he touches me,
and hold my hand.
but i know exactly what it is.
its the alcohol that takes over
the alcohol releases his feelings.
how i know this you may ask?
because he only says "i love you" when he drinks.
he doesnt give me the world, he barely even trys.
he never holds, or even looks in my eyes.
he calls my house, but not for me.
he only loves me when he drinks.
he loves when he is wasted
hates me when he's not.
im hot when he's clean
but beautiful when he's not.
he only loves me when he drinks.
so maybe he should stop,
and maybe i can heal.
but i know exactly what he thinks.
"she is crazy".
but isnt he the crazy one because
he only loves me when he drinks!
