get a theife hurt specially if i get to them before the law i have no tollerence for a theife

Its Just Human Nature...
Everyday we take on the task of fighting what is simply human nature. For example: It's Human Nature to want more than ONE is able to give..... It's Human Nature to desire what we cant have.... It's Human Natue to have the need to love and be loved..... It's Human Nature to become jealous and envious over what others have..... It's Human Nature to become infactuated and stimulated over the physically blessed.... It's Human Nature to sadden over the dissapointing, ill and death........ It's Human Nature to want more than you need...... One of our life challenges is NOT to fight against Human Nature ...but too Control It! Please Take Note... ToniO.(Copy Right...4/10/08)

No Art Doesnt Always Imitate Life Lmao
Digging a hole Burying it all, but your losing your soul Blame no one but yourself when you dig to deep You are the product of your own self defeat You define yourself through self inflicted pain You search for the storm clouds just to complain about the rain Your are a victim of choice, not of circumstance Hide like a hermit just because you dont have the guts to take a stand Cutting out the ones you love like a cancer Remove them from your life when you dont like thier answers You fear the truth like the monster under your bed Cant handle being wrong, so you run away instead This is the last time I will offer my hand I suggest you take it while you still have the chance Going against the grain just to prove you have control I'm begging you, stop digging this hole

School Girl
school girl I work at at college for girl's. It's hard to keep my mine on things to teach being there's so many hot young girls/ladies. i have this one studied that is so hot and I heard about her from a teacher that works at the boys school. Seems she gets around and I confirmed the name and she's in my class and isn't doing good at all. Must have cock on her mine. Let me tell you about her. she is hot and wears some of the tightest clothes. she's very big up top and I have to say it's hard not to notice. this morning when she walked in with a suit coat almost unbutton showing off her fine tits and then fishnet stockings I almost lose it. well I had a test to past out and then I could go out for air. i think she was Turing to get on my good side today being she hasn't done well on tests. once I paced out the test and let me tell you this, she flashed me with those big tits. and she does have nice nibbles. Anyway once I was done I had to go outside for a smoke. I could feel my cock

So This One's Unfinished.....
Intrigue me. Capture my attention. Enthrall me. Render me breathless. Consume me. Claim my heart. Control me. Need me to please you. Complete me. Join your soul with mine. Deceive me. Make me believe forever. Confuse me. Push me away. Destroy me. Throw away my love. Release me. Leave me to my pain. Forget me. Return to whom you belong.

Jaded
Why does it seem that love drives everyone to become so jaded? Love is supposed to sweep us off our feet and keep our heads in the clouds. I mean sure we have that of course at first...... but then it seems like there's the deal breakers and the emotional tests. Why? Why do we do that to one another? The butterflies may still be there in our stomachs.... but we have to throw wrenches into the works. Can't that first flutter in the tummy just last? Why do we have to start questioning the minute details of the relationship? Love is just acceptance..... it shouldn't be conditional. Are we scared of that heartbreak? Is that why we over analyze and create deal breakers and the tests? Is that why we throw wrenches into things? What is there to be afraid of? Surely we learn through it no matter the situation....... Let's throw away the cynicism and the lackadasiacal behavior and fling ourselves ready and willing into love! Let's give and give and give ourselves without worrying abo

Just A Silly Girl's Ramblings
I don't know how I get through the night without you I don't know what kind of life I'd live without you I need to be in your arms I need you to hold me You're my everything My heart ♥ My world My soul If you left me Along with you All my life would drain away

My Own Version Of A Love Letter
I want to give myself until I have nothing left to give...... and I want you to want to do the same. I have so MUCH to give!! I have honesty, trust, respect, support, and many more things none so important as love to give to you. I want to see you throw yourself into me as I throw myself into you. You are amazing and wonderful and you deserve the whole world. I want to be the one to give you everything you want and need forever. I put you in front of everything in my life. I would do for you before I do for me. I need you. I know I fall short of the woman in your dreams. I want to become the woman you dream of. I want to know every little thing you need so I can give it to you. I want you to show me you..... every bit of you..... everything inside. I want us to spend forever learning each other! While yes I do have so much to give, I have needs and desires too. I need you to always be honest with me. I need you to trust my integrity. I need you to respect my feeli

A Night Out (ok So This Is My First Foray Into Writing Erotica)
He knows me so very well. He knows just exactly how to please me no matter what it is I want. Sexually, he is my only equal. Both of us being the variant sexual creatures that we are, we require an abundant diversity of fantasies and control scenarios. I knew the instant I received his text message that tonight was going to be an incredible evening. “tix 2 concert. 2nite. u in skirt and stockings.” He was only going to be at work for about another hour. Immediately I got dressed. Not knowing what the night held, I hardly wanted to risk being late or irritating his impatience. I rummaged through my lingerie drawer looking for the perfect pair of stockings. Finding them, I slipped into sheer black, backseamed stockings and my black garter belt. Underneath I had donned a pair of white, very delicate lace panties. Checking the clock, I realized I needed to hurry just a little. As I pulled my sexiest skirt out of my closet an idea hit me. Standing in front of my bathroom mirr

Update On Show In Mattoon
Show date is confirmed for May 17th @ Jeleniz Martini bar 1414 broadway ave, Mattoon Il. ph 217-235-6789 Showtime: 8:30P Tickets $7 in advance $8 at the door Lineup: MC/Host: Otto Feature: Tim Bone (BONER!!) Headliner: Paul Frisbee (national headliner featured on Bob and Tom show) Hope to get to meet some of you at after the show...come out and have some fun with the Bones!

Launch Of Rudetv
We have been waiting for Rude TV for about a year now!! I am soooo excited that it is almost live! I am so happy to announce will be in LA for the launch! YAY! I even get to meet the beautiful Sunny Lane again! I saw her about 8 months ago when she was a feature dancer one night at Deja Vu in Pennsylvania. Yes she is cute, bubbly, blonde and just my type!! I am really excited!! I hope you will show you support and be there for the launch! I will update ya’ll as soon as I know more about it! So far all I know is it will be in LA and that it will be around the 25th of April. (We are taking the week off!! LOL) We will be there early hopefully doing some behind the scenes filming and maybe some behind the scenes fun. Only here will you get the full scoop on Rude TV so check back often. Who is gonna be on Rude TV? * Wankus * Tony Batman * Sunny Lane * Kylee King * Powder * Alanna Thomas * Docporno Would you like to come to the grand opening laun

Dedicated To Wendy, I Love You Darling
I didn't know what day it was when you walked into the room I said hello unnoticed, you said goodbye too soon Breezin' through the clientele, spinnin' yarns that were so lyrical I really must confess right here that the attraction was purely physical I took all those habits of yours, that in the beginning were hard to accept Your fashion sense, your Beardsley prints I chalked up to experience The big-bosomed lady with a Dutch accent who tried to change my point of view Her ad lib lines were well rehearsed, but my heart cried out for you You're in my heart, you're in my soul You'll be my breath should I grow old You are my lover, you're my best friend You're in my soul My love for you is immeasurable, my respect for you immense You're ageless, timeless, lace and fineness, you're beauty and elegance You're a rhapsody, a comedy, you're a symphony and a play You're every love song ever written, but honey what do you see in me You're an essay in glamour, please pardo

Vet Visit For The Lizard
Overview: I had to take my son's lizard to the vet Here's what happened: Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me there was 'something wrong' with one of the two lizards he holds prisoner in his room. 'He's just lying there looking sick,' he told me. 'I'm serious, Dad. Can you help?' I put my best lizard-healer expression on my face and followed him into his bedroom. One of the little lizards was indeed lying on his back, looking stressed. I immediately knew what to do. 'Honey,' I called, 'come look at the lizard!'. 'Oh, my gosh!' my wife exclaimed. 'She's having babies.' 'What?' my son demanded. 'But their names are Bert and Ernie, Mom!'. I was equally outraged. 'Hey, how can that be? I thought we said we didn't want them to reproduce,' I said accusingly to my wife. 'Well, what do you want me to do, post a sign in their cage?' she inquired (I think she actually said this sarcastically!) 'No, but you were supposed to get two boys!' I reminded her, (in my most loving,

Rainy Day Thoughts
Thursday...rain...gray...heavy at times ...misty most times. looking out the window watching a tiny river of water slide silently down the pane making tiny tributaries branching out different places. robins all puffed up roosting in the still bare tree branches trying to shake off the cold rain.God, I wish spring would not take so long to get here. Pulls my sweater around me tightly staving off the cold chill. blah...thursday..sips on a cup of tea.

I Saw Your Face
I saw your face but couldn't place, I just couldn't retrace. I miss you I was down on my knees looking across the raging sea. Seen the eagles soar, felt like a war, behind these doors, I saw your face, but couldn't place, I just can't retrace. I miss you. My skies are grey, wish you could see, the tears in my eyes. The day I said goodbye. I just wanted to die. I wanted to give you a second chance, feels like I am in a trance. I took one more glance. I saw your face. I miss you

Carrot's,egg,coffee......
Carrot, Egg, and Coffee A carrot, an egg, and a cup of coffee...You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again. A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, 'Tell me what you see.' 'Carrots, eggs, and coffee,

Auctioned!
I am being Auctioned off! Bids start at 25000, im really curious to see who bids! Here is my link: http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=279312&albumid=963872&i=1231955493 Thank you all very much! xoxoxoxoxoox Here is what im offering: rates on all pics and stash during happy hour, family list status for one month, crushed for one month, owned by....in my name for one month. one salute, and if the bid is over 50 cash value, an nsfw salute, if the bid is over 75 cash i will fu marry

Facebook Sex Addict Says She Slept With 50 Men
A woman says she is a Facebook sex addict and has slept with 50 men she met through the networking site. Laura Michaels, 23, set up a group called "I Need Sex" on the site. She invited men to contact her and those whose picture she liked, she met up with. RELATED ITEMS * Latest news bulletin * Today's top news headlines Within 10 minutes the group had 35 members and soon attracted 100 men, 50 of whom she slept with. She told The Sun: "I know that it was risky behaviour but that was part if the thrill." One of her Facebook conquests was called Simon from Swindon. She said they met for drinks in her home town of Bristol and then went back to his hotel for sex. She admitted some people might "look down on me" for her behaviour and said some might even say that she may as well have been a prostitute because then she would at least have been paid for sleeping with so many different men, but she said: "I don't see it like that at all. "I was satisfyin

Boob Job.......
There was a woman who was interested in getting a boob job, so she went to her doctor, Dr. Smith and questioned him about implants. He explained that, before you do anything too serious, there is a method that has worked for a lot of my patients. Every morning when you wake up rub your boobs and say ''Scoobie doobie doobie, give me bigger boobies.'' She did this faithfully for weeks and noticed one day that they actually were getting bigger, she was very impressed. One morning she woke up, late for work and very rushed. By the time she got on the bus she realized that she forgot to go through her routine. So standing on the bus, while rubbing her boobs she says ''Scoobie doobie doobie, give me bigger boobies''. The man standing next to her says, ''You go to Dr. Smith?'' ''Yes,'' she said, ''how did you know?'' He replies ''Hickory dickory dock!''

