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Cheers
My eyes cried tears all day for you And now, even still... I love you and I long for you And forever and always will Cheers with me as I drink another Cry with me like there is no other... Ah, fuck it...I need a refill... Java Jan 2008 lmao...ah shit and you thought it was gonna be some sappy ass thought...AS IF..hehe..have a great day all

Men Doing Luandry
What ever happen to women doing the laundry. I can remember the day when you would walk into a laundry mat and you would see 96% women in there doing the laundry. The last few times I have actually went to the laundry mat I have seen mostly men doing it. I guess times are changing more then I realised. Here I thought I was the only guy or at least one of the very few that would be doing the family laundry. Course maybe it is mostly the guys out here are single and they are doing their own laundry. I had this one guy telling me how he hates doing the laundry. He said though he doesnt really mind he did it in the Military for many years and now is retired and his wife works so he does the laundry. I am use to doing it myself but usually have only done my own laundry. Now I am doing my g/f's and our 2 girls laundry and man I tell it sometimes it sucks. Three woman can go through so much laundry it is crazy. LOL just kidding hun. Love You. Anyways I just thought I would say something cause

Men Doing Laundry
What ever happen to women doing the laundry. I can remember the day when you would walk into a laundry mat and you would see 96% women in there doing the laundry. The last few times I have actually went to the laundry mat I have seen mostly men doing it. I guess times are changing more then I realised. Here I thought I was the only guy or at least one of the very few that would be doing the family laundry. Course maybe it is mostly the guys out here are single and they are doing their own laundry. I had this one guy telling me how he hates doing the laundry. He said though he doesnt really mind he did it in the Military for many years and now is retired and his wife works so he does the laundry. I am use to doing it myself but usually have only done my own laundry. Now I am doing my g/f's and our 2 girls laundry and man I tell it sometimes it sucks. Three woman can go through so much laundry it is crazy. LOL just kidding hun. Love You. Anyways I just thought I would say something cause

I Like This Guy Name Jasyn.
I like this guy name Jasyn....I love him to death. But I think he hates me.....I try to make him happy. But, I don't think i can. i can't seem to make anybody happy. I don't know how to prove it to him that I wouldnt hurt him. I just wanna be with him. I love you Jasyn. You think I will hurt you, but I won't. I don't hurt people...they hurt me. If you don't believe me, Fine. I don't care. Stop ignoring me...and talk to me. Love, Satans Bitch.

Leaving Fubar.
Hello all my lovely ladies n gents....Yes it's true I'm deleting my fubar account....Please don't ask me why...Don't worry im not disappearing all together you'll still be able to get ahold of me on myspace and yahoo! My yahoo is fadedmemories22 and my myspace is www.myspace.com/fallenstarz21 I love you all. Don't forget me. Take it easy and keep it in your sneakers! Love you all! Rock On ♥Miss Amelia

It Came To Me From A Dream
There's a well known fact in the spirit world that's never been proven to be true, that when you're thinking of a lost loved one it's because they are thinking about you. A spirit is without body, form, or face but they truly exist in a very special space. They spend their days in freedom, merriment and glee, hoping that every now and then someone somewhere will be thinking of me. You see that is how they subsist in their spectral place, gaining strength and sustenance when you remember their face. So keep a poor ghost's hope alive and feed them to, Because when you're thinking about a lost loved one, they are thinking about you.

Guess I Couldnt Say It Any Better
thats how i think at the moment All I know is that you're so nice, You're the nicest thing I've seen. I wish that we could give it a go, See if we could be something. I wish I was your favourite girl, I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world. I wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile, I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style. I wish you couldn't figure me out, But you always wanna know what I was about. I wish you'd hold my hand when I was upset, I wish you'd never forget the look on my face when we first met. I wish you had a favourite beauty spot that you loved secretly, 'Cos it was on a hidden bit that nobody else could see. Basically, I wish that you loved me, I wish that you needed me, I wish that you knew when I said two sugars, actually I meant three. I wish that without me your heart would break, I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake. I wish that without me yo

Sex Moves: Part 3
15. ANCHOR HIM: Increase his pleasure by being very HANDS ON ladies: Try this: Form a ring with 2 fingers and your thumb and gently hold the skin at the base of the penis, pulling it tight, will bring the nerve endings closer to the surface...giving HIM pleasure! 16. GET ON YOUR FEET: Another way to make the FEMALE on TOP POSITION more interesting: Squat over your man rather than just straddling him ladies..it gives you better ease of motion, you can bounce higher, and have more control over your movements, making your pleasure intensified. Squating allows the penis to penetrate deeper, creating new sensations on the head and around the base of his penis. 17. TIGHTEN UP (or LOOSEN UP): There are many ways to find the perfect penis to vagina fit..try these: 2 cause more FRICTION during missionary position, have the lady slide her legs together so that they R between yours AND for DEEPER penetration, have your lady spread her legs nice and wide with her knees UP. 18. GIVE A TUG

It Not Just A Day Off!but A Day "to Remember And To Love One Another"
REMEMBER "MARTIN LUTHER KING" " A ANGEL SENT BY GOD TO BLESS US WITH HIS WISDOM AND KNOWLEDGE" AKAMRS. T~LIL PLEASURE~LIL BUSINESS~DYLON'S DIVA~@ fubar

What?
Something Must Be by Oblivious Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die. Something must be wrong with me if my emotions run wild, all this confusion does is make me feel like a lost child. Something must be wrong with me with all these terrible things, always there and never gone depression is what it brings. Something must be wrong with me if I can't stop these thoughts, all this pain does is turn my stomach in knots. Something is truly wrong with me when I think there's only one way out, "Let this pain end," is all my heart will shout

Want To Own Me? Here's How!
All the info Fat Sonny Could ever need to give you on this auction :) OK HERES HOW IT GOES NOW BID ON WHO YOU WANT AND AS ALWAYS BUYER BEWARE CAUSE I WILL NOT BE ACCOUNTABLE FOR EITHER PARTY'S SCREWING EACH OTHER OVER NOT MY PROBLEM THIS IS A FREE ENTRY AUCTION UNLIKE THE OTHERS NO FEE TO BE IN IT ITS FOR YOU NOT ME MY PAGE IS SET PRIVATE MOST OF THE TIME SO MAKE SURE YOU TAKE YOUR LINK WHEN IT OPENS SO IF YOUR BIDDER IS NOT ON MY FRIENDS LIST THEY CAN STILL BID WE TESTED IT OUT AND IT WORKS IF IT DOESNT THAT MEANS THEIR 1 OF THE 3 BLOCKED OR THEIR FAMILY BLOCK LIST IS ON ANY 1 IN THE AUCTION HAS THE RIGHT TO REFUSE A BID OR ASK US TO DELETE A BID THAT WAS PLACED NO MORE ENTRIES PLEASE ITS FILLED MORE THAN ENOUGH YOU ALL HAD 7 DAYS TO GET IN IT WS PIMPED AND REPOSTED ALL OVER THE PLACE IF YOU DIDN'T GET IN I AM SORRY IM SURE ONE OF THE AUCTIONS CHARGING ENTRY FEES AND MAKING SURE THE BIDDERS FRIEND THEM FIRST FOR POINTS WILL BE GLAD TO TAKE YOU I MAY TAKE A FE

Reinvestigation Of 9/11
NYC residents can put an end to the lies: The New York City Ballot Initiative & the Re-investigation of 9/11 By an Independent Citizens Commission. (no one really expected the government's commission to discover that people in our government were involved) http://www.nyc911initiative.org/ Help stop the endless, and non-sensical "war on Terror" by exposing it for the fraud that it is. Please forward this to other NYC residents in the hope that we can bring this to a peaceful solution. Learn More: http://911blogger.com/node/13476

Freinds
We make mistakes, we try again Some fights we lose and some we win The guilt inside will pull us down But in the end, we'll come around But how to deal with the big mistakes? The ones which cause the real heartaches Which advice should we hold as true? How do we know what we should do? It feels as though we're all alone As though our hearts will go unknown The emptiness we feel inside The final blow to weakened pride The sorrow grows as we blame ourselves And into shame our weak heart delves How can we expect others to care? When we are who is at fault here But in the end, we are made whole By a few who care about our soul Just when we think no one is there These few rise up to show they care Those few who care about our soul They love us still, mistakes and all Not judging us, and in the end We call those few, beloved friends

Only Me...lol
THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE AGAIN..LOL LAST NIGHT, I WENT AND PICKED THE KIDS UP AFTER FUCKTARD HAD EM ALL WEEKEND.. IT WAS COLD AS FUCK, WINDY, THE ROADS WERE A MESS, AND IT WAS STILL SNOWING LIKE HELL... SO, I GET EM ALL BACK TO THE APARTMENT...GET THE BAGS UNLOADED, EVERYONE WAS CARRYIN SOMETHING.. AS WE ARE ALL STRUGGLING BACK INTO THE APARTMENT, THE YOUNGEST, MY FIVE YEAR OLD LOSES HIS BOOT IN THE SNOW... SO NOW, HES HOPPIN ON ONE FOOT, AND I GRAB HIM AND CARRY HIM SIDEWAYS, WHILE IM HOLDIN ON TO FOUR BIG BAGS WITH CLOTHES IN EM... AND WHAT HAPPENS NEXT YOU SAY?? YOU GOT IT, I SLIPPED ON THE ICE, STEPPED INTO A HOLE, AND DOWN BOTH OF US WENT...LUCKILY I KINDA, AND NO, I DONT KNOW HOW I DID IT, BUT I THREW HIM TO THE SIDE A BIT, AND HE LANDED MOSTLY IN THE GRASSIER AREA... I LANDED ON MY BAD KNEE ON THE CEMENT/ICE/WHATEVER... SPRAINED MY WRIST, AND TWISTED MY ANKLE...POOR JAREN GOT A SLIGHT HEADACHE FROM HOW HARD HE HIT ON THE GROUND... AND WE JUST LAID THERE

Letter Supporting Our Troops
A lot of good stuff here. We need to remember who we are and what our country stands for. Think about that, too when you go to vote this year. And I'm sure you will be voting. Letter from one 'Angry Woman'I don't know who wrote it but they should have signed it. Some powerful words. This woman should run for president. Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. 'Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was 'desecrated' when an overworked American soldi

"hater" Haters
Seriously, I'm sick of people bitching about people who vote less than a 10. Who gives a shit? God. Does it really matter if you get a 7-9? Thats pretty good. If you get lower than that, maybe it really isn't a great pic. If you have that low of a self esteem to want all your pics to be 10's to fill your pitiful egos then go back to fucking preschool. I'm also tired of those bullitons telling you who to block and who's a 'hater' or a 'down rater' only because they gave you a honest opinion. Holy shit half of the people I see in bullitons are just members that joined THAT VERY SAME DAY! Holy crap use your brain before blaming people for doing shit they prolly arn't even aware of. Honestly. You people sicken me. ~SexualHarassmentPanda

Yes I Messed My Knee Up :(
i hurt it at work, i was loading up some aluminum in a container, and there was a hole in the bottom of the floor of the truck, which the driver didn't tell me about, and i feel through it and fucked up my knee. My left leg went to the side, and i went straight down. I went to the doctor's office, and he told me i got a contortioned and sprained knee. He gave me crutches and some 800mg ibuprofin to take. I'm also on workman's comp for a week, and out of work for the same week. I just got to keep off of the feet and knee, so i can heel up quickly ;) It sucks being a hobbit at home. I would much rather be at work, passing the time, and contributing, but i know this is right for me. Well i just wanted to let all my friends know what my situation was and that i'll be ok. If you do care for me that is hehehe. Rock on, Derek

My Search
I get a lot of messages on here, calling me "sweet baby" and "sexy girl" -- well.. I thought I'd put here what I -am- searching for in a partner. ================================== At this time along the path of my life I find myself lost, unowned and wandering around searching for something. What that something is that can fill the void in my heart.. I do not yet know. I can only put it out to the Universe that I'm looking for someone who will accept and cherish me for who I am, what I am and what I can offer in a relationship. I do come with a long story and am a writer, so get comfortable, dear reader, and welcome to the spark of light and passion that is my life. Folks in the lifestyle call me Willo -- I'm 27 years old with dark hair and fair skin. I have a submissive personality and feel most comfortable being the servant, little girl and pet of the relationship. One of my favourite quotes was written by someone on a LiveJournal D/s Discussion community: Being a pet al

Lone Survivor
Wow. If this book does not make you understand the patriotism, loyalty, and sacrifice of our men in uniform, nothing will. This is the story of Lt. Marcus Luttrell and the members of his Navy SEAL Team (Team 10) and their June, 2005 mission into the Hindu Kush Mts. in northeastern Afghanistan. Marcus is the only survivor of the 4 man team and 8 man rescue party ambushed by Taliban warriors. One member of this team has become the first awarded the Congressional Medal of Honor for actions in the Global War on Terror. "Lone Survivor" begins with the SEALs moving from Bahrain to Afghanistan for their mission insertion. While vividly describing their thoughts and feelings, Lt. Luttrell takes you back in time to his teen years in Texas when he first thought of becoming a SEAL through his brutal service training in Coronado, CA. This gives you a wonderful insight into the intense training these men endure and the reasons why there are among the most elite warriors in the world.

30 Secs. To Mars
What if I wanted to break Laugh it all off in your face What would you do? (Oh, oh) What if I fell to the floor Couldn't take all this anymore What would you do, do, do? Come break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you What if I wanted to fight Beg for the rest of my life What would you do? You say you wanted more What are you waiting for? I'm not running from you (from you) Come break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you Look in my eyes You're killing me, killing me All I wanted was you I tried to be someone else But nothing seemed to change I know now, this is who I really am inside. Finally found myself Fighting for a chance. I know now, this is who I really am. Ah, ah Oh, oh Ah, ah Come break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you, you, you. Look in my eyes You're killing me, killing me All I wanted was you Come break me down (bury me, bury me) Break me down (bury me, bury me) Break me down (bury me,

Is There Intelligent Life On Fubar??
Okay...so here's the deal: ~I have seen all these people cry about the mumms, saying things such as "You need to blog this";"We dont wanna discuss politics/religion/anything deeply debatable in the mumms...";etc... ~Well, this is a test. Let's see if I can get some intellectual conversation from a blog. ~For lack of anything else on my mind at this present moment, I'll open this for discussion. Here's my first question: *** DO WE REALLY NEED TO HAVE HOLIDAYS, SPECIFIC MONTHS, ETC... HONORING THE BLACK CULTURE??? *** my position: I feel that in these days of tolerance, equality, equal opportunities, and such, these events (MLK Jr. day, Black History Month, etc..) only perpetuate the thought that there is some sort of difference that remains in our society between "African-Americans" (most of which couldnt name the country of origin that their ancestral roots began from) and Caucasian-Americans. Isnt this counter-productive? Doesnt this undermine the very equality and

Ho Hum
Life has it's ups and downs and so does my interests. To be quite frank about it, I am losing my interest in this site. I found it quite amusing months ago when activity was high, but to be honest, I have not been visiting this site very much lately. Upon the occasion that I do decide to stop by the most I ever find are messages from the lounge owners requesting that i come and join the "fun", woo-haa. Not entirely interested, sorry. I will still give it some time to make up my final decision, but I am heavily considering deleting my account. The fun is gone and the interest is lost. Maybe someone out here in fu-land can help me change my mind, but to be honest, I doubt that there is anyone who could really care less if I leave. NO, I AM NOT LOOKING FOR A PITY PARTY, IT IS JUST A FACT OF LIFE AND I CAN LIVE WITH IT. Till next time, when ever that may be. Ciao, Gone insane

Wedding Test #2
THERE LOVE IS LIKE THE WIND, YOU CAN'T SEE IT BUT YOU CAN FEEL IT COME EXPERIENCE THE INTERTWINING OF 2 SOULS BECOMING ONE......DJ SLIM n MOMMA ARE TIEING THE KNOT, PLZ COME N TAKE PART OF THE LIFE AND LOVE COME AND SHOW THEM THE LOVE, RESPECT AND JOY THAT THEY SPREAD ALL ACROSS THE WORLD AND HAVE A ROCKING TIME

For Those That Read These.. My Family Excluded
Just so all of you little 20 somethings know.. You won't look like you do forever girls your boobs will sag deal w/ it your hubbys will have hair growing in crazy places. You think your going to look hott forever.. lol good luck guys, as soon as you age past your 20's sorry you will get bigger. YOu willl have hair growing places you didn't think would happen. All of you 20 somethings think your so damn special HA in 10 years you will be the outcasts.. so live it up w/ your little attitudes and shit.. Cause it will change and the people you shit on now you will wish talked to you in the future

Martin Luther King Events
A list of events in and around the city commemorating Martin Luther King Jr. Day. This list includes the events we know about. Please contact us 529-6351 with additional events. New Orleans 10 a.m. - City Hall memorial program 10 a.m. – Interfaith Service – Holy Name of Jesus, 6363 St. Charles Ave. 10 a.m. – 4 p.m. – Audubon Park, aquarium open. 11 a.m. - Parade from City Hall to MLK statue on South Claiborne Avenue 12 Noon - March Uptown from Washington and Annunciation to Sixth Baptist Church at Felicity and Chippewa. Pastor is Torin Sanders. Closing ceremony and refreshments served at Church. 2 p.m. – 6 p.m. Free reception, N.O. Martin Luther King Jr. Commemorative Art Exhibit at the N.O. African-American Museum of Art, Culture and History, 1418 Governor Nicholls. 2:30 p.m. Hornets v. Milwaukee special MLK day game

I Am A Submissive Woman
I am a submissive woman. I am just that. I am not submissive because of any inferiority on my part. Not because I feel I am less intelligent, or less wise than those who identify as dominant - or those who do not identify with any alternate lifestyles. I am not submissive because of the lack of strength or mass of my body. I am not, nor would I want to be submissive to everyone. But for you - I will become your slave. I will be your slave only after gaining trust in you.. and in gaining more trust and earning your trust.. I will embrace your dominance - and eventually I will embrace your mastery. You have looked into my heart and mind and are beginning to see my desires and passions. I work daily at throwing away my fears and inhibitions. You and I both tell each other of the needs of our hearts and bodies. I am giving you access to my soul, and you have accepted that responsibility and see it as an honour. I am a woman. I am not weak or inferior because

If You Want..
If you want a slave, If you want to keep a slave, You must show her your strength as well as your compassion. If you would be beloved by her, You must show her your love. If you would be adored by her, You must cherish her. If you would have her devoted to you, You must inspire her gratitude. A slave gives you her heart As well as her body; She gives you her trust As well as her submission. Never forget that what you want from her must be earned.... must be mented.... Are you worthy of such a slave as you desire? Do you treat her with the degree of respect you expect of her? There is such a fine line! Love and devotion can turn to anger and resentment If trust is betrayed, If power is abused, If your freedom becomes careless. Discipline is not for submissives alone! Control of a slave depends on control of yourself. Never lose sight of your grave responsibility to one who gives herself over to you! Never lapse into callousness or carelessness to one who h

What Is My Problem???
Okay i've never really written a blog...but here goes. As I sit watching the NFC Championship Game, which has turned out to be quite boring so far (except for Plaxico and Al Harris's occasional sissy-fighting) I feel like I need to get some random thoughts off of my chest. I don't know what my problem with women is these days but i've gotta figure it out. Whether its is a newfound lack of self-confidence, or my shyness...I seem to have a problem approaching women. Even if just to dance or something. I don't think i'm ugly....I get told differently every day. Girls tell me i'm good looking, great guy, great sense of humor, great dad, blah-blah-blah, blah-blah... I am the king of short changing myself. And when a girl blatantly flirts with me, I just smile and walk away. Just happy that somebody really notices me. Why can't I just be me? Maybe it's just not my time for some reason or other. Everything happen for a reason right? I really do want to have a relationship with someone but I n

How To Attract What You Want
Good morning everyone out there I hope you are all starting your days in a positive mind frame and are spending sometime today to appreciate all that you have and enjoying the feelings of how abundant our lives are . We all spend to much time focusing on what we dont want in our lives instead of appreciating what we do have ,it is easy to get caught up in all that we dont have and or what we need and forget what we have been blessed with in out lives and because of this we all walk around in a state of stress or disapointment in our lives and ourselves instead of feeling the joy of all the things we should be thankful for and when we do this we make the focus of our lives and everyday on something we dont want more of. Today stop and look at all the great things we do have in our lives give thanks the for good water,10 fingers ,10 toes,the abiltiy to see,hear,touch ,you families health, the food we have to eat ,the air we have to breath and truly start to feel the abunden

For My Parents
As I look for the last time, i cant seem to find the answers. I am lost, but what's the cost. The memories of the good times, along with the bad times. The tears the laughter and even after. As I look one last time at the pictures You wont give me another chance, I am in a trance. You took all the memories, and threw them away, now i really cant stay, the skies are so grey. the very last look that i took was of an emptiness, you called my name, but it wasnt the same. I cant erase the pain inside, you no longer stand by my side. I use to be your daughter, but now it doesnt matter. You threw me away. you closed the book, without another look. you started a war, but do you even know what for. To me it is all a waist, i cant fill in the space that you left behind. The tears continue to fall, i cant hear you call anymore. A knife rips at my heart, cause i know we will always be apart. I will always love you but cant forgive you You threw me out and t

Why
O.k. I made freinds this past year I even was able to find myself havin feelings of love for one person and one person only. Then this person up and stops talkin to me period then they block me for no reason but there own. I think I at least deserve to know why I have not done a thing to this man to have my feelings hurt I have been faithful I go from home to work and back. So I deserve some kind of closer to this relationship he ended it not me so some kind of explanation is wariented don't ya think? So if u r reading this and know why this person did this drop me a line to tell me and if you r the person who did it then at least have the decency to say why you did it.

From Here To Eternal Youth
From Here To Eternal Youth mixed by DJ Muzik-AL SOME SAY TECHNO SOME SAY TRANCE BUT TAKE YOUR PICK BECAUSE FROM HERE TO ETERNAL YOUTH IS A MIXTURE OF BOTH ALONG WITH A TOUCH OF DEEP & DARK ACID HOUSE. I MIXED THIS SET USING GOOD OLD TECHNICS 1210'S BACK IN 1996. This is a 28min cut from the full 47min mix. http://www.esnips.com/doc/7c81bc53-e908-47cb-be83-e05d7faa0bd0/DJ-Muzik-AL---From-Here-To-Eternal-Youth_128

Stay
I been sittin' here starin' At the clock on the wall And I been layin' here prayin' Prayin' she won't call It's just another call from home And you'll get it and be gone And I'll be cryin' And I'll be beggin' you, baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waitin' With my heart on my sleeve Oh, for the next time we'll be here Seems like a million years And I think I'm dyin' What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of bein' lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby, why don't you stay (yeah) You keep tellin' me, baby There will come a time When you will leave her arms And forever be in mine But I don't think that's the truth And I don't like bein' used [Stay lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] And I'm tired 'a waitin' It's too much pain to have to bear To love a man you

An Unusual Paragraph..
This is an unusual paragraph. I'm curious how quickly you can find out what is so unusual about it? It looks so plain you would think nothing was wrong with it! In fact, nothing is wrong with it! It is unusual though. Study it, and think about it, but you still may not find anything odd. But if you work at it a bit, you might find out! Try to do so without any coaching!

