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You Were Right
he says things that tear me apart, but deep inside i still want him. his sins i'm still in love with. his influence i still miss. i only wish i could tell him that im sorry. and have one more chance. im still feeling the pain. i still feel like i have lost, not only my true love, but my best friend. so many things have come, so many things have gone. my feelings are still strong, but his has taken a u-turn. he no longer feels the way he said he did. every one said that we would never last. so i owe all of those people an appology, because you were right.

The Last Time
if i knew it would be the last time that i would see you fall asleep. i would tuck you in more tightly and pray the lord, your soul to keep. if i knew it would be the last time that i would see you walk out the door. i would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. if i knew it would be the last time i would hear your voice lifted up in praise. i would video tape each action and word so i could play them back day after day. if i knew it would be the last time i could spare an extra minute or two to stop and say "i love you". instead of assuming you would know i do. if i knew it would be the last time i would be there to share your day. well im sure you'll have so many more. so i can let just this one slip away. for surely there is always tomorrow to make up for an oversight. and we always et a second chance to make every thing right. there will always be another day to say our "i love you's" and certainly there is another chanceto say our "a

Want To Own Me For A Month??
I decided to get in an auction where you have the chance to own me for a month so if you would like to bid on me here is the link For the Winner I Will: Put owned by in my name Rate All Pics and Stash Put a link to you on my page Add You To My Yahoo Add You To My Family Add You to My Msn Daily Gift Daily comment Thanks so much for looking at this and those who bid on me.

Road Less Taken
where do i go from here? what choice do i make? i know what i want and yet to actually fight for it, feels like its too much. i still love you, and you know who you are. every time i look at you, it gets harder to forget the past. when i look into his eyes, i only see what we once were. is there ever a chance that we might be together? or is it just a dream that i want to come true. i see people fighting for something they want and it only leads to heart break. so should i take that same path or should i travel down the road less taken?

Will You!
The sun is shining for the first time in days, The rain clouds have gathered and rolled away, The birds have come out again to play... ...Something new will happen today As I walk along my daily path, I see you standing, fresh from a bath, I can see your face from a mile away And can hear every whispered word you say. Your jet-black hair with a hint of gleam Your pretty eyes with smile serene Are the prettiest I have ever seen Or am I just walking in my dream? All the hearts around me flew to you And every boy was craving for you And as you turned away from each bloke I heard their hearts as they shattered and broke I hold mine close, I hold mine dear It's been broken too many times, I fear And before it frees itself from my grip I have to run away from your midst. But whither can I run? Whither can I fly? For every dark alley is brightened by your smile I kneel down and pray for the sake of my heart "Help me, Lord, she is the Devil's art" I'm fighting to keep y

Depressed
have ya ever been grounded in a depression just like that, but don't know why.. everything hits you at once and you don't know who to figure things out. I have noticed alot of things recently that I'm depressed and its because of me what I've done and so many things I wish I could change. Now its up to me to figure out what in the hell to do. like why me. what am I and who am I, when can I just free myself from all of this. I"m tired of myself and I'm not happy with myself either.

You Sinned
Take a deep breath it will be alright, You know he didn’t mean what was said in that fight. Its all just words spilling out, But it leaves you feeling the doubt. You feel hurt and broken, Like your lost and words were left unspoken. You wish things weren’t and others were said, The whole night is stuck in your head. Maybe you did do something wrong, But now its too late he’s already gone. You cant take the things you said back now, You have to learn to deal with this, but how? You know he’s gone and not coming back, Maybe it was that eighteen pack. But you’ll never now cause he cant tell, You pray at night he didn’t go to hell. But how is it that you survived and he died You’ve been a bad girl, you have sinned, you have lied. You wish you told him you loved him before it was too late, Maybe you could have even asked him out on a date. But you were too shy, You never thought he would die. But whose fault is that You cant go back So suck it up and suck it in Brea

1st Bad Week In A Long Time
HOW SHOULD I START. WITH WEEK I FORGET TO A OF THE BEST WEEK I WOULD HAVE I WAS WRONG. GOT TO WORK ON MONDAY MORNING TO FIND OUT I WAS WORK A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE THAT I RIDE WITH AT ONE OF VOLUNTEER FIRE COMPANY. PLANNED TO GET OFF AT 1800HRS ON MONDAY EVENING AND WAS TOLD I COULDN'T LEAVE DUE TO NOT HAVING COVERAGE FOR THE SHIFT. GOT VERY PISSED OFF BECAUSE MY PLACE OF WORK WANT TO JERKYS ABOUT THE WHOLE THING. WHEN IN TO WORK ON TUESDAY AND IT SEEM TO BE A LITTLE BETTER. GOT TO WORK ON WEDNESDAY AND JUST GO BAD AGAIN AND WHEN DOWN HILL FROM THERE RAN MY BACKSIDE OFF FROM ONE SIDE ON THE COUNTY TO THE OTHER SIDE OF HARFORD COUNTY AND TO MAKE THE DAY EVERY WROST THAT I COULD NOT GET OFF ON TIME AND MADE ME EVEN MORE TICKED OFF BECAUSE WHEN I GET LIKE THIS I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING TO TURN IT AROUND OR FINE SOME THING ELSE TO DUE FOR A LIVING AND WHEN YOU HAVE NO ONE TO TALK TO ABOUT THE PROBLEMS AND CAN'T GET THE SUPPORT FROM YOU FRIENDS TO WORK THE PROBLEMS OUT. ALSO HAVE A BEST FRIEND T

The Gate Is Closing Behind Me
Howdy y'all! Well I'm going to a Transition Assistance Program class for my retirement from the Navy. Guess what happened once I got there and sat down? It hit me like a ton of bricks... "OMG! I'm actually gonna have to retire!" and the thought of going out that gate for the last time scares the hell out of me. The Navy is all I have known for 18+ years! I definately have marketable skills (I'm a welder by trade) but it's the reality that I have to go out into the real world that makes me wanna scream. OK... here is my time to network... does anybody out there know of anyone that is hiring welders? Help me out here ok? PLEASE!!!!!

Harm Instead Of Heal
Into her pool of silence sorrow My word fall like heavy stones Striking, splashing, and shattering The tranquilness of her pool of tears, Afficting her wound anew. Oh, my distressing words! Solicitous and compassionate I evisioned them to be. Instead, profane the peace And silence pain she knew. Why then, Do I go on, Saying these words That harm instead of heal?

Home Depot
so where do i start, been with home depot for over a year and was a department supervisor. i go to work today and nohting seems out of the ordinary. i come back from lunch and about 30 min my store manager calls me inter office and says this is a termination session and that your being cashed out and fired. that was about 40 min ago. wwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Eternity
Remember, I walked among youI watched over all that you lovedI protected all that was trueJust remember how I loved Remember, I fought for all of usWe stood against countless legionsDon’t let what we did get buried in the dustSave all our conquered regions Remember, I loved each one of you with all me heartIf only I could have given you moreInstead everything fell apartMaybe I just wasn’t strong enough to tap the core Please my beloved remember meFor I shall remember you for all eternity

More Is Said Then Done
When everything is said and done more is said then done U try to come to an understanding Discuss motives, feelings, until u can stand no more but nothing changes in the next hour so u wait a day u wait a week U wait a month Shit, u wait a year But when everything is said and done more is said then done the realzation hits u a punch to ur ego so u try to have another talk U try to clarify try to deal with the situation as a mature adult dispite the fact that u just want to cry like a baby and scream from inpatience cause u feel urself going crazy talkin lately is as pointless as the war in Iraq Talkin to u is as useless as President Bush Because after everything is said and done more is said then done....

In Love With All Your Sins
Im not so sure if it will end Or when it began But im still in love with all your sins Im not sure when But surely one day it will end But for now im still in love with all your sins I know its the only way for my heart to mend So one day i will leave.... And i will hate you and all your sins This torment will not take me over, it will not win So its goodbye now Im no longer in love with you and all your sins

Invisible Scratch Pickles
If I can be serious for moment. I don't know anyone personally with this affliction, but believe me if I did I would have already cured ALL their ills. Some of U might know people with this affliction, and that is why I am calling upon the ones who do to help rid the planet of these people. YES YOU CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE Story. So I'm perched off my patio today daydreaming about movies that won't be made about ME when I'm dead, right. I look down to see this lil' young thuggish looking gangsta wanna be stupid ass thunder cat coming out of house. CUTE...I love all God's children. However, He's wearing these bluejean shorts that, when I was in elementary school, we called em' "Jams" (can I get an amen from anyone that remembers those). His shorts came almost to his ankles (I said almost) with the socks rolled up? How odd I say. Until I notice that the waistline to his shorts was like below his ass cheeks, and the only thing concealing his ashy butt was some boxers underneath a dirty wi

Left Me A 5
Alright, this "chick" came and rated my default a five! Ok, fairly new, might not know "rules" w/e. So I go to her page and just kinda point it out. Nothin. A few minutes later I go again and "remind" her. Last comment on her page from me is telling her how i really feal about downrating. I don't want you to return the favor, just do yourselves a favor and block her before she gets to you. There are other comments on her page leading me to believe this is not the first time. vixen2707@ fubar

End
Maybe I’ll just end the pain Right here, right now Maybe I’ll make it all go away With a slashing cut down Not much longer can I take it The whispers, greed, and lies No longer can I make it, Through deceit and awful ties “End it now”, the demons call “Embrace your eminent hellish fall Turn from light, hope, and joy The heavenly fantasies are a ploy” I reach toward the midnight blade, Feeling the sorrowful tears I cry But arms, they close around me tight Pulling me back to the light I fear to look upon the face Of my guardian angel The saint who pulled my sin filled body From the doors of hell The gace I see is one that couldn’t be A love I thought to have lost My hope is not folly, a dream to take You have saved me so we can live in a castle in the sky Sadness covers the skyas the tears fall from your eyes

I Sold Myself For You
I wanted you, you didn’t I wanted love, you didn’t I sold myself For you Enduring the pain of penetration Shiver at the touch of their greedy hands Gagging on their poisonous fluids Crying silently, waiting in a barren room I sold myself For you Willing or not, I take it Happy or not, I shake it Sick or not, I suck it Forget this lie, just fuck it I sold myself For you This habit, I can’t break it This lie, I cannot take it This life, I want to forsake it I sold myself For you Was it really worth it, All these awful nights? What did I receive, But deceit, cheats, and lies? I sold myself’ For you My old life, I want to revive, A time of happiness My childish fun and innocence, Retaken from those dark, long nights I sold myself For you Is that really true? Did I sell myself for you? Surely, I did not All the repercussions are mine I sold myself For pain The pain you brought upon me, With your heartless rejection After all the years Or jubilant

Just Breathe
I’ll never forget the look on his face, the day we said goodbye. Or the sound in his voice, which had made us both cry. I didn’t see it coming, and it hit me by surprise. But I knew just what it was, when I looked into his eyes. He felt exactly as I did, and I felt like I could die. But in that final moment, when we said goodbye, He said he would not forget me, as we held each other tight. Goodbyes are not always easy, but there, they’ll always be, And now I’ll take the time to remember, and the time to Just Breathe.

I Thought You Were The One
From the day we met, to the day it was done. Out of all the people you seemed to be the one. All the time I was around you, I felt like a queen. Out of all the people, I made you my king. We smiled, we laughed You made me realize that this was a dream, and every dream dies. As time moved on, so did we. You started to change, leaving nothing for me Getting further apart more and more every day. I only have one thing to do, and that is to say...... "I got many needs but my biggest is you. I have all my dreams, but your the only one that came true." Why must you act, like you don't even care. I've given you everything, I doesn't seem fair." You will go your way, I will go mine. You made my life a diamond, but without you, I am a diamond without a shine

Why
why walk if you could run why wait if you could just go why hide if you can stand out in the open why blend in when you can stand out why be someone else when you can be you why just stand around when you can have fun why be quiet when you can be outta controll crazy why be normal when you can be weird why keep your opinions to yourself when you can make them known why let someone push u around when you can stand up for yourself why watch it rain when you can run out of play in it why hold it in when you can let it out

Love Me Because I Love You
A lost young petal Wondering souls I see the dream you seek Follow me please, if you dare. The dream is coming For you and me. I return by your side With a heart in my hand. It is like a bright fire dancing To the slow music turning. My heart as smooth as ivory Has turned to a lonely, sulfur. I retire my heart now to you, Love me bacause i love you.

Nothin At All
short lived happiness same longing pain sorrowful vengfullness oh i dream in vain do you know what you do to me? you drive my crazy *chokes* small white lies 100,000 sighs ugh bleh blah hummm hmmm? ha if thats what you want then its not worth it dont worry bout my heart, it was already broken there wasnt much but love was there then you did someting that wasnt fair my hope for a sweeter nothing is lost all that lingers in my hope is the cost loving alone isnt enough it doesnt have to be this tough cowardly claimer of my heart ripping what weve made apart laying around me in tears and shreds only small pieces and mangled threads as i go back over what you said all those bad thoughts i had in my head are coming back...and they want me dead slowly, softly, silently said, all those thoughts i now have in my head, they want me, they want me dead killed by the hands in front of my face slitting and slicing, i fall out of grace whats self inflicted is hard to u

625
Okay - so since I've had my lap top for a few weeks now...I've been using my Yahoo messanger for music {Launchcast}. Its okay..sometimes. But I really would like to get my music collection back. All my stuff was wiped off of my old pc..so I cant do it that way. Here is where you all come in..I need song suggestions. I had everything on my old computer....Right now I've got about 20 songs on here now...but thats not gonna cut it. Leave me song names, artists, bands, albums. Pretty pretty please?

Wat Love Is All About
LOVE CAUSES BROKEN HEARTS AND SOMEONES LIFE GETS TORN APART LOTS OF TEARS AND PLENTY OF DOWNS A FEELING OF LONLINESS AND ALWAYS A FROWN NEVER A LAUGH NOR A SMILE BUT ALWAYS PAIN THAT LASTS A LONG WHILE A NEVER ENDING TUNNEL WITH NO WAY OUT THATS WHAT LOVE IS ALL ABOUT

You Did It First
i guess you could say that we are fully over. but i refuse that admit it. you can walk away and stop thinking about me, but our love i wont forget it. you said good bye and turned to walk away. and lately that is all you ever do. you may say you hate me. but i will always love you. no matter wat mistakes you may make. no matter how many hearts you may break. just remember that there is still one heart that loves you. and its mine. so long ago you said good bye. and yes, it still hurts. but please remember... you broke my heart first.

Unfelt Touch
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you When you whisper such sweet love In my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me By kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know That I really do love you When the day comes and we are together You will always know and fee

How To Morph Photos
ok so im new to the photo thing and want to know how to morph photos. Can anyone help what program is good and how do you upload them i tried oneprogram and it didnt work. advise please HEEEEELLLLLLPPPPPP>..................lol

Fuckers
ICP (INSANE CLOWN POSSE) LYRICS "Who Asked You" Drank my last cup of dead body stew Paint my face, creep up and say BOO! Nobody knows what I'm about Walk around town with my guts hanging out Chewin on toes, fuckin dead hoes Bark at the moon everytime the wind blows Why do I do the things that I do? Who are you? Fuck you, and fuck Jerry Lou too Fucked your mother at the Motel 8 Fingers in her booty, strawberry shake Daddy walks in and see the sick clown Moving his butt-cheeks up and down Nate the Mack and Jump Steady Rude Boy, Regis, Kathy Lee I make rap rhymes and make quick bucks And everybody sucks my nuts, shucks Fuck Jazzy Jeff, fuck Jack Jones Fuck Jazzy Jiff Jeff Jimmy Jack Jones Why do we do the things that we do? Who the motherfuck asked you, uh? Why do we do the things that we do? Roses ain't red and violet's ain't blue Why do we do the things that we do? Wicked rhymes, wicked times, you too Never had life, always been dead Gotta metal

In Eachothers Arms
In Each Others Arms Our lips meet midst a warm embrace Arms wrapped gently around each other As our heads separate, this little kiss becomes something more You mouth reaches out once more for mine Grasping my lower lip, pulling me back in My thoughts flee, my mind swoons, my body melts I reach my arms up, grasping your neck Yours slides down to the small of my back, pulling me in closer to you I eagerly return you passionate kiss, our very soul's seeming to reach out for one another In a sudden wave of passion my lips reach for your neck Slow, delicate kisses at first Your breathing turns to short, rapid gasps My kisses become quicker as your hand glides up my back between my shoulders grasping on tightly Your head nudges mine, your lips reaching out for me My leg stretches out, encircling your waist, wrapping around your leg My hand slides down from your neck, grasping your back Moans escape our lips as we cling desperately to one another Our body's wrapped together

I Miss...
my daddy...on the 30th it will be 2 years since the accident and it feels like it happend yesterday. I never thought it would happen to us and I am so stupid for thinking that. I know he was just my stepdad but to me he was my daddy. I had 2 daddys and I wanted them both to walk me down the isle when I get married. I miss him more and more everyday.

Soft Sweet Lips
how could i ever imagine being with any one but you. you have given me the world and so much more. its been a while since i have been loved that much. it feels like its been forever since i have been kissed with those soft lips i thought i would never lose. but more to the point, it feels like an eternity since i have heard the three words that i was once so scared of. do you really mean it when you say it or is it just something you think i want to hear. if you do mean it then promise you wont hurt me. promise me that when you hold me, you wont ever let go. and promise that when do say "i love you", you mean forever and not the mier second that those words roll off your soft sweet lips

I Love You
I know I havnt known you long but, I hope you know I love you, I love you. Ive allways loved you,_____. I have allways loved you. I know I say "I love you" to easily and that the words collapse im meaning when said to many times. But no one will know what I mean by "love" as I say it to you, uless they are going through what we have, unless they are going through it right know. Never does a day go by that I dont think about you. Never does a day go bye when I dont think about you. Never does and hour pass when I dont wonder how you are, or even how you are feeling. The word "love" doesnt touch what I feel about you, for you. When I think about you _____, my heart breaks at one moment the next.When I think about you hurting, Ican barely even breathe, my chest achs so badly. I sometime wish "Just Let This All Be Over." .I LOVE YOU.

I Need You
I Need You Now My friend, I need you now- Please take me by the hand. Stand by me in my hour of need, Take time to understand. Take my hand, dear friend, And lead me from this place. Chase away my doubts and fears, Wipe the tears from off my face. Friend, I cannot stand alone. I need your hand to hold, The warmth of your gentle touch In my world that's grown so cold. Please be a friend to me And hold me day by day. Because with your loving hand in mine, I know we'll find the way.

Broken
Broken now, she looks to the ground as she walks... Silent now, she remembers all the talks... She spots a feline, quivering the rodent it stalks... Broken now, she looks to the ground as she walks... Deep pools of anguish, her eyes show her pain... Her tears are hidden, blending with the drops of rain... She looks to the night sky, her harrowing screams reign... Deep pools of anguish, her eyes show her pain... In a puddle on the ground, she sits in contemplation... Her eyes are poisoned by her tears, horrid anticipation... Her world is shattered, forlorn damnation... In a puddle on the ground, she sits in contemplation... Forsaken she goes, returns to her somber, foreboding tomorrow. She sits alone, her soaked clothes, drowning in her sorrow... She looks to the outside, pleading for, a drop of hope to borrow. Forsaken she goes, returns to her somber, foreboding tomorrow

Pain
Sometimes i don't want to live, I just want to die. I take a blade to my wrist, Slice and then i cry. I want to see myself bleed, And prove that i am real. If it means i have to die, then my life i will steal. People call me crazy, and say that i'm a nut. But if they saw through my eyes, they'd keep their damn mouths shut. I don't want to feel like this, I don't want the pain. I wanna be like everybody, i wish that i were sane. and now my wrists are bleeding, i made the cuts way too deep. i reflect on all the things i've done, and then i start to weep. i know that i am dying, the bleeding i can't stop. darkness starts closing in, and my ears begin to pop. i wish i hadn't done this, i wish i went for help. but now there is no turning back, look what i've done to myself. i wanted to commit suicide, so i guess i just gave in. but i know if i had really tried, my thoughts could never win. i try to call out for help, from my family and my friends. but i kno

This Song Is Making My Butt Wiggle...
Paralyzer by Finger Eleven hold on so nervously To me and my drink I wish it was cooling me But so far, has not been good It's been shitty And I feel awkward, as I should This club has got to be The most pretentious thing Since I thought you and me Well I am imagining A dark lit place Or your place or my place Well I'm not paralyzed But, I seem to be struck by you I want to make you move Because you're standing still If your body matches What your eyes can do You'll probably move right through Me on my way to you I hold out for one more drink Before I think I'm looking too desperately But so far has not been fun I should just stay home If one thing really means one This club will hopefully Be closed in three weeks That would be cool with me Well I'm still imagining A dark lit place Or your place or my place Well I'm not paralyzed But, I seem to be struck by you I want to make you move Because you're standing still If your body matches What

Your That Someone
I set up and stared Into the moon-lit sky Thinking of my future Remembering the old times When we would hang out And forget our problems Always moving forward With nothing to stop us I wish it was like that now Instead of me here by myself Sometimes I don't understand Why I blame everyone else Now my patience are growing thin How many years must I go on I hold all these emotions in I know somewhere out there, there's someone Now the days are in my hands And not a moment to spare A life of pure loneliness Is a thought I cannot bare Why does it all have to end When you move on Why can't we still be friends Even after you're gone I wish we were close now Instead of me here by myself Sometimes I think you don't understand Why I blame everyone else It's why my patience are growing thin And my years still going strong The reason I hold all my emotions in Because I know that you're that someone

Not Again
She thinks about it every night her best thoughts come through the dim candle light She can't erase what's already been done But knows she can stop what he's already begun He toys with her heart and screws with her mind if continues to do this He'll destroy her in time He has a girl, he claims he loves but runs back to his first trying to get what he wants making her feel like her heart could just burst Burst from the pain and the anger from the guy "she could trust" and finds that every emotion is replaced with disgust He tells her he loves her Later, he kisses and hugs her a promise to herself That she won't be drawn in again because her heart's not a toy that he can play it like a game I won't let him hurt me Not now, Not again

Loves Wrath
bleeding hearts that try to hide empty souls once whole inside love and heartbreak the only thing you cant take i hid away becasue of you my world turned black instead of blue i lost those who ever cared cant trust anyone my problems not shared fallen into a pit of doom staring at the walls of our room remember take your own path or suffer and feel loves wrath...

He Only Loves Me When He Drinks
he touches me, and hold my hand. but i know exactly what it is. its the alcohol that takes over the alcohol releases his feelings. how i know this you may ask? because he only says "i love you" when he drinks. he doesnt give me the world, he barely even trys. he never holds, or even looks in my eyes. he calls my house, but not for me. he only loves me when he drinks. he loves when he is wasted hates me when he's not. im hot when he's clean but beautiful when he's not. he only loves me when he drinks. so maybe he should stop, and maybe i can heal. but i know exactly what he thinks. "she is crazy". but isnt he the crazy one because he only loves me when he drinks!

Enough
that hug wasnt long enough if i could spend ever moment of every day in ur arms i would never have a bad one. the calls never carry enough words, becuase ever word that falls from your lips, i only wish for one more, there werent enough tears shed when you left. because i only hoped that i could look up and ur hand would wipe them away. so i have saved some tears for you to catch. i have saved some words, for the next phone call. and many more hugs for the next time i run into your arms.

