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The Journey By Train.
In life ,it is as if we are all on a slow moving train, going towards tomorrow... there is But One Ticket Master and He decides when we can get off, and go Home...Being IN Love Is , very much the same... we meet someone and begin our ride into what may be... if we are lucky, Our station comes in to view and we disembark with that special someone and settle down into our own world filled with ups and downs and trials and tribulations BUT with Love helping us to keep smiling and growing becoming one with every moment we share ...the good times and the bad , for the love is strong enought to carry us thru to the new day and help us enjoy all that we share along the way... I even thought , maybe Foolishly , But I thought my station was around the next bend ... it now seems I may have been blinded by wanting to find it and thought it was there when it is still somewhere down the tract... SO HERE I AM AGAIN , ONCE MORE LOOKING FOR THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE TO SHARE THE RIDE AND HOPING WE FI

A Few Things
I have had so many people ask me for personal information so I decided to post this blog so I don't have to keep repeating myself. So here it is.... I do not give my msn/yahoo/aim out to anyone that I don't know or hasn't taken the time to get to know one another. If you haven't even added me as a friend, don't even bother asking for this information. No, you may not have my phone number. No, you may not have my address. No, I will not call you. No, I will not cyber you. I love to flirt and I don't even mind a little sexually suggestive flirting, but I do NOT cyber. So if that is your goal, please go look elsewhere. I will rate you, I will only rate a 10 but if I really like what I'm rating, I will give you an 11.

Starting Out A Conversation. . .
Let's just get to the point of this blog and get it over with. . . Alrighty then. If the first words that you say to me in my shoutbox are, "Want to see my cock," or "Do you cum easily?" Do not expect me to get right back at you. I will not respond to that. That's disgusting. First off, I don't know you so let's not start out a conversation sexually. Good grief. There are other things to talk about than that. Secondly, there is more to life than the internet and cybering. Yes, people. There is. Sorry to break it to you. Thank you for your time and have a wonderful day!

The Holy Alphabet
This is the best..... The Holy Alphabet... This is Beautiful Whoever came up with this one must have had some Divine guidance! A thru Z... Although things are not perfect Because of trial or pain Continue in thanksgiving Do not begin to blame Even when the times are hard Fierce winds are bound to blow God is forever able Hold on to what you know Imagine life without His love J oy would cease to be Keep thanking Him for all the things Love imparts to thee Move out of "Camp Complaining" No weapon that is known On earth can yield the power Praise can do alone Quit looking at the future Redeem the time at hand Start every day with worship To "thank" is a command Until we see Him coming Victorious in the sky We'll run the race with gratitude X alting God most high Y es, there'll be good times and yes some will be bad, but... Z ion waits in glory...where none are ever sad! "I AM Too blessed to be stressed!" The shortest distance

Be Gentle With Each Brush Stroke
Be gentle with each brush stroke Don’t let’s ever run out of paint We can share scenes and palette Share colors and settings quaint Each one of us pick up a brush With each other's masterful stroke Let our imaginations run and flow Of the places we each have spoke Dip your brush in greens and blues Lets see the canvas getting wet I can almost sense the flowing Of the scenes I won’t forget Each creating the scenes together No place is ever the same Suns glowing orange , moons of silver Each picture we then can frame Anywhere we set up the easels 'Neath mountains or by streams Paint of what we see and love Or paint imaginations of our dreams As we both grasp each new day With each brush stroke that we wet We see our thoughts taking shape Shared and created by a loving duet.

The Butterfly
The Butterfly A man found a cocoon of a butterfly. One day a small opening appeared. He sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through that little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it had and it could go no further. Then the man decided to help the butterfly, so he took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon. The butterfly then emerged easily. But it had a swollen body and small, shriveled wings. The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected that, at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time. Neither happened! In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and shriveled wings. It never was able to fly. What the man in his kindness and haste did not understand was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the butterfly t

More Singin'. . .
"Now and then you see a soul and you fall in love You can't do a thing about it Now and then you see a soul and you fall in love You can't do a thing about it Now and then you see a soul and you fall in love You can't do a thing about it Now and then you see a soul and you fall in love You can't do a thing about it In you I saw someone that I recognized Had no idea what was in your mind I met your eyes and I was hypnotized I let our lives become entwined Now and then you see a soul and you fall in love You can't do a thing about it Now and then you see a soul and you fall in love You can't do a thing about it I feel so badly Darlin' all the time I have tortured you so long But I am helpless in this pantomime I am aware that I was wrong Now and then you see a soul and you fall in love You can't do a thing about it (Can't do a thing about it) Now and then you see a soul and you fall in love You can't do a thing about it (Can't do a thing about it) Now an

Do You Need Help Leveling??
Ok Bad Girls..This Blog Is To Keep Everyone Informed If You Need Any Leveling Help.. Just Post A Comment On This Blog..Anything Under 50,000 To Level..Remember It Is Up To You To Leave A Comment If You Are Close To Leveling And Be Sure To Check If Anyone Else May Be Close.So We Can All Help Each Other Level Up... Thanks Sgt. Raider Promoter Of Sarge's Bad Girls

What Should I Call Her?
Once upon a time there was a child ready to be born. The child asked God. "They tell me you are sending me to Earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?" God replied,"Among the many angels. I chose one for you. Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you." The child further inquired, "But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but sing and smile to be happy." God said. "Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you everyday. And you will fell your angel's love and be very happy." Again the child asked, " And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don't know the language?" God said, "Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweetest words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care. your angel will teach you how to speak." "And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?" God said, "Your angel will place your hands together and will teach

Joke- Who Said
It is near the end of the school year. The teacher has turned in grades and there is really nothing more to do. All the children are restless because of this. The teacher says, "Whoever answers the questions I ask first and correctly can leave early today." Little Johnny says to himself "Good, I want to get outta here. I'm smart and will answer the question." The teacher asked, "Who said 'Four Score and Seven Years Ago'?" Before Johnny could open his mouth, Susie said, "Abraham Lincoln." The teacher said "That's right Susie, you can go home." Johnny was MAD that Susie had answered the question first. The teacher asked another question, "Who said 'I Have a Dream'?" Before Johnny could open his mouth, Mary said, "Martin Luther King". The teacher said, "That's right Mary, you can go." Johnny was even madder than before. The teacher asked, "Who said 'Ask not, what your country can do for you'?" Before Johnny could open his mouth, Nancy said, "John F. Kennedy".

For The One I Love
I've been thinking and doing a lot of soul searching the last few days. I'm missing something in my life and I think that now I have found it in him...I have never really taken risks in my life so this will be a big one for me. I fear the unknown. But it's time to put my fears aside and take a leap of faith. I have chosen to be with the man I love with my heart and soul. Remember this is a totally different state, no family, no friends. And I am uprooting my children. For someone who has touched my soul. This change is going to be good. This man is everything to me. I have been waiting for him all my life. I will be there for him when he comes home. I just wanted to put my feelings down and let my friends know that i'm moving. I know this will be the best change in my life.. NORTH CAROLINA here I come.. Can't wait to see you baby!

Fyi People
Ok, the stickies were so nuts today that I couldn't see any new regular bulletins.. so I now have my bulletins set to family only. If you have something you would like me to see, you're going to have to let me know in my shout, yahoo, or in a message.... The sad thing is that there were a few messages stickied 3 or 4 times... I'm not complaining... do what you want, just merely saying I can't see em if you aren't on my list now... hugs n smooches! ~BJ

Poem - Dreams
My dreams of you have not faded The have only become stronger and clearer I feel myself in your arms I feel the warmth of you body laying next to mine Soft, warm, wet kisses on my face and my neck Our bodies in twined And the rush of emotions the splendor of delight As we collide and become one . . . Senses heighten . . . Our bodies together in a slow and steady rhythm Moving together … pleasuring our souls … As we explode and look into each others eyes … Kissing as lay in each other's arms . . . Holding each other … till we drift off to sleep I awake … wondering where you have gone . . . Realizing it's only my mind, body, soul wishin again.

Sirius
I just recently purchased sirius. I'd have to say its the best investment ive ever made. I dont know how i went years without howard. 100's of music stations and i dont have to listen to the crap ive hated to all this time. this guy is featured on there alot , damn i miss him. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5VHMXG9XNoU http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_bESBs3Lg7M&feature=related

Strong Women
A strong woman feels deeply, loves fiercely,her tears flow just as abundantly as her laughter.A strong woman is soft and powerful, she is both practical and spiritual.A strong woman in her essence is a gift to all the world.A strong woman knows another strong woman and what it takes to be one.

Shane And Rachael's Wolfe Den
Hello everyone! Please come and check out shane's and Rachael's Wolf Den. It's a great lounge to meet people and listen to great music. People can also guy rounds for the people in the lounge and earn points. You will also get drinks when you check out the den. Please and have a howwwllling good time!!

My Valetine... (ok, Omfg, Great Song For Adam!!! :d )
Valentine If there were no words No way to speak I would still hear you If there were no tears No way to feel inside I'd still feel for you And even if the sun refused to shine Even if romance ran out of rhyme You would still have my heart until the end of time You're all I need, my love, my Valentine All of my life I have been waiting for All you give to me You've opened my eyes And showed me how to love unselfishly I've dreamed of this a thousand times before But in my dreams I couldn't love you more I will give you my heart Until the end of time... You're all I need, my love, my Valentine And even if the sun refused to shine Even if romance ran out of rhyme You would still have my heart until the end of time 'Cause all I need is you, my Valentine You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

School77 Vs 2007
School 1977 vs. School 2007 Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fistfight after school. 1977 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up mates. 2007 - Police are called, Armed Response Unit arrives and arrests Johnny and Mark. Mobiles with video of fight confiscated as evidence. They are charged with assault, ASBOs are taken out and both are suspended even though Johnny started it. Diversionary conferences and parent meetings conducted. Video shown on 6 internet sites. Scenario: Jeffrey won't sit still in class, disrupts other students. 1977 - Jeffrey is sent to the principal's office and given 6 of the best. Returns to class, sits still and does not disrupt class again. 2007 - Jeffrey is given huge doses of Ritalin. Counselled to death. Becomes a zombie. Tested for ADD. School gets extra funding because Jeffrey has a disability. Drops out of school. Scenario: Billy breaks a window in his neighbour's car and his Dad gives him the slip

Piercings
i now have 10 piercings....i did go get both nipples pierced....which is sweet...and it didnt hurt at all...so....ill maybe put some pix up of them once they fell a lil better to move around..lol...and arnt all red!.... xoxoxo ~Brittney Rocele~

Hillary Has The Clap!
Hillary Clinton, the lead Presidential Democratic Party candidate, is for banning all guns in America . She is considered by those who have dealt with her, as a little more than just a little self-righteous. At a recent rural elementary school meeting in north Florida , she asked the audience for total quiet. Then, in the silence, she started to slowly clap her hands, once every few seconds, holding the audience in total silence. Then she said into the microphone, 'Every time I clap my hands, a child in America dies from gun violence.' A young voice, with a proud southern accent, pierced the quiet... 'Well, stop clappin, ya stupid bitch!

Weekend~
JUST WANTED TO WISH EVERYONE A GOOD WEEKEND~ AND SEE WHAT KINDA OF PLANS MY FRIENDS HAVE FOR THE WEEKEND?MINE IS GOING TO BE A BUSY ONE~ BUT I WILL MAKE TIME TO GO OUT~ SO WHEN ANYONE HAS TIME OR FEELS LIKE LEAVE A COMMENT AND LET ME KNOW WHATS UP WITH YOU FOR THE WEEKEND AND LET ME KNOW HOW YOUR NEW YEAR HAS BEEN SO FAR....

Sharing Life
life is short people think they will never die They hope that they will be rich as if money will get them by They hope that they can get more then the norm to provide All people are guilty of putting most of there wants first and there needs aside If only people would put there gluttaney away and help a stranger every day And only if the stranger would take the help and pass it on That is how life should be full of love and selfish free

You Say That You Love Me
I wrote this this morning after the fight or whatever you want to call it. I had to stop because I was getting too upset thinking of all the things that has happened. You say that you love me But it really doesn’t show You treat me very badly This I really know What you call love is very confusing I wouldn’t want to see hate Because the way you love Isn’t the way you should treat your mate You talk to me like I’m a dog You always treat me like shit You say you are better then the one before I don’t see how, you also hit How can you hit the one you love? Just because you get mad That’s not the way it’s supposed to be This isn’t what I thought we had You didn’t do this in the beginning And you knew the trouble I had in the past You told me you would never do that But now I see your words don’t last This isn’t what I wanted to happen You aren’t the person that you were once before You do the things you say you would never do I know the time is comin

A Other Brick In The Wall
The heart,such a small organ in our body but its the one to take the most pain . We start out trying to protect our heart by putting and band aid on...then wrap it in bandages,but it gets hurt again.We start building a cute privacy fence around it,and it gets hurt again. Every time we leave a gap open,somebody will come in,we welcome them just to be hurt again. Now we start building a brick wall,and with every pain,we add one brick more to the wall. So,i'm sitting here,adding a few bricks more to my wall around my heart,just to realize that the next person in my life better be an expert in C4 to get through this wall.

Slow Ridin If Your A Child Don't Read
Lightly touch my back let your hand lead down to my side Caress me jently as you come in between my thighs Forwards and back slippin and slidin in our sweet passionate ride feels like heaven going around the world in a swift stride hotter and heavier we keep going as time passes by you keep slamming you thick cock inside harder and faster making me moan out in a cry fuck me fuck me then I cum so hard and my needs are satisfied.

Abcs Of Friendship
A Friend.... (A)ccepts you as you are (B)elieves in "you" (C)alls you just to say "HI" (D)oesn't give up on you (E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts) (F)orgives your mistakes (G)ives unconditionally (H)elps you (I)nvites you over (J)ust "be" with you (K)eeps you close at heart (L)oves you for who you are (M)akes a difference in your life (N)ever Judges (O)ffers support (P)icks you up (Q)uiets your fears (R)aises your spirits (S)ays nice things about you (T)ells you the truth when you need to hear it (U)nderstands you (V)alues you (W)alks beside you (X)-plain things you don't understand (Y)ells when you won't listen and (Z)aps you back to reality

Sober Now
im sober now and life looks a lot diffrent. thing's r slower and plain. theres to much sun light and ppl just dont care.i care to much life is hard and confussing. friends lost and family close.i dont want to be an evil person anymore but the pain is getting worse. i wanna numb it but i cant.if i go back i will lose everything. i wanna feel the warm prick of my pleasure flowing throw my body. to many worrys to much pain what the hell do i do know ? i guess make a new life for myself new ppl new places new begaining.

Week 1- Officially
Woot! Lost 4 lbs so far. Have been doing really good. Trying not to eat out. It really helps that Amy is also going through this. We are keeping each other accountable. I have not been eating after 6 and trying to walk on the tredmill for at least 30 min a day and working in weight training at least every other day. Seems to be working so far.

New Hampshire Humor
> As a trucker stops for a red light, a > blonde catches up. She jumps out of her car, runs up > to his truck, and knocks on the door. The trucker > lowers the window, and she says 'Hi, my name is > Heather and you are losing some of your load.' The > trucker ignores her and proceeds down the street. > When the truck stops for another red light, the girl > catches up again. She jumps out of her car, runs up > and knocks on the door. Again, the trucker lowers > the window. As if they've never spoken, the blonde > says brightly, 'Hi my name is Heather, and you are > losing some of your load!' Shaking his head, the > trucker ignores her again and continues down the > street. At the third red light, the same thing > happens again. All out of breath, the blonde gets > out of her car, runs up, knocks on the truck door. > The trucker rolls down the window. Again she says > 'Hi, my name is Heather, and you are losing some of > your load!' When the light turns green the trucke

Lorena Bobbitt
Bobbitt Family Update In a recent news broadcast, it was announced that Lorena Bobbitt's sister Louella was arrested for an alleged attempt to perform the same act on her husband as her famous sister had done several years ago. Sources reveal the sister was not as accurate as Lorena. She allegedly missed the target and stabbed her husband in the upper thigh causing severe muscle and tendon damage. The husband is reported to be in serious, but stable condition, and Louella has been ch arged with ..... ? ? ? A Misdewiener!

The Perfect Guy
I want a guy who can be my best friend, who I can talk to about anything. A guy that cares about me, and would be mad if someone hurt me. A guy who can accept me, and who can accept my past. A guy who knows the real me, and loves me for me. A guy who doesn't care if I have guy friends, and a guy who likes all my friends. A guy with amazing eyes, and a to-die-for smile. A guy who I can be myself around, and he won't care because it'll make him love me more. A guy who's seen me at my worst, and hopes I'm never that hurt again. A guy who doesn't care if I wear my sweats everyday, becasue no matter what--he thinks I'm beautiful. But most of all I want a guy that will want me back and love me for me.

Wild Horse Is Out Of Commission
~ WILD HORSE IS OUT OF COMMISSION!!! ~ Wild Horse ~Lounge Expert~ ~Fubar's 24th Godfather~@ fubar Wild Horse had his main computer crash and cannot get onto Fubar! Wild Horse is in withdrawal! Go show this awesome bouncer some real Fubar lovin in his absence! Don’t forget to keep this puppy reposted until his return! This public service announcement brought to you by: Tulsa's Angel~ Club FAR Promoter/Sisterhood/SgtRaider's Bad Girl@ fubar

The Alcoholics Prayer
The Alcoholics Prayer Our lager, Which art in barrels, Hallowed be thy drink. Thy will be drunk, (I will be drunk), At home as it is in the tavern. Give us this day our foamy head, And forgive us our spillage, As we forgive those who spill against us. And lead us not to incarceration, But deliver us from hangovers. For thine is the beer, the bitter, and the lager. Barmen.

Ensign: Birth
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 18 January 2008 From what I've seen of our own children being born, it's pretty painful. Think about it from the baby's point of view; he or she is coming out of a place where he or she had everything they needed, someplace safe into a world that at first is too bright [I'm thinking of the scene from "Look Who's Talking" where the baby's voice says "Put me back! PUT ME BACK IN!"] and requires the baby to act on his or her own just to breathe! It's too cold; the baby gets wrapped in a blanket and learns really quickly that covering oneself to keep warm is a good idea! Babies don't know how to crawl or walk or speak or act; they have to be taught. Would it be going too far out on a limb to say that's what freaks most people out w

Dangerously In Love.. Beyonce
love you... I love you... I love you Baby I love you You are my life My happiest moments weren't complete If you weren't by my side You're my relation In connection to the sun With you next to me There's no darkness I can't overcome You are my raindrop I am the seed With you and God, who's my sunlight I bloom and grow so beautifully Baby, I'm so proud So proud to be your girl You make the confusion Go all away From this cold and mixed up world I am in love with you You set me free I can't do this thing Called life without you here with me Cause I'm Dangerously In Love with you I'll never leave Just keep lovin' me The way I love you loving me And I know you love me Love me for who I am Cause years before I became who I am Baby you were my man I know it ain't easy Easy loving me I appreciate the love and dedication From you to me Later on in my destiny I see myself having your child I see myself being your wife And I see my whole future in your

You Know Who You Are
You know what makes you happy and you know what makes you feel good. So why stay in the city when you can come back to the woods again? A place where two people could be one with nature, a place where happiness is understood. You have been there before and why not come back my friend? I will keep the fire burning until I see you again. Each time I think of you, it comes to me over and over again. Why is my love so unhappy, when she can be happy again? So please try to follow the path with least resistance and soon you shall find the path to love and happiness again.

Jan 18
January 18, 2008 Quote of the Day "The one important thing I have learned over the years is the difference between taking one's work seriously and taking one's self seriously. The first is imperative, the second is disastrous." – Margot Fonteyn

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What A Charmer.
Johnny is GONE from my mother's life. period. He's with his whore, SHE just sent me a (stupid yet) offensive letter from HIS myspace (she's so fucking dumb. seriously). I know it's her because, he may be a stoner, but he types in proper english. "Ur ugly and r dirty fat whore eat more ' He comes back, i am fucking gone. MOM brought this drama into my life. He just sits in that fucking chair all day, smoking pot, and doing nothing. I'll go live with cori if i have to. HE IS NOT WELCOME HERE.

About Facebook.....
I've had an account on there for a while.... I truly rarely ever get on it. More and more I wonder about the stuff that site is allowing. It worries me..... I go on there and I see all these programs people send me to try out and put on my page. Now I know programs are good for us and can also be used for bad. To me for people I don't know who they are or let alone know anything about them in the first place to know as little about me as possible. That site just seems to want access to who I am and all sorts of bs.... more than anything with the programs people create and want me to install. I saw a friend of mine on there she had her xbox live gamer score thing like I do on here. But unlike on here... facebook doesn't allow you to post html code like you do with myspace. So I can't display my gamer score unless I give access to some punk I know nothing about except he created the program and it will only allow me to use it if I accept the fact that he can be allowed acc

The Next Morning - Part 2 The Seduction
The Next Morning: By Knight Writer The wind is blowing and the rain is still pounding against the roof as the shutters are banging against the sides of the mansion. I wake up feeling kind of weak like I have been through hell and back. The room is dark and damp and I can still smell that same musky scent as when I came in last night. Laying there thinking,” how did I get here in this room I don’t remember coming to the room last night.” While laying there in the massive king size bed trying to remember the night before but its still a blur. At that time there is a knock on the door and before I can say anything the door slowly creaks open and it’s the old man carrying a tray of food. He slowly brings it over to where I am and says, “here eat my son you will need to regain your energy and strength before the night gets here.” He slowly turns and walks out and I am wondering what hell did he mean by that. I get up feeling weak and make way over to the window to see how bad the weath

Rednecks Know How To Git R Dun
'Hello, is this the Sheriff's Office?' 'Yes. What can I do for you?' 'I'm calling to report 'bout my neighbor Virgil Smith....He's hidin'Marijuana inside his firewood! Don't quite know how he gets it insidethem logs, but he's hidin' it there.' 'Thank you very much for the call, sir.' The next day, the Sheriff's Deputies descend on Virgil's house. Theysearch the shed where the firewood is kept.Using axes, they bust open every piece of wood, but find no marijuana.They sneer at Virgil and leave. Shortly, the phone rings at Virgil's house. 'Hey, Virgil! This here's Floyd....Did the Sheriff come?' 'Yeah!' 'Did they chop your firewood?''Yep!' 'Happy Birthday, buddy!' (Rednecks know how to git-R-dun).