Life
every notice that life is kinda like a hamster wheel? we spend it going around and around upside down always bending over backwards for everyone else but are we ourselves ever truly happy? doesi t truly make us happy to go above and beyond the call of duty for someone we leave and very rarely recieve anything in return? ask yourself my firend reading this, is it worth it. why not jump off that wheel and go your own direction and make life the way YOU want it. dont conform because of someone else, conform to the way you feel you should be, live life happy without always having to hurt yourself for someone else.

Racist?
To Be White Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. ...And then there are just - Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman," ... And that's OK. But when I call you Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi. You have the NAACP. And you have BET. If we had WET (White E

My Views On Obama.....
Ya know...I am getting a little tired of people jumping on this guy's bandwagon. Granted, if faced with the choice (and none other), I would choose him over Billary, but still..... This country is tired of Bush, and I understand that (dont AGREE, but understand, nonetheless). And the thought of putting that woman in office scares the living hell outta me! Not because she is female, but because she is the wife of our previous President who showed no signs of having testicles, (other than Monica playing with them) , which leads me to conclude that Hillary actually has them, surgically attached to her dried-up and shriveled snatch!! BUT... before you get caught-up in the movement to assure the failure of "The Ole' Boys" this next election, and vote for someone based solely upon the fact that he is different, I urge you to thimk of HOW different:

How To Get Free Xxx Movies/webcams On The Internet
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Sweating The Small Stuff
I worry too much. I overthink and over analyze things to death. I don't just allow life to happen, I agonize over every little thing, and stress myself out. I can't blame anyone else for this. I do it to myself. I get frustrated that I hit a brick wall with my weightloss, and I can't lose the last pounds I would like. I have always had low self esteem, so that just makes me feel even more unattractive. I get frustrated living paycheck to paycheck. I shouldn't be doing that at this point in my life. Again, it's all because of my own choices that I have made in the past. I get irritated that for the most part, my friends suck. That's just a whole can of worms that I won't get into right now. I just needed to vent. Thanks

012108 Horoscope
A trine between optimistic Jupiter and realistic Saturn sets a major theme into motion that places our goals within reach if we are willing to work hard throughout the year. We have enough common sense now to find the optimum balance between expansive plans and methodical follow-through. This aspect recurs in September and November, giving us the necessary time to make changes. Be bold, for today's careful Cancer Moon may err on the side of caution.

Problem Solving 101 !!
Everyone concentrates on the problems we're having in this country lately; illegal immigration, hurricane recovery, alligators attacking people in Florida ... . Not me. I concentrate on solutions for the problems. It's a win-win situation. + Dig a moat the length of the Mexican border. + Send the dirt to New Orleans to raise the level of the levies. + Put the Florida alligators in the moat along the Mexican border. Any other problems you would like for me to solve today ? PART OF THE PROBLEM Think about this: If you don't want to forward this for fear of offending someone-- YOU' RE PART OF THE PROBLEM! It is Time for America to Speak up ! Yep, I passed it on!

Eethan Is Now Almost 10 Mo Old
well ethan is almost 10 months old on the 29th of this month. my baby is getting so big. he is talking so much now, and he is ready to walk by himslef. he keeps trying and he is almost there. I am so happy for him. I will run when he takes that first step. just looking at him makes me happy, cause i know that i am a proud mommy. I just wish that he wasn't grwing up so fast. I am already trying to plan his first birthday party.

I'm For Sale! :-p
OK HERES HOW IT GOES NOW BID ON WHO YOU WANT AND AS ALWAYS BUYER BEWARE CAUSE I WILL NOT BE ACCOUNTABLE FOR EITHER PARTY'S SCREWING EACH OTHER OVER NOT MY PROBLEM THIS IS A FREE ENTRY AUCTION UNLIKE THE OTHERS NO FEE TO BE IN IT ITS FOR YOU NOT ME MY PAGE IS SET PRIVATE MOST OF THE TIME SO MAKE SURE YOU TAKE YOUR LINK WHEN IT OPENS SO IF YOUR BIDDER IS NOT ON MY FRIENDS LIST THEY CAN STILL BID WE TESTED IT OUT AND IT WORKS IF IT DOESNT THAT MEANS THEIR 1 OF THE 3 BLOCKED OR THEIR FAMILY BLOCK LIST IS ON ANY 1 IN THE AUCTION HAS THE RIGHT TO REFUSE A BID OR ASK US TO DELETE A BID THAT WAS PLACED NO MORE ENTRIES PLEASE ITS FILLED MORE THAN ENOUGH YOU ALL HAD 7 DAYS TO GET IN IT WS PIMPED AND REPOSTED ALL OVER THE PLACE IF YOU DIDN'T GET IN I AM SORRY IM SURE ONE OF THE AUCTIONS CHARGING ENTRY FEES AND MAKING SURE THE BIDDERS FRIEND THEM FIRST FOR POINTS WILL BE GLAD TO TAKE YOU I MAY TAKE A FEW FRIENDS THAT WOULD LIKE TO BE ADDED BUT THAT IS ALSO DEVILGIRLS DISCRETION AND

Nsfw
I really hate to do this, but you have left me NO choice.... ~~**ALL NSFW PICS WILL BE LOCKED UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE**~~ It seems that nobody cares about anything but NSFW pics, so until I start seeing ratings on things that MATTER, all of my NSFW pics will be inaccessable. DO NOT ask me to unlock them...if you want them unlocked, rate something else. There's more to me than tits and ass I'm proud of my body, that's why I have NSFW pics To those of you that HAVE rated my SFW pics, thank you. To those that haven't, you have some work to do.

Democrats=new World Order
TAKE A FEW MOMENTS AND READ THIS LETTER. THESE ARE STRONG, POWERFUL AND COURAGEOUS WORDS COMING FROM A RETIRED COLONEL. AND READ WHAT LINCOLN HAD TO SAY AT THE END. Subject: 33 Senators Voted Against English as America 's Official Language on June 6, 2007. On Wed. 6 June 2007 23:35:23 - 0500 Colonel Harry Riley , USA , Ret. wrote: Senators: Your vote against an amendment to the immigration Bill 1348......to make English America's official language is astounding. On D-Day, no less, when we honor those that sacrificed in order to secure the bedrock, character and principles of America , I can only surmise your vote reflects a loyalty to illegal aliens. I don't much care where you come from. What your religion is. Whether you're black, white, or some other color......male or female......Democrat, Republican or Independent....... But I do care when you are a United States Senator representing Citizens of America ......and vote against English as the official languag

Believe
Don't tread the water Just stay still I'll not be bothered By you until I'm picking sides And pulling the strings I'm living lies And shedding the skin I'm open wide And letting you in I'm wronging rights Believe I don't care what you want I just want mine Shut up Smart little bitch I don't need lies I don't care what you want I just want mine Get up Force it to fit Confined inside Don't pull me under Into the deep I often wonder How it should be I'm picking sides And pulling the strings I'm living lies And shedding the skin I'm open wide And letting you I'm wronging rights Believe I don't care what you want I just want mine Shut up Smart little bitch I don't need lies I don't care what you want I just want mine Get up Force it to fit Confined inside I don't care what you want I just want mine I don't care what you want I just want mine Shut up Smart little bitch I don't need lies I don't care what you want I just want

Anyone Play?
just wondering if anyone on here plays Guild Wars...if so I need some new players for my guild or just some new friends to play with...so hit me up and lets quest! I have prophecies and eye of the north! Get up with me so we can play!

Thinking Of You!
Have you ever been just sitting there and all of a sudden you feel like doing something nice for someone you care for? THAT'S GOD talking to you through the Holy Spirit. Have you ever been down and out and nobody seems to be around for you to talk to? THAT'S GOD wanting you to talk to Him. Have you ever been thinking about somebody that you haven't seen in a long time and then next thing you know you see them or receive a phone call from them? THAT'S GOD. There is no such thing as coincidence. Have you ever received something wonderful that you didn't even ask for, like money in the mail, a debt that had mysteriously been cleared, or a coupon to a department store where you had just seen something you needed, but couldn't afford? THAT'S GOD knowing the desires of your heart. Have you ever been in a situation and you had no clue how it was going to get better, how the hurting would stop, how the pain would ease, but now you look back on it. THAT'S GOD passing us through

Daily Romantic Horoscope
It's all about mystery and intrigue right now, Virgo, so don't reveal too much about yourself, especially when it comes to a new connection. Keep you comments vague -- let them guess. They'll love the challenge.

No Games
This game is over I'm mean and older You're coming closer Over and over My dear Brianna I need an answer What was the question? I can't remember [Chorus:] Would you, want to Feel the way that I do? And I bend, to your will I've felatted myself Tied to the needle My drunk libido My nervous ego The faster we go You are an asshole King of the castle I am the meager Follow the leader [Chorus] And I know that you don't Like the way that it goes We're all in, so begin Just remember: I win

Do I Have To Play ?
Ok I'm thinking it's all good in the beginning cause i was a challenge to you. You had to convince me that you really liked me.. and that you weren't like other guys ect... then.. after you knew you had me.. the thrill was gone.. and you lost interest.. Ok with that being said.. My question is.. How do you let a guy know you really like him, and that he can trust you, without letting him know he has you where he wants you ? I guess it is a game even if i don't want it to be.. and i know nothing but to be honest .. so someone teach me how to play .. i'm tired of losing.. I'm not sure I'll ever get it ...lol

Damn It All To Hell
Some sorry sack of shit thought that it would be wise to seal my damn ride... Ok so it was a nice car but the car I don't care about the $4000.00 stero system in it I do. Take the car give me back my damn STERO you mother fuckers. If you decide to help me out here there are pics in my Mine folder of my car so if you see it let me know... I am on a man hunt...

Whatever It Takes
A strangled smile fell from your face What kills me that I hurt you this way The worst part is that I didn't even know Now there's a million reasons for you to go But if you can find a reason to stay I'll do whatever it takes To turn this around I know that what's at stake I know that I've let you down And if you give me a chance Believe that I can change I'll keep us together whatever it takes She said "If we're gonna make this work You gotta let me inside even though it hurts Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see" She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me" I'll do whatever it takes To turn this around I know what's at stake I know that I've let you down And if you give me a chance And give me a break I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better But remember the time I told you the way that I felt That I'd be lost without you and never find myself Let's hold onto each other ab

Give Up Wine!!
Subject: Giving up wine I was walking down the street when I was accosted by a particularly dirty and shabby-looking homeless woman who asked me for a couple of pounds for dinner. I took out my wallet, got out $20 and asked, 'If I give you this money, will you buy wine with it instead of dinner?' 'No, I had to stop drinking years ago', the homeless woman told me. 'Will you use it to go shopping instead of buying food?' I asked. 'No, I don't waste time shopping,' the homeless woman said. 'I need to spend all my time trying to stay alive.' 'Will you spend this on a beauty salon instead of food?' I asked. 'Are you NUTS !' replied the homeless woman. ' I haven't had my hair done in 20 years!' 'Well,' I said, 'I'm not going to give you the money. Instead, I'm going to take you out for dinner with my husband and me tonight.' The homeless Woman was shocked. 'Won't your husband be furious with you

Coverup Catch
This guy had an awful day fishing on the lake, sitting in the blazing sun all day without catching a single one. On his way home, he stopped at the supermarket and ordered four catfish. He told the fish salesman, "Pick four large ones out and throw them at me, will you?" "Why do you want me to throw them at you?" "Because I want to tell my wife that I caught them." "Okay, but I suggest that you take the orange roughy." "But why?" "Because your wife came in earlier today and said that if you came by, I should tell you to take orange roughy. She prefers that for supper tonight."

Inner Awakening
I take a deep breath and close my eyes, waves of calming silence fill the room. I sit lost in peaceful meditation, and empty my head of thoughts of gloom. Painful memories washed away forever, I think of all my happy days. Washing myself clean of my hurtful past, Looking forward to my future in better ways. I see a love of lasting strength, No softer words have been spoken. The sweetest kiss and truest heart, a love that will never be broken. Many pleasant years to come, Growing old without any regrets. Through this life forever more, and continue even unto death. My mind is now at peaceful rest, my spirit has become anew. I see now what I need and want, in my future, I see you.

I Have To Say Goodbye
You say you are Scarred, lost your guard, believe me this is hard. I have to say goodbye, Cant you see my pain, and these chains, that I try so hard to break. Cant you see my tears, as i run from my fears. I have to say goodbye, never meant to make you cry. i only wanted to try, and be the best i could be, but you could never see. As i hit the floor, the rain begins to pour, why do we close the door, cant we stop this war. what is this all for. I see the stars, but you dont see the scars. Now we are so far apart. I keep you in my heart, but I have to say goodbye. i am done crying, done trying, tired of all the lying, now i only feel like dying. I have to say goodbye, but still dont know why. I hearing you calling my name but it will never be the same, this isnt a game. I have to say goodbye, why did you make me cry, Why didnt you try. I miss it all so much. I wish i could see you even if it is just for alittle while, cant stand the miles. I have

10 Mommandments 4 Military Wives
Ten Commandments for Military Wives 1.Thou shalt not write in ink in thy address book. 2.Thou shalt not covet choice assignments or other branches of service. 3.Love thy neighboor ('tis easier if thou livest on a corner). 4.Honor thy Commissary and Exchange as long as they both shall live. 5.Thou shalt not ridicule a local politician, for mightly senator's from local politician's grow. 6.Thou shalt look for the best in every assignment even though the best may be "Most Childhood Diseases in One Year" or "Record Snow in One Months Time". 7.Thou shall remember all thy friends from all thy assignments with greetings at Christmas, for thou never knowest when thou may wish to spendeth a night with them while enroute to a new post. 8.Be kind and gentle to retired, white-haired Exchange and Commissary costumers, because thou too will be a retiree someday. 9.Thou shalt not curse thy husband when he is TDY on moving day. 10.Thou must never arrive at a new

Closer I Get To You
The closer i get to you The more you make me see By giving me all you got (tell me more) Your love has captured me Over and over again I tried to tell myself that we Could never be more than friends But all the while, inside , i knew it was real The way you make me feel Lyin' here next to you Time just seems to fly Needing you more and more (more and more) Let's give love a try Sweeter and sweeter love grows And heaven's there for those Who fool the tricks of time With hearts of love will find True love in a special way Come a little closer so that we can see Into the eyes of love Just a little closer let me speak to you I want to softly tell you something Come a little closer let me whisper in your ear Cuz i wanna tell you something Move on in real close so we can celebrate The way we feel a bout each other's loving

Friends Over Forty (and Those To Come)
, IT IS WHAT IT IS....... The other day a young person asked me how I felt about being old. I was taken aback, for I do not think of myself as old. Upon seeing my reaction, she was immediately embarrassed, but I explained that it was an interesting question, and I would ponder it, and let her know. Old Age, I decided, is a gift. I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be. Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body, the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken aback by that old person that lives in my mirror (who looks like my mother!), but I don't agonize over those things for long. I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not ma

The Way It Feels
More than a breeze on a hot summers day, more than watching children at play. More than the the smell of a fresh spring rain, I feel it over and over again. More than crying when I am sad, More than screaming when I am mad. More than hot cocoa on a cold winters day, I have just one thing that I want to say... I love the way you make me smile and laugh. I love the way you comfort me. I love the way you let me be me. I love the way you tell me how you feel. I love just knowing all of this is real. I love you more than you can imagine and I hope this feeling never ends.

Love Me For Me....
[Verse 1:] I'm not the girl that you see in the magazine Perfect face and perfect body Never be anyone but the one I am, what I am I can't bend to your expectations Look to fulfill any fantasy If what I am is what you need [Chorus:] Love me for me And not for someone I would never be Cause what you get is what you see And I can't be anymore than what I am Love me for me Or don't love me [Verse 2:] Don't think you're gonna change what's inside of me Make me who you want me to be Won't be someone I'm not Somebody else, someone else Love me with all my imperfections Not for an image of your design Love me for what you see inside [Chorus:] Love me for me (love me baby) And not for someone I would never be Cause what you get is what you see And I can't be anymore than what I am (no, no) Love me for me (yeah, yeah) And not for someone you wish that I could be Cause what you get is what you see (What you see) And I can't be anymore than what I am (no)

Be Good To Me
Everyday is getting worse Do the same things and it hurts I don't know if I should cry All I know is that I'm tryin' I wanna believe in you I wanna believe in you But you make it so hard to do What's the point of makin' plans You break all the ones we had I don't know where we went wrong Cause we used to be so strong I wanna believe in you I wanna believe in you So why can't you be Be good to me I don't ask for much All I want is love Someone to see That's all I need Somebody to be Somebody to be Somebody to be Good to me Good to me Gotta be good to me Good to me Please I used to think I had it all Then one day we hit a wall I had hoped you were the one Where's my dream, where has it gone I wanted to be with you Forever just me and you So why can't you be Be good to me I don't ask for much All I want is love Someone to see That's all I need Somebody to be Somebody to be Somebody to be Good to me Good to me Gotta be good to me G

What Should I Do ??
Why if your suppose to love the person with all your heart you always find a way to hurt the other person.My husband is always so mean to me.One minute he loves me with all his heart and soul then the next minute he is telling me he wants to pop me in the F**king mouth.What makes a person like him hate me so much...What should I do I have 2 kids with no job and I am going to school should I stick it out till school is done or should I just leave him and risk losing my house and the only place my kids have known as home. What should I do???

January 21, 2008
THE FIRST 3 ARE PEOPLE WHO HELP OUT A LOT OF PEOPLE AND 2 OF THEM ARE FAMILY THE OTHER IS A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE AND THESE 3 NEED A LOT OF LOVE GIVEN TO THEM. ALSO CONGRATULATIONS KINKSTAR SIN ON BECOMING THE NEWEST GODMOTHER. WE LOVE YA GIRL ~*"Lil Rebel Redneck" Supports The Troops*~*~Member of LOL Family*~@ fubar DGAZ/Club F.A.R. Member!@ fubar ..chillie...@ fubar ~Tima~I.B.I.C~Club F.A.R.~@ fubar Mister Carpenter@ fubar Toi-Soulja@ fubar

Freeloadin Punk Ass Bitches
do u live with ur girlfriend and not work cause ur lazy? Do u abuse, hit, verbally assault ur spouse or girlfriend? Do u live with friends and not pay a fuckin dime for anything? Do you live with ur girlfriends family, eat their food, run up the bills, smike their cigs, too dam lazy to get the fuck out of bed to go to work? This is a message to punk ass bitches, get off ur fuckin ass and do somethin, cause freeloadin has came to an end. this does not include parents that stay home with their kids, disabled, or etc. for yall keep ya head up and live life and stay strong. ARE YOU A PUNK ASS BITCH?

Had Enough
Milk it for all it's worth. Make sure you get there first. The apple of your eye. The rotten core inside. We are the prisoners. Things couldn't get much worse. I've had it up to here, you know your end is near. [Chorus] You had to have it all, well have you had enough? You greedy little bastard, you'll get what you deserve. When all is said and done, I will be the one to leave you in the misery and hate what you've become. Intoxicated eyes, the love and myth, that life. You should have learned by now, I'll burn this whole world down. I need some piece of mind, no fear of what's behind. You think you've won this fight, you've only lost your mind. [Chorus] You had to have it all, well have you had enough? You greedy little bastard, you'll get what you deserve. When all is said and done, I will be the one to leave you in the misery and hate what you've become. Hold me down. [Chorus] You had to have it all, well have you had enough? You greedy little b

Untitled
When the daylight is ending & you start to dream away I hope you see me & remember my name My sweet baby..My beautiful lady I hope you see me & remember my name Pasts keeps calling Bringing bad memories Days best 4gotten & left where they are Dried up & buried You'll always wear the scars Dried up & buried You'll wear the scar Footsteps taken On roads less traveled Intentions mistakened Always unravels Will you hold me Make it all clear Or will you leave me Standing here...

Another Emo Poem
i close my eyes to see your face. wrap my arms around a disguised you. tears run black i cant contain it anymore. knowing that we will drift apart a love i wont get another chance for crying once more pretending once again... try to see another face but yours is clear. i miss the security i miss your prescence. no one could take your place more heartbreak and i cant handle it inhibitors, more and more i can see your face again pretend you're there, holding me once more and the security, a deep calming effect, i am normal in your eyes. unconditional love from me to you, you are perfect no matter what you say cant make me change this. the tears stop, i feel ok... i feel worn out... i feel...nothing... no more pain no more crying, maybe i can close my eyes. i see your face miss your arms your warmth i cry once more... before i cry myself to sleep. (fuck you shakespeare...)

You
My hands are broken and time is going on. And on it goes forever. (How Long?) So I got high and lived all that life had. I have taken all for granted. Promise me you'll try to leave it all behind. 'Cus I'VE ELECTED hell lying to myself. Why have I gone blind? Live another life. You... You... [You lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] The only way out is letting your guard down and never die forgotten. (I know...) Forgive me my love. I stand here all alone and I can see the bottom. Promise me you'll try to leave it all behind. 'Cus I'VE ELECTED hell lying to myself. Why have I gone blind? Live another life. You... You...

Don't...
call me lazy! As some of you know Richard and I went up to Branson and got the 3 kids from his sister again. She couldnt take care of them...she is still living in a hotel room with her bf. Anyway yesterday some girl called me lazy because I dont have a job and I am still living with my mom plus she was making fun of me cause I had no car. Well I wasnt blessed with parents that could give me anything I wanted. Which I am greatful for because I like having to earn everything I want. I will get a car when I have the money earned for it. As for the lazy part...I do laundry every single day (sometimes more then once)...I do dishes everyday...I clean...cook and make sure these kids are taken care of. They arent my kids but I love them like they are and I know someday that I am gonna make a great mom when I have my own baby. Lazy is far from what I am and I hate stupid bitches that have to call me names to make themselves happy. (had to vent)

Life Is Too Short .......
Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you can't get them back. So I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you. Send this to all your friends including me and see how many you get back. Send this balloon to everybody you like You may also return it to me.??