A Sweet Friend In Need....
Most everyone should know Bonnie; if not please go by & say hi. Her Bday is coming up & she'd really like to level to Henchmen. Could you go drop her some rates for me?? If ya tell me you dropped some rates her way I'll get ya a jello shot! DJWîččâ~Mgr Sixth Sense~ mum to wanda, rena, tina, drew , tom & leon@ fubar ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy

Come On Guys
TO ALL MY ENTRIES. I JUST WANTED TOO LET YOU KNOW BECAUSE SOME OF YOU HAVE NOT STARTED BOMBING YOUR PIC. I AM GIVING THE PRIZE TO EACH OF YOU FOR THE LEVEL YOU HIT. JUST DIDN'T WANT YOU TO MISS OUT ON THE CHANCE. IT IS UP TO YOU.

Going To Move Soon
As some of you know for months i have busy of moveing from here to another small village about 2,5 hours drive from here..Had tought to be able to move before winter last year and almost everything allready been packed and moved over there around 8 months ago Place here fortunatelly sold now and the new owners will coming here in may..when everything goes 'well'now (i really don't want to leave this place and the sooner it gets of leaving the more i don't want 2:-)will miss this beautiful place so much and my dogs will mis it even more:-(.Anyway soon i will have to ask the phonecompany to disconnect the phoneline and because of my dial up i will also be without internet..for about 2 --5 weeks I will miss chatting with some of you here a lot..1 person in particulary,think you all know who i mean ;-)

When You Feel Alone...
"When you are feeling alone.. like no one cares.. Read this because its absolutely true: Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. At least fifteen people in this world love you. The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. There are at least two people in this world that would die for you. You mean the world to someone. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. Always remember the compliments you've received. Forget the rude remarks. You are My Friend.. and You are LOVED! Never forget that! Hugzzz.. Luv ya!!!

Deceitful Profiles
why can't people be honest on their profiles? it would save a lot of time and frustrations, even broken hearts. sick and tired of finding out that folks are involved either by accident or by poking for answers, why can't they put it on their profile?

Risks
To Laugh is to risk appearing like a Fool, To Weep is to risk appearing Too Sentimental, To Reach Out for another is to risk Involvement, To Expose your feelings is to risk exposing your TRUE HONEST SELF!! To Place your Ideas, your Dreams, before the crowd is to risk their Loss, To Love is to risk Not Ever being Loved in Return, To Live is to risk Dying, To Hope is to risk Despair, To Try is to risk Failure... Risks MUST be taken, because the GREATEST HAZARD in Life is to risk NOTHING!! We may avoid Suffering & Sorrow, but We simply cannot Learn, Feel, Change, Grow, LOVE...LIVE!!! Chained by Our Certitudes, We are Slaves & have Forfeited our Freedom... Only a person who risks is Free, And only those who will risk going Too Far, Can possibly find out how far One can really go!!

Chunky's Levelin' Bulllly
please help him levellll you know you want to click me below http://www.fubar.com/user/1597513 this bully brought to you by Gangstaprincess please show me some love toooo http://www.fubar.com/user/1631643http://www.fubar.com/user/1597513

Chelsea's In Love
After Chelsea returned from a date, Hillary asked her if she had a good time. Chelsea said she had a wonderful time and thinks she's in love. Hillary said, 'You didn't have sex, did you'? Chelsea said, 'Not according to Dad.'

Confirmed Freaks! Let Freak Or I Know!
THE FREAK SHOW Attention FREAKS... Freak and I have been chatting it up this morning and have some things we need to yak at ya about! First of all... There are many Freaks that we haven't heard a thing from since the birth of our madness. If you are a part of THE FREAK SHOW and want to continue to be a part of THE FREAK SHOW please send Freak or I a message as updates will be made over the next couple of days. Secondly... Freak and I are not here to ref any arguments amongst Freaks! If you have a problem with another Freak I encourage you to work it out with that person directly and if that can't be done, simply block them. Keep your drama out of The Freak Show! Finally... HAVE FUN! This is FUBAR! It's an internet game and social site! Keep that in perspective! xoxo PebblesinAZ Freak ~*~Pwned by Alice in Wonderland ~*~@ fubar and ~PebblesinAZ~I love my Owner and BF Tappinit~Co Founder of the FREAK SHOW with FREAK~@ fubar These

The Last Flight!
On a recent transatlantic flight, a plane passes through a severe storm. The turbulence is awful, and things go from bad to worse when one wing is struck by lightning. One woman in particular loses it. Screaming, she stands up in the front of the plane. "I'm too young to die," she wails. Then she yells, "Well, if I'm going to die, I want my last minutes on earth to be memorable! Is there ANYONE on this plane who can make me feel like a WOMAN?" For a moment there is silence. Everyone has forgotten their own peril. They all stared, riveted, at the desperate woman in the front of the plane. Then a man stands up in the rear of the plane. He is gorgeous: tall, well built, with dark brown hair and hazel eyes. He starts to walk slowly up the aisle, unbuttoning his shirt... one button at a time. No one moves. He removes his shirt. Muscles ripple across his chest. She gasps... He whispers... "Iron this, and get me something to eat."

Life As It Should Be...
Subject: LIFE AS IT SHOULD BE ----- TWO GLASSES OF WINE----- When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 glasses of wine... A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls . He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked t he students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous 'yes.' The professor

Monthly Pimpout--who Is In Here This Time?!
These are all wonderful people. I have many wonderful people on my friends and family list, but unfortunately I can't list you all at one time. I love each and every one of ya! Please go show these peeps some love and tell them that Carebear sent ya. First off I would like for everyone to go show this first lady a bunch of love. She is leaving us in a week. She will be greatly missed! Love ya Tracy and good luck! ☠ Tracy ☠ LiL Angel's playtoy!!!@ fubar BABYFREAK(fu-ownedby jesse) ( CO-FOUNDER OF BBW_Bombers Family )@ fubar ~♥Vinton♥~Pіŧßuł&

Guys Hating On Me
Some guy on RMB sent me an IM says: NarguchBLOCK USER View Convo4/10/2008 7:16:00 AM u look like an easy slut Then the convo went on: itskacibitch im not a slut NarguchBLOCK USER View Convo4/10/2008 7:26:00 AM well for 1 ur body looks like shit and 2...u look like ud b easy as shit itskacibitch because i got a good figure and like to show it off doesnt mean im a whore, skank or anythinglike that you fucking jackass. NarguchBLOCK USER View Convo4/10/2008 7:31:00 AM to tell u u look like a fukin whore...dont get full of urself bitch i wouldn't "check" ur diseased ass out if my fukin life depended on it itskacibitch you dont know your shit to well do you? so if my looks like shit and all, why did you come to my page to check me out? ehh NarguchBLOCK USER View Convo4/10/2008 7:34:00 AM y the fuck would i b mad....im not the one whos whorin myself out on the internet... maybe u should figure out whos the one who needs to get a life itskacibitch as said l

Dishwalla - Countin Blu Cars
MUSTVE BEEN MID AFTERNOON I CUD TELL BY HOW FAR TEH CHILDZ SHADOW STRETCHD OUT AN HE WALKD WIF PURPOSE IN HIS SNEAKERS, DOWN TEH STREET HE HAD, LOTZ DA QUESHUNS LIEK CHILDREN OFTEN DO HE SED, "TELL ME ALL UR THOUGHTS ON CEILIN CAT?" "TELL ME IZ I VRY FAR?" MUSTVE BEEN LATE AFTERNOON ON R WAI TEH SUN BROKE FREE OV TEH CLOUDZ WE COUNT ONLY BLU CARS SKIP TEH CRACKZ, IN DA STREET AN ASK LOTZ DA QUESHUNS LIEK CHILDREN OFTEN DO WE SED, "TELL ME ALL UR THOUGHTS ON CEILIN CAT? "CAUSE I WUD RLY LIEK 2 MEET HER AN ASK HER Y WERE HOO WE R TELL ME ALL UR THOUGHTS ON CEILIN CAT CAUSE IM ON MAH WAI 2 C HER SO TELL ME IZ I VRY FAR - IZ I VRY FAR NAO?" IZ GETTIN COLD PICKD UP TEH PACE HOW R SHOEZ MAK HARD NOISEZ IN DIS PLACE R CLOTHEZ R STAIND WE PAS LOTZ DA, CROS-EYD PEEPS AN ASK LOTZ DA QUESHUNS LIEK CHILDREN OFTEN DO "TELL ME ALL UR THOUGHTS ON CEILIN CAT? CAUSE I WUD RLY LIEK 2 MEET HER AN ASK HER Y WERE HOO WE R TELL ME ALL UR THOUGHTS ON CEILIN CAT? CAUSE

Know Your Inner Truth
Before we allow ourselves to be consumed by our own regrets; We should ALWAYS REMEMBER: "The Mistakes We Make In Life ARE NOT So Important As The Lessons We Draw & Learn From Them. Incur the WRATH, When given a choice How do you choose? How do you weigh one alternative above another? Your Values Your Beliefs Are what make Us WHO we are!!

Haven't Been Around Much
As usual, I apologize to my friends especially those on my top friends list and in my family list, for not being around much. The last 2 or 3 months have been stressful and chaotic around here and I've had little time for catching up with my online activities. First, my youngest son had gotten himself into a world of trouble and denied everything when we went to see the magistrate. So he was give a court date. He denied counsel, when the court date rolled around they would NOT proede with the pre-trial until he had counsel. To shorten this: He was provided with counsel. The next pre-trial date was set, two charges were dropped. He was given a $75 fine and 10 hours of community service. In the midst of all of this he was failing to complete his schooling, so I was making calls to his teachers and explaining all of this to them. Now he's trying to catch up on all of the work he's missed and continue with the current work. I've been busy making plans for craft shows and such this

Every One's Bulllly
> > please help my friends level....click links under photos!!!! > This is crown help her out. she is awesome! she has just a lil ways to go to level... just click the link under her picture! http://www.fubar.com/user/1761668 > Then there's Gangsta princess i will help you all out when you rate them stop by my page rate me and i will get to ratin' you. > > > http://www.fubar.com/user/1631643 > This is mel aka SPunky aka trailer whore...hahahaha just kidding u know i love u ! just click link under her pic http://www.fubar.com/user/1668571

Poetic Heart Level Bulllly
Poeticheart**Fu/RL Engaged to DJ CAKE**Graphics Guru @ Club Exotica**' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-10 07:33:36'.. > > > > > > Pplease help her LEVEL she has many many many many many many points to gooooo soooo click the link BELOW and help a sister out. > > the favor is always returned!!!!! > > http://www.fubar.com/user/893174 > > This Bully brought to you by Gangsta_Princess : > > > > show love to me too > http://www.fubar.com/user/1631643 > >

Cake's Level Bullly
gangsta_princessFuGal2 Twisted*Head DoorHottie @Exotica asst n WhenDarkness *Fukid2 Cookie & Jman' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-10 07:45:06'.. > > > > > > > PLEASE HELP HIM LEVEL!!!! i know you want to! you can't resist! show some love..love returned! > > http://www.fubar.com/user/1513715 > > > This Bully brought to you by Gangsta_Princess : > > > > > > > > > > > > show love to me too > > > http://www.fubar.com/user/1631643 >

Learning
I have learned alot of lessons in my life, actually I am still learning. A lot of these lessons were easy, and some ... well let's put it this way, I probably could have climbed Mount Everest faster than those lessons penetrated this hard head of mine. But those lessons, the hardest ones to learn, have made me a better person. And I try to put them to good use each day. You should never stop learning ... no matter what the lesson is. There is something valuable in each situation we are confronted with. And while it may not seem to be so at the time. Eventually you will understand why you needed to learn a certain something. A very wise person told me once ... if you don't learn something everyday ... check your pulse. And how true that really is!