Wednesday's Ambulance Ride
On Wednesday, I stood up from sitting in my computer chair to the worst pain I have ever had in my life. This pain was worse than labor pain. It felt like someone was taking a knife and twisting it in my pelvis and wouldn't stop. It hurt to walk, hurt to sit, hurt to lay down. Worst of it I still had to get my daughter to school. I don't know how I did it, but when I got there, I couldn't stop crying hysterically. I was so scared, the pain was so bad. Two of the parents came right over to me, one called 911 and the other took my daughter. Within 5 minutes, the ambulance was there, they got me on the gurney and loaded me in the ambulance. One of the mothers called my husband who was like 45 minutes away. He rushed out of there as fast as he could. While in the ambulance, the EMTs put an IV in me, hooked me up to the heart and other monitors. Within about 5 minutes, we were out of the school parking lot, sirens blaring. We pull into

Praye
"am picking friends (who have touched my life) and whom I think would want to participate. I hope I chose the right ones. Please send this back to me (You'll see why). In case anyone is not aware, Saint Theresa is known as the Saint of the Little Ways. Meaning she believed in doing the little things in life well and with great love. She is also the patron Saint of flower growers and florists. She is represented by roses. May everyone who receives this message be blessed. Theresa's Prayer cannot be deleted. REMEMBER to make a wish before you read the prayer. That's all you have to do. There is nothing attached. Just send this to twelve people and let me know what happens on the fourth day. Sorry you have to forward the message, but try not to break this, please. Prayer is one of the best free gifts we receive. Did you make a wish yet? If you don't make a wish, it won't come true. This is your last chance to make a wish. St. Theresa's Prayer: May today there be peace within. Ma

Weird Dreams.
Ok, so night before last I had this weird dream. Me and my bestest friend, and my baby, will it was like both my girls morphed into one. She was Gabby's size with her hair and Izzy's eyes. And they both look allot alike so the face wasn't much diff. So anyway, we were going to god knows where on a bus. First we were waiting for the bus to show up at the bus stop/ truck stop. And like I had to go to the bath room but oddly could not fit in it. Like I had to crawl in and I couldn't even stand up, just weird. Then we got on the bus and was on our way. Well we made one stop and Just me and my friend got off, left the baby one the bus(not sure why) then almost got left. Then we made yet another stop in this weird scary movie gothic town. So, mt friend got off and ended up in this weird cult like shop. She desided she wasn't going to leave. So like the bus never left again, all the other people disappered, the bus driver was killed, my step brother came from no where. Well I didn't want to s

Health
STROKE IDENTIFICATION: During a BBQ, a friend, Ingrid, stumbled and took a little fall. She assured everyone that she was fine, and they offered to call paramedics, but she just said she had just tripped over a brick because of her new shoes. Folks there got her cleaned up and brought her a new plate of food. While she appeared a bit shaken up, Ingrid went about enjoying herself for the rest of the evening. Ingrid's husband called later, telling everyone that his wife had been taken to the hospital. At 6:00 p.m. the following day, Ingrid passed away. She had suffered a stroke at the BBQ. Had the folks there known how to identify the signs of a stroke, perhaps Ingrid would be with us today. Some don't die; they end up in a helpless, hopeless condition instead. It only takes a minute to read this... A neurologist says that if he can get to a stroke victim within 3 hours, he can totally reverse the effects of a stroke ... totally. He said the trick was getting a stroke

A Life Too Full?
Recently (ok, for most of my life) I have felt a little overwhelmed. I always want the people around me to be "happy". It's always been my thinking that if I help people they, in turn, would help me. "Help", though, I guess is something that is too loosely defined. Lately, I have been learning the hard way that I need to just "help myself". Though, I just can't get over how rude that sounds (and seems as a principle). Am I too soft? Then again, as I look back on my younger days, I can think of a few times where my actions could be seen as selfish and rude. I may never have intended them to be such, but the fact that they could be interpreted as such just makes me feel guilty of some crime I never committed. But recently a different thought comes to mind. Perhaps it's not simply whether or not I am being rude but instead a matter of me just trying to do everything at once. I have realized lately that I have a strong desire to see it all as quickly as possible. That desire is takin

Just A Note
I sit here and wonder if what I'm going through is just My fault or does this happen to everyone? I know I may sound stupid to some of You and I know I may not be some poet like like others. But I am dying inside because at this moment My dreams of the life I want, the love I want are stuck in limbo and there's nothing I can do. And I see My dreams slipping away and with that I die bit each day. If You only knew the joy I see in the face of an angel and watch it as each day that smile slowly fades. It tears Me apart. I have loved women before don't get Me wrong. But I have never had the Love for a Woman like I do for My Goddess. The illness I have that rack My body My take My life at any time they want that I can't control. But My Love For Connie will be with Me from now til the end of time!!!! I Love You My Baby... G☼δδε§§ of Light Fu-Wife/Fu-Owned by HarleyRider/Fu-Mistress of LoneWolf@ fubar

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Wave Goodbye By Red Wanting Blue
Did you need a change of pace to counteract the tide? That rocks your weary walls on the inside Did you need to rearrange your alibis? The truth is not faking anything but... The disbelief... In your own bitter ending And the disbelief... Forgiveness of mending And the disbelief... You're breaking not bending And the disbelief... Suspending You raise up your hands Looking for the light Searching for all your happy endings Waving your hands Trembling in the light You gather up all your happy endings Did you think you were the case that steps outside Of the box that locks your fear inside Did you think that second place would kill your pride? The truth is not shaking anything but... The disbelief... In your own bitter ending And the disbelief... Suspending Don't you want to see tomorrow? You raise up your hands Looking for the light Searching for all your happy endings Waving your hands Trembling in the light You gather up all your happy ending

I Need Some Advice
on women.lol. i dont get it. its like thats all women want is to judge you and not understand or like you for you. they akll say shit thats outta this world and its bothering me. iv been single for a long time now and i dont understand why women play head games with me. its like i did something wrong or something. if anyones got advice on this hit me back to this blog or my email. thanks

Ya Luv Me ??
OK IT'S BEEN A HOT MINUTE SINCE I BEEN IN A CONTEST,SO PLEASE GO RATE/COMMENT.ALL IS APPRECIATED ! IT IS A BOMBING CONTEST IN CASE U WANNA HELP WITH THAT PART TOO. THANKS LINK @ THE BOTTOM !!! ***PLEASE AT LEAST RATE*** IT = 10 POINTS This is a bombing contest and here are the rules & scoring system: Every comment counts as 1 point Every rate counts as 10 points The total combination of Comment points and Rate points added together will be your total score. The highest wins. ENDS MONDAY JAN.21

Hey U Guyz
today is a very boring day, but this sunday is jr.1st b-day party and im really happy that he is one. She is almost walking and the talks alot. His thing that he like to do the most his to head butt them and slap them around. its funny. My daughter is getting big too. just the other day she told this guy to go home cuz no one in the house liked him but grandma. all i did was laugh. Next person on my list that is having a birthday is my daughter and she still has a way to go.

Tearing Down Stars By Red Wanting Blue
I may be used I'm not brand new But I'm not disposable Like the friendships you use To blot the tears from heavy years What keeps you in the dark Did you ever bother to spark a fire Its like our parents said All fun comes to an end Is our world suddenly unraveling We're tearing down stars We got this far and we won't stop Remember every scar that made us who we are And we won't stop, we won't Hello Hello Now I don't know what holds Us back but we should let it go We save the tears To keep as souvenirs multiplying In the dark so we'll never be Able to spark a fire Its like our parents said All fun comes to an end Is our world suddenly unraveling We're tearing down stars We got this far and we won't stop Remember every scar that made us who we are And we won't stop, we won't We were young We didn't know So we went down the open Road and we won't stop We will not stop

Your Alibi By Red Wanting Blue
Her dream got out of bed And made its stand screaming out loud "Get your feet of the ground" She said "drop dead" Stuck in the clouds That hang around her head Will someone light a candle for me lending to my morning glory Sunday morning I arrive Through the dark in night's disguise Sunday morning baby I'm your alibi Give and take And get what you give The mistake is it's easy to die for you baby It's harder to leave Windows down keep me awake Driving to my morning glory I know it don't make sense Except that this is love It makes no difference Accept that this is love Conversations with my coffee and cigarettes She's as far from me as heaven but it's worth it In the end I wouldn't be here if this wasn't worth fighting for And for every mile marker on this interstate There is a reason why I am here and why she still waits So someone light a candle for every reason she is my morning glory

Dusty Tears
The evil has arisen, deathly smile Dusty tears, Siphoning all religion Draining all your years. An unearthly pull to do it- To run away from life, To waste it all, lay in filth, To hide that bloody knife. With irredescant looming Completely I'll surround The life that is my precious gift To bludgeon it, watch it drown. My dad can hardly breath now, He is dying fast Whats the point in saving life To try to make it last?

Pride Is A Lonely Blanket (when We Speak) By Red Wanting Blue
We can't seem to sleep With a heart so over-rested We see stars Long live the start of the moment That lasts when we hold it We can't seem to speak With a tongue So roped...and twisted, come on We are part of the moment That lasts when we hold it When we speak but our words Won't let us say so And we wished we'd let it all show We started falling apart at the heart We will be broken until the end We can't even breathe With lungs So black and deflated Goodbye To all of the moments that die when we forget When we speak but our words Won't let us say so And we wished we'd let it all show We started falling apart at the heart We will be broken until the end When we speak but our words Won't let us say so And we wished we'd let it all show We started falling apart When we speak but our words Won't let us say so And we wished we'd let it all show We started falling apart at the heart We will be broken until the end Until the End

Looking In The Mirror
Looking in the mirror, I see the person I was meant to be, but you just couldnt see. You were my hero, but to you I was a zero. Looking In the Mirror, I see my tears falling, can still hear you calling my name, but it isnt the same, to you it was all a game. Now it feels so strange. I am down on my knees, making one last plea, I know you cant see, all that I wanted to be. I stair out into the night sky, but i cant help but cry, just hearing the words goodbye. I feel the strain, cant stop the pain. This war inside my head, cant go to bed, I wish I were dead. As I cross the golden shore, Trying to reach the other side, if you only knew how much I have cried, I only tried to be the best I could, Looking in the mirror, I only wish you would have seen, that I was just a human being, As I close the door, I find myself on the floor, Is this for real, Is this how it is suppose to feel, dont know if i will ever heal. Looking in the mirror, I know what I

Eternally Damned
I used to pray, but dont know why. All I ever ended up doing was cry Life became painful, to hard to live I had given to God all I could give Things only got worse never ever good How God failed me I didnt think he could I turned from him went the other way Life got better each and every day Dont know why, had faith in nothin But it was short didnt last very long With tears in my eyes and a broken heart I knew I was going to end my life from the start Nothing in life will ever last Pulled the trigger, just one blast Cursing the name of God above I now walk forever in eternal damnation Here in earth he says I am to find salvation Well I havent yet, so here I am still Damn never choose the way out I did That is to say Self-Kill

I Hide To Cry
I hide to cry because I have no where to call my own and "happily ever after" is a land too far away, just after once- upon- a- time; just this side of the rainbow and no one really cares anyway I hide to cry because I know I will never leave this place and dreams don't really come true its just all make- believe and it really doesn't matter I hide to cry because my weakness brings my tears and I have no one to hold me close no one here who loves me and no one really cares anyway I hide to cry because I embarrass the moon and she is my only friend but she's too far away to hold my hand and it really doesn't matter anyway I hide to cry because no one really cares anyway and is this pain even real it really doesn't matter and no one really cares anyway I hide to cry because no one validates my pain and no one really cares so why should I and it really doesn't matter anyway

Id Checks
Ok what the hell is with all the bouncer id checks. i seem to get them alot and it really pisses me off. can anyone explain to me why i get them so much? sorry but i had to spout about this. i get them so much, does anyone else? ok i am done ranting... lol

Darness 2
Forget what they say Forget what I lived Remember my nightmares Remember my fears Forget my cries in the night Forget my pain of life I wish to know the truth Of darkness,truth of death Waiting that sunrise dies When night is born I stood on pale moonlight I wait for the shadow That comes for me I do not resist And follow this death shadow There is ruins of teh secret castle Cold wind on my back The hot desires for teh truth of death Is rising in me In the middle of the ruins There is a black cross From the cross Blood is dripping in the silver chalice Shadow looks at me And tells me to drink I drank from the silver chalice I fall beofre the blood cross My mind is full of images of the past I se before me all the creatures of the night I see the time before light When the demons flied And the people cried The ruins of the secret castle Are dissappearing And the castle is appearing I am in ancient kingdoms of immortals And I see black portals I am a

Darkness 1
I see thy darkened heavens Closed away from reality I see thy hollowed hatred Opened to all conspiracy I see thy love For thy self My dear My Love My puppet My toy I love to see you scream Of the horrors of pain I love to see your body Enter the same Pain and suffering I love to see thy body become A cursed corpse A carcuss for the ravens Feast on its flesh my dears Let its final screams Eacho in death For all eternity May it remain humiliated May it remain ugly May it remain wet Of its own tears What am I my dearest The very devil From your worst fears My love Let me kiss you for the last time To suck your blood out From thy lips And spill it on your face You were nothing You are nothing And you will remain nothing May your final screams Eacho within my bloody realms of hell May they be hunted down by my laughter Thou shall never ecape from our wrath Look at us, one last time Embrace the truth and feel free To SUFFER

Call Of The Kindred
Come to me, little mortal I can bring you to heaven's portal There'll be no sorrow, there'll be no pain Feelings of joy will fill your brain Come to me, sweet human thing Give me your heart and I'll make it sing Forget your fears, leave them behind Forget the troubles of your kind Come to me... yes, that's right Now hold still, it's no good to fight I'll take your blood, and leave you dying Didn't you realise I could be lying?

Survey Says
1. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months without cheating? NEVER CHEATED IN MY LIFE WHY START NOW? 2. What color are your eyes? HAZEL 3. What are you doing now? THIS SURVEY, SMOKING A CIG, TALKING TO CRYSTIAN AND THINKING ABOUT WEITHER TO GO TO BED OR STAY UP FOR YET ANOTHER 24 HOURS FOR WORK... 4. What is one thing you question a lot? OTHER PEOPLES MOTIVES.... 5. Do you lead people on? NOT ON PURPOSE IF I DO.... 6. Are you married? DIVORCED 7. Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex that you loved them? YEAH 8. Is there anyone who doesn't like you? EVEN WHEN I AM DEAD I AM SURE THERE WILL BE PEOPLE WHO DONT LIKE ME... THATS LIFE... 9. Do you miss someone? YES 10. Did any of your friends go out with any of your ex's? YES AND LEARNED.... 11. Are looks important? YES AND NO.... LOOKS DRAW ME IN BUT IF THEIR PERSONALITY SUCKS THEY BECOME FUGLY REAL QUICK... 12. What are you wearing? JEANS, AND WHITE BUTTON UP TOP, JUS

Warped And Twisted
Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted

Black
I look in my heart and i see Nohting but black where love should be I know i love her, and always will But how can i love when my brain says kill Rage is all i feel within Like the black of night, it has always been It is only myself i truely hate Maybe to die now is my fate Suicide is something i consider I wish I knew Why i was so bitter I hate this world, and i hate my life My only saviours are my kids and my wife Without them I would already be dead Because i would put a bullet in my fucking head Because of them I am still alive For them I will continue to strive

Self Portrait
Anger driven emotions, hidden by my insanity. Deep thoughts and insights, blocked by the confusion. Timid, shy, careless masked by boisterous claims and paranoia. Love for a woman, repressed by the hate of myself. Young, innocent, naive, forced to grow up too quickly. Kept in chains until my mind is released by drugs. Wrapped in guilt and sorrow, but forced to act happy for my brother. My mouth spews forth insults, all really meant for me. Weakness, vulnerability, and intimacy, killed by pain. Self-esteem lowered by manic-depression and trapped by my very being, my words here written, my dreams, my thoughts, my feelings, my insanity, my pain, SET ME FREE!

Say I Love You
After 21 years of marriage, My wife wanted me to take another woman out to dinner and a movie. She said, "I love you, but I know this other woman loves you and would love to spend some time with you." The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my MOTHER, who has been a widow for 19 years, but the demands of my work and my three children had made it possible to visit her only occasionally. That night I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie. "What's wrong, are you well?" she asked. My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or a surprise invitation is a sign of bad news. "I thought that it would be pleasant to spend some time with you." I responded. "Just the two of us." She thought about it for a moment, and then said, "I would like that very much." That Friday after work, as I drove over to pick her up I was a bit nervous. When I arrived at her house, I noticed that she, too, seemed to be nervous about

Got New Kitty
Well 1/17/08 we picked up Rebel Knight our new kitten. He is 3months old all black except for one white whisker and a small diamond of white on his lower belly. He is a Handsome fella, He was a Humane Society rescue, He has been fully checked out by a vet and is healthy. A little shy but very loving once He gets used to you. He hid for a while when we first brought him home but once everyone went to bed he came out of hiding and cuddled up to me and Jake, purring up a storm. As soon as I can I will get pics up of the boy. His B-day is Nov-1-2007 (day of the dead LOL)

Face The Fear...........
FACE THE FEAR Pain still remains, redirect this change, release all the rage, that's in me. My mind screams to me, useless memories, brings me to my knees, no release. Death was only a vision, away, the only direction I knew, A path forever winding down, sanity find me somehow. So here we are to face the fear, Divided minds could never see so clear Could dreams portray the true side, before the stars surrender to light? I feel the earth turning beneath my feet While the clouds seem to spin above my head So here we are to face the fear, Divided minds could never see so clear. Could dreams portray the true side, before the stars surrender to light? Pain still remains! Darkness gathers, strength infecting me. Emptiness controls my every need. Distant memories are all I see, Spirals downward, drowning endlessly I hold on tightly, I'm so afraid And to let go would be my last mistake. I Close my eyes and take deep breaths. Forever changing the story told, the inner cor

Here I Go Again By Whitesnake
Special request for my bestest.......JWH muah I don't know where I'm going But, I sure know where Ive been Hanging on the promises In songs of yesterday An I've made up my mind, I ain't wasting no more time But, here I go again Here I go again Though I keep searching for an answer, I never seem to find what I'm looking for Oh lord, I pray You give me strength to carry on, 'cause I know what it means To walk along the lonely street of dreams An' here I go again on my own Goin' down the only road Ive ever known, Like a drifter I was born to walk alone An' I've made up my mind I ain't wasting no more time I'm just another heart in need of rescue, Waiting on love's sweet charity An' I'm gonna hold on For the rest of my days, 'cause I know what it means To walk along the lonely street of dreams An' here I go again on my own Goin' down the only road I've ever known, Like a drifter I was born to walk alone An' I've made up my mind I ain't wasting no mo

Tired Of It All...
Im tired of all the people who get in the middle of what you are trying to accomplish in life. please note that this is my feelings souly. This is my life and i will do what i want to do. this is my life and i will say what i want to say. Dont tell me that i cant be your friend becuase your not ready for that and dont tell me that i cant love you becuse im not willing to give up on you. Your friendship os important to me and i am happy that you are here to share with me smile with me laugh with me hugs me when im sad kiss me when im madtickle me when i get angry and make me feel like i am loved when i feel the whole world is aginst me. for this i love your friendship please do not ever foget that i will be here for you in the way that you have been here for me. you are my heart my dreams my whole world. again Thank you for being you... with all my heart and soul. copyright@2008 PS this is my shit dont take it for youer own

Results Of Probation Meeting And Drug Alchol Eval
Well the 16th was the day I had to see probation officer and get my drug and alchol eval done. first was the evaluation had to pee in a cup YUCK but as always I passed LOL and as for the evaluation they determined that I needed to be treated for addiction, soooo I have to attend weekly wens night womans only group for 1.5 hours, and get random drug and alcohol tests every week. Probation went well parental units mailed a MO to probation so I am current on all fees, have insurence paid so can start Community service, and got 56$ put onto fines.

Won't Back Down By Mat Kearney
You woke the morning up Running off the darkest night The longest light I've seen Here goes a chance I know Cashing in on all my chips Let all my ships come fly These days, a little bit longer than the last And all of your ways, a little bit stronger than the past And your light, found my bottle in the night Gave me second life, kept me in this fight And I won't back down And I won't turn around and around And I won't back down Doesn't matter what comes crashing down I'm still gonna stand on solid ground You found me once and for all I laid it down in the sinking ground The hopeless undertow Singing out the gentle sound Rattling through my smoking screens My broken dreams last night These days, a little bit longer than the last And all of your ways, a little bit stronger than the past And all of your light, found my bottle in the night Kept me in this fight, gave me second life, And I won't back down I won't turn around and around And I won't back d

I Wish You Enough!!!!!!
Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, 'I love you and I wish you enough'. The daughter replied, 'Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom'. They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?’ 'Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?'. 'I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is, the next trip back will be for my funeral,' she said. 'When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough'. May I ask what that means?' She began to sm

What Do You Do?
Ok how do you be nice to an ex that is accusing you of cheating on him with the guy your with now? Hes pissed bc i left him and found someone else, yes rather quick but still. Makes me mad bc hes accusing me of things that are not true. Makes it worse hes puting this in blogs where his friends can all read it and say bad things about me. I explained it to him and hes just makeing me mader and more pissed off. dont know how to say it to him with out being mean.

Do You Agree???
Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1 " ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become Null and void after 7 Days. 1. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't

A Serious Relationship Needs Paying Attention
hello & welcome to my blog i'mnot realy a blog writer but the only thing just i want to hint at is:i'm a single & straight guy who's looking for a serious relationship which is base on love,therefor for the nice ladys who are looking for an honest & faithful man who wants to devote @ alocate the rest of his life for the love,can directly e_mail me by this address: ALI_AMIRABADI55@YAHOO.COM hope to receive ur e_mails in a short future thanks for ur attentions & good luck.

Leo Horoscope Today! :)
Leo (7/23-8/22) The modest mouse deep down inside of you has been slowly turning into a very proud lion over the past few months, and you are becoming more and more aware of your power. Today, you'll have a wonderful opportunity to flex your muscles and surprise one or two people who think that they already know all about you, and what you'll do next. The element of surprise is a very powerful force, and it will help you make an indelible impression on some intimidating people. So does that mean I will step out of charactor and be awesomely amazing like usual?? wait.. LOL I am sooooooo HYPER! :)

Please! Get Me To 50,000please
can i get a little help from OUR friends... WE have been in this giveaway since before x-mas...WE do have a life outside of thIS site.. WE HAVE five kids... WE really need help getting it done.. thank you to my friends who have helped... .we got 31500 comments ... we need the rest by April 11th... click pic THANKS EVONNE AND TISMOM05

Today Is The Day
There are plenty of blogs out there. And I'll be the one to be honest right now, I have not read one yet. I just figured I'd write some things down and let others read REAL things for just one second. Life has its ups and downs of course but I'll be another first to tell you this honestly..you reap what you sew. If You feel like life's not fair, get over it.....You make it what it is. bottom line, if you try to live a good life, then you will have a good life. Something to look back ona nd always rememebr that you didn't sulk or whine. Everyone does it. I am that kind of human being, that used to sulk and whine but here recently I've realized I have found life to be something of a gift. I think that I'll always remember that people are people. Everyone makes mistakes. Everyone gets what they give. Kharma people! It's a beauty.!! Anywho..I love poetry and I hope to find some good ones on here. Thanks a bunch! ♥ shell

We Need A Leader Like This
Muslims who want to live under Islamic Sharia law were told on Wednesday to get out of Australia , as the government targeted radicals in a bid to head off potential terror attacks. Separately, Howard angered some Australian Muslims on Wednesday by saying he supported spy agencies monitoring the nation's mosques. Quote: 'IMMIGRANTS, NOT AUSTRALIANS , MUST ADAPT. Take It Or Leave It. I am tired of this nation worrying about whether we are offending some individual or their culture. Since the terrorist attacks on Bali , we have experienced a surge in patriotism by the majority of Australians, as we have never seen before.' 'This culture has been developed over two centuries of struggles, trials and victories by millions of men and women who have sought freedom.' 'We speak mainly ENGLISH … not Spanish, Lebanese, Arabic, Chinese, Japanese, Russian, or any other language. Therefore, if you wish to become part of our society, then you have no choice but to learn "our" l

Stroke
STROKE: Remember The 1st Three Letters.... S.T.R. My nurse friend sent this and encouraged me to post it and spread the word. I agree. If everyone can remember something this simple, we could save some folks. Seriously.. Please read: STROKE IDENTIFICATION: During a BBQ, a friend stumbled and took a little fall - she assured everyone that she was fine (they offered to call paramedics).....She said she had just tripped over a brick because of her new shoes. They got her cleaned up and got her a new plate of food. While she appeared a bit shaken up, Ingrid went about enjoying herself the rest of the evening. Ingrid's husband called later telling everyone that his wife had been taken to the hospital - (at 6:00 pm Ingrid passed away.) She had suffered a stroke at the BBQ. Had they known how to identify the signs of a stroke, perhaps Ingrid would be with us today. Some don't die.... they end up in a helpless, hopeless condition instead. It onl

What Really Get Me
what really gets me i cant stand men that can rape and get away with it . Or someone who steals and gets away with it. Or some one that messess with someones life and gets away with it. All these these people dont have no remore or forgiveness for what they do. i cant stand men that beat wemen or that beat children. Or the people that do drugs and dont see the effect it has on them or there family and friends . I know what it feels like to have 3 of the things that i have mentioned done to me. It dont feel to good and im not proud of it. i sometimes feel that it was my fault or i did something to make it happen. But i have to over come that and realize that no child asks for it to be done to them. I was 4 years old and i was going through foster care. And in foster care they dont care what happens to the child . they say they do but they dont. if They did they would not let it happen to me. The minute i told them they would have pulled me out. I was raped and beaten at 4 years

Just A Little Diddy For Friday Morning...
you may know this song if you're a pulp fiction fan as i am... "If Love is a Red Dress"- Maria McKee My heart is empty. Your eyes are dull. Once we were hungry, Now we are full. These ties that bind us, Can't beat these chains. If love is shelter, I'm gonna walk in the rain. You were my angel. Now, you are real. So like a stranger, Colder than steel. The morning after, know what you bring. If love is a red dress, Well, hang me in rags. Oh well. There goes the fairy tale. Lord, ain't it a shame? In all this comfort, I can't take the strain. If we played even, I'd be your queen. But someone was cheatin'. And it wasn't me. I've laid it on the table, You held something back. If love is Aces, Give me the Jack.