The Stars Align
usually in these kinds of places people empty out their deepest thoughts, darkest disires, most ambishous wants, and disgusting deeds. I suppose in a way im no different...except i post mine everywhere in my mannerisms, my attitudes, my tattoos, my art, my stash my comments and my profile. Seems odd i would stray from some such an accessible medium as a blog. A secret diary everyone can read and judge without having to face them or even explain yourself, a novel concept really. In the ages since we arose from the sludge of this vast wasteland many have fallen for noble and foolish conquests. Conquerers rise and fall like the tides bound by the moon, lovers become starstruck only to be smote down by an unseen force, genius turned mad by the foul hand of illusionary power. Is there really any difference between any of these people? They all seek the same thing praise, immortality, attention whatever you want to call it. We all have our own conquest its just how we express that determines

Needing Help
i have recently started to get alot of new friends. so if i dont rate your page let me know im always here for my true friends you guys know who you are . for the new friends if you need help leveling shout at me or send me a message and i will get to your page but if i dont hear from you then you will be deleted i dont want people on my page just to stare at i am always here to help i cant afford vips or happy hours i do it all on my own as a regular fubar person im as real as you can get. so to my real friends im here for you. new friends if you need help just let me know pepsi kola 420(shannon)

Who Wants To Adopt Me?
I THINK THE AUCTIONS ARE COOL IF YOU HAVE THE MONEY TO GET IN ONE AND OFFER HAPPY HOURS, VIPS, OR BLASTS TO HAVE PPL BID ON YOU, BUT SOME OF US CAN'T AFFORD TO DO THAT.....SO HERE IS THE THING I WAS THINKING I WOULD DO ... I WILL PUT MYSELF AND OTHER ORPHANS LISTED BELOW UP FOR ADOPTION IF ANYONE WANTS TO ADOPT ME OR ONE OF MY ORPHANS AND BUY THE ORPHAN OF YOUR CHOICE A HAPPY HOUR, BLAST OR VIP YOUR ORPHAN WILL RATE ALL PICS AND STASH AND ADD ADOPTED BY * ADOPTERS NAME *FOR ADOPTING THEM..OTHER THAN THAT YOU WOULD HAVE TO ASK THE ORPHAN OF YOUR CHOICE WHAT ELSE THEY MAY BE WILLING TO DO *WINK* NO ORPHAN WILL BE TURNED AWAY...SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE ADDED TO MY LIST OF FU-ORPHANS... Hugssss & Kissess LOBOSHEWOLF

Entry For January 20, 2008 251 Blogs 1 Year+
Entry for January 20, 2008 251 Blogs 1 year+ How many responses to my writings? Do you ever notice what drives the responses to the questions? Is it how it is posted or is it what is posted? Or how it is presented? I have toyed with my writings quite a bit in the last few months to see the different responses... Everything from information to food... From 4 different sites available to blogging..With the same posted on all sites. From young to old have been witnessing this. As I am an avid people watcher.This has given me a different out look on how I approach , cultural aspects of my Friendships. I have watched from the outside & the inside ... Some have more to do with money then I would ever have imagined. More so, then what I ever could have learned anywhere without interacting firsthand with people from other countries.The On-line friends have taught me even things more so then I would have thought possible in the past year. I have witnessed & shared some interesting parts of th

Hope
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My Weekend
so my friday night basically dictated what was gonna go on for the weekend. so much shit went wrong that day and i couldnt handle it, i couldnt think about how much i was fuckin up left and right. thankfully deonte told me about the party he was going to in the same apartment where his bday party was. he called me when he was ready to go and i ended up headin over like at least an hr after he went. paid the $4 to get in (least i could do since the girls who live the apartment - starsha and trice - paid like $80 on alcohol) and had like 2 cups of margarita mixes and was tipsy. that's wat i get for not eating. trice gave me something to eat later. i think i had like 4 or 5 cups of margarita stuff and watched katelin roll a blunt. she asked if i smoked and i said yea. we smoked up in a circle of like 5 people (6 if u include jermarco who was talkin a mile a minute but not smokin wit us) outside. even tho i had leggings on under my skirt, it was still fuckin cold! thankfully

Save
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Give
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Not Sure Lol
Evil,much evil passes hereon earth.Perhaps I will never stop crying.Without family,alone,very alone I walk,crying day and night only cries consume my eyes and soul.Under evil so hard. Ay ay my lord! Take pity on me,put an end to this suffering.Give me death my Beautiful lord,or give my soul transcendence! I found it in a book and i just cant get it outta my head so i thought i would spread the infection lol

Pray
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What A Boyfriend Should Know And A Girlfriend Should Do
What a BOYFRIEND SHOULD Know and a GIRLFRIEND SHOULD do Guys:Put your hands around her waist firmly girls: lay your headback on his shoulder and put your arms on his. Guys:whisper in her ear Girls: giggle Girls:whenever he tries to kiss you, don't just let him, kiss him back. Girls: When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold Guys: automatically move closer to her. (if your stupid then you'll either say" me too " or you'll give her your jacket... don't) Girls: During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder Guys: lift her chin up and kiss her. Guys: When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too... and mean it. Girls:When you're both laying under the stars, put yourhead on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat Guys: whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers. Now make a wish about

Too Cold!
I really need to get out of New England. It is just too darn cold for me up here in the winter. It was 15 degrees this morning, warmed all the way up to 21. At least the sun is shining and there is no wind .. but that doesn't seem to make too much difference today. I think the only thing that will warm me up at this point is a nice hot bath.

A Little Bit More About Me.
My wife and I decided to try something different. After almost 19 years of marriage, the "spark" has pretty much gone out. We decided to allow each other to seek relationships outside our marriage, without dissolving our marriage. I have a great attitude about life, love kids (have 3 of our own), fun to be around, generally a good guy who doesn't do drugs, I'm a non-smoker and only occasionally drink alcohol. (Also FYI, I'm STD-free.) A "southern gentleman" who would treat a lady right and will always respect her wishes. I am looking for a no strings attached relationship. My wife and I have an open relationship but we want to keep it discrete because of our family and friends. If you are willing to take that chance, I look forward to hearing from you.

Let It Go
Subject: let it go Date: Mon, 21 Jan 2008 07:17:06 -0500 Let it go for 2008.. By T. D. Jakes There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in y

What It Means
what each kiss means:] - Kiss on the Belly: I'm ready. - Kiss on the Forehead: I want to be with you for the rest of my life. - Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends. - Kiss on the Hand: I adore you. - Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now. - Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect. - Kiss on the Lips: I love you. ____________________________________________________ WHAT EACH GESTURE MEANS: - Holding Hands: We definitely like each other. - Touching on the Butt: You're mine. - Holding you tight pressed against each other: I want you. - Looking into each other's Eyes: I like you, for who you are. - Playing with Hair: Let's fool around. - Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go. - Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ ADVICE: - If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. ____________________________________________________ REQUIREMENTS:- Post this again af

I Am For Sale!!!
EGADS I'M FOR SALE! If you would like to bid just click on Kinky Duck or myself and go for it!! Below is a list of the things you get when you purchase me!! This all just for fun so please keep your bids clean!!! :D Thanks to everyone in advance and Happy Bidding!! :D AlyCat aka: Shady's Baby ~*Stiletto Girl*~@ fubar

No Tears To Shed
A trickle of blood drips off his cheek and he thinks "The tears are getting worse" as it falls to the sink. When it splashes and makes a ripple, He looks up to the mirror and see's a reflection that isn't His own. He see's a man Broken, Confused, and Alone. Not sure where or who to turn to for help to make things clear. His face was drenched with tears, His hair was a mess and pointing in all directions, and it looked like he hadn't slept in days. Cold and nerve shot his body qauked in agony, wanting but barely a moments rest from the pain. None that looked at this man would realize that the mirror reflected his inner self. But this man would shed no more tears for it felt like he was dieing, So he wore a suit of shadows and just blended away the pain, Just to wlak in society a normal man, not broken, confused or lost. But with a sense of where he was going and who he was gonna see....

A Child
A child was born one day.....the labor seemed to take days on days for the child to come out but when he was finally ready nobody ever imagined the child would be born the way he was. As the doctor pulled him from his mother he gasped seeing the child and mumbled "he has sharp teeth....claws.....and oh my god wings!" the childs father went to see what the doctor was talking about then he saw the little winged child and almost fainted, the child started to scream and ear piercing pitch that seemed unnatural, the doctor was scared as hell but quickly cleaned the baby up as fast as he could with the claws swinging about and the wings fluttering. After the baby was done getting clean it still didnt stop screaming so the doctor quickly placed him in his mothers arms and he slowly stopped and became to almost "koo" as he looked up to his mother, his big red eyes filled with tears and the mother ran a finger down his cheek lookingat him but talking to the father "He's handsome isn't he?" it

Shattered Lives
He pushed the door of the restaurant open and stepped aside letting his wife stepped through, they just had their sixth annivarsery dinner laughing and smiling they walked through the parking lot arm and arm, heading to their car to retreat home for a long night of fun and laughs and cuddling. It wasn't until they got close to their car that the husband noticed something, a man in a ski mask coming toward them his first instinct was to step infront of her blocking the man. "give me everything and no one gets hurt" the man held up a gun and the husband reached for his wallet handing it to the man to keep his wife safe, his wife was fumbling with her purse pissing the gunman off "whats taking so long give me the purse" he reached out toward the wife and the husband grabbed him wrestling with hima nd the gun. The gun fired and they both stopped the husband looking back to his wife holding her stomach and slowly falling backward, the husband let go of the man and ran to his wife as the g

When Ur In Ur Contest We Come To It
I am offering up a free gift of an animation or morph of your chosing. To get it you must leave 400 comments here: and then send me a fu-mail letting me know you've done that! ***you don't have to leave all 400 comments in 1 day!*** ***IF YOU DON'T FU-MAIL ME, YOU WON'T GET YOUR ANIMATION!*** Leggs*Sarge's Bad Girl*Stiletto Girl*FuSista Co-Mngr*Sisterhood@ fubar

What Tree Did U Fall Under
What tree did you fall from? (I’m a Maple) Find your birthday and then find your tree. This is really cool and somewhat accurate, also in line with Celtic astrology. Dec 23 to Jan 01 - Apple Tree Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm Tree Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress Tree Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar Tree Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar Tree Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine Tree Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime Tree Mar 21 (only) -Oak Tree Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut Tree Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan Tree Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple Tree Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut Tree May 01 to May 14 - Poplar Tree May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash Tree Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig Tree Jun 24 (only) - Birch Tree Jun 25 to Jul 04 - Apple Tree Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir Tree Jul 15 to Jul 25 -Elm Tree Jul 26 to Aug 04 - Cypress Tree Aug 05 to Aug 13 - Poplar Tree Aug 14 to Aug 23 - Cedar

Fill Out Please.
Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend?

Colbie Caillat - Realize Lyrics
Take time to realize That your warmth is Crashing down on me Take time to realize That I am on your side Well didn`t I, didn`t I tell you But I can`t spell it out for you No it`s never gonna be that simple No I can`t spell it out for you If you just realize What I just realized That we`d be perfect for each other And we`ll never find another Just realize What I just realized We`d never have to wonder If we missed out on each other, now Take time to realize Oh oh, I`m on your side Didn`t I, didn`t I tell you Take time to realize Oh oh, I`m on your side Oh ooo oh ooo oh But I can`t spell it out for you No it`s never gonna be that simple No I can`t spell it out for you If you just realize What I just realized That we`d be perfect for each other And we`ll never find another Just realize What I just realized We`d never have to wonder If we missed out on each other, but It`s not the same No it`s never the same If you don`t feel it too If you meet

Cigarettes And Tampons
(A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root, and still be afraid of a spider. CIGARETTES AND TAMPONS A man walks into a pharmacy and wanders up & down the aisles. The sales girl notices him and asks him if she can help him. He answers that he is looking for a box of tampons for his wife. She directs him down the correct aisle. A few minutes later, he deposits a huge bag of cotton balls and a ball of string on the counter. She says, confused, 'Sir, I thought you were looking for some tampons for your wife? He answers, 'You see, it's like this, yesterday, I sent my wife to the store to get me a carton of cigarettes, and she came back with a tin of tobacco and some rolling papers; cause it's sooo-ooo--oo-ooo much cheaper. So, I figure if I have to roll my own .......... so does she. (I figure this guy is the one on the milk carton!)

Had A Fall Back
I was doing so good then I crashed, ate all kinds of goodies. Guess I will have to work on my will power. I am using Sparkpeople.com to log in what I eat and workout to see if I can keep better track of what I am doing. wish me luck

Age
I’m starting to realise that I’m very soon going to have to deal with approaching thirtitude. The thing that has brought this to my attention has been a series of “senior moments”, things that have thus far presented no problems, but have recently started to become something of a chore. Leaving the house for work in the morning, for example. Normally, I do what I refer to as the “four-pocket-pat-test”. I have the four basic things I need (phone, wallet, keys, security pass) in four different pockets of my trousers. I pat each one to make sure I have all four of the aforementioned items, and I’m good to go. Except recently, it’s started to take longer and longer to get out the door. The other day I left four times. FOUR TIMES. More than once a morning is bad enough, but FOUR TIMES is a little excessive. Today’s example was particularly harrowing. I was having enormous difficulty eating soup, from a bowl, with a spoon. Children can manage this, but I seemed to be incapable of lifting

R.i.p. Dad
last week my dad shot and killed himself. we dont know why he did it or understand why he did it. he was a kind and loving man. he would help anybody if he could. i miss him alot we had alot of good times together and i just hope he is at peace now and not in anymore pain.

I Have A Dream - Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.
I Have a Dreamdelivered by Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.on the steps of the Lincoln MemorialWashington, DC, on August 28, 1963 "I am happy to join with you today in what will go down in history as the greatest demonstration for freedom in the history of our nation. Five score years ago, a great American, in whose symbolic shadow we stand today, signed the Emancipation Proclamation. This momentous decree came as a great beacon light of hope to millions of Negro slaves who had been seared in the flames of withering injustice. It came as a joyous daybreak to end the long night of their captivity. But one hundred years later, the Negro still is not free. One hundred years later, the life of the Negro is still sadly crippled by the manacles of segregation and the chains of discrimination. One hundred years later, the Negro lives on a lonely island of poverty in the midst of a vast ocean of material prosperity. One hundred years later, the Negro is still languishing in the corners of

Week's Pink Out!
This Weeks Pink Out Is dedicated to those sisters who are on their way to becoming GodMother's. Lets see how much closer we can take them there! RedKandy412,524 Points to go! HELLCAT589,049 Points to go! PEE-JAY697,119 Points to go! SiMpLy AmAzInG1,002,872 Points to go! Tulsa's Angel1,201,490 Points to go! SweetAngel1,309,292 Points to go!

Happy Hour Give Away
I am in a give away for a happy hour. This one is really easy. I need 30,000 comments to get this. If i had all my friends comment bomb me i will have this quick :). I am giving an extra incentive to all that help out. I am giving away 10 fubucks per comment left. So that means if you leave a 1000 comments that is 10,000 dollars. You don't have to leave all the comments in one day. Even if you could leave 100 comments a day. I have helped alot of my friends in contests and helped them level. So i am asking if you all can help me get this. This will be the first thing that i have won. Thanks so much to all my friends. All you have to do is click on this beautiful lady's profile rate fan and add her. Thank her for hosting this great giveaway. Then bomb my pic :) Lucy Rate, fan, add the host to comment on my pic please Sherrylicious@ fubar This is the pic for the contest

Some Useful Facts About Females!
1. Don't tell us when you think other girls are hot! Unless we say it first! 2. If you don't act like soap-opera guys, don't expect us to look like Victoria Secret models. 3. All your waking attention goes to us- not your best friend who is a girl, or your friend who is a girl you've known since kindergarten, blah blah... the only other woman is your mom. and you can expect the same from us (only with guys). 4. Mark anniversaries on a calendar so you will actually remember!! 5. There's no such thing as too much spooning. 6. This is how we see it . . . You don't call = you don't Care. Or you forgot about us which means you don't care. 7. Which also means that if we don't call, TAKE THE HINT!! 8. We like you to be a little jealous . . . but overly possessive is not necessary. 9. Putting things in our butt does not turn us on. 10. Return favors: we massage, you massage; we go down, you go down; we shave, you shave (and not just your face). 11. Foreplay

Oooo....big Mistake !!!!
IF You dont have her on your friend's list...!!! You have no idea what you're missing out on!! She's gorgeous, caring, sensitive, loving, patient, returns the love, always makes time for ppl...heck she's just one amazing woman and mother! So pls go show my Babygurl some of that FuLovin!!! You won't regret it and you'll gain one great friend. I've never regretted knowing her...and it's been 5 years. We've never met but it feels like I've known her forever!!! Ðj Whøðåღ§hÿ£ø§ღ~504~ÐjTwîîztëð§ Õb§ë§§îøñ~@ fubar **Please Repost** Love ya Babygurl!!!! ~*~Muerte Bella™...ღBaka'sღ...~*~@ fubar

Fish Oil...
It is supposed to be oh so good for you right??? Driving home today, a GNC bottle fell into the foothold area of the front seat area. Catching it in the nick of time before it got away, I looked at the labeling really quickly thinking it was an old Melantonin bottle (that I am currently using for spare change) and thinking maybe I should stop at the GNC store today to pick up some more. When I looked at the bottle, it said FISH OIL. Oh nooooo, I thought. I remember. I had been taking fish oil with each meal for about 3-4 months in a row. Suddenly I began to see my cats take a special interest in licking my skin with their sandpaper tongues. When I realized what the potential cause was, I quit taking the fish oil for fear of my cats begin to be carnivorous and the fish oil was merely like spreading butter on bread -- adding a bit of tasty to the product. LOL.... I put my coin filled fish oil cannister back into the middle hump of the car where it should be kept. I

Bathrrom To The Bedroom
Names of the characters are made up. On a cold night, Tish walks into the bathroom, turns on the water for a hot bath, she pours lavender bubblebath, making the bathroom smell like spring flowers. Lots of candles set a senual mood. Thinking she'd be alone she turns on some soft music loud enough for her to hear through the door. Pours herself a glass of wine and goes into the bathroom, takes her robe off and climbs into the tub. Laying there under all the bubbles she closes her eyes and starts to drift off. Jake comes home early from a night out and was feeling pretty good. He hears the music and see's that the bathroom door is shut. He wonders what is going on so he opens the door quietly to sneak a peek. Jake see's Tish in the tub with her eyes closed, loud music and a glass of wine sitting there. While laying there in the tub he decides to kneel next to her and start to caress her back. Startling her, at this time, he asked, "Can I join"? Tish replies, "yes". Jake stops

God Vs. Science
A science professor begins his school year with a lecture to the students, 'Let me explain the problem with religion.' The atheist professor of philosophy pauses before his class and then asks one of his new students to stand. 'You're a Christian, aren't you, son?' 'Yes sir,' the student says. 'So you believe in God?' 'Absolutely.' 'Is God good?' 'Sure! God's good.' 'Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?' 'Yes.' 'Are you good or evil?' 'The Bible says I'm evil.' The professor grins knowingly. 'Aha! The Bible!' He considers for a moment. 'Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over here and you can cure him. You can do it. Would you help him? Would you try?' 'Yes sir, I would.' 'So you're good...!' 'I wouldn't say that.' 'But why not say that? You'd help a sick and maimed person if you could. Most of us would if we could. But God doesn't.' The student

To Everyone I Have Downrated........
This blog was made with the intention of informing people why I am the downrater. The process is simple, when I view random pics via "Bored" section of Fubar, I see pics that don't deserve a 10; so I rate them according to "MY" rating system. This is how you get downrated! ATTENTION: not everyone on here deserves a 10! For those of you that believe you do......well maybe you should look into the mirror. However, keep in mind that I am NOT rating you! I am simply rating the random pic that I saw. So, if you continue to get upset that the pics are downrated and believe it is an attack on you, you are wrong and need to grow some thick skin. People on Fubar need to get a grip on life and stop taking all of this sooooo seriously. Everyone here probably has a personality that deserves an 11, but the pics are not up to that standard, at least not on my scale. Thanks for reading this and i hope we understand each other better.

Poem...............
You where my all the one I adored, The one who I trusted the most in the world. I gave you the pureist of me You asked me to trust you. See my love was real i guess yours was fake because i would have never lied to you or pushed you away. You have no idea how much I have cried asking the Lord why my heart , why did you break me in half this pain that consumes me and won't let me think . My heart had never felt such pain yet the one who asked me to trust caused this enourmous hurt and disappointment and yes shame. Don't worry about saying sorry or you wish me the best what goes around comes around and that is what i have to say about that. This Love is the One you let slip away. Don't think that I will cry forever, I love myself too much But yes know this you hurt me soooo Dam much. One day the only one you gave away will be the one your wishing for. Why my heart????..

Good Morning
good morning global bombers burr it is cold outside i hope everone is staying warm this morning and having a great day. dont burn yourself out but please give all the comments you can to the two that i have posted.

Silly Stuff
1. Who took your profile picture? I honestly don't remember....maybe my stepmom? 2. Exactly what are you wearing right now? Clothes...its cold out! 3. What is your current problem? Still feeling the effects of Saturday night 4. What makes you most happy? Right now...coffee and sleep 5. What's the name of the song your listening to? Jason Aldean -- Johnny Cash Chapter 1: ABOUT YOU ♥ 1. Nickname? CW, Speedy (due to tickets) 2. Eye color? Blue 3. Hair color? Brown 4.Height? --->6'1 ________________________________________________________ Chapter 2: FAMiLY ♥ 1. Do you live with your parent(s)? No...no...no 2. Do u get along with your parents? --->Yes. Much better relationship with my Dad in the last 10 years 3. Are your parents chill? They are parents and drove me nuts...my Dad now takes up all the slack. 4. Do you have any Siblings? Yes...my little brother and my 2 older half sisters _______________________________

Wanna Own Your Own Suga Mama?
GUESS WHO'S FOR SALE IN YEP THATS RIGHT HERE'S YOUR CHANCE TO OWN YOUR OWN SUGA MAMA. HERE'S THE RULES HERES WHAT IM OFFERING SO CLICK ON THE LINK AND BID AWAY!!!!! [ fubar.com photo: 478272656 ] Black Eyed PeasHey MamaMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

1/21/08
Well, here I am… blogging again. Normally I only blog about something when I’m upset or something is seriously bothering me and there is something REALLY bothering me now. As usual the burden of all my pains is my father. A man who no matter what thinks he is right by putting you down, the word asshole is practically branded into his forehead. I understand he wants me to be responsible, and save money, and do all that jazz that I already know I have to do. Wonderful, but does he have to yell at me? Call me irresponsible? Make me feel like I’m nothing but a failure because I’ve gone through some hard crap in the last few years? Not to mention the constant reminder from him and my grandpa about how incredibly fat I am. Ok, I get it. I’m overweight. Whoopee, I love myself like this… why can’t you? I have so many reasons to be happy. I have my family (excluding evil dad). Ok… not evil, evil. He has his good moments- like when he made me soup when I was sick, or ran up to McDonal

Betrayal
You told me that you loved me I took those words to be true You promised to be by my side As we traveled life’s way, me and you You promised to make me happy When I was feeling so sad You promised to my comforts When only worries and fears I had You promised me many things These I go over in my mind As I sit here today in my emptiness None of these things do I find You have torn my heart apart My world now seems so hollow The wounds that you leave deep inside I know only many scars will follow I wonder what it could have been To make this change in you Today you are a stranger to me Not the one I loved and knew I want to take my world back To the time you stepped on in But I know those days are lost Anew my life now must begin I only have one thing to say to you These words you can take as true My heart you may have shattered But my soul is stronger because of you One day I will watch you leave No pain will I feel as you go But I only ask one thing of you

Roflmao: Why Guys Can't Win!!
If you work too hard, there is never any time for her. If you don't work enough, you're a good-for-nothing bum. If she has a boring repetitive job with low pay, it's exploitation. If you have a boring repetitive job with low pay, you should get off your butt and find something better. If you get a promotion ahead of her, it's favoritism. If she gets a job ahead of you, it's equal opportunity. If you mention how nice she looks, it's sexual harassment. If you keep quiet, it's male indifference. If you cry, you're a wimp. If you don't, you're insensitive. If you make a decision without consulting her, you're a control freak. If she makes a decision without consulting you, she's a liberated woman. If you ask her to do something she doesn't enjoy, that's manipulation. If she asks you, it's a favor. If you try to keep yourself in shape, you're self-centered. If you don't, you're a slob. If you buy her flowers, you're after something. If you don't, yo

Amazing
Amazing that I took a chance You respond We talk and find out We are connected In ways that are unique Amazing that you are A light that illuminated the darkness in my heart A voice to break my silence A name to familiar face that I have never seen Warmth to eliminate the cold reaches of my soul An awakening of new feelings and sensations Familiar yet new Exciting that your all I think about Go to sleep thinking of you holding me close Waking up missing you Needing to hear your voice just to get through the day Gentle eyes and a wonderful smile Amazing that I sent you a message and you Respond January 18, 2008 Moragan Croew Dedicated to DA B.O.D

He's So Not My Type But I Can't Help Wondering How He'd Look In My Eyeliner
It snowed a few days ago..like 4 whole inches. But I woke up at midnight, made some hot tea and just watched the streets. It was beautiful, and I thought of you. How you'd laugh at our pittance of snow and calling my tea too weak as well. I'm not foolish or even crazy, you know. Though I may seem it. Certainly, you'd think it from my actions. Sifting through the ashes of my many burned bridges looking for an olive branch though isn't easy. I can only try now, mean my apologies and not lose it all.