Dismantling The Patriarchy One Drink At A Time!
LUPEC stands for "Ladies United for the Preservation of Endangered Cocktails." Their site offers recipes for such favorites as Amaretto Alexander," "La Moulin Rouge," and "Pink Passion Punch." You can revisit dozens of their past meetings that celebrate the art and culture of the mixed drink, and read the bios of the members that include their "first alcohol-related memory" and the kind of "fantasy bar" they would like to run. Their mission statement: In a post-millenium world of beer and prepackaged Chex Mix™, LUPEC works tirelessly to breed, raise, and release cocktails that are endangered or even believed to be extinct. The collecting of anachronistic recipes by women, and the resulting creation of endangered cocktails in an all woman setting is intended to achieve the following goals o To create a secular "coven-like" atmosphere in which Classy Broads of today can invoke and honor the spirits of their Forebroads o To continue the 150 year American trad

Shav's Level Bullly
=== '~Shav~ Owner of **Club Exotica**rl wifey 2 Chunky' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-10 07:39:39'.. > > > > > PLEASE HELP HER LEVEL !!! you know you want to...all favors returned... > > click the link below > http://www.fubar.com/user/1471574http://www.fubar.com/user/1471574 > > > > This Bully brought to you by Gangsta_Princess : > > > > > > > > show love to me too > > http://www.fubar.com/user/1631643

Broken Wing
Love cannot be forced, Love cannot be coaxed & teased. Unasked & Unsought, Straight out of HEAVEN it comes. There are no happy endings, For nothing really ever ends, I know that you feel like you have fallen, But I Believe you will find your feet again. Hold fast to dreams, If the Dream Dies Life just becomes a Broken Winged bird Unable & cannot fly. If you really want to, you can hear me say, Only if you want to, will you find the way, If you really want to, you can seize the day, Only if you want to, will you FLY AWAY.

Cowgirlin Pink Anad I Have A New Act. Please Gfo Visit Read The About Me
COW GIRL IN PINK AND I HAVE A NEW ACT WITH SOME CUSTOM MADETAGS PLEASE TAKE THE TIME TO READ RATE FAN AND FRIEND IT WILL ALL BE RETURNED I PROMISE THANKS TO YOU ALL PLASE LET US KNOW WHAT YOU THINK PINK & MERCI'S CREATIONS@ fubar

Curious Actions Of Gay Guys
i'm the only straight guy in the area i work. there aren't any secrets here, everyone knows all the other guys are gay, and they know everyone knows. what i find curious is that these guys are constantly talking about how hot certain chicks are, and whenever the subject of other gay guys come up, they always start bagging on them. i just wonder....do they say these things for my benefit? so that i won't be uncomfortable with the gayness? it's kind of a self-centered view i guess, but if it's true i guess that's nice of them, though unneccessary. i don't give a rat's ass about someone else's sexuality. i certainly don't want to hear the details of gay loving, but there's no reason for them to "butch" things up for me. i guess the much more likely explanation is that even gay guys can appreciate a woman's beauty. as far as bagging on other gay guys, maybe it's just gay cattiness? i dunno

Can We Really Transplant A Soul?
The progress of medical science in the past 30 years has been so rapid that yesterday's miracles are tomorrow's commonplace procedures. So it has proved with heart transplants, which have become almost routine in hospitals around the world. Yet every once in a while a story emerges which should cause us all to sit up and take note that there is nothing "routine" or "commonplace" about such complex operations. The suggestion, highlighted again this week, that donor patients could not only be acquiring the organs but also the memories - or even the soul - of the donor is surely one such story. This bizarre possibility was raised by the inexplicable case of Sonny Graham - a seemingly happily married 69-year-old man living in the U.S. state of Georgia. He shot himself without warning, having shown no previous signs of unhappiness, let alone depression. His friends described it as an act of passion, not of reason. The case might have remained just an isolated tragedy were it

My Dearest
Won't you be my QP tonight? With rough tumble arms I'll hold you firm, Not too tightly as I love how you squirm. And lay yourself on me a loving pillow all yours, Forget all your worries and those daily chores, And breath in a rhythm that is all our own, For wrapped in your arms is where I am home. Take not your love from this ancient old heart, Let not deep sorrows tear us apart. Just keep up those smiles, those struts and those squeaks, And merge with my soul where we sleep deep in peace.

Another Day
Damn, my back hurts. Why does he still insist on playing basketball? What is that idiot trying to prove? When will he learn that we need to devote our time to our righteous mission, not him trying to fulfill his childish fantasies. I tell him, "You sucked at basketball then, and you suck at it now. So stop. What are you trying to prove?" But he thinks it's "good exercise". Why we need exercise, I don't know. We should be relying on our brains. This web-site was taylor-made for me. So many attention whores, so little time. Now he's saying I over-indulge in cliches. That people "like me" never have an original thought. Don't make me list your inadequicies, Buddy! I just don't have the time. People think I'm the mean one. But I think it's him. After all I've done for him, and he still wishes he could get rid of me. Where's the gratitude? HB

Douchebag Replacements... Get ’em Here!
The term "douchebag" is officially over. Actually, it is way beyond its expiration date. Sure, we’ve tried different ways of keeping it fresh - d-bag, douchenozzle, douchetard, douchefuck, etc... Let’s face facts, it stopped being cool a couple of years ago, but we continue to use it for lack of something better - I’m guilty of this as well. I thought I would submit some suggestions hoping at least one of them would stick. *1 Botard - simple combo of "botox" and "retard" - effective for both sexes. Also can be used as "You’re botarded" which could mean that the person has so much fake about them that they are stupid... figuratively suggesting they’ve had so much botox, it seeped into their brain. Gunge - Gunge is basically unidentified sticky residue - sometimes describing old ejaculate. This word is very versatile as you can add the traditional "bag," "eater," "licker" or new ones like "mop" or "sack." For example: "That dude is suck a Gungefuck." or "He’s so gungey." A "gunge

If You Are On My Friend List U Gotta See This!
TO COMMENT: I was chosen for a GIVEAWAY where all I have to do to get a happy hour is have 50,000 comments under one piture. NO TIME LIMIT! is that cool? Plz Help me out the GiveAway Starts Sunday 20th 7 pm EST HERE IS THE PICTURE THAT NEEDS COMMENTS. Click on it and it will take you to where u have to comment. For more about the GIVEAWAY click below: LiL_§tar*RAW-§ER Greete" 5;-FU»Wifey ;~2~ ÐámmeR-RevEternal. 9;sAssistnt

Five For Fighting
Five For Fighting@ fubar April is Autism awareness mouth. Someone I love with all my heart and sole is autistic. Fighting for a cure hasnt been easy but my hopes and optimisim will never subside!! I believe there are many awesome people out there that will never give up looking! Five For Fighting@ fubar I found a website that will donate money to autistim charities everytime you watch one of there videos. Just click any of the images on this Blog/bullitin to get to there Website. It is called Five for Fighting. If everyone on fubar will just take the time to go and watch just one video they could raise over a million dollars on just us alone. So i beg you please it wont take much of your time. Five For Fighting@ fubar The Organization that this website donates to is Autismspeaks they raise money for cures, treatment, and awareness throughout communities. http://www.autismspeaks.org Five For Fighting@ fubar Please Click Any of the graphics to get to Five for

Cedella Booker Mother Of Bob Marley
KINGSTON, Jamaica (AP) - Cedella Booker, the mother of Jamaican music legend Bob Marley, has died, a family spokesman said Wednesday. She was 81. Booker died in her sleep Tuesday night at her home in Miami, apparently from natural causes, spokesman Jerome Hamilton said. Booker, a Jamaica native, was 18 when she married Norval Marley, a British man 32 years her senior. Their son brought Jamaican reggae music to international prominence, becoming its international image. Bob Marley died in Miami of a brain tumor in 1981 at age 36. "Mrs. Booker was the matriarch of a movement so powerful that the mystical qualities of the Marley musical legacy remain strong and potent," Jamaica Information Minister Olivia Grange said. After Norval Marley died in 1955, Booker married an American man and settled in Delaware. She wrote two biographies of her famous son and recorded two albums, "Awake Zion!" and "Smilin' Island of Song." "She was a star in her own right," Jamaica Prime Minister

Baby Made
Kissing is a habit Fucking is a game Guys get all the pleasure Girls get all the pain The guy says i love you You believe its true But when your tummy starts to swell, He says 'to hell with you' 10 minutes of pleasure 9 months in pain 3 days in hospital A baby without a name The baby is a bastard The mother is a whore This never wouldn't have happened If the rubber wouldn't have torn

My Health
Well hello everyone. As most of you know, I have been going thru some tough days since Sunday evening. (and I appreciate all the support some of you have shown me in the past few days). For the ones that don’t know what I am talking about....Sunday evening I found a quarter size lump on my right breast. I immediately flipped out because of the severe family history of breast cancer. Now I am not new to finding lumps, been dealing with this since the mid 80’s, but this time seemed very different. Maybe it was because the lump was so much bigger than ones I have found in the past, or maybe it’s because I am 6 months away from being 45 years old (the age my mother was diagnosed), or maybe I just knew that it was my time. All I know is after I found it, I really tried to stay as positive as possible but it’s hard. Monday I seeked out my OB-GYN and was pretty re-assured that is was probably just a cyst and nothing more. But to be on the safe side she wanted me to get a Ultra

Faith No More
My soul lies weak You see me there and watch me bleed Life slowly fading away Impatience reached My despair on what you feed Enjoying this life's slow decay Hope now gone Spirit torn All that's left Is faith no more Strength away Heart slowing down Still what's left Is faith no more Hoping nothing Faith no more Slowly dying Faith no more Where will my soul go when there's faith no more

Panel May Rule If Sex Practices Protected
VANCOUVER, British Columbia (Reuters) - A Canadian man who claims he was discriminated against as a pagan who practices a form of sadomasochism will get to take his complaint to a human rights tribunal. if(window.yzq_d==null)window.yzq_d=new Object(); window.yzq_d[\'XkK6RdGDJG0-\']=\'&U=13blksgka%2fN%3dXkK6RdGDJG0-%2fC%3d655048.12540627.12885566.1442997%2fD%3dLREC%2fB%3d5005247\'An appeals court rejected a bid by Vancouver police on Tuesday to block a hearing on whether Peter Hayes\' rights were violated when an officer refused to grant him the permit he needed to get a chauffeur\'s job. Hayes complained to British Columbia\'s Human Rights Tribunal that he was discriminated against because he is a pagan who practices a \"BDSM lifestyle\" and deserves protection under the human rights code, based on sexual orientation. BDSM refers to bondage, discipline and submission and sadism and masochism, according to the court documents. Police went to the courts, arguing the tribunal

Morning
So this morning I wasn't feeling all too well,I got up at 730am. Ate cherrios (multigrain), then finished burning a CD for someone. I also managed to clean up my pc 1.4 gigs. Wow. so now I'm lounging around till I go see my so called bulimic friend Amanda yeah right shes not bulimic. Anyways, catch you later all! It's also good to be ranked today.

