WELL HERE IS MY LIFE IN NUT SHELL I'M SINGLE AND NOT REALLY LOOKING THAT HARD MAINLY BECAUSE I FIGURE AS THE OLD SAYING GOES IT'S WHEN YOUR NOT LOOKING THAT THE RIGHT ONE FOR YOU COMES ALONG.. I AM NOT EXPECTING PERFECTION NOR DO I WANT IT , BUT I DO WANT SOMEONE THAT IS ABLE TO OPEN HER HEART NOT ONLY TO ME BUT MY SON AS WELL BECAUSE HE IS PART OF THE PACKAGE AND WILL ALWAYS COME FIRST .. I HAVE HIM 24/7 EXCEPT WHEN HE IS AT SCHOOL OR I AM AT WORK , WHAT I AM SAYIN IS THAT I HAVE HIM FULLTIME THERE ARE NO BREAKS , NO WEEKENDS TO MYSELF HIS BIRTH MOTHER HAS NOT CALLED TO TALK TO HIM SINCE JUNE 8TH NOR HAS SHE EVEN BOTHERED TO WRITE OR SEND HIM ANY PRESENTS FOR THE LAST 2 CHRISTMAS'S AND BIRTHDAYS AND THE LAST TIME SHE HAS SEEN HIM WAS OVER A YR AGO.. SO I AM ALL HE REALLY HAS THE ONE THAT HE CAN DEPEND ON TO BE THERE AND TO BE HONEST IF THAT MEANS I AM TO STAY SINGLE AND NOT DATE TILL HE IS 18 THEN SO BE IT ( HE IS MY NUMBER ONE PRIORITY ) .. I CAN PLACE MY NEEDS OR WANTS ON HOLD FOR THE TIME BEING MAINLY BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BE ONE OF THOSE DADS THAT BRINGS A DIFFERENT GIRL IN AND OUT OF HIS LIFE AND JUST CONSTANTLY HURT HIM THAT WOULD BE SELFISH OF ME NOW I'M NOT SAYIN I AM CLOSED OFF TO GOIN OUT AND MEETING SOMEONE SPECIAL BUT IT WOULD BE MONTHS BEFORE SHE WOULD EVER MEET HIM JUST TO PROTECT HIS HEART AS WELL AS MY OWN .. NOW FOR WHAT I AM LOOKING FOR IN A LADY , SHE MUST HAVE A OPEN HEART , A KIND SMILE , SOFT EYES AND A DECENT PERSONALITY OTHER THAN THAT NOTHING ELSE MATTERS LOOKS , COLOR , NATIONALITY , WEIGHT , HEIGHT , HAIR/EYE COLOR , AGE (WITHIN REASON) NONE OF THAT MATTERS TO ME BECAUSE THE BEAUTY OR UGLINESS INSIDE WILL SHINE THROUGH .. I HAVE BEEN RATED 10'S AND EVEN A FEW 11'S BUT TRUST ME WHEN I SAY THAT 5 IS BEING NICE I DO NOT CONSIDER MYSELF ALL THAT AND I DON'T CLAIM TO BE I'M JUST AN AVERAGE AMERICAN MALE NOTHING MORE NOTHING LESS (BUT THANK YOU FOR THE KIND RATINGS) .. I AM FAR FROM PERFECT AND I DON'T EXPECT ANYONE ELSE TO BE PERFECT, WE ALL HAVE OUR FAULTS AND ISSUES THAT'S LIFE AND WE ALL HAVE OUR BAGGAGE AND INSECURITIES.. OK SO NOW THAT I HAVE RAMBLED ON ABOUT THAT MORE THAN PERHAPS I SHOULD HAVE I HAVE SOMETHING ELSE I WANT SAY OR RATHER ASK , WHY DO PEOPLE PRETEND TO BE SOMETHING THEY AREN'T ? I KNOW ON HERE IT IS EASY TO LIE , CHEAT , STEAL , OR BETRAY JUST CAUSE IT HAPPENS ON HERE DOESN'T MEAN IT'S OK .. YOU WANT TO GET MY ATTENTION AND KEEP IT JUST BE HONEST AND REAL , CAUSE I WILL , I HAVE NO REASON TO LIE OR PRETEND IF YOU DON'T LIKE ME FOR WHO I AM AND AREN'T ABLE TO ACCEPT ME FOR ME AND WHAT I HAVE OR IN SOME CASES DON'T HAVE THEN YOUR NOT SOMEONE I NEED IN MY OR MY SONS LIFE ..
