Ok so here is the story ... Yesterday my 5 yr old son comes home from school and as we are talking about how or day went he out of the blue looks directly at me and this is what I hear ..( Daddy I don't have a mommy!) No hesitation just a matter of factly statement ... I just stood there not knowing exactly what to say , it broke my heart to hear him say that , what makes it even more heart breaking is the fact that he doesn't have a mother in his due to her own selfishness . It has been over 6 months since she last lied to him , I am sorry last had any contact with him of any kind . Now I could understand that if my phone was turned off or my number had changed , or if I had moved and not told her but sadly the fact is none of that has happened . I have done everything in my power to keep the lines of communication open between us for his sake . But it seems as if that is not what she wants . My personal oppinion is that she is a selfish , uncaring person that has her head so far up her own back side that when she does say something all that comes out is crap .. As far as I am concerned the only acceptable excuse would be that she is in a coma or no longer with us , neither of which are the case .. So how is it that a mother can turn her back on a child she claims to love ? There have been a few cases where he has called women I know mom and I have to correct him and that in its self is heart breaking . My son is such a wonderful and loving little boy that has so much love to give , but he doesn't understand why his mother has had nothing to do with him , and I honestly don't know what to do other than what I am already which is loving him unconditionaly . It just tears me apart inside that I can't do anything to help him deal with what he is feeling . The love of a child is unconditional , shouldn't we as parents give them that unconditional love back ? I will say this much my son has taught me more about what love really is than I ever knew was possable . Are children put here for us to teach or are they here to teach us ?
I wish that we could all go back and see the world though a childs eyes before we became jilted by life's ups and downs . I love my son so much that everytime I look at him and see the confusion in his eyes my heart breaks a little more ...