Echinotext
You, the people who hate having to think Just continue to live life by a book Never paradigm-shift forward at all Human-nature is just stubbornly real Just enjoy your cozy failures to prevent preventable events Judge and curse proactive-people for their flustered failures to be nice Fxxk the air with your shxt, fuming with stink You, the people who hate having to think

Crying Tears Of Blood
No Words to express What is felt inside No one else around Has ever realized The pain keeps growing Every single time And patience has reached The end of the line Problems are consuming Desintegrating soul The pages of life Take another fold Many judge knowlegelessly Beginning to scold The warmth in the heart Has been turned to cold Alone I break Everything that goes on seems fake And these thoughts collide When alone no one at my side Writing down these words Telling of my rights and worngs To you invisible above Who for me had cried tears of blood

Feelin Freaky
sexy chocolate loli pop turn me over and hop on top puch inside until you reach the spot and poke it until my cherry pops sexy carmel sugar sweet body banging..knocked me off my feet tap my ass.. lets have some fun and show me where it weighs a ton freak me until my body goes numb pick up speed until you finally cum kiss my nipples and run my fingers through my hair then turn me over cuz we now yet there

Night Time Skies
In the city the skies are like a light blue Which makes it hard to see the stars In the country the skies are filled with stars Which makes it lovely The night time skies have a moon That shines so bright Where the star surround The night time skies are beautiful To stare with someone you love At an over ease in Texas A romantic spot to see The night time sky At a park The night time skies Are what we love to see It's so graceful Beauty of the sky Is wonderful At Night The night time skies

A Special Request From Pink And Merci
WE HAVE A REAL SWEETIE FIREMAN73 WHO IS TRYING TO LEVEL AND ALL HE NEEDS IS 2377 TO LEVEL TO MAKE IT TO LEVEL 21 SO WE WOULD LOVE FOR YALL TO GO SHOW HIM SOME LOVE AND HELP A FELLOW FIREFIGHTER MOVE TO THE NEXT LEVEL...AFTER ALL HE DOES HIS PART FOR US IN THIS GREAT NATION....THANKS TO ALL WHO HELPS OUT .. PINK & MERCI ~FIREMAN 73~@ fubar

Profile Backgrounds
Can anyone help me put a background on here. I have seen others with nice backgrounds and I am not sure how to do it. Where would i go to get them at. I put one up but it dont seem to be working correctly. anyone that can help will be appreciated.

Now
I used to ignore the way you felt Thought you deserved all your wrongs How foolish, how selfish for me to think that way Because where you are is where I now belong So far away now So much in pain yet numb Because now I'm in your prison So far away Paying for my mistakes Now I'm in your prison Suffering,Pain The same pain keeps us alive

9/11/01
'MEET ME IN THE STAIRWELL' You say you will never forget where you were when you heard the news On September 11, 2001. Neither will I. I was on the 110th floor in a smoke filled room with a man who called his wife to say 'Good-Bye.' I held his fingers steady as he dialed. I gave him the peace to say, 'Honey, I am not going to make it, but it is OK..I am ready to go.' I was with his wife when he called as she fed breakfast to their children. I held her up as she tried to understand his words and as she realized he wasn't coming home that night. I was in the stairwell of the 23rd floor when a woman cried out to Me for help. 'I have been knocking on the door of you r heart for 50 years!' I said. 'Of course I will show you the way home - only believe in Me now.' I was at the base of the building with the Priest ministering to the injured and devastated souls. I took him home to tend to his Flock in Heaven. He heard my voice and answered.

Searching
I'm searching for this place Where I don't need to worry Where I don't feel sorrow I need to think about tomorrow I need a little time So I can change my mind I need to be on my own This loneliness feels strong Deep inside of me I'm searching for a long time I'm never gonna find what I'm looking for This is all I need This is what I want No I won't ask for more I don' really mind To leave this all behind It doesn't feel like home I'm never gonna find what I'm looking for....

Whispers From The Soul
Intuition: Whispers From The Soul By Kristen York Harrell, Psy.D. What is intuition? Intuition: immediate insight or understanding without conscious reasoning. Our soul is constantly sending us information to help us along our path. Intuition is one of the vehicles the soul uses to relay messages to us. Intuitive messages can come as a sudden "knowing," gut feelings, thoughts, images, emotions, or bodily sensations. Intuition is a powerful source of information, creativity, and inspiration. When we follow our intuition our life flows more easily, things seem to fall into place, and we are generally more satisfied because we know we are following our soul path. We all have intuitive potential. It is not something that only a few gifted people possess. It is a natural ability that we all have and a skill we can all develop. As children we freely access our intuition. Unfortunately, we often receive negative messages from our parents, teachers, or peers and we then begin to doubt

April 10th
Saying goodbye is never easy It's the hardest thing to do But what hurts even more Is not the chance to say it to you. Wish you wasnt gone my friend.All the sarcastic jokes are not the same with out you...of the few i name friend...you was the greatest i ever had or known...feel your loss every day...i miss you my friend...my brother....i wish i could hav said goodbye..even that i love you like a brother

If Only
A story I read Subject: The Law of the Garbage Truck One day I hopped in a taxi and we took off for the airport . We were driving in the right lane when suddenly a black car jumped out of a parking space right in front of us. My taxi driver slammed on his breaks, skidded and missed the other car by just inches! The driver of the other car whipped his head around and started yelling at us. My taxi driver just smiled and waved at the guy. And I mean, he was really friendly. So I asked, 'Why did you just do that? This guy almost ruined your car and sent us to the hospital!' This is when my taxi driver taught me what I now call, 'The Law of the Garbage Truck.' He explained that many people are like garbage trucks. They run around full of garbage, full of frustration, full of anger, and full of disappointment. As their garbage piles up, they need a place to dump it and sometimes they'll dump it on you. Don't take it personally. Just smile , w

I Just Found Out Bad News.
The line I worked on where I packed the candy Into the boxes and they get shipped out at.They are gonna replaced the packers with machines by the end of the month.They'll most likely let all the packers go too.And I'm 1 of the packers too.Been there almost a yr too and It's walking distance for me also.The sad thing Is that I know I'm better then any machines Is.The machine can't make a judgment of rather the package Is bad or rather or not the code date Is good.Or It can't adjust the the shrink wrapper If It needs to be adjusted.It can't tell If 1 of the colors are bad on the candy and alert the proper person as to It.I'm so close to my paid vacation too which I really need too,a whole week off with pay.It's a really hard blow to the jimmies knowing that they are gonna replaced human beings with cold steel thats none living.My lead gonna tried to get them to keep me so If something goes wrong I can fixed It.But It doesn't look good for me although because the machines are supposed to

The Full List As Of 4/10/08
This is a current list of all Fiesta Tappers in no special order. Please make sure you have everyone fanned, added and rated. FIESTA TAPPERS HOME PAGE@ fubar Joined January 2008 ~`Bê®®ymûƒƒiñ`~ Fiesta Tappers (Please Rate, Fan before Adding)@ fubar Joined January 2008 Mr_JDub ~ Happily Married to Chickie Momma~ Fiesta Tappers~@ fubar Joined January 2008 ~ Chickie Momma~ Happily married to Mr. JDub~ Fiesta Tappers~@ fubar Joined January 2008 Choppie - Fiesta Tappers@ fubar Joined January 2008 Cupcake Surprise ~ Fiesta Tappers ~ Triple X Hottie~@ fubar Joined January 2008 Evonne~Fiesta Tappers~Club Far~RisingStars@ fubar Joined February 2008 Mr Pibb - Owned by / Owner of eLLe ~ Fiesta Tappers ~@ fubar Joined January 2008

It Seemed I Was Depressed, But Now I Don't Think Thats What It Was
~sighs~ ~growls~ ~bangs head against wall~ Lets see where to start? Just where and what have I been up too? To tell the truth, I couldn't even say, not because I don't want to, But more along the lines of I really don't know. It seems to me that the rash of time has lost all meaning. Some how minutes became hours, while hours became days. Soon Days were weeks, and now it seems that weeks have become months. I haven't got a clue as to why this has happened. Nor do I really care. It just seems a little strange to me though, that yesterday, was the start of a new year, and now here we are in the mist of April. The question that seems to be dwelling upon my over working mind is: Does time even have a constant meaning? I know that there are 60 seconds to a minute, while an hour has 60 minutes. A day has 24 hours, so on and so forth, But whose to say how long a second really last? With that thought fresh in mind, here goes the twist of man. We live each day striving to be the b

The Full List As Of 4/10/08
=== '~Shannon~ 2nd Alarm Hottie, Fiesta Tappers Owned By D Smith aka 'Smitty - Just Having Fun - Fies' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-10 05:15:06'.. > > > > > /> > This is a current list of all Fiesta Tappers in no special order. Please make sure you have everyone fanned, added and rated. > > FIESTA TAPPERS HOME PAGE@ fubar > > Joined January 2008 > ~`Bê®®ymûƒƒiñ`~ Fiesta Tappers (Please Rate, Fan before Adding)@ fubar > > Joined January 2008 > Mr_JDub ~ Happily Married to Chickie Momma~ Fiesta Tappers~@ fubar > > Joined January 2008 > ~ Chickie Momma~ Happily married to Mr. JDub~ Fiesta Tappers~@ fubar > > Joined January 2008 > Choppie - Fiesta Tappers@ fubar > > Joined January 2008 > Cupcake Surprise ~ Fiesta Tappers ~ Triple X Hottie~@ fubar > > Joined January 2008 > Evonne~Fiesta Tappers~Club Far~RisingStars@ fubar > > Joined February 2008 > Mr Pibb - Owned by / Owner of eLLe ~ Fiesta Tappers ~

Cool Thing To Know!
Which side is the gas cap on? Now go out and check this out on the car...as I'm sure you will. I didn't know this! Did you? I have been driving for over thirty years. One would think I would have noticed the little secret on my dashboard that was staring me right in the face the whole time. I didn't and I bet you probably haven't either. Quick question, which side of your car is your gas tank on? If you are anything like me, you probably can't remember right away. My solution is to uncomfortably stick my head out the window, strain my neck and look. If you don't do this in your own car you definitely have done it in a borrowed or rental car. Well, ladies and gentlemen, I'm going to share with you my little secret so you will no longer look like Ace Ventura on your way to the gas station or put your neck at risk of discomfort or injury. If you look at your gas gauge, you will see a small icon of a gas pump. The handle of the gas pump will ext

My Emg
Electromyogram: An electromyogram (EMG) is a test that measures the electrical discharges made by the muscles. It can determine whether muscle weakness or paralysis is due to a nerve problem or to a problem with the muscle itself. During an electromyogram, a thin needle is placed in a muscle to measure its electrical activity at rest and during use. The needle is attached to a machine with a viewing screen (like a TV) that displays electrical activity in the muscles as waves on the screen.Nerve conduction studies:Nerve conduction studies are tests that measure how well individual nerves can send an electrical signal from the spinal cord to the muscles. Nerve conduction studies are often used to help diagnose nerve disorders, such as carpal tunnel syndrome or Guillain-Barré syndrome. During a nerve conduction test, a health professional places a shock-emitting electrode directly over the nerve to be studied, and a recording electrode over the muscles supplied by that nerve. The shock-

Woodpecker With Freakish Long Beak Photographed
This extraordinary woodpecker - with its freakishly long beak - has been spotted feeding from a domestic garden feeder. Experts have claimed the beak was the biggest they had ever seen and are surprised it can fly - let alone feed. 'Woody', the extarordinary woodpecker, using a garden feeder (right) and a woodpecker with a normal beak (left) 'Woody', with his extra long beak, using a feeder (right) and a woodpecker with a normal beak (left) Bird watchers Janet and Bob Morton first spied red-crested male 'Woody' over the winter at their home in Rosedale, near Pickering, North Yorkshire. Mr Morton, 62, a retired RAF pilot, said: "Woody comes everyday now, you can't miss him. We first noticed the beak at Christmas when he arrived with a female and a baby. "We just couldn't believe how big it was. Compared to his mate you can see it should be at least half that size." The woodpecker's beak is used to signal possession of territory to rivals and locate winding tunnels in

Horoscope Survey...i'm Pisces..surprise!
PiscesIndividuals born under this sign are thought to have a dreamy, romantic, generous, emotional, receptive, affectionate, and honest character, but one which is also prone to exaggeration, fickleness, passiveness, hypersensitivity, and paranoia. Pisceans are said to like solitude to dream in and mystery.What Zodiac Sign Best Fits You?MySpace Quizzes at PimpSurveys.com

Why Now
What a day if it could go wrong it did went from one bad thing to another do I just have no luck? Can I just get a break and have a good day with out something going to shit? My respone... NO you are fucked. Why because I was a good guy who did what i had too just to get screwed over in the long run. Oh well live with it i cant change it.

