Sometimes im so happy it makes me sad
Others say that I am good so I do bad
When im with you i feel so free
i lock myself up and thow away the key
I tell you that youre one of a kind
eventually i cover my eyes and make myself blind
I love to listen to the sweet words that you say
i put earplugs in so i cant hear them that way
Others compliment my attire
I go and set my clothes on fire
You fill my life with nothing but cheer
I sit around and think of thinks to fear
You call me all the time on the phone
and i tell you to just leave me alone
So you see youve gota let me be
Ive got to stop hating me
Some ones got to stop this fight
Pick the pieces up and make it right
So that life can see better days
Its time to change my self destructive ways.