Crying Over You
I dont know wat to say or even where to start but i would have never guessed u'd be the 1 to break my heart. You can walk away but i dont feel the same my love for u was true but to u it was all a game. I wish there were a way i could go back in time to hold u in my arms as if u were still mine. Please some1 tell me when this pain will go away when ill forget the past and move on to another day. A day where just for once ur face wont cross my mind i wont think of are memories ill just leave them all behind. I wont think of are good nights or the way u made me feel ill move on to some1 new some1 whos love is real. I wont miss ur arms around me holding me so tight i wont long to feel ur body press up against mine through out the night. The memory of ur kiss will finally dissapear and never again 4 u shall i shed another tear I say all this right now wishing it would be true But i know tonight i'll go to bed crying over you... :'(

No More (huge Ass) Keloid...... I Hope
HeyMost of you know or see the photos, there was this huge ass keloid on the side of my face right next to my left ear. This thing has been growing for years and I been wanting it gone for a while. But since I always was between NYC and Florida and the fact that I didn't have stable insurance, there was nothing more that could be done for it besides injecting it and hoping that it would shrink. Ya, that didn't work thus just growing.So I finally move home and apply for insurance. Speed to December and finally getting insurance. Speed to late December and I see a general doctor and getting a referral to see a dermatologist. You can see where this is going. So last thursday, I went to see the dermatologist and he says it is too big for injections, as are most of the rest of them. He schedules me for an appointment the next Wednesday (today) to see the surgeon to see what can be done for it, which leads to today.Note that my mother was with me last thursday to hear about this. Al

My Love Song
In my dreams I'm a goddess And you are a shepard Our love is the pasture But I can't put you to sleep I dream I'm a siren And you are a sailor I sing you a love song And pull you in deep So who took out the movie Right before I could hit play And made me realise This is my life I saw him from a distance Cuz he stuck out from the crowd At first we were just friends But he kept tearing me down He said he's not like the others And he won't let me get hurt But the rest had all said that Which sent up the alert

Sex
ok why is it that a women can want it 24/7 and men are the ones that are to Tired or have a headache bla bla bla bla and Us women are not suppose to Bitch about it... but wow if the shoe is on the other foot it is a sin we are suppose to be troopers and please our men anyways... Pisses me off lol... though I would Share coming froma sexualy frustrated women I guess... hope every one had a great new year

I Blog :p
OMG my BFF is someone's Fu-pet!! This site is crazy. Well im super excited now cause Im at my other home ..and im on a computer!!! Yay keyboard!! although i wish I was at Mikes on a computer... but i can shout out right now super cool!! Although im only talking with my BFF Amazon Angel/T-dog. Unfortunatly my new friend who dosnt like to blog :P lol is not online. So anyways my day was the same as usual...although I got Starbucks with Kaitlyn and got my xmas and birthday gifts woohoo!! I cant wait till Friday!! Me and my BFF our making salutes. hmm... Im also looking forward to the weekend after next cause Mike and I are going to see Cloverfield with his friend from work and his friends GF. Hmm other than that nothing much going on. Im sleepy!! See its not that hard now is it? hehe :D

Ok! Fess Up! Whodunit?
I am flattered and humbled to have received not one, but TWO FU-Valentines... One word for you: WOOHOO!!!!! I am pretty sure who sent one, but who else did such a fabulous thing for ol' T~Bear??? Or is it really "whom"? Never mind... While I have my suspicions, please confess your good deeds so I can properly thank you. While we are at it, who the heck CRUSHED me??? And why don't you tell me who you are? Or is it really "whom"? Never mind... Please 'fess up. I will be eternally grateful. Love and hugs to all. me

Why Me
I tell you, every year I tell myself that the next year will be better, and of course, I did the same thing this year. I belive that I may be jinxing myself. I told myself this year, I'm getting rid of some negative situations in my life, and I refuse to stress over things that I can not change, or have already happened. I have broken the last one, and I'm eight days into the year lol. I know I make mountain out of mole hills. I am going to make a great effort in stopping this. I have got to find something to occupy my time, so I have less time to think. FuBar is a start, but I need a hobby. One of my biggest problems I really think, is in my everyday life, I don't have anyone to talk to. I don't have any real friends who will just listen, just acquaintances that I'm not comfortable getting into what is eating me up. The amazing part is, the people I would feel comfortable talking to, tell me to see a counselor, and make no effort to sit and listen, and I find that more and m

Status Update (high Emotion Alert!)
Some of you...mebbe not a lot, but some...may have been wondering where I've been as of late... Here's the short version: Xmas eve, my laptop HD crashed. We had a power surge, and it's toast...well, it MAY be toast...but I can't use it as a regular drive. Hopefully I'll be able to save pics, flyer designs...all the important stuff. I survived the new year...and thought the new year was going to start off grand...which turned out to be the same old thing...which is exactly what I'm tired of. After having conversations with people, I've realized I haven't truly had time to heal from my emotional ordeal, which was my relationship, and I've had a lot dumped on me since then. To put it in a list form: a) my relationship ended b) my return to Canada which sparked the end of my possible relationship with someone in Arkansas c) not being able to spin live ONCE since I got back d) being single and miserable...and having my hormones go OFF the scale on a regular basis e) findi

Real Men
REAL MEN Note: All real men answer C to all of these questions. Knowing this, women will have come far in understanding men and enriching their own lives if they carefully review the C answers. 1. Alien beings from a highly advanced society visit the Earth, and you are the first human they encounter. As a token of intergalactic friendship, they present you with a small but incredibly sophisticated device that is capable of curing all disease, providing an infinite supply of clean energy, wiping out hunger and poverty, and permanently eliminating oppression and violence all over the entire Earth. You decide to: A. Present it to the President of the United States. B. Present it to the Secretary General of the United Nations. C. Take it apart. 2. As you grow older, what lost quality of your youthful life do you miss most? A. Innocence B. Idealism C. Cherry bombs 3. When is it okay to kiss another male? A. When you wish to display simple and pure affection without

Birthday
Hey everyone! I just want to thank everyone that stopped by and left birthday love for me! You guys are awesome! Very special thanks to my great friend Mello who made it such a wonderful day by being her usual self :) You are the absolute best! I hope everyone has a great 2008! It's just begun but I'd say it's off to a kick ass start! Be safe and live long!

Blank
~ Blank ~ my eyes are open but i can not see seems as tho everyone is watching me i don't want to be that girl the one who gave up so easily i don't want to be the one who questions everything i don't want to grow up misunderstood i don't want to fear the world i don't want to never understand i don't want to die alone.. the eyes pierce through me i begin to bleed but no one cares no seems to see that deep down I'm blinded I'm lost within my own insecurities I'm a child in my own world my tears are dark i feel their eyes yet i see no face everything is blank an unpainted canvas , i try so hard i want to believe but deep within i just don't have it in me no matter how hard i try i stand alone, with no one at my side so now i sit here and close my eyes pretend that I'm just not alive. i begin to tune out the eyes i being to fade into the darkness i grow more torn before i become no more.. i was the girl n

Deaths Grip
DEATHS GRIP Im choking, drowning, turning blue.. A sea of terror flowing through.. sinking fast no rope to grab darkness creeping in.. The shadowed figure outreaches his hand beckoning me to his land, wanting what is his.. Gripping me tightly drawing me near no more fight left just my fears... Single tear left behind a footprint fading fast the flame went out and the end became clear.. Drowning i did for so long now the time has come goodbye to those i never knew goodbye to those i loved goodbye to those i hated for now death is here..

Hey Guys I Am Really Trying To Win Him This Can You Please
I entered my fu hubby BIG JIMMY into a one week bombing contest that starts tonight and ends January 16th at 8 est. Could you please stop by rate and or comment him? This is his first contest and I would really like him to win the VIP or a 7 day blast. THANK YOU SO MUCH

Pre-booty Call Agreement
This pre-booty call agreement (hereinafter referred to as the "Agreement") is entered into on the _____day of __________, 2008, by_______________________, between ____________and______________. THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over - unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9 PM - we don't have shit to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" shit - only sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?) The answer is no, so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance - that is why you are called the "backup," unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement. 7. All gifts accepted - money is always good. 8. No baby talk - however, dirty talk is encouraged. 9. No asking for comparisons with former lovers - it's really

Bigger News
If you know me, then you know I have been married for about 13 years, also that my husband and I have a lot of downs in our relashionship the last.... oh 5 years... We (I) have tried to keep us together for all the wrong reasons, I mean there is love there that has never been a question... I am NOT in the business of bashing people NO matter what... So I will just say..... We have become 2 very different people going on very different paths and want very different things is our lives... Well... Anyway.... This weekend I am moving into a house with the kids... I am so VERY excited and scared at the same time... This will literally be the 1st time I have EVER lived alone, as in no roommate or a boyfriend/spouse with me, just the kids and I... I am looking forward to this part of my life, the challenge and test it will bring to show me who I really am, how strong I am and what I am capable of being a single woman/mother... I have a new house... I have a new job...

The Way Kids See It
1) NUDITY I was driving with my three young children one warm summer evening when a woman in the convertible ahead of us stood up and waved. She was stark naked! As I was reeling from the shock, I heard my 5-year- old shout from the back seat, "Mom! That lady isn't wearing a seat belt!" 2) OPINIONS On the first day of school, a first-grader handed his teacher a note from his mother. The note read, "The opinions expressed by this child are not necessarily those of his parents." 3) KETCHUP A woman was trying hard to get the ketchup out of the bottle. During her struggle the phone rang so she asked her 4-year-old daughter to answer the phone. "Mommy can't come to the phone to talk to you right now. She's hitting the bottle." 4) MORE NUDITY A little boy got lost at the YMCA and found himself in the women's locker room. When he was spotted, the room burst into shrieks, with ladies grabbing towels and running for cover. The little b

Army Dude!
A young man joined the Army and signed up to be a paratrooper. He went through the standard training, completed the practice jumps from higher and higher structures and finally went to take his first jump from an airplane. The next day he called home to tell his father the news. "So, did you jump?", asked the father. "Well, let me tell you what happened. We got up in the plane, and the sergeant opened up the door and asked for volunteers. About a dozen men got up and just walked out of the plane." "Is that when you jumped?" asked his father. "Uh, no, I didn't. The sergeant started to grab the other men one at a time and throw them out the plane." "Did you jump then?" asked his father. "I'm getting to that. Everyone else had jumped and I was the last man left on the plane. I told the sergeant that I was too scared to jump. He told me to get off the plane or he'd kick my butt." "So, did you jump?", the father again asked. "No!!! He tried to push me out of th

Poem By Steve For Me
The cat is out of the bag and I’m telling everyone! I meditated on your soul today. Searching for some hidden clues. I found myself forever changed. The cats out of the bag hun, I know the truth. You were honest with me and I didn’t listen. Told me not to bother falling in love. I thought I could handle this chance I had been given. But with one simple taste, you forever run throughout my blood. You talk about how you hate this life. Wishing you were never born. I look down deep into your eyes. Tell you it’ll be ok there are good things still in store. Anytime I become to close you leave. It feels so empty when you go away. I look for you within my dreams. Try different things to make your image fade. You leave me here and go to other guys. I sit hurt, abandoned and confused. Wondering why you have no desire to be mine. What’s so bad that I’m not good enough for you? Just when I begin to harden and give up. You return to me with loving arms. I try so

I Choose
So, come to find out the man of my dreams that I have been blogging about is in a committed relationship. I am so crushed I don't know what to do with myself. Again, another reason why I purposefully don't get involved emotionally with men. I always get hurt.. Fuckers!! I mean, how can you tell someone that you love them then turn around and go home to your wife who you say the same thing to. really i would like to know. I have never cheated and wouldnt even consider it. fuck me! so im watching dr phil..and have learned that I need to chose how my life is.. so here it is. I CHOOSE: *not to be in unhealthy relationships where i remotely feel unappreciated or used *to not date fuckers that have no respect for me *to feel good about who I am *to get in shape and eat healthy (which I am doing) *to be prosperous *to show the asses that i have dated that i am worth so much more than them I am sure that I will think of more. Im just really hurt right now and feel l

Please Help Me :)
We all have been affected by cancer in some way. Either you know someone who has it, has had it, or has had it and sadly lost their battle. Our community relay for life is May 2-3, 2008. My personal fundraising goal is $500. I ask you kindly if you would like to donate. Together, we can find a cure for cancer. (Last year, I had someone email me and actually got mad. However. Look, if you want to spend 100 for a happy hour, Go ahead.. If you want to spend 20 dollars for a VIP, Go ahead, but all I am asking for is $10. And to know that that 10 dollars may and will help save a life, now to me, that in it's self is priceless.) To go to my personal ACS donation page, please go to this link.. http://main.acsevents.org/goto/aprilt Thanks, April

Dear Alcohol
First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around at the holidays, hidden inside chocolates, as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big Italian meatball an

It's Official
Wally world has pissed me off. Apparently I'm not good enough to move up where I am, no matter how hard I try, so if I can't move up somewhere else in the company, I'm moving on. My give a f*ck took a hike.

I Love... I Hate..! A Rant!
I love sharing a nice dinner with a woman. There is nothing better than sharing company with a good looking girl over some good grub. I hate taking girls to dinner. You ordered the most expensive thing on the menu...EAT IT! It's not a science project you poke around with your fork, its food, expensive food that you told not only the waiter, but my wallet you wanted to eat. Ordering it doesn't make you cool unless you pay for it. I am paying for it and the only thing that will make you cool to me is if you down it. I love drinking I hate drinking I love golf. It's green, pretty, and quiet. I love smoking a cigar, drinking a screw driver, and chatting it up with my boys while hitting the links. I fucking hate golf. The fucking pin was 30 feet away before my last chip and now its 45 feet away. You call this stress relief? GET IN THE FUCKING HOLE!!!! I love this part of a woman and what it does to my pants. (Ass)

Holy Sh*t !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
These people have spent alot of time rating me the last 2 days pleaseeeeeeeeeee go at the very least add and fan them. If you helped and weren't listed please let me know. Im extremely sorry if I missed anyone. the bar tap only goes back so far.Let me know and I will add you to this list since I can edit it. Thank you so much everyone listed below. I will return the love but please give me time since there are so many of you. HUGSSSSS and KISSESSSSSSSS TO EACH ONE OF YOU thank you so much for taking time out of your day to help me. LUB YA Bass Tracker---- :) MEMBER OF HOTTIES R US :) ---@ fubar Jwax@ fubar Krysta@ fubar Reverend Mace@ fubar Unforgiven~&~Forsaken@ fubar McPookie@ fubar ~~*~~* Lovely Eyes *~~*~~@ fubar ~Silver Diamond~I'm All the Things in Your Dark That Hide@ fubar jr69@ fubar toesnot@ fubar

010908 Fluffy Starr Blog
PHOTO Here's one of the very last photos of 2007. Not NYE, but I think a day or two before it, at some lousy pub my friends keep going to. No, that is not my beer nearby. Yuck! I was waiting for my Cosmo... Just about to take a batch of CD's to the post office. Just so you know, not Fiends, but more friends and lurkers, I will continue to sign the CD's if you request it. People want it, so I'm happy to keep doing it. But I am warning you, I have lousy 5 year old's penmanship. Always have, always will. But if you want my scribble inside the sleeve, then ask for it, and I shall scribble!!! Either way, BUY THIS CD! Mama needs new high heels. It sounds like nothing else. You'll see. YOU'LL LOVE IT. Have a lovely day, all. The tiniest hint of sun is peeking through the thick dark cloud cover here. It's very shocking to see it. Ah, Vancouver weather. You'd think we'd all be used to it by now. I still think it's a great place to live. I'm a true Vancouverite through and through. Su

Wtf?!
How dare you make me feel so bad? When It was you who left And made ME so sad? How dare you put the blame on me? Were you really that blind? Did you really not see? You were my heart My soul, my king I'd have given up my world for you My life, my everything Yet you say that I hurt You? So tell me please What did I do? I'm sorry for nothing Which is all I did do And to this day I still love you

Don’t Cry For Me
I start to cry as I realize the truth, The days pass us by from young in our youth. To the quiets days if us being wise in our years, It all starts in the cradle strong without fears. Then when we become invincible to this world, The young teens get a taste of reality by young girls. I can look into your eyes seeing the light slowly fading, Knowing the words may be my last so I start debating. Wanting the truth to unfold but not wanting to hurt you, Trying to find some way to let your heart know what’s true. Telling you that your 19 year old daughter is a soon to be mom, Isn’t how i want you to see me but you win some you lose some. Tears fall with the time slowly slipping away, Trying to keep you here isn’t right so I’ll tell you all I have to say. The next world will be better for you no more pain, But knowing grandma went the same way hurts all over again. I regret everything I ever did to you, The pain, the fights, every stupid thing I put you throu

Be Careful Meeting People
This week I did something really stupid. I felt so bad because I had found out that my SO of 12 years had cheated on me. I had been talking to DarWel2003 user #1447895 on fubar for a few weeks. We talked on the phone. He lived 45-60 minutes from me. He wanted to meet me. So stupid me went there to meet him. Here is what can happen to you. Realistically it can happen to you no matter how you meet someone. And it really doesn't matter how it happened. BECAUSE IT DID HAPPEN! PICTURES DON'T LIE! Just take this as a piece of advice! Updated: I think I need to explain a bit more. No, I did not file charges because I was ashamed. No, he didn't strike me. Regardless, you can see what happened, it is what you don't see that lingers. I really truly don't think he believes he did anything wrong. He never saw the tears or heard the phone calls I made. I was afraid to drive because I had been drinking. I got maybe an hour of sleep before he had me shower and he washed my hair. I have

Perv. This!!!!!!!
Ok! So, I finally posted 4, YES, count em FOUR, Salutes! Plus along with that came, ummm, how should I say, Ummm Hmmmm 2NSFW pics! But, NSFW is for family ONLY!!! I figured, hey, im gonna post a freakin Salute, Might as well join the crowd an BAM, do it to it!! LOL ENJOY!! So since Theres some new pics an salutes, If ur not family, Rate/Comment ALL my pics to be added!! Send a message when ur done! Thx If ur reading this, an ur neither fan/friend or family, Do the same as above to get entry, Rate/Comment ALL my pics to be added!! Send a message when ur done! Thx

Blank
my eyes are open but i can not see seems as tho everyone is watching me i don't want to be that girl the one who gave up so easily i don't want to be the one who questions everything i don't want to grow up misunderstood i don't want to fear the world i don't want to never understand i don't want to die alone.. the eyes pierce through me i begin to bleed but no one cares no seems to see that deep down I'm blinded I'm lost within my own insecurities I'm a child in my own world my tears are dark i feel their eyes yet i see no face everything is blank an unpainted canvas , i try so hard i want to believe but deep within i just don't have it in me no matter how hard i try i stand alone, with no one at my side so now i sit here and close my eyes pretend that I'm just not alive. i begin to tune out the eyes i being to fade into the darkness i grow more torn before i become no more.. i was the girl now i am nothin

The God I Am:
Thor Even before the Viking era, this dashing redhead was fighting giants with his all powerful Mjolnir or hammer up in Asgard. He has a fashionable belt and iron gloves which give him superhero strengths, so he can protect the people.

You Made Me Cry
You made me cry You tore me apart You left me in tears You shattered my heart It wasn't your fault I guess it was me For love can't be forced Perhaps we weren't meant to be It still doesn't help Now that I know Because for some reason My heart won't let go I've tried more than once To get over you But you make it so hard With cute things that you do I thought love was joy But I've got nothing to gain Just sorrow, tears And a little more pain The day the pain started Reality came too It was the day that I realized I'll never be with you

What Do I Do
OK SO MY BOYFRIEND JOSH HAS A FRIEND FROM AUSSIE OVER AT HIS HOUSE AND HES IN GA AND IM IN AL AND IM SORTA JELOUS FOR THE SIMPLE FACT IM NOT THERE ....DOES THIS MAKE ME A BAD PERSON OR SOMETHING BECAUSE IM JELOUS...IM SO JELOUS I WANNA SCREAM AND FUCKING CRY I DONT KNOW WHY IM JELOUS I HAVE NEVER BEEN THIS JELOUS BUT I LOVE JOSH ALOT AND I JUST WANNA KNOW IF IM BEING SELFISH??

Tonight
Tonight will be the last night. The last night I will relive our last time together. Tonight will be the last night that I beg God to send you back to me. The last night that I will criticize myself for not being what you wanted. Tonight will be the last night that I wonder how you are.What you are doing and who you are with. The last night I will torment myself of thoughts of you in another's arms. Tonight will be the last night I wonder why you are unable to love me. The last night that I will think of myself as "unlovable." Tonight will be the last time I cry like a wounded animal till I fall asleep. The last night that I toss and turn with thoughts of you. Tonight I will free myself of you. YOU who turned and walked away without so much as a glance. Tonight I let you go...

How Did You Weather The Storms?
Some of us here in the U.S. have been gifted with experiencing some pretty wild storms and weather. Put simply, the weather patterns are acting like it's spring. It was 70 degrees here yesterday. My heat has been off for three days and my windows have been open (except when my husband has closed them). And yesterday the warm front passed and the cold front came in. That's where the all the storms and tornadoes are, where the two fronts meet. We fared well, the house smells like rain, and yeah it's dropped to almost below sixty, and the wind keeps blowing in and making all the papers in my room flutter, but it's January and I have my windows open! (And I'm not crazy!) The bad news is that the roof sprung a leak in our room (it's not bad, but it is a leak)and instead of hitting my word count goal all nice and early I had to rearrange the room so that I could put a bucket under the leak instead of having the bed under the leak. I rather like the new layout, even if I don't have

In Case Anyones Wondering?
i got my first official stalker from fubar so my pic and staus are for the fatboy hiding in cali......anyone who knows me, knows me better but hes managed to, along with his undwearband, stretch me to my limits......sorry for not bein me but sometimes ya gotta break it down for the mentally challenged.....im not callin him "fatboy" cause im mean.... i call him this beacuse i "care"....and I'm NOT makin fun of the "mentally challenged"....just stupid people....LOL..anyways my pic will be back to normal soon enuff...lol hope were alll havin a FANTASTIC week...

Tears
Tears are falling from my eyes, as I sit and cry at night. Blood is dripping from my heart, as I try to write. I have so much pain, I'm hurt a lot, I can't explain all this, I'm just falling apart. No one understands, I don't know where to start and I don't know where to end. Love hurts so much, like a thousand stabbing knives, especially when you have all this pain, that you wish you could deny. I'm so sore right now, my heart is racing fast, you told me love is happy but now I am sitting here with all this pain, I don't understand. I wish U can kiss them all away but no matter how much I try to forget this pain...I cant cause my heart is telling me, the only one who can take the pain away is the same person who gave it to you

Keep Your Fork
Keep Your Fork There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live. So as she was getting her things "in order," she contacted her pastor and had him come to her house to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes. She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in. Everything was in order and the pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her. "There's one more thing," she said excitedly. "What's that?" came the pastor's reply. "This is very important," the young woman continued. "I want to be buried with a fork in my right hand." The pastor stood looking at the young woman, not knowing quite what to say. "That surprises you, doesn't it?" the young woman asked. "Well, to be honest, I'm puzzled by the request," said the pastor. The young woman explained. "My grand

Cleaning Out The Cobwebs
Ok its time to clean out my head again to much stuff is building up again. Fitst off Im not showing you my nudes just coz you said hey to me or rated me a 10 it takes a bit more then that. Second off if if I do let you see my nudes please dont leave tasteless commnets! If you do i will delate them no qustions. Unless I flirt with you please dont fill my shout box with Perverted comments I will just ignore you and you will be blocked. This is the only warning you will get. after that dont try and bother me again you will just susscced it piss me off and then I will send My bombing family after you and thats just that. NEXT Topic Dont just friends request me just for my pix. get to knoe me then ask Shit like that pissed me off and Im not going to deal with it I wil just ignore it and go about my bussness. With that a

Lonely And Blue...
Lonely and blue, Missing you. Lonely and blue, I don't know what to do. I thought I had seen the light, Thought it might be right. I tried with all my might, But now it doesn't look so bright. Don't know what to do, Feelin' so lonely and blue. Thought there would be two, But now I just miss you. Wanna go but need to stay, Maybe tomorrow will be a better day. I try to stay away, But miss you more each passing day. Wish you were here, To hold me my dear. You put the wind in my sail, But I guess, only time will tell. So lonely and blue, I just don't know what to do. So lonely and blue, I'm just missing you. ~ Sadie Grace ~

From A Fallen Flower
a heart shaped box little and light a dozen red petals two sprigs of white pain and love both symbolized the beauty of death is realized twelve young roses early in their life a gift of them was made to your future wife a petal from each my tears did reach and so i have them here though innocence is long betrayed it too inside my box i layed from a bouquet withered and dead from a fallen flower into a terra cotta bed

Burn
everything i try is crash, burn, boom everything within me will be black, burned, soon everything i touch hits the flame, burn, smoke everything i felt for you is now struggle, burn, choke everything cries out to you like fire burns hot everything about me needs you to the bottom,burn,top this is me missing you like air burns thick yet everything about you makes me feel,burn,sick

Stay
I don't want to hear that your going I've never felt like this before I thought that you would be my friend I don't want to be left anymore. You told me that you loved me It was stupid of me to believe We're too young to feel that way But i never thought that you would leave. You changed my life around I cant turn back the clock I wouldn't ever want to hurt you I need you to be my rock. I can't deleted you from my life I think about you every day But i cant make you like me again All i can say is, wont you please stay?