Survey
depths of me. Get to know me a little better. The questions that really help you to know me. Have fun. If you could live in any other place, where & why? Scotland, its beautiful (or in your pants) What animal best represents you & why? Pidgeon, I am above you, takin a shit What is the craziest thing you ever did? I plead the 5th If you could meet anyone, who would it be & why? God, to ask him if i'm goin to hell (kiddin, I know I do) If you could go back in time & live in any decade, which would it be & why? Prehistoric Era (dinosaurs) If you could have any superpower what would it be? To be invisible Whos is your ultimate celebrity crush? I hate celebrities What color best represents you? Red What would your life's theme song be? Cannibal Corpse- Fucked with a

Ft. Stewart, Georgia
Morning all!! Just thought I would drop a quick line to everyone to let y'all know that I'm still out here. I'm currently at Ft. Stewart, Georgia going through an Army Contracting and acquisition course. Not a bad course, but quite honestly, I'm VERY tired of sitting in a class room and jet setting all over the US. Seems like all I have done for the past month or so is either sit in a class room or sit on a plane. Just can't wait to get to Ft. Jackson and start the real deal stuff. Anyway.....off to class for me this morning. I'll post something a little more substantial this evening. Y'all take care of yourselves out there! J

My Mirror
I look in the mirror not pleased with what I see There stands this old lardbucket grinning at me Her skin is rimpled and her hair is grey Her war against gravity is a dismay Her breasts are sagging, her belly is too Hair growing on chin, pfft fit for a zoo I look at her nose, its growing longer I look at her face, the lines deeper and stronger I see the under-chin all old people have I see the lips and the way she laughs Fifty years shes been on this earth Has wedded a idiot and has given birth The two things in life that give her hope Her kids are the reason that she can cope A love found online but never in bed Ashamed of her figure it has got to be said Love conquers all the people proclaim But they've not counted on a females shame The world is for the young and forever obsessed With glowing tight skin and perky breasts A lover she'll not have again, not even a taste This is the truth that this old woman must face Wh

Yeah.. Right!
misterak25...: hello... you are a good slavegirl material? that was just a question... and i am not here to joke arround... when you are curious about that theme... and when you are curious to behave like a slavegirl... to act like one and to be treated like a submissive by a dominant... read my profile and my blog and when you think then, that you would be an enrichment for me and my slavegirl family, adress me as sir and add me on yahoo: misterak20 or msn: misterak20@hotmail.de and contact me there immediately, to ask for a chance to present yourself as worthy submissive. this is what i logged onto this morning.... maybe someone should've read my profile first!!!! to even think that i would be in any way someones slave... where in the hell are his braincells????

I Will Not~
Written by my dear friend Domme Maggie a R/L Mistress and my mentor in the lifestyle of BDSM. Darlin' slaves, As I often discuss rules and protocol.. I felt you might appreciate the following. (tongue in cheek) Memorize them! -chuckle- i will not carve the flogger handles i will not spank others i will not aim for Mistress's head i will not yell safeword in the grocery store i will not sell the names on Her newsgroup list to the National Enquirer or Sun i will not read and giggle at Mistress's logs from the Dominant Forum i will not yell fire every time Mistress lights a candle funny noises are not funny i will not snap Mistress's bra Punishment is not boring or pointless i will not call Mistress, Dr. Death i will not put laxatives in the candy bowl before Mistress's D/s party i will not hide the newbies or send them snipe-Dom hunting i will not bring sheep to the subbie forum a burp is not an appropriate response to Mistress i will n

Bull Sharks Too Green Energy...
Good Morning! How are ya and all that jazz? I seen a Video on Bull Sharks under the “Video Highlights” tab on MSN this morning. As you might already know nothing flogged my dog this morning news worthy that is. So, I did Israel tribute video where his song is playing while pictures of Israel’s life unfold up until death and then the Island wide tribute to him was very touching… but this is a Thursday and no need for sadness so moving on to the Bull Shark Video. No, don’t get me wrong Bull Sharks and a video on them are not happy, but it does give us a chance to see how very, very dangerous this big fish are. Bull sharks will hunt and swim in waters not too deep, so moving into the shallows to stay out of their range…might be very difficult. This video I watched showed a couple who had been studying the sharks habitats and characteristics (there are way to many letters in that last word for a small meaning but big word…however if one looks at a small word with a big meaning makes not

A Vampires Kiss
Kindred For Anne Rice He walked out of the shadows reaching out his hand. His eyes were piercing red, his skin like the whitest sands. He said "We'll make a new life, one of the Kindred few". As he sank his teeth in flesh, a last mortal breath I drew. You should see me now, my youth is evermore. A beauty and serenity I never knew before. Come sit at my table, let me tell you of my ways. I'll tell you a secret ending your mortal daze. Brittony Ryona Johnson Copyright ©2008 Brittony Ryona Johnson

I'm In A Contest... Bombs Away On Me Please
hey all, I'm in my first fubucks/blast/VIP contest. I need at least 2,500 points to win any fubucks. Most points wins a 7 days or a 1 months VIP as well. Most rates (over 200) wins 3 day blast too. Also don't forget to rate the pic. I'm not exactly expecting to be the overall winner but getting enough points, etc just for the fubucks would be fantastic. Everyone who helps bomb me will receive a gift of some sort from me. Anyways just click on the link & it'll take you straight to the page you need to go to bomb me ~ ღஐtrue_blue_joeyஐღ ~ while your at it don't forget to F/A/R the host of the contest ♥ MishNumber1 ♥

Po Me
Po me I fear you... much like the lion fears losing the jungle to the mass of humans who waste them on trivial pursuits. I lust you... like a pirate lust the bounty of a hundred fleets in vast blue waters they call the sea. I hunger... for the change in the world that I have had in myself the constant yearning for something new and awe inspiring I crave... the man I wanted you to be the one you could be the you we've all seen in the fleeting moments of your innocence.

My New Owner... Judi~sixx Slave
Have you met my new owner, Judi~SIXX SLAVE????? If not you are missing out. She’s super sweet and an amazing friend. So drop by and Give her some major fu-love or Spanks: RATE, FAN, ADD ~Judi~SIXX SLAVE~LEVELER / BOMBER~*S*U*P*~ Her Loyal Slave for the Month: Capt America

Kentucky
Kentucky in my mind The mountains they engulfed me such a long long way from home excited and eager to conquer this realm of life on my own Listening to the moans of Bluegrass soothing an ache in my soul after awhile learning the heart doesn't have a home Everyone has roots that place you come from but you carry the heart with you you are it's home I let myself fall in love with the cool air through the pines If I close my eyes I can see it .....Kentucky in my mind

Poetry
I Feel Inspired by pain I feel so old and jaded like a severed dependency waiting around on a savior that turned out to be me I feel so full of desire like a rose unkissed by dew how do let yourself go of the fear to try things new I feel so full of confidence like I can conquer this world I stop sometimes in amazement at all I do for a little girl I feel so full of knowledge yet the dull aches back again grasping onto intellects like holding on to sand A poets heart is jaded their minds a wanton place our souls are old and incarnate our lives a tangled embrace Brittony Ryona Johnson Copyright ©2008 Brittony Ryona Johnson

Heavenly Fish, Lightning From Hell
It was the summer of 1965 and I was a happy boy of nine years old. I learned about death a few years earlier when JFK was shot down in Dallas. It was my first experience with death, and mostly what I remember was how everyone around me was so sad. I seemed to feel more badly for those living with sorrow over this event than the event itself. Possibly I didn't understand the concept of death at that young age, but I definitely understood the gloom of sorrow others had. I just wanted to comfort them and tell them it would be alright. My father and mother had both been married before I was conceived. Each had a son and daughter from their previous marriages. But they found each other and decided to have me. My mother was 39 and my father was 42 when I was born. My parents were older than any of my friends parents, although my mother looked 15 years younger than her true age. I remember telling people how old she was and they were always in shock. In fact, my half sister and my mother

Rules Of Our 16th Random Selection
I can't face the world without. Never known, never why. It's not even my favorite letter. Rules were meant to be broken, right? Moreso we think wantonly ourselves as ugly gods. Exactly. I only wanted it to be us. I can't face that. Not ever again. Only worth myself in a dream. I once wandered out- From the trusted, Forgot truth, Feigned love, Failed.

Creepy Guys
Okay. Am I the only girl who is tired of being hit on by creepy guys?! I mean I had a guy sending me pictures of his "man-hood" is was gross. And like I have people like 37 years older than me, hitting on me. Im sorry but like jesus...you can only take so much. Especially when creepy guys are wanting you to send them naked pictures or crap. Im sorry im not that kinda girl. All you creepy perverted guys need to get a life and leave me and others alone. We don't want to deal with your creepiness!!

Bullie Frm Ssg P..very Nice Lady
Roxy is working on getting FU-BUCKS, and has done a lot of the bombing herself... Lets get her up a few thousand more please... Click photo... Thank you!!! (repost of original by 'SSG P' on '2008-04-02 21:22:36')

Pain
I feel like I have been pushed over the edge I am hurting right now I just want to make it stop I am so tired of the lonliness I have tried to do right with my life I have made mistakes I have tried I have failed I cannot make it go away I can't sleep I put on a front to the ones who love me I don't want them to see me hurting I don't want to hurt them I just want answers I want a solution I want to be whole again I want to feel arms around me I want to feel something other than pain...