π ≈ 3 . 1 4 1 5 9 2 6 5 3 5 8 9 7 9 . . .
What do you microcosm-dwellers want now? Comfort-zones shelter you from any clear view We supplied all of the demands you made blind Go enjoy everything your fingers fine-tuned Drink every over-marketed and synthetically-concocted hype-juice Go stew in cult-indoctrinated perceptions of your gains as grave loss Preach all the Churchianity you can liturgize, and share your bad breath Go fail to learn how everything is informative in terms of real truth Let legitimate dialogue culminate Let us cultivate ways to conciliate Interpersonal rhythms and counterpoint Let a synchronization be imminent Any unknown quantity can have a spectacular aura on a distinguished road All of your mind-viruses are munching on all the perceptiveness that you ever had Theodivine angels, with their halos and wings and polyphony, are proclaiming joy Earth is our home orbiting the sun, and we focus on everything that is plain and dry Let me die a death more meaningfu

Oh To Be
Oh to be the bee on the flower Watching insects work in tandem While others beat to a different drummer Oh to be the bird on a limb Watching neighbors love and be loved While others are in painful desperations of love Oh to be the eagle in the sky Watching countries love and be loved While others are in painful desperations of peace Oh to be God above Watching universes and life forms begin While others are colliding for their own fate Oh to be the master surrounding Watching peace, love and harmony unite While others still yearning to see.

Grandma...
Subject: nudist colony Nudist colony A man moves into a nudist colony. He receives a letter from his grandmother asking him to send her a current photo of himself in his new location. Too embarrassed to let her know that he lives in a nudist colony, he cuts a photo in half and mails it. The next day he discovers that he had accidentally sent the bottom half of the photo. He's really worried but then remembers how bad his grandmother's eyesight is and hopes she won't notice. A few weeks later, he receives a letter from his grandmother. It says, "Thank you for the picture. Change your hairstyle . . . it makes your nose look too short! Love, Grandma

Horse Sense...by Pink
Good Morning. You ever wonder why we listen to personalities. Why we give a good rat’s ass what they have to say and why? Or why they make us think about what they’re saying? Well today Pink the high school drop out turned into punk rocker legend toss’s out a few jabs towards her co-starlet rich and racy same age lost souls. Then gets to the real meat of her reason for being interviewed. Horse’s with their rib cages showing. Yeah Horse’s I love horses and feel often too many times they are being mistreated as well. But, she went as far as having a lighted billboard that reads: BUCK CRUELTY! Say no to horse drawn carriages. Well, good subject but wrong delivery. Say no to the owners who treat the animal badly yes, but do not stop taking rides from those that don’t treat their animals badly. There are good and bad in every situation it’s the bad that you want to punish not the good. You can tell a horse that has been taken care of and been treated great. They normally act like I am her

Bliss
Here we are again. In this place of sin. Youth and beatuy. Pleasure then our only duty. To this place deep inside. Where our feelings seem to hide. In your arms is where I long to be. Say my love I came to you with best intentions. But you laid me down, and tied me up, right up. Tieing me down on the cold hard ground. Tonight's a dream that only we can see. Goals and ambitions fuel this unholy obsession. While bodies get bent. From the sensations we present. Teaseing touches of our fingers. Leading each other farther down this road to ecstasy. Driving inhibitions out of my mind. As he thrusts even deeper into that place deep inside. As desire's rise. Making us want to die. Mindless passion carrying us on. To this endless distraction. These recent goals we seek. Trying to find ourselves in each others embrace. As we explode into oblivion. Our desires reside and we find we have no place to hide. In this state of perpetual bliss.

Change Of Plans...
Ok.. Did some thinking last night about leaving Fubar.. I guess I could stay and leave the account open, but like I said I won't be on here for a while.. I have to get things in order in my life and my child's life..I'll check this every now and again.. Thanks for being my friends, cya soon.. Love ya Diane

Strengthening Your Beliefs ~
To strengthen your beliefs and assumptions, challenge them regularly. You'll rid yourself of those outdated assumptions that hold you back, while at the same time strengthening those valuable beliefs that can move you forward. There is no doubt that challenge builds strength. It is a key theme of life. Muscles that are challenged to lift heavier and heavier loads become stronger as a result of the training. Minds that are challenged to solve more and more difficult problems become increasingly adept from the experience. Questioning and challenging your beliefs can transform them from mere beliefs into absolute certainties. The willingness to challenge a belief demonstrates your commitment to, and confidence in that belief. By being your own most effective skeptic, you add real depth and substance to your beliefs, perspectives and assumptions. By continuing to ask why and why not, you learn much and grow stronger. When you challenge your beliefs, you compel yourself to mak

Parts Of Me Application
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Late Night Rambling
Hello everyone. Just here. Late night thinking. Sometimes cannot seem to stop that. Wish sometimes my mind had a shut off switch. I have had a pretty interesting night. My desktop pc come to find out locked up and burnt out. Not really sure what happened. My SAMS was acting up. Thought it was it. Went to reboot. So now I have to go buy another desktop pc. Didn't really make my night so sweet. But it's all good I am not gonna let it get me down. So keeping a smile around. Past few months of 2007 were probably the most trying I had since the loss of my dad. Especially when my cousin Gabe drowned. I guess in all this I found I have the capability to be stronger than I thought. But also found out the capacity of being weaker than I thought too. Used to say I was Superman and nothing could keep me down. But found out as someone put it even Superman got knocked down by kryptonite. No one is really promised a day or second past what they have gotten already. Life should be cherished a

Monday Opie And Anthony Links: Mlk Day Worst-of, New O&a Podcast Online, New Videos Online
In honor of Martin Luther King Day, the lily-white Opie and Anthony Show is enjoying a break to reflect on...something. That does not mean, however, that we're sitting on our hineys... because we have a bunch o' stuff to keep you entertained online during this frigid (at least in the northeast) Monday. O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (Check out Opie and Jay enjoying a quiet evening!) Last week, the O&A Show said "Adios" to WJFK-FM in Washington, DC. GO GET YOUR XM NOW AND HEAR THE SHOW UNCENSORED! COUPLES CHERRY DARTS - WIN CA$H!! The Opie and Anthony Show is looking for COUPLES (guys and gals... or gals and gals) for its latest contest...and you could win a pile of CA$H if you enter...and win! Girls, you're going to be naked, and you're going paint a bullseye on your hiney. Guys, you're going to throw a sticky, Cool-Whip-soaked cherry in the direction of her holiest of holies. The closest cherry to the promised land (or a direct hit, of course) stands a chance to w

My Next Life
I want to live my next life backwards! You start out dead and get that out of the way right off the bat. Then, you wake up in a nursing home feeling better every day. When you are kicked out of the home for being too healthy, you spend Several years enjoying your retirement and collecting benefit checks. When you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years or so, getting younger every day until pretty soon You're too young to work. So then, you go to high school: play sports, date, drink, and party. As you get even younger, you become a kid again. You go to elementary school, play, and have no responsibilities. In a few years, you become a baby and everyon e runs themselves ragged Keep ing you happy. You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, spa-like Conditions: central heating, room service on tap. Until finally...You finish off as an orgasm. I rest my case.

Being Raised In Indiana
Being a transplant from a small town in NorthEast Indiana I have to say some of the City life had me quite baffled at times. So I have some advice for you City Folk if ya ever come to my parts... so Listen up City Slickers ! 1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap right, your head isn't crooked. 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "dirt road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are cattle. They're live steaks. That's why they smell funny to you. But they smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? Rt. 90 and 70 goes east and west, I-65 & I-69 goes north and south. Pick one. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $150,000 corn pickers and hay balers that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 6. So every person in Indiana waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understa

About Berry Tree Business
About berry tree business all businesses are a like but the differance is the people. With this company and The Unity Team you will never be left alone and with The Berry Tree, you cant fail because its a team effort and we work as a team. With berry tree there is a free trial and the sign ups are growing weekly, free trial members upgraded to full membership within the first week because they were offered an incentive of one Berry Member Credit upon joining the program. The free trial is a great way to promote this business and everyone benefits from this awesome opportunity. The products are very easy to promote and sell, also we are all over the world and are berry greens will be coming soon it has the same nutrients as 8 servings of vegetables.And it give you a way to make great money also. There are monthly bonus pools Once you have a combination of 10 personally sponsored members plus BMC's you will earn from everyone in the program. If that is not an incentive to become a m

Kailoni Aka 'starryskye'
Kailoni aka 'starryskye' Your typical NEWB! Rated my "I Love My Fans" tag a 5. Really now? a 5? And I would've rated your face much lower! Needless to say I didn't return the love. View Downrater Block Downrater Leave Comment For Downrater

Ill-tempered People.
How many of you have noticed these "haters" that abound in Fu-land? They seem to be everywhere. And they are not happy. The only time they experience any joy on this particular website is when they feel as though they are making you miserable. So, I pose this question to you, my actual friends. Should I continue to attempt to make new Fu-friends? Considering how many people on Fubar enjoy bickering and causing despair. It seems as though my time on Fubar is nearing an end. I'm chaotic, to say the least, and the constant dismissal from said people is making me very distraught. Do we not have enough problems? Or is this drama a necessary thing for human survival? Either way, the criteria for my friends list has skyrocketed. Hopefully this doesn't affect those of you who have proven themselves. Adieu, J.

One Casino Night
(This is the rough beginning of "One Casino Night") A perpetual haze hung like swamp fog over the small coffee shop and casino restaurant. Various noises beeped, whistled and chimed in response to the few late night gamblers with an occasional Christmas song mingling through. Amber lights meshed and clashed with holiday lights creating a dizzying sense of timelessness as it illuminated several historical artifacts displayed within the casino and restaurant. Within this array of sensory distraction, at one of the coffee shop tables sat a lone man, an aspirant writer of sorts. A half consumed bottle of beer and cup of the blackest coffee that the waitress could hunt down, sat on the table surrounded by crumple up pieces of started stories and fragmented ideas. Also, an ashtray of seemingly endless cigarette butts, no matter how many times the waitress dumped it, smoked from somewhere within the paper littered table. Another unsatisfactory idea led to another ripped paper followed by m

Why Berry Tree Is Different From Other Business
This Business is backed by a 8 year old debt free wellness company. It is also the first one to guarantee your sucess, the first one to offer tripple money back guarantee and the big differance is the team that we work with. Berry tree does what it says and there is no catch the only catch is you plug in the system and you seriously can start doing well with it but you have to believe it cause this is all about you and a team called berry tree everyday people just like you and me sign up. And there not sure about the business while there in it but as they realise its nothing like any other business. Ive been in many business's and this is the only one that makes since all the others its like you put money out but get nothing not counting all the extra's you pay to stay in it this one isnt like that and alot of people that join realise that and how many people they have to help them. A couple members do all there marketing on berry tree whats funny is there's

The Result...
Your Score: Heart of Fury You scored 60% sorrow, 66% wrath, 6% forgetfulness, and 46% reason! "Heaven hath no rage like love to hatred turn'd." This spells trouble. An emotional thunderstorm rampages through your mind and you aren't capable of doing much to keep it from taking you over. Anger, powered by deep sorrow, is usually a perfect combination for becoming an avatar of vengeance, devoting your life to crushing the one who crushed you. While most people may temporarily experience this, you are likely to be unable to snap out of it for a while. The taste of vengeance is bittersweet - what becomes of you once you get there? You really should work on keeping your emotions from compromising your sanity. Link: The Heartbroken Test written by vegos82 on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona TestView My Profile(vegos82)

The Way The Berry Tree System Works
Hey how are you this is a home business called berry tree and the great thing about it is its a team effort so you cant lose no matter what everyone helps everyone how it works is you would pay a monthly fee and its very small and that covers your advertising, auto ship of the product an a web site overhead, And the product is o2 corral that mainly works in helping supply the best oxygen to your body. How it works is the month after you get signed up you get 2 credits and then everyday after that you get half a credit but this is how it goes once you get 10 credits which isnt hard to do and you get 10 referals you level and thats called a tier. There are 3 levels silver,bronze and gold for every referal you make 27 dollars so once you get 10 credits that happens fast and once you get 10 referals you level to silver which is 144 dollars a month then you opt to level again you will be a bronze then you level again 10 credits 10 referals you get the point how it works is once you get to

When Gurls Drink To Much Lmao
When girls drink too much, they… 1. …have absolutely no idea where their purse is. 2. …believe that dancing with their arms overhead and wiggling their butt while yelling “woo-hoo!” is truly the sexiest dance move around. 3. …have suddenly decided that they want to kick someone’s butt and honestly believe they could do it too. 4. …In their last trip to pee, they realize that they now look more like a homeless hooker than the goddess they were just four hours ago 5. …start crying and telling everyone they see that they love them sooooo much. 6. … get extremely excited and jump up and down every time a new song plays because “oh my god! I love this song!” 7. …have found a deeper/spiritual side to the geek sitting next to them. 8. …have suddenly taken up smoking and become really good at it. 9. …yell at the bartender, who they believe cheated them by giving them just lemonade, but that’s just because they can no longer taste the vodka. 10. …think they are in

Congrats Children Of The 40's, 50's, 60's And 70's
You know I was watching television the other day when they came out with some other kind of toy scare for kids and it got me to thinking... then ranting! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they carried us and lived in houses made of asbestos. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes or cervical cancer. Then after that trauma, our baby cribs were covered with bright coloured lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets or shoes, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking . As children, we would ride in cars with no seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a Ute on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. Take away food was limited to fish and chips, no pizza shops, McDonalds, KFC, Subway or Red Rooster. Eve

Lost
No longer the child of aspiration. A shell of a man propped and left for dead. A boy once full of dreams and imagination. Curbed and lost, cast by the way side by a world that doesn't want him. The boy that God's forgotten. The man that welcomes death. Tim Bryant.

Otherside
So s friend once told me dont think do and i have been and he right life is sooo much funer but things have aslo been carzyer and maybe thinking is may its cooler for to to just chill like i use to be lol well it like 5 45 am and most stupiderst music vido was on vh1 and i think i blog oon her instade of myspace be i think i could talk more freely then myspace becuz of how many ppl know me one there maybe ed was right on whole too many ppl on myspace so anyways steph got her car back tim will not leave me the fuck alone its like anytime i think about chilling with aother guy and i tell somehow he works himself in to my plan and i soooooo fucking sick about it its like let me and when i tell too give me space it a nope ,the worst part is he not my man or will be lol i just dont get when ur ex of a long time a go why come back maround and knowin i am too nice to tell u to get lost and the hole mark thing i am so over it lol i give up peace and lov mo

Internet Revolution Uvme
INTERNET REVOLUTION ! http://www.uvme.biz/g.asp?m=425144YK&langID=ENG take the like and you will enter in the new world of internet, you never saw that before,this site will start today 21st january all over the world.

Reason For Absence!!!!!!!
Howdy to all. I havent been on here for a while as some of you may have noticed. I have been renovating a 1,500 sq ft house all by my self with no help and roughly working 4-6 nights a week at my current job. I put in about 8-12 hours a day on my days off from work in this house that i am renovating. There are pictures in my photos page if you would like to take a look. Please by all means I am not ignoring anyone. The only way to reach me during the day is to call my house phone and they will come and get me. after 7pm by all means call my cell phone if u want to talk to me. I really have tunnel vision when i am doing the work and dont think to call anyone right off the bat. When i get time i will go and rate your profile but as of right now i dont have the time to rate. Please bare with me on this and thanks for understanding. Ray "DJ Booger"

Crazy Morning
I just found out how much fun it is to stay up all night and Jam to Maroon 5 and Simple Plan! I'D DO ANYTHING......... Ita 5:33 when I am posting this and everyone in my house is asleep but me and i have on my headphones and my music nad i am loseing my mind in a good way! I just dident know how at ease I could feel with music blearing in my ears.

Can New England Pull It Off??***shrugs**
Everyone knows that the New England Patriots are going for the perfect record but yet they got caught cheating in the regular season who believes that just because in preseason they had the perfect record that they will win the superbowl? the way i see it is they are cheaters and yes i do want New York Giants to win, granted they are the underdogs but its happened before in the superbowl GO GIANTS

Interesting Weekend...
Slept a bit late Saturday morning, but I was off and running by noon and soon heading to my first client for the weekend. Because it was so sunny, I was able to talk her into going out and about. Dragged her with me to the James Avery jewelry store. She liked quite a few of the pieces there but thought some were on the pricy side. James Avery has been in business for over 35 years now, maybe a bit longer, and as a jeweler craftsman from the Kerrville/Hunt Texas area, he has built up quite a reputation and some of his pieces have indeed gone up but they are all extreme quality craftsmanship; something that you buy from him, you know it will last a lifetime! At any rate.... She helped me pick out a pair of leaf type earrings. I love them and glad she was there to help me decide. Going into that store is like going into a candy store where it is hard to decide on which item to choose to buy -- there is wayyyy too much to choose from. We went to some other stores too and we ha

Quiz/survey
Personality Type You Have A Type B Personality You're as laid back as they come... Your baseline mood is calm and level headed Creativity and philosophy tend to be your forte Like a natural sedative, you have a soothing effect on people Friends and family often turn to you first with their problems You have the personality to be a spiritual or psychological guru

Free Hugs
Sometimes, a hug is all what we need. Free hugs is a real life controversial story of Juan Mann, A man whose sole mission was to reach out and hug a stranger to brighten up their lives. In this age of social disconnectivity and lack of human contact, the effects of the Free Hugs campaign became phenomenal. As this symbol of human hope spread accross the city, police and officials ordered the Free Hugs campaign BANNED. What we then witness is the true spirit of humanity come together in what can only be described as awe inspiring. In the Spirit of the free hugs campaign, PASS THIS TO A FRIEND and HUG A STRANGER! After all, If you can reach just one person...

A Favorite Song
This was one of Gus and my favorite songs because we both felt that in finding each other, we had finally found where we belong. It took on new meaning to ME tho, after his passing. SOMEWHERE I BELONG When this began I had nothing to say And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me I was confused And I let it all out to find/that I'm Not the only person with these things in mind Inside of me But all the vacancy the words revealed Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel Nothing to lose Just stuck/hollow and alone And the fault is my own And the fault is my own I want to heal I want to feel What I thought was never real I want to let go of the pain I've held so long [erase all the pain till it's gone It's gone] I want to heal I want to feel Like I'm close to something real I want to find something I've wanted all along Somewhere I belong And I've got nothing to say I can't believe I did

Real Love Story
One Way LoveWith A Broken Heart Love comes in many strange ways with memories that we sometime wish we could forget but they seem to never die. It causes heartach and pain wich drives us crazzy. We ask ourselfs everyday the biggest question as we wake up from a good sleep and realize reality. What is love for if it causes so much pain to the heart? I one day woke up to find myself in love with someone that I never thought of that way and found myself so very confused. I finaly told her what I felt and after a few days started realizing that it was a one way love and that she mught just be ussing me for what she needed and wanted. She never realy liked me nor wanted anything to do with me. This became very hard on me and I wished love never fell upon me. It was a feeling I didnt want to feel. After about a week, she desided that it was time to move on and she moved out from my place and left town. Now realizing that I was only a place for her

Friendship
There are some who say that frienship has no rules, but I don't think that is completely true. A true friend is someone you can call on just to talk, or just to say Hi because you needed a friendly voice. A true friend will be honest and not pacify you when they think you have done something stupid. A true friend is someone who respects your choices, even if they don't understand why you have made them....and will be there even if those choices blow up in your face, without an "I told you so". A true friend will understand that even though we may be friends with different people, each friendship is unique and each one brings something special to our respective lives. Everyone one of us should have at least one true friend.

My Late Husband
Originally written Sunday, September 03, 2006 Gus was the sunshine of my life. A gifted healer who used Wicca and nature to manipulate what he wanted. He wanted to help everyone.There was so much more to him than "meets the eye"... Powerful, sexy, always slim, very handsome with long curly brown hair, moustache and chin whiskers shot through with red attesting to his Irish heritage. His power and energy were tangible things felt by everyone who came near him. Every moment of our time together is etched in my memory and carved upon my heart and soul like a wound deep inside me threatening to bleed away my spirit. I will always Love you Gus, wherever you may be.......... copyright ©2006 by the author. All rights reserved by author.

Plenty Of Anger
There is plenty of anger inside of me It has to stop Why is there so much anger inside of me? My anger is part of my frustration I have to control it now My anger causes me plenty of trouble There is plenty of anger inside of me And what is anger do I know? Anger is a strong feeling of displasure It is a grief that I have inside of me How can I control it? What triggers my anger? Can I recognize it?