Falling Apart
My love is not enough for you You have yet to say so But I fear it's true You questioned again how I feel I don't know what to say Or how to prove it's real I told you no one could break us apart Yet you still sit there And question my heart I hate that you doubt me The pain I can't take But I can't make you believe I'm sorry for giving you my all It doesn't seem to do any good And maybe tonight apart we fall

My Grim Reaper
An abstract angel Cynical as sin She said she was sent to kill me But still I let her in She sat down on my table Feet propped up on my couch She asked me for some whiskey Then told me not to slouch I asked if god had sent her Her laugh was filled with mirth She said she'd never met him And was no angel by birth This angel, my assassin Hired by my man Sipped slowly on my whiskey Then took me by the hand She slipped the knife in quickly She helped me to lay down That's all I can remember Now I'm six feet underground

Sullivan
dead at seventeen too young to have shined so bright a love we silently shared not long enough to realize how little i knew my mike you rocked my exsistance turned my world upside down gone in an instant doctors proclamation self inflicted gunshot wound to the head they said you had my candles burning strawberry scented shrooms maybe you thought of me you were a goth, rocker, model, genius, friend,loser, youre dead yet youre still my sullivan

Storm
As I sit here, in my room, all alone I think of past loves, that I've known Like a storm it brews inside my mind The scars it leaves, the pain inside Let me tell you of the fateful storm, that led my heart to disbelieve The storm that left me afraid and scared, although it's a storm I no longer grieve It started with the clouds, that darken the sky, high about your head You think it's going to pass You think it will blow over But the intensity grows instead Lightening comes like a truth or a lie, and you know it won't stop So you start to cry You try to hide from the thunder of anger, like the wind you can feel the rage Then the rain comes down, you start to lose hope like the fog you start to fade Then all that's left is the damage it's done So in your soul, is where the wounds have begun Your life moves on when the storm is gone But your soul is still wounded inside So that's my tale, so sad but true, of why I find it so hard to believe Your

Updates & Changes...
...hey everyone. Just a quick update...well, I've been mad quiet latley and well, partly recovery from my amazing New Year's jaunt with Ms Chelle Chelle, and then having to work like crazy since I've been back...blah.. ..but anyways, back to the issue @ hand... ...people looking for the blow ups and fakes will still find them here, and after a week or so I'll also be adding them to the two new blogs I have called Fubar Fakes Exposed and Classic Fubar Blow Ups. Seems like alot of people have a hard time finding something when I'm referring to it out there on the boards or in messages, so I'll just make it easier for everyone to come back to to reference by posting them there also after the inital shock and drama wave subsides..lol.. ...anyways, on the future docket will be the issue of the mass resets, people still supporting kiddie watchers, cheaters and such, a ton of fakes running wild here on fu (aka the Stilletto Girls and well, you know who else..lol).. ..more of the same real

To Friends And Family Most Read
Tomorrow at 7:30 am I'm go for MRI cause doctor said there may be a chance I have pituitary tumor.If I do the risk having took out could very kill me.I need all your prays that don't found any thing wrong.Believe me it hard on my mom and my family having to be told there is a chance of it.I been living growth hormone def. since was 4 years and 3 years ago I told it's killing me.Now this sh*t piled on me. Plus to pray for ladymoose who granddaughter who passed away 1/7/08 too she is a good woman her granddaughter she was 1 Years old.I'm sorry for lose she was god gift from heaven and now is she in heaven watching over us.

My Car Is Totaled
The day after Christmas I was hit broadside on the drivers door in my car. I spun-out counter clock-wise and then slammed read-end first into a light pole across the street. I ended-up facing the opposite direction I had been going. A real double whammy, whip-lash-wise. The guy who hit me was driving a small low profile car thank The Goddess! An '04 Crossfire. He ruined my car completely and his whole front end and popped his hood. I'm whiplashed but that's ALL except a few brusies! My seat belt and my car saved me. Damn good car! I've been seeing the Chiropractor three times a week ever since...My hips and lower back and my neck and shoulders are hurting still. Today was the first time I've seen my car since the accident. So I took these pictures and kissed it a fond farewell. I'm really going to miss that car, it held a lot of good memories of Gus and I together... I bought that car new in 1994 and put one hundred and forty some miles on it. It was a great little c

Motherboard Died!!
Just letting everyone know that I will not be on Fubar for a few...my motherboard died on me last night so I had to order a new one with a CPU and heat sink fan. As soon as it comes in and get my PC brought back to life I will be back. So leave me some love while I am not here.

Different Types Of Sex
The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. * This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. * This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so needy you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. * This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex * This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you." The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex, * Which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night.(Very Popular) The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex. * This is when you cannot stand your wife any more. She takes you to court and screws you in front of everyo

Training
Well i've been down here in Georgia for a few days now. Training is extensive to this point. Hours of class time and hands-on, not to mention all the homework. Things are going well though. Only five more days and then the nice long 990 miles trip back home. Well the company says it's only 872 miles. Who are you gong to believe?

Please Keep My Ex And Friend In Your Prayers
Please keep this great young man in your prayers and pray for his brother. He is in need of support. His brother was in a car crash and he does not know how exactly he is doing. Please pray for this family in their time of need. Below is my friends profile. Thanks once again. wickedninja with fangs@ fubar

V.i.p Contest
I AM IN A V.I.P CONTEST AND I NEED 14,500 COMMENT'S TO GET MY FIRST V.I.P AND I WOULD BE VERY HAPPY IF SOME OF MY FRIENDS COULD COME BY AND LEAVE ME A COUPLE OF COMMENT'S ,AND IF YOU EVER NEED HELP IN A CONTEST ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS MESSAGE ME AND LET ME KNOW .I WOULD BE MORE THEN HAPPY TO HELP YOU SO COME BY AND SHOW SOME LOVE ... THANK YOU SO MUCH MUCH LOVE TO THE PEOPLE WHO DO HELP...

The Preacher And His Donkey
A preacher wanted to raise money for his church and on being told that there was a fortune in horse racing, decided to purchase one and enter it in the races. However at the local auction, the going price for horses was so high that he ended up buying a donkey instead. He figured that since he had it, he might as well go ahead and enter it in the races. To his surprise, the donkey came in third! The next day the local paper carried this headline: PREACHER'S ASS SHOWS The preacher was so pleased with the donkey that he entered it in the race again, and this time it won. The paper read: PREACHER'S ASS OUT IN FRONT The Bishop was so upset with this kind of publicity that he ordered the preacher not to enter the donkey in another race. The paper headline read: BISHOP SCRATCHES PREACHER'S ASS This was too much for the Bishop, so he ordered the preacher to get rid of the donkey. The preacher decided to give it to a nun in a nearby convent. The paper headline the

Dj Logan Rockin Afershock Click Below Come See
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When People Can't Let Things Alone
Yeah..............where do I begin? Ya know, it's been over 2 years now since my wife walked out on me and my kids, and people can't leave it alone. I am finally getting the divorce at tax time, and today at work, I heard the best one yet. Supposedly, my soon to be ex-wife, is sick of her boyfriend (my ex best friend) and wants to come back to me. Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha......................I don't fuckin think so! Did I mention a divorce? I want that. I don't want her back, not now, not ever. This is a woman that could be run over tomorrow and I'd be celebrating, so why would I take her back? Oy, why can't people just let it go...............I have, time for the rest of the world to do so as well. I'm done........................

Loveless Rhyme.
Sitting here wishin, I didn't feel like a mortition. Please, just sit and listen, or stand and watch, So i'm not alone as I pick up the pieces. Be with me till the war ceases. Rest on my shoulder, i'll be your protection. Just stay with me, and we'll both learn a lesson. All is fair in love and war, still I'd rather be shot. Than have yet another walk out the door. Love isn't something I can take anymore. It's like a drug, i'm trying to kick. Cause the detox is something that sticks. The only cure is yet another dose, We all wait, to become comatose. Still its not that fact that my heart is broke. It's just that I can't believe it's not healed. I couldn't even start to explain how I feel. So I just wear a mask, and act like i'm real. Then I see a needle, just a quick fix. Push into my vein, not knowing after it's gone.. I will always feel the pain. Just another mistake, playing a game.. Fact is, it's way to high stakes. None of us go all in, we just throw a cou

Meditation For January 9
I will have faith, no matter what may befall me. I will be patient, even in the midst of troubles. I will not fear the strain of life, because I believe that God knows just what I can bear. I will look to the future with confidence. I know that God will not ask me to bear anything that could overcome or destroy me.

Microsoft Extends Reach Of Media Center
Ed Bott Windows and a whole lot more Subscribe Alerts Bio Mobile Pick a blog category Apple CES 2007 Digital media Firefox Hardware Image Galleries Internet Explorer Licensing Linux Microsoft Microsoft Office Security Tips Uncategorized Vista Mailbag Vista Mythbusters WGA Windows 9X/Me Windows Home Server Windows Vista Windows XP January 9th, 2008 Microsoft extends the reach of Media Center Posted by Ed Bott @ 5:18 pm Categories: Windows Vista, Digital media Tags: D-Link Systems, Box, Hewlett-Packard Co., Media Center PC, Microsoft Windows Vista, Microsoft Corp., DMA2100, DMA2200, Extender Technology, Microsoft Windows Vista (Longhorn), Media Center PCs, Microsoft Windows, Operating Systems, Software, Personal Technology, Home Entertainment, Ed Bott In Focus » See more posts on: CES TalkBack Share Digg Del.ico.us Sphere Blog This Print Email Recommend Don't Recommend +11 It’s no secret that part of Microsoft’s marketing plan for Windows Vista was to push sales of i

One True Love
One true love You are my one true love. I have search an entire life time for you. Then one day, you say hello. Then I knew, you were true. My Heart had walls built high. You dropped those walls with three simply words. I Love You... Then I knew, you were true. I'm glad we found each other. To share what only comes along once in a lifetime. One True Love!!!! By: Renee

Booo Starbucks
Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some of it to the troops there. Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. > So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by buying any of their products! I feel we should get this out in the open.I know this war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the ground fighting street -to-street and house-to-house. > If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can discard it and no one will never know. > Thanks very much for your support. I know you'll all be there again when I deploy once more. > Semper Fidelis. > Sgt. Howard C. Wright > 1st Force Recon Co > 1st Plt PLT > PLEASE DON'T DELE

Must Read...kingdom Rules~
First let me start off by saying thank you for choosing to bomb with The Kingdom Of The Wolve's . We are happy to have all new comer's and hope you All have fun bombing with the Kingdom Of Wolve's ...I might add here you might find a few of my rules a little strange or unfair but I assure you there are very good reason's behind each and every one of them and may have more added as time goes on. Please make sure you read them carefully and if you have any question's no matter how big or small you can talk to your leader. List Of Rule's 1.) NO bad mouthing any other bomber..If you have a problem with any other bomber from any platoon please speak with me ( Witoak )..Do NOT try to handel it your self.. 2.) You can NOT do more than one contest a month..We will rotate turn's and each person will have a turn to be in them..Remember a lot of bomber's burn out from too many contest's..If you feel you really want to be in one and it isn't your turn talk with another bomber to change

Long Time No Post
Well been quite some time since I have written or had the time/health to be on FUBAR really over the past few months, but wanted to keep folks posted (ie: those who are close to me here because I am going to probably be out of touch for a month or more.) Financial/work situations have me in a drothers resulting in me having to cut corners and costs and thusly loosing my internet service in the next day or so.... Which is not to say I wont have the ability to check in from time to time from the library etc, but just so folks don't feel I'm being disrespectful. Hope everyone has a good new year as I know mine has to be better than the past 6 months or so. Take care all. Hugs from both Lizzie and I.

Looking For Fu Husband...
Okay i'm gonna make this somewhat short and sweet.. lol I'm looking for my very first fubar husband.. So take a number and have a seat at SourApples waiting room.. If you would like to be my fu husband leave me a message telling me why i should fu marry you.. and i'll pick in the next few days.. Have Funn Thank You Sour Apple

A Gift
A Gift by Wymoran She was waiting by the door like she always did. She wore black silk stockings with seams, a black lace garter-belt, and black ballet heels that strapped up her legs almost to her knees. The black went well with her coloring, lighting her pale Castilian Spanish skin almost to a glow and it matched her long glorious hair that fell in waves to just above her ass. Her eyes were emerald green and the only makeup she wore was the crimson lipstick that she knew he loved. She did wear jewelry though. He insisted on that. Four carat emeralds in her ears in platinum and a three strand black pearl choker that had the jet cameo of a kneeling woman on it. His collar. He came in at his usual time and she helped him pull of his suit jacket and hung it in the closet before taking his briefcase and carrying it to his office. Then she met him in the living room and knelt in front of his recliner after pouring him a double of the forty year old Islay scotch that he also love

A Night To Remember
A Night To Remember It was a dark and stormy night and Ted and Georgette were finally alone. It had been one of these days that seemed never to end -- one crisis after another. With all the fires extinguished to was time to start one of their own. Ted and Georgette had been married for 15 years. It was a wonderful marriage with two wonderful (at least they thought so) children, a nice house, (as those things were measured), and two psychotic cats (are there any other type?). Even after 15 years their love life was wonderfully fulfilling. However, something happened this night that they would be talking about for some time to come. Ted had a plan. It was Saturday Night after all and the kids were staying with friends. They were alone and Ted was determined to do what two married people are supposed to do when they are alone (and it was NOT pay the bills). He and Georgette settled into their bed and she snuggled up to Ted. She loved the way she fit in the crook of his arm and

Restless Knights.
No sleep, starts to play tricks with your mind. It's like being alive, but can't find the time. Headaches all the while, it even hearts to smile. You know what causes the insomnia, Ya can't heal things that can't be fixed. So I'm caught up in this mix. Nothing I can do, nothing I can plead, So I stand here on my weak knees. Wondering when sleep will swallow me. Wishing to be carried to my dreams, Even when my eyes are shut, I hear screams. Nightmares, they are like a disease. Never wanna sleep, these sheets like a prison. Without the bars, can't believe how i'm livin. Still I'm stuck and I can't get to far. The only thing that will take it away, Has been took away, like a theif in the night. So here I am again, alone, fighting this fight. Just wish I didn't have all these restless nights.

Awwwww!
My mom found a blog about plus size dating and typed this about me! Awww!!!! I'm not in the dating game but I have a 22 yr. old daughter who is NOT ONLY ,plus size but is DROP-DEAD Gorgeous.I've seen men(and women) walk across a room to say hello and break their necks to get a better look and then SMILE,sometimes at her,sometimes to themselves. I think it's all in the way a woman carries herself,whether she be *weighty* or not. If you aren't happy with yourself,an insightful person will see this.They'll either care enough to find out *why* or they'll be shallow enough to Run like hell. Sometime's all it takes is a few kind words or a great big smile to lift someone out of that dark hole. B E E N T H E R E D O N E T H A T !

A Poem About Me
Looking for some fun on the internets. Hoping to meet some people, I have no regrets. People are interesting, and funny to boot. I'm really fun to talk to. The point is never moot I like to read and write a few things. I like play games I don't carry any blings Women say I'm nice, cute, and wild in the sack. What can I say it's just a nack I sing in the car, I dance in the rain. I do take karate so I say "bring the pain" People who meet me are so glad to be near. I'm a great person, that's what you'll hear. All I can say is I meet some people in person. Online chat is only going to worsen, as I prefer face to face chats with an actuall person My rymning is going to stop there, because I can't think of anything else. Drop me a line

Help Me Level For My 1 Year Anniversary!!!
Hey everyone!! My 1 year anniversary on Fubar is coming up on the 29th of January!! I would really like to be my next level by then. Help me get to Rockstar by Jan 29th please!! I will return the love!! And don't forget to go check out my sweety and help him level a little bit Please Repost!!!

Modern Day Pen Pals
Ok, so for those of you old enough to remember Pen and paper; you may remember the day when you would write a letter, to a friend, a family member or if so inclined a friend from far, far, away. The Pen Pal! Remember grade school, I think like, 4th grade when the teacher would come in and say today we are going to pick a pen pal from whatever country.... the two of you would right a couple of times or more and exchange information... It was a way for you to learn to write the english language and the pen pal to learn to read and write in english. It was so much fun! You felt so special. My first pen pal was from Greece, he was very nice and we wrote to each other several times. you would get so excited when you would receive the letter and know it was something special from across the world... some pen pals for some were from just across state lines or just different cultures right in your own community... Pen pals were people just different from you that you loved to hear from that

My A7x Story Please Read I Wrote(not Done Yet)
As soon as she opened the door all she saw was a mountian of Jack Danial and Crown Royal bottles sitting on the table that had been sitting there for weeks now "Matthew, hunnie where are you" yelled Bella as she threw her keys on the table. "hunnie" she called again as she begain to walk down the hallway, she came to the door of the bedroom her and Matthew share. she slowly opened to door to find Matthew sitting on the floor like usally, today he had a Crown Royal bottle in one hand and a scrapebook in his lap. Bella went and sat next to her husband and looked up at him and watched as he flipped through the scrapbook..for a few moments there was just silenece and then "do you remember this day" Matthew asked handing Bella a photo, It was a photo of Bella and Matthew in highschool..they were sitting on the bleachers after a football game and Bella was sitting on Matthews lap wearing his jacket.."yeah I remember that day, I think it was April 5th, it was right after our high school won t

Pls Come Join Our Family
Are you tired of your family you are in now not help you in contest and are looking for a new family to join. Well you found it in our family. We are looking for new members to our family. Come join our family if you are seriously want to help in bombing in contest. When you add us as a friends make sure in the request section that you lets us know you are wanting to join the Family. If you need the help We have great owners and other family members that will be more then happy to help you out. WE ALL LOVE TO WIN AND THAT IS WHAT WE ARE HERE FOR!!! SO DONT BE SHY COME JOIN A NEW AND GROWING FAMILY!!!! The Family's Home page Military Family Bombers Home Page~Looking For New Family Members~@ fubar The owner Military Supporter{~Owner of Military Family Bombers~} Proud Co-Owner @ Pills lounge@ fubar The Co-Owners ~ChRiStIne~ Co Owner and Managment Of the Military Bombers~Fubar Wife to Frogman Tattoo~@ fubar brïTTÅny§ÐÅÐÐy2003~fühübbyTØbrïTTÅny§mØmmy1303~ { co-owner o

World~cruise~202
♫♪♫ ♫♪♫ if you have any ideas for some cool upbeat catchy songs to go here, please let me know thanks! ;o) Hello ladies and gentlemen, this is your Captain speaking. Welcome aboard The Fubar World Cruise, where you can get more friends, fans, page rates and fu gifts when you join, as well as have a party and loads of fun. We have 202 members (20 crew and 182 passengers) on the cruise so far wooohooo ;o) Sorry for no update for a couple of days but I haven't been very sociable since my account got reset to zero, so i lost over 17 million points and nearly 9 million fubucks. I'm back to my normal cheerful self again now lol thanks to the support of some wonderful friends that I have on here, so the cruise will set sail again woohooo lol ;o) If you want to join in the fun, then click here to go to the blog, read the rules and start to rate, fan and add the crew. There is a link for the passenger list at the bottom of that blog.

To All My Lady Friends
I asked God for Shelter, He gave me a home. I asked God for Wisdom, He gave me Knowledge. I asked God for Health, He gave me Medicine. I asked God For Beauty, He gave me Nature. I asked God for Beautiful Skies, He made them all Blue. Then I asked God for a Miracle, That was when God Created You.

What Id Like
id like to say that im happy about my current situation but im not. im not happy that i get to wake up alone everyday, im not happy that i have to move.im not happy.everyone one at work always asks me why im so happy and everytime i say im not its fake.why can i fake so well for them and not for my self. i just want to be happy

Relationships
Most times, words, actions and simple glances never do justice when you’re trying to figure out how much someone feels about you. They could give you the world, tell you the world and show you the world at a glance. Look, understand, care, and try. Look deep into their eyes see their soul, see their heart; understand the efforts, understand their feelings; care for what they do, care for them; try to understand, try to return what has been given in words, actions, and looks. It’s love, It’s caring, It’s beauty…

Death Of A Very Good Friend
David Clayton Moore, 54, Glenwood Court, Cynthiana, died Monday, Jan. 7, 2008, at Harrison Memorial Hospital. Born in Harrison County, Oct. 3, 1953, to the late Jesse Clayton and Norma Jean Frederick Moore, he was a truck driver, a member of several civil war reenactments and past chairman of the Battle of Cynthiana. He is survived by his wife, Nancy S. Moore; a son, David Clayton (Jennifer) Moore, II; a daughter, Veda Lynn (James) Moore; a sister, Pamela Jean (Howard P. Jr.) Sosbe; all of Harrison County; grandchildren, Ethan, Carl, Reed, Breanna, Jana and Shanna; a nephew, John Milton Sosbe and several other nieces and nephews. Funeral services will be conducted 2 p.m. Thursday, Jan. 10, 2007 at Ware Funeral Home by Bro. Mike Jones. Visitation will be from 5-9 p.m. Wednesday. Burial will be in Beaver Baptist Cemetery. Memorial contributions may be made to the A Keller Civil War Battlefield Preservation Fund.