For All The Haters
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Life In The Us (my Bio, Read At Your Own Risk) Part Ii
Finally, March 1st came-the day of our departure. Carrying all the possessions in tow, and leaving everythin behind, my mom, dad, grandma, and great aunt went to the airport. The 20 hr trip really sucked, including having a lay over in NY, where we almost missed our flight and stayed there, probably forever. Since it was a Russian airline, I celebrated my b-day with beer and more beer. Finally we arrived to Chicago and met my dad's relatives. When we steped out of the airport, I was met with a blast of icy wind and snow. Whoa, so much for a beach weather! Me: "Where the fuck are we? This is not the place, right? Another layover?" Turns out it WAS Chicago. They drove us to an appartment they found for us in a shitty neighborhood across from a mental institution. The apt was on a 14th floor of a building with a permanently busted elevator, which made living there oh so much fun. The hooker living next door and doin her business along with occasional drug induced fight right behin

The Love Bug
But to be in love this is something I can remember wanting more than any thing. Until, I realized the difference between being in love and being loved by someone I loved the difference is like night and day. It is even harder to believe or yet imagine that there are some who use love for their own personal gain. This and other pitfalls do exist along the road of love, one of GOD'S gifts. The all mighty might have reconsidered the whole concept, once he him self had experienced the miracle. On any given day one can see many examples of dementia’s ones partial delusion love defined. As an example always copping the attitude "what you can do for me” this is also accompanied by must reward my self or simply me phrase. How did we come so far only to fall so short? It dose make most stop and wonder, but not usually until after they have experienced the effect of the "dementia love bug". Once lived, felt, loved the other side of the coin their attitude changes somewhat. Then they are partiall

I Miss You Alexis
Today is my daughter's 11th birthday & also the 11 yr anniversery of her death. It hurts just as bad as it did back then. I thought it would get easier, but it hasn't not really. I know she is in Heaven, but she would've been safe in her Mommy's arms as well. Im not 2nd guessing God, dont misunderstand me, He knows all & I know nothing compared to Him. But I miss her so much. I have another daughter she is actually my step daughter, but in my eyes she is mine & her Daddys girl. Anyways, I am paying tribute to my daughter Alexis, Alexis, Mommy loves & Misses you so much!!!!! Angel Kitten Alexis McKenzie Mann Born & Died April 10th, 1997

Broken Heart
I know just how you feel, the pain and emptiness is related to all aspects of your life. Having your heart broke assures us that we did indeed love. Trying to put things back together is very difficult it’s like putting together a puzzle with out having all of the pieces. The ones missing are the hardest to define, was it yourself, your missing or the combination of the two of you. Is it that the soul is bruised or just died a little more this time? While feeling that you may never recover or you don’t want to because you don’t want to loose what little of them you have left. I was scared of the emptiness and thought I would be alone if I did this, but it only made room for me to love me again. Only when you find yourself and love yourself can you begin to truly love others in your life with the passion you may only remember. Surround yourself with friends and family that will let you be your natural self and let you heal in your own time. I as always will be here for you as a fri

Its His Birthday Today Give Love
barnsleyuk@ fubar I WILL MAKE THIS A PIMPING BULLY HERE IN A SEC.. BUT IN THE MEAN TIME LET THE LOVE FLOW.. HIT HIM UP EVERYONE NO JOKE THIS MAN REALLY IS A VERY SWEET MAN.. HES GOT THE MIZZ SHADY AND HELLCAT SEAL OF COOLNESS ....

Why
Ok, so I am usually not one to complain about much, but recently my boyfriend and I broke up. We were together for four years. He has three daughters and well, his oldest is 12. I found out he had been cheating on me with an 18 year old girl. He is 34. I gave him my life and did everything for him. He never had to worry about anything. He never had to ask or want for anything from me. I guess loveing someone isn't enough these days. The hardest thing for me to except was the fact that I not only lost the man I loved very dearly, but I lost three angels that mean so much to me. I still talk to the girls and his family, but as far as talking to him it is just to hard to hear his voice. I won't lie. I still love him dearly and hope things work out for him. I will not be around to take him back when he realizes he had a great thing. I guess the only thing I can do is look at it as a lesson learned and move on. I have been knocked down before and got up, so I guess this is not

Healing Begins With "self"
Thoughts are like arrows: once released , they strike their mark. Guard them well or one day you may be your own victim-NAVAJO Though the hurt or disappointment you feel does matter,your thoughts must remain pure.Otherwise how would we forgive and move on.How could we walk each day in beauty if in our minds and hearts we constantly dance with sorrow or anger.Allow the hurt to leave,for it has no place once the tears have fallen. Release your pain and negative energy through meditation,dancing,reflection.It is not enough to say.You must DO.(pilamaya wanders with wolf). I write for myself today,but if this helps anyone else in any way,then welcome to the healing process and know you WILL dance again in your heart and your spirit will know freedom. Remember to never walk the same tracks twice and if you must,then walk with all senses "alive".Leave new tracks,good tracks so that others who follow may walk also in a good way. Much Love and Many Blessings Mitakuye Oyasin (

Thursday Opie And Anthony Links: Get Your Asses Animating For The Festival! New O&a Podcast, New O&a Videos Online, Old School Opie And Anthony, New
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (Watch Anthony discuss his broken home - online now!) Jim Norton's Got TEN CD's Worth Of Material online - order 'The Best Of Jim Norton' on iTunes NOW! Opie and Anthony Animation Festival: There are only a handful of tickets for the Opie and Anthony Animation Festivalleft, so if you don't have them, hurry your ass up! The O&A Animation Festival is going to be on June 5th at The Roseland Ballroom in New York City!! GET ALL THE ANIMATION FESTIVAL DETAILS AND TICKET LINKS HERE....then get your ass animatin' because we have $10,000 in prize money to give away!... and if you ARE animating something for the festival, why not give us a call and let us know what you're working on... BUT DON'T POST THE FINISHED PROJECT ONLINE BEFORE THE FESTIVAL! Let's help Robert Kelly climb that list on Amazon! He has a new CD/DVD called Just The Tip, and it's on sale NOW!

My Move To Us (read At Your Own Risk, Just My Bio ) Part I
It all started when my parents' plan to move to Colombia and then Canada had flopped at the last moment, creating an even bigger family fuckpit than it already was. So all over sudden my dad's cousin sent us an invitation to move to the US. Yay, Chicago! Palm trees, ocean, and hot people runnin around on the beach. I watched too much Miami Vice, Beverly Hills 90210, and Baywatch. For some bizarre reason my mom decided that it would be a good idea to leave the decision of moving up to me-an almost 15 yo delinquent. My response: "yeah, sure, why not,I bet I could get into even more fun trouble there". We went to the embassy for an interview, and I watched in entertainment an Oscar deserving acting that my parents had to put up in order to portray a happy couple so they could pass an interview. Finally the verdict came that we were allowed to go to US, and we put up the apt for sale, started packing, and I quit school in January of 97. I didn't tell my friends I was moving until a wee

Levelers List 10april08
Shadow Levelers Members List Here are the members closest to leveling... :) Good Luck!!! :) 4,320 to Level 9 lost in love@ fubar 7,146 to Level 10 LilBabyBi@ fubar 14,382 to Level 11 truckdriverofhooterville{shadowleveler}@ fubar 18,026 to Level 17 laprincesa{shadow leveler}@ fubar 37,813 to Level 17 Havin Fun {r/l bf of Mz Attitude} [Shadow Leveler]~Master of Mz Attitude~@ fubar 39,969 to Level 20 BILLY THE KID SHADOW LEVELER@ fubar 43,293 to Level 22 **MRmostunderated**Miss B no.1 stalker,pimped by lsd's shell,FU/BRO/to Cutie and Starr@ fubar 43,713 to Level 22 SPAZZZZ Shadow Leveler proudly owned by !STARRY! ღ & ღhubby to DOUBLED2ღღ&#@ fubar 47,392 to Level 19 Vanessa { Shadow Leveler } { BBW_BOMBER FAMILY }@ fubar 55,304 to Level 21

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I don't get fubar.. I suspect that 90% of the things uttered in a lounge goes right over my head. But then again, I'm not the demographic fubar is aimed towards. I suppose if your a slang slinging youngster...heh...than it's the place for you. Talk about feeling way out of touch...it's like the cyber version of HS. I mean, I know i have some issues ( the understatement of the year folks) one of them being obsessiveness. I soooo want to delete the account but like a blackhole or vortex i can't escape.... Not that I care what people say on fu...or what qutesy messages get left ... it's the whole possessiveness thing... I have the hardest time letting things go... Now don't get me wrong...I've met alot of nice people here...some of which I like alot (alot)... but I know deep down inside..it's just words on a screen. A flashing cursor.. Nothing will ever come of the words exchanged on fubar... I curse the day I subscribed to fubar...really. ---------------

The Very Secret Diary Of Legolas,part 2
The Very Secret Diary of Legolas By: Cassandra Claire Day One: Whee! Day Two: I like to run! Day Three: I look good when I run! Day Four: I also look good standing still. Running across Riddermark v. good excercise. I swear my butt has just gotten firmer. Is that even possible? Day Six: Is Gimli staring at my butt? Day Seven: No wonder he's always lagging behind. Day Eight: Unnerving moment when bumped into Eomer. Thought he might be prettier than me until he took off helmet. Fortunately he looks like an aardvark. He hit on Gimli but I warned him right off. Nobody tries it on with my dwarf. Am still the prettiest. Day Nine: Pile of dead and smoking Orc corpses so not pretty. Aragorn showed off and went on and on regarding hobbits laying about tied up. Do not know why he thinks kinky hobbit games so important. Still prettiest. Day Ten: Bother! Fangorn Forest. Leaf mold terrible for my complexion. Still prettiest but a bit on clammy, unwashed side.

The Very Secret Diary Of Theoden
The Very Secret Diary of Theoden By: Cassandra Claire Co-written with lorax523, who is, as always, in inspiration to me in all things. ----- Day One Desperately in need of new personal assistant. Have contacted Ninety Minute Minion Services in Isengard. Seems best bet as if minion does not arrive in ninety minutes you get free Orc. Do not actually know what would do with Orc if had one, so do hope minion arrives on time. Day Two New minion arrived. Not best looking bloke I've ever clapped eyes on, but then again, not everyone can be brainless pretty boy with big show-off ponytail like Eomer. Little does Eomer know Wormtongue has promised me new makeover with Saruman's personal line of beauty products. Has promised me I will look fresh and youthful. Day Three Is that a grey hair? Day Four New makeover gone horribly awry. Do not look fresh and youthful, instead resemble albino dwarf after two years pickling in the Dead Marshes. Suspect Wormtongue has cru

The Very Secret Diary Of Aragorn, Son Of Arathorn, Part Two
The Very Secret Diary of Aragorn, son of Arathorn, Part Two By: Cassandra Claire Day One Ran forty miles across Rohan. No squirrels to eat. Gimli looking about roasting size. Have been told dwarf tastes like chicken. Still not King. Stubble update: satisfactory. Day Two Ran into army of Rohirrim. Asked Eomer if he knew where hobbits were. Got v. cagey answer. Perhaps Eomer still mad about that last bender I went on where I painted rude words in Elvish all over his horse. Decided not to mention he has obviously copied hairstyle from Legolas. He wouldn't be giving me this attitude if I were King. Day Three Once you've seen one pile of smoking dead Orcs, you've seen 'em all. That's all I'm sayin.' Day Four Ran into Gandalf. Turns out he did not actually die but instead was forced by Balrog to sell out to laundry detergent company and is now Gandalf the Sparkly White. PR whore. Next thing he'll be charging for pointy hat trick. Day Six In Edoras. King Theoden givi

The Very Secret Diary Of Sauron
The Very Secret Diary of Sauron By: Cassandra Claire Dedicated to John, the sweetest loveliest guy who was ever hacked by a complete loser. And Alex, because he’s been sick. I mean ill. Oh, whatever. Day One: Dirty weekend with Elrond turned sour when I told him purple was not his color. Day Five Have been marched against by last alliance of men and nancing elves. Is transparent attempt by Elrond to get back at me for comment about purple. I will not take it back! I told him purple made him look like an eggplant, and it does. Is no need for him to get so shirty about it. Day Six Is not that being defeated by last alliance is so bad, is not even that being reduced to a disembodied eyeball is so bad, although Visine would be a comfort. But whose bright idea was it to slice onions in here? -later- Blast those orcs and their fondness for onion dip. Have taken their disco ball away. God, it's fun to be evil. Day Three Million Five: Am bored. Have been waiting