The Crocodile Hunter
Thursday, September 07, 2006 The Death Of Steve Irwin "Crocodile Hunter" Current mood: sad Category: Life I am so sad for Steve's family. I don't have any children, but having lost the love of my life 7 months ago I think I can appreciate some of what Steve's wife is going through now. Nobody can be a tower of strength at a time like that. Nobody. Not when you lose so much, when you lose everything. Her children will keep her going at first, and I feel so sad for them. His son is too young to really ever have any memory of his Dad. He died in such a strange way. It makes you wonder what powers of The Universe decided to reach out and snatch him away right then and there, and like that. It boggles the mind. But that is what life on this planet as a human is like, isn't it? Let his death serve as a poignant reminder to us all not to take anything for granted, and in the words of Tim Mcgraw to always "live like you were dying."

After A Very Long Time Away, And After Alot Of Thinkin
Well, it's pretty apparent that only two ppl on my friends list has commented about my return to this place. Now, if it was a year ago, i'd be bitchin about it, but after being away for so long, and thinkin about it........Fuck it.... My attitude toward this place as changed, tremendously, and now i see what this place really is........ a fuckin interweb high school. Ppl as fake as they pics, frolic about, post for "contest", and BS like that, and the sad thing was......i was playin into this No more though. If you have me on your homies list, best believe i don't give a shit if you remove me or not. My passion is my interweb project, ZTP. I'm here to get noticed, and if you don't wanna be apart of this than remove me I've come to see what kind of "juggalos" are on here, and i take a glance ppl at my list and see about 95 percent of you ppl as sheep. I'm not gonna be a clone and use Juggalo to get ppl added, and post MCL no more Call me a juggahoe, i don't give a fuck

Psychic Protection
Originally posted at wicca.com Greetings! This is a massive topic and I apologize for the length of this rambling. It isn't something that can be covered briefly however and I'm sure this discussion will still leave many questions. Occasionally, either through a journey in the astral or contact with people in the physical realm, it is necessary to protect or cleanse yourself Psychically. We've all known people who always seem to have a major crisis brewing in their lives right? What happens, is that some never have learned how to maintain their own energy or draw upon natural energies to keep themselves whole and in good condition spiritually as they should. These people continually seek out others that will allow themselves to be attached to. They use a ploy of feel sorry for me, or come to me and I will give you access to the powers of the universe or any number of other pick-up lines that can be very convincing or tug at your heart strings. Essentially, th

Small Talk
We all have certain things that we hate and find completely and utterly annoying. For me, one of those things is small talk with people I could not give a rat's ass about, like co-workers or neighbors (small talk is a very typical American habit. In Eastern Europe you can avoid this unpleasantry by giving that person an evil eye or condemning them to hell. In Somalia, you can feed that person to a pack of hungry lions or people) There is always that awkward moment upon encountering that said person and making a forced eye contact, when I feel obliged to break the daunting silence in fear of being considered rude or unwelcoming. There is always that wonderment of who is going to start talking first (usually its the other person), always followed by a severely pointless question or comment like: "Its nice outside, isn't it?" which always makes me want to answer: "I'll be darned! I had no idea, since I was locked up in a cage for the past few days and did not just walk in here behind y

Memories
I wrote this eight months after Gus passed... Have you ever watched someone die? Until eight months ago neither had I Eyes sting with tears held back Painful memories sneak attack Just when I think I've put them to bed They rear their ugly head

Faith
Have you ever seen a sand clock? Have you flipped it over and observed those tiny grains of sand all over sudden come rushing through the funnel, one just like the other, hurrying to get to the narrow part, pushing and shoving while being concentrated in a tight spot, just to fall through and join its counterparts all the way at the bottom? For hundreds of thousands of years, since the beginning of humanity, we have been going through a gigantic sand clock of life, starting all the way in a top chamber the moment we are born and making our way down every second without stopping. Unlike the sand clock, however, we do not get to start all over again once we reach the bottom and the clock is turned upside down to repeat the process. This is where this analogy ends and the reality of our existence begins. Since the beginning of human experience we have been trying to find the explanation for our presence and the reasons for overcoming the struggles that life throws in our face. Do w

Memories Fade, Unfortunately...
He stood now at the edges of her dreams His long powerful arms extended As he called to her across the misted distances between the worlds of the living and the dead and begged her not to forget him.

The Next Trip
to those who read my blog about reno i did great in reno in my bowling tournament and since i did so well they have invited me this year to go to alberque (sorry missed spelled)new mexico. it was an experience on that trip so now it is really going to be an experience when i go to new mexico cause i have never been....so i will be there in june for four days and i hope i do as well this year as i did last year...if any one can tell my goal in life is to be a pro bowler so i can win lots of money instead of working a 9 to 5 job monday thur friday when i can go in one weekend and make 3x's the amount that i would make in a months time...so i hope this makes since to yall cause i know it does to me and if you set goals in life you will soon get there in jesus name amen

Ghost Hunters Internatunal
Ok this is a new show that comes on SiFI on wensdays at 9 eatern. Its a sping off of ghost hunters and i love it! I an into all kindes of Peranormal stuff!!! I Love the fact that tahy are looking into hauntings overseas in places like Scotland and Iraland, the land of my fathers. Its so awsome.

Me Stripped Down
My life in a nut shell... well love to party... if you didn't already guess. I grew up in foster care and it sucked. I Love strippers and computers. Online Web Cam strippers and me... a perfect match. lol. I luv strippers. If you become my friend I'll let you check out my stripper girl... supplies limited so join now... jk... and for the ladies reading this... I'm not a total prev... well maybe I am!!!

Elections....
in europe,we have[also!!!] corrupted politicians,stupid presidents,incapables governments....so,when the elections come,its a hard time 4 us 2 make a good choice...BUT,2 elect a black moslem..or a woman...as president!!!???!!....america is in deep shit this time,i think!....

Leaving Fubar
Okay so I am not really gonna leave fubar for good. But here is my thing. As of March I will be going to the overnight shift at my job. Which means I will not be on here at night anymore. But I figured while I am adjusting to the overnights once again I will take a small break from the internet. I need to do some thinking about my life and really the internet is getting in my way. I need to see something and I cant do it when I stay up chatting with my friends on here. Much loves to all my friends and I will be back. I leave March 1st. I will return when I have figured things out.

Life
Who thinks that the world is actually gonna end in 2012....... That is the prospective date that the world is suppose to end all pre-determined by several people just a couple to name the Mayans and Nostra Damus and Edgar Casey what so you think leave me a little note ok

Birthday Bashing!
I am going to turn 21 on Feb 6th! Soo i need some hints, ideas, on what to do on my 21st birthday, it is on a weds! Which sucks! I thought about throwing a huge ass party! But thats like a lot of money? But then i thought about clubbing! Or bar sitting! I dont know. Drop by and give me some info!!!

Boyfriend Application
FILL IT OUT: What would u do if I: » I committed suicide: » I said I liked you: » I kissed you: » I lived next door to you: » I started smoking: » I stole something: » I was hospitalized: » I ran away from home: » I got into a fight and you weren't there: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY: » Personality: » Eyes: » Face: » Hair: » Clothes: » Mannerisms: [1] Who are you?(Name, Age, City Or State Or Both) [2] Are we friends? [3] When and how did we meet? [4] How have I affected you? [5] What do you think of me? [6] What's the fondest memory you have of me? [7] Got A Cell? [8] If Yes Whats Your Number?(Dont Need To Give) [9] Do You Live Alone? (If So You Can Use Your House Number If Wanted) [7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies? [8] Do you love me? [9] Have I ever hurt you? [10] Would you hug me? [11] Would you kiss me? [12] Would you fuck me? [13] Are we close? [14] Emotionally, what stands out? [15] Do you wish I was cooler? [16] On a

If U Wanna See My Nsfw Pics...
IF U GUYS WANNA SEE MY NSFW PICS U HAVE TO BUY ME A VIP OR A BLAST IF NO ONE IS WILLING TO DO THIS U AND EVERY ONE ON FUBAR WILL BE OUT OF LUCK ON SEEINF ANYTHING... SO DO WHAT YOU MUST BUT KEEP IN MIND PEOPLE ON FUBAR WILL BE VERY PISSED SO HELP EACHOTHER OUT!!!

Ladies Ladies It A Pimp Out For You! Check It Out!
LADIES LADIES THIS A NEW PIMPOUT FOR THE SEXIEST MEN ON FUBAR! SHOWING THEM MAD LOVE! BiG PoPpA Ya HeArD GeT In WhErE YoU FiT In@ fubar ~ WILDMAN55~PROUD MEMBER OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY ~@ fubar dylonwhosdylon - Founder of Dylon's Divas@ fubar Paulution@ fubar MRTNICE@ fubar

Ex Boyfriend
ok my ex "fred" is a a**hole! he ASSUMED that i am a complete idiot. i bought a new laptop and was playing around with it. he asked me to give hima ride home from work the same day i bought the laptop cuz he bought a chair and needed to get it home. well im a nice person at least in my mind so i gave him a ride home. well w are sitting there talking about this that and the other..ya know just shooting the s**t while he put his chair together. i told him clear as day that i know how to rip music from my cd's as well as download software like limewire to my computer and get music and other file from there as well. so as you can see i can operate the computer and even surf the 'net. i may not spell correctly and have a ton of typo's but a computer illiterate i am not. i did graduate from a vocational high school with computer technology as my course of study. so yea i have some idea as to what i am doing. another thing is he totally is trying to make me the bad guy and the reason are rela

1/21/08: Beginnings And Endings...
I know, I know... its been three months. Yeah, I know what I said. Sometimes you just don't feel like blogging even if you know you probably should. To catch up to the current day: November: Not too many events took place, but there were a few things: I met someone new, and things were doing quite well for a time, but they are not so good now. She is 22 years old and usually I don't date under 30. A few weeks go by, and a couple of very unfortunate events took place in her life, and now our relationship is in limbo. She came to me and asked for time to get herself together, and I granted it. I have not heard very much from her since then, and I have really no choice but to take her at her word and wait, even though I have my doubts she is going to come back to me. Thanksgiving was basically spent alone, as I wanted to. I had offers to dinner from a few people, but I just wanted to stay home and rest. I was told that I was being anti-social, but I feel that I really wasn't, and

This
that familiar buzzing. where is it coming from? headlights awkward silence here again no remorse. no regrets. just hot breath wandering hands lips everywhere goose bumps chills tongue here and there control no control curtains blowing doubt. take advantage of me i will submit harder faster no respect no shame just hot wet rythmic panting screaming choking more more more

Sign
that familiar buzzing. the sound of death is what it is. that blue glowing under the street lights. that faint buzzing that only just realized i pick out which house it is. the blue burning the cold. the death. curtains moving. engine revving. glancing back deep breath. and that buzzing. defines me now and forever.

Rise
I SINK DOWN TO YOUR LEVEL YOU UTTER THE WORDS THAT FINISH ME OFF I INHALE DEEPLY AND AVOID YOUR LIPS HANDS GUIDE YOU TO ME ARE THESE MY HANDS? IS THIS MY CHOICE? YES, YES I RISE UP IN BREATHLESS WONDER YOU HOLD ME DOWN PRESSING HARDER THAN BEFORE YOU HAVE CONTROL I BITE MY LIPS AND OPEN WIDE AND TAKE YOU IN NAIVE AND TRUSTING RAPED AND HARDENED I ONLY ASK FOR MORE ALL I WANT... THE WORDS IN MY THROAT STOP NO, NO. JUST FUCK ME.

To Be Alone And To Be Loved
I feel so alone, Im so confused All i do is think of you I want you in my life to hold me tight thur out the night i want you to be the one the one to love me you make me smile,even though i hide it well i want your love, your understanding, your trust. to feel your warmth will make me smile to feel your love makes me melt. i like you and want you to be mine forever and always

My Pain Is Real Even If Nobody Knows
i feel empty, blank even. it's been years since i felt this way, infact the very last time was in 99 when my grand-ma passed away. mind you i have felt sad, many times but this is..well can't describe it. i feel, nothing. scarey. i suppose i just am tired of living a lie, acting as if i am ok when infact i am the opposite. as kids we are taught crying = weakness. anger = strength. screw that, i wanna cry. i am GONNA cry. i have watched my past bite me in the ass. all i have ever loved turn on me. i stand back as my current never gets anywhere for my lack of caring. my future is in jepordy. i care no more. someone save me. help me. S.O.S

A Dream Within A Dream By Edgar Allan Poe
A Dream within a Dream by Edgar Allan poe Take this kiss upon the brow! And, in parting from you now, Thus much let me avow- You are not wrong, you deem That my days have been a dream; Yet if Hope has flown away In a night,or in a day, In a vision,or in none, Is it therefore the less gone? All that we see aor seem Is but a dream within a dream. I stand amid the roar Of a surf-tormented shaore, And I hold within my hand Grains of the golden stand- How few! yet how they creep Through my fingers to trhe deep, While I weep- while I weep! Oh God! can I not grasp Thewith a tighter clasp? Oh God canI not save One from the pitless wave? Is all that we see or seem But a dream within a dream?

It Couldnt Get Any Better
There has been so much going on in my life The last year...Lets see I meet back up with chris after not talking to him sence my 10 grade year of high school..We stared talking last November of 2006 Said we did want to hook up...We Got together December 6,2006 we have a great relationship June 19,2007 I found out we were haveing a baby...On October 17,2007 we found out we were haveing a baby girl....We are still together we have been together for a little over a year...Our baby girl will be here any day now...I have to admit i never thought i could love someone as much as I love him i would give up evrything for him and Kirah...they are my world

My Match Today
Well it went pretty good for awhile then the past came back and i know have a blown out knee AGAIN! I wanted to go finish the match fully but my cisin didnt want to so he finished it early. I had to get helped carried out of the ring it was painful. sorry to say i lost by choke out i did not tap never gave up so i should get a rematch if you agree write a comment saying yes or no.

A Really Shitty Time
well it's really sucky right now.... I am told that i am full of bull shit and that i am basicly a horrible wife, due to the fact that i said something to my husband about being out until 11pm.. I'm sorry if i feel upset that i don't have any friends around this area and i hardly ever go out, whoo hoo i've been out a total of like 3 or 4 times total in the whole time i have lived here but that is my own fault. am i right or am i wrong here? I let him go out he's went out numerous times without me and it is sucky that i have to stay home with the kids while he goes out, (or sits over at a buddies house and drinks) I am really torn up about all this but next time i will keep my mouth shut. There's no reason for him to be telling me i'm fucking ridiculous about all this. I know i am rambling on about it all and you men out there will probably side with him. But it kinda hurts my feelings and i wish that he would just listen to me when i try to speak my mind to him. Oh well i am wrong like

You Know Who You Are
This is for all you emotionally crippled people out there who actually need to feed off causing drama. And you know who you are. You need decide to look in the mirror and ask yourself what you want out of life. Ask yourself and look at what your life is going to be like in five years, two years, TOMORROW! You should stop making excuses to yourself and everyone else why you are in the position you are in, and quit looking for a miracle or someone to 'save' you. The universe doesn't work like that. It's up to each and every one of us to find our place and fill it. We all have to make our own way in this world, because no one will do it for us. It's time to grow up a bit take some action. You have no right to ATTEMPT to fuck with the minds of people. Furthermore, it is particularly insulting to attack someone using methods that invade a bond of love and violate everything friendship represents. And recruiting others (who cannot even fathom what's actually going on) to for fuck

The Water Bucket Principle
Every one of us in Life Care, Century Park and Life Care at Home is called to a very important mission - taking care of God's children. We should be grateful that He has entrusted us with such great responsibility. None of us, however, is indispensable. For a person to think so is a demonstration of inflated self-worth and arrogance. I like the following poem, written by an unknown author, which addresses this subject: Sometime when you feel that your going Would leave an unfillable hole, Just follow these simple instructions And see how they humble your soul. Take a bucket and fill it with water, Put your hand in it up to your wrist, Pull it out and the hole that's remaining Is a measure of how you'll be missed. You can splash all you wish when you enter, You may stir up the water galore, But stop, and you'll find that in no time It looks quite the same as before. The hope should be that every succeeding generation is better than the last. For the parent, t

Using Your Delusions
You call yourself Jesus, Lepers crowd around you waiting for a lick of cure Can you still heal them? Is it a better developed delusion today? You’re angry I don’t need you, I’m so angry I don’t want you, I think the intake of breath that defines your existence Is a waste of oxygen molecules, better spent Feeding the chiton mouths of flies on a horse’s ass. Your confidence is false, I see your eyes tearing Your voice wavers, your shoulders shudder.. If you want to be a big man, find another woman Whose IQ and perception match the size of your member And they do cater to the petite.. you’re not the first She blabbers helplessly, and you find your damsel, Her distress is yours, and if you slay her dragon, she’ll Breathe fire on you herself, hers is the contagious sort And you’ll burn in a way you never expected.. They have penicillin for that now, you know.. And maybe you’ll never perceive your depth of loss, You’ll tangle your hands in hair tainted in cheap

In 4th Ends Tomorrow Help!!!!
OK IT'S BEEN A HOT MINUTE SINCE I BEEN IN A CONTEST,SO PLEASE GO RATE/COMMENT.ALL IS APPRECIATED ! IT IS A BOMBING CONTEST IN CASE U WANNA HELP WITH THAT PART TOO. THANKS LINK @ THE BOTTOM !!! Every comment counts as 1 point Every rate counts as 10 points The total combination of Comment points and Rate points added together will be your total score. The highest wins. ENDS MONDAY JAN.21

Jan22 Contest Info!!!
CONTEST INFO!!!!! Starting date.... Tuesday, January 22 at 9:00 pm eastern time... Ending Friday, Feb.1st at 9:00 pm eastern time... Good luck and have fun bombing with your friends....it is highly recommended that you bomb yourself as much as you can to win.... onesxybrat (ill post more info when i get it....)

Run Away
I want to be the rabbit bouncing away from the confusion startled I froze with a case of lock jaw clearly my throat is not slit breath still lies in my body the same body that betrayed me to be held with your gaze eyes evaporating to cold steel pinned to a bed until atonement is achieved by my screams i am a rabbit trapped just waiting for you to skin me.

Ravings Of A Mad Jester.
So whats on my mind today. Women as always. I have realized that most of the people I find attractive will never look at me twice. I mean I was looking at a Devilish Vixen out here tonight. I looked and saw how Many people that had crushes on her. 46 is the number I belive was there. I looked at her blog entrys, she's got a sense of humor. Then I thought to myself, what good will it do me to submitt myself as her friend. I would get accepted, thats easy she gets points for it. But I would never get to know her. She probably wouldn't even look at me twice. I'm not attractive to most. In fact to some I'd be repulsive. So I left a comment and went on my way. I thought she was sexy but didn't think I had a chance. But I don't like just looking at the looks i want to get to know the person behind the body. And in most cases I would rather get to know the person before I see their body. For only the soul shows true beauty. Maybe one day I will have the Body women dream over. Maybe one day I

Useless Facts
1. Women blink nearly twice as much as men 2. Right handed people live, on average, nine years longer than left handed people do 3. The average chocolate bar has 8 insects' legs in it 4. The average human eats 8 spiders in their lifetime at night 5. A rhinoceros horn is made of compacted hair 6. It's impossible to sneeze with your eyes open 7. All of the clocks in the movie Pulp Fiction are stuck on 4:20 8. No word in the English language rhymes with month, orange, silver or purple 9. "Dreamt" is the only English word that ends in the letters "mt" 10. Almonds are members of the peach family 11. The world's youngest parents were 8 and 9 and lived in China in 1910 12. A snail can sleep for 3 years 13. American Airlines saved $40,000 in 1987 by eliminating one olive from each salad served in first-class 14. China has more English speakers than the United States 15. The electric chair was invented by a dentist 16. The strongest muscle in the bo

Make Her The Next Godfather
She has a little over 1,500,000 to go. Help this amazing lady out. She is one of the nicest people you could ever meet. I know she will return the favor. So click on the link and go show her love. WILD@ fubar

If I Seem Distant Lately...
Hello to my awesome peeps! I am sorry I haven\'t had much Fu time lately. I just put my house back on the market, and have been very preoccupied with that. I just wanted to take a minute to say to all my awesome friends,\"Thank you for always showing me the love you do!\" I don\'t always get a chance to comment back when I would like to, but it\'s great knowing you are thinking of me. I just had to put this info here so you know why I have been quiet lately,lol. Hopefully, things will get to normal again soon enough. The responses I\'m getting from potential buyers is better than I anticipated! Hopefully , it will go quickly. Thanks again all, and I\'m sorry for seeming so neglectful and had to say thanks again for understanding, and for the amazing amout of love you always show! Hope to catch up soon!

True Friend
a true friend is someone that you can count on to be there by your side no matter what a true friend is someone that can always put a smile on your face no matter what a true friend is there to hold your hand when you are scared an alone a true friend is there to hold you when you are hurting the most a true friend is there to pick you up when you fall a true friend is one that never leaves you no matter what you have done a true friend is someone you can count on i have a true friend an my true friend is you cory by:april peterson dedicated to cory

Hello Dear.
Hello Dear, Can you see me? My hair has a new style. I bought a dress in a smaller size. Put on my best smile. If I want to hear a compliment I will have to wait a while. Hello Dear, Can you hear me? I asked "How was your day?" You're focused on the TV again. Do you care what I have to say? It must be to much to ask that we talk some more today. Hello Dear, Can u feel me? I'm eager for your touch. I tried to hug you earlier. A kiss would mean so much. It must be hard to take the time. I'll wait till there's no rush. Hello Dear, Do you miss me? You've been out quite a while. Wouldn't it be bice to take me dancing? Show of my great smile? I hate to be alone all the time Going that extra mile. Hello Dear, If I can't be seen. I have no value in your eye. If I can't be heard I have no reason to cry. If you can't feel my touch. Then I no longer care to try. If you dont miss me. Then you'll understand Good-bye. Written by Naomi Jo Rush f

Unblinded Eyes
You say that you love me But you are not sure For you even doubt your own feelings From within your Heart and Soul You live in this world Letting your mind control Over your Heart and Soul Not truly living at all it seems The very mind you have Can lie to you all the while Unlike that Heart and Soul Hidden deep within your very being Come and see what I mean To live with your Heart and not your mind To truly be free and blessed Within this world and realm Granted living as I do now May cause you some heartache and pain But in living life this way You are no longer clouded and blind Open up your Heart Let it see past your mind Threw renewed eyes and light To the purest joys of the night Rejoice in this new found happiness For that is what it is and will become A life with out anymore lies A life to live to the fullest of times.

Heart Me Babies
MY PERSONAL ID# IS 1144706 SO COME ON MY LIL VALENTINES GET ME SOME HEARTS....THE HEARTS ARE 1/2 TODAY 1/21/08 SO BE MINE SWEETIES HEART ME ~KISSES This game is NOW OPEN! Kick off the new year and share some LOVE with your fu-friends! I've added F.A.Q. to my blog, click me below to visit my profile and check it out if you have questions! Good luck to all! This game is happily brought to you by Heartistic Soul@ fubar A repost is appreciated!