When You Became My Wife
Verse 1 You were dressed in black lace, a smile on your face, as you watched me walk through the door, A bottle of white wine on the stand, two glasses in your hand, as I made my way across the floor, No words were required, just actions desired, so we performed each one to a tee, When this all began, you were just a friend, but over time you became so much more to me, Verse 2 It's a rule of thumb, that the body goes numb, as love executes the chase, But baby how i feel, this loves as real, as our very first embrace, Eleven years have passed, love outlasts the sorrow, and I can see us remeniscin on eleven more years, in the mirrors of tomorrow CHORUS: You became my lover, the keeper of my soul / you found what was empty, filled it -n- made me whole / the constructor of my happiness, a foundation for my life / you became all these things when you became my wife. ---Robert Markle---

Day 3
Another successful day in the shop. I got the entire rear axle, rear suspension, and brakes off in one shot. Surprising, only two bolts broke in the process. A quick pressure wash and I removed the fifty years of build up off the whole assembly. Tomorrow, I'll good through, inspect all the parts, and give them a quick paint job. I've already ordered all new bushings for the spring hangers, sway bar links, and new axle straps. The shocks are being measured and new ones are on order. In the mean time, it's hurry up and wait for the parts to come in. If they don't come in within the next few days, I'll hang the assembly up temporarily, to get the chassis off the lift (got some other projects too ya know). Anyways, a heat job to the busted bolts and they both came out without a fight. I switched my attention to the front suspension. The R/F is gone. Only a few parts survived the crash, and even they are subject to a very close inspection to ensure their quality. At this point

Brokeback Mont. Review (not Nice, But Just Me)
Son of a Bitch. I get home and settle down and flick on the tube and happen to catch a cowboy movie. I shudda known! now i start where the blonde queers wife catches him kissing his queer cowboy lover. I an't no homophobe so fuck it, i am watching it now. I got some observations. Queer cowboys drive Fords! they also have sideburns and fat father in laws. I recon the dark hair one is the catcher, cause he goes to mexico to get some. now if your the pitcher and are thirsty for ass i just assume you'd shit in your hand and jerk off. Now there are titties in the movie, so i gotta say thumbs up to that. God damn i hope i don't see no pee pee though! the sound track is great. if i buy it and y'all see it in my truck, now don't think your goin to stick me, i an't a queer cowboy but a hillbilly. see cowboys ride horses, hillbilly's let fat chicks ride them! oh now they are tokin one. shit, i might know me some queer cowboys? now the one queer says sumthin bout goin to texas, i guess its true,

01-09-08 (darkness)
and a Wednesday Welcome From the enigmatic (darker) side of Greg ... IDK I write that knowing it's not entirely true, I like to stay distance and been told I'm Mysterious - but I'd say more of a ... -R I D D L E- I enjoy the darker side, but really I'm much too joyious to be considered: 'dark' What can I say, lol - I tend to look to see the bright side of things It could be from my up bringing. Being poor (single mother upbringing) I was told if you think you have it "tough" You never have too far to look, To find someone who's far worse off than you! I remember eating mac & cheese (home made could'nt afford the stuff from the box) a couple times a week for dinner. I whined once when I grew tired of it (third time in a week) And was promptly told: "At least you have a meal" followed by the: "think how the kids without food would love to have anything" lol It's true, although back then I didn't know how close to being in the "p

Why Cant I ?
Liz Phair .. "Why Can't I breathe " These are kinda represents the way i feel about someone right now .. Why cant I breathe whenever I think about you Why cant I speak whenever I talk about you Its inevitable its the fact that we're gonna get down to it, so tell me Why cant I breathe whenever I think about you (whenever I think about you

Days Gone By
Verse One: My father was so sick, twenty years after his crime, I could hear that ole clock tick, he was livin on borrowed time, couldn't stand to see him die, witherin' away, so I made up excuses, so I wouldn't have to stay, lookin' back now, it wasn't a good choice, cause I'd give anything somehow, just to hear his voice, but..... Verse Two I use to have a friend, but we made a mistake, caused a brotherhood to end, and four hearts to break, now I sit all alone, not a friend in this world, wonderin' how I did what I did with that girl, ya' see I had a lady and she had a man, It was never meant to happen, it sure wasn't planned, things got outta hand, they happened so fast, what was once the present, soon became the past, and now I know..... Verse Three: Shoulda been on my way, soon as I got the call, on the line was my brother j, "hey, what's up with ya'll," I'm bouncin' down at Bartos, I could use some company, sorry bro the wife is sick, and I got the

Race To Be A Man
They tell me life goes on, pour out a lil' liquor, this pain'll never be gone, but with the whiskey it goes by quicker, so I drink a lil bit more then I did when you were here, nowadays my only friendship is to the bottle that I hold near, and I'm destined to wither away, with the passin of each day, cause this ole' world keeps gettin' the best of me, death is certain in the end, but damn I miss my friend, Rest in peace my brother, Jeremy, We grew up like brothers, from childhood through our teens, had different mothers, but lived by the same genes, turning the page to a time when we both lost our dads, seems like those baseball games, at times, were all we had, those times withered away, as we lived another day, and soon became a distant memory, but sometimes I drfit away, remembering yesterday, when baseball was life to kids like you and me, Its been almost a year, since you were taken home, and I still shed my share of tears, every time I'm alone, in life I c

Today's Crap From Me
Here we go: If at first you don't succeed, you're running about average. If you didn't like that, then here: A friend is a person who does his knocking before he enters instead of after he leaves. Now, some beautiful poetry: There once was a lady from Arden Who sucked off a man in a garden He said, "My dear Flo, Where does it go?" And she said, "(swallowing hard)I Beg your pardon?" And here's a corny joke for you to part with: She was a lovely girl. Our courtship was fast and furious - I was fast and she was furious. ok ok one more joke: The reason grandparents and grandchildren get along so well is that they have a common enemy. That's it for today. Take a bite, chew, and swallow.

Arms Of Your Lover
Verse One: I know she hasn't always, been what you needed, she didn't always treat you like a man should be treated, but I can tell her love for you, is passionate and pure, so I suggest you think a second, before you walk out that door, because: Verse Two: I know right now it seems like, things are goin' bad, and its hard to see through it all and find the good you had, but the good still exists, lovers don't change that much, when troubles in the mist, love is usually the greatest crutch, so lean on your love, more than you've ever done before, embrace what you've got before its not yours anymore, Verse Three: She's got a genuine beauty, with a constant smile of grace, and her love is forever truly, the kind you can't replace, so when you start search the world, lookin' to discover, close your eyes and fall into the arms of your lover, Chorus: sometimes when it's over, it can never be again / and when you let go of her, your lettin' go a friend / so don'

Surgery
to let all my friends know, not sure how much i will be on in the next couple of days i am haveing surgery again in the morning. the last few days have been hectic around here. all comments and rating i will return the favor as soon as possible please be patient with me. thanks love ya all!!!

Dj Earth Rockin Come Join Are Family
WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?!?!?! HAS THE GREATEST DJ'S ON THE AIR WAVES COME ON OVER AND JOIN ME FOR SOME AWESOME TUNES, GREAT CHAT..AND!!! LOTS AND LOTS OF LAUGHS!!! DON'T BE FOOLED BY IMITATIONS... AFTERSHOCK WILL ROCK YOUR SOCKS OFF AND WE PLAY THE TUNES YOU WANNA HEAR!! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Our list of DJ's ~*~Owners~*~ ~*~DJ Brown Eyed Dave~*~ ~*~DJ Mercedeeze Laine~*~ ~*~DJ's~*~ ~*~DJ Will Von~*~ ~*~DJ Shadow~*~ ~*~DJ Brae~*~ ~*~DJ Raven Lady X~*~ ~*~DJ Diesel~*~ ~*~DJ Earthwalker~*~ ~*~DJ Logan~*~ ~*~DJ Flash~*~ ~*~DJ Dolls~*~ ~*~DJ Sweetnessa~*~ ~*~DJ Marison~*~ ~*~DJ Evil Army~*~ ~*~DJ Maxband N Bobby~*~ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ COME ON IN AND LISTEN FOR A BIT... YOU MIGHT JUST FIND THAT HOME AWAY FROM HOME YOU'VE BEEN WANTING... THE DRAMA FREE ZONE... WHERE YOU'LL FIND *LOVE* *FRIENDSHIP

It's Too Late To Apologize
I'm holding on your rope, Got me ten feet off the ground I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound You tell me that you need me Then you go and cut me down, but wait You tell me that you're sorry Didn't think I'd turn around, and say... It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I'd take another chance, take a fall Take a shot for you And I need you like a heart needs a beat But it's nothin new I loved you with a fire red- Now it's turning blue, and you say... "Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you But I'm afraid... It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late Bridge (guitar/piano) It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late It's too late to apologize, yeah I said it's too late to apologize, yeah- I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground... Lyrics > OneRepublic Lyrics > OneR

Sony Oled Tv
XEL-1--Organic Light-Emitting Diode Television Sony's newly announced XEL-1 Organic Light Emitting Diode (OLED) is the first OLED television to ship in North America. The impressively thin, 11-inch TV delivers has an angled, articulating arm that's attached to a base. The unit's depth is just 3mm deep. It also has a wide viewing angle, too.

Don't Take Everything On Here So Personal.
I used to take it so personal when someone on this site would give any of my pictures a low rate. I always thought it was so rude to rate anything less then a 7. I would get so mad and go in their profile and ask them why they did it. I think only a couple of times people said it was an accident which I can understand. The laptop's touch pad can be a little touchy and I have made mistakes before because you barely touch it and it clicks on something. Sometimes I find myself in someone's profile I had no idea I clicked on it! oops! Anyway, once I got rid of my old profile and started fresh, I could care less if someone downrates my pictures. It doesn't mean that I am ugly, it just means that they are acting immature and stupid. They are hoping to piss people off because those kind of people live for it. I ignore them or simply just block them right away. I don't go into their profile and rate them low. Why? Because that is what they are hoping for. To lower you to their

Devil In My Eyes
(inspired by "Devil In The Bottle," as written and performed by Hank Williams, Jr.) She holds me in her cottle, as I make love to a bottle, of loneliness from the heart of Tennessee, She don't say a word, just lets it be heard, about the man I am and who I wanna be, Yesterday's dreams and aspirations, kept alive through today's imaginations, as the bottle presents its reality, after the whskeys had its way, its gone the next day, and she's still lyin' next to me, Chorus : and she can't seem to save me, no matter how she tries / the devils playin the reaper, deliverin' my demise / late at night if you listen, you can hear her cries / cause she knows shes losin me, to the devil in my eyes. She'd never leave me, but I believe she, longs for a better man than I am, Lord knows I try, but I can't seem ta' pry, my faith from the bottle I hold in my hand, She believes in God's word, the power of the sword, and unconditional love eternally, I believe in the devi

Teenage Love
Rememer spendin' each day, talkin' our cares away, on your mom's front porch in our own little world, We talked about love, we talked about life, we talked about you being my wife, as you shared your dreams as a little girl, Our parents soon got worried, they thought we were in a hurry, we knew they just didn't understand, cause nothing meant more, then sittin' on that porch, lovin' n kissin', holdin' each others hand, and....... Chorus: We held on oh so tight, like tomorrow didn't exist / and we ended every night sayin' I love you with a kiss / It was something out of this world, sent from heaven above / just a boy and a girl, and the power of teenage love. In 98 I went away ta' college, on a chase for knowledge, but I still called every night and day, I was just nineteen then, came home every weekend, and to that ole' porch I'd make my way, You'd be sittin' there, a pretty ribbon in your hair, and a smile you knew I just couldn't resist, Next to you, I'

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1.) I am NOT always a pain in the butt ... sometimes I am a pain everywhere 2.) I get enough exercise ... just pushing my luck ! 3.) I'm not bossy ... I just have better ideas ! 4.) I used to think drinking was bad for me ... so I gave up thinking ! 5.) I know right from wrong ... Wrong is the FUN one !

New Sony Cellphone
Control This Cell Phone With a Wave The Z555 incorporates Sony Ericsson's Gesture Control, letting you mute the phone or snooze its alarm without having to interrupt what you're doing. When a call comes in, a movement of your hand back and forth over the phone mutes the ringtone. The colors and designs that appear within the phone's themes can update automatically as the year goes by. Linked to the phone’s calendar, the Z555 knows when it's time for summer to become fall. The phone will be available in the first quarter.

Infliction Of Pain
Pain is part of life, and even more a part of love, some blame the one with the knife, others the man above, its a sick game of deception, that we all like to play, but don't regret the happiness, regret its loss to yesterday, leave the good with the bad, and move into tomorrow, hoping the good times and smiles eventually outweigh the sorrow, whiskey and weed seem to help, but they are demons in themself, so stash the weed and put the whiskey back on the shelf, find peace and solice in the depths of your own soul, and be the source of warmth in this world of cold, you may seem to be a fool, your actions seem in vain, but your invicibility in the future will deny another's inflcition of pain. ---Robert Markle--- ---December 24, 2007---

New Sony Hdd Camcorders
Hard Drive Camcorders With Face Detection The HDR-SR12 ($1400) is one of two new Sony camcorders that can take 10-megapixel photos, a remarkably still image resolution for a camcorder. The camcorder features a 120GB hard drive, and includes face detection technology that automatically identifies up to eight faces and corrects focus, exposure, and color controls for both video and still photos. A second camcorder, the HDR-SR11 ($1,200) which has a 60GB hard drive, also can take 10-megapixel photos and has the face detection technology.

I Lvoe You Hugh!
Hugh, you are my saving grace, I love you will all my heart. Enough though there are times, I wanna seriously beat you up, or do violent and aggressive things to you in utter anger and rage, most of the time I choose not to. You put up with all my B.S., my mood swings, my insanity at times, i love you for it, Love always, Luisa

Posturing
For the Dragon searching the ground below her looking for something that catches her eye. Not really seeking another, but just some answers to some questions in her mind. Soaring this way and that, passing by communities of sorts, gandering answers here and there. The skies are a radiant blue, a river trickles down a distant mountain, she approaches. Behold the Rat who postures himself in such a manner to attract the attention of the mighty dragon. Standing on his riverside, preaching to a bunch of water goats (Capricorns) about a subject that the mighty dragon seeks. Perhaps not all the answers she looks for, but a Rat like no other, one that inspires her, encourages her fires to explode. Now the Postured Rat, occasionally takes flight with his favored Dragon, together seeking to do what is good among the masses. Only this Rat is uncertain in the direction to point, the Rat sees the goal, stands at it, and looks back, seeking to know how he came. The Dragon flew, she sees the la

10 Things Her Body Is Telling You
10 Things Her Body Is Telling You Posted on October 16, 2007 Filed Under Health They’re sometimes subtle, but to the initiated man, these changes in physiology are signs of what she’s thinking and feeling. Pupils If she’s feeling stimulated by you (not just sexually), her pupils will dilate. that’s because her body is programmed to want to see more of whatever’s exciting her, so her brain tells her irises to let in more light. Bonus: As the inkiness spreads, she’ll start looking better to you, too. Research shows that men rate women with larger pupils as more attractive. time to make your move. Hold her gaze for a minute. If she’s blinking more than normal (which is about 15 times a minute), there’s a good chance she’s on the Pill; women on birth control blink 32% more than those who aren’t. Aside from the obvious, what does that mean for you? put on your toughest, most confident mug as you look at her. Because of the shift in hormone levels, resea

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I will just come right out and say it: I want to be a mother. I have spent the last decade of my life being lovingly refered to as the "Family Nanny", but as much as I love my nephew and dozen or so cousins and second cousins, I just want to start my own family. Well, as fortune would have it, my darling one feels up for the challenge as well (poor guy...lol). However, despite several attempts at conception...well, we have yet to get any "positive" results. So, today, I was a bit excited upon realizing (and forgive me if this proves to be too much information) that I am "late". So, of course, I rushed off to purchase a pregnancy test. I frowned at the little window as only one pink line appeared on it...I am not pregnant. Now, at this point you may be wondering about the title of this blog, "It Is Just Not Fair". Allow me to explain: I have a cousin named Danielle. Danielle is five months older than myself. She had her first child at the tender age of fifteen. Before she gr

Loved
Loved A single word. A single emotion that flows like waves of destruction. How can being loved be so dangerous and wickedly tempting at the same time? Loved… Is what I wish for you to feel from my touches? Affection that can not be share with no one else, But YOU! Loved… Is what my heart feels when I just see you passing by me on a street. How does my heart flutter like a captivated audience only with eyes for you? Must you deny what I feel for you? Can you not feel the love I have for you from my eyes or words upon your essence? Loved… Is depth of my soul that is heartsick without you? Loved… Is passion that burns like a plague upon each long and intense breathe I take upon thinking of your lips just brushing against mine. Tears that tell of my love for you that feel your pain. Arms willing to always hold you when you are weak. Loved… Is full of rapturous that is smitten to be tame because of you? Loved…. Is me always kissing your body. Loved… Is you scream

Story
I was finally going to do it. I got online and found me a ticket for 35 dollars..round trip. I was so happy. My first time ever flying and I was going to meet my boyfriend from online for the first time. It was 11am.. and I boarded the airplane. I had butterflys in my stomach thinking of our first meeting..and of what it was going to be like flying. As it turned out.. the ride went smoothly.. was only a hour flight. As I got off the airline.. you was waiting for me with a huge smile on your face. My stomach did a flip flop. You looked so handsome standing there.. I ran the rest of the way to you. You grabbed me up in a huge bear hug..and gave me the most wonderful kiss I ever had in my life. We went to a private restauraunt.. just to get use to seeing each other in person. I was so shy.. I didn't know what to do. you reached for my hand.. and lifted it to your lips and kissed me..as you stared into my eyes. Damn, you have the most beautiful eyes. I was like in a trance..just

Mri Results!!!
Well results of my MRI show I have a herniated disk in my neck. It is pushing on the nerves to my left arm which meds. have made that pain manageable. But the not so good news is it is also pushing on my spinal cord which if not treated properly can cause a lot more damage to my spine, and other body areas. My Dr. has referred me to the BEST neurosurgeon in the area for an appointment to see if surgery is needed. My Dr. is simply doing this a precaution as it does involve my spinal cord. He believe PT, and nerve meds. will correct the issue. So I will be seeing the surgeon next week to see if he agrees with my Dr.s plan of therapy, or if surgery is needed. PLEASE Pray for me. Surgery is not really an option with two small children. Thank you too all of you for your kind words and support.

Girlfriends~ Ladies
A POEM ABOUT OUR GIRLFRIENDS Someone will always be prettier. Someone will always be smarter. Some of their houses will be bigger. Some will drive a better car. Their children will do better in school. And their husband will fix more things around the house. So let it go, and love you and your circumstances. Think about it! The prettiest woman in the world can have hell in her heart. And the most highly favored woman on your job may be unable to have children. And the richest woman you know, she's got the car, the house, the clothes~~~~ might be lonely. And the word says, "If I have not Love, I am nothing." So, again, love you. Love who you are. Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say, "I am too Blessed to be Stressed and too Anointed, to be Disappointed!" "Winners make things happen~~ Losers let things happen." Be "Blessed" Ladies~~~~~ and pass this on to encourage another woman. "To the world you might be one person, but to the one person you ju

Fireplace Fantasy
Fireplace Fantasy A fireplace. Logs placed in it. A hand takes the match to light the logs. A fire engulfs the fireplace. A warm, but soft blanket spread about the floor. Pillows laid about the blanket. A table full of taste treats to bewitch two willing souls. Just within the right distant away from the flames, Yet Close enough to work its magic. Two bodies will soon come together as one. Within a fireplace fantasy coming true for two lovers. Someone is missing…. Who can it be? I smile and say to you, Of course you should know, It is you that is missing from this romantic scene for two. ©2008 Firestar

Happy Hump Day Cum In And Party With Me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
COME INTO BLACK DIAMOND LOUNGE SIT BACK HAVE A DRINK AND RELAX WITH SOME GREAT PEOPLE DJ BARTAB TEARING THE ROOF OFF THE BAR. COME CHECK OUT WHAT HES DOING. (repost of original by 'DJ BOO BOO KITTY F*CK!~CO-OWNER OF BLACK DIAMOND~R/L WIFEY 2 FREAK ON A LEASH~!/~DB Crew ~3' on '2008-01-03 16:06:40')

Show Me A Kid Who Doesn't Lie And I Will Show You God!!
Let's see, where do I begin. It all started with these kids at my son's school. My son decided to dedicate the 2007 school year to his grandfather, who passed away in July. Certain kids found that out, and started teasing him. They were saying some terrible things like telling my son to go Fuck his dead grandfather. My son got suspended one time, because one of the kids wouldn't leave him alone and my son got so pissed, that he hit the kid in the back with a rock, which my son knows wasn't the right thing to do. He came back from suspension, and the same kid plus 2 others started on him again. One kid punched my son in the jaw, the other kid punched him in the back of the neck, and the other kid just stood there and laughed as this all was going down. My son slapped the kid that was laughing. He went to the office and I was called. I called my husband and we rushed up to the school and had our words with the assistant principal and then the Pricipal (PICKLE FUCKER) as we all call him,

Are Your Kids Safe???
After tossing her books on the sofa, she decided to grab a snack and get on-line. She logged on under her screen name ByAngel213. She checked her Buddy List and saw GoTo123 was on. She sent him an instant message: ByAngel213: Hi. I'm glad you are on! I thought someone was following me home today. It was really weird! GoTo123: LOL You watch too much TV. Why would someone be following you? Don't you live in a safe neighborhood? ByAngel213: Of course I do. LOL I guess it was my imagination cuz' I didn't see anybody when I looked out. GoTo123: Unless you gave your name out on-line. You haven't done that have you? ByAngel213: Of course not. I'm not stupid you know. GoTo123: Did you have a softball game after school today? ByAngel213: Yes and we won!! GoTo123: That's great! Who did you play? ByAngel213: We played the Hornets. LOL. Their uniforms are so gross! They look like bees. LOL GoTo123: What is your team called? ByAngel213: We are the Canton

I Hate Hawaii Even More Now
*sigh* If it's not one thing it's another over here I swear. So I had to sign a 6 month lease for this stupid cracker box I'm moving to so I'm stuck and hating it. The phone was suppose to be hooked up already but it wasn't my number, okay, it looks like that's fixed, FINALLY. Now I find out cable isn't available there. Stuck with a dish and 500 channels that I don't care about. (maybe I'll just watch movies on my lappy, I dunno) Here's the real pisser~~~~after thinking DSL was no problem there, come to find out it's not available. FUCK, it looks like I'm going to be stuck with dial up cause as my luck has been, wireless isn't going to work either. $#@%$#%^!! This place is too backwards for me, I can't wait to get off this rock. End rant/

New Levels For Fubar 2008
THE NEW LEVELS FOR FUBAR 2008. LVL-1, I'M NEW HERE. LVL-2, WHAT DO I DO? LVL-3,HEY NEW FRIENDS!. LVL-4, THIS PLACE IS COOL. LVL-5, PARTY TIME. LVL-6, RATE LIKE HELL. LVL-7, ADD LIKE HELL. LVL-8, RATE,ADD AND FAN LIKE HELL. LVL-9, GETTING THERE. LVL-10, FUBAR'S FRIEND (SO HAPPY). LVL-11, OVER THE HUMP. LVL-12, ADD STASHES/BLOGS FOR POINTS. LVL-13, PIMP MYSELF! LVL-14, SHOW MY BITS!. LVL-15, SHOW MINE AND OTHERS BITS!. LVL-16, BECOME A DJ. LVL-17, OWN MY OWN LOUNGE. LVL-18, PIMP THE HELL OUT OF OTHERS. LVL-19, BLAST AWAY LVL-20, YEAH BITCHES!!!! KNEEL BEFORE ME! LVL-21, DID I FEED THE KID? LVL-22, I REALLY NEED TO DO SOME WORK!. LVL-23, BUT I'M SO GOOD!. LVL-24, SCREW THE WORK LVL-25, THE KID CAN FEED IT'S SELF. LVL-26, SINGLE AGAIN. LVL-28, MY LEGS HURT. LVL-29,ASK FOR MORE VIP MEMBERSHIPS. LVL-30, OH FUCK WHERES MY FAMILY?.

Happy New Year 2008
My gosh..it has been too long since I have been in this place..I need to make some time to coming back in here..miss so many who are friends with me and wanna make more...so, this will be a year for me to finally be happy and not let others walk all over me in MSN groups and offline...

Digital Music Ind, Challenged
Read More About: Audio • CES Digital Music Industry Challenged to Follow Fans' Lead Music industry executives at the Billboard Digital Music Live conference at CES discussed what the industry needs to do to meet the needs of music fans who appear to be running the show. Elizabeth Montalbano, IDG News Service Wednesday, January 09, 2008 1:45 PM PST Recommend this story?Yes 1 VotesNo 0 VotesPlease Wait... At the Consumer Electronics Show this year it's clear that consumers are making choices that are driving industry changes, and nowhere is that more evident than in the digital-music business. Music industry and technology executives convened for the Billboard Digital Music Live conference Wednesday to talk about what those in the business need to do to meet the needs of music fans who appear to be running the show. "2008 has to be the year we get real or the business as we know it goes away," said Fred Goldring, an entertainment attorney with Goldring Hertz & Lichte

Dumb Stuff Said In 2008
We say some dumb stuff around the New Year. Frankly, I'm tired of it already. There are more myths, rumors and lies spread about the New Year than there are in the presidential debates. I'm going to be the one to call them out. All of them! I'm talking about the lies, not the candidates. I'll start with my favorite myth: "New Year = New You" The calendar we use today was created centuries ago when we were an agrarian society. It was invented primarily for two purposes: farming and performing rituals. It was never meant for "naming and claiming" your new Mercedes or losing the weight from the food you just packed in your gut over the holidays. Do you want to know a surefire way to guarantee you'll be right back in this same position next year? Vow to start an extreme lifestyle makeover in January and hope the Calendar God on High anoints you with the miraculous changes you desire. Summons his power with incantations such as, "This is my year" and "It's gonna be great in 2008."