The Very Secret Diary Of Elrond
The Very Secret Diary of Elrond By: Cassandra Claire Was in weird mood when I wrote this one. Oh, my head. Poor Elrond. Day 1: Bad breakup with Isildur. As if the pervy hobbit-fancying wasn't bad enough, he would insist on wearing tacky gold jewelry against my advice. Confirms my suspicions that humans not just weakest race of Middle-Earth, but also cannot accessorize worth a damn. NB: Big battle, we won, Sauron defeated. Plundered Barad-dur but notable lack of pretty things to take home. Sauron's decorating tastes definitely running towards black, knobbly, tattered look. So not me. Day 3: Isildur set upon by orcs and killed. Told him his poor dress sense would attract all the wrong sorts. Day 2,0045: So bored in Rivendell. Have decided to hold council meeting and name it after myself. Will invite all eligible males of Middle-Earth who have nothing better to do on a weekend to come. Go me! Hope Legolas does not attend; still remember party in Second Age where

The Very Secret Diary Of Arwen Undomiel
The Very Secret Diary of Arwen Undomiel By: Cassandra Claire Day One Broke up with Aragorn today. He would insist on giving me a clay pipe and a pair of breeches for Valentine’s Day when I specifically requested a nightie. Have sent him away from Rivendell. Day Two Bored and lonely. Regret having sent Aragorn away. So what if he wanted me to dress up in a curly wig and hop around on my knees during intimate moments? Am sure other humans have equally odd hangups. Wish I could be interested in Elf men, but ever since debacle with Glorfindel back in Second Age when he accused me of copying his hairstyle, have given up on my own kind. Day Three Someone’s been trying on my dresses again. They are all stretched out of shape, especially the purple one. Day Six Legolas got all shirty when I accused him of trying on my dresses. He says I have impugned his masculinity. What masculinity? Day Eleven Legolas still sulking. Says other elves making fun of him now since

The Very Secret Diary Of Gollum
The Very Secret Diary of Gollum By: Cassandra Claire I have not bothered with Gollum's weird speech because it does not fit with the VSD style. Complaints about lack of canon accuracy can be sent to The Management. :D Dedicated to Emily, the much put-upon. Damn, hell looks a lot like high school. Day One Popped over to attend Pervy Hobbit Fanciers Anonymous Meeting in Misty Mountains only to discover was booby trap set by Sauron. Stupid Sauron. Day Five Held captive by orcs in Barad-Dur. Have been forced to watch “Flipper” over and over until give in and tell them where Ring is. Damn evil methods of torture refined over millennia. Will not give in. Will remain strong. Day Six Orcs have switched to repeat viewings of “The Faculty.” Cannot cope. Have told them where Ring is. Day Eight Escaped from Mordor. Have made way to Shire. Am v. disappointed that in last few weeks no one has responded to personal ad placed in Shire Weekly. “Toothless, fetid greenish

The Very Secret Diary Of Ringwraith No. 5
The Very Secret Diary of Ringwraith No. 5 By: Cassandra Claire This one is dedicated to Jeff. Being as these diaries were originally concieved of as a way to get him to stop reading my Live Journal, I'd say it's all down to him, really. Go Jeff. :D I couldn't have done it without you. Day 1 Just opened Christmas pressie from Sauron. Pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty ring! Day 1,000,967 Got box of chocolates as Christmas bonus from Dark Lord, again. As per usual, Sauron ate all the toffees and left the strawberry creams. How I detest this life of vile servitude. Still disembodied. Day 1,001,056 V. bored in Barad-Dur. Nothing to do but play Scrabble with Orcs. Is v. annoying as Orcs only know Black Speech of Mordor. You try spelling Azg Nazg Gimbatul for a triple word score. Yeah, I didn’t think so. Day 1,001,102 Suspect Sauron gearing up for something. Walked in on him applying ceremonial sparkly mascara. Suspect he will be v. happy when he has body back and ca

The Very Secret Diary Of Meriadoc Brandybuck
The Very Secret Diary of Meriadoc Brandybuck By: Cassandra Claire Dedicated to Ashley, my very own Ashwise Gamgee. Everyone should have one. DAY ONE Got in trouble for setting off fireworks at party. Suspect Gandalf not actually all that annoyed and was merely excuse to get us young hobbit boys wet and lathered up. Became even more suspicious when “washing dishes” punishment followed by “polishing Gandalf’s staff” punishment and “massaging Gandalf’s feet” punishment and “nude leapfrog in the cabbage patch” punishment, I mean, who’s he trying to kid, really? Especially with the foot thing. DAY TWO V. promising start to day when discovered carrot that was just right shape. Even more promising when Pippin nabbed six cabbages, two bags potatoes, and three ears corn, although cannot help but think Pippin being slightly over-optimistic. I mean, could probably manage two ears corn, but not before breakfast. All went downhill though when bumped into Frodo and faithful bit of r

The Very Secret Diary Of Gimli, Son Of Gloin
The Very Secret Diary of Gimli, Son of Gloin By: Cassandra Claire DAY ONE Grr. Argh. DAY TWO Faffing about in Rivendell with stuck-up elves v. bad for my digestion. Have asked Elrond to move me to second floor as cannot get into bathroom here without being subjected to sight of hobbits bathing amongst scented candles. Is ridiculous. Got splashed with strawberry bath foam yesterday. On plus side, beard now silky and conditioned. DAY THREE Elrond refuses to move my room. Walked in on hobbits again this morning. What WERE they doing with that carrot? Inbred bunch of halfwits, no wonder they can’t even grow decent beards. DAY SEVEN Suspect Aragorn son of Arathorn of being pervy hobbit-fancier. Completely ignoring hottie elf fiancèe in favor of barging about with hairy-footed gnomes in leather breeches. Fortunately I, Gimli son of Gloin, am here to take care of her loneliness. Later. Elf women just the right height to keep my ears warm. Go me! DAY NINE H

The Very Secret Diary Of Saruman The White
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The Very Secret Diary Of Gandalf The Grey
The Very Secret Diary of Gandalf the Grey By: Cassandra Claire Apologies to Rave for filching her "weed" idea. Bah hah hah. :D Day One: In Shire. Stunning vista of innocent and pastoral beauty. Is it me, or was Frodo just hanging around in that field masturbating before I came along? Day Two: Bilbo's Birthday party improved by substantial amount of hobbit weed. Everyone sho nice. Bilbo nice too. Lights sho pretty. Frodo not bad either. Hobbits sho cuddly. Whups. Fellover. Day Three: Massive fecking hangover. Off to Minas Tirith for some aspirin. Day Twelve: Went to Saruman for advice about Ring but he had become evil. Nobody tells me anything. Apparently there was a memo. Radagast the Brown probably stealing paper out of my inbox again. Day Thirteen : Stuck on top of tower. Great view, but constant pelting sleet not good for pointy hat. Am amusing self by spitting gum down on the Orcs. Day Fourteen : Visited again by Saruman who tried to grab a

The Very Secret Diary Of Samwise Gamgee
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The Very Secret Diary Of Frodo Baggins
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The Very Secret Diary Of Boromir Of Gondor
The Very Secret Diary of Boromir of Gondor By: Cassandra Claire Day One: Went to Council of Elrond. Aragorn acting all superior as usual. He thinks he's so great because he's shagging that bit of elf crumpet on the side. I mean just because someone has a broad chest, firm, defined muscles, an outdoorsy tan and loads of manly stubble doesn't mean that....what? Got distracted there for a bit. Seem to have agreed to go on some sort of mission while distracted by Aragorn's enormous...rudeness. Ooops. Day Three: Stupid Ring, stupid Quest, stupid Fellowship. Day Four: Frodo dropped Ring today. Picked it up, but Aragorn made me give it back. Arrogant bastard. Wonder how he'd feel with Horn of Gondor shoved right up his... Stupid Ring. Day Four: Is obvious that Aragorn is strangely attracted to Frodo. Ha Ha! Ha! Sam will kill him if he tries anything. Day Six: Aragorn still into Frodo. "Boromir, give the Ring back to Froooodoo." "Boromir, let *me* ca

The Very Secret Diary Of Legolas, Son Of Weenus
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The Very Secret Diary Of Aragorn, Son Of Arathorn
The Very Secret Diary of Aragorn, Son of Arathorn By: Cassandra Claire Day One: Ringwraiths killed: 4. V. good. Met up with Hobbits. Walked forty miles. Skinned a squirrel and ate it. Still not King. Day Four: Stuck on mountain with Hobbits. Boromir really annoying. Not King yet. Day Six: Orcs killed: none. Disappointing. Stubble update: I look rugged and manly. Yes! Keep wanting to drop-kick Gimli. Holding myself back. Still not King. Day Ten: Sorry no entries lately. V. dark in Mines of Moria. Big Baelrog. Not King today either. Day Eleven: Orcs killed: 7. V. good. Stubble update: Looking mangy. Legolas may be hotter than me. I wonder if he would like me if I was King? Day 28: Beginning to find Frodo disturbingly attractive. Have a feeling if I make a move, Sam would kill me. Also, hairy feet kind of a turn-off. Still not King. Day 30: In Lothlorien. Think Galadriel was hitting on me. Saucy wench. Nice chat with Boromir. He’s n

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A Nother Ok Cupid Test
Your Score: Catwoman You scored 27% True Darkness Catwoman, aka Selina Kyle, first appeared as an adversary of Batman, later they became lovers and later adversaries and lovers again... She is a whip-carrying burglar with a taste for high stake thefts. She is more an anti-hero than a supervillainess. How Selina came to be Catwoman: When she was thirteen, Selina discovered that the Hall's administrator was embezzling funds and confronted her. In an attempt to cover up the illegal activities, the administrator put Selina in a bag and dropped her in a river to drown (like a cat). Selina was able to escape and return to the orphanage where she stole documents exposing the administrator's corruption and sent them to the authorities. She also took the opportunity to steal enough money to live on before going back to the streets. if you had no restaints you would be sneakier. There are some things you would like to do, but you feel you shouldn't. But even if you always did what you wan

Rationalization
in·se·cu·ri·ty /ˌɪnsɪˈkyʊərɪti/ [in-si-kyoor-i-tee] 1. lack of confidence or assurance; self-doubt: He is plagued by insecurity. 2. the quality or state of being insecure; instability: the insecurity of her financial position. 3. something insecure: the many insecurities of life. —Synonyms 2. precariousness, shakiness, vulnerability. in·se·cure Audio Help /ˌɪnsɪˈkyʊər/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[in-si-kyoor] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –adjective 1. subject to fears, doubts, etc.; not self-confident or assured: an insecure person. 2. not confident or certain; uneasy; anxious: He was insecure about the examination. 3. not secure; exposed or liable to risk, loss, or danger: an insecure stock portfolio. 4. not firmly or reliably placed or fastened: an insecure ladder. vul·ner·a·ble Audio Help /ˈvʌlnərəbəl/ Pronunciation K

Sun,mon,tue,wed 04-06 Thur 04-09-08 (ugh)
ugh - I lost my computer . . . again! Lost even more stuff than before, I cant believe it; I thought once I got things up and running I'd make copies & back ups - nope ... didnt do it fast enough, So bear with my slow recovery I'll get things settled and back asap missed ya! Greg!

