~ Blank ~
my eyes are open but i can not see
seems as tho everyone is watching me
i don't want to be that girl
the one who gave up so easily
i don't want to be the one who
questions everything
i don't want to grow up misunderstood
i don't want to fear the world
i don't want to never understand
i don't want to die alone..
the eyes pierce through me
i begin to bleed
but no one cares
no seems to see
that deep down
I'm blinded
I'm lost
within my own insecurities
I'm a child
in my own world
my tears are dark
i feel their eyes
yet i see no face
everything is blank
an unpainted canvas ,
i try so hard
i want to believe
but deep within
i just don't have it in me
no matter how hard i try
i stand alone,
with no one at my side
so now i sit here and close
my eyes
pretend that I'm just not alive.
i begin to tune out the eyes
i being to fade into the darkness
i grow more torn
before i become no more..
i was the girl
now i am nothing
just the empty shadows
the blank canvas of our life's ..