Look Before You Leap
Why do women fall into the toilet if men leave the toilet seat up...? Not a hard question but one that has been debated for ages... This is something that gets arguments from all across the globe... I hope I am not starting a real debate war here... or maybe no one cares like the men who leave the seats up perhaps. I am really confused as to why it is so important for the seat to be left down especially because when I sit I look.

Checking Out
i never ask anything from anyone even on here i dont however iam fucking tire of people checking me out and going thu my pics and not rateing them i hacve seen 5 people so far on here that jsut go thu my pics and not rate them if you dont want to rate me thats fine i dont give a fuck but dont look thu my fucking pics and not rate them if you do i will block you and if ur pissed off of this i could care less people say they are not the same as everyone else prove it back ur shit up and dont just talk abount it seem like alot of people seem to just run there mouths alot and i can name like abount 20 people that are very close and i can name some off the bat

Life Learning...
Live Life.........Taste Death. Sound a little crazy, here's the D/L. Imagine being 17 again and riding your motorcycle over to your girlfriends house on a Sat. evening. After a night of hangin out like kids do, you kiss her goodnight and head home. Four days later you wake up in intensive care, with no idea what the hell happened. What happened was a hit and run. The car was full of drunks and smoked me on my bike going 50 mph. I broke both legs, left arm, and jaw. Graduated in a wheelchair and spent a year learning to walk. Now, 9 surgeries later, I have metal rods in both legs, wrist and plate in jaw, artificial hip socket and knee cap. Due to the fact that I learned first hand that you may just die today, I live everyday as if it is the last one. Enjoy my kids, music, cars and bikes, anything that makes me feel alive. Now everyone go out and get a tattoo, kiss someone you do not know, shoot an AK, and remember: When you feel too scared to try something, remember that you c

My Story
Okay so here is the deal to all that maybe reading I went out one night and got drunk. I was drinking with a couple of friends. After having a whole bottle of SOCO and Smernoff me and a friend bumped heads. DAM I started to bleed from my forhead. So now above my eye brow is a scare. Now my "boyfriend" is questioning every movement I have made over the past months. Well shit here ya go. I go to work then guess what I go pick up my youngest son from MY MOTHERS. Then I go home. I am so freakin sorry that the past couple of days while you have been off I have been converating with other people that isnt you. I am so sorry that you have a hard time trusting the fact that all me and another person do is sit in the car. Talk and listen to music. I know sounds lame but actually kinda works for me and him. Um other than that if you really wanna put shit out there why dont you let everyone know what you have been doing behind my back. About how it is that if I ever see a certin som

I Do Want
I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy I'll be your hope I'll be your love Be everything that you need I love you even more with every breath Truly Madly Deeply, do I will be strong I will be faithful Because I'm counting on a new beginning A reason for living A deeper meaning, yeah... I want to stand with you on a mountain I want to bathe with you in the sea I want to lie like this forever Until the sky falls down over me And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky I'll make a wish Send it to heaven And it'll make you want to cry tears of joy for all the Pleasure and the certainty That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection Of the highest power In lonely hours The tears without you

This Is Very Cool
How Budweiser handled those who laughed at those Who died on the 11th of September, 2001... Thought you might like to know what happened In a little town north of Bakersfield , California . After you finish reading this, Please forward this story on to others So that our nation and people around the world Will know about those who laughed When they found out about the tragic events In New York , Pennsylvania , and the Pentagon. On September 11th, A Budweiser employee was making a delivery To a convenience store in a California town Named McFarland. He knew of the tragedy that had occurred In New York when he entered the business To find the two Arabs, who owned the business, whooping and hollering to show their approval And support of this treacherous attack. The Budweiser employee went to his truck, Called his boss and told him Of the very upsetting event! < /SPAN> He didn't feel he could be in that store with those Horrible people. His boss asked him, 'Do you think you could go in th

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Well, I have met some really cool people on here and I have enjoyed their company and grow quite a sense of respect for them.. But there is one case where i have become a little jaded.. I met someone on this site. We talked for a little while and he seemed very cool. I wasnt looking for love or anything like that.. Just for friends and nothing more.. Plus, I knew he had a girlfriend and I respected that. Never flirted or talked in any preverse way what so ever. After a while things were great and we talked all the time.. Until the Girlfriend caught wind of me. I am not sure what the problem is and personally, I dont really care. It seems in her mind that we were flirting or making some sort of reference to "hook up" or some shit.. I have told her personally that this wasnt the case but I guess my words werent good enough for her. She was pretty much a bitch to me and posed as my friend to milk me for answers for something was merely in her head. We stopped talking and was

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VOTE FRAUD FOR RON PAUL EXPECTED, BUT OBAMA? WTF? Although I might of had some beef about discrepancies with Ron Paul I absolutely do not support the criminals activity going on in this voter fraud scandal. It is really throwing me off though why they are committing vote fraud against Obama... I was thinking he was in their pockets. I want to see Ron Paul WIN because I wanted to hold his feet to the fire for his promises.. This is not pretty.. I did an audio file last night predicting this and coming up with solutions. Take a listen: VOTE FRAUD FOR RON PAUL EXPECTED, BUT OBAMA? WTF? Although I might of had some beef about discrepancies with Ron Paul I absolutely do not support the criminals activity going on in this voter fraud scandal. It is really throwing me off though why they are committing vote fraud against Obama... I was thinking he was in their pockets. I want to see Ron Paul WIN because I wanted to hold his feet to the fire for his promises.. This is not pretty.. I

Warmth Within Your Love
NuttinButtSexxy Warmth within Your Love I never thought I would proclaim your love is the best than all the rest. The warmth within your love makes me fly like proud eagle. Heat I feel from your body about mine. I want to always feel the waves rushing upon me from the warmth within your love that is mine to embrace. My soul is flourishing within the warmth only you can give to me. You are, the only person that possesses the key to my heart and soul. The hotness of your most precious core makes purr like a kitten being stroke by your perfect hands. Warmth within your love makes me want no other. My soul is motionless like time has stop forever. Groundless is my heart when others wander about me, it is you that ground me within love that I will forever belong too. My passion is tender and gentle. Yet, Yours is wild and savage in ways that make my still heart beat within the warmth that inspire me, Too dare the wildness within me. Your Affection is life upon this shell

Between Home And Work
i work at a company that builds kitchen cabinets for lowes and homedepo. the pay aint great but its a job. when i get home i make sure the kids have there homework done. theyre homeschooled. hubby helps thank goodness.i have two boys. so if u message me its not that i dont want to talk. love your comments about me.

Election 08
Don't hate me for this! But rather listen, understand, and take action! The only truth is staying true to yourself and your own beliefs wright??? Well as a Political Science major and a vast Republican/ Rudy supporter who aides in the running of the online facebook 'Rock the VOTE!' movement as well as the 'Take it to the streets' movement. All I have to say, is as long as you take a stand be it Republican or Democrat you stand for something! So be an American and VOTE!

Re: New Hampshire District Admits Ron Paul Votes Not Counted
RE: New Hampshire District Admits Ron Paul Votes Not Counted ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Erin Date: 09 Jan 2008, 19:42 From: My Ego SpaceDate: Jan 9, 2008 1:38 PMFrom: Erin - Ron Paul 08'Date: Jan 9, 2008 1:30 PMFrom: Ron Paul Revolution RadioDate: Jan 9, 2008 11:29 AMFrom: MattDate: Jan 9, 2008 11:26 AMPaul Joseph WatsonPrison PlanetJanuary 9, 2008The head clerk of the New Hampshire town of Sutton has been forced to admit that Ron Paul received 31 votes yet when the final amount was transferred to a summary sheet and sent out to the media, the total was listed as zero. The fiasco throws the entire primary into doubt and could lead to a re-count. As we reported earlier today, an entire family voted for Ron Paul in Sutton, yet when the voting map on the Politico website was posted, the total votes for Ron Paul were zero. Vote fraud expert Bev Harris contacted the head clerk in Sutton, Jennifer Call, who was forced to admit that the 31 votes Ron P

New Year Resolution
The craziness of the New Year usually has people making promises to themselves that they can't or won't keep. Mine, this year, is to get up off my fat ass and work out. I guess I'm just like every Joe Schmoe in doing this. But the question is will I really do this and keep this promise to myself. I guess we will see. If not then again, I'm just like everybody else.

The Stalker Kid!
My stepmother just dropped by to bring Ashton one of her Christmas presents that didn't make it in time for Christmas. It is a Juicy Couture purse and is so damn cute! I think I might have to borrow that one from her. Since she loves to borrow my car, I might just have to borrow her purse! My stepmother told me that she ordered me the Irobot Scooba finally and it should come soon. Another Christmas present that didn't make it under the tree. I am looking forward to getting that one. No more mopping my floors! I am very excited about that. As I write this, my Roomba is in the kitchen vacuuming up the floors! Gotta love it. My youngest son has a big heart and has a hard time telling people no. He is the kind of person that doesn't want to hurt anyones feelings. He is a lot like my Dad. So this kid that lives in our neighborhood asked him if he can start getting a ride to school with us. Christopher said that I wouldn't mind. So last Sunday, this man shows up out fron

My New Folder
ok yes i have a new family only folder ! and no i'm not going to add just anyone to my family so stop asking me. y all i'm tired of ppl shouting at me and asking to be added to my family ! it's like hello yo i'm not totally as stupid as you must think ! so here goes no so don't ask please. i'm ready to delete the whole thing it's getting on my last nerve .

The Rights Of Pagans
We are not out to convert anyone, nor do we want to be converted. We want nothing more than to live and let live. The Wiccan community has survived centuries of religious persecution (think St. Patrick and the countless witch trials that have taken place throughout Europe and the Americas). It was only within the past year that Wicca has become a recognized religion by the US Military and fallen soldiers were permitted to have the pentacle placed on their grave markers that were provided by the VA. There has finally been a section added in the handbooks for the military chaplains concerning Wicca and our rites. Only recently have hospitals started adding Wicca as one of the relgions when you register. This still does not keep the clergy staff out of your room when you are admitted into the hospital, but it is indeed a vast improvement. I have no problem with the beliefs of others, whether it be Christain, Muslim, Jewish, even Satanist. It is not my place to judge people for what they b

Re: The Fda Is Sued
RE: The FDA is Sued ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Erin Date: 09 Jan 2008, 20:18 THE FDA IS SUEDBy Byron J. Richards, CCNJanuary 9, 2008NewsWithViews.comThe New Year brings a surprise for the FDA – a lawsuit filed by Public Citizen seeking to force the FDA to do its pretended job of protecting American citizens from the dangers of drugs. Of course, the real FDA job, as prioritized by top FDA management, is to protect the sales of Big Pharma and create new market opportunities for Big Pharma and Big Biotech while using Americans for experimental purposes. The current suit revolves around the dangers of toxic fluoride-containing antibiotics. The two brand names involved are Johnson & Johnson’s Levaquin and Bayer’s Cipro. The German company, Bayer, has a long and colorful history of injuring Americans while its executives laugh all the way to the bank. These dangerous antibiotics cause ruptured and damaged tendons. Public Citizen had petitioned the FD

The Icehouse
GET YOUR BUTTS TO THE LOUNGE ICEHOUSE AND JOIN THE FAMILY. THE PEOPLE THERE ARE PRETTY KICK BUTT AND ARE TONS OF FUN. SO IT'S YOUR LOSS IF YOU DON'T JOIN. If you're interested click the link and check it out! http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=53796#

Missing You
Waking up every morning without you by my side, Leaves me in a daze, wondering if you feel the same, Were miles apart, missing each other like crazy, Counting down the days till were in each others arms, When the day finally comes, it’s filled with hugs and kisses, You complete me babe, I’ll love you always and forever

Hillary
HALLIRAY SEEM TO THINKS THAT CRYING WILL GET HER ELLECTED TO BE PRESIDENT . LET US NOT BE FOOL PEOPLES DO WE WANT THE SAME OLD POLICES THAT WE HAVE BEEN SEEING THE LAST 12 OR MORE YEAR NO IT'S TIME FOR CHANGES THAT MEAN NO CLINTONS AND NO BUSHS IN THE WHITEHOUSE > BE SURE TO READ IT ALL!!! > > If Hillary wins in 2008 and Bill is 'appointed' to fill her Senate > > seat and either live to retire 'they' (together or alone) would get > > two US Presidential retirement checks, two US Senate retirement > > checks, and a retirement check from the State of Arkansas . > > About the only thing they MIGHT NOT get is a Social Security > > check....but I wouldn't bet on it.... > > I understand ole Bill has earned $40,000,000 in the past six years. > > What a guy! > > AND THE REST OF THE STORY... Hilarious Rotten Clinton, as a New York State > Senator, now comes under the 'Congressional Retirement and Staffing Plan,' > which means that even if she never gets reelected,

This Week
Ok so this week i was to have surgery and i had to rescudel it due to some other things so i will be contacted when my surgery will be!!Bad thing is my daughter she has been seeing a eye doctor cause she can only see objects close to her face well he did alot of test and said he thinks its in her brain so she goes to all children tommorw for the brain scan im so scared cause there gonna put her to sleep shes only 4 and i was told i would only be allowed to see her for 15 mins to get her set in then we will be apart for almost 2 hours so yeah im so scared i ask that u all keep her in ur thoughts thanks alot

What Wicca Is And Is Not
Wiccans are not your storybook witches. We live by a credo, called The Wiccan Rede. The main part to this is "An it harm none, do what ye wilt." We live by this everyday. We do not participate in nor condone any fomr of ritual abuse. We feel that harming another living being in any way will come back to us three times over. In fact, we believe everything we do has an effect on our lives, again...threefold. We do ou best to only put out positive energies in order to receive various blessings in return. You anger a Wiccan, you are not going to have a horrific spell cast upon you in which your hair is going to fall out and you will end up with a bad case of acne. It just does not work this way. Many practitioners of Wicca actually refuse to use magic in any form because it is asking permission to tread upon a person's free-will or wellbeing. this would be negative and it will come back to us. In fact, spells are not what people think they are in the first place. Spells are done by invokin

I Am Speechless, And That Is Not Easy To Make Happen
I have spent an hour trying to fool bouncer, drunks, Big Brother and Yahoo that I do exist and do not need to keep logging in. All because I am in the process of sending thank you and reciprocal mails on Fubar. Maybe I need to Shut down my computers rather than hybernating. Anyway that is not the issue. What is annoying is that I have just found and Email dated Nov 07 from a friend and she was having much trouble in her life. Because I never saw it she must have thought I was ignoring her and had deserted her. This made me feel awful enough so when the infonet became user unfriendly it was like the icing on the cake to top the day. With all the problems I did manage to get some jobs done in the way of 'thank you's' and then everything hung. Oh, I guess the infonet is slow due to those pesky chain mails. Oh stop moaning about them. Well it seems that the infonet is slow tonight and as it is night in England I do not think it can be because of usage here. Most people will

Blind
I was so blind Why did I not recognize all the sadness drowning in her eyes? I was too busy to take some time and ask her what was on her mind I was so blind Now I see her cries for help, all the cards she had dealt She was just waiting for them to run out Is that what life is all about? Just waiting for it all to end, or asking why did it ever begin? It's not supposed to be like that You can't just lie around like a door mat Let people step all over you and wish the wind would take you to wherever it blew I didn't see that's what she did She hid Why couldn't I find I was so blind She is gone now I just cry and ask how I let her slip away It gets harder everyday Now I sit in sorrow, Wishing there was no tomorrow I was so blind

Wow, That Was A Strange Night
Well, On Sunday night something really interesting happened. I met some one for the first time, but it felt like I have know them forever. Her name was Amber. What was strange was the fact we have the exact same birthday! March 16, 1982. We were also born only about 100 miles apart. Even worse than that, we think alike. The thing is, she opened up something inside me that i had forgotten about. I am not sure what it was, but now, things seem different. Colors seem brighter, food tastes different, my cigarettes even taste more flavorful oddly enough. I seemed to be drawn to her. Like I needed to touch her, like I needed to hear her voice. It was strange. I met this woman, and yet, I felt like I needed to kiss her. Yet i didn't. She also gave me a massage, and my body accepted her. She worked over my body, and i became extremely relaxed. I have never felt that way. We went to play pool after we spent time at the Waffle Shoppe. And i still felt her presence inside my head. It

A Brief Synopsis Of Wicca
I find this to be something that frequently comes up here on social networking sites as well as in real life. People seem to have a jaded concept of what Wicca really is thanks to either religious intolerance or the media giving us a bad name. Everyone has seen the movies The Craft, The Covenant, Wicker Man, etc. They are a poor depiction of what a Wiccan is really all about. Wicca is based of of ancient Celtic beliefs. It was brought to a more mainstream level in the mid-1900's by Gerald Gardner when he had joined a coven and persuaded his elders to permit him to write a book about the theory and practice of the religion. The estimated number of practicing Wiccans in the United States today is over 750,000...which makes this the 5th most widely practiced religion in the USA behind Christianity, Judaism, Islam and Hinduism in that order.

Dangerous Kiss
Dangerous kiss Lovely little disaster. Such a beautiful disgrace. With tear filled eyes. And a blood stained face. The her razor kissed wrist. Shows the dangerous kiss. She trys to hide the pain. But her life isn't the same. She cries tears of blood. Because she knows she's not loved.

Petition For Treatment Law
I am a HUGE breast cancer awareness advocate and would like to share a story with you In June 2003, Shirley Loewe went to Good Shepherd Medical Center in Longview, Texas with a softball=sized lump in her breast and was diagnosed with a rare form of breast cancer. She didn't know it, but she had just made a big mistake. Ms. Loewe was uninsured. Under federal law, she could have gotten Medicaid coverage-and saved herself a lot of hardship- if she'd gone to a different clinic less than a half-mile away. But by walking through Good Shepard's doors, Ms. Loewe unwittingly let that opportunity slip and embarked on a four-year journey through the Byzantine U.S. health-care system. It was an odyssey that would take her to five hospitals, two clinics, two charitable organizations, and two nursing homes in two states. She was denied assistance or care at least six times along the way, for reasons that ranged from not being poor enough to not being sick enough. Ms. Loewe eventually g

Presidental Bc Petition
America's next president could save lives—but only if you ask. By taking a moment to sign the I Vote for the Cure (TM) petition, which outlines three critical goals in the fight to end breast cancer, you can let our next leader know that you expect him or her to make breast cancer a national priority—in their platforms and for our country. One in eight women will be diagnosed with breast cancer in her lifetime. Women are dying every day, and common-sense policies could ensure every woman in America – regardless of her income – has access to life-saving early detection. Take this easy step to make sure our next president hears from as many Americans as possible: we want a plan to end breast cancer forever! Please go and sign this petition to help fight breast cancer in ALL women. http://komenpolicy.org/campaign/ivftc?rk=8dsaC56qLjXuW

My Dark World
i block the world from my view so i don't hurt agian i prefure to be blind then see it all offend i wish it all could be sweet but that just isn't right i wave my hand then remind everything will be alright i know now i was wrong to think those stupid thoughts how the hell can the world go on knowing all i've fought if i just lie here now and give it one more try maybe i'll just get lucky and wave away and die welcome to my dark world the senseless creepy find the place where i keep myself welcome to my mind

What Would You Do??
An old, tired-looking dog wandered into the yard. I could tell from his collar and well-fed belly that he had a home. He followed me into the house, down the hall, and fell asleep in a corner. An hour later, he went to the door, and I let him out. The next day he was back, resumed his position in the hall, and slept for an hour. This continued for several weeks. Curious, I pinned a note to his collar: "Every afternoon your dog comes to my house for a nap." The next day he arrived with a different note pinned to his collar: "He lives in a home with ten children -- he's trying to catch up on his sleep. Can I come with him tomorrow?"

Just A Thought
sometimes there arent the right words to say to those you have come to love and or care for...you guys all rock in your own way..just remember this: no matter what there is always a light at the end...it all just depends on what light you're talkin about...take care my friends, i'll be watchin you

Hello Everyone
i am sad to say i am closing my account, fubar has wrongfully stripped me of all fubucks and points, plz dont refer anyone to this site, i referred 9 people and they think i cheated someway, thanks for all the ratings and the friendship.i guess i cheated also on the 3400 things i had in my stash.plz add wayne_hometown on yahoo, thanks everyone

Friend..............
Friend, we only met a little bit, We met by chance, took time to sit. Now you are gone, my heart feels pain, I'd understand, but it's not plain. It felt so good, this you and I, you had to leave, and I ask why. We went right past our age, our status, it might be love, looked right at us. I miss my friend it's here to see..... I guess this pain was meant for me. .... I LOVE YOU!

Inner Demon
Feed the demon For this is a omen A gift from the forsaken for all the pain i have taken let the demon rise from inside for there will be no place to hide As he takes over this body Ready to unleash his fury on the ones that have caused me pain the Shadows is hard to contain his claws are dripping with blood as his prey is face down in the mud with his hunger quenched and his prey deceased he fades back to sleep for he is just a small piece of what lingers in my heart

~*club Twisted*~
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Round 2
well I was just notified that I will be getting another set of back injections tuesday. since the first set didnt work and the dumb ass stupid excuse of both sides lawyers are retarded I have to continue to suffer in my own hell from having back surgery. though I was supposed to have the surgery this past may, they decided to do other things. FUCK YOU BASTARDS THIS IS MY BODY I HAVE TO LIVE WITH!!! I WISH YOU SUFFER THE WAY I HAVE FOR THE PAST 2 YRS YOU LOW LIFE WASTE OF BALL NUT LAWYERS!!!!!!! ok Im done.

The Sexiest Man .....
Wash each other's body before exchanging (any) amounts of energy, at the very least, wash each other's hands before speaking !!! This will bring an individual to the present moment. People are often in walking comas...Typically, the mind is stuck in past or future pictures of this or that... Then prepare food together then feed each other when ever you choose is Good. Why not? The sexiest attribute about a Man; is discipline in his life. Serious! Eye contact, taking effortless actions to improve the woman's space(even the smallest suggestion); but always sincere actions...a voice of guidance as necessary...self-control in the presence of other women, protection by standing to her left, support by rubbing your hand down her back, your heart in private space, be honest so she has a choice about your state of existence. Among exchanges exercising and healthy decisions will keep you both alive...working outdoors together on common interests... I met this yummy Man at a football

Suffering And Pain
Suffering and pain Surviving through the past The hurt I gain Cuts with a blast Survival of the future Flowing, freely are the tears Underlying under the suture Beneath the fears Present hurt Causing wild dreams Not covered by dirt Waking to screams Today will I be able to last Thinking of the worst Feeling smothered like a cast Break through it first Yesterday is behind me Living now This I must see But how Tomorrow is never here But is always ahead Never too near Don't believe what is said

Photoshop
OK I HAVE THE TRAIL VERZ OF CORAL PAINT SHOP PRO PHOTO X2 AND WONDERING IF ANYONE HAS THE KEYGEN TO ULOCK THE WHOLE THANG IF SO PLEASE MESSAGE ME N LET ME KNOW AND I WILL REPAY U N ANOTHER FORM... THANKS

30 Days 60k Comments
OK. I AM NOW TAKING PICS FOR THE BEST SALUTE TO PARTY LIKE A ROCKSTAR CONTEST. I MUST HAVE 10 REAL PEOPLE WILLING TO WORK THERE COMMENTS. THIS IS A 30 DAY CONTEST OR THE FIRST TO REACH 60,000 COMMENTS. THEN A 2ND PLACE OF 45,000 THEN A 3RD PLACE OF 30,000. THE WINNER OF THE CONTEST GETS A HAPPY HOUR ON THE DAY THEY WANT IT. 2ND GETS THE VIP AND 3RD GET A BLAST. EVERY ONE GETS FUBUCKS IF THEY HAVE A MIN OF 10,000 COMMENTS AT THE END OF THE CONTEST.PRIZE WINNERS GET ONLY PRIZES. NO FUBUCKS. SORRY EVERYONE WINS SOMETHING. SO IF YOU WANT IN THEN SEND YOUR ROCKSTAR SALUTE TO ME. WILL START WHEN 10 PEOPLE ENTER. ALL ARE WELCOME TO ENTER.

