Cindy ROSE's blog: "MY HEART"

FOLLOWING MY HEART As we all know the human heart is just merely a pump which Is composed of muscle and pumps your blood throughout our bodies at 72 beats per minute. Well let me tell you mine has been working quad droop able overtime lately. Oh I know why, but not sure that I should say it now or wait till I know for sure that what I am feeling is the right thing after all these years. I’m am known to get ahead of my emotions, and I have tired really, really hard not to show them too often. I just can’t seem to control them now since I have been chatting with this very handsome and much respected gentleman. I never ever thought in a million years that I could feel like this again. Just goes to show you that never say never out loud for others to hear or even to yourself as for GOD to hear. When I think of him my heart starts to race out of control, and when I don’t speak to him for hours I feel lost inside. Then again when I just sit and think of him my eyes light up and I smile from ear to ear and a warm sensation runs through my body and makes my heart race faster and faster. Hummmm, then again here is my heart sending me mixed messages of everything imaginable such as; can he truly be the one that GOD has chosen to be my soul mate, or as Cancer’s do let their emotions run wild and out of control. My my, what shall my heart do huh!!!!!!!. Can I be patient and let things work themselves out and see where my heart takes me on this journey. Or should I just say to him what I want to say and see what kind of reaction I get. Well I think I will just wait and see how things work out since I really have no other choice but to sit back and wait (oh yea father time). I hope it’s not to long because I really do like this gentleman a lot. TO BE CONTINUED…….