i close my eyes
to see your face.
wrap my arms around
a disguised you.
tears run black
i cant contain it anymore.
knowing that
we will drift apart
a love
i wont get another chance for
crying once more
pretending once again...
try to see another face
but yours is clear.
i miss the security
i miss your prescence.
no one
could take your place
more heartbreak
and i cant handle it
inhibitors, more and more
i can see your face again
pretend you're there,
holding me once more
and the security,
a deep calming effect,
i am normal in your eyes.
unconditional love
from me to you,
you are perfect
no matter what you say
cant make me change this.
the tears stop,
i feel ok...
i feel worn out...
i feel...nothing...
no more pain
no more crying,
maybe i can close my eyes.
i see your face
miss your arms
your warmth
i cry once more...
before i cry myself
to sleep.
(fuck you shakespeare...)