Reality
As I sit here in my room my thoughts fill with gloom I am all alone and staring at the phone I wait for it to ring my tears start to sting I've waited so long for the call slowly I begin to fall I want to go to my safe place vanish without a trace My world is falling apart and I can't fix my broken heart They tell me I must fight back but right now it's strength I lack I just want to curl up in a ball and say the hell with it all I sit and think, I open my eyes and see a ghost of myself, who could ever love me No one said life was fair all I ever wanted was someone just to care I think of all the memories tucked forever in my heart they are pieces of my life which I just can't part Sadly, I face the truth, I am on my own Time to face reality, I am forever alone

My Young Brother Is An Idiot!
My brother is on the run from the law for a variety of offenses! I know where he is staying and I've tried to convince him to turn himself in peacefully but he wont. The police in my city have already had 4 policemen lose their lives while on duty this season and needless to say that they are not playing around anymore! I love my lil brother and do not want to see him hurt or killed by the police trying to approhend him! My question is should I alert police to his whereabouts and be present with him to ensure his conpliance with their orders or keep quiet and pray for the best? This isnt an easy decision because in my neighborhood people who assist the police are marked as snitches and are outcasted! You just dont help the police on any matter! But as I said before I love my brother and I dont want to see him hurt or killed!

Primary Comebacks Ignite Us Race
Primary comebacks ignite US race Mrs Clinton had trailed in opinion polls going into the vote Clinton's speech The US presidential race has been left wide open after Hillary Clinton and John McCain both rebounded to win victories in the New Hampshire primary. It appeared that Mrs Clinton's campaign benefited from a surge among women voters, while fewer young voters turned out for Democratic rival Barack Obama. John McCain appealed to New Hampshire's independent voters but his victory leaves no clear Republican frontrunner. Attention will now focus on Michigan, Nevada, South Carolina and Florida. Candidates are aiming to build momentum before more than 20 states hold polls on 5 February, known as Super Tuesday. Extraordinary moment Democratic Senator Hillary Clinton's victory defied pundits and pollsters alike. Correspondents say the result leaves Mrs Clinton and Barack Obama essentially tied. KEY DATES AHEAD 15 Jan: Michigan primary 19 Jan:

Men
Why Men Have Better Friends Friendship between Women: A woman didn't come home one night. The next morning she told her husband that she had slept over at a friend's house. The man called his wife's 10 closest friends. None of them knew anything about it. Friendship between Men: A man didn't come home one night. The next morning he told his wife that he had slept over at a friend's house. The woman called her husband's 10 closest friends, eight of which confirmed that he had slept over, and two said that he was still there.

Shout Box
I dont know if many of you have gotten shouts from random guys or girls asking to join a lounge or even help them in a contest. Well i have and i'm getting sick of the random shouts from guys making dirty comments, or even wanting to talk to dirty. So i have now decided to make my shout box open to friends only for the time being. Thanks

Nuts
A hair-lip man goes into a nut shop, and the first thing he notices is that the guy behind the counter has the largest nose he has ever seen. The hair-lip guy quickly turns his attention to the merchandise and asks, "Ess-tues me, sir?" "Yes?" replies the clerk. "Tould you tale me how mutsh your pisstasheos arr?" "Pistachio's? They're six dollars a pound." "SSit!" The hair-lip guy goes back to browsing and then asks, "Welp, how mutsh arr your aahhmons?" "Almonds? They're seven fifty a pound." "SSIT! tas' pensive," replies the hair-lip man. "Welp, how bout your pikanns?" "Pecans? They're on sale today, they're only four fifty a pound." "Welp, Ssit. Just div me a pound of dose dhen." "All right then," says the clerk as he begins bagging up a pound of pecans. Then the hair-lip guy says to the clerk, "Tirr, I just wanna tay tank you for not making fun of de way I talk, tauz I tan't hep it." The clerk replies with a smile. "Oh sir, you don't ha

I'm Back
to all my special friends its been a min. i've been away for awhile "I'M BACK GOT DANM IT". I'M BACK ON THE PORCH, BEEN SOME STRAYS RUNNING AROUND, HERE'S THE BIG DOG. " I'M REMARKING MY SCENT ON ALL MY SPECIAL BOO'S" SO STAY THE #### OFF MY PORCH AND YET OFF MY BLOCK" BIG DAWG

The Beer Prayer...
OUR LAGER, WHICH ART IN BARRELS HALLOWED BY THE DRINK. THY WILL BE DRUNK.(I WILL BE DRUNK). AT HOME AS IN THE TAVERN. GIVE US THIS DAY OUR FOAMY HEAD AND FORGIVE US OUR SPILLAGES, AS WE FORGIVE THOSE WHO SPILL AGAINST US.AND LEAD US NOT, INTO INCARCERATION, BUT DELIVER US FROM HANGOVERS. FOR THINE IS THE BEER, THE BITTER AND THE LAGER, FOR EVER AND EVER, BARMEN...

T. T. U. Me!
In the last few days we’ve had our daughter Sarah learning (or at least repeating) the alphabet, she’s learning to anticipate what comes next. For now, she’s fine until she gets to “C”; she doesn’t repeat that but says “D” instead. But she does it in a way that she KNOWS what she’s supposed to do but sees right through it – I knew it, Daddy, you’re trying to teach me something! Yesterday I was home with the kids and babysitting them with their aunt Mary who lives with us. We were both off from work while Martha was at day care, and I’d say our experiences with Sarah and Jeffrey covered the whole range of how exasperating and how loving they can be. When Mary started reciting the alphabet with her, she'd respond just like my title today! Apparently I’ve just gotten my first block today on Fubar, one of the social networking sites I frequently visit. I sent her a gift (this is something you select and pay for with “FuBucks” which you earn as you comment on and rate other peo

Following My Heart
FOLLOWING MY HEART As we all know the human heart is just merely a pump which Is composed of muscle and pumps your blood throughout our bodies at 72 beats per minute. Well let me tell you mine has been working quad droop able overtime lately. Oh I know why, but not sure that I should say it now or wait till I know for sure that what I am feeling is the right thing after all these years. I’m am known to get ahead of my emotions, and I have tired really, really hard not to show them too often. I just can’t seem to control them now since I have been chatting with this very handsome and much respected gentleman. I never ever thought in a million years that I could feel like this again. Just goes to show you that never say never out loud for others to hear or even to yourself as for GOD to hear. When I think of him my heart starts to race out of control, and when I don’t speak to him for hours I feel lost inside. Then again when I just sit and think of him my eyes light up a

My Rating System Idea
Ya know it's interesting how the rating system is determined here on FUBAR - anything rated a 9 or under and we are labeled as a downrater and called vulgar names.... So here's my idea I am going to submit to FUBAR Fubar should impiment a "privacy" system... RATING 1-9: The owner of the item being rated should only be notified by saying "Someone just rated you a (#)" and they will not know who it was unless the rater decides to admit his rating to them RATING 10 & 11: This probably should just be left alone. I propose this system to be impimented for ANY profile and/or item which has the 1-10 and 11 rating possibilities. --------------- It's wither that or just get rid of the 1-10 thing and use Thumbs up or down (like in stash items) and kee the 11 system!

Where Are All The Real Men?
Ladies, Are There Anymore REAL Men? 1. A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2. A REAL MAN raises his kids, not JUST out of pocket either. 3. A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself so she doesn't have to go the route of ..13 below. Young ladies, please learn to chase paper in the form of diplomas and degrees, not just being a paper chaser (dollar bills). 4. A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN. 5. A REAL MAN doesn't kiss & tell. 6. A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, not hot, sexy, or fine as fuck. 7. A REAL MAN CALLS YOU on a daily basis -- NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS. 8. A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 9. A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you and won't get sick of you. 10. A REAL MAN comes over just to watch a movie. 11. A REAL MAN kisses you on the

Champagne & Rose's
Champagne & Rose’s A table with a bucket on it, Where a bottle of champagne is chilling for night of romance And Some sinful and wicked love we will share later. Rose’s petals spread about the floor And Upon a bed waiting for two. Honey, I got everything ready for you on this one special night. Come on get your sweet delight, I plan on rocking your world upon dreams coming true. I got the candles lite. My heart and soul is longing to tell you all I feel for you, Upon your dreams coming true tonight. I got two glasses waiting for us to drink champagne And Taste each other lip to savor the champagne taste, The champagne taste so much better upon your lips that I am dying to taste right now. I lingering here thinking about all the days, I played a patiently waiting game, When we both knew, I had none at all. Because the moment I saw, I knew you were the only one for me. I loved you than with all my heart, But baby… Now I love your with all my soul too. You e

Ethan Went To The Dr On 1-08-2007
well ethan is now a clean bill of health now. he is now 20 pounds 4.0 ounces, 28 inches long, and his head is a 28 inch. he is so big. and he gotten his shots too. but they said that he is now healthy like he is suppose to be. plus, he is now breaking himself from formula. he is drinking vitamin d milk. he is doing good on it, plus he is now eating yogurt too. i am so glad that he is so healthy. but he is almost a year old and i don't know where the time has went. it feels like he was borned yesterday. i just wish that he could of stayed little all the time. i love him being small. I just wish that he never has to grow up on me.

Say It Ain't So...
I think it's safe to say that anyone who may read this would agree that ones life is just better at times than others!! Case and point; The last time I wrote a post, my Redskins had just beaten Dallas (looking really good in doing so I might add) and were on their way to the playoffs. I'm feeling good, doing a bit more bragging than usual and starting to believe that things are finally turning the corner. Right???? Well, since then....The Redskins are gone from the playoffs (looking really bad in doing so I might add) getting their butts kicked by Seattle. And nowwwww Joe Gibbs calls it a day as far as the head coaching job is concerned!!! Somebody please tell me what the hell just happened?? Was it a dream, did I fall asleep for say...a week and a half, smoke some pot maybe or get slipped a mickey?? Just all part of being a die hard football fan I guess. The Skins are done for the year and Gibbs is gone for good and I'm gonna miss em both. At least as far as the team g

Swimmin' In Limpid Pools....
Okay, it seems like I have been plagued by something unusual. Eyes…oh-so-blue…limpid pools of blue…intense…the most intensely blue eyes watching me, following me and my every move. No facial features…just a haziness and those eyes. It was kind of eerie at first. I was kind of freaked out. I lay there in bed for a few minutes until I was completely confounded. Then, I realized whose eyes those were. They were yours…I remembered standing at the bottom of the stairs in my garage and looking up into your face. There…there were those eyes again. It was you. Well, motherfuck! Then I couldn’t stop thinking about it all day long. Dammit, Mike, it’s all your fault! Every color of blue I would see…I would try and compare it to those eyes…you know…the sky is the closest I came to a perfect match. What the Hell?!!!

Voting
I think voting is important to our way of life as you can the last time we voted we lost a lot of freedoms that they were for (Nation Security)ALRIGTHY THAN! But this time we need to check out all the all the people that are running for office. Because we need to take back control of our government remember ( WE THE PEOPLE ) that's what we are the people that can control what happen in our country. I love this country and I want the best for all of us. So went chossing let's really think about who we are voying for. (I had this on my mind I just thouht I would write it down) ("YOU CAN NEVER HAVE EOUGN FRIENDS!")

Hospital Appointment
Today I have been given an appointment to attend the Neurophysiology Department at Newcastle General Hospital for my nerve conduction studies. I will be attending on Tuesday 22nd January at 2:30pm. I have been told that the tests will last for around one hour. The EMG tests, study how well muscles and nerves are functioning. Small electric pulses are used to study the nerves, if muscles need to be examined, then a fine needle is used. Hopefully for me these tests will be conclusive and then I can have surgery if this is required. The sooner my life is back to normal and pain free the better.

Embracing Single Hood
Embracing Single Hood -- Author Unknown I've been multiplying the days And adding the years That my single hood was embraced With a deep sense of loneliness And an overwhelming desire To put it to rest. But amidst the computations And calculations, I've failed to acknowledge that These days prohibit Bombarding energies Belonging to someone else Like a trespasser outside the fence That reads "Violators would be prosecuted." I get to be alone within the walls of me And glare at the inner parts Without an intrusive vibration Knocking at the doors of my silence. Basically, I get to do me! Reflect and introspect... Single hood provides a rhythm That if embraced can lead to tremendous liberation; The hairs on my legs are shaven to my knees Since nobody has to see or rub above that perimeter I seldom worry about a Brazilian wax So baby hairs sometimes peep out The sides of these boy shorts; I hate thongs and don't have to pretend to like

Where To Go From Here...
Road Less Traveled Two roads diverged in a yellow wood And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth Then took the other as just as fair And having perhaps the better claim Because it was grassy and wanted wear Though as for that, the passing there Had worn them really about the same And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet, knowing how way leads onto way I doubted if I should ever come back I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence Two roads diverged in a wood And I took the one less traveled by And that has made all the difference R.F.

Us President George W. Bush In Israel
http://www.iltasanomat.fi/uutiset/ulkomaat/uutinen.asp?id=1474068 . When world peace is possible ? It means ,every country have to want that and their citizens . Like to see that happen . Peace in the world,finally.

Closing Account
fubar has stripped me of all my points and fubucks because i referred 8 people in 9 months i have been on here, i have worked hard to reach wre i was, and poof they wrongfully strip me, u may be the next one they do this way, so ha a great day, it was nice knowing everyone.

You Want What?
Today's Kick in the Ass goes to an anonymous person, or asshat, who filed a claim against the federal government for of $3 quadrillion for over damage from the failure of levees and flood walls following Hurricane Katrina. For the sake of perspective: A mere $1 quadrillion would dwarf the U.S. gross domestic product, which was $13.2 trillion in 2007. A stack of one quadrillion pennies would reach Saturn. Or maybe this would be a better way to put it in perspective - compare that to $250. That's the amount FEMA gave residents of my area when in September 2004 Hurricane Ivan dumped 9 inches of rain in less than 24 hours. Nine inches is an unbelievable amount of water to come roaring thousands of feet down mountains and into already flooding streams. The result was the worst flash flooding in the history of the area. That's where the "impressive" numbers stop. Because unlike some other natural disasters that gained the attention of the world and the backing of disaster efforts and

Si
What self-injury is NOTE: This section contains potentially distressing material. If you self-injure now or have in the past, please make yourself safe before reading this section; it may intensify your urge to harm. Classifying self-harm We all do things that aren't good for us and that may harm us. We also do things that inflict injury but that are primarily intended for other purposes. Some self-harm is culturally sanctioned, while other types are seen as pathological. Where does one draw lines? An easy line to draw is that of deliberate, immediate physical harm being done. For example, cutting your arm or hitting yourself with a hammer are clearly self-injurious acts. Things like overeating, smoking, not exercising, etc., are harmful to a person in the long run but immediate physical damage is not the desired effect of the behaviors. What, then, about things like tattooing and piercing, where physical modification of the body is deliberate and is the desired effect? The fi

Passion Of Love
NuttinButtSexxy Passion of Love Take a seat. Pick up a pen and begin to write upon the blank paper. My passion of love for you must be written for you to always have. Some would never dare to just write what must be said, When words get so lost within words, So here I go…. Kisses on your lips are my soul passion to dare love within each moment, I can taste you. These fumbling and trembling fingers pause as I write to think and smile about, All those times they touched your body. How can I say…. You are like liquid fire upon them, a fire that I can never dare walk from. When I look into your eyes, They haunt me with the passion of love that you hold within your heavenly body of love for me. Do these words touch your heart and soul like they do mine? If so, Baby, I want to say this to you. My heart belongs to your passion like life I breathe. Without you, I could never breathe or live again. Cause you are my passion of love that makes me be alive. ©2008 Fires

010908 Romantic Love Horoscope
Here is your single's love horoscope for Wednesday, January 9: Stick with your pals right now. Romantic fun's great, but you'll really get down to business with your pals. You need their honest words and full support -- whether you're watching football or getting pedicures, soak up this buddy time.

Yahoo, Belo To Team Up On Video Clips
DALLAS - Online search engine operator Yahoo Inc. will offer its users local news video from 13 of Belo Corp.'s television stations, the companies said Wednesday. The companies will share ad revenue from the videos; other terms of the agreement were not disclosed. Sunnyvale, Calif.-based Yahoo (nasdaq: YHOO - news - people ) said the videos will be available exclusively on local news pages of Yahoo! News and be provided to all users when breaking news occurs. Yahoo said the additional clips from the Belo (nyse: BLC - news - people ) stations broaden its local news video coverage to now include local news video from 18 of the nation's top 25 markets. The videos will be provided from Web sites of Belo stations in Houston, San Antonio and Austin, Texas; New Orleans, Phoenix, St. Louis, Seattle/Tacoma and Spokane, Wash; Portland, Ore.; Tucson, Ariz.; Charlotte, N.C.; Louisville, Ky., and Hampton/Norfolk, Va. Yahoo's deal with the media company is in addition to existing a

Your Life!!!!
If you are on Fubar more than 2 hours a day... If you have neglected housework.... If you have told yer kids 'just a second' If you have stopped watching your fave tv shows... If you have ever set your status to 'BRB' for just goin pee!... If you have gotten upset, when you arent their #1 friend... If you have tried and tried and tried...to logon, when the site was down, and called someone to see what was wrong..... When your mate had to pry you away.... If the Human Services have ever pryed you away..... If your kids have ever asked whats for dinner....and 3 days later, you say...Huh? If your kid has ever said 'Mom' or 'Dad'...more than 21 times in a row.... If you have ever delayed, or forgotten to masterbate..... If you just 'stopped' lookin at boobs.... If youve ever said, "39 11's left, I just cant do it!" If youve ever watched a downrater go rate you to see when they would stop..... When your kids tell you, Mom, Dad...Im graduating in

I Don't Get It
My friend Richie is on the rocks with his wife but they won't leave each other because he says they are afraid of being alone. That puzzled me. After much thought, it has come to me that the reason I don't mind being alone is that I don't 'get' what other people get from being in a relationship. I really don't. I think some people go into relationships to feel whole. Because they think there has to be someone there to make up what they don't have. Sometimes because they don't have faith in themselves. Sometimes simply as an excuse to not have to be responsible for themselves. I am already whole. I don't ask any one person's permission to exist in this life and I don't expect anyone to ask mine. Whether we want to realize it or not we are all whole, divine, here for a reason and that reason has nothing to do with any other human alive. I think that is why I don't 'get' what other people get from being in a relationship When I look back at my relationships I see huge expanses of wa

She Was There
I held her hand in silence No words could I say I was held in her arms in comfort Chasing my fear and frustration away She knew what troubled me The news had been siad Words we knew that were coming But still ones that we surely dread No excuses could I make For what had taken hold of me Only the strength to move on forward My will was what guided me I looked deep into her eyes A forced smile grew on her face We now held each other close In a deep and true lovers embrace She knew I would not complain Of the news I had received Knowing deep inside my heart All happened for a reason I believed We knew the time that we had now Counting only minutes as they slipped past Was all that mattered to us both Knoing our love in each would last I stood upon my trembling legs to go Taking her hand as we walked Listening to the peaceful words she spoke Easing my frustration as we talked I could feel her love now fill me As she gives me that lst love filled kiss I fade i

Mental Feng Shui
> > ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it > >cheerfully. > > > > TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As > >you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any > >other. > > > > THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you > >have or sleep all you want. > > > > FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it. > > > > FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person > >in the eye. > > > > SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you > >get married. > > > > SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. > > > > EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People > >who don't have dreams don't have much. > > > > NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might > >get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. > > > > TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name > >calling. > > > > ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. > > > > TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. > > > > THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you

My Babies
hey peeps this is my first time ever growing weed i got 17 little buds planted in a milk jug and im askin for tips and helpfull pointers i keep them closed off in a corner of my room under a heat lamp what else can i do to make sure they live and grow really well fast and potent btw the bud im growing is Cannabis Sativa Red aka Baja Parrot please help

Count Your Blessings...
I AM THANKFUL: FOR THE WIFE WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT, BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME, AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFA BEING A COUCH POTATO, BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS. FOR THE TEENAGER WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME, NOT ON THE STREETS. FOR THE TAXES I PAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED . FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS. FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT. FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING, WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING, AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME . FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT BECAUSE IT MEANS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH. .

My Walk
Alone in silence I now walk No one stands there by my side Life's uneven path rises to meet me Unknowing my way, I take another stride Evilness surrounds me each day Into its traps I try never to fall Kindness has been my teaching Love and caring for one and all Anger I see by others as I pass by Not understanding the reason of their ire Could it be so much pressure bottled inside That they have succombed to its fire Eyes of sorrow I have looked into Pain etched deep inside their soul this day Eating at them this unknown tormenting demon Hoping they can break its grasp one day No brightness can I see now All around is dark like an evil filled night Draining the weaker ones that I pass Pulling them into a lifeless plight I feel myself waiver as I take my next step Which of these evils have set a trap for me I strive to stay true to my life's course Pulling against its grasp, I set myself free In silence I walk now, learning with each day I take nothing for gran

My Story
Tower The Prisoner The room is dark and I am all alone. I can hear the sounds of the approaching storm. It is so cold, but it is always cold here. With no light to warm the air even the tiniest bit. I have walked this room at least a million times, but always in the dark. The walls are like large cold bricks with a rough feel to them. I have not felt an opening of any kind. No windows or doorways at all. I know there should be something somewhere, but I cannot find it in this darkness and I get so weary of looking around in the dark. The floor feels of a rough concrete always cold to my bare feet. How can I survive in such a place like this? In such a state of barely existing? I can hear the thunder getting closer now, but I will not see the lightning. It never comes; you see no light enters this dreary room. None at all, it is like a coffin. A cold stone coffin that I exist in, but will surely soon die in. As the storm approaches yet again I slowly back my way along the wall t

Bathroom Bangin
I give you a glance and you catch on right away... I bite my lip and excuse myself to the restroom... I wait so impatient with an already dripping wet pussy in the bathroom stall... A few minutes which seem to me like hours I hear the door creak open and see your boots appear under the stall door... I slowly unlock and open the door... A smirk creeps to your lips... I need those lips all over me I think to myself... But not wanting to seem too eager I slowly just back into the tiny stall to give you room to enter. You slide in and close and lock the door behind you! You step forward into me and whisper in my ear... "Princess why did you have to wear that skirt you know I can't contain myself! Um I told you the bathroom would be the spot." I giggle and you interrupt my laughter with your tongue... Massaging my tongue with yours... your lips taste like salt from dancing umm I savor your taste! You turn me to the door so my back is pressed up against it... Your hands are like a wild fire

Dating, Women In General And Jobs.
Ok, here's my deal. My job is scheduled to end anytime, now (contract work) and I do have one possible prospect available. That is point one. Point two is: I am dating a girl who has told me in no uncertain terms that she is happy being single but dating, does not want to move in with me, and does NOT want to get married, even in the next four years or so. She is a great person, and the sex is good, when she decides to give it up that is, and I have the same feelings for her that I had for my ex-wife when we first started dating. I also have a friend that I met here that is after me. One problem there is she lives in California. Now, the job prospect I eluded to earlier would mean I would have to move closer, it's in Lansing, KS which is about a 45 minute drive from where I currently am. So a move is unavoidable if I get the job. So, here is my dilemma. The friend in Cali says I should move there and get a job at their casino (a career I have done before, 5 years) a

Men Are Evil
Men are evil little monsters. I have had the shittiest luck with them all my life and give up. The ex left me 4 months ago, then told me a week ago he wanted me back, made a mistake...I said no. Not going through that shit again. Then I meet a wonderful man, and wow hot. Well He told me he was in love with me and then after I said it he went poof! Then my son decides he wants to live with his father. Well he is 13 so I kinda knew it was coming. Then the guy I was going to see for the last month out of town took his wife back...That fucking stung! So as you can see I am down on men at this point in my life and I think I am going to stay that way for a very long time. I think I give to much of me and my heart and that is what is getting me hurt. So well I am off for now...talk to everyone later.