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Photo Update !!!
Hey, Hey ! It's Friday The weekend's come around again :) I have added some pictures to my album 'beautiful tigers', please stop by and leave love. They truly are awesome animals. Thanks heaps!! I hope you have a lovely weekend. ((hugs)) Lin xx

Times Running Out.and Filling Up Fast .you Ther Yet
VIP 3DAY BLAST AND 500.000 FUBUCKS CONTEST!! STILL GOT ROOM LEFT IN CONTEST AND GIVEAWAY! I HAVE ONE VIP AND A 3DAY BLAST 500.000 FUBUCK'S UP FOR GRABS! What you need Is 50.000 photo comments. Rates will also count 10 points each for fu-bucks as a added bonus! (example 100 rates = 1,000 fu-bucks) This will begin as soon as I have 10 entry photos. OR i GET TIRED OF WAITING ON ENTRIES CONTEST BEGINS JAN 20TH AND ENDS FEB 3RD GIVE AWAY THE BIG FUBUCK GIVEAWAY The prizes will be fubucks and everyone can win (perfect for if you wanna bid on the spotlight). The amount of fubucks won depends on how many comments you get. How it works - however many comments you have at the close of the contest, I will stick a 0 on the end of the number (so yes I multiply it by 10) and thats how many fubucks you will get. (Example, if you get 5,000 comments, you will get 50,000 fubucks for your prize) A FEW SIMPLE RULES ... No NSFW Pics Or Course. Must Have At Least 2,500 Comments

My Youngest...
I have been having some struggles with my youngest son. He will be two in June and his father and I have not been together since before he was born. He is often a very loving and well adjusted child in most aspects of life. Several months ago, I obtained temporary custody of my aunt's twin daughters, due to her lack of rehibilitation from a drug additction. It is quite possible that I bit off more than I can chew and brought my sons problems on myself due to new time constraints. Anyways, the problems is that he is causing harm to himself......., primarily banging his head into things; specifically when he is angry and or tired. He bangs his head to the point that he has often caused bruising on his head. My fears are that people will think that I am abusing him, he will knock himself out, or even cause permanant damage to himself. I am at a loss and haven't a clue how to resolve the situation. I do not want my children to be drugged and I am afraid to wait it out. When it happens

Help Plz
Come On Everybody these girls have stepped into alot of comments and they really need your help CLICK THA PIC AND BOMB THEIR ASSES OFF http://fubar.com/user/1007162 Evonne & TisMom05 need 140,000 comments to win a 1-Year VIP, a Happy Hour, a 30-Day Blast AND a TickerPack! WE NEED TO GET TO 3000 COMMENT IN A DAY TO GET OUR CONTEST DONE IN 30.DAYS CAN YOU HELP US OUT PLEASE! help get us to 50k today (repost of original by 'TiSMoM05$$' on '2008-01-18 05:59:05')

The Cucumber,pickle And Peni$
""There was a cucumber, a pickle, & a penis sitting around talking about how their lives sucked. The cucumber, "Man, my life sucks. When I get big, fat & juicy, they cut me up & stick me on a salad." The pickle looks at him & says, "You think you have it bad? When I get big, fat & juicy, they put me in vinegar, put spices on me & stick me in a jar." The penis looks at him & says, "You think you have it rough? When I get big, fat & juicy, they stick a rubber strap on my head, stick me in a dark room & bang my head against the wall until I throw up & pass out! Send this to eight of your freakiest friends. If u get 0-2 back you are average If you get 3-5 you are a freak If you get 6-8 then you are a major freak & need a leash!""

Need Help Fast
I am not the type that is use to doing this and I know it will bring hard feeling to some so I am sorry in advance. I am going through some hard times right now. Work is very slow at my job. Right now I am currently 4 months behind on my rent and the Landlord is threatening eviction. I need to get to her $1000 by today or I will be evicted as of this weekend. She said she will work with me if I can produce this amount today otherwise I will be evicted. I know very few of you know me personally but I am a good person and will be able to repay someone. My work starts the busy seson next month and I can get caught up on all my bills inside 2 months but I can't do it right now. If there is anyone that can help me by sending me any amount of this, I can repay during the summer or just someone that can give a gift of some portion of the amount it would be apreciated. I also have a 5 Y/O that lives here and he is the reason I am doing this. If you can help please contact me. Please help and a

Fu-bux
I have a folder of pictures that I am willing to give FU-Bux for anyone who rates them all. I'm trying to get leveled as much as possible before my VIP runs out in 2 weeks. So help me out and I'll help you out with some bux.

Believe It Or Not
It was a wooden plaque hanging on a wall in a bar. A marriage license should be like a fishing license-- it expires every year and if you go out of state you can get a 3 day license. If you think about it girls and fish have a lot in common. They are fun to catch and if you clean and prep them right most are good to eat. Also if you decide to mount one you know it's going to cost you plenty! If you bring one home (no matter how well you treat them) They start going bad & fresh ones are always better. PRACTICE CATCH AND RELEASE.

Man Accused Of Throwing Child Onto Freeway Arrested
HONOLULU -- Honolulu police said they are investigating the death of a baby on the H-1 Freeway. Witnesses said that they saw a man throw the infant from the Miller Street pedestrian overpass, but police said they are not sure if the child was alive or dead when the man threw the child. It appears the child was hit by at least two cars, officials said. Police arrested Matthew M. Higa, 23, nearby on Prospect Street. They took him to the Honolulu Police Department's cellblock. The man was wearing hospital scrubs. Officials from Queen's Medical Center, which is located near the scene, said he is not a patient. As the man was taken away by police, he yelled, "Thank you for everything" to KITV camera crews. Police said they are not sure where the infant came from, and they are checking local day care facilities in the area to see if anyone is missing a child. H-1 Freeway was closed at the Vineyard Boulevard off-ramp, routing traffic onto city streets. Police reopened all la

Should I Be Happy ???
i was 385pounds now i am 355pounds i want to be at or under 300 pounds thats my goal but why am i not happy with me losing 30pounds ? i havent been 355pounds in 2years whats wrong with me ???comments

Love Lost
I LEARNED SOMETHING VERY VALUABLE ABOUT RELATIONSHIPS RECENTLY IN LIFE SO TAKE IT SERIOUS ITS REAL ....RELATIONSHIPS OF ALL KINDS ARE LIKE SAND HELD IN YOUR HAND . HELD LOOSELY , WITH AN OPEN HAND , THE SAND REMAINS WHERE IT IS . THE MINUTE YOU CLOSE YOUR HAND AND SQUEEEZE TGHTLY TO HOLD ON , THE SAND TRICKLES THROUGH YOUR FINGERS . YOU MAY HOLD ON TO SOME OF IT , BUT MOST OF IT WILL BE SPILLED . A RELATIONSHIP IS LIKE THAT . HELD LOOSELY , WITH RESPECT AND FREEDOM FOR THE OTHER PERSON , IT IS LIKELY TO REMAIN INTACT . BUT HOLD TOO TIGHTLY , TOO POSSESSIVELY , AND THE RELATIONSHIP SLIPS AWAY AND IS LOST .

Cold War Icon Bobby Fischer Passes Away
REYKJAVIK, Iceland (AP) -- Bobby Fischer, the reclusive chess master who became a Cold War icon when he dethroned the Soviet Union's Boris Spassky as world champion in 1972, has died aged 64. Spokesman Gardar Sverrisson said Fischer passed away in a Reykjavik hospital on Thursday. There was no immediate word on cause of death. United States-born Fischer, a fierce critic of his homeland who renounced his U.S. citizenship, moved to Iceland in 2005. Fischer told reporters that year that he was finished with a chess world he regarded as corrupt, and he sparred with U.S. journalists who asked about his anti-American tirades. "The United States is evil. There's this axis of evil. What about the allies of evil -- the United States, England, Japan, Australia? These are the evildoers," Fischer said. He was born in Chicago but grew up in Brooklyn, New York, and became U.S. chess champion at 14 and a grand master at 15. Fischer was wanted in the United States for playing a 199

Rebound Part#2
Well here go's nothing time to rant and blah about life.......Yeah turned 44 today yeah flippin yeah!!!! I'm glad i found fubar and im hating my self for finding it also....No im not bipolar or am i flippin Cybial but my God people why is everything people say on the net a big flippin lie or an act? have we become sooooo flippin immoral that we treat people with so much disrespect that we have lie that much even tho it's not in person to make our self's bigger than life that our poor ass excuse we have made for selfs we have to bring onto the net too......Well thanks but no thanks......dont share that kinda wealth u so gladly hold onto ...Keep it pls... just wallow in your own self pity and drown in it!!!!Yeah i know im a biker not suppose to feel act all big and bad blah blah blah But Hey should people not feel for 1 and other?Really i have been blessed in meeting people in real life .from here and other place and they have been great!!!! But sooooo many player's so many lier's .....s

Interesting Situation
ok...somethin interesting happend a couple days ago at work. I was training a new hire and somehow we ended up going out that night LOL. OK I gotta start from beginning, I know i gotta tell details lol. Cant leave you guys in the dark lmao. I first laid eyes on this new co-worker during training back oh, i think it was on the 4th. I remember thinking... hot damn... look at those amazing eyes (reaaaally light like clear blue..cant really explain them..but gorgeous). And he caught me lookin at him a couple times I know it. I even made a point to smile so LOL. But i dont know if he really paid attention then or not. ANYWHO fast forward. Wednesday I ended up training him to work my post during the later 1/2 of the day. He came in we got to talking. And i just made a comment more to myself than anything that I think i'm gonna go out tonight. He says "ok where we going". I told him and he's like well my truck is broke down in NJ so when ya pickin me up lol (or somethin to that extent

It Seems Like
It seems like things have changed just a little it could be me but I dont think so,It upsets me just a little nothin worth gettin upset about but I can feel the shift. We got along beautifully now we rarely get to talk, now when we do talk I feel like I have said something or done something to annoy you.I am happy you are happy but...... sometimes it feels like me being around is no longer needed you dont talk to me or confide in me I feel as if I may be a burden instead of a pleasure to be around nowadays I see you long enough for me to go to work and when I come home you no longer have time for me you are either in bed already or heading there as soon as I walk in the house.I'm not tryin to sound like I'm complaining but it seems like you don't need me anymore or have time for me, I love you and you know who you are and I don't want to loose your freindship It just feels like we are slipping away from each other I feel like financially I dont pull my weight and I try my damndest but

Fu Famous ~*~ Auction!
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Wanna Be Fu Famous??
WYKD Storm presents a Unique opportunity to get Fu Famous. Fu Auction for 24 hours of WYKD Radio Promotion! We are offering 24 - 30 second spots, 1 every hour. These will be produced by WYKD staff and air in all four of our associated Lounges. Use your air time to promote: ~*~ contests, auctions, or giveaways - that you are hosting or one in which you are the contestant. Draw people to help you! ~*~Promote your Fu Biz - if you make and fu sell anything use the air time to draw Fubarains to you. ~*~Pimpouts - show fubar LUV to people you care about ~*~Promote your favorite causes or charities ~*~Birthdays * Weddings * Birth Annoucments ~*~Promote your group or club ~*~Have a Happy Hour coming up let people know so you can get the most out of it! The possibilities are unlimited! Exacty what you will get: 24 - 30 second pre-recorded mesasges thats one every hour. Messages will be recorded by WYKD Staff. Coverage in four (4)Hot Fubar Lounges - Wick

Free!!!!leonard Peltier!!!
Rage against the machine FREEDOM!! Leonard Peltier story.. http://www.amazon.com/review/product/B0001FVDI2?filterBy=addFiveStar Book by Leonard Peltier Prison Life "My life is a sundance" pick it up at any library..

Looking For Fun
i am good at pleasing men who are gentle to me. i would love to offer my sweet cheery pie to them... want to have some? if you wish to taste my sweet cheery pie add me in your msn rashyllhotsexy01 @ hotmail .com let us have much tasting of my sweet cheery pie.

Missing You
I understand the things you say, Even though it makes me sad, We sat and had a talk today, I gave you everything I had. Even if you don’t come back, I’ll wait this year for you, Even if this love you lack, I’ll do what I want to do, I’m happy, even if you’ve gone away, I continue to keep this love for you, In hope that you’ll come back to me, on a distant far found day, They think I’m stupid, they laugh at what I do, They criticize and ridicule this love I have for you, It dosen’t matter anymore, nothing matters anymore, The only thing that matters anymore, is the love and what its for, Just know that I will love you, And maybe that is sad to hear, But I will do what I want to do, Even if that means a year. Maybe you don’t love me, And you think this will just be more easy, But I’ll be waiting, in my heart forever, Even if that means my love for someone else, Will end up being never. -Dennis Mayer

I Am Quote Happy Ok?!
"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy." - -- Martin Luther King Jr. "Love seems the swiftest, but it is the slowest of all growths. No man or woman really knows what perfect love is until they have been married a quarter of a century." - -- Mark Twain "Women are made to be loved, not understood." - -- Oscar Wilde "I see when men love women. They give them but a little of their lives. But women when they love give everything." - -- Oscar Wilde "Death is not the worst than can happen to men." - -- Plato "Men always want to be a woman's first love - women like to be a man's last romance." - -- Oscar Wilde

"the Shadoweaver"
When the Sun sets slowly, and when Daylight breaks coldly, when Night falls and Darkness calls, I awaken from my solitude, and beckon into a world most crude. by The Cheyenne Warrior. ___________________________________________________ [Copyright © 2008, written by Jamie Shawn Tan (1992). All Rights Reserved.] Photo location url ~ http://home.in.tum.de/~hohenber/images/bg/fantasy/erinnerung_in_weiss.jpg

Todays Agenda....
AIGHT, SO TODAY. GOING TO THE MALL. YAY!! I'M GOING TO GET A NEW CELL PHONE, WHICH WILL RULE MOTHER FUCKERS!! EAT AT WAFFLE HOUSE, LISTEN TO MY MP3 PLAYER AND READ A NEW BOOK I GOT. AFTER THAT, I'M WALKING OVER TO GREEN'S WHERE I PLAN ON BUYING A BIG ASS BOTTLE OF SOMETHING, THEN WALKING TO STREET CORNER BOOZE, BUYING A BIG BOTTLE OF SODA, AND MIXING SAID BOOZE IN WITH IT. THEN I WILL GET SHIT FACED!! READ SOME MORE, MAKE FUN OF OLD PEOPLE, THEN FIND MY WAY HOME AND PASS OUT. SOUNDS LIKE A PLAN TO ME!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. AND JUST CAUSE I'M A BASTARD, MAY THIS SONG BE BURNED INTO YOUR HEAD ALL DAY!! DANCE!

A Cynical Willyism For The Fuckin' Day 1/18/08;
A woman is like a pair of shoes, I mean a lot more then her vagina; some are too loose, no support, and you flop around in them, some are too fuckin' tight and pinch and will give you bunions, but there are also women who fit just right! If you got, or ever get one *of the later,* hold on to her as long as it fuckin' lasts!

How Open-minded Are You?
I consider myself a very open-minded person. I believe that everyone has a right to do and believe whatever they want, provided they are not injuring or infringing on the rights of others. I have looked at the people I have in my friends and family lists and I have some very different people their. Some might not get along with others here but I like them all for who they are ... all of their differences, eccentricities, kinks and quirks. I might not be "in to" the same things they are, but I respect their rights to express themselves in whatever way they choose. I often wonder about the individuals that call themselves open-minded, yet turn around and bash someone, either physcially or verbally, for being different. How open-minded are you really if you can't accept others that don't fall into your ideal?

She Was A Smart Woman.
I love this woman. She was beautiful and smart,insucure and dated all the wrong men. these are my favorite quotes from her. "Dogs have never hurt me. Only men have." "Dogs never bite me. Just humans." "The truth is I've never fooled anyone. I've let people fool themselves. They didn't bother to find out who and what I was. Instead they would invent a character for me. I wouldn't argue with them. They were obviously loving somebody I wasn't." "...If you can make a girl laugh - you can make her do anything..." "It's better to be unhappy alone than unhappy with someone " I want to grow old without facelifts... I want to have the courage to be loyal to the face I've made. Sometimes I think it would be easier to avoid old age, to die young, but then you'd never complete your life, would you? You'd never wholly know you" "Sex is a part of nature. I go along with nature."

Job
POSITION: Mom, Mommy, Mama, Ma Dad, Daddy, Dada, Pa, Pop JOB DESCRIPTION: Long term, team players needed, for challenging permanent work in an often chaotic environment. Candidates must possess excellent communication and organizational skills and be willing to work variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends and frequent 24 hour shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities! Travel expenses not reimbursed. Extensive courier duties also required. RESPONSIBILITIES: The rest of your life. Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily, until someone needs $5. Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly. Also, must possess the physical stamina of a pack mule and be able to go from zero to 60 mph in three seconds flat in case, this time, the screams from the backyard are not someone just crying wolf. Must be wil

Good Morning
good morning global bombers. i hope everone is doing ok this morning and not snowed in.but if you are give it your all on thee two giveaways that is posted please. we deed to get these out of the way where we can move on thank you all. larry global bombers rock and kick but.

January 18,2008
These people need to be leveled now before you all freak out on me and i get some nasty emails lol i know i wont you all are great and couldnt ask for a better family to be honest....The first person is an awesome friend all I am asking is that you would please go show her some love she has been trying to get leveled for days and yeah it may be alot but lets try to show her what the LOL FAMILY can do... ♥JADA ♥{DSC 4 Eva} {IBIC} ~ Fu Wife to Recondoc{DSC} & R/L Fiancee'@ fubar ~♥LunatikLycanlover05♥~[**Dirty South Crew**]I.B.I.C~RL wifey to fa@ fubar eyeh8gawd@ fubar Robin@ fubar NavyFiveoO ¿¿ War Ðamn Eagle ¿¿@ fubar Deadliest Catch ~* "RL BF to IRISH SWEETHEART~ DIRTY SOUTH CREW~~@ fubar

Why We Work...
A Somalian arrives in Minneapolis as a new immigrant to the United States .. He stops the first person he sees walking down the street and says, "Thank you Mr. American for letting me in this country , giving me housing, food stamps, free medical care, and free education!" The passerby says, "You are mistaken, I am Mexican." The man goes on and encounters another passerby. " Thank you for having such a beautiful country here in America !" The person says, "I not American, I Vietnamese." The new arrival walks further, and the next person he sees he stops, shakes his hand and says, "Thank you for the wonderful America!" That person puts up his hand and says, "I am from Middle East , I am not American!" He finally sees a nice lady and asks, "Are you an American?" She says , "No, I am from Africa !" Puzzled, he asks her, "Where are all the Americans?" The African lady checks her watch and says..."Probably at work!!!!!!!

The End
Another night spent crying, I swear I really am trying. To come to terms with my loss, but the bridge is to hard to cross. A night filled with bad dreams, nothing is what it seems. I let myself start crying, but these tears are never drying. I don't care if I never heal, it's easier not to be able to feel. I am alone in my grief, nothing can bring me relief. My losses were too great, the only feeling inside is hate. I will never be the same, and I only have myself to blame. I keep trying to be strong, but my whole life is just so wrong. I see no future ahead, all my dreams are dead. No looking forward to tomorrow, I am filled with so much sorrow. As I sit and think, I take a breath, I realize my only choice is death.

"citizen / Soldier"
Beyond the boundaries of your city's lights, Stand the heroes waiting for your cries. So many times you did not bring this on yourself, When that moment finally comes, I'll be there to help. On that day when you need your brothers and sisters to care, I'll be right here. Citizen soldiers holding the light for the ones that we guide from the dark of despair. Standing on guard for the ones that we sheltered, We'll always be ready because we will always be there. When there are people crying in the streets, When they're starving for a meal to eat, When they simply need a place to make their beds, Right here underneath my wing, You can rest your head. On that day when you need your brothers and sisters to care, I'll be right here! Citizen soldiers holding the light for the ones that we guide from the dark of despair. Standing on guard for the ones that we sheltered, We'll always be ready because we will always be there... There... there... there... Hope and p

The Perfect Husband.a Must Read!
Jack wakes up with a huge hangover after attending his company's Christmas Party. Jack is not normally a drinker, but the drinks didn't taste like alcohol at all. He didn't even remember how he got home from the party. As bad as he was feeling, he wondered if he did something wrong. Jack had to force himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins next to a glass of water on the side table. And, next to them, a single red rose! ! Jack sits up and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. He looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotlessly clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins, cringes when he sees a huge black eye staring back at him in the bathroom mirror. Then he notices a note hanging on the corner of the mirror written in red with little hearts on it and a kiss mark from his wife in lipstick: Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to get groceries to make you your favorite dinner

Home
Another summer day Has come and gone away In Paris and Rome But I wanna go home Mmmmmmmm Maybe surrounded by A million people I Still feel all alone I just wanna go home Oh, I miss you, you know And I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you Each one a line or two "I'm fine baby, how are you?" Well I would send them but I know that it's just not enough My words were cold and flat And you deserve more than that Another aeroplane Another sunny place I'm lucky I know But I wanna go home Mmmm, I've got to go home Let me go home I'm just too far from where you are I wanna come home And I feel just like I'm living someone else's life It's like I just stepped outside When everything was going right And I know just why you could not Come along with me 'Cause this was not your dream But you always believed in me Another winter day has come And gone away In even Paris and Rome And I wanna go home Let me go home And I'm surrounded by A

Soldiers
Soldier Thank You I was watching TV When I heard the news A another soldier gives their lives For me and you And their fighting for freedom, liberty, and equality For me and you And for that I have something I need to say… Thank You For giving you're live for me Thank You For helping me to see That it takes a brave heart to make a stand What makes them believe! Soldiers Thank You! Soldier, even though you're gone, Your memory lives on In our hearts not just our songs And theirs people who miss you Wish you were here today, But I know you're in a much better place Thank You For giving you're live for me Thank You For helping me to see That it takes a brave heart to make a stand What makes them believe! Soldiers Thank You! You know we miss you And wish you were here Right here by my side But I know your watching from above A place full of love But I wish you

Jr.worried About His Job
DAYTONA BEACH, Fla. (AP) -- Dale Earnhardt Jr. is already feeling the pressure, and the season hasn't even started. As his winless streak nears two years, NASCAR's most popular driver knows he must produce in his new Hendrick Motorsports ride. Anxious about the new job and the pressure of driving for the elite team, Earnhardt showed up a week early at preseason testing just to talk to his new teammates. Back this week to actually drive his No. 88 Chevrolet, Earnhardt went right to work. His single lap speed of 185.820 mph on Tuesday morning easily bettered the mark of 184.782 mph set by teammate Jimmie Johnson in last week's session, and Earnhardt was 10th fastest when drafting began in the afternoon. ``I just like running up front every week,'' he said. ``I like going to the racetrack and being ... toward the top of the chart, at least on the left side of the page in practices.'' It's a good start to a fresh season, one without the drama that engulfed him last year when he p

Moonlight Path
As I walk along this moonlight path, I hold you close to me. Every thought, Every memory, Just rushes through my head. They say to leave the past alone, Leave it far behind, Maybe it was never meant to be, And even though I 've let you go, You are still on this moonlight path with me. I feel you so very strongly, I am wondering if we still belong. As the rays of light beam down from the moons face, As the stars shine bright and light up the black night sky, You are still walking with me. Your special touch, Your warm embrace, Your lips like cherries that I love to taste. Your pulsing heart racing with mine, You my dear were the love of all times. As the moons rays light my way, I walk this path where I know you are. It brings me back to you again, Dancing the dance, Feeling the love, Making me want you back again. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

6:45am
well all.. it is 6:45am and i am sitting here surfing thru the ever popular fubar.... i must say i have enjoyed look thru some of the pics and profiles on here.... i also sit here thinking about the conversation i had tonight with a great friend. i must say that before i knew about fubar i had had some interesting encounters with internet stuff... i had placed a profile on singlesnet.com.... man was that a bust!!!! imet a few cool people on there that swore they were lookin for a long term relationship and stuff like that.... well that didnt pan out the way i had planned... then there's always myspace.... yeah um they never work out.... so then a friend recommended me to fubar... yeah u gotta love SEABEE.... he is the shit!!! well, ne ways so i get on fubar........... then i have like no way to get offline... i have become addicted to this site.. i find myself looking forward to getting more points and leveling up... and seeing who checks me out....lol i have become a craay girl

The Job - Urine Test
My Word Down W/free loaders Thinking: HUGE pat on the back! (I sure would like to know who wrote this one! They deserve a HUGE pat on the back!) Like a lot of folks in this state, I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as it sees fit. In order to get that paycheck, I am required to pass a random urine test with which I have no problem. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check because I have to pass one to earn it for them? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do, on the other hand, have a problem with helping someone sitting on their A _ S, doing drugs, while I work. . . . Can you imagine how much money the state would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistan

Happy Friday
Good Morning. Not a lot going on in the Marty Mind today. I looked over many things on msn and nothing reached up and grabbed me. Not like I am trying to get grabbed or anything of that nature. The only thing that was remotely interesting is once again a credit card breach has been committed and some people may be affected by this. Apparently a money handler or basically a credit handler called GE Money lost some info. What that means is someone or some organization hacked some files and the possibility of credit fraud is perhaps in jeopardy. Oh well, just when you thought it was safe to have credit. Other then that not a lot going on so as been the case lately I hate to send anyone into their weekend with turmoil so I will end this before I drum something up but not before wishing everyone a marvelous weekend. Simply marvelous. Oh, dang it and I was not going to bring anything else up… well this is interesting if you care to know about it. Tom Cruise apparently and it might be some

Todayt Is My _day!!
Hey ppl today is my 21st B-day please show me some love I'll like a 7, 30 day blast And maybe a HH if u wanna show me that much love But if u don't just send me something lol and alot of comments toooo!!!!!!

