I tell you, every year I tell myself that the next year will be better, and of course, I did the same thing this year. I belive that I may be jinxing myself.
I told myself this year, I'm getting rid of some negative situations in my life, and I refuse to stress over things that I can not change, or have already happened. I have broken the last one, and I'm eight days into the year lol.
I know I make mountain out of mole hills. I am going to make a great effort in stopping this. I have got to find something to occupy my time, so I have less time to think. FuBar is a start, but I need a hobby.
One of my biggest problems I really think, is in my everyday life, I don't have anyone to talk to. I don't have any real friends who will just listen, just acquaintances that I'm not comfortable getting into what is eating me up.
The amazing part is, the people I would feel comfortable talking to, tell me to see a counselor, and make no effort to sit and listen, and I find that more and more frustrating. Perhaps I need to scrap them all, and find new people.
My Goals for the Year
1) Reduce negatives out of my life
2) Not sweat what I can't change
3) More positive at home and at work
4) Get a hobby to occupy my time
5) Get my finances in order
6) Work on some personal relationships I have
7) 2,000,000 FuPoints
Sadly, I think number seven is the most attainable.
I need to clean up the mess that is me