Someone Is Trying To Tell Me Something
ok i had one hell of a morning first off i took a shower clean everything off and all i had to do is cleaj my new stud i gotten yesterday will i was pulling the shower head to aim for it since i cant touch it will and the shower head came right off and hit me right in my left eye i almost lost my sight then after words i want to get something to eat at jack in the box and i almost slap and fell on my ass becuse the guy was cleaning the steps at 5am in the damn morning you no they could have did that before the place open up after that i went to target to get soem cat food and other items and jsut when i got out of the store and walk down a few blocks a damn pig was trying to start shit with me for no reason wtf all i was trying to do is go home and do my own thing not just that i even came very close to get hit by a car he came so close to ripping off my leg

Contest
I have entered a contest (see below) If you would like a link, let me know. THANK YOU FOR ENTERING MY MILITARY SUPPORT CONTEST!! I ALSO WANT TO THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING THAT YOU DO FOR OUR COUNTRY, IT IS MUCH APPRECIATED!! OK THE DETAILS!! THIS CONTEST IS GOING TO START TONIGHT 1-9-08 AT 8 PM EST. IT WILL GO ON UNTIL 1-16-08 STOP

Mumm Comments
Okay this is aimed at all who go OUT OF THEIR WAY to be total subtards on any MUMM that is posted by us FUBARIANS... recently I posted a MUMM that asked if people think FUBAR should decrease or get rid of the Bouncer Checks. I GOT MORE NEGATIVE COMMENTS THAN VOTES! Why do you ppl do that? What purpose does it serve to publicly ridicule someone for being creative enough to even POST on this site? I think I know why... the ones with all the big FUBUCKS and all the points and levels have to keep their reputation up with all the FAKE PEOPLE so they walk all over the little guy trying to make FRIENDS on Fubar! Give me one good reason why I shouldn't delete THIS account along-side the others I've already deleted.....

Heaven Sent Me An Angel...
Heaven has sent you an Angel. Heaven didn't want her, so they sent her to me. I don't want her so, I'm sending her to you ! No ya can't send her back to me ya have to send her on to get rid of her...

Saint~and~sinners~train
> Hey ALL! Want to join the SAINTS AND SINNERS TRAIN and be added to our weekly pimp out bulletin? All you have to do is follow the three steps below! 1) Fan, Rate, and Add everyone already on the train. 2) One you have done that just tell Persia, Ruby Cairo, or Louise about it by MESSAGE (Not shout) so that they can add you to the next pimpout! 3) Once you are added... just repost the weekly bulletin! That is all we ask! Persia {SSDC} FuGF of Elizabitch & Ruby Cairo ¢¾ ¢Ó Co-Skank to NSF You ¢Ó@ fubar ¢¾Louise¢¾ *Owned by Thelma*@ fubar Ruby Cairo {SSDC} FuGF of Persia & Elizabitch@ fubar ღღ Lady Sunmaid ღ I.B.I.C. ღTrue Southern Sweetheartღღ@ fubar GamerChick *Chriz's muddie*~ Clan [MFG]@ fubar Just Katt "Freaks LiL Kitty" * Fu-Wifey to Freak *@ fubar SweetLilAngel604 *FuGF of Sneak

The Story Of A Blind And A Doctor
It was the year 1952. A terrible fog hung over London. It was grey and wet. Buses and cars had to drive slowly and carefully, with their lights on and thei horns continually blowing. People hurried to their homes or waited in restaurant for the fog to lift. ......But the fog became thicker and thicker, and at last all the traffic came to a standstill. Silence filled the streets of the city. In the hall of a big hotel a French doctor was walking up and down, looking at his watch every minute or two. He had come to town in the morning and he had to be at an important conference in half an hour. The place of the meeting was quite a long way off, and he had no idea how to get there in time. No taxi, no bus and the underground railway would only take him to another foggy place where he would not find his way. The French doctor went to the door of the hotel. He could hardly see the steps leading down to the street. Then suddenly, he heard a voice beside him: " I suppose you want to go

Fubar Reality...take A Good Look
If you are on Fubar more than 2 hours a day... If you have neglected housework.... If you have told yer kids 'just a second' If you have stopped watching your fave tv shows... If you have ever set your status to 'BRB' for just goin pee!... If you have gotten upset, when you arent their #1 friend... If you have tried and tried and tried...to logon, when the site was down, and called someone to see what was wrong..... When your mate had to pry you away.... If the Human Services have ever pryed you away..... If your kids have ever asked whats for dinner....and 3 days later, you say...Huh? If your kid has ever said 'Mom' or 'Dad'...more than 21 times in a row.... If you have ever delayed, or forgotten to masterbate..... If you just 'stopped' lookin at boobs.... If youve ever said, "39 11's left, I just cant do it!" If youve ever watched a downrater go rate you to see when they would stop..... When your kids tell you, Mom, Dad...Im graduating in

Playpen Auction Rules
***PlayPen Lounge-Wide Auction*** Application Requirements Must have a minimum of one (1) salute Must be active in lounge at least one (1) week Must be at least a level 10 (Friend of Fubar) Or a previously submitted salute Application fee is 2,000 FuBucks How this auction will work: Since this is a Lounge Wide event, Play Pen staff/owners are NOT liable for non-payment by non-staff members. PlayPen Lounge can ONLY guarantee payment from PlayPen staff members. PlayPen members who do not follow through with their obligation will be ejected/banned from the lounge, therefore preventing them from participating in any future PlayPen events. If a member who is not PlayPen staff is auctioned and cannot fulfill his/her promised end of the deal he/she is responsible for reimbursement to the winning bidder. If reimbursement is not made, the member will be banned, no questions asked. Anyone can vote on anyone being auctioned. You DO NOT have to be staff to be auctioned off

People Need To Quit!
OK NOW I LOOK AT ALOT OF PROFILES ON HERE AND I SEE LIL BABY SEXYMAMA 2HOT4 U ETC AND THEN I GO TO CLICK ON THEM AND IT LOOKS LIKE SOMEONE BEAT THE HELL OUTTA THEM WITH A UGLE STICK WTF IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE , C'MON IF UR UGLY U KNOW YOUR UGLY STOP WITH THE FASLE ADVERTISING IS ALL I'M ASKING! FUCK!

O.m.g Iam In A Auction Cummmmm Help Me
OK GUYS HERE IS YOUR CHANCE TO OWN SUGAR~N~SPICE ... U MAKE THE TERMS JUST NO NSFW PICS .... FOR 1 MONTH YOU WILL OWN ON FUBAR ... SO PUT YOUR BID IN ON ME AND WE WILL SEE WHAT HAPPENS KISSES TO ALL AND GOOD LICK HAHHAH I MEAN LUCK http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=947554&albumid=788115&i=1914422769 LOVE SUGAR~N~SPICE

The Death Sentence
*** Disclaimer*** The views and opinions expressed in this blog ARE mine and I am open to other points of view. If you , the reader, if you find a point, or points, that you would like to debate, feel free to comment. I believe in the use of capital punishment as an effective means to deter and punish citizens. In my opinion, there has been far too much controversy over the issue. People do have the right to protest, and to express there freedoms, but more often than not do they weigh the cost of their actions. These protesters often forget that their tax dollars are paying for every meal, the guards to supervise and contain, and the bed these people, convicted of one or more heinous crimes, live and sleep. Humans rights activist often call the methods of capital punishment inhumane. Do they ever stop to think about how inhumane the crimes these people committed were? The judicial system has been twisted and contorted to a point that there seems to be a

Tierd Of Pretending
lately i have been so unhappy with my life i've been pretending that every thing is ok but im not im tired of putting on an act i know i souldn't because no one evan really cares how im doing not my friends or my family they're all to much into them selfs that they don't evan care about anyone else but them selfs like nothing else matters so i just go on in my life like there nothing wrong with me just keeping to my self and not bothering with anyone because aparetly im not good enuff to talk to no one asks me how am i doing because they don't care how im doing and they don't care about whats wrong with me there more worried about a guy they like or a girl they like its alway about them i know it soundslike im jelious but it would be nice to be included in things and even though about im sad and depreesed all the time i feel werthless i need someone in my lfe that makes me feel needed someone to hold and love me and someone that i can d

Relationship Warning Signs
*do you feel nervous around your boyfriend, girlfriend, or partner? *do you have to be careful to control your behaviour to avoid their anger do you feel pressured by them when it comes to sex? *are you scared of disagreeing with them? do they criticise you, or humiliate you in front of other people? *are they always checking up or questioning you about what you do without them? *do they repeatedly and wrongly accuse you of seeing or flirting with other people? *do they tell you that if you changed they wouldn't abuse you? *does their jealousy stop you from seeing friends or family? *do they make you feel like you are wrong, stupid, crazy, or inadequate? *have they ever scared you with violence or threatening behaviour? *do you often do things to please them, rather than to please yourself? *do they prevent you from going out or doing things you want to do? *do you feel that, with them, nothing you do is ever good enough? *do they say that they wil

My Comic Book
Name Blackblade Aisle Ben Haywood Weight 270 Height 6’7 Powers Blackblade as the power to control gravity for a sort time and has the power to read minds and he can make his arms shape shift into anything he wants. Bio Ben was raised by his father Frank Haywood his father was a bounty hunter by trade at a young age his father noticed that his son could make things float at will at that minute he. Knew his son was special he started training him to be a bounty hunter as time went on Ben could read his fathers mind he told his father what new power he had when he told him this Ben’s arm started to change into a long black sword and. His father was shocked at what he could do. But every time he did this his Eyes would change red as the fire’s of hell it self that’s when his. Father gave him the name “Blackblade” as time went on blackblade honed his powers to what they are today. Chapter 1 the origin of BLACKBLADE Blackblade was one of the best bounty hunters o

Might Be Gone For A Few Days
having some trouble over on my end of things folks. most of you probably don't know i had a blood clot a few years ago and it almost killed me. well, my leg is hurting really bad and has been for a few weeks now so i figure i should probably go get it checked. so just wanted to let everyone know if i'm not around for a few days that's the reason why. hope to see you all when i get back

Your Rights In A Relationship:
Your rights in a relationship: If you are in a relationship, you must be treated with fairness, which means your boyfriend or partner: ~is willing to compromise ~lets you feel comfortable being yourself ~is able to admit to being wrong ~tries to resolve conflict by talking honestly ~enables you to feel safe being with him ~respects your feelings, your opinions and your friends ~accepts you saying no to things you don't want to do (like sex) ~accepts you changing your mind ~respects your wishes if you want to end the relationship When someone loves you, you feel valued, liked and free to be yourself. You should not be made to feel intimidated or controlled. Source: http://www.expect-respect.org.nz/respectquiz.htm

Lost Time
I lost a lot of time with you. I have not been here as long as you, and yet, I have pushed harder to see you then you have to see me. It's almost as if it would be better if you were never in my life... I don't understand you, and yet no one really understands me. I don't even understand me. I don't get how you can block out the pain you gave me, my sister, "our family". I don't understand how you can just come and go with no feelings at all. You always said I was like you, but I am nothing like you... I am me, Courtney... the girl that has turned into a women and has spread her wings, and stopped needing you a long time ago. Yet, time and time again you have made it clear that you need me, you need us, your just not man enough to say it still to this day. You tried to talk to me the other day... I tried to be kind, but it was so hard... Now I don't know what to do, I'm once again a girl with a broken heart and I can't help but me bitter like you. I lost a lot of time. A

This Is To Everyone!
Look, I know i haven't been around much. There is a lot going on in my day to day life, and with not being on meds, I'm not up for much either.. I am sorry. If you have a problem with it, DO NOT fill my dam shout box with crap. I am blocking people i considered friends because i will NOT deal with fubar drama. Leave it be. I'm trying to get back on meds, and get everything fixed.. I'll talk when i'm a little more stable. TO those that are understanding, Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart. I'm sorry i've been distant. Kristy Lynn

Looking Out Into The Night Sky
Looking out into the night sky So many stars yet so many scars. There's a war inside my head, the words have already been said. Never wanted to say goodbye, now all i can do is cry. I fall to the floor as i close the door, my heart is tore. Looking out into the night sky. I wanted you to stay, but instead you went away. How could I have been so blind and in my mind I wish i had one more chance, to make it right, but it is to late. You said goodbye, how could you lie when all i did was try. Looking into the night sky. It starts to rain, I am in so much pain couldn't break the chains, was it all in vain. It happened so fast thought it would last, but now it's all in the past. Looking out into the night sky, you said goodbye, without saying a word all i can do is cry, why did you lie, why didnt you try, instead you said goodbye, now i look into the night sky and wonder why. Looking out into the night sky, it begins to rain. I fall to the floor as

Some Things To Think About...
Some things to Think about: ~Life is not just for living once.. it's for living every day..... ~In a mirror is where we find a reflection or our appearances..........but in our heart is where we find a reflection of our soul... ~Faith is taking the first step....... when you don't see the whole staircase.. ~The door to your heart only opens from the inside.. ~when you feel like giving up........ remember why you held on in the first place.. ~True courage is to keep on traveling........ when you can't see the map.......... ~ Dreams are almost always taller than you are.. that way you have to reach to make them come true... ~Here's to the nights that turned into mornings. and the friends that turned into family............ ~The human heart feels things the eyes can not see.. and knows what the mind can not understand.. ~Live your life in such a way that your lil corner of the world will be brighter cause you are there... ~You'll never become old and

In Coming Storm
Being able to see the signs of the weather and just knowing the feeling that your screwed, that is worth so much in words. It is that slammed into a wall and when you peel your self off of that wall and start looking around everything is in slow motion and nothing you do will help. It is sad to say I know and see the storm coming what a mother fucker.

My Reason To Smile
After I stopped believing that love could ever be real. Giving up on what I knew, I thought my heart wouldn't heal. To me love was just a game, a game that I could never win. Losing everything I had, everything that could've been. Then here you come into my life changing the thoughts in my mind. Bringing me to a new start leaving all my pain behind. You're the reason that I write, brand new poems of true love. You've given me the things I need, everything that I've dreamed of. You showed me how to love again, the things I lost; in you I found. You gave me a reason to smile, you said I had no need to frown. I will forever be grateful for everything you have to give. All the happiness I needed, and another reason to live. Every time I hear your name, a smile forms across my face. A new feeling...everlasting, that I know nothing can replace. I'm so thankful that I have you, you're there when I need you most. I don't want anything else, I just w

Just A Leaf On A Tree..
Just A Leaf On A Tree.. ~You will know my true value When you loose me ~Now you take me as a leaf Amongst the thousands ~Strewn below a tree But that leaf is unique ~Only time will tell you that ~~and when you start to miss me........... remember you let me go.................

Kni Whp The Minkey.... Well Can You?
Me and my friends have made a room .If u like u r more then welcome to cum and join us and sit and talk with us and bring ur friends in to. You can find the room on my profile the name is called kni whip the monkey. So if u like to cum in ill be there. Hope u have a great day hugs Whipped. PS. We will aso have games and birthday bashes ... And just random parties Please cum and join the fun

What Is Normal?
Do you ever sit around your home and wonder who it was that got to decide for the whole world what normal is?Did they take a vote and some of us missed it cause we were out shopping?Or did they just let a few "priviledged" in on the committee? In a world where uniqueness should be treasured it is instead frowned upon as it is not "in the norm".Why do we have to be in the norm to be accepted....and why is it that the differences that attract us are the things we try to change?Are we so terribly insecure that we cannot have anything "different" in our lives without feeling threatened? Quite frankly I'm a bit fed up with other people deciding for me if I'm bloody normal or not....I'm normal for me,you're normal for you,and screw the books that say we have to be a flock of sheep so that everyone else doesn't feel threatened by those of us who simply don't fit into the "norm".Love and happiness to the world and may you find a niche that you feel you wholly belong in and the rest of th

What Is Love?
Love, The gentle touch of a lover, The caring hug of a mother, The soft speech of another, The smile of your brother. The quick glance of a passer-by, The feel of passion nearby, Your emotions put on stand-by, The feeling you’re never going to die. The throbbing ache inside, Always being by your side, The far-off sound of the tide, The feeling of being untied. The peace of knowing, The feeling slowly flowing, The rapture always growing, Not stopping, only going. Being able to express yourself, The feelings inside oneself, Emanating itself, From myself.

Oh So The Drama
LMAO it is strnage really how things pan out If the past few days are anything to go by the next period of my life on FUBAR will be very interesting You try and do the right thing and it is turned round back on you Well let's see what the fallout is shall we

Wanna Own Me?
Click on the picture above and bid please!! If I win... You will get.. Rate all pics 11's during happy hours Leave comments on all pics Add to family for a month Leave Daily profile comments for a month Rate all Stash Added to my Top 3 friends Will Give yahoo ID Buy them random Fu-gifts 1 SFW Salute ADD A 6 MONTH VIP OR HH FOR MORE!

Microsoft's Incubation Labs
Mary Jo Foley An unblinking eye on Microsoft Subscribe Alerts Bio Mobile Pick a blog category .Net Framework Activation Advertising Anti-piracy App Compatibility Apple CES 2007 CES 2008 Channel Code names Corporate strategy CRM Live Database Development tools Dynamics CRM Dynamics ERP Exchange Server Expression Studio Facebook Fiji Google Healthcare Housekeeping Internet Explorer Legal Linux Management tools MIX07 MSN Network service providers Network service providers Novell OEMs Office Office 2007 Office for Mac Office Live OGA Popfly mashup tool Research Resellers Search Security Service Pack Shared Source SharePoint Server Silverlight (wpf/e) Speech SQL Server SQL Server Support Surface System builders System Center System Center Systems integrators TechEd 2007 Telecommunications Virtualization Vista Visual Studio 2008 (Orcas) VOIP Web 2.0 Web conferencing Web video WGA Windows 7 Windows CE Windows client Windows Essential Business Server (Centro) Windows Home Server Windows Live

What's My Age......
Old man was walking down the hallway of an old folks home and came to this woman and immediately said "i bet you can't tell how old i am" the old lady replied "i bet i can.... Drop your pants". So the old man thus dropped his pants and stood buck naked in front of her and she said quickly "your 96". The old man, shocked, said "how did you know that, your amazing!" She said "it was easy, you told me at breakfast this morning"

Alltel Adds Touch Screen Windows Based Phone
The Touch has Alltel-specific apps such as a service that converts incoming voicemails to text and sends them to the phone's text inbox. By Elena Malykhina InformationWeek January 9, 2008 11:20 AM Alltel (NYSE: AT) Wireless, a U.S. cellular carrier with more than 12 million customers, on Wednesday began offering a Windows Mobile-based smartphone called the HTC Touch, with some features specific to the carrier. The Touch, which was first introduced by HTC last June in the United Kingdom, uses TouchFLO technology for navigating through the phone's menus with a finger swipe. Apple's iPhone operates in a similar fashion through a fully touch-screen interface. The HTC Touch from Alltel uses an Alltel-specific application called Voice2TXT that converts incoming voicemails to text and sends them to the phone's text inbox. (click for image gallery) The Touch is both suited for mobile professionals and consumers, since it combines multimedia features and Mi

Little Ol' Lady
A little old lady, well into her eighties, slowly enters the front door of a sex shop. Obviously very unstable on her feet, she wobbles the few feet across the store to the counter. Finally arriving at the counter and grabbing it for support, stuttering she asks the sales clerk: "Dddooo youuuu hhhave dddddiilllldosss?" The clerk, politely trying not to burst out laughing replies: "Yes we do have dildos. Actually we carry many different models." The old woman then asks: "Dddddoooo yyyouuuu caarrryy aaa pppinkk onnee,tttenn inchessss lllong aaandd aabboutt ttwoo inchesss ththiickk...aaand rrunns by bbaatteries?" The clerk responds, "Yes we do." She asks: " Ddddooo yyoooouuuu kknnnoooww hhhowww tttooo ttturrrnnn ttthe sssunoooffabbitch offffff?"

I Wonder
i wonder why when a new year hits the same thing still happens where people that were in your life in the last year and were mean as hell and untruthful are still there. This year i really hope that i can find a new guy and a some new friends who do not stab in the back and steal my bf. I am goin to school this year finally after 12ys not in the classroom and i am not gonna let anyone step on my toes and ruin it for me. If u look at my profile and think i might have a chance in gaining your friendship please give me a shout.

Going Away For A Week
To all my wonderful Fubar friends--- I will be missing in action for a week starting today as I head to Michigan...I may have a chance to check for a few minutes emails but not sure so I say goobye til I return home safely...I hope I don't get lost in the snow..ahhh snow! It's so beautiful here today w/ the sun shining...I wish you all peace and happiness til I return..you all are the greatest friends anyone could ask for. Text Image Generator

About Me
Name: Kimberly Michelle ... Age: 29 Born: January 6, 1979 in Richmond, VA Currently Live on the southern North Carolina Coast Other places I've lived: Western Michigan, Mountains of NC, South Carolina, New Jersey, Boston, Tennessee...and others I was too young to truly remember. Places I've visited: Minnesotta, Pennsylvania, Canada, New York, Salem Massachusetts...Hoping to add many more to this list someday as I love to travel & explore. Things I LOVE: Music, Art, Animals, Theology, Psychology, History, All things Mysterious, Writing, Reading, Relaxing, The ever changing Sky, Storms, Expression... Freedom, Movement Things I Loathe: Alarm clocks, Telephones, Shopping, Drama, Liars, Cheaters, closed-mindedness, lack of integrity, SPIDERS ~shudder...Clowns freak me out, Discord, Dishonesty, Dispair, Pain, Heartache, Dependance Siblings: 2 younger sisters, both different & beautiful in their own ways Children: Not yet...but hopefully someday Business

Did U Know
DID U KNOW?MEN have 2 heads and WOMEN have 4 lips The American Dental Association says semen cuts plaque and tartar by 77%. Suck a dick and save a smile... If u have sex 365 times a yr and u melted down all da condoms 2 make a tire what would u call it? a fuckin goodyear! Sex is like playing spades. If u don't have a good partner, u better have a good hand. Big Bad Wolf told lil red riding hood lift ur top so i can suck ur tits. no, she said while lifting her skirt, eat me like the fuckin book says! A rooster and a cat were playing by the pool. the cat fell in and the rooster laughed. The cat said, a wet pussy always makes a cock happy! Girls have unique magic tricks, they get wet without water, bleed without injury, and make boneless things hard. Send to 10 freaks in 30 mins. or u will have bad sex. Scince you've already read this.......You're it! This is the sexy train, if u receive this it means ur fucking sexy if u get it back you're even sexier

He’s The Guy Next Door
He’s the guy next door - a man’s man with the memory of a little boy. gotten over the excitement of engines and sirens and danger. He’s a guy like you and me with warts and worries and unfulfilled dreams. Yet he stands taller than most of us. He’s a fireman. He puts it all on the line when the bell rings. A fireman is at once the most fortunate and the least fortunate of men. He’s a man who saves lives because he has seen too much death. He’s a gentle man because he has seen the awesome power of violence out of control. He’s responsive to a child’s laughter because his arms have held too many small bodies that will never laugh again. He’s a man who appreciates the simple pleasures of life - hot coffee held in numb, unbending fingers - a warm bed for bone and muscle compelled beyond feeling - the camaraderie of brave men - the divine peace and selfless service of a job well done in the name of all men. He doesn’t wear buttons or wave flags or shout obscenities. When he marches, it is to

My Father Was A Fireman
My father was a fireman. He drove a big red truck and when he'd go to work each day he'd say, "Mother wish me luck." Then Dad would not come home again 'til sometime the next day. But the the thing that bothered me the most was the thing's some folks would say, "A fireman's life is easy, he eats and sleeps and plays, and sometimes he won't fight a fire for days and days." When I first heard these words I was too young to understand but I knew when people had trouble Dad was there to lend a hand. Then my father went to work one day and kissed us all goodbye but little did we realize that night we all would cry. My father lost his life that night when the floor gave way below and I'd wondered why he'd risk his life for someone he did not know. But now I truly realize the greatest gift a man can give is to lay his life upon the line so that someone else might live. So as we go from day to day and we pray to God above say a prayer for your local fireman. He ma

" I Wish You Could "
I wish you could see the sadness of a business man as his livelihood goes up in flames or that family returning home,only to find their house and belongings damaged or destroyed. I wish you could know what it is to search a burning bedroom for trapped children,flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl,the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen beneath you burns. I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 3 A.M. as I check her husband of forty years for a pulse and find none.I start CPR anyway, hoping against the odds to bring him back,knowing intuitively it is too late.But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done. I wish you could know the unique smell of burning insulation,the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling,and the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke sensations that I have bec

Firefighter`s Life
A fireman's life is one big surprise, Usually he laughs, sometimes he cries. There's always stress,toil and strife, Hoping he's good enough to save just one life.His wife understands,when he misses dinner,If he runs out of church, don't think he's a sinner.Answering a call,is tops on his list,Regretting each one he's ever missed.He tries and tries,but can't make us see,The happiest men,still work for free.Jumping from bed, fighting the cold,Knowing what to do, without being told. He rushes to the station, jumps on a truck.Depending on skill, never on luck.Putting his life on the line,for an unknown friend,Hoping and praying,it won't be the end. "The Bravest Men In The World", the title is fitting, They all do their best, never come close to quitting.Next time you see them,all their lights blinking,Take just a minute, to think what they're thinking. It's a hard job, so show them you care, And help them out,with a little prayer.