I Miss You Perry
perry it has been one whole mouth since you died and i miss you so much buddy i miss seeing you and talking to you your my best friend and always will be i know i will see you when i die but it will seem like for ever till then i love you man and i can't even say in words what it is like with out you here rest in peace perry i love you and all ways will your in my heart till the end of my days

Fu Couple Of The Year
Winners of the "Fu-Couple of The Year" Contest Is: **With 625 Rates** Muerte Bella & Baka ~*~Muerte Bella™...ღBaka'sღ...~*~@ fubar Baka (not japanese...)@ fubar (will be divided between the couple) Prizes: (3,000) 11s donated by 9 VIP members(each have donated 200 11s each, the rest will be given by me..i will post the ppls names when the contest ends.) (4) graphics done by Keno (100,000) fubucks donated by → §iηƒüL ÅÐÐï¢†ioη ← (6) graphics done by me (2) edits done by me (200,000) fubucks given by me (2) 1 Day Blast given by me Generous Donations were given by: (400) 11s & (4) graphics K E N O..Owner of the KOs & F&H Cap'n@ fubar (200) 11s & 100.000 fubucks §iηƒüL ÅÐÐï¢†ioη™ → 2ηd αlαrm H0ttiε@ fubar (200) 11s

The Sorceress
See my flesh,Look at me. There are scars inside of me. I am beautiful,if you can't see. Want me to lift my shirt? It won't happen. Cause I have such great dignity. See my eyes,Look inside. Come awhile,And sit tonight. Can you see the Oceans Storms? That is my soul,Ravaging,Torturing, All those that get in my way. See these ears, They heard your screams. And I heard voices, In my dreams. And you begged for a million things. I stopped and climbed, Into a hollow tree. I let the branches take over me. Ivy grew inside my loins. Poison Ivy took my poise. This hair is sparkles, Like glitter and stars. You laid and look for a small while. And Then You cried, Because you knew, That you had lost the love that was true. I am the sorceress. I took nature inside my body. My Teardrops fell into a river. And then I floated and hit rocks. The fishes ate away the impurities.... I ended up in a swamp,The frogs laid on me like lily pads. I stood up,And felt

Happy 29th, Princess!
Today is the 29th birthday of a very special lady to me. Please give her 29 photo ratings, stash ratings, blog ratings and comments. Thank you. cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH ~ {2nd Alarm Hotties} ~ {Club F.A.R}@ fubar

My Current Life
Hello friends and family, Well, I haven't been on here too much lately and here's why. First, school started up for me again and I'm very busy. You know how that goes. Plus, I started dating a nice lady and have been spending a lot of time with her. I do jump on here every now and then, so if you send me an email, I'll certainly reply. Todd

Just A Good Friend, No Promises Pimppout
THE GUY BELOW IS LOOKING FOR A FEW NEW GOOD FRIENDS. CAN YOU PLEASE HELP HIM ON HIS QUEST? IV'E KNOWN HIM A LONG TIME AND WANTED TO HELP OUT TONIGHT... LarryB THIS PIMPOUT DESIGN BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE BOOMBASTIC: ~/~ SASSY LAURIE~/~~Please show the love!

Join Trios Naughty Place For Fun And Excitement
http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=53587 come and join our happy lil wild family and enjoy some real fun in here with a great sense of humor chatting witha tasteful sexual atmosphere,

Love
Love is something two people share. Love the other as you would have them love you. Show care and respect. Be supportive in dreams and help the dream come true. Work at makeing life what the two of you wish it to be. What you give is what you will receive. To bad not all people will agree with me on all that. Its a shame that some believe violence keeps a relationship going Or that games must be lpayed with the hearts and minds of others To be happy. Violence creates violence.. LOVE creates LOVE

Lessons
Lessons by Alone So many lessons Of love to learn Love has boundaries Points of no return Sometimes passion Can completely consume The simple touch of your hand Or the smell or your perfume Romance, two hearts Coming together as one You feel it instantly inside Like the warmth of the sun Emotions easily mistaken Is it love or is it lust Just look to your heart The one thing you can trust Lessons of love Points of no return It's raging inside of you Let the fire burn.

Is Beer Good For You
When you reach for an ice cold mug of suds on a hot summer day, you're not just quenching your thirst, you're doing something healthy for your body -- seriously! What if your doctor prescribed you a medicine that could reduce strokes, heart and vascular disease, and the incidence of cataracts and breast cancer cells? You would take it every day, right? Well, you won't have to see your doctor for this remedy, but you may want to visit your favorite bartender. It's fairly common knowledge that beer has a relaxing effect on the body and can reduce stress, but there are a myriad of other health benefits of this potent potable that are not as apparent at your local happy hour. There has never been better reasons to enjoy a cold one. So test your beer health IQ. The Healthy, Happy Hour Beer Quiz: True or false? Beer is good for your heart. True: A Dutch study conducted by TNO Nutrition and Food Research found that a known reference for predicting future cardiovascular disease,

Just Me And My Thoughts
It’s been a while since I have last actually wrote a blog. I have been posting song lyrics , poems, & videos but nothing actually in my own words. I have been at a loss for words here lately. So much has changed and really nothing has all at once. If you understand what I mean by all that. I has this grant design on how I wanted things to go this year. So far nothing is going like I planned. Things aren’t really a mess but they are on the verge of a train wreck in the making. Some things I understand how they got this way and then others I have no idea where the road turn into this rough confusing road that I’m on. The only thing I can do is sit back and think about what is going on and figure out where I want to do from here. For some it may be a goodbye on the way , then there might be some holding on, & heart break might even be on this road. There is something on my mind it’s actually a song and I want to share it with you. I Want To Know What Love Is by Foreigner I gotta

An Update To Everyone!
I guess some of you might have been wondering where I have been and what I have been up to lately. Well let me tell you it has not been all that great in my life lately. Just 4 days after X Mas..my stepfather brutally attacked my sister (the one in the photos with me) and left her for dead. She was not found until 7 hrs later. Me and my fiance found her laying in a puddle of blood. Blood splattered on the walls! It was not a pretty scene! He attacked her while she slept! Grabbed her by her throat and startled her awake and told her if she screamed he would slit her throat. He proceeded to pound her face and then slashed her face in 4 different locations. She was bad as can be. Her life is never going to be the same again! Shes on the mend now! And he was caught as well. He slashed his throat as the police closed in on him but he lives but did major damage to himself (which was not good enough as far as I am concerned)...Hes in jail and facing 31 + years if found guilty on all acco

A Brotha's Apology...
I see you sittin there...so together but inside the tears keep fallin I see the anger, the disappointment inside...I hear a voice that`s calling at nights end...u pretend it doesn`t matter that there is no one waiting at home-WELL, I know it matters because I too am alone. NOW FOR EVERY MAN THAT EVER HURT YOU, FOR EVERY TEAR THAT FELL FROM YOUR EYES..HERE AND NOW I`D LIKE TO APOLOGIZE! I`M SORRY for the many nights you spent staring at the phone, I`M SORRY for the birthdays,the holidays...just the days you spent alone, I`M SORRY for the other women that made you feel less than the queen you are, I`M SORRY that he reached for the moon when in his hand he held a star, I`M SORRY for the broken promises,the broken ribs and blackened eyes behind tinted shades, I`M SORRY for the fear you had,the risk he takes. I`M SORRY that the only time you heard I LOVE YOU was when he found himself between your thighs, HERE AND NOW WITH MY SOUL,WITH MY HEART, TO YOU....I APOLOGIZE. I`M SORRY

To Say Goodbye
A voice amongst the wind is seeking Shadow, however the voice knows that she may not want to hear what needs to be said but she needs to hear these words. Some words are hard for her to accept or believe. Hard to know when words should matter and need to be taken in to deal with a broken soul. Broken like the many silver mirror pieces that are scattered throughout the dark forest. The gentle wind comes to a halt; Shadow is sitting against the tree with fresh blood on the bark and gazing at her palm. The wind takes human form yet stands where he stops and sees Hunter, her protector, across the river. Blue eyes stares at amber eyes. Both echoing the same pain in them, for Shadow is why both are here in the forest, both at a lost on how to reach her and both wanting to shield her from any more harm. Hunter and the wind stare at each other then focus on her. Hunter hears a branch break through Mother Earth and sees the branches come forth to encase Shadow within. Shadow continues to sta

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I am the shadow of everything that has been and of everything you have been. I am both the bringer of memories and forgetfulness. I shadow you all of your days, and hold you into the night. I am the soul of sadness and the bringer of joy. I exist for but a moment as you pass between worlds, yet I am forever trapped within that moment, within the twilight that is fleeting, yet as certain as the dawn. I am the water that licks the land and then recedes, each time taking away a bit of one shore and depositing it on another. Every grain of earth I overtake is hallowed. Every soul is in my sacred trust, albeit briefly. I am the voice of melancholy. My whisper shall always stir in your soul. Come to the edge of twilight and heed the point beyond the silence Stretch yourself into the distance to where I wait with hands extended to catch your tears and blend them with my own So shall you drown in the dark waters of remembrace Then you shall weep no more the tears of sorro

Time For A New Life
Well all life has certainly changed, i can now live life and move on. so yes i am single, well divorced, 3 kids, no pets, living a sad lonely life.. hehe, i got my kids that is important for me, but its time to look and see whats out there, .... lol OMG i made a yahoo Personal and actually PAID for it... How low am i.. well lets just say its time to mnove on......

When You Can't Find The G
You'd think I would have been drinking on this one. This was my kid's bedtime story tonight from the Sesame Street ABC's collection put out by Reader's Digest. Now someone tell me why it makes me giggle??? Gg- G Whiz Hello there! It is I, your furry pal Grover. I am looking for my letter G. It is around heere somewhere. Perhaps it got lost in this tall grass. Would you help me look for it? Here is a goose. And there is a goat. But I do not see my G, do you? While I sit on this gate and wait, I will eat some green grapes. I can see that it is not going to be an easy job, finding this G. I will spead a glob of glue here. Maybe the G will get stuck in it. Then I will be able to grab it. OK! OK! I will try a more gentle approach. I will play a little song on my guitar. Perhaps the G will want to come out and listen. Well, that did not work. I will snap on some goggles and ask these goldfish if they have seen my G. Maybe I need glasses to see better. With the

To Answer Ur Questions...
Ok to answer all those "where have u been" questions.... I've been busy as shit w/ dr apts. yea and i get the next question.. "are you sick, u ok"... im fine, i been goin to the docs a lot cause im pregnant! and No you can't be my baby's daddy, Morphine's got that covered.

Stupid Questions....
How many of you have been hit with the following: 1) Somebody calls your name, you answer, then get hit with the following question: "Are you asleep?" Logic dictates that if you answer, you are not asleep, OR you are NO longer asleep. 2) You are busy working on a project and someone walks into the room, looks directly at you and asks: "Are you busy?" There are times when I am asked this question and I just want to take the person out, stake them over an ant hill, wait till the ants have had a good two hours at em, then ask: "Are you uncomfortable?" 3) You just take a bite of food, a person turns to you, clearly sees you are chewing something and asks: "Are you eating?" 4) Someone has really gone way overboard pissing you off. Your face is red, your hands are shaking, you have an expression on your face that would make the devil himself run for cover, and they ask: "Did I upset you?" 5) From my military days: While on a NATO joint exercise I was l

On The Air!!!
Starting tomorrow mornin at 6 A.M. your favorite DJ will be back on the air waves. I will also be in that lounge of ours so you can holla at me for your favorite songs. We will also be like a regular mornin show where we talk about stupid stuff, read headlines, and just have a great ole time. Our lounge is right here on Fubar but if you need the addy here it is: http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=51165 Now set your alarms for 6 A.M. CST. and get ready to laugh your morin off to a great start.

Some Of My Poetry
The Dove As the wind blows gently through the night, listen closely and you will hear such flight the wings of the dove as she soars so high in search of he who captured her heart. Over the mountains, oceans and beyond never losing hope of what lies beyond. Will she find what she is looking for or perhaps search unendingly into the wind as her graceful wings flutter with such beauty and grace. Her heart weeps as she soars on..... Oh what wonders she has seen from above. Brilliant colored skies, snow topped mountains green rolling hills, the deepest blue oceans.... Yet somewhere out there is her journeys end.... Until she reaches that magical, mystical place to find he who captured her heart she soars on striving to exist.... Only time and perserverance will lead her to her undying love.... Searching, seeking, wanting, needing.... Will he be there when she reaches her final destination or have flown into the heavens above.... Will her journey end in sadness o

Big Poppa Pimpout Was A Successful On Two Of His Ladies! Great Job Fubar!
THIS IS A BIG POPPA PIMPOUT PRODUCTION FOR THE SEXIEST,SHAWTY'S ON FUBAR. CLICK ON THE SHAWTY'S AND SHOW THEM SOME PIMPS LOVE. WELL WE HAD TWO OF THE PIMPOUT'S TO LEVEL AND A FEW CLOSE TO MAKING LEVELING! YOU ARE THE BOMB LADIES AKAMRS. T~LIL PLEASURE~LIL BUSINESS~DYLON'S DIVA~@ fubar NEEDS 135,888 TO THE INSIDER AND THE END RESULTS WAS (116,253) tweetybird~ MEMBER OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY~R/L wife of WILDMAN55@ fubar NEEDS 201,648 TO FU-KING AND THE END RESULTS WAS (191,993) Thickndaazz4ya (NBSD Family Promoter) & Member of Dylon's Divas!!! Drink Me Baby!@ fubar NEEDS 688,552 TO HENCHMEN AND THE END RESULTS WAS (687,322)

Sexy Night
Grab some love and hold on thight, It's time to start this week off right, Sexy love is in the air, A long hard ride will get you there, Some like it naughty, some like it nice, Some play with chains, licks and bites, Cuffs, blindfolds, ropes and toys, Or just hard ridin Girls on boys, Playtime is fun if it's done right, So have some fun and play tonight..... A> MySpaceFools.com Have a Sexy night xoxoxoxooxxo Dusty

What Wedo
Music:My Curse by Killswitch Engage Get Yours: Music Codes> > From: ?Lil Bit ? Date: 19/11/2007You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same thing

Dales Final Ride
It was a sunny Feburary day The air was tense some would say. This is the Biggest Race of the Season To drive and win was just enough reason. Excitement seemed to fill the air Drivers gathered together in prayer. A loving wife's hand on her husband' shoulder Praying for protection from the Great Beholder. Seasoned drivers,rookies,and past champions too Were readying themselves for the race that is true. A father was driving his dead son's car In memory of a life lost,on his heart a scar. Another father looking proud as he can be Drove behind his son,in car number three. Both father and boss,three cars on the track, All wanting to win,none looking back. Had they looked back,what they would see The Intimidator turned Protector in Car Number Three, He blocked and swerve,well that was no sin, He held the pack off so his drivers could win. Just when he knew that the race was won, Dale hit the wall in a race of his own. All went black as he closed his eyes,I k

Bullshit Frontpages
i'm sure this has been posted many times but couldnt stand it any longer. I dont see what it would hurt for people to actually post pictures of themselves instead of pinup models. i think it is much sexier if people are actually proud of who they are. enuf said

Get Over Your Damn Self!!!!
I have a friend on here, who happens to be real popular, especially with the fellas. And yes, she is very attractive, and a down to earth type of woman. But I swear, if I see or hear one more tirade about how somebody's feelings were hurt, or how they feel so betrayed by someone on here, when they have done little or nothing to convince you that they were your only one, or your true love, or soulmate, or whatever goofy term you wanna call your internet infatuation, I'm just gonna explode, and start putting the names and profile links in my blogs!!! Now she's contemplating leaving this site because of some obsessed BOYS acting like fools, simply because she's attracting other men's attentions. And if you would happen to be on her profile, it clearly states TWICE that she is single!!! Which means she is obligated to no one!! If you supposedly had her heart all to yourself, don't you think she would have changed her relationship status? Seems like an easy tweak on the profile settings.

Love Is The Greatest
I love the man im with hes not like everyone else hes understanding and careing just what a man is supposed to be, to be there when a lady needs him and be very trust worthy and honest hes what love is supossed to be a knight who comes along and rescue his princess from the evil tower Thank you Dean so much for givin me your love :)

Think About It!?
John Smith started the day early having set his alarm clock (MADE IN JAPAN) for 6am. While his coffeepot (MADE IN CHINA) was perking, he shaved with his electric razor (MADE IN HONG KONG). He put on a dress shirt (MADE IN SRI LANKA), designer jeans (MADE IN SINGAPORE) and tennis shoes (MADE IN KOREA) After cooking his breakfast in his new electric skillet (MADE IN INDIA) he sat down with his calculator (MADE IN MEXICO) to see how much he could spend today. After setting his watch (MADE IN TAIWAN) to the radio (MADE IN INDIA) he got in his car (MADE IN GERMANY) filled it with GAS (from Saudi Arabia) and continued his search for a good paying AMERICAN JOB. At the end of yet another discouraging and fruitless day checking his Computer (Made In Malaysia), John decided to relax for a while. He put on his sandals (MADE IN BRAZIL) poured himself a glass of wine (MADE IN FRANCE) and turned on his TV (MADE IN INDONESIA), and then wondered why he can't find a good paying job in AME

Keep This In Mind...
An older lady gets pulled over for speeding... Older Woman: Is there a problem, Officer? Officer: Ma'am, you were speeding. Older Woman: Oh, I see. Officer: Can I see your license please? Older Woman: I'd give it to you but I don't have one. Officer: Don't have one? Older Woman: Lost it, 4 years ago for drunk driving. Officer: I see...Can I see your vehicle registration papers please. Older Woman: I can't do that. Officer: Why not? Older Woman: I stole this car. Officer: Stole it? Older Woman: Yes, and I killed and hacked up the owner. Officer: You what? Older Woman: His body parts are in plastic bags in the trunk if you want to see. The Officer looks at the woman and slowly backs away to his car and calls for back up. Within minutes, 5 police cars circle the car. A senior officer slowly approaches the car, clasping his half drawn gun. Officer 2: Ma'am, could you step out of your vehicle please! The

The Curtain Rods
> She spent the first day packing her belongings into boxes, crates and suitcases. On the second day, she had the movers come and collect her things. On the third day, she sat down for the last time at their beautiful dining room table by candlelight, put on some soft background music, and feasted on a pound of shrimp, a jar of caviar, and a bottle of Chardonnay. > When she had finished, she went into each and every room and stuffed half-eaten shrimp shells dipped in caviar, into the hollow of the all of the curtain rods. She then cleaned up the kitchen and left. > When the husband returned with his new, much younger girlfriend, all was bliss for the first few days. Then slowly, the house began to smell. They tried everything, cleaning, mopping, and airing the place out. ..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> Vents were checked for dead rodents, and carpets were steam cleaned. Air fresheners were hung everywhere. Extermi

What The Hell Was He Thinking
Anyhow if you know me you know Ihave this dumbass ex ok. Well what in the hell possesses a man to ask if he can claim the kids I have taken care of by myself for the year without child support ok, for 6 mos. of last year. Can someone explain to me what goes on in a mans mind to think this is ok.. He has a new wife, and a kid on the way.Cant believe he would even think I would help him out.....

Family
I have found that family does always mean blood ties, that families can be woven together in many ways. In the last year my family has grown quite large and 2 people impaticular I have grown very close to and am proud to say they are a large part of my life these days. If either of you read this you know who you are and I want you to know how much you mean to me. As I said my family has grown quite large and I am proud of all of the new people I have gained as sisters, brothers, son or daughters. I may seem to be rambling but the real moral here is that family is not just a word for blood relatives or relatives you aquire by marriage it is a word that means people in your life that you are want to share your life with, people that you are always there for and who are always there for you no matter what. The 2 people I mentioned above have been a sorce of strength for me during some very trying times over the past several months and I Thank them with al my heart and I love them very

Lounge Creation
Hey everyone. Just wanted to let yall know I created a lounge, and would love have you join me there sometime. I also need someones' knowledge on creating my skins, or background image in the lounge. Anyone and everyone is welcome. Hopefully see you all there soon! xoxoxoxo Cindy aka TOBE

The Truth About Georgia
Hope you get this one. I'm not sure about "memory lane" THINGS I HAVE LEARNED LIVING IN GEORGIA : 1. Possums sleep in the middle of the road with their feet in the air 2. There are 5,000 types of snakes and 4,998 live in GEORGIA . 3. There are 10,000 types of spiders. All 10,000 live in GEORGIA plus a couple no one's seen before 4. If it grows, it sticks; if it crawls, it bites. 5. Onced and twiced are words. 6. It is not a shopping cart; it is a buggy. 7. Fire ants consider your flesh as a picnic. 8. People actually grow and eat okra. 9. Fixinto is one word. 10. There is no such thing as "lunch". There is only dinner and then there is supper. 11. Ice tea is appropriate for all meals and you start drinking it when you're two. We do like a little tea with our sugar! 12. Backards and forwards means "I know everything about you." 13. DJeet? is actually a phrase meaning "Did you eat?" 14. You don't have to wear a watch because it doesn't

Keeper Of My Heart
In the darkness I awoke to He lay beside me slumbering Legs gently entwine mine TV off, heater on, train rolls by. My back to him Arms stretched over me One tucked under my head His breath warm on my ear my neck, my cheek. His breathing increases Snores coming on Volumes changing His sound is mine for the moment. His hand gently caressing for a brief moment and his breath became a gentle kiss on my shoulder. Was he asleep? Warmth, security, solitude, companion, lover, friend, keeper of my heart.