Don Crowther Smarts
Don Crowther SMARTS How does SMARTS stack up? It turns out that Don Crowther has been avoiding the spotlight for a long time. He never set out to be some "big-name guru". He's always kept a low profile and focused on three things: his research, his own sites, and his clients' sites. But after 6+ months of Social Media research, well it was obvious we couldn't keep this stuff to ourselves. It was simply too big... too important. So I made Don a "Mafia Deal"... a deal he just couldn't refuse. I'm not going to give any details here... but let's just say it was a sweet deal. And next thing you know, we were brainstorming on a coaching program for all this stuff - we're calling it the SMARTS Coaching Program... SMARTS stands for Social MARketing Traffic System. SMARTS Stompernet, stompernet, smarts, stompernet smarts, smarts review, don crowther, How does SMARTS stack up, Is Don Crowther and SMARTS worth the money

Friday Opie And Anthony Links: Cloverfield Cast - Turn On Your Paltalk! O&a Podcasts, Jim Norton At Borgata This Weekend, New O&a Audio, New Videos O
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (New Episodes Added Every Week!) Happy FRIDEE everybuddy! Today, the Opie and Anthony POgram welcomes the cast of CLOVERFIELD to the studio. Make sure you

My Father
My Father. "To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear, and too happy to permit the presence of trouble." I'm trying. You know how to push all the right buttons. I'm trying to let it pass me. I think I'm doing a good job considering. You nailed one things right on the head, just not the reasoning behind it. And I think that's something you will never figure out about me. But that's okay, that's not for you to know. Another note: someone that I did trust and told me that I could trust them seems to be faltering. I always know things will come to this with everyone in life. It just sucks when it happens and I'm proven to be right. Sometimes I really wish I would be wrong when it came to this kind of thing. I wish someone would finally prove me wrong. But after years and years of the same old story, nothing surprises me anymore. Maybe it's human nature? Maybe I'm expecting too much of honesty and loyalty from other people. It sucks even more to hear it f

Its Friday!!
Well it is finally the 18! i have been waiting for today since November.For Christmas I bought my woderfull husband 2 tickets to see Rodney Carrington tonight in Munice.To go along with the tickets,I got us a 2 night stay in a royal jucuzzie suit.He was so shocked when he opened the box Christmas morning and saw the tickets.He said he feels like crap cuz I also got him a new 32 inch flat screen tv,I got him a new colts hat and I had a hat custom made for just for him.Dave had such a hard year with him hurting his back,haveing surgery on his spine,and be in pain so I wanted to make his christmas really great this year.Plus this will be great for us to get away and just be togather,for us just to be 2 ppl who love each other and not mom and dad.I think everyone needs that time where you and your parter can just be lovers.So anyway I hope everyone has as great a weekend as I know im going to have.Hell how can I not? I have a hot husband that I get all to myself in a room with a jucuzzi fo

Plz Read All My Recent Blogs
I HAVE A LOT GOING ON LATELY. BETWEEN MY HOME LIFE, CLEANING UP MY LIST, BEING IN A BOMBING FAMILY ETC. I STAY PRETTY OCCUPIED. I AM TRYING TO WORK MY WAY THROUGH MY LIST NOW TO SHOW LOVE TO ALL MY FRIENDS. I TRY TO ON A DAILY BASIS BUT I DO HAVE A LIFE OUTSIDE OF FUBAR (PLZ BE UNDERSTANDING AS I AM). RIGHT NOW MY MAIN CONCENTRATION IS COME LUV ME. HER BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP AND I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE HER HH GIVEAWAY FINISHED BY THEN. SHE IS ALWAYS THERE WHEN YOU NEED HER AND NEVER FAILS TO LEND A HAND. IT CAN BE HARD TRYING TO HELP 20 PPL AT ONE TIME AND CAN GET FRUSTRATING. SO...UNTIL HER GIVEAWAY IS FINISHED AND SHE IS LEVELED I WILL NOT BE AROUND MUCH. I WILL TRY TO STILL HELP HERE AND THERE WHEN I CAN WHEN ASKED. IF I DON'T TALK TO YOU EVERYDAY PLZ DON'T THINK I AM IGNORING YOU. I TRY NOT TO BE RUDE IN ANY CASE AND WILL ACKNOWLEDGE YOU. THE REST OF MY BLOGS HAVE THE LINKS TO COME LUV MES GIVEAWAY AND HER PROFILE. PLZ READ THEM AND LEND A HAND...ANY HELP WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED :

The Secret Of My Heart
Every morning, As I slowly walked passed the streets of houses, I will gazed across to the coffee house where you will be. Sat in the corner, with the cup of coffee in your hands, sipping it as you read the morning papers My thoughts begin to wander what are you drinking? What kind of coffee is it? Just a normal cup of black coffee or something stronger? How much sugar or are you a man that like your coffee to be bitter? At times, I wish I have the courage to go over to say, "Hi". But, when I take a step forward, my footstep goes light.I feel like I am falling. I am out of my mind. What if? What if that you are not interested and you say,"No". The many possibilities of what if pulled me back. For a minute of two, I did wish I have the courage .I know I did. But when I look across, you are too perfect for me. I can only watched you from afar. Until some day you might look at my direction And till then, I will just have you inside my heart. The secret of my

Time To Die
You ran into this serial killa tonight thats why you gotta die. Now don't cry baby show me that you got some pride. I finally am going to let this evil beast out of me. I'm going cut out your organs and study your anatomy. Now here are some fucking tissues whipe your fucking face. You can't die crying baby. Man you are a discrace! Hunny you better think twice and put down da knife. Or I can't be a loving husband to my decieced wife. I'm sorry baby but thats the way this has to be. You should of thought about this before ya hurt me. Now were running though our apartment and I'm getting close. Right up till you turned around and punched me in my nose. Now that I whiped the fucking blood off of my fucking face. I'm going to use your blood to paint this fucking place. Look hun you triped over the rug and I caught you. DIE BITCH DIE FUCK YOU DIE BITCH DIE FUCK YOU

Fatal Mistake But I Did Not Get Sucked In Again But That Is More Than Can Be Said For The Electro Magnetic Dust..
I made the fatal mistake of looking at Slap and Tickle because of a message on my Hotmail account. There were messages and I had to reply saying I no longer did Slap and Tickle and to leave an Email address if they wanted to keep in touch. That should bring forth no responses and a I can wash my hands of it. Pah. Anyway, I made notes that I no longer did Slap and Tickle and thanked everyone, as you do. Well, you try to thank people on Fubar and so far not one Bouncer has come out of the pipes or bottles. Anyway, I managed to get out of Slap and Tickle without any regrets or remorse and hopefully will not need to go back there again. Funny really, I had 100 friends on there, all of whom asked to be a friend. However only three people ever bothered to keep in touch, the rest was just to get their numbers up. Not that I care because it helped making the break from the place. The only thing it was good for was using my imagination but then there are things to write here and at ho

Sex App
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

My Friends Wedding, Again!
I just received an email from a close buddy of mine saying that he's getting married this weekend. He met his bride to-be on a trip he took last month. He says that he has found "true love" this time. Problem is, the man has found "true love" before with "6" different women, and its usually after a short period of time. My question is this: Do you believe that you could marry a person after only knowing them for a short period of time?

Hate Me.....
I know the song "Hate Me" is performed by the band Blue October, but there is quite a bit of irony in the band's name and the song. The past October was blue for me. Add a touch of black, as well. The woman I have known to be there for me throughout my entire 31 (nearly 32) years of my life was taken from this world.....my mother. Mom was diagnosed with inoperable cancer in the early part of September. Doctor's tried radiation treatments, but to no avail. It was way too late for any medical precedure. One thing about my mother is that she was a trooper through it all. When they gave her the prognosis of 1 year with treatment and 2-4 months without, she said "Y'all don't know. You're just a man. Only God knows when I'm leaving this place." Just a couple of short weeks after she made that statement, she lost her battle. The war, however, was won. She isn't suffering anymore. That is the thing that eases my mind the most. She is my angel on my shoulder in good times a

The One Night Stand
She was dancing on the pole when she popped it on my face. So I stuck my tongue out to see if I could get a taste. I didn’t give a fuck if the bitch is fucking trife It’s only for one nite and I don’t wanna wife And I can’t for get the condom I put it on my cock I don’t give a fuck if it’s a trogan or not First I made her pussy wet while I hit da fuckin blunt I’d almost fucked up when I called her a fucking cunt I whispered SSSKKKKIIII in her ear and saved the day So this time I had to make uuup so I went out of my way I ate that pussy another fucking time but this time I gave it a good ole I can barely see spit shine Now were getting it on right after she re sucks my dong Casue I didn’t come this far to ruin da fuckin song So stay tunned into the next verse to see if I bust or not Or to hear that I can’t even get that fuckin twat

Miss W
Silly little girl of about nineteen A wannabe Goth/Rock/Glam ‘white’ queen She’s somehow popular and thinks she can sing She labeled me typical for my belly ring Such a hypocrite and considers herself cool Always putting off her start date for school Holds on to all of her crushes of the past She’s so desperately in a hurry to grow up fast Considers her virginity a burden and a crime Claims “I need to get laid” all the time Talks a lot of shit about everyone who’s her friend Then says, “They’re so cool” and chills with them in the end She’s self-conscious but still thinks she’s a beautiful sight Brags that all the guys who check her out are white Wishes she could party and be exciting and wild Face and body of a thirty-year old, mentality of a child She lets guys she barely knows kiss and feel her up And for telling her

Lost Angel Times
I WANT TO TAKE A SECOND TO THANK EVERYONE FOR COMMENTING ON THE HEARTS BY THE WAY THINGS ARE GOING WE SHOULD HAVE THIS OUT BY EARLY NEXT WEEK. COWBOY HAS REPORTED SOME KOW MEMBERS STILL ON HIS PAGE SO PLEASE JUST BLOCK THEM IF THEY PERSIST. HEARTISTIC IS HAVING INTERNET PROBLEMS SO IF YOU HAVE HEARTS COMING OR GOING OUT IT WILL TAKE A LITTLE LONGER THAN USUAL. IF YOU ARE WAITING ON A TAG PLEASE LET ME KNOW AND I WILL MAKE IT TODAY SOMETIME. LETS MAKE THIS AN ENJOYABLE EXPERIENCE ON FUBAR FOR ALL. HAVE FUN HUGS DEE

Its Time To Say Good Bye
its time to say good bye my health is getting worse and its hard for me to sit and talk on the computer so im saying good bye to my fan ,freinds and family on fubar for those who are truly friends or family who care im leaving my page open til saturday so if if anyone wants to say their byes or leave comments you can . thanks for the good times love ya all and for those who dont like me they can kiss my redneck ass . i will never forget you guys

Steamed Heat Webpage Backgrounds
Ok! So my first blog pic is Steamed Heat! I am riding the edge here, and some are goina love it, and some are going piss their pants, but overall, at the end of the day a good fudrink and a lady is all ya need. They got the cloths on and the right stuff covered. YeHaw!! I was over checking out my site and now I remember why I let it go. SO I am uploading a lot of the pics in the 1280 range - nice full screen, in you face backgrounds. Whats your boss going to say? Prolly, he is going to want diections to where he can scarf up a background for himself!!

Check These People Out..
I still haven't figured out how to make one of this with all the glitter and music. But then does it matter really? It's the people in it that are important. So what are you waiting for get to their pages and Rate / Fan / Add Jess@ fubar §W€€T ÇH€RØK€€ ♥ TØMM¥BØ¥§ ßÅß¥ ♥@ fubar ~CHEROKEELADY~@ fubar ~ Echo Angel ~@ fubar Poetic Muse@ fubar ۞Neabear۞JEEZYS WIFE۞CO- OWNER OF CLUB EUPHORIA۞ ASST. CHIEF 2ND ALARM HOTTI@ fubar ~*Mike S*~ ~Taken by MzMic~ *father of |RS-113|*@ fubar stormdreamer@ fubar †♥♣♦♠karen878806 RATE,FAN&THEN ADD ME♠♦♣♥†@ fubar ~RebelBreed™©~*War Chief* ~Founder~CONFEDERATE BOMBERS of Fubar™©@ fubar Mysticaldreams~ Proud member of

Bored Zzzzzzzzz
I'm bored so i thought I would start one of these blog deals. I play this mud called Waterdeep and its alot of fun but there is alot of downtime. So I sit here thinking deep thoughts. Like why are all of you breathing my air? Stop it already its my air you dirty filthy apes. Man what i wouldn't give for a banana bazooka to shoot out the neighbors windows. Why am I not out chasing women? I guess its safer this way. Hey btw if you really wanna see me nekkid send me a message and if your hot enough I'll family ya. Ok back to my game.

Jordan Sparks Tattoo
Oooh... Oooh... Ohhh.. No matter what you say about love, I keep coming back for more, My head in the fire, sooner or later I get what i'm asking for No matter what you say about life, I learn every time I bleed. The truth is a stranger My soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free to, Admit that I was wrong and then change my mind. Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind. I can't waste time so give me the moment I realize nothing's broken No need to worry about everything I've done Lived every second like it was my last one. Don't look back got a new direction Loved you once, needed protection. You're still a part of everything I do, you're on my heart just like a tattoo, Just like a tatto, I'll always have you. I'm sick of playing all of these games It's not about taking ties. When I look in the mirror, Didn't deliver It hurt enough to think that I could stop Admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind. Sorry but I gotta be strong and lea

Suffocate
Suffocate lyrics Now even though I try to play it off I’m thinking about you all day long And I can’t wait for shorty to come through From your lips and back up to your eyes My hands on your hips when we grind I’m fantasizing bout what I’m gonna do to you Got me fiening for her love can’t lie Man you should see how she got me Spending all this time with her And I could leave her if I wanted to Her love turns men into fools Tell me what a man is to do Cuz I can’t breathe when you talk to me I can’t breathe when you’re touching me I suffocate when you’re away from me So much love you take from me I’m going outta my mind I can’t breathe when you talk to me I can’t breathe when you’re touching me I suffocate when you’re away from me So much love you take from me I’m going outta my mind Whenever we up in this bed And my fingers fall in your hair I wonder if you feel me watching you Cuz I can’t go a night without your lovin Got me looking at this phone E

Sugarland Stay
Sugarland Stay I've been sittin' here stairin' at the clock on the wall And I've been layin' here prayin' Prayin' she won't call It's just another call from home and you'll get it and be gone and I'll be cryin' And I'll be beggin' you baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waitin' My Heart on my sleeve Oh for the next time we'll be here seems like a million years and I think I'm dyin' What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of bein' lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby, why don't you stay You keep tellin' me baby There will come a time When you will leave her arms And forever be in mine But I don't think that's the truth And I don't like bein' used and I'm tired of waitin' It's too much pain to have to bare To love a man you have to share Why don't you sta

Linda Kiraly: "cant Let Go" Lyrics
I want the end to begin but not without you, so easy for me to speak not complete my actions, divide me that way I can love and hate you baby, torn between stayin' or keepin' you with me, I cant let go. This love is so dysfunctional, It leaves me so emotional, can't take it anymore but I can't let, can't let, can't let, I can't let go. I try my hardest to break free, I'm so locked up and you got the key, I'm in way too deep and I can't let, can't let, can't let, I can't let go oh oh no can't let go oh oh no, can't let go oh oh no, can't let go oh oh no, can't let go. Was sold but now I regret the day that we met, didn't know that I could hate someone that I love, I fell in too far and now I'm drownin' save me, I want to leave you but my heart's sayin, I cant let go. This love is so dysfunctional, It leaves me so emotional, can't take it anymore but I can't let, can't let, can't let, I can't let go. I try my hardest to break free, I'm so locked up a

When I Think About You
When I think about you by Jessica When I think about you A smile comes to my face I think of all the happy times And my heart begins to race When I think about you I feel light as a feather And I remind myself that It won't be long until we are together When I think about you I think of my dreams coming true I think of the times to come Oh how I can't wait to be with you When I think about you I feel happy as can be Because I know that one day You will be with me

Sometimes...
Sometimes... by Bryan Sometimes i find my self thinking of you more then i should but i wont stop my self even if i could thinking about how i wish i could fell your kiss again your warmth, your presence making me happy is this a sin evertime i see you i want to show u how i fell i want to hold you and show you what we had was real i remember the first time you said i love you and i said i love you too you were there through the good and bad you were there if i was mad or sad because i could always count on you to make me smile when u act like there is nothing between us it's just u in denial but the truth is no matter what u still have such an impact on me it just took me a while to see that theres still a place for you in my heart when ever we decide to began from a new start

One Magical Kiss
Wouldn't you love to find a magical love? One that would sweep you off your feet? Love that would blow your mind You'd feel it each time your heart beat. Every woman desires a man To have as her teddy bear To cradle her in his arms And show her he truly cares. Every woman wants that magical kiss A kiss that will spark her flame A flame that can't be put out Not even by the rain. When you find this magical love You'll know it right from the start It's only one of a kind You'll feel it deep within your heart.

I Want To Be With You
I want to be with you, but your millions of miles away. i wish you would call just to ask about my day. it would make things so much better if i could hear you voice, I guess i can't complain too much, after all this was my choice. i wish i could hold you in my arms and look in to your eyes. i promise i will always be true to you and never tell you lies. its so hard to go to sleep without you by my side. my tears are the only thing ill ever try to hide. i lie awake in bed as the tears stream down my face, they keep going until the hit my pillow case. I Miss You...

Six Reasons
Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak. The last one is great! Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did.... FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned around and walked back out and never went back. My husband didn't say a word... He knew better. SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with men's balls." THIRD TESTIMONY: My sister and I were at the mall and passed by a store that sold a variety o

Possibly Moving....
So I might be moving in a couple days, and if i do, im pretty sure ill be loosing my cell and my net. Just fucking great. No clue when either will be back on. Also as it stands with the Army, I have ALOT more shit to do, so "possible" ship date got moved to mid-March. I cant believe this shit. If its not one thing its another. I'll explain full details to anyone who asks but right now im keeping it general. Some how, some way I'll Keep everyone posted. But just so everyone knows, I DO want to keep in contact with everyone. So I want Addresses/numbers/e-mails.. etc! Panther

She Calls To Me
She calls to me across the miles Night winds carry her whispers They float on the breeze and through my windows Falling gently upon my ears - Hush - I hear her now. She calls to me from the heavens Glittering stars cannot compare to the sparkle of her eyes When she looks at me, I am consumed by the fire I see her now. She calls to me through my dreams Dancing together in the shadows of my sleep Where we laugh and love once again I am in her arms I feel her now. She calls to me Every moment of every day Distance couldn't keep us apart When destiny drew us together I'll hold her for eternity As long as she keeps calling to me.

How Many Times
How many times have I thought of you And the many things I'd like to do. I sleep at night with you on my mind, One night with you, would be just fine. Your white robe is what I see, I wonder, I dream, how it would be. If I could touch your lips with mine, The thought of this is so divine. I want to see you without that robe, Your body to touch, caress, and probe. I'd lay you down, your body to admire, One look at you, sets my soul on fire. I want to feel you, touch, and kiss, send you into . . . . heavenly bliss, I want you, need you, feel my desire, Me inside you, I would never tire. I could make love to you all night long, It would feel so good, it couldn't be wrong, These are my thoughts, what I fantasize, You're all too perfect in this man's eyes.

Bloggers Who Criticize The Government Can Face Prison!!!
See this is the same kind of shit, I have been trying to warm everyone I know and talk to on a regular basis, is that the change in this country is so gradual that no one is going to see Nazi Germanys plight here until it is too late, think about it, threats to free speech, making it so u cannot smoke outside even, in the open air, because we even have air Nazis, I mean c'mon people wake up and smell the end of America the Free......................the end is near, step up and have a nice steaming cup!!!!!!!!!! Date: Jan 17, 2008 11:15 PM I know some of this is true, but I have no idea if all of it is true. When you put the few parts that I know to be true all in one place together like this, it gets a little creepy. So I'm passing it along to you now. -Chris ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Lis Date: Jan 17, 2008 10:57 PM ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- THANKS: America 20xy Date: 17 Jan 2008, 21:38 Bloggers

Diamond Bracelet!
A lady walks into Tiffany's. She browses around and sees a beautiful diamond bracelet. As she bends over to look more closely she inadvertently breaks wind. Very embarrassed, she looks around nervously to see if anyone has noticed her little accident. As she turns around, her worst nightmare materializes in the form of a salesman standing right behind her Displaying complete professionalism, the salesman greets the lady, 'Good day, Madam. How may we help you today?' Very uncomfortably, but hoping that the salesman didn't witness her little 'accident', she asks, 'Sir, what is the price of this lovely bracelet?' He answers, 'Madam, if you farted just looking at it, you're going to shit when I tell you the price.'

An Ethical Test
You are driving down the road in your car on a wild, stormy night, When you pass by a bus stop and you see three people waiting for the bus: 1. An old lady who looks as if she is about to die. 2. An old friend who once saved your life. 3. The perfect partner you have been dreaming about. Which one would you choose to offer a ride to, knowing that there could only be one passenger in your car? Think before you continue reading... This is a moral/ethical dilemma that was once actually used as part of a job application. You could pick up the old lady, because she is going to die, and thus you should save her first. Or you could take the old friend because he once saved your life, and this would be the perfect chance to pay him back. However, you may never be able to find your perfect mate again. The candidate who was hired (out of 200 applicants) had no trouble coming up with his answer. He simply answered: "I would give the car keys to my old friend and let h

Thinking Of You
I sit here quietly and watch the sun set Thinking of someone that I've never met I wonder does she think of me too Needless to say I am thinking of you Wanting to hold you, to see your face To take you away to a better place You feel so right, too good to be true I just can't stop thinking of you My friends say that I might regret Losing my heart to a girl I've not met I say there is nothing I can do I cannot help thinking of you I believe you were made special for me But wonder if that could possibly be I'm tired of being so alone and blue But I always smile when thinking of you

Do You
Once upon a time, I knew who I wanted to be. Now I'm looking in the mirror, I realize, that person is nowhere near me! Then there was the times I was everybody but the true me. I would try to change myself to be who everyone wanted me to be. Then it was like God was not letting me get away free, Because every time I changed, it failed miserably. The 'church girl' was always trying to be holy, But now she has a hard time trusting God completely. The 'bad girl' was always down for whatever when it came to her friends, But those dumb bitches tried to fuck her over in the end. The 'model daughter' tried hard not to give her parents a fit, But to this day they let her know trying didn't do shit. The 'perfect sister' tried to be there for her brothers like no other sister was, Now they all turn against her, just because. The 'perfectly well adjusted young adult' is trying to do everything right, But she didn't realize even that would be a fight.