Man And His Guitar
A man and his guitar Current mood: adventurous Category: Writing and Poetry I had to be at the subway by five had to couldn’t be late at four forty five I bounced down the stairs an eternity of stairs it felt lowering into a concrete haven people everywhere all going somewhere some begging for change for a meal some late for meetings others on their way home to feed families but one man... stood near the benches strumming his guitar a Calvin Klein advertisement behind him the case of the guitar lay open exposing the red velor interior where money lay inside haphazardly this man had his eyes closed playing each chord from inside his mind feeling the strings with his heart letting the music just be he wasn’t trying to make a dollar he only wanted all these people for just one moment in time to stop and listen to sounds of wood and metal to the sounds of life he gently strummed

Battle Of The New Rock Music 04/09/08
Sunday Thru Thursday Nights at Midnight Eastern time will be a Battle of the New Rock Music. Your Votes Decide which song will move onto the Next Night to Battle a New Challenger. Wensday 04/09/08.. Last Night It Was: Chevelle - The Fad (champion) V.S. Ashes Divide - The Stone (Challenger) The Vote Was a Total Blowout 15-0 Chevelle - The Fad Was Victoriouse for the Second Night in a Row and Will return tonight With a New Challenger. Make Sure to Tune into Dirty Deeds Radio With Me, DJ NiteWolf to see who will Prevale as Tonights Champion.

My Life... (my Rhonda)
I had never before put much thought into getting married. But, with you it is completely different, I put A LOT of thought in to US and how we should show the world what TRUE LOVE really is. I never thought I could dream of what a wedding could be, but for you & me... it is all I can dream about! The thought of you in a gown so sweet, just waiting for me, to come to your eyes and meet. Exchanging vows of love, so sweet. For you my love I pledge for you.. ME! MY HEART, MY SOUL FOR YOU! FOR YOU MY LOVE IS UNEQUALED AND TRUE!

This One Is Called Betrayal
Betrayal I lick my lips and taste your kiss. The wind is clear and crisp, how I wish you were near. The smell of lilies in the air, the night cold and long just like my song now that your gone. Gone from me you flew out of the room to the one so sick and twisted! Can't believe you lied to me and I believed you so easily. She tried to comfort my fears as she took my tears. She has you now and I have the memories and gone are the tears you gave me. Can't you see you mean nothing to me. Your betrayal will get you in the end my dear old friend. Dont come looking for me anymore or knocking on my door, for you are not welcome here anymore. You wasted time that wasn't mine. I hope this kiss has a bitter twist. For when you lied you lost mine.

Own Me!!
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Please Say A Prayer
Tonight, I ask that you, my friends, pray for a family in my neighborhood. My daughters best friend in fact. Her mother was a victim of domestic violence tonight and her and her daughter are resting easy at a friends house undisclosed. My daughter, who is finally sleeping, had the unfortunate opportunity tonight to find out what that term means and how bad it really can be. Her friends mother, which we will call Chelle, was attacked by her boyfriend. She was strangled and cut and did receive medical attention. My daughters friend, which we call, Taylor, was supposed to spend the night at our house. During the argument that spawned into the physical moment, she was at our house and didn't actually see this... THANK THE GODS IN ALL THE HEAVENS!!! However, from down the street, Taylor and my daughter could hear Chelle calling... screaming her name. It has been a rough night, and we are unsure of where things will go in the morning, but please, all that I ask is that you sa

In Memory Of Memaw
A great woman was she As she walked upon this earth. Willing to do what she could To take awa all the pain and hurt. Her eyes twinkled bright Brighter than the stars above Her heart shone through those eyes Beaming proud of all her love. a frail woman she looked but looks can be deceiving they say For a strong woman was she Especially when it came to her family The hour has passed Thes angel was called home above Leaving behind her memories and spirit But mostly leaving us all her love. Love ya Memaw...miss ya

Today's Top Story
9 April 2008 AMERICA, USA -- Last week, a new frontier in medicine was reached when former soldier Nick Chenevert was hit by a car, plummetted off a bridge 30 feet to the ground, and survived to tell the tale. Upon arriving at the hospital, Chenevert was shot in the head by Dr. Wanda Fang, who was simply "not in the mood" to treat his wounds. Wanda speaks out about her decision to shoot Mr. Chenevert: "I saw him being wheeled in, with several limbs broken and a concussion, and I thought, 'damn, this is going to take at least an hour, and I want to get home and watch Scrubs!'" She was highly perplexed by this dilemma for several minutes. Then, the solution hit her: "The other doctors and I could simply kill him! After all, he should have died anyway from such a huge fall, the little creep. So I asked a nurse to bring in a pistol for us, and we blew the little bastard's brains out." Chenevert's body was sanitarily disposed of in a dumpster behind the hospital. "He decide

Brighter Days
A cloud of darkness, surrounded my soul My heart was weary, out of control I needed peace, to see me through When I'd lost all hope, I found you So now I see much brighter days You took all my sadness away I feel the warmth of your candlelight I see it in your eyes tonight When I was weak, you were there Didn't waste time, you showed you care You believe in me, and believe in us For that, I give you all my trust So now I see much brighter days You took all my sadness away I feel the warmth of your candlelight I see it in your eyes tonight So now we dream, of whats to come How we'll build, our happy home Of how our lives, will play on through And of the day, we'll say I do So now I see much brighter days You took all my sadness away I feel the warmth of your candlelight I see it in your eyes tonight I see it in your eyes tonight...

The Eternal Sadness
Darkness eats at me, the crown of thorns digs in my mind I can't seem to get the thoughts out of my head The end of the beginning of the end, everyday is the same The newness of it faded from my mind ages ago The shroud of pain covers me like a blanket It consumes my fears and smothers me with them I fought at it for so long before I stopped the fight Like a hair caught in my throat forever it aggravates me Today the fangs of life ripped my flesh into pieces I lay here bleeding my life and happiness out slowly A tournaquet would only procrastinate the end The end will come and suck out my life eventually Take the last drop and savor my sweet death I will be found and lost at the same time by someone Someone who gave a damn about my meager existance Who knows how they will feel when they see me empty My failure could infect another with the same lack of life And so I continue to fight my shroud of misery and go on I let them think I

Broken
God help me I'm broken I fell to my knees and cried I feel so alone in this world I'm reaching for your hand to lift me and my spirit Please pick me up off the floor Please remind me why you brought me here An angel with her wings torn off, I lay Covered in my own blood and dying In this world of unkindness and torture Show me your light and help me to my feet Help me fix my wings and continue my fight I am alone without you Lord, I pray Please either make me whole or take me away I looked to the sky for an answer and waited No reply... *sigh*

How Many Times?
How many times are we gonna do this? How many times can we fight through this? I messed up and see that I was wrong But I know in my heart that I belong Without this my life means nothing You give my soul something To believe in with all my heart I wish I'd known that from the start I fall to pieces in my dreams I'm fallin apart at the seams I fight another day to keep it in To hide the sadness deep within You've given me so much grief At night I pray for some relief It's killing me to see you hurt I want to give you what you deserve It's like nothing can ease your pain It's like we'll never be the same I try to tell myself that we're ok And it seems to kill me more each day I'm dying inside to save you But still it seems we won't get through Can we save you, can we save me Can we fight the world just to be In love and wrapped in each others arms Where we'll be kept safe from harm Is it over.... you gotta te

Silence
"Silence" I watch how you've escaped me Thrashed my heart and walked away When all I wanted was to say I love you You didn't give me that chance today. You stopped me in my footsteps You shattered my world apart You said you didn't want me anymore You broke my fucking heart! All I ever wanted was your love All I ever needed was some faith Everything I could've asked for Was never mine to take, You took everything from me As I watched you walk away Inside I heard myself scream But silence got in the way... At first I thought it was a dream I laughed as I wiped away the tears I reached for you to find my comfort As I was gripped with reality and fears. You left my soul broken Tomorrow will not be ok I refuse to let it be While I suffer today. All I ever wanted was your love All I ever needed was some faith Everything I could've asked for Was never mine to take, You took everyt

Life
well i figured i should write a blog since i haven’t in a while...there’s just alot goin on anymore i work all the time and deal with stupid shit and stupid people on a constant basis..and if you gotta ask "are you talkin bout me" then hello here’s ur sign dumb ass..ya know i’m tryin to do things right and do what i want with my life i’m just tired of people holdin me down and makin me miserable..but thats cool cuz for now on i’m out for me and me only so if that offends you then i got a few words for you....GET THE FUCK OVER IT AND GROW THE FUCK UP...and from what i’ve noticed lately there are just certain people that just want people around to use them and treat’em like shit and yea now i see why because they feel so bad bout shit in there own life so there just tryin to make eveyone else around them miserable...and yea it’s taken me awhile to see that but as time goes on i understand alot of things better then i ever have before...so pretty much what i’m tryin to say is if u just wa

They Call Me A Bitch....
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means that I am free to be the wonderful creature that I am, with all my own intricacies, contradictions, quirks and beauty. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak up against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. I am proud to be a bitch! It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated, and determined. I want what I want, and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to s

A Song I Wrote For My First Fiancee That Died In A Horrible Car Accident
Verse one: Did you know that you stole my heart. But it feels like were two worlds apart. Did it feel like that for you dear, still I'm wishing that you were near. Can't belive its almost been a year since the day you left me here to dream. Can't wait to see your face again and explain all my fears to you. Chorus: I'm dreaming of you tonight cause thats all I have of you. Yes I'm dreaming of you tonight and all that we had (all that we had) cause I love you. Verse two: Wish you could have seen me there the day that you left (the day that you left) that summer day. I didn't know what to do without you in my life. All I could do was wish for you and pray for you to return to my life. Cause... Verse three: What should I do without you? What should I say to make it ok? I look back at all our things we did and smile. I dreaming of you tonight cause thats all i have of you. I sit and know I can't wait on my bed knowing your the one I want. Their is no one on this ea

So I'm Emo Bitches
LOL. Maybe that's what's wrong with me. Maybe the truth is I like feeling this way. Maybe I totally need to find a guy to share eyeliner and black nail polish with. I'm joking. Personally i don't think emo exists. Its a marketing tool made up by record companies. but the point is that there is a belief that "emo"' people like to be sad or make themselves depressed for attention. Except maybe i wouldn't be depressed if the people i cared for actually paid attention to me. Void I'm an empty space A shapeless mass A soul of ice A heart of glass Mind, Body and Spirit battered and broken Crushed beneath the weight of words unspoken The waters of life turn to hot desert sand Slipping into a sadness I can't understand A black hole I've become A result of all the damage done An ice covered pendulum in perpetual motion Swinging without warning from emotion to emotion No Rhyme or Reason or Justifications Just my own worst fears in their manifest

I Hate Liars Cheaters And Especially Lying Cheaters
not much to it than that. if you think you're an exception, youre wrong. either you're with someone and shouldnt be bothering with me or you hold interest in others and i cant deal with a man that cant make up his mind. no, choosing to be with all of them is not making up your mind especially not if youre going to lie about it showing insecurity. i'll be your friend, you can tell me tht you think im in love with you, get over it. this is the internet and i could be any one i choose to be or anything for that matter. I could be the flying dutchman or Elizabeth or Grumpy Bear. I could be a man, a woman, adult or child, living anywhere acting anyway I choose. How I see things is that I like knowledge and when I seek it, I dont want it wrapped in lies. If I obtain knowledge that is not the truth, I havent learned anything and that to me is pointless. All in all, what I want to relay is that I'll be with someone when it happens to be true.