This Is Cute
So its their 7th month anniversery and the girl calls her boyfriend:: girl: I love you. - Boy: Yeah I know everyone does! -Girl: Really? - Boy: Yeah...everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday. - Girl: Oh...but am I only your friend? - Boy: No...you're my girlfriend...why? - Girl: So when I say I love you I really do mean it. - Boy: Yeah I know you do mean it...its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me anymore cuz I know you love me since the day we got together and i love you more each and everyday. - Girl: ...... - Boy: So wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7 month anniversary? - Girl: Yeah...where? - Boy: I dont know...maybe movie then dinner? -Girl: Ok. - Boy: Ill pick you up after I get off and get ready ok? - Girl: Ok. What time do you get off? - Boy: In 2 hours and then I gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 mintues... -Girl: hey

Scares On My Heart
Funerella.com - Creepy pictures, gothic death, dark layouts You scared my heart, You scared my face, What the hell was it you were tring to embrace. Did it make you feel like a man, To hurt me in this way. I should have know better, I should have never went that way. The path I chose, Left me with so much pain. I blame myself, No one else. Why does it always turn out this way? I loved you with all I had, You knew it well, But you didnt care anyway. You used my love, To get her back, Then you threw me away. It is the same old song, The same old dance, None of it is worth it anyway. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Never Will I Miss
every now and then life gets a little too real begin and end not so far apart every now and then every now and then we find a road to home fighting to understand what i run from every now and then lady did i miss the time somehow did i not understand a little bit more today lady will you dance tonight time and distance i'll put away just for a night we both understand i don't want to miss this time the world can see me cry tonight they'll also see me rise tonight a path to another time tonight never could i miss tonight every now and then silence i hope you see i'll stand beside your quiet dreams never will i miss a night lady did i miss the time somehow did i not understand a little bit more today lady will you dance tonight time and distance i'll put away just for a night we both understand i don't want to miss this time never will i miss a night

Goo Dawgs From Uga
UGA Bulldog Fans!************Do you bleed red and black? Then let Uga hear from you. Give him a "WOOF" or "How bout them DAWGS!" ~See Ya Tween the Hedges!.....For your enjoyment>>>>>>>>>>> You Know You're From Georgia When... Sweet tea is THE drink. No questions. When a waitress asks what you want to drink and you say Coke, she asks "What kind?" *******"Ya'll" is a word. ********Atlanta is known as "The City." *********You know the difference between a hillbilly, a redneck, and a Southerner. *********The one way to be killed in .5 seconds is to talk about somebody's mama or talk bad to somebody's mama. **************Krispy Kreme dounuts are the only kind of dounuts you eat. *************Fried chicken is a major part of your diet. When the Goverment started telling people to stock up on duck tape, you were waaaaaaaaaay ahead of them. ********You walk into someone's house and people are sitting around smoking what they call "the garden" ******On one side of the road there's Wal-Mart and

For My Oopsy
FUBAR'S #1 DIVA Oopsy Daisy RIGHT HERE JUST CLICK THIS PIC BELOW Have you added her yet? No! Then what the hell are you waiting for? You all this is Oopsy Daisy one of Fubars best. This woman is flying off the board in new friends and profile rates.. She really didn't need my pimpin here but I couldn't help myself today. I felt like I needed to show this woman how very specail she is to so many people on here not only that but just for a little bit see if I can toss some extra love her way... I love sharing with you all the coolest people I find so we all can benifit from having them on our friend list. I work every hard on thes bullies and background.. This just doesn't take a few minutes.. In many cases it takes me a few hours before I come up with what I hope will be a very nice stylin bully for you all to enjoy.. Lets not let my hard work and time go in v

Ok Lets Help These Ppl, Level.....
Pimp outs for 1/20/08 - Help them in anyway you can!!! They are all wonderful people!!! PLEASE REPOST!! :D MY HUNNY! He is only 10,420 from leveling! cardinalkid1974-BF2-synful angel@ fubar Jenn She is only 9,683 from leveling! LadyCatie aka Lady Ontrose@ fubar JT He is only 1,219 from leveling! Lord Ontrose aka St. Nic@ fubar

Finally
Over the years of friendship, feeling had arisen and faded on multiple occasions. Even though it had become painfully obvious that there was never going to be an ‘us’, some feelings would never be completely cast aside. This was never more relevant than it was now. When my phone rang, I expected it to be a wrong call or my mother, since those were the only two calls that I ever received. Almost all communication in was done via text messaging or email. A call will almost always throw me for a loop, and seeing your picture come up was most unexpected, but never unwanted. I couldn’t remember the exact number of times you had called me prior, but it was easily in the single digits, and never unprompted. I knew something must have been wrong. Fearing the worst, I answered and hoped it was nothing. Your voice shook as you spoke, but you didn’t sound like you were crying any longer. “Can you pick me up from work, I don’t think I can drive right now?” you asked. “Of cours

Need New Skin
Yep you heard right. I need a new skin for my profile. I figured I'd get around to updating everything on my page so all I need now is new skin and I'm wondering if anybody out ther knows how to make them and if they do can they make me a kick ass one? In other news, I have a graphics page up and running up on Myspace called Dark Soul Graphics. So feel free to check out some of my work in my Edited Pictures folder here on Fubar, or feel free to check out my graphics page. And while your there feel free to check out my main page, Soul Reaper. Http://myspace.com/darksoulgraphics

Leveling Lovers Lounge...
I'm going to make a Lounge so we can talk about the family... and also make some new friends and help those that need some help.... if anyone here wants to help with the lounge, pls let me know... ty muah

Deviloution
hearing your cries watching as your skin fries a lone man comes to save oh please don't misbehave he has come to save us and you gave him such a fus you think your safe and sound kneel bitch, face to the ground DEVILoution it's his age DEVILoution it's his time DEVILOUTION AN EVIL REVOULUTION satan sees your mortal soul offers you the gift of control the evil dream inside there's nowhere to hide your greed is your demise your body, food for the flies lost all that you had pray heathen, to your loving dad DEVILoution it's all around you DEVILoution there's nothing you can do DEVILOUTION A NEW KIND OF EVOLUTION God as come to save the day trying to keep your demons at bay his holy word, booming loud your true faith makes him proud his mortal child only to be defiled Jesus preaching his father's deeds trying to drive out your satanic needs Deviloution is here satan is calling you Deviloution is here he has something new Deviloution Devilo

How It Is
the one i love her words like a dove the look in her eye's hearing her own lies i tried to tell her what to do but now it looks like we're through all i wanted was to say good bye but now it seems as if you want to die the only thing i could say wasn't enough to keep your demons at bay i offered my heart and soul just for you to control it's as if i didn't mean anything to you or just had something better to do but i still tried to show like the falling of the snow that no matter what, you always come down and you wonder why you frown my monotone words not even sence to the birds had more meaning that known if only i had shown that life isn't as great remember the stories of fate? our time for judgment is here you with a evil snear i have an ace up my sleeve too and no matter what you do i still have my soul not like you, so out of control

"where Have You Been All My Life"
OK sooo I have come to the conclusion that I will NEVER come at the wright time. I have heard one to many times in my life the timeless and meaningless statments of "where have you been all my life?" and wait for it my personal favorite "why couldnt I have met you 3 (please insert the number of years most prevelet to you) years ago?" At this point this is my responce, you did... You were just to concerned with getting your dick wet to see me. I was the one sitting there holding your hand when your grams died, I was the one laying on the floor rubbing your back when you had a slipped disc and couldnt sleep on the bed, I was the one keeping you sane when the baby momma was doing you dirty, I was the one who was on the phone with you when you were drunk and cold outside at the Renissance fair crying because you couldnt take not being loved by your wife anymore, I was the one in your truck listening to you bitch about how you just wanted to be appriciated and cared for. I was the one

Me And You (nsfw Funny)
Alone in my pleasure, this is my only hope Burying myself so deep, my only way to cope I am just the best person in the planet And baby you should listen to me damnit Me and you, have nothing better to do So baby get down on your back Prepare for my mighty stack I have just one thing to say You need to name the day Cuz we gettin married together I wanna screw you forever Me and you, have nothing better to do I want you sitting on my face Spin on my special place You’re the reason for my mornin wood That’s why I wear my jimmy hood I really want you to say my name So I will have immortal fame Me and you, have nothing better to do I got rug burn from my walls Baby don't forget to grab my balls I love you from the bottom of my crotch Ohh boy I made a messy little blotch Maybe it's a test of my heart Oh baby, I'm sorry, I gotta fart Me and you, have nothing better to do Crawled over to me crab like I rode you like an exercise bike You have got to

Without You (song)
here is sit, drowning in days without you wandering the dark quiet streets, flollowing the footsteps of your blood covered feet walking by the old family home hearing that old familar groan on my dying heart here without you lost in a memory drowning in dispair knowingly you are there to hear my call to head my cry this emptyness can't go on forever you think your so clever leaving me here to grow on my fear of a day without you long nights leaving this place i call home looking for wherever you should roam I still haven't forgotten how you were that day the eve that you went away for i know not where you've gone i keep searching for where you belong but i still keep walking these streets without you lost in a memory drowning in dispair knowingly you are there to hear my call to head my cry this emptyness can't go on forever you think your so clever leaving me here to grow on my fear of a day without you

Understand
I just don’t understand your words I just don’t understand what you mean I feel like I’ll never get the picture I’ll never finish the puzzle because you are the last piece and you are lost to me if only i could find you than my life would be complete i would have all that matters the one true emotion...love as i search through the woods the mountans and the desserts i start to think will you ever be there for me as we sit here talking our words just seem to be blocking i don't know what to say all you have to do is ask, i'll obey

The Light, Dark, And The Man
as i sit here wondering why the world starts to cave in wasted an entire being pondering death now i know what it's like etarnal darkness engulfing me all that i am, all that i was now i'm gone, now were gone the writting on the floor said it all told of the end, told of life's death told of the man. the man that brought us down He made it so god was a dream in his head we were all dreams in god's head Now i sit in the light so bright all i can see is myself is this truly death? or just darkness Rip out the eyes to stop the blinding dark cut of the skin to end the burning light scar your brain to erase the memory of the man

Without You
here is sit, drowning in days without you wandering the dark quiet streets, flollowing the footsteps of your blood covered feet walking by the old family home hearing that old familar groan on my dying heart here without you long nights leaving this place i call home looking for wherever you should roam I still haven't forgotten how you were that day the eve that you went away for i know not where you've gone i keep searching for where you belong but i still keep walking these streets without you

The Light
you are the light at the end of the tunnel you are my deepest hopes and dreams the way our love is going breaking apart at the seams falling through the funnel i see the night turn day i just wish i could hear you say those few words that make men cry that give meaning to a life when you die the sun rises from the west this is truly love at it's best i just don't know how to be i am the door, you are the key you are my north star and yet you are so far if only i could reach you if only i knew what to do you are the light that flows from my heart you are of my deepest part you're of my mind and soul our love burns as long as the coal

Some People!!!
Wow I can’t understand this world sometimes! my son had a awesome bike we bought him a few years back got stolen last year when he was in summer school! That same month he gets told he has MS !! I fought hard to get him another bike! We got a bike from cknw as they had heard about his situation and wanting to help him stay strong they got him a new bike for his birthday! It was a sweet ass bike 1,400 Then my son goes out today to have a ride on his bike and someone follows him home he brings his bike in our home and this person just walks into our home and STEALS his bike Can u believe some people I am glad he was not hurt for his bike I just find this so disturbing that someone would have the balls to come in someone’s home and take the harsh thing is my son only came in to pee this was all done within a few minutes He must have been on crack!!!!!

I Wish You Could
I wish you could see the sadness of a business man as his livelihood goes up in flames, or that family returning home, only to find their house and belongings damaged or lost for good. I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns. I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 3 a.m. as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done to try to save his life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke-sensations that I've become too familiar

I Want To Tell You Lies
I want to tell that little boy his Mom will be just fine I want to tell that dad we got his daughter out in time I want to tell that wife her husband will be home tonight I don't want to tell it like it is..... I want to tell them lies. You didn't put their seat belts on, you feel you killed your kids I want to say you didn't ... but in a way, you did. You pound your fists into my chest, you're hurting so inside I want to say you'll be ok...... I want to tell you lies. You left chemicals within his reach and now it's in his eyes I want to say your son will see, not tell you he'll be blind. You ask me if he'll be OK, with pleading in your eyes I want to say that yes he will..... I want to tell you lies. I can see you're crying as your life goes up in smoke. If you'd maintained that smoke alarm, your children may have woke. Don't grab my arm and ask me if your family is alive. Don't make me tell you they're all dead........ I want to

The Legend Of The Black Knight
With a saddened heart i will tell the tale Of the Nascar Champion Driver,Dale The baby boy born in Fifty-one Dale's daddy Ralph was proud of his son. A racer himself,Dale learn from his dad Techniques and strategies.The talent he had "Establish your territory and always stay cool" Ralph taught his son to be no fool. The words of his dad Dale never forgot And after Ralph died,Dale missed him alot Young Dale raced on and in seventy-nine Took Rookie of the Year.I know he felt fine! Dale took no prisnoners when on the track. He always looked foward,never looking back. His unique style of racing became a sight And along the he became The Black Knight. Attending those races,the fans came to see Daring young Dale driving car number three Right from the start when the race would began The thrill of witnessing young Dale to win He passed and he rubbed and by ninety-four Seven Champions

Left Hand...
it feels like i have a "stupid" hand....a hand that, if my other hand were not there to guide it to do what it needed, might just start some loony sort of adventure without me. ever feel like that....one stupid hand? my stupid left hand...damned thing's impossible!

Telephone
The telephone often appears in dreams as a link between you and other dream characters who are physically inaccessible, but influential on the dream outcome. Many times, you will know who is on the other end of the phone before you pick it up to speak in your dream. The way you connect yourself to others with the dream phone is important. To whom is also important. The phone is often called the next best thing to being there. Consequently, using the phone in your dream indicates that while a person is influential in you life, they are not as connected with you as perhaps they could be or you would like them to be.

Sex With The Pizza Delivery Man
It was a rainy and cool autumn night, a nice change from the long, hot summer. It had been a busy day and so I decided to call for a pizza to be delivered. In the meantime I took a long, hot shower to relax. My husband was working very late. One child was sleeping and the other was gone to a friend's house overnight. Just as I was rubbing soapsuds all over my body, I heard the doorbell ring. Wouldn't you know it? I suddenly remembered that I had ordered a pizza. I knew that the delivery person would be standing in the rain, so I quickly put on a very short red silk robe. I was still wet so it was sticking to my body all over. I ran to the door and opened it to find the pizza kid who was also quite wet. I told him to come in out of the rain. When he stepped into the light of the hall, I was very happily surprised. He was about 6 feet tall, dark hair, brown eyes, very good looking, young but "old enough." I was immediately excited. My nipples got hard under the wet silk and I

Im Up For Bid
WELL IM UP FOR BID SO IF YOU WANT TO HAVE YOUR OWN PERSONALL SOLDIER MEDIC GO BID ON ME... Ok so here's the deal..I am being Auctioned off to the highest bidder starting today January 18, 2008 until last bid is accepted @ 1 a.m.PST January 25, 2008. Please stop by & help me out. I will return all love shown to me throughout the contest. Thank you for all your help!! Let the Bidding Begin!! Here are the Rules: 1. You may bid on anyone you like even on yourself. 2. Your bid has to be HIGHER then the previous one. 3. IF you have SERIOUS ISSUES with anyone that bids (IF THEY ARE STALKING YOU) please inform me and i will romove them from the auction. 4. NO rude comments. 5. You may bid with Fubucks, Tickers, Blasts, ViC's or Happy Hours. 6. Tickers, Blasts, ViC's and Happy Hours are above ANY fubuck bids. 7. All the proceeds go to the person being auctioned. 8. I am NOT responsible if some one renegs! 9. I am Only in this for the points! 10. At the end of the auction the

Men Are Assholes
ok so apparently me and my x fiancee were trying to work out our problems and trying to start a new relationship. you kno getting to kno eachother all over again. but he was saying stuff on his myspace that had nothin to do with me but about him and a differant girl and her x bf. i am so sick of men and their lies. so enless there is a guy that convince me that not all men are ass holes and complete liars and jerks i am completely over and done with men for good.cause right now bein a lesbian looks damn good to me.so if you want to convince me that men are not complete ass holes get a hold of me

Worn Out!
Sunday was supposed to be a day to relax a bit and do a little work. It started out good but then we ended up going to see my other brother and spent a few hours there. He is now staying in a rehab house in a nearby city. He was living in Pennsylvania but started slipping and drinking again. So his mother in law had him come out here to a rehab place to get sober again. It is a good thing. He called me the other day and told me Sunday is visiting day and asked if we might come. So I made it a point to go see him. Peter and I met all of the people there and then we sat and chatted. We ended up taking him out to dinner so he could get away for a little bit. It was nice. I am just worn out now is all. I came home and worked what I could being that I need a ton of stuff from Jennifer and she isn't giving it to me! Argh. The kids are out of school tomorrow and then the 24th is my son's court date. I am dreading this day coming up. DREAD I just want it over with and fo

Global Warming..
Ok as most know I can't stand George Bush. I'm watching 60 Minutes and see that the White House is routing all climate related documents through them. They are also deleting things and changing the documents to make them fall inline with Bush's line of thinking. What the fuck man? Is money the all important factor. Just because some people chose to sell their soul for a dollar doesn't mean everyone else should be forced to die in the process of a few people making money. Why would a group of people be willing to get rich while everyone suffers? You can have all the money in the world, but if the oxygen is unbreathable, the waters are flooding lands then wuts the point of living rich when u have to walk around with an oxygen tank n a snorkel?....

Original Writing #4
Monday, October 01, 2007 What Do You Really Want Current mood: confused Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes it goes without saying when you want something you cant have it and when you dont want something its right there for the taking or in some cases forced upon you why is it that when what you want is accessable and virtually attainable its still at a finger tips distance away no matter how hard you try to get it it either slips away or is just a hair short of your reach you spend your entire life deciding on what it is that you actually want you take the necessary steps to set out to achieve it only for it to not happen it seems to just slip right on through your fingers its right there right in your face you can taste it you can feel it you can even smell it yet, as you reach and reach and strain and struggle to finally get it within your grasp poof gone like a mirage in the oasis your left with sand in your hands in place of the cool clear

Original Writing #3
Tuesday, October 02, 2007 Slightly Random Current mood: optimistic Category: Life when things start to happen you have to go with it go with it and follow it untill it makes you lead because when you transition to leading it shows you have learned from your mistakes sometimes you dont even realize that you have learned a lesson until the situation presents itself you make a different decission then you normally would have made its the mistakes that make you lead and grow and bcome the person you know you are and want to truly be mistakes are our lifes lessons not always neatly packaged with easy to read instructions no... its a time honored fact that mistakes hurt to heal mistakes anger to please mistakes worry to satisify mistakes heed its ugly head to show the beauty within without mistakes we would never learn or grow and the cycle of error would only go on and continue until destruction has taken over and for some of us destruction is all

I See Pretty People...
i see them everywhere. you know what i'm talking about - those people who look "right". those people who are obviously quite comfortable in their skin. they know how to dress. they know how to do their hair. do they know that they're pretty? i'm sure that some of them do, because there are a good many of them who are quite full of themselves. most of the time they pass by without disturbing me. but on rare occasions, one of them will catch my attention. "moth to the flame", i believe is the expression. sometimes they're nice. i hate that. because then i get built-up, deluded into thinking that i'm one of them. that makes it a bit painful when they remind me that i'm a member of the lower caste and walk away. i guess that intellect and heart don't matter. i guess that a person's intrinsic value - their significance by virtue of the fact that they are a person - doesn't matter. i can accept that. our culture teaches us to be shallow. i just wish that they would withhold

Own Me!!
All the info Fat Sonny Could ever need to give you on this auction :) OK HERES HOW IT GOES NOW BID ON WHO YOU WANT AND AS ALWAYS BUYER BEWARE CAUSE I WILL NOT BE ACCOUNTABLE FOR EITHER PARTY'S SCREWING EACH OTHER OVER NOT MY PROBLEM THIS IS A FREE ENTRY AUCTION UNLIKE THE OTHERS NO FEE TO BE IN IT ITS FOR YOU NOT ME MY PAGE IS SET PRIVATE MOST OF THE TIME SO MAKE SURE YOU TAKE YOUR LINK WHEN IT OPENS SO IF YOUR BIDDER IS NOT ON MY FRIENDS LIST THEY CAN STILL BID WE TESTED IT OUT AND IT WORKS IF IT DOESNT THAT MEANS THEIR 1 OF THE 3 BLOCKED OR THEIR FAMILY BLOCK LIST IS ON ANY 1 IN THE AUCTION HAS THE RIGHT TO REFUSE A BID OR ASK US TO DELETE A BID THAT WAS PLACED NO MORE ENTRIES PLEASE ITS FILLED MORE THAN ENOUGH YOU ALL HAD 7 DAYS TO GET IN IT WS PIMPED AND REPOSTED ALL OVER THE PLACE IF YOU DIDN'T GET IN I AM SORRY IM SURE ONE OF THE AUCTIONS CHARGING ENTRY FEES AND MAKING SURE THE BIDDERS FRIEND THEM FIRST FOR POINTS WILL BE GLAD TO TAKE YOU I MAY TAKE A FE

New Holiday!
A New Holiday has been announced! Every 14th of February you get the chance to display your fondness for your wife or girlfriend by showering her with gifts, flowers, dinner, shows and any other baubles that women find romantic. Secretly...guys feel left out. That's right...left out. There's no special holiday for the ladies to show their appreciation for the men in their life. Men as a whole are either too proud or just too embarrassed to admit it. This is why a new holiday has been created. March 20th is now officially 'Steak, Blow job & Shut the Fuck Up Day.' Simple, effective and self-explanatory...this holiday has been created so your ladies can have a day to show your man just how much you love him. No cards, no flowers, no special nights on the town the name of the holiday explains it all...just a steak, a BJ & shut your mouth for the rest of the day! That's it! This twin pairing of Valentine's Day and Steak, Blow job

Foot Prints
MANY PEOPLE WILL WALK IN AND OUT OF YOUR LIFE BUT ONLY TRUE FRIENDS WILL LEAVE FOOTPRINTS IN YOUR HEART. TO HANDLE YOURSELF USE YOUR HEAD TO HANDLE OTHERS USE YOUR HEART. ANGER IS ONLY ONE LETTER SHORT OF DANGER. IF SOMEONE BETRAYS YOU ONECE IT'S HIS FAULT, IF HE BETRAYS YOU TWICE ITS YOUR FAULT. GREAT MINDS DISCUSS IDEAS, AVERAGE MINDS DISCUSS EVENTS , SMALL MINDS DISCUSS PEOPLE. HE WHO LOSES MONEY LOSES MUCH, HE WHO LOSES A FRIEND LOSES MUCH MORE, HE WHO LOSES FAITH LOSES ALL. PEOPLE ARE ACCIDENTS OF NATURE, BUT BEAUTIFUL OLD PEOPLE ARE WOKS OF ART. LEARN FROM MISTAKES OF OTHERS, YOU CANT LIVE LONG ENOUGH TO MAKE THEM ALL YOURSELF. FRIENDS YOU AND ME BROUGHT ANOTHER FRIEND AND THEN THERE WERE 3. WE STARTED OUR GROUP OUR CIRCLE OF FRIENDS LIKE THE CIRCLE THERES NO BEGINNING OR END. YESTERDAY IS HISTORY. TOMORROWS A MYSTERY TODAY IS A GIFT THATS WHY THEY CALL IT THE PRESENT. COMMENTS WELCOME

My Life
ok everyone this is some bullshit ,. i am moving back to florida i really do love someone an she knows who she is . the babys mother of my child no longer has any effect on my descision making . only one person an she has been with me through everything she sat tonight an listened to me bitch an rant an go on with my persistont rage efect im kinda drunk an kinda dont give a shit about what people disagree with especially emily

What Do My Lips Say
What Do Your Lips Say About You? My Result: Understated Charm Whether you're delivering a sweet smooch or a well-chosen compliment, a kind and centered sweetie like you uses your lips to show how much you care. You're a great listener who's got a knack for knowing what — and what not — to say. Subtle and down-to-earth, you're not totally consumed by fussy fashions or high-maintenance beauty routines. We'd bet you're most comfortable in simple styles that let your genuine self shine through. Seems just right for a go-with-the-flow gal like you! Take this test >

Kindred
kindred If we should touch, hand to heart You would feel my soul within you. Knowing not, from where we end The start of friendship the beinging of love Beyond what we ever felt gentle as the littliest flower in the fields And consistent as the river run A kindred love is always there never dieing only growing We know no space or time can tear us way We see and feel internally We somehow know eachothers thoughts and dreams We share these bonds permanently. Once touched You'll recognize we are kindred we have no boundries free to care free to love Or length of time set for us to sahre The purpose of this special bond is yet to be known to us But kindred has i feel to thee to our souls are free we cherish each other offer your time No deeper moment will you know No greater blessing will you find. when our kindred spirirts become has one by angel

How A Seven Year Old Explains Sex
How a seven year old explains sex Jonny is seven years old and unlike any other boys his age rather curious. He had been hearing quite a bit about 'making out' from the older boys, and he wondered what it was and how it was done. One day he took his question to his mother, who became rather flustered. Instead of explaining things to Johnny, she told him to hide behind the curtains one night and watch his older sister and her boyfriend. This he did. The following morning, Johnny described EVERYTHING to his mother. "Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for a while, then he turned off most of the lights. Then he started kissing and hugging her. I figured 'Sis must be getting sick, because her face started looking funny. He must have thought so too, because he put his hand inside her blouse to feel her heart, just the way the doctor would. Except he's not as sm

Your Changes Follow Me
Your Changes Follow Me Green eyes shone and pearls glowed bright, Like a dagger that pierced the darkest night, But months and weeks strewn along the way Have blocked the path to yesterday. A monument in shades of light is like a cairn to passers-by But nobody will know what I felt, how much I cared or why A forward-moving wave has come to wash away today The misunderstood, ill-spoken mistakes of yesterday. The eyes are darker now, the colors deep, and light Has fled from surface structures to a frame of mind. You see more, know more, have more that you want to be, And though I sit still, your changes follow me.

