So I am taking a few minutes out of my mixed up life to just make it clear to a special person on fubar that your the best friend I never had. The one I love to talk to and the one I wish to still talk to.
I understand I have done things in the past that may have or did tick you off. I am asking for your forgiveness in this issue. I just want things to go back to the way they were before all the drama, laughing, smiling, and just being happy talking to you.
The reason I am writing this is because since you blocked me I am no longer able to send you any messages and I know you will probably read my blogs so I hope this gets to you.
I miss you so much you just don't know how much. Please come back to me and talk to me please.
You made life so much easier for me with someone to talk to. I understand how you can be mad at me for some of the things I allow to go on in my life and that you may not want to hear about them. I promise you this time that I will try to change for the better.
I know it will be hard for you to believe and that you probably won't believe it but please just give me one more chance to prove it to you.
Your the best friend I never had and the one person that I wish I could have back in my life.
I love you so much you just don't know how much I think about you and wish I could talk to you again.
P.S. for all those people out there that read this it's a long story and only one person on fubar will understand it. He is the one person on here that I truly respect, trust, and listen to. The one that stole my heart from the day I met him and the one that will always have a piece of it. I just want him back in my life as a friend if nothing else.
I love you Steve please come back and talk to me.
Stacie