If I Kissed You Once
If I have kissed you once, I have kissed you 1000 times. Each morning as I arise. Each night as I drift to sleep. Each hour of every day. Each moment before it goes away. The kisses shared between you and I, Have many times reached the sky. As your lips part and anxiousness increases, Your heart pounds and breathing ceases. My lips leap to yours hungry for the taste. Sweetness drips from you to me As desire grows, my heart races. Inches apart seem as miles waiting. The miles increase as space shortens. Time appears to stand still. So close yet so far. When? Now, please now? Once more, 1001. Make it 2, so many more. Caressing ever caressing those Tender lips, each time as the first. If I have kissed you 1000 times, I would give them all away To make the dream a reality, And kiss you just once.

If I Could Make A Wish
If I could make a wish And have it last forever and a day, I would take you in my arms And this is where I'd stay.. For there's no one else I know That holds my heart like you, And I know someday, baby, You'll realize this is true. If I could make a wish Your lips would be on mine, I'd slowly sip and savor you Like only the finest wine. For there's no one else I know That gives me so much pleasure, And I know someday, baby, You'll see that you're my treasure. If I could make a wish Our bodies would unite, There's nothing I'd love more Than making love all night. For there's no one else I know Who gives me passion like you do, And I know someday, baby, All my wishes will come true. If I could make a wish I'd start by making things right, I'd take away all your doubts, And hold you through the night. For there's no one else I know That means as much you see, And I know someday, baby, You'll learn to trust in me. If I could make a wish. It would be

The Gift
I don't have much to give you in the way of material things. But then, I have never been a material person . . . so it wouldn't matter much anyway. I do have something to give you, though . . . and I hope you accept this gift with joy. I have chosen not to wrap it . . . I want it to be presented to you as pristine as can be. And anyway, decorations or wrappings would certainly ruin the effect. And so it is . . . that I stand before you . . . unclothed, but surprisingly, unashamed of my nakedness. You have already captured a piece of my heart, and you have captivated my soul. The only thing left for me to present to you is my very being . . . and I do that willingly, happily, and most of all . . . lovingly. Standing before you . . . watching your every movement . . . seeing the desire in your eyes for the very first time. I don't believe in all of my life, I have ever witnessed a moment as beautiful as this. Neither one of us can speak . . . and we are finding,

'good F-ing Morning America'
Actress Diane Keaton appeared live on Tuesday’s Good Morning America and dropped the F-bomb while attempting to compliment GMA co-host Diane Sawyer’s looks. After gushing over how much better her life would be with “those lips,” the movie star blurted, “I’d like to have lips like that. Then I wouldn’t have worked on my fucking personality or my -- excuse me. My personality.” Sawyer, who had been attempting to get the actress to talk about Mad Money, Keaton’s new film, appeared momentarily shocked and then started laughing. She retorted, “My mother is going to work on your personality with soap in your mouth, is what she’s going to do.” Both the guest and host seemed to find the expletive humorous. However, there is a serious side. The exchange occurred early in the morning on network television. This is certainly a time when parents could have the television on while preparing their children for school. And while Sawyer closed the interview by saying, “This is Diane Keaton who wi

More Than Passion
Silently she awakes and gazes upon him there. She sees him sleeping peacefully and longs to hold him near. She reaches out her trembling hand to gently touch his face. Remembering short hours ago, sharing love's embrace. He stirs just then and spies her tender. loving stare. Then places his hand over hers, stunned at the extent of her care. Their eyes never leave each other as she caresses his soft skin. She smiles at him slightly as she moves closer to him. He takes her in his arms placing a kiss upon her cheek. She turns her head slowly, his lips for her to seek. A subtle moan escapes her as his hand explores anew. Passions kiss intensifies as their rhythmic dance ensues. He proclaims his love for her as he kisses her wanting neck. She moves her hands over him finally to rest upon his chest. Feeling her velvet secret engulf him again and again, And feels her building climax escaping from her then. She arches back, catches his eyes adoring their allure. As they reach

Projection...a Crime Of Passion?
Whether we realize it or not, whether it is welcomed or not, others can project their feelings and emotions onto you. Sometimes they can come so close to you without even touching you, being in the same room as you, or even in the same state as you. This can be extremely confusing and have you feeling quite uncomfortable, especially if you have no idea what is happening to you. Projection has become a common practice especially on the internet with Instant Messaging and Web Cams so easily accessible. It is also common for some to practice mental projection without their target's knowledge or consent. Non-consentual mental projection is also called mental rape. That is correct, I said "mental rape." Let me just describe a scenario to you and see if you can relate to this girl and her experiences. She was an innocent victim of mental rape. (Guys can also be victims of mental rape as well.) Kennedy woke up at 6am and hopped into the shower. As she shampooed her hair she suddenly

What Should I Do?
For you, I would gladly walk a mile, if that would give me a chance to see you smile. I'd call you my friend, but that's a lie. You mean more to me, but I can't explain why. For you are more precious to me than all of the world's gold, but I can't tell you that, how can I be that bold? If I spoke what's on my mind, would you accept me? Because without you, I don't know where I'd be. You seem to be calm, while I feel absolutely lost. I would like to be so bold, but what would its failure cost? Am I the only one faced with this choice? Be daring and risk losing you as a friend too? I can't risk that; I'd rather have that then lose everything. What should I do?

Unfound Treasures
Forbidden pleasures Who makes the rules Unfound treasures And beautiful jewels Can that line be crossed What could we truly be And at what cost Do you see what I see I know there is more there Waiting to be found Can you feel how much I care I feel like I'm being drowned If you knew the amount of desire That I feel for you My burning fire That wants one to become two Forbidden pleasures Who makes the rules Unfound treasures And beautiful jewels

I Have No Patience!!
So I decided to run to cvs to pick up a few things and I pick out what I need and get on line.The line isn't long at all just 1 guy in front of me which is good since there is only 1 cashier open. Anyway this bimbo cashier looks all confused cause these people at the register are trying to make an exchange while they are buying something.So I wait a good 4-5 mins then I start pacing back and forth getting all annoyed cause they are taking forver. The guy in front of me offers to let me go ahead of him which was nice but I politely declined and told him it's not his fault that it it's taking so friggin long to take care of 1 person,and I was sure to say it loud enough for everyone to hear lol.Not that it did any good cause now it's going on 10 mins and I'm sooooooo ready to put my shit down and walk out the door.Finally the bimbo cashier gets them taking care of and the guy in front of me goes next.He was pretty fast and I was next,so the bimbo rings me up takes my money and

Our Night
Taking your hand Fingers to my lips I want to love every inch of you Taste every part of your body As if I can drink your loves blood Through your very pores I want to get lost in your eyes Consumed by your kiss Set my body on fire Quench the fire in my blood With sweet caresses Touch my soul with your passion Lay down beside me Feel my body crying for you Let's get lost in each other Touching, exploring, tasting We will exceed passion, go beyond bliss For this is our night Want me, like no other Need you, like the air that I breathe Together, one mind, one soul Fused in the heat of passionate love Existing in this moment Forever

Sweet Taste Of Love
The sweet taste of love Still lingers in my mind A succulent tasty morsel A treasure worth its find A wet and juicy fruit That fills my mouth with joy Like candy to a baby An edible sexy toy With nectar sweet as honey A syrup of flowing silk Like a bubbly kind of lava As smooth as warm clear milk It breathes with scented oils Like a flower in the mist And blossoms when caressed By the feel of a lover's kiss A dessert at its very best When embraced with lots of love I know I'll never get enough Of this treat I'm thinking of

Stepping Away
My dear friends i have some private problems and i decide to step away from Fubar awhile. I will only check in daily to read my mails and return some of the luv you will show me if you wanna chat with me then add me on yahoo messenger my ady is hotwitch39@yahoo.de...i will return in a bit.....muahh love you all EveningStar

Steamed Heat Free Sexy Background Pages
The sex industry is kind of a funny place, as are the people who pass through it I guess. I build a lot of webpages and haven't seen a lot of private erotic sites on the internet. I was thinking that strange because as big as the internet is, you can be lost there with you lover and no one would even know. And I think that idea holds a lot of sex appeal. When you go out looking for sexy pages, the sex inductry is there to sell pages to you, but few are free. And if you are just building a private site of a few pages, why would you want to sink hundreds of dollars into it? So with those ideas, and my toughts to keep the internet free, I started Steamed Heat free erotic pages. I haven't been around it much because it doesn't need a lot of attention to keep it going. But there are lot of thong clad sexy background pages you can download and use for you own webpage background. HOT! HOT! Yes your tongue will be dragging.

A Poem That Means More Then It Seems
Snowcaped Mountains ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Cool, clean, crisp air, Never before seen, a sight so fair. Reaching out to touch the star, Forgeting all things, such as a computer or car. ~ Trying to imagine how everything came to be, The wonderful feeling of being care free. Calling out to the unknown name, Loosing any trace of shame. ~ Whispering wind of a tree near by. Nothing missing, free to fly. Jobs being done by animals below, Shooting stars create quite a show. ~ A tear falling down, showing nothing but pride, Looking farther shows nothing to hide. A leaf falling down, the color of lime, A love only found once apon a time. By: Emily D. LeMay Comment | Copy This

To Start
IM NEW TO THIS HOLE THING OK ON THIS SIGHT..IM NOT HERE FOR SEX OK N IM NOT HEAR TO HEAR UR DICK SIZE.U CAN BE 12 INCHES BUT IT TAKES A REAIL MAN TO WIN MY LOVE AND AFECTION NOT UR DICK..AND IT TAKES A GOOD HONEST HEARTED MAN TO EVIN GET IN MY PAINTS.N IM NOT A FUCK ON THE FIRST DATE KINDDA GURL..YOU GOT TO WORK FOR MY LOVE AND AFECTION LIKE ID EXSPECT TO WORK FOR YOURSE..DO YOU EVIN KNOW WHAT U CAN CACH OUT THERE GEEZE MEN HAVE SOME SELF CONTROL OK..THERE MAY BE GIRLS ON HERE WHO GIVE IT UP LEFT N RIGHT TO THE FIRST HOT PEAICE OF ASS WHO ASKES THEME TO BUT NOT ME..IM CAREFUIL N I TAKE MY TIME WITH A MAN BECAOUSE I CAN MAKE A MAN HAPPY FOR A LONG TIME NOT JUST A ONE NIGHT STAND IM ONLY 20 BUT I KNOW WHAT I WANT IN LIFE..SO STOP ASKING ME TO FUCK U N STOP TELLING ME UR DICK SIZE.RESPECT ME DAMN....TY FOR READING..

My Jobs - Part One
I would like to take this time to give you some insight into some of the jobs I've had. Why? I don't know. Maybe because I believe a good laugh would do you good. Or a good groan. Or a combination of the above. Not only am I going to explain certain things that happened at these jobs I've had, I'm also going to let you in on snippets of conversations I've had with co-workers, and with customers. Please, sit back, and enjoy the wonderful Futility of Hell that has become my job experience. I'll start off with when I worked for an amusement park, back in the states. I was part of the crew known as “Early Morning Grounds.” Or, by the more 'politically correct' term: “Sanitation Engineers.” To put this in layman's terms, I was a glorified janitor. Our jobs, as the Early Morning Grounds Crew were as follows: To attach long, miniature firehoses to small water mains, and, with the aid of what was known as a “Puller”, hose the select area of the amusement park we were assigned to

F.u.b.a.r.
F.U.B.A.R. Category:Card Buzz:Medium Shuffle a full deck of cards and scatter them in a pile in the middle of your table. One player goes at a time picking one card. They flip over their card, displaying it to everyone. Each card has a different rule as follows: Ace: Take one drink 2: Take Two 3: Take Three 4: Questions - You look at the person of your choice and ask them a question, they must answer your question with a question and it keeps going until someone screws up. Ex. What is going on? Why do you touch yourself? You don't have to question the person who questioned you either. Make sure to make eye contact. 5: Give five drinks 6: I never. This is where the person who flipped the card says something they have never done and anyone who has must drink. 7: Thumbmaster - This person puts their thumb down on the table whenever they want and the last one to put theirs down drinks. The thumbmaster can do this as many times as he wants until the next seven is

Lonely Lover
Alone at home, it's Friday Night Thinking of you I turn out the light Wishing you were here with me Together with you I'm longing to be. No one knows these dreams of mine Melting candles and deep red wine Only thoughts of you I think Of your soul I wish to drink. But alas, my dreams are kept In my heart and where I slept Never to share with another For I am the lonely lover. Dreams of you are all I know They give me a deep inner glow So know that you're in my thoughts Your inspiration has me caught.

Little Kids With Toy Guns
come now and watch watch these children snatched from their families forced to play with their little toy guns boys and girls running scared as others chase them other children watch the game from the sides yet even though they refuse to play they still get hurt big kids little kids all forced to play an unwanted game watch them all cry and scream taken by other kids offered up to the biggest kids who make the rules they are stripped of their lives locked up til the game is over but when will the game be over when will the big kids let us put our toys away when can we return to our families to play the games we like when.....

Pretty Little Lies
You say you'll always love me Funny how you can love others And yet you can't even love yourself You pour your heart out to me with ease Almost as easily as your blood and tears pour when you're alone You say you'll always be there for me And yet every time I look around All I seem to find is dust covered photos of better days Days when you really were within reach But now I can't find a trace of them or you You say I'm the only one you see How can you truly see me with those cold, lonely eyes Eyes that sting with pain and hatred of all things love You see through me to those who have caused your pain You've never seen me because in me you can only see them You smile at me with the sweetest lips the world has seen But behind it you grit your teeth in anguish and disgust I see the blood on your lips from you biting your tongue Its all you can do as you try to force out these words Forcing out your pretty little lies

Panty Droppers
Panty Droppers 1/2 oz Crown Royal 1/2 oz Peach Schnapps 1 splash(es) Red Bull Energy Drink Combine Crown and Peach Schnapps in a shot glass (think drink works better if you have shot glass/cup combo). Add ounce or two of red bull. Shoot and enjoy.

Chicken Survives Two Days In Freezer!!
Chicken survives two days in freezer A Chinese man took a chicken out of the freezer after two days - and was shocked to find it was still alive. Gan Shugen, of Chengdu city, says the hen was a gift from a relative, reports Chengdu Evening News. It was wrapped in a thick plastic bag with its legs bound so, assuming it was dead, Gan put it straight in the freezer. But two days later, when Gan opened the freezer, he was amazed by what he saw. "I heard weak sounds, and when I opened the bag, a red head popped out," he said. "It was still warm, and when I removed the tape, she could stand." Gan says the bag also contained a big chunk of frozen excrement. Li Fazhi, of the Chinese Association of Animal and Veterinary Sciences, said he was mystified. "If the hen was locked in a fridge, that's still amazing; but if she survived in a freezer for two days, that's magic," he said. Gan locked the hen into the freezer again for more than 20 minutes, when a local TV s

Dennis The Menace
Drink Name: Dennis the Menace Category: Shooter Glass Type: Shot Glass Ingredients: 1 oz Malibu Coconut Rum 1 oz Peach Schnapps 1 splash(es) Cranberry Juice 1 splash(es) Pineapple Juice Directions: Pour into mixer with ice, shake well and pour into shot glass, serve and enjoy.

In Military Contest
hey everyone on my friends list i need your help. i'm in a contest and need as many comments as i can get. if you can come by and leave some i'd greatly appreciate it. here's the link http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=981568&albumid=800517&i=952499079

Flip Cup
Game Name: Flip Cup Category: Coordination Buzz Level: Medium Directions: A relay race game played with red plastic party cups. Teams are divided into 4 or 5, each with a half cup of beer, or 2 shots of hard liquor. The game is a relay race and each person much drink the contents of their cup and flip the cup from the edge of the table with there fingers to the upsidedown position on the table before the next member begins. First team to finish wins.

For My Irish Friends
John O'Reilly hoisted his beer and said, 'Here's to spending the rest of me life between the legs of me wife!' That won him the top prize at the pub for the best toast of the night! He went home and told his wife, Mary, 'I won the prize for the best toast of the night.' She said, 'Aye, did ye now? And what was your toast?' John said, 'Here's to spending the rest of me life, sitting in church beside me wife.' 'Oh, that is very nice indeed, John!' Mary said. The next day, Mary ran into one of John's drinking buddies on the street corner. The man chuckled leeringly and said, 'John won the prize the other night at the pub with a toast about you, Mary.' She said, 'Aye, he told me, and I was a bit surprised myself. You know, he's only been there twice in the last four years. Once he fell asleep, and the other time I had to pull him by the ears to make him come.'

Roadside Sobriety Test
Roadside Sobriety Test PG-Rated An Alexander County Deputy pulled a car over on I-57 about 2 miles north of the Missouri State line. When the Deputy asked the driver why he was speeding, the driver answered that he was a magician and a juggler and he was on his way to Branson to do a show that night and didn't want to be late. The Deputy told the driver he was fascinated by juggling, and if the driver would do a little juggling for him that he wouldn't give him a ticket. The driver told the Deputy that he had sent all of his equipment on ahead and didn't have anything to juggle. The Deputy told him that he had some flares in the trunk of his squad car and asked if he could juggle them. Put your ad here! The juggler stated that he could, so the Deputy got three flares, lit them and handed them to the juggler. While the man was doing his juggling act, a car pulled in behind the squad car, a drunk got out and briefly watched the performance. He then went over to the squad ca

Fu-famous Liar Are Decievers....
OK GUYS THIS IS HOW FAST DRAMA STARTS... UMMM I JUST ASKED FOR A PIC or some help.. WELL THEN I GET MY ASS CHEWED...WOW JUST OVER A PIC. AND THE I'M THE ONE WITH THE HAVE PROBLEM... YOU AT THE WHAT I GET.. I'M THE SWEETEST PERSON HERE YOU CAN MEET.. I DON'T DESERVE THIS KINDA REACTION... SOMEONE HAS A PROBLEM... I'M NOT TRYING TO BE POPULAR HERE... I WAS JUST ASKING FOR A PIC.. THAT I THOUGHT WAS REALLY COOL.. BEING POPULAR ISN'T A ISSUE. I'M SO SO TIRED SO THE DRAMA AROUND HERE, I HAD OVER 2000 FRIENDS ON MY LIST AND I CLEANED THEM OUT CAUSE WE NEVER TALKED, BUT THATS OK, CAUSE I WANTED TO START OVER, NO BIG DEAL, BUT SHE THINKS I WANT TO BE POPULAR CAUSE I WANTED A PIC LIKE HERS.. WOW OK UMMM DOING A MUMM ABOUT ME.. IT THAT CRAZY OR WHAT.. REALLY.. TALKING ABOUT ME AND GETTING AWAY FROM THE COMPUTER AND SEEING THE REAL LIFE.. I THINK YOU NEED TO THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU JUST SAID.. BUT I GUESS YOU DID GET SOME POINTS AND SOME REALLY GOOD OPINIONS ON YOUR MUMM SO

Confused
I never thought I could fall so fast or deeply for someone..Then I met him, and my whole life has changed, for the better I think..I feel like I have a purpose..Knowing that someone really cares about me as a person, cares about my feelings, my opinions, and thoughts is such a new and wonderful feeling.. But to have that person seem uncertain, makes me feel a little insecure, makes me wonder if it was something that Ive done..I love this person more than any amount of words can say, and I hope he knows that, and never for one second doubts my love for him..

Old
Old is when... A lady goes to the bar on a cruise ship and orders a Scotch with two drops of water. As the bartender gives her the drink she says, "I'm on this cruise to celebrate my 80th birthday and it's today.." The bartender says, "Well, since it's your birthday, I'll buy you a drink. In fact, this one is on me." As the woman finishes her drink, the woman to her right says, "I would like to buy you a drink, too." The old woman says, "Thank you. Bartender, I want a Scotch with two drops of water." "Coming up," says the bartender. As she finishes that drink, the man to her left says, "I would like to buy you one, too." The old woman says, "Thank you. Bartender, I want another Scotch with two drops of water." "Coming right up," the bartender says. As he gives her the drink, he says, "Ma'am, I'm dying of curiosity. Why the Scotch with only two drops of water?" The old woman replies, "So nny, when you're my age, you've learned how to hold

Colonoscopies
TOO FUNNY - THE LAST ONE IS THE BEST Colonoscopies are no joke, but these comments during the exam were quite humorous..... A physician claimed that the following are actual comments made by his patients (predominately male) while he was performing their colonoscopies: 1. "Take it easy, Doc. You're boldly going where no man has gone before! 2. "Find Amelia Earhart yet?" 3. "Can you hear me NOW?" 4. "Are we there yet? Are we there yet? Are we there yet?" 5. "You know, in Arkansas , we're now legally married." 6. "Any sign of the trapped miners, Chief?" 7. "You put your left hand in, you take your left hand out..." 8. "Hey! Now I know how a Muppet feels!" 9. "If your hand doesn't fit, you must quit! 10. "Hey Doc, let me know if you find my dignity." 11. "You used to be an executive at Enron, didn't you?" 12. "God, now I know why I am not gay." And the best one of all.. 13. "Could you write a note

A Frickin Elephant
This is cute! Take a laugh break... Subject: A Frickin Elephant WITH A FIVE YEAR OLD, WHAT YOU SEE IS WHAT YOU GET, READ ON??????? A Frickin' Elephant Jake is 5 and learning to read. He points at a picture in a zoo book and says, "Look Mama! It's a frickin' Elephant!" Deep breath ... "What did you call it?" "It's a frickin' Elephant, Mama! It says so on the picture!" and so it does ... " A f r i c a n Elephant " Hooked on phonics!!! Ain't it wonderful?

