he says things that tear me apart,
but deep inside i still want him.
his sins i'm still in love with.
his influence i still miss.
i only wish i could tell him that im sorry.
and have one more chance.
im still feeling the pain.
i still feel like i have lost,
not only my true love,
but my best friend.
so many things have come,
so many things have gone.
my feelings are still strong,
but his has taken a u-turn.
he no longer feels the way he said he did.
every one said that we would never last.
so i owe all of those people an appology,
because you were right.