Gotta a lot of things on my mind, but most of all, the lost of my best friend since childhood. Justin was beautiful in so many ways, but most of all, he was a true friend. My mood? I'm pissed. I'm really tired of the damn drama around here. I came on this site to make friends, not get into petty b.s. Yes, I do mean petty at the moment. Yes, I do visit lounges where I want to hear music. Yes, I used to be members of several. But right now, I am and will not be member of anymore. Sure I will miss the tunes, the peoples, and the chances of meeting new friends. But what I am feeling? Hell people, I just put the ashes of someone I love since childhood away this past Saturday. Yes, I'm grieving. Yes, I'm sick of b.s. Want to get a hold of me, leave a damn message or shoutbox. I will be focusing on my writings more. My children, love them with all my heart, know that their mommy lost someone dear to them for they left me a handmade card to let me know that they love me and they know that Justin is in a better place. So don't take it personal that I left your lounge. Just understand that I have things I need to deal with and come to terms since I lost my best friend. And if many don't read this, then I know the truth.