Sit And Be Silent...
There was a time of goodness. I recall clearly the laughter and merriment that was made. Seems like a story from an ancient time now - as if it had never happened to me. I knew happiness. For reasons that even I don't understand, a need erupts within me to understand why - why did that time end? Where did it go? What force drew the curtains and left me in such a perpetual twilight? These moments don't seem real. Now it seems my conscious awakens once and again, and panic, grief, and despair lay siege to my mind now so ill-prepared for battle. Attempts to break free seem half-hearted and weak - as if there were no strength at all left. As if the well were dry amidst a downpour. So here we are in the shadows. Joyless and mirthless. The dulcet tones of my withered heart disintegrating like leaves long dead upon the branch of an oak in late December. They sing to me. My ambitions and hopes seem to crumble in my hands as each day offers less solace than before. Where

What Do U Do?
there asre some ladies on here i really like, but they are spoken for taken, whatever ya wanna call it, they live too far some live here in wa or engaged or military wives and such...my heart just sinx like a battle platform hit by multiple torpedoes...lol.....they are beautiful so friggin beautiful..all of em are actually, just wonder how so many can have such a great heart and care? i read some of the mummz and blogs readin that the guy they love has left them for someone else, and they keep right on going, some are still with their men...how do they take all them compliments and keep going...all ican say is woe..with make up and no make up they are all dynamite lookin no matter what...yet they are out of reach for me..so another battle within my feelings..swallowin myself steem and not havin achance lol with anyone....so mebbe i am destined to be alone..grow old n gray....yep thats me in one big ugly package

Soul Searching...do I Have One?
Soul searching...do I even have one? I remember a line from American Psycho (with apologies to Brett Easton Ellis ) " There is an idea of a Patrick Bateman; some kind of abstraction. But there is no real me: only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable... I simply am not there." Substitute my name for Patrick and you pretty much have me. Of course I don't have a penchant for Armani suits and Oliver Peoples glasses but the sentiment remains the same. I'm also not a mass murderer like Patrick... Anyways, I'm not looking for sympathy. Maybe this is my catharsis, my feeble attempt to cry. I know who I am , somewhat makes me tick. I've met some interesting and nice people in my travels in real life and on fubar. I don't consider fubar , myspace to be real. Yes, there's a person behind the typed words...but your not getting the

Get A Grip.
Here we go again. Last I checked I was still single and able to decide for myself my actions or lack thereof. I have been on Fubar(remember Cherry Tap) for close to a year now and have seen how this is a microcasim or reflection of what we encounter in the real world with one exception. Everything is a bit more concentrated here. That includes that ugly 6 headed monster we all know and loathe as "Fubar Drama". Seems that some that I have befriended here are of the opinion that their spin on things is not only the best one but the correct one without even knowing all the facts, without trying to see the situation from something other than their own view and are now the Judge, Jury and Exicutioner because of this. Those that have been here awhile know that we all have had a Nasty, Vile, taste of this drama and how fast it can create a life of it's own. Some have had to delete their page altogether and start over while others endure the storm and rebuild. It is now my turn in the barrel w

70 Ideas Or Topics For A Blog.
1. Share a life experience you had. 2. Tell of your day. 3. Write a story. 4. Give some random facts, no one would possibly know. 5. Teach something worth while. 6. Copy and paste some chain letter thing. 7. Make someone laugh with sarcasm and jokes. 8. Post a blank one. 9. Ask questions. 10. Put down what you're thinking at the moment. 11. Design a menu for a future restaurant. 12. Script out a movie. 13. Create lyrics. 14. Draw out some big plans you have. 15. Explain how to cook or use something. 16. Define big words for others. 17. Take advice and give it back. 18. Exaggerate on something that happened to you. 19. Leave sympathy notes. 20. Record all of your friend's names. 21. Enlighten every one of your feelings for someone. 22. Clarify your explanations. 23. Construct a lesson. 24. Randomly put smiles. 25. Build up a plan to save the world. 26. Note down every bit of your information you want others to kn

Just Pretend U Love Me If Anything It'll Help Me Thru The Day
Poems i found ---> thoughts going on right now Losing You I know I'm losing you, I feel you slip away, I try to hold you close inside, But your hearts gone cold and grey. Your eyes say you love me, Your touch says you care, But when you're not in my arms, I feel you couldn't care. It's like you never even loved me, My heart was not enough, And though you never hurt me so, Your touch is cold and rough. And still I want to hold on, I want our love to work, But in your brown and golden eyes, A saddness does doth lurk. My hand is there for you to grasp, In my heart you can confide, I'm losing you, I feel it know, A heartbreak I can't hide. I know I'll watch you walk away, I know I'll miss your smile, But in the end I know it's better, Than a life lived in denial. Losing His Touch by ~TwoOfHearts on deviantART Losing Faith i'm losing faith in love every breath gets shorter with every sound of rejection soon i'll be gasping for a

Common Sense???
Has anyone been watching the news from over here where i live? In case you don't know where i live, i like near Jacksonville, NC where the Marine apparently took a crowbar to a woman's head that was eight and a half month's pregnant with his baby. If you haven't heard the story, CONGRATULATIONS...you're officially living under a rock. Now, not only did he kill her, but he set her on FIRE in his own backyard firepit and LEFT her there. Now my question is this: What kind of moronic IDIOT doesn't know that it's totally stupid to leave her in the backyard?!?!? We live 10 minutes from the beach for crying outloud. There are so many inlets and marshy areas that she could have never been found! Maybe i've been watching too much CSI...LOL....what do you all think about this?? I just hope this situation doesn't make people think that all Marines are crazy idiots!!

Long Over Due!!!!!
I have not been on here for quite a while now and my life has been very peavefull to say the least the way that i like it no more he said she said bullshit the way that i like it i do not get on but once in a great while just to stay in touch with a few select friends and i dont even really talk to them any more either been really buisy with getting moved loving the new place and getting the new shop situated so i can get back to work just wanted to let everyone know that since i do not ever get on here any more that i will be deleting the fubar account by the weekend it has been my pleasure to know most of you and for the friends i have here that i didnt get to know sory! i have got rid of my yahoo hotmail and fixing to get rid of fubar for my friends that have my number they can call me and keep in touch other then that have a good one and all the best of luck to each and everyone of you on here including my haters ! paul!!!

A Pray For 2008 (an Original Poem Written By My Friend:justonean76)
Dear God, Please bless me with a house for me and my daughter, Bless it with electricity and running water. Bless us with a roof over our head and food on our table. Bless us with high speed internet and a TV with cable. Bless us in a neighborhood where we are safe in this life. May we walk through the neighborhood without needing a gun or a knife. Bless us with a place close to work and school not so far. May our legs take us there when there's problems with my car. Bless us with the money for the mortage to pay. Bless us in a home with love at the end of each day. AMEN! ~Justonean 12/31/07 (repost of original by 'justonean76' on '2007-12-31 13:35:50')">

Dreamer
She was a dreamer, a believer, and sometimes a deceiver. but that was alright with her because she knew who she was a lover of life learning to fly she was going to sore like no other before She was a dreamer, a believer, and sometimes life deceived her but all was alright she'd taken flight no more pain to intake no one left to watch her fall and break. She was a dreamer...

One At A Time...
I can't explain why, but i can't stand my neighbors. They annoy me. Then again, so does half of the entire human population on Earth. It's a character flaw, i KNOW. I GET IT, LOL!! I do have good reasons, though. You be the judge and tell me if i'm nuts... Lets start out with the neighbor who i like to call "Fire Marshall Bill". I can't remember his real name. It's something like Rick or Rich...anyway, not important. I am beginning to see why his wife left him. He's a real winner, that one. He works for the fire dept. and when he's home, he wears these skin tight bike shorts and a yellow tank top YEAR ROUND. Doesn't matter if it's 30 degrees outside. He always has his garage door open and his radio is always blaring some idiotic 80's music that sucks. I guess he thinks that makes him seem cool. I hate him and he hates me. There's just something wrong with a man that decorates better than me.... Moving on to the other side of me....her name is formally know as "that stupid Japane

Dewey Decimal Rocks!
Today i decided to take a trip to the local library with the kids. I figured we wouldn't be there too long because my daughter and I already knew which ones we wanted. So in theory, all we had to do was walk in and get on the computer and look up the correct place the book was in, and then go get it off the shelf, right?? WRONG! After looking around for a bit i asked the librarian how to find the book that we wanted. She literally pointed to a huge wall full of books and said "it's over in that area somewhere". I though she was joking at first....Apparently, they only use the dewey decimal system on their non-fictions. Everything else either has a colored tab on it, or it's "suppose" to be in alpha. order. Now, after all of that explaining, i STILL couldn't find the book that i wanted, so i went up to the counter where 3 librarians were at the counter. They all looked at me like i was an idiot. Ok, so i found one of the books that i wanted after all of that, so then i was looking fo

Bdsm Warning! Please Read
John Doe strode into the bedroom , wearing His leather Postal Worker's uniform. He sneered at the bound and gagged figure on the bed, as He reached into His latex mail bag. Jane Doe, a 29 year old schoolgirl, looked up at her Master, her eyes a mixture of fear and desire. She gasped as He brought a knife with a 9 ~ inch blade out of the bag. "I saw something on the Internet which I want us to try," He said sternly, "Are you willing?" Jane nodded eagerly and mumbled, "yeff Mather". John smiled as He bent close and cut her free of her bonds. "Strip", He ordered as He began to remove His own clothes.. Jane quickly complied, wondering what new delights her beloved Master had in store for her. "Lay back on the bed", He commanded. Jane did so. John then laid on top of her. "Tonight my dear", He whispered while reaching for the light switch.. "We are going ........... Vanilla!" "NOOOOOOoooooooooo", cried Jane as the room plunged into darkness. The a

Americans Looking For Work
John Smith started the day early having set his Alarm clock (MADE IN JAPAN) for 6am. While his coffeepot (MADE IN CHINA) Was perking, he shaved with his Electric razor (MADE IN HONG KONG). He put on a Dress shirt (MADE IN SRI LANKA), Designer jeans (MADE IN SINGAPORE) And Tennis shoes (MADE IN KOREA) After cooking his breakfast in his new Electric skillet (MADE IN INDIA) He sat down with his Calculator (MADE IN MEXICO) To see how much he could spend today. After setting his Watch (MADE IN TAIWAN) To the radio (MADE IN INDIA) He got in his car (MADE IN GERMANY) Filled it with GAS (from Saudi Arabia) And continued his search For a good paying AMERICAN JOB. At the end Of yet another discouraging And fruitless day Checking hi

Exhaustion
Regardless of this upper-respritory illness, I try to please my better half untill...of course...I fall asleep between her legs. Bummer. So much for an evening of unbridled sexual passion. So I'm considering the possibility my doctor is right. Plenty of liquids, treat the symptoms with T-4 and Motrin, and get lots of rest. Yak! I am not one to stay down any more than absolutely necessary.

Poem
Tears of the soul that don't leak out Crystalized Stuck for what seems like forever Covered by all the pain Dead bodies bleeding black Through all the madness hope I lack Can you save me from my living never? I'm the picture of broken pieces Shattered by the million The million pieces of this puzzle Am I too hard to figure out? Can you fix my sad eyes? Deep inside the emptiness Though it seems all lost You will find my true self soul Crying out, soundlessly Only hear faintly My truth Still stuck inside the cell of lonely Are you my only key? Once I'm out, I'm out forever Can you keep me safe Eternally? Save me Release me Protect me Let me live Shattering hope

Don't Mess Wit This Jackass!!
This is hard to believe! This may be a first... A couple in Northern California were out riding on the range, he with his rifle and she (fortunately) with her camera. Their dogs always followed them, but on this occasion a California Mountain Lion (Cougar)decided that h e wanted to stalk the dogs (you'll see the dogs in the background watching). Very, very bad decision... The hunter got off the mule with his rifle and decided to shoot in the air to scare away the lion, but before he could get off a shot the lion charged in and decided he wanted a piece of those dogs. With that, the mule took off and decided he wanted a piece of that lion. That's when all hell broke loose... For the lion. As the lion approached the dogs the mule snatched him up by the tail and started whirling him around. Banging its head on the ground on every pass. Then he dropped it, stomped on it and held it to the ground by the throat. The mule then got down on his knees and bit the

One Year Of Friendship
THANX FOR BEING SUCH A WONDERFUL FRIEND Because Of You Because of you my world is happy-- a place I love to be. My days are filled with laughter, My nights with the sweetest dreams. Because of you my lips keep smiling, my eyes light up with joy, my heart beats extra quickly... ...and all because of you. ♥MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHH♥ Mario

Time To Let Go?
sorry guys i need help but im not at the level needed to do a mum. Ive been datting this amazing wonderful man for 9 months. Yes just like every couple weve had our troubles. I just say what couple doesnt have trouble every now and then. But a few of my friends say with the trouble weve been having its time to let go. But i keep saying I love him so much i cant let go. Tonight hes really said somethings that really hurt. I thought things was about to get better to. But for the first time hes hit below the belt and said some really hurtful things. Yet, i just want to prove to him how whos right and whos right isnt important just put it away and not let it break us up because we love each other so much its not worth. Are my friends right? Is it really time to let go and try my best to move on? Or should our love for each other not get in the way and should I stay with him? I dont want to be stupid and blind and stay in a relationship thats not going anywhere. But then again i dont want t

Am I Forgotten?
Am I forgotten? Am I invisible? I dont know. If so.. life goes on. I however will not forget those i have loved or known. Take comfort in that knowledge. I ask this only cause i've not heard from anyone here... i began to ponder ... am i forgotten? You judge this for yourself.

What The Fuck Is This Fash Shit
I uploaded this restart i still get it.I hadto disable to get in. If you're reading this page, you probably have an old version of Adobe's Flash Player installed inside your web browser. Because of a *MAJOR* security hole in this plugin, you *MUST* upgrade the plugin to continue using fubar. If you don't, your account may be compromised and bad people might trick you into doing things you really dont want to do... Follow the red link to Adobe's Homepage and install the newest version of THE FREE Adobe Flash Player and restart your web browser. It should only take a few minutes. If it asks you to pay for something, you can't follow directions and you're installing the wrong thing. -mike Need help? Check out the Support Lounge and get answers! If you have upgraded and you keep getting this message, or if you don't want to upgrade and want other people to have access to your fubar account and your computer, click the button below to temporarily override the safety

Face-to-face
i rather tell someone that i don't like them face-to-face because that is the type of person that i am i am straight up to the point and i tell it like it is yeah i may be a little cocky but that is why people love me and that is also why i have alot of friends and i would like to know all of your views about this because it may affend some people and if it does i am sorry!!!!

Come Home
Oh yeah and something totally off the subject my friend called and they left for Iraq today. I dont understand it. I know people wanna defend the country and I am 100 percent behind them just hurts when a very very good friend leaves. I really hope that he comes home in one piece. Man I mis him alllllready!!!! I have much love for anyone that is there or has loved ones. I really hope that they come home safe.

What Is Wrong With Me
I think something is wrong with me. As long as I can remember I have been hard and not gave a shit about who or what thought about me. I mean I would do stuff just to make you ask... is she ok. I could have given shit less about a man much less if he was there at night or not. So what is wrong with me? I cant explain it. I have blown so many off and havent looked for anyone cause I dont want hurt and yet I catch myself crying because I am not where I want to be. I have very few friends that know the real me or even try and get to know me. I am starting to care what people think and i dont know why my hard image is going away. Why do I care what he or she thinks? Why is it that I care about what I look like when i go out the house to run to the grocery store. I know that beauty is with in. What is funny is I have discussed over and over about having a surgery for gastric bypass and it has said no you dont need it you are beautiful. They say you have a great personality a

Demon Crew~ Profile Of The Week 1/17/08
PROFILE OF THE WEEK: Lðrï (wï£ê ð£ §¢ðð†êr) ***Lïßêr†¥§ Gµrl*** åñÐ þrðµÐ Ðêmðñ Çrêw Mêmßêr@ fubar She needs 145K to level. . . Drop by her page and show her some Love! Interested in joining the Demon Crew? Contact Liberty and she will be able to answer any of your questions ~ £ÎßÊ®Tÿ~* §í¢k & TWî$t€Ð's R/£ G/F & FÛ FîÂñÇê' † Demon Crew Recruiter۞Dylons Diva@ fubar

Ugh I Hate When I Think
I found out this morning that my ex fiance cheating on his wife... who he cheated on me with. And im sitting here, listening to the song i listened to over and over and over after we broke up, and im reading the letters he sent me during basic and ait and im wondering if i would have been in er spot right now, if he hadnt fessed up and old me, would i be his wife and getting cheated on? reading his letters over they say how much he loves me, how much he misses me, how much he cant wait to marry me.... im 20 years old... i would have been a 20 year old wife of a cheating soldier.... only reason i agreed to him going into the army was because he wanted a future with me.... he even says in the letters hes doing this for our future.... i have a million thoughts in my head that i cant seem to put together.... a year with kc was throwing away as simple as a 30 second "i cant do this" phone call. i know, i should get over him... but when you are sitting in the kitchen putting toge

Whoa...wait Minute!
Dag.... I have hot a pussy...shit. Dag.... Where be the stiff cocks to play. Dag... Double dag.... I need to be fucked like yesterday. Lol... Can you catch me. Can you hold onto me. Many couldn't.... Mmmmm. Chickens make good fingers food, so use them silly fool.

Why I Dont Like Febuary
a couple years ago i was pregnate with my third child.i got to the end of my second month and miss carried on valentines day.i knew in my heart i was going to have my girl finally and my body failed me.last year my grandmom passed away a few days after valentines day.febuary is suposed to be the month of love but for me it i just a month of pain.

10 Thoughts To Ponder In 2008
Number 10: Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9: Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8: Men have two emotions - Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7: Give a person a fish and you'll feed him for a day. Teach a person how to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6: Some people are like a Slinky...Not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5: Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in the hospital dying of nothing. Number 4: All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. Number 3: Why does a slight tax increase cost you $200, and a substantial tax cut save you $30? Number 2: In the 60's people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. Number 1: We know exactly w

Going Away
THIS WEEKEND I AM GOING TO STAY WITH MY GRANDMOTHER WHO HAS BEEN ILL AND WILL NOT HAVE ACCESS TO COMPUTER SO I WANTED MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO KNOW I HAVE NOT DISSAPPEARED SINCE I AM HERE EVERYDAY LEAVING LOVE SO LEAVE ME SOME LOVE AND I WILL RETURN IT WHEN I GET HOME ON SUNDAY THANKS TO YOU ALL HAVE AN AWESOME WEEKEND..MUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

Mr Pibb - Owned By Flutterby'sz Auction!!!
Join Pibb'sz Auction...Heres All His Rules And What Not!! It Will B Fun!!! YOU KNOW YOU WANNNNA!!! *Smooches* AND DONT FORGET TO VOTE FOR ME!!! YOU KNOW YA LUBB ME!!! *smooches* Hello everyone, I have decided to host my first auction. This auction will run from tomorrow, January 18th starting at 8 P.M. Eastern till January 29th at 8 P.M. The rules are simple..You may bid anything you like, Fubucks, Blasts, Ticker Messages, VIP's, Happy Hours..etc. Actual money items overshadow Fubucks. What the winner gets.... 1.) The person you win will put Owned by "Your name here" next to theirs in their profile name for an entire month. 2.) Atleast 1 daily comment 3.) All pics and stash rated during Happy Hour 4.) A daily gift of their choosing. 5.) A personal salute photo to you (What kind is up to the person who is won) 6.) Anything after that is up to the person who is owned. Please keep in mind this is for fun ONLY! Please, no rude comments! If you would li

The Best Friend I Never Had
So I am taking a few minutes out of my mixed up life to just make it clear to a special person on fubar that your the best friend I never had. The one I love to talk to and the one I wish to still talk to. I understand I have done things in the past that may have or did tick you off. I am asking for your forgiveness in this issue. I just want things to go back to the way they were before all the drama, laughing, smiling, and just being happy talking to you. The reason I am writing this is because since you blocked me I am no longer able to send you any messages and I know you will probably read my blogs so I hope this gets to you. I miss you so much you just don't know how much. Please come back to me and talk to me please. You made life so much easier for me with someone to talk to. I understand how you can be mad at me for some of the things I allow to go on in my life and that you may not want to hear about them. I promise you this time that I will try to change for t

The Seduction
The SEDUCTION: By Knight Writer: It was a cool winters night as I rode along the winding back roads on my way home. The only sound I hear is the thunder of my Harley as it echoes through the woods. The motor humming as it penetrates the nights silence. The moon full and lighting up the forest around me as if daylight. Then shortly rounding the bend the clouds start to thicken and the moon gets hidden in the clouds and as I ride further along a fog rises in front of me. The fog seems to appears out of nowhere so thick my light doesn’t seem to cut through it. Looks like I am in for some nasty weather up ahead, I hope to find a place to stop for the night but where in the middle of nowhere. The wind picks up a bit and I can feel drops of rain every now and then as I ride, the stinging of the droplets on my face keeps me alert and awake. The wind and the rain pick up as the rain turns the dirt road into a muddy mess, and I am like there has to be a place close by to pull over and sta

Waiting For ????
It seems my life has had too many waits. Everyone has them but I sometimes feel I’ve been handed more then most. I have the incredible great ability or stupidity to just bury my shoulder into it and push through eventually. Then why complain you ask? My history shows better than ninety percent of the time my wait was for nothing. I dump enormous levels of emotional energy into bearing the weight of a situation only to end up with nothing but the cold comfort of knowing I didn’t complain. Presently I’m in a situation where the issues in question are again out of my hands and once again here I am holding the line. I’ve heard the platitudes, the promises, the heart felt statements before. I’m scared. I worry. I wait. I feel…alone.

How Do I Get My Rates?
Okay...Here It Goes...How Do I Keep Getting Alot Of Rates Per Day?..Simple..Here Is A Few Easy Steps. 1. You Must Have No Life & ALOT Of Extra Time On Your Hands. (MHMM Its True..Not Ashamed. The People WHO MATTER TO ME Know Whats Going On With My Life ATM) 2. Rate Newer Members On The Site (I Only Say This Because I Feel Like Ive Rated EVERYONE Already..If You Leave A Comment Make Sure You Add Something A Lil Different In Every 3 Or So, So Ppl Don't Accuse You Of "Scripting") 3. Don't Rate For Long Periods Of Time (You'll Get Drained Way To Quick And Give Up) There You Have It. No Need To Keep Asking Me. My "Secret" Is Out! Good Luck..It Really Isn't That Hard. *Sigh* 8-P -AsH.WeeE

Everyday Love
EveryDay Love A Poem by: Lisa EveryDay Love is unconditional. Offers comfort and acceptance. Is giving. Is unfailing and never ending. Creates beauty in the most unexpected places. There is onley one happiness in life: To Love and be loved. Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness. To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides.

Thoughts From A Father!
It takes a lot from a man like myself to express himself in the form I'm about to do before your very eyes, so please bare with me..! I've sat here today wondering about life, love and most importantly my son. Lately, I've been in a funk, what for is beyond me, maybe its the weather change, who knows? Well, today it hit me as I was sitting here cleaning my son's room and looking through pics. For the first time its' really hit me, I'm actually a dad! Now I'm sure like I did most of you are like well duh!, but I mean it all sank in this little precious angel is part of what my God, gave me the gift of helping create! Then it came to me, I'm afraid! I'm scared I will fail this kid! I'm so scared of not being the man he now looks up to. My son is my life and if anyone that knows me, they know I'd give my life for my son and would cut my throat to give him the world! Now to my point, where did I get this emotion from? Was it there all along and I didn't know it ? Or is it a gift in the for

I Just Don't Get It
I don't understand how so many guys "hit on me" on this site. But when I'm out in "real life" I never get hit on. I mean never. I can only think of one time I was actually hit on. I mean I go out all the time with friends. Bars, clubs, the mall, bowling, rock climbing, all kinds of places. And guys always check them out or hit on them. I know I have hott friends, but damn. Can a sistah get some love? Also, I'm on this dating website and almost every message I send gets read and not responded to or deleted. I try to keep it simple so they will respond. "Hi. How are you?" But still, nothing. What the fuck am I doing wrong? I'm 21 years old and I've never had a "serious relationship". I have friends my age getting married and/or having kids. And I just sit here permanently single. Blah. It sucks. I guess I'm doing something wrong. I just really wish I knew what it was. But oh well, I'm just going to give up and say fuck it.

Hott Contest Vote For Me!!!
WOW!!! WE HAVE SOME SERIOUS SEXXXXIIIEESSSS..... I AM IN SERIOUS LUST.. TEE HEE... THIS PIMP IS A PREVIEW OF THE HOT HOTTIES YOU CAN START BOMBING TOMORROW!! NOW REMEMBER RATES COUNT AS TWO COMMENTS AND SELF BOMBING IS A MUST!! NO DRAMA.. NO CHEATING.. WILL BE REMOVED FROM CONTEST!! OK WITHOUT FURTHER DELAY.. THE SEXXXXIIIEESSS... RANDOM ORDER! ~CLINT~ ~MISS B~ ~BIG BEN~ ~YOUR 84TH PROBLEM~ ~PURE EVILNESS~ ~THE LONELY HEART~ ~{FUKFACE}~ ~DJ SUZIE~ ~DOMKING123~ ~DA NAUGHTSTER~ ~ARTIST~ ~PARADISE~ ~CEO GBB~

Leaving On A Jet Plane..
So I just wanted to write everyone a letter and let you know I am leaving! I won't be online until probably Tuesday.. Well as long as all goes well with me and Andrea! Anyhow, I can't wait to meet her. I can't wait to kiss her and most of all I can't wait to breath the air with her! Wish me luck. Wish us luck. Keep in contact. And for my new york friends. You know I love you. And I will miss you. Please keep it real on YAHOO.

In The Midst
In the Midst In the midst of pain, You sooth me. In the midst of tears, You make me laugh. In the midst of anger, You calm me. In the midst of sadness, You bring me joy. In the midst of pain, You bring me relief. In the midst of problems, You bring me solutions. In the midst of hating myself, You bring me love. Doing what you can, To see me through. © 2007, Kristin E. Porter. All rights reserved. No republication of this material, in any form or medium, is permitted without express permission of the author.

