I used to pray, but dont know why.
All I ever ended up doing was cry
Life became painful, to hard to live
I had given to God all I could give
Things only got worse never ever good
How God failed me I didnt think he could
I turned from him went the other way
Life got better each and every day
Dont know why, had faith in nothin
But it was short didnt last very long
With tears in my eyes and a broken heart
I knew I was going to end my life from the start
Nothing in life will ever last
Pulled the trigger, just one blast
Cursing the name of God above
I now walk forever in eternal damnation
Here in earth he says I am to find salvation
Well I havent yet, so here I am still
Damn never choose the way out I did
That is to say Self-Kill
