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OK I gotta start from beginning, I know i gotta tell details lol. Cant leave you guys in the dark lmao.
I first laid eyes on this new co-worker during training back oh, i think it was on the 4th. I remember thinking... hot damn... look at those amazing eyes (reaaaally light like clear blue..cant really explain them..but gorgeous). And he caught me lookin at him a couple times I know it. I even made a point to smile so LOL. But i dont know if he really paid attention then or not.
ANYWHO fast forward. Wednesday I ended up training him to work my post during the later 1/2 of the day. He came in we got to talking. And i just made a comment more to myself than anything that I think i'm gonna go out tonight. He says "ok where we going". I told him and he's like well my truck is broke down in NJ so when ya pickin me up lol (or somethin to that extent was said basicaly). We somehow got onto the subject of sex and "helping each other out" so to speak. This was an interesint conversation I do say. We did establish that lol his words were "if we're fucking everyone else on the Hill (meaning work) is off limits". (OK no problem with that ..it would be to difficult to juggle sleeping with more than 1 co-worker. i've seen ppl try to do it LOL. I am not gettin in a triangle LMAO).
OK fast forward to us goin out that night. He is a blast. LOL Though taking a Jersey boy to a redneck bar LOL that was fun. I felt bad he felt so out of place there. But I promised him next time we'd go somewhere else so he'd feel comfortable lol.
we got into an interesting conversation though... he was like u know u told me about your ex and how he wanted to talk about you bein with another man and all all of the time. and I said yeah... he said well i'm into that thing here and there myself. I told him that that was ok because its somethin I knew up front so I was ok with it and he was like well Only if 1. i get to pick who the dude is, and 2. (he put his hand on my chest) and said as long as I'm here (patted my "heart") and no one else is. then its all good but if the other person is there and I'm not then it cant work.
SOOOO I uhm take him back to his house because we both have to work the next morning. Well damn..what a kisser i tell u (BTW, he had no problems kissing me right in the middle of the bar or anything.. so that was really cool...we kissed a couple times there)...gave me chills hehe and well we'll just say it was allll good.... or as My friend ReJeana would say "I AM HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" lmao.
I ended up training him yesterday morning at another post i was working LMAO so we had some interesting conversation again. LOL. Only thing is I was aggravating him so much by the fact he kept asking me what my plans were for the night (meaning with him). What did I want. And I have a hard time expressing what I want and kept twisting it back around to him by answering with another question LOL. you know i didnt realize i did that so much (mom says yes you dumb dumb, you piss me off all the time doing that too LOL). He says he'll be havin me telling him what I want in no time or I dont get anything LOL. I'm like dammit you dont play fair do you LOL. SOOO I need to learn to start saying exactly what I'm wanting. And be specific, cant be open ended... drives him up the wall when I leave it open to whatever. He wants me to tell him exactly to the "t" what I want and how I want it and when and all that stuff (doesnt matter if its sexual or not, he wants specificly what I want). I'm not used to doin that... so this is new territory for me... but thats a good thing.. pulls me out of my shell.
anyway we hung out a bit last night, and we're SUPPOSED to hang out tonight. So we will see where this is goin... some of the things he says I'm wondering if he has already staked claim to me and just not told me yet lol. If he has he had best tell me so I know LMAO
More on this predicament later as it develops.. :)