Bad Girls And Rock N Roll
im the big bad wolf and you're little bo peep stand there looking cute while I eat your damn sheep I'm a six gun shooter ride on my roller coaster ill keep you all wet put my gun in your holster its all about bad girls and rock n roll bad girls stealin' your soul bad girls and rock n roll i'll give you the moon hand you all the shooting stars but ill leave your sorry ass if you touch my guitars keep the king happy live life with some flair keep your sex full of sweat and your boots in the air cuz its all about bad girls and rock n roll bad girls taking their toll bad girls and rock n roll

Suicide
Suicide Sometimes I feel different than others. Most of the time I feel different than others. I lock myself up in the Comfort of our my home. My surroundings. I want Friendship, But I can't gain it. Even outside my comfort zone, My mind is Closed to others. I hear what I choose to hear. I see what I choose to see. I live how I choose to live. It isn't a choice. It is a way of life for me. I am, in my Mind, Not worthy of friendship. I feel Useless. Hopeless. Worthless. I am sick. I feel like doing the unthinkable………….. Buried at PhotoCasket.com I can't help it. I am who I am. I feel like no one loves me……………… Buried at PhotoCasket.com I want more, But I can't get it. I want to be loved. I don't feel loved. I feel lost. I want love………….. Buried at PhotoCasket.com I want to be Held, Loved, I don't want to be Alone. But even in the presence of others I am so alone. I crave a bit of Normalcy. Why do I feel like Dyin

Throw All The Bums Out!!!
Remember Lee Iacocca, the man who rescued Chrysler Corporation from it's death throes? He has a new book, and here are some excerpts. __________________________________________________Lee Iacocca Says: "Am I the only guy in this country who's fed up with what's happening? Where the hell is our outrage? We should be screaming bloody murder. We've got a gang of clueless bozos steering our ship of state right over a cliff, we've got corporate gangsters stealing us blind, and we can't even clean up after a hurricane much less build a hybrid car. But instead of getting mad, everyone sits around and nods their heads when the politicians say, "Stay the course" Stay the course? You've got to be kidding. This is America, not the damned "Titanic". I'll give you a sound bite: "Throw all the bums out!" You might think I'm getting senile, that I've gone off my rocker, and maybe I have. But someone has to speak up. I hardly recognize this country anymore. The most famous business leaders

Please
Please Please come and Get me. Lead me from here. Take me away, From all my fears. I am scared of Myself, I know not what I do. Take me from here From feeling blue. I’m hurt and lonely Scared and sad. I can’t help Myself. And I’m not mad. I’m just a little torn About what to do. Do I keep on going Or am I through? I am very tired Of feeling this way. I don’t know what to do And I don’t know what to say. I think for a while That I’ll keep it together. But I don’t know If I can do this forever. © 2007, Kristin E. Porter. All rights reserved. No republication of this material, in any form or medium, is permitted without express permission of the author.

Rich Dad Poor Dad Book And Coaching
Hello Every one sorry I have not been on this site for a time. I am trying to learn more about the Book and training for Rich Dad Poor Dad. It is a very good Book. I am going to start phone call training with The Rich Dad Poor Dad program next week. I hope that my time and any money is put to good use. My mother thinks things like this is a waste of money. She might say Do not go to things like this also because all they want is your money. But I think the Rich Dad's program is worth the time and effort to learn about how to keep my finances under control. So if there is to be money involved. then yes I will pay it and say it was worth it or not in the end.. Money is money that is all.But time learning something is something to learn. Like the proverb says. Teach a man to fish and he can feed himself for a life time. other wise you have to feed him yourself if you do not right.

Hope
Hope? Some may think that all is good, I know different. Evil has seeped in, Taking what it wants When it wants Taking hostage those Unfamiliar With good things. Children and adults alike. Anyone can be taken Only to tear others Down. Rip them Apart. Treading heavily on the Heart. Things were never great, But good was there for a Little while. Making us comfortable. Comfort is gone, In mind and body and Soul. Children and adults alike, Being torn apart Because all is not as it was Before. People change I say, We move on, Move away. Learning things As we go. Some, thinking they Know Everything Children and adults alike Know nothing But what they want To know. Have I allowed things to become Worse? I think, I may have. We carry on, Others act up. Life is not good, Today. Tomorrow? Maybe. I hope. © 2007, Kristin E. Porter. All rights reserved. No republication of this material, in any form or medium, is permitted without

Family Ties
Family Ties Fighting back tears Is part of the pain. Nothing but loss, Nothing to gain. I cry so often Over everything. Inside me The pain Runs deep. No rest at all. Not even in sleep. I know It’s time To do something More. Overcome these Feelings That I can’t Ignore. The hurt is Real. I can’t deny. But my whole Life Has been one big Lie. How can I sort This, in my mind? I’ve been lied to So long, All this time. It doesn’t seem Real. It goes on and on Taking its toll Way beyond. I’m about done With all the lies. Time to set them Straight. Or cut all ties. © 2007, Kristin E. Porter. All rights reserved. No republication of this material, in any form or medium, is permitted without express permission of the author.

Alone In My Mind
Alone in My Mind The darkness of night Calms my soul. I wait silently. Listening to the wind. Listening for the sound Of friendship. Hoping it arrives soon. Friendship that comes to me, In the darkness. I wait. I hear footsteps. They are coming closer. I look up, It is my imagination. No friends tonight, I am alone. Alone in the dark. Alone in my mind. Alone. © 2007, Kristin E. Porter. All rights reserved. No republication of this material, in any form or medium, is permitted without express permission of the author.

Home For The Weekend
leavin fort myers fl tonight making my way back north to good ol north alabama to enjoy a couple days at home..will be away for the weekend but will return next week.. hope everyone has a great weekend

Being Honest With Yourself
There comes a time in everyone's life where they must ask themselves, what they are to do in life, as far as love, and trust. Me, I had to learn the hard way, as not once, but twice with in a three month period, I was betrayed. But then again, work took most of my time, and left things at home not the greatest. However that does not give one the right, to go behind one's back, and do things they have done. In the end, it was best to destroy peices of the past, and make sure never to look, or feel anything for them again. One must be honest with themselves when it comes to matters of the heart. Only then can they truely see the best things in life, are those that come into there lives, and could build a lasting future, in there home of choice. For some it maybe to late, and for others, there is still time, to fix the damage before it is to late. Which one will you be today?

Jump
Buried at PhotoCasket.com Jump My mind says Jump. My heart says No. My mind is like the Devil on one shoulder. My heart is like an Angel on the other. Should I stay or Should I go. I’m torn about this. I just don’t know. Candles lit as a Tribute to my life. No one knows the pain, Or understands the strife. A sense of calm washes Over my soul. The devil says jump, No one has to know. Then the fear hits me As I step to the ledge. The angel says calmly Step back from the edge. I see the candles Burning brightly for me. I lit them myself, Because there’s only me. Why should I be alone In all this terrible pain. The angel says you’re not alone, For relief you will obtain. The devil snaps back, You’re just a mindless shell, Now jump is what you’re supposed do, To leave this miserable hell. His words rung clear As I step to the extreme. The angel says wake up my child, For it was only a dream. © 2007, Kristin E. Porter. All rights res

Auction
Hello everyone, I have decided to host my first auction. This auction will run from tomorrow, January 18th starting at 8 P.M. Eastern till January 29th at 8 P.M. The rules are simple..You may bid anything you like, Fubucks, Blasts, Ticker Messages, VIP's, Happy Hours..etc. Actual money items overshadow Fubucks. What the winner gets.... 1.) The person you win will put Owned by "Your name here" next to theirs in their profile name for an entire month. 2.) Atleast 1 daily comment 3.) All pics and stash rated during Happy Hour 4.) A daily gift of their choosing. 5.) A personal salute photo to you (What kind is up to the person who is won) 6.) Anything after that is up to the person who is owned. Please keep in mind this is for fun ONLY! Please, no rude comments! If you would like to be in the auction simply send me a message and let me know which pic you would like to enter. Anyone may join up until the 27th of January at midnight. Thanks everyone and have

Im Out Of Comments Help Me
Come On Everybody these girls have stepped into alot of comments and they really need your help CLICK THA PIC AND BOMB THEIR ASSES OFF http://fubar.com/user/1007162 Evonne & TisMom05 need 140,000 comments to win a 1-Year VIP, a Happy Hour, a 30-Day Blast AND a Ticker Pack!

Dr. Phil's Test: Here You Go. Try This!
Below is Dr. Phil's test. (Dr. Phil scored 55; he did this test on Oprah - she got a 38.) Some folks pay a lot of money to find this stuff out! Read on, this is very interesting! Don't be overly sensitive! The following is pretty accurate and it only takes 2 minutes. Take this test for yourself and send it to your friends. The person who sent it placed their score in the e-mail subject box. Please do the same before forwarding to your friends (send it back to the person who sent it to you.) Don't peek, but begin the test as you scroll down and answer. Answers are for who you are now --- not who you were in the past. Have pen or pencil and paper. This is a real test given by the Human Relations Dept. At many of the major corporations today. It helps them get better insight concerning their employees and prospective employees It's only 10 Simple questions, so grab a pencil and paper, keeping track of your letter answers to each question.

L@@k In Here..please Im A Virgen
I HAVE BEEN SEEING ALL OF THE AUCTIONS AND YES I THINK THEY ARE COOL IF YOU HAVE THE MONEY TO GET IN ONE AND OFFER HAPPY HOURS, VIPS, OR BLASTS, BUT SOME OF US CAN'T DO THAT .......SO HERE THE THING I WAS THINKING I WOULD DO ... I WILL PUT MYSELF AND OTHER ORPHANS LISTED BELOW UP FOR ADOPTION IF ANYONE WANTS TO ADOPT ME OR ONE OF MY ORPHANS AND BUY THE ORPHAN OF YOUR CHOICE A HAPPY HOUR, BLAST OR VIP YOUR ORPHAN WILL RATE ALL PICS AND STASH FOR ADOPTING THEM..OTHER THAN THAT YOU WOULD HAVE TO ASK THE ORPHAN OF YOUR CHOICE WHAT ELSE THEY MAY BE WILLING TO DO LOL LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU ALL THINK!!!! NO ORPHAN WILL BE TURNED AWAY...SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE ADDED... Hugssss & Kissess LOBOSHEWOLF

Do You Wanna Be A Southern Sex Symbol?
The newest Group of hotties is here... The "SOUTHERN SEX SYMBOLS"... Open to both Guys and Girls... To apply go to the "Southern Sex Symbols Group" page and read the blog "how to apply" Southern Sex Symbols Group@ fubar

It Things Really Worth The Pain
We hurt each other all the time. We say mean things and cuss each other out. We find ways to cause more pain to each other. Are actions hurt each other all the time. It that really worth it? Do you enjoy the pain we go though to hold on? Love and pain, they are to closely linked together some times and we are always walking that fine line. We have triped over that line more and more. You have asked for time and time I will try to give. I just dont know if I can give you as much as you ask but I will try. Just rember I am as I am and that will not change.

Kindness Is A Curse
Seems like kindness gets you no where in this world...I feel like, being nice and kind to people, is not a good thing its a curse. Seems like most my days are filled with hurt and tears than smiles. Someone always putting me down...telling me what I should be...or how im suppose to be. This is a cruel CRUEL world. Sometimes I wish I wasnt even classfied as a part of the human race. My world...hmmm my world......my world feels like im in hell and theres no way to heaven.......

Adoption
> > > > > I THINK THE AUCTIONS ARE COOL IF YOU HAVE THE MONEY TO GET IN ONE AND OFFER HAPPY HOURS, VIPS, OR BLASTS TO HAVE PPL BID ON YOU, BUT SOME OF US CAN'T AFFORD TO DO THAT.....SO HERE IS THE THING I WAS THINKING I WOULD DO ... I WILL PUT MYSELF AND OTHER ORPHANS LISTED BELOW UP FOR ADOPTION IF ANYONE WANTS TO ADOPT ME OR ONE OF MY ORPHANS AND BUY THE ORPHAN OF YOUR CHOICE A HAPPY HOUR, BLAST OR VIP YOUR ORPHAN WILL RATE ALL PICS AND STASH AND ADD ADOPTED BY * ADOPTERS NAME *FOR ADOPTING THEM..OTHER THAN THAT YOU WOULD HAVE TO ASK THE ORPHAN OF YOUR CHOICE WHAT ELSE THEY MAY BE WILLING TO DO *WINK* > > NO ORPHAN WILL BE TURNED AWAY...SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE ADDED TO MY LIST OF FU-ORPHANS... > Hugssss & Kissess LOBOSHEWOLF > > > >

Love Is...
Love is.... messing up someone's hair. is having a special song. is tickling. is waking up knowing someone cares about you. is wishing every moment your apart you were together. is letting them win even though you know you could slaughter them. is hating to say goodbye. is walking hand and hand. is wondering what they are doing right now this very moment. is a phone call. is walking in the rain together. is being able to spot the across the room no matter how many people there are. is committing yourself in writing. the feeling you get when you see thier name on your caller id. the way your heart skips a beat when you get thier text. is staying up all night on the phone because they can't sleep. the way they look to you no matter what. the greatest feeling in the world. is cuddled up with someone special under a warm blanket fresh from the dryer. is willing to give your life to save thiers.

So......
I just went through and cleared out my friends list on here. I deleted over 1000 ppl. The reason for this being is because I don't talk to any of you. Plus I am not here for points and to see how popular I can be. I am here for friends and ppl to talk to that can actually carry on a decent convo without drama. So if you add me and I don't accept...then sorry. I am just tried of having all yens on there and only talk to a couple handfuls of yens. Anyways have a good day, night or whatever.

Free Hugs
Juan Mann. Have you heard his story? I heard it a while ago and thought that I would share with anyone who cares to read. Juan was returning home to Sydney from London and when he arrived at the airport he saw the other passengers being greeted by their loved ones. This is what he felt in his words. Standing there in the arrivals terminal, watching other passengers meeting their waiting friends and family, with open arms and smiling faces, hugging and laughing together, I wanted someone out there to be waiting for me. To be happy to see me. To smile at me. To hug me. So he went and got a piece of cardboard made a sign saying FREE HUGS and stood at one of the busiest pedestrian intersections in Australia and stood there. And waited. This is what he says happened. And for 15 minutes, people just stared right through me. The first person who stopped, tapped me on the shoulder and told me how her dog had just died that morning. How that morning had been the one year anniversar

Feelin Pathetic
so im feeling pathetic. still kinda hung up on the married guy, although i know i shouldnt be. if you've ever been in love and for one reason or another it hasnt worked out and trust has been broken then you know how hard it is to stop loving someone. time and effort were put into that relationship - at least by me. he's over it and was able to turn his back and go home. me, im left to pick up the pieces by myself. so, how am i going to do it you ask? im moving. im leaving this sorry ass state to go to another one! LOL. my sister lives in Indiana and has been bugging me since i moved here and had my life fall apart to move up there. i have finally decided to do it. i am scared to death, but feel that it is the best thing to do. i have two kids and am on the brink of an emotional breakdown. i realize i need that support, ya know? my dad has been great the last few months, but god only knows how long that will last. he is the reason i moved here and then he dropped me like shit on

A Dream
I have occasionaly been asked what would be a wonderfull song to be sung to me. There of course have been several. And a few of my friends knew the dream. That some woman that cared for me would sing "I want you to want me" Originaly done back in the early 80's. A few years back I got a taste of what it might sound like when a female group did it for a movie. Yeah, what song could say it all better?

This Is The End
This is the end, I took one more glance, cause I know there isnt another chance. I feel the pain, I wear the chains. I know I must close the door, even though my heart is tore. I cant stop the war. This is the end. Mom and Dad, I feel so sad, You were suppose to always be here, To wipe away the tears, to chase away my fears. I must go on alone now. This is the end, I tried to make things right, but now it is just one big fight. You made it clear, you don't want to hear, what i have to say, I couldn't stay. I need you mom and dad but i feel so bad. You were suppose to be love me, Never cared who I wanted to be, If you could only see. You were my hero, but you made feel like zero. This is the end, My heart is falling apart. I can still hear you calling, As my tears are falling. There is no turning back this time, I must continue to climb. this is the end. God knows i tried, just want to hide. I love you mom and dad, but I am so sad, because you do

Hey Everybody
well we are at my father-in-law's now......we are waiting for a loan for another house to go through.....Joyce sold the farm out from under us after making a bunch of promises and even sending us a letter in the mail telling us we could buy the farm and how much she would sell it to us for....(during christmas of all times)...Lee is hurt too...he hurt his arm the week before christmas.....we don't know yet if he is going to have to have surgery or not

Bbw's & Admirers
Hey everyone! If you are a bbw or an admirer, come on and join the BBW Train! Click on Sara's link and she will add you. Just tell her that you want to join the train! Hugs Carrie broken_hearted420 friend of pitbulls@ fubar

Item Of The Month
Since next month is valentines day. Im doing a sale. ANY pony tail holder with the colors Pink, Red and White in them are half off. That does not include the ones with other colors mixed with them. My regular price is $1. So, ANY pony tail holders that have ONLY the colors Pink, Red, and White, in them are half off .50cents.

2008 Rules By G C!
GEORGE CARLIN'S NEW RULES FOR 2008 New Rule: No more gift registries. You know, it used to be just for weddings. Now it's for babies and new homes and graduations from rehab. Picking out the stuff you want and having other people buy it for you isn't gift giving, it's the white people version of looting. New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com ! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days --- mowing my lawn. New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain...Lobster? New Rule: Stop saying that teenage boys who have sex with their hot, blonde teachers are permanently damaged. I have a better description for the

(hadith) Grave Sins - Dosa Gawat
The sayings of our beloved Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) The Prophet (peace be upon him) was asked about the 'Grave Sins', and He (peace be upon him) replied, "They are: (1 ) To join others in worship with Allah, (2) To be undutiful to one's parents, (3) To kill a person ( which Allah has forbidden to kill) (4) And to give a false witness." Sahih Al-Bukhari Hadith 3.821, Narrated by Anas (r.a.) --------------------------- Pepatah Prophet Muhammad kami yang tercinta (perdamaian di atasnya) Nabi (perdamaian di atasnya) ditanya tentang 'Dosa Gawat', dan Dia (perd

Missing 16 Year Old
STATEWIDE AMBER ALERT (MI) William Foote Age Now: 16 Sex: Male Skin Tone:Whi Hair: Brn Eyes: Brn Height: 5'9 Weight: 130 lbs Status: New Missing From: Grand Blanc, MI Last seen: 2008-01-17 00:00:00 Circumstances: The 16 year-old child is missing. He is on medication that he needs and he may be suicidal. To report information on this case, please contact: Grand Blanc Township Police Department (MI) 810-424-2611 Description: DOB: 7/3/91, needs his medication - suicidal, dark hoodie, jeans, possibly a 2 tone brown winter coat, blue backpack

Another Awesome Poem! :)
This guy.. is soooooo sweet.. a wonderful friend. :) Thanks Rabbit... He put this in my profile comments... :) *hugs* He has so many awesome poems in his blogs... check him out, his link is at the bottom of this! :) A Love Like No Other I never felt a love Like this before It's a love like no other Something I have always hoped for A love with friendship Humour and heart A bond so strong It would never part A love that makes you smile From ear to ear A love that is joyful Without any fear A love that is beautiful From the inside out A love with no tears, Pain, or doubt A love with soul So tender and true A love that I have found Only in you... just something I wrote Rabbit Read my poetry they r in blogs Rate fan and add me@ fubar With Love To All *AngL*

A Poem Written By Bubba For Me
Love is but a heartbeat My heartbeats a thousand times a minute with my love for you i long for the day when i can feel your touch i yearn for the day when i can have you in my arms It will be a day that i will never forget for the rest of my life Your my every thought My every dream my everywish come true When i have a bad day all i have to do is think of you and my bad thoughts dissapear my love for you grows more and more with each day my heart beats more and more every second as i think of you! I love you baby!!

I'm Just Laura....that's All I Can Be
To be hurt over and over again...it's excruciating. words and a small amount of consideration goes such a long way. I'm a good person...but this is the package I come in. I'm Laura....just Laura...a true friend to the end....not a raving beauty but with a small amount of cuteness....not too big and no I'm not thin...a person who will give my shirt off my back to help you out....someone who will worry about your well being....someone who will do anything to bring that smile to your face.....someone to hold your hand during your pain....someone who will help you achieve all you want to achieve....someone who will tell you how wonderful you are....someone who willhelp you in your time of financial woes.....someone who is there unconditionally. All I ask for is a little considerationa and honesty...and yet when I ask they turned and ran away. That cut so deep...right to the very core of me.

He Strikes Again!! *hugs*
Another one in my mail... This guy ROCKS!!! :) As snowflakes fall Dotting the ground With sweet love I can here voices Of Kids In the distances Tossing laughter skyward As I look ahead One thing is for sure Your beauty is just As rare as a snowflake can be Sometimes you wonder Why people do what they do But there is no wonder In that beautiful Smile Of yours I will end this Poem with this Last thought Always smile Because everyone Is watching Eve if their Not beside you Have a great day! ken7700@ fubar With Love To All *AngL*

Your Heart
you have been hurt by so many people, you've lost your trust in people,an because of them you shut your heart an put a lock on it,then you hid the key so no one could find it. your heart has been locked for so long, when someone wants in,your heart shocks them an they run,they run because they cant get in. you want someone in but you have lost the keys,the keys to your heart you want someone in you heart but your so afraid to find the keys an give them up to someone who will care for you,someone who wants to have the keys to your heart. then i came into your life an wanted to be that someone your heart didnt shock me,but it wouldnt let me in either. but i showed your heart that it could trust me,an then you knew that you could trust me too. i held my hand out an there the keys lay,the keys to your heart, i closed my hand an out it up to my heart, an as i did a tear rolled down my face i knew i was the only one by:april peterson

Naughty Application
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN...... Oh and when you go to repost just be sure to take all this stuff out in case someone whats to fill this out for you.....have fun!!! Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Fingers Only or Tongue 2 Clit? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Will you post

Friend Hosting A Contest
Hello everyone, my friend onesxybrat is hosting her first contest. If you or someone else you know would like to enter please contact her. All of the details are below. Thanks! Contact onesxybrat here.... onesxybrat..(READ PROFILE..B4 ADDING AS FRIEND)@ fubar

Owner
Darling Owner (Parody of Prince's Darling Nikki for my fu-owner ***Jay*** I knew a girl named Julie And I'd say she's a sexy bish Bought me in an auction Held by her sister Drew Said she wanted to own me Then she put in the winning bid. She added me to her friends list I could not believe my eyes She had so many pictures No way to rate em all She said change ya name, ya fubar hua Your ass is now owned by me Julie She posted a new default Said she really owns my azz Didn't bother telling her I wanna molesticate her azz She's got this sexy look Like a teacher in the class. Time's up in march What am I gonna do? My owners hawt I think we should do more Than just the fu.

Nothing
nothing in this world i want more then you nothing in this world will change the way i feel for you nothing will change the way you make me feel nothing will change the way i look at you nothing will ever change what we have together. nothing will change the love i have for you, nothing will ever come between us or tear us apart. nothing will keep me from you, nothing will keep me from being there when you need me nothing will keep me from the one i love more than anything by:april peterson in this world.

Shane's And Rachael's Wolf Den
Hello everyone! Come and join people in shane's and Rachael's Wolf Den! Great people there and you great gifts. You can also purchase the lounge drinks also. Go and have a howllling good time!

