I wanted you, you didn’t
I wanted love, you didn’t
I sold myself
For you
Enduring the pain of penetration
Shiver at the touch of their greedy hands
Gagging on their poisonous fluids
Crying silently, waiting in a barren room
I sold myself
For you
Willing or not, I take it
Happy or not, I shake it
Sick or not, I suck it
Forget this lie, just fuck it
I sold myself
For you
This habit, I can’t break it
This lie, I cannot take it
This life, I want to forsake it
I sold myself
For you
Was it really worth it,
All these awful nights?
What did I receive,
But deceit, cheats, and lies?
I sold myself’
For you
My old life, I want to revive,
A time of happiness
My childish fun and innocence,
Retaken from those dark, long nights
I sold myself
For you
Is that really true?
Did I sell myself for you?
Surely, I did not
All the repercussions are mine
I sold myself
For pain
The pain you brought upon me,
With your heartless rejection
After all the years
Or jubilant affection
I sold myself
For loss
The grief, it stung so bitterly
The pain, it hit so hard
The loss of love, it was a shock, one experienced beyond compare
The loss of lust, an empty shell, one I vowed to fill
I sold myself
For me
Realization, like a golden light bulb,
Has sparked inside my head
My imagination, it flourishes,
Like a picture show in my mind
I hear their slicing words
Behind their perfectly manicured hands
I hear the truths and lies,
A bullet to the head
I feel the pain
By you