Bad Call On My Part
I was wrong on the reason why I wasn't allowed to post a mumm earlier. It wasn't because I'd been banned before but because I had unchecked the box for "send to friends". I wanted it to go to everyone on fubar and thought that would do it. I was wrong, the mumm is out there.

Read If U Want To Or Not Idc Anymore
i had a decision basically forced down my throat today but it aint so much that as wat my reaction is. Basically im tired everyone says that the pain in life is part of it and to get over it and move on. or that if it dont kill u then it makes u stronger. well im tired of always haveing to be the strong one im tired of ppl useing me to fix their problems then turning around and kicking me in the teeth for my troubles. personallly death would be a blessing for me. at least then i would be at peace from the memories and the pain. yes i have thought about eating the bullet, i have gone so far as to have the loaded gun under my chin and my finger caressing the trigger. y didnt i apply the 3 lbs of pressure idk. today the woman i love that i truly love told me that she is pregnant. now for the other shoe it aint mine she broke up with me the night before thanksgiving. and then went and got pregnant. wat am i supposed to say to this i have no idea im the one that everyone runs to with a prob

Black Panties
Anna had lost her husband almost four years ago. Her daughter was constantly calling her and urging her to get back into the world. Finally, Anna said she'd go out, but didn't know anyone. Her daughter immediately replied, 'Mom I have someone for you to meet.' Well, it was an immediate hit. They took to one another and after dating for six weeks, he asked her to join him for a weekend in Vermont .. Their first night there, she undressed as he did There she stood nude, except for a pair of black lacy panties; he was in his birthday suit. Looking her over, he asked, 'Why the black panties?' She replied: 'My breasts you can fondle, my body is yours to explore, but down there I am still mourning.' He knew he was not getting lucky that night. The following night was the same--she stood there wearing the black panties, and he was in his birthday suit--but now he was wearing a black condom . She looked at him and asked: 'What's with the black condom?' He repli

Horny And Ready To Fuck
I was visiting my friend in another state and on my way home, I stopped at a hotel for the night. I really wasn't tired but I knew I would be so I decided to play it safe and get a room. I looked out my window at the city lights and really wanted to got to a club. I was too far from my friends and family to call anyone to go out with me so I took a shower and was going to get ready for bed. I kicked around the idea of going out again and decided to just go out and see what the clubs were like in a new city. As I got ready, I began to get horny. I thought...'no one knows me here, I'll never see these people again...I can be the me that I'm too afraid to be back home'. I did my hair differently and put my make-up on alot darker than usual. I actually looked pretty good. I then put on my skirt and a low cut tight shirt. (My friend and I went out so I had a few outfits with me, plus I bought some new clothes too.) I looked pretty sexy I thought as I checked out my side

Darkness Thunder
Silently I stand to listen too my soul howling wind. Flashing of today and yesterday collide like falling dreams. My trembling body aches for his love to touch me again. I feel the river swirling about me. Darkness thunder of his cry calls to me. I place my hands upon my heart to fear. The flow of my emotion within the winds that haunt my heart is the stirring of need to run too him. My legs and will are frozen within my honor to obey my noble life. Beating of war drums upon the sky, Turn my stomach into waves of sickness. I know one day will never come for him and me. I reach to the shadow of darkness within the trembling sky. Darkness is the thunder that controls my emotion of a love that can never be mine. Bound by honor and noble birth, He and I will always touch within the lightening upon our lives How can I allow this to be our only fate? His love was mine upon our wakening dreams. My soul knew him without turning around to see him. His heart beat as if

Banned From Mumms
When I was on fubar before I got banned from being able to use mumms because I forgot to tag one nsfw. It was so terrible that they didn't let me back. Today I posted a mumm and it got on and was getting some attention so I went for another. When I tried to post it I got the "you can't do this" note. In between the silly rules and a large majority of the players I've seen lately I wonder why so many people stay here. I came back mostly because a friend of mine came on and asked me to come back. At times I wonder about my sanity.

Something I Wrote About '02 Or '03
Cat's Got My Tongue Cat's got my tongue Got me sprung No I like this 2 much 2 just yet give U some! HUMMMMMMM HUMMMMMMMMM! Like that inanimate thing I can do it in different keys w/ no batteries 2 replace just my face in yer place drive U wild w/ each taste I can taste it 4ever unlike a lollipop when I get 2 the middle I don't have 2 stop HUMMM HUMMMMMMMM MMMMMMM Do U like that? make sure it stays shaved I don't want yer cat 2 scratch But I like the fur balls and and all lick that kittykissyklittyfur clean Updown Upside 69 Don't worry bout mine I want 2 will make U scraem YES! And cream YES! Thighs pressed tightly round my head R U seeing stars? Did ecstasy make U leave yer body yet? And put my fingers where? wherever yer wet enuf sweat and yer juices keep cummin up I think U need a bath Let me draw the warm water lie under the faucet Add the bubble bath take it farther Rub a dub dub dub What do we have here? U and I who cam

You've Made Me The Way I Am
you've showed me the life you've showed me what you want me to be you've showed me everything i love you for what you've done i'll be there for you now and forever you've told me what you want you've told me where to go you've told me what you like you hate lies, you hate death, you love me so much you've made me waht i am you've made me the way you want you've made me the way i am i'll love what you want me to you'll be there for me now and forever you love me so much you love what i do to you you love how it's done you want more and more you never wanted anything less you like the change you've made cause you've made me the way i am you've made me you've made me the way you've made me the way i am and i love it

Please Don't Let Me Go
i wanna hold ya tight, as tight as possible i never wanna let you go, i'll be there till the end of time my life belongs to you and only you my love will be there till the end of time hold me, love me, but please don't let me go kiss me, squeeze me, but please don't hurt me run with me, hide with me, but please don't leave me abuse me, choose me, but please don't hide from me i wanna be there for you through good times and bad times i'll help ya through them when you need help if anything happens i'll be waiting here for ya don't care how long it takes as long as i've got you by myside now and forever hold me, love me, but please don't let me go kiss me, squeeze me, but please don't hurt me run with me, hide with me, but please don't leave me abuse me, choose me, but please don't hide from me i wanna hold, ooh hold ya till the end of time i'll never leave i'll never hurt you, just don't leave me when we're together noone, oh yeah noone will break us apart

Souls That Bond
there truly a soul out their to touch thy heart Someone on whom i can feel and hold Someone who brings light where theirs darkness stronger than a lover closer than a friend an eternal mate hearing thier voice makes u feel safe and free someone who can light a smile to your heart To know true love, you want to give of yourself. Thoughts are of them go through your mind and nothing else It matters not the distance but the enter piece that they can bring you As long as your soulmate is near no evil can harm thee no darkness can touch you You can handle the storm that may challenge you Life is clearer and full of light when their near you or in your thoughts Picking up thier every heart beat their every thing that maeks u and them bond If you find your soul mate nothing can tear the bond thats shared trials may come you may lose yourself but always yuoll find the way back to the love you seek. and you love u carry is more powerful than anything on the this earth.. Love

Questions
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Cabin Fever
I've been cooped up here in the house too long.It sucks when you have no life.It really sucks when you fear something bads going to happen if you leave out the door. I just need something new in my life.I can feel the voice inside me say get out and go somewere.Yet the feelings of being hurt by life and all the ignorance in the world.Keeps me from doing so..... I need a new adventure.

The Pastor's Ass
The pastor entered his donkey in a race and it won. The pastor was so pleased with the donkey that he entered it in the race again, and it won again. The local paper read: PASTOR'S ASS OUT FRONT The Bishop was so upset with this kind of publicity that he ordered the pastor not to enter the donkey in another race. The next day, the local paper headline read BISHOP SCRATCHES PASTOR'S ASS This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the pastor to get rid of the donkey. The pastor decided to give it to a nun in a nearby convent. The local paper, hearing of the news, posted the following headline the next day: NUN HAS BEST ASS IN TOWN The bishop fainted. He informed the nun that she would have to get rid of the donkey, so she sold it to a farmer for $10. The next day the paper read: NUN SELLS ASS FOR $10 This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the nun to buy back the donkey and lead it to the plains where it could run wild. The next day

Fill This Out
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Fake People.. Military Poser
Ya know it's a wonder she is still on this site. I mean posting fake pictures of herself, telling everyone she is a Marine Capt. Anyone who knows anything about military knows at the age of 23 there is no way you can make Capt. at that age. Even coming out of ROTC you only make the rank of 2nd Lt., same way with Officer Candidate School. Maybe I should start posting fake pics of me and lie about who I am so I can get a happy hour and make unsuspecting guys on here believe her lies. BTW this chick wanted to see my throat slit about 4 mos ago real nice huh? Here real name isn't Erin or Dorothy like she claims it is. She has been exposed before and nothing gets done about it. She even has gained access to a Military man's fubar profile and will not give him his password, she has posted her pics all over his page. Plz warn all of your Military guy friends on here she is a fake and if you don't do what she wants she will threaten to have u demoted. She also claims her grandfa

Help Me Get This Please :d
I am in a give away for a happy hour. This one is really easy. I need 30,000 comments to get this. If i had all my friends comment bomb me i will have this quick :). I am giving an extra incentive to all that help out. I am giving away 10 fubucks per comment left. So that means if you leave a 1000 comments that is 10,000 dollars. You don't have to leave all the comments in one day. Even if you could leave 100 comments a day. I have helped alot of my friends in contests and helped them level. So i am asking if you all can help me get this. This will be the first thing that i have won. Thanks so much to all my friends. All you have to do is click on this beautiful lady's profile rate fan and add her. Thank her for hosting this great giveaway. Then bomb my pic :) Lucy Sherrylicious@ fubar

Love Hurts
guys really piss me off sumtimz!they say i love u and neva wanna b w/o u but then they can go off and fuck anotha gurl or not call 4 a cuple of days and xpect everythin 2 b all good! im not ur damn bitch so the sooner they get tht through their fuckin heads the betta cuz their not the only one out there!

Contract
Consensual "Slavery Contract This contract is provided as a secure and binding agreement which defines in specific terms the relationship and interaction between two adult consenting individuals,________________ and _______________, hereafter termed the slave and the master (both terms are intended to be independent of sex). This agreement is legal and binding. This agreement must be entered voluntarily, but cannot be broken except under the conditions stated herein, after which certain precautions shall be taken to protect those involved. (See section 7.0.0) 1.0.0 Slave's Role The slave agrees to submit completely to the master in all ways. There are no boundaries of place, time, or situation in which the slave may willfully refuse to obey the directive of the master without risking punishment, except in situations where the slave's veto (see section 1.0.1) applies. The slave also agrees that, once entered into the Slavery Contract, their body belongs to their master, to be used

What's With Rating Pics Less Than A 10?
Ya know.... I like to consider myself a decent person... not perfect... but just the same.. pretty much a good guy.... So I decide to build up some points and rate a few pics... and WOW!!! First JoJo slams me for downgrading her pics average (and frankly I didn't see anything that said I had to rate her 10 minimum and geeze to be honest... she ain't no friggin 10) and then next thing you know I rate this chick named SerenitY a couple of 8's and even a 9 and she comes back and rates every one of my pics a 1 What kind of deluded babies does this site allow in to slam honest opinions????? Didn't realize I had logged on to IneedpamperscauseIamspoiled.com I am sure I will post more on this later...

Friends With Benifits
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox, not a reply to this bulletin, saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your BP that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you..haha.. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,or single..You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery.. I wasn't scared..

A Semi-rant
I am disheartened at the current state of the world, and find myself sinking in these thoughts often. The dreams that I had as a child are distant shadow memories in my brain, dreams that haunt me at times. I am ashamed of my fellow man, as I am ashamed at myself, for we are all responsible for this reality that we have. I am ashamed of the ignorance, the selfishness, the bias, the corruption, the abuse, and the terror that we put ourselves, each other, and our planet through. We are all guilty. I am ashamed at knowing that this is the way that things are, and that things are unlikely to change for the better…We will continue to rape & pillage, hate & degrade, and bring ourselves to our own demise. Politics is a capitalistic farce…people pretending to care about issues, pretending to care about people…Patronizing smiles and Lies, Lies, Lies… Organized religion is more of the same…and I hate to generalize and stereotype for there are many good people out there, of varying b

What Else, But Life...............
I sit here tonite and think about how fucked up a persons life can get, only to get worse. Im damned if I do, and Im damned if I dont. You love someone and want something to work, but then others want things the way it is. I try to help out when I can. Yeah I just had something major happen in my life. Well this whole year, the little bit we have had, has really sucked. I guess when times get tough, your true colors shows. So does this mean I lose someone again? Yes, in more ways than one. I also lost myself on my way . Any more it seems like I am living life for others, rather than for me. That I wake up and wait for answers on what I should do, rather than what I want. Yeah I have become dependant on others due to reasons, need not mentioned at this time, but I want to be independant. I am the complete opposite of who I was 5 years ago. I have fully become a woman. Im no longer trying to run around like im 19 years old. I act more like im 38 rather than 28. And ther

Yayy 4 Me!
Had to end up going to the hospital today because my temperature shot up to 103. Leg would not stop swelling and my head was about to explode. Anywho, I just assumed this was all an allergic reaction to the cortisone shots from last week. Mind you, the whole ordeal with my leg started because I got a tattoo and was allergic to the INK! Well, the doctors told me 4 years ago not to ever get any kind of ink on me, because I am highly allergic to it. Blah..blah..blah.. So when I go to get the shots, they have to give me a mild sedative because of a *small* mishap the other week. LOL I am also restrained to the table so nothing gets thrown. LOL So when they are working on my leg, other than feeling the shots, I'm not really sure what they might be doing to it. Anywhooooo, when the doctors at the hospital (which happened to be one of my first leg surgeons) cut my cast off today, I heard him start cussing. Then he asked me who in the hell had made marks on my scar with a marker. I'm l

My Next Tattoo
possibly? I can picture it in my head. I'm only putting this here as a storage for my thoughts. I want to do my full left leg up to or maybe past my knee, it has a dragonfly already, my thoughts, I fill it out with bulrushes, maybe add a frog make it look like a swamp, but as you go to the other side of the leg I want the swamp dying. I want there to be a wraith or cloaked figure and the bulrushes are bigger then him. He's holding onto 2 bulrushes and they're dead. Lots of fog, really eerie, the water turns from bluish to brown/green, or red like blood. Just thoughts so far..

Aaarrrggghhh!
It seems that Febuary 23rd is coming up fast and there is so much left to do for our wedding... Moxy helped with getting the invites addressed and the actual invitations aren't even complete yet,lol. We have the hall reserved but we don't have hardly any of the decorations. We are going to get the license this week, but we still don't have anyone to do the ceremony. Can anyone loan us an extra week this month? ok, gotta fly. Laterz Dave

A Fine Friendship
"How are you really?" His eyes diagnose me. I smile. I am careful here, because he knows the difference between the smile that means I'm really alright and the smile that means it may be time to pull up my sleeve. He is relieved to see the former. He lowers his face to mine, scrutinizing me a bit further. It is now that I can see clearly into his eyes and it frightens me. I see my demons clearly, and it's not a reflection. I grab his wrist, and though he protests, I pull up his sleeve. I see the paths he has travelled to get the bitch out of his system. It's no use; my disease is now contagious.

Life
Life is carefree wind upon today and all our tomorrows, yet to come upon us. Life is brush by us like dreams calling out to us. Do you dare to listen and reach out to hidden wonder of what could be, if you only took the chance? ©2008 Firestar

Today Wisdom
Today is yesterday and tomorrow is today, so why care about them, when all you need is this one brief second of my lips upon yours. Yet today as I brush my lips against yours, I shall say, "Today is just another chapter within chances to achieve your hidden dreams, so why worry of what can't be change today." ©2008 Firestar

Leaving Fubar
Well it is time my friends for me to leave.. I am having some personal problems with my son and I just can't be here anymore.. I feel like I have neglected you long enough without giving a reason.. So sorry but you never know.. I may be back in a few months.. hopefully no one will take my name SweetHeartPrincess.. I love you all.. but as of 1/21/08 I am gone.. Love to you all Diane

Thought For The Day Sunday 01/20/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Seen me, you have. Those things which give credence to the never-ending optimist, as well as the harbinger of darkness. Yes, in both worlds I dwell and both are my domain. I control my own destiny, albeit at times seemingly without intelligent direction. None, but me makes this world. None bare responsibility for my actions, only I take credit for the souls that burn. Up ahead, the light, faint, but visible. I see not what it holds, only that it is. Hope prevails and perhaps soon, once again calm will invade where chaos reigns. One day, release from this self made prison shall come. One day, I shall find my forgiveness." ©2008 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Thailand
I'm visiting a friend, Jerry in Thailand right now. It's my first time here, and I'm having a great time!He lives in Chiang Mai, In the north. We've gone to the Buddist temple Doi Suthep (I don't know if I'm spelling this stuff right so bear with me!) We went to a snake show, with cobra's and Pythons mainly. Went to see a couple of waterfalls, To the hotsprings to soak in the mineral water (you can buy eggs there to boil in the water the springs are so hot!)I was sitting in the bar the other night, and and elephant came walking down the street. Their handlers bring them right up to the bar and sell sugarcane for 20 Bot so you can feed them. It's been a great trip so far, and I've only been here a couple of days. We're leaving for Laos today, after 2 days there it's back to Thailand for another 8 days will try to upload pics as soon as I can

Stories
My Witch Infinite House of Horror The Maze Island of the Damned Papa’s Girl Shoot Da Burglar…….comedy Slayer of Light Lady In Black Street Sense Spring Dream Mythical Muse Dark Enigma Snake Pit Devilish Pirate Bomb Squad Black Rose Dark Love Mistress of Sin Dark Angel Blood Stains Pentatonic Master Ravage Hero Heartless Psychopathic Lover Passion 4 You Dirty Deeds Lucidity Kiss Sexy Bitches Vampire Heart Red Beach Mistress of Death Terror Outlast Scandalous Heart Gothic Love Curiosity Kills A Gift from the Dead A Spirit of Charm Fallen Angel ©2008 Firestar

Lake Tahoe
Well, this weekend was my annual Lake Tahoe ski trip. Arrived on Thursday and had a grand opening special on a room in the new Tuscany Tower at the Peppermill Reno . These rooms are incredible. When you walk into the new tower its like you have gone to a completely different hotel. just a few video poker machines at one of the new bars would let you know that its a casino. There is a new circular bar with large glass doors that will open to an atrium during the summer months. And a new cafe has opened, Biscottis, with the fancy coffees and gelatos on the main floor. Wifi was expensive ($11 a day), but really nice king size beds, marble bathrooms with oversized whirlpool tubs and large showers with dual heads. Skied on Friday at Northstar. Sunshine, blue skies and beautiful ski conditions for that friday. A far cry from last year's sub zero weather. The first change I noticed from my last trip to Northstar was that the free parking has been moved up near the main road. So now you

My Sex Song:
Your song is: Unchained Melody by the Righteous Brothers You need the timeless elegance of love-making through the ages. Whether in the back of your car at the city lookout, or settling into a little midnight nookie, this song will remind you of love's endless impression on time. Some lyrics- Oh, my love, my darling, I've hungered for your touch a long, lonely time, Time goes by so slowly and time can do so much. Are you still mine? I need your love, I need your love, God speed your love to me. Lonely rivers flow to the sea, to the sea To the open arms of the sea Lonely rivers sigh, "Wait for me, wait for me"... more at- http://www.lyricsdepot.com/righteous-brothers/unchained-melody.html

Native American Indian Stories
Native American Indian Stories Promise Land Star Warrior Blue Falls Warrior's Dream Black Bird Black War Bonnet Screaming Eagle Blue Moon Cree Princess Ghost Dancer Night Dreamer New Blood New Beginning Never Look Back Prize Quilted Life More Than Lovers Moon Wolf Only 4 Your Love Warpath Hearts Apart Forbidden Lovers Forbidden Lovers Love Everlasting Broken Friendship Longing Little Warrior Little Star Innocence Lost Inner Visions Soul Searcher Star Light Stormy Spirit Seeker The Path of Wolf Warrior Heart ©2008 Firestar

Ever Been Able To Relate?
WASTED by: CARRIE UNDERWOOD Standing at the back door She tried to make it fast One tear hit the hard wood It fell like broken glass She said sometimes love slips away And you just can't get it back Let's face it For one split second She almost turned around But that would be like pouring rain drops Back into a cloud So she took another step and said I see the way out and I'm gonna' take it I don't wanna' spend my life jaded Waiting to wake up one day and find That I've let all these years go by Wasted Another glass of whisky but it still don't kill the pain So he stumbles to the sink and pours it down the drain He says it's time to be a man and stop living for yesterday Gotta face it. Cause' I don't wanna' spend my life jaded Waiting to wake up one day and find That I've let all these years go by Wasted Oh I don't wanna' keep on wishing, missing The still of the morning, the color of the night I ain't spending no more time Wasted She kept dr