Whos Next Me Me Me
So Ive made a ton of Stewies and etc. trying to think of whos next Stewie has almost run his course so to speak. I make taggs for friends and the Stilettos. Fun Tags Music Taggs Racing Taggs numerous other stuff. So the question is Whos Or what is next. So I can keep everyone happy and hope people are patient. Your tagg will come soon. But I do need a little time to have fun too. So breaks are required. Right now has been very hectic with work and work, Haha 2 Jobs Yippe Kiya!! So just havnt been able to chat much hope everyone is doing Well and having fun. SO if anyone has a suggestion and its not to wacked or crazy maybe U can be next. I like to keep a list of Ideas for those times when Im bored of the standard taggs. So lets here some ideas, wouldnt you like to see your idea into a tagg

No Title
"Hey mom!" He yelled from the attic door, "What's these old heavy boots and hard hat for?" With a lump in her throat and a tear stained cheek His mother swallowed and started to speak. "Come here my son," his mother said, "There's things to tell when I clear my head." The past races madly through her mind. She searched her heart for the words to find. At last she sighed and rubbed his hair And the words that followed I'd like to share. "Those boots & hat," She said with pride, "Were worn by a man with grit inside. He wore them to help people in need. Though facing danger would never concede. Many a time in the dead of night He jumped in those boots and flashed out of sight To answer a call, not knowing for sure What danger or heartache he may have to endure. Your father, my son, was not like most dads, It was mainly because of the job he had. His life was devoted to all of mankind, Just why he chose it's not clear in my min

Valentine Retreat 2008 Columbus, Oh
Enchanted Events 2008 Valentine Retreat Drury Inn & Suites-Dublin, OH(Columbus) 2/15/2008 & 2/16/2008 Packages include but are not limited to: Romantic room decoration, romantic bath packages for your use, spa services and massages for two, 5x7 photo of the couple free drinks, (limit 3 free alcoholic drinks per day)and more. . . Packages range from $187-$312 $100 deposit must by in by 1/31/2008 Contact us today for more details Website: http://www.enchanted-events.biz E-mail: enchanted_eventsinc@yahoo.com Phone: 614-492-0138 Ext: 2

My Oldest & Best Fubar Friends Ever!!!!!
THIS EVENING I WAS TALKING WITH AN OLD FRIEND HERE AND THE IDEA STRUCK ME TO CHECK ON MY OLDEST FRIENDS HERE, THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN WITH ME THE LONGEST, THRU THICK & THIN. THOSE WHO I HAVE TALKED TO ON A PERSONAL NOTE & GUESS WHAT...THEY STILL LIKE ME, LOL. ALTHOUGH I HAVE QUITE A FEW FRIENDS PIMPED OUT ON MY PROFILE, I FEEL I OWE A SPECIAL TRIBUTE TO THOSE WHO ARE VERY SPECIAL TO ME. PLEASE SHOW THESE PEOPLE LOVE AND ADD THEM TO YOUR LIST. IF YOU DO, I SWEAR YOU WON'T REGRET IT. THEY ARE SWEET CARING PEOPLE, ALL SPECIAL IN THEIR OWN RIGHT. ~~~My Fubar Hubby, Kenny~~~ Added January 3, 2007 kenny the concert man@ fubar ~~~FlaPlaya561~~~ Added January 10, 2007 FlaPlaya561@ fubar ~~~My favorite bouncer, Mr. Cuervo~~~ (Except when he hides with his status set to stepped away, LMAO) He helped me by showing me the ropes and how to avoid the "drama" Added January 16, 2007 MrCuervo ~~~Hammerhead, Jimmy Redman~~~ Added January 23, 2007 HAMMERHEAD@ fubar ~~~E

Block Your Driver's License Asap
BLOCK YOUR DRIVER'S LICENSE This is upsetting, thought I should pass it along. Check your drivers license Now you can see anyone's Driver's License on the Internet, including = your own! just searched for mine and there it was...picture and all! Thanks Homeland Security! Privacy, where Is our right to it? I definitely removed mine; I suggest you all do the same..... Go to the website and check it out. Just enter your name, City and state to see if yours is on file. After your license comes on the screen, click the box marked "Please Remove". This will remove it from public viewing, but not from law enforcement. CLICK here to BLOCK YOUR DRIVER'S LICENSE

Firefighter's Pledge
A firefighters Pledge I promise concern for others. A willingness to help all those in need. I promise courage - courage to face an conquer my fears. Courage to share and endure the ordeal of those who need me. I promise strength - strength of heart to bear whatever burdens might be placed upon me. Strength of body to deliver to safety all those placed within my care. I promise the wisdom to lead, the compassion to comfort, and the love to serve unselfishly whenever I am called Author unknow

Blogging
Ok, I've never done a blog before, but the word is kinda funny if you think about it...kinda sounds like someone with a massive hangover hugging a toilet... Bloooooggg...oh god...I shouldn't have had all those porn stars last night...oh god....here it comes again....BLOOOOGGG....ahh....It's EVERYWHERE...ahh, I think I'm gonna...yep...BLOOOOGGG... anyways...i think you get the point :D ps. I'm not gay, I don't like Pornstars (the drink), And i in no way condone Blogging all over someones floor, Ciao!

Poem
Everynight i sit alone Wishing i had someone to call my own Sometimes i wonder what's wrong with me I try so hard to be the best i can be The more i try, the worst it gets I always end up with many regrets So why does it have to be that way Why do i always have to pay Lonliness is such a sad place There's no-one there to fill the space I feel my heart ache I see my eyes cry And I wonder........ Will i ever find that special guy? 8/16/94

What Is A Fireman?
What is a fireman? He is the guy next door - a man's man with the memory of a little boy. He has never gotten over the excitement of engines and sirens and danger. He is a guy like you and me with wants and worries and unfulfilled dreams. Yet he stands taller than most of us. He is a fireman. He puts it all on the line when the bell rings. A fireman is at once the most fortunate and the least fortunate of men. He is a man who saves lives because he has seen too much death. He is a gentle man because he has seen the awesome power of violence out of control. He is responsive to a child's laughter because his arms have held too many small bodies that will never laugh again. He is a man who appreciates the simple pleasures of life - hot coffee held in numb, unbending fingers - a warm bed for bone and muscle compelled beyond feeling - the camaraderie of brave men - the divine peace and selfless service of a job well done in the name of all men. He doesn't we

Enough Is Enough
How many times do you have to tell someone that your through and have them believe it. Tired of the harassment and bothering the all the time on my case wishing that something would get through and nothing has at one time we were as close as two peas in a pod but grew apart and nothing is going to change that. Hope this may make feelings known and the intended person gets the idea.

The Bud Man Getting Even
The Budweiser Story (not a joke) This is TRUE! How Budweiser handled those who laughed at those who died on the 11th of September, 2001... Thought you might like to know what happened in a little town north of Bakersfield , California . After you finish reading this, please forward this story on to others so that our nation and people around the world will know about those who laughed when they found out about the tragic events in New York , Pennsylvania , and the Pentagon. On September 11th, A Budweiser employee was making a delivery to a convenience store in a California town named McFarland. He knew of the tragedy that had occurred in New York when he entered the business to find the two Arabs, who owned the business, whooping and hollering to show their approval and support of this treacherous attack. The Budweiser employee went to his truck, called his boss and told him of the very upsetting event! He didn't

Being Stab In The Back
I dont know.. I have been doing alot thinking...I know scary right.lol..I really think I am done with all this dramn in my life... I have good friends here in tennessee know most of them all my life..But when you really think you know someone they turn around and stab you in the back...

I Guess We Are Saying Goodbye To Firefighters Hall -(
I HAVE NOT TALKED TO JOHN IN A FEW DAYS BUT GOING BY HIS NAME HE'S GIVING UP FUBAR WHICH MEANS THERE WILL BE NO MORE FF HALL.I WANT TO THANK THE ONES THAT SUPPORTED US SINCE THE BEGINNING AND THE ONES THAT MADE IT FUN. I HAVE TO SAY IM A LITTLE UPSET TO SEE ALL THE HARD WORK JUST GO JUST LIKE THAT BUT IT'S REALLY NOT WORTH KEEPING THE HALL GOING IF PPL DONT COME IN I WILL KEEP MY FUBAR BUT PROBLY NOT ON AS MUCH AS I AM NOW NOT THAT THAT'S VERY MUCH RIGHT NOW WITH WORKING AND SPENDING ALL MY FREE TIME WITH FIREMAN185 I HOPE YOU ALL HAD AS MUCH FUN AS JOHN AND I DID IT WAS GREAT MEETING THE GREAT PPL WE MET THANKS-MERCI

The Incredibles
The incredibles, yes an animated masterpiece for the whole family (or us kids who never want to grow up). This movie proves that there are original ideas still out there. Good story line and full of little quips for the adults too. this story follows a family of superheroes after lawsuits have forced super heroes to go into hiding, only using their alter egos. But can they just put aside their super hero days, of course not. And when trouble rises it's ugly head they are back into action. The heroes are well mixed even if they have powers seen before, they could have come up with something new however. Edna (the heroes costume designer) is GREAT though and makes a nice new addition to the idea of super heroes. The arch villain too is kinda cool too in he has no real super powers, yet is quite fomidible in his own rights. My niece and nephew told me i had to rate this one 5 out of 5 tankards and since this movie is geared towards them i let them rate it.

For Sale!!!
Ok here is my thought. If you had to advertise yourself to make some one want to buy you, What would you say to make the sale. Also what would be the price you would put on your tag. I'm gonna give it a try myself..lol! Yes I am bored and being goofy!! OUTRAGEOUSLY PRICED ANTIQUE Top of the line older model. Used not worn and extended warranty included in purchase. Body manageable and enough body temp to make an igloo melt. Hot tempered at times when ran to hard and purrs like a kitten when pampered and spoken nicely to. Domesticated on even the most difficult days. Quick to apologize and move on to bigger and better things. Likes the most simple of the materialistic world. Can have double standards but the door always swings both ways, now doesn't it? Opinionated to the core but not judge mental. Sometimes my highway or no way. Honest, real, sense of humor, raw, will drive you up the wall any given day and enjoy it, and most of all the biggest PITA you will

Teenckie
Of all the people I have met in my lifetime this lady is one of the greatest... she is my momma at the fair I love her dearly... She taught me to make elephant ears and was always there through thick and thin, by my side when I broke down...helped pick up the pieces and put me back together... She has watched my boys grow and it's so hard to be so far away from her with only the computer and phone to communicate with... sometimes I think she knows me better than I know myself... Show her lots of love and respect cause she deserves it.... teenckie@ fubar

Halibut With Grill-roasted Lemon And Caper Dressing
Halibut with Grill-Roasted Lemon and Caper Dressing Prep time: 15 minutes Grilling time: 10 to 14 minutes Dressing 2 medium lemons 4 tablespoons extra virgin olive oil, divided 1 tablespoon capers, drained 1 tablespoon finely chopped fresh chives 1/4 teaspoon kosher salt 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper Rub 1 teaspoon granulated onion 1 teaspoon finely chopped fresh dill 1/2 teaspoon kosher salt 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper 4 halibut fillets, 6 to 8 ounces each and about 1 inch thick Extra virgin olive oil 1. Cut a 1/2-inch slice off both ends of each lemon. Cut each lemon in half lengthwise. Lightly brush or spray the cut sides of the lemons with 1 tablespoon of the oil. Grill the lemons over direct high heat (450°F to 550°F) until nicely browned, 4 to 6 minutes, turning once. Remove the lemons from the grill and allow to cool. Squeeze the lemons through a sieve into a small bowl. Discard the rinds and seeds

Wyoming Friends
Body: FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk Wyoming FRIENDS: Will post 360 degree security so you dont get caught --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs Wyoming FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the nasty bitch you tried to pick up -------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. Wyoming FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. --------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. Wyoming FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, "Damn...that shit was fun " ------------------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Cry with you. Wyoming FRIENDS: laugh at you ------------------------------------------------

Cottoncandyprincess
Another real and true friend... We've played with dough and laughed and cried... got drunk and yes my left is still bigger than your right...lmao!!!!!! she's been there with my kids and I consider her one of my own... Keep that smile kiddo, you are beautiful inside and out... cottoncandyprincess@ fubar

15 Things To Do At Wal-mart While Your Spouse/partner Is Taking Their Sweet Time:
15 Things to do at Wal-Mart while your spouse/partner is taking their sweet time: >> >> 1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in peoples carts >> when they aren't looking. >> >> 2. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. >> >> 3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms. >> >> 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, >> ' Code 3' in housewares .... and see what happens. >> >> 5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. >> >> 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. >> >> 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers >> you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. >> >> >> 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask >> 'Why can't you people just leave me a

Grilled Lamb Chops With Indian Spices
Grilled Lamb Chops with Indian Spices Prep time: 10 minutes Marinating time: 1 to 2 hours Grilling time: 4 to 6 minutes Marinade 1/4 cup extra virgin olive oil 2 tablespoons fresh lime juice 1 tablespoon minced garlic 1-1/2 teaspoons kosher salt 1 teaspoon ground coriander 1 teaspoon ground cumin 1/2 teaspoon ground ginger 1/2 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper 16 rib or loin lamb chops, each about 3/4 inch thick, trimmed of excess fat 1. In a small bowl whisk the marinade ingredients. 2. Arrange the chops on a large, rimmed plate. Spoon or brush the marinade over the lamb chops, turning them to coat them evenly. Cover with plastic wrap. Refrigerate for 1 to 2 hours. 3. Remove the chops from the refrigerator and let stand at room temperature for 20 to 30 minutes before grilling. Grill the chops over direct high heat (450°F to 550°F) until nicely marked on both sides and grilled to your desired doneness, 4 to 6 minutes for medium rare, turning once or twic

Leaving>?????
IT SEEMS MANY PPL I LOVE WHO I AM CLOSE TO OR ONCE WAS CLOSE TO ARE LEAVING JUST TO GET AWAY FROM BS CAUSED BY OTHERS N THE DRAMA WHICH IS FINE BUT THEN IT MEANS I WONT BE SEEING THEM UNLESS I DECIDE TO MOVE WITH THEM OR VISIT THEM. . I BARELY SEE THEM NOW BC OF BS IN THE PAST THAT OTHERS CAUSED N WERE TOO PIGHEADED 2 SEE. N MANY PPL R BLIND I SEE THAT NOW..I KNOW ITS FOR THE BEST FOR THEM 2 START A NEW BUT THEN I FEEL I WILL BE ALONE, LEFT WITH MY FAMILY WHO I WILL SOON MOVE ON MY OWN BUT WILL KEEP IN TOUCH WITH... N MY FRIENDS..I DONT SEE THEM NOW AS MUCH BUT IT WAS A COMFORT TO KNOW THEY WERE IN NYC N I COULD JUST SAY OK IM GOINMG THERE OR LETS MEET UP OR WAT NOT N ITS THAT EASY PICK A DAY N BOOM BUT IF THEY MOVE...I CANT DO THAT N I HAVE THIS THING EVERY TIME PPL MOVE AWAY I NEVER SEE THEM AGAIN N I DONT WANT TO HAVE 2 MISS ANYONE I CARE ABOUT....IM TIRED OF MISSING PPL BUT THATS MY LIFE I SEE. I HAD A DREAM LAST NIGHT N SUM WERE BAD N THERE WERE 2 DEATHS INVOLVE..N THEN THE OTHERS

Let Him Know
let him know LET HIM KNOW! by Janie If there ever came a time That they need to make a choice She said to take her first For she could not live without his voice Though she was with someone else every single day When she came home it was him that would wipe her tears away Every other weekend she would be with that other guy Kissing, hugging holding hands she was far from shy But if she ever had any problems she would not go to him She would call up the one who was like her best friend Though she wanted to be more than that He would never know Because she was in a relationship And was to scared to let it go Her mind was telling her one thing But only her heart knew the truth She was so confused And did not know what to do So she just stayed with him Since everything was just okay They stayed together for about a year And saw each other everyday She was having some problems Her boyfriend had done her wrong She knew she could not trust h

Rose
Ok this is a true and dear personal friend of mine, and yes we used to work together... She's been there when I cried and when I got really plastered, we checked out the hotties walking the midways and dealt with the morons... She is a sweetheart through and through...and deserves the best that this world of ours can bring her

Life , And Careers
Our helmets sit silently on top of our heads yet somehow they scream in testomoney to the trials we have endured. Once they were brand new...just like us. Polished, shiney, and smelling of the sterile plastic that they were wrapped in, we were not that much different then them. We, as new firmen, were fresh out of the packaging as well and had no idea what lay ahead. Our helmets tell stories that you cant hear. They will tell you of the Currey brothers and Joe Lindsey. They will tell you about Chief Lane, Jeff Rathburn and Joel Lydecker. There are those that will talk of Tom Grover, Buckwalter, and Sallas. Look on top of any firefighters head and you'll hear about missed meals, lost sleep, forgotten friends and family and forgone relationships. You'll hear of people dying in our arms, dead bodies, and things we want to forget. Listen closly enough and you'll get an earfull of the fun we have at work, of firehouse cooks, dinner table debates, water baloon fights and FMED's(firefight

I've Had It With Men
This weekend was pretty tough, emotionally. Monday I found out that my ex boyfriend knocked up the woman that we had the 3 way experience with. I gave that to him, and a week later he breaks up with me, and now he tells me that he got her pregnant. He had been ignoring my texts, and so finally I ask him if he was dead, or if he was with someone now, that's when he came back with I was not sure how to tell you, but...I honestly did not think he could hurt me anymore than he has, but he did. Then, today the guy that I've been waiting on, I finally told to basically go f*ck himself. I ask him a simple question, because it's been a month since we've been together, and over a week since I've seen him, he can't answer straight. I ask him if he's missed me at all, straight yes or no answer right? He says he does not know what he is feeling, or thinking. He is using his problems as an excuse now. I told him that he does know what he feels, but he chooses to ignore them, and chooses

Roses
roses Red roses were her favorites, her name was also Rose. And every year her husband sent them, tied with pretty bows. The year he died, the roses were delivered to her door. The card said, "Be my Valentine," like all the years before. Each year he sent her roses, and the note would always say, "I love you even more this year, than last year on this day." "My love for you will always grow, with every passing year." She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear. She thought, he ordered roses in advance before this day. Her loving husband did not know that he would pass away. He always liked to do things early, way before the time. Then, if he got too busy, everything would work out fine. She trimmed the stems, and placed them in a very special vase. Then, sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face. She would sit for hours, in her husband's favorite chair. While staring at his picture, and the roses sitting there.

Katie
ok this lady is just the bomb.. I met her here on fubar.. we share many things in common and she has some of the coolest carnival pics I've seen in a long time... Go show her some mad love ☺♥Katie♥Please sign my guestbook♥☺@ fubar

A Walk In The Rain
It was the smell of rain in the air that took me out. I wanted to walk and feel nature's pressure build. I wanted to just feel all that nature had to share. I dressed appropriately I though. Red lipstick, black eyeliner, black peasants blouse and a knee length black skirt with sandals. I started walking with no destination in mind. I walked for an hour without any rain. But the scent was getting stronger. I came upon a children's park. One set back by some trees and only partially hidden from the road. Not completely private but enough that I would be able to enjoy the solitude between nature and myself once the sun set completely and the rain started. I decided to sit on one of the swings and just think. And then I saw you. We hadn't talked in awhile, but the last time we had, some words had been said that left a lot of questions and un-resolved feelings. I knew that you liked to walk as the sun was setting. It wasn't intentional this walk of mine. But I think on a subconscious

The Journey Of A Man
When I was 14, I hoped that one day I would have a girlfriend. When I was 16 I got a girlfriend, but there was no passion, so I decided I needed a passionate girl with a zest for life. In college I dated a passionate girl, but she was too emotional. Everything was an emergency; she was a drama queen, cried all the time and threatened suicide. So I decided I needed a girl with stability. When I was 25 I found a very stable girl but she was boring. She was totally predictable and never got excited about anything. Life became so dull that I decided that I needed a girl with some excitement. When I was 28 I found an exciting girl, but I couldn't keep up with her. She rushed from one thing to another, never settling on anything. She Did mad impetuous things and made me miserable as often as happy. She was great fun initially and very energetic, but directionless. So I decided to find a girl with some real ambition. When I turned 31, I found a smart ambitious girl with

Places Not To Go
I am writing this blog to inform everyone about my trip to Arkansas. I spent three painful days there in Little Rock with a really good friend. If it wasn’t for him I would of went crazy. If you ever get a chance to go DON’T. I looked in their phone book and noticed there was only one last name in it. The people are there rude and mean. We drove around to look at the sites and noticed where God hide all the ugly people. I got to spend time in their top hotel the Hilton. Oh sorry ¼ of a Hilton two stories. No matter where we went it looked like the ghetto. The houses looked like they hadn’t been lived in for years. There wasn’t a shortage of Churches and Cracker barrels. We went into a few restaurant and the service sucked , It seemed that if we weren’t related to the waitress she wouldn’t talk to us. I looked up the history of the tooth brush while I was there and notice the Tooth brush was crated in Arkansas because if it would have been in any other state it would of been calle

9 Things I Hate About Everyone
> 9 Things I Hate About Everyone > > > > 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for > the time.... I know > where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I > point at my crotch > when I ask where the toilet is? > > 2. People who are willing to get off their ass to > search the entire room > for the T.V... remote because they refuse to walk to > the T.V. and change > the channel manually. > > 3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your > cake and eat it too". > Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? > > 4. When people say, "it's always the last place you > look". Of course it > is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've > found it? Do people > do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their > asses! > > 5. When people say while watching a film, "did you > see that?". No Loser, I > paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn > floor. > > 6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?"... > Didn't

Contest Helper
I just need some of my friends to go to this pic and comment boom this pic so I can win. the link is........... http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=287747&albumid=800477&i=3585957215# Thanks and I wil be looking for your help!!!! Byrd915 is who is holding this contest.

Storytime...
Gather round children, pull up a seat by the fire and get comfortable, because Uncle Scott is going to tell you a story.... Understand, this is not a happy story, and the moral it conveys may shock the sensibilities of those less steeled to the realities of our existance, but it is a story nonetheless and by definition, stories must be told... Tonight's story concerns a group of odd creatures that inhabit this planet called earth; creatures that move about us all and, often times, go unnoticed by the majority of us. There are people who talk in the little picture boxes who would tell you that these creatures are just the same as you and I, and that we are no better than they. Now, don't be fooled children, these creatures are a dangerous lot, and they lay in wait for any opportunity to perform their nefarious purposes. I speak, of course, of the Americanus Forensis Solvo Agri Nitwiticus, or North American Free Range Nitwit, thought by many to be endangered and therefore

Never Have I Fallen
never have i fallen your lips speak sweet softness your touch a cool caress i'm lost in your magic my heart beats with in your chest. i think of you each morning and dream of you each night i think of your arms being around me and can not express my delight. never have i fallen, but i am quickly on my way you hold a heart in your hands that has never before been given away.

Actual Comments Made
Part 1. These are actual comments made on students' report cards by teachers in the New York City public school system. All teachers were reprimanded (but, boy, are these funny!) 1. Since my last report, your child has reached rock bottom and has started to dig. 2. I would not allow this student to breed. 3. Your child has delusions of adequacy. 4. Your son is depriving a village somewhere of an idiot. 5. Your son sets low personal standards and then consistently fails to achieve them. 6. The student has a 'full six-pack' but lacks the plastic thing to hold it all together . 7. This child has been working with glue too much. 8. When your daughter's IQ reaches 50, she should sell. 9. The gates are down, the lights are flashing, but the train isn't coming. 10. If this student were any more stupid, he'd have to be watered twice a week. 11. It's impossible to believe the sperm that created this child beat out 1,000,000 others. 12. The wheel is turning bu

“vampira” Maila Nurmi 1921 - 2008
In the early morning hours of January 10th, 2008, while sleeping peacefully, Maila Nurmi suffered a cardiac arrest and passed away. Maila had recently turned 86 and was in seemingly good health and spirits. Funeral arrangements are pending due to a search for relatives, but a memorial service will be held in Los Angeles in the near future

What If
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you, and love you. You are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. Dont ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love. if you get this it means the person who sent it truly cares about you, whether they're a friend, gf, bf; Whatever it may be

Fact Or Fiction?
Fact or Fiction? Here is the game: I make a statement, you decide if it is fact or fiction. You are allowed to search for at least 3 of the answers, but no more! If you believe the statement is fiction, please attempt to fill in with the correct answer. Ready, go: 1) China has the highest rate of suicides. 2) Centipedes have 48 legs, despite having "centi" in its insect name. 3) Mount Everest is the highest mountain. 4) Water is blue. 5) It is more likely that you will get killed by an asteroid than get killed by lightning. 6) Germany created the first concentration camp. 7) There are only 46 states in the United States. 8) The expression "tying the knot" came about after someone witnessing dogs having sex. 9) The seeds are the hottest part of the chili pepper. 10) More splinters killed sailors in the 18th century than cannonballs. Some of those are tricks just to throw you off, too. :-)

Re: Stallone Decries "bold Faced Lying To Pacify The Masses"
RE: Stallone Decries "Bold Faced Lying To Pacify The Masses" ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 17 Jan 2008, 22:30 Stallone Decries "Bold Faced Lying To Pacify The Masses" Sylvester Stallone, star of the upcoming fourth Rambo film, has described the current political climate as being based upon "bold faced lying" by governments in order to "pacify the masses". http://infowars.net/articles/january2008/170108Stallone.htm