Heavens Brigade
Did you know there's a Fire Department in Heaven? I heard Cap tell that sorrowful lad. The young boy stared, working over the words he's just been given. Cap, do you think God's got a spot on the truck for my dad? Cap smiled, even though you could tell his heart was heavy, and said, You bet son, as he roughed the hair on the boy's head. Timmy looked up, his sadness for now, gone. Cap went on, holding back the tears that were trying to fall. They've got the biggest reddest trucks you ever saw, And they keep them cleaned and ready, Just in case they get a call. Of course they don't get too many, Bein' in Heaven and all. But God knew this, so right next to them He made, A great big tree, that puts out lots of shade. And each day they have at least one run, Down the streets of Heaven, leading the afternoon parade. Thats been years ago now, And in that time, things have changed alot. Cap, he's been retired, and I, somehow, made it to Chief. And Timmy, He's just Tim n

Volunteers... Do You Belong
Are you and active member, The kind that would be missed? Or are you just contented, That your name is on the list? Do you attend the meetings, And mingle with the flock? Or do you meet in private, And criticize and knock? Do you take an active part, To help the work along? Or are you just satisfied, To be the kind that just belongs? Do you work on committees, To this there is no trick. Or leave the work to just a few, And talk about the clique? So come to meetings often, And help with hand and heart. Don't be just a member, But take an active part. Think this over colleagues, You know what's right from wrong, Are you a valued member, Or do you just belong?

Allways Great To Welcome Someone New
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Firemen Don't Have A Chance
When the firetrucks are delayed 40 seconds in traffic, People say: "It took them 20 minutes to get here." When the firetruck races at 40 mph, it's: "Look at those reckless fools." When four men struggle with an eight man ladder: "They don't even know how to raise a ladder." When firemen open windows for ventilation: "Look at the wrecking crew." When they open the floor to get at a blaze: "There goes the axe squad." If the chief stands back where he can see and direct his men: "He's afraid to go where he sends his men." If they lose a building: "It's a lousy department." If they make a good "stop", folks say: "The fire didn't amount to much." If lots of water is necessary: "They are doing more damage with water than flames." If a fireman gets hurt: "He is a careless guy." If a citizen gets hurt: "It's a crazy department." If a fireman inspects property: "He's meddling in somebody's business." If he wants a fire hazard corrected: "I'll see the mayor." If he gets

The Fireman Creed
I have no ambition in this world but one and that is to be a fireman. The position may, in the eyes of some appear to be a lowly one, but we who know the work which a fireman has to do, believe that his is a noble calling. There is a adage which says that nothing is destroyed except by fire. We strive to preserve from destruction the wealth of the world which is the product of the energy of men necessary for the comfort of both the rich and the poor. We are the defenders from fire of the art which has beautified the world, the products of the genius of men and means of refinement of mankind. But, above all, our proudest endeavour is to save lives of men, the work of GOD himself. Under the impulse of such thoughts the nobility of the occupation thrills us and stimulates us to deeds of daring even to the supreme sacrifice. Such considerations may not strike the average mind but they are sufficient to fill to the limit, our ambition in life and to make us serve the general purpose of huma

Touch
Touch A touch can say so many things. It can be a voice with no sound it can be filled with heated passion it can leave you breathless it can make you quiver A touch can heighten your senses to the point of no return it can intoxicate you it can make you burn it can be as soft as a warm summer breeze or it can be as brutal as the blazing sun Without touch, one cannot feel, embrace it, cherish it, hold it dear. Good or bad, you will always want to feel. A gentle touch can make you heal. Lisa Maria Tekula

The Zunephone Is Dead, Long Live The Zunephone
Mary Jo Foley An unblinking eye on Microsoft Subscribe Alerts Bio Mobile Pick a blog category .Net Framework Activation Advertising Anti-piracy App Compatibility Apple CES 2007 CES 2008 Channel Code names Corporate strategy CRM Live Database Development tools Dynamics CRM Dynamics ERP Exchange Server Expression Studio Facebook Fiji Google Healthcare Housekeeping Internet Explorer Legal Linux Management tools MIX07 MSN Network service providers Network service providers Novell OEMs Office Office 2007 Office for Mac Office Live OGA Popfly mashup tool Research Resellers Search Security Service Pack Shared Source SharePoint Server Silverlight (wpf/e) Speech SQL Server SQL Server Support Surface System builders System Center System Center Systems integrators TechEd 2007 Telecommunications Virtualization Vista Visual Studio 2008 (Orcas) VOIP Web 2.0 Web conferencing Web video WGA Windows 7 Windows CE Windows client Windows Essential Business Server (Centro) Windows Home Server Windows Live

New Every Morning
New Every Morning Today's Scripture “His compassions never fail. They are new every morning; Great is Your faithfulness” (Lamentations 3:22-23 NASB). Today's Word from Joel and Victoria You may have done something last week or last month that you're not particularly happy about, but the good news is you don't have to carry that around with you. That's part of what the Scripture means when it says that God's mercies are new every morning. God's mercy and forgiveness are available to you each and every day. His compassions never fail. That means that as soon as you call on Him and repent and change your ways, God pours out His compassion and forgiveness. Simply open your heart and receive it. You can have a new beginning every single day! Do you feel like there's something between you and God right now? Take a moment and call on His faithfulness. Call on His mercy. Ask for His forgiveness. Don't waste another moment in the past. Let Him refresh and restore your soul right now

My First Poem
Lilac Fields Take a deep breath, Inhale the beauty of me. Trace me along your flesh and feel my softness. Close your eyes forget all else . . . lay down. Let the soft breeze tickle your skin. Let the sun warm your heart, let my scent and touch soothe your soul. Breathe deeply, lose yourself in the soft scented moment. I will put a smile to your lips and leave you with a memory you shall never forget. Lisa Maria Tekula Copyright ©2008 Lisa Maria Tekula

Please, Meet Holly!!!
Hi ya'll!!! ... You've all been such amazing friends .. I'd like you all to meet Holly! ... sixtwobbw@ fubar She's funny .. and witty .. and wonderful .. and a "real life" friend of mine! ... I just dragged her in!! . . Show her some love!!!! .. Thank you in advance!!!!! ... "G" aka .. "Maid"! ...

The Firemans Prayer
When I am called to duty, God whenever flames may rage, Give me the strength to save some life Whatever be its age. Help me to embrace a little child Before it’s too late, Or some older person from the horror of that fate. Enable me to be alert And hear the weakest shout, And quickly and efficiently to put the fire out. I want to fill my calling and give the best in me, To guard my neighbor And protect his property. And if according to Your will I have to lose my life, Please bless with Your protecting hand My children and my wife

Sex Facts
"If you believe in having sex....." sexual facts all men and women should know!!! 1) 94% of men lie about their dick size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capacity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive

If I Call You Romeo
if i called you romeo would you call me juliet if are toungs crosses paths would you accepted would you die for my word and never look back would you make sure i was in love b4 you left would i die by your side or in your arms and can i take you with me if i called you jack would you call me rose and never for get would you plz love me for ever as a friend would you keep me close for ever as a lover would you be in my life no matter what happens in the end would you show me the light at the end would you try to take the pain and suffering away maybe you can makes us kid and for get all this drama that out there today can you sit by my side when i am old and gray help me around intill i pass away would you love me as a mother as wife or as a friend or as family would you make sure i am happy when its the end i dont care what you do with my bodie you can trough me away you can put me in a roster and make me ash flaya you can put me in a box where i go rout and hid you can do what ever yo

Football For Blondes
A guy took his blonde girlfriend to her first football game. They had great seats right behind their team's bench. After the game, he asked her how she liked the experience. 'Oh, I really liked it,' she replied, 'especially the tight pants and all the big muscles, but I just couldn't understand why they were killing each other over 25 cents.' Dumbfounded, her date asked, 'What do you mean?' 25 cents?? I don't understand.... 'Well, they flipped a coin, one team got it and then for the rest of the game, all they kept screaming was: 'Get the Quarterback! Get the Quarterback!' I'm like...HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOO............ It's only 25 cents!!!!

Unloco- Texas Lyrics
Sometimes I lie awake in bed Thinking about the things you said So lost for words, so lost to tell you how I feel So terrified of changing what I thought was real It's too bad, you're gone It's too bad, you're not alone And I know that you couldn't see That it's too bad that you're gone And not here with me Standing here, trying to make some sense of this There's nothing between us Still I can feel your awkwardness You're so lost for words So you just tell me I'm your friend There must be one reason Only one reason in the end It's too bad, you're gone It's too bad, you're not alone And I know that you couldn't see That it's too bad that you're gone And not here with me So why are you pulling away It must be from things that I say And I'm thinking you're thinking of him So why do I even care at all

Psychic Vampire Awareness
More...because the more you know... Energy Vampire Traits * Feeling alone or abandoned * Needs constant reassurance * Never feels satisfaction * Poor listener, talks non-stop * Low energy or easily fatigued * Basks in being the center of attention * Cannot make a decision without seeking advice from someone else * Clingy, projects himself into situations where he is not welcome

Blogs From My Myspace
Feel free to comment!!! I had a moment of clarity today, I realized that not only havent i said thnks for the friendships, but i havent shown the thanks to my friends for awhile, Id really like to appoligize for this. Sometimes in my kaotic head i forget that without friends id be a gonner, So thanks very much everyone who has been their for me!!! And please allow me to be the same type of friend... 4:22 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove November 15, 2007 - Thursday Reality’s fatality Category: Writing and Poetry Realization of realities fatality, Dreams unaspired, dreams desired. Soul searching for inner desires. Touch, whisper,breath on breath, Eyes engaged to late to betray... Just out of reach these desires, My mind tangeld in wires, Heart pounding... Missing the touch the feel of inner heat, Let the warmth engulf you, Take comfort in it. Just out of reach down the hall of memories now it glides... 6:57 PM - 0 Comments -

Perfect Soulmate
Perfect Soulmate by BlueWolf © My heart was protected, By a thick wall And you came into my life, You made it all fall. I never thought I could feel this way Until I met you And it all went away. You make me feel free Like a bird in the sky. I never want to be sad again I never want to cry I want to be with you I want us to last Everything before you Was all in the past. Some say that us meeting Was by luck or just fate But I truly believe That you are my perfect soulmate.......

What Is A Fireman
WHAT IS A FIREMAN He is the guy next door - a man's man with the memory of a little boy. He has never gotten over the excitement of engines and sirens and danger. He is a guy like you and me with wants and worries and unfulfilled dreams. Yet he stands taller than most of us. He is a fireman. He puts it all on the line when the bell rings. A fireman is at once the most fortunate and the least fortunate of men. He is a man who saves lives because he has seen too much death. He is a gentle man because he has seen the awesome power of violence out of control. He is responsive to a child's laughter because his arms have held too many small bodies that will never laugh again. He is a man who appreciates the simple pleasures of life - hot coffee held in numb, unbending fingers - a warm bed for bone and muscle compelled beyond feeling - the camaraderie of brave men - the divine peace and

It's My Job
IT'S MY JOB He stares in the face of death without a second thought to save that one special life that he so bravely sought he has walked as close to "Hell On Earth" as any man could do and he's so proud of the job he did for people he never knew He puts his life on the line every time duty calls always doing what needs to be done without even a pause He is a fireman with overwhelming pride never afraid to take a chance when saving someone's life Often he says "It's my job" But we really know that he is very special and always ready to go So when you hear the sirens wail or see the flashing lights stand aside and look with pride He's going to save a life.

Gone But Not Forgotten
Brothers and sisters when you weep for me Remember that it was meant to be Lay me down and when you leave Remember I'll be at your sleeve In every dark and choking hall I'll be there as you slowly crawl On every roof in driving snow I'll hold your coat and you will know In cellars hot with searing heat At windows where a gate you meet In closets where young children hide You know I'll be there at your side The house from which I now respond Is overstaffed with heroes gone Men who answered one last bell Did the job and did it well As firemen we understand That death's a card dealt in our hand A card we hope we never play But one we hold there anyway That card is something we ignore As we crawl accross a weakened floor For we know that we're the only prayer For anyone that might be there So remember as you wipe your tears The joy I knew throughout the years As I did the job I loved to do I pray that thought

The Creation Of A Firefighter
THE CREATION OF A FIREFIGHTER When the Lord was creating Firefighters, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one." The Lord said, "Have you read the specification on this person?" A Firefighter has to be able to go for hours or tending to a person that the usual every day person would never touch, while putting in the back of their mind the circumstances. They have to be able to move at a second's notice and not think twice of what they are about to do, no matter what danger. They have to be in top physical condition at all times, running on half-eaten meals, and they must have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head slowly and said, "Six pairs of hands....no way." "It's not the six pairs of hands that are causing me problems," said the Lord, "It's the three pairs of eyes a Firefighter has to have." "That's on the standard model?" asked the angel. The Lor

Firefighter's Lady
I'm laying in the darkness, I cannot fall asleep I wonder where my darling is, I wish he'd call or beep I saw him leave this morning, the black boots on his feet He said he had to run now, and I know he's on the street You'll know him when you see him, his truck is very loud He has no time to stop now, he doesn't want a crowd A caller said "Please hurry!" - Come quickly if you will A young man with a motorbike is laying very still A mother calls in anguish, her child limp and blue HURRY! Come, I need you, I don't know what to do I hear his key turning, he's coming in the door I hear him drop his boots, then footsteps on the floor I hear him in the kitchen, I can tell from his walk He'll soon come and wake me, and ask if we can talk We'll sit out in the moonlight, and listen to the night He talks about a shooting, a streetgang in a fight A car crash, a drowning, a child hurt at play The things he needs to talk about, the things he did t

A Firefighter's Pledge
A firefighter's pledge I promise concern for others Willingness for all those in need I promise courage - courage to face and conquer my fears Courage to share and endure the ordeal of those who need me I promise strength - strength of heart to bear whatever burdens Might be placed upon me Strength of body to deliver safety All those placed within my care I promise the wisdom to lead, the compassion to comfort And the love to serve unselfishly whenever i am called - unknown author.

A Fireman's Little Girl
A Fireman's Little Girl I am very dedicated to my work. I wear firefighter shirts every day, even when I'm not on duty. The fire department is my second home, and my second family. It often seems as if my life revolves around the fire department, but it means nothing compared to my little girl. I am normally a very friendly person, but if you hurt my little girl you will make me mad. I know my little girl is growing up, even if I don't like it. She seems to like you, so Ill tolerate you dating her, but here are a few things for you to think about while you're with her: First of all, I go into burning buildings to save people that Ive never even seen before, you cant imagine how protective I am of my little girl. I once broke a mans sternum by accident while doing CPR to save his life. If that's how I help people what do you think I do when I'm pissed off? I investigate arson fires. I know exactly what clues to look for to prove it was arson so I also know how to make sure nobody

A Fireman's Son Prayer
A Fireman's Son Prayer MY DAD'S A FIREMAN, and proud am I, indeed, For he is someone special, whose wisdom I still need. Dad and I are buddies and, to me, that means a lot, A bond to last forever, with love that forms the knot. He took me to parades, when other kids stayed home, And he taught me how to play baseball, on a field without a dome. He showed me how to fix things, even let me use his tools, What I learned from Dad~they don't teach in schools. The examples that he set, I follow everyday. Placing God and Country first, in showing me the way. Precious are those years, now tucked away with time, Tenderly remembered: I, as the leaf~He, as the vine. Dad, hear me as I say~"I love you", man-to-man, And, I'm proud to tell the world, MY DAD'S A FIREMAN.

Daddy And Me
Daddy and me When the whistle blows, Everyone comes to see What the fuss is all about, Twas no different with me. With me riding shotgun, Daddy would drive fast To climb up in the fire truck And put on the breathing mask. When I saw the truck leave, I'd get out of the car, Walk up to the firehouse, And hope Daddy wouldn't go far. I'd drop down to my knees, Pray that he'd be safe, That God would bring him back, And Daddy have no grave. Once I was of age, I would ride with Daddy. Sometimes we'd make a truck together, That always made me happy. Serving with my father, Makes me as proud as can be, He doesn't have to say it, I know he's proud of me.

Be Wary Of Energy Suckers
Psychic Vampires When a psychic attack takes place, the psychic vampire receives an energy surge while the victim experiences fatigue. People who "suck" the energy of others are called "psychic vampires." This "sucking" takes place when one's energy is depleted and needs to be replenished so he or she "sucks" the energy of another person. It is not unusual for a person who is ill or feeling inadequate emotionally to draw upon or deplete energized individuals of their life force. These "suckers" are not bad people, most of them are not aware on a conscious level that they are doing what they are doing. Still, their unknowing actions can play havoc with anyone who leaves an energetic opening for this type of thievery. It is important for us to be aware that we may be susceptible to having our energies stolen from us and learn ways to protect ourselves. The harm in a psychic attack is that there is no fair exchange of energy and therefore one feels depleted while the other be

Volunteer Firefighter
Volunteer Firefighters Why do we do this as a volunteer? Where will we go when the next alarm bells ring? We work diligently through pain and fear, And anticipate to some day earn our wings. Most common folks look at us and sneer. Flames could be coming from every opening in a building, Yet we won't take a break or quit until we hear the "All Clear" The heavy smoke and fumes will make your eyes smart and sting. When you do come out, there's no one there to cheer. Fame and glory this job will not bring, But we'd rather be no other place than right here. The next time you crawl through an unknown opening, And that tiny voice in your head you hear, Says, " You must be crazy to do this kind of thing." Keep your spirits high, and your faith in god near, For this scary and thankless job is never ending. We don't just sit around, "shoot the Breeze" and drink beer. Every day our lives are held together by a delicate string. We hold our family and friends as precious and dea

Twas The Night Before Christmas
Twas the night before Christmas and all through the town, the fire siren echoed blaring its sound. The firefighters came running from far and from near, and raced to the trucks donning their gear. And I in my bunkers my boots and my hat, jumped to the engine to see where the fire's at. Down at the corner of Fifth and of Oak, the dispatcher informed us of a house filled with smoke. Smoke poured from the sides, from up and from down, yet up on the roof there was none to be found. So up to the rooftop we raised up a ladder, and climbed up to see what was the matter. I came to the chimney and what did I see, but a fellow in red stuck up to his knees. Well we tugged and we pulled until he came out, then he winked with his eye and said with a shout. These darn newfangled chimneys they make them too small, for a fellow as I, not skinny at all." With a twitch of his nose he dashed to his sleigh, and called to his reind

Old Timers Poem
Stress Buster Humor Old Timer's Poem A computer was something on TV From a science fiction show of note. A window was something you hated to clean... And ram was the cousin of a goat... Meg was the name of a girl And gig was a job for the nights Now they all mean different things And that really mega bytes An application was for employment A program was a TV show A cursor used profanity A keyboard was a piano Memory was something that you lost with age A CD was a bank account And if you had a 3-inch floppy You hoped nobody found out Compress was something you did to the garbage Not something you did to a file And if you unzipped anything in public You'd be in jail for a while Log on was adding wood to the fire Hard drive was a long trip on the road A mouse pad was where a mouse lived And a backup happened to your commode Cut you did with a pocket knife Paste you did with glue A web was a spider's home And a virus was the flu I guess I'll stick

When U Love A Firefighter
ok i know first hand how hard it is . we sit down to dinner and the pager goes off, its 3 am and we are sound asleep and the pager goes off, hes outside rakeing leaves and the pager goes off. im not complaining, not in the least im proud of him.he puts his life on the line to help others in trouble . i do have one rule he is never ever to leave with out saying i love u and good bye. it could be something simple as burned dinner, but it could be worse it could be a fully involved house fire. i dont want to take any chances i need him to know i love him. its not easy to be the wife/girlfriend of a firefighter. it is worry and lots of prayers. its being scared that he will get hurt. or even worse not come home.you need to enjoy the time together. and we do we act like teens in lust most of the time. when we do argue it is over something stupid.but u bet your ass if he gets a call i get my i love u in befor he leaves .and its not only him its the other guys to at the firehouse, i wouldnt

Beckon.
Beckon..... by Andrew Harris ©2001 I saw you so clearly, In my dreams you were there When all things are unknown, You're a breath of fresh air Now come, Oh creator of my smile Gone for so long, Yet here all the while. I slept while you touched me, Engulfed in this bliss My dream seemed more real, With each velvet kiss Following closely, As you lead the way Beneath all the stars, Until night turned to day Your eyes told a story, With no visible end Sweet hands of a lover, Embrace of a friend Together we ventured, In this land that was ours Where we basked in the feeling, And bittersweet showers In my dream we were real, Like the love we had found As I beckon you from afar..... And not make a single sound.

Albert Einstein Quotes
Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results Any man who can drive safely while kissing a pretty girl is simply not giving the kiss the attention it deserves. Any intelligent fool can make things bigger and more complex... It takes a touch of genius - and a lot of courage to move in the opposite direction. Anyone who has never made a mistake has never tried anything new. Common sense is the collection of prejudices acquired by age eighteen. Everyone should be respected as an individual, but no one idolized Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love Great spirits have always encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds He who joyfully marches to music in rank and file has already earned my contempt. He has been given a large brain by mistake, since for him the spinal cord would suffice If you are out to describe the truth, leave elegance to the tailor

Well , They Are Lol
I've had no ratings , comments or anything for ages. i leave FUBAR alone for an hour and suddenly ive been rated like 15 times. Ratings are truely like buses. You wait for ages and then they all turn up at once lol

My Book Is Now Officially On Sale!! Yay!
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Pearls
The pearl has become an archetypal semi-precious stone. Individual pearls in dreams usually have to do with moments of personal discovery. Most people who dream of pearls understand where they come from and view the pearl as a treasure to be discovered. However, in dreams the pearl is rarely discovered in an oyster but simply found and conveyed to the dreamer or from the dreamer to others. Usually, this is done as a metaphor for some other kind of conveyance of intimate personal knowledge between the dreamer and other characters in the dream. Pearl jewelry is often a gift of wealth and is something associated as classical, rather than contemporary. Metaphorically, this could be contrasting old versus new money. How did you come to possess the pearl or jewelry in your dream? Was the pearl a material possession or did it seem to have heirloom-quality emotional features to it as well? Did you experience the pearl as a gift from the world, a gift from another, or a gift you gave